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The late afternoon glow of the sweltering sun beats down on the city in the waning months of summer, painting the sky with hues of reds and oranges as it dips down towards the horizon. Weaving through the streets below, a young Izuku Midoriya sits in the back seat of his mother’s car, watching the city pass by in a blur. His mother is speaking, talking to Auntie Mitsuki on the phone, but her voice is muffled, a mere background noise idly brushing his ears.
Mothers always talk a lot, and he has far more important things to be paying attention to- like deciding whether that cloud looks more like All Might or Endeavor! The biased, fanboy side of Izuku wants to say All Might, but the way the light of the sun is hitting the cloud is turning it orange, making it look like Endeavor’s Hellflame. Izuku is still gazing at the strangely-shaped cloud in contemplation when a delightful laugh slices through his thoughts, drawing his attention to the background noise that is no longer muffled. He glances away from the window at Inko.
Mothers always talk a lot, but he never minds when Inko talks to Auntie Mitsuki, because Auntie Mitsuki always makes her laugh more than anyone. A part of him thinks that Auntie Mitsuki probably does it because she likes to hear Inko’s laugh as much as he does. Sweet and soft, and somehow has a way of making you feel just a little bit happier to be alive, even if you’re already having the best day. Izuku’s glad that she has a best friend so eager to bring out that beautiful laugh, and it’s even better that said friend is the mother of his own best friend.
They’re talking about him now. Gossiping, as mothers do, about their children right in front of them, as if Izuku can’t hear.
“... I was just getting a little worried you know?” Inko is saying, “Well, you do know, you know how anxious I get, I-” She cuts off, and Auntie Mitsuki must’ve made a comment because she lets out a little snort before continuing, “Anyway, so I took him to the doctor today, just to be sure he, well, would be manifesting a quirk, and Doctor Tsubasa reassured me that everything was fine. He took some x-rays of his feet and found that he didn’t have an extra joint on his little toe. Apparently that’s some indicator of quirklessness… I know right? I didn’t even realize people could have a joint there.”
She laughs, airy and cheerful, and it instantly brings a smile to Izuku’s face. He looks down at his feet and wiggles his toes inside his shoes before going back to staring out the window.
Still, he idly listens to his mother as she continues to talk to Auntie Mitsuki. “So he basically told me that Izuku is just a late bloomer. It’s not often kids turn five without manifesting their quirks, so he says that Izuku will get his any day now.”
Izuku can hear a muffled voice from the phone, but despite how loud his best friend’s mother is, he can’t make out what she is saying. However, a moment later, Inko answers his silent wonderings when she calls back to her son in a light voice, “Hey, Izuku, Mitsuki-san wants to know what quirk you’re hoping you’ll get.”
Izuku blinks. Of course, that’s something he’s thought about a lot. His eyes are drawn back to the cloud, which he has to admit, is an Endeavor-cloud. Perhaps the winds high above have shifted, but parts of the cloud are now streaking slightly, making it look even more flame-like in the light of the sun. The Endeavor-cloud stands strong and proud against the crimson sky, but Izuku feels nothing but apprehension curling in his stomach.
A couple of years ago, he might’ve wanted to be a fire-breather, like his father. It would no doubt be a cool quirk to have, and maybe he could even become a hero with it. He used to watch a bunch of videos about flame heroes like Endeavor since he was so convinced he’d inherit his father’s quirk. Now, however… Izuku’s not as inclined towards it as before. For as long as he can remember, it’s always been him and his mother. His father just… hasn’t been in the picture, so Izuku thinks it would be… odd, to get his quirk. It would be like getting a stranger’s quirk. Inko always seems a bit sad whenever he asks about him and making his mother sad is the last thing he wants to do, so perhaps it would be better for him to inherit her quirk. It might not be very strong, but that’s because Inko never wanted to become a hero. Izuku’s sure that if he got her quirk and he trained it hard it would become strong enough to help him become a great hero- like All Might!
Turning his gaze away from the fiery cloud, Izuku grins brightly at his mother and chirps, “I wanna get mama’s quirk!”
Inko smiles in response and it makes Izuku’s heart flutter happily. “Did you hear that?” She asks Auntie Mitsuki and then laughs at her response, “Oh, don’t be so dramatic, you know Katsuki-kun adores you too. He just doesn’t want to look like such a mama’s boy.”
Izuku giggles, already having a pretty good idea of what Auntie Mitsuki said about her son, and turns back to the window. He looks away from the clouds and turns his attention to the sky dyed with crimson. Despite the ominous color, he doesn’t feel any sort of unease. Instead, he finds himself reminded of a certain red-eyed boy.
“Can I go hang out with Kacchan when we get home?” He asks abruptly.
“Let me ask Mitsuki-san, dear,” Inko replies before doing just so. She must get an enthusiastic response, because she lets out another giggle that tickles Izuku’s ears like jingling bells before saying, “Alright, just give us a few minutes to change and we’ll be there soon.”
The two women bid goodbye and a minute later the Midoriyas are pulling into their driveway. Izuku immediately jumps out and starts towards Kacchan’s house, but Inko is quick to snatch him and shoo him into their own house to get changed. Once the two are ready, Izuku takes his mother’s hand and eagerly begins leading the way down the street towards the Bakugous’ residence.
Their neighborhood is small and has only a handful of kids, including Tsubasa and Inaba, who both live a bit farther from Izuku than Kacchan does. But Izuku doesn’t mind the small size, and the lack of a large friend group has never bothered him. Why would he ever need anyone other than Kacchan?
Speaking of…
The sky has darkened now, but Izuku finds the same shade from earlier in the pair of eyes that pop out from behind the window as they approach the Bakugous’ house.
“Oi, Zuku!” Kacchan’s shout is muffled. “Hurry up, slow-poke!”
“Kacchan, you little- get down from there!”
“Go away, old hag!”
Kacchan disappears from the window and shouting erupts from within the house. Izuku giggles and Inko lets out a fond sigh as they approach the door, no doubt steeling herself for a very loud night. She knocks and the door swings open, revealing Kacchan and a very irritated-looking Auntie Mitsuki behind him. Her expression smoothes out the second she sees Inko and she spreads her arms welcomingly. “Inko-san, come in, come in! Hey there, little Izukun!”
Izuku blushes as she ruffles his hair and Kacchan groans in annoyance. The blond brushes past his mother and grabs him by the arm before beginning to drag him towards his room. Auntie Mistuki scowls at her son as they pass.
“Oi, dinner’s gonna be ready in 20 minutes, you hear?” She snaps, “Don’t start making a mess!”
“We won’t!” Izuku reassures her as he gets pulled along, but Auntie Mitsuki just smiles sweetly at him.
“Oh, Izukun, you know I don’t mean you.”
She sends a pointed glare at Kacchan, who just rolls his eyes. “Yeah, yeah, fine. C’mon, Zuku.”
He takes the smaller boy to his room and shuts the door loudly. Turning to him, the blond demands, “Well? Tsubasa-kun said Auntie was taking you to see his grandpa about your quirk. What’d he say?”
Izuku ponders. The doctor visit this afternoon was a bit boring. Doctor Tsubasa said a lot of stuff and spoke more to his mother than to him, but Izuku dutifully recounts the gist of what he understood of the events that transpired, and when he’s finished Kacchan huffs and folds his arms. “Well, what’s taking so long?” He asks impatiently.
Izuku gives a small, clueless shrug. “I dunno- but he said it’s gonna come any day now! I’m excited!” He clenches his fists and beams at his friend. “I can’t wait to be a hero like All Might!”
Kacchan scowls. “Nuh uh, I’m gonna be like All Might!” He opens his palms and lets out a couple of explosions as if to prove his point. “I’m gonna be the best hero ever! Better than All Might, even!”
Izuku’s eyes widen. “Better than All Might?” He asks in awe, “No way!”
“Yes way! Just you wait!” Kacchan brushes past Izuku to a basket of toys leaning against his wall. “Once I get bigger, I’m gonna beat up all the villains in the world! No one will beat me! You’ll see!”
Izuku gazes after his friend fondly. Kacchan is loud and abrasive, just like his quirk, but he’s also the most determined person Izuku knows. Nothing ever seems to scare him or make his confidence waver. He’s just amazing- even before his quirk manifested he was always amazing. His quirk just made him even cooler.
Not cooler than All Might, though.
Kacchan, his back still turned to Izuku, proceeds to turn the basket over and dump all of his toys on the ground. Izuku frowns.
“Erm, Kacchan, your mom said not to make a mess,” he says uneasily.
Kacchan scoffs. “Who cares what that old hag says? C’mon, I wanna play heroes!” He takes out an All Might action figure and pushes an Endeavor figure towards Izuku. “Here, you can be my sidekick.”
A bit disgruntled but used to it by now- (the few times he’s insisted on being the main hero Kacchan had been irritated the entire time)- Izuku takes the toy and settles down next to him. Kacchan quickly starts setting up a narrative, using dramatic voices and his quirk for effects. As they play, their mothers’ muffled chatting coming from the kitchen, Izuku thinks back to their earlier discussion.
“I wonder what quirk I’ll get?” He ponders aloud. Kacchan stops swooping the All Might action figure through the air and gives him a look. “I hope I get mama’s quirk. Or maybe a mix of hers and dad’s, although I don’t know if that can happen…”
Kacchan stares at him for a few moments, then turns away with a dismissive snort. “Well, no matter what quirk you end up with, you’ll never be able to beat me!”
As soon as he says that, Auntie Mitsuki’s voice calls from the kitchen, telling them that dinner is ready. Kacchan quickly scrambles to his feet and runs out the room. Izuku doesn’t follow for a few moments, instead sitting back and listening as the mother and son start snapping at each other.
Kacchan’s words… leave an odd feeling in his chest. He wouldn’t say they hurt, because he knows better than to put so much personal offense behind the boy’s words. Kacchan is always rude and often speaks without thinking- that’s just the way he is, and he should be used to it by now. But still…
“Oi, nerd! Get over here, we’re eating sukiyaki!”
Ignoring the odd ache in his heart, Izuku gets to his feet and dashes over to the kitchen
“Coming!”
Now that they know with certainty that Izuku will be getting a quirk, all that is left to do is wait.
And so they do.
Every morning, Izuku wakes up, expecting to feel different, expecting for this to be the day his quirk will manifest. Every morning, he attempts to telekinetically pull objects towards himself or to breathe fire. And every morning, nothing seems to change. Nothing seems… different.
At first, he doesn’t worry about it too much. One week since seeing Doctor Tsubasa goes by and life goes on as normal. But then one week turns into two, then into three, then into a month. By the end of October, just over two months since he turned five, Izuku still has yet to manifest his quirk and he’s beginning to get impatient.
Kacchan is too. Not only that, but he seems to also be getting… disappointed. Bored with Izuku. The greenette can see it in his eyes after each time he asks if his quirk manifested that day, after each time he replies negatively. He can see the… disinterest, the way he turns and chooses to spend more and more time with Tsubasa and Inaba, both of whom have already manifested their quirks. It leaves an unsettling feeling in his gut.
He doesn’t understand. Why won’t his quirk come? It will come… won’t it? The doctor said it would, but people whisper things around him now. His teachers give him concerned, pitying glances when they think he’s not looking. His classmates are confused and mutter to each other behind his back.
Then one day, Inaba says it.
“Maybe he just doesn’t have a quirk.”
Izuku freezes.
He, Kacchan, Tsubasa, and Izuku are exploring a nearby forest after school, one they’ve been to a few times before. The three boys still let Izuku tag along on their adventures, but lately he can tell it’s with some reluctance, so he hangs back. Still, despite being a few feet behind the trio, he hears Inaba’s suggestion loud and clear.
“That’s stupid, how could he not have a quirk?” Kacchan snaps, and a part of Izuku is relieved that his best friend is defending him, despite having disappointed him.
But then Tsubasa pipes up, “My dad says it’s called being quirkless.”
And that word, that word. The one people have been whispering around him, acting like he can’t hear. Quirkless. As in, without a quirk? Him? No, it’s- it’s impossible! Sure he’s a little later than normal, but the doctor… the doctor...
“Some people just are just born without them,” Tsuabasa continues, oblivious to Izuku’s inner turmoil, “My great aunt doesn’t have one-”
“I’m gonna have a quirk!” Izuku insists, interrupting him. The three glance over their shoulders at him and he falters. “I… I don’t have an extra toe joint,” he explains hesitantly, “Doctor Tsubasa-san said that all quirkless people have an extra toe joint but I don’t, so… so I’m just a late bloomer.”
The trio share dubious glances before Kacchan tosses his head and scoffs, “Well, then hurry up already, Zuku! We’ve been waiting forever.”
Izuku smiles nervously and trots after them as they continue their exploration of the forest.
He’ll get his quirk. Doctors are smart people, Inko says to listen to them. He just needs to be patient.
Soon enough, his presence fades into the background once again as Kacchan decides to start showing off his quirk now that there are no adults around. Tsubasa and Inaba encourage him to make bigger explosions, whooping with excitement each time they grow in size. Kacchan preens under all the attention, gloating over the power of his quirk as he braces himself for another explosion.
“Get ready, guys, this one is gonna be the biggest!” He hollers, holding his palms out.
Izuku smartly decides to take a step back and watches as his friend tenses up before unleashing an impressive explosion. His awe is short-lived, interrupted by a pained yelp from Kacchan.
“Kacchan!” He cries out, rushing to the blond who is clutching his wrists with gritted teeth. Tsubasa and Inaba are closer to him, but somehow Izuku reaches his side first. “What happened?”
He takes Kacchan’s wrists in his hands and frowns at the sight of slightly burned skin on his wrists and palms. Kacchan pushes his discomfort away and glances at Tsubasa and Inaba. “Quit worrying, it’s nothing, guys!” He scoffs dismissively, “Just happens sometimes when I overuse my quirk.”
As he talks, Izuku keeps staring down at the boy’s injuries. The skin feels hot beneath his fingers, but there’s something else to it too. Something strange. Like there’s an odd… substance? Or perhaps a presence. He isn’t quite sure how to name it, but he can feel it lingering right underneath Kacchan’s skin. Without his awareness, he finds his eyes fluttering shut. As he focuses on that strange heat, he’s surprised to discover something similar swirling within him. He doesn’t even notice it until he feels it flowing out of him, through his hands and into Kacchan’s skin. It all happens so quickly and ends abruptly when Kacchan notices Izuku still holding onto him and yanks his wrists out of his hands.
“Oi, what are you doing, idiot, I said I’m-”
The blond stops mid-sentence, glancing down at his hands in surprise. His eyes widen.
“It… it feels better…” He murmurs in shock. His head snaps up to Izuku, glaring. “What did you do?”
Izuku is confused until he notices that the burns on Kacchan’s hands are completely gone, the skin unmarred.
“Eh? What happened?” Inaba asks, stepping closer to observe Kacchan’s wrists, “Hey, your burns are gone!”
“Yeah, no shit, but how?!” Kacchan snaps, still glaring at Izuku. The other two boys turn to look at him.
“Did you do this, Midoriya-kun?” Tsubasa asks, tilting his head curiously.
Izuku anxiously shifts his feet under the attention and wrings his hands. “Um, I- I don’t know,” he squeaks, “It- erm, I don’t know, it felt weird. I… I don’t know what happened…”
Inaba blinks and his eyes widen. “Hey, maybe this is your quirk? Try it again!”
Izuku turns to Kacchan, who is still glaring, and holds out his hands. Kacchan huffs and begrudgingly lets Izuku hold his wrists. Izuku tries to find that strange warm sensation again, but it seems to have vanished alongside Kacchan’s burns. He frowns.
“I don’t think I can do it now,” he says, “The feeling is gone. I don’t know how to get it back.”
“Well, what did it feel like?” Inaba asks, surprisingly patient, “Describe what happened.”
Izuku presses his lips together and tries to find the right words. “It was like… warm? Kacchan’s burns, I mean, but not his skin- it was like something underneath his skin. It wasn’t like regular warm either- erm, I don’t know how to describe it, but I could just feel it. Um… um, and then I felt the same thing in me? Except it was leaving. It was like flowing out of me into Kacchan and then his burns were gone…”
He trails off uncertainly. The feeling was so strange and alien that it kind of scares him, especially not knowing what it is.
They all turn when Tsubasa suddenly spreads his wings. “Hold on, I’ve got an idea,” he says before disappearing up into the trees. There’s a moment of silence, then the sound of leaves rustling and branches snapping. A bird shrieks, making Izuku flinch, before Tsubasa reappears.
“Here,” he says, landing in front of them. He pushes a small bird into Izuku’s hands and says, “I broke its wing. See if that weird feeling comes back.”
“What?!” Izuku exclaims, “Tsubasa-kun, that’s so mean! Poor bird!”
Tsubasa rolls his eyes but Izuku doesn’t notice, too busy focusing on the bird in his palms that is frozen in fear. As soon as his fingers brush over the bird’s wing, he feels the strange warmth again. This time, though, he can feel it swirling around the bird’s wing joint. The word ‘dislocated’ comes to mind- he sees it happening to heroes’ arms sometimes in movies. Closing his eyes, he tries to summon the warmth within him that he felt earlier, only to discover that it’s already flowing out of him. Now that it’s not as shocking anymore, he takes the time to really focus on the feeling and try to decipher what it is.
“Ow!” He yelps, dropping the bird. It unfurls its wings and takes flight, fleeing back up into the trees. He frowns down at his finger where the bird pecked him, but there’s no blood.
“Hey, it worked!” Inaba exclaims, “You healed it! You have a healing quirk!”
“Cool!” Tsubasa grins.
“What?” Kacchan barks, scowling, “That’s not possible, his parents don’t have healing quirks!”
Inaba shrugs cluelessly. “I dunno, man, maybe it skipped a generation or two.”
“That’s really cool, though, Midoriya-kun!” Tsubasa says, “I’ve never seen one like that before! How does it work? What does it feel like?”
Taken aback by the sudden positive attention, Izuku flounders for a moment. “Uh… uh, erm, it felt like…” He wracks his brain, trying to find the right word to describe the feeling. “It felt like… energy! Yeah, like energy or something! It’s like I pushed my energy into the injury and it got better! Oh, oh, and I could also kind of tell what the injury was? Like… like I could feel Kacchan’s energy swirling around his burns and the bird’s around it’s wing, but with the bird I could tell that its wing wasn’t broken but dislocated. ‘Cause, um… it was like the energy was more focused around the joint? Like it was trying to fix it…”
It sounds confusing even to him, and one look at his friends’ faces tells him they think so too. But his confusion is being pushed aside by his excitement. This is his quirk! He finally got his quirk!
“Oh my gosh, I have a quirk now!” He exclaims, jumping up and down, “I have a quirk, I have a quirk!”
Inaba laughs, “Well, c’mon! Let’s see if you can heal more stuff!” With a mischievous grin, he reels his fist back and punches Tsubasa’s shoulder.
“Ow! Jerk!” Tsubasa growls. Before he can pouce on Inaba, however, Izuku latches onto his arm and wow, he doesn’t even have to try to use his quirk, it just activates automatically as soon as he feels an injury!
“Whoa!” Tsubasa breathes, flexing his arm, “The pain went away so fast! Thanks, Midoriya-kun!”
The praise has Izuku’s heart fluttering and he can’t help the grin that breaks out on his face.
