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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    rudo hides an injury from everyone,,, then gets sad,,,

     

    Blood warning!! warning here!!! and some sad thoughts that hes not good enuf

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    22,276
    Chapters:
    3/6
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    192
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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Enjin and Rudo cuddle and talk.

    That’s it, that’s the fic.

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    968
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    209
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    36
    Hits:
    1,101

    29 Apr 2026

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    “Say ‘Enjin’…” Surprise flickers through Rudo; his eyes finding Enjin. The cleaner’s eyes narrow, but he continues to stare straight ahead, studying Mymo with impressive intensity.

    “How’s Alto doing?” The world goes deafeningly quiet around them; his eyes are still on Enjin. He watches in real time as a harrowed expression takes over Enjin’s face, all traces of his intense glower gone within seconds. The cleaner's eyes snapped to him a moment later, whether out of instinct or something else, looking profoundly terrified.

    What a rare sight to see.

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    Rudo finds out Enjin knew his dad.

     

    (Post doll fest arc, enjin with his kids)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,160
    Chapters:
    4/6
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    394
    Bookmarks:
    102
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    5,891

    27 Apr 2026

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    rudo is extremly clingy turns out hes just concused

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    3,795
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    685
    Bookmarks:
    111
    Hits:
    4,235

    27 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Enjin waves to Semiu from the rolled down window as Gris parks the car. “Hey Girl! Got us a little surprise!” The surprise is a boy.

    Semiu is not surprised. Semiu already knows, because Enjin had whispered it frantically to her over his choker while Regto was having a little breakdown holding the not-a-trash-beast-oops-its-a-boy! that he called his son.

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    Or: Regto's son is alive and safely back at headquarters, getting the care he needs. The Cleaners prepare to welcome their newest member.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,608
    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    477
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    2,946

    30 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 37

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    A collection of stories as the cleaners begin to learn more about the Sphereite and the sphere itself. Also Tamsy is not mentioned at all I hate him so so much

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    Words:
    1,333
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    222
    Bookmarks:
    37
    Hits:
    2,330

    20 Mar 2026

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    What if Rudo had actually activated his Jinki back up in the Sphere when Regto had been killed— but he had actually saved Regto and had dragged his father into the Pit with him?

    Language:
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    21,305
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    66
    Kudos:
    994
    Bookmarks:
    218
    Hits:
    11,043

    16 Mar 2026

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    Relaxation is easy for some. Others, not so much. In Zanka's case, relaxation is about as foreign as the Sphere to him. He's tried everything. You see, after committing what can only be described as pure sin via a certain raider, Zanka was determined to put the memories in the past and never think of it again. To his utter horror, his past has a way of biting him in the ass when he has the least mental capacity to endure it.

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    Zanka tries (and fails) to forget about what happened that night.

    *can be read as a standalone

    Series
    Language:
    English
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    8,667
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    1,543
    Bookmarks:
    194
    Hits:
    14,953

    23 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    He’s always seen Enjin do it all the time. No matter what time of day or what he’s doing, a little white cylinder hangs off his bottom lip. The scent was always awful, yet always present, and it even became calming.

    He’s also seen Enjin smoke them while he was injured, and it seemed to help him.

    So, why wouldn’t he try doing the same?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,668
    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    189
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    1,689

    16 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 52

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    Rudo hates himself. He has no idea how to control his emotions, and he can't stop blaming himself for everything going wrong in his life. Rudo tries to act like an adult, but it only makes things worse for him. He ends up falling into a deep hole, wondering if anyone will ever get him out of it.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    317
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    3,552

    10 Feb 2026

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    What if Rudo hadn't been 15 years old when he was send down into the pit, but was only a small 10-year-old instead? This story follows the main story, making changes along the way. Everyone else is the same age. What would this little fact change? What would stay the same?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,338
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    255
    Kudos:
    1,802
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    26,668

    01 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 74

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    Zanka had turned back around as well, still in a state of shock. He stared at the sink and the cabinet. Blood lining the shelves and leaky tap. Bandages draped over the pain killers, spilled across multiple items. A razor sat displayed on top of a blood soaked tissue.

    “I.. What…?”

    Zanka spun around to stare at Rudo.
    The boy he had never truly loved, but never truly disliked. The boy he saw as his little brother, the boy he fought with. The kid. The 15 year old.

