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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Contains Spoilers for "What to Expect When You're Not Expecting" by ScreamingFangirl!

     

    “I want what they have.” He whispered ashamed.
    “I want it so badly, and they didn't even- they didn’t even want it! They didn't even try! Fuck, I shouldn't think like this- they’re our pack, we need to keep them safe and I am scared I’ll-” he choked on his words, not able to vocalize them.

    Not able to admit out loud what hid in his deepest core.

    “...I swear I’m trying…” he whimpered softly.
    “I am pushing the feelings all down, they don’t deserve to see this- the pack needs me, needs us and I just-”

    “Keralis, love-” Xisuma started gently, his hand still brushing through his hair. Voice gentle, as if he was talking to an injured animal.

    Worry. Worry. Worry. Protect. Love.

    The omega lifted his head to look into his mate’s eyes, inhaling shakily before he blurted out:
    “Xisuma, I think I need professional help. I keep- I can’t-” he shook his head, clenching his eyes shut as he scrambled for the right words.

    “I want to stand proud by your side. I can’t keep bottling up. I- I think I’ll break if I keep going.”

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    For a moment Xisuma feels as though the world has dropped out from under him— as though he has been sundered from it, and there is nothing below or around him as far as the eye can see— as though there is no anchor and nothing to grab hold of, only himself and a vastness on all sides. This world that he has built, the world his players have built— negligible, at best, hardly realer than a flicker on a silver screen. It would crumple like wet paper, if he told it to.

    He is the universe cradling his players, holding them in his palm above a silence that’d claim them if he let it claim them. It would have had Scar. It would have had Cleo. It would have Joe, now, if he allowed it. They are so terribly fragile.

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    aka 4 times xisuma gets propositioned by his players who are expecting him to make use of certain admin privileges, and he is really not whatsoever interested in hurting them even though he theoretically should be according to some people. and 1 time that is, uh, NOT what happens.

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Zedaph is, once again, on a mission. This season, in addition to the deginations datapack, they are running a sex advancements datapack. And he intends to get them all.

    The first few are easy. Get a kiss, get five kisses. Have sex. Have sex five times. The simple repetition advancements are fun, but not really a challenge, giving just how much the hermits fuck. No, those are more fluff than anything else. The real challange starts later.

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    Zed on a quest to gain as many of the custom sex advancements as he can.

    Mind the tags. Reiterating the warning for eye gore. Everything is consensual, even if it does not appear so at first glance. Zed has a safeword he can use at any time. They all do.

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    27 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Grian’s caught a cold at the beginning of the season, and he’s already tired of overbearing.. everyone. When Xisuma shows up, he thinks he can stand the usually mild beta for at least long enough to at least get cleaned up and back into bed.
    Instead he gets several preconceptions flipped over bedrock, and actually enjoys the evening instead of just putting up with a solicitous packmate.
    And finds a new nickname for Xisuma.

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    24 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    The suit’s for their protection, not his.

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    19 Dec 2025