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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    When things have calmed down, and the cops along with the 'ghost' are finally out of Buck's house, it's just Ravi that remains.
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    Life has been so dull, Buck's moved from day to day in a vague daze for months. There's been a dreary gray scale filter over everything but right now, the world has full color again. It's definitely unfortunate that one of the first things he's seeing is the hideously harsh scarlet of that dumb ass wig, but he's also seeing the dark brown of Ravi's eyes, the impossible black of his fluttering eyelashes.

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    11 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    A coda/ canon divergence/compliance of sorts for Episode 5.

    Buck comes to terms with the fact that he and Eddie aren't best friends anymore. They might not even be friends anymore.

    Eddie tries to deal with the fact that he's lost almost everyone close to him all while learning that his once secure place in his best friend's life might not be so secure anymore.

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    10 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    When Buck starts to feel like he doesn't have anywhere he belongs, Ravi lets him move in against his better judgment. There's nothing to worry about though because it's just temporary...up until it isn't. What have they managed to get themselves into?
    The answer isn't all that simple, as there's two sides to every story.
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    A childhood of hospitals and doctors made Ravi very averse to wanting things. At a very young age, he had to learn to love and appreciate what he has. What is tangible and in front of him. There's no point in wanting or wishing because tomorrow's never promised. Why waste precious time and energy on fruitless wants, when that effort could go towards appreciating what he has?

    What he has at the moment, what is tangible, is his friendship with Buck. That is real and happening right now, in the present. There is no reason to even think about, to entertain the mere idea of something more. Ravi is perfectly happy with what he has. There's no other choice.

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    08 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    Sirius and Harry have a nice quiet life in the small town of Godric's Hollow. However, this is upended when Harry gets accepted to the elite Hogwarts Academy and Sirius finds himself pulled back into the world he worked so hard to escape. Meanwhile, a sudden change happens for diner owner Remus, drawing the two men closer together as they each navigate changes in their families.

    Featuring small town charm, complicated family, banter and lots of coffee.

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    29 Jan 2025

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    “Just say it, Chim,” Eddie replies, his tone clipped.

    Chimney winces but presses on. “Eddie…” He hesitates, glancing at Karen like he’s begging her for an out. She nods firmly. No turning back now. “Buck is dead.”

    The line goes silent. A heavy, eerie silence that settles over the room like a shroud. She knows what Eddie must be feeling right now—the cold shock, the hollow ache, the frantic disbelief. She remembers how it felt when Chim had told her Hen was dead, how her world had stopped spinning for one agonizing moment. Her hands curl into fists against the table. This is fine. This is part of the plan.

    But then there’s a screech through the phone, followed by an extended, blaring honk.

    Karen’s stomach drops. Her eyes dart to Hen’s, wide with alarm.

    Fuck.

    OR: When Eddie leaves for Texas on bad terms with Buck, their friends can't help but meddle.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    After two years of noncommittal sex:

    Remus tells Sirius that he loves him. Sirius firmly rejects him. Remus tries to move on. Sirius is not happy.

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    Remus Lupin becomes king of the cockroaches, Fabian Prewett writes a book, Gilderoy Lockhart is a catfish, and Sirius Black realizes he's a fucking idiot.

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    16 Nov 2024

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    What if Chimney didn't just punch Buck? What if he was so blinded by his own rage and desperate need to find Maddie that he injures Buck far deeper than a single punch? When Eddie finds his best friend unconscious and barely breathing on his own kitchen floor, it starts a tidal wave that no one saw coming. With Buck fighting for his life, the 118 is divided on if Chimney actually did this to Buck or if Buck was just lying to get back at Chimney for taking Maddie from him. Regardless, Chmney is AWOL with a warrant out for his arrest. And he's on the run with Jee-Yun.

    Eddie is doing everything he can to keep Buck alive and back on the road to recovery. And surprisingly he has some help from someone he least expected, Tommy Kinard, who has become a lifesaver to both Buck and Eddie. But when Chimney is arrested and Jee-Yun is placed in Buck's custody, can Tommy and Eddie manage to keep Buck from drowning? Or will Eddie finally lose his best friend? And will Tommy lose the man that he quickly fell in love with? And just how long will it take for Buck to realize that he was madly in love with Tommy? One thing is for certain, this new family was in for some serious turbulence.

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    31 Oct 2024

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    Marauders bassist Remus Lupin left the band over a year ago, and ever since the internet has been wild with break-up rumors between him and lead singer Sirius Black.

    Now Lupin has come back from his hiatus to release his debut solo album, along with his new best friend, Regulus Black, and dating rumors are begging to fly again - this time with a different brother.

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    24 Oct 2024

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    Loras frowned at the boy, completely bemused. “Why would you be frightened of Lord Renly?” he laughed.

    The boy grew pale. “Why would I not be?” He turned his face up to Loras’ rather stubbornly. “I’ve heard that if you say his name three times, it summons a storm. He appears behind you with a clash of lightning.”

    Loras just smiled. He wondered whether he should bother telling the boy that that was the worst description of Renly he’d ever heard.

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    25 Jul 2024

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    It takes the Order nearly three months after the end of the war to remember that he exists.
    Remus Lupin has given his life to the cause, and when he’s finally recalled from the field he discovers that everyone he loves is dead or gone.
    How is he supposed to continue when everything he lived for has been taken away?

