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If Despair Never Ended

Summary:

Fourteen students wake up in Hope's Peak Academy, confused and scared, just as a certain mastermind planned. But this time, the Ultimate Fashionista is missing. In her place is a naked, frightened girl with a host of injuries and no memories.

This is an AU branching off from Danganronpa IF, but that's not required reading to understand what's happening.

Chapter 1: Prologue

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The girl took a hoarse, staggered breath, coughed again, and crashed against the wall to her left. Her shoulder, already weak, felt like it would break from the force. One of her knees was weaker than the other, and she slid down the wall and collapsed into a pile a moment later. The floor tiles were cold as ice against her naked skin, and their black-and-white colors were slowly stained pink by the blood trickling from her thighs and her waist.

A familiar feeling welled up in her throat; she knew another fit of coughing was coming. With great effort, she brought a bandaged hand up to her lips. Her body shook as she hacked up more blood and spit, but she could barely hear a sound.

Anything beyond the reach of her hands was a haze. She was definitely in a building, but it was so dark. Whether that was because the lights were dim or because her vision was weak, she couldn’t say. There might have been another wall across from her, but it was too hard to make it out.

Her breasts and hips were covered in bandages, as were various parts of her hands and arms, but the rest of her body was naked. She could tell that they were once white, but had mostly turned either pink or gray with blood or grime. They could have been days old. Between the bandages were countless lumps and bruises; entire portions of her body were just masses of red bumps. All of them hurt, but some were much worse than others. From the skin between the bruises, she guessed she must be very pale.

Her mouth filled with either blood or saliva, or a combination of both, and she managed to swallow. The liquidy mass went down painfully. She rolled her eyes and saw, for the first time, the tresses of unwashed black hair around her shoulders. Her head throbbed, as if some object were being swung inside of it. She groaned, though barely, and tried to concentrate.

Where am I…? she wondered.

She looked around, forcing her eyes to focus. Yes, she decided, it wasn’t just her: the lights here were very dim.

She was in a hallway, a very large one. Dozens of people could have comfortably passed each other here, though no one else was around right now. There were no windows, but there were two thick wooden doors across from her. Next to each was a plaque: 1-A and 1-B.

To her right, the hallway met a metal gate. To her left, it extended past a corner she couldn’t see around. She grunted weakly, then looked back to the gate. It was closed and locked… and yet, it felt to her as if she’d come from that direction. Hadn’t she?

She frowned, massaging one especially painful bruise on her shin. Her thoughts were jumbled, and when she concentrated, all that came to her was a sallow, useless blur.

Her heart leapt out of her chest. She was still shaking, but now it was from fear. With a start, she realized:

I remember nothing.

She could not recall a second of her life before leaning against this wall. She could not remember what this place was. She couldn’t even think of her own name or her face. She reached up and pressed her fingers around her nose, searching for some distinguishing characteristic that would remind me of who she was, or at least what she looked like. But there was nothing.

She turned suddenly to her left. Barely, she’d heard a sound. She closed her eyes. Her ears weren’t as injured as the rest of her body, and it might be possible to hear more.

“… unacceptable!” It was a boy. He was screaming, but he didn’t seem scared. This was more like anger or indignation. “Surely you were aware…”

The girl coughed again, and lost trace of the boy’s voice. But she knew he wasn’t far. She bit the inside of her cheek, and gingerly forced herself to her feet. Without shoes, the floor was cold and harsh. Her ankles almost gave out under her own weight, but she somehow kept upright. She steadied herself against the white wall, coating it in a thin streak of pink, and then lurched forward.

 She still couldn’t stand up straight, and when she moved forward, it felt as if she was really just falling horizontally. Now that she was wobbling forward, she knew that she wouldn’t be able to stop herself without completely slumping to the ground again. If she fell, she wouldn’t be able to get back up.

“… unspeakable! I must report you!” cried the boy.

“Everyone just calm down!” This voice was a girl’s. She was trying to sound diplomatic. “Listen, why don’t we all go around and introduce ourselves?”

There were more voices, eleven or twelve of them, and then a heated argument. The girl lost track of what they were saying.

She stumbled to the other side of the hallway, and then rounded the corner. She could see an enormous door of red velvet. She would have paused to examine it more, even aching as she was, but her legs kept moving on their own. All she could tell of it at a glance was that it looked nothing like the rest of the architecture here.

The girl pressed forward. To her left was another door, this one made of yellow metal. Next to it was a plaque that read A/V Room.

Sweat dribbled across her eyebrows, then off the tip of her nose. She needed to rest. She needed to sit down somewhere. Could she yell out and get the others’ attention? But she knew she couldn’t. Her throat was much too sore.

The hallway opened up into a square chamber. A pillar in the center was surrounded by benches. To her right, a door with a plaque that read School Store. Forward, the hallway continued to parts unknown. To her left…

A large pair of double doors. One was slightly ajar. Through it, she could see shadows moving. What sounded like five different conversations were all going on at the same time.

“Where are we?”

“My name’s Asahina!”

“This is all some kind of weird orientation thing.”

The girl collided hard with the wall next to the doors, but the din of the people inside kept them from noticing. To her surprise, she actually kept her footing by leaning against the wall.

She breathed hard for a bit, listening to the others in the next room.

“You think maybe someone grabbed us and hauled us off and we’re not actually at school?” asked an unfamiliar boy.

“I’m sure that’s it!” said another boy. This one sounded older, though.

The girl inched forward. Carefully, she snuck a peek through the open door. From this vantage, she could see only an unfriendly, cruel-looking girl in a dark school uniform. Hair the same color as the uniform fell in two long braids past her shoulders, and a pair of thin-rimmed glasses covered almost half of her face. This girl hunched slightly, as if uncomfortable in the presence of so many others, and looked back and forth between them while biting on the back of her thumb.

“Ah!” she cried. She looked to the doors suddenly, jumped back, and pointed. “O—over there! There’s someone there!”

The conversations died instantly. The girl in the hallway tried to move back, but she wasn’t fast enough. There was a flurry of steps, and then the door she’d been peeking into flew open. A bright light exploded out of the classroom, and framed a monstrous silhouette: a man with muscles the size of a normal person’s entire body, and long, white hair past his waist.

His body twisted into a fighter’s stance, and his thick arms pulled up to his chin and chest. He could probably have killed the girl with one punch.

The girl gasped and stumbled backwards, losing her balance. A moment later, she was on her back.

“Oh!” The man lowered his arms. With a deep, rumbling voice, he started to speak. “I—”

The girl tried to scream, but she only fell into another fit of coughing. In-between the coughs, she scrambled backwards on the floor, scraping her elbows. Parts of the bandages started to come undone.

Another person exited the room, this one a boy in a white uniform. He wasn’t nearly as large, but his eyes were red and wild, and there was an aura to him that seemed to scream even when his mouth was shut.

“What is—” he started.

The girl twisted, still trying to get away. Another figure came out, and then another. All of them started talking over each other, then screaming.

“Woah!” cried a boy’s voice. “She’s scared!”

He moved out of the crowd, then put up a hand behind himself in a stopping motion. He didn’t approach the girl, though.

He was very short for a boy, shorter even than most of the girls. His hair was a mess of brown spikes, each of them catching the ceiling lights in a slightly different way, and he wore an ugly, too-big jacket of black, brown, and red. A hoodie the size of his entire chest fell behind his head. He was awkward for sure, and seemed almost comical, but there was something about him, about the way he stood or looked down on the girl, that made it impossible to doubt his sincerity.

He smiled nervously, then held out a hand to her. The girl’s heart was beating fast.

“Hello,” he said gently. “My name’s Makoto.”

The others in the room melted away. For a long while, nothing existed except that hand.

Sweat trickled down around the girl’s nose and eventually onto her tongue. She realized she was biting her lip. She’d stopped moving backward without meaning to. Slowly, she reached up and took Makoto’s hand.

“She’s so hurt!” cried a friendly-looking girl. She was tan, had big blue eyes, and wore a red tracksuit. She moved to help, but stopped at Makoto’s hand.

“She’s covered in bandages…” said a boy. He looked slightly older than the others, and his hair struck out as dreadlocks in long points.

“N—nice observation, idiot.” said the dour-looking girl from before. Her face was blue, and she turned away when her eyes passed near the trickles of blood; she was clearly trying not to look at them directly. “Next you’ll notice that she’s practically naked.”

With Makoto’s help, the bandaged girl reached her feet. She was still unsteady, and part of her knee was still bleeding, so he lifted one of arms over his shoulder and helped her to the bench by the pillar.

She looked to the others crowded around her. No longer cowering in fear, she could see that the man from before was actually another teenage girl, although an enormous one. She was even wearing a skirt as a school uniform. She was obviously aware of how badly she’d intimidated the girl, and so she hung in the back, arms crossed.

The tallest of the boys, a blond in a black uniform that almost looked like a business suit, also crossed his arms. He cocked his head as he looked her over.

“That makes fifteen of us.” he stated, somewhat disinterestedly.

“You sound so cold!” said the tan girl. She kneeled down by the bench and took the girl’s hand. Some of the bandages were fraying off. “Are you okay? My name’s Aoi Asahina, but you can call me Hina.”

The girl nodded. She looked back to Makoto. She opened her mouth, and mercifully, almost to her own surprise, she didn’t start coughing. When she spoke, her words came out in a gravelly, quiet tone.

“I’m okay.” she said. “I’m… hurt, though.”

Sakura, who seemed much less frightening now, examined her wounds from afar.

“You are hurt,” she agreed. “I’ve seen many wounds like these, though never so many at once. I think… I think none of them are lethal, though.”

“How’s that?” Yasuhiro laughed. “Makoto, looks like you aren’t the only lucky student here, eh?”

“Oh, shut up!” Hina snapped at him. She looked up, eyes overflowing with warmth. “Are you alright?”

“… No.” the girl squeaked out, still looking up at Makoto. She wondered if she was blushing. She wondered if the blush would show underneath the bruises. “I don’t know where I am.”

The boy with the dreadlocks laughed. “Then welcome to the club! None of us know what the hell’s going on, either!”

One by one, everyone else announced his or her name: Chihiro, Toko, Hifumi, Celestia, Taka, Leon, Sakura, Mondo, Sayaka, Yasuhiro, and Byakuya. The last to speak was the pale, lavender-haired girl in the back. She said two words, “Kyoko Kirigiri,” and then fell silent again. If she had any sympathy for the girl, she didn’t show it. Instead, she propped her chin on a gloved hand and studied the bandages and bruises on the girl.

“What’s your name?” Makoto asked.

The girl scowled. She looked down at her lap, then shook her head.

“I… don’t know,” she admitted. “I can’t remember anything, except wandering through the halls.”

She looked up to the others. Most looked alarmed, though the girl with lavender hair seemed even more interested than before.

“Memory loss…” she repeated. Her eyes were ablaze, though it was hard to tell with what.

“Everyone’s… a student?” asked the girl.

“Yeah,” said Sayaka. “This is Hope’s Peak Academy!”

“At least we think it is,” Leon muttered.

“This is the school for Ultimates!” announced Taka. “I am the Ultimate Moral Compass, and for that reason, I must apologize for scaring you earlier!”

For some reason, he screamed both sentences. It was easy to see that this boy had no concept of an indoor voice.

Again, almost everyone told her their Ultimate Talent: baseball player, idol, martial artist, and so on. Byakuya said nothing, but Makoto explained that he was the Ultimate Affluent Progeny. Only the quiet girl with the gloves said nothing.

“She’s the same age as the rest of us,” Hifumi said. “She must be a student, too!” He leered in closer, studying her. For some reason, it was much more uncomfortable when he did it. “A cute, freckled girl wandering the halls, naked and covered in bandages? This is more the realm of 2D than 3D!”

“Gross!” screamed Hina, and she pushed his face back. She looked at her hand, grimaced, and rubbed what might have been drool onto the bench.

I have freckles? The girl automatically touched her face.

“I don’t suppose you remember your talent?” Makoto asked, smiling.

“I don’t know… I don’t even know if I’m supposed to be here.” she said.

“Very toned…” Sakura mumbled. “Good musculature. Probably an athlete.”

The girl looked down. For the first time, she realized that she actually was very athletic. Her chest was obviously toned even underneath her bruises, and the parts of her arms that weren’t covered in red welts looked as strong as Hina’s, the Ultimate Swimmer’s. With a surprising amount of pride, she realized that a weaker girl could not have made it to these doors with all of these wounds.

“M—maybe…” Toko said. “She’s still weird, though.”

Toko wore a long skirt down to her ankles. As she said this, she started scratching absently at her right thigh.

“So, she probably doesn’t know why we’re trapped.” Chihiro said, clearly disheartened.

“We’re not trapped!” exclaimed the carefree Yasuhiro. “It’s just some weird orientation.”

The bandaged girl frowned, but said nothing.

“Let me explain!” Hina smiled. She stood up suddenly, then grabbed the girl’s hand. “You’re all bloody right now. There’s a nurse’s office right over there; I passed it when I woke up. I’ll help you get cleaned up, and I’ll explain everything along the way.”

The girl looked back at the others. Byakuya, Kyoko, and Celestia regarded her coolly, and Yasuhiro seemed not to realize… well, anything, but the others all looked concerned for her. There was no way to refuse Hina’s offer, and no reason to do so.

“O—okay.” she said.

DING DONG BING BONG

Everyone jumped up as the bell chimed through the halls, except Kyoko and Byakuya. Suddenly, the girl saw that there was a large, conspicuous television bolted to the ceiling, as well as an equally obtrusive camera. Its screen flashed to life, and a strange, black silhouette appeared over static.

“Ahem, ahem! Testing, test!” said a playful, high-pitched voice. The girl shuddered, though she wasn’t sure why. Something about the voice just filled her with dread. “Mike check, one two! This is a test of the school broadcast system! Am I on? Can everyone hear me? Okay, well then! To all incoming students: I would like to begin the entrance ceremony at… right now! Please make your way to the gymnasium at your earliest convenience! That’s all! I’ll be waiting.”

“Well then,” said Byakuya. “If you’ll excuse me.”

He was gone before the television even switched off.

The strangeness of the announcement and the gross mischief of the voice left almost everyone else with an obvious sense of unease. The only one who still looked comfortable was Yasuhiro.

“I’ll go ahead, too,” he said, totally unconcerned. “I’ll find the teacher or whatever and tell ‘em you and Hina are in the nurse’s office, don’t worry.”

He ran off a moment later.

“What a fool,” breathed Celestia. “A naked, half-dead girl wanders the halls alone, yet he thinks nothing is odd?”

Makoto grinned nervously and rubbed the back of his head. Rather than responding to them, he looked to the girls on the bench.

“Do you need any extra help?” he offered. “I don’t mind waiting.”

The girl looked up to Hina, then back to Makoto.

Suddenly, she felt acutely aware of her own weakness, of how small she felt and must seem to the others around her. She bit her lip.

“Makoto!” Hina frowned. “She needs to change these bandages, and you’re a boy.”

“Oh!” He scratched the back of his head, then nodded. “I guess that’s true. Alright, we’ll wait for you guys in the gym.”

Hina nodded, smiling. She placed an arm underneath the girl’s shoulder, then hefted her to her feet. Hina was doing more than half of the work to keep her on her feet.

Most of the students went off to the gym with a quick “goodbye” or “see you later.” Sakura in particular seemed to want to help, but she was still indecisive after the earlier scare. After a moment, she turned and left. Last of all was Kyoko, who hesitated for some time. She looked to the group, and then back to Hina and the girl. Her face was unreadable, but her eyes lingered on the bandages.

Without a word, she placed another arm underneath the girl’s other shoulder.

The nurse’s office was only a very short distance away; they were there in less than thirty seconds. Hina pushed open the doors with her foot, but Kyoko frowned again and paused. Silently, she examined the frame around the doors.

The girl followed her eyes until she found what was so interesting: there was something all around the doorframe. It was a transparent, slightly shiny substance, almost too faint to notice. There were five or six lines of it across the edges of the frame.

Kyoko pulled a hand away and touched it. A tiny bit of the substance came off, sticking to her glove.

“What is it?” the girl asked.

“Glue.” Kyoko answered. “Like… something was taped here not too long ago.”

Kyoko stayed behind to examine the door as Hina and the girl entered.

“Woah!”

It was like no other nurse’s office she had ever seen… Not that she could recall ever seeing one before. X-rays hung on the wall, advanced machines were everywhere, and another of those obvious, ugly security cameras was bolted onto the ceiling. The floor sparkled and shone, as if this was the first time anyone had ever set foot in the room.

“C’mon,” Hina said, and she set the girl on a bed – they were all equally clean.

 

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A few minutes passed. Hina pulled off the old bandages, cooed and tsked as she found more bruises underneath, and assured the girl that all of this would heal after a few days. As she applied new bandages, she chatted away, explaining that this was the first day of school, that everyone had passed out when they arrived, that the entrance hall was blocked by a giant metal vault, and that huge guns, which were probably fakes, hung from the ceiling.

When she pulled off the bandages on the girl’s right hand, she gasped.

“Oh my god!” she squealed. “What a cute dog!”

The girl looked down, startled. On her hand was a black-and-white tattoo of an eight-sided star. In its center was the head of a wolf baring its fangs. Underneath the wolf was a word: FENRIR.

She frowned, trying to conjure up some kind of memory… but nothing came.

“Is this your dog?” Hina asked pleasantly. “Oh! Wait, the memory thing. I’m sorry.”

My dog? The girl repeated the words in her mind. She rubbed a thumb against the tattoo, wondering if she had indeed had a wolf. If this was a school for Ultimates, could she be some kind of animal handler? She hoped not. Nothing about animals seemed very interesting to her.

Unlike the rest of her body covered by bandages, the hand seemed mostly fine. Hina didn’t bother covering it again. Instead, she rummaged through a medicine cabinet for a few seconds, then brought back a bottle of pills.

“Here!” she said cheerfully, and handed out three pills without reading the label. “These should dull any pain.” Kyoko reentered, but Hina continued on. “You stay here, and we’ll go to the gym and get a teacher.”

“She should come with us,” Kyoko said blankly. She kneeled and started examining the floor. If she found something interesting, no one else could see it. “I doubt there will be anyone who can help her there.”

“I agree that it’s all scary,” Hina said. “But that doesn’t mean there’s anything, I don’t know, sinister happening here!”

The girl ate the pills. Instantly, most of the pain subsided. She nodded.

“I’ll go.”

Hina frowned, but didn’t fight her. Instead, she pulled off her red track jacket and placed it around the girl’s shoulders. It actually did offer some modesty.

“Thanks,” the girl said.

Kyoko stood and checked the girl for a moment. Her eyes darted to the tattoo, and the girl could see her asking questions about it within her own mind. Without another word, she left.

“Hmph!” Hina pursed her lips. “Jerk.”

Parts of her body were still in pain, but the girl felt much better now. She could walk without too much effort, though she was still covered in sweat, and any blood was either wiped away or covered by bandages. She didn’t even need to steady herself against the walls as she walked to the gym. Hina hovered beside her; her arms hung at her own sides, but she was clearly waiting to catch the girl if she stumbled.

To their mutual surprise, that didn’t happen. The hallway fed into the gym, and they found Kyoko there, just opening the door. Through it, they could see—

BOOM

The walls shook. Bits of plaster fell from the ceiling, breaking apart wherever they struck skin.

“Wh—”

The explosion came from the gym. Without a moment’s hesitation, Kyoko rushed inside. Hina paused, torn between seeing what was happening and attending to her friend, but eventually chose the latter.

“Come on!” she cried.

They rushed to the double doors to the gym and looked inside. The choking smell of gunpowder washed over them. The girl gasped slightly; this smell felt more familiar than the idea of dogs. It swept into her nose and her mouth, stinging her nostrils and sinking into her tongue.

I know this smell, this taste.

Several people were screaming or running inside of the gym, too many to count, but the scene inside was clear: a large stage in the back was partly exploded. Bloody, gory chunks of a human body were smeared across the otherwise immaculate wooden floor. Tatters of clothing were scattered everywhere, half on fire and the rest charred to black. It was impossible to guess who this had once been.

Yasuhiro screamed the loudest. Throwing up his arms, he fell backward, covered his eyes, and curled up into a ball. Toko was completely unconscious. Chihiro was silent, but obviously in shock. She simply stood in awe of what had momentarily before been her friend, mouth agape. Almost everyone else was the same, save Byakuya and Kyoko.

Hina’s throat welled up. She seemed ready to barf.

Nearest to the stage was Makoto. It was hard to guess if he’d been knocked back by the explosion or if he’d lost his footing from the shock, but either way, he was on his back, shaking and sputtering. His face was covered in soot and blood.

God… thought the girl.

Her heart was racing. Minutes before, Makoto had come to her aid and offered a hand… yet she could only shy back behind the door to the gym, barely poking her head to see inside. She wanted to help someone, or at least Makoto, but she just couldn’t.

She hated herself.

While everyone rolled or covered their faces or cried, the girl counted through everyone she could see.

Byakuya… Taka… Sakura…

The only student she couldn’t find was Mondo. She swallowed hard. Then the streaks of blood and gore…

But how did he explode? she wondered.

“‘But how did he explode?!’” cried a familiar playful voice. “I bet that’s what three of you are wondering right now!”

The students’ screams died out instantly, but the air was just as panicked. A strange black-and-white creature dropped from the ceiling and landed without a sound in the center of what had once been the Ultimate Biker Gang Leader. It was a plush teddy bear with an elongated red left eye. It was obviously a robot, but everything about its design was just a little wrong somehow. Just looking at made her stomach turn. Instinctively, her lips pulled back just at the sight of it.

“Heehee!” It rubbed its stomach. It seemed about to say something, then cocked its head. “We have three tardy students! Well, I’ll let it go with a warning just this once. Your classmates can fill you in on what you missed later.”

“You just killed Mondo!” Makoto screamed. “Why?!”

The bear let loose another high-pitched laugh. Then it flipped backward into the air and landed deftly on the stage.

“I guess that does technically count as ‘later,’ but I meant… Well, whatever. There’s a punishment for breaking school regulations, and your dear stupid, stupid friend laid hands on the headmaster. Tsk-tsk!”

The bear rubbed it stomach again and laughed hysterically, as if this was the funniest thing in the world. Then it stopped without warning. It wasn’t facing anyone in particular, but its red eye trained in the center between the three new arrivals in the back.

“If only someone had been here to warn poor Mondo to throw that other copy of me. It could have saved his life! In fact, I know it would have.”

Me…?

She bit her lip and looked to Hina, who was horrified, and Kyoko, who’d stopped halfway through the gymnasium. She knew instantly that that comment had been a taunt against Kyoko. In the corner of her eye, she could see Byakuya making the same deduction.

“Now then!” cried the bear. “To commemorate your entry into our school, I have a little present for all of you!”

Its hands disappeared behind its back, then, as if by magic, reappeared holding fourteen electronic pads in a pile.

“This is our official student handbook! Pretty cool, huh? It’s fully digital, so naturally we call it… the e-Handbook! Each one is personalized, and it’ll display your name when you start it up. Its space-age design makes it unbreakable, waterproof, fireproof, and able to withstand an impact force of up to ten tons! Most important of all, it contains all of our school regulations, so make sure you review them very thoroughly! Unlike Mondo.”

It paused. Half of its face was always smiling, but it seemed as if it would have frowned if it could have.

“You’ll hear me say this a lot,” it said emotionlessly. “But any more violations of the school rules will not be tolerated.” Then it laughed uproariously again. “That concludes our entrance ceremony! Please enjoy your abundantly dreary school life!”

A second later, it disappeared, seemingly melting into the wall behind the stage. All that was left of it were the fifteen e-Handbooks scattered where it had stood a moment before.

A long time passed before anyone said another word. The nauseous scents of gunpowder and charred flesh filled the air until they became stale.

At last, Byakuya walked to the stage, taking a circuitous route to avoid the blood on the floor, and pulled out one of the e-Handbooks. He turned it on, tossed it back, and picked up a new one. He did this six more times before turning the handbook off and slipping it into his pocket.

“Is there anyone here who’s seriously considering all this?” he asked. His voice wasn’t quite emotionless, but neither was it scared. It sounded almost like… a challenge. No one answered.

Considering what? she thought. She turned to Hina, whose eyes said that she was thinking the same thing.

After a while, the others began stirring. Enough time had passed that the pills had really worked over her body, and the girl found she could walk almost without issue. She moved over to Makoto, who was still on his back, and kneeled beside him. The action hurt her knees, but she didn’t mind. She opened up her mouth to speak, but a moment later, the blue-haired girl, Sayaka, joined her.

“Makoto,” interrupted Sayaka. “Are you okay?”

She’d asked the question just before the bandaged girl could. Makoto turned away. Tears were in his eyes. He didn’t answer.

The bandaged girl bit her lip, then pulled away. She watched the scene unfold: one-by-one, most of the students found their handbooks. Sakura helped Toko to her feet, and the latter girl thanked her by pushing her away and retreating to a corner of the gym. At no point did Toko ever again look directly at the bloody mess that had been Mondo. As soon as she was alone, she went back to vigorously scratching at her leg, even after someone else delivered her e-Handbook to her. Makoto was one the last students to get up, and Sayaka was by his side the entire time, whispering to him about something unknown.

The bandaged girl looked back to what had been Mondo. She’d barely known him, and he’d never said anything to her except his name and title. She knew that she ought to feel sympathy for him anyway, that she ought to cry at his sudden, inglorious death the way Makoto had. She tried to force herself to feel those sensations, to rage at this evil action.

She did manage to summon an emotion, but it wasn’t the one she intended. Within herself, she could feel a spark, a modicum of pure despair.

Please, not me…

Kyoko knelt by the blast area, tracing a finger around the edges of the soot and blood. The girl watched her for a while, but then a finger softly poked the back of her shoulder.

“Hey,” Hina said, awkwardly. “Only one handbook is left, so… I guess it must be yours.”

She held it out gently in her right hand. The girl bit her lip. Trembling, she picked it up and turned it over in her hands. For some reason, she had a terrible feeling of dread, as if pressing the button to turn it on would do more harm than good.

But that was silly. Everyone else had turned on theirs, and nothing had come from it. She steeled herself, swallowed hard, and watched its screen flicker to life:

MUKURO IKUSABA

FEMALE

Notes:

* I am aware that within the story of the games, blood is actually red, and the pink blood we see is just a stylistic choice. However, it's a very distinctive visual element of the franchise, and given that the other major Danganronpa visual elements can't be easily replicated in a text format (Hifumi or Ryoma being drawn slightly off-model, etc), I'm choosing to maintain it within this fanfic.

tl;dr I know blood is red, but it's more fun to call it pink

* I went back and added new reactions from Toko upon seeing blood. It was stupid of me forget that element of her character.

Chapter 2: Surviving Death - Daily Life 1

Summary:

The students of Hope's Peak's 78th class learn more about their situation and imprisonment, as well as a new fact about their most mysterious classmate. Eyes filled with concern and distrust dart to Mukuro, and she quickly finds her own emotions to be complicated, uncertain, and contradictory.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Ding dong

Mukuro awoke with a start. She turned onto her side, accidentally shifting her weight onto a wound on her arm.

“Ah!”

Her eyes shot wide open. She was in a strange, unknown room, on a bed she’d never seen before…

The disorientation passed. A moment later, she remembered Hina bringing her into the dorms to rest.

My room, she thought.

She was on a flat, pink bed just large enough for one person. The dorm room might have looked normal, if a little spartan, but for the ubiquitous hanging camera, bulky monitor, and steel window plates. The red track jacket Hina had loaned her was draped over a desk.

What time was it? How long had she been asleep? Unlike the classrooms, there was no clock here.

Ding dong

She eased herself to sit up as gently as she could. The effects of the drugs were wearing off, and moving caused her head to swim. She could still manage it, though, and slowly made her way to the door. She opened it and found Hina on the other side.

“Heya, Mukuro!” the other girl said, almost cheerily. “We’re all meeting in the cafeteria.”

“Oh… Wasn’t that supposed to be at seven?”

Hina smiled.

“It’s seven right now. You’re late.” Mukuro groaned and looked to the ceiling. She’d slept for over ten hours. “Although… you really can’t go dressed like that.”

Mukuro looked down and gasped. Her bandages had come so loose that they barely covered anything at all. Blushing, she turned to grab the jacket.

“It’s no problem,” Hina interrupted, and she entered the dorm. “Everyone’s closets have spares of their outfits.”

She led Mukuro to the closet door, and slid it open with a flourish.

“Ta-d—oh!”

Inside of the closet were ten plastic hangers. Each of them held exactly the same item: an unused roll of white bandages. On the floor of the closet were ten bottles of antiseptic. Even through the glass, the sterile, burning stench of the medicine stung Mukuro’s nostrils. Otherwise, the closet was completely empty.

This is supposed to make me feel embarrassed or something, she instantly knew. But…

It wasn’t exactly embarrassment she felt. It was closer to… resignation. If she’d thought about the closet for even a second before opening it, she would have expected to find something like this.

Mukuro sighed, took one of the rolls, and dutifully wound new sets of bandages around her body.

“I don’t understand,” Hina bit her lip. “Everyone else has normal clothes…”

“Maybe this is normal for me,” Mukuro offered without emotion. “Maybe I’m the Ultimate Patient.”

She finished with the bandages, slipped on Hina’s jacket again, and nodded. On the table, she found a key marked MUKURO IKUSABA, and slipped it into one of the jacket’s pockets.

They exited the dorm room and stepped onto the pure white tiles of the main hallway. Each dorm room had a plaque with a picture of its occupant on it; Mukuro’s showed her with half of her head bandaged up. The plaque’s version was actually more injured than the real person.

Hina noticed none of this, though, and led the way to the cafeteria. As they walked, she chattered excitedly.

“Did you remember anything else?” she asked.

Mukuro shook her head.

“To be honest, I’m still a bit uneasy around everyone.”

“That’ll change!” Hina said, pumping her fists. “Almost everyone is really nice, and I can tell Byakuya and Toko’ll come around eventually. Monokuma… that stuff he said about killing each other…” She sucked in her lips and looked away. “It’ll never happen.”

When they’d almost reached the cafeteria, Mukuro looked down a hallway to the left. A cast iron gate blocked the entrance to a stairway.

“Second floor of the dorms,” Hina said. “We can’t get past the gate, though.”

They entered the cafeteria.

“Mukuro Ikusaba!” boomed a deep voice. Mukuro’s eyes went wide, and she raised an arm reflexively. “You’re late! Completely inexcusable!”

Taka stood in the center of the cafeteria, pointing at her accusingly. Other students were sitting at tables or standing around. Some of their clothing had wrinkled over the day, but Taka’s white uniform was still pressed and flawless.

Hina looked furious.

“Taka!” she screamed back. “She was injured. You’re crazy!”

“And why haven’t you put on real clothing?” Taka asked, ignoring her.

“My closet…” Mukuro said, still half-stunned. “Just has more bandages…”

She heard a snicker to the side. Toko stood there, biting a finger.

“W—Walking around the school n—naked. Ultimate… Slut, aren’t you?”

The cruelty of the remark stung more than Mukuro would have expected. She frowned and checked her half-exposed hips, and then looked away from the creepy, disheveled girl without defending herself.

Taka eventually accepted the excuse, and he led both of them to sit at a large table in the center of the room. Mukuro’s stomach started rumbling, but someone had left a basket of fruit in the center of the table. She bit into an apple as she surveyed the scene.

Toko and Byakuya sat at a different table slightly to the side, apparently for no reason except to separate themselves. The only other students not at the main table were Yasuhiro, who stood by himself in the corner, hands over head, praying and mumbling while holding a string of beads, and Kyoko, who was absent entirely.

On the other side of the main table sat Makoto and Sayaka. They were smiling and whispering to each other. Sayaka in particular was in great spirits, giggling at whatever Makoto was saying. Mukuro tried to listen in, but the din of the other conversations drowned out most of it.

“… Like I said, I’m psychic!” Sayaka laughed. Then she said something about being the Ultimate Assistant.

A sudden pang of regret struck Mukuro. While the others had all spent time together and learned more about each other and the school, she’d spent the day asleep and completely alone. Not only had she accomplished nothing, she was actively worse than useless. She watched Makoto laugh and smile at some joke Sayaka made, and found herself feeling oddly jealous.

Someone waved a hand at her, and the conversations quieted. Mukuro looked and saw it was Leon.

“I’m sorry,” he said, shaking his head. “Are we just going to ignore that her name is Corpse Warblade?”

“Leon!” Taka cried. “Insulting others’ names is not permissible!”

Toko laughed spitefully. She was still scratching at her leg.

“I a—agree with the b—baseball guy. Th—that’s something a fourteen-year-old would call himself online…”

Mukuro bit her lip.

I think it’s kinda cool…

“Completely disagreed!” Hifumi slammed his fists onto the table. “That name is amazing!”

Despite herself, Mukuro suddenly shifted opinions to side with Leon and Toko.

“She does look like a corpse.” Byakuya chided.

“Enough of this!” Taka thundered. “I wanted to wait for Kyoko, but we’ll get started without her. Everyone, report on what you discovered!”

Minutes passed. Each group described exploring some part of the school or trying to contact the outside world, pry off a steel plate from the windows, or break through a gate. In the latter cases, they always met with failure.

“Makoto and I looked through the cafeteria and kitchen together,” Sayaka chirped. “No secret doors or anything, but Monokuma showed up and said that the kitchen restocks every day, so we’ll never go hungry.”

“Mondo’s body is gone from the gym,” Celeste said evenly. “In fact, there’s no evidence of the explosion at all. The stage is completely repaired.”

Taka nodded as each person went through what he or she did with the day. Last of all was Yasuhiro, who finally joined them at the table.

“I spent the whole day trying to divine the future.”

Half of the students groaned or scoffed.

“What did you discover?” Taka asked, apparently serious.

“… Only one person here will actually murder anyone,” Yasuhiro said, clearly proud of himself. “And my predictions are right thirty percent of the time!”

“You idiot,” Byakuya snapped. “You’d better hope your nonsense is false, because if it’s not, that would just mean the first person to kill is going to get away with it.”

The blood drained out of Yasuhiro’s face. Hands shaking, he raised the beads above his head again and started whispering a cant to some god.

More time passed. A new rule was voted on that no one would leave their dorm after night. Despite everything, almost everyone appeared to be in decent enough spirits.

“Do we even know that this is really the school?” Chihiro asked.

“Yes.”

Everyone turned to the cafeteria entrance. Kyoko was there.

“Kyoko Kirigiri!” Taka cried. He started admonishing her like he’d done to Mukuro, but she ignored him completely. She dropped a piece of paper onto the table and pointed to it.

“I found this map of Hope’s Peak Academy’s first floor. I made sure the dimensions all match with the building we’re in. There have been a number of strange renovations made, but this is definitely Hope’s Peak.”

“Then… how did Monokuma, or whoever’s controlling him, take over the school?” Leon asked.

Kyoko shook her head, then took a seat.

“There’s not enough information to answer that yet.”

Mukuro found herself admiring Kyoko. The girl was so composed, so calm. Mukuro herself felt more like the hunched-over, fearful Toko in the corner. Even Byakuya still showed some emotion at being imprisoned in this game, but Kyoko was an immutable island in an ocean of chaos and distrust.

The others handled this revelation much worse. Toko grabbed her head and started groaning. Several people started arguing about the police. Only Byakuya smiled.

“Weren’t you listening to the bear?” he said. “If you want to leave, you just have to ki—”

“Don’t!” Hina demanded. To Mukuro’s surprise, that actually shut Byakuya up.

“Where are all of the other classes’ students?” Sakura asked. “If this is the school, there should be several classes.”

Makoto, who had been almost silent during the meeting, finally spoke up.

“Yeah, and not even all of us are here.”

Everyone grew quiet.

“What’s that mean?” Yasuhiro asked, setting down his prayer beads. “I think everyone’s here… Except Mondo, of course.”

“I mean Junko Enoshima.” Makoto said, scratching his cheek. “She’s part of our class.”

“How do you know that?” Kyoko said, suddenly very interested.

Fourteen pairs of eyes trained on Makoto. He shrank back, but managed to keep a smile.

“Last night, I went onto the internet and looked up my new class on a message board. People all over Japan talk about Hope’s Peak, and I was curious.” He shrugged. “Not everyone’s famous enough to talk about, but some of us are, like Leon, Mondo, and Junko. Am… Am I the only person who looked us up online first?”

Everyone started murmuring at once.

“Junko Enoshima,” Byakuya said sharply. “The model?”

“The Ultimate Fashionista,” Makoto confirmed. “Blonde, twin pigtails, blue eyes, beautiful. She’s supposed to be in the 78th class with us. I think she’s the most famous student in the entire school.”

Mukuro frowned. If Junko truly was so famous, it would be impossible not to know about her. That certainly seemed to be the case for everyone else, who all clearly recognized the name if nothing else, but no bells rung for her. She sighed.

I can’t have even this tiny connection to the others…

“It could be that she was fortunate enough to fall ill on the first day,” Sakura suggested. “If so, she may have avoided this entire scenario by luck.”

Yasuhiro started laughing.

“I thought that was supposed to be Makoto’s thing!”

There was more speculation, but nothing of real value. Mukuro listened without speaking.

“Are you okay?” Hina asked.

“I’m fine,” she replied, digging a bit of apple out from between her teeth with her tongue. “I just have nothing to contribute. I don’t know about this Junko at all.”

Hina smiled sympathetically, then rubbed her shoulder.

Celeste was also quiet during the conversation. Her e-Handbook was out, and she flipped through its pages with some interest.

“Excuse me,” she said, raising an eyebrow. “I’ve been looking through the rules here, and something is quite odd.”

“Oh? Explain!” demanded Taka.

She turned her handbook so the rest of the table could see it, then flipped through each regulation one at a time.

Rule #1: Students may reside only within the school. Leaving campus is an unacceptable use of time.

Rule #2: “Nighttime” is from 10 pm to 7 am. Some areas are off-limits at night, so please exercise caution.

Rule #3: Sleeping anywhere other than the dormitory will be seen as sleeping in class and punished accordingly.

Rule #4: With minimal restrictions, you are free to explore Hope's Peak Academy at your discretion.

Rule #5: Violence against headmaster Monokuma is strictly prohibited, as is destruction of surveillance cameras.

Rule #6: Anyone who kills a fellow student and becomes “blackened” will graduate, unless they are discovered.

“This all just what the bear told us earlier,” Leon said. “What’s wrong with it?”

She ignored him completely, then flipped to the final page.

Rule #7: Betraying your sister is not allowed.

Everyone went quiet again.

“That rule is both much more specific and somehow vaguer than the others…” Kyoko muttered.

“Why only sisters?” Sakura asked. “Why not brothers as well? Or just word it as ‘siblings.’”

“Does it even matter if you don’t have a sister in Hope’s Peak? None of us are related to each other.” Chihiro squeaked out.

“Who here even has a sister at all?” Taka asked, rubbing his chin.

“M—me…” Toko offered, still scratching her leg. “Though, she’s only a h—half-sister…”

“I do as well!” Hifumi declared. “Her name is Fujiko, she’s older than me.”

Makoto raised his hand.

“Me too, though Komaru’s younger than me.”

“Is that it?”

No one else responded. Taka crossed his arms.

“Then only three of us must worry about this strange rule. Though I can’t see how it could even apply he—”

“Wait.” Byakuya said. “The girl with amnesia.”

Mukuro turned, suddenly alarmed.

“You could have a sister and not know it.” he said. His tone was almost accusatory.

Another thing I don’t know…

The thought of losing a sister struck Mukuro much harder than anything else she’d forgotten. She furrowed her brow, and another strange emotion burned inside her.

Despair…

She looked around. Everyone was in fine physical condition, and as far as she knew, everyone had their memories untouched. It was just her. What was a person except a body and memories? With Mukuro, the first was broken, and the second was torn away entirely. Although Byakuya had made cutting remarks before, this one hurt the most of all, particularly because of its semi-innocence. She looked away and found the camera mounted on the ceiling. It stared down at her without moving, and she wondered what else Monokuma had stolen from her…

Makoto sensed all of this somehow. He reached across the table, squeezed her hand, and smiled gently.

“It’s okay,” he said. “We’ll get back your memories.”

Despite everything, Mukuro smiled back. She hoped she wasn’t blushing, but by the look on Sayaka’s face, she guessed she was.

“We’ll get you some new clothes, too.” Hina said. “For now, you can borrow mine.”

“Why?” Kyoko asked.

“Oh, you weren’t here. Everyone’s closets have spares of their outfits except for Mukuro’s. She just got more bandages.”

Kyoko frowned. Her eyes were on fire, but Mukuro couldn’t possibly guess what this information meant to her.

“I object to that.” Byakuya said. “We can’t have two people wearing the same clothing. It’ll make them look too similar at a distance. That would be… problematic in a game like this.”

“No one is going to kill each other!” Makoto said. His voice was harsher than Mukuro expected.

“I don’t want to be an issue.” Mukuro said. “Maybe I could find a towel, and—”

“You can borrow some of mine.” Kyoko said impassively. She wasn’t even looking at them as she spoke. “Combining two outfits will make you look different enough.”

“Good idea!” Taka said, pressing his hands against his hips. “Make sure to borrow a pair of Kyoko’s gloves! You can cover that criminal tattoo on your hand with them.”

“Tattoo?” Byakuya repeated.

He leaned over in his chair slightly to examine Mukuro’s hand. Mukuro, suddenly cognizant of the tattoo, almost wanted to cover it, but she knew that would just make everyone more curious.

Instead, she raised the hand so Byakuya could see it more easily. His eyes went wide as soon as he did, and he jumped back and out of his chair. He moved so suddenly that even his glasses slid down his nose and went crooked.

“That’s a Fenrir tattoo!”

He was uncharacteristically scared. No one else moved. A sea of confused looks greeted him.

“They’re a mercenary company,” he hissed. He was sweating. “Each member has a tattoo of that wolf. Their soldiers are the deadliest, most merciless people on the planet.”

Mukuro had been looking at Byakuya and Toko as he said all of that. When she turned back to the table, she found that almost everyone’s entire countenance had changed. Where there’d been pity before, there was now fear. Her eyes darted to each of her classmates, trying to see how they reacted to this news.

Yasuhiro and Sayaka’s faces were blue. Hifumi bit his hand, Chihiro covered her lips, and Leon pulled back slightly. Sakura uncrossed her arms and was staring at her with one eye closed, apparently measuring her threat. Celeste raised an eyebrow as she sipped her tea. Taka was just completely flummoxed. Only Kyoko’s cold analysis, Hina’s warmth and energy, and Makoto’s unrelenting hope remained unchanged.

Mukuro looked back down to her tattoo and ran a finger across the wolf’s teeth.

This is what represents me?

She certainly didn’t feel like a predator.

“I have it!” Taka laughed, and he slammed a fist into his open palm. “This is a hoax! Mukuro is too young to get a tattoo, so she can’t have been in this Fenrir!”

No one responded to him, not even Mukuro. She rubbed the tattoo again.

“She’s clearly scared!” Hina cried. “You should all be ashamed of yourselves!”

Scared? It was true, she was scared, and it showed on her face. Some of the students around her looked like they’d jump onto her and pin her to the ground, and most of the rest certainly wouldn’t argue against it. For all Byakuya said about her, Mukuro didn’t feel like someone powerful. And on a more existential level, if she was some kind of soldier, then someone else at Hope’s Peak was dangerous enough to have left her body battered and broken.

But the fear was mixed with something else: comfort. Her classmates weren’t the only ones who could see the tattoo in a different light.

Mukuro didn’t know what her Ultimate talent was, or if she had a sister, or anything else… but she did know that she had this tattoo. It was a link to her past, good or evil, benign or malicious, and there was solace to be found in the fact that she did come from somewhere, and had at some point believed in something enough to etch it into her body forever.

It was a strange thing to have fear and relief mix together. They should have been like oil and water, but after the initial shock, they were almost indistinguishable emotions to Mukuro.

Even my victories are tinged with despair…

“It is interesting,” Sakura allowed. “But Mukuro hasn’t acted against anyone, and I sense no hostile intent from her.”

“Yeah!” Makoto said. “There’s no fair reason to be scared of her, and she needs our help.”

Makoto’s kind words dissolved Mukuro’s negative emotions. She tucked her chin into her chest and smiled.

The other students mulled this over. Kyoko studied the tattoo intensely.

“A—are you insane?” Toko squeaked. She gripped her head in both hands and shook it from side to side. “I—it’s already bad enough to be trapped in a c—crazy killing game, but now one of the people in it is already a k—killer?!”

Byakuya seemed about to agree with her, but thought better of it. After a moment, he settled back into his chair. Mukuro couldn’t help but notice, however, that he’d maneuvered it to place the other table between himself and her.

Things settled down, but Mukuro could still see the distrust in almost everyone’s eyes.

“Heehee!”

The high-pitched voice took everyone off-guard. People looked to the ceiling and the floor to watch, but somehow Monokuma simply appeared standing at the head of the table. The bear only had one expression—smiling—but he still looked especially mischievous this time.

Mukuro had almost felt happy to learn that one tiny speck of her past… Looking at Monokuma now just twisted up her stomach.

“Why are you here?” Kyoko asked. She was the only person who could have said that without fear or hostility.

Monokuma grabbed his stomach and laughed.

“Why, to help you settle into your communal life here, of course!” He raised a hand and swept it across the table. By coincidence or design, it ended pointing at Mukuro. “Garbage is a fact of life, and when you find it, you have to throw it out!”

No one responded for a long while.

“What does that even mean?” Yasuhiro asked.

Monokuma dipped a hand behind his waist. Even though half of the table could see his back, he still produced a silver key without any obvious method of having hidden it. While everyone reeled over that, he raised the key into the air like a sword.

“We can’t just let the school fill up with junk! Someone’s got to dispose of it. In the dorms is a trash room with an incinerator. Every day, someone needs to gather up all of the trash from around the school and burn it. You can switch who’s on duty each week, but you’ll need this key to open the gate in the trash room.”

“Why?” Kyoko asked. “Why not just leave the gate open all the time and let everyone deal with their own trash?”

Monokuma cackled again.

“Isn’t it obvious? Because that would make disposing of evidence too easy! Now, who wants the first week?”

No one quite jumped at the opportunity. Finally, Hifumi stood up and adjusted his glasses.

“I suppose I can offer my services as—”

“No!” said most of the girls at once, save Kyoko. Hifumi shrank back into his chair.

“I’ll do it.” Chihiro said, unfolding her hands from her lap. “I can’t help open the windows or the doors, and I’m useless without a computer, but I can at least handle this.”

Trembling, she reached over to Monokuma’s hand. Sweat beat down her face, and she expected at any moment for the smiling bear to snap up and attack her.

But Monokuma simply let her take the key. His hand fell down to his side. He seemed about to bounce away when Kyoko stepped in front of him. Her eyes met his.

“What do you want?” she asked simply.

For a lengthy, tense moment, Monokuma stood motionless. Just when Mukuro was certain he wouldn’t respond, a single shrill whisper coiled out of his lips.

“Despair.”

Notes:

* I went back to the prologue and slightly altered Mukuro's reaction to Mondo's death. It's nothing major, but I wanted to more clearly describe her emotions.

* Regarding Leon's comment about Mukuro's name, if you don't know, the literal translation of her name in Japanese into English is "Corpse Warblade."

* I'm debating about how to handle the trial sequences. I know basically how I want to handle Nonstop Debate and Bullet Time Battle in text, but I don't know if I want to include Rebuttal Showdown, Scrum Debate, and Argument Armament. All of those are more interesting than DR1's minigames and would be fun to display in text, but they're obviously not in DR1 proper, so I'm a bit torn.

Chapter 3: Chapter 1: Surviving Death - Daily Life 2

Summary:

Most of the students resist their new communal life at Hope's Peak Academy, searching in vain for ways to escape or ways to adapt. Although Mukuro has been accepted by the others, she soon finds that she doesn't quite fit in. Everyone else just wants to learn more about the school, but the mystery that most compels Mukuro is that of who she is.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Will this do?”

Kyoko stood in her dorm’s doorway. In her arms were three pleated skirts, white blouses, black underwear, and a pair of black gloves. She was perfectly kind and reasonable, but Mukuro definitely noticed how she hadn’t been invited into the room.

She smiled back at Kyoko, weakly.

“This is perfect, thank you. I’m… sorry to impose.”

Kyoko deposited the clothes into Hina’s arms, which were already overflowing with the several full sets of clothing that she’d selected to give away.

“Don’t worry about it.” Kyoko said flatly.

She turned away, and her lavender hair went flowing back over her shoulder. It lent her a further air of unapproachable mystery. Even the simple act of closing her door felt like some grand message was concealed underneath the surface, one that no ordinary mind could comprehend.

The door slammed shut.

“Didn’t even say goodbye.” Hina pursed her lips. “Though she was the only other person who let you borrow some clothes! I can’t believe none of the other girls offered.”

Mukuro chose not to tell Hina that Toko disliked her, Chihiro was too tiny, Sakura’s clothes were so large that two people could fit into them, and Celeste…

Mukuro didn’t need her memories to know that she’d never touched one of those monstrous lacey dresses in her life, and she didn’t need Hiro’s crystal ball to know that she never would.

They entered her own room, and Hina laid out all of the clothes on the bed.

“Hina…” Mukuro said, a little softly. “Why don’t you go back to talk to Sakura in the cafeteria? I’ll… decide how I want to wear these on my own and meet you later.”

Hina bit her lip and looked over Mukuro’s still-very-bruised body.

“You… sure?”

“Yeah. I’m feeling a lot better now.”

Hina pumped her fists and nodded.

“If you’re not there in ten minutes, I’ll come check on you, okay?”

She stepped out into the hallway, closed the door, and disappeared. Mukuro bit her cheek. She looked back up to the camera and wondered if Monokuma was watching her

One of the bandages on her arm had started to show a bit of pink blood. Mukuro slid open the closet door to get a new set, and gasped. There were ten more hangers, but these ones didn’t have rolls of bandages. They held nothing except identical black bras.

Confused, Mukuro reached over and took the nearest one. She examined it for some seconds before pulling it over her breasts. She blushed as soon as she did; these bras were at least a size too large for her, maybe two sizes.

Flat…

The word echoed in her mind. She furrowed her brow, wondering where it had come from. She wasn’t… exactly… flat.

She looked down to the bottles of antiseptic on the ground. She hadn’t noticed it before, but they’d also changed. Each one was now stacked on top of a small cardboard box. She kneeled down and took one, wondering what it was. The top of the box had a circle of dotted lines cut into the top, clearly intended for someone to break with their fingers and reach inside. She did, and her fingers immediately met a soft white paper.

Tissues?

For some seconds, she held the bra and box of tissues in either hand, perplexed. When it struck her what they were meant to be used for, she jumped back and dropped them both, blushing horribly and scowling. She kicked them both back into the closet, grabbed some new bandages, and slammed the door shut.

Stupid bear probably played the same joke on all of the girls.

 

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Mukuro examined herself in the mirror for longer than she meant to, cursing herself and what she looked like. Kyoko’s dark skirt clashed horribly against Hina’s bright white socks and yellow sneakers, and the formal white blouse was a complete mismatch when combined with the casual red track jacket. And although the gloves would have looked alright if worn, they were impossible for now; her hands were still too sensitive from the injuries.

Even without the still-visible bandages over her thighs and knees, the ugly clash of Hina’s energetic bright colors and Kyoko’s subdued dark ones was a complete wreck. No one on Earth would ever voluntarily wear something like this. What’s worse, Hina’s well-endowed jacket hung over Mukuro’s smaller chest almost comically. Despite everything, Mukuro found herself thinking about those bras and tissues in the closet and hating herself for it.

Thank God that Ultimate Fashionista girl isn’t here, she thought. I’d be her enemy for sure.

She turned away from the mirror and toward the door. As she did so, she accidentally faced the monitor bolted to the wall. It had been off when she lasted looked at it, but the screen was alive right now. It showed an image of a wooden throne, and on it, Monokuma. He slouched on the chair, his half-smiling face propped up with one hand, staring right at her. He was so still, in fact, that Mukuro’s initial thought was that it must be a static image. But his red eye shone or dimmed ever-so-slightly every few seconds, so that couldn’t be it.

Her heart pounded hard against her chest. When had the monitor turned on? Was the bear even really looking at her? What, if anything, was he trying to tell her? Was it against the regulations to ignore him?

She blinked, and in that quarter of a second, the monitor soundlessly turned off. There was no evidence it had ever even been on in the first place.

 

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Hina sat on a metal chair on the other side of the table from Mukuro. She leaned it back so it only stood on the back legs, but pulled herself far enough into the table that she could prop her knees on its underside. This let her both easily maintain her balance and reach the plate of semi-stale donuts a foot away.

“Weird!” she breathed.

In the same motion she used to speak, she grabbed and bit into another one of the donuts. She offered a second donut to Mukuro, who shook her head. In front of Mukuro was a simple bowl of soft yogurt – she’d decided that eating something as hard as an apple again was a mistake with her gums still sore.

“Monokuma’s motives are a complete mystery, but his methods are indirect and foul-intentioned.” Sakura said, crossing her arms. She sat on the same side as Hina. “It may well be that he intends to confuse and bully all of us in turn, until someone snaps and gives him what he wants.”

Mukuro felt terrible for having mistaken Sakura for a man when they first met, and for being so frightened of her. In this bright, calm light, the Ultimate Martial Artist’s noble spirit and honorable intentions were as clear and as physical as the table at which they sat. It was easy to be soothed by her words.

“I wonder if I do have a sister,” Mukuro said, changing the subject. “I guess there’s no way to really know, but…”

“But what?” Hina asked, half-muffled by a donut.

“I kind of want to believe that someone out there is waiting for me, but I don’t want to get my hopes up in case it’s not true.” She brought the spoon up to her lips and ate the yogurt. It was tasteless, but that was fine by her – she just wanted something in her stomach. “I guess there’s no point in dwelling on it, though.”

“You are likely correct,” Sakura said. “Our only concern must be to resist Monokuma. Our families… will be waiting for us.”

“No way!” Hina protested. “I’ve got a brother named Yuta, and I’m definitely seeing him again, and soon! Friends and families are a source of strength and… inspiration!”

She beamed with pride and heroism at the declaration she’d just made, then cringed as she realized Mukuro was the only person in the school who couldn’t draw from the strength she’d just extolled.

“Mukuro, I—”

Mukuro shook her head.

“I’ve still got you guys, right? So, I still have just as much motivation to escape this stupid game as everyone else.”

Hina cheered after Mukuro said this, and the mood of the conversation quickly shifted to be much happier. But in Mukuro’s heart, she knew the truth:

I want to know if I’m alone.

 

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Mukuro grew tired more easily than Hina and Sakura, and bid them farewell after only an hour. Stifling a yawn, she pulled herself out of the cafeteria and entered the main dorm area.

Hiro was there, standing on one foot and praying toward the ceiling. His hands were over his head, and Mukuro couldn’t help listening in.

“… Buddha, Vishnu, Zeus, whoever, c’mon, help me out… I’ll even give everyone a discount reading if you can get me out of here.”

Mukuro shook her head, then instantly regretted it as her neck started aching. Rubbing it as hard as she could, she made her way back to the hallway of dorm rooms and encountered an unexpected sight.

Kyoko was there, standing in front of Taka’s room. She’d slid the plaque off from its place on his door and was turning it over in her hands, carefully inspecting it for something Mukuro couldn’t possibly guess.

“Kyoko?” Mukuro asked. “What are you doing?”

Kyoko didn’t even look at her. Instead, she just slid the plaque back into its proper position.

“Observing,” she said, cryptically.

Mukuro looked over Taka’s plaque. As far as she could tell, it looked completely ordinary. She turned back to Kyoko to ask what made it special, but the other girl had already opened her own door, which was across from Taka’s, and stepped inside.

Mukuro shrugged and went into her own dorm. She yawned again, disrobed, and entered the shower. The steaming hot water felt almost too good against her bruises. Drops and rivulets of water streamed down her body, boiling steam filled her lungs, and the sensation was so relieving that she almost thought this was the first hot shower she’d ever taken in her entire life. When her legs started aching, she leaned against the sliding glass door for support, and just let the water flow over her.

Her mind went blank. The trancelike state she entered was one of pure ecstasy. She could stay in here the entire night.

DING DONG BING BONG

She yelled out, then slipped on the tiles and fell onto her butt. The water turned off without warning, and the last of the droplets squeezed out of the shower head and splashed onto her legs.

In the main bedroom, she could hear the monitor flicker to life. A familiar voice shrilled as she stumbled to her feet and fetched a towel.

“Mm, ahem, this is a school announcement. It is now 10 PM. As such, it is officially nighttime. Soon the doors to the dining hall will be locked, and entry at that point is strictly prohibited. Okay then… sweet dreams, everyone! Good night, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite…”

Mukuro dried off the last of the water, wrapped the towel around her chest, and collapsed onto the bed, utterly exhausted. She didn’t even bother with the covers.

 

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Mukuro twisted and tried to cry out, but no words came. She was in a black void, but her back was still pinned on a cold and metal floor. All around her was a shifting, nebulous haze that grew thicker whenever she tried to focus.

A heavy body was on top of her, pinning her so that she could hardly breathe. She screamed, begging her friends for help, but the words died on her lips. No one came.

The haze lifted, and she saw that the body on top of her was Monokuma. Behind him were a hundred, two-hundred, three-hundred more Monokumas, twirling and dancing in place. It was a scene straight out of a fantasy. They danced, and the space between the Monokumas filled with more Monokumas, and the space around the Monokumas filled with more Monokumas still, until there was no more void at all, only an infinite cascade of grinning bears, dancing and shrieking and laughing.

The head of the Monokuma on top of her twisted around like an owl. It said something when its back was to Mukuro, but she couldn’t hear it over the din of evil cackling.

Then the head twisted fully around in a circle, and the eyes that faced her were not Monokuma’s, but Mukuro’s own.

DING DONG BING BONG

Mukuro’s eyes went wide. She wept and swung her head from side to side in fits, unable to parse that she’d never left her bedroom.

“Good morning, everyone!” cried the same voice from her dreams. As soon as she heard it, Mukuro started screaming. “It is now 7 AM, and nighttime is officially over! Time to rise and shine! Get ready to greet another beee-yutiful day!”

The monitor went dead, but Mukuro screamed for another several seconds and trashed on her bed. Her heart was leaping out of her chest.

The scream died only when she ran out of breath. She sucked in air for another few seconds, each gasp shorter than the last, spraying tears and saliva all over her bedspread.

After a while, the reality of the situation and her room overcame her fears, and Mukuro calmed down. But even when she dragged herself from the bed and started pulling on her skirt, her teeth were still clattering.

 

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Mukuro was still weak, but the pain from her injuries had partly dulled overnight. There was no more bleeding, and even putting weight on her feet didn’t hurt. Physically, she felt almost fine.

Best day of my life… that I can remember.

She opened her door, looked to the side, and saw Hifumi and Leon making their way toward the cafeteria, with Toko trailing behind at a fair distance. Mukuro still didn’t feel up for running, but it would definitely be easy to join them. She shut her door, stretched her arms, and managed a brisker pace than even Toko. The two girls entered the room at the same time.

Mukuro looked around and confirmed that, indeed, the full class was present. A bit to her surprise, no one except Byakuya and Toko seemed scared of her tattoo anymore. Hiro and Chihiro even passed right next to her without saying a thing. She felt… almost normal.

As before, Byakuya and Toko sequestered themselves at a private table, while Sayaka and Makoto sat together and chatted pleasantly. Hina and Sakura had saved her a seat at a small circular table, and the first was waving her over excitedly.

Mukuro frowned. Upon closer inspection, she realized Toko was sweating. The girl was always strange and nervous, but she’d definitely gotten worse in the time since last night. She was shaking with fear, almost to the point of hysteria, and her eyes flashed between each of her classmates, as if she expected someone to pounce at her. Only Byakuya was exempt from her obvious paranoia, having apparently won her trust at some point in the previous day.

Mukuro was about to sit next to Hina, but realized she could more subtly watch Byakuya’s table by sitting next to her. Hina started chattering about something, but all Mukuro paid attention to was that other table.

Toko was sweating profusely as she whispered to Byakuya. He seemed annoyed at first, but as he heard more, it became clear that whatever she had to say had piqued his interest. He was better at hiding his emotions than most of the class, but he was still no Kyoko – his expression definitely changed. At last, he frowned and said something too quiet to overhear.

Toko saw something last night.

Mukuro wondered what it was. Had she also had an experience with Monokuma?

“I sense it as well.” Sakura said. Her low, gravelly voice was almost a whisper. “The two of them know something.”

Hina furrowed her brow, then looked between her friends, completely perplexed.

“Should we ask them?” Mukuro asked.

“Confronting them directly, either in private or public, will only have negative consequences. Byakuya is prideful, but he isn’t stupid. If it’s to his benefit to reveal what Toko tells him, he will.”

Mukuro nodded. Sakura was right, of course. They would just have to hope that if it was important, one of the two would eventually tell everyone.

 

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Mukuro felt well enough after breakfast to really walk again. She wasn’t quite up to speed, running would be completely impossible, and she knew that she’d have to take frequent breaks, but she could probably make it as far as the gym. She was anxious to see the rest of the school, too; everyone had seen everything except for her. Hina offered to join her, but she also wanted a little time to think alone, so she thanked her, declined, and went her separate way.

Her strides were a little unsteady, but Mukuro made it to the door without issue. She had to pass by Makoto and Sayaka as she did, and the former of whom turned to her.

“Mukuro! You look great today.”

Mukuro’s face burned up at the compliment, and she automatically raised a hand to straighten her hair.

“Do I?”

“Yeah! Your injuries must’ve not been as bad as they looked.”

Makoto grinned with naïve happiness, not realizing how Mukuro had interpreted his words. He was just so guileless and sincere…

Mukuro’s face burned even more. Sayaka, though, definitely understood what Mukuro was thinking. It could have been Mukuro’s imagination, but she thought she saw Sayaka draw subtly closer to Makoto.

“Yeah,” she agreed. There was no hint of malice in her voice. “You look healthier today.”

They parted ways, and Mukuro realized that she wasn’t sure where to go. The short path between the dorms and the cafeteria was all she really knew, and the school opened up in several directions into several expanses.

For no reason, she wandered around the dorm area. The laundry room was boring, the girl’s restroom was exactly what it should have been, and there was nothing to be done about the rooms Monokuma had left locked or off-limits. It wasn’t long before she ended up in the dorm area again. She paused in front of Mondo’s room and tried to open the door, but it was locked, too.

She kept wandering aimlessly, until at last she came to the only unlocked room left: the trash room. For no reason, she opened the door.

“Oh!”

There was a large metal gate that could slide into the ceiling. It was down and locked right now, but on the other side of it stood a surprised figure holding her hands to her chest.

“Chihiro?” Mukuro asked.

Chihiro stood next to what was obviously the incinerator and its control panel. An orange fire burned within it. Behind it was an array of countless pipes, some thin, some very thick, broken up by unmarked levers and wheels to turn. Next to Chihiro were several white bags of trash, as well as a number of small trash cans she’d collected. Probably twenty feet of distance separated her from Mukuro.

“Hi, Mukuro.” she chirped. The surprise had already passed. “I’m just dumping the garbage.”

“In the morning?”

“I forgot to do it yesterday!”

Mukuro nodded. She leaned against a wall for a little support.

“Why’d you close the gate?”

“Well… you know… If I’m busy with the garbage, I’ll be looking at the incinerator… And someone…”

Chihiro looked away, guiltily. It was hard to tell from this distance, but Mukuro thought she might see tears in her eyes.

“Not that anyone would!” Chihiro added quickly. “It just… It just made me feel a little bit safer.”

“That makes sense,” Mukuro agreed. “You don’t have anything to feel bad about.”

Chihiro beamed. The bad mood was gone in an instant. She skipped over to the gate, and Mukuro recognized that the girl was going to offer to spend time together.

But then, just by chance, Chihiro’s eyes fell upon the Fenrir tattoo. She hesitated, and Mukuro’s face fell. It took all she had to resist the urge to pull her tattooed hand up and cover it.

“Anyway,” Mukuro started her way back to the door. “I’d better get going.”

“W—wait, I—”

“I still want to explore the whole school,” Mukuro waved without looking back. “I’m the only person who hasn’t seen it all yet.”

Her leg started acting up again just before she reached the door. She had to lope the last few feet, and she knew that only made her look more pitiable. Chihiro gasped, and she might have apologized, but Mukuro was out of the room before she finished.

 

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Mukuro wandered through the school without direction, entering rooms at random. She pulled at the immovable steel plates on the windows, wondering what she would even do if she escaped. She sat in desks in the classrooms to catch her breath, as bored as she would have been during actual class. In the corner of one of the blackboards, someone had scrawled HIFUMI WAS HERE in alternating colors of chalk.

The entrance to the school was exactly what had been described to her. Like the others, she examined the massive steel vault door, and like the others, she found nothing of value.

The hair stood up on the back of her neck. She turned around and found Byakuya in the doorway. He regarded her for a long moment, then walked in. Though he said nothing, he took the longest route around the walls, putting the most possible distance between himself and Mukuro.

“I… I’m not going to hurt anyone…” Mukuro said softly.

“I believe you.” he replied.

She frowned. He was the type to keep a distance between himself and others. It was almost plausible that he held nothing against her specifically, but yesterday’s scene in the cafeteria was still fresh in her mind.

There was nothing else she could think to say, so Mukuro simply went out the door. She turned to her left, expecting to see the cast iron gate that blocked off access to the stairs to the second floor.

Instead, the stairway was completely open. Mukuro gasped; she knew for certain that the gate had been closed yesterday.

“B—Byakuya!” she cried. She looked at him through the open entry door. “Come over here!”

He hesitated, but slowly came toward her.

“This had better be important.” he warned.

She pointed him to the stairwell. He looked around the corner at the same time she did. The gate was closed.

“What is it?” he asked.

“T—the gate…” She turned back to him. “It was open for a second!”

He scowled at her.

“I—I’ll prove it!” she said.

She half-ran, half-lurched to the gate, and tried to pull it up. It didn’t budge at all.

“Go get your eyes checked out.” Byakuya said contemptuously. “And no—you can’t borrow my glasses. They cost more than your entire outfit.”

He was gone a moment later. Mukuro stayed there by the gate for some time, pulling at it to no avail.

Maybe… my head…

Mukuro bit her cheek again. At length, she let her arms drop to her sides and pulled away from the gate. She prodded it one more time with her foot before finally giving up.

She strolled back to the benches where the others had found her for the first time. Just before she reached them, a shadow entered the student store. She hid around the corner and watched it: it was a short boy with scruffy brown hair and a too-large jacket.

The store was an ocean of disorganized cups, candies, balloons, and framed pictures. Much of the room was even filled up with novelty suits of medieval armor. How Makoto intended to find anything inside was a mystery.

Mukuro stayed behind that corner for a long time, watching him with wide, curious eyes. Makoto poked, prodded, and examined every inch of the store, slowly ferreting out what looked like copper tokens. When he was satisfied that he’d found them all, he inserted one into the garish white vending machine on the counter. Lights on top of it flashed, and it dispensed a small capsule. He opened it and pulled out a red hairclip with a black-and-white kitten on it.

It was the type of thing that appealed only to a girl with an interest in bright, cute clothing. Hina, perhaps, but never the gloomy and dour Toko, dark and elegant Celeste, or cool and composed Kyoko.

Mukuro stared at it greedily, imagining it in her own short, black hair. “Her” clothes were just a hodgepodge of Hina’s and Kyoko’s, but no one else had anything cute like this. It was the perfect accessory to make her unique, to give her something distinctive, even special.

She realized she was biting her thumb exactly the same way Toko sometimes did. Ashamed, she pulled her hand from her mouth and stuffed it into a pocket on her jacket.

Hell, I’m even skulking in a corner.

Makoto stowed the hairclip into his jacket, then made to leave the room. Swallowing, Mukuro timed her exit from the corner so that she would “coincidentally” run into him. Makoto waved.

“Hi, Mukuro!”

“Hi!” she said. She slid her hands behind her waist, then leaned forward a little. It was the best girlish pose she could manage.

“You doing alright?” he asked.

“Yeah, I’m way better now!”

“Great to hear! See ya later.”

And then he was gone.

 

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The day rolled on without much else of note. Mukuro spent most of it in the cafeteria with Hina and Sakura eating, drinking, and speculating about what was hidden on the second floor.

“I wish we had a gym,” Hina pouted. “There’s nowhere to really work out here.”

“You could use the main hall in the dorm area?” Mukuro suggested.

“Dumb Hiro hangs out there all day, doing his stupid prayers and divinations. He’s too loud.”

Mukuro nodded without commitment. She wasn’t sure whether she preferred gods and divination to be real or fake.

“Announcement!” cried Taka. He hadn’t been in the room a moment ago. The three girls, as well as Hifumi and Leon at other tables, all turned to him. “I have found… a logbook!”

He held it high above his head for all to see. It was indeed an ordinary little logbook with a black leather cover.

“From this time forward, I will be logging everyone’s activities and ensuring order and safety within the school!”

“Where’d you even find that thing?” Hina asked.

“In… a storage closet!” He pointed heroically, seeming to believe this was an impressive accomplishment.

“Did you also find a pen?” Mukuro asked.

Taka opened his mouth to reply, then his eyes went wide. He puffed out his cheeks and hurried out of the room.

Everyone laughed, even Sakura.

 

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The night’s sleep was thankfully dreamless. Mukuro woke feeling even better than before. Her body was still sore, but almost all of the pain was gone. She even felt good enough to stretch.

“Ah!”

She regretted that idea as soon as she tried it. For whatever reason of bruises and muscles, moving her arms too high produced a sharp, stabbing pain all over her back. It didn’t last long, but she knew she wouldn’t be exercising with Hina and Sakura any time soon.

Breakfast came and went, as did the customary gossip with her friends.

Friends… she thought, pleasantly.

“Rrgh!”

The three of them turned to see Chihiro in the corner of the cafeteria. The diminutive girl struggled with two large bags of trash. She was forced to drag them on the floor, and somehow one of them had torn. A trail of sticky brown something snaked out of the bag.

“D—disgusting!” Hifumi said, propping up his glasses.

“Chihiro, do you require aid?” Sakura asked.

“No!” Chihiro cried. “I’ve… I’ve got this.”

She tried to pull both bags up behind her back to carry them, but the weight was too much for her. She stumbled backward and landed on her butt, staining her skirt in the gross liquid.

“No, Chihiro!” Hina ran over. “C’mon, let us help you.”

Sakura also hovered over her. Without a word, she picked up both bags in one hand. Chihiro looked up at them. Her eyes were hard to read – one moment she looked like she was on the verge of tears, the next moment, she almost seemed angry. It was clear that she didn’t want their help, but Hina was completely oblivious to this.

“… Thanks.” Chihiro muttered, still upset. “I’ll… come back here afterward and clean up the liquid. No one touch it until then!”

Mukuro got up to help, but Hina shook her head.

“You’re still sore, aren’t you? You can’t go around carrying heavy stuff.”

Mukuro pursed her lips, but accepted this.

“See you later, then. I’m going to go explore some more.”

Hina waved goodbye happily as the three girls left the room.

 

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Mukuro squeezed herself down as small as she could go, then pressed against the wall next to the door. It was just barely open, and she could see the shadows of the people inside. No one else was in the gym, which meant she could spy on the trophy room and never be seen. Even if someone moved to enter the gym, she’d have just enough time to make it to a bleacher and pretend to just be sitting around. No one would ever know… except maybe Monokuma, but he probably wouldn’t tell.

“… Jeez! I barely touched it, and I got that gold stuff all over my hand.”

“Wow, you’re right. Your hands are totally gold.”

Mukuro watched Makoto and Sayaka play with the gold-coated sword in the trophy room through the crack in the door. Makoto tried to wipe the gold varnish on his hand back onto the trophy case, meeting with only moderate success.

“You should take it with you!” Sayaka chirped. “It might help liven up your room a little.”

Mukuro bit her thumb, this time fully embracing her inner Toko.

Giving him a sword! She cursed herself for not thinking of that first. Swords are so cool!

It wasn’t even a bad weapon. Even in a sheath, it would still make a serviceable club. The gold coating was an annoyance, but if you wiped it off, argh! It was a perfect gift to impress anyone.

Makoto removed the kitten hairclip from his jacket, and Sayaka squealed with delight.

“… I can’t begin to describe this feeling!” she said, instantly sliding it over her ear. Its adorable goofiness was perfectly at home with her white shirt, pink ribbon, and shining smile.

Mukuro watched the exchange with hungry, envious eyes. A tiny stream of drool trickled over her hand.

“If anything were to happen,” Makoto said seriously. “When the time comes… I’ll protect you.”

“You’ll protect me?” Sayaka gasped.

Mukuro restrained herself from growling, but only just barely. Sweat and saliva flowed into a single liquid along her thumb.

Just look at the two of them…

She could just imagine them married as soon as they were out of here, teenagers or not. Competing with a gorgeous, smart, funny girl-next-door who was also an idol was a despair-inducing thought.

No… Even that’s flattering myself.

Aside from Sayaka frowning once when Makoto was kind to Mukuro, the two girls had barely had a single interaction. Sayaka probably didn’t think about Mukuro at all.

“What about you, Sayaka?” Makoto asked. Mukuro shook her head; the conversation had continued without her. “What’s your dream? I’d love to hear.”

“I’ve always wanted to be a star, as long as I can remember!”

Sayaka related her story: a motherless household, seeing an idol on television and mistaking her for a princess, that idol melting away her loneliness, and the earnest belief that you can chase your dreams and always make them come true. It was a heart-wrenching, beautiful tale, and even Mukuro was crying by the end of it, though not for the same reasons as Sayaka.

Dreams…

Sayaka’s dream was to inspire people and to be loved. Did Mukuro have anything like that? Dreams and aspirations? She searched inside herself and cried out for an answer, but found only a void where she thought a dream might go. Career? Family? Sightseeing? Love? It was bad enough not to want any of these things, but it was worse not to know what wanting them was even like.

No wonder everyone in the school was so driven, either to escape or survive. They all had dreams and goals and ambitions, all except for Mukuro. The thought of escape had barely crossed her mind so far, except as a vehicle to learn if someone was waiting for her outside. Meanwhile, Sayaka was the most driven girl in the school. It was so perfectly obvious why Makoto was enamored with her.

“Everyone in my group is like family to me.” Sayaka whispered. Her voice was unsteady. For a moment, that façade of a beautiful, perfect girl cracked. Sayaka’s skin went as white as a ghost, her eyes were wide, and she drew her trembling hands over her heart. “While I’m in here, the world out there is forgetting about me! Minute by minute, we’re all disappearing. I can’t… I can’t afford to be stuck in here!”

Mukuro’s own expression changed as she watched Sayaka’s breakdown. She had never imagined that the girl could cry out so desperately like that, to express the fear of her dream being crushed and lost forever.

The blood washed back to Sayaka’s face.

“Sorry, I kinda killed the mood, huh?”

“No, not at all,” Makoto comforted her.

Sayaka’s cheery demeanor returned all at once. A few seconds later, she was smiling and pressing out her breasts.

“I might not look like it, but I’m actually a pretty good cook!”

“Wow,” Makoto looked excited. “What’s your specialty?”

“Chili oil!”

“The… condiment?”

“Just kidding!”

Sayaka burst out laughing, and her bright smile was the last thing in the trophy room before the two of them disappeared into the hallway. Mukuro stayed concealed in the gym, not moving from her hiding place. She watched the empty trophy room for a long time, a single thought roiling through her mind:

Holy shit, she’s totally gonna kill someone.

Notes:

* I'm not sure how long this fanfic will ultimately be. I have the entire plot sketched out in advance, but I don't know how many chapters or words that's going to be when properly written out.

* One thing I've realized about writing fanfiction versus writing original fiction is that fanfics can afford to be very light on setting details and character descriptions, since the readers can be presumed to be familiar with the original work. I'm not sure how much of an advantage this really is, though.

Chapter 4: Chapter 1: Surviving Death - Daily Life 3

Summary:

In an attempt to provoke a murder, Monokuma provides each student with a personalized video depicting his or her loved ones in danger. When Mukuro checks her video, however, she finds something different and unique...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Leon and Toko walked into the cafeteria, both of them clearly reluctant and annoyed. Behind them marched a male figure in flawless white. His voice exploded into the room.

“Excellent! Everyone is here at last!”

It was telling how no one really reacted to Taka’s bellowing anymore. Hina didn’t even look up from her breakfast, and Mukuro watched the scene with complete disinterest. Her attention was laser-focused on the blue-haired idol sitting at the largest table, chatting pleasantly with everyone else like nothing was wrong at all.

Mukuro recalled something Sakura had once said about sensing “hostile intent.” The idea was that an experienced enough combatant could just feel when someone had an intent to kill, like some kind of instinct. To Mukuro, Sayaka gave that off like a lighthouse in the dead of night. She wanted to scream and ask everyone how everyone else didn’t feel it. But Sakura seemed not to sense it.

What’s that say about me? Mukuro wondered. She poked through her cereal before coming to a conclusion: That I’m either much better or much worse at it than Sakura.

Taka took up a position roughly in the center of the room, then slammed a fist into his palm.

“Attention, fellow classmates! I have an exciting announcement! I have decided that from this point on, we will all meet here and have breakfast every morning!”

He smiled proudly, as if this idea was the stuff of genius. The others mulled it over, talking amongst themselves, but most seemed agreeable. As usual, it was only Byakuya and Toko who looked uncertain about it. Toko in particular went green with disgust and started sweating.

“Y—you want me to eat breakfast with other people?” she muttered.

Her lips stretched into a smile Mukuro had no words to describe. It seemed to her like Toko was fantasizing about this, as if it was some kind of naughty, filthy thought to her.

“It seems that the fate of our future mornings has been decided.” Sakura said.

“It makes complete sense.” Kyoko said, tapping the back of her hand against her chin. She continued without looking anyone in the eyes. “It lets us keep track of everyone’s movements in the morning, helps establish camaraderie between students, and it will alert us if someone doesn’t show up because they were murdered at night.”

She said the last part so casually that it took Hina a moment to process it. Hina puffed out her cheeks and was about to protest when Mukuro interrupted.

“Those are all good points,” she said. “Maybe Taka’s actually pretty smart.”

Kyoko didn’t respond.

Time passed, and the topic of conversation turned to the mastermind behind Monokuma. Of course, no one had any actual clues.

“One thing I can tell you is who’s behind this!” Hina yelled. “Someone totally weird and messed up!”

Mukuro saw Byakuya roll his eyes.

For the first time in a while, Chihiro cleared her throat and spoke up.

“Um… If you think in terms of people who are really abnormal or bizarre… There is someone who springs to mind…”

Makoto looked surprised.

“Do you have an idea of who’s behind this, Chihiro?”

“Sort of… I can’t be certain, though—”

“Certainty is not a concern right now!” Taka roared. “All remarks are allowed!”

“Have you guys ever heard of Genocide Jack?”

The next few minutes consisted of random speculations about the serial killer. Everyone except Mukuro, Kyoko, and Toko joined in at some point. Byakuya seemed particularly well-read on the subject, surprising everyone.

This is just like the Junko Enoshima thing, Mukuro reflected. Everyone knows about this crazy murderer except me.

She felt less bad this time around, though. She met Toko’s fearful eyes, and knew they were thinking the same thing:

The fewer insane murderers in our lives, the better.

“It’s okay!” Hina said. “Everything’s absolutely, positively, one-hundred-percent without a doubt going to be okay! ‘Cuz help’s gonna be here soon, I’m sure of it! We’ve been stuck here a few days, right? So, our families must’ve called the police already!”

Screeching, insane laughter burst through the cafeteria. Everyone, even Kyoko, tensed up. A moment later, Monkuma bounced in from some unknown shadow and was simply there at the head of the table.

“You’re putting your faith in the police? All they’re good for is losing against the villain! The bad guys come along and destroy them, and that shows just how badass they are! If you wanna get out of here, there’s only one way!”

Makoto shook his head.

“There’s nothing you can say that will make us start killing each other.” he said.

Monokuma hung his head down in a poor imitation of disappointment.

“You kids are so lazy and selfish… I’m so bored watching you! All the mystery ingredients are here – right people, right place. So why hasn’t anyone killed anyone yet? That’s what I couldn’t understand. But I just realized there was one important piece missing! Motive! I just need to give you all a motive!”

Taka shook his head.

“No one is interested in your motive, Monokuma! Get lost!”

“Oh? Weren’t you guys just talking a second ago about the outside world? Well, it just so happens that I have a video of what’s going on outside of the school, if you’re really that interested. I mean, don’t you want to know about your friends and family?”

No one spoke. Although Monokuma’s aims were childishly obvious, he was right: everyone wanted news of the outside world… with one exception. The bear couldn’t know that his taunts about friends and family were each a stab in Mukuro’s heart. She made sure not to show it, though.

“Anyway!” he shrilled. “If you really want to know what’s happening with that boring outside world you keep yammering about, just go to the AV Room!”

He was gone a moment later. No one spoke for a long while.

“So… who’s going to go and check?” Hiro asked.

“Why aren’t you volunteering?” Leon replied.

Hiro simply raised another set of prayer beads above his head and started mumbling.

“If this is a motive to make us kill each other,” Celestia said. “Perhaps we should just ignore it?”

“No one is going to do that, and you know it,” Byakuya chided. “The only real question is who we send there first.”

“It should be the person least likely to be compelled to murder, even if given a strong reason to.” Kyoko added.

“T—then who’s the s—smallest and most inept person here?” Toko asked. “Oh! Makoto!”

Everyone turned to him. No one protested what Toko said, not even Sayaka. Makoto smiled uncomfortably.

“Well… Okay.” He stood up. “If it’s something dangerous, I’ll call out.”

He waved awkwardly, then left.

 

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“Goddammit!”

The scream of rage was faint, but everyone heard it. There was no discussion or lengthy argument this time; almost everyone simply got up and ran to the AV Room.

Though Mukuro’s bruises were mostly gone, she was still too sore to keep up with the crowd. Only Kyoko matched her relatively slow speed. The quiet girl was certainly capable of keeping up with everyone else, so why she would choose to lag behind was a mystery. Then again, almost everything she did was a mystery.

When they finally joined the others, everyone sat at private terminals within the room. Each terminal had a monitor, a DVD player, and a set of headphones. The closest one to the door was Makoto’s, and he just sat at it, head in his hands. Next to him was a cardboard box with two DVDs. One was labeled “Kyoko Kirigiri,” and the other “Mukuro Ikusaba.”

Kyoko took hers without a word, then sat down at one of the terminals. Mukuro hesitated. Makoto was actually crying, either in frustration or fear. She placed a hand on his shoulder, but he didn’t seem to notice.

Monokuma’s words bubbled up in her thoughts: Friends and family…

She pulled away from Makoto, took the final DVD, and found a terminal in the back corner of the room. No one would be able to see her monitor. Heart pounding, she set the CD in the tray, slipped the headphones over her ears, and pressed the Play button.

Static, and then a flash to life. Someone unseen was carrying a camera down a narrow, unlit hallway. Heavy footsteps echoed. Shadows were everywhere. There were doors on either wall, and on each of them was an empty holder where a plaque would have gone. With a terrified gasp, Mukuro realized what she was seeing: the communal dorm area.

The unseen person with the camera paused at one of the doors. A left hand stretched out to pull the knob. It was a woman’s hand. No – it was a teenage girl’s.

The lights were on, but only very dimly. The camera entered the dorm, and the heavy footsteps disappeared as floor tiles transitioned into carpet. Another sound took their place. It was something like a muffled cry.

A pink-sheeted bed came into view. On it was a teenage girl. Her blonde hair was pulled back into two enormous pigtails, each of which was held in place by a black or white hairclip in the shape of a bear’s head. She wore a black cardigan over a white shirt, a long, loosely-fitting white tie, and a tiny red miniskirt. Her hands were tied with rough, crude rope, as were her knees and ankles, and her mouth was covered by a heavy rag. Her skin was covered in scratches and blood. She faced away from the camera, and Mukuro watched her struggle and grunt, trying in vain to free her hands from the ropes.

The camera was set on the edge of the bed. The girl stopped struggling, and started to tremble with fear. She curled up into a fetal position, and seemed to pray through her gag. Then the girl who’d walked in grabbed her roughly by the hair, and flipped her sideways until her face came into view.

She was gorgeous. Beyond gorgeous – she was the most attractive, irresistible woman Mukuro could possibly imagine. No mere words could do her justice. In fact, she was almost more beautiful for the streams of mascara flowing down from her red eyes. Trickles of blood flowed from bruises all along her forehead.

 She looked into the camera fearfully, fitfully, and then up to her still-unseen tormentor. She shut her eyes closed, but the hand bat her on the ear, so she peeked one open. Some signal was given off-screen, and she nodded her head. The hand pulled off the rag, then dropped her head next to the camera so that her face, damaged, angelic, and terrified, was all that could be seen.

She gurgled for a second, then spit up blood. Dripping pink obscured half the image.

“Mukuro…” she whispered. She looked up, then back to the camera. Her voice was barely audible. “Mukuro, I need you, Mukuro.” She tried to swallow, but only spit up more blood. Her eyes shut tight. “Oh God, Mukuro, I’m sorry! I’m sorry! Please forgive me, you’ll always be my big sis, I love you, please—”

The hand belt her on the ear again. She whimpered, then looked back into the camera.

“I know we always had our differences, Mukuro, but… It was always my fault. You hear that?” She smiled, sort of, and nodded profusely. “My fault, never yours. If you… If you forgive me, if you… Big sis, oh God, I’ll never argue with you again. Please, I love you—”

The rag was stuffed back into her lips. She screamed into it, but the hand pushed her face away from the camera. A heavy kick connected with her stomach a second later. The girl on the bed wheezed, then fell limp. She could have easily been dead.

Monokuma’s shrill voice pierced the scene.

“Oh boy, this is bad! What could have possibly happened to her? What could have possibly happened to your sister?! There’s only one way to check up on her!”

Goofy pink font exploded onto the screen.

LOOK FOR THE ANSWER AFTER GRADUATION!

The message faded, and the tormentor reached to turn off the camera. Just before the screen went black, her right hand came into view for a split second. On its back was a Fenrir tattoo.

 

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Mukuro lay on her bed face-up, staring at the ceiling. The DVD hid inside a drawer in her desk, but its presence was inescapable. She’d stopped shaking, and her heart beat at a normal rate, but she was still afraid.

It was worse than simple fear. It was as if nothing could exist within her except fear, as if she was a fear-shaped container mistakable for a person. It was as if those days with Hina and Sakura were just an accidental moment that should have never been possible.

She turned over on her bed. Was it this bed? Was this lavender-scented happy pink sheet the very one that her sister had been tied and beaten on? Tears welled up in her eyes. So many questions, and the only one who could answer them was Monokuma. Asking him would be worse than useless.

She buried her head in a pillow and screamed. Suddenly furious, she threw it at the camera. It caught against the lens for a second, then fell to the floor with a plomf.

She forced herself to calm down.

It’s a fake, she decided. It’s a fake, or else it’s shot to confuse me.

That was a comforting thought, actually. Monokuma would do something like that, and it would be very easy to tattoo a fake Fenrir symbol on the back of someone’s hand. Or maybe the person in the video was from Fenrir, and they were allied with Monokuma to get revenge for Mukuro leaving them.

But… was that really her little sister, begging and crying for help? Half of Mukuro wanted to believe she was real, that someone needed her, and the other half wanted her to be an actress working for the mastermind behind the bear.

She punched the wall. To her surprise, her knuckles not only damaged the wallpaper, they chipped a piece of the wood underneath. She wasn’t even bleeding. Curious, she kicked her desk, and sent it reeling back several feet.

I’m this strong?

She looked at her hands. If she was this strong while still injured…

At last, she decided there was no reason to stay locked in her dorm. She grabbed her key and opened the door to leave.

“Oh!”

Kyoko stood there, hand in mid-motion to press the doorbell.

“Mukuro.” she said.

“Kyoko…”

“I want to ask you for a favor.”

Mukuro frowned. She hadn’t really thought they were very close… But Kyoko had loaned her half of her clothing.

“What is it?”

“I’d like to see your video. You can see mine, if you want.”

Mukuro’s heart leapt out of her chest.

“Why?”

Kyoko tapped one of her gloved fingers against her chin. Her voice was perfectly calm.

“I’m certain everyone saw their family or friends in danger… But then I thought, ‘what would Monokuma show someone who has no memories?’ If it’s different from what everyone else saw, that could be a clue to his intentions.”

Mukuro bit her lip.

“It was… my sister… I think.”

Kyoko regarded her with cool eyes for a few seconds. Mukuro knew that the girl saw right through her. With total certainty, Kyoko knew that Mukuro’s tape was special.

“I see,” Kyoko said. As much as she ever showed emotions, she feigned disappointment. “Never mind, then.”

Mukuro made sure to lock her door when she left.

 

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DING DONG BING BONG

Monokuma’s typical nighttime announcement played. He said something about the doors to the dining hall closing shortly, but none of the three girls in the cafeteria moved to leave. Mukuro, Hina, and Sakura stayed right where they were and slowly finished their very late dinner. Hina and Mukuro each had only a single cup of tea remaining.

“… Mine was about my brother…” Hina murmured. “He’s on the track team at his high school. He was running, and then he was gone, and the entire scene changed to the track being destroyed. But I don’t understand how!”

“It may be an illusion of some kind,” Sakura offered. “But… There is no way to know for certain.”

“Ugh!” Hina slammed her arms onto the table, then laid her head on top of them. “Stupid Monokuma and his stupid games! I’m kind of scared, guys.”

“Do you think someone will try something tonight?” Mukuro asked.

“It is a distinct possibility,” Sakura said. “If someone were particularly ruled by emotions, the immediate aftermath of the videos being handed out would be the most dangerous few hours.”

Hina mumbled something to herself.

A figure appeared in the doorway that linked the cafeteria to the dorms. In the corner of her eye, Mukuro saw a flash of blue hair. She tensed up at once.

In the excitement of the videos, she’d completely forgotten about Sayaka’s strange behavior in the trophy room the other day.

The immediate aftermath of the videos being handed out…

Sayaka went straight to the kitchen without speaking a word. Hina and Sakura barely seemed to notice her presence. Mukuro tried to look her in the eyes, tried to get a sense of that killing intent, but it was impossible without looking conspicuous.

A minute later, Sayaka left the kitchen. Again, she went straight for the exit. Hina looked over and gave Sayaka a tepid wave.

“I… had to get a drink of water…” Sayaka said, barely seeming to register them.

Then she was gone.

Mukuro’s blood was pumping hard. Sakura noticed her distress and placed a hand on her shoulder.

“Are you alright, Mukuro?”

“I… no.” She stood up. “I’m feeling a little down right now. I think I might’ve eaten too much after… my injuries. I’m just gonna head to bed right now, it’s past ten anyway.”

She waved goodbye, then left the cafeteria. In the distance of the main dorm area, she saw Sayaka moving away at a rapid pace. Mukuro hurried to catch up, but made sure to stay silent. When Sayaka stopped, Mukuro ducked behind a corner. Sayaka looked from side to side to make sure no one could see her, then slipped into her room.

Her room? Mukuro’s eyes narrowed. As a semi-professional follower of Makoto’s movements, that didn’t seem right to her. She left her hiding place and crept up to the door. It did indeed have Sayaka’s plaque, but… She remembered Makoto’s dorm as being across the hallway from Mondo’s. She’d noted that because Mondo was the only dead student. According to the plaques now, Sayaka’s room was across from Mondo’s, and Makoto’s was to the side.

She noticed two shadows in the distance behind her. She hurried to her own room, fumbled with the lock, and dove inside just in time for Hina and Sakura to pass by without seeing her. When they were gone, she peeked out again.

The way the doors were set up, it was just possible to leave hers slightly open and still see Makoto’s and Sayaka’s rooms. If she turned off the lights the same way as in the video, no one was likely to see her from the hallway unless they came right up to her and looked inside.

She kneeled there in the doorway, absolutely still. Even her chest seemed not to move. Even Mukuro herself could not hear her own breaths. If there was any sound at all, it was only that of a bead of sweat dripping down from her chin and splashing onto the carpet.

Minutes passed. Mukuro’s mind went blank. Nothing existed except for those two doors.

Just when Mukuro began to wonder if she was overreacting, Sayaka’s door swung open. She crept out, made sure no one was watching, and ran down the hall. She moved so quickly that Mukuro didn’t have time to shut her own door, but Sayaka thankfully didn’t notice her anyway. The idol ran to one of the dorms on the far side of the hallway.

Thanks to the absolute silence in the hallway, it was just barely possible to hear the click of a button being pressed. Then Mukuro heard a paper being crumpled. She couldn’t see whose door Sayaka was at, but by eliminating all of the doors she could see right now…

Makoto, Kyoko, Taka, Byakuya, Toko, Chihiro, Hina…

That left only Celeste, Sakura, Leon, Hiro, and Hifumi.

Sayaka rushed past again, still not noticing Mukuro in the shadows. She quietly entered her room again. Five minutes passed, and then Mukuro heard the creak of a door she couldn’t see. Seconds later, Leon passed by. He was dressed as if it was still full daytime. Mukuro’s heart was on fire. He paused at Sayaka’s room, then licked his hand and slicked back his hair. He jumped in place for a moment, then finally pressed the doorbell.

The lock clicked. Leon took the knob in hand, twisted it, and stepped inside.

Mukuro moved without thinking. She twisted in place, pulled off one of her sneakers, and tossed it forward. It flew through the air with pinpoint accuracy and landed exactly where she wanted it to: right between Sayaka’s door and its frame.

She rushed forward, heedless of the aching in her legs and arms. Through the crack in the door, she heard a yelp.

“Ah!” Leon cried.

She heard heavy breathing, then a shink as metal struck metal.

Leon screamed, then there was a horrible snapping sound. Mukuro knew it was a bone breaking.

She kicked open the door. Leon stood there with a golden sword in his hand. Sayaka was huddled against the wall near the bathroom, screaming. Leon turned to Mukuro. Either by malice or fear, he swung the sword at her.

It happened faster than Mukuro could understand. The blade came at her, and she dodged to the side like she’d done this a million times before. At the same moment, her right hand raised on its own. It caught Leon by the wrist, and then she pulled him toward her. She stepped forward, slammed her fist into his neck, and yanked the sword out of his hand like he was a child. He gasped for breath, she flourished the sword, took it into both hands, and brought it down on his terrified face.

No!

She pulled back just in time. The blade left a nasty gash along his right cheek. He stumbled back, clutching both the wound and his neck, and tripped over an upturned table.

Sayaka was still screaming. Leon held out his hands in a motion of surrender, but he wouldn’t be making any noise with his throat like that.

Mukuro breathed in and out. It occurred to her in that moment:

I could kill them both, and no one would ever know.

Everyone else was asleep… Mukuro could silence them quickly, then simply leave back to her room. The entire dorm room was already contaminated by these two failed murder attempts; no one in the universe would ever be able to piece together what happened here by inspecting it. She could just play dumb as the others guessed randomly, maybe even make some “guesses” herself. Then, when she was out of this hellhole, she could find the police, tell them everything, and let them rescue the others while she found her sister. In fact, Hope’s Peak would actually be safer without two attempted murderers on the loose.

Sayaka’s scream finally died. Only just now did Mukuro see that her wrist had been broken by the sword. Leon coughed, hacked up some spit, then shoved himself up against a wall and whimpered. Their eyes were wide and crazy.

Without a doubt, this was the best opportunity anyone in the killing game would ever have to get away with it.

No one will ever know except Monokuma…

 

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“… and that’s the whole story.” Mukuro finished, having told perhaps half of what she knew.

She sat on the edge of the bed. Sayaka and Leon were sequestered in opposite corners of the dorm. The former nursed her still-broken wrist and the latter pressed a pinkening towel against his cheek. Both grunted and whimpered in pain. Sayaka was still wearing Makoto’s hairclip.

Almost everyone else stood or wandered about in the half-destroyed room, either surveying the scene or watching Sayaka and Leon. The only exception was Toko, who stood outside of the room and listened in. She didn’t dare look at the sight of blood. Many of the students were only half-dressed; it surprised Mukuro to learn that Celeste’s spiral pigtails were just clip-ons. Without them, her pale skin and short, dark hair actually made her resemble Mukuro quite a bit.

Kyoko kneeled over every dropped item and ran her fingers over every slash in the wall. The sword and kitchen knife were bundled together on top of the desk.

“Let me get this straight,” Hifumi said, pushing up his glasses. “You just happened to leave your dorm when Leon entered this one?”

“That’s right! I was thirsty.”

“But the dining hall is closed at night.”

“I… forgot.”

Hifumi shrugged, but Byakuya scowled at her. She wasn’t going to fool him with such weak lies.

Leon started to say something, but Kyoko cut him off.

“How’d you know something was wrong at all?” she asked. “You can’t hear anything through the doors.”

Mukuro was prepared for that one.

“The door wasn’t completely closed when Sayaka came at him with the knife. I heard him yell out, so I stopped it from closing and looked inside.”

This satisfied everyone, except the usual two: Byakuya and Kyoko.

“Sayaka must’ve picked up that knife when we were in the cafeteria!” Hina cried. Her eyes were wide with awe. “I noticed one was missing, but I didn’t think anything of it. Oh man, Mukuro, you totally saved two people’s lives!”

“You must be quite the combatant,” Sakura agreed. “Disarming a sword while injured? That is no small feat.”

“Look, man,” Leon screamed. “It’s not my fault! I just grabbed the sword that was already here, I wasn’t gonna kill her, I was just defending myself!”

Hina kicked him in the shin.

“Then why’d you try to stab Mukuro with it, you stupid liar?!”

“She came at me all suddenly, I was just panicking, I said I’m sorry! I wasn’t gonna hurt anyone, I wasn’t gonna kill anyone!”

“I have a question.” Byakuya said. He pointed at Mukuro. No – he pointed just beneath Mukuro. “Why is that bed blue? Aren’t the girls’ beds pink?”

Mukuro knew the answer to that, of course… But if she said it, that was as good as admitting that she’d been stalking Makoto.

“It’s not Sayaka’s dorm room,” Kyoko said. “She switched with someone else, including the nameplates. Isn’t that right, Makoto?”

He was standing near the doorway to the dorm. He’d heard everything, but he’d been facing away the entire time. Mukuro couldn’t see his eyes, but she could see his shaking fists.

“What do you mean?” Hiro asked. He was rubbing the back of his head. “Why would Makoto switch rooms with Sayaka to help her kill Leon?”

“He wouldn’t.” Byakuya said. He understood her meaning instantly. “Sayaka tricked him.”

Makoto’s fist shook so hard that it started to hit the wall. Little thump thump thumps were audible in the suddenly quiet room. Over them, everyone could hear sniffling.

But still he said nothing.

Toko cackled from outside of the door. Mukuro had forgotten she was there.

“O—oh, I get it! The f—fucking idol slut m—made up a sob story, then got the s—stupid idiot to switch rooms with her. Th—then she invited Leon over and…”

She made a throat slitting noise.

Makoto concealed his face in his arm. His body convulsed every few seconds, and it was clear he was crying.

“Makoto!” Sayaka tried to move toward him, but Sakura blocked her. “Makoto, it’s… it’s not like that…”

“Sayaka…” he breathed. He didn’t look at her. “Is what they said true?”

She opened her mouth to respond, but no words came out. She was crying, too.

“Were you planning this all along?” he asked.

“No!”

“Were all those memories and all that talk just so you could kill someone and frame me?”

“No, no, they weren’t!”

Makoto pulled himself from the wall, then ran out into the hallway toward the main school. His footsteps echoed for some time, and then he was gone.

Sayaka’s entire face was red. She was openly weeping. After a moment, she fell to her knees. Everyone, even the people who’d been upset with a moment before, looked at her with pity… except one. Byakuya just rolled his eyes.

“I will take Sayaka to the nurse’s office and tend to her wrist.” Sakura said. “After that…”

“After that, we tie up her hands!” Byakuya said. “We can’t have her running around anymore. I’d say to put her out of her misery now—”

“Byakuya!” Chihiro gasped.

“—but the bear would probably count that as a murder, which would only create more complications. Someone’s going to have to watch her from now on.”

Taka stroked his chin.

“In lieu of school authorities to report Sayaka’s actions to, I must regrettably agree with Byakuya. Of course, I will make a full report of this incident to submit to the administration as soon as possible.”

“Then that shall also be my task.” Sakura said. “I will attend Sayaka during the day and night until we can agree to trust her again.”

“Me too!” Hina joined in. “The two of us can take turns.”

“Look,” Leon interrupted. “It’s like I said, I was never going to—”

“Shut up.” Byakuya snapped.

It was agreed to take a vote. By a 7-4 margin, Leon was allowed to move freely. Byakuya and Toko were, as always, the most against the decision.

“There’s one more thing we should take care of,” Celeste yawned. “Makoto just ran off at night.”

“He’s not gonna hurt anyone!” Hina groaned.

“That’s not what I meant. It seems like he wanted to go and take a nice, long cry, yes? But if he falls asleep out there…”

“He’ll be violating one of Monokuma’s regulations!” Taka cried. “Someone needs to go out there and make sure he returns to the dorms before that happens.”

There was a moment of hesitation. Before anyone else could seize the opportunity, Mukuro stood up.

“Um… I’ll do it.”

“Are you sure?” Hiro asked. “Aren’t you, like, tired?”

“Not really… In fact, I’m probably not going to sleep for the rest of the night. All of this excitement…”

She shrugged, then maneuvered out of the room.

Makoto was the lucky student? Not tonight – Mukuro couldn’t believe her good fortune. Or maybe it was a reward from one of Hiro’s gods for doing the right thing? Either way, she followed Makoto’s tracks.

 

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Mukuro found him in the gym. Makoto was sitting on the floor, leaning against the stage. Even from the doorway into the room, she could hear his tears and short breaths. Like most of the other students, he was only half-dressed, and was missing his customary jacket.

He looked up for a second and saw her. Then he turned away and covered his face with his arms. Mukuro didn’t know whether approaching him would make matters better or worse, so she just stood in the doorway, watching.

His tears stopped after a while. He looked back over to her. His eyes were red.

“Mukuro…” he said. She rushed to his side and kneeled next to him. “I… I guess I need to thank you. You… You saved Leon and Sayaka… And you… you stopped me from having…”

“You wouldn’t have been responsible for anything,” Mukuro said gently. “It would have been only Sayaka’s fault.”

“Is that really true?” Makoto asked. He was still trembling, and his breaths were more like wheezes. “She… Did she know what she was doing? Because… Maybe she was tricked somehow, by Monok—”

“She knew.” Mukuro said flatly. She reached out and put her arms around his shoulders. Her heart exploded out of her chest when he didn’t pull away.

“But… But then that means she took advantage of me.” He wiped his eyes with his sleeve. “I was trying to be kind, and she…”

He trailed off.

“Was I wrong?” he asked. “I wanted to believe in hope, that no one would ever play Monokuma’s game, but—”

“You weren’t wrong,” Mukuro said softly. She was surprised at how comforting she managed to keep her voice. “Sayaka… She just…”

What do I say?!

To tell him the truth as she saw it, or to say something that would ensure he’d never look at Sayaka the same way again? Mukuro sweat more than Makoto did.

“She just cracked under the pressure,” she said. “It’s no one’s fault but… but her own. You never made a mistake. You need to keep being kind and believing in people. There was one person who acted evilly, but we stopped it, and now she’ll never try it again because… well, because everyone would suspect her, right? So, you can be sure that your kindness and your hope will never fail anyone ever again, as long as we keep an eye on her.”

Makoto’s breathing slowed. He looked Mukuro in the eyes, and that sparkle he’d always had returned. His face was still covered in tears, sweat, and grime, but Mukuro knew that he would be alright.

“Mukuro…” he said.

She thought he was going to move up and kiss her. She was the one shaking now. She pursed her lips, her heart was racing, and—

Whatever energy had propelled Makoto this far finally failed him. His eyes closed, and he leaned his head against her shoulder. His warm breath blew against her breasts.

It was heaven.

Notes:

* I hope people agree that it's generally in-character for Makoto to have behaved this way immediately after learning of Sayaka's betrayal. By the time he learns about it in the game, it's sort of beyond the point where anger would be relevant.

Chapter 5: Chapter 1: Surviving Death - A Body Has Been Discovered

Summary:

Mukuro and Makoto grow ever closer, and the students settle into a routine... Right up until a chime tolls in the school, and Monokuma announces that one of their friends is dead.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro pushed her elbows onto the surface of the cafeteria table, then propped up her chin with her hands. She stared into the face of the boy across from her, not even trying to hide her feelings. Though he was still somehow oblivious, probably everyone else in the room, which was everyone else, could tell what she was thinking.

But Makoto’s attention was elsewhere. He barely even poked at his breakfast.

Sayaka was in the corner of the room. At Byakuya’s insistence, her hands were still tied… although no one had really argued against him. Her right wrist was in as good a cast as Sakura could fashion, and either Sakura herself or Hina hovered around her at all times. For his part, Leon sat at the exact opposite corner. People were still hesitant around him, uncertain of his promises that he’d never hurt anyone except by accident.

Sayaka still had on her clothes from last night, including the hairclip she’d been given. They were wrinkled and dirty, but she didn’t seem to notice… anything, anymore. Her face was still pale, and she stared into a wall with aimless eyes. She never responded when spoken to, and the only indication she was alive at all was that she’d follow Sakura or Hina when pressed. To any outward indication, Sayaka was completely catatonic.

Good! was the only thought Mukuro would spare for her.

She found herself twisting a finger around a strand of her own hair as she looked at Makoto. From her position, she could see both him and Sayaka at the same time. Mukuro guessed, or perhaps just hoped, that he was trying not to think of that treacherous skank at all.

As always, Taka’s voice boomed in the room above the din of other conversations.

“Everyone! You will all be happy to know that I have recorded the full incident from last night!”

“You’re very reliable,” Hiro said, with more than a little sarcasm.

“I aim to be!”

Breakfast continued without incident until, five minutes later, Toko stood up suddenly. Taka was next to her, and Byakuya was already gone. She huffed, absolutely furious for some reason.

“Toko, I—”

“Rrgghhh!”

In a rush, she grabbed the logbook out of his hands and flung it as hard as she could, spinning it through the air. By awful chance, it landed square in the center of Celeste’s tray of tea and jam. Strawberry splattered all over her fine, lacey clothing.

Everyone watched quietly for a moment. Somehow, Celeste maintained her composure, and simply stood up and walked away. Bits of food trailed onto the floor beneath her.

Taka rushed over to his logbook and pulled it off of the tray.

“No!” he cried. Tears flowed liberally from his eyes. “It’s ruined!”

“G—good!” Toko sneered. She grabbed her own breakfast and ran out of the room.

“I’m sure you can find another one,” Makoto offered.

“Oh, that’s not a problem. I already have four, and I copy everything onto all of them just in case the primary one is damaged.”

Everyone was speechless.

“Then…” Hifumi trailed off.

“This one was my favorite!” Taka bellowed. “The others are yellow, pink, and lime green! This was the only black one!”

There was another moment of stunned silence, and then everyone turned away to ignore him. Heartbroken, Taka tromped over to a large trash can, one that was already overloaded with uneaten food, and tossed his former logbook inside.

“Mukuro,” Makoto said after a while. “I was thinking… I don’t know, maybe I’d just hang out around the school again. Do you want to—”

“Yes!” she said, a little too quickly.

“Alright.” He finished off a hash brown, then stood up. “First, I’ve got to talk to Sayaka.”

Mukuro’s heart sank.

“Why?” she asked sharply.

“She’s not a bad person, you know? I’m… I’m still a little mad at her, but if we can all put this behind us, we’ll all be better off for it. That’s what I believe in!”

Despite herself, Mukuro started cheering for him internally. It was such a… a pure interpretation of events, she couldn’t help it.

They walked over to Sayaka. Her eyes didn’t move from the wall. Hina and Sakura, who were sitting to her, looked happy that he’d come to work things out.

“Sayaka,” Makoto put a hand on her shoulder. She didn’t seem to notice. “Please, Sayaka… I’m not upset. I’m not mad! See? I was just angry last night.”

Her expression didn’t change, but Mukuro still sensed the overwhelming shame that burned within her.

“I don’t blame you for what happened. I blame Monokuma.” Makoto maneuvered around Sayaka and sat in front of her. Instantly, she closed her eyes and looked away. She whimpered pathetically, and a layer of sweat caked her entire face. “I want to still work together with you, and with everyone. I want to still be friends!” He reached for her good hand. “In fact, if you’re up for it, I still need you as my Ultimate Assistant.”

Sayaka pulled her hands over her head and took the fetal position again. Then she rolled onto the floor and under the table. She might have easily hurt her wrist again when she struck the floor, but she didn’t mind at all.

“Sayaka…” Makoto reached down for her again, but Hina put her hand on his.

“Things’ll be alright, but I bet she needs some time,” she explained.

“But—”

“Makoto Naegi! You might be over what happened last night, but she’s not. Give her a little bit, okay?”

Very reluctantly, Makoto pulled his hand back. He let Mukuro lead him away and out of the cafeteria, but not before saying one last thing.

“I still believe in you, Sayaka, absolutely. When you’re ready, come find me, and we’ll talk.”

If anything, that made Sayaka even worse. And Mukuro…

Mukuro knew the happy, satisfied feelings she had were wrong, but she just didn’t care.

 

-----

 

They talked.

They talked in the gym, in the trophy room, in the dorms, in the cafeteria, and in the entry hall. They talked while walking, while sitting, and while throwing stuff at the wall and watching it bounce off.

They talked about Makoto’s little sister Komaru, about his parents, about his house, about his old school, about his favorite TV shows and video games, and about boring, ordinary things that had happened to him when he was little. And it wasn’t just him talking; Mukuro listened intently, pressing him for further details whenever she could.

At first, she asked because she wanted to know more about his life. But it wasn’t long before it became her life, at least in her mind. She could almost imagine the goofy little sister Komaru as her own, that boring, ordinary high school as her own… It was easy for Mukuro’s imagination to replace itself with Makoto’s descriptions, to pretend his memories were her own. The only times she didn’t ask for more was when he reminisced about Sayaka in middle school.

Eventually, they found themselves in the school store.

“I don’t know how much I really believe in all that luck stuff,” Makoto said. “… ‘Ultimate Lucky Student.’ That’s not even really a skill in the same way as your guys’ Ultimate abilities. And if I’m so lucky, why are we all here?”

“Maybe it’s so you can save people!”

“What?”

“Imagine if everyone was here except you, and we all eventually kill each other like Monokuma says.” Mukuro said. “By being here, you change something that allows people to survive. Maybe you stop a murder, maybe you figure out who the Blackened is, whatever… The point is, just being here lets you alter events. And if you want to help people, then that’s pretty lucky for you.”

And I know you want to help people, she thought. You’re too nice a guy not to.

Makoto flushed red.

For no reason, Makoto tried the MonoMono Machine again. It shuddered and popped out a capsule. Inside, he found a paper charm emblazoned with the symbols of a god of martial arts.

“A God of War charm…” Makoto said. “I’m about the least qualified person in the world to have one of these… But I know someone who is.”

He held it out to Mukuro. She smiled and fluttered her eyelashes, then cradled the charm in her hands.

It was even better than a hairclip.

 

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As the day wound to a close, Makoto and Mukuro were walking to the cafeteria when they heard a grunt from inside.

“Rrgh!”

They peeked around the doorway. Chihiro was the only person inside. She was trying to move an entire heavy bag of garbage and two large trashcans from the room all at the same time. Taka’s food-stained logbook glimmered in one of them. The task would have been possible for a larger student, but not for such a diminutive girl.

“Chihiro!” Makoto ran over. “Do you need some help?”

“Oh, Makoto… Well, I guess. Thank you. I probably shouldn’t have tried to do this all in one trip.”

Makoto leaned over and took the heavy trash bag. When Mukuro came over for one of the trashcans, Chihiro hesitated. She looked much less happy about her help.

Is she still afraid of me from the other day? Mukuro wondered.

Actually, now that she thought about it, Chihiro had been upset when Sakura and Hina helped her. If she was completely fine with Makoto…

Does she not like other girls? Mukuro wondered.

They walked into the main dorm hallway. Hifumi passed them when Mukuro decided to shift the trashcan to rest on top of her shoulder instead of against her chest.

“Ah!”

Pain stabbed all over her right shoulder and part of her spine. She stumbled, but Makoto caught her in his arms. She swallowed hard.

“Thanks…” she nodded. “I guess my injuries… When I raised my arm over my shoulder…”

Hifumi looked over as he walked by, but didn’t offer to help them. Mukuro moved the can back down to her chest.

“I’m okay. Let’s keep going.”

They arrived at the trash room a minute later. Chihiro lifted the gate, and for the first time, Mukuro realized how noisy these pipes behind the incinerator were. Steam flowed through them probably all the time. Mukuro couldn’t even hear her own footsteps over the din.

There was more trash piled up beside the incinerator, probably the entire school’s worth of it. Chihiro must have made multiple trips back and forth, and they were here only for the last one.

When they were all inside, she slid the gate down and locked it.

“Oh, sorry, that’s just a habit… You know…”

“I get it.” Makoto nodded.

Chihiro pressed a button on a panel next to the incinerator. Orange flames roared to life within the machine, and then heat poured out of it. It was like they were on the surface of the sun.

Mukuro knew she was the strongest one here, so she grabbed one of the heaviest bags and held it up to the fire—

“Argh!”

That stabbing pain struck her again. She stumbled, and the bag fell out of her hands. Makoto grabbed her.

“Don’t worry,” he said. “We can handle it, you can just sit over there.”

Mukuro had too much pride to obey that request, so she settled for taking only the lightest of the trashcans, the tiny ones from the dorms, and slowly raising them to the fire. Makoto and Chihiro were the ones who lifted up bag after bag and flung them into the incinerator. When only the large, heavy cans were left, like the one from the cafeteria, Makoto took them into hand one at a time and held them up to the flames. Once, he misaimed, and a half-eaten apple hit the machine’s surface and fell to the floor. As Mukuro had guessed, the pipes drowned out the sound of the apple striking the ground.

When they finished, all three of them settled onto the floor and took a break. Chihiro in particular was very exhausted.

“Thanks, guys…” she panted.

“It was no problem!” Makoto said. “I was a little surprised you volunteered to be the first person to deal with the garbage.”

“Well,” Chihiro said. “It’s like I said… I’m useless without a computer.”

“I’m sure that’s not true.”

“It is! I wish I was stronger.”

“Like Sakura?”

Chihiro didn’t respond immediately. She seemed almost annoyed.

“Something like that.” she murmured, almost too softly to hear.

Mukuro traced her finger along the floor.

“I don’t think you should worry about that, Chihiro.” she said.

“Oh?”

“Your programming might not help right now, but how many of the other Ultimates are strong or fast or tough? They aren’t any better at escaping than you are, and you at least know exactly how to use your skill once you have a chance…” Mukuro wasn’t really paying attention to Chihiro or Makoto anymore. Her mind drifted away, but she just kept talking. “How many people out there will go their entire lives without ever knowing what they’re good at, or what makes them happy? Some people will go their whole lives and not know if they’ve made any mark on the world at all… You’re the Ultimate Programmer. Your code, you can look at it and know that it’s yours, no different than anyone else using their physical strength to move or build or kill something…”

Mukuro trailed off.

Not know what you’re good at… she thought. But the truth was, between the tattoo and chipping that wall, she had a pretty good guess at own her talent already.

She shook her head. The others were looking at her.

“Mukuro,” Makoto said. “That’s… kind of profound.”

“Ahhhh,” She blushed. “No, it’s not. I was just talking.”

Chihiro sighed.

“Maybe you’re right…” she said. “I mean, I do still want to get stronger, but…”

Makoto shook his head.

“There are a million ways a computer expert can help us – hack open the vault door at the entrance, contact the police, take control of the Monokuma robots… It’s not your time yet, Chihiro, but this is a school. There’ll be computers somewhere, and once we find one, it’ll be your time to shine.”

“You’ll save everyone,” Mukuro agreed. “You’re the single person most likely to save us all.”

Chihiro brightened instantly at the idea.

“My time… to shine…” she repeated. Her eyes were wide.

When they were all rested, Chihiro turned off the machine and unlocked the gate. She took most of the cans in her hands and nodded to them.

“I’m gonna go return these,” she said. Her spirits were high again. “See ya!”

Makoto and Mukuro returned to the cafeteria. Dinner was fun… but unexciting. When night fell, he walked her back to her dorm.

“I had a lot of fun today,” Mukuro said.

Makoto nodded.

“Me, too. I just wish… Ah, anyway, I’ll see you tomorrow, right?”

“Of course!”

They parted ways, perhaps a little awkwardly, and Mukuro entered her room. It was still completely unpersonalized.

How do you decorate a room when you don’t even know your own tastes?

Thanks to Makoto, Mukuro finally had an answer. Carefully, delicately, she hung the charm over her bed and grinned.

 

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Another breakfast passed. Everyone was present, although Byakuya and Toko retained their customary distance from the others. The former seemed to barely tolerate the latter. Mukuro wondered if he did so because he wanted company, no matter his seeming aloofness, or because he needed a potential ally.

Sayaka was exactly the same as before. She whimpered occasionally, but remained white as a sheet. Mukuro was certain she hadn’t showered or changed clothes in two days. Even that hairclip was still on her, an eternal reminder of her failure and betrayal. She never ate, even when Hina practically pushed food onto her. Sometimes her eyes moved to Makoto’s back, but she always quickly turned away. The aura of shame and self-loathing from her was thick enough to cut with a knife.

“I really want to help her,” Makoto whispered. “Do you think if I go over there…”

Mukuro looked back over to the quivering girl. Even she was beginning to pity her. She scowled.

“I don’t know,” she said. “I think she hates herself for what she did.”

One person who certainly didn’t hate himself was Leon, who moved through the cafeteria like nothing was wrong at all. By paying attention to others’ reactions to him, Mukuro guessed that Sakura, Celeste, Byakuya, and Toko all feared he would try something again. Kyoko, too, perhaps, but she was hard to read.

The cut Mukuro made on Leon’s cheek had turned into a scar, and no one was more impressed by it than Chihiro. She studied it intently, complimenting its shape and color, and was so in awe of it that she even left the room with him. Leon would have that scar for the rest of his life, and…

Damn, Mukuro admitted. That’s a really nice scar.

Mukuro was almost jealous of it. If she’d been in this mercenary company Fenrir, why did she not have any scars like that? She shook her head and turned back to Makoto.

“Do you want to do something fun again today?” she offered.

He sighed. He was still very clearly torn.

“Yeah… Yeah, I guess.”

And that’s exactly what they did.

 

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Someone, Mukuro wasn’t sure who, prepared chicken for dinner that night. People entered and exited over time, but Mukuro and Makoto stayed and just talked. By about 9 PM, only Mukuro, Makoto, Hina, Sayaka, Leon, Chihiro, and Byakuya were left, the last of whom arrived very late to begin with.

Leon was talking to Chihiro at a table in the corner. His voice raised, and then he started groaning.

“Man,” he complained. “I wanna get outta here so badly! There’s nothing to do in this school.”

“Then kill someone,” Byakuya chided.

Everyone grew quiet.

“You keep talking about that,” Leon fired back. “But I don’t see you trying anything.”

“Of course not. Only an idiot would make the first move.” Byakuya grinned. “Once I learn more about how the process of finding the Blackened works, and see what worked and didn’t work for the first killer or two, I can improve upon—”

“How can you just say that kind of stuff?” Hina pointed at him. “You’re, like, acting super suspicious.”

Byakuya shrugged.

“I was actually quite surprised by the incident the other night with the sword. Between Leon, Sayaka, and Mukuro, only one of them was smart enough not to try to kill anyone. I didn’t expect you two to be more bloodthirsty than the mercenary.”

At that, the already-traumatized Sayaka sniffed and turned away. She covered her ears as best she could with bound hands, and began shuddering.

“You monster!” Hina cried. “C’mon, Sayaka.”

She quickly led the idol out of the room. Leon huffed and looked like he would run over and attack Byakuya. Byakuya didn’t move at all, absolutely confident in his own invincibility.

Frustrated, Leon grabbed one of the metal chairs and slammed it against his own table. The table’s single leg broke apart, and the pieces of it fell to the ground and rolled away. Still upset, he tromped out of the room. By chance, this was when Kyoko entered. She stepped to the side and let him go.

Chihiro sighed, then ran after Leon.

“I’m… gonna make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid.” she explained.

They watched her disappear. Hina and Sayaka left shortly afterward.

“Kyoko,” Makoto said. “Do you want to join us? We’re just talking about life outside of the school.”

“Really?” Kyoko raised an eyebrow. “What would someone without memories have to talk about?”

Mukuro flushed red.

“Not much,” she admitted. “But it’s neat hearing others talk.”

Kyoko shook her head.

“No, but thank you.”

Kyoko took a seat by herself and started on a late dinner. Sakura entered the cafeteria shortly afterward, though, and left with water. The nighttime announcement played, and the day ended without incident.

 

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Breakfast the next morning was awkward. Several people were late, including Byakuya, Toko, Leon, and Hiro. Leon was still fuming at Byakuya from the previous night, but chose to avoid him rather than confront him. Sayaka was back to what passed for normal for her, still quiet but for her whimpering. She was finally dressed in a new set of clothing, but Hina had to almost feed her to get her to eat.

Despite all of this, the general mood was mostly friendly. It had been so many days since Monokuma had last made his revolting presence felt that Mukuro was actually in decent spirits. She felt even better for the fact that this was the first time since waking up in the school that she no longer needed any bandages. Her bruises were completely gone, and her skin had returned to its natural pale color. She still got sore when lifting things, but she could run and jump, and otherwise felt completely healthy. While they ate, Sakura's eyes studied her every muscle. Even her normal stoicism wasn't enough to mask her obvious curiosity.

She's wondering if I'm really some great Fenrir warrior.

The idea of Mukuro ever testing herself against Sakura was a frightening one. There was no doubt in her mind that the Ultimate Martial Artist could effortlessly handle the entire rest of the class combined... but neither of them approached the subject actively, and so any questions went unstated.

Hifumi was the first person to finish his breakfast. At about 8 AM, he stood up and moved to where the trashcan normally was – but the space was empty. Before he could speak, Taka made a noise.

“Hm!” He pulled out a logbook – lime green – and started scribbling in it. “Most curious.”

“What is?” Hifumi asked.

“We… are missing a person!”

Mukuro blinked. She looked around and realized, to her surprise, that Taka was right. The entire morning had gone by without Chihiro joining them.

“Where is she?” Sakura asked.

No one responded. Taka cleared his throat.

“Has anyone seen her since dinner last night?”

Again, no one responded. Taka tapped his foot on the floor. Without warning, he pointed at Hina.

“Hina! You will check Chihiro’s room!”

Hina pursed her lips, but set her tray down and ran out. Two minutes later, she ran back into the cafeteria.

“I pressed the button like a billion times, but she wasn’t there.”

The air was still. No one said a word. Everyone knew what this meant. Only Byakuya grinned.

“Then it’s begun.” he said.

Hiro grabbed his head.

“Oh, no, no, no, the cards said I still had at least a week, man!”

“Nothing’s begun!” Hina growled. “Chihiro’s just missing.”

Kyoko stood up.

“We should split into teams and search the school. Everyone should stay with another person to ensure a potential killer can’t tamper with evidence.”

“There isn’t a killer…” Hina protested, but not as loudly.

Seconds later, they were assembled into pairs: Makoto-Mukuro, Celeste-Taka, Sakura-Hiro, Kyoko-Leon, and Toko-Byakuya. Hina would stay with the still unresponsive Sayaka in the cafeteria.

Makoto and Mukuro took the dorms area. Just to be safe, they ran up and down the hallway, pressing the doorbell for each room. There was no reply. Next came the laundry room. Chihiro was small enough to fit inside of a washing machine, so Mukuro checked each one. Thankfully, she found nothing except some boy’s forgotten underwear.

“I’m a little scared…” Makoto said.

“Me too.” Mukuro agreed. “If someone killed Chihiro, then… Then they’d have been eating with us this morning, like nothing was wrong. That’s something a sociopath would do.” She hugged herself and shuddered. “And that would mean we’d been with that person for all this time, never realizing anything was wrong.”

That thought unsettled Mukuro. It was bad enough to not know herself, but this would mean that she couldn’t even tell such malice from others.

They moved out of the laundry room and toward the restrooms. Each of them checked their gender’s stalls and toilets – nothing.

 The only place left was the trash room. They stood in front of its door for a long while.

“Chihiro was on trash duty, right?” Makoto asked. “So… If someone was going to target her…”

Then they’d know exactly where to find her.

Their hearts were both racing. Each looked the other in the eyes and knew that neither of them wanted to be the one to push open the door.

Mukuro took in a deep breath, turned the knob, and slowly pushed the door open. The sharp creak made her bite her lip. The heavy din of the steam in the pipes blasted out of the room. On the opposite wall from the door, Mukuro saw orange light dancing. She took one step inside and looked past the locked gate.

Chihiro lay on the floor to the side of the incinerator, face-up, in a large pool of pink blood. Her eyes were open, but they saw nothing.

Mukuro stood there, dumbfounded. Distantly, she heard Makoto screaming. She didn’t know how much time passed, but there was a rush of footsteps. Someone said something, then pushed past her – it was Sayaka. She looked through the gate and yelled out. A few seconds later, Hina arrived.

DING DONG BING BONG

“A body has been discovered!” shrilled an excited voice.

Notes:

* I actually struggled a bit on who the victim should be. My choice in the end is obvious, but it wasn't an instant decision.

Chapter 6: Chapter 1: Surviving Death - Investigation

Summary:

Chihiro's body has been found, and a class trial is imminent. With little time to investigate, Kyoko calls on Makoto and Mukuro to assist her with the crime scene -- only for Byakuya to "volunteer" his help as well. With their lives all on the line, Sayaka finally tries to make up with Makoto and Mukuro, but it may be too late...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“A body has been discovered!” Monokuma’s excited voice screeched from all directions. “After a certain amount of time, a trial will begin! Everyone, please assemble in the trash room!”

Mukuro, Makoto, Sayaka, and Hina all stood in stunned silence.

Kyoko was the first to arrive. Unlike the others, she stayed fully sober. To pass the time until everyone else joined them, she kneeled by the gate and examined each of its bars, then tested its padlock. Mukuro had never paid any attention to the gate or the lock before, but Kyoko seemed particularly interested in the latter.

It’s just a big silver rectangle…

The rest of the class ran inside one-by-one. Almost everyone gasped or cried when they saw the body. Toko was one of the last ones, and Hiro, of all people, had the presence of mind to stop her.

“Woah, Toko,” he warned. “It’s really bloody in there.”

She paused, bit her thumb, and hanged back in the hallway. She didn’t thank him, though. And then—

“Heehee!”

Monokuma peeked out of the door, then stepped inside the trash room.

“Poor, poor Chihiro!”

“You bastard!” Leon cried. “This is all your fault!”

“Me?” Monokuma feigned offense. “Why, I didn’t do anything! I never forced anyone to kill anyone, or even told you to. The person who killed Chihiro… is one of you!”

Everyone grew quiet. They wanted to argue or disagree, but…

“Who is it, who is it?!” Monokuma jumped from side to side. “Well, you’ll be figuring that out soon… at the class trial!”

“Class trial?” Mukuro asked.

“Mmhm! After you collect evidence, I’ll summon you all to a special courtroom, where we’ll have a class trial. At the end, you’ll vote for who you think did it. If you vote right, the Blackened will be punished. If you vote wrong, everyone besides the Blackened will be punished.”

“Just to be clear,” Kyoko said. “By ‘punished,’ you mean ‘killed,’ correct?”

Somehow, she kept her voice perfectly even.

“Yep, yep, yep! And now, I have a present for all of you!” Monokuma dipped his paw behind his back, then pulled out thirteen black-covered files. “It’s… the Monokuma File!”

“Monokuma File…?” Hiro repeated.

“Yep! Think of it something like an autopsy report. You’ll need it to solve the murder!”

“Then you know who killed her?” Byakuya asked.

“Of course! I couldn’t run a very fair trial without knowing that!”

“That’s a good point,” Kyoko said. “The judge has to be able to make the proper decision. That’s… almost comforting, actually.”

Monokuma quickly dispensed the files.

“And now, I’ll just be leav—”

“Hold it.” Kyoko said. “If you want to run a fair trial, we’ll have to be able to examine the body. The gate is locked.”

Monokuma paused.

“Rrghghghhhh…”

He pulled out another silver key and twisted it in the padlock. Then he signaled at the nearest student, Hifumi, to pull it open. A moment later, the gate slid into the ceiling.

“And now,” Monokuma continued. “I’ll just be—”

“Wait.” Byakuya interrupted. “I don’t think this is the case, but if the victim committed suicide—”

Monokuma shook his head.

“Around here, the only deaths not considered murder are disease and old age. Anything and everything else, someone is responsible for, and it’s up to you to figure out who that is. And now I’ll just be—”

“A moment,” Celeste asked. Monokuma growled. “Can the killer work together with anyone else?”

“Yes,” Monokuma replied, clearly annoyed. “There can be up to one Blackened and one accomplice at a time. But only one student, the one who actually does the killing, will be the Blackened, and the accomplice will be treated like anyone else. Now, if you don’t mind, I’ll just be—”

“Wait,” Hiro scratched the back of his head. “Then can’t you just kill everyone else but yourself, and leave that way?”

“No!” Monokuma growled. “Fine! Jeez, you kids.” Somehow, magically, he produced an e-Handbook of his own. His fingerless paws tapped on it furiously. “I’ll add a bunch of new rules to establish all of these very obvious things. And if anyone else interrupts me again, I might just get a little angry!”

He waited for a few seconds. No one else spoke. Satisfied, he bounced out of the room. Mukuro decided to read her Monokuma File.

The victim was Chihiro Fujisaki, the Ultimate Programmer. The time of death was around 9:30 PM. The body was found in the back of the trash room. Cause of death is a blow to the back of the skull. Death was instantaneous.

Truth Bullet added: MONOKUMA FILE #1

Afterward, she checked her e-Handbook for the new rules.

Rule #8: Any given Blackened may only kill two victims.

Rule #9: Once a murder takes place, a class trial will begin soon after. Participation is mandatory for all surviving students.

Rule #10: If the guilty party is exposed during the class trial, they alone will be executed.

Rule #11: If the guilty party is not exposed, they alone will graduate, and all remaining students will be executed.

She looked up to find Kyoko had already finished with her file and was approaching the body. The others all stayed back awkwardly, apparently afraid to touch Chihiro. Even Makoto hesitated, but Mukuro…

She felt nothing. A body was just a thing. She walked up to it as casually as Kyoko had. As she examined the corpse that had once been her friend, the heavy din of the pipes drowned out all other sounds.

Chihiro lay flat on her back. Her eyes were wide open, but completely lifeless. Her head rested on the floor just next to the still-active incinerator. A pool of pink blood spread from the back of her head. It was old enough to have partly set, and become more sticky than liquidy.

“We need to examine this entire scene for evidence,” Kyoko said. “That’ll be our starting point.”

“Who put you in charge of the investigation?” Leon asked. “I mean… You could’ve done it!”

Kyoko stood up and faced him.

“The Monokuma File said the murder took place at 9:30 PM last night. I was with Mukuro, Makoto, and Byakuya in the cafeteria at that time.”

Leon bit his lip.

“If you trust anything that stupid toy says…”

“Listen, guys,” Hina said. “I hate to flake out on you, but I don’t think Sayaka… is doing too well with this blood…”

Sayaka’s eyes were as wide as they had been that night with the sword. The expression on her face was unreadable.

“I’m gonna take her back to the cafeteria,” Hina said. “Toko, you hate blood, too, right? You can come with us.”

Toko growled, but actually obeyed. The three of them disappeared a moment later.

“The rest of us…” Kyoko murmured. “We’ll need two people to guard the body and make sure the evidence isn’t tampered with.”

“I volunteer,” Sakura said.

“I shall do this, also!” Taka cried.

“I’ll do some divinations!” Hiro gave a thumbs up, then disappeared into the hallway.

Byakuya crossed his arms.

“Which is more likely,” he mused. “That Hagakure really is this dense, or that it’s all just been an act to prepare for this moment…”

Celeste smiled kindly, then waved goodbye.

“I think you have this well in hand. I wouldn’t want to get in the way… If you need me, I’ll be finishing up breakfast.”

Then she was gone.

“Leon and Hifumi,” Kyoko said. “Could you please guard Chihiro’s room? We may have to examine it soon.”

Both of them seemed disappointed at the task they’d been assigned, but soon agreed and departed. The moment they were gone, Byakuya shook his head.

“Funny, isn’t it? Chihiro spent a lot of time with Leon… He doesn’t seem upset at all that she’s dead.”

“I thought you suspected Hiro!” Makoto said.

“Not really,” he said. He smiled a second later. “I think he’s probably as dumb as he looks.”

This left Kyoko, Makoto, Byakuya, and Mukuro in the room. Kyoko eyed each of them.

“Don’t think you’re investigating the body alone.” Byakuya warned.

“I wouldn’t dream of it,” Kyoko said. “Makoto, please come over here.”

“Me?” Makoto blinked. He was shocked, but obeyed the request. “Why… me?”

Kyoko kneeled down by the body again.

“I’ll need someone to help me.”

“But all of us have alibis for when she died.”

Kyoko shook her head.

“That’s not enough, for reasons you’ll learn at the trial. What matters right now is this: cooperation is absolutely key at this point, and who you decide to trust will determine everything. In my judgment, you’re the least likely person to be the killer.”

“Well, I trust Mukuro completely. I think she should help.”

Kyoko looked over to her. She didn’t exactly give any signal to join them, but Mukuro somehow understood. Byakuya came as well.

“First, let’s examine the area around the incinerator and the body.” Kyoko said.

It was easy to see what she thought was important. Piled up next to the incinerator were several white trash bags brought in from the rest of the school. Next to them were a number of trashcans. Some of them were the large versions from the cafeteria, while others were the tinier versions from the dorm rooms. The dorm trashcans were empty, but the cafeteria ones were still full.

Truth Bullet added: CAFETERIA TRASHCANS VS DORM TRASHCANS

“Chihiro burns the trash every night,” Mukuro said. “She must’ve been in the middle of it when she got ambushed from behind.”

“A reasonable assumption,” Byakuya said, rather snidely. “Except that her body is to the side of the incinerator, not in front of it. She couldn’t have been dumping the trash at the moment of death.”

Mukuro poked her tongue in her cheek. Byakuya’s logic was sound.

Truth Bullet added: POSITION OF THE BODY

Kyoko started digging through the remaining trash. Without looking back at the others, she said only: “Next, the incinerator.”

Makoto took this one. He looked inside and saw the fires still burning.

“It must have been on all night.”

“That fits with her getting ambushed while working.” Mukuro added.

“Good,” Kyoko said. “But I meant the corner of the machine.”

“The corner…?”

Mukuro and Makoto both gasped. A large amount of blood stained the upper back corner of the incinerator near Chihiro’s body. It was impossible to see from the front of the room, but with their attention drawn to it now, it was unmistakable.

“I wonder how it got there.” Mukuro asked. “Maybe the murderer hit Chihiro, and then the weapon kept going and banged against the incinerator, getting some blood on it?”

Byakuya scoffed.

“For that to happen, Chihiro would have to stand at the side of the incinerator, maybe a foot away from the back wall, and face away from the door. That’s not very close to the pile of trash or the mouth you feed it into.”

Mukuro fell silent. Byakuya was correct in that that seemed implausible, and yet… Chihiro’s body was right there, and she clearly hadn’t been facing toward the door.

Truth Bullet added: INCINERATOR WAS ON ALL NIGHT

Truth Bullet added: BLOOD ON THE INCINERATOR

“We’ve delayed long enough,” Byakuya said. “It’s time to check the body.”

Kyoko pulled away from the trash and cleaned her gloves on a discarded towel.

“I agree.”

“What were you searching for in the trash?” Makoto asked.

“Potential murder weapons, or blood. I saw nothing in there that could be used to kill Chihiro.”

“Wouldn’t you just throw the murder weapon or bloody objects into the incinerator?” Mukuro asked.

No one responded.

Kyoko kneeled down by the body. The pool of blood from Chihiro’s head extended in all directions. She stepped around it, then paused. She pulled out a pen from her jacket, then poked at something at the edge of the pool near Chihiro’s foot. Mukuro pulled back in shock.

It was Taka’s old logbook. Its cover was black leather, and its spine faced the front of the room, which allowed it to blend into the rest of the floor. The pages were still splattered with food, and the bottom cover was stained with blood from the pool.

“That’s impossible!” Makoto cried. “We threw that out two days ago!”

“It was in one of the trashcans?”

“The big ones, from the cafeteria. Toko got it dirty, so Taka had to throw it out. Mukuro and I helped Chihiro throw stuff out that day, and I know we had the can it was in.”

“Curious…” Byakuya crossed his arms again. “Only the back cover has blood on it…”

“Is this the murder weapon?” Makoto asked.

No one had the answer.

Truth Bullet added: TAKA’S LOGBOOK

Finally, there was no more delaying. Mukuro stood next to Kyoko, and they examined the body.

“Over there!” Makoto said. He pointed at Chihiro’s left hand. She was clutching something shiny.

Kyoko reached over. Without any hesitation or respect for the dead, she simply pried open the girl’s hands. Inside, they found a string of brown prayer beads.

“One of Hiro’s useless baubles…” Byakuya said.

“How’d it get here?” Makoto asked.

Kyoko took the beads. Only a few of them on the end of the string had any blood, and even those were only lightly stained on their bottoms, just like the book. In addition…

“There aren’t enough beads here,” she said. “This is only around forty. There should be one-hundred-eight.”

“The top of the string is frayed.” Mukuro noticed. “It’d be easy for the beads to fall off if they were held from the other direction.”

“This doesn’t look like a very good murder weapon, either.” Makoto said.

He’s right, Mukuro knew instantly. She was calculating ways to kill using a string of prayer beads before she knew what was happening. The only remotely plausible method would be strangulation.

Truth Bullet added: BROKEN PRAYER BEADS

Kyoko set the beads down. Next, she turned Chihiro’s head to the side. As expected, there was a deep cut in the back of the skull, like something had pierced it. The area around the cut was undamaged, save for being covered in blood.

“Mukuro,” Kyoko said. “Do you see what’s wrong with your initial guess that the weapon killed her, then banged against the incinerator?”

Mukuro studied the wound for a moment.

“Oh! It pierced her, not slashed her. It’s impossible for it to have moved horizontally from her head to the machine.”

“Very good,” Kyoko said, smiling very slightly.

“Check her pockets,” Byakuya said. “I want to see something.”

Kyoko obeyed. She pat down Chihiro’s outfit, then untied her green jacket. Underneath the jacket was a white shirt, and on that shirt was a pocket. A moment later, Kyoko had the silver gate key.

“What’s this mean?” Makoto asked.

“Can’t you guess? Think about what the key being here means.”

Makoto bit his lip. Mukuro could tell he was really thinking.

“Well,” he said at last. “If Chihiro had the only key on her when she died, the killer shouldn’t have been able to lock the gate after they left.”

“It’s even weirder than that,” Mukuro added. “They shouldn’t have been able to get to her at all. Chihiro always locks the gate when she burns the trash.”

“She does?” Kyoko asked. This was the most interested she’d been in any information so far.

“Yeah,” Makoto agreed. “She mentioned that she always locks the gate while she works, even when she has someone helping her.”

“Maybe the killer helped Chihiro burn some trash, killed her, opened the gate, locked it again, and threw the key back?” Mukuro suggested.

Byakuya was about to snap at her, but Kyoko patiently held out a hand.

“Mukuro,” she said. “Do you remember where we found the key?”

“Chihiro’s pocket… Oh.”

Mukuro stared at her feet, feeling stupid. No one in the world could throw a key from twenty feet away and land it in a pocket.

Truth Bullet added: KEY IN POCKET

Truth Bullet added: LOCKED GATE

“We’ve examined everything here,” Kyoko said. “We need to check elsewhere for clues.”

Byakuya left without waiting for the others.

“I know where I’m going,” he said. “I won’t need you for the rest.”

He was gone a moment later.

Kyoko led Mukuro and Makoto into the hallway. She set a direction toward the dorms.

“Thanks for letting us help you, Kyoko.” Makoto said.

She shook her head.

“It’s important that we all be able to defend ourselves in this class trial, and find the truth.”

“What do you mean?”

“Suppose someone you trust actually is the killer, and you realize it during the trial. What would you do?”

Makoto shook his head.

“I can’t imagine. What would you do?”

“Expose them immediately. Not just for the truth, not just because they’re a murderer, but also to save everyone else. It’s your duty. And if you can’t handle that…”

“I can.” Mukuro said. “But… I also know it can’t be Makoto.”

Kyoko stared her down.

“Who you decide to trust is important, Mukuro, but having absolute trust in someone else is a liability.”

Kyoko didn’t reply. They reached Chihiro’s room a second later. Leon and Hifumi were waiting.

“Hey, it’s you guys,” Leon said. “Find anything?”

“Maybe,” Kyoko closed her eyes and adjusted her glove. “But I have a question for you, Leon.”

“Sure.”

“You saw Chihiro last night, didn’t you? She ran after you when you stormed out of the cafeteria. You might be the last person to see her alive.”

“Woah! I see where this is going!” He shook his head. “Nothing happened. She caught up to me at like 9:15. She was all ‘you should calm down, don’t let Byakuya get to you,’ but I was just angry, so I locked myself in my dorm. I don’t have any idea what happened to her after that.”

“Did anyone else see you enter your dorm?”

He grunted.

“Hina might’ve…” he said. “I remember seeing her in the dorms at the time.”

She regarded him for a long moment, then nodded.

“Thank you, Leon,” she said. After that, she marched toward the cafeteria. Mukuro and Makoto hurried to catch up.

“Wait,” Makoto said. “Aren’t we going to check Chihiro’s dorm?”

Kyoko didn’t look back when she responded.

“There’s nothing useful in there.”

“Then… why’d you tell them to guard the door?”

“Can’t you tell?”

Makoto couldn’t, but Mukuto understood at once.

“You just wanted them out of the way.” she said.

Kyoko gave one of her very rare, very faint smiles again.

“Do me a favor,” she said. “Go to the cafeteria and interview everyone there for their accounts of last night.”

“What are you going to do?” Makoto asked.

“Check something.”

She rounded a corner and was gone.

“She could really stand to be clearer!” Mukuro groaned.

The two of them entered the cafeteria next. Hina and Sayaka sat at one table, while Hiro was at another nearby. Toko and Celeste were gone.

“Makoto!” Sayaka stood up, ran to him, and pressed her bound hands against his chest, completely ignoring the cast still covering her wrist. There was actual color back in her face. She was still messy and pale, but the catatonia and shock were gone. “Makoto, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I…”

She trailed off into tears.

“It’s okay, Sayaka.” He took her hands. “It’s okay. I know you made a mistake that night.”

She shook her head.

“I… I would’ve…”

“I know you still care.”

“How?”

He pointed to her head.

“You’re still wearing that hairclip I gave you.”

Shocked, Sayaka reached up and tapped the hairclip. Her jaw fell.

“I… I forgot…”

“I know you wouldn’t do anything to hurt anyone again,” Makoto said.

“I promise, I promise! When I saw Chihiro, I… She was so gentle and kind…”

“After the trial, I’ll get everyone to hold another vote. I’m sure they’ll let you go again.”

Sayaka managed a weak, wavering smile, then nodded several times. Makoto scratched the back of his head, then grinned.

Mukuro’s heart fell. The way they looked at each other…

“We have a job to do,” she said flatly. “Hina!”

Hina joined them a second later.

“Jeez, way to ruin the moment, you… moment… ruining… person!”

“Hina, we need to know what happened to you last night with Sayaka.”

“Why?”

“Because… Well, think about it. People are going to assume that if you tried to kill someone once, you might try again.”

The moment was indeed ruined after that. Sayaka’s hands fell, and she looked away, completely ashamed.

“There’s nothing to really say,” Hina said. “We were in the cafeteria with you guys and Byakuya until around 9:10 PM, when Leon and Chihiro left. Then—”

“Wait!” Mukuro thought back to Leon’s description of events. “Did you see Leon and Chihiro?”

“Yeah, for a moment. Chihiro said something to him, then Leon locked himself in his dorm. Chihiro left after that.”

That fits with what Leon said…

“After that, we met up with Sakura, and the two of us decided Sayaka needed new clothes. We took her to her room around… 9:15 or so?”

“Were you with her the entire time?” Mukuro asked.

“Well, no, but Sayaka went into her room to change. I stood outside of it. There’s no way she coulda left the room without me seeing her.”

“Wait! So, you were standing in the dorms then?”

“Yep.”

“Did you see anyone else? Anyone at all?”

Hina poked her tongue into her cheek.

“Besides Leon and Sakura, who went to the cafeteria to get us some water, I didn’t see anyone.”

“Oh yeah,” said Makoto. “Actually, I remember seeing Sakura then.”

Truth Bullet added: HINA’S ACCOUNT

“Thank you. Do you know where Toko and Celeste went?”

“Celeste just wandered off on her own. Toko was here until Byakuya showed up. He told her he needed her help, and she went with him.”

The four of them stepped over to Hiro next. He was at a table by himself, staring into an expensive-looking crystal ball.

“Hiro.” Mukuro said.

“Mukuro! What’s up?”

“What happened to your prayer beads?”

“My prayer beads? Woah, how’d you even find out about those?”

“Chihiro was holding them when she died.”

Hiro threw up his hands.

“Woah, wait, what?!”

“This is important, Hiro.”

“Well, yesterday, I was doing some meditations in the cafeteria, right? Taka screamed out something, don’t remember what, and I lost my concentration. I accidentally snapped the beads, and they went flying everywhere. I didn’t know how to fix the string, so Taka helped me pick all of them up and chuck ‘em in the trash.”

Truth Bullet added: HIRO’S ACCOUNT

“Thanks, Hiro.”

Kyoko ran into the cafeteria.

“Hiro and Hina. They had some interesting things to say…”

Kyoko nodded. She led Mukuro away from the others and into the kitchen. As they spoke, she busily examined the walls and drawers.

“What were you doing?” Mukuro asked in private.

“Checking for any secret way to enter the trash room. Byakuya and Toko had the same idea,” She tapped the back of her hand against her chin, then abruptly changed the subject. “Who do you think is the most suspicious?”

“I don’t know,” Mukuro said. “But I bet people’ll accuse Leon and Sayaka right away.”

“They will.”

“Will you?”

Kyoko didn’t reply at once.

“I’ll view whatever they say as neutrally as I can.”

Mukuro turned around, then turned back to Kyoko.

“Kyoko… A while back, you asked to see my DVD…”

Kyoko said nothing.

“There’s a reason I didn’t let you, but… It’s just that I was scared. And stupid. I know you… Well, after the trial, if you still want to see it, I’ll show you, okay? But you have to promise—”

DING DONG BING BONG

The monitor on the cafeteria’s wall lit up. Monokuma sat on a wooden throne and stared into the screen.

“So, I’m getting bored. What say we get started, hm? It’s time for the long-awaited class trial! Now then, please go through the red door on the first floor of the school! Heehee! See you soon…”

 

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Mukuro licked her lips. The red door…

It stood at the end of the hallway, as ominous as the day she’d first woken up in the school. Back then, it had been completely unknown. Now that she had only one fact about it, that Monokuma wanted her to go through it, she wanted it to stay unknown.

But there was no disobeying the bear. She swallowed, walked down the hall, and pushed it open. Everyone else waited inside, save Chihiro. In the back of the room was a gate to an old-fashioned elevator. Another of Monokuma’s monitors was bolted to the wall.

Someone in this room is a murderer… she told herself. Someone here is willing to let everyone else die in order to escape.

She nodded to herself. She wasn’t going to let that happen.

Makoto and Sayaka were in the corner of the room. Someone had removed the rope around her hands, and she was almost back to normal. One of her wrists was still in a cast, but her other hand was over her mouth, and she smiled and laughed at some unheard joke he’d just made. It was as clear as the day Mukuro had never seen that the two of them were made for each other.

Sayaka grabbed Makoto’s hand and said something. Mukuro felt like she was being crushed.

When you look at me like you’re looking at her now, when I feel your hand in mine… I feel like I’m real, like it doesn’t matter that I don’t know who I am…

It would have been so convenient if Sayaka was the killer, but… to her surprise, Mukuro realized she didn’t want that to be the case. She reached inside for that desire and found it simply absent. And in a strange little way, she almost felt proud of that.

Okay, Makoto… If proving that Sayaka’s not a killer will help you, then… I’ll do it.

The monitor lit up.

“Heehee! Everyone’s here! Okay, folks, please board the elevator in front of you, and it will transport you to the courtroom… where all your fates will be decided… I’ll be waiting!”

They entered the elevator one at a time. It was almost impossible to breathe with this many people crammed inside. When the last person stepped inside, it descended. No one said a word. The air was heavy and humid. Even the cheerier students like Hiro and Taka were deadly serious.

When the elevator stopped, everyone gasped.

They entered a wide, circular room. The walls were blue, and red velvet drapes were arranged to cover certain portions of them at regular intervals. In the center of the room, sixteen podiums were arranged in a circle. Behind one of them stood Monokuma’s wooden throne, on which he sat, waiting for everyone to arrive. At another was a picture of Chihiro, but two red scribbles of computer plugs were drawn over her photo as an X. At another was a picture of Mondo, that biker boy who’d died the first day, who also had a red X drawn over him.

“Okay, okay!” Monokuma cried. “It’s finally time! Everyone find your assigned seat! Hurry, hurry!”

They did as he demanded. Mukuro’s seat was next to Makoto, who was flanked on the other side by Sayaka. He smiled at each of them, then held out a hand on either side. They took his hands, linking together, and shared in each other’s strength.

Our first case is opening… A deadly crime… A deadly double-cross… A deadly mystery… A deadly lie… A deadly… class trial!

Notes:

* Just to be clear, I am well aware that in the game, faux-Junko's podium is not next to Makoto's, but that seems like an easy change for Monokuma to make.

* I hope people like the way I've portrayed gathering Truth Bullets. I'm not 100% satisfied with it, but I think it's the best compromise that can be made in text format.

* I didn't go into this very much in the previous chapter, and perhaps I should have, but the reason I had Chihiro become friends with Leon was that, with Mondo dead, I decided that the most traditionally masculine characters remaining were Leon and Taka, the latter of whom is hard to get along with.

Chapter 7: Chapter 1: Surviving Death - Trial 1

Summary:

The trial for the murder of Chihiro Fujisaki begins. Evidence is scarce, and accusations fly wildly. Mukuro is nearly helpless as she watches everyone cry and argue over what little they know for sure, but one student cuts through the confusion and tries to save them all: Makoto Naegi. As he speaks, Mukuro and Sayaka grow ever more awestruck by his powers of deduction.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Once everyone was settled at their podiums, Byakuya was the first to speak.

“Before we start properly, I want to confirm something with the bear.”

“Oh?” Monokuma cocked his head.

“You said that there are only two keys to the gate, correct? One for Chihiro, and one for you? And you’ve never loaned out your key to anyone else?”

“Yep, yep, yep, that’s right! I’ll choose another person for trash duty after the trial… if there’s anyone left, of course.”

“Oh, don’t worry about that. Just make sure it’s not me.”

“You seem pretty confident, Byakuya.” Makoto said. He withdrew his hands from Mukuro and Sayaka, but his presence and warmth still buoyed them both.

“Of course,” Byakuya grinned. “Who else is has a chance? This entire game is nothing but another way to prove the superiority of the Togami family name. In the end, I’ll stand alone as the victor.”

“Don’t argue with him,” moaned Celeste. “Defeat isn’t a concept he understands.”

“Of course I do,” he said, still grinning. “It’s what happens to people who aren’t me.”

“I also have a question for Monokuma,” Kyoko said, rather softly.

“Oh?” Monokuma cocked his head even further.

She pointed to the sixteenth podium, the one in front of him. It was empty, and didn’t even have a picture like Chihiro’s.

“Why is there an extra spot?”

“Oh, that’s nothing,” Monokuma waved a paw dismissively. “It’s just that this class courtroom is technically large enough for sixteen students. Don’t worry about it.”

Byakuya adjusted his glasses, then faced the rest of the courtroom.

“Good,” he said. “I suppose I’ll let you all know what I was doing during the investigation – it’ll save us some trouble later. I checked every wall and floor in the rooms and hallways around the trash room. I’m absolutely certain that there are no ‘hidden entrances’ of any kind that would let someone bypass the gate.”

Toko pouted.

“I—I helped, too…”

“Ah, I see,” Celeste cooed. “You wanted to confirm that this is a ‘locked room’ mystery, yes?”

“Exactly.”

“Excellent work, Mister Togami!” Hifumi pointed to the ceiling. “With that, we know the murderer must’ve gotten in through the gate!”

“No.” Byakuya said at once. He made no attempt to hide the contempt in his voice.

“Whaaaaaat?!”

“Chihiro’s body was about twenty feet behind a locked gate. The only key to the gate was with her. That means there are three possibilities. One, that someone threw something through the gate that hit her in the head, killing her. Two, that someone was in the gate with her, killed her, and left. Or three, that someone set a trap in advance.”

The others students considered this for a moment. Mukuro swallowed, wondering who would point out the obvious problems with each. To her surprise, it was Makoto.

“I don’t know about that…” he said, scratching his chin. “Each of those options has an obvious problem. For the first, we didn’t find any weapon near Chihiro that could be thrown into the room and kill her. For the second, the gate was locked when we found it, and the key was with Chihiro. And for the third, we didn’t see anything that looked… well, trap-y.”

“I’m glad you were paying attention,” Byakuya grinned again. “But it won’t be hard to resolve them. Isn’t that right, Leon?!”

“Wh—what?!” Leon jumped back, though not very far. “What’d I do?”

“Killed Chihiro, of course. You already tried to kill Sayaka, so we know you would.”

“I didn’t—”

“But more importantly, Chihiro always locked the gate to the trash room as she did her work, specifically to prevent herself from being snuck up on. As the Ultimate Baseball Star, you’re the only person who could stand outside of the gate and throw a small object with enough force and accuracy to kill her.”

Leon balked.

“I didn’t do anything like that, man!” he screamed.

“Excuse me!” Taka crossed his arms. “I believe Makoto said that no obvious murder weapon was found on the scene. I would assume that if Leon threw something, it would be either in Chihiro’s head, or on the ground next to her.”

“Y—yeah!” Leon smiled nervously. “Makoto and Taka are right!”

“Oh, that’s easy to explain.” Byakuya went on. “You simply tied a rope or a long string around the weapon, whatever it was, and kept the other end with you. When Chihiro was dead, you spooled it back up, creating a crime scene that seemingly had no murder weapon.”

“Ingenious!” Hifumi gasped. “I had no idea Mister Kuwata was capable of such insidiousness.”

“Pardon me,” Celeste said. “But wouldn’t that leave a long trail of blood between Chihiro and the gate?”

Byakuya shook his head.

“Not if you used a towel and a long stick or rod to mop it up from outside.”

Mukuro watched Makoto out of the corner of her eye. He’d grabbed his chin between his thumb and forefinger and furrowed his brow in thought. Sayaka stood on the other side of him, watching him just as intently.

(Present Your Argument)

“I’m telling you, I never did any of that stuff!” Leon screeched.

“I dunno, man, it sounds pretty possible to me,” Hiro shrugged.

“It would be easy to find a knife in the kitchen to throw at Chihiro!” Taka shouted.

“Th—the boys’ rooms have toolkits!” Toko stuttered. “Wh—what if you took apart a classroom chair or desk to make the pole?”

“And there are any number of towels in the school…” Celeste nodded.

“Then that’s it!” Hifumi cried. “You threw a knife into the back of Chihiro’s head, then cleaned up the scene!”

(Break)

No, that’s wrong!

The voice shook everyone, save Kyoko and Byakuya. All eyes turned to Makoto, shocked at the force with which he’d shouted the words.

“Leon could throw something to kill Chihiro, and he could clean up the crime scene, too, but… Did you consider the position of the body?”

“The body?” Hina repeated.

“Chihiro was killed by a blow to the back of her head. If you throw something at someone’s back, they should fall forward. But she was laying on her back.”

“Oh, yeah!” Leon nodded fitfully. Sweat flew everywhere. “Haha, that’s right, that’s right! So, I couldn’t have killed her!”

“But wouldn’t it be possible to flip Chihiro over with the stick?” Sakura asked.

“I don’t think so,” Makoto said, stroking his chin. “Chihiro was small, but she must have still weighed around 90 pounds. There’s no way you could push her onto her back from that distance with just a thin stick.”

“Okay, then consider this!” Taka pointed at Leon. “Perhaps he called Chihiro over to the gate, killed her when she turned away, and flipped her over by shoving his hands through the space in the gate! Then, he pushed her—”

“Pushed 90 pounds with just a thin stick?” Celeste asked.

“Maybe he had more than one stick, and he used them together!”

“No,” Makoto said. “Because you and Byakuya forgot something else…”

“What?!”

Makoto stroked his chin again before responding.

“You forgot about the blood on the corner of the incinerator! It’s around three feet tall. There’s no way the blood could get that high unless she was killed while standing up, next to the machine. Furthermore, Chihiro’s back was to the incinerator, not to the gate. If you pulled the weapon out of her head with a rope, there’s no way it could leave a bloodstain in that position. All of that proves that—”

“She wasn’t killed by a throwing weapon.” Byakuya finished the statement. He sounded completely unimpressed.

“What?” Makoto blinked. “But you—”

“Oh, I knew the throwing weapon hypothesis was wrong, I just wanted to get it out of the way so we could move on.”

Leon turned red.

“That isn’t funny, man!”

Mukuro’s mouth was agape. No matter Byakuya’s haughty attitude, Makoto had blown open his entire argument with ease. After all that complaining the other day about luck not being a real talent, Makoto proved that he was at least an amateur detective. Focused purely on the case like this, he seemed almost like some kind of hero, shooting down foes with bullets of logic.

Sayaka noticed it too. She watched him with as much awe as Mukuro did.

Mukuro caught Kyoko out of the corner of her eye. She hadn’t said a word since the trial began, but she was tapping her chin with the back of her hand and smiling. Her words from the investigation echoed in Mukuro’s mind:

It’s important that we all be able to defend ourselves in this class trial, and find the truth.

Had she been guiding him this whole time?

“Cheer up!” Hina punched the air, then faced Leon. “This proves you didn’t do it.”

Byakuya shook his head.

“Don’t jump to conclusions. Leon was the only person who could throw something to kill her, but anyone could have killed her a different way, so he’s still a suspect. More importantly,” he said, cutting off Leon’s angry rebuttal. “This leaves only two possibilities: either Chihiro was killed by someone inside of the gate, who somehow escaped afterward, or she fell victim to a trap set in advance.”

“Yeah, actually,” Hiro leaned over his podium. “I’m still kind of confused about how she died?”

“Yes, this is a mystery to myself, as well,” Celeste said airily. “Perhaps it would help to establish the murder weapon?”

Kyoko finally broke her silence.

“Chihiro’s skull was pierced by something fairly large,” she said. “I think it was thicker than a knife, but it might not have been sharp. I checked the scene, but there was nothing like that there.”

Hifumi adjusted his glasses.

“Then, for the moment, let us assume that the killer struck Chihiro right then and there, and there was no trap set in advance!” he said. “What could the weapon have been…?”

(Present Your Argument)

“Could the killer have used the sword?” Taka asked.

“No,” Sakura said flatly. “After that night, I broke the blade in several places, then disposed of it completely.”

“Then it must have been something from the kitchen!” Hina said.

“No,” Kyoko said. “I checked the kitchen during the investigation, and everything was in its proper place.”

“That’s easy to explain,” Leon said. “The killer just wiped off the weapon, then put it back.”

“I suppose that is plausible…” Celeste agreed.

“Oh, oh!” Hiro interrupted. “What if the killer smashed her head in with the corner of a book!”

“A b—book?” Toko asked, rather angrily. “B—books aren’t weapons!”

(Break)

No, that’s wrong!

Again, Makoto ended all conversation.

“Leon, that can’t be right.”

“Why not?”

“Because the incinerator was on all night, and it was right next to Chihiro’s body. If you wanted to hide evidence, it would be crazy not to use it.”

“Well, maybe the killer wanted to make it look like they didn’t get the knife from the kitchen!” Leon pressed. “Maybe they went to the kitchen at a suspicious time to get a knife or whatever, then realized that if it was missing, everyone would ask questions.”

“No,” Makoto shook his head. “Because Kyoko was the last person in the kitchen yesterday night, and she didn’t mention anything missing!”

“That’s right,” Kyoko smiled. “I’m confident that the kitchen was as it should have been last night.”

“H—ow do you know that?” Toko asked. “I—it sounds like you just w—went in there to get some food!”

“After the incident with Sayaka and the knife, I’ve inspected the kitchen every time I’ve gone back in, just to be safe.”

“Haha!” Hiro pounded his desk. “But if you were the last person in the kitchen, then you could just be lying right now, and you could be the killer!”

“No,” Makoto said. He pointed directly at Hiro. “Because last night at 9:30, Mukuro, Byakuya, Kyoko, and I were all in the cafeteria together! If Chihiro was killed by someone inside of the gate with her, then none of us are suspects.”

Hiro sighed.

“Oh… My bad.”

Makoto seemed almost invincible; no one could stand up to him. Both girls to his side gleefully watched him in action.

“But that still leaves the question of what the weapon was,” Celeste said. “Could it have been a tool from one of the toolkits?”

“That’s a great question,” Makoto said. “But… none of us checked the toolkits.”

“Bear!” Byakuya turned to Monokuma. “If you want a fair trial, we’ll need to be able to check those toolkits.”

Monokuma growled.

“We’re not interrupting the trial for that!”

“But—”

“Argh! Look, I’ll confirm for you all that no toolkits were involved in this case at any point, okay? In fact, none of the toolkits or sewing kits have even been opened.”

Byakuya grinned.

“That solves that, then.”

“Then we’re back to square one,” Leon grunted. “It must’ve been something from the nurse’s office, or a classroom, or something.”

“I don’t understand,” Hina pursed her lips. “I can imagine killing Chihiro with some kind of weird weapon, but why? If you already have access to knives and hammers and stuff, and you can just throw them into the incinerator when you’re done, why bother with a special weapon?”

“You wouldn’t,” Byakuya said. “If the murder was premeditated. What if the killer just used something they found at the scene?”

“I cannot accept that,” Sakura said. “To escape from a locked room obviously requires forethought. The murder must be premeditated.”

“Byakuya may be right,” Celeste said, twisting a piece of her hair. “It could have been a crime of opportunity!”

(Present Your Argument)

“Miss Ogami is certainly correct!” Hifumi pointed to the ceiling. “Miss Fujisaki always locked the gate, so the killer knew how to defeat that defense!”

“I dunno, man,” Hiro scratched his head. “You’re assuming a lot. What if Chihiro just forgot that one time?”

“The fact is that the gate was locked afterward,” Taka said. “So, if the killer struck directly, then he knew how to lock the gate back up and return the key to her body!”

“I—If you planned in advance how to bypass the l—lock, then you’d bring a weapon with you instead of r—elying on finding one at the scene.” Toko said.

“We do not know if the killer planned things out, though.” Celestia said. “In that case, you’d use any weapon you found at the scene.”

“Could you really just figure out how to escape an unescapable room on the fly…?” Hina mused.

“Perhaps the killer simply punched her!” Taka suggested.

Mukuro smiled. Her classmates spat out theory after theory, painfully unaware of how Makoto carefully studied each of them, waiting for the right one to rip to shreds. Even though Chihiro was dead, Mukuro actually found this to be fun. She couldn’t resist the temptation – she had to bait Makoto just watch him destroy her.

“I’ve got it!” she cried out, knowing she was wrong. “The weapon is so tiny that it was just left inside of her head!

(Break)

No, that’s wrong!

Mukuro smiled widely when Makoto faced her. She knew what was coming: he was going to say that Kyoko checked the wound, so a tiny weapon was impossible.

“The incinerator,” he said. “It’s got that bloodstain on it. If you pierced Chihiro's head with a small weapon and left it inside, there’s no way that blood would get up there.”

“That makes sense!” Hifumi agreed.

“But it’s more than that… The incinerator’s been bothering me for a while now.” Makoto sighed. “Why is there a bloodstain on it?”

Leon shrugged.

“Dude, it’s ‘cause the killer hit Chihiro, and then weapon kept moving and hit the corner.”

“No, that’s not possible. Chihiro’s head was pierced by something, remember? The weapon couldn’t have moved horizontally except into or out of her head.”

Celeste tapped a painted nail on her podium.

“Perhaps the killer struck her, then as she staggered about, struck again, and missed, staining the incinerator with blood from the first attack?”

Makoto closed his eyes and thought for a moment.

“No,” he said. “The Monokuma File said Chihiro died instantly. There’d be no need for a second attack.”

“W—ell, what about this?” Toko gnawed at her thumb. “L—let’s say the killer pulled the weapon out of her head, and in that motion, it just h—happened to hit the incinerator.”

Makoto shook his head.

“In order for that to happen, you’d have to stand up against the side of the machine, stab her in the head, and pull the weapon out while she’s still standing. That’s probably not even possible, but if you somehow did do that, and the weapon was covered in enough blood to leave that mark on the incinerator, then it would have sprayed blood onto the wall and the pipes that were inches away. But there wasn’t any blood on the wall.”

“Well, then maybe the killer cleaned it up to disguise how she died!” Leon said.

“And leave the blood on the incinerator?” Makoto asked. He shook his head. “No, there’s only one way you could kill Chihiro in one attack and leave the bloodstain on the incinerator.”

Byakuya’s poker face failed him for a moment. He sucked in his lips, then grinned.

“Not bad, Naegi.” he said.

“What’s not bad?” Hiro demanded.

Makoto struck his palm with a fist.

“The murder weapon was the incinerator itself! Someone grabbed Chihiro’s head and smashed it into the machine’s corner, then let her fall to the ground.”

Kyoko nodded.

“That also explains why she’s laying face-up instead of face-down, when a blow to the head would normally result in the opposite.”

“Chihiro was very small,” Sakura growled. “Any of us could have overpowered her easily…”

Mukuro beamed with pride. Makoto had demolished her argument, but in a completely different way than she expected. His skill was so great that she couldn’t even predict him at all.  But even better…

I helped solve the case!

She placed her hands on her hips and smiled at no one in particular. But she spied Sayaka watching her, jealous and angry. It surprised Mukuro to realize that that didn’t make herself feel any better.

“I guess this means it can’t have been a trap set in advance,” Hiro shrugged. “If you had to be there yourself…”

“It also explains why there’s no evidence of a trap,” Celeste mused.

“Then that leaves the question of how the killer escaped while the key was still in Chihiro’s pocket,” Taka said. “The main question of the trial…”

“Let’s leave that for now,” Byakuya adjusted his glasses. “Instead, let’s just assume the killer somehow could enter and exit the gate at will, without regard for the key, and determine who even could have done this.”

Mukuro jumped in.

“Like Makoto said earlier, Kyoko, Byakuya, him, and I were in the cafeteria at 9:30, so we’re all clear.”

“Um… Could I say something?”

Everyone turned to Sayaka, a little shocked. Those were the first words she’d spoken since the elevator. She was covered in sweat from the effort of even speaking, but she forced herself to go on.

“It can’t be Hina or me. She took me to my room to change.”

“Was she with you the entire time?” Byakuya asked.

“No,” Hina admitted. “But I was in the hallway the whole time. I stood outside of Sayaka’s room around 9:15 to let her change. At the same time, I saw Leon go back into his room. He didn’t come out again, at least not before 9:30.”

“That was the last time I saw Chihiro!” he said, wiping his brow of sweat.

“So, that means Leon and Sayaka can’t have done it,” Byakuya agreed. “But if you were alone in the hallway, you could still be the killer, Ashina!”

“Ulp!” She shook. “But—but Sakura—”

“Was in the cafeteria, getting water, for a minute or two.” Byakuya said. “Both of you are still suspects. But… That’s still too many people unaccounted for… Celeste, Hifumi, Asahina, Sakura, Hiro, Taka, and Toko.”

“S—surely you don’t th—think I would do it, Byakuya?” Toko smiled nervously. “Y—you know me…”

He didn’t even look at her.

“Do any of you have alibis?”

No one responded, except to mutter that they’d already gone to bed by then.

“Um…” Sayaka raised a hand. “Can I ask a weird question?”

“If you must.” Byakuya allowed.

“I went over the evidence with Makoto before the trial, and… why’s Taka’s logbook at the scene of the crime?”

“Excellent point!” Hifumi pointed to the ceiling. “Perhaps that itself is a clue!”

“Well, I just meant—”

“A clue that proves Ishimaru did it! Mister Ishimaru!” he roared. “You killed her!”

“What?” Taka was more confused than frightened at the accusation. “What are you basing that on?”

“The logbook, of course! We all saw you throw it out, but it was on the floor instead of in the trash or the fire. That means someone pulled it out of the trash to use in the murder. But if it wasn’t used as a weapon, then it was left as a special note of vengeance!”

(Present Your Argument)

“That’s completely insane!” Taka pulled his hands into fists.

“I dunno about this, Hifumi…” Hina scratched her head. “Isn’t the whole point of murder to not leave evidence pointing to yourself?”

I would never take anything out of the trash,” Taka yelled. “It’s unsanitary!”

“But the fact remains that the logbook was there!” Hifumi’s eyes twinkled. “Which means someone placed it there!”

“That’s d—dumb,” Toko said. “You’re d—dumb. Everyone is dumb, except B—Byakuya and me.” Her lips curled into that weird, naughty smile. “M—maybe even just B—Byakuya, if he says so…”

“Wait a minute, I got it! There was another black logbook!” Hiro cried.

“This doesn’t even make sense!” Taka protested. “If I wanted revenge for my logbook, I would target Toko, not Chihiro!”

“Maybe you were angry that Chihiro would so recklessly burn the logbook you threw out?!” Hifumi pressed on. “The trash room floor was completely clean of anything except your logbook and Chihiro’s blood!

(Break)

No, that’s wrong!

Before Makoto could even say anything else, Byakuya interrupted.

“Yamada, shut up.”

“Whaaaaaaaat?!”

“First of all, that entire theory is idiotic. Second, there was something else on the floor: the prayer beads.”

Makoto looked dejected. Mukuro reached over to pat him on the back, but Sayaka beat her to the bunch. She smiled over his shoulders at her, smug and self-satisfied. Again, to Mukuro’s surprise, it didn’t make her feel any worse.

“Those are also suspicious!” Hifumi said. “Hagakure! Why were they there?”

Hiro shrugged.

“I dunno.”

“… what?”

“I threw ‘em out earlier that day. Taka was there.”

“Oh, yeah! Yes, Hiro broke his string of prayer beads while we were in the cafeteria, and he threw them out.”

“That doesn’t explain why Chihiro was holding them when she died, though.” Leon said.

“Maybe she was crying out to a god for help?” Hiro shrugged. “She was getting attacked, after all.”

“You’re distracting from the logbook!” Hifumi moaned. “Ishimaru, what was your argument with Miss Fukawa even about, when she destroyed your book?”

“What?!” Toko trembled. “I—it wasn’t about anything!”

“She was offended that I was keeping notes of our goings-on,” Taka said, crossing his arms. “I still—”

“No!” Toko cried.

“… I still don’t understand why she was so upset,” Taka continued. “I would have dropped it, but if it’s important for the trial, then all I did was ask if her leg was alright.”

“… What?” Mukuro asked.

“Her leg. Surely you noticed she kept scratching at it for the first day of class?”

“Oh yeah!” Hina looked over to her. “I forgot all about that.”

Toko groaned.

“I… I was angry! Th—the hall monitor just keeps asking annoying q—questions! S—sometimes you just want to be left alone!”

Mukuro frowned. She’d also forgotten about Toko’s leg.

“Then is Toko the killer…?” Hina poked her cheek with her tongue. “She’s the only other person who would take a special interest in the logbook.”

“W—what?! No!” Toko pointed at Hina, shaking. “I just wanted to n—not have every day of m—my life get written down by Taka! N—no wonder your boobs are so big, th—they’re taking up mass that would’ve gone to your b—brain!”

“Hey!” Hina huffed.

“This is getting us nowhere,” Byakuya shook his head. “It’s a complete waste of time.”

“I… think it might not be, actually.” Makoto said. Even he sounded surprised.

“This had better be good, Naegi.”

“I was just thinking… When Mukuro and I helped Chihiro dump the trash a while ago, an apple fell out of the can and hit the floor. It could just be that the prayer beads fell out of the can, and Chihiro went to pick them up.”

“I understand,” Sakura said. “That is when the killer struck: while she was distracted.”

“That explains the beads,” Celeste twisted a strand of hair around her finger. “But it does nothing to explain the logbook. That happened two days ago, yes?”

“Well, that was Taka’s black logbook. It’s the same color as the floor,” Mukuro said. “It could have also dropped, then just none of us noticed it.”

Someone gasped horribly. All conversation silenced, and the room turned to Kyoko. Something shattered her composed demeanor: her eyes were wide and her face was pale. She seemed not to breathe. It was if an entirely different person inhabited her body. The sight of her looking so out-of-character sent a chill down Mukuro’s spine.

This isn’t Kyoko, she thought. Kyoko isn’t even capable of looking like this.

“Kirigiri,” Byakuya said. “It looks like you figured something out. Do you want to share it with the rest of the class?”

She didn’t respond to him in any way, not even to look over. Seconds passed without a word, and then, quivering, she pulled a hand down to her podium. She still said nothing.

“Kirigiri!” Byakuya repeated. “Are you going to tell us what you know?”

She looked away from the circle of podiums. Her face was hidden, but she was still obviously disturbed.

Mukuro looked over to Monokuma. He was also facing her. His expression never changed, but she knew, somehow, that he was smiling at the knowledge she’d just discovered.

“It seems she refuses to answer,” Celeste said. “How… strange a decision?”

“Kyoko…” Makoto said. “Whatever you know, you can tell us. We all trust you.”

She didn’t reply.

“F—forget her,” Toko said. “I’m… still wondering about how the k—killer relocked the gate.”

Mukuro and Makoto kept watching Kyoko for a little while. Mukuro could tell that he was as disturbed as she was by Kyoko’s strange behavior. When they turned back to the trial, they realized the debate had already begun.

“… way to resolve this, is there not?” Celeste asked. “No one has ever questioned whether the lock can simply be picked. If that’s the case, the killer could have easily gotten in and out without the key.”

“That’s a good question,” Byakuya admitted. “Bear!”

“Yesssss?” Monokuma said.

“I remember you claiming at one point that the locks on our dorms are unpickable.”

“That’s right! No one in the world can—”

“Does the trash room have a similarly unpickable lock?” he interrupted.

Monokuma froze for some time, contemplating.

“You know,” he said slowly. “I don’t think I’ll tell you that.”

“You have to,” Byakuya stared him down. “You provided that information about our dorm rooms, which means no potential killer will ever bother trying to enter a bedroom without permission. Thanks to Sayaka, that’s already influenced our actions, so in order to run a fair killing game, you’ll either have to tell us about all of the locks or none of the locks,” He pointed directly at him. “And you already made that decision!”

Monokuma froze again. After a while, he threw up his hands.

“Argh, fine!” he growled in annoyance. “None of the locks in the school can be picked, they can only be broken.”

Byakuya grinned smugly.

“As I thought.”

“Are we sure the lock even worked after the murder?” Taka asked. “What if the killer escaped the room by breaking it, but left it looking like it still worked?”

“That’s not possible,” Mukuro said. “Kyoko examined the lock before Monokuma opened it, and she never said anything about it being broken. Plus, Monokuma’s key worked when she asked him to open it.”

“Then we’ll need another method to explain how the killer locked the gate behind themself while the key was still with Chihiro’s body.” Taka said. “Any ideas?”

(Present Your Argument)

“Maybe the killer just threw the key back to Chihiro after locking the gate?” Hiro asked.

“No, Hiro,” Hina sighed. “The key was in Chihiro’s pocket. Even I know you can’t throw a key into a pocket.”

A little bit of energy reinvigorated Sayaka. For the first time, she joined the debate.

“What if we reuse that string idea from earlier?” she asked. “You know, maybe the killer ran a string from the gate to her pocket, then slid the key back after using it?

“Maybe Monokuma only made two keys, but the killer made a copy of Chihiro’s?” Leon asked.

“I just don’t know…” Hina groaned.

(Break)

No, that’s wrong!” Makoto yelled. “Sayaka, the pocket we found the key in was on Chihiro’s blouse, which was underneath her jacket. You’d never get the key to slide in under a jacket like that.”

Byakuya scowled. He tapped a foot on the floor as he thought.

“We can assume that the killer is reasonably clever,” he said, with the greatest reluctance Mukuro could imagine. “Definitely the cleverest of any of you…”

“W—well, there is s—someone who knows something!” Toko stuttered.

Everyone looked over to Kyoko again. She still hadn’t turned back to them.

“Kyoko,” Makoto said gently. “Please, tell us what you know.”

She turned to him, very slightly. There was an unreadable emotion in her eyes.

What the hell does she know? Mukuro wondered.

“Kyoko,” Makoto continued. “I know that you couldn’t have done it. I… don’t want to believe anyone here could have, but… Well, you said yourself that the stakes are all of our lives. You said that if you knew who the murderer was, you’d expose them right away.”

Kyoko turned away again. Almost too softly to hear, she whispered a single word: “Trap.”

“Trap?” Makoto repeated.

“I see!” Byakuya sighed. “We were on the wrong track. I thought that might be the case.”

“Oh, you did not!” Hina said angrily.

Byakuya ignored her.

“If there’s no way the key could be returned to Chihiro’s pocket, then we have to reconsider the possibility of a trap. Kirigiri has clearly figured out who set the trap, and has decided to play with us for some reason. And if there’s a trap, then none of our alibis for the time of death matter anymore.”

“But why would Kyoko not help us?” Leon asked. “Doesn’t make any sense…”

“Because the killer is someone she’s close to,” Byakuya scoffed. “It’s probably Naegi!”

Makoto jumped back.

“W—what?”

“That’s pretty weak reasoning, Byakuya.” Sayaka said. She’d kept her cool better than Makoto or Mukuro had.

“Perhaps we should focus on the trap itself.” Taka stroked his chin.

“I don’t know what there’s even to say,” Mukuro shrugged. “When we looked at the murder scene, we found no evidence of it.”

“Never mind all that for now,” Byakuya said. “A better question is ‘who can even set a trap?’ We know that it must have been set next to the incinerator, because that’s where Chihiro died. And the room is normally locked, which means most of us couldn’t have accessed it. Which means… only someone who’s helped her throw out trash could have set it!”

“Then… Who’s helped her dispose of the garbage?” Celeste asked.

Mukuro said nothing, but Makoto didn’t hesitate.

“Mukuro and I did.”

“Hina and I also assisted Chihiro once.” Sakura said.

“Has anyone else ever helped her?” Byakuya asked.

“Allow me!” Taka cried. “Such is the power… of logbooks!”

He pulled out a lime green logbook from his uniform, leafed through it for a moment, and turned.

“Leon!”

“Ack! Man, you’re such a tattletale.”

“The Ultimate Tattletale!” Taka said proudly. “Let’s see… Day 1: Chihiro forgot to do the garbage. Day 2: Chihiro does it herself. Day 3: Sakura and Hina help. Day 4: Leon helps. Day 5: Makoto and Mukuro help. Day 6: Chihiro does it by herself… and dies.” He stowed the logbook back into his uniform. “We have only five suspects: Makoto, Mukuro, Sakura, Hina, and Leon!”

A moment passed. One by one, everyone turned to one of the five people listed. Most eyes were on Leon, but one set in particular honed in on Mukuro.

“Ikusaba!” Byakuya pointed at her. “It was you.”

Notes:

* Again, I hope the way I've included presenting evidence doesn't distract from the story. I have of course worked in Makoto's "No, that's wrong!" as well as I can. I didn't even try to include Hangman's Gambit, since it's difficult to represent in text and also no one likes it. In the end, I didn't include later games' minigames like Scrum Debate or Rebuttal Showdown, even though they're honestly more fun than Nonstop Debate most of the time.

* Made a stupid typo and wrote "Mukuro's head" instead of "Chihiro's head" during an argument about the death. I fixed it. Can't believe I missed something so huge and stupid while editing this.

Chapter 8: Chapter 1: Surviving Death - Trial 2

Summary:

Makoto and Mukuro expose Chihiro's killer during the trial, leading to tears, denials, and despair.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Like the others before her, Mukuro jumped back at the open accusation.

“Wh—what do you mean?! I was in the cafeteria…”

Byakuya crossed his arms.

“Alibis don’t matter anymore, not if a trap was set in advance. In fact, being one of the few people who was in a public place at the time of death is even more suspicious!”

“But, like, you were in the cafeteria, too…” Hiro muttered.

Byakuya spared a brief condescending glance at his classmate, then dismissed him entirely.

“There’s a reason why I was reluctant to consider the possibility of traps,” he said. “It’s simple: there’s no evidence of one, which implies the killer would have to be extremely proficient. No one else here is likely to be an expert trapper, but you… You say you don’t have any memories, but we don’t actually know that for sure, do we? We’ve just taken your word for it.”

“Byakuya,” Hina cried. “That’s nuts! You have no evidence of that!”

“Don’t I? She’s part of Fenrir, a renowned mercenary company. That tattoo proves she’s already a killer. She could very easily be the Ultimate Trapper or the Ultimate Assassin; both of those are professions useful in war.”

“Y—yeah!” Toko agreed. “What else could she be? The Ultimate Soldier? Not likely!”

Sakura closed one eye and squinted at her.

“You must have some kind of reasoning for dismissing that possibility, Toko.”

“I d—do!” the Ultimate Writing Prodigy stammered. Despite this, it was obvious she making up her reasoning on the fly. “Look at her! It w—was hard to tell before, when she was covered in bruises on the first day, but now that she’s h—healed, you can tell she doesn’t have a single scar on her body.” She pointed wildly at Sakura. “You’re the best martial artist in the world and you’re covered in scars! So, tell me, how l—likely is it that she could be a fighter and never taken damage before?! Being an assassin or s—something just… makes more sense!”

Mukuro pulled her tattooed hand over her chest. She had never given any thought to why she had no scars – after all, why would she? But Toko’s reasoning did make some sense…

The Ultimate Assassin… Would she be a pale, black-haired teenager sullenly hiding in her room most of the time, only to get lured out by a boy…?

Before Sakura could respond, Makoto intervened.

“I think you’re wrong, Byakuya.” he said.

“Oh?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow. “I certainly hope you have a way to prove that.”

“Maybe it’s not proof, exactly, but…” Makoto pointed to Leon, then Sayaka. “If Mukuro was going to murder someone, wouldn’t it have made more sense to do it when Sayaka and Leon screwed up in my room? But the thought didn’t even occur to her. She stopped the murder and got us all up without any hesitation. Why would she give up the best opportunity anyone could ever ask for, then commit a different murder later on that could more easily get her caught?”

Mukuro turned away and covered her mouth, burning with shame at Makoto’s words and confidence in her. She hated that Mukuro of a few days past who’d almost struck down Leon and Sayaka.

“It’s—it’s true!” Sayaka backed him up. “Mukuro… She saved me that night, even though she didn’t have to. In fact, she saved everyone! And we all saw how injured she was that first day. She’s… She’s never lied to anyone.”

Is she… helping me?

Mukuro looked over to her. The idol smiled at her, then gave a thumbs up. Sayaka’s emotions had changed so rapidly that it was impossible to keep up with them, but Mukuro managed a weak smile in an attempt to accept the gesture.

“I… didn’t treat you that well, Mukuro,” Sayaka admitted. “But I know you didn’t do this.”

Makoto’s belief in her had been bad enough, but Sayaka’s just made Mukuro even more ashamed. An image of that cowering, screaming blue-haired girl in the corner passed through Mukuro’s mind, and her face turned red. Sayaka mistook this for blushing at their new friendship, though, and kept on smiling. Mukuro turned away, regretful of what she’d thought about that night, and how close she’d come to becoming the murderer the two of them were certain she could never be.

“What Makoto says makes sense,” Taka said. “Although, I have something to add to it! Consider the following: Mukuro would have been in Makoto’s and Chihiro’s eyesight the entire time in the trash room. Setting up a trap without one of them noticing would have to be incredibly difficult.”

“That same logic applies to Hina and myself,” Sakura said. “Although, it should be noted that I have absolute trust in her regardless of any lack of evidence.”

Celeste’s red eyes shone as she leaned over her podium. A strange, spine-chilling aura surrounded her as she challenged the martial artist.

“Are you really this naïve?” she asked. “How can you have such trust when you know one of us is a murderer? Not only that… but we know Mukuro in particular was a killer even before any of us met Monokuma, or else she wouldn’t have that tattoo.”

Mukuro rubbed her hand again.

The tattoo…

The one link to her past, and it caused her nothing but trouble.

“Mukuro’s Ultimate talent doesn’t matter here!” Makoto pointed straight at Byakuya. “No matter what you think of her, and no matter what your trapmaking skills might be, there’s no way anyone could set up a trap in an open space with three people in the room!”

In his typical fashion, Byakuya crossed his arms and let everyone’s anger and suspicion wash over him, like it didn’t even matter at all.

“Okay,” he allowed. “Then let’s talk about Leon again!”

“Ah, dude, again?!” Leon screeched.

(Present Your Argument)

You set up a trap in the trash room when Chihiro wasn’t looking,” Byakuya said. “Then you waited for someone to trigger it.”

“Dude, I didn’t do anything!” Leon fired back. His skin was as red as his hair.

“It is also nearly impossible to believe that Makoto, Mukuro, Asahina, or Sakura could have set up a trap with two other people in the room.” Taka agreed.

“I don’t know, maybe they could have!” Leon threw his hands in the air.

“Heheh…” Toko snickered evilly. “L—let’s not f—forget how you almost killed two people with a sword!”

“I already explained that!”

“Yeah!” Hiro laughed. “Plus, since you helped her with the trash, you totally would’ve known where Chihiro would stand to trigger your trap!

(Break)

No, that’s wrong!

Everyone looked to Makoto. Although he’d shouted the words with conviction, he looked hesitant and disturbed. He wasn’t facing anyone as he spoke.

“That… that can’t be right, Hiro…”

“What? Why not?”

“Because…” He kept speaking, but he was clearly as confused anyone else. “Because Chihiro only stood in that spot… because she was grabbing the prayer beads that fell…”

The room fell silent. Then—

Byakuya gasped in exactly the same way as Kyoko. He wasn’t as horrified as her, but he was just as shocked. His eyes flit between Makoto and Mukuro, blazing with… frustration? Anger? Disappointment? Mukuro couldn’t quite tell.

“Byakuya?” Makoto asked. “Do you know something?”

Byakuya quickly regained his footing, but he was breathing heavily. He looked at Makoto like he might have looked at a UFO or a portal to another dimension. He tried to speak, but the only thing he managed to say was: “That’s… impossible…”

“Again?!” Taka groaned. “Is there some epic secret to this murder that silences all who discover it?!”

“Yes!” Monokuma shrilled. His legs kicked up and down wildly, like a little child. That was the most terrifying moment of them all. Mukuro’s heart sank, and she knew one thing for certain:

Whoever the killer is, I won’t like it.

Sayaka had the same feeling. She reached over and gripped Makoto’s hand. Her own fingers were covered in sweat.

“Fine,” Makoto said. “Let’s keep solving this. We’re almost there, anyway. I can feel it.”

“So what Makoto is saying,” Hina said. “Is that if the beads fell by accident, they couldn’t be used to lure Chihiro in a trap?”

“We don’t know they fell by accident,” Sakura said. “We just assumed that.”

“No,” Makoto said. He closed his eyes, thought for a moment, and opened them. “Hiro only threw them out earlier that day. No one else could have gotten into the trash room to set them there, so unless Chihiro planted them there on purpose herself, they had to have fallen out of the trashcan by accident.”

“They could’ve been thrown through the gate!” Hina said.

“No…” Makoto said. “If you’re setting a trap, the location where the victim is standing is going to be the most important thing, right? You couldn’t reliably throw the beads into that exact position.”

“He could!” Hifumi shouted, and pointed at Leon.

“C’mon,” Leon groaned. “Why does everyone hate me?!”

“No,” Makoto said. “It wasn’t thrown. Remember how the string was broken? If it landed hard like that, after being thrown a long distance, the beads would have exploded everywhere in all directions.”

“Perhaps the killer used the pole idea that Byakuya had, but in reverse?” Sakura suggested. “You could place the beads on the floor inside of the gate, then push them forward until they’ve reached the proper placement.”

Makoto shook his head.

“I don’t think that’s possible. There’s no way you could push it that distance with just a pole without some of the beads rolling off in other directions. We didn’t find any extra beads on the floor. So, they must’ve been dropped by accident!”

“And yet… Chihiro triggered the trap, yes?” Celeste tapped a finger against her podium. “She dropped the beads by mistake, which means they couldn’t have been part of the killer’s plan… But they were also the most important element in setting up the trap.”

“Yeah, um, sorry if this is a stupid question, but let me ask a question here,” Hina leaned over. “What was this trap, exactly? I don’t really understand.”

Makoto looked down, thinking.

“It was something that would cause Chihiro to fall backward, hitting her head on the corner of the incinerator.”

Sayaka swallowed, hard.

“But it’s also something that disappears once it’s triggered, leaving no evidence behind? Am I getting that right?”

“Yeah…” Makoto looked up to Kyoko and Byakuya. Neither spoke. “I don’t… understand…”

“You can’t build a trap that just ‘disappears!’” Taka said. “There must have been something else left behind at the scene.”

Mukuro shook her head and responded.

“There was nothing else at the scene of the murder except the trash, the prayer beads, and the logbook.”

At the last word, Makoto’s head sprung up.

“No…” he whispered.

Monokuma cackled hysterically.

“Oh, yes! Yes, yes, yes! I thought there was bearly any chance you’d figure it out before the vote, but I’m so happy to be wrong!”

Makoto turned away, just as Kyoko and Byakuya had. But unlike them…

“I… figured it out.” he said. His voice was low and sullen.

“What the hell happened, man?!” Leon demanded. “Tell us!”

“Chihiro… she just slipped.”

Mukuro’s heart pounded hard against her chest. She wanted him to stop talking, but Makoto kept right on.

“She dropped the beads, went to pick them up, and slipped… on the only thing there was to slip on…”

“The logbook.” Mukuro said, almost too softly to hear. “It was the same color as the floor, so she didn’t see it…”

“And fell backward… and hit her head…” Makoto continued. “That’s why only the bottom of the logbook has blood on it. It never left the floor, Chihiro’s headwound just bled out and engulfed it over time.”

No one said anything. And then…

“Hold it,” Hiro said. “I thought we said that this was some kinda super sophisticated trap. How do you plan something like that?”

“You don’t.” Byakuya finally broke his silence. He sounded disappointed. “It could only have been… impossibly bad luck.”

“What?!” Hina screamed. “Then it’s not murder!”

“Allow me to repeat myself!” laughed Monokuma. “Any death except disease and old age counts as murder.”

“That’s insane!” Taka boomed. “No one reasonable would ever claim that’s murder!”

“You kids today and your ‘justifiable manslaughter’ and your ‘acts of God!’ Take it up with your local congressman if you want the law changed!”

“Woah, we can do that?!” Hiro asked, suddenly excited. “Who do we complain to?”

“Me!” Monokuma laughed. “And I’m in office for four more years, so good luck persuading me! Now, if you don’t tell me who the Blackened is, the rest of you will be executed in their place!”

“And the killer will graduate… by accident?” Byakuya asked. He sounded almost angry.

“Yes! It’s so delightfully despairful, I almost can’t take it!”

Makoto looked down to his podium. He was caked in sweat.

Sayaka stood next to him. Her hands were over her lips, and there was no blood in her face. The rest of the class was a flurry of anger, disbelief, confusion, panic, and outright denial.

“Then… we need to determine who dropped the book.” Byakuya said, joylessly.

“You sound a lot less excited than before.” Leon said.

“I am.” Byakuya admitted. “Overcoming challenges with intelligence is one thing, but random luck? The game is suddenly less amusing.” He shook his head. “The book was put in the trashcan the day Naegi and Ikusaba helped with the garbage, so…”

“It was o—one of the three of them.” Toko said. Even she sounded sympathetic.

“It’s unlikely either Makoto or Mukuro remember…” Celeste cooed.

All throughout this exchange, Makoto had been silent. His legs were shaky, and his expression was dark. Mukuro was pretty sure he could only keep standing by holding onto the podium.

“Makoto…” she whispered. “Are you alright?”

He closed his eyes. He tried to speak, but his voice squeaked, then trailed off.

He knows something, Mukuro thought. Something that makes him unable to keep fighting, even though he knows he has to for everyone’s sake.

Mukuro knew it in her heart, too. She didn’t have any evidence, but she knew there was only one thing that would leave Makoto unable to fight for everyone’s survival.

“Mister Naegi!” Hifumi screeched. “I believe you can help us figure out who dropped that logbook!”

Makoto didn’t open his eyes.

“It seems he can’t speak,” Byakuya said. He sighed. “It’s hard to blame him, though. Whatever he says will get either Ikusaba or himself executed.”

Mukuro flinched when he voiced what everyone was thinking.

“Nuh-uh!” Hina shook her head vigorously. “Nuh-uh, no way, no how! Chihiro could’ve dropped the book herself! If that happened, Monokuma can’t kill anyone!”

“We must know the details of what happened in the trash room the day of Toko’s and Taka’s fight,” Sakura said. She was one of the few who could keep her voice steady. “If Makoto will not speak, then the unhappy task falls to Mukuro.”

“What?!” Mukuro jumped back. “Me?!”

“Yeah!” Leon stared at her. “Do you know who dropped the book?”

Mukuro shook her head.

“No… There isn’t really anything to tell. Makoto and I helped Chihiro with the trash, then we just left her.”

“Are you sure?” Byakuya pressed. “Maybe no one set out to commit murder, but withholding information here isn’t just incompetence. It would be murder, itself.”

“Y—yeah!” Toko agreed. “You could get Byakuya and me killed! … oh, and everyone else, too.”

“Look!” Mukuro crossed her arms and tried to look confident than she really was. “I don’t know! I went to the trash room to help Chihiro throw stuff out. If I’d seen the book drop, I would have picked it up and tossed it into the fire. Since I didn’t pick it up, I must not have seen it drop, which means I couldn’t have seen who dropped it!”

“Ugh!” Leon moaned.

“That same logic will apply to Makoto as well…” Sakura nodded.

“Very well, then,” Celeste toyed with a strand of hair. “Let us speculate upon how to determine who dropped the book.”

(Present Your Argument)

“Are you kidding?!” Hiro grabbed his head. “There’s no way to know who picked up a random trashcan!”

“M—maybe you can ch—check your crystal ball…” Toko snarked.

“…” Kyoko closed her eyes. She was either lost in thought or unwilling to condemn someone so unjustly.

“I remember that the trashcan was mostly full of food…” Taka murmured. “Can we use that information somehow?”

“…” Byakuya carefully studied both Makoto and Mukuro.

“Is it important that the trashcan was from the cafeteria?” Sakura asked.

“…” Sayaka bit her lip hard enough to draw blood. Her eyes never left Mukuro.

“What about how the trashcans were made of plastic?” Hifumi asked. “Maybe that’s useful!”

“This is insane!” Hina cried. “No one is really responsible. Chihiro could have dropped the book, so let’s just vote for her. That way, Monokuma can’t punish anyone!”

(Break)

Mukuro sucked in her lips. What she’d just heard was definitely false… But if she voiced her reasoning for why, it would kill someone for certain. Herself or Makoto, she didn’t know, but…

Doing nothing will get almost everyone killed, she thought. If I went free because of that… I’d hate myself forever.

Even the thought of that hurt. Mukuro could never live with that kind of shame. But to voice what she knew was as good as killing someone herself.

Everything within Mukuro was chaos. Her throat tightened, sweat poured down her face, and blood rushed through her veins so fast and so hard that it practically overwhelmed everything else in the trial. But most of all, Mukuro felt the infinite weight of Kyoko’s words on her shoulders:

Expose the killer immediately. Not just for the truth, not just because they’re a murderer, but also to save everyone else. It’s your duty.

Had Kyoko honestly meant those words? She was completely silent right now. Mukuro could do that, too. She could wrap herself in that hypocrisy, just like Kyoko…

That’s not right!

The words were out of Mukuro’s mouth before she knew what was happening. All eyes turned to her, save Makoto’s. No one was angry, but everyone was surprised, scared, or both. Without thinking, she kept talking.

“What… what you said, Hina…” Mukuro shrank back. The fact that she’d spoken hit her, and she wanted to die.

“What do you mean?” the Ultimate Swimmer asked. “All I said was that three people were in the room doing the garbage, so any of them could’ve dropped the book.”

Mukuro bit her lip. She felt an overwhelming urge to back out of her claim.

“Oh…” she said. She poked each of her forefingers against the other. “Well… Never mi—”

“No!” Byakuya snapped. “You know something.”

“I agree!” Taka barked. “You are definitely hiding something!”

Mukuro turned to Makoto. He was still stone-faced.

“I…” Mukuro could barely stand. “I…”

Someone told her to say it; Mukuro didn’t know whom. She kept watching Makoto.

Please, she prayed. Please, please, please, please let someone tell me I’m wrong…

At last, Mukuro turned back to the class. She swallowed, hard.

“We can’t vote for Chihiro,” she said. “She… didn’t drop the book.”

“No way!” Hina shook her head. “It’s totally impossible to know that for sure!”

Mukuro took another breath. From across the circle, she saw Kyoko watching her, eyes wide and ablaze. Kyoko didn’t seem to hate her like Sayaka; if anything, she seemed impressed.

“The cafeteria trashcans are much larger than the dorm ones,” Mukuro continued. Her voice cracked several times. “Chihiro was too weak to lift them without a lot of effort. She’d have only tried if no one else was around to help her. That’s probably why, the day she died, she’d emptied out the small trashcans already, but didn’t get to the large ones.”

“That’s right!” Leon ran a hand through his hair. “When I helped her, I was the one who did the big cans. Aw, man! I totally forgot about that!”

Hina’s eyes were tearing up.

“No!” she said. “No, no! Stop! I don’t want to hear more, this isn’t fair!”

Mukuro’s legs were jelly. She stood only by holding onto the podium for support. She looked over to Makoto. If he’d given the slightest signal, or even done nothing, she would have happily stopped talking and let the others take over. But instead, he smiled.

That smile crushed any hope Mukuro still had. They both knew who dropped the book.

Beyond him was Sayaka. Her eyes were wide, too, but there was something behind them. It wasn’t just anger, hate, or even fear. It was something else entirely, something worse than all of them combined. And Mukuro knew, without a doubt, that all of it was directed at her.

“It’s… It’s probably me.” Mukuro forced the words out through a sob. “I… I’m the one who—”

“Mukuro.” Makoto whispered. “Don’t.”

She turned away from him. It was impossible to face him. For a moment, she caught Kyoko’s eyes again. The other girl was staring at her. Her face was also a mixture of emotions.

“Makoto,” Mukuro gasped out at last. She was crying. “I’m so sorry, I wish it was me, I really do, but… it… it had to be you who dropped the logbook.”

“No!” Sayaka shrieked. Her eyes were on fire, her voice was full of wrath, and her skin was red instead of white. Within her was something halfway between hysteria and despair. “You’re lying!”

She screamed so forcefully that even the other students were taken aback. She slammed her fists into the podium in front of her, then grabbed its edges and twisted. The wood underneath her nails cracked.

“You’re trying to save your own skin!” she hissed. Tears of hate and guilt streamed over her face. “I won’t let you! I won’t let you! I won’t let you hurt him!

(Bullet Time Battle)

“Noooo!”

“I hate you!”

“He’d never hurt anyone!”

“It’s not his fault!”

“Shut up, shut up, shut up!”

“You’re betraying him!”

“You’re wrong, you’re just wrong!”

“You did it!”

“You lying bitch!”

“How could you?!”

(Killshot)

You can’t possibly prove who touched that trashcan!

(Break)

I’m sorry, but I can!

The words came out of Mukuro’s lips, but there was no confidence or energy behind them. She was barely holding herself together.

“You lying whore!” Sayaka threw her head from side to side and roared. “It’s all an illusion to save your own skin!”

“Sayaka—” Makoto started.

“No!” She pounded the podium again. “Whatever you say, it’s only because she’s tricked you somehow!”

“I couldn’t have lifted the trashcan to the fire.” Mukuro breathed. Her eyes unfocused. The world was just a blur of shapeless colors and muffled noises. “For the past few days, I’ve felt a pain in my back when I lift my arms too high.”

A thousand miles away, someone cried out the word “Liar!” It might have been Sayaka.

“I…”

Something hot caught in Mukuro’s throat. She couldn’t continue.

A hand gently touched her shoulder. The world flooded back – first Makoto, and then the rest of the classroom. All of it was still covered in a teary haze.

“Mukuro,” he said. He wasn’t mad at all. “Keep going.”

“But…”

“It’s all on you,” he said. “You’re everyone’s only hope, now.”

It took a long, long time for Mukuro to tear her eyes away from Makoto.

“Hifumi…” she said.

“Whaaaaaaat?!” He threw up his hands and screeched. “Me?!”

“Do you remember when Makoto and I passed you in the dorm area with Chihiro and the trash?”

“Oh, yes, I do. But you were all holding trashcans and trash bags. I don’t know who had the one with the logbook!”

Mukuro paused one last time. She wanted more than anything to stop. But…

“When we passed you in the hallway,” she said. “I tried to lift a trashcan over my shoulder. I stumbled, Makoto caught me, and I had to carry it against my chest.”

“Oh!” Hifumi gasped. “Yes, that’s right! I forgot all about that!”

“So, you see… It doesn’t matter who picked up the trashcan with the logbook from the cafeteria, because I physically couldn’t have lifted a heavy object up to the incinerator, and Chihiro wouldn’t have done so either, at least not while she had help. One of us might’ve brought that can to the trash room, but lifting it up like that was too much, which means…” Her voice gave out, and she barely choked out the conclusion obvious to everyone: “It must have been the third person there.”

“Nooooo!” Sayaka screamed. “That doesn’t prove anything!”

Sayaka raged again against her podium, screaming and weeping and spitting up. She’d verged on suicide for days, catatonic and unable to accept what she’d done, the people she’d betrayed. And now, having been granted a second chance by the very boy she’d hurt the most, it was all stolen away from her by pure dumb luck. Mukuro looked at her with tears and pity, but it wasn’t for Sayaka she felt – it was for herself. She would have given anything to be Sayaka now, to deny everything and scream and wallow in hate and anger and despair.

But it wasn’t to be. Makoto charged her to be strong, so Mukuro ignored the knots in her stomach and forced herself to go on. She stood and pointed straight at Sayaka, but the truth was that a weak breeze would have knocked her over in an instant.

“I’ll lay it all out for you, Sayaka,” she said without emotion. “And when I’m done, there won’t be any room left for doubt.”

(Closing Argument)

This is what happened!

“It all started when Taka, proud of his new logbook, went around pestering everyone for what they’d done the previous day.”

“He made the mistake of annoying Toko one too many times, though, and asked her about a sensitive topic: her leg. I don’t know why she was so upset about that, but…”

“In a fit of anger, she grabbed the logbook from him and flung it away.”

“By accident, it landed in Celeste’s breakfast. Celeste left in a huff, but the book itself was ruined, so Taka threw it out.”

“Later that day, Makoto and I were walking past the cafeteria and heard Chihiro struggling with the trash.”

“We volunteered to help her out, thinking we were doing her a kindness… Though, knowing what we know now, I wish we’d just kept on walking.”

“We passed Hifumi in the hallway, and I lifted up the heavy trashcan over my shoulder.”

“Pain surged through my back, and I almost fell over. I had to carry it against my chest, instead.”

“When we got to the trash room, I wasn’t able to help with the heavier cans, including the one I brought myself. Chihiro was also too weak to easily lift the heavy cans, so the job fell to Makoto.”

“But when he wasn’t looking, Taka’s logbook fell out of the can and hit the ground. The noise it made was probably drowned out by the loud pipes, and because the book itself was the same color as the floor, we couldn’t see it.”

“Maybe we would have, if the stained part of the book had faced us, but… In the end, we just left it there.”

“Later, Hiro broke his strand of prayer beads, and had to throw them out.”

“No one volunteered to help Chihiro that time, so she threw everything out by herself. It probably took her twice as long.”

“At some point, she dropped the beads to nearly the same place as the logbook. They probably couldn’t have been heard over the pipes, but since they were brown, she saw them against the black floor. She went over to pick them up, and…”

“Slipped on the book Makoto dropped.”

“She hit the back of her head on the corner of the incinerator, which killed her instantly. Then she fell to the ground, and lay in a pool of her own blood until we found her the next morning.”

“It should have been too unlikely to ever happen, but it did anyway. And the only person who could make something so improbable become reality…”

“Is the Ultimate Lucky Student.”

It has to be you!

(Break)

Mukuro felt like she ought to point dramatically at someone, but she barely had the energy left to even say two words:

“Makoto Naegi.”

She fell to her knees, completely drained of whatever power had propelled her this far. She was only a husk of human being; the shell of a girl without the heart or feeling inside.

A heavy, terrible air hung over the courtroom. There was no sound for a long time, save Sayaka’s helpless sobs. A merciless iron hand gripped each of the students’ hearts and squeezed, denying them not only hope, but even the satisfaction of their own survival. Almost no one looked up from the floor. Kyoko was the only one who stared on ahead, but her attention was on Mukuro.

Makoto grabbed Mukuro’s shoulder and smiled at her, resigned to his fate. He didn’t hate or blame her at all, and that hurt all the more. It would have been easier if he’d acted betrayed. Mukuro knew now how Sayaka felt when Makoto so easily forgave her.

“Welp!” Monokuma laughed. “With that, it’s voting time! And make sure to vote, because if you don’t, you’ll be executed, too!”

A lever appeared out of Mukuro’s podium, as well as a 4x4 grid of pictures. Each was of a student, save the last, which was blank. Chihiro’s and Mondo’s pictures were grayed out.

“Who will be chosen as the Blackened?” Monokuma asked. “Will you make the right choice, or the dreadfully wrong one?”

She watched the others slowly, reluctantly vote for Makoto. It was unimaginably cruel of Monokuma to force them to actually condemn him themselves.

Mukuro slowly, emptily wrapped her fingers around the cold lever. For a moment, she wanted to just let her hand fall away and let herself be executed with Makoto. It would have at least been some kind of resistance to this horrible game.

But she pulled the lever anyway. Did she want to live, or did she just not want Makoto to see her die? Even Mukuro herself didn’t know.

She wasn’t the only one who’d had the idea. Sayaka stood at her podium, arms at her side. She said nothing, and only stared at the lever and sniffled.

She plans to die.

“Sayaka!” Makoto said. “Pull it!”

She didn’t reply. He pressed a hand to his heart.

“Sayaka, please. I don’t… I don’t want to die knowing that someone else is dying, too.”

Her face screwed up. She shook her head.

“I won’t,” she whispered. “It’s not right.”

“Sayaka,” Makoto said. “There’s no reason to throw your life away. Please!”

He stared her down for a long while. Finally, she reached up and pulled the lever. That only made her cry even more.

“Heehee!”

As if by magic, a slot machine appeared in front of Monokuma. In its center, three reels spun down and down. Mukuro could just barely make out cartoon images of each student’s face. Some moments passed, and each of the reels slowed and stopped on the same face: Makoto’s.

“Uh-oh!” said Monokuma. “Looks like you got it right on the money! The Blackened in this case, the one who killed Chihiro Fujisaki… was none other than Makoto Naegi! Though, I should mention that it wasn’t a unanimous vote. One of you voted for Mukuro instead! Who could it have possibly been?”

“This is bullshit!” Hina screamed. It was so out of character for her to curse like that, even Monokuma seemed surprised.

“I concur,” Sakura said. “Blaming him for this is an act of madness.”

Other students spoke up in Makoto’s defense, and even Byakuya seemed dissatisfied with the result. He crossed his arms and looked away, clearly frustrated. Sayaka in particular ran up to Monokuma’s wooden throne, then threw herself at his feet.

“Let me take his place!” she cried. “Please! I… I’m the one responsible, if you think about it! Makoto only dropped that book because he walked by the cafeteria with Mukuro, and he only spent time with her because I screwed up that murder with Leon!”

Monokuma rubbed his chin.

“Oh, I didn’t consider that.”

Sayaka’s face lit up. She nodded her head up and down.

“Yes, yes! Please, Monokuma, please!”

“Well, since you asked so nicely, and since your logic makes so much sense… No!”

Monokuma laughed hysterically, then jumped up to the top of the back of his throne. A laptop fell from the ceiling and landed in his hands. He slapped the keyboard furiously for a few seconds, and then a massive television descended from on high.

The screen lit up with a still image of the trash room.

The security camera, Mukuro thought.

Past the gate, Makoto, Mukuro, and Chihiro sat in a circle. A red circle appeared where the wall behind them met the floor. At first, Mukuro saw nothing inside of it. Eventually, just barely, she found the almost-invisible logbook.

Without warning, the image turned into a video. Makoto was the first to move, shaking his head and looking back at Chihiro.

“There are a million ways a computer expert can help us,” he said. “Hack open the vault door at the entrance, contact the police, take control of the Monokuma robots… It’s not your time yet, Chihiro, but this is a school. There’ll be computers somewhere, and once we find one, it’ll be your time to shine.”

“You’ll save everyone,” Mukuro agreed. “You’re the single person most likely to save us all.”

Chihiro’s face brightened. She smiled wide.

“My time… to shine…” she repeated.

The recording stopped, and the screen went dark. Everyone in the room was quiet.

Mukuro thought her heart might have stopped beating. If that had been so, if she’d died right there, she would have been fine with it.

“Ahahahahaha!” Monokuma screeched. “How delightfully cruel of you, Makoto, telling Chihiro she was going to save you all as you set your trap to kill her. I didn’t think you had it in you! Byakuya, maybe, but not you!”

Makoto’s face was very pale, and he was obviously fighting hard to stay calm.

“I will not permit this!” Sakura roared. Her pupils disappeared, and eyes of pure white fire stared straight into Monokuma. “You will not touch Makoto except by passing through me!”

She ran to place herself between Makoto and the throne, then took up a martial arts stance. A fierce aura of black energy simmered in the air around her.

For a long, tense moment, it seemed like she would actually leap at Monokuma and make good on her threat. But then a voice interrupted.

“It’s okay, everyone,” Makoto said. “Don’t.”

“But—” Sakura started.

“No! I don’t want anyone else to get hurt. I don’t blame anyone here. Don’t feel bad.”

But it was painfully obvious that everyone felt nothing but bad. Sayaka was crumpled up in a heap at the foot of the throne, and most of the students looked away, completely ashamed. Makoto kept talking.

“Don’t give Monokuma an excuse to hurt you. Please… just survive.”

He put his hands on Sakura’s fists and lowered them. Still obviously upset, she turned away, stricken by shame.

“And,” Makoto continued. “I am… I’m kind of respon—”

“No.” Kyoko said. It was her first word since she’d put together what happened. She looked Makoto dead in the eyes, then thrust her hand at him, pointing at his chest. “You’re not responsible for this at all. Don’t think you are. This is… completely unjust. Remember that.”

“I don’t really get it,” Hiro said. He kicked the ground. “If Makoto’s the Ultimate Lucky Student, then shouldn’t this be impossible?”

Somehow, Makoto managed to smile.

“I was thinking about that…” he said. “But… maybe now, no one will play Monokuma’s game.”

“I do not understand your meaning.” Celeste said.

“Now everyone knows that this game is rigged and insane. The rules to it are too absurd, so there’s no point playing it when the only real enemy is Monokuma himself. If I really am the Ultimate Lucky Student, then maybe me dying now, in this way, is the way that will save the most people. And… I still don’t want to die, but I do want to save people.”

“A—and if you’re not?” Toko stammered. “Wh—what if there’s no such thing as luck?”

Makoto smiled again. This time, he was very sad.

“Then I guess I’m just unlucky.”

“No!”

Sayaka threw herself at Makoto.

“Please, don’t die!” she begged. “I… We… The way I…”

Whatever control Sayaka had over herself disappeared. She started babbling incoherently, shaking against Makoto, until he took her hands in his own.

“Sayaka,” he said. “I don’t blame you for anything. But I need you to do me a favor.”

She nodded, just barely. He leaned down and whispered something into her ear. She burned red, then looked away. She couldn’t stand.

He stood and faced Kyoko.

“I enjoyed your unofficial lesson during the investigation,” he said. “It… it actually helped me a lot, during the trial, trying to figure things out.”

Kyoko turned away to hide her face. Even she couldn’t keep calm after that.

“You can trust Sayaka and Mukuro,” he said. “They’re both good people.”

Last of all, Makoto came to Mukuro. She was crying as hard as Sayaka.

“This isn’t fair,” she wheezed. “I wanted to spend more time with you… I wanted… I wanted to play with that silly charm you gave me! I wanted to explore the school with you! I wanted… I wanted…”

Mukuro fell to her knees. Makoto kneeled down with her, then grabbed her shoulder.

“You saved everyone.”

“I didn’t save you!” she hissed.

He shook his head, and seemed about to speak, but someone interrupted.

“And that’s a wrap!” Monokuma shrilled. “It’s time for the punishment!”

“You bastard.” Mukuro muttered. It was all she could say.

Monokuma twirled down between them and split them apart. His face was inches from Mukuro’s.

“Heehee! Oh, Mukuro, Mukuro, Mukuro. Does this fill you with despair?”

It did. No matter Makoto’s kind words, there was no strength left in her. She wanted to feel hate, to feel anger, to rage and scream and attack the stupid bear, and perhaps to be struck down in response. It would have been better than the torrent of despair that filled her.

“I hate you.” she whispered.

Monokuma saw right through her.

“You’re such a disappointment.”

Disappointment…

The word struck a chord within her. A distant memory, faded but not entirely erased. For the briefest moment, there was something inside of Mukuro, something solid and real, and not the ghost of who she’d once been, or the memories of others told to her that she seized upon. This was her memory. Monokuma was not the first to call her a disappointment; Mukuro’s sister had often done the same, and it had hurt every time.

And that half-formed memory, pulled from whatever life she’d had before this damnable school, carried with it only one emotion: despair. It poured into her, suffocating her, drowning her even worse than Makoto’s impending death had. It was the most devastating realization of them all:

I finally have something besides despair, and it’s just more despair.

Her throat seized up, and she fell to the floor, unable to breathe. She grasped her neck and wept, and when the tears cleared, all she could see was a cord wrapped around Makoto’s own neck. He reached out for her, but the cord pulled back and dragged him with it. A second later, he disappeared into a drape.

The television screen above flickered back to life.

GAME OVER

A tiny pixel version of Monokuma marched over to a tiny pixel version of Makoto, then dragged him off-screen by the hair.

MAKOTO NAEGI HAS BEEN FOUND GUILTY. TIME FOR THE PUNISHMENT!

 

~ Seventy Seconds of Bad Luck ~

 

A perfectly straight, dimly-lit hallway stretched on in either direction. The walls were gray and cracked, and the skeleton of wood and metal was visible through the fractures. The carpet underneath was moist and frayed. Tiny, indistinct bugs crawled in and out of the holes, having lived and died for countless bug generations within the mold hidden just out of sight. Something like four-leafed clovers grew out of the floor, but they were black and dry, and crumbled to dust whenever they were touched.

Makoto searched either wall for a door, but found nothing. Unsure of what to do, but certain in the knowledge that anything would be to Monokuma’s benefit, he simply stood at the ready, waiting for the punishment.

Bump

Everything shook. Bits of plaster fell out of the walls and ceiling.

Bump

Makoto flipped around. His heart was racing.

Bump

In the distance, he saw something silvery shining in the dark.

Bump

A number of small shapes skittered over the floor from one direction. He looked down and saw that they were cats. No – tiny robots in the shape of cats, and each had Monokuma’s red eye. There were thirteen of them, and all of them were black.

The tiny robot cats jumped around, meowing in faux terror. They ran past Makoto, mocking panic and bidding him to follow.

Bump

Makoto squinted. The faraway silver something came more into focus.

Bump

He gasped.

It was a huge vehicle, a tractor or a steamroller, but modified. In the place of wheels, it had enormous metal legs that slammed into the ground, then pulled it forward by a few feet.

Bump

It filled the entire hallway. There was no way to pass it, and no way to slow it down.

Bump

The nose of the vehicle was emblazoned with picture of Monokuma’s face. Underneath it was the text: BAD LUCK BEAR. The bear in question sat in a seat behind the thick glass window of the machine, controlling it and forcing it toward the Ultimate Lucky Student.

Makoto ran from the machine in the other direction, and as he did, the speed at which it moved increased.

Bump bump bump

It moved faster than he could, faster than any human could, and he screamed and tried to stay ahead of it.

Bump bump bump bump

Something shone in the distance, but Makoto couldn’t slow down.

Bump bump bump bump bump

Four ladders were set up so that their legs touched either side of the hallway. They were easy to run under.

Bump bump bump bump bump bump

The ladders fell beneath the machine in seconds. It crushed them all underfoot like paper.

Bump bump bump bump bump bump bump

The shining light in the distance became clearer: it was a mirror. Like the machine, it took up the entire hallway. There was no way around it. Makoto watched his reflection grow larger and more panicked, and the machine behind him grew.

Bump bump bump bump bump bump bump bump

With no other choice, Makoto covered his face and jumped through the mirror. It shattered instantly, and on the other side—

A spear impaled Makoto straight through the heart. Lucky to the end, he died instantly, and his lifeless body was consumed by the machine. The uncaring vehicle moved on, leaving only a smear of blood where once a boy had been.

 

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Mukuro kneeled on the floor in abject shock, unable to tear her eyes away from the pink streak that had been Makoto. Even when the screen went black, she saw only his final, terrible moments. Her heart didn’t beat, her eyes didn’t blink, and no air passed through her lips. Whatever despair she’d felt before was less than a drop in the ocean compared to this. A ravenous void consumed all inside of her, leaving only a drape of pale skin pulled over despair shaped like a girl.

The world went black, and Mukuro lost herself in the darkness.

Notes:

* Man, lots of stuff happened here! This chapter was the first major idea I had for the fic, the idea of someone unknowingly killing someone else and being just as surprised as everyone else to learn the truth. I hadn't originally planned on it being Makoto, but as I sketched out the overall story for the fic, I realized it was the strongest way to take things, so I designed this "murder." I wanted to emphasize how completely unjust everything was, even more than a "normal" Danganronpa trial, to set a specific tone for the rest of the fic, so I hope that was clear. It actually didn't occur to me how every DR game starts with a seemingly major character dying until after I'd already sketched out the case.

* I want to say this: I know that Makoto's luck is much subtler than Nagito's (I actually don't really like that element of Nagito that much). There's never a moment in the games when Makoto just trusts his luck like Nagito frequently does. I wanted to make it clear in the text that Makoto's status as "lucky" is still kind of ambiguous, as to whether or not this murder is literally a result of his Lucky Student status, or if it's just "normal" bad luck. Obviously, Makoto killing someone on purpose would be absurdly out of character, which is why the murder is a ridiculous accident no one could ever control, and executing him for it is a complete farce even by Monokuma's standards.

* I wasn't 100% sure if this was clear or not, so I'll put this here: you could argue that Chihiro slipping on the book would constitute him killing himself by accident, but that's a debatable topic, and obviously Monokuma is going to take the position that it's the fault of whoever placed the book there, and since he's the judge, the students would also have to interpret things that way or be executed.

* I know about the "official" unused executions of DR1 characters. I decided I wouldn't use them for two reasons. First, how someone is executed doesn't really matter to the plot, just that they are. Second, it's just more fun for me to invent executions on my own rather than transcribing something already written on the wiki.

* I really wanted to emphasize how Mukuro is less confident than Makoto, so I wrote all of her interjections to reflect that. Where Makoto says "No, that's wrong!", Mukuro says "That's not right!", etc. I hope that detail was clear. It was a lot of fun inventing new interjections for her.

* User PazKjekk suggested in the comments that I make two alterations to the trials, which I'm going to do from now on. First, I'm going to list out the Truth Bullets at the end of the investigation/start of the trial, as well as what each bullet represents. Second, I'm going to properly write out which Truth Bullet is used to contradict which statement in the Nonstop Debates, which I'm kicking myself for not having thought of myself. I'm not going to go back and alter the first half of the trial to do that, so I didn't want to introduce that concept halfway through the trial. Just, in the future, that's what I'll be doing. Thanks to him for the suggestions, which will be into practice... whenever I write the next trial.

* Someone mentioned in the comments that Kyoko saying "trap" in reference to Chihiro sounded like she was using the slur. Obviously that was a complete accident on my part, and Kyoko was referring to a literal trap meant to kill someone. I'll be honest, it simply did not even cross my mind at all that what she said could be interpreted that way. If anyone else read Kyoko's comment that way, I apologize.

* Kudos to the two people in the comments who guessed Makoto, and the guy who guessed Chihiro slipped.

Chapter 9: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Daily Life 1

Summary:

Mukuro wallows in despair for as long as she can. At last forced to confront both her emotions and the headmaster's machinations, she finds that the school holds only even greater mysteries for her. Worse yet, perhaps not all of her classmates can be trusted...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro lay on her back. Dead, listless air entered her lungs unnoticed. Wrinkled, unwashed clothing and old bedsheets pressed against her skin. Her eyes were open, but she couldn’t tell the difference between light and darkness. Maybe her heart wasn’t beating.

A painful feeling gnawed at her from within. It was probably hunger, but that was okay. She could just lay here and starve to death, and that would be fine. How long had she been on this bed, staring at the ceiling and drifting in and out of consciousness? It might have been days. She’d read somewhere that it takes four or five days to die of thirst.

Just another day or two, then.

An old bulb in one of her ceiling lights flickered. The light it cast when it returned to life made something on her desk shine. For the first time since Sakura had laid her on the bed, Mukuro’s eye twitched. It was automatic, not conscious. Had she remembered what was on her desk, she would have never looked.

The God of War charm Makoto had given her sat there.

She tried to cry out, but her throat was aching and parched. She had only strength enough left to turn onto her stomach. Even burying her head in a pillow would have been too much effort. Now her eyes looked to the wall, and she saw one of Monokuma’s monitors. It was on. There was a single word in blocky white text over a black background: DISAPPOINTMENT.

Yes, she thought. I am.

 

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Ding dong

Mukuro woke, but she didn’t bother opening her eyes. She couldn’t feel her arms or legs. She felt like a ghost, an observer in her own body, unable to control it. Even that earlier act of turning over was impossible.

Her eyes burned and opened on their own. The bedsheet next to her head was wet with tears and saliva.

Ding dong

The door wasn’t locked. If someone opened it and came to kill her, she wouldn’t resist. It would end this despair.

Ding dong

A low rumble rose out of her throat. A groan? A scream? She didn’t know what she was doing anymore. Nothing made sense. Against her will, her thoughts began to organize. Makoto—

She shook her head. It was her first movement since waking up.

Makoto’s death—

His face, that spear, Sayaka’s hatred, images of these things filled the blackness of her sight. She opened her eyes just to ward them away, but it didn’t help. The monitor was off, but she still saw watery smudges of Makoto, Sayaka, and Chihiro on it.

Ding dong

She heaved what might have been a sigh. She tried to cry, but her body had no more tears to give.

The door clicked open. Footsteps. An ember sparked of whatever Mukuro still had that passed for hope.

Someone’s coming to kill me.

She closed her eyes. She didn’t need to see who it was.

“Are you going to lie there forever?”

She winced with disappointment. It was Kyoko, one of the people least likely to murder her. Mukuro didn’t open her eyes. If she was lucky, the other girl might leave on her own.

