lost time
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Kiyoomi felt like a deer in the headlights, overwhelmed on every front with all things Atsumu—his gaze, his scent, his touch, his presence, the space he took up in Kiyoomi’s life when he was around, and the brain space he took up when he wasn’t.
This was it, he thought. No more hiding.
He indulged himself just this once, giving himself permission to want just for a brief moment—since it could very well be the last time he would be allowed to touch Atsumu like this. He was about to shatter the delicate balance of their relationship, so he granted himself one more good look at the man stood before him, one more swipe of his thumb across his cheek.
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where atsumu is in love with his best friend kiyoomi whom he sleeps with sometimes, but is too afraid to risk their friendship. so he grows complacent in their current arrangement, thinking he can stay in that gray area where he can have kiyoomi in a way that no one else could, while keeping their friendship intact because there are no strings
that is until ushijima wakatoshi comes home from poland and signs back with the adlers, determined to win kiyoomi back after being out of his life for the past two years
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- Part 1 of lost time
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“How ya feelin’?"
“A little nervous. I mean, I’m getting married for fuck’s sake. Would be weirder if I wasn’t nervous, right?”
“Hm, I guess yer right,” Atsumu concurred. He was a little distracted, seeing their reflection in the mirror, stood side by side wearing their finest suits. It almost looked like they were the ones getting married. If Atsumu just kept staring at their reflection then maybe he could live in that fantasy just a little while longer.
“Atsu?” Kiyoomi called, taking the blonde out of his reverie.
“Yeah?” He looked back, despite the monumental amount of effort it took for him to peel his eyes away from the fantasy that lived in the mirror and in his head.
Right. That wasn’t the reality he was living in. Kiyoomi was a groom, but he wasn’t his groom.
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this can be read as a standalone, but is an alternate ending to my other fic forever is a feeling
that fic had a happy ending for skts, and this explores what would have happened if atsumu never got over his fear of risking his friendship with kiyoomi and just watched him fall in love with wakatoshi instead. context from og fic in the notes :)
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- Part 2 of lost time