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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    Joe abandoned Nicky right before they were supposed to get married, to chase his dream of becoming an artist. Not knowing he was missing out on his true destiny.

    Through happenstance they both end up in Malta four years later. When they meet again, Joe is confronted by the fact that leaving Nicky had been the biggest mistake of his life. But he discovers that they've both hurt each other in unforgivable ways.

    Can they let go of the past and give destiny a second chance?

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    29 Apr 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    "How long?" the man eventually asks. He's not looking at Joe, simply regarding the floor, hands clasped loosely between his thighs.

    Joe scratches his nose idly. "Six years."

    The man looks up and over, surprised. "You were young."

    "We met when I was twenty," Joe confirms, old sadness tugging at the corner of his mouth. “We had seven together.”

    Nodding, the man looks back to the floor. He's quiet for a long time, minutes possibly. And then;

    "Seven months, for me," he says, very softly, and roughly. And oh, Joe's heart aches for him.

     

    In a world where soulmates are predestined, life after love seems impossible. Joe and Nicky give it a go anyway.

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    21 Jan 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Joe hires 'Roberta' to help him get over his hangups about sex. Nicky is trying to get out of sex work and go back to school to get his life back on track.

    It's an exploration into identity and lables disguised as porn.

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    21 Nov 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    Nicolò curses under his breath as he notices the tell-tale signals of his preheat approaching.

    Those can be easily missed if one is not paying enough attention, but Nicolò has been hoping against hope that what happened outside the walls of Jerusalem has somehow changed things. Changed him.

    Yet the cramps slowly creeping inside his belly and the tenderness on his chest are as dreadful as they are familiar. He has been dealing with those signs for half of his life and he knows it is only a matter of time before the urge also settles in, along with the wetness between his legs, followed by a fever to burn his senses until nothing good is left.

    Nicolò stirs the goat stew over the fire and he wonders if the Saracen alpha will finally try to mount him this time.

    After presenting as an omega, for years Nicolò was forced to lay with alpha after alpha, until fate took him to the Holy City. Since being killed and brought back to life, he has expected his alpha companion to try to bed him as well, but the man called Yusuf never dares to touch Nicolò. He is both relieved and confused about it.

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    27 Oct 2022

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    In which Joe is a burgeoning rock star, Nicky is an established legend in the industry, and all involved are shocked that being gay is now trendy enough that the label wants to manufacture a fake romance between its two most appealing male stars rather than finding them beards. Featuring misunderstandings, miscommunications, and enough pining to write an entire album about it. To collaborate on an entire album with the object of said pining, even.

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    15 Sep 2022

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