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“What is that?” Mydei asks as his gaze falls upon the filthy creature restrained by the guards.
“A gift from your father,” one of them says and Mydei arches a fine brow.
“A gift from the King? How kind. Might you explain, though, why my gift is hissing?”
Prince Mydeimos of Castrum Kremnos, a renowned alpha warrior with a deep disdain for omegas, receives an unexpected "gift" from his scheming father, the King. Far from the submissive creatures Mydei despises, Phainon challenges him to a fight, demanding protection in exchange for his obedience. Intrigued by Phainon's unusual defiance, Mydei agrees to entertain this madness.
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10 Sep 2025
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“Alright.” Mydei’s voice cuts through his reverie. Phainon realizes he’s been staring for too long. He snaps his gaze upward, but it’s too late, the alpha already knows the effect he has on him.
“I’ll do that. Go look in the mirror and practice being a fool.” He steps closer, words dragged with deliberate slowness. “As for you,” he tugs on a corner of the covers, prompting the omega to yelp and clutch them tighter. Phainon doesn’t know why he feels so shy, he’s never had a problem being naked before.
“Maybe drink some water? You seem parched.” Mydei reaches for him and tips his chin up. “And flush all that spunk out of your body, because you are so full of crap.”
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can't promise tomorrow, but i can promise tonight by honeybakedtea
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Jan 2026
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In no universe should he have to witness Mydei’s hand linger on Phainon’s shoulder for a moment longer than what two friends consider proper, and then watch as Mydei flexes his hand right afterwards, clearly so affected by it. Like something straight out of March’s romance novels.
Seriously, Phainon’s eyes had softened when he looked at Mydei. Multiple times. In public! And here Caelus thought eyes could only soften in Jing Yuan fanfiction.
Dan Heng gives him a look. “Phainon and Mydei are good friends. They’re bound to bicker every once in a while.”
Caelus sits up, wholly indignant. “Have you seen them,” he demands.
In which Caelus meddles.
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- Part 1 of pitbull hsr
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30 Jul 2025
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“That sentence doesn’t even make sense anymore,” Dan Heng points out.
Caelus ignores him, and miserably adds ‘doomed yaoi’ to the tropes list.
“What is ‘yaoi’?” asks Phainon.
“Don’t worry about it,” Dan Heng tells him hastily.
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- Part 6 of 毁灭大院厄
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20 Jul 2025
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The light of the sun blazes so brightly that its flame reaches the one outside, yet the fire of four hundred million Coreflames still isn’t enough to break through the final barrier, for Phainon to escape his fate. The sun burns itself up, the magnificently radiant dying throes of a supernova, and impossibly, impossibly his final blaze grazes the body of the divine.
But to the Aeon watching, the incarnation of Destruction, this searing flicker of flame, so brilliant it draws a drop of golden blood across THEIR face, is akin to the caress of a lover.
Phainon falls, but someone intercepts before he is merged into Irontomb. The nature of Destruction is conflict, to consume oneself, and to consume others, in order to beget greater devastation… But that doesn’t mean Nanook can’t show THEIR favor.
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- Part 1 of NanookPhai+ Collection
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09 Jul 2025
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“For the last ten million cycles, what was it that drove you to persist? What was your purpose? Was it salvation?” The words drip like poison into Phainon’s ears. “Answer me this: at this moment, if you could choose one of two things to happen with absolute surety: to kill me, or to save the Chrysos Heirs, what would you choose?”
Led by Nanook, mind collapsing, Phainon pauses for the space of a second. More than anything, it’s his own hesitation that shakes him up. “I..I would save them,” he says, voice trembling. “I would,” he repeats, as if trying to convince himself. “I would.”
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Phainon, Nanook’s most favored, is taken apart and remade in his Aeon’s hands.
No content, no characterization, just raw meat.
*LEAK SPOILERS FOR 3.4Series
- Part 5 of NanookPhai+ Collection
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29 Jun 2025
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“I will await that day, and revel in it, whether the final Destruction is yours or my own.” Nanook caresses his face. Phainon pants for air, unable to look away. “Until then, I will make you anew every time you are broken, my Khaslana, my ■■■■■■■.”
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Built for War, Born for Ruin by Lunaeryi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 May 2025
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Mydei absolutely wrecks a guy who looks way too much like the love of his life, forgets what mercy is, forgets what stopping is, then tenderly holds hands with him in the aftermath like a war criminal with feelings. Nobody says ‘I love you,’ but everyone’s gonna need therapy. 10/10 would desecrate a dead god’s altar again.
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29 Jun 2025
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His hand tightened in the Reaver’s hair, wrenching his head back, throat bared, teeth gritted, a man caught between agony and want.
And Mydei—gods help him—leaned in, lips brushing the shell of his ear, the taste of blood on his tongue.
Say it, he thought.
Say my name.
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erudition's most wanted by celysia (VAL_EN_TINE)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 May 2025
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The class fell silent in record time. Not once had Anaxa actually gotten the chattering and clattering to stop this quickly by himself. Each and every set of eyes in the room locked forward, attention completely and totally captured by Anaxa.
Anaxa, and who he brought along.
