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“The werewolf.” Sam says, quick. Hushed. Scared. “I don’t know how. I was—He was standing above you and then he wasn’t. And I think I did that.”
Dean keeps whispering stuff to Sam, banal reassurances that Sam soaks up like a sponge, but he feels sick. Sammy did something impossible. Sammy’s been doing impossible things.
For years.
Or: Pre-Canon/Teen!chesters AU in which Sam develops powers at age eleven, Dean will do anything to protect him, and they have to live with the consequences
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11 May 2026
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“Dean.” Someone says, loud and breathless.
Dean turns around. There’s a kid standing there, looking at Dean, then at the girl. He’s tall—Dean doesn’t often have to tilt his head up to look at people but he can tell he will for this guy—with shaggy brown hair and wide eyes. Dean looks at the blonde girl next to him.
“Sweetheart,” Dean says, raising his eyebrow. “You are way out of this guy’s league.”
Or: After a witch hunt, Dean is cursed to lose his memories of Sam. With Sam gone at Stanford, Dean doesn’t even notice. Sam does, though.
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10 May 2026
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there's no such thing as a clean break, when your heart starts bleeding out by according2thelore
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
10 May 2023
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“One second,” Sam says, away from the microphone, talking to his perfect, smart, bloodless friend. “What’s up?” Sam asks, to Dean again.
What’s up?
Dean’s holding his guts in with a hoodie. He’s in a ditch on the side of the road, amidst miles and miles of farmland on the side of a highway Dean’s forgotten the number of. A werewolf had done it, so at least Dean gets to look up at a full moon as he dies. After Dad hadn’t picked up, Dean knew there was only one person he wanted to hear from. Only one person who mattered.
“Nothing much,” Dean says, a little strained as a throb of agony rolls up his body. “Thinking about hitting up a bar in a few and thought I’d check in.”
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- Part 6 of sleep, now, under my skin
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05 May 2026
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The best part about being Dean Winchester is that Sam Winchester needs him. The worst part about being Dean Winchester is that Sam needs him.
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A look into the ways that Sam needs Dean as they grow up, of what Dean thinks he owes to Sam.
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- Part 8 of sleep, now, under my skin
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04 May 2026
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tell me, why are you still so afraid? by according2thelore
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Jun 2023
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“What do you want, Sam?” Dean asks, looking up and down the aisles of the gas station. Colorful candy bars make his stomach rumble, and he picks up a Snickers bar. It promises to be share size, so Dean looks down at his little brother.
Sam trails after him, and the hem of his jeans are stuck under the heel of his shoe. If he keeps walking on them, they’ll fray, and they can’t afford to replace 'em. Dean puts the candy bar back and kneels, tapping Sam on the calf so he’ll lift up his foot. Sam quietly acquiesces. Dean props his worn sneaker on his knee.
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A look into Dean asking Sam what he wants, giving him what he needs, and how that changes over the years. (Pre-Series through Season 5)
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- Part 7 of sleep, now, under my skin
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03 May 2026