    ——————

    OR, Rudo gets caught self-harming.

    (Author’s first fic, don’t judge 🥹)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,105
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    50
    Kudos:
    571
    Bookmarks:
    74
    Hits:
    5,489

    28 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 51

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    Rudo gets sick after going on a mission with Team Akuta.
    When all is lost, will Team Akuta be able to find the cure?
    Or will he slowly succumb to whatever he has...

    Language:
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    7,793
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    250
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    2,071

    28 Jan 2026

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    The embarrassment and surprise of the whole ordeal shocks Rudo into some clarity. That weird, fuzzy, small feeling fades. And as he straightens up and the movie resumes, he stews on how he was feeling before. Rudo was definitely acting…odd, right? Cuddling with your…coworkers(?) is probably not a normal thing, even in a place as weird as the ground. And why was he feeling so weird? If Enjin and Gris knew all what he was experiencing, they’d probably be creeped out. He can most likely pass it off as being tired or something though, so it was just embarrassing. 

    These people didn’t want that kind of thing from Rudo. He needed to be a strong fighter–a protector! They didn’t want him soft or small or whatever. The only person who ever would is Regto and he’s…

    Rudo can’t quite shake off his tension for the rest of the night, and the movie doesn’t seem as magical as before. He tenses consciously, feeling like a coiled spring, and resolves to be careful and not to let the weird, ‘small’ feeling happen again. 

    It fucking happens again. 

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    48
    Kudos:
    912
    Bookmarks:
    128
    Hits:
    5,524

    25 Jan 2026

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    “Like I said, I forget how old you are sometimes. When you first came down you were strong, and aggressive, and… infuriating.”

    … yeah that was fair. Rudo had been loud and demanding. But to be fair again, his dad had just gotten murdered and he’d gotten blamed for it and thrown off the sphere and was attacked by giant trash monsters.

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    Rudo has been through some stuff. Would it kill someone give this child a hug every once in a while?

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    3,769
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    1,242
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    232
    Hits:
    6,695

    21 Jan 2026

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    OK this was a bit, self-indulgent and also coz wdym this kid degloved two fingers from a trafficker's hand that fed him literal trash n gunk ... uhh i think Rudo would has the thought n ache to eat something human n fleshy ykyk

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,957
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    78
    Kudos:
    789
    Bookmarks:
    152
    Hits:
    11,365

    12 Jan 2026

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    Late nights like these where his hand's hurt so bad the gloves didn't help were not a foreign concept to Rudo. What made this night particularly hard for the young teen was the absence of Regto. He never planned for not having Regto there to help him through the worst of it, and Rudo wasn't sure what his subconscious would do in order to get the help he needed, but refused to ask for.

    ~•OR•~

    Rudo is awake because of the pain, and Enjin helps him.

    Language:
    English
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    4,702
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    1,595
    Bookmarks:
    235
    Hits:
    9,047

    12 Jan 2026

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    Sphereites have wings. Here is a bunch of interconnected vignettes relating to that concept.

    You should probably read all the stories if you wanna understand anything.

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    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    212

    11 Jan 2026

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    It's funny.

    How primal grief feels.

    It’s a universal emotion, humans feel it, animals feel it, the very earth feels it. It shakes everything around you and leaves you feeling as if everything is crumbling, yet the world dares to keep spinning.

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    Rudo is finally hit by the grief of Regto's passing after the constant struggle he's faced ever since falling to the ground. At least he has people that will catch him this time.

    Language:
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    Words:
    3,938
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    899
    Bookmarks:
    170
    Hits:
    5,715

    10 Jan 2026

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    "GREAT! Just great! As if this could GET any better!" Zanka bites out, seething. Of course he's stuck here, injured, in a damp, dirty cell, and of course he's stuck here with fucking Jabber of all people.

    Jabber whistles appreciatively, "Man, you're in a mood today. Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" and cackles at his own joke. Zanka's gonna strangle him. He's gonna rip out those bars with his bare hands and use them to beat Jabber to death.

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    Zanka is taken by some people who want to study givers. Jabber is there too. This somehow makes everything both better and so much worse.

     

    Disclaimer: do NOT feed my work into generative AI or I will fucking GET you.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    107,406
    Chapters:
    13/14
    Comments:
    3,250
    Kudos:
    13,095
    Bookmarks:
    3,076
    Hits:
    306,351

    09 Jan 2026

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