    (on hiatus until the authors brain decides to cooperate)

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    10 Jun 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 74

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    Sirius Black loved “Spin the Bottle”. The stupid little muggle game that Mary had introduced them all to at the first party of the year. It was stupid and fun and made him feel like the teenager he was instead of the young adult he would soon be. He loved the casual voyeurism of it and how sometimes when two people kissed they had chemistry that no one expected. He loved how many people looked at him with hunger in their eyes when he spun the bottle, their casual adoration feeding him like a hearty meal. He loved how when the bottle did fall on him, and more often than not, the person's eyes were filled with joy and thanks. When their lips finally met, they possessed a needy air that he was oh so willing to meet.

    He also loved how much Remus hated it. As soon as it was brought up, the quiet boy with the serious eyes and quiet demeanour would scrunch up his nose and immediately try to run. He would eventually be brought into the fold and sit with his eyes cast downward at his feet, refusing to watch the spectacle all around him. Every once in a while, the bottle would stop in his direction and he would look up in abject terror; his cheeks growing redder with every step forward the intended kisser took.

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    11 Apr 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 45

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    22 Dec 2023

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    Sirius and Remus are madly in love, until they’re not. But even then, they can’t seem to stay away from each other. They’re perfect together, if only everything would stop falling apart. Something that feels so good can’t be a bad idea, right?

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    05 Dec 2023

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    Everyone deserves a little happiness, even Sirius Black and Remus Lupin.

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    27 Sep 2023

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    Nobody warned Sirius how awkward coming back from the dead could be.

    In exchange for saving him, Hermione gave Sirius only one instruction: “We can’t interfere,” she insisted. “If anyone finds out you’re alive before the right time it will ruin everything.” Too bad that Sirius Black was never very good at respecting rules.

    Of course, if he had followed the rules, he wouldn't have discovered that Remus Lupin has apparently taken his death rather badly.

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    22 Jul 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 45

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    The first wizarding war is over, and they won. Voldemort is gone for good and his followers (including a certain rat) are in Azkaban. Now it's time to pick up the shattered pieces of their lives and try to move on.

    Inspired by the film Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Remus and Sirius (along with James and Lily) try to recover from the war in whatever way they can.

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    Remus and Sirius meet and a connection forms. Everything about it is familiar, which makes sense when they find out that they've actually met before.

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    07 Jun 2023

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    What if, when Petunia Dursley found a little boy on her front doorstep, she took him in? Not into the cupboard under the stairs, not into a twisted childhood of tarnished worth and neglect—what if she took him in?

    Petunia was jealous, selfish and vicious. We will not pretend she wasn’t. She looked at that boy on her doorstep and thought about her Dudders, barely a month older than this boy. She looked at his eyes and her stomach turned over and over. (Severus Snape saved Harry’s life for his eyes. Let’s have Petunia save it despite them).

    Let’s tell a story where Petunia Dursley found a baby boy on her doorstep and hated his eyes—she hated them. She took him in and fed him and changed him and got him his shots, and she hated his eyes up until the day she looked at the boy and saw her nephew, not her sister’s shadow. When Harry was two and Vernon Dursley bought Dudley a toy car and Harry a fast food meal with a toy with parts he could choke on Petunia packed her things and got a divorce.

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    30 May 2023

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    Rhaenyra Targaryen’s campaign should be a disaster. She has a weirdly close relationship with her uncle, had an affair with Harwin Strong while married to Laenor Velaryon, dates celebrities of all genders and swears on prime-time television. She goes viral on social media, comes from old money but leads a left-leaning campaign and says the truth in interviews.

    This senate race should be a slam dunk. The easiest win of Alicent’s career.

    Instead, she wakes up to learn Rhaenyra is beating her father’s candidate by fifteen points in the polls.

    This country is fucked.

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    07 Apr 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Don’t ask me to do things you’ll regret.” The words come out as hardly more than a whisper, and the hardness in Sirius’s gaze slips, replaced by something more open and vulnerable.

    “I won’t.” He finds himself whispering too, as if a louder sound might ruin the moment.

    The air between them is still and quiet, punctuated only by the wail of a siren somewhere outside in the distance. Sirius wets their lips, and they lift the joint back up and breathe. The tip burns orange. “Okay.” Wisps of smoke curl around their lips and they close the gap between them.

    - - -

    Or Remus and Sirius smoke weed, realize they both have feelings for each other, and hook up.

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    12 Mar 2023

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    James let his head fall into his hands, rubbing at the temples as if trying to push Remus's words of of his head.

    “Six months.” He muttered in disbelief letting the reality of it all sink in. “I was gone for six months. How did this happen? How did it all get so messed up in just six months!”

    Glancing between his fingers he saw Remus grimace from the doorway. “If we are going to be accurate, we let it get all messed up in seventy two hours. It’s just… still a mess six months later.”

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    James survives on the night of Halloween 1981. Barely. He was badly injured and in a coma which the experts said would be permanent. What no one expected was for James Potter to wake up six months later to a world that he doesn’t recognise, where everything is wrong and his loved ones are hurting or gone.

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    09 Mar 2023

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