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“Uh, Hen?” Buck replies. “Could you–Uh. We need some help.”
“I swear to God,” she mutters as she hoists her bag up over her shoulders and follows the loud, pattering sounds of their scuffling. She’s feeling a headache brew right between her temples and she cannot wait to pickpocket Buck’s turnouts for his industrial-strength Tylenol then pretend to not know where it is when she inevitably puts it back in the wrong pocket. “Can’t keep your damn hands to yourself for the life of you.”
“I think you mean paws.”
“I don’t mean paws. Did I say paws? Why would I ever mean paws?”
or, after eddie comes in contact with a bundle of magic catnip inside a problematic botánica, he finds himself in the care of his team; can the magic be reversed or will he become firestation 118's new furry mascot?
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- Part 32 of the great gig in the sky | buddie fics
- Part 1 of you are in love
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22 Aug 2024
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“Who said that’s what’s best for you?”
“It just is.”
“What are you feeling right now? Us talking about this.”
Eddie picked up The Word Wheel and stared. Words started to blur, but he started in the middle, with the Sad and Angry sections of the wheel. He followed lines until he felt like he could place why he’s worrying the skin of his lower lip. Sad > Vulnerable > Fragile. Angry > Distant > Withdrawn. Angry > Bitter > Indignant. Sad > Guilty > Ashamed.
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Or, Eddie learns how to use his words.
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18 Aug 2024
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the sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me by heir2slytherin
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Aug 2024
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Eddie smiled, thumb leaving Buck’s collarbone and landing somewhere else. Somewhere it hadn’t been before. Somewhere that had a purpose.
Because it was there for a discernible amount of time. It was there for an amount of time that could be counted, that could be tracked. It was there to do a job, a task.
Maybe some people wouldn’t notice. Maybe Buck was just attuned to this kind of thing from being in the field. Or maybe Eddie was the one who didn’t notice. Maybe it was Eddie who was just so used to applying his fingers to certain places on a patient to make sure that they were still alive.
But Buck was pretty sure he knew what this was, and it was confirmed for him when Eddie next spoke.
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Or, Eddie and Buck navigate Christopher leaving, a breakup, and an evil captain through pulse point touches.
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Or, or, 9 times Eddie touches one of Buck's pulse points and one time Buck touches Eddie's.
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13 Aug 2024
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Christopher was gone, missing.
It wasn’t anyone’s fault, but as Eddie watched the man he loved break right in front of him, he knew Buck blamed himself, that the guilt was already eating him alive.
Eddie had the urge to be in two places at once, wanting to comfort Buck, but needing to find his son. Chris was his whole world; Buck had stepped right into it.
They didn’t find Chris that night, or the next. He was gone, swept away with the storm. Some things floated back to shore, while others, well—they were lost forever.
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After the tsunami, Christopher goes missing. He doesn’t come back, at least, not right away. This is NOT mcd.
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- Part 5 of bthb
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Eddie falls in love with Evan when he’s nineteen. He falls in love with Buck when he’s twenty-seven.
And he loves him all the years in between.
(or the one where Eddie and Buck meet when they work together on Eddie’s uncle’s ranch, and again when Eddie walks into the 118 eight years later.)
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Buck's gotten pretty used to answering the phone at all hours to talk Eddie down.
Post-season 7, Eddie's having a hard time coping with Chris's absence.
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- Part 11 of Buddie One-Shots
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10 Aug 2024
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“Buck. Has anyone ever kissed you just to kiss you?” There’s a softness to his voice that fills Buck with the kind of guilt you feel when you’ve messed up before you even began.
Or the one where Buck finally gets his spine tingling, firework inducing, true love-esque kiss
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08 Aug 2024
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Eddie wants to shave, but he's far too exhausted. Luckily, Buck has a solution for him.
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06 Aug 2024
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“Eds?” His voice comes out groggy.
“Yeah, baby,” he hears Eddie say, soft. “You okay?”
Buck lifts his head from the pillow and turns to his voice, like a sunflower moving to face his sun. “I got seasick,” he says miserably.
buck gets seasick on a cruise.
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04 Aug 2024
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Buck is fucking frozen. His mouth is dry, and his brain is blank except for oh no, oh fuck reverberating in his frontal lobe. He can’t answer. He feels the pressure against the metaphorical closet door, the hinges creaking against the weight of the boxes crashing down.
“Are those… hearing aids?” He registers Eddie's voice through the ringing in his ears.
It takes him a moment before he can finally whisper it out. He feels his head nod against his will.
“Yeah.”
The door gives out.
or: how a conversation about tardigrades results in buck grappling with a disability he's suppressed, getting hearing aids, and realizing that the family he craves has been there for him all along. in that order.
