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    Delphie doesn't deserve this. She vowed to him that together they would take down Cazador, granting him the freedom he deserves, and now he is equally determined to reciprocate that commitment to her. Yet, in their current state of vulnerability, they are far from their peak.

    The ranger embodied strength, arguably the pinnacle of their group's resilience. Despite enduring the depths of torment, she never shied away from extending a helping hand to those in need. Her altruism stemmed from a desire to spare others the suffering she had endured. Yet, standing in the shadows, confronting the echoes of past pain and torment, a sudden wave of panic enveloped her.

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    Delphnye and her companions venture across the foreboding expanse of the Shadow-Cursed Lands, driven by the elusive goal of reaching Moonrise Towers. Yet, an unearthed secret from Delphnye's past emerges, casting an ominous shadow over the party's quest. The unfolding challenges test not only their resolve but also the bonds that tie them together, requiring Delphnye to trust in the strength of her newfound relationship with Astarion and the unwavering guidance of her principles to navigate the treacherous path ahead.

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    Just before the final fight, everyone is preparing for what’s to come. But, whilst they’re all planning, they all have a heart to heart.

    ACT THREE SPOILERS ACT THREE SPOILERS I REPEAT ACT THREE SPOILERS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

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    Delphie is a socially awkward wood elf with an affinity for taming scaley creatures. After finding out she's been infected with a mind flayer parasite, she reluctantly joins a group of misfits in order to find a cure. As a ranger, she has a knack for taming the wildest of beasts. So it's only befitting for her to try and tame the one in her newfound group of companions.

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  4. 6

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    Astarion said so plainly, he's far too hungry, slow, too weak to hunt an animal like he normally would.

    "If I just had a little blood, I could think clearer. Fight better. Please."

    How could Tavor say no to that? Or say no to him at all?

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    Astarion's voice, for once, is small. Afraid. It's so unlike himself, as if he's an entirely different person, a new man that's been dredged up from the depths of within him.

    Prudence, for all his shyness, had managed to reach straight into his soul and brush away the ruin and debris of it all, and pulled out the man who had never before been free of it – showing him what it's like to be outside of it all. Gods, it was like he was seeing the sun for the first time, and it's consuming him with its light. It's right in front of him, fingers intertwined with his own, with the gentlest smile Astarion has ever been faced with.

    And suddenly, he is the measure of all things. A new beginning. Providence. He is a revival. And Astarion, finally, finally, finally – is alive.

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    "Master has always known where Astarion was."

    Cazador had been spying on Astarion almost from the moment he landed on the beach next to the crashed Nautiloid. Through spies, thralls, and other means he learns of the group's leader, Jenrila, and of Astarion's growing affection for her. What's more tormenting - capturing Astarion and bringing him to heel, or hurting him through Jenrila?

    Unfortunately, while Jenrila is saved from Cazador's clutches, the repercussions and after-effects linger, and Astarion beings to question his relationship with her, and also the question over recreating the dark ritual...

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    "With a name like Zephyr, she was used to people assuming she was a storm sorcerer. That is, until they got close enough to see the bronze scales that covered her temples. She was not used to people assuming she was a mind flayer. And, she was enough of a manipulator herself to recognize it in someone else. Astarion was nothing but red flags."

    Two ridiculous people use each other by faking it until it's not fake anymore.

    Follows the plot of BG3 fairly closely. No Dark Urge. Astarion will not ascend, but it's discussed. Tav (named Zephyr in the story) has her own backstory in Baldur’s Gate.

    Warnings are mostly for Astarion's backstory and canon-typical violence in fight scenes/backstories. Specific content warnings will be in the notes prior to each chapter when relevant. Very mild/alluded rape/non-con for Astarion and Zephyr's backstories, but nothing explicit.

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  8. 8

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    You can feel the tension in the room twist and turn in on itself. Not dissipating, but evolving into something entirely different. The power dynamic just shifted slightly. There’s something you have that he wants more than anything. Something you have the power to give to him. Something you can allow him to take.

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  9. 7

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    After a night of nightmares and untold traumas, Tav tries to comfort Astarion. However, after near disaster at a burning tavern, she reveals a startling secret...

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    A bracing morning walk leads to a painful conversation between Astarion and Tav...

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    Myst (tav), a very cold and reserved woman and the Vampire Spawn Astarion form an unexpected bond over time, starting off as mortal and immortal enemies because.... reasons. The Illithid events of Baldur's Gate 3 never happen, so it's really just Myst, Astarion, and a few other familiar faces on a VERY long and probably unnecessarily drug out quest to find a way to destroy the loathsome cockroach that is Cazador.

    I WILL SAY THIS ONLY ONCE!!!! TRIGGER WARNINGS GALORE. I do not know exactly how much detail I want to put into what yet so you guys MIGHT read some extremely fleshed out and traumatizing torture stuff, or maybe you won't, I do not know. But just know, there is that possibility so stay on guard. If I decide to make things graphic, I will put Markers at the beginning of the chapter in which the shit happens that will let you know where to stop and where to skip to.

    This is the first story I've written in a LONG TIME so my pacing may be awful. Dunno how long I want this to be, but I expect to have more than 50,000 words.

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  13. 8

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    Tav is a cat folk, who stumbles into the camp with the other companions. Most find him cute and he hopes to stay with them. Though Astarion seems to have a grudge against him.

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    After a long, long, and long time of traveling to Baldur’s Gate, two important things happen during that journey.
    The dream figure being attacked.
    And a familiar face coming back for Eden, and not for good reasons.
    PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE read the authors note for cw’s and tw’s:3

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    haha that epic moment when you had a plan to seduce the party leader for protection, but it fails and you fall utterly in love with them AND comfort them about some of their issues??????
    Also yearning for simpler times haha

    check author notes for tw’s

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    Eden’s got flaws, so does everyone, but what are theirs specifically?

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  17. 6

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    Astarion has yet another nightmare

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  18. 6

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    A series containing all the drabbles of Tavithlil x Astarion - otherwise known as Daylilies. Eventually, this series will have a complimentary full, proper fic of the events of BG3 from the perspective of my Tav. I hope.

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    Astarion, an equally traumatized Tav (Szeryn), and Wyll Ravengard, Pride of the Gate, dance around each other, self-sabotaging impulses, self-loathing, and all of their old demons. Wyll finally gets to kill a vampire, Szeryn is dragged kicking and screaming into something resembling self-care, and Astarion finds himself uniquely equipped to parry the self-sacrificial urges of two handsome heroes.

    Or: three traumatized gay people fall in love, negotiate a relationship, and learn to trust the people who care for them.

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  20. 2

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    Tavor used the tadpole one too many times and the subsequent fever makes a rough night.

    Their dreams being occupied by an armored figure uncannily resembling someone from their past only helps worsen the situation.

    (retelling of the canon fever and dream visitor scenes from Act 1)

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