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Eggsy is in deep cover when Harry comes back from the dead.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder his gran used to say but Harry hasn’t just been absent. For the relatively short time they spent together during Eggsy’s training Harry managed to make himself so integral to Eggsy's sense of himself, who he could be. In death he’s only become more of a deified figure, along with Eggsy’s father, a man who he can’t disappoint, a man who he never really got to know.
It was painful, grieving for Harry but safe too, keeping him on that pedestal not acknowledging the attraction that was there between them, the desire, in so many ways a terrible idea but undeniable, hopeful. Eggsy spent so long being angry at Harry for leaving him with the unfinished business of making him into a Kingsman, a gentleman, for taking away that hope, what is he supposed to do with the pain of it now?