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    Moving out is probably the most exciting thing that has ever happened in Dan's life so far. It's an overwhelming experience which he wasn't too keen on having in the first place. Now that it's settled that Dan will move, he only has to worry about the normal stuff: making his new apartment feel like home and finding friends. All of this is already really crazy for Dan who has not yet seen much of the world. Of all the things he didn't anticipate, falling for a voice on the phone wins the price by far. How is he supposed to concentrate on his work when his life keeps taking unexpected turns?

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    Dan was sitting on his beanbag chair and nodding along to Phil’s story, tossing a ball into the air as he stared at his best friend.

    While Phil continued describing how pretty Amanda looked and how amazing the movie was, Dan was focused on Phil himself. He let his eyes roam over Phil’s face, catching on shiny irises and sharp cheekbones and pink lips, and thinking of how much he’d love to feel those lips against his own.

    And suddenly, everything made sense to Dan.

    He froze, the ball falling on his head as his chest filled with terror. Phil continued with his story, delightfully oblivious to the panic attack Dan was two seconds away from having. He was attracted to his best friend, and big time, too, but Phil now had a girlfriend, and one he’d been wanting for over two years.

    Well, fuck.

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    Dan Howell has been living his perfect life where everything is his way, but when he gets seated next to the messy, carefree Phil Lester for a class project things become less than ideal.

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    roxie, who prefers the label exotic performer over stripper, is a star amongst people who are out when the sun goes down. who better for a close-minded phil who has despised what he labels as lowlifes to suddenly obsess over than Roxie himself?

    aka the one where phil gets pathetically hung up on dan, better known as roxie and is desperate to get to know him better.

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    He didn't intend to come out to his mum in his future mother in law's kitchen at Christmas... But here he was, doing exactly that.

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    Just because you're family doesn't mean you always get along.

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    Adrian brings his new girlfriend to Easter dinner, and Dan doesn't like her.

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    prompt: Dan and Phil celebrating their first holiday season together.

    Dan and Phil spend their first Christmas together as a couple, joining the Howell family for Christmas Eve in Wokingham.

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  8. 2

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    Daniel James Howell always knew that he was special

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    It’s time for Phil to reintroduce himself to Dan’s family in the proper context, but there’s one member that he’s not entirely confident about connecting with.

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    To avoid bullying Phil decided to become a bully himself, firmly locking away all the caring parts inside him.
    Dan has to start at a new school for his last year and he isn't thrilled, especially as he is almost immediately confornted with homophobia. The only things that keeps Dan going are his friend PJ and the irritating crush he developed on a very unsuitable candidate, PJ's former best friend Phil Lester. To add to all the complications Dan has to take care to shield his brother from attacks aimed at him. Dan's life is honestly complicated so that even something as simple as a school trip turns out to be nerve-racking.

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    During the process of living his truth, Dan and his brother develop a new understanding of one another.

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    Dan and Phil spend Christmas at their parents' houses, exchanging presents just before they go. They text each other realising just how much they miss each other. However this very thought frightens them, being scared of being too close as they claim to be "just friends".
    When they get home they have a long overdue talk to figure things out.

    (Set in 2015 as this was once again written for my sister at that point! :) )

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    Phil Lester spends his gap year unlike any other people. Drinking and partying don't seem to appeal to him. Instead of doing that, he crashes funerals because they make him feel a little bit less alone. One day he happens to meet a grieving and sad Dan at one of those burials and the two of them connect on a deep emotional level. A long road of acceptance, growth and relearning to open up their hearts to love ensues.

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    dan doesn't want to go outside today, but when his best friend and crush phil lester turns up at his doorstep...well, he had to change his plans a little

    (inspired by liana flores' song softserve)

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    On Valentine's Day in 2010, Dan receives a video.

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    [Teen!Dan x Teen!Phil]

    Phil is being forced by his family to go on a holiday with them where he meets a beautiful boy named Dan.

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    “What is that, Latin? You strike me as the kind of guy who would know Latin, to be honest.”

    Phil rolls his eyes. “No, I don’t know Latin, I’m not that pretentious."

    "Could've fooled me."

    "Ha ha. It means, ‘Even in Arcadia, there am I.’ With I actually being Death. The whole message is that, even in the perfection of the most flawless utopia achievable, you still can’t escape death. Utopia is impossible, because mortality is inescapable.”

    Dan lets out a slight chuckle. “Jesus, that’s dark.”

    “Right, and I have no reason to be dark.” His voice is dripping with sarcasm.

    “Well, that’s fair. And it’s not like I can’t relate.” He raises his glass. “To forgetting the fuckery of mortality for a little while.”


    A man whose life is consumed by its own ending, and another desperately trying to escape the same descent. When haunted pasts collide with inevitable futures, what do they have left of themselves? And just how different really are the roles these two play?

     

    Even in Arcadia, there am I.

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  18. 10

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    phil wakes up in dan's house on new years day, 2010

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    Dan’s in France and Phil misses him.

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  20. 1

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    When a new neighbor moves into the town that Daniel Howell has lived in his entire life and finds his safe spot in the town's vineyard, he will challenge Dan's view of himself and his town. Soon enough, they find themselves in an attraction nothing like Dan's ever known and one that those around them cannot understand.
    This may be Dan's only chance to escape and truly be himself.
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    A fic for a phandom reverse bang 2020 prompt in which Dan and Phil live near a vineyard, sneak grapes, drink stolen wine, and fall in love despite the times (1980s). Also, in which I project my love for queen onto Dan, because Muse doesn't exist yet and because I can.

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