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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    This is targeted as four to five volumes, each dedicated to a different persona of Ruan Lanzhu and Ling Jiushi's search for him. It involves names and identity, a multiverse of doors, most likely drama rather than novel canon, and some divergence.

    Volume 1 - Poisons, Scents and Ruan Baijie

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    27 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    There is nothing underwhelming about kissing Ruan Nanzhu. Lin Qiushi feels like he’s in a movie, like there should be some sort of sweeping soundtrack behind them instead of the ambient din of commuters at the traffic signal a block away. He feels like hurtling towards something huge at a dangerous velocity, but he can’t quite figure out what it is. All he knows is he wants more.


    Heartbreak, grief, and healing fractures that can't be erased, but instead can be mended into something beautiful.

    Coda for Chapter 105 in the novel. This particular fic is almost entirely compliant with drama!canon, as well (except for a few, non-critical details), picking up at the end of Tan Zaozao's award show.

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    26 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    The fourth or fifth sleepless night, he got up, wandered into Ruan Lanzhu's bedroom and crawled under the duvet.

    The bedding was pristine - not a single wrinkle, perfectly straight, and everything smelled new. No trace of the person who used to sit there and look up at Ling Jiushi with those eyes of his that asked questions Ling Jiushi couldn't answer.

    He pulled the bedside table open, saw the kaleidoscope lying there, and barely stopped himself from throwing it at the wall.

    By the time he finally stumbled into sleep, he'd forgotten all about dropping it on the bed.

    Ling Jiushi finds his way home. (A rewrite of the final episode.)

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    25 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    Every careful step is offset by a misstep. Every perfect thing is marred by a flaw. But the only thing which doesn't change is change itself.

    In which Lin Qiushi is given an offer he cannot refuse. Ruan Nanzhu intervenes. Lin Qiushi realizes that he might have bitten off more than he can chew.

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    24 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    What if it's all Jiushi's fault? He would never forgive himself. (Unbeta'd)

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    23 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Episode 11 Missing Scene: Just what kind of phone conversation did Ruan Baijie have with Li Dongyuan?

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Looking back on it, Lin Qiushi guesses it was only a matter of time, really. He’s not blind, even if he doesn’t have experience, and he’s seen the way Ruan Nanzhu looks at him like he wants to eat him alive.

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    Four times Ruan Nanzhu kissed Lin Qiushi behind the doors, and one time he kissed him outside.

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    23 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 72

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    He can catch the faint scent of blood oozing from Ruan Nanzhu’s bite, slow and warm, almost as warm as the press of his lips, his mouth, the heat of his tongue had been. Without conscious effort, his eyes slip shut. His back, pressed against the wall, trembles. He tries to say something; once, twice, and then finally, Ruan Nanzhu’s hand draws away and there’s the sound of foil tearing. Lin Qiushi opens his eyes to see Ruan Nanzhu holding out an opened disinfectant wipe. For a moment he blinks at it, unseeing. “What?”

    “Who knows where Yi Manman’s mouth has been,” Ruan Nanzhu says, dark and heavy. “I don’t want you to catch anything.”

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    Ruan Nanzhu bites Lin Qiushi. Lin Qiushi has feelings about it.

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    22 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    "I’m not afraid of you." Ga On tries to say, weakly but determined, in response to that look.
    "Are you sure?"


    Or alternatively,

    Yo Han has no defenses against the cold.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    She isn't sure if Yohan is self aware enough to realise what he's doing and why. It took Elijah a while to figure it out. To turn it around every which way and realise exactly what's going on. 

    Yohan misses Gaon. Pines away and aches for him but doesn't know what to do about it. 

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    15 Aug 2025

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    Everything loses focus in the months that follow the bombing. His life becomes a blur of camera flashes and self-censorship, of increasing loneliness and dimming hope. He begins to think Yohan was right about him. Maybe his methods are too gentle. Maybe his expectations were too great.

    Gaon is struggling. Yohan takes him home.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    They’ve always been different kinds of wounded animals.

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    11 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 4

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    About ten months had passed since Chen Yuzhi almost died for the second time. Jiang Yuelou shuddered to think that on that day, the 15th, everything could have turned out very differently. It had been such a close call that even today he had not forgotten the horror and despair that had gripped his heart at the time.

    Once more, with an awesome fanart by @FayN3ko 🥰

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    20 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    "What would you like to eat on January 15th?"

    The words, ‘Tangyuan, of course,' were on Jiang Yuelou's lips, but he froze.

    This conversation...it was the same one he'd had in his dream. The same words on the same street. Jiang Yuelou's heart beat hard against his breastbone and his hand stole to his side unconsciously, resting on the holster of his gun.

    Or, what if they had been allowed to shoot the alternate happy ending?

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    14 Jul 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    It's been few months since Zhan Junbai was defeated, and people can already feel the slight change of renewal floating in the city.

    But there is still a lot of work to do and Jiang Yue Lou is still trying to fit with his new functions as Director of the police station. One of his obligations is to socialize with the leaders of the city, something that he despise the most.

    Tonight, there is another fundraising that he has to assist, but he is not going alone, Chen Yu Zhi will be there, and somehow Jin Dacheng also gave him some advices for the night which is about to start.

    A grumpy Jiang Yue Lou, an always ready to help Chen Yu Zhi and a sneaky Jin Dacheng. What could possibly happen tonight?

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    14 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Luo Weizhao, he is...” Luo Cheng stopped. “He's a man.”
    “It was always going to be a man.” Luo Weizhao's voice was flat. "I told you this years ago, and you accepted it. Your problem isn't that he's a man. Your problem is that it's Pei Su."

    Or, my version of the final talk between Luo Cheng and Luo Weizhao

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    05 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    some reference i took from Justice in the Dark drama <3 just two of them dating uwu (while investigate cases)

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    02 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 15

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    That day, when Luo Wenzhou had asked him if his words on the broadcast were true, he had responded without blinking an eye. He had said no, of course not. But thinking about it now, it was a lie, wasn’t it? How much would he give up now, to get the chance to see his mother alive and happy? If he had known the truth behind his mother’s death from the beginning, what would have changed? 

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    02 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    Luo Weizhao couldn’t handle the fact that Pei Su was looking for a place of his own instead of staying with him, preferably forever.

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    28 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 29

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    A human is a fragile creature, it's so easy to break. Fei Du knew at least five ways how to break people.

    Luo Wenzhou knew one way how to fix it.

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    27 Jun 2025

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