“Hey, I wanna try!” Inaba whines, “Punch me, punch me!”
“Hey…” Kacchan says, but he gets ignored.
Tsubasa snickers and is more than happy to sock Inaba in the arm. The boy hisses but soon smiles when Izuku eagerly uses his quirk on him.
“Man, you’re so lucky!” Inaba says, “That’s gonna be such a useful quirk!”
“Hey,” Kacchan repeats.
“Let’s go see what else you can heal,” Tsubasa says.
“Hey, idiots!” Kacchan finally snaps, “We’re not doing that!” Tsubasa and Inaba turn to him and whine but he merely snarls back at them. “I’m taking Zuku back to Auntie! This is weird shit and we’ve gotta figure out what’s going on before he gets hurt!”
“Eh, hurt? How would he get hurt?” Inaba tilts his head.
Kacchan gives him a ‘are you stupid?’ look. “All quirks have drawbacks, especially when they’re overused,” he says, flexing his wrists. Inaba opens his mouth to argue, then closes it and frowns thoughtfully.
Izuku’s a bit disappointed- he just got his quirk and now Kacchan wants him to stop using it?- but then notices something. He’s a bit tired, not terribly so, but more than he usually is at this time of the day. Perhaps the whole energy transfer thing drains his own energy?
“I- I guess I am feeling a bit tired,” he admits.
Kacchan arches his brow at Inaba as if to say ‘see?’ and the other boy just rolls his eyes.
“Aw, fine, we’ll play with it more tomorrow,” Inaba says.
“Yeah, you gotta show the class!” Tsubasa says.
Izuku smiles. “I can’t wait!” Kacchan decides that it’s time to go and grabs him by the arm, dragging him back towards the street. “Thanks for helping me figure out my quirk, guys!” He calls back.
“Yeah, no problem!”
“Congrats!”
Still beaming, Izuku turns back around and lets himself be dragged by Kacchan. He still can’t believe this is happening. He’s never been so confused and happy in his life!
“Isn’t this great, Kacchan?” He says, “I finally have a quirk!”
Kacchan doesn’t look at him as he replies, “Yeah. Great.” His tone is low and he doesn’t sound too happy. Izuku’s enthusiasm wanes.
“What’s wrong?” He asks, confused.
“Nothing!” Kacchan retorts, “Let’s just… get you to Auntie. She’ll figure out what’s going on.”
Izuku pouts. Thankfully, the walk back home is short so soon he’s swinging the front door open and crying out, “Mama, mama! I got my quirk!”
“What?” Inko exclaims, rushing over from the kitchen, “Oh, sweetie, that’s wonderful!” She scoops Izuku up and presses numerous kisses onto his cheeks. He whines and tries to squirm away. Kacchan fidgets impatiently by the door. “Oh, my baby, I’m so happy for you!”
Finally managing to push her face away, Izuku says, “And you’ll never guess what it is!”
“Oh?” Inko asks, feigning confusion, “What is it?”
“Healing,” Kacchan interrupts. She turns to the blond in surprise and he stares back up at her sullenly. “It’s some sort of healing quirk.”
“Huh?” Now Inko’s confusion is real.
Izuku nudges her repeatedly and whines, “Mama, you never told me we had healing quirks in our family!”
Inko is still glancing between the two boys, her mind clearly whirling. “We… don’t,” she says softly, his brow furrowing, “Honey, are you sure?”
“Yeah!” Izuku says enthusiastically. Inko blinks and glances at Kacchan, who is gazing at her with an unusually serious expression.
“Katsuki-kun?” She questions with an uncertain tone.
Sensing her hesitance, Kacchan huffs and stomps into the kitchen. He pulls out a small knife from the drawer, alarming Inko, but before she can stop him he purposefully slices the edge of his palm.
“Katsuki-kun! What on earth are you doing?!”
“Zuku,” Kacchan says, holding his palm up to the smaller boy who is squirming out of his mother’s grasp, “Show her.”
Izuku takes Kacchan’s hand in his and his quirk immediately flows.
“Now hold on, you can’t just- oh!”
Inko’s eyes widen comically as the cut vanishes within seconds. For a few moments she just stares, even when Izuku beams up at her proudly. “See?”
She blinks slowly, a soft ‘oh’ escaping her lips. “Uh… um… o-okay…” She speaks haltingly, as if she’s still trying to wrap her brain around the situation. “Okay… okay! Uh, let’s… let’s…” She straightens up and looks down at Izuku, plastering on a nervous smile. “Why don’t we visit Doctor Tsubasa-san again, honey, okay?”
“Okay!” Izuku agrees cheerfully, bouncing from foot to foot. Kacchan is still frowning.
“Kacchan-kun, why don’t you head home? And… and maybe have you mother check out your hand?”
“But his hand’s fine, see?” Izuku says, “I healed it!”
“I know, honey, but just in case,” Inko says, quickly grabbing her purse and keys and herding the kids to the door. “Come on, then.”
Izuku bids Kacchan goodbye and Inko watches the boy until he has disappeared down the street before she puts her son into the car and drives off.
Doctor Tsubasa looks stunned when Inko tells him about Izuku’s strange new quirk, but he doesn’t look disbelieving. Instead, he calmly retrieves a scalpel and scrapes off a small amount of skin on his wrist before asking Izuku to demonstrate his ability. The boy happily obliges and the doctor watches with fascination as his own skin heals right before his eyes.
“Well!” He huffs good-naturedly, “That’s a healing quirk alright!”
Inko’s eyes widen as Izuku squeals in excitement. “Really?” He asks, eyes sparkling.
“Yes, and a pretty powerful one if I’m not mistaken,” Doctor Tsubasa replies, much to the delight of the young boy.
A healing quirk! He really has a healing quirk! And a powerful one!
“But Tsubasa-san,” Inko says, smiling hesitantly at her son’s happiness, “I don’t understand. No one in my family or my husband’s family has a healing quirk, at least, none that we knew of…”
“And I wouldn’t expect them to,” Doctor Tsubasa explains, notably looking at both Inko and Izuku as he does so as opposed to only the former like he did during their earlier visit, “You see, healing quirks are exceptionally rare and one of the reasons for that is because they’re not hereditary, meaning that they aren’t passed down through genetics. Only a small amount of quirks spontaneously manifest in people without a prior genetic inclination for that quirk, and an even smaller amount of that small amount are healing quirks.” He smiles at Inko. “Your son has something truly special here, Midoriya-san.”
Inko inhales sharply and smiles again, this time more warmly. “Oh,” she breathes, tucking her son closer to her side, “That’s good then.”
“Very good,” the doctor says, “In all my years as a medical professional, I’ve never seen a quirk like his before. Healing quirks usually work by manipulating some aspect of the patient’s body to help them heal faster. I’m sure you’ve heard of the Youthful Heroine Recovery Girl?” Both Inko and Izuku nod, the latter more vigorously. “Well, her quirk speeds up a person’s natural healing ability by drawing from their stamina. An old colleague of mine could manipulate blood, which was helpful in stopping bleeding. I’ve also heard of a handful of people with pain-stopping quirks. But this ‘energy transfer’ that your son has described… well, I’ve never seen anything like it. And the speed that his quirk healed at…!” He laughs incredulously and shakes his head. “It’s truly amazing. I’m envious even. Most doctors and nurses either have diagnosis-like quirks or more minor healing quirks. People with stronger healing quirks are so rare they’re usually snatched up by hero agencies as soon as possible.”
Izuku gasps at the words ‘hero agencies’ and clutches his mother’s arm excitedly. Inko brushes her hand through his hair but her smile wavers slightly.
“So… Izuku’s quirk,” she starts, “Everything’s alright, then? It-It’s so unfamiliar and rare that I can’t help but worry…”
“Oh, yes, of course,” Doctor Tsubasa says, “All quirks have drawbacks, as I’m sure you know. From what Izuku has told me and from what I’ve seen, it seems like his quirk relies on him passing his own energy to someone else. He mentioned being tired after using it a lot, so I assume that limited amount of energy to give and if he overuses his quirk he’ll exhaust himself. So-” He turns to fix Izuku with a kind but firm look, “Let’s not use your quirk to heal every single scrape and bruise your friends might get, okay?”
Izuku smiles and nods. “Okay!”
“Good.” Doctor Tsubasa nods and pats his head. “Well, aside from that, you should have no worries.” He smiles when he says that, but for some reason his smile seems to falter after a moment. Izuku doesn’t notice, already getting up as the doctor’s tone of voice suggests the appointment is about to finish, but Inko notices it immediately.
She stands up when the doctor does and begins walking with her son to the door. Before she leaves, however, Doctor Tsubasa stops her with his arm. He hesitates, then smiles down at Izuku.
“Hey, Midoriya-kun, why don’t you play with the toys in the waiting room for a little bit?” He suggests, his voice light, “I just need to talk to your mother about some paperwork for a few minutes.”
Izuku simply shrugs. “Okay!”
They wait for him to leave, then shut the door behind him. He skips down the hall into the waiting room, humming in contemplation. Doctor Tsubasa said a lot of things with a lot of big words, but Izuku thinks he understood most of it. Excitement bubbles in his chest. His quirk is super rare and he can help people with it! Can this day get any better?
When he re-enters the waiting room, he spies a basket of toys in the far corner. There are already a couple of kids playing, but he figures he can join them. Before he might have hesitated, but he has a quirk now- why should he? The two kids smile at him and let him join their game, and when the topic of quirks inevitably comes up he cheerfully proclaims that he has a healing quirk. Their eyes widen and they ‘ooh’ and ‘ahh’, causing pride to fill his chest. Having a quirk to be proud of is something new and amazing for him. God, he’s so happy his quirk manifested!
They play for a few minutes while talking about their powers- Oki-kun can make plants grow when she spits on dirt and Yamabe-kun can turn hard objects soft. Then they both get called in for their appointments and Izuku is only alone for a minute before his mother returns.
He beams at her, but for some reason she looks troubled. “Mama?” He questions, but she merely plasters on a fake smile and tells him that it’s time to go. The anxious look on her face doesn’t disappear on the drive home and when he tries to distract her with conversation her replies are short and tense.
Izuku doesn’t understand. The doctor just told them great news and his quirk is even better than he expected- why isn’t she happy?
She also takes them straight to Kacchan’s house instead of their own home. Uncle Masaru is surprised when he answers the door but welcomes them in anyways.
“Zuku!” Kacchan shouts as a greeting. He stomps over and demands, “What did the doctor say?”
Auntie Mitsuki ruffles her son’s hair and ignores his indignant squawking. “The little brat told us what happened today.” She props her hand on her hip. “So is it true? Does Izukun have a healing quirk?”
“Y-yeah, apparently,” Inko replies, rubbing the back of her neck, “It’s super rare but healing quirks just manifest spontaneously, so they’re not passed down from the parents. Izuku can kind of… pass his energy to other people? And I guess that heals them…”
“Wow,” Auntie Mitsuki says, flashing a grin at Izuku, “Nice one, kiddo!”
“Yeah,” Uncle Masaru agrees, but then trails off when he looks at Inko. He must see something in her expression because he turns to the two young boys and says, “Hey, how ‘bout you guys go play in Katsuki’s room?”
“Hm?” Izuku looks up. “Oh, okay.”
Kacchan scoffs and starts pulling him towards his room, but instead of going inside he stops at the end of the hallway. Turning to Izuku, he presses a finger to his lips and crouches down.
“Kacchan?” Izuku whispers, “What are we doing?”
“Shh!” Kacchan hisses back, “Idiot! They sent us away because they wanna talk about stuff behind our backs!”
Izuku blinks and then tilts his head in confusion. “Then… shouldn’t we leave?”
Kacchan scowls and covers the other boy’s mouth with his hand, leaning closer to the entrance of the hallway so he can hear better.
“Inko-san?” Uncle Masaru asks quietly, “Is everything okay?”
There’s a few moments of silence, then a soft sniffle.
“Inko-san!” Auntie Mitsuki cries out a little too loudly, causing her husband to shush her, “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, nothing!” Inko replies hastily, but her voice breaks, “I mean, nothing’s wrong with Izuku. I… I’m happy for him, really. It’s just…” Her voice trails off and she sniffles a couple more times, trying not to hiccup.
Hearing his mother struggle not to cry makes Izuku want to go out and comfort her, but Kacchan holds him still.
Uncle Masaru’s voice speaks up, “Why don’t we sit down and you can tell us what happened?”
Inko must nod because there’s the sound of footsteps and then chairs scraping against the floor. Izuku hears his mother inhale shakily before beginning to speak.
“It’s just… something the doctor wanted to warn me about before we left…”
“I don’t mean to scare you with what I’m about to tell you, Midoriya-san,” Doctor Tsubasa says as he closes the door behind him, “But considering the situation, I just feel I have to give you a heads up. Please, take a seat.”
Inko does, and the doctor sits in a stool across from her.
Clasping his hands in front of him, he says, “I just need to… emphasize how rare your son’s quirk is. And how powerful it could potentially become. He’s only five years old and yet he was able to completely heal a dislocated bird’s wing. I have no doubt his quirk will only strengthen with age, but…” He trails off for a moment, then asks, “How much do you know about Recovery Girl?”
Inko blinks in surprise, then admits, “Not much really. I just know she works at UA.”
Doctor Tsubasa nods. “She is also considered to have one of the most powerful healing quirks in Japan, if not the most powerful. She doesn’t do this as often anymore, but she used to travel all across Japan and sometimes the world to heal people with her quirk. She’s also the only reason UA can train their students the way they do- without her I’m sure the school would have to face numerous lawsuits from parents whose children come home from school injured everyday. And since healing quirks are so rare, hero agencies never seem to have enough healers and they often travel between agencies to help out where they are needed…” He pauses, opens his mouth, then closes it. Finally, he settles on, “Basically what I’m trying to say is… Izuku will be highly sought after once people become more aware of his quirk.”
“Oh!” Inko says, “That’s… that’s wonderful! Izuku has always loved heroes- he wants to be one too, although I suppose with his new quirk things might happen a bit differently… But I’m sure he’d be thrilled to work with them!” She smiles, but it fades away quickly at the look on the doctor’s face. “What is it?”
“It’s just…” He sighs, then meets her gaze head on and says, “Healers are not only sought after by heroes. It’s not unheard of for villains to seek out healers and try to kidnap them, especially organized crime groups. See, they can’t go to the hospital if they get hurt in a fight, so healers are valuable to them too. Hero agencies usually keep their healers close and protected at all costs, especially in the most recent decade, but… Well, I’m sure you heard of the incident with the healer at Endeavor’s agency, yes?”
“Huh? No, I haven’t,” Inko replies, clutching her purse anxiously.
“Oh, well I suppose it’s been a while. Probably only a couple of years before Izuku was born, actually. Well, there was a bit of drama going on with Endeavor’s hero agency because his healer was stolen by villains. Endeavor managed to rescue him a couple of days later, of course, but it was quite the scandal. People criticized Endeavor rather harshly, but it ended up with hero agencies significantly increasing the protection around their healers, so overall there was a good outcome.”
Inko nods and looks down at her shoes, biting her lip as her anxiety rises. Doctor Tsubasa notices and places his hand over hers.
“I’m sorry, I really don’t mean to scare you with this, I just need you to be aware,” he says soothingly, “Izuku’s quirk is wonderful, but you just need to keep a close eye on him. Right now he’s at his most vulnerable because he’s young and cannot defend himself. Maybe just make sure he always has a friend with him when he walks home from school.”
At this point, Inko is fighting off tears. “Oh, God,” she hiccups, “I don’t- I don’t know, I- I never thought about this- I never even considered…” She sniffles and lets out a wavering sigh. “Izuku loves heroes and I’m sure he’ll want to use his quirk to help them, but… Should I not let him? Should I just-”
“No, no actually,” Doctor Tsubasa interrupts, “His love for heroes is a good thing! If he wants to become a hero healer then he absolutely should!”
“But you just said-”
“His quirk will get attention no matter where he goes,” he says, “But if he ends up working with heroes then he’ll have their protection. That’s why I said most doctors and nurses have minor healing quirks- because people with powerful ones often catch the attention of heroes, who will in turn protect them from any villains who also have their eye on them.”
“Oh! Okay,” Inko says, nodding rapidly. She takes a deep breath and nods once more, her mind racing. “Okay… this… this is a lot, but…” She exhales sharply and laughs shakily, “Heh, and I was worried he’d breathe fire…”
The doctor chuckles sympathetically before sobering up. He pats her hand and smiles at her reassuringly.
“Don’t ever forget- Izuku’s quirk is a good thing. He just needs to be a bit more careful than most children.”
Inko sniffles and wipes her watery eyes. Uncle Masaru hands her a tissue that she gratefully accepts and dries off her tears.
“Wow,” Auntie Mitsuki says, her voice unusually soft, “... long day, huh?”
Inko lets out a wet laugh.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry I probably look like such a mess,” she apologizes profusely, “It’s just… the thought of some villain snatching up my poor baby…”
“Hey, hey, that’s not gonna happen,” Auntie Mitsuki reassures, “We’re not gonna let that happen. I’ll make sure our little brat stays by his side at all times.”
“Huh?” Inko says, “Oh, no, I don’t want to impose-”
“Nonsense!” Auntie Mitsuki insists, “They’re already best friends, it wouldn’t be any trouble.”
“And perhaps,” Uncle Masaru suggests, “When Izukun is a bit older he can take some self-defense classes.”
“Oh!” Inko perks up a bit. “That’s-That’s a good idea. Maybe he…”
As the parents continue to discuss things quietly, Izuku and Kacchan listen from the hallway.
Izuku is struggling to understand what’s going on. His mother sounded so sad that he kept wanting to run to her side and comfort her, but Kacchan kept grabbing him and holding him back. They tried to keep their tussing as quiet as possible, but Izuku still missed some of what was said. He kept hearing the words ‘healer’, ‘Izuku’s quirk’, ‘danger’, and ‘heroes’, and combining that with what little else he heard, his mind comes to the realization that he’s been wondering about ever since his quirk manifested.
“I can become a hero!” He says to Kacchan excitedly. Unfortunately, he also said it a bit too loudly and conversation in the other room stops.
“Shh!” Kacchan hisses, but it’s too late.
“Boys!” Auntie Mitsuki barks, “Come out here!”
Glaring at Izuku, Kacchan huffs and begrudgingly walks out of the hallway, the smaller boy on his heels. Auntie Mitsuki frowns at them as they approach the table where the adults are sitting.
“You shouldn’t eavesdrop,” she scolds.
“Sorry, ma’am,” Izuku begins to say, only to be interrupted by Kacchan.
“What’s going on here?” He snaps, “Why would someone wanna take Zuku? His quirk isn’t that cool.”
“What? Yeah it is!” Izuku protests, but shrinks away when his friend glares at him. “I… I can be a hero with it.”
Kacchan snorts, “What? No way! You’re just gonna become a doctor or some shit.”
“Oi! Don’t say shit like that, brat!” Auntie Mitsuki snaps but her son merely rolls his eyes.
Dismayed, Izuku glances from Kacchan to the adults and cries, “But I don’t wanna be a doctor, I wanna be a hero!”
“And you can be a hero,” Inko says, causing Izuku to beam, “Well, sort of. I was just talking about it with Doctor Tsubasa-san. You can be a hero healer.”
The children share the same confused expression and both tilt their heads nearly simultaneously.