It didn’t work, of course.

“Starving yourself to death won’t solve anything.” said her visitor.

You’re wrong… It would solve everything.

A gloved hand lightly touched the end of one of Mukuro’s tresses.

“Have you been in bed since the trial?”

Mukuro didn’t respond. After a few seconds, she tenderly opened one eye. Kyoko’s own violet eyes were a few inches away as she kneeled beside the bed, hand over her knee. Her normally icy demeanor had softened ever so slightly.

“You have to get up.” she said. Her voice was completely even.

Mukuro managed to make her lips part. Her tongue was so parched. A miserable, rasping sound squeezed out that could have been a word, but not even Mukuro knew what it was.

Kyoko sighed.

“I’m not going to kill you, if that’s what you want.”

It was.

“Just because your name means ‘corpse’ doesn’t mean you have to act like one.”

Mukuro couldn’t muster the strength to argue. It was so painful to have this conversation, to be forced to think. She just wanted to lie back and let herself be swept back into nonexistence.

How can she be so cruel?

“Leave me al…” Mukuro said. Her voice was so weak and weary, even she almost couldn’t hear it. She couldn’t even finish the third word.

“Did you forget your promise to me?”

Mukuro’s head throbbed. She didn’t want to think.

“You promised me that I could watch your motive video.”

Mukuro turned onto her back.

“Desk…” she mouthed.

“No, you’ll watch it with me. Get up.”

Kyoko stood up. Now that the trial was over, she’d transformed back into some kind of immovable sculpture, a being of perfect poise and confidence whose desires could not be argued with. Mukuro looked up at her, begging with her eyes to be left alone to die. But, of course, it didn’t work.

Mukuro pulled a trembling hand to the edge of the bed. She barely felt the wooden frame at all. At last, she hauled herself into a sitting position. Her legs were far too weak to stand. She couldn’t even raise her head, and settled for just staring at Kyoko’s feet. Her head wavered back and forth, barely even attached to her shoulders.

“You’ve been in here for two days.” Kyoko said, answering her unspoken question. Mukuro nodded absently. “Sakura and Aoi are worried.”

Somehow, Mukuro forced herself to grab the bed’s headboard. Her legs cooperated automatically, and she was on her feet. She wobbled back and forth, feeling like she might drop to the floor at any moment. Kyoko studied her for a few seconds before issuing an order:

“Take a shower.”

Mukuro didn’t argue. She half-walked, half-fell to the bathroom. She didn’t close the door, though Kyoko was kind enough to do it for her. Mukuro smashed against the wall and leaned her face against it for support. Her hand grabbed for the faucet, and the showerhead burst water.

She didn’t realize she was still dressed.

 

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“Here.”

Kyoko held out a bottle of water. Mukuro saw it only half-consciously, but her body acted for her. Her hands reached out and took it. A moment later, water rushed into and down the desert of her mouth and throat. It was the greatest feeling of relief Mukuro had felt perhaps in her entire life. With it came a rush of sobriety. The world came slightly more into focus.

She hadn’t even realized they were in the AV Room.

Her lips stayed wrapped around the bottle, and she found that she couldn’t separate herself from it. More and more water raced down her throat, and she felt it all sloshing in her stomach. She almost bent over from pain and pleasure at the same time.

Mukuro’s hand pulled the bottle away once it was empty. There wasn’t a drop left. She let it fall into a small trashcan to her side, and turned back to find Kyoko pulling out a plastic DVD case. The cover was transparent. Within it was one of the gray motive DVDs. The words “Kyoko Kirigiri” were scrawled onto its surface.

Mukuro leaned against the doorframe of the AV Room. Even with the water in her system, she was still pale, still barely able to stand. Her eyelids were almost too heavy to even open. She wasn’t even sure how Kyoko had gotten her here.

“I don’t need to see yours.” Mukuro sighed. The six words slurred together so much that even she herself could barely hear them. The water was the only thing she could feel inside.

Kyoko shook her head.

“I promised to trade our videos.”

“Just tell me what’s on it. I trust you.”

That was only technically true. Mukuro did trust Kyoko, but she just wanted this to be over as quickly as possible. She could close her eyes and just pretend to listen…

She let herself slide to the floor and leaned against the doorframe. How could anyone be this fatigued from doing nothing at all?

Half of her body was in the AV Room, and half lay outside in the hallway. The hallway was much larger and airier, so the cool air felt almost fresh. Her eyelids shut, and she sat against a tree on top of a beautiful green knoll. The wind swept against her skin and took with it all of her guilt and hate. For a moment—

Kyoko tapped her on her knee. Reluctantly, Mukuro came back to reality. Groaning, she pulled herself to the nearest monitor and plopped heavily into the chair. Kyoko fetched a second pair of headphones, slipped her own DVD into the console, and closed the door.

It was basically what Mukuro expected. A shaky, faraway camera took video of a kind-faced old man with wispy white hair and pale brown eyes. He walked down the steps of an office building and to a black sedan. Monokuma’s horrible voice explained that this was Fuhito Kirigiri, Kyoko’s grandfather, and then the scene switched. The same car was wrecked up by the side of a road, and a house in the distance – presumably Kyoko’s or Fuhito’s – was on fire. There was some more taunting…

Mukuro yawned. It was all she could do to keep her eyes open. After an interminably long time, the video ended.

“Do you love your grandfather?” she asked.

The question took them both by surprise. Mukuro hadn’t meant to ask it, or even to ask anything at all. It had just… sprouted from nothing.

Kyoko hummed.

“What do you think?”

I think you never answer questions directly…

“You must.” Mukuro yawned again.

“Why?”

“You’re too moral… too noble…” Mukuro lay back in the chair. She wasn’t thinking as she spoke, and the words were as new to her as they were to Kyoko. “You must love your family very much.”

This clearly amused the other girl. The corner of Kyoko’s lips tugged into a small smile, then the biggest one Mukuro had ever seen from her.

“Me? Noble? Maybe you’re not as perceptive as I thought…”

“Liar…” Mukuro breathed. Her eyes closed again, but she kept talking. “In the trial, when you realized what happened… You couldn’t speak. You couldn’t condemn Makoto or me for something you knew was so wrong. Makoto couldn’t speak up against me, even to save his life… Even Byakuya couldn’t do it, but…”

“But you could?” Kyoko finished the thought.

“But I could!” Mukuro shouted as she flourished a hand in the air. It was the most effort she’d spent on anything since the trial. Her voice was strong for a moment, then it died. Her face contorted, her teeth grit together, and she tasted the bitter, salty tears flowing down her cheeks. “Oh, oh, Makoto! I killed you!”

She took Kyoko by the shoulders, who recoiled at the unexpected contact. But Mukuro was much stronger, and easily overpowered a girl only slightly smaller than herself. Her muscles tightened without her meaning to, and she squeezed Kyoko so hard that the latter girl cried out in pain.

Mukuro swung the flailing, utterly helpless girl over and onto her lap. Kyoko was something between surprised, afraid, and completely indignant, but Mukuro couldn’t help it. Her weeping turned the world into a blurry smudge, and she buried her face in what was probably Kyoko’s chest. She retched and heaved for minutes, weeping and destroying whatever piece of cloth her eyes and nose were pressed against. Sometimes she babbled something even she couldn’t understand, but mostly she just gasped for air in short, shallow breaths.

Kyoko squirmed in her arms, but there was no way she was going to escape. After a while, she awkwardly raised a hand. She looked away and blushed, clearly embarrassed despite herself, and tried to pat Mukuro’s back.

“There… there?” she tried to coo. The words didn’t come easily to her; even in this state, Mukuro knew it was the first time Kyoko had ever tried to comfort someone distraught. It didn’t help that she was obviously uncomfortable with physical contact.

Mukuro sniffled, then released her. Kyoko fumbled for a second, but managed to regain her footing. Mukuro wiped her bloodshot eyes with her wrist, a smear of translucent teardrops left shining on Hina’s loaned jacket. Once she could see clearly, she realized Kyoko was gritting her teeth and rubbing herself where Mukuro had grabbed her.

“Oh no!” Mukuro stood up suddenly. Kyoko recoiled two or three steps, and Mukuro pressed her hands against her own mouth. “Did I hurt you?”

“No.” Kyoko lied.

“I’m so sorry, please, I didn’t mean—”

“I know.”

Kyoko let her arms drop to her side, but Mukuro could tell it was just to keep up the charade of not being injured.

“Kyoko, please don’t hate me, I didn’t mean to—”

“I don’t hate you.” Kyoko replied.

She signaled Mukuro to sit back down. Mukuro obeyed, folding her hands in her lap.

“It hurts.” Mukuro said. She was still crying, though it wasn’t as bad as before. “It hurts so much.”

“I know.” Kyoko nodded. “I’m hurt, too.”

“You?” Mukuro sniffed. “But you’re—”

“Noble? Don’t call me that.” The lavender-haired girl closed her eyes. “I’m not.”

“But—”

“When the time came to act, when everyone’s lives were on the line, I let my emotions get the better of me.” She crossed her arms, and her voice sounded almost angry. “It’s shameful.”

“No, it’s not!”

“It is,” Kyoko retorted, and the way she said the words left no room for argument. “Did you think I’m emotionless? That I can ignore everything and focus purely on the job?” She shook her head. “I feel the same things you do. I just hide it when there’s nothing to be gained by letting others know what’s inside. I couldn’t even do that well enough to comfort Makoto in his… final moments.”

Mukuro didn’t respond. She didn’t know how to respond. Kyoko smiled, but there no mirth in it. She seemed sad.

“Despite all of that, despite bragging how I would expose the killer as soon as I could to save everyone…” She shook her head. “It killed you to tell everyone how Chihiro died, I know. But you were able to anyway. You chose the hard path.”

“The hard path?” Mukuro repeated.

Kyoko opened her eyes again.

“Your DVD.” she said. Her voice was back to normal.

Despite everything, this weird, awkward talk actually had calmed Mukuro’s nerves. She still felt horrible, of course, but Kyoko had given her back some energy. With a sigh, she pulled the DVD out of her jacket and slid it into the tray. Kyoko watched the screen intently, but Mukuro, having already seen it, just closed her eyes.

“Oh no, oh no, oh noooo!” an all-too-familiar voice shrilled in her headphones.

Mukuro’s eyes shot open. She didn’t remember Monokuma saying that in her video. Her alarm was not missed by Kyoko, who watched both the screen and her partner with great interest.

The screen was completely black, save for a single figure in the center. The black-and-white bear himself stood on some invisible surface, back to the camera. He was hunched over, feigning some kind of dejection or humiliation.

“Oh dear, this is beary bad! What do I do?” he asked.

Mukuro sat up and stared at the screen. This was not the creepy hallway. This was not the dorm bedroom. Where was the girl with the blonde pigtails? Her heart was racing.

“I just don’t know what to do!” Monokuma continued. “You see, Mukuro, this is normally where I’d play a video of your loved one in danger. I’d imply that he or she is about to die, and the only way for you to save them is to kill someone to escape and go to the rescue! It’s what I did for everyone else. But for you…” He shrugged. “You just don’t have any loved ones! There’s no one in the world you love, and no one in the world who loves you!”

Mukuro stood up, sending the wheeled chair behind her rocketing away. Sweat dripped from her brow and splashed onto the screen. Monokuma’s face went fuzzy underneath the water.

“So… I guess I’ll just need to improvise! I hereby present the Special Mukuro Ikusaba Exclusive Motive!” Monokuma raised one foot, then twirled to the camera like a ballerina. “Ohohoho! If you mukurotize someone – that is, turn them into a corpse – and you lose the trial… Nothing will happen!”

Monokuma performed a perfect pirouette, jumped into the air, then spun to a stop as he landed. His form was flawless.

“Yes, my murderiest of students! How many lives did you end while in Fenrir? I literally don’t know! In honor of your skill, I offer a special one-time Get Out of Jail Free card! Your execution… won’t be an execution! You can just go back to your communal school life as if nothing had ever happened… except with one fewer classmate, I guess.” Monokuma ran up to the camera, leaned in, and pressed a hand over his mouth, as if whispering conspiratorially. “Personally, I’d kill whoever bugs you the most. That way, it’s a win-win situation.”

Monokuma pressed his hands on his stomach, then roared with laughter.

“What will life be like after you graduate?!”

Goofy pink font exploded onto the screen.

LOOK FOR THE ANSWER AFTER GRADUATION!

The message faded, and Monokuma laughed like an insane person. A second later, the screen went dark.

Mukuro didn’t move. She felt numb. Even number than after the trial. At least then, she’d been aware of her pain and despair. Right now, she felt… nothing.

“Mukuro.”

She craned her neck to the side. She’d forgotten Kyoko was there. She tried to speak, but nothing came out.

Kyoko tapped the back of her hand against her chin, watching her closely.

“That wasn’t your original video, was it?”

Mukuro tried to respond, but words failed her. Nothing came out when she moved her lips to form words. Sweat trickled down her forehead and into the corners of her eyes. They stood there in silence for some time. Mukuro didn’t know how long.

“I don’t understand.” she said at last.

“Was that your original video?” Kyoko asked.

“I don’t… what?”

“Mukuro!” Kyoko frowned. “Was that your original video?”

Mukuro moved over to the nearest chair, then settled into it. She looked at Kyoko’s feet.

The girl with blonde pigtails…

It was impossible. She hadn’t just imagined that, right? That entire horrible video with the girl who claimed to be her sister?

She pulled her legs up onto the chair, pressing her knees against her breasts. Her emotional numbness shifted very quickly into fear and dread. She was trembling.

This is a trick by Monokuma!

“It’s probably a trick by Monokuma.” Kyoko said.

Mukuro looked up, shocked at how perfectly Kyoko had echoed her thoughts, except with confidence instead of doubt.

“It… is?” she asked.

“Monokuma says he doesn’t lie to us, but he’s extremely deceptive.” Kyoko shook her head. “I suppose he never technically said that he wouldn’t replace our motive DVDs when we weren’t looking.”

Mukuro considered this. It helped to hear it from someone else. Blood flowed back into her face. A sense of profound relief washed over her, dispelling even her pain from the trial.

“Yeah…” she whispered. “Yeah, that does… make sense, right?”

“Mukuro,” Kyoko said. “Tell me what was in your real video.”

Mukuro nodded, still thankful for Kyoko’s reassurances.

“Well… It was this creepy camcorder footage. Someone was walking in the hallway to the dorms—”

“The dorms here?”

“Yeah, except the lights were all off. They went to a room, I couldn’t tell if it was mine, and opened the door. The person holding the camera was… a teenage girl with…”

She burned red and turned away. All she could hear was the sound of her own heartbeats.

Kyoko can’t see the video… If I tell her about me being the person with the camera…

“A teenage girl with a Fenrir tattoo,” she decided. “I think it was me, but I couldn’t tell. I never saw the face.”

She looked up to Kyoko with puppy dog eyes, hoping that it wouldn’t condemn her immediately. Kyoko simply tapped her chin, listening in neutrally.

“Keep going.”

“The girl – me, maybe – went into the room and found another girl on the bed. She was beaten up a lot, and tied up. She was gagged, but I removed the rag in her mouth, and she started begging me—”

“You, in the video, or the camcorder?” Kyoko asked.

Mukuro’s heart skipped a beat. Now that she thought about it…

That is weird!

“The camera…” Mukuro whispered. Her eyes unfocused, and she imagined the scene from the recording. “I… She tried to look at me in the video, but then looked to the camera and started begging for me to… forgive her. Saying things like ‘it was her fault’ and ‘I’ll never argue with you again,’ and calling my ‘big sis.’ Then the me in the video beat her up a little more, and she seemed to go unconscious.” She looked back up to Kyoko, eyes wide. “I swear I have no memory of any of that! I swear, I’d never hurt my sister like that, no matter what.”

“Describe the girl in your video.” Kyoko pressed.

She didn’t say ‘your sister.’ Does she think…?

“Unbelievably beautiful.” Mukuro said. “You’ve never seen anyone half as gorgeous. Blonde pigtails, each as thick as your torso. The biggest, softest blue eyes you could ever imagine. Pale, flawless skin, except where she’d been beaten up. Even when she cried and her makeup ran, she was still a million times more beautiful than you could ever imagine. Just looking at her, even not knowing she was my sister, made me want to protect her, like I was failing in some way if someone so innocent and perfect could ever be in danger. Any boy would gladly die for a chance with her…” She hesitated, blushed, and finished her thought with a squeaking voice. “I think most girls would, too.”

Kyoko absorbed everything Mukuro said, her attention never wavering. At last, she nodded.

“Interesting.” was all she said.

“You… do believe me, right?” Mukuro asked.

Kyoko shook her head.

“It’s not about belief. What matters is evidence.”

“But I—”

“Have been specially picked out by Monokuma before.” Kyoko said. “It doesn’t surprise me that he’d do it again.”

“I was picked out?”

“Who’s the girl with the missing memories?” Kyoko asked. “Who’s the girl who was beaten almost to a pulp? Who’s the girl who doesn’t get clothing?”

Mukuro frowned. When you put it that way, it sounded like Monokuma had a special interest in her.

I don’t like that idea…

“Did he play that bra trick on you, too?”

“Bra trick?” Kyoko asked.

“The first day, in my closet, there were a bunch of bras that were way too big, and some boxes of tissues.”

Kyoko raised an eyebrow.

“No.” she said, clearly interested. “But even without that, we found something while exploring the school. Monokuma never mentioned anyone specifically, but it was obviously really about you.”

“What did you find?”

The door flew open before Kyoko could respond. Toko stood there, breathing hard. Her hair was more frazzled than usual, and she made no real attempt to hide her awkward relief at finding someone.

 

“O—oh, Kyoko!” She smiled nervously. “G—guess what?!”

Kyoko stared at her blankly, not even responding.

“I’ve been l—looking for you,” Toko kept going. “I know you’re r—really busy with Mukuro and whatever, b—but I’m going to th—the bathhouse right now, wanna come?”

“Bathhouse?” Mukuro asked, utterly perplexed.

“Monokuma opened up some new locations in the school,” Kyoko explained. “When we explored them, we found—”

“Y—yeah, that’s really interesting! Tell me more later!” Toko snarled. “But I need someone to… uh… wash my back, so come with me right now!”

She said the last part of the sentence too quickly, all as one word. Kyoko was clearly as surprised as Mukuro.

“But—”

Toko ran inside of the room and grabbed Kyoko by the wrist. Mukuro could tell she was squeezing as hard as she could.

“G—great! Glad you agree. I didn’t want to say anything, but you smell like s—shit, you know? Let’s go right now.”

She pulled a semi-resistant Kyoko almost off of her feet and dragged her through the doorway. Mukuro watched them, more confused than anything else. The last thing she saw of them was Kyoko looking back at her.

“Find Taka.” she said, and disappeared.

 

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Although Kyoko had left Mukuro with that cryptic order, the Ultimate Unknown found something else pulling at her attention: her stomach. Hunger overwhelmed her the moment she was alone, and she found herself entering the cafeteria almost before she even knew what was happening.

The room was empty but for a single occupant: Celeste. She sat alone in a corner, legs gracefully crossed. What looked like fifty cards were scattered over her table in a complicated pattern Mukuro couldn’t discern, being used to play a game she knew she would never understand. An elegant china tea set sat in the center of the table, steam pouring out of the pot’s spout. Fittingly for its owner, the set was decorated with black and red flowers. Mukuro wondered where it had even come from.

“Ah, Mukuro!” Celeste looked up at her coolly. “Are you here for an early dinner?”

Dinner?

Mukuro checked the clock on the wall: 3:34.

Her throat was too dry for her to really care much about that, though. She waved awkwardly, then bounded into the kitchen.

Two entire water bottles later, Mukuro had at least quenched the problem of thirst. Someone, likely Hiro or Hina, had left half a loaf of stale bread out. It was almost hard enough to use as a weapon, but Mukuro’s teeth grinded it down in seconds. Dry, hardened starch had never tasted so good.

A minute later, Mukuro emerged from the kitchen holding a pile of the first things she’d found in the fridge: three more water bottles, a box of frozen waffles, someone’s cold pizza, a plastic box of strawberries, and a jar of some sort of purple jam.

She threw all of it onto the closest table, allowing one of the water bottles to roll away and bounce onto the floor. It didn’t matter. The hunger was all that controlled her now. Without regard for dignity or even health, she splashed the strawberries and jam across the waffles and shoved the Frankenstein’s monster of a meal into her mouth. Just the taste of it brought satisfaction.

“My, my,” Celeste cooed. Mukuro hadn’t seen when, but at some point, the gothic girl had picked up her cards and wandered over. She set herself down on the opposite side of the table, carefully avoiding the strange meal Mukuro had created. “I’m happy to see you out and about, finally.”

Mukuro managed to swallow the waffle in her mouth before responding. She might not have bothered otherwise, but Celeste seemed like the student who most valued proper manners.

“Yeah…” she said. She picked up a slice of pizza, rolled into a tube despite its half-frozen status, and raised it to her lips. “I heard you guys explored the school without me.”

“Indeed, that is so!” Celeste grinned. Suddenly, she pressed against the table. Her eyes were wide and intense. “What do you think of what Byakuya found?”

“Dunno,” Mukuro said, then stuffed the pizza into her lips. She swallowed it in three bites. “What did he find?”

That question pleased Celeste greatly.

“Then you haven’t heard?”

“I don’t know anything except that there’s a bathhouse somewhere.”

Celeste tapped one of her fingers on the table.

“Apparently, Byakuya, Kyoko, and Taka explored the library on the second floor together. Monokuma confronted them for some reason. I don’t know the specifics of the conversation, but… Byakuya either convinced or tricked him into giving him a sheet of paper.”

Mukuro had finally sated enough of her hunger to could focus on other things. It was only now that the strangeness of this conversation struck her:

Wait, Celeste?

Celeste was probably the single student she’d spoken the least to. Had they exchanged even one word to each other besides introductions on the first day and during the trial?

Come to think of it, I don’t think I know anything about Celeste, except that she’s a gambler and likes black. Why would she be interested in me all of a sudden?

“What’s on this sheet of paper?” Mukuro asked, suddenly cautious.

“From what I hear… you are.” Celeste leaned over. That creepy wide eyes-and-open mouth look returned. “It seems you may no longer be quite the mystery you once were!”

Mukuro furrowed her brow.

“I don’t understand.”

“Monokuma offered the trio their choice of one student’s official school profile,” Celeste continued, returning to her normal elegant demeanor. “Before Taka or Kyoko could speak, our dear Byakuya said your name, and so Monokuma produced your file.”

Mukuro was suddenly much more interested.

“What was on it?!” she demanded. “Wait, no – why’d he choose me?”

Celeste closed her eyes, smiled, and set her face on her hands.

“To answer your second question first… There’s really no other choice but you, is there? Who else would he pick?”

Mukuro bit on her cheek.

Not anyone whose Ultimate talent we already know…

“He could’ve chosen Kyoko.”

“He could have, but he didn’t,” Celeste shrugged. “As to your first question… Our dear Taka unfortunately confiscated the file before anyone could read it, citing privacy concerns. He said something about how the person actually in the file has the right to read it first, and has carried it around with him since. No one knows what’s on it.”

Mukuro bit into another slice of pizza.

My profile! It would have my talent, my history, everything about me!

“I’ve got to find Taka, then!” she said.

“Hold on a moment!” Celeste asked. “Before you go and destroy your own ears with his bellowing, I have a proposal.” She set the deck of cards she’d been playing with in the center of the table. “Would you be interested in a game?”

“… Why would I want to play a game?” Mukuro asked, suddenly very suspicious of the sparkle in Celeste’s eyes.

“Everyone is very curious about your file… including me. I know Taka wouldn’t have altered or read your file since he obtained it, which means it must still be in its original condition. So, I’d like to play a game with you! If I win, we’ll go to Taka together, and I’ll read aloud your profile, and then you can take it with you as normal.”

Mukuro blinked, wondering if she’d heard that right.

“Why would you possibly want to read my profile aloud, then give it back to me?” she asked.

“What, indeed?” Celeste breathed. “Well, the truth is… I don’t trust you!” It was almost impossible to believe how politely she could say something like that. “If I have the file myself, before you touch it, then I’ll know what was actually on it. I mean no offense, but I don’t have quite the same trust in you that Makoto had.”

Celeste kept smiling, either oblivious to or willingly ignoring the strangeness of her behavior. There was something predatory in her bearing, something unstated but that screamed to Mukuro that this was the single most untrustworthy person in Hope’s Peak.

“No offense, Celeste,” Mukuro said, trying to stay polite. “But why would I want to bet the right to read my profile when I get nothing if I win?”

“Did I say nothing?” Celeste traced a finger along the spiral hair of one of her clip-on pigtails. “I don’t think I said I’d bet nothing in return… No, I think I might just have something to interest you…”

She reached into an invisible lacey fold of her skirt, then flourished a sheet of paper folded into four parts. Her fingers ran across the edges of one square, lifting it up and revealing a small photograph paperclipped near the top. The picture was a headshot of Makoto.

“What is that?!” Mukuro gasped.

“Why, I believe it’s our dear departed Makoto’s student profile.”

Mukuro stood up and slammed her hands onto the table. Celeste didn’t flinch.

“Where the hell did you get that?!”

Celeste raised a hand over her lips and suppressed a giggle, and used the other to wave Makoto’s profile tantalizingly close. Perverse pleasure burned behind her eyes.

“Byakuya wasn’t the only one to have a run-in with our headmaster while exploring,” she explained. “Though, I was alone when Monokuma confronted me. I had a similar conversation, and this is what I now own.”

“That doesn’t explain why you’d choose Makoto’s file!”

“Doesn’t it?” Celeste chided. “I’m not like the others, you know. I very much do believe in the power of luck… Yet Makoto, supposedly the luckiest of all of us, suffered the most unfortunate and unjust demise imaginable. If his fortune could fail him, imagine how panicked I, a gambler, must have been.”

That’s a lie, Mukuro thought. That’s a damn lie! She wanted my file, and Monokuma had already given it away, and she knew this was the only way to get it.

Why Celeste would want to read Mukuro’s profile specifically was unguessable, but… that Makoto file was the only link that still existed to him. It was the only way to learn more about him, unless Mukuro could one day track down the sister he’d mentioned, and the chances of that were slim.

A bead of sweat dripped down Mukuro’s nose. She knew this was a bad idea, just as surely as she’d known Sayaka was going to kill someone, and yet…

“Why not just trade for it?” Mukuro offered. “You could just offer me Makoto’s and demand the right to read mine in return.”

An evil smile tugged at Celeste’s lips.

“Why do that, when I can keep what I already have? Besides… I want to know more about you than just a profile can tell me.”

Know me?

Celeste continued, happy to answer the question in Mukuro’s thoughts.

“It’s human nature to want to answer a mystery, and you’re the biggest mystery of any of us. I’m almost jealous. People talk about you when you’re not around, and even I want to know more. I just haven’t had a chance to get to know you since this all started. Sakura, did you know she can tell much of a person just by how they fight her? Or so she says, at least. I’m the same way, except by gambling. Once, in Vienna, I played a few hours of poker with four men I’d never met before. By the third hand, I knew their entire life stories, their number of mistresses, their wealth and income… and other things, I suppose. I bet Asahina can tell the same thing by watching someone swim, or Leon by watching them play baseball. In any case, I want to know more of you. So, no, I won’t trade it.”

As if to emphasize her point, Celeste folded the profile back up and started to slip it back into her skirt. For a moment, all Mukuro could imagine was losing this chance forever.

“Wait!” she said through gritted teeth. “I… want to choose the game.”

Celeste beamed, then daintily set the profile onto the table face-down.

“Of course! Any card game at all, your choice. I might just have to upgrade you to a D-rank…”

What game can I beat Celeste at?

It wasn’t an easy question. Mukuro knew the basics of poker and blackjack, but trying to beat the Ultimate Gambler at those things would be like an arm-wrestling contest against Sakura, a baseball match against Leon, or a stuttering contest against Toko. It was suicide to even try it.

Celeste punctuated her thoughts by picking up and shuffling the deck. Her fingers barely seemed to move at all, but the cards just flew in any direction she desired.

What Mukuro needed was a game with no skill involved at all, where the difference between a novice and an expert was nonexistent.

“High card draw.” she said at last.

Celeste raised an eyebrow. The request at least surprised her.

“You want to just draw a single card each?”

“That’s right.”

Celeste mulled this over for a moment.

“D-rank, indeed…” she admitted. “Very well, then! Aces high.”

She brought her hands together with a high-pitched smack, pressing the cards into a single pile. A moment later, it was on the table.

“How… do I know you aren’t cheating?” Mukuro asked.

“Oh, please!” Celeste scoffed. “You insult me. As if I’d ever need to cheat at a card game. Shuffle it yourself, if you want. Or you can choose which one of us picks first. Either is fine.”

Mukuro bit her lip. She reached down a trembling hand and took the first card on the deck. Without checking it, she pushed it against her chest. Neither of them could see its face.

Celeste took a much less dramatic option: she just plucked up the second card and turned it over. It was a Four of Clubs.

Mukuro was shocked by the lameness of the draw, but Celeste’s haughty demeanor didn’t crack an inch. She looked back up to Mukuro’s yet-unknown card and smiled.

“Well?” she asked with faux-kindness.

Is this my chance? Mukuro wondered. The mystery card pressed against her chest, and her beat hard against it. Oh God, I actually have a chance!

She set the card down on the table, back-up. Slowly, carefully, she flipped it.

Two of Hearts.

Celeste’s pale, pampered hand swept down upon the student profile. With a broken heart, Mukuro watched the only remaining link to Makoto disappear back into the folds of a lacey black skirt. She must have looked devastated, but Celeste didn’t seem to notice.

“Shall we go find Taka?” Celeste asked, her voice as pleasant as ever.

Notes:

* Until now, I've been trying to keep chapters at around 5000 words (I went over with the last trial chapter, but that was obviously a special case). I suspect from this point on, I'm going to have more to write about than I did during the first case. If you have an opinion, do you prefer 5000-6000~ word chapters, or chapters of greater length? Because it's basically the same to me, since I'll be posting the same amount of words, just possibly broken up into smaller chunks.

* Toko is probably the most fun character to write dialogue for, aside from maybe Taka. The combination of her stuttering, insults, and inferiority complex makes her speech pattern really distinct compared to everyone else's. But Kyoko is also very fun to write scenarios for, so I don't know which one I prefer writing.

Chapter 10: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Daily Life 2

Summary:

Mukuro finally learns her Ultimate talent, but she's not certain what to think of it after an attempt at testing it goes wrong. Meanwhile, Monokuma returns time and time again to taunt everyone, and more mysteries of the school unfold around the class.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Certain students could be stealthy when they wished it, like Kyoko, Byakuya, and Toko… but Taka wasn’t one of them. He was always loud, always obvious, and always seen. Tracking down his whereabouts to the pool on the second floor was an easy task.

It was the first time Mukuro had seen the second floor. Before she had much of a chance to take it in, Celeste glided to the left of the stairs and toward a new room.

“This leads to the pool,” she explained. “But… when I open this door, make sure not to panic.”

“Panic?” Mukuro repeated.

Celeste smiled, then slid open the door. Beyond it was a room filled with a myriad of pool equipment – nothing especially notable. Separate doors led to the boy and girl changing rooms, which presumably fed into the pool area. Nothing was unexpected…

Except the enormous, terrifying gatling gun installed on the ceiling.

Mukuro’s heart skipped a beat. It was beautiful.

“It’s one of Monokuma’s school defenses, I’m afraid,” Celeste said airily. She seemed to mistake Mukuro’s expression for fear. “To enter your gender of changing room, you scan your e-Handbook on the panel next to the door. Go through one without scanning, and…”

Mukuro was barely listening. Her eyes darted over the gun again and again.

Definitely active and well-maintained… maybe a M194 Vulcan, or an M161, scraping along the mount means it was probably pulled off a decommissioned jet fighter, 6000 bullets per minute, if the belt into the ceiling can feed it enough. Doesn’t have full coverage over both doors from the middle of the room. You could probably slide through the wrong door if the gun’s facing the wrong way in advance, but getting back out would be difficult. Definitely impractical; more of a threat or decoration more than a serious deterrence.

She was in love. Her heart beat almost as fast as when she’d held Makoto, and a tiny bit of drool eked out of her lips and crept down her chin. He was the most beautiful gun she’d ever seen. Mukuro could have spent the next five hours running her hands over him and examining his every nook and cranny, learning all of his secrets.

Wait, 'him?'  She blinked. Aw, hell, would Monokuma be made if I named him?

Celeste raised an eyebrow, and Mukuro snapped back to reality.

“Um…” She bit her lip. “Scary.”

“Indeed,” Celeste agreed.

Something in her tone made Mukuro wonder if the other girl had seen the actual emotions in her mind, but Celeste gave no other indication of it. Instead, she turned on her heels and waved her e-Handbook over the panel.

“Monokuma said something about adding another rule,” she said vaguely. “Something about not lending out your handbook…”

Mukuro followed suit, scanning her own handbook and entering the girl’s changing area. The door slid open over the course of a few seconds. She craned her head around, sad to see the enormous gun disappear behind the automatic doors. They slid closed over the course of seconds.

I’ll be back, she promised.

The walls of the girl’s changing area were an ugly shade of deep purple, and were decorated by a single poster for some boy band named Tornado. Dumbbells were everywhere, just begging to be dropped and chip the expensive wooden floor. A few exercise machines and punching bags hung here and there, as did a long metal bench. Another door in the back led into the pool.

“I just thought of something,” Mukuro said. “How do we know that the student profiles are accurate?”

Celeste paused, then looked back. It seemed as if the thought had never occurred to her.

“What do you mean?” she asked.

“I mean… What if Monokuma just made them up to mess with us?”

“Hey!” screeched a certain familiar voice.

Monokuma bounced in from some unknown angle. He stood between Mukuro, who jumped back in surprise, and Celeste, who regarded him coolly and without fear.

“Who are you calling a liar?!” he cried.

Mukuro stared him down for a long time, unable to speak. This was the first time she’d seen Monokuma since the trial, and she was possessed suddenly by the urgent desire to kick him into the wall. Only the knowledge of the bombs inside each robot stopped her.

“Oh dear, oh dear!” Monokuma said. “It seems like Mukuro is thinking about something she shouldn’t be. Well, that’s okay. Imagining breaking the rules isn’t actually against the rules… yet.”

“You fucking bastard.” Mukuro hissed. “One day, I’ll—”

“Oh, yes, yes, avenge your not-boyfriend or whatever. Mukuro, honestly, you’re like third on the list of girls Makoto had his eye on, at best, behind Little Miss Withholds Evidence and Childhood Friend.”

Mukuro’s leg flew forward in a horizontal arc all on its own, and struck Monokuma in his red eye. Most of his head caved in, and his broken body soared into the center of some lockers, which crumbled in an instant.

The collapse of the lockers trapped what remained of Monokuma in a small heap of metal, but it was easy to hear the warning beeps. This finally alarmed Celeste, who gasped in shock and horror, and ran for the pool door. She slammed against it and jumped out of the room without a trace of her normal measured elegance.

Mukuro stood there, watching the site of Monokuma’s demise. She was furious, but something in the back of her brain was working on its own.

Pile of lockers means lots of small pieces of metal, she thought automatically. An explosion inside there will act as an IED. Probably encompass everything within thirty feet.

That would take out the entire room. She couldn’t go for Celeste’s door; covering that distance would take too long. The door back out took a few seconds to open. Judging by how the beeps from Monokuma’s corpse were increasing in frequently, there was little chance of escape.

Mukuro’s body dodged backward. Her foot caught the edge of a metal bench and kicked it so it would stand on its short side, reaching as tall as a human. She gripped one of its long edges, took it as a shield, and slid herself and the bench behind the thick punching bag hanging from the ceiling. Her hands raised to her ears.

BOOM

Sound. Heat. A wave of force. Hundreds of metal shards whizzing past her face. Splinters of what had been a locker carving through the punching bag, then slicing into the bench. Mukuro being thrown against the wall, hiding behind her makeshift bulwark, her slim body the perfect size and shape to escape any harm.

Mukuro kicked down what was left of the bench. It shattered on impact with the floor. The room was completely obliterated. The walls and ceiling were more metal than wood and plastic, the school monitor and camera were minced to pieces, and even the heavy metal weight machines were knocked onto their sides and broken into bits. Slivers of locker and robot bear pierced almost every inch of the floor and turned it into a miniature minefield.

Mukuro’s heart was barely beating. There wasn’t a scratch on her. In fact, she’d never felt calmer in her life.

Then it struck her what she’d just done. She examined her hands and feet with the greatest surprise, unable to comprehend how she’d just kicked a robot’s head in and survived an almost pointblank explosion.

“Oh, jeez!” whined a knee-high voice. “Do you know how expensive it’ll be to fix this?!”

Mukuro jumped back. Mechanically, her body took on a practiced stance, and her hands raised up to her face. She was ready to rip open a man’s chest and pull out his heart… if he had one. The new Monokuma scanned what was left of the girl’s changing area, then shook his head.

“This is why senators keep slashing the education budget!” he whined. “Taxpayers think they’re sending dollars to pay for improved school infrastructure, but it all just gets funneled into the ‘fixing things flat-chested teenage girls broke while upset at how flat they are’ fund.”

“You…” was the only word Mukuro could force out.

“… are the sexiest, most lovable bear in the world?” Monokuma’s face turned red. “Aw, you shouldn’t have, but don’t forget – student-faculty relationships are strictly forbidden!” He moved his paws to his stomach, then laughed. “Ah, oh well. I was planning on killing you with the Spears of Gungnir, but honestly, the time for that’s passed. I think I made the right call not killing you at the start of the game; this is slightly more fun.”

Mukuro huffed. Monokuma’s rambling wasn’t just annoying, it was getting nonsensical. Spears of Gungnir? Killing her at the start of the game? What did those things even mean? She wanted nothing more than to punch him in the face again as revenge for Makoto… but there wasn’t enough material left in the room for her to survive another explosion.

“Anyway, Mukuro, I came here to tell you something very important: bears do NOT lie. Anything you find in this school, be it photos, files, books, or DVDs, is always real. So that student profile you were so worried about? No need to be concerned: it’s real.”

“You fucking bastard!” she said again.

“Oh, please. What would you be using your time to do if you weren’t in a killing game? Manga? Video games? Movies? Betraying your sister? Dating? Fashion? All a complete waste of time.”

That fourth example struck a chord. For a second, Mukuro’s anger waned.

“W—wait!” she said. “That video I had of my sister, the girl with blonde hair and blue eyes, is it real?”

“Ugh!” Monokuma raised his paws above his head and stamped the ground. “Are you stupid, or are you just not listening to me? … Probably both. You’re lucky I don’t give grades, or you’d get an M for ‘Mukuro!’ Fine, I’ll repeat myself just this once: anything you find in this school is always real, unless someone in the game tampers with it in a fully justified attempt to kill you.”

Then the first DVD has to be real… Mukuro thought. I do have a sister.

Mukuro dropped her stance and resumed a normal standing position. Shards of metal were embedded everywhere into the floor, but she stepped around them easily.

Monokuma laughed.Mukuro pressed for the pool door to open without looking back.

The pool was spacious, beautiful, and clear, everything you would want it to be… but that barely even registered. To its side, Taka, Celeste, and Hifumi stood, jaws dropped.

“M… Mukuro!” the first sputtered. “You’re alive?!”

“Looks like.” she said.

“You attacked Monokuma!” Celeste cried. She still hadn’t quite recovered her normal composure. “H—how?!”

“Yeah…” Mukuro reached a hand to her other arm and rubbed it. “His metal frame’s not as tough as it looks. It only took one good kick to collapse most of it.”

“That doesn’t explain how you survived, though.” Taka said. His eyes moved all over Mukuro’s body, searching in vain for a broken bone or a trace of blood.

“Oh, I just dodged behind a metal bench to use as a shield.”

Hifumi gasped.

“So, this is what dad meant by 3D being as good as 2D…”

Mukuro rubbed her arm again and hummed. She hadn’t been the center of attention like this since the first day; she wasn’t sure she liked it.

“Taka,” she said. “Kyoko mentioned you had something for me?”

“Oh, yes!” he shouted, rather needlessly. “Byakuya retrieved your school student profile!” He reached into his uniform jacket and removed a manilla envelope. A white sheet of paper was inside. “I’ve kept it safe from prying eyes since. I’ll admit, however, that I am also curious as to what’s inside.”

Taka handed it over to her rather stiffly, then crossed his arms.

It was only an envelope with a single sheet of paper peeking out of it. It couldn’t have weighed more than a quarter of an ounce… and yet, in Mukuro’s hands, it seemed to be as heavy as the school itself. She watched it carefully for some time, half-expecting Monokuma to fly in and whisk it away, or something equally terrible…

But nothing happened.

Mukuro looked up to Celeste, who hung behind Taka. The gothic girl was regaining her normal detached calmness, but she wasn’t quite back to normal yet. Celeste had a strong poker face, perhaps literally the strongest in the world, but Mukuro could sense the unease radiating off her. The Ultimate Gambler made no approach to make good on their bet from the cafeteria.

She’s afraid of me… If I read the profile myself, right now, she won’t do anything about it.

But…

“Celeste,” she said. “Could you read it aloud for me? I’m… feeling a bit dizzy.”

She held out the envelope. Celeste’s face twitched in surprise, but she regained her footing almost instantly.

“Of course!” she said, and accepted it.

She stepped to the side and faced everyone else. Again, it was a subtle deception, but Mukuro knew instantly that Celeste was positioning herself so that no one else could see the page.

But why? she wondered. She must know I’ll check it after she reads it aloud… There’s no way to lie about what’s on there.

Celeste opened up the envelope with a flourish, pointedly keeping the actual sheet of paper invisible behind it. If she did anything dishonest – used a sleight of hand, scribbled something, or anything else like that – Mukuro couldn’t see it.

Again, Celeste would have known that Mukuro would check the profile as soon as they were done. No matter the quality of her handwriting, it would be impossible to add anything to a typed sheet of paper. To Mukuro, her actions made no sense at all.

Taka and Hifumi were oblivious to all of this, and Celeste seemed to think Mukuro was as well, so she read on without issue.

“Name: Mukuro Ikusaba,” Celeste began. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’7”, Weight: 97 lbs., Blood Type: A, Birthdate: December 24, Chest Size: 80cm—”

“Wait, what?!” Blood rushed to Mukuro’s face. She instinctively covered her already-clothed breasts and turned away from the boys. “Why does a school profile have that?!”

Celeste shrugged.

“Who knows? They probably have those numbers for all of the girls. Shall I continue?”

Mukuro huffed.

“Go ahead.” she said, still a little angry about her lost dignity.

“You are… The Ultimate Soldier.” Celeste’s eyes flit down and down. She began to read something word-for-word, and her tone became a little stiffer and more formal. “‘Although small for her age, she was a military specialist trained in every weapon type imaginable. She showed interest in the military from childhood and soon found herself completely absorbed in it. In elementary school, she won a survival game tournament and began writing for military magazines. Just before entering middle school, while she and her family were on a vacation to Europe, she disappeared. The story of a young Japanese girl being kidnapped quickly took over Japanese media outlets. An intense international investigation turned up no information, and she was never found. However, she reappeared in Japan three years later, alone and completely unannounced. She revealed that she had joined a mercenary group known as Fenrir for those three years. She insisted that she hadn’t been kidnapped, that she’d received battle training of her own volition. However, she never revealed why she decided to return when she did. Despite her time in battle, she has never been wounded, bruised, or scarred.’”

“Soldier…” Mukuro mouthed.

Taka slammed his fist into an open palm. He was saying something, but Mukuro didn’t hear him.

I’m a soldier…

The Ultimate title wasn’t a complete shock. Byakuya’s insults and Toko’s fears had prepared her for something like this, and the second motive video had called her a killer.

What did shock her was the paragraph that followed. To be an expert in military stuff, sure, she could understand that. But she wrote for magazines? She won some big survival game tournament? She was the subject of an international investigation and media circus? She abandoned her family? And even the school, even the famous Hope’s Peak with all of its resources, barely knew anything about her time in Fenrir?

It was simultaneously both more and less than she’d hoped for. She finally knew something substantial of the Mukuro-that-was, but it was only from the perspective of others, and it wasn’t nearly enough to fill the void within herself.

Hifumi’s screechy voice brought her back to reality.

“Miss Ikusaba!” he cried. “I remember that incident! The one about the missing girl! I had no idea it was you!”

“It does ring a bell…” Celeste agreed, tapping her finger on her chin.

“Yes, I followed it closely, as well.” Taka said. “I recall seeing images of the girl on TV. I’m ashamed I didn’t recognize you on sight.”

Mukuro shook her head.

“I… don’t know anything about that,” she said, and gave weak smile. “I guess I was alright, though.”

“Are you really a specialist in all weapons?” Hifumi asked. He was in awe. “This is just like in Blades of Princess Baldra, when the princess…”

He started rambling about some anime Mukuro had never heard of, or maybe it was a manga. She ignored it all, except for the initial question.

I did disarm Leon’s sword, identify that gatling gun, and beat up a robot…

“Maybe.” she interrupted him. “I don’t really know.”

She reached over and plucked the envelope out of Celeste’s hands without asking. She didn’t care about the rudeness. She wanted to see if Celeste had added anything, of course, but what leapt to mind first was the picture. How did the Mukuro of times past dress? How professional and, well, soldiery did she look?

And there she was: the Mukuro of the past. A pale teenage girl whose black hair was parted over her right eye and into two long triangles. She was in a school uniform, a black-and-white one that told her nothing, and her eyes were thin and expressionless. If the girl in the photo felt anything at all, she didn’t show it.

She doesn’t look like a killer, Mukuro thought. *I*… don’t look like a killer.

But Mukuro-of-the-Past also didn’t look like Mukuro-of-the-Present. The old version of her looked so professional, so composed. She seemed so… in control of everything.

Celeste folded her hands in front of her, smiling with that faux-politeness she always seemed to have.

“Well, Mukuro… Taka, Hifumi, I think I’ll take my leave.” She looked up, pretending to think. “I’m a little tired, actually. I may go lie down.”

With that, she stepped away and started back to the girl’s changing room. Taka nodded rigidly, then crossed his arms.

“It’s good to know your capabilities, Mukuro,” he said. “I don’t think we can fight Monokuma, but… it is still to everyone’s great benefit to know our own talents. Perhaps you should inquire with Sakura about—”

Sakura! Now there’s someone who can tell me if I’m an expert in ‘every weapon imaginable.’

“I’ve gotta go.” she said, and ran out.

 

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Like Taka, Hina and Sakura were not among the stealthier of students. One was loud and always cheerful, while the other was a tanned colossus among ordinary-sized people. Tracking them down required only slightly more effort than it took to find Taka, and soon enough, Mukuro was in classroom 2-B.

“Mukuro!” Hina punched the air as soon as she saw who’d opened the door. “You’re up again!”

So many things were on Mukuro’s mind that she honestly didn’t know where to start… But all of that disappeared as soon as she saw who else was in the classroom.

Like the other classrooms, 2-B’s windows were covered by massive steel plates bolted onto the wall. Sakura was by one of them, testing it with her superhuman strength. A bent crowbar was on a desk, who knew where they’d found it, and there was obvious damage to the paint on the wall around the plates. The plates themselves weren’t even scratched, though, and Sakura’s efforts here had clearly been in vain.

More importantly, a third student sat in the back.

Sayaka…

In all the excitement, Mukuro had completely forgotten about her. The idol quietly slumped in a chair at the back of the room, staring at nothing. Her pupils were so small as to be almost invisible, mere tiny dots of dark blue lost in a sea of empty white barely paler than the rest of her blood-drained face. Her hair was unkempt and wild, fraying off in every direction imaginable. Days-old makeup caked around her thin lips and under her eyes, some of which was lost in the black bags she’d gained from an obvious lack of sleep.

If Sayaka had been catatonic before, she seemed barely alive now. Her eyes didn’t so much as twitch when Mukuro walked in, and her chest seemed not to rise or fall as she, presumably, sucked in air. Her hands dangled listlessly to her sides, and it was almost a miracle that she didn’t just slide out of the chair entirely. If she had, Mukuro had no doubt that she would have just stayed on the floor, dead in every way except for breath. She honestly could have been a corpse.

Despite all of this, her clothing was fresh and spotless, and the cast she’d worn around her wrist was gone. Even the cute kitten hairclip was still there. The contrast between her bright, perfect uniform and her numb, glazed-over face was almost nauseating.

She’s killing herself from the guilt, Mukuro knew.

A sallow feeling rose in her gut. How could Sayaka, the girl who’d betrayed Makoto, take his death this hard, while Mukuro had managed to forget about it, however briefly, in just two days? She looked away, as heavy with guilt as Sayaka.

Hina seemed oblivious to what passed through Mukuro’s mind, but Sakura understood it all in an instant.

“Assigning blame to yourselves, or any of us, is pointless,” she said stoically. “The only one responsible is Monokuma.”

“Sayaka…” Mukuro muttered. She still couldn’t face her. “Is there anything we can do to help her?”

“She takes Makoto’s death very harshly,” Sakura’s deep growling turned more sympathetic. “Hina and I hope to return her to some normality, though it will not be instant.”

“I hate Monokuma more than anything!” Hina groaned. “Even when he’s not around, he’s still ruining everything.”

“I take offense to that!” screeched an unwelcome voice. Again, Monokuma was suddenly just there. “How dare you impugn my good name!”

“Impugn?!” Hina gasped. “I don’t even know how to spell that…”

“The G is silent!”

“Why are you here?” Sakura asked, hostility brimming in her voice.

“Why are any of us here?” Monokuma’s voice became wistful, and he looked to the ceiling. “It’s a question that’s baffled philosophers for thousands of years…”

“You know what she meant,” Mukuro growled. “You worthless excuse for a—”

“I just came to tell you that your friend destroyed the girl’s changing room,” He pointed to Mukuro. “You two get the most use out of it, so I thought you’d like to know it’s off-limits until I fix it. I’d estimate it should be… tomorrow!”

Monokuma’s faux-thoughtfulness did nothing to ease the tension in the room. Both Sakura and Mukuro were ready to launch themselves at him.

“Well, anywayyyyyy,” Monokuma shrugged. “I can see you two aren’t in the mood, so I’ll see you all again later.”

He bounced away. Sakura and Mukuro both looked back to Hina, who furrowed her brow and mouthed something.

“I-M-P-U-N-E…” she said silently. “Where’s the G go…?”

Mukuro sighed and looked back up to Sayaka. The latter girl seemed not to hear the conversation at all. She knew that the only thing on the Ultimate Pop Sensation’s mind was Makoto.

“Sayaka…” she said again. “I’m… sorry, too.”

“Forgive us for not visiting you, Mukuro,” Sakura said. “We thought that you would be better served by some time alone…”

“It’s fine,” Mukuro replied. “Actually, I came here to talk to you guys about some something really… well, cool, I guess.”

She launched into an explanation of the last half-hour’s events, starting with the bet with Celeste – Kyoko seemed like she might resent their private meeting being told to others, and Mukuro didn’t want to talk about the motive DVDs anyway. When she finished, she set her profile on the desk in front of her.

“You beat up Monokuma and got away with it?!” Hina cried, breathless and exhilarated. “That’s the most amazingly awesome thing ever! So, what’s your talent?!”

“Read it for yourself.” Mukuro offered.

Hina scooped up the file in an instant.

“The Ultimate Soldier!” she breathed, wonderstruck. Stars were in her eyes. “No way! That’s incredible! And I love your photo here! We should do your hair like it used to be!”

She read the file aloud for Sakura. It was the third time Mukuro had heard it (having it read it privately once after Celeste), and it still teased her just as much as before.

“So, you ran away from your parents to join the military?” Hina asked. For a moment, she seemed to look at Mukuro in a different light. “That’s incredible. Do you remember any of it?”

“No,” Mukuro admitted. She hugged herself for a moment, and was lost in thought. “It doesn’t ring any bells at all… For all I know, it could have happened to someone else.”

“But it says it happened to you!”

“Don’t get me wrong. I believe the profile’s right.” Mukuro shrugged. “But it could have said anything, and I would feel the same way. I ran away from home and fought wars for three years?” Mukuro’s heart sank, and she managed a very weak smile. “I don’t feel anything more like that person than I did before I read this.”

She didn’t add how the idea actually made her feel. Every few minutes, Mukuro still wondered about the girl in the video, her blonde, blue-eyed sister begging for her sympathy and forgiveness. To have had an entire family, and then just abandoned them to go on a crazy adventure…? And could she really have hurt that sister of hers?

“Anyway,” Mukuro said. “I actually came here because I figured there’s only one other person in the school who could test how much of an Ultimate Soldier I really am.”

Hina nodded happily, and turned to Sakura. But for her part, the Ultimate Martial Artist hesitated.

“I mean no disrespect, Mukuro,” she said. “But… are you certain you’re ready? You said during the trial that your back was injured, and Makoto’s death would unsettle anyo—”

“No!” Mukuro shook her head. “I just beat up Monokuma in a rage, and if I am some kind of legendary warrior, then…”

“Oh man, oh man!” Hina leapt up, then started jumping up and down. “Are you two gonna have a sparring match?!”

Sakura crossed her arms. Mukuro did the same. A twinge of excitement sparked within each of them.

“Yes.” they said at once.

 

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Sakura stood just off-center in the gym, motionless. Her arms, each as thick as anyone else’s entire torsos, were crossed, and though her expression was cool and imperturbable, it was easy to read the curiosity in her eyes.

Mukuro stood maybe ten feet away. She was less stoic.

What she’d done in the changing room to Monokuma had been pure instinct. Now that she was actively channeling her knowledge, calling upon it for a conscious purpose, she had no idea what she was doing. She tried to summon that martial arts stance that had let her beat up their captor, but all she managed was something out of a Hollywood movie. Her feet were apart, her fists were raised, and she hunched slightly to shrink her profile, but… she could just tell that this wasn’t quite right. Maybe this would be enough against someone else who didn’t know how to fight, like Leon or Hiro or something, but against the world’s greatest martial artist, and a giant almost a foot higher than herself? Never in a million years.

Will my instincts return if she comes at me?

Mukuro licked her lips. Imagine what that would represent. If her fighting skills could return when appropriate, could her other lost knowledge do the same?

Hina and Sayaka sat on one of the bleachers to the side, the former of whom was stuffing what looked like three donuts into her face at the same time. The latter still stared off into space, her eyes unfocused in the vague direction of the stage. On the other side of the bleachers were Celeste, Hifumi, Taka, Leon, and Hiro. The boys all spoke with each other excitedly, pointing at one or the other of the girls on the floor, while Celeste sat apart, twirling a finger through her hair and half-ignoring the scene.

Mukuro wasn’t quite sure what she thought of having an audience, but there was no way to ask them to leave anymore. At least Byakuya, Toko, and Kyoko weren’t there to watch her potential failure…

As if on cue, the double doors to the gym flew open. Toko came in first, and held the door for the Ultimate Affluent Progeny behind her. She let the door close as soon as he was in, but Kyoko slipped inside anyway. Mukuro sighed.

“How did you all even hear about this?” she demanded.

“Word spreads fast when the world’s just twelve people!” Taka bellowed. “And since there’s not much else in the way of news, so does your Ultimate talent.”

Mukuro shook her head.

“I meant, why is everyone interested in us fighting?”

“‘cause what else is there to do in this school?!” Hiro yelled. “I’ve got a bet of two-thousand yen on Ogre, by the way.”

“Hiro!” Sakura growled. “You dishonor the name of martial arts. You will retract that wager with whomever you made it with.”

Hiro laughed.

“No, no, no, I’m just joking!”

But then Hiro leaned over to Leon, and the way they whispered, and the blue look on their faces, said otherwise.

“There’s something else to consider,” Byakuya said, grinning. “Up until now, Sakura has been the only person who could just kill anyone without a plan or a weapon. When the next person decides to become Blackened, it’ll be important to know whether or not you’re a good target.”

Hina huffed as she stared him down. She probably would have shouted something at him, but her habit of stuffing donuts down her face made her momentarily unable to respond. With no one else to challenge him, Byakuya took a standing position in the corner of the gym, away from the bleachers and everyone else. Toko joined him at a slight distance and wrung her hands back and forth. She was sweating and nervous – clearly far too upset for just watching a simple martial arts sparring match. In fact, she was barely paying any attention at all.

Wonder what’s on her mind?

Last to take a position was Kyoko, who settled down on the Hina-Sayaka side of the bleachers.

Some moments passed. Mukuro awkwardly tried to stretch, pushing out one leg and pressing her weight against it, but Sakura remained cool.

“I also would have preferred a lack of audience, save perhaps Hina,” she said. “Are you still comfortable?”

“I guess,” Mukuro half-lied. “It doesn’t really matter.”

Eventually, Mukuro finished her useless stretching. She jumped from one foot to the other, uncertain of what would come next.

“Sakura,” she said, swallowing. “Don’t go easy on me. The worst that could happen is you bruise me or something.”

Sakura closed one eye, then smiled.

“I thought your profile said you’d never been wounded before?”

Mukuro couldn’t help but grin.

“Heh… I guess it did.”

Mukuro nodded, then took back up her martial arts stance.

“I guess… I guess I’m ready when you are.”

Sakura nodded almost imperceptibly, then finally uncrossed her arms. She faced slightly to the side from Mukuro, then brought up two hands at chin- and waist-height. The din of the others’ voices muted.

Sakura made the first move. She came up slowly, enough so that Mukuro could have escaped if she’d wanted to. Carefully, the Ultimate Martial Artist threw her first punch.

A test, Mukuro knew instantly.

It wasn’t fast enough to do any real damage, and it came at an awkward angle. Even a novice could have dodged it, and Mukuro’s body moved out of the way automatically.

Sakura’s next punch came ever-so-slightly faster. Mukuro twisted her body out of the way without even thinking.

Next, Sakura tried a low kick. Mukuro heard the others gasp as her feet leapt off the ground, over Sakura’s leg, and connected straight in the center of her mass.

Sakura fell back, clearly more surprised than injured. She paused for a moment, then nodded.

She threw another punch, this one faster. Mukuro’s hand intercepted it and knocked it off-target. Another punch. Mukuro weaved under it, and was as surprised as everyone else when her hand turned into a fist and smashed Sakura’s shoulder.

“Rrgh!” Sakura growled.

The attacks came faster and faster, but Mukuro could tell that Sakura still wasn’t being serious. Each punch or kick came just slowly enough that it would hurt, but not bruise, and that made them easy to dodge or block. She waited for a few seconds, effortlessly backing up or ducking to the side to evade the attacks, then grabbed her by the wrist, twisted behind Sakura’s back, and grabbed her opponent by the waist. Without thinking, Mukuro lifted two-hundred-something pounds of weight, heaved it up into the air, and threw Sakura ten or fifteen feet.

Screams and gasps. Mukuro ran forward at the same speed her victim flew, and just before Sakura hit the floor, she jumped up and delivered a perfect flying kick into Sakura’s stomach. The tan giant went flying again, this time into a bleacher near Kyoko.

Metal and plastic exploded. Mukuro raised her hands to her lips, terrified that she’d gone too far, and others started screaming about the nurse’s office.

Sakura jumped out of the wreckage of the bleacher, only slightly bruised. She watched Mukuro for a moment, then grinned.

This time, Sakura did not hold back. Mukuro dodged the first punch, but only barely. It whizzed by her head with enough speed and force to certainly break her nose had it struck true.

A second punch, then a third, then a flurry. Mukuro evaded or blocked them all, each of her arms and legs moving on its own, each one with its own mind and purpose that she couldn’t keep up with. Her hands and feet would automatically punch or kick back when it was time, and Sakura would dodge or block each one. Trying to think about anything consciously would have disrupted her body’s instincts and spelled the instant end of the duel – for this was no longer just a test.

Seconds passed, then a full minute. Fist met air, open palm met wrist, and each strike by either girl missed its target by a half-inch or less. Mukuro still didn’t really understand what was happening, but something in her mind warned her:

Sakura is better than me.

It would have been invisible to any observer, but Mukuro and Sakura both knew it. They were both sweating, but Mukuro’s responses to Sakura’s relentless assault came less and less frequently. This duel would last for minutes, or even an hour, but in the end, the Ultimate Martial Artist would win a fistfight with the Ultimate Soldier, and there was nothing that could change that fact.

A glint of light shimmered on the bleacher Sakura destroyed. Mukuro’s eye caught on several thin metal tubes that had been the skeleton of the seats. Each was about two or three feet in length.

Her body maneuvered around Sakura, and she leapt backward and onto the undamaged bleacher above it. Hina said something, but Mukuro’s only attention was on those metal tubes. She kicked one up without thinking, and when it reached waist-height, she spun and struck its end with her foot.

It rocketed forward like a missile. Sakura’s eyes went wide, and she barely escaped to the side. The spear – and that’s what it was – went flying across the full length of the gym. Someone screamed, and Mukuro’s weapon went straight for Hiro’s head. He didn’t have time to dodge out of the way, and—

Leon pushed him at the last second. The spear sliced through two of Hiro’s dreadlocks, then penetrated the wall.

“Wooooaaaarrghhh!” Hiro screamed. He fell off the bleacher, then curled into a ball.

“Oh my God!” Mukuro’s heart leapt out of her chest. “No, I—”

Sakura was on Hiro in a second. She kneeled over him and pressed a hand to his head.

“He is alright,” she said. “Merely scared.”

Mukuro ran over. Hifumi, Leon, and Celeste pulled back in fear, the last of whom was wearing the same expression as when Monokuma had started beeping before the explosion.

“Oh my God, Hiro, please, I—Sakura!” Mukuro babbled. “I don’t know what came over me, I didn’t… I didn’t…!”

“I am uninjured,” Sakura rumbled. “And Hiro…” They looked down to Hiro, who was still in a fetal position. “He will be alright.”

“I… I don’t know…” Mukuro grabbed her head. “I don’t—I didn’t—”

“Tch!” Byakuya turned away and made for the door. “Dangerous psychopath.”

“No!” Mukuro whimpered. “I… I didn’t mean to…”

“That would have killed Sakura, had she not been the world’s greatest martial artist, or Hiro, if not for Leon saving both of your lives.” he replied. He didn’t look back at her. “Guess you’re even with him for that incident with the sword, huh?”

“But… I…” Mukuro teared up. She looked back to the metal tube buried halfway into the wall. It would be impossible to ever remove.

“You didn’t even have the decency to make the trial interesting.” Byakuya finished.

The rest of whatever Mukuro was trying to say came out as an incoherent garble. The world turned into a blurry haze, and she ran to the door. A watery shape that could have been Byakuya stepped to the side, and Mukuro pushed her way out, and was gone.

 

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Mukuro sat, pressed herself into the corner, and buried her face in her knees. She wasn’t even sure what room she was in, but it smelled dusty and had small spaces to hide in. She sniffed, weeping quietly, and hoped that no one would find her. Her eyes were bloodshot again, and her throat was as tight as it was during the trial. It was hard to breathe.

It had all happened so quickly. Her body had just operated on its own, and now everyone was afraid of her. And what’s worse, they had every right to be. No – it would be crazy for them not to be.

Her tears cleared for a moment, and she saw her hand. That damn Fenrir tattoo. She wanted to claw it off. That first day Byakuya had seen her hand, he’d freaked out and started sweating. The others had given her the benefit of the doubt, and she’d sent their good graces hurling across the gym and toward a Hiro’s head. It was only Leon, of all people, who’d averted disaster.

All that contempt they’d had for him, and he was the hero between us…

At length, she allowed herself to look up. She was in a room filled with shelves and shelves of books.

The library, she thought. Someone mentioned a library…

It was very small, though, and a lot of stuff was scattered haphazardly on the floor. Cardboard boxes full of blueprints and unorganized books were everywhere.

She craned her head left. There was a row of books at knee-height, perfect for a girl sitting on the floor. She read some of their titles.

Case 78-13 – Kobayashi Twins… Case A412 – Watanabe Murders… Case 8001 – Ito Murders… Genocide Jack Serial Murders – TOP SECRET…

She frowned, then turned to her right. This other row was full of files.

Sato Clan… Kuzuryu Clan… Yamaguchi Clan…

These were yakuza clans, she knew.

Sheer curiosity momentarily overwhelmed her. Those terrified faces the other students had worn disappeared from her vision, and Mukuro stood up to examine more shelves.

It wasn’t long before she realized that this wasn’t the library – it was an archive. An archive of secret or even criminal information. She picked a file at random and read the scrawling handwriting on its cover.

Toshi Bank Conspiracy

She opened it and was greeted by an array of complicated math equations dealing with (she thought) finances, faraway photos of important-looking men in black suits, and a map of Japan with pins in various cities. The dense numbers were too much for her to read, but from what she could guess, this looked like someone’s effort to prove an illegal conspiracy orchestrated by a banking syndicate.

She placed the file back where she’d found it and took another one at random from a different shelf. This one was about a South American dictator being assassinated. Another file. This one was about how a passenger jet suffered an “accident” while transporting a politician. Another file. This one was about a mercenary company in Southeast Asia, the Rakshas…

She gasped.

She dropped the current file and grabbed everything from that row. More mercenary companies, more professional assassins…

But nothing about her company. Either this archive didn’t have anything about Fenrir, or it had been removed before she’d found it.

Disappointed, she slipped back onto the floor and ran a hand through her hair. For the first time since the gym, she felt completely sober. She wanted to ask the obvious question, which was why a room like this existed at a school, but something else was on her mind:

I almost killed two innocent people today.

It was the most important, horrible fact in the world, and she’d let herself forget it. How terrible could she be? Was it possible to make it up to Hiro and Sakura? Was it possible to convince everyone that she wasn’t a ‘dangerous psychopath,’ as Byakuya had called her?

She sighed. She wasn’t crying anymore, but dry tears still stained her cheeks. She got up again and moved to the door.

This door led into the library itself. Another one led, presumably, into the hallway. She must have run through this place without even registering what it was.

The library looked exactly as she expected it to. Shelves of books towered over her, daring her to spend the rest of life reading their contents. These books were normal, though: mundane histories, simple fiction, and the like.

Her eyes caught on a simple, well-worn book in a corner. There were three words on its spine: WILDERNESS SURVIVAL GUIDE.

There was something about it that triggered Mukuro. She plucked it off the shelf. The cover was nothing but those three words over an image of a forest. There wasn’t even an author’s name.

Something in the back of Mukuro’s mind was turning on and off. She flipped to a random page. The edges of the paper were torn here and there, and small stains covered up some of the words, but it was still easy to read.

If the bear does not move toward you, move away slowly and sideways. This allows you to keep an eye on the bear and avoid tripping over objects you do not see behind you. Bears are not threatened by sideways movement, unless it is toward a cub. Do not run.

By the third sentence, Mukuro was mouthing each word she’d read before she read it.

If the bear pursues you, stop and hold your ground. You cannot outrun a bear. Bears will chase fleeing animals more easily than they will approach ones that stand their ground. Do not climb a tree. Except for polar bears, most common bears can climb trees. Most bears are not aggressive enough to attack a human unprovoked, again with the exception of polar bears.

“Leave the area and take a detour…” Mukuro said softly. She kept reading; that was the next sentence. “If this is impossible, wait until the bear moves away on its own. If there is only one escape route, do not take it until the bear leaves first.”

By the end of the paragraph, Mukuro was certain she’d read the entire book before, maybe multiple times. She flipped to the interior cover of the book, hoping she might even find her own name scrawled in it. There was nothing – but she still knew that this book or one like it had been given to her once upon a time.

She slipped it into her jacket to read again later.

There was a desk in the center of the library. A few hand-selected books were piled on its corner, brought there by some bored student.

Byakuya or Toko… she thought. No one else seems like they’d read much except Kyoko and Celeste, and they’d probably clean up after themselves.

There was a laptop on another desk. She stepped over to it and pressed the power button. Nothing happened.

Broken…

She watched it sadly. Chihiro might have been able to fix it, but…

Lastly, there was an envelope on a short shelf of books. The paper had yellowed over time, but the top was ripped open. A sheet of paper peeked out of it.

She picked it up and read it:

From the Hope’s Peak Academy Executive Office

Throughout the years, we have been committed to shaping the youth who will one day shape the world. We have a long, proud history as an institution of higher learning with full governmental support. However, Hope’s Peak Academy must now lower the curtain on its glorious history, for the time being. This decision was not an easy one to make, but serious issues beyond our control have made it necessary. But make no mistake – this is not the end for Hope’s Peak Academy. We intend to reopen our doors as soon as the issues forcing our closure have been resolved. And I would like to personally and sincerely thank everyone for your help and support over the years. That being said, it is the end for now… And I would like to personally and sincerely thank everyone for your help and support over the years. For now, we are awaiting official governmental authorization to formally cease operations…

“It’s real.”

Mukuro flipped around. Kyoko was in the library doorway.

“It was covered in dust when we found it,” she continued. “It’s at least a year old, too.”

“Kyoko…” Mukuro started. “I… I don’t…”

“What do you think?”

“Of the letter?” Mukuro asked, exasperated. “I don’t—”

“Tell me.”

She huffed, annoyed.

“Maybe whoever’s controlling Monokuma took over the abandoned school, and trapped us all here… though, that doesn’t explain why no one knew that Hope’s Peak had shut down.”

Kyoko smiled.

“You figured that out faster than Byakuya did.”

“Does everyone hate me?” Mukuro asked. She didn’t care about the letter at all.

Kyoko took a moment before responding.

“You should avoid Hiro for a bit,” she admitted. “You should also go and thank Leon for saving… well, both of you. Sakura isn’t angry, though. She and Aoi are worried about you. They’re searching the first floor.”

“And you’re searching the second floor… alone?” Mukuro looked away. “No one else wanted to look for me, huh?”

“You should come get dinner.” Kyoko said.

“Dinner?” Mukuro looked to a nearby clock. It was 7:00 PM. “God…”

“Come on,” Kyoko said, and Mukuro let herself be led away.

 

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The cafeteria was incredibly awkward, even more than Mukuro would have guessed. Hina, Sakura, and Sayaka sat at a table in the corner, and everyone else sat far away from them, except Byakuya, Toko, and Kyoko, who weren’t present. Mukuro knew why; those three and Kyoko were the only ones who’d let her sit with them… And Sayaka was only because she was still catatonic.

Mukuro desperately wanted to go over and thank Leon for saving Hiro’s life. She looked over, and the redheaded baseball player yelped and skid behind the rolls of Hifumi’s fat. A moment later, Hiro did the same – less Mukuro’s heart sank, and she looked down at her plate. Someone had fried up enough chicken for the entire class. Mukuro had come last, and so had had the last choice. Hers was only lukewarm.

“They’re all idiots,” Hina growled. “Everyone knows you didn’t mean it.”

She could still feel everyone’s eyes on her.

“They’re not idiots,” she said quietly. “If anything, that just makes it worse.”

“Mukuro,” Sakura said. Her voice was as gravely as ever, but she clearly made an effort to be soothing. “They do not know you well enough for their judgments to hurt.”

“What do you mean?”

“I have spent my entire life fighting,” Sakura said. “Almost from the moment I could stand. I am the heir to a dojo with three-hundred years of history. I mean no arrogance, but I know all there is to know about unarmed combat, including the art of understanding a person through it.”

“Oh, I’ve heard about this!” Hina said excitedly. “You’re talking about reading someone’s instincts by seeing them in action?”

“Yes,” Sakura confirmed. “And you, Mukuro…” Mukuro shied away, suddenly afraid of what she might hear. “You are the most conflicted person I have ever fought.”

Mukuro choked on a piece of her dinner. She looked up into Sakura’s gray eyes, but said nothing.

“Within you is a roiling sea of emotion,” Sakura continued. “I cannot imagine the pain of losing yourself the way you have – and then of losing Makoto, as well. Two untoward tragedies, each of them enough to break many people on their own.”

Mukuro’s eyes darted to Sayaka. All that was left of the original girl, the excitable, passionate, charismatic idol who could charm anyone in a minute, was this ghost.

She sighed.

“What about me, as a person?” she asked.

Sakura took a moment before responding.

“I am uncertain,” she confessed. “I…”

She trailed off.

She has something to say, but not in front of Hina or Sayaka…

“I would risk my life to protect anyone here,” Sakura said. “I think that I would even give it, were it necessary.”

“Even Byakuya?” Hina murmured, stuffing a donut into her face.

“Even Byakuya,” Sakura said. “It is what I would expect of anyone whose pursuit is of combat as a way to better themselves. The sport of martial arts can be a noble one, if the one who learns it is noble themself…”

Mukuro understood instantly.

I lack that honor…

She’d already known it, though she lacked Sakura’s ability to express it in words. No one who learned to fight for a genuine love of the sport would have instinctively tried to kill someone just because she was losing.

“I’m sorry, Sakura…” Mukuro whispered.

“Do not be sorry, at least not to me.” she said. “I would not be the Ultimate Martial Artist if I could be so easily slain. Apologize to Hiro, and yourself.”

Again, Mukuro understood instantly. Whatever combat skills she had, she didn’t learn them for any noble greater purpose, like Sakura. Both the student profile and Mukuro’s own intuition told her the same thing: that she’d become an expert in killing people just because she thought it was fun.

To Sakura, that had to be almost an insult. But Hina’s eyes were filled with stars again.

“You guys are amazing! Who would’ve won that fight in the gym, anyway?”

Sakura. Mukuro thought. If I hadn’t flipped out…

“Who can say?” Sakura responded diplomatically, though she certainly knew the truth. She reached down to pick up her cup, then frowned. “Damn,” she growled. “I forgot to get more protein powder.”

“Protein powder?” Mukuro asked.

“Oh, that’s right! You don’t know about the warehouse!” Hina laughed. “There’s a warehouse that opened up after the trial. It’s got everything, and an endless supply of it, too. Clothes, food, laundry stuff, bags, tools, sports equipment – it’s amazing. You could live off it for a billion years.”

“Unfortunately, its protein powder is cheap swill,” Sakura said. “But it is better than nothing.”

“Sakura,” Hina said. “You go get more powder with Mukuro, she hasn’t seen it yet. I’ll stay here with Sayaka.”

“Are you sure, Hina?” Sakura asked.

“Of course! Go on.”

Mukuro looked up to Sakura. There was no explicit reason to refuse, but… It was so awkward, the idea of spending time alone with someone she’d almost killed.

And truth be told, Mukuro had never really spent time alone with Sakura anyway. Her friendship with the giant was mostly through Hina.

“Come,” Sakura said.

Mukuro shifted uncomfortably, but if Sakura herself invited her, there was no good way to escape. She stood up and scarfed down the last of her chicken.

 

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The warehouse wasn’t far from the cafeteria. Following Sakura, Mukuro only needed to round two corners to reach it. They said nothing as they walked.

This led them to a long, empty hallway. It terminated with another sliding gate. Behind it was an inaccessible staircase to the second floor of the dorms. To its side was another door.

“The warehouse.” Sakura said.

Mukuro’s skin crawled. Was Sakura studying her even now? Was she prepared for another attack? No matter what she’d claimed, Mukuro knew that Sakura would have been killed by that spear in the gym.

She’s only human, Mukuro thought. And humans hold grudges…

Mukuro swallowed, then pushed open the door.

Hina hadn’t lied: the ceiling reached up fifteen feet or more, and there were rows upon rows of shelves overflowing with every object you could ever need to survive, and a thousand cardboard boxes of who-knows-what. They really could live off of this for a lifetime, if not quite Hina’s claim of a billion years.

“According to Monokuma, it restocks each night,” Sakura said.

Mukuro hesitated, so Sakura entered first. She moved to a shelf against one of the walls and toward a row of carefully set blue bottles. Mukuro couldn’t read their labels from the door, but they were, presumably, the protein powder. The bottles were high enough that a normal person would have had to stand on their toes to reach it, but to Sakura, they were at eye-height.

“Barely better than water,” Sakura said. “I wonder if this is a joke by Monokuma?”

“He’s made jokes before,” Mukuro responded. “At least to me, he makes them all the time.”

“His very existence is a joke.”

They stood in silence for a second. Then Sakura scowled.

“That… was meant to be a joke, also.”

Mukuro snorted.

“Well, neither of us is the Ultimate Comedian, at least.”

“Indeed.”

Mukuro’s heart was beating fast.

“Sakura,” she said. She wasn’t sure where the word came from, but… “Am I… a terrible person? You must have sensed how easily I could have cut someone down there. And in my motive DVD, Monokuma said I’ve killed people before, and I know he’s telling the truth.”

Sakura did not respond instantly.

“Is that your only evidence for being ‘a terrible person?’”

“Well… earlier, I played a card game with Celeste, and told me my ‘rank’ had gone up with her. I don’t know if I like her approval, either.”

Sakura crossed her arms.

“That is poor evidence, indeed,” she said. “All I can say for certain is that I was surprised by your performance.”

“Because I tried to kill you?”

“No,” Sakura shook her head. “Because I did not expect to find a fighter of this caliber at Hope’s Peak. I am… immensely pleased.”

“Really?” Mukuro blinked. She felt a little better.

“I had resigned myself to the idea that I would have to practice alone. I feared I might lose some of my skills.”

“Then… you still want to spar with me?” Mukuro didn’t mean to, but she started smiling.

“Of course.” Sakura slid one eye closed, then smiled back at her. “To ensure everyone survives, both of us must ensure our skills are turned toward purely noble purposes.”

This was the first time Mukuro had really believed that Sakura held no grudge – in fact, how could she have even thought someone like Sakura even could hold a grudge? This was the world’s greatest martial artist, strong in body, mind, and spirit, and her honor…

It was beyond question.

“I… feel for Sayaka,” Sakura said. That was an unexpected subject to broach, and Mukuro was momentarily confused. “The motive Monokuma gave her compelled her to murder, and her betrayal of Makoto almost destroyed her. I know she will dwell on the past. I hope she can look toward the future.”

Once again, Sakura’s meaning was clear:

She worries I’ll do the same thing.

Mukuro hugged herself. It was easy, so easy, to fall into that same trap as Sayaka. She looked away, burning with shame. By chance, her eyes caught on a series of boxes on a bottom shelf. The word TRACKSUITS was written on them in blocky text.

Mukuro pulled one out at random. It was pink, and a size too small, but beneath it were dozens more, each in a different color. She dug through them without thinking, and pulled out a blue one with yellow stripes. She held it against her body, over the clothes she’d been given by Hina and Kyoko.

The future… or dwelling on the past…

She thought of the Mukuro in the student profile. The one who looked so clean and professional, but who’d killed people in war, had instincts like murdering someone with a spear, and who’d beaten up her sister…

Mukuro still wanted her old memories back, but…

“I shall give you a moment,” Sakura said. “I’ll wait outside.”

She stepped into the hallway, and Mukuro was alone.

Since the first day, all Mukuro had had to wear was a patchwork of Hina’s and Kyoko’s clothes. But these tracksuits, as simple as they were, could be hers.

 

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Mukuro stepped out of the warehouse feeling like a changed woman. Her black track jacket fit her even better than the donated clothes had, and she’d rolled up the sleeves to help make it more her own. This also made her the only girl in the school to wear pants. Digging through the warehouse had yielded yet more treasures: pairs of black sneakers and new white underwear. Right now, Mukuro wasn’t wearing a single thing owned by another student.

The only word she knew to describe what she felt like right now was… fresh.

“I see,” Sakura said. “It suits you.”

Mukuro blushed. What Sakura didn’t know was how much time she’d spent agonizing over colors. Mukuro knew anything bright or energetic, like yellow or pink, would be impossible for her to pull off. In the end, she’d settled on black-with-white-stripes.

 Hanging from her shoulder was a bag of ten more identical tracksuits, as well as Hina’s and Kyoko’s old clothing. She’d return all of the borrowed clothes tonight.

“Thanks.”

Sakura nodded, then turned back for the cafeteria. Mukuro hurried to catch up.

Just before she rounded the corner, Mukuro realized that something felt wrong to her. She frowned, and looked back to the warehouse door—

And saw Monokuma. He stood there behind the gate to the second floor, watching her. His arms were at his sides, and for once, he was silent.

Notes:

* EDIT: Just so everyone is clear: Yes, I obviously know the story takes place in Japan. I added the joke about the United States because I was going for "Americans translating Japanese stuff" as in the games.

* If things go as I plan, most of the chapters from now on will probably be around this length. You might ask: it is intentional that Chapter 10 has about 10000 words? .... no, it's not.

* As of writing this chapter, this fic has 1041 hits and 53 kudos! I'd like to thank everyone who's read it, and everyone who's left a kudos. You guys are great.

Chapter 11: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Daily Life 3

Summary:

Mukuro tries to make amends for her recent actions, but finds this might not be as easy as she expected. For every step forward she takes, she slips two steps backward. And when she tries to snap Sayaka out of her reverie, she might just succeed -- in an unexpected way...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Sakura stepped back into the cafeteria. Mukuro wasn’t far behind. They’d only been gone for twenty minutes or so, but in that time, everyone had left save for Hina, Sayaka, Leon, and Hiro.

Hina gasped, leapt up, and ran to them as fast as she could. Her eyes were alight with excitement. She jumped around Mukuro, examining each angle of the new tracksuit. Finally, when she was done, she pumped her fist and grinned.

“I love your new clothes, Mukuro!”

Mukuro blushed.

“Thanks…”

“It’s super awesome that the warehouse had something that fit you so well! It’s like a whole new Mukuro!”

Mukuro raised a hand and scratched the back of her head. She smiled, still blushing, and looked away. By chance, she turned to the table.

For the briefest instant, the blue of Sayaka’s eyes seemed to flicker toward her, then back to the empty vacuum they normally watched. Her hands, body, and face remained still, and it was over so quickly that Mukuro wasn’t even sure it had happened at all.

She opened her mouth to ask Sayaka a question, but Hina, oblivious to all of this, just grabbed her hand and hauled her over to the table. She started babbling about who-knew-what, but Mukuro was only paying attention to their silent companion. Yet, Sayaka made no further movement.

If she’d even looked at me in the first place…

With a grunt, Sakura twisted open the top of her bottle of protein powder. She dumped a few spoonfuls of it into her cup. To Mukuro, the powder looked almost indistinguishable from a pile of brown dust… Certainly, it looked horribly unappetizing. It could have been her imagination, but it even seemed to smell bad.

She must have made a face without realizing it, because Sakura nodded sadly.

“As I said before, this is cheap swill,” she growled. She poured a pitcher of water into the cup, and the water turned a nauseating shade of brown. She dipped the spoon into the cup and swirled the concoction. “I would call it an insult by Monokuma, but the rest of the material in the warehouse is generally of decent quality.”

She drained the glass over the course of a few seconds. Mukuro frowned and looked back to Sayaka. Behind her, at the other table, were Leon and Hiro. Ever since the former had saved the latter’s life, the two had spent all of their time together. They had nothing in common as far Mukuro could tell, and she certainly wasn’t invited to their conversations, but her actions had still definitely helped spur on a friendship.

Leon… I owe him… probably everything in the world.

She stood up. Without a word to Hina or Sakura, Mukuro swiftly stepped over to the other table. Leon and Hiro both squirmed as she approached. The former managed a horribly nervous plastic smile, but the latter pushed his chin onto his chest and sweated profusely.

Mukuro had been prepared for these reactions. But she’d made a decision.

I’m going to be better, she thought. I’m going to be a new person, and that involves settling the scores of the old Mukuro.

Despite this, her heart was beating probably even faster than the boys’.

“Leon.” she said evenly.

The redhead squeaked. A bead of sweat trickled down and over the scar on his cheek.

The scar I gave him.

“Uh… yeah?” he asked. Somehow, his voice cracked several times during just those two syllables.

Mukuro laid herself on the floor and bowed to him. She couldn’t see anyone’s faces, but she could hear a few surprised gasps.

“Thank you so much, Leon.” she said, holding back tears. “I almost made an unforgivable mistake, and it was only your fast reaction that stopped it. You… You saved Hiro’s life, and you also saved mine. That night with the sword, you said you never intended to hurt Sayaka, and I doubted you, and…”

Her voice trailed off into a choking whisper. It was alright, though. She wasn’t sure where she would have gone anyway.

Leon didn’t respond. After a while, she dared to look up. He was still sitting in his chair, completely flummoxed. Across the table, Hiro looked down at her. He was also shocked. He pulled a hand behind his head and scratched, and Mukuro felt even worse under his gaze.

“Hiro,” she said. She shifted to face him, but didn’t get up. “I could have killed you. I would have killed you. I… can only say I’m sorry. I understand if you still hate me.”

Hiro pursed his lips. Eventually, he shook his head.

“Aw, don’t be like that,” he said. “Like, Mukuro, it’s not… Look, you don’t gotta…” He frowned. “Jeez, don’t be all heartfelt like that, man, it makes you hard to talk to or whatever.”

At his prompting, she stood up. Her eyes trained on the part of his dreadlocks that the spear had cut off. Both boys, she realized, had been marked by her in some way.

“Hey, Mukuro!” Hiro said, smiling. “Tell you what, I’ll forgive you if you let me to do a reading of your future!”

“Really?” she blinked.

“Yeah! That’s just the kinda guy I am! You know what? I’ll even let you pay after we get outta here.”

“Hiro!” Hina screamed from the other table. “I can’t believe how awful you are!”

“It’s 100000 yen for a reading!” Hiro finished, ignoring her, then he gave a thumbs up.

Well, if the price of his forgiveness is a literal price…

It wasn’t quite the response she’d hoped for, and so she didn’t exactly flush with relief, but she smiled all the same.

“Okay,” she said, a little more energetically than she’d meant. “I just want to make things okay between us.”

Leon was looking away. He rolled his chin across his chest, then nodded.

“It’s fine…” he said. “Everyone knows you didn’t mean it. And if I’m being totally honest, it gave me a chance to show off in front of everyone. So, it’s okay…. As long as it never happens again.”

“Never!” Mukuro promised. She nodded several times. “Never, never.” She looked up toward one of the ceiling lights, and imagined for a moment that it was the sun. “From this moment on, I’m going to be a new, better person.”

 

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Ding dong bing bong

“Mm, ahem, this is a school announcement. It is now 10 PM. As such, it is officially nighttime. Soon the doors to the dining hall will be locked, and entry at that point is strictly prohibited. Okay then… sweet dreams, everyone! Good night, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite…”

Mukuro yawned as she entered her dorm. She stretched her right arm, then her left, and kicked the door closed behind her. A moment later, she tossed her new bag of tracksuits onto the floor. She could deal with hanging them up properly tomorrow.

Part of her still felt guilty. It gnawed at her, the idea that she could have felt any happiness or relief so soon after Makoto’s death, or even at all. That part of her told her that Sayaka had the right of it; that there was no other way to truly pay homage to Makoto except to totally give into despair.

Mukuro looked over to the God of War charm he’d given her. It was still on her desk, sparkling under the ceiling lights. She picked it up, then ran a finger over its surface. It was a simple paper charm marked with stark black ink. She closed her eyes, and felt the ink from the paper, traced her thumb over it and imagined the symbol.

God of war…

She was the Ultimate Soldier, and though Makoto hadn’t lived long enough to learn that, his one gift to her was a reminder of that fact. A reminder of him. A guarantee that his spirit watched over her, and Sayaka, and the others.

It suddenly felt very heavy in her hands. Mukuro’s eyes popped wide open, and she almost dropped it. It could have weighed a thousand pounds. This was too great a burden. What was there to do with the last worldly reminder of Makoto Naegi?

She opened up the drawer with her sewing kit, then buried the charm underneath it. A few seconds later, the lights were off, and Mukuro was naked in her bed.

The world was so much lighter.

 

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Be a new person, be a new person, be a new person…

Mukuro chanted this to herself as she opened her dorm’s door. She didn’t quite feel like a better person, and images of Makoto’s death and Hiro’s near-death still flashed occasionally in her mind, but she did feel a little better.

She stepped out into the hallway wearing a new, clean track jacket. Her sleeves were rolled up, and she was ready for this new morning. No one else was in sight, so she headed for the cafeteria. Along the way, she stretched her right arm. That made her catch sight of the Fenrir tattoo.

She slowed her pace. Unconsciously, she ran her fingers over the tattoo’s edges.

This damned wolf has done nothing but cause problems.

She stretched and pressed her skin for a while, distorting the image as much as she could. But no matter what she did, it was always still clearly a wolf, and its name was always still easy to read.

At last, Mukuro sighed and looked up. She gasped with surprise. She was at the door to the warehouse. Her body had taken her here without thinking, knowing before she did that this place would have something that could help her: a pair of gloves. She’d already returned Kyoko’s clothing, and she’d never really taken advantage of the pair loaned to her.

She threw open the door to the warehouse, happy and confident in her purpo—

You little bitch!

“Eeeeeeeekkkkk!”

A small mountain of clothes, boxes, bottles, bedsheets, glassware, detergent, umbrellas, and God-only-knew-what-else rose out of the center of the room. The two shelves around it, each nine feet high and normally bursting with products, were almost empty. Even what remained on them was still spilled or on its side. So much was on the floor that Mukuro couldn’t even see behind the mess, but she could definitely still hear the two people on the other side.

How dare you, you stupid fucking little—

Mukuro darted forward. Her hand caught one of the empty shelves at neck-height, and she lifted herself up and over the heap of material. She landed on the other side without an issue.

Celeste jumped back, surprised and frightened at her sudden unexpected entrance, and slammed into Hifumi. The fatter boy was on his knees, his hands raised in a pathetic begging motion. His eyes were closed, and he didn’t seem aware of Mukuro.

“Please, Miss Ludenberg, I didn’t mean to—”

“Mukuro!” she stammered, very out-of-character. “What are you doing here?”

Mukuro bit the inside of her cheek. It didn’t look like Celeste or Hifumi were about to get violent with each other. Hifumi’s eyes opened once her name was mentioned, and he paled and started shaking.

“Uh… I just wanted to check for some gloves,” she said, a little happy that that was actually the truth. “What happened here?”

Celeste scoffed, then swallowed, hard. A tiny bead of sweat rolled down her forehead.

The stupid spear incident…

No! This was a perfect opportunity to prove how much of a normal, non-dangerous, non-psychopath she was. Mukuro stepped back, then consciously made her hands fold behind her waist. She was pretty sure this would be as nonthreatening as possible.

The effort seemed to work. Celeste took a moment to regain her composure, then twirled a finger around one of her pigtails and mocked disinterest.

“I made the mistake of asking Hifumi to help me move something.” she said, simply.

Hifumi’s eyes darted between the two girls, trying to judge which of them was the greater threat. Eventually, he settled on the gothic one.

“No, Miss Ludenberg,” he pleaded. “I didn’t—”

“Oh, shut up!” she snapped. One of her eyes bulged with hate and rage. “How clumsy and useless can you be?!” She turned back to Mukuro, completely pleasant. “There was a beautiful black china tea set decorated with white flowers, but I couldn’t reach it on the high shelf. Hifumi decided the fastest way to remove it from that height was to knock everything off of both shelves.”

Hifumi burned red, and looked to the ground. Mukuro actually felt sorry for him. Then she realized—

“Wait,” she said. “Celeste, I saw you drinking out of a black tea set yesterday, why do you need another one?”

The Ultimate Gambler raised the back of her hand to her lips, then laughed.

“That one has red flowers on it,” she explained. “This one has gray flowers. They’re completely different.”

Mukuro pursed her lips and looked over the room. She wasn’t even sure how Hifumi had done this. It really looked like a tornado had passed through these shelves

All this destruction for an extra tea set…

“Huh…” Mukuro muttered. “You know, I was right outside the warehouse a second ago, and I didn’t hear anything.”

“It could be that the warehouse is soundproofed, like the dorms…” Celeste cooed absently.

It’s also soundproofed…

Hifumi interrupted Mukuro’s thoughts by gasping in delight. He dug his hands into the pile, then wrestled out a cardboard box. Half of it was wet and corrugated with some blue liquid, probably laundry detergent, and the other half had been crushed by some invisible object within the trash.

Quickly, but unsteadily, he opened the top of the box and peeked inside.

“Look, Miss Ludenberg!” he squealed. “See? The china isn’t damaged.”

Both Celeste and Mukuro craned their necks to see inside. By some impossible miracle, the delicate tea set had survived falling seven feet and being smashed by fifty or more pounds of material. Mukuro’s jaw dropped. She couldn’t believe it.

Celeste’s own reaction was more muted. She regarded the tea set for a few seconds, then looked away.

“I see,” she said, rather abruptly. “Very well, come along, Hifumi.”

She started away from the pile of junk, intent on rounding the other end of the shelves. Hifumi stood up, beaming with pride.

“Wait!” Mukuro said. “Why do you need Hifumi to lift a tea set for you?”

Once again, Celeste scoffed.

“Look at that box,” she groaned. “I wouldn’t touch it with a pole. He can carry it to my room like the good little Rank-E he is.”

“Rank-E?!” Hifumi sobbed.

It was true, though. The box was disgusting. The blue liquid dripped onto Hifumi’s hands and underneath his fingernails. It would probably take minutes of scrubbing to get his skin clean again, and Celeste would be lucky indeed if the tea set wasn’t permanently stained. Furthermore, the wetness made the cardboard almost fall apart. Hifumi had to scoop it all into his arm and cradle it like a baby, rubbing the liquid thoroughly into his jacket and shirt.

A few seconds later, Celeste had made her roundabout path out of the room. Hifumi trailed behind her, offering pitiable apology after apology.

Mukuro watched the giant pile of trash for a few seconds. A single thought passed through her mind:

Glad I’m not in charge of cleaning that.

A minute later, she was out in the hallway. In the far distance, she could see Celeste opening her door, and Hifumi following behind, still carrying the ruined box. He hovered a hand underneath it and his arm, trying to catch all of the disgusting drips of the blue liquid.

Mukuro pushed the two of her mind, and looked down to the pair of fingerless black gloves on her hands. They looked so cool, and they finally banished that stupid wolf, but there was a new problem she hadn’t considered.

Black jacket, black pants, black gloves… Maybe I’m overdoing it with the black…

She paused, then looked back into the warehouse.

Nahhh!

 

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“No way, no way, no way!” Hina slammed her hands on the table. Half a donut bounced into the air and landed in Mukuro’s orange juice.

“I did not mean it as an insult or challenge, Hina,” Sakura offered. “I retract the statement.”

“There’s absolutely no way you’re doing that!” Hina fired back.

Mukuro grimaced, then pushed her ruined drink to the side.

At least my cereal’s still un-donutted.

She raised a few spoonfuls of it up to her lips before that could be compromised, too.

The cafeteria was completely full that morning, and the argument attracted some attention. Almost every head turned to watch, though Mukuro noticed a few of them were still cautious of her. The only exception was Sayaka, who still sat at their table, breathing slowly and looking at nothing.

“The cafeteria is not a place for screaming!” Taka screamed. “Explain yourselves.”

Hina pumped her fists, then angrily pointed straight at Sakura.

“Sakura said she could run the length of the pool faster than I could swim it!”

Byakuya rolled his eyes.

“What a waste of time. Go have your inane debate elsewhere.”

Toko leapt in as soon as he took a side.

“Y—yeah! You two should… g—go away!”

“I’m sorry, Hina,” Sakura said again. “I was only speculating—”

“No way!” Hina slammed her hands on the table again. This time, Mukuro’s drink jumped up, and spilled into her cereal. Bits of donuts and orange liquid contaminated everything. “We’ll have to have a race to settle this!”

A smile tugged at the edges of Sakura’s lips.

“I see.” she said. By the tone of her voice, it was clear she’d already agreed to the idea.

Mukuro tapped a finger on the edge of her bowl. It seemed to her that it was much easier to run than to swim, and that anyone on Earth would be faster on land than in the water. Furthermore, Sakura was easily the most athletic person in the school. The pool was, what, one-hundred feet long? Sakura could probably cover that distance in a few seconds.

But… if anyone in the world could beat that time in water, surely it would be the Ultimate Swimming Pro.

It would probably be an interesting race to watch. Mukuro was looking forward to it.

“You wanna go right now?!” Hina was trying to mock indignation and offense, but it was obvious that she was excited at having an excuse to flex her skills.

“I see no reason not to.” Sakura nodded.

Hina moved her hands to her hips, then laughed. A moment later, she jumped in surprise.

“Oh wait, Sayaka!” She turned to the blue-haired girl sitting next to her. That entire conversation had passed, and nothing had changed in the idol’s bearing. “We can’t bring her with us.”

“What?” Mukuro blinked, and leaned over the table. “Why not?”

“Recently, Monokuma added a new rule,” Sakura explained. “Perhaps you didn’t know. It says that we can’t loan our e-Handbooks to anyone else. As she is now, Sayaka can’t scan hers on the door, and we can’t scan it for her while she’s still alive, or else it will count as her breaking the rule.”

“Yeah!” Hina groaned, allowing the noise to die off in the back of her throat. “‘Cause of that dumb rule, Sakura and I haven’t been able to check out the changing room or gym at the same time yet.”

Mukuro almost asked “Can’t you ask someone else to watch her,” but caught herself. They definitely couldn’t ask Celeste, Toko, or Byakuya. Leon had an obvious bad history with her. Hifumi was a definite no-go. Hiro was too unreliable, and Taka too strict and unrelenting. Besides Mukuro, all that left was Kyoko, whose motives and goals always seemed to be a little too mysterious.

“I’ll hang out with her,” Mukuro offered. “You guys go do your race.”

Hina looked uncertain about the proposition, but she didn’t reject it outright. Instead, she poked a finger into her cheek, then carefully responded.

“Are you sure?”

Mukuro looked over. Sayaka stared on ahead, her face still ghost-white and her spirit still destroyed.

I’ve never actually spent time with her alone…

“I’m sure.”

Hina turned one hand into a fist, raised the other into an open palm, and punched it.

“Alright! Sakura, c’mon.”

The two girls exited a second later. Moments afterward, Kyoko went into the kitchen with an empty plate. When she came back out, she left the cafeteria without a word or acknowledgement of anyone else’s presence.

The others filed out on their own over the next few minutes. By 7:45, only Mukuro, Sayaka, and Taka were left. The last busily scribbled a report into his logbook.

“Another breakfast – successfully conducted!” he announced blithely.

Mukuro couldn’t tell if he was telling this to her, or to the room itself. Either way, he followed the others a second later.

Mukuro looked back to Sayaka. She was just… so shattered. The light within her eyes was just gone. Her waifish idol figure seemed to have lost weight, and her lips had drained of any color. Her hair was mostly straight, the happy kitten hairclip was still set, her old makeup was washed off, and her clothes were brand new… but she was beginning to stink. Mukuro guessed that Hina or Sakura had helped groom her to look as nice as possible, but that neither could force her to shower.

She reached over and waved a hand in front of Sayaka’s face. There was no response. She frowned, then examined Sayaka a little more closely. The girl’s lips were very parched, and Mukuro could only think of that time in her bed when she’d tried to starve herself to death. Kyoko had rescued her then. Had she done it because she would rescue anyone, or just because Mukuro was useful? Or had she owed her something? Did she… did she expect Mukuro to do the same, here?

Would it help to talk about Makoto?

What Mukuro wouldn’t have given for the Ultimate Psychologist right then. Sighing, she ran over to the kitchen, making sure to look back at her charge every few seconds, and fetched a pitcher of water, a glass, and the nearest untouched food item she could find, which happened to be a croissant. When she returned, Sayaka hadn’t moved an inch. Mukuro sat down next to her and poured a glass of water.

“Do you want anything to eat or drink?” she offered.

No response. Very lightly, Mukuro poked a finger into Sayaka’s cheek. Again, she didn’t stir, but Mukuro was surprised to find how warm her skin was. It was so easy to forget that Sayaka was still, well, alive.

As slowly and obviously as possible, Mukuro put a finger on each of Sayaka’s cheeks, then pressed. Automatically, the idol’s mouth opened. Strands of half-dry saliva ran from lip to lip.

Very uncertainly, Mukuro raised the glass of water. She was careful to move in such a way that she could retract the glass at the first sign of protest or annoyance. But Sayaka’s eyes just kept staring off into space.

The glass went clink when its lip connected with Sayaka’s bottom row of teeth. Mukuro tilted it up, and water poured inside.

For a moment, she thought the water was just going to stay there in her mouth, splashing around her tongue and molars. It would dribble out and onto her new jacket, and Mukuro would have to take her to her dorm and find a new set of clothing. Or perhaps Sayaka would just stay there, perfectly still, and allow herself to drown from half a mouthful of liquid.

Instead, to Mukuro’s surprise, she actually swallowed it. She did so with the least amount of energy possible, of course, and her muscles seemed to barely move, but it did go down her throat.

“Sayaka!” Mukruo said, thrilled. She looked up and into her eyes—

There was still nothing in there. The process of drinking had just been mechanical. Mukuro was disappointed, but this was at least something.

She broke off a corner of the croissant, then gently set it on Sayaka’s tongue. A moment passed, and then she swallowed it.

And so, the next few minutes went by this way: Mukuro would raise a piece of food or the glass an unfeeling mouth, and Sayaka’s body would do the rest. By the end, when only the last bit of croissant was left, Mukuro was almost making a game of it. She pulled the bit between her middle finger and her thumb, then flicked it with her forefinger from a foot away. It arced through the air and landed perfectly in Sayaka’s mouth, and the idol obediently swallowed.

Sayaka was little more than a robot; programmed to handle a single task in a very specific way, but utterly unable to act outside of that constraint or to think on her own. Even the act of eating and drinking didn’t seem to have any effect on her except, presumably, to keep her alive. If she was still inside that body, she must have been trapped in a deep, dark place indeed.

Another minute passed in silence. Mukuro tapped two fingers on the table, then looked to the hallway outside of the cafeteria. She truly was sympathetic to Sayaka, but… she was also getting a little bored. Surely it would help to take her somewhere, right?

Come to think of it, she wasn’t actually sure how Hina moved her from room to room. She doubted Sakura would just carry her everywhere. They had to have some kind of system for getting her to walk on her own, but they’d neglected to mention it to Mukuro.

“Sayaka, do you want to go hang out somewhere?” she tried.

Of course, there was no reply. In fact, Sayaka’s mouth was still hanging open. Guilty for having forgotten about that, Mukuro quickly pressed a finger to her chin and shut it closed.

Still unsure of what to do, she moved a hand on top of Sayaka’s. It was almost a surprise when she felt warm skin and pumping blood. Their fingers interlaced, and Mukuro instinctively stood up and pulled.

She almost jumped back when, bit by bit, Sayaka’s legs moved. After what seemed like an eternity, Sayaka hefted herself to a standing position. Her eyes still looked at nothing, and she wavered back and forth on her feet, ready to collapse at any moment… But she actually had moved under her own power.

Mukuro stepped back and pulled. Sayaka obeyed, and lurching forward unsteadily. Mukuro raised her hands, thinking that she’d have to catch her—

But Sayaka maintained her footing, and Mukuro knew that she could take her anywhere.

 

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It was exciting to have Sayaka on her feet again, but Mukuro quickly realized that she had nothing to actually do with her. They hadn’t really been friends even before Makoto’s death, save that one connection in the trial.

What did Sayaka like? What were her dislikes? What made her feel good, and what made her feel bad?

Not that I really know much of those things for myself…

It was surprising to realize how little Mukuro knew about the world-famous idol, which made it hard to think of an activity to do with her. She led Sayaka though the halls, hand-in-hand, patiently letting her wobble back and forth, her mind and spirit as devastated as ever. They entered classrooms and the gym, but Mukuro was never really sure what to actually do, and Sayaka never spoke up. Mukuro actually wouldn’t have minded checking out the library again, maybe reading aloud a little bit, but she didn’t dare try moving a catatonic person up the stairs.

Finally, if only because there was nowhere else to go, the two girls entered the student store. She knew it was her imagination, but Mukuro could smell Makoto here.

“Ahhhhh, doesn’t it just smell like him?”

Mukuro whipped around, pulled her hand out of Sayaka’s, and brought them both up into fists. Monokuma stood behind them in the doorway, smiling.

“What’s this?” Monokuma cocked his head and stared up at her. “It looks like one of my dear students is thinking about kicking me in the face again! What, did you want to join the Karate Club? … because we don’t have one.”

Mukuro scoffed.

I could take twenty of these stupid robots. Thirty! A hundred!

It wasn’t an exaggeration. She was the Ultimate Soldier, and after the incident with Sakura, Mukuro was pretty sure she really could fight an army of Monokumas and live.

… if there was a reason to, and if she didn’t have to worry about Sayaka. Her eyes flashed over to the other girl, who just stood there, still staring off, still making no attempt to defend herself.

When Mukuro looked back to Monokuma, there were three more of him standing in the doorway. These three had a set of steel claws extended from each paw. Their faces were stuck in that same stupid smile the bear always wore, but she knew that right now, it was a taunt.

Mukuro bit her lip hard. She hated to give in, but she would have to play his game for now. She dropped her hands to her sides, then led Sayaka to lean against the store counter and face toward Monokuma. Finally, she turned and sneered down at their captor. The other Monokumas were gone.

“Why are you here?” she asked. Spite dripped from her voice. “Do you have nothing better to do than bother me?”

“Nope!” he replied cheerfully. “But actually, I do have something else to do while I bother you.”

As he’d done many times before, he dipped a paw behind his waist and pulled something out. This time, it was a brown bag about the size of a fist. Mukuro barely had a chance to see it before he tossed it over to her. She caught it automatically, and felt a number of small, solid discs inside. They jingled as she pressed her fingers to them.

“What’re these?” she asked suspiciously.

“What kinda question is that?!” Monokuma laughed. “You know they’re coins! What, did you get conked over the head when I wasn’t looking?”

“I meant, what are they for?” she asked, more irritated.

“Jeez, what kinda education must you have had to not know what coins are for? I guess Fenrir Middle School skipped out on the economics class, eh? Okay, listen up! Money can be exchanged for goods and services, and—”

“God, shut up!” Mukuro squeezed the bag so hard that the top came open. Indeed, she could see some seventy or so bronze coins inside. “Why are you giving them to me?!”

Finally,” Monokuma shrugged. “Took you three tries to ask a decent question! The coma patient over there didn’t even ask me one dumb question, and her brain doesn’t even work. Lobotomies! Maybe I should bring in an expert…”

He stamped over to the counter, then jumped on top of it. He was too close to Sayaka for Mukuro’s comfort, but there was nothing she could easily do about it.

“Well,” he continued. “I thought I’d award some coins after each trial, you know? For a job well done, that sort of thing. You could buy presents from the machine over there, give them to your classmates, grow closer and friendlier, all that kinda stuff to make your communal life here more comfortable.”

Mukuro’s eyes flickered to the machine in question. She remembered it now—it was where Makoto had won the very kitten hairclip Sayaka still wore.

“Are you giving these coins to everyone?” she asked.

“Oh, no! Imagine if I did that! Again, economics, economics! If you flood the market with too much currency, the value of any individual coin will drop proportionally! But my machine still gives you a prize for each coin you put in! I’d bankrupt myself in a day! No, it’s only one student who gets these. Go ahead, give it a go.”

Mukuro squinted. Unsure of how Monokuma would react if she refused, she slowly raised a coin into the machine, then pulled the lever. Lights on its sides flashed, and then a capsule fell into her hands.

Inside was a black video game system with a red screen. A label on the top said FUNPLANE. A cartridge was inserted into the back, but she didn’t bother checking the name of the video game. She just stuffed the whole thing, and all of the coins, into a pocket of her jacket.

“Why me?” she muttered.

“Well,” His evil smile seemed somehow to grow wider. “Makoto seemed the most protagonist-y of you, but since you killed him—”

The scream burst out of her throat before she could stop it.

“I didn’t kill him!” she roared.

Her voice echoed out into the hallway. When it disappeared, there was silence for several seconds. Then Monokuma just shrugged.

“Didn’t you?” Monokuma asked. He poked his chin with his paw. “I don’t know about that! You were the one who got him convicted for murder. You could’ve easily gotten him off scot-free, if you’d really wanted to.”

“I hate you so much!” Mukuro snarled. “I swear to every god, someday, I’ll rip your heart out of your chest, the real you, the person controlling this stupid robot!”

“And to think,” Monokuma continued, ignoring her threats. “You betrayed Makoto after he tried to get all of you out of here.”

Mukuro was about to fire back with another insult, but that…

That was too specific.

She knew it could only lead to more pain, but she had to know.

“What do you mean by that?” she asked warily.

Monokuma jumped over to the machine, then sat down on top of it.

“I know you might be unsure if ‘luck’ is real or whatever,” he began. “But let me assure you: it is. I promise you, it absolutely-100%-totally is. I know because I saw it in action. Did you know? In this machine is a very special item. It’s called an Escape Switch.”

Monokuma kicked the machine with the back of his foot.

“If you press it, something interesting will happen, and you can open up that big ol’ door in the front of the school, the one with the guns pointing at it. Anyone can leave whenever they want! Sort of a self-graduation, if you get my meaning.”

Mukuro snorted.

“Obviously there’s a catch.”

“Nope! The only ‘catch’ is that the Escape Switch has a 0.00000001% chance of showing up. I know you’re very stupid, so that means a 1-in-100-million chance. There aren’t even one-hundred-million Monokuma Coins to play with, so believe me, no one was more surprised than me when it popped out of there. Turns out that not even I, the great Monokuma, can control the Ultimate Lucky Student. You taking him out for me,” He raised a paw, then extended a claw like a finger gun. After a moment, he pulled back the claw, as if in a shooting motion. “That was actually a major help, so thank you!”

“Why even include an item like that?” Mukuro spat. “What, did you just want the excitement of being able to lose, but not have to actually worry about it being a real chance?”

Monokuma went silent for a moment. Even his exaggerated movements went still. Mukuro’s eyebrows leapt up, and she realized, to her shock and dismay, that her random insult was exactly right.

Monokuma instantly realized his mistake. He knew that she’d figured that out, too.

“Heehee!” he swept his paws up into the air. “Sometimes you’re less of a disappointment than I expect… though, not often.”

I need to know about that Escape Switch!

Monokuma, or perhaps the person operating him, seemed to respond to Mukuro differently when she did something unexpected, or when there was an opportunity to antagonize her. If she just asked about Makoto and the prize, she’d never get a straight answer…

She crossed her arms and turned to the side.

“Maybe there is an Escape Switch,” she allowed, keeping her voice steady. “But you never said Makoto won it. I bet he never saw it, or even knew it existed.”

“Wrong!” Monokuma bellowed. “Wrong, wrong, wrong! Makoto Naegi definitely won that switch, and he definitely used it right away!”

“Liar,” Mukuro said, not actually believing her own words. “If that was true, he’d have told us all, and we’d be back in our real homes by now.”

Monokuma froze again. He knew she was trying to play him. The only question was if he’d let her.

“Is that a fact?” he asked, tapping his foot on the machine. “Is-that-a-fact? But you forgot one possibility. What if he got betrayed?”

“No one would betray him.”

“Miss Maizono would,” Monokuma said, and he swept a hand toward her. “Or did you forget? In fact, Makoto won that escape switch the very day she hatched her plan to kill Leon and escape. And the next day, when you were alone with Makoto, he realized your true identity.”

“I don’t have a ‘true identity!’” Mukuro protested.

“I know you think that’s true, but like I said – bears don’t lie. Makoto did press that button, then Sayaka came to his room to switch so she could kill Leon, and the next day, he did realize that you were pretending to be someone you’re not. Then he saved your life. He put his life, and everyone else’s lives, in Mukuro Ikusaba’s hands, and got betrayed. There was one chance to escape after that switch was pushed, and because of her, everyone is still here.”

“That’s a lie!” she screamed. Saliva jumped out of her mouth and splashed on his face. “That’s a damn lie! I remember that day perfectly; all we did was hang out!”

“I know!” Monokuma giggled. “I know, and you’re telling the truth! But… so am I! They’re both equally true!”

Mukuro steamed. Was that possible? Even ignoring the fact that she would never betray Makoto, the logic of Monokuma’s statement obviously didn’t track.

But…

She knew he was telling the truth, even if she didn’t understand how it could be.

“Poor, poor, Makoto,” he laughed again. “In his hour of greatest need, Mukuro failed him – twice. And now you’re stuck taking care of a girl who can’t even eat properly. Just wait until she needs to go to the bathroom!”

Mukuro looked over to Sayaka.

This time, the idol’s eyes really were looking back at her. There was no mistaking it. She was still trapped in that dark place within her own mind, but Monokuma’s words had pulled her out of that prison, if only slightly.

Mukuro’s heart started beating fast. Sayaka’s guilt had overwhelmed her for days. Snapping her out of her reverie was important, but not the way Monokuma was going to do it.

Was he waiting for me to be alone with her?

Mukuro was suddenly possessed by the absolute certainty that she needed to get both herself and Sayaka away from him. She grabbed her classmate’s hand, and found, to her shock, the slightest resistance.

It was nothing she couldn’t handle, of course. Sayaka was still weaker than a child. Mukuro could have lifted her up and carried her out bridal-style, if she’d wanted. But a catatonic person trying to refuse at all was almost too shocking to believe, and it made her hesitate for a moment.

“It’s almost cute,” Monokuma teased. “You sacrificed Makoto to save yourself, and now you want to feel better by taking care of the girl he wanted instead of you. Mm!” He pretended to blush. “You aren’t thinking of horning in on that action yourself, now, are you?”

Mukuro stared into Sayaka’s eyes, uncertain of how alert the girl was. Did she understand what was happening here? Even Monokuma seemed not to know, even as he just kept talking and talking.

“Heehee! You want her to stay this way, don’t you?”

“No!” Mukuro protested. “I want her to be normal again! I want to be her friend!”

“‘Friend?’” he chided. “Mukuro Ikusaba didn’t have friends.”

“Well, she does now!”

Monokuma cocked his head again, this time turning it so far that it was parallel with the floor.

“I don’t know about that,” he challenged. His voice was more serious than it had been before. “I can see you’ve put on those stupid little gloves to hide your Fenrir tattoo. What kind of lame excuse for a disappointment tries to hide what she is without understanding it herself?” He jumped down onto the floor. “Or did you regain your memories when I wasn’t looking?”

“I know what I am.” she fired back. “I’m Mukuro Ikusaba, the Ultimate Soldier.”

Monokuma said nothing for a moment. Mukuro imagined that she could hear whatever mechanisms kept turning inside his head.

“Are you?” he said quietly.

Mukuro’s blood was boiling by this point.

“What the hell does that mean?” she snapped.

“Exactly what you think it does.” Monokuma’s normal mirth and faux-affability were gone. He sounded completely genuine, a tone that did not at all mix with his screechy, aggravating voice. “I would think that’s almost a relief to you, isn’t it? You tried to reject Mukuro just yesterday with those new clothes, and today with those gloves, and just now, with that statement. Wouldn’t it be much easier to reject her if this was all some big mistake, and you were someone else all along?”

The blood rushed out of Mukuro’s face. She was shaking, and her hand fell out of Sayaka’s. All of her confidence evaporated, and she shrank against the counter, reduced to a timid, helpless little girl.

“Y—you’re just m—messing with me.” she squeaked.

“Do you want that to be true?” Monokuma asked, his voice perfectly even. “Maybe I gave you someone else’s e-Handbook. Maybe that tattoo is a mistake. You don’t have any of Mukuro’s memories, after all.”

“N—no!” Mukuro shuddered. Her vision went hazy. “Liar! I—I know I’m Mukuro Ikusaba. Th—there’s a photo of me in my student p—profile!”

“The photograph attached by a paperclip?” he asked. “The profile Celeste, the master of sleight of hand, had access to first?”

Mukuro gasped, and pushed her hands over her lips.

“I was able to f—fight Sakura to a standstill!”

“Did you really?” Monokuma’s voice was still even. “Maybe I’m blackmailing Sakura into being a spy in your group, and I told her to lose to you on purpose.”

“N—no! Kyoko was there. She’s s—smart, she would have noticed if I w—wasn’t really good at fighting!”

“Maybe I’m blackmailing Kyoko, too. In fact, ‘Mukuro,’ do you want a hint? Byakuya has already guessed there’s a spy, because he’s not a complete idiot like you, but what he doesn’t know is that when Makoto pulled out that Escape Switch, there were already two different spies in your class, both working for me.”

“You’re lying!”

“Nope,” he said, and the fact that he didn’t use that ‘bears don’t lie’ statement made the bluntness of his denial sting even more. “And you know what else? Neither of my spies are dead yet.”

Mukuro choked up. She shook her head from side to side.

“L—liar…”

“Maybe you’re the girl in that video you saw,” Monokuma offered. “The innocent, beautiful blonde one on the bed…”

“Stop it!” Mukuro jerked away from the counter, and then hugged her shoulders and pushed against the wall. Her throat was on fire, and her words came out as a hideous shriek. “Stop it, stop it, stop it! I know you’re lying!”

“Why do you want me to be lying?” Monokuma asked, completely reasonably. “Why do you want to be the Fenrir mercenary who murdered scores of people? Why do you want to have beaten the tar out of your sister? Why do you want to be able to murder everyone here you’re your bare hands? Why do you want t—”

He paused for a moment almost too quick for Mukuro to notice, as if he was somehow conflicted. Then his paws fell to his side. He seemed like a completely different person, like a completely different character. That smile was still on his face, but the emotion was gone from his voice.

“Let me show you who Mukuro Ikusaba is.”

An electric hum buzzed out behind Mukuro’s head. She flipped on her heels, still crying and barely able to breathe, and saw—

The monitor on the back wall. It was crammed in between so much merchandise and dusty garbage that she hadn’t even noticed it before, but now its screen flickered to life. For a moment, there was static. Then…

A beautiful woman was tied to a chair with metal bands. She looked twenty or twenty-two, and her long red hair was pulled into a thick ponytail kept in place with lacey headpiece. A white apron covered most of her body. Her eyes, green and gorgeous, were pried open with circular pieces of metal. Tears streamed from each of them, and she was in great distress, sweating and screaming and trying in vain to pull away or close her eyes. Every one of her muscles strained visibly, cutting her skin against the shackles.

The room was mostly dark, but a row of computer screens in front of her provided a colorful glow. From the camera’s position, it was impossible to see what she was being shown, but it obviously horrified the woman.

“Please…” she whimpered. Her body tried to heave over as she sobbed, but a metal band around her neck held her in place. “Please, stop, stop…”

Mukuro’s body wouldn’t move. She was crying, too, as hard as the woman. Not just because of how awful the scene was, but because, in the back of her mind, each second of this scene coalesced into a memory she already had, something unlocked through the amnesia. She mouthed along without thinking.

Mukuro, unmistakably Mukuro Ikusaba, the girl in the photograph, appeared behind the woman. She wore a black skirt and a nice white blouse with a cute red bow just beneath the collar. She was reading a small handbook.

“Let’s see,” she said, slightly bored. “In this situation… From the outside…”

Mukuro-of-the-Video looked down on the woman, and Mukuro-of-the-School saw her, too. In her mind and on the screen, the helpless, doomed woman begged for mercy, and an image flashed to the mind of Mukuro-of-the-School, who saw the woman both on the screen and in her own memory.

Mukuro-of-the-Video reached behind herself, and Mukuro-of-the-School mirrored the image, like a puppet following its master. She pulled out a pair of thin metal spikes, and Mukuro felt their coldness, their hardness, their sharpness.

“Stop this!” begged the woman.

She raised them over Chisa’s head—

Chisa

Measured their placement over her luxurious red hair—

Got to get this juuuuust right…

And plunged them in through the skin and the skull.

Chisa howled in agony, and then delight, as the spikes dove into the pleasure center of her brain. Mukuro raised one, lowered the other, then reversed the process. Chisa’s eyes went even wider, pink streams of blood trickled down her cheeks, and the last of her resistance faded as her body was forced into an orgasm. Again, and again, and again, and again, her weeping eyes unable to look away from the screens. Even her screams died out, replaced only by an incoherent gargling sensation.

It would have been better to do this the proper way, like with the others, but if Mukuro had to lobotomize Chisa, to erase the thin line that separated pleasure from despair, then so be it. The problem was that this was just sort of boring. She started thinking about other things while she worked.

Pizza tonight?  she hummed. Bacon, or pineapple…

The screen went dark, but Mukuro still saw Chisa’s head, still saw her wide, terrified eyes, and her lips pulled back in ecstasy and pain, still knew that the Ultimate Housekeeper would join the Ultimate Despairs…

Minutes passed, but she never snapped back to real life. Instead, the memory faded by degree over agonizing degree, allowing the grim reality of bright trinkets and useless baubles to take its place. This could have been the memory, and the screen reality.

Mukuro was still moving her hands up and down, imitating—or reliving—what she’d done in the video. Even when she saw what surrounded her, even when she understood that Chisa was gone and her hands were empty and her entire body was caked with sweat, Mukuro still lived half inside that memory, this newest, cruelest chain to the life she’d had before this amnesia.

Or was it her memory at all? Had Monokuma somehow given her someone else’s thoughts? Which was the worse option?

Tears and sweat mixed into a single liquid, then streamed into the corners of her mouth. She smelled and tasted vomit. Automatically, her hand turned into a fist and slammed against her heart. For the first time in half a minute, her throat opened enough for her to breathe. The sharp, fresh air was like a knife in her chest. She collapsed onto the counter, then wheezed for what felt like hours.

By the time she opened her eyes, Monokuma was gone. One other person still remained. Sayaka’s arms still hung limply at her sides, and her body was still listless and weak. Her skin was still ghostly pale, and she was still trapped in that dark prison within herself, unable to communicate with the world.

But there was something in her eyes now that hadn’t been there before. However much in a dream of guilt and despair Sayaka was trapped in, she had still seen everything.

Notes:

* I'll just directly state this now: I'm not treating the anime as canon. Obviously, I'm using the scene from the anime where Mukuro tortures Chisa, so I'll treat parts of the anime as canon, but the overall story did not happen as far as this fic is concerned. Why? Because DR3 is just unbelievably terrible.

* Things from the anime that are canon (as far as I'm concerned) are the 77th class having the Ultimate Housekeeper Chisa as their teacher, who gets tortured into going insane by Mukuro, the Ultimate Imposter going to school disguised as the Ultimate Animator Ryota Mitarai, who is sickly and weak because he's too dedicated to his work, and Mukuro's emotional dependency upon, relationship with, and love of abuse from Junko. Things that are definitely non-canon for this fic are Junko having magical brainwashing anime powers, Chiaki Nanami being a real person, and the Ultimate Despairs just being normal-looking instead of weird and mutilated (DR2 makes it clear that at least some of them had purposefully fucked up their own bodies). Most of this will not come up or be important, but I just wanted to put all of that out there.

Chapter 12: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Daily Life 4

Summary:

The girls of Hope's Peak take a trip to the bathhouse together, and make a series of shocking discoveries that might just change everything...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Sayaka stared listlessly into space, seated at the table farthest from the door into the cafeteria. Behind her, Mukuro propped up another chair and ran a comb through locks of blue hair. She raised it up, then brought it down, then up, and down, and up again, her actions as lifeless as her would-be friend’s. Sayaka’s mind was trapped within her own body, but Mukuro’s was a thousand miles away. Neither of the girls spoke; neither could speak.

Mukuro knew her body was weak and trembling. She knew she was ghost white and covered in sweat. She knew that the acrid stench of vomit still hung around her tongue, and that her feet and toes were fiddling around, pushing against each other and the chair legs. But she couldn’t feel any of it. She was an observer in her own body, an operator who sent signals by radio and numbly watched the response from a faraway sterile room. The only thing she could think about or feel for real was Monokuma’s words.

For a split second, she poked her head over Sayaka’s shoulder. The lines on the idol’s face had grown into deep chasms, and the blue pinpricks that passed for her irises stared right back at her. A bit of drool trickled out of her lips and dribbled off of her chin. Whatever despair Mukuro felt, it was but a drop in the ocean compared to her ward’s. There was nothing behind those eyes except a mindless void of self-hate.

“What’s going on in there?” Mukuro heard herself whisper. “What do you remember? What do you think?”

She would have given anything for a second opinion.

Maybe you’re the girl in that video you saw, the innocent, beautiful blonde on the bed…

Mukuro swallowed, and sensed, rather than felt, that vomity taste choke down her throat. Did she even want to be that girl on the bed? It would be a relief to not be a monster, but that would deny her even a name. She’d spent less than a day feeling like she knew herself, grasping onto that slim bit of hope that she could be a decent person after all, a girl who just helped her friends and that was it. Even then, ‘Mukuro Ikusaba, the Ultimate Soldier’ was the only thing she could latch onto, a single rock jutting out of rapid of confusion and self-doubt, and she was loathe to surrender it.

Maybe I’m blackmailing Sakura into being a spy in your group…

At least that was impossible. Sakura was too noble, too honorable, and too proud. Monokuma was definitely bluffing there, but he had confirmed the existence of a spy. His game there was obvious, but Mukuro still had no idea who could be a spy, or who could be trusted even if they weren’t. And worse yet, Monokuma had implied the existence of two spies…

A pang of anger surged through her, the first real emotion she’d felt since the school store besides fear. She had to do something, anything. She had to take some kind of decisive action… but what was there to do? What was there to try? The only thing worse than this situation would be following Sayaka into her catatonia.

I’d give anything for an enemy to fight.

Mukuro’s thoughts were interrupted by a hideous, discordant sound, like some kind of metal monster screaming in agony. She rushed back into her body, that faraway numbness instantly gone, and accidentally crushed the comb. She twisted around in a panic, afraid that the world might be ending.

Instead, she saw Leon in the far distance, just entering the cafeteria. In his hands was a huge electric guitar, colored black and white and red, that he held awkwardly. He looked down at it, face scrunched up in confusion and dismay, and clearly paid no attention to where he was walking. If he kept in his current direction, he’d trip over a chair for certain.

“Leon!” she shouted, half to help him, and half to stop him from strumming the strings again.

He looked up in surprise, then made his way over. He hesitated when he came close to Sayaka, obviously uncomfortable with her.

“Heya, Mukuro,” he said slowly. He kept his eyes on her unresponsive charge. “How’s it goin’?”

“I’m just hanging out with Sayaka right now.”

To enter such a bluntly normal conversation so soon after all that introspection was almost painful, but Mukuro managed to conceal her discomfort – that, or Leon was simply very oblivious. He opened his mouth, and by the expression on his face, she knew he was going to say something unkind about Sayaka. He caught himself at the last moment, then snorted. He settled on:

“Good of you to do that.”

She did try to kill him, she allowed. Come to think of it, this is the same group of people as that night…

Mukuro tossed the ruined comb over into a nearby trashcan. At least there were no swords here.

Leon leaned up against the table, his attention still focused on the guitar. He tested another of the strings. If it was possible, he’d somehow managed to play that single chord wrong. Mukuro cringed backward and made a face, but he didn’t notice.

“Like the axe?” he asked proudly. He swung the guitar so Mukuro could get a better look of it. “Think I’ll name it… Red Flame.

The girl named ‘Corpse Warblade’ was in no position to judge that… but she did anyway.

“It looks like a good guitar,” Mukuro said diplomatically. “Did you find it in the warehouse?”

“Sure did!” Leon gave a thumbs up grinned ear-to-ear. “First good thing to happen in this stupid place.”

“Are you a musician, too?”

“I’m a musician, only.” Leon shot back. He adjusted one of the tuning pegs on the instrument’s head, but he was definitely doing it randomly. “All that baseball stuff isn’t me at all.”

Mukuro furrowed her brow.

“Do you mean… you don’t like baseball?”

“Hate it,” he sneered, voice dripping with contempt and hate. “I hate the shaved heads, I hate being in the pit with a bunch of sweaty guys, I hate the practice… Only thing I don’t hate is how it got me into a fancy school on a scholarship, and even that landed me in this prison.”

He strummed another few cords and conjured up the most hellish sound on Earth. Sayaka’s mindlessness mercifully guarded her from it, but Mukuro almost wanted to throw up when she heard it.

“But…” he continued, not noticing her gritted teeth. “I’m just really good at baseball. The best in the world, I guess. Didn’t ask for it, didn’t work for it, but people begged to play, so I played, and it got in the way of my real destiny: punk.” He scoffed. “Music’s the best.”

Mukuro had never really given Leon any thought before. The only thing she really associated with him was that time in the dorm with the sword, so he’d always come across to her like some kind of hotheaded idiot trying to dodge responsibility. She presumed he was very good at baseball, but otherwise, he’d seemed like one of the least impressive, least interesting people here. But…

Hating what he is, wanting to be something else, and being completely talentless at it…

It wasn’t quite a connection to Leon that she felt, but it was something. For a second, he seemed almost like a reflection of herself: an oblivious, redheaded, kind of stupid mirror. She wanted to know more.

“Why do you like music?” she asked sweetly, hopeful that it would somehow provide insight into herself.

Leon rubbed the back of his head, then shrugged.

“There are a few things I did like about baseball,” he admitted. “And, like, what if I could get those things some other way, right? Like, the girls.”

“The girls.” Mukuro said flatly, suddenly questioning her curiosity in this boy.

“Oh, yeah,” Leon rolled his head back and bellowed out laughter. “I’ve gotten to third base in more ways than one, know what I mean? But there’s this one girl at the hair salon, smokin’ hot, you wouldn’t believe her body, but she only dates musicians! Girls love musicians.”

As if to emphasize his point, he tilted the guitar down at the ground, then beamed and struck a pose.

Mukuro’s heart did not flutter.

“When I came to Hope’s Peak, I was hoping I could somehow transition my talent, right? Go from being the Ultimate Baseball Star to the Ultimate Musician.” He spat. “But obviously, that’s not gonna happen now, so my only hope is to practice while I can, and become a famous musician once I’m outta here.”

Mukuro pouted, unsure of what to make of Leon. His motives were so transparent and childish, but they weren’t really harmful or cruel. He was unreliable and a bit of a dunce, but his instinct had been to save another student in peril. He clearly hated Sayaka for her premeditated murder, but held no grudges against Mukuro for stopping him from killing her, giving him a scar, or the spear incident.

For the briefest moment, the epiphany struck Mukuro that calling someone a mirror was unfair, that reducing any person to a single word like that was a disservice to them both. She saw the tiniest inkling of how complex a person might be, of how a whole universe might unfold within someone she barely knew, how anyone might have conflicting emotions dividing themselves, and yet learn to survive and become better. Most of all, there was the hope that a single action, no matter how terrible, might not forever define them…

Then Leon strummed another few notes on his guitar unprompted, and Mukuro’s body tensed up, and her skin broke out in goosebumps. She almost vibrated out of her chair.

“The great thing about punk is that you don’t need to be good at it,” Leon babbled on, grinning to himself. “You ever hear the Clash or the Sex Pistols?”

“Yes?” she answered, hoping that would prompt him to keep talking, and therefore stop playing the guitar. And for all she knew, maybe she really had heard of those bands, so it wasn’t technically a lie.

“Haha, yeah!” Finally, Leon set the guitar down on the table. “What about you? I’m thinking… I’ll start up a band! Gonna need some backup, right? You know anything about music?”

Mukuro shrugged, and used her bare hand to smooth out some of Sayaka’s hair. She wondered if the Ultimate Pop Sensation in front of them was listening, if she had any opinions on this conversation.

“Leon… I barely know what I do and don’t know.” Mukuro offered.

“Oh, yeah!” He slapped his knee, then looked up. “I’m a dumbass, huh? But c’mon! Try singing something.”

“Me? But I’m… the Ultimate Soldier.” She bit her lip. “What could I know about singing?”

“What could the Ultimate Baseball Player know about music? But I still do!”

That’s debatable.

Mukuro sighed, then looked up to Leon. He seemed genuine, at least, and she didn’t want to disappoint his good intentions. So, she would try and fail, and that would be that.

Her eyes went wide as soon as she opened her mouth. A soft, humming melody coalesced from nothing, and words sprang out of her throat unbidden, their origin unknown. Her eyes shut closed on their own, and the darkness of her vision summoned a new world before her.

“If I could have one wish granted / I would want wings on my back, like on a bird’s / Please give me white wings…

I want to spread my wings to the sky, and fly away / To the free sky, where there is no sadness. / I want to flap my wings, and go there…

The dreams I dreamed in childhood, even now, I still dream…

I want to spread my wings to the sky, and fly away / To the free sky, where there is no sadness. / I want to flap my wings…”

The last word trailed off. Mukuro’s heart was thumping against her chest, and she felt some strange combination of excitement, shame, and regret. Where had that song come from? Why did it carry with it those emotions?

She opened her eyes, expecting to find Leon looking impressed, or perhaps angry that she was better than him. And indeed, that did happen, but beside him also stood Hina, Sakura, and Kyoko, all but the last of whom looked shocked and pleased.

“Mukuro!” Hina shouted in her bubbly tone of voice. “That was incredible!”

Mukuro turned pure red. She looked away, unable to face anyone.

“Oh, uh, thanks.”

“You have depths yet unexplored, Mukuro,” Sakura agreed. “And talents we know nothing of.”

Leon pursed his lips. He was more toward the ‘angry’ end of the spectrum than the ‘impressed’ one.

“You’re pretty good,” he admitted, steaming.

Kyoko was the only one to remain silent.

“I’m glad you guys are back,” Mukuro stood up, then picked up the ruined comb. She awkwardly passed it off to Hina. “Uh… How’d the race go?”

Hina made a face, then crossed her arms. A second later, she uncrossed her arms, and pulled a jelly donut from her jacket. She stuffed almost the entire thing into her mouth.

“I don’t see how that’s important,” she muttered, and spewed crumbs all across the floor.

Mukuro smiled sympathetically. She was actually a little surprised Sakura hadn’t let Hina win.

“Oh!” Hina’s demeanor instantly shifted back to her usual cheerful high spirits, then she swallowed everything in one go. She grabbed Leon by the shoulder, hoisted his guitar into his hands, and pushed him away. “Shoo, shoo! We’re gonna talk about girl stuff.”

“Aw, man, I was here first!” he whined.

“Go away!”

Leon reluctantly obeyed, kicking his feet against the floor as he did.

“Guess what?” Hina asked. “We decided to celebrate the race by having all of the girls go to the bathhouse tonight!”

Mukuro had yet to actually see this mysterious bathhouse, but she wasn’t opposed to going with everyone else. Before she could ask any questions, Hina pumped her fists and rambled straight on.

“Kyoko mentioned something about how the pool and bathhouse both opened up the same day. Both have water, so that gave me the idea of everyone going together! I can’t wait!”

“That sounds fun,” Mukuro said. “But I don’t think everyone will come.”

“Wrong!” Hina shouted. “Toko’s already agreed!”

Mukuro was taken aback. That was the girl she was most certain would refuse. She wasn’t actually certain Toko even bathed at all – she usually carried a weird, slightly barfy odor with her.

“And Celeste?”

Kyoko shrugged, then spoke up. Her voice was soft, but still extremely certain.

“I’m sure she’ll come.”

Mukuro squinted and bored into those purple eyes. Hina was too excited to notice, but where was something in Kyoko’s face that said that this wasn’t just an ordinary certainty. Kyoko knew Celeste would agree.

This is more than just a bath.

 

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It was the first time Mukuro had ever entered the bathhouse, but it proved to be exactly what she’d expected: a long, wide, and tall room with a floor that was half square wooden tiles and half shallow blue bath. The air was swelteringly hot, and a hazy fog settled over the room at waist-height and above. Each breath Mukuro sucked in pierced her throat and lungs, and her bare feet on the wood felt like they might catch on fire. If there was any surprise to this place, it was only that there was no camera. It was the first place in the school, except the dorm bathrooms, where Mukuro hadn’t felt like she was being watched.

Kyoko, Celeste, Hina, Sakura, and Sayaka were already inside when she arrived, leaving only Toko absent. Each of the girls, including herself, wore nothing except white towels around their chests, except for Kyoko. Mukuro couldn’t help but notice how the Ultimate Mystery kept her gloves on even in here. It was painfully hot, and those gloves would probably mold onto and stick to her skin for the rest of the day. For a moment, Mukuro wondered what Kyoko might have to hide under them, but then she rubbed her own bare right hand, and thought:

Who am I to judge?

Hina, Sakura, and Kyoko stood above the bath, talking about something she couldn’t hear from her vantage point, but two girls were already inside the water. One was Sayaka, who sat in a corner, hair down and eyes faraway. Parts of her skin seemed to have turned red from the heat, but it clearly didn’t bother her.

The other had pale skin and short, dark hair. She faced away from the door, eyes shut, and sat by herself with a practiced regal poise. Her grace and elegant bearing made her immune to the brutal warmth of the air and, presumably, water. Next to her, on the floor beside the bath, was a circular serving tray with, to Mukuro’s shock, a bottle of wine and a tall, half-filled wine glass.

It took Mukuro a second to realize that this was a rare moment of Celeste removing her clip-on pigtails and lacey bonnet. They were all so much a part of her identity that seeing her without them was almost disconcerting.

Somehow, Celeste sensed her presence and peeked open a single red eye. A smile pulled at the corner of her lips, but she said nothing. Mukuro, more curious as to how a high school student got hold of wine, pretended to turn away, then surreptitiously looked down at the tray to read the bottle’s label.

Grape juice.

She hunched over and grabbed her sides in an effort to stop herself from laughing. Of course Celeste cared more about the image than the contents.

If I saw it, then Kyoko would’ve also noticed it…

She wondered if Kyoko also had to stifle her laughter.

Probably.

“Mukuro!” Hina waved to her cheerfully. “Over here!”

Mukuro stepped around the bath and joined the three. She had always known, of course, how enormous and muscular Sakura was – the very first day, she’d had mistaken her for an adult man. But especially here and now, with only a towel to cover up her body, the true extent of Sakura’s strength was impossible not to see. Every muscle was defined, every inch of her skin was bronze and tough as steel…

No one was more impressed than Hina, whose eyes darted all over Sakura’s perfect body. She stared at her friend in awe.

“I can’t believe you were able to throw Sakura across the gym that one time!” Hina said. “Both of you guys are amazing!”

Before Mukuro could say anything, a new voice joined the group.

“O—okay, I’m h—here!”

She twisted around to find Toko by the door. Her dark, braided hair fell around her shoulders in an uncharacteristically cute manner. Strangely, she wore two towels, one around her chest and the other around her waist, so that her entire body except her head and arms was covered.

Her glasses were completely fogged over, though, and she held them in her hands, cleaning them again and again with a piece of white fabric. Each time, the lens she’d just cleaned would be opaque by the time she finished with the other lens, leading her to engage in an endless, useless cycle.

Come to think of it, this might have been the second time Mukuro had seen Toko without Byakuya around, after that brief moment in the AV Room. Certainly, Toko seemed very uncomfortable, and she hunched over and kept her shoulder facing the others, as if prepared to run away at any moment.

The dour, almost blind girl made her way over to the bath, then slipped her useless glasses back on and paused by Celeste.

“H—hey, Mukuro!” she growled. Before Mukuro could respond, Toko raised a foot and kicked over the wineglass. Purple liquid went flying, but the glass itself somehow survived. “W—what gives you the r—right to steal the best c—corner for yourself, you w—worthless psychopath?”

Mukuro raised a hand to her waist, then raised an eyebrow.

“What are you talking about?” she asked.

Toko looked up to Mukuro on the other side of the room, yelped, jumped back in surprise, and then looked down more carefully. Celeste sat there in the bath, steaming more than the water.

Mukuro pursed her lips. Actually, she could understand how Toko had made that error. Without the pigtails, both she and Celeste had short black hair and very pale skin. You could still have told the difference if you paid attention to Celeste’s graceful mannerisms, but with poor eyesight or from far away, the two of them probably looked identical.

“Pick up that wineglass.” Celeste ordered. Her teeth were grit together and didn’t move as she spoke, and her voice was dripping with hate. Toko mumbled something to herself, or maybe it was an apology, and dutifully picked up the glass. Before she could set it down again, Celeste continued. “Clean the glass.”

“Wh—what? W—with what?” Toko stammered.

“Find something.”

Toko muttered something again, this time more loudly, about how “only B—Byakuya can o—order me around,” but she obeyed anyway, and wiped off the glass with a corner of her own towel. Now in a stained towel, she set it down and moved away, but Celeste raised a hand out of the water.

“Pour another one.”

Toko groaned about how she didn’t deserve this, but finally picked up the bottle and poured the glass back up to half-full. Mukuro was pretty certain it had never been touched in the first place.

“A—are you happy now, y—your Majesty?” she sneered.

“No,” Celeste shot back even as she closed her eyes. “You’re still around.”

Toko started muttering again, then marched over to the others outside of the bath, bereft of her earlier paranoia.

What’s it say that Toko’ll get on my case for taking a corner of the bath, but not Celeste’s?

Mukuro honestly wasn’t sure. In any case, Toko faced Kyoko and motioned at Sayaka.

“Wh—why’d you bring the v—vegetable?”

“I didn’t,” Kyoko replied. “Hina did. Who else could we leave her with?”

“Hey!” Hina made a fist, then pointed at them both. “Don’t call Sayaka a vegetable! She’s going through a lot right now, and she needs our support!”

“I d—don’t care about her s—stupid emotions!” Toko sneered and bit her thumb. “We’ve g—got stuff to talk about, and she’s in the w—way.”

“Stuff to talk about?” Hina blinked in complete innocence. “What do you mean?”

Toko looked confused for a moment, then cackled evilly. The undisguised mockery in her already cruel voice seemed to genuinely hurt Hina.

“H—how dumb are you?” Toko laughed. “A—all your mass went to your ch—chest instead of your h—head, huh?”

“We’re just here to have a nice bath and celebrate the race…” Hina said, but her tone of voice showed that she was no longer certain of that.

“Hina,” Kyoko said, as gently as possible. “Sorry for deceiving you, but it was necessary. We’re here to talk about something important away from the cameras. There’s important information to discuss that Monokuma can’t learn.”

“What?!” Hina turned blue. “Did everyone know except me?!”

“Yes.” Sakura said.

“Yes.” Kyoko said.

“Yes.” Toko said.

“Yes.” Celeste said.

Hina looked last to Mukuro, begging with her eyes for some support. But Mukuro only smiled sadly and admitted the truth:

“Yes.”

Hina’s jaw dropped.

“But… but… coming here was my idea!”

“Hina,” Sakura rumbled. “Did it not occur to you that you only had the idea after Kyoko awkwardly mentioned the bathhouse to you, even though she’s normally quiet and withdrawn?”

Kyoko tapped the back of her hand against her chin.

“I didn’t want to seem suspicious by inviting everyone to the bathhouse the day after Toko took me here,” she explained. “So, I tricked you into doing it for me.”

Hina’s lips curled into her mouth, half in shame and half in annoyance, and she marched over to the bath. Without a word, she slipped into the water beside Sayaka and submerged herself up to her bottom lip.

“At least you haven’t betrayed me…” she muttered.

“The boys will come here tomorrow,” Kyoko continued. “Byakuya agreed to explain everything to them.”

“Byakuya?!” Mukuro repeated in surprise. “Have you been talking to him secretly?”

Toko shook her head.

“M—more like Master Byakuya’s b—been talking to h—her!” she stammered. “Th—this was all his b—brilliant idea, d—don’t give her the c—credit.”

‘Master’ Byakuya?

“I think he’s going to trick Taka into asking the rest of the boys, but I don’t know his exact plan,” Kyoko said. She sat by the edge of the bath, then dipped her legs in. Through the haze and reflection on the surface, Mukuro could see her stretch her bare feet. A moment later, she entered the water up to her shoulders. “But that doesn’t concern us for now. What’s important is that yesterday, I had a conversation with Byakuya and Toko.”

“Oh!” Mukuro said. “That’s when Toko invited you to the bathhouse.”

“Yes. Byakuya was waiting for us there. He needed to talk to me, but inviting me here himself would have been too suspicious, so he used Toko as a proxy.”

“He’s so s—smart…” Toko clapped her hands and looked up, dreamily.

Sakura moved into the bath alongside Hina. Unlike the others, her mass was great enough that the water visibly rose a little.

A few seconds later, Mukuro joined them. The water actually wasn’t as hot as she’d expected. In fact, it was rather comfortable. She waved over to Toko to follow, but the other girl hesitated.

“Are you going to come in, Toko?” Sakura offered.

“She can’t,” Kyoko interrupted. “At least, not yet. That’s what we’re here to talk about.”

“We’re here to talk about Toko’s bathing habits?” Hina gasped and covered her mouth. “I didn’t know Byakuya wanted us to do an intervention…”

“Sh—shut up, you big-titted idiot!” Toko’s kicked some water at her in a fury. “Th—that’s not it! And I s—smell just fine.”

“Toko,” Kyoko said tactfully. “Perhaps it would be easier if you sat down.”

Toko scowled for a few more seconds, then finally accepted the advice and sat at the edge of the bath. That was as close as she got, though, and not even her toes entered the water.

“Okay,” Kyoko continued. “We may as well get right to the point. Toko?”

“Y—yeah?”

“Show everyone your leg, and explain what happened that day with Byakuya.”

Toko stalled for a second, suddenly conscious of everyone’s attention. Her face burned red, and she seemed like she might retreat. But she finally sighed and shook her head, and moved a hand down to her lower towel, the one around her waist. She flipped it open to reveal her right leg.

Save Kyoko and Sayaka, everyone gasped.

 

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One day ago

 

Kyoko was such a useless, conceited piece of shit. Who did she think she was, acting all mysterious and aloof? Anyone can do that. All you have to do is stand in a corner and not talk. It’s easier to do that than to open your mouth and actually contribute to the conversation, like some people – especially Master Byakuya.

Toko’s bottom lip pulled between her teeth. She bit down almost hard enough to draw blood. Her eyes rolled back up in their sockets, and she slowed her pace through the school.

Master Byakuya…

A pink-and-white haze drifted over the world. A tall, bespectacled Adonis appeared in the distance, his locks of golden hair flowing magnificently in the warm wind. His long white shirt was unbuttoned, and each of his pale abs shone in the dim light of an unseen sun. He opened up his arms to sweep in his future bride, and Toko—

“Toko?”

She looked back at Kyoko, furious that her fantasy had been interrupted. Of course, this was actually useful, Master Byakuya would be angry if they were late, but Kyoko couldn’t have known that. Where did she get off, talking to Toko like that?

Toko grabbed Kyoko’s hand again (stupid glove) more roughly this time, and pulled her into the dorms area and in the direction of the bathhouse.

“I—I wanted someone to h—help me wash my h—hair…” she muttered.

Kyoko was probably stupid enough to believe that lie, of course. Everyone in this prison-school was, with two exceptions, of course. What she could possibly have to contribute, Toko couldn’t guess, but Master Byakuya wanted her, so he was going to get her.

As long as it’s not in THAT way…

Toko bit her thumb. If this lavender-haired seductress made a move…

She stepped into the bathhouse’s locker room. The dark carpet and long wooden benches were completely spotless – almost no one had actually used this place yet, except that idiot Celeste. One wall was mostly covered by metal lockers, and two automatic massage chairs sat in a corner away from them.

An entire room dedicated to bathing…

Toko shuddered. If not for being told to come here, she never would. But there was one other redeeming feature to this place, even if it was only temporary…

Master Byakuya stood in the center of the room, arms crossed. He tapped his foot on the floor again and again, waiting impatiently. He was always impossibly handsome, of course, the most beautiful man for a thousand miles. Even she would agree.

Have to make sure she doesn’t come out… Have to make sure she doesn’t touch him…

In this room, in this awful place whose only purpose was bathing, the Greek god that was Byakuya Togami stood out even more, like a diamond surrounded by filth.

I could be that filth…

Toko’s mouth started watering at the thought of it. Even better, his eyes briefly flit down to hers.

“Toko,” he said. “I thought I gave you two minutes to get her.”

“B—but!”

He lifted up his sleeve, exposing his beautiful, chiseled wrist, and looked down to his watch.

“You got here with twenty seconds to spare.” He pushed his sleeve back down, then looked up to her. Those deep blue eyes met her, and there was definitely, unquestionably a connection. He loved her for sure. “Go faster next time.”

“Ah!” She clapped her hands together, then brought them up to her shoulders and hugged herself. He hadn’t even insulted her this time! “M—Master Byakuya!”

She fell backwards and landed on a bench. By luck, she was sitting. Byakuya’s lip pulled back in disgust, and then he dismissed her.

Toko looked back up to Kyoko, who looked at her, confused.

She doesn’t understand our deep, personal love…

No one did.

“Kyoko,” he said. His voice was cool, and he crossed his arms again. “Do you know why I had Toko bring you here?”

“There are no cameras,” she said instantly. Her voice was also very calm. “You have something important to talk about, and can’t risk Monokuma learning about it.”

“Heh… You could say that.” Byakuya leaned up against one of the walls. “Tell me… Did you notice something during the trial? Something odd, that the bear skimmed over as fast as he could?”

“You’re talking about the sixteenth podium,” she responded, again instantly. “He said the courtroom could ‘technically’ hold another student.”

Sixteenth podium?

Toko scowled. She didn’t like how this siren was so easily answering Master Byakuya’s questions. She liked even less how Master Byakuya’s tolerance of her verged on… not respect, but some plastic respect-like substitute.

Kyoko went go.

“By itself, that podium might not have meant much, but combined with what Makoto said on the first day we got trapped here—”

“Wh—what?!” Toko cut in. “What d—did he say?! I don’t r—remember that!”

Byakuya scowled down at her.

“Don’t interrupt.” he commanded, clearly annoyed.

But Kyoko stayed calmer, clearly trying to show Toko up in front of Master Byakuya, and explained.

“On the first day, Makoto mentioned we were missing another student… Junko Enoshima.”

That name!

Toko’s hand reflexively started scratching at her right thigh. A low mumble eked out of her lips. If Kyoko didn’t already know that Toko knew something, she definitely did now. Both of them looked back to Byakuya, who grinned with immense self-satisfaction.

“Obviously, you think that podium is for Junko,” Kyoko said to him. “I had the same thought.”

“Of course!” Byakuya’s smile grew. “Junko Enoshima is the mastermind behind this entire game… She is Monokuma.”

Master Byakuya’s poise and the ease and certainty with which he said those words broke Kyoko’s false, practiced calmness. For a brief, extremely gratifying moment, her eyes went wide.

Not even she’s immune to Master Byakuya’s wit…

“I’m confused.” Kyoko said, suddenly back to normal.

“I guess I’m not disappointed,” he said, a little bored. “Definitely not surprised. You’re not here to help me figure anything out, honestly.”

“Then what am I here for?”

He scoffed, then cocked his head.

“Isn’t it obvious? You’re here because I’ve already solved everything, and I need a way to disseminate that information to the others, and Toko’s not a sufficient tool for the task.”

“Ah!” Toko wrung her hands in her lap, burning with shame. “M—Master Byakuya—”

“Quiet.”

Her lips closed on their own.

“Do you remember on that first day?” Byakuya asked. “Sakura speculated that Junko missed the first day because she was sick, and just got lucky.”

“I remember.” Kyoko said.

“From the beginning, I didn’t like that explanation. It might have satisfied the other mouth-breathers, but I could tell it was wrong. What were the chances she’d get sick on such a convenient day?”

“It seems more probable than any other reason she’d be missing,” Kyoko offered.

“I know, and that’s what bothered me about it. It was too convenient. But…” He grinned again. “Toko!”

“Y—yes, Master Byakuya?”

“Show her.”

Kyoko looked down at her, confused. Toko relished that confusion, and made sure to draw everything out as long as possible, to watch h—

“It’s your leg, isn’t it?” Kyoko guessed. “We all thought there was something wrong with it, but no one knew what.”

Toko stared up at her. Angrily and all at once, she hiked up her skirt and revealed only her right leg. She had, of course, made sure to remove that girl’s secret supply of scissors in advance.

Kyoko’s eyebrows shot off of her face.

A sentence had been brutally carved into Toko’s right thigh with a blade. The scars would last for the rest of her life. Ugly red letters sliced into the skin in haste formed letters and words. They were the right way up from Toko’s perspective, as if she’d cut them herself, and…

Well, she knew her own handwriting.

JUNKO ERASED OUR MEMORIES x2

The skin around the letters was red and swollen. It was impossible not to scratch at it. It itched even now. But before Toko could scratch at it again, Kyoko swept down and ran her fingers over the letters, completely disrespecting all of Toko’s privacy and personal space.

Bitch…

Kyoko finished examining the letters after about a minute. At length, she stood up and faced Toko.

“When did you find this?” she asked.

“Th—the first day, I went into my dorm. My leg was k—killing me! So, I went into the b—bathroom and saw it. It w—was just luck that I d—did pulled up my s—skirt in a place without c—cameras.”

Kyoko flipped around to Byakuya.

“You’ve known about this for days,” she said. “Why now?”

“Heh…” He looked away. “I wasn’t sure if Toko was being truthful or not before.”

“B—but you are now, right?” Toko asked hopefully, still scratching at her leg.

“Quiet, Toko.” Byakuya snapped. She fell silent instantly. Oh, the contempt in his voice! Her heart was racing. “I still wouldn’t have believed it, but Mukuro’s amnesia makes for compelling supporting evidence. So, yes – I think it’s a near certainty that this Junko Enoshima, for reasons I can’t guess yet, erased our memories and masterminded this game.”

Kyoko pressed her finger against her cheek.

“Junko erased our memories times two…” she murmured. “That means—”

“Ha!” Byakuya shook his head. “I’ve chosen you two to explain all of this to the other girls tomorrow, so let me make sure you understand it yourselves: it means that Junko erased our memories once, then we figured out what she’d done, and she decided to erase our memories again. Before she could, Toko thought to leave herself a secret message, which means that, despite all appearances, she actually managed to do something mildly useful.”

Toko’s arms snaked up to her shoulders until she was hugging herself. Complimented by Master Byakuya! It was almost too much to believe. Drool and snot leaked out of her mouth and nose.

“… I see.” Kyoko finished. “And what do you intend to do with all of this information?”

“Heh…”

He turned away. A moment later, his good mood was gone.

“I… I think I’ve lost interest in Junko’s little game, as it stands.”

“Because of Makoto?” she pressed.

Byakuya took a moment before responding.

“… Don’t mistake what I have to say. I haven’t been moved by some worthless sentimentalism. No one in this school is willing to sacrifice himself for the others, or anything like that—”

“Makoto did.” Kyoko said instantly. Byakuya scoffed, but didn’t argue. “He could have misled us once he realized what had happened. He could probably gotten Mukuro not to turn him in. He could have easily tricked us into voting for her or Chihiro.”

Byakuya’s lips were sealed in a harsh scowl, but a low murmuring sound escaped. He didn’t meet Kyoko’s eyes.

“You know what happened in that courtroom was completely unjust,” she kept going. “You know that—”

“Enough!” he sneered. “It’s arrogance to apply your own morality to someone else. Don’t read your own emotions onto me. The simple fact is that I’ve decided Junko’s rules aren’t worth following, even as entertainment. From this point on, I will set the rules, and I’ve decided the win condition is her death.”

Toko’s mouth fell open. Master Byakuya intended to bring the fight directly to the mastermind? She should have expected something so amazing! … Though, if she had, it would have been a little less amazing, so perhaps not.

Kyoko, though, was less visibly surprised. At length, though, she did smile.

“Could it be, Byakuya?” she chided him. “Inside that black husk you call a body is a heart?”

“Don’t.” he snapped. “The simple truth is that—”

“You can’t leave until you have back what she stole from you?” Kyoko finished his thought. “At the very least, you need to know how much of your memory she took.”

Again, Byakuya looked away.

“… You already suspected she’d messed with our memories, hadn’t you?” he said. It wasn’t really a question.

How did he know that? Toko wondered. He’s so brilliant…

Kyoko shrugged.

“I didn’t know it was Junko Enoshima,” she admitted. “But if Mukuro had had her mind wiped, why not the rest of us?”

“Her amnesia could have been a coincidence. You must have had more than that.”

This time, it was Kyoko who smiled.

“On the first day, I checked all of the nameplates on the dorm doors. I discovered that all of them had a lot of dust on their backs, as if they’d been there for months.”

“Even though we’d supposedly only just arrived…” Byakuya muttered, and adjusted his glasses. “That means Junko either prepared those nameplates months in advance, or we’ve been here for months, and just recently had our memories wiped…”

“Except for one,” Kyoko said. “There was one nameplate that was almost dustless.”

Byakuya looked up, surprised.

“Then it was a late addition, someone Junko didn’t expect to include in this game. Who?”

“Mukuro.”

Byakuya’s face darkened.

“I am bowing out of this game, at the rest of you are following me.” he declared. He pointed directly at Kyoko, who didn’t flinch. “In the name of the Togami family, I’m going to reclaim all that she stole, and kill her for wasting my time! Everyone else… will do what I say, and perhaps I’ll tolerate you for the duration.”

The light behind him shone brighter and transformed him into a beautiful silhouette, and Master Byakuya’s soft, perfect skin molded into the radiance, until nothing was left but a yellow-haired god.

 

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“Junko Enoshima, the sixteenth student, lying somewhere hidden in this school. The one they call the Ultimate Fashionista. We must watch out for her.”

Kyoko finished the thought after the story was over. The two girls who’d spoken to Byakuya that day looked back to everyone sitting in the bath.

Mukuro watched them in amazement, mouth wide open. How much of this mystery had Kyoko and Byakuya just uncovered? An hour ago, they’d known almost nothing. Now, if nothing else, they had an enemy.

Each of the other girls took the information in a different way. Celeste’s eyes were closed, but her face was scrunched in obvious contemplation as she worked to absorb this information. Hina covered her lips in terror, and Sakura’s eyes blazed with anger. Only Sayaka’s empty expression remained unchanged.

“But… wait!” Hina slammed her fists into the water. “If Junko Enoshima wiped our memories, how did Toko know to carve that into her leg? And why did Junko just let her? That would obviously tip all of us off!”

“Here’s what I think happened,” Kyoko said. Her voice was as calm as ever. “I think we were all students at Hope’s Peak Academy, including Junko. For some reason, she decided to put us all into this killing game – I don’t know why – and erased our memories. Again, I don’t know how. I think that Mukuro escaped being captured and mind-wiped, but couldn’t reach anyone for help, so she came back for us. She showed up partway through the game and told us the truth about Junko.”

“Y—yeah!” Toko added. “S—so, Junko learns wh—what Mukuro’s doing, and s—sends the Monokuma r—robots to stop her. As the Ultimate S—Soldier, Mukuro f—fights them for a while, but eventually g—gets overwhelmed! Junko decides to m—mindwipe us again and put us b—back into the game, with o—one new addition, which explains the l—less dusty nameplate.”

Kyoko nodded.

“But before Junko can recapture us, Toko runs to some hidden location away from the cameras and carves that message into her leg. Assuming that the method of memory wiping doesn’t involve stripping you naked, it would be possible for Toko to do this and Junko not to realize her mistake.”

“If that’s the case,” Hina asked. “Why not tell us more? Like, put the full story on her leg.”

“M—maybe it was impossible in the t—time I had!” Toko growled. “I—I don’t know!”

Sakura had closed her eyes and been silent throughout this entire exchange. The area around her nose twitched several times, and it was clear she was even more disturbed than the rest of the girls. Mukuro wasn’t sure why.

“Oh! And this explains Mukuro’s amnesia!” Without warning, Hina grabbed Mukuro by the shoulders and shook her. “Maybe Junko was more scared of her because of how good at fighting she is, so she mindwiped her extra!”

“I also thought that,” Kyoko agreed. “Or, depending on how volatile Junko’s emotions are, she may have just been upset that Mukuro ruined the first game, and punished her for it. In any case, it seems certain that that first day we remember in the school, waking up and meeting each other for the first time… wasn’t the first time. At the very least, Junko had to erase our memories twice to get this game actually started. For all we know, she’s erased our memories even more than that, and the Toko of the past just didn’t know about it.”

“Then…” Hina covered her mouth again. “Oh my God! Are you saying that we could have all been friends and stuff? We could’ve gone to school together for who-knows-how-long? That… That would explain why I felt such a connection with Sakura and Mukuro! Because we were already friends to begin with!”

“O—oh!” Toko’s eyes lit up. “N—no wonder Master B—Byakuya and I are so in l—love! It’s old m—memories resurfacing!” She bit down on her thumb coating it in drool. “I bet b—before this, we were l—lovers, and Junko erased it all b—because she was so jealous! Th—that slutty whore!”

“Stop.” Celeste said. She opened her eyes, and obvious suspicion and distrust burned within them. “Just, stop. This is ridiculous.”

“Is it?” Kyoko asked.

“Yes. Consider this: Byakuya has opened talked about becoming the Blackened before. This could just be an elaborate ploy to bait us into a position where he can easily kill one of us.”

“N—no!” Toko shook her head. “He d—didn’t say anything like that to me!”

“That only helps prove my point,” Celeste raised her nose. “Besides, Toko herself could be in on it. She clearly listens to anything he says. He could have told her to write that message on her leg.”

Kyoko interrupted before Toko could start yelling.

“No,” she said. “Toko was scratching her leg from the moment we met her in the entry hall, even before she’d ever met Byakuya. Besides, I examined the message on her leg. It’s at least a week old, probably more. I’m certain it’s genuine. At the very least, it predates our waking up here.”

Celeste was obviously still skeptical.

“This entire story posits that Junko Enoshima somehow has the power to erase our memories. How does the Ultimate Fashionista have such a power? I would think her skills would be limited to cosmetics and clothing.”

“Th—that’s obvious, you i—idiot!” Toko moaned. “The Ultimate F—Fashionista is going to be i—irresistible to men! I bet she s—seduced the Ultimate Neurologist or s—something and g—got him to build a machine to do th—that!”

“Or, or!” Hina pumped her fists. “Maybe she’s also the Ultimate Hypnotist!”

“Those are both leaping to conclusions,” Kyoko interjected. “But it is a possibility that another Ultimate student helped her, or that she found something in the school to do it.”

Celeste sniffed, then shook her head.

“Do we have any actual hard evidence for our memories being erased besides a deranged lunatic scarring up her leg?”

Toko was about to say something everyone would regret, but this time it was Hina who interrupted her.

“Mukuro’s amnesia!” she said. “Stop being dumb!”

“I am still unconvinced. I would say that—”

“I also have amnesia.” Kyoko said.

The room went quiet. Even Sakura opened her eyes.

“I’ve been keeping it a secret,” she admitted. “I wasn’t sure if I could trust anyone in this killing game. I’m still not sure. But… I do think we knew each other before this. Hina is right; we might have even been friends. Even if I’m wrong, though, it’s obvious that this is too important for there to be any debate about.”

Mukuro’s heart fluttered in her chest.

“Y… You, too?” she asked, breathlessly.

“I shouldn’t have kept this from you,” Kyoko said quietly. “For that, I apologize. My memory loss isn’t as severe as yours, but there’s much of my past I can’t remember. I have only vague recollections of my family, for instance. And my Ultimate talent… It’s hazy.”

Mukuro raised her hand. Without thinking, she placed it on Kyoko’s shoulder.

“I… I’m not alone in this, then?”

“We all have had our memories wiped,” Kyoko said. “But for some reason, Junko thought the two of us had to be made more helpless than the others. It’s a certainty that Junko’s plan, whatever it is, requires us not to remember any time prior to waking up in Hope’s Peak.”

Mukuro’s breath caught in her throat. She’d always been able to count on Hina’s support, but actually having someone else like her… It was a sense of relief she couldn’t express in words.

“Oh!” Hina grabbed Kyoko’s other shoulder. “Maybe you’re the Ultimate Fighter or something, too!”

“No,” Kyoko smiled. “I already tested myself in the changing room. I’m just a normal person. But, Celeste… Are you convinced, now?”

Celeste scowled. It seemed as if she wanted to still argue, but…

“I admit defeat,” she said cheerfully. “I cannot believe that you, Mukuro, Toko, and Byakuya would all conspire to lie to us.”

“Oh!” Mukuro fell back and almost hit her head on the floor. She slapped the water several times in surprise, splashing the girls around her. “Oh, oh! Oh my God!” The other girls looked at her. “Monokuma said something about this!”

“What?!” Kyoko stared right at her. “What do you mean?”

“Today, in the student store. I was with Sayaka, and Monokuma said there was a special item in the machine, with a one-in-one-hundred-million chance to get it. He said Makoto won it because of his luck on the day Sayaka tried to kill Leon. It was called an Escape Switch, and it would let everyone leave. But… He told me that I…” She sucked in her lips. She hadn’t thought this far ahead, and she wasn’t sure how the others would react. “Well, he said that I… uh… betrayed Makoto.” She said the last two words in a low voice, as quickly as she could. “I said that wasn’t true! I said Makoto would have told us if he’d gotten something like that, and that nothing like that happened the day Sayaka attacked Leon.”

“No, that makes perfect sense now,” Kyoko nodded. “Perhaps Sayaka tried to kill Leon the first time around, and got stopped somehow. Then, after our memories were erased again, she came up with the exact same plan. Then, Monokuma claiming things happened that we don’t remember would mean those things happened the first time. In fact, this Escape Switch could be the impetus that forced her to erase our memories a second time.”

“But…” Hina shook her head vigorously. “I can’t believe Mukuro would ever betray anyone!”

“She didn’t,” Kyoko said calmly. “Junko was using the word ‘betray’ to mean ‘failed.’ Mukuro probably just failed to protect Makoto from the Monokuma robots, and Junko wanted to rub that in as revenge for ruining the first version of this game.”

This time, it was Mukuro who covered her lips. That idea—that idea that she’d heroically tried to save everyone, that she’d failed in the end, that she—

But there was still that video where she’d lobotomized Chisa.

I can’t have been a hero.

There was an ocean of relief waiting to pour around Mukuro, if only she’d accept it – and she just couldn’t. No one who’d be so cruel and evil to that poor woman could be the person Kyoko described.

“I must know how much of our memories have been erased.”

It was the first time Sakura had spoken since the story began. Her eyes were still closed, but conflict raged across her face. She was shaking, either with fear or frustration.

“There’s no way to tell precisely,” Kyoko said. “Months, at the very least, for the school to have been renovated the way it is. But… I suspect it was years.”

“Based on what? I must know.”

Kyoko tapped a finger on the edge of the floor.

“This isn’t precise,” she confessed. “And I am unsatisfied with this explanation… But I feel like my body isn’t quite the way it should be. Like—”

“You feel slightly taller, or slightly heavier.” Sakura finished.

Kyoko’s eyebrow raised, then lowered.

“I should have known… You’re a bodybuilder; of course you’d be the first to notice if your body felt at all off.”

“You think it’s been a year or more because we’ve grown slightly… Yes,” Sakura growled. “But for me, it’s the opposite. I feel as if my muscles have atrophied. The difference is almost imperceptible, but with the aid of the weights in the changing room, I’ve measured a minute difference in the amount I can lift. I think my time in this school has robbed me of some refinement.”

“Yes…” Kyoko said. “I thought Monokuma might have done something to our bodies, but it’s just the opposite. He only touched our minds.”

“Years…” Sakura rumbled.

She stood up suddenly, then hefted herself onto the floor. She was breathing in and out quickly, clearly flustered at something. She turned down to everyone in the bath, opened her mouth, and then closed it again. It was such an alien look on her that Mukuro didn’t know what to think. Sakura always had such a confident, prideful poise. To see her at all indecisive like that was unthinkable.

Sakura stood perfectly still for a few seconds. Her normal stoicism transformed her into an outright statue. For a while, only her eyes moved, darting between each of the girls.

“Know that I think of you all as friends,” she said at last.

“What are you talking about, Sakura?” Hina asked. She was as confused as Mukuro, but far more disturbed.

Of course, Sakura is her best friend.

Sakura crossed her arms, then looked to the far wall.

“I am guilty of a great crime,” she said in a low voice. “I cannot ask forgiveness, but I must explain it. I…” For a brief second, she lost her composure, but she regained it just as quickly. “Monokuma has blackmailed me into being a spy.”

Toko flipped backwards in surprise, and Hina shook her head from side to side. Everyone was else was too stunned to do anything.

“No!” Hina said, alarmed and confused. “That can’t be true.”

“For three-hundred years, my family has watched over a dojo,” Sakura explained. “Monokuma threatened it. I cannot let it be destroyed on my watch… But if what Kyoko said is true, then I have already been away from it for a year or more… It might already be destroyed… And we might have all… been friends, so that this betrayal is even crueler. And, in truth, I felt immense shame about this arrangement as it was. I am sorry, Hina, I went back and forth many nights over whether or not to tell you. You do not deserve this treacherous behavior.”

Before Hina could respond, Kyoko spoke up.

“What did Junko have you do?”

“He—that is, Monokuma—contacted me after the incident with Sayaka and Leon.” Sakura explained. “The impression I received was that he was frustrated no one had died.”

“Of course,” Kyoko said. Her eyes went down to the water, but her mind was on fire. “It must have happened similarly the first time, and been stopped somehow. Monokuma changed some variable and expected the murder to go off perfectly this time, but then Mukuro intervened and ruined it… Maybe, the first time, Monokuma even contacted you before the Sayaka-Leon fight, and was surprised by it…”

Mukuro looked over to Sayaka. Those blue eyes stared back at her, but there was no other indication that she’d heard the rest of the conversation.

To learn you betrayed Makoto twice, and that you’d been even closer to him than you’d believed…

It was almost too savage to believe.

“Perhaps,” Sakura said, oblivious to Mukuro’s thoughts. “He told me that if no one died in the next few days, I was to kill someone else of my choosing and prompt a trial. The day before I was to commit murder, we found Chihiro’s body.”

Hina lifted herself partly out of the bath, then hugged Sakura’s tree-trunk leg.

“Okay!” she cried. “Okay, but you didn’t do anything, so it’s okay, right?”

Sakura turned away, burning with shame.

“Hina… You forgive me too easily. I—”

“Keep going.” Kyoko pressed. “Did you do anything else?”

Sakura nodded.

“Yes, I am sad to say. I passed information on our dealings to Monokuma. He…” Sakura closed her eyes, then spoke again. “He knew we were planning to discuss something in here secretly, and contacted me when I was alone. I am to tell him of this discussion after I retire to bed.”

Celeste raised a hand to her lips, then laughed.

“I see! You bring this up now because you wish to volunteer yourself as a double-agent, yes?” Her eyes took on that wide-and-crazy image she loved so much, and she pushed herself forward to face Sakura. “You think it is the only way to redeem yourself.”

Slowly, Sakura eased herself back down, and sat at the edge of the bath. Toko crawled away from her, clearly still scared and upset.

“I cannot apologize enough,” whispered the martial artist.

She took this confession much harder than everyone else, and it was clear how much it tore her up inside. For the first time, Mukuro saw Sakura as something other than that invincible colossus. She had emotions, she had shame, she looked and felt just like anyone else…

But most of all, Mukuro saw Monokuma dancing over her friend’s body.

Maybe I’m blackmailing Sakura into being a spy in your group…

Mukuro shuddered. Monokuma had always claimed that bears don’t lie, but she’d still have never believed it from anyone but the source herself. And if that was true…

He said there might be a second spy.

A cold chill ran up Mukuro’s spine. If noble, honorable Sakura could work against them, then anyone was a suspect. She couldn’t dare reveal that information now, though. If one of the other girls was the second spy…

“Y—you traitor!” Toko gnawed at her thumb. “I’m g—gonna tell Master B—Byakuya everything!”

“You’ll have to,” Kyoko agreed. “Especially the part where we tell her what to lie to Monokuma about.”

Toko blinked in surprise.

“Oh, I, uh…”

“Make sure you find a way to tell Byakuya before he takes the boys to the bath, otherwise, there could be problems later.”

Mukuro wanted to wade over to Sakura and comfort her friend, but…

Who could the second spy be?!

She sank into the bath up to her nose, then pulled up her knees to her chin and hugged herself. Her teeth were chattering, but the water disguised that fact from the other girls. If they hadn’t already been in such a hot environment, the sweat rolling down her forehead would have given away her fear.

Hina couldn’t be a spy, could she? Celeste was too suspicious, no one really trusted her. Sayaka was in no position to do anything… unless it was all an act.

She looked over to the idol’s empty blue eyes. It couldn’t just be an act.

It couldn’t.

It couldn’t.

Could it?

“What shall I say?” Sakura asked. “I yield to your expertise in this matter.”

“T—tell Junko that we j—just took a nice bath together!” Toko demanded.

“No,” Kyoko shook her head. “Junko already knows we know something worth talking about secretly, and she knows I’m the one who manipulated this bath into happening after I met with Toko and Byakuya. Our lie will have to be about something important.” She furrowed her brow for a few moments. “The motives.”

“Motives?” Hina asked.

“The first incident with Sayaka and Leon was prompted by Monokuma giving us what he called a ‘motive.’ It’s highly likely that Junko will attempt to provoke us into murder again by inventing another motive.”

“I see,” Sakura nodded. “You propose we invent a fake way to combat the upcoming motives.”

“Yes. Let’s declare that the next time we’re given motives by Monokuma, we’ll come here and ‘secretly’ discuss them as a group. We’ll all put them out in the open so there won’t be any real reason to kill each other, or at least so we’ll know whose motives are most compelling. That will be a good fake reason to meet tonight, but also serve a useful purpose once the time comes. Toko can relate all of this to Byakuya.”

“O—okay.” said the girl in question.

“And make absolutely certain never to mention memory loss, people knowing each other already, or Junko Enoshima.” Kyoko added. “No one is to talk about either of those subjects outside of this bathhouse. Make sure the boys know this… Especially Hiro.”

But the second spy…

Mukuro didn’t know what to do. If she took Kyoko aside right now and explained in private, it would surely give away her knowledge to the spy, if they were watc—

Kyoko.

That was the most impossible person of all, right?

But Monokuma had implied that Sakura was a spy, and lo and behold, it was true. And he’d implied equally that Kyoko was a spy…

She’d been so helpful and considerate. She was the only reason anyone survived the first trial. She’d almost cried when Makoto died, she’d pulled Mukuro out of bed when she tried to starve herself to death.

Mukuro hated herself for feeling such distrust. Kyoko didn’t deserve this!

… right?

“It’s getting late,” Celeste said. “We’ll have to break up for tonight no matter what.”

“Agreed.” Kyoko said. “We can—”

“Wait, that’s not where I was going. I have a question about this Junko Enoshima.”

“Yes?”

“What does she look like? I confess, I do not pay very much attention to popular fashions, unless they are… Well, of a very particular sort.”

Kyoko tapped the edge of the bath.

“I actually don’t know. I might have, but I’m suffering the second worst memory loss.”

“Me neither.” Mukuro said quietly.

What their captor looked like was the furthest thing from Mukuro’s mind. Who could possibly care about something as trivial as that? What mattered right now was Kyoko.

To trust, or not to trust…

Mukuro felt like a sword was being driven through her heart. She pressed her knees together and forced herself not to shake.

“I’ve seen her on TV and stuff,” Hina said. “Um… She’s super beautiful, like, more than you can even imagine. She’s got these two giant blonde ponytails, and big blue eyes.”

Mukuro’s blood ran cold.

Two giant blonde ponytails, big blue eyes, unbelievably beautiful…

She bit down hard on her thumb, exactly like Toko always did, and looked up to find Kyoko staring right at her. For a terrifying second, she thought her friend might announce to everyone what had been in that motive DVD.

Kyoko remained mercifully silent to the others. But she stared across the bath and screamed her thoughts with her eyes:

The girl in your video.

Notes:

* Oh boy, do I love inserting sneaky references to things by having characters speculate wildly about stuff.

* I was a little worried about having Toko be so clearly in love with Byakuya here. I know I haven't done the best of jobs introducing character traits earlier on that exist in canon because I know the audience is already familiar with all of them (such as Toko's crazy infatuation with Byakuya), so having it crop up here almost for the first time is kind of weird. I hope I got across how Mukuro is surprised at just the level of Toko's adoration for him.

Chapter 13: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Daily Life 5

Summary:

Although Mukuro is guilty of doubting and mistrusting others, she learns that it hurts when others do the same to her. Her efforts and suspicions finally pay off, though, when she at last establishes a prime suspect for the identity of Junko's spy...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It was 1:15 AM. Mukuro poked her head out of the warehouse just far enough to check the hallway out to the dorms.

Empty.

Just to be safe, she checked the other end of the hallway. As always, the cast iron gate that blocked access to the second floor was down and locked.

A bead of sweat rolled down her forehead and over the bridge of her nose, then launched off her face and splashed onto the floor. She hadn’t realized how much she was trembling.

Mukuro pulled back into the room, grabbed what she’d come for, and wheeled it outside. She shut the door behind her to make sure there’d be no evidence she’d broken the nighttime rule, but it would all be for nothing if someone else happened to leave their room.

In front of her was a large wheeled whiteboard, the kind a teacher could bring into his or her classroom to have more space to write on. It wasn’t too far to her dorm room – as long as everyone else respected the rules, no one would ever know, and the fragile trust she’d built up would remain unshattered…

Unfortunately, the wheels were extremely noisy. They were barely attached to the metal frame that held up the whiteboard, and wobbled every which way as she pushed them, creaking incessantly. If anyone’s door was even slightly ajar, they would definitely hear everything.

When she reached the turn that would lead her to the main dorm area, Mukuro cast one last glance back at the warehouse. It was just a precaution to make sure she’d really closed the door, although she was already certain.

The gate was wide open.

The blood rushed out of her face. One of her eyes twitched.

Wh… what?

She blinked, trying to clear her head, trying to reveal this all to be a dream or a hallucination. But it wasn’t. The gate was definitely raised into the ceiling, and it had gone up without a hint of noise. The beads of sweat turned into a torrent, and her face was completely drenched.

Mukuro turned back to the main dorm hallway and scanned it with paranoid, disbelieving eyes. Everyone’s very closed doors waited for her to run past.

She turned back to the gate, and it was down and locked again.

“Ah!” she screamed, and jumped back. Her fists raised by themselves, ready to defend her against—

Nothing.

There was nothing around except the whiteboard and a light chill from the AC. She stood there, heart pounding, fists raised, and… nothing happened.

Perhaps a minute passed as she examined the gate from far away. She didn’t dare turn away from it, but neither did she have the courage to approach the thing.

She swallowed hard, and grabbed the whiteboard. This time, she ran past without regard for the squeaky wheels. She didn’t look back to the gate, and she stopped running only when she reached the door marked with her face.

She bounded into the room like she was being chased by a monster, swung the whiteboard inside, and slammed the door shut. The key fumbled in her fingers and fell to the floor.

“Dammit!”

Still sweating, still pale, Mukuro picked it up as fast as she could and twisted the lock shut. She was safe… for now.

 

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A thousand colorful scribbles enveloped the whiteboard’s surface.

Monokuma could be watching – surely was watching. Mukuro was prepared for this. Everything she wrote on the board, she turned into a code with either a letter or a number or both. Her own name, for instance, was U14-D. There was no real reason for it, except that it was unguessable to an outside observer. Hope’s Peak Academy was 77-2M; again, there was no actual logic involved. Every student, room, and idea in the school had a similar code, and once she decided on a designation, the Ultimate Soldier never forgot it. The idea of cryptography had come so naturally that it never even occurred to her to ask where she’d come up with it.

So, although the whiteboard would have been only so much shallow, meaningless nonsense to anyone else, the patternless codes translated instantly into their proper meanings for her.

STUDENTS: Hina, Byakuya, Celeste, Hifumi, Taka, Kyoko, Leon, Sakura, Sayaka, Toko, Hiro, Mukuro

Under each name was a list of attributes, again in codes. The code LL-14 meant that someone was a spy – currently, only Sakura was so marked. The code D-0 meant that she was certain they couldn’t be the spy. Right now, only Mukuro and Sayaka were so labeled.

Sayaka can’t be a spy, she thought, tapping a marker idly against her hip. She tried to kill Leon that night, and a spy wouldn’t have risked her life so pointlessly if she planned to undermine us throughout the game.

She paused, trying to organized her thoughts. That… made sense.

Besides, it cost her everyone’s trust. Terrible move for a spy.

A twinge of guilt stabbed at Mukuro’s heart. How terrible was it to even suspect Sayaka? No one in the universe felt more obvious pain and self-loathing than the girl who’d offered herself up to Monokuma as a sacrifice. The idol, whose only wish was to love and be loved by others, couldn’t even eat unassisted anymore. It should have been possible, even easy, to accept that Sayaka was genuinely destroyed by what she’d done. Using reason instead of emotion to eliminate her as a suspect just meant that the Ultimate Soldier trusted nothing and no one except herself.

She flashed back to almost killing Sakura and Hiro in the gym.

Hell, I don’t even trust Mukuro…

She flopped down backwards onto her bed. It was nearing 3 AM by now, and Mukuro could feel bags forming under her eyes. In her mind, she waged a war over which students were most likely to be Junko’s second spy.

A spy would want everyone’s trust, right? So, they’d either want to guide everyone toward Junko’s goals, or they’d want to blend into the background really well and be seemingly helpful…

Who did that remove as a potential spy?

Byakuya and Toko are too suspicious… No one would ever really trust them if we hadn’t learned about the memory wiping stuff, so…

They were the two least likely.

Taka is always in the foreground, always yelling and doing stuff in front of everyone… Besides, as the Ultimate Moral Compass, he’s probably immune to being bribed or threatened into spying, anyway.

That meant he was probably also safe… But no one else could be discounted in such a way.

Mukuro groaned and pressed her palms against her eyes. She knew what was coming. She didn’t want to consider this reasoning from the opposite direction. She didn’t want to think about who most fit the descriptions of “helpful guide” or “student in the background…”

Kyoko, Hina, Hiro, and Hifumi…

As soon as she admitted it to herself, Mukuro became certain it was one of those four.

Let it be Hiro or Hifumi…

Everything would be so much simpler if the second spy was someone she wasn’t friends with. She didn’t even care about how awful it was to wish someone was evil just because she didn’t personally like them.

Mukuro’s lips parted, and she let loose a horrible, bellowing yawn. She was seconds away from sleep now, and she still hadn’t even begun to unpack the idea that Junko Enoshima, the girl responsible for this entire disaster, could be her sister…

Rule #7: Betraying your sister is not allowed.

Mukuro sprang back up, suddenly awake again. Cold sweat dripped off her forehead and was lost on the bedsheets.

Kyoko thought I was the one who derailed the original game by trying to save everyone… Could I have ‘betrayed’ Junko by trying to save everyone?

That would explain everything. The presence of that weird, seemingly pointless rule. Why Monokuma kept toying with her. Why her memories were more wiped than everyone else’s… Come to think of it, the “second spy” could have been Mukuro herself, if she’d been working with Junko to begin with.

Kyoko thought I escaped being captured and mind-washed the first time, but what if I’d helped Junko willingly, then had second thoughts? … and now there is no second spy, and Junko just especially hates me in particular.

Mukuro leaned herself back onto her bed. Her body was still tired, but her mind was racing. Did she… did she really want that to be true, though?

The implications of that idea were staggering, but two stood out most of all. First, that Sakura was the only spy in this second version of the game. Second, and more importantly, that Mukuro was as responsible for the killing game as Junko. That she’d helped set everything up, maybe helped capture the more dangerous students – the Ultimate Fashionista probably couldn’t restrain Sakura for a memory wipe, but with the Ultimate Soldier on her side…

It would mean that Mukuro fought against the despair and hatred of the killing game, but that she was still as much its mother as Junko was. That she was, unambiguously, one of the villains in all of this, and that she was at least partly the reason Makoto and Chihiro were dead.

On the other hand, didn’t that possibility make things too convenient? She could just be lying to herself in an attempt to spare Kyoko and Hina her suspicion. The ‘sister’ in her video might not be Junko at all, but some other girl dressed up as her. Or, hell, what if her sister just liked dressing up as a famous fashion model, and Junko took advantage of that fact? What if Kyoko and Byakuya were totally wrong, and Junko was just an innocent student in all of this? She could have even been in the first version of the killing game that got derailed and been killed, and the actual mastermind forced Toko to carve that message into her leg. And if that was the case, then there really was a second spy somewhere.

And Mukuro didn’t dare consider the third possibility, the most dangerous and horrible one of them all.

Maybe you’re the girl in that video you saw, the innocent, beautiful blonde on the bed…

Mukuro pressed at her temples and moaned in anger and confusion. Kyoko, Hina, her own sister, herself… she had to suspect them all, and everyone else. The only people she could allow an ounce of trust for were a half-insane stalker who mistook abuse for love, a catatonic singer-turned-attempted-murderer, and the richest, most contemptuous bastard to ever live.

With those thoughts on her mind, the whiteboard in her vision, and her own heartbeats in her ears, Mukuro at last succumbed to sleep.

 

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“May I offer you a suggestion?” Celeste asked pleasantly.

Today was a rare day when Mukuro ate breakfast apart from Hina and Sakura. For some reason, Taka had insisted on eating with the two of them, and so the four-person table was too full – once Sayaka was accounted for, of course. The end result was that Mukuro, for the first time ever, ate across from Celeste.

The gothic girl had her breakfast, tea and crumpets, brought to her on a silver platter by the ever-helpful Hifumi. He hadn’t offered to fetch anything for Mukuro, but that was fine. Her own plate was stuffed with mostly-edible waffles of her own creation.

“What is it?” she asked, very wary of Celeste’s good mood and cheerful demeanor.

The Ultimate Gambler blinked, then looked to either side for anyone listening. Everyone else in the cafeteria was engaged in a conversation of their own, except Hifumi, who was busy dishing something up for himself in the kitchen.

Once she confirmed that no other student could overhear them, Celeste even checked over her shoulder. It was doubly meaningless, since she was seated in a corner that faced the door.

Celeste traced a finger across one of her pigtails, then leaned in conspiratorially. Mukuro swallowed a chewy piece of waffle and panicked, then leaned over the table to hear.

Does she have something secret to say about Junko?

Celestia Ludenberg whispered just two words:

“Never adapt.”

Mukuro scrunched up her face in confusion, then looked up. Celeste was already back to her normal graceful demeanor, daintily plucking a crumpet up from her platter and tossing it into her lips.

Hifumi arrived again. His eyes darted to Mukuro for a second, and he seemed hesitant. Then, he pulled out a chair to join them. Before he could actually sit down, Celeste grabbed a fork and pushed its prongs into his stomach, all without a word. Dejected, he left the chair where it was and worked his way to another empty table nearby. Celeste then dropped the fork on the chair’s seat, regarding it with the same expression she might have used for animal dung.

“What do you mean, ‘never adapt?’” Mukuro asked.

“Never get comfortable!” Celeste smiled, but there was no warmth in her eyes. “Never feel like this is a place you belong; never treat the others like reliable friends.”

“But they are my friends.”

Celeste leaned across the table, eyes wide. Mukuro squirmed under her gaze, and felt like someone was staring into her soul.

“They’re as much your friends as they can be,” she replied. “But… if one of them had the chance to escape alone, do you think they wouldn’t take it?”

Mukuro frowned.

“Kyoko, Hina, Sakura, and Taka wouldn’t abandon us.”

“My, my, such faith!”

“Makoto wouldn’t have, either.”

Celeste seemed about to reply, then shrugged and returned to her food.

“He wouldn’t have,” she conceded. “But he’s gone, now.”

“Why are you telling me this?”

Celeste raised a pale hand to her lips, then giggled.

“Because when someone betrays you, and it will be you they betray, it will put everyone else in danger, unless you’re prepared for it.”

She said the words so casually that Mukuro almost couldn’t believe what she’d heard.

“There’s no way anyone would betray anyone else, not after…” She looked up to the camera. “Uh, not after last night.”

“There’s a limited amount of luck in the world,” Celeste replied, and raised some of her tea to her lips. “Makoto had an unfair share. I, too, have an unfair share. That means some people are born equally unlucky. And you, Mukuro… are one of them.” She swished some of her tea in her cup, forming a small whirlpool within the green liquid. “Oh yes, something’s coming, though I don’t know what.”

She looked up, revealing a predatory gleam in her eyes. Everything about her face changed, and for the briefest moment, she looked nothing like herself. Someone else was behind that pale skin, someone calculating and deceptive and terrifying.

Then she was back to normal. Mukuro’s blood started flowing again, but she felt cold and helpless.

“I’m the scion of French and German nobility,” Celeste boasted, then pressed a hand over her heart. “The blood of Europe’s greatest minds flows through my veins. I can just… tell.”

Mukuro bit her lip, uncertain of whether or not to say that Celeste was obviously Japanese.

“My advice to you is simply this,” the Ultimate Gambler finished. “Always be suspicious and on-edge.”

Mukuro scowled horribly, then picked up her plate and glass. She finished off the rest of her waffle as she walked back to the kitchen, then tossed her dishes into the sink.

I shouldn’t have been so shaken up by that, she pouted.

There was nothing to be done about it. Now that she was alone, she let herself stretch for a moment, work out the kink in her neck, and—

She suddenly realized her track jacket was very wrinkly.

It’s the same one from yesterday.

She’d put it on without thinking! That was dumb. She reached down to press out some folds, then felt something hard by her stomach. She put a hand inside and pulled out—

That video game system! The Funplane, wasn’t it? She’d forgotten all about this silly thing.

Her fingers moved over the buttons and readied themselves to play something. Mukuro wasn’t even thinking when she flipped on the switch. The screen flashed to life, and a futuristic red logo coalesced over a white background. After a second, the logo faded, and a setup screen filled with squares took its place. A black cursor automatically phased over the upper-left square, apparently the name of the cartridge that came with the system: Killfield 4.

The suddenness of what just happened struck Mukuro. Her movements had just been so natural and unthinking, as if her body just expected her to start playing this Killfield.

She puffed out her cheek. Maybe she did like video games? She’d barely explored her own likes and dislikes these past few days. It was possible, maybe even likely, that the Mukuro of old had many hobbies waiting to be rediscovered.

But who in the school would know about video games, of all things? Makoto had mentioned liking them, but Monokuma killed him, and Chihiro was the Ultimate Programmer, but she was dead, too.

The two best options to ask for advice, gone…

Her heart sank a little at the thought of Makoto, but Mukuro shook her head. There was no use dwelling on that right now. She peeked out of the kitchen and started counting her fellow students for who was likely to know about video games.

Hina, Sakura, Sayaka, definitely not… Taka probably thinks they’re a waste of time, Hiro’s too dumb, Celeste, no way, Kyoko, I doubt it, Byakuya wouldn’t give me the time of day even if he did, Toko probably thinks they’re beneath literature, Leon, I don’t know, Hifumi—

Oh, yes, of course. Hifumi was the closest thing in the world to an Ultimate Nerd. Except for the Ultimate Gamer, if that was even a real thing (unlikely!), he had to be the foremost authority on the subject.

Other students were starting to file out of the cafeteria to go about their business. When it was just Hifumi, Hina, Sayaka, and Leon left, Mukuro crept out of the kitchen and toward the lonesome Ultimate Fanfic Creator.

Hifumi was also one of the people I thought might be the second spy… Talking to him would give me more information about him!

Mukuro was momentarily proud of her brilliant little idea, then slowed her pace. Being suspicious of her fellow Killing Game participants was the exact thing Celeste had just advised her to do, the exact thing that she herself had argued against.

… but was it really hypocritical if she was genuinely going over to him to talk about a (potential) mutual interest?

No, she decided, mostly out of a desire not to admit Celeste’s point, and walked up behind Hifumi.

“Hi, Hifumi.”

“Yeeeeee!”

Hifumi yelped in surprise and bumped against his overfilled plate. A stack of pancakes wobbled, then collapsed onto his half-eaten waffles and eggs. His two breakfast glasses of diet soda also splashed up and down, but their contents luckily only landed in each other.

“Ms. Ikusaba!” he exclaimed, voice quavering, and he twisted around to face her. His rolls of fat flowed over the chair’s arm and dangled over the floor. “Wh—what are you doing here?”

Mukuro cocked her head. She thought it was pretty obvious, since she was holding the game system right in front of him.

Like with some of the other students, Mukuro had never really interacted with Hifumi before. She hadn’t realized how difficult it was to read some of his expressions. His circular glasses completely covered his eyes, and his sagging cheeks and multiple chins meant that half his face was in constant motion whenever he did more than breathe. Even worse, he was so starved for physical activity that he was covered in a perpetual sheen of sweat.

But… she was pretty sure he was sweating more than usual right now, and his chins were jiggling from something other than just normal movement.

He’s scared of me, she realized all at once.

She couldn’t see his eyes past his opaque lenses, but she was pretty sure he was watching her every movement like a hawk. But why? He hadn’t been like this before the trial.

The time in the gym?

Had Hifumi really been this nervous around her since then? If so, Mukuro had completely missed any indication of that. Her immediate reaction was to be annoyed, or perhaps unhappy, but…

If I’m that blind to other people’s emotions, then it’s at least sort of my own fault…

Mukuro smiled as warmly as she could, and was secretly relieved it was Hifumi she tried to conceal her emotions from, and not Kyoko or Byakuya.

“Hifumi!” she chirped, pretending not to notice his fear. She flipped the Funplane around so he could see the screen. “I wanted your advice on video game stuff.”

“O—oh,” he said. He wiped his brow with one of his sleeves, smearing an inexplicably greasy stain across its gray fabric. After a moment, he managed to comport himself, and took on a slightly more authoritative tone, though no more confident. “Yes, well, I am the resident expert on all things 2D. Er… if anything were to happen to me, there’d be no one else left who could… competently deal with such matters.”

Mukuro was slightly upset by the way he’d phrased that, but decided to let it drop.

“Yeah,” she said. “I found this video game system, but I don’t know anything about the game, so I came to you.”

“Oho!” Hifumi pushed up his glasses, then smiled. Light gleamed off the right lens, and all of his confidence returned. “Well then, you’ve come to the right place, Ms. Ikusaba! To properly write fanfiction, you must first consume the anime, manga, or game in question, so chances are I can indeed assist you.”

“What exactly… is fanfiction?” Mukuro asked.

In truth, she already had some idea, but—

“Super direct question, huh?” Hifumi crossed his arms. “I suppose that’s fitting, for you. Very well! Fanfiction is a holy crusade! A crusade to enlighten the unenlightened masses by summoning more of a fictional world into existence perhaps long after its creator has ‘moved on!’ An eternal battle waged against the forces of boredom and neglect! A war where soldiers march to cons and sell their wares, be it fiction, comics, or artwork, where dissemination of product, alternate paths for a canon property, and memory of decades-old anime means a victory!” He stood up, shaking the table, and slammed a fist into his open palm. “That is what fanfiction is!”

Is he… is he phrasing everything in battle terms because I’m the Ultimate Soldier?

Mukuro wasn’t sure how offended to be, but she was pretty sure the answer was at least “mildly.”

“So… Do you know about this video game?” she asked, moderately offended.

She handed the Funplane over to Hifumi, who took one look at it and shook his head.

“Oh,” he said, clearly disappointed. “Yes, this is Killfield 4. Actually, it’s the sixth or eleventh Killfield, depending on how you count. Killfield 0 is considered a mainline title, as is Killfield: Drop Zone, but Killcraft is really more of a base-building-focused spinoff, while—”

As Hifumi went on, layers and layers of jargon began to consume his speech. About a minute passed, and there was probably a lot of information offered, but Mukuro understood maybe one out of every three words. It must have shown on her face how all of these technical details were lost on her, but Hifumi was definitely oblivious. Occasionally, he gestured to the Funplane to make some kind of point, but only God knew what it was.

“—whether an updated remaster with day one DLC that refocuses half the game’s stealth options to turn it into a half-FPS, half-stealth really constitutes a ‘mainline’ title or not is up for debate, but the original version still has some popularity among diehard fans.”

He handed the Funplane back to Mukuro, now with some extra grease on the buttons, and lifted a glass of soda up to his mouth. It took her a few seconds to realize that he was done talking. After a moment, she blinked, then scratched the back of her head.

“So… you’re a fan?” she asked.

“Of course not!” Hifumi pressed his hands to his hips and grew red. “It’s only really popular in the United States, and even there, it’s maybe the fourth most popular FPS. Complete trash series, it’s really just a knockoff of Medal of Death.”

“Oh… So, you’ve never written any fanfics of it, then?”

This clearly offended Hifumi, who crossed his arms and roared to the ceiling.

“Of course I have! Who do you think you’re talking to? But I’ve only written six fanfics and drawn a doujin. Of course, if you count crossovers, then it’s eighteen. Personally, I’m more of an RPG or visual novel fan, but the Funplane got a few ports of these kinds of games.”

Hifumi’s tone when he said “these kinds” made it clear what he thought of Killfield 4.

“Hm.” Mukuro hummed.

She leaned up against Hifumi’s table, then pressed to open the game. A short cutscene of a soldier tromping through mud started to play, which stopped once she pressed the A button, and a new screen of a smoking field littered with bodies appeared.

CAMPAIGN

ARCADE MODE

VERSUS

CONTINUE

OPTIONS

Automatically, she clicked Arcade Mode. One second later, she was at the edge of a field, half covered in dark grass and half in blood. Fires raged faraway, and black smoke covered the sky. A chorus of dying men screamed over the din of explosions, machine guns, and mortar shells. In the back of Mukuro’s mind, she could only think of one thing:

That’s not how tank treads sound when they roll over bloody mud pits.

The game was in first-person, so she could only see her character’s arm, but he was holding some kind of fictionalized version of an AK-47. His finger was already on the trigger even when he wasn’t aiming at anything.

Poor trigger discipline.

She pressed forward. Bullets whizzed by, yellow beams unrealistically trailing behind. Who would use tracer bullets in this situation? Ridiculous.

An enemy soldier appeared behind a concrete barricade—

She killed him in a second.

Ten more soldiers appeared, and a flashing orange tutorial marker suggested she take refuge behind the barricade she’d just freed up. But, instead…

Blam

Blam

Blam

Mukuro managed ten headshots without even thinking. One bullet killed four men in a row, and the other two killed three each. It wasn’t even hard. Deftly, she reloaded and continued, trampling their bodies underfoot.

It was all just a simulation, but Mukuro’s senses were on fire. She bit down on her lip, killing another fifteen men with six bullets, and jumped over a fence. A rundown gas station filled with enemy soldiers waited in the distance. A sniper shot rang out, and Mukuro ducked behind a tree.

Twenty minutes passed this way before, without warning, the Funplane shut off.

“Ah!”

Mukuro’s sweaty, excited hand pressed the power button several times. The only result was a yellow power symbol flashing on the screen. A red X laid over it.

“Dammit,” she mumbled. It was her own for not charging it first, she supposed.

She stashed the game system back into her jacket, then turned around. She’d completely forgotten about Hifumi.

He stood there behind, biting his fat fingers, watching her intently.

“Mm, Ms. Ikusaba…” he moaned. “You are… quite good at that.”

“I suppose,” She shrugged, then smiled at him. “I feel like I’ve played one of these before.”

She furrowed her brow. All of a sudden, she realized that Hifumi was shaking.

He’s scared of me again… because I was good at a video game?

“Hifumi…”

She reached out to touch his shoulder, but he pulled back.

“Err, uh… Well, Ms. Ikusaba, I hope you appreciate this foray into the realm of 2D!”

He hurriedly picked up what remained of his meal, then ran off to the kitchen without looking back.

Mukuro’s lips parted slightly. Confused, she pulled a hand over her chest, shocked at how hot her skin was. Her heart was beating so fast, and she didn’t understand why.

It really hurt when someone was scared of her.

 

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Mukuro swiped her hand up, caught Sakura by the wrist, and tossed her to the side. A second later, she swept her foot in a horizontal arc, but the larger girl was prepared, and twisted in the air to dodge.

Mukuro skipped backward, easily avoiding the next six blows that came her way, and backflipped to land on the gym’s stage. Sakura didn’t bother with the flourish, and just leapt up and landed beside her.

A punch, a parry, a kick, a dodge… A minute passed, neither girl able to actually land a strike. Sweat poured off both their bodies, but never blood.

She’s not holding back this time, Mukuro thought.

The Ultimate Soldier was, though. She let her body take control, as it had the first time, and watched herself fight the Ultimate Martial Artist… but this time, she kept herself more aware, more prepared. If her instinct was ever to jump back over to the bleachers…

“Enough!” Sakura growled.

Mukuro grunted in surprise. It took her a second to actually force her body to stop moving. Even after she froze in place, her fists were still reflexively raised.

“We’re not done, are we?” she asked.

“Mukuro,” Sakura said, wiping the sweat off her brow. “You are not taking this training seriously. I can sense your restraint.”

Mukuro finally let her arms fall to her sides.

“Well, yeah… After that other time—”

“No, you worry about something else.”

Mukuro looked down, annoyed at how easily she’d been read. After a moment, she eased herself to sit at the edge of the stage, dangling her legs over the gym floor. She scanned the room to make sure no one else was around, then nodded.

“I think Hifumi is still scared of me. Maybe that just got me a little upset. It’s not a big deal, but I guess it was still on my mind while we were fighting.”

“Hifumi?” Sakura crossed her arms. “I do not doubt his expertise in his field, but he knows nothing of combat or of killing intent.”

“I know!” Mukuro groaned. “I know, but I don’t like people being scared of me, you know?”

Sakura was silent for a while. At length, she jumped back down to the floor. So tall was she that, even sitting on the stage, Mukuro was still only at eye level with her.

“I understand,” the white-haired colossus rumbled, a little more gently than she ever had before. “I am… also familiar with the burden of others’ such judgments.”

Mukuro burned with shame.

“I must’ve made you feel the same way, that first day, huh?” she asked in a low voice. “When I first saw you, I jumped back in fear.” Sakura didn’t respond, so Mukuro continued. “Jeez, I didn’t even think of that. Now, all I see when I look at you is a friend who’s smarter than I am.”

Sakura shook her head.

“Smarter? No. But surer of herself? Perhaps.” She closed one eye, then examined Mukuro with the other. “It is an interesting thing, to be robbed of your memories, of your very self. I do not know if I would have handled it as deftly as you have. I suspect no one else would have.”

Mukuro shook her head.

“Deftly, huh?” She looked up to the ceiling. “All I ever feel is unsure of myself.”

“That is only a sign of your growth, or capacity for growth.” Sakura said. “Most people go their entire lives without consciously attempting to improve themselves. Your introspection is a good thing, Mukuro.”

Mukuro burned red again, uncertain of how to respond to this praise. Just being with Sakura was almost enough to siphon some of her strength and noble bearing. It was easy to see why Hina loved her so much; Sakura was an island of reliability in the raging sea that was the Killing Game. Even her admitting to being a spy hadn’t changed that at all.

After a while, Mukuro closed her eyes.

“Sakura,” she started. “Do you have any real goal with your training, or is the art of fighting the goal by itself?”

The question took the martial artist by surprise.

“Why do you ask?”

“I was just thinking, what made me become the Ultimate Soldier? My profile kind of implied that as a kid, I just liked fighting and weapons. It sounds like I had no reason at all beyond that… And I’m pretty sure that’s correct.”

Sakura held a palm up to the ceiling, then squeezed it into a fist.

“I was born to inherit my family dojo and maintain its legacy. That has always been in my thoughts. For that purpose, my life was predestined for the path of the Ultimate Martial Artist… although, I do have another goal…”

Sakura trailed off, suddenly a touch less stoic than she normally was. She studied Mukuro for a moment before continuing.

“Well,” she said at length. “That is a tale for another time.”

“Sure,” Mukuro agreed, and jumped off the stage. She pulled out her e-Handbook and pressed the screen. “5:40 PM. Almost time for dinner.”

“Good. I’ll meet you at the cafeteria.” Sakura said.

They started for the door. Mukuro cocked her head.

“Where’re you going?”

“To the warehouse. I go to pick up some protein powder every morning before breakfast, every evening before dinner, and every night before I sleep.”

“Pretty regular.” Mukuro observed.

“It is necessary. Anyone can take care of their body for a day, but to truly hone it, constant work is necessary, no matter the circumstance or complaints.”

“Complaints?” Mukuro asked. “Did someone complain about your diet?”

“Kyoko,” A smile tugged at the end of Sakura’s lips. “She called me ‘unbelievably careless’ to have such a regular schedule.”

“Huh.” Mukuro pursed her lips. “Celeste said something similar to me.”

Sakura grunted, clearly discontented at this news.

“Let us hope that is the only thing Kyoko shares with Celeste.”

Mukuro snickered at the joke, and even Sakura allowed herself a wider smile.

 

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Dinner passed without incident. The routine of the school was almost second nature now. Hina chattered excitedly about swimming in the pool, somehow still enthusiastic about the “new” part of the school even days after it opened up. Sakura was stoic, consuming her dinner and protein drink almost without comment. And Sayaka was still her shattered, despairing self, who sometimes followed Mukuro with her eyes.

The black-haired girl frowned and poked at a salad someone had made, slowly and quietly making her way through the greens. The conversation at the table went on without her. Her mind was solely on one thing:

Who can I trust?

The boys were the first to leave the cafeteria. As Kyoko predicted, Byakuya tricked Hiro into suggesting they go to the bathhouse. Mukuro watched them from afar, chewing on a tasteless piece of lettuce.

If Junko didn’t already know what we’re doing, the idea that Byakuya would ever agree to spend time with the others would be pretty suspicious.

She wondered what exactly they would talk about. The girls had had both Toko and Kyoko to listen to; the boys would be stuck with just Byakuya’s spin on things.

Mukuro was suddenly overcome by a gigantic yawn. She stretched her arms above her head without thinking, and looked over to the clock on the wall.

7:15 PM…

Whether it was from the exertion of fighting Sakura, her lack of sleep the previous night, or just all of the thinking she’d been doing all day, Mukuro was a little tired.

“I think I’m gonna head to bed early,” she said.

“You sure?” Hina asked, a little alarmed.

“Yeah. I’m just beat. See ya guys tomorrow.”

She disposed of her dishes in the kitchen, then made her way out of the cafeteria. She was the first girl to get tired, and she noticed Celeste’s eyes linger on her for a few moments.

“Goodnight, Mukuro.” said the gothic girl, very pleasantly.

Mukuro waved back to her a little awkwardly, then left into the brightly-lit hallways. It occurred to her that in all of her memories, Mukuro had never actually seen a real window.

Who knows? she thought ruefully. Could be I’ve never seen a window in my entire life.

Mukuro’s stomach growled. That little salad hadn’t really satisfied her, but she didn’t want to go back and see everyone again.

I could pull a Hina… Grab some donuts from the warehouse…

As soon as she had the idea, Mukuro knew she would make it a reality. She spun on her heels, made for the warehouse hallway, and froze.

The gate to the second floor of the dorms didn’t look quite right. She eyed it intently, studying it as much as she could from the distance of fifty feet or so. There was definitely something wrong with it, but she wasn’t quite sure what.

It reminded her very much like the other times the gates had been open, only to close as soon as she looked away. There wasn’t a doubt in her mind that the gate would be back to normal if she took her eyes off it.

Quietly, she took a test step toward the iron bars.

Nothing happened.

She pressed a hand against the wall, tracing her finger along the plaster, and took another few steps, waiting for the gate to do… something.

Nothing happened.

Mukuro steeled herself and took off running straight down the hallway. She had never actually tried to run at full speed before, and found, to her mild surprise and panic, that she was much faster than she expected. The iron bars grew larger faster than she meant them to, and she feared she might barrel into them and hurt herself.

Just before she reached the gate, Mukuro dropped to the floor and slid the last ten or so feet, ready for anything.

Nothing happened.

She lay on her back on the floor, feet pressed against the bars. She kicked one of them, and a metal clunk clamored in the hallway.

Loose.

Mukuro hefted herself into a sitting position and grabbed the bars with her fingers. She shook as hard as she could. The bars were definitely loose this time.

The gate’s down, but not locked properly.

Her head was spinning. She couldn’t believe her good fortune. Someone opened the gate and went upstairs, but didn’t lock it after closing it! But who?

The boys are all together right now, and the girls are all in the cafeteria…

That meant one of two things. Either someone went up there earlier, came down, and forgot to lock the gate behind them… or someone was up there right now, and that person was Junko Enoshima.

Her heart pounded in her chest. Either thing was almost impossible to believe. The idea that the spy would just forget to lock the gate was unlikely, but the idea that the mastermind would forget was outright ridiculous.

With all her strength, Mukuro stood up and lifted the bars. They slid up into the ceiling easily. The stairs were wide open.

Do I get the others…

It wasn’t an easy choice. If one of the girls was the second spy, alerting them all to this discovery could have major negative consequences. This chance could be lost forever! On the other hand, if Junko wasn’t up there, she might be watching on the cameras, and going up alone would be risky and stupid.

Mukuro jumped a few times on her heels, then punched the air.

I’m always hesitating. She licked her lips. Right now, I want to be risky and stupid.

She stepped forward, lowered the gate behind her, and barreled up the stairs without a second thought.

She gasped when she saw what was waiting for her. For a long time, she simply looked forward in disbelief and confusion.

A hallway stretched out in front of her, very much like the one downstairs, except in one important way: it was completely destroyed. Walls and ceilings had collapsed, great scars ran across the floor, and rubble was everywhere. Rusty or damaged rebar stuck out of holes all across the hallway, sometimes hanging so low that she would have to duck to get around it. Boulder-sized pieces of the ceiling had fallen blocked half of the floor. Dust and bits of plaster covered everything, and just stepping into this mess had kicked some up into the air, sending Mukuro into an awful sneezing fit.

When she opened her eyes again, she half-expected to wake up in bed.

The lights were very dim, partly because some of the bulbs were old and partly because other light fixtures were just broken. The shadows ran very long, and Mukuro couldn’t quite see to the end of the hallway, even though it was straight and narrow.

It looks like a warzone.

Without thinking, she reached a hand out to the nearest wall and traced a finger along a thin marking.

Knife, she thought. No blood, so he missed.

Judging by the dust, whatever happened here had happened more than a year ago, perhaps even longer than that. Mukuro kicked one of the fallen chunks of ceiling, and it didn’t move an inch. It must have weighed a thousand pounds or more, and she just now realized the floor tiles around it were cracked and destroyed where it had smashed.

A chill ran down her spine, and not just because of the eerie location. The air conditioning and heating that kept the rest of the school nice and temperate was absent here. Mukuro rolled down her track jacket’s sleeves and slipped her hands into her pockets. Even then, she still lifted her shoulders and pressed her chin to her chest.

What the hell happened here?

Unconsciously, she started down the hallway. Her feet knew to step around the fallen bits of rubble. She looked for the nearest camera or monitor, hoping there was a way to avoid Junko’s eyes and ears, and realized, to her shock, that there were none around.

If this place hasn’t been touched in a year, and there are no cameras… She licked her lips. Then the cameras and monitors were installed after Junko wiped our memories, and she never intended for us to be up here!

Mukuro moved forward slowly, until the darkness so enveloped her that she could see only ten or so feet ahead of her. She could no longer walk properly through the rubble; instead, she had to push her feet along the floor, knocking the bits of ceiling and plaster out of the way to avoid stepping on them.

Just as she was about to turn back, she saw something gleaming in the distance. It was a long, vertical rectangle of yellow light, just barely visible through the blackness of the broken floor.

A door!

All thoughts of returning to the warehouse for a flashlight exited her mind. Suddenly, Mukuro was possessed by the absolute need to open that door. She pressed on through the rubble, kicking more dust into the air and sneezing a hundred more times. Tears filled her eyes and turned the yellow light into a watery haze, but it didn’t matter.

Finally, she reached the wall. It was too dark to see any knobs, so she pressed her hands against its surface and searched. Her right palm made contact with a round piece of metal, and she twisted it and pushed.

Light exploded out of the room and blinded her.

“Argh!”

Mukuro covered her eyes with the crook of her elbow, grimacing and cursing herself for not thinking of something so obvious. She could feel her retinas bursting into flame.

Stupid, stupid!

After perhaps half a minute, she dared to move her arm just slightly, keeping her forearm an inch away to use as a shield. Light flooded into her eyes, but it wasn’t as bad as before. By degrees, she lowered her arm, until at last she was staring right through the door.

It was an office. The walls and floor were made of varnished wood. Carefully-laid couches and coffee tables were arranged in a half-square in the center of the room, a black shelf full of obvious alcohol behind them. Another shelf held row after row of thickly-bound books with a lengthy titles and important-looking spines. A tall plastic potted plant raised in the corner of the room, and a professional-looking desk was pushed against the wall.

As horrible as Hope’s Peak Academy was, it was still definitely a school. The classrooms, the gym, the dorms… They all had that sense of adolescence and slight childishness to them, just twisted by the evil and cruelty of Monokuma. This room felt completely different, like something out of an office building for a banker or a lawyer. There was zero room for doubt: this was a place only adults were ever meant to see.

Unlike the rest of the floor, the temperature and lighting here still worked fine. Mukuro would have felt completely at ease but for how starkly this place clashed against everything else in the school, against every other place she had memories of. She entered the room and shivered from unease rather than cold.

As soon as she shut the door behind her, her foot made contact with something solid on the wooden floor. Mukuro looked down and found a brown leather notebook, the kind a student might jot notes down in. In a place that was otherwise well-organized and professional, this piece of litter was horribly out of place.

She kneeled down and took it into her hands. Out of simple curiosity, she flipped through its mostly blank pages until she came to a few long paragraphs written out in the clean, meticulous handwriting of a girl.

There’s a plan to turn Hope’s Peak into a shelter, and isolate the students here in a communal life.

Mukuro’s heart raced. What had she just stumbled onto?

I decided to talk to the one who came up with the plan directly. It just so happens to be the headmaster – and my father. He was willing to give me some more details regarding the plan. Here's what he said… “The point is to keep our student prodigies safe, to keep them as our hope for the future. Only their genius can overcome disaster, and only their hope can overcome despair. For the future of our country, our world, it's not an exaggeration to call this our final hope. We must isolate our superior youth from the corrupted world, to serve as the foundation for a new era. This is the only hope we have. I hope that you'll be willing to go along with this plan.” So that’s what my father had to say to me. As usual, he made a selfish decision without consulting anyone else. I can't imagine a worse father.

Question marks spun through the Ultimate Soldier’s head. Someone here was the child of the headmaster? She flipped through more pages, hoping to find something else concrete, but there were just pages and pages of blank paper.

Just before she gave up, Mukuro found a disorganized scrawl on the last two pages of the pocketbook. It was the same handwriting, but far messier. There were just two sentences written:

Despair walks among us. And so, we survive… There’s a second “despair.”

“A second despair?” she said aloud, hoping it would somehow lend meaning to the cryptic phrase. Of course, it didn’t help.

She looked up from the book, still horribly confused, and toward the computer on the desk. Mukuro’s mind flashed back to the one in the library, and her heart sank at the idea of a second broken machine.

But when she tapped a key at random, the screen came to life. She yelped in shock and delight. She slipped the notebook into her pocket and fell into the rolling chair by the desk, heart racing at the promise of secret information.

She pulled up the desktop, a simple black background emblazoned with the logo of Hope’s Peak, and searched. There was no internet connection, and therefore no way to call for help, but three files did stand out to her:

Headmaster ID

Ultimate Despair – Research

Door Code

Without thinking, she double-clicked Headmaster ID. As promised, it loaded a PDF image with a photo of the headmaster. A man in his late thirties stared impassively back at the camera. He was dressed in the same black business suit you could find anywhere in Japan, and he had short, dark hair with a clean, professional cut. He might very well have been the most unremarkable-looking man in the world. Mukuro’s eyes slid off of him almost as soon as she saw him.

To the side, lines of data listed all of his personal details. His height, his weight, the subjects he was capable of teaching (Composition and History), and, finally, his name.

Jin Kirigiri

Mukuro’s eyebrows shot off of her face.

Kirigiri’s an unusual last name, she thought. He must be Kyoko’s father.

She cocked her head and looked into Headmaster Kirigiri’s eyes, searching him for a resemblance to the lavender-haired girl she knew. But there was nothing. He could have been a stranger.

How many times have I seen your face? she wondered. How many times did we see you in the halls, knowing that you were Kyoko’s dad?

Even accounting for her amnesia, Kyoko seemed like a very guarded person. It must have irked her to be the daughter of someone so important.

Mukuro sighed and clicked out of the PDF. Next, she clicked the mysteriously titled Ultimate Despair – Research file. This opened up a long document, some hundred pages of text and photographs. It was way too much to read in one sitting, but there was helpfully a synopsis at the top.

Since the Tragedy, I’ve dedicated as much of my time and resources as possible to researching the Ultimate Despair.

“Ultimate Despair…” Mukuro mouthed.

That’s right! She’d heard that name before, or more specifically, remembered it. It was during that flashback to torturing that Ultimate Housekeeper woman, Chisa. Mukuro cringed back at the thought, but she couldn’t afford to avoid it. She knew she’d been trying to turn Chisa into an Ultimate Despair…

“An” Ultimate Despair… as in, more than one?

That sort of implied that Mukuro herself was an Ultimate Despair, too. She grimaced at how easily that title slipped onto her, but forced herself to keep reading.

First of all, I’m certain the Ultimate Despair(s) account for more than one person. They may be just two, or a group. Crucial to understand is their motivation – or rather, lack thereof. They act simply for the sake of despair itself. Reasoning with them is an impossibility, because they don’t actually want anything except to spread chaos and to ruin the world as much as they can. I believe they might also even harm themselves and their own families, physically and emotionally, in an attempt to feel further despair.

I had my doubts of this at first, but further investigation leaves no room for doubt. The Ultimate Despairs are responsible for the Tragedy, the worst, most despair-inducing incident in the history of mankind, their fallout, and the shutdown of Hope’s Peak. The Student Council killing game was orchestrated by one of their number, and I am absolutely confident that that person exists in the school. I’ve interviewed the faculty too thoroughly for there to be any chance of error here; they’re all clean. Useless, in many cases, but none of them could be an Ultimate Despair.

This leaves only the possibility that one or more of the students we cordoned off in the building are responsible. This fits the timeline, as the Student Council massacre happened shortly after the 78th Class was accepted. At least one student is an Ultimate Despair, and perhaps more. However, I have no idea who it could be. All of my efforts right now are spent on trying to uncover their identity, but I lack any talent for detective work, and I cannot entrust this task to a student without first confirming that they aren’t part of the group. I only pray that my daughter isn’t one of them.

For now, the class must be allowed to believe they are sequestered purely for their own safety. The Ultimate Despairs are the most dangerous, terrible threat to the world.

Mukuro finished the synopsis. Her face was white.

I’m the Ultimate Despair here, she knew with certainty. I’m the one who killed all those people.

Her head spun, and she sank into the chair. She shut her eyes as tightly as she could, trying and failing to block out the world from her mind. Her hands clawed up to her shoulders and hugged her body, but it offered no comfort. Her throat was instantly hoarse, and she heaved loudly in awful, pathetic sobs. Spittle leapt out of her lips and splashed against her breasts.

Despair, despair, despair…

She’d never feel another emotion again. She would never deserve to feel another emotion again, and that just made her feel even worse. And that despair, that very thing she felt now, she’d used in the past to summon up something called “the Tragedy,” to massacre the Student Council, and to lobotomize a poor, innocent woman. The very feeling she was giving into was itself a weapon she’d used to kill children. How dare she let herself feel that way, how dare she let it seize control of her like this? But that realization itself just plunged her into even further despair, an infinite hole of darkness from which there was no escape.

She screamed as loudly as she could. She was so skilled and strong and effortlessly powerful, and yet so weak before an emotion everyone else in the world could live with.

After a while, Mukuro’s voice and bawling gave way, and degenerated into just a feeble, sniveling whimper. At some point, she’d fallen onto the floor and dug herself underneath the desk. She huddled in the fetal position, breathing in short gasps. Eventually, her body grew still. She vaguely felt dried drool around her lips.

I don’t even remember hurting those people, she despaired. I can’t even properly feel guilt over it.

She shut her eyes so hard that it hurt. The faceless ghosts of those she’d hurt danced before her.

After what might have been an hour, Mukuro’s body was too drained to even feel despair. She would carry this turmoil with her, but as she grew calmer, one spark of hope shone in the darkness around her. There was one modicum, one tiny speck that might undo, or at least mitigate, her crimes.

Please, let Kyoko have been right, she prayed. Let me have tried to stop Junko, and had second thoughts about it all, and that’s why I lost my memories…

Was it a blessing to have lost her memories like that? To have been reset to a time before she was an Ultimate Despair?

I can’t ever regain those memories. I can’t ever let myself regain them…

There could be no worse fate than returning to the Mukuro Ikusaba of old.

A fate I deserve…

She’d have to confess it all. Go the others in the bathhouse and tell them everything. In fact, she should have done that to begin with. They deserved to know how dangerous and crazy she was, if only to be able to defend themselves against her. Afterwards, she could hole up in her dorm and never leave, and in that way be certain she wouldn’t hurt anyone else. Yes, that was the way. That was the only reasonable thing she could do.

Mukuro pulled herself out from under the desk, grabbed the chair with a shaking hand, and made herself stand. She wobbled on her feet, but she could probably get back to the first floor alright.

Gotta find the others, she thought. Gotta tell them everything.

She looked over to the computer one last time, and suddenly remembered—

The other file.

She sucked in a gasp of air, then sighed.

Fine, she thought. Fully explore the computer, THEN tell the others right away.

She closed Jin Kirigiri’s research, then clicked the last file: Door Code.

Unlike the others, this just opened a simple gray bar to input a password. Mukuro shook her head. Guessing something like that was completely impossible, but she’d already dedicated herself to “fully explore the computer.”

She only owed it once chance. One shot at the password, then go talk to the others. What was the laziest, weakest password possible?

She quickly typed in Kyoko Kirigiri, knowing it was wrong, and hit Enter.

The wall beside her rumbled. The despair disappeared, replaced by alertness and surprise. A few feet away, part of the wooden wall slid backward and into itself, and revealed the door to a hidden room. Mukuro stood there for what might have been a full minute, completely dumbfounded.

Eventually, she regained her senses and peered inside the secret room. It was a small room with concrete walls and a variety of metal pipes. Like the hallway outside, there was a chill draft that froze her skin.

Three pieces of furniture were inside: a circular table, a set of shelves, and a desk. On the table was a goofily-wrapped birthday present box, on the shelf was a picture frame, and on the desk were a few scattered papers.

Swallowing hard, Mukuro entered the room. Her first instinct was the present. The ridiculous, colorful wrapping paper stood out so thoroughly from anything else she’d seen in Hope’s Peak, especially the bleak desolation of the dorms’ second floor and the professional atmosphere of the office, that no one could possibly look at anything else.

For that reason, she stepped around it like a landmine, hoping against logic that putting it off until last would make whatever surprise it held less terrifying.

Mukuro’s eyes darted between the desk and picture on the shelf. Eventually, she went for the desk. The papers on its surface were yellow and deckled. A quick scan of them revealed they were just years-old bills for school supplies, as useless as they were uninteresting.

She threw open a drawer, but it was empty. The next drawer was empty as well. When she bent down to open the next and lowest drawer, she was certain she’d find nothing.

Thud

She bit the inside of her cheek. Something made of solid metal smashed inside of the wooden drawer. She looked inside and found…

An e-Handbook.

Mukuro wiped the thick dust off its surface, revealing sky blue metal. A red warning label on its bottom-right read IN CASE OF EMERGENCY.

A handbook with no limitations, given to the school’s ultimate authority…

This was the power to enter anywhere in the school barred electronically. It weighed as much as a truck. Her hands were shaking.

Mukuro slipped it into her pants pocket, next to her real handbook. She wasn’t sure what she’d use it for, but there would definitely be something useful for it to do later.

Next came the photo on the shelf. This one was much simpler to deal with than the desk, but perhaps represented more.

Even from across the room, it was obvious what this was: Jin Kirigiri lifting up his daughter into the air. Kyoko was maybe five or six in the picture, but it was unmistakably her.

She hasn’t changed her haircut in ten years…

Mukuro managed a weak smile as she picked up the faded photograph. This would be a cute present for Kyoko; she’d probably love to see that her father kept this in his office.

She stared at it for a little while, studying the little girl. She was smiling and laughing and acting nothing at all like the young woman who now wandered Hope’s Peak. Mukuro wiped her thumb over the glass frame and cleaned the section over the little girl’s face.

When did she change…?

A better question occurred to her a moment later: Why did she change?

It was none of Mukuro’s business, and yet…

What if she’s the spy? What if she’s an Ultimate Despair?

It wasn’t impossible. This cute little girl could have survived some horrible trauma, been scarred and left feeling hollow and despairful. Hell, that was probably what had happened to Mukuro.

