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“What’s got you up so late?”
Remus asks, brow lifting.
“Oh, you know… just the moon.”
Sirius replies.
Remus falters slightly in confusion.
“What do you mean by that?”
Sirius’s eyes flick down to the werewolf’s lips as he smirks and says,
“You’ll find out one day. One day soon.”OR
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the one that goes into detail about what Tyler went through when he was a kid and how it shaped him.
or; author has enough shared trauma with Tyler and it all comes out in a bunch of word vomit.
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The Tale Of Tyler The Human Kebab by a_lost_jay
Fandoms: School Bus Graveyard (Webcomic)
13 Apr 2024
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The day that his father died may have been the worst day of Tyler's life. Or so he thought.
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or; re telling of the day that Tyler got harpooned with a tree branch
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That's when Tommy realized he was, like, the worst fucking friend ever. Because Steve was an omega and they had learned in health class that omegas craved physical contact. And Steve, a secret male omega with shitty absentee parents, wasn’t getting any love at home and he couldn't exactly reach out and ask his buddies for some cuddles. No one but Tommy knew about him and Tommy sure as shit hadn't been offering to hold his hand.
So now here Steve was, getting a goddamn contact high because he was squished in between Davey Bower, who smelled like ball sweat and Cheetos, and Andrew Floyd, who looked like a fucking toe. But Steve was too blissed out on, like, happy omega hormones to care about that, and Tommy was the shittiest best friend in Hawkins.
Goddammit. Tommy was going to have to start giving Steve hugs. He was going to have to give him so many goddamn fucking hugs.
When Steve presents as a rare male omega he is forced to hide his status and question his worldview; he learns to be less shallow, more caring, and more open-minded. Tommy Hagan stays loyal to his best friend and is dragged kicking and screaming into being a better person too.
Just a little bit, though. Like, maybe 10% better.
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Decorate My Silence While I Figure Out How to Breathe by steviewashere
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
10 Jul 2023
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"It's late and Steve is tired. Stuck in a dredge as sticky and lukewarm as the beer in his hand. The silver spoon he ate from as a kid is digging into his sternum; melon-balling his cigarette stained lungs and beaten, but broken heart, ladling his blood like pasta sauce, and pouring it across the world for all of Hawkins to see. For the demogorgons to taste. For the people he calls his friends to stumble upon, gag over because it's the essence of Steve Harrington spattered across the poolside, and scrub at like taping over a wedding video.
He aches and sizzles. Burns and shrivels. Drinks and drowns."
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Steve is depressed, Eddie checks on himOR
Wanted to be gut wrenching for some reason, so here you goTW: Suicidal Thoughts, Depression, Referenced Suicide of a Minor Character, Self-Hatred, Self-Harm Without Realizing What It Is
Take Care of Yourselves!!!
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They said it’s for his own good. Because he’s dangerous.
But Steve doesn’t feel any more dangerous than he did before this whole mess.
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i'd sell my own bones for citrine stones, cause yellow is your favourite colour by addicted_2_fandoms
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
22 Aug 2022
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It wasn’t like he didn’t enjoy submitting to Eddie, a hand on his throat or tightly against his wrists would send him crashing down into his headspace, unable to think of anything but Eddie.
But his mind was never quiet when they did this, thoughts too loud, crowding his mind with insecurities and doubts about their relationship, hoping Eddie hadn’t gotten bored with him and put him in the corner like a dog. Or worse, couldn’t look at him, didn’t want to hear him like when his parents had sent him upstairs to his room, and eventually not come back at all.
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Steve hates kneeling, it doesn't get him into subspace and he doesn't know how to tell Eddie, until he does
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