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    “Dazai, what the fuck is this?”

    Brown eyes, still cloudy, peered up at him as if the words hadn’t even been comprehended in Dazai’s mind. His head cocked to the side in a silent question and Chuuya moved to push Dazai’s leg up a bit further, bringing it into the light so they could both see properly.

    The near entirety of the skin was marred, of course, self-inflicted scars crisscrossing each other, old enough to have turned a faded white, but that wasn’t what he was focused on.

    The issue lay in a series of fresh ones. They were scarily recent, probably only a few days old at best, and scabbed over. None looked bad enough to have needed stitches but they were pretty damn close.

    Those hadn’t been there the last time they’d done this. In fact, nothing of the sort had been there any of the times they’d fucked since before Dazai left the Port Mafia.

    In which Chuuya and Dazai have been having casual sex for years and all of that is fine until Dazai relapses for the first time since leaving the Port Mafia.

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    26 Dec 2024

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    “May I come closer?”

    “Yes, Leader,” Keith chokes out.

    Slowly, slowly, Kolivan moves forward, until he is right in front of Keith. There are so many things that need to be done. Keith needs assurance–a promise of safety, but to understand that he needs calm, to be lifted out of heat-fever, and the fastest way to do that–

    “May I touch you?”

    Keith goes horribly still as more tears fall. “Yes, Leader,” he whispers.

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    19 Dec 2024

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    "Hey there," the alpha says with a smile. He's still wearing his suit, but he's undone his tie and his collar is unbuttoned. It's unfairly devastating. "Nice to be off work, huh?"

    Keith can't get out of talking to him. "Yeah," he says to the floor. "Nice." He doesn't say anything else. Maybe the alpha will leave him alone.

    "I'm Shiro," the man says instead of leaving Keith alone. But he doesn't hold out his hand to shake. Instead he does the way less intimidating, way more polite finger wiggle-wave that doesn't force omegas to make contact with alphas they don't know.

    Keith swallows. He doesn't get waved to very often. Most alphas he's dealt with say screw politeness and go right into trying to touch. "Keith.”

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    19 Dec 2024

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    19 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    Hiro has been distancing himself from his friends and family, and Tadashi won't rest until he finds out why. When he learns the truth, he will do anything to heal his brother and put that smile back on his face.

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    13 Dec 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    So this was it: a final sale. Not a rental, not a ‘return him when you’re bored’: a ‘do whatever you want with him because I’m not taking him back’ sale.

     

    or: Callas, head of the Spina de Rosula, stumbles on a young Wriothesley while breaking up a child trafficking ring.

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    12 Dec 2024

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    Aite let out a nervous laugh. “Of course, Lord Morax, I have coexisted peacefully alongside the Guili Assembly for centuries. I would not dare—”

    “But you did,” Morax cut her off, voice soft but imbued with telluric power. Once again, the limestone beneath his feet shivered. “Their dreams were eaten. This is your work. Your mark is plainly on it.”

    “Allow me to explain,” Aite said, voice sickly-sweet — just like the stench of overripe fruit that pervaded her hall. “I believe I know how this…mistake…was made.”

    “Oh? Then explain.”

     

    Xiao first meets Morax when he is still enslaved to his first master. He does not expect kindness, especially not when his goddess puts him forth as the culprit in the massacre of a human settlement on a contested border.

    Morax, though, surprises him.

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    12 Dec 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    Markl falls ill shortly after Granny's death. Howl spirals. Sophie and Calcifer are left to pick up the pieces.

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    11 Dec 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 76

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    Dazai has never been good at regulating his emotions. Especially, because he was introduced to very unhealthy coping methods in the mafia.

    After he does something drastic, he needs help getting out of his own head.
    He doesn't agree, but Ranpo knows better, taking the initiative for him.

    Now he has to deal with a worried, overbearing Chuuya.

    If only the stupid chibi would believe him that he wasn't feeling little.
    He wasn't.
    Really.

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    10 Dec 2024

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    10 Dec 2024

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    Dazai has naturally blonde hair, the brown/black colour was dyed after an incident with Mori. Nobody knows this. Yet.

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    09 Dec 2024

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    Dazai-centric, mostly canon one-shots all existing in the same universe. i.e. all the events in these fics are presumably in the same world and may be referenced in latter one-shots. My goal is to have 10 in total but who knows, maybe I'll make it to 20!