No! I’m just making excuses.

Mukuro shook her head to clear it. All of that was just an excuse not to tell the others about her own history. She had no good reason to suspect Kyoko. She couldn’t let her resolve waver. The others had to know the truth.

She slipped the frame into another pocket and put it out of her mind. There was only one thing left to do now, and then she could return to Kyoko and the others and tell them about what she found.

Putting off the present until last hadn’t helped at all. She stared at the ridiculous wrapping paper for seconds. A million possibilities rolled through her mind, none of them good. In fact, whatever was in there had to have been left by Junko or the spy. It had to either be dangerous or some kind of taunt, right? So, there was no point in opening it.

Her feet took her to the table, and her hands grabbed the box.

She tugged the shiny orange ribbon that secured the sides to the top. It fell to the floor without a sound. Trembling, she reached a hand over the top’s edge and pulled it off as slowly as she could, waiting for it to explode or burst into spikes or shoot out poison gas. When it didn’t, she peeked inside a corner of the box and bit down hard on her cheek.

It was bones.

She didn’t yell out, which surprised her. In fact, her entire body relaxed as soon as she saw them. A white skull with a cracked frontal lobe smiled up at her, resting on a bed of ribs and arm bones.

Adult man, she knew instantly, though she had no idea how. Young or middle-aged.

Mukuro felt utterly calm as she looked over this last remnant of a man’s life. She didn’t feel sadness, despair, or even surprise… She didn’t even feel numb. This was the most mundane thing in the world to her. And yet, though her heart seemed to have room only for boredom, she also felt disgust and shame for being this undisturbed.

She shook her head and traced a finger across the bones. They felt weak and fragmented, as if they might break apart at too strong a touch. To test this, she picked up a rib between her thumb and forefinger and pressed down. It crumbled to dust in a second. His death must have been agonizing.

Jin Kirigiri… A good man who tried to protect us… Who would be most likely to think it’s funny to put him into a childish box like this?

There was only one answer, of course. The headmaster directly wrote it in his research for anyone to see:

I believe they might also even harm themselves and their own families, physically and emotionally, in an attempt to feel further despair…

The Ultimate Despairs could even target their own families… Mukuro swallowed, and thought back to her blonde sister on the bed, begging for mercy. Jin Kirigiri’s words echoed in her mind:

I only pray that my daughter isn’t one of them.

Notes:

* This chapter has gone on for longer than I intended. The next update will be the body discovery announcement.

* I always enjoy writing Mukuro's internal conflicts, where she beats herself up like that, but I sometimes worry that I'm overdoing it. In this case, while editing this update, I shortened what I'd originally written for that section by about half.

Chapter 14: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - A Body Has Been Discovered

Summary:

Monokuma announces that he'll soon tell everyone in the school each other's embarrassing secrets. Mukuro, a former Ultimate Despair responsible for uncountable deaths, is terrified about what her secret might prove to be.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Ding dong bing bong

“Good morning, everyone!”

Mukuro Ikusaba grunted, but she didn’t open her eyes. The lights were still off, and the world was pure black before her. She smacked her lips, forming and breaking thin strands of saliva between them.

“It is now 7 AM,” the shrill voice continued. “And nighttime is officially over! Time to rise and shine! Get ready to greet another beee-yutiful day!”

The Ultimate Soldier lay on her sheets for a while, breathing slowly and steadily, trying to empty her mind. She could feel the burdens of a thousand ideas and concerns brushing against the surface of her consciousness, but couldn’t yet stir herself to think about them. The pressure was overwhelming; as soon as she stirred, as soon as she allowed herself to think even a single word or feel any emotion except exhaustion, it would all come roaring down and bury her in a mountain of paranoia and despair.

Dammit…

And so it all came back: Junko Enoshima, the second spy, the dead headmaster, her sister on the DVD, and her yet-unknown sins as an Ultimate Despair. There was so much to unpack that Mukuro didn’t even remember the killing game itself for minutes.

She rubbed her eyes, then rolled onto her naked stomach. At some point last night, she must have pulled off the track suit and left it on her sheets, though she had no memory of that. Buried within the nylon jacket, she could feel something cold, metal, and rectangular.

She lazily reached a hand around her body, but her arm was still half-asleep, and it wouldn’t quite obey her finer commands. Her fingers just hung listlessly, numb and useless. Eventually, she managed to push the back of her wrist against the object.

She recognized it at once: Jin Kirigiri’s e-Handbook. Somewhere nearby was the photo of Kyoko as a child.

Kyoko…

Mukuro growled and pressed her cheek against the pillow. Saliva dripped out of her mouth and stained the sheets. It killed her to distrust Kyoko. Even worse, she couldn’t admit the truth of her Ultimate Despair status to the others, not until she’d worked out the truth of the spy business.

She stood up as quickly as she could, bundled the e-Handbook and photo into her unwashed jacket, and stuffed it all into a drawer in her desk. Those were problems to be dealt with by that bitch Future Mukuro, who would no doubt be distressed and confused and helpless the entire time.

 

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Hina exited the kitchen, her face scrunched up in deep concentration. She juggled four different plastic trays in her hands. The acrobatic prowess necessary for the task might have been impressive in another context, but right now, Mukuro’s attention was drawn only to the contents of those trays. Across the table from her, Sakura’s head also raised in surprise. Only the still-shattered Sayaka remained unmoved.

On each of the trays was the Ultimate Swimmer’s latest and most terrible creation: the donut sandwich. The bottom donuts were chocolate, the top donuts were vanilla, and stuffed between them was jam-on-lettuce mixed with condiments Mukuro couldn’t quite identify… and an entire extra jelly donut each, broken into crumbs and scattered over the lettuce. The donuts themselves were glued together with peanut butter to keep them from flying apart. They were an act against God and science, a Frankenstein’s Monster of culinary bad taste that no sane person would have even birthed into the world of man.

Around Hina, others students raised their eyebrows in confusion, then pursed their lips in disgust. Even the normally composed Byakuya pulled away from this “breakfast,” sweating and gawking in disbelief. Only one person looked impressed at her hard work.

“Ye-hah!” Hiro shouted. He’d happened to be walking past her, and reached down one of his long arms and thoughtlessly plucked one of the donut sandwiches from its tray. Before she could respond, he took an enormous bite. Hiro was one of the largest students, outmatched only by Sakura, but even he could only bite down on about one-and-a-half donuts at a time. “Not bad!” he complimented, spewing crumbs everywhere.

“Hiro, you jerk!” Impressively, Hina shifted the three trays that still had donuts on them onto one hand, then used her free hand to slap Hiro’s arm with the remaining tray. “I made those for the girls at my table! Now there’s not enough for everyone!”

Mukuro stood up instantly.

“Oh no!” she mocked concern, and started babbling before Sakura could interject. “Well, Hina, you know what, I’m disappointed, but I’ll just get some cereal.”

Hina’s bottom lip curled into her mouth in frustration at the tall, dreadlocked idiot, but Mukuro was (not so) secretly thankful for his stupidity. She didn’t look back at Sakura, whom she hoped would forgive her for this minor betrayal. Others who understood why she’d been so quick to volunteer not to have one of Hina’s creations reacted with amusement. Toko snickered from across the room, Leon, Taka, and Celeste laughed, and even Kyoko broke a smile. Even Byakuya seemed at ease.

“I can’t imagine the state of mind necessary to make something that disgusting,” he commented.

“That’s okay, you jerk,” Hina stuck out her tongue. “You’ll never need to, ‘cause no one’ll ever make you something with love like this!”

Mukuro passed Hina, and the two shared a grin. For once, everything was right in the world.

Ding dong bing bong

Everyone froze. The monitor hanging from the cafeteria ceiling sparked to life. Monokuma appeared before them on his throne.

“Wellllllllp!” he said through a yawn, though the robot body didn’t really move. “I hope you’ve all enjoying your breakfast. Growing bodies need all the food they can get! Anyway… it’s 7:30 right now, so… how’s about we all meet up in the gym at 8:00 AM? Attendance is mandatory, of course. After all, it’s important that everyone be there for the next motive.”

He said that last part so casually…

The monitor switched off, and the friendly atmosphere was instantly ruined. Mukuro could hear everyone’s hearts beating rapidly, see their faces shining with sweat underneath the ceiling lights. A few sets of eyes turned to the blue-haired idol sitting by Sakura, each of them remembering how the first motive had spurred her to murder.

Mukuro’s hands pulled into fists, then released, then pulled back. The bones in her knuckles cracked. Like many of the others, she was shaking. Her eyes darted from student to student. Byakuya had pulled out a file from the library archives and was leafing through it, pretending not to worry. Kyoko’s eyes were closed; she was lost deep in thought. Toko bit down on her thumb, Taka crossed his arms and paced, Hifumi stuffed three croissants in his mouth at once, Leon rapped his fingers against a table, Celeste sipped a cup of tea, Hiro waved his hand over a crystal ball, and Hina pressed up against Sakura for warmth and support.

There was one hope, though: Kyoko’s plan. Tonight, everyone would find some excuse to assemble in the bathhouse, and they’d all work together to defeat Monokuma’s plans.

After what Makoto did, after what we learned about Junko and our memories, I know that no one could ever kill again…

Each time Mukuro’s heart beat, her chest grew tighter.

 

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The first time Monokuma had given out a motive, everyone had run to the AV Room in a disorganized mess. This time was different. No words were exchanged, not even insults by Byakuya or Toko. At 7:50, everyone simply stood up from their benches in the cafeteria, disposed of their plates in the kitchen, and gathered into a large group.

The twelve students marched down the school’s first floor together. The air was silent but for the echoes of their footsteps. Byakuya led the way, flanked by Toko and Kyoko. In the back, Hina slowly led the still-white faced and broken Sayaka, holding and patting her hand the entire way. Somewhere in the middle, Mukuro fiddled with her fingers, pressing them together again and again, thinking.

Were they collected together like this to show solidarity against the bear’s evil intentions? To bask in the mutual safety offered by the fact that no killer could strike when so many people were together? Or was it just out of resignation?

Mukuro wasn’t sure.

Byakuya threw open the doors to the gym. In the distance on the stage, Mukuro spied a table. A red cloth was draped over it. Her heart was pounding.

We all know it’s Junko Enoshima now, she thought. It’s just a girl our own age, and not some unknowable mystery with alien motives…

No… only she knew that. Only she knew the truth behind the Ultimate Despair. She would have to tell the others after this, some way or another.

One by one, the students assembled before the stage. Byakuya, Kyoko, and Sakura stood closest, while the rest of the class mulled somewhere behind them. Celeste in particular stood in the back where no one could see her, twirling long strands of hair in her fingers.

Mukuro steeled herself, then walked up to the stage to stand beside the Ultimate Martial Artist. She knew there was no chance Monokuma would actually attack anyone, but… just in case, it was obviously their job to protect the others.

If only this could be solved with just brute force…

Mukuro remembered her dream from days ago, the one where she fought an army of Monokumas. It was so easy to believe that something like that was real, that—

A flash of black and white from the stage, and Monokuma jumped into the air. He landed comfortably on his feet on the table with an exaggerated flourish, then bowed to his captive audience.

“Welcome, welcome!” he shrilled. “It’s always exciting, isn’t it? Each time we announce a new motive! What’s it gonna be, what’s it gonna be?! Ooooohhh, my fur is standing on its ends!”

“Get to the point.” Byakuya ordered.

Monokuma just cocked his head, then tapped a claw against his chin.

“Oh? Does Mr. Togami have better things to do than listen to his headmaster?”

“As a matter of fact, yes,” Byakuya said, completely humorlessly. “Like anything.”

“That’s the problem with you kids today,” Monokuma sighed. “No respect for authority, none at all!”

“That is incorrect!” Taka shouted. He shoved a finger at their headmaster. “We have nothing but respect for earned, relevant officials! You are just some psychopath! There is nothing you can say that will push us toward murdering each other again!”

“Yeah!” Hina joined in. “Besides, even the first murder wasn’t really a murder! It was just an accident!”

“I agree,” Celeste cooed. “You rather discredited your entire game from the start by executing someone undeserving.”

“Oh? Oh, oh, oh?!” Monokuma laughed. “What’s this, what’s this? You think you’re all above killing each other? That you’ve made friendships that’ll last lifetimes and forged unbreakable bonds? Well, that’s great!” He jumped up and threw his hands into the air. “If you really do want embrace the communal high school life in Hope’s Peak, then I’m just as excited as if we were in the midst of a class trial!”

“Haha,” Hiro shook his head from side to side. “You just don’t get it, do you? We’re onto your stupid tricks, J—ouch!”

Leon slammed a shoulder into his chest to stop him from saying Monokuma’s real name. Almost every face turned to him in disbelief. Even Hiro seemed to momentarily recognize the depths of his own stupidity, and he shrank back and scratched his head.

“Onto your stupid tricks, J… erk.” he finished, rather lamely.

Mukuro shot daggers at him. She wasn’t the only one. Monokuma didn’t seem to notice, though, or at least he gave no indication he had.

“Hm…” The bear tapped a claw at his chin again. “Maybe I should add a rule against insulting the headmaster… Well, that’s a decision for another day. For now, I’ll reveal our super-exciting, super-amazing, super-wonderful new motive!

He reached both hands behind his back. For a moment, Mukuro feared he would pull out something dangerous or horrible.

When he showed his hands again, they were holding twelve white envelopes. A name was scribbled on each of them, though Mukuro could only see Hifumi and Toko from where she was standing.

“This is the Secrets motive!” Monokuma announced. “Each of these envelopes has a piece of paper inside. On each of piece of paper is written your greatest, darkest, most terrible secret, the thing you want kept hidden more than anything else in the world.”

Mukuro sucked in a gasp of air through her teeth.

I have so many secrets I don’t want to tell the others, and that’s just the stuff I already know… What else does Junko know about me that would destroy me in their eyes?

Her legs were jelly. She wasn’t going to be able to stand after this.

“Of course, you may not believe me,” he kept going. “You may be thinking, ‘I’ve never told anyone about that thing, so Monokuma can’t know possibly about it.’ If that’s the case, then please, allow your headmaster to dispel those illusions.”

He threw the envelopes down onto the stage. Various names were visible for all to see: Hifumi, Leon, Sayaka, Toko, and Mukuro. After this, he waved a hand over the crowd.

“If there’s no murder in twenty-four hours, I will reveal all of these secrets for the entire school to hear. No one will ever look at you the same way again, if they can stand looking at you again at all after learning what you did.”

“This will not work!” Taka bellowed again. “There is no such thing as a secret worth killing for!”

Monokuma didn’t respond at all. Instead, he just bounced away, leaving twelve worried, confused students in his wake.

Toko was the first to rush up to the stage and grab her envelope. She ran to the nearest wall, nearly tripping over her long skirt, and pressed her back against it so no one could look over her shoulder. Trembling and fumbling over the paper, she ripped the of the envelope open with one loud tearing sound and shook her head.

“N—no, no, no, no,” she whispered, stumbling to unfold the paper. Her eyes darted over it, and her face turned blue. Foam formed at the edges of her mouth, and she pulled on her two long braids in frustration and fear. “Nooooooooooo!”

Sakura took and read hers calmly.

“Interesting…” was all she said.

Taka’s jaw fell as soon as he read his.

“How… how does he even know about this?” he asked, as confused as he was dismayed.

Everyone had a similar, though unique, reaction. Byakuya made a tsk sound at his, Kyoko read hers in quiet contemplation, Hiro growled and pressed his hands to his temples, Leon kicked at the floor, Hifumi bit his entire hand, and Hina turned bright red and buried her chin in her chest. Besides Toko, who covered her eyes and kept chanting “no, no, no” to herself, the most obviously dismayed was Celeste. All traces of her normal elegance and grace were gone. Instead, a vein visibly popped out of her forehead as she read hers, and she bared her teeth at the paper as if trying to scare it into submission.

Okay, Mukuro thought. Toko and Celeste have the worst secrets. Gotta keep an eye on them, but that’s fine, neither is a serious danger by herself. This could be a lot worse.

Despite this, Mukuro struggled to remain calm. There could be anything written on hers. Monokuma could even make something up from her past, and there’d be no way for her to deny it or defend herself… and even the things she did know about herself were damning. Once more, she sympathized with the panicking, bespectacled girl with glasses.

Only two envelopes remained. Hina gathered up Sayaka’s and offered it.

“Here,” she said gently. “Here, Sayaka, if you want it…” The idol’s eyes flickered down to the paper, but she didn’t move for it. Hina gasped and waved it again. Sayaka’s eyes followed it. “Okay!” Hina pumped a fist and slipped Sayaka’s secret into her own jacket. “When you’re ready, I’ll give this to you right away.”

Mukuro licked her lips. She was the last one left. Everyone else was paying attention to their own paper, or else was lost in thought or pacing in anger. No one was paying attention to her.

She grabbed her envelope and ripped it open. Before she could read it, she pressed the paper against her breasts. She was terrified, but she had to keep herself from overreacting. Everyone knew that Monokuma twisted the truth. Everyone knew that people make mistakes. There was nothing on this paper that would make the others hate her. There was nothing that could tempt her to murder.

“It can’t be that bad, it can’t be that bad, it can’t be that bad…” she whispered.

She held her breath for what seemed like an entire minute. At last, she managed to force her hand away from her chest and read the paper.

Mukuro Ikusaba has an incestuous gay crush on her own sister.

She breathed out all at once, then breathed in. Air had never tasted sweeter. She laughed slowly, deeply, and craned her neck so she’d face the ceiling, flush with relief. This was disgusting and horrible, and she’d have to bury her head in the dirt to avoid looking anyone in the eyes ever again… but it had nothing to do with the killing game.

 

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Mukuro sighed, a little discontent. Mostly, she felt numb. The bright lights on the ceiling, the crisp air from the AC, the hard walls she leaned against – all of them were faraway sensations she barely noticed. Only her ears seemed to work, and only then to hear the sound of her own heartbeats.

Thump

Thump

Thump

She stood in the doorway between the cafeteria and dorm hallways, leaning against the frame. The taste of one of Hina’s jelly donuts still lingered on her tongue. Across the way, she saw the bathhouse. It was 7:57, and the meeting time to discuss the motive was 8:00 PM. Students were already “accidentally” bumping into each other as they entered. Most of the class was already inside, save for Kyoko, Toko, and herself.

I can’t believe it… she sighed. My secret’s just super embarrassing, but it’s not that bad…

Of course, she still didn’t want to reveal it. She wouldn’t even be able to defend herself from it. She could just imagine everyone looking at her with disgust…

If only I could just destroy it…

Mukuro thought again and again about how to avoid revealing her secret, but there was only one option: kill someone.

My second motive video said that even if I get caught, I won’t get executed… I could just confess immediately, and…

Somehow, Makoto’s words from the trial echoed in her mind:

“You can trust Sayaka and Mukuro, they’re both good people.”

Her mouth went dry. How dare she think about that even as a joke? It was a betrayal of Makoto’s and the others’ trust.

In the distance, she saw the dark, cowering form of a girl with braided pigtails. Toko paced back and forth, biting one thumb and crushing a piece of paper in frustration with her other hand. Mukuro could almost hear the girl growling and cursing to herself, but eventually, the Ultimate Writing Prodigy slinked into the bathhouse to join the others.

Even Toko has the courage to face whatever’s on her paper. I should be ashamed of myself.

Mukuro looked up to the clock on the wall: 7:59. She nodded to herself a few times, then pulled away from the doorframe to stand on her own two feet. Soon enough, she was almost at the bathhouse…

Stay calm, stay calm… The others won’t hate you for this. It’s not that bad.

“Hiya!”

Mukuro jumped back what might have been the length of her entire body and raised her fists against Monokuma, who stood in the center of the hallway. He cocked his head and mocked confusion.

“What’s up, Mukuro?” he asked.

She hesitated for a moment, then lowered her fists. She hadn’t meant to, but she’d almost destroyed the paper.

“I’m… gonna take a bath…” she said.

“Oh, my! Oh, dear, oh dear, oh dear!” He raised his paws and laughed. “Don’t you know there are a bunch of boys in there?”

He knows what we’re really doing in there, but he doesn’t know that Sakura told us she told him, so I’m not supposed to know that he knows…

Her head started throbbing.

“They’re just boys,” she said, annoyed. “Get out of my way.”

“Well, I suppose teens will be teens! I don’t normally let students know what’s on the upper floors they can’t reach yet, but just as a friendly warning, there are no abortion clinics.”

Mukuro’s vision went red.

“Shut up!”

“Heehee! Guess it doesn’t matter to you, though, what with Makoto dead.” Monokuma tapped a paw on his chin. “Actually, do the rules cover it if one of you gets teen pregnant, and someone else kills the baby after it pops out? Hm… I didn’t think about that when I wrote them…”

“One day, someone’s going to kick your teeth in,” Mukuro sneered. “The real you.”

“Maybe it’s a good thing Makoto’s dead,” he kept going, completely ignoring the threat. “Yeesh! Pity the baby that comes outta you! That flat chest of yours probably can’t—”

Mukuro raised a fist to slap him down. She only narrowly restrained herself.

“Get out of my way!” she spat.

“Oh sure, sure, we here at Hope’s Peak fully understand you adolescents’ growing needs. Just one more thing, and then I’ll be gone.”

Mukuro lowered her hand.

“What is it?” she said, voice dripping with venom.

“Those boys you’re going to meet… Do you think they’ll be disgusted by your secret?”

She scoffed.

“It’s… First off, the girls will be just as grossed out, and second off, I don’t… Even if it was true once, it’s not true anymore.”

“How do you know? Maybe the moment you see your sister again, you’ll fall to your knees and beg her for a good time.”

Mukuro turned green. The idea of that…

“No.”

“Well, tell you what, Mukuro,” he clapped his paws together. “If you get down on your knees and beg, I’ll replace your secret with something else. Something like how you’re a terrible murderer or responsible for untold death and destruction.”

Mukuro shook her head, then feigned a as much confidence as she could.

“I’m done with that,” she declared, voice even and powerful. “I believe you when you say that I killed people in the past, but that doesn’t mean it has to control me forever.”

Monokuma burst out laughing, sending a chill down Mukuro’s spine. Whatever confidence she actually did feel instantly evaporated.

“Are you trying to live up to Makoto’s expectations of you?” he shrilled.

She thrust a hand at him, then pointed a finger.

“So what if I am?” she demanded. “So what if I am?!”

“I hate to be the bear-er of bad news, but Makoto’s a thing of the past, just like all of the crimes you committed. If you still feel the weight of one of them on your shoulders, then you should feel the weight of both.”

Mukuro’s body suddenly felt a thousand times heavier. She wobbled on her feet for a moment, then half-ran, half-fell onto the nearby wall. Without its support, she would have crumbled to her knees. Her eyes dropped to her quavering feet.

He says two sentences, and I almost collapse…

Time passed, and she realized she wasn’t breathing. She shook her head, trying to clear it, and looked up – but Monokuma was gone. Someone else stood in his place, someone with a dark violet jacket and lavender hair.

“You need to stop letting him get to you.” she said.

Mukuro stared up at Kyoko, wondering how much of a mess she herself must have looked like. Probably her face was white. Probably her hair was wild. Probably she was covered in sweat.

Kyoko might’ve been a spy, but right now, she was the only person Mukuro could talk to.

“I can’t…” she wheezed. Her throat was very tight. “Every time he says anything… He’s always right.”

Kyoko’s eyes slid down to the crumpled paper in Mukuro’s hand. Without thinking, Mukuro pulled it behind her back. She knew it only made her look guiltier.

“Come on,” Kyoko said, and turned to the doorway. “Let’s go take a bath.”

 

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“Alright!” Taka shouted. “So begins the first late night Special Motive Meeting!

He stood rigid and upright at the door separating the changing room from the bathhouse proper. Ten pairs of eyes scattered throughout the room looked up to him.

Hina and Sayaka sat on one of the benches, Hifumi on another. Celeste sat by a counter in the back of the room, far away from anyone else. Toko was at the same counter, though on the opposite end, rocking back and forth, grasping and ungrasping the paper in her hand. Everyone else leaned against the walls or stood around the room, save Sakura, who hovered over Hina and Sayaka. Mukuro herself stood by the exit to the dorm rooms, her thoughts still lingering on Monokuma’s words.

Most confusing of all was Byakuya. That he was present wasn’t a surprise – but for some reason, he was holding a small bag of flour. Normally, he was always very considerate and proud of his appearance, but here he didn’t seem to mind the loose white powder sticking to his fingers. Mukuro wasn’t the only one curious about it, but no one said a word.

Hina sat with Sayaka, holding her hand and patting her gently on the shoulder. Briefly, she looked away from her ward and to Taka.

“Why did you name the meeting?” she asked.

“N—never mind that!” Toko stuttered. “A—aren’t you suggesting w—with that name that th—there’ll be more meetings like this?”

“Well, of course!” Taka nodded. “After this motive fails to compel us to murder, Monokuma will surely invent new motives, all of which will warrant discussions on how to properly thwart them.”

There was a murmur of general approval through the room. Most of the students seemed to agree that this made sense.

“Excuse me, Mr. Ishimaru,” said Hifumi. “But what exactly are you planning?”

“Well… Isn’t it obvious?” Taka crossed his arms, then scanned the crowd. “We’re going to reveal our secrets here and now, so there’s no reason to kill anyone over them in the future.”

Mukuro’s heart sank. She’d known that was coming, it was obviously coming, but it still hurt to hear.

“I—I don’t like that idea!” Toko tugged at one of her braids. “W—we should vote on it!”

“Feh!” Taka shook his head. “If our memories truly were erased by Junko Enoshima, and we truly were schoolmates for months or even years, then there’s an excellent chance that all of us already knew each other’s secrets anyway, and either didn’t care or forgave them. In fact, that’s the only explanation for how Junko could have even known my secret in the first place, since I’ve never told anyone… to my knowledge, at least. This is nothing but a step toward reestablishing our prior relationships!”

“I agree with Toko,” Celeste said. “I want to vote on it.”

Now confronted by two dissenters, Taka sighed.

“Fine. All in favor of revealing our secrets immediately?”

Taka’s hand shot up first. To Mukuro’s absolute shock, Byakuya’s was next. A few moments passed, then Sakura and Hina joined them.

“All against revealing our secrets?” Taka asked.

Toko’s and Celeste’s hands raised instantly, then so did Hifumi’s. Hiro hesitated for a second, then also raised his hand.

Taka tapped one of his feet.

“A tie… That is deeply unfortunate. Kyoko, Mukuro, and Leon! May I assume you all abstain?”

“That’s right.” Kyoko said.

“Uh… yeah, sorry…” Mukuro agreed.

“Don’t really care.” Leon muttered.

“Then we must also count Sayaka as another abs—”

Gasps around the room, none louder than from Hina. Everyone’s heads turned to the blue-haired girl on the bench, whose hand slowly and weakly raised into the air above her knees. Her eyes still looked dimly into space, but the tiniest bit of color returned to her cheeks.

“S—Sayaka!” Hina made two fists, then looked directly into her eyes. “Are you okay?! Are you back to normal?!”

Sayaka’s lips parted very briefly, then formed into a shape. If she made a sound, Mukuro couldn’t hear it. Hina leaned in and hovered an ear an inch away from her.

“She said she votes to reveal!” Hina shouted.

“Hold on a moment,” Celeste interjected. “As I recall, you confiscated her secret for her, did you not? Does Sayaka even know what she’ll be revealing?”

Hina was about to respond, but then her face scrunched up. Sayaka whispered something else that only she could hear.

“She says she doesn’t care about what’s on it.” Hina translated.

There was another murmur throughout the room. Over it, Toko made some kind of ugly, watery growling noise.

“Very well!” Taka pumped a fist, then beamed. “I have taken the liberty of preparing twelve straws to draw, each of which has a number written on them.” He pulled a hand into his uniform, then produced the straws. Mukuro stared longingly at the 12 straw. “I will hold them, and we will go around in order from one-to-twelve, announcing our secrets. But! After each person reads their secret, they will be given time to explain it. No doubt Monokuma has left out crucial context in an attempt to make us all look worse to each other – this will be an easy way to combat him.”

He hid the straws behind his back for a moment, randomized them, and held out a fist. The numbers were hidden inside.

“Mukuro, you first.” he said.

She grabbed one at the edge, then slowly pulled it out. Both she and Taka watched it carefully. The number on its tip said 12.

Huh… Maybe I’ve got Makoto’s luck.

“Hifumi! You next!”

Mukuro watched the others pick their own straws absently, not really paying attention. She’d been so relieved that her secret wasn’t about anything evil she’d done that she’d barely considered how disgusting it was. It still wasn’t worth killing for, but…

God, I’ll never be able to look anyone in the eyes ever again.

She looked up to Sayaka. There was a straw in one of her hands, but Mukuro didn’t know if she’d picked it out, or if Hina had just taken two and given one to her.

“Alright!” Taka shouted. “Who has the 1 straw?”

“Aw, hell!” Leon groaned. He kicked the floor twice, then crossed his arms. “Fine, fine, it’s fine. I’ll say it.”

“That’s good, Leon,” Taka crossed his arms. “And everyone, remember: no one should criticize anyone or hold anything against them, no matter how awful their secret may be.”

Leon pulled out his paper from a pocket, unfolded it, and cleared his throat.

“‘Leon Kuwata damaged a cop car, then let another kid get arrested for it and imprisoned for six months.’”

“Leon!” Taka thrust a finger into his face. “That is unforgivable, you absolute monster!”

“Taka,” Kyoko said. “I believe you promised each of us would have a chance to explain ourselves.”

“Oh, yes,” Taka looked away, embarrassed. “Sorry.”

“Bah!” Leon shook his head. “Look, I hit a homerun without thinking, the ball smashed into a cop’s window. I didn’t think, I just pointed to this other kid named Kai and said he did it, and the cop didn’t even ask questions, just hauled him off. I didn’t know Kai already had a criminal record, so the punishment was way worse than I expected.”

Leon flushed red, waiting for someone else to jump on him, but nothing happened. Byakauya, Toko, Celeste, and Kyoko clearly didn’t care about his crime, and the others all seemed to accept the explanation without too much difficulty. Only Taka still seemed offended.

“Well,” Leon said at last. “I guess that’s that. Heh… That wasn’t too bad.” He wiped a trickle of sweat off of his brow. “Haha! That was supposed to make me murder someone? Get fucked, Junko.”

“Who’s next?” Taka asked. No one volunteered. “Come on, seriously? Your secret can’t possibly be worth murdering someone over.”

He stomped to each student one at a time, inspecting their straws, until he reached Hifumi.

“Hifumi! Your straw clearly says 2!

“O… oh, yes, it does…” he grumbled. “I thought it said… 12…”

“Liar! Read your secret at once!”

Hifumi stood up from his bench, adjusted his tie, and craned his neck to the ceiling. Only when everyone’s eyes fell on him did he finally pull out his paper.

“Er… Well, I…” He cleared his throat. “‘Hifumi Yamada broke into a used panty vending machine and stole all of the contents.’”

A moment passed, then every girl except Sayaka and Kyoko instinctively pulled away from him. He bit down on his pudgy fingers, spewing sweat and saliva everywhere.

“Er… It’s not as bad as it sounds!” he squeaked. “Ah… Well… You see, it was a bet! Yes, my friends and I had an ongoing bet to steal vending machine contents, and I just happened to—”

“G—god, you’re the w—worst!” Toko interrupted.

For once, everyone seemed to agree with her. Burning red with humiliation, Hifumi sat down on his bench. He buried his chin in his chest and didn’t look up.

“I’m next,” Hina muttered, fiddling with her 3 straw. “Um… Everyone, please promise not to laugh…”

“This is a matter of life and death, Hina,” Sakura offered, as soothingly as her rough voice would allow. “None of us will laugh at you.”

“Alright. Alright!” Hina pumped her fists, then pulled out her paper. “Umm… ‘Aoi Asahina has never kissed a boy.’”

Hiro burst out laughing. Hina hid her face in Sayaka’s shoulder.

“Nooooo!” she cried.

“Haha, sorry, Hina!” He raised a hand in apology. “Like, I didn’t mean to laugh at you. It’s just that these secrets have been super lame so far. I was thinking that maybe my reading was right when it said there’ll only be one murder…”

Byakuya shook his head, clearly annoyed.

“Speak for yourself,” he said, still playing with the unexplained bag of flour. “At least one person here has a secret worth killing for, or else Monokuma wouldn’t have bothered with the motive.”

“Are you volunteering to tell us yours next?” Taka asked.

“As a matter of fact, yes.” Byakuya flicked his 4 straw over to Taka. It clattered on the floor a second later. “‘Byakuya Togami accidentally crashed the stock market, costing Japan twenty billion dollars and prompting thirteen people to commit suicide.’”

A deafening silence filled the air. Even Mukuro briefly forgot her worries.

“Are you fucking for real?” Leon asked, dumbly.

“Not that it matters,” Byakuya grinned, beaming condescension. “But it was when I was eleven. I had just made my first billion day trading, and I didn’t quite realize how stupid the average man was compared to a Togami. I invested a bit too much here and there, and there was brief panic. That’s all.”

Thirteen people committed suicide?!” Hiro grabbed his head and screamed. “That’s, like, an unlucky number, man!”

“I’m done with my explanation,” Byakuya said simply, then tossed the bag of flour from one hand to the other. White powder caked both of his sleeves. “Move on to the next ingrate.”

Like with Hifumi, no one volunteered to reveal their number. Taka groaned again, then went student-to-student, examining their straws, until…

“Celeste!” He placed his hands on his hips and shook his head. “Come on! You know you’re next!”

She sucked in her lips, clearly upset.

“I voted against this,” Celeste said, angrily pulling at one of her pigtails. “I… I don’t want to.”

Hina jumped in before Taka could start shouting again.

“Celeste,” she said sympathetically. “No one will be upset, no matter what it is.”

“It’s not like that… I wouldn’t care even if it did say I did something illegal.” Celeste stuck her nose up into the air. “My secret is wrong. Monokuma is wrong.”

“He hasn’t been wrong so far…” Hifumi muttered.

Celeste shot him a hateful glare, and he shrank back so far that he fell right off the bench and onto the floor.

“Enough, you worthless fool,” Byakuya snapped. “Stop wasting our time on your nonsense and just tell us.”

Celeste tapped a finger on the wall, then pulled out her paper.

“Mine says… It says…” She sucked in her lips, then crushed the paper. Her hand was trembling. “It’s wrong, I tell you, it’s w—”

Byakuya’s hand shot out and ripped the paper from her hand.

“‘Celestia Ludenberg’s real name is Taeko Yasuhiro, she was born in Utsunomiya, not Europe, and she has no noble blood of any kind.’” he said all in one breath.

Celeste, or perhaps Taeko, steamed for several seconds. Her face contorted into one of absolute rage, and she seemed about to leap onto Byakuya and strangle him—

Then she huffed, picked up her lacey skirts, and marched to another corner of the room. She faced away from everyone and buried her face in the shadow.

“What a waste of a secret,” Byakuya spat, throwing the paper away. “I almost want someone to have something serious, if only to be more entertaining.”

“I suppose I’m next,” Kyoko sighed, then tossed the 6 straw into a trash can. “I’ll be brief. ‘Kyoko Kirigiri wears gloves because she has disgusting, disfiguring scars all over her hands.’”

The room fell silent again.

“Kyoko…” Hina started, her voice soft and kind.

“I’m not embarrassed about them,” Kyoko said, but the words came out so sharply that anyone could tell she was lying. “I got them in a fire, nothing more to be said. Hiro is right. It’s a pathetic secret.”

“I am next,” Sakura rumbled. “‘Sakura Ogami is not really the Ultimate Martial Artist.’”

Everyone looked over to the massive, rippling giant in their midst, imagining how in the world she could be anything else.

“You sure about that?” Leon asked incredulously.

“I assume this secret refers to a boy named Kenshiro,” Sakura explained. “He is my rival. We are the two greatest martial artists on Earth, at least that I know of. Our battles have been many… but in truth, he is my superior.” She looked to the ceiling, then closed her eyes. Mukuro sensed the turmoil within her. “He is afflicted by a deadly illness. When I last saw him, he’d lost so much weight that he could barely stand… He may already be dead.” She crossed her arms, then stared ahead into the wall. “The true Ultimate Martial Artist battles an enemy that cannot be overcome with strength or skill, while I have the fortune to have been born healthy. Monokuma is right: I don’t deserve this title.”

“No!” Hina leapt up to Sakura and hugged one of her rippling arms. “You’re the best fighter in the universe. You’d have beaten that Kenshiro guy eventually… and even if you didn’t, I’m still glad we got to meet and be friends.”

Sakura’s stoic calmness cracked for a moment. She looked down to her feet, ashamed.

“… Thank you, Hina.”

Mukuro smiled at the sight of their friendship. Even Sayaka managed to crane her neck slightly to watch them.

“Who’s got the 8 straw?” Taka pressed, ignoring how everyone (except Byakuya and Toko) was warmed by the scene.

“Haha, you’re looking at him!” Hiro announced, then flicked his straw onto the counter. “Right… So, like, here we go. ‘Yasuhiro Hagakure knows that his story about aliens stealing his hamburger is fake.’”

Everyone looked at him, flabbergasted.

“Well, I never got to tell any of you that story!” he shouted. “It’s really, really good! But… uh… Well, look, I—”

“Be quiet.” Celeste snapped, and Hiro promptly obeyed. She’d managed to comport herself after her secret’s reveal, and returned to the counter. “Who is number 9?”

“I am!” Taka announced. “Please don’t judge me too harshly for this. ‘Kiyotaka Ishimaru once helped another student cheat on a test.’” He raised a hand before anyone could respond. “This is why I insisted on time to give context! I know my behavior was unforgivable, but please! Hiroto, my friend, had broken his leg in an accident, but the teacher wouldn’t give him an extension for the test, so when I saw him look over his shoulder at my paper, I… said nothing.” He raised his hands to his chin, and tears streamed out of his eyes. “I’m so sorry!”

“What a disappointment.” Byakuya muttered, and tossed the bag of flour from hand to hand again.

“Wh—what?!” Taka was still crying, but he looked to each of his classmates in turn. “You all… forgive me?”

“Jeez, man,” Leon groaned. “Get a fucking life.”

“Number 10 is next.” Kyoko said quietly.

“Oh, I think that’s Sayaka.” Hina said. She pulled away from Sakura, then pat a hand on the idol’s knee. “Can you read yours?”

Sayaka’s lips puffed out for a second. Her face was still bone white. Hina shook her head, then hugged her shoulders.

“Do you want me to read yours?” Sayaka nodded almost imperceptibly, and Hina made a fist. “Okay!”

She pulled Sayaka’s unopened envelope from her pocket, then stood up. She ripped it open, scanned it, and her eyes shrank into tiny dots.

“Ah… Ahhh…”

Hina’s own face went as white as her friend’s. Her mouth hung open, and then she sucked in her lips.

“S… Sayaka, I…”

“Just read the thing,” Byakuya demanded. “I have things to do.”

Hina fell onto her knees in front of Sayaka, crying, and pat her on the leg several times.

“I… I don’t want to read this.” she groaned.

Byakuya held out his hand.

“Give it to me, and I’ll do it.”

“No!” Hina violently pulled the paper to her chest. “Just… Just give me a second.”

She made sure no one could look over Sayaka’s shoulders, then tenderly revealed the paper to her. This time, even Mukuro could hear the noise that came out of the idol’s lips. It was the most awful, despairful, grieving mumble she’d ever heard, something that only someone who’d totally given up on life could produce.

Sayaka crumbled away and landed on her back, laying on the bench. She closed her eyes and tried to drown out the world. Her chest heaved up and down, and she sobbed horribly.

Mukuro ran over and placed her hands on her friend’s shoulders to support her.

My friend…?

Had she really thought of Sayaka as a friend this entire time?

“Jeez,” Hiro mumbled. “You don’t have to read it.”

“No, she does.” Byakuya said, completely devoid of sympathy.

Sayaka cried for another few moments, then slowly opened one eye to face the completely distraught Hina. Her blue eye was so much larger and deeper than Mukuro had ever remembered…

No matter what it is, I have to support her.

She steeled herself, and hugged Sayaka. For her part, the grieving girl on the bench just slightly nodded to Hina, who screwed up her face, wiped away her own tears, and stood up.

“Okay.” Hina said. “Ah… I’m really sorry, Sayaka.” She raised the paper to chest-level, then cleared her throat several times. “‘Sayaka Maizono… slept with five different producers to get on stage for the first time.’”

This time, the silence was even worse than before. No one said a word. Taka looked away, burning with rage, and even Toko looked like she wanted to hug Sayaka.

Mukuro slung an arm underneath Sayaka’s back, then hugged her as hard as she could. The weeping, wretched girl in her arms was so fragile that she felt like she might snap to pieces in a second.

“Don’t worry,” Hina said as soothingly as possible. “No one will ever tell anyone outside this room.”

Sayaka somehow found the strength to flip onto her stomach. She laid her arms on the bench, then pushed her face into them until it disappeared. Mukuro and Hina comforted her for a few minutes, during which no one spoke.

When at last Sayaka had calmed down, or at least run out of tears, Byakuya opened his mouth. He tossed the bag of flour between his hands for a few seconds before actually speaking.

“Well, now that that’s over with… We’ve only got two left.”

Mukuro licked her lips. Herself and Toko…

She’s the one who reacted worst to seeing her secret…

Toko bit down hard on her thumb, then pulled out her paper. It was covered in so much sweat that Mukuro could practically see through it in places, and Toko’s hands never stopped shaking.

“U—um!” She looked down to her secret. “M—mine says… ‘Toko Fukawa… p—plagiarized the o—opening paragraph in her novel So Lingers the Ocean.’” Her lips twisted into a weak, nervous smile. “Uh… I h—hope you guys… will forgive me for th—”

“That’s a lie.” Byakuya interrupted. “She’s Genocide Jack.”

Toko fell back onto the floor and landed on her butt. She shook her head back and forth for several seconds, looking completely terrified… but no one else really responded, except with confusion. Almost everyone just looked dumbfounded.

“N—no!” she managed, trying to defend herself. “Master B—Byakuya, it d—doesn’t say that!”

“Excuse me,” Kyoko asked. “Do you mean Genocide Jack, the serial killer?”

“Yes,” Byakuya said. “The famous serial killer who’s killed dozens of people,” he explained, a little disinterested. “Toko has dissociative identity disorder, also known as a split personality. Her other identity is an extremely annoying idiot who likes murdering attractive men with novelty scissors. Isn’t that right?”

“N—no!” Toko said. “Y—you’re making that u—up!”

Byakuya smiled evilly. Without a word, he tossed the bag of flour into the air. It arced for a second, then hit the floor right between Toko’s feet. A puff of white powder exploded up and over her face, and her eyes went wide with shock and betrayal.

She sneezed, and in that moment, her entire demeanor changed. Her eyes thinned and grew more certain, her awkward, cringing movements gave way to confident, powerful ones, and her tongue hung right out of her mouth.

Toko’s legs flipped around for a moment, and then she launched herself into the air with the grace and skill of an Olympic athlete. She landed crouching on the counter, and the entire room shook. It was like a completely different, completely unhinged person now inhabited her body.

Mukuro’s instincts screamed one word at her:

Danger!

Sakura zoomed in front of Toko, hands raised and ready to defend the others. Mukuro rushed to the other students nearest her, which were Celeste and Hifumi, shoved them into the safety provided by the crowd everyone else formed, and instinctively grabbed a glass bottle from the counter. She shattered it on a bench, then raised it as a weapon. Most of the rest of the room pulled back in fear and confusion, though Byakuya remained unmoved. Even Sayaka craned her neck to watch the scene.

For a long time, no one said a word. Then—

“Eeeheeeheee!” Toko cackled, sounding very much like a fairytale witch. “Well, well, well! Looks like the secret’s out, huh?”

Even her voice was nothing like the normal Toko’s. It was screeching and high-pitched and almost physically painful to hear. She moved her hands over her belly, then cried out in laughter again.

“Ohhhh man, my face’s covered in white stuff, and not the kind I like!” Her long tongue rounded her lips, slurping up all of the white powder. She twirled over to Byakuya, then leaned down so they were at eye-level. “Did Master betray little Miss Morose’s secret? I bet he diiiiiid!”

“Woah, like, Toko…?” Hiro cocked his head. “What’s going on, man?”

“She’s so intense!” Hina gulped.

“This can’t be the Genocide Jack,” Taka said, shaking his head. “Surely not…”

“Ugh, it’s the Dweeb Patrol.” Toko shook her head. “First of all, don’t call me that. Toko is the boring one nobody likes. I’m the fun one!” She slapped her chest several times, sending clouds of flour into the air. Each time, her tongue (which seemed to almost extend beyond human limitations) bounced around in her lips. “She writes books, but I’m the one people write books about!”

“So, you admit to being Genocide Jack?” Kyoko asked. It was amazing how calm her voice was.

“Sure, why not? What’re you gonna do about it?” Jack slid down on the counter to sit, then reached over to hug Byakuya. He pulled away just in time, and she grabbed only air. “We switch whenever Miss Morose goes unconscious or sneezes. Haha, she left me a letter, saying she’d met our knight in shining armor!” She slapped her hands together in front of her face and drooled. “And she was right! But… I knew Master Byakuya was too smart to let this go on for long. Ha! And my other self thinks she’s the smart one.”

“Hold on,” Leon addressed Byakuya. “Toko’s a serial killer, and she told you?”

“That’s right,” he said, grinning. “She came to me a few days ago, whining about this ‘murderous fiend who lives inside me,’ and blaming her for her bleak outlook on life. She’s got only herself to blame for telling me her tragic little tale – I never went to her asking about it. All I did was make her promise not to kill anyone during the game.”

“Hey, she made good on that!” Jack announced. She pulled a pair of scissors seemingly out of thin air. Sakura raised a fist in response, but Jack didn’t seem to notice. “She wrote me a message saying that if I didn’t kill anyone, Master Byakuya would go on a date with us!”

“That never happened.” Byakuya instantly said.

“Awww, I know why you betrayed us,” Jack laughed. “You were worried that as the cutest boy here, I’d eventually come for ya!”

“Crawl into a hole and die.” Byakuya sneered.

“For you? I would!” Jack’s scissors disappeared, and she clapped her hands together again.

“How can you talk so casually about murdering people?” Taka demanded. “You’re… insane!”

Mukuro was barely able to keep up with this entire conversation. Toko, or Jack, was just gleefully admitting to being a serial killer? It made her head spin.

“You… just go around murdering people?” Hina asked. She maneuvered herself between Jack and Sayaka, sweating profusely.

“No, no, no! Jeez, aren’t you listening, Tits?!” Jack clawed at Byakuya’s face, but he kept just out of reach. “I’m an artist, the Ultimate Murderous Fiend, and I take that as seriously as you take your breast implants.”

“Wh—” Hina flushed red. “I don’t—”

“I only kill cute boys!” Jack continued. “Master Byakuya here is a 10/10, the crème de la crème, the perfect ingredient to my cute boy stew… if Miss Morose hadn’t begged me not to, that is.” She gave a light, high-pitched sigh, then sat on the counter. “Oh well… I can wait until this stupid game is over.”

Leon’s entire face was blue.

“Wait, so like… you might kill us boys?”

“You?” Jack squinted for a moment, examining him. “Bleh, no. If Master Byakuya is the perfect ingredient, then you, dreadlock idiot, and Stick-up-the-Ass are the shit in the back of the fridge that expired two years ago.”

“W—what about me, Miss Murderous Fiend?” Hifumi inquired.

She didn’t even respond. Everyone remained where they were, processing the bizarreness of the situation, as Jack idly played with one of her scissors, snapping them open and closed every few seconds.

“I suppose I’ll be the one to ask this,” Taka said, maneuvering closer to her (though still standing behind Sakura). “Genocide Jack! Are you in league with our captor?”

“Nope.” Jack yawned. “I have less than no idea what’s going on here, actually. Miss Morose left me a letter saying that if I killed anyone, we’d both get executed by a robot bear? To be honest, I didn’t really understand that part. But I don’t want to get executed by anyone, and Master Byakuya asked so nicely, so I haven’t killed anyone… yet.”

“Hold on,” Kyoko crossed her arms, then stared right at Jack. “Do you not share Toko’s memories?”

“Oh, God! I sure don’t, and that’s a blessing. She’s soooo boring! I only share her emotions.” She launched herself off of the counter and behind Byakuya. This time, he failed to escape, and she hugged him with all her might, spreading the flour all over him. Sakura moved to intercept her, but when she realized this wasn’t exactly hostile, settled for slowly maneuvering around her instead of attacking. “Besides basic information, mostly boring everyday stuff like ‘what is a car durrr,’ we don’t know what the other one gets up to.”

Jack seemed about to continue, then cocked her head. Her eyes darted to each student, then she released Byakuya. He pat down his uniform and quickly moved to the opposite side of the room.

“Hold on a minute, is this everyone in the class?” Jack asked. “Where the hell is Makoto? He’s worth a stab or two.”

Even with Jack’s obnoxious, ridiculous appearance, the mood of the room grew more somber.

She giggled insanely.

“Ahahaha, oh, he died! Dammit! I was thinking about killing him, too!”

Mukuro set down the broken bottle she’d taken up as a weapon, then made a fist.

“You… you monster!” she roared. “Makoto was a good person!”

“Good for killing!” Jack laughed, then slammed a fist on the counter. “Seems like someone else agreed with me, too! Was it a robot bear-related execution?”

Mukuro was a second away from strangling her before Kyoko pulled a hand onto her shoulder.

“Hold on,” Kyoko said. “You said you needed Toko’s letter to understand what was going on with the killing game.”

“Yep, that’s right!” Jack nodded her head several times, sending her tongue flying everywhere. “You’re a good listener, Key-oko.”

“If you don’t share her memories, then how do you know about Makoto? I’m sure he would have mentioned it if he’d met you.”

“What, what, whaaat?!” Jack stared ahead to Kyoko, then locked eyes with each of the other classmates in turn. Only Sakura and Mukuro could match her gaze. After a moment, she seemed to understand something, and bit down hard on her thumb. “So that’s what’s been happening around here…”

“What’s been happening?” Kyoko pressed.

“Ha! As if I’d tell you!” Jack cackled again. “There’s nothing in the universe that would make me tell—”

“Tell us.” Byakuya said.

“Okay!” Jack pulled herself up with one hand, then dropped onto the counter to lay across it. She tapped a pair of scissors along its edge. Kyoko motioned to Sakura, who lowered her fists, though obviously remained ready for a fight. “All you idiots, and also Master Byakuya, lost your memories.”

“We already knew that!” Mukuro said. “But do you know how much of our memories we lost?”

“Nope!” Jack laughed. “Though it’s probably a lot. I’ve got a ton of memories of Hope’s Peak with you lot, pretending to be my other self. Even back then, Master Byakuya knew about me. It was so much fun to reintroduce myself to him!”

“What?!” Byakuya looked incensed. “How did you not mention this to me in private?!”

“I thought we were playing a game where you pretended not to know me!” Jack shrugged. “You played that game with us all the time whenever we annoyed you too much.”

Byakuya was about to snap at her, then bit his lip and looked away, frustrated at what was probably the truth. Kyoko just tapped a hand against her chin, deep in thought.

“No, that’s actually a lie!” Jack grabbed her sides, then screamed as she laughed, kicking her legs up and down along the counter. “I knew you forgot!”

“Then why—”

“‘Cause I knew you hated me, so I thought that if I had another go-around, I might be able to make you like me instead!”

“But I still hate you.”

“I know! It was a terrible plan!”

Jack slammed her fist on the counter several times, howling in laughter.

“The memory-wiping procedure…” Kyoko muttered. “It must have affected Toko differently…”

“Honestly,” Jack continued. “I probably should’ve figured it out sooner when things reset the second time, but I wasn’t really paying much attention.”

“‘Reset the second time?’” Mukuro asked. “What does that mean?”

“Huh? Don’t you know?” Jack tossed one of the errant straws at her. “Last time I saw you, you you’d gotten into an argument with the giantess over there. Big Mac was dying, Master Byakuya was screaming about your tattoo… None of this ring a bell?”

“We lost our memories, you absolute idiot!” Byakuya said, barely keeping himself together. “You already knew that!”

“Oh… Yeah, I did!” Jack laughed again, rolling across the counter. “I’ll tell ya more, if you give me a kiss!”

“I’d rather kiss a toilet.” he sneered.

“My toilet?” she offered, brightly.

“Explain!”

“Fine, fine.” She sighed. “I don’t really know all the details, though. We were all in the gym, including Big Mac, Cherry, and the biker idiot.”

“Big Mac being Makoto,” Kyoko said. “And Cherry… Chihiro?”

“Yep, yep! Dunno what happened exactly, but Big Mac was on the floor, speared through the body with an actual spear. I don’t even know where you buy one of those! He was all ‘blegh I’m dying,’ except not, because he was unconscious and bleeding everywhere. I woke up to find Pukuro standing behind me, dressed like Junky, in a fight with Little Miss Big.” She motioned over at Sakura. Suddenly, her face changed, and she seemed furious. “Hey! I just realized! Pukuro! You tricked me into fighting her so you could escape with Big Mac!”

Everyone looked over at Mukuro, who just shrugged.

“… Maybe?”

“No maybes about it! Do you know what?!” Jack jumped onto the floor and stamped her foot. “I lost! Got no idea what happened after that!”

“Do you know why Mukuro escaped with Makoto?” Kyoko asked.

“Dunno!” Jack responded sweetly, her anger suddenly gone. “But if you saw him alive after that, then I guess she probably took him to the nurse’s office for a blood transfusion, eh? ‘Cause I know about how much blood a cute boy can lose before dying, and he’d lost more than that. Doesn’t surprise me that she’s soft for him, the way she stalked him.”

“I… I didn’t stalk him!” Mukuro sputtered.

“Lady, as a professional stalker,” Jack jumped behind Byakuya again, then clawed at his resisting body. “I can tell you with total sincerity that you stalked the shit out of Big Mac. The only people I ever saw you lay eyes on were him and Junky.”

The room grew quiet again – then Jack started laughing.

“Oh yeah! Where the hell is she? She die, too? Oh wait! Oh wait!” She hiked up her skirt to reveal the scarring Toko had shown them before: JUNKO ERASED OUR MEMORIES x2. “Did she erase your memory, too? Man, you must’ve really pissed her off! I’d ask what you did, but… I guess that’s pointless!”

She roared in laughter again, and everyone once more turned to Mukuro. Byakuya in particular seemed angry, and he tossed Jack off and threw her to the floor.

“Mukuro!” he demanded. She shrank back in fear. “Do you have some relationship with Junko Enoshima?!”

“I… I…” Mukuro gulped. “I don’t know. My memor—”

“Yep, she does, Master Byakuya!” Jack screeched. “They’re besties! Pukuro was always hanging out with her like a dog and its master. She was slavishly devoted, the bedrock of any healthy relationship.”

“I didn’t… I wasn’t…”

“I believe you!” Hina said. She jumped between the cowering Mukuro and the rest of the class. “Yeah! First off, Genocide Jack is insane! Second off, even if you think she’s telling the truth, she just told us that Mukuro saved Makoto’s life and did something to piss off Junko! That makes her our friend!”

“You don’t get it, Hina,” Byakuya said, his voice low. “The very fact that Mukuro knew about Genocide Jack when the rest of us didn’t means she wasn’t memory-wiped like everyone else the first time, and the fact that she was dressed as Junko means that she was trying to trick us.”

“You don’t know that!” Hina protested.

“… Jack,” Byakuya said. “How similar do Junko and Mukuro look?”

“You kidding, Master?” Jack laughed. “Pukuro’s homely and covered in gross freckles, but Junky’s very pretty… I mean, if you’re into the big-breasted slut type, but I know your tastes are more refined.” She stood up and pressed out her comparatively modest chest. “If you saw them together, you’d never mistake them for each other.”

“Then that settles it,” Byakuya said. “If Mukuro even bothered trying to trick us by dressing as Junko, then that means we didn’t meet the real Junko after our memories were erased the first time. If that’s the case, and the only people in Hope’s Peak Academy are us, then Mukuro could only have been trying to trick us!”

“Eep!” Hina squeaked. “B—but that doesn’t make sense! Why would she even need to dress as Junko at all? Why not just be Mukuro?”

“Because of Makoto’s memories!” Byakuya declared. “Don’t you remember? He specifically said on that first day that he expected to find Junko Enoshima here, and was confused why she was absent. There needed to be a Junko here, but Mukuro was more obscure, and Makoto might not have known she existed at all.”

“So smart, Master!” Jack clapped her hands together.

“N—no!” Hina tried. “The only reason to do that is if—”

“Yes!” Byakuya thrust a finger in Mukuro’s face. She cowered back. “The only reason to do that is if she was working with Junko all along!”

The accusation was like a splash of cold water to the face. It didn’t just hurt emotionally; it really did feel like Byakuya had just struck her.

Mukuro felt lightheaded. She stumbled backward, and landed on a bench. Everyone, even Sayaka, followed her movements.

“I don’t… I didn’t…” She sobbed. “I don’t know!”

The rest of the world stopped existing. For a long while, there was nothing but Mukuro’s tears and pounding heart.

“Mukuro was thrown into the second round of this game with the rest of us, with no memories,” Sakura offered.

So she says!” Byakuya snapped.

“Hold on a moment,” Kyoko said. “This doesn’t explain why Mukuro would save Makoto.”

“Maybe she injured him in the first place!” Byakuya said.

“I doubt it,” Kyoko replied. “Jack, did you say that Makoto had been nearly killed with a real spear?”

“Yep! Like something outta a medieval movie or one of Huffy’s dumb animes!”

“But Mukuro saved him?”

Jack puffed out her cheek in thought.

“Well,” she said after a moment. “She grabbed his useless, dying butt and hauled him outta the gym, at least. I don’t see how he could have survived that, unless she saved him.”

“And Sakura tried to stop her?”

“Uh-huh! Until I got in the way.”

Kyoko rubbed her chin for a moment.

“There are several possibilities,” she declared. “But with the information we currently possess, one seems the most likely.”

“What’s that?” someone asked. Mukuro’s emotions were in too much flux to know who.

“It does seem likely that Mukuro was working with Junko for some reason,” Kyoko allowed. “But if she was pretending to be Junko, and pretending to be a member of our class, then she wouldn’t have had access to any spears. Such a weapon that hurt Makoto must have come directly from Junko herself.”

“Why would Junko want to kill Makoto?” someone asked again, though Mukuro couldn’t tell who.

“Maybe Makoto broke a rule. Or… maybe someone else broke a rule, and he tried to help them. That’s the sort of thing he would do. Mukuro tried to save him, and somehow, her identity was revealed. That could lead to a fight with Sakura.”

“That’s pure speculation!” Byakuya snapped.

“Yes, but it’s the most likely possibility,” Kyoko replied. “There’s no way Sakura would have fought Mukuro in an attempt to stop her from saving Makoto, even as the spy, so that leaves one obvious possibility: in the immediate aftermath of learning Mukuro’s identity, no one would trust her, and an argument led to a fight even while Makoto lay dying. In fact… if Junko interpreted saving Makoto as a betrayal, she could have even revealed Mukuro’s identity to us specifically to cause a fight.”

“Hm…” Celeste cooed. “As I recall, Mukuro was near-death when we first met her in the hallways. Could it be that Junko punished her for the betrayal, and threw her into the game with the rest of us, but for real?”

“You don’t know that!” Byakuya demanded. “We only have this information at all because the memory wipe procedure affects split personalities differently from normal people.”

“Normalcy’s overrated!” Jack shrugged.

“That means Junko probably didn’t expect it, or didn’t expect us to talk to Genocide Jack normally,” he kept going. “Even if Mukuro tried to save Makoto against Junko’s wishes, that doesn’t mean that they broke up permanently.”

“That makes sense,” Leon agreed. “Remember when Makoto got executed? Mukuro was the one who told us about how he dropped the book. She totally threw him under the bus! So… maybe Junko told her something like ‘prove you’re still loyal to me by getting everyone to vote for the guy you almost betrayed me for?’”

“No!” Mukuro shook her head, spraying tears everywhere. “That never happened! I would never do something like that! It killed me to do that to Makoto! You saw me, I tried to get out of it!”

Most of the room looked uncertain. Only Hina and Sakura still seemed to trust her. Sayaka in particular had even managed to sit up, and stared at Mukuro with an unreadable emotion.

Through the din and the argument, Celeste raised a hand.

“Pardon…” she said. “But I have an idea that may prove Mukuro’s intentions.”

“I seriously doubt that.” Byakuya scoffed.

“Hear me out. Our possibilities are that Mukuro has been cast aside by Junko, or that she’s still working for her, yes? So, if our dear mastermind wants us to hate Mukuro, she would give her a terrible secret, something like ‘You helped make the killing game.’ But if Junko wants us to trust Mukuro, then she would give her a useless secret we wouldn’t care about, like the ones Kyoko and Taka have.”

Mukuro’s heart skipped a beat. A low hum formed from nothing, and then quickly evolved into a high-pitched shrill that was all she could hear. The room around her and the warm air from the bath grew in size and intensity, and her vision blurred and juddered, until the world vibrated so much that she couldn’t see anything at all. Her senses betrayed her, and left her with just one thought:

I’m telling the truth! she despaired. But my secret is useless…!

“Mukuro!” someone shouted. “Mukuro!”

“Ahhh… ahhh… I…”

A soft, kind hand pressed on her shoulder. The world returned instantly to normal, and Mukuro realized she was on her knees in the center of the room. She looked up and saw the smiling face of Aoi Asahina.

“Mukuro,” she said. “We believe you, but—”

“I’m going to say this one time,” Byakuya appeared over Hina’s shoulder, but conspicuously out of reach of Mukuro’s arm. “Tell us your secret, now.”

Mukuro’s face screwed up. She didn’t know what she looked like right now, but it had to be horrible.

“I…”

She pulled up the crumpled, damaged piece of paper. Her hand was shaking too much to even smooth it out.

“Wait, why am I even having her read this herself?” Byakuya spat. “Someone take it from her.”

No one moved. Most of the class looked at her with fear or trepidation. Hina was still too gentle to take it by force, and Sakura also chose not to. For a moment, Mukuro thought no one would, until—

“Okay!”

Genocide Jack flipped down from the air, landed between Hina and Mukuro, and snatched the paper away. Mukuro’s grip was so weak that she didn’t even resist.

Jack jumped back onto the counter, unfolded the paper, read it, and just burst out laughing. Everyone looked to her, even Sayaka.

“Hahaha, oh God, Pukuro! Really? What are you, a character from a gross manga?”

“Read it, now!” Byakuya demanded.

“Anything for you, Master! Ahem… ‘Mukuro Ikusaba has an incestuous gay crush on her own sister.’”

Eyebrows raised, but no one said a word. Earlier, Mukuro had imagined how she might try to explain or deny this, but now it seemed too trivial to even engage with.

“That’s it,” Byakuya said. “That’s another useless secret.”

“I don’t…” Mukuro whimpered.

“Enough! We should restrain her.”

“I agree with Mr. Togami!” Hifumi said, cowering behind Sakura. “Uh… Sorry, Ms. Ikusaba… Please don’t kill me.”

“No!” Hina demanded. “No, Mukuro’s absolutely, 100% on our side! This is a trick somehow!”

“Yeesh…” Hiro pulled out some tarot cards. “Better do a reading right away…”

“Master’s right,” Jack cackled, then sliced the paper to ribbons with her scissors. “He’s always right!”

“But I… but…” Mukuro’s face grew hot. She couldn’t stop her from shouting. “But I’m the one who stopped Sayaka and Leon that one night! If I wanted the killing game to happen, I’d have just done nothing!”

“That could have just been another piece of misdirection,” Byakuya said, his voice low.

Taka scratched at his chin.

“Hm… These are both valid interpretations… As to whether or not to restrain Mukuro, the only reasonable solution to this dilemma is another vote! All in favor of tying her up?”

Byakuya, Hifumi, Taka, Leon, and Sayaka raised their hands. Jack made sure Byakuya was in favor of it, then looked up to the ceiling and raised her overlong tongue in the place of a hand, undulating it back and forth to make sure Taka would understand it was her vote.

“I will… count that as a vote from Toko,” Taka muttered. “All against?”

Mukuro couldn’t find the strength to lift up her own hand. Hina, Sakura, Kyoko, and, shockingly, Celeste all joined in her defense. The only unspoken-for student was Hiro, whose back was turned as he busily spread a set of cards across the counter.

“That is six to five, assuming Mukuro votes for herself!” Taka bellowed. “The class votes to restrain her!”

Mukuro sniveled, but said nothing. She only looked to the floor, a defeated, pathetic mess.

“You guys suck!” Hina made a fist. “You all… double-suck!”

Despite the confidence Taka spoke with, no one who’d voted against Mukuro actually approached her. In fact, except for the cold Byakuya and the insane Genocide Jack, all of them looked nervous that their bid had actually won.

“Sakura!” Byakuya commanded. “Restrain her… This is a job only you can do.”

Most of the class pulled behind the bronze giant standing in the center of the room. Kyoko and Celeste stood behind Mukuro, but neither moved to defend her. Only Sayaka remained on the bench, sweating and pale but still conscious, and Hina, standing between the Ultimate Soldier and the Ultimate Martial Artist.

“No! Sakura, you can’t!” Hina angrily stretched out her arms to the side.

Sakura frowned. An obvious conflict raged across her scarred and chiseled features.

“It’s okay, Hina,” Mukuro managed. “Let her.”

“But—”

“It’s easier this way. I won’t resist.”

Hina pursed her lips, then started to cry. She ran off to the corner of the room, shooting hateful glares at Byakuya. The others on his side awkwardly kicked at the floor or cowered behind him… save for Jack, who just watched everything with a bizarre, crazy glee.

“Alright, Sakura,” Mukuro said. “Find some rope.”

“No.”

“What?” Byakuya said it before Mukuro could.

Sakura lowered her hands to her waist, then shook her head.

“I have fought Mukuro twice now. Nothing shows one’s true nature more surely than combat. There can be no lies between warriors. So understand that I know her heart, and by knowing her heart, I know that she does not mean us harm.”

“I don’t need your mystical warrior nonsense,” Byakuya snapped. “We voted, so go over there and tie her up!”

Sakura’s hard gray eyes stared into Mukuro’s soft ones. At last, she said:

“No.”

And with that, Sakura walked out of the room.

If the air after some of those secrets had been still, now it was a raging storm of silence. Byakuya looked furious, but most of the others just seemed scared.

Mukuro stayed on her knees for some time. No one said a word. No one approached. At last, she stood. Her legs were still weak from worry and exhaustion, and she wobbled back and forth. Her hands moved in front of her waist, and she fidgeted with her fingers for a little, trying to find something to say.

She left.

 

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Mukuro didn’t join the others for breakfast the next morning. Even without her presence, the scene between those who’d voted against her and those who’d voted for her had to be painfully awkward.

Half of them would probably just run away if they saw me…

It had taken so much for Byakuya to agree to work with the others. He was so smart! Him accepting everyone as tentative allies, or at least servants, was an enormous boon to the group, and it had been made possible only by Makoto’s bravery. And now all of that was in jeopardy thanks to Mukuro Ikusaba.

She smashed her head against the door and pushed her body to press against it. Eventually, she slid down to the floor in a naked heap and pressed her palms to her eyes.

How is it that every time I feel a spark of hope, it gets twisted up and used to create something even more horrible than I could imagine?

She wanted to blame it on Junko, but there was no way her sister could have predicted everything that would happen in the bathhouse. Unless the second spy had engineered the conversation to work against Mukuro, but that night had been a combination of everyone’s efforts.

At least if I’m the second spy, it’s not Kyoko…

She looked at her old whiteboard of spy information, a jumble of letters and numbers legible only to herself.

Life would be so much easier if it was Hifumi or something…

“It’s probably Hifumi or Toko.” squeaked a high-pitched voice at hip-height.

Mukuro jumped out of her skin and tumbled into the whiteboard. When she turned around, Monokuma was behind her on the bed.

“Ahhh!”

Until this point, she’d been almost naked, save for a bra and panties. Horrified, she covered herself as much as she could with her arms, turning away from as much as she could.

“God!” she scowled. “What the hell do you want?!”

“You!” Monokuma said directly. “And why are you even covering yourself?”

“I’m a girl! You can’t just come in on a girl naked without warning her first!”

Monokuma said nothing, but he did gesture up to the camera on the ceiling. Mukuro puffed out her cheeks. She almost kicked him again just on principle, but that would just get her own room destroyed.

“What the hell do you want?” she repeated.

“Jeez, I know human hearing isn’t as good as bear hearing, but this is ridiculous!” Monokuma paced on the bed. “I just said I’m here for you!” He picked up Mukuro’s own e-Handbook, then shoved it in her face. The current time beeped on it: 8:03 AM.

“So what?” she demanded.

“So… it’s time to reveal everyone’s secrets!” he announced, excitedly. “Everyone else is waiting for your lazy, flat butt to get over to the gym!”

The secrets…

Monokuma had to know they already knew everyone’s secrets, but they weren’t supposed to know that he knew… It was almost too absurd to keep track of.

“Can’t you just… put it on the monitors or something?” Mukuro asked. “I’ll still have to hear their secrets that way.”

“I could… But it’s more exciting if everyone is together, so you can all look betrayed and angry! So, get going!”

“What if I refuse?” Mukuro asked. “You can’t really make me. I bet I can fight an entire army of your stupid robots.”

“Hm…” Monokuma tapped a paw on the edge of the bed. “I suppose you could, but that would get the entire dorm area exploded, and then everyone would hate you, now wouldn’t they?”

Mukuro sighed. This was a losing argument. She nodded weakly, then motioned for him to leave.

“Give me a few minutes to get dressed, and I’ll be there.”

 

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With great reluctance, Mukuro entered the gym. Her entire body felt heavy. Everyone’s eyes turned to her. Most of her classmates said nothing or turned away back to the stage, on which Monokuma was already waiting.

The scene was even predictable. The people who’d voted against Mukuro last night were all together, including a back-to-normal Toko. Hina, Sakura, and Kyoko stood closer to the stage, and a still-very upset Byakuya had maneuvered himself to stand between the three of them and Mukuro.

The only new development was Sayaka. She was still white as a ghost, and she still said nothing, but her eyes were almost normal. Her hair was unwashed and disheveled, but she was definitely more aware today than she had been even during the secret meeting. Her clothes were new, and Makoto’s kitten hairclip shone above her right ear, but she wore no makeup of any kind, and her lips were thin and almost the same color as the rest of her face. She stood in front of Hifumi, who cowered to the side, and watched Mukuro enter with a blank look on her face. No one on Earth could have guessed what was happening in her mind right now.

Only two figures looked neutral to Mukuro’s approach: Celeste and Hiro. Celeste hung in the back of the room, playing disinterestedly with the tip of a black parasol, while Hiro just stood in the center of the group, focused purely upon a tarot card in one of his hands.

“Mukuro!” Hina waved. She was the only person who looked happy to see her. “Come over here!”

Mukuro’s eyes moved to Byakuya, who clearly still hated her. She tepidly raised a hand to greet Hina and Sakura, but didn’t want to fight him. Instead, she settled for standing in the back, closer to Celeste.

“Finally!” Monokuma groaned. “You’d think someone with amnesia would want to be at places on time to help form some new memories! But what do I know? I’m just the headmaster.”

“I’m glad you’ve decided to join us,” Celeste said in a low voice, barely paying attention.

“Sorry about that,” Mukuro told her. “I forgot.”

“It’s fine,” Celeste said, a little friendlier than Mukuro expected. “Byakuya is being completely unreasonable, as is his wont.”

Monokuma started waving his hands around and running over the stage, shouting something about secrets down to everyone assembled… but Mukuro heard none of it. She turned to Celeste, surprise written all over her face.

“… You think so?”

Celeste shrugged, then twirled her parasol over her shoulder.

“He’s used to getting what he wants and not being second-guessed, at least not seriously.”

“Hey, you two in the back!” shrilled the bear. Mukuro flipped around to face him. “Do you want to let the rest of the class in on your conversation?”

Celeste responded before Mukuro could.

“We were just talking about how to overthrow you and help everyone escape the school unharmed, of course.”

“Ha!” Monokuma pressed his paws to his belly and laughed. “A likely story! Just for that little lie, you’re getting your secret read first!” He pulled a piece of paper from behind his back. “Ahem… Celestia Ludenberg’s real name is Taeko Yasuhiro, she was born in Utsunomiya, not Europe, and she has no noble blood of any kind!”

Celeste looked away. Only Mukuro could see the anguished expression on her face. The others, however, made no reaction at all.

“Ha! Alright then!” Monokuma laughed again. “Next up… Byakuya Togami accidentally crashed the stock market, costing Japan twenty billion dollars and prompting thirteen people to commit suicide!”

Again, no one responded. After a few seconds, Monokuma growled.

“What’s going on here?” he demanded. “Why’s no one yelling yet?”

“Your plan’s failed,” Kyoko said simply. “Though, I think it never had much chance to succeed in the first place.”

Monokuma glared at her, then looked down his list. He read her secret next, then Hiro’s, then Leon’s, then Sayaka’s, then Hifumi’s. Everyone just mulled around, saying and doing nothing.

“Hmph!” Monokuma tapped a foot on the stage. “It’s too bad Mondo and Chihiro were the first two to die. They had much more interesting secrets than most of you. Unlike Toko Fukawa, who is the legendary serial killer Genocide Jack!

Toko cringed a little and hid behind Byakuya, but no one else said anything.

“… I see how it is.” Monokuma muttered. “I see how it is! You lot told each other your secrets when I couldn’t see you, to make sure no one would have reason to commit any murders. Why, I can bear-ly contain my anger right now!”

“That’s right, ‘headmaster!’” Taka yelled. “You’re powerless to make us hurt each other! Get lost!”

To everyone’s surprise, most of all Taka’s, Monokuma actually obeyed the order. He bounced away into the shadows, and was gone.

An air of painful nervousness took over. Most of the class still looked at her with suspicion, and Sayaka looked at her with that same strange expression. Mukuro just raised a hand, then retreated back to her room before anyone could say a thing.

 

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Mukuro lay on her bed, silently studying her whiteboard of spy information. There was nothing new to add to it, so all she could do was read and reread it, and wonder if Byakuya’s hatred for her was well-founded.

No, it is well-founded… Just, if it’s right or not.

She felt herself drifting off to sleep. She looked over to her e-Handbook and checked the time: 12:20 PM.

Her eyelids grew heavy. A little nap couldn’t hurt…

Ding dong bing bong

Mukuro’s heart skipped a beat. There was no reason for the monitors to turn on in the middle of the day… Not unless there’d been a body discovery…

She turned over onto her side and saw Monokuma sitting on a throne. He seemed almost depressed.

“I guess I promised to reveal everyone’s secrets today,” he sighed. There was no energy left in his voice. “So, really fast… Sakura Ogami’s not really the Ultimate Martial Artist, Kiyotaka Ishimaru once helped another student cheat on a test, Mukuro Ikusaba has an incestuous gay crush on her own sister, and Aoi Asahina’s never kissed a boy. Bye.”

The monitor fell silent. Mukuro laughed, then fell back onto the bed.

At least there’s no reason for anyone to commit murder anymore.

She closed her eyes and smiled. They were safe, at least for the moment.

Ding dong

She flew out of bed. The person at the door had to be either Hina or Sakura. She opened it and found—

“Heya!” Hiro stood there with a heavy plate of green salad. “This is for you.”

Of all the faces Mukuro expected to see, Hiro’s might have been the absolute last.

“Thanks…” she said awkwardly, accepting the food. “Did you do this?”

“Nah, it’s from Sakura. Byakuya, like, banned Hina and her from seeing you. I know Sakura really wants to talk to you, ‘warrior stuff’ or something.”

“I see… That makes sense.”

“But don’t worry!” He sniffed his finger, then leaned in conspiratorially. “I know you’re okay.”

“How’s that?”

“Because last night, I did a reading in the bathhouse, remember?” Mukuro blinked. She’d actually forgotten all about that. Hiro didn’t seem to notice, though. “See, good things happen in fives, right? Whenever you see the number five, that’s a good sign. That’s why I plucked out two of the croutons in that salad, to make five.”

Mukuro looked down, and indeed found five croutons in her salad.

“I don’t follow.” she said.

“The people who voted for you number five, right?” He smiled. “You, Kyoko, Sakura, Hina, and Celeste. But the people who voted against you number six. Major sign that you’re actually cool.”

“Is that why you stayed out of the vote?”

“Aw, no, I’d have voted against you. Glad I didn’t, though! That would’ve pushed Byakuya’s group to seven, and seven’s a lucky number, so you’d have been evil.” He smashed a fist into his open palm. “Besides, my tarot reading proved you can’t be the next killer, because I learned a new fact about them!”

“… did you?” Mukuro asked, not bothering to inject fake enthusiasm into her voice.

“Yeah! I’ll even tell it to you for free! Get this: the next killer… will use a surprise attack!

“…”

“…”

“Hiro,” Mukuro said. “How does that make me innocent?”

“Because you’re the Ultimate Soldier!” he laughed. “You don’t need to use surprise attacks because you can just murder anyone with your bare hands! You could kill us all without even trying!”

Mukuro opened her mouth to protest, then realized both that she would only be arguing against herself, and that Hiro was technically correct.

“If you see the others,” she said. “Please tell them I’ll just stay in my room until… Well, indefinitely. I promise not to come out. Tell Hina, Sakura, and Kyoko that I’m okay.”

“Got it!” He gave her a thumbs up, then disappeared down the hallway.

Mukuro stuck her head out for a moment to watch him leave. The hallway stretched on in front of her, bidding her forward.

She slammed the door shut, then placed the salad on her desk. Staying in here would be boring, but it was definitely the right call.

 

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A cold fog settled in the school. The floor was an invisible memory underneath the gray haze. The lights were dead, and Mukuro wandered through the hallways, freezing and shaking and naked. The blue-black sky taunted her, forever out of reach, and provided the barest trace of illumination by way of a sliver of silver moon.

Mukuro gripped a bare hand to her chest and shivered. There was no heartbeat. She tried to look down, but her eyes had a will of their own, and she pressed on through the hallway.

To her right, a wall of doors, each leading to a classroom. She looked into one at random, and saw the backs of a dozen Mukuros at their desks, all dressed in prim black skirts and white blouses. None noticed her; their eyes were only for the teacher: Monokuma. He stood at the blackboard, which molded into the dark sky, and pressed a paw to a crude chalk drawing of a girl with thick pigtails. The drawing was white, yet her hair was still yellow, and her eyes still blue, and all of the Mukuros, including the one in the hallway, were entranced. Monokuma droned on and on about her in his screeching voice, but as if in another language, and she understood nothing.

Then Mukuro turned away back to the hallway, but bumped her waist against something hard and wooden. This time her eyes obeyed her, and when she looked down, she found herself in one of the desks. She wore a scandalously short red skirt, a black cardigan, and long black boots. Her fingernails were long and red and fake, and in their reflections she saw her own luxurious blonde pigtails. Most of all, there was no tattoo on her right hand.

“Junko.” said a chorus of voices.

Around her, the other Mukuros twisted in their seats to face her. They had no eyes, noses, or mouths, but the creases on their faces twisted in anger. Holes formed where their lips would have been, and each pushed a hand into herself. When the hands emerged again, they held black combat knives dripping with the blood of innocent people. They pointed the knives at her, an army of faceless Mukuros.

“Junko,” they repeated. They were neither angry nor hateful; the only emotion in their voices was despair. Pink blood rained down from their blades and into the fog, gallons of it, and yet the knives never seemed any cleaner.

Junko tried to speak, but nothing came out. She tried to take a breath, but the sharp, crisp air of the foggy school didn’t enter her lungs. Confused and panicking, she looked down again, and found no body inside the clothes. There was only a cloud of vaporous fog in the shape of a girl, and it dispersed as a thousand knives held by a thousand Mukuros sliced into it.

Mukuro sat up, covered in a cold sweat. She gasped for air several times, and looked around her normal boring dorm room. Sober reality forced itself on her, and she clawed for her e-Handbook, hoping that it was the next day.

8:10 PM.

Irate, Mukuro threw the machine against the wall. A bit of pink wallpaper chipped away, and the handbook clattered to the floor, but nothing else happened.

Her stomach growled. All she’d had to eat all day was Hiro’s light salad. She found herself actually wishing for those extra croutons. If only someone had had the consideration to send her dinner, too.

I promised to stay in here.

She got up, punched the air, and paced. She was so bored.

She dropped down and started some push-ups, for no other reason than to have some kind of experience besides laying on the bed.

10… 20… 30…

She’d never actually done push-ups since losing her memory. When she got to 50, she realized her arms weren’t tired at all.

Mukuro weaved her left arm behind her back, then kept going.

60… 70… 80…

Her right arm was still just fine. She increased the pace of the push-ups.

100… 120… 140…

She was pushing as hard and as fast as she could now. Maybe Sakura could match this speed, but surely no one else.

180… 200… 250…

In the space of four minutes, Mukuro finished three-hundred pushups, most of them one-handed. A single bead of sweat rolled down her nose and dripped onto the floor.

She tested her right arm. It still felt just fine, but she switched to her left one anyway. 500 one-handed pushups later, she felt a little sore.

She stared longingly at the door.

I promised to stay in here! And I’m on thin ice as it is.

Her stomach roared at her to go out and find something to eat.

She kicked the door, chipping through a piece of it, and forced herself back onto the bed and to sleep.

 

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Ding dong bing bong

“Good morning, everyone! It is now 7 AM, and nighttime is officially over! Time to rise and shine! Get ready to greet another beee-yutiful day!”

Mukuro rolled out of bed. She still wore the unwashed clothes she’d greeted Hiro in yesterday. The same old familiar walls greeted her on every side, pressing in on her, denying her anything to see or do.

This room is so small…

Mukuro clambered to her feet. Her stomach felt like it was eating itself. She poked her belly a few times, taunting it.

Want food, do you? she thought, a little despondently. Well, maybe you shouldn’t have been working for an evil bitch like Junko.

“Ha! You didn’t get your mind wiped, Stomach.”

Mukuro sneered at her own body, then realized how ridiculous that was. She groaned, and looked over to the bathroom door.

Just to do something, she tossed her dirty clothes onto her desk and entered the shower. Forty minutes passed underneath the hot water. She tapped her knuckles against the glass door, inventing a random melody as she went. It wasn’t any good, but that was okay.

At last, she grew bored of this. She turned the faucet, dried herself off, pulled on a new set of clothing, and checked the clock.

7:49 AM.

“Aaaaaarghhhh!”

She looked back over to the whiteboard with her list of potential spies.

Maybe I could do some more work with it today…

But there wasn’t enough new information to work with, and she knew it.

Ding dong bing bong

Mukuro groaned. The only thing she didn’t want right now was more of Monokuma’s stupid announcements.

He must’ve thought of a new motive or found new secrets to announce, or something…

She crossed her arms and looked up at the monitor.

“A body has been discovered!” Monokuma’s excited voice screeched from all directions.

The world went black for a second. When Mukuro opened her eyes again, she was on her back on the floor.

This wasn’t possible. This simply couldn’t be true. After all they’d done, after all they’d learned, no one could possible hurt anyone else…

Right?

“After a certain amount of time, which you may use however you wish, a trial will begin!”

“No…” Mukuro covered her mouth.

“Everyone, please assemble in the warehouse!”

Mukuro jumped up, threw open her door, and jumped outside. No one was in the immediate vicinity. She took off as fast as she could. When she reached the bend that would lead her to the warehouse, she looked over at the cafeteria. Byakuya, Kyoko, and Leon were running out into the hallway. Behind them, a distraught, pale Sayaka leaned against the wall, loping in slow motion to catch up.

That leaves Hina, Hiro, Sakura, Toko, Taka, Hifumi, and Celeste…

Mukuro turned and made for the warehouse. The last of those options, the black-haired gothic girl, stood just outside in the hallway, looking in with uncharacteristic surprise and fear.

No, no, no…

Mukuro slid to a halt, grabbed the doorframe, and thrust herself inside, slamming into Taka’s back. He grunted and fell to the floor right behind Hina, whose eyes were invisible behind a waterfall of tears, and whose mouth was covered by both of her hands. She fell to her knees and screamed, and her awful, inhuman wail echoed throughout the school.

Before them lay a nearly destroyed warehouse; all of its contents were thrown to the floor, hanging off the racks, or simply smashed to pieces. Great white gashes tore through several of the shelves. And in the center of it all was the cold, dead body of Sakura Ogami, who lay on her back in a thick puddle of pink blood. A long wooden spear pierced her just beneath the heart.

Notes:

* A couple of notes.

* First off, I didn't intend to have so many sex jokes and weird jokes like that, but they just kept happening naturally as I wrote. Genocide Jack is just the perfect vehicle for them, it's impossible for there to not be sex jokes when she's around. As for the incest angle; that is canon in DR3, it's one of the things I took from the anime. And don't say it's just implied or anything, that was clearly what they were going for.

* Just so this is clear: in real game, in the chapter 6 trial, Genocide Jack asks Junko "who the hell are you," which seems like a definite indication that she's never seen Junko before. But in Hiro's class photo, Jack and Junko are both visible, so clearly Jack at least knew of her, and Junko obviously knew about Jack because that's Toko's secret, and even Mukuro knows about Jack in Danganronpa IF. My point here is simply that the continuity of this is extremely weak and confusing even within that one single trial, so if you're thinking "Hey, Jack didn't know about Junko in 1-6," believe me, I'm aware of this, I'm just assuming here that Jack knew all of Toko's classmates, because that makes the most sense of all of the possibilities.

* I think I may have gone overboard with the Sakura foreshadowing in the last few chapters. When I went back and reread Chapter 1, I felt like I hadn't done enough to really establish a connection between Chihiro and Mukuro, which I did on purpose (I wanted Mukuro's world to revolve around Makoto). I wanted this time to make a relationship between Sakura and Mukuro more meaningful, but it probably broadcasted her impending death a little too obviously, huh? Ah well, you live, you learn.

* This is the longest chapter yet! I didn't plan for it to get to 16000 words, but I really wanted to get the body discovery announcement in there, so please enjoy this semi-double length chapter.

* NOTE: A few hours after posting this chapter, I went back and altered a minor part of the ending regarding Toko. Sorry if this causes any confusion.

Chapter 15: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Investigation 1

Summary:

A second murder has taken place in Hope's Peak Academy. Shocked at the betrayal from one of their own, Mukuro steels herself to find the killer -- only to find that she's at the top of everyone's list of suspects.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The world fell away from Mukuro, plunging her into a void in which nothing existed except the impossibility of Sakura’s corpse, Hina’s pitiable sobbing, and four words echoing in the darkness:

This can’t be real.

Sakura, the strongest and noblest person in the world, was dead. She was so honorable and wise and kind that she couldn’t harm a soul, even as a traitor… and she was dead. Cold gray eyes stared lifelessly at the ceiling, and pink blood spilled from where the spear pierced her just beneath the heart. Dull black-purple bruises the size of fingers dotted her bare arms and legs.

Her chest raised up and down, not because she breathed, but because Hina pathetically grabbed her by the shoulders and shook, screaming something Mukuro’s deadened nerves couldn’t hear.

It didn’t make sense.

After everything they’d learned about Junko and her killing game, after revealing their secrets, after Makoto’s sacrifice… It just wasn’t possible for anyone to ever kill again.

Junko must have killed her.

Mukuro’s fists tightened. Yes, that was it. That had to be it.

She felt a rush of air behind her, and turned to find Celeste and the others from the cafeteria: Kyoko, Byakuya, Leon, and a late-joining Sayaka. Taka was still on the floor from when she’d bumped into him, but Hiro stepped over some of the strewn supplies and gave him a hand.

Hiro?

Mukuro hadn’t noticed before, but the eldest member of the class had been in the room the entire time, just to the side. In all the horror of the scene, she’d simply missed his presence.

“Sakura!” Hina wept, snapping the absent Mukuro back to reality. “Get up! Get up!”

Hina dug her nails into Sakura’s flesh, probably without thinking, and shook her again and again. She grabbed at the spear, smearing Sakura’s drying blood across her palms, and tried to pull it out, but to no avail. Everyone present watched in silence, either sympathetically or in shock, except for Kyoko, who navigated her way around the chaos of the warehouse’s discarded and damaged contents and toward the body.

The warehouse!

Mukuro took another look around it. The entire massive room was all but demolished. Shelves collapsed in on themselves, clothes of every type and color were scattered about and torn to shreds, white gashes tore through the walls. She saw a wooden ladder split in half, a chest of drawers shattered into a thousand pieces, cleaning supplies exploded and spilled halfway across the floor, and destroyed pieces of sharp metal and plastic whose origin would never be known. Even some of the metal plates that formed the walls were bent and warped. In particular, the shelf next to Sakura was halfway-obliterated. It lay on its side, and a dozen unopened bottles of protein powder rolled across the floor. Some were even soaking in the pool of Sakura’s blood.

This room had seen a battle between titans.

And then—

“Heehee!”

A shadow on the ceiling stirred. Before anyone could react, Monokuma dropped in from above, landing right between Mukuro and the others.

“Youuuuuuuuu know what time it is!” he screeched.

“No!” Hiro pulled his hand out of Taka’s, sending the latter boy careening back to the floor, and grabbed at his head. “Not again!”

“Oh, yes! Again, for sure!” Monokuma pressed his paws to his belly and cackled. “And if we’re lucky, again and again and again after that!”

“You did this!” Mukuro shouted wrathfully, her vision growing red. She wasn’t even sure when she’d pulled herself into a battle stance. “You killed Sakura!”

“Bzzzzzt! Wrong!” Monokuma jumped onto a nearby destroyed shelf and shook his head. “You really need to get it through your heads: I will never directly kill anyone… physically, at least. Psychologically is another story.”

“Then it was another accident! Another fake-murder you’re using to—”

“Bzzzzzt! Wrong again! If I was keeping a tally of how many times people are wrong in this school, you’d definitely be in first place… Or is it last place? Hmm…” He tapped a paw against his chin, then looked to the ceiling. “Anyway… because there was some confusion last time thanks to the way Makoto murdered Chihiro, I suppose it might be best to clear up this whole shebang right now, just so none of you waste your time.”

“Clear what up now?” Byakuya demanded.

Mukuro noticed that Leon, Hiro, Celeste, and the finally-upright Taka all stood behind him, happy to let him take the lead. Sayaka was also there, but her eyes were trained straight on Mukuro. She seemed almost to ignore the rest of the scene in front of her.

“Yes, you kids sure need a lot of handholding. Makes me wonder why I got into this profession in the first place…” Monokuma pretended to think it over for a few seconds, then raised his paws into the air. “Alright! To ensure a fair and reasonable trial, I will guarantee you all that the murder of Sakura Ogami was not an accident. Someone in this school, other than yours truly, killed the Ultimate Martial Artist on purpose.”

“You’re lying!” Mukuro insisted. Before she could continue, though—

“Well, maybe you’ll find this easier to believe,” Monokuma laughed. “If you don’t identify the killer in the next trial, then all of you are un-bear-lievably dead! … except the killer, that is.”

He dipped a hand behind his back, then pulled out nine black files. Mukuro’s heart sank. It really was happening again.

Another trial…

Monokuma shoved one of the files into her hands, then pranced about, doing the same for everyone else. Hina didn’t even look up, and the file fell limply out of her grasp.

“Well then…” their headmaster finished. “I suggest you use this time to investigate the murder.”

He bounced up into a corner of the ceiling, then disappeared.

Mukuro slipped her Monokuma File into her jacket, then jumped over an errant large shard of what had been a shelf. She landed a foot away from Sakura and the still-distraught Hina, whose knees and legs were pink from kneeling in the pool of blood.

“Hina…” Mukuro started. She wanted to say something, but it was impossible. Nothing could matter now, not as long as their friend was dead.

She reached a hand over to grip Hina’s shoulder, only to be met by resistance. Her friend’s body tensed and pulled back, and she scooted away. A second later, she was on her feet, staring Mukuro down.

Wet tears streamed down her face, but her eyes were on fire. Her lips curled down, and though she didn’t quite look hateful, sorrow was only secondary. A hundred emotions roiled across her expression, but the chief among them were fear and doubt.

“Hina—”

Hina tried to say something, lost her voice, and gulped down. She closed her eyes for a moment, then stared Mukuro down again.

“Did you do this?” she asked, her voice quavering.

“What?” Mukuro covered her mouth. “Of course not! I would never!”

But this didn’t quell her friend’s obvious suspicions. Hina breathed in and out heavily, then balled her fists.

“I want to believe you…” she said. She nodded a few times. “I do… but…”

She trailed off. In the back of the room, Leon finished her thought.

“But Sakura died in a fucking fight!” he shouted.

Those words were a slap across the face. Mukuro turned to him, then back to Hina, then to Sakura, then to the spear. In the back of her mind, she realized again just how overturned the entire room was. An entire army could not have more thoroughly destroyed this place.

Mukuro’s heart exploded out of her chest.

The Ultimate Affluent Progeny… Baseball Star… Swimming Pro… Clairvoyant… Gambler… Moral Compass… Pop Sensation… Writing Prodigy… Fanfic Creator… and Kyoko’s unknown talent…

None of them would stand a chance in hell against Sakura in a fight. In fact, she could probably have easily handled every single one of them at the same time, one-handed. And even if Monokuma had wanted to lie, the mysterious Junko Enoshima was still merely the Ultimate Fashionista.

Reality came crashing down on Mukuro: the Ultimate Martial Artist had died in a fistfight, and there was only one person in the school who could possibly have done it.

“I… I didn’t!” she sputtered, stupidly.

She turned back to the others. Leon and Taka watched her with undisguised fear; both had already decided she was guilty. Hiro wavered in obvious uncertainty. Celeste tapped a finger across one of her pigtails, face scrunched up in concentration. Byakuya and Kyoko regarded her more coolly, but neither looked friendly.

Sayaka hovered in the background, observing all of this in silence. She swayed back and forth slightly, apparently unable to keep herself standing straight. She was more kempt than before; she’d definitely showered and cleaned herself up, and her skin was back to a pale pink color instead of pure white. And all that meant now was that her face could more properly express certainty and hate. Her eyes trained on Mukuro and screamed “You did this.”

Mukuro held out her hands and stepped toward the others. Half of them pulled back in fear.

“No! It wasn’t me! I swear it wasn’t!”

“Well, that’s good,” Byakuya snapped. “You swear. I suppose we can all just dismiss you as a suspect now.”

Mukuro flipped around to Hina, who sucked in her lips, watched her carefully, and said nothing.

“Hina, I swear, I would never hurt Sakura! Not ever!”

“That is a dubious claim!” Taka tapped a foot on the floor. It was the only sound that pierced the silence of everyone’s near-panic. “We were all present for the incident in the gym with the spear… the other spear, I mean.”

“No! I didn’t!” Mukuro raised her hands and pressed them against her temples. “I would never hurt anyone!”

She regretted the words the moment they came out of her mouth. It was a triple-lie: everyone had seen her almost kill Sakura and Hiro by accident, everyone knew she’d spent years as a mercenary in the Middle-East, and she was the Ultimate Despair. Mercifully, the others only knew about the first two of those, but it was still more than enough.

Byakuya pulled up the Monokuma File he’d been given. He scanned it for a few seconds, then waved it at her.

“Mukuro!” he demanded. “What’s your alibi for last night, between 9 and 10 PM?!”

The room turned into a dark haze. Mukuro sniffed and wiped her eyes with one of her sleeves.

“I was… in my room, alone. I might’ve been asleep.”

Great.” Byakuya turned around to face the group. “Taka! Leon! You two are in charge of watching the crime scene. Make sure no one except me touches anything.”

“Understood!” Taka saluted.

“Why me?” Leon groaned.

“Because you’re too stupid to be useful for anything else.” Byakuya snapped. “Surely you can manage to stand in one spot and just look at people as they walk by, right?”

Leon grunted, then murmured something like an agreement. A second later, he and Taka took flanking positions around the doorway. Finally, Byakuya looked back to Mukuro.

“Get out of here.” he said.

“But—”

“Mukuro,” came a softer voice. The Ultimate Soldier turned around to find Kyoko. The lavender-haired girl didn’t move to face her, and her eyes trained only on the lifeless body. Still, her voice was kinder than everyone else’s. “It would be inappropriate for you to be here right now. You can examine the body after I finish.”

Mukuro sniffed. Her cheeks were covered in the moist remnants of tears, but she nodded slowly.

“Okay…” she said, hoarsely.

She made for the door, hurt at how the others all scrambled to get out of her way. Only the quiet, gently swaying form of Sayaka stayed where it was. As she stepped out of the door, Mukuro looked back at the still corpse, and then at Hina.

The suspicion on her friend’s face was like a knife to the heart.

 

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Mukuro sat by her lonesome in the far corner of the cafeteria. No one else was present. She didn’t eat, except to chew on the back of her own thumb. She didn’t see, except to read the Monokuma File in her hands again and again.

The victim was Sakura Ogami, the Ultimate Martial Artist. The time of death was about 9:15 PM. The body was found in the warehouse on the first floor of the dorms. Her head was struck by a blunt object, while her chest was pierced by a wooden spear just beneath the heart.

Thoughts of Hina’s betrayed face and the others’ fears danced through Mukuro’s mind. She tried to make herself focus, but all she could see was her friend’s body.

Focus!

The file said that Sakura’s head was struck by a blunt object. That had to be important, right? Mukuro hadn’t gotten a good look at the body, but she hadn’t noticed anything like that when she was there. The only option was to return later and check it out more closely.

Check out Sakura’s body…

She tried to swallow, but her throat was dry and tight.

Makoto died for us, and now Sakura…

She closed her eyes and sniffled again. This was the worst death yet. Makoto’s death was a product of Monokuma’s cruelty and insane rules. If their headmaster was to be believed, Sakura’s death was the result of betrayal from within.

And someone wanted Mukuro to take the fall.

She scowled. Her fingers tightened on the file, and its glass screen started to crack.

I’ve read everything in the file, and I know what’s important, she thought. But is there any other way to draw information from it?

She thought on this for a few seconds. Yes, there was – what did it leave out? Anything Monokuma omitted had to be a clue by itself.

Three things stood out to her: the file made no mention of the battle in the warehouse, the object used to hit Sakura’s head, and which weapon, the mystery object or the spear, actually killed her.

Truth Bullet added: MONOKUMA FILE #2

At length, Mukuro let go of the file. It clattered onto the table. Distantly, she felt a pang of hunger, but there was no way she could eat now.

She ran her hands through her hair. It hurt that the others suspected her, but she couldn’t rightly blame them. There was just one option: prove to everyone, especially Hina, that she was innocent.

Of this particular crime, a voice echoed in her mind. She pulled into herself, wincing. Guilty of a thousand other murders, yet you’re on trial for the one you happened not to commit…

Mukuro grabbed at her temples again, closed her eyes, and shook her head back and forth.

“No, no, no…” she whispered.

“I hope I’m not intruding on anything?”

Mukuro flashed surprise, then fear. A familiar pale girl with black pigtails stood over her, watching her with detached amusement.

“Celeste…” she sputtered.

“My, my, you’ve almost mastered my name!” she cooed. “I’ve been told it’s quite difficult for Japanese people to pronounce. Do you think you can manage the whole thing?”

“What do you want, Celeste?” Mukuro asked. Her voice trailed off into a low, despondent groan. It wasn’t meant as an insult against her classmate; she’d have been just as overwhelmed to talk to anyone else, save maybe Hina or Kyoko.

“Yes, I suppose I’ll get straight to the point.”

She leaned over the table, bearing down on Mukuro with an overwhelming intensity. The Ultimate Soldier shrank back under the smaller, weaker girl’s gaze, and quivered in a strange fear. The gothic girl opened her mouth and breathed just four words:

“Did you do it?”

Mukuro stood up suddenly, upset and angry. Without thinking, she punched the table. Celeste didn’t move a muscle.

“No!” Mukuro roared. “Goddammit, no! I would never kill anyone here. Sakura was my friend, she was the only person who understood me, at least a little bit, and even more than that, killing anyone at all would be a betrayal of what Makoto died for. I swear that I’ve never hurt anyone since this killing game started, and I hate to death whoever the treacherous fucker is who did!”

It had all just poured out of her lips. Mukuro stood there, breathing heavily in and out. Her face was very red, and her skin was hot. It wasn’t just the indignity of everyone suspecting her – someone had murdered her best friend and framed her for it, and—

“I believe you.” Celeste said quietly.

Mukuro snapped out of her self-inflicted reverie. For a few seconds, she watched the Ultimate Gambler from across the table, neither of them speaking.

“You… do?” she asked. Her voice squeaked by accident.

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Celeste drew back, then tapped a finger against her own chin.

“Do you remember when we played that card game a few days ago?” she asked. “I believe I boasted to you that I can learn everything of a person by watching their tells, their signs, and how they gamble?”

“Yeah…”

“I knew you were a killer as soon as you played with me,” Celeste smiled, but didn’t quite look Mukuro in the eyes. “I knew even before we learned that you’re the Ultimate Soldier. I knew that you could kill, that you could be made to kill, and that you’d killed in the past. Even if you didn’t know it back then, I knew.”

Mukuro bit her bottom lip. She couldn’t deny anything. In fact, the other girl had no idea how much she was understating all of this.

“But what I also know is that you played the best possible game anyone could have played against me.”

“I lost!”

“That’s of no consequence. I’m the Ultimate Gambler; no one on Earth is going to beat me. And I know that you haven’t snapped… yet.”

A low, grumbling laugh rose up in Mukuro’s throat. She looked away, hugging herself for comfort.

“That’s not very… evidence-y.”

Celeste rolled her eyes, then laughed in a low voice.

“Well, if you prefer,” she continued. “I also know that killing Sakura would be a stupid move for you. If you’d really wanted to kill someone, you’d target a person who doesn’t trust you, rather than remove one of your unwitting allies in the courtroom.”

“No one trusted me except Sakura and Hina,” Mukuro muttered. She didn’t even know why she was arguing against this. “Maybe no one else would let me get near them.”

“Yes, I’m sure it would be very difficult for the Ultimate Solder to sneak up on and snap the neck of Yasuhiro, Hifumi, Leon… or myself.”

Mukuro sucked in her lips. She thought back to that day they’d played the card game. All of her intuition had screamed at her not to involve herself with Celeste. Everything that was Mukuro Ikusaba had told her that this girl was bad news.

But… Celeste had never actually lied to or betrayed her, and she was shrewd enough to glean that Mukuro wasn’t the killer. Instinct said not to believe this girl, but reason and evidence demanded that she be given a chance.

“What’s your point in all of this?” Mukuro demanded. “Why come to me about this?”

“Because you’re endangering all of us.” Celeste’s eyes grew wide again, and an eerie shadow passed over her face. “If you want to crawl into some corner and die on your own, then no one will stop you. But being suspicious in this game means the others are more likely to pick you as the killer and get themselves, and more importantly, me, killed. It’s your responsibility to make everyone believe you’re trustworthy, and if they don’t, then it’s your own fault.”

Mukuro opened her mouth to respond, but nothing came out. Celeste’s words were irrefutable.

“And so,” the Ultimate Gambler finished. “Since you’ve endangered me, I’m going to make sure you fulfill your responsibility.”

Mukuro scrunched up her brow. She hadn’t expected that.

“What?” she asked, rather stupidly.

“You and me,” Celeste repeated. “We’re going to figure out who killed Sakura.”

“Wait – why me?”

The gothic girl raised a hand to her lips, then gave a practiced noblewoman’s laugh.

“Because you and I are the only people I know for sure didn’t do it. Because my first choices, Kyoko and Byakuya, are already working together. Because you don’t have a choice except to help me, since no one else will tolerate your presence for long. Because it’s your job to help find the killer, and we already have enough lazy idiots doing nothing useful with Hiro, Taka, Leon, Hifumi, Aoi, and a literal serial killer. And most importantly, because I refuse to meet my end at the hands of a ridiculous contraption in the shape of a stuffed toy bear. I demand something more fitting of my bloodline – at the very least, I want a guillotine.”

It was almost too much to take in at once. For once, someone actually believed in Mukuro’s innocence – and it was this smiling, overbearing, slightly crazy person.

But the truth was this: Celeste could have made any demand right then, and Mukuro would have rushed to obey, if only to have one ally at her side.

Is this how Hifumi feels every day?

“Okay,” Mukuro whispered. “Okay!” She pumped her fists in imitation of Hina. A warm relief of blood rushed to her face. “Let’s work together.”

“Great,” Celeste agreed. “So, where do we start?”

“… what?”

“You worked with Kyoko on the first murder, didn’t you? You have more experience with this than I do.”

Mukuro’s hands fell to her hips. The initial rush of excitement dissipated, and she found herself sighing.

“Well… I guess we should start with how we found the body, right? You were one of the people who found it, right? What happened, exactly?”

“Oh,” Celeste looked up to the ceiling, lost in thought. “There’s not much to tell, I’m afraid. I was walking to the cafeteria for breakfast when I saw Aoi and Taka emerge. They went right for the warehouse. Yasuhiro was already going in that direction, I think by chance? He was definitely the one who actually opened the door. I remember he screamed, and then he and Taka rushed inside. The announcement played, and Aoi joined them after that, and I ran as fast as I could to catch up. You and the others were actually only a few seconds behind me.”

“So, Hiro and Taka were the ones who actually found the body…” Mukuro scratched at her chin. “That might be important. And you said Taka and Hina were together, coming from the cafeteria, and not the dorms?”

“That’s right. I never got the chance to ask why… Though, perhaps they were simply curious of Sakura’s whereabouts.”

Mukuro nodded slowly.

“Okay… Well, what’s most important is Sakura’s body—”

“Byakuya won’t let you near it right now,” Celeste warned.

Mukuro grunted. She waited a few seconds for her partner to offer any advice, but none came.

This was easier when Kyoko made all of the decisions.

“… Alright,” Mukuro agreed. “If I can’t check out the body yet, we can at least collect alibis from everyone else. I think Taka is in the warehouse still, right? Let’s start with him, we can talk to him outside of the door.”

Celeste shrugged, then fell in step behind Mukuro, apparently happy to follow rather than lead. The two left the cafeteria and entered the bright lights of the dorm hallways. Mukuro turned for the warehouse—

The hairs on the back of her neck stood up. Something was wrong.

She turned back to Celeste, who blinked at her innocently. Confused, she looked around a few times, until she spotted a shadow hiding inside of the bathhouse doorway. It was the silhouette of a girl with long blue hair…

Sayaka stood there, within the dark of bathhouse. Like in the warehouse, she wobbled back and forth, apparently barely able to stand. A pair of pinprick blue eyes followed the pair’s movements, but the idol herself made no other movements.

“What’s she doing?” Mukuro asked.

“Oh, that,” Celeste said, clearly annoyed. “She’s been acting that way since Sakura refused to tie you up. She just stands of sits by herself, looking at nothing or watching from afar. It’s a little… off-putting, to be entirely honest.”

If something creeps out even Celeste…

“Should we go talk to her?”

“I doubt you’ll get anything useful out of her. She’s mumbled a few words to Aoi, I believe, but that’s it. Unless you think she killed Sakura, of course.”

Mukuro pulled in her lips.

Sayaka did try to kill Leon. She is a potential killer, like it or not…

But there was just no way. There was no way a girl like that could challenge the might Sakura in a fight.

Aside from that, Mukuro genuinely did want to go talk to her. Sayaka was the one closest to Makoto, after all… but in these circumstances, with Monokuma’s vague time limit looming over them…

“It’ll have to wait,” she said. “I’ll hash things out with her later. Let’s go to the warehouse.”

A few seconds later, they were there. The door was wide open, and Mukuro peeked inside. She squirmed when she saw Kyoko kneeling over the body, running her gloved hands over Sakura’s locks of white hair and checking for something unknown. Beyond her, Byakuya paced across the destroyed shelves, searching for… something.

Suddenly, a flash of white rushed across the doorway. Taka stood there, crossing his arms and looking upset.

“Mukuro!” he announced. “You are not allowed in this place. We will discuss the details of your crime during the trial.”

“I didn’t—never mind,” Mukuro hung her head and sighed. “I’m not here about the body. I came here to talk to you, Taka.”

“Oh?” Taka looked her over quizzically. “You should know that I immune to both bribery and begging.”

“No, I…” She raised a hand to her face, then massaged her eyes. “Look, Taka… I wanted to ask what happened just before you found the body.”

“Oh! Very well.” Taka made a fist, then nodded. “Byakuya, Kyoko, Leon, and I were in the cafeteria. We were the first to arrive for breakfast, and were discussing what to do with you. Aoi and Sayaka arrived then. Aoi began to complain that we were treating you unfairly, then realized Sakura was not present. She mentioned not having seen her since last night, so she and I decided to check for her in the warehouse.”

“Why there?”

“Because Sakura is very specific with when she goes for her protein powder, of course. It was just time for her to arrive. We met Hiro on the way. The three of us opened the door and looked inside, and the announcement played. From there, I believe you know the rest.”

“I see…” Mukuro sighed. Taka’s story fit with what Celeste had said, but it didn’t help much on its own. “Uh… This is a little awkward to ask, but last night, what were you doing at 9:15 PM?”

“Asking me for an alibi?” Taka grinned, then laughed. “You should ask Celeste! The two of us were together, were we not?”

“Oh, yes,” Celeste rolled her eyes. “How could I have forgotten…”

“You forget things frequently, Celeste,” Taka scowled at her. “Such as basic manners! Mukuro! Last night, I went to place my dirty clothes into a laundry machine at 9 PM, so that it would be done in the morning, only to be confronted by the most heinous and unbelievable reality imaginable!”

Mukuro raised an eyebrow.

“Which was… what?”

Taka thrust a finger into Celeste’s unimpressed face.

“Someone was using every single machine at the same time, in complete disregard for the inconvenience this might prove for the rest of the class! Seven machines at once, all of them loaded with frilly black dresses. Of course, it was my duty to immediately remind Celeste that those machines are for everyone, so I marched over to her at once.”

“To her room?”

“Wh—no!” Taka shook his head. “To the bathhouse.”

“She was in the bathhouse?”

“Mukuro,” Celeste finally chimed in. “I doubt this is important, but I’ve been taking late night baths there, at about 9 PM-on.”

“Ah!” Taka looked panicky for a moment. “I didn’t actually enter the baths, just to be clear. Not when I knew there was a naked girl inside… But I stood outside of the door and made her promise not to do this again.”

“It’s true,” Celeste rolled her eyes again. “It’s all true…”

“Regardless, I spoke with Celeste for, say, twenty minutes?” Taka rubbed his chin. “That sounds about right. So, I’d say this was 9:15-9:35. Celeste and I thus both have alibis… Not that either of us need one, given how neither of us could kill Sakura in a fight.”

Mukuro cringed at that last part, but managed to give a weak nod.

“I see… Thank you very much, Taka.”

“Of course!” He smiled, then made another fist. “Please enjoy your last few hours with Celeste.”

After that, he returned to his guard duty, and disappeared.

Truth Bullet added: TAKA’S ACCOUNT

Mukuro bit her lip again. Eliminating two people as suspects was a minor relief, but Taka’s story had raised another question.

“Celeste,” she asked. “Why were you using all of the washing machines at the same time?”

“Oh, that,” Celeste sighed. “Would you believe that yesterday, the wooden shelf at the top of my closet collapsed? Hope’s Peak has quite shabby craftsmanship, I think.”

“It… collapsed?”

“Yes. I suppose the wood was just very old? I can’t pretend to know much about these things, but when it broke apart, it got sawdust everywhere. All of my dresses and lace were covered in it. I don’t know when the wood fell apart, exactly, but when I became aware of it, I immediately called Hifumi and had him take my things to the laundry room for me.”

“When was this?”

“Oh… 8:45, I should say? Just before my bath.” Celeste traced a finger across the spiral of one of her ponytails. “After I got out of the water, at around 9:50 PM, I went to tell Hifumi to gather up my dresses from the machines and bring them to my room, but he wouldn’t answer his door! I had to haul all of them back myself. Completely unbelievable.”

Mukuro wasn’t really listening.

The shelf just ‘collapsed?’

That felt wrong. The school was always completely pristine, except when someone damaged it. Mukuro thought back to the time in the changing room when Monokuma exploded. It barely took a day before the entire room had been repaired.

“Can you show me your closet, please?” she asked.

Celeste cocked her head and raised an eyebrow.

“Do you think it’s important?”

“I’m not sure… It’s just sort of an instinct, I suppose.”

“Hmph. Well, I have no reason to refuse,” she chirped. “Follow me!”

Celeste led the way to the dorms. When they arrived at the door marked with a little plaque of her face, she reached into a fold of her dress and extracted a key with a dainty little flourish. She slid it into the lock, twisted, and pushed open the door. The two entered, and Mukuro nudged it closed behind her without looking back.

Celeste’s room was a perfect image of its owner. In fact, if Mukuro had given a single thought to what might be inside, this was exactly what she would have guessed: the pink sheets of a girl’s bed had been replaced by black, an elegant Victorian-era gramophone rested on a shelf, three dark parasols rested in a corner, decorative plastic roses were installed here and there and everywhere, and the standard light fixture hanging from the ceiling in every dorm had somehow been replaced by a fanciful chandelier. And despite everything, Mukuro smiled when she saw the black-and-white and black-and-red tea sets filched from the warehouse. The only giveaway that this was the room of a teenage girl and not a vampire was the child-sized plushie of a black cat at the foot of the bed. Even someone who’d never met Celeste before in their life would have known everything about her from this one image.

“Careful,” the gothic girl warned. “No matter your jealousy, I fear I won’t part with anything you see here.”

Mukuro thought it most polite to feign dismay.

“Maybe you can… help me find the second-best stuff in the warehouse, later…”

This response seemed to please Celeste, who strut over to the closed closet and threw it open with an elegant, yet very exaggerated, gesture of her hand.

Inside were seven white stands. Six of them were covered by fanciful black dresses layered with garish, showy frills. Each was indistinguishable from the next, and at their feet were dark red heels, spare white bonnets, red ties with some unreadable (but vaguely European) symbols, and golden earrings.

It was all so gaudy and absurd. Surely it took Celeste hours longer to prepare herself than any of the other girls, and for what? Mukuro tried to imagine any situation in a killing game where these complicated, monstrous dresses wouldn’t be a detriment, and came up short.

Better not tell her that, though…

The dorm’s ceiling lights glinted off of something in the closet, just barely visible behind the dresses. Carefully, Mukuro raised a hand and pushed one of the stands to the side. There, she found four sets of enormous twin-drill pigtails. Only now, in this context, could Mukuro see the subtle black clips that allowed them to fasten to a person’s head.

“Oh yeah,” she muttered. “I forgot your pigtails aren’t real…”

“Hmph!”

Mukuro looked over her shoulder to find Celeste plucking one of her parasols from the corner. She twirled it through her hands almost too quickly to see, scowling and looking away from her guest.

That was the wrong thing to say… I need to remember that Celeste cares deeply about her image. She even freaked out about the whole ‘Taeko Yasuhiro’ thing.

A moment later, Mukuro thought:

I hope I don’t have any ridiculous insecurities like that.

Above the dresses and fake hair, she spied several shards of light brown wood poking out of the closet’s walls. She raised a hand and touched one, running a forefinger over the jagged, sharp wood.

“That’s what remains of the upper shelf,” Celeste explained. “I suppose I put too much weight on the old thing, and it just collapsed. The rest fell off and hit my dresses and pigtails, covering them in dust. I had to spend an hour cleaning up my pigtails last night.”

“What happened to the shelf?”

Celeste wordlessly nodded toward a trashcan in the corner of the room. Mukuro stepped over to it and saw some dozen fragments of wood inside, along with a small pile of dark brown dust. She picked up the two largest, which were each about the size of a hand, and examined them closely.

These were definitely parts of an inch-thick closet shelf identical to the one in her own dorm room. The top and bottom of the once-shelf was smooth and varnished. The sides where they would meet was separated by a fracture, one that moved in almost a perfect zigzag pattern.

Mukuro was no expert, but it seemed to her that this crack should have been much rougher and random. She ran a thumb it, and found that it was almost as smooth as the surface, and not jagged and ruined like she expected.

Her lips curled in. Something about this was wrong.

She stepped over to the closet again and pushed the pieces of wood onto the bits still in the wall. They fit just as they should have, but…

She pulled one of the chunks back, then tossed it as hard as she could into the far wall. It exploded into tiny bits and dust.

“Ah!” Celeste covered her mouth, then raised the parasol between herself and the wall. “What are you doing?”

Mukuro didn’t respond. Instead, she took the other piece in her hand and tossed it half as hard as she could. It smashed against the wall, leaving a small gash, but didn’t shatter. A moment later, it clattered harmlessly to the floor.

“This wood’s not old at all.” Mukuro said, decisively.

“Perhaps it was installed incorrectly?” Celeste suggested.

“No way,” Mukuro tapped the pieces still in the wall. “It felt like completely normal wood when I touched it. You said you broke it by putting too much weight on it?”

“That’s the only reason I can think of…”

“What did you put up there?”

Celeste motioned to her desk, then pulled open a drawer. Inside, Mukuro found ten sets of lacey black bras and panties.

Woah.

These bras were enormous. The only girl in the school they might have fit was Hina, but their general aesthetic was undeniably gothic and Victorian. Mukuro couldn’t help subtly looking over to her partner and checking – but Celeste’s chest was only about equal to her own modest one.

Is she… taping down her breasts?

Mukuro bit her lip. That didn’t seem important to the investigation, but it was such a bizarre thing to do. Did Celeste think it made her more elegant?

“Uh…” Mukuro scratched her neck. She couldn’t quite bring herself to ask about something like bra size. “Was this all that was on the shelf?”

“Yes, of course.”

“Celeste… All of this underwear combined weighs maybe three pounds. There’s no way this would break a piece of wood, even if it was old and crappy.”

Truth Bullet added: STRANGELY BROKEN SHELF

Celeste puffed out her cheeks, clearly annoyed.

“Well,” she huffed, twirling her parasol even faster. “I spent my youth wandering between Europe’s finest bars, casinos, and palaces! I spent it meeting the nobility and royalty of places you can’t even pronounce! I speak flawless English, French, and German! Forgive me for not also becoming the Ultimate Carpenter!”

“Sorry…” Mukuro sputtered, though she wasn’t sure what she’d said wrong.

“Go clean up that wood you threw into my wall!” Celeste demanded, still upset.

Mukuro obeyed without thinking. She picked up the shards of wood, but all of the dust was too hard to—

Mukuro blinked.

The dust.

She rushed over to the trashcan, threw out the remaining wood, and scooped up the dust into her palm. A second later, she kneeled by the dust on the floor she was responsible for.

The dust in the can was many shades darker than the dust from the wood. And come to think of it…

Mukuro took a bit of it between her fingers and pressed them together. The dust felt a little too solid.

The dust that got Celeste’s clothing dirty isn’t from the broken shelf.

Truth Bullet added: DUST FROM THE CLOSET

Mukuro sighed. There was definitely something wrong with this dust and with the shelf, but she wasn’t sure what. Worse yet, this was almost certainly important – but she didn’t know how or why.

With a grunt, she gathered up everything on the floor and tossed it into the can.

“What now?” she asked.

“Hm…” Celeste tapped a finger against her chin. “I doubt Kyoko and Byakuya are done with the body yet. I’ve been thinking, we only gathered an alibi for Taka and myself. Perhaps we should go back and finish that?”

Mukuro nodded, her mind still halfway on the dust.

Celeste led the way back to her door, opened it, and stepped out into the hallway.

“Come along, then,” she said.

Mukuro stepped over to join her, grabbed the doorknob, and—

She frowned. Something shiny caught her eye.

She kneeled down and furrowed her brow. Like any normal door, the metal locking mechanism was a different color from the wood…

“Is something wrong?” asked Celeste.

Mukuro didn’t respond.

Part of the metal was a different color from the rest of the lock – the part where the bolt of the lock connects into the frame. Most of it was a dull yellowish-gold, the same common color found on a billion door locks all over the world. But that piece, the actual part that locks the door, was a shiny gray. And where the rest of the lock was smooth, this part was rough and didn’t quite seem to line up with everything around it.

Mukuro reached down to the gray part and traced a finger across it. Instantly, she knew this wasn’t metal – it was duct tape.

“Celeste,” she said, very slowly. “Did you put duct tape here?”

Celeste’s single eyebrow raised.

“No, of course not.”

Mukuro pulled it off without any issue. She frowned as she examined the floppy half-inch of silvery tape, wondering how it got there. One of its edges was smooth and straight, while the other was more uneven and snaggy.

This was probably the first use of a new roll of duct tape.

Curious, she reapplied the tape to the lock. Celeste was still on the other side of the doorframe…

“Hey,” Mukuro said. “I’m going to close this door. Wait five seconds, then open it. Don’t use your key.”

Before her companion could ask why, Mukuro shut the door and locked it from inside, paying special attention to listen for the click. Seconds passed…

The door opened easily. Celeste stood on the other side, twirling her parasol and raising an eyebrow.

“Do you want to tell me what that was about?” she asked.

“Celeste! You saw that piece of duct tape I removed from your door?”

“Yes.”

“Putting it there made it impossible for your door to lock properly. It was open the whole time, it just looked locked.”

Celeste and Mukuro each had the naturally palest skin in Hope’s Peak. Under certain light, both could at times seem the color of chalk. Right now, though, the former’s face was even whiter than normal. One of her eyes twitched for a few seconds, and then the Ultimate Gambler’s poker face failed her completely.

“Are…” she sputtered. Her face contorted in rage, and then she smiled, clearly still upset. “Are you… suggesting that I’ve… been sleeping in an unlocked room?”

“Well… yeah.”

Celeste’s cheeks puffed for a second. She seemed to swallow something, and then her entire body started vibrating. Her hand tightened on the parasol’s handle, and the light sound of snapping wood filled the air.

Without thinking, Mukuro ripped off the duct tape and took several steps back. Celeste’s face oscillated between fury, indignation, and disbelief.

Then all was well, and she was back to the normal cold, composed girl everyone knew.

“I see.” she said softly. “Do you know who put that tape there?”

“No…”

“When I find out who it was,” she said, very cheerfully. “I’m going to hurt them a lot.”

Truth Bullet added: TAPE ON CELESTE’S DOOR

Celeste turned away, playing with her toy parasol, but Mukuro was flipping the tape between her fingers and thinking of something else:

If you had the ability to sneak in and kill Celeste, why would you kill Sakura instead?

Two options leapt out at her:

  1. The tape was placed here this morning, and the killer never had the chance to go after Celeste.
  2. You specifically wanted to frame me for killing someone, and that’s easier with Sakura than with Celeste.

Mukuro hummed. Neither thing made any sense. For the first, there was no reason to sabotage Celeste’s door after already killing Sakura. For the second, there was no reason to bother framing anyone in particular if you could just sneak in and slice open Celeste’s neck in her sleep. Both of those had to be wrong.

“Yasuhiro!” Celeste yelled. Mukuro looked back up to find her partner, apparently completely back to normal, looking across the hall. “We were just looking for you!”

“Woah, really?” came a deep voice. “You know, I’d be happy to give you a reading of where I’ll be next time you need me, for just a few thousand yen!”

Mukuro slipped the piece of tape into her jacket, then stepped out of the room to find Hiro walking casually toward them from the direction of the warehouse. Behind her, she heard Celeste close and lock the door, then test the knob several times. It was hard not to smile.

“Mukuro, you’re there, too?” Hiro laughed. “How’s it going?”

“Yasuhiro,” Celeste cooed. “You seem awfully unperturbed for being in the presence of a potential murderer.”

“Nah, it’s fine. I was worried earlier, but then I remember that I did a reading on Mukuro last night. I know she can’t be the killer.”

Celeste seemed almost impressed.

“Truly? You’re certain?”

“Yeah!” Hiro gave them a thumbs up. “I’m right 100% of the time, 30% of the time!”

Celeste raised a hand to her lips, then giggled.

“You hear that, Mukuro? You only have a 70% chance of being a murderer.”

Mukuro shot daggers at her, then turned back to Hiro.

“Hiro,” she asked. “Could you tell us about what you were doing around 9:15 last night?”

“Why?” he asked, blankly.

There was silence for a time.

“Because… that’s when the murder happened.”

“Oh! Ha, okay.” He laughed again. “I went to the cafeteria around 8:55 PM, I guess? I was doing some late-night readings.”

“Was anyone there with you?” Mukuro asked.

“Uh… Nope!” He laughed. “But Celeste saw me. We talked a little bit.”

“That’s actually true,” confirmed the gothic girl. “The cafeteria faces across from the bathhouse. When I went to take a bath, I saw Yasuhiro through the doorway. He had a good view of the dorms from where he sat. We said hello to each other before I went inside.”

“And that was at 9:00 PM?” Mukuro asked.

“Yep!” Hiro crossed his arms.

“But the murder was at 9:15…”

Hiro’s happy demeanor faltered for a second.

“Ughhhh! Oh wait, but I know more stuff that proves I was in the cafeteria until after the murder!” He seemed on the verge of panicking. “You gotta believe me!”

“Hiro, I don’t seriously susp—”

“At 9:15, I saw Taka go into the bathhouse!” he continued.

“To talk with me…” Celeste rolled her eyes.

“I’m not done yet! At about 9:20, I saw Toko wandering around by herself! That was just after the murder took place! Super suspicious, am I right?”

“Toko was out late?” Mukuro lit up. “Where was she going?”

“She went into the main school area, out of the dorms. I didn’t say hi, she’s kinda… scary, after the whole Genocide Jack thing. A bit afterward, at around 9:30, Aoi came back from the school,” he continued, slightly calmer now. “She looked kinda miffed, so I didn’t talk to her. Then Taka left the bathhouse five minutes later and went back to the dorms, too.”

Mukuro rubbed her chin for a few moments.

“So, the sequence of events is… You went into the cafeteria at 8:55. You saw Celeste go into the bathhouse at 9:00, Taka enter the bathhouse at 9:15, Toko leave the dorms for the school at 9:20, Hina enter the dorms from the school at 9:30, and Taka leave the bathhouse at 9:35?”

“That’s right! If I saw all of that, then I can’t have murdered anyone!”

“The cafeteria is very close to the warehouse…” Celeste hummed. “If Toko really was there just after Sakura’s death…”

Hiro crossed his arms, then laughed loudly and obnoxiously.

“That means she’s totally another suspect!” He slammed an open palm onto Mukuro’s back, sending her reeling forward a few inches. “Plus, she’s an actual serial killer. I bet Toko’s the killer for sure! Consider it another one of my predictions!”

“Hm…” Celeste weaved some of her hair over a finger. “It’s impossible to pass between the dorms and the school without someone in the cafeteria seeing you. Therefore, Yasuhiro’s account at least clears Taka, Aoi, and myself.”

“What about me?!” he demanded.

Celeste leaned forward and intently gazed into his eyes.

“You could have seen Taka enter the bathhouse at 9:15, rushed over to the warehouse, killed Sakura, and returned before 9:20,” she said.

Hiro opened up his mouth, then turned blue.

“But… But I… Aghhh! I really was in there, I swear!”

“Don’t worry,” Mukuro shook her head. “Celeste is being silly. I believe you.”

He calmed down a little after that, then nodded.

“Uh… Thanks.”

“But, in all seriousness,” she continued. “When did you leave the cafeteria?”

“Around 9:45. I had a huge emergency.” He pulled a hand into his pocket, then removed a white napkin. Inside of it was what looked like half a deck of cards covered in something crusty, yellow, and disgusting.

“What… the hell is that?” Mukuro asked, not willing to get anywhere near it.

“My tarot cards!” he groaned. “It’s what I get for a late-night cheese wiz-tarot reading, I guess. After I did this, I went to the warehouse to pick up a new deck.”

“Does the warehouse even have spare tarot cards?” Celeste asked.

“I wasn’t sure, so I did a reading first, and the reading said yes!”

But if you can do a reading without the cards, why do you even need to—

Mukuro shook her head. That was a rabbit hole not worth jumping down.

“Though, to be fair,” Hiro rubbed his chin, deep in thought. “I’m not sure if the cards being covered in food throws off the accuracy.”

“Did you find the new cards?” Mukuro asked without thinking.

“No! Why do you think I was going back to the warehouse this morning?” Hiro shoved the napkin and cards back into his pocket. “The stupid warehouse door was broken or something, so I couldn’t get in.”

“What?!” Mukuro's eyebrows jumped up, shocked at Hiro having said something so obviously important. “What do you mean it was broken?”

“Well… like I said.” He shrugged. “I tried to push open the door, but it just kinda jiggled around in the frame.”

“Could it have been locked?”

“No way! The knob moved normally, and it still sort of moved around when I pushed it. I think it was stuck on something.”

“Was the door still busted this morning?”

“Nope! Worked just fine.”

Truth Bullet added: HIRO’S ACCOUNT

Truth Bullet added: WAREHOUSE DOOR

“Thank you, Hiro,” Mukuro said, genuinely. “You really helped me out.”

“Why were you coming to the dorms, anyway?” Celeste asked.

“Oh, yeah!” Hiro slapped his forehead. “Byakuya told me to find Hifumi. No one’s seen him or Toko all morning.” Mukuro and Celeste grew quiet, but Hiro kept right on talking, completely oblivious to the importance of this. “Byakuya wasn’t super interested in finding Toko, but he said he needed to know if Hifumi was dead or not, so he told me to go check his room.”

The two girls fell in step behind him. Mukuro’s eyes darted to Celeste’s. No words were exchanged, but each knew what the other was thinking:

Someone else might be dead.

A few seconds later, they stood in front of Hifumi’s dorm room. A bronze plaque emblazoned with his face stared back at them. Hiro pressed the doorbell…

There was no response.

Even Hiro seemed to understand the seriousness of this. He pressed the button again, and then a third time.

After the sixth unanswered ring, Mukuro reached over to the doorknob and tested it.

It barely moved. The door was definitely still locked.

“What do we—”

Before she could finish the sentence, the door jangled for a few seconds from within. A lock clicked, and then it opened.

Inside, Hifumi pressed an arm against a wall, leaning most of his considerable weight against it. The other hand he used to push on his stomach, growling and gritting his teeth as he did so. He was shaking, and most of his skin was gray. One of his eyes was shut closed, and he wobbled back and forth even while braced against the wall, seemingly barely able to stand. Saliva leaked out of his open lips and dribbled down his chin, staining the clean white undershirt that covered most of his chest. His usual jacket was nowhere to be seen, but he still wore what was obviously an unwashed pair of gray pants from the night before, absolutely soaked in musty, putrid sweat.

He looked almost dead.

“Bleughh…” he managed. Several thin strands of spit formed as he opened and closed his lips, snapping apart when a foul-smelling belch escaped his throat. “What’s… happening?”

“God, Hifumi!” Mukuro instinctively reached out a hand to help steady him. She didn’t actually want to touch his head and cover herself in his sweat and saliva, so she grabbed at his relatively clean shoulder. “Are you okay?”

“No…” he said, very slowly. “I think I… ate something bad…” He leaned more of his weight against the wall, until he was pressed up against it completely. “Is something wrong?”

“… Sakura’s dead.” Celeste said. Unlike Mukuro, she kept a great distance from him.

Hifumi closed his one eye, then nodded.

“I’m sorry, Miss Ludenberg…” he whined “I think I’m… just going to go back to sleep… Call me when… Mono… ku…”

He slumped down onto the floor, still leaning against the wall, then pushed closed the door with his foot.

“Wait!” Mukuro yelled. “Before you do that, what did you eat last night that did this to you?”

“Sakura…” he answered, already half-asleep.

The door shut closed with a click.

Truth Bullet added: HIFUMI’S STOMACHACHE

“I should have suspected Hifumi was fine,” Celeste said. “He ate something that did this to him? Hmph. That’s probably a lie.”

“He didn’t look fine,” Mukuro responded, a little kindlier. “But if he’s still alive, then we can’t afford to spend time worrying about him right now. I hope he’ll be alright by the trial.” She sank into thought for a second. “You know, speaking of food, I bet Sakura went to the warehouse to get some of her protein powder last night, and that’s when the killer struck. So, we should talk to the last person to see her.”

“No doubt that’s Aoi.” Celeste said, a little disinterestedly.

“I think she’s in the cafeteria,” Hiro said. “She kept getting in the way of Kyoko’s poking around, so Byakuya sent her there to be alone for a bit. Anyway, see ya guys at the trial.”

He gave them another thumbs up, then waved and tromped down the hall. Shortly afterwards, the pair set off for the cafeteria.

As promised, Hina sat alone, her back to the doorway. She nursed a cup of water in both hands, absently pushing it around the surface of the table. Her body seized up every few seconds, and her soft wheezes and sobs filled the air.

Mukuro made sure to step into the cafeteria as loudly as possible, so that Hina would know she was coming. She rounded the table and looked deeply into her friend’s eyes. There was still suspicion there, but the initial rush of fear and grief had waned.

“Hina…” Mukuro started. She wanted to say more, but no words came to her.

Hina pursed her lips.

“I want to believe you’re innocent,” she said, extremely weakly. “I really do, Mukuro.”

“… but you’re worried about how Sakura died in a fight.”

Hina looked away. Her eyes were watery.

“I just don’t see how anyone else could kill her that way.” she whispered. “If someone can come up with another explanation, anything else, then I’ll believe it in a second. But until then… I don’t… It’s just…” She sucked in her lips. “I feel really bad for doubting you.”

Mukuro nodded sadly. She desperately wanted to embrace her friend, to hug her tightly and mourn for Sakura together…

She was just about to turn away when Celeste intervened.

“We’re here to ask you about Sakura’s last whereabouts,” said the gambler, completely devoid of sympathy. “You might be the last person who saw her alive.”

Hina gulped something down, then rolled her chin across her chest.

“Yeah… That’s what Byakuya said, too.” She sighed. “I’ll tell you what I told him. After she spoke a little in the bathhouse two nights ago, Sayaka’s been sorta able to respond to people and do stuff. Last night, she was even able to talk to me a little bit. She said she wanted to stay alone in her room and sleep by herself. She’s slept in my bed or Sakura’s bed every night since the time you stopped Leon from killing her, so I thought that was okay.”

“This was around 10 PM?” Celeste asked.

“No, no. It was like 7:30. Sayaka’s been so weak lately, I figured she wanted to go to bed early. After that, Sakura and I realized this was the first chance we’d had in days to visit the pool together, so we went. We had a ton of fun. Sakura left around 8:50 for a late-night protein shake. I stayed behind to burn off some more energy. I was planning on swimming until 10 PM, but then she showed up.”

“‘She?’” Mukuro and Celeste repeated at once.

“Genocide Jack.” Hina puffed out her cheeks. “She came into the pool area. At first, she was surprised to see me, then she started yelling about how I was trying to steal Byakuya from her. Blegh!” Her face turned blue, and she stuck out her tongue. “Not in a million years.”

“What’d you do?” Mukuro asked.

“I told her she was nuts, then I dried off and left. That was around 9:25, I guess. After that, I went straight to my dorm and fell asleep. I didn’t even hear the nighttime announcement. I guess… I guess Sakura was already dead by that point.” She sniffled. Tears streamed out of her eyes. “Mukuro… I really want you to be innocent.”

“I am!”

“I…” Hina looked away, rubbing her eyes with the back of her wrist. “I guess that’s all I have to say that’s useful.”

Truth Bullet added: AOI’S ACCOUNT

Mukuro retreated to another corner of the cafeteria, trying to keep herself from crying. It hurt so much for Hina to look at her that way, or to not look at her at all. She’d already lost Makoto and Sakura; she couldn’t stand the idea of losing another friend.

She was so drained. She wanted to just lay down on one of these tables and fall asleep…

“So!” Celeste trilled. “Where to next?”

“Ugh…” Mukuro pushed her palms into her own eyes. “I don’t know…”

“You’d better know,” her companion pushed. “Otherwise, we might all die.”

Mukuro turned to face her, doing nothing to hide her annoyance.

She’s been perfectly helpful, said a voice from within. She’s the only person on your side right now…

Mukuro shook her head to dispel her anger, then closed her eyes again. It was so much easier to just sit down on a chair and wallow in mutual misery with her actual friend, Hina.

Don’t be unfair to Celeste…

“I’m just so tired…” she moaned, rubbing her eyes.

“You put us all in danger by being so frame-able,” came the calm reply. “If you really care about the others, then you have to do everything you can to find the real killer.”

Mukuro glared at her.

“As if you were concerned when Hifumi didn’t show up to the body announcement.”

Celeste shrugged.

“Weren’t we all there?”

“No! Hifumi and Toko were—”

Toko.

They’d confirmed that Hifumi was fine, more or less, but Toko’s whereabouts were still a mystery. She’d skulked around the dorm area last night, and seen Hina at the pool…

She’s definitely involved in this somehow…

Mukuro swallowed. If no one had seen Toko since 9:25 last night, and she’d missed the body announcement, there was a real chance that she was also dead.

The Ultimate Soldier shot out of the cafeteria at full speed, her mind consumed by a single image: Toko Fukawa, murdered at the edge of the pool.

Notes:

* As of this chapter, this fic has 85 kudos and almost 2300 hits. Thanks to everyone for reading it!

* Sorry I took so long to put out this chapter. I would like to blame the delay on how I have to go through all of the investigation like three times to make sure all of the details line up correctly, and that is partly true. I would also like to blame the delay on me having to study for an important test, which is also partly true. But the real truth is that most of the time I would have spent writing I instead spent playing Persona 5 Strikers. I offer no other excuses.

* I'm actually not sure how long the second part of the investigation will be. It could end up being longer than this part, or only like 2000 words. Hopefully, it'll be long, or else I'll look silly for having split it up.

* Last trial, a comment suggested that I include the list of Truth Bullets and descriptions as they'd be in the games, but in the notes, because it would be easier to keep track of. I like that idea, so I'm going to do that here. Obviously, more will be added in the second part of the investigation.

List of Truth Bullets
* MONOKUMA FILE #2: The victim was Sakura Ogami, the Ultimate Martial Artist. The time of death was about 9:15 PM. The body was found in the warehouse on the first floor of the dorms. Her head was struck by a blunt object, while her chest was pierced by a wooden spear just beneath the heart.
* TAKA'S ACCOUNT: The night of the murder, Taka went to complain to Celeste in the bathhouse from 9:15-9:35. They spoke, but he didn't actually look inside the door.
* STRANGELY BROKEN SHELF: Celeste's shelf broke after a large fracture formed in its center. The crack was very smooth instead of jagged, and there's no obvious reason for the shelf to have broken in the first place.
* DUST FROM THE CLOSET: The dust found in the closet that got Celeste's clothing dirty is different from the dust created by destroying pieces of wood from the shelf.
* TAPE ON CELESTE'S DOOR: Someone put a piece of duct tape on Celeste's door that prevented it from locking. It's unclear when it was placed, but the tearing suggests that it was the first piece used of a new roll of tape.
* HIRO'S ACCOUNT: Hiro went to the cafeteria at 8:55 PM. There, he saw Celeste enter the bathhouse at 9, Taka enter it at 9:15, Toko enter the school at 9:20, Hina enter the dorms from the school at 9:30, and Taka leave the bathhouse at 9:35.
* WAREHOUSE DOOR: According to Hiro, the door to the warehouse was broken or blocked by something at 9:45 PM, but it worked just fine this morning.
* HIFUMI'S STOMACHACHE: Hifumi could barely stand this morning. He says he ate "something bad" last night.
* AOI'S ACCOUNT: Aoi and Sakura went to the pool at 7:30. Sakura left at about 8:50 to go get a protein shake from the warehouse.

Chapter 16: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Investigation 2

Summary:

Mukuro finishes her investigation of the murder. Still surrounded by distrusting eyes and nervous glances, she has no choice but to trust what evidence she's found and try to prove her innocence in the courtroom.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro leapt up the steps to the second floor five at a time. In the great distance behind her, somewhere near the entry hall or the student store, she might have heard the click-click-click of a girl in heels struggling to keep up. When she reached the top of the stairwell, she barely glanced backward, then launched herself in a hard left without looking. She soared through the air for what felt like seconds, caught her foot against the wall, and then jumped off toward the door that led to the changing rooms.

Cool air rushed through her hair, her body moved without conscious thought, and her foot pressed down on the knob just before she made impact with the door. Years of honed experience took over, and she pulled her body into a roll as she landed on the carpet. A moment later, she stood at the door to the girl’s changing room, just underneath the massive Vulcan cannon hanging from the ceiling. Less than three seconds had passed since she’d reached the stairwell on the first floor. Almost certainly, this was the fastest anyone in history had ever moved from the dorms to the pool area.

Desperate to check on Toko, Mukuro slammed against the door to the girl’s changing room, then grunted with frustration when nothing happened. She kicked it where it met the floor, and the entire frame shuddered.

I could break this door, she thought, automatically.

Instead, she slipped a hand into her jacket, pulled out her e-Handbook, and swiped it across the scanning panel installed in the wall. The door slid open over the course of several agonizing seconds, but Mukuro just sucked in her gut and maneuvered through the slowly-widening crack the moment she could.

Vaguely, she noticed that the girl’s changing room was completely pristine, as if that fight with Monokuma had never happened. But none of that mattered; she just bolted through and made for the door to the pool area. Sweating, breathing hard, and shaking, she slammed a fist down on the knob, kicked open the door, and barreled into the open, brightly-lit pool area. Mukuro swung her head from left to right, sweeping her eyes across the surface of the clean, beautiful water, and found—

Toko Fukawa, standing at the far corner of the pool.

She spun a pair of scissors lazily around one finger, releasing it occasionally and letting it fly up into the air. Each time as it fell, she hooked a new finger into the holes of the grip, waving her long, disgusting tongue across her lips—

Ah, Mukuro bit the inside of her cheek, a new source of worry replacing the relief she should have felt. It’s Jack.

The would-be serial killer set two crazed, burning red eyes on her. Her happy smile contorted into a suspicious, angry scowl. A moment later, she leapt across the entire width of the Olympic-sized pool, pulled her legs up to her chin, and landed powerfully right in front of Mukuro. The entire time, she kept twirling those scissors, which now looked very much like daggers. One thing was certain:

Jack claiming to have fought Sakura wasn’t an idle boast.

The self-proclaimed Ultimate Murderous Fiend frowned, obviously confused at her new target’s failure to scamper back in fear. The look on her face was easy to read: I’m a nearly superhuman serial murderer, I’ve tortured and killed a ton of people – why aren’t you afraid of me like the others?

Mukuro just glanced down at her for one second, then crossed her arms. Jack might have had several blades and an unhinged, natural fighting prowess, but that was never going to pose a serious threat to a trained professional in a straight fight. The Ultimate Martial Artist could take her, and the Ultimate Soldier needed only a half a second to know that she could do the same.

Jack gave her new guest a fiery death stare, then bit down on her thumb, just as Toko often did. Mukuro’s skin crawled with an awful realization: just as she’d sometimes understood Sakura’s warrior mindset, she had some grasp over this serial killer’s, for they were both murderers of scores of men. And Jack was definitely thinking one thing:

Goddammit, I bet she’s killed more cute boys than I have!

It was true. This murderer had taken dozens of lives, but Mukuro’s own kill count was an order of magnitude above any mere serial killer. Even if most of a soldier’s victims were of average or ugly men, the occasional cute boy who got through would easily put her over Jack, just by accident.

I deserve that “Genocide” title more than she does…

 Mukuro hugged herself without thinking.

Jack pulled her hand away from her face, then started twirling her scissors again. There was less humor on her face than normal.

“What’re you doing here?” she demanded.

“I could ask the same question,” Mukuro said, trying to dispel the thought of how many lives she’d taken. “But… I came looking for you.”

“Me? Hey now!” Jack violently thrust out a hand, waving one of her blades a scant few inches from Mukuro’s neck, trying vainly to intimidate her. “You’d better not be here to spy on me and Master!”

Mukuro blinked, confused. Before she could answer, the door to the girl’s changing room opened again, and out came Celeste.

The Ultimate Gambler took one look at them, then leaned against the wall. Her face was redder than usual, and sweat poured all across her brow. She huffed for breath several times, sucking in air with an open mouth, and barely held onto her parasol.

It was only a run the length of two hallways…

Mukuro decided not to voice this thought.

“Well!” Celeste barely managed. “I see… you found… Toko…”

“Don’t confuse me with her!” Jack shot back. “I’m a completely distinct, much sexier person. You can tell the difference ‘cause I’m Master Byakuya’s favorite between the two of us.”

I… wonder about that.

Mukuro decided not to voice this thought, either.

“I’m sorry, Jack,” she said, shaking her head. “I promise, I’m not here to spy on anyone.”

“Hmph! And how do I know that?!”

How do you reason with an insane person?

“Because… I brought Celeste with me? And we can’t be working together to spy on Byakuya because… obviously, we’d be rivals for his love?”

Jack’s eyes flit over to the girl in question. Her tongue hung limply out of her mouth for a few seconds as she sank into thought, and then—

“Okay!” she screeched, pushing her hands onto her stomach and cackling. Her good spirits instantly flooded back, and her lips pulled into an inhumanly wide smile. “That makes sense!”

Mukuro nodded. She wasn’t sure whether or not she should be relieved at having so easily guessed how to appeal to a serial killer.

“Jack,” she said, slowly. “Are you aware that there’s been a murder?”

“Oh, sure,” came the casual reply. “I heard the announcement. What am I, deaf?”

“Then why didn’t you come to the warehouse to check out the body?”

Jack blew a long raspberry.

“Do you know how many bodies I’ve seen? They’re not that interesting, unless they’re part of my art. And I don’t really care abou—” Her face turned blue, and she grew unusually serious. “Wait. Who died?”

“… Sakura.”

“Oh!” She smiled again. “Yeah, I don’t care!” She howled in laughter, and Mukuro wanted to punch her in the face. “I’m waiting for Master!”

“… Byakuya’s coming here?”

“Sure is!” Jack pulled a hand into her long skirt, then removed a crumpled-up piece of brown paper. On it, Mukuro saw the neat handwriting of a boy:

Toko

Meet me by the pool at midnight.

– Byakuya

Jack pulled the note back to her chest, then hugged it.

“I’ve been waiting for him alllllllll night! He’s sure to come!”

Mukuro raised an eyebrow, then looked at the still out-of-breath Celeste. The gothic girl was just as confused as she was.

“Jack,” Mukuro said. “You do know that it’s past 8 AM, right?”

“So what?” Jack shrugged. “Master’s an important man. He probably got held up somewhere. I don’t mind him being a little late, unless it’s for our wedding.”

“But Byakuya’s in the—”

“Excuse me!” Celeste jumped in unexpectedly. “Errr, Jack, could you please tell us when you got that letter?”

“Dunno!” Jack was already shrugging, but now she pushed out her shoulders even farther. It actually looked a little painful, but she didn’t seem to mind. “I woke up in my dorm when Miss Morose sneezed, and I was already holding it. I read it, checked the clock, and hightailed it over here so Master wouldn’t be mad I was late.”

“So, Toko found it while in her dorm… Perhaps Byakuya left the note at her door, and before she could leave to meet him, you took over?”

“Sounds about right.” Jack nodded, bobbing her tongue all over the place.

“Hold on,” Mukuro interrupted. “So what time was this, that you were worried about being late to the meeting?”

“Oh, around 9:10, I guess.”

Truth Bullet added: BYAKUYA’S NOTE

Mukuro opened her mouth to protest that it made no sense to leave that early, but given who she was talking to…

“I see.” she responded, a little proud of how diplomatic she managed to sound. “And you stayed in the pool area, waiting for Byakuya, for… eight hours?”

“Hey!” Jack puffed up her chest. “I know what you’re thinking. You’re thinking that Master blew me off, right?! Not a chance! Because last night, I heard him.”

Mukuro furrowed her brow.

“You heard him?”

“In there.” Jack motioned to the door to the boy’s changing room. “I heard him in there, rummaging around. He must’ve come to see me as planned, but then gotten drawn away by something important.”

“Jack, it’s been over eight hours since midnight!”

“No, no, no! I didn’t say I heard him at 12. This was closer to 1 AM. He must’ve just been late. After a while, the sounds disappeared, and no one ever came for me.”

Mukuro frowned.

“Did you actually hear his voice?”

“Well… no. But who else would be in there? I’d have gone in there myself to meet him, but the door’s locked, and even I’m not crazy enough to mess with changing room doors as long as a gatling gun is involved.”

Mukuro sank into thought.

“I’m trying to decide if there are any obvious contradictions in what you’ve said.”

“Huh?” Jack cocked her head. “Why’s that?”

“Sakura died at 9:15, so you just admitted to being out of your room right when the murder happened. Plus, Hiro mentioned seeing you pass the cafeteria at 9:20.”

“What?!” The Ultimate Murderous Fiend spun a pair of her scissors around one of her fingers so fast, the blades seemed almost to disappear into the air itself. “I didn’t notice that doofus spying on me. How dumb do you need to be to stalk me?” She blinked for a few seconds, then laughed again. “Oh well, this is actually great!”

“It is?”

Jack shrugged again, completely carefree.

“I’ve never killed anyone at Hope’s Peak, including Sakura. I guess I did pass by the warehouse right when the murder took place, though.”

“Aren’t you worried that people won’t believe you?”

Jack slapped her hands together, then started drooling.

“Master Byakuya’s far too smart to fall for whatever fake evidence the killer might’ve planted. Oh, I can just imagine the trial right now! Some idiot accuses me of murder, probably you, and my knight in shining armor rides to the rescue, telling everyone how although he hates me and I’m a horrible person in a general sense, I couldn’t have committed this specific murder.”

“… You seem very accepting of Byakuya’s distaste for you.”

“Ha! Miss Morose is the delusional one, lying to herself about how Master loves her. Me? I like the back-and-forth abuse.”

“Okay, but what if Byakuya isn’t able to prove it?”

This idea clearly offended Jack, so Mukuro held up her hands and instantly switched tracks.

“Er,” she corrected herself, smiling a bit nervously. “What I meant to say is, what if Byakuya needs your help in proving that you’re innocent? Do you have any other evidence that you couldn’t have hurt Sakura?”

Jack scowled down, then tapped one of her scissors against her thigh.

“Oh, wait! There was someone else up that night! He’ll back me up.”

“What?” Mukuro perked up. “Who was it?”

“I saw Huffy in the dorm area when I left my room. He screamed a little when he saw me, we chitchat for a bit about how much he didn’t want me to stab him to death, and then he made an excuse and waddled off.”

“Where to?”

“Dunno. How much attention do you think I pay to that guy?”

“Huh… We’ll have to ask him about this at the trial later. We spoke to him earlier after Byakuya got curious about him.”

“What?!” Jack’s eyes flashed. “Now Master’s more interested in Huffy than me?! I’ve already read this doujin…” A moment later, she grabbed Mukuro by the shoulders, grinning from ear-to-ear. “Hold it! If you knew that Master got curious about Huffy after the murder, then you must’ve seen Master since then! Where is he?!”

Mukuro did feel some sympathy for Byakuya, to be stalked by such a monster… but only some.

“He’s in the warehouse right now, examining—”

Jack zipped away, cackling madly, and then she was gone.

“She makes me rather uncomfortable…” Celeste murmured, and twisted a long strand of hair around her finger. “It’s a shame we lost Sakura instead of her.”

“Celeste!” Mukuro gasped. “That’s a terrible thing to say!”

“Can you say I’m wrong?” she shot back, her voice completely even.

Mukuro sucked in her lips.

Not only can’t I say that, but I was thinking the same thing myself…

“Anyway,” She thought it best to change the subject. “Where to now?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Celeste asked. “Jack said she heard someone in the boy’s changing room at 11 PM.”

“Oh! Yeah, that’s right. But we can’t get in because we’re both girls.”

“Oh, that’s no problem. Monokuma!”

She shouted the name into the air. A moment later, the bear in question dropped in from the ceiling.

“Speak of the devil,” Mukuro muttered. “And he shall appear…”

“Haha, you wish!” Monokuma pressed his paws to his belly and laughed. “No, every living person in this school right now is just a normal, mortal human. No demons allowed!”

“Mukuro and I need to access the boy’s changing room,” Celeste said, completely ignoring the argument. “You will open the doors for us.”

“Whaaaaaat?!” Monokuma’s face flushed red with feigned embarrassment. “But Makoto’s already dead, so who’s Mukuro planning to ambush in there now?”

The soldier’s foot shot out before she could stop it. Her kick connected straight with Monokuma’s face, who flew through the air, flipped several times, and landed in the water. He sank like the metal robot he was, and then—

Boom

An explosion of water soaked half the room, though not the part Mukuro stood in. Cracks formed all over the clean tiling, and the floor of the pool buckled in. Concrete, wood, and rebar tore and collapsed into a tremendous, cavernous hole. A second later, the pool flooded through the opening, swirling around and draining into the gym on the first floor with a deafening roar. Through the rupture, Mukuro saw the water expand over the wooden court where they’d first met their headmaster, damaging and warping the floor underneath.

“Oh, oh, oh!”

Mukuro flipped on her heels and found the bear right behind her.

“Argh! You’re really testing my patience!” Monokuma paced back and forth for a second, steaming with anger. “Do you have any idea what that’ll cost to fix? Do you have any idea how much that’ll strain the budget? That’s it! No more Pizza Wednesdays!” He held out a paw, and three metal claws extended. “Oh, also, you broke the rules again, so I’m going to kill you now.”

Mukuro pulled her hands into fists. She couldn’t help but smile. Trying to win people’s trust was hard. Trying to prove to her friends that she wasn’t a murderer was hard. Trying to deal with Mukuro the Ultimate Despair was hard.

Fighting was easy.

Her eyes flit up to a speck of black. Celeste dashed to a corner of the room and pulled herself into a tiny ball. Her eyes, always red and calm and mysterious, shone with terrified tears. Instinctively, the girl held out here parasol in front of her like a shield, cowering behind the thin piece of fabric like it would do anything. A barely audible whimper escaped her lips.

Mukuro’s jaw dropped. She suddenly hated herself.

She lowered her hands to her hips, then regarded Monokuma with a cold, hateful glare.

“You can’t kill me,” she declared. “I’m too important for this trial.”

“Are you, now?” he taunted.

Mukuro smiled. For once, she got to wield power over him.

“Kill me now, and everyone will know that I’m not the murderer. But Sakura’s killer framed me specifically, with that fight in the warehouse and the spear. I’m a crucial part of their plan. If people know for sure that I didn’t hurt anyone, then you unfairly tilt the trial in favor of the non-Blackened students. Which means that until the trial ends, I’m untouchable.”

Monokuma stood perfectly still. He said nothing.

“Oh? Do you disagree?” Mukuro’s smile turned cruel. She held out her hands, then got onto her knees. The extended claw was level with her heart.

She scooted toward the metal blades. Monokuma backed up.

Her eyes narrowed. She scooted at the claw even faster. He backed up again.

At last, he lowered his paw. He stared back at her, and although his eyes should have been robotic and impassive, Mukuro could sense the indignation and hate burning behind them.

“Celeste,” he said, his usual humor evaporated. His voice was even, but it dripped with venom. “You wanted to go into the boy’s changing room, right?”

He walked over to the door, pressed a paw onto the doorknob, and twisted. A moment later, the way was open.

“This is only until the trial is over, and only so you can look for evidence.”

A moment later, he bounced back into the ceiling.

Mukuro got back up to her feet. Her blood was pumping harder than it ever had before. She couldn’t stop smiling.

I won, she thought, absolutely elated. I beat him at his own stupid game!

She pulled her hands to her cheeks, flushed beat red, and squealed in delight.

I won, I won, I won!

Then she remembered that Sakura was dead, and she came crashing back to Earth. She sighed, and turned around to help Celeste.

The Ultimate Gambler was already struggling back to her feet. That abject fear she’d succumbed to was already gone, and her composed, elegant poker face was back. Before Mukuro could apologize, she raised a hand and scoffed.

“I believe Monokuma has opened the way for us,” she said, her voice shaking just enough to be noticeable. “Let’s hope we find something useful.”

She stepped into the now-open door without waiting for a response, an obvious attempt to reclaim her dignity. Mukuro followed closely behind.

The boy’s changing room was very much like the girl’s. The same weight machines, benches, lockers, rows of dumbbells, and punching bags were in the same places. At a glance, there were only two differences: the walls were blue instead of violet, and the poster on the wall was of a huge-breasted supermodel at the beach.

Mukuro’s gaze subtly, unconsciously lowered down to her body. Without thinking, she pushed out her chest as far as it would go.

“We should start searching.”

She looked up at her partner, suddenly embarrassed, but the other girl mercifully had her back turned.

“What are we looking for?” Mukuro asked.

Celeste rolled her eyes, then absently drummed a finger against her parasol’s handle.

“Are you not paying attention? No one is supposed to be up past 10 PM. If someone was here last night, it might be related to the murder. So! Go check everything.”

“Aren’t you going to help?”

Celeste leaned over. Bright ceiling lights glinted off her deep red eyes.

“I’ll supervise.”

 

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The next five minutes passed in relative silence. Mukuro first combed over the floor, but there was nothing to see. Next, she checked the doors and doorknobs, to the same results. After that came the weight machines. Each of them was covered in dust, and probably hadn’t been used in months. Then the benches, then the lockers, then the poster, then the punching bag. All of them held no clues, and all were covered in dust.

“No one’s used any of this equipment in weeks or months.” she said, decisively.

“That’s no surprise,” Celeste agreed. “I suppose that biker gang leader might have been interested in this sort of thing, but the only others who would be are Sakura, Aoi, and you, none of whom can normally enter here.”

So, no one’s been using the boy’s room at all, except maybe to pass through to the pool… which means that whoever was here last night doesn’t come here often.

Mukuro smirked, a little proud at her deduction.

A double-rack of one-handed dumbbells was pushed against the wall near the punching bag. The heads on them were black and round, and were marked with numbers that scaled from 5 to 100, all in nice, clean rows. Each of the numbers was arranged right side up, a fact that made them simultaneously easy to read and easy to be certain that they’d never been touched. Like with everything in this room, a thick layer of dust hung over all of them.

Mukuro’s eyes narrowed.

One of the dumbbells on the bottom rack didn’t quite match the others. She kneeled down and looked it over more carefully, and realized that the 20 was upside-down. Even more strangely, it was shining and clean.

“Celeste, come here,” she said. Once her partner stood over her, Mukuro pointed to the dumbbell in question. “Do you notice something weird about this?”

“No… Should I?”

“It’s upside-down, but all of the others are arranged more nicely. And it’s not dusty at all.”

“Maybe someone used it recently?”

“They used only a single twenty-pound one-handed dumbbell? And took it from the bottom rack?”

Mukuro pulled it from its resting place. It felt lighter in her hands than she expected, though that was probably due to her deceptive strength.

Her nostrils widened. Confused, she moved the dumbbell almost up to her nose, and sniffed.

Bleach?

“Someone cleaned this thing,” she said. “The scent’s not that strong anymore, but you can definitely still smell the cleaning solution on this. And… if it had been longer than a day, I bet the smell would have dissipated completely. Jack was right – this is definitely evidence that someone was here in the last twenty-four hours!”

“Check it completely,” Celeste replied. “If it was cleaned, there must have been something on it that was worth cleaning.”

Mukuro rolled it over in her hands for a few seconds. The metal grip shone brightly in her hands, except when the dark shadows cast by its heads caught it.

“Oh!”

There was something very tiny caught where the grip met the head. Mukuro would have missed it but for those shadows. She pressed her thumb and forefinger around it and gently pulled. When she opened her palm, she found a tiny pink fiber, no longer than a quarter of an inch.

“It’s a tiny thread of cloth.” Mukuro pursed her lips. “I don’t know what it’s from.”

“How did it get caught in the dumbbell?” Celeste asked.

“… That shouldn’t have been possible,” Mukuro shook her head. “Dumbbells are designed so that the weights on either end are flush against the handle. There’s not supposed to be anywhere that a piece of cloth can get stuck.”

She reached out and grabbed the head where she’d found the thread. Sure enough, when she shook it, it was very slightly loose. The difference was almost unnoticeable, but now that she was looking for it…

“The weight’s not put on properly.” she murmured.

Truth Bullet added: DUMBBELL RACK

Truth Bullet added: THREAD OF CLOTH

“Hm!” A smile tugged at the corners of Celeste’s lips. “I wonder what the others will think of this?”

Mukuro shook her head.

“I’m not even sure it’s connected to the murder. All we know is that a dumbbell got damaged, then cleaned with a piece of cloth.” She stood up, then slid the thread into her jacket. “I hope it’ll be useful, though.”

“Hmph!” Celeste twirled around her parasol again, idly tapping a red heel against the floor. “Do you know what? I’ll bet Byakuya and Kyoko are done with the body.”

The body!

Mukuro grimaced at the thought of seeing Sakura like that again, but it had to be done. She nodded several times, more to steady her own nerves than to actually agree, and made for the door.

“Let’s go.”

They exited the boy’s changing room into the main entrance. The massive, beautiful Vulcan cannon hung over them. Mukuro wished there was more time to admire it, but for now, she had to make for the hallway. Just as they left, she took one last glance back at the gun—

And noticed that the door to the girl’s changing room was kept just slightly ajar by a pale hand. Through the crack, she could see someone had turned off the lights, so that all that was visible inside were two shining white eyes peering out at her, silently following her every move.

Mukuro’s heart beat faster. After a few moments, her eyes adjusted, and she recognized the silhouette hiding itself.

“Sayaka…?”

The door slid closed.

 

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Mukuro rounded the corner into the warehouse. A whirlwind of brown and black flashed across the doorway, something long and red and warm and covered in slobber brushed against her cheek, and something girl-sized and girl-shaped collided with her, sending her careening backward into a wall.

“Hey!” Jack screeched, pushing a hand across Mukuro’s chest. “Watch where you’re going, lady!”

Mukuro winced, then raised a hand to wipe off the drool splattered halfway across her face. The Ultimate Murderous Fiend stood in front of her, annoyed and frustrated. As always, she twirled a pair of her signature scissors around one of her fingers.

“Sorry,” Mukuro replied, rather insincerely. “I didn’t realize you were coming out of the door.”

“Ha! Leave it to Pukuro not to keep track of the serial killer’s whereabouts. But it’s okay!” Jack pushed her to the side, then slid out of the doorway and into the hall. She might have smashed into Celeste, too, but she stopped short, whirled about, and flipped behind her. Then she leaned from side to side, smiling insanely and undulating her tongue. “Master’s given me an important mission, and I just completed phase 1!”

“… What’s phase 2?” Mukuro asked.

“Wouldn’t you like to know!” Jack howled with laughter for some reason, then grew more serious. “I’m sure he’ll tell you later. Byeeeeee!”

With that, she fled down the hallway, giggling hysterically at a joke only she understood. Mukuro and Celeste stared at her in confusion for a few moments.

“Pardon,” the gothic girl said suddenly. “This will be where we part ways. I’m going to go check something out. I’ll see you at the trial.”

She gave one of her quick, girlish waves like nothing was wrong, then followed Jack into the dorms. Mukuro sighed, and entered the warehouse by herself.

The scene was much as it had been before: shelves were collapsed, their contents scattered all across the vast room. Finding any item in particular was probably impossible now. White gashes in the walls and broken equipment everywhere told the story of a mighty battle that had taken place not too long ago.

Sakura still lay face-up in the middle of the pool of blood, but the spear had been removed and set by her side. Now that it was out of the body, Mukuro could see that it was just a long wooden pole that someone had crudely carved a point into on one end. That end was thick with pink blood.

Kyoko stood by her lonesome in the center of the room. She pressed the back of one of her gloved hands underneath her chin, intensely studying some invisible detail on the far wall. Besides her, only Taka and Leon were still in the room. Byakuya was nowhere to be seen.

Mukuro first made for Sakura. For a long time, she stood over the body, watching it, and breathed.

It was hard to look at her like this. The bravest and noblest person Mukuro had ever known was reduced to this: a pile of cold meat. Dark bruises dotted her arms and legs, remnants of her final fight. The only honor or consolation done to Sakura was that she’d died in battle.

Mukuro kneeled down in the pool of blood and pressed her palm to the body’s heart, just above where the spear had been removed. Moist blood got underneath her fingernails. Tears dribbled down her cheeks, fell from her chin, and splashed against dead, bronze skin.

“I’ll avenge you,” she whispered, too low for even herself to hear. “Against both Junko, and whoever did this.”

“Good.” came a reply.

Mukuro startled for a second, but soon realized the word hadn’t come from Sakura herself. She looked up to find Kyoko standing above her.

Kyoko, the maybe traitor, the maybe Ultimate Despair…

She steeled herself. Even if this seemingly helpful girl was a spy (or worse), Junko obviously wanted the trials to go on as planned. Kyoko would be reliable at least until they learned the real killer’s identity, so Mukuro stood up, nodded, and wiped away her tears.

“Did you learn anything?” she asked.

“Yes,” Kyoko said, utterly calm. “I’m sure we’ll go over this again at the trial, but you deserve to know for now. I performed an autopsy on Sakura’s body—”

“What?!” Mukuro gaped. “I didn’t know you could do that!”

“I did it with Chihiro, if you’ll recall. Though, in her case, the cause of death was easier to determine.”

Kyoko kneeled over the corpse, then ran one of her gloves through its hair. Now that she was closer and paying more attention, Mukuro could easily see the wound mentioned in the Monokuma File. The top of the skull, right where the hairline met the forehead, had clearly been smashed in by a powerful blunt weapon.

“I’ve confirmed that both attacks, the blunt object and the spear, happened while she was still alive. I don’t know which one came first, or how much time passed between them. The blunt weapon has also been removed from the scene – we searched everywhere carefully, and found nothing that could have done this that’s liftable by a single person. Finally, Sakura’s arms and legs are also covered by a number of dark bruises.”

“Places where she was hit during the fight,” Mukuro guessed.

“No.” Kyoko pointed at the largest and ugliest of the contusions, one near the top of her upper arm. “Her blood was already coagulated when the bruises were formed. That means she was already dead. It’s also worth noting that there are no bruises on the back of her body, only on the front and the sides.”

Truth Bullet added: KYOKO’S AUTOPSY

“Next up is the spear,” she continued, ignoring Mukuro’s obvious questions. “It’s a simple wooden pole that someone carved into a makeshift weapon. The spear’s tip doesn’t quite line up evenly with the center, so the point is nearer to the circumference than it should be. Whoever carved it is probably an amateur. More importantly, look at this.” She picked up the spear, and traced a finger over several coin-sized brown circles that formed a perfect line down its side. “Do you know what these are?”

“… No,” Mukuro admitted.

The lavender-haired girl nodded, then motioned over to the back of the room, toward a simple wooden ladder propped up against the wall. One of the legs was missing, and the rungs hung lamely in the air. “Byakuya found that half of a ladder while I checked Sakura. We compared it to the spear and it’s a match. Someone cut through the rungs with a saw, then took the loose leg and turned it into this.”

Truth Bullet added: SPEAR

Mukuro glared hatefully at the weapon. If someone had prepared such a thing in advance, then this couldn’t have been a spur-of-the-moment thing. Someone had targeted Sakura after all.

“Next is her hand.”

Kyoko set down the spear and carefully grabbed Sakura’s right wrist with both of her hands. The difference in size between the ogrelike Sakura and the ordinary-sized girl lifting up her arm with mild difficulty might have been comical in another context.

In any case, Kyoko motioned to the hand itself, which was pulled into a mighty fist. Mukuro kneeled over it and—

“There’s something inside!”

“Yes.”

Kyoko produced a pair of tweezers, probably also taken from the warehouse, and meticulously inserted them between Sakura’s massive fingers. Over the course of several seconds, she removed a fist-sized piece of white cloth. All of its edges were ripped and roughly torn from whatever the larger piece of cloth it had once been attached to.

“What is it?” Mukuro asked.

“I’m not sure, but one of Sakura’s last actions was to tear it. She kept it safe for us, whether she intended to or not.”

Kyoko handed it over to Mukuro. The cloth itself was too thin and smooth to have been from a towel or anything of the kind, and nothing came to mind as a possible source for it. Certainly, it didn’t come from Sakura’s uniform, which was damaged from the fight, but not torn.

Truth Bullet added: SAKURA’S PIECE OF CLOTH

“Next is where Sakura actually died.” Kyoko said, prompting Mukuro to quickly stuff the mystery cloth into her jacket pocket. “This is right next to where the shelf for protein powder was.”

“What?!” Mukuro zipped over to the nearest shelf. Bottles of powder were indeed strewn across the floor. “Then… they attacked her while she was getting some. They took advantage of her routine.”

Kyoko didn’t respond. Two cool, purple eyes looked up at Mukuro, giving away none of the thoughts behind them.

The world grew blurry again. Mukuro wiped away tears with her wrist.

“I’m sorry, Kyoko,” she said quietly. “Sakura told me about her routine with the protein powder. She told me that you called her careless for trusting everyone like that. We just laughed at how silly you were being…” A bubble of air rose out of her throat, and she hiccupped. “Oh, God! If I’d told her I agreed with you, maybe—”

“That’s not a productive way of thinking,” Kyoko said simply. “The ones at fault are the person who killed Sakura, and Monokuma.”

“Then… do you believe I’m innocent?”

Kyoko lowered her head, then poked a finger at the very edge of the pool of blood.

“Look at this.” she said.

She believes the evidence, Mukuro thought. I’ll just have to hope the evidence agrees with me.

She finished wiping away the tears, then followed Kyoko’s finger.

“What am I looking at?”

“The location of the blood. Do you see any blood anywhere else, besides this pool?”

Mukuro quickly glanced around the room. Despite the chaos, there actually wasn’t much in the way of blood. She saw only a much smaller puddle she’d overlooked before, and even that was only about five or six feet away from the larger one Sakura was in, right next to where the shelf with the protein powder had once stood.

“Over there.” she said.

“Anywhere else?”

“No…”

A light smile tugged at the ends of Kyoko’s lips.

“You’re right, in that those are the only two sources of blood anywhere in here. There’s also no blood on any of the warehouse’s stock or shelves, except where they rolled into the puddles.”

Truth Bullet added: BLOOD IN THE WAREHOUSE

“But…”

Kyoko pointed behind Mukuro, who turned around to find the door to the hallway. Barely an inch to its side, she saw a large wooden chest of drawers. She didn’t recognize it in particular, but she’d seen others similar to it in the back of the warehouse.

She looked it over quickly, but saw nothing obviously amiss.

“It’s one of the spare chests of drawers, I guess…”

“And what does that mean?”

Mukuro frowned at Kyoko, slightly annoyed at the obvious test, but also grateful that the other girl still saw her as worthy of even being tested.

“It’s weird that someone moved a chest of drawers all the way over here, but not to their room,” she said. “Actually, all of the rooms already have desks and closets, so it’s weird that anyone would want more storage space at all.”

Truth Bullet added: OUT OF PLACE CHEST OF DRAWERS

“There’s one more thing I found,” Kyoko said. “It’s probably the most important thing of all, so I saved it for last.”

“Oh?” Mukuro brightened a little. “What is it?”

Kyoko opened her mouth, and—

Ding dong bing bong

A monitor on the warehouse wall lit up with static. A moment later, Monokuma sat on a wooden throne, staring directly into the screen.

“Weeeeeeeelp!” he trilled. “I’d say you’ve all had just about enough time. It’s right around time for the second class trial! You all know where to assemble. Heehee! See you soon…”

Kyoko frowned, a rare moment of obvious emotion.

“It’ll have to wait for the trial,” she said. “I hope you used your time wisely.”

I hope so, too.

 

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The red velvet door.

It stood at the end of the hallway, ominous, foreboding, and cruel. Eleven students would enter it, but only ten would leave – or just one.

Mukuro hated that door. Not just what it represented, but even the door itself. It looked nothing like the rest of the school. If not for Monokuma, she would probably have ripped it down just on principle.

“To ensure a fair and reasonable trial, I will guarantee you all that the murder of Sakura Ogami was not an accident. Someone in this school, other than yours truly, killed the Ultimate Martial Artist on purpose.”

Those words echoed in Mukuro’s mind again and again. She wouldn’t trust Monokuma as far as she could throw him (though, to be fair, she could probably throw him pretty far), but she doubted he would lie about something important to a trial.

One of us murdered Sakura, she thought, despondently.

Could it be the spy? Could it be Kyoko, the Ultimate Despair? Or did someone genuinely give into the game and take a life for the purpose of escaping?

Her legs moved without her meaning to. Soon enough, she was in front of the door. Her hand raised on its own and pushed it open, and then she entered.

Byakuya, Genocide Jack, Celeste, and Hiro stood on one side of the room. Taka, Hina, Kyoko, Leon, and a white-faced Sayaka stood on the other. Hina looked over to Mukuro with quivering, suspicious eyes, but said nothing.

In the back corner of the room, near the elevator down, Hifumi leaned hard against the wall. He’d managed to pull on a new gray jacket, but the effort of lugging himself this far was almost too much for his body to take. His face was red and covered in grimy, disgusting sweat, as were his glasses, and he had to press both of his chubby hands against his stomach to keep his shaking legs upright. Even his hair was unkempt and fraying, and every few seconds, an “ughhhhh” snaked out of his lips.

Other than this, no one made a sound. The air was almost too thick to breathe. Even the people who had doubts about Mukuro being the killer still had the same thought in their head:

Someone here is ready to kill us all.

Mukuro scowled, then steeled her nerves.

Makoto gave his life to save the rest of us. Sakura would have given hers, too. Her hands pulled into fists. I’ve got to make sure that counts for something!

A monitor on the wall lit up.

“Heehee! You’re all here! Well, I think we can skip the drill for now and get right to business. Please, please! Everyone, step aboard, and all of your fates will be decided… I’ll be waiting!”

They entered the elevator one at a time. Last time, it had been almost impossible to cram so many people onto it. But now, with their numbers reduced by two, it was easier to move and breathe.

Mukuro’s fists shook.

I’d stop breathing in a second, she thought. If I could bring them back.

The elevator jolted, and they descended. No one said a word. Even Jack was serious.

Seconds passed.

They stopped, and the doors slid open. The same wide, circular room expanded out in front of them. The walls were blue, and red velvet drapes hung at regular intervals. Sixteen podiums were arranged in a circle, and Monokuma’s throne stood behind the only empty spot.

Junko’s spot.

Mukuro and Sayaka climbed onto their places. As before, Makoto’s podium separated them. Both of them looked over to the picture Monokuma had placed in his stead: a smiling, innocent black-and-white photo, with a simple red X drawn across the center.

Sayaka sobbed once, then again. Instinctively, Mukuro reached over to comfort her—

The idol pulled recoiled, nursing her hand like she’d been attacked. She bared her teeth like an animal’s, and for once, her eyes showed an emotion besides despair: raw, unceasing hatred.

Last time, Mukuro, Makoto, and Sayaka had shared in each other’s strength, ready to face the trial head-on as friends. But now…

“Okay, okay!” Monokuma interrupted. “It’s finally time! The second class trial is finally starting!”

Mukuro turned back to the circle in front of her. Save for Hifumi, everyone was doing the same thing: looking right back at her.

Our second case… A deadly crime… A deadly double-cross… A deadly mystery… A deadly lie… A deadly… class trial!

Notes:

* Phew! Writing investigations and trials takes WAY longer than daily life chapters, because you have to check and recheck everything to make sure you aren't overlooking some important detail that ruins a later twist.

* On an unrelated note, I'm not really satisfied with the name of this fic. I chose it because it's a sequel/AU to Danganronpa IF, so I wanted it to start with the word "If," but I think now that that was a mistake. But I feel like changing the name two chapters in would be a huge mistake, so I guess I'm just stuck with this soap opera-y name. Let that be a lesson to you, kids: make sure you choose the names of your works carefully, instead of just making an arbitrary decision you might regret later. All of those parents of babies named Khaleesi probably agree with me.

List of Truth Bullets
* MONOKUMA FILE #2: The victim was Sakura Ogami, the Ultimate Martial Artist. The time of death was about 9:15 PM. The body was found in the warehouse on the first floor of the dorms. Her head was struck by a blunt object, while her chest was pierced by a wooden spear just beneath the heart.
* TAKA'S ACCOUNT: The night of the murder, Taka went to complain to Celeste in the bathhouse from 9:15-9:35. They spoke, but he didn't actually look inside the door.
* STRANGELY BROKEN SHELF: Celeste's shelf broke after a large fracture formed in its center. The crack was very smooth instead of jagged, and there's no obvious reason for the shelf to have broken in the first place.
* DUST FROM THE CLOSET: The dust found in the closet that got Celeste's clothing dirty is different from the dust created by destroying pieces of wood from the shelf.
* TAPE ON CELESTE'S DOOR: Someone put a piece of duct tape on Celeste's door that prevented it from locking. It's unclear when it was placed, but the tearing suggests that it was the first piece used of a new roll of tape.
* HIRO'S ACCOUNT: Hiro went to the cafeteria at 8:55 PM. There, he saw Celeste enter the bathhouse at 9, Taka enter it at 9:15, Toko enter the school at 9:20, Hina enter the dorms from the school at 9:30, and Taka leave the bathhouse at 9:35.
* WAREHOUSE DOOR: According to Hiro, the door to the warehouse was broken or blocked by something at 9:45 PM, but it worked just fine this morning.
* HIFUMI'S STOMACHACHE: Hifumi could barely stand this morning. He says he ate "something bad" last night.
* AOI'S ACCOUNT: Aoi and Sakura went to the pool at 7:30. Sakura left at about 8:50 to go get a protein shake from the warehouse.
* BYAKUYA’S NOTE: Byakuya secretly gave Toko a note to meet him by the pool at midnight. When Genocide Jack found it, she left almost three hours early.
* DUMBBELL RACK: A single dumbbell is the only object in the boy’s changing room that’s been moved in months. Someone took it from the bottom rack, cleaned it with bleach, and put it back incorrectly. At some point, it must have been damaged, because one of the weights on its ends is loose instead of flush.
* THREAD OF CLOTH: There was a tiny thread of pink cloth trapped between the loose weight and the grip of the dumbbell. Its origin is unknown.
* KYOKO’S AUTOPSY: Sakura’s head was smashed by an unknown blunt object, and she was stabbed with a spear just beneath the heart. Both attacks happened while she was still alive, but the order and time between them is unknown. Furthermore, all of the bruises on her arms and legs were made after she was already dead.
* SPEAR: Someone used a saw to cut a wooden ladder in two, then used one of the legs to create a spear. The end of the leg is sharpened in a very amateurish way.
* SAKURA’S PIECE OF CLOTH: Sakura died holding a piece of white fabric torn from something. It’s too thin and smooth to be from a towel.
* BLOOD IN THE WAREHOUSE: There are two pools of blood in the warehouse. One was found underneath Sakura’s body, while the other was about five feet away, next to where the shelf with the protein powder once stood. There was no other blood in the room, except where objects rolled into the pools.
* OUT OF PLACE CHEST OF DRAWERS: The warehouse stocks several spare chests of drawers for students to take, but one of them was moved next to the door and left there.

Chapter 17: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Trial 1

Summary:

The trial for the murderer of Sakura Ogami begins. Mukuro is the prime suspect, and must fight with all her might to prove her innocence to a circle of suspicious classmates. But just when she thinks she's succeeded, a new surprise threatens to ruin everything...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Let’s begin with a basic explanation of the class trial!” Monokuma trilled.

“Didn’t we already do this the first time?” Hiro asked, obviously perplexed. “Shouldn’t we j—”

“So! Your votes will determine the results. If you can figure out ‘whodunnit,’ then only they will receive punishment. But if you pick the wrong student as the killer, then I’ll punish everyone besides the Blackened, and the one who deceived everyone else will graduate!”

How helpful…

An open palm slammed into its podium, and the smack echoed into the large, empty room. Mukuro turned sharply to her right – two spots over was Leon. He thrust his other hand toward her, waving it over the amused, cackling Genocide Jack who separated them.

“Like we even need a trial at all!” he yelled. “It’s gotta be Mukuro!”

He said the words with complete certainty… but he shied away from actually facing her as he threw out the accusation. A twinge of pain stabbed at Mukuro’s heart. She looked at Leon, even at that scar she’d given him that night with Sayaka… but all she could think of was that goofy, silly guy playing the guitar horribly in the cafeteria, and that moment they’d shared together.

“I agree that it is Mukuro,” Taka nodded, crossing his arms. “However, we should obviously still conduct the trial. Nothing is gained by ending it early, and we owe it to Sakura to learn the details of how she was betrayed and murdered.”

Mukuro sighed.

Well, I knew these two were against me from the start…

“Kyahahahaha!” Jack slammed her fist into her own podium several times, laughing hysterically. Leon pulled back in surprise and fear. “No way, no way! The faster we vote, the faster I can get back to stalking Master!”

“Enough!” Byakuya snapped. “Shut up, all of you. Especially you, Jack. Even if Mukuro is the killer, we might still discover something unexpected and useful by playing along with the trial.”

“Then, do you also believe she murdered Sakura?” Celeste asked, idly tapping a finger along the edge of her podium.

“For now? Let’s just say that I’m open to hearing the evidence.”

Hina stood at the podium directly across from Mukuro’s. She listened to the argument in silence, biting down hard on her lip and staring into her friend’s eyes. She fidgeted with fingers again and again, murmuring some low, gravely sound as the trial and suspicion tore her up inside.

If for no one else other than Hina, I have to prove I’m innocent!

“Alright,” Kyoko nodded. “Now that we’ve decided, I’ll start by explaining the circumstances of the death that we know. Sakura was killed at 9:15 in the warehouse by the dorms. We found a wooden spear in her chest, but her head was also bludgeoned by an unknown heavy blunt object. The entire warehouse was upended and destroyed—”

“Wh—what?” All eyes turned to Hifumi. He was wavering back and forth at his podium, but he managed to look up as Kyoko said that. When he spoke, his voice was barely audible. “What do you mean… the room was destroyed?”

“That’s right, you weren’t there.” Kyoko crossed her arms. “The warehouse shelves were all knocked down, their inventory was scattered everywhere, and there were big gashes in the walls.”

Hifumi seemed confused, then grabbed his side again and shook his head back and forth. He seemed on the verge of vomiting.

“Ugh… I understand, Miss Kirigiri… Please, continue…”

“No need for her to say anything else!” Leon shouted. “I’m just gonna say what we’re all thinking!”

(Present Your Argument)

“Mukuro is the only person who could fight Sakura and live.” He scratched at the scar she’d left on his face all those nights ago. “Hell, she even used a spear both times.”

“A—anyone can use a spear,” Hina suggested, a little halfheartedly. “They’ve been around for thousands of years…”

“It is true that anyone can hold a spear,” Taka conceded. “But not just anyone can hit the world’s greatest martial artist just beneath the heart with one.”

“Ugh… Ooghh…” Hifumi shook his head and pressed his hands across his bulging gut again.

“Kyahahahaha!” Jack cried in laughter, then twirled two pairs of scissors across her fingers. “Sakura wouldn’t have gone down to any normal fighter, that’s for sure!”

“And it was during the fight with Ogre that the warehouse got wrecked up…” Hiro added, stroking his chin.

“Yeah, okay!” Leon smiled, fully satisfied in their reasoning. “Mukuro is the best soldier on Earth, right? We all heard how her profile said she’s ‘trained in every weapon type imaginable.’ So, she used her weapon expertise to make a spear in advance ‘cause she knew she couldn’t beat Sakura in a straight fistfight.”

“But… we still don’t know what the weapon was that hit Sakura over the head!” Hina tried again, tearing up.

“…” Sayaka’s narrow blue eyes never moved from Mukuro’s face.

“Who cares?” Leon slammed his palm on the podium again. “It was probably something that would give away that it was Mukuro, so she took it with her and hid it somewhere.”

(Spear > She used her weapon expertise to make a spear in advance)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro breathed in and out for a few seconds, sweating profusely. Everyone turned to her. She swallowed several times, trying in vain to calm herself, and forced her body to stand up straight. Her eyes darted to Kyoko’s, but the other girl said nothing, and gave away nothing with her quiet, calm demeanor.

Either she thinks I’m guilty, or she wants me to prove I can defend myself…

Mukuro hoped it was the latter.

“Leon,” she said. “You claimed I made that spear to kill Sakura with, and I used my knowledge of weaponry to do it, right?”

“Yeah, that’s right!”

“Wrong. In fact, I’m the single person who’s least likely to have made it. Have you actually looked at the spear?”

“Well, not close-up…”

“I see. Well, let me help you. A spear basically consists of two parts: the shaft and the spearhead. The shaft can be any length and thickness, but the head has to terminate in a sharp point so it can be used to pierce things once thrusted. On a traditional spear, made back when they were used as serious weapons of war, the spearheads were made of metal. Understand so far?”

“Uh—”

“The most important part about a spearhead is the way it’s shaped. It’s absolutely crucial that sharp point of the spear ends directly above the shaft, in a single smooth line. On a spear that’s carved out of a single chunk of wood and doesn’t have a dedicated metal spearhead installed into it, you need to make sure the sharp point extends directly out of the center of the shaft. Think of it like a circle, where the closer you get to the center, the more effective your spear will be.”

“Okay…”

“The spear pulled out of Sakura… wasn’t like that at all!” This time, it was Mukuro’s turn to thrust her hand forward, and Leon’s turn to jump back in surprise. “That spear’s point is way off-center. It’s a terrible excuse for a weapon that was clearly made by a total amateur with no understanding of the intricacies of how spears work or even of how to carve wood. Not to mention, it was made out of the leg of a ladder pulled out of the warehouse itself. That thing was flimsy and useless, it would be impossible to rely on it in a serious fight.”

Leon sucked in his lips.

“Well,” he grunted. “Maybe you carved it wrong on purpose, to confuse us?”

“I would have no way to be sure that anyone would even pull the spear out of Sakura in the first place,” she retorted. Mukuro was almost smiling; she was on a roll and she knew it. “If you’ll recall, I was sent out of the warehouse during the investigation. I had no way to direct anyone to notice the spear at any point. Plus, Sakura is the greatest martial artist on Earth. Going up against her with a substandard weapon on purpose? No one would ever even think to do that. It’s something that only someone with no experience in fighting at all would ever try.”

Mukuro’s eyes darted to Hina. She was smiling, too, and gripping the edges of her podium. She was coming around. They were all coming around.

“Dammit!” Leon was getting frustrated now, and not trying to hide it. “Okay, well what if you couldn’t make a better spear? The only material in the warehouse to make a spear out of could be those ladders you mentioned—”

“No way. There’re plenty of long, thin pieces of metal and wood you can get anywhere in the school. Those bleachers in the gym, for one. If you were really thinking about it and knew what you were doing, you’d grab one of those at around 3 AM when everyone else is asleep, turn it into a spear, and bring it to the warehouse for later.”

“I… Well…” Leon crossed his arms. “I may not be able to explain it exactly, but—”

I’m smarter than Leon, she thought triumphantly. I can pry apart anything he says and prove I’m innocent!

“I can explain it.” said another voice. That shook Mukuro back to reality. Byakuya pressed a finger to the edge of his glasses, then regarded her with a cool, cruel suspicion. “It’s actually quite simple. If there’s one thing we know about Mukuro Ikusaba, besides that she’s the Ultimate Solder, it’s that she has amnesia. She’s made that very clear. It’s entirely possible that she set out to expertly carve a spear, then whatever synapse was supposed to fire just didn’t, and she made a bad one by accident. People who take head trauma often make stupid, minor mistakes like that.”

“Wh—what?!” Mukuro was taken aback. She hadn’t expected anyone to argue against her mental state. “But… I’ve never made any mistakes like that before!”

“Haven’t you?” Byakuya propped up a finger against his glasses. “As I recall, you lost control of yourself during the first fight with Sakura and almost killed her, just mechanically following your soldier instincts. And you’ve been extremely emotional and somewhat irrational – that is, more than usual – since Makoto died.”

There was no possible response to that claim. It both completely dismantled everything Mukuro had said and was immune to any counterarguments.

Smarter than Leon, she moped. But not Byakuya…

That spark of life and hope and trust in Hina’s eyes was dimmer now, but not yet extinct. Near her, on the other side of the dead biker guy’s portrait, stood Kyoko, who watched the scene carefully and silently.

“Ooooh, that makes sense!” Leon gave one low laugh. “Trying to trick me like that, Mukuro! Not cool!”

“It’s only a theory,” Byakuya admitted. “But it does fit with the facts of your behavior.”

“No… I didn’t make that spear!”

Hiro grunted, then scratched the back of his head.

“I dunno, Mukuro…” he said. “That looks bad.”

“You said you believed me!”

“Yeah, I did. But I’ve been thinking, right?”

“I’m shocked.” Byakuya mocked.

“Hey! Just listen! Mukuro, the important thing isn’t really the spear. It’s the fight itself. Leon didn’t suspect you ‘cause of your amazing spear powers. He suspected you ‘cause you’re the only person who could fight Sakura. So… as long as Sakura died in a fight…” Hiro scrunched up his face. He looked like he was thinking harder than he ever had in his entire life. “Then… You’re the only one who could’ve killed her!”

The room was silent for a while. And then…

“Hiro,” Taka said, a little more gently than normal. “We already knew all of that.”

“Just be quiet, you oaf!” Byakuya shook his head.

Hiro shrank back, annoyed and ashamed, but something in his words resonated with Mukuro.

As long as Sakura died in a fight, then I did it…

The Ultimate Clairvoyant might have been dumb, but he was, in his own weird way, a genius.

“What if the fight… wasn’t what it looked like?” Mukuro suggested. “By that I mean… Sakura wasn’t killed in a fight, and the room was just staged that way?”

“Staged? How?” Hina asked, suddenly more vibrant.

“I… don’t know.”

“Ha!” Byakuya’s contempt had never been clearer. “You can’t just throw out unsupported ideas and expect them to mean something. You need something to back up your claims.”

Mukuro swallowed, hard. This had been so much easier the first time, when she could either rely on Makoto or already had all of the answers. Trying to argue like this was more like wading through a pool of uncertainty.

“Back up my claims? Okay…” she said, making up each word as she went and yet still trying to sound confident. “How about this? Everyone in the school knew about Sakura’s routine to get protein powder, right? So… anyone would know about the importance of the powder itself. What if… it was poisoned with sedatives from the nurse’s office?” She couldn’t help her voice squeaking as she said the word. “And that made her weak enough for someone besides me to fight?”

“Oh, really?” Byakuya laughed. “No, I don’t think so. Do you know what Sakura was doing immediately before she went to get that powder?”

Mukuro thought back to her evidence.

“Swimming with Hina?”

“That’s right. Aoi!” Byakuya turned to the suddenly alert Ultimate Swimmer. “Did Sakura seem out of sorts to you at all?”

“No… She was totally normal.”

“I thought so. If Sakura had been drugged before getting that protein powder, from her previous batch, then it surely would have already taken effect before she went to get her next batch. You couldn’t possibly rely on it starting to take effect in the few minutes between leaving the pool and reaching the warehouse.”

Mukuro’s throat tightened. Byakuya could slap down any half-formed argument the second it left her lips, and he knew it. He wasn’t going to give her any room to try to build something, not unless it was based on an indisputable fact…

“But—what if she wasn’t poisoned with the powder? Hifumi is also poisoned, right?” She pointed over to the boy groaning at his own podium. “Maybe they ate the same bad thing that was only meant for Sakura…”

Byakuya scowled for a moment, but at least he didn’t instantly dismiss it.

“Hifumi!” he demanded. “What did you eat yesterday that made you… like this?”

“Ugh… Argh…” Hifumi shook his head. “Nothing. All I ate was what everyone ate for lunch and dinner last night… We had chicken, didn’t we…?”

“It’s true,” Hiro said. “I remember Hifumi yesterday, and he did eat with us. Sakura did, too. We all had basically the same thing, except Sakura also had her powder, and Aoi had some donuts with it.”

Mukuro glared at him like the traitor he was.

“Then, Hifumi,” she asked kindly, hoping to pull anything useful out of him. “Why do you feel so awful?”

“I don’t know!” he groaned. “Maybe… it’s allergies?”

“Hmph.” Byakuya rolled his eyes. “It’s an interesting side story, I’ll admit, but it seems unrelated to the topic of Sakura. Because the simple fact is that Aoi saw Sakura completely fine minutes before she died.”

Mukuro wiped a sleeve across her forehead. It came back dripping with sweat.

I need something… I need anything to pull suspicion away from myself and get everyone talking. Maybe then I can come up with something solid… If I can’t prove that the scene was staged, and I can’t prove that Sakura was weakened, then I need to prove that someone else could have killed her in a fight…

Mukuro looked up and to her right. The long-tongued, self-admitted serial killer stared back at her with crazy red eyes, cocking her head in surprise and curiosity.

It’s probably not you, Jack… Mukuro privately admitted. But…

“I think we need to consider Genocide Jack a suspect!” she screamed, much louder than she intended. “Jack once said that she fought Sakura fairly and only barely lost! And… I’ve seen her jump the width of the pool! She has just as good a chance in a fight as I do!”

It was all a lie, of course. Jack could never hope to kill Sakura in a fair fight. And Jack probably wasn’t stable enough mentally to come up with any complicated plans, and since she didn’t share memories with Toko, she was the only person in the school who hadn’t seen the time with the spear in the gym, so she plausibly might not even know to frame Mukuro with a spear in the first place.

Mukuro waited for a few seconds, chest rising and falling, knowing that everyone was going to say she was wrong, that it was impossible, that—

“Well, maybe…” Taka conceded. “She is an insane serial murderer…”

“Yeah… Yeah!” Hina made a fist, then glared across the room at her. “It was definitely Genocide Jack!”

On the other side of Makoto’s portrait, Sayaka’s pale blue eyes narrowed. Her gaze held on Mukuro, who could only wonder what was going on in the idol’s mind.

Jack didn’t respond at first. Instead, she simply turned to Byakuya and smiled innocently. He raised an eyebrow, but said nothing. A moment later, her entire expression changed.

(Present Your Argument)

“Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!” she roared. “How dare you, Pukuro?! I would never kill Sakura!”

Because she’s too strong?” Hiro asked. “Or because you’re not an evil murderer?

“Neither! It’s ‘cause I only kill cute boys!” Jack angrily stamped a foot, sending her tongue flopping all over the place. “Didn’t I explain this already? If you aren’t a cute boy, I won’t hurt you! … physically, anyway.”

“Maybe that’s true in a professional sense,” Taka said. “But if you were promised an escape from the school, you might easily make an exception!”

“Nope!” She cackled again, like a medieval witch. “I have a very specific way of murdering people – I’m an artist, not just some garden variety wannabe-escapee! But even if I wanted to escape that badly, I still wouldn’t kill to escape if it got Master killed, too!”

“You care about Byakuya that much…?” Hina asked, oddly sympathetic.

“Of course! Master shouldn’t be killed by anyone except me!”

“Go crawl in a hole and die.” Byakuya snapped.

“Only if it’s with you, Master…” She turned back to the rest of the class. “But as for the rest of you, there’s no evidence I hurt your precious Sakura, so you can all just stuff it!”

(Hiro’s Account > There’s no evidence I hurt your precious Sakura)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Jack stopped laughing in an instant. Her demeanor grew more serious, and she tapped a pair of her specialty scissors against her thigh.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” she asked, voice more even than usual.

“There’s something you conveniently left out of your argument there, Jack,” Mukuro said, not backing down. “Hiro was in the cafeteria last night from 8:55 to 9:45. He said that he saw you – actually, he mistook you for Toko, and said he saw her – leave the dorms at 9:20. That means you were in the area of the warehouse when the murder took place, and left the area just after Sakura was dead. So, you see… You had both the motive and opportunity to commit this crime!”

Jack scowled.

“Maybe you’re forgetting something, Pukuro…” she rumbled. “But I said I lost my fight with Sakura.”

“Yeah… You did.” Mukuro smiled evilly. She had Jack on the ropes now. She could definitely do this. All she had to do was point out one simple little fact. “But, Jack, you—”

Mukuro turned blue.

She was about to say “You remember the fight with Sakura, while she forgot about it thanks to the amnesia, so you could learn from it, while she definitely didn’t.” It was the perfect, unassailable argument that would instantly shift suspicion away from herself.

… but they weren’t supposed to know that they’d lost their memories. If she said that now, Junko would know for sure that they’d learned things they weren’t supposed to have, and the others would view her as a traitor or an idiot for revealing that. Yet, she’d already committed to this line of reasoning. Backing down now would just confuse everyone else, and there was no way to communicate why she couldn’t say anything.

“—youuuuuuuuuuuu…” Mukuro sputtered.

“You, what?” Jack cocked her head again. “What are you talking about?”

“Youuuuuuuuuuuuu could have learned from your mistakes and fought better the second time?” Mukuro tried, in a desperate attempt to stick the landing.

That save was much weaker than her original reasoning, but it would have to do. She looked up to Kyoko and Byakuya, hoping desperately that they’d understand what she was trying to say. To her shock, both of their eyes were sharp. They seemed to see where she’d been going.

That didn’t help the rest, though.

“I guess that’s true,” Leon admitted. “But it’s not the most convincing. All it proves is that Jack could have killed her.”

Jack was incensed. She twirled one of her scissors almost too fast to see, then buried its blades in the center of her podium.

“How dare you suggest I would willingly dirty my hands with a girl’s blood?!” she cried. “You’re lucky you’re not a cute boy, or else I’d—”

Her face changed. An eyebrow rose up in surprise, her mouth opened, and she seemed almost to panic for an instant.

Then she sneezed, and Toko stood in her place.

“W—what?!” The Ultimate Writing Prodigy shrank back and covered her mouth. “Oh—oh no, not again!”

“Great…” Byakuya rolled his eyes.

“Wh—what happened this time?” Toko asked.

“Sakura died,” Celeste said, completely devoid of sympathy. “We think the killer was either Mukuro or you.”

“O—oh…” Toko bit down on her thumb. “Okay… Thanks. I’ll… just f—follow along from h—here?”

“Mukuro,” Kyoko interrupted. It was her first word in a while. “You said something interesting a moment ago. I’d like to go back to it for a moment.”

“Oh? Sure. What is it?”

“It’s about what Hiro said. He was in the cafeteria during the murder?”

“Sure was!” He gave her a thumbs up. “I saw Toko – uh, Jack leave the dorms right after the murder. I also saw Aoi come back from the school a while after the murder. Plus, I saw Taka and Celeste in the bathhouse when it happened.”

“S—scandalous!” Toko stuttered. “I—I expected that from the sw—swimming bimbo, b—but not the g—gothloli…”

The aforementioned swimming bimbo flushed red and looked away, while the gothloli’s eyes flashed red. Celeste glared across the circle without saying a word, and Toko let out a cowardly “eep” and scampered behind her podium.

“It wasn’t like that, of course,” Taka hurriedly explained. “I was just explaining to Celeste, from outside of the door, that she isn’t allowed to use all of the laundry machines at the same time.”

“I see,” Kyoko nodded. “So, Hiro’s testimony can clear three people immediately.”

“Yes, I suppose it does,” Byakuya agreed. “Although it leaves open the possibility that he’s the killer.”

“What?! No, I’m not!” Hiro pushed a finger out and glowered at him. “The killer is probably your girlfriend! And aren’t you forgetting how I’m one of the people who discovered the body?!”

“… If you ever call her my girlfriend again, I’ll have my family build up a subsidiary corporation dedicated to convincing people that divination isn’t real.”

“Ah!”

“But you did raise something that’s almost a point.” Byakuya turned to Monokuma. “I have another question for you.”

“So you ask, and so shall I answer!” Monokuma shrilled. “What is it?”

“Explain the body discovery announcement to us.”

“Oh, that’s simple. Once three people have seen the victim’s corpse besides the killer, the announcement plays.”

“I see. Hiro, Taka, and Aoi discovered the body this morning, so we can at least discount them, and Celeste, right away.”

That’s wrong…

Mukuro’s mouth went dry. She recalled what Celeste had told her not one hour ago:

“There’s not much to tell, I’m afraid… I was walking to the cafeteria when I saw Aoi and Taka emerge. They went right for the warehouse. Yasuhiro was already going in that direction… He was definitely the one who actually opened the door. I remember he screamed, and then he and Taka rushed inside. The announcement played, and Aoi joined them after that, and I ran as fast as I could to catch up…”

Mukuro shifted to face Celeste, but the other girl made no indication that she’d noticed the contradiction. And why should she? The only difference about this timing from her perspective is that it clears Hina’s name, but they already knew from Hiro that she couldn’t be the killer…

It must have happened over the course of no more than five seconds, she thought. Hina was just barely behind Taka, so it makes sense that the two boys didn’t notice that she wasn’t with them yet when the announcement played.

But then, did Hina herself know that Byakuya was wrong? Mukuro looked across the circle and saw only her friend’s wide, innocent eyes. It was impossible that Aoi Asahina could ever deceive anyone.

She probably didn’t notice the exact timing. Only someone watching it all happen from outside like Celeste would have caught it…

It was such a minor, trivial detail that even Kyoko and Byakuya had overlooked it, yet if it was true, it changed everything.

If the announcement played before Hina arrived, then that means Taka was the third person to see the body, Hiro the second, and the first…

Mukuro swallowed. She went numb at the realization:

Someone else saw the body besides the killer, and didn’t tell anyone else.

Not only that, but this person must have seen the body at some point between 9:15 PM and its discovery at about 7:50 AM. That meant that someone had gone into the warehouse, and probably after the curfew.

It has to be the spy…

The implications of the second spy were endless. If there was another spy, then that meant Sakura’s betraying of Monokuma hadn’t been a surprise. That would mean that Junko knew all about them learning the truth behind their amnesia. That would mean that all of their careful planning was completely for naught…

But that’s such a bizarre mistake for a spy to make, it gives them away for sure!

A second later—

Wait a second, if the spy works for Junko, and Junko controls the body announcements, then she could have just played the announcement whenever she wanted…

Mukuro bit down hard on her bottom lip. It felt to her that Junko was a stickler for the rules. Monokuma was always talking about how he enforces the rules and demands they be followed precisely. The idea that her sister would create this elaborate game and then play fast and loose with the body announcement to imply the presence of a nonexistent second spy…

Is another explanation besides a second spy?

Only one: Sayaka. Mukuro looked over to the white-faced idol, who stared back at her with silent, expressionless eyes. It could be that Sayaka stumbled onto the body somehow, and in her delirious state said nothing… But there was no possible way to prove that either way.

This matter was too important to leave ambiguous, but if Mukuro brought it up right now, the discussion would have to lead to whether or not there was another spy, which would inevitably culminate with how much Junko knew… and they weren’t even supposed to know about Junko in the first place! Bringing it up anywhere except the bathhouse just wasn’t possible unless she was prepared to tip the class’ hand and let the mastermind know how much they knew.

Mukuro’s heart exploded out of her chest. She had to make a call: stay silent and let everyone think that Hina was one of the three body discoverers, or risk everything over this and probably derail the entire trial.

“Mukuro?” Kyoko’s voice broke her reverie. Mukuro looked up, not having realized at all that she was staring into space. “We asked where you were.”

She decided to stay quiet on the matter.

“Oh… I was just in my room all night, like I said earlier.”

A second spy… If Junko honored the rules of the body announcement, that clears Taka and Hiro for sure… Probably Celeste, too, since she’d have no reason to lie about Aoi being a step behind the boys and give herself away like that…

That meant that one of Aoi, Byakuya, Hifumi, Kyoko, Leon, Sayaka, or Toko was working for Junko… although, Mukuro instantly dismissed the idea that it could be Sayaka.

“H—ha! I knew she w—was the k—killer!” Toko pulled one of her hands to her heart, then pointed at Mukuro. “There’s n—no other reason to l—lie like that!”

Mukuro blinked.

“Lie? I didn’t lie…”

“Y—yes you did! Because I s—saw you outside in the h—hallways at 9:00 PM!”

Mukuro balked.

“What? That’s impossible! I never left my room!”

“L—liar! I d—definitely saw you prowling around. P—probably thinking about h—how to murder S—Sakura, it was just b—before she died!”

Mukuro turned to the others. Everyone was silent, watching her… Judging her. Hina was sucking in her lips, terrified.

“It’s not true! It’s not!” Mukuro pleaded. “I… Toko, where did you see me?”

“L—like I said, in the hallway.”

Where in the hallway? This is important!”

“W—well, you were walking away from the dorms, toward the c—common area with the b—bathhouse and warehouse and c—cafeteria and stuff. I d—didn’t know you were p—planning to kill anyone, so I didn’t f—follow you or anything…”

“But that’s not true! I didn’t leave my room all night,” Mukuro insisted. “But… if I did, then surely I would have seen you watching me. It sounds like you knew I wouldn’t have.”

“Th—that’s just because I k—knew you were c—crazy, so I didn’t s—say ‘hi’ or anything as you w—walked away.”

“Wait! So, you only saw me from behind?”

“Th—that’s right. But it was d—definitely you!”

“Could Toko be lying?” Taka asked, stroking his chin. “She is the other prime suspect…”

“N—no! I’m not l—lying!”

Mukuro watched the girl beside her thrash and deny it, and it really felt to her like Toko was telling the truth…

(Present Your Argument)

I s—saw Mukuro from b—behind, leaving her dorm at 9:00 PM!” Toko insisted. “It was d—definitely her!”

“Well,” Hiro shrugged. “She definitely didn’t leave the dorms or go to the bathhouse, right? ‘Cause I would’ve seen her if she did, and the only person I saw go there at 9 was Celeste…”

“Speaking of me,” the gothic girl cooed. “I was also out and about at 9 o’clock, heading to the bathhouse, and I didn’t see Mukuro anywhere.”

“Ugh… ourgh…” Hifumi swayed back and forth at his podium, trying and failing to keep up with the discussion.

“B—but she could’ve h—hid somewhere you didn’t see!” Toko continued. “I—I only saw her b—by luck!”

“A better question is why you were out of your room at that time at all,” Taka observed. “There’s no rule against it, but you usually keep to herself, except when Byakuya is involved. There’s no reason for you to be out at night, stalking the hallways.”

“…” Hina sucked in her lips. She watched Mukuro with wide, watery eyes, desperate to offer her trust again.

“Hm…” Hiro tapped a finger on his podium. “I’m still thinking about where Mukuro went that night when she left her room. Besides the warehouse, she could’ve also gone to the laundry room!

“That doesn’t work,” Leon shook his head. “‘Cause there’s no reason for her to lie about not leaving her dorm, except that she was planning to kill Sakura! So, either she’s lying, or Toko’s lying.”

“…” Sayaka said nothing, and seemed barely aware that a conversation was taking place at all.

(Byakuya’s Note > There’s no reason for you to be out at night)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro slammed a fist down on the podium before her.

“Taka, you’re half-right about that, but only half-right. There was a reason for Toko to be out that night, and it’s the same reason she left for the school.”

“Oh? Explain.”

“Actually, I don’t have the full story. Everything I know, I learned from Genocide Jack. Maybe Toko should explain it herself.”

“O—oh, yeah…” Toko reached into her skirt and pulled out the crumpled piece of paper Mukuro had seen at the pool. “At 9:00 PM, my d—doorbell rang. I o—opened up the door, saw Mukuro from b—behind, and f—found this n—note on the floor. It was from M—Master…”

“What?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow.

“Y—yeah!” She held it up. “It s—says ‘Toko, meet me by the pool at midnight. From, Byakuya.’”

“Give me that.” he demanded. Toko cringed back for a moment, then passed the note over. He read it for a few seconds, then looked up. “I never wrote this.”

“W—what?!”

Byakuya smashed the paper by making a fist, then looked from one student to the next.

“Someone here has made the incredible error of impersonating me.” he said, his voice low and full of hate. “When I find out who it was, assuming it wasn’t Toko—”

“N—no! I’d never l—lie to you, M—Master! I’m the v—victim here!”

“Huh… So, someone wanted Toko at the pool at midnight,” Leon frowned. “I don’t see how that helps us.”

“Wh—what do you m—mean?”

“I mean, who cares? All that matters is that you went outside and saw Mukuro.”

“I’m not so sure about that,” Kyoko said. A smile tugged at the corner of her lips. “Or rather, I think Leon’s absolutely right, but not for the reasons he thinks.”

“Huh? What do you mean by that?”

“Can you tell, Mukuro?” Kyoko pressed.

All eyes turned to the Ultimate Soldier. She was sweating, feeling the heavy weight of Kyoko’s expectations on her shoulders…

But she actually could tell.

“Nothing happened to Genocide Jack all night at the pool,” she said. “That’s what she told Celeste and me. Which means that Toko’s going to the pool didn’t matter at all. The only actual, meaningful effect of her leaving her room for those few seconds is that she saw me ‘from behind.’”

“So what?” Leon insisted.

So, the killer must have placed that note there just as a pretext to get Toko to see me – although I still stay I never left my room. If I was the killer, the last thing in the world I would want would be for anyone to see me leave just before the murder happened. So, I can’t be the one who left that note – and if the killer left it, then I can’t be the killer!”

Leon was stunned into silence. At length, he said:

“Maybe someone besides you was planning to actually meet Toko at midnight by the pool, and then just didn’t?”

“That’s absurd.”

“Is it?” Byakuya adjusted his glasses again, then smiled. “Something’s odd to me about this. The note says for Toko to meet me at midnight, but Hiro said he saw Jack leaving at 9:20.”

“I noticed that, too,” Mukuro explained. “But Jack is… well, Jack. She seemed to think it was completely reasonable to leave three hours early.”

“I see… Well, then there is another explanation: someone genuinely did plan to meet Toko by the pool at midnight, and then when Jack took over and left so early, panicked and called off their plan. You being seen was just an accident.”

“Wh—what?!” Toko bit down on her thumb again. “Wh—why would someone call me to the p—pool by using y—your name?”

“Because they wanted to murder you, probably.”

“Ah!” Toko grabbed her pigtails and shook her head several times. “N—no! I’ve n—never done anything wrong in m—my life!”

“What about all the murders?” Hiro asked.

“I m—meant besides that.”

“We’re getting nowhere,” Kyoko said. “Did anyone else see Mukuro out at night?”

No one responded immediately. Then—

“Actually,” Celeste sighed. “Jack did mention something about this. She said that when she left her room, she ran into Hifumi.”

“Ugh…” Hifumi pushed his red face into the crook of his arm. “Don’t…”

“Hifumi!” Byakuya snapped. “This is important. Were you out that night?”

“Ugh… Well, I don’t… Completely remember…”

“Jack said she spoke to him for a while,” Celeste said.

“Oh, that…” Hifumi nodded very slowly. Sweat dripped off his brow and splashed onto the floor. “Yes… Miss Jack stumbled into me… I asked her not to kill me, and she said… something… I don’t completely remember…”

“What do you remember?” Byakuya demanded. “Did you see Mukuro?”

“Urgh… Well…” He gripped either side of his podium, trying in vain to steady his shaky legs. “I…” He shook his head. “Sorry, it’s just a blur…”

“Why were you outside at nigh at allt?” Kyoko asked suddenly.

The room went quiet for a moment. Hifumi wiped his forehead again, smearing a greasy stain across his sleeve, and nodded.

“I was trying to find some medicine for my stomachache,” he said. “It wasn’t as bad then, so Miss Jack might not have noticed that I was feeling ill.”

“How much attention do you think I pay to that guy?” Jack’s words echoed in Mukuro’s ears.

“And this was at 9 PM?” Kyoko pressed.

“No… More like 9:10…”

“J—just before the m—murder…” Toko said, rather uselessly.

“I didn’t see you leave for the nurse’s office?” Hiro said.

“That’s because I couldn’t make it all the way. Ugh… As soon as I was out and about, my stomach started acting up. I only made it to the end of the dorm hallway before I had to turn back… I wanted to ask for someone else to pick something up for me, but the only people I saw were Miss Ikusaba and Miss Jack, and I was a bit scared of them both… If I’d known you were in the cafeteria, Mister Hagakure, I might have…”

Hifumi’s face suddenly went redder, and he keeled over the podium. For a while, he just breathed heavily. After some seconds, he folded his arms over its surface, and buried his head in them.

“S—sorry,” he said. “Please, continue without me…”

“That wasn’t very helpful,” Leon said.

“On the contrary, it was most enlightening,” Byakuya smiled. “It means that Mukuro left her room fifteen minutes before the murder, and wasn’t seen five minutes before the murder.”

“No!” Mukuro looked at each of her classmates, pleading with her eyes. “I swear, I don’t know what Toko saw, but it wasn’t me! I never left my room!”

(Present Your Argument)

“I—I think I see wh—what happened!” Toko said, smiling cruelly. “M—Mukuro left her r—room at 9:00 PM, and went d—directly to the warehouse, wh—where she killed Sakura.”

“I think it is significant that Jack and Hifumi didn’t see her,” Celeste said, tapping a finger along one of her pigtails.

“That proves nothing,” Taka shook his head. “Ten minutes is more than enough time get to the warehouse from the dorms. Once in there, Mukuro could lie in wait for Sakura to arrive, and kill her.”

“…” Sayaka kept silent, watching Mukuro, never moving her eyes away.

“And since Jack and Hifumi didn’t go into the warehouse, they’d never that know Mukuro was hiding it, ready to strike!” Leon slammed a fist into his palm. “Ha! We’ve got this shit figured out!”

(Hiro’s Account > Mukuro could lie in wait for Sakura to arrive)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

I don’t know where I’m going with this, but there’s no backing down now!

“Taka,” she said. “Your version of events is impossible.”

“Why’s that?” he asked.

“Hiro was in the cafeteria from 8:55-on. While there, he saw Celeste, you, Jack, and Hina. But do you know who didn’t see? Sakura. Which means that Sakura must have come back to the dorms before 8:55.”

Taka stroked his chin again.

“Well… I suppose that makes sense…”

“It does more than make sense, it destroys your entire argument!” Mukuro pointed right at him. “According to Hina, the two of them went to swim at 7:30, and Sakura left at 8:50.”

“That’s right!” Hina agreed.

“Most people would have taken more than five minutes to cover the distance between the pool and the dorms, but Sakura is… well, Sakura. If she arrived before Hiro showed up in the cafeteria, then she must have made it into a short jog to work out her muscles before she drank and went to bed. But what that means for sure is that she got to the warehouse before 8:55 PM, because Hiro would have seen her otherwise. I still insist that I stayed in my dorm all night, but if I did leave at 9:00 PM, then I sure as hell couldn’t ‘lie in wait’ for her to arrive.”

“So what?” Byakuya said.

“So, that means—”

“It just means that Taka got the exact order of events wrong. You could have entered the warehouse at 9 PM, or shortly afterward, and killed Sakura then.”

“I could have entered the warehouse after 9 PM, maybe,” Mukuro conceded. “But there wouldn’t have been anyone for me to kill. It doesn’t take five minutes to pick up your protein powder. I think it’s weird that Sakura would have stayed in the warehouse long enough for me to even be able to run into her. She should’ve been in and out of there in twenty seconds or less, if she was just picking up a bottle from a shelf she’s been to a million times before. And that means that if anyone attacked her, it should have been in the hallway outside of the warehouse.”

“There are a million reasons Sakura could’ve gotten held up in there!” Leon said.

“I agree,” Mukruo admitted. “But it would be impossible for me to have known that. From my perspective, as a would-be killer leaving at 9:00 PM, I would expect Sakura to be out of the warehouse in seconds.”

(Present Your Argument)

“I think I get it,” Hina said, obviously still confused. “Mukuro’s saying that if she left her room after Sakura got to the warehouse, she wouldn’t have expected Sakura to still be there, which means she couldn’t be the murderer?”

“Yes,” Celeste agreed. “Such a thing implies that either the murderer would need to wait for Sakura in the warehouse or perhaps that they followed her inside.

“That’s bullshit!” Leon insisted. “I mean, sure, the timing is janky, but that’s a minor detail.”

“I dunno, man,” Hiro responded, scratching his head. “I’m pretty sure the timing is pretty important to murder investigations.”

“Okay, then consider this!” Leon pointed right at Mukuro. “Maybe she didn’t expect to find Sakura in there. It was a crime of opportunity!

“Ugh, that makes sense…” Hifumi moaned, wiping away much of his sweat.

“That is a plausible explanation!” Taka nodded.

(Spear > It was a crime of opportunity)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Leon fell back as Mukuro’s voice pierced the din of argument.

“Man, again?” he groaned.

“Perhaps you should stop being wrong?” Celeste chided, smiling. “Then she will have no good reason to tell you to stop.”

Leon grumbled for a few seconds, then crossed his arms.

“What’s wrong with what I said?”

“You said it was a crime of opportunity. But the spear makes that impossible. It must have been made in advance, which means that the murder must have been planned. Toko didn’t see me going through the hallway holding a spear, right?”

“N—no…” admitted the other girl.

“Which means that you’re suggesting I made a spear in advance, stored it in the warehouse, and then stumbled upon Sakura in there and attacked her with it on a whim!”

“…” Leon frowned. For the first time, Mukuro’s argument seemed like it might get through to him.

“… Does the spear need to have been made in advance?” Taka asked. “We know Sakura was also struck by a blunt object. You could have fought her, knocked her unconscious with the object, and then crafted a spear right then.”

This was finally too much for Mukuro. Fear and pain boiled over into frustration, and her eyes flashed with so much hate and anger that Taka almost leapt back.

“Oh, come on!” she growled, her voice cracking several times in just three syllables. “That’s insane! Why would you make a spear if it implicates only yourself? Why would you make a spear at all? If Sakura is unconscious, then you can just finish her off with the heavy blunt object, or with the blade you used to carve the spear, or with a thousand other tools you can find in the warehouse, or with your bare hands by just strangling her!”

Mukuro was breathing hard. Hot, roiling blood pumped through every one of her veins.

It’s bad enough to be reasonably suspected of killing my friend – but being suspected beyond the point of reason is even worse!

At some point, her hands had turned into fists, and she was staring Taka down with enough force and anger that he’d been bullied into a rare silence. His face was almost as white from fear as Sayaka’s, and for many seconds, he just adjusted and readjusted his collar without quite making eye contact. Satisfied that he’d abandoned that line of thinking, Mukuro turned back to the others – only to realize that most of the class was watching her with wide eyes or bated breath.

“You, uh,” Leon tried to smile. “You really thought out all the ways to kill Sakura there, huh?”

Mukuro closed her eyes, breathed in, and tried to calm herself. It didn’t help much.

“I’m the Ultimate Soldier, remember?” she said icily, as if any of them would ever forget – or let her forget. “It all just sort of occurred to me while I was saying it. But all of it… is still true.”

“Toko.” Unlike Mukuro, this voice was still composed. Kyoko spoke up, and turned to the gloomier girl. “I have a question about what you saw that night.”

“O—okay…”

“Was Mukuro holding anything in the hallway as she walked?”

“Y—you mean like a s—spear? Or a—anything at all?”

“Anything at all.”

“N—no… I don’t think so…”

“You don’t think?” Byakuya pressed. “Or you don’t know?”

“Sh—she wasn’t holding a—anything! I’m s—sure of it!”

“Interesting.” Byakuya adjusted his glasses again. “Mukuro, I’m sure you can see the significance of this, right?”

“Uh…”

Mukuro tried to think.

Why is it important that the Mukuro Toko says she saw wasn’t holding anything…? Toko assumed Kyoko meant the spear, but…

“Oh!” Mukuro forgot her anger. All of that heat and frustration disappeared, and she smiled brightly. “You’re talking about the blunt object that crushed Sakura’s head.”

“I don’t get it…” Hiro said. “Why’s that important?”

“It’s the most important thing about the case we don’t understand yet!” Mukuro replied. “The spear was left in Sakura’s corpse, but the blunt object disappeared.”

“Couldn’t you just have used something already in the warehouse?” Leon asked.

“No! If you killed Sakura with an item from the warehouse, there’d be no reason to hide it, because it’s already supposed to be there. The fact that they left the spear and took the blunt object is extremely important, and it means that the weapon that hit Sakura in the head wasn’t from the warehouse.”

“I get it!” Hina smiled, excited. “You’re saying that the blunt object would make it obvious who killed Sakura, so it had to be removed. And if Toko didn’t see you with anything like that when you went to the warehouse, then the object must have been stored in the warehouse in advance.”

“I never went to the warehouse.” Mukuro repeated, a little upset.

“… Well, okay.” Hina nodded slowly. “I… believe you. Yeah. Yeah!” She made a fist, then grinned as wide as she could. “Listen up! Mukuro couldn’t have killed Sakura, because the only way she could have was if she decided to do it without planning to, but the mystery weapon being there in advance means the killer had to have had a plan!”

“Hold on!” Leon interrupted. “Wait a second! Could the blunt object just be Mukuro’s fist or foot? I know that a normal person couldn’t kill Sakura like that, but maybe she could?”

“Maybe she could,” Kyoko agreed. “But she didn’t. Fists leave very distinctive marks on the human body, as do shoes. If Sakura had been punched or kicked, I would have been able to tell. I’m confident that there was some kind of heavy blunt object used in the crime.”

“Wh—what?” Taka’s face fell. “B—but… Sakura died in a fight. If Mukuro really is innocent, and we already discounted the possibility of poison, then the only person the killer could be is…”

Everyone turned to Toko.

“A—ah!” She shook her head wildly. “N—no! I didn’t do it!”

“Ahhh,” Hifumi nodded, spraying more sweat everywhere. “Ingenious! Miss Jack is cleverer than I gave her credit for, if she so perfectly framed Miss Ikusaba…”

“N—no! Didn’t she explain that she o—only kills b—boys?”

“We’ve already established that the motive of escape might compel her to make an exception,” Celeste explained, absently. “I suppose you were asleep, and she was in control, when we said that, though…”

Toko desperately looked to Byakuya, obviously begging with her eyes for assistance, but he said nothing. Mukuro felt more than a twinge of sympathy for her.

“N—no!” she quivered. “I can p—prove she didn’t kill Sakura! Because J—Jack uses scissors, r—right? She wouldn’t e—even know how to u—use a spear or a big blunt w—weapon!”

“That’s a weak argument,” Taka shot back. “Anyone can use those things. The only question is if you can use them well enough to fight Sakura with.”

“B—but… like we said, the o—only person who c—could do that is M—Mukuro!”

Kyoko quietly tapped the back of her hand against her chin. After a moment, she gave in to an almost imperceptible smile.

“Actually,” she said, her voice betraying her own satisfaction. “I don’t know what the blunt object used to kill Sakura was, but… there just might be a way for anyone, no matter how unskilled, to have used it.” Silence fell over the classroom, save for Toko’s constant whimpering and Hifumi’s occasional groans. Soon enough, Kyoko had everyone’s attention. “I discovered another piece of evidence while investigating the scene of the murder. I wasn’t completely certain of its significance at first, but after this discussion, I think I might know how it factored into the murder.”

She pulled her right hand into her jacket. A moment later, she produced a bottle of Sakura’s protein powder. Part of it was covered in dried pink blood, but on its back, clearly visible, was a piece of shiny gray duct tape the size of two fingers. Between the tape and the bottle was a piece of thin black string, almost invisible except for its contrast with the bright colors of the bottle and the blood. The string was very long, somewhere between three and four feet, and tied to the far end from the bottle was a solid strip of wood.

“What is that?” Leon asked, perplexed.

“I found it tangled up in the shelf next to where Sakura died,” Kyoko explained. “The shelf that held the protein powder. When I found it, this piece, with the block of wood, was tangled up on the highest shelf, while the bottle itself was caught where the bottles of powder normally would be, if the shelf wasn’t knocked over.”

“What’s it mean?” Mukuro asked.

Kyoko moved the bottle itself between her hands, looking it over again. After a while, she set it down on the podium in front of her.

“Imagine the warehouse as Sakura must have seen it last night,” she said at last. “In its normal, cleaned-up state. Where would this bottle have been?”

“Well… it would be on the shelf with all of the other bottles, right? And if the string ran up the shelves to the highest shelf, then the block of wood would have been on the highest shelf, too.”

Kyoko gave another one of her almost-prideful smiles. Mukuro could tell that she was following the lavender-haired girl’s logic well enough.

“Now,” Kyoko said. “Imagine what happens if Sakura grabs this bottle.”

