11 Works by random_boring_human

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    Years after leaving the Port Mafia, Dazai runs into an orphaned child whose parents he ordered killed long ago. The child doesn’t know, but the guilt begins to eat away at him. He starts helping them from the shadows, leaving money, food, anything to ease their suffering. But when the truth inevitably comes out, will the child be able to forgive him? Will Dazai even want them to?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,429
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    589
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    Summary

    Chuuya and Dazai were inseparable once—two kids bound by scraped knees, secret hideouts, and promises to never drift apart. But time has a way of breaking even the strongest bonds.
    Years later, they cross paths again in the quiet ache of high school life—when an intoxicated Dazai shows up at Chuuya’s doorstep in the middle of the night, half-broken and hiding bruises that run deeper than skin. Chuuya, still carrying the ghost of a father lost to addiction, takes him in.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,043
    Chapters:
    4/29
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    15
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    208
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    Summary

    We wrote our war in pages inked with spite, but somehow, love still bled between the lines.

    Dazai, a bestselling author, overhears book critic Chuuya trashing his latest novel in a coffee shop, calling him a "nepo baby." Their awkward encounter takes a turn when Dazai discovers that Chuuya is his new colleague at a literary magazine. As they compete for assignments and exchange passive-aggressive pranks, their rivalry intensifies, with Dazai teasing Chuuya and Chuuya firing back with sharp insults. Despite their constant bickering, a simmering attraction grows between them, and they’re forced to navigate their complex feelings amid the chaos they create.

    or:
    writer au enemies to lover Soukoku

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,881
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    637
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    Summary

    When a mission strategy divides them, Dazai and Kunikida clash over ideals of self-sacrifice. But Dazai’s sharp words take an unexpected turn when he calls Kunikida “Odasaku.” The name slips, but the damage lingers. As tension rises and ghosts resurface, both men are forced to confront the beliefs they live -and may die- by.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,922
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    398
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    Summary

    In an alternate high school universe, Chuuya and Dazai are forced to work together on a project. Dazai, hiding the emotional scars from an abusive home life with Mori, struggles with his mental health and self-harm. Chuuya notices Dazai’s exhaustion and subtle changes in behavior but is initially frustrated with him. As they spend more time together, Dazai becomes less defensive, and a reluctant bond forms between them. With the quiet support of their literature teacher, Oda, Dazai begins to secretly read a book about hope, questioning his grim outlook on life. Through slow, unspoken moments, Chuuya and Dazai’s relationship shifts, with Chuuya becoming more aware of Dazai’s pain and Dazai quietly allowing himself to trust him.

     

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    Tenager Dazai's a mess and teacher Oda and student Chuuya try to help him

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,538
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    130
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    2,228
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    Dazai wakes up in an unfamiliar room, injured and chained. A former Port Mafia subordinate, one whose life he destroyed, has captured him. They don’t want revenge—they just want answers. Why did Dazai abandon them? Why did he let them suffer? As the interrogation drags on, Dazai realizes he doesn’t have a good answer.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,176
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    116
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    Summary

    When Chuuya is fatally wounded on a mission, Dazai is left with no choice but to watch his former partner die. In the aftermath, he starts receiving letters—written in Chuuya’s handwriting, containing things only Chuuya could have known. Someone is playing a cruel game, but Dazai isn’t sure whether to chase the truth or let the past stay buried.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,034
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    365
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    After a mission goes horribly wrong, Dazai finds himself haunted by the ghosts of those he’s killed. They whisper, they plead, they accuse—relentlessly dragging him back into the past he tries so hard to forget. No one else can see them. No one else hears their cries. But Chuuya, ever perceptive, starts noticing the cracks forming in Dazai’s carefully crafted façade. As the ghosts tighten their grip, Chuuya finds himself faced with a terrible question: can Dazai be saved from the weight of his own sins, or has he already fallen too far?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,841
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    210
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    Summary

    Dazai struggles with religious trauma

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,667
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    91
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    Summary

    Chuuya always knew Dazai was running from something. But he never thought he’d have to chase him like this—through dead ends and cold trails, through the echoes of a man who was never meant to stay.

    Dazai vanishes without a word. Not to the Agency, not to some elaborate scheme. Just gone. At first, Chuuya tells himself he doesn’t care. But the silence stretches on, and his hands start shaking every time he thinks about it. He follows every lead, every whisper of a ghost, until it leads him to the truth—Dazai isn’t running anymore.

     

    He’s waiting for the end.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,142
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    426
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    Summary

    Dazai self harms and goes to Kunikida

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,451
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,013

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