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The Price of Freedom is High by PerpetualGaynessOfASpider
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
07 Jan 2024
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Seven hundred and sixty-nine days. That is how long Steve Rogers has been imprisoned on the Raft.
Only he wasn’t placed in the ordinary cells his teammates were when they had been arrested for helping him and Bucky after the signing of the Accords. Instead, on that fateful day, Ross told the former Captain with a gleeful smile on his face that he would be receiving a brand-new cell made especially for him.
The soldier was held in place with arm and leg shackles chained to a metal collar around his neck and surrounded by six heavily armed guards ordered to use severe force in the event that Steve were to move. Between the heads of the guards in front of him, the super-soldier could see the wall ahead of them slide open like a door to reveal his new home.Bookmarked by Chuu_chuu28
06 Sep 2025
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Steve lives in Avengers tower with the rest of the team. It's been a long year since they came together for the battle of New York. But he's been trying to do what's asked of him. He's Captain America after all. He can hide it all with a smile, until he can't anymore.
Trigger Warning: Suicide Attempt
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06 Sep 2025
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Frozen Ghosts by wildimaginingsofhalfbakedideas
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
06 Mar 2021
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Steve Rogers never quite left the ice when they dragged him out of the arctic. He's good at going through the motions, good at fighting when they need him to fight, but he was supposed to die in 1944, just like Bucky had two weeks earlier. Now, as he moved through this barely recognizable world, he wondered if he had and all that was left was a ghost, haunting a life that didn't belong to him.
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Bucky Barnes hadn't told anyone about the second-rate serum Zola had injected under his skin while Bucky had been strapped to that table. He hadn't told anyone about all the changes he'd noticed, how he felt stronger, faster, needed less sleep. He hadn't told anyone and yet somehow, that secret had carried him through seventy years of snow and isolation back to his best friend, who wasn't quite the same person he'd known on that train.- Language:
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06 Sep 2025
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You Matter, You Know That, Don't You? by GalaxyThreads
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Oct 2021
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"The thing about farmers, Steve decides while laying in a pool of blood, is that far too often they want to solve problems themselves." (Gen)
Whumptober Prompt No. 1 (2021)
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03 Sep 2025
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Sorrow Is Not My Name by 16woodsequ
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types
08 Feb 2023
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It takes a while for the grey of Steve's life after the ice to yield something beautiful.
But a million pieces can only fit together one at a time. The Avengers are there, colour creeps in, and it gets better.
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- Part 24 of Steve Rogers Has PTSD
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03 Sep 2025
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The Show Must Go On by SummerKnight717
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
03 Nov 2022
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It is not just the ones you think you ought to be watching. Not just the ones who are crying out for help. Sometimes it is the ones who smile, the ones who hasten to help.
Sometimes, you just never know. Some are too good at hiding.
WARNING: Suicidal Ideation.
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03 Sep 2025
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i had a feeling so peculiar by sweetspiderstew
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
02 Feb 2024
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Trouble sleeping?”
He ignores the voice for a few moments before turning to look at Nick Fury. “I slept for seventy years, sir. I think I've had my fill.”
“Then you should be out, celebrating, seeing the world.”
He’s tired of that sentiment. Everyone wants him to go on an adventure and live the wildest life he can as if he hasn’t lost his sense of purpose, or as if he’s not going to wake up drenched at an ungodly hour in the night. Celebrate what, exactly? His return from the dead?
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This is a story of anger, grief and acceptance, pain and solace. Featuring Steve Rogers and Co. In which, Steve lied on his enlistment form about more than one thing and he's absolutely not 27.
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- Part 1 of This dream isn't feeling sweet
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03 Sep 2025
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Staring Blankly by Doughnuts_wilderness
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Mar 2025
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“The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly” - F. Scott Fitzgerald.
“You don’t what? Cry?” Clint asked.
This felt like a test. Perhaps they were trying to see how mentally unstable their Captain was. Luckily, he could, in full honesty, reassure them that he was not weak. He had a strong lock on his emotions and hadn’t even cried once since he unfroze. He could operate at full capacity in this century despite not knowing what a ‘Rom-Com’ is.
“Not even once.”
Steve missed the furrowed brows, and concerned looks shot around the room. He tried his best to isolate himself in the Avengers Tower. If anyone could expose his vulnerability, it was this team. S.H.I.E.L.D. had been less of a threat because Fury was more than willing to believe whatever Steve told him as long as he got results. This team of super spies, geniuses, and gods? They had no reason to sit back and allow an incompetent and weak man to lead them. It was necessary to avoid allowing them to see the cracks in his armor, or they may bench him. If Steve got benched, there was nothing left for him in this century.