Mukuro tried to envision it in her mind: the 6’4” Sakura, standing at the shelf, wraps a hand around the bottle and pulls. That pulls the string along with it, which goes up to the top shelf, which is about eight feet high…

“I get it!” she shouted. “When Sakura takes that bottle off the middle shelf, it pulls the string so that the wood block on the top shelf moves.”

“Alright…” Hiro said uncertainly. “But… how does that kill Sakura? That tiny wood block can’t hurt anyone.”

“Not by itself,” Celeste agreed. “But the block could be keeping something else in place, like a support. Move the tiny harmless piece of wood, and the other object, which now lacks a support, falls off the shelf.”

“… and onto Sakura’s head!” Hina covered her lips. She was horrified. “S… Someone would really do that?”

Leon was obviously less certain of this line of reasoning.

“I can see how this is set up,” he admitted. “But there are a million bottles of protein powder in there. How could you be sure Sakura would pick up the one that’s trapped?”

“You could place it a bit away from the others, maybe?” Hiro offered. “Or maybe you could hide the others, so it’s the only one left around.”

“It might not actually matter,” Celeste tapped a finger on her chin. “If Sakura doesn’t take the bait… so what? The trap is simply unsprung. You lose nothing, and no one ever knows you tried to kill her.”

Hina was still covering her mouth, completely aghast. Tears formed in the corners of her eyes.

“That’s… unbelievable…”

“Urgh…” Hifumi nodded. “I understand that this is a possibility… But can we actually be certain that that’s what happened? Isn’t it possible that this is unrelated to the murder?”

“No,” Kyoko said, with absolute finality. “In fact, this is exactly what happened. Don’t you agree, Mukuro?”

Why does she always put me on the spot? Mukuro sighed. I kind of preferred it when she did this to Makoto, and I just had to watch… Oh well, if Kyoko is so sure, then there has to be evidence to back her up. And that evidence is probably…

“You’re talking about the bloodstains, aren’t you?” she said. “And you probably mean the one that was several feet away from her body.”

“That’s right.” Kyoko folded her arms in front of her chest. “That pool of blood was directly next to where the bottles of protein powder once stood, underneath the shelves after they’d been knocked over. The blunt object must have fallen off the top shelf and hit her over the head.”

“I’m not convinced about this,” Leon protested. “There are too many other explanations besides this weird trap.”

Leon and Hifumi aren’t buying it, Mukuro thought. But this is definitely how it happened… I’ve got to make them see reason.

(Present Your Argument)

“Couldn’t the killer have hidden somewhere, and then beaned Sakura over the head while she was fumbling around with the powder?” Leon asked.

“No,” Celeste said instantly. “You are forgetting about where Sakura’s head was smashed in. She was hit in the forehead. You can’t sneak up behind her and hit the forehead, and you can’t hit from the side because there’s not enough space between the shelves to swing sideways.”

“Yeah…” Hiro nodded. “Yeah, I can see that. So, she was either hit from in front or from above!”

“And if she was facing the shelf to get the powder,” Hina added. “Then… she was hit from above!”

“…” Sayaka’s eyes never moved from Mukuro.

“Th—that’s only if she was f—facing the shelf,” Toko jumped in. “B—but what if she m—moved to leave it, faced a—away from it, and then the k—killer ran up and hit her over the head too f—fast for her to r—react to? Then, when she’s on the floor, they stab her with the spear?

“That does sound sensible…” Taka allowed. “I can definitely see that happening.”

“So, that means it’s either a fast-moving attacker or a trap set in advance…” Hifumi groaned. “I can see either as equally likely…”

(Blood in the Warehouse > Then, when she’s on the floor, they stab her with the spear)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Toko yelped, then hid behind her podium again. Mukuro leapt at the chance to strike down her argument.

“I think you’re wrong, Toko,” Mukuro said. “In fact… I can absolutely guarantee it. Because you forgot about the pools of blood in the warehouse.”

“U—ugh! I never s—saw any blood in the w—warehouse, you… camouflage b—bimbo!”

Camouflage bimbo? Mukuro pursed out her lips. Because… soldiers wear camouflage, or because I’m hiding being a bimbo?

“Uh, right…” she mumbled. “Anyway, what’s important is that there are two pools of blood in the warehouse. Pools of blood, not splatters. That means Sakura must have been knocked down onto the ground for long enough for a pool of blood to form underneath her. That would take at least several minutes.”

“W—well, okay, but I don’t s—see why that m—means she was knocked d—down by a trap…”

“Because if you knocked Sakura down with a weapon like that long enough for a pool of blood to form, you’d kill her right then and there… But there was a second pool of blood, several feet away.”

“S—so what?”

So, Sakura was on the ground for at least several minutes, and the killer didn’t finish her off until she moved again.”

“O—okay, but… maybe they thought sh—she was already d—dead?”

“They might have,” Mukuro admitted. “But we established that the spear was made in advance. They always planned to stab her with it, probably to implicate me. If they already had her on the ground, then whether she was dead or alive, they’d stab her with the spear right then, and leave!”

Toko was stunned into silence for a moment, then pulled her thumb to her teeth and bit down.

“N—never mind…”

“This is getting very confusing,” Taka said. “Are you saying that Sakura was knocked to the ground by the trap, lay unconscious for several minutes, and then the killer… did what, exactly?

“Sakura was definitely on the ground for a while after the blunt object struck her, that’s a definite fact,” Mukuro said. “But because there are two pools of blood several feet from each other, we know that she must have gotten up and tried to move. And it’s there that the killer struck her again and killed her with the spear!”

Mukuro licked her lips. She was on the verge of something here, a way to prove her own innocence and the truth of how the murder took place. She just needed to explain why the killer took so long to finish Sakura off after she was wounded by the trap…

“Here’s what I think,” she said. “Sakura was alone in the warehouse when she triggered the trap. The killer arrived a few minutes later to stab her corpse with the spear, only to find that she was still alive.”

“W—wait!” Toko said. “Couldn’t S—Sakura have made it the few f—feet on her own, c—collapsed, and died in the s—second spot? And then b—been stabbed with the s—spear?”

“No,” Mukuro said. “Because Kyoko’s autopsy confirmed that it happened when she was still alive.”

There was silence for a few moments. And then Taka asked:

“But how does that explain the fight?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Mukuro slammed her fist on the podium. “There was no fight! Not even Sakura could have fought on and destroyed that room with a gaping headwound. She was probably only barely conscious.”

“I agree,” Kyoko said flatly. “That headwound might have been fatal by itself. In fact, I doubt any of us could have survived it except Sakura.”

“Ugh…” Hifumi wiped his brow again. “I—I’m sorry, Miss Kirigiri, but I’m not completely convinced… This was Miss Ogami we’re talking about, after all…”

“That’s okay,” Kyoko smiled, then looked to Mukuro. “Because there’s another way to prove that Sakura didn’t destroy that room, isn’t there?”

Dammit! Again?

Kyoko was really pushing the limits of Mukuro’s reasoning. It was almost tiring, in a way. But there was one thing…

“The blood in the warehouse, huh?” she replied. Kyoko’s smile told her she was on the right track. “Yeah… I get it! One thing we thought was strange when we investigated the scene of the murder was how it wasn’t very bloody. There were just the two pools of blood, which we now know where the locations where Sakura was attacked, and that was it. Except for objects that rolled into the pools, there wasn’t any blood anywhere else.”

“S—so?” Toko stammered. “How’s th—that important?”

“Because if Sakura destroyed the warehouse during a fight after already being wounded, then there should be blood everywhere! She’d already lost a ton of blood in the puddle, so we know she was bleeding. Since there wasn’t any blood anywhere else except those two puddles, she must not have moved around much after being attacked! The only explanation is that the killer staged a fight in the warehouse by knocking everything to the floor and destroying the shelves after they’d already killed her.”

“But…” Hifumi swallowed. “Can we be absolutely certain that’s the case…?”

“Okay,” Mukuro grinned again. “Actually, there’s another piece of evidence that’ll prove the scene was staged after Sakura was already dead… And you can find it in Kyoko’s autopsy!”

“What’s in there?” Hiro asked.

“Do you remember how Sakura’s body was covered in bruises?”

“Oh, yeah… I guess from the fight, right?”

“We were meant to think so, but no. The bruises were made postmortem.”

“… what’s p—”

“It m—means she was a—already dead, you i—idiot…” Toko muttered. “It m—means someone b—beat up her body after sh—she was already dead, so it’d l—look like a fight…”

Mukuro placed her hands on her hips and beamed, proud of the deductions she’d made. No one was arguing anymore, no one had anything to say. Sakura didn’t die in a fight, which meant that the Ultimate Soldier wasn’t the prime suspect… and neither was Genocide Jack, so this also made up for shifting blame onto her.

I should apologize for that later…

Mukuro turned to Hifumi, expecting him to relent. Instead, he looked at her confused.

“Miss Ogami’s body was bruised?” he asked, perplexed.

“Oh, that’s right! You never saw it.” Mukuro nodded. “Her arms and legs had a bunch of dark bruises on them. Without Kyoko, I’d have never known they were made after death.”

Hifumi nodded a few times.

“I see… Then I retract my protest, Miss Ikusaba.” He groaned again, then leaned over his podium for support. “I accept your version of events.”

“Heheh,” Byakuya was smiling. Mukuro didn’t like the expression on his face. “Let’s make sure we all understand what you’re saying, because this will be important,” he said. “You claim that Sakura arrived in the warehouse at about 8:55, pulled the protein powder off the shelf, and triggered a trap. This caused the blunt object to fall off the shelf and hit her over the head. She fell to the ground, where a pool of blood formed underneath her. She got up and tried to walk, only for the killer to arrive. They planned to stab her body with the spear, and when they saw she was alive, actually finished her off, now that she was too weak and dizzy from the headwound to defend herself. This happened at 9:15. After that, they destroyed the warehouse to make it look like a fight took place, beat up her body to add several fake bruises, and left with the blunt object, planning to hide it somewhere.”

“… Yes, basically.” Mukuro agreed. Her voice was warbling. She could tell Byakuya knew something she didn’t.

“Let me ask you this,” he said. “How long do you think it would take to knock over all of those shelves and throw everything to the ground?”

“A while… maybe half an hour or more?”

“Wouldn’t they be worried that someone would enter the warehouse while they were busy?”

Mukuro frowned.

No, there’s a way to be sure they’ll be safe…

“Hiro,” she said. “Do you remember last night, when you went to go get some new tarot cards?”

“Oh yeah!” He laughed. “The door was stuck or blocked or something. That was 9:45.”

“And I’ll bet I know what the door was blocked with,” Mukuro declared. “It was… that chest of drawers! It was completely out of place from where furniture is usually stored in the warehouse. Using that, the killer could take as much time as they needed to arrange the scene.”

Byakuya laughed several times in a low, dark voice.

“I agree,” he said. “You see… If Sakura fell victim to a trap at 8:55, and the killer arrived sometime after that, and stayed at least half an hour to arrange a fake fight, then that means the killer wouldn’t have had to be at the warehouse when the trap was sprung. In other words… Your claim that you couldn’t kill Sakura, because you left at 9:00, is no longer an alibi!”

The blood rushed out of Mukuro’s face. She hadn’t considered that at all.

“Wh—what?! But… But I’m the one who was framed! Why would I use a spear and fake a fight happening? Wouldn’t I try to implicate someone else?”

“Maybe…” Byakuya allowed. “Unless you planned the entire time for us to suspect you, only for you to ‘reveal’ how the ‘true killer’ framed you.”

Mukuro looked at him like he was crazy. She couldn’t believe what he was saying. He had to be too smart to believe that, he had to be…

He must know something else, she thought. Something else I don’t know…

“I can only say that that’s not what happened,” she sputtered. “And… that I never left my room in the first place.”

“Hmph…” The corners of Byakuya’s lips pulled into a cruel smile. “Is that a fact? Actually, there’s something I think might be important, something we need to clear up – and that’s the murder weapon itself.”

“We already went over that!” Leon groaned. “We don’t know what it is.”

“But we do know something about it,” Byakuya shot back. “We know that when the wooden block was pulled, it fell from the shelf.”

“I think I understand,” Kyoko said. “You’re suggesting that the weapon was round.”

“Exactly. You wouldn’t be able to be sure that the weapon would fall off the shelf… unless you knew it would roll.”

“Something round and heavy…” Taka mulled. “And it would need to be so out of place in the warehouse that the killer would want it removed from the scene of the crime. Nothing like that immediately jumps to mind…”

“Wait!” Hina said. “Why would you remove the weapon you used in the trap, but not the bottle you used to trigger it?”

“That can wait,” Byakuya snapped. “We need to know what rolled onto Sakura’s head, first.”

Something round and heavy… Something that doesn’t belong in the warehouse…

“Mukuro,” Celeste’s airy voice pierced the din. “Didn’t we encounter something like that during our investigation?”

Did we? Something round…

Mukuro gasped.

“Actually, Celeste and I found something like that… Not round, exactly, but part of it is. And it’s definitely heavy.”

“What is it?” Kyoko asked.

“After we spoke to Genocide Jack in the pool area, she mentioned that she heard someone rooting around in the boy’s changing room at 1:00 AM. She thought it was Byakuya, but the person never actually entered the pool area, and eventually disappeared. We got Monokuma to open up the door for us, and went to check it out. We found that no one was using the room at all – it was extremely dusty, like no one had used any of the machines in months.”

“That fits,” Hina said. “The only boy here who does physical exercise is Leon, and he’s more interested in music.”

“But there was something very out of place. All of the dumbbells were arranged neatly on a rack, and were covered in dust… except one. One of the 20-pound dumbbells had its number upside-down, and it was completely clean. It also smelled like bleach.”

“Bleach…?” Kyoko repeated, extremely interested.

“I pulled it out of the rack and checked it out. The heads – that is the heavy weight parts on either end – were round, which means it could be rolled. One of them was loose, which is never supposed to happen. I think it must have been damaged. In the loose space between the head and the grip, I found this.” She reached into her track jacket’s pocket and pulled out the thin piece of thread. “I think someone cleaned the dumbbell with a piece of cloth dipped in bleach, but part of the fabric got stuck in the dumbbell.”

“Mukuro, could I please see that thread?” Kyoko asked.

Mukuro nodded and passed it over. Kyoko was clearly very intrigued by it.

“Anyway,” Mukuro finished. “That’s what we found. It’s possible that the dumbbell is what was used in the trap.”

“We can’t be sure about that!” Leon said.

“Actually, I think we can,” Celeste smiled. “Or have you forgotten already that the dumbbell was broken? That would be most easily explained by it being dropped from a height and onto Sakura’s thick skull.”

“Bleach…” Taka muttered. “There’s an endless supply of it in the warehouse, and there were many damaged or open bottles. We’d assumed that that happened during the fight, but it could have just been a clever use of resources by the killer.”

“That’s still not guaranteed!”

“No,” Kyoko said. “There’s more evidence.”

“What’s that?”

“This thread from the dumbbell,” Kyoko said. “Sakura was holding a piece of white cloth when she died.”

“… Is the thread from the same cloth?” Byakuya asked.

“Yes. They’re both from a larger piece of cloth… although, I’m not sure what, yet. This proves that the dumbbell is connected to the murder.”

“There is something else to consider,” Celeste said. “And that’s where we found it.”

“Why’s that important?” Mukuro asked.

“Did you forget? It was the boy’s changing room. The killer delivered the dumbbell back to its rightful place at 1:00 AM. Monokuma made an exception for us, but normally, only boys are allowed into there…”

“W—wait a second!” Toko stammered. “A—are we s—sure a girl c—couldn’t have gotten in th—there somehow? I know you c—can’t lend a handbook, but one c—could steal one from a boy, r—right?”

“Well,” Celeste traced a finger across her pigtail. “Are any of the boys going to say that their handbook was stolen?” No one spoke up. “Then—”

“What about Makoto’s handbook?” Hiro asked. “Could a girl have taken his?”

“No.” Byakuya said. “After that night in the bathhouse, when we decided that there would be no more murders, I decided to confiscate the e-Handbooks of dead students… just in case. I have Makoto’s, Chihiro’s, and Mondo’s in my dorm right now.”

“So, does that mean you could access the girl’s changing room with Chihiro’s handbook?” Celeste asked.

“Hm…” Byakuya turned away. “That’s actually more complicated a question than you might expect, but it has nothing to do with Sakura’s murder. What matters right now is this: I can guarantee that no girl in this building had any of the dead students’ e-Handbooks last night.”

Mukuro scratched at her cheek.

“Then, if that’s true, it means that the killer must’ve been a boy.”

“Oh. Oh!” Hina’s eyes lit up. Her lips pulled into the widest smile Mukuro had ever seen, and she laughed with both excitement and relief. “Then that means that Mukuro really is innocent! It means that we were all total jerks for ever doubting her! Oh my God, Mukuro! I’m so happy, I’m so—”

“Not quite.” Byakuya interrupted.

Their happy moment ruined, both girls turned to face the Ultimate Affluent Progeny. He, too, wore a smile, but his was cold and vicious. He didn’t bother facing Hina – all of his attention was on Mukuro alone, pressing down on her like an ocean’s worth of pressure.

“We now know that the killer had access to the boy’s locker room last night,” he said, still smiling. “And since Hiro and Taka discovered the body, we know they’re innocent.”

“That’s right…” Mukuro said. Her voice was quivering. She didn’t know what Byakuya was getting at, but she knew didn’t like it. “Which means… the only suspects left are Hifumi, Leon, and you.”

His smile grew wider and darker.

“No,” he said. “There is one girl who could access the boy’s changing room.”

“Who?”

He reached into his jacket, rummaged for a few seconds, and drew out two objects. The first was a framed photograph of a small girl with lavender hair being tossed into the air by her father. And the second—

Was the headmaster’s e-Handbook, taken straight from the drawer in Mukuro’s dorm that she’d hidden it in.

“Recognize this, Mukuro Ikusaba?”

Notes:

* Sorry about the long delay between chapters. I said this before, but trials and investigations take much longer to write than daily life chapters. C'est la vie.

* I was torn about whether or not to introduce the protein powder and tape truth bullet in the investigation or the trial. On the one hand, some cases in the actual games do introduce crucial evidence during trials. On the other hand, it felt sort of like cheating to not give the audience all the information before the characters start to solve things. In the end, I obviously went with 'during the trial,' but I did so purely because I thought it would be more dramatic.

* I know that in the games, no one ever calls Monokuma out on repeating the trial rules every single trial, but I thought it would be fun to have someone finally do it here, only to just get completely shut down. Poor Hiro.

* I really like writing Mukuro. I write her to be very insecure and easy to depress, with occasional bouts of excited certainty. It's actually much more fun to write her than I expected -- I think she might be my favorite character to write for overall, though I also enjoy Genocide Jack's sheer ridiculousness.

* As of this chapter, this fic has 104 kudos! I'm very happy to hit the 100 mark.

List of Truth Bullets
* MONOKUMA FILE #2: The victim was Sakura Ogami, the Ultimate Martial Artist. The time of death was about 9:15 PM. The body was found in the warehouse on the first floor of the dorms. Her head was struck by a blunt object, while her chest was pierced by a wooden spear just beneath the heart.
* TAKA'S ACCOUNT: The night of the murder, Taka went to complain to Celeste in the bathhouse from 9:15-9:35. They spoke, but he didn't actually look inside the door.
* STRANGELY BROKEN SHELF: Celeste's shelf broke after a large fracture formed in its center. The crack was very smooth instead of jagged, and there's no obvious reason for the shelf to have broken in the first place.
* DUST FROM THE CLOSET: The dust found in the closet that got Celeste's clothing dirty is different from the dust created by destroying pieces of wood from the shelf.
* TAPE ON CELESTE'S DOOR: Someone put a piece of duct tape on Celeste's door that prevented it from locking. It's unclear when it was placed, but the tearing suggests that it was the first piece used of a new roll of tape.
* HIRO'S ACCOUNT: Hiro went to the cafeteria at 8:55 PM. There, he saw Celeste enter the bathhouse at 9, Taka enter it at 9:15, Toko enter the school at 9:20, Hina enter the dorms from the school at 9:30, and Taka leave the bathhouse at 9:35.
* WAREHOUSE DOOR: According to Hiro, the door to the warehouse was broken or blocked by something at 9:45 PM, but it worked just fine this morning.
* HIFUMI'S STOMACHE: Hifumi could barely stand this morning. He says he ate "something bad" last night.
* AOI'S ACCOUNT: Aoi and Sakura went to the pool at 7:30. Sakura left at about 8:50 to go get a protein shake from the warehouse.
* BYAKUYA’S NOTE: Byakuya secretly gave Toko a note to meet him by the pool at midnight. When Genocide Jack found it, she left almost three hours early.
* DUMBBELL RACK: A single dumbbell is the only object in the boy’s changing room that’s been moved in months. Someone took it from the bottom rack, cleaned it with bleach, and put it back incorrectly. At some point, it must have been damaged, because one of the weights on its ends is loose instead of flush.
* THREAD OF CLOTH: There was a tiny thread of pink cloth trapped between the loose weight and the grip of the dumbbell. Its origin is unknown.
* KYOKO’S AUTOPSY: Sakura’s head was smashed by an unknown blunt object, and she was stabbed with a spear just beneath the heart. Both attacks happened while she was still alive, but the order and time between them is unknown. Furthermore, all of the bruises on her arms and legs were made after she was already dead.
* SPEAR: Someone used a saw to cut a wooden ladder in two, then used one of the legs to create a spear. The end of the leg is sharpened in a very amateurish way.
* SAKURA’S PIECE OF CLOTH: Sakura died holding a piece of white fabric torn from something. It’s too thin and smooth to be from a towel.
* BLOOD IN THE WAREHOUSE: There are two pools of blood in the warehouse. One was found underneath Sakura’s body, while the other was about five feet away, next to where the shelf with the protein powder once stood. There was no other blood in the room, except where objects rolled into the pools.
* OUT OF PLACE CHEST OF DRAWERS: The warehouse stocks several spare chests of drawers for students to take, but one of them was moved next to the door and left there.

Chapter 18: Chapter 2: Finding Strength, Finding Weakness - Trial 2

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The world did not exist. All that was, all that Mukuro could see, was the e-Handbook that should not have been there. Time stopped, and her eyes locked on the thing, her mouth hanging open, her body utterly numb.

It was impossible for Byakuya to have that handbook.

At some point, her eyes dried out. They blinked. She swallowed, not knowing what she looked like, not knowing what expression was on her face. He simply couldn’t have that handbook. It had to be an illusion or a hallucination, or else some other deception of her senses like that. She blinked again and again, trying several times to dispel this impossible thing in front of her. But it never disappeared.

A low gurgling noise eked out of the back of her throat. She didn’t hear it.

“I take it from your reaction that you’ve seen this after all, Mukuro?” he asked, clearly amused.

Feeling slowly returned. The numbness in her ears gave way to the rush of blood, then the gasps and baited breaths of everyone around her. Her limbs grew solid again, and she became aware of that awful sound she was making.

Mukuro closed and opened her mouth several times, trying to form her lips into an O-shape to ask a single word. No sound came out, but Byakuya understood.

“You’re wondering how I got this?” he chided. “It’s simpler than you might think. I just asked our friendly neighborhood serial killer for help.”

Toko yelped out, but Mukuro’s thoughts slowly turned back to the investigation. Jack had smashed into her as she turned a corner. Mukuro had just assumed it was an accident, but the serial killer’s hand pushed against her chest…

“Master’s given me an important mission, and I just completed phase 1!”

“… What’s phase 2?”

“Wouldn’t you like to know! I’m sure he’ll tell you later. Byeeeeee!”

Absently, Mukuro’s hand pressed on her jacket’s pocket. It was empty. Byakuya saw this, smiled cruelly, and tossed her room key across the circle. She caught it without thinking.

“After I went over the warehouse and Sakura’s body, I wanted to check out your dorm,” he explained. “Monokuma wouldn’t let me in, but that’s just when Toko’s alter ego showed up. She was more than happy to help. To be honest, I didn’t really think I’d find anything interesting…” His face darkened, but his smile remained. “I was very happy to be wrong.”

A bead of sweat dribbled into Mukuro’s right eye. She blinked, then turned to check the rest of her classmates. Everyone stared back at her with the same shocked look on their faces – Hiro, Leon, Hifumi, Taka, and Toko were all terrified, and even Kyoko’s and Celeste’s normal calm demeanors were cracked. Even Sayaka’s eyes were incrementally wider.

Worst of all was Hina. She covered her mouth with her hands and looked completely betrayed, as if she’d just watched Mukuro thrust the spear into Sakura with her own eyes.

“Ah…” Mukuro’s voice weakly twisted out of her throat. She couldn’t think of anything to say. “Ah…”

“Speechless, are we?” Byakuya asked. He tossed the photograph of the younger Kyoko to the modern one, but kept the handbook for himself. Kyoko caught the picture frame in one hand, then examined it, not bothering to hide her shock. “Well, then let me start by listing what I found in your dorm: the headmaster’s e-Handbook, which gives universal access to the school’s doors, a photograph of Kyoko at around five years old, and a whiteboard with alphanumeric secret codes written all over its surface.”

If there was any blood left in Mukuro’s face, it rushed out completely. Again, the only sound she could produce was “Ah…”

Byakuya’s expression grew even more vicious.

“So, Mukuro… Are you admitting that what I said is true?”

don’t panic calm PANIC calm calm calm panic calm calm PANIC calm don’t panic

Mukuro swallowed, but her throat was still dry. She closed her eyes and tried to banish the others’ faces from her mind. Byakuya’s words. Those were what was important.

Lie to him, say that they’re not yours… No! He can call up Jack to corroborate his story… but Jack is crazy and will do anything he says, the others might believe she’s lying if I say so…

Hina’s face flashed in her mind. Those betrayed eyes, that shattered, pained expression…

“They were mine,” Mukuro admitted, almost too feebly to hear. “I found them in the school… and I wrote on the whiteboard myself.”

“Heh… I thought you might try to deny it,” Byakuya chuckled. “Looks like I was wrong twice today.”

“W—wait?!” Hiro’s face turned blue. “So Mukuro actually was the killer after all?!”

“No!” she cried. “No! I… I can explain everything. I did have the e-Handbook, but I didn’t hurt anyone… In fact, I’ve never even used it at all.”

Celeste traced her fingers over the surface of her podium several times, clearly trying to order her thoughts.

“I… I am actually more curious about the photograph than the handbook,” Her voice wavered several times as she said the words. “The handbook I would understand as a tool to commit murder, but what good is the picture…?”

“Forget that!” Leon shouted. “What the hell’s with this secret code on the whiteboard?”

“D—does that even m—make sense, to have a s—secret code?” Toko bit down hard on her thumb. “Y—you only write in c—code if someone else m—might see what you wrote, but if it w—was in her dorm, th—then what good is it?”

“Maybe she was worried someone would break in like Byakuya did!”

“Th—that doesn’t make sense, you i—idiot! Th—then you wouldn’t k—keep the h—handbook or photograph inside at all! They’re w—way more incriminating!”

While those two argued, Mukuro again looked over to Hina and Kyoko. The former’s expression hadn’t changed: utter betrayal. The latter had regained her senses, but kept staring right at the photograph.

Despair welled up in Mukuro’s chest, which grew tighter and tighter. It was all so hard to go on.

Everyone already thinks I killed Sakura…

“Ugh…” Hifumi wiped his face of sweat again. “We should just vote for Miss Ikusaba immediately, I think…”

“Oh, I didn’t bring this up for that,” Byakuya shook his head. “We should still continue the trial.”

“But, Mr. Togami, you said—”

“I said she could have gotten into the boy’s changing room, which is true. I didn’t say she was the murderer.”

“Then… is she?” Hina asked, choking down a horrible cough.

“Maybe.” Byakuya grinned. “Or maybe it’s Hifumi or Leon.”

“I can’t help but notice how you left yourself outta that list…” Hiro muttered.

Tears streamed down Mukuro’s cheeks.

“Please,” she squeaked. “I’ll tell you how I found the handbook—”

“Don’t bother,” Byakuya interrupted.

“But—”

“If you’re the killer, then you’ll lie about how you found this. If you’re not the killer, then it doesn’t have anything to do with the trial – but you still endangered everyone by keeping this a secret. Either way, unless you can prove what you have to say, which I doubt, we can’t trust your word until after the trial… if we can trust it even then.”

Mukuro sobbed again as the others all watched her, either terrified of her or devoid of sympathy. Byakuya’s logic clamped down on her like an iron grip, and she’d be just as successful at arguing against it.

“Okay…” she whispered, pitifully.

Kyoko, who’d remained silent during the whole exchange, finally looked up. Mukuro’s tears weren’t enough to stop her from noticing how the headmaster’s daughter kept running her thumb over the photograph.

I wonder if she’s conscious of that…

“We know the killer is Leon, Hifumi, Byakuya, or Mukuro,” the lavender-haired girl declared. “It would help if one of them had an alibi. Maybe we should start by having all four describe their whereabouts last night.”

If only I could prove it! Mukuro thought, wiping away more tears. If only I had some kind of evidence that I’d stayed in my room the whole night…

(Present Your Argument)

I was in my room all night,” Byakuya said instantly. “Just so we’re clear, I wasn’t writing notes to Toko.”

“Mmmrghh…” Toko grumbled, face flushing red.

“Same,” Leon nodded, then messed up his hair. “I was practicing the guitar.”

“Aha!” Hiro thrust a finger almost into Leon’s face. “You’re lying! My room’s right next to yours, and I didn’t hear any music all night!”

“… Hiro,” Hina moaned. “The dorms are soundproof.

“… oh, yeah.”

“Ugh…” Hifumi shook his head, spraying more swear across his podium. “As I already believe I stated, I went to get some medicine for my stomachache around 9:10, then returned after seeing Miss Jack… I slept the rest of the night, or at least I tried to.”

“And Mukuro said the same thing, that she was in her room all night,” Hina crossed her arms. “So… one of them must be lying.”

“I—it’s Mukuro!” Toko stammered. “I saw her l—last night, out wh—when Sakura was k—killed!”

But I was also out at 9:00 PM,” Celeste cooed. “And I absolutely never saw any of our suspects, including Mukuro.”

“Actually, that’s a good point,” Byakuya adjusted his glasses. “Toko, did you ever see Celeste?”

“N—no,” she admitted. “Maybe C—Celeste is lying? I w—would’ve seen her s—stupid fancy outfit and hair if sh—she was there!

“And now that Jack and Toko have both been cleared,” Leon slammed his fist onto his podium. “She must be telling the truth!”

“Yeah.” Hiro laughed. “Looking pretty bad for the Ultimate Soldier!”

(Taka’s Account > I w—would’ve seen her s—stupid fancy outfit and hair if sh—she was there!)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Toko jumped back with an “eep,” then scrambled back up to and behind her podium.

“Wh—what do you mean?”

“Toko,” Mukuro said. “Celeste didn’t have her ‘fancy outfit and hair’ that night.”

“Sh—she didn’t?”

“No,” Hiro agreed. “Didn’t I mention that?”

“No!” shouted half the students at once, in varying degrees of anger and disbelief.

“Oh. Well, she didn’t. Don’t blame me for not mentioning that! Celeste didn’t, either!”

“I didn’t think it was necessary,” she said. “Taka said earlier that I was using all of the laundry machines; what else would I use them on if not my dresses?”

“Wait,” Hina pursed her lips. “If you were washing all of your dresses at the same time, then what did you wear while walking to the bathhouse?”

“I had Hifumi fetch me—” Celeste’s face, already pale, turned bone white. “Oh… I…” Her cheeked burned red with shame, and she turned away to hide her face. “I asked him to grab me a clean tracksuit from the warehouse while my clothes were in the laundry room…”

“What color was your tracksuit?” Mukuro demanded.

Celeste made some kind of low murmur, then covered her face.

“… Black…” she groaned. “I didn’t think…”

“Celeste,” Byakuya said. “Take off those fake pigtails right now, and turn around. You too, Mukuro.”

Celeste hesitated for a moment, clearly unhappy with the idea of parting with her elegant, gothic look, but eventually obeyed. After setting each of the clip-on hairpieces on either side of her podium, she pulled up her deceptively short real hair, then turned around. Mukuro studied her for a second before doing the same – but she already knew. From behind, Celeste’s short dark hair and pale skin were a near-match for Mukuro’s own short dark hair and pale skin.

“Huh…” Hiro grunted. “You know, I can tell them apart, but only ‘cause we’re right up near ‘em. I can see how you could mistake them if you were across a hallway, or if you weren’t paying close attention.”

“Amazingly, Hiro, you’re actually right,” Byakuya agreed. “Hmph…”

Mukuro and Celeste turned around at once. The other girl was still burning with shame.

“I can’t believe I was so stupid…” she muttered, nearly too low to hear.

“I’m sorry, Celeste,” Mukuro smiled sympathetically. “But now that we know that Celeste was the one who was out at the time, that means no one ever saw me the whole night! And that’s because I really did stay in my room the whole time!”

Kyoko nodded. She was still running a finger on the edge of the picture frame.

“I think it’s highly unlikely for Mukuro to be the killer,” she agreed. “It might not be completely impossible, but she would have to have created several layers of false evidence to incriminate herself and expected us to unravel all of them except the last.”

“That… would appear to be the case,” Byakuya agreed, though he sounded a little annoyed. “Unless someone actually saw Mukuro out of her room, the actual Mukuro,” he added, glaring at Celeste. “Then it would have been difficult to sneak from the dorms to the warehouse with Toko, Hifumi, Celeste, Jack, Taka, and Hiro all active.”

“So… that means she innocent?” Hina asked.

Sweat poured off Mukuro’s brow. No one said a word.

I’m free! She smiled as widely as she could, and looked at Hina, who smiled back at her. I’m finally f—

“Wait!”

Mukuro’s heart stopped – not at the word, but at the voice.

“I… saw her,” Sayaka forced out.

The idol’s voice was a weak, warbling mumble, almost too low to hear, as if it hadn’t been used in months. Mukuro wasn’t the only one surprised when she spoke – half the students looked around the circle without thinking, having seemingly forgotten what she sounded like.

Sayaka’s skin was still inhumanly pale, and her eyes were still narrow pinpricks. She, too, was sweating. She never stopped watching Mukuro, but she raised her hand to her kitten hairclip, and starting playing with it without thinking. When she spoke, her lips barely moved.

“I saw her,” she repeated. The ‘her’ sounded like it was coming from the back of the throat, as if she was choking it out. It must have taken an incredible effort to manage even these short sentences. “Last night.”

Mukuro stared back, incredulous.

“Woah!” Hiro leaned over his podium. “She can talk again?”

“… How did you see her last night?” Byakuya demanded. Mukuro didn’t turn to look at him, but his voice made it clear he had doubts. “There were plenty of people up, and no one saw you.”

“… it was late.” Sayaka said, after a while. “It was… 1:30 AM…”

Mukuro couldn’t even begin to guess what her own face looked like.

“She was… coming back from the… school.”

Each sentence was slow and weak, but Sayaka’s words were definitely methodical. She was thinking about each and every one before she said it.

“That’s… not true!” Mukuro shouted. “That’s a lie!”

“Why were you up at that time?” Kyoko asked. Like Byakuya, she clearly had reservations.

“…”

Sayaka turned very slightly to the side. Her eyes darted to Kyoko for a moment, then back to Mukuro. Her white skin was dripping with sweat, which bounced off her cheeks and chin as she began to shake.

“… I wanted water.” she said. The words sounded like they came from faraway, or like she was speaking in a dream. “I went to the cafeteria, but I forgot it was closed at night.”

“Why didn’t you go to the warehouse?” the lavender-hair girl pressed. “There’s water there, too.”

“I… did. But before I got there… I saw Mukuro coming back. I hid and watched her… I was curious why she was up.”

“That’s… that’s just a lie!” Mukuro hissed. “It’s just not true!”

Sayaka pulled off her hairclip, then brought it to her lips. Her mouth was invisible behind it, but Mukuro could just barely detect her whispering something.

“Maybe…” the idol said, loud enough to hear. “Maybe Mukuro hid in the warehouse early and waited for Sakura… That’s why no one saw her at 9… Then she waited until early morning, and returned the dumbbell then…”

“No! Stop lying to everyone!”

“Sayaka,” Kyoko said, more calmly. “You do know that if Mukuro isn’t the killer, and we vote for her, then everyone will die, including you?”

“Yes…” she breathed. “But it’s all true.”

Mukuro couldn’t tear herself away from those pinprick eyes, even as the others around her began to talk amongst themselves. Sayaka was lying! She was lying, and it was so perfectly obvious that she was. Despair welled up in Mukuro’s chest again, and she realized, to her shock, that it was the same despair in Sayaka’s…

“I think we should consider the possibility that she’s lying,” Celeste offered. “Though I cannot guess why.”

“I’m not…” the blue-haired girl said into her hairclip, her voice a high-pitched whisper.

“Hmph!” Celeste shook her head. “I cannot disprove your claim that Mukuro was up that late. But what I can say is that I don’t think she could be responsible for my wearing the black tracksuit.” She turned to Hifumi, and her normally composed features twisted with rage. “Hifumi! You are the one who gave me that black tracksuit! That was an important part of framing Mukuro for the crime; I don’t see how the killer can be anyone but you!”

“N—no!” he stammered. “Miss Ludenberg, please, don’t jump to conclusions! I didn’t—well, I did get the tracksuit, but I had no choice!”

“What do you mean, ‘you had no choice?’” Kyoko asked.

“I went to the warehouse, as Miss Ludenberg requested, but the only color of tracksuit there was black. I thought it was odd at the time, but I didn’t think… Perhaps the real killer removed all of the other colors of tracksuits in advance, to trick me?”

Mukuro subtly glanced at each other student in turn. Their eyes all told the same story: that Hifumi’s explanation was weak.

“Kyoko,” Byakuya asked. “Were there other colors of tracksuits in the warehouse when you looked?”

“Yes.” came the instant response.

“Just yes?”

“Yes.” Kyoko said again. “I wasn’t searching specifically for tracksuits, but I know I saw some. I’m confident I would remember if there were only black ones there.”

“I thought so. Hifumi!” Byakuya tapped a finger on his glasses. “Care to explain that?”

The Ultimate Fanfic Creator’s face was red – not with Celeste’s shame, but instead with genuine illness. The others’ suspicion and questions were clearly not doing him any favors.

Please be guilty, Mukuro prayed. I don’t want someone innocent to be put through this…

As soon as she thought those words, Mukuro flushed with more self-loathing. Hifumi was still her friend, sort of, and to wish him to be the killer was the same as wishing he was dead by one of Monokuma’s cruel tortures…

“Ugh… Do I need to do this while my stomach is so upset…?” he begged. “Can’t we… pause the trial?”

“Nope!” Monokuma trilled.

Hifumi wiped his forehead again.

“F—fine…” he groaned. “Mister Togami, can I point something out, please?”

“Go ahead, Hifumi.”

“There were many, many tracksuits in the warehouse… enough that you’d need more than one trip to remove them all, if you took them out by hand. You’d run the risk of someone seeing you with them, and they might ask questions. But if you removed them from where they’re normally stored, and put them somewhere else in the same room, you could throw them around later while destroying the warehouse.”

Hifumi stood up as straight as he could, then pushed his glasses back over his greasy, sweaty nose.

“So… let me tell you what really happened!”

(Present Your Argument)

The true killer wanted to frame Miss Ikusaba,” Hifumi began. “Or perhaps she’s the killer, and she wanted to create a multilayered mystery around herself, to make the murder too complicated to solve.”

“She did it…” Sayaka said, almost absently.

“But whether it was Miss Ikusaba, Mister Kuwata, or Mister Togami, it all started when Miss Ludenberg’s clothes somehow became dirty,” he continued.

“The killer removed all of the non-black tracksuits from their normal storage space and stuffed them somewhere else!” He roared the words with total confidence, then doubled over in pain. “… Somewhere I didn’t see them. This ensured that I’d have to give Miss Ludenberg a tracksuit that matched Miss Ikusaba’s.”

“I saw her near the warehouse…” Sayaka mouthed, and her eyes rolled back into her head.

“Later,” he groaned. “When they destroyed the warehouse to make it look like a fight took place, they threw all of the tracksuits everywhere so no one would think to ask questions!”

“And that… is the truth of how the killer used Miss Ludenberg to commit the perfect murder!

“Mukuro used her…” Sayaka agreed, her face completely blank.

(Strangely Broken Shelf > It all started when Miss Ludenberg’s clothes somehow became dirty)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Hifumi swallowed hard. So did Mukuro.

It’s probably Hifumi… But from the others’ perspective, it was probably me, earlier, too. He deserves the same chance to prove he’s innocent that I had. I… I want to believe in him!

“Wh—what do you mean, Miss Ikusaba?”

Mukuro closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

“Hifumi, you weren’t exactly wrong when you said this,” she said. “But you were very vague about how Celeste’s clothes got dirty.”

“I wasn’t hiding anything, Miss Ikusaba!” Hifumi protested. “I just didn’t know the details.”

“Fine, then let’s ask the woman herself about it. Celeste, how did your clothes get dirty?”

Unconsciously, Celeste moved a finger to trace down one of her ponytails – only to remember that it was by her feet. She huffed in annoyance, then faced Mukuro.

“I believe I see where you’re going with this,” the gothic girl nodded. “Very well, then. The upper shelf in my closet broke yesterday, and a mountain of dust fell all over my dresses. Ah! When Mukuro and I investigated it, she noticed that the crack was very odd. It should have been jagged, yes? But instead, it looked perfectly straight and smooth.”

“It was cut,” Mukuro said. “Probably by the same tool used to cut that spear, now that I think about it.”

“Someone snuck into Celeste’s room to cut the shelf?” Byakuya thought on this for a moment. “Setting aside the question of how they got past the door in the first place, just thinking about it, that couldn’t possibly produce enough sawdust to get all of her dresses unusably dirty.”

“That’s because the dust that got the clothes dirty wasn’t from the shelf at all,” Mukuro replied. “I didn’t understand the significance of this earlier, but when I checked Celeste’s room, there were actually two types of dust. One was light brown and came from the shelf, and the other…” Mukuro dipped a hand into her pocket and pulled out some of the dark brown dust she’d taken during the investigation. “This was the dust actually on the clothes. It’s much darker and thicker.”

“Give me that!” Byakuya snapped. Mukuro obeyed, and he sniffed it. His eyes narrowed. “Hm… Aoi, take this.”

“What? Um… okay…”

Hina obediently took the dark brown dust. As soon as it was in her hands, she pursed her lips.

“This stuff looks familiar…” she muttered.

She raised the dust to her face, examining it thoroughly, and then—

She licked it.

“Hey!” she growled. “This isn’t dust, this is Sakura’s protein powder!”

“I thought so,” Byakuya chuckled. “The killer knew Celeste couldn’t tell the difference. It should have been obvious from the start – even Mukuro saw through it instantly. It doesn’t look, feel, or even smell the same as dust. I suppose that as long as you’re not dealing with gambling or clothes, Celeste is useless.”

The mentioned girl fumed, but couldn’t dispute him. Mukuro had also criticized her lack of basic knowledge during the investigation, and now it had come back up during the trial in the most embarrassing of ways. After a while, the Ultimate Gambler, for all her pride and dignity, just huffed and looked away.

“It makes sense that the killer would know to use the protein powder to fool Celeste,” Leon agreed. “‘cause they knew about the powder to set the trap for Sakura.”

“Well, that’s interesting and all,” Hiro nodded. “But it doesn’t really tell us which one of you actually did it.”

“Not by itself,” Celeste agreed, still not looking to the circle. “But there is something else important, something that links the broken shelf to the killer.”

“There is?” Hiro was surprised.

“She’s talking about how the killer got into the room in the first place,” Mukuro jumped in. “I know what you’re thinking of, Celeste. It’s this.”

She drew the tiny piece of duct tape from her pocket.

“We found this on the lock to Celeste’s door, just over the bolt that connects into the door frame. While it was in place, the door can’t lock – but it still sounds like it does. I think Celeste’s been sleeping with her door unlocked for a while now.”

Byakuya laughed again, as cruelly as he ever had. Celeste’s pale face turned red.

“I see what you’re getting at,” Taka rested his chin on a closed fist. “The killer sabotaged Celeste’s door at some point, then damaged her shelf in a complicated gambit to incriminate you. I suppose that’s plausible, but doesn’t it raise an obvious question?”

“Wh—what’s that?” Toko asked.

“If you could enter her room whenever you want, wouldn’t you just kill her? No offense, Celeste, but you’re obviously easier prey than Sakura.”

“None taken,” she cooed. “And I have no explanation for your question…”

“Urgh…” Hifumi pressed himself against his podium again, trying to stand. “Perhaps this is unrelated? As in, maybe the tape on Miss Ludenberg’s door was placed by someone else entirely, in a separate plan to kill her instead of Miss Ogami? It could even have been placed there this morning, instead of earlier.”

“Mukuro,” Kyoko said. “May I see that piece of duct tape?”

Mukuro handed it over, and the other girl smoothed it out and pressed it just underneath the piece of duct tape on the bottle of protein powder. The edges of each piece matched.

“Do you know what this means?”

“Yes,” Mukuro said, instantly. “The pieces of duct tape came from the same roll, which means the same person placed them. And you can’t have placed the tape on Celeste’s door today, because there’d be no reason to plan a murder of her if you’d already killed Sakura last night! It must have been put there before the murder took place!”

“Then… why kill Sakura?” Taka repeated, utterly perplexed.

“Maybe it was a spur-of-the-moment thing?” Hiro asked. “Like, they didn’t plan—”

“Hiro!” Hina groaned. “We already know that there was a trap and spear made in advance!”

“Oh, yeah…”

“Well, there are a few reasons…” Byakuya offered. “If you wanted to frame Mukuro specifically, if you wanted to avoid killing Celeste with your own hands, or if you were afraid of Sakura in the investigation or trial… But actually, I don’t think the exact motive for not killing Celeste matters.”

“What does matter, then?” Taka asked.

“Isn’t it obvious? Tell them, Mukuro.”

Man, why don’t you tell them?

“You mean who had access to sabotage Celeste’s door in the first place, right?”

“Exactly. Celeste! Have you ever left your door unlocked without being inside?”

“Of course not.”

“Then, which of Hifumi, Leon, Mukuro, and myself was ever in your room before today?”

Even before Celeste could say “Only Hifumi,” all eyes turned to him. His face was more sweat than flesh.

“What?” he groaned.

“Hifumi,” Mukuro said, her willingness to believe in his innocence evaporating by the second. “Did you put the tape on Celeste’s door?”

He took a long while before answering.

“No!” he said at last.

“I want to believe you, but I don’t see how anyone else could have.”

“It’s easy! I did help Miss Ludenberg move several items into her dorm room on multiple occasions, it’s true, but that doesn’t mean I put the tape there. While running back and forth between her room and the warehouse, I frequently left the door open. It’s entirely possible that a passerby saw an opportunity to place that piece of tape.”

Celeste impatiently tapped a finger on her podium.

“I hate to admit it, but what he says is true. He did leave the door open. I was always in my room when, but sometimes I went to the lavatory, or else wasn’t facing the hallway. It… is possible that someone else did this.”

No, Mukuro knew. Leon didn’t hesitate to attack Sayaka that night. If he was going to kill, he would have just snuck into Celeste’s room and slit her throat. Byakuya, too. The only person with a connection to Celeste, the only one of us four who could be the killer and who might not want to attack her in particular is…

Hifumi wiped his brow again. He was trembling horribly. His eyes glanced up to Mukuro, who stared back at him. For some reason, she felt sympathy. It must not have shown on her face, though, because he looked away in fear.

“Well, then,” Kyoko said, still playing with the photograph. “If that’s the case, we’re still no closer to narrowing down the list of suspects. Does anyone have any suggestions?”

(Present Your Argument)

“So, we know it’s Hifumi, Leon, Byakuya, or Mukuro,” Hiro started. “But none of ‘em have alibis.”

“It’s Mukuro…” Sayaka whispered into the hairclip.

“Rrgh… Of th—those, only Hifumi and M—Mukuro were s—seen up around the time of the c—crime… It’s p—probably one of th—them.”

Hifumi said he returned to his room after seeing Genocide Jack,” Hina pursed her lips. “But we don’t really know for sure that he’s telling the truth.”

“But if Miss Maizono’s correct, and Miss Ikusaba came back from the school at 1:30, then she’s the killer for sure!” Hifumi shouted.

“I don’t know if we should take Sayaka’s claim seriously,” Celeste shook her head. “Her mind is clearly elsewhere…”

“Right here…” came an airy response.

“Maybe there’s something we overlooked in how Sakura died?” Leon scratched at the scar on his cheek. “Hm… She got hit in the head by the trap, got up and tried to walk, and then stabbed by the spear before anything else could happen.”

“Poor Sakura,” Hina wiped away a few tears. “The killer got her before she could do anything…

“D—dammit!” Toko grabbed her temples and trashed about. “W—we’ve already g—gone over all the e—evidence, and found n—nothing new!”

(Sakura’s Piece of Cloth > The killer got her before she could do anything…)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

The conversation drew quiet as Mukuro addressed her friend.

“Hina,” she said. “That’s not quite right. Sakura did do one thing before she died.”

“What’s that?”

“She had a piece of white cloth in her hand, remember?”

“Oh yeah…” Hina crossed her arms and nodded, but she still didn’t look very certain. “What’s it from?”

“I’m not sure, but let’s think about it for a second. Its edges are all ripped up, so Sakura obviously tore it off from something. It’s also too smooth and thin to be from a towel.”

“Well, we know that Sakura got up after being konked in the head, right?” Hiro said. “So, maybe before she got stabbed by the spear, she ripped it off as her final action in life!”

“That doesn’t seem very likely,” Celeste shook her head. “If you’re being attacked by someone with a spear, you wouldn’t waste time ripping a piece of cloth.”

“Maybe she was already holding the cloth before she was hit by the trap?” Leon asked.

“I doubt it,” Mukuro answered. “We know that she triggered the trap by lifting up the protein powder bottle. Sakura was righthanded, right? And she was holding this cloth in her right hand. Why would she grab the bottle while holding a ripped piece of cloth in the same hand?”

“More than that,” Byakuya adjusted his glasses. “We know the killer used that piece of cloth, or the larger piece it was part of, to clean the dumbbell. I can’t imagine they would rip a random piece of cloth out of Sakura’s hand to clean it, when the warehouse is already full of towels and washcloths they could have used.”

“Hm… An ingenious dilemma…” Hifumi coughed again, then pushed a hand onto his stomach for support. “Er, perhaps Miss Ogami got up, was delirious from being hit on the head, and accidentally grabbed a random tablecloth or piece of clothing laying around the warehouse?”

“No,” Byakuya said, flatly. “Sakura couldn’t have grabbed anything like that.”

“Ah, why not, Mister Togami?”

“Tch! Tell them, Mukuro.”

She sighed.

I guess this does fit for his talent…

“I think you mean the bloodstains, right?” she asked. “The trap that got Sakura was in the middle of the warehouse, and we know she only moved five or six feet afterwards. All of the clothing is stored on the left side from the entrance. Before the killer destroyed everything, there wouldn’t have been any clothing or tablecloths or anything in the center for her to grab.”

“Maybe it was her own clothes?” Hiro suggested. “Like, just before she died, she ripped off a piece of her shirt!”

“No,” Mukuro sighed. As kindly as she could, she said: “That can’t have happened, Hiro. Sakura’s shirt was damaged, but it wasn’t ripped.”

Not to mention how that doesn’t make any sense…

“And yet,” Celeste mused. “If she wasn’t holding anything when she was hit by the dumbbell, except the bottle, then she must have found a source of cloth somewhere nearby…”

“Yes,” Byakuya grinned, contempt shining through. “That’s actually very simple.”

“It is?” she blinked.

“Yes,” Kyoko agreed. “That’s actually the simplest answer of all. Mukuro, can you explain it?”

Don’t I get enough of this from Byakuya?

She sighed again, for the second time in under a minute, then frowned and sank into contemplation.

If there’s no cloth in that part of the warehouse, and Sakura didn’t bring any with her, then there’s only one way it could have gotten over there… It’s the killer. Sakura ripped it off from the killer’s clothing!

Mukuro looked up to Kyoko, ready to answer, when her eyes passed over a certain white-faced idol again. There was an opportunity here.

I’m sorry to manipulate you like this, Sayaka, she thought. But you shouldn’t have lied, and it’s for the good of everyone.

“Before I answer that, I need to know something,” she said. “Sayaka… When you saw me at 1:30 this morning, what was I wearing?”

Sayaka’s mouth was invisible behind the hairclip, but Mukuro knew her lips thinned at the question. She was hesitating. She sensed this was a trap question, but couldn’t tell how.

“What you’re wearing now…” came the low, cautious reply.

“I thought so. Then, Kyoko, Byakuya! I think you were suggesting that Sakura must have ripped the cloth off from the killer’s clothing.”

“That’s right,” Byakuya said. “I can see you smiling over there, Mukuro. Care to explain why?”

“That’s simple. Sakura grabbed a piece of white cloth from the killer. But my clothes… aren’t white. Which means that, once and for all, for real this time, I can’t be the killer.”

Actually, my underwear’s white, but I’ll leave that part out.

“No!” Sayaka’s eyes flashed red, and she leaned over her podium, sweating and shaking. “I… misremembered. You had a white shirt!”

“… Give it up, Sayaka.” Hina said, as gently as she could.

Still shivering with anger and despair, the idol turned from one classmate to another, boring into their eyes, begging with her own for her lie to be believed… but no one accepted it anymore.

Mukuro’s good mood disappeared. She lifted a hand to cover mouth, and watched frustration and panic engulf the girl who’d once been her friend.

Do you really hate me that much?

“You…” Sayaka closed her eyes, then pushed her chin into her chest. Her hair was fraying apart. “It’s all your fault!” she screeched. “You murderer! You should have died instead of him!”

Mukuro turned her back to the circle, unable to face her. It hurt to hear those words. That they were spoken out of hate was bad enough, but the true pain came from one simple fact:

She agreed.

Sayaka started whispering something incoherent again, then fell quiet. She kept watching Mukuro, her eyes blazing with hate and fury.

“Wow,” Leon thoughtlessly interrupted the scene. “What a crazy bi—”

“Enough,” Byakuya said, unimpressed and unsympathetic. “Leon, Hifumi, and I all wear white. One of us is the killer.”

“Wait,” Hina said. “Wait, wait, wait, hold on a second! I get that Sakura must’ve grabbed the cloth off the killer’s clothing, but why did she do that? She was the Ultimate Martial Artist – shouldn’t she have tried to fight back instead of just grabbing a piece of a shirt or something?”

“She did,” Kyoko answered. “And her fighting back is what made this case solvable. She used her last moments to save all of our lives. Sakura was strong, but she was only human. She must have been barely conscious after being hit in the head by a dumbbell. I think her last action was to throw a punch, and as she pulled her hand back, she grabbed the cloth either by accident or because she realized it would help us.”

“Er… Miss Kirigiri,” Hifumi protested. “I don’t believe you can know that for certain.”

“No,” she admitted. “We won’t ever know exactly what Sakura was thinking at that moment. But it doesn’t matter. We know for sure that her last action was to attack her killer and grab part of his clothing. Unfortunately, all of the potential suspects, Byakuya, Leon, and you, wear white.”

Mukuro had listened to the conversation in silence. She’d already known who the killer was – in truth, she’d known for a while. But now, at last, she could prove it.

The weight of the world pressed on her shoulders. It was hard to turn around to face the others, hard to even breathe. To voice what she was thinking was the same as condemning one of her friends to death. Was it really any better to kill someone with evidence, instead of snapping his neck with her bare hands?

Countless people killed as a soldier, countless people killed as an Ultimate Despair…

That namesake emotion welled up inside her chest and pushed everything else aside. She didn’t even have the energy left to cry. At least last time, Makoto had wanted her to do this, had pushed her to it and forgiven her. This time, she’d be killing someone who wanted to live.

What’s one more person killed by Mukuro Ikusaba?

“Hifumi,” she said, utterly devoid of feeling. “You’re the killer.”

“Whaaaat? Ah, Miss Ikusaba, you are quite mistaken!”

“This morning, during the investigation, Hiro, Celeste, and I went to go talk to you in your dorm.”

“That is correct.” Celeste agreed.

“Yeah, I remember that.” Hiro said.

Mukuro’s eyes glazed over. She couldn’t bear to look at Hifumi anymore.

“You didn’t come out of your room,” she continued. “But I noticed something odd. I didn’t think much of it at the time, but… Your clothes.”

“M—my clothes?”

She could barely hear his trembling voice. He might have been a thousand miles away. It would have been easier if he was.

“You were wearing grimy, sweaty pants from the night before. In fact, you’re still wearing them.” She didn’t wait to see if everyone else looked down to check. “But the big white undershirt you always wear, that one was brand new. It was only barely stained, and only just then by your saliva, because you were feeling so ill…”

Somehow, even though she was looking into space, Mukuro sensed his noiseless panic.

“I know you slept in your pants from last night, and I know you pulled on a clean shirt just before opening your door. I can’t think of any reason why you’d remove your dirty shirt and not your pants, except that you were worried we’d ask why it was ripped.”

“I… Obviously, I started undressing last night to go to bed, but got tired halfway through!”

“No, you didn’t, Hifumi.”

Nothing happened for a long time. Eventually, someone, probably Byakuya, demanded Hifumi explain. A quavering, high-pitched voice started shouting a thousand words a minute, but Mukuro couldn’t hear them.

“Mukuro!”

Her eyes slowly moved to the side. Kyoko was watching her. One hand stretched out on her podium, and the other was still cradling the photograph.

“Mukuro,” she said. “Didn’t you promise Sakura that you’d avenge her death?”

The world blurred. Tears ran down Mukuro’s cheeks.

I wish I hadn’t said that.

She turned to Hifumi, equal parts despondent and resigned. He stood as straight as he could, and the lights from the ceiling shone across his glasses. His eyes were invisible behind them, but his stance and his scowl promised that he wouldn’t go down without a fight. Determination and hope radiated off of him – two things that felt like acid to Mukuro.

Here he was: the boy who’d framed her, killed her friend, betrayed their trust, and who was ready to sacrifice everyone else so that he could escape… and still, Mukuro felt only loathing for herself, for daring to kill him by trial.

There was no way around it.

“It appears you weren’t listening, Miss Ikusaba,” he said, and he pushed up his glasses. His voice was steadier and more determined than it had been the whole trial. “If you’re going to make false accusations and endanger everyone else’s lives by them, then it appears that I have no choice except to dispel your misconceptions!”

(Bullet Time Battle)

“You are quite mistaken!”

“You’re made an error!”

“Stop picking on me!”

“Yeeeeeeeeeee!”

 

“Argh… my stomach…”

“You can prove nothing!”

“Your argument is just a bad fanfic! I won’t leave kudos!”

“There’s nothing true about your claims!”

 

“Ughhhhh… I feel like I’m going to throw up…”

“Mister Kuwata also wears white!”

“This is just like one of my Japanese animes…”

“Why are you so certain it’s me?”

 

“I admit to nothing, you have nothing!”

“Surely you agree that Mister Togami is also suspicious?”

“Blergh… I can’t… Oh, argh…”

“Your argument’s weaker than a level 1 RPG character!”

 

(Killshot)

“You can’t prove that Miss Ogami attacked me!”

(Hifumi’s Stomach > You can’t prove that Miss Ogami attacked me!)

(Break)

“I’m sorry, but I can!”

Hifumi fell silent, terrified at the force with which Mukuro shouted the words. But for her part, she felt nothing – certainly not triumph, but not even the self-hate that had filled her a moment before. Something new unfolded within her: a ravenous void that consumed everything except the image of the sick, petrified boy she was about to condemn to death and the gentle, hopeful boy she’d killed days before in this same courtroom. And those boys were all that held back the pounding torrent of despair that would surely consume Mukuro Ikusaba as soon as this was all over. That emotion lapped over them, pressed against them, threatened to overwhelm them and obliterate her.

It’ll never be over, she despaired.

“Hifumi,” she breathed. Her vision went dark; she only pretended to look at him. “You don’t have food poisoning.”

“Wh—of course I do!”

“No,” she said. “Sakura punched you in the gut last night, didn’t she? Just before you stabbed her with the spear. And that one punch, thrown by a delirious, half-dead woman, nearly killed you just by itself.”

Never in the history of the world had any room been so silent. Mukuro could hear the beads of sweat dribble off Hifumi’s forehead and splash onto the floor.

“That explains why you did such a strange job of trashing the warehouse, and why you didn’t cover up all the evidence properly. You probably planned to do a better job, but could barely stand up afterward. In fact, I bet you didn’t plan to return the dumbbell at 1:30. You meant to do it before midnight, and lugging it all that way took much longer once you were falling over yourself.”

“N—no…”

Mukuro just felt cold.

“Lift up your shirt,” she said, still blind, still utterly exhausted. “And let us see the bruise where Sakura punched you.”

Her vision was still dark, but she didn’t need to see to know that he wouldn’t obey.

“Okay, Hifumi,” she sighed. The same despair that took her after Makoto’s death was engulfing her again, eroding the edges of her psyche. It was hard to stand, hard to even breathe. “I’ll explain what happened that night. I hope you can forgive me.”

(Closing Argument)

This is what happened.

“In order to maintain her status as the Ultimate Martial Artist, Sakura Ogami needed to be matchlessly strong in body, mind, and spirit. She meditated and forged strong connections with her friends, but her body still needed fuel.”

“Specifically, she needed protein powder from the warehouse in the dorms.”

“Maybe she thought that after the time in the bathhouse, none of us could betray the others, or maybe she was too honorable and noble to conceive of really killing another student at all, but either way, she made no secret of how she took the powder from the warehouse at regular times every day.”

“One student decided to take advantage of that. I hope it wasn’t really just because they wanted to escape.”

“First, they helped Celeste move various Victorian-themed items to her dorm room from the warehouse. They did this several times, and though we’ll never know when precisely they decided to sabotage the lock with a piece of duct tape, we do know that they completely abused her trust. This let them enter her room at will.”

“This meant that they had the ability to kill her whenever they wanted – but either because they wouldn’t kill Celeste in particular, or because they wanted to kill Sakura specifically, they spared her.”

“After that, they broke a wooden ladder in the warehouse, then carved one of its legs into a spear. Then, they hid the spear somewhere in the same room where no one would notice. Why a spear at all? To frame the one person everyone had seen use one in the past – me.”

“Next was the trap itself. The killer taped a string to a protein bottle, strung it up through various other goods so Sakura wouldn’t see it, and attached the other end to a small block of wood on the highest shelf.”

“The last part of the plan they needed to prepare was Celeste herself. The culprit wasn’t going to kill her, but they still needed her help. They entered her room, damaged the shelf, and spread some of Sakura’s protein powder all over her clothes and clip-on pigtails, knowing that Celeste would mistake it for dust.”

“Not too long after, she asked the culprit to take all of her clothing to the laundry room for cleaning and to fetch her a tracksuit so she could go out to the bathhouse at 9 PM.”

“Later that day, somewhere around 8:55 PM, Sakura was returning an evening of swimming with Hina. She stepped into the warehouse and grabbed one of her bottles, which dislodged the wooden block. That block kept a 20-pound dumbbell in place, which rolled over the edge, fell, and struck her in the forehead. She fell to the ground, bleeding and apparently dead.”

“Five minutes later, while Sakura lay on the warehouse floor, the culprit knocked on Toko’s door. They slipped her a fake note from Byakuya saying to meet him at the pool at midnight. The note didn’t really matter – what that was important was that Toko poke her head out and see Celeste from the back. Celeste, who now wore a black tracksuit and no pigtails. Unless you were paying attention, it would be easy to assume that she was a different student entirely – one whom Toko was already afraid of, and wouldn’t want to go near.”

“Ten minutes after that, at 9:10, the culprit slipped out of their room to go arrange the crime scene. But that’s when something unexpected happened.”

“Toko sneezed, and Genocide Jack took over. Jack read the note, and immediately left for the pool, three hours early. She bumped into the culprit, talked to them, then scurried away. Later, this would force the killer to admit they’d been up when they shouldn’t have.”

“At 9:15, the killer went into the warehouse and moved a chest of drawers in front of the door. They did this to stop anyone from entering the room while they worked.”

“After that, they grabbed the spear they’d prepared in advance, and moved to stab Sakura in the chest. That was when the second unexpected thing happened.”

“Any normal person would have died from the dumbbell trap, but Sakura was special. Irreplaceable. Unique. She survived.”

“She jumped up. She must have been barely alive, barely conscious of what was happening. She might have even been mortally wounded. But she saw her would-be murderer holding a spear, and tried to fight back.”

“She struck her attacker in the stomach, and they stabbed her just beneath the heart. She died, but that one punch almost knocked them out completely. And as she fell, Sakura’s hand grasped one final piece of evidence for us: a piece of the killer’s white shirt.”

“After that, the killer was probably exhausted. Somehow, they forced themself to carry out the next, crucial part of the plan: destroying the warehouse to make it look like a fight had taken place. They also used this opportunity to smash up Sakura’s body with bruises, to make it look like she’d been fighting.”

“That part took at least half an hour, since Hiro tried to enter the room at 9:45 and found the door was blocked. But it probably took much longer. The killer probably barely had the strength left to follow through with the plan. Or… maybe that one punch by Sakura knocked the killer out completely, and they only regained consciousness much later.”

“Either way, at about 1:30 AM, they grabbed the dumbbell and cleaned it off with bleach using the nearest piece of cloth: their own shirt. That surely wasn’t part of the plan, but by this point, the killer was likely too exhausted and in too much pain to care. Likewise, the killer probably would have noticed that the dumbbell was broken, or that Sakura’s fist had a piece of their shirt, had they been in a better state of mind.”

“Again, I bet they’d planned to take the bottle of protein powder with the string, but after that one, single punch, they got sloppy.”

“Probably, the killer had planned to deliver the dumbbell back to its home in the boy’s changing room before 11. They probably assumed that Toko wouldn’t still be at the pool at 1:30, since the note said to meet at midnight. But they weren’t dealing with Toko.”

‘They were dealing with Genocide Jack, who didn’t mind waiting until the world ended, as long as Byakuya was involved.”

“The killer put the dumbbell back, not realizing that Jack was on the other side of the pool entrance door, hearing their every move.”

“After that, the killer returned to their dorm and fell asleep, thinking that everyone would look at the evidence and blame me. Even if I did prove myself to be innocent, there would still be nothing material linking the killer themself to the crime.”

“And that might have been true, if not for Genocide Jack’s insanity and Sakura’s training. The Ultimate Martial Art’s last action on Earth was to leave us a mark on her killer’s body. And the person who has that mark…”

“Is the Ultimate Fanfic Creator.”

It has to be you.

(Break)

“Hifumi Yamada.”

A long time passed. Despair still blinded Mukruo, but she could hear a boy sniffling and whimpering, and a girl mumbling incoherently into her hands.

“So, uh, Hifumi…” Hiro broke the relative silence. “Did you really, uh, do it?”

There was no answer.

“Hifumi,” Kyoko said, her voice serious. “Show us your stomach.”

More seconds passed.

“N—no…” he groaned, half from pain and half from resignation. “That… won’t be necessary. I admit it.”

“Then… you killed Sakura?” Hina asked through another sob. “You did it?”

“Y—yes, Miss Asahina.” he sighed. “It was me.”

“You… you bastard!” she screamed. “Why would y—”

“Allllllllllright!” trilled a cruel, high-pitched voice for the first time in a while. Monokuma laughed twice. “With that, I do believe that it’s voting time! And make sure you vote, or else you’ll be executed, too!”

Mukuro heard the lever appear out of her podium. She forced her eyes to focus, and made herself see the 4x4 grid of pictures alongside it. Each of was of a student, save the one in the bottom-right, which was blank. Last time, Chihiro’s and Mondo’s pictures had been grayed out. This time, Makoto’s and Sakura’s were, as well.

“Who will be chosen as the Blackened?” asked the bear. “Will you make the right choice, or the dreadfully wrong one?”

It took everything Mukuro had to pull the lever again. It would kill a fifth pme of her classmates, take away yet another life. Vaguely, she heard the others doing the same. The only other sound was Hifumi’s pitiable sniffling, but at least he’d stopped fighting.

“Heehee!”

Like the first time, a slot machine appeared in front of Monokuma, as if by magic. In its center, three reels spun down and down. It was only barely possible to make out cartoon images of each student’s face. Some moments passed, and each of the reels slowed and stopped on the same one: Hifumi’s.

“Uh-oh!” Monokuma chuckled. “Looks like you got it right again! The Blackened in this case, the one who killed Sakura Ogami, was your very own Hifumi Yamada! And like before, it wasn’t unanimous. One student, who will remain nameless, cast a vote for Mukuro instead!”

Mukuro glanced over to her left, though she already knew what she would find. Sayaka stood there, boring back at her with narrow pupils.

Hifumi stood not too far away. He stepped off his podium and back onto the checkered courtroom floor. Though he was still clearly in great pain, he no longer bothered cradling his stomach. His gray jacket and white shirt hung loosely off of his body, and his hair, normally slicked back and decently-groomed, was frayed and wild.

His gaze wasn’t fixed on any one point anymore. He just looked off into the distance, a mixture of fear, regret, and shame etched onto his face. He probably wouldn’t have the opportunity to feel anything else ever again.

“Hifumi!” Hina jumped off her own podium, then ran to him. She pulled her hands into fists, but resisted the obvious urge to jump and attack him. “W—why? I need to know why you did it!”

He didn’t answer.

“It couldn’t just have been about escape!” she continued. “Not after the bathhouse, not after what we learned about each other!”

“Aoi—” Kyoko started, suddenly alarmed.

Hina wasn’t listening.

“Dammit, Hifumi!” she barreled on, crying. “We were all friends! You knew we were all friends! You, me, Sakura, Kyoko, Celeste, all of us! We were all friends for years!”

“Aoi!” Byakuya snapped.

But she ignored him, too, and grabbed Hifumi by the shoulders. She shook him, sending his multiple chins jiggling. He just looked away, clearly too mortified to speak.

Hina opened her mouth to speak again. Kyoko moved toward her, intent on stopping her from babbling any more of their secrets, but Hina was faster and stronger, and she just maneuvered to the other side of Hifumi and placed him between them.

I could stop her, Mukuro thought. It would be easy to grab Hina and cover her mouth…

But she didn’t.

“How could you kill Sakura?!” Hina screamed at the top of her lungs. “Why would you kill her?! Was it just to escape?! Was it because she told you to?!”

“Aoi, stop!” Leon shouted, but she didn’t hear him.

“Answer me, Hifumi!” She shook him again. “Did she make you do it?! Did Junko make you?!”

Shock and horror passed over the others’ faces. All that effort to conceal their hard-earned knowledge, and Hina just gave it all away. Byakuya looked furious, while Kyoko sucked in her lips, already calculating how losing that secret would affect their plans in the future.

Mukuro’s expression didn’t change. In her heart, she’d known this was coming for a while. Junko Enoshima, the Ultimate Despair, her sister, the headmaster, the woman behind Monokuma… knew they were onto her.

The subtlety and importance of this was lost on Hifumi, however, who only stared unsteadily at his feet, forlorn and despairful.

“Okay, Miss Asahina,” he sighed. “I would rather get this over with quickly, but I suppose you do have a right to know…”

At length, Hina let herself off of Hifumi. She hovered around him, still angry and waiting for an explanation.

“I suppose you all think I’m a monster,” he moaned. “And maybe I am… but it’s true that I never even thought about killing anyone until we revealed our secrets in the bathhouse.”

“That doesn’t make sense!” Taka bellowed. “The purpose of revealing the secrets was so that no one would kill to cover theirs up!”

“I know,” Hifumi nodded. “I know. Covering mine up had nothing to do with it. Mine was embarrassing, but it was nothing I would kill someone over. The secret that mattered to me… was Ikusaba’s!” Mukuro said nothing. Hifumi continued. “I’ve been afraid of her since the time in the gym when she kicked that spear. I knew she didn’t mean to, I knew that it was just instinct for her – and that just made it worse! You must have all thought the same thing, right? That she was a time bomb waiting to happen.”

Mukuro swallowed, then looked away, just as ashamed as he was.

“Sakura forgave her for that!” Hina protested.

“I know,” Hifumi sobbed. “I know, I know! And if that was all, maybe I wouldn’t have done anything. But then, Ikusaba came to me asking about a video game, Killfield, and I watched her fall into a trance while playing it. Even in the virtual world, her killing prowess was unmatchable.”

That time in the cafeteria, where Hifumi had talked her ear off about video games… Even now, Mukuro still saw him as a friend, at least in part.

A bubble of something rose up in her throat.

“That’s a ridiculous excuse for killing someone.” Byakuya said, unsympathetically.

“Yes… It is,” Hifuimi admitted. “And I didn’t kill anyone yet! I just wanted to avoid her after that. And I did, mostly, up until the secrets revelations, when we learned that she had been working for Monokuma. And I thought of all those times Miss Ludenberg had told me things like ‘always be cautious’ or ‘don’t ever get too comfortable…’”

Mukuro glanced over to Celeste, who looked shocked and angry at being brought up in this manner.

“Don’t blame this on me,” the gothic girl snapped, in-between restoring her clip-on hair. “I was telling you to be careful, not to murder someone!”

“It didn’t seem that way at the time… but maybe I misunderstood.” Hifumi nodded. “And when Miss Ogami refused to tie up Ikusaba, when the only punishment or caution anyone took was to let her stay in her room, all I could think about was how she might be working for Monokuma, or how she might get triggered and kill me by accident.”

“No! That would never have happened!” Hina protested.

“Really?” Hifumi asked. “Our memories can be manipulated whenever Miss Enoshima desires! She can make us forget our friends whenever she feels like it! Imagine how long I must have known Miss Ludenberg in school, before it was ripped away. Yet, we can all just be reset to a convenient moment like a video game save file! It’s already happened at least twice! What was there to stop our captor from just deleting Ikusaba’s decision to help us and turning her back into a servant, then telling her to play the killing game for real?”

No one, not even Hina, said a word. Mukuro’s heart wasn’t even beating anymore.

“You don’t have a response!” Hifumi shuddered. “No one does! Because there’s no possible response!” His eyes narrowed, and he became more serious than Mukuro had ever known he could be. “I know what you all think of me,” he whispered, trembling. “You think that I’m a fat, weak-willed loser who’s easy to manipulate, who can’t think for himself. But then, how was I the only person to see that even if Ikusaba’s intentions were always honorable from the moment we woke up in the school this time, even if she never accidentally killed anyone at all, even if Miss Ogami was absolutely correct about how she was being truthful with us, that she could still be turned against us at any point at the whim of the very person who engineered the killing game in the first place?!” Hifumi pointed violently at Mukuro, who didn’t move. “She could have killed us all in ten seconds if the mood struck her, and the only things stopping her were the amnesia, which Enoshima could remove at any point, and Miss Ogami, who refused to raise a hand against no matter what! And truthfully, I think she could have killed Miss Ogami, too, if it really came down to it.”

So do I…

“And… I don’t know!” he cried. “My first thought was to kill Ikusaba, but she was always locked away in her dorm, and what chance would I have against her?! So… so I…!” He grit his teeth, and a stream of saliva leaked out from between his lips. His eyes twitched several times, and he seemed almost unaware of what was happening around him. “I didn’t really want to kill Miss Ogami!” he wheezed. “I wasn’t even sure the trap would work! I made the stupid thing in two minutes! I thought… I wished that… It was just a chance! … It would probably miss, or she’d see the string, or she’s just stand in the wrong spot, and people would be angry, and Miss Kirigiri would find the spear I hid, and everyone would think it was Ikusaba and finally tie her up, and…”

He clutched his heart, then grabbed for the podium again, unable to stand. Despite everything, Hina ran to him and pressed a hand on his back, helping to steady him, unable to bring herself to let him suffer more.

The normal contempt in Byakuya’s eyes dimmed ever-so-slightly. He glanced over to Mukuro, and she knew that he was weighing the logic of what had been said.

“I’m sorry, Hifumi,” Mukuro whispered. “I’m sorry…”

He shook his head.

“Ikusaba,” he choked. “I… I didn’t want to be a monster…”

“You’re not one,” she said, and it was true.

He looked to her, sweat and tears pooling in his eyes, and finally nodded twice.

“There’s something you should all know,” he said. “Ikusaba’s… Miss Ikusaba’s summation of what happened was mostly accurate, but she made three mistakes.”

“What are they?” Kyoko asked, alert.

“I didn’t trash the warehouse,” he said. “I didn’t move that chest of drawers to block the door, and I didn’t bruise up Miss Ogami’s body. Those were things that I’d planned to do, but I never got around to it. After Miss Ogami punched me, I…. I don’t even remember how I managed to stab her. Everything went black, and I woke up around 1 AM. My back was pushed against the door – I guess that’s what blocked it when Mister Hagakure tried to enter the room. I grabbed the dumbbell and cleaned it and left, but I didn’t have the energy remaining to destroy the warehouse like I’d meant to.”

“Wait…” Hiro turned blue. “If you didn’t do that, then who did?”

“I don’t know!” he cried. “But it wasn’t me.”

Hina’s eyes watered. She wiped some tears onto her sleeve, then ran over to Monokuma’s throne. The bear stared impassively at her.

“Damn you!” she shouted. “How can you do this?! We know who you are! We know what you did! We know we were your friends for years! We know that we were all friends for years!”

Monokuma’s body remained still, but he still spoke. His words lacked their normal horrible screeching:

“We were… friends?” he asked. “What are you talking about?”

“Don’t bother pretending anymore!” Hina let loose a bloodcurdling scream, and it degenerated into a gurgle. “We know we were all friends forever and went to school together! We know you erased our memories! We know it! Why are you doing this? Why are you making friends kill each other?! What can it possibly get you?!”

Mukuro knew the answer, though it wouldn’t have made sense to anyone else:

Despair.

“Don’t kill anyone more!” Hina wept. “Just stop it! Stop it, Junko! Stop killing, stop making us kill each other!”

Monokuma remained on his throne, utterly motionless, seemingly unmoved by her words.

“Dammit!” Hina fell onto her hands and knees. Her tears pooled on the floor beneath her, and her body jerked back and forth several times. Mukuro wanted to move to help her, but…

Couldn’t.

“It’s okay, Miss Asahina…” Hifumi said. He breathed in and out several times, sweat still pouring over his red face. “It’s okay… There’s no point in trying to reason with her, is there?”

He shook his head, stood as straight as he could, and faced Monokuma. His eyes and features filled with resolution, and that ‘fat, weak-willed loser’ disappeared. In his place was someone else.

“Miss Enoshima!” he roared. “I’m ready for the execution.”

Still, Monokuma made no move. Mukuro wasn’t even sure he was still on.

What’s Junko doing?

“Wh—what’s wrong?” Toko asked. She hid behind Byakuya and bit down hard on her thumb. “Wh—why isn’t he s—saying anything?”

Byakuya opened his mouth, and he seemed about to say something, when someone else beat him to the punch.

Celeste stepped up to the foot of the headmaster’s throne, then poked his foot.

“Monokuma?” she asked. “Are you alright?”

Nothing happened.

“Are we… still getting an execution?” she asked.

And then, finally, the bear stirred. He jumped up onto his feet, pressed his paws to his belly, and laughed.

“Pufufufufu! Of course we are!” he trilled. “We’d be breaking the rules if we didn’t, and you all know that your lovely headmaster would never do that!”

“Dude, there’s no need to keep pretending,” Hiro said. “We know you’re Junko Enoshima.”

“Oh, Hiro,” he laughed. “You know lots of things, and even you admit that only 30% of them are true. I am Monokuma and Monokuma only! Why, I’m as much Monokuma as Hifumi Yamada is a dead man!”

That dignity and grace that possessed Hifumi faltered at those words. His shoulders slumped, and Mukuro knew that all he could imagine was another one of those drawn-out punishments, and how humiliating his last few moments on Earth would be.

A ‘fat, weak-willed loser…’ Before he was identified as an Ultimate, he must have been humiliated at school a lot…

Her fingers wrapped around one of the wooden beams for her podium. Without thinking, she snapped it off. Three feet of thin wood felt light in her hand, and the top was just sharp enough…

“And now,” Monokuma cried. “It’s punishment ti—”

“Hifumi.” she said.

He looked toward her, and she threw the wooden shaft through his glasses and into his right eye.

Kktch!

Shards of glass exploded out and bounced on the floor. Hifumi’s body fell backward and landed with a resounding thud. Blood poured out of the wound.

He died instantly.

Monokuma stopped mid-motion. His eyes only kept staring where Hifumi had been, several feet above the mass that was now his corpse. The humans fell instantly silent; even Sayaka’s and Kyoko’s eyes went wide, and their blood all ran cold. Hiro in particular curled up into a ball and shivered on the ground, and Toko simply fell unconscious at the sight of the body.

No one was more surprised than Monokuma.

“You…” he sputtered. “You can’t…”

Mukuro’s arm fell to her side. She glanced back to Hifumi’s fresh body, but said nothing.

Even when I do something merciful, it’s still bloody…

“You… you!” the bear screamed. “Do you have any idea how expensive the executions are to set up?!”

Mukuro couldn’t tear her eyes off of the body. Despite it all, she still saw him as a friend, and he’d died by her hand.

“I can’t… I…” Monokuma sat down, then stood back up. “I actually don’t know what to do!”

Celeste was the first to recover.

“Then I suppose we’re all free to go back to the school, yes?”

Monokuma’s head turned. He faced her for a moment, that idiotic smile never leaving his face.

“Ohohoho, wait a moment!” he laughed. “Do you know what you just did? Here, maybe this’ll clear it up!”

Ding dong bing bong

“A body has been discovered!”

Monokuma’s voice exploded from some unseen sound system in the ceiling. The actual bear robot in front of them remained silent.

“After a certain amount of time, which you may use however you wish, a trial will begin! Everyone, please assemble… where you already are right now!”

Mukuro only closed her eyes. She almost felt relieved.

It’s fine… They’ll all vote for me, and it’ll all be over…

“N—no!” Hina stood up and jumped at Monokuma. “You can’t execute Mukuro! She’s not a Blackened!”

“Well, who can say?” Monokuma pressed his paws over his lips. “Heehee! You know that I would never tell you who to vote for. I suppose I’ll need to make a Monokuma File for this, normally I have more time to get them ready…”

Hina looked desperately to the others for support. Kyoko, Byakuya, and Celeste were deep in thought, while Leon and Taka simply froze, clearly uncertain of what to do, or even if there was anything they could do to help. Sayaka watched the scene without saying a word, absolutely enthralled.

“No… No!” Hina sucked in her lips. “Wait a second! You’re only supposed to be the Blackened if you ‘disrupt the harmony of our school life’ by killing another student, right? Mukuro killed a Blackened who was already going to die, so that doesn’t disrupt anything!”

It was the cleverest, most cogent thing Hina had ever said in her entire life. Behind her, Celeste raised a hand and covered her own mouth, clearly surprised at the strength of the argument.  Mukuro smiled weakly, warm with sympathy at the lengths her friend would push herself to save her.

“Oh, Miss Asahina, don’t try to rules lawyer me.” Monokuma held up a paw dismissively. “Blackeneds are still students. If one of you murdered another student, then got murdered himself, the second murderer would be the one on trial.”

Byakuya stood behind them. He glanced over at Mukuro, clearly considering whether or not he should intervene…

“No!” Hina ran over to Mukuro. “Say something! Do something! You’re the Ultimate Soldier, you can defend yourself from him, right?!”

Mukuro couldn’t bring herself to speak. When Hina saw her smile, she understood that Mukuro meant to die, even if she didn’t understand the unbearable despair that gripped her. Hina’s eyes went even wider, and she spread her arms out between her and the headmaster.

“N—no!” she tried again. “Junko! We know that Mukuro worked with you, right?! So… she was part of the killing game! That means… That means…” Hina sucked in her lips, thinking harder than she’d ever thought in her entire life. “That means… that her killing Hifumi counts as the execution! Yeah! So, you can’t punish her for that!”

Even Mukuro’s despair disappeared for a moment. Had Hina always been this clever, and never had the opportunity to show it? Or had losing her closest friend pushed her to greater lengths to save who she still had left?

“Pufufufu! Oh, Miss Ashina! As your headmaster, I’ll give you extra credit for that little gem! … But, no.  I’m afraid I can’t confirm or deny your allegations toward Miss Ikusaba, and since I can’t confirm them, I can’t interpret her as being part of the game, except as just another boring little player.”

Mukuro raised a hand to Hina’s shoulder. Her friend turned around, desperate and panicking.

“Hina, it’s alright,” she tried to say. “I don’t mind dying anymore…”

But before she could say it, one more person stepped between her and the headmaster.

“Go ahead and run another trial,” Kyoko said. “But there won’t be any more executions.”

“Oh?” Monokuma cocked his head. “What are you talking about?”

“I saw Mukuro’s motive video. Or did you forget, Junko?”

Mukuro’s heart sank as a vision of her second motive video came to mind.

“I just don’t know what to do!” Monokuma said. “You see, Mukuro, this is normally where I’d play a video of your loved one in danger. I’d imply that he or she is about to die, and the only way for you to save them is to kill someone to escape and go to the rescue! It’s what I did for everyone else. But for you… You just don’t have any loved ones! There’s no one in the world you love, and no one in the world who loves you! So… I guess I’ll just need to improvise! I hereby present the Special Mukuro Ikusaba Exclusive Motive! Ohohoho! If you mukurotize someone – that is, turn them into a corpse – and you lose the trial… Nothing will happen! Yes, my murderiest of students! How many lives did you end while in Fenrir? I literally don’t know! In honor of your skill, I offer a special one-time Get Out of Jail Free card! Your execution… won’t be an execution! You can just go back to your communal school life as if nothing had ever happened… except with one fewer classmate, I guess.”

She fell to her knees, clutching her chest, and remembered the time Kyoko came upon her in her room and refused to kill her.

Not only will she not kill me, she won’t even let me die…

“What’s this?” Byakuya demanded. “What’s this video?”

“Mukuro’s motive video,” Kyoko explained. “It said that if she kills someone and gets caught, she’ll walk free without an execution one time. So, Monokuma…” She thrust a hand out and pointed right at him. “You can’t kill anyone today.”

“… I see.” Monokuma responded, after a while. “But, in that video, I believe I called it a ‘Get Out of Jail Free card,’ didn’t I?” He tapped a foot. “You need to play one of those cards in order for it to count. If you don’t, then you stay in jail. Do you get my meaning? Unless you actually say you use the card, it doesn’t get used.”

“Then, what are you saying?” Hina asked. “That Mukuro just has to say she wants to live, and she gets to live?”

“… Yes.” Monokuma replied.

 

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The trial lasted less than a minute. No evidence was presented during it, except the useless Monokuma File #3 – which the headmaster himself presented, and clearly just made up as he went along. Hifumi’s body wasn’t even moved. So fresh was the kill that there wasn’t even a photograph of him to put where he’d stood.

Mukuro didn’t say a word during the proceedings. No one did, really, except for Hina screaming names at Junko and Genocide Jack howling in maniacal laughter.

Levers and pictures of students appeared out of their podiums. Hifumi’s was grayed out. This time, the tally was unanimous: ten votes for Mukuro.

“Well, well, well!” Monokuma threw his head back and laughed. “I declare this, the shortest murder trial in history, over! You got it right again! The Blackened in this case, the one who killed Hifumi Yamada, was none other than Mukuro Ikusaba! And now, I do believe it’s time for the execution!”

“No!” Hina jumped off of her podium and ran to Mukuro’s. “Say it! Why are you being quiet?!” She was crying now, crying as hard as she had after Sakura’s death. “I don’t understand! Why aren’t you saving yourself?! It doesn’t make sense!”

Mukuro only raised a hand to Hina’s cheek. She caressed it for a moment, then let her arm fall limp.

It’ll be so easy after this…

“Hey,” Kyoko said. Mukuro barely looked over. “There are times when dying will accomplish something, when it’ll save others… This isn’t one of those times.”

Mukuro’s throat tightened.

The last and final moment of my life… she thought. A few seconds of a humiliating execution, and then…

“Makoto wouldn’t have died for nothing,” the lavender-haired girl pressed, and the words were like a stab to the heart. “He died because he thought it would help other people, and he forced Sayaka to live, rather than die for nothing. He’d tell you to do the same thing, right now.”

Mukuro’s heart sank. She grimaced, and looked away. By chance, she glanced at Sayaka. There was someone who understood perfectly why she was wasn’t fighting. There was someone who stared back at her, fully expecting, even demanding, that she submit to the execution.

Are you the spy working for Junko, Kyoko? Mukuro wondered. Who else could be so cruel to me?

Her lips pulled apart, and she wanted to curse her friends for doing this to her, for not just letting her end the despair this way.

“Mono… kuma…” she breathed. Even she could barely hear herself. “I… play my… card…”

The headmaster said nothing for a long while.

“So,” he said, his voice devoid of mirth. “You want to live?”

No.

“Yes.”

“Well… okay!” He laughed hysterically. “Get the hell out of here, all of you.”

And so ended the third trial.

Notes:

* I completely regret not including DR2 and V3 trial mechanics. It would be both more fun to write and read trials with the consent, rebuttal showdown, scrum debate, and argument armament mechanics, rather than just what DR1 has. That was definitely a big mistake, and it's too late to change it now. Scrum debate especially, everyone loves scrum debate.

* I should say this: I thought I was being really clever by noticing how Mukuro and Celeste without her pigtails sort of look similar, and integrating that into a murder. Instead, everyone in the comments immediately figured out the Mukuro who Toko saw was just Celeste sans pigtails.

* I’m a little annoyed at myself for not emphasizing Hifumi’s clothing more during the investigation, given how important his appearance turns out to be during the trial. C'est la vie.

* I may have made Aoi a little too smart during the part where she argues that Mukuro isn't a Blackened for killing Hifumi. I wanted it to seem like she was desperately throwing out whatever ideas she could think of to save her friend, but the ideas may have actually been a little too clever for her.

* Man, it's good to be done with this trial. It was way more complicated than the first one, and took way more time to write and edit. Most fun part of it? Probably writing Hifumi's bullet time battle, though Mukuro's depression and self-loathing is always also fun to write. Biggest regret? Probably that I didn't make Leon or Byakuya more suspicious. I should've added more evidence to imply the killer was one of them, I feel like it was too obviously Hifumi, but that's alright. Danganronpa itself often isn't terribly good at concealing the killer from the audience as it is. I remember playing chapter 3 of DR1 and being like "I don't even know who's dead yet, but the killer is obviously Celeste." And that's to say nothing of the famous 11037, which I can only hope comes across as subtler to a Japanese audience.

* And yes, folks, I do know that "it's like one of my Japanese animes" would not make sense if spoken by a Japanese person, give me a break.

* By the way, that third trial does count as chapter 3. "You're not allowed to have a single AoO chapter be part of both chapter 2 and 3, that's confusing and weird, and you can't make a trial that's six sentences long, that's dumb." I'm doing it anyway, baby. And there'll be a post-trial section before the next chapter starts -- as in, one more chapter of "chapter 3" (which will be the only formally-titled chapter 3 chapter) before chapter 4 begins. Yes, I'm playing fast and loose with the rules for how both Archive of Our Own and Danganronpa itself structure chapters, and no one can stop me.

Chapter 19: Chapter 3: Secrets Uncovered - Post-trial

Summary:

Sakura's murderer is dead, and her spirit can rest in peace... but Mukuro can't. It's all she can do to press forward through the swamp of despair and miasma that engulf her, and it only gets harder after her friends learn about the secrets she's been guarding...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro stepped out of the red velvet doors and into the crisp, chill air of the school hallway. It stretched out in front of her, but she could barely see it. Those simple ceiling lights, the same ones that had always been there, glared so intensely that her vision was just a bright, brilliant haze. Her body was light, nearly weightless, and yet her eyelids were unfathomably heavy. How could her arms be like feathers, and yet move so sluggishly?

She could lay down on the floor right now and sleep for a day. She could lay down and sleep forever.

Despair…

The Ultimate Despair.

Her feet moved automatically. They were machines working on their own accord, without her conscious thought, and they could have taken her anywhere. She wouldn’t have resisted. Soon enough, she was in a large, open area. Her mind was chained, caged in by the emotion that was her namesake, never to be feel anything else except perhaps terror, and it was impossible1 to reach out and touch the world anymore.

Her feet kept moving, or at least the blur around her kept changing. It was a Herculean effort just to make her eyes focus for long enough to see where she was. It only lasted a second, and then she was back to that cage of despair.

The main dorm area…

Some unthinking instinct had brought her here. To her right was the cafeteria. To her left, the bathhouse. And forward, a thousand miles away, the student dormitories.

That must be where my feet want to go…

She lacked the will or the strength to disagree. She could lock herself in there and lay on her bed and be alone, as she should be, for a day or a week or forever. Somewhere in the back of her mind, Mukuro knew that this was exactly how she’d behaved after Makoto’s death. She might still be starving to death in her room but for Kyoko. She’d promised herself not to completely give into despair, but here she was, guilty in every way…

Instantly, she knew that this was what life had been like for the Mukuro of old. This awful ravenous void within herself was too familiar to be new, except that now she also carried guilt for those she’d hurt – even Hifumi. She was more at home in it than she was in her own skin, and she would never be able to throw it off, even as she knew it caused more harm than good. Even without her memories, even as a new person entirely, it stained her like…

Like blood stains cloth.

And even worse – all this feeling sorry for herself, all this self-loathing and pity, did nothing. Achieved nothing. Would gain her nothing. What was this species, humanity, that could feel such terrible and destructive emotions? What was the purpose of despair, except to cause more despair?

She wanted to close her eyes and never open them. She was closer to her dorm now, she could feel it…

There was a flash of brown to her side. Mukuro barely tilted her head, and saw, rather than felt, that someone had grabbed her hand. A girl was there, with glasses and brown, braided pigtails, but Mukuro couldn’t focus enough to quite see her face.

Toko pulled her hand away from the comfort of the dorm rooms. She said something, then said it again louder, but Mukuro didn’t hear it. At last, the other girl summoned a pair of scissors, and started screaming something that sounded like a threat.

Not Toko…

Mukuro knew she wouldn’t like this. Her dorm would be a swamp of despair and hate to wallow and drown herself in, but wherever Jack was trying to take her would definitely be worse and more painful than her bed. And yet, she lacked the will to resist.

The murderer-artiste pulled her backward and set her on a new direction, never letting go of her hand. She chattered about something or other, but it meant nothing to Mukuro. After a while, they walked through a doorway, and the lights dimmed, and the air grew warmer and more humid.

The bathhouse…

Jack’s hand let go of hers, and then the darkly-dressed girl melted away into the room’s shadows. There were more silhouettes around her, tall ones and short ones, male ones and female ones, and Mukuro wasn’t even sure where she was standing in relation to them.

“Mukuro!”

She blinked, and saw the rest of the class around her. She wasn’t even sure who’d shouted her name. Half of the other students cowered in the corners or behind the counter in the back of the room. Only Byakuya, Kyoko, Hina, and the ever-fearless Jack dared to get within ten feet of her.

A strange feeling crept up the back of Mukuro’s neck. She craned her head to check behind herself, and saw a sallow-faced, blue-haired idol standing in the doorway to the dormitories, wobbling to and fro, her eyes wide, but no longer absent of thought.

“Mukuro!” Byakuya snapped. “Are you even alive in there?” She didn’t answer, except to face him. After a moment, he showed her the headmaster’s e-Handbook again. “Hmph. I hope you’re prepared to explain this.”

“And the photograph,” Celeste added.

Notably, Kyoko remained silent. She still carried the picture frame, and still ran a thumb over the laughing little girl’s face in the picture. She wasn’t angry or scared like the others, but she was just as curious.

“Guys!” Hina ran over to Mukuro, then draped her arms around her shoulders. “Stop pressuring her. Look, she’s so pale! She clearly needs rest; can’t we do this tomorrow?”

“No,” Byakuya said. “She can sit on the bench there if she wants, but we need to talk, now.”

Hina glowered at him, but gently led Mukuro to sit on the bench. For all her strength, Mukuro couldn’t even stay up straight, and just bent her neck and looked at her feet. Her hands hung limply in her lap.

“Mukuro!” Byakuya thrust a finger out at her. “I know you’ve been hiding information from us. The only questions are what and how much.”

“I agree, you’ve been very dishonest,” Taka scowled. “You had better hope that your secrets would not have stopped Hifumi’s actions in the warehouse, had they been made public.”

Hina sat down on the bench next to her, the only person who still offered her complete trust. She took the Ultimate Soldier’s hand in her own, and squeezed it hard. Somehow, that gave Mukuro the energy to respond, though only just barely.

“Yes…” she sighed. “I kept some secrets… But it wasn’t because I had any ulterior motives. I was afraid of someone.”

“Ooohh, I get it!” Hiro nodded sagely. “Someone threatened you, right?”

“No,” Kyoko said. Her voice was composed, but she still fidgeted with the photograph. “You think there’s another spy besides Sakura, don’t you?”

Hearing someone else say those words made Mukuro jump back a little, though her listlessness returned in short order.

How did…?

“Yes,” she said. “Actually, I’m certain of it. One of us is working for Junko, though I don’t know why. And I didn’t want to tell anyone because… well, I didn’t know who to trust.”

For a long while, no one said a word.

“I see,” Byakuya broke the silence. “Well, start by explaining where you got the handbook and photograph. And don’t leave anything out.”

“But what if—”

“If there’s another spy, and we figure out who it is right now, then we don’t have to worry about information being passed along to Junko. If there’s not another spy, and you’re just being stupid, then we have nothing to worry about. And if there’s a spy and we don’t ferret them out now, then it’s unlikely that you know anything Junko doesn’t already know, anyway, so it hardly matters.”

Mukuro nodded, barely. She still wasn’t calm, but neither did she have the energy to argue. When she spoke, her voice was flat and weak.

“A while ago, back when I took care of Sayaka alone, Monokuma showed up and told me that there was a spy in our group.”

“You mean Sakura?” Leon asked.

“No. Well, yes. He showed up and told me a lot of weird things, and I thought they were lies at first. This was when he told me that Makoto had won the escape button, and tried to get us out, and I thought he was lying because I didn’t know at the time that we’d done this twice.”

“Wrong!” Monokuma bellowed. “Wrong, wrong, wrong! Makoto Naegi definitely won that switch, and he definitely used it right away!”

Someone cackled like a manic.

“Call me crazy, ‘cause I am,” Jack screeched. “But didn’t we already know that? We already know that you all woke up once before, that you worked Junko and betrayed her after Makoto got hurt trying to help everyone.”

“Then, Junko defeated us anyway,” Celeste cooed. “And we were all trapped in the game again, after she erased our memories a second time. We discussed this the last time we came to the bathhouse.”

“Yes… But what I didn’t tell you before was the other thing Monokuma said. He said that he had two spies in our group, and Sakura was one. I decided that couldn’t be true, because it was Sakura. When she admitted it to us on her own, and when we discovered that Makoto actually had won that escape switch, I thought… It made the claim of having two spies seem truer, and it didn’t help that he implied the second spy was…”

She sucked in her lower lip. She couldn’t say the words, but Byakuya understood immediately.

“He implied his second spy was Kyoko, isn’t that right?” he said. Mukuro didn’t respond, which he took for confirmation. “That makes your other actions make more sense, doesn’t it? Kyoko was one of the only people defending you, and then you didn’t tell her about the photo.”

Mukuro looked away, shamefully. She couldn’t bear to face the other girl. Hina’s eyes watered, and she pulled her free hand into a fist.

“I still believe in Kyoko! There’s no way she’s a spy!” she cried. “But all this means is that Mukuro got tricked by Monokuma!”

“I dunno, man,” Leon scratched his head. “If Kyoko was working for Monokuma, it seems like she’d have an easy time tricking us, right? Like, half the investigations are just done by her alone. But so far, she hasn’t ever said anything misleading.”

“That we know of.” Celeste added.

“There was more…” Mukuro said, still looking at her feet. “More that I should tell you… More reasons why I suspected Kyoko than just that. A few days later, I—”

“No!”

The shrill voice came from the doorway. Mukuro twisted around to see Sayaka, who eyed her madly.

“Monokuma showed us something else…” she said, her voice suddenly airy and distant. “The video… And what he said…”

The video!

The blood rushed out of Mukuro’s face. She’d forgotten about that. There was nothing else in the world she wanted to tell the others about less than that video.

A beautiful woman was tied to a chair with metal bands. She looked twenty or twenty-two, and her long red hair was pulled into a thick ponytail kept in place with lacey headpiece. A white apron covered most of her body. Her eyes, green and gorgeous, were pried open with circular pieces of metal. Tears streamed from each of them, and she was in great distress, sweating and screaming and trying in vain to pull away or close her eyes. Every one of her muscles strained visibly, cutting her skin against the shackles.

The room was mostly dark, but a row of computer screens in front of her provided a colorful glow. From the camera’s position, it was impossible to see what she was being shown, but it obviously horrified the woman.

“Please…” she whimpered. Her body tried to heave over as she sobbed, but a metal band around her neck held her in place. “Please, stop, stop…”

Mukuro’s body wouldn’t move. She was crying, too, as hard as the woman. Not just because of how awful the scene was, but because, in the back of her mind, each second of this scene coalesced into a memory she already had, something unlocked through the amnesia. She mouthed along without thinking.

Mukuro, unmistakably Mukuro Ikusaba, the girl in the photograph, appeared behind the woman. She wore a black skirt and a nice white blouse with a cute red bow just beneath the collar. She was reading a small handbook.

“Let’s see,” she said, slightly bored. “In this situation… From the outside…”

Mukuro-of-the-Video looked down on the woman, and Mukuro-of-the-School saw her, too. In her mind and on the screen, the helpless, doomed woman begged for mercy, and an image flashed to the mind of Mukuro-of-the-School, who saw the woman both on the screen and in her own memory.

Mukuro-of-the-Video reached behind herself, and Mukuro-of-the-School mirrored the image, like a puppet following its master. She pulled out a pair of thin metal spikes, and Mukuro felt their coldness, their hardness, their sharpness.

“Stop this!” begged the woman.

She raised them over Chisa’s head—

Chisa

Measured their placement over her luxurious red hair—

Got to get this juuuuust right…

And plunged them in through the skin and the skull.

Chisa howled in agony, and then delight, as the spikes dove into the pleasure center of her brain. Mukuro raised one, lowered the other, then reversed the process. Chisa’s eyes went even wider, pink streams of blood trickled down her cheeks, and the last of her resistance faded as her body was forced into an orgasm. Again, and again, and again, and again, her weeping eyes unable to look away from the screens. Even her screams died out, replaced only by an incoherent gargling sensation.

It would have been better to do this the proper way, like with the others, but if Mukuro had to lobotomize Chisa, to erase the thin line that separated pleasure from despair, then so be it. The problem was that this was just sort of boring. She started thinking about other things while she worked.

Pizza tonight? she hummed. Bacon, or pineapple…

The screen went dark, but Mukuro still saw Chisa’s head, still saw her wide, terrified eyes, and her lips pulled back in ecstasy and pain, still knew that the Ultimate Housekeeper would join the Ultimate Despairs…

“Yeah…” Hiro made a deeply uncomfortable face. “Sorry, Sayaka, but no one’s gonna take your word for anything right now, not after the trial…”

“At least not anything that involves Mukuro,” Celeste agreed. “It’s clear that your hatred for her overwhelms your reason.”

It was the perfect way out. Nobody trusted Sayaka anymore, and with good reason. It would be so easy for Mukuro to deny what she said, and to only tell the others what she wanted them to know…

The pale-faced other girl was unfazed by their words. She only stared Mukuro down with those wide, crazy eyes, and her message was clear:

Are you going to keep lying to them?

Sweat poured off Mukuro’s face. If she lied now and didn’t tell the others about that video, Sayaka would take it as evidence that she was hiding things, and she would be right…

Keeping it a secret might even put the others in danger…

Mukuro swallowed, then steeled her resolve.

“N—no…” she said. “Monokuma did show us a video. I wasn’t keeping it a secret! I was going to get to it…”

She was shaking harder than she ever had before. Thick sweat formed a film between Hina’s hand and her own. What she wouldn’t have given for despair to return to her! Now all she could feel was dread.

The others said nothing. Even to the most oblivious of them, it was obvious that Mukuro was frightened.

“I… okay…” she squeaked. “Monokuma started making crazy implications. They weren’t really statements, they were just ‘maybe you’re this’ or ‘perhaps this is what happened’ types of things. One of them… One of them was that I wasn’t really Mukuro Ikusaba. I said I know I am, so he showed me this recording of something she— I— the old Mukuro, the one who had all of her memories, and isn’t me anymore… had done…”

Slowly, and with many stops to regain her breath, she related the contents of the video, though not in as great a detail as she could have. She told them about Chisa, the Ultimate Housekeeper, about torturing and lobotomizing her with spikes, and how it was unmistakably Mukuro Ikusaba doing it. At length, she even told them about how she could feel the sensations in the video, how she knew it was herself doing it, and how the spikes felt real in her hands again. She told herself that she admitted it all for the others’ safety, but she knew in her heart that it was only because Sayaka had seen it happen that the words were pulled from her lips.

But even now, even after resolving to tell the others everything, she still couldn’t bring herself to admit that it had been done for the purpose of spreading despair, that she’d remembered the words “Ultimate Despair,” or the casual, humiliating boredom she’d felt while hurting that poor woman.

By the end, Mukuro was a sobbing, pitiable mess. Her chest was on fire, and her body heaved with every breath. Through her tears and her fingers, which she covered her face with, she looked up once or twice to see the others. Almost everyone stared at her with disgust, terror, or a variable mixture of both. Even Hina was disturbed; though she didn’t leave the bench, she no longer was hugging her and grabbing her hands for support. The only exception was Kyoko, who watched impassively.

“That doesn’t explain where you got the photograph or handbook,” she said.

“O—oh…” Mukuro nodded. “Yeah. That was later. Byakuya, do you remember a while ago, before Chihiro died, I said I saw a gate to the second floor open, so I called you over, and it was closed? And you said to stop wasting your time?”

“I do.”

“That wasn’t the only time it happened. I’d see a gate open, but when I looked away or looked back, or called someone else over, it was closed. I didn’t know what was happening, so one day, when it happened again with the gate to the second floor of the dorms, near the warehouse, I just… I don’t know. I guess I panicked or something. I tested the gate and it was open, so I entered it.”

“Why not call someone else over after you were inside?” he asked.

“I wasn’t sure why the gate had been left open. I thought maybe it was accidentally left that way by the spy. And I wasn’t sure if there was anything important up there to begin with. So, I went alone. I found the second floor of the dorms was completely destroyed. The walls and ceiling were caved in, there were holes everywhere… it looked like a warzone. Dust covered everything, like no one had been up there in years.” No one said a word, so Mukuro continued. “There was one exception, though. I kept going, and found the headmaster’s room. It wasn’t damaged, and there was a computer—”

“Did you try to contact anyone outside?!” Leon demanded.

Mukuro shook her head.

“There was no internet or anything. But there was some stuff in there. I found the emergency e-Handbook, plus that photo of Kyoko as a kid, and a notebook she’d written in before she lost her memories.”

“My notebook…?” Kyoko didn’t quite gasp, but she came close. “What did it say?”

“Something about a crazy plan by the headmaster. He wanted to keep all of the students away from the outside world to protect them, because we were ‘the final hope’ to save ‘the new era.’ You didn’t give many details about why, but you complained a lot about how awful he was.”

“That sounds very personal…” Celeste noted. “And it doesn’t explain why he had a photograph of Kyoko.”

“It does, because… because his name was Jin Kirigiri.”

Everyone looked to Kyoko. She remained perfectly calm, and only shrugged.

“He’s probably my father,” she admitted. “I don’t… remember every detail, but I do remember coming to Hope’s Peak for some reason. To find someone. I wanted to tell someone… something. It may have been him. If it was him, then I guess I already said it long ago. I hope…”

She looked back to the photograph, then said nothing more.

“None of that explains why you thought Kyoko might be a spy,” Byakuya said after a while.

“It actually sort of does…” Mukuro said. She took a deep breath. “Okay. Okay! There were two other things in there. I’m not… I’m not saying she really is working for Junko! I don’t want to think she is. But, on the computer, there were some files. One of them… One of them was a file about how we all had to be cordoned off in the school to stay safe. But it also said that he was worried that one of us was an Ultimate Despair.”

“Woah!” Hiro covered his mouth. “Sounds supervillainish.”

“That’s actually a good description,” Mukuro confirmed. “The way the headmaster put it, they’re insane people who… Well, the file said they’re a group, he didn’t know how large, and that they forced the Student Council to butcher each other in the school, that they caused something called the Tragedy, and that they wanted to ruin the world as much as possible for the sake of despair itself. He mentioned how they liked killing their own families, and how he hoped Kyoko wasn’t one of them.”

Everyone grew silent except Sayaka. Behind the doorframe, she quietly chanted the words ‘Ultimate Despair’ again and again, with thin, parched lips.

“Isn’t that completely insane?” Leon asked. “Like, it’s not just me, right? That’s totally insane.”

“Yeah!” Jack cackled. “What loonies! And it’s me saying that!”

“You mentioned finding two things in there,” Celeste said. “The computer was one, what was the other?”

“Well…”

Mukuro sucked in her lips, then looked at Kyoko. The other girl stared back at her without a hint of malice or fear. It was so, so hard to believe that she could be an Ultimate Despair…

“I found his body. Or, at least, his skeleton. Someone stuffed it into a birthday gift box as… as some kind of horrible joke.”

Kyoko said nothing. She only looked back down to the photograph in her hands. Behind her violet eyes, Mukuro saw her processing this new information like it was nothing personal.

Trying to pretend it’s nothing personal… she corrected.

“So… is Kyoko evil?” Leon asked.

“No!” Hina stood up and pumped her fists. “No one’s evil! Especially not Kyoko! Mukuro’s just wrong!” She turned quickly, then smiled and held out her hands. “Er… sorry, Mukuro.”

“No,” Mukuro turned away, unable to face her friend. “There’s another piece of evidence that points to there being a spy for Junko. Not necessarily Kyoko, but it’s too strong to argue against.”

“Oh? Explain!” Taka cried.

“… Do you guys remember how the body announcement rules work? After three people find the body, it dings?”

“I don’t see how anyone could forget that,” Byakuya said. “It was important during the trial.”

“There was something you didn’t know. Everyone said that Hina, Taka, and Hiro found the body, and it went off after that. But this morning, during the investigation, Celeste told me that the announcement went off after Taka and Hiro found it, and Hina ran in just afterward, and that the two boys didn’t notice that she was a step behind them.”

“Oh! Yes, that is true,” Celeste said. “Aoi and I were a little behind them in the hallway to the warehouse.”

“Really?” Hina blinked. “I… I thought… I guess my mind was a little scattered right then, though.”

“… I see.” Byakuya pushed up his glasses.

“What?! I don’t!” Leon thrashed a hand on the counter. “Why the hell didn’t you tell us that during the trial?!”

“It didn’t matter then,” he said, before Mukuro could. “We already knew Aoi was innocent of the murder because she was in the pool area at the time of death. Mukuro contends that the spy found Sakura’s body at some point last night. Presumably, they’re also the one who altered the scene after Hifumi left. He said that someone had done so, but he didn’t know whom. So, Sakura died, Hifumi left, the spy entered the warehouse and destroyed it, and later, Taka and Hiro discovered the body. Incidentally, assuming there’s only one more spy besides Sakura, this would clear the two of them from suspicion.”

“Does that make sense, though?” Hiro asked. “Uh… Sorry, but if you’re Junko, don’t you just not count the spy as having found the body? That way, no one knows you have one at all.”

“… Hm.” Byakuya raised an eyebrow. “I’m impressed. That was a decent question. But I think we can trust it.”

“Why’s that?”

“Two reasons. First, Monokuma has been very precise with how he enforces the rules. It’s obvious that the rules are important, even if we don’t understand precisely why. Second, and perhaps more importantly, if Mukuro’s information about the Ultimate Despairs is correct, then we may not be dealing with rational actors.”

“Oh!” Hina brightened. “Oh, oh, oh! But if the headmaster thought an Ultimate Despair was behind everything, and Junko made this game, then it’s her, right? And none of us are evil! She could have messed up the crime scene after Hifumi left, too!”

“But Monokuma told me that there were two spies working for him,” Mukuro said. “Junko probably is an Ultimate Despair, but there’s either another one here, or she got someone else to work with her anyway…”

“I think there’s something even more pressing than that, Mukuro…” Byakuya said. His eyes were completely humorless. “If Junko was an Ultimate Despair, and you were working with her the first time she ran this game, then…”

Mukuro paled. The others watched her, clearly nervous or frightened, but Hina sucked in her lips and shook her head.

“N—no!” she said. “No! Sakura wasn’t an Ultimate Despair, either! She was just a good person who got manipulated! You can’t possibly prove Mukuro was one, too!”

Byakuya cocked his head, then watched them both carefully. He didn’t argue.

He can’t prove I was an Ultimate Despair… But I can. I know I was.

She was sweating bullets. Her lips started trembling.

“There’s another issue,” Kyoko said. “Much depends on the headmaster’s information, which means we need to know how intelligent he was.”

Mukuro thought: She didn’t say ‘my father…’

“Jack,” she continued. “Do you remember him at all?”

“Sure do,” she screeched, and twirled a pair of her scissors around her fingers. Everyone looked over to her, but Kyoko’s eyes were the most intense. “Not much to say, sort of a boring guy. Not cute.”

“Was he intelligent?” Byakuya pressed.

“Eh… He didn’t seem dumb, I guess, but he wasn’t a genius or anything. I dunno. I’m more interested in faces than brains. I’m surprised one of us caused the Tragedy, though. Probably Taka.”

“Wh—what?” Taka stammered.

“Hold on,” Kyoko interrupted. “What exactly is the Tragedy?”

“Oh, just the Biggest, Most Awful, Most Tragic Event in Human History, the most unbelievably, unimaginably, unthinkably horrible thing to ever happen and that ever will occur, no matter what.”

This time, even Sayaka fell silent. Everyone looked at Jack expectedly.

“Well?!” Byakuya snapped. “What happened?”

“Dunno.”

“What do you mean you don’t know?!”

“Jeez, Master, Miss Morose was the one who saw it happen in real-time on the news. I just got to hear about it after the fact.”

“Jack!” Taka slammed his fist onto a counter. “Why didn’t you tell us about this earlier?!”

“No one asked.”

“Well, we’re asking now,” Byakuya said. “Tell us everything you know about the Tragedy, immediately!”

“No problem, Master!” she said, fluttering her eyelashes. “Although, I guess all I know is that someone got the Student Council to murder each other, recorded it all, and broadcast it for the whole world to see. Oh, and that they somehow got most of the school’s students to commit mass suicide.”

“Wh—what?!” Taka turned blue. “How many people was that?”

“Dunno. Two-thousandish?” Before anyone could respond to this information, she lit up. “Oh, wait! There was one other thing. The world was destroyed forever and it can never be fixed no matter what, all hope died and only despair remains, and probably everyone we ever knew outside of the school is either super dead or joined an insane despair cult. Oh, and after the Tragedy started, we all met the headmaster and agreed to stay here until things cooled down outside, which he told us will probably never happen anyway, but hey, at least the last survivors of the school get to live, which is probably what Key-oko was talking about in her notebook.”

Jack grinned insanely, like she was proud of having remembered so much, so thoroughly. Everyone else simply said nothing. They all just felt numb, gnawed at by an awful, undefinable mixture of terror and pain. Several of the students lost their footing and fell to the floor, and no one helped them up. Even Kyoko and Celeste had to lean themselves against the wall to stay up. Byakuya might have fallen to his knees, too, but the only person still mobile, his would-be serial killer paramour, grabbed him and pulled him close. He was too stunned to throw her off.

Throughout it all, the only sound was someone behind Mukuro, in the doorway, laughing to herself, giggling madly.

Minutes passed before someone comported themself enough to speak. Byakuya finally pushed Jack away, then swallowed.

“I… see,” he said at length. His glasses had almost slipped off his nose thanks to sweat, and he spent a moment adjusting them before continuing. “Then… this entire killing game is just some ironic plan the Ultimate Despairs concocted. We kill each other to escape, only to learn that there’s nothing left to escape to.”

“That fits with the evidence,” Kyoko agreed. Her voice was weaker than normal. “The headmaster tried to sequester us away from the outside world, only to learn afterwards that he’d let in at least one Ultimate Despair by mistake.”

“Everyone’s… dead?” Hiro repeated. “Oh, mannnnnn!”

“Forget that!” Leon punched a wall. “That means everything we were doing was all pointless!”

“Yes,” Kyoko nodded. “That is fitting, for a group that worships despair itself. Give us hope, then snatch it away. It also explains why the school has such strange renovations on the windows and doors… To protect us from whatever’s out there.”

“I see…” Celeste said in a low voice. “Then, this means that that very first night with violence… Sayaka was tricked into trying to kill Leon, and into betraying Makoto, to save people who were already long dead.”

Some kind of bizarre half-laugh, half-scream tore out of the idol’s throat. She crumbled into a heap in the doorway, giggling and heaving. Tears streamed down her face, and she covered her heads with her palms. She wore the biggest smile Mukuro had ever seen, but there was no joy in it.

Hina got up and ran to her, then helped her into the room and onto another bench. Sayaka just lay there for a long time, twitching and laughing low. Throughout it all, Hina, who was crying herself, rubbed a hand along her back.

“Jeez louise!” Jack moaned. She was the only person whose spirits were still high. “You’re all such downers. So whaaaaaaat? We’ve got all the food and cute boys we need, what’s the matter?”

“Weren’t you complaining earlier about not being able to murder anyone?” Hiro asked.

“Oh… Well, okay, yeah, there’s that.”

“Shut up!” Byakuya ran a hand through his hair. He was more upset than Mukuro had ever seen him.

“I have a question,” Celeste asked. She was among the least despondent of the group. “Are we still trying to escape the school, now?”

A shudder ran through the group. No one had considered that question until now. Slowly, eyes turned to Byakuya and Kyoko.

“… It doesn’t matter, for now,” said the lavender-haired girl. “Whether we want to escape to the outside world and take our chances there, or stay here with each other forever, our priority has to be the ending the killing game. Nothing matters until that happens.”

“But… it’s already over, isn’t it?” Hina asked. She tore herself away from Sayaka, then sat down on the first bench again. She weaved her fingers between Mukuro’s and smiled nervously. “I mean… right? I know we said that no one would kill each other earlier, and Hifumi did, but now we know even more! There’s no way anyone would kill anyone else after hearing all of this! I’m a million-percent sure about that!”

“No, there are at least two more students who might still kill,” Byakuya replied. He sounded more determined than before. “Junko Enoshima, and Mukuro’s second spy. Do you have any more information on who this person could be?”

“No… That was what the whiteboard in my room was for. I wanted to work on figuring it out, but there was obviously a camera on my ceiling, so I wrote all of my ideas in code. Like you said, it can’t be Taka or Hiro, since they discovered Sakura’s body. And I figure it’s unlikely to be Celeste, since she told me about Hina being a step behind them this morning. Other than that, I don’t know who would work with Junko.”

“Whoever you are!” Taka bellowed. “Raise your hand immediately.”

No one did.

“Taka, you couldn’t possibly have thought that would work…” Hina sighed.

“Bah! It was a good idea.”

Instead of addressing Taka’s and Hina’s argument, Celeste traced one of her fingers over her pigtails, and looked at Mukuro.

“Mukuro,” she said, her voice still steady. “I have a question about something you said earlier.”

“Yeah?”

“You said that Monokuma implied that you might not really be Mukuro Ikusaba.”

“He was probably just messing with her!” Hina said.

“That does sound like him,” she agreed. “But perhaps she will tell us who he said she was, anyway.”

Mukuro sniffed.

“The girl in my video…” she said, very weakly. “When Kyoko showed you my video… My sister, he said.”

Once more, Kyoko’s composure failed her. She bit her bottom lip, then regained herself, and sank into thought. She was the only other person who’d known that Mukuro and Junko might be sisters, and the only one who could appreciate the scope of what Monokuma was implying. The others mulled over the words, but didn’t understand them.

I’ll have to talk to her about this later.

Thankfully, no one else knew anything more that could connect her to Junko—

“‘Maybe you’re the girl in that video you saw~’” Sayaka chanted in an airy, sing-song voice. She grabbed the edges of her bench and laughed hoarsely as she repeated the bear’s words. “’The innocent, beautiful blonde one on the bed…’”

Mukuro’s heart jumped out of her chest. Somehow, she’d forgotten that she’d been taking care of Sayaka when Monokuma told her all of that.

“Blonde?” Byakuya repeated, scrunching up his brow. “Wait a moment! Mukuro!” He thrust a finger in her face. “Describe this girl in your video.”

“I…”

Her throat tightened. She tried to speak, but nothing came out. Byakuya grew irritated, then turned away.

“Kyoko!” he growled. “What was the girl in her video like?”

She was also reluctant to answer. Eventually, she said:

“It sounds like you already know, Byakuya.”

He scowled, then looked back to Mukuro with wide, furious eyes.

“Mukuro!” he demanded. “Are you Junko’s sister?”

Without meaning to, Mukuro produced some kind of weird, indiscernible mumble. She squeezed Hina’s fingers almost hard enough to break them, and locked her eyes on her own feet.

“… I’m the other Ultimate Despair,” she confessed. Sparkling tears dripped out of her eyes and onto her lap. “I don’t remember being it, and I don’t remember doing all of those horrible things, but I know it’s true.”

“Why do they have different last names?” Jack asked, cocking her head.

“Who cares about that?!” Leon groaned.

“Mukuro…” Hina breathed. “You… You helped us, though!” She stood up and placed herself between Byakuya and the bench. “She… We already know that she betrayed Junko, right? So, she’s not a bad guy anymore!”

Mukuro didn’t need to look up to sense the mood of the room. Behind her, she heard Sayaka chanting “Ultimate Despair, Ultimate Despair, Ultimate Despair~~~~”

“Hey, uh, so…” Hiro scratched the back of his head. “You haven’t worked for Junko since we woke up that first day, right?”

“No!” Mukuro looked up, crying. “I swear, I haven’t!”

“Mukuro’s helped us a bunch of times!” Hina insisted. “Come on! If she wanted us to die, she wouldn’t have helped us with Makoto, or even with Hifumi!”

“Enough, Aoi!” Byakuya said. “It’s obvious that the Ultimate Despairs’ goal, whatever it is, is more complicated than just killing us. Presumably, Junko could have done that at any time. She probably still can, using those damn Monokumas.”

“Then we need Mukuro!” Hina shot back. “She’s the only person who can fight back against them!”

“… If she’s even Mukuro at all,” Celeste said. She looked across the room at the Ultimate Soldier suspiciously, but not cruelly. “Sorry, Mukuro.”

“It’s fine…” she breathed.

“No! It’s not fine!” Hina growled. “It’s absolutely not okay! Mukuro made some bad decisions, but she always had a reason for them! We have no good reason to doubt her! Plus… she can’t be Junko, anyway! Because Junko is controlling Monokuma, who’s been in the same room as her a billion times! The real Junko was just messing with her to get revenge for turning onto our side!”

“You just want to believe her because she’s your friend,” Byakuya said. “I think—”

“You should tie me up.” Mukuro said quietly.

This stunned the room into silence. She closed her eyes, then raised her wrists in front of herself. When she spoke, the words spilled out of her all at once, too quickly for her to even know what she was saying at all.

“I can’t prove my intentions… But please believe that I don’t want to hurt anyone. I’ve been thinking about what Hifumi said, about how I could get turned against you guys, and I don’t want that. I don’t! And I… Even if I forgot, I’m still responsible for all of that stuff I did as an Ultimate Despair, aren’t I? That can’t just be wiped away with my memories. No matter what the truth is, no matter what I’ll do… I know that I would rather be tied up and helpless than to hurt anyone else, no matter what. So, just do it. You guys can figure out what’s going on in the school, and with Junko, without me being a risk. I won’t hold it against anyone. It’s the most reasonable thing to do, and I… I trust that no one will try to hurt me while I’m restrained, so it’s okay.”

She finished, and took a long, deep breath. It was all true. She wanted to be restrained. She wanted to be sure that she’d never hurt anyone again. Her wrists were still in front of her, and she smiled up at the others very weakly and nervously.

It hurt Mukuro to say all of that, but somehow, it hurt Hina even more to hear it. Her face twisted up in sympathy and rage, and she turned to Byakuya, cheeks burning red, and screamed.

“How can you still suspect her after hearing all that?!”

“Jack,” he said, ignoring her. “Go grab some rope from the warehouse.”

“Suuuuuuuuure thing, Master!”

 

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“Mukuro,” Byakuya said. “Try to escape.”

He’d tied her wrists up with rope – at first, he’d ordered Jack to do it, but it turned out that she’d never learned how to tie a knot in her entire life. Byakuya’s attempts weren’t bad for an amateur, but Mukuro saw the weakness of his knots in a second, then snapped the rope without trying.

Ironically, she could have tied the knot quite easily, if anyone would have trusted her to do it.

“I hate you!” Hina muttered at him, again and again. “I can’t believe you.”

“Removing her from the equation simplifies matters,” Celeste offered, somewhat kindly. “It lets us deal with Junko without having to worry about her sister having second thoughts about helping us.”

Mukuro winced at those words.

Her sister…

That’s what she was to the others now. Junko’s sister, partly responsible for trapping them all here, and partly responsible for destroying the world. She looked to the others, and even those who’d stood with her that other night’s vote still looked more comfortable at the idea of tying her up.

Why does it hurt so much to have lost even Celeste’s trust?

Sayaka sat in the corner of the room, huddled into a tiny ball. She watched the ropes, and if she ever blinked at all, Mukuro never saw it.

Byakuya sighed, and looked down to the frayed cords around Mukuro’s wrists.

“I suppose this is my fault, for thinking it would be easy to contain the Ultimate Soldier,” he muttered. “But it’s okay. I have another idea. Jack!”

“Yes, Master?”

“I need something from the nurse’s office.”

 

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“I hate you even more!” Hina howled. “You’re the worst, Byakuya! You’re worse than the worst, you’re scum!”

Byakuya stood up from his kneeling position, pat his hands, and looked down to Mukuro.

“Try to escape again.”

Mukuro sighed, then looked down to gauge her position.

She was tied to a wheelchair with an almost comical number of knots. Her arms were invisible underneath the multiple spools of hemp rope Byakuya had secured her to it with, and her legs were just as immobilized. Her bare feet were wrapped up in yet more rope and couldn’t be moved from the feet plates, and even her neck was tied to the back of the chair, presumably to prevent her from bending down and gnawing at her binds. Mukuro couldn’t possibly guess how much rope had been spent on controlling her, but it had taken him the better part of thirty minutes to do it. Throughout it all, Kyoko had watched them in absolute silence.

She tested her arms, and tried to pull away. The rope gave her a tiny amount of slack, but not enough to break or escape it. After a few seconds of trying, she looked up to the Ultimate Affluent Progeny and nodded.

“You got me,” she whispered, feigning relief. “I can’t escape.”

“Good.” he said.

“This is stupid!” Hina tried again. “How’s she gonna eat?”

“You’ll feed her. You have experience doing that with Sayaka, don’t you?”

“Well… what about when she needs to go to the bathroom? Or she needs to sleep?”

“You can untie her and tie her back up. You saw me do it, it’s not that hard. And if she resists… then we’ll know she was lying during that little heartfelt speech about how she doesn’t want to hurt anyone.”

“God, Byakuya, you’re the worst person on Earth!”

“Better that she, the Ultimate Despair, be robbed of some dignity for a few days while we sort everything out than that she turn against us and kill someone… especially me.”

“I have a concern,” Celeste said. “We’re worried that someone is spying for Junko, right? I don’t think it can possibly be Mukuro, of course, but if it could be anyone else, then entrusting her to Aoi could be an error.”

“I’m not working for Junko, you stupid… dumb face!” Hina stammered. “And don’t touch Mukuro! No one is going near her except for me! She grabbed the handles of Mukuro’s chair, then wheeled her out the bathhouse door before anyone could argue. With her back turned to the others, she shouted: “You should all be ashamed of yourselves! Especially Genocide Jack and Byakuya! You two should have… double shame! Triple shame! Quadruple shame!”

They were gone a few seconds later. Sayaka was the last person they passed, eyeing them with an emotion Mukuro couldn’t quite identify. As they left, the last thing audible from the bathhouse was this:

“… and let me say this, to Junko’s spy, if she really has one,” Byakuya’s voice brimmed with absolute confidence. “In the name of the Togami family, I’m going to kill her, and after that, you’re as dead as she is.”

When they were far enough away from the others that no one could risk overhearing, Hina leaned over and whispered twelve words into Mukuro’s ears.

“Just say so, and I’ll untie you any time, no questions asked.”

Notes:

* Just so this is crystal clear: this is the only part of Chapter 3. Last time we had two trials, the second of which counts as the third trial overall. The next addition to this story will be the beginning of Chapter 4.

* Would you believe that I actually didn't intend to have this much focus on Aoi when I started the fic? I planned for her to just be about as important as most of the other students, only for her to naturally just emerge as the obvious choice for Mukuro's confidant and defender. I actually do like Aoi a lot, I'd say she's one of my favorite THP characters, but this wasn't my original intention at all. Not complaining though -- I like writing her. That's something fun about Danganronpa, how the characters usually have very distinct voices and speech patterns no one else shares.

* I went back and added this to the notes after posting last chapter, but I thought I'd mention it again here: I thought I was being really clever by noticing how Mukuro and Celeste look the same from the back sans pigtails, and building a murder around that idea... only for everyone in the comments to immediately figure out the big plot twist. Sure shows what I know!

* I am actually aware that the nurse's office in the first Danganronpa doesn't have any wheelchairs. I choose to believe that there are actually some in there, but they're right outside of the camera's view, so I'm totally not breaking canon. My evidence for this is that it would be really convenient for me if it was true.

* In my first draft of this chapter, I had Byakuya order Jack to tie Mukuro up. Then, as I was editing, I remembered something in the game about Jack not knowing anything about how to tie knots. I go back to check, and lo and behold, Jack specifically mentions that she can't tie knots under any circumstances. Just goes to show you, kids: always proofread.

Chapter 20: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Daily Life 1

Summary:

The double-trial is over, and two new floors have opened up... But Mukuro isn't invited. As the 78th class rushes to explore what lays in wait, the Ultimate Soldier stays tied up in the cafeteria, untrusted by the others, with her only remaining confidant, waiting for news. And what she learns might just change everything.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Hina sat on the edge of the cafeteria table, dangling her feet over the floor. Every few seconds, she kicked one of her legs into the air, either to stretch it or just for fun. Most likely, both. Mukuro was still tied to the wheelchair, just to the front and side of her friend.

Almost a day had passed since the trial. Except for breaks to the go to the bathroom and to sleep, Mukuro had spent the entire time restrained. Even then, she’d been tied up on her bed the whole night, only to be released when Hina arrived again the next morning. That was the only time her movements hadn’t been constantly monitored. Technically, she could have escaped her bonds and left her dorm at any time, but no one had brought that possibility up to her.

I bet Byakuya has a way to make sure I stay in my room all night. Maybe he told Jack to watch my door… She probably would, if he wanted her to.

She sighed. It was just past noon. The others were gone, off to explore the apparently two newly opened floors. It killed Mukuro not to go with them, not to run off and chart the secrets of the school. Even Hina obviously wanted to join the others, though she was too polite to say anything.

Junko’s up there, somewhere…

“Arghhhhh!” Hina groaned, rather exaggeratedly. “I’m so annoyed at everyone for being so stupid.”

She puffed out her lips, then bit deeply into a large chocolate donut. Little crumbs hung around her chin, then fell onto the table. She set down what remained on a paper plate, then reached for a separate bowl full of yet-untouched donuts, picking out a white vanilla one with sprinkles.

She raised it to her prisoner’s lips, who obediently took a bite. Mukuro’s head was still tied to the wheelchair, but she looked away as best as she could, her freckles barely visible over the burning pink of her cheeks. She felt like a two-year-old. If anyone else had been there, she would have died.

It’s humiliating to be fed, instead of just to eat…

Hina didn’t say anything about Mukuro’s obvious embarrassment… directly.

“How about I undo your wrist?” she offered, smiling sympathetically. “Just one. That way, we can both eat at the same time. That’ll save me some trouble.”

Subtlety, thy name is not Aoi Asahina.

It did tempt Mukuro, but it would take more than that for her to break her promise to the others. She swallowed what was in her mouth, then shook her head as well as she could.

“No thanks,” she said softly. “I’m fine this way.”

“Ugh!” Hina picked up her own half-eaten donut in her other hand, then took another bite even as she raised the vanilla one back up to Mukuro’s mouth. Most likely, she didn’t realize that this invalidated the logic she’d just used to offer to untie Mukuro’s hand. “I hate Byakuya, he’s such a jerk.”

“He hasn’t done anything wrong.” Mukuro said, quietly. “Unless he’s the spy.”

“Oh!” Hina lit up. “Speaking of that, who do you think it is? I think it’s Byakuya. Or Toko.”

Mukuro looked up to her friend’s wide, innocent blue eyes. With Makoto and Sakura gone, Hina was the only person left who still trusted her completely.

Please, please, please don’t be working for Junko…

“There’s no way it’s Toko.” she said.

“Why not?”

“Because of the message on her leg.”

JUNKO ERASED OUR MEMORIES x2

“If Toko was working for Junko, she’d have never told us about it, and the killing game would have continued normally. Besides, I doubt you could corral Genocide Jack into being a reliable partner.”

“Oh…” Hina puffed out her cheeks. “Okay. I know we decided it can’t be Taka or Hiro ‘cause of the body announcement yesterday… That leaves, what? Byakuya, Celeste, Kyoko, Leon, and Sayaka?”

And you.

During the trial, Byakuya had listed off the people who could have committed the murder: Leon, Hifumi, and Mukuro. He’d left himself off that list, despite knowing that he was also a suspect.

It can’t be you, it can’t be…

“But I don’t think it could be Sayaka,” Hina continued on, finishing off the donut and licking her fingers. “No way, not after how she felt once Makoto died.”

“I know,” Mukuro said. “It seems unlikely. And Celeste is the one who told us about the body announcement order in the first place, and she helped me gather evidence that proved who killed Sakura.”

“So, Byakuya, Kyoko, and Leon are the most likely.”

And you…

“Hm…” Hina fed Mukuro another bite of the vanilla donut. “It’s Byakuya, one-million-percent.”

That would make my life a little easier…

“Could be.” she allowed.

“Oh! And ‘cause he’s the spy, Byakuya made everyone not trust you, because you’re the person who’s done the most to expose Junko! That makes total sense!” Hina brightened, then pulled her hands into excited fists. “And, and! Think about it! He’s the one who insisted you be tied up on a wheelchair, even though it doesn’t make a whole lotta sense, ‘cause we all know you could probably escape, anyway, and you could definitely escape when I let you out to do stuff.”

“I agree that the wheelchair doesn’t make much sense,” Mukuro let herself smile, for perhaps the first time since the trial. “I think it’s just to make everyone else feel better, or to give Byakuya an excuse to be angry if I disobey.”

This only upset Hina even more. Her face grew red, and she stuffed an entire extra powdered donut into her mouth. Impressively, she actually managed to swallow the thing whole.

“I can’t believe them,” she said a moment later. “Do you want to find something to do, away from everyone else? They all suck. Everyone sucks except us.”

“Including you!” screeched a high-pitched voice. Hina yelped and fell backwards onto the table. A second later, the black-and-white form of their headmaster dropped onto where her legs had been. “Or at least, including Mukuro.”

“God, Junko!” Hina growled, and sat back up. “We all hate you. Why don’t you go crawl into a hole and despair where no one else has to deal with you?!”

“Heehee!” Monokuma raised a paw to his mouth. “Young lady, I’m Monokuma. That’s not spelled anything like ‘Junko.’ They do have three letters in common, though, I’ll give you that.”

“Why are you here?” Mukuro interrupted. She also didn’t want to speak to the bear, but she worried what might happen if Hina kept insulting their captor.

Monokuma hopped down from the table and landed in her lap. He stood on her knees, then looked into her eyes, all while tapping a claw against his chin. Behind him, Hina raised a hand to stop him, but she hesitated. She was sweating profusely.

“Hm…” he hummed. “Yep! You’re as much of a disappointment as ever.”

‘Disappointment!’ That word again. Mukuro thought. Junko always called me that, I’m sure of it. She wants to deny being Junko Enoshima, but she still wants me to be certain that it’s really her.

“What makes me a disappointment, specifically, Monokuma?” she asked, faux-sweetly. She made sure to use the bear’s name instead of her sister’s. “Maybe I could work on improving it.”

“Oh, basically everything. What kind of Ultimate Soldier gives herself up and lets herself be tied to a chair and fed like a baby? But! I’m not here to make fun of Miss Ikusaba,” he said, and jumped back onto the table. “At least, not exclusively to make fun of her.”

“Then why are you here?” Mukuro asked. She was actually a little proud of how calm she kept her voice.

“Hmph! Why, you dedicate your whole life to educating the young stars of the world, and they don’t show any respect at all! Well, it’s okay. I wanted to tell you about the super fun, super amazing thing you’re missing on the third floor, since you two have decided not to explore.”

“That’s not what happened!” Hina fumed. “I tried to pull Mukuro up the stairs, but getting a wheelchair up them without losing my grip and hurting her was too hard.”

“Yeah, she’s a fatty, alright” Monokuma agreed. “Which is strange, since her chest’s so flat. All that weight must be in her muscles, huh?”

Mukuro looked away, a little embarrassed, despite everything. Junko was trying to make her feel unfeminine, and it was working.

“Just tell us what’s on the third floor, you jerk!” Hina yelled.

“Oh, a dead body. The announcement glitched out and didn’t play.”

Mukuro’s heart stopped. Hina raised her hands over her mouth, then turned blue.

“N—no!”

“Pufufufufu!” Monokuma laughed. “No, I’m just kidding. No one’s died… yet.”

Mukuro would have kicked him right then and there, but for the rope.

“Alright, alright,” he said. “On the third floor is a rec room. It just so happens that, prior to losing her memory, Little Miss Ultimate Soldier complained that there were no FPSes to play.”

“Effpeesses” Hina repeated, cocking her head sideways. “What’s that?”

“Ugh! Miss Asahina, I am giving you an F in spelling. An F! That’s a third of an FPS, you know!”

“It’s a video game,” Mukuro said, politely. “Where you go around shooting people. First-person-shooter.”

“Indeedarino!” Monokuma trilled. “I installed it juuuuuuuuust for you! Although, anyone can use it. So, if you’re interested in playing some games, and I just so happen to know that Mukuro Ikusaba is, then you’ll happily go and play it.”

“Wait a moment…” Hina’s eyebrows almost shot off of her face. “Did you do that just because Hifumi got scared when Mukuro played one of those shooting games in front of him, and he said that was part of why he ended up killing Sakura, and now you want her to always have access to them so she’ll always feel bad?!”

“Welp, bye!”

Monokuma bounced into a forgotten corner of the ceiling. Hina sat there on the table, jaw hanging, incensed. Mukuro’s heart was heavy and numb. She looked at the floor, but she saw only an image of Hifumi’s terrified face.

“I hate her so much!” Hina screamed. “I… She’s… she’s such a… such a bitch!”

Mukuro smiled. The last time Hina had sworn, it was when she’d tried to protest Makoto’s unfair execution.

“It’s okay,” she said.

“It’s not okay! You know what I’m going to do?” Hina jumped down off the table. “Later, when I have some spare time alone, I’m going to go to the rec room and remove that stupid video game so you can go there, once the others come to their senses and realize you’re not a bad person, without thinking about Hifumi.”

Sweat dripped off of Mukuro’s brow. She watched Hina pace back and forth, steaming with anger and indignity, and punching the air where Monokuma had been. Only one thought came to her mind:

Please don’t be the spy.

 

-----

 

It was 3 PM.

Most of the students sat at the large common table in the cafeteria. That first day, fourteen people had joined together, after Mondo’s death. Now, with four more deaths, it was a lonelier ten.

Mukuro sat at the far end of the table, still tied to her wheelchair. To her side, Hina sat in a normal chair, crossing her arms and mumbling angrily. Across from her was Kyoko, the only other student who would still draw close to the Ultimate Soldier. Even then, Kyoko was still as icy and composed as ever. She sat on a chair and spoke to no one, only staring at the table and thinking over some unknown strategy to one day best Junko Enoshima.

Everyone else took seats pointedly on the other side of the table, far away from Mukuro, even restrained as she was. They whispered to each other too lowly for her to hear. The sense of distrust was palpable. They were even more wary of her than they’d been last night.

Taka sat at the other far end of the table, across from Mukuro. He had his notebook out again, busily scribbling who-knows-what in it. Occasionally, he peeked over it at Mukuro. Several feet to his side was Byakuya, who, despite his agreement to work with everyone else, still kept his chair several feet away from his neighbors in both directions. At his feet, he’d set a blue duffel bag. It was clearly full of something, but since it was zipped up, Mukuro couldn’t tell what.

Of course, Toko took the other seat closest to her wished-for paramour. She gnawed relentlessly at her thumb, quivering almost nonstop, and was too afraid to even look Mukuro in the eyes. Celeste, Leon, and Hiro settled for a slightly more polite strategy of just casting suspicious glances at their bound classmate without saying anything.

It felt like a mile separated Mukuro from the others.

I could run a mile without a sweat, she thought, a little despondently. More than a mile…

It felt like a hundred miles separate Mukuro from the others, and the distance only grew every day.

Sayaka was the only person not to join them at the table. Instead, she took a seat at another, nearby one. Her skin was porcelain white, and her carefully-kempt hair was fraying and wild. Her clothes were old and dirty, and only that hairclip she’d been given by Makoto was still clean. Her eyes occasionally flit to the bag at Byakuya’s feet, but she spent most of her time watching Mukuro and Hina.

It was hard to read what was going on in her mind. She wasn’t laughing or whimpering or muttering to herself anymore, and yet…

Something’s not right in there.

But there was nothing to be done for now.

“Alright, everyone!” Taka roared, and set the notebook down. “I hereby open another student meeting! The topic of discussion: what we found on the two new floors!”

“Why are you bothering, man?” Hiro groaned. “We all know what we’re here for…”

“Quiet, Hiro,” Byakuya said. “Let’s just get it out of the way, for Hina’s sake, at least.”

Not mine…

“Toko!” he said.

“O—oh! Okay, M—Master…” She bit down hard on her thumb, then looked over to Mukuro. Even from across the table, she still winced when they made eye contact. “U—um… The g—gate to the second f—floor dorms is locked, e—even though Mukuro said sh—she opened it wh—when no one else was a—around. And the w—warehouse is back to n—normal. Monokuma m—must have fixed it. On the th—third floor, there was a rec r—room with some g—games, an art r—room, a ph—physics lab with a b—big machine, Monokuma cl—claimed it was an air p—purifier…”

“Speaking of that room,” Kyoko interrupted. “I found this in there.”

She reached into her jacket and produced a garish pink camera. Parts of its corners were damaged, and its front was emblazoned with an image of an ugly, anime-esque cherub.

“What is God’s name is that gaudy monstrosity?” Byakuya asked, looking at it like he might look at filth… or Toko.

In his defense, it is pretty bad…

“A camera,” the lavender-haired girl responded, unhelpfully. “I think it was Hifumi’s. He’s the only person likely to own something like this. But it still functions well enough, despite its looks. I’m keeping it.”

“What for?” Taka asked, dutifully writing this down in the notebook.

“For taking pictures of more bodies.” she said, completely bluntly.

The mood was already grim, but that comment soured it even further. Not even Hina protested about how no one would ever kill again.

“Hmph.” Byakuya eyed Mukuro from across the table. He was holding something back, for certain. “Toko, continue.”

“Um… The f—fourth floor has a m—music room, a r—room with a lot of f—flowers on desks, a chemistry l—lab… Master said some of the ch—chemicals could be used as p—poisons…”

“Ha!” Hiro slammed his fist into an open palm and smiled. “I got it! Let’s dump it all out right now, so no one can use ‘em!”

“No,” Kyoko shook her head. “Monokuma will just replace them tomorrow. There’s no point.”

“Oh… Yeah. Damn.”

“L—let me finish, you dumb i—idiot!” Toko growled. “There was also the headmaster’s o—office, but it’s locked. And th—there’s a room called the data p—processing center, b—but it’s also l—locked. We th—think that’s the most i—important room, but th—there’s no way into it. And that was e—every room up th—there.”

Toko finished, and a few moments passed. There was a very awkward silence, and glances were exchanged on the other side of the table. Leon, Celeste, and Taka all looked over at Mukuro, not bothering to hide their suspicion.

Suspicion of what?

“I sense there was something else up there,” Mukuro said. “Something related to me.”

“Ha!” The right corner of Byakuya’s lips pulled into an evil grin. “Either you knew, or you’re smarter than you look.”

“Th—that’s not very hard to d—do…” Toko muttered.

“I suppose it’s on me to ask the question,” Byakuya continued, sighing. “Mukuro! Have you ever been to the third or fourth floor since this killing game began?”

“What?” She shook her head as well as she could. “No! Never!”

“Are you sure?”

“I’m telling you, never. I swear!”

He eyed her for a long while, then adjusted his glasses over his nose.

“I see.” he said, simply.

“Why do you ask?” she pressed. “I… I want to prove my good intentions. I do! So, please, if you saw something that made it look like I’m lying to you, then please tell me, so I can explain or deny it.”

“Yeah!” Hina stood up and slammed her fists onto the table on Mukuro’s behalf. “Tell us, Byakuya!”

“Hmph… Alright.” He watched them carefully. “Though, Hina, you can confirm that Mukuro’s been with you the entire time since the trial, correct?”

“Except at night, when we went to our separate rooms.”

“Good, good.”

He didn’t say something like ‘Maybe Mukuro snuck out of her room when we were asleep and went to the third floor by herself.’ She sucked in her lips. He’s definitely got some way to keep track of me, or at least my door, at night, just like I thought.

The fact that no one else raised that obvious objection meant that the whole group knew about it, except perhaps Hina. It was a little offensive, but Mukuro knew it was wisest to let it slide.

Byakuya tapped his forefinger on the surface of the table for a long while.

“Mukuro,” he said. “In the staff room on the fourth floor, the one with all the flowers that Toko mentioned, we found something very interesting.”

Beads of sweat rolled down her forehead.

“Oh?” she squeaked.

“On the door that leads into the room, on the interior you can’t see from the hallway, Celeste noticed something.”

“Yes,” said the gothic girl, who sat to his side. “The bottom of the door was a little cleaner than the rest. It looked shinier.”

“I bent down to check it,” Byakuya said. “And I found that it had been repainted recently. Less than a day ago, in fact. So, I had Toko chip off the new paint with her scissors.”

“Rrhghghh…” she muttered. “They’re n—not mine, they’re h—hers…”

“Be quiet, or next time, it’ll be your fingernails.” Toko yelped, then hid behind her skirts. Byakuya watched her for a second, then continued. “What we found was that the paint covered up scratch marks along the bottom of the door. It seemed like someone had tried to claw their way out, but was restrained in some way. So, I decided to be extra thorough while searching the room.”

“Stop drawing it out!” Hina cried. “Tell us!”

“Seemingly, there was nothing else unusual in the room,” Byakuya said flatly. “But I removed every drawer from every desk to check them, and one of them…”

He reached into the duffel bag, and removed a short grayish-beige metal drawer. It looked heavy, but otherwise unremarkable, and he dropped it onto the table with a clang.

Mukuro and Hina both examined it from afar. As near as they could tell, it was a completely innocent, ordinary drawer. But the others treated it like a bomb, and no one except Byakuya was willing to get close to it.

“I don’t get it,” Hina said. “It’s just a normal drawer.”

“Mukuro,” Kyoko said, suddenly. “Don’t… don’t panic when he shows you it.”

Mukuro’s heart was beating fast. Sweat poured off her brow. No one else could see her twisting and fidgeting underneath the heavy ropes, but there were no words on Earth that would have made her panic more than those.

Byakuya waited a few moments, then grabbed the edge of the drawer. He flipped it around so they could see the bottom, underneath it. Shaky white letters were crudely scratched into it with a paperclip or some other similar instrument, and they read:

MY NAME IS MUKURO IKUSABA I HOPE YOU FIND THIS

I’M THE REAL MUKURO I’M SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME

JUNKO TIES ME UP FORCES ME TO WATCH YOU DIE ON TV

SHE IS MONOKUMA I TRIED TO HELP YOU

WHEN THE SAKURA TRIAL IS OVER SHE’LL MOVE ME TO FLOOR 5

SHE ERASED YOUR MEMORIES I WILL TRY TO LEAVE ANOTHER MESSAGE

DON’T TRUST HER SHE HIDES AS ONE OF YOU

Mukuro’s heart wasn’t beating.

Her body was far away, a thousand miles away.

One of her eyes twitched, and the other scanned the message again and again, trying desperately to make it say something else, anything else. She understood each of the words on their own, but the combination was incomprehensible.

No – it was impossible.

“You should know that the staff room also had a TV screen bolted into the ceiling,” Byakuya said. She wasn’t paying attention to him. “It is possible to route a feed from the cameras everywhere into that room.”

Mukuro’s throat was too tight, and her mouth too dry, to respond.

No no no no no no

She shut her eyes closed. Her lips parted on their own, and her teeth grinded against each other. She whimpered, or groaned, something like the way Toko often did, but much worse and more pathetically. Someone said something, but all she heard was a painful ringing, one that grew each second and drowned everything else out.

You’re Junko you’re jUnko you’re juNko your junKo you’re junkO

I don’t want to be her I’m NOT her I can’t be her

Mukuro’s chest raised and fell a hundred times a second. She was hyperventilating, each breath too shallow and weak to sustain her, and she would have clutched at her heart but for the bindings. Her chin dug into her chest, and the ropes around her neck dug into her flesh. Her eyes rolled up into their sockets, and she didn’t know if her eyelids were open or not.

Someone screamed, someone cursed, and someone cried out for help.

The world was already black, and it turned blacker.

 

-----

 

Light.

Mukuro rolled her head to the side. Her brain rattled inside of her skull, and she groaned very hoarsely. She sucked in air, and realized her lips were caked with drool.

It felt like she’d slammed her head against a wall a dozen times. Even without most of her memories, she was sure she’d never had a headache like this before. She wanted to go back to sleep just so she wouldn’t feel it anymore.

She tried to sit up, but something strained against her chest. Wearily, she opened her eyes, and a flood of light blinded her. It took a few seconds to grow used to the illumination. When she did, she found that she was in the nurse’s office, laid on her back on top of one of the beds. The mattress was thin and uncomfortable, and she could feel the metal frame underneath. All around her, she was tied with a hundred hemp ropes – Byakuya’s doing, no doubt. Her arms were pulled behind her back, and her legs were tied into a single entity. She could still wriggle her toes, but she was otherwise completely helpless.

The lights were on and very bright, and in the corner, she spied her wheelchair. Someone had left most of the ropes on it. Otherwise, the nurse’s office looked as it always had.

“Ah,” cooed a pleasant, lilting voice. “You’re awake.”

Mukuro shifted her head as well as she could to the other side. She felt a rush of blood, and her head went swimming. She might have blacked out again for a second, but either way, she eventually comported herself and looked to the other bed. A hazy black and gray form coalesced into a body, and then into a girl, and then finally into Celestia Ludenberg.

“How are you doing?” asked the Ultimate Gambler, barely interested. She lay on her back, head propped up against a pillow, and idly leafed through a book with a black, Victorian-looking cover covered in flowers. She didn’t bother looking over.

“Wh…” Mukuro mouthed. Saliva dribbled out of her lips, and she lost track of the word. Celeste sighed.

“You’ve been out for an entire day,” she said. She pulled a long bookmark out of thin air, set it on the page, and shut the book closed with a thud. A moment later, it disappeared somewhere into her skirt. “It’s about eight o’clock right now. PM, I should mention. You certainly do like your drama…”

“Brugh…” Mukuro tried to say, though not even she knew what the word was meant to mean.

“Aoi insisted on staying with you the entire time, but finally grew too tired. Kyoko forced her to sleep in her dorm so Monokuma wouldn’t hurt her for breaking a rule. Somehow, I was volunteered to keep watch over you.” She tapped a finger on the frame of her own bed, and tugged at one of her long pigtails. “Although, to be honest, I didn’t fight it too much.”

I hope that’s not her way of saying she was concerned about me…

“What… happened?” Mukuro gasped. “After I…”

“Fell unconscious?” Celeste smirked. “It looked like you were having a heart attack or a seizure. In lieu of the Ultimate Nurse, we had to just hope you’d get better on your own.” She laid further back on her bed, then stretched her legs. “Mmm… Although, if it helps, you should know that Kyoko spent quite some time in the library, searching for medical books to help you. I think she might actually care about you. And Toko!” She snickered. “Toko was running around, worried that if you died, Monokuma would somehow blame it on Byakuya for showing you the drawer. She accused your unconscious body of being a ‘Attempted-Master-murdering slut-bitch.’”

Yeah… that is something Toko would do, huh…

“No…” Mukuro groaned. “I meant… the drawer…”

Celeste watched her out of the corner of her eye for a while, then nodded slowly.

“I suppose you have the right to know,” she admitted. “Very well. After we moved you here, we reconvened in the cafeteria, sans Aoi, to discuss the possibility of you secretly being Junko, playing some kind of very complicated game with us.”

“And…?”

“There are essentially two possibilities. One – you’re Mukuro Ikusaba, who betrayed her sister and tried to save us all, and now she’s torturing you by misleading us about your identity to get revenge and sow discord among the rest of us. Two – you’re Junko Enoshima, and you’re pretending to be Mukuro while forcing the real one to watch us die and hate you, again to get revenge.”

“No! I’m not!”

Celeste watched her quietly, giving away nothing.

“Are you certain of that?” she asked.

Mukuro didn’t respond. Tears formed in her eyes.

“You should know that most of us think you really are Mukuro, and that Junko is lying to us.”

“R… really?” Mukuro asked, very weakly. She smiled, and felt the tears flow down her cheeks and into the corners of her mouth.

“Yes, but don’t get too hopeful,” Celeste sat up and looked down to Mukuro on the bed. “It’s not really because we believe you, so much as because we think the logistics are difficult.”

“What do you mean?”

“The message on the drawer said ‘when the Sakura trial is over, she’ll move me to floor 5.’ Kyoko pointed out how that means it was written after Sakura died. Your whereabouts were accounted for every second after the investigation began, which means your only opportunity to move a prisoner would have been after 1:30 AM, when Hifumi left the warehouse, and 8 AM, when we found the body, and you would have had to also repaint the staff room door in that time. Then, there’s the fact that Monokuma responds to our questions in great detail. Someone has to be controlling him, yes? I pointed out how, if it was you, then you would have had to have predicted everything we would ever say to him, then programmed him in immense detail to respond seemingly on the fly. None of it is completely impossible, but it leans toward the interpretation that the message on the drawer has to be false.”

Mukuro smiled, then laid her head back onto the pillow. Her heart beat slowly and calmly, and she laughed, relieved. Of course! Of course, all of that made complete sense. She couldn’t possibly be Junko.

I must be the most pathetic person in the world, to hang so much on a name…

“Of course, there was evidence against you, as well,” Celeste continued, oblivious to Mukuro’s inner turmoil. “That message on the drawer was so well-hidden, it’s almost unbelievable for Junko to plant it there and expect us to find it. And if she’s secretly one of us, then that rather neatly solves the spy question, doesn’t it? None of us have any conceivable reason to cooperate with her anymore, so her hiding among us is by far the most plausible answer.”

Mukuro sucked in her lips.

I can’t be… But my memories! My damn memories.

“I can’t be Junko,” she whispered, her good mood completely gone. “It would mean that I wiped my own memories just to mess with the real Mukuro.”

And that sounds exactly like something an insane Ultimate Despair would do, doesn’t it?

She shut her eyes tight again. She searched her mind for something, anything, that proved she couldn’t be Junko.

“My face!” she said at last. “Don’t you remember? That one time in the bathhouse, Genocide Jack said that Junko and I look different, and that it’s impossible to mistake one of us for the other after seeing us both.”

“Yes, I believe Kyoko was the one who brought that up during the discussion.”

Mukuro opened her eyes. She looked up Celeste, hopefully.

“… and?”

“And we all agree that it’s an extremely strong point in your favor, but Jack is… Well, you know. It’s just not enough to be absolutely, 100% certain, so we all agree that you’re just probably Mukuro Ikusaba … and that, even if you truly are her, then you’re still a threat and are still partly responsible for our predicament. So, no offense intended, but we took a vote, and we wish to keep taking reasonable precautions.”

Mukuro sat on this for a while. She was unhappy, hateful, even, but how could she argue the point? At least the others still had some kind of trust in her, even if it was just the trust that she was the second most evil person in the school.

In the world, maybe…

It hurt, but it didn’t feel despairful, as it had in the past. Compared to how she’d felt right after Makoto or Sakura’s deaths, she felt positively elated.

“I should go get the others,” Celeste said, and stood up. She looked down on the bed, not entirely devoid of sympathy. “Do you mind being left alone for a few minutes?”

“No, it’s okay.” Mukuro sighed. “I think I need a little time to think, anyway.”

Celeste nodded, then stepped to the door. Just before she opened it, she looked back, and smiled. There was the barest trace of warmth in her expression.

“For whatever it’s worth, Mukuro,” she said. “I don’t think you’re lying to us.”

“You think I’m really me?”

Celeste looked away, slightly.

“I hope so. Although, many of us hate the idea of you being the real Mukuro, too.”

“Why?”

“Because if you truly are Mukuro Ikusaba, then none of us have any idea who’s working for Junko.”

 

-----

 

Hina had gotten less than an hour of sleep, but she did a good job of pretending otherwise. She still had her characteristic energy and good will, even as the bags under her eyes grew more and more obvious, and she fawned over Mukruo as she tied her to the wheelchair. In the doorway to the nurse’s office, Byakuya and Jack watched, the first to make sure the knots were adequate, and the second to protect him if they weren’t.

“I need to teach someone else how to do this,” he muttered as Hina finished.

“Why’s that?” Jack screeched.

“If Hina dies, then I’ll have to do it again, and my time is too important.”

Once he was satisfied at the ropework, he turned on his heels and disappeared down the hallway, his serial killer-turned-bodyguard trailing right behind him. Hina leaned over the wheelchair and whispered into Mukuro’s ear.

“I hope he teaches Jack how to tie knots,” she said. “And then she ties him up and keeps screaming about ‘master’ while he’s stuck in a room with her forever.”

Mukuro laughed. Her throat was hoarse and weak, and she was still heavily burdened by the thoughts of Junko and spies, but she couldn’t help it. Hina grabbed her by the shoulders and laughed with her. For a little while, the two girls just giggled alone in the nurse’s office, all at Byakuya’s unknowing expense.

rrRGHGHHrhghh

Mukuro looked down. Her stomach was rumbling like it had never rumbled before. She hadn’t realized how hungry she was.

She hadn’t even realized how light her body felt. Even under the ropes, she felt like a feather or a loose scrap of paper. They hardly needed have worried about her getting loose and killing someone; now that she wasn’t thinking about Junko, she barely had the energy to even stand up.

Luckily, I can’t stand, anyway…

“Well!” Hina made a fist and smiled. “I know where we’re going!”

 

-----

 

Mukuro was always happy for Hina’s presence. She was an island of hope in a hurricane of despair, shelter against the storm raging outside. Mukuro couldn’t even begin to guess what she would be feeling right now without her.

That said, she was thankful that someone else had cooked dinner tonight. Mukuro didn’t know who it was, but she more than happy to accept the mystery student’s microwaved yellowy noodles over another yet another monster donut.

Hina wheeled her to a table in the empty cafeteria, disappeared into the kitchen, and returned with two bowls of pasta covered in a very unappetizing red-green sauce and chunks of brown, undercooked meat.

Mukuro’s mouth was watering.

Hina sat down next to her, then took turns feeding them. First, a forkful for Mukuro, and then a forkful from the other bowl for herself. The food wasn’t very good, but it didn’t matter. Hina didn’t look hungry at all, and it seemed very uncharacteristic of her to eat crappy pasta when donuts were available…

I bet she already ate, and is just eating again to make me feel more comfortable…

Mukuro didn’t blush anymore, even as her friend raised a glass of water to her lips and let her drink. She hadn’t realized how thirsty she was, either, and she gulped down the entire cup in a single go.

“Woah-ho!” Hina laughed. “Parched, huh?”

“Sorry…” Mukuro said.

A little bit of the liquid had somehow escaped her mouth, and was dribbling down her chin. Hina hadn’t brought any napkins, so she raised her own sleeve up to Mukuro’s face and wiped it off.

“It’s okay, you’ve been through a lot.”

Hina raised herself to sit on the table, positioned her elbow on her knee, and propped up her cheek with her hand. She looked down to Mukuro for a bit, then laughed in a low voice.

“Maybe I’m greedy,” she said. “Maybe I’m bad.”

“What do you mean?” Mukuro asked, utterly perplexed. “You’re the least greedy person in the school.”

“Well… To be totally honest with you, I was kinda sad when Sayaka recovered, you know? It was annoying that I couldn’t spend all my time working out and swimming and stuff, but I kind of enjoyed taking care of her. I didn’t hate it.” She poked her forefingers against each other, and looked away. “And now, by total luck, I’m doing the same for you, and it’s more fun ‘cause you can actually talk back.”

Mukuro shook her head, or at least tried, what with her neck tied to the chair.

“Hina, you’re the best person here.”

She wasn’t lying. Mukuro would have given anything to save Makoto, Sakura, and Hina.

And now two are gone…

“… are you worried?” she asked, suddenly. “That I might be J—”

“Nope!”

“Why not?”

Hina made a fist, and looked as determined as she ever had.

“‘Cause I’ve spent all this time with you, and I know you’re really a good person inside. Junko’s not. Hey!” She changed the subject as fast as she could. “I’m feeling crazy energetic right now! Wanna do something fun?”

What can you do that’s fun while tied to a wheelchair?

“Sure.”

 

-----

 

“Ready?” Hina asked. Her fingers squeezed tight on the wheelchair’s handles. Mukuro could practically hear the metal contort under the other girl’s unstoppable strength.

“Ready.” she lied, voice a little shaky.

“Gooooo!”

Hina took off as fast as she could down the first-floor school hallway, away from the stairs up to the second floor. The black-and-white tiles weren’t quite flush against each other, and the wheels bumped up and down as they impacted the thin spaces between each, little metal crunks straining with each new tile. Mukuro herself jolted and smacked against the chair and the ropes as Hina ran, laughing hysterically like a madwoman.

“Wooooooah!” Mukuro grinded her teeth. The wind whipped through her hair and across her skin like a flurry of cold knives, and she couldn’t help pulling her lips into a wide, crazy smile.

For someone called the ‘Ultimate Swimmer,’ Hina sure could make a convincing argument for being called the Ultimate Track Star. They were moving really fast, much faster than Mukuro expected. Her heart beat a hundred times a second, and she could almost feel her blood rushing into the back of her body.

The hallway opened up into the larger space between the entrance to the school, the student store, and the path to the classrooms. A big planter was in the center of the area, surrounded by benches. For a moment, Mukuro thought they would collide with it.

Then Hina deftly turned left, and they were careening right toward the wall.

“Ahh!”

Another turn, much sharper this time, and they were zooming along toward the empty classrooms. They passed the red velvet door, and then turned again. The classrooms were gone in a flash, and then they were in the dorm area.

They passed someone with red hair and a guitar, who yelped out and jumped back in a panic. He screamed something angrily at them, and Hina turned her head and blew a raspberry. Then she propped her own legs up on the back of the chair, and they rolled forward for a hundred feet, laughing at annoying rich kids and would-be punk stars.

Mukuro closed her eyes, and let the wind flow over her.

I wish this could go on forever.

 

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“Andddddd, hup,” Hina clicked her tongue. “Here we go.”

She wheeled Mukuro backwards through the door, kicked it closed with a foot, then flipped her around to face the bed. They were in Mukuro’s own dorm room, and the whiteboard with her failed attempts at finding the spy was shoved into the corner, useless and forgotten.

Hina hummed a little as she untied all of the knots, muttering something almost too low to hear about “stupid jerkbutts.” She might have been annoyed, but Mukuro was still in a blissful mood from how they’d spent the last two hours. The wind still rushed through her hair, the cold still stung her mouth, and the others were still yelling at them to stop making so much noise.

She stood up, then obediently laid herself on her back on the bed without taking off her clothes. Hina steamed for a little while, clearly upset.

“I don’t wanna tie you up like last night!” she moaned. “It’s stupid. It’s stupid! You don’t deserve it.”

“The others are being reasonable,” Mukuro replied. Her voice was calmer than it had been for a while, as was her heart. Hina might have been angry on her behalf, but Mukuro was otherwise calm, even happy. “I want to be reasonable, too.”

“They’re being dumb!”

“Just tie me up,” Mukuro said, still absolutely calm. “I don’t mind. I really don’t.”

Hina grunted something not entirely unlike “okay,” then took the ropes off the wheelchair. After a few minutes, Mukuro was secured to the bedframe, her arms and legs pulled into a wide X.

Hina had not done a very good job. There was slack on three of the ropes, and nothing really kept Mukuro’s head in place. This was escapable.

“Hina,” she said. “Please tie the rope better.”

Her friend’s cheeks were already puffed out, and her hands were pulled into little fists at her sides. She looked down on Mukuro with fury and indignation, clearly imagining the many ways she could complain to or insult a certain bespectacled student with blond hair.

“I don’t want to!” she whined. “Don’t make me!”

“I know it hurts you to do this,” Mukuro said. “But I don’t want either of us to have to lie to the others about me being tied up. Just do it for real. I want you to.”

“Arrrrrgh!” Hina punched the bed. “I’ll get the others to listen to reason, I swear!”

Despite it all, she actually did as Mukuro asked. A few minutes later, the ropes were tied properly, and the Ultimate Soldier was, for all her skill and power, rigid and defenseless.

“Mukuro,” she said. “Just let me let the ropes hang a little loose. I’ll tell the others—”

“No. Do you have the key?”

Hina pat her track jacket, then pulled out the dorm key with Mukuro’s name on it.

“Yeah,” she sighed. “Yeah… I’ll lock it from the outside. And I’ll be back super early tomorrow morning, don’t worry.”

“I believe you.”

Hina slipped the key back into her pocket, then grabbed the wheelchair by one handle and pushed it out of the way, toward the whiteboard. She moved for the door, then turned back and smiled.

“Night.”

“Goodnight.”

Despite their words, Hina didn’t yet leave. Instead, she stepped over to the bed, sat beside Mukuro’s arm, and watched her for a few seconds. She reached up a hand, and hovered it over Mukuro’s forehead. Then, without warning, she poked her on the nose.

“Hey.”

“Yeah?”

“You’re a good person. Sakura thought so, too. I know you got misled in the past, I know you got manipulated by your horrible sister, but that’s all over now. You’ve got a chance to be someone new and better, and you’re gonna do great. And most importantly? You’re Mukuro Ikusaba, not Junko, and no amount of messing-with-your-head fake-o planted evidence is going to change that.”

Mukuro turned away and closed her eyes. She couldn’t face Hina. A few seconds later, she felt the bed grow lighter. She heard steps across the dorm. Hina paused by the door.

“Goodnight, Mukuro,” she said, emphasizing the second word.

The door opened and closed. Mukuro heard the sound of a lock.

As soon as Hina was gone, she drew in a breath and sobbed. Instinctively, her hand tried to move to cover her eyes and her mouth, but the ropes stopped her, so she settled for burying her head as deeply into the pillow as she could.

Her heart hurt so much. It might have almost been easier if Hina had been like the others, and actually did suspect her, shoot her sideways glances, and worry when she entered a room. All this trust and friendship offered with no cost or demand, save that Mukuro be a friend in return.

She didn’t deserve it.

“Ah!”

She breathed in a little too quickly, and the short rush of air down her throat burned. She made a weak squeaking noise, and wept again into her pillow.

She wasn’t sure how much time passed as she retched into the bedsheets. More than an hour, at least. It was definitely past 11 now, but it might have been midnight or even later. She just cried and cried and cried her heart out, in a room that was utterly silent except for her warbling voice and the straining of the ropes. Finally, she ran out of tears, and if she hadn’t, she would have cried even more.

“I’m Mukuro,” she whispered. “I’m… I am Mukuro…” She forced herself to face the ceiling, though her voice wasn’t confident at all. “I… I’m Mukuro Ikusaba. Hina knows it, and the others know it, and I know it, too.” She wasn’t even sure who she was talking to anymore. “It’s all just a lie Junko made up, just to torment me. Because Mukuro… is someone who tried to help everyone. And I’m trying to help everyone.”

She nodded several times, now definitely for her own benefit, but she still wasn’t smiling. Her cheeks were on fire from the strain of all that sobbing, and her heart felt like it wasn’t beating at all. But it was okay. It would all be okay. Because she knew that Hina was right. She didn’t have the definitive evidence to prove her identity, but she still had a feeling and a belief… and a lot of evidence.

Most importantly, she had a friend who trusted her.

Ding dong

Mukuro leaned over. She couldn’t quite see the door from where she was tied up.

It has to be Hina, right? Everyone else would know I can’t actually reach the door to let them in.

Quickly, she grabbed the damp pillow with her teeth, and flipped it over onto its fresh side. She didn’t want Hina to see how much she’d been crying.

Ding dong

Mukuro said nothing. She would have invited Hina inside, of course, but the rooms were soundproof.

Ding dong

A few seconds passed. Just as Mukuro began to wonder if it was Hina after all, she heard a jiggling. A key turned, and the door unlocked.

Hallway lights shined inside the room. A black shadow crawled along the floor. For a moment, Mukuro couldn’t tell who it was, and then it settled into the form of a girl with short hair and an average height.

“Hina?” she asked, curious why her friend had returned so quickly.

No one responded, but someone stepped inside. The door closed. There was a click as the lights turned on, and then another as the door locked. The shadow drew closer, and now the only sound was footsteps.

A female student entered the room. It wasn’t Hina.

Her steps were loud and steady, and she made no indication of seeing the panic and horror her entrance produced. At last, she drew to a halt, and turned to face the girl on the bed.

She was thin, almost exceedingly so, but her body was very lithe and athletic, and her breasts were very slight. Her skin was pale, and her black hair was layered in a short bob around her face. Her bangs were parted above her eyes, which were slanted and grayish-blue. She wore a white blouse that buttoned down across her chest, whose sleeves were rolled up past her elbows, and a red ribbon tied daintily below her neck. A short, pleated black skirt completed her wardrobe, though it looked like it was made of some kind of armored or bulletproof material.

She looked down to the bed, and a warm smile crept across her face. Her eyebrows arched up with warmth and sympathy, and her every feature radiated obedient love. Even, somehow, the line of freckles across her nose. And as her lips pulled apart to speak, she pressed her fingers to her heart, and revealed the black wolf on the back of her hand.

“Junko…” she breathed, softly and with infinite affection. “It’s been hard not seeing you for so long.”

Notes:

* As of the publication of this chapter, IFDE has 138 kudos and 4000 hits. Yay!

* I'd planned this chapter to be longer. But then when I finished writing the final scene here, I was like "dammit, this is the most natural chapter break imaginable, it HAS to be the last scene." So, enjoy a chapter that I cut into two purely because I felt the part on the bed demanded to be the finale. I'll probably just fold the rest into the next chapter.

* I added that entire wheelchair race sequence at a whim. It wasn't in my original outline for the chapter at all. I try to outline the events in a chapter in advance, then things inevitably deviate a little as I go along. That causes problems during the investigative and trial chapters, but it's fine during the daily life stuff. I'm really proud of the racing part and of Aoi in general in this chapter.

Chapter 21: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Daily Life 2

Summary:

Mukuro meets an all-too-familiar face, who tells her things she doesn't want to her. All of her protests fall on deaf ears, and she's forced to question things she once assumed were obvious.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro screamed.

She screamed like a banshee, like a madwoman. The sound was like knives in her ears, the force was like her lungs were on fire, like her throat was being torn apart. Whatever conscious thought she might have had was pushed out of her body by that unbearable howling, and for a long time, all that existed was a shell filled with fear, despair, pain… and screams.

Mostly screams.

Even the other Mukuro, the one over the bed, seemed surprised. She stretched out her hand, overflowing with concern, but quickly retracted it, covered her ears with her palms, and winced.

In an empty field, this scream would have carried for miles.

At last, the sound weakened, then warbled, then died in her throat. Mukuro’s body gulped down a deep, painful breath. A pounding in her chest threatened to break her apart, and a heavy sheen of sweat and spit washed over her face and neck. Her eyes were so puffed up from the crying and the screaming that she could barely even see.

When she recovered, Mukuro twisted and pulled at her arm, but the ropes kept it in place. Furiously, she turned her head and pulled harder and harder, but Hina’s work had been too thorough.

“J—” started the other girl.

Mukuro screamed again. It wasn’t as loud as before, and it died more quickly, but it silenced the other Mukuro all the same, who rushed to cover her ears again. By the time it finally terminated in a rasping wheeze, the Mukuro on the bed was coughing and hacking up spit. Her chest felt like she’d been run over by a car.

“Jun—”

She screamed again, but this time it was just a pitiable squeak, like squeezing a chew toy. The other Mukuro didn’t bother covering her ears again, but let her finish all the same.

They stayed there like that for a while, both still, neither speaking. Mukuro’s heart never slowed its beating. All she could hear was a ringing in her hears from the scream, and the rush of her own blood.

“Junko—”

“You’re a fake!” Mukuro gasped. Even she could barely hear the words.

“Junko…”

“You’re Junko!” she said, her voice dropping in pitch five times in three syllables. She pulled at the ropes again, but to no effect. “You’re Junko!”

The other Mukuro— no.

She’s trying to mess with my head! I have to think of her as what she is, she’s Junko, she’s a fake! It’s Junko, it’s Junko, it’s Junko!

Fakuro stood over the bed, watching quietly. She folded her hands in front of her waist in an obedient posture, and waited for Mukuro, the real Mukuro to calm down.

Mukuro gnashed her teeth at her sister, but said nothing. Instead, she turned her eyes to the bonds around her wrist, and pulled and pulled. The ropes dug into her skin, but she didn’t mind the pain.

“You’re not Mukuro,” she said at last, still fighting the ropes. “I am. I am!”

“Oh, Junko,” Fakuro breathed. “I knew you’d say that. But I can’t be you. Look!” She pointed to her freckles, then the wolf on the back of her hand. “See?”

Mukuro bit her lip for a moment, then vigorously shook her head.

“No! Those are fakes! You just tattooed freckles onto your stupid face! In fact, I have them, too! So, one of us would have to have fake tattoos!”

“So, you accept that you could be—”

“Noooo! Stop it, Junko! You tricked me into saying that!”

“But, Junko, I’ve barely said anythi—”

Shut up!

Fakuro instantly grew silent, and folded her hands again. Her eyes fell to her feet, and didn’t move away. She looked guilty, almost like a small child who’d been scolded one too many times, and seemed almost on the verge of tears.

Mukuro, the real one, breathed in and out for a while, hissing in fear and anger as she did. Bits of saliva kept jumping out of her lips.

She closed her eyes.

Stay calm, stay calm, don’t let her do this to you.

The heat in her brow grew a little cooler. Her heart was still thumping a hundred times a second, but better than the thousand times a second it had been.

It’s Junko. You know it’s Junko. Just… think of a way to prove it, so she’ll go away. Wait! I saw Junko in my motive video!

Mukuro opened her eyes again, then squinted, examining her sister’s face as closely as she could. Fakuro obediently stayed where she was, not daring to move. In the bright, flat lighting of the dorm room, it was easy to see every detail.

Fakuro’s hair was far too short to be Junko’s, but again, that didn’t prove anything. Hair could easily be cut and dyed. It was dark and short, exactly like the real Mukuro’s, or Celeste’s. Had she not been panicking, Mukuro would have actually appreciated more how the others had mixed them up during the night of Sakura’s murder.

Fakuro’s eyes were the right color, at least, that same grayish-blue that the two sisters shared. That was useless, though, since anyone could wear contacts, and it didn’t help tell them apart. But Mukuro knew that her own eyes were noticeably slanted and thin, while Junko’s were supposed to be wider, like the other girls’. This girl, this Fakuro…

Her eyes were thinner than the Junko she’d seen on the video, but they were also wider than the real Mukuro’s.

Yes! Yes! She’s using some kind of cosmetic or staple or something to make her eyes look like mine, but it’s not quite good enough!

“Ha! HA!” Mukuro laughed like a crazy woman, flush with relief. “Got you, bitch! I got you!” Fakuro looked up, confused. “Your eyes are too wide. Mine are smaller than yours. I know, because I saw you in the motive video, and I saw my photograph in my student profile!”

Fakuro grimaced, then walked over to Mukuro’s desk. She opened a drawer, and removed the profile in question. She plucked from it the photograph, then kneeled by the bed and held it to the side of her face so that Mukuro could see them both at once.

They were identical. Indisputably the same person, with no possible room for debate. The Mukuro in the picture was dressed and posed exactly like she remembered, but her face wasn’t shared by the girl on the bed.

“That’s… that’s not the real photo!” Mukuro scowled and shook her head, but it did a poor job of hiding her fear. “That’s a fake! It’s a fake, it’s a fake!”

“It’s not a fake, Junko.”

“Stop calling me that! You snuck into my room at some point and switched the photo! … I know it’s a fake! Celeste, Hina, and Sakura all saw the real photo, when they read my profile aloud. They’d have all noticed if it was someone else.”

“Junko,” Fakuro patiently explained. “We still look alike, and it’s been a while since I took this photo. We are teenagers, you know. Celeste, Aoi, and Sakura had never seen the real Mukuro after losing their memories, so they all just assumed that the younger me who took this photo—”

Shut up!

Fakuro immediately fell silent. She placed the picture gently back into the profile, then set the whole thing back into the drawer. After that, she resumed her hands-folded-in-obedience posture.

Mukuro’s chest raised and fell. Every part of her body was on fire.

“Then how are my eyes so thin?” she demanded, after a time. “Junko’s eyes are bigger than mine. I’ve seen them. Your eyes are still bigger than mine, even now.”

“Junko,” Fakuro smiled weakly. “I know you don’t remember, but we know the Ultimate Nurse and the Ultimate Imposter. You’re, um, sort of their goddess. It’s hard to explain… But even for normal people, plastic surgery and disguises aren’t that difficult to obtain. In fact, if you wanted to, you could probably even disguise yourself as another girl besides your sister, like Toko or Sayaka, take off the disguise whenever you felt like it, and reveal your real identity without anyone noticing you were the other girl, so long as no one else had ever seen the real one before…”

“I’m not you,” Mukuro squealed through a sob. “Stop saying I am! I… I betrayed you to save everyone!”

“Yes…” Fakuro ran her fingers through her hair, then pressed her chin into her chest. “Thank you for forgiving me that, Junko. I didn’t deserve it.”

“Stop it!”

“I know you tried to kill me in the game first, before I betrayed you for the others.” Her mouth started watering. “I realize now that you were just trying to teach me what despair really was. You were probably jealous of my luck when you thought of the idea of killing me for no reason, that I would get to feel such despair, while you would have to go on living…”

“Liar! Liar!” The pounding in Mukuro’s head got worse. She could barely keep flailing against the ropes. “You’re lying! You’re Monokuma, right? You’re the one running the game. If you really did betray me—I mean, no! If I betrayed you, then you wouldn’t have trusted me to run the game for you! So, you can’t be Mukuro!”

“You didn’t trust me, of course,” Fakuro confirmed. “That’s why, after you recaptured everyone and wiped their memories again, you only wiped my memory of one day. You explained what happened, and I immediately regretted betraying you, even though I didn’t remember it. So, now I work for you again. It doesn’t matter that you tried to kill me. I’m so ashamed of how I got in the way of your perfect plan, Junko, I could just die.”

“No! Stop it!”

“After that, you decided that you wanted to be in the killing game for real. You had always wanted it, but thought I was too stupid to be the mastermind. You wanted the despair of being the inferior sister, you know? You already knew what it was like to be beautiful and smart and funny and the best person in the universe, and you wanted to be reduced to being a gnat like me, so we switched places.”

“Stop it…”

“You were especially hopeful—ha! That word… I guess I should say, you especially wanted someone to target you for a murder, to feel the absolute despair of losing your life for nothing. That way, I’d also feel the despair of losing you. You made me promise not to interfere if that happened…”

“No…”

Somehow, despite everything, Mukuro’s eyes conjured up yet more tears. Her mind came closer and closer to thinking of the girl hovering over the bed as the real Mukuro…

Yet she still felt no closer to being Junko.

“Stop it!” she whined. “Please, stop… Leave me alone! Go away!”

“Please don’t be mad, Jun—”

“I’m fucking furious, you evil whore!” she screamed, suddenly filled with energy. “You’re trying to trick me!”

“I only did what you told me to do… You told me to do anything that would fill you with despair or help the game move along.”

Why are you even here?!

Fakuro’s lip trembled. A moment later, she fell onto her knees. She tried to run a hand through Mukuro’s hair, but the latter girl bared her teeth and tried to bite her, so she settled for just caressing Mukuro’s helpless arm.

“Junko, I don’t know what to do!” she whined. “Toko’s stupid leg ruined everything! I can’t just erase everyone’s memories again, because we already lost five players! And Sakura was important, she was the way to be certain someone gets the game started. Byakuya taking charge made no one want to kill anymore! Tell me what to do, tell me how to fix the game and make them kill each other again! I’m sorry, I know you’re disappointed in me!”

“You evil bitch!” Mukuro screamed. “I don’t want anyone else to be hurt!”

“I’ll do whatever you tell me to do, Junko,” the fake said. “Just tell me what to do, and I’ll do it right away.”

“Stop the game!” Mukuro snapped. “Go to Byakuya or Kyoko or something and let yourself be tied up like I am, and admit everything!”

Fakuro shook her head.

“You told me to ignore orders like that…”

Mukuro heaved. She tried with all her might to snap the ropes and put her hands on her sister’s throat… but it was impossible. Seconds passed as she grunted and strained, the hemp digging further and further into her wrist, until her body finally gave out and she fell back to where she’d been. Her wrists and ankles were on fire from the rope burns.

“Okay…” she said, at length. “Okay… Then how about this? Mukuro Ikusaba is slavishly devoted to her sister Junko, right?”

“Yes!”

“And I’m Junko?”

“Yes!”

“And Junko wants to be filled with despair?”

“Oh, yes, Junko, yes!”

“Then ruin the game by doing what I just told you to do. That way, I’ll be really despairful that my master plan is ruined forever, and everyone gets to live. I’ll be super upset.”

Fakuro’s entire face shifted. It seemed… almost blank. Like someone who was devoid of emotion, or painfully bored. It lasted less than a second before she turned distraught again, and Mukuro, the real Mukuro, wasn’t even sure she’d seen it at all.

“I… I see…” Fakuro stammered as she looked away. She raised a hand to cover her mouth, and seemed on the verge of tears. “If that’s the way it’s going to be…”

Mukuro’s heart skipped a beat. The fake seemed like she was actually considering it.

Should I be happy that it could all be over? Or should I be terrified that if it is, she really is the real Mukuro?

“Do you really not believe me?” Fakuro asked, her voice obvious hurt. “Do you really still think you’re me?”

“Yes! And you can’t prove otherwise!”

“… You’re right,” Fakuro admitted. “I can’t prove it. But… you can.”

Fakuro reached into her blouse, and pulled out a fist. She held it front of Mukuro’s chin, then extended her fingers. Inside of it was…

A strawberry.

It glistened red under the light, fresh and moist and appetizing.

“You gave me this, Junko,” she explained. “You said that if things got really bad, or that if I screwed things up beyond my ability to fix, I needed to feed you this, no matter what you said.”

“What is it?” Mukuro asked, frightened, certain that it was poison.

“A strawberry you coated in the same stuff that injected Makoto when he won the escape switch. It restores your memories. It’ll make you stop being me, and start being Junko again.”

Whatever blood was still in Mukuro’s face rushed right out of it. Her lips opened in abject horror, and then closed in fear. Her pupils dilated, and the rest of the world rushed away. All that existed was that pale hand with a wolf tattoo, and the innocent strawberry it held. Mukuro screamed again through her gritted teeth, and she pushed herself as far from the hand as the ropes would allow.

“Get it away from me!” she screeched, fully in a panic. She thrashed her head and her body in every direction, hard enough to have hurt herself had she been on any surface except a bed. “Get it away, get it away, get it away!”

“But, Junko, you made me promise—”

Get it away, get it away, get it away, get it away!

Fakuro hesitated, then reached her other hand onto Mukuro’s helpless forehead. She pushed down as hard as she could, until Mukuro felt the back of the steel bedframe through the mattress. Once her head was steady, Fakuro hovered the strawberry over her sister’s gritted teeth.

Mukuro just screamed even more.

GET IT AWAY GET IT AWAY GET IT AWAY GET IT AWAY GET IT AWAAAAAAAY!

Fakuro hesitated again, biting her lip in obvious turmoil. Slowly, reluctantly, she released her grip on Mukuro’s head, and slipped the strawberry back into her blouse.

“I promised…” she whined.

Then unpromise!” Mukuro cried, still panicking.

Fakuro bit her lip again.

“Then… do you accept that you’re Junko, for real?”

“No!”

Fakuro’s face grew resolute. She reached a shaky hand back into her blouse.

“Okay!” Mukuro panted through two short breaths. “I’m Junko, I’m Junko Enoshima!”

“Say that you want the game to continue.”

“Keep the game going!” she cried. “Keep it going, keep it going!”

Fakuro’s hand grew steadier, and she let it fall to her side. At long last, she nodded.

“Okay, Junko,” she said, politely. “I’ll do as you say. Do you have any orders on what to do?”

Mukuro, or perhaps Junko, gasped for breath on the bed for a long time, and shut her eyes closed.

She’s just messing with me, she’s just messing with me, she’s just messing with me…

But if that was true, then “Fakuro” was a terrifyingly skilled actress.

She won’t go away unless I tell her what to do, but I can’t say anything that’ll get someone killed…

“How about… You keep giving out more information about the outside world?” Mukuro offered. “As people learn more about it, they’ll fall into more despair…”

“Oh?” Fakuro pursed out her lips. “I… I guess that’s true, but that doesn’t seem like it’ll make them want to kill each other more.”

“It will!” Mukuro lied. She tried to keep her face as composed as possible, but she knew anyone sane could read through her in a second. “Because… Because they’ll be so despairing, that they’ll lose any hope that things will ever get better, right? That’ll leave them with nothing to do except murder each other.”

Fakuro considered this for a while.

“I… I suppose I can do that, Junko, if you think it’s best.” She looked down. Sweat dripped off her brow. “I’m not completely stupid… I know you’re trying to come up with something that won’t get anyone killed, aren’t you?” The Mukuro on the bed whimpered, terrified that the strawberry was coming right back. “But… I actually think you might be right. There is a way to get more people, or least someone in particular, to kill again…” Fakuro stood up, brushed off her skirt, and nodded. “Yes. Yes! Even when you’re trying to sabotage despair, you still breathe it.”

Fakuro kneeled down by the bed, then reached wolf hand down to Mukuro’s cheek, and softly caressed it.

“You’re amazing, Junko. I wish you were back to normal… I know you’re going to try to stop me if I leave you this way.”

“Then…” Mukuro squeaked.

“I’ll do what you said. I won’t restore your memories, not yet. This way, you can experience even more despair from being me, and from losing another friend or two… When you get your memories back, you’ll be so proud of the job I’ve done, you’ll be filled with despair!”

That doesn’t… well, I guess for us, that actually does make sense, huh?

Fakuro’s nerves thus steeled, she smiled down at the girl on the bed, and again ran her fingers gently through her hair.

“I… I’ll tell everyone,” Mukuro whined. “I’ll tell them about this!”

Fakuro smiled sympathetically.

“What will they say, if you do?” She reached her wolf hand down to Junko’s cheek, and softly caressed it. “They’ll either think you’re making it up, or that you’re just insane, or they’ll believe it, and then everyone will know you’re Junko for real, and they’ll hate you a million times more, especially Hina.”

Mukuro’s heart stopped. She whimpered again. She felt nothing except fear and despair.

“Don’t worry,” Fakuro purred. “If that happens, and they get violent, I’ll come and rescue you myself, no matter what. Remember that you can always depend on your big sister…”

Mukuro was shivering.

“Please, please!” she whimpered.

“Say it.”

“… I’m Junko.” she said, almost too softly to hear.

“And?”

“… I’m the Ultimate Despair.”

Fakuro leaned over so the tips of their noses were touching. Mukuro squirmed, but she could feel the clammy heat of each of their breaths enter the other’s mouth. Their eyes were less than an inch away.

She could have leaned up suddenly and bitten her sister’s throat, and ended everything right then and there, but the thought didn’t even occur to her.

“That’s right,” the other girl whispered.

Blood rushed to Mukuro’s head. She blacked out, perhaps for a moment, or perhaps for an hour. When she woke, the lights were off, and she was alone. The only evidence anyone had been there at all was her still-pounding heart.

She didn’t sleep for the rest of the night.

 

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“Woah! Mukuro, you look… really bad.”

Mukuro lay still on her bed, barely looking over to her friend. The morning bell hadn’t yet rung, and yet she was still as pale and weak as she’d been hours before. Her mouth was completely dry, and the sheets underneath her were absolutely soaked in sweat. Deep black bags hung each of her eyes.

Junko junko junko

Hina kneeled by the bed, and pressed her hands onto Mukuro’s shoulders. The warmth and softness of her hands brought some stability back to the Ultimate Soldier’s world, and she finally let herself glance over and appreciate her friend’s obvious concern.

Junko junko junko youuuuuuuuuu’re junko

“I had… a bad dream.” she said. Her voice quavered as she told the lie.

“I can tell,” Hina agreed, quickly getting to work on the ropes. “Well, it’s okay. ‘cause we’ll just hang out today, and—”

She gasped as pulled off one of the arm-ropes. A deep red burn lay along Mukuro’s wrist where she’d tried to escape the night before, all the uglier when contrasted with her pale white skin. The wrist was in some amount of pain, though Mukuro hadn’t even noticed until now. She saw, rather than felt, Hina tenderly press two fingers along the burn.

“Mukuro!” she whispered. “This looks horrible!”

J-j-j-j-j-j-junko

“It’s not that bad.”

It was a lie, of course. It, and the similar burns along her other wrist and ankles, were precisely as bad as they looked.

“You’re being dumb. C’mon, take a shower, I’ll wait here.”

She pulled off the remaining ropes, and Mukuro dutifully did as commanded. She entered the bathroom, took off her clothes, and turned the faucet.

Her body felt numb. The water might have washed away the previous day’s grime, but her thoughts and fears remained just the same.

Guess who’s not Mukuro? … You!

Suddenly, Mukuro was out of the bathroom, wrapped in a white towel. Steam roiled up behind her. She didn’t remember getting leaving the shower, drying her hair, or opening the door back to the dorm, and yet here she was.

A little to her surprise, Hina had pulled off the dirty bedsheets and laid out a new day’s worth of clothing, all on her own accord. She looked at Mukuro and puffed out her cheeks.

“Mukuro?” she asked, clearly still a little afraid. “Did something happen last night?”

Yes

“No.”

 

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Hina rolled Mukuro out of the laundry room. Behind them, the washing machine rumbled with the weight of bedsheets, pillowcases, and days-old tracksuits Mukuro had had yet to deal with.

The Ultimate Fashionista probably takes better care of her clothes than the Ultimate Soldier…

Mukuro pouted. Was that the best counterargument she could come up with to the other Mukuro’s claims?

Not ‘Fakuro’ anymore… she realized. I’m thinking of her as the real me—the real Mukuro. And that makes me…

Hina hadn’t done as good a job tying her up this morning. Her wrists and ankles were still visible underneath the rope. Still, Mukuro had no desire to escape. She barely noticed at all that they were heading toward the cafeteria.

“Someone who looked exactly like Mukuro came to me last night, and told me I was Junko, and the proof she had was really compelling.”

Mukuro tried to say the words, but they didn’t come out. Hina glanced down and saw that she’d tried to say something.

“What’s up, Mukuro?”

“… If I was Junko,” she said. “But I was still telling the truth about the amnesia, would you still treat me the same, or would you see me as an enemy?”

“You’re not Junko.”

“But if I was.”

“It doesn’t matter!” Hina shook her head back and forth. “We’re in a stupid murder school ruled by Queen Evil Bitch. She has total control over everything you see and hear, and she hates you specifically because you did the right thing and tried to stop her. So, any evidence you think proves you’re Junko is just a fake she put there to mess with you. I’m absolutely, 100% sure of it!”

“But…”

“Quiet,” Hina whispered. “We’re at the cafeteria.”

Mukuro turned her head back. They were only a few feet away. The aroma of waffles and syrup wafted out of the open doorway, but she wasn’t hungry. She could hear the telltale clinks of silverware and plates hitting each other, and six familiar voices speaking friendlily and on equal terms… and also Byakuya.

The voices all grew hushed as they entered. Hiro, Celeste, Leon, Toko, and Taka looked over and bit their tongues, or even awkwardly looked away in fear. Sayaka sat sequestered in a far corner of the room, and she behind a tree, such that her face was invisible – but she was hunched over a table by herself, and her white uniform seemed almost gray. Only Kyoko and Byakuya met their gaze, the latter of whom regarded them coldly, and quietly chewed on a slice of toast. It was almost a little off-putting, to see the above-it-all noble son engaged in something as mundane as eating.

As Mukuro scanned each of the girls, she saw her doppelganger’s face on them. A serious, contemplative Mukuro wearing a purple jacket. A nervous, trembling Mukuro, with thick glasses and a tendency to bite down on her thumb. A crazed Mukuro in the shadows, with fraying blue hair. And a dainty, elegant Mukuro, wearing gothic black skirts, onto whose features the other Despair sister’s face was almost too easily imposed.

I guess it figures that if Celeste looks kinda like me, and Junko looks kinda like me, then they’d look a little like each other, if Junko had paler skin and a black wig on…

Mukuro felt only more morose as she looked over her friend, who now wore her twin’s face. Celeste had been one of her most ardent supporters during Sakura’s investigation. Even Hina had doubted her, but the Ultimate Gambler… had made a good bet, Mukuro supposed. Still, it hurt that trust could be so quickly and easily lost. Now, the gothic girl eyed her with suspicion almost equal to Toko’s or Byakuya’s.

“Jeez, Mukuro…” Hiro rubbed the back of his head. Of everyone present, he and Kyoko were the least accusatory. “You look like crap…”

“She went through a lot! She had a really bad dream last night!” Hina cried out in response. “And I’ve decided… that she needs to do something fun to get her mind off stuff!”

“You’re too softhearted,” Byakuya chided, clearly unimpressed. “She’s at least partly responsible for this entire predicament.”

“Yeah!” Leon said. “Four people are dead ‘cause of her!”

“Five people,” Taka shook his head. “You forgot Mondo…”

“Maybe more than five…” Sayaka said airily. Her voice was almost a giggle. She cocked her head, and though her eyes were still hidden behind the plant, the white of her teeth pulled into a broad smile. “Maybe millions, just for the sake of despair…”

A hand gripped Mukuro’s heart and squeezed it, almost enough to kill her right there.

“Stop it!” Hina yelled back. “She’s trying, she’s trying to help us! Why can’t you see that?”

“Would our five perished companions see it that way?” Celeste asked, in-between sips of steaming-hot tea. Her voice wasn’t completely unsympathetic, but she was clearly still very cautious of the girl in the wheelchair. “I don’t wish harm upon anyone, regardless of their past actions, but we need to be concerned with how she might be manipulated by Junko.”

Or Mukuro, manipulating me on my own behalf…

Mukuro sniffed. She was crying again. She hunched over as much as the ropes would allow and grit her teeth, and a little bit of snot dripped out of her nose. Hina grabbed a napkin and rushed to wipe it away.

“It’s okay, Hi—” Mukuro started.

“No, it’s not!” She turned to the others, furious, and threw the napkin at Byakuya. Being that it was just a piece of paper, though, it flew very weakly through the air, and didn’t even make it halfway before wafting harmlessly to the floor. “You guys are just the worst! It’s not gonna kill anyone if she’s let out for a few hours to do something physical and energetic… And I’ll stay with her the entire time, so the only person at risk will be me! Not that anyone will be at risk at all, anyway. C’mon, look at her! She looks like she’s dying! Can’t you have a little bit of empathy?”

Some of the others were clearly affected by Hina’s heartfelt speech. Hiro, in particular, seemed like he might vote to allow it, but Leon, Toko, Celeste, and Byakuya were all clearly less willing.

“And…” Hina thought for another moment. “It’s not healthy to be sitting all day, right? I realize that Mukuro did bad stuff in the past, I get that, but if we really are willing to forgive her as long as she’s not a threat anymore, then we shouldn’t be risking her health.”

Kyoko was the first to respond, deftly stepping in before Byakuya could refuse her outright.

“Do you have something in mind, Hina?” she asked, voice completely even. As she did, her eyes slid down to Mukuro’s barely-tied hands.

“Let me take Mukuro to the pool!” Hina pumped her fists. “I’ll stay with her 100% of the time, so she’ll never be out of my sight. And everyone else can just avoid the pool for the rest of the day. In fact, you guys never swim or lift weights anyway! That was even part of the trial last time! So, you won’t even notice anything is different at all.”

If Mukuro had had any dignity or pride left, she would have hated how pathetic she must have looked for the others to actually be considering this. Even Taka and Leon looked like they were persuaded by that.

“But—” Celeste started.

And! Don’t you forget that Junko hates Mukuro! We know that because of…”

Hina pulled a hand into her jacket and removed her e-Handbook. She flipped through its screen for a little while, until she settled on a certain page. She thrust her book toward the others, pointing to:

Rule #7: Betraying your sister is not allowed.

“Ha!” Hina laughed. “The fact that Junko put that in there means that she’s worried Mukuro will turn against her in the future, and she wants to make sure she can send Monokuma to kill her whenever she feels like without breaking the game. So… that means that even Junko thinks Mukuro’s actually on our side.”

“Hm… That’s a good point.” Byakuya tapped a finger on the frame of his glasses. “Not that sympathetic drivel about Mukuro being on our friend, but I’ll admit that the word ‘betray’ is very strangely used there. I want some clarification about the rules. Monokuma!”

He yelled out the bear’s name, and everyone waited for a little while. But no one came.

“Monokuma!” he tried again, more annoyed. “I have an important question about your rules.”

Seconds passed. Nothing happened, except Celeste took another sip of tea.

“It seems our dear headmaster is uninterested in what you have to say, Byakuya.”

“Or he just doesn’t want to answer…” Byakuya corrected.

“Heheh…” Sayaka pulled her knees up to her chin, and rocked back and forth, laughing in a low, cruel voice. “Mukuro, Mukuro~” she sang offkey. “Junko not answering could mean that she doesn’t want to admit it~ That she has no way to describe ‘betray’ because she doesn’t want to ever have to enforce it~”

Kyoko glanced over to the idol, clearly deep in thought. The others were clearly disturbed by her words.

“Heehee!” she continued, laughing without joy. “And if it’s Junko in that chair, what then? Who do you think is up there, controlling Monokuma? Sixteen students, five dead, ten in this room. There’s only one person left it could be, and that would mean the real Mukuro still loves dear old Junko~”

“That’s impossible!” Hina shot back. “Mukuro betrayed Junko!”

“I’d never let my friends be killed,” Sayaka said a warbling, airy tone. “I tried to kill Leon for them… I don’t have any siblings, but if I did, I’d protect them no matter what~ Makoto would, too~ Do you really think your sister is any different, girl-who-might-not-even-be-Mukuro?”

Mukuro couldn’t face her anymore. It took all she had not to break down and tell everyone what had happened last night. She looked down into her lap and accepted that the others were completely justified in hating her… even Sayaka.

“Your position is already well-established,” Taka derided. “We all remember your deplorable actions during the trial.”

“Y—yeah,” Toko agreed. “You c—could’ve gotten Master B—Byakuya and me k—killed, you s—stage bitch!”

Mukuro looked up, surprised. The others grimaced as they looked at the idol, or wouldn’t even face her at all. When they looked to Hina and the wheelchair, their expressions actually became softer. Such was their distrust in the crazed, singing girl’s judgment that her arguments had the opposite effect she intended… Though, no one would still come near the captured Ultimate Despair.

But Sayaka’s face was still hidden, and Mukuro had no idea what the girl actually felt.

“Tch!” Byakuya snapped his tongue. “Hina, I can tell you’ll take Mukuro to the pool no matter what we say. Fine, but don’t let her walk around outside of it. I want to see her tied up the entire rest of the time.”

“Yes!” Hina beamed, and wheeled Mukuro out of the cafeteria before anyone could argue.

A second later, she wheeled her back into the cafeteria, ran into the cafeteria, and dropped four water bottles and a massive bowl of rubbery waffles into Mukuro’s lap.

Then they went to the pool.

 

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Hina found a pair each of one-piece bathing suits and inner tubes. Mukuro didn’t ask where.

She might have spent hours laying in the vibrant pink plastic circle, floating in the pool, barely touching the water. She basked as the heat of the ceiling lights bore against her mostly naked body. She knew how to swim, or at least she was pretty certain she knew, but she didn’t have the energy for it. She barely had the energy to do anything anymore. She just curled up into a fetal position in the tube, and let it carry her over the surface of the pool, never giving a thought to how Monokuma had fixed it so quickly after she’d destroyed it just days before. She probably drifted in and out of sleep as she floated, but if she did, Monokuma overlooked her breaking the rules.

Hina, of course, was a boundless torrent of energy. Mukuro had never actually seen the Ultimate Swimmer in her own element; under any other circumstance, she probably would have been amazed to watch her friend zoom across the pool like a dolphin or a shark. Instead, she just closed her eyes and nuzzled her cheek against the soft, yielding plastic of the inner tube. Occasionally, she rubbed the rope burns on either wrist. Dipping them in cool water seemed to help the pain, and so did the enormous size and airy quality of the room. This was the biggest individual room in the school, or so she thought, and it being less confining was…

Pleasant.

I don’t want to be Junko, she despaired. She wasn’t crying, but if she had, the tears would have been lost in the water. I don’t want to be Mukuro, either…

How many people in history had screwed up their lives, and wished for a fresh start? Probably billions. Was Mukuro anything special, except in the scale of what the Ultimate Despairs had accomplished?

If I’m Mukuro at all…

She ran every piece of evidence through her mind a thousand times.

She’d fought Sakura to a standstill – but Sakura had been a spy at the time, and could have been told to take a dive.

She’d fought Monokuma several times – but it would be easy for the real Mukuro to control the robots so she’d just think she was some kind of warrior badass.

She’d wrestled a sword away from Leon – but Leon was clearly not any kind of master fighter himself.

She’d geeked out over that gatling gun, and knew every possible detail about it – but who’s to say Junko didn’t know all that information? She was probably the one who installed it.

Genocide Jack had vouched for her – but she was completely insane, and it was very easy to believe that Junko Enoshima, master manipulator, genius Ultimate Despair, and possible goddess of other evil Ultimates, could somehow fool her senses – especially since she seemed to pay attention only to cute boys.

Thus, the only strong piece of evidence that that the real Mukuro was floating on an inner tube, feeling useless and sorry for herself, was that time she’d kicked a spear at Hiro. That moment had ruined all the trust she’d built up with the others, but at least she was pretty sure that Junko, for all her talents, couldn’t have done that…

But she couldn’t be certain.

I could ask to fight Jack, she thought. Junko for sure would lose a fight to Jack, while Mukuro for sure would win.

But what if she lost? Mukuro hugged herself and buried her face in her knees. If she lost, if she lost, if she lost…

If I lost, I would kill myself, right then and there, and save the world Junko Enoshima’s return.

It wasn’t the first time she’d thought of suicide, but it was the first time she’d thought of ending her life actively, instead of wasting away from hunger or letting someone else do the job. It might have been the more honorable thing to do, even. It would be very easy. Just go to the kitchen, grab a knife, and drive it into her carotid artery. Bam. Five seconds of pain, and the others are all safe.

But if I do that, and the real Junko is still up there, laughing that she drove her sister into such despair as to take her own life, imagine what she’ll do to the others… And Hina, what would that do to her, to lose Sakura and me like that?

She moaned out too softly to hear. She just wanted one thing, anything, to be concrete and real again. Was she Junko or was she Mukuro? Her identity was no more solid than the water she floated on, or the thin, flexible plastic she curled up inside.

She wanted Makoto to overwhelm her with his relentless hope, she wanted Sakura to offer her the wisdom of a gentle warrior, she wanted to confide everything in Hina or Kyoko and know that they weren’t secretly part of the Ultimate Despair. The ship that was her life was sinking, and all she wanted was a life raft.

She opened her eyes and watched Hina speed across the water almost too quickly to see.

If only this could all be solved by swimming…

The door to the girl’s changing room slid open. Mukuro and Hina both looked up, and found an unexpected guest.

“Hi, Kyoko!” Hina waved, splashing water everywhere. “How’s it going?”

“It’s going well,” came the calm response.

She’s so cool… Mukuro thought. In more ways than one…

Kyoko strode over to the side of the pool. By chance, Mukuro’s inner tube was only a foot or so away. The lavender-haired girl reached over and grabbed the side with a gloved hand. A plastic squeak filled the air, and she pulled Mukuro over to her. Hina came over as quickly as she could to join them.

“What’s up?” the last of them asked, brushing loose brown hair from her face.

“Hina,” Kyoko said, not unkindly. “Could I please speak to Mukuro alone for a little bit?”

Hina pouted, clearly uncomfortable with the request. She met eyes with Mukuro, and when she saw a tiny nod, nodded back. A second later, she was swimming again, too far away to overhear any conversation.

Kyoko used her hands to maneuver the inner tube until Mukuro’s head was inches away from the side. Mukuro squeezed her knees further.

At least Kyoko isn’t afraid of me… I think.

“Mukuro,” the girl said, very quietly. So quietly, in fact, that Mukuro suspected the camera couldn’t pick it up. “Do you know what I think?”

“What?”

“Of everyone in our class, you’re the least likely to be the spy. You’re too emotional, you’re too suspicious, and Monokuma has displayed a personal interest in you on multiple occasions. Which is why I think I can tell you this: I know something is wrong with you.”

Mukuro looked away, but she felt Kyoko’s eyes on her neck.

“You told Hina that you had a bad dream last night, but that’s not true, is it?” Mukuro took a deep breath, then buried her face in the water. Her eyes were still above the surface, though, so she heard Kyoko keep talking. “I noticed your rope burns in the cafeteria. If you’d injured yourself while asleep, you would have woken up. But you have burns on all of your limbs, which means you tried to escape.”

Mukuro shut her eyes and screamed underneath the water. Big bubbles rolled along her cheek.

“I know you weren’t trying to hurt anyone,” Kyoko kept going. “But I don’t know why else you would try to escape at night, except that someone came into your room.” Mukuro screamed again. This time, there were only tinier bubbles. “I know that there’s only one key to your room, and that Hina had it last night. And I know that if she’d come into your room, then you couldn’t have lied to her about having a bad dream… which means that someone else had a key to your room, and entered it, and that can only be the mastermind or a spy. And if it was a spy, then you did an excellent acting job around us in the cafeteria, since I watched you very closely, and you didn’t seem scared of anyone in particular.”

Mukuro’s body forced her to surface for breath. Droplets of water in her eyes and eyelashes obscured her vision, but Kyoko somehow remained crystal clear.

“I think Junko visited you last night,” Kyoko said flatly. “And I think she threatened you, or threatened Hina, or threatened everyone, and now you’re too scared to tell us.”

Mukuro didn’t even have to say anything. She knew her expression said it all.

“Am I Mukuro?” she whispered. “I want to be. I don’t want to be Junko. Tell me, please.”

“… I don’t know.” Kyoko admitted, and her voice didn’t have its usual cool edge. “But I know that if you truly do want to help us, then you’ll tell me everything you know.”

“But the spy…”

“The spy can only report to the mastermind, and no matter what happened in your dorm last night, the mastermind already knows everything.”

Mukuro tried to respond, but Kyoko’s logic was airtight. She nodded, defeated. It was almost a relief to be beaten like that.

“Okay,” she said. “I’ll tell you it all… But… You need to promise not to tell anyone, okay?”

Kyoko didn’t respond.

 

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Kyoko listened in total silence. She never asked a question, never interrupted, and never broke eye contact.

“… I see.” she said, when it was all over.

“What do you think?” Mukuro squeaked. “Am I crazy?”

“You might be, but I don’t think that has anything to do with last night.” Kyoko tapped the back of her hand against her chin. Then she stood up, and yelled out into the pool. “Hina!”

“Yeah?” the Ultimate Swimmer yelled back.

“I need Mukuro’s dorm room key.”

Hina swam over quickly. She looked to Mukuro, who nodded in agreement, if not in understanding.

“Well, okay…” Hina said. “It’s in my track jacket.”

She pointed to one of the benches, on which her and Mukuro’s ordinary clothing was laid out. Kyoko stepped over to the pile, rummaged through it for a few seconds, and removed a room key.

“I’ll be back in ten minutes,” she said, and then she was gone.

Ten minutes passed. Hina didn’t swim anymore. Instead, she gently massaged Mukuro’s shoulder, wading around the inner tube. She understood that something was wrong, even if she lacked the details.

At last, Kyoko returned. She had a piece of paper in her hand. As she drew closer, Mukuro recognized it for what it was: her student profile. She dropped the dorm key back into the jacket, then looked over to the Ultimate Swimmer.

“We need some time alone, again.”

“I feel like I’m being left outta something important!” Hina whined. “C’mon!”

“Go away.”

Hina shot Kyoko a nasty look, but at Mukuro’s nod, obeyed and went back to swimming. Kyoko kneeled down by the side of the pool.

“I found no evidence that anyone else had been in your room last night.”

“She was!” Mukuro teared up. “Please, believe me.”

“I only said that I couldn’t prove it,” she replied, coolly. “Nothing else.”

Kyoko hesitated, then showed the photograph from the profile.

It was Mukuro.

Really Mukuro.

Not the Mukuro from last night.

“That’s… that’s not the photo she showed me!” she muttered. “It’s not!” Kyoko said nothing. “She replaced it! She put the original one back! I swear!” Kyoko tapped a finger along the edge of the paper, but didn’t respond. “Please! I’m not crazy!”

“I didn’t say you were.” Kyoko looked down to the photograph again. “Unfortunately, it seems we’ve been denied a useful piece of evidence.”

“What’s that?”

“The other Mukuro’s face, since only you, and perhaps Jack, have seen her.”

 

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Ding dong bing bong

“Mm, ahem, this is a school announcement. It is now 10 PM. As such, it is officially nighttime. Soon the doors to the dining hall will be locked, and entry at that point is strictly prohibited. Okay then… sweet dreams, everyone! Good night, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite…”

Hina wheeled Mukuro back into her dorm room.

“I had a great time today, Mukuro,” she said. Her hair was still a little moist from the pool. “I can get the others to let us swim again tomorrow, I know it. I’ll teach you, so you don’t hafta lay in that inner tube all day again.”

“Thanks…”

Hina reached down into Mukuro’s lap. She’d placed the student profile and a box of untouched powdered donuts on it, and she quickly snapped up one of the latter and bit into it.

“Mmm… Is there anything better on Earth than a donut? I doubt it.”

She set the rest of it in her mouth, though she didn’t finish it off, and quickly untied Mukuro. The Ultimate Soldier immediately climbed onto the bed and went spread-eagle. Hina didn’t argue about the ropes this time, though she was still clearly unhappy, and dutifully tied her up. After that, she swallowed the rest of her late-night snack.

“Mukuro,” she said, gently. “Do you think you’ll have another bad dream tonight?”

“Maybe…”

Worse than a dream.

Not even Mukuro could believe that it had been just a dream.

What if the real—what if the other Mukuro, the one she hoped was Junko, the one who had to be Junko, appeared again? She’d be helpless.

“Hina…” she said. “Could I… could you…” Hina looked at her, completely innocently. “Could you please stay with me, tonight? I’m scared.”

Hina’s entire face lit up.

“Yes!” she said, happily. “I was going to offer, but I didn’t want to intrude, but—”

Mukuro was more relieved than she had ever been.

“Let me go get my stuff—”

“No!” Mukuro said, a little more forcefully than she’d meant to. “Let’s just… let’s just stay here, on my bed. Just sleep next to me. Please.”

“Okay.” Hina nodded. She threw off her track jacket, shoes, and socks, though she left on the rest of her clothes, and turned off the lights. A moment later, she let herself onto the bed next to Mukuro. There wasn’t quite enough space for two people as it was, and Mukuro’s limbs being stretched out in all directions only made things more difficult, but with a little effort, Hina managed to nuzzle herself into the space between Mukuro’s left arm and leg. Part of her body was still hanging off the edge of the bed, and their combined body heat was a little uncomfortable, but she didn’t complain.

“Night, Mukuro.” she yawned, licking bits of powder off her lips from her last donut.

“Goodnight, Hina.”

The Ultimate Swimmer fell asleep almost instantly. Mukuro did not. Her mind was burdened by thoughts of Junkos and Mukuros, of course, but even thinking took energy. After a while, she, too, drifted into an almost pleasant dream, away from evil sisters and world-destroying cults.

“I have a question for you, Junko.”

Mukuro’s eyes shot open. The room was filled with a dim illumination, but not from the ceiling lights. Instinctively, she tried to pull herself into a fighting stance, but the ropes restrained her. With a terrified grunt, her eyes darted across the walls, searching for the source of light. It didn’t take her very long to find it: it was the monitor Monokuma used for announcements. Mukuro, the other Mukuro sat on the bear’s throne, and the erstwhile headmaster himself was propped up on top of it, above her head, unpowered and immobile.

The other Mukuro slouched a little on the oversized chair, and crossed her legs daintily. She still had that same obedient, fragile aura from the night before, but now she looked horribly guilty. With one hand, she held a serrated black combat knight, and she fidgeted with it again and again, running her finger over its edge. The entire blade was covered in thick, pink blood, which dripped almost nonstop into a puddle at her feet.

On the bed, Mukuro screamed again, as loudly as she could. She turned to Hina and pushed her as much as she could with her side.

“Wake up, Hina!” she squealed. “Wake up, wake up, wake up!”

Her friend stayed fully asleep. Hina didn’t so much as stir, and the only effect Mukuro’s efforts had were to knock her mouth open a little. Warm breath pushed against Mukuro’s skin, and drool eked out of her lips, but she was still fully unconscious.

Hina!” Mukuro screamed, as loudly as she had the first time.

Why isn’t she waking up?! Mukuro’s heart was pounding. She’s here with me, she—

The light of the screen glinted off of something white in the corner of the room. Mukuro’s eyes shot toward it.

The box of powdered donuts.

No!” she cried.

“Don’t worry about her,” Mukuro-of-the-screen said quickly, smiling like a little kid trying to mollify an adult. “I wouldn’t kill a player just to talk to you. Though, she won’t be waking up with the morning announcement, either… Sorry, you’ll be trapped in there for a while. And don’t bother trying to show those donuts to someone else to prove I doused them. The stuff I used evaporates after a few hours.”

Mukuro turned back to the screen. She screamed again, this time wordlessly and in pure anger, until she was gasping for breath. The screen Mukuro watched in silence the entire time, and pulled out a piece of green-red cloth. She looked away and used it to clean her bloody knife, waiting for her sister to finish.

Bed Mukuro breathed in and out for a while, watching that piece of cloth. The fabric was too thick and awkward to be a napkin or a hand towel. Moreover, it was familiar, somehow, but she wasn’t sure—

It was a piece of Makoto’s jacket.

“Stop it!” she screamed, and thrashed against the ropes. “Stop it, stop it!”

“My question, Junko…”

Stop it, stop it, stop it!

“Answer my question.”

You didn’t ask any questions, you… you… flat-chested disappointment!

She regretted the words as soon as they exited her mouth. Even her rage dissipated in an instant. She flushed red with embarrassment and horror, and looked to the screen, shaking her head and crying in disbelief. The other Mukuro, though, was pleased beyond belief. Her mouth fell open a little in gleeful shock, and then she smiled broadly, not bothering to hide her love, and her other, similar emotions.

“Junko…” she said, drawing out the vowels. She was infatuated with the word. “Junko, Junko, my Junko…”

“I hate you!” Mukuro whimpered, utterly ashamed. “I hate you, I hate you!”

“Yes!” the screen Mukuro pressed her wolf hand, dripping with cleaned blood, to her heart. “Yes, Junko, give into despair, just the way you wanted to, or fight me, and the despair will be all the greater later!”

I’m not Junko!

Screen Mukuro shook her head. After a while, she smiled, a little more gently than before.

“That was my question, actually. If the real identity of your body didn’t matter… If you could choose, somehow, whether you wanted to be Junko or Mukuro, which would it be?”

“Mukuro!” she said instantly.

“But, why?”

“Because…” Mukuro’s brow furrowed. She’d never actually thought about that question before. The answer just seemed so obvious to her.

“I mean, think about it,” the other Mukuro said. “You know that Junko is smarter than Mukuro, right? You must know it already, no matter what you believe about who you are. You should want me to be the real Mukuro, because that way, I’m less of a threat to your friends. So, why not accept being Junko Enoshima?”

“N… no!” Mukuro responded, a little awkwardly. “I want you to be Junko because… Because Junko is responsible, more responsible, than Mukuro for everything bad that’s happened!”

“Ah.” The screen Mukuro nodded, completely understanding. “I thought it was something like that. Mukuro is more capable of redemption than Junko, so you’d rather be the lesser sister after all?”

“I’m not… lesser than you!”

But Mukuro didn’t really mean the words. Every piece of evidence she’d ever seen suggested that Junko was the smarter, more engaged, more charismatic, and more beautiful of the sisters, and Mukuro the weak-willed minion.

“I want to show you something, now,” the other Mukuro said. She looked away, ashamed for the pain she knew she’d soon cause to her sister. “And if you close your eyes or look away, then I’ll hurt one of your friends. I’ll start with, I don’t know, Taka. He’s too loud.”

“You said you wouldn’t kill anyone!”

“I said I wouldn’t kill anyone just to talk to you. But to fix you? To fill my sister with despair? I’ll drag them into that room one at a time, hold them over your helpless body, and slit their throats so you’re bathing in their blood. Asahina will be last.”

“Okay!” Mukuro said in a wild panic. “Okay, okay! I’ll watch!”

“Good,” Throne Mukuro said. “And… Just so we’re clear, what I’m going to show you is unaltered. Do you get it? Just the same way that Monokuma always tells you the truth about evidence, I am telling you this: what you’re going to see is as real as the bed you’re lying on, or the walls all around you, or the knife I’m holding right now. This is an absolute promise between sisters.”

After that, she tossed the clean knife into the air, caught it, and threw it at something unseen. There was a shunk as it hit some button or lever, and then—

The screen changed to grainy, soundless black-and-white security footage. A camera on a ceiling or high up on a wall had a good perspective of a long, empty hallway with doors on either side. This was a school, though definitely not Hope’s Peak.

Mukuro could only hear the sound of her own shallow breathing.

The camera switched to another hallway. This one wasn’t empty. There was a pile of dozens of students on the floor, all in matching uniforms. Their throats were cut or their bodies cleaved in two by someone with matchless efficiency and grace. Blood was everywhere, but the footage was only gray. None of the kids were older than fourteen, and most seemed closer to eleven or twelve. Given how none of them had gotten very far while running, they must have all been killed in seconds. Whoever could do this had to be one of the greatest knife fighters on Earth.

A haze pulled over Mukuro’s eyes. Pink, like blood. Somehow, some faraway web of locked-up memories opened. She knew what she was going to see next.

Another camera, another hallway. A group of students running in the same direction, screaming, stampeding over their weaker, fallen peers. So many terrified little children. In the distance, a woman with a knife.

No, a girl, barely older than the students. Her hair was black, and short.

She walked forward with an expert, measured gait, not bothering to run. The staticy footage wasn’t good enough to let a viewer see the finer details of her face or eyes, but it was perfectly obvious who it was.

Yes, the girl on the bed knew. It’s Mukuro.

Another camera switch. Ten or twelve panicking preteens flooded into a classroom, but there was no safety to be found. Mukuro stepped into the room, and they screamed for help or mercy. They found neither. The barest flick of her wrist, and the Ultimate Soldier cut them all down. It took less than a second. There was a brief hurricane of blood and gore, and then it all splattered to the floor, leaking or spreading everywhere. The bodies of children flew everywhere, then lay permanently still. Throughout it all, Mukuro looked completely emotionless. Then she left. The screen hanged on that image, and for a long time, the blood simply grew in a massive pool, until it engulfed half the classroom’s floor.

Then everything rewound until the moment where Mukuro had cut down the helpless, screaming kids, and paused. Throne Mukuro’s voice pierced the air.

“You sense it, don’t you?” she asked. “What I was feeling as I did this?”

On the bed, Mukuro knew the anticipation that the Mukuro of the past had felt, that she had thought only five words as she claimed her victims:

I hope this pleases Junko.

Even still, she didn’t know if she was reliving the past as Mukuro, or if she just understood her stupid, simplistic sister so well as Junko that she could read it all on her blank face.

At last, unable to help it, Mukuro shut her eyes and cried. Her cheeks were already sore from the last night, and they only grew worse the more she cried. Throne Mukuro watched her, and let her run out of tears.

“What are you feeling now, Junko?” she asked.

“You know what I’m feeling!” she screeched. “Despair, despair!”

She opened her eyes, but the room was dark.

 

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Hina’s dorm room looked exactly like Mukuro imagined it would. Medicine balls, resistance bands, dumbbells, gym bags, sneakers, and bathing suits were scattered everywhere across the desk, cabinets, and floor. If there was any organization, Mukuro couldn’t find it. By contrast, an exercise routine chart was carefully taped onto a back wall, with each day’s projected activities labeled in different colors. Since the Sakura trial, big red Xs were marked over each entry in erasable pencil, save the swimming laps they’d managed to do together.

Her fitness plans ruined, because of me…

The literal least of Mukuro’s lifetime of crimes. Just hours before, she’d had to watch herself (or perhaps her sister, but on her owe behalf) cut down dozens of little kids… Yet, she felt even worse as she scanned her friend’s lost exercise time, and then felt worse for daring not to have already felt as bad as possible after the school video.

And then she felt even worse than that.

The door to the bathroom unclicked and opened. Hina stepped out in a new set of clothing, briefly brushing her hair into its trademark curved ponytail.

The greatest mystery of Hope’s Peak has to be how she keeps it standing upward all day, every day.

Hina pumped a fist, then skipped over to the wheelchair her friend was still tied to.

“Mukuro,” she said, apologetically. “I’m sorry again for sleeping past the announcement.”

Mukuro—or maybe Junko—smiled weakly.

“It’s okay. We must have both just slept past it, right?”

“Yeah, but I’m trying to be as responsible as possible, so it totally won’t happen again.” She pulled open the door to the hallway, wheeled Mukuro outside, and closed and locked the room behind them. “I can tell you’re a little down again. Another bad dream?”

Mukuro grimaced.

“Yeah,” she lied.

“Let me guess. It’s about Junko, the worst person on Earth, right?” Hina shouted the middle part of the sentence as loudly as she could, ensuring that the nearby security camera would pick it up.

I wish it had been about Junko…

“Yeah,” Mukuro lied, again.

“Well, it’s okay. We’ll convince the others to let you go free again today, and we just won’t think about any of this.”

Not thinking about anything… That’d be nice.

There were only two things on Mukuro’s mind, of course: whether she should even think of herself as ‘Mukuro’ at all, and whether or not she still wanted to.

Hina said something earlier about a fresh start now that I have new memories… But even if I never regain my old ones, am I really still a new person?

