Gongsz
Recent bookmarks
-
Ready To Run by CrzyDemona (EvelynRaith), Inkblooded_Witch
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Oct 2023
Tags
Summary
Castiel and Jimmy have always been close, on opposite sides of a single coin. While Jimmy’s rebellions have been loud, blatantly throwing every indiscretion in their father’s face, Castiel’s have been quiet, easier to hide, less publicly embarrassing. For this reason it’s no surprise when Jimmy is slated to be married off first. Something they’re informed of right as he has decided he wants to marry Balthazar, an Alpha he’s been courting on the sly for some time.
Neither of them have been optimistic about their fates should they be left to their father’s tender mercies. Castiel knows that once Jimmy is gone, he will be next. He likes Balthazar, and sees no reason why they should both be condemned, so they hatch a plan. While Jimmy elopes and boards a steamer to Europe, Castiel boards a train to Nebraska as his twin.
Knowing your life will never be the same is one thing, but Castiel never could have predicted what chaos would come of him getting on that train. Starting when plans to slip away before he reaches his intended destination quickly go awry.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 117,410
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 116
- Kudos:
- 574
- Bookmarks:
- 177
- Hits:
- 10,768
Bookmarked by Gongsz
31 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
卡斯蒂尔和吉米一直关系亲密，就像一枚硬币的两面。吉米的叛逆总是张扬跋扈，毫不掩饰地将父亲的种种过错公之于众；而卡斯蒂尔的叛逆则更为低调，更容易隐藏，也更不至于在公众面前丢脸。因此，当吉米被安排先结婚时，他们并不感到意外。就在他们得知这个消息的同时，吉米也决定要娶巴尔萨泽——一位他暗中追求已久的阿尔法。
他们俩都对自己的命运感到悲观，如果任由父亲摆布，恐怕难逃厄运。卡西迪奥知道，吉米死后，下一个就是他。他喜欢巴尔萨泽，觉得没必要两人都遭殃，于是他们密谋了一个计划。吉米私奔，登上了前往欧洲的轮船，而卡西迪奥则以双胞胎兄弟的身份，登上了前往内布拉斯加州的火车。
知道自己的生活从此改变是一回事，但卡西迪奥绝对想不到，登上那列火车会引发怎样的混乱。一切始于他原本打算在到达目的地前溜走，但计划很快就出了差错。
-
The Thing Wearing Dean Winchester’s Face by MyBrokenFantasy
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 May 2026
Tags
Summary
Castiel is dying alone in a motel room, stolen grace burning him hollow, while the world whispers that Dean Winchester has returned as something wrong.
When demon Dean finds him, wearing the face Castiel loves and the black eyes of everything Castiel should hate, Castiel knows exactly what kind of cruelty has come for him.
He lets it in anyway. Because Dean is gone. Because Dean is still there. Because Castiel has never known how to stop loving him, even when love becomes another form of damnation.
Bookmarked by Gongsz
28 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
卡斯蒂尔独自一人在汽车旅馆的房间里死去，被偷走的恩典让他感到空虚，而全世界都在窃窃私语，说迪恩·温彻斯特的回归是不祥之兆。
当恶魔迪恩找到他时，他戴着卡斯蒂尔深爱的脸，却有着卡斯蒂尔应该憎恨的一切的黑色眼睛，卡斯蒂尔这才明白，他即将遭受怎样的残酷对待。
他还是让它进来了。因为迪恩走了。因为迪恩还在那里。因为卡西迪奥始终不知道该如何停止爱他，即使爱变成了另一种形式的诅咒。
-
Deleted Scenes by SunshineOfWonderful for Loveof_your_life5
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Between the lines of Season 6, there are moments Dean doesn’t remember.
Castiel is tired of waiting. Tired of standing at Dean’s side while Dean finds comfort in someone else, tired of reaching for something more and pulling back at the last second. A brush of fingers, a confession half-spoken, a kiss that shouldn’t have happened. Each time, Cas gives in to the desire. And each time, he takes it back.
Terrified of losing Dean, he erases the evidence. Dean forgets, and their stolen moments slip quietly out of existence, leaving no trace in the story. But Cas is unraveling. His lies about Crowley are mounting, the weight of everything he’s hiding growing heavier with every memory he steals away. Each lie tightens around him, each choice more desperate than the last. The situation is becoming untenable, a quiet collapse he can no longer ignore.
