Ilya Rozanov needs therapy
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You are the monster that haunt my nightmares by Iamnobodywhoareyou
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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Ilya doesn't know how to explain his relationship with his father to Shane. How do you explain to someone with two parents who love him what it's like not to have that? There are no words to describe it. Abused kids speak a language you can never learn.
Ilya decides to try to write a letter to his father, it sort of works.
The letter is cut from one I wrote about my own father lol
As with all my works, this is unedited and has not been reread.
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- Part 1 of Ilya Rozanov needs therapy
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It's okay to ask for help - Trigger Warning: Self-harm. by Iamnobodywhoareyou
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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Ilya is not okay, and he asks Shane for help. Ilya thinks he doesn't deserve to be cared about; Shane disagrees.
Major trigger warning: depictions of self-harm and semi suicidal thoughts. Please read at your own risk.
Suicide Hotlines:
Canada: https://www.canada.ca/en/public-health/services/mental-health-services/mental-health-get-help.html
Russia: https://progress.guide/atlas/europe/russia/
UK: https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/feelings-symptoms-behaviours/behaviours/help-for-suicidal-thoughts/
USA: 988, https://988lifeline.org/
20+ countries https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/Other resources:
https://www.selfinjury.bctr.cornell.edu/perch/resources/distraction-techniques-pm-2.pdf
https://keltymentalhealth.ca/blog/2020/02/alternatives-self-injury
https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publications/5-action-steps-to-help-someone-having-thoughts-of-suicide
https://www.chhs.ca.gov/suicide-prevention-resources/Series
- Part 2 of Ilya Rozanov needs therapy