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- Part 1 of hard of hearing buck
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31 Jul 2024
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“Chris is my kid, Tommy. I know it’s not super conventional or whatever, but Chris will always be my priority. So if my kid asks to come spend time with me for a couple hours, I’m going to say yes. Every time."
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Four times Buck's relationship with Chris negatively affected his romantic relationship and one time it didn't.
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30 Jul 2024
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Buck often sits and naps near Bobby who is doing paper work.
It becomes a ritual.
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22 Jul 2024
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it's been building up inside of me (for oh I don't know how long) by heir2slytherin
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jun 2024
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Eddie hummed in response. “How does it work?”
“Well, it’s completely anonymous,” Hen began, which she knew Eddie would appreciate. “It’s for you to say what you need to say and read what other people have to say. It’s a place for you to feel seen without actually being seen.”
“Is that the tagline?” Eddie asked with a smirk.
Hen grinned. “No, but isn’t that a good one?”
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Sailor409 knows he's in love with his best friend but he needs some help with everything else in his life; BeachBoy118 knows he's bi and doesn't think there's anything else he needs to learn.
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17 Jul 2024
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Buck and Bobby's text messages through the years, from
[Sent 16:37] Hi Evan, please make sure you bring photo ID on Thursday. We will need it to complete those last pieces of onboarding paperwork
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[Sent 13:17] Yeah well you are my kid.–
Or, the progression of Buck and Bobby’s relationship from probie and captain to father and son as told by text messages (and the occasional missed call and draft message they can't quite bring themselves to send).
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- Part 1 of Buck and Bobby texting saga
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12 Jul 2024
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Chris wants his dad. He wants his bed. But he can't have those yet, and he and Dad never really text because if Dad’s not working they’re usually together or one of them is too busy to text, so texting Dad feels weird, but Buck… He can text Buck.
do you think it was a good thing for Pandora to keep hope in the box?
The little dots pop up immediately, which Chris wasn’t expecting.
I’m not sure. I do know that it technically wasn’t a box, it was a pithos, which is like a big jar they used for storage. Box is a mistranslation, but it became so widely used that we all just roll with it now.
It’s a very classic Buck response. The dots keep going.
On that note, “hope” isn’t an exact translation either. Another way that people translate it is “deceptive expectation.” Hope isn’t necessarily deceptive, and we tend to use it in a positive way, so it’s maybe not the BEST word to use, but I guess in English we don’t have a better one for “deceptive expectation” and “hope” sounds pithier.
Deceptive expectation. Huh.
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17 Jun 2024
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Eddie repeats his affirmations in the mirror every morning, while he shaves the stubble from his jaw.
My name is Eddie Diaz. I am autistic. I am gay. I am a good dad and I am a good person. I deserve to be happy and I deserve to feel good.
(It's taken him a long to be able to say it outside of his head. It's taken him an even longer time to say it and believe it.)
Series Title has been updated. Series was previously titled you be my home, i'll be your party
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Five times someone made Buck feel insecure about his birthmarks, and one time someone defended him.
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28 May 2024
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“Family doesn’t have to be you, and Christopher, and a woman that could maybe be his mother. It can just be you and Christopher. It can be you, and Christopher, and the people around you that love you enough to never stop trying.”
“Like Buck.” Eddie doesn’t mean to voice it, but it feels nice to do it anyway.
“Sure,” Frank nods. There is a smile on his face, one that Eddie doesn’t think he’s seen before. “Like Buck.”
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Eddie Diaz’s life is going great. He’s in therapy, he’s got a great girlfriend, a great kid, his friend is getting married to the woman of his dreams, and his best friend just came out to him.
Now his best friend is dating their new friend.
Things are going great. He promises.
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23 May 2024
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Buck’s voice was soft and hesitant, but full of patience when he finally spoke again. “Did I do something to upset you, Chris? I can leave—”
“No!” Chris whirled on him, a complete shift from the standoffish vibe he had been giving a second ago. The tears he bravely held back finally broke free from his eyes, sliding down his rosy cheeks from behind his glasses. He shook his head vehemently, the yellow crayon falling to the table. “No, I’m not mad. Please…” His words turned to whimpers, his lip trembling. “Please don’t leave me too.”
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you with the dark curls (you with the watercolour eyes) by lous_sunfl0wer
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 May 2024
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Eddie‘s injuries in Afghanistan ended up permanently damaging the nerves in his left arm so instead of a firefighter he becomes a 9-1-1 dispatcher when he gets to LA. He becomes friends with Maddie first. Things go from there.