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It was a fifty-fifty shot, he thought. But Ted had said no, he didn’t think it was a good idea, and they sat quietly together at the bar, sipping beer until it was time for Ted to head home and call his son. When Ted got up to leave, Jamie felt a sharp, terrifying pang in his chest, and he considered—
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Jamie gets up from where he’d slipped and fallen in the rain wet synthetic grass and tries again.
And again. Again. Again. And again.
Until the pain ebbs away and just numbness remains and he gets this weird disconnection from his suffering, like he’s really a star – hanging in the sky watching a hopeless boy running and he doesn’t quite know if he’s real anymore – maybe he’s never been.
But he has to be better. Has to shine and be good at the only thing he’s ever been decent at.
Because his mummy said it like a fact: Jamie Tartt, you’re a star. And he doesn’t have the heart to tell her he’s only the summation of his parts.
Jamie is his father's son.
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or - Jamie Tartt character study - loosely following the series plot and focusing on Jamies struggle with depression and self harm.
WARNING: READ THE TAGS - Dead dove: do not eat
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When Jamie Tartt returns to Richmond, he’s desperate to prove that he's changed, however the team isn't ready to forgive him yet.
He’s also carrying more than just their disappointment. When Jamie turns up to training claiming he’s hurt, everyone assumes he’s faking. Determined to prove them wrong, Jamie plays through the injuries left by his father’s latest “lesson,” only making things worse and confirming their doubts.
That is until one evening, when Roy Kent stops by Jamie’s house and discovers the truth.
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02 Nov 2025
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Matthew is the perfect partner - until he isn't.
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Jamie Tartt has always been told he's “too much.” When he meets Matthew Carson, a seemingly perfect boyfriend who promises to accept him as he is, Jamie thinks he's finally found someone who understands him. But Matthew’s acceptance quickly turns into control, his promises of help become justifications for violence, and Jamie finds himself trapped in a cycle of abuse that echoes the trauma of his childhood.
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28 Oct 2025
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He should’ve told Roy.
That’s— it’s maybe too late for that, but maybe it’s not. Maybe he’s still got a chance to get some help. It’s only half, there’s still forty five minutes of match to play. Still time to figure out a way to pull Roy aside and tell him me dads in some trouble and I think because of that I am now in trouble.
Unfortunately, Jamie never ever been good at asking for help. In fact, he’s not sure he even knows how.
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Jamie's dad gets into some trouble. This time, Jamie is the one who pays for it.
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02 Sep 2025