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At the end of the world or the last thing I see by StudentVeryVeryBusy
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Aug 2025
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"Yoshiki and Hikaru had always been an almost. He almost told Hikaru the main reason he felt so out of place in that small town. He almost told him what he felt. He almost considered insisting on asking Hikaru what he would do on the mountain, the same day he'd said he was going there. He almost had a future where he could grow up alongside him. Not in the way he longed for, not with that feeling he could only describe as a mix of desire, guilt, and something he couldn't know. But still, it was almost something.
He almost achieved it, with his arm stretched out and touching it with his fingertips, never quite able to grasp it.
Every morning he woke with this feeling of having almost achieved something, anything. And every morning, a kind of ravenous fear built in his stomach, wondering if sooner or later someone would discover the abomination walking beside him - worse, the one he'd let walk beside him. The creature wearing his best friend's face like someone wearing clothes that are too tight."
Or Yoshiki doesn't know the feeling of grief as well as he thought he did. 'Hikaru' shows that maybe he doesn't know "yearn" either.
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"Cellbit gets tired of this absurd so he decides to be something that he rarely is in his violence: practical. He takes out a knife that was hidden in his uniform, and quickly throws it towards Pac. The knife hits Pac's thigh, harder than Cellbit intended. He screams and falls face down on the ground, with only the side of his face visible. It's a good position, Cellbit thinks, because that way Pac can still look at him."
Or a journey into the twisted mind of Cellbit as he devours Pac's leg during his time in Alcatraz prison.
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between unspoken words (I will say them with you) by StudentVeryVeryBusy
Fandoms: QSMP | Quackity SMP
26 May 2024
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"Bagi comforts her until her tears dry. They remain silent for minutes on end until Tina says: - Do you...do you want to talk about your brother? About Cellbit?
Bagi thinks carefully. The short answer is no, she doesn't want to. These are too complicated feelings, and she doesn't want to get it all out of her chest. She just doesn't want to. But she knows that if she doesn't do it now, she never will again. And that would be unfair. The old version of her dedicated her entire life to finding him. Letting this die in silence would be cruel to herself, the current version and the past version of her. Mainly, it won't be fair to the child version who was so desperate when your beloved brother disappeared.
Bagi sighs heavily: - I... I have such a strange jumble of feelings - she laughs awkwardly.
Tina looks at her: - You don't have to talk if you don't want to.
- No, no, no. I need to talk. The old me spent my whole life on this, I owe it to my old version, I owe it to her."
Or, Bagi and Tina finally leave Quesadilla Island. Now it's time to deal with what they went through. It's a long road to healing.
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"Cellbit had found that...damn name in the middle of his investigations and it hurt. It made him remember things he didn't want, things he hesitated to think about and he hadn't yet digested. So he went and drowned himself in work, why not? Just do what you know how to do and not feel anything. Roier had already followed his periods of obsessions, but not such a strong depressive one. He had never seen his boyfriend like this, so of course he was worried - not scared, Roier never gets scared, no matter how much dirt Cellbit shows him -, of course he tried to do something. After all, Roier is good. He is concerned, attentive. He is different from absolutely every person on Earth.
And Cellbit reacted in the most idiotic way possible"
Or Cellbit, in his work as a detective, ends up dealing with a sensitive topic that triggers a depressive crisis. He deals with it in the worst way possible, but Roier takes care of him. Cellbit learns that there is nothing like being taken care of by someone special to remember that, in the end, we are loved.
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Tina, a coffee shop attendant, anxiously waits for her favorite customer to arrive. Bagi is a police officer who longs for specific company after an exhausting day.