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Chapter 255: don't know what to do without you

Notes:

hey there, funny story. i got into an accident on the highway with a school bus yesterday :D

i hit the car in front of me (it was minor, like a bumper car or smth) but then a bus couldn't stop in time and hit me from behind sooooo my car is totaled and i'm shook, fun stuff!!!

also i moved back into my college dorm today, its a crazy week

but enjoy the suspense! <3

Chapter Text

[gay gentlemen]

sunshinehobi: he never responded

sunshinehobi: :] 

cuddlymochi: nooooo :((

cuddlymochi: hobi i’m so so sorry 

sleepysuga: now can i kill him??

kookiebun: ^^ 

taeberry: i can’t believe it 

taeberry: are you okay?

sunshinehobi: no 

modelstatus: what can we do hobi

modelstatus: do you want me to come over? 

lovebugjoon: hobi :( 

sunshinehobi: its fine 

taeberry: not its not!!

modelstatus: i’ll come over

sunshinehobi: you don’t have to 

sunshinehobi: kinda want to be alone 

cuddlymochi: you shouldn’t be alone :(

sunshinehobi: well i am 

cuddlymochi: seokjin pls go 

cuddlymochi: yoongi and i have class 

sleepysuga: i’ll be home in a few minutes 

cuddlymochi: nevermind 

 

[sunshinehobi, memeturtle chat]

memeturtle: no no no 

memeturtle: hoseok no

 

[gay gentlemen]

sunshinehobi: OH WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT 

 

[sunshinehobi, memeturtle chat] 

memeturtle: oh my god i’m so sorry

memturtle: fuck 

memeturtle: hoseok i’m sorry

sunshinehobi: wow

sunshinehobi: there you are 

memeturtle: i’m sorry 

sunshinehobi: you really expect me to believe that

memeturtle: fuck 

memeturtle: fuck fuck fuck hoseok 

memeturtle: i don’t want to leave you

memeturtle: i don’t

sunshinehobi: sure 

memeturtle: i love you hoseok

sunshinehobi: right

memeturtle: i do 

sunshinehobi: ghosting me for a week doesn’t exactly feel like love

memeturtle: i know 

memeturtle: i know its my fault i fucked this up

memeturtle: please let me explain

memeturtle: we can go to starbucks?

memeturtle: or i’ll come over or something 

sunshinehobi: i gave you a chance and you didn’t take it

memeturtle: please 

memeturtle: i can explain i promise 

sunshinehobi: i don’t know

sunshinehobi: i don’t think it’s a good idea

memeturtle: please

sunshinehobi: if there’s a chance of you doing this again 

sunshinehobi: i don’t want to take it

memeturtle: i won’t

memeturtle: i promise

memeturtle: please let’s just talk

sunshinehobi: i said we could yesterday

sunshinehobi: you waited a day

sunshinehobi: its too late

memeturtle: please don’t do this

memeturtle: i can explain myself

memeturtle: hoseok

memeturtle: hoseok??

memeturtle: hoseok please 

 

[gay gentlemen]

taeberry: what happened

cuddlymochi: hobi??

sunshinehobi: HE RESPONDED

kookiebun: is that good or bad

sunshinehobi: i don’t fucking know

sunshinehobi: i really don’t know 

modelstatus: did he apologize?

sunshinehobi: yes

modelstatus: well thats a plus

sunshinehobi: idk if it matters

sunshinehobi: fuck 

lovebugjoon: are you okay?

sunshinehobi: not at all 

sunshinehobi: now my hopes are up again

sunshinehobi: i hate this 

taeberry: maybe you should give him a chance :(

taeberry: if he’s apologizing maybe he can make up for it

sunshinehobi: but he might not

sunshinehobi: or he might lie 

sunshinehobi: or fake it 

sunshinehobi: that would hurt worse

taeberry: do you think he loves you?

sunshinehobi: i want to say no

sunshinehobi: but i do

taeberry: :)

sunshinehobi: and i’m so stupid for it

taeberry: :(

kookiebun: you’re not stupid hyungie

kookiebun: you’re not doing anything wrong

sunshinehobi: i’m just leading myself on

sunshinehobi: this is stupid

sunshinehobi: i’m not talking to him

sunshinehobi: it won’t end well

taeberry: are you sure?

sunshinehobi: i can’t do it 

modelstatus: its okay

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[kihyunie, sleepysuga chat]

kihyunie: hi

kihyunie: hyungwon’s a mess

sleepysuga: so is hoseok 

kihyunie: do you think he’ll let hyungwon explain himself?

sleepysuga: he doesn’t deserve it

sleepysuga: no explanation is going to make this okay 

kihyunie: i’m sorry do you even know what’s going on on his end?