“A what?”
“Haah?”
“A hero healer,” Uncle Masaru explains, “All hero agencies have them. They’re people with really good healing quirks that heal heroes when they get hurt while fighting villains.”
“Oh.” Izuku blinks thoughtfully. He’d never really thought about something like that before. Of course heroes need healers, it makes sense that they would. They don’t just magically get better after all. But him? A healer? He isn’t sure…
Kacchan sniffs and tosses his head. “Well, when I’m a hero I won’t need one!” He says braggingly, “I’ll be so strong I’ll never get hurt!” He flashes his quirk to prove his point, but shrieks furiously when Auntie Mitsuki gives him a little slap on the back of the head.
“Of course you’re gonna get hurt, you little shit!” She snaps, “All heroes get hurt one way or another! Didn’t you just say Izukun healed you when you overused your quirk?”
Kacchan grumbles angrily and looks like he wants to argue back, but Uncle Masaru eases the tension by saying, “Even All Might’s agency has healers.” Kacchan and Izuku perk up at this, so the man smiles and adds, “Every hero needs a healer and, according to Doctor Tsubasa-san, they’re apparently in high demand.”
“Yeah, so you better keep little Izukun close or another hero will snatch him up!” Auntie Mitsuki teases.
Kacchan’s eyes widen and dart from his mother to his friend before they narrow. “What the hell? No way!” He growls, “If you’re gonna be anyone’s healer, you’re gonna be mine!” He grabs onto Izuku’s arm and the smaller boy giggles.
Everyone has been looking at him with bright and hopeful eyes ever since he manifested his quirk just a few hours ago. Tsubasa and Inaba were actually pretty nice to him- usually they either ignore him or tease him as they follow Kacchan around. And Doctor Tsubasa… he seemed really impressed with his quirk. And Auntie Mitsuki, Uncle Masaru, and Inko are all really enthusiastic about this whole healer thing, but…
But…
“But I won’t really be a hero, will I?” He asks, his voice downtrodden. The adults turn to him in surprise. “I… I thought maybe if I got mama or papa’s quirk I could, but…” He looks down at his hands. He can still remember the feeling of his energy being passed to the bird’s wing. He clenches them. Looking up at his mother, he struggles to keep the tears out of his eyes as he says, “I can’t beat up villains with a quirk like this! I can’t protect people, so… so how could I really be a hero?”
Kacchan is gazing at him with an odd expression, like he can’t quite decide how he feels about the situation. Izuku sniffles and rubs his nose with the back of his hand as Auntie Mitsuki kneels down in front of him.
“Hey, healers are important too, you know!” She says, knocking his forehead lightly with her knuckle, “Don’t dismiss yourself so easily! Yeah, it’s a bit of a change of plans for you, but that doesn’t mean you can’t still be a hero. Hell, you’re literally gonna be the hero of heroes. So chin up, kiddo!”
Izuku blinks at her with wide eyes. The hero of heroes? That… does sound kind of cool...
“And,” Inko says, joining Auntie Mitsuki, “You won’t be giving your poor mother anxiety about you putting yourself in danger everyday.”
Auntie Mitsuki barks out a laugh and Uncle Masaru smiles.
“Then why’d you sound so upset?” Kacchan asks, bringing attention back to him, “We heard Auntie crying!”
The three adults share glances between them, obviously silently communicating. It clearly frustrates Kacchan, but soon his father sighs softly and explains.
“We’re just worried about people… taking advantage of Izukun,” he says, “Do you know what that means?”
Izuku frowns. “Um…”
“I heard Auntie say that bad people wanna take Zuku!” Kacchan declares.
Auntie Mitsuki huffs, grumbling something about eavesdropping under her breath. Uncle Masaru puts a hand on her shoulder, but the next moment she straightens up and fixes Kacchan with a hard look.
“Well, you won’t let that happen, now will you?” She snaps.
Kacchan scowls. “Hah?”
“If some fucker comes along and decides to snatch Izukun because he wants to force him to use his quirk, what are you gonna do?” Auntie Mitsuki asks. Uncle Masaru tries to warn her not to be so blatant about it so to not scare the kids, but her fiery question gets the reaction she wanted
“I’ll beat ‘em up, of course!” Kacchan jumps up, flaring his quirk, “I’ll beat up any fucker who tries to take him!”
“That’s right!” Auntie Mitsuki nods approvingly, then roughly ruffles her son’s hair.
Kacchan grumpily shoves her hand away and scoffs, “Pshh! That’s what you were so worried about?” His gaze lands on Inko, who is looking at him with watery eyes and a smile, and he blushes. He glances away with a huff and grabs onto Izuku’s arm again. “Yeah, I’ll keep him safe,” he grunts, feigning nonchalance.
The adults seem pleased, but Izuku tilts his head in thought. “I would’ve healed them if they asked,” he says innocently.
Inko shakes her head and takes his hands into hers. “No. No, baby, I’m sorry, but you can’t just use your quirk on anyone who asks you to, especially not strangers. There are some bad people out there that might want to take you so they can use your quirk.”
Izuku doesn’t look like he quite understands- ‘But wouldn’t they not take him if he just heals them?’- but Kacchan scowls and bares his teeth. His grip on Izuku’s arm tightens.
“I won’t let that happen!”
“Good!” Auntie Mitsuki gives a single, satisfied nod.
“Thank you, Katsuki-kun,” Inko says much more gently. She smiles at him and lightly scratches his hair, but he doesn’t push her hand away. Instead, he merely blushes and averts his gaze, pulling Izuku back towards his room.
“C’mon, Zuku, let’s go play video games or something,” he grumbles, “You’re staying for dinner, right?”
Inko startles, suddenly noticing how late it is, and jumps to her feet. “Oh my goodness, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to stay so long, I don’t mean to impose, I-”
Auntie Mitsuki laughs and wraps an arm around her shoulders. “Oh, shut up! You know you’re always welcome!”
“Oh, well at least let me help with dinner!”
“Nope! You’re gonna sit down and drink a big glass of wine and get this tension out of your shoulders!”
As Inko continues to babble, Uncle Masaru follows the two women into the kitchen, shaking his head with a soft smile on his face. Kacchan rolls his eyes and pushes Izuku into his room.
“Ugh, grown-ups.”
Katsuki isn’t really sure how to feel about all this. Zuku’s new quirk is weird. It’s weird it manifested so late, it’s weird that it’s so different from his parents’ quirks, and it’s weird that it’s a healing quirk of all things. Katsuki doesn’t like surprises, and he most certainly did not appreciate this one either. He thought Zuku would get one of his parents’ quirks like everyone else- he thought he’d manifest his mother’s weak-ass telekinetic quirk or maybe his father’s fire-breathing quirk. Something weak compared to his explosion quirk, but something that could at least provide some entertainment for them. Playing with a healing quirk might be a bit hard though, and it doesn’t seem like it’d be very fun anyway.
The grown-ups are being so weird about Zuku’s quirk too, making it seem like it’s so special, and that annoys Katsuki- but it seems to scare Auntie Inko. Even as a five year-old, Katsuki could see the genuine fear in her eyes as she told her son why he couldn’t use his quirk on strangers.
Katsuki likes Auntie Inko. She’s pretty and kind, all smooth curves and round softness, so different from his own mother’s roughness and harsh edges. Her hugs are the only ones’ that Katsuki never pushes away because they feel like being wrapped in a warm blanket fresh from the laundry, and she has doe-like eyes that crinkle when she smiles.
Zuku has those eyes too, along with all of his mother’s softness. He’s timid and gentle and cries easily and so unlike Katsuki in so many ways- but maybe that’s what makes him the best playmate, not that he would ever admit it. He’s always the first one to run up to a dog in the street and pet it, and he’s always the first to run away from something fun and dangerous instead of towards it. He’s small and weak- and so Katsuki supposes, if he thinks about it, that perhaps this new quirk is actually quite fitting for him then. It’s not flashy or strong, and neither is he. Honestly, Katsuki can’t even imagine someone as meek as Zuku with anything better than some lame healing quirk. Figures he’d need someone as strong as Katsuki to keep him safe. It makes sense.
A feeling of importance fills Katsuki’s chest, and his gaze roams over Zuku as the smaller boy kneels beside their hero toys scattered on the ground.
Even though Zuku’s new quirk isn’t nearly as cool as his, Katsuki can at least see its usefulness. Overusing his quirk always makes his wrists ache terribly, but Zuku made the pain go away almost as soon as he touched him. And even though he still stands by what he said earlier- he’ll be so strong, he’ll never get hurt- he sure as hell isn’t going to let some other hero snatch up Zuku! His mother said that every hero needs a healer, and Katsuki was Zuku’s friend first, so Zuku is his healer! He’ll beat up anyone- hero or bad guy- that tries to take him for his quirk!
“Kacchan, are we going to play?” Zuku turns and asks, blinking at him with his large, innocent eyes.
Katsuki jerks out of his thoughts. “Of course we are, nerd!” He snaps roughly, making Zuku startle. He steps over to him.
Maybe this won’t be such a bad thing, Zuku’s new quirk. Being Zuku’s protector. It’ll make Auntie Inko happy, he’ll get to have Zuku as his healer, and he gets to be the hero in all this.
As he plops down next to Zuku, the smaller boy wordlessly hands him the All Might toy with a bright smile. Katsuki feels something in his chest stir and he takes it.
Yeah, he’ll protect him alright.
Notes:
Hi guys, thanks for clicking on my fic! This is my first BNHA fic and I’m really excited to share it with you all! I started writing it in the beginning of quarantine last year and completed it in the winter, then spent a few weeks drawing some art for it, so this baby is all wrapped up and ready to be served on a silver platter for you guys! As you can see in the desc/info thing, it’s going to be 44 chapters and I believe the final word count was around 360k+ words although I’m not sure on the exact amount ‘cause my Google doc started having an aneurysm on me and I had to split up the doc into different parts lol.
So yeah, I’m really excited to finally be sharing this with you and I’d be super happy if you decide to stick along for the ride with me! Thanks for reading!
Chapter 2: The Fear
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The next day at school, Izuku does something he’s wanted to do for ages: He shows off his quirk.
Tsubasa and Inaba are more than willing to help. Tsubasa somehow got a scrape on his knee after Kacchan and Izuku left yesterday, so he bounces up to Izuku as soon as he arrives at school and shows him. If Izuku didn’t know any better, he’d say the winged boy almost seemed proud of his scrape.
So, once they’ve gathered the attention of all of their classmates and a couple of their teachers, Izuku reaches out to heal his scrape. He’s nervous at first, almost worried that the previous day had been a dream and he didn’t really have a quirk, but like before his quirk seems to activate the second he touches the injury. His peers watch with awe-filled eyes as it fades away into unblemished skin within seconds.
“Wow!” One girl exclaims, “That’s so cool, Midoriya-kun!”
“Definitely worth the wait!” Another laughs.
“Oh, geez, what a godsend that quirk is!” One of the teachers whines good-naturedly, “These kids are always rough housing and getting hurt.”
Izuku beams at the praise. Next to him, Kacchan puffs up his chest with pride.
“And guess what?” He declares, “When I’m a hero, Zuku’s gonna be my healer!”
More ‘oohing’ and ‘ahhing’ from the crowd of children. One of the teachers looks amused.
“A hero healer, huh?” She says, “Well, you’ve certainly got the quirk for it! How did you say it works again?”
Izuku explains his theory of energy transfer and she hums contemplatively, “I’ve never heard of a quirk like this before. And I bet it will only get stronger as you get older.” She winks and pats his curls. “It’s always good to see young people with healing quirks. Lord knows there’s not enough of them!”
“Doctor Tsubasa-san said it’s ‘cause healing quirks aren’t hera- heredi- um, herd-”
“Hereditary?” His teacher asks and he nods.
The other teacher raises his eyebrows. “Really? I didn’t know that.”
Izuku opens his mouth to say more, but Kacchan drags him back to the group of kids before he can. They swarm around him, asking him questions about his quirk and how it feels and why it was so late. Izuku answers as best as he can, but soon Kacchan starts to fidget impatiently beside him. After a few more minutes, he clearly gets bored that the attention isn’t on him and shoos the other kids away.
Izuku doesn’t mind too much, though. All of this attention is new and overwhelming- he’s used to just fading into the background and staying by Kacchan’s side.
Thankfully, the rest of the school day goes by fairly normally, aside from a couple of kids coming up to him during lunch asking him to heal their scrapes and bruises. Then he briefly gains another small audience while he uses his quirk. He doesn’t really know how to respond to praise other than awkwardly smiling and scratching the back of his head, so he doesn’t linger very long and the group usually disperses soon after.
Kacchan can’t seem to decide whether he wants to boast about having Izuku as his healer or be grumpy that the attention isn’t on him anymore.
Inaba tries to reassure him. “Don’t worry, it’s just ‘cause it’s a new quirk. I’m sure the hype will die down after a couple of days.”
Kacchan merely grumbles inaudibly but Izuku lets out a sigh of relief. “I hope so!” He says exasperatedly, “I don’t know if I like all this attention. I feel so awkward.”
Kacchan snorts but seems appeased by his response. At the end of the day, the four of them walk home together, Tsubasa and Inaba splitting off a couple of streets before theirs. Kacchan insists on walking Izuku to his door, which is a bit strange and unnecessary, but Izuku doesn’t protest much. When his mother comes back from home soon after, she seems extremely relieved when she sees him, but her expression smoothes out a moment later and she announces she’s making katsudon for dinner. The prospect of his favorite dish erases immediately takes Izuku’s mind off of any oddities he may have perceived, and he later chatters happily to his mother about his first day at school with a quirk as they eat dinner.
Before going to bed, he decides to take out a new notebook and start researching everything he can about hero healers. Just like with his hero notebooks, he begins filling pages with information about individual healers, although he quickly discovers that there’s a lot more information about Recovery Girl available than there is for any other healer. His eyes roam over article after article about the healer traveling to other countries to heal people, to heal heroes, to save people that others couldn’t save in ways that no one else could.
By the time Inko peeks into his room, Izuku is fast asleep in front of his computer with Recovery Girl’s biography displayed on the monitor screen. She ends up carrying him to bed, and from that night on, Izuku’s admiration for Recovery Girl only continues to grow.
The second day of school goes just about the same as the first, but the third day is a bit more interesting. It seems that word has spread all over the school about Izuku’s quirk. He finds himself being approached not only by classmates but by upperclassmen too, asking him to heal papercuts and bruises and even a twisted ankle. Izuku happily obliges, but as the weeks go by more and more students approach him with their injuries. He never realized how many scrapes and bruises children got until he was faced with them. They’re usually the same students too, ones that like to rough-house or play sports.
Kacchan’s mood steadily sours as the number of kids to approach Izuku rises. He tries to tell the students to suck it up, especially with those with smaller injuries, but Izuku can’t find it within himself to turn someone away when they’re asking for help. This results in him sometimes going home extremely tired from using his quirk so much. Kacchan always yells at him when this happens, but Izuku takes it as a learning opportunity.
His quirk is called Healing Energy- that’s what they decide when Inko takes him to get it registered. The next day he asks his mother for a new notebook and begins filling it with notes about his own quirk, rather than those of heroes. At school there are plenty of opportunities for him to practice with his quirk, so he learns a few things as time passes.
The first thing he discovers is that his quirk doesn’t work at all if he’s injured or sick. A week after his quirk manifests, he accidentally trips down the stairs and twists his ankle. He doesn’t think too much of it until he discovers that he can’t use his quirk when someone asks him to at lunch. He panics, wondering what happened, and it only clicks in his mind the day after when his ankle is feeling better that it probably had something to do with that. To test this, he has Tsubasa punch him in the arm (much to Kacchan’s displeasure) and tries to heal a scrape, to no avail. So there’s that.
The second thing he discovers is that skin-to-skin contact is needed to heal. This, he does not discover by accident but because he is genuinely curious. He supposes it should have been a bit obvious.
The third thing he learns about his quirk is that it works best when he’s well fed and well rested. This kind of relates to the whole ‘it won’t work if he’s injured or sick’, except it’s just something he notices over time. Like if he doesn't sleep so well the previous night or skips breakfast before school then his quirk is more sluggish and he tires out a lot faster.
The fourth thing he discovers is that he cannot do anything to help illnesses. He tries futilely to pour his energy into Tsubasa when the winged boy gets a cold during the winter to no avail. Kacchan eventually drags him away to prevent him from getting sick.
The fifth thing he learns is that when he heals someone, he brings them to their absolute best. He discovers this with Kacchan one day during winter break. They’re off in the forest again, just the two of them this time, and Kacchan is trying to push the outer limits of his quirk and make bigger explosions. Whenever he overuses his quirk, Izuku heals him and he seems to be extra energized afterwards, making even bigger explosions than before. Izuku wonders if he has an effect on other people’s quirks, but he figures that if he brings them to their full health then it’s only natural that their quirks would be working at their best.
He can also sort of sense injuries too, which he knew about with the bird’s dislocated wing, but it’s especially helpful during the first few weeks after his quirk manifests. Kacchan isn’t too good at asking for help, even when he knows Izuku can provide it, so sometimes he’ll lean against his friend’s side and feel with his quirk if he has any injuries (and with a rowdy boy like Kacchan there’s almost always some sort of injury). But Kacchan doesn’t like to bring it up, so Izuku will just grab his hand as they walk home and let his energy flow. Kacchan never comments on the sudden energy he feels and instead ruffles Izuku’s curls into a rat’s nest, much to the greenette’s displeasure.
Just when he thinks he’s learned all he can about his quirk, he discovers something new. It’s exciting and quickly comes to love his new power, scribbling down everything he learns into his quirk notebook. He doesn’t even mind too much when he goes home tired from healing because it’s evidence of his hard work. Inko, however, does mind.
“Please, Izuku, you need to learn how to say no,” she says one night during dinner, “I know you want to help everyone, but it’s not good for you to be draining yourself so often. You need energy too.”
Izuku shoves some rice into his mouth (he always seems to be hungry after a long day of healing) and protests, “But it’s good quirk practice! Besides, Kacchan always uses his quirk. Like, everyday.”
“Izuku,” Inko says with a firm tone, so Izuku sighs in defeat.
“Okay, okay…”
The next day after school, Izuku is waiting just outside the main building, watching kids as they walk home or get picked up by their parents. Kacchan got detention for getting in a fight with another student, which isn’t uncommon even though Izuku has made his disapproval very clear, so he has to wait for him to be done. Kacchan had insisted that he wait for him, even though Tsubasa and Inaba offered to walk him home, but whatever. He should be done soon…
“Oi, Midoriya-kun!”
The boy glances up to see a couple of fourth graders approaching him. He recognizes them- Akamine and Furuya. They treat Izuku well enough, but from what he’s heard they’re a couple of troublemakers. They always come to him with their scrapes and bruises from whatever tussle they got into. Normally, he’d heal them without any complaint, but after what his mother told him…
“Hey, I’ve got a couple of scrapes, you mind healing them?” Akamine asks as soon as they reach him.
“Sorry, not today guys,” Izuku says apologetically.
Akamine looks briefly surprised. “Aww, c’mon, they sting a lot and they’re really nasty,” he whines, “Look!” He pulls up his sleeve to reveal scrapes and bruises that do look a bit uncomfortable, but are really not that bad. They’d heal in a week on their own.
