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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?

    Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
    And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
    Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
    Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?

    This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
    Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.

    Main Story – For What I’m Not
    First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
    Second/Final Sequel – Borrowed Flesh

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    06 Sep 2025

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    Even if all of this was just practice for Mizi, even if it’s just an elaborate scheme specially designed to leave him heartbroken, even if it was just a ploy only a fool would fall for.

    Ivan figured that he was nothing, if not a fool.

    Everything’s all right, even if it’s not for me at least it’s my arms he’s in. Even if it’s not love, at least it’s close.’

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    06 Sep 2025

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    qwq awww

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    If he's not vigilant, Till could be whisked away by a lowly, undeserving alpha pest. Ivan kicks back against his seat, wondering what means would be necessary to make sure no one ever gets any funny ideas about Till ever again.

    He must tread carefully. If he messes up somehow and gets caught, Till could be furious.

    As he's finishing the rest of his drink, Ivan begins devising his plan.

    Or, Ivan and Till skip a couple steps in their relationship by not so subtly trying to baby trap each other.

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    28 Jun 2025

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    damn... I LOVE WHEN THEY'RE BOTH MESSED UP FOR EACHTOETHER I ALWAYS EAT IT UP AAAA THIS WAS SO GOOD AND FUNNY (rlly not slick at all)

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    !!MINORS DNI‼️

    Wanted to put NSFW somewhere accessible! I've been getting a lot of requests for AO3 so there she is. I'm very soft about these two... their smut is very consensual, loving, and very "married couple" esc. YEAH I SHIP THEM- SO-?

    My usual and more active blog is @Sm-baby on Tumblr
    The NSFW blog is @Sm-lady on Tumblr

    ((DEAR GOD, MY AO3 SHOWTIME FRIENDS WHO DIDN'T KNOW I HAD AN NSFW BLOG, IM SO SORRY YOU HAD TO FIND OUT THIS WAY-- KEEP SCROLLING MY FRIEND))

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    22 Jun 2025

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    heh

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    Shadow Milk gasped as he thought of a perfect solution. "Say, how about I help you out, hmm? I'm sure you'll get a nice, deep sleep if you let all that pent-up energy out on little me!"

     

    Pure Vanilla sat up in the bed, looking at Shadow Milk with an unreadable expression. "Are you sure?"

     

    Wow, not even a hint of reluctance. Maybe the geezer was more pent-up than Shadow Milk had thought, hmm?

     

    Shadow Milk responded by rolling over and straddling Pure Vanilla, the blanket sliding down over his back and exposing his naked self to Pure Vanilla.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    heehee