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In the span of a few weeks, Mello and Near’s rendezvous had quickly become a regular part of Near’s work day; Mello would suggest a time and place, and Near would always agree. Near was perfectly content with the arrangement, as long as his employees didn’t find out.
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- Part 5 of Meronia Event 2023
- Part 1 of Impulse
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Unfortunately, Mello had the bright idea to sit Near up on the document glass, which resulted in a broken printer and a disrupted make-out session. Needless to say, the printer excuse was not going to work this time.
ATSHFSAFGSDFSDFV beautiful idiots <3
Near exhaled and switched back to the tab with the security footage, only to see the reflection of Rester’s eyes in the dark background, staring directly at the monitor.
hey you dont read other ppls screens!! thats homophobic.
“Sir, I spoke to Gevanni recently. We both have a few concerns about your private meetings with Mello.”
hes you boss he can fuck his employees and coworkers whenever he pleases fuck you
“I understand, but this is out of concern for your safety. Mello is an incredibly dangerous and volatile individual. I don’t think it’s safe for you to be alone with him.”
AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH oh my god
his employees are scared of him
oh my fuck
thats so funnyahahahhaahasdafgngfd
“With all due respect, sir, he aimed a loaded gun at your head only a year ago.”
and yet nears still here in one piece and alive. isnt that the best showcasing that mells fine??
“Is everything alright in there?” Rester called out.
there is murder being committed you better hurry there
ahahahahahhahhahahhahahahahh peak
(Impulse - death note)
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The storm is the only reason Near is here, and the only reason Mello let him in.
That’s what Mello is trying to tell himself, anyway.
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in which an old habit turns into something new.
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Five hours after telling Near point-blank that he hated his guts and wished he would drop dead, Mello would be rolling his eyes and stepping aside so that Near could shuffle past him into the dark of his bedroom.
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Near knocking on Mello’s door in the middle of the night, claiming to be afraid of the storm, should be off-putting for his age. It should not be endearing. It sure as hell shouldn’t be reassuring.
Awwww <3
It isn’t natural to feel so much heat and gravity towards one person, and it’s better that they aren’t fueling that anymore.
Me when i dont believe in love because im stupid
Sometimes he takes them back to his hotel room and occasionally manages to say the right name while fucking them.
XDDDDDDDDD
FThere is no end in sight. It’s a little past midnight, and he didn’t sleep well yesterday. He’s fucking exhausted; his brain isn’t functioning at peak capacity. A lot of really bad ideas are starting to sound pretty reasonable.
I love him
He can’t wake Near up and try to seduce him, but the longer he lays here doing nothing, the likelier it is that he snaps and does just that.
Hes so fckin funny
The only solution he can think of is to somehow get himself off without disturbing Near’s sleep. It’s a dubious move at best, but the only one he can think to make.
Or go to the bathroom lol
But it isn’t that simple, because Near shouldn’t trust him. He just doesn’t know any goddamn better. If Near wants to have sex, it should be with someone who doesn’t want him the way Mello does.
Christ on a stick what ks this guys problem
Every thought falls right out of Mello’s head. His brain turns to fucking static.
:3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3
Near is having a wet dream. He’s asleep, and he’s hard, and he’s unconsciously rubbing himself off on Mello’s body. Mello is equal parts thrilled and horrified. He feels like such a goddamn creep.
Seriously dude cmon XD
hes so silly and tormented its cuteIt isn’t going to take much to get him off with Near humping him and whimpering pathetically like that. He wonders what Near is dreaming about.
Truly a mystery that will never be solved
Without a warning of any kind, Near’s hand skates down his chest and joins Mello’s own inside his fucking pants. His fingers are cool on Mello’s knuckles. Mello stares, uncomprehending, for several seconds before startling.
JSJJSJSJJDNSBSNDJDJSJSJSJSJSJJSHSHSJJSJJSSJJJJSJSJJSJJSJSJJS
fckin. Brain error. Incredible.
Mello is pretty sure he has to kill himself. It feels like the only reasonable way to move forward from something like this.
Honestly real
“Miha,” Near says. “I waited so long. I thought you liked me.”
AAJAHAHAHSHSHAHSHHSJSHSHSHSHHSJSJSBDBSHDHDNBSBSBSBDDBDBSBSDDBDVDGDGDGGDGSHSHSHSHSHDGGDGDDGDGDGDGDFGGFGDHFFHFHFHHDHDHSHSHSHDHHDHDHDHGFGGFHDHDHHRURHEHEHSHDHHFHFGHHFHFFHHDHDHHDHDHDHEHDHHDEHEGSHSHSHSHSHSHDHRHURURHRHRHDHFHFHFHDHDBBFBFBDHDHDHDHDHSHSHSHSUGJXHXBZFBZJXFFJZBFJKGDKDGGKDJZFXJFJZFJZJDXJJXFDJJXF
Once, when he was twelve and Mello was fourteen, Near had tried to kiss him. Mello wasn’t kind about it.