“Yeah, and I got punched in the face,” Furuya states bluntly, turning his head to show Izuku the bruise blooming on his cheek.
The boy sighs, not even bothering to ask how he got it.
“I’m sorry guys, but I’ve kind of been using my quirk a lot for the past few days and I’m trying to take a break,” he explains patiently.
“Yeah, but this won’t take that much energy,” Akamine insists, “C’mon, man, do us a favor.”
Izuku shrinks under the pressure, but a ball of irritation forms in his chest. It’s his quirk, he shouldn’t be pressured to use it if he doesn’t want to!
“Actually, I do you guys a lot of favors,” he says, slowly backing away from them, “Pretty much every week, really. So I think this one time you can-”
Furuya suddenly reaches out and grabs his upper arm, pulling him back over to them. He grins down at him, but it doesn’t look friendly at all. Izuku suddenly notices how tall these older boys are, how much bigger they are than him. Even amongst boys his own age, Izuku is pretty short, so these guys practically loom over him.
He gulps.
“Aww, c’mon, Midoriya-kun!” Furuya sneers, “Don’t be like that…”
He grabs Izuku’s hand and puts it on his bruised cheek. To Izuku’s dismay, he feels his energy begin to leave him through his fingertips and he struggles to pull away.
Another thing he’s noticed about his quirk is that it automatically activates when he touches an injury. He hardly ever has to think about turning it on, but it’s only now that he realizes he has no idea how to turn it off. He panics when Furuya refuses to let go of his hand and Akamine starts reaching for his other arm.
“Hey, stop it!” He snaps, “I said no! I said no!”
“You wanna be a healer, don’t you?” Akamine jeers, grabbing his forearm and pulling him closer, “What kind of healer refuses to heal?”
He starts to bring Izuku’s hand towards his bruised arm, but no matter how hard Izuku pulls, he can’t break out of his grip.
“Stop it!” He cries out, his eyes welling with tears, “Let me go! Leave me alone!”
He yelps as Furuya squeezes his arm hard and he thrashes futilely, panic making his heartbeat rabbit. The two boys are so much stronger than him- he’s never felt so helpless before. He hates it, he feels like he’s going to be sick, he doesn’t understand why they’re doing this because he said no!
“Hey, what the hell are you doing?!?”
Izuku nearly cries with relief at the sound of Kacchan’s voice. Akamine and Furuya both pause as they look up at the blond boy rushing out the building towards them. Izuku has never seen his friend look so angry, but the two upperclassmen don’t seem intimidated.
“You fuckers!” Kacchan shrieks, “Get your hands off him!”
Izuku tries to pull away again, but Furuya doesn’t let up.
“Or what?” He laughs.
Akamine snickers, “Yeah, what are you gonna do about it, first-grader?”
In response, Kacchan lets out a battle cry and crashes into them with explosions dancing on his palms. As soon as their grip on him is broken, Izuku turns around and flees. His heartbeat is pounding in his ears, but he can still hear the cacophony of explosions and yells behind him. For a second he feels a flash of worry for his friend, but he knows that he would only get in the way if he went to go help him. So, he takes cover behind the nearest tree and waits for it to be over.
For all their talk, Akamine and Furuya don’t last long in this fight.
“Oi, oi, get off me, you’re freaking crazy!” Akamine shrieks. There’s the sound of scuffling feet and Izuku hesitantly peeks out from behind the tree.
Kacchan stands with his back to him, facing down Akamine and Furuya who are covered in multiple burns and bruises. They stare at the blond with wide eyes that are somehow both angry and terrified at the same time.
“We’re gonna tell Yo-san!” Furuya snaps, “You’ll pay for this tomorrow!”
Kacchan merely raises his fist threateningly in response. The upperclassmen both tense up before gritting their teeth and fleeing.
“You’re gonna regret this!” Furuya shrieks before he disappears.
There’s a moment of silence. Then, Kacchan wipes his nose on his arm and turns around, clearly looking for Izuku.
Tears blur his vision as Izuku jumps out of his hiding spot and runs over to him. “Kacchan!” He cries out, “Thank you! Thank you thank you thank you- oof!”
He collides with Kacchan and wraps him into a tight hug. He’s too busy sobbing into his friend’s shoulder to realize that his quirk isn’t naturally responding to the cuts and bruises that litter his skin.
“I-I was so-so scared!” He hiccups, “They-They kept pulling on me an-and forcing me to use my quirk even though I told them no!”
“Hey, hey, what are you even saying?” Kacchan growls without heat, pushing him off, “I can barely hear you when you’re-”
He pauses, staring down at Izuku’s forearms. Izuku looks down too and sees that his sleeves have pushed up slightly, revealing angry red bruises forming from where Furuya and Akamine grabbed him.
“O-Oh,” Izuku sniffles, trying to wipe away his tears.
Kacchan is eerily still for a few moments, then almost quite literally explodes. “I’LL KILL THEM!” He screeches, whirling around as if to look for the two older boys.
“Kacchan!” Izuku yelps, pulling him back, “It-It’s fine, it doesn’t hurt that bad. Although, I-I don’t think I can really heal you…”
He takes Kacchan’s hand in his and tries to pour his energy, but nothing happens. Kacchan’s eye twitches.
Izuku lets his head hang. “I’m sorry.”
“What are you fucking apologizing for?!” Kacchan snaps, “I’m the one who’s supposed to-” He cuts himself off, his teeth grinding audibly as he glares at the ground.
They’re both quiet for a few moments, Kacchan silently seething while Izuku tries to get his tears under control. He sees the other boy glancing at his bruises and is surprised to find not only anger in his eyes but… guilt?
Izuku blinks.
“You… you were really cool back there, Kacchan,” he says softly, “I can’t believe you took on two fourth-graders and won.”
Kacchan straightens up and lifts his chin. “The best hero always wins. No matter what, they always come out on top!” Despite his words, his voice lacks the usual enthusiasm it usually has when he says something like that.
Izuku sniffles once more before smiling. “You’re already my hero.” Kacchan’s eyes widen slightly and Izuku lets out a wet chuckle. “You are. You saved me, didn’t you?”
Kacchan stares at him for a few moments before his lip twitches up into a half-grin. “Yeah, I did. I saved you.” Izuku smiles back at him and the boy full on grins, puffing his chest up. “Well, c’mon then, Zuku. Let’s get going!”
Helplessness is a feeling that Izuku soon grows to hate.
Inko panics when she finds out what happened later that day. She puts ice packs on Izuku and Kacchan’s bruises and then calls the school. Surprisingly, Kacchan doesn’t get in trouble for fighting again. The administration is extremely apologetic, although a part of Izuku wonders if they would have been as concerned if he were another student. He knows most of the teachers tend to like him since he’s polite, doesn’t cause trouble, and helps prevent kids from going home with whatever minor injuries they acquired that day. Furuya and Akamine get a harsh scolding and are suspended for a couple of days.
Still, the ‘incident’ remains fresh in his mind for the next couple of weeks. He stays a bit closer to Kacchan than before and even Tsubasa and Inaba become more protective. He still heals people once his bruises are gone, but he learns to limit himself and say no to smaller injuries like paper cuts. Most people are understanding, but Kacchan is quick to chase off anyone who’s persistent. He almost looks like he enjoys it too, but Izuku tries not to pay too much attention to that.
Things are fine for a while. They all start to relax more as time passes. Kacchan and Izuku still basically spend all day together, but they’re not as attached to the hip anymore. Like now, for example.
They’re back in the forest once more with Tsubasa and Inaba. Kacchan has just turned seven and decides that he wants to claim the entire forest as his territory. They usually only go a little ways in, but Kacchan knocks down the perimeter fence with an explosion and leads the way. So now they’re exploring deeper than they’ve ever gone before. Izuku is trailing a few feet behind the others, glancing around at the scenery. He’s a little nervous, if only because they might get in trouble if they’re caught, but he finds the trees and plants to be very pretty. It’s the beginning of May so everything is in full bloom.
“Hey, check out that river!” Kacchan shouts, pointing at a shallow creek with a fallen log over it, “Let’s go cross it!”
“Yeah!” Tsubasa and Inaba cheer. Izuku just smiles and trails after them.
The log is a bit slippery from moss, but is large enough for the boys to cross confidently. Kacchan’s high-pitched voice echoes amongst the trees as he chants some song he’s made up for his future hero agency, fearlessly leading his posse across the log. It’s amusing until the blond’s foot slips and he falls off the log into the river.
“Kacchan!” Izuku cries, already scrambling off the log and making his way down the riverbank.
“Hey, are you okay, man?” Inaba calls down.
As soon as Izuku steps into the river, Kacchan re-emerges from the water and shakes his head. He looks unharmed, but Izuku still worries.
“Are you alright, Kacchan?” He asks, finally reaching him.
“Don’t worry, Midoriya-kun!” Tsubasa says, “You know Bakugou-kun. He’s tough!”
Izuku grabs onto Kacchan’s hands and starts feeling for injuries with his quirk, but the blond rolls his eyes and pushes him away. “I’m fine, I’m fine, relax!” He complains, “You think I’m gonna get hurt from falling into a little river?”
The greenette pouts, “You could’ve hit your head…”
“C’mon, guys, get back up here!” Inaba says.
“Sure!”
As Kacchan starts back towards the shore, clearly intending to cross the log once more, Izuku pauses, tilting his head. He heard something, just then. It sounded like a meow, but what would a cat be doing in the middle of a forest?
He’s about to brush it off, but then he hears it again. This time, he looks around and pinpoints the source of the sound.
“Zuku, come on, hurry up!” Kacchan calls out. He’s already climbing back up the shore.
The cat meows again. It sounds distressed. Izuku’s heart clenches and he knows he has to do something about it.
So, he turns away from Kacchan and begins climbing up the opposite shore.
“Hey, where are you going?” His friend questions, “Zuku- hey, stop! Wait up!” He starts wading back through the river but Izuku doesn’t wait for him. He’s already at the top of the slope. “Come back here!”
“I heard something,” Izuku replies, “I wanna check it out.”
“Wait up! Hey- I said wait for me!”
“Midoriya-kun, what’s up?”
Tsubasa and Inaba reach him first since they were already halfway through the log, but Kacchan is catching up. He looks irritated and stomps over to him, dripping wet.
Before he can start yelling, Izuku says, “I think I heard a cat.”
“A cat?” Inaba raises a brow.
“It sounded like it was in trouble.” Izuku points to the direction where the sound came from. “I think it’s coming from there. I wanna check it out.”
Kacchan scowls. “Idiot! What the hell would a cat be doing here-”
“Oh, hey, there is something there!” Tsubasa says.
The four of them look over to see where he’s pointing. A flash of silver peeks out from the distant shrubbery. Tsubasa and Inaba glance at Kacchan, but Izuku is already making his way over. Kacchan growls and trots after him.
As they get closer, they realize that the flash of silver is really a wired fence. It looks old and is full of cobwebs, but that’s nothing compared to what’s on the other side. It’s strange, seeing a place so barren and devoid of life in the middle of the blooming forest. The ground is dry and dusty and there’s only a few scraggly-looking trees. In the middle of the large “yard” is a rickety old shed, looking as if no one had been in it for years.
“What the hell is this place?” Kacchan frowns.
“Do you think anyone lives here?” Inaba asks, “I think I can see a house over in that shadowy area, but it looks old.”
“It’s kind of creepy,” Tsubasa admits.
As he says that, Izuku hears the same ‘meow’ once more. It’s a lot louder now and it seems like it’s coming from the shed. He perks up.
“Did you hear that?” He asks excitedly, “That was the cat! It’s here!”
“I didn’t hear anything.”
“Me neither.”
“But it’s here,” he insists, pressing his face closer to the fence, “I think it’s coming from that shed!”
The other boys are silent, sharing dubious glances between them. Then Kacchan scoffs and turns around. “Whatever, this is lame. Let’s keep exploring.”
“Yeah,” Inaba agrees, following him.
“What?” Izuku asks, dismayed. His friends are already walking away. “But- But we have to save it!”
Kacchan is starting to get irritated again. “There’s no cat there, Zuku! Now, come on.”
Tsubasa glances back to where he’s still standing and gives him a pitying look. “If someone does live there we could get in trouble for being on their property,” he points out, “Let’s not cut our adventure short.”
Izuku watches them walk away, his anxiety growing with every step they take. He glances to and fro, wondering what to do. He’s not crazy, he did hear a cat! He knows it’s in that dirty old shed- he just knows it! Why didn’t they hear it too? Why don’t they believe him?
The boy looks back at the strange yard and frowns. The shed doesn’t look that far away… And he wouldn’t be cutting their adventure short, not if he’s fast. Just a few seconds, in and out, that’s all he needs! There’s a weak spot on the side of the fence too…
He hesitates.
The cat meows again, weaker this time, and his mind is made for him.
“Hey, Zuku! You coming or wha-” Kacchan hears metal clanging and glances over his shoulder just in time to see Izuku slipping through a weak spot in the fence. “ZUKU!” He shrieks, spinning around and running back, “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!?”
Tsubasa and Inaba panic too and run after him. He slams into the fence and tries to force his way through the same spot Izuku got through, but he’s bigger than the other boy and it’s not as easy for him to slip through. “ZUKU!”
“Midoriya-kun, come back!”
“Is he crazy?!?”
Meanwhile, Izuku is still dashing across the yard as fast as he can. He can hear his friends yelling behind him, but for once he doesn’t care. He’s almost halfway to the shed when a sudden volley of deep barks stops him in his tracks. He looks up to see a large dog charging across the yard towards him, snarling furiously. It must’ve been snoozing in the shadows of one of the trees because Izuku is certain he otherwise would’ve seen it- the dog is massive and is charging right at him and it looks really mad and oh God what does he do what does he do-
He can hear his friends telling him to run, but he can’t help it- he freezes in fear, staring with wide eyes at the snarling dog. Panic rises in his chest and he finds his mind thinking back to the incident with the two upperclassmen, the horrible feeling of helplessness returning with a vengeance. What was he thinking? He’s not like Kacchan or Tsubasa or even Inaba- he can’t defend himself! He can’t even run away! What was he thinking running in here like that?
The dog is only a few feet away from him before he manages to react, and even then he only has time to stumble back a couple of steps before the dog is upon him. Teeth flash before his eyes and he screams-
Suddenly, the dog lets out a yelp just as two hands wrap around Izuku’s arms and he’s lifted into the air. Wings flap on either side of him and he gasps, looking down to see Kacchan aiming his explosions at the dog. He snarls even more ferociously than the mutt and keeps swiping at him, making the biggest explosions Izuku has ever seen him make.
The dog flinches and whirls around, quickly running away with its tail between its legs. Kacchan’s explosions don’t stop until the dog disappears back to where it came from, and only then does he relax. Tsubasa returns a shaky Izuku back to the ground as Inaba catches up.
“Midoriya-kun, are you okay?” He asks worriedly, putting a hand on Izuku’s shoulder to steady him when he wobbles. “That dog almost got you!”
Izuku struggles to catch his breath as he trembles uncontrollably. The overwhelming relief has him feeling faint, as if he just healed a bunch of people all at once, but he swallows hard and nods.
“I-I’m okay,” he gasps, “I-I just-”
His words are cut off when Kacchan suddenly stomps over to him and gives him a hard smack on the back of his head. He yelps, more out of shock than pain, and stares at his friend with wide eyes.
“Hey!” Tsubasa yells, but Kacchan ignores him, his red, furious eyes locked on Izuku’s.
“What the fuck were you thinking?!? ” He roars, grabbing the front of Izuku’s shirt and pulling him close so he can snarl in his face, “What the hell is wrong with you?!? Do you have a fucking death wish?!? You listen to me, idiot! If I tell you not to go somewhere, don’t go there! And if I tell you to run, you run! Never freeze like that! Do you hear me?!?” He roughly shakes Izuku, who cries out and nods rapidly. “What if that dog had gotten to you before I did? You can’t even throw a fucking punch- you would have died, Izuku! And I-”
The blond cuts himself off, struggling to find his words as he seethes. “You- I just- you fucking- GAH! FUCK YOU!”
Before Izuku knows it, Kacchan has his arms wrapped tightly around him and is growling obscenities into his hair. “Stupid… stupid fucking idiot… moron… you little fucking-”
Izuku blinks in surprise, the fear dying down a bit. Kacchan is hardly ever the one to initiate hugs. It’s a bit uncomfortable- he’s squeezing a bit too hard and Izuku’s chin is trapped against his shoulder, but he can feel just how fast his friend’s heart is beating against his chest. His eyes widen slightly.
Oh.
He scared him. He scared Kacchan. He almost doesn’t believe it at first; he never thought Kacchan could be afraid of anything . But the evidence is here, in the heartbeat he can feel thumping against his chest, in the arms wrapped tightly around him as if they’ll never let go.
Izuku nearly cried after the dog almost attacked him, but now his eyes are watering for an entirely different reason.
“Ka… Kacchan,” he croaks, his voice muffled against the boy’s shoulder, “I… I’m sor-”
“Hey, guys,” Tsubasa interrupts nervously, “If there’s a dog here then that probably means there’s people too. We should go.”
Kacchan pulls away and wipes his nose with a sniffle, but before he can say anything a high and very audible ‘meow’ reaches their ears.
Izuku freezes. He’d completely forgotten about the cat.
Inaba perks up. “Oh! I heard that!”
“Me too,” Tsubasa says a bit uneasily. His eyes glance towards the house in the distance.
Kacchan meets Izuku’s gaze and he must have a pleading look on his face because the blond grits his teeth before letting out a huff.
“Well, we’ve come this fucking far,” he bites out. Then, he fixes Izuku with a hard glare and leans close. “But you better fucking listen to me this time! I’m going first and you’re gonna stay behind me.”
Izuku swallows, but he’s not going to argue with Kacchan when he has an expression like that on his face, so he simply nods. Kacchan turns and leads the way as the four boys hurry the rest of the way to the shed. The blond cautiously opens the door before peeking his head inside. Izuku and the others wait with baited breath, watching him anxiously, but then he steps inside and waves for them to follow. Tsubasa goes first and Inaba brings up the rear, keeping Izuku between them.
The inside of the shed is even more ragged and dirty than the outside. A heavy layer of dust covers everything and lingers in the air, causing Tsubasa to sneeze.
“Well?” Kacchan asks, “Where’s the cat?”
“I dunno.” Izuku frowns, glancing around, then begins calling out, “Kitty! Kitty, where are you?”
“Idiot, it’s not gonna come just because you-”
“Mrrrow?"
“Of course.” Inaba snickers at Kacchan’s deadpan expression, but the explosive boy just shoulders him roughly before moving towards the source of the noise. Izuku follows at his heels and peeks over his shoulder when he stops in front of a dusty, broken table. Kacchan squats down and Izuku does the same, his eyes landing on a lump of fur leaning against the wall.
He gasps, but it turns into a coughing fit when the dusty air hits his lungs. Kacchan rolls his eyes at him as the other two boys join them.
“It’s a kitten,” Kacchan says, “I think.”
“Are you sure?” Inaba asks skeptically, “It kind of just looks like a giant, furry-”
The lump of fur lets out a loud meow.
“-Oh, nope, nevermind, that’s a cat.”
Kacchan snickers and Tsubasa puts a hand on Izuku’s shoulder. “Hey, you were right, Midoriya-kun! Good job!”
