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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    24 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    14 May 2026

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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

    --

    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    07 May 2026

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    Snippets into the lives of Jackie, Hayden, Ilya, and Shane where everyone's a family and nothing hurts.

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    05 May 2026

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    Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.

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    03 May 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    03 May 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 4347

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    03 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    27 Apr 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 42

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    Written for the 2024 Fandom Trumps Hate Charity Auction, for redheadgleek.

    The prompt: What if Truham and Higgs were boarding schools?

    I've decided to start the story from the very beginning; Charlie's Year 7, Nick's Year 8.

    Follow along and watch as friendships form, bonds grow, and two boys discover who they really are.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    20 Apr 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 24

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    Patrick thinks he's left his past behind him. He has a new life. He's in love with Jonathan Toews and Jonny loves him. Together they helped their team win the Stanley Cup. Left behind are Patrick's days living with a coach who sexually abused him. Left behind are the days of being a runaway, of having to turn tricks to help support himself and the other runaways he was living with. Left behind is a family that didn't want him, that sold him to his coach to use for sex.

    But, what happens when his past isn't left behind? What happens when his past shows up again and he can't escape it?

    Sequel to The Past We Left Behind

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Jonny had Patrick wrapped up against his chest, snug and cozy underneath the blankets.

    “You should be out with the team,” Jon murmured into Patrick's hair, “You rarely go out anymore.”

    “I don't want to,” Pat replied, looking up at his boyfriend, “If we can't be out in public, then I'll stay in the shadows with you.”

     

    Or, Patrick’s a star hockey player, and Jonny is not. They meet anyway, and from there, it's a spiral of secret relationship woes and midnight movie dates (with an occasional handjob thrown in somewhere).

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    20 Apr 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    Set three years after the end of The Now We Can't Escape. Patrick is finishing his education, but something is missing from his life. As he and Jon plan their summer wedding, Patrick keeps a secret about his future plans from Jon. We all know that can't be good....

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Bucky never meant to make a friend in Mrs. “Call me Sarah, Sugar Pie” Rogers, yet he wouldn’t change it for the world. With the looming prospect of a baseball-filled summer for his nephew, a work schedule at his flower shop that will probably kill him, and the hope of maybe finally meeting Sarah’s son, Bucky thinks this summer will shape up to be an interesting one after all.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    "I'll fix this family somehow. Even if I have to do it on my own."
    ~!~
    Tony Stark and Steve Rogers haven't had a healthy relationship in months. Until a fifteen year old one night stand shows up on the Avengers' doorstep.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    "Daddy," Stella said, her voice filling with excitement rather than any of the sadness he'd been expecting, "the lady on the TV said Claude Giroux was playing in Worlds! Are you gonna play with him?"

    Sidney was honestly surprised he hadn't seen that coming.

    He didn't know how it had happened, but somehow his daughter had ended up as the Flyers number one fan.

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    20 Apr 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    It was a rainy seven a.m. when they found her curled up by the PPG Paints Arena, fast asleep and ice cold.

    Or,

    Where Sidney and Geno find a runaway by the arena and decide to take her in.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Eric Bittle (Soon to be captain of the Samwell Men's Hockey team, almost Senior) meets Jack Zimmermann (Actual Captain of the Falconers, Stanley Cup winner, Hockey God) in a crowded bar on a Sunday night.

    The attraction is instantaneous.

    But it's crazy, right? There's no such thing as love at first sight.

    So Bitty and Jack agree to date for three months and see if, after they get to know each other for real, they still feel the same (though Bitty's pretty sure Jack is already planning the wedding...).

    Like, this might actually all work out, eh?

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    20 Apr 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 66

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    Nolan's always been injury prone, but this is new. After a bad hit on the ice, Nolan is left with a bad concussion and a large chunk of his life missing from his memory. In the four years since the draft, Nolan's life is almost unrecognizable, yet here he is being forced into new situations and learning more and more about the person he has become over the years. Why is Nico Hischier waiting for him at the hospital? Why does he have a second apartment that he's paying the rent for? And what hasn't he been telling his friends and family?

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    20 Apr 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 78

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    Auston pretends that he isn’t feeling the need to, like, co-parent a kid with Mitch Marner. He’s heard crazier ideas. He’ll sleep it off. It’s fine.

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    20 Apr 2026

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