*bites him*
Near has been playing a fucking game with him. He’s not half as innocent as he pretends at being.
Jsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjjsjsjs
I cant even decide if hes right or not. Or how much. Amazing.
That doesn’t mean he should be allowed to win without contest.
I am gonna kick yuo in the face
His feigned naiveté has slipped. The way he regards Mello now is predatory.
Hohohohoholyshit ohmygod
Hes like this. Smol cat that has the highest kill rate of all carnivores and looks like a plushie.
God help him. He tried. He didn’t try very hard, or very well, but if Mello wasn’t supposed to have Near, then the world shouldn’t have made it so easy and so tempting to take him.
Based ✨✨✨
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 bb kittens <3
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Once she reaches the first floor and steps out of the elevator, Near hears a voice floating down the hall. It’s a woman’s voice, so it must be Lidner, but the pitch of it and the cadence of speech seems painfully similar to the way Mello talked, even without being able to hear the actual words. The closer she gets, the more it sounds like her dead lover, and Near curses how cruel her mind’s tricks are. She has to grit her teeth and breathe in deep to get herself to push through the door into the main office, feeling almost nauseous with grief again already.
A blonde woman in a red winter jacket stands with her back to Near, but she turns when the toy in Near’s hand clatters to the ground.
Mello’s eyes are tired, underlined by dark circles, but she grins. “Hey, Near.”
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Mello, she thinks, eyes still-dry and now-shut, can you see me from where you are? Do you know how much I love you? Did you hear that we won? That you won? Are you happier now?
Auuuuuuhhhhhh
She wakes up in bed at three in the morning and has a brutally brief instant of ignorance before she recalls that Mello is dead and nothing will ever be okay again.
Waking up from grief is one of the worst feeling in the world
I want to hug herNgl i can never read angst without comfort at the end cuz this is like. Ouch. Pain. I want to see her happy again. Something something theres probably a psychological word for this. Some sorta catharsis idk.
AAAUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨<3
Mello seems to feel the same, if the force of her grip on Near’s waist is anything to go by, but when agent Lidner clears her throat pointedly, they do finally break the kiss, though neither of them let go of the other.
This has to be so funny to watch for them lmao
“You’re okay,” Near says, distraught at how broken Mello sounds and how ill-equipped she feels to comfort her. “You’re safe now. It’s okay.”
Auuuuuhhhhhh i like this line
“We’ll go on vacation, together,” Mello says, eyes narrowing, “and we’ll move somewhere, together. And no, I’m not asking you, I’m telling you. Together is the only option.”
Id say get married but. Theyr basically are already. So.
It’s very like Mello, Near thinks, to make a declaration of devotion sound like a threat.
Ajahahahshshshshs yes peak amazing
matt's fine btw she just got out of the hospital and is playing DS downstairs while sneakily checking out halle. BYE
THANK YOU i was wondering about it <3
In my head they go to croatia for vacation because i did that around bingereading your fics and spend the entire time hallucinating them both there and i think it did to me what rome did to (that one fucking old guy i dont remember the name of that went to rome and wrote a journal about it and i had to read it for school). Mello belongs to croatia in my brain now. Ok thats all good fic like always peak
(it’s you and me, that’s my whole world - death note)
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“If it means anything to you, I am glad you survived.”
Mello shook his head. “I just don’t get why. If I were you, I’d want me dead.”
There were so many reasons Near could have given. That Mello was brilliant and dedicated and passionate and fierce. That Mello was one of a kind, irreplaceable. That if Mello died, a void would open up in Near’s heart, one that could never be filled by another mortal soul; one that would slowly, surely kill him.
Instead, he kept his response simple.
“You told me you would be waiting for me at our destination,” he said. “It was only fair that you should live up to that promise.”
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They were never supposed to work together. It was physically- no, morally impossible for them to even be in the same room together.
So when Near needs leads for his case and Mello shows up, they expected the fights, the disagreements, the mistrust
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Three years after the end of the Kira investigation, Near, now 21, has run away like Mello once did and left the world of detective work behind, choosing instead to disappear into society and learn how to survive in solitude. The role of L was supposed to be played by the both of them, and he's wanted nothing to do with it if Mello isn't there to do it with him.