“Don’t encourage him,” Kacchan snaps, “It was still the stupidest thing he’s ever done.”
Once his coughing is under control, Izuku starts crawling underneath the table. As he gets closer, two pale yellow eyes appear from the mass of fur and stare at him. Even though the kitten is fairly small, Izuku still finds himself intimidated by that gaze.
“Be careful, Midoriya-kun,” Inaba says, “It might be mean.”
Izuku cautiously reaches out with a hand to let the kitten sniff him. It does, and the boy smiles when its whiskers tickle his fingers. He gets the feeling that the kitten isn’t too impressed with him, but he takes the chance and gently touches its belly, brushing aside its long fur.
He immediately gasps.
“He’s hurt!” Izuku says, then frowns down at the wound, “It looks like it got bitten by something.”
Inaba tilts his head. “Hey, maybe it’s that dog? Maybe it chased the cat into here and trapped it!”
“Maybe, but let’s hurry up,” Kacchan says, “I don’t want to risk getting caught by whoever owns that dog.”
Izuku nods and turns back to the kitten, pressing his fingers to its skin and letting his energy flow. The dog bite is the most serious wound he’s ever healed, but it isn’t very big since it’s on a cat, so it doesn’t take too much energy to heal. The kitten relaxes beneath his fingers and blinks up at him, letting out a curious meow.
“Come on out, little kitten,” he coos, “Don’t worry, we’re nice. We’re gonna take you somewhere safe.”
The kitten continues to stare at him, not making any move to get up. Thankfully, he doesn’t make much of a fuss when Izuku just picks him up, tucking him into his arms as he clambers out from underneath the table.
“Oh my gosh,” he whispers, “He’s so cute!”
“It’s dirty.” Kacchan wrinkles his nose.
“Well, yeah, ‘cause he’s been living in here for who knows how long,” Izuku says, readjusting his grip, “Let’s get him out of here.”
The four turn to leave, but freeze when they hear pawsteps right outside the shed. The dog is back, snuffling at the door and bumping it with its head. Izuku tenses up, but Kacchan strides forward and yanks the door open, snarling as he lets out a bunch of explosions. The dog immediately yelps and runs away again and Kacchan puffs up his chest, looking smug.
“Come on, then!”
They make sure the coast is clear before running back over to the fence. Turns out Kacchan had blown a bigger hole in it in order to get through, so they slip through it easily and make their way back to familiar territory. They stop by the river to wash some of the dirt off the kitten, and to their surprise he actually seems to appreciate it.
“Heh, he is kind of cute I guess,” Inaba admits, scratching behind the kitten’s ear gently. The feline sneezes on him in return.
“He’s adorable!” Izuku squeals, “I wanna keep him!”
Kacchan rolls his eyes.
Izuku uses his shirt to dry off the kitten and now that he’s clean the boy can see that his long fur is a mottled mix of blacks and greys, with more of the latter covering his neck and chest. His paws are pretty big too, which makes Izuku wonder what breed he is.
They continue trekking through the forest, the kitten sitting comfortably in Izuku’s arms, and by the time they reach their neighborhood the sun is starting to set. Inko must be wondering where he is, so he and Kacchan bid goodbye to Tsubasa and Inaba before heading over to his place.
The soft scraping of their feet against the sidewalk is the only sound that fills the air as they walk beside each other. Izuku casts a sideways glance at Kacchan. The blond’s hands are shoved deep in his pockets, jaw set and shoulders hunched as he glowers at the sidewalk beneath his feet. Somehow Izuku can tell that the scowl on his face right now is different than his normal one.
“Hey, Kacchan?”
Kacchan grunts.
“Maybe let’s not tell mom about the thing with the dog?” Izuku suggests sheepishly.
Kacchan lifts his head to glare at him silently for a moment. Then, he grumbles, “Only ‘cause I’m too tired to deal with her freaking out right now.”
Izuku lets out a sigh of relief, but his friend’s not done.
“But don’t you ever do something that stupid ever again!” He snaps.
“I won’t,” Izuku promises.
“I mean it,” Kacchan warns, “That… You… You…” He lets out a frustrated growl and practically spits out, “You fucking scared the shit out of me back there, dumbass! I don’t know if you’ve realized, but you might as well be quirkless when it comes to fighting! So you leave that shit to me, alright?”
He huffs and turns away sharply, as if to end the conversation, but something stops Izuku from letting him do so. A flicker of irritation and frustration blooms in his chest and he can’t help himself from snapping, “I’m not helpless!”
His voice is loud, surprising both him and Kacchan, who stops and turns to face him. Izuku clenches his jaw and readjusts his hold on the kitten. “I… I’m not helpless,” he repeats, quieter this time, “I… I hate that feeling. I-I don’t want to be helpless. But… But b-back with Furuya-san and Akamine-san…” His eyes prick and he squeezes them shut as Kacchan stares at him. “Th-They… They were just so much stronger than me and they kept grabbing me and-and I hated it and I hated that I couldn’t do anything to stop it and- and- and now this thing with the dog?!”
The kitten in his arms shifts and rubs his face against Izuku’s chest as he clearly becomes more and more distressed.
“I just…” He struggles to find his words. “I just always thought I’d get a quirk like mom or dad’s, you know? Something I could become a hero with, something I could… be strong with. And- and what I have now is great but… but…” He sniffles and rubs his eyes on his sleeve, although there’s no point in trying to stop the tears from flowing. Head drooping, he mumbles miserably, “I just… Kacchan, I love my quirk, but I just wish it wasn’t so useless…”
His tears drip into the kitten’s fur as he sniffles pitifully. Kacchan is silent for a moment, then-
“That’s fucking bullshit, Zuku!”
Izuku looks up in surprise, his vision blurry from tears. “Huh?” He croaks.
Kacchan’s jaw clenches and his nostrils flare as he huffs. “I said that’s fucking bullshit!” He snaps, “Your quirk isn’t fucking useless and you know it! It… It’s fucking cool, alright? And rare as shit! You healed a dog bite in like two seconds. Yeah, it might be kind of useless in a fight, but that’s why you’ve got me! I’ll gladly kick anyone’s ass for you, just name ‘em!”
Izuku chuckles wetly and wipes his eyes on his shoulder sleeve. That’s probably the nicest thing Kacchan has ever said about his quirk, even though he sounded pissed off the entire time. He smiles sadly at his friend and says, “I know… I know I can rely on you, Kacchan. Of course I know that. I just… I just wish I could rely on myself too, you know? I mean, don’t tell me it doesn’t get annoying following me around all the time…”
“Well, too fucking bad ‘cause I’m telling you that,” Kacchan growls, “Trust me, I’d much rather hang out with you than those damn extras that keep tagging along with us.”
“Kacchan!” He scolds lightly.
Kacchan snorts and gives him a contemplative look. Sniffing, he glances away and feigns nonchalance. “As for relying on yourself… well, I suppose I can show you some moves.”
Izuku frowns. “Moves?”
“Yeah, you know.” The blond gestures vaguely with his hand. “Teach you how to fight. I don’t want my future healer to be completely useless in a battle.” He arches a brow and gives him a sharp look. “Not that you will be fighting, but just in case.”
Izuku stares at him for a few seconds as the words process, then tilts his head. “Kacchan, do you even know how to fight?”
Kacchan glares.
“I-I mean, like, without your quirk,” Izuku stammers, “Professionally, you know?”
“Who cares if it’s professional? What only matters is that it works,” Kacchan snorts. “So it’s decided.”
Izuku blinks. “Eh?”
“We’ll start tomorrow after school.”
“Eh?!?”
Without another word, Kacchan turns around and continues walking down the street. “C’mon, Zu. I can’t wait to see Auntie’s face when you bring home that fleabag!”
Izuku glances down at the kitten, who is gazing after Kacchan rather judgmentally. He sighs and follows, wondering just what he got himself into.
As he leads the way back towards Zuku’s house, Katsuki hears his friend continue walking behind him. There’s a brief shifting of fabric, and then a soft coo. He doesn’t need to glance over his shoulder to know that Zuku must be fawning over that ugly-ass cat. That ugly-ass cat that he almost got his fucking face ripped off for.
Katsuki’s fists curl.
His mind replays the encounter with the dog over and over again. The irritation and anger he’d felt when he’d seen Zuku slip through that fence even though he told him not to, how in a split-second it morphed into cold, heart-stopping fear as soon as he’d heard the volley of barks, as soon as he had seen the massive dog charging towards his best friend, his healer, his Zuku-
He’d never felt fear like that before. It was such pure, utter terror in its most unadulterated form, terror because what if he didn’t make it in time what if he wasn’t fast enough what if he wasn’t strong enough Zuku was going to get hurt Zuku was going to get KILLED-
Like a horse kicked with a spiked heel, the fear had spurred him into action, giving him the strength and speed he needed to cross that field in a matter of seconds. The icy daggers in his heart melted into a burning fury that he’d aimed at the mutt for daring to attack what’s his , then at Zuku for being naive enough to do something so infuriatingly moronic in the first place, and now…
Now he aims it at himself, glaring at the ground as he quietly seethes.
That was by far the stupidest thing Zuku has ever done, but Zuku is stupid and soft and Katsuki knows this because he knows everything about Zuku and he should have known he would have gone after that fucking cat. He loves animals, and he hardly ever says no to healing people, and Katsuki was an absolute idiot for thinking his friend would just forget about an animal being potentially hurt just because Katsuki told him to. Although the thought of Zuku ignoring his orders, of not listening to him and nearly getting himself killed for it, leaves a bitter taste in the back of his throat.
He grits his teeth.
That was way too close. And Zuku is right, of course, even though Katsuki reassured him, his quirk really is fucking useless when it comes to fighting, there’s no denying that. So of course he can’t have a healer that can’t fight, that’s an easy fix, he can teach him, but he also can’t have a healer that won’t listen to him- that might prove to be a bit more difficult, depending on just how stupid Zuku is insisting on being, but maybe this incident will scare him straight and he’ll think twice before disobeying Katsuki again.
“Aren’t you the cutest little thing?” Zuku coos in a sickeningly sweet voice behind him, “Huh? Aren’t you?”
Irritation claws at his heart and his scowl deepens.
But of course it won’t be that easy. Because Zuku is timid and gentle and cries easily and so unlike Katsuki in so many ways- but that’s alright, because where Zuku is weak, Katsuki will be strong. He can be more than strong enough for both of them.
Remnants of the fear still lingers in his chest, however, like the stubborn stench of smoke that refuses the air even after the raging wildfire has long gone. His mind unwittingly flashes back to the incident- clanking metal, quick footsteps, vicious snarls, Zuku’s scream- and his hands twitch, sparks threatening to pop. His chest feels tight, and he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. It comes out shaky.
That causes him to become even more angry with himself. Why the hell is he shaken? It was just a stupid dog- and he beat it anyways! What’s he so scared about? He did his damn job and he did it well! He protected Zuku from the dog, just like he protected him from those two upperclassmen assholes because he’s the strongest! That mutt didn’t even touch him!
He blames it on the fact it was such a close call, and that a dog is much more dangerous than two elementary school bullies. Even if he did teach him how to fight, Zuku couldn’t have done anything against that thing, not without a combative quirk. He really is so weak…
Which means that Katsuki needs to be better. Stronger. He can’t make a mistake like that again.
Zuku hates feeling helpless? Fine. Katsuki can help him gain a little self-confidence.
And in the meantime, Katsuki will continue to work to become even stronger, faster, better, to protect him from any form of danger that comes their way.
“Kacchan?”
Zuku’s voice cuts through his thoughts and he abruptly stops. The freckled boy is standing in the middle of the walkway up to his house, gazing at him in confusion. Katsuki had been so lost in his own mind that he had unknowingly started to walk past his house.
Zuku tilts his head. “Aren’t you coming?”
Katsuki’s eyes drop down to the kitten in his arms. Snapping jaws flash in his mind and his heart gives a little jolt. He clenches his fists.
And fear?
“Of fucking course I’m coming!” He snaps, marching towards Zuku and roughly shouldering past him.
Fear can go fuck itself!
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Chapter Text
His mother is… surprised, to say the least, when he comes home late with a kitten in his arms. He explains that he found him in the forest, not mentioning the dog or the probably illegal trespassing. Inko listens with a look on her face saying ‘I know where this is going’, but smiles when he tells her how he healed the kitten’s wounds. Finally, he gets to asking if they can keep him and she hesitates.
“Please, mom!” He begs, “I’m almost seven! I can take care of a cat! I promise I’ll feed him and clean his litter box and brush his fur and…” He goes on and on about all the things he’ll do and to his delight he sees her expression start to soften. He gives her his best puppy dog eyes and she sighs heavily.
There’s a moment of silence.
Then, she admits, “He is awfully cute.” And Izuku knows that he has won.
Kacchan is stunned. Then, he huffily grumbles, “Of course.” The only thing he tells him before he goes home is to not name it something stupid.
So, of course, Izuku decides to name the kitten Sushi, after the dinner he has that night.
Kacchan thinks it’s stupid, but Kacchan is a biased party because he never liked the cat to begin with in the first place. And it becomes pretty clear early on that Sushi doesn’t like him either.
They take Sushi to the vet during the weekend and learn that he’s a mix of Maine Coon and some other breed, so he’s going to grow pretty big. Izuku thought, based on his current size, that perhaps Sushi was around four or five months old, but apparently he’s only two months. Inko’s eyes widen when she hears this and she suddenly looks rather apprehensive.
Thankfully, though, Sushi settles into their life fairly easily. He’s fun to play with and the Midoriyas are more than happy to spoil him. He enjoys laying on Izuku’s desk while he does homework and claws at his pencil when he decides he needs a break. He gets along with Inko well enough, but it’s clear that Izuku is his favorite. Not that the boy is complaining.
But man it’s almost comical how much Sushi hates Kacchan. He doesn’t puff up his fur and hiss, no no, he’s much more elegant than that. Whenever the blond comes over, Sushi will plop himself right in Izuku’s lap and just glare at him judgmentally. And it is glaring, there’s no other way to describe it. Inko thinks it hilarious how expressive the cat is. He can communicate exactly what he’s thinking just by looking at you. And he’s never thinking anything good about Kacchan, but the feeling is mutual.
Izuku nearly pisses himself laughing when he walks into his room one day to find Kacchan and Sushi having a glaring contest.
“You think you’re fucking better than me, huh?” Kacchan growls, “Think staring at me will freak me out? You’re just a stupid-looking furball that batted your eyes into a new family, but I’ve known Zuku for a helluva lot longer than you have, so back off fleabag!”
Behind him, Izuku is silently wheezing with laughter. He tries not to draw attention to himself, but he can’t help the snort that escapes him. Kacchan whirls around with wide eyes and Izuku just loses it. He bursts out with laughter as Kacchan sputters indignantly and shrieks, “How fucking long have you been there?!?”
Izuku’s laughing so hard he can’t even breathe, let alone respond.
His laughter angers Kacchan even more. “Oh, piss off!” He screeches, “That cat’s got a fucking attitude and you know it! Fuck knows why you keep him around!”
From the other room, Inko gently scolds Kacchan for cursing.
Despite his mirth, Izuku notices the blush on his friend’s cheeks and tries to control his laughter, but he ends up just wheezing even harder. It doesn’t help that Sushi is still sitting regally on his dresser, giving Kacchan a smug look.
Eventually, Kacchan just grabs Izuku and drags him outside for another ‘fighting lesson’, which Izuku soon learns is really just an excuse to beat him up.
Kacchan has been staying true to his word and makes them train nearly everyday after school, although Izuku isn’t sure if ‘train’ is the right word. Just as he expected, Kacchan doesn’t really know much about actual fighting, just about rough housing. He never really hurts Izuku, but he’s a rowdy boy and he’s got the muscles and dirty moves to prove it. The first couple of lessons are okay, but eventually their training sessions just turn into ‘Kacchan wrestles with Izuku for an hour and always wins’.
Izuku doesn’t know what he expects from him. It’s no secret that he’s not as big or strong as Kacchan- or most of the other boys in his class, for that regard. Not that he’s by any means a runt, he’s just… on the shorter side. Always has been.
Although, he supposes that these training sessions do count as him getting exercise, which is never a bad thing. Still, he’s getting tired of Kacchan repeatedly pinning him to the ground or grappling with him and telling him to escape. How can he escape if he’s not even learning any real fighting moves?
Needless to say, their lessons soon start to involve a lot more of Kacchan chasing Izuku around and trying to catch him than any actual fighting moves. They have to make sure Sushi stays inside or go somewhere else to train because on more than one occasion the cat has appeared and attacked Kacchan’s legs while he chases Izuku.
Kacchan adds it to the list of reasons why he hates Sushi, but Izuku finds it endearing.
“He’s just being protective of me, Kacchan!” Izuku says as he pries the cat off of his friend. “It’s his way of showing he loves me!”
Kacchan’s gaze lands on Sushi, who is glaring daggers at him from his spot in Izuku’s arms. The blond bares his teeth and the cat hisses in response.
“It’s his way of being a little shit.”
Izuku pouts.
Over the next three years, Sushi continues to grow both in size and personality. He reigns over the Midoriya household absolutely, watching over his humans with sharp eyes, often from atop the kitchen fridge. Izuku has woken up multiple times during the night to find those pale yellow eyes gazing at him from amidst the darkness. It’s… a little creepy, he’s not gonna lie, but he loves the feline enough to just accept it.
What is a bit harder to accept is the strange habit that Sushi develops only a month after living with them. He starts popping up in random places where he’s not supposed to be, like in the neighborhood, on top of other people’s cars or roofs, and even at Izuku’s school a few times. The Midoriyas don’t understand how he does it- all their windows and doors are locked when Inko leaves for work, and they don’t have a cat flap, so how?
It’s a bit nerve-racking at first, but they take solace in knowing that at least Sushi isn’t the only outdoor cat out there. Inko suspects he likes to roam around outside because he was probably born as a stray. So, more often than not, Kacchan and Izuku will find themselves joined by the fluffy cat on their way back home from school or whenever they’re playing with the other kids in the neighborhood.
Like now, for example.
Kacchan and Izuku are both ten years old and are going to the arcade by themselves for the first time. Well, actually they’re supposed to meet up with a few other kids from school there, but Auntie Mitsuki manages to convince Inko that if the boys are old enough to walk to school by themselves then they’re old enough to walk to the arcade while the two mothers have a ‘ladies day’.
That still doesn’t stop Inko from fretting over her son before they leave, though.
“Okay, okay, you have enough money for tokens, right?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“And- and your phone is charged?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Not on silent?”
“No.”
“Oh, make sure you-”
“Mom!” Izuku whines, “I’ll be fine! Kacchan’s coming with me and we’re gonna be hanging out with other kids the entire time!”
“Okay, okay, I’m sorry,” she apologizes, pressing a worried kiss onto her son’s forehead, “Be safe and have fun, alright?”
“I will!” Izuku beams at her before leaving the house, quickly jogging up to Kacchan who is waiting for him on the sidewalk. The blond ruffles his hair as he approaches and Izuku giggles, playfully pushing him away.
They start setting off towards the arcade, but as soon as they reach the end of the block Kacchan says, “We’re being followed, dumbass.”
Izuku blinks and glances around. “By who? I don’t see any- oh!”
When he glances over his shoulder, he sees Sushi gazing up at him from the ground. Once again, he must’ve followed them from the house.