    ( ^◡^)っ ♡

    I've been recently reading the works of real-life Dazai so I like to sprinkle in some references and easter eggs along the way. I've also consumed a lot of BSD works (English fan translations) in a short period of time, so these one-shots reference:

    "Osamu Dazai and the Dark Era"
    "How I Picked Up Dazai" or "The Day I Picked Up Dazai" (Parts A and B - this is also my favorite light novel)
    "Beast" manga
    "55 Minutes" (my other favorite!)
    "Stormbringer"
    "Dazai, Chuuya, Age 15"
    "The Untold Origins of the Detective Agency"

    I'm up to date with the manga *cue all the soukoku heartache (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ * but I don't think I'll be incorporating recent chapters into these fics (though many a theory I have >>_>>)

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    08 Dec 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 61

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    Summer 1976, after Severus and Lily's fifth year. Their friendship didn't fall apart, on the contrary: Severus confessed his feelings for Lily and they became a couple. But summer isn't what Severus dreamt it to be - Tobias Snape has turned his son's holidays into a living hell. Will Severus survive till the next school year? Will Lily and her family be able to save him in time?

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    05 Dec 2024

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    Chuuya wants to try spanking Dazai.

    Dazai doesn't like spanking, but no means yes to Chuuya - or, more accurately, it means 'make me.' But is Chuuya just playing his BDSM role, or is he actually angry at Dazai? And if Dazai breaks down this time, will Chuuya stay to offer the attention he so desperately craves?

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    04 Dec 2024

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    “I-I need help.” Dazai finally spoke. Chuuya felt his heart drop as he noticed that Dazai’s voice had a slight shake to it.

    The Demon Prodigy was afraid...

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    03 Dec 2024

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    Failure was all too subjective of an emotion.
    After all, failure cannot come without success, albeit that they rarely occur for the same person at once.

    After killing off an enemies’ organization, he would be considered successful by Mori’s standards. Simultaneously, said enemies, their families, and everything they stood for had failed. While he celebrated his success, others were preparing for a mass funeral.

    How was one ever supposed to act morally correct and grow to be a successful man if it was literally impossible? Dazai had long ago recognized this universal truth and anchored himself to the belief that, if he was to cause harm anyway, it might as well not be him.
    Probably the only one to see this truth as it is and not act as what is commonly deemed as selfish was Odasaku and that lead him into a horribly unnecessary death.

    Of course, Dazai did seek out death and maybe it would be smart to follow a moral compass that would inevitably cause your tragic downfall, but one could not follow this path while being a traitor to his nature. And Dazai’s nature was a deadly one.

     

    (This takes place shortly after Dazai joined the ADA)

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    03 Dec 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 48

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    The president shook his head. “I must apologize to you, Dazai-san.”

    Huh. That was interesting.

    “I did not take you very seriously when I should have.”

    (Dazai tries to kill himself. The ADA sends him to therapy because they do, in fact, worry about him.)

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    03 Dec 2024

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    “Akutagawa-san told her that her ability was created with the sole purpose of killing. According to him, Demon Snow is practically worthless if it is not used with this exact intent. "

    Dazai licked his lips in an attempt to force his mouth to speak.
    "I guess that's my wrongdoing, Shachou."
    He tried not to show his nervousness. Uncertainty was nothing more than an unnecessary weakness and he could not risk being exploited.

    "After all, it was I who trained Akutagawa-kun."

     

    Or: I did a whump swap with the following prompt: Dazai and Fukuzawa talking about his past Mafia-related crimes/time in the mafia

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    03 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    How could this be happening? This wasn’t supposed to happen. He had thought or rather hoped that this part of his life was well behind him. But he knew he had just stuffed this pain deep within his heart and mind and hoped nobody would be able to dig it out.

    Now he had just been slapped with the past. His first thought was to burn the picture, the fireplace was still blazing, but something stopped him. Maybe it was the world spinning all around him and that he couldn’t breathe.

    Or Newt's world is shattered when an envelope arrives with the ghosts he had tried so hard to hide

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    02 Dec 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 78

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    Dimitri wants to believe Lada and Khali are coming for him, but trapped in the perfect cage built by the hunter's mage, his hope is fading day by day.

    And then the hunters capture a pup and there's a chance the mage might not be willing to to hold a child in a cage-

    But Dimitri is not prepared for how the hunters will react to his refusal.

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    01 Dec 2024

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