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    Hamato Raphael: the Muscle of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, the hotheaded brawler … a misunderstood teenager with anger issues. His natural aggression makes him difficult to approach and you know what? He’s fine with that. People suck, dealing with them is a pain in the shell. Everything just sucks right now and no one gets to tell him otherwise. Yeah, he and his brothers saved the world and got rid of their biggest enemies but at what cost? Life is boring now, he’s got a cargo ship's load of trauma he doesn’t even want to think about and his father is dead and he’s only got himself to blame for that cherry on top of the shit sundae that is his life. So excuse him if he isn’t feeling super awesome right now.

    His brothers and friends — they’re all socializing and being happy together, as if they somehow found the secret to moving on. Him? He’d rather be alone, like the recluse that he is. He’s better off that way. They don’t have to deal with him, he can’t hurt them when he’s not even in the same room as them and ( for the most part ) they respect his decision to keep his distance. It works out.

    … so why can’t they just do themselves a favor and leave him alone?

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    "He was there," Raph said after the man had disappeared. Suddenly, he was transported into a memory of blazing heat - hot, as if the sun had descended upon them. He remembered the taste of smoke in his lungs, the strength in his father's arms as he was carried away, both of them choking on dirty air. He remembered the sound of an infant screaming, his brother crying, his own hoarse voice as he tried to call out to them.

    "He was in the fire."

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    Human AU where the Mad Dogz were separated at birth. A story about reuniting with your dead brothers, learning who to trust, and Raph frantically trying to balance all this ontop of his upcoming biology exam.

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    "There are quantities of human beings, but there are many more faces, for each person has several." -Rainer Maria Rilke.
    It's been 26 years since the original series. Mikey's opened his own pizza place, Donnie's working tech for the EPF, Leo makes Japanese weapons for Karai's Foot Clan over in Japan, and Raph and Mona are raising their ten beautiful children. Everything has been peaceful, but nothing lasts forever. Several events turn the Hamato world upside down once more, and the new generation of ninja mutants must learn the heavy burden that comes along with bearing their name.

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    The aftermath of Rise Raph and 2012 Donatello meeting

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    I'm rewatching 2k12 rn, and i was gonna start on rewriting season 3 (the farm arc) mostly because it has such good horror potential and i wanted to see how far i could take that horror and succeed bcz i love tmnt angst, but then when April was giving the recap/filling the watcher in, i realized that they skipped a full three months and the show writers didn't do shit with it??? Like at all??? C'mon now Nick, you should've done better.

    And so I have taken upon myself as a fanfic author to see what I can do to fill myself (and you) in on what we could've had and all the angst and character development we were robbed of.

    Obviously i have dramatized this for the sake of it being FANFICTION, this more like an au of the farm arc since this is gonna tie in with my horror rewrite which will be posted when i finish this(i hope i finish this otherwise I'd be super embarrassed tbh)

    Anyways yeah, mind the graphic violence warning, other than that, enjoy!

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    After the invasion, New York is slowly rising up from the rubble. Unfortunately, bad guys don’t waste their time if they see an opportunity to attack.

    Meanwhile, Raph and his family are trying to overcome the aftermath of it all AND trying to keep everyone safe. But it’s all good! Life isn’t merciless and it does sent us a little light that will guide us to the end of the dark tunnel, until our world begins to shine once more.

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    After a few too many close calls, raph has a talk with mikey about his "stunts" and "new ninjitsu skills"

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    Donnie can't sleep, burdened by worries of the unknown, and is dissociating somewhat in the meantime. Until the brother he didn't expect finds him and helps - it turns out he has some night terrors of his own.

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    It’s the fourth time Raph comes home with a shiner, too big to come from the PDs, that Donnie corners him.

    He’s a fool for not checking in sooner.

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    Everyone had problems since Krang... Everyone is dealing with things. Everyone was getting better.

     

     

    Except Raph.

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    One-shots about our favorite turtles meeting the lovely (Y/N)! Requests for specific one-shots are open! Info on how to format/submit a request is in the first chapter! You can also request a continuation of a previous one-shot you liked! Hope you enjoy! <3

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    He feels tentacles wrap around him again , his whole body is covered in them. They're part of him, they are him. There's a chunk of him that was forever destroyed that day, permanently replaced.

    or , Raphael deals with the aftermath of the kraang invasion and the irreversible effects it had on his body.

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    Splinter finds four baby turtles and is mysteriously chased by an alien race called the Kraang. With only one of the turtles left in his arms by the time he finds a place to hide, he named him Leonardo. When he turns 17 splinter finally tells him the story of what happened the day he and Leo mutated. It is now up to Leo to find his family and bring them home. Yeah, turns out that’s a lot harder than he initially thought.

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    Day 12 of Save Rottmnt - Movie Reference

     

    The aftermath of the events of the movie. No one’s coping well. Leo’s bottling everything up, Mikey worries his hands will never be the same, Raphael can barely look his brothers in the eyes (for multiple reasons) and Donnie fears his scars will never fade.

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