In the afterlife, Mello decides that not even death (or the impending apocalypse) will keep them apart any longer, and he decides to make it right before the end.
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"Their hair began to rise as Earth’s field of gravity became weakened by the approaching rogue planet. They held onto each other even tighter, lips pressing together feverishly and tongues twisting as the world around them began to fall apart.7:00am. Time’s up."
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Mello is demonstrably capable of killing, and has perhaps more reason to want Near dead than anyone else on the face of the earth. They were once rivals, and Near knows a fragment of that resentment lingers even now. She is also likely the only person who could successfully bring Mello to justice, so her very existence is a threat to Mello’s, in a sense. If that weren’t enough, there is the fact that Mello could make a fortune, too, were she to kill Near. There are no shortage of people who would pay a handsome sum to see L’s head on a platter.
And it would be so simple for her to do it, so easy. She’s had countless opportunities— the two of them alone, Near in all kinds of vulnerable positions, any number of potentially deadly weapons within reach— but she’s never taken one. Despite having every possible motive and every possible chance, Mello has not killed her. On more than one occasion, she’s even protected Near.
This is how she knows Mello loves her in her way, even if she has not said it aloud. Even if it isn’t enough to make her stay.
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Mello and Near through the years, in love and in agony.
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Near is struggling to sleep in anticipation of a plan that will forever change his relationship with Mello. He decides to take a walk around their house and reflects on their relationship so far.
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AAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHH<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 is there something like blorbos getting married kink because if yes i have it
auh hh h s js jdjsjsjs bbs <3 <3 <3 i love it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa a a a a aa dsadfardtfhgjsafhgjgfdsadfghjkjhgfewq(Tomorrow - death note)
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Mello’s stare is warm and constant, and the comforting exhilaration of it builds and builds within Near until he feels like he may burst. There is something he wants to say to Mello, but he doesn’t know what it is. Before he can ever say anything at all, though, Mello stands to leave.
“I’ll see you tomorrow,” he says.
Before he goes, he gives Near two lists. One for the night. One for the next morning. Near always follows them to the letter.
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In which Mello and Near form a dom-sub relationship centered entirely around shared meals and to-do lists.
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Still, he protested. “That’s quite dramatic, don’t you think?”
“No, I don’t,” Mello snapped. He paused, then softened slightly. “Jesus Christ. You— you never finished growing up, did you?”
Aughhhhhhh
This was so wonderful <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
(good boy - death note)
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Near has long grown accustomed to doctors and regular check-ups. His poor health requires it. Mello does not have the same luxury of familiarity, nor does he care to.
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Mello has trypanophobia.
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Auhhhh i had this phobia as a kid it sucks fr :/
Near has never seen Mello get so pale so quickly before. He leans forward to observe Mello's expression more clearly.
Awawawhhhhh
This feels familiar a bit but also i love when blorbos terrified so i like this part a lot
Mello's jaw sets, indicating to Near that he is grinding his teeth together —sharpening them to dig into Near's jugular, perhaps?
:3 :3 :3
Mello hesitates for a moment, like he’s considering the offer. “I’m not going into labor either,”
💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨💫✨🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯
Mello looks over his shoulder and scowls at Near. “I’m going to wait in the car.”
“With Gevanni?”
Oh my god
That was lovely <3 <3 <3
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After giving up the Death Note, Light struggles with the knowledge of what he has done. No longer believing in the ideals he followed as Kira, he now has to live with the fact that he himself is what he so despised: a murderer.
And then there is L. L who offered him detective work instead of prison, who believes he can do good and who was (is?) in love with him.
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Legacy by K (Thiswasmydesign) for catfishmaster
Fandoms: Death Note & Related Fandoms, Death Note (Anime & Manga)
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Secret shinigami exchange 2018, prompt ; Sayu becoming the second Kira and finding out that Light is the first Kira.
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A Death Note AU (after Kira).
It's been three years since Light Yagami's death. Finally putting an end to Kira, the Death Notes, all associated cults, and after insuring there were no more rogue Shinigami playing havoc with humanity, L and his people could finally come out of hiding.
Many people —important people— died but not the ones you would think. Most notably L Lawliet, Watari and even Mello were still alive and well.
L was still L, comfortably pulling the strings from behind Near and all of his well laid plans —though not going completely without a hitch— ended with the desired results, and there was nothing left for L to do but continue his career as though nothing had changed.
That is until Watari's health had started a steady decline, forcing him to hire a "companion" for his beloved adopted son. The boy was spoiled, and despite being a genius, could barely take care of himself. He was basically a huge man child and if left to his own devices, would eat nothing but sweets and probably stop brushing his teeth if not constantly given a reminder to do so.
