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Remus works in a record shop and writes letters to his favourite band, longing for the day he receives a letter back.
Sirius is the masked, anonymous front man for Toujours Pur, a mostly unknown band, and is on the run from the police. He receives letters from a fan often, and holds onto them as if they’re something precious.
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To the Moon and Sirius by PrettyBoysinLove1
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, David Bowie (Musician), Heroes - David Bowie (Song), Outside- David Bowie (album), Blackstar- David Bowie (album)
14 May 2025
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Remus reverts to the mischief and magic of marauders days to fulfill Sirius’ dream of seeing David Bowie live in 1995 in New York City, and in doing so, opens a line of communication between the Wizarding world and the Muggle world that could change the nature of reality.
A fantasy of escape for Remus and Sirius that imagines the life and the love they chose at the end of All the Young Dudes, a tribute to the alchemy of David Bowie and a New York idyll.Bookmarked by sincehewas18
23 Oct 2025
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from the jaws of defeat by goldenprophet, ixiedust, remuspinksweater
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
27 Aug 2025
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Of course, eventually James will point out that Sirius had technically lost the bet and he owes him a night of espresso bar cleanup. That’s how Sirius will know everything is back to normal between them.
But for now… he’s here.
In the hospital. Eyes shut. Trying to focus on anything else but the dull and all-consuming ache in his jaw. Waiting for the elusive Dr. Lupkin—or was it Dr. Luplin? Sirius honestly can’t remember what the nurse had said—to come in and tell him what’s wrong and how to fix it.
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- Part 1 of unhinged
Bookmarked by EltaninTheBright (sincehewas18)
25 Aug 2025
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we ❤️ medical crack (and minions)
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“Well,” Remus says quietly, “you don’t let people know you."
“And you’re saying you know me?” Sirius drawls, leaning back in his chair. “You’re the only one?”
The half-arsed derision in his tone doesn’t seem to surprise or intimidate Remus. He only smiles, knowing.
It is one thing to love a person; it is quite another to see them as they truly are and to love them all the same. And sometimes, Sirius thinks, he’d rather die than let anybody see beneath the defensive facade of his brave face.
From 1971 to 1978, the Hogwarts years of obsession, betrayal, recklessness, lies, too much drink, insecurity, and all eclipsing sexual frustration. Seven years of Sirius Black’s insufferable god-complex, of Remus Lupin’s most private shames, of secret relationships, awkward hookups, James Potter’s blunt advice, and more yearning than sense. Seven years for Sirius to finally admit to himself that what he wants is not only to be loved, but to be known entirely. And therein lies the difficulty.
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- Part 1 of Brave Face
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29 May 2025
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Your Hands on My Body by UndercityViktor
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
28 Feb 2022
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*Viktor voice* "I present to you...": A Modern AU with Jayce working as a physio and sports massage therapist after crashing out of medical school, and Viktor, who works at the university and researches and builds bionic prosthetics etc. After he is referred to Jayce for a sports massage, Viktor unwillingly goes and finds that it’s not as much hokum as he was expecting…
Chill Modern AU where everyone is pretty happy, and no one gets hurt and there's no big drama, just found family taking care of each other.
*Rating has gone up from Teen to Explicit, so please be mindful of that.*
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20 Feb 2025
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Remus has never had a dream of his own. Every night, he enters worlds of other people’s minds, hells and heavens. He helps when he can, he watches if he can’t, he hides if he must. But then, when he meets Sirius in a nightmare, everything changes.
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06 Feb 2025