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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    Hajime plants a garden.
    It's as much a promise as it is a food source; Hajime will nurture and grow this new little life they have, and he will be here for the foreseeable future, and good things will bloom despite everything.

    But the garden won't grow.

    (This story doesn't end well.)

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    28 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    While looking for Sonia, Kazuichi stumbles upon Gundham and finds him upset over a recently deceased cat. Even though he considers themselves romantic rivals, he can't just leave him like this.

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    27 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    It's been a couple weeks since Hajime and his class have been taken to Jabberwock Island. Nothing bad has happened and everyone seems to be getting along. Well, everyone except Fuyuhiko who's been distant form anyone. Determined to make sure everyone gets along, Hajime sets out to befriend him.

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    27 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    During an argument regarding an ex-classmate's situation, Hajime tells Fuyuhiko to bite him, an idiom typically reserved for rudely telling someone that you are upset or annoyed with something they have just said or done.

    Fuyuhiko doesn't do idioms. Fuyuhiko bites Hajime.

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    6/6
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    27 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Dan's home from tour, and Phil has missed him

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    31 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    Dan decides to reward Phil for cancelling the challenge in their latest video and for inviting him over to the hotel room.

     

    Based off their $25 vs $10,000 Hotel video

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    31 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    "Do you remember how-" Dan began, then sighed softly, tucking his face away more in Phil's body so the next words that followed were muffled. "How we ehm - well, before I said we should like, just see what- what we both feel like doing, when I'm at uni,"

    "I remember, yeah," Phil answered instead, maybe succeeding at that neutral tone a little bit better. Not leading, not expecting, but equally not rejecting or feeling put out about it.

    Dan cleared his throat, his fingers fidgeting.

    "What if I hadn't said that? What do you think we might be doing?" Dan asked quietly.

    Light rain hit the window of the sliding door. The wind picked up just slightly.

    Maybe the universe wanted some sort of resolution too.

    or the one where phil makes dan's bad day just a little bit better

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    31 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Want me to touch you properly?” Phil asked Dan curiously, taking the hand away from both his crotch and his nipple and moving to hook his thumbs into the edge of his swimmers, as if he was going to coax them down.

    Dan nodded, squirming to try and help before Phil put his hand on Dan’s stomach to still him.

    “Beg, then,” Phil encouraged, in exactly that same tone but it did something so different to Dan that he almost felt his stomach drop out of his arse.

    or the one where dan has a broken arm and needs help with washing his hair

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    31 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 71

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    Dan steps off the train, and in front of him, looking equally as dishevelled but somehow still the most beautiful thing Dan has ever seen, is Phil. He’s real, Dan thinks, stupidly, in utter disbelief that the person he’s been thinking of almost every waking moment for the past few months is right here. Phil smiles, a wide, crooked grin. “Dan!” he exclaims, stepping closer, bringing him into an all-consuming hug. It feels warm, hopeful, like a sigh of relief. It feels like the Phil he’s slowly fallen in love with. It feels familiar, somehow. Dan leans into it, wrapping his arms around Phil, too. He smells like cheap Lynx body spray, but it’s somehow the best thing Dan’s ever smelled. “Hi,” says Phil, so quiet it’s almost a whisper. He sounds nervous, too, which makes Dan feel a little bit better.

    Or: Dan and Phil through the years, from 2009 to now, from the internet to real life.

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    31 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 32

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    Five years ago, Phil Lester was the frontman of The Fair Youths: an indie band with promise, a finished debut album, and everything to prove. They sent the record demo to Daniel Howell, a renowned and viciously popular critic, infamous for his cult following and merciless takedowns on the hope of being in his good graces. The review came quickly and brutally. Scathing, dismissive, and published before the album ever dropped, it crushed their momentum and ended the band before they had a chance to begin.

    In the present day, Phil has paved the path for a solo path after an EP gone viral and is ready for his first album. He's older, sharper, and finally ready to be heard on his own terms. With a clear vision in mind, he thinks that this project could only go smoothly. But when his label assigns a new producer to shape the sound of his career, there’s only one name on the file: Daniel Howell. Turns out that Dan has decided to try out producing after a file of his experimental music got leaked online to rave reviews and doesn't remember Phil. Great.

    Together, they'll have to navigate buried resentment and the uncomfortable pull of something deeper. And once it comes to light, nothing will sound the same again.

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    31 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 66

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    with builders in the house, the boys have a little fun down the hall.

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    18 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil realized his superpower when he was seven years old. He can summon a single pigeon any time and place he wants. Useless, but kind of fun.

    It takes Dan until he's thirty-four to figure out what his power really is.

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    18 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 42

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    Phil hops across the Meridian Line and gets a chance to relive the day he met Dan.

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    08 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    In online discussions surrounding fandom and fan engagement, different frameworks exist to delineate and differentiate between different types of fandom. These include transformative, affirmational, curatorial, and forensic fandoms- four categories which frequently overlap in different fannish activities and communities yet provide distinct frameworks for understanding how communities function. However, these categories do not fully account for a fifth framework through which to view fandom, the parasocial fandom. Parasocial fandom, defined as a fandom community that grows out of a shared parasocial relationship, has a rather paradoxical nature - as it can serve a detriment to the objects of the fandom while simultaneously working to protect these same individuals. Through the example of the Phandom, this paper explores how parasocial fandom’s apparent contradictions demonstrate a more complex narrative.

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    08 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 11

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    Phil likes her teaching job. She's almost a professor and is satisfied with her work life balance. She doesn't have time to fall for her hot, funny, secretly fragile new colleague.
    Dan hates her new teaching job. She's assistant lecturing for mediocre pay on a boring module and wants to get back to practicing law as quickly as possible. She doesn't have time to fall for her hot, funny, secretly fragile new colleague, either.

    Mann Tracht, Un Gott Lacht; Yiddish adage; "man plans, and God laughs".

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    08 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 36

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    It's been a few months now, and for some reason when Dan visits Phil he just feels tired.

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    18 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Since he can remember, Dan has had a bad experience with teachers. When desperate times call for him to take a job as a TA at his local secondary school, he is dreading the experience. Cue Phil Lester: eclectic, vivacious History teacher whom the students and teachers adore for his fantastical, unique methods and sincere passion for his job. Dan was expecting all sorts of drama in his new job, but falling for a member of the faculty was not part of it.

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    18 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil does something heroic, but gets gravely injured. Dan gets a profound lesson in taking people for granted as he is faced with possibly losing Phil forever.

    On the long road to recovery they struggle to keep their feelings to themselves, because they're both absolutely sure the other doesn't feel the same way. But that might hurt more than it helps...

    FINISHED!

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    18 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 10

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    Dan gets her period along with some horrible cramps. Phil looks after her, and Dan reluctantly accepts.
    Cosy phlesbian phluff for your reading pleasure <3

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    25 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
    Dan?

    danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
    yeah?

    Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
    I think I'm in love with you
    I just
    I can't wait to meet you
    --
    Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.

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    Chapters:
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    125,078

    25 Oct 2025

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