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  1. 15

    Dimensional Shit With The Blue Boi's by

    Fandom: DuckTales (Cartoon 2017), Randy Cunningham: 9th Grade Ninja, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon), Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Movies), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 1987), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types

    02 Jul 2023

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    Everything in here takes place during or after the first book in the series

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    ROTTMNT One Shots/Short Stories by

    Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Usagi Yojimbo

    09 Feb 2025

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    This is a series of One Shot and Short Stories based on the Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles series! I take requests from tumblr and cross-post them here on AO3, feel free to drop a request any time! #SaveRiseoftheTMNT!

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    Another world (at least I have you by my side) by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    10 Aug 2024

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    Leo and Donnie end up in a different universe thanks to a portal mishap with Donnie's machine, now they gotta find a way to get back home.

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    In other words it's another "the disaster twins end up in the 2012 universe and are menaces to society and their counterparts" but this time they talk about their emotions and all! Also, small disclaimer, all the info I have about the 2012 show is from the wiki and some random memories I have from like, five years ago as well as random clips I see on Tik Tok and Tumblr.

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    Abandoned Work

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    The A, B, C's of Leo by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    25 Oct 2024

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    Drabble series that puts Leonardo through the biggest trials of his life, changing him and his family as they struggle to navigate each new challenge. But as their adventures grow more and more deadly, will the family survive? Primarily 2003 universe but will incorporate elements of the comics. Will have lots of angst and Leo!whump.

    Now Complete!

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    Gravitational Collapse by

    Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types

    27 Nov 2024

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  6. 80

    Go To War by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    03 Sep 2023

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    "He’s failing them.

    Failing his father.

    Yet despite the fact, despite the way it settles into his bone like a brand from a hot iron—he still can’t do anything. He can’t pick himself up off the dojo floor."

    Or: The brothers leave, one by one. Each of them have their own reasons, their own burdens to shoulder. Though despite all of their time spent away from one another, they always come back home...

    Here's what it takes for them to do so.

    (Aka YDKWLM but from the brothers' perspectives)

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  7. 17

    If I Knew It All Then, Would I Do It Again? by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    14 Jan 2024

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    Raphael has been separated from his family for quite a few years. His life being a never ending cycle of torture. However, his life changes when on an unexpected day, he finds that he has three new cellmates. Not only that, but their turtles like him. This could be a change for the better or the worse.

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    I have been eyeing the Post button for the longest time and had this idea in my head for even longer. Hopefully I can move towards writing some one-shots soon but idk. Anyways this is my first fic and I haven't the slightest idea of how good or bad I'm doing. If your up to it, constructive criticism is welcome <3

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  8. 19

    Heart Anthology by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    29 Nov 2024

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    A series of (non-sexually) intimate moments between Raph and Casey. They're boyfriends, your honor. T rated for language.

    TW: Graphic Anxiety Attack

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    You Just Got Portal-Chopped (???) by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003)  

    30 Sep 2022

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    Leo's still in recovery from the Incident with the Krang. So, of course, it came as a surprise when he walked into Donnie's lab for the first time in weeks to find an interdimensional portal in the middle of it. After more than a few things go haywire, Leo and Donnie are bent backwards over a silly little mistake, and now have to explain to their family as to why two new sets of (almost) each of them have suddenly appeared.

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    Fic PL: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5Czz5SSERt66Rr8Ygg13LY?si=a3WXjwUYTI21gA8ekhzZ-w&utm_source=copy-link

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    lined with gold by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    16 Oct 2022

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    The funny thing is, Raph barely remembers.

    Until he had Leo struggling to speak, to breathe with his hand (tentacle) wrapped around his throat. 

    That part is crystal clear.

    Or: It's weeks after the invasion, and Raph remembers. Leo wants answers. They meet in the middle.

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    i’m bringing everyone home by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    04 Sep 2023

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    Leo's been alive for 40 long, long years, so he would've hoped by now he'd've learned something. Gotten some life experience.
    All that fun and handy life experience is telling him that being disintegrated by a massive laser is fatal
    And yet.

    (featuring: all four future bros! existential crisis! leo being the worst medical patient ever! plentiful angst! and more!)

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  12. 38

    Til You Just Go Pop by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), ROTTMNT - Fandom  

    02 Feb 2023

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    Raphael never wanted to be leader; he thought he had finally been able to pass that off to Leo, to take a backseat for once, but now Leo is hospitalized, and Raph is once again finding everyone looking at him.

