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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    Viktor and Jayce start working as partners on their shared Hextech dream. Even as things start looking up, Jayce continues to struggle with his mental health, often thinking about how he almost jumped to his death out of his former workshop.

    Viktor comes to notice that Jayce isn't all smiles and grand aspirations, despite the mask he puts on. Whenever Jayce feels he isn't doing 'enough', he takes it out on himself in less-than healthy ways and it is becoming harder and harder to hide.

    All Viktor knew before Jayce was dedication to his studies and inventions, so the last thing he expected was developing feelings for the other man. All the while Jayce, somewhat foolishly, thinks he's straight and that his affection towards Viktor is merely friendship, until he turns down Mel and starts second-thinking his attractions...

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    23 Nov 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Viktor’s gaze flickers back to him as the waves break against the sand, white-edged and lazy. They look at each other, as if standing on two opposite sides of an ocean, and Jayce is just as tragic, just as beautiful as the shore is. Grey, and tired in that peculiar light; scared, undoubtedly, in some inexplicable way.

    Viktor blinks and steps into the sun. He can feel it shine on his face.

    “Will you tell me, now? About that nightmare?” he asks.

    There’s a deep intake of air; a wide, bright spell stretching across the line where they stand. Two strides that feel like nothing—like the end of the world—before Jayce holds him. His hands come up, knuckles brushing against Viktor’s face. Wind and salt, and his heart caught halfway. A gasp that doesn’t spill.

    “Jayce,” he says, and he does sound like he’s outrun a boat, an army, to make it here. It’s a prying open, spine and bones to reach for something Viktor never thought he would be asked to give. He whispers, “Jayce, what are you doing?”

     

    Or - Jayce gets one more chance to fix it.

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    10 Nov 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 99

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    Viktor is the resident slut of the engineering department, and Jayce has no idea until he’s invited to a gangbang starring the man he’s been in love with for years.

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    09 Nov 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    A freshly divorced Viktor is dragged out to a club by his friends to help him move on and get back out there. At first, he’s having a miserable time, feeling too old and out of place. That is, until a hot twenty-something guy starts flirting with him at the bar. After that, Viktor’s night takes an unexpected turn.

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    40 year old divorced Viktor gets hit on by a 24 year old Jayce at the club and they inevitably end up having sex.
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    for JayVik Kinktober 2025
    Day 14 Prompt: Public Sex

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  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Hearing that Cas had ignored Sam’s call was the first major sign that something was cosmically wrong. There were minor signs of course, and all piled together they were impossible to ignore.

    Sam was different, and not in any predictable sense.

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    “Sam is entirely Sam. He still has his soul.” Cas says, “This is a good thing.”

    “I’m sensing a but in there, Cas…”

    Cas shakes his head, eyes wide with helplessness and pity. “Sam’s soul has been shattered.”

     

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    A speculative piece on Sam’s personality changes post-Hell. Analysis of Soulless Sam as an analogy for trauma. What if Soulless had a soul the whole time?

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    13 Sep 2025

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