She closed her eyes and felt the ropes tight upon her skin, upon her wrists, upon her neck. She wished they were tighter, tight enough to squeeze the life out of her, tight enough to make her feel the pain she’d caused so many others. If they’d been strangling the life out of her, she wouldn’t have minded. Instead, they were just a mild inconvenience, a minor indignity.

She was a criminal who’d gotten away with everything, and her only punishment was self-inflicted loathing and despair for crimes she couldn’t even feel genuine remorse for, since she had to be told of them by others.

And that’s the best-case scenario. Because if I’m Junko…

“Where is everyone?” Hina muttered.

Mukuro opened her eyes. She didn’t realize they’d entered the cafeteria.

“The clock on the wall says it’s 11 AM…” she said. “Everyone’s probably done with breakfast.”

“Yeah, but normally, someone’s still hanging out here, or in the hallways.”

She flipped around on her heels and made for the main school building. Before they could reach it, though, they heard Taka’s characteristic bellowing from another direction.

“Are they in the bathhouse?” Hina asked, confused.

“I think so.”

“But…”

Mukuro looked up, at least as well as she could. She was surprised to see that her friend looked hurt.

Hina rolled the wheelchair into the bathhouse as quickly as she could. Sure enough, seven faces greeted them: Byakuya, Celeste, Taka, Kyoko, Leon, Toko, and Hiro were seated or standing all over the entry room. Each of them looked over as the two new additions entered, and their expressions ranged from awkward faux-greetings to cold disdain.

Hina’s face turned completely red. Her eyes widened, and she stamped a foot at Byakuya and screamed.

“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me about a secret meeting!”

“H—how’d you even k—know about it, at all?!” Toko shot back.

“We heard Taka yelling from outside!”

Save Kyoko, everyone shot the Ultimate Moral Compass a very nasty glare. He smiled nervously, shrank back, and, for perhaps the first time in his life, said nothing.

“We weren’t really cutting you out of the loop, if that’s your concern,” Byakuya said, a little bored. “You just didn’t wake up on time, so we decided to start without you.”

“Oh, you’re such a liar, Byakuya!” Hina shook her head several times. “Mukuro and I are still part of the group! We still want to escape just as much as the rest of you!”

“Hina,” Celeste cooed. “We still have confidence in you, of course, but—”

“Oh, shut up! You forgave Sakura for being a spy, can’t you forgive Mukuro?”

“No.” Byakuya snapped, instantly. “What Mukuro did is much worse, and she’s still a threat, and you would recognize that if you didn’t blind yourself to it on purpose.”

“But you invited everyone else!”

“Ahhh, not exactly,” Hiro corrected. “There’s, uh, someone else we kinda ‘forgot’ to bring in…”

Mukuro had noticed it, too. Sayaka was completely absent.

“Where is she?” she asked.

“We don’t know,” Taka answered. “We agreed that her mental state has deteriorated unacceptably. Unfortunately, we don’t have a second person to tie her up and stay with her all day, so we decided to keep Hina assigned to you.”

“What?!” Hina yelled, even louder than Taka had been before. “You never talked to me about that!”

“It doesn’t matter,” Celeste said. “The vote was almost unanimous, anyway.”

‘Almost’ unanimous.

Mukuro’s eyes darted to Kyoko. The lavender-haired girl said nothing and didn’t look back at her, but it was obvious who the dissenting vote was.

Does that mean she thinks I’m not a threat, that Sayaka is a bigger threat, or that neither of us is a problem at all?

Hina crossed her arms. She was still absolutely furious.

“Well, now we’re here. So, tell us what we’re talking about.” No one responded. “Come on, guys! She’s not working for Junko!”

“W—we’re not really c—concerned about th—that, you idiot!” Toko bit her thumb. “We’re w—worried that she’s c—crazy and could k—kill us all in a m—minute without even trying!”

“Tell you what, Hina,” Byakuya said, a little more diplomatically than usual. “I actually have a job for you two, while we talk here.”

Hina steamed for a bit before responding.

“What is this ‘job?’”

“We’re going to be busy talking here for a while, which means none of us will be on the upper floors. Go up to there and explore them with Mukuro, you’re the only ones who haven’t seen them. You can untie her, as long as you stay with her the whole time. That’ll keep you out of our hair, and you can do whatever you want while we talk… Just don’t touch the poisons in the chem lab, or the air purifier in the physics lab.”

Hina glared at him as harshly as the others had at Taka.

“… Fine.” she said, at last. Her voice was dripping venom. “But you should still consider letting Mukuro into the group again, for real.”

“H—ha!” Toko sneered, and the corners of her lips pulled into a cruel smile. “Or w—would we be l—letting in Junko?”

The words hurt, of course, but the image of that girl in particular daring to smile…

It gave Mukuro an idea.

“Wait!” she asked. “Um… I want to talk to Jack.”

It was the first time since the trial that she’d really asked the others for something. A disquieting emotion ran through the room, affecting even Hina and herself. But Mukuro felt a sudden urgency to speak to the Ultimate Murderous Fiend, no matter the consequences, and no matter how it made Toko reel back and hatefully scowl.

“Why?” Kyoko asked.

“I need to ask her something. Something about her memories from before. Please!”

“N—no!” Toko quavered. “That’s like g—giving up my entire i—identity, I’ll never—”

“Do it.” Byakuya said.

She sneezed, and her whole face changed.

“Ohohoho, it’s time for everyone’s favorite serial killer!” Jack screeched. Her long tongue rolled out of her lips, and she pulled her hands to her sides and let loose one of her hideous cacklings. A second later, she stopped in mid-laugh and saw the discomfort on everyone’s faces. “Hm. Feels like I just walked into a funeral or something. Oh, oh! Lemme guess – the idol chick died?”

“Not yet.” Leon  muttered.

“Ha! Joke’s on you, I wouldn’t have cared that much if she did!” She jumped backwards and, impressively, landed in a sitting position on the counter in the back of the room. She leaned over to grab Byakuya’s shoulders, but he was too fast for her, and deftly stepped away.

“Oh, Master, you don’t have to play hard to get! You can just play hard!”

“Shut up.” he said. “It seems Mukuro has a question for you, Jack. Would you be so kind as to answer it?”

“For her? Nope! Kyeehaahaahaahaahaa! But… Since you’re asking, Master, I suppose I can make some time in my busy schedule.” She turned to the girl in question, casually leaning an arm over her knee. “Alright, Pukuro, what’s up? And it better not being about how I kill cute boys, ‘cause that’s a trade secret.”

“N—no…” Mukuro looked to the others, first. “Um… Can I please ask her alone?”

“No.” Byakuya said instantly.

“Why not?!” Hina demanded. “She has a right!”

“No, she doesn’t.” he answered. “Mukuro said she wanted to ask about what Jack’s memories. What happened to us before the killing game concerns everyone, and if there’s new information to be learned, then I want to know it. Besides, Hina, you may not have noticed this yet, so I’ll spell it out for you: we don’t trust her.”

Jack rolled her head up to the ceiling and again laughed uproariously.

“Oh man, oh man, oh man, oh man! Pukuro, how’s it feel that they trust a literal serial killer more than you?”

A little awful whine escaped Mukuro’s throat. She looked away, completely ashamed.

“Mukuro!” Byakuya demanded. “Ask your question, or get out.”

She nodded, then forced herself to face the serial killer in question once more.

“Jack,” she said. “You told us earlier that you can tell the difference between Junko and me on sight, and that I’m Mukuro… But are you absolutely, 100% sure that I am? Could you have maybe made a mistake? Just assuming that Junko could tattoo freckles onto her face, or something like that, so that you had to use our other facial features to separate us. Could Junko and I have grown to look more alike as we got older during high school? Could she have made herself look more like me – like Mukuro? I guess what I’m asking is… is there any doubt?”

She hadn’t meant to say that much, but once she’d started, it all just sort of came out. When she finished the question, the room was absolutely silent. Even Jack seemed to sense the seriousness of what was going on.

“… Hm.” she hummed. “It sounds like I woke up to something important here. Kyaha—”

“Answer the question, now.” Byakuya commanded. By his tone, he wanted to hear her response just as much as Mukuro did.

“Well, hm, hm, let me see, let me see. Falls a little outside my normal wheelhouse, but I may just be able to help you.” Jack suddenly jumped off the counter and landed on the wheelchair itself, her feet on top of Mukuro’s helpless hands, her hands on top of Mukuro’s helpless shoulders. She thrust her face not two inches away from Mukuro’s own, and those swirling red eyes felt like they could pierce a soul. Mukuro was face-to-face with madness and murder incarnate, and though she felt fear, none of it was Jack’s doing.

“Hmmmmmmmmmmmm,” Jack tapped Mukuro on the shoulders with either forefinger, once on the left, once on the right, once on the left, once on the right. “Hmmmm, hmmmmm, hmmmmmmmmm…”

“Well?!” Leon asked. “Get to it, already!”

“Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…”

“Stop drawing it out!” Hiro groaned. “We all wanna know!”

“Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm—”

“Jack!” Byakuya snapped. “Stop doing that.”

Mukuro was the only one who could actually see Jack’s eyes. Despite her crazy nature, it did seem like she was trying. Those inhumanly tiny black dots she called pupils darted from one piece of her face to another, from her nose to her eyebrows to her lips to her chin, drinking in the details of every feature. And Jack herself wasn’t smiling as much as normal. The others had underestimated how seriously she’d take the request.

Jack brought a hand to Mukuro’s chin, pushed her face to the side, and shoved her right eye almost on top of Mukuro’s left.

Then she jumped back, folded her hands in her lap, and smiled.

“Well, as the resident Mukuro Ikusaba expert, I’ve analyzed all of the available data here in the lab, and reached a conclusion!”

“What is it?” Kyoko asked.

“Sorry, I’ll need two-to-three weeks to summarize my findings in the form of a scientific paper, then another month or so to submit it to Murderers Monthly—”

“Goddammit!” Mukuro screamed. Her hands were shaking, despite the ropes. She could barely keep herself together. “Are you sure I’m the real Mukuro?!”

“Of course I’m not!”

The words stabbed Mukuro’s chest like a spear. It would have hurt less if Jack had just cut her throat right there.

“… what?” she squeaked.

“If you’d said nothing, and just asked me to look at ya, I’d have said you were Pukuro for sure. But you made a pretty compelling argument against yourself, there! If Junko had fake freckles on and tied down her boobs or something, then the only difference between you’d be the eye shape. I dunno how you could fool that, but if you could, then sure, she could imitate whoever she wants to, big eyes or not!”

Mukuro sucked in a raspy, horrible breath. Before she could cry out, Jack, who either didn’t notice or didn’t care, continued.

“Although, I’m still pretty sure you’re Pukuro. Kyahahaha! If Master gave me money and told me to bet on it for him, I’d still put the bucks on you being the Soldier and not the Fashionista.” She pulled out a pair of scissors and waved them at the wheelchair. “So, you’d better turn out to be the right one, or else I’ll look really stupid!”

Mukuro pressed her chin into her chest. Forcing back tears, she whispered.

“Please, Hina, let’s go.”

 

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Vaguely, Mukuro was aware that Hina led her on a walk through the third and fourth floors. She might have seen a big machine in a laboratory, perhaps she smelled some acrylics in an art room, there was something about a metal door no one could open… Things passed in front of her senses, before her eyes and her ears and her nose, but she didn’t really notice them anymore. Even her friend’s relentless optimism didn’t really register.

Junko Enoshima, the Ultimate Despair. It figured that she could make someone feel her namesake emotion without even being in the room… unless she’d been in the room the whole time.

At some point, Mukuro’s knees gave out. She fell backwards onto a short bench that her body might have known was there, though her conscious mind did not. Her eyes worked perfectly, but she had no idea where she was. She leaned back, covered her face with her arms, and for a long time, simply breathed.

“Mukuro?” Hina pressed. She’d been saying her name for a while now. “Are you okay?”

“… No.”

“Is there anything I can do?”

“… No.”

She heard her kneel down next to her on the floor.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“I just… I just want to know!” Mukuro pressed her palms onto her eyes. Every part of her felt like it was on fire. She just hurt so much. “I just want to know who I am! I can’t even properly feel guilt over what I’ve done, because I don’t even know what I did or if I did it or not! I feel, I feel like I’m being dragged down into a swamp of despair and disease and not-knowingness and I can’t grab anything to save myself! And I know it doesn’t help to feel this way, but every time I let myself feel anything else, it just gets even worse next time!”

“You’re not—”

“Don’t say I’m Junko! You don’t really know!” Mukuro pulled her hands away from her face, then looked right into Hina’s terrified, sympathetic eyes. “… But even if I’m not, even I truly am Mukuro, it doesn’t matter.”

“Why not?”

Mukuro didn’t respond. Instead, she looked away. There were many other benches around like the one she was on. They were arranged into several rows, and they faced a large stage at the back of the room. On top of it was a beautiful grand piano, the type used by the greatest professional musicians on Earth. A half-dozen floodlights on the ceiling stared down at the instrument. Behind it, a tremendous red-violet drape was drawn to cover the backstage.

“Mukuro, did something happen?”

“Listen.”

“Okay.”

“I’m not forgivable.” Mukuro stared deeply into Hina’s eyes. “I’ve done things that cannot be forgiven. Do you understand? I can feel regret, I can wish to take things back, but I’m not a redeemable person, and you shouldn’t treat me like your friend.”

Hina was horrified.

“Don’t you dare say that! Sakura thought you were a good person, and Sakura was the smartest, best person in the school!”

“Then she was wrong!” Mukuro squinted at Hina. “What if I told you that I remembered something in my dream? The one I told you about? I remembered killing a bunch of kids. No real reason, except that my sister told me to do it. Not that any reason would make it okay.”

“I—”

“What if I told you that I know, I know, that if Junko wiped Mukuro’s memory of betraying her, then just told her what happened, Mukuro would still willingly serve her, no questions asked? Because she’s just an obedient, insane murderer?”

“This is what Junko wants you to think!”

“Yes, but she’s still right!

Mukuro shifted onto her stomach, then buried her head in the crook of her elbow.

“No matter who I am, I’m an Ultimate Despair, and I didn’t get that title for no reason!”

She heard her friend crying, but Mukuro remained resolute… or maybe she was just too weak to confront anyone anymore. Either way, she kept her face firmly in the darkness of where her arm met the bench.

“Mukuro,” Hina asked. “Do you still want to help everyone?”

“Yes!” she wheezed. “Yes, but I—”

“Then help everyone.”

“You can’t just always be optimistic.”

“Why not?”

Mukuro shivered. It couldn’t be that simple. Nothing could be that simple.

“Do you think we’ll ever get out of here?” she asked.

The question just rolled off her tongue. Even Mukuro wasn’t sure where it came from; she’d barely given the subject any thought until just now. Jack had described the outside world as completely destroyed, to the point where they’d had to sequester themselves in the school in order to survive. Assuming she could be trusted, what would happen if and when Class 78 left the campus?

The others were all the greatest hopes of the world. The most talented young people on Earth, each of them individually destined for greatness; combined, theirs was a group with no match in potential or quality. Everyone could make use of their Ultimate skills and find a place in whatever society still remained. Hina, Leon, Hiro, Kyoko, Celeste, Taka, and Toko would all be fine (the last, assuming that Jack could be reined in, at least). Byakuya in particular would probably be king of the world before he turned thirty.

There might have been a place for the Ultimate Soldier once. She could have stood proudly alongside those other hopes for the future and helped inspire others… But she threw that all away so she could give herself fully to despair. Who was she to doubt that lifepath now, just because of a little thing like missing memories?

I wonder if I was ever normal, back before I was an Ultimate…

But given the fact that she’d run away from home to join a mercenary company, the answer to that had to be ‘no, you were always a freak.’ That was almost a comforting thought, the idea that Mukuro Ikusaba was doomed from the start. Was Junko also born that way, or did she get corrupted later?

“There’s no place left for me now,” she whispered, not having heard if Hina had answered. “At least, not outside of Hope’s Peak. A killing game is the only place I belong.”

“No!” Hina said. “You’ve got to have hope that things will work out in the end!”

Mukuro lifted her head up. She was about to respond with the opposite, that her life was nothing but a series of self-inflicted despairs, and that you can’t have hope without knowing what to hope for, and that wishing to be either of the Despair sisters was almost too much to bear. She would have said that her only ‘hope’ was that perhaps she could help the others escape, and thereby avoid what Junko had done to their five already dead friends.

Instead, her eye caught on a flash of blue on the stage. Hina frowned, and followed her gaze.

Sayaka was there, sitting on top of the piano, bobbing her head, kicking her legs, smiling emptily. She looked even worse for wear than she had the previous day. Later, Mukuro would realize that she’d been backstage the entire time.

The Ultimate Pop Sensation closed her eyes and threw her head back, laughing, laughing more insanely than even Genocide Jack could have ever hoped to match. It echoed through the room, basking and thriving in a place whose acoustics were designed for this very purpose, and the sound of her shrill, mocking hysterics bore in from all directions. It was an unholy noise, something profane and otherworldly that no human should have ever heard, let alone been able to make, and it froze both girls to their bones. She could have kept laughing for a thousand years, and Mukuro and Hina would have stayed right where they were, too petrified and awed to even conceive of moving.

And then she stopped.

Her head was still thrown back, her eyes still fixed on the ceiling lights. Her mouth was still open in a wide, crazy smile. Her unwashed, uncombed hair still hung in the air. She looked as if she was still in the midst of the wildest, greatest joke of her life, except that she was as animate as a statue.

Then she jumped down to the stage. Her gleeful blue eyes trained on the pair, and they spoke the language of misery and despair that only an Ultimate Despair could understand:

I know what you’re feeling and why, they screamed. And I feel it, too.

She raised a hand above and behind her head, then waved to an imaginary audience, rather than the two girls who were actually there. She pantomimed holding a microphone, and with all the excitement and grace of a true idol concert, struck one of her practiced cutesy poses and beamed.

“This one is for a certain girl out there in the crowd!” she cried, and winked at where a camera would have been. “She knows who she is!”

She leapt backward, pirouetted, and brought the imaginary microphone to her lips.

Oh, oh, oh

Hey there, hey there

The bell rings

It’s time for an invasion

Suffering and despair

That’s really our persuasion

Oh, oh, oh

Hey there, hey there

Hey, Junko, hey, we’re the Ultimate Despair

Which one’s which

Why bother to compare?

‘Corpse Warblade,’ one of us is named

For trapping us in hell

She feels slightly ashamed

So, hey, it’s all cool!

We should forgive and just hold hands

She feels bad about it

So, your pity, it demands!

Oh, oh, oh

Hey there, hey there

Can you forgive the earth for quaking

When it kills all you’ve ever known?

What if it starts crying

Now that you both feel alone?

Hope is dead

And it’s never coming back!

Despair can do anything

Except keep her game on track!

And why’d they do this all

Why’d they kill our friends?

Well, who really cares?

Corpse Warblade wants to make amends!”

Notes:

* Just throwing this out there: the incestuous love Mukuro has for her sister and the 'undersized chest' insults are part of their canon relationship, in both the anime and Danganronpa IF. I didn't make any of that up, that is 100% canon. I actually almost included more stuff about their relationship from the anime before I decided it was too racy. I don't like the anime at all, and I did not intend for it to have so much influence over this fic. I'm actually shocked at myself for bringing it up so often.

* The "Mukuro school attack" video is taken from Killer Killer. Sorry if you haven't read that, I guess that counts as a spoiler? But the only thing anyone talks about regarding Killer Killer is how Mukuro shows up as a surprise and stabs a bunch of kids, so if you've even heard of that manga, then you already know the only thing about it anyone cares about.

* I'll also just throw this out there for anyone who likes speculating on stuff, because I saw a lot of that last chapter, and I like seeing people guessing at what will happen. I'm not going to use anything from Killer Killer again, except that incident in the middle school (the relevant part is already in this chapter), and I'm not going to use anything from V3 aside from silly cheeky references. Like, at one point earlier, Mukuro thought about being the Ultimate Assassin hiding in her room, only to be lured out by a boy. I might do something like that again, but any plot elements unique to V3 aren't going to show up here. I don't want to say anything about V3 more specific than that since it would be spoilery, though I can't possibly imagine anyone would read Danganronpa fanfics without having played all three of the main games. Basically, if you've played V3, you'd know why its plot elements aren't showing up in a DR1 fanfic.

* Let me just say this about writing Genocide Jack: Jack comes up with nicknames for everyone, but she only uses a handful in canon, like Big Mac for Makoto. Mukuro into Pukuro was an easy move. Unfortunately, it's impossible to make an insulting nickname for Junko because it just happens to already start with an English word that means trash. What are the goddamn odds of that?

* I wonder if I should have just called her Genocider Syo. Normally, I only ever use official translations for stuff, but I'll admit I do sort of like the name more than Jack. I also completely cut the "They should call me Genocide Jill" element of her character. I did that for a reason, though. It doesn't really add anything to the story and she drops it in Ultra Despair Girls anyway. Was that a thing in Japanese, too? Is Syo a male name, and she wants to be called something else, and that's why they translated it that way? I have no idea and I'm not looking it up.

* I tried to replicate actual idol song lyric patterns with Sayaka's song, but I don't listen to idol music at all. I looked up a few of the most popular songs and tried to imitate that, but I know my work's less than perfect.

* I'm not sure I made the right call in cutting the last chapter short. I feel like having two meetings between the Mukuros in a single chapter might have been an error, but once I made the decision to cut the last one short, there was no way around it. C'est la vie.

Chapter 22: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Daily Life 3

Summary:

Mukuro learns more and more about her classmates, Junko, and Hope's Peak... but everything has a price, including knowledge.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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It was late at night, at least according to the clock, and the cafeteria was empty but for two girls. Hina sat on a table, kicking her legs childishly into the air, and Mukuro was still restrained in her wheelchair. A half-eaten plate of green-and-yellow salad sat in the first girl’s lap. Every few seconds, she stabbed at it with a fork, twisted, and pulled up some semi-appetizing piece of lettuce-and-dressing. After a moment’s inspection to ensure it wouldn’t fall apart, she raised it to Mukuro’s lips, who accepted it and smiled as well as she could.

Even now, even burdened by all of this despair and misery, Mukuro was still too self-conscious to be fed in front of anyone else. She was thankful the others weren’t around.

“I think Byakuya has some kind of secret plan,” Hina said in a gossipy tone. She poked her cheek with her tongue, and tapped at the wheelchair with her foot. “Not sure what it is, though.”

“Yeah,” Mukuro nodded as well as she could, very sullenly. There was a leafy piece of something caught between her teeth, but she didn’t care. Her mind was still half-on Sayaka’s song. For all the talk about how idols can’t really sing, and that they’re all autotuned or something, those words still stuck in her mind. “He definitely does. Secret from us, and probably from Junko, too.”

“He’s such a—”

“Don’t.” Mukuro sighed. “If he can get everyone out without anyone else dying, then him being a jerk about it is fine.”

“Hmph! You’re way too understanding.”

A crazed blue-haired idol flashed through Mukuro’s mind, singing that evil, mocking tune.

“‘Corpse Warblade,’ one of us is named / For trapping us in Hell, she feels slightly ashamed / So hey, it’s all cool! We should forgive and just hold hands!”

Mukuro’s heart stuttered. She’d have grabbed at her chest if she could.

I wouldn’t forgive someone who’s done the things the Ultimate Despairs have done, and yet I’m the one who’s too understanding?

Was it greedy to hope that somehow, Mukuro just accidentally died, and no one would be held responsible?

“I can’t believe what Sayaka did up there,” Hina muttered.

“Don’t…” Mukuro rasped, very weakly. She felt like she deserved this pain, but greedy or not, she just couldn’t tolerate it any longer. “Please…”

“O—okay!” Hina stammered. She reached out a hand and gripped the side of the wheelchair, and thought hard for a moment. “Uh… Um… Oh, swimming! I didn’t get to teaching you how to swim better yet! We’ll do that later, for sure!”

Water…

Mukuro swallowed. Swimming was okay to talk about. She was only a soldier.

I’ve probably never drowned anyone… Probably.

 

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The next hour passed by without incident. Mukuro would have even enjoyed it, had she allowed herself to. Always, she kept a barrier between herself and genuine pleasure. She didn’t deserve it.

Nevertheless, this was still the best time she’d had all day. Somehow, the conversation turned to diving, rather than specifically swimming, but it turned out that Hina knew everything about that subject, too. She talked a mile a minute about every conceivable intricacy of the subject, leaving Mukuro barely any time to respond – which was completely fine. Truthfully, the Ultimate Soldier barely paid attention. It was just nice to have someone who wasn’t judging her, nice to have someone talk about something completely unrelated to killing games, identity crises, and evil twins.

Evil twins… Such a stupid cliché.

“Yeah,” Hina rambled on. “So, if you surface too quickly, all these weird gases turn into bubbles in your bloodstream, and it makes you feel super awful, like you just ate so much you want to explode. Once, I went diving with my brother Yuta, and he didn’t listen to me, and he was rolling around on the boat for an hour afterward. Did you know, there was a guy during World War II whose submarine crashed underwater at a depth of 170 meters, and he broke a world record for fastest surfacing when he escaped without any gear. That almost killed him, and then he had to swim to the nearest island.” She crossed her arms and smiled, making no secret of her jealousy. “Even I’ve never done anything like that before!”

She seems so ditzy, but when she’s passionate about something, Hina’s actually kind of smart…

For a little while, the worst of Mukuro’s problems melted away. She would never let herself enjoy anything again, but the rest of the world seemed almost normal. It was…

Almost nice.

At length, even Hina grew tired of their gossiping. She glanced at the clock on the wall and gasped.

“Oh, man, it’s almost ten o’clock! We should get going.”

They rolled out of the cafeteria exactly as the nighttime announcement played. As Monokuma’s awful, screeching voice echoed in the halls, the two made for the dorm rooms.

By pure chance, they stumbled into someone just walking out of the warehouse. Mukuro turned her head as well as she could, and saw a certain guitar-loving redhead. In his hands, he carried an unused roll of duct tape and, oddly, ten circular pocket mirrors, the kind a stereotypical teenage girl would use to apply makeup while chatting to her friends. There were a million of those in the warehouse for anyone to take, but…

Why the hell does Leon have those?

Mukuro didn’t realize it, but even her self-loathing was swept away by curiosity.

The Ultimate Baseball Star kicked the warehouse door shut behind himself, turned, and jumped back when he realized he had company. His eyes darted between the two girls, each of them sitting or standing perfectly still and staring at him blankly. For a long while, no one said a word.

“Hi, Leon…” Hina said, very awkwardly.

“… Heya.”

“You, uh, need those mirrors for something?”

Leon looked down to the mirrors, then smiled nervously. He was sweating.

“These aren’t for me. They’re for…” His eyes seemed to glaze over for a second. “Toko.”

“Really.” Mukuro said. It wasn’t a question.

“She needed five mirrors, so I’m… delivering them to her.”

Mukuro looked back down to his hands. So did Hina.

“You have ten mirrors, though.”

Thick, salty sweat poured down his brow.

“Well, duh,” His plastic smile grew, and he did his best approximation of a scoff. “Five for Toko, five for Jack.”

The air grew even stiller.

“Weeeeeeeeeelp,” he said, and edged along the wall past them. “Think I’ll just be heading out to my room, now.”

“With the mirrors?” Hina asked.

“With the mirrors.” he confirmed.

He scurried away a second later, and disappeared past a turn in the hallways with the tape and the mirrors.

“Mukuro,” Hina whispered, a little frightened. “He’s totally not planning… you know, right?”

Mukuro scrunched up her face. Duct tape probably had a million possible uses for a murder scheme, but hand mirrors? It was hard to imagine any way to kill a person with a hand mirror that needed nine extra ones.

“I doubt it,” she said. “But even if he was, he probably won’t be anymore, since we just saw him.”

Hina sucked in her teeth.

“Monokuma said that you can kill two people, and… No. No!” She pulled her hands into fists. “I’m letting him get to me. I absolutely trust everyone here, at least enough that they won’t kill anyone.”

But as they wheeled through the quiet, empty hallways, both girls watched the shadows Leon had entered. Hina’s hand edged toward her friend’s, ready to pull on a knot and release her at any second. And despite all of her earlier protests, Mukuro didn’t argue.

Nothing happened.

They unlocked the Ultimate Soldier’s door just as uneventfully as they had the previous few days. Mukuro twisted her head around one last time as far as she could, watching for a flash of white clothes or red hair, just to be safe. Leon was absent, but in the corner of her eye, she caught just an instant of blue.

“Here!” Hina declared, and slammed the door shut before Mukuro could say anything. “Tomorrow, we’ll swim, and maybe learn more about Byakuya’s stupid plans.”

Mukuro’s eyes instantly went to the monitor hanging from the ceiling. Her heart started pumping harder just at the sight of it.

I could destroy it easily… But Monokuma might punish Hina. Even if he doesn’t, it’ll be fixed quickly, for sure…

“Hina,” she said. “Could you please sleep with me again, tonight? … Maybe until things get better?”

“Sure!” Hina got to work on the ropes. “In fact, I was going to offer to.” She smiled, a little sadly. “Heh… That night, with Sayaka and Leon and Makoto, when you stopped the first murder before it could happen… That night, Sakura and I were sleeping in the same room, ‘cause I was worried.”

Mukuro nodded, this time easily, since the ropes were off.

Sakura helped her that night, and it’s the least she can do to emulate that for me, now…

The idea that Mukuro’s weakness actually made Hina feel better, since it gave her the opportunity to embody Sakura’s strength in some small way, was almost comforting. At the very least, it meant that Mukuro could still serve a purpose for someone she cared about, even tied-up, helpless, and despairful.

Hina bound her to the bed, this time not spread-eagle, turned off the lights, and climbed up onto the sheets next to her, still in her normal clothes. She yawned messily, and fell asleep in less than a minute.

“Night…” she mumbled, and wisps of saliva snapped between her lips.

There was still just enough light to see by. Mukuro’s eyes trained on the monitor. The screen was wholly black, but it threatened to flicker to life at any moment. She waited, forcing herself not to shake, waiting for her doppelganger to appear.

Despite everything, she still wanted to be Mukuro, not Junko. Even if it didn’t make any sense, even if Mukuro was just as bad as her sister, this was the only thing she desired, besides the safety of her friends. Not to escape, not to stop feeling all of this despair, not even to magically bring back Makoto and undo her many sins.

She’d trade anything, if only she could be Mukuro Ikusaba.

Sleep claimed her at some point, but her sister never appeared.

 

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Mukuro’s eyes flit up to the clock on the wall: 10:14 AM. She yawned.

The laundry room was very stuffy. It was always a little more humid than the rest of the school, and the air always felt like it was pressing down a little more than it did anywhere else, but for some reason, today was especially bad.

Hina busily stuffed red jacket after red jacket into a machine on the far end. She said nothing, but she seemed otherwise in good spirits. Truth be told, even Mukuro was not quite as paranoid and miserable as she normally was. A single night without Junko’s appearance (at least, hopefully it was Junko) was almost enough to clear her head of worry. She almost had to consciously make herself feel bad.

I wonder if the person I was before, that Mukuro, could have stood a day without Junko…

She must have, if she’d run off to join a mercenary group for years. But somehow, she knew in her heart that the true Mukuro, whomever that was, had thought about her sister every day while separated.

Hina finished with the machine, turned it on, and stretched for a few seconds.

“Maaaaaan, Mukuro! I don’t know how you can stand being tied up like that! I just have to keep myself active all the time or I’ll go crazy!”

Behind her, a flurry of red-and-white clothes swirled behind a circular pane of glass, and the room filled with a deep rumbling. Hina looked almost excited as she jumped up and down, then punched the air. After that, she grabbed the handles of Mukuro’s wheelchair with a little more energy than was actually necessary.

“I’ve got a great idea,” she chirped, clearly very happy.

“What is it?”

They rolled out of the room and into the considerably better-ventilated hallways. Fresh air rushed against Mukuro’s exposed skin.

“Well,” Hina started. “It’s—Oh!”

Across the way, they saw Byakuya just exiting the cafeteria. For once, a certain Ultimate Writing Prodigy was nowhere to be seen.

I wonder where she is…

He noticed them at the same time, and stopped in his tracks. His eyes locked on Hina’s.

“I can see you have something to say to me.” He rolled his eyes. “I suppose I might as well hear it.”

“Sure, then!” Hina replied, her voice set and absolutely certain. “I’m gonna take Mukuro back up to the pool today, ‘cause we can’t spend all day, every day down here.” She barreled on before he could refuse her. “But! I’m also gonna take her to the library, so we can grab some books for when we are stuck down here.”

The ends of Byakuya’s lips pulled into a cruel, mocking smile.

“I had no idea you knew how to read, Hina.” he said, calmly. “Is Goodnight Moon your favorite, or are you up to The Very Hungry Caterpillar yet?”

“Ugh! What’s your problem, Byakuya?!”

“… Are you serious?” He waved a hand at Mukuro. “You need to face reality. In a best-case scenario, your friend there helped trap us in a death game, rebelled against it only because her sister turned against her, might very well turn against us again if her memories are returned, and is extremely shortsighted and emotional even if she wouldn’t.”

“Mukuro’s not shortsighted!”

THAT’S the part you disagree with?

“Hina… Killing Hifumi like that was an idiotic move. He was already dead no matter what happened. Being able to walk away after killing someone was an irreplaceable resource. Someone clearheaded would have left Hifumi to his fate, but she squandered it on pity, of all things.” Hina’s entire face turned red. He turned away before she could shoot back, but kept talking. “Tch. Go up the to the second floor, then. Stay with her, like before. But you don’t need to let her out of the wheelchair to visit the library.”

He was gone a moment later.

“I can’t believe him!” she said.

Mukuro shut her eyes. Despair crushed her from all directions. She deserved it, and so it felt almost good.

She wanted to feel this way.

Hina harumphed, and they made for the main school building’s stairs. On the way, they passed Hiro, who was playing with a crystal ball, Celeste, sipping tea near the student store, and Kyoko, who was just leaving the gym, deep in thought. All of them greeted the two politely, but said nothing substantial.

Hina pulled off the ropes, Mukuro hauled the wheelchair up the stairs, and they entered the now-familiar second floor hallways.

“Let’s do the library first,” Hina said.

“Then tie me back up.”

“Oh, come on! That’s ridiculous! We’ll only be in there for a minute”

Mukuro sat back down on the chair, and closed her eyes.

“If someone else is in there, I don’t want them complaining that we broke the rules. And… I deserve it, anyway.”

Hina pursed her lips, but obeyed. A few minutes later, they rolled into the library, only to find that it was empty anyway.

It felt like it had been a million years since Mukuro had been in this room. Shelves overburdened with every type of book imaginable greeted them from every direction, save the one they came. A desk in the center was covered with stacks of barely-organized tomes, each as thick as an arm. Ancient, musty dust filled the air, and Hina sneezed twice as they quickly gazed over the scene.

“Okay!” she said. She kicked the entry door closed and parked Mukuro’s wheelchair next to it. “What type of book do you like?”

“Do you mean… ‘genre?’”

“Uh… yeah! Obviously, that’s what I meant!”

Even Mukuro couldn’t help smiling at her friend’s nervous insistence, and obvious lie, that she’d known such a basic word.

“Well, I guess I don’t really know.”

“Oh, yeah, the amnesia. Jeez, it feels like I’ve known you for so long that I don’t even think about that. Okay! Then, the only solution is to grab a book from every genre, and see which ones you like the most!”

“That… actually makes complete sense.”

Hina set her hands on her hips and beamed with pride. A second later, she turned away and skipped over to a shelf that was especially full.

“Hm… Oh! Oh! Toko writes romance novels, right? I bet they’ve got some here. Hm…” She scanned a few rows. “‘So Lingers the Ocean, by Toko Fukawa.’ Um, ‘linger’ means ‘wait,’ right?”

Mukuro was about to respond when she felt a rush of air behind her back. The door had creaked open, but only just barely. In the corner of her eye, she saw the same flash of blue she had the previous night.

A skinny, pale hand pulled over her mouth. Mukuro tried to yell, but she was a second too slow, and the hand held some kind of white cloth. For a second, she feared it was laced with who-knows-what, but she breathed in reflexively, and tasted only normal air.

The hand pulled at Mukuro with all its strength, and—

It was actually pretty weak. Pathetically weak, even. Weaker than any of the boys, weaker than Toko, weaker probably even than Celeste.

Mukuro knew who it was, of course. Her instinct was to bite down, but she repressed it. She remembered the time she’d given into her instincts in the gym with Sakura, and almost kicked a spear through Hiro’s face. And this person here and now was so weak physically that she feared causing permanent damage, even through the cloth, and so frail mentally that—

Maybe I’m not one to talk of others’ mental weakness…

The door slid open slightly, just wide enough for the wheelchair, and Mukuro felt herself pulled through and into the hall. Despite everything, she still fought against the ropes, but it was a hopeless endeavor.

Another hand grabbed at the library door and pulled it almost closed, though it remained slightly ajar. Then, her captor flipped around the wheelchair until they were face-to-face. Her hands, so tiny and feeble, pressed on the two infinitely stronger, but restrained, ones tied to the chair. Dark bags hung under her beautiful blue eyes. They’d only grown in the time since Mukuro had seen her last. Her bangs were fraying, too. Sayaka had always swept hers to the left so that most of her forehead was hidden behind them, but now they grew in all directions, and the tiny dots of her pupils were half-invisible. Her teeth clattered sometimes, and at random moments, some kind of low whining noise rose out of her throat. It was only audible this close, but her lips, if closed, bubbled for a second whenever it happened.

“He died because of you.”

Mukuro didn’t have to ask whom she meant. She closed her eyes. She tried to shake her head.

“His luck…”

“Not that.” Sayaka whispered. Her voice still had that airy quality to it, but it sounded like she was trying, for the first time in a while, to focus enough to really talk, to have a meaningful conversation. Her eyes watered, and she pressed a finger onto Mukuro’s nose. “Though, also that. If he was really lucky, it would have been you who dropped the book. It should’ve been you.”

The blood drained from Mukuro’s face. She nodded. It was nothing she hadn’t thought herself, before.

“Why wasn’t it you?” Sayaka asked, desperately. “Why? Why? Why?”

“If I really am the Ultimate Lucky Student, then maybe me dying now, in this way, is the way that will save the most people. And… I still don’t want to die, but I do want to save people.”

It felt like months since Makoto had said those words, but they came to mind so clearly. She opened her mouth to repeat them, but the look in Sayaka’s eyes said that she’d already thought of them, too. There was no point.

“But that’s not what I meant, when I said he died because of you.” the other girl said. “I meant, you have all this power,” She poked Mukuro’s restrained upper arms. Her finger was ice against the exposed muscle. “All this skill and fighting ability. You were as good as Sakura! And you… did nothing.” She laughed, hoarsely. “You did nothing. Sakura was Monokuma’s spy, and she still tried to save Makoto. But you…”

Mukuro sobbed. She babbled out a few words between the tears:

“If I’d known I was the Ultimate Soldier!” she cried. “If I’d known I could have fought!”

“But you diiiiiiiidn’t!” Sayaka laughed, again more sharply. “Do you remember? Do you remember what he did right after saying that he hoped more of us would live this way?”

Mukuro’s brow furrowed. She tried to bring it to mind, but she’d been in so much distress at that moment, she could barely think of anything else.

“Sayaka,” Makoto said. “I don’t blame you for anything. But I need you to do me a favor.”

She nodded, just barely. He leaned down and whispered something into her ear. She burned red, then looked away. She couldn’t stand.

“Do you know what he said to me?” Sayaka whispered. “Do you know?”

Mukuro shook her head as much as she could. She was still crying. Her cheeks were on fire with the tears, but she wanted to know.

“I’ll tell you,” the broken idol giggled. “If you answer a question for me.”

Mukuro nodded.

“The last thing he whispered to me was this: ‘Don’t blame Mukuro, please be friends with her.’”

Despite everything, Mukuro smiled. That was so like Makoto.

“But I do blame you,” Sayaka wheezed. Tears poured down her face, but she was also smiling. “I hate you. I wanted to make it up to him. I wanted him to forgive me for what I did that night, I wanted things to go back to the way they were… I knew him for years, but I still hurt him!” Her bloodshot eyes went wide with rage, and she pushed her face close to Mukuro’s. They were almost touching. “If he’d only lived, if I’d only gotten him out of the trial, even against his will!”

“I’m sorry…”

“No, you’re not!” Sayaka snarled. “You’d save the others over him, again!”

Mukuro looked away in shame. She wasn’t sure that was true, but she dared not deny it.

“But… I know it doesn’t make sense!” Sayaka stammered.

For the first time, the soldier looked, really looked into the idol’s eyes, looked past her shattered demeanor and her self-hate, useless rage, and the obvious insanity consuming her.

She saw a weak girl there, barely more than a child, swallowed by the same ocean of despair drowning herself. Two lost souls, victims of the same dark torrent of emotion. She saw that same brilliant potential that shone in every student of Hope’s Peak, smothered out by despair, helpless to right itself above the waves.

“Sayaka…” she breathed.

“I know it doesn’t make sense!” Sayaka repeated. Her voice broke several times. She was on the verge of screaming. “I know you didn’t do anything wrong! I know no one did anything wrong! Even in Hifumi’s trial, when I tried to convince the others you did it, I didn’t understand what I was doing! But I still hate you! I still blame you! I can’t help it, I can’t help it!” She grabbed at her temples and shook her head, groaning in agony. “I don’t want to help it anymore, I don’t know why I’m even fighting, I want to just accept it all and give in and feel nothing but—my question.” One of her eyes twitched. “Answer my question!”

“What is it?” Mukuro asked, terrified.

“What is it like to be an Ultimate Despair?” Shakily, Sayaka moved her hands onto Mukuro’s again. “Is it just that you’re an Ultimate, and you always feel miserable and hateful? Or is there more to it?”

“Sayaka, please, don’t…”

“Tell me!” She pressed a hand onto Mukuro’s cheek. Her skin was like winter. “Tell me, tell me, tell me!”

Even Mukuro didn’t know why she said what she did.

“I don’t know what they do…”

“They?” Sayaka’s eyes went wide. Mukuro could see the blood vessels underneath the sclerae. “There are… more than just two?”

“I don’t know how many more…” she rasped. “But I think… they worship my sister?”

“Junko…” Sayaka breathed. Her eyes unfocused, and the tears ceased to flow, and she nodded absently to herself. “Yes, Junko…”

She stepped away, wobbling around in a daze, no longer paying Mukuro any attention. A few seconds later, she was gone.

The door to the library flew open.

“Mukuro!” Hina cried. “What happened to you?! How’d you get outside?”

Mukuro didn’t reply. She couldn’t.

Sayaka was in so much pain. More than Makoto had been, more than Hifumi, perhaps even more than Mukuro herself. All she’d ever wanted was to save her friends from Junko’s machinations, and now they were all dead, and so was Makoto. Hina spoke often of Mukuro redeeming herself in the others’ eyes, of fixing things and proving she was a good person inside… but even that measure of absolution was denied to Sayaka. The only people who could forgive her were all dead.

How could I have gone all this time without understanding her?

“I… rolled backward…” she whispered, not knowing why she lied.

Hina looked back to the door, which had been mostly closed just a moment before. She pursed her lips, debating whether or not to call Mukuro on the blatantly obvious.

At last, she turned back to her friend, nodded, and took her back into the library.

Minutes passed as Hina assembled more books, mostly in silence. After a while, Mukuro’s emotions calmed a little. The idol’s pained expression still danced in the corners of her sight, but a certain thought came to the soldier:

I can’t tell if she wants to kill anyone, anymore.

Way back, Mukuro foiled Sayaka’s plan to kill Leon simply by knowing that she was planning to hurt someone. After that, it had been clear that she no longer held any killing intent, and things had seemed alright for a while.

Now, though, her feelings were in as much flux as Mukuro’s own. Even when the soldier had been completely at her mercy, it didn’t even occur to her that Sayaka might be dangerous in a physical sense.

“Hina…” she said, not thinking.

The other girl twisted around, blinked, and shot Mukuro a kindhearted smile.

“Yeah?”

“Um… Could you do me a favor?”

“Sure! Anything.”

“If I’m not around… please, don’t go near Sayaka.”

Hina made no indication of it, but Mukuro knew that she understood.

 

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Mukuro groaned, and shook her head ruefully from side to side. Swimming with Hina had been a fine idea. Competing with Hina had been an act of insanity.

Her eyes were closed, and she genuinely wasn’t sure she had the strength left to open them. She pressed up against the side of the pool, wading and letting her legs float loosely in the water. If the pool had had tides, she would have washed out to sea and never been found again.

Every one of her muscles was either on fire or felt like jelly. Even her eyelids felt like she’d overused them. Mukuro was strong, easily the strongest student left now that Sakura was gone, but three-odd hours of competition in the water had put to rest any ambition she had of stealing that Ultimate Swimming Pro title.

Hina sat on the edge of the pool, very nearby, probably smiling to herself. All that ‘working through her pent-up energy,’ and she was barely even winded. Somehow, even after hours of swimming, that ridiculous hair spike-meets-ponytail stayed in shape. Another secret of her talent, perhaps. Mukuro was too exhausted to care about that, but even her ability to worry in general had been lost to the rippling waves.

How can I carry all this despair, with arms too tired to carry anything?

She snorted, and regretted the movement instantly. Now her shoulders were crying out in agony – but it was a fun, happy type of pain, and she was too worn down to keep up that barrier that separated herself from happiness. Perhaps she would regret letting herself feel this way later, but for now, the world seemed to almost make sense. Byakuya might have been right to call her emotionally volatile; not a few hours earlier, she was certain she’d never stop hurting.

“Stop, stop!” she groaned.

“Oh?”

Hina laughed, kicked up some water, and kindly set So Lingers the Ocean on the top of a growing pile.

“I guess you’re not a fan of Toko’s work, then?”

“I mean, I can tell it’s well-written,” Mukuro conceded. “But I don’t want to hear mushy romantic stuff. It’s just not for me.”

“Heheh, better not tell her that.”

“Why, do you like it?”

Hina shrugged.

“I’m not really a… book person in general. But don’t tell Byakuya that!”

She reached over for another novel from the yet-unread pile. It was much shorter than the pile of books Mukuro had so far dismissed. Most of them, they’d read less than half a page of. For a few of them, mostly sci-fi and fantasy stuff that seemed more aimed at people like Hifumi, they’d read only a few sentences.

“Okay,” Hina chirped. The book in her hands had a cover with a bloodshot eye. “This one’s called… The Eye-Scream Killer. It’s a mystery.”

“Not a very clever title,” Mukuro mused.

“Really? I thought it was smart!”

Mukuro pursed her lips, and forced herself not to laugh at her friend’s expense. It was a good thing her eyes were still closed, or else she might have looked over and smirked. As it was, she let Hina’s voice take her away.

It was five o’clock on a cold, windy morning in London. An empty, rocky road led to the boarding platform at Sinamon. Alongside it stood the train grandly known as the Vanilla Express…”

Mukuro had dismissed entire novels for less than three sentences’ worth of content. So far, she wasn’t offended. Hina’s voice bubbled with excitement over how they’d made it ten seconds in without a problem.

It wasn’t long before the crux of the novel was presented: a train of fifty people cut off from the rest of the world, a woman whose eyes were cut out, boiled, and unknowingly consumed by the wealthiest passengers as part of a dessert, and a list of suspects that numbered a doctor, a priest, an athlete, and a scientist.

“It’s the priest.” Mukuro said in the middle of a paragraph. They were only ten pages in.

“How do you know?”

“I just do.” She didn’t move at all, except her lips. “I’ll bet you anything that the doctor gets blamed until he’s murdered, and then they think it’s the scientist until the last second.”

Mukuro didn’t open her eyes, but she could hear Hina flip through the pages to the last chapter. There was silence for a little bit, and then Hina made a very gruff grunting noise.

“… Maybe you read this book in the past, and you’re remembering its plot subconsciously?”

“Maybe,” Mukuro agreed. “But that’s because I just like mystery stories.”

She’d meant to say that as a possibility, that she might like mystery novels… but instead, it came out very confidently. She wasn’t sure if that boded well or poorly, but even with her eyes closed, she could tell Hina was delighted that they’d dredged up one of Mukuro’s forgotten interests.

“Yeah!” The Ultimate Swimming Pro clapped her hands together. She probably pumped her fists as well, though Mukuro couldn’t see. “You were pretty good in the trials. So, we’ll pick some more up after the pool.”

Mysteries… I suppose it makes sense. Junko and I set up an entire mystery-investigation-trial sequence for this game. We must both have some kind of affection for it.

“Okay,” she breathed, and let the water take her away.

 

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Hina wheeled Mukuro out of the changing room and into the hallway. It was well after the vaguely defined dinnertime the students set, and someone downstairs had surely prepared a meal. There would be leftovers waiting for them.

Too bad we don’t have an Ultimate Cook… Although, who knows? Maybe he’d be quick to start killing, anyway.

Both girls still had wet hair, and a little bit of moisture still clung to their bodies. Mukuro could feel the slight dampness between her delicate, tired body and her clothes, or between her skin and the ropes, but she said nothing. It would dry off soon enough, and she was still sore from an entire day spent exercising.

Just before they made for the library, they saw a quick flash of white on the stairwell coming down from the third floor. It paused for a second, and more clearly turned into the form of Kiyotaka Ishimaru. He didn’t jump back when he saw them, but he did look surprised. He was carrying something small and pink in his hands.

“Aoi, Mukuro,” he said at once. At least he didn’t seem scared. “I am certain you both remained in the pool area all day, correct?”

“That’s right,” Hina said. “Except when we picked up some books from the library.” She motioned to the small pile of novels on Mukuro’s lap.

“Good, good.”

Taka slipped a hand into his uniform, then removed his logbook. Impressively, he managed to scribble down their activities for the day with a hand holding both a pen and the pink object.

That pink thing…

“Taka,” Mukuro asked. “Why do you have Kyoko’s camera?”

Taka’s eyebrows shot up. He whipped the logbook and pen back into his uniform, then examined the gaudy pink camera a few times.

“Er… That is…” He tapped a foot on the ground for a few seconds, clearly lost for words. After a while, he made a fist and shouted, very needlessly, back at the girls. “Hmph! I am under no obligation to answer that question!”

“I didn’t say you were… I was just curious.”

Taka scowled, probably more at himself than at Mukuro. Then he sighed, rather guiltily.

“Ah, you don’t deserve me being angry at you. You didn’t do anything wrong. I’m sorry, Mukuro, but I still can’t tell you why I have this camera. Please understand.” He moved for the staircase back to the ground floor, then paused for a second. He turned back to Mukuro, and nodded. “For whatever it is worth, I think you did the right thing with Hifumi.”

“You mean, exposing him in the trial?”

“No, that’s not what I meant.” In a very uncharacteristic move, Taka rubbed the back of his head and frowned. It was one of the few times he’d ever seemed less-than-absolutely-certain of himself. “I meant sparing him the humiliation and pain of one of Monokuma’s punishments. I don’t think anyone could have handled watching another one after what happened to Makoto.”

Mukuro winced when she heard his name, but she managed a smile.

“Thank you, Taka.”

“Hmph.” Taka crossed his arms. He looked a little friendlier than usual, or perhaps he just seemed more compromising. There was definitely something different, something in his expression that was more sympathetic than he’d been in a long time.

He opened his mouth to speak again, then thought better of it, and scurried away.

“What was that about?” Hina asked.

“I think he’s torn between emotions,” Mukuro said. “What he wants to do and what he feels obligated to do.”

I sure know what that’s like.

Hina chuckled for a moment.

“I bet that’s a new feeling for the Ultimate Moral Compass.”

“Is it…?” Mukuro said, quietly. Hina redirected them toward the library again, but Mukuro kept talking, half to herself. “What makes someone the Ultimate Moral Compass? Is it that he always chooses the most just action possible, even in difficult situations… Or is it that his sense of morality is so strong that he never sees any scenario as difficult to begin with?”

The first is probably what I want to be, and the second is something I almost can’t even conceive of.

Hina pursed her lips.

“Jeez, I didn’t think this’d turned into a philosophy thing! I was just joking around; I didn’t mean anything deep by it.”

It didn’t matter. Mukuro’s mind was set on examining this new idea, and she trudged through it like a person would wade through waist-deep mud. Until this moment, Taka had always just been the kind-of-annoying kid who screamed a lot. Even the other Mukuro on the TV had complained about him.

Leon, Hifumi, Sayaka, Taka… Every time someone seems one-dimensional and stupid, I look closer, and realize they’re just as complex as anyone else…

That had to be how the others saw her, too. They looked at her and saw someone one-dimensional, but in her case, most perceived her as dangerously crazy or unreliable, rather than just stupid or foolish. Hina looked at her and saw only someone in desperate need of help. They were all guilty of the very same thing Mukuro was, weren’t they? Everyone was. Even the clearly brilliant Byakuya seemed to see potential treachery in everyone and reduce his peers to just a quick judgment of their intelligence. Every single person in Hope’s Peak was guilty of the same flaw: assuming everyone was a one-dimensional anime character, except perhaps for Kyoko.

If everyone truly is more complex than I thought… Is Junko, too?

Just assuming that the girl who tormented her whenever she was alone was really Junko, of course. Could it be that she had some secret, sympathetic reason for torturing everyone? Something more complicated than just ‘I feel despair, and I want to make others feel it, too?’ That might have been the most unsettling thought of them all. A cartoonishly evil Junko Enoshima, whose only motive was destruction itself, was preferable. She’d be a monster who couldn’t be reasoned with, but at least she could be resisted without regret.

That other girl clearly believed Mukuro to be an inferior, stupid, gutless sycophant. If she truly was Mukuro, and there was nothing more to her than that, then she disgusted the girl in the wheelchair all the more, not just for being a monster, but also for accepting and loving life as Junko’s ambitionless doll. She wasn’t just a monster; she was also less than human.

Her hands pulled into useless fists. Fatigue and soreness didn’t matter anymore. Even now, even in this very moment, she’d surrendered her free will and movement for the benefit and relief of others. Consciously, she knew that this was completely different, that she’d let Byakuya tie her up to keep everyone safe, whereas she’d given her life to Junko out of simple dedication and loyalty, but her heart screamed that even now, she was still the same Mukuro as before.

Or else, she was Junko’s simulacrum of her own pathetic sister.

Slowly, she returned to reality. She realized, somewhat to her surprise, that Hina had parked the wheelchair in a corner of the library far away from the door. She wasn’t hurt by the realization. If anything, she had to repress a smile at this evidence that the donut-obsessed Ultimate Swimmer, too, was cannier than she seemed.

Hina stacked the books from earlier in a lazy pile on the center desk, not bothering to return them to their appropriate shelves. After that, she made for the mystery section, tapping her foot on the floor and humming as she scanned the novels’ spines.

I was here for years… If I really do have a thing for mystery novels, maybe I’ve already read them all?

That was an interesting thought, but did Mukuro actually want to remember her past? Definitely not. Had it just been her here, she would have retreated away from the dusty old books like she had that strawberry that her sister had tried to feed her. But Hina was clearly so excited…

What’ll happen if I get my memories back? Will I return to that terrible person I was before?

She shuddered. Above all other things, she had to avoid that.

Especially if I’m… the other sister…

The uncertainty of it was almost as bad as the possibility. Hina was satisfied with the answer she’d provided; Mukuro herself was not. She would have almost rather learned she was Junko for certain than be trapped forever in limbo.

“… Mukuro?”

“Eh?”

She shook her head. She’d let herself wander off into her own dark thoughts twice in a single minute.

“I asked if these look good to you.”

Hina held up two books: Murder on a Midnight Morning and The Girl in Gray. Absently, Mukuro nodded. For the third time in a minute, her mind was elsewhere. Her friend gently set the books in her lap, pumped a fist, and rolled her out of the room.

 

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“Hang out here for a bit,” Hina said. “I’ll grab some food from the kitchen.”

“Okay.”

Hina left Mukuro parked on the wheelchair, books still on her lap, in the cafeteria. Despite being near dinnertime, the room was empty. Mukuro sighed and looked up to the clock on the wall, wondering if the hands actually made ticking noises and she was just too far away to hear them, or if it was fully silent. A modern clock couldn’t possibly use 19th-century clockwork, so that tick sound would have to be artificially added, and—

She sighed, annoyed at herself.

Is this what I’m reduced to? she wondered, half as a joke. Think about the interior mechanics of clocks, my only hope that Byakuya has some kind of amazing killer plan hidden up his sleeve?

“Ah!” cried out a feminine, warbling voice.

Mukuro caught a flash of brown in the doorway to the dorms. Toko was there, sticking her head out, chewing on her thumb.

Toko…

Now that Mukuro thought about it, Toko was one of the few people she’d never really sat down and had a real conversation with. She’d always seen her as just an ill-tempered, mewling fool in desperate need of… something. Something Mukuro couldn’t even identify, much less provide.

If I betrayed my sister for everyone else’s sake, then… The least I can do is learn more about the people I wanted to help, right?

She smiled warmly, wriggled her right hand out of the ropes as much as she could, and gave Toko a very tepid wave. Slowly, the other girl emerged from behind the doorway, still chewing on her finger, and dared to approach.

“Wh—why can you still move y—your hand like that?!” she demanded. “Sh—shouldn’t you be even m—more tied up?”

“Sorry…” Mukuro said, politely. “I promise, I haven’t done anything… See? All I can do is sort of wave.” To emphasize the point, she twisted her hand around as much as she could. Just as she’d claimed, waving two inches to the right or left was the extent of her free movement. Toko harrumphed, but Mukuro kept smiling. “It’s good to see you, Toko. I thought I’d be alone in the cafeteria.”

“Wh—why would it b—be good to s—see me?”

“I—”

“Oh!” Her eyes narrowed. “I—I get it… You’re h—happy because I’m e—eating, and you w—want me to get f—fat!”

“What?! No, I—”

“Gonna o—offer me some of A—Ashina’s donuts, a—aren’t you?!”

“No!”

“Then wh—what?!” she sneered. “You th—think I’m ugly, d—don’t you?!”

“No! You’re fine! You’re pretty, even!”

“L—liar!”

Her eyes darted down to Mukuro’s lap.

Oh, yeah! Toko’s a wizard with books, and Hina and I went to the library! What a lucky coincidence. It might even save this conversation.

“Um, I recently discovered that I kind of like mystery novels,” Mukuro offered, pleading with her voice for sympathy. “Do you… Maybe have any suggestions?”

“Hmph! I’m s—surprised you c—can even r—read, you… c—crazy, murdering soldier bitch…! Wh—what kind of girl runs o—off to the Middle-East and j—joins a bunch of w—warmongers?!”

“Well, I—”

“I bet y—you were the only g—girl among dozens of b—boys! Disgusting! You desert s—slut!”

“But—”

“A—And if you’re J—Junko, like we th—thought?! Then y—you’d be an even b—bigger one! D—don’t think I d—didn’t see how happy y—you were… When the i—idol slut s—screwed up with M—Makoto, and you r—realized you actually h—had a sh—shot!”

Mukuro’s mouth fell open. To say something like that to someone who’d tried to be kind! Her hands strained against the ropes without her meaning to, and an unpleasant heat rose in her chest. She realized, to her abject shock, that she was angry.

Had she ever felt this way before? Maybe, but not since losing her memories. When Makoto had died, when she’d almost killed Hiro, when she’d condemned Hifumi to death, when the other Mukuro told her that she was irredeemable or worse, all those times, she’d felt nothing but despair and misery. Passive emotions, things that just made her want to lay down and die.  Anger was like a splash of water across her face. It felt like something completely misplaced, like a car in the ocean, like a bird underground, like…

Like an Ultimate Despair working with everyone else.

“I’m n—not like the o—others, I d—don’t hate being here, n—not as long as M—Master Byakuya’s with me… But I d—do hate f—feeling like I c—could be killed at any m—moment, and it’s a—at least partly your fault! And n—now you’re t—trying to l—look smart by r—reading mystery b—books?!” Toko snorted, and her lips curled into a cruel smile. “E—everyone knows that m—mysteries only appeal to the l—lowest common d—denominator! I b—bet your big b—breasted friend wou—”

The ropes around Mukuro’s right arm exploded. Her hand whipped out faster than she could see, and she was suddenly squeezing the terrified girl’s orange ascot. She pulled back, and Toko’s entire body left the floor, as if she was just a weightless doll, and she screamed as Mukuro rent her throat apart.

Or not.

Mukuro banished the thought of murdering another student, scowled, and looked away. Her arm was still firmly kept in place by the ropes. At least no one else would ever know what she’d imagined herself doing.

“—would a—also be interested in m—mystery books, too!” Toko finished, still sneering.

Mukuro breathed in and out. Her entire body felt hot, especially her chest. Weirdly enough, it felt good. That pain that always accompanied despair and misery wasn’t present, and neither was the thrill and contentment of genuine happiness.

Anger was so alien a sensation that it almost confused her. She knew for certain that she wanted to smack Toko across the side of the head, but beyond that, she had no idea what to do with this emotion.

Yet one thing was clear:

I’d rather be the Ultimate Fury than the Ultimate Despair.

Yes! To defeat Junko with just raw anger. She could get free of this wheelchair, grab a pipe or a knife, find their tormentor, and strike down the army of Monokumas she’d summoned to protect herself. And then, at the end, Junko would cower in some corner, begging about how they were sisters, helpless before Mukuro’s bloody wrath, helpless to protect herself from vengeance for all the people she’d killed!

Mukuro looked up to that horrible girl, still chewing on her thumb and calling her names, and decided to embrace this new, powerful emotion. Maybe not by attacking physically. Toko probably didn’t deserve that. But you didn’t need to be an Ultimate Writing Prodigy to make use of language.

There was so much that could be said. So much that could reduce Toko to a quivering pile on the ground while Mukuro hovered above her and scoffed.

“Byakuya will never love you, and it’s not because you’re ugly, it’s because you’re a horrible person. If he was trapped here forever, you’d be his last choice of girl.”

“You’re right, you’re everyone’s least favorite classmate. We even like Jack more than you.”

“Everyone would hate you except for the stunt you pulled with your leg. Self-harm is the only useful thing you ever did for us.”

“Byakuya would just turn you in to the police if he could, and you’d spend the rest of your life in a mental asylum, which is what you deserve.”

Yes, it would start here. Today: destroy Toko. Tomorrow: bask in anger and hate. The day after: end Junko, and end it all.

Mukuro opened her mouth to shout all of those horrible, monstrous things at the other girl, smiling evilly as images of a crying, broken Ultimate danced across her vision. And then—

She looked into Toko’s eyes, and realized the other girl was as scared and lonely as herself. This dour, introverted girl had made mistakes in her life, horrible ones, that led her to hurt innocent people, and the others kept her at arm’s length, fearing the crazy, bladed personality that slept inside her chest. Now she was lonely and hurting and gave herself fully to one other person for guidance…

Mukuro’s face screwed up. Tears streamed down her cheeks, which felt like they were on fire, and even though she was still seething, her heart had equal room for pity, either for the other girl or for herself.

“Wh—why are you crying?” Toko asked, perplexed. She stepped back, dismayed and suspicious. “Y—You… If what I s—said hurt you that b—badly, then you’ll n—never survive your s—stupid sister!”

Mukuro’s throat tightened. She couldn’t respond. Her heart was caught between anger and sympathy, and her mind didn’t know how to make sense of it. Her head fell limp and low, and her tears slid into her lips. She didn’t understand her own actions.

Toko growled, bewildered or disoriented, tugged at one of her braids, and scampered away for the hall to the dorms. As she ran across the cafeteria, she looked back. Her eyebrows arched, and she made one last futile attempt ad understanding Mukuro’s pain before disappearing.

Why does learning always have to hurt?

 

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The other Mukuro didn’t appear that night. The real Mukuro (probably) slept almost tranquilly alongside Hina on her bed. If she dreamed, she didn’t remember anything, and that was almost as good as peace.

The morning announcement played, Hina and Mukuro took turns showering, they dressed, they tied her to the wheelchair, Hina scarfed down a pre-breakfast (preakfast?) powdered donut… It was strange that so bizarre a situation could feel so routine. The only new element was that she still felt sore from the previous day, and even then, the sensation was disappearing rapidly.

They rolled into the cafeteria at about 9:00 AM. Except for Sayaka, everyone else was at the largest central table. Several messy completed plates sat here and there over the surface, and at a glance, only Leon was still working through what looked like a pile of slightly charred pancakes.

All eyes turned to the new arrivals. Toko stepped behind Byakuya wringed her hands, watching Mukuro like a hawk, but the others regarded her with only the same moderate suspicion they always did.

“Hey, that’s a good idea!” Hiro slammed his fist into his open palm. “Mukuro, Hina, we were just talking about you!”

“… Really?” Hina asked. She cocked her head. “What about?”

“We were discussing the topic of Monokuma, actually,” Celeste interjected. “More specifically, about his startling absence from our affairs for the past few days. We were trying to determine if anyone had seen him since the trial.”

”No one has,” Leon said. “At least, no one here.”

“Oh… Well, we saw him, once,” Hina said instantly. “The day after the trial, when all you guys were exploring, me and Mukuro were in the cafeteria. He showed up for a minute to make fun of us, then he left.”

“And you haven’t seen him since then?” Byakuya clarified.

“Nope. Right, Mukuro?”

“Right.”

He sank deep into thought.

“Then no one’s seen him for days. He doesn’t respond when we call him, either.”

“Why?” Hina blinked. “What’s that mean?”

“I—If we knew th—that, we wouldn’t h—have to have a m—meeting about it!” Toko groaned. “J—Jeez, try thinking for a m—moment!”

“I’ve been reluctant to try this, but if something happened to Monokuma, it may be a good time to try breaking one of his rules…” Byakuya mused.

“That’s dangerous.” It was the first time Kyoko had spoken, at least since Mukuro and Hina had entered. She sat at an end of the table, a bit apart from the others. “We don’t know what his game is.”

“It’s possible that something happened to Junko,” the Ultimate Affluent Progeny shot back. “If so, we’d be fools not to take advantage of it.”

“What rule do you even want to try breaking, man?” Leon asked. “Uh… Just making sure you don’t mean… y’know, murder.”

“Isn’t it obvious? The one he added last time.”

“He added a rule?” Hina asked.

“Dude, did no one tell you?” Hiro laughed. “Here!”

He tossed his e-Handbook over to her. It was already pulled up to the page in question. Hina tilted the screen so both she and Mukuro could read it.

Rule #12: Attempting to break into locked rooms is strictly prohibited.

“Oh,” Mukuro said. “I guess you want to break into either the headmaster’s office or the data processing center, right?”

“Well…” Byakuya raised an eyebrow. “Not precisely. We don’t actually know that something happened to Junko. She might be trying to bait us into breaking a rule so she can kill someone, like she did with…” He scowled for a moment, and played with the edge of his glasses. “The biker idiot…”

“Mondo.” Leon suggested.

“Yes, him. I want those rooms broken into, but unless we know for sure that Junko is gone, it would be extremely foolish to do it myself.”

“Wait, what?” Taka made a fist. “Are you so craven that you’d order someone else to break down the door and risk death on your behalf?!”

Byakuya shrugged.

“It’s not cowardice, it’s good use of resources. I think—”

“I’ll do it.” Mukuro said.

Hina gasped.

“No! You can’t!”

“I can… In fact, I’m probably the only one of us who can break down a big steel door like the data processing center’s.”

Kyoko stared down at her. Even by her standards, the lavender-haired girl was unusually intense.

“This is very dangerous, Mukuro. You could die.”

Mukuro looked down at her bound hands and feet. The others still distrusted her, and for good reasons, but if she could win back just a little bit of their faith by doing this…

“Don’t worry about me,” she said, pretending not to be scared. “I’m the Ultimate Soldier, right? I’ve destroyed Monokumas before. Junko… can’t actually hurt me, at least not directly.”

A low, uncomfortable murmuring filled the room. Some of the students were afraid of releasing Mukuro, and some were against letting her risk her own life. A few of them were both.

“Are we really certain?” Celeste asked. She remained composed, but her voice was just slightly too high-pitched to keep her words secret from Mukuro and Hina. “The message on the drawer…”

Hina puffed out her cheeks, but quickly dismissed the Ultimate Gambler and kneeled by the wheelchair. She looked genuinely hurt.

“Mukuro… You don’t have to do this, even if they want you to. Even if you want to…”

“Like I said, Monokumas can’t hurt me, at least not as long as I’m free. They’ve tried before and failed.”

“But…” Hina whipped her head toward the others, who all watched in a deep silence. A moment later, her voice dropped to a hushed tone. “You said yourself that you might not be really be… You know…”

Mukuro smiled, very sadly. She didn’t bother hiding her response from the others, though they probably knew what Hina was saying, anyway.

If she died doing this, her only regret would be that it would hurt Hina.

“I’m invincible,” she said, decisively. “So, if the others will let me, then I’ll do it.”

Celeste tapped one of her long fingernails on the surface of the table.

“Not even the Ultimate Soldier can break down a steel door with just her fists,” she said. “So, I assume you have a plan in mind?”

Mukuro half-snorted, half-laughed.

“We can do the headmaster’s office first…” She looked right at her. Behind her, at the back of the room, a certain girl with fraying blue-hair and unwashed clothes idly played with her hairclip. “But if you want to get into the data processing center, I might just have an idea.”

 

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Mukuro’s stomach churned. A sallow feeling of trepidation consumed her, and beads of sweat rolled down her forehead and off the tip of her nose. She was shaking, and her breaths were weak and shallow.

Also, she needed to pee a little.

Talking about breaking the rules and busting down a door had been one thing. But now she stood in front of the headmaster’s office, mere feet away from directly contradicting Monokuma’s orders, and her skin crawled. Had it been just her, she might have even chickened out.

The double doors to Jin Kirigiri’s office lay at the end of a foreboding, empty hallway. There was no mistaking it: if you walked in this direction, there was no possible goal you could have except to approach him. They were made of thick brown wood cut in an old, classical style that looked absolutely nothing like the rest of the school, like they were lifted directly out of a courthouse or an important government building. Given that Hope’s Peak was an academy of global importance, that might have actually been true. Mukuro felt anxious just looking at them.

Energy bubbled up inside her, and her ankles moved on their own. She jumped up and down twice, watching those doors. Her instincts told her that they’d throw themselves open at any moment, and a black-and-white ocean of Monokumas would come rushing out and consume them all—

But nothing happened.

She was free. She could flex her muscles, and no ropes would constrain them. What’s more, the others had even armed her with a long lead pipe, one that she tapped against the floor and played with in her right hand. The heavy metal vault at the entrance to the school might have been able to stop Mukuro, but these doors, however magnificent, didn’t stand a chance.

She twisted around and looked back the way she’d entered from. Almost everyone poked their heads around a bend in the hallway, watching her with rapt attention. Hina was the worst. She was sweating as badly as Mukuro on her worst days, and fidgeting as much as Toko on… well, normal days. Behind her, Celeste and Kyoko surveyed the scene, watching for any obvious traps along the hallway or door. Sayaka sat cross-legged on the floor, smiling and tapping the wall, clearly entranced. As always, her intentions were a mystery.

They’d left the wheelchair back on the first floor. Whether or not Mukuro would be reconfined to it after helping everyone had been left strategically undiscussed. She’d already made the decision not to bring it up, but if the others asked, she would acquiesce at once.

“You guys stay back there,” she yelled. “I’ll break down the door and check inside for anything weird. If I say to, or if he shows up, then just run.”

Toko, Leon, and Hiro already looked ready to hightail it out of there as it was. Byakuya was calmer, of course, but Mukuro could tell that he was also prepared to leave at a moment’s notice.

He probably only came himself to make sure I don’t mess with anything in the office after I get it open.

It was only just then that she realized someone was absent.

“Hey,” she shouted. “Where’s Taka?”

“I gave him something else to do,” Byakuya responded, instantly. “You don’t need to know what it is. Just deal with the door.”

Mukuro puffed out one of her cheeks, but she knew it wasn’t worth fighting him over this. She nodded, mostly to pretend she didn’t care, and turned back to the office.

She leapt forward, slashed her pipe twice to the right and twice to the left, and the doors’ hinges exploded into shrapnel. Dozens of metal scraps bounced off the walls and tore the clean gray tiles to shreds, but not one of them so much as grazed the Ultimate Soldier. She launched off the floor without even thinking, and her body instinctively twisted out of their way on its own. She kicked off the wide of a wall a second before a metal bolt would have blown through her big toe, swiveled her body, and dodged another section of metal. Anyone else would have been lacerated for sure, and as she flew through the air, only one thought flew with her:

The student profile said that Mukuro could never be hit by an enemy, no matter how dangerous the battle…

Metal clinked to the floor, and Mukuro landed last. She was grinning ear-to-ear, relishing the sensation of her heart racing against her chest. Her hand squeezed around the end of the pipe, and she brought it up to her chest and hugged it without thinking.

She wanted to try that again.

One good kick each to the knobs, and the doors collapsed inward. A resounding thud echoed into the hallways, and thick dust, disturbed for the first time in years, exploded out. It billowed up her nostrils, and she sneezed violently several, but by the end, Mukuro was still beaming.

She stepped inside, still wielding the pipe. She’d never felt so certain of herself, so convinced of her own invulnerability. Nothing in the physical realm could ever touch her; in Hifumi’s terms, she was playing on invincible mode.

No wonder I fell to despair. Emotions are the only thing that can hurt me, huh?

She wanted a spear to fly out at her neck, a trapdoor beneath her feet to spring, or the ceiling to come crashing down… Her skin was itching for it, her heart was pumping for it… This, precisely this, is what she lived for!

… but nothing happened.

Like the doors, this office looked nothing like what you’d expect of a school headmaster or principal. Two flags emblazoned with Hope’s Peak symbol flanked a hand-carved mahogany desk at the back of the room. A matching pair of long leather couches in the center of the room surrounded a low coffee table. Behind one was a shelf of thick books, packed cleanly and precisely, unlike the messy library. Behind the other was a glass case of gleaming trophies, medals, and ornaments, none of which were silver or bronze.

Except for the trophy case, nothing here seemed like it belonged in a school. Like with the headmaster’s dorm, the atmosphere here was too rigid, professional, and unmistakably adult. And the obvious expense of the furniture, the couches in particular, implied that this room wasn’t meant to really be part of the school.

This whole place just screams ‘I’m more important than you.’ Nothing about it is understated or subtle, but none of it was placed here just to show off…

It was all a necessary bluntness, where every object served a true purpose, and it seemed all the mightier for it. In a strange way, it reminded Mukuro of Sakura, though it was also bereft of her wisdom and kindness.

There were kings and politicians whose spaces told of less power. Given the global importance of this school, though, that made some sense. That photo had made Kirigiri look like such a boring, unimpressive man, but sitting on the couch across from him must have been the most intimidating thing in the universe.

Leon’s harsh voice snapped her out of her reverie.

“Hey, Mukuro!” he screamed. “What the hell’s going on?!”

“Uh, nothing!” she yelled back. “It’s safe! Monokuma’s not here.”

Hina bounded through the doorway first. She pumped a fist as soon as she entered the room, and breathed a sigh of relief.

“I was super worried!” she moaned. “Maybe something really did happen to Junko!”

My sister, just happening to die randomly? We could never be so lucky…

But one thing did stand out to Mukuro: that it was easy to think of Junko as the sister, and herself as Mukuro, for certain. Junko probably didn’t hug blunt weapons to her chest and dream about fighting armies…

Probably.

The rest of the students filed in shortly afterward. Everyone’s jaws dropped as they surveyed the scene and took in the power and luxury of the room, save Kyoko and Byakuya. The former scanned everything impassively, but the way she tightened and retightened her left glove, and how she just barely bit down on her lower lip, told a much different story. The latter just looked disappointed.

“Hmph,” The heir stroked the arm of one of the couches. “A little more pedestrian than I expected. Mukuro! Have you touched anything besides the doors?”

“No! Everything’s exactly how I found it, I swear.”

He smirked.

“I suppose you probably haven’t had enough time to swipe anything… Just to be extra safe, though, why don’t you turn out your pockets?”

“Argh!” Hina shot him a merciless, hateful glare. “You don’t—”

Mukuro obeyed instantly, turning out each of her pockets in turn, and pulling off her track jacket to show that nothing could be hidden inside. When she finished, Byakuya stepped away without a word. He didn’t even acknowledge that she’d proven herself.

“That guy…” Hina muttered. “He’s totally got the most slappable face on Earth.”

It was hard not to agree.

The last student to join them was Sayaka, whose arms hung limply at her sides as she wandered inside, rather than entering with purpose. She gasped, and half-walked, half-fell in the direction of the trophy case. Her eyes caught on a gleaming golden sword inside. Only just now did Mukuro realize that it was identical to the one Leon had wielded in self-defense that night. Sayaka’s eyes widened and locked on the weapon, and she never looked away.

Kyoko tapped the back of her hand against her chin and glided over the bookcase, quickly dismissing everything inside as irrelevant. She did a good job of hiding it, but not good enough, and Mukuro could easily see the emotions behind her violet eyes. Her feelings on her father were obviously complicated, and this was the first time she’d seen evidence besides the photo of what his life had been like.

Mukuro’s stomach churned. Which was worse: knowing that your hated family member was dead, or knowing that your hated family member was trying to kill you?

Hiro stumbled onto the desk, threw open a drawer at random, and laughed.

“Haha! Detective Yasuhiro Hagakure, on the case!” He dipped his hand inside, and pulled out a long metal key. Its handle was shaped like Monokuma’s head. “Oh, man! I bet this opens up something important!”

“Give me that, you idiot,” Byakuya snapped. He grabbed it out of Hiro’s hands, examined it for a few seconds, and threw it to Toko. She stumbled back and yelped in surprise – but, impressively, she actually did catch it against her chest. “Toko! Hiro!”

“Y—Yes, Master B—Byakuya?”

“Uh, yeah, Byakuya?”

“I have things to do here. Both of you, go test that key at the data processing center.”

Toko cradled the gross little object like a treasured gift given to her by her would-be lover, and smiled up at him in awe. She might have even drooled a little. Hiro, though, just looked annoyed.

“What? Why us?”

“Because two people need to do it to keep an eye on each other, and you two are useless. Surely you know how to use a key, right? So, get to it.”

“O—Okay!”

“Bleh… Fine.”

The two of them disappeared. Meanwhile, he and Kyoko rummaged through the desk. They pulled out dozens of important-looking documents, and each sank into thought.

Mukuro sighed, and leaned against the wall. She could tell they’d be at this for a while. She flourished the pipe in one hand, spinning it around on an outstretched finger. Her eyes locked on Sayaka’s back.

She wasn’t alone. In the corner of her vision, Mukuro noted a certain Ultimate Gambler also taking a careful watch over the idol, though much more subtly. Celeste stood in the corner of the room farthest from her, daintily folding and refolding her hands, pretending to look over everything – but Mukuro could tell.

She’s no fool. She probably knows something’s wrong with Sayaka, even though she can’t guess the extent…

Mukuro slid over to Byakuya. She licked her lips, then quietly whispered:

“Um… Byakuya?”

“Yes?” He responded without directly looking at her, and he seemed annoyed just to speak with her.

“I think there’s something seriously wrong with Sayaka. I didn’t tell the others yet, and I don’t really know where I’m going with this, but I’ve seen her doing some weird things, and I thought I’d warn you because… I don’t know, you’re kind of the leader.”

He raised an eyebrow.

“Did you only just notice?” he chuckled. “And here I took you for one of the smarter ones.”

“What’s that mean?”

“It means that I’m well aware of what Sayaka is like, even if I don’t know exactly what you’ve seen her do.”

He didn’t elaborate further, and Mukuro didn’t know what else to say. She grunted a weak affirmation, more for herself than for him, and retreated back to where she’d stood before, near Celeste and Leon. The latter of them crossed his arms and looked down at her pipe. He wasn’t scared, but he did seem unsettled.

“How are you doing, Leon?” she asked, as kindly and unthreateningly as she could.

He shook his head.

“Guess I’m alright.” He smirked. “I guess it figures we’d have to release you sooner or later.”

“How’s that?”

“Ain’t it obvious?” His eyes narrowed suddenly, and he laughed. “Or maybe it’s not, not to someone like you.”

Mukuro made a face.

“I really don’t understand what you’re getting at.”

“Ha! Mukuro, I feel like I’m a goddamned extra in somebody else’s story. Byakuya’s, Kyoko’s, or yours. The smart people and the sister. You know what that’s like? The rest of us are just trying to ride things out to the end.”

Mukuro grimaced. That was yet another perspective she’d never considered. When she was tied up, the whole world reformed around her helplessness… But most of the others were helpless from the start, and helpless even now.

Her eyes darted across the room. Leon’s assessment was almost certainly correct: if there was any hope of people escaping this death game alive, it lay with either Kyoko’s and Byakuya’s intelligence, or her own dark connection to Junko. For all Mukuro’s fault and pain, irrelevance was one feeling she’d never experienced.

She turned back to Leon to deny it, even knowing that her words would be a lie, when three more people stepped into the room. Taka, Hiro, and Toko rejoined them – and the first of them still carried Kyoko’s pink camera in his left hand.

“Byakuya!” he shouted, for no discernable reason. “I see the door plan worked… We shall apologize to the relevant school authorities later. In any case, I finished with—”

“Good,” Byakuya said. He didn’t look up from the documents he’d pulled from the drawers. “Toko?”

“Th—The key didn’t w—work, Master Byakuya… S—Sorry! Blame M—Mukuro…”

“Yeah, it was completely useless,” Hiro added. “The key for that door is, like, a completely different type. This one didn’t even slide into the hole or anything.”

“Interesting…” Byakuya nodded, but still didn’t bother looking up. “Toko, Hiro, go test the key.”

“What?” Hiro blinked. “Where?”

“Everywhere, obviously, until we know what it goes to. Start with the ground floor dorms.”

“What?! That’ll take forever, man!”

“Then you should get started right away, shouldn’t you?”

Toko grabbed Hiro by the coat, and the two departed, one happily and with purpose, and the other reluctantly and grumbling.

“So, Byakuya, Kyoko,” Celeste mused. “Is there anything else interesting in that desk?”

“Yes.” Kyoko said, instantly. “The student profiles.”

Mukuro snapped to attention.

“You mean, our profiles from when we were at school?”

“I do.” She busily studied a single white sheet of paper. Her eyes moved almost too fast to keep up with. Nearby, there was a small stack of similar papers. Each looked identical in format to the profile in Mukuro’s dorm, with one exception: there were no attached photographs. “I already checked. It’s everyone except Mukuro and Makoto.”

“Those are the profiles other students already found earlier!” Taka said.

“These have all of the vital information, brief histories, and information on Ultimate talents of the students here… assuming Monokuma’s claim that school documents are always accurate is true.”

“Hmmm,” Celeste cooed. “I believe he said something more similar to ‘they’re always accurate, unless another student altered them.’”

“But no one could get in here until Mukuro busted down the doors,” Leon said. “So, they’ve gotta all be right.”

“Is that a fact?” Byakuya chuckled. “Alright, then. Kyoko! What’s your Ultimate talent?”

“… Detective.” she said, unceremoniously.

She acted like it was the least important thing in the world, but it was easy to tell, even for the others, that this was a huge weight off her shoulders. Hina in particular smiled warmly, and seemed about to say something to help Kyoko in this great moment, only to be rudely interrupted.

“Fucking Junko!” Leon scoffed. “Making a murder mystery killing game, then throwing a goddamned detective into it.”

“Indeed,” Taka nodded along. “Even by her twisted logic, that clearly violates the spirit of a killing game in which everyone has a chance at victory.”

Does it?

Mukuro stared deeply at Kyoko, who seemed not to notice. The other girl emotionlessly read, and probably reread, the document detailing her history and place in the academy, until finally folding it twice and slipping it into her jacket.

It makes sense for Junko to specially erase my memories, beyond what everyone else experienced – or else, for Mukuro to erase Junko’s memories, the way she described. Either way, it was to make me feel more despair. But Kyoko had something similar done to her…

Mukuro swallowed. Two plausible explanations leapt out at her. One, that a detective in a murder-solving game, and in particular a game where Junko had to conceal things from the students, was a threat, and had to be given a handicap. Two, that Kyoko was perhaps lying about her memories, or else also wanted to experience more despair, and that would certainly mean she was also Junko’s flunky.

She shivered, and told herself that there was no actual evidence for that… But someone had to be working for Junko.

Mukuro maneuvered through the room until she was almost at the profiles. There was only one piece of information she wanted, and it would be on Junko’s page. Thankfully, her sister’s (or her own) profile was the topmost one.

Name: Junko Enoshima, Sex: Female, Height: 5’7”, Weight: 99 lbs., Blood Type: AB, Birthdate: December 24, Chest Size: 90cm—

Byakuya quickly grabbed all of the profiles, shooting her a dirty look as he did. But Mukuro didn’t care; she’d already gotten what she wanted out of them.

90 centimeters, huh? She faced the wall away from the others and subtly looked down to her own chest. That’s definitely not me…

She snorted. There were ways to explain that, of course, but it was more evidence in her favor. And another thing stood out to her:

My profile said 97 pounds, hers says 99… Maybe next time, I should call her fat.

She smiled without meaning to. That would upset Junko for sure! … Probably.

“There’s something else,” Kyoko said. “Those student profiles didn’t have any dust on them.”

“So what?” Hina asked.

“This whole room is dusty,” Mukuro explained, kindly. “That means the profiles were left here recently, or disturbed recently.”

“More importantly,” Byakuya interrupted. “These profiles are missing the photographs.”

“Oh, yeah!” Hina crossed her arms and thought. “I’m one-million-percent sure that Mukuro’s has a picture paperclipped to it, right?”

“Right,” Mukuro agreed. “And Makoto’s did, too, although I didn’t see it too closely.”

Leon hummed.

“Then… Either all the other photos got removed, or they never had photos to start with.”

Surprisingly, Byakuya didn’t disagree with Leon’s assessment. He watched Mukuro for a long while, clearly unsettled and unhappy about something, but he didn’t elaborate on what.

“It doesn’t take a genius to understand Junko’s game, here!” Taka bellowed. “Obviously, she removed her photograph so we couldn’t tell which of the sisters we actually have with us right now!”

“No,” Kyoko said, quietly. “If that was the case, then she wouldn’t have left Mukuro’s photo, or Makoto’s, for us to see, and she wouldn’t have needed to take all of the others.”

“Um!” Hina raised a hand. “Doesn’t that also break the rule about Monokuma not messing with the stuff we find?”

“Perhaps not,” Byakuya said. “We’ve been using the names ‘Monokuma’ and ‘Junko’ interchangeably, but it would be to her benefit to draw a distinction no one else cares about. It would violate the rules if the robot bear removed the photographs, but he gave Mukuro’s and Makoto’s files out, as-is. But, if Junko considered herself, the human being, to also be a player in the game, and therefore a valid target for murder, she could have removed all of the other pictures with her own two hands.”

“Tragically, I believe all of this speculation is useless,” Celeste giggled. A second later, she grew unusually intense, and leaned over to face the center of the group. “Unless Junko is here, and wishes to explain how she’s bent the rules?”

No one responded, of course. At last, Byakuya tapped his foot on the floor.

“Enough… We’ve examined what’s in here.” He stole the remaining files without offering the others to check on theirs, and stashed them under his arm. “Mukuro, I believe you told us you had an idea for how to break through the data processing center’s steel door?”

“Oh, yeah.” She smiled, and tried not to make her excitement too obvious. Nevertheless, her voice still squealed with girlish delight. “You’re gonna love it.”

 

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Mukuro tossed the pipe spinning into the air. A second later, her foot connected with its end, and it rocketed away with exactly the same power and killing force she’d used to almost kill Sakura and Hiro. It sailed off into the distance almost too fast to see. She grinned. Her skin was tingling. She couldn’t even see precisely where the pipe went, but she already knew she’d nailed the shot.

This time, that power is mine to control.

The others huddled behind her, close to the second-floor stairwell. She didn’t look back, but she could tell that Hiro and Leon winced from the memory in the gym.

They heard, rather than saw, the pipe connect with something metal. There was a distant electrical noise, and then something metal and extremely heavy dropped from the ceiling to the floor. A resounding thud echoed into Hope’s Peak, loud enough that it was probably audible from the dorms. The others all gasped or cried out when they heard it, save the usual three.

Mukuro ran to the pool’s changing room area without waiting for the others. Her feet clomp clomp clomped on the floor like a horse’s, and her heart was pounding out of her chest. She couldn’t wait to see it. Times like these, despair didn’t even enter the equation.

There he was: 470 pounds of pure, beautiful gatling gun. Gleaming steel body, six smooth black barrels, and a belt of a few dozen 7.8mm bullets, each the length of a human forearm. With the body and barrels combined, he was taller than any of the girls. He had a big dent where he’d hit the floor, but that was okay. Most warriors, with Mukuro excepted, had at least one or two scars. Now that he was freed from his chains on the ceiling, as well as the wiring that connected him to some invisible computer, he waited, still and gorgeous, for a new master to claim him.

Mukuro was drooling. She’d already given him a name, of course. She kneeled down by Makoto and cradled him for a few seconds.

By the time the others arrived, she’d let go of him, and was pretending just to inspect the pipe lodged into the wall above the boy’s changing room door.

“It’s in working condition,” she said, trying to keep her voice even. “Though, it only has as many bullets as were already fed into the belt. I’m counting fifty-eight.”

She craned her neck and looked back. Several of the others, particularly Celeste, looked uncomfortable with her so close to an actual firearm, especially one of this caliber.

This is the kind of thing that can kill a literal tank.

Mukuro was still tingly inside. She was almost certain that back when she’d worked for Junko, she’d been the one to pick this weapon out, that she’d been the one to hang him up on the ceiling. There was even a pretty good chance that she’d given him the same name the first time, although she would never have told anyone.

Best of all, best of all, this was very strong evidence of her identity. The way she’d kicked that pipe and severed the connection between the gun and the ceiling, the way she obliterated that door, the way she dodged the shrapnel… Sure, it could all technically have technically been a set-up, but there were so many elements you’d have to consider. This was almost inarguable.

Fuck Junko! screamed her heart.

The memories of what Junko had shown her on the monitor still gnawed at her, of course, but she ignored them. Yes, the Mukuro of the past was an unforgivable monster, but…

She needed this moment, dammit.

The others had to see it, too. It was all she could do not to smile down at Leon, Celeste, and Byakuya with a huge shit-eating grin. She could tell they were thinking the same thing; their eyes showed a mixture of relief that she was who she’d always claimed to be and slight fear at how ridiculously deadly she obviously was. Mukuro managed to be modest only by the knowledge that playing things this way was probably better for diplomacy. No matter what Junko claimed, she—

“Ha!” Hina jumped up and laughed in Byakuya’s ear. “I knew she was really Mukuro! No normal person could have done that, only someone super good at fighting! You guys were all super dumb!”

“It’s fine, Hina!” Mukuro stood up suddenly, held out her hands in a conciliatory motion, and smiled anxiously. “It’s fine, it’s fine. What matters is that we have a way to bust down the steel door now.”

Byakuya had watched the scene play out with an intense, silent interest. Everyone else was in awe of the gun, but his eyes alone trained on Mukuro, and she found herself biting the inside of her cheek.

What’s he thinking right now?

 

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Mukuro was strong, but she wasn’t superhuman. She wasn’t a Sakura, and she wasn’t going to deadlift that absurd gun by herself. It took two dollies from the warehouse, several ropes, and a group effort from Hina, Leon, Taka, and Mukuro herself just to get Makoto to the staircase.

Hauling him two floors up was a nightmare. His weight wasn’t evenly distributed, which left Mukuro and Leon, who had to lift up the body and step up the stairs backward, in an intensely awkward position. It didn’t help that Mukuro herself was doing half the work of the group just on her own.

Stupid fighter jets being able to just mount stuff on their stupid wings…

That process took over ten minutes of grunting and misery. By the end, even Mukuro was out of breath. Byakuya, who’d done nothing to help, just leaned against a wall and looked at each of them in turn, not bothering to hide his condescension.

Because we’re weak? … Or because we have to do physical labor stuff?

It was best not to ask. Instead, Mukuro led the way to the data processing room. They stacked a pile of strong metal boxes stolen from the warehouse, slowly and carefully lifted Makoto on top of it, and swiveled him until he aimed right at the unbreakable steel door that protected…

Something.

She glanced to her left. Just as before, the others all stood behind another corner in the hallway, save Toko and Hiro, who were busy elsewhere. Anxious eyes watched her carefully, either worried about the gun, or about what she would use it for.

Mukuro gave them a thumbs up, and they all ducked behind the bend. Now alone, she gleefully lifted a pair of metal earmuffs (again taken from the warehouse) over her head, the same kind all of them would also be putting on right about now. They had distance, but the enclosed hallway environment of Hope’s Peak would function like an echo chamber. Without these things, everyone’s eardrums would be destroyed.

She grinned like an idiot.

Even the sound of a gun like this is a form of attack!

Just at that moment, something caught her eye.

Mukuro puffed out her cheek and stepped over to the door. Underneath it, right where it met the floor, she saw…

Orange dust.

She kneeled down pressed her face as close to it as possible, though she was careful not to disturb it. Sure enough, this was orange dust, the type spread all over your fingers and desk when eating certain types of junk food chips, the kind that usually ended in ‘-to.’ But this dust was spread out in a mostly even line across the entire door.

It was hard to see from a distance, but now that she’d noticed it, it was impossible not to see how weird and unnatural it was. The line was too evenly-spread, too precisely measured, and it was almost perfectly dense from one side of the doorway to the other. Yes, there were a billion bags of chips in the warehouse that could have formed it, but even if you stepped through the door while chomping down like a maniac, with no regard for where the dust might land (which seemed unlikely for both an Ultimate Fashionista and an Ultimate Soldier), there was no way you’d ever accidentally get the same amount of dust in the corners as you did in the center. And when she looked up to the doorknob, it was immaculate.

If you were eating something messy like this and got it all over the place, and didn’t bother cleaning it up, then you’d have also messed up the doorknob, right?

Mukuro sucked in her lips.

Do I tell the others about this?

The dust was strange, but it didn’t seem immediately dangerous. Besides, she was already on thin ice, and she’d be lying to herself if she didn’t admit that she just really wanted to use that fucking gun.

She stepped back to Makoto and pushed the dust out of her mind. Her right hand guided itself to his trigger. She wasn’t even looking at him. Her other hand took a position on top, steadying her aim. It all happened by intuition.

How many times have I fired something like this in the past?

Mukuro pulled the trigger, and a shower of red-hot bullets flew through the air. She was certain she heard someone screaming from far away, but she didn’t even flinch.

Chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka

The sound was agony, even through the earmuffs. The recoil would have torn her arm apart but for the boxes’ stability. The smell and taste of gunpowder was thick in the air, and her mouth watered. It was better than food, better than breathing, better than anything she could have dreamed of.

Chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka

Her lips curled up into a broad, toothy smile, and her eyes rolled back into their sockets in ecstasy. All those thoughts of helplessness before Junko’s grand designs drifted away. It wasn’t even that holding this gun made Mukuro feel powerful, although it did. Holding this gun felt like the most natural thing in the world. How had humans lived before gatling guns? It must have been like living without food or water or air. It must have been that every person to ever exist before the 1860s had felt a gaping hole of despair inside, and never known how to fill it.

Chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka

The heavy steel door that guarded the killing game’s secrets didn’t stand a chance. The bullets tore holes the size of two fingers, and the metal around them warped and broke and was rent apart. Mukuro spied the dim blue light of computer monitors through them, but she didn’t care when some of that light went out, when the bullets flew through the room and destroyed the valuable equipment inside. Hole upon hole formed in the surface, until the door was halfway buckled just from the force of the bullets alone. The hinges didn’t even explode like the other door’s had; instead, they were simply obliterated. Nothing was left of them except dust, and maybe not even that.

Chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka

There wasn’t even enough door left to actually stop them now. Most of it was gone, and what remained was shredded beyond recognition. The upper half in particular was barely hanging on to the lower. Anyone in Hope’s Peak, except maybe Sakura and Hifumi, could have easily crawled through by now.

Chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka-chunka

She didn’t stop. There was more door to kill.

At last, the barrels started click-click-clicking. No more bullets flew. Mukuro could still hear Makoto firing, but it was hard to tell the memory apart from the real thing.

She released her finger on the trigger. The barrels spun slower and slower, until they finally came fully to a halt. Without thinking, she stroked one, and it felt like touching a burning stove.

She grinned again, and kept her tattooed hand on it for seconds. It never cooled down. Without thinking, and for no reason, she pressed her palm to it for as long as she could, playing a game of chicken with the heat she knew that not even she could ever win.

At last, she lost the game to Makoto and pulled away, blowing on her reddened palm. By coincidence, what remained of the door collapsed to the floor.

You couldn’t have even sold that thing as scrap metal.

Through the doorway, Mukuro saw rows of desks, and beyond them, an entire wall of security monitors. The vast majority were destroyed, some spraying dangerous electrical sparks across the room, some actively on fire, and others were simply dead, but enough of them still functioned to guess that they watched every inch of the school, save the bathhouse and bathrooms. This was the ultimate destination of what the ceiling cameras watched. Even now, Mukuro could see images of the cafeteria, of the pool, and of the hallway just to her left. She saw the little figures that were her classmates, covering their ears and groaning. Taka’s face was fully white, and he seemed to be shouting even louder than usual. Celeste kneeled by the wall and pressed her pigtails over her temples. Hina lay on the floor, rolling around in pain. Byakuya pushed a hand onto the wall to steady himself, and looked like he was in agony. Even Kyoko’s stoic demeanor was shattered, as she winced and massaged her ears.

Even with the earmuffs, eh?

No one else could see her, so Mukuro let herself smile at how they were all such wusses. The only ones who’d kept themselves standing were Leon and Sayaka, the two trained to handle terrible, obnoxious music equal in volume to that of a literal war machine.

Mukuro pulled her hands to her hips and beamed. The melody of that gun was a million times more beautiful than their singing would ever be.

Still elated, she entered the room. Her shoes clicked against hard metal tiles. Guided by her instincts, Mukuro glanced down and saw little circular green lights embedded in the floor. She stepped around them without thinking, marking them as potential threats, though what possible purpose they might serve, she couldn’t begin to guess.

Rows and rows of glowing computer monitors were everywhere, piled on desks or hung onto the wall. Most were destroyed, but the survivors told the story of Hope’s Peak. Right now, Mukuro could see Toko and Hiro running around the dorm hallway, testing the mystery key on Chihiro’s room. And even here, in this room, there was still another camera hanging from the ceiling.

Between the ocean of computers, the dim lights, the ubiquitous blue glow, and the black floor, this room felt like it was from the future. It could have been lifted directly out of some spaceship movie. The only thing that gave away this wasn’t a film set were the bullet holes covering the entire back wall of the room. Mukuro didn’t need to count; she knew there were fifty-eight exactly.

There was another door besides the one she’d entered from: a tall steel one with Monokuma painted on its surface. It was built into the far wall, surrounded by countless destroyed security monitors – and yet, this door itself was still unharmed. Mukuro tested its surface with her hand, and discovered that it, too, was made of thick steel. She’d never break through it without another Makoto.

Mukuro sucked in a quick breath. Maybe wasting all of those bullets on the first door hadn’t been the best idea ever. Annoyed at herself, she walked back to the hallway, shook her head, and made for the others.

Hopefully, they don’t get too upset at me for that blunder…

She rounded the corner. Hina vaulted onto her and hugged her as tightly as she could, and the two almost went hurtling to the floor. The others were still removing their earmuffs.

“That was the scariest thing ever!” she cried. “Is everything alright?!”

“Yeah…” Mukuro looked up to Byakuya and Kyoko. “Um… The door’s completely busted. But there’s another, similar door inside, and it looks even more important.”

“Figures,” Leon moaned. “There’s always gonna be something.”

Mukuro chuckled.

Maybe, but at least this time it’s not something Junko planned out.

Sayaka stood in the back of the group, smiling airily. Mukuro knew somehow that the idol had thought the same thing.

“Very well, then,” Celeste said. She gently brushed off some dust on her sleeve with the back of her other hand. She’d composed herself almost back to normal, but it was obvious that she was still a little shaken by the gunfire. “Shall we examine the room?”

Without waiting for a response, the gothic girl stepped around the soldier and made for the data center. The others followed one-by-one. Mukuro and Hina were just behind her.

Mukuro slowed down as they passed Makoto. She still felt like she was on cloud nine. Hina laughed, pat her on the back, and joined the others as they entered the room. Distantly, Mukuro heard awestruck gasping. She stayed behind to check out the gun, which was only just now beginning to cool.

Can I persuade the others to let me keep him? Without bullets, he can’t hurt anyone anymore…

She patted the dent from where he’d hit the floor again. There wasn’t a single thing about Makoto she didn’t adore. Even if they got out of here tomorrow, she’d want to bring him with her.

She sighed, content for what felt like the first time in her entire life.

Click

“What the—”

Mukuro spun around, raised her fists, and saw Celeste stepping onto one of the tiles she’d avoided without even thinking. Hina stood right behind her, and tried to say something, but never got the words out.

A hand-sized section of the ceiling opened up, and something bright and green flashed out of it. Time stopped.

The Ultimate Soldier leapt forward without even thinking. A green dart shot at her, but she craned her head and let it whiz by her ear. Another one came straight for her heart, and she batted it away with the back of her hand. A third zipped toward Sayaka, who haplessly stood right in its way. Mukuro barreled into her and sent her careening to the floor, scuffed-up but alright. A fourth one aimed at a wide-eyed Taka, so she just kicked him in the gut and sent him flying over a desk and away to safety. It all happened in the space of a second.

But then two more darts launched, and even Mukuro wasn’t fast enough. They struck Hina’s chest and Celeste’s arm, and then the trap fell silent.

For a second, nothing happened.

And then, without a word, without an expression, without an indication that anything had happened at all, both girls just fell to the floor. Their eyes were white, and neither one was breathing.

Notes:

* 5100 hits, yay!

* Sorry this took so long. I had to rewrite a huge chunk of this chapter because I was dissatisfied with it. I don't want to give out details because it might spoil later stuff, but I just felt the writing quality wasn't up to par. In the process of rewriting things, this became the longest chapter yet.

* Originally, I was going to have Mukuro break down the steel door with a pipe, just to show off her skills, but then I realized emphasizing her love affair with the gun was funnier.

* Alternate names I considered for the gun: Gun-kun, Dakka-chan, Bang-kun, Kill-kun, Gatling-chan.

* Was literally anyone surprised by Kyoko being the Ultimate Detective? I figured it out even before the first murder happened.

* I had fun inventing fake mystery book titles. Don't ask me how you can murder someone on a midnight morning. I assume the answer involves time zones.

* On the day I'm posting this, they just announced Danganronpa S: Ultimate Summer Camp. What a bizarre concept for a full game.

Chapter 23: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Daily Life 4

Summary:

Mukuro rushes to save her friends, rushes to solve the mysteries her sister lays out, and rushes, unknowingly, toward the next motive...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro tore through the hallways and down the stairs, faster than she’d ever moved before, carrying Hina in her arms. The Ultimate Swimmer’s head bobbed up and down against her shoulder, but the rest of the body was limp and cool. Her friend’s flesh was light as a feather, and dangerously white, and Mukuro could have lifted a hundred of her – but the guilt and pain weighed infinitely more. It was all the Ultimate Soldier could do just to stand, much less run. She didn’t even have the presence of mind to remove the dart from Hina’s arm.

Gotta save her, gotta save her!

The world blurred around Mukuro, either due to tears or panic. She’d never be sure which.

She reached the stairwell down to the first floor, jumped down twenty steps at once, and kicked off the side wall. Not even two seconds passed, and she was on ground level. A black crater marred where she’d struck the wall, and dusty white plaster covered half her foot, but she didn’t notice, even subconsciously. Besides Hina, the only thing she was aware of was her own mounting panic. It took everything in Mukuro’s power to retain this modicum of calmness, and only because of the definite knowledge that Hina had seconds left to live.

Gotta save her, gotta save her!

In the great distance of the hallways, she caught sight of a cowering girl with brown hair and glasses, and a tall young man with dreadlocks and tanned skin. Mukuro dismissed them instantly and barreled into the nurse’s office headlong. For some strange reason, the first thing that struck her was the clean, sterile scent all such places shared.

She slammed the light switch with her elbow, rushed to the nearest bed, and jerked back when she reached it. She’d almost thrown Hina to the bed with the same force she’d spent running around. Instead, she laid her friend on the bed as gently as she possibly could. The green dart was still in her chest. The veins around it had were engorged and hideously blue.

They smelled of flowers… Lilac, specifically. The dissonance between the obvious poison coursing through Hina’s body and the actually quite pleasant scent only contributed to Mukuro’s confusion and hysteria.

… Now what?

Mukuro pressed a hand over Hina’s breast, feeling for a heartbeat.

Nothing.

Hina was dead.

Mukuro’s legs gave out. Her knees connected with the hard floor, but she didn’t even notice the pain. The world smeared together, and this time, it definitely was the tears. Her cheeks were on fire. All the powers of the Ultimate Soldier, and she couldn’t save anyone.

“There you are.”

It was all she could do just to crane her neck up. Byakuya, Kyoko, Toko, and Hiro were in the doorway, though the latter two stood in confused silence. Kyoko rushed inside and made for the medicine cabinet.

“I wasn’t sure you were smart enough to come here,” the Ultimate Affluent Progeny continued. “I’m glad to see I was wrong. Leon!”

He stepped aside, and the redheaded teen entered. Celeste hung limply around his shoulders in a fireman’s carry, and by the way he sweated and grit his teeth, he clearly had more difficulty than Mukuro had had. Vaguely, she noticed that the dart was no longer in the gothic girl’s arm.

He dumped her roughly on the next bed over from Hina. The thin metal legs screeched when she made contact with it. Afterwards, he groaned and stretched his arm.

“Dammit, Byakuya!”

“Quiet,” came the instant response. “Kyoko?”

“… It’s here.” she said. She was calmer than the others, but an edge of something still tinged her voice.

She plucked a glass bottle from the cabinet, one that looked like every other bottle, except that it had a label ten-thousand letters long. The green, disgusting liquid inside sloshed around a little too slowly, and it seemed almost more like sludge or pudding.

Kyoko pulled a spoon from somewhere, Mukuro wasn’t sure how, and poured some of the liquid into it. Carefully, she kneeled by Celeste, held up the gothic girl’s head, and slid the medicine into her mouth. When she removed it, bits of saliva clung from lip to metal.

Mukuro saw the fire raging behind those cool violet eyes.

Seconds passed. Nothing happened.

And then—

Celeste’s cheek puffed out. The slightest, weakest rasp escaped her lips. Her eyes stayed closed.

By the time Mukuro registered that the girl’s chest was rising and falling, however slightly, Kyoko was already next to the second bed, pouring more medicine for Hina. Mukuro turned just in time to see her remove the dart and set it on the side of the bed. Then the spoon entered the Ultimate Swimmer’s lips…

And Hina’s brow furrowed. She didn’t wake, but she did breathe in. In a few seconds, she was covered in a sheen of gross sweat.

“Oh!”

Mukuro had never been so relieved. She heaved and sobbed again, this time happily, and grabbed at Hina’s hand. She could feel the warmth and life return.

She’d never had a second chance with Makoto or Sakura… but now she could have one with Hina and Celeste. It was almost too much to bear, and she buried her face in her sleeping friend’s shoulder, crying and thanking Kyoko again and again.

“God, Kyoko, thank you!” she gasped. “But… How did you know what kind of medicine to use?”

Kyoko didn’t respond, except by picking up Hina’s dart, which was covered in blood. She stood, removed five more darts from her jacket, and set all six on the metal counter next to the bottle of antidote. Two of them were bloody, but the other four were covered only in a shiny blue poison. All of them combined amplified the flowery smell tenfold. If Mukuro had had any memories of the outdoors, these darts would have triggered them.

Kyoko studied them all for a bit, carefully running a gloved finger across their feathery backsides, saying nothing.

“Toko, Hiro,” Byakuya said. Mukuro didn’t look back at him. “Go find Sayaka and Taka and bring them here.”

“Why didn’t they just come with you guys?” Hiro asked.

“Mukuro broke one of Taka’s ribs, although I suppose that probably saved his life. We told him to stay on the fourth floor until we fixed this problem.”

Mukuro winced at that description of events. She hadn’t meant to hurt him, of course, but looking back, she had kicked him with enough force to send him flying over a desk. Just one broken rib would probably be a blessing.

“As for Sayaka, I don’t know where she is. We lost her at some point. Find her.”

“Y—yes, Master B—Byakuya…”

They were gone a few seconds later.

“Leon,” he said. “Stand outside and keep a lookout.”

“What? What am I watching out for?”

“Just do it.”

The Ultimate Baseball Star grumbled and rubbed his shoulder dramatically, as if to remind Byakuya who it was who did all of the physical labor, but at length, he obeyed. Soon, the only conscious people left in the room were Mukuro, Kyoko, and Byakuya himself. He crossed his arms and radiated suspicion.

It was an alien feeling when Mukuro realized that he wasn’t suspicious of her.

He’s keeping me in the room when he confronts Kyoko? … Am *I* his Toko right now?

She rubbed Hina’s knuckles until they turned red. Faraway, the Ultimate Swimming Pro mumbled something in her sleep.

“Mukuro,” he said, dryly. “After you ran out with Hina, Kyoko took one of the darts, examined the poison on it, and instantly said ‘we can cure this.’”

“… Did she?”

Mukuro turned to Kyoko. She bit her lip. This was the literal last person on Earth she wanted to suspect of being a spy. Not just because she liked and trusted her, but because she was probably the most dangerous opponent possible after Junko.

“Do you know a lot about poisons, Kyoko?” she offered. “You know, because you’re a detective? That would make tons of sense.”

“I can identify when someone’s died of poison, yes,” the lavender-haired girl admitted. She didn’t turn away from the darts. “But if you’re asking about poisons in a medical context, then no. I don’t know anything useful.”

“And yet, you knew the type of poison on the darts in a second,” Byakuya snapped. “You called it ‘actonultrotoxide,’ if I recall. And that antidote…” He squinted and read the label from afar. “Does that say… ‘Botolintcysteinate?’”

“… Yes.”

“You just happened to know the correct antidote for the poison Junko was using?”

A long time passed before Kyoko responded.

“… After we found that drawer with the ‘real’ Mukuro’s writing on it, and ‘our’ Mukuro fell unconscious for so long, I thought I’d go to the library to look up medical textbooks for how to help.”

“Celeste mentioned you did that…” Mukuro said.

“It looked like you were having a heart attack or a seizure,” the elegant girl said. “In lieu of the Ultimate Nurse, we had to just hope you’d get better on your own.” She laid further back on her bed, then stretched her legs. “Mmm… Although, if it helps, you should know that Kyoko spent quite some time in the library, searching for medical books to help you. I think she might actually care about you.”

“Did she?” A flicker of surprise flashed behind Kyoko’s eyes. “I didn’t realize she’d known what I was doing, although I suppose that makes some sense.”

“Get to the point,” Byakuya demanded. “How did you learn how to cure a specific, obscure kind of poison you’d never heard of before?”

“You may not believe this, but I just happened to see it in a book.” Kyoko closed her eyes, as if to summon up a memory. “I’d spent a few hours in the library trying to help Mukuro, and the desk was overflowing with piles of books. My fault for not putting them back properly. Celeste came in to tell me that Hiro was cooking dinner that night, and that it was almost ready. She accidentally knocked over one of the piles, so she and I cleaned it all up. One of the books I grabbed, Deadly Poisons, Toxins, and Venoms, just happened to be open to a page about a blue poison that smells of lilacs. I noticed it because the page got torn a little when it fell.”

“That’s absurd for two reasons,” Byakuya said instantly. “First, that it would fall open to the most convenient page possible, and second, that you’d even think to read it and remember the antidote.”

Mukuro bit the inside of her cheek, hard. She didn’t notice, but her hand was squeezing Hina’s hard enough to block off circulation.

He’s right, that is suspicious…

Kyoko’s eyes remained closed.

“I—I don’t know…” Mukuro tried, very weakly. “Kyoko’s smart, and she always notices things no one else sees. It’s possible that she would remember something weird like that.”

“… I have nothing else to say,” Kyoko finished, tapping her hand against her chin. “That’s my only defense.”

Mukuro’s eyes flit over to Byakuya, who was clearly dissatisfied and angry. It was easy to see that he was on the verge of taking action against her, easy to see that he didn’t believe such a convenient explanation of events.

“We’ll ask Celeste to corroborate your story when she wakes up,” he said at last. “If she wakes up. And if she doesn’t—”

The door to the nurse’s office flew open. Through it, Hiro and Leon stood on either side of Taka, supporting him by the shoulders, while the boy himself cradled his stomach and groaned.

“Oh, God, Taka!” Mukuro ran to him and took over for Hiro. “I forgot about kicking you, I’m so sorry!”

“Don’t worry!” he grunted through his teeth. “We can report it to the school authorities later.”

No one said a word. Byakuya, Leon, and Kyoko glared at him.

“… That was a joke.” he said, but Mukuro genuinely couldn’t tell if that was true. “You saved my life from that poison dart. A broken rib or two… will just build character!”

He flexed one of his arms and tried to pump a fist, but then he spat up pink blood, cringed into a ball, and had to be carried onto the last empty bed.

“Uh, just so you know,” Hiro added. “Toko stayed with Sayaka. The two of them are still poking around the data center. I think she didn’t want to leave.”

“I should get back there, myself,” Byakuya nodded. “I don’t want one of them to ruin useful evidence… Taka can probably be moved back to his dorm once his wound is treated.”

“That would acceptable,” the boy grunted, still trying and failing to sound strong. “I wouldn’t want to just lay about all day, uselessly.”

“We’ll need someone to keep an eye on Toko and Hina until they wake up, though. How about—”

“I’ll do it!” Mukuro volunteered, a little too forcefully. “I mean… Please, Byakuya, let me do it. If I don’t, I’ll just worry myself and think about them all day until they’re up again.”

His eyes narrowed. She could imagine the arguments he could use to instantly dismiss her request:

We still don’t trust you.

You failed to inspect the room properly for traps.

Putting two helpless people in your care, when you could be turned by Junko at any minute, would be insane…

We never said you could stay out of the wheelchair permanently.

But instead, he nodded.

“Fine.  Hiro, Leon, come with me.”

Then they were all gone. Mukuro almost couldn’t believe it.

Does he have other, more important things to worry about? There’s the data center, and Kyoko acting strangely, and now Taka’s out of commission, too. He asked the boys to follow him, but not Kyoko… Then again, maybe me saving Taka’s and Sayaka’s lives proved my good intentions?

Beads of sweat pooled in the corners of Mukuro’s eyes. She hadn’t realized how nervous she was. Carefully, she eased herself down onto a chair between Hina and Celeste, and watched Kyoko remove Taka’s shirt and bandage his bare chest, which was marred only by the massive red welt from where she’d kicked him. Her hands moved more deftly and with greater care than Mukuro expected.

“Mmm… I would have preferred the aid of another boy…” Taka grunted.

Kyoko responded only by wrapping more of the white bandages around his skin. She hadn’t even asked if he needed the help.

“Why?” Mukuro asked, realizing she would never otherwise have an answer. She settled back down with Hina, and unconsciously stroked her friend’s pointy ponytail.

“Hahaha!” Taka bellowed, then doubled over. “Ergh… See a man naked, and you’ll know in an instant whether he’s worthy of your trust! That’s why I know the spy can’t be any of the boys; we all went into the sauna together that one time.”

“… That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard in my life, Taka.”

In the corner of her eye, Mukuro thought she might’ve seen Kyoko smile.

“Of course you wouldn’t understand!” he said, dismissively. “All men instinctively know what I’m talking about. Only I have the poor luck to be trapped half-naked in a room full of girls.”

He buffed one of his pecs with his fingers. In complete fairness to Taka’s stupid philosophy, Mukuro could tell a few things about his character now that his shirt was off. His lean, well-defined muscles were visible underneath his skin, and his abs were absolutely flawless. Just by glancing at him, you could tell that he was a meticulous, perfectionist sort of person, and that he definitely abstained from junk food and wasteful activities.

I’d just kind of assumed that Leon was the most in-shape boy left, but looking at this, it probably has to be Taka. Hm…

He looked over to Mukuro as she examined his body. One of his big red eyes narrowed.

“Er… I should say immediately that I’m not at the moment interested in any romantic engagements…”

Mukuro flushed red.

“Wh—what?! No! That’s not why I was looking at you!”

“I can think of literally zero other reasons why a girl would look at a man’s body!” he proclaimed, either ignoring or forgetting Kyoko healing him.

“Ew! You… I was just trying to do that thing you mentioned, where you size up someone’s trustworthiness by looking at their body!”

He forced out another laugh. It caused him extremely obvious pain to do that, but he powered through it and pretended otherwise.

“Hahahaha! As I said, you’re not a man.”

Kyoko tightened one of the bandages enough to make him wince. Mukuro wasn’t sure if she did that on purpose or not.

“This is the most I can do,” said the detective. “Taka, please go lie down in your room. I’ll help you there.”

Taka pulled on his uniform. Despite the pain, he spent almost a full minute buttoning it up and brushing off the dark smudge from where he’d been kicked.

“It is no problem! I can make it on my ow—“”

“It’s very irresponsible to reject assistance when you’re wounded,” she said, bluntly.

Trapped by his morals, and possibly helped along by the pain he pretended not to be in, Taka relented. Kyoko gathered up the dangerous poison darts and stored them in a plastic container, which she then hid inside of her jacket.

“I… Very well,” he said. “But I demand to stop by the warehouse and pick up a crutch!”

“Fine.”

Kyoko wrapped a hand around his shoulder and hefted him to his feet. When they reached the doors to exit, she turned back to Mukuro.

“Mukuro,” she said. “Keep an eye out.”

“… For what?”

Her cool purple eyes said it all:

Everything.

 

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Someone screamed. His voice didn’t carry far, not over the roar of gunfire, and a rainstorm that had lasted three days now, but it went far enough for a lithe girl with black hair to hear it. She let herself out from behind the downed tree, set her rifle against the bark, and stretched.

Another dead… 30-40 hostiles confirmed down.

The battlefield was a dark, damp forest. On a moonless night like this, you couldn’t see more than an arm’s distance away. Not even the girl with dark hair was landing every shot.

Normally, these conditions wouldn’t have been an issue, but there’d been some stupid village nearby. She’d been told to liquidate the locals, so she did. Their own fault for thinking she wasn’t an enemy just because she was a twelve-year-old girl with freckles and ruddy cheeks.

But whoever gave the order hadn’t considered the dark clouds overhead, and now the water and their blood had washed into the dirt. No one could run over the slushy mud, and even walking proved a challenge. Days had passed, and the Fenrir force was cold and almost out of food and ammunition.

My fault, thought the girl. I should’ve considered the rain…

She looked down, and saw the pink of the villagers’ blood mix with the dirt. Even now, the area smelled more of death than anything else.

She surveyed the men left. Only six, besides herself. All of them were miserable and covered in scars. One of them, a tan boy about twice her age, had a bloody stump instead of a left hand. If he survived, he’d work a desk for the rest of his life.

She guessed there were around three-hundred insurgents surrounding them. Seven Fenrir soldiers was more than a match for such a small army, but the enemy wasn’t stupid enough to try attacking directly. The girl knew, had known for days, that they were going to wait for the soldiers to run out of supplies before making a move.

Good plan.

She had a better one: kill them all. Even she had never taken three-hundred men by herself before. It would be… a mild challenge.

She pushed aside one of her friends, a behemoth of a man with a bright blond mohawk, and grabbed the one remaining pack of food.

“What’re you—”

Without a word, she dug her hand deep into it and pulled out a slab of meat. It was enough to feed them all for a day. She ate it all in five seconds, then tossed the white bone on the ground. It disappeared into the mud.

Her hunger abated, she ignored the cries and complaints of the others. The mohawk soldier had the best combat knife. It was an expensive French thing with a serrated edge. She’d always fancied it. She’d planned to buy her own, but he’d owe her his life after tonight, anyway.

His life’s worth less than that blade.

She kicked him in the ankle, sending him splashing into the mud, and stole it from him. Then she jumped away, nimbly hopping from tree trunk to tree trunk, until she found an unlucky man dressed in brown rags. His stance was poor, and he held his finger directly over the trigger of a rusty gun.

No trigger discipline, she thought, emotionlessly. Local farmer pressganged into service.

The knife flashed.

Mukuro blocked it, Junko tried again, and Mukuro laughed and effortlessly swatted her sister’s wrist away.

They were riding in a limousine, the fancy kind the Ultimate Fashionista was used to. Were they on the freeway? It didn’t matter. Junko was talking. Blood rushed to Mukuro’s face. Her heart was beating almost too fast to believe. She could kill a thousand men without thinking about it, and she had, but her own sister’s beautiful face put butterflies in her stomach. Was it narcissism to be in love with your twin? If so, Mukuro was definitely getting cursed to look at her own reflection forever, or however that myth went.

Looking into Junko’s eyes forever? That’s not a curse at all…

Her sister licked her lips, tried to shank her again, and smiled when Mukuro’s lightest touch deflected the blade harmlessly into the air.

“Hahaha!” Junko laughed despairfully, and made one final attempt by throwing it at Mukuro’s gut. Mukuro caught in in two fingers, lifted it up to her cool tropical drink, and stirred. She loved the idea of Junko’s flesh mixing with the girly orange liquid. And of course, she was keeping this knife. “You’re ugly, but at least you’re useful for something.”

“Thank you, sister.”

“Not fighting, of course. How easy is it to hire a bunch of assassins? Any idiot can kill in the right circumstances.”

You could even make a game about killing, if you really wanted to.

“Then what am I good for?” she asked, quizzically.

“You’re a momentary diversion A fun little waste of time to break the constant boredom.”

Mukuro smiled warmly. At that second, Junko’s own smile faltered.

“Oh, my, Mukuro,” she said, flatly. Her fake bright mood was suddenly gone. “Your lips aren’t pulled into an ironically despairful grin at all, are they?”

“What?” Mukuro blinked. “Of course they are.”

“No. You’re enjoying this for real, aren’t you? You really do enjoy this game with me, really do enjoy spending time with me, don’t you?”

Mukuro froze. The truth was was ‘yes,’ of course, but what was the correct response?

“Hey, idiot!” Junko pounded on the glass wall that separated her from the driver. “Pull over!”

He obeyed instantly, pulling over to the center divider of what was indeed the freeway. Junko kicked open the door and pointed outside. Behind them, a green car screeched to a halt. The driver honked his horn three times, furious and cussing at them over the din of the traffic.

“You’re not an Ultimate Despair at all, Mukuro.”

“Yes, I am!”

“No,” Junko sneered. “You’re not like me at all. I already knew how stupid and ugly and flat you are, but you can still feel things for real, can’t you? I don’t need anyone in my life who feels things besides boredom and despair.”

“No!” Mukuro’s hand gripped the drink a little too forcefully, and the glass shattered. The panic was obvious in her voice. “I am like you, Junko! I’m… I’m the only person who understands you!”

Understands me?!” Junko sounded like she’d never been more offended in her life. “Get out.”

Mukuro threw herself to the floor and buried her face in Junko’s designer heels. The smell! That beautiful scent filled her nostrils. The idea of never having it in her life again was almost enough to give her a heart attack.

“I feel despair, Junko!” she begged. “That was… a mistake. Everything in my life is despair, and when it’s not despair, it’s boredom. I look at other people and think they’re useless and boring, only good for testing out a new weapon. I came back to Japan because I want to spread despair just like you do! Please, little sister, please, please!”

It was all she could do not scream the words “I love you,” and only because of the certain knowledge how Junko would take that.

At length, the superior sister closed the door. She kicked Mukuro in the stomach (who deserved it), knocked her onto her back on the floor, and choked her for a while with her heel. The expression on her face said everything: that the Ultimate Soldier was on the thinnest of ice, and a single mistake from this point on would mean being thrown out for real.

Mukuro’s face turned blue from lack of oxygen. She didn’t dare try to move her sister’s foot, and just because she enjoyed this.

After what felt like hours, Junko finally released her throat. Mukuro gasped for breath, sweet, sweet Junko-scented breath, and saw that her sister was looking out to the side.

“That guy honking at us bugs me.”

In one second, Mukuro was on her feet, armed with two handguns, and firing directly out the back window. Blood and glass exploded out of the other car. Glass shattered everywhere, and Mukuro saw herself and Junko in the reflection. Junko leaned forward, grabbed her sister by the shoulders, and forced her to stand in front of the closet mirror.

It was the day after Jin Kirigiri’s death. There was definitely no going back now. Everyone else, the players in the great killing game-to-be, was asleep. Their memories were already prepared, as were the cameras and the broadcast equipment. Mukuro would be in charge of actually moving their unconscious bodies to the classrooms, of course.

Junko stood on her tiptoes, loomed over her useless excuse for an older sister, and slammed a blond wig over her stupid, ugly black hair.

Mukuro gasped.

“What’s this?” she asked, stupidly.

“It’s your disguise, you disappointment! Jeez, who else do you think it’s for? Toko? Kyoko? Celeste?”

Mukuro reached a hand up to the wig and pressed some of the soft hair between her fingers. Her eyes weren’t filled with despair. She couldn’t help it anymore. Junko had given a gift, and she couldn’t help feeling wonderment and awe.

Suddenly, Junko ripped Mukuro’s shirt off her body.

“Ah!” Mukuro moved to cover herself, childishly whimpering in a way totally unbecoming of neither the Ultimate Soldier nor the Ultimate Despair. Junko’s arms moved almost too quickly to see, and in seconds, the stupid sister was in one of her spare outfits.

Mukuro’s jaw dropped. She blushed red. She hoped Junko couldn’t see it, but she knew that was useless. Junko saw everything.

She raised a hand to the mirror. She truly did look almost exactly like Junko. Her thinner eyes aside, a few freckles here and there…

I’m beautiful.

Was she crying?

Oh no, I AM crying!

Junko leaned over her shoulder and pressed her cheek to her sister’s. They looked nothing alike. They were nothing alike.

“I wish you weren’t so useless,” she whispered. “I kind of want to be in the game, myself. Can you imagine the despair of being killed by someone like Byakuya or Hifumi? But you’re too stupid to operate the Monokuma control room. And if I let you just play with the others as the Ultimate Soldier, they’ll all be too intimidated to ever try anything. So… the only option is to debase myself and let a shitty flatchested doppelganger like you pretend.”

“Junko…”

Mukuro fell to her knees, weeping. Junko pushed the tip of her high heel into the back of her neck, adding physical pain to the emotional. Her heart hurt like nothing else, and she forced herself to look again into the mirror and see her sister’s disgust and disappointment.

She couldn’t believe how much Junko loved her.

“Ah!”

Junko woke up.

No…

Mukuro shook her head.

Mukuro woke up.

She grabbed her temples. Her palms were soaked in a cold sweat. Her head was throbbing.

Those were just nightmares, she told herself. They didn’t happen!

But she knew the truth, of course. She grabbed her chest and shook her head from side to side. Monokuma never lied, and he’d told them directly what Mukuro’s secret was.

Mukuro Ikusaba has an incestuous gay crush on her own sister.

She made a fist and pounded her pillow, angry and hot and—

I’m in my dorm.

She sat up, confused and terrified. She was definitely on her bed, naked but for her underwear. The room was almost completely dark.

I never went to sleep! I was in the nurse’s office!

She shook her head, reached for her e-Handbook, and used its light to check the clock.

2:01 AM

“What?!” she screeched.

She jumped out of bed, made for the closet, and threw on the nearest pants and track jacket. She didn’t even bother with an undershirt or shoes. She was still zipping up her chest when she leapt into the hallway. She didn’t bother closing the door behind her.

Empty.

She ran for the school.

When the hell did I fall asleep? Did someone carry me to my room?

She tried to conjure up the last thing she remembered, besides that dream. It was just the conversation with Taka and Kyoko, and then sitting with Hina and Celeste, whispering about how they’d get better, how they’d all eat together and play together and be okay after this…

She moved as fast as a rocket. The nurse’s office was in plain sight. The doors were closed, and she kicked them open—

No one was inside.

She ran over to the beds. They were empty.

She rushed her hands over the sheets. One of Hina’s hairs had gotten caught on a sheet. Mukuro clung to it like shelter in a storm, like it was the only evidence in the world that she wasn’t insane.

“Help!” she screamed. “Something’s wrong, something’s wrong!”

Her face was hot, her body was on fire.

Calm down, calm down! It’s nighttime. Everyone is asleep.

She ran back to the dorms even more quickly, twisting the brown hair around her finger as she did.

Did they get better already? Did I just forget, somehow?

Panic was mounting inside of her. She was shaking almost too much to keep standing.

The first dorm doors she found were Taka’s and Kyoko’s. Mukuro pounded on them for a few seconds, then composed herself and slammed her open palm into their doorbells.

After no one responded for a whole one second, she ran to the next nearest doors: Byakuya’s, Sayaka’s, and Toko’s. She pressed their doorbells, too, and pounded on them for a moment each. She almost could have sworn that Toko’s door even budged a bit, but she was too panicky to check further.

She ran over and slammed her palm into Celeste’s and Hina’s doors (Stupid!), and then Leon’s, and finally Hiro’s. She barely even had the presence of mind to skip the dead students’ rooms.

By this point, Kyoko had finally opened her door. She’d just exited and was wiping away the sleep from her eyes when Mukuro launched herself inside and grabbed the half-dressed, confused girl by the shoulders.

Kyokohaveyouseenhinaorceleste?!

Kyoko blinked a few times.

“… Weren’t you watching them?”

Mukuro sucked in her lips. She heard another door open in the hallway, released Kyoko, and jumped out to find a very puzzled-looking Leon.

“What’s going on?” he yawned.

“Leon! Celeste and Hina aren’t in the nurse’s office!”

“… Well, where are they then?”

“I don’t know!”

By this point, other doors were opening. Byakuya, Jack, and Hiro came out at about the same time. Taka barely made it to his feet, only to grunt and lean himself up against a wall. Sayaka’s door narrowly creaked open, and the white-faced idol poked her head outside.

“Guys!” Mukuro said, her voice squeaking. “I don’t know what happened, but Hina and Celeste are gone!”

Byakuya crossed his arms.

“Are they?”

 

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Soon enough, everyone was in the nurse’s office, save Sayaka, the still-injured Taka, and Jack, the last of whom had stayed behind without being told to.

She has some secret deal with Byakuya, Mukuro knew. They had some arrangement, some plan…

But as long as that plan didn’t involve hurting Hina or Celeste, Mukuro didn’t care.

Kyoko kneeled over each of the empty beds, inspecting them in turn.

“They aren’t here.” she said.

“Good thing we have the Ultimate Detective,” Byakuya sighed. “Mukuro! Did you do something to them?”

“No! I swear!”

“Ugh… I was stupid to let you watch them.”

“What’s the last thing you remember?” Kyoko asked her.

“It was that conversation we had! You were helping Taka, I was talking to him, and you told me to keep an eye out. I sat down to watch Hina and Celeste… And then I just kind of woke up in my bed.”

“The trap and the conversation happened at about 11 AM.” Byakuya said. “Hm… Hiro, I told you to go check on the nurse’s office just before nightfall, at 10 PM, didn’t I?”

“Yeah! I totally went there, and Mukuro was there, watching them.”

“What?” Mukuro blinked. “I… was?”

“Yeah. Don’t you remember? We even had a whole conversation.”

“I don’t—”

“Describe this conversation.” Kyoko interrupted.

“Uh…” Hiro rubbed his head. “Well, first I said hello to Leon, since he was outside. Then I went inside, and Mukuro was at the medicine cabinet. I asked if she was sleepy and wanted someone else to take over, and she said ‘no thanks.’ I said I wanted to check to make sure Hina and Celeste were still okay, and she said sure. I totally did that, I made absolutely certain they were still alive and breathing normally, just like Byakuya told me to.”

“How were they?” Kyoko asked.

“Hina looked normal, I guess. I thought she was doing okay. Only thing is that she was sweating a little, and it made her jacket look kinda gross. Celeste had turned onto her belly, and I remember that ‘cause I figured it meant she might be doing better if she could sorta move around a bit. It was hard to tell if she was sweating like Hina, though, because her clothes are already dark and frilly and stuff. Then Mukuro turned toward the medicine cabinet… She said something like ‘Don’t worry about me,’ and I left.”

I don’t remember anything, I fall asleep suspiciously, and Hiro says he had a whole conversation with me… And although he’s kind of dumb, he’s one of the more reliable people here…

She shivered. There was one explanation she could think of that made sense:

I already know that my sister can look almost exactly like me if she wants, because one of us in the bedroom *is* her. What if she snuck into the nurse’s office, knocked me unconscious and put me in my room, and then pretended to be me so she’d have access to the helpless students? If he wasn’t paying close enough attention, Hiro could easily mistake one of us for the other… I’m not even sure we can tell the difference if we *are* paying attention.

That seemed like something she had to tell the others, to warn them of something Junko might be plotting. But the last thing on Earth Mukuro wanted to plant in everyone’s heads was the idea that Junko and she might be switching places right in front of their eyes, not while they were already this paranoid of her. Hiding it made Mukuro feel like a criminal, but she said only:

“I don’t remember any of that. I’m not saying you’re lying, but… I don’t have any memory of that.”

Technically, that’s all true.

Kyoko stared at the cabinet for a moment, but said nothing. Byakuya tapped his foot on the floor.

“Fine,” he said. “This won’t go anywhere, anyway. We’ll have to split up into pairs and check the entire school.”

“Oh, there’s no need.”

A chill ran down everyone’s spines. Even Byakuya looked disturbed. No one had heard that screeching, horrible voice for days.

One by one, they turned to the doorway. A single figure stood in its center.

“Pufufufufu! You all look like you’ve seen a—”

Mukuro was on Monokuma in a flash. She grabbed him by the neck (or what passed for one) and raised him into the air.

What did you do to them?!

“Hm… I’m not sure if this counts as attacking the headmaster…” Monokuma tapped a paw on his chin. “Well, I’ll let it slide. I can count it as training for lifting me up to reach things on the top shelf.”

He squirmed out of her grasp with surprising grace for a metal robot, landed on the ground, and made a show of dusting himself off.

“Anyway! No need to worry, kiddos! I’m sorry to say that Aoi Asahina and Celestia Lud… Ludenb… Ludenb… Celeste are still alive.” He sighed. “You’re all really disappointing me, lately.”

Mukuro’s pulse slowed ever-so-slightly. Vaguely, she noticed how terrified Leon and Hiro were of his presence.

I guess we all thought something had happened to Junko… We should be so lucky.

But she had to force herself to think that. Tatters of those happy memories with her sister in the limo and the school were still fresh in her mind.

“Then… where are they?” she demanded, less forcefully. “Because they were here!”

“Hmph! Unfortunately, I had to save them.” Monokuma raised his paws to the ceiling and feigned groaning. “Miss Ikusaba broke the door, and therefore a school rule, and was supposed to pay the price.”

“You set up that trap on purpose,” Kyoko said. “You pretended to be gone to trick us into breaking the rules, and wanted the darts to be triggered.”

“Whaaaaaat? Me?” Monokuma laughed. “You must be thinking of some other dashingly handsome bear. Those were legitimate ‘breaking-the-rules’ darts. I never said that punishment would come in robot form, after all! … Buuuuuuuut, I’ll admit, I didn’t account for the possibility that someone else who didn’t break the door would get hit by a dart. So, I kinda needed those two to not die, since none of you could be held responsible.”

“That still doesn’t explain where they are!” Leon cried.

“Hmph! Hmph! Hmph! Kids these days.” Monokuma shook his head. “I took them to recover on a floor that none of you can reach yet. Until they’re hale and healthy again, I’m afraid that Miss Asahina and Miss Lu… that the both of them are off-limits.”

“That’s completely unlike your previous behavior,” Byakuya pressed a finger to his glasses. “You were always talking about how you wanted to make it easy for us to kill each other.”

“Yes, but not because I screwed up!” Monokuma moaned. “How many times do you want me to say I made a mistake?! Because I’ll only do it twice, and this is the second. I need to make sure that neither of them die, and the correct medicine to do that is upstairs.”

“… What?” Byakuya’s eyes narrowed into slits. “Wouldn’t it be in the nurse’s office, or the chem lab, if it was anywhere at all?”

“Besides, I thought they were recovering just fine here…” Hiro mumbled.

“Oh, I’m sorry, Doctor Hagakure!” Monokuma laughed. “What do you know about that kind of medical stuff? I’m not letting them die because of a mistake I made, and I’m not letting one of you get an easy kill just because I overlooked how stupid you can all be. If you want to kill them later, that’s fine, you’ll just have to wait an extra day or two. Take the time to come up with a really killer plan. And now, I’m off—”

“Wait.” Kyoko said. Her voice was ice. “What happened to Mukuro? She doesn’t remember meeting Hiro here. And she should have seen you take the others away.”

“Pufufufufu! I, the great Monokuma, had absolutely nothing to do with whatever may or may not have happened to your foolish little friend there. If you want to know more, that’s on you to figure it out.”

‘I, the great Monokuma, had absolutely nothing to do with whatever may or may not have happened?’

Mukuro’s body tensed up. The phrasing of that denial was almost an admission that Junko had done something outside of her headmaster guise. Kyoko and Byakuya probably caught that loophole, too.

“Wait a second!” Leon barked, finally working up a little bit of nerve. “Where the hell were you those couple of days where we thought you were dead?”

“Oh, you know…” Monokuma kicked the floor. “Around. Anyway, bye!”

He disappeared into a corner of the ceiling, leaving the group utterly dumbfounded. Byakuya was the first to speak.

“He avoided all of our questions, except about where Hina and Celeste are.”

Kyoko nodded.

“Also,” she said. “I don’t believe Monokuma would have ever removed a student from the game before, even for something like this.”

“Yes,” he agreed. “His behavior has definitely changed.”

“Is that bad?” Mukuro asked, shifting her weight from side to side. She would have felt infinitely more comfortable with Hina around, even in an unconscious form.

Byakuya looked down at her, and Mukuro knew that even now, he enjoyed the challenge this presented.

“No,” he grinned. “It means she’s on the defensive.”

 

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Mukuro sat alone at one of end of the table. The remnants of a waffle-based breakfast were scattered over its surface. It was almost 10 AM. She snatched the last offering from a plate of muffins, smelled it, and raised it to her lips. Actually feeding herself felt a bit strange now.

She didn’t like it.

Everyone else, except Kyoko, Sayaka, Taka, and a lounging Genocide Jack, took seats on the other end. The last of them played with one of her scissors, idly watching—

Jack was subtler about it than Mukuro would have guessed, but she was definitely spying on Sayaka, and not Mukuro, making sure that the idol didn’t do anything. For her part, the girl with unwashed clothes and wild blue hair just sat in her chair, hands folded in her lap, and hummed.

No one seemed actively scared any longer, but there was still clearly tension in the air, except from Taka.

At least he appreciates me saving his life.

“I guess I’ll say it, if no one else will,” Leon started. “Are we just gonna let Mukuro walk around free again? ‘Cause we’ve been kinda inconsistent about it…”

“Hmph.” Byakuya shook his head. “What else can we do? Hina’s not around to take care of her anymore, and the rest of us are… busy.”

Another vague word…

“Are you saying that we’d keep her locked up, if we still had everyone?” Hiro asked.

Byakuya didn’t respond. Taka seized the opportunity to join the conversation.

“I think Mukuro has proven her good intentions,” he offered, pressing a hand to his side and grunting. “That is to say, I think it’s highly unlikely that she’ll kill anyone or knowingly work with Junko.”

“You’re just saying that because she saved you from the trap.”

Everyone quieted. It was the first time this morning Sayaka had spoken. She faced Taka, and that plastic smile never disappeared.

“That’s… not quite correct,” he stammered. “I mean, yes, that is technically true, but the act of saving anyone proves that—”

“Liar,” Her voice was quiet, yet it rose far above the bellowing Taka’s. “She stopped me from killing Leon, and Leon from killing me. Her intentions should have never been in doubt!” She giggled suddenly, and the high-pitched squeak echoed across the cafeteria. “The question was just if she was a dangerous crazy person!”

“I can think of someone who fits that description a lot better than her…” Leon murmured, tracing a thumb over his scar.

Sayaka’s head twisted to the side so quickly that he jumped out of his chair, tripped, and landed on his back. Her eyes were on fire.

“I know!” she said, her happy, playful tone completely at odds with the hateful expression on her face. “Genocide Jack is just the worst!”

“Hey, girl,” Jack yawned. “At least I own it.”

Sayaka covered her lips with the back of her hand and giggled again. This time, there was even less mirth.

“If you need someone to watch Mukuro while she’s tied up,” she said. “Then I volunteer!”

A vote was held. Mukuro felt it best to abstain.

To her surprise, it was almost universal – only Sayaka was in favor of the wheelchair, and Byakuya and Jack were the only other abstains. Yet, the idol didn’t seem upset at her defeat. She only reached over to the table, stole an untouched biscuit, and chowed down.

Mukuro stood up, faced the others, and bowed, half to hide her face. She was flushing with relief.

“Um! I don’t know what to say. I’m glad you guys trust me enough to let me go free. But right now, the thing I’m most concerned about is Hina and Celeste.”

“No need for that!”

A certain monochromatic bear flew in from the ceiling and landed right in the center of a plate of waffles. One of them slipped under his foot, and went flying into Hiro’s jacket, staining it horribly.

“Aw, man!” he groaned. “This is my special clairvoyance jacket!”

“… Really?” Leon asked.

“No…” Hiro admitted. “I just bought it on sale. But I was wearing it when I predicted the correct winner of a soccer game!”

The room went quiet, this time due to awkwardness. No one had the heart to tell him that a 50:50 guess was actually easier than his vaunted-30%.

“Well, folks!” Monokuma laughed. “I’m glad you all got that conversation out of your system, and some food into it, ‘cause I can bearly keep the good news in!” He hopped from one foot to the other, clearly itching to tell them something.

“I’ve never wished I was poisoned and unconscious more than this moment,” Byakuya rolled his eyes. “Why are you here?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Monokuma laughed. “Man, Byakuya, maybe you need some bigger glasses, or else you’ll keep missing the obvious!”

“Just get to the point already, man!” Leon moaned. “No one wants you around, anyway.”

“Tough crowd,” Monokuma shrugged. “If you insist! I hereby invite you all to the school gymnasium!”

“What?” Alarm flashed across Kyoko’s face. “Why there?”

“To present the next motive, of course!”

Monokuma pressed his paws to his belly, and laughed like a madman.

 

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Mukuro felt like she was standing in a great void. A freezing, effervescent nothingness pressed in on her from all directions, and it was empty of everything except a promise: that soon one of her friends would be dead.

Or maybe the gym was just really drafty.

Everyone gathered together in the center of the enormous room. At some point along the way, Jack had turned back into Toko.

The excitable students were worried, the composed ones were serious, and Mukuro stood in the back, licking her lips again and again and again and again. In the center of the stage was a small folding table, probably pulled directly from the warehouse. On it were two silver platters, each of them covered by a shiny, beautiful cloche.

Mukuro shuddered. She didn’t know what exactly the third motive would be, but she remembered well enough that conversation she’d had with Mukuro—Junko—her sister the other night.

“How about… You keep giving out more information about the outside world?” Mukuro offered. “As people learn more about it, they’ll fall into more despair…”

“Oh?” Fakuro pursed out her lips. “I… I guess that’s true, but that doesn’t seem like it’ll make them want to kill each other more.”

“It will!” Mukuro lied. She tried to keep her face as composed as possible, but she knew anyone sane could read through her in a second. “Because… Because they’ll be so despairing, that they’ll lose any hope that things will ever get better, right? That’ll leave them with nothing to do except murder each other.”

“I… I suppose I can do that, Junko, if you think it’s best. I’m not completely stupid… I know you’re trying to come up with something that won’t get anyone killed, aren’t you? But… I actually think you might be right. There is a way to get more people, or least someone in particular, to kill again…” Fakuro stood up, brushed off her skirt, and nodded. “Yes. Yes! Even when you’re trying to sabotage despair, you still breathe it.”

In the present, Mukuro tried to swallow. She was shivering, and not from the draft.

If someone really does die because of my suggestion…

She would be the most awful person in the world. Those schoolchildren Mukuro butchered, that village she remembered nothing about, that innocent man on the freeway… Who could guess how many others she’d murdered over the years? And now, her attempt to save her friends might even be turned against them.

It would almost be easier to be Junko, reveling in my evil…

“Ladies and gentlemen!” Monokuma dropped from the ceiling and landed in the center of the stage. “I, Headmaster Monokuma, am proud to present… the Memory Motive!”

The room was dead silent. Mukuro gulped.

If Hina was here, she’d shout that no one is going to kill anyone, no matter what he does.

She took a tepid step forward, opened her mouth, and tried to say the words—

But they wouldn’t come. She just looked down at her feet in shame.

Please, please, please, please, please…

She didn’t even know what she was praying for.

Monokuma jumped onto the table, flourished, and removed both cloches at once. He tossed them into the air, and they disappeared in a cartoonish flash.

One the left platter was a single green grape, and on the right, a single red strawberry. The first of them was moist and appetizing, but the second was a little dry and dark, almost as if it was slightly old and hadn’t been refrigerated properly. In fact, it was—

The exact same strawberry Mukuro’s sister had tried to feed her that night.

The blood rushed out of her face. She covered her mouth reflexively, but luckily, no one was looking at her.

“All of you keep complaining,” Monokuma droned on. “‘Oh, my memories! Oh, I want to know what’s happening outside! My family, my friends, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah!’ Has it occurred to you that brains are pliable for a reason? Has it occurred to you that you’re not supposed to remember things perfectly? You’re not computers! … as evidenced by the fact that not even I would execute a laptop or something. My point is that forgetting things is a natural, beneficial process! And yet, all you do is say things like ‘We know how good friends we really are, we know about our memories being stolen.’ You wanna know? You really wanna know?”

He launched himself off the table and onto the gym’s floor.

“Okay!” he laughed. “Eat the strawberry, and it will restore all of your memories. Eat the grape, and it will steal all of the memories you’ve made since waking up in the academy. That’s all. You can choose who gets what, or if you wanna throw them out, that’s fine, too.”

“Wait,” Kyoko said. “How does this work?”

“Ugh! Little Miss Asks-Questions! I coated each of the fruit in a different chemical, that’s all you really need to know.”

“W—will eating one k—kill us or something?” Toko asked, hiding behind Byakuya’s back.

“Nope! I promise that the chemicals only affect your brain.”

“I dunno…” Hiro mumbled. “Don’t you need your brain to live?”

“… Maybe not you, but everyone else definitely does,” Monokuma nodded. “Neither the grape nor the strawberry will kill anyone, at least not by eating them. They won’t stop your heart, they won’t plug up your lungs, they won’t cause an aneurism, nothing like that. You can eat the strawberry, remember things, and tell everyone else whatever you want… Or lie about it! Up to you. Ta-ta!”

With that, he disappeared.

Mukuro watched the table from afar for a long while. Nothing in the universe terrified her half as much as that inanimate, slightly dehydrated piece of fruit. She would have rather faced an army than seen that thing ever again.

Junko…

She clenched her jaw. Imagine if she ate it, and realized she really was Junko after all, and felt the ultimate (lower-case) despair? Or if she was Mukuro for real, turned back into her sister’s mindless, incestuous slave? She had to avoid the fruit at all costs, but she just knew that Byakuya would take the opposite opinion and try to force it on her, he always wanted whatever she didn’t.

“Mukuro is going nowhere near that strawberry.” Byakuya said.

“I agree!” she nodded vigorously, thrilled and amazed. “Take it! Do anything with it except give it to me!”

“Alright.” he said. “One of us needs to—”

A flash of blue.

Sayaka smashed into him, crawled up the stage, and grabbed the grape. Her mouth was watering. Drool splashed out of her open jaw.

All her pain came from Makoto’s death, and the role in it which she played. And now, finally, there was a ticket to escape.

She pushed her trembling hands over her lips, gnashed her teeth, and swallowed the goopy, disgusting mess in one motion. Her hands were covered in thick saliva.

For a while, everyone simply watched her. She breathed heavily in and out, shaking, crying.

“Mukuro…” she whispered.

Mukuro hesitated, because she was still near the strawberry. But at last, she carefully stepped to the stage, making sure to keep one hand hovering to protect her mouth, and looked up to the terrified little girl begging for her help.

“Are you okay, Sayaka?”

“Mukuro… Monokuma was… my…” She tried to keep speaking, but her mouth went slack, and her eyes glazed fully over. Her last few words were very slurred. ”I don’t want to… desp…”

She fell forward like a ton of bricks. Mukuro caught her, but she was already unconscious.

Tears dripped off from the black-haired girl’s cheeks and onto Sayaka’s. Holding her like this, Mukuro realized how fragile she was, how very much she was like a beautiful porcelain doll.

No wonder Makoto fell for her.

She brought her over to one of the bleachers, laid her down, and brushed the blue hair out of her eyes. The little kitten hairclip somehow stayed exactly where it was, over her ear, shining and untarnished.

No one deserved what Junko did to us… But Sayaka might have deserved it least of all…

Could innocence really be restored by losing your memories?

Mukuro’s breath caught in her throat.

I have to hope so, if only for my own sake…

“Tch!” Byakuya shook his head. “She’s lucky that I was going to suggest we force her to take the grape anyway. Mukuro! Is she still breathing normally?”

She held a hand over Sayaka’s lips. The breathing seemed normal.

“I think so.”

“Good. As for the strawberry…”

“Hold it!” Leon shouted. “We’re not really gonna just trust something Monokuma gave us, right? He’s fulla shit!”

“I agree.” Taka nodded. “Trusting him would be the height of stupidity.”

“I dunno about that,” Hiro shook his head. “We were talking about how Junko’s getting desperate, right? This could be her last, stupid idea to make us kill each other.”

“It doesn’t matter,” Kyoko said. “This is too good a chance not to take. We need more information on the outside world, and I’m sure this the only option that Monokuma will allow us for that.”

Mukuro flinched. She couldn’t help but think of Kyoko’s strange knowledge of poisons and antidotes from yesterday, and all the other suspicions she’d had…

Now she’s advocating for Junko’s plan… But Junko could’ve expected her to because she knows us so well!

She groaned, wishing she’d been the Ultimate Counterintelligence Officer instead of the Ultimate Soldier.

“I agree.” Byakuya said. “If for no other reason than that we can finally confirm ‘our’ Mukuro’s true identity. Someone needs to eat this strawberry.”

“Well, if you’re so into the idea, then you can have it!” Leon huffed.

“It might be poisoned,” he said, completely devoid of sympathy. “We need to test it on someone expendable, who’s definitely not working for Junko. I volunteer Hiro.”

“Wh—what?!” The older boy flushed red. “I’ll have you know that I’m the world’s best clairvoyant! I’m not expendable!”

Byakuya grinned.

“Hiro,” he said. “As I recall, you owe some dangerous people some money, don’t you?”

“Well…”

“What if I told you that I can make all of that go away with about two minutes of phone calls, once we’re out of here?”

Hiro looked to the side. His eyes shone with naked greed.

Oh, Hiro…

Before he could respond, Kyoko dashed forward, jumped onto the stage, and grabbed the strawberry.

“Wh—Kyoko!” Byakuya shouted. “How—”

“Sorry,” she said, genuinely. “But this either needs to be destroyed, or it needs to go to whomever is most likely to have the most useful memories, other than Mukuro. And in my calculation, that’s me.”

She popped it into her mouth and swallowed it whole.

Mukuro stood up and bolted over to the stage, afraid that she, too, would collapse. But Kyoko stayed steady on her feet, and even eased herself down onto the floor.

Everyone waited on her with bated breath.

Her eyes darted between each of her classmates.

She raised two trembling hands over her mouth, and a hideous disbelieving noise, not quite a sob, forced its way out of her lips. In that moment, she was even frailer than Sayaka.

Her legs buckled, and she fell onto her knees. Mukuro wrapped a shoulder around her, but Kyoko didn’t look over. Even in this position, she could feel this girl’s heart beating a thousand times a second.

“No…” Kyoko breathed. “It can’t…”

“Kyoko!” she whispered. “Are you okay? Do you… remember anything?”

The Ultimate Detective tried to speak, but nothing came out.

“Kyoko!”

The lavender-haired girl’s head twitched just slightly. For some reason, she seemed to be looking at Mukuro’s forehead.

“M… Mukuro,” she whimpered. She grasped at her chest, wheezing in pain. Actual tears formed in the corners of her eyes, and much of her face was red. “Is… Is that you?”

“Yes!” Mukuro said. Despair ate at the edge of her consciousness.

Why else would Kyoko not recognize me, except that I’m not me?

But she had to stay strong, if only for her friends.

“Yes, it’s me!” she repeated. She squeezed Kyoko’s shoulders as hard as she could without meaning to, but the other girl barely noticed. “It’s me! Are you okay?!”

Kyoko’s entire body heaved. Her hair fell in all directions. She looked almost nothing like the composed, powerful girl she always was.

Is she in shock? She always keeps her emotions so hidden… Maybe she was the worst person to have let remember things!

“I can’t… I can’t…”

Kyoko breathed in and out for a long time, trying to piece herself back together. Mukuro hugged her for what had to be minutes, patting her on the back and trying desperately to provide whatever warmth and comfort she could.

Nothing in this school had ever felt more wrong than Mukuro trying to soothe Kyoko.

At last, after an eternity, the Ultimate Detective looked back up. Her cheeks were red, as were her eyes. For some reason, she stared at an empty wall past Mukuro’s shoulders.

It was easy to see that she was trying hard to return to her calm, emotionless persona. She’d regained a little bit of herself, and she didn’t seem to be panicking any longer, but Mukuro could feel how much she was still shaking.

She wanted that cold, calculating detective back, the one who always knew what to do, who was lying, and how to fight the game.

Kyoko’s hand grasped at Mukuro’s side, pulling at her clothes and her skin. Her voice was barely stable, but she finally managed to get out four weak, unsteady words:

“I think I’m blind.”

Notes:

* That dialogue Taka has about understanding how trustworthy a man is by looking at him naked is lifted directly from the games. Don't blame me for it! That's canon. I know the minor sexism is really more Mondo's thing, but I thought it would be funnier this way.

* I'm also going to cover my bases here and remind people that Mukuro crushing on Junko is super canon. I didn't make that up, don't complain to me about it, that's totally canon. Never mind the fact that I already declared that I don't consider DR3 canon and that I'm being a total hypocrite by picking out the stuff I think is useful.

* I was afraid that it might be *slightly* out-of-character for Kyoko to steal the strawberry, but I still think it's reasonable for her to do so, given the circumstances. She gets up to some questionable activities in the games and is willing to risk herself, it's just that she normally does so in a little subtler a fashion. In this scenario, openly stealing the fruit makes sense. And yes, obviously at the end, Kyoko acting out-of-character is intentional, duh.

* This sequence and concept of the fruits being doused with memory-restoring chemicals was inspired by what is actually in Danganronpa IF, although there it's a needle and not food.

* Poor 'Celestia Ludenberg' name joke. It makes perfect sense in Japanese why Monokuma can't pronounce her name, since it's something so alien to the way Japanese constructs sentences, but the English translation simply cannot process the joke because any English speaker can easily pronounce a German-derived surname, however garish it might be. How did they handle it in the game? ... Monokuma still has trouble pronouncing her easy-to-pronounce name, which makes no sense. For reasons even I cannot explain, I preserved this lame joke.

* Yes, I intentionally made a joke about how Monokuma wouldn't execute a laptop. In this timeline, he never gets the chance. Can I just say that Alter Ego has a terrible execution? There is zero reason for a laptop to be punished with a bulldozer or whatever. It would make sense to have a computer-themed execution, like with Tron lightcycles destroying it, or to blatantly reuse Sakura's punishment, so it would have a really inappropriate martial arts-themed execution, but construction equipment? That's completely off-theme.

* Is Kyoko the most likely student to know the difference in usage between 'whoever' and 'whomever?' ... No, Toko is, but I had Kyoko correctly distinguish between them anyway. I have literally zero idea if there is a Japanese equivalent to how these words are used.

Chapter 24: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Daily Life 5

Summary:

After having lost five friends, Mukuro at last has the chance to have one back... but even when she takes it, a terrible feeling nags at her.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro carefully bent over the bathhouse changing room bench, laying down the helpless form of the blue-haired idol as gently as she could. The room was humid and very warm, but that wasn’t why they were both sweating.

Only the heavens knew what roiled through Sayaka’s unconscious mind right now, but her body was shaking, and her eyelids twitched and furrowed like she was having a nightmare. Every so often, her lips offered up a low, whimpering hum.

Mukuro heard a louder commotion from outside the room. She turned just in time to see everyone else enter, most of them cautiously hovering around a certain Ultimate Detective.

Kyoko’s eyes were glazed over, and she made a good attempt at seeming unfeeling and neutral… but Mukuro could see that she was afraid. Not just afraid, but wracked by other emotions, too. Could all of the others, or was it obvious only to her? She didn’t dare to ask if the thinned lips and fake composure fooled Hiro or Leon. Byakuya surely guessed.

Someone, Mukuro didn’t know whom, had given Kyoko a long stick to tap against the floor. But she was too proud to actually rely upon it, and she carried it, rather than held it properly, in one hand. Instead, she made her way toward the other bench from memory, dragging her feet along the floor in front of her body in a strange, almost loping motion. Mukuro startled, realizing that her friend’s strange kicking motion was meant to feel for anything blocking her way. Seconds passed, and her foot made contact with the legs of the wooden bench. Trembling just slightly, Kyoko reached down, felt its smooth surface for a few seconds, and set herself and the stick on top of it with all the certainty she could manage. She was still a hundred times calmer than anyone else would have been.

It had to be by chance, but Kyoko’s eyes passed over Mukuro’s for a split second. The latter girl swallowed nervously. Despite the blistering heat of the bathhouse, her sweat grew colder.

Those cool, purple eyes had always seemed so intense, so purposeful… Now they were just glazed over, like glass or plastic, a mere facsimile of what they’d once been.

The focus that had always guided Kyoko’s actions was still there, but it was subtler now, observable only in her movements and expressions. Even now, Mukuro saw it faltering.

Please, let whatever she learned be worth the price…

But she cursed herself for even thinking such a thing. This was all by her sister’s design, of course. Junko (hopefully Junko) had even told her that this was all in the service of another murder. Vaguely, Mukuro recalled something about a European mythology, where someone traded sight for knowledge. Or maybe it was a common thing in many mythologies? She wasn’t sure, but she knew she didn’t like this result.

Kyoko had always seemed like one of the hardest possible targets for a murder…

She sucked in her lips as she watched her closest remaining friend fumble over the edge of the bench. Did she see only blackness? Or was even the concept of colors denied to her, and all she had to guide herself was a nothingness that defied sighted explanation?

All throughout, no one had said a word. Mukuro wasn’t the only person uncomfortable with the scene. Toko chewed on her thumb and looked Kyoko over again and again in disbelief, Hiro and Leon were openly unsettled, and had no idea what to say, and Taka paced back and forth, pushing a hand onto his still-injured chest, trying to come to grips with what was happening. Only Byakuya seemed undisturbed.

Mukuro sighed. Her heart felt so faint. Without Hina here, there was no positive energy left in the group, only a gross malaise. It permeated the air just like the heat, the idea that this was all ultimately hopeless, that their enemy wasn’t just a young woman, but rather the unassailable concept of despair itself.

Even a soldier can’t kill an emotion…

It was the subject that no one had dared to broach, not even Kyoko and Byakuya: even if they struck down Junko, nothing was waiting for them, and no one had any idea what to do afterwards. And with every step forward they took, they lost something or someone.

Never before had Hina been so desperately needed. In her absence, it would have helped for someone else to step up, for someone else to announce something happy and bright and—

“So,” Byakuya said, standing at the end of Kyoko’s table. His voice was cold and dead even. “Talk.”

The chance was lost. Mukuro settled for patting Sayaka’s unconscious hand. That was probably something Hina would have done in that situation.

Kyoko closed her eyes for a while. Was she trying to comport herself, or was she just searching her memories? It was impossible to tell.

“It’s all true.” said the detective. This time, even her voice cracked. “Everything.”

“Everything?” Hiro repeated.

“Our two years at Hope’s Peak. Everyone being friends. Happy school memories. The world being destroyed. Presumably, Junko being behind everything.” Her voice trailed off into a squeak, and she bit down on her lip. It was so uncharacteristic of her that Mukuro thought she might have misseen it at first. “I can’t…”

“Can’t what?” Mukuro asked. Without meaning to, her fingers locked with Sayaka’s.

Aside from her being too proud to accept anyone’s help in walking around, Kyoko acted less and less like herself by the minute. Mukuro balked when she realized there were the beginnings of tears in the detective’s eyes.

When she spoke again, Kyoko’s voice was thick with anguish. Her eyes stared off blankly into a wall.

“It’s hard… To everyone else, we’ve only known each other for a few days… But I have all these memories. As if we were all close friends, or at least as close as we could get.” She shivered, despite the heat, and raised a hand to cover her mouth. Her hand, made warm by the gloves and the air, was shaking. After a while, she continued. “It’s like I’ve known you all my life, and I look back on an hour ago, where I kept everyone at arm’s length, and can’t understand my own actions…”

“Y—You’re acting really w—weird!” Toko stammered, hiding behind a counter in the back of the room. “N—Not like yourself!”

The others noticed, too.

Mukuro quickly scanned the room. It was obvious that everyone agreed with the cowering girl. The detective nodded, ruefully. A second later, she sat up straighter. The old Kyoko – new Kyoko? – shone more clearly.

“Yes,” she admitted. “I… Maybe I did change, a little, in two years. I can’t…” Her voice cracked again, and she looked away – though that had to be a reflex. “Five of us are dead.”

The words struck the group like a slap across the face. Kyoko had so casually counted that biker guy among their number – he’d died so quickly, Mukuro could barely even remember his name, but he obviously carried an equal importance to her.

“Tell us!” Taka demanded, making a fist she surely couldn’t see. “Tell us about what was taken from us!”

And so, she did.

 

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Hiro taking Sayaka’s joke about psychic powers too seriously, and his vain attempts to profit off of her.

Makoto serving as the central heart of the group, the bastion of normality among their own extreme personalities.

The strange relationship between Hifumi and Celeste.

The declaration of eternal broship between Taka, Mondo, Leon, and one other person Kyoko omitted mentioning.

Prideful Byakuya slowly coming to insult everyone less often.

Toko none-too-subtly sliding her desk ever-so-closer to his day after day.

The Tragedy of Hope’s Peak, and the killing game between the Student Council, that ended with only one survivor, and the ensuing unsuccessful coverup by the school.

The mass suicide by the Reserve Course, that ended with all but one member of the talentless portion of the school dead.

The Mahjong game between Celeste, Makoto, another Lucky student, and Jin Kirigiri, and the lack of a clear winner.

The time Leon replaced all of Taka’s uniforms with casual street clothes as a joke, and how Taka spent all night sewing them into an almost perfect replica of his real uniform.

The Biggest, Most Awful, Most Tragic Event in Human History, which was exactly as Genocide Jack had described.

An epic battle between Sakura and the Ultimate Swordswoman, that began as a sparring match and ended with half the first floor in ruins and both of them suspended.

The time Hina somehow found a ring-shaped blade, and used it to cut out the center of a pizza to make it more donut-shaped.

The time Despair followers somehow replaced Mt. Rushmore with Monokuma heads.

The first time Toko let herself smile around the others.

Celeste finally letting down her guard and admitting her true name.

The fall of the Togami Family, and how Byakuya was almost certainly the last survivor.

The time Hifumi ate some ramen, and Hiro’s bizarre prediction that the cup would end up on Kyoko’s head, so she threw it into the trash underneath the school just to be certain it wouldn’t.

The uncountable dead, the poisoned air just outside of the school, and the unending despair of the rest of the world that pressed in on all sides.

Kyoko started slowly, but after the first three or four stories, it all came out of her almost too fast to keep up with, like a dam bursting and a powerful river of memories spewing out, unconstrained. She spoke twice as much on that bench as she had during the entire rest of the killing game combined.

Strangely, she showed more emotion at her lost happy days at school than the Tragedy or the hopelessness of their situation. The first she described in perfect detail, lingering on the silly moments that bound them all together. The second, for all their horror, she described in her standard sterile, clinical fashion. Whenever she spoke of school or her friends, especially Makoto, her guarded poise relaxed, even collapsed, and her body language screamed of her unconscious trust in all of her friends.

This was still Kyoko, but it was an older, wiser Kyoko, with her cold edges blunted by treasured friendships and her own misconceptions wiled away. This was a Kyoko who found it unbearable to be almost a stranger to the people she clearly cared for, and who struggled to keep up a façade of coldness, now paradoxically for their sake instead of her own.

Kyoko, restored to the way she should have been all along, loved everyone around her…

… except one person.

Not a single one of her stories included either of the Despair Sisters, even when she spoke about the class as a whole. No one else brought them up, either – everyone’s attention was too rapt upon her tales of the past, even Byakuya’s, to think of it. Somehow, she must have sensed or guessed where Mukuro was, and the only guard she still had up was focused in that direction. She was subtle about it, but Mukuro, for all her sister’s taunting, wasn’t an idiot. She could tell.

By the end, Taka and Leon were comforting each other, the latter’s arm around the former’s shoulder, their broship tearfully rekindled. Hiro raised a string of beads above his head and started mumbling a prayer to some unknown god, but he only got halfway through before he broke down, scowled, and stared at his feet. Toko bit down hard enough on her thumb to draw a trickle of blood, but she apparently didn’t even notice. She eyed Kyoko suspiciously, caught between her cynicism that she could have ever grown to appreciate the people around her, and her desire to believe that Byakuya had eventually let her sit near him. The only person unmoved by the stories was Sayaka, and even then, her breathing had steadied, and her nightmares ceased.

Their leader, the Ultimate Affluent Progeny, studied the Kyoko for a long time, never responding. Was he suspicious of her? Or was he too torn up about the news of his family?

There remained, of course, one more issue that no one had addressed: the possibility that Kyoko was a spy for Junko. But that seemed infinitely remote, now, for the details that her stories contained seemed to satisfy everyone. Taka hadn’t protested when she mentioned that he hated his grandfather, Hiro said nothing when she mentioned how his dorm room had a ley line in it, and Toko had only gasped in shock when she mentioned a pet stinkbug. It was all secret information only they could have known, unless they’d told her over the course of years. If the lavender-haired girl was working against them, she had at least genuinely been their friend in the past.

“What about me?”

The words slipped out of Mukuro’s lips before she could stop them. They were so faint that even she could barely hear them, but the room silenced in an instant. The others suddenly realized who among them had been left out of Kyoko’s stories… and Mukuro herself recognized the precarious position she was now in. Hina wasn’t here anymore, so one wrong word from her only remaining friend, and everyone would certainly turn against her again.

“… You were there, too.” Kyoko confirmed, coldly. “And your sister.” She paused for a long time before continuing, and when she did, there was just enough venom in her words to steal away whatever strength Mukuro had left. “… I never suspected that either of you would work against us. It never crossed my mind even once. Even my father figured it out, but I… failed as the Ultimate Detective.”

Every conscious pair of eyes turned to the cowering Mukuro on the floor. Kyoko sucked in her lips, then nodded.

“We didn’t know you were sisters. You were a loner, even more than Byakuya, but we all still counted you as one of us. The only ones who could get you to come out were Junko and Makoto.”

Mukuro sniffled. The world was blurry. She didn’t realize she was crying.

“Junko, though, was always with everyone else.”

Of course… Vibrant, beautiful, genius Junko… Manipulating everyone’s trust…

“Wh—what about the first t—time?” Toko stumbled over her words, then her eyes darted over to Mukuro. “I—I mean, the f—first time Junko r—ran this game, and we tried to e—escape, and failed…”

“Yes.” Kyoko confirmed. “We were basically correct about all of the details. Makoto regained his memories. Junko tried to kill Mukuro to get the game started, but he saved her. Mukuro turned against her sister, and tried to help us… Except, in the end, we failed to escape. We were all brainwashed again afterward. I suppose Mukuro was thrown in with the rest of us as punishment.”

The air turned a little more sympathetic. Mukuro smiled, weakly, now that she’d been vindicated in this small way.

“Mondo…” Kyoko continued. “The first time around, I saved him from the Monokuma explosion. The second time, I stayed behind to help Mukuro, who was injured. If I’d gone to the gym for Monokuma’s first announcement…” She shook her head. “I wonder if Junko expected me to go the gym again, and was as surprised as anyone else when he died?”

“I hate to interrupt this,” Byakuya said, a little less snidely than usual. “But we need to address the important question.” He adjusted his glasses, then pointed down at Mukuro. “Which sister is she? The Fashionista or the Soldier?”

Kyoko shook her head.

“I can’t tell, without being able to see. I have a good memory for details, but I wasn’t paying close attention to how ‘our’ Mukuro looks. If I could see her again, I could tell in an instant… but as it is, I’m not sure.”

“Ha!” Hiro jabbed a finger at Mukuro’s chest. “Then that’s it! Then, Junko’s the one who’s running the game, and she wanted to keep the mystery going of who Mukuro is! She wanted to keep us unsure!”

“I don’t know about that,” Kyoko said. Now that she was back to the topic of mysteries, she’d returned to her normal ‘character.’ “There’s a lot of strong, though not definitive, evidence that this is Mukuro. But even if we did learn that Junko was among us, I’m not sure what that would really change. Our goal of stopping the killing game would remain the same.”

“I disagree!” Taka shook his head vigorously, then winced in pain from the injury where Mukuro had kicked him. “There must be a solid motive for our captor to turn you blind. She has to have a real reason, and the only logical one is that you regaining your memories would let you pierce any disguise in an instant. I do think we have Mukuro here, and Junko probably just wants to keep this strange game between them going.”

“I got a better question,” Leon said. He hefted himself up to sit on the counter near Toko, kicking the wood with the back of his foot. “I mean, all this is interesting and all, but it doesn’t really put us closer to stopping Junko, or to… I don’t even know if we’re still trying to escape anymore.”

“It’s still the morning,” Kyoko said. “Go.”

“What?”

“Go outside. Do what you normally do. Keep not killing anyone. The best thing we can do right now is to stall the killing game and frustrate Junko.”

“Interesting way of phrasing that,” Byakuya raised an eyebrow. “It implies that we should go outside, while you stay in here.”

Kyoko didn’t deny it. Instead, she turned to Hiro (how did she even know where he was?) and said:

“Can you take Sayaka back to her room? I need to stay here and talk.”

There’s only one person she could possibly want to talk to… And only one reason why she’d have someone besides me take her.

Mukuro gulped.

“Aren’t you scared?” Leon asked. “You know… Mukuro or not, you’re blind, and—”

“I won’t die here,” Kyoko cut him off. The tone of her voice, which suddenly carried the weight of someone two years older than the teenagers around her, made argument impossible. “Everyone, just go.”

Slowly, uncertainly, the others filed out of the room, Hiro carrying Sayaka’s limp form in his arms. Byakuya was the last to leave, watching Kyoko for a long time with a stony, imperious glare. He never said a word.

Mukuro climbed onto the bench across from what now seemed like a woman, not a girl. Her face burned childishly. How was it that she could sit and look at a blind, helpless person holding a cane, and still feel like the weak, pathetic whelp?

“… Makoto, Chihiro, Mondo, Hifumi, and Sakura are dead because you chose to be a slave to your sister.”

Kyoko said the words with total coldness, but they set Mukuro’s throat on fire. She nodded twice, weakly, unable to deny the charge. It didn’t matter that the other person in the room couldn’t see the motion, because Mukuro certainly couldn’t speak.

“And so’s my father. And thousands of others. Maybe more than thousands.”

Mukuro hiccupped. She couldn’t even move her lips to form words.

“… Do you have anything to say for yourself?”

There was no defense. Mukuro said nothing, not that she could have even tried to. The tears grew worse, and soon she was as blind as Kyoko.

“… Was it truly that you were just in love with her? Or was it deeper than that?” The lavender-haired girl paused. “I suppose asking you directly, as you are, is pointless. You can’t remember.”

Some kind of weird grinding noise eked out of Mukuro’s lips. Even she wasn’t sure what she was trying to say.

Kyoko didn’t respond. They sat there for a long time, one of them in blind silence, the other heaving and clutching at her chest.

After some minutes, the tears stemmed, and Mukuro regained enough of herself to wipe her face off. Kyoko must have guessed based on the sound, because she quickly asked:

“Were you really an Ultimate Despair at all?”

“… What do you mean?” the soldier squeaked.

“Something occurs to me… If you were really an Ultimate Despair that whole time, for two years or more, then you must have been in great psychological pain. I saw you almost every day for two years, even at a distance, and never suspected.”

“You…” Mukuro sniffed. “You did with J—Junko, too…”

“We lost our memories,” Kyoko responded, calmly. “But we all stayed the same people. The essence of what made us Leon, or Makoto, or Hina never changed, it just shifted as we grew older. What happened when you lost yours? You became this scared, despairing girl obsessed with your sister. I’m certain that Junko must have known that would happen.”

“Y—Yeah…” Mukuro hiccupped again. “So what?”

“… When I told Byakuya that I would know in an instant if you were Junko, if only I could see you, I wasn’t exaggerating. I know this because Junko pulled that trick on me once before.”

“What?”

“There was a time when she brainwashed herself, dyed her hair, and tried to fool us… Makoto and I knew in an instant, because we simply know her face.”

Mukuro’s jaw dropped. Distantly, far in the back of her mind, some ancient memory sparked. She groaned suddenly, her brow twitching, as the faint image of her sister with red hair danced through her mind.

“I can’t do that here,” Kyoko continued, unaware of what went on in Mukuro’s mind. “But from what I remember, even Junko’s alter ego was still Junko, not a completely different person. You might fool yourself, but in the end, you’re still you. And you don’t feel to me like Junko did.”

You can lose your memories, but you’ll stay the same person…

The red-haired Junko twisted and laughed, and degenerated back into the cruel psychopath whom Mukuro had always loved. She shut her eyes, trying to dispel the image, but Junko Enoshima clung to the insides of her eyelids like glue.

“Mukuro isn’t as good at lying to people as Junko,” Kyoko said bluntly. “If you’re Junko, then you must constantly be calculating how best to trick everyone and prey on our weaknesses.”

“I’m not!” Mukuro said, truthfully.

“… And if you are being genuine with your feelings, and if the pain you seem to feel right now is true, then you must be Mukuro.”

Mukuro braced her hands on her knees and rocked herself back and forth. There was a certain emotional sense to what Kyoko was saying, but it was all very abstract. Most of all, there remained that question:

Why even bother blinding Kyoko, if not to stop her from seeing that one of her friends here and now isn’t the same person she knew for two years?

The only other conceivable explanation was to turn her into murder fodder, and that seemed a little too obvious a ploy by the mastermind…

But if the mastermind is really Mukuro, and she’s not that smart, then…

Mukuro shook her head. Kyoko was offering her certainty. Why not take it?

Because she might be working for Jun—

“No one is working for Junko.” Kyoko said, piercing her thoughts.

“W—what?”

“I’ve thought over the spy issue. I don’t believe any of us can be working for her.”

“How?”

“I know everyone too well, and I know that none of them would do this. But if you want a real reason… I already said why it can’t be you, and I know I’m not a spy. Byakuya is too prideful to join his own captors. Hina and Taka could never be persuaded to act against their morals. Leon and Hiro are too stupid to keep up the charade for very long. Toko would refuse to do anything that endangers Byakuya, or would secretly tell him after agreeing. Genocide Jack is the same, but also unreliable and crazy. Sayaka’s mental state makes her useless as a spy. By process of elimination, that only leaves Celeste. But there’s nothing to blackmail Celeste with like there was with Sakura. Her most treasured family member is just a cat, and it’s probably already dead. After learning the truth of the outside world, there’s simply no possible reason for her to be willing to work with someone as unreliable as Junko.”

There’s also the issue that Celeste was one of the people who triggered Junko’s trap – if you wanted a spy, you’d likely warn her of that in advance.

Mukuro nodded, sullenly. Everything Kyoko said made perfect, reasonable sense, except one thing:

‘I know I’m not a spy.’

Was it possible? Was it possible for Kyoko to have some reason to betray the group that was so compelling, she’d still do it even regaining her memories?

“But, doesn’t the evidence suggest that there’s someone working against us?” Mukuro asked.

“Yes.” Kyoko said instantly, tapping her chin. “I don’t know what to make of it, except that Junko is somehow manipulating us.”

Mukuro grunted. Even now, even after one of them regained their memories, there was still no certainty to be found in the world.

“… I also bear some responsibility for not seeing what was happening with Junko and you,” Kyoko said. “I should have known that people can do stupid things when it involves their families.”

Mukuro wiped her tears again with her wrist, smearing a wet stain across the thin fabric. Her cheeks were very red.

“Kyoko,” she said. “Did you ever resolve things with your father?”

She wasn’t sure why she asked. She wasn’t even sure why she cared. Perhaps it was simply that she wanted to hear that conflict within a family, any family could be worked through. She didn’t feel like Kyoko would ever answer something so personal. And yet…

“Yes.” The Ultimate Detective closed her eyes. Mukuro didn’t know if she was being honest or not. “We never completely reconnected, but I did… come to terms with his actions. I accepted living in this school with him, after all.”

“Must be nice, to have a normal family…”

Kyoko offered one of her rare, sympathetic smiles.

“It’s not too bad.”

She stood up, holding the cane in one hand, rather than tapping it against the floor.

“I’m going, now.”

“Where?”

“To search for more evidence, of course.”

“What?!” Mukuro stood up like a rocket. “Then, I’m coming with you!”

“No. The others are already wary of you. You can’t be alone with a blind girl.”

“But—”

“Besides, you’ll get in the way.”

“You’re blind!”

“Blind and helpless are two different things.”

Barely.

But it was pointless. This was an older, wiser Kyoko, but like she said: it was still Kyoko Kirigiri, the girl too proud and calm to accept any help, except when she absolutely couldn’t move forward without it.

“I’ll find Hiro,” Kyoko reassured her. “One by one, I’ll probably try to reestablish what we lost…” She smiled again. “I wish Makoto had been the one in this position. He’d be much better at this.”

That said, Kyoko made for the door, hesitantly holding one hand out in front of herself. When it connected with the doorframe (her aim had actually been almost spot-on), she swung herself through and exited, alone.

Fine, Mukuro scowled. Then I’ll follow her, whether she wants me there or not.

She snuck out of the bathhouse, saw Kyoko stepping quickly toward the door to the school proper, and—

“Hold it.”

She flipped on her heels. Someone tall and blond was standing behind her, arms crossed.

“Byakuya,” she said. “Kyoko’s being unreasonable. She wants to run off alone, and I—”

“It’s fine.” he said. “Let her. There’s nothing that can hurt her. Seriously, anyway.”

“I want to—”

“No.”

“There’s no reason for me not to go with her—”

Mukuro’s eyes narrowed. Why did Byakuya even care about her following Kyoko, anyway?

There’s only one possible reason.

“I know you have some kind of secret plan that involves Leon and Toko,” she said, bluntly. “The other day, Hina and I saw Leon grabbing a bunch of hand mirrors.” Byakuya made a tsk noise, probably angry at the Ultimate Baseball Pro’s stupidity. “I know you can’t tell me the details because you don’t trust me, and I’m actually alright with that. As long as no one gets hurt, I’m okay. So, you must have already factored Kyoko’s blindness into your plan, right? I know that from your perspective, she must be the most suspicious person after me. I bet you want to see if she’s actually blind or something.”

Byakuya’s arms were still crossed. He tapped a finger against his elbow.

“Mukuro,” he said. “It shocks me to admit that you’re one of the smarter people here… I suppose that says more about our company than anything else, though. Kyoko doesn’t need you to hover around her. Someone else does.”

“Who?”

“Sayaka.”

Mukuro sucked in her lips. In all this excitement, she’d forgotten about that.

“But I…”

“Well?” Byakuya chided. “Get going. Who else do you think is going to babysit her?”

Mukuro steamed for a moment. She hated that he was as right as he was, but there was no getting around it. A blind Kyoko was definitely more capable of taking care of herself than a healthy Sayaka.

“You…” Mukuro stretched for something to say, anything to counter his argument. “You never even told me what you found in the data processing room!”

It was such a random thing to scream, even he seemed surprised. But he regained himself a moment later, and shrugged.

“Nothing like I’d hoped. We could access the computers, but there was nothing important on them. They may have been scrubbed clean. We couldn’t get any of it to connect to the internet, or any outside broadcasts. We’re still stuck in here, as if nothing has changed at all. All that leaves is the Monokuma door, which we still can’t get through.”

Mukuro’s hands balled up into fists. Reluctantly, cursing Hina’s absence and Byakuya in general, she made her way to the dorms, kicking her feet along the floor like an angry kindergartener.

 

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Sayaka’s chest rose up and down, gently. Her hands rested on her chest, clutching tightly the kitten hairclip Makoto had given her. There was no way that Hiro would have thought to arrange her like that.

Her fingers must’ve pulled into that position on their own, naturally…

Mukuro sat at the edge of the bed, watching her closely.

She was so fragile compared to everyone else. Mukuro, Taka, Leon, and Hina were extremely fit, physically. Byakuya and Kyoko, even blinded, could easily take of themselves. Toko was weak, but her alter ego made up for that. Hiro was an imbecile, but he had the advantage of being a full-grown adult man. That left only Celeste, who might have been unimpressive in a physical sense, but clearly still had a keen mind.

Sayaka, though, was a weakling, and never struck Mukuro as especially intelligent.

Why, oh why, if you were going to tempt a boy with sex and try to kill him, would you target Leon?

What normal person thought they could launch a surprise attack on a professional athlete? In Sayaka’s position, the prime target for an ambush like that was obviously Hifumi.

Mukuro scowled.

Is that just obvious stuff, or am I thinking too much like a soldier again?

She tapped a finger on the bedpost, and sighed.

Things had gone so very wrong after Makoto’s death. They’d been wrong before it, too, but in a redeemable sort of way. The world could have been righted, if only he’d lived. For a second during the trial, it had even seemed like the two girls could be friends, and the three of them…

I’ll never have another chance with Makoto, Mukuro desponded. And the others won’t trust me again, not fully… Hina might even die, or already be dead, partly because of me…

Her expression darkened. For some reason, she didn’t feel sad or miserable anymore. She wasn’t sure what she felt, except that it was closest to anger.

She wasn’t sure if she deserved it. Even when she was with Hina, at her most trusting and loving, Mukuro often denied herself the full feeling of happiness. It wasn’t even just that she knew she ought to feel despair, it was a question of whether or not someone like her could feel pleasure without insulting her old victims. Even feeling remorse for her actions was almost an insult to them.

That middle school in particular, and all those children I butchered…

Yet, here and now, there was no choice. Sayaka had lost her memories. She was going to meet them all again, for the first time (fourth time?). Whether Mukuro deserved a second chance or not, she was not only getting it, she had to take it.

I’ll fix things this time around, she decided. I will. I will! For his sake.

The nighttime announcement played. Mukuro checked her e-Handbook: 10 PM. She sighed, slipped it back into her jacket, and stood up.

I probably shouldn’t sleep in this same room with her… She’ll probably freak out as it is when she wakes up in a strange room alone. If there’s a weird stranger with her…

Mukuro searched the dorm for a pad of paper and a pencil. Vaguely, she wondered if it was the same one Sayaka had used to lure Leon here that night.

Quickly, she sketched a warning:

Hello –

Sayaka, please don’t worry. You’ve lost some of your memories. We’ll explain everything after you wake up. It’s very complicated, so I can’t put it in writing, but we are your friends.

– Mukuro

Mukuro laid the note next to her (hopeful) friend’s head, pat her on the shoulder, and left, locking the room behind her just in case. The hallway was already empty, and she realized, a little to her surprise, how tired she was.

She opened her own door and stepped inside. Without thinking, she left it locked behind herself. She should have been yawning, but she was too full of energy. Her skin tingled with anticipation. Tomorrow, Sayaka would wake up again, and be her original, true self.

If even losing your memories doesn’t change who you really are, and Sayaka went crazy like that… must she always be on the edge, worried about her position in the world, and her friends, and what will happen to her if she’s forgotten?

That was a sobering thought. For all her cheer and good spirits, Sayaka’s soul had to be a little dark, indeed.

Mukuro threw off her dirty clothes and stripped down to her underwear. She stretched her legs, and it felt good. Blood was flowing. She felt like she belonged in the land of the living, even if she still didn’t quite feel alive.

For no reason, she punched the air. Her heart was beating fast. She kicked an imaginary opponent, swept him off his feet, and delivered a killing blow with the butt of her heel down upon his throat. It chipped a blue tile on the floor.

The hair stood up on the back of her neck. Mukuro flipped around, fists raised to defend herself against—

The television.

She didn’t even know how she’d known it was on.

The other Mukuro was there, but not as she had been. She wore an obvious pigtailed wig, but her real black hair peeked out from underneath her blonde bangs. A slightly too-small black cardigan and tie completed the look, as did her inexpertly-applied fake fingernails – but again, a shadow of the Fenrir tattoo was clearly visible beneath her foundation. And despite it all, she still had the freckles, and her eyes seemed slightly too thin.

Most of all, her posture was all wrong. She mocked confidence, but her hands shook as she pressed them against her waist. She smiled cruelly, but the corners of her lips were ever-so-slightly strained.

This wasn’t Junko. It couldn’t be Junko. Junko was so strong and assertive that the world would bend over and take whatever she gave it. Junko was such a perfect example of humanity, and such a paragon of all things Despair, that this weak, feeble recreation of her was almost mocking her.

Was this the best I could do at imitating Junko? I barely look like her…

No! This wasn’t her. This was the real Junko, imitating Mukuro’s own imitation. This was Junko shifting all of her own attributes to be just slightly wrong. There could only be one reason for it.

Mukuro shook her head. Before the other Mukuro, the real Junko, the fake Mukuro masquerading as Junko, could speak, she stamped her foot on the floor and pointed at the screen.

“Stop messing with me!” she shouted. “I know what you’re doing. You’re trying to convince me that you’re the real Mukuro by showing how crappy a job you’d do at imitating Junko, aren’t you?!”

The fake Junko’s – no, the fake Mukuro-Junko’s (Junkuro? Mukunko?) – face changed completely. Shocked at the sudden anger in the real Mukuro’s tone, she drew a hand up to her chin. By accident (or brilliant calculation), one of her long fake red nails caught against the wig’s tresses, and pulled off. Her real nail, cut appropriately short for a soldier, was covered in shiny glue.

“Junko,” she smiled, voice quavering. “I knew you’d get it! But… does that mean you—”

“No! I’m still Mukuro.”

“Heh…” She cocked her head. “But why do you even want to be her? Don’t you remember that middle school?”

Mukuro’s confidence cracked. She tried not to show it, and she probably could have hidden it from anyone else, but she knew instantly that her sister saw everything.

“I…” She bit her lip. “I don’t care who I really am! Because all that matters now is who I am now!”

The sister on the screen gave a single quick, sharp laugh.

“That’s a lie, and you know it.”

“Shut up!” Mukuro insisted.

She shut her eyes, and tried to force herself to believe it.

I don’t care who I am! I could even be someone else besides Mukuro and Junko, and it wouldn’t matter. All that matters is what I want now!

“I’m making a declaration right now!” she screamed, surprising her twin. “I’m going to undo as much damage as I can that the two of us did.”

“But if you acknowledge that ‘the two of us’ did all that damage, then you can’t say that who you were doesn’t matter—”

“No!” Mukuro spat at the screen. “No more sophistry. I can say that, and I will.”

“But it doesn’t make sense!”

“I don’t care! This isn’t a trial, and you’re not my judge. I don’t need your approval. Things don’t have to make sense unless I want them to. I’ll make the rules here, and my rules say that things will be alright from now on. So, get off my TV, and go hide in your stupid hole on the fifth floor, or behind that door in the data room, or wherever you are, and watch helplessly as I fix things, and seethe.”

Junko, or Mukuro, or whomever she was, blinked just once. Her expression didn’t change, but she seemed almost… contemplative.

After a while, her eyes grew dull.

“Okay,” she said, completely without emotion. “Have it your way.”

The television switched off, and Mukuro realized she was alone. She was still charged with energy, though. She grunted, punched a hole into the wall, and screamed with rage and satisfaction.

I’ll *will* the world back to the way it should be, and I’ll start with Sayaka.

Twenty minutes of sit-ups later, having burned off only a tiny fraction of her adrenaline, the Ultimate Soldier crawled into bed and commanded her body to sleep.

She should have felt triumphant, but for some reason, that same empty feeling stayed with her, a ghost gnawing at the edges of her consciousness. And when she slept, it took hold of her dreams, though she didn’t remember it in the morning.

 

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Mukuro tapped her foot on the floor of Sayaka’s dorm room.

Tap-tap-tap-tap

Someone (she didn’t even remember whom) had given her a plate of eggs. She nibbled at them lightly, not even certain of what they tasted like, nor smelled like. They might as well have been made of plastic; whatever attention she had could not be torn from the sleeping idol.

How long had she watched over Sayaka? Hours, definitely. It wasn’t breakfast anymore. She wasn’t even sure when she’d set the empty plate down on the room’s desk.

Instinctively, Mukuro pressed her ear almost against Sayaka’s mouth, and look toward her feet. There was breath, and her chest moved up and down.

I know first aid, she thought. I could perform CPR right now, or apply a tourniquet, or...

She shook her head, and sat back down at the edge of the bed. Whatever basic soldiery healing skills she had were useless in a situation like this. Anything less than a real doctor might as well have not existed at all.

What if Monokuma lied?

She didn’t like the idea. Junko had gone to great lengths to ensure that the bear, at least, was perceived as trustworthy, if evil. She needed his word to be accepted for her game to continue.

But what if Sayaka’s memory of events was wiped by that grape, only for her to never wake up? That wouldn’t be ‘lying,’ yet…

She gulped down, hard. For the first time since she woke up, she perceived something other than her would-be friend: the heavy sheen of sweat rolling across her face and cheeks.

God, that’s it, isn’t it? Sayaka will never wake up. She’ll die because she can’t eat, and the person who suggested she have the grape will be executed for murder.

She stood up, panic mounting, uncertain of who to call for help. And then—

“Ugh…”

Sayaka tilted her head to the side. Her face screwed up into an expression of intense pain, and she raised a hand to her chest. She, too, was sweating. She opened her mouth to say something, but nothing came out, save for another moan.

Mukuro ran to the door, which she realized only just now had been open the entire time.

 

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It was an even crazier story than Mukuro had realized, once you laid it all out there. Evil twins were the least of it. Memory wiping, brainwashing, despair cults, robots, long-lost loves, split personalities… If it had just been her saying it, Sayaka surely would have thought her a madwoman.

Luckily, everyone in the school, sans Celeste, Hina, and Junko, was there to back her up. They stood or sat in the bathhouse entrance, surrounding Sayaka, but giving her just enough space to breathe.

Mukuro did most of the talking, explaining everything from her own perspective. Taka and Hiro spoke up the most, adding this detail or that. Toko said nothing the whole time, of course, and neither did Leon. By the way he rubbed at the scar along his cheek, it was obvious what was on his mind, and why he kept his silence.

To her credit, Sayaka took the news better than probably anyone else would have. She was still shocked at certain parts, especially her plan with Makoto’s dorm room and the news of his death, and teared up when she learned that her friends were likely dead, but she didn’t deny it all, like Mukuro had feared.

Learning that the world was destroyed is something that should happen to you a maximum of one time…

Mukuro admitted most everything, including her own complicity in Junko’s actions, but omitted a few key details. No one stepped into object.

First, she failed to mention just how despairful and crazy Sayaka had turned after Makoto’s horrible death. To hear the tale, the Ultimate Pop Sensation had been depressed and guilt-ridden, but not the catatonic and insane wreck everyone else keenly remembered. Second, Mukuro downplayed the depth to which Sayaka loathed her, describing everything in terms of avenging Makoto.

If we’re going to have this second chance, then I need her not to blame me…

She felt awful for the deception, but it was so subtle that she was certain even most of the others didn’t catch it. Only Byakuya and Kyoko might have noticed, and they said nothing.

When it was all settled, Sayaka covered her lips. She still wore the same clothes from yesterday, and her hair was still unwashed and fraying. Dark bags underscored her eyes, despite all the sleep she’d had. Yet, despite all of that, she was still clearly the Sayaka of old. A ruddy color had returned to her skin, and her eyes were less narrow than they had been the past several days.

“I see.” she said after a while, in a low, terrible squeak. “I’m… I don’t know what to say.” A few seconds passed, then she stood up and solemnly bowed to the group, and then again to Leon in particular. “I’m sorry.”

Her would-be victim just scowled. Distrust and hatred burned in his eyes, perhaps even worse than before. And why not? The insane version of Sayaka at least stood for something clear. The kindly, cutesy idol who stood before them had been the most easily turned to murder of anyone.

Mukuro sucked in her lips. Leon’s muscles were tense, as if he expected an attack at any moment.

She recalled feeling the killing intent radiating off Sayaka that day. How the girl’s blood drained out of her face, how she quavered and relied on Makoto, and how her fears and emotions with him were genuine… and how clear it had been to the Ultimate Soldier, right then and there, that cute little Sayaka was totally going to murder someone.

Right now, she felt all the same fear and despair coming off Sayaka, but not as much of it. A muted version, one that could be restrained, or maybe even defeated. They could have back the real Sayaka.

After a while, Leon huffed, aggravated, and stomped out into the dorms without responding. Sayaka might have looked crushed, but the weight of everything she’d heard already weighed heavily upon her.

Byakuya was the next to leave, apparently dismissing her as irrelevant. Toko followed at his heels, but, strangely, Taka also went with him. Mukuro might have considered that more closely, but she was still too focused on her charge.

Sayaka sat on one of the benches, shivering despite the heat. Her arms were curled around her body, and she looked off into the distance. Her face scrunched up in pain and regret, a feeling Mukuro knew all too well, and she bit her lower lip almost hard enough to draw blood.

Kyoko was suddenly behind her.

“Listen,” said the detective, not unkindly. “Someone has to stay with her and help her through things.”

“Shouldn’t that be you? You know her the best.”

“I’m busy,” she said. “Besides, you’re not doing anything else.”

Mukuro didn’t argue. She nodded and sighed deeply. She turned around to ask Kyoko one more thing, only to find that she and Hiro were already gone.

Fine, she decided. It’s what I wanted, anyway.

She kneeled down by Sayaka’s feet and looked up into those teary blue eyes. The girl felt such pain and remorse, all for something she didn’t even remember – both of them did.

“I made some mistakes, huh?” Sayaka whispered.

“Yeah.”

She whimpered and shut her eyes. Mukuro reached up a hand and squeezed her shoulder, thinking again that it was what Hina would have done for her.

 

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The cafeteria lights blared down on them. Sayaka’s weak hands slowly ripped a roll of bread in two. Dry, thin crumbs flaked off each half and drifted through the air. She raised the edge of the roll to her lips and tore a sliver off with her teeth. The part that actually entered her mouth was smaller than a fingernail, but it was almost too much for her to eat.

“Mmhmm…” Sayaka pressed a finger against one of the halves of the roll, pushing it over the side of her plate and sending it tumbling off onto to the floor. “I’m scared.”

“Of Junko?”

She shook her head.

“My friends…”

She can’t mean us…

“Your idol group?”

She nodded, almost too weakly to see.

“My only dreams were to make people happy, and to stay with my friends. I always thought that the worst thing in the world would be if people got tired of us. I wouldn’t bring anyone joy anymore, those wonderful days with the others would come to an end, and everyone would go their separate ways.” With each new word, her face drained further of blood. “I can see how all of that must seem like that smallest problem in the universe compared to what you told me about your sister, but even thinking about the others being dead still feels so…”

She trailed off, unable to finish. She was shaking.

“That’s not a small problem at all,” Mukuro said, and she meant it. “If I had anyone, they would be the only thing in the universe I thought about.”

Nothing else was said for a long, long while. After what felt like minutes, Sayaka looked up into Mukuro’s eyes.

“Were the two of us friends? … The time that you remember, I mean.”

Mukuro hesitated before answering. She hid her hands underneath the cafeteria table, but it wasn’t hard to see how she fidgeted and bit her cheek. She was not a particularly empathetic person, but even she could see that the girl across from her was fumbling in the dark, desperate for a friend to fill the void in this strange, unwelcoming school.

“Yeah,” she said. “We were.”

“And I… I blamed you for Makoto’s death, and I was just trying to avenge him?”

“… Yeah.”

It wasn’t a complete lie, she told herself.

Sayaka nodded. She looked devastated.

“To be completely honest, I only kind of remember him…” she said, ashamed. “We went to middle school together, and I knew him, but I never really… knew him, you know?”

Mukuro shook her head.

“No, I thought you were closer than that.”

“I guess we were, before Junko wiped our memory. And again, before I tried to kill Leon… Twice.” Her eyes watered. A tear tripped off the tip of her nose and splashed against her bread. “God!”

“It’s not your fault. Junko did this.”

“It was still me!” Sayaka sobbed. She tossed her tasteless meal onto the empty plate, and pressed her palms onto her eyes. “I just wanted to bring people joy, I never thought…”

Mukuro reached across the table and took her hands into her own.

“We’ll stop Junko, whatever she’s planning.”

But that didn’t help Sayaka at all. What she cared about wasn’t revenge, or even justice. Mukuro knew what really got to her.

It was my description of how she behaved, she knew. Even my sanitized version is still so awful, and her imagination does the rest.

For a moment, Mukuro felt the burden of her own forgotten sins, described to her by Junko and those videos. That pit of despair opened up underneath her, and she and Sayaka would fall into it together, and be trapped forever by their mutual transgressions and falling from grace…

Then she shook her head. She’d told her sister last night that none of that mattered, but that would only be true if she made it true.

“Sayaka,” she said. “You can be better.”

“But I—”

“Made a lot of mistakes. But you can be better than that other person. You can look back at her and feel ashamed without letting it eat you alive.”

“… Is that really true?” Sayaka wiped her eyes with one of her sleeves. “I mean, when you think of what you did?”

No, Mukuro knew instantly. All I’m doing it trying to deny my old self’s influence on who I am now.

But Sayaka’s crimes were less than Mukuro’s, and her psyche was weaker. This was the best way.

“Yeah,” she lied. “And I… I want things to work out. For everyone. Including you.”

Sayaka hiccupped, burning with humiliation. But the worst of that despair had been chased away, if only for an instant, and she managed a smile.

“I guess… you’re trying to help me, for Makoto’s sake.” she said.

Or my own…

“Yeah,” Mukuro smiled back, her features stretching to their breaking point. “And for yours.”

 

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“What a beautiful music room!”

Sayaka gasped in delight as they entered the massive room, clapping her hands together and beaming. After the shower and hour-long makeup and combing session, her hair and skin were back to normal. Combined with the fresh wash of clothing, and she looked hardly any different from the first day they’d woken up here. The only big change was that gleaming hairclip just over her right ear.

“Yeah,” Mukuro agreed. She walked in behind her charge, then settled down into a nearby chair. “You must’ve sung here a lot of times, though I guess only Kyoko and Junko would remember for sure.”

And that one time recently, when you sang to me about how I was responsible for everything…

Sayaka was oblivious to that last thought, though, so she just twirled around on the floor before hefting herself onto the stage.

“Oh, it’s wonderful,” she said, delighted. “Do you think I could sing something for everyone? To lift their spirits?”

That’s why you became an idol in the first place, isn’t it?

“Heh… We wouldn’t mind. Well, maybe Byakuya would, but screw him. You’ll love Hina, once she’s better. She was always the most cheerful of us. Once she got hurt, the mood got way sourer.”

“But she’ll be back soon? Oh, I can’t wait!”

Sayaka struck a girlish, enthusiastic pose on the stage, almost identical to one of the ones she’d used during that awful, mocking song. Mukuro looked away, pained and awkward.

After a bit, Sayaka jumped down and sat in another chair across from Mukuro.

“Is it possible to reason with your sister?” she asked.

“No,” Mukuro said without a moment’s hesitation. “She’s completely insane.”

“… Okay.”

Sayaka sighed, clearly disappointed, but not crushed.

“Mukuro,” she said, more seriously. “Are you… in a lot of pain right now?”

“… What makes you say that?”

“Because I am, after I learned about what I did… And your situation’s similar to mine, isn’t it? But worse.” She smiled, and this time it was her features that were strained. “So, you must be feeling really terrible.”

“… Maybe.”

“Do you want to feel terrible, together?”

“… Yeah,” Mukuro said, and it wasn’t a lie.

 

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“… and this is the Data Processing Center,” Mukuro finished. After this, there would be nothing left in the tour.

“Wow!” Sayaka quickly scanned the endless rows of glowing blue computers. “It’s very… sci-fi-y.”

Despite her attempt at enthusiasm, it was very obvious that she had no interest in this place. Why would she? She was an entertainer, not a programmer.

This is just one more thing that would have been more useful if we’d saved Chihiro…

Mukuro sighed, frustrated. She’d made a dedication to only look forward from now on, and not let the past weigh on her… But the truth was that she frequently thought of those she’d lost. Chihiro had to be the most innocent and helpless of them all, even moreso than Makoto, and her death was the most unfair.

“What’s that weird door?”

Mukuro snapped out of it and followed Sayaka’s finger. The girl was pointing at the black-and-white door in the back of the room.

“We don’t know. It’s obviously got something to do with Monokuma, though.”

“How do you know?”

Mukuro narrowed her eyes at the oblivious idol, wondering for a moment if she’d misheard that.

“Oh!” She covered her mouth. “You haven’t actually seen Monokuma yet, have you?” Sayaka shook her head. “He looks like a teddy bear, except half white and half black.”

“Sounds disgusting.”

“Yes,” Mukuro said, loudly, knowing that Junko was surely listening in. “I couldn’t agree more. Anyone who likes wearing black and white is definitely gross.”

Sayaka wandered over to the door and rapped her knuckles on it.

Thump thump

“Yep,” she said, smiling. “It’s made of metal.”

“I bet.”

“What’s this dust, though?”

She kneeled by the door and motioned downward. Where the door met the floor, there was a line of orange dust.

It was exactly the same kind of dust that had been in front of the data processing room the other day, before Mukuro busted down the door. She pulled Sayaka away from it to examine it all herself, careful to touch nothing.

She recalled the first time she’d seen this. The dust back then had been perfectly evenly-spread and measured almost too precisely, and had had a uniform density from one side of the doorway to the other. This dust…

Was exactly the same.

Mukuro laid herself down on the floor in front of it so that her eye was just above it, trying to get the best possible view. Now that she was focusing so intently, she could even see a tiny pattern in the surface of the dust, carved by some kind of thin tool, like the end of a pencil or something. It was just a wavy line, but it followed the same perfect measurements as everything else. The slightest disturbance would ruin it all, especially opening the door, and it would surely be impossible to ever get it exactly right again.

Someone had gone to great lengths to arrange this line of orange dust, but Mukuro had no idea whom. Who would even have the patience to do something like this? Not her, or Hiro, or Leon, that was for sure.

It’s spread across one of the two parts of the school we can’t access…

She snapped to attention. Staying careful not to touch the dust, she grabbed Sayaka’s hand and made for the gate to the fifth floor. In truth, though, she already knew what she’d find there.

Another line of orange dust lay underneath the gate. Like with the door, it was crafted with probably an hour or more of dedicated effort. Like with the door, it was definitely impossible to open the gate without ruining the pattern carved into its surface.

Mukuro crossed her arms, contemplating this for a while.

“Did Junko put all this weird dust here and in the data processing room?” Sayaka speculated. “As part of her game.”

Mukuro sucked in her lips. She couldn’t really see why her sister would do something like that, though. This seemed completely useless as far as murder schemes went.

“I don’t know,” she admitted. “We should probably tell Kyoko.”

Sayaka shuddered.

“She scares me a little,” she moaned. “I can tell she’s nice, but she… there’s something about her, you know?”

Mukuro understood perfectly. Kyoko was her closest friend right now, but someone unfamiliar with her could be easily intimidated.

“I’ll tell her later, alone, then.” she offered.

“Thanks.”

 

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Sayaka yawned as she entered her dorm room. The nighttime announcement had just ended, and Mukuro stood at the edge of where the door met the hallway and leaned inside.

“I feel like my life was saved,” the former said. “I guess it was.”

“… Yeah.”

“Mukuro,” she said. “Do you always feel like something bad is waiting on the horizon for you, no matter how hard you try to fight it?”

“… Yeah.”

Impossibly, the cheerful mood remained exactly as it was. Sayaka just smiled and nodded.

“Something bad is coming,” she admitted. “I don’t know what, but Junko won’t let us be, will she?”

“No.”

Sayaka nodded twice, then lifted a hand to her head. She pulled off the white kitten hairclip and offered it through the doorway.

“Take it.” she offered.

Mukuro balked.

“Wh—what?”

“Maybe he meant more to me than to you, before. Or maybe he meant the same. I don’t know. But, right now, he means more to you than he does to me. You should take this.”

Mukuro eyed the silly thing greedily. Sayaka was right. She did want it. Even now, even with the gift Makoto had given her stashed in her own dorm room, she still wanted this kitten hairclip. It was his first gift, and the better one. It was something that could be taken anywhere, worn anywhere, as opposed to a little uncutesy charm to a very masculine god of war.

She shook her head.

“I can’t,” she said. “It was for you.”

Sayaka nodded, and placed it back above her ear.

“I’ll keep it warm for you, then, until you decide otherwise, or until one of us dies… Oh, sorry. That wasn’t funny.” She smiled sympathetically, reached across the doorway, and hugged Mukuro. “I don’t know about the others, or even myself, but I know that you’ll be okay in the end.”

“How?” Mukuro asked, wanting to believe it.

Sayaka laughed, released her, and struck that same coy, girlish pose. Her lips tugged into an even wider smile.

“I’m psychic.”

Notes:

* Sorry about how long it took me to get this update out. I just got a new job, and it takes up most of my time now. I don't know when I'll get to the next update, but hopefully it'll be faster than this one was.

* This chapter has gone on longer than I planned. I promise that the body announcement will happen with the next update.

* I honestly have to restrain myself when writing Mukuro's inner despair. It's a lot of fun to write about misery, for some reason, but I tone it down because too much of it distracts from the story and just gets in the way.

* I wonder which character survives DR rewrites the least often. It has to be Hifumi or Teruteru, right? I cannot imagine either of them surviving unless it's an 'everyone lives' sort of fic.

* When Mukuro was thinking about killing an emotion in this chapter, I thought about making a sly reference to DR3 where Munakata tries to kill despair by killing everyone, but decided it was too stupid. DR3 -- too stupid to reference even as a joke.

Chapter 25: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - A Body Has Been Discovered

Summary:

Mukuro builds a perfect world out of lies, and absolutely nothing goes wrong at all.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro kneeled down by Sayaka’s bed, gently placed a palm on her shoulder, and shook. The idol mumbled something, but her eyes stayed closed.

“Mhmmm…”

“Sayaka,” Mukuro said, kindly. “It’s almost 10 AM. You should get up.”

There were deep bags under the sleeping girl’s eyes, and she gave the weakest, most imperceptible headshaking Mukuro had ever seen.

“Later…” she murmured, again.

Mukuro sighed. She wasn’t a doctor, and she had no idea if this was a delayed reaction from the drug that had robbed her friend of her memories. Perhaps the insanity of the situation had simply taken its toll on her, and this was natural? From Sayaka’s perspective, her world had gone from normal to a nightmare in the space of a day. That probably had some kind of psychological effect.

Where the hell is an Ultimate Therapist when you need one…

Mukuro sighed. Whatever the problem was, the idol would not be denied her rest. The soldier stood up, rolled her head back and forth, and quietly pocketed Sayaka’s dormkey to secure the room from the outside.

She hadn’t even locked her door at night…

Mukuro didn’t expect anything to go wrong, of course, but…

She stepped into the hallway, locked the door behind her, and tested the knob twice.

Everything’s okay, she thought. Everything’s going to BE okay.

She swallowed. She’d already declared that with Junko.

I need to lighten up.

Mukuro stretched her legs, then started a light half-jog toward the cafeteria. Her stomach was rumbling something fierce, and besides – she wanted to talk to someone.

As she passed the bend that led to the warehouse and second floor of the dorms, she caught a flash of brown-on-brown only a few feet away.

Mukuro halted in her tracks.

“Oh, Toko!” she said, not completely unhappily.

The dour girl was only a few feet away, but her back faced Mukuro. She seemed to have been in the middle of walking to the warehouse, but at the greeting, she tensed up and cringed away. She craned her head backward (thankfully, it actually was Toko, and not the other one), looked her over, and bit down hard on her thumb.

There were deep bags under her eyes, almost as black as Sayaka’s. It looked like she hadn’t gotten any sleep in days. Even her posture was a little more slouched than usual.

“Wh—what do you want?”

“Just saying hi.”

Behind her glasses, Toko’s eyes narrowed. She said nothing, but her body language betrayed her obvious wary suspicion.

Mukuro frowned. The Ultimate Writing Prodigy was being weirder than usual today.

Then it struck her:

Toko’s only like three or four feet from me?

Toko’s back had been to her, which meant that she was going to the warehouse. But Mukuro hadn’t seen her enter the hallway that led to the door. That meant the writer had to have entered it before the soldier started her jog, and yet…

If Toko had entered this hallway before I left Sayaka’s room, she should’ve already been at the warehouse, shouldn’t she?

Mukuro fought hard not to suck in her lips, not to instantly give away that she knew something was wrong.

The only explanation is that Toko had already been in this hallway before I left Sayaka’s room, but if that’s the case, why does it look like she barely entered it?

The answer was obvious: Toko had been watching her from around the bend, and when she saw her coming, stood up and tried to make it look like she was going to the warehouse as cover.

A bead of sweat rolled down Toko’s s face. She bit her thumb even harder, though she drew no blood. Dimly, Mukuro heard a weak hum rising from the girl’s throat.

This was the only person in the school who could plausibly stalk Mukuro, but the question then was why? She couldn’t possibly be planning a murder, and—

Ah.

Byakuya had told her to watch Mukuro’s movements, then.

The amnesiac raised a hand cheerfully, waved it from side to side, and chirped: “I’m gonna grab something to eat, you want to come along?”

“Uh… N—no, thanks…”

Her would-be stalker bit down ever harder on her thumb, by this point trembling so hard that her long braids were almost dancing along the floor. In a cruel way, Mukuro found it a little amusing.

The Ultimate Soldier nodded and took off, intent on enjoying the rest of her jog. She could accept not being as smart as Kyoko or Byakuya, but she was at least smarter than Toko.

… and Jack.

… and Leon.

… and Sayaka.

… and Hina.

… and Taka.

… and definitely Hiro.

… maybe Celeste, too?

Oh god, am *I* the third smartest one of us?

A chill ran down Mukuro’s spine. She didn’t want that kind of responsibility.

Shaking her head, she made for the cafeteria. It would be good to pick up something to snack on along the way…

Just before she reached the door, she sensed a presence from inside. Pausing for a moment, she crept up to the frame, kneeled low, and poked her head just far enough to spy on the room.

Leon and Taka were there. Both were at a table near the entrance, but while the former was casually biting his way through an unappetizing, slightly brown apple, the latter studiously slouched over a mountain of papers and thick books stacked in neat piles. At first, Mukuro thought they might be from the library, but a closer glance revealed the names on their spines: World History, English Composition, Precalculus, and the like. Half the papers were filled with scratch marks she couldn’t read from afar, and Taka busily filled the remainder as his eyes moved from book to paper to book to paper to book.

“What’re you doing?” Leon asked.

“Homework, of course.”

“… Dude, all of our teachers are dead.” Leon blinked. “Wait, where’d you even get homework from?”

“I assigned it to myself! Right now, I need an example of a hyperbole.”

“This is the stupidest thing I’ve ever seen.”

“Excellent, thank you!”

Taka transcribed Leon’s sentence onto a paper, smashed his hand onto it in triumph, and added it to one of the piles. Then he pulled out another blank page and started anew. The other boy balked for a moment, then sighed.

“Hey, Taka…”

“Yes?”

“Are you just doing this to take your mind off… stuff?”

“Ah! No, no.” Taka shook his head. “I am confident that civilization still exists beyond the school’s walls.”

Mukuro almost snorted.

Then why did you agree to stay here forever, back when you still had your memories?

Then again, who was she to judge? She had only just recently told Junko that she’d ignore any evidence against what she herself wanted to believe.

… You go, Taka.

“That’s not what I meant,” Leon pressed. “I meant, y’know… Mondo.”

For the first time in a while, the Ultimate Moral Compass hesitated. Very uncharacteristically, he bit down hard on his lip and looked away. He didn’t answer for a long time.

“It’s strange,” he admitted. “Kyoko tells us that we were good friends. Friends for life, even…”

“But all you can think of is the three or four sentences you heard him say before he bit it, yeah.” Leon shook his head. “I saw Toko being weirder than usual, too. Muttering about how Junko stole her relationship with Byakuya or something.”

Sounds like her…

“Yes. I hate this idea of losing our memories. It seems so… antithetical to who we are, is it not?”

“How do you figure?”

“Well, after Kyoko regained her memories, she seemed like a different person. A more mature person, I suppose. Speaking to her is almost intimidating.”

“Dude, I know that feeling. I always get the heebie-jeebies whenever I talk to Mukuro.”

Mukuro’s heart sank a little. Her fingers gripped down on the doorframe and turned red. She hadn’t even realized she was grabbing it.

“In any case,” Taka continued. “I wanted advice, so I asked Kyoko about what I was like. I know I couldn’t have achieved my dream of becoming prime minister yet, of course, but—”

“You wanted to see if you’d had any achievements yet?”

“No! Well, yes.” He crossed his arms. “But, it’s more that I wanted to be sure I’d always remained on the straightest, most moral path. What is the purpose of being an Ultimate if you’re not tested? And if you’re tested, then you can fail.”

“Makes sense…”

“What she told me shocked me…”

Leon cocked his head.

“What’s that?”

“She said… that I was the person who’d changed the least!”

He waited for a response, but neither member of the audience gave him one. Eventually, when Leon started again on his gnarly, half-eaten apple, Taka scowled and went on.

“This ‘eternal broship’ I’d sworn with Mondo… I hate the idea of having it ripped away.”

“Maybe it’s not worth killing yourself over,” Leon offered without swallowing, spraying chewed bits of fruit everywhere. “Mondo’s dead, and that’s sad, but we can move on.”

“Yes, that is the voice of wisdom I expect from another of my eternal bros,” Taka allowed, apparently serious. “But I disagree nonetheless. Mondo, and Makoto, Chihiro, and Hifumi, should stay with us always.” He pumped a fist, and then stared right at Leon with his wide, crazy red eyes. “They were a part of us once, and we can’t just ignore that.”

“… why not?” Leon asked, confused.

“I will never willingly surrender a part of myself!” Taka declared. “Especially my memories, especially my connections to others. It disappoints me that anyone would.”

Leon poked his tongue into his cheek, trying to decode his friend’s unstated meanings. Mukuro, though, understood instantly. She seethed with anger.

“Oh!” Leon nodded, catching on more slowly. “You’re talking about Sayaka, right?”

“Exactly.” Taka picked at his chin, deep in thought. “She leapt at the chance to banish away her unhappy memories. She was clearly in love with Makoto! She clearly carried that with her! And yet, when the opportunity arose to sever herself from her guilt and hatred, she took it without hesitating. I still can’t tell if Mukuro is evil or not, but not even she would do something so deplorable.”

Stay calm, stay reasonable, stay kind…

Mukuro chanted those words to herself, silently. She felt herself shaking. Her eyes were narrow hateful slits, and a high-pitched din filled her ears. She couldn’t even hear whatever Leon responded with.

How dare those two judge Sayaka? They had all lost friends, of course, but in this life, they’d barely known Mondo. Neither of them had really lost anyone, not in a way they could really feel. Sayaka hadn’t just lost a boy she clearly had feelings for, she’d lost her one chance at redemption, her one chance at becoming a better pers—

Mukuro closed her eyes and looked away. It wasn’t Sayaka she was thinking about.

This was the second chance. For Sayaka, and for Mukuro herself. Taka just didn’t understand that.

Mukuro stood up, and before she could stop herself, jogged casually into the cafeteria. It was a strange sensation, to have no control of her own actions, to be as surprised as anyone else at how she gently raised a hand in greeting to the boys, smiled, and pretended to have not heard anything.

In a weird way, she was almost a passenger in her own body.

“Hi, guys!” she chirped, her rage and indignation flawlessly hidden. “Just grabbing a bite for Sayaka to eat.”

“Oh…” Taka grunted a little awkwardly. “How is she?”

“Really good!” Mukuro came to a halt, then pivoted toward him. “I think everything’s working out really well, at least so far.”

She mocked being tired from her run, taking a few breaths longer than she really needed to. Hopefully, the very real anger she still felt made her skin red enough to pass for exhaustion.

“I’m very proud of her.” she said, uncertain of where she was going with this.

“How’s that?” Leon asked.

“Not everyone would have been strong enough to do what she did,” Mukuro replied. “Everyone saw how much Makoto meant to her, but she was willing to give everything up to protect the rest of us in his honor. After all… she knew it wouldn’t be long until Junko found a way to manipulate her into becoming a victim. Trying to fill her with all that despair, so that someone else would take advantage of her… Yep! Eating that amnesia grape was the only way to save us all.”

It was at this point that Mukuro realized something important: she was a shitty liar. Byakuya or Kyoko would have seen through her before she even opened her mouth. Junko had to be watching this right now, laughing at how blatant and terrible this attempt at saving face for her friend was.

… But Taka and Leon weren’t Byakuya, Kyoko, or Junko. The first had book smarts, but nothing else. The second had, well, nothing to begin with.

“That is an interesting perspective…” Taka conceded, nodding his head up and down.

Leon puffed out his cheeks, either from the apple bits still inside or because he was considering her words.

“Indeed, Mukuro,” Taka went on. “I do recall you valiantly cowering away like a tiny child when you saw an opportunity to regain your memories. Given the fact that you could have easily overpowered us and taken it if you’d wished, your pathetic weakness in a moment of truth may be your greatest advocate!”

Mukuro sucked in her lips. She couldn’t believe they’d taken that seriously. It was hard to resist the urge to say something that would only hurt her position here.

“… thanks.” she said at last, in a low, throaty tone, hoping, this time not in vain, that her sarcasm would be lost.

They stood there awkwardly for a few seconds, the boys chatting about how brave Sayaka actually was, and Mukuro flexing and unflexing her hands. She breathed in and out a few times, her vision still red, her face still burning. She hadn’t expected the boys to so quickly relent. She hadn’t expected things to go so well. She was still angry, dammit. She wanted to slap Taka, at least.

In the absence of that, she kicked over one of his towers of books, sending the individual ones flying. The boys stopped their conversation, startled, and watched everything collapse to the floor or smash into the walls.

“Sorry,” she said quickly. “I hate… history. Can’t resist kicking it whenever I see it.”

Taka scratched at his chin.

“But half this table is covered in my social studies homewo—”

Mukuro swept her other leg across the surface of the table, sending all of his carefully-arranged papers flying. Before he could respond, she hopped away.

Honestly? Could’ve gone worse.

 

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Sayaka was still asleep, still locked safely away in her room. There was nothing to do but kill time.

The library smelled of ancient dust. Mukuro flipped another page of her mystery novel.

It wasn’t bad, exactly, but she’d figured out the killer before twenty pages were up. Probably, she’d read it before, and tatters of that knowledge still clung to her mind and robbed her of enjoying it again. Even in this minor way, the old Mukuro’s memories tormented her.

What she really wanted to do was exercise. Grab a pole or something and practice against an imaginary opponent. But Toko could be watching her, and the last thing in the world she wanted was to give anyone reason to be afraid of her again. She could probably outwit the writer, but Jack would have better senses for stalking, and there was no way to tell who was around right now.

She sighed, leaned her chair back to stand on two legs, and, without looking, tossed the book twenty feet backward into the shelf from whence she taken it. It landed perfectly square between its neighbors. It would have been impossible to tell it had ever been touched at all, except for its lack of dust.

I wonder if I could kill someone by throwing a book at them.

That was a lie, of course. She knew she could.

Blood was pooling in her butt. She’d sat too long, been still too long. Grunting, she returned to her feet, stretched her legs, and took off for another light jog. As she passed the hallway and made for the stairs, she pretended not to catch the Ultimate Writing Prodigy-shaped shadow from behind another corner.

That one had scissors out, she thought, vaguely. They’re both following Byakuya’s orders, then.

It wasn’t a surprise.

She jumped up the stairs three at a time until she reached the fourth floor. Seeking to burn off some more energy, and maybe mess with her stalker a little, she ran back down to the first – a long-haired shade barely got out of the way in time for her to plausibly pretend not to have seen it. When she reached the first floor, she made for the fourth again.

She did this twenty or thirty more times, until the first workings of a sweat finally began to form. Half an hour down, and her ankles were just slightly aching. On the bright side, she didn’t see Jack. Either the serial killer had gotten bored and left, or she’d gotten better at hiding.

Mukuro made it back to the fourth floor, wiped her brow on her sleeve, and took a long, deep breath. That workout tricked her body into feeling like something useful had been accomplished, to the point where she actually felt a little good.

It was a foreign feeling, contentment.

She didn’t like it.

She shrugged her shoulders and tried to push it away, tried to feel cynical and loathing of herself. She disliked that she didn’t dislike this, and disliked even more the realization that something was indeed wrong with her.

She didn’t even realize she was walking. It wasn’t toward anywhere in particular, nor for any purpose. Just one foot in front of the other, her body moving on its own.

“Well?”

Byakuya’s sharp voice brought her instantly back to her senses. She ducked behind a hallway corner, sweating from more than just exertion.

She dared to poke her head out. He was there, as was Leon. It was an odd duo, one that she couldn’t recall seeing together in the past. Both faced the still-locked gate that barred them all from the fifth floor. Neither gave any indication that they realized she was there.

Byakuya stood casually, arms crossed, but Leon’s stance was smoother. Readier. He seemed like he—

He was in a pitcher’s stance, and his right hand held a baseball. Something long and shiny was crudely tied to it, though. It took Mukuro a moment to realize it was one of the hand mirrors she’d seen him take from the warehouse, attached to the white ball with several lengths of nylon rope.

The redhead tossed the ball up into the air, perhaps to measure its weight. For a second, Mukuro saw herself reflected in the mirror. Either boy could have marked her in an instant and realized they were being spied upon, but neither seemed to notice.

Leon caught the ball, wound up, and threw it through the bars with all his might. It left his hands with meteoric speed, and even Mukuro saw it only as a blur of lightning and fire. In only a fraction of a second, it impacted the wall behind the gate, bounced off, and launched itself up the next flight of stairs. If it had hit a person, their head would have been pulp. Not even the Ultimate Soldier could have so efficiently killed with a throwing weapon.

She bit down hard on her lip. Blood was racing through her veins. This was the same type of excitement she’d felt when she’d fought Sakura.

Note to self: Leon is more of a physical threat than Jack.

He unwound and returned to a normal standing position. Without a word, Byakuya handed him another of the hand mirrors. This one had some ten feet of rope tied to its handle.

“You could at least ask me nicely,” Leon said, annoyed.

“I could.” Byakuya agreed.

Leon waited a few seconds for a polite request that never came. Now more annoyed, he tossed the hand mirror to where the wall behind the gate met the floor. He kept the end of the length of rope in his hand.

Mukuro stared intently at the mirror. By fortune—no, by Leon’s matchless skill, it had landed just so that it was facing up the stairs. She couldn’t catch much at her angle, but she did see that it reflected something else bright and shiny.

The other mirror.

Byakuya kneeled down by the gate, rubbed his chin, and studied the mirror.

“What’s up there?” Leon asked.

“The same as before,” came the calm, measured reply. “I don’t see any changes.”