Izuku turns around and coos, “Don’t worry, Sushi boy! I’ll be back in a few hours, so go on back home!”
Sushi stares.
“Go on, go home!” Izuku insists, but the cat doesn’t move. He just keeps staring with unblinking yellow eyes. The boy pouts, “C’mon, Sush, don’t make me take you back myself.”
“You really gotta train that cat better, Zu,” Kacchan grumbles, giving said feline his customary stink-eye.
“He listens to me sometimes!” Izuku protests, but it only makes his friend snicker. Sighing in defeat, he straightens up and says, “Let’s just keep going. He’ll head on home eventually.”
They continue walking, and to Izuku’s relief he doesn’t hear the soft pitter-pattering of Sushi’s paws following them. Soon, they leave their neighborhood and enter the city. The arcade is only a couple of blocks away from this point, not too long of a walk. Still, Izuku feels very grown up-like strutting through the streets without an adult by his side. When he glances over his shoulder, Sushi is nowhere in sight, and he lets out a sigh of relief. He hopes the cat actually goes home instead of just wandering around the neighborhood, but that might be asking too much.
For some reason, however, he still gets the feeling that someone is watching him. The hair on the back of his neck prickles and his eyes dart around, but he doesn’t spot anything suspicious.
Then, a familiar pink-haired boy standing by the arcade at the end of the street spots them and waves them over with a friendly smile.
“Izukun! Katsuki-kun! Over here!”
Pushing the strange feeling out of his mind, Izuku instead plasters a smile on his face and jogs ahead of Kacchan to greet their friend.
“Hey, Haru-kun!”
“Izukuuun!” Izuku squeaks as Haru pulls him in to give him a noogie. “You guys took forever to get here! Everyone’s already inside!”
Izuku squirms out of his grasp and pouts when he has to fix his curls. Haru just grins and snickers. The other boy had joined their friend group a few months ago when he transferred into their school. He’s pretty cool and extremely friendly, so of course that means that Kacchan thinks he’s annoying. But Izuku doesn’t care, he likes hanging out with Haru, and he also brought a couple of other friends into their group that Tsubasa and Inaba quickly befriend. Plus, he has a super neat quirk called Face Shift- basically he can shape-shift, just only with his face. Kacchan thinks it’s useless, but Izuku thinks his friend is just jealous, especially since Haru can spend hours making Izuku laugh by giving himself a duck bill or turning his hair different colors.
Haru greets Kacchan, getting only a grunt of acknowledgement in response, and leads them into the arcade. There are no overhead lights but they can still see just fine because all the games and booths are lit up with neon lights. It’s loud and a little overwhelming, but Haru just laughs and ushers them along to where their group of friends is waiting.
The next few hours are probably the most fun Izuku has ever had. Their group goes around playing nearly every single game they see. Kacchan challenges practically everyone to beat him in whatever racing games he can find and he wins most of the time. Izuku tries to beat him and loses which- while unfortunate- is never a surprise when it comes to Kacchan anymore, but Haru cheers him up by giving himself a lizard tongue and flicking it into his ear. Izuku squeals and runs away, Haru giving chase and pursuing him for a couple of minutes until Kacchan gets annoyed and drags Izuku off to play air hockey.
Turns out, he’s pretty good at it. His explosive friend’s face is priceless when Izuku beats him the first time and only gets more and more comical when Izuku continues to beat him two more times. Tsubasa and Haru watch from the sidelines, the latter whooping and cheering for Izuku, which only drives Kacchan to fight even harder until he finally wins. Still, at the end Haru comes up to Izuku and congratulates him.
“Dang, Izukun, you’re really good at air hockey!” He says, grinning.
Izuku laughs and scratches the back of his head. “Thanks! I never thought I’d be- I’ve never really played it before today.”
“Ah, so you’re a natural!” Haru puts an arm around him and pointedly ignores the withering glare Kacchan sends him. “Well, I think you deserve a prize, then! C’mon, let’s check out the claw machines.”
They wander over to the tall box of prizes and Izuku quickly spies a stuffed, marshmallow-shaped All Might toy. He moves to put a couple of tokens in the slot, but Haru stops him.
“Allow me,” he says smoothly, already grabbing onto the joystick.
Izuku blinks. “Are you sure?”
“Please.” Haru winks. “It’s my treat. Which one do you want?”
He presses the start button and proceeds to expertly move the claw around, picking his way through the toys until he reaches the All Might stuffie that Izuku points out. Izuku watches with bated breath as the claw lowers and clasps onto it, bringing it over to the drop box and releasing it without a hitch. Haru grabs the toy and hands it to Izuku with a bit of dramatics, which causes him to giggle as he accepts the gift graciously. Then the taller boy straightens up and beams at him- and something about it makes Izuku’s heart feel a little funny. His cheeks grow warm and he quickly finds himself hiding his burning face behind the plushie.
“Thanks!” He squeaks, voice muffled.
They all leave soon after that to get lunch somewhere (Kacchan still refuses to eat arcade food after that one bout of food poisoning during Tsubasa’s eighth birthday party) and as they walk out of the building Kacchan spots some TVs in a shop’s window broadcasting a villain fight. Further investigation leads to the realization that it’s an All Might villain fight, so naturally this sidetracks them for a while.
“Watch him here, watch him here,” Kacchan says, “I bet he’s gonna- Bam! See, I told you he’d do that!” He pumps his fists, his eyes practically sparkling as he watches the screen. “Man, it doesn’t get any cooler than All Might!”
“There’s still that other one creeping up on him, though,” Haru comments, just as invested as the blond is, “Do you think he’ll- ha! Did you see that? Guy didn’t even stand a chance!”
Izuku watches with rapt attention too, albeit behind the group of boys. He’d like to get close but he knows how excited they can get when they watch one of All Might’s fights and he doesn’t want to accidentally get in the way of any flying hands. But man, All Might is never not cool! Izuku wishes he’d brought his hero journal with him, despite the fact that All Might already has almost an entire notebook dedicated to just him.
A flash of grey in the corner of his eye distracts him and his head whips around. Was that Sushi? No, no, it couldn’t be. He couldn’t have possibly followed him all the way to the arcade!
Just to ease his mind though, Izuku quietly sneaks away from the group to follow the flash of grey. It disappeared into a nearby alleyway, but when he reaches it the cat is nowhere in sight. The alley is dark and full of trash cans and empty crates that lean against the walls. Izuku wrinkles his nose.
“Sushi?” He calls out, but the cat still doesn’t appear. Letting out a sigh of relief, he’s about to turn back and rejoin the group when one of the trash bags suddenly rustles. An empty bottle clatters to the ground.
“Sushi!” Izuku exclaims, walking into the alley, “Where are you? Come on out, boy!”
Silence meets him. The bag rustles again. Izuku frowns.
“Are you stuck, buddy?” He asks, jogging over to it, “Don’t worry, I’ll-”
As soon as he gets close, a man suddenly lunges out from behind the trash bags and pounces on him. He immediately screams and scrambles backwards, but the man grabs him and uses his weight to force him to the ground. A hand covers his mouth, muffling his yelp of pain as his back hits the gravel beneath him. Panic floods his system and he thrashes around wildly, trying to escape, but the man must have some sort of vine quirk because the moment there’s thick black vines wrapping around his body, pinning his arms to his sides and locking his legs together. He wails, but black vines quickly wrap around his mouth, gagging him.
The man lets out a huff of laughter as he keeps him pinned to the ground, sneering down at him as he continues to struggle.
“Don’t make this difficult, kid,” he growls. Two vines come up to cover Izuku’s eyes, blinding him, and the terror within him escalates as his world is plunged into darkness. The man chuckles in his ear, “It’ll be better for both of us if you just play nice. Do something funny and I'll make you regret it.”
Tears well up in Izuku’s eyes as he hears a second pair of heavy footsteps approach them.
“Hey!” Another voice says, “Did you get ‘im?”
“‘Course I did!” His attacker replies.
Hands grab at Izuku and he feels himself being pulled to his feet. His legs are still bound together so he can’t walk, but that doesn’t seem to matter to the man as he drags him down the alley.
“Good,” the second voice says, “You sure he’s the right one? There were a bunch of kids in that group-”
“Of course I got the right one!” The first voice snaps. Izuku continues to struggle against his grasp, letting out muffled screams, until the man gives his head a hard slap. “Oi, you brat! I told you to behave!” To his partner, he says, “Don’t worry, he’s the one. I’ve been watching this kid for the past three weeks, I’ve seen how his quirk works. Trust me, he’ll definitely be worth a pretty penny.”
Izuku’s heart skips a beat at this. They want to sell him? For his quirk? How could this be happening to him?!
In the back of his mind, he recalls what his mother told him the day his quirk manifested. ‘Baby, I’m sorry, but you can’t just use your quirk on anyone who asks you to, especially not strangers. There are some bad people out there that might want to take you so they can use your quirk.’
So this is what she was afraid of. This is why she always has Kacchan following him around. He had never truly understood, he thought that she was just being overprotective or perhaps was worried about people being mean to him like Furuya and Akamine but God this is so much worse than Furuya and Akamine and this time Kacchan’s not here to save him!
He wails again and thrashes around, slamming his head into his captor’s chest. The man lets out an ‘oof’ and his grip slackens, just a little bit, but it’s enough for Izuku to wiggle free. Desperation fills his chest as he tries to make his escape, but it’s a pathetic attempt. He’s only able to turn and hop forwards once, his limbs still bound, before his second captor is upon him.
Hands grab at him and pull him backwards, dragging him even further down the alleyway. They’re soon joined by another pair of hands, these ones rougher and no doubt leaving bruises.
“Little brat!” He doesn’t even know which one is speaking now, all he’s aware of is the sudden explosion of pain in his head as one of the men strikes him. “Fucking behave or I’ll make this hell for you!”
“Just get him in the bag!” The other voice snaps, “It’ll be easier to bring him in then!”
Dazed, Izuku feels himself being pushed forward as something is pulled over his head. Fabric? No, no, he heard the man say ‘bag’- they’re putting him in a bag!
The fabric jolts and the next thing he knows his feet are being swept off the ground. He falls onto his side, but his body doesn’t hit the ground. Instead, the fabric wraps tighter around him as he gets carried in the bag, his captors’ legs hitting him occasionally.
“Come on, now,” one of the men grunts, “The car’s out back.”
Izuku feels like he’s going to be sick. The helpless feeling is worse, so much worse now. He’s so pathetic, he can’t even do anything, he can’t even fight- why did he ever think he could stand a chance on his own? He was right when he told Kacchan that his quirk was useless! It was stupid of him to ever think otherwise.
He wishes his friend was with him now. He’ll no doubt be wondering where Izuku went- oh God his mother’s never going to find out what happened to him, he’ll never see her or Kacchan or any of his friends again-
“Hissss!”
“What the fu- AGH!” One of the men suddenly shouts.
Izuku is abruptly dropped to the ground and he grunts, wondering what’s going on. He can hear hissing and spitting and one of his captors is yelling, but- no, wait, he’s heard that hiss before. He hears it every time Kacchan comes over to his house, but it can’t be-
“Uussshi?” He cries, his voice muffled by the black vines.
“What the fuck is wrong with this fucking cat?” The man shrieks, “Get it off, get it off-”
“You know, they say cats are excellent judges of character,” an entirely new voice suddenly says. Feet hit the ground with a loud thud and the vines around Izuku disappear. He blinks at the darkness of the bag, confused and terrified.
He doesn’t know what’s happening, but he thinks the new person is fighting his captors, if the sounds of punching and grunting are anything to go by. Something sharp pokes at his arm and he flinches, feeling a heavy but all too familiar weight settle on top of him. Tears leak out of his eyes.
“S-Sushi-hi?” He hiccups.
A loud meow in his ear is the response he gets and he winces as the cat starts trying to claw the bag open. It’s enough to spur him into action and try to get out on his own, but his movements are slow and awkward. His head is still throbbing in pain from when one of the men struck him and he feels extremely nauseous when he pushes himself onto his hands and knees. There’s not much space in the bag and the fabric presses against his face as he straightens up, trying to figure out where the opening is. He kicks and pushes everywhere he can, but it must be tied shut because nothing budges.
“Sushi,” he cries, trembling with fear, “I’m stuck, I’m stuck, I can’t-”
“Hang on, kid,” the new voice says and suddenly there’s hands pulling at the bag from the outside. “I’ve almost… Got you!”
Light pierces his eyes and he winces, blinking rapidly. As soon as he’s freed from the bag, Sushi climbs onto his lap and nuzzles his face, purring loudly. He lets out a wet chuckle of relief, wrapping his arms around the feline, before he blearily looks up.
A black-haired man with a scarf around his neck is crouched in front of him, staring at him with thinly veiled worry. It’s obvious that he’s the one who saved him, but Izuku is dazed and shaken from the attack, so when the man reaches towards him he can’t help but flinch away.
The man notices and immediately retracts his hand, instead reaching into his pocket to pull out a plastic card.
“I’m an underground hero,” the man says, showing him the card, “My name’s Eraserhead. It’s alright, I won’t hurt you, I just want to see where you’re injured.”
Izuku blinks at him slowly, still clutching his cat to his chest.
An underground hero. A pro hero. He knows… he’d normally be freaking out right now, either asking the hero a million questions or begging him for his autograph. Probably both. But all he can do is let his eyes slide past the man to the far wall, where his two kidnappers are leaning against each other unconscious. They seem to be tied up in some sort of grey cloth. He looks to his right to see a car parked only a few feet away, its trunk wide open. The bag is on the ground next to him.
Then, he looks back at Eraserhead and promptly bursts into tears.
He cries harder than he’s ever cried in his life, tears and snot dripping down his face as relief crashes into him. He hugs Sushi tight and just sobs into his fur, his dissipating fear and adrenaline leaving him trembling violently. Eraserhead waits patiently for him to cry himself out, putting a large hand on his shoulder in an awkward attempt at comfort.
Izuku was nearly taken. He was nearly kidnapped. For his quirk. For what he gave out of generosity, people just wanted to take, to steal without any regard for him and oh God it’s so much worse than any middle school bullies, those men were watching him, if Eraserhead- if he hadn’t been there-
Izuku is suddenly all too aware that the car is still only a few feet away. His stomach flips and he sobs even harder.
Eventually, probably a solid five minutes later, Izuku finally manages to lift his head up from Sushi’s now thoroughly soaked fur and croaks brokenly, “Th-Thank you…”
“No problem,” Eraserhead says, blinking down at him, “What’s your name, kid?”
“Mi-Midoriya Izuku,” he replies, slightly slurred.
“Did you hit your head?” When Izuku nods shakily, the hero takes out a small flashlight from his utility belt and shines it into his eyes. “Hm, you have a mild concussion. Are you hurting anywhere else?”
Izuku nods again and Eraserhead proceeds to check him head to toe, speaking softly to him the entire time. Aside from the concussion, he just has a bunch of scrapes and bruises, most of them from the vines, which, Eraserhead explains, disappeared because he used his quirk to erase the first man’s quirk.
“Tha-That’s cool,” Izuku murmurs, giving him a weary smile.
“Thanks,” Eraserhead huffs, “I’m gonna call the police to take these guys in. Do you have any idea why they targeted you?”
“Uh- erm, yeah,” Izuku replies, sniffling. His voice is small and shaky as he says, “My-My quirk. Um, they wanted me for my quirk. It’s a- It’s a healing quirk and-and they said they wanted to sell me, I think.” He squeezes his eyes shut at the memory and hugs Sushi tighter. When he opens them again, Eraserhead’s jaw is clenched.
“Right,” he grunts, “Well, sit tight, kid.”
Eraserhead keeps a comforting hand on his shoulder as he fishes out his phone and calls the police. As he reports what happened, Izuku fumbles around with his own phone and is relieved to see that it isn’t damaged. The light hurts his eyes but he notices the numerous text messages and missed calls that have popped up on his screen. His fingers are trembling too hard to type out a proper message, but he manages to send his location to Kacchan before his phone slips from his hands.
“You shouldn’t use your phone when you have a concussion,” Eraserhead says. The hero sits down heavily next to him and leans against the wall. He raises an eyebrow at Sushi, who doesn’t seem to mind his presence too much. “Is that your cat?”
Izuku nods. “Mm hmm. His name is Sushi.”
That seems to amuse the pro hero, who lets out a snort.
“He’s not supposed to be out here,” Izuku adds, mostly because he doesn’t want to sit in silence, “He usually only stays in our neighborhood, but he wouldn’t listen to me when I told him to go home.”
“Yeah, cats aren’t exactly obedient,” Eraserhead replies. He glances at the entrance of the alleyway, which Izuku didn’t realize was so far away. The villains must’ve dragged him farther than he thought. He’s near the opposite end of the alley that opens up to a barren parking lot, hence the car.
The car that he almost got trapped in. The car that almost took him away from his life forever.
Izuku sniffles again and tightens his grip on Sushi.
“Where are your parents?” The underground hero asks, pulling him out of his thoughts, “Are they nearby?”
“No, no, I was with-”
“ZUKU!”
Eraserhead tenses up as Kacchan appears at the entrance of the alley, panting heavily. His crimson eyes land on the man and he bares his teeth, charging forward.
“Who the hell are you?” He snarls, explosions popping in his palms, “Get away from him!”
“Kacchan, wait!” Izuku cries.
Eraserhead stands up and intercepts the blond before he can reach them. His scarf flares around him and his eyes flash red, causing the explosions to disappear. Kacchan only manages to look down at his hands in surprise before the scarf wraps around him, binding him tightly.
“What the hell?” Kacchan screeches, thrashing around, “Get off me! I’ll kill you!”
“Kacchan!” Izuku yells more insistently. The loud noises are killing his head, but he ignores it for now. “Stop! He’s a pro hero!”
“You know this kid?” Eraserhead asks, sounding a bit unimpressed. Izuku confirms and he sighs, loosening his grip slightly. “Relax, kid, I’m not gonna hurt your friend here. He was just attacked by a couple of villains and I took them down.”
He turns slightly so Kacchan can see the unconscious men still tied together. Kacchan’s eyes narrow before he squirms out of his scarf.
“Zuku!” He runs over to Izuku and kneels down in front of him, grabbing his shoulders lightly, “Are you alright? What the hell happened? And what the fuck is Sushi doing here?”
Sushi, who is still curled up against Izuku’s chest, hisses and tries to swipe at Kacchan, but the boy dodges.
“I… I…” Izuku stutters, “They…”
The pain in his head is making it hard for him to talk and he kind of just wants to take a nap, but he forces his eyes to stay open. Thankfully, Eraserhead explains for him.
“Those guys were trying to kidnap him and sell him off,” he states bluntly. Kacchan’s eyes widen and he whips his head to look at him. Eraserhead continues, “Healing quirks are rare and considered valuable, so-”
“I know that!” Kacchan snaps. Eraserhead’s eye twitches but Kacchan just turns back to Izuku, hands flexing like he doesn’t know what to do with them. “Shit, Zuku, are you…” His eyes roam over him, from his bruised arms and face to his glazed eyes. His jaw clenches. “Shit! Shit, shit, shit, shit-”
“If you could call his parents that would be helpful,” Eraserhead interrupts. Kacchan surprisingly does so without much fuss.
