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    “I’m here. I’m here,” comes through, finally. “Sorry, just- I’m here. What do you need?”

    “Just talk,” Ilya begs, not even caring how pathetic he sounds. “Please.”

    “Okay, okay,” Hollander breathes. “You know. I keep thinking. This isn’t right. There’s something fucking wrong.”

    “Of course there’s something wrong, Hollander! Your building is on fire!”

    “I fucking know, Rozanov!”

    Or:

    Pre-tunamelt, in peak situationship era, Hollanov’s building catches fire… with Ilya still inside.

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    24 May 2026

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    “I think you are my best friend,” Ilya says softly.

    Shane feels a smile pull his lips. “I know you’re mine.”

    Ilya nods. “I think we should keep doing this. If you like.”

    or,

    across more than a decade, Shane and Ilya move from boys at an academy to men in the league, carrying with them a relationship built in quiet moments, fractured by circumstance, and defined by everything they cannot quite let go of.

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    24 May 2026

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    Ilya barely manages to swerve in time to avoid turning the Hollander-Marleau collision into a three-man pileup. He watches as Marleau stands up and apologizes to Shane — Ilya has no idea if it was a clean hit, but from Marleau’s face, he’s pretty sure it was accidental. And then Ilya waits for Shane to get up.

    He doesn’t move.

    Marleau glances at him as Ilya skates up to Shane, putting a hand on his shoulder as he says, “Hollander?” When he gets no response, he says it again, this time louder and with a steadily rising sense of dread. “Hollander, come on, get up.”

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    Ilya Rozanov is convinced his husband is a gift from a higher power. Scratch that: Ilya Rozanov is actually mostly convinced that his husband IS the higher power in question. There is simply no other explanation for the way his life had changed so drastically, had become something he actually wanted to live, since he had met Shane Hollander.

    "Ilya Rozanov knew. Maybe no one else saw it, or at least not to the extent that he did, but it was everywhere. It was everything. Or, rather, he was everywhere. He was everything. His presence filled every room, every thought. Borderline godlike. Definitely divine.

    From the minute that Shane Hollander shook his hand twice, all sweet smiles and stunning freckles and soft, easy words, Ilya knew he was different."

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    21 May 2026

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    21 May 2026

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    “You’re so pretty,” Ilya whispers.

    Shane Hollander tries to stop a smile from spreading across his face, but he fails miserably and it makes Ilya’s heart jump. God, this boy is going to absolutely ruin him and the worst part is that Ilya doesn’t even mind anymore. He just wants to be with Shane Hollander.

    Shane.

    “He must be hallucinating,” Hayden Pike mumbles. “He’s got to be having the biggest fever.”

    Or: Ilya is sick, but he will not admit to it nor will the coach let him stay home, so he shows up to the ice rink anyway.

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    20 May 2026

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    “What did you think, captain?” Casey asks.

    Shane leans forward, leaning slightly into Ilya and making it even harder to concentrate on their conversation instead of getting lost in the woodsy smell and presence of Shane Hollander.

    “I think–” Shane’s voice is a little sultry; the beers and shots truly are doing a number on him already, and it’s making the hairs on Ilya’s arms stand up. “–Rozanov has once again proven why he is one of the best in our league.”

    Ilya wants to turn his head towards Shane, but his entire body jolts forward when he feels a hand coming to rest on his thigh underneath the table. He lets out an audible ‘oof’ and tries to desperately play it off when their teammates throw him a confused look.

    Ilya makes a throw away gesture. “Hollander is being way too nice.”

    “If I was you I’d enjoy it while it lasts,” Cliff Marlow says, with a shit-eating grin.

    OR: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov attend the Florida All-Stars after party, post Rose break-up and post Tampa Bay bar scene.

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    20 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Chapters 1-3 posted on Wednesday. More to follow.

    “I want you to fuck me,” Ilya said.

    Shane’s body answered so fast it was embarrassing.

    His brain, which had been trying to decide whether they needed more eggs before Monday, dropped the entire subject and fled.

    “Now?” Shane asked.

    Ilya stared at him. “Yes.”

    Or: Five days after I love you, two days after boyfriend, and two days before Ilya has to fly back to Boston, Shane learns that wanting Ilya openly may be harder than wanting him in secret.

    Chapter 1: Celebrating (2017)
    Chapter 2: The Same Place (2067)
    Chapter 3: The New Shape (2017)
    Chapter 4: Holding On
    Chapter 5: Still
    Endnote: On Cavafy's "Body, Remember"

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    20 May 2026

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    A shiver runs over Shane’s skin, and he backs up a few steps, panic setting into his face. “Rozanov, please. This isn’t funny anymore.”

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    Shane and Ilya roleplay their younger selves if Ilya was much more...insistent.

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    20 May 2026

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    “Do you need something?” Shane asks.

    “Your cock,” Ilya says, like it’s obvious. “Feed it to me.”

    “What the fuck, Ilya?”

    “What? I am having a craving and need to keep my mouth…busy?”

    “Preoccupied?”

    “Yes, that. So you sit back on couch and watch your tapes. Just spread your legs and keep your hands to yourself. Is like I’m not even here.”

