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    “This still doesn’t mean you can fuck my brother.”

    “No promises. Especially if he’s pretty.”

    James has never been more glad that he didn’t promise Sirius something, because god knows that someone who looks like that and apparently a tongue so sharp one phrase alone could sentence you to death by a thousand cuts, is not someone that James wants to let go of very easily.

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    5 times James Potter wanted Regulus Black more than he wanted it to snow on Christmas Day and 1 time he did something about it.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    She wishes that she didn’t turn into such a goddamn mess every time she’s within ten feet of Sirius’ presence. With just one look she’s reduced to a puddle of mush, mind conjuring fantasies that are both sweet and horribly depraved, and if she were a cartoon character there would probably be little hearts blooming in her eyes as steam pours out of her ears.

    Remus Lupin has had a crush on Sirius Black since the moment she saw her. The only problem, other than the fact that there's no universe in which Sirius would want to go out with someone like her, is that she's pretty sure that Sirius is straight.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    Regulus has it all figured out. He keeps men on a rotating roster so none can get too close, works nights as a dancer to make the most of his chronic insomnia, and pushes everything he doesn’t want to remember about the past ten years into the recesses of his mind. It’s easier to pretend none of it ever happened.

    But when James Potter crashes into Regulus’ life with his fancy sports car, wealth beyond measure, and devil’s smile, it marks a switch in the natural order of things. James is a client; Regulus isn’t allowed to fall in love with him. Except James is the first man in a long time who can see past Regulus’ carefully constructed façade, and who could ever resist the temptation of being known?

    Or, this is a story about identity, addiction, self-expression, and love in all of the varying shapes they can take.

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    12 May 2025

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    In the cave, Regulus doesn’t beg for it to stop. He begs not be left behind, alone.

    Perhaps this is why, when Kreacher gives one last look over his shoulder and sees terrible, pale hands reaching for his master, he appears in a flash at Regulus’ side, clutches him by the elbow, and Apparates them both out of the cave, directly disobeying his master’s last order.

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    07 May 2025

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    Berlin is absolutely miserable in February. Or it’s just Sirius.

    Alternatively: A story of how Remus Lupin stepped into Sirius’ life, flashed his trademark grin, and reminded him that life is a beautiful thing meant to be enjoyed. No risk, no fun!

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    23 Mar 2025