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Even though Osamu lays in a warm bed it feels cold. It is 5am and he doesn’t get the picture out of his head,his brother all wound up. Osamu begans to shiver, as reaction he turns around. Two eyes are staring in his now. The grey haired man did kinda forget whose bed this is. Sunas. Normally Osamu would go red and try to look away but this time it was different. He brought himself closer to the yellow eyed boy and whispered with a broken voice,,May I hug you?“ He closed his eyes while waiting for an answer. He didn’t get any words, but two arms that wrapped themselves around his chest. Osamus head layed on Sunas chest and Sunas head on Osamus. It was completely silent as the tears started to fall once again, but this time it was more calmly. Like an acceptance, that still really hurt. Suna hated to see the man so broken, but he could only imagine how hard it must be to lose his other half. Suna pressed their body’s even more against each other while now a single tear from his eye escaped. It had fallen right down on to Osamus face. The boy in question looked up to him, he knew that atsumu was also his best friend. Osamu didn’t know how to help Suna, he was really thankful for all the help of suna, like how he dealt with all the interviews from the police officers or how he took him immediately to his place. Osamu took his hand up and placed it on the cheek of the other man. Suna leaned in to the touch, he needed it more than ever. The fox eyed man put his own hand over that of the other and let another tear escape. „I‘m so sorry,Samu. You shouldn’t have to worry about me right now-„ he couldn’t even finish his sentence. Osamu knew that this was probably the worst moment and maybe even decision, but he also knew that Suna needed someone right now and he couldn’t ever get better when Suna couldn’t. So he interrupted the other man in tho only way he knew he would shut up. He kissed him. It was a soft kiss, which did take longer as it was probably needed. Sunas eyes were first in shock, but he leaned in after some time. After some time they broke the kiss to get some air. Osamu was still holding his cheek but he had placed his other hand now on the right hip from Suna, which did hurt a bit because Suna was laying on this side, but he didn’t really care. Suna closed his eyes and pulling the other man even closer with his hands now on Osamus back. The fox eyed man placed some soft kisses on the neck of the other, which now had to take his hand away and placed it behind his head. They fell back asleep in that position.
11am Sunday
The sun shined through the window direct on Sunas face,who was still completely asleep. Osamu started to wake up, but before he could even wake up the other one, he was already awake. „What a weird boy he can sometimes be..“ Osamu thought to himself. They both stood up and started to get ready. No one talked, but they acted more comfortable around each other.
It was now already 1pm as they finally arrived at the hospital, that atsumu was transported in. At the reception was a small lady with blonde hair. „ Hello! How can I help you?“ her voice sounded soft and he seemed to be still pretty young. „I would like to visit my brother atsumu.“ Osamu answered. The lady, which now revealed her name also Sayed some other interesting things „Ah I see. My name is Evy and I am the nurse, who will take care of your brother since tomorrow. Today a doctor wants to look after him, but I think we will see us here more often. His room is called 304 and it’s on the third floor. Goodbye!“ Both man nodded and started making their way to the Sayed room. As they arrived they could see a window that allowed everyone to look in atsumus room. He was laying with many machines that Osamu didn’t even know the name off. Osamu knocked still, hoping that his brother would yell as always „WAITTT, I still need to find my other earbud!“ But it came nothing. He walked into the room first. There was a chair next to the bed and a big window, which also had some seat place before it. Some flowers were standing on a single table, which stood in front of atsumus bed. The flowers were probably from their parents, who were now by their aunt. Osamu sat down on the chair looking at his brother. Atsumus body was burned on multiple places and his neck had some cuts. The blanket was covering his other injuries, that osamu didn’t even wanna see at that point. He looked at his brother and just stayed, that went on for 2 hours. No one said anything. Suna had sat down at the window and would occasionally look outside and watch the people in the garden.
After some more hours they had to go now. Osamu draw a little heart on the hurt hand of the other, it was something Atsumu always did when they were little.
