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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Tommy stopped caring a long time ago.

    He stopped hoping for somehting better, because there was nothing better for him.

    So he lives, because he refuses to die, and for no other reason.

    He refuses to be the kid who lost to the foster system.

    So he fights, just simply to live.

    He stopped caring so long ago.

    So here he is. Relying on nothing and no one, and certainly not hope, but refusing to die.

    He knows it will never get better, but he doesn't have the energy to bother caring.

    He knows Dream is not better, but he tells Puffy he will be fine, because he will be. He has to be.

     

    MAIN TWs: Su!cide, Blood, SH, @buse, de@th, alcohol/drugs, anxiety, depression, and more

    Please read the trigger warnings before each chapter, but these ones will be spread throughout it, if you don't feel comfortable reading about these things, please don't! Make sure you are in a safe state before reading this.

    ❗️unless clearly stated that they are romantic partners (eg. Sally and Wilbur), its platonic❗️

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    24 Aug 2024

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    Tommy jerks forward when the car stops abruptly, and he curses loudly.

    "Jesus christ, Lady! Learn how to drive!" He grumbles.

    "We're here." His social worker says, sounding spiteful and god Tommy hopes she trips on the way to the front door.

    "Don't slam the car door!" He hears her say.

    Tommy slams the door.

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    Or; fosterfic where Tommy is unbearably exhausted of being in the system and just wants to get out.

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    03 Jul 2024

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    ⚠️ DISCONTINUED ⚠️

    Tommy was a "problem child," not by choice, though. Growing up moving from place to place and living in constant fear made him like this. Past homes he's been in didn't help either; all they did was supply him with a deep hatred of himself and many, many bruises for show. But maybe... Just maybe... This time will be different...

    WITH A BIT OF A MAGIC TWIST

    Or

    Follow Tommy in his journey of recovery and healing with Dadza, Wilbur, and Techno.
    Spoilers he doesn’t want to be fixed

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    Not me projecting onto Tommy smh; heed the warnings, everybody, this shit is about to get crazy.
    But seriously, so this fic is obviously angsty and dark and focuses on a lot of traumatic experiences.

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    26 Jun 2024

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    **Currently being re-written**

    His whole world feels like it’s turning upside down. Then again, it’s felt like that ever since he managed to escape The Commission.

    Because, for his entire conscious existence, he’s been trained to do one thing, and one thing only. His hands were not made for gentle kindness or soft touch. His hands were created for one thing, and one thing only: killing.

    Through the brutality and the loss, he kept his head down and did everything he had to do to just survive. He thought he knew everything he needed to know about the world. The sun rises in the East and sets in the West. The sky is blue, grass is green.

    Distraction is weakness. Weakness is death.

    But he’s slowly learning that, maybe, there’s more to life than just making it to the next day...


    (or, Tommy is a deadly assassin and manages to escape the organization that raised him, only to discover there is more to life than just killing )


    (or, or Tommy learns to heal with the unsuspecting help of a family that adopts him into their own villainy)

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    26 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    He wasn't napping. He was concentrating every cell of his body on memorizing the warmth of someone holding him, and the smell of the grass twisting in the breeze. His head pressed against Wilbur's heartbeat, counting the beats as they went.

    His senses dialed in on his slowing breathing, easing, while his watchful heart chugged on, stupid and greedy, and his arms stayed by his sides though they wanted to hold him back.

    "Blink twice if you want me to mercy kill you." Techno joked, but stared into his eyes like he meant it.

    He closed his eyes, smiling. "You two suck."

    Tommy prayed to anyone listening that he'd be chosen to stay with them.

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    24 Jun 2024