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  1. Rec *

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    Phainon found himself plagued with both disgust and curiosity after finding out about his best friend’s secret, a BDSM-forward lifestyle. And as any good friend would, Mydei offered to give him a glimpse into what it was like to be not just a submissive, but his submissive.

    If Phainon could just be open-minded to new experiences, then Mydei swore he would find it in him to be patient with his ignorant feelings towards it all. But at what point did a test run between friends become the real thing between lovers?

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    02 May 2026

  2. Rec 25

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    “I heard you whimpering last night” isn’t exactly something you can say to someone over your morning coffee. Mydeimos knows that Phainon has nightmares—they’d talked about it before, before they’d moved in together, and she’d brought it up periodically since. Often as excuses to not go for their early morning run, but that’s neither here nor there. Still, it’s been a while since they’d plagued Phainon like this. Mydei is—she’s concerned.

    She’s never crossed the threshold of Phainon’s room for this sort of thing but the thought had occurred to her to shake her best friend awake, to rescue her from whatever had plagued her. But, every time she’d approached the door, hesitated outside, the sound had settled to just the soft puff of breath. If the creaky floorboards of their shared apartment were enough to pull Phainon from whatever horrible things her mind was putting her through, Mydei resolves to never fix them.

    That doesn’t solve the root of the problem, though.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Tenderness and lust thrum through Mydei’s veins. His fists clench deeper into the makeshift bedding by Phainon’s head. 

    Phainon knows nothing of seduction. He doesn’t need it to arouse Mydei’s want for him. Batting his lashes, a pleased smile—it’s enough. It’s infuriating how it’s enough. 

    He doesn’t want it any other way.

    After the end, Mydei and Phainon come together in a golden wheat field.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    As he watched Mydeimos’ expression, Phainon felt heat bloom beneath his cheeks as he focused on the powerful hips thrusting underneath him.
    The white-haired warrior felt his body moving up and down with every push and pull of Mydeimos’ pelvis.
    The movement of their bodies sent his mind plummeting into the gutter and forced indecent thoughts to the forefront of his brain, which felt like it was melting.

    — Like this, it was like the couple were simulating having sexual intercourse, with Mydeimos driving into Phainon from below.

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    24 Nov 2025

  5. Rec 92

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    “Does it .. does it– bother you at all?”

    Mydei’s expression softens. He steps back into Phainon’s space, but stays far enough for Phainon to push him back away if he so wished. He takes Phainon’s hand and presses it over where his heart lies. It rabbits under Phainon’s fingers. “If it bothered me, I wouldn’t want for you like this.”

    At this, Phainon flushes up to his ears again, warmth bleeding into his core. He feels a wetness between his legs, and whimpers softly at Mydei’s shameless admission. 

    “I want you as you are, Deliverer.”

    Phainon trembles, and pushes himself into Mydei’s open arms. His voice comes out as barely a whisper. “And I, you.”

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    23 Nov 2025