Soon that would become their daily routine since they still had holidays. They would wake up together, get themselves dressed and osamu would make breakfast while Suna would do the laundry. After that they would eat together and afterwards go to the hospital till the doctors did tests and it would be lunch time. Than they both would go to the Italian down the street, eat something and take a walk together. After that the doctors would be done and they would come back at 4pm and would kill some more time at the hospital. Sometimes Evy would come in and would clean Atsumus wounds, which had healed a bit from time to time. Later Suna would drive them back and they would watch some Tv and cuddle. In the end they would go to sleep and the circle continued. It was a comfortable routine for them and it was just a day like every other, well not exactly because they now only had 2 days left and than the holidays would be over. It was already evening and Osamu wanted to stay a bit longer, because he couldn’t come back so often anymore when school would start. Suna decided to get them drinks so Osamu was alone with his brother. But suddenly a tall man came in, in his right arm were flowers. He looked at the both and got a bit red. „ So …ehm.. I don’t stalk you or anything, but …eh“ It was the firefighter! „What are you doing here…“ the twin asked slowly. Sakusa placed the flowers in a vase and started to walk over to the two men. „I wanted to visit your brother, because I wanted to know how he is doing after all that.“ „I see…“ Suddenly Evy came in just as unexpected like the firefighter. „Oh my! Mr. Sakusa it’s you again. How are you? You should stop visiting the poor boy always that late it’s not good for your health. Oh and hey Osamu!“ osamu looked at the man with a suspicious eye. „Aha…Wanted to know how he is doing, I see.“ he answered sarcastic. Evy noticed the tension and walked out with a quiet „I will come back later..“ Sakusa got red at his ears and he could his Face hot. Just yesterday he almost met the twin. He was crying at the bed asking, when his brother would come back and Sakusa tried on purpose not to run in to osamu. He didn’t know how to explain that he had visit as stranger every day extremely late just so no one of his family would notice. „Oh ehm..well you know..You know I saw your husband waiting outside of the building, maybe you should go to him.“ Sakusa walked out the room and tried to escape the other man. „Hey, wait ! What husband and why are you visiting my brother so often…“ Osamu was confused. He decided, that that was enough for today and walked out of the hospital, where he wanted to wait for Suna. The man in question was already there. Suddenly it clicked and Osamu noticed that the firefighter thought that he and Suna were married. The thought made him blush, which only confused Suna. „Why are you getting so red? Are you catching a cold? Come get in the car, I will make you some hot chocolate, when we are home.“ Osamu followed the other getting redder every second- if that is even possible.
Sakusas POV~
7pm Sunday (The day after the incident)
The man of yesterday just wouldn’t go out of his head. He often had helped or saved with someone else people, that were in a critical condition, but no one had ever reacted like that not even in a normal situation. Sakusa didn’t know why but only the thought of the blonde boy made his ear go red.
Sakusa let a big breath out, He Has to go to work, the paperwork wont do itself. He is now almost at his workplace as he noticed a sign „Hospital ->“ „…Should I.. No, I can‘t.“ He mumbles.
The monolog didn‘t really mean anything anymore, because now here he is. At the reception of the Hospital, while its 6am and to see a guy, whose First name he doesnt Even know. „Ehm..Hello. Could I visit Miya?“ he asks with a shy smile. „Mhm sure. Room 304“ she didn’t really pay much attention. But it didn’t seem like she didn’t care, she rather had a fight with the Computer. Sakusa nods to represent a thanks. He Walks over to the stairs and while walking them up, his mind is spinning. „Why am I here Right now?“ „What tf is wrong with me…I don‘t Even know that guy!“ „I should leave…“ „But I cant.“ . He didn’t notice, that his feet had already brought him infront of the Said room. He sighs as he Walks in. And to his suprise (-okay maybe he knew it, but he would Never admit that), the guy looked Even stunning, while almost being dead. He looked peaceful and his hair was messy. Sakusa couldnt help but blush. He didn’t know if he could Even say anything to him, that wouldnt Sound creppy … like „Oh I Kinda couldnt stop thinking of you and now am visiting you, instead of working!“ He walked over to the weak man and sat down beside him. „Hey.. I am Sakusa Kiyoomi. I told you my Name already yesterdy, but I want to Tell You more about me. I dont know why, but You Left a Pretty Strong Impression. Also I am 20, not a real firefighter. Just an Intern, who will probably lost now all hopes to Ever become a real firefighter. Well maybe, that is good. I mean normally I am Only allowed to go in the Building with someone Else, but why am I Even telling You all that… Oh man…“ Sakusa took the Hand of the Blond and drawed with his thumb a Circle. „I have to go now… I will come again. So please Stranger, don‘t leave us yet.“
Yep. Sakusa is dead, he did Not Only Walk alone in a burning House, while being an Intern, but also came too Late Right the day afterwards. „Sakusa, Tell me, What were u thinking ?! You are so Lucky, that you didn’t get hurt, there really was someone and that old man didn’t Need help anymore. Also why are you Late?!“ his boss really wasnt happy…
„I am deeply sorry. I also Can understand, if you are firing me now…“ „Oh Trust me I would love to do that! Sadly that Stepfather of him is a friend of our highest Superior and convinced him to let you stay. And Even give you a real Job here.“ The man looked tired. „Oh…OH! Thank You all so much! I wont do something so receless Ever again! Promise!“ He bowed to the tired man,who Only Shaked his head. „Yeah,Yeah now do your paperwork…“
It Has been now a while since the accident and Sakusa had Found a Routine….He would visit Miya Right before work and later after. Even After all the visits, he Only called him Miya or Stranger. He could have Found out his name by now, but he choose not to. He wanted the blonde to Tell him his name.