“Isn’t that good thing?”

“… It’s a strange thing.”

“What do you mean?”

Byakuya stood up, grabbed the rope from Leon’s hand, and yanked the mirror back behind the gate. A moment later, there was no evidence that anything had ever happened.

“Let’s go.”

“Wait!” Leon complained. “What about that dust we found?” Mukuro perked up. “The orange dust.”

“It’s not important. Leave it.”

“Not important?! How do you figure?”

“Use your brain.” Byakuya said, smugly, and strolled away. Leon fumed behind his back, but eventually followed.

It was easy for Mukuro to sneak away, hide behind another door, and wait for the two to depart. Jack might’ve seen her, but it didn’t really matter. She hadn’t done anything.

The dust… Leon didn’t know about it, then.

After a minute passed, when she was absolutely certain that neither of the boys were left, she crept up to the gate. She couldn’t see up the stairs, but she could imagine.

“Mukuro.”

She flipped around, fists raised—

Kyoko stood there, makeshift cane in hand, though she wasn’t using it. She held it in roughly the center, and obviously held it only for the sake of the others’ comfort. Gray, lifeless eyes stared right into Mukuro’s. It would have been impossible to guess that she was blind.

Maybe she’s faking it…

Mukuro shook her head, and lowered her guard.

“You’re quieter than Jack,” she said.

“Don’t worry about her,” the lavender-haired girl replied, smiling softly. “I sent her away.”

“… What’s up?”

“I need your help. It’ll only take a second.” With unerring accuracy, Kyoko pointed to where the gate met the floor. “Is something there?”

Mukuro couldn’t resist checking, though she already knew what she’d find.

That strange orange dust, arranged into a line with that slight pattern etched into it. Someone was working hard on arranging these.

Mukuro almost answered, but then that slight, terrible doubt about her friend crept down her spine.

“… Should I see something here?” she answered, noncommittally.

“I see.” Kyoko said, probably not intending for a joke. She closed her eyes. “I’ll offer you a trade of information. You’re wondering about this dust, right?” Mukuro didn’t reply, which the detective took for an affirmative. “Tell me this, and I’ll tell you that.”

“… There’s some orange dust here, with a pattern carved into it.” Mukuro said. “It’s the same as one I saw underneath the Monokuma door. There’s no way to open the gate or the door without disturbing the dust. I don’t know who’s putting it here.”

Kyoko nodded, unsurprised.

Of course, Mukuro puffed out her cheeks, reddening. If I noticed these things, she must’ve, too, before she lost her sight.

“… Wait,” she said, suddenly ashamed. “Kyoko, you don’t have to tell me anything. It’s… not your fault you’re blind. I shouldn’t take advantage of that.”

For a moment, the famously emotionless Ultimate Detective’s mouth opened slightly in surprise. Her brow furrowed, and she seemed almost touched.

Kyoko regained herself quickly, though, and crossed her arms. She stared into Mukuro’s eyes for what felt like an eternity.

Ice danced across Mukuro’s skin. She hugged herself for warmth, instinctively. She didn’t understand her own emotions at the best of times, but right now, she had no idea what she felt, except that it was alien and strange. She understood even less what Kyoko thought. All she knew for certain was that the Mukuro of the past had never experienced anything like this before, and that the Kyoko of the past had never given her much thought.

It was hard to face her anymore, and Mukuro didn’t know why. She made to run away, but Kyoko somehow knew it and held out her hand to block her.

Mukuro sucked in her lips. She’d felt inferior to even the other, younger Kyoko. There was a gap between the two Ultimates that the former would never close, a gap not just of intelligence and skill, but of simple clarity. With the benefit of experience and age, this version of Kyoko only made Mukuro feel even lesser. The idea of bettering herself, of being better than that older, slavish Mukuro was a joke when compared to the unflappable, virtuous Ultimate Detective who’d achieved her best self from the start. It was hard to even accept her sympathy.

Kyoko’s hand gripped Mukuro’s shoulder. The younger girl looked away, burning with shame, and wanted to run. She surely could have, but the thought to resist didn’t even enter her mind.

“I’d say that we need your help, Mukuro,” said the girl with lavender hair. It was incredible how even her voice was. “But you’re already giving it to us.”

Mukuro grit her teeth, and realized her fists were shaking almost too much to control. Her heart ached, and she burned with shame, anger, and a flux of a dozen other emotions. But not, she later realized, with despair. Not with something that would make her feel truly, lingeringly bad, or that would set into an inescapable spiral. She didn’t feel hope, exactly, but something adjacent to it. An acceptable hope-like substitute.

If everything went well from here on, she might one day be able to face the others again without hating herself.

 

-----

 

Mukuro pressed the doorbell a third time.

Nothing.

She dipped a hand into her jacket’s front pocket and felt for the key. It was still where she’d left it, barely even shifted after all that exercise.

There was no need to worry, of course. No one else could even access Sayaka’s room, and no one had a motive any longer to hurt her. She was probably still just asleep.

And yet, the hairs on the back of Mukuro’s neck stood up. She sucked in her lips. Vaguely, something about this felt wrong to her, but she couldn’t define how or why.

Steadily, insisting to herself that nothing was wrong, she unlocked the door, pushed it open, and saw the brightly-lit dorm room unfold in front of her. The air felt thick and warm, and no one was on the bed.

Her heart almost leapt out of her chest when she heard a voice.

“Oh!”

Sayaka casually strolled out of the bathroom. She wore only a white towel wrapped around her chest, and her hair and skin were still quite moist. Her dark blue eyes went wide with surprise, but she had never looked healthier or better-rested.

Mukuro blushed.

“Oh, uh, sorry.” she forced out. Automatically, she looked away.

“Is something up?” the idol asked, innocently.

“Just wanted to ask if you wanted to get dinner. It’s almost six.”

“Sure! Just let me throw something on.”

It conspired that ‘throwing something on’ would take Sayaka the better part of twenty minutes. She preened over her appearance, carefully drying and brushing her hair, then choosing between an entire closet of seemingly identical schoolgirl uniforms. She hummed excitedly as she worked, decorating her appearance with a series of small silver hairclips – Makoto’s kitten one was nowhere to be seen.

When she finished, she flipped around, slipped her hands behind her waist, and assumed that coy, girlish pose.

“Ready!” she said, smiling wide and nodding.

Mukuro smiled back, but hers was very forced.

All throughout the waiting, her heart had still been beating fast. Something too subtle for her to understand was wrong. Some tiny detail imperceptible to the conscious mind was out of place, and Mukuro lacked the skills or the knowledge to see it in so many words. It reminded her of when her instinct for killing intent had flared up all those nights ago, and warned her that Sayaka was planning something.

But she looked into that other young woman’s perfect eyes, saw nothing but trust and innocence, and forced the feeling down.

It’s Mukuro Ikusaba who’s the problem here.

She gave a thumbs up, and bid Sayaka to follow.

 

-----

 

It was 6 PM.

Everyone was in the cafeteria. Mukuro and Sayaka sat at a table alone, eating without really talking, while three separate conversations went on around them.

Hiro was asking Kyoko if the mafia still existed, and if not, did that mean someone in debt to them still had to worry. She seemed to humor him. Likely, it was because Hiro was already a few years older than the rest of them, so he was, in a strange way, the one most able to relate to Kyoko as an adult.

Toko was quivering next to Byakuya in a corner. Occasionally, he allowed her to creep up next to him and whisper something into his ear. He never showed any visual reaction to it.

Lastly, Taka was lecturing an uninterested Leon about the importance of hard work and embracing one’s talent. The latter boy barely heard anything he said, and scribbled music notes on a sheet, perhaps working on a masterpiece. Sayaka looked over to him occasionally, clearly distracted. The guilt and worry over actions she’d forgotten was written on her face.

Mukuro was distracted all throughout the dinner. She wasn’t even certain what she was eating, just that it involved a fork that she could twirl around between her fingers and tap across a now-empty plate. It could have been labeled ‘arsenic’ for all it mattered to her.

Despite everyone’s presence, despite all the chatter, despite Kyoko’s wisdom and the stories she’d told of their happy shared past, the room lacked warmth and vigor. Part of it was the uncomfortable fact that someone here was working against them on Junko’s behalf, but there was another issue: they needed Hina back. They needed her energy and spirit. Mukuro was certain that even Byakuya wouldn’t complain if she reappeared.

She wanted desperately to stand up and try to inject some life into things, but she didn’t have the right. Not until things were set as well as they could be to the way they should.

She sighed and glanced back to the cafeteria doorway. She’d have given her right arm for Hina to walk through it.

She choked.

A feminine figure appeared in it, limping slightly, her face concealed by distant shadows. The conversation died down as the others sensed her, and—

Celeste entered the room, wobbling a little. Mukuro’s heart sank.

The Ultimate Gambler was noticeably worse for wear. Her face was even paler than usual, almost sickly, and she seemed to be a bit gaunter. She might have lost a pound or two. She had on a fresh set of her elaborate gothic clothing, but it wasn’t tied and laced quite properly. The showy white bonnet in particular was slightly askew, and her clip-on ponytails were nowhere to be seen. Without them, she looked like half herself.

Celeste pushed herself forward, then leaned against the interior of the doorframe. She was clearly in some pain, and her right hand clutched at her stomach.

Half the room was on top of her in a second. Taka moved to help her, but Byakuya caught his chest. Their eyes met for a moment, he gasped, and ran out of the room without a word.

Instead, the heir motioned to Toko. She hesitated, but eventually moved forward and slipped her hands around Celeste’s shoulders and led her to a table. As she did so, almost everyone was shouting questions.

“Please…” the gambler groaned, and the room quieted.

Mukuro was one of the few exceptions. She held no special grudge against Celeste, but this was not the girl she wanted to see right now. She slipped past the crowd and checked the hallway outside, hoping against hope to see a certain tan swimmer—

But there was nothing, except a slowly-disappearing Taka scurrying away in the direction of the school. She turned back around to face the crowd, and saw that only Sayaka still hung in the back. The blue-haired girl watched the scene unfold with a mix of curiosity and some other emotion Mukuro couldn’t identify.

This is the first time she’s seen Celeste since losing her memories again.

“It’s good to see you all again,” Celeste said. Her voice was weak, and her accent slipped as she forced out the words. “Though, I think I shall retire not too long from now. You shall have to forgive me this weakness.”

“What happened to you?” Byakuya asked, instantly.

“After the dart?” Celeste shook her head again. Her eyes were closed, and sticky sweat rolled down her brow. “I fear I haven’t much to say. I recall falling to the floor, seeing all of you look shocked, and then nothing but darkness.”

“Yes, yes,” said the other, irritated. “After that.”

“I don’t know how long passed, but I awoke on a bed in a large, open room. It was some type of dojo, and I think I saw archery targets and cherry blossom trees.”

“S—sounds clichéd…” Toko sputtered.

“Indeed.” Celeste nodded, though the effort obviously took a lot out of her. “It was obvious the bed wasn’t really part of the room, and had been added later. I saw Aoi on another bed just like mine, but she was still asleep. There was medical equipment around us, things clearly taken from a hospital, but I don’t know the words to explain or identify any of it.” She raised a hand to her lips, coughed hoarsely, and shook her head. “I nodded in and out of consciousness, too weak to move, and never saw her awake. Sometimes, I saw Monokuma rummaging about, but anything more than a few feet from my bed was just a blur. Eventually, I managed to pull myself out of bed, and he instantly appeared and said that meant I was ‘good to go.’ He threw these clothes onto me, dragged me through the hallway, opened up the gate, and dumped me outside. I tried to yell for help, but no one heard me. Luckily, I was able to make it here regardless. Please, don’t ask me about Aoi – I don’t know anything, except that she was still asleep when I was ejected.”

The effort of saying so much at once had taken its toll on Celeste. By the end, she was leaning against the back of her chair, wavering and barely conscious.

A chorus of questions and comments rose up in the wake of Celeste’s story. Almost everyone was talking, save Mukuro, Sayaka, and Kyoko.

Mukuro was happy to have one of their number back, of course, but only in an intellectual way. She knew she should be happy, even thrilled, to be reunited with a comrade. But seeing Celeste here only made her even more acutely aware of Hina’s absence.

Kyoko stared on ahead. Her lifeless eyes trained perfectly on Celeste, but she said nothing. Her expression was unreadable, but it was obvious that she was deep in thought. It was obvious that something important was on her mind. There was no point in asking her about it, though.

The last, Sayaka, still sat politely at a back table, hands folded in her lap. Mukuro supposed that the idol had almost no idea what was going on. This was her first experience with Celeste, after all, and she might have felt like she didn’t deserve to be in on the excited welcome back. Celeste didn’t know anything about Sayaka’s new situation, either. They’d both have to be caught up on the other later.

When Mukuro turned back to check the others, she found the Ultimate Gambler already helpless and asleep in the chair in front of everyone.

 

-----

 

“I can’t believe they tied you up to a wheelchair.”

Sayaka sat on one of the nurse’s office beds, dangling her pale legs over the floor. Next to it sat the old silver wheelchair. Stray strands of rope were still on it here and there.

Mukuro leaned against a nearby wall, arms crossed. She had no idea who’d even rolled the chair in here for safekeeping.

“They were worried,” she said, quietly. “Worried that Junko could turn me against them again. And I told them it was alright.”

“Mukuro,” the idol said, and turned her eyes back to her half-friend, half-caretaker. “Sometimes I worry that no one’ll ever trust me again. I know Leon doesn’t like me.”

“He’ll get better.”

“Because he knows I won’t try to kill him again?”

“Because you forgot everything, so it’s like a whole new you.”

One side of Sayaka’s lips pulled into a smile. Her eyes were shining.

Mukuro’s head snapped up. Once again, she’d underestimated Sayaka.

“You were talking about me, huh?” she said.

The idol’s sympathetic smile widened.

“I really did mean myself,” she lied, kindly. “If you read yourself into it, then that’s on you.”

Mukuro’s fingers twitched. She truly did like this version of Sayaka. This is how it always should have been, how it no doubt was before Junko stole their memories. This sweet, innocent girl bringing up everyone’s spirits while they were trapped in the academy together.

It was almost enough for her to forget that horrible song Sayaka had sung.

We should forgive and just hold hands

She feels bad about it

So, your pity, it demands!

Then again, Mukuro could hardly expect anyone to let go of what she’d done, if she wouldn’t let go of something comparatively trivial like a mean, despairful song.

“How can you know how I feel so well?” she asked.

Sayaka cocked her head.

“I could say that we’re a little alike, or that you’re just very bad at hiding your feelings, but neither of those is why.”

“Why, then?”

She winked.

“I told you… I’m psychic.”

Mukuro smiled, this time genuinely.

“… Just kidding!”

Sayaka burst out laughing, shooting the other girl a bright, beaming smile.

A chill ran down Mukuro’s spine.

It was impossible for Sayaka to know this, but those were the last two words she’d said to Makoto when she first decided to kill.

“I hope I’m not interrupting anything?” a new, airier voice chimed in from the door.

Mukuro turned to face it, already knowing who it was. Celeste stood there, hands folded daintily in front of her waist.

“Hi, Celeste.”

“A pleasure, Mukuro. Sayaka.”

Sayaka hefted herself from the bed, and slipped past.

“I think I can see that you two have something to talk about. I’ll see you later!”

With that, she was gone, leaving the two remaining girls alone in the nurse’s office.

“Hmph,” Celeste hummed, and idly played with her hair. “You know, it occurs to me how much more often this room must have been used in the past few days than during the whole of our stay in the school…”

“Celeste,” Mukuro started. “I know you said you don’t know anything about Hina, but are you sure you didn’t see anything?”

“I’m afraid not, except of what I already said. She was on a bed, very much like the one you’re sitting on now, and asleep. She might have been a little pale.”

“As long as she’s still alive…”

“I think she was, but this isn’t what I came to speak to you about.” Celeste helped herself onto the same bed Sayaka had sat on. “You’re easier to talk to than Byakuya and Kyoko. Both of them seemed to suspect me of wrongdoing, you know, and had endless questions about what was upstairs.”

“Why?”

Celeste grinned.

“I could tell that Kyoko wanted to make sure my description matched her own memories,” she said, mocking offense and laying a hand across her heart. “And as for Byakuya, he wanted me to confirm something she said about me bumping into a book of poisons and antidotes.”

That’s right! That was Kyoko’s explanation for how she knew how to treat the poison. It still doesn’t really make a lot of sense, though.

“I think his eye will always be upon anyone absent for too long,” the gothic girl cooed. “Aoi will no doubt get the same treatment if she returns.”

If…

“When I was up there,” she continued. “Monokuma spoke to me occasionally. I don’t recall it all, but I do remember him talking about what it was like for all of us to be friends, how it was agony for Junko to pretend for so long.”

“Agony…”

“Regardless, that stayed with my dreams for a while. I thought… I suppose my thoughts lingered on the idea of how I had once counted everyone here my own friends, but without the pain. I think… It’s speculation, but I think I might have even remembered something from before the amnesia.”

“Really?!”

“I can’t tell. Is it real, or just something my fever dreams stitched together?” Celeste mused. “But in my mind, I have this image of us all taking a classroom photo together, and of myself not… completely despising it.” She closed her eyes. “I can see it so clearly, you understand. In the picture, I’m looking directly at Junko.”

“Am I there, too?”

“Yes, to the side. Barely part of the group at all. I would say that you were always like that, but again, my recollection is too hazy. It matches what I heard from Kyoko’s restored memories, though.”

Mukuro clenched her teeth.

“I know what I was like,” she said. “But never again. I’m not that person. That Mukuro is a different girl. She’s dead.”

Celeste cocked her head, and a wide smile crept across her features.

“Heehee!” she laughed, suddenly and out-of-character. “Don’t forget that you’re speaking to the Queen of Lies, Mukuro.”

I suppose I am, Taeko Yasuhiro…

Mukuro smiled back, half genuinely and half annoyed. But if Taeko could deny herself and become Celeste with no ill effects, then Mukuro could become someone new, too. It was what she’d already decided to do, anyway, just without the change of name.

Who can’t use a little lie, now and then…

“Then, why did you come to talk to me?” she asked. “Surely not about this.”

Celeste slipped a hand into a fold of her dress. A moment later, she held a deck of cards, which she deftly placed on the foot of the bed.

“Choose one.”

“Why?” Mukuro asked, puzzled.

“Humor me.”

Mukuro hesitated, but she could think of no reason to refuse. She went to the bed and pulled the card at the top: a Five of Hearts.

“Wait,” she said. “Another high card draw?”

It felt like it had been ages since that one time they played.

Celeste responded only by drawing a card of her own. She checked it before Mukuro could see it, and sighed, pretending frustration.

C’est la vie,” she said, and revealed her own Two of Clubs.

The lowest card in a deck? But it’s Celeste, she can’t lose…

The gambler flourished her hand, and suddenly held a folded piece of paper.

“Makoto’s student profile,” she said.

Mukuro’s heart almost stopped. She’d forgotten all about that. The last true link to Makoto in the school, perhaps in the entire world.

“Wh—what?!”

“It’s yours.”

Mukuro didn’t raise her hands, or couldn’t. After a moment, Celeste raised an eyebrow, then courteously laid it on the sheet nearest the other girl.

“… I don’t understand,” Mukuro said at last. She still didn’t touch the paper. “Why would you part with this?”

“Because you won the draw.”

 “I know I can’t beat you,” Mukuro protested. “And you fought me for it earlier.”

“My, my,” Celeste yawned, cool as ice, and ran another finger down one of her pigtails. “To think that the Ultimate Soldier can’t imagine victory. I just wanted to play against you again.”

Even when she gives me what I want, she still lies…

But there was one explanation that made sense: that Celeste, having regained or at least become aware of some of her old memories, wanted to honor Makoto in some small way. He was so likeable, so perfect. Even the distant Ultimate Gambler probably graced him with the title of B-rank. And now, with Sayaka having no memory of him, and Kyoko having all the memories in the world, the only person left whom he’d want to have that profile was…

Mukuro choked up for a moment. She might have been crying. Yes, that was it. Celeste’s persona didn’t allow her to just outright give something like that away. She had to ‘lose’ it.

She took the profile. Her hands were weak and trembling.

“Do you remember anything about him?”

“Nothing more than you do, I’m afraid. Nothing specific, anyway.”

Mukuro wiped her eyes with her sleeve. When she looked up, Celeste was halfway out the door, tucking the cards back into a fold of her dress.

“Wait,” Mukuro quivered. “What… would you have demanded if you’d won?”

Celeste grinned, in a very un-Celeste-like manner.

“For each of us to tell the other her real name, of course.”

Mukuro smiled. Celeste would have called her ‘Mukuro Ikusaba,’ of course. And Mukuro would have called her ‘Celestia Ludenberg.’

She remembered Makoto’s relentless pursuit of truth during the trial… but Celeste was someone else. Here, they could each be comforted by the other’s lie.

 

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The next two days were hard.

Dealing with the others was easy. Byakuya was off in his own world, doing something to help combat their captor, Toko stalked around on his behalf, Kyoko explored some unknown corner of the school, and Hiro, Leon, and Taka seemed almost irrelevant. Sayaka orbited around, bopping here and there, enjoying herself but otherwise never seeming to do much of importance, and Celeste easily settled back into her normal routine, even going so far as to return to her evening visits to the bathhouse. In a way, everyone was calmer and more placid than they had ever been before.

But Hina’s continued absence irked Mukuro. If Celeste was okay, why wasn’t the other, healthier girl who’d been poisoned at the same time? It had to be either that Hina was already dead (an unthinkable outcome), or that Junko was planning something outrageous that required exclusive access to her.

“Monokuma!” she cried out one day in the student store, when she was alone.

But no one replied.

… She didn’t need him, anyway.

Mukuro balled up her fists and grit her teeth.

Other than Hina, everything else was going well. And since Celeste had been returned to them safely, and since Junko (it was Junko) couldn’t really hurt anyone without removing a player from the game, there was no further point in thinking about it.

Mukuro half-sighed, half-groaned, and absently felt for the student profile she still had folded in her jacket. She didn’t want to read it again, but even thinking of that conjured up the words again in her mind.

Name: Makoto Naegi, Sex: Male, Height: 5’3”, Weight: 115 lbs., Blood Type: A, Birthdate: February 5, Chest Size: 75cm. The Ultimate Lucky Student. Chosen at random by national lottery so Hope’s Peak could study the ‘luck’ phenomenon. Luck appears to be much less dramatic and obvious than the equivalent Class 77 student. Student is otherwise completely unremarkable in all measurable ways, both in abilities and interests, but seems to bring a stabilizing influence to the others of his class by means of being the most ordinary and trustworthy. Easily succeeded in making friends with all classmates, including reticent and antagonistic ones. Only possesses one notable quality outside of abstruse luck: every female student he interacts with appears interested in him as a partner, to varying degrees. So far, he has shown reciprocity only with Maizono, with whom he had a relationship prior to high school.

There it was. Every female student, including her (and possibly even Junko?) had shown interest in Makoto, but he had eyes only for Sayaka. She almost wanted to curse Celeste for giving her this.

But in a way, it was a relief. It was a weight off her shoulders, in a way, to know that she’d never had a shot. Sayaka wasn’t an enemy who could be taken down with a mere gun or a knife, and Makoto himself had died trying to save them both, and all the others (sans Chihiro and Mondo, but he’d surely have done it for them, too).

It would definitely be a mistake to give this to Sayaka, though. Mukuro knew that in an instant. Imagine learning that you had a boyfriend for two years, that you betrayed his trust multiple times, and that he still died trying to save you. Even someone like Kyoko would probably crack apart at that. No wonder that she’d also conveniently left this relationship out of her description of their years together. Like with everyone’s tolerance of Celeste’s aspirations to European nobility, this was something that needed to be kept buried forever.

Mukuro walked out of the store, lost in her thoughts. Automatically, her feet took her toward the dorms – right until she passed the AV room.

Hm?

The door was very slightly ajar. Confused, Mukuro peeked through the crack, and saw the familiar blue hair of a certain idol facing the other way.

Sayaka sat at one of the small modules, glued to its screen. A pair of heavy noise-canceling headphones covered her ears, and her hands pulled into fists, her nails pressing so deeply into her skin that it broke. Tiny streams of pink blood trickled out of her shaking fingers. Mukuro couldn’t see her eyes, but she could spy the tears streaming down her cheeks.

On the module beside her was a DVD case labeled Sayaka Maizono.

“Dammit!” Mukuro hissed, loudly enough that someone inside of the room would have heard her easily, but for the headphones.

She’d completely forgotten about the DVDs. Of course something like that would upset Sayaka, even after being warned about it.

Carefully, Mukuro crept inside. She would wait near the door, and comfort the idol when—

The Sayaka Maizono DVD was still inside its case.

Mukuro blinked once, twice, and then a dozen times. She could clearly see the DVD sitting there, shining under the bright ceiling lights. Sayaka might have watched it before, but she clearly wasn’t viewing it anymore.

Then…?

Unable to help herself, Mukuro moved to hover over the other girl’s shoulder.

Monokuma was on the screen, dancing in a black background. Mukuro recognized it instantly – this was her DVD. The Mukuro Ikusaba one that offered her the chance to kill someone without being executed.

Blood froze in her veins. This recording should have been locked up in her room. There was no possible way Sayaka could have it. There wasn’t even a key to access it, except the one in Mukuro’s pocket.

What was this?

 

-----

 

Sayaka sat in the cafeteria, alone at a table, pretending to read a fashion magazine taken from the rec room.

Mukuro sat a ways away, watching her, pretending to read a mystery novel.

Both girls were trembling, but for different reasons.

Sayaka had applied a copious amount of makeup to hide her puffy red cheeks. She was an expert at it, and almost succeeded, but knowing as much as she did, Mukuro couldn’t be tricked.

What she wasn’t sure about was the smile. Was it real? Was it plastic? She just couldn’t tell.

Careful, Mukuro. That girl may seem innocent, but she was the first to snap two different times.

But nothing happened. The others came in, ate, talked, and seemed to enjoy themselves. Even Kyoko seemed unaware of anything being wrong, or else she kept her suspicions secret.

“Alright!” Hiro set a crystal ball in the center of a table near Mukuro’s. “Leon, check this out.”

“What’s up?”

“With this, I can give a prediction about another student. Who do you want to know about?”

“What a waste of time…” Byakuya sneered.

“Don’t listen to him.” Hiro sat up, very proudly, and rubbed his own chest with two fingers. “Before we lost our memories, Byakuya asked me to advise him on a business decision once!”

The room quieted a little. Despite everything, even Mukuro was interested in this.

“… And how would you know that?” Byakuya asked, his curiosity also piqued. “I suppose you asked Kyoko?”

“No… I just did another reading.”

Jack, who was sitting on Byakuya’s table, kicking her legs through the air, cackled and leaned over.

“Wait a sec, Yasuzero! I thought your fake-o powers only predict the future!”

“They do!” Hiro responded. “So, I predicted that if I asked Kyoko about if I’d ever read for Byakuya in the past, she’d say yes!”

Mukuro looked over, quietly. Even Kyoko raised a disbelieving eyebrow at that. Wisely, she said nothing, and let the scene play out undisturbed.

Celeste shook her head across the room, and took another sip of tea.

“It’s almost impossible to believe that you’ve survived this long.”

“Even I agree with that,” Taka said, crossing his arms. “But I suppose it can’t hurt to let Hiro continue on.”

“Well,” Leon scratched his head. “Okay, I’ll give it a shot. I don’t want to hear about myself, though.”

“What-what-whaaat?” Jack shook her head. “Why not, why not?”

“If I ask about my future music career, and he says it’ll go well, then that means it probably won’t go well! So, tell me about…” He scanned the room. For a moment, he locked eyes with Mukuro, and she was certain he’d choose her. But then he moved on, and nodded at someone else. “Tell me about Celeste!”

“What?!” Her entire face twisted into a rage. “You can’t just—”

“Okay!”

Hiro waved his hands over the ball and stared into it. Mukuro prepared for an image to appear mysteriously within it, or for it to fill with fog, or for a dull light to shine out of its center… but nothing happened. Even the shadows of his fingers were ordinary.

… He doesn’t even have a talent as a performer, Mukuro realized. This is completely unconvincing.

Then again, she would have been even more distrustful of someone with more showmanship, so…

She pursed her lips. Were Hiro’s blunt terribleness at his job and inability to deceive anyone actually his greatest attributes?

“Hm.” He scratched his head. “Weird.”

“What is?” Leon asked.

Celeste angrily sipped more of her tea, but said nothing.

“It says Celeste has no future at all.”

“Oh, no!” Sayaka covered her lips. “Does that mean she’s going to die before this is all over?”

The gambler’s red eyes somehow seemed to grow redder.

“I guess?” Hiro shrugged. “I just predict things, I don’t explain ‘em.”

“But your predictions are only true 30% of the time…” Leon said, taking an oddly reasonable position.

“Yeah,” Hiro admitted. “But they’re right 30% of the time, 100% of the time!”

The room grew quiet.

Then everyone returned to unrelated conversations, and Hiro was left to stew alone in his humiliation.

For the first time in what felt like ages, Mukuro laughed.

 

-----

 

They were alone in the hallways, walking slowly back to their dorms. Toko (or Jack) might have been stalking them, but Mukuro wasn’t certain.

Sayaka’s eyes were still reddish. Mukuro pretended not to notice.

“Mukuro,” Sayaka said, eventually. “Do you ever worry that, deep down, you’re a bad person?”

Mukuro looked over to the idol. She had assumed that the comment was about Mukuro, but once glance revealed that Sayaka was talking about herself.

“I don’t think anyone’s a bad person, innately,” she lied, for she knew after that conversation with Kyoko at least that her own sister was pure evil given form.

Sayaka dragged her feet along the floor. Her eyes were anywhere but Mukuro’s.

“Junko could erase all of our minds again,” she whispered. “Leon and I are still around. Imagine if we were condemned to repeat the same mistakes, over and over and over…”

Well, without Makoto, you have no fall guy, so you probably wouldn’t make that particular mistake a third time…

Somehow, Mukuro thought it best not to comfort her that way.

“She won’t do that,” Mukuro said, and it was probably the truth. “And all of us are better people than we were when we started.”

“Are we?”

Mukuro sucked her lips. Truthfully, she knew she was not. Deep within herself, there still existed that mindless drone who served Junko without question, who yearned for her younger sister’s attention and abuse. She could feel that Mukuro stirring inside her, or else imagined it, for the possibility that she wasn’t Mukuro was infinitely worse.

She kept that evil chained within herself only by denying its existence and locking away her own memories. If she truly was a better person, then she would have eaten the strawberry that Kyoko took.

“Yes,” she said, and it was another lie. She was shaking, but Sayaka was too distracted to notice. “I would give my life to save anyone else in the school.”

That part was actually true.

Sayaka slowed her pace, and hugged herself for warmth. She was covered in a thick sheen of sweat.

“Is that… what it means to be a better person? I just… I feel burdened by all this guilt, Mukuro. Guilt for things I don’t remember, guilt for things I can’t undo.”

It was like looking into a mirror.

Mukuro grabbed her by the hand. She was ice cold. Instinctively, she took the idol’s shaking fingers in both hands and warmed them.

“You shouldn’t feel any guilt,” she said, ignoring the pang those words caused her own heart.

“I should!”

“No. You’re a good person, Sayaka.”

Sayaka shook her head. She was crying, and tears flew everywhere.

“How do you know?” she rasped.

“Because… Because Makoto thought you were.”

“I don’t even remember him!” she wheezed. “You might as well be talking about a stranger! That’s not… that’s not helpful…”

She collapsed into Mukuro’s arms like the quivering, crying sack of a little girl she was. Here she was: the Ultimate Pop Sensation, a girl who dedicated her life to bringing hope to others, and she teetered on the edge of despair.

Mukuro wanted to save her. She had to save her.

… Was this how Hina always felt, when Mukuro occupied Sayaka’s role here?

“Come on,” she said, warmly. “Let’s stay together tonight.”

“T—together?”

“Sure. Monokuma hasn’t been around for a while, but if he’s still around, he definitely won’t show up when we’re together.”

Not to mention, ‘Mukuro’ won’t show up when there’s someone else around to see her. And since Sayaka and I ate the same dinner, she can’t even use the trick she used when Hina was around.

The two girls walked together to Mukuro’s dorm room. A second later, Sayaka was face-down on the bed. Her face was buried in a pillow, and a pool of tears slowly expanded in all directions. She clutched at the sheets tightly enough to rip them apart, had she been stronger.

“I don’t want things to be this way,” she said, hoarsely.

Mukuro locked the door, sat down on the edge of the bed, and thought only one thing:

What the hell would Hina do right now?

“Everyone’s done, or thought of doing, bad things,” she said, channeling her inner Ultimate Swimmer. “But we can just ignore that and be better.”

“We can just… ignore it?”

“Yeah,” Mukuro said, trying and failing to smile. “The old Sayaka doesn’t matter.” Her fingers wove between the idol’s. “The old anyone doesn’t matter, except Kyoko, I guess. If you can’t see it, then it doesn’t matter.”

Sayaka grew still. Her face was still invisible, but she seemed to consider it.

Mukuro rubbed her friend’s back, got up, turned off the lights, and returned to the bed. She reached for Sayaka again, but she must have pricked her palm on a piece of jewelry, because something sharp and metal pierced her flesh.

A second later, she crumbled.

 

-----

 

Mukuro smacked her lips. Thick strands of saliva snapped. Her chin was covered in slowly-drying drool.

Her head was swimming through molasses.

Her eyelids were almost impossibly heavy. Bricks were lighter. The pain in her neck didn’t help; she was definitely sitting down, and she must have fallen asleep so that her head drooped down over her lap.

Even with her eyes closed, the world flew by in a dizzying blur.

Had she ever been this tired? Had anyone ever been this tired? She would have thrown up, but her body didn’t even have the energy for that.

Minutes might have passed. Hours, maybe. She existed in a languid haze, too aware to be lost to sleep, too exhausted for conscious thought.

It was just an accidental twitch when she yanked at her right arm and found something holding it in place.

Something rough and flexible, not metal or wood or plastic, arrested her movement. It was too familiar a sensation, but she didn’t know how.

Slowly, painfully, she forced one eye to open. A more heroic effort had never been spent on anything in the history of man. A painful light bleared the world before her, then settled, over the course of some seconds, into a scene she’d seen not too long before: she was tied to a wheelchair.

The shock of it sobered Mukuro a little. She was still exhausted, but the gears in her mind started turning, however slowly and reluctantly.

She forced open the other eye.

Yep, still in the wheelchair.

She tried to kick her leg. Similar ropes held it firmly in place.

Actually, not quite similar. The ropes were the same, but there were more of them than before. No one, not even Byakuya, had even restrained her with this much rope. There had to be fifty pounds of more of the stuff covering her. She was more mummy than woman. Even her fingers were wrapped up.

The ropes were right up against her shins and arms, which must have been otherwise naked, but her chest and thighs were protected by some kind of clothing.

Funny… My normal clothes cover my arms and legs just fine.

There was one exception, though. For some reason, Mukuro’s toes had been left unrestrained. She could just about see her pale white flesh behind the rope over her knees when she wriggled them.

She raised her head. The effort of it sent pangs down her spine, for she’d been hunched over for too long, but it had to be done.

She was in her dorm room. No one else was here, and the door was wide open. The lights inside were off, but some illumination leaked in from the hallway.

… for some reason, the bedsheets were perfectly made, as if no one had slept on them. They had never looked fresher.

“Hello?” she coughed. Her body pushed against the ropes, and she spat something up. The dried drool on her chin felt cooler than the rest of her body.

Disgusting…

“Hello?” she said, louder. No response. She gathered her strength for a moment, and yelled out: “Hello?!”

Seconds passed. She heard nothing but her own heartbeat.

She felt stronger now, though not by much. She wasn’t just going to fall asleep randomly, at least.

“Hello!?” she tried again, this time much louder. She didn’t wait before screaming the word at the top of her lungs: “Hello?! Is anyone there?!”

No one and nothing answered. Even her own voice died as soon as the words left her lips. There wasn’t even an echo.

The silence was even more stifling than the ropes.

Mukuro rested for a few moments, summoning up her strength. At last, she pulled her arm as much as she could against the ropes. She grit her teeth, groaned and finally screamed, but it was hopeless. Visibly, they didn’t even twitch.

She’d probably feel the rope burn for days after this.

She next tried her chest and her legs, twisting them as much as she could. Again, it was useless.

She grunted, pushed against the ropes on her ankle again, and…

Her toes just barely grazed the floor. The blue tile underneath was warm to the touch. It was almost pleasant.

She snarled, and pushed her feet as low as they would go. Yes, her toes could reach. If she put all her strength into it, she could narrowly press all ten bare toes against the floor. With some effort…

She forced herself backward two or three inches.

I’m about one-hundred pounds, a wheelchair is around forty pounds, another fifty pounds of rope…

Pushing almost two-hundred pounds with just your toes was possible, but even an athlete would still find it challenging. Her toes didn’t hurt yet, exactly, but…

She pushed again.

“Hello?!” she cried out, again to no avail.

She pushed again, and again, and again. The chair bumped up and down as she entered the hallway over the doorframe. The pain in her toes was just starting to get noticeable, now. She didn’t want to do this any longer than she absolutely had to.

Mukuro didn’t know what time it was, but unless it was night, someone should have already heard her.

She inched forward a little. By luck or fate, the handle of her chair just happened to be at the same height as the doorbells to everyone’s rooms, and the one across from hers was Toko’s. Mukuro grunted and hissed, and eventually managed to aim the grip directly into the button. She heard it buzz.

A minute passed. Her toes were killing her.

“Hello?!” she screamed again, at the top of her lungs.

No one responded.

Mukuro groaned, pushed with her right foot, and eventually reoriented herself toward the cafeteria and main academy.

She pushed.

And pushed.

And pushed.

It probably only took twenty minutes to reach the cafeteria, but it felt like hours. By the end, Mukuro couldn’t even feel when her toes made contact with the floor. All she felt was the throbbing and the pain. She bit her bottom lip for a long while. But for the ropes, she would have spent the next hour massaging her feet.

“Hello?! Anyone?!”

She looked into the cafeteria. The lights were on, but no one was there. More importantly, though, she could see the clock: 9:45. Whether it was AM or PM, it was impossible for no one to have noticed her by now. Something was wrong.

But even the worst explanation made no sense. Discounting Hina, Junko, and herself, there was still eight people left. Only a maximum of two could be dead per trial, so there were six different people who should have rescued her by now, or at least explained what was happening.

Mukuro winced. She didn’t have feet anymore, just appendages of pain embodied.

“Please, someone!” she cried.

She tried to heave for breath, but her chest was too restricted. She could only take very shallow breaths now, and it was beginning to take its toll on her. Anyone else would have already been disabled by this effort.

Whatever’s happening, the others must all be in trouble.

She sucked in her lips and kept pushing, one inch at a time. The world smeared into a watery, painful haze. She’d never dreamed that pushing a wheel could burn so much.

Let this be another nightmare that I just wake up from…

She kept going.

The lighting changed from bright white to an ugly purplish color. She blinked away the tears as much as she could, and confirmed she was in the main hallway of the school. She almost laughed. She could see the exact wall she’d woken up leaning against, all those days ago.

Ding dong bing bong

Mukuro yelped out. Was Junko watching her even now?

“Mm, ahem, this is a school announcement,” played a familiar recording. “It is now 10 PM. As such, it is officially nighttime. Soon the doors to the dining hall will be locked, and entry at that point is strictly prohibited. Okay then… sweet dreams, everyone! Good night, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite…”

She snorted.

Bitch.

The voice only filled her with determination. Strength returned, Mukuro pushed on. The AV Room went by, and then the student store and the nurse’s office.

At last, she saw the stairs up to the second floor. They might as well have been Mount Everest, for all the chance she had of ascending them like this.

Mukuro shook her head from side to side. What was she thinking? She’d come all this way just for a dead end. If no one came to help her, she might actually starve to death like this, or die of painful thirst over the course of three or four days.

She sat there for a long time, breathing in and out as well as she could, tears washing over her cheeks. At least the stale drool was gone, made denude by the endless salty weeping. She literally would not have known the difference if her feet were dipped in fire.

I don’t feel anything, she lied to herself. Certainly not pain! I’m the Ultimate Soldier, goddammit!

(An Ultimate Soldier who never actually got hurt in battle, and so doesn’t know what pain really feels like)

Shut up!

There had to be a solution somewhere here. She swept her head to the side and—

The door to the trophy room was slightly ajar.

Where it didn’t burn, her skin tingled. This was even more wrong than the others all being mysteriously gone. That door definitely should have been closed.

She aimed herself for it, and pushed backward. This time, she wasn’t crying.

A minute or two passed. The pain in her toes was gone now. All she felt was an awful sense of foreboding. That door was left open for her. It had to be. It had to—

The handle struck it and pushed the door wide open. Warm, calm light flooded the hallway. Fear and trepidation filled her as she rolled inside.

… nothing was wrong at all. The room looked like it always had, and the other double doors on the other side, the ones that led to the gym, were closed and impossible to open.

She huffed in and out for a while, almost as tired as she’d been when she’d woken up an hour or two or three or who-knows-how-long ago. Those beautiful, glittering, sharp trophies taunted her. They were too high to reach to rub her ropes against, and they were behind all of that glass.

Mukuro’s eyes went wide.

There were two glass cases in corners of the room, each at waist-height. They had some kind of gaudy golden trophies inside, but the glass itself was what mattered.

She pushed backward as fast as she could. The handles of her wheelchair collided with the glass, and—

Bump.

Never in a thousand years was Mukuro going to build up the speed to break them that way. But then, how?

In her heart, she already knew the answer.

She pushed up as close to the glass as she could. Her heart was beating fast. She nodded a few times to build up the courage, and threw her head back as forcefully as possible.

Crack.

The world went blurry, and this time not because of the pain. She might very well have just given herself a concussion. One of her eyes twitched a few times.

Didn’t realize I could headbutt backwards that fast…

Stupid “trained in all weapons” trait.

Still only half in-control of herself, Mukuro pressed her chin to her chest, and thrust her head back again.

CRACK!

Shards of glass rained all across. She felt her skin pierced in a dozen places.

Blood.

Hot, pink blood everywhere.

Searing, unbearable pain across all across her head.

That was stupid.

That was very stupid.

This would be a stupid way to die.

The world grew very dark. She fought to stay conscious.

Kyoko, Celeste, Sayaka… They need my help.

She pushed herself forward, and oriented the chair next to case. Most of the glass was still inside the frame. Sharp fragments rose up, perfectly adjacent to the ropes on the armrest. She couldn’t have designed it better.

Warm, sticky liquid dripped off her brow and into her eyes. All she saw was pink.

She pushed backward a few feet. She might have heard some of the rope fray and give way. She wasn’t sure what she felt anymore, except pain.

Maybe it was instinct, or maybe it was the old Mukuro peeking through, but something compelled her arm to move up.

The still-intact ropes weren’t enough. She didn’t scream, she didn’t make a noise, save gurgling. The ropes simply gave way, and her hand was free.

This time, it was definitely subconscious instinct. She didn’t even remember grabbing a shard of glass, or cutting the other ropes, or even falling to the floor.

When did she crawl into the nurse’s office?

Where did she find these bandages?

Soldier Mukuro’s first aid complete, high school girl Mukuro settled in for a nice night of sleep on the cold, bloody floor.

Taka, Hiro, Leon, Byakuya, Toko… They need my help.

She yawned. She was pretty sure some of the blood was leaking through, but it was alright. She was pretty sure these bandages would—

Hina!

She puffed out her cheeks.

She screamed as the needle pierced her thigh. Why did nurse’s office even have a syringe of adrenaline, anyway?

She was on her feet. Her entire body was on fire.

Dried blood covered her face. She wiped it away, then looked to her right. There was a case of medicine there, and the doors were made of glass. The reflection of Mukuro stared back at her, wide-eyed and holding her chest in pain. Bandages covered in pink blotches were wrapped around half her head.

She looked half-dead, but that wasn’t what worried her.

Right now, she had on a short-sleeved white blouse, complete with a daintily-tied red ribbon just underneath the neck. A short black ruffled skirt completely the ensemble.

These were Mukuro-of-Old’s clothes. The outfit was missing her shoes and knee-high black socks, and half of it was stained freshly pink for obvious reasons, but she otherwise looked exactly like her old self. The wolf tattoo on her hand was even heavier than usual.

Someone gave her every piece of Mukuro-of-Old’s clothing except the footwear, the part she needed most.

With one last angry grunt, she pulled out the syringe and tossed it to the floor.

She glanced at the camera hanging from the ceiling. If she was certain of any one thing in this world, it was that Junko was watching her from the other side.

“Fuck you.” she said.

She leaned up against one of the cabinets, pulled it open, and plucked out a long metal crutch. Mukuro-of-Old had killed men with less.

… but actually, she really just needed it as a crutch.

She forced open the nurse’s door with her shoulder and made for the stairs, listening to the crutch click-click-click along the floor. Whatever was happening, it was happening upstairs.

Her feet rebelled at the thought. Her soles were so sore and swollen.

But Mukuro had a mind of her own, and she pressed up and forward.

“Hah… hah…”

She wasn’t even sure how she was conscious right now.

Each step was like a mountain, but slowly, she made her way. When she reached the second floor, she knew she’d been right to stay awake.

Pink blood was on the floor, and not her own. It was almost dry. Droplets of it led upstairs.

More than that, though, she found a present. It turned out that she hadn’t been denied her old shoes and socks. They sat there, perfectly clean, just before the stairs to the third floor.

Nice, comfortable socks. Nice, comfortable shoes. They would blunt the pain of walking, but at the cost of looking like the old Mukuro.

She accepted the cost, and spent a minute slowly pulling them on. She hated it, but her feet were threatening to fall off as it was.

… No, she didn’t even hate the look of them. In truth, she liked the simplicity. The only thing she hated was what the old her had done while wearing them.

“I’m not her,” she told herself, while looking exactly like her.

The adrenaline was wearing off. A corpse would have been less tired than she was now.

I’m not tired.

She leaned against the wall for a moment, then kept going. Each step made her woozier and woozier.

Maybe I should just amputate my feet, she considered, not joking. That thought was the only cold thing about her.

A million miles away, Mukuro thought she heard music. It was too distant to identify anything about it, though.

She reached the landing of the stairwell, mostly by focusing on each drop of blood as a guide.

She gasped, and the world came back into focus. A body was there, laying face-down. Where it wasn’t covered in sticky blood, it was inhumanly pale.

Mukuro rushed to its side, turned it over, and came face-to-face with Celeste.

“No!”

She grabbed at the gambler’s cheek. It was still warm.

“Celeste! Celeste!” she cried.

Barely, one eyelid slid open. A single red eye rolled up into the socket. The gothic girl spat up blood onto her normally delicate clothing, but was too out of it to notice.

Part of Celeste’s dress was torn. From it flowed most of the blood. Mukuro nodded to herself, then grabbed the edges of the fabric and pulled.

Celeste had definitely been stabbed in the abdomen, somewhere to the right of the stomach. Mukuro was no doctor, though, and didn’t know anything about surgery.

… That said, she was pretty good at basic first aid. She ripped off most of Celeste’s lacy sleeves, tied them up to turn them into a long bandage, and stemmed the flow of blood as best she could. Celeste… might live.

The gothic girl lazily rolled her head back and forth.

“Sa…” she breathed, but the word died on her lips. Mukuro had no idea what it might have been.

Whoever had stabbed Celeste had clearly thought she was dead. Perhaps the Queen of Lies had even thought to play opossum, and then just kept bleeding out? It was a miracle she was still alive at all.

That music was louder now. Mukuro strained her ears. The voice was high-pitched and energetic, and there was a lot of instrumentation, but that was all she could tell.

… She couldn’t do anything more for Celeste now, not without compromising the others upstairs. Carefully, she set the girl on the landing, stood back up, and forced her way forward.

The music grew louder. Once she reached the third floor, she instantly knew it was from the fourth. Groaning and clawing at the wall and her cane for balance, Mukuro pushed.

By the time she actually reached the fourth floor, she was envying Celeste. If only Sakura could be here to do this. She could probably ignore all of this pain, no problem.

She collapsed onto the floor. The music was blaring, now. There were guitars, a piano, a base, some trumpets… Wherever it originated, it had to be deafening.

Why am I kidding myself?

It had to be from the music room. She had no evidence for it, but she knew. And though she still couldn’t discern the lyrics to the song, she could hear the voice. It was a high-pitched girl’s voice, very technically skilled, and bursting with infinite energy and vigor.

The air was thick with despair.

Mukuro was more sweat and blood than flesh, now. She could just stay on the floor here and fall asleep. Even the music, deafening though it may have been, would not stop her.

She pushed herself to lean up against the wall. Slowly, painfully, she forced herself to stand up, and clawed her way forward one hand at a time. For the first time, she had a piece of good luck: the music room was the closest to the stairs.

“…ll across the naaaaaation

Hey there, hey there

It’s time for an invasion!”

Mukuro swallowed, hard. She was shaking, for a thousand different reasons. Every step was a dagger in her feet.

“I’m not tired,” she said through gritted teeth.

“Ultimate Soldier

Ultimate Despair

Nothing’s gonna stop her, I swear, I swear

She’s a good person, and so am I

Real truth need not apply!

Forget me now, forget me not

We all deserve pity

We’re all so distraught!”

Mukuro gripped the corner where the hallway turned, groaned, and hefted herself to round it.

The hallway fed directly into the music room. In the distance, two double doors were wide open. Mukuro made out a stage with closed red curtains, and rows and rows of seats. A thousand floodlights in a thousand neon colors swept over the room. And the voice that thundered out of the room, it could have knocked her off her feet and thrown her back just by itself. Her ears were exploding, her skin was green and wretched.

Monokuma was there. He stood on either side of the hallway, five of him side-to-side. He danced, they danced, up and down, side to side, whorled hands in the air, doing handstands, breakdancing, hopping up and down. All of his heads twisted toward her, smiling that same evil smile, welcoming and beckoning her inside. From inside, another thousand Monokumas danced and jumped on the seats, each of them differently, each with just as much excitement. Some watched the stage, and some watched Mukuro, but they were all laughing, laughing that same screeching, monstrous cackle as a chorus to the song.

It was something out of a dream.

“Hey there, hey there,

Where is hope in a world of despair

Where’s the hero of lies who’s caught up in its snare?

Who built this world

Carved this world

And denied what unfurled?

M-M-M-M-Mukuro

Or the other one

Both of them, when they die, going down below

No matter what she wants

Hey there, hey there

You can’t escape when it haunts!”

Mukuro’s body moved on its own. She was a moth to the song’s flame, and she couldn’t stop now, even if she tried. Somewhere, Junko was watching this, and was on the verge of an orgasm.

She stumbled and smashed into one of the Monokumas. He fell over onto his back, and then jumped back up, whirled, and returned to dancing.

“Upfufufufufufu!”

She was in the music room proper, now. The doors slammed shut behind her. The sweeping floodlights grew brighter, brighter, until they blinded her. She raised a hand to cover her eyes, but it didn’t help. The room was so hot. She could feel the sweat boiling off her skin.

The music was even more overpowering now. So many speakers, hanging from the ceiling, bolted to the walls, half-buried in the floor. Each note was a shock of lightning in her mind.

“M-M-M-M-Mukuro

Don’tcha-don’tcha-don’tcha know

Hey now, hey now,

What is a girl

But a bag of lies and sorrow?

Pukuro, I wanna hurl!”

The Monokumas pivoted on their feet to face her. Only half of them were dancing, now. The rest were cheering. They raised their fists, they put their hands on their bellies and chortled. Some of them had homemade signs and banners.

TEAM MUKURO

<3 GURL PWR

TEAMUKURO

BUST THAT BITCH

SISTER BLISTER

SOLDERICAN IDOL

Mukuro’s legs were jelly. She wasn’t even sure how she was still breathing, never mind conscious.

She screamed something until her voice died, but it was lost in the music.

“Hey there, hey there,

All across the nation

Time for Mukuro

Face-to-face

with her

creation!”

The curtains drew back. Dark, thick fog burst out from behind, and froze Mukuro to the core. A tiny handful of the floodlights, twenty or thirty or so, pulled to the stage and to the center. A hundred Monokumas jumped onto its edge, rolled their arms back and forth, and flourished to present the star of the show.

She stood there, dressed shoulder-to-knee in her ruffled idol skirt. It was perfect, flawless in every way, and completed with knee-high boots. Her midriff was bare, as were her arms, shins, and much of her cleavage. Her blue hair whipped back and forth as her arms flew through the air, and where she might have worn a bow, she had only a familiar kitten hairclip.

The sense of the outfit was that it was pure white, but the lights made it impossible to tell. One moment it was blue, and then red, green, purple, and then a kaleidoscope of hues. It was blinding just by itself. Her pale skin and her eyes, which might normally have been blue, shifted color the same way.

She raised a hand, struck one of her practiced idol poses that would delight any crowd, and brought a microphone up to her white face, which lit up with excitement. Yet there was nothing in those eyes except despair.

Behind her, Monokuma played the piano. He strummed three guitars. He played the bass, he played the trumpet (how was he blowing into it?), he danced, he giggled, he jumped up to the ceiling and down from it. Four more Monokumas dressed in identical idol costumes stood flanking her, moving their arms and legs in tandem with her. It was a cacophony of roaring, crashing noise.

And behind him, Byakuya, Taka, Kyoko, Leon, Toko, and Hiro.

They were tied to a long wall, legs and arms spread-eagle. Ropes kept them secured, such that they couldn’t even move their heads. Their clothes were ruffled and torn, as if they’d been attacked, but none of them seemed too injured. They weren’t gagged, and many of them tried to call out, but there was no hope of saying anything above the music.

The idol suddenly had a knife. She threw it, but inexpertly. Even injured, even exhausted, even at the edge of her life, Mukuro had no trouble in blocking it with her crutch. It rebounded harmlessly into one of the Monokuma’s eyes, who giggled, jumped back and into the air, and dutifully exploded.

The music came to a lull, surely at Junko’s design, and Mukuro took advantage of it.

“Let them go!”

The singer’s eyes rolled back into her head, and a crazed smile spread across her face.

She was lost.

“Mukuro,” she cooed into the microphone, and her voice came from all directions. “M-M-M-Mukuro…”

Each time she made the M-sound, she struck another pose. Finally, she twisted so her back was to the audience, then leaned backward. Her head was upside-down now, facing Mukuro, and her lips smiled as much as frowned.

“Mukuro…”

She threw another knife. Mukuro effortlessly deflected it. It clattered to the floor.

“It’s me you want.” said the soldier.

“It’s you I want!” said the idol, and she nodded eagerly.

“Then let them go, and you can have me.”

“I have you either way.” She jumped backward on the stage, stopping near Byakuya, and giggled madly. Mukuro tried to follow, but she foundered and landed on her knees. “Ultimate Despair!” cried the madwoman, and threw her head to the side. “Ultimate Despair! I love your clothes, they’re the real you!”

I can stop her, Mukuro knew.

She only needed one shot. Throw the crutch, pierce the right leg, send her tumbling to the floor. Nonlethal, so long as she got medical treatment afterward.

Her grip tightened.

The idol danced, stepped back, and laughed as she took another pose. This one pushed out her chest.

“Drink that.” she said in a crazed, high-pitched cackle, one that echoed from every direction.

She nodded to one of the chairs. This one lacked a Monokuma. Three of the floodlights centered upon it, and Mukuro saw a coffee mug filled with something. Its color was impossible to describe, but she could tell it was more sludge than liquid.

“Mukuro!” Kyoko cried. “Don’t!”

The laughing idol had another knife. This one, though, she didn’t throw. It was special.

It looked like two kitchen knives taped together at the handles, one blade pointed either direction. It was only possible to hold it over the silver duct tape, and even that came with the danger of stabbing your own arm. No sane person would ever go near it.

She raised it to Byakuya’s throat. He moved his head back as far as it would go. Though Mukuro couldn’t see his eyes past the many colors shining on his glasses, she knew he was staring at her, demanding she do something.

Mukuro could still take her down, easily, but it would come at the cost of his life.

He dies, and even if I kill her afterward, she counts as the only murderer. No one else dies, and we’re all safe.

She looked at the Ultimate Affluent Progeny. He was sweating, hard, and even those little droplets shone as a rainbow underneath the lights.

Our friendship was always a lie, even back then. I only tolerated him for Junko’s sake.

Sweat dripped off his chin. The knife pierced his throat, but only very slightly. The smallest drop of blood slid down its edge and mixed with the salty sweat.

Mukuro took the mug.

“Don’t!” Taka and Hiro screamed at once.

She drank it in one gulp. The idol’s eyes went wide with surprise, and she cackled in delight.

The slimy something oozed down Mukuro’s throat. It was like nothing she’d ever experienced before.

Whatever strength she had disappeared. She crumbled to the floor on her right side, immobile and useless. Her cheek pressed on the tile, and the world went sideways. Even her tongue was too numb to move. She could just about move her left arm and hand, but that was it. She didn’t even feel the rest of her body, save the monstrous and disgusting pain eking down her throat.

“Mukuro…” the voice said, from everywhere at once. “Grab that knife.”

Her eyes slid to the side. She couldn’t move her head. The second thrown knife was there, close enough for her to take it.

She obeyed.

“Do you want to save the others?”

She nodded, or tried to. She wasn’t sure if anyone could tell.

“Would you really die for them?”

She nodded again, if she had before.

“Then die!” the idol squealed. “Kill the Ultimate Soldier.”

She raised the knife even closer to Byakuya’s neck.

“Take it, and stab your right arm. Each time you stab it, I’ll spare one person on the stage.”

Mukuro weighed the idea again of throwing the knife. But she didn’t have the strength or the leverage to guarantee success.

She raised her left arm, blearily, and brought it down near her right arm’s radius.

She would have screamed if she could. Even still, everyone seemed to realize it: that this was a cruel joke by the alchemist responsible for that sludgy elixir, and that both her arms could still feel just fine after all.

Blood exploded out, and she felt every drop of it. If left untreated, she’d surely die.

The idol jumped back, and then her jaw dropped.

She thought I would throw it.

The knife scraped against bone, and it made all the pain she’d felt so far feel like the softest, most comfortable pillow in the universe.

“Hah… hah!” The Ultimate Despair with blue hair laughed, disbelieving. She clapped her hands together like a little girl and bobbed her head up and down. “Again, again, again!”

She danced over to Taka and held the knife his throat.

Mukuro tugged at her own knife for a moment, finally heaved it out, and raised it again. Blood dripped from it back into the open wound.

She brought it down again, this time near the ulna. Her aim was better, and it struck only muscle. The others all still winced, except Kyoko and Toko, the latter of whom stuck her long tongue out, and who was looking from side to side, confused.

Guess we lost her at the first stab…

“Again!”

She held the knife to Kyoko’s throat. The detective didn’t even flinch.

Mukuro dug the knife into her upper arm this time.

“Again!”

The knife was at Leon’s. He looked down at her, his face a combination of incredulousness and horror.

She obeyed. She didn’t know where it went this time, just that it was painful.

“Again!”

She held it to Jack’s throat. The serial killer pursed her lips, but, rather out-of-character, restrained herself from saying anything.

Mukuro stabbed herself again.

“And… again!”

This last stab was for Hiro.

The idol watched her with a gleeful expression. She nodded up and down like a mercurial child, and smiled widely.

“Are you done?” she screeched.

Mukuro’s face was too numb to move, but she would have raised an eyebrow if she could.

She looked down her right arm as best she could, the knife still embedded deep inside.

It was ruined. She would never use it again. At worst, it would have to be amputated. At best, it would hang limply off her body for the rest of her life.

Kill the Ultimate Soldier, indeed.

She looked back up to the stage. The newest Ultimate Despair was still there, playing with the knife.

“Stab your right arm. Each time you stab it, I’ll spare one person on the stage.”

Mukuro watched her for a long while. She was too full of spunk and euphoria not to be planning something.

She doesn’t know that Celeste is still alive, and she doesn’t have Hina… I’m not on the stage, so she must plan to kill me afterwards no matter what I do.

She looked first to Byakuya, then Taka, then Kyoko, then Leon, then Jack—

Oh, of course.

She pulled out the knife, and thrust it one last time into her right arm for Toko.

The blue-haired girl’s expression twisted into rage that her surprise was ruined.

I *was* smarter than her, after all…

Mukuro would have smiled, if she could.

“Throw the knife to the side.”

Mukuro did so. The Ultimate Despair jumped down from the stage, still holding her double-sided weapon. Mukuro’s eyes moved to it.

She knew every weapon that ever existed. She was certain of it. And she knew that no one in history had ever taped two knives together like that. It was beyond useless; it was actively a threat to your own life. Not even an insane person would have a use for it.

The idol kneeled down over Mukuro, drooling with ecstasy and delight. She pushed her over onto her back, then towered over her. She moved a knee to rest on Mukuro’s dead arm, and then another knee to pin down her still-good one.

“Still-good” in the sense that it could move, not that it was strong enough to resist.

Mukuro’s head still faced the side. She could only see the other girl in the corner of her eye.

The floodlights all swept down upon the two of them. It was a nightmare of flashing colors, each battling for supremacy. The Ultimate Despair was nothing but a murky, wavering silhouette within it. All that was clear were the weapon and the white of her teeth.

“Makoto forgave me for the attempted murder,” whispered the Ultimate Despair. “What would he think of you, if he’d known what you really were?”

It was a question Mukuro had wondered a thousand times.

“You thought you could lie to yourself, to everyone, and not be Mukuro Ikusaba. Well, guess what?” She chuckled for a moment, then fell into a full-on uproarious laughter that Genocide Jack would have been proud of. “You can’t escape what you are, not by running, and not with lies.”

She raised the knife and cut the shoulder straps of her outfit. The already scandalous top drooped off, and left her clad in nothing but a bra. Her face was red, or at least it probably was underneath the colored lights, and then she did the same for Mukuro, exposing her own smaller chest and bra.

“Can’t run from the truth, even here.” She swooned. “She told me you’d be small.”

Junko couldn’t have come to her in her room…

She would have gasped if her body had allowed it.

The fucking TV!

Why had she never considered that Junko could appear on anyone’s TV, and not just her own? She must have driven her insane over the course of days and nights. For someone this fragile, it must have been child’s play.

And Mukuro had known. Deep down, she’d known all along that something was wrong. Every time the hairs on the back of her neck stood up, every time she almost did something and didn’t…

Lying to herself had brought this on.

The idol’s eyes flickered to Mukuro’s good arm. She grinned, and held the double-bladed knife as high as she could. She brought it down on Mukuro’s exposed heart, though not as quickly as she was capable.

At the last second, her knee slipped, and Mukuro’s arm shot up. She grabbed the center where the knives met, pushed back to save her life—

And the idol’s arms went slack. Mukuro pushed the other knife almost into her chest—

She stopped it just in time. Despite the pain, despite the exhaustion, despite the poison, this time, her eyes actually did go wide.

The Ultimate Despair convulsed and giggled.

“See now?” she screeched. “You wanted lies! You’ll get what you wanted!”

She hovered her chest over Mukuro’s so that the blades of each knife aimed at each of their hearts. She pushed down, and Mukuro resisted. Even like this, Mukuro was still stronger with one arm than the other girl was with both… But too much strength, and she’d accidentally push the blade up too far, and kill her.

The Ultimate Despair pushed down as hard as she could, and dug her knee deep into Mukuro’s ruined arm. Mukuro pushed back—

And just barely managed to avoid stabbing it into the idol’s heart, when she slackened her arms on purpose. The idol pushed down, Mukuro pushed up, Mukuro slackened, and the idol pulled back, trying to stab herself. Mukuro pulled back, the idol slackened, and Mukuro narrowly avoided killing herself.

The girl with blue hair laughed like a maniac.

Mukuro managed a glance over to the others. They were far back on the stage, and the flashing lights did no one any favors. As it was, they could probably barely tell what was happening. From their perspective, it would be impossible to tell who stabbed whom.

The Ultimate Despair leaned close, and now there was no space between them, except that which was occupied by the knife. There was nothing in her eyes except despair, woeful despair, even as she laughed and threw her head back, and drool dripped down from her lips and splashed across the broken girl’s cheeks.

Mukuro tried to hold the knife firmly, but her hand was too shaky, and her opponent was too hale. Any slip-up would kill one of them for certain, and she knew that neither she nor Junko cared which.

The others were howling, screaming, but she couldn’t hear them over the Monokumas’ laughter and taunting. They were waving their banners again. One of them even had a flag with the Fenrir logo on it.

The idol relaxed her grip, and Mukuro did the same. Then she pushed harder, and Mukuro matched her strength.

The blue-haired girl laughed, and pulled the knife to her own heart. She scarred that perfect, pale chest, and Mukuro pulled back instinctively to save her.

Then the former’s grip released without fully letting go of the knife, and Mukuro nearly stabbed herself.

Relax. Push. Relax. Pull. Push. Relax. Push. Mukuro was growing weaker and weaker, less able to even stay awake.

And then—

The knife drove into the blue-haired girl’s chest.

The bears’ laughter died instantly, as did her own. Blood spurted over Mukuro, and it was pink, because the lights turned to bright, clearheaded white all at once.

“Hah… hah…”

She lingered on for a moment, grinning ear-to-ear and laughing at the knife deep inside her own chest, and then fell backward onto Mukuro’s knees. Her head slumped to the side, and her eyes were lifeless, and her spirit was gone.

No one in the room, not Mukuro, not even the girl who had been Sayaka, knew who plunged the knife into her heart.

“A body has been discovered!” a hundred robots shrilled at once.

Notes:

* Whoops! I won't justify my lateness, beyond that I have a job, sorry.

* Although, if we're being perfectly honest, I played all of P4G during this time, because I'd only ever played P4 before, and it was on Steam. I now understand why people hate Marie. The last third of the game went on waaaaaaaaaaaay too long. I actually played several games during this time, and only some of them were good.

* I plan to get another chapter out before the year ends, though that's not a promise. It'll definitely be much shorter, though.

* Speaking of chapter length, whew! 16000 words. I would have cut this in half and made it two updates, but I promised last time that I would have the body announcement in the next chapter.

* This scene of super sympathetic Sayaka going insane, becoming an Ultimate Despair, and having a surreal dance sequence where she threatens to kill one person at a time unless Mukuro stabs her arm, and Toko and Jack counting separately, was one of the first concepts I had for this entire fic. I had the idea before I had almost anything else, so it's been a long time coming. Of note, though: in the VERY original version, Mukuro doesn't see it coming, and Sayaka forces Toko out and kills her. I decided it worked better if Mukuro figures it out and saves her, for a number of reasons.

* Originally, the scene was going to be that Mukuro is just really tired, and Sayaka comes at her with a normal knife, and intentionally makes it unclear who kills her to create an unsolvable murder. But then I realized that, one, even exhausted and poisoned, Mukuro would still flatten Sayaka, and two, it was more fun this way.

* Originally, the last part just involved me calling Sayaka by her name. But then I realized it would be more impactful if I used every possible description of her except her name, and reserved it for the last sentence or two.

* It's very difficult to work in scenes for some of the supporting cast. I'm doing my best, but I've noticed that as I go on, Leon, Taka, Hiro, and Toko are getting less and less screen time.

* Look, I've got to just admit the truth: I love writing misery porn. My favorite part of this fic is just writing overly-verbose narratives where Mukuro feels miserable and I get to use lots of long, multisyllabic words. Goddamn, I like writing that kind of stuff. If you think I do it too much, understand that every time I edit the chapter after writing it, I always cut at least 40% of those parts.

* Just so we're clear, yes, the dancing Monokumas were inspired by that one scene in UDG. In my headcanon, which I guess is the canon canon since I'm the writer, the song playing is the song that was playing in the scene. And if you haven't played UDG, I guess that made no sense to you!

Chapter 26: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Investigation

Summary:

The investigation into the death of Sayaka Maizono begins, and ends.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

No one in history had ever been more tired than Mukuro.

She lay on her back, eyes closed, too exhausted to even wonder how she’d woken up, or even when. The life was drained from her, and if she’d had the energy left to wish for anything, it would have been only that the white ceiling lights glaring through her eyelids be turned off.

Her skin felt nothing; she might not have even been on a solid surface. Perhaps she was floating through an empty void, accompanied by nothing except weariness and despair. She might not have even been breathing.

Yes.

She had reached the platonic ideal of tiredness. It wouldn’t be long now. Soon, she would ascend to a higher state of being, and merge with the concept of fatigue itself, and exist forever in a hellish, unchanging state of inanition, interrupted only by the occasional glimpse of her sister’s mocking smile.

Or not.

“Mukuro!”

Very slowly, her head fell to the side. Her cheek touched some disgusting, sallow combination of saliva, sweat, and mucus. It had stained the soft sheet underneath her, and now smeared across her cheek. Amazingly, it was both warm and cold at the same time.

“Mukuro, you okay, man?”

The gears in her mind started to turn, very much against her will. It was a boy who spoke to her. Taka and Byakuya wouldn’t use slang like that, and Hiro’s voice was deeper.

She didn’t open her eyes. She already knew she was in the nurse’s office.

“Leon…” she breathed. Fresh air turned stale as it entered her lips and contacted whatever bitter medicine she’d been fed while asleep. Her tongue was raw and dry. It practically cracked apart as she spoke the word.

“Aw, hell yeah, you’re awake!”

“Go away…”

There was a pause.

“Ah, I can’t,” he responded, a little more sympathetically. “The dumbass bear wants to start the trial soon, and Byakuya needs to talk to you first.”

It took everything she had to force open one eye. The redheaded boy stared right back at her, kneeling by the nurse’s office bed. If he’d had the good grace to go away, she would have slept for an entire week, or even longer.

“Help me up.” she whispered.

He hefted an arm around her shoulder, and soon she was sitting up. Her head bobbed up and down, then came to a rest, chin pushed against her chest. A bit of drool eked out of her lips, and she was too weary to clean it up.

Her eyes flit to the right, and she would have gasped, if she’d had the energy left. Her right arm was wrapped in bandages, and those bandages themselves in an inexpertly-applied cast. She raised her other hand to push the white-stained-pink dressings aside, but she already knew what she’d find.

The knife had left practically nothing untouched. Where there had once been toned, pale skin, now there were green and purple welts. There should have been thick, gross scabs over the stab wounds, but instead there was just a smattering of weak, perfunctory pinkish crust along the edges, trying in vain to cover it all. Wherever her athletic body should have peeked through the gauze, she saw bloody lesions.

Her right hand, though untouched by the blade, also looked in bad shape. It was a duskier color than it should have been, coarse and revolting, dark enough that the black wolf tattoo began to blend in against it. She tried to move her fingers, but to no effect. With her other, lesser hand, she touched and massaged the gloomy skin, and felt only the vaguest, most faraway sensation. She wasn’t even sure it was real.

A drop of water splashed onto her bloodstained cast, soaking into the bandages. Surprised, Mukuro raised her shaking hand and wiped away another tear from her eyes, and from the trail forming on the bridge of her nose, and the smear of bodily fluids along her cheek. People had lost limbs for less damage than this. She had no memory of it, but somehow she knew that she’d seen people lose limbs for less damage than this.

It flooded back to her, her realization in the music room that the arm might have to be amputated. If she was lucky, she’d avoid the gangrene, and just have it hang limply off the rest of her body, like a polyp, for the rest of her life. This stupid Fenrir tattoo, this awful symbol of everything she was, would uselessly bounce against her waist forever, an eternal reminder of what she was and had lost. And if she was unlucky, then who else in this school was best with a knife?

She laughed suddenly, pricking the edge of her good pointer finger along one of the weakly-forming scabs. The answer was obvious, hysterical, and full of more despair than she could handle.

It would work okay, as long as she didn’t turn back into Toko during the surgery.

She sighed, and allowed the bandage to pull itself back over the disgusting scabs. There was no going back after this, no ‘normal’ to return to. In a way, Mukuro’s body itself was like the destroyed world that waited for them outside the school.

She’d been the Ultimate Soldier before, and now there was nothing left except… this.

Kyoko was wrong. I am the Ultimate Despair, just in a different way from Junko.

“Mukuro…”

She looked up to Leon, who stupidly stood in front of a mirror. His back was to it, but Mukuro faced it directly. Over his shoulder, she could see the dark bags underneath her eyes. They were the same color as her hair, and the veins visible underneath her too-pale skin. Pinkish bandages wrapped around her head where she’d smashed it into the glass case.

Someone had dressed her in a new version of Mukuro-of-Old’s white blouse and ruffled skirt, though she knew it was new only by the lack of Sayaka’s blood. The crisp brilliance of her clothes was the only thing about her that looked fresh. The contrast with her corpse-white skin and broken body would have been comical, had it not been so disgusting.

Mukuro-of-Old…

Her reflection stared back at her with cold, despairful eyes. There was no point in denying it anymore, was there? Sayaka had been driven insane, but she was right, at least, about one thing:

She was Mukuro Ikusaba, and no one else. Whether she’d changed or not, her actions long ago would hang around her neck like an albatross. Even now, she could feel the weight of the people she’d killed, the world she’d destroyed.

That, or she was just so exhausted that she couldn’t keep her head up.

“What happened?” she croaked out. “After I killed Sayaka.”

Leon craned his neck to the side, and rubbed the back of his head.

“Hey, man, don’t say that,” he grunted, in a low, vaguely sincere tone. “We don’t know for sure that you did, right?”

“Junko will count it that way.”

Leon glowered. He fought himself for a few seconds, clearly hoping to argue the point, but finally looked away in shame.

“One of the robots cut us all down,” he said at last. “Gave us these stupid, useless things.” He tossed her a familiar black file of Monokuma’s design, which bounced off her unresisting chest and landed on the bed. “Uh… sorry. Anyway, he said you’d be fine from the poison if we gave you this weird drug he had, but that he’s not responsible for the stab wounds, so Taka did his best with the bandages. Then Monokuma dressed you back up in un-bloody clothes, and Byakuya told me to watch you.”

“Of course…” she said, absently. She reached for the file and pawed at it, not really paying attention to either thing. In less than an hour, she’d be executed.

What a relief.

It might be different if Hina was around, but as it was… This was good. A few minutes of humiliation in the execution, and then she could rest.

“We didn’t have any other choice. Byakuya put me in charge of watching you while he and the others investigated.”

“What’s there to even look at? Everyone saw everything.”

“Well, he thought there was something. It’s been, I dunno, like an hour since you… fought Sayaka.”

Mukuro managed a grim smile at his careful choice of word. He didn’t say ‘kill,’ and he used the noblest synonym possible. He was treating her with sympathy and kindness now, to the point where it was almost off-putting. He’d been one of the most suspicious of her, and now he treated her with kid gloves. It was interesting how even Leon could be tactful when he wished it.

Her eyes flit down to the scar on his cheek that she’d given him all those nights ago.

Imagine if he’d killed Sayaka. He would have died the next day, and we would have all gone on thinking that he was just some stupid jerk with nothing more to him. We might have never thought of him again.

She sighed, and finally opened up her Monokuma File. Seeing the image of Sayaka’s corpse panged her heart, and she thought again of her failure to Makoto (in more ways than one), but Junko would probably demand she do things correctly, if pressed.

… there was no madness left in the girl’s eyes, now that she was gone forever. She looked like any other innocent dead teenager.

One more victim among millions.

The victim was Sayaka Maizono, the Ultimate Pop Sensation. The time of death was precisely 11:17 PM. The body was found in the music room on the fourth floor of the school. Her heart was stabbed by a double-sided knife.

Truth Bullet added: MONOKUMA FILE #4

She stuffed the file into a fold of her white blouse. It omitted everything important, of course. Especially the fact that everyone had been there.

No—not everyone.

“Celeste!” she cried. “What happened to her?! She was on the stairwell, I found her and tried to patch her up, but—”

“She’s right over there.”

Leon cocked his head over to another one of the beds. In her exhaustion and self-loathing, Mukuro hadn’t even thought to check.

The Ultimate Gambler rested on the bed on her back. Unlike Mukuro, she wore a light blue hospital gown. White bandages wrapped around her stomach, a little more competently than they’d been for Mukuro. A pink splotch grew from the place where she’d been stabbed. It looked bad, but she would live, for sure.

Mukuro breathed a sigh of relief.

Without her fake pigtails and all her makeup, it struck Mukuro how similar they looked. Black hair, pale skin… She’d already known (it had been the crux of an entire trial, after all), and they were clearly different people if you looked from any angle except behind her, but it made Mukuro sympathize a little more with Toko.

… Stupid Junko.

Mukuro caught her eyes moving down to Celeste’s chest. She blushed at how the dainty, elegant girl was actually quite a bit bigger than she appeared.

I can’t believe myself… Even at a time like this…

Had she always been this way, or had Junko intentionally given her a complex as a joke? Hopefully the latter, if only because it made her slightly less undignified.

The girl in the bed squeezed open one eye. Mukuro pretended that she’d never thought about any of these things, then looked into Celeste’s big red eyes. Like Mukuro, she managed a weak smile.

“Ah…” she rasped, very weakly. “It’s the hero of the hour, I see.”

“I’m no hero.”

“Hero enough to stop everything and save me.”

Mukuro looked away, her blush turning shameful. It didn’t make sense, but this praise made her feel worse. Hatred and contempt would have been more comfortable.

“Thank you.” Celeste said, sincerely.

Mukuro’s eye twitched.

“Anyone would have done the same.” she protested, in a low voice.

“Maybe,” Celeste agreed, and reached to trace her finger down one of her pigtails – and frowned when she touched only air. “But it was you who did.”

“Still sure you don’t wanna come check things out, Celeste?” Leon offered.

Celeste tried to give one of her characteristic light chuckles, but managed only a terrible wheezing noise.

“Ha… ha… Alas, we cannot all be stabbed in such friendly places as the arm… Perhaps you’re the lucky one, after all. I might manage to reach the courtroom, but the fourth floor… I don’t envy you, Mukuro.”

Mukuro half-scowled, half-smiled. She looked back to Leon, who was already gathering a crutch for her. He gave it to her and helped her stand. Her feet were still on fire from the events of hours before – but there was no getting around it, now. At least she had shoes. Perhaps not realizing the pain she was in, Leon led her out of the room and into the hallway. Even that trivial effort was enough to wind her.

Once out, he produced a sports bar and bit in. Crumbs flew everywhere. He pulled out a second one, and offered it over.

“Hungry?”

She was. In fact, she was starving. But something inside of her stomach was still churning, or else the acid was eating away at the organ’s lining. Anything was possible after that concoction she’d drank. Whatever the result, she knew accepting Leon’s oblivious kindness would carry a heavy toll.

“Not right now.” she said, politely.

She was still agonizingly tired. The hour of sleep she’d apparently had wasn’t enough to revive her, it was just enough to keep her going. How much did Junko enjoy this? How much was her sister twisting and laughing behind closed doors, on fire with excitement?

Even with Leon’s help, Mukuro’s every step up the stairs was like wading through molasses. She moved so slowly, and the ache in her legs never abated. She would have to go back down to get to the trial, no less. Celeste had no idea how lucky she was.

Minutes and thoughts bleared into each other and combined into a single incoherent mess. Maybe her eyes closed, or maybe her mind was just too tired to process anything besides stark blackness. If she’d had the energy left to feel any emotion besides grim despair, Mukuro would have been shocked when she realized she was on the fourth floor. The hallway to the music hall, headmaster’s office, and data center stretched on before her.

All this time, all these deaths and sacrifices, and we’re still not even at the top floor yet.

Her heart shuddered, as if she was old and dying. Instinctively, she reached to grab it, but her arm hung uselessly in its cast.

Her eyes slipped down to it for a moment. She could swear she felt it move. She nodded, grimly. For once, Mukuro was prepared for this. Ever since Makoto’s death, she’d felt almost nothing but phantom pain – this was merely the metaphor becoming reality.

Still exhausted, she made her way down the hall with Leon’s help. In the far distance, she could just barely make out the form of the ever-locked gate to the fifth floor. The gate itself was normal, but its context had changed.

A plastic folding chair stood in front of it, and a boy with black hair and a white uniform sat on it at full attention. Taka’s arms were crossed, and his foot tap-tap-tapped the floor. He watched the inanimate, literally-never-moving gate with all the burning intensity of a hawk. He probably wasn’t even aware that anything else existed. Even for him, this scene was so bizarre that Mukuro momentarily forgot the gravity of the situation.

Until she turned again, and saw the open doors to the music room in the distance. Painful white lights blared through, merciless and uncompromising in their own way, and they made manifest the single thing Mukuro wished to see least: Sayaka’s body.

The picture of the corpse had been bad enough. Consciousness of her despair flooded back all at once – consciousness of it, not the despair itself, for it had never left her. Mukuro’s body slumped, and her pace grew even more languid, weaker and slower than even her broken body justified. Leon must have noticed, for his grip grew stronger and he worked to keep her moving. Each step she took toward it was another knife in her heart.

The truth was this:

Sayaka is dead because of me.

That was the truth.

“Good, you’re here,” said Byakuya.

The Ultimate Pop Sensation’s body was right in front of Mukuro, now, not even ten feet away. Her skin was snow white now, and she was even more beautiful in death, now that the madness had lifted. Her eyes were still open, but her expression was almost peaceful.

Her clothes were completely drenched in blood, and the horrible double-knife, itself stained pink from blade tip to blade tip, lay next to her. That silly hair clip, an unthought-about gift she’d been given on a whim, lay next to the body, half-covered in pink.

Byakuya, Kyoko, and Jack stood not far from the scene. Hiro sat on the stage nearby, staring into his crystal ball, lost in thought. He might not have been aware that she was there. Kyoko kneeled over the body, but looked up (in a sense) when Mukuro entered the room. Jack just leaned against the stage, twirling two pairs of scissors on one finger, vaguely bored.

Shortly afterward, Leon eased Mukuro into a nearby chair, and threw the crutch onto another. He had meant for her to sit, but she sagged down and then slouched, almost to the point where she was laying on multiple chairs at once. It was hard to stay awake. Bad enough that her body was shaking, sweating, and broken, but the sight of Sayaka… It was worse than Makoto, who had at least died with some genuine peace and resolution.

The world was so much duller now. The lights grew dim, or maybe it was her eyes. There would never be another vibrant color again.

Byakuya’s eyes flit down to her arm. His lips pursed for a moment, and he seemed uncharacteristically hesitant.

“Leon,” he said. “You know what to do.”

“Yeah, yeah.” He moved to leave, and then, in a most uncharacteristic way, looked back to Mukuro and gave her a weak smile. “Uh… good luck, man.”

That’s not my talent, she thought, sullenly.

Somehow, Mukuro tore her eyes away from the body and looked up to the others. They could not have been more different from yesterday. No one drew away as she approached, no one sweat bullets when her eyes passed over them. No one was on guard any longer.

Hiro looked up to her for a brief moment. He was troubled, obviously, by her appearance, but said nothing, and returned to his divination. His sympathy was obvious, for he had liked her from the start… but even Byakuya crossed his arms and scowled. For a man who was always composed and seemed to be holding back answers, it was easy to tell the internal conflict that raged within him. Contempt and disrespect were his nature, but he was too keenly aware of what he now owed Mukuro to ever condescend to her again. His eyes went down to her cast again, and even his masterful poker face faltered with a twinge of something regretful.

He raised a finger up to his neck and scratched at it. There was a tiny cut, almost too surface to detect, along his Adam’s apple where Sayaka’s knife had pierced him. It was so miniscule that it didn’t even require treatment, and probably wouldn’t even leave a scar, but it took a long time for Mukuro to tear her eyes away from it. Even Byakuya wasn’t invincible, it seemed.

Jack alone remained ungrateful.

“Kyahahaha!” she howled, and grabbed her would-be suitor’s shoulders for support. “Looks like Pukuro’s been downgraded to the Ultimate Casualty!”

Mukuro closed her eyes, sighed, and leaned back on the chairs. Perhaps it was for the best that at least someone maintained a positive atmosphere, she thought, and didn’t try to burden her with thanks.

Kyoko still bent over Sayaka’s cold body. Blind though she was, her eyes still slowly scanned the corpse in tandem with her fingers, which pressed against the skin where the knife had struck. Her expression should have been unreadable, but Mukuro knew what lay behind those cool lavender eyes: the pain and disbelief at having lost another of her friends, another person she would have risked her life to protect.

She said nothing, but the misery was palpable.

She stood up, and navigated around the body and the knife, and came to Mukuro. The Ultimate Casualty, sweating and heaving for breath, didn’t draw away.

A gloved hand pressed against her right shoulder. It moved down along the once-athletic, once-perfectly sculpted musculature of the arm, and paused at every one of the knife wounds, somehow able to detect them beneath the bandages. The thumb lingered on them, gently tracing around where the flesh split apart, but Mukuro never felt a thing, for the nerves were dead. Kyoko’s face, which grew less impassive as one grew to understand her, told it all.

“Mukuro,” she breathed. “I wish we could let you sleep, but we have more work to do.”

“Just vote for me,” Mukuro replied, quietly. “I don’t mind. It’s more deserved than Makoto’s trial was.”

“We can’t.”

“You can.”

“She’s not just being a bleeding heart here,” Byakuya snapped, but his voice was softer than the harsh words implied. “We actually can’t vote for you yet.”

“Why not?”

“Because you might not be the killer.”

Mukuro groaned. Couldn’t a soldier just be allowed to sacrifice her life to save others, and let things be done with already? Couldn’t she be allowed this one respite? Did she have to be denied even this aspect of who she was?

Despair, despair, despair…

“Do you remember if you pushed the knife when it went in?” he asked.

“Why ask me?” she said, spitefully. “Wouldn’t I just lie to protect myself?”

She couldn’t see Byakuya, but still she sensed the frustration within him.

“I… I acknowledge you probably wouldn’t lie to save yourself,” he said, gritting his teeth.

Despite it all, she almost fell out of her chair in surprise. It must have taken an incredible amount of effort for him to say something like that. Even Mukuro was touched by it, a little.

“Hey, hey!” Jack screeched, and bit her thumb. “Think I don’t see you giving the googly eyes to Master?! Stop that now!”

“Mukuro,” Kyoko said, ignoring her. “I’m sure you already realize this, but I’ll say it outright: Sayaka’s plan was to create a case where it’s impossible to tell if it was murder or suicide for anyone, including herself, except for your sister.”

“How can Junko tell?”

“Because of all the Monokumas. They were everywhere, and they all have cameras. She can play the recording of the fight from a hundred angles and see whose muscles were technically tensed when the knife actually entered Sayaka’s heart.”

Truth Bullet added: DANCING MONOKUMAS

“Of course,” she continued. “No one wants to vote for you. We all want you to live. But even ignoring that, if we…” She sucked in her lips. “If we do to you what we did to Makoto, and Junko thinks Sayaka killed herself, then—”

“Why does it have to be so complicated?!” Mukuro sobbed. More tears dripped onto her lap. “Just vote for me! I don’t mind! I really don’t!”

“We’re not going to vote for you just yet,” Byakuya said.

“Because you don’t want to get yourselves killed?”

“Because… I would prefer if… no one else… died.”

It was like a shining sword cutting through the darkness of despair. The tears remained, but Mukuro’s mouth hung agape. Byakuya’s right eye twitched, and his face was beet red. His arms were still crossed, and she could see the fabric of his uniform stretch as his fingers unconsciously tore at it. The enormity of the effort it took him to say those words! It was almost equal to saying that he valued Mukuro’s life.

In his own Byakuyaish way, he’d managed an incredible impression of Makoto, even if it was just because he couldn’t stand owing her for saving his life.

“Don’t get me wrong,” he added quickly, looking as if he was about to blow a gasket. “I just don’t want Junko to have any more victories than she already has. I couldn’t care less about what happens to anyone else.”

But the way he looked slightly to the side, unable to meet her gaze, told a different story. Even haughty Byakuya was capable of gratitude, in his own way. Even Leon, who’d feared her for weeks, had treated her with nothing but kindness. No one could any longer hate or even doubt her. Were the situation less grim, she would have laughed at the cruel and bitter irony:

I finally won their trust, and all it took was Sayaka’s life, and maybe mine.

“Master is just saying that,” Jack agreed. Mukuro balked for a second, shocked at having apparently won even the serial killer’s affection. “He means anyone else besides me.”

Ah, that’s more like it.

“Shut up,” Byakuya said, again, and the tension returned to the room. “We need a way to determine who technically pushed the knife into Sayaka’s body. Do you know anything, Mukuro?”

“… I’m sorry. I don’t.”

“Are you certain?”

Whatever energy she had left disappeared. Mukuro leaned back to lay on the chairs properly now, unable to even keep herself leaning up. For a second, Kyoko’s hand held onto hers, and then she let go.

Mukuro nodded, sullenly.

“Fine,” he said. “Kyoko, did you determine anything with the autopsy?”

Her eyes stayed on Mukuro’s. She had always looked determined, always seemed so certain of herself. She looked determined now, resolved to keep what remained of the Ultimate Soldier alive.

But then, she’d been determined to save Makoto, too.

“All I can say is this,” she replied, deliberate with her every word. “The angle the knife entered Sayaka’s chest could have been self-inflicted.”

“But it could also have been accidental, on Mukuro’s part?”

“… Yes,” she said, almost unwillingly. She pivoted away from Mukuro, tapped the back of her hand against her chin, and changed the subject. “This was too clever a plan for Sayaka.”

“Well, obviously,” Byakuya grimaced. “It was Junko who gave her the idea and masterminded it all. We had her on the backfoot, she was losing the game and she knew it – so she resorted to arranging a murder herself. In retrospect, it should have been obvious she’d do something like this.”

“Why?” Mukuro asked.

“She tried to do the same with Sakura. The only reason she didn’t blackmail her into it was that the incident with Makoto and Chihiro happened first.”

He was right. No matter what Junko claimed about the game, the bare fact was that she didn’t mind cheating to keep it on track. Anyone who’d ever play it for real, expecting it to be run fairly, didn’t understand that the game was never the point.

The only point is despair.

She laughed, long and humorlessly. If you couldn’t beat Junko by outsmarting her, and you couldn’t beat her by ignoring her, then how could you beat her? How could you stave off the infinite pressure of her despair, except by completely giving into lunacy like Jack?

Every time a new light shone on Mukuro and gave her some new piece of knowledge, it only served to make her more miserable. In a way, she wanted this. She deserved it. She fought against it only for the sake of the others; it would have been wonderful to just surrender to it completely.

“I think the grape eventually returned Sayaka’s memories,” she said. The exhaustion was returning, and it took great effort to keep her eyelids up. “It only took them away briefly, but—”

“Yes, yes, we figured that out already,” Byakuya interrupted. “Try and keep up. That’s the least important question right now. Right now, we simply need any information at all that we don’t yet have. Tell us your memory of what happened.”

Mukuro sighed.

“Sayaka and I agreed to sleep in my room together. She muttered to herself, she was worried, and I told her that things would work out. Then I felt something sharp, and I conked out.”

“Go on…”

“I woke up, I guess around nine PM, though I didn’t know it at the time. I was tied to that old wheelchair, and she’d dressed me like this.”

“Yes, I meant to ask about that. What is that costume?”

“This is how I used to dress, before the mindwipe.”

Byakuya’s eyes narrowed. Kyoko, who might not have realized the change, grew still. She reached down suddenly, touching the white blouse, and frowned in concentration.

“More of Junko’s machinations, then,” he said. “Continue.”

“I eventually got free of the wheelchair, though only by injuring my head and my feet. Then I walked up the stairs, found Celeste almost dead, and came for the rest of you. You know the rest from there. Can I ask, how did she tie up all of you?”

“Kyahahahaha!” Jack pounded a fist on one of the chairs, cackling insanely. “Poison!”

“… Poison?”

“She poisoned our food!”

“Not quite,” Byakuya said. “She didn’t poison anything.”

“How do you know?”

“I’ve been having the food carefully monitored to ensure nothing like this would happen. Taka was on cooking duty that night. I already spoke to him, and he told me that the only people who ever went into the kitchen while the food was cooking were himself, Kyoko, Toko, and Celeste. Toko went to get me some coffee—”

“Rrrghhhh,” Jack murmured. “Should’ve been me who got asked…”

“Celeste went to find herself some tea,” he continued, ignoring her. “And Kyoko…”

“I wanted to talk to Taka,” she said, simply. “It wasn’t about anything important. Just memories of the past.”

Byakuya frowned, but didn’t press the matter. No one needed to point out how suspicious that was.

Truth Bullet added: TAKA’S ACCOUNT

“So, what’s that mean?”

“One of them poisoned everyone.”

“Or, or, or!” Jack leapt up to offer an alternative. “What if Junko poisoned us herself, using Monokuma, while Slowkyo and the doofus were distracted with their conversation?!”

“Nuh-uh, wrong!”

The only voice in the universe more screeching and awful than Jack’s filled the air. Everyone tensed, except Mukuro, and only then for lack of energy. Finally, the bear himself dropped in from the ceiling.

“I can’t believe how quick you lot are to cast blame on me!” he complained. “Tsk-tsk-tsk!”

“Do you have something useful to say?” Byakuya asked, impatiently.

“Always! Well, sometimes. Well, occasionally. And one of those times is today! I, Monokuma, your fantabulously amazing headmaster, will absolutely 100% guarantee you that no bear or robot was used to poison you. I would never involve myself directly in a murder like that.”

“Really?” Kyoko’s useless eyes narrowed. “I find that hard to believe.”

“More impugning of my good name! I demand to know on what grounds, Miss Kirigiri!”

“You know perfectly well, Junko. You must have been watching us on the cameras when we found those chemistry books and bottles in Sayaka’s room.”

Mukuro’s head snapped up, vaguely. She hadn’t been awake for this.

“So what? You found textbooks in a student’s room? Am I supposed to be dazzled by your investigatory prowess? Next, you’ll tell me you found some scissors in Miss Fukawa’s.”

Kyoko pointed right at him.

“I had Taka read those books aloud to me. That is where the anesthetic came from that knocked us all out. All of the symptoms matched an opioid the book was bookmarked to. And the missing bottles of chemicals from the lab support it. But I also have all my memories of our time in school together, and I know that Sayaka flunked every chemistry exam she ever took. There’s no way she could have mixed any of that together. Someone else did it for her, and that someone else is you.”

Truth Bullet added: CHEMISTRY BOOKS AND BOTTLES

“Ha!” the headmaster shook his head. “So much baseless supposition. Save it for the trial! All I’ll say is that I, Monokuma, would never help a student commit murder.”

“You did nothing to help her?” Byakuya scoffed. “Such as engineering an elaborate dance routine, complete with floodlights? You might’ve written the song for her, too.”

“Hey! None of that actually affected the murder itself. I never touched any student, at any point.”

What an oddly specific phrasing. It’s almost as if—

“Wait a moment!” The air caught in Mukuro’s barely-functioning throat. “How did Sayaka move everyone’s unconscious bodies up here? She was way too weak to move everyone up four floors, even if they weren’t resisting. The only explanation is that you did it!”

“Nope, nope, nope! Zero students were touched by your lovely headmaster. Er—” Somehow, Monokuma managed to blush. “Well, you know what I mean.”

“And how are we supposed to trust that?” Byakuya asked. “It’s not like we have the evidence needed to prove it.”

Mukuro’s eyes narrowed. That was also a strange statement. Byakuya didn’t normally complain like this.

This time, exhaustion worked in her favor. Had she not been so tired, she probably would have shuddered and gasped at the realization:

Byakuya’s trying to trick Monokuma somehow.

“You need evidence to prove that I’m being honest with you?” the bear asked, mocking offense. “I’ve never lied to you, and I never will. The bond of trust between us is the most important thing in this academy! … I don’t even know what kind of evidence you’d want, anyway.”

“It’s simple. Mukuro thinks Sayaka couldn’t have lifted our bodies four floors up in the few hours she had to arrange all of this. I’m inclined to agree. We have Kyoko’s and Jack’s memories to use to guess at how strong she was, but we don’t know how much each of us weighed. Without that information, it’s impossible to trust you.”

Monokuma cocked his head.

“… Oh, fine. Whatever.”

The headmaster slipped a paw behind his back, and pulled out a series of manilla folders. Mukuro recognized them instantly as the school’s official student profiles. Each was labeled with a student’s name: CELESTIA LUDENBERG, SAYAKA MAIZANO, AOI ASAHINA, MONDO OWADA, HIFUMI YAMADA, YASUHIRO HAGAKURE, SAKURA OGAMI, BYAKUYA TOGAMI, KYOKO KIRIGIRI, CHIHIRO FUJISAKI, JUNKO ENOSHIMA, KIYOTAKA ISHIMARU, LEON KUWATA, TOKO FUKAWA, and GENOCIDE JACK.

Holy shit! Mukuro’s jaw fell. Jack wasn’t lying about the school knowing about her?!

Kyoko’s father must have been just about the worst person in the universe.

… except Jack.

… and Junko.

… and Mukuro.

… and all of the other Ultimate Despairs.

… and all of the insane despair cultists who destroyed the world.

… and maybe Toko, for keeping Jack a secret and letting her kill more innocent boys.

Mukuro looked away, sheepishly.

I wonder why Byakuya really wanted those.

“This is every profile for your class,” said Monokuma. “Except the two that Miss Ikusaba already has.”

“I’m shocked you’d actually give us your profile, Junko.”

“Teehee!”

“Kyahahaha!” Jack grabbed at her sides. “She’s only doing that ‘cause she has another trick up her sleeve, Master! Probably has someone else from another class hiding somewhere, someone you’ve never seen.”

Mukuro’s eyes narrowed.

That was too clever for Jack.

It was hard to bite her tongue. She’d seen Byakuya make plans with other students, why not one more? If he’d maneuvered this exchange to get the student profiles, then why not try to wring one more piece of information out of the bear?

He told Jack to say that after reaching this point in the conversation. But why?

Monokuma, apparently ignorant of the students’ plans, just raised his paws to his ever-present grin and shook his head.

“Oh, no, no, no! I bear-y much can’t let that remark slide!” He pointed one of his claws at Jack, who stared back at him, unphased. “Miss Genocide! I’ll gift you with one more nugget of knowledge, however undeserving you might be!”

“Is it how to convince Master to keep me around always, instead of the boring one?”

“No! It’s just this: at the start of the first killing game, the one your friend Mister Naegi usurped and before you had your memories erased again, there were sixteen students in this school, all of them from your class, and no one else. From that time, and until now, no one has entered or exited the grounds, except by dying. And with that, I’m off. See you all at the trial!”

Even now, consumed by despair, Mukuro could appreciate how clever Byakuya was. That whole song-and-dance routine with Jack had to have been arranged outside of Junko’s hearing, no doubt in the bathhouse. All of it to confirm that they hadn’t overlooked someone else working for Junko, hiding behind the scenes. He’d thought of the possibility, considered it, and instantly calculated a way to dismiss it.

Clever.

Byakuya scoffed like he hadn’t just pulled one over on their captor, then thumbed through the envelopes and pulled one from the pile. The rest he threw into Jack’s open arms, who twirled around and disgustingly sniffed that which her Master had just touched, paying no further attention to the goings-on.

Mukuro didn’t have to guess hard to know which file he kept.

“Junko Enoshima,” he said, contemptuously, and read on. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’7”, Blood Type: A, Weight: 99 lbs., Birthdate: December 24, Chest Size: 90cm.” He pulled the photograph from its paperclip, and bore into it for a long time. “Not as pretty as I imagined. The rabble’s as tasteless as ever.”

“Excuse me?” Kyoko asked, and raised a perplexed eyebrow.

“Makoto and Hina talked her up quite a bit, don’t you remember?”

Mukuro did. It hadn’t been that long since the Ultimate Swimmer tried to describe seeing her in a magazine:

“She’s super beautiful, like, more than you can even imagine. She’s got these two giant blonde ponytails, and big blue eyes.”

Byakuya lowered the photo to almost even height with Mukuro’s own head, and compared the two for a few seconds.

“Hmph. I owe Jack an apology. She was right the first time. Putting you two next to each other, it’s easy to see the difference. This is definitely not you, Mukuro.”

He flipped the photo around, and Mukuro stared long and deeply into her sister’s face. It barely resembled the Junko she’d seen in the past few days, the fake Mukuro in her room and on her TV. There, her sister had always disguised herself in shadowy lighting, or else been dressed up as the Ultimate Soldier. Here and now, shot from the neck-up, staring impassively at the camera, and in the stark brightness of the school’s unforgiving photography… she barely looked like Mukuro at all.

Her eyes were bigger. No freckles, too.

It should have been a relief. Perhaps she would still die, but she would at least have the dignity of dying as Mukuro Ikusaba, as herself and no one else. That wouldn’t be so bad.

And yet…

She stared into Junko’s eyes, and it might as well have been a stranger’s. She stared into those big blue eyes, that she knew should have made her feel like an ant, that should have filled her with either hate and loathing or mindless deference. Her heart ought to be fluttering right now, or else she should be crying out in fury, and have the satisfaction of at least knowing why Junko turned her so easily to such strong emotions. Instead, this picture now made her feel nothing. Within Mukuro remained the same endless lake of black despair, its lifeless waters still and flat and otiose.

Fatigue overwhelmed her, and she let herself fall fully prone on the chairs. She wanted to cry, but it was too much effort. Nothing in the universe had the power to stir her out of this emotion. Lies couldn’t protect her from despair, truth only made it worse… she couldn’t let herself stop caring, not when her friends were in the room with her, and that only made things worse.

Junko was probably drooling in ecstasy right now.

Byakuya’s forehead creased. Clearly, he didn’t understand the pain written on her face. He stood up, paperclipped the photo back into the envelope, and gave the whole thing to Jack, who dutifully slipped it into the pile without looking. Then he turned back to Kyoko, watched them all quietly, somehow seeing everyone without sight.

“Jack, I have a mission for you.” said Byakuya.

“Of course, Master! Anything!”

“Go down to Mukuro’s dorm and grab the two student profiles we’re missing. They might be useful, just in case.”

“Ah, yes, yes. I don’t understand at all, but I’ll do it!”

Jack danced over to Mukuro, swept a hand over her skirt’s pocket, and removed the dorm key concealed inside. Mukuro hadn’t even realized it was there. A moment later, she was gone.

“We haven’t made any progress,” Mukuro said, as soft as a mouse. “We still don’t know who actually killed Sayaka.”

“Junko did.” Kyoko said, flatly. “Everyone who’s dead, and our injuries, are all her doing.”

“True,” Byakuya nodded. “But I don’t think she’ll accept that answer. I wonder, though… What will the trial actually be like? Junko can’t believe that anyone else will ever commit a murder after this, so the killing game is essentially over one way or the other.”

Mukuro managed to turn her head to him.

“What do you mean?”

“If your sister wants to maximize the despair, she’ll declare our answer wrong no matter what. That way, either we all die, or everyone dies except for you, and you die shortly afterward.”

Kyoko stared daggers at him, but didn’t contradict him. Mukuro just shook her head, however slightly.

“No.”

“Oh?”

“Junko needs there to be a chance of failure, a chance that she’ll be beaten. The chance is always as small as she can make it, but it needs to exist.”

Byakuya laughed.

“In other words,” Kyoko crossed her arms. “The game is rigged, but this part is fair. Or fair from Junko’s perspective, at least. And if we can only choose two options, Sayaka or Mukuro, then one of them must be correct.”

“And the other is wrong.” Byakuya tapped on the edge of his glasses for a long time. “But what if—”

“I got it!”

The voice rang out like a bolt of lightning. Hiro had been silent for so long, staring into his crystal ball, that Mukuro had completely forgotten he was there. They all turned him, still sitting on the edge of the stage.

“You’re back with us, I see,” Byakuya snarked. “Luckily, there wasn’t anything useful for you to do earlier, anyway.”

“No, no, I’ve been trying to predict the future!”

The Ultimate Affluent Progeny sighed.

“I’ll bite. I suppose you divined whether or not Mukuro is the killer?”

“No! Like Kyoko said, Junko can just make up whatever she wants, so knowing who’s really guilty doesn’t matter.”

Byakuya and Mukuro each raised an eyebrow. Kyoko kept her calm, perhaps because this was not the first time she could remember him saying something perceptive.

“I’m impressed, Hiro,” Byakuya allowed. “What did you try to predict, then?”

“Whether or not we’d survive the trial!”

“How does that help us?”

“Well, it…” Hiro held out a hand to respond, then fell silent. “Uh…”

“Don’t even tell us what you learned,” Byakuya chided. “It’s all just useless.”

“Hey! My powers aren’t useless! They have a 30% chance of being right!”

Mukuro groaned. She tried to shake her head, but she didn’t have the energy for it.

“Hiro… In a scenario with only two answers, Sayaka or me, 30% is worse than guessing.”

She didn’t even know why she said it. Hiro fell back, genuinely hurt, and crossed his arms.

God, now I’m spreading despair, too.

“You… Ugh. You’ll see, one day…” he mumbled.

Truth Bullet added: HIRO’S FORTUNE-TELLING

The conversation lulled, and Mukuro closed her eyes. It would be so nice, to drift away forever.

This never would have happened, if I had let myself be executed after Hifumi…

“Guys,” she said. “Please promise me something.”

“What is it?” Byakuya asked.

“If you think I’m the killer, or if you think that Junko wants me to be voted for, please just do it. Don’t risk yourselves for me anymore than you have to, no matter what.”

“I won’t promise that.” Kyoko said, instantly.

Mukuro’s eyes listlessly shifted over to the Ultimate Detective. Kyoko grit her teeth, and pulled down hard on the base of her glove.

As hard as it was for Mukuro to have lost people, Kyoko, or at least this restored Kyoko, had known them all for years. Chihiro, Makoto, Sakura, Hifumi, and now Sayaka… Losing each one had to be an impossible pain to her, however well she masked it. Even if she’d known Mukuro the least of Class 78, even if she’d been betrayed, Kyoko probably had to try to save her, regardless of the chance of success.

But I know this about you, at least, Kyoko… For all your reason and genius, you’re still not immune to emotions. You can still make mistakes, like anyone else.

“I just saved all of your lives,” Mukuro pressed, and injected as much emotion into her voice as she could. “You owe me a promise.”

Kyoko sucked in her lips. For the first time perhaps ever, she couldn’t meet Mukuro’s eyes. Her useless gaze cast down at her feet.

“I…”

Ding dong bing bong

A monitor hanging from the ceiling lit up.

“Weeeeeeelp!” trilled the headmaster, from all directions rather than the screen. “I’d say you’ve all had more than enough time. It’s time for our fourth class trial! Exciting, I know. Everyone, you know where to go. I’ll allow a little dilly-dallying because of our injured students, but my patience will only go so faaaaaaar!”

What a joke of an investigation… though, I suppose I was unconscious for most of it.

Before anyone else could say a word, Kyoko stepped over to Mukuro, slipped an arm around her shoulder, hefted her up and to her feet, and handed her the crutch. The former Ultimate Soldier wavered for a few seconds, unable to balance herself, and watched her friend in amazement. Kyoko’s eyes perfectly met her own.

The blind leading the despairful…

A ceiling light glinted off something in Kyoko’s hand. Confused, Mukuro looked down and saw the kitten hair clip. The girl with lavender hair slipped it into a fold of the white blouse without asking, and then led the way.

Every step Mukuro took was staggered and painful. A full minute passed before they even exited the music room. For some reason beyond comprehension, Byakuya and Hiro kept pace with them. Another minute passed, and they finally made their way to the stairs down. There, they met Taka, pacing back and forth. When he saw Mukuro, that wild intensity in his eyes…

It didn’t disappear, but it did mute for a moment.

“Mukuro,” he said, for the first time since the incident. “I believe I owe you some degree of gratitude.”

She shook her head. Hearing yet another person thank her and fawn over her would be more than she could take. She’d rather have just gone down the stairs on her own.

“Were you waiting for us?”

“Oh, yes. Well, no, I was waiting for Byakuya.” He turned to the taller boy. “I have important news!”

“Yes?”

“The gate to the fifth floor remained undisturbed for the duration of the investigation, as you expected. However… There was an odd development. After the announcement rang to assemble for the trial, I knew it would take a few minutes for Mukuro to make it to the stairs. I decided it would be industrious not to simply stand around and waste—”

“You’re wasting time right now. Just get to the point.”

“… Er… May we speak privately, then? Maybe I should have said that from the start.”

Byakuya thinned his lips. He turned to Kyoko, Hiro, and Mukuro.

“Taka and I will go on ahead. Catch up when you can.”

Even now, even in this late moment, they still kept secrets from her. It would have been just one more stab through the heart, if her heart wasn’t already shriveled up and black.

Truth Bullet added: TAKA’S SECRET

It felt like an eternity before they arrived at the bottom floor. The steps themselves were physically painful, but, worse, they each gave her more unwanted time to consider the situation.

There was no escape or way to save her friends, not even suicide. Lying to herself wasn’t an option anymore, and forging ahead to find the truth like the first two trials would achieve nothing, either. This trial was just going to be a gamble, and knowing Junko, she’d already figured out whether the group would vote for Sayaka or Mukuro. It was all just another elaborate way to draw out the despair, dressed in the familiar trappings of a trial.

They were fucked.

At some point, Mukuro realized they were on the first floor. She was only vaguely aware of it, though, and knew only by the fact that they were no longer climbing down stairs. Absently, she realized that Hiro had also wrapped his arm around her shoulder, and that he and Kyoko were almost carrying her to the red velvet door. Her feet weren’t even really moving, just lazily motioning as if they were. She was almost more sweat than flesh now, and the world was a hazy, sleepy blur. She wasn’t even running on fumes anymore; just the memory of them.

“Mukuro,” said the Ultimate Detective. “I’ll send Taka to your room. He can grab your real clothes, the tracksuit. Monokuma won’t intervene if you dress yourself again quickly.”

Mukuro’s head bobbed down. Her eyes rolled down to her skirt, her blouse.

She smiled, and shook her head.

“No,” she whispered. “This is me.”

“It’s only you because Junko wanted it to be.”

“Maybe,” she mouthed. She didn’t know if Kyoko could hear her. “But it’s me, all the same.”

Despair, despair, despair…

It filled her body and her mind, and all other emotions were mere wisps that clung to her, existing only so that she would know that she had once had a chance to be a better person, to feel something else, and thrown it away for this. She wouldn’t even have purged herself of it if she could.

“Do you think we’ll make it?”

Her eyes had already been open, but she’d been lost in her own mind. The voice, whosever it was, slowly dragged her back into reality.

They were in the elevator. When had that happened? It sank slowly into the ground, down to some deep basement level the school had kept for who-knows-what purpose. Or had Junko’s force of personality and despair simply forced the courtroom into existence, out of nothing? Mukuro could have believed either way.

She wasn’t standing anymore. Someone had leaned her against the elevator wall to sit. Nearby was Celeste, who had a crutch of her own. Somehow, she’d found the strength and time to dress herself in her elaborate wardrobe, even down to the fake pigtails. Mukuro wondered who’d picked them up for her.

In that moment, as everyone stood together in that tiny space, the most obvious thing in the world struck her:

Kyoko was blind.

Leon was scarred.

Taka’s ribs were broken.

Jack’s leg was scarred with the message that had allowed them to foil Junko’s plans in the first place: JUNKO ERASED OUR MEMORIES x2

Celeste’s stomach was wrapped in bandages, and she leaned on her own crutch for support.

Byakuya bore a tiny cut where Sayaka’s knife had punctured his neck.

Even Hiro had lost one of his silly dreadlocks where that pipe flew by his head.

And Mukuro herself, of course, had all but lost her arm.

Every single one of them bore a scar from this place, however tiny. This dismal prison, Hope’s Peak, let no one escape unharmed.

Of all the surviving students, only Junko was left. Only she had yet to be damaged, physically, by this hellhole.

Mukuro’s eyes went wide. She knew, without question or ambiguity, that her sister also would not survive unscathed. Something was coming for Junko Enoshima, something like a hurricane or an earthquake or a meteor, and the only uncertainty was whether the group would kill her, or whether it would be by her own willing design – for Junko definitely built an execution for herself, and it would be the most spectacular and painful of them all.

Mukuro hiccupped. If she was being honest with herself, then… It was impossible to imagine a world without her sister.

The elevator came to an abrupt stop. Celeste hobbled out of it first, grunting a little as her crutch click-click-clicked along the floor. Next hopped Genocide Jack, and Taka, Byakuya, Hiro, and Leon. When only Kyoko was left, she leaned down, helped Mukuro to her feet, and leaned in to whisper.

“There is a way for you to survive,” she said, very softly. “But you have to believe in it. You have to let yourself feel at least a little bit of hope.”

Mukuro smiled, even more sadly than before. Kyoko might as well have asked her to stop the sun from rising, or the tides from coming in. If hope was the only path forward, then she was already dead.

She took her place on the trial grounds, leaning her weight against her podium. The others were already at their stations. She locked her arms through the beams of wood, only to keep herself from sliding off, and nestled her cheek against her shoulder. She could have slept like this. She might still. To her side, Makoto’s and Sayaka’s black-and-white portraits loomed. Nothing hurt more than their innocent smiles, not even the white portrait on Hina’s podium, with a black question mark painted through it.

The ursine headmaster sat upon his throne, unmoving, unspeaking. He seemed almost inanimate.

“Excuse me, Monokuma,” Celeste cooed. She was also beaten-up, but retained far more energy and poise than Mukuro. “I wish to confirm something. I can’t help but notice that Aoi isn’t with us.” She motioned across from herself, where Hina’s portrait stood. “Am I to understand that she is excused from these… festivities?”

“Okay, okay, okay, I suppose this is my fault for not clarifying this earlier.” Monokuma shook his head, then turned directly to the Ultimate Gambler. “Let me be clear: Miss Asahina is still being treated, and can’t participate. I’d hoped you could all wait for her to recover before the next murder took place, but you kids were just too violent for your own good.”

“You fucking b—” Leon started, but Monokuma talked over his voice as if he’d never opened his mouth.

“Although your friend won’t be at this trial, the result will still apply to her. So, if you vote for the wrong student as Blackened, I’m afraid she’ll be executed without ever having woken up. A bit disappointing, actually.” He tapped his chin. “I might have to engineer some special solution… Well, we’ll deal with that if we have to.”

Hina…

It was obvious, now, that Hina was even more doomed than the rest. It was frighteningly plausible for Junko to manipulate her death and let everyone else live, just as one last joke to drive home their namesake emotion upon her disappointing big sister.

If Mukuro felt anything besides despair, it was shame. Shame, for choosing to live after the third trial, when she might have accepted the death she deserved. Shame, for daring to feel anything but despair, when she could hear even now the ghosts of those she’d hurt wailing for justice. Shame, for not just allowing herself to fall into unconsciousness and never wake up. Yet there was a path to victory here; a way, however obscure, to save her friends, and she had to take it, no matter the cost. She knew it must exist, for Junko’s despair fed upon the slivers of hope she granted them.

… Put that way, it almost became an elaborate, farcical irony. Darkness could exist without light, but despair could thrive only by the presence of hope.

Mukuro’s brow furrowed. Something tugged at the edge of her consciousness, some ray of enlightenment that threatened to drive away, at least for a moment, the wretched swamp of self-loathing in which she wallowed…

But then her eyes flit to Monokuma, and the thought was gone. All that was left was this: reality.

Our fourth case… A despairful crime… A despairful death… A despairful mystery… A despairful question… A despairful… class trial!

Notes:

(List of Truth Bullets)
* MONOKUMA FILE #4: Sayaka died at 11:17 PM in the music room from a knife to the heart.
* DANCING MONOKUMAS: The music room was filled with dancing Monokumas that watched, clapped for, and recorded Mukuro and Sayaka.
* TAKA'S ACOCUNT: Everyone except Mukuro and Celeste was poisoned by food from the kitchen, to which only Taka, Kyoko, Celeste, and Toko had access.
* CHEMISTRY BOOKS AND BOTTLES: Sayaka's dorm room had several books about poisons and chemistry bottles from the lab in it. According to Kyoko, Sayaka wasn't smart enough to have mixed up a poison by herself.
* HIRO'S FORTUNE-TELLING: Hiro has predicted the future of the trial, though he didn't say what it is. His predictions only have a 30% accuracy rate, though.
* TAKA'S SECRET: During the investigation, Taka watched the gate to the fifth floor. He later told Byakuya something that no one else overheard.

* I won't apologize for being late on this chapter. I have a job, and it doesn't involve dorky fanfics. Although, if you want to pay me tens of thousands of dollars to write Danganronpa fanfics, please contact me as soon as possible.

* Earlier, I asked who the characters in all three games least likely to survive killing game rewriters, and I speculated that it was Hifumi and Teruteru. But now I ask: who's the least likely female character? My immediate instinct is Sayaka, Himiko, and Angie. I'm not really sure why, but I just can't imagine any of them surviving unless it's an 'everyone lives' fic.

* I'm actually not certain how many chapters the trial will be. Either one or two for sure. It'll depend on how much I write, which I suppose is obvious.

Chapter 27: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Trial 1

Summary:

The trial for the murder of Sayaka Maizono begins.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Sitting on his throne, Monokuma looked down to the group and raised one paw, mocking a reasonable pose. As much as his unchanging metal face could, he smiled.

“Let’s begin with a basic explanation of the class trial!” he started.

“Shut up!” Leon yelled back, as frustrated as everyone else. “You know we already kno—”

“Your votes will determine the results. If you can figure out ‘whodunnit,’ then only they will receive punishment. But if you pick the wrong student as the killer, then I’ll punish everyone besides the Blackened, and the one who deceived everyone else will graduate!”

“Hold on a moment!” Taka interrupted, and scrunched his brow. “‘Deceived,’ you say? What happens if the Blackened didn’t ‘deceive’ anyone? Doesn’t that mean everyone dies no matter what?”

For Taka, such attention to wordplay was uncharacteristically clever. The room quieted in an instant. Even cool and composed Celeste seemed momentarily shocked by it, her lips parting without words. Would it not have been the greatest possible way to defeat Monokuma? Trapping him in his own horrific rules had a certain poetry to it.

Almost everyone turned to the bear, save Mukuro. Still the exhaustion gripped her, and wherever she felt anything else, it was only despair. She only watched the headmaster out of the corner of her eye, barely able to keep track of the action.

Monokuma said nothing. He just stared down at the students, ever-grinning, ever quiet. Never had Taka been more snubbed.

“Heh…” Byakuya chuckled. “I’ll give you some credit – that was a nice try. I’d thought the same thing, but I didn’t bother voicing it.”

“Why not?”

“Why bother?” he sighed. “It’s obvious the rules are rigged to do whatever Junko wants. She isn’t going to just let us manipulate the wording against her, not unless something else forces her hand.”

“Yeah!” Jack cackled, and idly played with a pair of scissors. “So, just let Master take it from here! He’ll figure out a way to get everyone he cares about out of here alive.”

“Jack, that doesn’t include you!” Leon shouted.

Her only response was another sharp, screeching laugh.

Mukuro had been a fool to let herself invest at all in Taka’s idea. That tiny hope squashed, the world grew even dimmer. Her eyelids drooped. They were so heavy. To sleep and not wake up – she would have accepted that offer, if her sister would allow it. It was even a little warm in this courtroom, she could…

Her eyes rolled, and she saw Kyoko staring on at the bear, quietly, coldly, calculating something invisible.

They need me.

Denied even the right to give up! It was almost laughable, but Mukuro could only manage a half-sigh, half-groan. Eventually, she forced herself to stand up as straight as she could, and shakily leaned herself up against the podium. With her good arm, she pushed her weight up, and watched as drops of sweat fell from her brow and splashed along her red skin.

“Okay, so,” Hiro rubbed his hair. “I know this trial is kinda weird, so let me just make sure I get everything straight. Sayaka wanted to create a murder where there are two possible killers, and we can’t tell who they are. Is that right?”

“Not quite,” Celeste added, playing with a long strand of her hair. “Though, I am pleased you’ve been paying attention. There is no way this was Sayaka’s plan. This is surely the work of our captor, who gave the idea to and furnished the means upon her.”

“… What?” Hiro cocked his head.

Kyoko crossed her arms.

“Celeste is saying that Junko planned everything out, and Sayaka was just her tool. Which is correct.” She paused for a moment, seeming to weigh something in her mind, and nodded to herself. “I think I should lay out the possibilities for this trial, just so everyone understands.”

“Go ahead,” Byakuya said. “Though, I think I already know what you’ll say.”

“Sayaka died during a struggle with Mukuro, so we know that the killer is one of the two. That means we have two options to vote for: Sayaka… or Mukuro. This means there are four possible outcomes.”

“J—just four?!” Hiro repeated.

“Possibility One: We vote for Mukuro, and Mukuro killed Sayaka. Outcome: Mukuro dies, the rest of us live.”

I’d accept that in a second, thought the girl in question. She might have even smiled, and there was no darkness in it. The best possible outcome…

The others looked less certain, though. A wave of unease and discomfort moved through the crowd. Others turned to her with obvious sympathy, and though no one spoke, it was clear that no one, not even Byakuya, was satisfied with this idea. Only Jack seemed unmoved, continuing to just lazily swing a pair of scissors around her forefinger.

“It won’t matter that she was basically forced and tricked into it?” Leon asked, eventually, if only to clear the silence.

“It didn’t matter when Makoto ‘murdered’ Chihiro,” Kyoko replied, and nothing else needed to be said.

He’d already known that, Mukuro thought.

Somehow, the idea that the others wanted her to live made it less easy to die. Just one more reason to despair…

“Possibility Two,” Kyoko continued. “We vote for Mukuro, but Sayaka killed herself. Outcome: Everyone dies immediately.”

A cold shudder ran through the room. Could there be anything more despairful? Sweat dripped off the tip of Mukuro’s chin. To keep herself awake, and to momentarily force her mind to think about something else, she stamped one of her feet until it hurt. It wasn’t difficult, since her soles were still torn to pieces from when she broke the glass case in the trophy room.

She made a face that, thankfully, Kyoko couldn’t see.

“May we assume that is the worst possible outcome?” Celeste asked.

“No.” Kyoko grimaced, and pulled back on her glove. “Possibility Three: We vote for Sayaka, but Mukuro killed her. Outcome: Everyone dies immediately, except Mukuro. Then, she’s promptly forced to go outside. Injured and exhausted as she is, she’ll be almost instantly killed in the destroyed world, either by the poisonous air or other survivors.”

Almost everyone turned blue at this idea. Mukuro might have, too, but she was still fighting the pain from her ill-thought-out plan with her foot.

“… Shit!” Leon groaned. “But that’d be, like… the maximum amount of despair, right? So, it’s what Junko must want to happen!”

“Don’t let that happen,” Mukuro said, in a low, hoarse voice. Her throat burned at the effort. “If you think I did it, then vote for me. Don’t hesitate.”

Kyoko’s dead eyes fell upon her. It was so hard to tell what the detective saw, what she couldn’t see. Her face was a twisted tapestry of emotions, each one pulling her in a new direction. Guilt, hate, despair, determination, and a single thread of hope were evident on the lavender-haired girl’s features. She looked so much older than the others, but one thing was clear:

Kyoko wouldn’t let Mukuro die unless every other option was exhausted.

“That leads us to our fourth possibility,” she said, pretending with her voice to still be calm. “Possibility Four: We vote for Sayaka, and she did kill herself. Outcome: No one dies.”

“Well… that’s what we want to happen, right?” Hiro asked. “So… We can just vote for Sayaka!”

“Careful,” Byakuya warned. “That’s Junko’s trap. If we vote for Sayaka without being certain, then we open up the worst possible outcome. But if we vote for Mukuro to be safe, then we open up another outcome that still gets us all killed.” He crossed his arms. “I’ll give her the benefit of the doubt, but there’s a real chance that even Junko doesn’t actually know who—”

“Hey, hey, hey!” Monokuma turned to the Ultimate suddenly, and trilled. “I can assure you, Mister Togami, that I do know who took Miss Maizono's life, courtesy of the many Monokuma cameras in the music room at the time of the murder. Though, even for me, figuring it out for certain took quite a while. There will be no guessing whatsoever… from my perspective, anyway.”

Byakuya’s eyebrow raised just as Monokuma relaxed back into his regular seat.

“Hmph… Not going to let me finish my question, huh?”

“I suppose our dear headmaster doesn’t appreciate you calling into question his knowledge,” Celeste said, as airily as always. “Perhaps we shouldn’t press him?”

“So, where’s this leave us?” Leon asked. “It sounds like it’s impossible to figure out who actually killed Sayaka. Do we just vote on a 50/50 guess?”

“No,” Byakuya said. “Hopefully, we can do better than that. Even if we can’t, there are still a number of uncertainties surrounding this case that we need to clear up before we get to the voting process.”

“Like what?”

(Present Your Argument)

“The thing I’m most curious about is this: how did we get poisoned at all?” Byakuya started.

“Kyahahahahahaha!” Jack pressed her hands to her sides and chortled. “Master, I wasn’t paying much attention, but didn’t she just have her friend the spy poison our food?

“That’s the only thing that makes sense,” Taka agreed. “I said this before, but no one had access to the kitchen that night except for Kyoko, Toko, Celeste, and myself.

“So… that means one of them’s evil, right?” Leon asked, rubbing his head.

“If we trust Monokuma’s word…” Kyoko added, but she refrained from saying that she did not.

“Of those four, I am most suspicious of Toko,” Celeste sighed. “Perhaps Junko bribed her, offering to let both herself and Byakuya leave together?”

“What?!” Jack screeched. “Miss Morose would never kill anyone! … without consulting me first.”

“Hey, wait a second!” Hiro beamed, clearly proud of himself. “I just had a great idea!”

“Here we go…” Byakuya sighed.

“What if Sayaka didn’t die from being stabbed like we thought, but she poisoned herself so she’d go down and make it look like Mukuro did it?!”

(Monokuma File #4 > She poisoned herself)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro lacked both the energy and the spirit to shout the words anymore. She longed for the days when she could watch Makoto do it. Instead, she just signaled with her hand for Hiro to quiet for a moment, and croaked out her refutation.

“Sorry, Hiro…” she said. “I appreciate you trying to help me, but there’s no way that could be true.”

“Why not?! I thought it was pretty clever!”

“It’s clever, alright… But the Monokuma File rules that out. It specifically says she ‘died from a knife to the heart.’”

“Oh…” He grimaced, and looked away. “Sorry.”

“Well, I’m glad that’s settled,” Byakuya said, tapping a finger on his podium. “But it doesn’t answer the more pertinent question. If we accept Taka’s claim as true, then one of Kyoko, Toko, Celeste, and himself would have to be a spy.”

“But we already ruled Taka and Hiro out as spies,” Leon said. “So… it’s one of the girls.”

“Kyahahaha!” the serial killed laughed. “Man, I’m looking pretty suspicious right now!”

“I got an idea,” Leon offered. “Maybe Taka just didn’t notice someone else sneak in?”

“Impossible!” the other boy shot back, furiously. “I admit to not paying perfect attention at all times – that’s still a work in progress – but I’m confident in my claim here.”

“Then… it’s one of them?” Hiro asked. He turned to each of the girls in question, biting his lip harder and harder as he eyed them down.

Jack laughed, of course, and it all washed over her. Celeste winced in pain, rubbing her side where the knife had entered only hours before. And Kyoko closed her eyes and searched herself for an answer.

“Hold a moment, please,” Celeste cooed. “This is a good opportunity to review something. We’ve spoken often of a spy hiding among our number. I know that Kyoko considers it impossible. I would like to review the evidence in favor of there being a spy.”

“Fair enough,” Byakuya allowed. “Mukuro! You do it.”

“… Me?” she moaned. “Fine…”

Even now, there’s a limit to his sympathy…

It actually buoyed her a little, to know that this experience hadn’t changed him at all.

“There are three main pieces of evidence,” she said. “The first, weakest piece is something Monokuma told me when we were alone. He told me that he was blackmailing Sakura into being his spy, which I dismissed until she admitted it herself. At the same time, he told me that he had a second spy, but kept their identity secret.”

“What exactly did he say?” the gothic girl inquired, tapping a finger along her own podium.

Mukuro recalled the scene perfectly, and recited it word-for-word:

“Maybe I’m blackmailing Kyoko, too,” said the bear. “In fact, do you want a hint? Byakuya has already guessed there’s a spy, because he’s not a complete idiot like you, but what he doesn’t know is that when Makoto pulled out that Escape Switch, there were already two different spies in your class, both working for me.”

“You’re lying!”

“Nope,” he said, and the fact that he didn’t use that ‘bears don’t lie’ statement made the bluntness of his denial sting even more. “And you know what else? Neither of my spies are dead yet.”

The ‘escape switch’ part means that he was talking about the first game,” Kyoko said, instantly and confidently. “Back when you were working for Junko, pretending to be her. You were the second spy he was talking about.”

“Probably,” Mukuro admitted. “But she could have found a new person to work for her. And I think she did, because of the second piece of evidence.”

Kyoko sucked in her lips. She recalled it, certainly, but wouldn’t bring it up on her own.

“What’s that?” Hiro asked.

“We already talked about this, but… when the body discovery announcement went off after Sakura’s death, it went off because Taka and Hiro found her body. According to Celeste, Hina was a step behind them, and it only seemed like she saw it at the same time. That means that someone saw the body before the boys did, and didn’t report it to anyone else.”

“If Junko honors the rules,” Kyoko interrupted. “There’s nothing that forces her to do so.”

“That’s true…”

“Besides,” the detective continued, eyes blazing. “Celeste could have just been wrong about Hina being a step behind.”

“I was not,” the gambler shot back. “I said what I said, and I’ll stand by it.”

Mukuro sighed, and shut her eyes tight. She didn’t want to keep going.

“That’s how we know that Taka and Hiro can’t be the spy, and why Celeste is the least likely to be it – since there’s no reason for her to reveal that about Hina if she was working for Junko. But none of that really matters, because the third piece is the strongest, and can’t really be argued with.” She leaned back and faced the ceiling. The airiness of the room allowed a light breeze to pass over her skin, and for a moment, it almost felt like she’d escaped the school. It was too pleasant a thought for what she had to next say. “… There was something about Sakura’s death we never figured out. Three things, actually.”

It was almost too horrible to conjure forth a memory of Hifumi’s last few minutes, but, reluctantly, she reminded everyone of what he’d said:

“I didn’t trash the warehouse,” Hifumi said, crying. “I didn’t move that chest of drawers to block the door, and I didn’t bruise up Miss Ogami’s body. Those were things that I’d planned to do, but I never got around to it. After Miss Ogami punched me, I…. I don’t even remember how I managed to stab her. Everything went black, and I woke up around 1 AM. My back was pushed against the door – I guess that’s what blocked it when Mister Hagakure tried to enter the room. I grabbed the dumbbell and cleaned it and left, but I didn’t have the energy remaining to destroy the warehouse like I’d meant to.”

Hifumi had faced his death with an unexpected dignity, and Mukuro hated to remind herself that his crime had been motivated out of his justified fear of her. She was a murderer of hundreds, maybe thousands… and his was the only death she’d caused that she could recall.

“Hifumi had no reason to lie there,” she choked out, sadly, wishing still that she could have saved him. “He’d already admitted to the murder, and he was already going to die. So… someone else must have done those things on his behalf.”

Kyoko grit her teeth, obviously calculating how to explain all of that away.

“Hifumi only said that he blacked out,” she protested. “He could have done it, and forgotten.”

“What a weak answer,” Byakuya said, contemptuously, and she didn’t disagree. “I’d think that you’re only saying that because you’re the prime suspect for being a spy, but you might just be delusional.”

Delusional, or working against us…

Mukuro didn’t open her eyes. The world remained an empty black palette. Would it stay like this after her death?

Was this how Kyoko saw things, now? This dead void? She shuddered. Spy or not, the detective, her friend, didn’t deserve this.

At last, Mukuro opened her eyes.

“Besides,” she said, with finality. “There’s a new, fourth piece of evidence – Taka’s word. If Sayaka didn’t tamper with the food to poison everyone, then someone else must have.”

A bead of sweat dripped down from the detective’s brow. Mukuro could see the turmoil raging within her friend.

“No,” Kyoko said at last, pulling down hard on her glove. “There are several other possibilities.”

“Name one,” Byakuya said, mildly curious.

“What if Mo—”

“Nope!” The headmaster trilled, looking down at her, and almost everyone jumped up at the unexpected interruption. “Like I said before, I would never directly interfere in a murder. I never touched your food.”

Kyoko grit her teeth again, and her eyes narrowed in frustration.

“We can’t trust your word on that,” she said, but received no answer. After a while, she looked away. “And there’s another way, besides. Taka monitored the food while it was cooking, but what if it was poisoned before he ever took it off the shelf? Then, anyone could have done it… including Junko, if she came down from her hiding place.”

A wave of unease moved through the class It seemed plausible, and everyone would rather accept that Junko was personally responsible than they had a traitor hiding amongst them…

Kyoko pulled fitfully at the back of her glove.

She’s lying, Mukuro knew in an instant. But I’m not a suspect for this, so it’s not a lie to protect me…

“Apologies, Kyoko,” Taka said at last. “But I don’t think that can be so. That night, I decided to cook ramen, as everyone will recall. But the important part is this: I chose the food that night, with no forethought or discussion previous. It would be impossible for anyone to poison it beforehand. Besides, all of the ingredients were packaged, so no one could have tampered with them in adv—”

“Then Junko poisoned the cooking utensils, or the cleaning product, and spread it on the pots and pans.” she said, immediately.

Taka scrunched up his face. For a moment, he seemed like he would accept this…

No… That’s not possible, Mukuro bit her bottom lip. That’s definitely a lie, and she knows it. Why is she pushing so hard for Junko to be responsible?

The obvious answer was that, as a suspect herself, Kyoko wanted attention drawn away from the three girls. Not long ago, Mukuro might not have seen through that deception… Now, even exhausted and ready to die, the lie seemed so clumsy and pathetic. Either Kyoko really was the spy, or else she was blinding herself to the truth on purpose:

One of us definitely poisoned the food.

How strange it was to see through Kyoko’s deception so easily… Before Makoto’s death, this thread of logic would have been invisible to her. But should she expose the truth or not? If Kyoko was responsible, staying quiet could doom them all.

In the end, Mukuro’s tumult didn’t matter.

“I’m afraid that’s not going to fool me, Kyoko,” Byakuya said, evenly. “And I suspect Mukuro and Celeste, at least, also know why you’re lying.”

The detective said nothing.

“Mukuro? Do you want to explain, or should I?” he asked.

Mukuro sighed. She just about wanted to die.

“The chemistry books and bottles,” she said, quietly. “In Sayaka’s room. If Junko mixed up the poison herself, there’d be no reason to give them to her. They’d just be left in the library and chem lab.”

“There is a reason,” Kyoko protested. “To hide the truth, to fool us.”

“Why are you pressing this?” Byakuya asked, bluntly. “If you’re really innocent, then you must already know the truth: someone poisoned us, and it’s not Junko. Or are you ignoring it on purpose?”

“… I know what the evidence points to,” Kyoko said. Her voice shook. “But I don’t believe it. I think it’s a manipulation, somehow, by Junko.”

“Hey, let me just jump in here for a sec,” Leon said. “What percent sure are we that someone’s a spy, anyway?”

“Zero percent,” said Kyoko.

“One-hundred percent,” said Byakuya, at the same moment.

They stared each other down for a moment. That one of them was blind made no difference.

“Of everyone here, I’m the only one who has all of their memories,” she said, coolly. “I know everyone here very well. Let me say this: I am absolutely certain that no one in our class would cooperate with Junko at this point. There are some who might have been blackmailed into it at the start, and there are some who would hide it out of embarrassment afterwards. But after learning what she did and the state of the outside world, I refuse to believe that anyone in our class, including the ones we’ve lost, would persist in betraying us. I don’t have all the answers, but I’m confident Junko has tricked us somehow into suspecting innocent people.”

Kyoko’s words were like a grip squeezing Mukuro heart. The Ultimate Soldier turned away, unable to face her friend. That the composed, intellectual detective could be turned to an argument of such pathos hurt almost as much as the physical wounds.

It would have been easier if no one had had faith in them at all.

Kyoko was the oldest of them, at least mentally, and the only one who retained memories of their happy school days. Having lost her school, her father, and even the world itself, all that remained to Kyoko Kirigiri were eight friends. Could it simply be that she couldn’t bring herself to part with them, no matter the evidence?

A detective ignoring evidence… it’s almost as ironic as a soldier with a dead arm.

“That’s a noble sentiment,” Byakuya said, and his voice was cold and unsympathetic. “But you’re the most suspicious one of all of us. And even if that wasn’t the case, during our school days, you obviously took Junko and Mukuro for trustworthy. That was an error in character judgment on your part, and you’re arguing for your strength of character judgment right now.”

Kyoko’s lips thinned. Some of her hardness cracked, and she couldn’t quite meet his eyes any longer.

“We can’t let emotions control our actions,” he continued, and his voice left no room for argument.

(Present Your Argument)

“Sayaka must have had help,” the Ultimate Affluent Progeny said. “And that help was one of us.”

“Wait!” Taka countered. “I wish to return to Kyoko’s idea that Junko poisoned the kitchenware in advance, then hid the chemistry equipment in Sayaka’s room to fool us!

“I kinda wanna believe that, too,” Leon agreed. “Makes things less complicated.”

“No,” Byakuya said. “Taka, you should know better than that.”

“I… I should?” Taka stared at his feet for a moment in silence, then lit up. “A—ah! You… may be right.”

“May I inquire, what are you two talking about?” Celeste asked.

“N—nothing!” Taka stammered. “Just… there’s zero chance Junko did this.

“Actually, wait a sec,” Leon muttered. “I just thought of something!”

“Really?” Jack laughed. “That’s the biggest plot twist of them all!”

“Shut up!” he raged. “I was just gonna say, if Kyoko thinks Junko poisoned the kitchen stuff before we used it, couldn’t Sayaka have poisoned it, too?”

“Ah, I see, I see!” the Murderous Fiend nodded along. “You don’t actually need a second person in the plan at all! Sayaka could’ve done everything by herself!

“That makes total sense!” Hiro agreed, happily. “Then it’s decided!”

(Chemistry Books and Bottles > Sayaka could’ve done everything by herself!)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

One by one, the group turned to Mukuro. Her mouth was so dry. She didn’t want to say it, but if it helped stop another death in the future…

“I don’t know who the accomplice is, but… someone definitely helped Sayaka.”

“How do you know?” Leon asked.

“If we take Kyoko’s word for it, then Sayaka didn’t know enough about chemistry to make any of that poison in the first place.”

“That’s likely plausible, even if it comes from an untrustworthy source,” Celeste added. Kyoko said nothing to defend herself.

“Hm…” Hiro bit his lip. “Kyoko, who was smart enough to do chemistry stuff?”

All eyes turned to the detective. For a moment, Mukuro thought she wouldn’t respond.

“… Of the ones still alive, only Byakuya, Celeste, myself, and maybe Mukuro or Toko.”

“That doesn’t help narrow it down much,” Leon said. “But Sayaka still could’ve just gotten some from the chem lab!”

“No,” Byakuya said, instantly. “This was mixed up. We know that, because the symptoms of it matched one found in the books in her room, but nothing in the lab.”

“Hm…” The baseball star tapped his foot for a moment. “But that doesn’t explain how we know it wasn’t Junko herself. If Monokuma really didn’t help, then she still could’ve just come down from her hiding place and helped Sayaka herself, right?”

“No,” Byakuya said.

For a few seconds, everyone waited. But he remained silent, and stared on.

“Uh, Byakuya,” Hiro started, and he smiled awkwardly. “I think this is the part where you explain why you’re sure of that.”

“That detail doesn’t matter,” he shot back. “Just accept it. Taka can confirm I am correct.”

“Yes!” said the other boy, instantly. “I will agree with Byakuya! Just accept this as true, for the good of the group, and don’t ask how we know it.”

Hiro made a face that communicated perfectly the feelings of the group – that he would not, in fact, just accept it, but that he saw it was pointless to pursue the matter.

“… Huh,” he said, summing up everyone’s feelings in a single word.

“… So, uh,” Leon rubbed the back of his head. “Where’s that leave us? We didn’t really solve anything.”

“Hm…” Celeste eased herself against her podium, and lightly placed a hand upon her own wound. A little twinge of guilt ate at Mukuro, a punishment for having forgotten about the weaker girl’s injured state. “Perhaps it would help if anyone saw Sayaka behaving oddly in the past few days? After she ate that grape and supposedly lost her memories. I confess, I detected nothing wrong in her actions.”

“She seemed pretty normal to me,” Hiro said. “I spoke to her a couple of times, but nothing seemed too off.”

“Me too,” Leon agreed.

Byakuya and Kyoko’s silence was expected, but Mukuro couldn’t help noticing one student, normally among the chattiest of the group, maintaining a conspicuous silence. Jack just played with one of her scissors, darting her eyes between Byakuya and Celeste.

She knows something.

But how to draw it out of her? If Jack wanted to keep quiet, there wasn’t really any way to force her hand. She was too crazy to threaten, and during Hifumi’s trial, she’d kept her cool (as much as she had a cool) while under suspicion.

But she wasn’t terribly bright, either.

Maybe if I get a conversation going, she’ll join in.

“I saw her do something strange,” Mukuro said, truthfully. “A few hours before she poisoned everyone.”

“Did you?” Byakuya asked, curious. “Don’t keep us waiting.”

“I was walking by the AV room, and I saw her watching a DVD. One of the motive DVDs.”

Mukuro was still drained of all energy, so it was actually quite easy to not look as Jack conspicuously craned her head to listen. In the corner of her eye, she could tell the serial killer was listening intently.

“At first, I assumed Sayaka was watching her own DVD, and I was kicking myself for not taking it from her room. But then I saw she had two, and hers was in her case. The other DVD was mine.”

“Yours?!” Leon repeated, surprised.

“Yeah. There’s nothing really on mine – almost literally, it’s just Monokuma in a black space, explaining that no one loves me. At the end, he says that if I lose a trial, I can avoid being executed one time.”

“Ah, yes,” Celeste nodded. “I believe we already saw that perk in action…”

“What’s the problem, though?” Hiro asked. “Do you think that drove her over the edge?”

“No, that was only a few hours before she knocked me out and attacked you guys. It must’ve taken longer than that to plan everything out. What concerned me was how she got my DVD, because I know it was locked up in my room, and only I had a key.”

Even now, even exhausted, it still took most of Mukuro’s effort not to conspicuously look over to Jack, who was obviously hanging on every word.

She’s definitely hiding something…

But because Mukuro was doing her best to face away from Jack, she noticed someone else.

Hiro’s face turned blue. He was much worse at keeping his emotions under control, though, and his eyes bolted over to Jack’s, before he yelped and looked back to Mukuro.

He knows something, too!

They were hiding a secret together, both of them. But what? And how? When had Jack and Hiro even interacted outside of the group?

Jack figured it out before Hiro did, and I said something that alerted him… What did I say that made him panic? That only I had a key?

Her eyes narrowed, involuntarily. If she could have felt another emotion through the despair, it would have been confusion at how effortlessly she’d seen through their shared deception.

But then she realized she’d only gotten smarter by puzzling through these trials. Junko had called her the stupider sister, and she’d grown from that only by the deaths and suffering of her friends.

She wanted to puke.

“I assume Junko also has a key to my room,” she said, rolling her head to nuzzle against the crook of her elbow. “And that Monokuma can open it whenever he wants, but if we rule out the latter because he tells us that he doesn’t interfere directly, and we rule out Junko because Byakuya said to, then someone else here has to also have a key that unlocks my room, huh?”

“Maybe yours got stolen when you weren’t looking, and returned before you noticed?” Hiro offered, nervously.

“I don’t think so,” Mukuro said. “After Jack stole my key in the previous trial, I started chaining it within my pocket. No one could take it without me knowing.”

That was a blatant lie, of course, but an unprovable one. The smarter students might have seen through it, but it didn’t really matter. Her quarry was Jack and Hiro.

Jack… why would she keep a secret? Only because Byakuya told her to, or to protect him in general. He must be involved… Hiro isn’t as loyal, though. He’s the weaker link.

“So,” she continued, drawing out the word. “That means that whoever has access to a key that can unlock my room is probably working with Junko.”

“It’s Byakuya or Jack!” Hiro shouted, terrified, fist shaking.

Byakuya clicked his tongue, clearly irritated, while Jack just laughed like always and pounded her fist onto her podium.

“Kyahahaha! Looks like Master’s jig is up!”

“Byakuya totally has a key that can open up your door!” Hiro said. “I know because I had it and gave it back to him!”

“What key is this?” Taka asked.

“Clearly, he’s referring to that key we found in the headmaster’s office,” Celeste cooed. “The one with the head of Monokuma.”

“Oh, yes… I forgot all about it. That key opens Mukuro’s room? How oddly specific…”

“No!” Hiro explained, still in a panic. “It opens almost every door in the building. Byakuya sent Toko and me to check, and that’s what we found. Afterwards, we gave it to him, and he said not to talk about it!”

Jack cocked her head, crossed her arms, and nodded several times at Mukuro.

“Impressive, impressive that you figured that out, Pukuro! I’d say you just jumped to being my fourth favorite student, after Master and myself.”

“… Who’s the third favorite?” Taka dared to ask.

“Myself, again! Kyahahahaha!”

“Wait, so then… Byakuya’s the spy?” Leon asked.

“No,” came the inevitable, annoyed response from their leader. “I’m not the spy. Though, I am surprised Mukuro of all people caught this. Yes, I have a key to every door in the academy.” To prove it, he pulled it out. The Monokuma-headed key in question lay in the palm of his hand. “This was Jin Kirigiri’s. With this, and the headmaster’s e-Handbook, I could access everything in the school except the gates and the Monokuma door in the data processing room.”

“But if someone broke into Mukuro’s room, and you’re the only one with a key that gets in there…”

“Obviously, Junko also has another key. Or her minion does. In fact, my keeping this master key is actually a good thing, because it rules out its use in this murder.”

“If you’re being honest, maybe,” the baseball player mumbled.

“Actually, wait a moment,” Celeste said. “I am interested in this line of questioning, but it occurs to me – Kyoko, you have your memories of our school days, so you must have known what this key does, yes? And you knew Byakuya had it. Why didn’t you tell us when Mukuro started asking questions about it?”

That’s… actually a really good point.

Everyone turned to the detective, who just closed her eyes and said:

“I said before that I know it’s none of us. I didn’t want an unnecessary distraction. If I’d known Mukuro would dredge it up, I would have said so before.”

But when Kyoko opened her eyes, and stared right at Mukuro, there wasn’t annoyance or disappointment to be found. Rather, she seemed almost proud.

I guess she was the first one who started training Makoto and me to investigate, back at the start of this…

It was true that Mukuro was smarter than she had been before. She could really only compare herself to Byakuya and Kyoko, now. And as for the latter, this clearly just enhanced her determination to save everyone in the group.

“Byakuya is correct,” Kyoko said. “Junko has another key, and she came down from her hiding place and manipulated things to confuse us. All of us are innocent.”

“You say that again, without a shred of evidence,” Byakuya complained.

“You’re denying using the key, without a shred of evidence,” she retorted, and Mukuro was almost impressed when he scowled and didn’t snark back.

“I… half-agree with Byakuya, actually!” Taka said, suddenly. “I don’t know if he’s innocent, but I know Junko is uninvolved.”

“You’ve kept talking about that for a while, now,” Leon muttered. “But you two keep doing anything except telling us how you know that.”

“I agree,” Celeste said, and did nothing to keep the resentment out of her voice. “I wish to know how you can be certain of that, before I make decisions as to Byakuya’s trustworthiness.”

“I…” Taka bit his lip.

Mukuro nodded, sullenly.

“I know what you’re hesitating about, Taka,” she said.

“You do?!”

“It’s that secret conversation you had with Byakuya, just before the trial. You took him away while Kyoko and Hiro helped me down the stairs.”

“Taka…” Byakuya started, but the Ultimate Moral Compass shook his head.

“Sorry, Byakuya! My resolve… has sufficiently faltered!” Somehow, he managed to say that with total confidence and conviction. “Besides, Mukuro clearly already knows half of it. I do believe that Junko couldn’t have poisoned us, but the same reason I’m certain of that also leads me to be certain that no one except you could have tampered with her room… My instinct says that you’re innocent, but you yourself said we can’t rely on emotions!”

“Tch… Do what you want,” Byakuya said, and he pocketed the key again.

“Very well!” Taka stiffly faced the group, and tapped a knuckle against his chin. “After the last trial, rather, after we explored the uppermost floor we could reach, Byakuya came to me in secret. For reasons Mukuro already explained, it had been decided that Hiro and I could not be working with Junko. He had a plan, and came to me to help him enact it.”

“What-what-whaaaat?!” Jack cried, and she looked from one boy to the other, clearly hurt. “He did the same with Miss Morose and me! He said that I was the most reliable person in the school, and his one true love!”

“… Half of that statement is true,” Byakuya said, icily.

“Can I choose which half?” Jack asked, and leaned over to him.

“Wait a second!” Leon slammed a fist onto his podium. “Byakuya came to me, and said that he wanted my help with a secret plan!”

All eyes turned to the man in question, who just shrugged.

“It’s true.”

“… If we are all throwing our hats into the proverbial ring,” Celeste said, wincing and stroking her injury. “I suppose I should do the same. Byakuya also came to me, and said that he had a secret plan.”

“F–four secret plans?!” Leon balked. “Why?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Byakuya asked. “Defeating this game requires several actions to be taken at the same time, too many for any one person to do on their own. And if I learned something important while still under suspicion as the spy, then I’d be unable to prove it to everyone else. But if two people came forward at the same time with the same information, then it would be indisputable. So, I created four plans, then entrusted them to you based on importance and who was the least likely to be a spy, which I decided was Taka, Celeste, Toko, and Leon.”

“What if one of the plans discovered something, but the other person involved refused to admit it to everyone else?” Taka asked.

“Then that would expose the spy to me, at least, of course.” Byakuya shrugged. “I figured I could improvise from there. I left Kyoko, Hina, and Mukuro out of it, of course.”

“W–wait a second!” Hiro shoved a finger at him. “Everyone agreed that I was also definitely not a spy, even you! So, why didn’t you ever come to me?!”

“Because you’re stupid,” Celeste said.

“Because you’re stupid,” Leon said.

“Because you’re… unperceptive,” Taka said.

“‘Cause you’re an idiot!” Jack said.

“What they said,” Byakuya said.

When they grew silent, Hiro looked genuinely hurt. He looked away, crossing his arms and biting his lip.

“I suppose this is where it’ll all come out,” the Ultimate Affluent Progeny said, annoyed. “Although, I’m still not the spy.”

“So… whose secret plan do we talk about, first?” Leon asked. “‘Cause if one of them turns out to be super sketchy, we’ll know who was working against us all along.”

“It might as well be yours,” Byakuya said.

“Why?”

“Like I said, yours was the least important,” he said, casually.

“Wh–argh! Fine.” Leon crossed his arms. “Byakuya and I got some baseballs and mirrors, right? We attached the mirrors to the balls, then I threw them up the stairs, hitting the wall on the landing so they’d bounce up and over onto the fifth floor. By putting a bunch of balls here and there, we could see what was up there.”

“Woah!” Hiro was clearly impressed. “It sounds impossible to make the balls land in just the right places, or to get the mirrors to face each other like that!”

“He is the Ultimate Baseball Pro,” Celeste said, deaf to Leon’s obvious irritation at being reminded of his title. “I have no difficulty accepting it. But if you left those baseballs everywhere, surely the rest of us would have seen them through the gate?”

“Nah,” Leon shook his head. “We also attached some string to ‘em, so we could pull them back whenever we wanted. Although, the whole thing was pointless, anyway. We saw there was a big hallway up there that ends in a biology lab, and some classrooms, but I couldn’t get the mirrors in place to tell us much more. I don’t know what Byakuya was hoping for.”

Everyone turned to the man in question, who just shrugged.

“Isn’t it obvious?” he asked, scornful of their unasked question.

“No!” Hiro demanded. “What were you trying to find?”

But Mukuro knew. There was only one possibility.

“It wasn’t really about the fifth floor,” she said, wiping her red, sticky brow. “Was it? You couldn’t possibly have expected to find anything up there worth seeing, if Junko could watch you on the camera.”

Byakuya said nothing, but his lips tugged into one of his characteristic disrespectful-but-still-slightly-impressed grins.

A bead of sweat rolled down Mukuro’s cheek. It shocked her how easily the answer came to her, how quickly the pieces fit together in her exhausted mind. She almost couldn’t believe the others didn’t see it. Was this what life was like for Byakuya, all the time?

“At some point, you privately asked Kyoko what we’d find on the fifth floor, and thought you could compare her answer to what Leon helped you find. And since Leon could still be a spy, you also made sure to give him a job where it didn’t matter if he lied or not, since you could personally examine the mirrors. It couldn’t clear Kyoko of suspicion, but it could prove that she was the spy, if she fell for it. And if you were very lucky, you might even be able to find Celeste and Hina up there. Is that right?”

Byakuya’s eyebrows almost shot off of his face. Mukuro had seen that particular species of surprise on others’ faces, but not his. It would have been gratifying to make him eat his own contempt, were the situation not so miserable and grave.

“…” Slowly, his disbelief drained, and his eyes narrowed. “Hmph. I wish you’d been this smart earlier, instead of putting us all in danger.”

So do I…

The grand irony of life was that if this Mukuro, steeped in despair, had woken up with the others on the first day, she probably could have prevented any deaths at all.

“Huh,” Leon murmured. “Well, Byakuya and I were together the whole time. I can vouch that neither of us found anything useful like that. Just saw some hallways, like I said.”

“Hm…” Celeste pulled a strand of hair around her finger, and idly looked to the ceiling. “I suppose I should tell you of what Byakuya asked me. Unless there are any objections?” She waited a moment, but no one said anything. “Like Leon, Byakuya came to me with a request. However, in my case, it was before the trial with Hifumi. I’ve continued doing what he asked ever since, except while I was, shall we say, indisposed with the poison.”

“What was that?” Hiro asked.

“I won’t lie: Byakuya offered me a task perfectly suited to my patience and goodwill – that is to say, the easiest one. Every night, I was to take a roll of transparent tape, secretly tape the bottom of a certain dorm room’s door, and inspect it in the morning before the occupant woke up. If the tape was broken… then that meant the door had been opened during the night. I was also to carve a little mark into the roll, such that it would be impossible to use another in its place or put it back where it was without me seeing.”

Carving a little distinguishing mark into it, huh? Mukuro nodded to herself. That reminded her a little too much of another piece of evidence, but she said nothing for the moment.

“Whose door was it?” she asked, rather gloomily, for she already knew the answer.

“Yours, of course.” Celeste answered, smiling sympathetically. “It was so that we could keep closer track of your movements.”

Mukuro pursed her lips. On the surface, that made sense. She didn’t even begrudge Byakuya for watching her. But her eyes slid over to the suspiciously quiet Genocide Jack, whose own attention was turned to Celeste.

I caught Toko watching me a few times… Surely, Byakuya didn’t set two people to watch me?

“Huh…” Hiro said, obvious to all that ran through the Ultimate Soldier’s mind, and he rubbed his head. “Well, did the tape ever break?”

“No, I’m afraid not,” Celeste answered. “I have nothing very exciting to report on that account.”

Mukuro’s eyes narrowed. Celeste was facing the other boy, unaware of her mistrust.

That’s wrong…

It was true that Mukuro had never left her room after retiring for the night, at least not after the Hifumi trial. And though her sister held all the cards in this scenario, Junko was still not omnipotent.

She came into my room at night.

Mukuro had kept the story from everyone else – save one. Her eyes flit over to Kyoko, the only other person she’d told what happened. It was possible that the lavender-haired girl hadn’t yet connected all of the dots – but one look at the detective’s uneasy features told her that they’d both reached the same conclusion.

“I took over the task myself, while she was recovering from the poison,” Byakuya said, unaware of the whirlwind raging in the two girls’ minds. “Like Celeste, I never discovered anything interesting.”

She and Kyoko alone knew the more important question:

How did Junko get into my room that one night, if Celeste says no one opened the door?

Mukuro remembered the entire scene vividly:

Ding dong

Mukuro leaned over. She couldn’t quite see the door from where she was tied up.

It has to be Hina, right? she thought. Everyone else would know I can’t actually reach the door to let them in.

Quickly, she grabbed the damp pillow with her teeth, and flipped it over onto its fresh side. She didn’t want Hina to see how much she’d been crying.

Ding dong

Mukuro said nothing. She would have invited Hina inside, of course, but the rooms were soundproof.

Ding dong

A few seconds passed. Just as Mukuro began to wonder if it was Hina after all, she heard a jiggling. A key turned, and the door unlocked.

Hallway lights shined inside the room. A black shadow crawled along the floor. For a moment, Mukuro couldn’t tell who it was, and then it settled into the form of a girl with short hair and an average height.

“Hina?” she asked, curious why her friend had returned so quickly.

No one responded, but someone stepped inside. The door closed. There was a click as the lights turned on, and then another as the door locked. The shadow drew closer, and now the only sound was footsteps.

A female student entered the room. It wasn’t Hina.

Voicing her concern about this would require explaining to the others that Junko had come into her room dressed as Mukuro, and tried to convince her that they’d switched places, and that she had hidden it from the others. Worse, it would instantly throw suspicion Celeste’s way. In this scenario, who else could be the spy but the girl who insisted that a door had stayed closed that must have opened at least twice? A trap Byakuya laid for Mukuro had instead snared the not-quite-innocent Celeste, whom Mukuro still had difficulty believing could be a traitor.

She thought back to that first real conversation they’d had, where her instincts had screamed not to trust the Ultimate Gambler, but… Celeste had guided her through the school, helped her with Hifumi’s trial, trusted her, and even returned Makoto’s school profile to her. Cruel she might have been, but Celeste had never done anything actively evil.

For her to be guilty would require all of that to be a lie, and for Celeste to be working against them, working toward their universal demise for reasons no one could understand. For her to be innocent would require only that Junko had yet one more trick up her sleeve that no one knew about. Nothing could be easier to believe.

Mukuro’s grip on the podium loosened; sweat rolled between her skin and the hard, varnished wood. Her eyes again moved to Kyoko’s, whose gaze caught and held hers like a vice. The other girl’s lips stayed still, but her face said it all:

Don’t say anything, Mukuro.

Kyoko, then, still maintained that no one could be working for Junko. That was such a tempting thought, such an easy thing to accept – that trust could be unconditional, that none of her friends would ever betray her.

“… what was Toko supposed to do for Byakuya, then?” Leon asked, the conversation with the others having moved on, ignorant of the war raging in Mukuro’s and Kyoko’s minds.

“Hey!” Jack screeched. “First of all, don’t combine the two of us! He told Miss Morose what to do, and then later, independently, told me what to do. The fact that it was the same thing doesn’t matter.”

“… Which was what, exactly?” Celeste asked.

“Ha! I would never betray Master. I’ll never tell you, no matter what!”

“You may as well tell them,” Byakuya said, annoyed. “Kyoko’s already figured it out, anyway.”

Has she?

Mukuro’s eyes didn’t move from Kyoko’s. The detective gave no indication of it, but that was par for the course.

“Okay!” Jack said. “I was following Sayaka around.”

“Wait, what?” Mukuro looked up, her doubts about Celeste momentarily pushed away by this news.

“Yeah! He said it was super important… Though, I guess I screwed it up!”

“Perhaps you’d better explain to us exactly what Byakuya said to you,” Celeste asked.

“No problemo! If I recall correctly, it was something like this…”

Byakuya leaned against the bathhouse wall, his lean, muscular arms crossed. Two of his beautiful fingers tapped against his other arm, and his cool, azure eyes flashed from behind his glasses.

Jack stood in the center of the room, hands folded before her hips, flushing red with anticipation. How rare were these moments alone with her Adonis! How much the other girls threw themselves at him, and yet it was to her that he called in hour of need. Unconsciously, she twirled a pair of scissors from finger to finger, pressing the edges of the blades against her palm. The sharp, painful pressure felt good.

The others whined and complained endlessly, but Jack understood that the killing game was practically a gift delivered straight to her. She could finally be free, wander around the school as her true self, never having to suffer the indignity of pretending to be her other self, and even openly discuss her unique way of showing love for cute boys. Best of all, it forced Master to be near her. Even at his escapingest, he couldn’t sneak more than three floors away. Best of all, he’d once told her “only if you were the last girl on Earth,” and she inched closer to that finish line ever day.

Why would anyone be so despairful and depressed like the others?

“Jack,” he whispered. Now that the others were gone, he could let his true, softer voice be heard, and his eyes, always intense, bore into her. “I have a mission for you. The fate of the world, nay, our very love itself depends on it, and it’s only to you that I can entrust it.”

A wind blew through the library. Ancient dust, accumulated over the years they’d lived in the school, was disturbed, and Master’s glorious golden hair ruffled in the breeze, as did Jack’s long, snakelike tongue, and the brown ruffles of her skirt – for she could think of no other clothes to wear, save that outfit in which she’d first met her destined hero and lover all those years before…

“Master,” she whispered, heart beating fast. Each throb sounded in her ears like a drum. So rare were these moments alone! “Speak your wish, and I’ll stop at nothing to see it done.”

“Sayaka,” he breathed, and though Jack’s blood momentarily froze at the other girl’s name, she was soon relieved, for his voice brimmed with disgust. “That blue-haired double-whore, who lives for no other purpose than to embarrass herself for men, is a threat to our love… and also the others, I suppose.”

“Oh, Master!” Tears welled up in her eyes, and she turned away, burning with shame. “You know well that I would hate to stain my blades with a girl’s blood, but for you–”

“Nay,” He silenced her with a thumb over her wet, trembling lips. “Would that I could just see her dead, but the circumstances of our capture would mean I’d lose you, my closest and staunchest ally and love, and I’ll never willingly allow you to be in danger.”

Jack flushed red, gripping her cheeks, and nodded.

“Oh, Master!”

“Now, go!” he commanded. “Though it pains me to part with you, I must have someone I can trust watch over that streetwalking wackjob! Make sure that she causes no more trouble than she already has, and if her movements seem suspicious, alert me at once. At night, watch over her door, even if it leaves you too tired to move in the morning. And when this is all over, I shall reward you by taking your hand in marriage.”

Jack fell into his lean, muscular arms, pressing her head against his chest, bathing in his heat, and–

“Stop that.” came the same voice.

Jack shrugged, folded up the lined paper from which she’d read the story into squares, and stuffed it into a fold of her skirt.

“And that’s what happened!” she said, happily.

“Wow!” Hiro laughed. “I had no idea Byakuya says romantic stuff like that when you’re alone!”

“Shut up,” came the instant reply, and his face grew redder.

“Why was it written out like that?” Taka asked.

“Oh, I told Miss Morose to do that,” Jack replied.

“… Why?”

“So I could listen to Master’s lovestruck words whenever I felt like it, obviously!” Violently, she waved two pairs of her scissors at the alert, confused boy. “I’m a delicate flower, you know!”

“… So, it was a complete fabrication?” Rather uncharacteristically, Celeste groaned. “I didn’t realize we would be buried by stories about ourselves, now…”

“Hey! Now that the fatso’s dead, somebody had to pick up the fanfiction slack! ‘Sides, most of it’s true.”

“You mean, the part where Byakuya told you to watch Sayaka?” Leon asked.

“That part, too!”

All eyes turned to Byakuya, who nodded, just slightly.

Then, I misunderstood those times I saw Toko…

Each time Mukuro run into the Ultimate Writing Prodigy, Sayaka must have been nearby. How stupid of her! Her lips curled inward. How conceited must she have been to just assume that all of Byakuya’s attentions were focused on her. Looking back, she was probably only his third or fourth priority – Sayaka and Junko were both more immediate threats, and then there was the spy.

The spy…

Her eyes glided over to Celeste again. There was still no explanation for the oddity in the gothic girl’s story…

I already know that lies don’t get anywhere… But it’s one thing when my actions endanger myself, but when they’d put someone else at risk…

She hesitated again, and in that hesitation, Taka spoke up.

“Very well!” he said. “It seems to me that I may have been entrusted with the last and most important plan.”

“Why?” Leon asked. “Because we already cleared you and Hiro from being the spy?”

“No,” Taka clenched his fist, beaming with pride. Imitating Byakuya’s voice, he said: “Because ‘you’re the only person in the school stupid enough to actually do this!’”

“Whaaaaaat?!” Jack cried again, desperate and indignant. She leaned over her podium and pounded her chest a few times. “That’s not fair! Master, I’m more than stupid enough to do anything! Just tell me what you want done, and I’ll do it wrong, right away!”

Byakuya’s mouth opened, caught somewhere between disgust, bafflement, and anger. For once, he had nothing to say.

“Jeez,” Hiro sighed. “Even I wouldn’t say something like that…”

“You haven’t gotten to the point,” Celeste interrupted. “What did you actually do for him?”

“This!”

With a flourish, Taka reached into his uniform and produced a half-empty bag of chips, the kind found in vending machines all over any school. Its labeling and general aesthetic were orange and black, and just looking at it sent Mukuro’s stomach growling, both with hunger and nausea. Just looking at the bag sent empty calories into her stomach.

More importantly, though, was what covered its mouth, and the ends of Taka’s fingers: gross particles of orange dust.

As I thought…

“I recognize that dust,” she said. “It’s spread all over the floor underneath the gate and Monokuma door.”

Kyoko’s ears perked up. Very obviously, she listened even more intently than before. Save for Byakuya, the others just looked at the bag, evident confusion etched across their faces.

“… Seems a little junk food-y for you, Taka,” Hiro said. “I didn’t take you for that type.”

“What?! No!” Taka threw the bag onto his podium with horror. A few triangular chips peeked out of its dark interior. “I found these in the warehouse. I would never construct a plan that involves such disgusting food.”

“What, precisely, was this plan?” Celeste inquired, cutting to the only important matter at hand.

“Yes, yes, I’ll explain. After Hifumi’s trial, Byakuya came to me in secret. The plan was essentially simple. Byakuya and I went to every room in the school we could access to check for secret doors, hidden passages, and so on. We actually did find one in the boy’s restroom on the second floor! … But, there was nothing inside except some empty shelves. There was no dust on the shelves, which we took to mean that Junko had recently cleaned it out of important files.”

Mukuro’s eyes slid over to Kyoko. One look at the detective said that she’d already known about all of this.

“Eventually, he was satisfied that there was nothing,” Taka said. “His logic was this: since Monokuma had appeared in the school after the trial and interacted with us, Junko must be controlling him from somewhere. If there are no hidden locations we can access, then she must be in a known location that we can’t access, which are the rooms behind the Monokuma door and the gates.”

“Makes sense…” Leon agreed.

“Byakuya felt that it would help to limit Junko’s movements in some way. Personally, I wasn’t certain, since she could always just use Monokuma to do anything, but as I was lacking in any other ideas, I relented. And so, for the past few days, I’ve been carefully creating and maintaining lines of orange dust underneath the door and gates. Every hour, I recheck them and note them in my logbook.” From his pocket, Taka produced yet another logbook – Mukuro had actually forgotten about those things. “I spill the dust along the floor, inscribe a complicated pattern onto it, and if the door or gate opens – I’ll know. It’s impossible to open either without ruining my pattern.”

“Wouldn’t Junko also know, right away?” Leon asked. “I mean, she’d be able to see you making the lines of dust on the cameras.”

“Indeed, she must have. But the dust isn’t to prevent her from exiting. As long as the dust’s pattern is maintained, we know that the doors haven’t opened. Thus, Junko has her movements monitored. Again, I don’t know how useful this is, since she can control Monokuma while squirreled away, but Byakuya insisted it had some value.”

Mukuro nodded into her arm. She said nothing, but she’d known. She’d figured out the secret of the orange dust as soon as Celeste described her similar task with the tape – though, it still surprised her that it was meant to limit Junko’s movements.

“Wow!” Hiro balked. “That sounds like a massive waste of time.”

“It only takes me about half an hour to make a line of dust such that I can tell a disturbance. I’m actually quite skilled at it.”

“Why’s that?”

“Hahaha! Monokuma!” Taka pumped one of his fists, and said with complete sincerity: “I wish for it to be added to the court record that I received an A+ in second grade arts and crafts!”

He maintained a huge grin throughout, but the headmaster didn’t so much as glance in his direction, much less respond. All he did was stare off into space, as if he was just an inert doll. Many seconds passed, and slowly Taka’s smile grew more awkward, and his fingers less tight. Eventually, he dropped his hand to his side and looked away in shame. Celeste chuckled.

“Perhaps our host has other things on her mind?”

“Taka,” Kyoko said. She was dead serious. “How certain are you of your ability to tell if the dust is disturbed? Could Junko just recreate the patterns you put into it?”

“Impossible!” His good spirits instantly returned, and he reached into his uniform once again, pulling out Hifumi’s gross pink camera. “I have also been meticulously taking photographs, to ensure that I can reference the original lines. I am one-hundred-percent certain that if someone opened the door or gate, I would be able to tell the next time I–”

“When did you start maintaining the lines?” Kyoko pressed, more urgently.

“Er… let me check my logbook…” He fumbled with the camera for a moment, then flipped through a few pages. “I believe it was eight hours after the Hifumi trial. Originally, I was keeping the dust on the door to the data processing room, but I switched to the Monokuma door after the first door was destroyed.”

Then, it was before we broke into the headmaster’s office, and Celeste and Hina got poisoned…

That sounded about right to her. She’d first noticed the dust when they were breaking into the data room, anyway.

So, Taka knows each time the doors opened… Which means that he should know whenever anyone, Junko or spy or whoever, entered or left the inaccessible floors, except for Monokuma.

“And the lines themselves?” Kyoko pressed again, even more urgently. “Were they ever disturbed?”

“Yes!” Taka bellowed in arrogant laughter. “I was actually surprised at how many times we caught her moving around!”

Beaming with pride, Taka held up for five fingers. The room went silent. Eventually, Celeste coughed.

“Taka… You are aware that she can’t see that, correct?”

The smile stayed plastered on Taka’s face, but the rest of his skin flushed red with embarrassment.

“Ah… Kyoko, for reference, I am holding up five fingers.”

“Kyahahaha!” Jack cackled, even more uproariously than before. “Not even the dumb one would’ve done something that stupid!”

“Yeah!” Hiro laughed along. “Not even Leon!”

“…” Leon eyed him, annoyed, but said nothing.

“What were the five times?” Kyoko demanded.

Mukuro’s head was on fire. She was so tired, and yet her mind wouldn’t stop working. She was pretty certain she already knew what the first two times were.

“Oh, well…” Taka flipped through the logbook for a few seconds. “The first time was when the rest of you broke down the door to the headmaster’s office.”

“Oh, yeah…” Leon nodded. “It’s been a while, but I remember you not being there.”

“Yes! Monokuma had disappeared for a few days, and Byakuya wanted to break down the doors. While you took care of the first one, he told me to check the door to the data processing room. And indeed, the dust was disturbed.”

“That was right before Aoi and I were poisoned by that trap…” Celeste mused.

Truth Bullet added: DUST DISTURBANCE #1

That seemed extremely significant, but Mukuro wasn’t instantly certain of why. It would definitely come up again later, though.

“Now,” Taka continued, flipping through yet more pages. “The next few times are a little complicated.”

“This whole thing is more than ‘a little’ complicated…” Hiro whinged.

“Apologies, Hiro. When Mukuro destroyed the data processing room door and those poisoned darts shot at us, she had to kick me to get me out of the way of one.”

“I remember that,” she said. “Sorry.”

“Not at all; you may have saved my life. But because of that, I wasn’t able to inscribe any new dust underneath the Monokuma door for an entire day. So, there’s one unmonitored day involving the door, but not the gate.”

Hiro leaned over his podium, groaning in mental pain, and grabbing his temples. Mukuro smiled at him sympathetically.

Sorry, Hiro…

“The second dust disturbance was when Celeste and Aoi were injured. The dust to the fifth floor gate moved. Monokuma said that he took them up to be healed.”

“That fits perfectly,” Celeste agreed. “I remember leaving through the gate, days later.”

“Yes, that’s the third time.” Taka nodded. “But… the third time, when you returned to us, the Monokuma door also opened.”

The second dust disturbance was exactly what they’d expected, but that detail about the door opening at the same time…

Truth Bullet added: DUST DISTURBANCE #2

Truth Bullet added: DUST DISTURBANCE #3

Mukuro’s head was on fire. Was no one else this tired? She nuzzled her head further into the crook of her good arm and smacked her lips.

“What about the other times?” Kyoko asked.

“The other times, well, both of those were much more recent… To be precise, they happened today.”

“Today?!” Hiro repeated, dumbstruck.

“Yes… Probably. The third time, probably. Er… Let me explain! Most of us were drugged and tied up by Sayaka last night, including myself. While I was tied up, I obviously couldn’t check the dust, so my timing’s a little vaguer. After we were cut down post-murder, I went to check the gate and Monokuma door, at Byakuya’s behest. The gate’s dust was as normal, but the door was disturbed. I replaced it at once and reported back. This is what he said: that Junko must have left the room at some point while we were all engaged, and that she must be hiding behind that door, rather than the fifth floor. So, I can tell you that she exited or entered the door at some point either before, during, or after the murder.”

“W—wait!” Mukuro croaked. “That might not actually be true. Actually, I already knew about the dust, but I didn’t know who put it there, or why.”

“That’s right,” Byakuya nodded. “I remember you coming to me about it, once.”

“But… Sayaka also knew about it. I don’t know how much she knew, but she pointed it out to me once. So… it’s possible that she could’ve messed it up.”

“Hm…” Byakuya tapped his glasses, taking in the information, but he said nothing.

Truth Bullet: DUST DISTURBANCE #4

“But why would she leave at all?” Leon asked. “That doesn’t make any sense, does it?”

“Yes,” Taka agreed. “That’s what I said. But in any case, after I reported to him, Byakuya asked me to sit in front of the gate to the fifth floor and keep track of it until the announcement played, since we wouldn’t have time to recheck the dust afterward. Later, the announcement played, and, on a whim, I returned to the Monokuma door just to be safe. And I–”

“Someone moved it.” Leon said, very quickly. “Jeez, man, just get to the point.”

“Leon! You mustn’t rush the dramatic reveal! … But yes, that’s correct.”

“So… Junko came out of her hiding place while we were investigating Sayaka’s death, right? Sayaka couldn’t have messed up the dust, ‘cause she was already dead. Junko might’ve been running around while we were all busy!”

“Not likely,” Celeste shook her head. “She probably came out for a few moments, then returned. It would look the same to Taka.”

Truth Bullet added: DUST DISTURBANCE #5

“So,” Leon crossed his arms. “What I’m getting here is… Junko opened up the door during the murder, and then again sometime between the murder and the trial announcement, right? But, uh… why?”

Silence abounded. Each pair of confused eyes turned to the next, and found nothing. Kyoko stared into the floor, deep in thought and concentration, but was as quiet as the rest.

“Man, I don’t get it…” he groaned, and shook his head in pain. “Can’t we just skip to voting for Sayaka, already?”

“There’s only one possibility,” Byakuya said, ignoring him. “Junko had to perform some special purpose on the first four floors that required her presence, specifically, and could not be done through Monokuma.”

“Two times in just a few hours?” Leon asked, obviously unconvinced. “What the hell reason could she possibly have?”

“Unfortunately, that’s something I have yet to figure out.”

Kyoko’s eyes flit over to Mukuro’s. A bead of sweat rolled down the other girl’s pale cheek.

She’s holding something back.

More precisely, Kyoko probably figured out the answer to this Junko riddle, or least had a clue. If it cast suspicion on another classmate, then there was no chance of getting her to admit to it, though. Mukuro thought for a moment, trying to follow along to whatever secret logic the detective had used to arrive at a hidden answer that could make her sweat. The answer evaded her, and yet…

Monokuma could do almost anything. He barely seemed to obey the laws of physics as it was. If Junko needed to do something herself without his aid, then the question transformed: what could Monokuma not do?

Mukuro grunted.

She was close to the truth, or at least to whatever Kyoko had decided to keep secret. But the energy that kept her moving wasn’t infinite. The others’ deceptions weren’t difficult to piece, but Kyoko’s would take so much effort when all Mukuro wanted to do was sleep. The exhaustion that blanketed her body also veiled the truth, and her increasingly flagging spirit did nothing to help snap her mind out of it. Every minute that passed drew her closer to apathy for all things except despair.

Yet the truth was so close, she could almost feel its edges and grooves… If Kyoko had figured it out, she should be able to, too…

“All of that was enlightening,” Celeste said, and broke her concentration. “But it doesn’t really answer the question of whom the spy is. The likeliest suspect, in my view, remains Byakuya.”

The spy! What a fool Celeste was to bring that subject up again. The question of her loyalty demanded asking, but there was so little evidence that no answer could possibly be given, except to condemn her.

The apathy washed away, and it was suddenly hard to breathe. The momentary escape from the contradiction in Celeste’s testimony only meant that remembering it again would bring it all back at once. The question pressed in upon Mukuro from all directions, smothering her with its weight and heat.

No – not the question itself. It was the possibility of not asking it that tore the breath from her lungs, that threatened and choked her. It would have been easier to be the suspect again, but now she had to remember, she had to make herself care:

Truth leads only to despair, but so too does lies.

Sayaka’s fate was testament to that, and accepting that bare fact meant that biting her tongue was no longer an option. Kyoko be damned, she’d avoid the lie, chase the truth, and even chase the despair.

“Celeste,” she said, forcing the word out. From across the room, she saw Kyoko’s face drop. “I’ve been thinking, and… Are you sure that my door never opened at night, ever?”

“I thought we’d moved on from that?” came the reply. “In any case, yes, I am.”

“And you started placing the tape… when, exactly?”

“I should think this was… two days before Sakura’s death, before the trial with Hifumi. I’ve done so every night since, except when I was gone.”

“Including the night right after his trial?”

“Yes, of course.”

A pang gripped Mukuro’s heart. She’d truly hoped Celeste would say that she’d forgotten.

“… There’s something I didn’t tell anyone else,” she said, shaking. “Except for Kyoko.”

“Which is?” Byakuya said.

Last chance to back out…

Did Junko spy the despair within her sister’s skin, clawing at her insides?

“… Junko came to visit me in my dorm room once,” she said at last. A wave of anxiety unsettled the group. “The first night of you guys tying me up, Hina tied me to the bed and left. A few minutes later, Junko opened the door, walked right inside, and closed it behind herself. Then she…” Mukuro bit down dry tears. “I think she was trying to drive me crazy or something, she… she was dressed like me, like I am right now, and tried to convince me that I was her. But I ignored her, and said I wouldn’t–” Byakuya’s eyes went wide. He turned to Celeste, his lips pulled into a frustrated grimace. Little wonder that he’d put the pieces together faster than the others. “–believe her.”

“Celeste,” Byakuya said, firmly. “I know where this is going.”

“Help me, then, please,” she asked, though it was clear by the yellowing pallor of her skin that she already understood.

And so, it was done. What Mukuro had set in motion, the suspicion of Celeste, was as unstoppable now as a boulder rolling down a hill. Even if she fell quiet from here on, Byakuya was more than ready to lead the attack.

Something told her that she should be determined, that she should be filled with a tenacious, never-give-up fire to prove her friend innocent. That she owed Celeste this, now that she’d cast doubt upon her.

But it was all just so difficult. She would have been happier asleep.

“If Junko opened the door to Mukuro’s room after Celeste put on that tape,” Byakuya said. “Then the tape must have snapped. And yet… she never said anything to me about it breaking or being out of place.”

“Which means one of you is a liar!” Hiro finished the thought, obviously proud of himself. “So, fess up! Who is it?!”

“Wait!” Celeste said, cutting him off before he could continue. A crack had formed in her normally cool demeanor. “How do we know for certain that Mukuro’s recount is the truth?”

No one said a word, but the eyes that turned to Mukuro certainly seemed more trusting and sympathetic. Saving their lives so dramatically had purchased their trust… at Celeste’s expense, it seemed.

Everyone was tired of the spy, and someone was going to get pounced on.

“That’s not difficult to prove,” Byakuya said, half-smiling. “If Junko came into Mukuro’s room planning something, and Mukuro knew that she couldn’t stop her on her own, I’ll bet she would confide in someone she trusts. We just need to ask that person if they were told about this.”

“But Aoi isn’t here!” Celeste protested.

Byakuya’s eyes shifted to Kyoko, who by now was sweating as hard as Celeste.

“Hina wouldn’t have been very useful,” Byakuya said, bluntly. “She’s just not smart enough. But I can imagine someone going to Kyoko for help.” Dramatically, he pointed a finger at the blind girl. “Well? Did Mukuro tell you anything about this before this trial?”

“Rrgh…”

Kyoko gripped the edge of one of her gloves, gritting her teeth and saying nothing.

“I thought so,” Byakuya replied, satisfied. “Not that I seriously doubted the story in the first place. Celeste! Are you the spy?”

Celeste did not respond. Her eyes darted to Mukuro, at whom she stared daggers. A few moments passed in silence, until…

“Wow!” Hiro laughed, dumbly. “This looks pretty bad for you!”

“Perhaps Junko had a secret entrance to Mukuro’s room?” Celeste offered, quickly. “It would be sensible, given that they worked together in the not-too-distant past.”

“That’s not possible,” Byakuya said, with a predatory smile. “As Taka said, we examined every dorm in the school, using the master key we talked about–”

“Master was in my room?!” Jack salivated and flushed red. “Voluntarily?!”

“–and determined that there are no secret passages,” he finished, eyeing the source of the interruption with his usual disdain.

“What if you missed one?” Celeste tried.

“It wouldn’t matter, because Mukuro specifically said the door opened, not that Junko just appeared.”

“Tch!” She looked away. Her face shone under the cold, unfeeling lights of the trial room. For a few moments, she stammered. “I… I don’t know,” she admitted, looking away in annoyance.

“Junko found a way to outsmart your plan,” Kyoko said, with absolute certainty.

“And just how did she do that?” Byakuya asked, voice brimming with poison. “And don’t say something about how you just know she Celeste didn’t betray us based on her character.”

“I know her better than anyone else,” Kyoko insisted.

“I’m disappointed in you,” he said. “You got dumber after regaining your memories. I would think that a detective of all people would understand that if the evidence insists someone must be the culprit with no other explanations possible, then that person must be guilty. It’s not just your eyes that are blind right now.”

Kyoko grimaced. It was true that her memories had made her more emotional. Distantly, Mukuro wondered if they had all changed so much over the years, if they would all have jumped at the chance to defend one another.

The lavender-haired girl’s eyes slid over to Celeste. Mukuro wondered if she knew how scared her gothic would-be friend looked.

“There’s still something else you haven’t considered,” Kyoko insisted. “If Celeste did everything in front of the cameras, then Junko would have known about the plan, spy or no spy. Which means that she logically would have warned Celeste not to talk about this, or else she’d give herself away.”

“Junko’s never shown a problem with throwing people away before,” Byakuya shot back, instantly. “This could easily be a betrayal. Or an oversight. Or perhaps she planned it all out, and wanted us to suspect Celeste, despite it being true.”

“Yeah!” Leon thrust out a finger at the frustrated gambler. “Give us another possible explanation for what she said, or else she’s gotta be the spy!”

“Using evidence instead of emotion,” Taka crossed his arms. “That is the method we’ve relied upon in the past, and always to success…”

Mukuro didn’t want it to be true, of course. But there was no point in turning away from the uncomfortable, painful truth anymore.

“I can’t disprove it, right now,” Kyoko admitted. “But–”

“Stop ignoring the truth,” Byakuya said, suddenly.

(Present Your Argument)

“Celeste is definitely Junko’s spy,” he continued. “There’s no other explanation for the tape.”

“You are simply mistaken,” replied the gambler, but with less confident dismissal than she probably intended. “I’ve done nothing wrong!”

“I agree with Byakuya,” Taka said, stroking his chin. “I’ve also been thinking… Wasn’t Celeste the one who triggered that trap? The one that put Hina out of commission?”

“Hey, yeah, that’s right!” Hiro joined in, brightly. “Actually, Hina was Mukuro’s biggest supporter, too! What if Junko wanted to separate them?”

“That’s just a coincidence!” Celeste insisted, and her accent slipped on the last word. “The poisoned darts hit me, too!”

“Actually, that’s another thing,” Leon joined in, and his eyes narrowed. “Celeste returned earlier than Aoi. Isn’t that kinda suspicious, too?”

“Yes,” Byakuya agreed. “Hina is also in better shape, physically, than Celeste. If one was going to recover faster, it probably should have been her.”

“No!” Celeste shook her head, desperately, and her face was almost more sweat than makeup. Her French affectation slipped even more. “I didn’t! I wouldn’t! Maybe Aoi got more poison in her system or something?!”

“Hm… Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…” Jack hummed, idly, and touched her tongue to her upper lip. “So, if we’re all ganging up on Card Bimbo, then who’s gonna be the one who points out that she got stabbed by Shityaka instead of poisoned, like the rest of us?”

“Oh, yeah!” Leon nodded. “And Taka said she was one of the people with the easiest access to poison our food last night…”

“Yes…” Taka nodded. “That poison instantly knocks you out.”

“Then it’s decided!” Hiro declared, very happily. “We found the spy!”

(That poison instantly knocks you out > There’s no other explanation for the tape)

(Break)

“You missed the truth!”

Startled, Mukuro looked over to the source of the voice: Kyoko.

The Ultimate Detective stood there, sweating and gritting her teeth. Her eyes were very narrow, and her hand, which pointed at Byakuya, was steady only by conscious control.

“There’s another explanation that’s possible. One that allows Mukuro to see Junko enter her room after the tape is placed, but the tape to remain unbroken all night.”

“Oh?” Byakuya tapped a finger on the edge of his glasses. “I’ll entertain you. Tell me, what is this explanation?”

Mukuro bore hard into Kyoko’s face. She wasn’t sure if the other girl really believed what she was about to say.

“Consider this,” Kyoko started, and everyone knew at once that this explanation would be long and winding. “We know that Junko has access to drugs that can knock people out instantly, and we know that she has free access to Mukuro’s room.”

“We do.” Byakuya agreed.

“So… you could easily combine those things. Wait for Aoi to leave Mukuro’s room, poison Mukuro without her realizing it, and then, when Mukuro wakes up hours later, she would think it’s still the same time as before. She wouldn’t even need to know she was asleep at all, just that she’d closed her eyes in thought. Celeste could examine the tape on the door, and then Junko could enter afterwards, with Mukuro believing it’s eight hours earlier than it really is.”

Is this really the best Kyoko can do…?

“That’s preposterous,” Byakuya said, instantly. “Mukuro said nothing of losing track of time.”

“It’s true…” Mukuro agreed, shamefully. “I was on my bed, thinking quietly, but I never fell asleep.”

“The point of it would be that you don’t know you’re asleep,” Kyoko pressed.

“Actually, hold on,” Leon bit the inside of his cheek. “If Mukuro saw Junko in the morning, then Hina would’ve come to pick her up only a few minutes later, right? Maybe Junko could’ve run off in that time without us seeing her, sure, but Mukuro’d have to know the difference between a few minutes and eight hours!”

“Ha!” Jack chortled. “Sounds like you got hit in the head with one less baseball than I thought! That’s not completely dumb!”

“I agree,” said Byakuya. “Well, Mukuro?”

“… I stayed up the rest of the night,” she admitted, no longer possessed of enough strength to lie – not that she would have. “I don’t know how long it was exactly, but it must have been hours.”

Kyoko’s eyes slid to Mukuro. She sucked in her lips in momentary contemplation, then grimaced. She looked almost apologetic.

“Mukuro,” she said. “I remember how you looked the day after Junko visited you. You were clearly in a great deal of distress.”

“Yeah, that’s true.”

“A girl who was falling apart from emotional pain, who’d just been drugged… It’d be very easy for her to lose track of time, and mistake minutes for hours.”

Byakuya tilted his head just so, and the lights of the ceiling flashed upon his glasses. Mukuro couldn’t quite read his expression, but everyone could equally tell that Kyoko’s explanation was shaky. Nothing about it was completely impossible, but there was no hope of ever proving it. Then again, the evidence against Celeste was also mainly circumstantial.

That the famously emotionless and composed Kyoko would try this hard to rescue her friend from peril, while Mukuro would just sit by and watch – or worse, actively help Byakuya and the others in throwing her under the bus…

She wavered.

She wanted so desperately for Celeste to be innocent, but was this tremulous answer really the best they could do? And what then, in any case? If Celeste was innocent, then didn’t that return Kyoko to being the most suspicious? Surely the detective knew that, and yet pressed on regardless. Such behavior made no sense if she was the spy.

Mukuro’s head pounded; each new thought was like a hammer smashing against her mind. She clutched at her brow, and all she could think was:

How does chasing the truth hurt as much as believing lies?

It wasn’t fair.

“There’s something Jack said during the debate,” Taka muttered, thinking hard. “I want to bring it up, again.”

“I did?” the killer screeched. “Man, it’s not just Leon who’s being smarter than usual now!”

“Mm…” Taka looked up. “Why did Sayaka poison all of us, but stab Celeste?”

“A simple question, and an even simpler answer,” came the soft response. “One you should already know, Taka. I haven’t eaten the same food as everyone else for several days. I’ve made my own meals since Hifumi’s unfortunate passing, to avoid precisely the situation in which you found yourselves.”

“But didn’t you get attacked anyway?” Hiro asked.

“Yes, well…” Celeste flushed red. “I anticipated someone poisoning our food. I didn’t anticipate something as brazen as a knife. I suppose this is my own fault, since Sayaka did open up our killing game with one.”

“That sounds weak,” Leon shook his head. “I bet Junko told Sayaka to stab you so you could go and do something while the rest of us were trapped in the music room!”

“Wait!” Mukuro held out her good hand, and for once, felt almost good. She actually could defend Celeste here. “A few times throughout the game, Celeste told me to stay on my toes, or not get used to things, or stuff of that nature. And she was very upset when we learned that Hifumi had tampered with her door’s lock, which left her vulnerable for several nights… I think that explanation is plausible.”

“I agree,” said Byakuya. “Both explanations are plausible.”

“Wait, so…” Hiro grabbed his head. “Are you saying that we’ve talked for like an hour, and learned so much, but we’re not actually certain of anything?!”

“Yeah,” Leon groaned. “All of this talking, and we’re not any closer to figuring out if Sayaka or Mukuro counts as responsible this time.”

Mukuro actually laughed. Her throat grew sore, and all eyes turned to her and filled with bafflement or fear, but she couldn’t help herself. It wasn’t mirth she felt, but instead just endless, endless despair.

Only Junko could have trapped them in a hell where every fact made the truth grow more distant.

Notes:

(List of Truth Bullets)
* MONOKUMA FILE #4: Sayaka died at 11:17 PM in the music room from a knife to the heart.
* DANCING MONOKUMAS: The music room was filled with dancing Monokumas that watched, clapped for, and recorded Mukuro and Sayaka.
* TAKA'S ACOCUNT: Everyone except Mukuro and Celeste was poisoned by food from the kitchen, to which only Taka, Kyoko, Celeste, and Toko had access.
* CHEMISTRY BOOKS AND BOTTLES: Sayaka's dorm room had several books about poisons and chemistry bottles from the lab in it. According to Kyoko, Sayaka wasn't smart enough to have mixed up a poison by herself.
* HIRO'S FORTUNE-TELLING: Hiro has predicted the future of the trial, though he didn't say what it is. His predictions only have a 30% accuracy rate, though.
* TAKA'S SECRET: During the investigation, Taka watched the gate to the fifth floor. He later told Byakuya something that no one else overheard.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #1: The door to the data processing room was opened at some point within an hour before Mukuro destroyed it, and Celeste and Aoi got poisoned.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #2: The gate to the fifth floor opened and closed shortly after Celeste and Aoi were poisoned, so that they could be taken upstairs to heal.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #3: The gate to the fifth floor opened and closed when Celeste returned to the group. Within the same hour, the Monokuma door also opened.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #4: The dust underneath the Monokuma door was disturbed at some point immediately before, during, or after Sayaka's murder. However, there's a chance Sayaka did this. The fifth floor gate remained closed.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #5: The Monokuma door was definitely opened at some point during the investigation of Sayaka's death. The fifth floor gate definitely remained closed.

* So, I was going to do the entire trial and post-trial as a single chapter, for reasons I won't go into right now. Unfortunately, that took waaaaaaaay longer than I expected. This is almost 15000 words, and it's less than half of what I planned. So, I'm just cutting it into two or three parts, which is probably what I should have done in the first place. Leaves the trial at kind of a weird stopping point, but c'est la vie. At this point, I have no exact timeline on when I'll get the next part out.

* You have no idea how long it takes to write these things and make sure all of the evidence lines up perfectly. When this fic is over, and I will finish it, I'm going to complain for a long time about things I did to myself by choosing to write a mystery story.

* I forgot until this trial that the first game lets you absorb statements and use them as truth bullets, so I made sure to include it. I still regret not including later games' minigames like rebuttal showdown, but it's fine.

* I was uncertain about all of the Genocide Jack humor in this chapter. I wanted things to be dark and moody for Mukuro, but then you just have a cartoon character making wacky jokes every few pages. But that basically *is* Danganronpa, so I left all of it in.

* Again, I have stuff I want to say about Kyoko's slightly-more-emotional attitude right now, but it would involve spoilers, so it'll have to wait. I hope people just innately understand what I'm going for here.

* I recently learned that Leon is super popular in Japan. Why? The guy dies super fast, and unlike the other first chapter deaths, doesn't have a lot of scenes to really establish himself.

* For reasons totally unrelated to this fic, I changed my AoO name to Barnsickle. I don't want to go into the details, it's a whole big stupid thing.

Chapter 28: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Trial 2

Summary:

The result of the trial is finally in, and not everyone will walk away happy.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

So much time had passed in this trial, so much effort had been spent. Suspicions raised, accusations cast… And yet, they were still certain of nothing, except that Junko had trapped them in a web of confusion and deceit. However dedicated and even courageous their efforts to find the truth may have been, each struggle only further closed this prison around them. And what would that truth even be, in the end? Sayaka or Mukuro, Mukuro or Sayaka.

The former Ultimate Soldier leaned over her podium, her strength all but gone. Fumes of fumes were all that sustained her now; that, and the uncertainty of what happens if a student falls asleep during the trial. Groggily, she shifted her gaze to check her neighbors, and found a few sympathetic smiles in return. She knew it in her heart and in their eyes – they owed her too much after yesterday’s events, and they all wanted to save her, even the ones too haughty to admit it. Mukuro was already given over fully to despair, but the others still teetered on a razor’s edge between it and hope.

But Mukuro had also given herself over fully to the truth, now, and it was this:

Run from it, hide from it, fight against it, but no one can possibly tell whose physical action technically killed Sayaka.

Yes, she knew. Their efforts to find the truth of Sayaka’s murderer only meant they were turning away from the graver one – that this was pointless. No one would ever know, at least not without access to the camera system. Even with such footage, it probably still took Junko hours to figure it out. The eight of them could argue until they were blue in the face, and they likely would, but when it came time to vote, each and every one would have to take that 50-50 shot in the dark.

Byakuya was saying something. It seemed important. Without thinking, Mukuro pinched herself on the chest to keep awake. The tiny pang seemed far away. She pinched herself again and again, moving along the skin, until she realized she’d felt nothing at all.

Glancing down, she saw that her hand had maneuvered down to her limp, dead arm. She grimaced. It was, quite literally, a piece of her withered pride. Despairful though it was, the sight of it was enough to ward away the worst of her exhaustion.

I sacrificed this to save the others, she thought, sullenly. I can’t let that go to waste, can I…?

She looked up, saw Kyoko responding to something with a little more force than normal, and then Byakuya fall back, frustrated. It was all from far away, like a clinical observer rather than someone intimately involved.

“… try to determine something we can be certain of, whether or not Celeste, or anyone else, is a spy.” the detectjve continued. Her voice was steady and calm, and left no room for argument – Mukuro was certain it would be even more impressive if she’d been listening the whole time. Of course, that was to be expected. Kyoko was the only one them who was still whole, the only one who’d been returned her memories of their happy school days. “That should give us something more tangible to work off of.”

“That sounds reasonable,” Byakuya conceded. “What were you thinking?”

Again, Kyoko tapped her hand along her chin. She chose each of her words with the utmost care.

“If Toko was watching Sayaka at all times–”

“Or me!” Jack reminded her, rather testily.

“… Of course. If Sayaka poisoned us, and if Toko or Jack—” (“thank you!”) “—was watching Sayaka at all times, then one of them should have seen her mixing up or getting the poison after it was mixed up.”

“No, no!” Jack shook her head vigorously. “That never happened. She wandered around a lot, and stalked One-Armed McGee, but she never did anything like that.”

“Didn’t we already agree that the spy must’ve poisoned us, not Sayaka?” Leon asked. “I thought we decided that she was too dumb to do chemistry stuff by herself, and that Junko couldn’t have come down to do it for her.”

“I still think that it was Junko,” Kyoko said, flatly. “But the important part right now is really just that it wasn’t Sayaka.”

“How is that important?”

Kyoko paused for a moment, then turned to Jack.

“Jack… Did you or Toko ever see Sayaka coordinating anything with another student?”

“You mean like a murder plan?” Jack laughed. “That’s the sorta thing we’d have reported to Master right away!”

“So, no?”

“No, no, no! Jeez, for an Ultimate Detective, you sure are slow.”

“And were you always watching over her?”

“Yes, yes!” Jack was getting irritated. “I watched her all the time, except when she went into her dorm room, and then I just watched the door. We went over all that! That’s why Miss Morose was always so tired-looking!”

“That’s curious, then…”

“What is?” Hiro asked.

“Mukuro, you had Sayaka’s dormkey, right? When did you take it?”

“Yeah,” she sighed. This would be a long explanation for someone who just wanted to sleep. “Three days ago, Sayaka just collapsed from exhaustion, or from losing or regaining her memories. I took her key so she’d be safe in her room, but someone could still get into it to help her if necessary. After that, we spent most of our time together. I kept the key after she got better, though, to make sure she couldn’t get locked inside of her dorm – I didn’t know about the master key back then. During the investigation, Jack took the key from me.”

“Yep, yep, yep!” Jack nodded along. She reached into an invisible fold of her skirt, fumbled around for a second, and presented the key in question, gripped between the blades of one of her scissors. “Does this win me any points?”

“No.” Byakuya said, bluntly.

“But…” Mukuro continued, almost absently. She searched her memories in vain, trying desperately to think. “Now that I think about it, we were leaving her dorm unlocked during the day. It never seemed important, but that might have been a mistake.”

“‘Might have?’” Byakuya chided. “It’s all but suicidal.”

“When were you last in Sayaka’s room, Mukuro?” Kyoko pressed, urgently.

“Oh, uh… Three days ago, like I said.”

“And Byakuya,” the detective said. “You never let go of that master key, right?”

“Of course not.”

The pieces clicked together before Kyoko even get out her next word.

“I understand…” Mukuro nodded, bereft of energy though she was. “There was no chemistry equipment in Sayaka’s room when I was there last; I’m certain I’d have noticed if there was. But my keeping the key means that anyone had access to her room for three days.”

“Could they have also accessed it at night?” Taka asked. “Assuming it was unlocked.”

“No,” Byakuya said. “Because Toko was on watch.”

“Stop forgetting about me…” Jack whined, frustrated, and tapped the key on her podium.

“So, someone snuck into Sayaka’s room in the last three days and made a poison for her…” Hiro nodded, slowly. “Hey! Isn’t three days ago when Celeste showed back up?”

Every eye slid toward the Ultimate Gambler. Like Mukuro, she leaned over her podium, gritting her teeth and occasionally massaging the stomach wound where the knife had entered. A crutch lay next to the podium, the same one she’d used to come here, and the same one, presumably, she would use to leave. But unlike Mukuro, she’d made the effort of dressing up in all of her normal finery – the lace, the elegant skirt, and even the clip-on hairclips. Appearances were still of infinite importance to one such as her.

In the immediate term, though, Celeste sucked in her lips and looked away. A fine sheen of sweat covered her face.

“Man, that’s pretty unlucky!” Hiro laughed, oblivious. “You came back just in time for another murder to happen!”

“Please just shut up, you fool,” she hissed. To the others, she said only: “It may not be a coincidence, but I maintain that I’ve done nothing wrong…”

Leon crossed his arms. He scowled for a few seconds, then shook his head.

“Look,” he said. “I’m fine with everyone agreeing that Celeste’s the spy.”

“I’m not!”

“But… does this even matter?”

(Present Your Argument)

“Maybe it makes me dumb, but I’ll say it anyway,” he started. “I always just kinda assumed that someone snuck into Sayaka’s room to do all the science stuff, and that it happened in the last few days.”

“No,” Kyoko said. “It is important. It’s one of the most important facts we’ve uncovered.”

“Why?” Hiro rubbed his hair.

“Because it’s Junko’s plan,” Mukuro blurted out. Her mind was so languid, so exhausted – yet the gears within it turned so much faster than they ever had before. It was so blindingly obvious; how could they not all instantly see it? “This was never Sayaka’s plan, it was only ever Junko’s.”

“Duh,” Jack moaned. “I’m the official Shityaka stalker, and I’ll tell you – girl was dumb and boring as hell.”

“So what?” Leon asked, and he ran a hand through his hair. “How’s that really matter?”

“It’s important because Junko must have communicated her plan to Sayaka somehow,” Byakuya explained, with uncharacteristic patience. “And it must have been after the previous trial.”

“This may not be a complicated mystery,” Taka suggested. “Perhaps Junko simply sent her spy to talk to Sayaka at some point during the day?”

“That makes sense,” Hiro agreed. “Whew! Finally, things stayed simple for once!”

(I’m the official Shityaka stalker > Junko simply sent her spy to talk to Sayaka)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro meant to shout the words, but they only came out in a sort of mid-toned rumble. Still, they were loud enough for the others to hear, and since they weren’t another condemnation of a friend, she didn’t even feel too despairful for semi-shouting them.

“Jack already told us that she was watching Sayaka at all times during the day,” she said. “So, it’s impossible for a spy to have talked to her during the day, unless it was either Toko or her.”

“Could be, could be,” Jack agreed. “Miss Morose was one of the people who could’ve poisoned the dinner last night.”

“That implicates you as a murderer,” Celeste reminded.

“Oh!” Jack pressed her hands to her sides, and laughed tears. “I’m still suspicious, huh? Kyahahahaha!”

“Okay…” Leon said very awkwardly, and he turned away from the hysterical murderer. “But is there another way the plan could’ve been told to Sayaka?”

“Of course there is,” Byakuya gave one of his contemptuous, amused smiles. “And it’s even simpler than the first way.”

“I agree,” Mukuro said. “If we take Jack at her word, that she’s not the spy, then it must have been done when Sayaka was alone. And she was only ever alone in her dorm room. Which means… The spy went in there at some point during the day to deal with the chemistry equipment, left, and Junko probably explained to Sayaka afterward what to do over the monitor.” She nodded, more certainly. “I was actually thinking earlier that Junko probably drove Sayaka to despair by talking to her over the monitor, so this fits well.”

“Could the spy have just left a note or something?” Hiro asked.

“I doubt it…” Kyoko said. “We checked every room thoroughly while Mukuro and Celeste were out, and we never found anything like that. And it couldn’t have been disposed of in the trash room unless Sayaka was on duty that week.”

“She was not!” Taka shouted, proudly making a fist. “Trash duty this week fell to me!”

“An appropriate use of resources…” Celeste muttered.

Mukuro thought for a few seconds, trying to decide if there were any obvious flaws with their conclusion. It lacked hard evidence, but everything fit.

“Yeah,” she said, again. “I think we can be pretty sure that—”

“No!” came a painful, overbearing screech. “No, no, no!”

Monokuma jumped up onto his hind legs, shook his head, and glared down at, for some reason, Byakuya.

“Completely incorrect, my oh-so-inattentive students!”

Byakuya raised an eyebrow.

“Enough! I’ll explain this once: only your headmaster has access to the PA system, and as I said, I will never directly intervene in a murder. I would never allow the monitors to be used in a murder, by myself or by a student… except if you want to smash someone over the head with one, that’s fine.”

“… Why’re you chewing out Master?” Jack asked, more perplexed than offended. “Pukuro’s the one who said it.”

But Monokuma ignored her question, and settled back into his seat.

“I swear, kids today! When I was a cub, no one would’ve even had the idea of accusing the murder academy headmaster of plotting a murder.”

“Yeah, how crazy…” Leon spat.

“It’s almost as if they don’t believe me…” Monokuma carried on, scratching his chin. “Did I ever tell you all the story of the boy who ignored his teacher?”

“We don’t care!” Celeste snarled.

“One day, there was a boy who ignored his teacher’s advice, and so he got the wrong answer on a test. He got an F for ‘execution,’ and then he died.”

“Execution doesn’t start with an F!” Hiro balked. He paused for a second, then bit his lip. Mukuro turned back to Monokuma, but as she did, she thought she heard, in a very low whisper, “Kyoko, is there such a thing as a silent F?”

“I’m just saying~~” Monokuma taunted. He shrugged, and grew silent once more.

“Wait!” Mukuro gasped. “Was I right? About you talking to her over the monitor to drive her crazy? That’s not technically part of a murder!”

He gave the predictable response: none. Mukuro exhaled, cursing herself for even being stupid enough to ask the question at all. No wonder Junko had so little respect for her.

“Strange…” Byakuya muttered, adjusting his glasses.

“Do we take Monokuma at his word?” Taka asked, pulling them back to the subject at hand. “That is – that the monitor wasn’t used to communicate any plans to Sayaka?”

Kyoko hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded.

“I think we should,” she said. “I don’t trust Junko, but Monokuma hasn’t lied to us yet about anything relevant to a trial.”

Mukuro agreed, though she didn’t say it. She knew, of course, that Junko could use the monitors to personally talk to the students. After all, she’d already done it in the past with Mukuro herself.

She touched something hard and plastic. Startled, she looked down, and found her fingers caressing the kitten hairclip Makoto had given Sayaka before the first trial. She’d forgotten she had it.

Maybe I only want to believe Junko did that… Her throat grew tight. Maybe Sayaka was always going to go crazy, and I just want to believe that I could have rescued her, but for Junko having all the power…

But the others were ignorant to the unanswerable questions roiling through her mind, and they continued on, pretending to themselves and to Junko that they could answer another unanswerable question.

“If that’s the case,” Byakuya allowed. “Then it has to be that the spy snuck into Sayaka’s room before she arrived, waited for her to leave in the morning, and then snuck out, after Toko had followed behind her.”

“Or else Toko would have seen someone enter Sayaka’s room after her?” Leon asked.

“Exactly. That would also mean that Junko knew about all of my plans…” He frowned. “Ah well, I’d thought she probably did, anyway.”

“And we can discount the possibility that it was Junko herself!” Taka beamed with pride. “After all, I was keeping track of her movements with the dust.”

“Jack!” Kyoko asked, a little too zealously. “Are there any students who always got up before Sayaka, whom you saw leave in the morning every time?”

“Sure.”

Silence.

“Who are they, you idiot?” Byakuya growled.

“Hm… My memory’s a little fuzzy… It might help jog it if a prince planted his cute lips on mine…”

“Answer!”

“Oh, fine. The hall monitor always gets up first. The stupid ones,” she motioned at Leon and Hiro. “Always left their rooms after Shityaka. So did the ugly one.”

This time, she motioned at Celeste. Again, the gothic girl shrank back at the suspicious gazes that came her way.

There’s so much circumstantial evidence against her, it’s almost unbelievable…

But the same had been true of Mukuro during the second trial, and she’d been innocent then. She would have to make sure to come talk to Celeste after the trial, to offer some support.

Assuming I survive the trial… Assuming *she* survives the trial…

“That leaves Kyoko, Byakuya, Leon, Hiro, Mukuro, and myself as potential culprits,” Celeste said very politely, suddenly feigning as if she didn’t know what they were all thinking. “And Jack herself, if she’s lying.”

“Okay,” Leon nodded, somewhat uncertainly. “I think I get it. Celeste, who’s totally the spy, was told what to do by Junko. She goes into Sayaka’s room when no one else is around, because Mukuro stupidly left the door unlocked.” Mukuro and Celeste both looked away, the first in shame, the second in frustration and fear. “Celeste tells Sayaka what to do, does all of the boring poison stuff, and later knocks us all out. Then… They dragged our bodies upstairs, and Celeste faked stabbing herself?”

“Wait!” cried the gambler. “Your explanation. I’m not sure I agree with one of its elements.”

“What’s that?”

“You claimed that Sayaka and I moved your bodies upstairs. That’s a great deal of weight, even one at a time. I don’t mean to brag, but you can clearly see that my body is the most petite and graceful of anyone’s, and Sayaka’s was almost my equal. Do you really think the two of us, alone, could drag everyone up four flights of stairs, even one at a time?”

Sullen, not-quite-believing glances abounded. No one said a word. It was objectively true that Sayaka and Celeste were the physically weakest students of those who were still alive this morning. Even Makoto could have overpowered them – only Chihiro was likely weaker. And discounting Mukuro, it was true that a boy would have had an easier time carrying or dragging their bodies up four flights of stairs.

But just as before, none of it was absolute evidence. The possibility remained that Celeste was just stronger than she looked, or that they’d rigged up some mechanism to pull everyone’s bodies upstairs, then destroyed it before the others woke up, or even that they’d just spent hours at it. Celeste was getting sloppy, if these were the best retorts she could provide.

“Besides,” she continued. “Why would I help tie everyone else up on the stage, but then stab myself? It would make much more sense to fake being tied up with everyone else!”

“Maybe there’s something you had to do, that couldn’t be done when Sayaka was around?” Taka hazarded. “Or something you had to when Mukuro was around?”

“Tch… Come on!” she continued, convincing no one. “You’re casting suspicions on me, but there’s nothing concrete. It still could have been Taka, or Leon, or Byakuya, or Hiro!”

“There’s no way it could be Hiro.” Leon said, very bluntly. “He’s way too stupid to do science stuff, even if he is, like… How the hell old are you, anyway?”

“Twenty-one!” came the clairvoyant’s slightly-too-proud response, along with a gleaming smile.

“Hiro,” Taka interrupted. “Did you remember that we lost two years of memories?”

“Oh.” The adult man crossed his arms, bit his upper lip, and fell silent. “So that’d make me… Uh…”

“Kyaha!” Jack chortled. “Even I wouldn’t have failed this much at math, and it was Miss Morose who actually was awake during class! How’d you even manage to get held back three times?”

“Oh, it’s easy when you always get the same score on every test, in every subject.” he said, earnestly.

“Same score…?” Taka repeated. “What score could you possibly get every single time, regardless of the subject?”

Mukuro saw Byakuya’s face light up with a painful combination of understanding, annoyance, and disbelief. A moment later, she figured it out, too – just in time for Kyoko to step in.

“Hiro always just guessed the answers to everything,” she said. “So, he always got 30%.”

“Haha!” Hiro laughed, even more uproariously than Jack. “30% of the time, 100% of the time, baby!”

For a long while, there was silence.

“Let’s just move on,” Byakuya said, and he sounded almost defeated by the insanity of the scene. Mukuro didn’t blame him.

“Jeez, this is getting boring!” Jack groaned. “Talk, talk, talk, and not the exciting kind where we figure out who the killer is, and then there’s a rhythm game where they deny it and the rules don’t make any sense, and then someone draws a comic strip!”

“What are you even talking about?” Leon asked, voicing everyone’s bafflement.

“Ugh! I’m just saying, none of this really matters, anyway, right? We’re all just going to guess randomly about Pukuro and Shityaka in the end, right? So… Let’s just skip to the end!” the serial killer squealed. “We all know there’s no new evidence to present, anyway!”

“What do you mean, ‘skip to the end?’” Leon asked, rubbing the back of his head.

“Ask to start the vote early! Our chance of guessing right is the same whether we guess now or later!”

“That’s insane,” Taka shook his head. “We still haven’t ferreted out the spy for certain, even if it is probably Celeste.”

“What if she’s not a spy?” Leon guessed. “What if… there’s a seventeenth student, running around behind the scenes, helping Junko?!”

“I suppose that’s not impossible,” Celeste said. “But it would be rather conve—”

“No, no, no!” Once more, Monokuma waved a paw across the room, looking to each of the students in turn. “Your ideas are terrible! Don’t get any high-minded ideas about how ‘everyone is innocent’ and ‘no one is blackened or evil,’ by inventing phantom enemies to pour your blame onto.”

“Then, you’re denying a seventeenth student?” Kyoko clarified.

“Hmph! I think I already told you this, but I’ll say it again. When the first killing game began, that being the one where Mister Naegi unexpectedly regained his memories and you all had to be memory-wiped after he ruined everything, there were sixteen students in the school – the whole of Class 78 of Hope’s Peak Academy. There were fifteen who woke up on that first day, plus one more. No one else has entered or left the school since then, except by dying.”

Kyoko’s eyes narrowed. Her mind was racing, and so was Mukuro’s.

Sixteen students, all of Class 78…

That was practically an admission that Junko was indeed behind Monokuma, since they had the student profiles to prove who precisely was in Class 78, and Kyoko’s and Jack’s memories, besides.

But something about the statement scratched uncomfortably at the back of Mukuro’s mind. It was an such odd thing to say, and she wasn’t quite sure why. She was certain that his words were true, and yet…

“Ah!” Hiro gasped audibly, and turned pale. “I got it! If Junko trapped us all here, and no one’s left ‘except by dying,’ then what if… she’s a ghost, floating around and making us only think there’s a spy?!” Once again, Hiro’s antics silenced the crowd – all except one. He rambled on, and half the others grew irritated. “Think about it, that’d explain—”

“Heh.”

Monokuma looked away, toward the back wall of the trial room. His voice carried on, though.

“I just told you not to worry about ‘phantom students,’ Mister Hagakure, and you instantly invented one. I should send a complaint over to your mother! But I’m in such a good mood, I’ll just put your worries to rest.”

“What do you mean?”

“Here’s a fun fact for you. Do you remember the physics lab on the third floor? The one with the air purifier? Well, that machine is the only thing keeping all of you living, breathing humans alive. I’d be fine, of course – I’m just a bear. But if it shut off, you’d all die of stale, un-recycled air before long.”

“How’s that prove you’re not a ghost?!”

“It doesn’t, since I’m just Monokuma. But that very same air purifier is designed to shut off under a certain condition. If Miss Enoshima, wherever she is, happens to die – then poof! It goes caput.”

Byakuya practically stumbled back in his podium. Kyoko grew tense, and unconsciously twisted the cuff of her glove. The others only remained quiet, though by the looks on their faces, they understood the significance of the claim in different ways. Some of the leapt to the obvious: that killing Junko was as good as killing themselves. But Monokuma only laughed, and outright stated the more important point:

“So,” he continued, in his high-pitched, grating voice. “The very fact that you can still breathe means that Miss Enoshima also can. So, there’s no need to worry about ghosts.”

The headmaster jumped up, made a show of stretching out his back (impressive, since the metal bear body wasn’t at all limber), and yawned.

“Alright!” he said. “Welp, I think this has gone on long enough.”

“What?” Byakuya grew tense. “What are you talking about? We were in the middle of a discussion, we haven’t—”

“Blah, blah, blah! We’ve gotta keep this trial moving, so… I’m going to say you have ten minutes left before the vote.”

It took a moment for the significance of the statement to hit them. And then—

“What?!” Kyoko stammered, and she pulled even harder on her cuff. “That’s—you’ve never done anything like that before! We need more time!”

A moment passed, and then he shook his head.

“That, my dear friends, is on you,” he said, voice dripping with undisguised glee. “We had less time to present arguments because Miss Ikusaba was so late to the trial elevator. Blame her, if you so desire.”

Everyone started shouting at once, all except Mukuro and Kyoko. There was no point, and no chance of being heard over the pandemonium. Complaints abounded that nothing like this had been established before, that this was completely unfair, and a thousand other concerns that Mukuro couldn’t pick out through the din.

But across the circle of podiums, her exhausted eyes locked with Kyoko’s dead ones. She knew what the other girl was thinking:

If Monokuma is cutting our conversation short, then perhaps we’re getting too close to something too important for his liking.

“Enough!” Byakuya shouted, and things grew quiet as a few more seconds passed. “We… we have to decide.”

(Present Your Argument)

“We need to decide who to vote for,” he said, and there was only bitterness in his voice.

“Mukuro or Sayaka…” Leon agreed. “Either of them could’ve done it.”

“The real killers are Junko and her spy, though!” Hiro screamed. “This is totally unfair!”

Did Sayaka stab herself…?” Celeste wondered aloud. “Or did Mukuro accidentally thrust the knife into her… Most likely, even Sayaka herself didn’t know.”

“Kyahahahahaha!” Jack roared with laughter. “No matter what we try, the chance we’re right’ll always be exactly 50%!”

“…” Kyoko looked away. She burned scarlet with rage.

“That doesn’t mean we can just guess!” Leon’s hands balled up into fists. “This is too important!”

“Is there some piece of evidence that can help us?” Celeste kept talking, mostly to herself. “Is there any importance to the double-bladed knife? Perhaps we should talk about the Monokumas watching us? Or maybe the fact that Mukuro was poisoned at the time?”

(Hiro’s Fortune-Telling > No matter what we try, the chance we’re right’ll always be exactly 50%)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro’s finger wavered in the air, pointing straight at Genocide Jack. She was standing upright, suddenly. She didn’t know how, nor from where she summoned the energy to do so.

She also didn’t notice until it was too late that she was still holding the kitten hairclip. Some of the others looked at it, confused, wondering at its nonexistent significance.

It struck her suddenly: this was so like the Chihiro trial. Someone had died, not even the killer knew who’d done it, no one reasonable would ever call it a murder, and even the mastermind only knew the truth thanks to the cameras. It had to be that Junko had replicated the circumstances of that first ‘murder.’ Had Makoto not pushed Mukuro to expose him, it might have been that everyone would be executed right then and there. But there was one difference, now, between the two trials:

Makoto’s willingness to be exposed saved everyone. Mukuro’s same willingness gave everyone, as Jack put it, only a 50% chance of survival – the same as if she’d defended herself, and claimed innocence. Mukuro’s willingness to die for the others was almost a liability. All this at Junko’s hand, to show her a circumstance where truth was useless.

And truth was useless here… except in one way.

“There… might be a way to have a better than 50% chance.” she said.

Her voice choked halfway through the sentence. Beads of thick, disgusting sweat rolled down her brows and dripped off the tip of her nose. This was the most important moment of the trial, everyone’s lives rode on this – and she hesitated, not for the chance of failure, but for the sheer absurdity of her idea.

“What’s this?” Byakuya asked. “Do you have a new piece of evidence?”

“No, I don’t. But someone else does.” The others stared at her, blankly. She’d already committed to this path, and yet it was still hard to force out the words. “Hiro.”

“What?!” He raised his hands as if to defend himself. “You’re nuts; I don’t know anything!”

“That can’t be true. Before the trial, when we still investigating, you didn’t help us.”

“Well, yeah. I was busy!”

“Yes. You were busy with a fortune. You were busy… trying to predict the future of the trial, weren’t you? You said so.”

“Sure! I predicted what we were all going to vote for, and how it would go.”

Kyoko and Byakuya’s eyes lit up. They, at least, understood where she was going with this. Celeste’s eyes were very narrow; she was still trying to figure out something. The others just looked confused.

That’s your plan?” Leon screeched. He was almost pulling out his hair. “Are you insane? Hiro already admitted a billion times that his predictions are only right thirty percent of the time!”

“Yes…” Mukuro nodded. “If you think about it, Hiro getting 30% on all of his tests is very impressive, because they must have dozens or hundreds of wrong answers, and yet, even trying to predict the answers instead of properly learning the material, he still gets much higher than anyone else could get by guessing.”

“I see…” Taka nodded along, slowly. “If you had, say, a hundred possible answers to a question, and guessed randomly, your guess would have a 1% chance of success, but Hiro would have up to a 30% chance.”

“Um, am I going cuh-razy here?” Jack asked. She paused, then added: “Well, crazier than usual, I mean. It doesn’t matter how useful that idiot’s fake powers are if you have a lot of possible answers, ‘cause we’ve only got two! You and Shityaka!”

“Yeah!” Leon joined in. “Which means that his 30% is worse than the 50% chance of us just randomly guessing!”

“I agree. And that means…” Mukuro wasn’t sure how much time they had left, but it had to be less than five minutes. She summoned all the courage and power she had left, and thrust her finger at the Ultimate Clairvoyant. “Whatever answer he doesn’t give has a 70% chance of being correct!”

It was what she’d said earlier during the investigation, in fact – but she’d forgotten until just now.

“What did you try to predict, then?” Byakuya asked.

“Whether or not we’d survive the trial!” Hiro replied.

“How does that help us?”

“Well, it…” The older boy held out a hand to respond, then fell silent. “Uh…”

“Don’t even tell us what you learned,” the Ultimate Affluent Progeny chided. “It’s all just useless.”

“Hey! My powers aren’t useless! They have a 30% chance of being right!”

Mukuro groaned. She tried to shake her head, but she didn’t have the energy for it.

“Hiro… In a scenario with only two answers, Sayaka or me, 30% is worse than guessing.”

And yet, thinking on it now, she couldn’t have been more wrong by dismissing him.

Well, to be precise, she could have been an extra 20% more wrong, but that was just a minor detail.

Hiro shrank back. With everyone’s attention on him, his certainty in his powers was quickly dissipating.

“You can’t be serious,” Byakuya said. “You can’t seriously want to entrust everyone’s lives to that imbecile.”

“It’s sort of the opposite, really,” Mukuro said. “It’s trusting that he’s wrong.”

“His guess is just a 50% chance,” he insisted. “Exactly the same as anyone else’s. Guessing the opposite of it is still just a 50% chance, it’s just the opposite guess.”

For the first time in a while, Kyoko spoke up.

“Then if that’s the case,” she said, unwaveringly. “Unless anyone else has a better idea, we should vote for the opposite of whatever Hiro says. In the best-case scenario, it has a 70% chance of success, and in the worst, it still has a 50% chance. And since any other answer has only a 50% chance… there’s nothing to lose.”

“This is absurd,” Byakuya repeated. “I refuse to trust everything to Hiro’s instincts, or whatever psychic babble he believes in.”

“And yet… What other option do we have?” Taka asked. “Hope’s Peak, at least, believed his powers were legitimate, and his test scores seem to lead credence to that.”

The others were quiet. Jack watched the scene with a bemused, vague detachment from its goings-on. Leon looked from one side to the other, clearly torn between the stupidity of the idea and the lack of anything better. And Celeste… Her eyes were only slits, now. Very plain doubt was etched onto her face, as if she couldn’t quite believe what she was seeing and hearing, either because it was so ludicrous, or because it came from Mukuro.

I’m sorry if you thought I was too smart for something like this.

“Hiro!” she groaned. Her body was giving out. Slowly, she lowered herself to lean over the podium, and fidgeted unconsciously with the hairclip. “What was your prediction?”

The boy, or man, stood back. His lips pulled back in a cornered, fearful frown, and his arms hung limply at his sides. His eyes were wide, and whatever energy he had had turned inward on himself. He had never wished for everyone’s lives to be entrusted to him, and Mukuro had done him wrong by forcing it upon him.

Oh well, she thought, joylessly. He’ll either save everyone and be a hero, or everyone will die, and it won’t matter after that.

It was one of her most despairful thoughts yet.

Junko was right, and Kyoko was wrong… I *am* an Ultimate Despair. Turning even sweet, stupid Hiro into a source of the stuff.

“Tick-tock!” shrieked the headmaster. He mocked checking a watch on his wrist. Tapping one of his feet on the throne, he said “Two minutes left!”

Hiro swallowed, hard. He looked like he actually had seen a ghost.

“Well… I was in a good mood before, because I predicted that we’d all live.”

Mukuro nodded, dripping sweat all across the surface of her dead arm. They just had to vote for whatever he said not to vote for, and then she could sleep, one way or the other.

This is it, she thought, and a modicum of hope sparked within her. This is our best chance.