That's where you come in, and you often wondered if Batman needed a Nanny whenever Alfred got sick, or if it was just L.
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Kinktober day three
Prompts: Gore/interrogation/voyeurismNear knew he lacked physical strength, but he made up for it with wit. The suspect was drugged with horse tranquilizer, then tied to a chair and blindfolded. Not the most lawful method, but a method nonetheless.
Near watched as the man began to wake up, thrashing and shouting out threats and cusses.
"I have no interest in hurting you," said Near. "I'm looking for someone you may be associated with."
"I'm not telling you shit!" the man yelled. "Where's my fucking stash?"
"You'll get it when I get my answer," said Near. "I'm not unreasonable, and I have no interest in watching your cartel crumble. I'll even give you extra money on top of that. $35,000."
"Give me the money first," the man demanded.
"I can't do that. I'm looking for a man aged around thirty-five. Blonde hair to his shoulders, blue eyes." He paused. "A scar on his face."
"Give me the money, or I'm not talking!"
Near hated interrogations.
That's why his plan was never to interrogate the man.
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The thing is, whether Mello wants to admit it or not, there’s clearly chemistry between him and Near. It’s not like what he and Matt have with one another; it’s more intense. A little volatile, maybe. It used to be almost painful for Matt to watch, because it made him feel excluded, but he thinks that was probably more a product of his own insecurities than anything else.
Now, though... well. Now it kind of turns him on.
The first time he realized that, it startled him, because he wasn't just turned on by Mello being in his element, staring intently at Near as the two of them talked over the details of a new case. No. Something about how Near was looking at Mello, the gleam in his eye, the serious set of his jaw—
Alright. Matt has a type, okay? He doesn't know why freaky little geniuses do it for him, they just do. Mello probably broke his brain when they lost their virginity to each other in L.A. five years back. It's not Matt’s fault.
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Near is hungry.
No— not hungry. Near is famished. He’s starving. Mello can see it in the pronounced pallor of his face, the dullness of his eyes. In life, he could go for a day and a half without eating and barely notice. It wasn’t good for him, but he could do it without issue.
In undeath, he is not so resilient.
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<3 <3 <3 <3 ✨✨✨
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“I am afraid,” Near finally says. His voice sounds different this time. Broken. “L and Watari put their trust in me to carry on L’s legacy. I am scared of failing to meet their expectations.”
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Years after the end of the Kira case, Mello compiles a box of old clothes that are torn or faded, intending to get rid of them. Near decides he wants them for himself.
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One pair of socks had so many holes, wearing them was hardly different from being barefoot.
Lmao
I love fixing holes in socks
Half the fabric in some of my pairs is probably secondary by now
It feels cool as fuck to wear something you made yourself and u can keep stuff you like after it breaksIt felt like a shame to discard such a beloved item. Admittedly, it felt like a shame to discard anything.
Jsjdjjdjdjjsjsjsj
I am so unable to throw out old stuff this is actually a bit painful to read about lol“The zipper is broken.”
YOU CAN FIX IT SO EASILY im gonna bite him holy fuck
“There’s hardly anything wrong with it. I’m sure a broken zipper is a very simple fix.”
YES!! YES DARLING! SAVE THE THINGS!!!!!
“I would like to see what else is here before you throw anything out,” Near said.
He is so based i hope hell keep everything and at best he can make a small nest out of them or smthing if theyr truly fucked to the point of no return
Wrapped around his torso was Mello’s red jacket with the hood pulled up over his head, completely concealing his long hair. The sleeves were long enough to fall past the tips of his fingers, and the torn hem almost reached his knees.
OH THATS A GOOD USE TOO. APPROVED. BASED COOL GOOD NICE etc etc
I wanna add that near looks ridiculously hot in anything thays not his regular pijama looking clothes. That scene where he has to wear a police gear was so funny.
Mello snorted. “Don’t get ahead of yourself. I still need to wear clothes, too.”
Do you now
“That’s up for debate.”
HA THATS WHAT IM SAYING
good fic i approve the message of never throw away anything just give it to your autistic boyfriend instead
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“Tell me something good,” Mello says, expression bright with desperation.
“Something good,” Near echoes, at a loss.
Mello taps his fingers on the side of his cup, impatient. “Yeah. It doesn’t have to be big, just— something good that’s happened since— since.”
This Mello is new and strange to him, unnerving. Near had not heard from or seen him since the end of the investigation, and then, last week, he emailed out of the blue and told Near to meet him in a diner in rural Pennsylvania at five in the morning on a Wednesday, and now he is demanding that Near tell him something good.