    Raph deals with the pressure of being the eldest sibling and gives into his anger.

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  13. 13

    what big boys do by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutant Mayhem (Movie 2023), Tales of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2024)  

    08 Dec 2024

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    parallels, and how you learn that you and your brother aren't as different as you both thought.

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    Sparring Gone South by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    24 Jun 2025

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    After the brain worn incident everyone is trying to forget about it and move on.

    Though it's not as easy as it seems...

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    Those Sleepless Nights by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    07 Feb 2023

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    Raphael had always been the one his brothers turned to when they were scared. He was the big, older, scarier turtle that would scare away whatever haunted their dreams. Many of nights, Raph would suddenly awaken to find a new weight in his bed that wasn’t there when he went to sleep. Sometimes, he would find there was more than one brother huddled into him, and it never made Raph more proud that they knew they could come to him.

    Then suddenly, Leonardo stopped visiting Raph’s room. It was abrupt and the red turtle wasn’t sure what to think about it. A part of him wanted to believe that Leo finally found a way to help himself sleep, but judging by the way he sometimes nursed a warm drink in the kitchen at the dead of night when Raph got up to use the little turtle’s room… he somehow doubted it. It pained Raph to think that he did something to drive away his little bro, but he couldn’t work up the courage to ask. Maybe Leo thought he outgrew coming to his big bro about his sleepless nights or nightmares? Raphael wasn’t sure, but he was sure that he hated it.

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    Turtle angst by

    Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)

    25 Jan 2023

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    Vs The World by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    21 Jan 2023

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    “In that moment, crying in the dark, he thinks he and Klunk are truly alone.
    It’s just him and Klunk vs the world.”

    The Kraang almost-invasion has been hard on the entire family. Michelangelo knows this, and knows he needs to be the one that keeps them all together, like stubborn orange glue.
    But his brothers aren’t talking. They aren’t leaving their rooms, trapped in their own traumas. Mikey tries - so, so hard - but the silence is suffocating.
    He leaves the lair, only to find a stray cat left for dead. And suddenly, he isn’t alone anymore.

    But he is still breaking, slowly.

    ~

    TLDR: Mikey find Klunk in the Rise universe whilst dealing with trauma and depression. I am bad at summaries, so give it a quick read if you want.

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    孤立主義 : Koritsu Shugi : [Isolationism] by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    24 Jun 2025

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    No one can remember Leo. Not his friends, his enemies, or even his family. Stuck with almost no answers as to how this happened, he must convince the people he holds dearest of his existence and recruit their help in fixing this mess. Although, not everyone maybe as accepting as he'd thought.

    And the knowledge of a time limit leading up to him disappearing forever isn't making it any easier.

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    I Won a Part of You by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    24 Nov 2025

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    The Techno drone wasn’t meant to be ever separated from its pilot. Yet Donnie forcibly got ripped out of it. But that never meant that the Techno Drone also got ripped out of Donnie. Or that the softshell’s parts all come back with him. What will a turtle do if he finds out that he’s partially Krang and that part is actually the majority of him?

    Or the Techno Drone didn’t just Krangified, but straight up made Donnie 70% Krang. Of course with a species change comes some freaky new instinct, issues and body horror worthy transformations. Drowning in intense self hatred and fear of losing his brothers ( especially his twin) of course he tries to face all these challenges all alone.

    Basically another Krang-Donnie AU, but trust me this is going to be a rollercoaster of very gory, very sweet and have a lot of made up Krang lore you never knew you needed.

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    some nightmares don’t end when we open our eyes. by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    20 Jun 2023

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    Mikey thought he'd left the Kraang behind when he closed that portal. The city may have been in ruins and his brothers in tatters but everyone was safe. Wounds could heal. He was okay with rebuilding piece by piece as long as he could leave this all behind one day.

    So why is it that every time he closes his eyes, he's back in the same place, facing the same beasts?

    OR

    “You okay? You’ve been gone a while. Donnie and Raph are getting worried.” She said.

    “Yeah, ‘m fine,” Mikey said, standing and flushing the toilet, the bile disappearing from the bowl as Mikey struggled his way to the door. The longer he was done panicking, the worse he felt. “‘M okay…” Mikey said, though judging by the look on April’s face she was less than convinced.

    “C’mon, let's get you back to the boys, okay?” She said. Mikey nodded, letting her sling his arm around her shoulder, supporting him. Exhaustion rolled over him, a yawn escaping him.

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