Today he got to go earlier from work. He Walks the familiar hallway down, nodding when he Sees a nurse. Even before he reaches the room, he can hear voices. He thinks about leaving, but his curiosity gets the best of him. So he press his ear against the wall and listens. He cant hear Everything, but a familiar Voice Lets his mind stop for a Moment „Oh Brother…when are you Coming back to me..?“ It was the Voice of the other Miya. The words werent something unusual for this Situation, but they still had burnt themself in Sakusas mind. And as if he wanted to answer the sentence he thought „When are you Coming back, mysterious Stranger…“ He decided to End the visit with that and walked back to his car.
It is now the Next day and he is running Late to his Daily evening visit at the Hospital. He isn‘t really looking at his surroundings, as he opens the door to the Room with some flowers in his Hand. Sadly they werent alone. He looked at them getting a Bit red „So …Ehm..I dont stalk you or anything, but ….eh“ he sighed. It was hard to explain it so he just tried to let it Look like a one time visit, which he is Only Doing because he didn’t get any new Information. He places the flowers in a Vase, so he could have more time to think about his Next words. „I wanted to visit your Brother, because I wanted to know how he is Doing After all that…“ Sakusa just hoped that no one would ask any further questions. „I see..“ the grey haired boy adds. Sakusas Body relaxes thinking he survived the weird Moment, but of course it wasnt that easy. Evy walked into the room „Oh my! Mr.Sakusa it‘s you again. How are you? You should stop visiting the poor boy always that Late, it‘s not good for your Health. Oh and hey Osamu!“ „That‘s it“ the Black haired man thought. Osamu did definetly hear the again and the other hints. „Aha…Wanted to know how he is Doing, I See.“ the sarcasmus was very noticable. Sakusa looked at the nurse for help, but she vanished with a quick and quiet „I will come back later..“ Sakusa really wanted to sink into the floor. He could feel his Face Heat up, but he couldnt find an answer, that would justify his daily visits. So he tried the Only natural. To Change the theme and get away here fast. „Oh Ehm…Well you know….you know I saw your husband waiting outside of the Building, maybe you should go to him.“ Sakusa saw the confusion in the other Mans Eyes and decided to use this Chance for his escape. He ignores the yells of the other man and let out a big breath After he got to his car. „That will become a Problem for sure….“ he mumbles tired.
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Monday 6am (Osamus POV)
The gray haired boy is standing in the kitchen making some breakfast, while Suna is showering like normally.
It‘s their first day back to school
, gladly the incident was not published, so Osamu wasn’t too nervous. But a special firefighter had stolen some sleep from him. „Why is he visiting my brother so much…“ he mumbled. But his thoughts were interrupted. „Good morning, Samu“ Suna yawns. Of course Atsumu ment a lot to Osamu, but right now he wanted to concentrate a bit more on Suna. „Morning“ he answers, while flipping the pancake. Suna wraps his arms around Osamu from behind, who is now finally done with the pancakes. He turns around and puts his hands on Sunas back Head to get it closer. He places a gentle kiss on the other man’s lips, which gets returned in a way more breathtaking way. „Com‘on let‘s eat.“ They sit down at the coach and eat in a comfortable silence.
Afterwards Osamu goes showering too and Suna cleans the kitchen up.
30 minutes later they start heading to their school. The car ride is filled with normal smalltalk about today’s schedule.
They both had agreed to visit Atsumu later after practice, which they would leave a bit earlier with Kitas permission.