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02 Sep 2025
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5 Times Steve Hid Injuries from Friendly Fire and 1 Time he Couldn't by 16woodsequ for ABrighterDarkness
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
17 May 2025
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When the serum gives Steve wings, he is determined to keep them out of the spotlight. He's had enough of being treated like a science experiment and he will do anything to keep out of a lab.
Including dealing with any injuries by himself. Especially if those injuries come from someone he knows.
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- Part 46 of Steve Rogers Has PTSD
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02 Sep 2025
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5 times Steve helped his team cope (and 1 time they helped him) by TheUnauthorizedAuthor
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
29 Aug 2025
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Steve was relaxing in a soft blue armchair by the window, sipping some tea with copious amounts of honey as he watched the sun set. It was how he preferred to spend his evenings, especially after stressful days, and with a tower full of traumatized superheroes (of whom he was somehow the most sane- him, the one who tried to go to war with about a million chronic illnesses? Him, the one who’s sixty years ahead of his time? Him? -he was often helping someone, somewhere, feel a little more safe.
And he didn’t mind. Of course he didn’t! These people were family to him. But sometimes it was nice to just sit and watch something that hadn’t changed, that would always be beautiful, while drinking the one brand of tea that hadn’t gone out of business while he was in the ice.
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In which Steve, the man sixty years ahead of his time, is somehow the most sane in the tower, the one who helps everyone else to cope. When his team- his family -is struggling with their past, he's there, with whatever they need. Of course he is. He loves them. But who's there for him when he needs help? (Everyone. They love him too.)
*Please mind the tags and the notes.*
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02 Sep 2025
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5 Times Steve Rogers Hid His PTSD + 1 Time His Team Helped by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
08 Jan 2019
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Steve Rogers woke up in the 21st century, fought some aliens, and saved New York. Now, with the Avengers Initiative officially a go, he finds himself living in Howard's kid's tower with the rest of earth's mightiest heroes. Tony's fast-talking, Clint's pranks, and Thor's appearances from Asgard would be a hard enough adjustment, if Steve wasn't already dealing with the loss of everything and everyone he loved. Convinced he will lose his role as Captain America (the one thing left) if he acknowledges the nightmares and panic attacks, Steve attempts to hide the symptoms of his PTSD. Only some things can't stay hidden forever.
(5+1 Things)
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02 Sep 2025
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Just Like My Father's Eyes by CapGirlCanuck
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Jun 2019
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When Steve goes back in time, he makes a stop in Brooklyn. Which leads him to a World War I battlefield, and a man with the same eyes as his own. Because he's not just Sarah's son. He's Joseph's too.
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- Part 4 of FoxholeBros
- Part 1 of Reflections
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02 Sep 2025
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Loss is Only the Beginning by TravelingRoses
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies)
18 Aug 2014
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Gabe Jones had a functioning idea of what he needed to do when he got off the boat that took him from smoke and blood and gunfire to the victorious streets of America. First, he had a package of burdens to deliver to a sister that's been left to pick up the pieces of his friends' martyred lives. Afterwards, the daunting task of trying to find his way home again.
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01 Sep 2025
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Bucky was the oldest of four.
Rebecca was the oldest of three.
Life went on even after someone died.
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01 Sep 2025
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that's all that I can do (but I'll remember) by darla101
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
05 Aug 2014
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You stand immobile in front of the memorial of James Buchanan Barnes and gape. It was confirmation that the images that plagued you were real and you were not always what you are now.
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- Part 1 of with the dawn a new day is born
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01 Sep 2025
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Yelena Belova spends twenty-one years serving the Red Room. Along the way, she encounters the Winter Soldier.
**CONTAINS BLACK WIDOW SPOILERS
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31 Aug 2025
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Resurrection by alakeinscotland
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
04 Feb 2021
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'I remember when they first brought it in.
Back when it was a he.'
The Ghost has been completing missions for Hydra since 1919, and she knew she was Hydra's most prized asset. But then in 1945 they brought in a new asset, who they called the Winter Soldier. And suddenly she was second best. Suddenly she was forgotten about.
And the more missions they complete together, the blurrier everything becomes.
Because Hydra are the good guys.
Right?
Will NOT be Bucky/OFC.
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31 Aug 2025
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If It’s Not Love, Then It’s the Bomb by spacestationtrustfund
Fandoms: Black Widow (Comics), Marvel 616
22 Dec 2019
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“We sent a man to space,” Natalia says.
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- Part 1 of Летят журавли
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31 Aug 2025
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Natalia doesn't question anything she's told to do until she meets the Winter Soldier.
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31 Aug 2025
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Natasha's training was nearly complete when the Red Room brought in the Winter Soldier.
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30 Aug 2025