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    "this lets you know how im doing mentally. how well i cope with reality will change depending on the numbers. it might have a bigger influence on my future rather than my present state in the game!"

     

    (needy streamer overload /ref)

    OR, venting fics

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    NSFW KHR AU

     

    im introducing this manga style lmfao but it'll all be in oneshot formats since i still have not finished the manga (and basing order of appearances based on appearances in the manga)

     

    (manga style is inspired by SATOKO but i dont have the commitment for multi-chapter fics

     

    https://officialsatoko.tumblr.com/post/714786645000552448/a-new-volume-cover-to-celebrate-the-return-of-my
      )

     


    MOONSTRUCK: EARTHBOUND (Volume 1)

    Chapter 1: Stormstruck
    Chapter 2: Rainstruck
    Chapter 3: Thunderstruck
    Chapter 4: Cloud Walker 


    MOONSTRUCK: SPECTRUM (Bonus Volume)

    Chapter A: Sunshower
    Chapter B: Skystruck

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    Martin Blackwood is Barnabas Bennett or Barnabas Bennett is Martin Blackwood

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  1. Rec 34

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    “You’ve carried your sins long enough,” the old man said, his voice whispering like reeds bent over still water. “But rest isn’t for you, Michael… not yet.”

    Michael’s head snapped in a frantic shake, desperation making his voice come out ragged. “I’ve already done everything I could think of to make things right; what else is there for me to do?!”

    The old man’s eyes glinted in the crimson light, ancient and unreadable. “Live,” he said simply. “Live, until you’ve learned what it means.”

    Before Michael could even form another protest, a weathered hand pressed firmly against his back; in an instant, the surface of the lake split beneath him like torn silk, and the water—black as tar and thick as oil—rose up to swallow his scream.

    He fell.

    Or: Michael Afton gets a second chance at life in another reality… and does everything in his power to make sure it’s as miserable as possible. However, fate has other plans—and this time, it refuses to let him suffer alone. So, can Michael learn to accept the peace he’s been offered, or is he destined to keep drowning in the guilt that refuses to let him go?

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    01 Nov 2025

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  2. Rec 91

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    After a whirlwind romance gone wrong, Toge decides to uproot his existence and start afresh in a new town. But, the past isn’t far behind him.

    Yuuta is still as charming and sweet as Toge remembered him. Yet, the clogging deep darkness still lives somewhere in the back of his ex boyfriend’s obsessive mind.

    And this time, Yuuta won’t let me him go.

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    07 Nov 2023

  3. Rec 41

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    When Toge moves into his new apartment, he doesn’t expect the handsome stranger across the street to knock on his door—let alone for his idle daydreams of flirtation to suddenly come true.

    Yuuta is warm, attentive, and effortlessly charming. He makes Toge feel seen in ways no one else ever has. But behind the easy smile lies something far more dangerous.

    What begins as a slow, tender romance shifts as Yuuta carefully draws Toge deeper into his world. The gifts get more expensive. The boundaries between love, loyalty, and possession start to blur.

    And the worst part? Even if he did notice, Toge isn’t sure he’d stop it. Because being wanted—being chosen—feels too good to let go.

     

    Written for ottoge week '25
    Day 6 NSFW mafia/yakuza

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    18 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    Hisoka is a fashion design student with a cam show on the side. Frequently moving in and out of relationships, using people left and right for his own amusement, he has worked up quite the reputation. After the latest, particularly messy break-up with his boyfriend Chrollo, Hisoka accepts an offer from one of his long-time viewers PinsAndNeedles301. Erotic adventures ensue!

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    21 Nov 2023

  5. Rec 40

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    “Daddy, what are we doing today?” Ryusei read the comment, flashing the camera his toothpaste commercial smile. “Like I said earlier, RinRin is going to rate my outfits. I went shopping with Tabs and Kenyu today, but came home early because RinRin was alone. Isn’t it sad?”

    “The livestream isn’t about me!” Rin threw one pillow at the back of his head, but Ryusei showed no reaction and kept his model-like pose before the camera. “Focus, antenna head!”

    “See how combative our unsociable little cat gets when I’m around?“

    “I’ll leave if you don’t start what you dragged me here for,” Rin threatened from the couch, curled up on himself like a grumpy kitten.
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    or: Rin practices, paints in his free time, and does livestreams. He has friends, a boyfriend, and misses his brother. He is alive and everything is going well, but it wouldn't be Rin if he weren't subject to what troubles him.

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    15 Jul 2025

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