sleepysuga: no and i don’t care

sleepysuga: a week of being ignored and now you expect hoseok to act like its all fine?

kihyunie: i didn’t say that

kihyunie: hyungwon wasn’t being a dick on purpose

sleepysuga: does it matter

kihyunie: yes it does

kihyunie: its not just about hoseok

sleepysuga: it is for me

kihyunie: okay

kihyunie: okay i’m sorry

sleepysuga: me too

sleepysuga: let’s try again? 

kihyunie: so hyungwon is a mess

sleepysuga: so is hoseok

kihyunie: what can we do

sleepysuga: tell me what was going on with hyungwon

kihyunie: its not really my place

kihyunie: but family issues

kihyunie: his home life is a little bit of a mess 

sleepysuga: is he okay?

kihyunie: yes and no

kihyunie: he should have told hoseok about it but he shut down 

kihyunie: it was hard for me to get a hold of him too 

sleepysuga: does he love hoseok

sleepysuga: for real

sleepysuga: honestly and truly?

kihyunie: he does

kihyunie: i wouldn’t lie to you

kihyunie: he really really does 

sleepysuga: i can’t forgive him

sleepysuga: but i guess he deserves a second chance

kihyunie: at least let him try 

kihyunie: he might still screw it up but let them talk

kihyunie: he really does love him 

sleepysuga: i’ll tell him to see him

kihyunie: thank you

kihyunie: sorry that all this happened

kihyunie: he’s stupid 

sleepysuga: its okay 

sleepysuga: as long as he fixes it 

 

[sleepysuga, sunshinehobi chat]

sleepysuga: as much as i want to you to dump him

sleepysuga: i talked to kihyun

sleepysuga: you should talk to him 

sunshinehobi: i want to 

sunshinehobi: but i don’t want to hear him say all the right things and then do this again

sunshinehobi: or go through all of this just to find out he never loved me to begin with

sleepysuga: he does

sleepysuga: at least kihyun is confident that he does

sunshinehobi: i’m scared

sleepysuga: i know

sleepysuga: its okay that you are

sleepysuga: but i think you’ll feel better if you do

sunshinehobi: i know 

sunshinehobi: what am i supposed to say?

sunshinehobi: how forgiving am i supposed to be?

sleepysuga: just be honest

sleepysuga: you’ll know what you need to say in the moment

sunshinehobi: that’s not helpful :(((

sunshinehobi: what if i screw it up??

sunshinehobi: if i say the wrong thing and leaves anyway

sleepysuga: he won’t

sleepysuga: and you won’t

sleepysuga: you’re better at this than you think you are

sleepysuga: you’re good with people 

sunshinehobi: not like this

sleepysuga: yes like this

sleepysuga: and worst case scenario he leaves you

sleepysuga: it wasn’t meant to be 

sleepysuga: you still have us

sleepysuga: and you look for the real love of your life

sunshinehobi: you’ve all already found them

sunshinehobi: everyone’s so happy 

sunshinehobi: everyone has each other

sunshinehobi: and i’m alone again

sleepysuga: you’re not alone hoseok 

sunshinehobi: i’m not going to be okay 

sunshinehobi: i’m not 

sleepysuga: if it does come to that

sleepysuga: i know you’re strong enough to take it 

sleepysuga: you’ll be able to find the good in it 

sunshinehobi: it doesn’t feel that way

sleepysuga: i know

sleepysuga: i’m almost home

sunshinehobi: okay 

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[sunshinehobi, memeturtle chat]

sunshinehobi: fine

sunshinehobi: come over then 

memeturtle: right now?

sunshinehobi: unless you want to wait another week 

memeturtle: okay

memeturtle: i have a class 

memeturtle: i’ll be there in two hours

sunshinehobi: okay

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memeturtle: i’m coming now

memeturtle: you’re more important i can’t just sit here 

sunshinehobi: wow it only took you ten minutes to text me 

sunshinehobi: new record

memeturtle: i’m sorry hoseokie

sunshinehobi: don’t call me that right now 

memeturtle: i’m sorry

memeturtle: i’m on my way 

 

[gay gentlemen]

sunshinehobi: he’s coming over

sunshinehobi: wish me luck

taeberry: OH MY GOD GOOD LUCK

taeberry: whatever happens its gonna be okay hobi 

taeberry: we’re here for you

lovebugjoon: let us know if you need anything

kookiebun: or if we need to kill anyone

cuddlymochi: ^

sunshinehobi: yoongi’s here

cuddlymochi: oh nvm you’re safe

kookiebun: yoongi will kill him if he deserves it

modelstatus: you’re gonna be okay hobi <3