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    Stolas, despite his new roomates and co-workers, has never felt more alone than in the last two months.

    It's getting to him. The hatred all of impkind, minus three, feels towards him. He's tried to ignore it all. The boos and jeers that follow him like shadows. The cheers that erupt whenever he so much as stumbles while out in public.

    Ignoring it is not working.

    His own mind is his worst enemy. The depression gnaws at him, now that he doesn't have the pills to keep it at bay. His long list of failures is a thicket of weeds, their grip tight around his neck. He can only go without air for so long before he chokes.

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    A little glimpse into Stolas' life Post-Sinsmas. How he adjusts, how he doesn't, and how he slowly sheds the stigma associated with his name, bit by bit, one unexpected friendship at a time.

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    Octavia gets a letter from Stolas and thinks about the path her life has taken. When things seem to shift in the palace, she realizes she has less time than she thought she did to make a choice.

    Or: Octavia and Stolas talk.

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    Stolas learns a great many things, working at I.M.P. as their new secretary. One of those things is that birthdays are a big occasion in the office.

    Or: Stolas gets a nice birthday, finally.

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    "I always remember the things that are important to you. I try to at least."

    They both held on to details from the time they met as children and tried to carry each other along in their hearts.

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    Blitz never claimed to be good at fixing things but with Stolas falling apart and Octavia having pulled away, he knows he has to try. With guilt weighing heavy, he goes to find Octavia to convince her of what Stolas couldn't.

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    Birthdays continue to be a big deal around the I.M.P. office, prompting Stolas to start planning something for his boyfriend.

    Or: Blitzø gets a nice birthday.

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    “Shit, shit, shit,” Blitzø growls at his apartment door, juggling grocery bags while hunting for his keys. Once again, his brain had wandered right back to birdpuss land. “Titty fucking Christ, maybe my New Year’s Resolution should be getting my dick chopped off.”

    (or blitzø and stolas celebrate new year's eve together)

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    Stolas’s hand swung back over the side of the table, groping blindly until he found a bottle neck that he moved it to his beak, guzzling down a third of the bottle at once, in a way that made Blitzø recoil a bit, unable to help but feel like he’d seen this before.
    ‘Al-right, c’mon birdy,’ Blitzø grabbed the bottle from Stolas’s hand and set it back on the coffee table with decisive clink. ‘You’ve had enough Sinmas cheer for one night. Let’s get you some water and—’
    ‘Blitzø,’ Stolas interrupted him, his voice suddenly heavy. ‘Are wishes part of Sinmas?’
    ‘Uh, not really what Sinsmas is about, but what were you thinking of?’
    ‘I don’t know. Sometimes, I think I’d like to simply… not.’

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    The first time Blitzø told Stolas he loved him, it was part of a roleplay; a mockery of dreams he’d had about hearing those words. It stopped him short, watching Blitzø slip into a fantasy he thought Stolas wanted. Seeing the way he threw the phrase out so easily, because it wasn’t real.

    Blitzø wanted to rehabilitate the words by proving their meaning to Stolas, but the owl preferred to run away from stress. So, they worked on it, with Blitzø doing his best to respect Stolas’ pace and visibly swallowing the phrase back down over and over, waiting for Stolas to be ready.

    Until they slipped out.

    Based on:
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    StolitzDressedUp Week - Summer
    Hellaverse NSFW Week - Bottom Out

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    Yellow shone into red, a look that could tell a million stories of a million different battles shared between two tired and worn soldiers.

     

    “You will always have me.”

     

    The words left him as easy as breathing. Because it was true. It had been true since the moment they’d met, through all the trials, tribulations, and bullshit along the way, it had always been true.

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    After a long, dry hiatus, Stolas inquires about a way he and Blitz can relieve some stress.

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    A bad day at work and an accident in the kitchen lead to Blitzø learning the truth about Stolas’s past. The two find yet another shared similarity as they both open up and make yet another promise to each other.

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    This is the fourth installment of my Secretary!Stolas series, which tells the story of Stolas's life after he agrees to work at I.M.P.

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    Even when terrible things happen, life goes on. In the wake of the trial, Blitzø and Stolas rebuild, step by step.

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    When Blitzø looks up, he sees the dark blush rising across Stolas' white faceplate. "I would have liked to spend time with your employees today. It's just very tiring trying to concentrate, especially when there's extra noise."

    Blitzø's mind creates an entire fucking montage of their week in the office. Sinners bursting in through the door unannounced, the phone ringing at random, Moxxie bursting into his rendition of some song from a musical because Millie misquoted it, Loona shouting at them all to shut up. It was a miracle they weren't all losing their hearing.

    "Shit, Stols." Blitzø winces. "Didn't realize how miserable it probably is for you around the office."

    or: Stolas manages the side effects of his antidepressants, and Blitzø is too good of a kinda-boyfriend to let him suffer alone.

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    For all that Stolas probably craved privacy on a daily basis, it was the last thing Blitzø was willing to offer him. "C'mon. Tell me what's up, and we'll figure something out. Don't even have to give me all the details, just enough so I know what you need."

    Stolas seemed to consider the offer for a long moment as he toyed with the coat in his hands, rubbing the collar between his talons and inhaling deeply. It took a long time before he finally spoke, his voice so quiet that Blitzø had to strain to hear.

    "It is my... heat cycle. I simply need to... tend to some urges. It should only last three or four days, though I am unsure whether the irregularity of my cycle will change that timeframe."

    OR: Stolas experiences his first heat in years, and Blitzø helps him through it.

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    Several Hellaverse characters get the therapy they so desperately need from Dr. Smith, a Very Good Therapist.

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    Business at I.M.P. has been booming over the past year, thanks in no small part to their new secretary. Blitzø treats everyone to a company vacation and Stolas learns a little more about the holiday season!

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    One year feels like a lifetime and there have been so many changes. Surely there can be no other changes right? Right?

    Some changes really are good.

    "Walk me home in the dead of night
    I can't be alone with all that's on my mind, mhm
    So say you'll stay with me tonight
    'Cause there is so much wrong going on outside"
    - Walk me Home by P!NK

    Part of the Helluva Musical 2025 Bang

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    Stolas shifted, turning to press the side of his head against Blitzø’s chest, sliding an arm around Blitzø’s waist. “Your heart is beating so fast, darling,” he commented, voice soft, “something on your mind?”
    There was a deeper question in there and Blitzø ran a hand down his own face, trying to compose himself. “N-no, nothing really.”
    “I don’t believe you,” Stolas stated, a firmness to his voice. “Please, Blitzø, talk to me.”

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