“Don’t concern yourselves too much,” he preempted any stupid questions. “My mate is in the midst of his heat, as you can very well tell, so I couldn’t leave him at home. He’ll be here every day this week. Don’t be distracted. I will not have any mercy upon you and your wandering eyes.”
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27 May 2025
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Phainon also loved being ordered to stop trying. He dropped his head down on the cool desk, undoubtedly easing his aching neck. A little disobedience, but ultimately, he’d be throwing his head back up in a moment.
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phainon needs to pay rent and signs up for a prestigious position as a craigslist human test subject
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25 May 2025
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“Uh, what now, doctor?”
“Just Anaxagoras. I lost my medical license years ago.”
…
He had started referring to him as Anaxa in his inner monologue. He felt Anaxagoras would be the kind of person who could detect that, so Phainon decided to be more conscientious.
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Mydei takes the opportunity to reach out and grab Phainon by the arm, pulling him off Anaxa’s shoulder. Phainon opens his eyes to look at him, making a noise of confusion as to why his rest has been disrupted, and Anaxa scowls at the blatant thievery.
“He’s too tired to do anything,” Mydei says, reasonably. “Anything of his own volition, at least. But he won’t mind if you just take what you need.”
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21 Apr 2025
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Anaxa’s voice puts a premature end to the afterglow. The man can probably read the signs of Mydei’s pleasure better than Phainon can, if for the sole reason of judging him for it.
“I’ve told you not to leave your dirty fluids inside when you’re taking him before me,” he says irritably.
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很有师德这刻冬老师×乐于助人好学生白鹅
下药梗，厄cuntboy
他说，你知不知道自己在做什么？他试图拒绝，白厄，我可是你老师！他双手掩面，完了，我的教资。
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17 Apr 2025
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Phainon kissed the scholar's bitten lower lip. At that moment, Anaxa had only one thought in his mind: It's over, my teaching qualifications.
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A fool in life, in death by PotatoPIerrot
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Apr 2025
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In his final moments, Anaxagoras the Fool commits his grandest act of blasphemy and defies the absolute rule binding all life in the universe.
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02 Apr 2025
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As far as Anaxagoras is concerned, there has never been any fate at play. Phainon’s death was a culmination of choices; choices that he made, but moreso choices that had been imposed upon him. Anaxa had always known, from the haunted fracture in Phainon’s eyes, from the fraying in his dazzling, bewitching smiles, that the weight of the world has never been something he could bear.
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Pain and Redemption by Kace_the_writer
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
03 Sep 2025
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No one knew why Phainon suddenly disappeared one night. Some assumed he ran away, others thought he died.
No one expected Phainon to be found in the furthest corner of Amphoreus, terrified of everything and everyone.
(This fic deals with past noncon and torture. None of it is described in detail and none of it happens between Mydei and Phainon)
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17 Mar 2025
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Phainon didn’t know what to say to that. Mydei was right, he liked knowing that everything was okay, that they were doing well in his absence and he didn't leave them to suffer. It was good they didn’t need him, because Phainon wasn’t in a state where he could handle being needed.
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Anaxagoras, scholar and heretic—yet what is sacrilege if not the first step toward revelation?
Through the veil of smoke, the sun emerges, untouched by ruin, its radiance unwavering.Phainon calls it a beginning.
But Anaxagoras knows better.
It was not a genesis nor rebirth.
It is merely the prelude to a suffering they have already borne, again and again, beneath an indifferent sky.
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16 Mar 2025
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The sky had wept when Phainon ascended. The heavens themselves fractured beneath the weight of his suffering. He had not climbed toward godhood; he had been dragged into it, each step an agony, each breath a prayer unanswered. His hands, once gentle, had been stained with the blood of the world.
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Mydei leans away from the dromas at the sight of him. He looks the same as he always does: scowl in place, dressed and armored in Kremnoan attire. Yet in Phainon’s preheat vision, Mydei is achingly handsome—sleek lines, sharp angles, and a ruggedness from years on the battlefield.
Phainon’s thighs grow wet.
“What took you so long?” Mydei snaps. “We’re heading to a negotiation, not a field trip. No need to bring all your outfits."
“What if I want to impress the stakeholder?” Phainon jests, adjusting his tunic to hide his lower torso. He falters, however, when he notices Mydei’s sharp hazel eyes fixed on the slick staining his front. For a moment, Phainon feels raw and exposed, shame creeping up his neck. Mydei’s breathing pauses, the pace slowing to something deeper and more indulgent, before he looks away.
“We have a long journey ahead,” Mydei murmurs. “Pace yourself.”
Phainon sets out on a mission with Mydei, determined to maintain the facade of being a beta despite his preheat. But then his full-blown heat strikes at the worst possible time.
Mydei takes care of him.
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- Part 3 of Odysseys of The Sun
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Bookmarked by birdsofpassage
12 Mar 2025
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Phainon cannot love. Cannot allow himself to do so. The love he once believed in as a child had been pure and selfless, unconditional and tirelessly optimistic. But now, he doesn’t have the luxury of idealism, least of all romanticism. Not when every love he remembers is intrinsically yoked to loss. Love after his home. After his family. After Cyrene. He can never love without the repercussions of fortune, can never love without the fear of it being taken away.