“Everyone,” she croaked. “At the start of the trial, I said to vote for me, if you thought I was guilty, no matter what your feelings were.” Kyoko stared at her. The detective’s eyes were dead, but for their worried, smoldering rage. “Please, do it!”

She looked at Hiro, and so did the others.

“Well…” he stuttered for a second, and he couldn’t face her anymore. “I was happy because all of us survived… because we voted for Sayaka, and that was the right answer.”

It took a few moments for it to set in for Mukuro. Hiro had signed her death warrant – and she’d forced him to do it.

A feeling bubbled up within Mukuro, consuming her from the inside. Despair, yet tinged slightly, so that it was no longer so unpleasant or ruinous. This wan hopeless feeling wasn’t so bad! She sort of liked it, really. She was going to die, and there was a 70% chance it would be okay.

Mukuro smiled. She had expected the other answer – that she’d been guilty in Hiro’s vision, so they should vote for Sayaka. But now, facing this, she felt light. Despairfully cheerful, even. Perhaps this was how Makoto had felt when he’d asked her to speak against him during the first trial – just another parallel she’d never noticed before.

“But…” Hiro babbled on, now looking at a wall. “I still believe in my prediction! We should still vote for Sayaka as the murderer!”

Oh no…

That almost-happy feeling left her, replaced by trepidation. What if they didn’t vote for her?

(Present Your Argument)

A 30% chance of that you’re innocent…” Leon crossed his arms. He, too, couldn’t face Mukuro.

“Please,” Mukuro wheezed. “Just vote for me!”

“It’s the most unjust thing I’ve ever heard of…” Taka muttered.

“Twenty seconds!” cried the bear.

“…” Celeste stared tensely at Mukuro. Her eyes were blank and lightless, and her thoughts were her own.

“Vote for me!” Mukuro said again. “Don’t hesitate!”

“How can you say that?” Kyoko asked, almost angrily. “Your sister has manipulated and killed us. Don’t you want revenge? Don’t you want to save everyone? Don’t you want to see Hina again?”

Mukuro’s eyes shut. Her arm was shaking. That was such a low blow, and it stole away whatever power she had to respond. Her tongue was dry.

“I don’t respect these useless predictions at all,” Byakuya said at last, tapping one finger as he crossed his arms. “It should have no effect on your vote.”

“Yes, listen to Byakuya,” Kyoko insisted. “Do not vote for Mukuro.

“That’s not exactly what he said!” Jack laughed. “Besides, it’s the opposite of what you said before!”

“That’s because she thought Hiro would say the opposite of what he did.” Taka said, but his voice was low, and he was still lost in quiet thought.

“Oh well!” The serial killer shrugged. “I was just gonna vote for whatever Master said to, anyway.”

Byakuya opened his mouth to speak, and then—

“Okay!” cried the bear. “Tiiiiiiiiiiiime’s up!”

With that, the familiar levers rose out of each podium.

“What?!” Leon shuddered. “But we didn’t get to finish arguing!”

Monokuma bellowed in scornful, derisive laughter.

“You were warned about the time limit! If you have a problem with the way we do things around here, you can email your complaints to our customer service department at [email protected]!”

“… dot edu?” Hiro repeated, dumbfounded.

“Well, this is a school. Just to clarify, everyone will be participating here, except for Miss Asahina – I hate to excuse her from the process, but oh well. Now, everyone, it’s time to vote, or to die! I suggest you try the first option, but I’ll leave the final decision up to you.”

Everyone paused, doubtful and resoluteless. Eyes looked to Mukuro, and then to their levers.

This wasn’t like the previous trials, where there had been no doubt left by the end. This was immeasurably crueler.

Kyoko was the first to actually vote, having apparently already memorized how to do so without sight. Mukuro cast her vote shortly after. She chose herself, and Kyoko, she knew, chose Sayaka.

It was hard to breathe. Such a tremendous weight crushed her lungs and pushed out whatever air she might have sucked in. What if the others had been swayed? What if they voted for Sayaka?

What if Junko is just going to declare our answer wrong no matter what, and kill everyone?

Seconds passed. One by one, everyone voted. Kyoko, Mukuro, Byakuya, Leon, Hiro, Taka, and Jack, each in turn. The one who hesitated the longest was Celeste, who gripped her lever daintily, weakly, and didn’t pull. Her eyes skipped between Mukuro and the black-and-white photograph of Sayaka two podiums away.

At last, she pulled.

Seconds passed. No one breathed.

“Alllllllllright!” the headmaster bellowed. “It’s time to see the results! I’m bear-y excited!”

In each of the prior trials, Monokuma had unveiled a gaudy, disgusting slot machine, whose three reels would turn until the same face appeared on each. This time, though, a monitor descended from the ceiling, exactly as had been done during the Chihiro case. Back then, it showed them the truth of how she’d died, and how Makoto had been “guilty” of the murder.

Now, however, it showed fifteen faces: the students of Class 78, minus the one behind the bear. Next to each was an empty gray horizontal bar.

For the briefest moment, Mukuro wondered why Monokuma had made such a change. But then the moment passed, and she could focus only on the bars.

A small yellow rectangle filled part of the bar next to Sayaka’s face.

“Ah!”

Another rectangle filled part of the part next to her own face.

One vote for each of us…

Seconds ticked agonizingly by. The air was still, and no one drew breath. Monokuma laughed from faraway as he tortured the group with the delay between each new vote. The excruciating weight upon Mukuro’s shoulders grew heavier and heavier.

Another vote for Mukuro.

A third vote for Mukuro.

Her good hand squeezed on something hard and plastic. Her muscles were on fire. Her heart, which had been still until now, was beating a thousand times a second.

A second vote for Sayaka.

No… Everyone, don’t die this way!

A third vote for Sayaka.

“No!” she cried, gnashing her teeth.

A fourth vote for Mukuro.

Only one vote was left. What was the rule if they tied? Was there even a rule?

The final vote came in, and the result was simple:

Sayaka: 3

Mukuro: 5

The world grew still and gray for a very, very long time.

“Congratulations!” Monokuma trilled, the only sound in a vast, dead plain. “I was worried for a minute there, but shows what I know! You sniffed out the killer, after all!”

Color returned.

Mukuro heaved.

“Ha… Aha… ha…”

She was crying.

A feeling settled over her, smothering her. Familiar, yet strange. Despair and hope intertwined – so woven together that there was no telling the difference, if one even existed at all.

Despite everything, she’d done it. They’d done it.

This was surely right, she thought. It didn’t even matter if she was really “guilty” or not, like Makoto had been. The others could live. Hina could live.

She didn’t mind, really. This sallow alloy of hope and despair wasn’t so bad. She sort of liked it, really. The weight was gone from her shoulders, like the whole world had pressed down upon her, held up by her anguish and misery, and now she was left alone, finally free of it.

Somehow, she felt good. Better than good – the best she’d ever felt. Relieved. Even more than that, she was able to stand almost normally, as if nothing was wrong. It wasn’t that new source of energy flooded her; she was still just as tired, still just as dead and drained inside. Rather, it was as if the need for energy and hope itself was gone. As if that void inside her, gnawing at her, was absent, and with it, the very capacity for fatigue.

She turned to her friends. She understood – she understood the injustice of the trial. To them, it was almost a repeat of Makoto’s death. Kyoko in particular twisted and squirmed with her glove, and burned with an intensity and hatred Mukuro hadn’t known she was capable of. Byakuya stared at her, clutching a fist, studying her, unable to quite reconcile his thoughts. Jack hopped onto her podium, squatted, and watched on in a way that, for her, was downright respectful. And Celeste, the other girl whose body was broken, kept staring at her without a word. At least her body might heal. They all might heal, one day, even Hiro, Taka, and Leon, none of whom could quite seem to look her in the eyes.

“Don’t feel bad about this,” she smiled. Tears welled up in her eyes. “If you knew half the things I’ve done, you wouldn’t feel bad. You’d have never come near me in the first place.”

Hiro looked especially ashamed.

“I didn’t expect my prediction to be used like that…” he muttered.

“It was used to save everyone,” she said. “Why feel bad about that?”

Kyoko tried to speak, but her words came out only a pained, seething rasp.

“This isn’t just,” she managed to say.

The detective had to view this as a second failure, after Makoto. How undeserving was her frustration and self-loathing!

Mukuro laughed. She laughed and laughed until her voice grew hoarse.

“Yes, it is just,” she said, and the tears fell from her chin. “It’s the most just thing that’s ever happened in Hope’s Peak.”

“Well,” Monokuma squawked, and stood up. He waved a hand across the room, seeming to settle on nothing in particular. “Sorry to break up all of this happy celebration, but I’ve got a show to run.”

“Junko!” Kyoko hissed. “This isn’t over. This trial was a lie, wasn’t it? You just made up the result!”

“Yap, yap, yap. You’re too big to be one of those annoying little yap dogs, you’re more the size of a great dane or something. And you know what they say about dogs, right?” His claws extended. “‘Even the biggest dog is still weaker than a bear~’”

“I’ve never heard that saying…” Jack mused. “Oh well! It’s probably real.”

“Anyyyyyyyyyway,” Monokuma barreled on, rather casually, and eased himself into a slouch on his throne. “I think it’s about time to wrap this whole shebang up. Everyone who’s not getting executed, please go to the elevator. Everyone who wants to stay and die, please, stay and die.”

Mukuro smiled again, relieved. Slouching only a little, she turned to the others, and waved them off.

“Go.” she said.

Gradually, and with great reluctance, they obeyed. Byakuya was the first to board the elevator. His glasses caught the ceilings’ light and shone to hide his eyes, but from his posture, Mukuro thought he seemed to be calculating something. He had not, at least, said a word since before the votes were cast.

Jack followed obediently, chirping and barely paying attention. Leon next, and then Hiro, neither of whom could say a word.

“Mukuro…” Taka said, and he made to leave. “Whatever your past, I think you’ve more than overcome it.”

“That’s kind of you to say,” she replied. “But… some things can’t be undone.”

“Is that so?” Taka laughed, then remembered the seriousness of the situation, and looked away in shame. “That is… I’ve always believed in the value of pure hard work and discipline. You’ve displayed both of those these past few weeks, even if in a very unique fashion. People born with talent often grow restless and lazy with it… I believe you when you say that the person you used to be misused her abilities, but even so, if your goal these past few weeks was to turn yourself into someone new, you succeeded.”

She nodded, happily, and watched him leave. He’d always been the most outwardly righteous of the group, and his approval was a worthy prize to be granted at the end.

“Mukuro…” Celeste started. Sympathy was an odd look on her, but she wore it well – she wore anything well, really. Even when she’d raged at Hifumi, she’d still looked good while doing it. She paused, looked at the detective still next to herself, and shook her head. “You didn’t listen to my advice to watch out.”

Mukuro glanced down to the stab wound on the gambler’s abdomen.

“I could say the same about you.”

Celeste glared at her for a moment, then looked away.

“Well, you’ve saved my life twice in two days… I suppose I can forgive you, just this once. How would you like an upgrade to B-rank?”

“I’d be honored.”

For a moment, Celeste seemed on the verge of saying something else. Instead, she scoffed, turned away, and made for the elevator. If she acknowledged Mukuro in any other way, she didn’t show it.

Only Kyoko was left.

“Please keep an eye on Hina for me,” the broken, soon-to-be dead girl said. A moment later, she remembered Kyoko’s blindness. “Well, you know what I mean. Sorry. But I’d… I’d like her to survive.”

“I will.”

“Kyoko—”

“We’re all going to survive,” Kyoko declared. “This whole trial was a sham. A complete fabrication by Junko herself, and a disregard for every rule she created.”

“I don’t think she cares much about that.”

“She should. Because, Mukuro, the fact that she has to cheat like this means that she’s the one on the backfoot, not us. She’s the one being pressed into a corner. And if you die here… I…”

Kyoko trailed off, unable to finish her sentence.

“Ha…”

A tear dripped from Mukuro’s right eye. Even now, she still had some left to shed.

How many ways could this end? With everyone accepting their fate inside the school, and Junko hiding somewhere, and them living their lives, forever? With everyone dying, and Junko standing atop a pile of their corpses? Or with Junko’s death, and the others’ escape into a ruined world?

It was a question that had sat in the back of her mind for weeks now, and one that she had refused to confront: at the end, did she even want Junko dead? Her beloved, monstrous, unforgivably evil sister? She didn’t know, and now, mercifully, would be spared having to decide.

“Go.”

Kyoko delayed for another moment, then finally obeyed.

And then she was gone. The elevator doors shut tight, and seven pairs of eyes watched her as it ascended away and back to the school.

Alone but for Monokuma, Mukuro laughed. She laughed and laughed and laughed, laughed until her throat was on fire, and laughed some more after that. More than a minute passed, and she kept laughing.

She had wanted to die. She had wanted an excuse to sacrifice herself somehow, and now, she’d finally found it. She felt so, so good.

Finally, she turned to Monokuma.

“Little sis,” she said. “Do you think I can see you, one last time, before the end?”

He said nothing. He didn’t even move.

“Heh… I didn’t think so.”

Some more seconds passed, and Mukuro didn’t move.

Finally, Monokuma jumped down off of his throne, motioned to the heavens, and smiled that same goofy, stupid smile.

“Are you still satisfied with lying to yourself, Miss Ikusaba?” he asked, evenly, bereft of his normal humor.

“… No.” she admitted. “Lying to myself got me nowhere. It’s just a path to despair.”

“Then what’s left?” he asked after another moment passed, still perfectly calm, still perfectly even.

“Just the truth, which is also despair. I can’t… run from the truth anymore, and I wouldn’t, even if I could.”

“Okay!” he trilled in his normal voice, as if everything was back to normal, as if it was no more personal for Mukuro than for any other student. “Let’s give it everything we’ve got! It’s punishment time!”

Hundreds of chains and manacles descended from the ceiling, enough to fill the sky. They consumed the room utterly, enough to imprison every student ten times over, and almost all the shackles clasped and bit at empty air. The cacophony of grinding, clacking metal was unbearable, and the airy room echoed with the tumultuous crashing of a million prisons.

But the one nearest Mukuro caught her damaged arm, and another caught her by the throat, and another by the leg. Something triggered far above, and she might have heard a click, and then she was drawn up and into a black abyss.

 

~ Mukuro Ikusaba’s Final Execution ~

 

The world rushed by too fast for Mukuro to see, too fast for her to understand. Black, brown, gray, blue, red, sharp shapes, round ones. She parsed none of it. The three chains clanged together, smashing and roaring with a pitiless metal discord, tearing into her flesh, into her arm, and into her ears.

They ceased moving all at once, the manacles released her, and she hurtled from the ceiling to the harsh, unforgiving floor below. Her cheek collided with it first, and a long string of saliva smeared from her lips along the wooden surface.

The room was wide, and spacious, and very bright – and very familiar.

It was the school’s gorgeous gym. The stage in the back rose up before her, and Monokuma sat upon its edge, watching her, grinning that same stupid grin.

It took a few tries, but Mukuro finally managed to sit up. In the corner of her eye, she noticed something shine. She turned to the side and saw the empty bleachers. A moment later, she recognized the source of the shining: a wide, impassable glass pane that separated the main floor of the gym from the seats.

A shadow cast across the floor from the other side. She turned again, and saw another glass pane in front of the other bleachers.

These ones weren’t empty.

Hiro, Leon, Kyoko, Jack, Byakuya, Celeste, Taka, and… Hina. She was there, standing with the help of a crutch. She was weak, but not so much that she couldn’t press against the glass pane and pound on it with all her might. She was screaming, but Mukuro couldn’t hear her.

That happy feeling of satisfaction disappeared. Mukuro didn’t mind dying, but she would have preferred her friends to be spared the sight of it.

Despair…

She wanted to laugh that same old despairful glee. Had Hina even really been more injured than Celeste at all? Had it all just been an elaborate gag to lead to this moment?

Slowly, Mukuro forced herself to her knees. She stood there, in the center of the gym, watching as her friends looked on in horror. She hoped she wouldn’t be turned into a disgusting paste, like Makoto had been.

She felt something hard in her left hand. Looking down, she realized that she still had the kitten hairclip. She rubbed it unconsciously with her thumb.

What a silly thing to do…

She stepped forward.

Click.

She didn’t even look down.

Her body jumped backward on its own, but in slow motion. Shattered though her bones and muscles were, they still had power enough to push her backward, even if without speed. The spear flew down and struck only the wood where she’d been standing.

She knew instantly what this was: the original trap to kill her. The one where she’d kick Monokuma on Junko’s orders, and be killed for breaking the rules.

It was an instinct, more than anything else. She had no idea how she knew.

She veered to the side, stumbling for lack of strength, and almost tripped. The second spear plunged harmlessly into the floor, and splinters of wood flew and bit at her ankle. She kept moving, somehow, and a third spear narrowly missed her.

Her body was still tired and broken, she still lacked the ability to even walk normally – and yet, each time, she just knew, and her body floundered or shambled away without asking her for permission, as if it understood how to account for her weakness. But that was impossible, she knew. Until Hope’s Peak, Mukuro Ikusaba had never been injured.

The air broke, and through it whizzed another blade. There were dozens now, all around her, a forest of gleaming silver poles. It was almost beautiful. They’d all come within an inch of her, but none came close to hitting.

She avoided another, and it cut through her cast. Her useless arm burst out of what remained of the bandages, and hung uselessly at her side. She stood at the back of the room, slouching over her knees, breathing deeply, sweating profusely. She felt like she was on fire from the pumping of her blood. She could just die of exertion.

Monokuma feigned irritation, pulled a remote with two red buttons out of thin air, and hammered the upper one with his finger again and again.

She glanced to the others, who either screamed or were terrified. Hina pounded on the glass, threw herself against it, yelled. Mukuro wished someone would stop her from looking.

The ceiling twinkled – the entire ceiling.

She saw now that there were thousands of spears up there. Every inch of air was a spear, and the space between the spears was filled by even more spears. It wasn’t even an army’s worth of weapons anymore; it was literally just a ceiling made of spear tips. “Dodging” it was no more possible than dodging your way through a brick wall. An ant on the floor would not have found space to survive, if it could see at all – for even the room itself was cast into darkness as the spears blotted out the lights.

They rained down on either side, clattering and screaming through the air, closing in slowly to consume the whole room, to let her know that there was no escape, no matter her skills, no matter her intent. For now, though, they left a route in the center of the gym that connected Mukuro to Monokuma. One of the spears blocking a ceiling light fell, and for the briefest moment, there was illumination enough to see Monokuma’s stupid, mocking smile.

Despair, despair, despair…

She could at least give Junko one last thing to remember her by.

Mukuro lunged forward, staggered slightly, and tossed Makoto’s hairclip into the air. She caught it with her teeth just as her free hand gripped the shaft of one of the spears. She freed it from the floor, measured its weight, and half-ran, half-tumbled forward.

Just before she reached the stage, just before the rain of death would take her, she hurled her spear forward like a javelin with the scant power she could muster. It struck Monokuma in the eye, just as she’d wished.

He fumbled for a second, and as he fell, his paw crushed the lower button on the remote. The floor of the stage opened up with a deafening rumble, and from it emerged a single circle of pure white. It was a dinner plate, and on it was…

A glittering, juicy strawberry.

Mukuro leapt backward and into a half-dozen spears driven irretrievably into the floor, gasped, and covered her mouth. To eat that was to become the original Mukuro again.

In just a few seconds, ceiling of spears would crush and pierce her. She would, at last, be dead.

Or…

The strawberry sat there, covered, she was certain, in the chemical that would restore her memory. She could practically taste it.

She looked back to the others. Hina was screaming.

Why would Junko give her this? She had to know that Mukuro would never take it willingly. To return to that older, evil girl, to endanger the others. Mukuro would have happily died to avoid that.

And yet…

 “Lying to myself got me nowhere. It’s just a path to despair.”

“Then what’s left?”

“Just the truth, which is also despair. I can’t… run from the truth anymore, and I wouldn’t, even if I could.”

She understood instantly.

She reached for the strawberry.

She opened her mouth, and heard the hairclip clatter on the ground, despite the racket of the spears.

She bit down, and swallowed.

Notes:

(List of Truth Bullets)
* MONOKUMA FILE #4: Sayaka died at 11:17 PM in the music room from a knife to the heart.
* DANCING MONOKUMAS: The music room was filled with dancing Monokumas that watched, clapped for, and recorded Mukuro and Sayaka.
* TAKA'S ACOCUNT: Everyone except Mukuro and Celeste was poisoned by food from the kitchen, to which only Taka, Kyoko, Celeste, and Toko had access.
* CHEMISTRY BOOKS AND BOTTLES: Sayaka's dorm room had several books about poisons and chemistry bottles from the lab in it. According to Kyoko, Sayaka wasn't smart enough to have mixed up a poison by herself.
* HIRO'S FORTUNE-TELLING: Hiro has predicted the future of the trial, though he didn't say what it is. His predictions only have a 30% accuracy rate, though.
* TAKA'S SECRET: During the investigation, Taka watched the gate to the fifth floor. He later told Byakuya something that no one else overheard.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #1: The door to the data processing room was opened at some point within an hour before Mukuro destroyed it, and Celeste and Aoi got poisoned.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #2: The gate to the fifth floor opened and closed shortly after Celeste and Aoi were poisoned, so that they could be taken upstairs to heal.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #3: The gate to the fifth floor opened and closed when Celeste returned to the group. Within the same hour, the Monokuma door also opened.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #4: The dust underneath the Monokuma door was disturbed at some point immediately before, during, or after Sayaka's murder. However, there's a chance Sayaka did this. The fifth floor gate remained closed.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #5: The Monokuma door was definitely opened at some point during the investigation of Sayaka's death. The fifth floor gate definitely remained closed.

* Okay! I had meant to have this one out months ago, but between my job and the need to make sure all of the logic of the trial lines up properly, I really couldn't. Sorry! Even though this chapter is only 10000 words, I think it took me the longest of any chapter to write; it just took fucking forever to get everything the way I wanted it, and even now, I'm still not absolutely satisfied. I really wanted to get this out this week, though, so I've published it, and if it's not perfect, so be it.

* I'm hoping that I can finish the rest of this fic by the end of the year. I think I won't have any more chapters that take this many hours to finish. Like I said above, this took me forever.

* I intentionally left it ambiguous as to who voted for whom at the end of the trial, but it's not extremely difficult to figure out if you were paying attention. I'm more curious if everyone will be able to understand Mukuro's unstated thoughts at the end, there.

* The return of Aoi! It's been a while, eh?

* I hope people understand what I'm going for by having Monokuma interrupt the final non-stop debate. It's more than just a random joke, but I'm not sure it's clear what I'm trying to do. I don't want to just say it, though. We'll see.

Chapter 29: Chapter 4: Uncertain, Unresolved, Unsettled, and Unknown - Post-trial

Summary:

The trial's over, and no one was executed... or perhaps, one person was. The group is reunited with Aoi, but more and greater mysteries have taken the place of the few the class has already managed to solve.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It was as if she was caught up in a great and terrible hurricane, the likes of which had never been seen in all the history of the world. Colors shifted around her and mixed together, sounds blurred and became one, and smells smeared into each other and transformed into a single gestalt. All of her senses shared space with those long-forgotten feelings of that which had come before, before even Hope’s Peak. Verdant fields, desiccated buildings whose whereabouts she couldn’t quite make out, dead and ugly forests, homes, planes, weapons, ships, faces, trains, pets, clothing, conversations, all bleared together, too much for a human mind to parse. If she turned her head, she turned it two-thousand times, and saw two-thousand scenes, of which only one was in the present, but indiscernible from the rest.

A dam inside burst to release a vast and endless torrent, not of memory, but of personhood, one that would gobble up the speck of a girl that taken up residence in its path and return everything to its rightful nature. A thousand emotions swallowed her up; roiling ones, passive ones, strong ones and weak ones, and each brought with it a dozen more, until the whole of the world was just an all-consuming tempest of every sensation and emotion she had ever conceived of all at once. And though the chaos of it all was too thunderous and deafening to make out anything in particular, one thing remained clear, shining, if pure blackness could shine, like a guiding star through the destruction: the empty void in the distance that was despair itself.

Her eyes were blank and full of life, twitching, screaming, yet unresponsive to that which surrounded her, and she stared into some remote, invisible point that no longer existed. Her body, wrecked and exhausted though it was, shivered horribly, as if a cold had settled in upon her. One hand hung limply in its cast, disgusting and permanently broken, while the other hung at her side, uselessly upon the surface of the bench.

Woah, thought Hiro. She looks pretty messed up.

He watched her from the corner of the bathhouse, wondering how her face could stay so pale in this heat, how she could tremble and sweat all at once. Every so often, one of Mukuro’s eyes spasmed, as if she couldn’t quite believe or understand what she was seeing or hearing.

Man, do I know that feeling.

He crossed his arms, cocked his head to the side, and nodded, watching Hina kneel down on the floor next to her, lock their fingers together, and say something comforting too far away for him to hear.

“Mukuro,” she said, louder, her own voice quivering. She was trying to be soft and comforting, Hiro could tell, but she was almost panicking. “It’s alright… Whatever you’re seeing, you’re still here. Don’t… don’t—”

“Don’t flip out and go into kill mode,” Leon said, cruelly.

“Leon!” Hina turned to him in anger, then back to the girl on the bench.

Hiro wasn’t sure if Leon really needed to ask her not to kill them. However skilled Mukuro might’ve been at killing, it didn’t really matter if her entire body was messed up, did it? She could barely move as it was.

Despite it all, he was happy that Mukuro was still alive. Thrilled, even. Sure, she’d once almost killed him by accident, but he didn’t want to be responsible for her death. To think that his fortune-telling had been used like that, in some kind of super-cunning reverse death game… Besides, she’d saved them all at least once.

Still, Mukuro looked even worse than she had the first time she’d thought she was Junko, worse, even, than when Sayaka had gone catatonic. It was like… like… Like Junko kept inventing new levels of messed-upness to throw in their faces? As if that itself was a game to her.

I bet, when Mukuro’s better, she’ll need at least one good fortune-telling… Wonder what they pay Ultimate Soldiers. Doesn’t sound like the fanciest job, but Byakuya probably won’t bite…

His eyes slid over to the man in question, who had hurried them here after the ‘execution.’ Hiro beamed with some satisfaction at his easy comprehension as to why:

No cameras!

The others were all here: Jack, Kyoko, Leon, Taka, and even Celeste, who was sequestered in a corner by herself.

Nine of us, huh…

He poked his tongue into his cheek. That was the fourth trial. By the way the rules were written, each murder meant one trial, and each trial meant one dead student, so each trial really represented two deaths. That meant… eight deaths should’ve happened so far, right?

So, there should’ve been seven of them left now, but there were nine. Scrunching his face, Hiro grappled with an idea that had only just come to him:

How much has Junko’s plan gone off-script by now?

He wanted to ask Kyoko (mainly because she was nicer than Byakuya), but she was busy examining Mukuro. The detective leaned over and poked at the traumatized girl, waved a hand in front of her unresponsive face…

Hiro grimaced, and looked away toward the other useless people. Leon, Jack, Taka, and Celeste stood or sat in corners or on benches, watching the scene unfold, contributing nothing.

Damn, he thought. There sure are a lot of people who made it this far by doing nothing important!

Byakuya stood in the center of the room, watching closely as the detective did her work. At last, Kyoko stood up, turned, and came to—

“Hiro,” she said. “I need your help.”

He balked.

My help?”

“More specifically,” she clarified. “I need something you have. Do you still have that crystal ball?”

“Oh… Sure.” He was relieved that she didn’t need something complicated. He fumbled in his jackets for a few seconds, then retrieved the world’s most powerful (glass) crystal ball.

“Careful,” he said, holding it in both hands. “It cost me a hundred-thousand yen!”

Jack bit the inside of her lip, then leaned over to Taka.

“Is that a lot of money?” she asked. “My only frame of reference is the cost of scissors.”

Taka did not reply. Hiro grunted, then handed off the crystal ball to Kyoko. She took it and glided over to the center of the room, right beneath a ceiling light. Everyone save Mukuro watched her in silence.

The detective held the ball before her, and the light caught on it. A deeply unpleasant glare burst off from its surface and danced across a wall, and Leon threw up his hands and covered his eyes.

“Hey, dammit! That coulda fucking blinded me!”

Kyoko responded only by shifting her stance, so that the glare slowly rolled across the room. Taka and Celeste, having seen the light in action with Leon, knew to look away, but Hina stupidly didn’t.

“Hey!”

She reflexively looked down as the light flashed in her eyes, gritting her teeth. At the same time, it passed over Mukuro’s eyes.

The Ultimate Soldier’s left eye, the closer one, reflexively squinted.

“Ah!” Taka gasped. “I understand.”

Hiro scowled.

“Well… I don’t. What’s happening?”

“Isn’t it obvious, Hiro?” Taka shook his head. “Kyoko was testing to see if Mukuro was also blinded after regaining her memories.”

Celeste nodded.

“As I recall,” she said. “Kyoko’s vision was taken almost immediately after eating that strawberry.”

“It’s been a good fifteen minutes since Mukuro ate hers,” Byakuya said. “I think it’s safe to say that it’s working differently for her.”

Oh no! They’re doing that thing where they talk about smart people stuff. I always look stupid when this happens.

“So… what’s that mean?” Hiro asked, hoping the answer wasn’t obvious.

“The answer is obvious,” Byakuya replied, and Hiro winced. “The chemical that restores your memory doesn’t also take away your eyesight – that was a separate part Junko added for the first piece of fruit.”

“But, why?” Leon asked.

“Why, indeed,” he replied. “Let’s ask Junko herself, the next time we see her.”

Truth Bullet added: KYOKO’S BLINDNESS

Kyoko set the ball down on the counter, and sank into deep thought.

“Mukuro,” Hina whispered, very softly. “Do you… do you hear us? Are you okay?”

Seconds passed. Slowly, from far away, Mukuro managed a very weak nod. It would have been impossible to notice, had they not all been focused on her.

“Do you have your memories back?” Byakuya pressed, a little too harshly. “Do you remember… everything?”

Mukuro’s lips parted for a second, then closed. Strands of gross saliva twinkled in her mouth. Her eyes twitched again, as if in disbelief, or as if something that only she could see was too disturbing for words. She raised her one good hand to her head, or at least tried. Halfway up, Hina grabbed it by the wrist and helped guide her up, and Mukuro pressed the hand to her temple and groaned in pain. Maybe she tried to say something, but nothing came out, except a weird, inarticulate gurgle.

“Stop bugging her!” Hina said, suddenly, angry at them all. “She obviously needs some time!”

Hiro sympathized with Hina. Mukuro looked so fragile right now, like a white-faced girl made entirely out of glass. Shift her only a little, and she might fall to the floor and shatter into a million pieces.

Woah! That’s pretty good!

He decided he’d remember that for later, if he needed to impress a client during a reading.

“We don’t know how much time we have left,” Byakuya said, with the same lack of personal concern he always displayed. “It might not be much longer.”

“What do you mean?” Taka asked, scratching at his throat. “We just completed a trial. I know we’ve all said this before… three times now… But this time, for real – there can’t possibly be another murder after this. So, I don’t understand why you’re acting as if we’re under a time limit.”

“Junko has repeatedly broken the spirit of the rules to keep this game going,” Celeste explained, her own voice, itself, rather quiet. “She must agree with you that no one is likely to commit another murder of their own volition, which means she must have some other way to manipulate something to happen.”

“Yeah, and that ‘other way’ is fucking obvious!” Leon spat. “The only thing that makes sense is that she’ll have her spy do something, and that spy is obviously you!”

“What…?” Hina cocked her head. “Did I miss something?”

“You missed quite a lot,” Byakuya snapped. “We’ll explain the details later. As you’ve probably already guessed, though… Celeste is likely the spy.”

“I deny it!” said the gothic girl. “It’s a ruse, nothing more.”

“Should we lock her up?” Leon asked. “Put her somewhere?”

“No,” Byakuya said, instantly. “We need to keep an eye on her at all times from this moment on. Celeste should never be alone, not even for a second. Right now, she’s where we can all see her.”

Celeste was obviously growing irritated at the suspicion and at his words, but she reined herself in and shook her head.

“If you wish to waste resources and time this way, then so be it,” she said. “I cannot control you. When we learn the truth of this spy business, whatever it is, you’ll all look like the fools you are.”

“Sorry, man…” Hiro muttered, and he looked away.

“Enough,” Byakuya said. “Mukuro. What do you remember?”

“…”

The bags under her eyes were deep pools of black, made all the more disturbing by the natural paleness of her face. She might have glanced up at their leader, or she might have just followed the movements of the illusory memories only she could see.

Damn, that’s another good one!

“I…” she croaked. “Sister… of killing… places I don’t know, but I do know… Focus and it’s… swept away… If I’m… am…”

She wobbled for a moment, then half-fell, half-leaned down upon the bench, until she was on her side. Hina reached over to offer support, but Mukuro didn’t seem to notice.

“It’s just out of reach,” she said, and closed her eyes. A bit of drool eked out of her mouth, and she was out cold.

“So…” Leon looked away, very awkwardly. “Again – Should we be worried that she’s going to flip out and kill everyone?”

The answer, obviously, was that she was harmless right now, but in the future, might be strong enough again to threaten them. However, no one said it – not even Byakuya.

“Heheh!” Jack threw her head back. “She’s gonna go back to the old Pukuro, right? The one who, she claimed, killed who-knows-how-many? And she killed a school worth of kids? And, dunno if you noticed this or not, but we’re a school’s worth of kids!” She clasped her hands together and looked to the ceiling. “Oh, to be protected from the evils of the Ultimate Soldier by my shining knight! If only he would hold out his hand and pledge to protect this dainty, innocent flower!”

A few moments passed, and her eyes slid over to the very-much-immobile Byakuya, who pledged, evidently, nothing. She nudged him in the side, and he moved over to another corner.

“I don’t want to raise alarm unnecessarily,” Taka said, obviously with some reluctance. “But Jack may not be incorrect. Monokuma did call this an execution, which implies that at the very least, the Mukuro we know will die.”

“No!” Hina yelped out, almost panicking. “Not right after I got back! That’s not… that’s not fair! There’s so much I want to talk to her about!”

“Don’t get ahead of yourself,” Kyoko said, evenly. “That strawberry restores all of your memories. That means that she should still have the memories of our time together, here.”

“I am also sympathetic to her,” Taka said, stiffly. “But in the grand scheme of things, we’ve spent about two weeks with her here, and she spent years as a soldier, and then years obeying her evil sister and working against us.”

“… She’s very injured,” Kyoko said. “I doubt she could do much with her talent, even if she wanted to.”

Hey, that’s what I thought! Hiro almost smiled. Now, even the smart people are coming up Hiro.

“Hina,” Byakuya said, changing the subject, and looked to the girl next to Mukuro. “Tell us what happened to you.”

“Nothing, really… I actually wanted to ask you guys. All that happened was that I woke up on, I guess, the fifth floor. I was on a hospital bed in what looked like an archery range. I got up maybe twenty minutes ago, and Monokuma was there. He said something like ‘if you want to meet up with your friends, I think they’re just getting out of the last trial.’ I eeped, and then I ran down to find you guys – the gate was open.”

“How did you feel? Kyoko asked. “Normal? Woozy? Put it into words.”

“I feel a little sleepy, like I just woke up after a super long nap. If it wasn’t for all of this, I’d want to go for a swim.”

Kyoko nodded.

“That fits…”

“Fits what?”

Byakuya snorted.

“Isn’t it obvious? It was always strange that Celeste woke up before you did, when you were physically tougher than her, and you’d both been poisoned at the same time. But if Junko kept you unconscious for longer because she wanted to surprise her sister with your reappearance, that particular mystery is instantly solved.”

“What?!” Hina flushed blue. “That… that’s… Argh!” She smashed a fist onto the bench next to Mukuro. “She’s the worst!”

“I think we can also assume the dust line underneath the fifth-floor gate has been disturbed. Taka, go check it out.”

“I… Very well, Byakuya.” Taka nodded, then was gone.

“Dust line…?” Hina cocked her head, then raised her hand. “Um! Sorry, but I still don’t quite understand everything that’s happening. I get that Sayaka is… gone…” Her voice dropped as she said the words. “But what happened to Mukuro’s arm? And why’s she in weird, new clothing?”

“Hmph… I suppose you need to be brought up to speed.” Byakuya sighed. “Normally, I’d assign this task to Mukuro… Hiro, you do it.”

“Me? Why?”

“Because it’ll let me judge how much you understood what happened, yourself.”

Crap!

Over the next five minutes, Hiro recounted everything he could remember since Hina’s and Celeste’s poisoning – the entire debacle with Sayaka, the way she’d been manipulated toward despair, the complicated murder-suicide question with the way she tricked Mukuro into killing her, and all of the many, many reasons they suspected Celeste of being the spy.

At the end, Byakuya almost looked impressed.

“You could have done worse,” he admitted. “But you forgot an important detail.”

“Dammit! What was it?”

“After Hina and Celeste were poisoned, Monokuma did take them to be healed… but not before we stabilized them. And the one who knew how to treat the poison… was Kyoko, who still never gave a satisfactory explanation as to how she knew the antidote to an obscure type of poison.”

Kyoko closed her eyes.

“I told you. Celeste knocked over a book, and I picked it up. The page just happened to about that same poison. Or are you accusing me of being the spy?”

Byakuya said nothing for a long time.

“I don’t think it’s plausible for Junko to have more than one spy among us,” he admitted at last. “And I do think Celeste is far more suspicious than you. But I still don’t accept your explanation.”

Truth Bullet added: POISONED DARTS

“What if—”

“Byakuya!” Taka barreled into the room. He huffed for breath for a moment, then stood erect at attention. “I have made an important discovery!”

“What is it?”

“The gate to the fifth floor… is open!”

Byakuya’s eyes narrowed.

“What…?”

“What’s so strange about that?” Hina asked. “The gates to the next floor always open after a trial.”

“They always open the next morning,” Byakuya corrected. “This is less than half an hour after the trial. Most likely, the gate’s been open since you woke up. It was definitely closed when we left for the trial, though… Taka, have you explored the fifth floor at all, yet?”

“No, I came right back. As you thought, the line was completely ruined.”

“Very well. We may as well begin now. Except for Mukuro, Celeste, and a guard, we should all split into pairs and see what’s up there.”

“I’ll be the guard!” Hina volunteered, instantly. “I wanna stay with Mukuro.”

“No. Besides Celeste, you’re the only one who’s seen anything on the fifth floor. Your perspective could be useful.” He turned to Jack, whose hands were still clasped together, whose eyes were still turned toward the ceiling in cartoonish expectation of her knight’s arrival. “Jack, you watch them.”

“Hmmmm…” She poked one of her scissors against her cheek, rocking back and forth in idle consideration. “Go with Master or stay here with two extremely not-cute girls… Do I have a choice?”

“No.”

“Kyaha! I didn’t think so!”

“That leaves six people. I’ll go with Leon. Hina can go with Taka. Kyoko, you can take Hiro.”

There wasn’t much argument after that. As the group made for the top floor, Byakuya delayed for a moment, and then pulled Hiro aside.

“Hiro,” he said, rather quietly. “I have a special job for you.”

“But during the trial, you said I was too dumb to have a special job!”

Byakuya hesitated for a moment, then nodded bruskly.

“I did say that,” he admitted. “But nevertheless, your job is to watch Kyoko.”

“Just… watch her?”

“Make sure she doesn’t leave the fifth floor once we’re up there, and make sure she doesn’t talk to Junko and give her information about this meeting through a Monokuma or something. Just stand near her and watch to see if she does anything suspicious.”

“Ha!” Hiro laughed, and made a fist. “I can do that, easy!”

Byakuya sucked in his lips. Hiro wondered if he was reconsidering the teams he’d formed.

“You’d better.”

 

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“Wh—what the hell?!”

Hiro almost leapt out of his skin as soon as he entered the room. A second later, something bubbled up from inside his stomach. It nearly burst from his mouth, but somehow, he swallowed it down.

“Then it’s as I thought.”

Kyoko sighed.

A classroom stretched out before the two, though it was like no classroom Hiro had ever imagined. Chairs and desks were overturned and scattered across the floor at random, scratch marks the size of a person dug deeply into the walls… Most of all, though, bloodstains were everywhere. They were dark and dry and ancient, but Hiro had seen enough of blood in the past few weeks to know them in an instant, however old and covered with dust they might have been.

White chalk marks in the shape of people, or rather, in the shape of dead bodies covered the floor. Too many for Hiro to count quickly, though it was surely more than ten. Blood smeared across a whiteboard on the side of the room and spelled “Eye For An Eye.” Even a few of the ceiling lights were damaged and caked with dried, brownish blood.

He wanted to throw up again.

“What the hell is this?” he asked, terrified.

“… the Tragedy of Hope’s Peak,” Kyoko said. She kneeled down, and though she was blind, she instantly began tracing her fingers lightly over the walls, apparently able to feel that which was to Hiro invisible. “This was the first, first killing game.”

“The first?”

“Junko, and I suppose probably Mukuro, forced another class in Hope’s Peak to murder each other. It was less elaborate than ours, though. No trials – just a big bloodbath, right here. One survivor, though he later died, anyway.”

“Jeez… What did the school do about it?”

“What else?” she asked, bitterly. “They covered it up. They claimed the entire class went off on a study abroad program.” She sighed, and traced a finger across the edge of one of the floor tiles. “Junko revealed everything, sans her involvement, which triggered a protest… Everything cascaded from there. In a way, you can trace all the damage and destruction and deaths the world has suffered… to this room, right here.”

There was an emotion in her voice that Hiro didn’t quite understand, or perhaps a mix. It wasn’t purely bitterness or hatred, like she’d displayed when her father had come up previously. It was more like frustration, though he couldn’t quite tell at whom it was directed.

Still kneeling, Kyoko stalked over to the frame of the door. Her finger glided over the wood, until she picked off a tiny strip of what, to Hiro, looked like scotch tape.

“I tried to figure out the truth,” she continued, airily, examining the tape. “But I failed.”

“Why? You’re the Ultimate Detective.”

She pulled the tape almost up to her eye, and Hiro wondered how blind she really was. A moment later, she pulled another piece off the door itself. Something metallic was attached to it.

“A key witness I needed was killed in front of my eyes,” she said. “I was almost injured, too. Knowing what I know now, it must have been Junko or Mukuro who did it.”

“You were almost injured? Is that where your hands got messed up?”

“No… That was when I was a very inexperienced, younger detective. Stupid mistakes.”

Truth Bullet added: KYOKO’S HANDS

“Hold on a second,” Hiro muttered. “If the school wanted to cover everything up, why’d it leave the classroom the same?”

“I never knew enough to ask until now,” she sighed. “But I would guess they kept it the same so that they could keep investigating to find what caused the incident. To think they had a Kirigiri detective on the campus, but never called upon her… The arrogance. The stupidity.”

She stood, and looked Hiro dead in the eyes.

“I hate them.”

“… What’s with the tape?” he asked, changing the subject.

“I don’t know,” she said. “But there’s a wire inside of it.”

“A wire?”

“Broken, now. Presumably when we opened the door. The tape itself is still flexible. It was placed there recently. This is a common trick to tell if a door was opened when you weren’t around – place a bit of tape or string on it, and if it’s broken, someone opened it. More than that, though, look here. What do you see?”

Hiro strained his eyes. Inside of the tape, he saw that the metallic object was actually a little microchip. A tiny light on its side was flashing.

“Little computer-y microchip,” he said. “It looks like it’s on, or something. Oh! Did it turn on when the wire broke?”

Kyoko licked her lips. She was clearly thinking very hard, and Hiro didn’t want to interrupt that, but…

“… Hold on a second!” he said. “There’s no other way out of this room, and no one is in here to have placed it.” He crossed his arms, then brightened. “Do you think—”

“It’s not a ghost, Hiro.”

Hiro grunted.

“It could’ve been a ghost…” he said in a low, defeated tone.

Truth Bullet added: MYSTERIOUS TAPE ON THE DOOR

“Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!”

From a shadow in the ceiling, a black-and-white bear popped into existence. He settled in the middle of the class, not quite disturbing a dusty bloodstain. Slowly, he pivoted in a near-circle to scan the entire room, until at last his eyes settled on the teacher’s desk in the front. He seemed almost not to notice Hiro and Kyoko.

“Are you enjoying yourself, Miss Kirigiri?” he asked, wistfully. “Remembering the good old days?”

“Thank you, Junko,” Kyoko said, instantly. “For not killing Mukuro.” Her hand pulled into a fist, and extended one finger, which she pointed at the headmaster. “I know you think Mukuro will turn on us… That you spared her to further our despair, by turning her back into the awful murderer she once was, but you’ve underestimated her. In the end, she’ll prove that the only Mukuro you killed is the one who was loyal to you.”

Hiro didn’t understand where Kyoko summoned the courage from to talk that way to him. Still, Monokuma only said nothing for a few awkward seconds. Finally, just when Hiro wondered if he would reply at all, he cocked his head, though he still didn’t face the duo.

“Is that so?” he asked, voice raising in pitch as he did. “Well, if you think so, who am I to disagree? Heehee! It doesn’t really matter. Make of this room whatever you will – if you think you can find the truth in it, that is.”

Kyoko’s eyes narrowed. A few seconds passed, and then Monokuma laughed again.

“With that, I’m off! I can’t spend all my time with you; your classmates might need my ministrations! Bear-well!”

He was gone a second later. Kyoko said nothing, though Hiro noted that she kept absently playing with the tape in her fingers.

“He changed the subject from Mukuro to this room,” she murmured. “But there’s nothing important here, when I already know what happened…”

“Wasn’t there?” Hiro asked. “There was that tape and the wire, right?”

Kyoko’s bottom lip fell just slightly ajar. She glanced down into her hands and at the tape, the wire, and the microchip.

And it struck Hiro, suddenly, that there was an explanation for how it could have gotten into the room. The simplest explanation in the world that didn’t involve ghosts, and perhaps even simpler than one that did.

Suppose Kyoko was the spy, after all, and that she wanted to mislead everyone. Well, she was the one who found the tape. Who was to say that it was really there to begin with? Who was to say that she didn’t place it there to ‘find?’

And that whole conversation with Monokuma… it had almost sounded like they were having two different conversations.

What if that was a code, for her to pass Junko information without me realizing it?

Hiro shuddered. Now he thought about it, there was no possible spy more dangerous than the one standing next to him.

 

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“Yeah,” Hina said. “Yeah, this is basically what I remember. I wasn’t paying super close attention, though.”

The fifth-floor dojo-archery range expanded out before the two, almost exactly as had been described by both Celeste and Hina.

Taka crossed his arms, uncrossed them, and retrieved his fourth emergency logbook and pen from his uniform. For the next few seconds, he busily took note of all that he saw:

- Traditional Japanese-style wooden lockers on the right

- Samurai armor decoration on the left

- 20~ foot-long concrete floor extending out from the wooden dojo section

- Four archery targets on the far wall, none of them yet used

- Cherry blossom trees in full bloom, pink petals falling everywhere

Taka puffed out his cheek. Any good Japanese student would know that such trees bloomed for precisely two weeks per year. Did this happen to be the two weeks they were in full bloom? Or did Junko or the school have some artifice to force them when it was convenient?

Most likely the latter, though I should bring this up to Kyoko…

He jotted down a reminder to himself.

When he was satisfied that he’d written down all the essentials of the room, he continued on to what was obviously a newer addition:

- Two hospital beds taken from the nurse’s office, both used, placed on the archery range – left one looks more recently used

- Both have un-made sheets + need washing

They stood out so much from the rest of the scenery, it was impossible not to instantly notice them. Hina stood over the leftmost one, poking its bedsheets.

“This one was mine. My clothes were in a pile on the floor.”

“And you threw them on, and made for the gate?”

“Yeah. Well, actually I ran around a little on the fifth floor, looking for the gate, ‘cause I’ve never seen it before. Well, I guess I have seen it before, but lost my memory of it… You know what I mean.”

“Indeed, I do.”

Taka finished his latest note:

- Location on ground next to foot of left bed where Hina claims she found her clothing in a pile (no clothing there anymore)

Finally, he slipped the logbook and pen back into a fold of his clothing. They would be easy to retrieve, should he need them again later.

“I like this place,” he said. “It’s very relaxing, yet its purpose is clear and useful. I presume Sakura must have spent most of her time here.”

“Yeah…” Hina agreed, and her voice was a little downtrodden. “I… I hate how she died.”

“It was Hifumi’s doing, Hina.”

“Was it?” Hina huffed. “It feels to me more like it was Junko’s! Argh, I hate her so much!”

Again, Taka agreed.

His philosophy had always been to stay focused on the future. What value was the past, except as a lesson for how to behave and what not to do? His own embarrassment of a grandfather was evidence enough for that.

Focus on the future, prepare yourself for it, be better for it. And give some thought to the present – be strong, be fast, be smart, be organized, be as good as you can be.

And yet…

He wondered, sometimes, about that Mondo character. Kyoko had been adamant that he and Mondo had been the closest of friends, completely inseparable at all times, that their ‘bro-dom’ was an unbreakable bond—

That Junko had broken. Was it a mercy that he didn’t know Mondo, except for the first five minutes after waking up? A mercy that this was all lost in the past, as well?

What a bitch, he thought, allowing himself his one self-allotted swear word of the month on this.

“Hey, Taka, look at this, I found something weird in the sheets.”

He scurried over to Hina, who leaned over the bed. She motioned to what looked like a tiny wire on the bed, except that it had crumbled at her touch. It was split into a few pieces, now.

“It was just a normal piece of wire,” she said. “But it fell apart when I touched it.”

He pressed a hand onto the bed, and shifted through the sheets underneath the wire. As he expected, his fingers pressed on something a little too hard and angular for a mattress.

I hate to destroy school property, he thought. But…

He pulled out his pen, stabbed the tip into the sheet, and tore the fabric around the object underneath. A moment later, he revealed a small microchip that the wire had connected into. A tiny light on the surface was flashing.

“Hm…” he mused. “Some bit of computer equipment. Activated when you disturbed the wire, perhaps?”

“What’s it do?” Hina asked.

“I have no idea. But! My instinct tells me this is important.”

“Your instinct, huh,” Hina said, and Taka pretended not to notice her obvious sarcasm.

“Yes! We will inform the others posthaste!”

Truth Bullet added: MYSTERIOUS WIRE IN THE BED

“Hm, hm, hmmmmmmmmmm!”

They turned around at the all-too-familiar voice. Monokuma stood there, standing between them and the door, having apparently arrived after they’d found the wire. His eyes were dead set on the bed.

“Heehee!” He covered his mouth with his paw, and seemed almost overflowing with energy and evil mockery. “What’d you find, my little studentarino?”

“You know very well, Monokuma,” Taka replied. “Whatever this wire is that you hid in Hina’s bed, we will find its purpose and expose you.”

Before Monokuma could reply, Hina jumped forward, made two fists, and screamed at the headmaster.

“Junko!” she yelled. “How could you do all of these horrible things to your own sister?! How can ‘despair’ be worth a—”

Monokuma just shook his head and spoke over her – not even loudly, just at his ordinary pitch.

“Heh… You’re still investigating, even now. Wouldn’t it be easier to just give up? Or are you that interested in finding the truth? Are you that devoted to it?”

“You’re not… you’re not answering my question!” Hina stammered. Her face was growing red, and Taka worried that she might forget the rules and launch herself at the bear. Carefully, he maneuvered to place himself between them, and she continued cursing out the robot. “Dammit, Junko! Why do you have to torture her so much? Isn’t it enough that you’ve killed Sakura, that you’ve killed Makoto, that you’ve killed Sa—”

“Well,” said Monokuma, rather casually. So casually, in fact, that it was difficult to hear him over Hina’s impotent anger. “I’m not going to stop you. Just make sure not to mess up the place too badly.”

He bounced away into the ceiling, as he always did, and Hina raged for seconds. At last, she screamed at the top of her lungs, this time in just pure frustration.

“I hate her!” she cried, and punched at the air. “I just… I just want to help Mukuro, so much!”

“We are helping her,” Taka said, as comfortingly as he could manage.

“She just ignored me,” she moaned. “She didn’t even let me finish my sentence. She just interrupted me like I was nothing, like I was a gnat!”

“Yes. If anything, she’s gotten ruder over time,” he nodded. “It’s as if we’re not even important enough to talk to.” He nodded once more, then gathered up the wire and chip. “Come, Hina. We’ll find the others, and get to the bottom of this mystery. I’m confident that Byakuya and Leon will have discovered something crucial by now.”

 

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“Well, that was pointless,” Leon yawned, settled into a chair, and stretched his legs out over the cafeteria table. “Didn’t find anything important at all.”

“I wouldn’t quite say that,” Byakuya replied, but Leon could tell that the rich kid was still disappointed by how little they’d found.

Heh… I bet he doesn’t know half as much as he pretends. I bet it’s mostly bluffing. Yeah, that’s why he always tells Mukuro to explain everything!

Leon grinned wildly, certain in the knowledge that the only really smart person around was Junko.

Their enemy.

Whom it would be really bad for them to be the only intelligent person around.

I’m gonna forget all that whole line of thought.

“The greenhouse was useless, yes,” Byakuya, brilliant and clever and their best chance for survival, continued. “But the biolab at least revealed the existence of a morgue on the school grounds.”

“Yeah, about that…” Leon tapped his shoe on the table. “What the hell does a school have a morgue for? Am I crazy for thinking that shit’s pretty weird? You’re not gonna tell me there was an Ultimate Mortician or something, are you?”

“There are many possible scientific uses for a dead body here, if you were training an Ultimate Nurse or Doctor or something, yes,” Byakuya chided, not even bothering to look at Leon. The future Ultimate Musician bit his lip, and decided now wasn’t the time to argue. “The most important part is that we confirmed six cadavers are being stored.”

“Why’s that important?”

“Because that’s the correct number there should be – Makoto, Chihiro, Hifumi, Mondo, Sakura, and Sayaka. Imagine if someone was stupid enough to miscount the number of green lights versus red lights in that room.”

Leon actually laughed.

“Haha, okay, okay,” he said, and his good humor returned. “Actually, I guess I see where you’re going with that. You wanna make sure no one’s playing any stupid corpse switcharoo games with us, right? But I still sure as hell don’t wanna go back into that freezing room again.”

Truth Bullet added: BIOLAB LIGHTS

“So, uh,” Leon grunted. “Why’re we waiting for the others here, instead of the bathhouse?”

Byakuya didn’t answer instantly. Instead, he looked away with a slightly out-of-character awkwardness, and then Leon remembered that that was the room he’d told Jack to guard.

Oh.

Just as Leon was considering running to his room to grab a guitar and start practicing, two figures appeared in the doorway: Hiro and Kyoko.

“Hey, guys,” said the former. “You find anything interesting?”

“Not really,” Leon said. “Just a room where Junko’s keeping everyone’s corpses.”

“The morgue, I assume.” Kyoko said, not looking in his direction.

“S’right. What about you guys?”

“We found the room where the first killing game happened!” Hiro announced. “Then, we found this weird wire-and-microchip device.”

“So did we!”

Aoi and Taka ran in behind the other two. The latter pulled a crumbled wire and microchip out of his pocket, and presented it to the group.

“Yeah, that’s basically what we have, too,” Hiro agreed. “Except ours was taped to a door, and it broke when we opened it. Kyoko’s got it.”

On cue, the detective reached into her own pocket, and produced a wire-and-microchip device contained in two thin strips of tape. Both microchips had the same flashing light attached to their surfaces.

“Unfortunately, we weren’t able to determine the purpose of the chip,” Taka said. “However, ours was not attached to the door, it was inside of the hospital bed Hina woke up in.”

Aoi nodded.

“I’m pretty sure it wasn’t in the bed when I woke up,” she said. “I mean… The wire was so crumbly that it fell apart as soon as I touched it. If it’d been in the sheet with me, I’d have broken it earlier. Did you guys find anything like this?”

Leon shook his head.

“No… There was nothing like that in the biolab, or in the greenhouse. There wasn’t much of anything, really.”

“Enough,” Byakuya said. “This is useful information, but we should discuss it where there are no cameras.”

“You mean, back with Jack and the others?”

“… Yes,” he replied, slightly tired. “Back with Jack.”

 

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“… and that’s where things stand.” Kyoko finished, summing up the discoveries of the day.

Hiro yawned, and stretched one of his arms. He wasn’t even sure what time it was right now, but he did know that he wanted to sleep until morning. Before he could say it, though, Leon spoke up.

“Man, I’ll be honest,” the other boy groaned. “I was already burned out by the trial, I’m not sure I paid enough attention to everything you just said.”

“There’s no need to say you’re an idiot in so many words!” Jack laughed. “You coulda just said ‘I’m dumb’ and gotten the message across!”

“Hey!”

Kyoko sighed. Hiro watched as she turned to the bench with Mukuro, who was still asleep. Hina had sat down beside her and maneuvered her head to lay on her lap – concern was written all over her face.

Mukuro, man… Now THAT’S someone who could sleep for a week straight.

It was incredible how she could look so tired even while resting. Her chest barely even raised and lowered as she breathed.

“Leon is actually correct,” Kyoko said. “We’re all exhausted, mentally and physically. It would be wise to rest for a while before trying to make more progress on fighting back against Junko.”

“Do you think there’s any ‘progress’ we can actually make?” Taka asked.

“Yes,” Kyoko said, and Hiro could tell the sincerity in her voice. “She wouldn’t have to cheat as often as she does, were the game going anywhere close to how she intended. She’s the one on the backfoot – not us.”

“And what about Mukuro?” Leon asked, dumbly. “We don’t need her freaking out on us again.”

“Hey!” Hina scowled. “She’s done everything in her power to save everyone!”

“Man, I’m just saying!” Leon held up his hands in mock defense. “We just don’t need her turning on us, or thinking she’s really Junko again.”

Byakuya hesitated. For a few seconds, he looked over the sleeping form of the girl who’d saved them all, and he shook his head.

“We’ll just have Hina watch her for now. Jack will watch Celeste, the same way she watched Sayaka. Make sure neither of them leave your sights.”

“Aye, aye, Master!” screeched the serial killer, and she jumped over to stand beside the gothic girl, who had uttered not a single word during this whole affair.

“Okay,” Hina said, though it was obvious she would have insisted on staying with Mukuro regardless of the orders.

 

-----

 

Her eyelids weighed a thousand tons, and yet she managed to open one.

She lay on her bed.

Strange, came a hazy thought. It doesn’t even feel like a sheet…

She felt nothing except exhaustion, at least not physically. Surely her skin and body were aware of the sensation of sheets and the buzzing of the lights, but it was lost to her. Only vaguely did she realize that someone must have moved her from the bathhouse to, she assumed, her dorm.

She saw the wall, but a battlefield raged across it. Men who’d died years ago died again, mud burst across a wall as a shell exploded. Her good arm, which she thought she might been laying on, twitched as she recalled a knife entering someone’s throat, and that effort took all the energy she had.

Memories of a sister came to her, but they were shadowy and indistinct. Silhouettes flickering as a dark sun passed overhead. A flash of hair, a winking eye, a rush of blood – how it was that she could be flooded by images of the dead at her hand, yet be only teased by the not-quite-presence of her sister, she didn’t understand. Yet each dim wisp of memory of her sister felt infinitely more real to her than the hatred she’d felt for the last few weeks. That new Mukuro felt almost like a dream, one that would be lost as she finally opened her eyes.

The memories lasted only seconds, before, inevitably, they were swept away by a deluge of yet more illusions from the past, but every single one brought with it the same emotion. Sometimes, the despair was mixed with something else, like anger, hate, or even love, but it was always present, always overwhelming. It was like rediscovering that she was a great hole in the ground filled with miserable despair, and if there were other feelings inside of it, that was only to make the despair be felt more acutely by the bright contrast of what-might-have-been.

Another flicker of a memory, this time when she was a tiny child. She stood next to her sister, her twin, and looked into a mirror. They looked so similar, and yet were so unalike, even then.

And then another memory, this time of the school. Everyone was together, posing for a class photo. She looked over, saw the happy faces of the people she’d known for years, and felt—

Not even despair. Just contempt.

The slavish deference Toko showed to Byakuya, his own smug sense of superiority, Hifumi’s dedication to a useless craft, Celeste’s insistence on maintaining her invented persona, Kyoko’s obsession with her idiotic father, Hiro’s boundless stupidity, Leon’s stubborn refusal to accept what he really was, Sakura’s attempts at composure despite her clear insecurities, Taka’s and Mondo’s endless bro-offs, Sayaka’s weak and brittle mentality, Chihiro’s abject cowardice , Hina’s endless optimism and good nature…

What were they worth to her?

Nothing.

Everything.

This was merely the longest tactical ruse she’d ever carried out, nothing more. They meant nothing to her, sincerely, and if asked, she’d have ended their lives in seconds without a thought (Sakura might take longer than a few seconds, though). She’d already plotted out everywhere in the school they could hide from her, every weapon they might find or trap they might concoct. She was invincible, utterly.

And yet, she felt very strongly that she had to protect them. It was more important to her than her own life, than even, perhaps, her sister’s life. They were mostly fools, but they were good people, and more than that, they were her friends. They were, and she hated to use the term, hope incarnate. They were only beacons of light in a pit into which her sister had cast her, and people who, when they acted sorely, had good reason to fear her. Every single one of them, even the actual serial killer, was simply, factually a better person than her, and was extending a hand downward if they ever deigned to be her friend.

She wanted to kill them and get it all over with. She wanted to leave this place and see what the world was really like, and see what battlefields await. Battlefields against soldiers, and not metaphors like ‘patience.’

She could feel the killing intent radiating off of her sister whenever they spoke to the others. How could they not sense it? How could this academy of the world’s best and brightest not see through her plastic smile and understand her true motives?

She wanted to manipulate them to pass the time by pretending to be their friend. Avoiding Kyoko’s suspicions was practically a game, albeit one the detective didn’t know she was playing.

She wanted to show the same pathetic reverence to her sister that Toko showed to Byakuya, and for the same reason. The Ultimate Writing Prodigy would never learn how similar they were – and if she did, she’d be silenced, if only to preserve a sliver of dignity. She could feel her fingers constricting around a blade, around her throat…

She fell over onto her back on the bed, and stared up into the ceiling. Each new memory buffeted her body, and though they disappeared quickly and were lost, they never stopped pushing in on her, trying to break her with the pressure of an ocean’s depth. Her bones would snap, her skin would peel off, and she’d be left only with the roiling waters of despair driving into what remained of her body as it plummeted into darkness.

She would have screamed, if her body was capable of it.

There was a shift in light to her left. She couldn’t bring herself to face it, but in the corner of her eye, she knew there was another person in the room. It was a girl, tan-skinned with brown hair, exiting the bathroom. A white towel was wrapped around her chest and waist, and her hair was long and slick and wet. The very air around her radiated warmth – some from the shower she’d just taken, and some from her nature.

“Oh, Mukuro!” she said, and rushed over. “You’re awake!”

Hina hovered over the bed, awash with concern.

“Mukuro! There was so much I wanted to tell you!”

Aoi Asahina – the gentlest, second-dumbest of their number.

She was so endlessly kind, the last vestige of good spirits in the whole of the school, maybe the whole of the world.

Her softness was disgusting. Her never-ending willingness to help and work together was a joke, and yet her earnestness and love for her friends might have been their greatest advantage.

She babbled on about how much she’d worried, about how sorry she was to have not been here to support Mukuro. Tears fell from her eyes and splashed onto the girl on the bed, who just listened, torn in opposite directions. One girl wanted to reach up, wrap her arm around Hina, and let themselves both take comfort in the other’s presence, in the fact that they had yet to lose everything. She wanted to thank Hina, and to say that they still had a chance to escape, and to apologize for failing to protect her from the poisoned dart that put her out.

The other girl on the bed looked up, studied Hina’s windpipe, and coolly decided that in this state, she probably could not kill the Ultimate Swimmer without an unacceptable chance of failure. It would be better to wait until she was rested.

And yet, neither girl on the bed was complete. She couldn’t remember why she might want to kill Hina, nor why she might not want to.

She thought of when she’d been in the wheelchair days ago, and only Hina had defended her. She thought of some lost moment during the two years, passing Hina in the halls, and feeling nothing. She thought of all the times she could have effortlessly ended Hina’s life and left no evidence. The two girls on the bed thought different things at the same time, and each one cast her deeper into darker depths. The pressure grew and bore down upon her, and insofar as she could feel anything physically, her skin felt like nothing but a series of pinpricks. She would be crushed, she was certain. Could someone be crushed by an absence of memory?

The shifting of her emotions must have finally shown on her face, for Hina paused in the middle of her speech and cocked her head.

“Mukuro,” she said, clearly worried. “Are you okay?”

The girl on the bed’s one good hand flexed. She had just enough strength, she thought.

“Hina,” she croaked. Her fingers twitched, and her friend looked down, startled. “Give me a knife.”

“Wh—what?!”

“I’m slipping away,” she said, and her voice trembled. If she’d had any tears left to give, she would have cried. “I feel it.”

Hina grabbed her by the shoulders, though she barely felt it. She closed her eyes, and tried to conjure up more strength.

“Each time I remember something, I only feel less for you all. I’m going to hurt someone, I know it. I can end it here.”

She tried to sit up, but she lacked the energy. Even if she’d had any left, Hina could have easily restrained her.

“Mukuro, stop it!” cried the girl above her, and she actually was shedding tears. “We need you!”

The last echoes of strength left her, and the girl on the bed fell into a dark, dreamless sleep. She hoped not to wake up.

 

-----

 

It was almost precisely 10 AM, perhaps even that exact time itself. Taka knew, because he’d just reached the stairs to the second floor. He’d checked the clock in the cafeteria before leaving, and it had been thirty seconds through 9:56, and it took him about seven minutes and thirty seconds to make it from the entrance to the main school to the fifth floor by walking normally.

He knew because he’d timed it yesterday.

Discipline’s broken down, he thought, sullenly. No one shows up to breakfast at the agreed-upon time anymore.

Half of the class wasn’t even up yet. He wanted to chastise the others, but the truth was that even he found it difficult to maintain the routine. Junko was the cameras, and the cameras were everywhere. Though they were all united in the fight against her, she was also, in an almost literal sense, the school itself. It was like some kind of grotesque caricature of fighting the concept of authority. He almost wanted to compliment the twisted cleverness of it. In almost every way, Junko was the perfect antithesis of all that he believed.

It’s a perversion of the natural order, he thought, burning with intense anger.

He was making his rounds up to the fourth floor again, to maintain the lookout on the data processing room’s dust line. Unless something had changed in the last half hour, Junko had remained sequestered in what they presumed was the Monokuma control room.

What does she eat? How does she stand being in such a confined space?

How much must she have loved despair, to put herself through such circumstances? Taka couldn’t imagine being so dedicated to something as abstract as an emotion.

He reached the second floor, and saw that the door to the library was wide open. Celeste sat in front of it on a folding chair, legs crossed, and dressed in her full regalia, to the point where telling that she was injured was impossible. She held a small book in her hand, and idly flipped through the pages, obviously skimming its contents rather than fully appreciating them.

Despicable, Taka thought. Unless she’s already read it, and is searching for a particular passage…

“Ah, Taka,” she said, barely glancing up. “Have you come to rescue me from my unwanted warden?”

“Your warden?”

“Hiya!”

Taka leapt back as the flash of brown-and-brown jumped down from an upper staircase. The screeching voice of Genocide Jack carried only slightly more slowly than the serial killer herself. She landed just above him, and laughed hysterically at his surprise, as if this was the most amusing thing in the world.

“Ah, Jack,” he said, failing to maintain his cool. “My third-to-least favorite classmate.”

“You ranked us?”

“I rank everything! You don’t?”

“Booooooooring. Don’t tell the ice queen over there, but I’m spying on her.”

“I can hear you!” Celeste balked. “I’m ten feet away from you, and you’re speaking at normal volume! And Byakuya made no secret of it in the first place. It was obvious he’d assign you to this after you were freed by Sayaka’s death, anyway.”

Jack held a finger over her own lips, and leaned in close to Taka.

“Shhhhhhhh!”

“Celeste,” Taka said, trying to bring his world back to order. “Why are you reading outside of the library?”

“Oh, that room is so dusty. The hallway isn’t perfect, but it’s better ventilated, I think.” She brightened. “Jack, if Taka here agrees to watch me, could you please let me alone? You could go harass Byakuya, perhaps.”

“No way, girl!” Jack chortled again. “Master gave this job to me, and ‘til he says otherwise, you’re stuck to me like dried blood on scissors.”

Celeste sighed, defeated.

“But you’ve been hovering around me since the trial… She even stayed in my room while I slept! Imagine having to tolerate that even from someone who’s not a maddened serial killer. I haven’t had a moment by myself the entire time!”

“That’s the idea, Spy-estia!”

Truth Bullet added: JACK AND CELESTE

“How I wish Hifumi was still alive, to take on this task instead of you…” Celeste looked to Taka, wearily. “What are you doing here, anyway?”

He straightened up, a little surprised at her interest. Then again, with Genocide Jack as her constant companion…

“I am only making my rounds about the school!” he announced. “I check the line of dust along the data processing room every half hour.”

Truth Bullet added: TAKA’S SCHEDULE

“Great!” she said, and smiled insincerely. “Let me join you.”

Not accepting no for an answer, or indeed, any answer at all, Celeste stood up, slipped her book into an invisible fold of her skirt, and weaved her arm through Taka’s.

“Speak to me of anything, Taka,” she commanded. “Except serial murders, cute boys, and Byakuya.”

“Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!” Jack screeched. “But those are the three most interesting things in the world!”

Aha! She does rank things, after all! Not even a complete monster can resist the allure of an ordered list.

Smiling at this important discovery, Taka guided Celeste up the stairs, and Jack trailed none-too-subtly behind, grumbling at the cruelty of a world that denied her the right to talk about her master.

When they arrived at the data processing room (two minutes later than planned – he added that to the log in red ink), Taka removed his arm from Celeste’s and checked the dust line. As he expected, there was no change.

“She’s still in there,” he said, and tapped a knuckle on the Monokuma-colored door before them. “It is impossible to imagine what evil kinds of things she’s planning.”

“Sure it is,” Jack said, and raised a hand to stifle a yawn. “She’s trying to think of how to mess with our minds some more.”

“I hate to agree with her, but she’s right,” Celeste said. “Either that, or she’s asleep.”

“Asleep?” Taka repeated, dumbly.

“Well, she is still human, so she must rest sometime.” Celeste shrugged. “If Monokuma is talking to us, we can assume she’s talking through him. If he’s not around, then it’s anything goes.”

“Hm… If we could determine when she sleeps, that could offer us a tactical advantage! I will bring this up to Byakuya.”

“Heheh…” Celeste smiled, not completely coldly. “I’m glad to have been of help.”

“Celeste, I must warn you – you are still by far the most suspicious of us.”

She sighed again, and once more pulled her arm through Taka’s.

“Please don’t leave me alone with her,” she begged. “It’s dreadful.”

Taka scratched at his chin. He did have half an hour before it was time to check the line again.

“Is there anywhere you’d like to go?” he asked.

“Master’s dorm?” Jack suggested, eagerly.

“No! Taka, take me some place well-ventilated, scenic, and… not too large. As I said, I want to read in a nicer place than the library.”

“Well-ventilated, scenic, and not too large… Ah!” Taka nodded, certain of his idea. “I know just the place – the dojo on the fifth floor. It has some very impressive cherry blossom trees.”

“The fifth floor!” Celeste lit up. “I haven’t been there yet. Lead on!”

Taka guided both girls up the last set of stairs in the academy, and as he did so, reflected.

He did not, of course, wish to suspect anyone of treachery, but the evidence that there was a spy was far too strong to deny. It had to be someone, and Celeste was undeniably the most suspicious.

Besides that, though… Taka just had a feeling. Celeste might not be working against them, but she definitely had a lack of internal discipline. She was a woman controlled by her own desires, rather than what was best for the group, or even, likely, herself. He didn’t say it aloud, and he would remain unfailingly polite, as was he duty, but… Celeste was his second-to-least favorite classmate. And for all her seeming kindness toward him today, he suspected that she would have given him one of those D-ranks she always talked about.

I am not a complete fool, he thought.

They rounded the corner of the fifth-floor hallway that led to the dojo. Actually, Taka had yet to explore all of the rooms here; he’d merely heard about the biolab, greenhouse, and the destroyed classroom. This would be a good opportunity to investigate them and see if he could find anything the others had missed.

He opened the door to the dojo, and Celeste’s arm slipped out of his.

“A body has been discovered!”

The voice boomed in from all directions.

This is… it can’t be…

It was too soon! Only a day after Sayaka! And yet, right in the center of the dojo, there it lay.

His body was shaking. His fists flexed and unflexed.

“Ah… ah…”

His mouth was dry. Distantly, he heard the headmaster’s voice keep droning on.

“… assemble in the fifth-floor dojo! And I do mean everyone!

He turned to Celeste. She had actually fallen backward, and was on the floor. Taka was too distracted to think of helping her. Like him, her eyes were wide with fear and surprise. Like him, she just stared at the body, stupidly, and rasped.

Jack, however, was completely unperturbed.

“Kyahahahaha!” she laughed. “Holy cow, that was way faster than I expected!”

Taka held out a hand in front of the door to block it.

“We… We will wait for the others,” he declared, voice shaking. His heart thumped almost out of his chest. “No one will investigate until everyone is present.”

Yet, he couldn’t help himself from looking. The body lay there, face-up. The girl had been very thin, and her white blouse and black skirt were in perfect condition. Her skin was perfect and unblemished. He had no idea what the cause of death could be.

Hiro was the first to join them. He looked inside, gasped, and fell back.

“B—but! That’s not possible!”

Taka shook his head.

“I don’t want it to be true, either, but…”

He heard more footsteps, very hurried ones. Voices, too. A boy and a girl.

At last, he composed himself enough to recognize, consciously, that Celeste was still on the floor. He held out a hand, lifted her up, and looked back to the body. Her skin was still so pale, just as it had been in life.

Byakuya and Kyoko arrived together. Kyoko, of course, could see nothing, but Taka was certain she could sense the panic in the air, their quick breathing. Even Byakuya stared at the body in disbelief, his eyes sometimes wide, sometimes narrow, as if trying to work out if this was some kind of mirage.

Taka looked back to the body. From the doorway, he could see her right hand. The room was bright enough that, even from this distance, he could easily make out the tattoo of a black wolf.

The hallway was very quiet now. He wondered if Kyoko had worked out who was on the floor, but he couldn’t think to actually ask her. What he saw was just… impossible.

Finally, he heard the last set of footsteps. Hina came into view first, and then Leon. Each of them had an arm wrapped around the shoulder of a broken, exhausted girl, who barely limped forward only with their aid. She was pale, and thin, and dressed in a white blouse and black skirt, and she had the tattoo of a black wolf on her right hand.

“What?” Leon looked puzzled. “Wait, everyone’s here in the hallway, alive. So, what’s the body announcement about?”

No one answered him. There was no need. He stepped forward, still propping up the broken girl with Hina, and yelped. Behind him, Hina gasped.

The girl between them slipped out of their grasp and crumbled into a pile on the floor. Her eyes went wide, wider than even Taka’s.

On the floor of the dojo lay a corpse. Its skin was pale, like Mukuro’s, and it was thin, like Mukuro. It was the same height, or nearly so, and it wore her clothes, and the back of its hand was marked by the same tattoo of the broken arm in the cast.

In every way, the body seemed like Mukuro’s, except that its face was concealed by a black mask with gray eyes. On its forehead was a red mark, identical in every way to Monokuma’s eye.

“Wh—what’s going on here?” Hina stammered. “Who is that?”

Byakuya’s eyes at last settled on being narrowed. He shook his head, and pointed to the body.

“There’s only one person it can be.”

“What do you mean?” she asked, frightened.

“You weren’t there, Hina, so I’ll repeat what Monokuma told us during the trial.”

“I think I already told you this,” the headmaster said, sitting upon his throne. “But I’ll say it again. When the first killing game began, that being the one where Mister Naegi unexpectedly regained his memories and you all had to be memory-wiped after he ruined everything, there were sixteen students in the school – the whole of Class 78 of Hope’s Peak Academy. There were fifteen who woke up on that first day, plus one more. No one else has entered or left the school since then, except by dying.”

“Ah!” Hiro gasped audibly, and turned pale. “I got it! If Junko trapped us all here, and no one’s left ‘except by dying,’ then what if… she’s a ghost, floating around and making us only think there’s a spy?! Think about it, that’d explain—”

“Heh.” Monokuma looked away, toward the back wall of the trial room. “I just told you not to worry about ‘phantom students,’ Mister Hagakure, and you instantly invented one. I should send a complaint over to your mother! But I’m in such a good mood, I’ll just put your worries to rest.”

“What do you mean?”

“Here’s a fun fact for you. Do you remember the physics lab on the third floor? The one with the air purifier? Well, that machine is the only thing keeping all of you living, breathing humans alive. I’d be fine, of course – I’m just a bear. But if it shut off, you’d all die of stale, un-recycled air before long.”

“How’s that prove you’re not a ghost?!”

“It doesn’t, since I’m just Monokuma. But that very same air purifier is designed to shut off under a certain condition. If Miss Enoshima, wherever she is, happens to die – then poof! It goes caput. So, the very fact that you can still breathe means that Miss Enoshima also can. So, there’s no need to worry about ghosts.”

“Well, okay…” Hina nodded. “But what does that have to do with this?”

Celeste shook her head.

“If we know that there are only sixteen students in the school, and no one else, and if we know the names of all sixteen… Then if Aoi, Byakuya, Celeste, Taka, Kyoko, Leon, Toko, and Hiro are all here, for certain, with no doubt, and if Makoto, Chihiro, Hifumi, Mondo, Sakura, and Sayaka are all dead, for certain, with no doubt, and if we know that that body belongs to none of them… Then that means there are only two possible people who could be laying there. It’s either Junko Enoshima, or it’s Mukuro Ikusaba.”

Hina stepped back. She kneeled over the girl on the floor, whose breathing had stopped, whose eyes were crazed and bloodshot, and who was as motionless as the body of her sister on the floor. Hina wrapped her arm around the girl’s chest, either to protect her or to keep her own self steady.

Byakuya finished the thought, though everyone already understood:

“If we can still breathe fresh air, that means the air purifier is still working. That means that Junko must still be alive. And if that body is either Junko or Mukuro, and Junko is alive, that would mean…

 

Mukuro Ikusaba is dead.”

Notes:

List of Truth Bullets:
* DANCING MONOKUMAS: The music room was filled with dancing Monokumas that watched, clapped for, and recorded Mukuro and Sayaka during their fight.
* TAKA'S ACCOUNT: Everyone except Mukuro and Celeste was poisoned by food from the kitchen, to which only Taka, Kyoko, Celeste, and Toko had access.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #1: The door to the data processing room was opened at some point within an hour before Mukuro destroyed it, and Celeste and Aoi got poisoned.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #2: The gate to the fifth floor opened and closed shortly after Celeste and Aoi were poisoned, so that they could be taken upstairs to heal.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #3: The gate to the fifth floor opened and closed when Celeste returned to the group. Within the same hour, the Monokuma door also opened.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #4: The dust underneath the Monokuma door was disturbed at some point immediately before, during, or after Sayaka's murder. However, there's a chance Sayaka did this. The fifth floor gate remained closed.
* DUST DISTURBANCE #5: The Monokuma door was definitely opened at some point during the investigation of Sayaka's death. The fifth-floor gate definitely remained closed.
* KYOKO’S BLINDNESS: Kyoko went blind after regaining her memories when she ate a grape. Mukuro also regained her memories, but didn’t go blind.
* POISONED DARTS: Hina and Celeste were poisoned by darts. Kyoko knew in advance how to create an antidote, because she claims she read it in a book knocked over in the library. Celeste recovered before Hina.
* KYOKO’S HANDS: Kyoko’s hands have very distinctive burns all over them. It’s impossible not to notice, except if she covers them with gloves.
* MYSTERIOUS TAPE ON THE DOOR: A piece of tape placed on the inside of the door for the destroyed classroom where the first killing game occurred. A wire is inside of it that broke when the door opened, which activated a microchip that was also inside of the tape. The room was empty when the door opened, so it’s a mystery how it was placed.
* MYSTERIOUS WIRE IN THE BED: A wire and microchip that were in the bed Hina woke up in. The wire crumbled at the touch, and the microchip has a flashing light that seems to mean it was on… whatever it being ‘on’ actually does. Hina thinks it wasn’t there when she woke up.
* BIOLAB LIGHTS: The biolab has drawers to store corpses in. Each one has a green light if it’s empty, and a red light if it’s full. Currently, there are six red lights.
* JACK AND CELESTE: Jack has watched over Celeste every second of the day since the previous trial, even at night.
* TAKA’S SCHEDULE: Taka checks the line of dust in front of the Monokuma door in the data processing room every thirty minutes, except at night. It hasn’t been disturbed since the last trial.

* Boy oh boy, that list of truth bullets is longer than I planned for, and it's not even over yet.

* I know I'm breaking sacred Danganronpa rules by having non-ahoge people take the spotlight for a brief moment. Oh well. And yes, I know about Himiko and Maki, but if you pay attention, Maki has that one sprite where she holds a knife, and her hair briefly goes all spiky when she's making threats, which totally counts. As for Himiko, she has an ahoge, but you can't see it because she cast an invisibility spell.

* Yes, indeed, we're right onto the next murder. You thought this fic was going to perfectly follow the Danganronpa 6 chapter formula? I mean, hell, the fic itself repeatedly mentions that the original plan for the killing game broke down, so if you expected me to adhere rigidly to the way the games do things, you've got another thing coming.

* Like with the break between Chapter 2 and 4, where the chapter numbering system got messed up because I had multiple deaths happen in a sequence the games' chaptering system doesn't intend, things are a little wacky here, in that we've got truth bullets left over from the previous trial, an investigation in the post-trial, and no daily life. But like I said -- the system's breaking down, man.

* This fic has not actually progressed the way I planned it out initially. Some things have gone the way I planned, but others I went wildly off-script. When this is over, I may post my original ideas.

* I am curious as to which Danganronpa characters get the most and least fanart. I wouldn't mind seeing an ordered list (Taka's not the only one who likes ordered lists), but I'm too lazy to figure out where I could find one. Guessing Hifumi/Teruteru for least overall, Kirumi for least for a girl, and Makoto, Nagito, or Junko for most. I'll also go out on a limb here and guess that Mondo might have the least if you discount art that contains other characters at the same time.

* I've been playing other mystery games because I've beaten all DR, AA, ZE, and AI games, and boy, the indie scene sort of disappoints.

Chapter 30: Chapter 5: Staring into Despair, Staring into You - Investigation

Summary:

Eight survivors band together to search the school for clues to solve the latest murder... but the unanswerable question of just whom was murdered lays heavy in their minds. Meanwhile, the ninth survivor, come face-to-face with her own corpse, breaks down, as her reality shatters even further.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When she’d doubted all else,

When the world had been gray and indistinct,

When her sister’s lies had burrowed their way into her skull and seemed so plausible,

There had been one rock to hold onto in the storm; one fact that offered her solace. All of the evidence in the universe insisted the same thing: that she was Mukuro Ikusaba, and no one else.

Her matchless prowess at combat and war, her love of weapons, and her lack of much skill at anything else,

Kyoko’s description of an amnesiac Junko who failed to match the girl with them now,

The switching of the photographs in her student profile when she was alone,

That she’d fallen for Makoto as Mukuro had before, and rebelled against the game as Mukuro had before,

The fact that Junko was, by all accounts, indescribably more intelligent than Mukuro – and her own repeated failure to outsmart the game’s master,

That she behaved nothing at all like the world-destroying master of cruelty she knew Junko to be,

That Kyoko had been purposefully blinded just as she regained her memory, denying her the chance to confirm her identity once and for all,

Her dreams of carnage, and of love,

Most of all, her flat chest.

It had to be that she was Mukuro, and that her doppelganger was nothing except her sister playing at an evil, complicated gate. It had to be that Mukuro was the victim, or else her sister’s willing toy, as hapless as everyone else.

Not just because of the evidence, but because if she wasn’t…

If she wasn’t Mukuro…

If she was Junko, and this was all a ploy to plunge herself into depths of despair never yet explored…

She couldn’t be responsible for all those deaths.

She couldn’t be.

Makoto

She fell to her knees, but she didn’t feel the impact, nor the cold wood of the dojo floor. Sensations from long flooded into consciousness, faces she half-recognized, but knew nothing of, and a thousand, million emotions – each of them a different species of despair.

She grabbed at her temple and tried to cry, but all that came out was a hideous, shallow wheeze that echoed through her mind. What was a world where certainty was upended in an instant, and the impossible was fact?

She screamed again, and this time, her voice wasn’t soft.

 

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It was hard to watch, but Taka forced himself to pay attention to every minor element of the scene. If he had learned nothing this past few weeks, it was that nothing mattered so much as trivial details.

Not that he disliked trivial details in the first place, of course

So, he watched as Hina and Leon escorted the crying, quivering girl down the hallway. He watched as Mukuro(?) convulsed with every other step, throwing herself into either of the students whose arms wrapped around her shoulders. He watched as her narrow eyes grew to encompass almost her entire face, and they turned white with rage and confusion and pain and fear. And when they were out of sight, he listened as the broken girl’s screams and bawling filled the air, until either she grew out of breath, or had traveled far enough for her voice to no longer reach them.

Moments passed, and he looked up from his notepad. He avoided the others’ eyes, for the room was still too awkward.

“I shall be the first one to broach this subject,” he said, and pretended to examine the body from afar. “Is it possible that Monokuma was lying about the air purifier, and that Junko’s death won’t trigger its shutdown?”

He had expected Kyoko to immediately jump at the chance to agree. She had, after all, been the one of their number who most doubted Monokuma’s credibility, and had been readiest in the previous trial to assume deception by Junko.

And yet, she only looked away, and pressed a hand to her chin.

“We need more information,” she said, indecisively.

“That’s true,” Byakuya agreed. “But even if that was a lie, what we know right now is that there’s definitely a corpse in there. Hiro, I have another job for you, one that even you shouldn’t have difficulty with.”

“Ha!” The boy in question raised a finger to his nose, seemed to sniff it, and nodded happily. “We’ll see about that!”

“I…” Byakuya’s eyes narrowed in frustration. “Just go to the biolab. I checked it yesterday myself, but… Check the bodies in there for me, again. Make sure that you find Mondo, Chihiro, Makoto, Sakura, Hifumi, and Sayaka. Make sure it’s each of them in there, and no one else.”

“That’s easy!”

“And count how many green lights are on in there, and check all of the ‘empty’ beds there, just to be safe. I want to know exactly what’s inside there, and that there’s nothing that shouldn’t be.”

“Got it! Leave it to me!”

Hiro scuttled off a second later. Taka quickly made a note in his logbook of what assignments had been given to whom:

- Byakuya, Kyoko, Jack, Celeste, Taka: Investigating body

- Hiro: Investigating biolab

- Hina, Leon: Keeping track of Mukuro

- Mukuro: Questioning reality

Nodding with satisfaction, he crossed his arms and looked at the body, which remained where it was in the center of the room, perfectly still.

“I suppose—” Byakuya started.

“Well, well, well, well, well!” Monokuma bounced into the dojo from the ceiling, landing by the unused wooden lockers to the side. He scanned the room for a second, then shrugged and shook his head. “If these wells were any deeper, they’d be able to hold all the bodies you kids keep piling up!”

“Monokuma!” Taka growled. “Have you been manipulating things again? I have difficulty believing that our Mukuro could be Junko!”

Monokuma’s shrug only widened.

“Save it for the trial… or don’t.”

“Wait a moment,” Byakuya said. “Monokuma, there’s something that occurs to me.”

Monokuma’s smile seemed to stretch on forever. He didn’t respond, not even to look over at the one speaking to him, but he did wait with uncharacteristic patience.

“Whether Mukuro or Junko is dead almost doesn’t matter,” Byakuya said. “They’re the only two who can control you, and we know that neither of them can be in the control room. Who’s… controlling you right now?”

Taka startled at the revelation, as did Jack and Celeste. The former looked mildly intrigued, while the latter hid behind her skirts, anxious to avoid the bear’s direct line of sight. Only Kyoko remained calm.

That’s right! Even if I’m wrong about Mukuro being Mukuro, one of the sisters is definitely dead, and the other is definitely with Leon and Hina! … And we even know where the rest of us are, so there’s no chance of a traitor controlling Monokuma in her stead!

“Heh… Yes, yes, yes,” Monokuma said, and laughed for a long while. Taka’s hairs stood on end. “That’s an excellent point, buuuuuuuuuuut the answer is something you’ll have to figure out on your own. What I’ll tell you right now is just what I always tell you, since you kids never listen the first, second, third, or even fourth time: someone is dead, one of you killed ‘em, and if you don’t figure out who it is – you’re not gonna like the result! Any other questions you have aren’t important, unless they help answer ‘who killed this person?’”

He straightened out, reached behind his back, and removed what were obviously nine Monokuma Files. Taka moved forward to take his, but the headmaster just laughed and rudely dropped them all on the floor with a raucous clattering.

“Figure out the rest on your own!” he said, and motioned to leave.

“Wait!” Kyoko interrupted, and the bear paused, though he didn’t turn to face her. “This mystery… it’s one that involves the identity itself of the victim. We’ve never had anything like that before.”

Monokuma shook his head for a moment.

“Are any of you ever going to say anything meaningful?” he sighed, and looked into the distance. “Or is it always just going to be useless whining and crying? I work at a high school, not a kindergarten!”

“Fine, then. I’ll state my meaning more clearly.” She thrust a finger out at the headmaster, and her voice turned to ice. “What Byakuya said is correct. This mystery is about the difference between Junko and Mukuro, and if you deny us any information about either of them, it’s not solvable. So, if you don’t give us access to everywhere in Hope’s Peak… then this game is just a farce.”

She stood erect like that for seconds, staring down the machine that could have ended all their lives in seconds. Taka envied her for the ease with which she could challenge their captor, and even just for her presence.

“Heh…” Monokuma shook his head, walked to the body, and looked down at it for a few seconds. “Heheheh… Hahahahahaha!” His chuckle evolved into outright hysterics, and then he doubled over, as if his sides could hurt from laughter.

“Alright!” he declared, and his voice peaked in pitch until it reached a crescendo. “You’ve convinced me – don’t bother asking how. You wanna check out what’s behind the big mystery door? You wanna learn all about your mysterious, disappearing classmate? … Well, go down and check the door out, and maybe you’ll find what you’re looking for! Buuuuuuuuuuuut, at the trial, I’d better not hear any whining about me being unfair, or anything nonsensical like that!” One of his claws popped out, and the light danced across the blades, and his smile seemed especially wild. “If you want to waste time on all the mysteries instead of just the important one, that’s on you. Heehee! I’ll be seein’ ya!”

And then he was gone.

“A—all the mysteries?!” Taka tapped his foot for a few moments. “I didn’t realize there was more than one!”

“It’s fine,” Byakuya said, still supremely confident. “If only we could have agreed to this offer from the start.”

“I don’t recall him offering it, at the start…” Celeste muttered, playing with a strand of her hair.

“Regardless!” Taka huffed, leaned over, and pulled up each of the Monokuma Files. “How ill-mannered, to throw them on the floor instead of handing them out. This is surely a sign that Junko Enoshima would never make a competent real headmaster.”

“Yeah,” Jack laughed. “That’s the tipping point.”

She was upon him, suddenly, and grabbed two of the files out of his hands. She bounded back to her Master, and presented one of them to him in the same way a cat might present its owner with a dead bird.

Mm… Would Jack try to show her love and deference by presenting her master with a dead body? Technically, that just happened with THIS body…

Taka decided not to ask, and instead focused on handing out the files. By the time he was done, he was left with Mukuro’s, Hina’s, and Leon’s.

Blegh… I wish he’d given these to them on his own.

Still, it was a great opportunity for cleaning up later. He stuffed the offending extra files into his uniform and made a note to return them to their rightful owners later.

“Taka,” Kyoko said, quietly. “I’ll have difficulty with this.”

“Oh, yes!” He flushed red, and remembered the moment in the trial when he held up fingers to her. “Please, allow me to read its contents for you.”

He looked down to his own file, cleared his throat, activated the screen, and read the contents aloud.

The victim was a student at Hope’s Peak Academy. They died at some point before their body was found. Their body was found in the dojo.”

Truth Bullet added: MONOKUMA FILE #5

“Wh…” Celeste cocked her head. “This is useless! It doesn’t tell us anything at all!”

Jack laughed hysterically, shaking her head and pounding a fist on the injured gothic girl’s shoulder.

“How d’ya still not get it, you silly fake goth?! This isn’t much of a game if we all just figure things out too easy!”

“I’m shocked I’m saying this,” Byakuya nodded, very slowly. “But Jack’s right. If giving us information means that we would solve this murder too easily, then that must mean any information omitted would give everything away.”

“Then all that we need to do is figure out what’s been left out!” Taka beamed. “How simple! What doesn’t this file tell us?”

Celeste sighed, rather irritated and suddenly very drained.

“The victim, the cause of death, the time of death, the location of death, the murder weapon, and whether or not they died instantly, quickly, or slowly.”

“Don’t forget the killer!” Jack added, uselessly. “My money’s on Mondo!”

“What?!” Celeste asked, utterly baffled. “He died weeks ago!”

“But did anyone actually see the body?”

“Yes!”

“I know! It’s the perfect alibi! Imagine the seeming first victim actually being the mastermind all along, way later in the story!”

She burst into laughter again, and Byakuya pressed at his eyes, frustrated.

“You three,” he said. “Taka, Jack, and Celeste. You were the ones who found the body?”

“That’s right,” replied the first. “Revisiting this room was my idea… Although, I didn’t expect to find any of this.”

“If we go by the rules established in previous trials… that would mean you three can’t be guilty.”

“Of course, Master!” Jack said, and she leaned against a wall and set her eyes upon Celeste. Despite everything, Taka actually did admire her dedication to duty. Everything else, not so much. “I kept on her like scissors-on-flesh!”

Wouldn’t it be ‘scissors-in-flesh’ for you?

Again, Taka decided not to ask.

“We need to examine the body,” Kyoko interrupted. Her voice was quiet, but somehow, it carried throughout the group. “I should handle it.”

“I’ll be watching,” Byakuya warned.

“Of course.”

The two of them approached the body from either side. Though Taka was slightly annoyed at being left out of this important assignment (surely both of them viewed him as more reliable than Celeste and Jack, of all people), he maintained composure and quickly joined them.

Kyoko crouched down and ran her fingers over its sides, measuring it in some fashion invisible to onlookers. Byakuya, though, just adjusted his glasses once more, fixed his gaze upon it, and scanned it for… something.

Taka felt a pang of sympathy for the girl on the floor. Whomever she was, clearly she had been misled to this awful end. If it was the real Mukuro, then doubly so. The idea of Junko killing her own sister, and using her body in some kind of disrespectful scheme…

It was almost too much to consider.

The body had clearly had pale skin in life, though it was even whiter in death. She was dressed in the same clothing as (their) Mukuro, down to the piece of red string tied in a bow, though lacking in the cast they had given her, and wore the same white blouse and military-style black skirt. On her right hand…

Taka strained himself to tell a difference between the two Fenrir tattoos, but he could find none.

Mukuro mentioned that her sister came into her room, dressed the same as her, with the same tattoo…

He swallowed. He didn’t want this to be Mukuro.

If our friend truly was Junko… What would we do with her?

He shuddered at the thought.

The only major difference between this body’s clothing and Mukuro’s was the mask. It was almost a little goofy: a big black thing with gray eyes and a wide smile, and Monokuma’s red eye on the forehead. Vaguely, it disgusted Taka, though he couldn’t explain why.

“Female for certain,” Kyoko said. “98-to-104 pounds. I can’t get an exact height until we remove the mask.”

Happy for the unexpectedly good luck of hard facts that could be put to paper, Taka busily set himself to recording Kyoko’s observations.

“Her… chest measurements,” Kyoko said, in a low, almost-embarrassed voice. “Match what’s on Mukuro’s profile.”

“And not Junko’s.” Celeste added, a little uselessly. Taka hadn’t seen her come up from behind, but realized now that Jack had grabbed her by the wrist and brought her forcibly up to the body. The serial killer in question crouched over the head, wrists-over-knees, and let go of her prey. “She has a tattoo on her right hand. It’s a real one, not drawn on or temporary… I see no differences between it and our Mukuro’s.”

Kyoko felt down for the back of the hand, and pressed it for a few seconds.

“The skin is as soft as it should be,” she said. “Do you see any discoloration around the wolf, besides the ink and skin?”

“No…”

She hesitated for a few seconds, then spoke.

“Then the tattoo isn’t a recent addition,” she admitted. “It’s been there at least for a week or two, or else the skin would still show some sign of irritation.”

She reached down to the hand with the wolf tattoo, and flipped it over. The body’s palm faced the ceiling now, and Taka could easily make out the ugly red marks around her wrists.

“Aha!” he said. “I can tell what these are. Rope burns, correct?”

“Yes,” Kyoko confirmed, rubbing their edges with her gloved thumb. Despite everything, her voice almost seemed sad. “She must have struggled quite a bit…”

Her hand glided down to the dead girl’s legs. A moment later, she rolled down her socks. There, clearly visible, were more burn marks.

“Aha!” Taka breathed, scribbling down the information. “Her legs, too!”

Kyoko said nothing. A moment later, she returned to the wrists. She touched them very gingerly, but seemed intently focused.

“Is there something we should be seeing?” Taka asked.

“Here.”

He looked down. In the center of the right rope burn, almost too small to see (though that wouldn’t bother Kyoko), he barely detected a slight raising of skin, as if she’d been the victim of a mosquito. The skin itself seemed barely bluish, but he might have imagined it.

It was incredible that she’d found it.

“A bug bite?” he guessed. “The skin is a little blue.”

“Blue…?” she repeated, surprised. Then she shook her head. “There are no bugs in this school.”

“Then it was a syringe,” Celeste offered, and Kyoko did not dispute it.

“Aha!” Taka laughed. “So, that’s what killed her! Something injected into her!”

“Don’t jump to conclusions,” Kyoko said, quickly. “We’ll get to that in a moment.”

Still crouching, she stepped to another angle over the body, and reached down around the collar of the blouse. She lifted it to reveal the neck, and with it, a series of disgusting green lines along where the veins were. Off of each main vein, dozens of tinier lines branched along the skin, growing paler and paler until they matched the white of the flesh.

“Hm…” Byakuya hummed, fascinated.

Kyoko gently reached down and ran two fingers over the ring of veins and lines.

How much can she truly feel through those gloves?

The detective pressed along the whole neck for what seemed like minutes, then nodded. At last, she spoke.

“She was poisoned,” she said, simply. “It was painful.”

“How painful?” Taka asked, perhaps a little stupidly.

“More painful than it looks.”

“Ha!” Jack snickered. “So, that’s what killed her, eh? A classic ‘turn your arteries green until you die and grow a mask over your face’ poison?”

“…”

“She has a syringe mark on her wrist, correct?” Taka asked. “So, can we assume that’s how the poison got into her body?”

“…”

Kyoko responded to neither question.

Taka rushed to keep it all in the logbook, but in truth, he had to look away. He had seen no lack of dead bodies before, but the sheer casualness that Kyoko approached it all with…

I could never do that, he knew.

“How long did it take her to die?” Celeste asked, a little more sympathetically.

“Very long,” the detective said. “She must have suffered for hours before finally expiring.”

Despicable!

“When did she die?” Byakuya pressed. “That’s important.”

“Rigor mortis is almost complete,” she mumbled. “Between eight and ten hours,” she replied, more certainly. “That lines up with when we were all asleep, somewhere around midnight to 2 AM. But…”

“But we’ll have to rule out the morgue,” Byakuya finished the thought. “Otherwise, the chance exists that she was killed earlier than that, and we’re being played with.”

“Is there anything else I should add to the logbook?” Taka asked, tapping a foot, but secretly ecstatic at having to flip over to a third page.

“…”

She hesitated for a few seconds.

“Kyoko?”

“Here,” she said, and motioned to the bottom edge of the mask, where it pulled over the neck. “I feel a few hairs peeking out.”

Everyone leaned over to check them, except for Celeste. Indeed, there were a handful of short, straight black hairs that poked out of the mask. They were the only element of the head that betrayed the victim’s identity, and to Taka’s eyes, they were identical in every way to Mukuro’s.

“You wanna know what color they are, Ky-slowko?” Jack asked.

“I don’t have to ask,” she sighed. “But they might be dyed, or a wig, or glued on. I’ll need more time to determine that.”

“That’s gonna take forever!” the serial killer groaned, suddenly impatient. “Time to stop dancing around the point! I wanna see who it is!”

“Wai—”

Kyoko’s hand shot up to stop her, but Jack was predictably faster. Her fingers grabbed at the edges of the mask along the neck, and—

A flash, and a boom. The mask exploded in slow-motion.

Taka’s eyes went wide. He saw Byakuya jump back, Kyoko roll away, and Celeste helplessly cover her face.

I have only a second to react!

Thankfully, he knew precisely what to do, and with all the heroic spirit he could muster, he swerved to cover the logbook with his side. In the corner of his eye, he might have seen a surprised Genocide Jack launched high into the ceiling by the fireball.

The explosion threw him off his feet, and he flew, he thought, several feet through the air. With a groan, he landed on the side of his body without the broken rib (he might have called it luck, but it was really a just reward from the universe for his mighty endeavor to protect his notes).

“Aourgh…” he moaned.

His ears were ringing. For several seconds, he could do nothing but roll on his side, and it seemed very much like the whole world was rolling about around him. Dust and smoke caught inside his lungs, and he choked on his own breath.

Someone with gloves grabbed his cheek, measured his neck with their fingers, and blurred into the background of the room.

“You’re okay,” she said, and she moved over to the gray-and-black figure on its back.

After what might have been thirty or so seconds, Taka managed to right himself. The world had come a little more into focus, and he saw Byakuya watching him from across the corpse, barely touched.

How does he do it?

Kyoko was only lightly covered in soot; she, too, had gotten off almost without injury. And in truth, Taka could tell that he was also mostly fine, save that his white uniform was unacceptably scorched black.

The symbolism! Damn Junko.

Unsteadily, Taka brought himself to his feet, pushed off as much sediment and grime from his uniform as possible, and looked over Celeste. She also seemed mostly fine, despite her earlier injuries, probably because she’d been standing behind Jack when the explosion went off. Like Taka, her clothing took the worst of the damage. Those elaborate folds and ruffles did not take kindly to such a burst of flame and force, and left her with nothing to cover herself except rags. One of her false pigtails had disintegrated in the blast, and the other was cut to half its normal length. Her right hand, which she must have raised at the last moment to protect herself, was covered in so much soot that parts of it were entirely black.

“I… I’m fine…” she moaned, and pulled herself to lean on the floor, instead of standing or sitting. By the way her head rolled from shoulder to shoulder, it was obvious that she was not. Even her heavy use of cosmetics had been largely burned up, revealing the pinker-skinned girl underneath.

“Are we all alright, then?” Kyoko asked.

“We seem to be,” Byakuya said. “I can’t see anyone missing, at least.”

“I’m here, too!” Jack screeched from above, and she fell down from a rafter in front of him. Byakuya did not flinch as she smashed face-first into the floor an inch away from his miraculously-untouched shoes.

“Oh,” he said, disappointed. “You lived.”

“Sure did, Master!” she said, and her voice was muffled, because she didn’t separate her face from the floor. “I think that explosion was just meant to mess up the body, not to kill us!”

“She’s probably right,” Kyoko said, and righted Celeste as much as she could. “Taka, what does the head look like?”

“The head…?”

He looked over, and almost barfed at the sight.

Whomever that girl had been, the entire upper section of her head was destroyed. There wasn’t even blood or gore; fragments of darkened skull lay scattered around the floor. Her jawbone was still mostly intact, but even the skin had been nearly obliterated, and what remained hung on only limply. If she’d ever had hair, it was all burned up in the explosion.

“Haha, gross!” Jack said, face still buried in the floor, not looking over.

The smell, too! It was burnt so badly that Taka didn’t know a word to describe it. It smelled like gasoline, or burning, ruined tires. His throat bulged for a second. He felt last night’s dinner coming up—

“Taka,” Kyoko said, calmly. “How far down is the head destroyed?”

“J… jaw…” he managed, and the effort helped him control himself.

She nodded, completely unsurprised.

“That makes it impossible to identify the body, or its height,” she said.

“How close can you get?” Byakuya asked.

“I couldn’t measure it while the mask was on, but the body up to the base of the head is 4’9”,” she said. “And a normal adult female human head is 9.4 inches.”

She said that number like it was the most obvious fact in the world, as if everyone would know that by heart…

“There’s a standard deviation of slightly more than one inch in either direction. Add to that the fact that we’re all in adolescence, save Hiro, and our heads are nearly-but-not-quite done growing… I’d call this as that meaning that we have a range of about four inches. In life, this body… was between 5’5” and 5’8”.”

“That’s no help!” Celeste moaned, and she finally managed to sit up. “I clearly remember Mukuro’s student profile saying she’s 5’7”!”

“Junko’s also said 5’7”,” Byakuya added. “Little surprise there, since they’re twins, and both have pretended to be the other… But everything about this body fits Mukuro’s profile more than her sister’s.”

“Byakuya…” Taka licked his lips. “You don’t want—”

“It’s not about what I want,” the other boy interrupted. “Facts are the only thing that matter.”

Truth Bullet added: KYOKO’S AUTOPSY

“The most interesting question about this body is what poison was used to kill her…” Celeste mused. “Something tells me that answering this is the fastest road left to confirming her identity…”

The door to the hallway flew open. A tall, dreadlocked boy rushed in, his mouth open and ready to speak—

Then he stopped, narrowed his eyes, and sniffed.

“What smells like chicken?” Hiro asked.

“Ahhhhh!” Jack nodded into the floor. “That’s what it smells like!”

“It—it does not!” Taka stammered. “It’s more like burning rubber!”

“Hiro!” Byakuya snarled. “Focus!”

“Oh, yeah, sorry.” Hiro laughed. “Anyway, I—did her head explode?”

“Hiro!”

“Jeez, fine. I just got back from the morgue. Six green lights, everything else was red. I checked all of the drawers just in case, but only the green ones had bodies in ‘em. And it was definitely just Mondo, Chihiro, Makoto, Sakura, Hifumi, and Sayaka, like you wanted.”

“Damn,” Byakuya cursed.

“Why damn?”

“Never mind that,” he said. “We need to use what time we have left as wisely as possible. I have a job for each of you.”

“What’s that?”

“Taka, Hiro,” he said. “Go to the Data Processing Room and see if you can get through the Monokuma door.”

“What?!” Hiro balked. “I… just kinda assumed you were gonna do that!”

“I agree with Hiro!” Taka said, a little faster than he intended. It shamed him to admit that Byakuya was his superior in intelligence, but he couldn’t risk the group’s safety on that. “I… wouldn’t want to overlook any details.”

“I was planning on it, but this autopsy has given me another idea, one that only I can be trusted with. Someone else will have to check the room.”

“Kyoko—”

“Can’t see, so she’s useless in a room full of computer equipment.”

Both of them looked over to the detective, who said nothing to dispute the claim.

“Celeste—”

“Is untrustworthy.”

Taka looked over to the last student left, but even he couldn’t bring himself to suggest they trust Jack with something like this.

“It’s a shame that I can’t find another Togami to handle this for me,” Byakuya sighed. “But I’ll have to make due.”

Jack was suddenly standing (Taka was certain she hadn’t stood up), and silently sidled up behind him and smiled.

“You know, Master,” she whispered. “I know a way you could turn me into a second Togami, really fast! All it takes is a ring and a priest!”

“Shut up,” he spat.

“Hm…” Hiro scratched at his head again. “Would it be ‘Jack Togami,’ or ‘Genocide Togami?’”

“I said to shut up!” Byakuya snapped. “Jack, you’re keeping watch on Celeste. Take her down to the cafeteria with Hina, Leon, and—” He hesitated. “—Mukuro. Send Leon up to me in the library in about ten minutes.”

The library…?

Taka quickly jotted this down in his logbook.

“As for you, Kyoko—” he started.

The detective glided over to him, and held out a hand.

“I need the student profiles,” she said, simply.

Byakuya seemed surprised, then let out a low snicker.

“I see! The blind girl wants to read some files.” He smiled, very cruelly. “I know what you’re using these for.”

He slid a hand into his jacket, removed a pile of seventeen manila folders (sixteen, plus Genocide Jack’s), and handed them over to the serial killer.

“Jack,” he said. “Take these down to the cafeteria with you, and when everyone is together, let Kyoko have them. They never leave the group’s sight.”

“Yes, Master!” she said, and greedily accepted the folders, while Kyoko let her hand fall to her side.

“And, Jack?” he said. “Guard them with your life, because they’re more valuable than it.”

 

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Leon leaned against the cafeteria wall, watching the scene before him unfold.

Mukuro, if that was actually her real name, leaned over one of the tables. She seemed a little stiller now, and her breaths weren’t as shallow. At least she wasn’t in any more danger of falling off the chair Hina had placed her in.

Wonder if that’s ‘cause she’s calmer, or ‘cause she’s too tired.

He bit at his lower lip. Was there much he could do right now, besides keep watch over crazy-ass Mukuro?

… Nah.

“Ah… Argh…”

Mukuro buried her puffy, red face into the crook of her elbow. She pushed it so far that there was nothing of it Leon could see. Fear and confusion radiated off her. It felt like they’d consume the whole world.

Sucks to be her!

He did have some sympathy, actually. He definitely knew who he was. There wasn’t some secret chance that he’d turn out to be Jeon, his own evil blond-haired twin.

Just by looking at her, he could see that ‘Mukuro’s’ spine was ice. She’d started making that gross sputtering noise again, like she was a crazy person who belonged in an asylum.

Hina had stood behind her the entire time. She pressed a hand onto Mukuro’s back, like…

Like something. Leon wasn’t good at similes. All he knew was that Mukuro poked her head out of her elbow for a moment and opened one bloodshot eye, one that had cried out all of its tears. Hina said something reassuring, but Mukuro didn’t hear it. She didn’t reply, and Hina opened her mouth to offer another consolation. Before she could, however, something tall and brown jumped through the door.

“Helllllllllllllloooooo, losers!”

Jack bounded into the cafeteria with enough speed and clamor that even Mukuro stirred for a moment. Hina pivoted around, surprised, and Leon almost fell over in alarm.

“Goddamn!” He kicked the nearest chair. “Why do you gotta be so loud and crazy!”

“Kyahahahaha!” she laughed. “Master doesn’t go for the sporty, smart, or nice girls. I’m banking on this being his type.”

Tailing the serial killer was Celeste, who seemed to skirt around the shadows, and behind her, a very silent Kyoko.

“Celeste!” Hina gasped. “Are you okay?!”

Leon glanced over for a closer look. Hina was right: Celeste had definitely survived something traumatic. Her clothing was badly damaged, and even burned in a few places, and her fake hair was practically falling apart. Parts of her skin even seemed pinker without the benefit of makeup, which, too, seemed to have been blown away. Parts of her hands were made black with soot.

“Damn, man,” he agreed. “You look like you were in an explosion.”

“How odd you should say that,” the gothic girl replied, bitterly, and eased herself into a chair. “Do you have anything to say about that, Jack?”

“Nope!” Byakuya’s pet laughed. “But in unrelated news – the body’s head exploded, so we weren’t able to figure out who it was.”

Hina covered her mouth in surprise, but Mukuro only drove her face further into her elbow. She seemed determined to push herself away from the world.

“Anyway,” Jack barreled on. “We’re here on sitting-around-until-the-trial duty. Hey, Baseball Geek!”

“Don’t call me that!” Leon raged. “I should be called the Guitar Geek.”

“Hey!” Jack raised a pair of scissors at him, and her eyes narrowed into slits. She’d never seemed more serious. “No one gets to use alliteration unless Master says so! Anyway, he said to meet him in the library in ten minutes.”

“… What?” Leon cocked his head. “Why there?”

“Dunno! But that’s what he said to do, so do it!”

“Feh… I got time. I’m gonna grab something to eat before I go.”

Leon made for the kitchen, and took one last look at the five girls. Mukuro, collapsed into a pile on the table, an ugly black spot in the otherwise clean room. Hina, carefully hovering around her, trying and failing to coax her back to life. Celeste, beaten up from the explosion. Jack, sitting casually on a chair, watching the gambler. And Kyoko, obviously thinking long and hard about something mysterious.

Man, I hope she and Byakuya figure everything out, he thought. Let the official smart guys do the work.

Leon walked on through the door and into the kitchen. It was nice, in its way. A neat little island of normalcy in this weirdo, crappy excuse for a school. No one had died here, nothing important had ever happened here. It really was just a kitchen.

If he remembered correctly, there ought to have been half a waffle left in the freezer…

Bingo!

He wasn’t sure why he’d even bothered to store it, since they had an unlimited supply of food no matter what. But he took it, spun it through the air for a moment, and snatched it up as it fell.

He messily bit into the frozen waffle – the snack of champions. Crumbs sprayed everywhere.

Ah, hell, he thought. If we get out of here, it doesn’t matter, and if we die next trial, it double doesn’t matter.

He took an even bigger bite, spread more crumbs across the floor, and left into the cafeteria.

“… the body?” Hina asked.

“Celeste, Taka, and Jack,” Kyoko replied.

“Then, that means none of them can be the killer!” Hina seemed happy for a moment, but her mood quickly soured. “Which leaves… You, Byakuya, Leon, Hiro, and me.”

“What about Mukuro?” Leon asked, mouth still full.

“It wasn’t Mukuro!”

“A better argument would be that you were with Mukuro at all times since the trial,” Kyoko said, absently. Her mind was clearly somewhere else. “So, it can’t be her.”

“Oh, yeah! Ha!”

Kyoko’s eyes narrowed.

“Hina,” she said. “The girl in the dojo died around eight-to-ten hours ago. About midnight to 2 AM.”

“Oh… Are you asking where we were? We were just asleep.”

“Alibis aren’t gonna help,” Leon said. “Everyone’ll just say they were inside their rooms, asleep. That’s what I did.”

“Yep, yep!” Jack nodded. “The boring one was inside her room, and I watched from outside.”

Kyoko thought for a moment.

“Was that all of your experience, too? Just sleeping last night?”

“Yeah,” Hina said. “I was with Mukuro… Why?”

“No one left, or woke up?”

A circle of indistinct ‘nos’ replied to her.

“Hm…”

“What about you?” Leon asked. “It sounds like you’ve got something in mind.”

Kyoko looked away for a moment. It seemed like she wouldn’t respond.

But after a while, she nodded. There was something in her eyes, something that Leon didn’t quite recognize.

It was almost as if this Kyoko, the one who’d regained her memories, couldn’t help but trust them.

“… Last night, something did happen to me.”

“What was it?”

“Monokuma woke me up around 3 AM.”

“What did he do, exactly?” Celeste asked, very interested.

“It was something like this.”

Kyoko woke up.

Something was wrong.

She was on her back, underneath a single thin bedsheet. She had slept in this dorm room almost every night for two years, and she knew it perfectly.

Something was out of place now that hadn’t been when she went to bed. She could tell, just by how the air flowed. Something was obstructing it.

Something new had been added to the room, right near the closed bathroom door. Waist-high, about the size of a child.

“Monokuma?” she asked. It was an educated guess.

The world was still a void of blackness, but that was alright. The others would have complained about blindness, but that was just a matter of perception. Humans were sight-reliant animals. Almost every lie or disguise designed to mislead a person was going to be visual-based. Therefore, there was a very real advantage to having one member of the group lose their sight, since they would become immune to any type of illusion… though, she’d be lying if she didn’t admit there were disadvantages, too.

Whatever he’s up to, she thought. Must involve the assumption that I can only be tricked with sound. If he’s here, I can’t risk trusting my hearing.

Suddenly, she heard a raucous clashing of metal and wood. It wasn’t horribly loud, but it definitely would have woken her up.

The bathroom door lock just slipped out of its place and hit the floor, she knew.

She sat up, covering her chest, and moved toward the bathroom door. She might not have normally tried so brash a maneuver, but if she wasn’t trusting her hearing, then she had to trust her sense of touch.

“Whoops!” Monokuma’s screeching voice pierced the darkness. He’d already been inside the room, next to her bathroom door. “My mistake, my mistake. Sorry for waking you up, Miss Kirigiri.”

“The door didn’t wake me up,” she replied, coolly. “I said your name before that happened.”

“I’m here to fix this lock,” he said, answering a question she hadn’t asked.

“It’s not broken.”

“Yes, it is!” he lied, blatantly, to her face. “Or do you intend to tell me that you tested it yesterday?”

She couldn’t claim that, of course. She had never actually used the bathroom lock, since the dorm room doors locked anyway.

What is he here for, really? she wondered.

There was no point in asking. She just sat at the edge of the bed, feet dangling over the edge, while he worked. She listened for some two minutes, while the rattling of metal and wood told the story of a robot trying to reinsert a locking mechanism into the doorway. Eventually, he smashed a paw into the lock, and she heard it rankle for a second before falling silent.

“Welp!” he said. “Looks like the lock’s fixed again.”

“Mon–”

“If you don’t mind, I’m off to go hibernate for a few hours, I bear-ly get any sleep at night anymore, what with all the murders you and your friends commit.”

And with that said, Monokuma tromped over to the dorm’s entry door, and exited into the hallways. It closed a second later, and Kyoko heard the lock click into place, used by some unknown key Monokuma kept on his person.

“… That’s it.” Kyoko finished.

“Wait, what?” Leon scrunched up his face. “That doesn’t make any sense. Nothing even happened in that story!”

“I know,” she agreed. “But that’s exactly what happened. I checked both locks and doors afterward, but they all worked perfectly.”

“How strange,” Celeste mused. “I can’t imagine anything Junko could gain by interfering with your bathroom lock, of all things…”

Truth Bullet added: MONOKUMA IN KYOKO’S ROOM

“Regardless,” Kyoko said. “That story isn’t why I came here.”

“It’s not?” Hina asked.

“She’s talking about these!” Jack said, and tossed a pile of manila folders onto the table. They spread across the surface, and Leon spied each of their names written on their tops.

Our student profiles, he knew.

“I want your help, Mukuro,” the detective said, calmly.

The ex-soldier (perhaps) didn’t respond. It was as if she hadn’t heard Kyoko at all.

The student profiles? he thought, a little curious. What’s she need with those? Hmm…

They seemed useless to him. Those things, above all else, should’ve been able to clear up everything in a millisecond. Instead, they’d never held any answers at all. All they’d ever done was confuse things even further. They were basically just another manipulation by Junko.

Junko… or Mukuro?

Mukuro dug her face even deeper into the crook of her arm. Just looking at her was like slipping on the edge of a pit, where you’d be gobbled up and eaten by gloamy despair.

Hey! I *am* good at similes after all!

“What’s up?” he asked. “What’re those for?”

“I need to hear them read aloud,” said Kyoko. “Before the trial.”

“Why? What’s in them?”

“Ugh, Leon,” Celeste moaned. “She’s obviously hoping to find something in them that doesn’t sound like her father wrote it.”

Leon’s eyes narrowed. Something in his mind set alight; a forgotten neuron dimly sparked for the first time in forever. He was on the verge of an important realization about what they’d said, he could feel it. But what was it about?

Definitely not Mukuro, at least. This definitely wasn’t a transparent attempt by Kyoko to force the other girl to step out of her despair and try to feel something else, in order to make her useful and to save her. And Mukuro’s failure to live up to those expectations definitely didn’t make her feel even worse, definitely didn’t drive her even further into a useless, blackened pit in which to wallow.

Damn, he thought, and took another bite of his snack. Wish I was smart enough to figure this out.

Disappointment flickered across Kyoko’s face.

“Someone needs to read these for me,” the detective pressed. “I can’t have Celeste do it. She’s too suspicious.”

The frustrated ruffling of thick, lacy skirts and the irritated clicking of a tongue rang out through the cafeteria.

“I can’t have Jack do it, because she’s busy watching Celeste.”

Shrill, agreeing laughter followed.

Huh, I would’ve just said she’s too nuts.

Mukuro dug her head even further into her elbow, trying to envelop her ears with her upper arm.

“Hina can’t,” Kyoko said simply. “Because…”

“Um…” The swimmer had been rubbing Mukuro’s back, but now her fingers tapped over it in absent contemplation. “Because I’m too… stupid. I… can’t read. I can’t read!” she said, more certainly, and punched Mukuro on the shoulder. “Oh well! Guess it needs to be someone else!”

“Kyahaha!” Jack shook her head. “Are you really claiming to be illiterate?”

“I don’t even know what that word means!” Hina laughed, awkwardly. “Just more evidence that Mukuro needs to help Kyoko!”

“Oh, huh,” Leon shrugged. “Well, I can help. Gimme those files.”

Hina’s and Kyoko’s faces instantly turned to death glares. Celeste and Jack stared at him, confused and dumbfounded, until the last burst out in laughter again. Even the despairful aura radiating off of Mukuro seemed to feel a little more incredulous than it had a moment before.

“What?” he asked, stepping back. “I’ve been able to read since first grade!”

“Hahahahaha, oh man, oh man, oh man!” Jack was laughing so hard that her voice was getting hoarse. “I can’t believe that dreadlocked idiot was actually right when he called you the dumb one!”

Kyoko, though clearly annoyed, tossed Leon the files in question, and settled onto a chair near to Mukuro. She had returned to her standard hard-to-read expression, but Hina was still shooting him the angry eyes.

What’d I do? he wondered, though he would never figure it out.

“Who’s the first in the pile?” the detective asked.

Leon tossed what remained of his frozen snack into his lips, sat down on the end of the table, and pulled the top file off from the others.

“Mukuro Ikusaba,” he said with a full mouth, waffly bits still falling from his lips.

An old photograph was still clipped to the paper. It was a black-haired, freckled girl. It was her – definitely her, undeniably her. Inarguably, undoubtedly the girl sitting in the cafeteria right now. There couldn’t possibly be any doubt about that at all, it was impossible to even question it.

And yet, one of the smart kids had said Mukuro was dead, right?

Her hand shook. Her fingers grasped at empty air, and her knuckles turned white.

“What’s it say?” Kyoko asked, although it seemed like she already knew.

“Name: Mukuro Ikusaba,” he said, and wiped the last of the snack on his sleeve. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’7”, Weight: 97 lbs., Blood Type: A, Birthdate: December 24, Chest Size: 80cm. The Ultimate Soldier.”

Leon’s eyes flit over to Mukuro. Her head wasn’t moving. It seemed like she’d heard it all before, and as he spoke, the words seemed to come to her from memory, rather than his lips.

“Although small for her age, she was a military specialist trained in every weapon type imaginable. She showed interest in the military from childhood and soon found herself completely absorbed in it. In elementary school, she won a survival game tournament and began writing for military magazines. Just before entering middle school, while she and her family were on a vacation to Europe, she disappeared. The story of a young Japanese girl being kidnapped quickly took over Japanese media outlets. An intense international investigation turned up no information, and she was never found. However, she reappeared in Japan three years later, alone and completely unannounced. She revealed that she had joined a mercenary group known as Fenrir for those three years. She insisted that she hadn’t been kidnapped, that she’d received battle training of her own volition. However, she never revealed why she decided to return when she did. Despite her time in battle, she has never been wounded, bruised, or scarred.”

Leon’s eyes flit down to her ruined hand, the one with the Fenrir tattoo. The skin had turned dusky and sick-looking, and it was almost difficult to make out the wolf anymore.

Gross.

“What’s the next one?” Kyoko asked.

He sighed, shifted, pulled out the second folder, and found a blank-faced, emotionless girl very much like the last one. Her big blue eyes and big blond pigtails were beautiful… But they didn’t really seem worth destroying the world over.

Mukuro poked her head up. One of her gray eyes settled on the back of the photo. Without thinking, Leon flipped it so she could see.

If she felt anything at all, Mukuro didn’t show it. It didn’t seem like her heart was on fire with love for her sister, or anything like that. She just buried her face back into her arm.

Could be ‘cause she got away from Junko after all this… Or ‘cause she never felt anything for Mukuro in the first place.

He wondered which girl’s photo he was holding. There were no answers, of course, so he just shrugged. He watched the despairful girl in the cafeteria for a few more seconds, not thinking of what she must be thinking.

Certainly, it didn’t occur to him that Mukuro still could not conceive of letting go of Junko. Even if she ran a million miles away, even if she cursed her and resisted her with all her might, Junko’s ghost would always hover over her, and Mukuro would be chained to it, voluntarily, weltering in the suffocating presence of just the thought of her sister, the greatest and most terrible person in the universe. Not because of anything she’d done, but simply because that was what she was and would forever be. Or if in reverse, the bare fact that Mukuro was just a tool, defined by nothing else except her monstrous prior actions and her relation to her, and wasn’t even worth considering in her own right.

None of that passed through Leon’s mind.

“Name: Junko Enoshima,” he recited, a little bored. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’7”, Weight: 99 lbs., Blood Type: AB, Birthdate: December 24, Chest Size: 90cm. The Ultimate Fashionista. The most famous and beloved fashionista in the world. Matchlessly skilled in all things related to fashion since elementary school, she quickly established herself as a major celebrity in middle-school, and adorned the cover of virtually every magazine in Japan at least once, despite her young age. Her adoption of the dated gyaru style led to an instant revival in its popularity, and she was an obvious choice for Hope’s Peak.

Leon almost wanted to laugh. After how complicated and detailed Mukuro’s description as, this one was comically sparse. It was as if there was no mystery or darkness to Junko Enoshima whatsoever.

“Next?”

Leon flipped to the next page.

Oh yeah, he thought. Forgot about her!

“Name: Sakura Ogami. Sex: Female. Height: 6’4”, Weight: 218 lbs, Blood Type: A, Birthdate: September 13, Chest Size: 130cm. The Ultimate Martial Artist.” Vaguely, Leon noticed Mukuro’s Adam’s apple catch in her throat, but he read on. “Her father has no sons, so she is the heir to his generations-old dojo. Very traditional; martial arts style and family name depend entirely upon her, leading her to focus almost exclusively on her fighting prowess. Exception appears to be a boy of similar age named Kenshiro, where her feelings may be a combination of rivalry and romantic. Kenshiro was scouted but rejected by Hope’s Peak due to an illness giving him an unlikely chance of surviving to adulthood; this has resulted in Sakura being insecure re: her worthiness as an Ultimate, as she is not actually his superior.”

A low-pitched cry rang out in the cafeteria, just above Mukuro’s shoulder. Leon looked up, surprised; he’d forgotten that Hina was also there.

Sucks that Sakura’s family line’s dead, he thought. Sucks that they were all friends, too.

Of course, according to Kyoko, they’d all been friends. His eyes slid over to the girl in question, who was doing her best to conceal her emotions. Had he also felt kinship with the ogre? It was hard to imagine, but he guessed he must’ve.

Honor and duty had taken Sakura so far, only to die close to the finish line. She’d overcome so much, only to die by Junko’s stupid game. No wonder Mukuro was so full of despair.

“What’s the next?” Kyoko asked, emotionlessly.

Leon shrugged, and flipped to the next face. There, he saw a familiar face surrounded by dreadlocks.

“Name: Yasuhiro Hagakure. Sex: Male, Height: 6’0”, Weight: 157 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: July 25, Chest Size: 82cm. The Ultimate Clairvoyant. Has failed multiple grades, multiple times, and is still in high school in his twenties. Although extremely inept at virtually everything expected of even a normal student, never mind an adult, he has no peers in the realm of supernatural phenomena or divination. Still, he has managed to accrue hundreds of millions of yen of debt with the yakuza (among others), and is likely to spend all of his time safe on school grounds.”

Leon finished the description, and looked up to see Kyoko nodding.

Yeah, that one fits. Dumbass Hiro.

“Name: Kyoko Kirigiri,” Leon continued, and thumbed over the photograph of the girl standing in front of him. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’6”, Weight: 106 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: October 6, Chest Size: 82cm. The Ultimate Detective. Heir to the Kirigiri line of crime investigators. Father moved on to become headmaster of Hope’s Peak, leaving her to be raised by grandfather, who instructed her in the intricacies of detective work. Specializes in homicide, and had already solved multiple cases before being scouted by the academy. Mocks emotionlessness, but clearly has strong feelings regarding her father.”

What a dry way to describe stuff. Like he’s not even her father at all.

Even Leon could see the emotion in Kyoko’s face. Even now, years later, she still had complicated feelings about the man.

“Continue.” said the last of the Kirigiris, calmly.

Leon obeyed, and pulled up the photograph of a blond boy with blue eyes.

“Name: Byakuya Togami. Sex: Male, Height: 6’1”, Weight: 150 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: May 5, Chest Size: 81cm. The Ultimate Affluent Progeny. Survived and won the trial to find the Togami family heir. Possesses unparalleled wealth and is a genius in most regards, but is vulnerable to dismissing the perspectives of those he views as lesser than himself, which is functionally everyone. His extremely abrasive personality and contempt of commoner activities make him extremely difficult to work with. Projected as one of the likeliest leaders of the future world.”

Leon puffed out one of his cheeks. He couldn’t really argue with anything in there. The next profile’s photograph was of a student who’d already left them.

“Name: Hifumi Yamada. Sex: Male, Height: 5’7”, Weight: 342 lbs., Blood Type: O, Birthdate: December 31, Chest Size: 150cm. The Ultimate Fanfic Creator. Physically and socially inept, but is peerlessly skilled at understanding fictional works and reproducing or expanding upon them. Has an encyclopedic knowledge of virtually every fictional work and character from across the globe. Possesses almost no social skills, and has dismissed the entire female gender as inferior to ‘the 2-dimensional,’ which angered and disgusted much of his previous schools. Seems to have no ambitions beyond writing fanfiction and drawing doujins, especially of a sexual nature.”

Leon puffed out his cheek even more. That… was also sort of fair. He assumed. Doujins and fanfiction were obviously for losers.

She flipped to the next one, and saw Celeste’s familiar face.

“Name: Taeko Yasuhiro. Sex: Female, Height: 5’5”, Weight: 101 lbs., Blood Type: AB, Birthdate: November 23, Chest Size: 80cm. The Ultimate Gambler. Prefers to go by ‘Celestia Ludenberg,’ and claims heritage of German and French descent, despite visibly lacking European blood – easiest to just accept this. Possesses seemingly supernatural luck; apparently incapable of losing at games of chance. Her actual skill at them is therefore questionable, and she freely admits to not knowing how to play some. Won multiple gambling tournaments against veteran players while a small child. Dream is to own a European castle and be waited upon by a small army of attractive butlers.”

“Wait, what, really?” Jack laughed, interrupting the dutiful silence. “That’s your big dream in life?”

Celeste looked away, blushing slightly.

“I don’t see how that’s any worse than having your only goal to murder boys!”

Cute boys.”

Leon flipped over to the next page while the two argued. To his surprise, it was Genocide Jack’s. This photograph was taken at a greater distance than the others, and from around a corner, but it was definitely Jack, and not Toko, captured. She appeared to be hiding in a bush, stalking someone off-screen. He wondered who could be so skilled at photography that they could get a picture of someone so dangerous.

Heh… Guess they couldn’t exactly have her pose for a nice school photo.

“Name: Genocide Jack,” he said, interrupting their argument. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’4”, Weight: 104 lbs., Blood Type: O, Birthdate: March 3, Chest Size: 79cm. The Ultimate Murderous Fiend.”

“Ha!” Jack continued. “I’ll admit, the school might’ve known about me, but they couldn’t have known that all I want to do is kill cute boys!”

“All she wants to do is kill cute boys. An exuberant serial killer manifested out of Toko Fukawa’s various mental problems and complexes. Her disgusting, obsessive side taken form, Jack considers herself to be an artiste, with ‘pretty boys’ as her canvas. This unique situation provides a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for study of Ultimate talents at the cost of overlooking her actions re: non-school personnel. The Academy should pretend not to know about her existence.”

“Huh.” Jack said, cocking her head. “Kyahahahahaha! They were smarter and dumber than I gave ‘em credit for!”

Leon looked up, and saw Mukuro suck in her lips. Such was the school’s moral ambiguity that even an Ultimate Despair, in the midst of her greatest despair, still found a moment to be contemptuous of Kyoko’s father. A quick glance at the detective said that she agreed.

The next photo was a boy with big, wild red eyes.

“Name: Kiyotaka Ishimaru. Sex: Male, Height: 5’9”, Weight: 146 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: August 31, Chest Size: 79cm. The Ultimate Moral Compass. Grandson of an incompetent prime minister; desires to restore family name by achieving the same rank, but with greater success. Extremely dedicated to everything he tries, and has no tolerance for failures of duty. Although he is a perfect student, all of his previous teachers in elementary and middle school were glad to be rid of him.”

More interested now, Leon leafed to the next profile, and found the most important file of them all.

“Name: Leon Kuwata. Sex: Male, Height: 5’9”, Weight: 148 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: January 3, Chest Size: 80cm. The Ultimate Baseball Pro. Although naturally talented at the sport, he enjoys it only casually, and resents his skill. Wishes to be the Ultimate Musician, despite having no ability at it whatsoever. Largely unremarkable; likely to achieve nothing significant in life despite a Hope’s Peak diploma.”

Leon’s fingers squeezed down on the paper, crumpling its sides. He almost wanted to rip it to pieces.

“What did that idiot know?” he said, spitefully. “If he was so smart, he wouldn’t have let in a bunch of murderers and let ‘em destroy the world.”

A weak, painful guttering escaped Mukuro’s lips, and Hina shot him a nasty glare. He regretted saying the words almost instantly.

… Though, they were all still true.

“Name: Aoi Asahina,” he said, flipping to the next profile, and pretending that nothing was wrong. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’3”, Weight: 110 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: April 24, Chest Size: 88cm. The Ultimate Swimming Pro. Won several high school-levels swimming competitions while still in elementary school. Extremely energetic and forthright; virtually incapable of deception or ill thoughts except under extreme circumstances. Useful for balancing out others’ extreme personalities with her natural kindness.”

Leon’s eyes narrowed. The profile went on after that: Though competent at her field, she lacks any useful scholastic or problem-solving skills. Smarter than Hagakure, but not by much.

Weighed down by his momentary guilt at hurting Mukuro with his words, Leon decided not to speak that part aloud…

But Hina saw that he was hiding something, grabbed the paper, and checked it in a second.

“Hey!” she cried, upset. “I’m not that dumb!”

“Aren’t you supposed to be illiterate right now?” Kyoko asked, a little annoyed, and apparently easily capable of piecing together the issue despite her blindness.

“Ah! Um… I…” Hina flushed red. She stammered on for several seconds, trying and failing to invent an explanation that would satisfy the lie, only to ultimately fall short. She looked away, still red in the face, and crossed her arms, humming softly with barely-disguised frustration.

“Kyahahahahahahaaaaaaa!” Jack wheezed, and slammed her fist onto the table several times. There were tears in her eyes. “Oh man, she’s too dumb to even be dumb, I’ve didn’t even know that was possible!”

Hina pouted, now angrier at someone living than someone dead. Finally, she grunted, threw the profile back to Leon, and sat down next to Mukuro. Now, one girl wallowed in a pit of despair while the other just steamed in irritation.

“Go on,” Kyoko said.

The truth was, Leon was kind of enjoying this. Aside from his own profile, learning about the others’ silly secrets was fun, in a gossipy, teenage girl sort of way.

“Name: Mondo Owada. Sex: Male, Height: 6’2”, Weight: 168 lbs., Blood Type: AB, Birthdate: July 9, Chest Size: 86cm. The Ultimate Biker Gang Leader. Was originally the majordomo to his older brother, who assembled the largest biker gang in Japan. A mistake Mondo made while riding accidentally resulted in his brother’s tragic death, leaving him in command, which he accepted largely to maintain his their work. Has become obsessed with masculinity as a result.”

Leon pressed his chin into his chest. That wasn’t quite the uplifting, amusing story he’d hoped for. He’d only known Mondo for minutes, maybe even seconds, before his explosive death, and now those brothers’ dream was super, super dead. He wondered if Junko had expected him to pick up that Monokuma robot and die like that, or if it had come as a surprise to her, too.

He shook his head. Hopefully, the next student’s file wouldn’t be as depressing.

“Name: Sayaka Maizono.” He winced. “Sex: Female, Height: 5’5”, Weight: 108 lbs., Blood Type: A, Birthdate: July 7, Chest Size: 83cm. The Ultimate Pop Sensation. Grew up alone in an empty household while watching idols on TV; became obsessed with them as a result. Dedicated herself to replicating their success. Became genuine friends with her co-idols, and finally achieving that kind of human contact and friendship made her extremely reluctant to change schools to Hope’s Peak. Only with great effort were recruiters able to convince her to join. Dream is to provide the same comfort to girls with no family that she received.”

Leon’s throat tightened.

It did not occur to him what the others might think; that Mukuro might view it only as yet another dream and another hope to be mercilessly crushed on the altar of despair. And that worse yet, she could not have saved Mondo, but she could have saved Sayaka.

Instead, what he thought was:

Sucks hard, man.

“You couldn’t have saved her,” Kyoko said to the despairful girl. “No one could have defeated Junko at that point.”

“But you think we can beat her, now?” Hina asked.

The detective nodded with certainty.

“Next.”

“Name: Toko Fukawa. Sex: Female, Height: 5’4”, Weight: 104 lbs., Blood Type: O, Birthdate: March 3, Chest Size: 79cm. The Ultimate Writing Prodigy. Of unknown motherhood; two mothers gave birth at the same time, and one child died when taken by doctors. Each then refused to accept ownership of her. Was abused and mistreated by parents as child, and bullied at school by boys asking her on fake dates, causing her to develop a number of pathological fears and complexes, as well as an unhealthily negative and obsessive attitude toward attractive people. After being locked in a closet by her parents and embarrassed by a boy, developed DID and the persona of Genocide Jack (see attached file).”

Leon’s jaw fell open. He’d had no idea that Toko's history was so dark.

“Heheh!” Jack laughed. “Don’t look so upset, Peon.”

“But this–”

“I said don’t worry about it! Those boys are alllllllll dead!” She flashed some of her scissors and smiled evilly. “I promise.”

“… And your parents?”

Jack blinked, and shrugged.

“I may be a crazy murderer, but even I’m not guilty of… mothericide?”

“Matricide,” Celeste said. “Or patricide, depending on the parent.”

“That word I actually didn’t know…” Hina muttered.

“Get us back on track, Leon.”

“There are only two left,” He sighed, no longer as amused as before. “Sure. Name: Chihiro Fujisaki. Sex: – Male?!” His eyebrows almost shot off of her face, as did Hina’s, Celeste’s, and Jack’s. Notably, Kyoko and Mukuro seemed unperturbed. “Height: 4’10”, Weight: 90 lbs., Blood Type: B, Birthdate: March 14, Chest Size: 70cm. The Ultimate Programmer. Due to his diminutive size and andrognyous features, he was subjected to extreme bullying for the entirety of his school career. To escape this, he dresses as a girl and allows others to assume him to be female. Still considers himself a boy, and idolizes masculinity – is likely to make frequent use of school gym in hope to increase musculature to normal levels.”

Leon, Hina, and Celeste stood in dumbfounded silence for a number of seconds. Kyoko said nothing, and neither did Mukuro.

I guess Kyoko already knew, the first of them thought. But then Mukuro… how much has she remembered from that grape?

Finally, the air was broken by a disgusting gurgling sound. They looked over to find Jack hugging herself and salivating, a long, gnarly string of shiny silver spit leaking from the corner of her lips and spilling off her chin. Her eyes were all-white, and she was clearly in a state of ecstasy.

“Oh my god,” she whispered, barely able to get the words out. “That’s so hot…

Leon’s eyes slid over to Kyoko’s. She must have been pretending for days not to have known, knowing that the Chihiro who died would have preferred his secret to go unrevealed. Were the contents of these profiles so important that she just had to hear them, no matter the cost? It was hard to imagine that that might be so.

It did not occur to Leon that someone else in the room was thinking this: that Chihiro had spent years hiding his true nature, so afraid was he of insults and harassment, and so ashamed of himself for what he was. And that in the end, he never revealed it, and instead had it revealed for him. Though his circumstance wasn’t a perfect analogy, certainly there were similarities between it and her own…

Nope.

All Leon thought was that his throat was getting a little scratchy from all this reading, and that he only had one file left.

“Name,” he started. “Makoto Naegi, Sex: Male, Height: 5’3”, Weight: 115 lbs., Blood Type: A, Birthdate: February 5, Chest Size: 75cm. The Ultimate Lucky Student. Chosen at random by national lottery so Hope’s Peak could study the ‘luck’ phenomenon. Luck appears to be much less dramatic and obvious than the equivalent Class 77 student. Student is otherwise completely unremarkable in all measurable ways, both in abilities and interests, but seems to bring a stabilizing influence to the others of his class by means of being the most ordinary and trustworthy. Easily succeeded in making friends with all classmates, including reticent and antagonistic ones. Only possesses one notable quality outside of abstruse luck: every female student he interacts with appears interested in him as a partner, to varying degrees. So far, he has shown reciprocity only with Maizono, with whom he had a relationship prior to high school.

Mukuro’s head twitched. At first, it was barely noticeable, but then it happened several times. She was muttering something softly, now, and Leon could tell that this was the hardest of the profiles for her to hear, for at the edge of her vision, she was seeing these students as he read their stories aloud, and each word triggered a new ancient, suppressed memory.

If he’d been more empathetic, or even smarter, perhaps Leon would have guessed what went through Mukuro’s mind. But it was beyond him to think this:

That she would have liked it if the profiles were fake, just so that they could deny some of Monokuma’s more painful claims.

That only if she was the literal last woman on Earth would she have had a shot with Makoto.

That she could see in her mind a stupid, pathetic, black-haired soldier girl stalking him around corners.

That she didn’t want to be that girl, but only because the alternative was worse.

That she wanted to just slink into nonexistence and be forgotten about, forever.

Leon pressed his tongue into the space where two teeth met, and dug out a bit of waffle, not thinking any of that.

Mukuro pushed her face into the hard surface of the table, then choked for a few seconds, picking with her good hand at the tattoo of the wolf on her bad one. Her eyes were white and gray and red, and Leon unconsciously took several steps backward from the girl who verged on the edge of…

Something, for sure. She was making some kind of noise that definitely sounded crazy.

Truth Bullet added: STUDENT PROFILES

Truth Bullet added: MAKOTO’S PROFILE

“Hm,” Celeste pursed her lips, and pretended not to notice Mukuro’s obvious near-breakdown. “I had no interest in Makoto that way… Though, I suppose I’m robbed of the same two years as everyone else. But, Sakura, too? And you, Hina?”

“Celeste, is this the best time for that?” Hina hissed, and pointed to the twitching Mukuro, whose lips were shining with maddened spittle.

“How much time do you figure we’ve got ‘til the trial?” Leon asked, and handed the profiles back to Kyoko.

“Time…?” Jack mouthed, and seemed suddenly more serious. “Oh, crap! Baseball Geek! Get up to the library, now! Master wanted you five minutes ago!”

“But I–”

“Now, now, now!” she screamed, and threw a pair of scissors at him with each word. Each impacted on the floor just beside his foot, and he yelped, jumped back, and threw up his hands.

“Okay, I–”

“Get out of here!” she cried, and conjured up ten more scissors, and he was finally gone.

 

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Hiro crossed his arms and stared past the doorway. The Data Processing Room awaited. The blue glowiness of the sea of computers… glowed at them. Menacingly. Like they didn’t even care if he entered and tried to figure out their secrets. Which they didn’t, since they were inanimate objects, but they should, since they were Junko’s inanimate objects.

The whole scene was very scary.

Wait! What’s another word for ‘scary?’ he wondered. If I was smarter, I bet I’d know something like that.

Ominous?

That sounds like ‘omen,’ and I know what an omen is! So… that probably means ‘doomy.’

“This room looks really… ominous,” he said aloud, hesitating just before the fifth word.

“I agree!” Taka said, just beside him, scribbling something down into a notepad. He went on to rant about who-knew-what, but Hiro smiled to himself, content in the knowledge that he’d correctly guessed how to use the word.

“–enter and examine the premises,” the other boy finished, decisively, and led the way inside.

It was probably Hiro’s imagination, but the room really did feel colder when they entered it. They had been here before, even! And yet, without everyone else around, it felt so cruel and unfriendly, as if the presence of friends could send away that evil feeling.

His arms were pure goosebumps.

“What’re we looking for?” he asked.

“Isn’t it obvious, Hiro?” Taka stood erect, straightened out his uniform, and nodded to no one in particular. “We are searching for anything unusual or out-of-place… and also the big Monokuma door.”

“Really?” Hiro puffed out one of his cheeks. “Well, I found the door.”

He motioned to the door in question, which remained in the back of the room, closed as ever.

“Very funny,” Taka muttered. “But in all seriousness, I’ll check it right away.”

With that, the Ultimate…

What was he, again?

The Ultimate Hall Monitor (that was probably close enough) scuttled up to the door and rapped the edge of his logbook against it a few times.

Tap-tap-tap-tap-tap

Aside from the noise, nothing happened.

He tried the door handle next, but again – producing that little metallic clicking noise was all he managed to do.

“Unfortunate,” he said. “I thought this door was supposed to open for us. It certainly sounded like it would! But then again, I suppose this makes sense. People who rely on subterfuge always avoid directly meeting their opponents out in the open!”

“Why’s that?”

“Because they would be easily defeated, of course!”

“You think you could take Junko in a fight?”

“Well… I couldn’t, because I’d never hit a girl, but…”

Taka scrunched up his face. For a few seconds, he seemed trapped by two opposite forms of morality…

Then he shook his head from side-to-side, and looked back up to Hiro.

“Enough of that! Let me check the dust underneath the door… As expected, no changes. No one’s been in or out since my last check.” He jotted something down in his notebook. “Now, search the computers for anything odd!”

“Like that?”

Hiro pointed to one on the far end of the room. Most of the computers displayed only the camera footage of the school, or else blue screens full of complicated, math-y charts and graphs he wanted nothing to do with. The one he pointed to, though, just showed a still image of Monokuma’s head against a black background.

Taka’s eyes narrowed.

“… If anyone asks,” he said, stiffly, and ashamed. “Say that I saw that.”

“But I’m the one who found it!”

“Yes! … With my direction.”

“Ugh, you just don’t want to look stupid by getting shown up by the dumb guy.”

It hurt, a little, when Taka did not argue.

They drew closer to the screen. As before, it was just a still image of the bear’s head, floating in a featureless black void.

“Why’s this one different from all the others?” Hiro asked.

“Hm… Normally, I would suggest we retreat and gather the others,” Taka said. “But, since our time is limited… We shall solve this mystery on our own!”

He dropped into a chair in front of the screen, and slammed a finger down upon a button, seemingly at random.

The screen shifted, and they saw an image of themselves in the room. Hiro looked up to where the camera might have been, waved, and saw the computer version of himself match the movement.

“Huh.” he mumbled.

“Fascinating.” Taka added.

“Interesting!” agreed a third, screeching voice.

Hiro jumped forward and into a wall, and Taka flipped around the chair in a panic. Monokuma stood right behind them, smiling. He cocked his head, and looked up to the boy in the chair.

“My, my!” he said, tauntingly. “How goes the investigation?”

“You know very well how it goes!” Taka shouted. “Does your intrusion upon our lives have some kind of useful purpose, Junko?”

Monokuma kept right on smiling at them for a few seconds afterward, and finally gave a single low chuckle.

“I know you’re curious what’s on those computers,” he said. “And in the interest of all information being divulged… I’ll tell you! It’s… nothing!”

He pressed his paws to his belly, and roared in laughter.

“Nothing?” Taka asked, perplexed.

“Oh, there’s some basic coding, and all that kind of stuff,” the headmaster explained. “Nothing very interesting to you, I think, except for the two things that are interesting.”

“Hmph!” Taka crossed his arms. “Very well, I shall bite. What are the two things?”

“Well, the first is the broadcasting program.”

“Broadcasting?” Hiro repeated, stupidly.

“Oh? Did I not mention that before?” Monokuma’s perpetual smile seemed somehow to grow. “Everything that’s happened in this school, from the moment you all woke up, has been broadcasted all over the world.”

What?!” Taka stood up so quickly that the chair went flying back and into the computer. His eyes were even wider and more fiery than usual.

“Teehee! It’s the most popular reality show in history! … Not that there’s much else to see, what with all other TV stations being burned down.”

“So… All of the murders…” Hiro started, and his face turned blue.

Monkuma threw his head back and laughed even more.

“Did you think that all of this was just for my entertainment? Why would I need something so elaborate? … I’m just a bear.”

“Junko! What is the purpose of sending our goings-on to the en–” Taka demanded.

“Never mind that,” the bear said, and raised a paw to silence him. “None of your questions matter right now, unless they’re ‘what’s the second interesting thing on the computer?’”

Hiro and Taka stood there, impotently, shaking in anticipation.

“Well?” Hiro blurted out, finally.

“I didn’t hear you say the question~~~~~”

“Monokuma!” Taka all-but-screamed. “What is the second–”

“Alright then! I’ll tell ya. The second is a password program. If you click the black-and-white file in the corner there,” He motioned at the screen, and Hiro did indeed see the file. “Then it’ll ask for a password. And if you input the password correctly… then the door in the back over there will open.”

“… Then what’s the password?” Taka asked.

“Teehee! That’s for me to know, and you to possibly find out.”

With that, Monokuma bounced away, leaving the two boys alone. They stood and huffed for a few seconds, before Taka finally comported himself enough to click the file.

A box opened up on the screen, half black and half white. In it, a single beige bar stretched out. Above it, a button flashed labeled SECURITY QUESTION.

Hiro pursed his lips. He looked to Taka, who looked back. They were both sweating. Taka clicked the button, and the security question unfolded across the screen.

WHO WAS THE FIRST STUDENT TO DIE DURING THIS KILLING GAME?

“Well, that’s easy,” Hiro said. “Isn’t it? It was Chihiro.”

“No!” Taka shook his head. “You’re forgetting about Mondo.”

“Oh, yeah! That guy! Put him in, fast!”

Taka quickly typed in MONDO OWADA. His finger hovered over the enter key.

“Wait…” he said, his eyes narrowing. “Was it… really Mondo?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean that Junko has consistently made every answer as complicated as possible to find… Would it really be this simple?”

“Maybe? You’re probably overthinking it.”

“Nonsense!” Taka made a triumphant fist. “I’m certain I’m onto something!”

“Well, who else would be the first person to die, besides Mondo? He exploded!”

“Yes, but Mondo died during the explanation for the killing game. I’m not sure if that really counts as ‘during’ the game.”

“That makes sense. So, it’d be Chihiro, again.”

Taka deleted the original answer, input CHIHIRO FUJISAKI, and paused.

“But…” he started.

“Not again!”

“Just hear me out. What about Junko herself? She ‘died’ in the sense that all of us had our memories of her erased!”

“I dunno, man. I’m not really sold on that.”

“Truth be told, I also have doubts… And I’m not sure if Junko will have given us multiple tries to guess the password, or if we only have a single shot…”

“Maybe we should find Kyoko or Byakuya, after all,” Hiro suggested.

“Nonsense! Like I said, there may not be enough time, and even if there is, what use are we if we can’t overcome a single one of Monokuma’s tricks by ourselves?” He paused. “So… Are we sure that Junko, Mondo, and Chihiro are the only possible answers?”

Hiro crossed his arms and sank into thought.

“I think so? Everyone else died after Chihiro, or they’re still alive, like you, me, and Mukur–”

“Aha!” Taka bellowed. “Of course! It’s Mukuro!” With absolute confidence, he erased Chihiro’s name, and quickly replaced it with MUKURO IKUSABA. “She had her memories erased before anything else happened, and the execution treated that as a death!”

“Man, now I feel like you’re just making stuff up.”

“No, no! I’m definitely correct! Watch this!”

Taka brought his forefinger dramatical down upon the Enter key. The mouse pointer turned into an hourglass, the screen grew sluggish, and they waited in an uneasy silence.

Just as Hiro opened his mouth to speak, the screen flashed with Monokuma’s face over the black background again, and they heard a click from the door in the back.

“Hahahahahaha!” Taka howled, as if a great conquest had just been made over his enemies. “I knew we could do it! Junko’s riddles are no match for dedication and hard work!”

Flush with victory, he scuttled over to the door. Hiro decided against voicing something that, even to him, was blindingly obvious:

I mean, didn’t she want us to figure out that password?

She could have just made it unguessable or something, right? Or even not included it at all.

He shrugged, caught up to the faster-than-he-looked boy in front of him, and pushed all the doubts out of his mind. This all sounded a lot like something for someone else to worry about, so he decided to just watch as Taka threw open the door.

The room inside looked like something out of a sci-fi movie, or out of the alien spaceship that had once stolen his hamburger. It was like a huge cockpit, with a million computer screens flashing warnings, videos of the school outside, and graphs even more complicated than the ones outside. Just looking at all of that math gave Hiro a headache, and he’d never seen so many keyboards at once. How could you possibly need more than one? It’s not like the other ones had different letters or something!

A large, empty leather chair sat in front of the desk-cockpit, but Hiro’s eyes were drawn more to the one item in the room that didn’t seem to fit: the ugly green metal hatch in the floor.

“Look at that!” Taka said, and pointed to the screens. “I can see Byakuya and Leon in the library, looking through books.”

“Wonder what they’re looking for,” Hiro mused. “Maybe one of them left something in a book!”

Taka pursed his lips.

“Hiro, they’re obviously looking for something written in the books.”

“Oh.” The Ultimate Clairvoyant looked away, embarrassed. “Uh… Where’s that hatch go?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Taka barked. He walked over to the hatch, tried to open it unsuccessfully, and kicked it twice. “This must be where Junko’s hiding.”

“What?!” Hiro took several steps away from it. “How do you know?”

“We know Junko’s been hiding in this room. We just opened the door into this place, so we know she didn’t escape out into the hallways. That means she’s either in the room, which she’s not, or she found another way out… And the only other way out is this hatch!”

“Wow!” Hiro said, genuinely impressed. “Who needs Kyoko, huh?”

“Now, now…” Taka replied, beaming with pride.

“Although… We know that Mukuro or Junko is dead, right? And the other one of them’s down there on the first floor. So…”

They looked back down to the dubiously-full hatch. Taka kicked it one more time.

“The real important thing is simply that we finally know where Junko is for once, whether it’s in this hatch, in the dojo, or on the first floor. Too bad we can’t actually open this stupid lock to be sure! For the moment, let’s finish searching the room.”

Hiro looked around. If you discounted the computers, the screens, and the hatch, there actually wasn’t much in this room… Just a few cabinets underneath the electronics. Hiro pulled open the doors one at a time, finding only darkness within. At last, he came to the final one, opened it, and–

“Hey, there’s something here!”

He crouched down, reached inside, and retrieved a long syringe and tiny glass bottle. The cap was secured, but it twisted a little too easily, as if it had been removed in the not-distant past. A nauseous greenish liquid swirled within, but only up to about one-third. Above it, specks of dried liquid clung to the interior of the glass. Nothing was marked, but…

This looks EXACTLY like the stuff in the chemistry lab!

“Hey, Taka,” he said. “Check this out.”

A presence loomed over his shoulder. And then, a shouting.

“Aha!” Taka cried. “Poison, for certain! No doubt taken from the chemistry lab! And the very syringe that left a mark in the dead girl’s arm. This… is definitely what killed the person in the dojo!”

“Yeah, that makes sense.”

“Anyway, now that we’ve fully examined this room–”

“Hey, there’s more stuff in here.”

Hiro reached in further, past where he’d found the vial, and pulled out two lengths of hemp rope, each about ten feet. He’d seen a thousand identical coils of the stuff in the warehouse.

“Weird to see normal rope in a place that’s so sci-fi-y. It’s not even special rope at all.”

“I agree!” Taka nodded. “Hm, indeed. Bring it with us.”

Truth Bullet added: MYSTERIOUS LIQUID, SYRINGE, AND ROPE

“Anyway,” he continued. “I’ve almost finished my sketch of the room.”

He showed it off proudly, and Hiro had only one thought:

Man! He’s pretty bad at drawing.

“Don’t you still have Hifumi’s camera?”

Taka’s pencil froze in midair. He glanced away, annoyed, and flipped through his notepad to reveal another page. Slowly, he retrieved the hideous pink camera from a fold of his uniform.

“Keep searching,” he said, gruffly.

Hiro heard the telltale little flashes after he turned away. Taka was taking upwards of ten photos per computer – they’d probably have a perfect picture of the room by the time they left.

For now, Hiro slumped into the cushioned chair in front of the largest computer in the center of the room. Through the computer screen, he could see the library. Byakuya and Leon each leaned over a desk overflowing with books. The first plowed through almost a page a second, his eyes effortlessly taking in all the information before moving on. The second… took a bit longer.

Hiro leaned over the keyboard and tapped his finger on the edge. And then–

Tap

“Whoops!”

A light on the board lit up, and through the screen, Monokuma appeared in the doorway before the two boys. Leon yelped and jumped back, his girlish scream transmitting even through the monitors. Byakuya, of course, stayed calm, and barely glanced up from his eighth book.

“What do you want?” the latter boy asked, bluntly. “Don’t waste my time.”

“Hiro! What did you do?” Taka shouted.

The two boys on the screen blinked, both of them shocked.

“Hiro…?” Leon repeated.

“Oh, hey, guys!” Hiro laughed. “Do you hear me? It’s us!”

“Who is ‘us?’” Byakuya asked, suddenly more interested. “Your voices are coming through as Monokuma. Hiro and Taka, I presume.”

“Yeah! We figured out how to open the Monokuma control room door!”

Byakuya’s eyes were on fire.

“It is an interesting place,” Taka said. “I’ve taken photographs, and we found some rope, a syringe, and a vial of poison!”

“Poison… Anything else?”

“Yes! Two other things. First… Monokuma told us that the entire killing game is being broadcast all over the world.”

“What?!” For the first time, Byakuya seemed almost unnerved. “How? Why?”

“He didn’t say why, just that it was the most popular program left on the air.”

The Ultimate Affluent Progeny nodded, deep in thought.

“So… everyone in the world…” Leon mouthed, absently, clearly disturbed. “They all know about when… when each of us…”

“What’s the other thing?” Byakuya pressed.

“There’s a hatch on the floor. We can’t open it, but I’m certain Junko is hiding underneath it… unless she’s dead. Or Mukuro.”

Leon’s head snapped up.

“Wait a second!” he said, looking back and forth between Byakuya and the robot. “Isn’t this a big opportunity? We could group up in the control room and keep the hatch shut! If we lock up Mukuro somewhere, that means Junko is either trapped or dead, and the game could end!”

“Oh, oh!” Hiro nodded along, though the others couldn’t see it. He might have to upgrade Leon to just the second dumbest student, after Hina. “That’s genius!”

“No,” Byakuya said, absently. “She’ll have thought of that, for certain. If she’s even underneath that hatch at all… Besides, we don’t know where it leads. It might be more dangerous to keep her in there than to keep going as we are.”

Leon grunted a concession, and leaned back against the wall.

“Too bad,” he said, and looked back to Monokuma. “What ab–wait!” His eyes narrowed. “Is there something on your hand?”

Hiro glanced down. His knuckles were their normal tannish pink color.

“No, I’m pretty sure my hand is normal.”

“He doesn’t mean your hand, Hiro!” Taka shouted, annoyed. “He means Monokuma’s!”

All three boys looked up at the same time, and saw it: a dirty brown smear over the robot’s paw. Taka reached over his shoulder and tapped a nearby button. Monokuma obediently raised his paw.

Byakuya threw his book onto the surface of the desk, and ran over to examine the smear as closely as possible. For the first time in a while, he seemed completely focused.

The palm and back of the paw were ordinary white, but on either side, there was a streak of something brown and ugly. It seemed to Hiro like it must have been a liquid that hardened over time, because the streak wasn’t perfect, and seemed almost closer to a splatter. The bottom of the paw, if the arm was down, looked like the liquid had dripped down, and that’s where the streaks met.

“Look,” Taka said, fascinated. “Something splattered over the back of the hand, but on the palm, it’s a hard line between the brown stuff and the clean part.”

He was right. Hiro bit his upper lip, mildly embarrassed at not having seen it himself.

“But why’s it brown?” Leon asked. “What’s brown?”

“Well, it’s not pure brown,” Hiro said. “Look, there’re little flecks of dull pink in some pl…”

Byakuya excepted, the boys all realized it at the same time.

“Blood,” the smart one said. “Old blood.”

Looking more closely, it was obviously still gross and a little sticky, but not as much as it once had been.

“This is probably a few weeks old,” he continued. “But not more than that.”

“… Which means?” Leon asked.

“It means the blood’s from toward the start of the killing game!” Taka shouted. Briefly, Hiro wondered how that loud voice was being transmitted through the robot.

Truth Bullet added: BLOOD ON MONOKUMA’S HAND

“Why’s it so old?” Leon wondered aloud. “Maybe the claw got dirty when Monokuma removed someone’s body?”

“Those aren’t the right questions,” Byakuya said, mostly to himself. “The right question is, ‘what would cause blood to only get on the sides of the claws?’”

“… Well?” Hiro asked. “What would?”

Rather than responding, Byakuya tapped the side of his glasses.

“We need to be certain that the blood on this claw is as old as I think it is,” he said, apparently brushing the question off.

He walked back to his book, plucked it off the desk, and nodded to Leon. The other boy quickly picked up his own book, and they returned to flipping through the pages.

“There’s nothing else to find up there,” he said, decisively. “Taka, come here right away. I have a job for you.”

“What about me?” Hiro asked.

“I have a job for you, too,” came the reply. “Drop by the kitchen and the warehouse, first. You’ll need a bag, a knife… and a saw.”

 

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Boring.

Boring, boring, boring.

Banana-fana-fo-foring.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooring.

Jack crouched over at the long end of the cafeteria’s longest table, dangling her toes (and tongue) over the edge.

Her eyes moved from one boring person to the next.

Pukuro, her head down on another table, her face buried in her elbow. You could just about feel the despair radiating off her.

Boobarina, sitting on a chair behind her, rubbing her on the back.

Ky-slowko, standing by herself in a corner, watching (or not) everything with her cold, dead eyes.

And the most boring one of all, who was ugly and annoying and wouldn’t even be worth making fun of, if Master hadn’t said to watch her.

She sighed. Not a cute boy among them. Not even a cute girl, really. Pukuro was probably the cutest (and most boyish), but it just wasn’t the same.

Oh, to open up Master’s veins!

Oh, to carve up his perfect, unblemished pink flesh!

Oh, to force her long, long tongue all the way down his resisting throat!

She could paint the most beautiful canvas across these walls with his help. He was practically begging to be murdered!

But then, what would the rest of her life be, after her magnum opus was complete?

A chill ran down her spine. A pleasant one, too, like the cold of blades slicing down into your skin. She looked down. Her toes were curling around the edge of the table. A bit of drool eked out of her mouth, and splashed onto her skirt.

Miss Morose at least does have good taste, she admitted.

It was basically an atrocity that she hadn’t gotten to kill Makoto and Chihiro.

… And besides, there was a nonzero chance that Master was the only cute boy left in the world. He was definitely the only one who liked to play the back-and-forth game of insults that really meant love. If she killed him, what boys would that even leave?

The loud idiot?

The other loud idiot?

The other other loud idiot?

That’d lead her to go even more insane, for sure.

She sighed.

Good thing being his pet’s almost as good as being his murderer.

“–ack!”

Her head jolted up. Aquaslut was saying something.

“–ack!” she continued. “I said – don’t you agree that Mukuro is too ugly for Master? Also, check out my boobs.”

“They’re pretty big,” Jack admitted. “But Master’s only interested in elegant figures, like mine.”

Jack pressed her hands on either side of her chest, and pushed them out as far as she could. The water bimbo turned pale and jumped back in surprise.

“Wow!” she said, intimidated by Jack’s superior smallness. “They’re exactly the right size for getting Master’s attention! I don’t have a chance!”

“I think Jack is in her own world right now,” the smart(er) one said. “She doesn’t realize that my boobs are almost as small as hers, and that I plan to seduce Master with my intelligence.”

“What?!” Jack screeched, this time herself shocked.

“Oh, yes. Master only values intelligence, so I alone can provide him with smart Togami heirs in the future.”

“Joke’s on you!” Jack laughed. “Master’s got zero interest in that. He wants a girl who can keep up with him in insults and threats, not some wannabe Her-cute Poirot!”

“… Hercule Poirot instead of Sherlock Holmes?” the detective repeated, obviously shocked. “… Probably Toko’s influence.”

“I wish I could be into Master…” the crazy girl’s aura of despair seemed to say, though she remained silent. “But I have an incest fetish instead.”

“Save it for the fat one’s gross manga,” Jack said, and waved a hand dismissively, impatient and annoyed, and confusing the group even further.

“Ugh!” the dumbest one’s big red eyes twitched with barely-concealed rage. “Jack! Obviously, we all secretly want Master! And yes, of course I think I’m better than you because I’m keeping up this stupid elegant shtick in a feeble attempt to pretend to be something I’m not! You know what?” She paused for a moment, closed her eyes, and forced herself to calm down. She smiled, but her face dripped with insincerity. “Jack, like I was saying, please take me back to my room so that I can freshen up. I don’t like my clothes and makeup being damaged, especially when this is likely to be the final trial.”

“Why? You plannin’ on trying to make a move on Master?”

The fake goth’s eyes narrowed even further, until they were tiny slits, even thinner than Pukuro’s.

“Yes,” she said pleasantly, and the other girls in the room, even Pukuro, looked up in surprise. “And when I inevitably fail… Surely that will mean one fewer rival for his affection, yes? And dealing with me in a nonviolent way will surely impress Byakuya.”

“Hm…” Jack poked her tongue into her cheek, then slammed her fist onto the table. “You make a compelling argument, Poker Slut! Let’s go!”

Poker Slut (Blackjack Bimbo? Chesscort? Go Ho?) fumed with rage for a few seconds, then forced another smile.

“Lead the way,” she said, her voice barely steady.

They parted from the other three, and made their way to the dorms in silence.

Relative silence, anyway, since the air was always filled with whispers of Master.

Master, Master, Master-bo-baster… Maaaaaaster!

He was gonna be so impressed by how well she’d kept on this one… And if he wasn’t, that was just more opportunity to be verbally abused by him.

She was on fire just thinking about it!

“Here we are,”  said her momentary companion, and she unlocked her door and made her way inside.

Jack blinked. She’d hadn’t noticed that they’d actually reached the dorms. Before the door could close, she kicked it open and bounded in, surprising the dumb bimbo on the inside.

“Ah! What is it, Jack?”

“Nothing. Go do your thing, but I’m staying here, watchin’ ya.”

“But… But you let me have privacy in here, earlier! There’s only one way in and out! You can just wait outside!”

“Don’t care. Master said to stick to you like cute on boys, and that’s what I’m gonna do!”

The dainty, stupid one scowled for a few seconds, but eventually realized she couldn’t win this argument. At last, she spun gracefully around and made her way to the bathroom.

Jack wasn’t sure how long she spent sitting on the black, vampire-y bed, looking at the long line of parasols stolen from the warehouse, checking out the dark rug, or the useless tea set stolen from some TV period drama, and listening to the Queen of Liars fuss over herself at the sink. Was it seconds? Minutes? Hours? Days? Centuries? Millennia? All of them were equally likely.

When Gotho finally emerged, she was covered in another layer of that smelly slop she called foundation, from her face to her legs to her hands to her neck. She must’ve spent minutes scrubbing down her hands to have removed all of that soot, and those big red eyes stared at her for a moment, seeming to judge her, maybe, for her own sloppy appearance.

Eh. Girls don’t need to be cute, anyway.

She stretched out on the bed, yawned, and watched as Fashion Bimbo slowly set a new pair of fake pigtails on her head, slowly removed her ruined clothing, and sloooooooowly pulled on a new set of elegant, frilly skirts. It took Jack about ten seconds to throw on her clothes; it took the other girl approximately the lifespan of the entire universe. The sheer number of loops and swoops and roops and zoops was almost impossible to believe. Who in the universe would ever spend that much time on their appearance? Who even could?

Jack stretched out even further on her back, until she was the length of the whole bed, and looked up to the black rhinestone vanity that lay on the headrest. Some of its tiny drawers were open. For no real reason, she reached up until her muscles burned, dipped her thumb inside, and retrieved a tiny, rounded piece of plastic that fit on a fingertip.

Jack blinked at it for a second, watching it from behind her glasses. And then–

Ding dong bing bong

The monitor that hung from the ceiling lit up.

“Weeeeeeeeeelp!” came the familiar voice from the familiar face, pressing in from all directions. “I’m getting a little bored, you know? You’ve all had more than enough time to investigate, I’d say. I don’t think anyone’s going to argue if I say it’s time for the fifth class trial, right? At least, not if they want to live. Everyone, please assemble you-know-where! I’m getting chills already!”

The bear disappeared, and Jack flicked the bit of plastic away toward the foot of the bed. It disappeared somewhere around the edge of her skirt, and then from her mind entirely.

Truth Bullet not added: SOME BORING THING I DON’T CARE ABOUT

She leapt up, grabbed the makeup-addled hand of the Ultimate Whatever, and swept her out and into the hallway. In the distance, she spied the purple bimbo and the tan bimbo dragging the whiny bimbo toward the school proper.

Not to be outdone, Jack tugged at the lacey wrist of her captive, and made for the doorway as fast as she could, dragging along a hundred-something pounds of complainy stupidity.

“Jack, please,” the voice behind her whined. “I know I’m just jealous of you and your unbreakable relationship with Master, but I’m lazy and stupid and don’t want to reach the elevator in time!”

Jack paused for a moment, cocked her head, and looked back at the girl quizzically.

“What?”

“I said, I was stabbed! I can’t keep up with you like this!”

Jack checked the girl’s other hand, which pressed hard against her side. Grunting with annoyance, she relented, and instead slowed down to a sort of brisk jog. Every so often, she looked back to make sure the pale face trailing her was just in a healthy amount of pain, rather than completely unconscious.

Much to her annoyance, they were the last to the velvet doors. They bounded through, and found the loud stupid one talking to the detective and Master, the last of whom didn’t even glance at her.

Pretending not to be interested! I like it.

The psychic idiot, the baseball idiot, the swimming idiot, and the gloomy idiot were all gathered before the doors down, though the last of them leaned against the wall. She seemed barely able to stand, and grabbed at her temple, pressing that silly cat hairclip between her fingers and her head. It seemed like she might go insane at any moment, but Jack couldn’t empathize – she’d never known what it was like to not be crazy.

The sense of mistrust and suspicion was palpable. You could almost reach out and touch it, draw your fingers through it and watch it ripple like water. Eyes slid over to the broken girl, whose skin was thick with sweat, whose shiny black hair had matted onto her forehead, and filled with uncertainty, and you could just tell that all of them (except the water bimbo’s) were thinking: is this really someone else?

You could cut the tension with a knife? Nah. It was too thick for that.

“–and that is a full account of all that we found,” Baka finished, handing a Monokuma File to the swimming bimbo, and–

Baka for Taka! Jack’s eyes went wide. How did I never think of that one before?!

She shoved the stupid frilly girl forward, grabbed at her own sides, and broke down in laughter. Save for Pukuro, the others looked at her, confused and unable to guess what was so hysterical.

“Enough of that,” Master said, and turned back to the others. “Is that everything? Has everyone exchanged all of the evidence we found? We’ll have limited time once the trial starts.” No one responded, so he nodded. “Jack,” he continued, and the world grew a little brighter now that he’d said her name.

Jack shook her head from side-to-side, wiped away the tears, and jumped up to his side like an overexcited dog.

“Yes, Master?”

“Did you ever let Celeste out of your sight?”

“No, no, no!” She waved a hand at Pigtails. “I was never farther from her than the baseball idiot is from failure!”

“Hey!” the idiot in question started, but Master cut him off.

“Enough.”

“This is it,” the blind one said, overly seriously. “Junko is on the backfoot, now. She’ll pull out any stop to catch us.”

“Yeah…” the dreadlocked idiot (gotta be specific) agreed. “I don’t know what’s gonna happen, you know?”

“C’mon, guys!” the tan one said, and curled her hands into fists. “We got through all of the trials up ‘til now because we trusted each other, right?”

“Not really,” the baseball one grunted.

She waited for a few seconds expectedly, hoping for more agreements… But the general air was one of misery. At last, her arms dropped to her side, but she kept up her general optimism, even if only out of protest.

“We’re gonna solve this,” she said, defiantly. It was impossible to completely squelch out hope as long as she was there. “And prove that our Mukuro is the real Mukuro once and for all.”

They heard a screeching of metal on metal, and the elevator doors slid open. No one spoke, not even Jack, and one-by-one, they entered. Last of them all was Pukuro, who had to be helped inside.

The ride down was silent but for the shaking of the elevator and the dumb girl with the broken arm, who groaned and mumbled all the way through. She might have muttered something like a “no” or a “please,” but even that was indistinct.

It was possible that, to the others, the ride felt like it took forever. But to Jack, it was over in a flash.

And then they were at their podiums. The bear sat above them, kicking his legs in the air before his throne. Save for Jack, he was the only person who maintained a good mood. Everyone else looked so worried! Even Master seemed to feel less than absolute confidence, and boring ol’ Pukuro was all but collapsing over herself.

A black pall hung over the groups’ souls, one that could tighten at any moment and squelch the life out of them. The same thought passed through everyone’s mind: a single error might end it all, and they would die pointlessly, and in pain, and with a thousand unresolved mysteries. This sense of trepidation and fear…

Jack’s mouth was watering.

Notes:

List of Truth Bullets:
* DANCING MONOKUMAS: The music room was filled with dancing Monokumas that watched, clapped for, and recorded Mukuro and Sayaka during their fight.
* TAKA'S ACCOUNT: Everyone except Mukuro and Celeste was poisoned by food from the kitchen, to which only Taka, Kyoko, Celeste, and Toko had access.
* DUST DISTURBANCES: The door to the data processing room was opened at some point within an hour before Mukuro destroyed it, and Celeste and Aoi got poisoned. The gate to the fifth floor was opened and closed shortly after they were poisoned, so they could be taken upstairs to heal. The game to the fifth floor opened and closed when Celeste returned to the group, and within the same hour, the Monokuma door also opened. The dust underneath the Monokuma door was disturbed at some point just before, during, or after Sayaka’s murder. But, there’s a chance Sayaka did this. The fifth floor gate remained closed. Lastly, the Monokuma door was definitely opened at some point during the investigation of Sayaka’s death. The fifth-floor gate definitely remained closed.
* KYOKO’S BLINDNESS: Kyoko went blind after regaining her memories when she ate a grape. Mukuro also regained her memories, but didn’t go blind.
* POISONED DARTS: Hina and Celeste were poisoned by darts. Kyoko knew in advance how to create an antidote, because she claims she read it in a book knocked over in the library. Celeste recovered before Hina.
* KYOKO’S HANDS: Kyoko’s hands have very distinctive burns all over them. It’s impossible not to notice, except if she covers them with gloves.
* MYSTERIOUS TAPE ON THE DOOR: A piece of tape placed on the inside of the door for the destroyed classroom where the first killing game occurred. A wire is inside of it that broke when the door opened, which activated a microchip that was also inside of the tape. The room was empty when the door opened, so it’s a mystery how it was placed.
* MYSTERIOUS WIRE IN THE BED: A wire and microchip that were in the bed Hina woke up in. The wire crumbled at the touch, and the microchip has a flashing light that seems to mean it was on… whatever it being ‘on’ actually does. Hina thinks it wasn’t there when she woke up.
* BIOLAB LIGHTS: The biolab has drawers to store corpses in. Each one has a green light if it’s empty, and a red light if it’s full. Currently, there are six red lights, and the bodies inside are definitely Mondo, Chihiro, Makoto, Sakura, Hifumi, and Sayaka.
* JACK AND CELESTE: Jack has watched over Celeste every second of the day since the previous trial, even at night.
* TAKA’S SCHEDULE: Taka checks the line of dust in front of the Monokuma door in the data processing room every thirty minutes, except at night. It hasn’t been disturbed since the last trial.
* MONOKUMA FILE #5: The victim was a student at Hope’s Peak Academy. They died at some point before their body was found. Their body was found in the dojo.
* KYOKO’S AUTOPSY: In life, the corpse belonged to a girl between 5'5" to 5'8", and weighed 98-104 pounds. Her Fenrir tattoo and chest measurements are an identical match for Mukuro’s, and the tattoo is not new. She seemed to have short black hair, but this wasn’t confirmed. She was killed by poison between 8 and 10 hours ago, and it was slow and painful. She also has a mark on her right wrist, implying that she was injected with something. Finally, she has rope burns on her wrists and ankles.
* MONOKUMA IN KYOKO'S ROOM: According to Kyoko, Monokuma entered her room at about 3 AM. She listened to him fix the bathroom door lock, then leave into the hallway.
* STUDENT PROFILES: Official profiles for every student of Class 78, including Junko Enoshima, written by Jin Kirigiri before they entered the school, with photographs and body measurements. Monkuma promises that every profile is accurate unless altered by a student. The photo for Mukuro is definitely “the” Mukuro who is with everyone else.
* MAKOTO’S PROFILE: Makoto’s official student profile mentions that ‘every’ female student was interested in him as a partner, to varying degrees, but that he was only interested in Sayaka.
* MYSTERIOUS LIQUID, SYRINGE, AND ROPE: A container of a noxious green liquid taken from the chemistry lab that’s been opened before, a syringe, and two lengths of rope, all found in the same cabinet in the Monokuma control room.
* BLOOD ON MONOKUMA'S CLAW: Weeks-old dried blood found on a Monokuma robot’s right claw. It stains the sides of the paw, but not the palm or back, and when it was still liquid, dripped down over where fingers would be. There is splatter on the back, but the front is cut off by a hard line.

* I planned for this to be a short chapter to wrap things up before the trial. Instead, it's literally the longest chapter in the fic.

* I was going to post more notes, but the evidence list is so long that I've run out of

Chapter 31: Chapter 5: Staring into Despair, Staring into You - Trial 1

Summary:

The trial begins.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mukuro.

Nothing existed except a black and inescapable pit of despair. All that was and ever would be lay trapped within it, forever. And yet worse than that was the knowledge that it didn’t need to be that way.

How many chances had she had to right things? How many opportunities had there been to escape this path? There had been a light at the end of the tunnel, one that comforted her and that she knew was right and full of friends and warmth… And she’d seen it and ran back in the other direction. And for what? Despair, which she hated?

She dug her wrist into her chest. Her heart beat a thousand times a second, but her blood barely moved. A thick sheen of disgusting sweat rolled coldly down her skin and covered her, as heavy and restricting as mud.

The girl who’d walked these hallways with the others, fought with them in the trials, bled with them, and loved them was being swept away. She could sense it, feel it, see it happening. Memories of childhood, of a forgotten adolescence, and of evil plots drowned her out, squashed her underneath their weight and their overwhelming power. She resisted, she shook her head and murmured and muttered and tried to banish them, but the Mukuro-of-Old, if that even was who she was, was too strong. How much weaker was she than Junko, and how much weaker in turn was this broken, crying frame who’d taken her place?

Easy to kill the others, a thought formed in her mind, but not her own. Start with Leon; he’s the only physical threat remaining. But would it please Junko?

“… getting confusing!” Hiro whined. His voice echoed from a thousand miles away.

I deserve this pain, this suffering.

“… would help if Mukuro would talk to us!” someone else said. Minutes had passed, she thought.

She couldn’t speak up. Even the thought of it turned her stomach. If someone reached inside of her and ripped out her voice box, she wouldn’t have noticed. It wasn’t as if she would ever use it again, anyway.

Junko went to a lot of effort to make this game, the other girl thought. She’ll be mad if I kill someone before it’s their time. Better wait until her signal.

Mukuro cringed forward, over the podium. That other girl, the older one…

Her thoughts came more naturally than this new one’s.

She looked over at Hiro by accident, and memories washed over her. Years ago, of him looking into one of his stupid crystal balls. Why had that stayed with her? Who knew. But it was a memory of the past, dislodged by the grape, and taking over her…

I don’t even have an hour left, she thought. And then she’ll take over, or maybe before.

“—ukuro!”

She turned again, and hid her shivering face, biting down hard on her lower lip.

Is it Junko who turns everything into a lie? Or is it me?

“—confused as to what precisely is happening,” someone said, daintily, from very far away. “My understanding is that one is dead and the other is with us, now… Then, who is running the show?”

Mukuro didn’t respond to the question, but she, too, had thought of it before the trial began. It seemed like Celeste came to the question only now. There was no one who could possibly be controlling the headmaster, and yet he was still there, taunting them, laughing at them, threatening them. A ghost.

My ghost.

“—heeheehee!” Monokuma chuckled. Mukuro didn’t turn to look at him, but the memory of his face filled her view anyway. “Maybe you think you’re being very clever, Miss Ludenberg? Maybe you think you’re very perceptive?”

“—in charge anymore?!” Leon yelled, the agitation heavy in his voice.

“—you is what I always tell you: the purpose of this trial is to answer who killed the student in the dojo. If you can’t do that, then any other questions don’t matter! … Or at least, won’t matter for much longer!”

“Monokuma!” Taka complained. “Cease with these cryptic non-answers!”

“Ugh!” The headmaster let loose a long, winding sigh. “If you keep poking at that question, we’ll never get anything done.”

“It is a reasonable thing to ask!”

“No, no, no, no, no, the bear’s right!” Jack shouted. “We’ve got to get to the bottom of this mystery. Some of us will die, probably Leon—”

“Hey!”

“—but that’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make!”

“I’m a little surprised Leon’s made it this far, too,” Celeste mused. “He’s much less interesting than everyone else; I feel like he wasn’t meant to make it past the first trial…”

“Hey! That’s not… fair…”

“Jack is correct,” Byakuya’s voice added. “Not about Leon. We need to either identify the body, identify the girl with us, or identify who’s controlling Monokuma. Answer one of those questions, and the others will be answered with it.”

“Okay…” Hiro nodded, uncertainty. “So, how do we do that?”

Eyes on her back. Mukuro could sense someone looking at her sympathetically, someone who’d been silent to this point. She couldn’t stand Hina’s trust, and she turned away and toward the wall behind her.

For a second, she locked eyes with Byakuya, who stared at her coolly. He was the easiest one to look at, actually. He had always mistrusted her; he’d always treated her with the respect she deserved. He was the only one she could bear to look at.

“I see,” he said, and she closed her eyes again, for even with his contempt, she still had a limit. “I have a theory about the identity of the victim.”

“Okay!” Hina grinned, and made a fist. “Mukuro, listen up! We’re gonna figure this out!”

(Present Your Argument)

“It’s actually quite obvious,” Byakuya said, adjusting his glasses. “So obvious, I’m ashamed I didn’t think of it before.”

“Yeah?” Leon asked. “What is it?”

“Junko is still up there, controlling Monokuma.” He grinned evilly. “And Mukuro is with us right now.”

“I thought we just said that was impossible?” Taka asked. “Don’t tell me there are clones or something.”

What about time travel?” Hiro suggested.

“Oh, oh, oh!” Jack raised her hand. “There’s a THIRD twin sister, right?

“Isn’t that called a triplet?” Leon scratched at his head.

“Shut up, all of you,” Byakuya snapped. “The Monokuma File says that the body belongs to a student, but it doesn’t say she’s from Class 78. Obviously, Junko killed a seventeenth Hope’s Peak student before the game started, maybe from the Ultimate Despairs.”

“…” Kyoko said nothing. In fact, she was looking away from the group entirely.

“Wait!” Hina asked, poking her tongue into her cheek. “Doesn’t that go against what Monokuma said about there only being sixteen people in the school?”

“Actually, no. Corpses don’t count,” Byakuya replied, barely paying attention. “We know that because Jin Kirigiri’s bones didn’t. All Junko had to do was kill the mystery girl before the game started, and then she stored the body in the biolab until this morning.”

“Well, that was easy!” Jack nodded along, barely paying attention. “But then again, that’s why he’s Master.”

Mukuro stirred.

That was wrong.

It was so obviously wrong.

But no one else saw it? Not even Kyoko?

And Byakuya was wrong, too. Was even he delusional? Was even he drawn in by a useless hope to keep everyone alive?

She shivered.

If she did nothing, then the whole trial would be misled, and it would all end with their deaths. Every instinct and moral told her not to, that she hadn’t the right to speak, yet she managed at last to part her lips and croak out three words.

“That’s not right!”

(Biolab Lights > She stored her body in the biolab)

She looked down, automatically, avoiding the others’ faces. But she could feel them turn to her, she could feel them all look over, their eyes crawling over her back. She felt like nothing.

“That… that can’t be right…” she choked out. Her eyes shut so tight, they started to hurt. Her mouth tried to glue itself shut, and every word felt like gravel on her throat. But she continued, regardless. “You forgot we checked the biolab bed lights. It’s impossible that anyone could hide a body in there.”

“Oh?” Byakuya chided, vaguely amused. “Well, maybe I did forget that part. But that doesn’t change anything significant. It only means that Junko had her seventeenth student stay in the school somewhere we couldn’t find her, then killed her this morning. The biolab was never used.”

“No!” Mukuro grabbed at her temple, groaning, still facing the floor. “That’s not possible, either! Because then there would have been more than sixteen students when Monokuma said there were only sixteen!”

“Easy enough to explain,” Byakuya replied, and laughed once, in a low voice. “Junko opened up the front door to the school this morning, let one person in, killed her, and dressed the body up like you.”

“N… no!” At last, Mukuro’s head swung up, almost on its own, and she saw the same condescending face she’d seen a hundred times before. Still trembling in shame, she shook her head from side to side. “That’s still wrong! Because of the ropes and syringe in the Monokuma control room! If—”

“—if she’d let someone new in, that person wouldn’t have had all of those rope burns on their ankles and wrists, yes,” Byakuya finished. He flashed a smile, betraying his obvious enjoyment at the chance to explain something complicated. “By the way, you could have also pointed out that Junko would need to leave the control room to kill someone, and we know from the dust lines that she didn’t.”

“What?!” Mukuro screwed up her face. He’d flipped to agreeing with her so quickly? “What do you…”

Her eyes went wide, and then narrowed, and she understood, finally, what he was after. How stupid she was! This was a different type of shame, what she felt this time, less severe than the first. Survivable.

The shame of merely being outsmarted, rather than being a monster.

“I’m glad to see you decided to join us in the real world, Mukuro,” he said, still derisive, even now. “Feeling better, now that you’ve had some time to feel sorry for yourself?”

“I…”

She turned to Kyoko, who stared off into the distance. She seemed distracted. Definitely, the detective’s mind was somewhere else.

She must’ve known Byakuya was just saying wrong things to force me to speak up, Mukuro knew. She must’ve figured out instantly, too.

The others were still more confused. She saw it on Hiro’s, Leon’s, and Hina’s faces — they were still trying to catch up with what was happening, still trying to piece together his actions.

“I’ll say this just once,” the tall, clever boy continued. “Don’t waste any more of our time. If you want to feel an emotion, then feel anger at your sister, because at least anger is more useful than despair.”

Mukuro shut her eyes again. He was right, of course. Byakuya was almost always right. When he wasn’t, he was being wrong on purpose. She envied him.

Slowly, tremblingly, she opened her eyes, and nodded.

“Okay,” she squeaked.

“Good,” he said. “Now, let’s start figuring out the actual mystery. We can start by establishing alibis. The fact that the Monokuma File didn’t list the time of death means it’s important. We don’t know when the victim was killed, but we do know that the dojo was empty yesterday. That means that the killer must have acted at some point last night, either to kill her there or to move the body.”

“Hm…” Taka mumbled for a moment, then brightened. “We can discount the possibility that Junko moved the body herself. After all, we know that the dust in front of the control room was undisturbed, so there’s no chance she left the area.”

“Good,” Byakuya said. “So, who else has an alibi for that time?”

“We do, we do!” Jack volunteered. “I was watching the fake goth the entire time!”

The fake goth in question shook her head. “Tragically, I cannot quite agree.”

“What?!” screeched the murderer. “Whaddya mean?!”

“Certainly, I did nothing of particular note yesterday,” Celeste allowed. “You say that you were hovering over my shoulder, and it certainly felt that way, but I was reading books, or napping. I paid very little attention to your movements. Unlikely though it may be, I would be remiss not to say that you could have slipped away at any time without my noticing.”

“What-what-whaaaaaaat?! But I never left you!”

“Enough,” Byakuya said. “What Celeste said can’t be disproven. As it stands, we’ll have to assume her innocence, but not Jack’s.”

The Ultimate Gambler smiled evilly, and continued playing with a strand of her fake hair.

“You seem happy about that!” Hiro said.

“And why should I not be?” she asked, and raised the back of her hand to her lips. “Jack’s presence rather absolves me of the murder, does it not?”

“It’s true…” Jack sighed, and crossed her arms. “Fashion bimbo there couldn’t have moved the body last night, for sure.”

“We can also discount Mukuro and me!” Hina raised her hand. “We were together the whole time!”

“Hold on a sec!” Leon said. “I don’t really think you’re lying, but if we’re counting Jack, then doesn’t the same thing work here, too?”

“What?” Hina repeated, stupidly.

“Kyahaha!” Jack shook her head. “He means, like with us two, you could watch Pukuro, but she couldn’t watch you!”

“Alright,” Hiro nodded, slowly. Mukuro could see the slow calculations going on behind his eyes. Hiro’s arithmetic to the others’ calculus. “So, Celeste and Mukuro are out. Makes enough sense.”

“No, no, no!” Taka shouted, irritated. “You’re all forgetting about the body discovery announcement. It played when Celeste, Jack, and I found the corpse. So, the two of them are discounted anyway, along with myself.”

“Proven innocent twice!” Celeste chuckled. “What a waste. If only we’d used the body discovery announcement on someone else.”

“Enough,” Byakuya said. “If we accept all of that as true, then that leaves Hiro, Leon, Kyoko, Hina, and myself as possible suspects.”

“Is there a reason not to accept it as true?” Taka asked. “There’s no reason why Jack or Hina would lie, aside from being the killer, and the body discovery announcement has been reliable so far…”

Byakuya’s eyes flashed to Monokuma, who said nothing. He was thinking something, Mukuro was certain, but didn’t voice it.

“… We’ll have to accept it as true for now, unless there’s a reason not to.” he said. “And I assume none of the remaining students have anything to offer as an alibi?”

No one responded.

“I thought not.”

“Where do we go next?” Leon asked. “We still don’t know who the body is!”

“Or who’s controlling Monokuma,” Celeste added.

“An excellent point!” the bear screeched, suddenly animate and laughing. He leaned down at Celeste and chuckled once more. “Consider that to be just one more irrelevant question!”

“Of course it’s relevant, you ridiculous bear!” she snapped, but he responded only by easing himself back onto his throne.

Is that you, Junko…?

For the first time, Kyoko almost looked over. Her brow seemed to furrow for a moment, but then she looked away again, her attention lost.

“…”

“I’m a little confused about something,” Hiro said. “How exactly did the girl in the dojo die?”

“I guess that’s as good as anything to else to talk about,” Leon nodded.

(Present Your Argument)

“Obviously, she was poisoned, but—”

“No, stop this,” Byakuya interrupted. “We’re not doing this, this time.”

“What?”

“Not when we already know the answer.” The blonder boy shook his head. “Shame on you, Leon.”

“But I—”

“After we investigated the body,” Byakuya continued, ignoring all protests. “I went to the library, where I was eventually joined by Leon.”

“I remember that,” Taka nodded, similarly ignoring the fuming baseball player. “Hiro and I saw you two on the cameras.”

“What else did you see?”

“You were looking through an enormous pile of books, as I recall. I couldn’t tell what was on the pages, though.”

“That’s simple. I went through everything having to do with poison.”

“E—everything?!” Hina gulped. “Isn’t that like a bazillion books?!”

“It wasn’t as difficult as you might think,” Byakuya nodded. “I’d already gone through a few, earlier.”

“When was that?”

“Hmph! Isn’t it obvious?”

Oh, Hina.

“He’s talking about the darts,” Mukuro said, quietly. “He was always suspicious that Kyoko knew how to treat the poison that affected Celeste and you.”

“Ah, yes,” said the former girl. “Care to explain that again, Kyoko?”

The blind girl just stared on, her eyes unfixed, save that they vaguely were in Monokuma’s direction.

“Kyoko!”

For the first time during the trial, the detective stirred and spoke, but her mind was clearly somewhere else.

“I was in the library, when you came in and knocked some books over by accident,” she said, airily. “It opened to a page that had the antidote to the poison.”

“You remembered the antidote?” Hiro asked. “Wait, why were you paying attention to it at all, when no one’d been poisoned yet?”

They waited a little while, but Kyoko didn’t reply. She just kept staring with her dead eyes at the headmaster.

“Jeez, it’s like you want us to think you’re hiding something!” Jack laughed.

“In any case,” Byakuya continued. “I went through the books—”

“I helped, too!” Leon moaned.

“—and indeed, I was able to find the poison in question.”

He reached into his uniform, and pulled out a thick manual. It was practically a tome, and Mukuro wondered, briefly, how it hadn’t made a bulge in his outfit. He flipped through the pages for a moment, and she saw text almost too tiny to discern. An ocean of indecipherable numbers and letters, moving in front of her eyes. When there were pictures at all, it was only of painful-looking chemical equations — she would have taken a month to get through this type of book. Had Byakuya really read multiple versions in the short time they were investigating?

“Here,” he said, and showed them a page.

They looked at the largest header at the top of the page, and saw this:

сборник необычных ядов

Below, thousands of lines of text stretched on endlessly, too small to see.

“Cbophuk… heobbyhblx… rdoe!” Jack repeated, reading off the only legible thing on the page.

“Sounds like a magic spell…” Hiro mused.

“He’s the Ultimate Affluent Prodigy, not the Ultimate Magician!” Leon reminded him.

“Ugh,” Byakuya rolled his eyes, and mocked surprise. “Are you telling me that not one of you speaks Russian?”

Compendium of Unusual Lethal Poisons, the words formed in Mukuro’s mind.

She startled. The header for the page was in that weird, foreign tongue, and yet it was as familiar to her as the language of her homeland.

Byakuya’s contempt… it was like a drop of water disturbing a still lake. Ripples moved across the surface, and what lay just beneath the surface was now obvious.

Hazy memories whisked through her mind, and she remembered a girl from many years ago, thinking:

No point in being in this business without understanding everyone else.

And she knew, suddenly, with certainty, that Russian wasn’t the only language she spoke. She squinted in frustration, like words were just out of reach, and her lips parted. She mouthed phrases from English, French, Russian, and more, but she couldn’t quite remember what they meant, or why they mattered…

Byakuya pulled the book back up to his podium, and set it down. “Oh well,” he said, and pretended to sigh. “I’ll translate this for you, once.”

(Present Your Argument)

“Let’s see…” he began. “Compendium of Unusual Lethal Poisons. This page will list the details of toxins and poisons that can be lethal, but are not normally used for this purpose.

“…” For the first time, Kyoko seemed to listen intently, though she still said nothing.

Such reasons are usually because the poison requires rare reagents,” Byakuya continued, clearly enjoying the attention. “Or because they are in some way impractical for murder.”

“Then it can’t be any of these!” Hiro crossed his arms. “‘Cause if Dojo Girl died from that poison we found, then it has to be practical!

“Shut up,” Celeste said, bluntly. “Please, continue.”

“There are about thirty unimportant poisons listed on the top of the page,” Byakuya said. “I discounted each of them for one reason or another. But eventually, we get to this one: Thalsemine. Has a deep red color. Must be consumed. Causes blood to congeal 11-12 hours after consumption, inducing a painful death. Distinguished by unique visual effect of neck veins turning a deep green color. Can be treated with chemical antidote ansarine, but that will only stave off effects for 48 hours before poison takes effect. If treatment ever ceases, blood will congeal as normal.”

“Man, that’s way too much science stuff!” Leon whined. “Basically what you’re saying is that someone tricked or forced her into eating some poison, right?”

“That seems reasonable,” Celeste agreed. “If she died at midnight or 2 AM, then it must surely have been around noon or afternoon of yesterday that she ate it.”

“Alright then!” Hina announced, relieved. “We solved that mystery, at least!”

(Mysterious Liquid, Syringe, and Rope > Dojo Girl died from that poison we found)

“That’s not right!”

Others blinked at her. Blank, confused eyes stared back at her.

“What’s wrong?” she asked.

No one said a word.

“Mukuro,” Hina asked, pouting her lips. “Um… Why’d you say that in English?”

“… English?”

“You said ‘that’s not right’ in English just now,” Celeste said, raising an eyebrow. “I heard it clearly. Are you… alright?”

Mukuro’s fingers curled into a fist. She sucked in her lips, and clutched at her chest. It was like her mind was in two places at once, now.

More than two. Each language was a place, and she had a foot in countless ones. Being a soldier had taught her a thousand ways to communicate, besides murder, which always translates well, no matter who you’re talking to, and she knew now that even Byakuya spoke fewer tongues than she did.

She knew, because she’d counted how many he spoke, back before they lost their memories. Japanese, English, Russian, French… the basics, really. He was so haughty and proud of his knowledge, and she just pretended to be monolingual. It had seemed important at the time, two years ago, to reveal as little as possible…

One day, we’ll kill them all.

“Mukuro,” Byakuya said, also in English. “What were you going to say, just now? But… say it in Japanese”

“Y… yeah, sorry.” Mukuro nodded. So much of the past was pressing in on her now, when all she wanted was the present. “Hiro, you’re wrong.”

“Whaaaaaaaaat?!” Jack screeched. “That’s literally never happened before!”

Mukuro went on. Better not to respond to that at all.

“What you found in the control room couldn’t have been the poison,” she said.

“What’s that?” Leon asked. “It made sense to me.”

“In the manual, it says that thalsemine is red. The bottle you found is green.”

“Oh…” Hiro looked away, sucking in his lips. “Duh… Sorry.”

“It goes beyond that, though,” she went on. “Because that poison needs to be consumed, but the corpse in the dojo had a syringe mark.”

“Then, did Byakuya lead us astray…?” Celeste mused. “How do we know this is the correct poison at all?”

“No, it’s the right one. The description of what happens to your neck’s veins matches the body’s, and Byakuya said it was ‘unique.’”

“That’s right,” he said, more patiently than usual. He seemed almost intrigued.

Leon shook his head.

“I don’t get where this is heading at all.”

“It’s obvious, if you think about it,” she started. “My sister…”

Her voice turned into a squeak. She choked on the word, not just for the pain of losing her sister, but for the agony of its ambiguity. All she knew was that her sister was dead, not even which one it was.

“I can explain!” Taka volunteered. “I see where this is going. The dead sister was poisoned by this thalsemine, but took the treatment chemical two and a half days before she actually died, which is where she got the syringe mark on her wrist. Once it ran out, she finally expired. Ha! That’s it, right?!”

Mukuro nodded.

“She must have been poisoned before the previous trial,” she said in a low, quiet voice. “And allowed to die only just last night.”

“That makes sense!” Hina said, suddenly excited to contribute. “‘Cause… ‘cause if you think about it, if you got poisoned, you’d be trying to fight back, right? But she had a bunch of rope burns on her wrists, and you found those ropes in the control room! She must’ve been tied up to stop her from fighting back!”

Byakuya raised one eyebrow, clearly surprised at Hina’s logic.

“That’s the conclusion I reached, as well,” he said, and set down the book. “And the description of the antidote, which I didn’t get to, matches the chemical Taka and Hiro found.”

For the first time in the trial, Kyoko spoke up:

“The rope burns on her wrists and ankles. They were consistent with someone repeatedly struggling against them for an extended period of time.”

“Could it have been about two days?” Byakuya asked, obviously certain of the answer.

“No.”

He stumbled. He hadn’t expected that answer.

“What?” he asked.

Kyoko took a long time in responding.

“I didn’t bring this up before, but if we go purely by the rope burns, I would think she was tied up for many days. I think it was around six days of struggling.”

“Then, that would be only a little after Hifumi’s trial,” Hina gasped. “Are you saying she was tied up for that long?”

“Furthermore,” the detective continued. “The syringe mark… it was more sensitive than it should have been.”

“What’s that mean?” Leon asked.

“After being poked by a needle, the skin around the mark will be more sensitive for a day.”

“You mean, like how your wrist is reddish and sore after a shot?” Hina asked.

Kyoko nodded.

“Yes, exactly. If she died two days after injection, it should have been completely healed by the time we found her. But the skin was still sensitive enough for me to find it, and all of you to see it. That shouldn’t have been possible.”

Hina tilted her head to the side.

“Why’s that?”

Kyoko’s eyes darted over to Mukuro.

“Isn’t it obvious?”

Mukuro sighed. She felt a little bit of sweat dribble down off her cheeks and somehow into her mouth. The world tasted hot and salty.

“She was given the antidote many times over the course of several days, leaving that spot extra sensitive.”

“Almost,” Kyoko corrected. “Many times over the course of several weeks.”

The room grew silent for a time. Everyone digested this information in their own ways, but the first to speak was Leon.

“Hold on a second,” He screwed up his face. “She was poisoned for weeks and taking the antidote, but she was tied up for only a week?”

“Argh! Woah, woah, wait a second, wait a second,” Hiro grabbed his head. “I’m so lost right now. Whether it’s Junko or Mukuro, she was the one responsible for the whole game, right? So, how’s she been running the show while tied up?!” The blood rushed out of his face. Suddenly blue, he blurted out: “Wait, no, who tied her up?!”

“Well…” Taka seemed uncertain. “Isn’t it just… the same person who’s controlling Monokuma right now?”

He said the words, but already he knew the answer was impossible. Celeste looked away, and traced a finger down one of her hair curls. Like him, she was deeply uncomfortable. Even Byakuya looked a little disturbed.

“If one of the sisters was with us the entire time,” he said. “And the other was being held against her will, then there’s no one who could have controlled the game. Assuming we were told the truth about the number of students.”

One by one, their eyes slid over to the bear’s. Sweat trickled down their cheeks and noses. The air was too still to breathe, and the beating of Mukuro’s heart was like thunder.

Thump-thump-thump

But for that, the world was absolutely silent.

“Hey, Monokuma,” Leon managed, voice quavering a little. “Can I ask you a question?”

A moment passed. There was no response.

A pall fell over Mukuro, and the others. She couldn’t—

“Well?” the bear screeched, not looking over.

“What?!” Leon jumped back, surprised and frightened.

“Are you going to ask me the question on your mind, or not?” Monokuma shook his head slowly, and sighed. “I’m a school principal, not a mind reader!”

“Monokuma!” Leon was shaking. The words came out slowly. “Are you—”

“What height are you?” Kyoko said suddenly.

Startled, Mukuro looked over at the detective, who stared forward with cold, calculating eyes. She’d been preparing to ask that useless question, like a mantis waiting for hours to strike at its prey. It was a question that couldn’t possibly have any relevance at all… and that she probably already knew the answer to.

“What’s your specific height?” Kyoko pressed. “In English or Metric, it’s fine.”

“Kyoko—” Taka started, confused, but she raised a hand to silence him.

And then, Monokuma rolled his head to the side, angrily, and stared straight at Kyoko.

“Hey!” His voice dripped with irritation. “Don’t interrupt other students when they speak!” He raised one of his paws up to his chest, and his tone grew lighter and more conceited. “I was trying to hear your classmate, Miss Kirigiri.”

Surprise flashed across Kyoko’s face, and her lips fell apart. For the briefest moment, an expression of absolute shock and horror came over her.

Then her eyes grew very narrow, though her lips remained parted.

Some of the others looked over at her, clearly baffled at her strange question.

“…”

“Please, continue,” Monokuma said after a moment, more politely, and settled back into his seat. He didn’t bother to look at Leon.

Mukuro sucked in her lips.

Kyoko must have had a reason for asking that, she thought. It wasn’t that she actually wanted to know his height, though. It was something else.

And the other Mukuro thought:

Kirigiri’s trying to disrupt my sister’s game for some reason. Will Junko be mad if I kill her?

Leon swallowed, hard. He opened his mouth to ask the obvious question to Monokuma.

Mukuro’s skin was crawling. There were so many unanswerable questions right now, and Kyoko’s behavior was just one more.

And yet…

She had to have a reason to ask that strange question, and Monokuma had to have a reason to silence her. It’s not like he was a stranger to babbling on about nonsense for minutes on end; he must have avoided answering it for a reason.

If the question doesn’t matter, then… Then she’d looking for something else! And if Monokuma won’t answer a question that doesn’t matter… What’s he after?

Mukuro’s own eyes narrowed.

Either… either she doesn’t want Monokuma to answer Leon’s question, or she’s looking for *how* he answers hers.

Those were the only two possibilities.

Either way, she has to have a reason to interrupt, but she didn’t expect that response, and she doesn’t want to anger him…

Mukuro drove a finger into her side like a dagger. There was so much unknown, and still she didn’t quite trust Kyoko, but…

“Monokuma,” Leon started. “We just w—”

“Tell us your favorite type of dog!” Mukuro blurted out.

Except for the headmaster, everyone looked over, surprised.

“I like German Shepherds,” she babbled on, desperate to just keep talking. “Small dogs aren’t useful at all, and can be too annoying. But Shepherds are good at fighting, guarding, tracking things by scent…”

Taka, Hina, Hiro, and Leon looked at her as if she was speaking in tongues. Jack just tilted her head, confused, but clearly entertained. Byakuya’s eyes darted over to Kyoko — he’d already figured out that Mukuro was imitating her, and the detective quickly looked back over to Monokuma. And Celeste just stared on at the scene, neutrally taking in everything.

“The only problem is the shedding,” she kept going, pointlessly, her voice fading with embarrassment for each word. “I don’t know if there are any hair rollers in the warehouse, I wish I’d checked, but—”

“Well, well, well…”

Monokuma made a dramatic show of sighing. For several moments, he just shrugged and shook his head.

“I’d say I’m disappointed in you focusing on irrelevant details, but that would be a lie. Heehee! You had your opportunity to investigate the whole academy, and whatever evidence you tracked down then is all you get. I’d—”

“Monokuma!” Kyoko shouted, and pointed directly at him. He didn’t look back. “Answer the dog question!”

“—suggest you focus on just finding the Blackened, since that’s the only thing that really matters.”

With that, the bear settled back into his throne, and fell silent. The room was similarly quiet for some moments, as the others all exchanged concerned glances between themselves, the detective, and the broken soldier.

“What the hell was that?” Hiro asked, finally. “Why did you ask about dogs and his height?”

“Yeah!” Leon groaned. “You wanna piss him off and get all of us killed?!”

“Hey!” Jack shook her head, a little too vigorously. “I thought the dog question was pretty good! Too bad he didn’t answer it.”

“Obviously, they had some kind of plan,” Byakuya said, cutting them off. His arms were crossed, and he bore down at the two of them, coolly. “They couldn’t have made it during the investigation, since Mukuro was too out of it… So, Kyoko must have thought of something just now, and Mukuro figured it out and joined in.” He paused, then adjusted his glasses. “Probably… You were trying to figure something out by gauging his response, right? And it’s significant that he didn’t answer your questions, or Leon’s.”

Mukuro’s heart was beating fast. Byakuya was just assuming that she had keyed into clever plan on the fly, just assuming that she had found some secret, crucial piece of knowledge just this instant…

The problem was… he was right.

“Hey, hey!” Jack leaned over her podium. “So… d’ya know who’s runnin’ the show?”

“Yes,” Kyoko said. “We do.”

Mukuro’s body was far away from her mind. If this was true, if what she suspected was accurate…

The world drained away, leaving only the nine students behind in a visionless expanse of white. Mukuro’s eyes shifted from one to the next, slowly.

Aoi…

Byakuya…

Celeste…

Taka…

Kyoko…

Leon…

Toko…

Hiro…

Myself…

She shivered uncontrollably, and even the exhaustion and despair couldn’t and control her muscles anymore. This truth, this inconceivable truth…

The eight of them would have to face it, together.

Some of them looked at her, expecting her to speak. But her mouth just clamped shut.

It’s impossible…

“You know it, Mukuro,” Kyoko said. “And this time, once and for all, without a shadow of a doubt… You are Mukuro, now.”

Impossible, but true. Mukuro grit her teeth, and the veins of her neck popped out in pain.

“I…” she croaked.

“What are you talking about?” Celeste asked, utterly mystified.

“Ever since Mukuro’s ‘execution,’” the detective began. “Something has been bothering me…”

“What’s that?” Hina asked.

“We both ate the same memory-restoring chemical, but only I was blinded… Why?”

“Because Junko added something extra to yours, I assume,” Taka shrugged. “And not to Mukuro’s.”

“Yes, that’s the only possible explanation.” Kyoko nodded. “But that just raises the same question: why? If my eyesight was removed, and Mukuro’s was left as it is, then that means there’s a reason Junko needed me blind, and didn’t mind her sister still seeing normally.”

“Well… isn’t that obvious?” Hina crossed her arms. “If Mukuro and Junko look different enough that you can tell them apart once you know them, then anyone who gets their memories back needs to be blinded, or else everything is given away. But it doesn’t matter for Mukuro herself, since she’ll obviously just know who she really is, once she gets her memories back.”

“That was also my understanding,” Celeste added. “Certainly, nothing else seems reasonable.”

Kyoko shook her head.

“That seems sensible,” she said. “But it doesn’t make work, because of a certain piece of evidence.”

“Kyaha!” Jack pounded a fist onto her podium and grinned wildly. “Lemme guess; you’re gonna have Pukuro tell us what it is?”

Mukuro was shaking. Her skin crawled, painfully, unceasingly.

Someone… someone here…

“—kuro!” Kyoko’s voice snapped her back. “You know what I’m talking about, don’t you?”

“So predictable!” Jack laughed.

Mukuro nodded. Once Kyoko had planted the idea in her head, the rest came so naturally…

The answer had been staring them in the face this whole time.

Literally.

“The student profiles,” she whimpered. “You’re talking about my student profile. The photos on all of the profiles match our faces. I know because I checked all of them before the trial, and I’m sure Byakuya did, too. Kyoko also saw my picture, so we all know that my face fits me just fine. So… if your goal is to conceal my identity, then there’s no point in blinding Kyoko. We would already know just from the photo.”

“Couldn’t the photos be wrong?” Taka asked. “Not… not that I think you’re Junko, that is. But I recall Monokuma saying something to the effect of, ‘all of the evidence he gives us is always correct, unless another student manipulates it.’ Our pictures are just paperclipped to the student profiles, so if someone is working against us, then changing out a photograph seems like a trivial task, assuming you got to the profile before anyone else could see it.”

“Yes,” Kyoko agreed, smiling. “If you got to the profile first. But there’s a major problem with that.”

Byakuya snapped to attention, figuring it out just after Mukuro.

“You would need to do it to two different people,” Mukuro said. “Myself… and Junko. And our profiles were handed out at different times, to different people. Celeste got Makoto’s and mine first, just after the first trial… all of the others were given to Byakuya, much later on. And unless both of them are working against us—”

“Impossible!” said the gambler, breathlessly.

“—then, this would have to be the truth: that if I’m Junko for real, someone, that being Celeste, would have to switch my photo for Mukuro’s, so that I could impersonate her.” Hiro grabbed at his head again, groaning. She felt bad for him, but there was nothing to do but barrel on, and make this even more convoluted. “There would then have to be a duplicate photo in the Junko file. But there isn’t a duplicate photo; the girl in Junko’s photo is definitely no one standing here, or else we would have noticed.”

“Oh! Oh!” Hina smiled, thrilled and excited. “So… that proves, for sure, that you are who we thought you are!”

“That’s not her point, Hina,” Byakuya snapped. “Her point is that if she truly is Mukuro, then there’s no reason to blind Kyoko.”

“And yet, she blinded me anyway, on purpose,” said the detective. “I can’t believe that was random, or just to be cruel. She had a reason, and—”

“Argh!” Hiro shook his head. “I’m so lost right now! Just say what you mean, already!”

“Fine, then,” Kyoko said, with absolute confidence. “No more wasting time. Mukuro… Tell them.”

The eight figures before her grew larger and larger, until they consumed the whole of existence. Eyes, brown and blue and red, watched her, waiting.

“Mukuro,” Hina said, and her encouraging voice carried from a thousand miles away. “It’s okay. Say it!”

“Grgh…”

Mukuro leaned over her podium once more, gasped for breath, and finally forced open her lips.

“No one’s controlling Monokuma,” she squeaked. She didn’t even hear her own voice. “He’s just following a preprogrammed script.”

Silence.

And then, an explosion of yelling.

“That’s impossible!”

“Whaaaaaaaaaaat?!”

“Kyaha, knew it all along!”

“Wh—how?!”

“But he’s—”

And in the back, beyond the farthest of the others, Byakuya stood. His face had turned blue, his glasses slid down his nose, and his expression—

Mukuro hadn’t known he could look so shocked, though he recovered quickly.

“I don’t understand!” Taka boomed, and it made sense that his voice could overcome the others’. “Monokuma… He’s been responding to us this entire time!”

“Has he?” Kyoko asked. “Because I recall you saying earlier that he was especially cryptic today. Answers that could apply to any question, and not specific ones… like what his height is, or his favorite type of dog.” She turned, suddenly, to the throne before them, and thrust out her finger. “Monokuma! Tell us that I’m wrong!”

The bear, of course, said nothing.

Hiro just grabbed at his temples, and shook his head.

“I don’t get this at all… What do you mean, no one is controlling him?”

“It’s simple…” Mukuro sputtered. “He’s just on an automatic mode. Junko predicted how we would react to each scenario she put us through, then programmed all of his responses in advance.”

“Impossible!” Celeste snapped. “Completely impossible!”

“Why’s that?” Kyoko asked. “She has years of experience with us. She of all people should be able to predict how we would react to things.”

“It’s not about that!” came the gothic girl’s reply. “Throughout the game, Monokuma has responded to us and our questions in very specific ways, hundreds of times. He did so twice just now! I cannot believe that all of those responses were preprogrammed.”

“I didn’t say all of them were preprogrammed,” Kyoko said. “But right now, the thing to focus on is this trial.”

“I’m sorry, but I agree with Celeste!” Taka shook his head. “This seems too implausible!”

(Present Your Evidence)

“Think about what you’re saying!” he insisted. He paused for a moment, and shrugged. “I mean, yes, this is something crazy that Junko might do. But it just isn’t possible!”

“Why’s that?” Hina asked.

Monokuma replied to Celeste and Kyoko just earlier in this trial, by name!

“It’s pretty wild,” she conceded. “But Kyoko already told us! Junko just predicted what they’d say!

“All of that is technically true,” Celeste conceded. “But none of it is important. This is a question of ‘could Junko do this,’ not ‘would she.’”

“Why bring that up?” Leon asked. “Unless you know why it’s impossible.”

“Of course I do!” she said, proudly. “Junko might be able to predict a response or two, but even she can’t predict when we enter a specific room, or check a specific piece of evidence. Even a difference of seconds would ruin everything for her. You can’t expect Taka and Hiro to enter the data processing room at such-and-such time, if they might be delayed by the restroom, or tying a shoe, or something like that.”

“…” Byakuya’s eyes narrowed. He looked to Kyoko, who stood there in silence, listening to the conversation unfold.

“Oooooooooh!” Jack laughed. “That’s why Pukuro and Ky-slowko asked weirdo questions, to throw ‘im off, huh?”

“Actually, that’s a pretty good point,” Hiro scratched at his chin. “After Mukuro’s ‘execution,’ Kyoko and I went to a classroom together. Monokuma showed up, and he did sound weird and vague, but… there’s no way Junko could’ve known the exact second we’d enter.

“Darnit!” Hina puffed out both of her cheeks. “I thought we were onto something!”

(Mysterious Tape on the Door > There’s no way Junko could’ve known the exact second we’d enter)

“That’s not right!”

Again, all eyes moved to Mukuro. She fell back at the attention, but this time, not because she feared disappointing the others, or because she was unworthy of their friendship.

This will move us one step closer toward understanding Junko’s plan, she thought, and she wanted to throw up, because she didn’t know what she’d find when they got there. But it will be horrible.

That, at least, she knew for certain.

“There’s no way Junko could’ve known the exact second you’d enter that room,” she agreed, quietly. “… without help.”

“Help?” Leon blinked. “Who do you mean?

“I don’t mean help from a person, I mean help from a tool. I mean… this.”

Mukuro produced the tape from the door. Within it, one could still see the tiny flashing light and broken wire.

“What is it?” the baseball player asked, dumbly.

“Oh, that thing!” Hiro laughed. “Kyoko and I found it when we searched the classroom where the first killing game happened!”

“It was attached to the interior of the door and the wall,” the detective further explained. “It broke when we opened the door. We still don’t know how it was placed, since the room was empty when we entered.”

“It looks very similar to the broken wire that Hina and I found in the bed in the dojo, the one she woke up in.” Taka observed. “Back when we were investigating after the trial, but before we found the body.”

“Yeah!” the girl in question nodded. “It looks basically the same.”

“They’re almost identical,” Mukuro confirmed. “Let me guess… That wire broke when you disturbed the bed, and activated the microchip attached to it.”

“That’s right.” the first said. “How did you know?”

“Taka,” Kyoko said, suddenly. “Tell us exactly what happened, down to every detail. Don’t leave anything out.”

He shrugged, and nodded along.

“Alright.”

Taka pressed a hand onto the bed, and shifted through the sheets underneath the wire. As he expected, his fingers pressed on something a little too hard and angular for a mattress. He pulled out his pen, stabbed the tip into the sheet, and tore the fabric around the object underneath. A moment later, he revealed a small microchip that the wire had connected into. A tiny light on the surface was flashing.

“Hm…” he mused. “Some bit of computer equipment. Activated when you disturbed the wire, perhaps?”

“What’s it do?” Hina asked.

“I have no idea. But! My instinct tells me this is important.”

“Your instinct, huh,” Hina said, and Taka pretended not to notice her obvious sarcasm.

“Yes! We will inform the others posthaste!”

“Hm, hm, hmmmmmmmmmm!”

They turned around at the all-too-familiar voice. Monokuma stood there, standing between them and the door, having apparently arrived after they’d found the wire. His eyes were dead set on the bed.

“Heehee!” He covered his mouth with his paw, and seemed almost overflowing with energy and evil mockery. “What’d you find, my little studentarino?”

“You know very well, Monokuma,” Taka replied. “Whatever this wire is that you hid in Hina’s bed, we will find its purpose and expose you.”

Before Monokuma could reply, Hina jumped forward, made two fists, and screamed at the headmaster.

“Junko!” she yelled. “How could you do all of these horrible things to your own sister?! How can ‘despair’ be worth a—”

Monokuma just shook his head and spoke over her – not even loudly, just at his ordinary pitch.

“Heh… You’re still investigating, even now. Wouldn’t it be easier to just give up? Or are you that interested in finding the truth? Are you that devoted to it?”

“You’re not… you’re not answering my question!” Hina stammered. Her face was growing red, and Taka worried that she might forget the rules and launch herself at the bear. Carefully, he maneuvered to place himself between them, and she continued cursing out the robot. “Dammit, Junko! Why do you have to torture her so much? Isn’t it enough that you’ve killed Sakura, that you’ve killed Makoto, that you’ve killed Sa—”

“Well,” said Monokuma, rather casually. So casually, in fact, that it was difficult to hear him over Hina’s impotent anger. “I’m not going to stop you. Just make sure not to mess up the place too badly.”

He bounced away into the ceiling, as he always did, and Hina raged for seconds. At last, she screamed at the top of her lungs, this time in just pure frustration.

Mukuro’s eyes were closed throughout most of the story. Her heart wasn’t pumping at all, and neither did blood flow through her veins. The truth was, she’d already known exactly what she was going to hear. Listening to the whole thing be said out loud was almost just a formality.

“I see,” she said, and opened her eyes. She’d thought Kyoko would be facing her, and she was right.

“Hm, hm, hmmmm!” Jack nodded in comprehension, smiling. “I don’t get it at all.”

“Hiro,” Mukuro said. “Would you tell us about what happened when you and Kyoko opened that door during the investigation?”

“Wh—sure, I guess.” He scratched his head. “Something like this…”

Still kneeling, Kyoko stalked over to the frame of the door. Her finger glided over the wood, until she picked off a tiny strip of what, to Hiro, looked like scotch tape. She pulled the tape almost up to her eye, and Hiro wondered how blind she really was. A moment later, she pulled another piece off the door itself. Something metallic was attached to it.

“… What’s with the tape?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” she said. “But there’s a wire inside of it.”

“A wire?”

“Broken, now. Presumably when we opened the door. The tape itself is still flexible. It was placed there recently. This is a common trick to tell if a door was opened when you weren’t around – place a bit of tape or string on it, and if it’s broken, someone opened it. More than that, though, look here. What do you see?”

Hiro strained his eyes. Inside of the tape, he saw that the metallic object was actually a little microchip. A tiny light on its side was flashing.

“Little computer-y microchip,” he said. “It looks like it’s on, or something. Oh! Did it turn on when the wire broke?”

Kyoko licked her lips. She was clearly thinking very hard, and Hiro didn’t want to interrupt that, but…

“… Hold on a second!” he said. “There’s no other way out of this room, and no one is in here to have placed it.” He crossed his arms, then brightened. “Do you think—”

“It’s not a ghost, Hiro.”

Hiro grunted.

“It could’ve been a ghost…” he said in a low, defeated tone.

“Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!”

From a shadow in the ceiling, a black-and-white bear popped into existence. He settled in the middle of the class, not quite disturbing a dusty bloodstain. Slowly, he pivoted in a near-circle to scan the entire room, until at last his eyes settled on the teacher’s desk in the front. He seemed almost not to notice Hiro and Kyoko.

“Are you enjoying yourself, Miss Kirigiri?” he asked, wistfully. “Remembering the good old days?”

“Thank you, Junko,” Kyoko said, instantly. “For not killing Mukuro.” Her hand pulled into a fist, and extended one finger, which she pointed at the headmaster. “I know you think Mukuro will turn on us… That you spared her to further our despair, by turning her back into the awful murderer she once was, but you’ve underestimated her. In the end, she’ll prove that the only Mukuro you killed is the one who was loyal to you.”

Hiro didn’t understand where Kyoko summoned the courage from to talk that way to him. Still, Monokuma only said nothing for a few awkward seconds. Finally, just when Hiro wondered if he would reply at all, he cocked his head, though he still didn’t face the duo.

“Is that so?” he asked, voice raising in pitch as he did. “Well, if you think so, who am I to disagree? Heehee! It doesn’t really matter. Make of this room whatever you will – if you think you can find the truth in it, that is.”

Kyoko’s eyes narrowed. A few seconds passed, and then Monokuma laughed again.

“With that, I’m off! I can’t spend all my time with you; your classmates might need my ministrations! Bear-well!”

He was gone a second later. Kyoko said nothing, though Hiro noted that she kept absently playing with the tape in her fingers.

Mukuro nodded.

I have it, she thought, and for the first time in what felt like years, she was certain.

Junko… thought that other, unasked-for Mukuro. I know where you are, now…

This time, her heart was beating fast. Not from the fact that she was closing in on Junko’s machinations; it was the classroom itself.

Half of her wished she’d been the one to visit it, but the other half was thankful not to see it. The first first killing game, the one where she and Junko had murdered an entire class.

Unbounded by the memory-restoring execution she’d been put through, Mukuro could see their panicked faces. She could taste the despair in the room. In the corner of her eye, she saw Junko ecstatic. Electrified.

To Mukuro, though, it was just a job. Junko ordered it, and she killed those people with the same boredom she would have approached her math homework. Even now, she was bored of it. Bored of just thinking about it. Half of her wondered how Junko would react if she killed the others right now, in this trial room. Would it delight her? She probably didn’t expect it. Mukuro, that Mukuro, who was bubbling up to the surface, would do it, actually, if she’d thought the answer was yes.

Her throat tightened, and her good hand twisted into a fist. None of the others would have stood her for a second, if they could see the things she was seeing now.

