15 Bookmarks by surrenderingstar

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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Fyodor Dostoyevsky is a nun, and Nikolai gogol is a devilish runt out to get her.

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    29 Mar 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Jane Crocker is utterly fed up with the boys in her life. Roxy does her best to listen.

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    22 Mar 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    "So then, we won't become lovers. You be Arthur Rimbaud, and I'll be Paul Verlaine... and we'll... we'll do whatever we need to do."

    AKA: Rimbaud isn't prepared for this particular kind of training.

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    1/1
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    21 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The insane french homosexuals

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Fydor and Nikolai have down time. since Fydor is sick and being cared for by Nikolai. Luckily, she has some tricks up her sleeve for how to relax a restless partner.

     

    (AKA, fem fyolai smut.)

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    05 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    They reach for the four of clubs at the same time, but Nikola swats Fedya's hand away as she picks up the retelling of her day. It’s hard enough trying to pay attention to one of the most mind numbingly easy games on its own, but it’s damn near impossible with Nikola going on about who said what and which one of her muscles is sore from overexertion.

    Not that she’s an unpleasant distraction. No, it’s quite the contrary.

    The worst is when she throws out a leg and gently rolls forward to stretch out her hips, still moving cards and talking all the while. Fedya's eyes stay glued to the solitaire spread between them despite not possessing an ounce of care for it.

    Nikola grabs the ball of her foot and leans over to stretch her side, a drawn out sigh spilling from her lips. “You’re bored, aren’t you?”

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    05 Mar 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    She has dreams where she’s a god. She has dreams where she spins the framework of the universe on her fingertips like a basketball. She wakes from these exhilarated, ecstatic, ready for more.

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    12
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    52
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    13
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    01 Mar 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dave’s never been one for nihilism, but if there’s ever a point to start, he figures literal minutes before the total and obsolete end of his life as he knows is probably it. Not like there’s any point in giving a shit about things that matter, now, right? Forget flogging it, it’d just be taking the poor dead horse and throwing it down a few flights of stairs and then running it over with a semi-truck for good measure. So to speak.

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    01 Mar 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 32

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    Dave disappears. Rose finds him.

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    6
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    1,146

    01 Mar 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 27

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    Unless the blood you can smell around you is from your brother. It's a nice thought to entertain, but logically, you know it isn't; if it was, you definitely would not be lying on the ground feeling for all the world like you've just had the living daylights beaten out of you.

    Or you would be dead. He's temperamental like that.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    27
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    01 Mar 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 18

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    TG: i had a dream
    TG: another one

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    01 Mar 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 35

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    Dave has a confession to make about his altered sense of identity. Rose listens.

    (Essentially, an AU where Davesprite lives in Dave's head, even after Sburb is behind them all.)

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    19 Feb 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 74

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    Your name is Rose Lalonde, you are nine years old, and you have just heard the word gay for the first time.

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    24 Jan 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this one is forever engraved into my brain. thank you.

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Rose.” Dirk’s tone was calm but strict. “Your mother had a bright future ahead of her. And I’m proud of her for, for managing to make such a life for herself after being a teen pregnancy. She’s not another statistic, she’s…”

    To anyone else, Rose might look annoyed, but Dirk could read the sadness reflecting off her eyes. The way she played with her hair, the way she pulled at a thread on her old pajamas.

    “She’s your mother, Rose.” Dirk sighed. “Just how I’m your father, no matter what you call me.”

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    Dirk Strider, father to twin children at 15 years old, has to deal with the return of their mother and her newfound family.

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    24 Jan 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    You remember being cocooned in warm arms, and gin-laced, pitying banalities in playing in your ears as she would cup your small, frozen hands in her own. You try not to pity your younger self for letting such a transparent performance take you in. You try not to pity your present self for still treasuring the memory.

    What do you do when you have a genetically-coded predisposition for a behavior that runs completely counter to your equally genetically-coded need to be an aloof motherfucker? Obviously talking to your one living relative is out of the question.

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    24 Jan 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Nah, we’re just throwing a pity party for ourselves,” Dave tells him.
    “About…?”
    “We miss John and Jade,” Rose elaborates. Karkat considers this a moment.
    “Can I join?”
    Dave shrugs, Rose’s head still on his shoulder.
    “The more the merrier.”

    "The idea of “max inclusivity” that is used to defend racist fanworks and behavior on the AO3 prioritizes content over people." End Racism in the OTW.

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    1
    Comments:
    4
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    67
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    392

    24 Jan 2023

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