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What good is a soldier without a war to fight?
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Dean, adrift without Cas in a world that doesn't remember ending and desperately refusing to believe in the hope Jack offers, stumbles out of hunting and into a life he's absolutely not equipped for -- except for how it might just be the one thing that can keep him together.
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08 Jun 2023
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Dean lives in a house with a white picket fence and has a day job as a mechanic. He’s out of hunting and, he finally gets to settle down with Cas.
Suddenly, he comes to the violent realization that none of this is real— it’s all a dream, manufactured by a djinn. He gets out and reality comes crashing down on him— he’s still in the life, he’s not in a relationship with Cas. And there’s his problem: how does he lose something he never had?
Now, he’s trying to navigate his non-romantic relationship with Cas, which is more strained than it’s been in a long time. It’s hard enough on its own, even without Sam and Jack insisting that Cas is in love with him too, and that they could have been in the same djinn dream.
Dean does what Winchesters do best: throwing himself into the job and not talking. But that doesn’t keep the lines between him and Cas from blurring. They blur and they blur and they blur and they blur, and who’s to say what’s really real?
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16 Jan 2023
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Dean has known for a long time that he’s in love with Cas. Now that Michael is dead and things have settled, Dean is slowly realizing that maybe he can have the things he wants. Not only that, but maybe he deserves them too.
Post 14x14 Ouroboros. Dean rents a lake house for him, Cas, and Jack.
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15 Mar 2022
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Castiel has always known that there are things that Dean can’t say.
So when he says "I love you," he never expects he'll hear it back.
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18 Jan 2022
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Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.
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11 Jan 2022