How long can he keep this up before something breaks?
Bookmarked by Gongsz
19 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
第六季的剧情中，有一些迪恩记不起来的时刻。
卡斯蒂尔厌倦了等待。厌倦了站在迪恩身边，看着迪恩从别人那里寻求慰藉；厌倦了想要更多，却在最后一刻退缩。指尖的轻触，未说出口的告白，不该发生的吻。每一次，卡斯蒂尔都屈服于欲望。而每一次，他又都选择退缩。
他害怕失去迪恩，于是抹去了证据。迪恩忘记了这一切，他们偷来的时光也悄然消失，在故事中不留任何痕迹。但卡斯却在崩溃。他对克劳利的谎言越积越多，他隐瞒的一切随着他抹去的记忆而愈发沉重。每一个谎言都让他更加窒息，每一个选择都比上一个更加绝望。情况变得难以维持，一场他再也无法忽视的悄然崩塌。
他能这样坚持多久才会出问题？
-
Tags
Summary
Norway, 795 a.D.
At the advent of the Viking Age, the sole heir to a Scottish-Gaelic kingdom is abducted and brought to Norway. Amidst a crisis of faith and a desperate fight for survival in a foreign land, all the while knowing that the endurance of his homeland is hanging on by thread, he’s forced to confront the blight he was groomed to hide for a lifetime.
Because Castiel, the blessed miracle of his bloodline and supposed salvation and peace-bringer, isn't what he pretends to be.
He's not Alpha.
He's Omega.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 215,578
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 480
- Kudos:
- 580
- Bookmarks:
- 161
- Hits:
- 18,805
Bookmarked by Gongsz
10 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
挪威，公元795年
维京时代伊始，一位苏格兰盖尔王国的唯一继承人被掳至挪威。在异国他乡，他既要面对信仰危机，又要为生存而苦苦挣扎，同时还要时刻警惕故土岌岌可危的命运。他被迫直面自己毕生被教导要隐藏的黑暗面。
因为卡斯蒂尔，他血脉中受祝福的奇迹，本应是救赎与和平的使者，却并非他所伪装的那样。
他不是阿尔法。
他是欧米伽。
-
Tags
Summary
How he ended up driving a decade-old Honda Accord down the dusty highway to San Francisco, with his absentee--not to mention very dead--older brother doing an air guitar solo beside him to the fuzzy sounds of some obscure grunge band on the radio, Cas wasn't sure. Somewhere along the way, he'd taken a wrong turn in his life.
It could have been when he confessed to Dean, and the hunter outright rejected not just his romantic feelings, but his worth as a person. It also could have been stumbling into that hotel in Los Angeles and coincidentally running into the nightmare now obnoxiously singing in the passenger seat.
Either way, Cas was feeling the regret. And oh boy, was it strong.
--
In which: Dean can't get his act together, Gabriel lives up to being a big bro, Sam has the common sense everyone else lacks, and John Winchester is responsible for a myriad of angst, even from beyond the grave.
Series
- Part 1 of The Denial Twist
Bookmarked by Gongsz
03 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
卡斯自己也搞不清楚，怎么会开着一辆开了十年的本田雅阁，沿着尘土飞扬的高速公路驶向旧金山，而他那早已去世——或者说早已不在人世——的哥哥就坐在他旁边，对着收音机里某个不知名乐队的模糊不清的音乐，自弹自唱着空气吉他。他的人生，不知从何时起，走错了方向。
或许是他向迪恩表白的时候，那个猎人不仅断然拒绝了他的感情，也否定了他作为一个人的价值。也可能是他误打误撞走进洛杉矶那家酒店，碰巧遇到那个噩梦般的家伙，正坐在副驾驶座上烦人地唱歌。
无论如何，卡斯都感到后悔。而且，这种后悔之情十分强烈。
--
其中：迪恩一事无成，加布里埃尔尽职尽责地扮演着大哥的角色，山姆拥有其他人所缺乏的常识，而约翰·温彻斯特即使死后也造成了无数的焦虑。