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you say i would make a better liar (i never face the music when it’s dire) by kirakiraangel (alexisness)
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
05 Nov 2025
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The circle of L’s fingers around his wrist is beginning to burn. He wants him to let go. Why hasn’t he let go? Why won’t he let go, let Light be free of this awful thing he’s done to him? Wanting, more than captivity, more than chains, binds him here. Light thinks he’s beginning to understand the desperation that drives a fox to gnaw off its own leg when caught in a trap.
His hands, damp with sweat and saliva and vomit, clutch at his hair. He feels himself screaming before he hears it, and he knows he must look frantic as he turns toward L.
L, who is smiling.
It’s an expression Light has never seen before, one that feels foreign and ill-fitting on L’s face. His smile has always been jarring; a thin-lipped, wide-eyed thing, often close-mouthed and smug. This is something else entirely. Something hungry. His eyes are half-shut, and Light can see his teeth as it wobbles across his face.
“I like it when your mask comes off, Light-kun.”
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the descent of light yagami into madness (desire) ((madness))
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05 Nov 2025
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Before Round 6 Ivan uses his business relationship with Unsha to ensure Till's survival in Alien Stage. Resigned to his doomed fate as a contestant, Till has to deal with being doomed to live.
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Ivan wasn’t like Urak’s pet. He wasn’t spirited or zesty, crude and snappy but with charms and talents to endear you to him anyway. He had endured, as all humans had, horrors at the hands (and tentacles, and hooves, and paws) of the segyein but not to the level of Urak’s pet. The fire that burned in Ivan was a lot dimmer than in Urak’s pet, but that only meant it burned that much hotter. Ivan made peace with the fact he couldn’t save everyone, but he could and he would save Till. If it took every good grace he’d earned with Unsha for his years as a lucrative business asset and his wife’s favorite lap pet, it was a cheap price to pay to protect his heart that beat in the chest of the other.
"The aliens took away my entire life. Now you have taken my death, and I hate you for it."
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31 Oct 2025
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A ghost shouldn’t bleed. A ghost shouldn’t fight. But those eyes, his eyes, had stared back at him like the dead had decided to walk.
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- Part 1 of Oh, Be My Rest, Be My Fantasy
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27 Oct 2025
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“You took a nap? You must be dying, you never nap,” Till jokes, his lips quirking up in a small smile. Ivan can’t help but return it. Till reaches out to brush the hair from his forehead, Ivan leans into the touch subconsciously, but Till quickly withdraws his fingers, averting his gaze. “Hey, Ivan, I have a question,” Till mutters.
“Yes?” Ivan replies, trying to smile his most convincing smile, to let Till know he’s okay, that he’s capable of holding it together.
“You’re thirsty, aren’t you?” Till says barely above a whisper, Ivan has to strain his ears to hear him, but the words hit him hard. He can hear Till’s pulse pick up its pace slightly in anxiety, the steady beat that had brought him so much comfort growing slightly erratic.
or: half-human/half vamp ivan and human till
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23 Oct 2025
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There is something very calming about waking up to the rumbling rrrrr-rrrrr sound of Till’s quiet purring.
Sleepy and warm, the cat hybrid is more willing to show affection when tucked beside Ivan in the sheets.
That is until Till climbs on top of him and begins kneading his chest, his squishy thighs bracketing Ivan’s pelvis, the rumbling in his throat continuing as he rubs his scent into Ivan’s neck.
Then the calming atmosphere is replaced with an unwinnable war of self-restraint.
Or, Being a cat hybrid doesn’t generally get in between Till’s friendship with Ivan, it does however, spice up their sex life.
Kitty hybrid Till and human Ivan bang on every surface of their apartment.
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23 Oct 2025