“I see,” she said, lightly, and she found herself smiling.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about at all,” Leon groaned. “This just sounds like nothing!”

“No, it’s obvious, isn’t it?” Mukuro shook her head.

“I understand,” Celeste cooed. “Do you think that when the wires were disturbed, it sent a signal that brought down a Monokuma, designed to automatically follow a vague script, and trick us into thinking someone was still at the helm?”

Mukuro breathed in, deeply.

“Yeah,” she whispered. “That’s exactly what I think. And in fact… I can prove it.” She nodded, lightly, at Taka. “When Monokuma visited Taka and Hina, he didn’t address them by name at all. He just talked to them about nonsense. His timing wasn’t perfect, either. Monokuma’s always been rude, but he didn’t really interrupt us before. It seems so obvious, in retrospect.”

“Teehee!”

Everyone jumped; even Mukuro and Byakuya. Even Celeste, whose rib was broken. Even Kyoko.

Monokuma’s head rolled across his shoulders, and he took in the sight of each student at a time. He raised a paw to his teeth, and shook with an almost uncontrollable laughter.

“Oh, listening to you kids try to piece everything together! I can bear-ly contain myself! Please, please, continue!” he said.

And now that their attention was drawn to it, it was impossible not to notice how his words were directed to no one in particular.

“What the fuck was that?” Leon hissed, after a few moments.

“Enough, enough!” Monokuma laughed again. “I don’t owe you any explanations, besides the basic rules. Not even sure I owe you that, actually. But stop wasting my valuable time with complaints!”

After that, the headmaster settled back into his throne, and grew still.

Jack doubled over her podium, and slammed a fist into its surface several times.

“Okay, yeah, yeah! I’ll give it to Pukuro, here, that’s definitely what’s going on!”

“Hold on a second!” Hiro seemed almost angry. “You’re forgetting something! When Monokuma came to Kyoko and me, he said her name! He knew she was there, for sure!”

“Yes,” Mukuro nodded. “But wasn’t that an easy thing to guess? The dojo has no special significance to any of us, so anyone might have volunteered to search it. But Kyoko, who has her memories of high school, would be the only person who knew what to expect in the room with the first killing game. It would be easy to figure out that Kyoko would want enter that room. And Monokuma never mentioned you, even though you were also there. In fact, he didn’t even really look at you, because Junko couldn’t know exactly where you’d stand.”

The girl detective in question just looked away, half in contemplation, half in shame for being so easily figured out.

“But wait!” Taka shook his head even more vigorously. “There was another time when Monokuma appeared! I mean, after the Sayaka trial! Hiro and I went into the data processing room, turned on one of the computers, and then a few seconds later Monokuma appeared and—” He turned blue, then twisted and brought a hand to his chin. “A—ah… Thinking on it now… He didn’t say our names, either. He just told us how to access the computer.”

“Yeah, that’s true…” Hiro crossed his arms. “But, if Monokuma expected us to open the computer, and wanted us to go into the control room, why was the computer password-locked?”

“What was the lock, exactly?” Kyoko asked.

“It was a riddle, sort of,” Taka said. “‘Who was the first student to die during this killing game?’”

“How’s that a riddle?” Jack asked. “It’s the cutie computer nerd, isn’t it?”

“No!” Taka made another fist. “Mondo died first, then Chihiro, but Mukuro was brainwashed before that happened, which by the standard of the execution also counts as death… It opened when I typed in ‘Mukuro Ikusaba,’ but—”

“It’s obvious,” Byakuya sighed, and he was right. Mukuro almost felt sad for the eternally one-step-behind hall monitor. “Honestly, Taka.”

“Wh—what?! Each of us would have given a different answer, so knowing who was going to that computer was crucially important!”

“No, it didn’t matter at all,” Byakuya laughed, once, and shook his head. “Not if you program the computer to accept all of our names as valid.” He paused, then adjusted his glasses. “In fact, the password screen would probably have accepted any answer. I’ll bet you could have typed in nonsense, and it would have still worked.”

Taka balked, and fell backward, stuttering.

“Th—then all of that reasoning and hard work I did in the data room to figure out the answer—!”

“Utterly pointless,” Byakuya said, coldly.

Taka groaned, and slouched, and fell forward over his podium, defeated.

“Come to think of it…” he muttered, his voice barely audible. “Monokuma just threw our Monokuma Files onto the floor this time, instead of handing them out properly…” He sighed again. “I suppose that fits with what you’ve said…”

“Hold on,” Taka shook his head. “I’m still not convinced.”

“I dunno,” Leon scratched at his chin again. “It seems to make sense to me.”

“Let me explain… If Monokuma is just following a script, and Junko’s not in the control room, then how did he address Kyoko and Celeste, specifically, by name, during this trial?”

“That’s simple,” Byakuya said, and laughed. “The same way he ‘addressed’ Kyoko in the classroom – except it would be even easier this time, because you would know that everyone has to be present, and you get to choose when the conversation starts, since that happens as soon as Monokuma stops introducing everything to us. In fact, you could even have him turn to face the person he’s speaking to, since everyone stands at predetermined podiums.”

“But he knew when to speak to them! Specifically!”

Kyoko shook her head.

“That’s easy. Just think about what exactly was said.”

“Hey, Monokuma,” Leon managed, voice quavering a little. “Can I ask you a question?”

A moment passed. There was no response.

A pall fell over Mukuro, and the others. She couldn’t—

“Well?” the bear screeched, not looking over.

“What?!” Leon jumped back, surprised and frightened.

“Are you going to ask me the question on your mind, or not?” Monokuma shook his head slowly, and sighed. “I’m a school principal, not a mind reader!”

“So what?” Celeste asked, cocking her head. “I don’t understand at all.”

“But I bet you do, Mukuro,” said the purple-haired girl, and it was true.

“Junko probably scripted out what she expected us to say, but couldn’t be absolutely certain,” Mukuro explained. “But what Monokuma said there… It works either way. If someone tries to ask a question, it sounds fine, and if the conversation went a different way, it just sounds like Monokuma knows someone is thinking something, and is trying to force it out. It’s the sort of weird dialogue we’d expect from him, no matter what. And it’s sort of telling that Leon’s name wasn’t spoken, too, since he normally should say ‘Mister Kuwata.’”

“But he did say ‘Miss Kirigiri’ earlier!”

“… Yes, he did.” Mukuro nodded. “And I bet that Junko figured, correctly, that Kyoko was the person likeliest to see through the lie, and try to expose it.”

“But if Kyoko said nothing, it would give everything away!”

Kyoko shut her eyes.

“In retrospect, I wish I’d kept quiet…” She shook her head. “That wasn’t well-planned of me.”

Taka grunted, then shook his head.

“I’m sorry, but I need more convincing!”

(Present Your Argument)

“I admit, you make a compelling case,” he began. “But Junko could still be in the control room, so it’s incomplete! What you’ve said make sense, and I accept it was being potentially true, but that isn’t proof! It’s only a possibility!”

“What do you mean?” Hina asked. “It seems pretty solid to me…”

“You say that Monokuma is speaking more abstrusely than usual? That he interrupts us by a few seconds, some of the time? That he’s not responding to us right now, and is keeping mysteriously silent?”

Hiro leaned over to Byakuya, the nearest other student.

“Psst… What’s ‘abstruse’ mean?”

“Shut up.”

Taka crossed his arms, sternly.

“Consider the following: that Junko loves to mislead us. Isn’t it fully within her character to try to fool us into thinking she’s not there anymore, when she really is?”

“Makes sense…” Leon shrugged. “That’d waste our time on something useless.”

“Correct,” Celeste added. “In fact, giving it further thought… isn’t this rather similar to what happened with Chihiro? We wanted to vote for him as the killer in the first case to avoid executing anyone else. Now we’re trying to push all suspicion onto Junko alone, rather than chasing each other, which is the easy solution to our problems.”

“You’re just trying to overcomplicate things!” Hina groaned. “It’s like you want us to look for a killer among ourselves, instead of the person who’s obviously responsible! Monokuma showed up every time right after we disturbed something electrical; obviously those are related!”

“Yes, I agree they’re related!” Taka bellowed. “But it could still just be Junko deceiving us by intentionally showing up after we disturb them!”

“Hm…” Celeste tapped a finger along one of her pigtails. “It seems we haven’t gotten as far as we’d wish…”

(Dust Disturbances > Junko could still be in the control room)

“That’s not right!”

Taka paused for a second.

“Oh? Then… can you prove it?”

“I can,” Mukuro said, and she fought back that Mukuro’s impulse to slit his throat. “Rather, we already did at the start of this trial. Don’t you remember? Sixteen students, seven are definitely dead, no possibility of a seventeenth or an extra body… There simply isn’t a way for those things to be true and for Junko to be in the control room at the same time. And if Junko isn’t in the control room, then she can’t be operating Monokuma. And if she’s not operating him, then he has to be following a script.”

“Ah!” Taka’s eyes went especially wide, and then settled into their normal still-too-great size. “That’s rather obvious, in retrospect.”

“It would seem there is no choice but to accept it,” Celeste sighed. It was easy to see the shame on her face. “There are no more disagreements? We all agree that Monokuma is just a masquerade, then?”

“Yes,” Mukuro said, and she felt almost empty.

She was certain this was correct, and yet it didn’t feel right. It didn’t feel complete, at least, without some kind of dramatic bombshell. Her stomach twisted with anticipation for Monokuma to admit it, or for Junko to appear and haughtily dismiss their detective work by throwing yet another mystery in their faces.

“H—hold on a sec!” Leon huffed. “Wait, wait, wait just a minute here… I can maybe see Monokuma being a fake right now, but he was definitely responding to us normally earlier!”

Taka muttered an agreement.

“Not to mention, this doesn’t address the still-unresolved matter of the spy.”

“Um… I’m sorry!” Hina poked her fingers together, flush with embarrassment. “I’m sorry if this is a dumb question, but… if Monokuma is really just faking it, then does that mean that Junko is really dead? That she’s the body in the dojo, after all?”

And so, it comes together, at last.

Mukuro wished she could just crawl into herself, and be trapped alone at the bottom of a ditch, with only her own memories for company. Just Mukuro, and Mukuro-of-Old.

Alas.

“All of your questions have the same answer,” she said, and her voice quivered. “The same impossible answer.”

Kyoko and Byakuya had already figured it out, of course. But they looked to the broken girl standing before them, and she knew it was up to her to say it.

“Junko’s not dead,” she said. “She’s one of us, disguised, replacing the original person. The body in the dojo is the real student. There never was a spy; she was just hiding among us the entire time.”

When she’d accused Monokuma of being on a script, the raucous had been merely loud. Now, though, the screams of surprise and shock and horror (and in Jack’s case, outrageous guffawing) went beyond description. All the thunder in all the world couldn’t match it.

Minutes passed, or at least it felt like it, before their voices died down. Mukuro was too spent to continue… luckily, Kyoko took the lead.

“One of us is Junko Enoshima,” she said. “And now, we have to ferret her out.”

“W—wait a moment!” Hina shuddered. “I don’t… I don’t know if I believe that!”

(Present Your Argument)

“C’mon, guys, this is impossible!” the Ultimate Swimmer said. “There’s no way Junko could switch herself with someone else without everyone noticing!”

“Isn’t she the Ultimate Fashionista?” Byakuya said, coolly. “I can’t imagine someone with that skillset would have much difficulty dressing up as someone else.”

“That’s not the point!” Hina countered. “She has a different face from her sister! So, she must have a different face from everyone else!”

“That makes sense…” Hiro nodded. “It’s not that Junko wouldn’t do this, it’s that she can’t pull it off.”

“Of course she can’t!” Taka agreed. “Imagine if I wore Leon’s clothes, or Kyoko wore Hina’s! Even with a wig, you’d be caught instantly!”

“I agree,” Celeste said, simply. “Anyone can see through such a little trick!”

“It does seem kinda insane…” Hiro muttered. “There’s no way to get around everyone knowing the other guy’s face, so switching places with someone else can’t be done.”

Hina breathed for a few seconds, then crossed her arms, confidently.

“Yeah! So… No one else is dead. Or has to die!”

(Kyoko’s Blindness > There’s no way to get around everyone knowing the other guy’s face)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro’s eyes met Hiro’s. She could barely stand anymore, but she forced herself on.

“No, Hiro,” she said. “There is a way to get around everyone knowing the other person’s face.”

“W—what? How?!”

“By never letting it be shown in the first place. Junko replaced someone else… before the game started. And she had to blind Kyoko, because a Kyoko with her memories would’ve known instantly, if she could see. Kyoko’s blindness… never had anything to do with confusing Junko and me. It was always about confusing Junko and someone else!”

Hina’s jaw fell open. Her eyes slipped from student to student, and the thought written transparently on her face was: Who is it?

“Th—then… One of us…”

“One of us, we never met the real person,” Celeste finished the thought. She shuddered for a moment, and looked to the ceiling. “How… disturbing, actually… To have your flame stamped out, without even the chance to be seen.”

Like Hina, Mukuro’s eyes slid across the room.

Hina… Kyoko… Taka… Toko… Leon… Celeste… Byakuya… Hiro…

One of them had the face of her sister. She’d spoken to that person as a friend and confidant a hundred times, and never suspected. Never known.

I poured her heart out to Junko, and… such a genius!

She didn’t even know which one of herselves thought that.

“Wait a moment!” Leon shook his head. “Wouldn’t Jack’ve known? She’d got her memories, too!”

“Ehhhhhh!” The serial killer in question just shrugged. “It’s not my responsibility to keep track of that kind of stuff.” She moved her hands to her sides, and doubled over in laughter. “At least I can count Master out for ya, I’d definitely notice if he got replaced!”

Mukuro turned to Kyoko. The detective’s eyes were closed, and her teeth were grit, very hard.

Someone ELSE is dead, too, she was surely thinking. And it was right under my nose the entire time.

Hiro cleared his throat.

“Then… Does that mean the spy we were searching for was really just Junko, pretending to be someone else, messing with us the whole time?”

“Obviously!” Celeste snapped. “That barely requires explanation! But… whom?”

“No, no, no, hold on!” Hina hugged herself, clearly even more distressed than the others. “That still doesn’t explain Leon’s question from earlier! There were like a billion times throughout the killing game before now, when we were all in a room together, and Monokuma talked to us. Responded to things we said in ways that couldn’t be planned for, or gave us Monokuma Files by hand. The trials, especially! There’s no way that all of those could have been scripted, even if you were super smart!”

“The answer is obvious, Hina,” Kyoko sighed. “You’re just not seeing it.”

Hina gulped, hard. She shook her head.

“What?” she asked, fearfully.

“The person Junko replaced was helping her,” Mukuro said, quietly. “They controlled Monokuma, while Junko was here, with us… Until she killed them.”

Hina’s eyes went even wider than before. She covered her mouth in terror, and then—

“Probably, Junko gave them a basic script to follow,” Byakuya said. “It was surely against their will, too.”

“Because no one would ever work with Junko willingly?” Taka asked.

“She has a cult of insane despair-addled Ultimates,” the smarter boy sneered. “Of course there are people who would work for her voluntarily. Mukuro was one!” He waved a hand vaguely in her direction, and she cringed backward in shame. “But the body was poisoned and bound. Obviously, Junko wanted insurance… And eventually, changed her mind, anyway. Or her puppet had a change of heart, and forced her hand.”

“Yeeeeeeeeeeeeees!” Monokuma cackled. The conversation halted abruptly, and the group all turned to him. “I won’t give anything away, but you were indeed on the fifth floor the entire time, Miss Asahina!”

He grew silent again after that, and many sets of lips curled inward. No one bothered to address it, though.

That was more specific than last time, Mukuro thought. Who knows what that was supposed to reply to…

“Then… that just leaves the question of who Junko is,” Celeste said, and she licked her lips. She was trembling, and barely able to maintain herself. “I suppose we can discount the boys right away.”

“Hm, hmmmmm!” Jack stuck her tongue into the side of her cheek. “Shhhhhhhould we, though? Seems to me that, Master excepted, all of you are equally not-cute boys! If she’s really the Ultimate Fashitster, dressing up as a boy shouldn’t be impossible.”

Ultimate Fashitster… Mukuro’s eyes narrowed. How dare she insult my Junko?

“Hahahahahaha!” Taka burst over in laughter, and then stood tall and proud. “I knew it!”

“Knew what?” Leon blinked.

“Don’t you all remember? Mukuro, Hina, and Kyoko should, for sure!” He slammed an open palm onto his podium, and overflowed with excitement. “Back we were in the nurse’s room, just after my rib was broken?”

Carefully, Mukuro eased herself down onto a chair between Hina and Celeste, and watched Kyoko remove Taka’s shirt and bandage his bare chest, which was marred only by the massive red welt from where she’d kicked him. Her hands moved more deftly and with greater care than she expected.

“Mmm… I would have preferred the aid of another boy…” Taka grunted.

Kyoko responded only by wrapping more of the white bandages around his skin. She hadn’t even asked if he needed the help.

“Why?” Mukuro asked, realizing she would never otherwise have an answer. She settled back down with Hina, and unconsciously stroked her friend’s pointy ponytail.

“Hahaha!” Taka bellowed, then doubled over. “Ergh… See a man naked, and you’ll know in an instant whether he’s worthy of your trust! That’s why I know the spy can’t be any of the boys; we all went into the sauna together that one time.”

“… He actually did say that.” Kyoko confirmed, half in agreement, half in disbelief.

“I’m shocked to admit it, but Taka made a good point,” Byakuya nodded, himself barely able to accept it. “All of the boys went to the sauna together, so we all saw each other’s chests. It’s a safe bet that we would have noticed if someone was a girl, or if someone was covering their chest.”

Leon gulped.

“Okay, then… If it’s not Mukuro for sure, then it’s one of Hina, Celeste, Kyoko, or Toko.”

“Stop confusing me for her!” Jack growled.

As Leon raised his hands and tried to calm down the murderer, Mukuro’s eyes flipped between the girls:

Kyoko’s dead stare, yet it pierced right through her…

Hina’s frightened, yet trusting blue eyes…

Celeste’s cold, contemplative glare…

Jack’s… jacktitude…

One of them is her.

Mukuro hadn’t realized it before, but her heart was almost clawing its way out of her chest. Flashes of Junko danced across her vision. Blonde ponytails, big blue eyes, that larger-than-life personality…

Perfect body, came Mukuro’s thought, both Mukuros’ thoughts.

She couldn’t quite remember, she couldn’t quite piece it together. She remembered the touch of Junko’s skin, the heat of her body, the disregard for all living things in her voice…

Yet her eyes and her nose and her lips remained just out of sight. They would settle soon, she knew, on one of the girls before her.

Junko! bubbled up an unwelcome thought. Soon, we’ll be together again, and…

She licked her lips, not in fear or discomfort. Electricity was the only way to describe the feeling: her whole body was waiting, ready (or never ready). Minutes away, at the most. And then Junko would make her final grand appearance, and it’s my job to make sure everything goes as planned for Junko, my Junko, my Jun

She threw up.

Yellow, greasy stomach acid sprawled out across her podium, and splashed onto the floor beneath her. Her nose tingled with the biting, vinegary scent, and in the silence that followed, she heard the drip-drip-drip of the vomit fall off the edge and splash onto the black-and-white tiles underneath.

What little was left inside her mouth, she swallowed, and the visceral, disgusting taste of it banished away, for a few seconds, those thoughts of her sister.

“Mukuro!” Hina shouted, terrified. “Are you okay?”

She wasn’t, but she shook her head, anyway.

“Junko…” she whispered, and felt a gross bubble of saliva and vomit form and pop inside of her throat. “We need to…”

I have to protect the others from her, I have to protect Hina from her…

“It’s obvious.” Byakuya said.

“Wh… what do you mean it’s obvious?” Hiro asked. “Nothing about this whole thing has been obvious at all!”

“Well, this is,” came the reply, and Byakuya turned away. He wasn’t full of his normal contempt. Now he seemed almost… sad. “It’s obvious who Junko is.”

“Who, who, who?” Jack asked, hopping up and down in excitement, practically slobbering all over herself.

Byakuya took a long time before replying.

“If Monokuma’s been playing off a script since the investigation, or after the last trial… Then there’s only one person it can be.”

“No…” Mukuro groaned, for she knew where he was going. Kyoko’s head snapped to attention; she, too, saw the end of this path before them.

“Since Monokuma replied to us and was definitely controlled during the Sayaka trial, it would have to be someone who wasn’t accounted for during that trial. All of us were there, at our podiums, right here… except for one person.”

Mukuro shook her head, unwilling to face it.

Junko, I’ve almost found you!

She could taste it, now, that sweet, intoxicating flavor.

Those big, beautiful blue eyes!

“The only person Junko Enoshima could be… is you, Aoi Asahina!”

Hina, or someone else, covered her mouth in surprise.

“Eep!”him

Notes:

List of Truth Bullets:
* DANCING MONOKUMAS: The music room was filled with dancing Monokumas that watched, clapped for, and recorded Mukuro and Sayaka during their fight.
* TAKA'S ACCOUNT: Everyone except Mukuro and Celeste was poisoned by food from the kitchen, to which only Taka, Kyoko, Celeste, and Toko had access.
* DUST DISTURBANCES: The door to the data processing room was opened at some point within an hour before Mukuro destroyed it, and Celeste and Aoi got poisoned. The gate to the fifth floor was opened and closed shortly after they were poisoned, so they could be taken upstairs to heal. The game to the fifth floor opened and closed when Celeste returned to the group, and within the same hour, the Monokuma door also opened. The dust underneath the Monokuma door was disturbed at some point just before, during, or after Sayaka’s murder. But, there’s a chance Sayaka did this. The fifth floor gate remained closed. Lastly, the Monokuma door was definitely opened at some point during the investigation of Sayaka’s death. The fifth-floor gate definitely remained closed.
* KYOKO’S BLINDNESS: Kyoko went blind after regaining her memories when she ate a grape. Mukuro also regained her memories, but didn’t go blind.
* POISONED DARTS: Hina and Celeste were poisoned by darts. Kyoko knew in advance how to create an antidote, because she claims she read it in a book knocked over in the library. Celeste recovered before Hina.
* KYOKO’S HANDS: Kyoko’s hands have very distinctive burns all over them. It’s impossible not to notice, except if she covers them with gloves.
* MYSTERIOUS TAPE ON THE DOOR: A piece of tape placed on the inside of the door for the destroyed classroom where the first killing game occurred. A wire is inside of it that broke when the door opened, which activated a microchip that was also inside of the tape. The room was empty when the door opened, so it’s a mystery how it was placed.
* MYSTERIOUS WIRE IN THE BED: A wire and microchip that were in the bed Hina woke up in. The wire crumbled at the touch, and the microchip has a flashing light that seems to mean it was on… whatever it being ‘on’ actually does. Hina thinks it wasn’t there when she woke up.
* BIOLAB LIGHTS: The biolab has drawers to store corpses in. Each one has a green light if it’s empty, and a red light if it’s full. Currently, there are six red lights, and the bodies inside are definitely Mondo, Chihiro, Makoto, Sakura, Hifumi, and Sayaka.
* JACK AND CELESTE: Jack has watched over Celeste every second of the day since the previous trial, even at night.
* TAKA’S SCHEDULE: Taka checks the line of dust in front of the Monokuma door in the data processing room every thirty minutes, except at night. It hasn’t been disturbed since the last trial.
* MONOKUMA FILE #5: The victim was a student at Hope’s Peak Academy. They died at some point before their body was found. Their body was found in the dojo.
* KYOKO’S AUTOPSY: In life, the corpse belonged to a girl between 5'5" to 5'8", and weighed 98-104 pounds. Her Fenrir tattoo and chest measurements are an identical match for Mukuro’s, and the tattoo is not new. She seemed to have short black hair, but this wasn’t confirmed. She was killed by poison between 8 and 10 hours ago, and it was slow and painful. She also has a mark on her right wrist, implying that she was injected with something. Finally, she has rope burns on her wrists and ankles.
* MONOKUMA IN KYOKO'S ROOM: According to Kyoko, Monokuma entered her room at about 3 AM. She listened to him fix the bathroom door lock, then leave into the hallway.
* STUDENT PROFILES: Official profiles for every student of Class 78, including Junko Enoshima, written by Jin Kirigiri before they entered the school, with photographs and body measurements. Monkuma promises that every profile is accurate unless altered by a student. The photo for Mukuro is definitely “the” Mukuro who is with everyone else.
* MAKOTO’S PROFILE: Makoto’s official student profile mentions that ‘every’ female student was interested in him as a partner, to varying degrees, but that he was only interested in Sayaka.
* MYSTERIOUS LIQUID, SYRINGE, AND ROPE: A container of a noxious green liquid taken from the chemistry lab that’s been opened before, a syringe, and two lengths of rope, all found in the same cabinet in the Monokuma control room.
* BLOOD ON MONOKUMA'S CLAW: Weeks-old dried blood found on a Monokuma robot’s right claw. It stains the sides of the paw, but not the palm or back, and when it was still liquid, dripped down over where fingers would be. There is splatter on the back, but the front is cut off by a hard line.

* I had hoped to finish this two weeks ago. Alas, it didn't happen.

Chapter 32: Chapter 5: Staring into Despair, Staring into You - Trial 2

Summary:

Mukuro keeps pushing forward, and finally learns the truth.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The girl who’d called herself Hina stood there, hands clutching over her mouth, eyes wider than the moon, irises tiny as pinpricks. She didn’t move, or even breathe, and neither did anyone else.

Mukuro’s mind was stone, no different, really, than any inanimate object before them. That Junko could do this… It was too cruel an idea to be possible, or it should have been, but it made perfect sense. How perverse a joke, how unimaginably cruel. It was something only the architect behind the end of the world could have dreamed up. Or perhaps that’s what she would have thought, if she could think anything at all through the shock and the stun.

“Th–that’s not true!” the girl before her managed to say, finally. Her breaths were short and labored, and she slammed her fists against the podium’s surface. Tears welled up in her eyes. “I’m not! I’m just me! I’m just boring normal Aoi!”

The words echoed against Mukuro’s mind like wind against a wall. She was aware of them, barely, but it moved her not at all.

This is exactly the kind of thing Junko would do, she would later think. To sidle up to me, to make me dependent on her, to create a tapestry of this girl who’s kind and sincere and perfect and then reveal that none of it ever existed in the first place…

Despairful fingers wrapped around her throat, and her memories of her sister, her monster of a sister, settled over Hina’s face.

She knew the truth all at once.

“H–hold on a second!” Hina stammered. “You read our student profiles, right? Wasn’t Junko 5’7”? I’m way shorter than that!”

Junko! thought the other Mukuro, but only for a moment. Do you need my help?

Mukuro’s heart hammered out of her chest. She had never felt so hot, even in battle. She had never sweat so much, even when her life was on the line. Dimly, she knew that she should have been angry, but it was still somehow only her sister’s despair that she could feel.

(Present Your Argument)

Hina is the only one who could control Monokuma,” Taka said, decisively. “That is at least the case during the Sayaka trial. That’s a nonnegotiable fact.”

“But I’m shorter than her!”

It shouldn’t be too much of a difficulty, to slouch…” cooed the fashionable girl to the side. “It’s only a small difference.”

I–I’m not slouching! You can see me standing up, clearly! I am! Trust me!”

“Junko!” Mukuro’s eyes lifted up to the empty podium in front of Monokuma. She was there, the real Mukuro, the one who’d fought in countless battles, the one who’d murdered on her sister’s word. The phantom stood there, realer than the girl who saw her, and her gray eyes barely deigned to glance at her. Then her head tilted toward Junko, disguised so poorly (no makeup could hide the real Junko’s beauty), and her lips pulled into a wobbly, contented smile. Saliva leaked out of the corner, and her face turned red with heat and despair. “Junko, Junko, my Junko…” she whispered, and only the fake replacement in her body could hear.

“Isn’t Hina way too tan to be Junko?” Leon asked.

“That’s the easiest thing in the world to explain,” Byakuya said. “There are any number of ways to fake a tan.”

“Hmm, hmmmm, hmmmmmmm!” Jack paused, and pressed her hands to push out her chest. “Their boobs’re about the same size, too! Eighty-nine centimeters versus ninety!”

“W–why do you know the exact numbers?!” Hina stammered, and unconsciously covered her chest with her arms.

“Junko!” the other Mukuro cooed again, lowering her head like a submissive hound. She folded her arms over her shoulders, and seemed on the verge of ecstasy. Her voice quavered: “Do you want my help?”

“Wait, no!” Hiro jumped in. “Junko pretended to be Mukuro when she visited her in the dorm room, right? That means she’d need one of those wolf tattoos, and Hina’s hand doesn’t have one.”

“That’s right!” Hina held up her to the light, thankful for the sudden aid. “See?! See?!”

“Come now,” Taka shrugged. “How difficult is it to hide a tattoo? Especially if you’re the Ultimate Fashionista!”

“No, wait, I can prove this!” Hina tried again, tugging at her arm. “Because Mukuro said that Junko showed up in her room while I was unconscious on the bed, right? So, if I’m on the bed, then I can’t also show up in her room, separate from the bed!”

Junko, will you be mad if I don’t help you? Mukuro’s eyes slid from Junko and to the broken girl on the other side of the circle. Will she be mad?

“I… I…” she croaked, but no one noticed. Mukuro groaned and pushed her head down onto the podium, and a greasy smear of sweat formed underneath her chin.

“Effortlessly explained,” countered the gothic girl. “Junko, that is, you, was on the bed dressed as Aoi. Then the real Aoi showed up dressed as Junko, dressed as Mukuro, and no one had seen her face until then, so the real Mukuro didn’t know.”

“No, that’s not what happened at all!” Hina cried. “I didn’t–”

After days or weeks of being the center of attention, the excitement of this accusation had, at last, turned the others’ attention away from Mukuro. No one noticed her standing there, shaking. No one noticed her fingers pressing into her podium and turning scarlet-red.

Warmth enveloped her, not from without, but unfolding from within. It melted away that frail shell of a girl who’d pretended to hate her sister. Her eyes slid toward Junko, who pretended not to notice. Her mouth was very dry – the other Mukuro sucked up all the moisture.

She had found a sister-shaped piece of that hole within her soul, that thing she’d always longed for. This heat, this comfort that swallowed her up – how had she ever lived without it, even for a second?

She would keep her eyes on Junko until the moment one of them died.

(Dust Disturbances > Hina is the only one who could control Monokuma)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

She smashed her good hand into the podium until her skin turned white. Half of her wanted to help them, and the other half would do anything for Junkojunkojunkojunkojunko, but her sister’s motives right now were a mystery, so the first won out.

“You’re off-track, Taka,” she managed to say. She was shaking so hard now, she could barely stand. “Hina isn’t the only one who could control Monokuma.”

“Oh?” The boy cocked his head. “Who else, then?”

“No one else,” she replied, barely, and the other Mukuro watched her airily, flipping between Junko and herself. Mukuro knew her thoughts, knew that she was almost relieved by her indecision, almost relieved at the idea of not having to act or choose a path. “No one could, not even her. You told us yourself: the Monokuma control room door was opened during the investigation into Sayaka’s death.”

“Thaaaaaaaaaaat’s right, Mr. Hagakure!” Monokuma laughed, and slapped at his own belly at a comment that was never made. “There’s no other way up there!”

After that, he grew still. The room was quiet for a moment, and then as one, the group dismissed the robot and resumed the discussion.

“So?” Taka asked. “Hina could have easily snuck in there while we weren’t watching. In fact, that’s the only thing that makes sense! As Byakuya said earlier, Monokuma was definitely controlled during Sayaka’s trial, and Hina was the only person not there.”

“Maybe… but you also told us that the fifth-floor gate was definitely closed before and during the trial! It only opened after the trial.”

“A–ah!” Taka balked. “I… I forgot about that…”

“That means that Hina couldn’t have come down from the fifth floor to manipulate the controls. And that means that Hina couldn’t have controlled Monokuma.”

It was hard to keep going.

What does Junko want me to do?

Will she be mad if I do the opposite?

Is there even a point in defying her at all?

“Fie!” the gothic girl shook her head. “You overlook, perhaps on purpose, the more obvious ploy.”

“What’s that mean?”

“No one actually saw Aoi leave the fifth floor gate; we merely took her word for it. That gate has opened three times: once when Monokuma took us up to the fifth floor to recover, once when I came down after healing before Sayaka’s trial, and then again after Aoi came down after healing after Sayaka’s trial. But how can we be certain that Aoi actually came down that third time?”

“B–but I did!” Hina insisted. “I swear, I did!”

“She was poisoned the first time, so I’ll concede that she couldn’t have snuck down then. But when I was released, she could have just come down behind me without my knowing. In fact, I believe that the dust protecting the Monokuma control room was disturbed at that same time, correct? Which means that she could have just hidden inside of it, controlled Monokuma through the Sayaka trial, and left when it was time to arrive at your execution, opening up the fifth floor gate as she went.”

Mukuro stared at her for a long, painful moment. The contradiction in her reasoning was so obvious… Her eyes flit over to Hina, whose oblivious face gleamed with worried sweat.

Ah.

Only a moment before, Junko’s intention with this trial had been hazy, but now…

Mukuro knew at last, for certain, without a shadow of a doubt, what Junko wanted out of this trial. It wasn’t through logic, it wasn’t through reasoning…

She just knew, the same way she’d just known that Sayaka would commit murder that night. The killing instinct. She knew whom Junko’s target was; she knew why, and how, and when. She knew everything., and she knew she could ruin all of her sister’s plans, right now.

She opened her mouth.

“Hina isn’t–”

(Present Your Argument)

“…”

Mukuro’s breath caught in her throat. Both Mukuros, both of their memories, both of their knowledges… What one knew, so too did the other. There was no knowing what Junko’s plan was without the other side of her knowing, too.

A wave of euphoric despair rushed over them both, one moaning in bliss, the other in pain, and which was which was impossible to tell. The world drained away, they locked eyes across the trial, one laughing and blushing, the other recoiling in disgust.

Junko…” she whispered, voice full of thrill. “Ah! She wants this, she wants it… And I’m part of her plan!”

Her voice quivered, and she hugged herself in excitement.

“Junko,” she breathed, and licked her lips. “I found you, Junko… She was thinking of me when she made a plan! I’m part of it! Junko, Junko, Junko… She wants this, she wants me not to know the truth! She wants me to be stupid!”

“No!” she gasped. “That’s insane!”

I can just pretend!” she squealed, and her eyes rolled backward and to the ceiling. “How happy will she be that I’m stupid?”

“I can help her! Junko, my Junko.”

“She tried to kill me! In fact… I already rebelled against her once!

“Ha… ha…” Her throat tightened, and her skin was pure red. Her mouth overflowed with warm saliva until she couldn’t speak, but she kept on anyway. “Ah… Junko… Trying to kill is how she shows affection!

She only kills what’s in the way of her plans, or what she loves, or when it’s fun… But I was helping her, so she must love me!

“How much despair would she feel if her only sister was dead? She loves the despair of failure. She tried to kill me, but didn’t try again…”

“How much does she regret it? She must really love me!”

She doesn’t regret anything!

She killed my friends!

She killed Makoto!

“Makoto…”

He didn’t deserve to die…

“Makoto…” She wrung her hands together. It was hard to think of him now – his happy, hopeful face didn’t belong in the same thought as Junko’s beautiful one. “She…”

“I should be angry!” she insisted, but she wasn’t. “I should be full of hate!”

“But I… I only rebelled against her… because she tried to kill me… Makoto wasn’t important.

“Does she want me to kill? I’ll kill until I collapse from exhaustion, and then I’ll kill some more, if she’ll just ask me to. But now she wants me not to know the truth.

“Then I’ll just pretend I don’t.”

“Junko!” she panted. “Play with me!”

(She loves the despair of failure > She wants me not to know the truth)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

The words echoed within herself for a long while, the only things that she could perceive, and Mukuro, that Mukuro, and the Mukuro here and now, blinked in confusion. She couldn’t contradict the other Mukuro, but she could reason with her, however stupid the idea of negotiating with yourself may have been.

That Mukuro… the contradiction of her. She was like a puzzle piece that fit so snugly into the girl who’d taken her place. It was impossible now to imagine not having her. Her thoughts were so natural, her ardor and passion and submissiveness for her sister, that no dissenting idea could exist for more than a second without being overwhelmed and squashed to dust. She was so much more real than the broken new girl. And all throughout, all each Mukuro could think was: Junkojunkojunkojunkojunko.

And yet, it was true that her sister intentionally allowed for failure. Mukuro knew it, as surely as she knew anything. And Junko always complained of being bored by everything being too predictable. She was even more consistent about that than she was about calling Mukuro a disappointment.

She knows I’m stupid, Mukuro thought, twice, and a thousand examples of her sister’s insults and abuse over the years whirled through her mind and sent her blood rushing with excitement. She knows I’m too dumb to see through her disguise… so if I do, that won’t be boring. It’ll even be a little despairful, won’t it?

The other Mukuro paused, and Mukuro sucked in her lips. It was absurd, wasn’t it?

She’ll be surprised for sure. She likes surprises, as long as they aren’t disappointing. If she’s impressed, she’ll take me back… More than half of her thrilled at the idea, and only a small fraction roiled in disgust. And if she’s not, then… then… I’ll be a bump in her road, and she’ll have to pay attention to me regardless!

Yes!

Junko’s heel on her throat. Junko fighting her, Junko arguing with her, Junko’s entire world being just her. Each of them farming the other’s existence.

The road was still uncertain, and she blinked, and realized with a start that both of her selves blinked blinked. Rather, only one did.

She wanted this, now. She, not they. Were they separate? Certainly, her old memories were coming back now like an avalanche. The strongest memories, those with her sister, were killing her, burying her underneath them. How had she stayed apart from Junko for even a second?

She was in love with Junko.

Mukuro dragged her eyes up, faced the girl in fashionable gothic clothing, and shook her head.

“No,” she said, and despair creeped into her voice. She knew the truth of the murder case now – but where that truth would lead was still a murky haze. “The dust protecting the Monokuma control room wasn’t disturbed after the Sayaka trial. That means that if you controlled him from there during the trial, you couldn’t leave the room afterwards. And that means… that if Hina was seen immediately after the trial, then she must be innocent.”

She knew, she was certain, that Junko wanted Hina dead. That this whole song and dance had been nothing but an excuse to frame her, and that she wanted it still, even if things had otherwise gone awry. How will she react to me stopping it? she’d wondered, and faintly expected, and greatly hoped for, some kind of explosive reaction. That might spare her the pain and despair of trying to unmask Junkojunkojunkojunko.

Instead, everyone just nodded along, or muttered to themselves, and seemed to accept it. She opened her mouth to speak again–

“Only on rare occasions!” Monokuma crowed, but everyone ignored him, even as he spun to glance at the entire room one at a time.

“Damn,” Leon groaned. “Then we’ll have to start from scratch.”

“Don’t sound so disappointed!” Hina complained. “But Mukuro… thank you! You’re always the best!”

“Don’t thank her yet,” Byakuya said. “We’re not safe until we find Junko.”

“Perhaps not even then…” the gambler cooed, and Monokuma pointed a paw at Kyoko.

“Miss Kirigiri, try staying on topic, please!”

“Hold on a moment,” Taka shook his head. “I don’t know what specifically the problem is, but something must be wrong with Mukuro’s reasoning.”

“Why’s that?” Hina asked.

“Well, except for Hina, everyone was together during Sayaka’s trial, which means that none of us could control Monokuma. By itself, that makes sense. Mukuro just proved that Hina couldn’t have controlled Monokuma, either, which also makes sense by itself. But earlier, Kyoko proved that the murdered girl in the Dojo also couldn’t have been Monokuma at the time, because she was tied up. But those are all of the possible options! There is literally no one else left who could have controlled Monokuma during that trial!”

“Shit, man,” Leon scratched at his head. “But Monokuma was definitely responding to us during that whole time!”

“… Was he?” Kyoko asked, suddenly. “Are you sure about that?”

“This is getting ridiculous!” Taka moaned. “Are you really suggesting that Monokuma was on autopilot even back then? That’s simply impossible!”

(Present Your Argument)

“There are two reasons why Monokuma was definitely controlled during the Sayaka trial,” Taka began. “They are indisputably true.”

“First, because of how Sayaka forced and tricked Mukuro into killing her, it’s impossible to predict whether we’d vote for her or Mukuro as the killer.”

“That is true,” Leon made a show of pointing a fingergun at his temple. “We were all ready to vote for Sayaka until we used Hiro’s fortune-telling to get it right.”

So what if I did?” Monokuma cackled. “Headmasters get special privileges that students don’t!”

“What was supposed to prompt that response?” Taka mused aloud. “Anyway, we all got ushered to the gym after the trial ended, besides Hina and Mukuro. Monokuma was outside and said we’d find a surprise, remember? … Well, I guess we never told Mukuro that part, but he did.”

“The second piece of evidence is this: Monokuma responded to what we said in the trial in highly specific ways. He even insulted Hiro’s ghost theory, remember?”

My ghost theory made complete sense!” Hiro moaned. “Give me a break!”

“Now, now,” Monokuma tut-tutted. “You’ll be executed if you don’t vote along with everyone else!”

“So,” Taka concluded, ignoring the bear. “Either thing being true means it’s impossible for Monokuma to have been on autopilot during the last trial. But both things being true at the same time makes it double impossible!

(You’ll be executed > It’s impossible to predict whether we’d vote for her or Mukuro)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro’s eyes narrowed. She knew it all already, of course. She wondered if Junko would have admitted it, if it had just been the two of them. She would prove it now, but…

She wasn’t quite sure if she was doing this for the others’ sake, or for Junko’s.

Her throat burned. Truthfully, she almost wanted to laugh, for the truth was hysterical in that horrific kind of way. This really was one of Junko’s most brilliant jokes.

For a long while, Mukuro could barely breathe. At last, she nodded.

“Something just occurred to me a moment ago,” she said, though a part of her had known ever since her memories flooded back. “Do you remember how Monokuma put us on a timer with almost no warning, then said we had to vote immediately?”

“Yes…”

“And do you remember what he said after everyone voted for me as the Blackened?”

Taka crossed his arms.

“Erm… Wasn’t it something like ‘time for Mukuro’s execution?’”

“No! You voted for me as the killer by two votes, and then what happened was…”

“Congratulations!” Monokuma trilled, the only sound in a vast, dead plain. “I was worried for a minute there, but shows what I know! You sniffed out the killer, after all!”

“Don’t feel bad about this,” Mukuro smiled. Tears welled up in her eyes. “If you knew half the things I’ve done, you wouldn’t feel bad. You’d have never come near me in the first place.”

Hiro looked especially ashamed.

“I didn’t expect my prediction to be used like that…” he muttered.

“It was used to save everyone,” she said. “Why feel bad about that?”

Kyoko tried to speak, but her words came out only a pained, seething rasp.

“This isn’t just,” she managed to say.

Mukuro laughed. She laughed and laughed until her voice grew hoarse.

“Yes, it is just,” she said, and the tears fell from her chin. “It’s the most just thing that’s ever happened in Hope’s Peak.”

“Well,” Monokuma squawked, and stood up. He waved a hand across the room, seeming to settle on nothing in particular. “Sorry to break up all of this happy celebration, but I’ve got a show to run.”

“Junko!” Kyoko hissed. “This isn’t over. This trial was a lie, wasn’t it? You just made up the result!”

“Yap, yap, yap. You’re too big to be one of those annoying little yap dogs, you’re more the size of a great dane or something. And you know what they say about dogs, right?” His claws extended. “‘Even the biggest dog is still weaker than a bear~’”

“I’ve never heard that saying…” Jack mused. “Oh well! It’s probably real.”

“Anyyyyyyyyyway,” Monokuma barreled on, rather casually, and eased himself into a slouch on his throne. “I think it’s about time to wrap this whole shebang up. Everyone who’s not getting executed, please go to the elevator. Everyone who wants to stay and die, please, stay and die.”

Mukuro smiled again, relieved. Slouching only a little, she turned to the others, and waved them off.

“Go.” she said.

Taka’s head snapped up moments after Byakuya’s and Kyoko’s.

“You don’t mean…”

“I do!”

“What? What?” Leon scratched at his chin. “What’re you talking about?”

“Don’t you get it?” Mukuro shook her head, and it felt like ripples in a puddle of despair. “Here’s another thing I just realized: since Sayaka’s death, Monokuma has never referred to her or me by name, the way he has for everyone else.”

Byakuya’s eyes went wide. He stepped back for a moment, then looked up to the bear at the same time as everyone else.

“Yes, yes, yes,” Monokuma sighed, overdramatically. “Even if everyone in the school worked together, the gates aren’t movable by raw strength.”

“Another thing, now that I think about it!” It was hard to breathe through the tears and fire in her skin. “Junko couldn’t possibly predict whether Sayaka or I would die to that knife in the music room, but she knew that either of us would just accept being executed if you voted for them!”

“No…” Byakuya started, but he couldn’t finish his sentence.

“So, it was all just horseshit!” she finally forced out, face dripping with despair. “Have one of Sayaka or Mukuro kill the other at random using the knife trick. Who the others vote for doesn’t matter: if you vote for either of them, they’ll accept being executed without a fight.”

“W–wait!” Taka protested. “No! We almost voted for you to be innocent, and Sayaka as her own killer!”

“That doesn’t matter,” Kyoko said. “Imagine that we voted for the already-dead Sayaka. Then ‘anyone who wants to stay behind and get executed can’ just sounds like a threat to make us leave. And since either of them, or neither, could survive the trial, Monokuma had to be written so that his language after the trial didn’t mention either as surviving.”

“I don’t know if that even koala-fies as evidence! … but I’ll allow it.” screeched the bear in question.

“But the execution was set up!” Leon insisted, equally shocked. “What about that?!”

“That’s easy,” Mukuro said. “Program Monokuma to set it up during the trial. If you vote for the living person, we go up as planned, and nothing seems unusual to you. If you vote for the dead person, then everyone goes up in the elevator, Monokuma tells us that there’s a surprise in the gym, and yeah, there is. But a gym that’s inexplicably filled with random execution equipment still just seems like a threat rather than anything else.”

“If it’s even that, at all,” Byakuya said. “This isn’t provable, but it’s probably not difficult to rig up a test for the execution chamber. If Mukuro or Sayaka is pulled up by the chain in the trial room, then everything goes as planned. If there’s no weight, then you can program Monokuma to just cancel the execution part entirely.”

“I…” Taka looked away, shaking. “You can’t be suggesting that the entire last trial was just for show? That it was just a joke?!”

Mukuro heaved forward, and nodded her head several times. The others took in this news each in their own way, with the only ones maintaining their composure being the blind detective and girl in gothic clothing.

“Eh,” Jack shrugged. “I’ve heard better.”

“There’s more,” Mukuro said after a few seconds. “I remember now that Monokuma kept interrupting people slightly during the trial. It seemed in-character, to be that extra little bit rude, but now–”

“That doesn’t explain how Monokuma could reply to Hiro’s comment about the ghost,” interrupted the girl with black pigtails. “That was very specific.”

“Yes, it was…” Kyoko nodded. “But if I recall correctly, there was something said before Hiro mentioned ghosts. I think it went something like…”

“What if… there’s a seventeenth student, running around behind the scenes, helping Junko?!” Leon balked.

“I suppose that’s not impossible,” Celeste said. “But it would be rather conve—”

“No, no, no!” Once more, Monokuma waved a paw across the room, looking to each of the students in turn. “Your ideas are terrible! Don’t get any high-minded ideas about how ‘everyone is innocent’ and ‘no one is blackened or evil,’ by inventing phantom enemies to pour your blame onto.”

“Then, you’re denying a seventeenth student?” Kyoko clarified.

“Hmph! I think I already told you this, but I’ll say it again. When the first killing game began, that being the one where Mister Naegi unexpectedly regained his memories and you all had to be memory-wiped after he ruined everything, there were sixteen students in the school – the whole of Class 78 of Hope’s Peak Academy. There were fifteen who woke up on that first day, plus one more. No one else has entered or left the school since then, except by dying.”

“Ah!” Hiro gasped audibly, and turned pale. “I got it! If Junko trapped us all here, and no one’s left ‘except by dying,’ then what if… she’s a ghost, floating around and making us only think there’s a spy?!” Once again, Hiro’s antics silenced the crowd – all except one. He rambled on, and half the others grew irritated. “Think about it, that’d explain—”

“Heh.”

Monokuma looked away, toward the back wall of the trial room. His voice carried on, though.

“I just told you not to worry about ‘phantom students,’ Mister Hagakure, and you instantly invented one. I should send a complaint over to your mother! But I’m in such a good mood, I’ll just put your worries to rest.”

“What’re you getting at?” Hina asked, in the present.

“Come on, Hina,” Mukuro said, and she shook her head. “How don’t you see it yet? Right before Hiro mentioned ghosts, Monokuma casually said the phrases ‘except by dying’ and ‘phantom enemies.’ Anyone who knows Hiro would see what idea that was going to place in his mind. Then you just have Monokuma wait a few seconds to ‘reply’ to him, and it seems like someone is really behind the scenes.”

“… I see,” said the girl in gothic clothing, and she closed her eyes. “I concede the point, then. Monokuma has been on automode since before Sayaka’s death.”

“That appears to be the case, yes…” Taka muttered. “I’m shocked, of course… But then, who’s Junko?”

“Well,” Leon cocked his head. “Ignoring Mukuro and Aoi, that just leaves Kyoko, Jack, and Celeste.”

“But we know it can’t be Celeste,” Taka shook his head. “Because of the body discovery announcement, and because Jack was watching her all night.”

“Maybe Junko isn’t hiding as any of us,” Leon suggested. “Like, yet another layer of confusing bullshit, somehow.”

“Maybe Junko isn’t anyone at all!” Hiro offered, brightly. “Maybe Junko is just a state of mind!”

“Maybe the real Junko is the friends we made along the way,” Jack added, nodding and sending her slobbering tongue flying across the air.

“Shut up, all of you,” Byakuya snapped. “She’s definitely one of us; the numbers don’t work out any other way.”

“Alright, alright,” Monokuma added, sagely. “I hate to do this, but I’ll confirm that no hockey equipment was used during this murder.”

“If that’s the case, then Kyoko’s obviously the most suspicious!” Leon thrust a finger at her, but she made no obvious reaction. “No offense, but you were one of the only people who could’ve poisoned that food we all got knocked out by!”

“More to the point,” Taka jumped in. “Kyoko knew how to cure an obscure poison at a whim. And her explanation as to how was that ‘someone knocked over a book, and it fell open to the page with that poison, and she just remembered how.’”

“I hate to add this,” said the girl in gothic dresses. “This isn’t evidence, exactly… But when Aoi and I triggered the trap that attacked us with poison darts, it occurs to me that Kyoko stood in the back, where it was safe…”

“As if she knew!” Leon finished the thought.

“I see,” Kyoko said, and closed her eyes. “Then, you think it’s me?”

“Well, it could be!” Leon insisted. “You’re definitely the most suspicious!”

(Present Your Argument)

“I’m not saying one-hundred-percent that it’s Kyoko,” Leon started. “But it’s a possibility, for sure.”

“…” Kyoko said nothing.

“True, true,” Taka mused. “Kyoko is 5’6”, Junko is 5’7”, those are definitely easy to confuse. And according to the student profiles, they weigh 101 pounds versus 105 pounds; that’s also something that can go unnoticed easily. Those measurements do line up.”

“And, and, and!” Jack raised her hand to volunteer like an overeager kindergartener. “Kyslowko’s boobs are only eighty-two centimeters, while Junko’s are ninety! That means she matches almost perfectly with the body in the dojo!

“Seriously!” Hina’s face turned red, and she again moved to cover her chest with her arms. “Why do you have all of our chest sizes memorized?!”

“The better argument is how we were just taking Kyoko’s word for the body’s measurements in the first place, so they don’t have to match if she’s Junko,” Taka muttered. “Regardless, Kyoko knowing about that poison is just impossible to explain otherwise. Even she can’t seem to explain it…”

“…” Kyoko looked away, and remained silent.

“And Kyoko could easily pretend to be Mukuro in her room that one time…” Leon finished. “So, that basically proves everything! Now I am one-hundred-percent sure!”

“Hahaha, well, alright,” Monokuma shrugged and shook his head. “Mister Hagakure is especially brainless today, I see.”

“I didn’t even say anything!” came the indignant reply.

(Kyoko’s Hands > Kyoko could easily pretend to be Mukuro)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro looked at the baseball player, but her face showed no expression at all.

“Sorry, Leon. You’re wrong once again.”

“H–how do you know?”

Her heart was pounding very hard, now. Each thump against the inside of her chest was like a fist.

Junko might be angry at me for this, she thought, and relished in the idea, for she knew she’d have her sister’s attention no matter what.

“You said that Kyoko could dress up like me… But, actually, Kyoko is the only girl in the school who can’t.”

“Why not?! You, she, and Junko are mostly the same size, aren’t you?”

“That’s not the issue,” she replied. “All that matters is our hands.”

“Ah,” Byakuya nodded. “I see.”

“Well, I don’t!” Leon shook his head. “What are you talking about?”

“My right hand has a very distinctive tattoo,” she said. Without thinking, she tried to raise it and show it off. Her shoulder twitched a little, and she frowned. Half-embarrassed at her vulnerability, she just motioned at it with her good hand. “You all saw the Fenrir tattoo on it, of course.”

“Yeah, so what?” The baseball player shrugged. “You already told us that when you saw Junko dressed up as you that she’d tattooed her own hand to match.”

“Leon, come on,” Hina rolled her eyes. “Even I get it…”

“What? What don’t I get?”

Without warning, Kyoko raised her own hands, and deftly plucked each of them off. A few students recoiled instinctively, though Mukuro wasn’t one.

No way I can judge her for that…

The stark, bright lighting of the trial room lit up the detective’s blackened, ashy hands. She herself said nothing – though Mukuro thought she caught her looking slightly away. After a few moments, she pulled her gloves back on.

“It’s impossible to tattoo anything onto my hands,” she said, quietly. “Even if it was, it’s impossible to see me without gloves on and mistake me for anyone else.”

“And since I definitely saw ‘myself’ with a Fenrir tattoo,” Mukuro went on. “That means it must have been someone with…”

She caught herself before she said the words, but Kyoko just shook her head and said them for her:

“It must have been someone with normal hands,” the detective said. “Which means someone other than myself.”

“Wait!” the gothic girl interrupted. “Couldn’t she hide her hands’ condition with foundation?”

“I dunno,” Hina pursed her lips. “That’s… a lot of foundation. And her hands aren’t smooth. Maybe if you only saw her at a distance or in the dark, but Mukuro said it was super bright and close-up.”

“More than that, it would be impossible to cover your hands in cosmetics and have a clearly-visible tattoo on one,” Byakuya agreed. “It would have to be only one or the other.”

“I see…” the dark-fashioned girl sighed. “I should have thought of that, myself…”

“So… It really isn’t Kyoko?” Hiro pushed out his cheeks. “But… how’d she know about the poison, then?”

“We can deal with that later,” Byakuya said. “Right now, what’s important is this: if Junko is disguised as a girl, and it can’t be Mukuro, Celeste, Kyoko, or Hina, that only leaves…”

He turned to Jack, who gasped with a shocking realization:

“Leon!” she completed the thought.

“No!” came an impotent, furious voice.

“Kyahahahahaha!” Jack threw her head back, clutching her sides and roaring in laughter.

“Wait, I’m sorry…” Hina pursed her lips, and seemed almost incredulous. “I know this wouldn’t be the craziest part of this trial or anything, but are we really claiming that Junko wanted to pretend to be Toko the whole time?”

“Yes!” Monokuma screeched. “Mr. Yamada’s birthday was December 31, in fact!”

“Well, uh…” Hiro awkwardly pressed a hand to his neck, stretching and trying to ignore the bear. “If we know it’s a girl, and we know it’s none of the others, then it’d have to be her just by process of estimation.”

“Elimination, Hiro…” Hina sighed. They all looked to the serial killer in question, who just shook her head and idly played with a pair of scissors, not bothering to reply properly.

“I agree that it seems unlikely,” Taka uncrossed his arms, paused, and recrossed them. “But–”

“It’s not Jack,” Mukuro said.

Something else peeked through the despair. That feeling of shame at just looking at the others in the eyes had cracked, however little. She looked at Taka, and murkily recalled the years with him. Images drifted through her mind of his arguments with the others, of his strong-yet-unfounded opinions, of his endless energy and certainty, of the sheer denseness of his head. Some emotion trickled in with those thoughts, something other than despair. She wasn’t sure what it was.

Has Junko ever felt this before?

“Wha–? How–”

“Because she was with everyone else when Sayaka died.”

Taka blinked. He was definitely incredulous.

“I… I don’t see a connection between those things, Mukuro.”

He said the words, but Byakuya and Kyoko just stared at her, coolly.

“Junko was in the control room when Sayaka and I fought in the music room,” she said, and her voice was steadier than it ever had been before. It reminded her, actually, of the tone her sister sometimes had, when she was particularly bored.

“Oh, I see!” Leon nodded his head, happy and proud of himself. “Anyone who was in the music room at the time can’t be her, because Monokuma was controlled at the time, and not on autopilot!”

“… Leon, she didn’t prove that part.” Hina sighed.

“I…” He balked. “Dammit, Mukuro!”

“What’s your evidence for this claim?” Kyoko asked. “You can’t–”

“The Monokumas,” she said. “The ones that were watching Sayaka and me fight… They were there with us, while you were all on the stage.”

“Jeez, I barely remember those!” Hiro moaned. “They were just clapping along while you two went at it, right?”

“They did more than clap,” Mukuro replied. “If you want to know precisely what it looked like from my perspective…”

She gripped the corner where the hallway turned, groaned, and hefted herself to round it. It fed directly into the music room. In the distance, two double doors were wide open.

Mukuro made out a stage with closed red curtains, and rows and rows of seats. A thousand floodlights in a thousand neon colors swept over the room. And the voice that thundered out of the room, it could have knocked her off her feet and thrown her back just by itself. Her ears were exploding, her skin was green and wretched.

Monokuma was there. He stood on either side of the hallway, five of him side-to-side. He danced, they danced, up and down, side to side, whorled hands in the air, doing handstands, breakdancing, hopping up and down. All of his heads twisted toward her, smiling that same evil smile, welcoming and beckoning her inside. From inside, another thousand Monokumas danced and jumped on the seats, each of them differently, each with just as much excitement.

Some watched the stage, and some watched Mukuro, but they were all laughing, laughing that same screeching, monstrous cackle as a chorus to the song.

It was something out of a dream.

Mukuro’s body moved on its own. She was a moth to the song’s flame, and she couldn’t stop now, even if she tried. Somewhere, Junko was watching this, and was on the verge of an orgasm.

She stumbled and smashed into one of the Monokumas. He fell over onto his back, and then jumped back up, whirled, and returned to dancing.

“Upfufufufufufu!”

The Monokumas pivoted on their feet to face her. Only half of them were dancing, now. The rest were cheering. They raised their fists, they put their hands on their bellies and chortled. Some of them had homemade signs and banners.

TEAM MUKURO

<3 GURL PWR

TEAMUKURO

SISTER BLISTER

SOLDERICAN IDOL

Mukuro’s legs were jelly. She wasn’t even sure how she was still breathing, never mind conscious.

She finished recounting her point of view. That fight seemed like it had been a thousand years ago – was it really only days?

The truth was, Mukuro had never really cared that much for Sayaka. The friendship that the Ultimate Soldier had pretended to keep with the others was always just drapery at Junko’s behest, and the friendship with Sayaka in particular had always been especially plastic. If Sayaka had died during those two years hiding away in the school, Mukuro would have felt nothing. Just another calculation to make in the Despairs’ ultimate scheme.

Then…

Why did she hate it so much that her last memory of Sayaka would forever be the girl’s eyes going dull?

Why was a hand squeezing and breaking her heart right now?

Another feeling overwhelmed her: Remorse, and longing for what she had dismissed in pursuit of Junko’s attention. But not despair.

Despair…

She still felt it, but it was muted. She didn’t understand, but… she was shaking, and her body felt warm.

She nodded slightly at Monokuma, still sitting on his throne, pretending to listen to their discussion.

“He was following my actions and my steps with his head and his actions,” she said. “No one could have programmed him in advance, because no one could have known how long it would take me to climb the stairs with slashed-up feet, and because no one could have known how long I would spend treating the person I found on the stairs.”

“You–” that person started, but Mukuro ignored her. Exhaustion still gripped the broken girl’s body, but her mind and psyche had never been stronger.

“And if stabbing someone to delay me was part of the plan, why? Nothing was gained from it, except leaving one more person out of the scene.”

“I–”

“And if it wasn’t part of the plan, and Sayaka just did it on her own, then the Monokumas definitely couldn’t have been timed out to my arrival.”

“But–”

“When I knocked into one of the Monokumas, he fell over, and then jumped back up,” she continued. “But that was just an accident, caused by a thousand minor factors. You couldn’t have programmed his response to it in advance.”

“But you–”

“They pivoted toward me and raised signs as I came closer. Someone had to be at the controls.”

“Have you–”

She shook her head. She wouldn’t be interrupted now. She was right, and she knew it, but that wasn’t what compelled her on. Even Junko’s attention was only secondary right now.

It was that feeling, that remorse, that grief, that hatred toward how things had gone that drove her on. She couldn’t imagine not following it. She couldn’t imagine not attacking Junko’s lies on its behalf.

That emotion, which wasn’t despair, was everything.

She glared right at her sister, and finished for the others’ benefit, and for her own:

“Everything else is pointless. Junko is someone who wasn’t there with us when the fight happened. There’s no defense against my argument, so don’t even try.” She raised her one good hand to chest level, and pointed directly at the girl opposite her. “You’re Junko.”

The others, startled, turned one-by-one to follow her hand. Junko stared back at her stonily. It wasn’t that she was blank-faced or icy or lacked passion in herself – just that nothing could perturb her, except the truly inconceivable.

Even now, she still considered the idea that I would find her.

The pale-skinned girl in gothic clothing, still clutching her side where the knife had entered, shook her head. When she replied, it was in that same faux-French affectation as before. A fake accent based on a fake accent.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she said. “I can’t be your sister.”

“What’s your evidence?” Kyoko pressed, but Mukuro knew that the detective had already figured it out, too. “You must have something.”

Mukuro’s hand lowered. She gripped the edge of her podium.

“Is it not enough that I can just tell?”

“It’s not,” Byakuya said, though Mukuro could tell, too, that he also believed her. “You only just got your old memories back. They could still be a little scrambled, so we can’t rely on them.”

Her eyes flit to the others. Taka, Hiro, Leon, and Hina stood there, dumbfounded. They turned between the two sisters, shocked at the suddenness of the accusation. Only Kyoko, Byakuya, and Jack were still following, the last of them slouching over her podium, licking her lips at the scene playing out.

“My memories are fine,” she said.

“They can’t be!” Junko said, and mocked anger and indignation. “Because it’s impossible for me to be Junko.”

“She’s right,” Byakuya prodded. “The body discovery announcement confirmed it.”

“Even more than that!” Junko shook her head, and someone else’s fake pigtails shook with it. “Someone moved the body to the dojo, yes? I was with Jack the entire time.”

“It’s true!” cried the killer. “I was with Fashion Bimbo when that happened, and she definitely didn’t move anything.”

“Besides!” Junko’s face contorted into a manufactured fury, the same kind Celeste would sometimes let herself slip into. “Wasn’t I stabbed, you idiot?! Wasn’t I poisoned?! You imbecile, you stupid wretch! You know that I was really almost killed all of those times, that I would have died but for help arriving! And if it must be someone who wasn’t there during the fight – it could as easily be Aoi, since both of us have strong alibis! You need evidence for such a ridiculous claim!”

“She’s not wrong,” Taka admitted, stroking his chin. “She definitely was bleeding to death before the fight with Sayaka. She definitely would have died but for your saving her at the last moment.”

“Woah, hey!” Hiro waved his hands through the air. “Look, if Junko’s sister says she can tell Junko just by looking at her, shouldn’t we just believe her?!”

“Yeah!” Hina pumped her fists. “I totally beli–”

“No,” Mukuro said.

She was gripping the podium with nearly enough strength to snap it in two. She almost felt…

Angry.

She had almost forgotten this emotion. It was as if she’d known it more from description than from experience.

Why am I so… mad?

A bead of sweat rolled down from her forehead and pooled in the corner of her eye. She was shaking.

“Junko’s right.” She released her hold, stood up straight, and dimly noticed that the wood was cracked where she’d touched it. “Ignoring the truth won’t get us anywhere. That’s why I failed Sayaka. If she has alibis, then she’s not Junko until we can explain them away.”

She said the words, and believed them.

We’re in Junko’s game, she thought. And I’m going to beat it, and her.

And she knew, both sides of her, that she wasn’t doing this for Junko’s sake right now.

“Oranges!” Monokuma cried out into the ether.

“I’m a little confused, actually,” Leon admitted. “Are we saying that… Monokuma was controlled during the first two trials, then not after that, except during the fight with Sayaka? Because–”

“Here’s some advice,” Kyoko offered, ignoring the baseball player’s feeble attempts to follow what was happening. “Rather than directly trying to figure out who Junko is, start with the given premise that Celeste really is Junko. Then, go backwards, and figure out how and why each alibi is false.”

(Present Your Argument)

“Your claim is an absurdity!” Junko began, and pressed her hand again onto where the knife had entered. “Baseless and contradictory! Foolish, ridiculous… and outright stupid!”

“You idiot!” Junko pretended to rage, and her voice was harsh and violent. “Did you forget about when I got stabbed? I’d show you the wound, but you already saw it yourself! Or maybe when Aoi and I got poisoned and barely survived, while you and the detective and the wackjob stood in the back, not getting hit by darts?!”

“You believe that I replaced ‘the real’ Celeste and took her place?” she asked, daintily, flipping on a whim into a pleasant personality. “Then you surely have some way to explain how the body discovery announcement played when I was one of the first three people to find it!

“Oho!” She smiled, and covered her mouth with the back of her palm like an elegant French noblewoman, and laughed and laughed and laughed. “That body discovery announcement! It occurs to me that if no one was in the control room, then the announcement must have been automatically timed to go off at a specific moment, right?” She chuckled again, not really facing Mukuro. “That means that I would have to ensure that three people found the body at the exact same second as that timer. But it wasn’t even my idea to go to the dojo; it was Taka’s! And since I couldn’t have known when and where Taka would be at that second, it’s impossible for me to have manipulated anyone to find the body!”

“And the body, yes, the body itself. I’d be remiss if I let that slip my mind! You purposefully overlook how ‘the real’ Celeste died from poison when I was with Jack, and Jack was watching me like a hawk, which means that I couldn’t move the body into the dojo!

“You can explain all of these things, correct?” She leaned over the podium, and her wide red eyes seemed to bore right into Mukuro’s soul. “You can explain them all, or else you have nothing.”

(Taka’s Schedule > I couldn’t have known when and where Taka would be)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro thrust her finger again toward her sister, who paused in her tracks.

I hope her throat is dry, she thought. I hope that actually surprised her.

“Junko,” she said. “You know that’s a lie.”

“I’m not lying,” she lied. “And my name is Celestia Ludenberg.”

“Okay, ‘Celeste,’” Mukuro said, and lowered her hand. “Then why don’t you tell us where you were when Taka ran into you, and suggested going to the dojo together?”

“Why? What does that–”

“We were in front of the library!” Jack volunteered. “She was reading a stupid book.”

“The library.” Mukuro snorted. It was almost funny how transparent it all was once you had the benefit of hindsight. “The library that’s almost next to the staircase.”

“So what?” Junko shrugged. “Am I forbidden to read?”

“You’re so full of shit!” Mukuro snapped, and for the first time in perhaps years, she felt a twinge of actual sisterly feelings toward her. “No one would ever read outside of the library in the hallway; that’s the entire point of a library. The only reason to do that is to be seen by others.”

“Well, I–”

“How can you claim that you couldn’t have known where Taka would be at any given moment?”

Mukuro’s blood was boiling. She hadn’t felt this hot perhaps in her entire life.

The old Mukuro and her infinite love still existed, was still in there, still part of her. Still adored her little sister.

I’m so pissed off right now.

Instinctively, her muscles coiled up in anticipation of a fight; if she was being honest with herself, then a part of her, the greater part of her, enjoyed slapping down Junko’s stupid lies and defenses.

 “Taka is the only person in the school you could predict the movements of, because he publicly talked about how he checks those dust lines every half an hour. And you can’t get from the first floor to the fourth without walking up the staircase and past the library, which you purposefully sat in front of instead of inside of. And since Taka is so dutiful, you knew that he would definitely stop to check on and talk to the injured girl reading a book instead of continuing on his way!”

Junko’s lower lip curled inward. Still maintaining the farce of being Celeste, she glared straight at her older sister.

Part of Mukuro wondered if she should back off, and let Junko’s disguise do its work. Another part of her wondered if she even could – if it was possible for the others to let this go, and return to thinking that Celeste was just Celeste.

In the end, it didn’t matter. She was boiling up right now, and she stared back at Junko, offering a challenge instead of submission.

I wonder if she’s surprised, or if she saw even this coming…

“It still wasn’t my idea to go to the dojo,” Junko insisted, at last. “I never said the word ‘dojo’ at all. That was entirely Taka’s invention.”

“That is true…” the boy confirmed, nodding uncomfortably. “In the interest of full transparency, I must admit that I was the one who suggested it…”

“We already know that Junko can predict and manipulate us, under some circumstances,” Mukuro retorted. “You already did, during the last trial, with Hiro and ghosts.”

“It was a good explanation!” Hiro whined into the air.

“So, Junko, what did you say to Taka before he mentioned the dojo?” Mukuro shook her head. “Be as specific as you can.”

“I…”

“Noooooooooooo problem-o, Pukuro!” Jack jumped in, again. “It went something like this!”

Celeste sighed again, and once more pulled her arm through Taka’s.

“Please don’t leave me alone with her,” she begged, indicating Jack. “It’s dreadful.”

Taka scratched at his chin. He did have half an hour before it was time to check the line again.

“Is there anywhere you’d like to go?” he asked.

“Master’s dorm?” Jack suggested, eagerly.

“No! Taka, take me some place well-ventilated, scenic, and… not too large. As I said, I want to read in a nicer place than the library.”

“Well-ventilated, scenic, and not too large… Ah!” Taka nodded, certain of his idea. “I know just the place – the dojo on the fifth floor. It has some very impressive cherry blossom trees.”

“The fifth floor!” Celeste lit up. “I haven’t been there yet. Lead on!”

“A–ah!” Taka turned away, burning with shame. “I was an unwitting part of Junko’s plan, after all!”

“And since you knew you could join Taka at very specific times,” Mukuro continued. “And since you knew that Jack would tail you constantly, that means that you knew that you could always manipulate three people to enter that room at any half-hour interval you wanted.”

“Tch!” Junko rolled her eyes. “You saddle me with the most annoying warden of all time, then when I ask to go anywhere else, claim that as evidence against me? Outrageous.” She leered at Mukuro. “All of that is entirely circumstantial.”

“Circumstantial?!” Hina balked. “How can you say that? She just proved that you did it!”

“She didn’t prove anything whatsoever,” Junko said, turning up her nose. “Mukuro has proven nothing except that it is possible for me to time a body discovery announcement around Taka’s schedule. The mere fact that something is possible doesn’t mean that it actually happened. All of this supposition is based entirely on the fact that I happened to be sitting in a hallway.”

“I–but you obviously did it!” Hina moaned, frustrated. “You couldn’t–”

“It’s okay, Hina,” Mukuro said. “She’s right. I haven’t proven anything…” Junko smiled triumphantly, and cruelty and certainty radiated off of her. “… yet. So, let’s prove everything.”

Had she been tired before? Mukuro felt like she was on fire right now. Sleep was a distant dream that had never really existed. She stared right into Junko’s eyes, into those fake-red eyes imitating the real Celeste, and knew that her sister wasn’t going to give up without a fight.

I want that fight, too.

“Remember, Mukuro,” Byakuya said. His voice was very calm, but it was easy to tell that he was as on-edge as everyone else. “Celeste’s defenses are as follows: that she was stabbed and poisoned, that she was one of the three people present when the body discovery announcement played, and that she couldn’t have moved the body into the dojo while Jack was watching her.”

“Hold on a sec!” Hiro shook his head. “Do we really even need to worry about the body discovery announcement thing? That’s just part of the game; Junko could just play it whenever she wants to disguise things. It doesn’t have to actually be true.”

“… I’m impressed,” Byakuya conceded, after a long moment of silent deliberation. “I suppose there might be a brain rattling in there, after all.”

“We need to assume it’s real,” Kyoko said. “It’s definitely been accurate during the previous four trials. Unless we have strong evidence that it’s been manipulated, it counts as evidence in Celeste’s favor.”

“Indeed!” Junko said, very happily. “Hmph! Well, ‘sister?’ Have you anything to say about any of that?”

Mukuro nodded, more forcefully than she’d expected to.

“The least meaningful alibi is that you got stabbed and poisoned. Both of those were obviously just pretexts to remove yourself from the group while ‘Monokuma’ healed you. That let you run around behind the scenes without oversight.”

“I dunno…” Leon said. “It’s not like I agree with her, but can you really tell me that Junko’s crazy enough to–”

“Yes.”

“–to poison herself to death, just assuming that someone else randomly read a book on how to fix her?”

“Yes,” Mukuro said again, the instant he finished speaking. “She probably just told Sayaka to stab her in the side in a nonlethal location, and figured I’d heal her when I found her.”

“Insane!” Junko scoffed, with Celeste’s voice. “Are you even listening to yourself? What if you hadn’t shown up when you did? I would have died!”

“Yeah, probably,” Mukuro admitted. “Obviously, that didn’t stop you from trying.”

“Feh! Just supposition again. I can make up explanations at a whim, too! But you can’t explain the poison; I would have definitely died from it had it not been for Kyoko, and there was no way I could have known she would have the skill to cure it.”

“That… is true,” Taka admitted. “Kyoko said that long before the poison came up, she read about it in a book that someone knocked off a desk, and it fell to the right page.”

“Not just ‘someone,’” Mukuro corrected. “She said it was Celeste.”

“Ugh!” Junko scoffed. “Ridiculous!”

“That’s what happened,” the detective said, smiling. “Looking back, I’m ashamed I didn’t see this earlier.”

“I can’t even innocently bump into a desk, anymore…” Junko muttered. “And I suppose you’ll claim that I just ‘knew’ Kyoko would remember this fact in preparation for my later planned self-poisoning?”

“Weren’t you also the one who stepped on the trap that poisoned the two of you?” Taka wondered.

“Brazil!” Monokuma announced, proudly.

“Irrelevant!” Junko insisted. “Explain how I knew that Kyoko would remember some obscure fact she saw once, briefly!”

“Because she’s Kyoko!” Hina said. “She remembers all kinds of weird, tiny details like that! And you’d know that ‘cause you knew her for years!”

“Hmph…” Byakuya grunted, and let himself smile. “She might have a brain, too.”

“That just leaves one more dumb one!” Jack laughed. “Got anything to add, Leon?”

“Man, shut up…”

“… and the explosion?” Junko huffed. “I suppose you weren’t there for that one, but after we found the body in the dojo, and you left, it exploded. All of us went close to it to examine it, and we were nearly killed.”

“So what?” Hiro asked. “Everyone got equally almost exploded!”

“I see,” Byakuya nodded. “Junko of all people should know where her own traps are rigged to go off, so she would know to stay back from the body. And yet…” He shrugged. “It is true that she was with us, almost on top of the mask, when it blew up.”

Mukuro breathed out, frustrated. She was right, of course. Part of her had known for a long time who Junko was, and that Celeste was long dead.

She was going to prove it. Junko had always smarter than her, always so effortlessly able to throw her into despair.

Not this time.

“Mukuro,” Kyoko said. “Focus on–”

But her guidance wasn’t necessary anymore.

If Junko knew about the trap in advance, and walked into it anyway, why’d she walk into it?

“Something happened that forced you to walk into the explosion,” she said. “Let me guess – you were already suspicious, and no one wanted to let you out of their sight. They all still wanted to see the body, so someone grabbed you, probably Jack, and dragged you over there.”

“W–woah!” Taka balked. “I thought Hiro was the psychic!”

Hina pumped another fist.

“I get it! Jack didn’t realize it, but she accidentally forced Junko to come along into her own stupid trap!”

“Accidentally?” Jack asked, flummoxed.

“Well, ‘Celeste?’” Mukuro couldn’t help but sneer back at her sister. “Is that a good enough explanation for you?”

A shadow cast over the false Celeste’s face. She stared back at Mukuro, simultaneously emotionless and hateful. If she could have without giving away whatever plausibility she had left, she certainly would have said the word ‘disappointment.’

The part of Mukuro who worshiped Junko felt smaller. She was still there, an indelible piece of what made Mukuro what she was… but even she thought the same thing as the greater whole:

I can do this. I can beat Junko.

And then her sister’s features changed all at once, and resolved themselves as the familiar gambler’s. Junko’s acting skills truly were impressive – against anyone else besides her sister and the Ultimate Detective, her imitation of Celeste would have been bulletproof.

“Still just supposition,” she chided, after a while. “All of that is just speculation. Random guesswork. Clever, certainly, but nothing you’ve said is actual evidence. Nothing you’ve said is provable – it just means that if you could prove that I’m your ridiculous clown of a sister by some other fashion, this part is also explained.”

“She’s telling the truth,” Byakuya agreed. “We still can’t explain how she was present when the body discovery announcement played, or she moved the body when Jack was watching her.”

“Quite right!” Junko beamed. “And until you can do those things, you have nothing on me whatsoever.”

The Ultimate Soldier could just kill her, Mukuro thought, but she wasn’t the Ultimate Soldier anymore. Her body was too broken, and her good arm would forever be numb. Besides…

That first time she’d interrupted the killing game, when Makoto regained his memories and saved her, she had tried to battle against Junko with physical force, and failed. She remembered it all, now, and what she remembered most was staying in love with Junko throughout it all.

I’m going to beat her by her own rules.

“Okay,” she said, evenly. “Which do you want to go over first? How you were there when the body discovery announcement played, or how you moved the body when Jack was watching you?”

“Since both are equally impossible to explain, we may as well begin with the former: the body discovery announcement!” Junko half-laughed, half-scoffed.

(Present Your Argument)

“The body discovery announcement?” Taka repeated. “Besides the killer, it goes off after three people discover the body for the first time. We’ve always relied upon its accuracy in the past…”

“And I was one of the first three people to see it!” Junko shrilled with a joke of an accent. “Unless you disregard that announcement, then everyone must accept that Taka, Jack, and myself are innocent.”

“Yes, yes, very true, very true,” Jack nodded, vaguely bored. A moment later, she leaned over the podium and laughed. “Althooooughh, if you’re really sure that the announcement was timed out ahead of time, then it wasn’t really triggered by us, was it? Three doofuses were just tricked into seeing it when the announcement played!”

“That’s smarter than the stuff she usually says…” Hiro murmured.

“Notice me, Master-senpai!” she screeched at Byakuya, and raised a hand toward him and laughed hard enough to cry.

“W–wait!” Taka sputtered. “You can’t combine two honorifics like that, it doesn’t make sense in Japanese, only English!”

“Anyway… maybe there could be another way?” Hina insisted. “Like… What if someone else saw the body first? Then, Celeste, Taka, and Jack would all see it at the same time, but one of them secretly becomes person #4 instead of #3!

“A clever idea,” Junko admitted, tracing a finger down one of her stolen black pigtails. “I am certain you have proof to support this, of course. I am certain you can prove that someone else saw the body first.”

“Rrgh!”

“No? Well, don’t worry, it’s easy enough to confirm. Did anyone here see a dead body before Taka, Jack, and I found it?”

No one spoke up.

“Hmhm!” Junko raised a dainty hand over her lips, and chuckled. “Well, that rather settles things, doesn’t it? If the announcement plays after three people see the body, and if everyone else denies seeing the body before we discovered it, then no one else saw the body before us, and your theory goes out the window!”

“No!” Hina’s lips curled in. “I know we’re right about this!”

“Hm hm hmmm!” Junko’s eyes rolled up into their sockets as she mocked Celeste’s ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho laughter like the madwoman she was. “Being right is useless if you don’t have any proof!”

(It goes off after three people discover the body > the announcement plays after three people see the body)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro thrust her finger out at Junko again. She was shaking. Part of her still couldn’t believe she was defying her sister so openly.

“What did I say that’s false?” Junko asked, feigning ignorance. “Everyone knows that the announcement plays after three people see the body.”

Mukuro lowered her finger, and gripped the edge of the podium again where she had before. If the wood didn’t splinter apart from the force, it would probably rot from the sweat she was drenching it in.

“Is that a fact?” she asked, flatly.

“Of course it’s a fact! I swear, Mukuro, I have no idea what you’re trying to get at.”

“No.”

“… what?”

“You just tried to deceive us, Junko,” she said, her voice low and predatory. “You know you’re lying.”

“I am not!”

“The announcement doesn’t play after three people see the body. It never has.”

Taka gasped.

“Impossible! Also, how?”

Junko stared Mukuro down for a long while. The perversity of the lesser sister challenging the greater one was intoxicating, in its own way. Mukuro felt it, and she knew Junko did, too. It was like finding beauty and pleasure in the disgusting and the nauseous. But another part of her simply wanted to end Junko’s game for its own right – just because she was threatening her friends. It was a feeling both foreign and familiar, and she wanted more of it.

Neither of them could stop now, until it ended properly.

“You said ‘see’ the body, but that’s not right,” she said. “The announcement plays after three people discover the body.”

“Oh, that’s the same thing!” Junko moaned. “You’re just nitpicking at this point.”

Mukuro shook her head. She already knew everything; she had only to voice it to win.

“What if there was a way to make someone discover the body without realizing what it was?”

“That…” Taka started. His eyes went even wider than usual. “Is… that possible?”

“It’s not just possible,” she replied, almost laughing. “It’s easy.”

She pointed straight at Kyoko, who, though she did not see the action, had clearly already figured it out.

“Me…” whispered the detective, hand over her heart, clearly shocked.

(Present Your Argument)

Kyoko looked away for a moment, and her face scrunched up, half in contemplation, half in embarrassment.

“Mukuro,” she said, airily, her mind racing at a thousand miles a second. “What you say makes sense but…”

“To count as ‘discovering’ a body, Kyoko would have to sense its presence in some way,” Byakuya agreed. “Some way other than sight.”

“So, uh, what’s that leave?” Leon asked.

“Leon…” Hina groaned, and dropped her face into her open palms. “You’re reaching Hiro levels here…”

“Hey!” Hiro cried. “I know about hearing, smelling, tasting, and… uh…”

“Touching.” Byakuya finished.

“Mm, I could show you all about touching, Master…” Jack cooed.

“Shut up.”

“I’d even settle for taste!”

“Hold on a moment,” Taka shook his head. “Are we talking about, what… Junko pushing the body in front of Kyoko, then Kyoko not realizing it’s a corpse when she runs into it?”

I would be able to tell,” said the detective, barely paying attention. “The consistency of a dead body is very distinctive.”

“She’s right!” Jack happily confirmed. “Too bad about your theory, though. Even if Kyslowko bumped into the body without noticing, someone else’d have also seen it, since there’s nowhere you could stash it that only she’d find it.”

“It hasn’t been dead long enough to stink,” she said. “That takes over a day to start… But I could tell if it did, or if I heard it drop from a height.”

Kyoko shook her head. For the first time in a long while, she looked almost frustrated.

“Then, there must be something we’re missing!” Hina insisted. “Just… what is it?”

Junko laughed in Celeste’s spirit for a long moment, cruel and insane and haughty. It felt like the oh-ho-hos would ever cease.

“Like I said – it’s an absurd claim! Even worse, it’s one you have no evidence for! Even if I tricked Kyoko into noticing the corpse’s presence, someone else would have also seen it!”

“How do you think I made her ‘discover’ the body without realizing it, hm?”

“Perhaps I made her smell it?”

“Maybe she touched it without knowing!

Or will you claim I smashed something against it to make a noise without her realizing?”

“I hope you won’t say that I tricked her into tasting it…

“Face it, Mukuro,” she laughed again, haughtily and cruelly. “No one came into contact with the body until the dojo, and Kyoko was with everyone else whenever there was a chance to see it.”

“The capital of Australia is Canberra!” Monokuma screeched into the air.

(Monokuma in Kyoko’s Room > There’s nowhere you could stash it that only she’d find it)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

“Really?” Taka puffed out a cheek. “I always thought it was Melbourne.”

“Not that,” Mukuro said, mildly annoyed. “I meant that there is a place you could trick Kyoko into finding the body, and be certain that no one else would stumble onto it.”

“My dorm,” the detective replied. “Yes, it would have to be there.”

Mukuro nodded, more for her own benefit than the blind girl’s, and knew that Kyoko had already guessed the same thing.

“Earlier, Kyoko told me something interesting. According to her, Monokuma entered her room at about 3 AM this morning.”

“Really?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow. “Kyoko, tell us what you told her.”

Kyoko woke up.

Something was wrong.

She was on her back, underneath a single thin bedsheet. She had slept in this dorm room almost every night for two years, and she knew it perfectly.

Something was out of place now that hadn’t been when she went to bed. She could tell, just by how the air flowed. Something was obstructing it. Something new had been added to the room, right near the closed bathroom door. Waist-high, about the size of a child.

“Monokuma?” she asked. It was an educated guess.

Whatever he’s up to, she thought. Must involve the assumption that I can only be tricked with sound. If he’s here, I can’t risk trusting my hearing.

Suddenly, she heard a raucous clashing of metal and wood. It wasn’t horribly loud, but it definitely would have woken her up.

The bathroom door lock just slipped out of its place and hit the floor, she knew.

She sat up, covering her chest, and moved toward the bathroom door. She might not have normally tried so brash a maneuver, but if she wasn’t trusting her hearing, then she had to trust her sense of touch.

“Whoops!” Monokuma’s screeching voice pierced the darkness. He’d already been inside the room, next to her bathroom door. “My mistake, my mistake. Sorry for waking you up, Miss Kirigiri.”

“The door didn’t wake me up,” she replied, coolly. “I said your name before that happened.”

“I’m here to fix this lock,” he said, answering a question she hadn’t asked.

“It’s not broken.”

“Yes, it is!” he lied, blatantly, to her face. “Or do you intend to tell me that you tested it yesterday?”

She couldn’t claim that, of course. She had never actually used the bathroom lock, since the dorm room doors locked anyway.

What is he here for, really? she wondered.

There was no point in asking. She just sat at the edge of the bed, feet dangling over the edge, while he worked. She listened for some two minutes, while the rattling of metal and wood told the story of a robot trying to reinsert a locking mechanism into the doorway. Eventually, he smashed a paw into the lock, and she heard it rankle for a second before falling silent.

“Welp!” he said. “Looks like the lock’s fixed again.”

“Mon–”

“If you don’t mind, I’m off to go hibernate for a few hours, I bear-ly get any sleep at night anymore, what with all the murders you and your friends commit.”

And with that said, Monokuma tromped over to the dorm’s entry door, and exited into the hallways. It closed a second later, and Kyoko heard the lock click into place, used by some unknown key Monokuma kept on his person.

“Like I said before,” Leon complained. “That story doesn’t make any sense. Nothing even happened in it!”

“No, something happened, alright,” Mukuro replied. “Something that changes everything. Kyoko… woke up.”

“‘Cause Monokuma made noise, right?” Hina asked.

“No! Because the airflow in the room was disrupted.”

“Oh yeah…”

“How’s that matter?” Hiro asked. “She woke up either way.”

“Think about what Monokuma said. He apologized for waking her up with the noise. We now know that he was on autopilot mode, which means that Junko probably expected Kyoko to wake up from the noise rather than airflow.”

“So what?” Leon asked. “What’s the difference? Kyoko knew that Monokuma was there ‘cause he messed up the airflow anyway. Same thing, in the end.”

“… Did she?” Mukuro’s eyes narrowed on her sister. “All she knew… was that something was in the room with her, not necessarily that it was Monokuma.”

Kyoko’s eyes went wide. She understood it all, instantly, and covered her mouth. For the first time in two years, she burned red with shame. She knew now why Monokuma had entered her room, and how she’d been fooled. It almost felt good when she looked away from the others in embarrassment, unable to face them for an error that they didn’t yet realize she’d made – it almost felt like Mukuro wasn’t alone.

“You don’t mean…” Byakuya started, but he, too, understood it all in an instant.

“I do,” she said. “Junko knew that if Kyoko interacted with the body in any way, she’d catch on immediately. But if the body interacted with something else, which Kyoko then interacted with, like the flow of air, then it might fool her. She could tell that something was waist-high by the wall, but she only assumed it was Monokuma. It could have also been a body propped up against it. Although… I think even Junko probably didn’t expect her to be sensitive enough to wake up just from that alone.”

“But the smell–” Leon started.

“Kyoko just said that bodies take a day or so to decay enough to stink.”

“That’s just… more random guesswork!” Junko tried. “You can’t prove any of that!”

“Prove it? Maybe not,” Mukuro admitted. “But I can definitely prove that Monokuma wasn’t there just for the lock. Because there’s something else that he did there that can’t be explained any other way.”

“What’s that, what’s that, what’s that?!” Jack hopped up and down.

“Isn’t it obvious?” Mukuro crossed her arms, or came as close as she could with a cast, and grinned contemptuously at her sister. She knew she had her. “He used the door.”

“I…” Junko started, but Mukuro just laughed at her, once.

Angry laughter, she reminded herself. That was a laugh of anger.

“Don’t even try it, Junko. We all know that he’s never used a door before. He always just appears from the ceiling or something. But this time he left through a door like a normal person? And closed it behind him? Why would he do that, except to carry something out with him that couldn’t be moved through the ceiling like normal?”

“Something like a body…” Taka muttered.

“No!” Junko said, quickly. “That’s not possible. Mononkuma has told us many times that he’ll never interfere directly with a murder. Him carrying the body would be a violation of the rules.”

“Oh, really?” Mukuro asked. “Would that really stop you?”

“I’m not Junko,” Junko said. “But it would stop her, yes.”

“Funny that you say that. I could have sworn that you told me earlier to ‘never let your guard down’ and to ‘never get complacent,’ or something like that. Funny that you would suddenly trust the rules.”

“…” Junko’s lips thinned.

“Funny, too, that Celeste, the real one, told Makoto to get used to things and to acclimate as well as he could. You must’ve been laughing inside when you told me the opposite.”

“…”

“Nothing to say?”

“You can’t prove that Monokuma broke the rules to help a murder scheme,” Junko said, decisively. “Unless you can, we have to assume he didn’t. We already decided on that.”

“You can’t–”

“There are other possibilities,” Byakuya said. Mukuro turned to him, befuddled – he was too smart not to realize that she was right. But one look at his eyes, and she knew that he did. “Maybe Junko is Celeste, and is the killer, but she didn’t use Monokuma.”

He said the words, and they both knew they were a lie to move things along.

“If we can explain what happened in that room without Monokuma helping her, then we don’t need to worry about the rules getting in the way.”

“…” Mukuro rolled her eyes. “Fine. Then… ‘Celeste’ tricked Jack into entering the room with the body, then sneaking out after Monokuma left the room. Obviously, Monokuma didn’t open the door.”

“What?!” Junko cocked her head, aghast. “That doesn’t make any sense! How did I trick Jack?”

“Who knows? That’s not important. Maybe you promised her a photo of Byakuya or something.”

“Pfffffft,” Jack blew a raspberry. “Do you have any idea how many secret pictures of him I’ve already got?”

“Besides…” Junko went on. “If Jack touched the body, then she already knew about it! So, I wouldn’t need Kyoko to sense it.”

“Actually, you would,” Kyoko said. “Isn’t that right, Mukuro?”

“Yeah,” Mukuro smiled, as cruelly as her sister. “Because Jack was one of the three body discoverers, so you’d still need one more person.”

“How… how dare you!” her sister stammered. “Jack denied anything like this happening!”

“You’re right,” shrugged the serial killer. “I never did any of that.”

“Jack,” said Byakuya. “Admit to it.”

“You’re wrong,” shrugged the serial killer. “I did all of that. Pukuro got it exactly right.”

“Wow!” Hiro gasped, sincerely. “I had no idea Jack was working with Junko like that!”

“I take it back,” Byakuya sighed. “No brain, after all…”

Junko’s eyes narrowed in disbelief and frustration. Whether it was in her Celeste persona, or genuinely her own bafflement and irritation, even Mukuro couldn’t tell. Mukuro knew only one thing for certain:

I think I like attacking her with obvious, undisprovable lies.

For a moment, she even forgot all about despair. Watching her sister fume in anger, even if it was simulated, pushed everything else out of her mind. It was the greatest half-second of her entire life.

Part of her rebelled at the thought, of course. Part of her wanted to take it back and beg for her forgiveness, and use some convoluted chain of logic to convince the others of Celeste’s innocence… But even that part still enjoyed seeing Junko like this. For a second, their sisterhood felt almost normal. For a second, Junko wasn’t disappointed or despairful or murderous, she was just annoyed. For the first time ever, that part of her that mewled over Junko saw her as a sister, and not a goddess to whom she was devoted.

“You still can’t prove any of that,” Junko said, at last. “It’s all still just a theory. None of it is proof. You need some sort of evidence before it becomes true.”

“Evidence? Fine.” Mukuro scoffed, and she knew that her sister was too smart not to already know that she’d been bested, at least in the persona of Celeste. “I’ll give you evidence… Evidence that you could move the body into the dojo, that is. It’s actually incredibly simple, now that I think about it, and it’s going to the same place as before.”

“What’s that mean?” Hina asked. “Where’s the same place as before?”

“The dojo,” Mukuro said. “Everything comes down to the wire we found in the bed in the dojo.”

“That wire?” Taka scratched at his chin. “This is getting complicated. If I recall correctly, you said that the wire was there to trigger when we disturbed the bed, so that Monokuma would know when to arrive and spout off his prewritten lines.”

“That’s right. If someone doesn’t remember the timeline of events, then here: the fifth floor gate was closed before Sayaka’s trial started. We all did the trial, and then Hina met everyone on the first floor right afterwards. Everyone gathered in the bathhouse after my execution, and then Byakuya sent Taka to check on the open gate. He returned, and we all went up there, and discovered the wire.”

“Alright…” Leon nodded, slowly. “So, what’s that all matter?”

“It’s obvious,” Mukuro said. “It proves that Monokuma broke the rules, and helped Junko commit a murder.”

“What?!” Hiro gasped. “He broke the rules? Isn’t that against the rules?!”

“Yeah,” she said, quietly. “It makes the whole game pointless, doesn’t it?”

“Wait…” Hina puffed out her cheeks. “I do believe you, Mukuro, but I don’t understand how the wire shows that Monokuma helped Junko kill someone.”

“It’s more accurate to say that Junko used Monokuma to help her kill someone, although the point is the same, in the end.”

“No!” Junko said. “That’s completely untrue; you can’t prove that at all.”

Mukuro glanced over to her sister. Like before, she mocked Celeste’s fury, raised a fingernail and snarled at her, pretending to rage as if she were an elegant girl in gothic dresses whose plan was unraveling. Yet there was something else underneath, something invisible. There was nothing in particular about Junko’s words or actions or expression that gave it away, and anyone else surely saw only the Celeste disguise. But Mukuro could tell what her sister was really feeling, and for once, it wasn’t her cynical bored despair.

“I can,” she replied. “And you know I can.”

(Bullet Time Battle)

“You’re mistaken!”

“The rules have always been paramount, always been followed!”

“You ignorant fool!”

“I can’t accept that!”

“Junko has always obeyed the rules!”

“Your lies will fail you!”

“Pitiful, pitiful!”

“Are you lying, or just stupid?!”

“Your argument is such a disappointment!”

“Nothing matters more to this game than the rules!”

(Killshot)

“Everything in this game was done above-board!”

(Mysterious Wire in the Bed > Everything in this game was done above-board!)

(Break)

“I’m sorry, but I can!”

Mukuro’s heart almost jumped out of her chest.

She hadn’t meant to apologize. She genuinely didn’t understand why she did.

Habit?

“Junko,” she said. “It’s easy to prove that you’re lying about this.”

“I can’t–”

“Who placed the wire, Junko?” Mukuro shook her head. “The fifth-floor gate was closed until Hina left during the trial, and the wire wasn’t there when she left. We all went up there together after the trial, which means no one except Taka and Hina ever had the chance to place it. I bet you planned that out, right? So, we’d notice that someone must’ve placed the wire, and since we knew Taka was innocent, the killer would have to be Hina.”

“I see you’re bear-ing the truth now!” Monokuma laughed.

“Woah, that one actually kinda worked…” Leon whispered.

“But since we now know that Taka and Hina could not have placed the wire, and since everyone else’s movements were accounted for during the time it was placed, that means no one could have placed it. Which means that it had to be Monokuma, and that means… that he broke the rules. And if Monokuma can help you commit a murder, then all of your other objections fall apart.”

Junko’s face twisted up. She was fighting for real, Mukuro knew. How much would it irk her to lose to her useless, older sister? She’d know soon enough.

“There are other explanations,” Junko said, quickly. “You said Taka and Hina had the chance to place it, correct? But that they couldn’t, because we know they’re innocent?”

“That’s right,” Mukuro sighed. Part of her had always known that had sister would drag this out as much as possible.

Is it out of pride? Wanting to be beaten properly? Or just because this game has too much riding on it?

“So,” Junko continued. “Since we know that memory erasure is part of this game, doesn’t that mean that either of them could have placed the wire, and had their memories of the event erased?”

“What?!” Taka blurted out in disbelief. “Oh, come on, that’s the biggest stretch yet!”

“Is it?” Junko asked. “It seems perfectly in keeping with everything else Junko has done. We have every reason to–”

“No,” Mukuro said. “We thoroughly examined every floor. There’s nothing you could use to erase anyone’s memories, which means that it’s impossible. Besides which, I obviously know how you erased all of our memories to begin with, since I was part of the original plan, and I know that it takes more than five minutes. And by the way, this also explains the mystery for when Kyoko and Hiro found a room where the other wire was taped on the other side of a door with no other exits.”

“Wh–why is she so against the idea that the rules were broken?” Hina asked, baffled. “It’s so obvious!”

“Because it makes the game pointless, which makes all of our actions pointless.”

“So what?” Leon asked, equally confused. “What the hell does that matter?”

“Because we’re being watched,” Mukuro said. “Don’t you remember what Taka and Hiro said? We’re the most popular program on Earth.”

“Yes,” Taka nodded. “Though, I didn’t understand what the point of that wa–”

“It was to wipe out whatever small amount of hope still exists in the world,” Mukuro said. “Most people feel only despair now, but there are still some holdouts. Junko wanted to show them the last symbols of hope butchering each other in order to crush whomever was still sane, and she needed the rules of the game to at least appear real for that to work.”

Everyone save the Despair Sisters stumbled back at this revelation. Even Byakuya’s cool demeanor cracked–even Kyoko’s. Even Jack seemed at least surprised.

“Of course,” Mukuro continued, and she would have enjoyed ruining her sister’s plan if not for the darkness of the subject matter. “Probably, it’s not just the people who still feel hope who are watching. I’m sure that all of Junko’s followers and cultists all over the world are also watching. Besides the two of us, there were sixteen other Ultimate Despairs… I wonder what they’re thinking right now?”

“They probably hate ya!” Jack laughed.

“Yeah,” Mukuro chuckled. “They probably do.”

That knowledge actually felt good, like cool wind behind her back. She knew, she had always known, that her actions were monstrous, and that Junko’s were even worse. Even then, to contradict Junko was an almost impossible thought, and even the knowledge that it was the right thing to do was never a relief.

But those idiots’ disapproval brought a smile to her lips.

Junko stared her down, obviously furious that Mukuro had stolen her thunder.

How much had you been looking forward to dropping that bomb? Mukuro wondered, and this time, she actually did feel good about it. Must’ve been a lot.

“You can’t prove any of that.” Junko said.

Mukuro hoped she was seething inside.

She shrugged. She meant it to look contemptuous, and she knew that Junko would know it, too. She hoped it would annoy her.

“Maybe not, but since everyone watching us obviously knows that I’m telling the truth, and since this wouldn’t affect the trial even I’m wrong… who cares?”

She waved a derisive hand at Monokuma – there were no visible cameras in the trial room, so she supposed he was probably how the rest of the world stayed with them.

“Basically,” she continued. “What I’m saying is this: the purpose of the killing game is just to make the audience feel bad, and everything else is just a vehicle for that. If the rules get in the way, Junko will happily break them, because they were never the point. Anyone who actually tried to play this game properly, believing that Monokuma would let them go at the end, was an idiot.” She smiled right at her sister. “Sounds dumb when you say it that way, huh?”

Junko stared at her for a long while. It wasn’t one of her emotionless disappointment stares – as Mukuro’s memories returned, she grew more and more used to those. This was something different.

It occurred to Mukuro that, until recently, the people of the world had always been divided into two halves: Junko Enoshima, and everyone else. She knew, of course, that she was less important to Junko than Junko was to her. But she knew that she did still have some special significance to Junko beyond just another tool. The very fact that she’d tried to betray and murder her in the first game was evidence of that, and Junko never tortured anyone else the way she did her sister. To Mukuro, Junko was more than a sister: she was a goddess. But Junko also viewed Mukuro as something else besides just a sister. Something pathetic, weak, and less-than-herself. And if the younger sister’s actions could force unfamiliar emotions out of the older, then why not the reverse?

Right now, Junko Enoshima wasn’t despairful, disappointed, or bored. Right now, she was ticked off.

Mukuro hadn’t known that was possible.

Then, all at once, she raised the back of one of her delicate hands to her lips. The white of her makeup glimmered under the lights above, and she laughed and laughed and laughed.

Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho!

“Oh, Mukuro!” she chortled. “Don’t you see the problem with your reasoning?”

Mukuro said nothing. She saw nothing of the sort. Rather, she knew with perfect certainty that there was nothing wrong with anything she’d said.

“Then I’ll illuminate you!” Junko said, and she mocked one of Celeste’s sly grins. “You just proved that Monokuma broke the rules, and helped someone commit a murder.”

“She proved that he helped you commit a murder,” Byakuya corrected.

“No!” Junko laughed again, hard enough that she started wheezing after a moment, courtesy of that very real stab wound. “You see, if Monokuma breaks the rules to help someone else commit a murder, then anyone could be the murderer, or be Junko – not just me!” Frustration flashed across Bykauya’s face, and Junko just oh-ho-ho-hoed some more. “After all, you could always just program our wonderful host to surreptitiously imprison and kill whomever you wanted, without having to get involved yourself.”

“N–no!” Taka insisted. “You can’t get away that easily! Because we already established that Junko can’t be hiding as a boy, and that none of the other girls besides you can be her!”

“So what?” Junko shrugged. “Monokuma is the one who gave us the ‘only sixteen students, no one else entered the school’ information. If we’re assuming he breaks the rules to facilitate the game, then there’s no reason to believe any of that!” She leaned over the podium, and her eyes went wide and mysterious – but now that Mukuro knew everything, she could see that Junko hadn’t quite mastered the maneuver as Celeste had. “Here’s a new theory: the body in the dojo is just some random girl from the outside world, whom Junko brought in at some point. Or maybe it’s one of those Ultimate Despairs! Either way, Junko killed her, framed me, and is still hiding somewhere in the academy.”

“Pickles!” agreed Monokuma.

Junko leaned back so that she stood up straight, and cocked her and smiled.

“You see? Completely impossible to prove false.”

There was silence for a while after that. Mukuro glanced between her friends, each of whom bit their lips, or looked away in annoyance, trying to find a way to undo Junko’s tangled web of logic.

But Mukuro realized with a pang that her sister had, for once, actually told the truth. She sucked in her lips, angry and frustrated and a little bit despairful.

This really is impossible to disprove.

She hadn’t realized until now just how much they realized on the idea that Monokuma was, in his own way, a neutral facilitator of the game. With one rule broken, it was easy to prove that Celeste was Junko. But if all the rules were rendered meaningless, anything was possible, except what they could see with their own eyes.

The only way she could think of to contradict Junko was to prove that Monokuma had broken only this one rule, this one time, to help her…

But they had never even considered that before. They had no evidence to attack the idea, if any evidence even existed in the first place. What was worse – Junko had surely never considered it before, either. This was just improvisation, and she was trouncing them all.

Even on the backfoot, she’s still smarter than I’ll ever be…

“Don’t panic,” said Kyoko.

“But I… She’s right.” Mukuro couldn’t keep the despair from creeping up in her voice. “There’s no way to prove she’s wrong.”

“Then don’t. If you can’t prove that she’s wrong, prove that it doesn’t matter at all.” The detective raised the back of her palm up to her chin. “Find something you can prove that will make her point useless.”

Something I can prove… The only thing like that is…

“You’re Junko.” she said to her sister.

Junko launched into another bout of a noblewoman’s oh-ho-ho-ho-ho laughter. Then her eyes narrowed, and she shook her head seriously.

“Prove it.”

(Rebuttal Showdown)

“How do you know I’m Junko? Because ‘you can just tell?’”

“Meaningless chatter!”

“Laughable, like the girl who dared to say it.”

“I suppose I owe you some accolades…”

“You did prove that no one else can be Junko…”

“But you opened up the possibility of her being somewhere else in the school!”

“For her sake, I hope you’re wrong.”

“Imagine me being Junko, being outsmarted by someone as dull as Mukuro Ikusaba!”

(Advance)

“I may not be as bright as you are, Junko…”

“But I have a ton of evidence!”

“Do you remember when Toko showed us her leg in the bathhouse?”

“You were the one who argued the longest and hardest…”

“That we weren’t missing any memories! You were trying to keep the game on-track!”

“You were also the one who found that impossible-to-find drawer…”

“The one that framed me for being you.”

“You’re the one who conveniently knocked over a book for Kyoko to find…”

“The one that later let her save your own life!”

“Your plan obviously involved putting Hina out of commission…”

“And you’re the one who triggered the dart that did it!”

(Advance)

Ho-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohhhhhh!”

“All of that is just circumstantial evidence. I deny it all.”

“I try to help and find evidence, and I’m guilty.”

“I walk into a room and am nearly killed, and I’m guilty.”

“I trip over a book, and I’m guilty.”

“I’m skeptical of Toko’s story, and I’m guilty.”

“I’ll be nice, and even give you a hand to explain the obvious…”

“If that’s all you’ve got, then you’ve got nothing!”

(Advance)

“I…”

“I know there’s more evidence, Junko…”

“And I’ll find it, and prove you’re who I know you are.”

(Advance)

La-la-la-la-la!

“Did I just hear the buzzing of a fly?”

There’s nothing that connects me to either of you Despair Sisters.”

“Nothing you can prove, at least…”

“So, we may as well accept that the body in the dojo is just a random person!”

“Junko is somewhere else entirely…”

“And I am completely innocent!”

“Leon needs braces?!” Monokuma excitedly screamed.

(A Hand > There’s nothing that connects me to either of you Despair Sisters)

(Break)

“That’s not right!”

Mukuro was shaking. She wasn’t actually sure about this, but…

“There might be a way,” she said, trying to sound more confident than she really was. “There’s something we didn’t quite overlook, but that might have been more important than we realized.”

“What’s that?” Leon asked.

“My tattoo. I know that the fake Mukuro in my room definitely had a Fenrir tattoo on her hand. She showed it to me. That fake Mukuro had to be Junko, so…”

Hina cocked her head.

“But wouldn’t it be way better to make it a temporary tattoo?”

“I doubt it. Even if you could get a temporary tattoos of an obscure mercenary company’s logo, temporary tattoos have the transparent edges visible. I know I would have seen that; my room was very bright, and she basically shoved her hand onto my face.”

“So she should have a real tattoo, imitating your own!” Taka finished the thought. “Celeste, you–”

Junko raised her her right hand with a flourish, proudly showing off its pristine, unmarked back side.

“See?” She grinned. “It is au naturel.

“You’re not even using that phrase correctly,” Byakuya sniped. “I’ll bet the real Celeste would have known.”

“What you think ‘the real Celeste’ would have done doesn’t matter! All that matters is that my hand is entirely clear of any tattoos.”

“Oh, come on!” Hina huffed. “Your body is basically Makeup City! Obviously, you covered it up! The real Celeste wouldn’t be covered in ten layers of skin whiteners!”

“… Actually, that’s the most accurate part of her disguise,” Kyoko admitted. “But you’re still correct. She’s probably covering it up with foundation.”

“Complete speculation,” Junko cooed. “You have no proof.”

“Actually, that’s not true.” Byakuya allowed himself a long, cruel smile. “As I recall, right after the real Celeste’s body exploded in the dojo, your makeup was very damaged. You wanted to go change and fix yourself in your room.”

“So what?” Junko shrugged. “Anyone would have.”

“I seem to remember that part of your hand was black. At the time, I wrote it off as soot, but now… It was just ink that got uncovered, wasn’t it?”

“Prove it.”

“That’s easily done,” Kyoko said. “We can just–”

Shwing!

A flash of silver flew through the air. The others’ reactions were delayed, and each of her other classmates took a moment to jump back in fear and surprise. Mukuro, though, just stood there, quietly. It wasn’t the first time she’d seen Jack throw a pair of her scissors with deadly aim.

The blades themselves disappeared into the distance somewhere; forgotten about for the rest of time. Covering them had been a long scrap of cloth unwound and sliced off from Jack’s skirt, and as the blades passed by Junko’s hand at deadly speeds, the cloth came with them.

Not even a second passed, and the foundation across her hand was smeared and wiped away. Underneath was unmistakably a black wolf of Fenrir. It was actually a little better than the real one on Mukuro’s, which had been damaged and ruined by the fight with Sayaka.

“H–hey!” Junko’s lips curled in.

“Kyahahaha!” Jack wheezed. “Supersmart Junko forgot about washcloths! Maybe Leon’s not the dumb one!”

“Enough,” Mukuro said. “Is that enough proof for you, Junko?”

Junko stayed like that for a long time, hand raised into the air. Mukuro could all but see the gears turning behind her sister’s eyes.

“No,” she said, deftly. “There’s another explanation.”

“I can’t fucking believe this chick…” Leon moaned.

“The real Junko tattooed me with this Fenrir image,” she said. “It was between the first game that was derailed, and the second game, the one we’re in now, while erasing our memories. That’s also why the skin isn’t red or sore.” She lowered her hand, and massaged the back with her other thumb. “When we woke up on the first day, we met each other, and Mukuro. Byakuya enlightened us as to her tattoo’s meaning. That night, when I washed up, I found this counterfeit tattoo on my own body.”

“This is the most implausible–” Taka started.

“Let her finish.” Kyoko said.

“Knowing from Byakuya its true meaning, but not knowing why it was on me, I elected to hide it, so as not to draw undue suspicion. And while Jack watched me, she didn’t watch me in my own dorm’s bathroom, so I could always maintain the ruse. But I see that Junko always intended for me to be framed as herself – I realized it during the trial, in fact, but didn’t want any false accusations leveled against me.”

“That’s impossible!” Hiro shouted.

“Why? Because Junko wouldn’t use a convoluted plan to frame someone else for secretly being her?” Junko shook her head. “We already know with certainty that she would.”

“You…” Hina’s face scrunched up. “Then you’re admitting to lying about having the tattoo the whole time?”

“Certainly! But that has nothing to do with whether or not I’m secretly Junko.”

“Barely a secret anymore…” Leon muttered.

“There’s something else,” Mukuro said. “I remember that in my second motive video, there were two girls dressed as Junko. One was tied up on the bed, and looking back, I know it was the real one. The other one had a Fenrir tattoo on her hand, and looked like she was going to kill her. Was that one you?”

Junko shrugged.

“Perhaps? I have no memory of it, but Junko could have erased my memory of the first game, forced me to shoot a video with her, and then erased my memory of that, and put us into this game.”

Taka scoffed.

“Of all the… Have you no shame, woman?”

“Celestia Ludenberg is a survivor,” she said. “And I intend to survive. Unless you have another piece of evidence?”

Mukuro’s lips grew very thin.

She won’t admit it until I drag it out of her, kicking and screaming… And the tattoo won’t do that.

“Your body!” Taka said. “It doesn’t match Celeste’s. Celeste is 5’5”, and Mukuro and Junko are 5’7”. You should be shorter than Mukuro!”

“That’s a small difference at a distance. Obviously, you can’t quite tell the difference unless we’re lined up. Besides which, my posture is much better than Mukuro’s. And I wear only heels, while Junko’s sister wears flat shoes… I refuse to accept that you can be certain, under these conditions.”

That’s not going to work, Mukuro thought, sullenly. She can overcome the height argument.

Hina’s fingers curled up into two balls, and she shut her eyes, painfully. Something seemed on the edge of her tongue, and Mukuro could taste the frustration radiating off her.

“Y–y–your boobs!” the Ultimate Swimmer finally screamed. “They’re supposed to be huge! Bigger than mine!”

“Ninety centimeters!” Jack added, helpfully.

“But your boobs are super tiny now!” Hina shouted. “That’s ‘cause you have to be binding them a lot!”

“I deny it.” Junko said.

“You–what?”

“I deny it.” She shrugged. “What you see is my ordinary bust size, nothing less. And please, stop talking about my chest… We get enough of that from Jack.”

“Or not enough!”

Junko’s face grew smug, and she allowed herself another smile.

“So, unless you have some kind of evidence that I’m lying, you can’t–”

Mukuro stepped down from her podium.

It was such an obvious move, yet so outrageous in the context of the game, that the others had forgotten it was even possible.

Her body was still injured and weak, but she still had energy enough to round the edge of the circle, grabbing each of the podiums in turn to steady herself.

“Mukuro, what’re you–” Leon tried, as she passed, but she ignored him.

Junko had said at least one truth during this trial: she, too, really was injured from the stabbing. So, it came as no surprise that she could do little to thwart her.

Mukuro grabbed her sister by the shoulder, roughly knocking away her resisting hands, and pulled. The gaudy, fanciful jacket, made of layers and layers of thin frills and fabric, was no match for determined adult human, and it ripped to shreds against its wearer’s body as soon as it was pulled upon. The lacy blouse and deep red tie offered similarly puny opposition, and Mukuro tore them apart. The worst resistance was Junko’s pathetic whining as Mukuro yanked and wrested her stolen clothes apart, and she responded in kind, grunting in annoyance as she did what she must.

Part of her, of course, thought:

Ahhh, I’m touching Junko’s soft, beautiful skin! How warm…

But she ignored it. She didn’t even bother looking at her handiwork. She spun, and slowly, wobblingly made her way back to her appointed place. When she’d climbed back to her podium, and leaned over it, sweating and wheezing from the effort, she finally allowed herself the chance to glance over at her sister.

She was actually a little surprised. Junko had made the effort of bringing a white, lacy gigantic bra to bind her chest to stay in-character as the Ultimate Gambler.

Other than that, and the scraps of black and white sleeves that remained along her arms and wrists, Junko was naked from the waist-up, and made the limpest attempts at covering herself with her arms.

Mukuro wasn’t sure what kind of irony or joke it was for Junko to be almost naked as her plans were exposed, but it went without saying that her breasts were indeed bigger than Hina’s.

“So, Junko,” Mukuro said, smiling. “Which one of us is flat now?”

Junko said nothing. One of her eyes twitched.

“Well…” Taka said, covering his eyes with one hand. He had turned away automatically, and his face was red with embarrassment. Even his voice was a squeak. “I suppose this proves everything, doesn’t it?”

Junko’s head shook almost imperceptibly. Her eyes narrowed into slits almost too thin to see through.

I really did piss her off.

She was pleased, but she didn’t know why. Was it because she’d finally unraveled her sister’s plans? Or was it that darker thought worming through her mind, the one that said:

She’ll beat the shit out of me soon… Ah!

Junko shook her head again, and smiled pleasantly.

“I deny it, still.”

“H–how?!” Hina gasped. “You can’t!”

“I can,” Junko said. “I’m Celeste, and no one else.”

“Your melons’re the size of planets!” Jack laughed. “And not the small ones. I mean Mercury or Venus or something!”

“Those are the small ones…” Taka muttered. “Wait, no! That doesn’t matter! You have to be Junko or Hina, and we have Hina right here!”

“Yeah!” Hiro added. “The real Hina! Which means you’re Junko!”

Junko’s smile grew ear-to-ear, and her lips pulled apart to reveal her flawless, sparkling teeth underneath. She lowered her arms to grab at the corners of her podium, letting her gargantuan breasts bounce off her chest, and shook her head until it was cocked almost at a right angle with her shoulders, mocking all their efforts.

“What were Celeste’s and Junko’s breast sizes, according to the wackjob?” she asked, crazily. “Eighty centimeters versus ninety?” She shrugged, smiling insanely as she told another blatant lie. “Obviously, I just grew in the past two years.”

“What?” Byakuya asked, disbelieving.

“Who are you to say I didn’t?” Junko laughed. “It’s not impossible; adolescent bodies do stranger things all the time. Don’t even ask Kyoko or Mukuro if that’s true or not; although I don’t remember the last two years, since my memory is as wiped as everyone else’s, I can assume that I was secretly binding my breasts the entire time to maintain the more elegant figure I prefer, rather than admit that I’d grown to have this body of a voluptuous supermodel.”

Even Kyoko’s cheeks grew red; even she stared at Junko with pure incredulity.

“That–are you really–”

“I am!” Junko said.

“Then why’d you keep lying about your chest?” Hina asked. “I mean, after getting your memories wiped and put into the second game, the one we’re in now. Shouldn’t you have, uh… woken up, and realized your body was way different than you remembered?”

“Of course!” Junko said, and she raised her palms up at the ceiling. “I noticed it on the first day of waking up in this game. At first I just concealed it out of pride and because I was scared. Later, during this trial, I lied so that you wouldn’t mistake me for Junko, the same way I did about the Fenrir tattoo.” She stood up suddenly and arched her spine backward, sending her gargantuan breasts shaking, and raised her hand with the offending wolf mark over her mouth. “Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho! So, you see, I am still Celestia Ludenberg, and you’ve wasted all of your valuable time–”

“Dental plan!” Monokuma shouted.

“ –chasing down a red herring, like the fools you are!”

“No,” Byakuya said. “There’s a piece of evidence that proves you’re lying.”

“Oh? I sincerely doubt it.”

“Mukuro,” he said. “You know what it is.”

But before he’d finished his sentence, Mukuro was already pulling out the pile of the student profiles. She tossed all but one to Junko, and saved the last.

“It’s not just Jack we rely on for this,” she said. “The school measured all of us.”

“Again, I wanna know why…” Hina muttered.

“And they said that Celeste is supposed to be as flat as I am.”

“So what?” Junko shrugged again, the light from the ceiling gleaming across her teeth. “Obviously, the school didn’t update those profiles after we joined, so they only have our pre-apocalypse measurements on there. In fact, the very fact that they don’t line up actually helps prove what I’m saying is true!”

“Oh, come on!” Hiro moaned. “Even I can tell that’s bullshit!”

“Bullshit?” Junko laughed that borrowed laugh again. “We’ll see!”

(Bullet Time Battle)

Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho!

“I’ve never done anything wrong in my whole life!”

“Disappointment, disappointment, disappointment!”

“You can prove nothing!”

“Deny, deny, deny~~~~”

“Your sister must be jealous of how obsessed you are with my chest!”

“You took a bad bet, Mukuro!”

“My body isn’t evidence of anything!”

“Who would listen to you?”

“You’re just jealous of my physique!”

“How do we even know for sure that you’re the real Mukuro?”

(Killshot)

“The profiles are just outdated!”

(Break)

(Makoto’s Profile > The profiles are just outdated)

Shut up 

 

                                                                 you

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                      fugly

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                                                          BITCH!”

The word echoed for what seemed like hours.

All the weariness and exhaustion that had clung to Mukuro was gone in an instant. She’d never felt more alive, never felt more enraged. She wanted to run a marathon, she wanted to climb a mountain, she wanted to fight an army.

She’d settle for fucking up her sister’s plans.

She grabbed the last profile, the one she’d saved, and threw it so that it would land in the center of the circle, face-up. Makoto stared up at them.

“Makoto’s profile says that ‘every’ female student in the school is interested in him as a partner,” she said, her voice dripping with venom. “It also says that he only had eyes for Sayaka.”

Junko, still half-naked, was frozen in mid-laughing motion. Her big red eyes glanced down at the profile. She said nothing.

“But if Makoto’s profile says that, it must have been updated at some point after he joined the school. So, either it was updated, and none of the others were, or Junko changed it to mess with me.”

No one spoke, not even Junko.

“It’s impossible that only his would be updated, especially when Jin Kirigiri suspected that I was the Ultimate Despair, and when other students also experienced major developments during their years here. Either they should all be updated, or none, which means that it’s Junko who did this. And do you know what else makes Makoto’s profile special?”

She stared down her sister for a long while. Her mouth was watering. She actually wanted to taste Junko’s emotions as she said it. Part of her wanted to draw it out.

“Celeste won his profile specifically from Monokuma right after Makoto died,” she said. “Which means that she’s the only person who could have edited it. And that means that you’re Junko.”

Junko looked away, fuming and silent and beaten. The word bitch still thundered into the distance, echoing, and was all that broke the tense-and-quiet scene of her failure. After many moments, her eyes rolled to the side and to her sister, and she smiled with more love than she’d shown in the rest of their lives combined.

“Mukuro!” she whispered, and each syllable was ecstasy.

Notes:

* I know that Celeste never did that anime noblewoman's laugh, but eh, try and stop me.

* I obviously know that DR1 doesn't have Rebuttal Showdown, but it was too useful a tool not to use. And yes, I do know that you can't absorb truth bullets in Rebuttal Showdown. Speaking of which, I also publish this on Fanfiction.net, and they don't let you right-justify, so the rebuttal showdown and bullet time battle parts don't look right.

* I know that a lot of people saw the Celeste = Junko twist coming, and good for you. I've been waiting to drop it forever.

* The "shut up you fugly bitch" part was supposed to be of varying font sizes and lines and have special elements, but AoO tragically does not allow for any of that. This was the best I could do here; you'll have to take my word for it that it looks cooler in my Word document. I considered taking a screenshot and importing it as a picture, but I don't know how that would interact with phones, etc, so I just didn't bother. I hope what I did looks good - for reference, in case someone's computer misdisplays it, it's supposed to be "shut up you fugly bitch" separated by several lines each, with each word growing more to the right, until the last word is almost at the end. But not being able to blow up the word bitch to be like size 98 font is a major blow to how I imagined this chapter playing out, that was supposed to be like the climax of the entire thing, was just that word being a different font size.

* I enjoyed having the group veer off from Junko's planned script, and Monokuma's responses becoming more and more deranged.

* This is the longest chapter yet! I think it'll be the longest chapter of the fic, but I can't say that for sure.

List of Truth Bullets
I couldn't fit all of the Truth Bullets into the end notes, so just assume they're unchanged from last chapter lol

Chapter 33: Chapter 5: Staring into Despair, Staring into You - Trial 3

Summary:

Mukuro finally confronts her sister, only to realize that Junko still holds all the cards.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Alright, alright, alright, one sec, one sec!”

Junko whipped a hand across her half-naked chest and down to her hip, and clutched the few tatters of Celeste’s costume that still clung to her body. Her fingers swept across and over her shoulder, and there was a flash of black and white and red that flew away and into the air.

There stood Junko, fully clad in her long blonde pigtails, big blue eyes, and black cardigan and red skirt. The lights of the ceiling sparkled off her flawless pink skin, impossibly cleaned off all the gambler’s white makeup. She stood there as a force of nature or immovable goddess, and if she felt any pain from the very real wound in her side, then she did not show it.

If Mukuro’s dulled, awestruck brain could have formed a thought, it would have been only this:

Did I really call her a fugly bitch…?

“W–woah!” Leon balked. “How’d do you do that?!”

“That doesn’t matter,” she said, and didn’t even bother turning to him.

Those big blue eyes (that were really red) never strayed from Mukuro’s, and in them shone an alien feeling. It wasn’t despair, or boredom, or disappointment, or disgust, or anything she’d ever shown to her sister before. If she hadn’t known better, Mukuro would have almost thought it was a positive emotion.

“Now, Big Sis!” Her voice was softer than Mukuro expected, and almost kind (by her standards, anyway), but it still carried that familiar weight of authority. Years of obedience took over, and the rebelliousness that had consumed Mukuro a moment ago dissipated. Anger was just a distant memory. The hairs on her neck stood up straight, and so did she, and all thoughts of rejecting her sister disappeared, at least for a moment. “Go ahead and explain everything that’s happened so far!”

Mukuro did not instantly respond. Her throat tightened up, and she found her fingers rolling up into a fist. Inside, she was crushing the hair clip, but she barely noticed, and cared even less.

That voice!

They were the first words Junko had spoken to her in her real voice in what felt like years. They were so overwhelming, and so easily pushed everything else in the world out of existence. All her instincts screamed to leap up and obey, or to crawl to her sister’s feet, grab her ankles, and obey. If Junko had thrown a frisbee into the air, Mukuro might very well have tried to catch it with her teeth and winnowed for the opportunity.

Her eye twitched. It took everything she had not to fall to her knees and obey.

junkojunkojunkojunkojunko

Paralyzed as she was, Mukuro barely registered the outside world at all. She couldn’t notice anyone else speak, now that Junko had entered the room for real.

“What’s wrong, Big Sis?” Junko asked, very sweetly.

Mukuro wheezed for a few seconds. She wasn’t sure why she was resisting. Why did she even want to?

Did she want to resist?

It’s not like summarizing the case so far would change anything or hurt anyone… and Junko wants me to…

“Wh… why?” she squeaked out, compromising with herself at last.

“Ugh, Mukuro…” Junko sighed. All of her features changed at once, and she looked down at her shoes, and played with her hair. Despair radiated off her, thick enough to choke from across the room, and she could barely pay attention anymore from the pain and hopelessness of it all.

Junko… She’s even more amazing like this!

“Did her personality just totally change?” someone whispered to someone else – Mukuro couldn’t tear her eyes away from her sister to check. “Is she alright?”

“Evidently not,” replied someone else, more concernedly. “She seems even worse than Jack…”

“What?!” a final voice joined in, furious. “No one’s allowed to out-wackjob me!”

Junko groaned, barely able to keep herself awake from the boredom. Mukuro thought for a moment that her sister might tell her not to pay attention to the others, but Junko didn’t need to, and she knew it.

“It’s so they all understand,” moaned the better, more despairful half of the Ultimate Despairs. “I don’t want anyone being confused later on about what’s happening… I’m sure there are some idiots in the audience…”

“Man, I’m not in the audience, and I still don’t understand!” agreed a faraway male voice.

“Don’t worry,” Junko said, more quietly, yet her voice was so much louder than the others’ combined. “We’ve got plenty of time before Monokuma calls for a vote.”

“You’ve got my guarantee about that!” trilled the headmaster.

With a start, Mukuro remembered that she was crushing Sayaka’s hair clip in between her fingers. She didn’t even remember grabbing it again.

“O… okay.” she hissed, at last, uncertain if she agreed because it would help the others, or because Junko had ordered it.

(Closing Argument)

“Wait, this isn’t really a closing argument!” screeched a crazy woman’s voice. “We’re still in the middle of the trial!”

“Be quiet, peasant!” Junko trilled in her bad British accent, hands on waist, and she pulled a crown from thin air. Somehow, she rolled several Rs, even though the sentence had none.

“It went something like this,” Mukuro said, and breathed out.

“Jin Kirigiri and the 78th class spent two years together, sequestered in the school, while the rest of the world burned. Two of us, though, were not just involved in destroying the world, but actively plotting against the other survivors.”

“Those two… were my sister and myself.”

“We erased everyone’s memories to make them think they were just ordinary high schoolers again, then convinced them that they had to kill each other to escape. Our goal was to show the rest of the world, on live TV, the last symbols of hope butchering each other, and drive everyone into even further despair.”

“My sister would be the mastermind, and run the game from within the Monokuma control room. My job was to pretend to be her, since the outside world knew Junko Enoshima, but not Mukuro Ikusaba. But I also had another job: attack a Monokuma, fall into a pit trap, and pretend to die. Then, I could help her behind the scenes, and maybe dramatically reveal myself later on. Neither of us would be in serious danger, and we could kill any of you at a whim.”

“But we overlooked something, or maybe didn’t overlook it, and let it happen anyway: Makoto’s luck. He won a literal one-in-a-billion shot on the Monomono Machine, and was rewarded with an item that restored his memories. With those back, he was able to save my life when my sister tried to betray and murder me to scare the rest of you. Although… I’m sure part of her motive was to teach me a lesson, and make my last moments as despairful as possible, with the knowledge that I was dying for nothing.”

“Kyoko convinced me to join the rest of you, but in the end, my sister just recaptured all of us, erased our memories again, then threw us into another killing game – except that this time, I was part of the game for real, minus all of my memories, completely. She must have thought it was hilarious to throw me into the game with nothing.”

“Or at least, that’s what I thought. Because she made one other important change to the game the second time around. For reasons she hasn’t explained yet, she decided to join the game herself, by switching places with someone else.”

“She poisoned Celeste and placed her in the Monokuma control room. I can’t prove this, but I’m sure she also gave her a script to follow, and went to her occasionally to direct her on what to do.”

“Don’t blame Celeste for helping the mastermind, though… It’s not her fault. My sister poisoned her, then blackmailed her with the antidote to keep her alive for a few more days at a time. Celeste must have been panicking the entire time.”

“She wasn’t an arbitrary choice, was she? You’d have to switch places with another girl… Sakura is too large to switch places with, Hina and Kyoko would refuse to harm anyone else, no matter what you threatened them with… Toko would refuse to endanger Byakuya, and Jack is too crazy to rely on… Sayaka might have worked, but Makoto saw through my disguise because he’d seen a magazine cover with the Ultimate Fashionista on it once. How quickly would he have seen through someone pretending to be another student he’d known for years in middle school?”

“She must have been so excited when he dropped that book in the trash disposal room, and it got Chihiro killed. She’d spent two years planning for all of this, getting to know all of us in the smallest detail, and knowing how hard it would be to get someone to take the first blood. She must have been thrilled beyond words.”

“Celeste didn’t know that she’d had her memories erased, either. She probably just thought we were all strangers. When Toko revealed that she’d scarred up her leg with a message during the first game, Celeste was the only person who wasn’t there. All of us went around the school, trying to hide information from Monokuma, not realizing that the person behind him was ultimately on our side… And that our ‘Celeste’ was the one we shouldn’t have trusted.”

“Thinking on it more clearly… My sister, still as ‘Celeste,’ became an unwitting pawn when she removed her fake pigtails so Toko would mistake her for me. That was part of Hifumi’s plan, but it’s so obvious in retrospect who really came up with the idea. She must’ve beat him over the head with it for ages to make him figure out what to do – he’d would never come up with any kind of clever plan on his own.”

“And then afterward, when Hifumi screwed up, and got knocked out after Sakura punched him… He never figured out who finished fixing up the crime scene while he was unconscious, but I guess we all know now.”

“I bet it came as a surprise to the real Celeste when Hiro started shouting in the second trial to Monokuma about our erased memories, and how we were all friends. I remember now that Monokuma hesitated for a moment, and only after a few seconds, declared there’d be another trial after I killed Hifumi. And Monokuma told us that Junko wasn’t controlling him… We all thought he was just messenger with us, but was she trying to send us a message that we just didn’t understand? She must have been debating about whether or not to betray my sister right then and there.”

“Was that when my sister decided to kill Celeste? Because she knew too much? Or was it always part of her plan, all along?”

“Right after the Hifumi trial is when Monokuma started acting erratically. With Taka’s lines around the doors and gates, ‘Celeste’s’ actions became restricted, which made it harder to plan Monokuma’s actions out ahead of time. So, she switched to driving Sayaka insane and full of despair. I can’t imagine what she said to her, but we all saw the results. Another life ruined and ended, to keep the game going.”

“At the same time, and again for reasons she hasn’t yet explained, my sister decided to pretend to be me, and convince me that I was her… She spent a lot of time and resources on that, and it couldn’t have been just to mess with me, but I also don’t see what she got out of it.”

“I suppose things started going off-script once we started suspecting Celeste was a spy in the Sayaka trial. Through clever wording with Monokuma, we were convinced that someone was still behind the scenes, controlling him. None of us realized the true significance of what we’d uncovered when we figured out that she was working against us.”

“I wonder if Sayaka realized who Celeste really was? But before she kidnapped most of us and enacted her murder scheme, which was obviously all really my sister’s idea, Monokuma had already been programmed to let the real Celeste die in the control room, and transport her corpse to the garden for the grand finale of a plan that would ultimately implicate Hina. Chosen, I’m sure, because I’m close to her, and seeing her executed would hurt me.”

“And the person who did all of this…”

“The only person in the entire world who come up with such a horrific plan…”

“The only person in the universe who would destroy the world, kill their friends, and betray and murder their own sister…”

“Is Junko Enoshima.”

“It has to be you!”

(Break)

Hot sweat dribbled down the sides of Mukuro’s blazing-red face. She thought that she ought to have felt anger or hate, but despite it all, she knew only love and despair.

Yet in the process of laying out all her sister had done, it was impossible not to hate her. How cruel she was, how pointlessly evil. Mukuro had known it all along, but to hear herself say the words, to think of them and then explain them, to remember in exacting detail how Makoto had pushed out of the way of the spears, how she’d done everything to save him, only to fail in the end…

She loved Junko, still, but a tiny voice within her whispered five inconceivable words:

I want to kill Junko.

“Very good, Mukuro, very good.” Junko said, and her hair pulled into a ponytail, her eyes dipped behind a pair of thin glasses, and a clipboard appeared in her hand, as if by magic. Her voice was perfectly even. By her eyes, it was obvious that Junko sensed the turmoil within her sister, and it seemed to please her.

The others exchanged worried glances at the suddenness of the mastermind’s transformation, and at their own lack of context for her shifting faces and personality.

“She gets bored too easily,” Mukuro said, and she didn’t take her eyes off of the other Ultimate Despair. “So, she flips between personalities on a whim.”

“Yes, yes, very impressive, Miss Ikusaba, very impressive,” Junko agreed, and she pushed up the glasses of her teacher persona. “However, in the interest of full transparency, I should probably clear up a few details that appear to either confuse or mislead you.”

“You were correct to surmise that I furnished Miss Ludenberg with a script which she should follow, as well as specific instructions as to where she might make deviations. It is also true that she followed it reasonably well until Mister Hagakure unknowingly informed her that–”

“Pineapples!” Monokuma bellowed.

“–that you were all friends, during the trial for Mister Yamada. Likewise, you were correct that I threatened her with poison, and promised to cure her if the game went as planned.”

“Would you really?” Hina asked. “Cure her, I mean.”

“Of course not!” Junko squeaked, and her eyes were wide and innocent, and her hands pushed in front of her lips. “If I was going to kill my own sister when she obeyed my instructions, do you really think I would hesitate to kill some wannabe vampire slut?”

“Y… you despicable monster!” Taka sputtered. “I can’t… I can’t believe anyone could be as bad as you!”

“Oh, please!” Junko laughed, still maintaining the innocent persona. “You’re friends with Mukuro! She’s killed literally hundreds of people with her own hands!”

“Yeah, but– I– well, she stopped doing that!”

“Only ‘cause she had no other choice except to get killed by me!” Junko laughed again. “Teehee! Meanwhile, I’ve never actually killed anyone at all! And if you were going to say that I told others to do it, that still doesn’t make me the killer – all I ever gave anyone was the chance! They always did it of their owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn acccccoooooooooooord!”

“Y… you can’t… That…”

For the first time perhaps ever, Taka’s eyes twitched and narrowed into slits. It was obvious that he had never argued with anyone like Junko before.

Not many people had.

“Didn’t you kill Jin Kirigiri?” Kyoko asked, cutting through the chaos.

Junko froze for a moment. Just as quickly, she rose up, hands on her hips, and flipped her hair. A crown appeared behind one of her pigtails.

“That is correct, peasant!” she trilled, conjuring back up the Queen’s English. “In truth, we forgot about that! We must woefully retract our earlier statement to Taka, but allow us to offer two defences: first, that it changes naught, and second, that you cannot rightly blame us for letting slip our mind such an insignificant event about such an insignificant man!”

The insult to the former headmaster meant little to the others, but Mukuro saw Kyoko’s lips twitch ever-so-slightly. She knew that Junko saw it, too.

“Don’t forget about the real Celeste.” Byakuya added.

“Oh, come now!” Junko shook her head. “We practically did you a favor! Aside perhaps from Sayaka, she was the most aggressively boring one of the plebians you call friends! Our version of her was more fun and interesting than the real thing! And we can see from the twisting of our sister’s lips that she agrees!”

Something inside of Mukuro was steaming hot. There was a spark of anger inside her, after all. She had never liked Celeste, of course, and now she would never have the chance to see her again.

But she still didn’t deserve that fate.

“Regardless, we must ruefully admit one thing: that we despise the way we killed her.”

“Why’s that?” Leon asked.

“Taeko Yasuhiro wished from childhood to experience everything in the most elegant way possible – failing escape, she would have preferred a romantic, theatrical death. Our sister will corroborate this: the execution we had planned for her was to burn her alive like a French queen! … and then for a random, useless car accident to take her life in the most undignified way imaginable.”

“You…”

“In the end, Taeko really was used as part of an elaborate murder scheme, and her death really was dramatic and interesting. We are still quite perturbed by our failure in this way, but as the French would say… c’est la vie!

“How could you…” Hina started, but her voice warbled and collapsed, unable to really fathom what she was hearing.

Junko threw up two of her hands, and her voice grew deep and rough. She was in her rocker persona now, and her tongue hung almost as far out as Jack’s.

“Now, with all that boring shit out of the way, I’ll admit somethin’ else, too: Mukuro was right about something else. I really was excited when Makoto killed Chihiro.”

“No one thinks that counts as a murder,” Byakuya interjected. “Not even you.”

“Haha! Everyone knew the rules, bro! The fact that things didn’t go the way he planned doesn’t mean he’s not responsible!”

“The way he planned?!” Hina repeated, nearly as baffled as she was furious. “All he ‘planned’ to do was empty a trash can into a garbage disposal!”

“So what?!” Junko shrugged, cruelly. “I don’t see what that changes! Hifumi didn’t plan to kill Sakura with that spear – he wanted to kill her with the dumbbell. But the fact that his scheme went off the rails doesn’t change who’s responsible for what!” Still in her rocker persona, she waved her tongue at Hina and shook her head. “But enough about that boring philosophy shit – since you weren’t sure about if Sayaka knew who I was or not, I’ll just tell you that the answer is no. Actually, she was even easier to manipulate than Hifumi! They were both pretty dumb, but by the end, all she wanted was to hurt Mukuro.”

“You–” Hina started.

“Wait, there’s something about your plan I don’t get!” Leon said. “I mean, I understand most of it… But we know that ‘Celeste’ was the one who knocked over the book that let Kyoko know how to cure the poison, right? And that ‘she’ got poisoned… But you couldn’t possibly know for sure that she would remember something that she just glanced at, right? Even if you knew her really well!”

“That’s a good point!” Taka agreed. “You’d have an extremely high chance of getting yourself killed halfway through your own killing game and ruining everything!”

The others looked back to Junko, expecting an explanation. But all they got was a face full of ecstasy, and a mouthwatering with anticipation of a pointlessly despairful death that she’d narrowly avoided.

It took several moments for them to understand.

“That’s something you should probably understand about me,” she whispered, already deep inside her new persona, and her cheeks reddened at the thought. “I never plan out every detail, I’m more of a big picture kind of girl.”

“Wh–what?!” Leon stammered. “You put in a billion little details to convince us that Mukuro was you!”

“Yeah, I did…” she sighed, looking into the distance. She was back into despair mode, and paid only the vaguest attention again to the goings-on around her. “By the way, you guys missed a bunch of evidence that I was Celeste. When Mukuro was in the nurse’s office, I switched our bodies to–”

“No one cares!” Hina shouted, furious.

Mukuro’s throat tightened. By all rights, she should have felt exactly the same thing as Hina, but…

Those feelings for Junko just wouldn’t get out of the way. As long as her sister stayed foremost in her thoughts, anything else would forever be secondary.

“You peasant!” Queen Junko replied, mocking outrage. “You have no idea how difficult it was to enact that scheme! Don’t even get us started on how we spent two years getting fourteen photographs of the entire class with all of their faces visible except for ourself and one other person per picture as part of an elaborate plan to convince any survivor of the first five trials that the others were secretly working against them!”

“First five trials?” Kyoko blinked.

“Guacamole!” Monokuma confirmed.

“We were planning on a six trial extravaganza, of course!” Junko laughed. “Ideally, with somewhere between five and six survivors up to that point! Nine survivors is far too many! Toko or Hiro should have at least had the decency to die along the way.”

“Hey, I didn’t do anything!” the latter balked, falling backward.

“We know! That’s exactly the problem! We are fairly certain that even if the first killing game had gone as planned, you would have spent the whole time bumbling through, doing nothing at all.”

“Eh!” Jack shrugged. “I’m sure he’d have gotten roped into a murder scheme as a patsy at some point in the midgame.”

“Ah, well.” Junko raised a hand and readjusted her crown. “There’s still time for another trial, if we’re lucky. You peasants are–”

“There’s not going to be another trial, Junko.” Mukuro said. She’d tried to sound sincere, but compared to the pure confidence that radiated from her sister, she knew it was almost a joke.

“Oh?” Junko glanced over to her, smiling in a different way than normal. She seemed almost intrigued. “Does our sister have something to say about our plan?”

“… Your plan’s bullshit, Junko,” she forced herself to say. “You should… consider a job in improv, because your screenplay is going off-script.”

Junko froze for a moment. A second later, the crown was gone, and she stared ahead, emotionlessly. Her eyes barely met Mukuro’s.

“I bet you thought that was really clever, Big Sis.” she said, flatly. “But it was just kind of lame. By the way, does anyone want to know how I rigged the trial grounds so that if Sayaka died, her facestand would appear on her podium, and vice-verse for Mukuro?”

“No one cares about that!” Hina raged.

“Did you really think we had an equal chance of voting for either Sayaka or Mukuro?” Byakuya asked, genuinely. “That it was just a coin flip?”

“Who said anything about coin flips?” Junko said into the distance. “I did the math to calculate what chance each of you had of voting for either of them.”

“… and?” Taka asked, almost frightened.

“In the case of Mukuro’s death, I estimated a 98% chance of the group voting for Sayaka as the murderer,” explained Ms. Junko, her glasses shining under the ceiling lights far above. “But the case of Sayaka dying was more complicated. Ultimately, I settled on a 35% chance of Mukuro being declared guilty.”

“Thirty-five?!” Hina gasped. “But that means there was a billion-percent chance we wouldn’t vote for her!”

Junko paused for a moment, clearly torn between insulting Hina’s math and continuing with the important matters. The latter impulse won out, but Mukuro could tell that it wasn’t by much.

“Yes,” she said at last. “It was desirable for Mukuro to survive, though I was prepared for the possibility of her death at Sayaka’s hands. I knew that Aoi and Kyoko could not be persuaded to vote against her, no matter what evidence was presented, and that Mukuro’s martyr complex was guaranteed to make her vote for herself–”

“You engineered that,” Kyoko interrupted. “You wanted her to vote for herself and hope for death, only to deny it when the rest of us voted to save her.”

Junko seemed to grow bored for a moment, and took on another persona. She turned away, played with another strand of her hair, and seemed almost not to pay attention. Mukuro knew instantly that this wasn’t Despair Junko, or any of the others that she was used to. It took her a moment to realize that Junko had, for whatever reason, readopted Celeste’s personality.

“Ah yes,” mused the (not)-gothic girl, and borrowed her victim’s lilting accent. “That is correct, of course… I am pleased to see at least one of you was paying attention…”

“Stop doing that accent,” Byakuya said. “We know the truth, now.”

“Some of you were easier to predict than others, of course,” she went on, still pretending to be French. “Leon and I would always vote to kill her, no matter what. That left Byakuya, Hiro, and Jack as the wildcards, who had a 60%, 10%, and 50% chance, respectively, of voting for her as the killer. But… an event transpired that I failed to anticipate.”

“What was that?” Byakuya asked.

“It was the stupid one!” Rocker Junko shouted, and threw up her fingers in the demonic gesture.

“I knew it!” Jack nodded. “Leon!”

“You already made that joke!” he groaned.

“Kyahaha!”

“But more importantly, the stupid one and Mukuro!” Junko explained.

“I’m almost surprised you passed up a chance to say ‘Mukuro and the other stupid one,’” said Byakuya.

“Oh, no,” said Innocent Junko. “I don’t know if you’ve noticed yet, but I haven’t insulted Mukily-Dookily even once during the whooooooooole trial!”

I did.

“See, up until the trial over Sayaka’s death, I wasn’t sure if my plan was working or not… That was the moment when I realized I wasn’t just wasting my time!”

“Your plan?” Taka blinked. “What exactly was it?”

“Just hold on a moment!” Junko shook her head. “You’re jumping ahead! What matters right now is when Mukuro suggested that you do the opposite of what Hiro’s fortune-telling said! For once, I didn’t expect that! I really did think that she was too stupid to figure out a way to convince you to vote against her, I really did think you’d vote for Sayaka as the killer, and I really did think that you’d all dismiss Hiro’s talent as worthless!”

That was what surprised you?” Byakuya asked, exasperated.

“You don’t know Mukuro like I do,” Junko said, and her eyes never left her sister even as she transitioned into her Despair persona and her voice grew dark and morose. “If you had a dollar for every smart thing she she’d ever said up to that point, you’d have zero dollars!”

“How could you say something like that about–” Hina started.

“She’s right,” Mukuro admitted. “Even… even when I betrayed Junko after she tried to kill me, it was… hard.”

Hina, and some of the others, looked to her with sympathy, but even in her Despairful persona, Junko still managed to smile.

“If you had just not come up with the idea to ask Hiro for a fortune, and let everyone vote for you as innocent, we could’ve still had the amnesiac version of you… That weak, pathetic disappointment.” Junko’s eyes rolled up to the ceiling, and then back to her sister. “I was born full of despair. I breathed despair every moment of my life. Every thought I’ve ever had was of despair. I never had a chance to be anything else except exactly what I am right now. But when you finally did something I didn’t see coming, Mukuro… I almost felt my heart beat.”

Mukuro could think of nothing to say. She stayed silent even as Despair Junko gave way to the serious Junko, the one who raised one hand to cover an eye and kept the other straight on Mukuro.

“I was worried that it was just a fluke,” she whispered across the room, without a trace of emotion. “Just a happy accident of fate, or something that involved Hiro’s skills in a way I didn’t expect, or something Kyoko or Byakuya gave you the idea for, and not really you. I was worried about it this entire trial, until you finally proved who Celeste really was. That was when… I realized you weren’t Mukuro anymore.”

“Who was she?” Kyoko asked.

“Someone more interesting,” she said, just as devoid of feeling. “Someone worth paying attention to, at least. But when she was summarizing the case for us, I had one problem with what she said.”

“It was all true,” Kyoko said.

“No,” Junko replied, though not to the detective. “And if she thinks that, then she’s lying to herself again.”

“And the person who did all of this…”

“The only person in the entire world who come up with such a horrific plan…”

“The only person in the universe who would destroy the world, kill their friends, and betray and murder their own sister…”

“Is Junko Enoshima.”

“It has to be you!”

“What was wrong with that?!” Hina shouted, angrily. “It’s all true!”

“Is it?” Junko asked, her voice perfectly even. “What do you think, Mukuro?”

Mukuro said nothing.

“Say it,” Junko whispered, again. “I’ll even believe you.”

Shaking, Mukuro looked away. She had sworn to never again look away from the truth, however painful, but still, her every instinct screamed not to voice it.

“You’re right,” she squeaked. “There were two people like that. And one was me.”

“I bet you thought something like ‘I want to kill Junko’ after laying out my whole plan, and just don’t have the balls to do it. Isn’t that right?”

Mukuro nodded her head, but she could no longer speak.

“For twins, we were so unalike,” Junko said, not offended. “One of us was smart and beautiful, and the other was stupid and flat and only good for killing. For all you did to fight me, you only became more and more like me…”

Junko threw her head back, galvanized and excited, and returned to her Queen form.

“And this pleases us tremendously!” she trilled.

“Wait a second,” Byakuya demanded. “You still haven’t explained what your plan with Mukuro is. It seems almost unrelated to the plan to throw the world into despair.”

“Oh, we will freely admit that our original plan is in shambles,” She nodded, and placed her hands upon her hips. “We veered rather off-track. Originally, it was supposed to be about spreading despair all over the world by spreading it equally around the last remnants of hope. One-by-one, each of you would turn into desperados.”

“I object!” Taka complained. “That word does not mean what its etymology implies!”

“Oh, who cares? As it happened, you would take the rest of the world with you.”

“Off-track…” Kyoko repeated. “You mean, you got sidetracked into focusing on Mukuro.”

“Can you blame me?” asked Orgasmic Junko, drooling as her eyes drank in her sister. “She’s just so torturable! I could’ve spent the rest of my life messing with her, if I’d had the time.”

“Well, you failed!” Hina yelled. “‘cause Mukuro is ours! I don’t even care about what your stupid plan was supposed to do, or how it was supposed to work, because she’s our friend, and not your toy any longer!”

“Heh.”

Junko chuckled a few more times, each one louder than the last, until she actually snorted.

“What makes you think she can’t be both?”

“You can’t…”

“I know what you’re thinking,” Junko said. “‘What now,’ right? Where do we go from here, now that the killing game’s over?” She raised a Monokuma to cover her face and chest, and her voice grew high-pitched and mocking. “I think you all forgot about something!”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Hiro asked.

“What do you actually do once the game’s over? You were so focused on how to stop me, but what do you do after the world’s destroyed?”

“I…” Byakuya started, but even he seemed reluctant to go on.

“You only really have two options, you know,” said Junko-kuma. “You can either leave or stay. That’s it!”

“You can’t…” Taka tried, but his voice died in his throat.

“Leave, and you enter a destroyed world. It’s nothing at all like you remember. The sky is darkened, the air is poison, food is just a barely-remembered dream… you’ll probably die within a day just from that, but if you somehow overcome it, then there are the survivors. They’ll know you’re leaving, and how valuable you are… and my other followers? You’ll be dead within a week, especially if you try to lug around a useless blind girl with you!”

“…” Kyoko stared on, not disputing a word she said.

“On the other hand, you can stay, if you want. It’s impossible for anyone on the outside to ever reach us. You’ll be safe, and warm, and fed. You could even start families, if you wanted!”

“But we…” Hina’s face screwed up.

“Upfufufu! And don’t forget – this is exactly what Mr. Kirigiri wanted for you, the fine little students he had to protect, and what you wanted, too, before I removed your memories!”

“Why are you telling us this?!” Hiro moaned.

“Because you’ve got to make a choice! And which one you want changes everything! Leave, or stay!”

“And you’ll respect that choice, for all of us?” Kyoko asked.

“I don’t recall saying that!” She grabbed the robot’s head from the top, and roughly shook it from side-to-side. “I’ll let most of you go, or stay, as you wish, but there’s one I want to keep! And if you refuse… upfufufufu!”

(Present Your Argument)

You’re all worthless to me now!” shrilled Monojunko. “I hate to admit it, but you’re right that the killing game is over.”

“…” Taka said nothing.

I’ll never get anyone else to kill,” Rocker Junko growled. “Not now that Makoto, Hifumi, and Sayaka’re dead!”

“…” Hiro said nothing.

“Ah well!” Celeste-Junko cooed. “Those three did still prove that anyone can become a murderer… That there isn’t much left in the world to turn to, save despair.”

“…” Jack said nothing.

“So, perhaps you wish to leave?” asked Teacher Junko. “Or perhaps you would prefer to stay? Either can be arranged.”

“…” Leon said nothing.

You’re all friends forever, and you can all go out together, or stay here!” Innocent Junko squeaked, as sweet as ever. “… But I’ll do the opposite, and I wanna take my dear Big Sis with me!”

“…” Byakuya said nothing.

Isn’t that the best option possible?” Despair Junko asked, voice warbling, looking at her feet and the floor. “That way, everyone gets to live, and you all proved that you couldn’t be turned into murderers. Oh, and obviously if you want to stay, I’ll rewire the air purifier to not require my presence anymore.”

“…” Kyoko said nothing.

“Like Mukuro said, the rules don’t really matter,” Bored Junko yawned, paying only the vaguest attention. “I’ll just change them right now. If any of you vote to give Mukuro to me, then you can all walk out of here, or have the school to yourselves, together… But if all of you vote against that, then I guess we’ll have to keep talking, and who can predict how things will go?”

“…” Hina said nothing.

“So, we demand a reply!” trilled Queen Junko. “Do you still desire the exit, or security, that you have every right to, and that you need sacrifice nothing for, except one mass murderer who’s worthless to you in every way?”

“…” Mukuro said nothing.

“Or do you want to risk everything, for nothing?” Orgasmic Junko squealed, drooling, almost beside herself. “Do you want to risk things moving forward, when the only possible other future left is despair?”

(You’re all friends forever > One mass murderer who’s worthless to you in every way)

(Break)

“Shut up, you liar!”

Hina stood there, huffing for breath for what seemed like minutes. She had never looked angrier; she had never looked like she even could be this angry. Endless beads of sweat rolled down her tense muscles, and she stared Junko down, barely able to contain her rage.

“No one’s gonna abandon Mukuro,” she said. “You can offer us anything you want, but no one’s gonna do it.”

Junko paused mid-switch, caught halfway between Boredom and Despair. Her eyes scanned across the room, first to Hina and Kyoko, and then to the others. She had hoped, obviously, that one of the more mercenary students would be persuaded – Jack, or Leon, or Byakuya. But even they said nothing, though they must have been thinking it, and their silence meant accord.

They wouldn’t leave Mukuro behind, and that was more painful than everything else combined. The former Ultimate Soldier’s chest had never felt so warm, her heart had never felt so weak.

That unfamiliar feeling rose up in her body, a feeling that choked her even as it summoned tears to blur the world before her, and even as her legs gave out from under her. It stole away whatever strength she had left, and it would have left her a husk, if it had left her at all. It clung to her and filled her until there was nothing left.

She knew what it was, now. What it did to her, how it plunged knives into her heart and cruelly made her regret everything, how it was the inverse of all that she had ever felt before, of all that she had ever been. She knew its name.

It was hope, and she hated it.

Her breath caught in her throat, and she smashed her fist into the surface of her podium. She was crying, and whimpering, and wished for nothing so much as the others to vote to leave her. She would have voted for that, if she could.

“You’re not taking the easy way out,” Kyoko said, somehow aware of what she felt. Sympathy, and maybe even love, overflowed from her voice. “We won’t let you.”

Mukuro shook, unable to face the others, for many seconds. Because no matter what they thought, no matter what she herself felt, no matter how much she raged against and cursed Junko…

I can’t turn against her, in the end…

At last she looked up. Across the circle, she saw Junko facing her, face bored and expressionless. Annoyed, perhaps.

“I see,” she said, emotionlessly. “Most of you don’t realize how much of an insult this is, but right now, you’re all even more of a disappointment than my sister.”

“Why?” Byakuya asked, smugly, and lied: “It’s not as if I care about Mukuro… We’re all just sick of your nonsense.”

“Oh, Byakuya,” she replied, and did not change her personality. “I expected better from you. How can you risk everything for her, for nothing? You don’t owe her anything. You’ll never owe her anything. I recall you earlier, saying that you’d happily kill someone to escape. I could understand changing your mind if she was your friend… but she spent two years carefully planning to betray you.”

His response was as simple as it was stern:

“Enough. You’re not changing our minds.”

“Yeah,” she said. “I know.”

She tapped a finger on the surface of her podium, and a lever grew out of its center. It was similar to the ones used to vote at the ends of trials, but this one was smaller and darker. She pulled it down and back, and an ominous rumbling overtook the whole room.

A second later, the floor underneath most of the students opened up, and metal shackles the size of adult men launched up. They grabbed each person by the chest and knees and elbows and pinned them to the podiums, unable to move, barely able to struggle. Only two were left unchained: the Sister of Despair

“No!” Mukuro rasped, but Junko just shook her head.

“Oh, don’t worry, Big Sis, they’re fine.”

A second more passed, and a set of matching, smaller shackles jumped out of the podiums and around their mouths. The seven other students could shake their heads and hands and scream into the gags – but that was about it. Their eyes met Mukuro’s, and most were full of fear.

“Why?” she asked.

“Obviously, they were getting in the way,” came the bored, honest reply. “We were past the point where any of them had anything useful to say. Besides, they all volunteered for this.”

“Volunteered?!”

“Of course they did. They wanted to risk their lives for you, Mukuro. So, they will.”

“No!” Mukuro thrust out a single panicky hand. She still felt so much unwanted hope; it was so fragile and painful and cruel, lapping at her edges. It screamed at her that they would all escape together, that they would all be together forever…

And then there was Junko and that lever, which surely could kill them all at a whim.

 “Don’t!” she said, barely able to stay at all calm. “D–don’t hurt them.”

“Why not?” Junko asked, and humor returned to her face. She was smiling now, mischievously. “Why shouldn’t I?”

“Because they didn’t kill anyone.”

“We’re already past that, Mukuro.” Junko tapped two fingers on the edge of the lever, bored again. “You were so proud to tell everyone that the rules for the game are pointless. You can’t tell me now that I need to obey them.”

“Then don’t kill them because… because…”

“In fact!” The innocent, childlike Junko squeaked. “Now that I think about it, killing them all right now would be preeeeeeeeeeeeeetty despairful for everyone watching! All that effort you all put into surviving, all those emotional connections I’m sure people watching at home have made, swept away at the last moment for nooooooooo reeeeeeeeason at all!”

“What do you want?!” Mukuro screeched, but she already knew the answer:

Despair.

And one look into her sister’s eyes told her that Junko knew she knew, too.

“Don’t worry,” said the Ultimate Despair, one hand held over her face, and her eyes deadly serious. “It would be pretty funny if I killed them, but I won’t.”

“You promise?”

“I don’t have the power to kill them. The only person who does it you, Mukuro.”

“M—me?”

“If you tell me to release them, then I will. But if you don’t, then I won’t.”

“Then—release them!”

“No!” trilled the queen. “We will not!”

“But you just said—”

“Your command to release them doesn’t count unless you understand!” She raised a hand to her lips, and ho-ho-hoed for a few seconds. “And we know that you do not yet understand what has happened, or what continues to happen! Your ‘friends,’” She sneered as she said the word. “Wished to mindlessly support you, and so I shall offer them the opportunity! They may support you all they wish, but they’ll have to see for themselves whether or not you are actually worthy of it!”

“Worthy of it?” Mukuro echoed. “What does that mean?”

“It means that you are behaving like a peasant! We… are not amused!” Junko shook her head for a moment, then locked eyes with her. “For the briefest modicum of a second, there was something to you… Something beyond what there was before. Something that grew up during this last killing game, we should think. Something we wish to observe more of.”

Mukuro shook for a long while. Warm sweat dripped endlessly off her brow and her nose, and dripped off onto the floor.

“You mean… when I figured out you were Celeste? Or when I proved it?”

“No, you fuckin’ dumbass moron!” Rocker Junko growled. “That was just part of it! The lead-up! The warm-up act! The shitty amateur band they play before the main event!”

Mukuro thought for a moment. The answer was obvious.

“When I contradicted you?” she asked, already certain.

“That’s correct,” replied Teacher Junko. “More precisely, when you contradicted me, and could back it up with facts. But do you understand why?”

“No!” Mukuro shook her head. “I understand what you’re doing, and how… but I don’t understand why at all. I know you tried to convince me that I was you, but I still don’t know why you did it, or what you wanted to get out of it.”

Junko hesitated. Time passed, and then she smiled very toothily. Her eyes shut tight, she tilted her head to the side, and she raised two fingers to form a victory sign. Even Mukuro needed a moment to understand who this was supposed to be:

Her imitation of my imitation of her.

“It’s, like, whatever, that you don’t understand,” said the doubly-false Junko. “But I guess I should probably explain?”

“Why are you…”

“What’s wrong?” asked the false-Mukuro, and her eyes narrowed in a skeptical way the real Junko’s never did. “Don’t you like this?”

“You know I don’t.”

“Why?”

“Because I hate that girl!” Mukuro screamed until her throat was sore.

For a long while, nothing happened. Blood rushed through her vein, and made them painful and sore, and she could barely see for her anger and rage. All that existed was that face – and it wasn’t her sister’s, it was her own.

A pair of big, beautiful blue eyes slinked toward Mukuro. When Junko spoke, she was almost smiling genuinely.

“Who do you hate, Mukuro?”

She didn’t want to admit it. She didn’t want it to be true. But she couldn’t deny it, not when asked outright.

“Me.” she squeaked. “I hate… myself.”

“Why?”

Mukuro rasped hoarsely, and drove her good hand into the podium’s edge. Her skin turned red.

“I’m weak,” she admitted. “I could kill anyone in the world without even trying… but I’m weak.”

“And you don’t want to…”

“I don’t want to look at myself.”

Junko laughed, once.

“What do you want?”

“I want to feel hope!” Mukuro moaned, and she already did. It was poisonous. “I want to feel it without fearing that everything is going to go wrong because of who I am!”

“And who are you?”

Mukuro’s head pounded. The world was black. Just admitting it would poison that unwelcome hope even further, but she couldn’t deny it, either.

“I’m despair,” she whimpered.

She looked up, crying, and found Junko’s smiling face across the room. But there was no humor there behind the teeth.

“I see.” she said.

Tears welled up in the corners of Mukuro’s eyes, and she shut them up tight and turned away in shame. She would have hidden from herself, if she could.

“Well,” Junko said, out of sight, but not out of hearing range. Her voice was cool and detached and vacant. “Big Sis, Ultimate Despair. What do you want to do now?”

“Now…?”

“You admitted what you are, but do you know what you actually want?”

“Want…”

The world drew away from Mukuro. She tried to look up at her sister, but there was only a sallow, indescribable blur. It settled after many seconds, and she saw Junko from on high, and herself – that pathetic, mewling little girl with a broken arm, too weak to even surrender. She saw herself shaking, sweating, and crying – but felt none of it, physically. A feeling of a feeling, a memory of a memory. The Mukuro she saw worked on her accord.

All she actually felt was this reckless, churning hope that couldn’t be cast off.

“The others know what they want. They want to leave, or to stay, maybe. It doesn’t really matter. The point is mainly just that they want you to be with them. But all I know about you is that you want to ‘feel hope.’ What do you actually want?”

“I…”

“Do you want to stay with me, Mukuro?” Junko asked. “I promise I’ll never try to hurt you again.”

“Stay…”

“I’ll tell you what I want, Mukuro, even though I think you already know. I want you back.” She paused, and Mukuro didn’t know how much time passed. “You know, when I tried to skewer you with spears, and Makoto saved you, and you tried to leave me… I almost couldn’t believe it. I’d run through every possibility of how the game might go in my mind, and even in the ones where you realized I wanted to kill you, you still came crawling to me on your hands and knees, begging for me to take you back.”

In the distance, someone screamed into their metal gag. Mukuro didn’t know whom.

“It must have been Makoto getting injured that changed things,” her sister continued. “If he’d just pushed you out of the way, and avoided the spears himself, I’m sure you would have run off, hidden for a while, and come back on your knees to lick my boots. Then again, you liked that sort of thing, anyway. When you betrayed me, that was the first time that you ever did anything interesting at all… though, I bet you were thinking at the time ‘if I betray Junko, that will drive her into further despair, which is what she wants,’ am I right?”

She was.

“That was the first time in our lives that I almost wanted to see more of you, just to see what you would do. And I can’t believe I’m saying this, but in the end… you didn’t disappoint me.”

“Wha…”

“I made a mistake, you know. I tried to have two plans at once. The first plan was the killing game. I thought that if I erased everyone’s memories and threw you in with the rest of them, we could just have a nice, normal killing game like I’d wanted all along, and you’d get killed at some point along the way. I was rooting for you to kill Sayaka out of jealousy, actually.”

That awful, evil hope seethed and frothed within her. Mukuro clutched at her heart and gnashed her teeth. Junko didn’t seem to notice.

“The second plan was about you, Big Sis… Do you know what it was?”

Spit leaked out of the corner of Mukuro’s lips. She had an inkling.

(Present Your Argument)

“Heehee! Maybe it would be easier if I reminded you about what happened!” Innocent Junko said, supremely excited. “That might help jog your memory. Let’s start with how the Monokuma Control Room was on the fourth floor, which meant I couldn’t—”

“You wanted to turn me into you.” Mukuro sputtered.

Junko hesitated again. Mukuro forced open her eyes, and saw those big blue ones shining with something not entirely unlike love.

She glanced over at Hina and Byakuya, both of whom were staring at her, wide-eyed.

“There’s been a big question in my mind since I realized you were Celeste,” she said. “Which was… why? You didn’t really need another spy, so you could have just hidden in the room and controlled Monokuma from far away. It would have been like you to make me depend on ‘Celeste,’ only to reveal you were always an enemy, just to hurt me… but you didn’t really do that, either. And the audience you’re trying to make feel despair wouldn’t really care… The whole misdirection seemed pointless.”

Junko smiled. Mukuro knew she was giving her sister exactly what she wanted, but there was no stopping now. She felt like she should have been calm, but voicing everything only made that wretched seething in her gut even worse. She didn’t know what was coming, but she knew that it was of Junko’s design, and that was bad enough.

“Did you get the idea from the costume I wore of you? Turning the literal into the metaphorical?”

Junko tilted her head back and drooled. Orgasmic Junko was back, and she brought with her the certainty that Mukuro had guessed correctly.

“You wanted your sister, Junko,” Mukuro said. “But you didn’t want… me.”

“What’s wrong with that?” Junko played with a strand of her hair, and saliva snaked down her arm. “I’m the Ultimate Despair, and you… you were boring. You weren’t as smart as me, you weren’t as charismatic, you weren’t as driven, you weren’t as pretty, and your boobs weren’t as big. You were just a gnarly pimple on Hope’s Peak’s ass, one too stale and hidden to be worth popping… but there was one thing you could match me on. One thing that would have made us similar, and would have given you some value beyond the nothing you were born with.”

“It was despair!” Innocent Junko trilled. “That empty feeling inside!”

“You always said you feel that way because the world’s too boring for someone as smart as you,” Mukuro was confused. “But you also said I’m not smart enough to be like you!”

“I didn’t mean that way!” Junko shook her head from side to side, and kept right on smiling. “Obviously, I knew you were too stupid to be exactly like me. But wouldn’t it be great to take someone capable of feeling positive emotions, and then scrape out everything inside until she’s nothing but a husk?”

“RRGghghHHRH!”

Mukuro’s eyes flashed over to Hina, who was screaming into her gag. She looked just about ready to explode.

“Imagine,” Junko flashed the peace sign, and smiled the wide, toothy grin Mukuro had given when pretending to be her sister. “Imagine if I could turn Mukuro Ikusaba, the most boring and pathetic person in the world, into another Junko Enoshima. Convince her that she was the one-and-only. I was envisioning the sixth trial, you up on my stand, explaining everything, genuinely believing in your heart-of-hearts that it had all been you planning everything the entire time, and hating yourself for being such an evil bitch!”

“And where would you be?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Mukuro-Junko lowered her hand to her side, and locked her blue eyes directly into the real Mukuro’s gray. “Can’t you tell?”

Mukuro’s brow furrowed. There wasn’t any evidence to suggest it, but…

She gasped.

“You weren’t…”

“Correct!” trilled Queen Junko, laughing insanely. “You understand now, don’t you?”

Mukuro’s jaw still hadn’t closed. It was almost too crazy an idea, even for her sister.

Almost.

“You were going to trick me into killing you, the way you tried to kill me… knowing that I would eventually realize the truth during the trial? And that way… you’d get your perfect killing game to destroy the world, and I’d be plunged into even more despair than you?”

Junko nodded.

“We are impressed!” she admitted. “Even now, we still had our doubts about you, Mukuro! But we must concede – there was more to you than we gave credit for, after all.”

Junko’s face changed all at once, and she stared at the floor, listless, despairful, and bored.

“You were always boring, always stupid… Deep inside, you wondered if you could’ve lived a normal life, found a normal boyfriend, but you weren’t even interesting enough to do it on your own. How weak-willed do you need to be to not at least try?”

“If I had…” Mukuro whispered, voice warbling with undue hope. “If I had tried to get that normal life, would you—”

“I’d’ve have ruined it, duh.” Junko shrugged, still not facing her sister. “You’re not allowed to leave me. Man, it’s a good thing Makoto saved you from those spears. Guess I’m the lucky one, in the end.”

Mukuro was shaking. Her hand moved from her chest, and to the podium, and she realized she was squeezing its corner. The wood cracked under the pressure, and splinters dug into her palm. It was all she could do not to break the thing in half and scream.

That awful, evil hope inside me… just make it go away!

“You look upset right now,” Junko said, languidly. “Is it about the dark bags under your eyes? Don’t worry; they match your hair.”

Mukuro’s knees buckled. She didn’t care anymore, couldn’t care, about pride. She just lay there, clutching the podium for support, all her strength instantly gone, and sobbed until her face felt like it was in a puddle.

“Oh, gross.” Junko shook her head, and her Rocker persona took over. “Man, this is exactly what I was talking about! This is even worse than you used to be! At least the original Mukuro was useful!”

Mukuro pressed her face into the wood, forcing her eyes shut as tightly as they would go.

“Why?!” she wailed. “Why… where did it go off-track!”

“I should think that’s very obvious, Mukuro,” answered Teacher Junko, in her dulcet, tranquil tone. “I already discussed this with Kyoko: I couldn’t run the killing game properly and mindfuck you at the same time. This is why I required Celeste’s assistance. In retrospect, I should have jettisoned Kyoko or Aoi earlier on, which would have allowed me to do both, but I’m nothing if not willing to admit my own mistakes.”

Mukuro hiccupped. She wanted to cut out this awful hopeful feeling with a knife. If she’d had one, she might have tried. For reasons she couldn’t understand, she clutched that stupid kitten hairclip, pressing as hard as she could against her heart.

“No, that wasn’t it, really…” Junko sighed. “I could have won anyway, even balancing the killing game and you, even dealing with Celeste learning too much… What threw me off and ruined my plans is even simpler than that…”

“I didn’t expect you to get smart.” Junko said, her voice perfectly even, staring on ahead. “I knew you had it in yourself to betray me, but I didn’t think you were capable of beating me.” Emotionlessly, she said: “Turning Hiro’s fortune-telling against me was one thing, but actually unraveling my Celeste disguise… You proved to me that you’re worthy of being my sister, Mukuro. Not only that, but worthy of being an Ultimate Despair.”

Mukuro opened her red, puffy eyes. Her cheeks were on fire, and so was her throat, and she saw her sister standing across the circle, smiling at her – not cruelly, not out of boredom, but with the closest thing to love she was capable of.

“Come with me, Mukuro,” she whispered, genuinely. “No one else matters except the two of us. Let’s just leave, together, and leave the others here to starve to death, shackled on the trial grounds. And the two of us can be together, forever. You’ll be my pet, and I’ll never hurt you again… well, except in the ways you like.”

Saliva eked out of Mukuro’s lips. Her heart pounded.

She wanted this. She had never wanted anything more.

Trembling, she reached out her hand…

But so it was that on either side of her sister was one of her friends.

Hina stood there, chained against the podium, helpless, her eyes watering, and almost as red as Mukuro’s, begging her silently to stand up and refuse. To Junko’s other side was Hiro, who watched on in horror… and maybe a little confusion. Kyoko and Byakuya were not far, and then Leon, and Taka, all of them telling her with their eyes that she needed to refuse. Even Jack stared at her with contempt for even considering it.

Mukuro’s entire body paused. She didn’t even breathe.

It was like reality itself had been rent apart.

“… Still unsure?” Junko asked, surprised. “I have to say, I’m a little confused, Big Sis. I know this is everything you ever wanted. My love, my respect, my attention, my promise not to hurt you… If you want, I’ll even do that thing where I knock you to the floor and drive my heel into your skin. I know you like it. What else is there in the world you could ever want?”

That churning again, that emotion! Mukuro hissed. She didn’t understand it, herself. All she knew was that it felt like something was tearing her chest apart.

“I see.” Junko said. “I’m not going to force you, Mukuro, just like I never forced anyone to kill during the game. But you didn’t say no, so you must at least be considering it.” She thought for a moment. “I’ll tell you what. Let’s have one last, final, actually-the-end-for-real-this-time class debate. Everyone can put all their cards on the table, and then you can decide for yourself.”

She pulled the lever again, and the metal gags, though not the arm and leg restraints, disappeared back into their podiums. Everyone gasped and groaned with their newly-freed mouths.

“Let’s get this started,” she said.

(Present Your Argument)

“Mukuro,” Byakuya groaned, aggravated, and he stared down at the quivering form of the girl still on the floor. “If you even consider this, I’ll lose whatever modicum of respect I mistakenly gave you before.”

“An interesting point, but only because of who made it.” Teacher Junko pushed up her glasses. “Byakuya is someone who repeatedly stated his intent to play in the killing game out of pure amusement and boredom, bragged openly about how he would murder one of his classmates, and didn’t do so only because new information came to light… but you already have all the information about the killing game yourself, Mukuro.”

“I—!” Byakuya grunted.

“Furthermore, Byakuya has said nothing meaningful. For the sake of argument, let’s expand what he said to the idea that you’d hurt your friends by rejoining me, Mukuro. But I know perfectly well that I mean more to you than all of them combined, especially since Makoto is dead, and it will hurt me if you reject me, so I would suggest that his point is useless.”

“You can’t—”

Junko pushed forward the lever again with her clipboard, and the gag resilenced Byakuya. She looked at the paper clipped to it, and nodded.

“We’ll go in a clockwise circle, starting from Byakuya. Next up is Leon.”

“Wha—?” Leon’s eyes went wide. “Well, I—”

“Actually, wait a moment.”

Leon paused, baffled, and then Monokuna spoke up.

“Yes, yes,” he announced to his captive, panicking audience, and waved a hand dismissively. “Ms. Asahina was alone there, I’ll confirm.”

“Okay, now go,” she nodded.

“Uh… Mukuro,” he said. “If you go with that crazy bitch again, she’ll probably just kill you when she gets bored of you!”

“We already went over this, you dumb asshole side character!” Rocker Junko retorted. “Everyone on Earth’s watching us right now, and I bet no one’s ever said ‘my favorite character in this series is Leon Kuwata!’”

“Hey!”

“Mukuro knows that I’ll keep my promise here, ‘cause she knows how I operate – and the whole killing game would be pointless if I lied. Besides, the whole reason I agreed to never hurt her again is that she got more interesting after Makoto died, so killing her off like a punk would fuck up the entire point! You lose your chance!”

“Rgrh!” was all he got out, as the metal gag closed in on him.

“Hey, Jack!” Junko grunted at her. “You’re fucking up!”

“Hm, hm, hmmmmmmm!” Jack licked her lips, salivating. “You know, honestly, I think I like Junko’s style! Kyahahahahah!” Her eyes grew ever-so-slightly more serious, and she looked down to Mukuro. “But, oy, Pukuro… I know you’re not a killing artiste like me, right? You’re not in it for the work itself, just to get done what you wanna get done, right? This Junko bitch, she’s fucked up your life for years, and made fun of your superior tiny chest. She even killed your boyfriend! If she’d killed my boyfriend, Master Byakuya, who told me before the trial that we’re dating and he’s gonna marry me once we’re done here—”

“Mmrffrffh!”

“—then I know I’d want some cold, hard revenge. I’d do it by stabbing the shit out of her with some scissors, but you could settle for, I dunno, a gun or something. What I’m saying is… kill Junko ‘cause she’s such a bitch!

“Yesssssssssssss, that sounds super-de-duper smart!” Innocent Junko nodded along. “You should listen to Jack, right, Mukuro? After all, in that shell masquerading as a human being, you’ve gotta have some anger at me, right? I did kill Makoto, or at least I engineered everything in an overall sense. And she’s right about another thing: when I tried to kill my sister, it was mostly out of boredom, but if you did it, it would be for righteous revenge and justice! So, if you feel any anger at me at all, you should get up right now and kill me! I promise not to resist!”

Mukuro did not, of course, stir. She just looked up at Jack, silent, weeping. What she felt wasn’t anger.

“Whoopsie-doopsie!”

Junko pushed the lever again, and Jack just shook her head as the gag came back, disappointed and annoyed.

“Next up is the loudest person in the school: Kiyotaka Ishimaru!”

“Mukuro, I’ve had some time to think while the others spoke,” he said, hurriedly. “To be brief: no matter what Junko says, she doesn’t love you. It isn’t that you failed to impress her, I do believe she’s being honest about that, but she simply isn’t capable of loving you. She is obviously a broken, evil monster who is only capable of understanding the world through pain. Even if she honors her word to you, her every interaction with you will still be calculated purely to make both of you feel anguish!

“My, my,” Despairful Junko whispered, and she stared at the floor. “That was more coherent than I expected from you. It looks like Mukuro wasn’t the only person I underestimated, besides Makoto – I didn’t think he had the balls to tell Mukuro to condemn him during the first trial. By the way, Byakuya, that’s how you form a cogent argument.”

“Rgghrh!”

“Where can I start? Probably… by admitting that everything you just said is absolutely true.”

“What?!” Taka balked. “You… you can’t just admit something like that! It proves I’m right!”

“Of course you’re right. I’m history’s greatest monster. You literally can’t count how many people I’ve killed, or at least gotten killed. And I do it for no other reason than that it slightly alleviates my boredom. We already established all of that. So, when I take Mukuro with me, wherever it is we go, or stay, of course I’ll keep hurting her. And that twisted, fucked-up little girl crying on the floor will enjoy it, partly because that’s just who she is, and partly because she knows that I’m the only person in the whole world who’s more fucked up than she is.” She paused. “Of course, if anything I just said is wrong, then she can speak up right now, and tell me that she doesn’t want me to hurt her, or that she wants a good life with her friends, or something else like that.”

Mukuro said nothing. She bowed her head and looked to the growing puddle of tears on the floor, and saw only her own wretched reflection.

“Too bad, Taka,” Junko said, pushing the lever. “You did very well.”

The gag silenced him again.

“Mm, next up is Kyoko Kirigiri. What’s everyone’s favorite detective have to say?”

A long time passed before the girl with lavender hair replied. Her eyes just stared off into the distance, not settling on Mukuro.

“Mukuro,” she said. “We’ve finished the mystery element of this game, so I’m not much help anymore as a detective. There are no arguments I can make except for this: we want you to stay with us. We want to help rebuild the world, and we want all of us there, safely. No matter how beholden you feel to your sister, you have no actual duty to her. You should cast her off, embrace hope, and join the people who really care about you.”

Junko covered her face with one hand, and went back to her disengaged, listless persona. She stared at Kyoko for a while.

“I can’t tell whether to be disappointed or impressed,” she said, emotionlessly. “That wasn’t really an argument, but it was still smarter than anything else anyone has said so far. You must already know the problem with what you just said, Kyoko: Mukuro wants to stay with all of you and be friends in some kind of saccharine rainbow nightmare forever, even without Makoto, but she also wants me. No – she needs me, or at least she thinks so. I’ve been with her literally since we were born, and the idea of us not being together is like knives in her heart.”

Mukuro moaned. It was all true.

“And if she needs to choose between you and me, she’s going to choose me. Isn’t that right?”

Mukuro cradled the kitten hairclip, and pushed herself into the podium again. She couldn’t face Kyoko, even if the other girl couldn’t see her.

“I think I’ll settle on disappointment,” Junko said, and pushed the lever to quiet Kyoko. “Taka’s argument was better. Aoi – wait, hold on.”

“We’re not leaving this trial room!” Monokuma added into the air. “Fine, I’ll just confirm that you technically can reach that room by swimming… but that doesn’t mean anyone did!”

“Yes, now, Aoi, you’re up next.”

“Mukuro, Mukuro, listen to me!” cried the Ultimate Swimmer. Her voice cracked at almost every syllable. “You… you’re letting your crazy evil sister get to you. You shouldn’t listen to her, you should listen to me, right now, and not her.”

“We heartily concur!” trilled Queen Junko. “Aoi is looking out for your best interests, whereas we obviously care only about our own!”

“You shut up!” Hina raged. Her voice grew softer a moment later. “Mukuro, Junko…” Her face screwed up for a moment, and she licked her lips and thought as hard as she could. “Junko will be fine without you. You know that, right? You can just leave her at any moment, and she’ll be just fine, ‘cause she’s so smart. Even she knows that, because she thought she’d be fine if she killed you. But the rest of us… we need you. We’re all obviously idiots, right?” She smiled, but it was very strained. “So, we need you to guide us. You’re part of our group. We’ve lost too many people already, and everyone owes you everything. Without you, we’d fall apart. So, get rid of your psycho sister, and come with us!”

“Somehow, we think you overstate the degree to which you will ‘fall apart,’” Junko chided. “Certainly, you will be sad, but as we recall, you survived Makoto’s murder of Chihiro just fine. You will have Byakuya and Kyoko to guide you – the chance of Mukuro’s disappearance leading even indirectly to any of you being hurt or your group fragmenting is quite minimal… Unless our dear sister disagrees?”

Mukuro just gasped. Her throat was too tight for her to respond.

“Too bad, so sad!” Junko pushed the lever again, and Hina managed only an “eep!” before being quieted. “Hiro, we believe you shall be the last to offer an argument.”

Hiro’s face screwed up even worse than Hina’s. He looked from side to side, sweating almost as much as Mukuro, like a deer caught in headlights.

“Uh… Mukuro…” He bit his upper lip, empty thoughts drifting through his empty mind. “You should come with us because it’s the right thing to do? Like, even though Makoto killed Chihiro, they’d both still want you to!”

Junko stared at him a while, utterly blank-faced. His lips grew very long and flat, and her eyes betrayed the annoyance and disappointment she felt.

“Hiro,” she said, quietly. “That’s the stupidest argument yet.”

She pushed the lever forward, he was gagged, and she looked back to Mukuro.

“So, my other self?” she said, flashing another peace sign and smiling just like Mukuro no longer could. “What’s it gonna be? I’m the only person in the universe who understands you. I’m the only person in the universe who will never lie to you. I’m the only person in the universe who can give you everything you want… You know that these people only like you because they won’t accept the monster that you are. You’ve listened to what everyone has to say, and I’ve told you everything there is to know about the game, and there are no more lies to uncover, so now’s the moment of truth to decide your fate.”

(Blood on Monokuma’s claw > There are no more lies to uncover)

(Break)

Mukuro shook.

That hope.

There was something else there, now.

Doubt?

It had been a thousand years since Mukuro felt anything but doubt and misery. Of any other emotion, she was sure only of one: love for her sister, and that itself, and even its absence, birthed only more doubt about all else. Even certainty brought doubt with it, in other ways. And now she was certain of one more thing: that Junko was hiding something. And Mukuro, though she yet shook with confusion and fear over what was coming, knew that her sister hid this final secret above all the others. And she knew one more thing:

I’m gonna ruin it.

It wasn’t strength that filled her, but it was something similar. She clawed her way up to stand, and Junko drew quiet.

They stared each other down for a long while, one in disbelief, and the other in bemused curiosity. Mukuro was shaking, and little driblets of sweat popped off her cheeks and flew in all directions. Her gray eyes twitched incessantly. Junko just waited there, staring back at her coolly. Mukuro needed all the time she could get to build up what courage she could.

At last, when Junko grew bored enough and began to speak, Mukuro raised her fist high up into the air. A familiar presence formed at her back and at her side, warm and impossible to ignore. Doubt was only a half-remembered dream when it was with her. When she moved, she felt its skin against hers; when she cradled the hair clip in two fingers, she felt its hand on hers, and when she brought her hand down to point at her sister, the ghost’s voice and her own bellowed as one:

“NO, THAT’S WRONG!”

Notes:

* I'll post my thoughts on Junko as a character later. I don't want to risk spoiling anything.

* I thought that this chapter and the next would be a single one, but I grossly underestimated how long it would be. lol me!

* I'm only going to bother including the only truth bullet that still matters, just to free up space.

List of Truth Bullets:
* BLOOD ON MONOKUMA'S CLAW: Weeks-old dried blood found on a Monokuma robot’s right claw. It stains the sides of the paw, but not the palm or back, and when it was still liquid, dripped down over where fingers would be. There is splatter on the back, but the front is cut off by a hard line.

Chapter 34: Chapter 5: Staring into Despair, Staring into You - Trial 4

Summary:

Mukuro figures out a secret she wasn't supposed to guess.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Junko,” Mukuro whispered, hardly able to believe her own words. “You’re so full of shit.”

“…”

Junko stared on ahead, emotionlessly, saying nothing. Her eyes met her sister’s. Mukuro licked her lips. Part of her wanted to retreat, or to say that she’d misspoke…

But it was only a tiny piece. Even when that presence was gone, disappeared back into the ether… She could carry on.

“I know you’re lying,” she said. “And not just leaving out information, or pretending to forget about something. You’re… lying.”

“Lying about what, Mukuro?” came the even response.

“You said there are no more lies to uncover, but that’s not true, is it?”

A long time passed before Junko replied.

“There might be some tiny, irrelevant detail left over,” she admitted. “But you all told me to skip over the stuff no one cares about. The things related to how I impersonated you, or how I snuck arou–”

“No!” Mukuro said, certainty rising in her gut. “You’re lying about everything. You’ve been lying since the beginning.” She slammed a fist down on her podium. “And I’m going to force you to tell the truth for once in your entire stupid life!”

“…”

An even longer time passed before Junko finally replied.

“We’re getting close to the end!” Monokuma announced, again. “I’ll give you all… five more minutes to wrap this up.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she said, at last.

“Stop whining about it, Mister Kuwata,” the headmaster chided into the air. “And please, stop cursing! We try to run a tight ship around here.”

Junko said it with a straight face, or as straight as Junko’s ever was. It was probably believable to anyone else in the world.

But Mukuro wasn’t anyone else. She saw her sister’s heart almost jump out of her chest.

“You act like we’ve already won by figuring everything out,” she said. “So, there’s no reason to keep lying anymore. Not unless we still haven’t figured everything out, and not unless the truth is so devastating that it would ruin everything for you. But I know you’re hiding something, Junko, because of this!”

Mukuro produced the dismembered claw of Monokuma. Ancient brown blood shone dully underneath the stark ceiling lights.

How many people are watching us right now?

She hated the idea that they saw her. It should have been Makoto their eyes were glued to. It should have been Kyoko, or even Byakuya.

Not her.

She spoke anyway:

“The boys found a Monokuma robot earlier. Most of his body was normal, but you can see that his claw is covered in blood. It’s impossible to be fake, too, since none of us had access to any Monokumas, and no one, besides maybe Kyoko, knows how to fake a bloodstain.”

“…” Junko’s lips thinned.

“The pattern of the bloodstain is weird. It’s on the sides of the paw, but not the palm or back. And when the blood was still liquid, it dripped down over where there would be fingers, and met in the middle, probably because Monokuma lowered his hand to his side.”

“…”

The answers were coming quickly, now. Each word Mukuro spoke was like molasses, and by the time she finished saying it aloud, she’d already had a new thought that sped her on ahead. She could almost jump to the end, now, but…

She wanted to do this right, for everyone else watching.

“I’m sure the stain itself is important, but I’ll bet that what’s even more important is its age,” she said. “You can see right away that it’s all brown and mottled. Bits of it aren’t quite as dry as the rest. In other words, it’s a couple of weeks old.”

“If you say so,” Junko answered, softly, still emotionless.

“I do, unless you disagree?” Mukuro drew the words out, taunting her sister with the echo of what she’d said earlier. “What’s important is this: if Monokuma’s claw is stained with weeks-old blood, then it’s from one of us. In the entire killing game so far, the only people who ever bled this much were Toko when she carved the message into her thigh, me at the very start, Chihiro when he died, Makoto when he died, Sakura in the warehouse, Hifumi when he died, Sayaka when the knife went into her chest, me when I walked over those shards of glass and stabbed my arm, and you, as Celeste, when you told her to stab you on the stairs. Mondo, Leon, and Byakuya also bled at various points, but never this much.”

“…”

“The blood is weeks-old, but not days-old. So, we can dismiss Sakura’s death and onward. That means that the source is Toko, me, Chihiro, or Makoto. Those all happened just before or shortly after the killing game started.”

Junko’s left eye twitched, but Mukuro didn’t revel in it. She was feeling something else, now. It wasn’t unpleasant, but it was almost wholly unfamiliar. She didn’t know how to describe it.

Contempt?

“We can also ignore Toko,” she said. “Because you didn’t know that she’d slashed words into her leg to warn us about the game, so Monokuma couldn’t have been in a position to get bled onto. So, Chihiro, Makoto, or me.”

Junko’s right hand pulled into a fist for a moment, then unflexed.

Three options…

“But there’s another question to consider,” Mukuro shook her head. “And that’s why there’s blood on this claw at all.”

“Maybe Celeste was just cleaning up a mess using the Monokumas,” Junko said. Her voice was pure ice. “Maybe she just forgot to clean off the claw, afterward. She was very stupid, you know.”

Mukuro shook her head. Her lips pulled into the faintest trace of a smile. She wasn’t going to be baited into losing her cool again.

“Celeste might have been better at bluffing than she was at planning and logic puzzles, but I bet she’d still see what I’m seeing now.”

“…”

“I’m sure you already know this, Junko, but…” Mukuro pointed to the streaks of brown on the claw. “If Monokuma was just cleaning something, then either the front would be stained, or nothing at all. It’s impossible to clean something using only the sides of your hand!”

For the first time, Junko dragged her eyes away from her sister’s. They settled on the claw, and she looked almost…

Disappointed.

“That means that the blood on this hand got onto it for a reason other than cleaning up. And since we all saw Makoto’s death during his execution, and there’s no mystery involving it at all, and the bloodstain he left behind must’ve been either cleaned up or not cleaned up… this stain can’t be from him! And we all saw me bleed on that first day after reawakening, and I got blood all over the hallways. We took it for granted that the blood just got cleaned up by Monokuma at some point, but that’s the thing – it was cleaned up. So, for the same reason – this blood can’t be from him or from me!”

Junko’s eyes narrowed on the claw, the damnable claw. Mukuro was certain that her sister had never regretted anything more than its existence, right now.

“And that only leaves one possibility. This claw is stained with the blood of Chihiro Fujisaki, and it got onto it for some reason other than cleaning up his corpse!”

Blue eyes darted back up to Mukuro’s gray. Neither of them breathed. Neither of them could.

“That’s a pretty outrageous claim, there, Big Sis,” Junko whispered. “You’d better have some evidence to support it.”

Is that her challenge?

“We already know that it’s Chihiro’s blood, and that it didn’t get onto this claw because Monokuma was cleaning up,” she replied. “I notice you don’t deny those things.”

“…”

“Now that we’ve established that, what matters is the blood. It’s on the sides of the claw, and cut off on the front with a hard line, while it splatters slightly onto the back.”

“…”

“We know for sure how Chihiro died. His head got smashed into the corner of a metal machine. There weren’t any other sources of blood there, so that must be when it happened.”

“…”

“The blood could’ve sprayed, maybe. I supposed it must have, but… how could you possibly get that pattern of blood spray onto Monokuma’s hand? It’s been bothering me for a while.”

“…”

“The hard line between the blood and the side of the hand means that something must have been blocking the blood when it sprayed. Something that covered the front of Monokuma’s hand, but not the sides. The blood also got slightly onto the back, which tracks.”

“…”

“But thinking about all of that is sort of ignoring another question, one that’s just as important…”

“…”

“…”

“…”

“… Aren’t you going to ask me what that question is, Junko?”

“…”

“I guess not. I’ll tell you anyway. Monokuma got blood sprayed onto his hand, which means that he must have been there when Chihiro died. And that makes me wonder… why was he there at all?

For the first time in perhaps an eternity, Junko broke eye contact. She turned her head up and to the side. Her eyes narrowed in annoyance, and she stared emptily into the distance. If she had ever felt any emotion before besides despair, she was now emotionally checked out.

“…”

“Do you have any other explanation for that, Junko, or should I say it myself?”

Junko sighed, frustrated, but did not otherwise respond. Her face might have seemed blank to anyone else, but Mukuro alone could tell what lay underneath the surface. She had nothing, and was resigned to the path her big sister had chosen.

“Makoto didn’t kill Chihiro,” Mukuro said. “You did, and framed him for it.”

“…”

“He really did drop that book in the trash disposal room, but that had nothing to do with anyone’s death, except that you could use it to frame him. What really happened is that you used Monokuma to grab Chihiro by the face, smashed the back of his head into the incinerator, and got blood onto the sides of the robot’s hands, but not the front.”

“…”

“You know what really gives it away, in retrospect? At the end of the trial, to prove Makoto killed Chihiro, you showed us a video of him dropping the book in that room, and of the three of us talking for a while. How stupid am I that I didn’t question why you didn’t just show us Chihiro’s actual death? That would have been a million times more despairful.”

“…”

“All of that, just because you needed to get the killing game underway. I stopped Sayaka and Leon from killing each other, and you must’ve known that Sakura would never really go through with it, even if you blackmailed her. I bet you had high hopes for Byakuya, but knew he’d never act first, right? He even said something about that.”

“…”

They bubbled up inside her, the emotions she’d never felt before, and filled her in a way that even hope alone had not. They grew, and so did she, like a pond that realized it was only drops in an ocean, until she and her emotions were the whole of the world. Anger, love, hate, frustration, excitement, shame…

What stung most of all was the humiliation, and it boiled over until she could control herself no longer, and she gnashed her teeth and screamed:

“Say something, you bitch!”

“…”

Junko’s eyes rolled slowly to the side, and then back up to the ceiling. She said nothing. She was definitely disappointed.

“It was all just a lie!” Mukuro snarled. “Everything was always just a lie! You didn’t want to prove anything, you didn’t even really believe in anything! You said you wanted to prove that anyone could be driven into despair, but you knew all along that that wasn’t true!” She sputtered, spraying saliva across her podium, barely able to speak anymore from the rage. Her face was on fire, her veins pumped magma. “No one killed anyone at all, except for you!”

Her hand pulled into a fist. It was all she could do not to drive it into her sister’s face.

“… Hifumi–” Junko started, still emotionlessly.

“–was innocent, too!” she raged, screaming the words so quickly and shrilly that they almost came out on top of each other. “He tried to kill Sakura, but she survived his trap! He tried to stab her with the spear to finish her off, but she punched him and knocked him out! Everyone thought, even him, that he stabbed her in the heart as he fell unconscious! But it was you! You came into the warehouse to make sure he did it right, saw that he screwed it up, and did it yourself! Then you finished his plan to wreck up the place because you knew he was too dumb to figure out what really happened or that he was innocent!”

“You can’t prove–”

Itdoesn’tmatterthatIcan’tproveityouevilwhore!” she shrieked, throat tight and burning. “Thepointofthisgamewasjusttomaketheaudiencefeeldespairandnoweveryoneknowsthatyou’reafuckingliar!” She paused and took a deep, shrill breath, but only because her body forced her to. “Soitdoesn’tmatterbecauseeveryonewatchingalreadyknowsthetruth!

Raging, furious, and unable to stop herself, Mukuro drew herself back and smashed her good fist into the corner of the podium. Splinters of wood flew off, or drove themselves into her flesh, but she barely noticed.

“He still tried to—”

IfMakotoaccientallykillingsomeonecountsasmurderthenHifumitryingandfailingtokillsomeonedoesn’tcountasmurdernotthatitmattersbecauseitwasjustyoubothtimes!” She smashed the flat of her fist back into the podium and took another long, quivering breath, hot tears exploding out of the corners of her eyes. “Hifumididn’teventhinkhisstupidtrapwouldworkandthetrapwasdesignedbyyouinthefirstplaceafteryoutrickedhimintodoingit!

“… Sayaka–”

“Shut up, Junko!” Mukuro screamed again. “Shut up, shut up, shut up!” She thrust her shaking finger out at her sister again. “You drove her insane on purpose so she didn’t control or understand her actions anymore! Besides which, Sayaka didn’t kill anyone, except possibly herself! And was that really the best you could do in the end? Was that the closest you could come?! That you convinced two people to try to kill someone else out of fear and insanity?!”

“…”

“…”

“…”

Mukuro paused, finally drained of words, though not of energy. Boiling sweat rolled down her muscles and red flesh. It slipped between her tense fingers, and she swore she could even feel it on her dead arm.

“Who was it?” Junko asked, still not looking her sister in the eyes.

“Who was what?”

“Who was it who figured it out?”

“… what?” Mukuro asked, too angry to be baffled.

“I know you’re not smart enough to figure that out on your own, Mukuro,” she sighed. “So, either Kyoko or Byakuya did, and told you when ‘Celeste’ wasn’t around. I just don’t know which one it was.”

But she received no response, except Mukuro’s heavy, painful breathing.

At last, Junko dragged her eyes away from the nothingness she stared into and back to her sister. After a few moments, they narrowed in confusion. She turned to the others one-by-one, determined to find which of them had seen through her lies and used Mukuro as a mouthpiece to expose them.

Seven sets of pale faces stared back at her, their eyes wide with shock. Hiro’s, Taka’s, Jack’s, Leon’s, Hina’s…

Even Kyoko’s and Byakuya’s.

Junko’s face scrunched up for a moment, unable to believe what she saw. It had to be that this, too, was part of a grand deception, that her opponent, the detective or the heir, was trapped in restraints, and yet still was clever enough to elude her.

She examined them for what seemed like ages, her secretly red eyes darting between their lavender and blue, trying in vain to pierce the illusion. But she found only a thunderbolt of revelation, neither quite able to believe what they were hearing. Neither could be the one who bested her.

And at last, herself in even greater disbelief, Junko craned her neck over and tore her eyes away to look back at her useless, inferior, disappointing big sister, still half-certain that this was some kind of elaborate scheme by her real adversary. She still faced the wall, and stared at her with only one confused eye.

“You can’t…” she whispered, still doubting. “You can’t beat me…”

It almost burned her alive, this fiery feeling rising inside of Mukuro’s chest. It rose and grew, until it seemed like it was the whole of her being. She could feel the beating of her friends’ hearts, hear the baited breath of those watching from far away.

The whole world existed right now, inside of her, right now.

“Junko!” she screamed, throat burning. “You’re aren’t just a liar, you’re wrong! Everything you ever said about despair is wrong!”

“You…”

“We’ve all got scars and damaged eyes and hurt body parts… but the only person here who’s broken is you!” Her eyes twitched for a moment, and she screamed again: “Despair is pathetic! Despair is trash! Despair is just a bad joke, and so are YOU!

Junko’s eyes widened, shining with incredulous awe.

“Mukuro, you… are you really the one talking?”

“Junko, you evil bitch, we are so far beyond that!” She smashed another fist into her podium. “Everything you believe in, everything those people out there watching us believe in, is just a sham!”

“Ha… ha…”

Junko’s mouth was watering. Her eyes were still wide, but her lips pulled into a nauseous, crooked smile. Her cheeks were red. She was in ecstasy.

“Okaaaaaaaaaay~~~~!” Monokuma trilled. “It’s voting time! … Although, I think I already see where this is going. You all know the rules!”

Levers appeared in each of the students’ podiums, but no one could touch them except Mukuro. She didn’t bother.

“Yes,” Junko swooned. “It was a lie. Did you know that if you’d voted for Chihiro as the killer in that first case, I would’ve just let it slide, and pretended you were right? Otherwise, the game would end way too early."

“Hrly shrt,” Taka mouthed through his gag, jaw dropped open, flabbergasted. “Yrg’re thr rhrst.”

“Although…” Junko nodded, positively on the edge of an orgasm. “For whatever it’s worth, I really was going to tell you about Makoto and Hifumi being innocent after the game was over, Mukuro… I just can’t believe you were smart enough to figure it out on your own!” She squealed. “I never thought you’d ever–”

Mukuro’s eyes went hazy for a moment. Every ounce of despair she’d ever felt had drained out of her, all that was left in its place was hate and determination. There was no point in listening to the rest of what her worthless sister had to say. The look on Junko’s face should have gratified Mukuro, but it didn’t. She just felt even more contemptuous, even angrier, and even more annoyed.

“Junko,” she said, quietly. “I’m so sick of your shit.”

“Thaaaaaaat’s right!” Monokuma screeched again. “Congratulations, everyone! You caught the killer once more. You’re almost like professional detectives. Yes, I’m afraid that Miss Asahina was indeed the murderer.”

“Mmphrh!” Hina shouted into her gag, furiously. “Mrrmgrg mrgrph!”

“Now, now, Miss Asahina, you can deny it all you wish, but the evidence is what the evidence is. I suggest you use these remaining minutes to say your goodbyes.”

“Mmphphr!”

Junko took a long time to respond. For a moment, she grew up and back and took on her Queen persona, and then her Rocker, and then each of the others, never saying a word, only drawing in a sharp breath as each before she might have spoken.

At last, though, she settled on the Mukuro persona, smiled toothily, and threw up a peace sign.

“So, that’s that, then?” Junko laughed. “What’s the plan now, my other self? You gonna… rescue all our lameo friends, take them out of here to safety, and defeat the final boss, once and for all?”

“Yeah,” Mukuro hissed. “That’s exactly what I’m gonna do.”

“Then, should I take it that you’re not interested in joining me, after all?”

“Yeah, you should. The Mukuro who wanted to be your slave… is gone.”

“She’s not gone,” Junko chided. “She’s just buried underneath this more interesting version of you.”

“No,” Mukuro said, decisively. “She’s part of me, and I remember my obsession with you, I remember the emotions… but I don’t want them anymore. I don’t want you.”

“Okay, fine, then,” Junko leaned over her podium, and her breasts conspicuously hung in the air in full view of her sister. “I’ll make you another offer.”

“I don’t–”

“You can’t turn me down, Mukuro. The real Mukuro could never turn me down, not if I really wanted her to. And I want you back, Mukuro. You’re not allowed to finally stop being a disappointment, to finally be worth hanging around, and then… leave!”

She slammed an open hand into her podium, and Mukuro’s own shook. It zoomed forward into the middle of the circle of students, and then Junko’s followed, until they were inches apart, Mukuro standing as high as she could, and Junko still almost parallel to the floor, looking up into her sister’s gray eyes.

“Take me, Mukuro!” she offered, drool spilling out of her lips. “I know you’ve always wanted me. You know it, too. I’ll let the others go. Just you and me, in this school, forever.”

“No!”

“Take me! You don’t like the idea of being my slave? I understand; you’re afraid I’ll try to throw you into despair again, and break this person you’ve become. But I won’t. I can’t! Because we’ll do the reverse… You’re the older sister, and I’m the younger. It only makes sense that I be the slave.” Her fingers pulled in a claw, and she pawed it at Mukuro’s dead arm. “I know how much you want me. How much you’ve always wanted me.” She leaned in even further, and pressed her warm skin against her sister’s, mewling like a cat. “I want you, too. You don’t have to be mine. I’ll be yours.”

“I…”

“For the rest of our lives, you and me, I’ll do whatever you want. Imagine… imagine the despair…” She quivered, barely able to contain herself. “Imagine the despair of being someone else’s property… Ah…! Ah…”

“I…”

Shakingly, Mukuro extended a hand toward her sister’s cheek…

And grabbed her roughly by the face and pushed her backward. Bile rose in her throat. She wanted to throw up. Had there ever been a more hateful, noxious sight than this?

It was all the worse for how this was once precisely what she had wanted. It was beyond her wildest dreams. Weeks ago, she would have killed for this, slit everyone else’s throats without a second thought.

She swallowed, barely, and forced the disgusting vomit back down into her gut. She could still taste its acrid scent.

Junko looked up at her, surprised.

“Mukuro…?”

“Get away from me, Junko! I don’t want this, and I’ll never say yes!”

“…”

Junko cocked her head, examining her sister for a long while.

“You don’t want me, even as your pet?”

“I don’t want you at all!”

“You know that I’m telling the truth, right? That I really will be yours, forever, and accept anything you want to do with me?”

“I know.”

“And you still want the others, more than me?”

Mukuro grabbed her sister by the shoulder, and pushed her to stand. They were eye-to-eye, now.

“No, I don’t want my friends more than you,” she replied, and her voice had never been harsher. “I’m rejecting you completely. I don’t want you in my life, Junko. I don’t want you at all. I want nothing of Junko Enoshima except her absence.”

Eons passed before Junko looked away. She snorted, halfway between annoyed and emotionally checked out.

“Please, Miss Asahina, we all know your denials are just more lies!” Monokuma said into the air.

“Giving you back your memories was a mistake,” Junko nodded to herself, sullenly. “It didn’t execute you at all.” A black shadow passed over her face. Her voice turned threatening: “But you know that it’s pointless, right?”

“Nothing’s pointless, Junko. You just convinced me that it was.”

“Everyone in the world has seen everything these last few weeks,” she said. “Everyone in the world knows who you are and what you did. How many people must want revenge? Even if you still had a strong body, you wouldn’t last ten minutes. There’s no future for you except with me.”

“No, Junko,” she said. “I won’t believe that anymore.”

“Weren’t you concerned, earlier, with trying to make amends?” Junko tried again. “With trying to redeem yourself? Tell me, how will you do that, when everyone in the world will hate you forever, no matter what you do, and be justified in doing it?”

But there was a beating in Mukuro’s heart that was not her own. A thump-thump-thump. It was the echo, she was certain, of all those who watched her right now, of their anger and rage and hope. It was the inverse of everything Mukuro had ever felt before now, the undoing of that lonely, stupid girl she’d been, and betraying it wasn’t something she could even conceive of. She knew, knew that those watching would hear her, and if not forgive, then at least accept her. She knew it like she knew her skin or hair or bones; it was as much a part of who she was now as any of them.

“I know they’ll forgive me,” Mukuro said. “But even if they don’t, I’ve got to forgive myself.”

Junko snorted.

“Let me guess, Mukuro, you want to sacrifice yourself to save the others, right? I know it’s all you could think about weeks. They get to live, you get to have a noble warrior’s death for the sake of others, and you get to finally redeem yourself and defeat me at the same time.”

“Yeah,” Mukuro admitted. “I wanted that.”

“Oh, Mukuro. You don’t really care about the others. You just want to avoid living with the guilt of what you’ve done.”

“No… I said I wanted that. But I’m over it now. I’m over all of this. I’m over you.” One final time, she thrust her finger out at her sister. “I was a terrible, stupid person before, but I’m not going to let that control me anymore.”

“You can’t–”

“I’m going to go out there into the world, and if people hate me, then they hate me, but I’m done with this. I’m leaving you, I’m taking my friends with me, and there’s nothing anyone can do to stop me!”

“But–”

“You wanted six chapters to this story, Junko? Well, I’ll give you the last one, right now!”

 

Chapter 6: The End of Despair

 

Junko’s cheeks filled up with air, and then her lips almost blew off her face in a cartoonish show of shock and horror.

“What!” she screeched, genuine for perhaps the first time in her entire life. “You can’t do that!”

“Well, guess what, Little Sis? I just did.”

“…”

Junko had raised her hands into the air while they argued. Slowly, she lowered them. She faced her sister for a long while. That threatening, deeply unamused shadow fell over her face once more.

“The sixth chapter, huh?” she repeated, emptily.

“The last one.”

“Is that so…” She thought for a moment. “How… insulting… you must be to the people watching. How livid must the survivors of your actions be right now?”

“Junko, I’m not listening anymo–”

“The audacity you must have to forgive yourself after murdering literal children. After helping to trigger the apocalypse.”

“Enough!”

“You wanted a sixth chapter, Mukuro?” Junko stood erect, suddenly, and smiled. “Well, don’t forget that every chapter needs at least one debate.”

 

SHOULD MUKURO FORGIVE HERSELF?

 

NO!                             YES!

Participants:

Teacher Junko                      Mukuro

Despair Junko                                  

Rocker Junko                                   

Innocent Junko                                

Bored Junko                                     

Monokuma Junko                            

Orgasmic Junko                               

Celeste Junko                                   

Mukuro Junko                                 

 

Scrum Debate: Start!

 

Junko pulled her hair up and conjured up another clipboard. In short, sharp words, she said: “You cannot escape the guilt of the crimes that you willingly committed.”

Mukuro shook her head. “I’m not trying to escape from anything. I’m facing it.”

            Junko stared at the floor, forlorn, and sighed: “No one outside of this school will ever forgive you.”

Mukuro crossed her arms as best she could. “I hope they forgive me, and I’ll do anything I can for them to, but that’s not the point anymore.”

            Junko threw up her fingers, and growled in her Rocker voice: “Everything you are, I made! You’re just a pet that got outta control!”

Mukuro spat. “I don’t need anyone to control me any longer. I won’t be a pet anymore!”

Very sweetly, Innocent Junko said: “You think you have some kind of self-worth? You’re nothing but a cute freckles girl that fat anime dorks think they can fix!”

Mukuro side-eyed her sister before replying: “No one can fix me except me.”

Junko leaned her head back, and bored almost to tears, moaned: “There’s nothing in the world left to save, anyway.”

Mukuro looked over to the others, and smiled. “Then I’ll save my friends and myself.”

Junko raised a Monokuma in front of her face, and sing-songily said: “The real psychopath Mukuro will always exist inside of you, putting everyone else in danger!”

Mukuro laughed. “She’s not inside of me. She is me. And she’s sick of you.”

Junko drooled again, and on the edge of an orgasm, whispered: “There’s no redemption possible for the likes of us.”

Mukuro stared her sister down for a moment before saying: “I don’t need anyone else’s permission for redemption. I just need to do what I know is right.”

Tracing a finger along one of her ponytails, Junko said in a French accent: “There’s nothing left of the Ultimate Soldier except a frail, broken body she left behind.”

Mukuro tapped her own finger on her dead arm. “Being the Ultimate Soldier didn’t give me value. What will do that is just being me!”

Junko smiled toothily, closed her eyes, cocked her head, and raised up a peace sign. “You want to be with me.”

Mukuro paused for a moment, then smiled back, closed her eyes, cocked her head, and raised up a peace sign of her own. “No, I want to leave.”

 

JUN

 

KO                                          No one will ever accept you but me!                          FUCK

 

YOU

 

FUCK YOU JUNKO!”

 

---

 

It might very well have been a thousand years that they stood there.

“B…” Junko sputtered.

“Junko!” Mukuro roared.

“What’s going on…?”

“I’m not going to be happy for someone else’s sake. I’m not going to be a good person because it makes someone else feel good.”

“You can’t…”

“I’m doing it for me,” she cried, decisively. “That perfect, idealized person I want to be, who’s kind and helps others?! I’ll never be her by living for someone else, and I’ll never wake up and discover I became her in my sleep. I’m doing this for me, and I’m starting right now.”

“You can’t. You’re an Ultimate Despair. You destroyed the world! There’s no coming back from that!”

“All I was is despair. All I felt was despair. That weak, pathetic emotion gnawing at me, eating me alive from the inside-out. I look back at that person and I hate her. I reject her, I reject despair, and I reject you!”

“You have nothing but despair!”

“I’ll make something else. No, actually, I already have something else. I’ve–”

“Don’t say it!”

“–got–”

“Don’t you DARE say it!”

“Hope!”

The word tasted wonderful.

Almost as wonderful as when Junko snapped backward in her podium, face red, struck as hard by the sound as if Mukuro had punched her in the jaw. She fell backward off her podium and landed hard on the floor.

Mukuro stepped off of her own, leaned over the still-stunned Junko, and pulled out the red switch that would open the school’s entrance from that familiar black cardigan. She pocketed it next to Sayaka’s hair clip, and then reached up and pulled the lever on her mastermind’s podium. There was a grinding of metal all around them as the restraints and gags pulled back and freed everyone, and a few pained gasps.

Without bothering to look her sister in the eyes, Mukuro turned to her friends, nodded, and grinned.

“Let’s get outta here.”

She motioned to the elevator, and they fell in line behind her. Byakuya first, still adjusting his suit, and then Kyoko, still somehow able to detect where everyone was. Hiro was after her, and then Jack, and Hina ran along the side of the train, and grabbed Mukuro’s shoulder, beaming with surprise and pleasure. Taka scurried along on the other side, anxious to leave.

Last of all was Leon, who kept looking back and forth between the center of the trial room and its lonely, still-floored headmaster, and the elevator in which they all stood.

Achoo!

They all looked over, and saw the cowering, confused form of the other Jack standing there.

“Wh–what?” Toko quavered. “What’s going on? Why are we here again?”

“We just finished a trial, Toko,” Byakuya said.

The elevator dinged, and they entered as a group. Junko was still splayed out on the floor, watching them in abject shock. Mukuro didn’t look back.

“Wh–who died?” asked the Ultimate Writing Prodigy. “M–must’ve been Sayaka, r–right?”

“Oh, God!” Hiro moaned. “You’ve been in Jack mode that long?”

“We’ll explain later,” Kyoko said.

“Who’s that?” Toko asked, pointing at Junko.

“The mastermind.” Taka answered.

“O–oh…” She licked her lips. “She l–looks like a slut.”

“She is.” Hina agreed.

“Okaaaaaaaaay!” Monokuma announced, his voice far away. “It’s punishment tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiime!”

He struck the red button before his throne with a wooden hammer, and a metal chain descended from the ceiling above. It snapped precisely at where Hina had stood, and then disappeared. Another screen appeared over the headmaster, and proudly showed a live recording of Monokuma-themed robotic sharks in a tank gnashing at and attacking empty water. Hina’s lips curled in for the whole sight.

Byakuya pressed the button to raise the elevator. It hummed for a moment, and the doors started to close.

“M–Mukuro!” Junko whined. Her voice was barely audible. “I’ve been with you from birth… since before birth!”

Leon scratched at his cheek. He blew out air for a few moments before daring to speak.

“Are we really just leaving her like that?”

Mukuro stepped over to the metal wall. She felt in her pocket for a few seconds. She pulled out that old hair clip, partly cracked from all the times she’d nearly crushed it in her fingers. She raised it to the side of her hair, just above her left ear, and put it on.

Then she sighed, and pocketed it again.

It doesn’t fit my skin tone at all.

“Mukuro?” Leon asked again. “Are we really just leaving her?”

She rolled her head toward him and yawned.

“Leaving who?”

Notes:

* You have no idea how much it bothers me that I wrote "Leaving who" instead of "Leaving whom" for the final line, but I know that the proper word would ruin the effect.

* Originally, I planned for Junko to announce that she'll execute herself, like in the game, only for Mukuro to get angry and kick her into Aoi's automated execution. Junko would be unable to swim as well as Aoi, of course, and die way too quickly for the execution to play out correctly, leaving Mukuro feeling both satisfied and devastated that she'd lost her sister. I changed this because I felt it better fit the theme of Mukuro getting over her sister and accepting herself for who she is if she just fucked off.

* Originally ORIGINALLY, like just after I started writing this, I'd planned for Taka as the second murderer instead of Hifumi. His reasons would be the same as Hifumi's, but he'd set up a trap to get Mukuro and instead kill Sakura by accident. When he realized he mistake, he would just confess to it. I cut this because I felt ANOTHER accidental murder after Makoto's would be stupid, but it was simply impossible for Taka of all people to intentionally kill anyone else, so between chapters 1 and 2, I changed it to Hifumi. Poor Hifumi! In my original version of the story, he'd survive.

* In my initial version of chapter 4, Mukuro doesn't figure out Sayaka's game about stabbing yourself for each student. Mukuro doesn't realize that Toko and Jack count separately, so Sayaka forces Jack to turn back into Toko and kill her. Before I actually wrote it, however, I decided that having more deaths was pointless and took away from the story, so I changed that entire segment so Mukuro would figure it out and save Jack.

* Again, the segment where Mukuro is aided by Makoto's ghost was originally going to be way longer, but I decided it works better if she defeats Junko all on her own, so I changed it so he only appears for a second.

* If you have questions, post them in the comments, and maybe I'll respond.

Chapter 35: Chapter 6: The End of Despair - Epilogue

Summary:

Mukuro finally understands her place in the world.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The great steel door loomed before them. This unbreakable, oppressive thing that laughed at any idea of defeating it…

On either side, Junko’s gatling guns hung limply in the air. They would never fire again, if they’d ever fired before. Not too long ago, Mukuro would have fallen in love with those guns. All they were, all they represented, the thrill of firing them, the burning of her muscles as she lifted them, the smell of gunpowder and heat in the air…

They were just metal, now. Barely more interesting than a table or a chair. Her old reaction to them was almost a little embarrassing, now. Like a middle school crush.

She cocked her head and glanced to her right. Taka stood in a corner, three overfull backpacks hanging off his shoulders, checking and rechecking a watch and a notepad, not seeming to notice her attention. Byakuya had put him in charge of tracking down what food in the warehouse was least perishable. It probably wouldn’t last more than a week.

Behind him, Hiro leaned against the wall and crossed his arms. His eyes were closed, but Mukuro was pretty sure he wasn’t asleep.

Pretty sure.

Leon stood only a little away from them, rubbing the back of his head. He looked back to her and gave the briefest of nods. The red scar on his cheek glinted under the stale ceiling lights, a permanent reminder of the mistake he’d almost made.

He kinda deserves it, to be honest.

To Mukuro’s left, Toko scurried after the quick steps of her wished-for suitor, slouched over and carrying a set of books close against her chest. Byakuya himself paused in front of the door, even closer to it than Mukuro. His face and posture betrayed nothing except total confidence, but she could tell, despite everything, that he was at least a little anxious.

Hina stood to her side, and grabbed her by the shoulder. She smiled.

“You did it, Mukuro.”

“We did it.”

“No… You did. We were just your cheerleaders.”

“Well, I couldn’t have done it without my cheerleaders, then.”

Hina laughed, and pumped her fists.

“I’d’ve been the best Ultimate Cheerleader, if I wasn’t already busy!”

Last of all was Kyoko, who stood in the back of the room, where the door to the hallway met the entry hall. She leaned against the frame, arms crossed, smiling. Her eyes were still blank and gray. For the first time since the killing game started, she seemed almost satisfied.

“A–ah!” Toko sputtered. “M–Master, the air’s s–still fresh here… W–we can stay here, y–you know?”

“Stay, and do what?” he replied, rolling his eyes. “There’s nothing here worth staying for.”

Mukuro nodded, mostly to herself. He was right about that. This place wasn’t even a building anymore, not really. It was just a memory.

A bad memory.

She looked down at her good hand, expecting to find it pawing at Sayaka’s old hair clip. But she wasn’t. Consciously, she pulled it out of her pocket. She flipped it between her fingers for a little while, watching the light play off its edges, tapping it against a broken arm that no longer hurt.

Slowly, shakingly, she turned her hand until it was perpendicular to the floor. The hair clip fell out of it, and landed face-down underneath one of the guns, nearer to Hina than to herself.

She never saw it ever again.

“Is the world really destroyed?” Hiro asked. She hadn’t seen him come up behind her. “Like, is there any chance that it’s… I dunno, still okay? That it was all just a big lie?”

“No,” Mukuro said, for she had the benefit of her memories. “It’s destroyed.”

“But there are survivors,” Byakuya said. He didn’t look back at them.

“How do we know that for sure?” Leon asked.

“Because if there weren’t, there’d be no one left to work for me.” He turned just enough for them to see the corner of his lips, and gave an evil grin.

“I–I’m still here, Master!”

“I’m going to find them,” he said, ignoring her. “And then I’ll rebuild the world.”

“Bigger and better than it was before, I assume,” Kyoko said, clearly amused.

“Of course!”

She was smiling wider than Mukuro had ever seen.

“Hey, Kyoko,” Leon said. “D’ya… D’ya think your eyesight will ever come back?”

“Likely not on its own,” she said, not upset. “I still only see black. Any chemical that could do this would have started to wear off by now, unless it was permanent.”

“On its own…?” Taka repeated. “Then…”

“I’m sure that if there are survivors out there, then some of them must be doctors.”

“B–but!” Toko stuttered again. “A–are any of them Ultimate Doctors?! Th–there might not be any o–other Ultimates left with m–medical skills!”

Mukuro licked her lips. She’d already decided to always face the truth for the rest of her life, but…

I can mention the Ultimate Nurse another time.

That one was a bit wacky even by the standards of the Ultimate Despairs.

“Toko,” Kyoko chuckled. “We don’t need the world’s best for this. I’m sure a regular doctor will be enough. And if I’m wrong… that’s okay, too.”

“Y–yeah, but–”

“Oh my God!” Hiro screamed bloody murder.

Everyone looked to him, frightened and concerned. He stood there right behind Mukuro, clutching the sides of his heads, seeming like the world was about to end.

“What’s wrong?” Taka asked, hurriedly. “Did we forget about something important?!”

He was shaking. Panicking and blue in the face, he cried:

“If Celeste was stuck in that tiny room the entire game… then where did she poop?!”

No one said a word.

And then, Kyoko laughed.

It wasn’t one of the light chuckles she gave occasionally when she knew something the others did not. It wasn’t one of the satisfied smiles she gave when she’d helped someone puzzle through a problem.

It was a full-on, mouth-wide, face-red laugh.

She laughed and laughed and laughed until her face was more red than pink. She laughed until her sides were too on fire for her to stand, and only by pressing against the wall did she stay on her feet. She laughed until she cried.

Two years, and Kyoko had never laughed like that even once.

Mukuro was smiling, too, when she finally finished. Kyoko wiped away her tears, stood up, and shook her head. She looked away, and Mukuro sensed that the redness of her face was now probably the result of something other than laughter.

“Uh… sorry about that,” she said, quickly, not looking them in the eye, and adjusted her tie.

“Ugh,” Byakuya moaned. “You were the only one I thought wasn’t a complete fool.”

“You should’ve known better, then!” Taka announced, proudly. “W–wait, no, I meant–”

Mukuro was the one who laughed this time.

It felt good.

“Wh–what are we going to find out there?” Toko asked. “Is it d–dangerous?”

“Yes,” Mukuro admitted.

“Do you think the people out there will still hate you?” Leon asked.

“They can’t!” Taka made a fist. “Everyone in the world saw what just happened! They know that she’s changed!”

“It’s okay,” Mukuro said, and she meant it. “If something happens out there, you can–”

“We’ll never abandon you,” Kyoko said.

Mukuro looked back. There was no reasoning with her, she knew. She looked to the others, too, and saw that they all agreed.

But something told her that it didn’t matter.

She couldn’t feel the world’s heart beating with her anymore, and she knew she never would again. The old her would have thought that she didn’t deserve to; that she’d only been wrongfully blessed with that honor because someone needed to be, and that she ought to apologize for it forever.

There would still be people out there who would hate her. She didn’t blame them, and she would accept that. But…

This emotion she felt transcended evidence, and she knew everything would be alright. The world had seen that that monster in the basement, the one not really worth thinking about, was just a liar. These last two years had been wasted, alright, but that was it. They wouldn’t control the future. In time, even most of the Despair Cult would probably one day give it up and rejoin the real world. Get over it, the way Mukuro herself had.

It was so cliche and silly, but Mukuro felt hope. If she could go back in time and save Makoto and the others, then of course she would have, but she didn’t have any room left for cynicism or regret, anymore.

“Besides Byakuya, what’re you guys gonna do?” Hina asked. “Once we’re outta here, I mean.”

“Assist in rebuilding the world!”

“Help set up a grave for our friends who didn’t make it.”

“I–I’ll be Master’s wife!”

“No you won’t.”

“Dunno… figure all the people I owe money to are already dead, at least…”

“Impress girls with my music, duh.”

“Probably get my dead arm amputated.”

Hina looked aghast, but Mukuro shook her head and smiled. For the first time in her life, she knew things were going to be okay.

She pulled the switch with the silly red button out of her pocket. The others looked at it. Hina grabbed her by the wrist. Her hand was very warm, and Mukuro could sense her heartbeats through her palm.

She pressed down, the doors groaned and pulled open, and light flooded the room.

Notes:

* Okay fine I added an epilogue chapter sue me

* I'll still answer questions if they're posted here, though.