Izuku cringes at the police sirens as they get closer. His head feels like it’s about to explode and he’s even more tired now. He can hear Kacchan on the phone with his mother, who is no doubt freaking out. Eraserhead helps him to his feet and leads him to one of the police cars, ushering Kacchan in as well before turning to help some officers put the two villains into another car.
“He’s not coming with us?” Kacchan asks as the officer in front starts driving away.
“Heroes don’t usually accompany victims to the police station, kid,” the officer replies, “He has to stay behind to give his report and then he’ll probably just continue his patrol.”
“Right. I knew that,” Kacchan grumbles under his breath. He glances at Izuku, who is idly petting Sushi with drooping eyelids as he leans against his shoulder. “Hey, stay awake!”
Izuku whines but obliges. The drive to the police station is fairly quick and soon Izuku is being examined by a nurse, who confirms that he has a mild concussion. Kacchan has to hold Sushi the whole time, which neither of them are happy about. He shifts in his seat impatiently while she cleans and bandages Izuku’s scrapes, telling him to take it easy for the next few days to give his brain time to heal. Thankfully, it’s summer break, so at least he won’t have to take time off of school. Then, a police officer comes in and asks him a bunch of questions, helping him file a report which he writes down on his clipboard. Kacchan stays silent the entire time, only occasionally growling at a particular detail or grumbling when Sushi digs his claws into his lap.
Once the report is complete, the officer hands it off to someone else before waiting with them for their parents to arrive. Ten minutes later, Inko bursts in with Auntie Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru at her heels. She’s already a blubbering mess, but when she sees Izuku’s bruised face she cries even harder.
“Oh, my baby!” She sobs, hugging him tightly, “My baby, my poor baby!”
“Glad to see you’re okay, kiddo,” Auntie Mitsuki says, then turns to Kacchan with a scowl on her face, “And where the hell were you?!?”
“Hey, I thought he was with me the whole time!” Kacchan snaps, “I didn’t even realize they’d taken him until-”
“Guys, please,” the officer interrupts, raising her hands, “Lower your voices. Midoriya-kun has a concussion and yelling isn’t going to make him feel better.”
Inko whimpers and buries her face into her son’s hair. Sushi, who made the mistake of climbing back into Izuku’s lap while they were waiting, meows in distress as he’s squished between them.
“Sushi?” Inko hiccups, pulling away slightly, “Wh-What’re you doing here?”
Izuku smiles tiredly and snuggles him closer. “He tried to fight off the bad guys,” he says, a hint of pride in his voice.
Inko looks confused.
Uncle Masaru turns to the police officer and asks, “Please, can you tell us exactly what happened? We only got a vague idea from Katsuki. Did someone really try to kidnap Izuku?”
The officer nods and repeats what was reported by both Izuku and Eraserhead. Inko looks like she’s about to faint when she hears that the villains wanted to sell Izuku for his quirk. Auntie Mitsuki growls and Uncle Masaru tenses up, casting a worried look toward the boy. When the officer is done, she informs Inko of Izuku’s injuries and tells her that he will need to take it easy for the next few days and get lots of rest. Inko nods hastily and thanks the officer before helping her son into the car. She was still with Auntie Mitsuki when she got the call from Kacchan, so the woman drove her and Uncle Masaru to the station in her car. It’s a bit of a squeeze with five people and a cat, but they make it back home with relative ease.
When they get out of the car, Kacchan, who was silent the entire ride, asks Inko if he and Izuku can have a sleepover.
“Oh, of- of course!” Inko says, “I’ll put the futon in Izuku’s room. Just remember that he needs a lot of rest- and no video games. They’re bad for his concussion.”
“It’s fine,” Kacchan replies, “I just want to…” He trails off, eyeing Izuku before glancing away with gritted teeth. Inko smiles understandingly and nods.
“Do you mind if Masaru and I come over for a bit?” Auntie Mitsuki asks, “I can help you cook dinner. And... you look like you could use some company.”
“Thank you,” Inko sighs.
So they all enter the Midoriya household, Inko helping Izuku to the couch like he’s made of glass. Kacchan and Sushi settle in beside him while the adults move to the kitchen. There’s not much to do since he’s not allowed to watch TV, but he’s too tired to do that anyway so he just lets his head drop onto his friend’s shoulder. After a moment, Kacchan wraps his arm around Izuku and pulls him closer, resting his chin on top of his curls.
Izuku lets out a soft sigh, closing his eyes and listening to his friend breathe. He can hear the adults in the kitchen and Inko’s muffled cries. His mother is obviously trying to keep her voice low as she speaks with Auntie Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru in hushed tones, but her sniffling and occasional whimpers are as clear as day.
His heart aches for her- he knows how badly this must’ve shaken her. But right now, he’s too tired to even consider consoling her.
So, with his head on Kacchan’s shoulder and his cat curled up against him, Izuku drifts off to sleep.
“If some fucker comes along and decides to snatch Izukun because he wants to force him to use his quirk, what are you gonna do?”
“I’ll beat ‘em up, of course! I’ll beat up any fucker who tries to take him!”
Katsuki is Zuku’s protector. He knows this. It’s been this way for over half their lives now, and not once has he complained about it. The role comes as naturally to him as the explosions in his palms do.
“Those guys were trying to kidnap him and sell him off.”
His arm tightens around Zuku’s sleeping form.
But this time- someone else had to save him. Someone else had to be his protector. Someone else had to do Katsuki’s damn job for him.
And fuck, if they hadn’t, Zuku would be-
Auntie Inko’s soft cries from the kitchen reach his ears, interrupting his thoughts. He can hear his mother’s voice, gentler than he’s ever heard, trying to soothe her as she struggles to muffle her sobs. His chest suddenly feels too tight. He knows that if he looks down he’ll see the numerous scrapes and bruises from the villains littering Zuku’s skin.
“And where the hell were you?!?”
And where the hell were you?!?
AND WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU?!?
Zuku lets out a soft whimper. Katsuki immediately loosens his hold around him, having unconsciously tightened his arm into a vice-grip. Zuku relaxes against him once more, but the burning, self-loathing anger remains.
There’s something else to it, though. He’s used to anger, there’s not a day that passes in which he doesn’t get angry at one thing or another. But this is… this is different. This is what he felt back when he saw the bruises those two upperclassmen assholes left on Zuku, or what he felt when he saw that dog going to attack him, except it’s worse, because he didn’t win. He didn’t fight.
He didn’t protect him.
This is Katsuki’s first taste of failure. And he doesn’t like it one bit.
Notes:
I just realized that the chapters have been ending with angsty Katsuki POVs. I swear they won't all end that way, don't worry. This is very much Izuku's story, Katsuki's POVs will be only occasional throughout the story.
Anyway, I hope you liked it! To lighten up the mood and also give you guys a visual of how I imagine Sushi to look, here's a picture of Sushi and Izuku. You can also see it on my Instagram and TumblrAlso, I have to add *mild manga spoilers* No I did not name Sushi after the cat in the Vigilantes manga. I wrote this fic last year and by the time I learned of the character, my Sushi's name had already grown on me, so I decided not to change it. Figured it was minor enough.
Please leave a review, I read them all! Thanks for reading!
Chapter Text
After that, the danger that Izuku’s quirk puts him in becomes more real.
Inko sits him down a few days later and tells him everything Doctor Tsubasa warned her about the day his quirk manifested. She hadn’t wanted to fully tell him when he was younger because she didn’t want him to worry, or worse, think his quirk was a bad thing. But now it’s clear that in order for him to be safe, for him to really take his safety seriously, she needs to tell him everything.
So she begins by explaining how Doctor Tsubasa said his quirk is very strong and will only get stronger as he grows up, which is a wonderful thing, but it means they have to take some precautions. She goes on to say that because healing quirks are so rare, especially powerful ones like Izuku’s, that it’s not unheard of for healers to be sought after by both heroes and villains. The latter because they can’t go to the hospital after a fight, so healers are especially valuable to them. In fact, healers getting captured by villains isn’t something that might happen but something that can and has . She hesitates to mention the incident with Endeavor’s healer, not wanting to scare her son, but eventually she tells him. He deserves to know everything now.
Izuku listens with a blank look on his face, gazing down at his lap the entire time. He stays silent when Inko finishes and it makes the woman fidget nervously.
Finally, she takes his hands into hers and has him meet her gaze. Her eyes are watery but her gaze is firm.
“Baby,” she starts, then clears her throat, “Izuku, I… I don’t want to scare you. I never wanted to scare you by telling you this, I just…”
“It’s okay, mom,” he says, “I understand. I just… it’s a little weird, you know? I mean, I’m just… me. It’s weird to think that I’m… desirable to people I don’t even know- and just for my quirk? It’s just- It’s just weird.” He scratches the back of his head. “And I always thought that Kacchan was a bit paranoid and overprotective, but now… I guess it makes sense. Oof, and I bet he’s gonna be a lot worse after this.” He lets out a huff of laughter, but there isn’t much humor in it.
Inko gives him a sad smile and squeezes his hands. “I know. I know it’s probably going to be annoying and tiresome being attached to his hip all the time, but… I need you to take it a bit more seriously. Katsuki-kun is your protector. He knows that, and I need you to know it as well.”
Izuku presses his lips together and nods once.
“And- And it won’t just be him,” Inko adds, “Doctor Tsubasa-san said that a lot of hero agencies upped the security around their healers after the incident with Endeavor’s agency. So, just know that Katsuki-kun isn’t going to be the only overprotective hero you’re going to have to deal with when you get older.” She laughs.
Izuku rolls his eyes but smiles a bit.
“I’m excited for you to become a healer,” his mother says, “But you haven’t joined the world of heroes yet. And until you do, you need to be careful. So…” She takes a deep breath before continuing, “I’ve talked about it with Mitsuki-san and Masaru-san, and I think it would be a good idea to enroll you in self-defense classes.”
Izuku perks up. “Really?”
“I know, I know it might be a lot on top of school and I know you like to hang out with your friends, but-”
“No, no, Mom, I’d love to!” Izuku insists, leaning forward. Finally he’ll be able to fend for himself if he needs to!
Inko blinks in surprise. “Really?” He nods rapidly and she smiles. “Oh, good! Katsuki-kun would be going with you, of course- it’ll be good for him too! Maybe give him an outlet for that explosive energy.”
“Yeah!” Izuku agrees eagerly, “When do we start?”
“Oh, next week,” Inko says, giving him a firm look, “If even. You’re still recovering from your concussion, sweetie.”
Izuku sighs heavily and groans, “Mooom, I told you I’m feeling a lot better! My head only hurts a little bit now…”
“And you’ll start next week when your head doesn’t hurt at all.” Inko’s voice has a tone of finality and Izuku knows there’s no budging on this.
“Fine,” he grunts.
So he now has self-defense classes to look forward to while he recovers. This whole week has been kind of awful for Izuku. First he nearly gets kidnapped and now he has to do absolutely nothing for an entire week. He can’t even play video games or watch movies! The nurse told Inko that electronics are bad for someone recovering from a concussion so now his screen time is severely limited. It doesn’t help that he’s been having nightmares just about every night too.
During the first night when Kacchan had come over for a sleepover, Izuku thought perhaps he’d be too tired from his ordeal to have a nightmare. But no, at 2AM he woke up thrashing and screaming, scrambling backwards in his bed to escape his non-existent kidnappers. Kacchan had jumped from his futon and been at his side in an instant, pulling him into a tight hug when he whimpered and cried. He seemed upset too- angry, mostly- and had nudged Izuku aside so he could crawl into bed beside him. Izuku clung to his arm and fell asleep again, only for Kacchan to wake him up from another nightmare at 5AM.
So, needless to say, he’s both exhausted and bored out of his mind. And on top of all this, he has to somehow tell Haru that he lost the All Might stuffie he won for him. He didn’t realize until the next day that he had lost the gift during his ordeal and instantly felt bad. Haru would probably be forgiving if he knew the truth, but Kacchan had explained their sudden absence by texting the group that Izuku felt sick so he took him home. Izuku is grateful for that; as much as he likes his friends, he knows that news of Izuku’s near-kidnapping would spread like a wildfire across school if any of them got wind of it. So now he has to think of what to tell Haru.
Or maybe he can just take a nap and hope that the boy doesn’t mention it when they go back to school. Yeah, that sounds better.
At least, during his very long week of rest, he’s able to spend some quality time with his hero journals. He adds a couple of pages for Eraserhead, who he hadn’t known about until the hero rescued him. He was only able to thoroughly freak out the next day. He had met a pro hero! An underground one! And talked to him! Like, actually talked to him, not just sputtered awkwardly and begged for his autograph. Izuku’s almost glad he had a concussion then so at least he was too dazed to embarrass himself.
Still, Eraserhead was so cool! Izuku diligently writes down what little he learned about him from their encounter and spends the short amount of time he’s allowed on the computer researching more about him. Not much is known about the underground hero, which isn’t very surprising, but Izuku is at least able to find out about his quirk and fighting techniques. The latter part he thinks is very cool- he basically fights quirkless!
He rambles about his findings to Kacchan, who comes to his house everyday that week to keep him company. The blond doesn’t seem too interested but listens anyway because, like Izuku, there’s not much for him to do. He doesn’t want to play video games if Izuku can’t play with him and they can’t go ‘train’ in the backyard either because Inko wants him to rest. So they’re both bored.
They talk about anything and everything, from what they ate for dinner to their futures at UA. Because of course they’re going to UA. Nothing could make them happier than going to All Might’s alma mater, even if Izuku will probably have to apply for General Studies. He wonders if he’ll meet Recovery Girl if he gets in, and that leads to him pulling out his healer journal. Kacchan is kind enough to use Izuku’s phone and computer for him and reads outloud whatever Izuku wants him to research. They spend an entire afternoon updating Izuku’s healer journal, the greenette scribbling down information while the blond reads with a disinterested tone. Still, that eventually gets boring.
Izuku is grateful for his friend’s presence but feels bad that he’s sacrificing a week out of his summer break just to sit around with him and do nothing. Surely there are other fun things he would rather be doing, but when he mentions it Kacchan just nudges him with his foot and tells him to not be stupid.
Sushi, at least, is enjoying his constant presence. Inko gave the cat a very stern talking-to for following Izuku into the city, which was very amusing to watch, but now Sushi is living his best life since Izuku has time to spoil him. He and Kacchan discover that the feline, for some reason, really likes water. Izuku hasn’t used the bathtub in years, mostly because he just prefers the efficiency of showering, but since he has nothing else to do he’s started taking long soaks in the hot water. And without fail Sushi always somehow gets into the bathroom, even if he closes the door, and proceeds to jump in with him.
Kacchan calls Sushi a freak and the cat merely hisses at him in response.
After what feels like ages, Izuku’s week of rest is finally over and he’s feeling more restless than ever. He has to practically beg his mom to let him and Kacchan walk a couple of blocks away to get ice cream from a small corner shop. He doesn’t blame her for her incessant worrying, but it does get a bit annoying, especially when he notices Kacchan glancing around suspiciously every few seconds as they walk. He hopes this paranoia won’t last too long.
Maybe if he gets really good at self-defense they won’t worry so much. At least, that’s what he’s hoping for as he walks into the martial arts gym with Kacchan for their first class. It’s exciting and nerve-wracking at the same time, but he relaxes slightly when the teacher greets them with a wide smile and mentions that all the other students are beginners too.
Kimura-sensei is super nice, even though she looks really intimidating. Her skin is made up of hard, purple-tinted scales that are tough like crocodile skin and her eyes are yellow with slitted pupils. Despite this, she has a soft voice and a bubbly personality, but it becomes clear she also doesn’t take any bullshit when Kacchan makes a snide comment after she says that the first couple of lessons will be just learning how to properly throw punches and kicks. The blond blinks in surprise when her entire personality changes and she throws a fiery retort at him that makes the rest of the class snicker. He clearly takes her a bit more seriously after that.
The self-defense classes are fun but a lot harder than Izuku thought they would be. Once school starts back up again, Izuku finds himself restraining himself from using his quirk just so that he has enough energy to get through his after school lessons. They’re only on Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday, but Kimura makes it very clear she expects them to keep practicing at home.
So, after a few months of now- real training, Izuku and Kacchan start going on runs together. The lessons are physically demanding for both of them, so they figure that running might help them build muscle and become stronger. Izuku likes it, especially when he discovers that he’s a faster runner than Kacchan, which pisses his friend off. Their ‘casual jogging’ often turns into full-on sprinting as they race each other. It’s super fun, even if it does leave their legs shaking with exhaustion afterwards.
Izuku soon starts having to put his hair into a small ponytail when he exercises. When Kacchan questions why he’s growing out his hair, Izuku replies that he just feels like it. He doesn’t mention that he thought it would be cool to grow his hair out like Eraserhead’s- that would no doubt lead to endless teasing. He’s not sure how long he’s going to grow it or if he’s even going to keep it this way, but he’ll see how it goes.
As time goes by and the two boys get older, Inko gradually becomes more relaxed. She still worries about Izuku, but at least he doesn’t have to text her every ten minutes when he’s somewhere that isn’t school or home. She listens with a smile on her face when Izuku comes home and tries to show her the moves he learned during self-defense class that day, and he knows that his growing strength is definitely helping to ease her mind.
Kacchan clearly enjoys the classes too. A bit too much, actually. It’s not super concerning at first because he’s usually too sore and tired to do much outside of class, but once they start learning how to actually fight… things start to take a bit of a downwards spiral.
Izuku first notices it when Kacchan eagerly jumps up to volunteer when Kimura says she needs someone to act as an attacker so she can show them a particular defense move. Kacchan gets knocked to the ground, of course, but Izuku finds it a bit odd how excited he gets whenever they do one-on-one fighting. He’s always willing to take the offensive role, and it only starts to become a bit of a problem when Kimura starts actually teaching them how to attack, deeming it important to learn both defensive and offensive skills.
Then one day Izuku walks onto the schoolyard with his lunch in hand just in time to see Kacchan using one of the new offensive moves on a fellow classmate. And that’s when things take a turn for the worse.
It’s not that Izuku’s unused to Kacchan getting into fights- he’s healed his friend more times than he can count after he gets into a scuffle. The problem now is that Kacchan is no longer just showing off his quirk or rough housing- he’s got real fighting experience and is practicing those moves on random school kids.
It horrifies Izuku and he immediately tries to put an end to it, but Kacchan doesn’t seem too pleased with him.
“Come on, Kacchan, you’ve gotta admit it’s kind of unfair,” Izuku protests one day as they’re walking home, “You know a lot more about fighting than they do and one day you’re gonna get someone really hurt.”
“So?” Kacchan rolls his eyes. “I’ve got you around, so why does it matter if they get hurt?”
Taken aback, Izuku scowls. “I’m not going to heal people just so you can beat them up again.”
Kacchan just grumbles in response.
After a moment, he snaps, “And who cares if it’s unfair? Fights are hardly ever fair, and those kids know what they’re getting into when they’re challenging me.”
Izuku would hardly call it ‘challenging’. Kacchan is usually the one to seek out fights.
Sighing, he changes tactics and instead suggests, “Listen, why don’t we start sparring after school? It’ll be good to burn off any extra energy you have and I’m sure Kimura-sensei will be glad to see that we’ve gotten some more practice in.”
Kacchan doesn’t look impressed. “Well, yeah, but…” He turns his head away and grumbles unintelligibly under his breath.
Smiling a bit, Izuku nudges his shoulder and says, “Come oooonn. It’ll be fun!”
