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Miya Chinen is perfect. Perfect, prodigal skater, perfect student, perfect person. He doesn't need anyone to be whole, he has no missing pieces to fill.
Until his mom starts hurting him. Until everyone in his skating family has a second half but him. Until he's alone and fading into the background.
Until he spirals into a world of self doubt and self harm, determined to fade into the background.
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WARNINGS: This fic deals with eating disorders and self harm, growing progressively worse as the fic continues and Miya falls deeper into the spiral that comes with eating disorders. This fic portrays the slow internal decline of Miya's mental stability and his struggle to recover with the help of his found family. This fic handles issues and uses language that may be triggering to some readers, and I advise you to proceed with caution. Know what's safe for you, and please don't read if you think it may be triggering.Series
- Part 1 of Spiral
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Time comes for us all, tearing away the one thing we hold most precious, depriving us of the ability to immortalize that which we value most.
For Miya, time was coming for his childhood.
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When Miya and Reki find Joe and Cherry's yearbook in the attic of their home, they go on a nostalgia trip with their parents, exploring the year of 2008 and how it was the year Matchablossom began to bloom.
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In 2008, star-student Kaoru Sakurayashiki was assigned a physics tutor. To his surprise, the tutor ended up being the rumored flirtatious 'himbo' from the basketball team named Kojiro Nanjo. If the polar-opposite factor wasn't enough, Kojiro began pulling at Kaoru's heartstrings despite the fact that Kaoru's best friend was already pining for him.
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What if Reki and Langa had never found Miya?
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THIS IS AN ALTERNATE ENDING !! This takes place directly after chapter 14 of spiral, and begins the same as chapter 15, although it obviously won't end the same. I recommend reading Spiral first.Series
- Part 2 of Spiral
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Perhaps it was inevitable, perhaps Miya’s fall was always meant to come with the practiced grace of a dancer. Perhaps attempting to live in denial had been the foolish choice of a young child, one who was so desperate to cling to his reputation that he sacrificed his health to do so.
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Chinen Miya sees things that aren't there, hears things in the silence, and feels nonexistent sensations. He can't regulate his emotions, his body makes small movements of it's own accord, and he doesn't understand any of it. He can't connect with people the way others can, and social rules escape his comprehension. But none of it matters, as long as he ignores it. If Miya ignores it, it's not happening, and he can continue to balance atop the pedestal others have placed him on.
But no one can balance forever, especially not an undiagnosed autistic 12 year old going through psychosis.
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This author hallucinates, gets tics, is autistic, all of that fun stuff. I'm allowed to write about it
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there can be no fair court of law in pantstown by b_kb_y
Fandoms: SK8 the Infinity (Anime)
25 Nov 2022
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Sakurayashiki-Nanjo Kaoru 2:42pm
In this case… I agree with Miya and support the course of arson.reki :) 2:42pm
WAIT!
what if you take parts of pants and sew them in a way that can be worn in different waysmiya 2:43pm
why do you wanna mutilate the pants so fucking badSakurayashiki-Nanjo Kaoru 2:43pm
Arson would be easier.[]
in which miya makes a group chat, argues about pants, and gets adopted
(no pants were harmed in the making of this fic)Bookmarked by AnAestheticMess
21 Jun 2022
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Royal Pain by vampslater
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 Nov 2022
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At UA High School, the wealthiest children in Japan buy their way into the prestigious School. While most students are in general education, the few children with royal parents take special classes preparing them for their futures.
When Shinsou Hitoshi, a first-year commoner attending on a rare scholarship, ends up in the afamed class 1A with his best friend Bakugou through an error in the rosters, he finds that he's gotten himself in over his head when he is met face-to-face with the intimidating Aizawa-Yamada couple, the famous kings of Academia.
But every king has a soft spot, right?
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02 Apr 2021