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• Can I be selfish? (I was never good at endings) by Darkside2427

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  07 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • AveryTheMayo & Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Post-Canon
  • Near Death
  • Angst
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Derek | d3rLord3-centric (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Bittersweet Ending
  • I'm Sorry
  • Canon Compliant

  Summary

  Post canon when he pushed Avery in the void and What Derek might've thought in that moment.
  This might be a little OOC but I did my best.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,864

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  Comments:

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