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Blitz spills over the sides of his cup when he pours the coffee pot. A little puddle forms on the counter but Blitz can't find the energy to clean it up, instead scooping ice out of the office's freezer and letting the cold bite his fingers. Cold is good. It shocks some of the numbness out of him, lets him tune into what the others are talking about. They have a hit on a more important target than usual, one with a security detail. Blitz curses himself for not checking the schedule for today himself. He's known today was coming. He always knows.
Blitz walks into the conference room, sipping his coffee, and stares dully at the whiteboard. He's supposed to come up with a plan, a strategy. Moxxie and Loona are arguing about whether it's better to be sneaky or to be fast, and then he hears his name, and the conversation tapers out. He blinks the room back into focus. Everyone is looking at him.
He clears his throat. "What?"
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Blitz is having a no-good, very bad day.
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Six months after the trial and five months after Sinsmas, everything seems fine: Blitzo and Stolas live together in a bigger house with Loona, Stolas is reconnecting with Octavia and hopes she will live with them someday, and M&M have a baby on the way. For the first time since childhood, Blitzo feels truly happy.
But when Barbie nearly dies from an overdose, Blitzo is forced to face his fear of almost losing his sister without ever reconnecting with her, the trauma he constantly tries to bury in his subconscious, and—unfortunately—his father, Cash, whom he hasn’t seen in fifteen years.
Will Stolas be able to stand by his beloved, even as he seems to fall back into old habits? And now that he finally has a family that loves him, will Blitzo be able to hold on to the progress he’s made and rebuild his relationship with his sister? -
The Trollop Problem by wrdonerd
Fandoms: Helluva Boss (Web Series), Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)
08 Apr 2025
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In the days following the events of Mastermind, Blitzø and Stolas try to navigate their new lives together, each burdened by the trauma of the trial. But Valentino's newest film starring the legendary Angel Dust makes dealing with that trauma much more complicated.
Immediately set in the days following "Mastermind," and then after "Sinsmas." While this fic does not show sex or sexual violence, it is heavily implied. This fic also features discussions on medication and antidepressants.
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Millie hops up to sit on the desk, twisting to face him. "I was goin' to talk to ya about somethin' personal," she says. "But you know what?" She grins at him; all teeth, familiar, a little feral on the edges. "We should go out. Just the two of us. I'll tell ya' all about it later." She leans in a little and punches his shoulder lightly--or, lightly for her, which is to say that it hurts like a bitch and Blitz has been punched with less force by full career assassins who were actively trying to kill him. "I don't think I've gotten to hang out with you since the trial."
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Millie convinces Blitz to go out with her. She's totally not planning on getting him drunk so he'll talk about his feelings.
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Stolas has lost everything: his status, his power, his magic and most of all his daughter. All for the sake of Blitzø, because a world without him is unbearable. He made his choice, and the worst thing is that despite everything he can't regret it and now he feels the guilt is all he has left.
Blitzø is living in a daydream: Stolas is alive and in his house and loves him. And he loves Stolas so intensely that he feels overwhelmed sometimes. But the sadness of the bird he loves is taking over him and Blitzø knows that losing everything is like dying in a way, and he can't let Stolas surrender himself. He can give him everything, even if this take him to a breaking point.- Language:
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I'm Sorry I Couldn't Protect You by caspira_writes_fanfiction
Fandoms: Helluva Boss (Web Series)
09 Apr 2024
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Stolas & Blitzø meet after Stolas is released from.the hospital. Stolas gives Blitz the asmodean crystal. Blitz takes it the wrong way. They talk about their feelings.
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- Part 3 of Constellations
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During 'Seeing Stars', Stolas and Blitz catch up with Loona and Octavia at the observatory, and they watch the fireworks together. For a moment, before Blitz starts having flashbacks and leaves to find somewhere he can hide alone without ruining everyone else's night.
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The Threads of our Pasts, The Weave of our Futures by Tiz
Fandoms: Helluva Boss (Web Series)
30 Jan 2025
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In the aftermath of Sinsmas, Blitzø, Stolas, Octavia and the rest of the gang need to deal with their past and present to try to create a future together.
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- Via dealing with the reality of her mother's abuse of her dad and what happens when he isn't around to soften the blows
- Stolas coming to term with the reality of The Arrangement
- Blitzø being a self sacrificing idiot
- Loona being great and also Done with This Shit---
The story deals with dark themes, and while I promise a happy ending, it is a rough ride. Reader, be aware!- Language:
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Set after Mastermind but before Sinsmas (or an alternative, if you prefer), Stolas has finally decided to swallow his pride and return to the palace for his medication. He knows it's risky, that everyone there despises him, but he simply can't take it anymore.
When Stolas doesn't return from his "quick trip" after hours have passed, Blitz does the only thing he can think of; he goes after him, not caring that everyone at the palace likely wants him dead after everything.
When he finds Stolas, there's something... wrong. He's seen him in a similar state before, but this... this isn't right.
(Inspired by Constellations by Drawn_and_Quoted - I loved their portrayal of Stolas' prophecies!)
