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I am featured in it but not as me. If that makes sense. Bc in me head, to keep my mind working, I come up with I guess you could call them fanfictions but I consider an alternate life for myself. In them I live a whole different life and am a whole different person. Not all of them are happy. Most of them are sad. I'd write them down but they could be triggering to some ppl. And before you ask no, I don't glorify sad things like, self-harm and suicide. They are very serious in them. Plus that's a lot of writing and I'm too lazy to do all that work. Which brings me to the second part...
The Alex character featured in this is a fictional character I created in my head. And she has a tragic story. She has bright green eyes, dark black hair, wears thick black-framed Ray Ban glasses. She lives with her aunt (on her mom's side), uncle and older brother. She has an older sister who's married and has a daughter, a younger brother and sister that both live at home. Her parents kicked her out bc her grades weren't good enough for them. They expect perfection, in everything. She was in a really bad place when her aunt took her in. Her older brother Ethan has been there longer. He was kicked out at 14. He's 20 now. He was kicked out bc he's a drummer in a band called E=mc^2. Alex was kicked out at 16. She's 19 now. She went through some self-harm and is in an abusive relationship with a guy named Jared. He doesn't hit her but he verbally abuses her. She has long black hair and pretty bangs. She's overall gorgeous and a wonderful person. She's just been dealt a crap hand. She never gets to see her younger brother or sister and she misses them dearly. She's insecure but coming to terms with who she is. She's getting better but slowly. She's dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts. She's a tough cookie but I adore her. Her character is like my platonic soulmate. I just love her! I haven't found an image to fit her. She's one of a kind.