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  1. Rec *

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    When two foreigners ask the armed detective agency to collect something in the ruins of the military base near Suribachigai, Fukuzawa sends Yosano and Kunikida to investigate. Dazai, the agency’s newest recruit, asks to come along.

    Alternately: Yosano accidentally makes a study out of Dazai, Kunikida is too tired for the both of them, and sometimes all it takes to open up is one too many drinks.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    “What do I think?” He asks lightly.

    “Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.

    Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.

    “You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.

    Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.

    Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.

    Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.

    Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    “I need you to hit me as hard as you can.” Dazai says without any preamble, walking right up to them.

    “What?” Atsushi sounds aghast. “Why would I?”

    “Dazai-san—” Akutagawa begins.

    “Bet.” Chuuya says, and punches him square in the face.

    Shockingly, this is actually the better of the two interactions Chuuya has had with Dazai.

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    08 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 72

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    Dazai wants to throw himself against the wall. He wants to jump out of this too tall building, land hard enough that it won’t only be his body that breaks but his soul too. He wants to let whatever he is at his root spill out, viscous and bile, until there’s nothing left at all.

    “I’d jump with you,” Chuuya says, “I’d hold you the whole way down.”

    “Wouldn’t work.” Dazai reminds him idly, watching the shadow and light play on Chuuya’s ceiling.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.

    “Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.

    “I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.

    Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.

    Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.

    “We need to go.” Dazai says.

    I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—

    “Yeah.”

    Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.

    Dazai doesn’t look down.

    The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.

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    02 Oct 2025