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Update! (20/10/25)
There's a playlist now! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0moGMU0NkV8jDs6qqIa9vb?si=24d369d29657406e
I used it as a way to capture the vibes of the story - the lyrics may not necessarily match word-for-word, but my brain doesn't actually process lyrics most of the time anyways, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it all works outAlso, if you're really enjoying my work and would like to support in any way, please feel free to check out my linktree! https://linktr.ee/nerdlingsquid
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ch. 8
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Sinsmas night at the party while the festivities are going on, Blitz becomes ill in the bathroom and gives birth to a mysterious egg. Now he's forced to figure out how to take care of this mysterious new addition to his family as well as trying to help Stolas cope after Octavia. Luckily he's got a "helluva" good support system he just doesn't know it yet XP.
Blitz and Stolas may be struggling but they aren't the only ones and if they can all come together in their time of need they will see that they really will all be okay.
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If Blitzø knew one thing about Stolas' preferences in bed, it was that he needed intensity.
OR: Blitzø and Stolas try temperature play!
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- Part 4 of Hellaverse NSFW Week 2025
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Over a week has passed since each of I.M.P’s disastrous missions, and Barbie Wire’s harsh rejection of Blitzo is just as painful to him now as it was then. The opening of old wounds is something he’s reminded of again and again, especially when he sees Moxxie…
… Except that he really had nothing to do with that. And Blitzo knows it.
As a result, he’s slowly begun to feel really guilty for how he’s treated his sharpshooter, but his own traumas flaring up still prevent him from stopping himself. But he’s got an earful coming his way… And little does he know it’s gonna come from more than one place.
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- Part 4 of You Are (Not) A Burden
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Nearing Fizzarolli's birthday. Blitz has a nightmare about the day of the fire. Stolas is there to comfort him.
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Stella died during childbirth and Stolas is now a single father. He just wants a good life for his daughter. Blitz meets Stolas again by chance while working at LooLoo Land. When Stolas offers him a job working as a bodyguard Blitz jumped at the opportunity. Soon the two start to fall for each other.
*Edited version of a fic I posted before. It's slightly different but mostly the same. Will post about 4 chapters at a time until the whole fic is redone* Now with new ending!
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Blitz is at the anti-Blitzo party, listening to how Stolas just wants someone to care. And of course Blitz wants to be that someone, but he's not stupid enough to think he could be. Stolas just wants someone, and he deserves someone better.
Or: What if Blitz actually managed to talk to Stolas before someone better came along?
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“Blitzø, what I’m saying is.. Well. I suppose I want to have.. Something with you. Whatever you feel comfortable giving to me. If this.. Friendship is the extent of our connection then I will endeavor to accept it but I felt it remiss to not even attempt probing for more.” Stolas explained and Blitzø’s eyes practically bugged out of his skull at the words.
“Wait- you want to what? If.. Stols. Am I understanding all this right?” Blitzø asked carefully, stumbling through his words as understanding was working a mile a minute to process and Stolas’s hand finally came back into the imp’s grasp.
“If you are in the understanding that I am asking to date you, then yes. That is correct.” Stolas offered a bit sheepishly, tucking his beak down to his chest- that red on his face plate only deepening.
“Holy fuck, Stols- YES! Of course! I want that!
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Blitzø & Stolas finally get back together post Sinsmas and then they have their one-year anniversary/Valentine's day plans!
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Hope you enjoy this @impssecretary ! Happy Valentine's Day!- Language:
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Stolas stared at him in shock, his eyebrows raised. “...you’re scared.”
“No shit,” the imp’s voice was quivering, and he didn’t know why. This emotion, so strong yet so unplaceable. It feels like the ocean--one wrong move and you’re pulled under, never to see the surface again.
His lungs are already tired.
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Blitz wanders into a flower shop one day in rush, wanting to buy flowers for his sister and comes across a stunning individual. Someone beautiful, warm, caring and possibly more lonely than himself and he’s intent on knowing this person whether he feels like he deserves to or not. Because let’s face it, Blitz never accepts the possibility of love and happiness.
Or a Flower Shop AU that will be hella angsty but have an eventual happy ending and Blitz is smitten by Stolas immediately.
Other ships might make appearances but they won’t be a focus.-
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In the aftermath of Unhappy Campers, Moxxie feels horribly guilty for how he treated Millie at the camp and promises her to be better. At the same time, Blitzo calling him a "disgrace" for his handling of the mission not only brings up painful memories of his father berating him, but also makes him reflect on some of his less-than-stellar performances in the past.
All of which makes him feel useless and unwanted.But with the realization that he's previously been so wrapped up in his own emotions that he's failed to notice Millie feeling overlooked, he resolves to keep quiet about how he feels and try to work through it on his own because he doesn't want to be a burden to her again.
And his mental state isn't improved by Blitzo continuing to lash out at him as a way to vent his own sorrow over Barbie Wire effectively disowning him... Which makes Moxxie further retreat into himself.With both Blitzo and Moxxie hurting after the fiasco at Camp Iwannakummore, can this negative spiral be stopped before it's too late?
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