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    Sae’s heart gets broken, so jokingly he draws a pentagram, circles it with salt just in case, and recites bad verses from an old, absurd tome — a cookbook, no less — to summon a demon for his vengeance.

    But the joke’s on him. The ritual works, and before he knows what’s happening, there’s a demon in his kitchen, looking as murderous to be there as Sae is shocked to see it. Now, Sae is stuck with an actual demon, but not quite far from the revenge fantasy he had momentarily entertained.

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    Sae summons Shidou, a demon who loathes humankind with all he has.

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    04 Oct 2025

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    "I'm not- you kill yourself, Sae!" Shidou exclaims. "You kill yourself today, and I'm supposed to fix it! All of a sudden I have to care about you again, and I'm just not fucking ready!"
    Sae's eyes widen, as if he's taken aback. "What are you talking about?" he asks defensively. "I-"
    "I'm just not ready," Shidou says lamely. "I know it makes me selfish, but I can't do it today. I'm sorry, Sae. I'll see you in the next loop."

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    Sae Itoshi jumps off his balcony, and now it's Ryusei Shidou's problem. Shidou finds himself trapped in a timeloop where it appears the end goal is to save Sae's life, but is it possible for the two to heal after a world of hurt?

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    29 Sep 2025

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    “But you’re still ashamed to be with me,” he said softly, “aren’t you?”
    “No, it’s not that. I’m not ashamed to be with you.”
    “Then date me.” Those words. The ones that had been gnawing at the back of Shidou’s mind for weeks now. Months really. Since the day he had met Sae, if he was being honest with himself.
    “What?” The disbelief in Sae’s voice was expected. It was a fair response for this drastic demand that Shidou laid before the one person who had openly expressed how much he despised the idea of being in a relationship.
    But Shidou couldn’t help himself. He was here now, and he couldn’t stop.
    “Be my boyfriend, Sae.”
    “You know I can’t do that.” Sae whispered.

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    Ryusae being the absolute worst at feelings. Shocker. Fic is inspired by Eventually by Hotel Mira GO LISTEN TO THEM THEY ARE SO RYUSAE CODED IT HURTS

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    28 Sep 2025

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    "And I guess I'm not ready to die for the love of my life." He added with a laugh, completely unaware of Till's internal crisis at these words.

    He's talking about the characters, not us. Till repeated in his head.

    He swallowed hard and nodded.

    "It probably doesn't make it any easier that we have the same names as the characters we play." He said, expressing his own anxiety in this way. Although he was a professional and had worked with many people on the set, feigning intimacy or hatred, this time he was playing with Ivan. It would be harder than ever for him to remember that it wasn't the real Ivan he was in love with who was kissing him, but a character kissing another character.

    He would like the real Ivan to also feel like he is kissing the real Till and not Till the character.

    Ivan laughed again and Till could swear he could hear choirs of angels.

    "Yeah, just like in Big Time Rush or the Jonas Brothers." He said with a smile.

    Till, like a fool in love, only said:

    "Huh?"

     

    OR: Actor AU where Till is so hopelessly in love with Ivan it's embarrassing.

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    11 Jul 2025

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    He backed away, keeping a distance between them. “You can’t keep showing up like this.”

    “I will.”

    “You can’t keep chasing me.”

    “I will.”

    Reo stared at him, breathing hard. “Then I’ll keep running.”

    Nagi didn’t move, didn’t flinch. “Then I’ll keep catching you.”

    Or Reo and Nagi meet again two years after the Blue Lock team lost the World Cup.

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    19 Jun 2025