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Hoseok opened his eyes to the sound of his alarm going off. He fumbled a little as he tried to locate his phone and then shut off the alarm. He sighed, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. He turned on his side, the first rays of sunshine coming through the shutters letting him see the most beautiful sight he had ever seen. Well, not really, but it was still one of the top ten.
He smiled to himself, reaching out his hand.
Yoongi was still fast asleep. Like most mornings, when Hoseok would wake up earlier than him. The sunshine was making his fair skin shine. Or maybe it was the sweat. For some reason, Yoongi always wrapped himself up in the covers even if he wasn't cold. Hoseok couldn't stop the soft chuckle that escaped his lips as that thought crossed his mind.
He touched his fingertips to Yoongi's cheekbones, tracing his pads over the soft skin. His index finger followed the slope of Yoongi's cute button nose, booping it lightly. He traced the closed eyelids, the curve of his lips. He wanted to imprint the beauty of Yoongi's features in his memory. He brushed Yoongi's messy hair from his forehead and leaned in, leaving a soft kiss there. But why stop there? He started to litter soft smooches all over Yoongi's face. Once he reached his lips, he left one light peck. Then another. And another. And another, until Yoongi's lips curved into a smile.

"Mornin', hyung." He whispered, his voice still groggy from sleep.

"You done creeping on me while I sleep?" Croaked Yoongi, cracking one eye open and staring up at him.

Hoseok grinned, propping himself up on his elbow as he used his free hand to brush through Yoongi's hair. "You weren't sleeping, hyung, I felt your toes twitch against my shin."

Yoongi chuckled, closing his eyes again and shifting closer to Hoseok's side. "Busted."

They stayed quiet for a while, Hoseok's fingers never stopping their work through Yoongi's dark locks. "Gonna miss your hair..."
The sleepiness had started to leave his brain, the reality of what was about to happen hitting him. Hard.

"Only my hair?"

Hoseok didn't hesitate. He went back under the covers with Yoongi and threw his arms around him, hugging him close to his chest. "I'm gonna miss everything about you." He whispered against Yoongi's hair.

Yoongi didn't say anything for a while, his arms fumbling a little in their blankets cocoon as he tried to hold Hoseok as tight as he was holding him. He kissed Hoseok's naked chest and then brushed his nose against it, trying to memorize his scent. As if he could ever forget it. "I'm gonna miss you too, Seokie." A long sigh. "So much."

Hoseok's fingers found their way to Yoongi's hair again, scraping lightly against his scalp.

"How much do we have?" He whispered after a while, his voice heavy and muffled against Hoseok's chest.

"A little bit over an hour before the kids are coming over to say bye. Two hours before the salon appointment to get your hair shaved." Explained Hoseok. "I set the alarm earlier so that we could..." he trailed off, feeling a lump closing his throat.

"For once, I'm not even mad you woke me up earlier than necessary." Yoongi had tried to keep his tone playful, but Hoseok knew better. He couldn't be fooled.

So he nodded his head, holding Yoongi a little tighter. He took a deep breath, trying to calm down and be the brave one. Because he knew how nervous Yoongi was. "So." He started, flipping Yoongi over on his back and hovering over him, a smirk on his lips. "Want a goodbye blowjob?"

Yoongi snorted as his hand came up to the back of Hoseok's neck. "Of course." But his eyes were telling another story. He blinked fast, sniffled and then looked to his side, avoiding Hoseok's inquisitive stare.

"Hyung." Hoseok's smirk faltered and he sighed. He leaned down to kiss Yoongi's forehead. "Tell me what's bothering you."

"It's stupid." Yoongi snorted again, but he was biting down on his lower lip and his eyes were still scanning the room instead of Hoseok's face that was right in front of him.

"Hyung." 

Yoongi let out a long sigh that almost turned into a sob as he tried to speak. "I'm so scared you're gonna find someone better than me while I'm away, Seok." He admitted, his eyes finally meeting Hoseok's.

Hoseok gasped loudly, holding himself up and hitting Yoongi's chest with his right hand. "That's scientifically impossible, hyung!"

Yoongi attempted a smile, but his eyes were still filled with fear. So Hoseok went on, pampering kisses all over his boyfriend.

"I could never find someone that has prettier eyes than yours," a kiss on his eyelids, "more delicious lips than yours," a kiss on his lips, "softer hair than yours," a kiss on his head, "cuter nose than yours," a kiss on his nose, "stronger hands than yours," a kiss on each of Yoongi's knuckle, "more handsome face than yours," lots of kisses all over Yoongi's face. He then lowered himself down, leveling his face to Yoongi's stomach. "Well, you could work on your abs..." he mumbled, finally taking off the covers. Yoongi groaned, covering his face with his hands. "Just kidding. I love your soft, cute tummy, please don't get abs!" He blew a raspberry right over Yoongi's belly button, making the older boy giggle.

"Idiot!"

Hoseok went back up, straddling Yoongi's hips and lacing his fingers around his wrists. He tugged softly, uncovering Yoongi's flushed face. "Your idiot?" He asked in a whisper.

"Mine." Confirmed Yoongi, propping himself up on his elbows so he could close the distance between them and kiss Hoseok on the lips.

Hoseok grinned in the kiss, biting down lightly on Yoongi's lower lip before pulling away. "I'm serious, though, hyung."

Yoongi sniffled, touching their foreheads together and closing his eyes.

"I could never find someone better than you because you are the best for me. You are the only one for me, hyung."

Even if he had closed his eyes too, Hoseok could feel Yoongi's cheeks puff up as he smiled. He leaned in and kissed him once again. "We're gonna be fine."
"I told you it was stupid..." he scoffed, pulling away only to rest his forehead on Hoseok's shoulder and look up at him through his eyelashes. "I do believe in us, Seok, and I trust you, but I'm just..."

"Scared?"

"Shitless."

"Me too."

They stayed quiet again, Yoongi wrapping himself around Hoseok's body like a clingy koala.

"It's gonna be hard, but we really are gonna be okay, hyung, I promise."

Yoongi nodded his head the best he could in his position. "I know, baby." He whispered against Hoseok's skin. "I love you so much, Seokie."

"I love you too, hyung." He held him for a little longer, a little tighter, kissing the top of his head and tracing random patterns with the pad of his fingers on his back. "Love you forever."

"Forever." Yoongi's promise was muffled in the crook of Hoseok's neck, but it perfectly reached his heart. He locked it in there, keeping it safe and reachable for whenever he would miss his boyfriend.

He kissed Yoongi's head one last time and then pulled off, pushing Yoongi down on the bed. He straddled Yoongi's hips and smirked down at him. "About that blowjob..." he started, cocking one eyebrow. "Bed or shower?"

Yoongi smacked his lips, tapping his chin with his index finger as he considered his options. "Blowjob in bed and then fuck in the shower?"

"Good choice." He smirked again, circling his hips and feeling Yoongi getting harder underneath him. "Another thing I forgot about!" He chirped. "Your decision making skills. No one is better at that than you!"

Yoongi just groaned, shuddering underneath Hoseok's weight. "Less talking. More sucking, Seok."

"Yessir."