    “This isn’t what I thought you meant when you said you needed help,” Shane responds, scrubbing a hand over his face.

    “Anything, Ilya, I promise, Ilya, no questions, Ilya,” Ilya mocks, doing a terrible impression of Shane. “Did you mean this or not?"

    Shane agrees to help Ilya quit smoking without realizing what he's gotten himself into.

    or, Hollanov cockwarming and free use, but not how you'd expect.

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander (@ShaneHollander)
    After many years of friendship, competition, and shared experiences, we wanted to share something personal.
    We are in a committed relationship.
    And yes, before anyone asks, this means I’ll be joining Ottawa Centaurs next season.
    We know this may come as a surprise to many people, but we’re happy, we’re together, and we’re excited for what comes next.
    Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
    👬❤️

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    18 May 2026

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    When you’re going up in flames, sometimes other people can smell the smoke. On the flip side, at least: when you’re on fire, sometimes other people can feel the warmth.

    Or, scenes from Home Economics, told from the perspective of everyone else.

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    17 May 2026

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    Shane gets his period…on valentines day
    Ilya is deeply curious about it and Shane gives in to being cared for

    "I do not judge you for this, you know this right?"

    Shane nods half-heartedly.

    "Shane."

    He turns to look at Ilya again, "Yes, I know. You'd be the first of men I think."

    "Ah, yes, well they are stupid. I am not stupid." Ilya's hands rub up and down the top of Shane's thighs, kissing his knees again.

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    17 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    "Шуня? Are you alright?"

    "I'm just not in the mood for that, I don't feel..good."

    "Tell me what you're thinking." Ilya sits and crosses his legs, putting a pillow in his lap.

    "My body, it doesn't feel good."

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    17 May 2026

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    "Oh my God, what?" Shane demands, nervous now.
    Ilya swears in Russian again. "Is, um. The condom."
    Fuck. "What about the condom?"
    "On porvalysa," he says, like he can't fucking bring himself to say it in a language that Shane can understand. Then he finally looks at Shane, mouth covered like he's a cowering dog afraid to show Shane his teeth. "It broke."

    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are twenty, on top of the world, and a little irresponsible about it. This is the crash.

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    17 May 2026

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    He crowds Shane into the hood of the car, hands up under his shirt and jacket again. October is getting cold; nights are getting colder. The places where Ilya is touching him are the only parts of Shane’s body that are warm right now. Maybe that’s why he wraps his arms around Ilya’s neck and clings to him, though he doesn’t necessarily surprise himself with it. They don’t even kiss for a moment. Ilya busies himself breathing into the crook of Shane’s neck, trying to regain control. Shane opens his eyes and gazes over Ilya’s shoulder at the dark field and realizes that an utterly foreign feeling has risen up in him. It’s Ilya’s broad shoulders and beautiful hair between Shane and the world and he feels—small. Protected.
    “Oh my God,” Shane whispers, completely ashamed of the feeling and hungry for it. It curls warm in his stomach. His toes arch inside his shoes. Something about being so close to this man, something about Ilya putting himself between Shane and—the world. Whatever lurks in the deep night. It’s a feeling like a ghost, something that Shane isn’t allowed to look directly at except for moments like these. Quiet and dark.

    Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.

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    17 May 2026

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    "Fucking moron." Cliff mutters. "Who doesn't like eating pussy? Well. I mean." He darts a glance out of the corner of his eye.
    Rozanov chuckles into the mouth of his beer. "Marley, you know how much pussy I've eaten?"
    "I just meant--I wasn't trying to be insensitive. I know Hollander's gay."
    "Mm. True, Shane would cry." He tilts his beer into his mouth then, so Cliff almost doesn't hear him say, "Different for him with cock, though."
    Cliff laughs. "You're a fuckin' dog, Rozy."
    "Whaaat? I'm just saying, my husband? Fucking lo-o-ves to suck cock. Loves it."

    Cliff is just trying to be a good friend. He's not realizing anything about himself at all.

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    17 May 2026

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    When he presses the button on the doorbell, he hears the digitally-produced ding-dong echo from inside. There is a tiny box halfway up the adjacent wall that immediately beeps and emits Shane’s voice.
    “Hey, you can just leave it on the step, thanks.”
    Ilya presses his nose into the digital doorbell, which he knows to also contain a camera, and says, “Shane.”
    A pause.
    “What the fuck.”
    A brief cacophony of noise that Ilya can hear even from outside the house. The multiple successive thumps of something falling, Shane swearing loudly and the sound of what can only be a hockey game being paused on the television.
    He opens the door to reveal that he is nap-rumpled, wearing two pairs of socks and carrying a child in his arms. The only really surprising part is that the socks don’t match, though the child is interesting.

    Ilya takes an impromptu trip to Montreal. There are unforeseen consequences.

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    17 May 2026

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    “Good,” Shane says, when he finally finds his voice. “Because I’m selfish.”

    Ilya laughs. “You are not selfish, sweetheart.”

    “I am when it comes to you,” he confesses, pulling back so he can look Ilya in the eyes. “I feel like a kid who doesn’t want to share his favourite toy.”

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    16 May 2026

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    “I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

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    16 May 2026

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