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「我许诺过你来世，那么就不会说谎」
*原作向；烂梗爆表预警
*你醒啦？欢迎你，尊贵的王妃白厄殿下！Bookmarked by birdsofpassage
08 Mar 2025
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敌厄 - "Rebirth of the Favored Princess"
❤️❤️❤️
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Somewhere in the back of his head, Anaxa is pleased with a theory proven correct, though he can’t quite bring it to the forefront; distracted, as he is, with Phainon so muted underneath his hand.
Two times Phainon kneels for Anaxagoras.
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06 Mar 2025
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Somewhere in the back of his head, Anaxa is pleased with a theory proven correct, though he can’t quite bring it to the forefront; distracted, as he is, with Phainon so muted underneath his hand. After a few moments, he pulls him a little closer, coaxing him to rest his forehead against his knee, and Phainon crumbles; quietly, the crackle of a burning field with nobody watching, filling the air with white ash.
(screaming at the top of my lungs)
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[ SPOILERS FOR 3.1 TRAILBLAZE QUEST ]
"He leans down to capture Phainon’s lips in a reverent kiss, which Phainon returns with his tongue. Mydei could never hope to describe Phainon’s taste – it feels bittersweet, a taste so fleeting it slips through his fingers like sand through an hourglass. To kiss Phainon is to be intimate with infinity, looping and echoing in sensation enough to make one dizzy. It never lasts long in the present, but it comes back again all the same."
Or, Phainon's Canonical Heat Intolerance + Being Doomed By The Narrative.
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Bookmarked by birdsofpassage
03 Mar 2025
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Phainon’s unease is often palpable. It must be, to exist in a body that loops through time, only remembering one’s fate in the instant before the loop resets. Mydei doesn’t know if it’s worse to be aware longer, as he is, when the doors slam shut in Kremnos and he is left sitting in an empty kingdom for centuries, until the starlight swordsman cuts down his corrupted body. Mydei knows there is something to look forward to. Phainon only knows he cannot look back.
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【敌厄】和挚友先发生关系再表白也不是不行 by Moommmmmm
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game), 敌厄 - Fandom
28 Feb 2025
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本文又名《嗜血与恋痛》，是一个不怎么健康的爱情故事（bushi）我流pao友变情侣设定（其实就是本人文笔渣一写就是小学生恋爱既视感）设定是万敌有病（嗜血症），白厄也有病（恋痛+轻微xing瘾），俩病人闹一快去了（总之绝配）健康的爱情固然美味，但有一点点点扭曲（其实就是读作“扭曲”写作“别扭”）的爱意更是别有风味。本文写于情人节那天，结果文笔不佳停停写写拖到了现在才勉强能拿出手（土下座）。
本人xp之作，有一丢丢白厄找了别人的描写（被万敌截胡了）雷者慎入，ooc预警。Bookmarked by birdsofpassage
01 Mar 2025
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even after a hundred lifetimes by crimson_snowdrift
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Feb 2025
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“Drink up,” Anaxa commands, “I don't want to taste myself when I kiss you.”
A playful smile creeps up on Phainon's expression—one that says ‘Oh, you want to kiss me so bad?’—lingering there for a moment before he complies with the scholar's order. Anaxa then pulls him up, leading him to lay down on the soft bed, before capturing his lips in a tender kiss.
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Phainon couldn't peel his eyes away from Anaxa as he helped himself to every inch of his body. Instead of a man who had lost a bet, he felt more like a deity being worshipped with the way the scholar held him, kissed him, and looked at him. His confusion only grew deeper, but so did his desire for more.
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23 Feb 2025
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“You didn't get mad at me,” Phainon points out, “for calling you Anaxa this whole time.”
Anaxa sighs. “Well, that's because…”
Because you're the only one allowed to call me that. That's why I always tell others to refrain from using it.
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Hyacinthus and The Sun's Regression by Toothsie
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
09 Feb 2025
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He looks the same as he always does, except for the stark diminishment of his height and the innocent brightness of his eyes. Standing on his tiptoes, he coos over the trinkets his older self keeps in his quarters, his oversized tunic hanging off his frame like a dress. Mydei’s blood runs cold.
The younger Phainon turns to him and, with the voice of a boy more than a decade away from adulthood, points at a figurine: a miniature stone chariot drawn by a pair of swans. “Cyrene would love this! May I take this home?”
Mydei can’t speak.
For a moment, they merely stare at each other. Mydei narrows his eyes, attempting to gauge whether this is an illusion or some kind of Okheman prank. “How old are you?”
Phainon gives him a thousand-watt smile and holds up five fingers. “Seven!”
Phainon turns back to his seven-year-old self. Mydei takes care of him.
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- Part 2 of Odysseys of The Sun
Bookmarked by birdsofpassage
09 Feb 2025
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Phainon frowns at his fingers, unaware of Mydei’s inner turmoil. Or perhaps he knows and doesn’t give a fuck. It seems Phainon’s bastard streak started early. “I’m very sure I am holding up seven fingers.”
“I am very sure you are not,” Mydei answers.
LOVE.