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    Focus on PTSD by , ,

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Not What They Expected by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    10 Dec 2020

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    Peridot had never been to a sex worker before, Amethyst convinced her it was a good idea.
    (AKA these two idiots need therapy, but a shoulder to cry on is at least a step in the right direction)
    Continuation of "A Special Request" because I accidentally got invested in the characters and decided I wanted to write more about them.

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  3. 5

    The Burden of the Sea by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    12 Mar 2021

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    She builds a prison out of her mind - their mind - and becomes the captor.

     

    Now that she is both captor and captured and she understands why all those gems kept her under their thumbs all these centuries. It feels good, being in control, taking her anger out on Jasper. She still hates them but she understands it a little more now.

    ......

    Or Lapis as Malachite reflects on her previous captors, her relationship with Jasper, and hatred.

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    Refracted Light by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    04 Sep 2025

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    Still reeling from the loss of Rose, the Crystal Gems must adapt to their new roles. Lapis Lazuli must become a leader she never wanted to be, while she and Jasper both live with the guilt of what they did as Malachite in the war. Peridot must learn to live besides those she was taught to fear. Spinel must never let the others know the truth...and all of them must learn to look after Steven Universe.

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    Lost and Found by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    10 Nov 2024

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    This was stupid.

    Peridot had already decided this was stupid.

    Orientation?? It was already stupid enough that she was forced to come to this alienated school, so far away from her home and all her lack of friends, but forcing her to sit through an orientation?

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    AKA, College AU with Peridot and The Gems. Peridot has recently moved to Beach City to attend their college, purely there to study and try not to get picked on. Unfortunately for the introvert, a group of students have taken a liking to her.

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    Inspired by Perfectly Flawed by Ryuji_Izumi

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    Tags updated as the fic goes on!!

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    Steven Universe Born Earlier AU by

    Fandom: Steven Universe (Cartoon)

    12 Aug 2023

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    An AU where Steven was born earlier than in the original series. See how things would have transpired if he was a grown man who suddenly started developing his powers.

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    Maybe we can learn to love ourselves (and maybe even each other) by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    18 Nov 2025

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    Peridot Diamond moves all the way to Beach city University for the Robotics and Engineering Course that they provide. She didn't expect to meet new people here, just get her degree and go home, but a certain blue haired art major gets in her way, roping her into a life her mother would never approve of.

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    Me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    14 May 2025

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    Everything is back to normal. Lapis is back, the barn is back, heck, even people Peridot doesn't know are back to a life they once had. Except now it was better. But certain thoughts have been nagging at Peridot. Just small things really. things like, who has to walk Pumpkin, what they should name their newest meep morp, and of course, why does being near Lapis feel so... Different?

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  9. 5

    Fusion Palooza by

    Fandom: Steven Universe (Cartoon)

    19 May 2025

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    I’m Having Trouble Pretending to be Myself by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    25 Nov 2021

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    Lapis dissociates when she’s supposed to be spending the day with Steven. Three years later, Steven dissociates and she’s the only person he trusts to understand.

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    Not so dead by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon), Steven Universe: The Light Series (Video Games)  

    18 Mar 2025

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    Pink Diamond was shattered, so why are there two of them walking around now?

    Rose Quartz led the rebellion against Homeworld, being the only one because all the others were sealed in the human zoo, so how is it possible for her to be in two places at once?

    Rose gave birth to two beautiful Twins, Steven and Nora Universe, one being half human and half Gem and the other being something different... Fortunately Rose didn't need to give her gem for her children to live, but where did Steven's gem come from? It doesn't matter Rose wants to have another child.

    So many questions... So many mysteries, there are things that are a mystery even to the advanced gem race..

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    [RETIRED AND UNFINISHED] Steven Universe's Universe 2021 by

    Fandom: Steven Universe (Cartoon)

    20 Sep 2021

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    My Best Friend by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    10 Feb 2025

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    After the Diamonds attack on Earth, Pink Diamond decides to do one last thing as her former self: Go back for the playmate she abandoned over a thousand years ago in a childish imitation of maturity.

    Realizing that her actions have mentally scarred Spinel, she attempts to save Spinel the heartache by having her play a new game: Play Pretend. Pink Diamond, now known as Rosie, finally takes Spinel away from her loneliness. Spinel becomes a Crystal Gem in a post-gem war Earth, and devotes herself entirely to Rosie's happiness.

    Even if that means Rosie will no longer exist.

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    [COMPLETE] Fics I Wrote in the Psych Ward (Vol. 1) by

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    09 Jun 2025

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    A collection of fics I wrote in journals supplied to me during a four-and-a-half-day psych ward visit in order to cope with stuff

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    Almost Comfortable by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    19 May 2025

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    So they made a mistake and fused. That doesn’t mean their friendship has to end, right?

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    War For The Truth by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    19 Apr 2021

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    They say, one lie, has the power to destroy many lifes. Before her demise, Pink Diamond had many lies, and now, they are all catching up. And many lifes can be the price, for her lies.

    Seeking the truth of their sister's fate, the Diamonds attack Earth. To make matters worst, the Avengers are broken, and the man that stopped the first invasion, Tony Stark, has not been seen for months.

    With the fate of their world in a balance, Steven and the Crystal Gems, must team up with the remaining Avengers, to stop the Diamonds, and finally expose the truth to Pink's lies, so that Earth and Homeworld, can be at peace, once and for all.

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    Autistic Characters by

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    09 Dec 2025

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    A collection of stories and drabble collections written about autistic characters. These stories are about characters experiences with discovering their autism, stimming, interacting with their loved ones, dealing with ableism, coping with sensory issues and basically anything to do with being autistic.

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    SU: Poke-verse AU by

    Fandom: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Steven Universe (Cartoon)

    17 May 2025

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    Healing Waters- Chalcedony by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    19 May 2025

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    Steven wants to help Lapis heal from the trauma that still grips her, but will he find the strength to break the mental chains that bind her? Or will he become trapped in those same chains, pulled under by the weight of what he cannot fix?

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    quicksand by

    Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)  

    04 Apr 2024

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    The waves were quiet today.

    Today? How long had it been? A day? A week? An hour? A year?

    There was nothing but silence echoing through her mind.

    My mind? Her mind? Our mind?

    It was never usually this quiet.

    Where are you? Where did you go? Did I do something wrong?

    She usually let her wake up by now.

    I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

    The abyss sent her troubled dreams in response.

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    or, Lapis Lazuli discovers quicksand is a wonderful metaphor for people.

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