Himitsu_no
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Look, I’m writing this shit and leaving it somewhere you might find because I read a very convincing article on Buzzfeed about… I don’t remember, but it seemed sound. Sciency and all that. Psychology-based thing or whatever.
So here goes.
The days after you left, I was shit. Complete, utter, miserably shitty.
Hated you for weeks on end.
Then I cried myself to sleep, because, who knew!, loving you hurts a fucking lot more after saying… things. Saying what I said. I won’t take them back, but don’t ask me to repeat them.
Yeah, ok, yeah, you read that right. “Loving you”, shocker! Ooh, look at that stupid demon, having feelings!! Fucking stupid feelings, a special kind of torture, aren’t they? Because I know you experience them at some level, too. I’m not that stupid.
Anyway.
Woke up years later, numb as shit because I fell asleep on my arms again. If I jacked off like that is nobody’s business and anybody’s guess. (But then I got that prickly feeling - no pun intended - and it felt horrible. Do not recommend.)Doomscrolled for a week nonstop, didn’t want to think. All my thoughts led me back to you, to hating you, and to loving you.
You fucking prick.
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“Az, you'll get us kicked out.”
“Hmm, that wouldn't do, would it? I'm about to open your trousers, might be a good time to stop time, do you think?”
Crowley held time and his breath on the same thought, right when he felt his trousers being pulled down, right in the middle of the restaurant.
Aziraphale ignored it all as naturally as only one with a former archangel on the mercy of his whims could.
Let his hands roam the soft flesh of his inner thighs, damp as if he'd worn wet clothes.
Slid his middle finger beneath the elastic band of his knickers, traced the wet labia.
Crowley looked at the frozen people all around him, gasping and grasping the table in white knuckles. Closed his eyes when he felt two digits sliding all the way in, his reaction immediate: spread his legs as far as the bunched trousers on his knees would allow him, dropped his head back and moaned self-conscious.
Felt Aziraphale fuck him hard another four or five times, and opened his eyes unexpectedly when he felt those same fingers tap on his lower lip.
"Taste it."
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“Az, a gente vai ser expulso.”
“Hmm, isso seria bem chato. Eu estou prestes a abrir sua calça, talvez seja uma boa hora pra parar o tempo?”
Crowley segurou o tempo e a respiração no mesmo instante, justo quando sentiu a calça sendo abaixada ali, no meio do salão.
Aziraphale ignorava tudo com a naturalidade de quem tem um ex-arcanjo à mercê de seus caprichos. Passeou as mãos pela parte interna das coxas úmidas, como se o parceiro tivesse vestido uma calça molhada.
Passou o dedo médio por baixo do elástico da calcinha molhada e percorreu-lhe os lábios encharcados.
Crowley olhava as pessoas congeladas ao redor, arfando e apoiando as mãos na mesa. Fechou os olhos quando sentiu dois dedos deslizando até o fundo, e a reação foi imediata: abriu as pernas o quanto a calça embolada nos joelhos permitia, sentiu a cabeça cair pra trás e gemeu com vergonha.
Sentiu Aziraphale meter forte mais quatro ou cinco vezes, e abriu os olhos num susto quando sentiu os mesmos dedos na beirada da boca.
“Prova.”
Gemeu e chupou os dedos até ficarem molhados apenas de saliva.
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To cry this openly, this ugly, tears heavy like the first flood and thick like the first rain - blessed and scathing rain above pristine wings, in a time they were so innocent. When he thought he knew pain but had no idea, no depth of what heartbreak would feel like.
(Should've run then, now it was too late.)
It was too late, he was drowning. He was burning.
His entire being was alight and burned with a hope he didn't want, never wanted, but it consumed him and melted his flesh and all he wanted was to be broken open and trust his words. Break him open and thrust it into him, pour it filthy onto him until it's made new, this filthy desperate trust.To trust his words, to allow them to heal his sore muscles and every tiny bit of him that shattered, so fantastically!, he was sure humans would still unearth mysterious bits of stones across the globe a hundred years from now and marvel at how they bled.
"You fucking bastard," the feeble string of sounds that left him had no right sounding this fragile, "you walked away and I was-"
He paused to breathe in gulps, air thick like cotton.
It slipped past his lips as a pale sob in faded watercolor, like decay-"bereft. Is what I was."
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A New Tradition by Himitsu_no
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
02 Jan 2024
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As far as human traditions go, sometimes they are started by a demon as a prank.
Well, half prank.
Half hope.
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Trapped in an attic crawlspace, Erasmus and William find something to do with themselves.
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Bookmarked by Himitsu_no
16 Jun 2025
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Doubt and Domesticity by ChateauxWithChattox (Lurlur) for argentconflagration
Fandoms: Warlock the TV Show (Slow Show) - Fandom
08 Jan 2021
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After the final events of Warlock, our OT3 find themselves living an idyliic life. Joshua, William, and Erasmus all take to it well, but Julia can't help feeling like she doesn't entirely belong. William and Erasmus have each other, there's no room for Julia in that equation, is there?
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Bookmarked by Himitsu_no
16 Jun 2025
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A bunch of demons gangbang Aziraphale, who has little to no complaints about the rough treatment, in part because while the demons don't care whether he's enjoying himself to the fullest or not, Crowley most certainly does.
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Bookmarked by Himitsu_no
09 May 2024
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In which Aziraphale changes some of Crowley's routines for the better.
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09 May 2024
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Appetiser, main course and dessert by black_earth
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
30 Jan 2024
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After “quiet, gentle and romantic” comes “domestic, vulnerable and kinky”. Enjoy a peer into 18 hours in the life of the ineffable idiots post-a-potential-s3 in which I manage to cram three sex scenes in-between the ghost of a plot.
An established rship which has already dipped into D/s dynamics; the only undernegotiated kink is the divinity kink.
Bookmarked by Himitsu_no
27 Apr 2024