“Yeah, but I can’t-” Kacchan cuts himself off and Izuku tilts his head curiously. The blond lets out a ragged sigh and gestures vaguely with his hand. “I mean, I can’t hurt you so what’s the point?”
Izuku blinks in surprise. His stomach churns uncomfortably. Something about what he said doesn’t sit right with him.
Clearing his throat, he asks warily, “Er… do you… want to hurt people?”
Kacchan glances at him but doesn’t respond. Izuku swallows. His friend’s violent streak has always been a bit annoying but has generally never really been a cause for concern. But now…
“Well, if you say it like that it sounds bad,” Kacchan finally huffs.
“It is bad,” Izuku says immediately, then hesitates, “Kacchan… I don’t think you should want to hurt people.”
The other boy is quiet for a moment, then suddenly snorts and bumps his shoulder. “Oh, relax, Zuku!” He sneers, “You’re overreacting. I just like to mess around and rough-house a bit.” Izuku must not look very convinced, because he adds, “But fine, yeah, whatever, let’s spar if it’ll make you feel better.”
It does, but only a little bit. They spar in their self-defense class sometimes so doing it after school isn’t really anything new. It seems to slightly satisfy Kacchan’s violent tendencies, but the boy is still much too harsh to the other kids at school for Izuku’s liking.
It starts with Haru.
Kacchan has never really liked Haru, and Izuku has never really understood why. Haru is kind and friendly and can always make Izuku laugh until his cheeks hurt, but for some reason when they turn twelve Kacchan decides to start... picking on him. It’s just little things at first, rude comments about his quirk or making fun of something he did. Izuku does his best to ease the tension with a light smile and a changing of subjects, but soon it’s not enough. As they get older, the occasional teasing becomes constant, turning meaner and crueler everyday. Even when Haru eventually stops hanging out with them, Kacchan still seeks him out to pester him. And where Kacchan leads, Tsubasa and Inaba follow.
It’s really sad to watch, actually. To see Haru’s former friends turn against him and relentlessly torment him. Izuku tries to soothe him in between class periods or right after lunch, but when Kacchan finds out he gets pissed and does everything he can to stop Izuku from speaking with Haru.
The situation leaves a very bad taste in Izuku’s mouth. He just feels so sorry for Haru; he hates seeing the familiar helpless look in his eyes when Kacchan starts hounding him. It frustrates him- and it angers him too. But no matter what he says, no matter how much he protests this harsh treatment, Kacchan doesn’t let up. In fact, he starts harassing other students too, but Haru is his favorite victim.
It all comes to a head during the first month of their third year of junior high.
Kacchan and Izuku are both fourteen years old, the former almost fifteen, and puberty is hitting hard. Hormones are high and Kacchan’s violent streak is returning with a vengeance.
Over the years, both he and his quirk have grown dramatically. Self-defense classes on top of regular exercise has led to Kacchan developing a good few pounds of muscle. Izuku hasn’t bulked up as much as his friend has, but he’s lean and defined and, most importantly, he’s still faster than him, so there’s that. Aside from Kacchan’s increase in muscle and height, he hasn’t changed much appearance-wise. Neither has Izuku, although his hair is a lot longer now, falling a few inches below his shoulders. In contrast, his quirk hasn’t grown much, although Kacchan’s definitely has.
The boy’s explosions are so powerful they can be heard from the other side of school. But what’s worse is that he’s become unafraid to use them against other people.
Izuku tries to convince himself that it’s just hormones, that hormones are the reason why Kacchan’s become more aggressive and pushy with him lately, why he goes as far as to physically drag him away from people he doesn’t want him to talk to. That hormones are why he continues to start fights with other kids, even when no one is crazy enough to want to get into a fight with him anymore so he just ends up pouncing on innocent victims. That hormones are why he teases and sneers at his own friends.
But there’s no way hormones can explain why Kacchan treats Haru the way he does. It drives Izuku crazy, especially since Haru has never done anything to wrong him. In fact, he actively avoids Kacchan because he knows what’ll happen if the blond catches him.
So when Kacchan starts attacking Haru after school one day during the second week of their third year, Izuku tries once again to stop him.
“Kacchan!” Izuku cries out, running towards the two boys rolling around in the dirt, “Kacchan, stop it! Please!”
He almost reaches them when he’s suddenly stopped by a large red wing.
“Hey, Midoriya-kun,” Tsubasa says, grinning at him. Behind him, Izuku can see Haru desperately snapping at Kacchan with his face turned into a dog’s snout. “Oh, don’t worry about Bakugou-kun,” Tsubasa continues, “He’s just teaching Haru a lesson.”
“He’s hurting him!” Izuku protests, flinching when he hears an explosion followed by a yelp of pain. “Stop it! Kacchan, stop it!”
He tries to run towards them again, but Tsubasa’s wing stops him once more, this time blocking his view too. The larger boy steps closer.
“Come on now, Midoriya-kun,” Tsubasa says. He starts slowly flapping his wings towards Izuku, forcing him to step backwards or get hit.
“Hey- Tsubasa-kun!” Frustrated, Izuku tries to step around, but Tsubasa’s wings have grown with him and are much larger than they used to be. Izuku grunts as a wing hits his chest, gentle enough to not hurt him but hard enough to push him back.
“Relax, Midoriya-kun, this is just hero stuff,” Tsubasa says dismissively, using his wings to herd the smaller boy away, “Don’t concern yourself with this. Bakugou-kun will walk you home soon enough.”
To Izuku’s disbelief, the boy is smiling at him like nothing is wrong, like he doesn’t even realize that what Kacchan is doing is horrible. He can still hear the angry yells and explosions from his childhood friend behind Tsubasa, as well as Haru’s grunts and yelps of pain. It makes Izuku’s eyes sting with frustrated tears and a hard ball form in his throat. A feeling of helplessness rises within him, but it only angers him even more, spurring him into action.
With a hard shove, he pushes past Tsubasa’s wing with his shoulder and dashes over to the two boys. Kacchan has Haru pinned to the ground and raises his fist once more, sparks dancing across his skin.
“Kacchan, no!”
Izuku lunges forward and wraps his arms around Kacchan’s chest, stumbling backwards as he drags him off of Haru. Kacchan sputters and thrashes wildly, but it buys Haru enough time to scramble out from underneath the blond and stagger to his feet. Izuku watches as Haru, burned and bruised with a bleeding nose, casts him a grateful look and runs away before Kacchan manages to break out of his hold.
“Zuku, what the fuck?!?” Kacchan shrieks, twisting away from him and whirling around, “What’s your fucking problem?!?”
“You!” Izuku shouts, clenching his fists as he glares angrily, “Kacchan, you could’ve killed him!”
Kacchan rolls his eyes and scoffs, “Oh, don’t be so dramatic, Zuku! I was just roughing him up a bit.”
“No, you weren’t! You were hurting him!” Izuku protests, “What did he ever do to you anyway?!?”
“He was pissing me off,” Kacchan states, as if that explains everything, “What the hell are you even doing here? I thought I’ve told you a million times to stay out of the way when I fight.”
“Er, yeah, sorry,” Tsubasa says, scratching the back of his head as he walks over to them, “He got past me.”
Kacchan arches an eyebrow and snorts, “How pathetic are you to let a guy with a healing quirk get past you?”
Izuku frowns, his heart still thudding with adrenaline. “What’s that supposed to mean?” He snaps.
“It means-” Kacchan swings his head back to fix him with a hard look, poking him in the chest with a finger. “That you’ve got no business getting involved with fights! You’re gonna be a healer, not a hero- so quit acting like you’re anything more than a guy with a healing quirk!”
Izuku’s eyes widen and he stumbles back a step, as if struck by a physical blow. A flash of… something passes over Kacchan’s face before it regains its usual cocky expression. Izuku swallows and grits his teeth, glaring hard.
“Well, anyway, we gonna head to the arcade or what?” Tsubasa asks, “Inaba-kun should be here soon.”
“Yeah,” Kacchan huffs, still eyeing Izuku, “Sure, whatever.” He pauses before clearing his throat impatiently, turning his face to show his bruised cheek where Haru must’ve landed a hit on him. He doesn’t say anything, but the expectation is clear.
Izuku almost laughs out loud. Kacchan seriously expects him to heal his injuries after saying something like that to him? Bullshit! Izuku usually tries not to curse much but right now he wants to scream obscenities at his childhood friend.
But instead he just takes another step back. “I, er, need to get something first,” he says, voice hollow, “I forgot something in the locker room.”
“I’ll come with you-” Kacchan starts to say.
“No, no,” Izuku interrupts, already turning away, “I’ll be right back.”
Without waiting for a response, he turns and dashes over to where he saw Haru disappear. He spots the boy sitting against the wall next to the water fountain, hissing as he dabs at his burns with a wet tissue.
“Haru-kun,” Izuku whispers. Haru flinches but relaxes slightly when he realizes it’s him. He gives the greenette a weary smile that Izuku cannot return. He slowly walks over to where the boy is sitting, gasping softly when he sees the extent of the wounds littering his body. Burns, scrapes, bruises-
God, Kacchan brutalized him.
“I… I’m sorry,” he croaks, falling to his knees in front of Haru, “I’m so sorry, I should've stopped him sooner, I- I don’t even- I don’t understand why he treats you this way, I-”
“Izukun, Izukun, it’s okay,” Haru says and Izuku lets out a single wet laugh at the old nickname. “This isn’t your fault,” Haru continues, “I… I guess Bakugou-kun found out I was thinking of applying to UA.”
“You are?” Izuku blinks in surprise.
“I was,” Haru corrects, then winces, “Now I’m thinking maybe it’s best if I don’t. I only mentioned it to a couple of people, but Bakugou-kun must’ve found out anyway and, well…” He gestures to himself. “He’s pretty adamant about you and him being the only ones from this school to get into UA.”
Izuku grits his teeth. “I… I didn’t know you wanted to be a hero,” he admits.
“Oh, no.” Haru shakes his head. “I was going for General Studies.”
Izuku can’t believe his ears. If Kacchan beat up Haru because he wanted to get into the hero course- well, it wouldn’t have made it okay, but at least it would have made sense. Kacchan’s always been the competitive type. But to beat up Haru just because he wants to get into the same school as him?
God, what the hell has Kacchan turned into? Izuku’s never been so pissed off before in his life.
Taking a deep breath through his nose in an attempt to calm himself, Izuku reaches forward and places a hand on one of the burns on Haru’s arm. His quirk activates automatically in response to direct contact with the wound and Haru sighs. Izuku focuses on the energy flowing out of him, healing burn after burn until-
“Hey!”
Izuku lets out a choked yelp as he’s suddenly yanked backwards by the scruff of his shirt. Kacchan brushes past him and looms over Haru, who is quickly scrambling to his feet.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Kacchan snarls, eyes narrowing when he notices Haru’s lack of injuries, “Think you can fucking use my healer’s quirk without my permission?!? I’ll kick your ass even harder this time!”
“Kacchan, no!” Izuku shouts, jumping in front of him and pressing a hand to his chest to stop him. “Leave him alone!”
“Get the fuck out of my way, dumbass!” Kacchan snaps, trying to shoulder him aside but Izuku won’t let him.
“No!”
“I need to teach this fucker another lesson! He needs to learn his fucking place!” Then, Kacchan glares daggers at Izuku and adds venomously, “And maybe you do too!”
SLAP!
Kacchan stumbles back a couple of steps, lifting a hand to his stinging cheek in shock. His eyes are wide as he stares at Izuku, stunned.
Behind him, Izuku can hear Haru’s fading footsteps as he takes the chance to run away. He’s breathing heavily and glaring at Kacchan, but he’s also shaken. He’s never struck Kacchan before in his life and the fact that he did so shocked both of them.
However, Kacchan quickly recovers and peels his lips back in a snarl. He lunges forward, grabs Izuku, and slams his back against the wall. Izuku yelps at the impact but Kacchan is in his face before he can do anything.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing? ” He hisses, his red eyes burning with fury.
Normally Izuku would shrink back and try to ease his friend’s anger, but now he’s too pissed to even consider it. He gets right back in Kacchan’s face and spits, “You are a bully, Kacchan!”
He tries to squirm free but Kacchan has a firm grasp on his biceps. Chest heaving with every ragged breath, Izuku shouts, “You are mean, Kacchan! You are so mean and cruel and I don’t understand why! You treat everyone around you so horribly! What is wrong with you?!?”
“What’s wrong with me?!?” Kacchan barks, “What’s wrong with you?!? How many times have I told you not to talk to that fucker? But instead of listening to me, you go behind my back and choose to heal him over me?”
“It’s my quirk, Kacchan, and I’ll use it however I damn well please!” Izuku growls back at him.
“No you fucking won’t!” Kacchan shouts, shaking him, “Not if I fucking tell you not to!”
Fed up, Izuku tries again to break free of his hold, but Kacchan merely readjusts his grip and shoves him back against the wall. They struggle against each other for a few moments before Izuku hisses, “God, you are so controlling, Kacchan! You can’t just push me around however you like and expect me to be okay with it! You can’t expect me to stand back and watch you hurt people that don’t deserve it! How can you expect to be a good hero if you can’t even be a decent human being? If you keep this shit up, then you can forget about me ever becoming your healer! I will never stay by your side if all you do is hurt people!”
Kacchan freezes at this, his red eyes wide and glaring. His whole body is trembling with rage and his grip on Izuku’s arms is punishing. Izuku struggles to swallow past the hard lump in his throat as he glares at the blond with watery eyes. Kacchan is quiet for a few long moments. Then, still holding Izuku’s gaze, he leans closer and hisses in a low voice, “I’m not going to let you mess everything up, you little shit. I’m going to become the best damn hero this world has ever seen, and you’re going to become the best damn healer.” His voice quivers with fury as his hands flex their grip. “And you are going to be mine.”
Izuku stares at him, feeling like he’s about to throw up. Without a word, Kacchan suddenly grabs Izuku’s hand and lifts it to his face. The greenette only realizes what he’s doing when he feels his quirk activate in response to the bruise on his cheek.
Disgusted, Izuku tries to pull his hand away. “Stop it!”
Kacchan just tightens his grip and glares at him.
“Let me go, Kacchan!” Izuku spits, pulling harder, “Let me go you- you ass, let me go!”
“Hey, guys, are we going or-”
The two freeze as Inaba stares at them. His eyes lock on Kacchan’s hands grabbing Izuku and for a moment the latter feels a spark of hope in his chest. But no, Inaba won’t stand up to Kacchan, not even for him.
“Er… Is everything alright?”
Before Kacchan can respond, Izuku headbutts him in the nose. As soon as his grip slackens, Izuku shoulders past him and dashes away.
“Zuku!” He hears Kacchan call out, “Oi, where the fuck do you think you’re going?!? Zuku!”
“Leave me alone!” He shrieks, not sparing a glance behind him.
Footsteps pound against gravel as Kacchan gives chase, but luckily Izuku has always been faster than the blond. He dashes past the school gates and rounds the corner sharply, spewing apologies as he nearly rams into multiple passerbys. He runs harder than he’s ever run before, tears flying in the wind as desperation claws at his chest.
God, he feels like he can’t breathe! He feels stuck, so utterly trapped, he feels- he feels- he feels-
-like he’s about to pass out.
Izuku stumbles to a stop and presses his hand against a building, chest heaving as he gasps for air. Kacchan stopped chasing him a few blocks back, but even so, his eyes dart around anxiously. People give him curious looks as they walk by him. After a few minutes, he finally catches his breath and straightens up.
A quick glance around reveals that he doesn’t really know where he is, but he finds himself not caring much. All he can think about is Kacchan.
“That asshole,” Izuku hisses, his voice breaking. The sidewalk is blurry beneath him. Wiping away tears, he starts walking down the street and muttering under his breath.
How could Kacchan say something like that? The look in his eyes terrified him- genuinely terrified him. He felt like a mouse caught in a cat’s claws. He’d always known that Kacchan was overprotective of him, especially around people like Haru. He’d just always thought it was because Haru could make him laugh and it made Kacchan jealous, since he’d always had Izuku’s attention since they were kids. But no, now Kacchan is being downright possessive. Like anyone who could take Izuku’s attention away from him is some sort of challenger or threat to him.
Izuku sniffles and wipes his nose, recalling Kacchan’s words on the day his quirk manifested. It was after Auntie Mitsuki had teased her son that he’d better keep Izuku close or another hero would snatch him up because healers are in such high demand.
“What the hell? No way! If you’re gonna be anyone’s healer, you’re gonna be mine!”
Then when they were discussing Izuku’s safety later…
“I’ll beat up any fucker who tries to take him!”
Then at school…
“And guess what? When I’m a hero, Zuku’s gonna be my healer!”
“Mine, mine, mine,” Izuku grumbles under his breath. He’d never realized how much the word bothered him until now. “I’m not yours, you jerk.” He scowls. “I’m my own freaking person, you can’t just hog me to yourself…”
It’s like all this time he’s always done what Kacchan wanted. Like he’s just a piece in Kacchan’s master plan for his life and he’s just expected to go along with it. Like it doesn’t even matter what he wants. Maybe he doesn’t want to join his hero agency when he gets older? Maybe he wants to be like Recovery Girl and go around the world helping where he’s needed? Or maybe he just wants to have the freedom to figure it out because God forbid he doesn’t know exactly how his life is going to pan out at fourteen years old. He just wants to… do things and make decisions without Kacchan hanging over his shoulder.
And fuck he forced him to use his quirk! It was like Furuya and Akamine all over again!
He startles out of his thoughts when he bumps into someone.
“Oh! Sorry, sir!” He apologizes, jumping back.
Thankfully, the man waves him off. “Don’t worry about it, kid,” he says, “You seeing this?” He jerks his chin forward and Izuku follows his gaze.
There’s a few TVs in a shop window all simultaneously playing the news, which is broadcasting a villain fight. It looks like some sort of sludge monster is rampaging in the Tatooine Shopping District only a few blocks away. Izuku perks up when he sees the hero Death Arms arrive on scene and quickly takes one of his hero journals to write notes in, pushing his anger out of his mind for the moment.
The man beside him gives him an amused glance and asks, “Are you a fanboy?”
“Oh!” Izuku startles, then shrinks in on himself sheepishly. “Um, I guess so, I just really like analyzing quirks and stuff…” He trails off awkwardly, not quite knowing the proper response. Normally Kacchan would have saved him from answering by either doing it for him or snapping at the stranger to mind his own business.
Thankfully, the man just smiles. “No need to be ashamed!” He says, “There are plenty of worse hobbies to have- oh, wouldja look at that.”
Izuku looks back at the screen in time to see the villain swatting Death Arms away before attacking his sidekicks. It seems that the sludge villain has taken a woman with a fire quirk hostage and is somehow utilizing her quirk to wreak havoc. Other heroes show up, but it’s clear their own powers aren’t suited to deal with this situation.
Izuku feels bad, both for the woman and the heroes. He knows how awful it is to feel like you’re powerless in a certain situation.
The struggle goes on for a lot longer than he would have thought it would. The heroes dodge attacks but make no attempt to go on the offense. The woman is unconscious now, hanging limply in the villain’s grasp as it continues to use her quirk. It’s a rather ugly situation to watch, and the man next to Izuku expresses his disappointment in the heroes.
Izuku wants to say something in their defense, but before he can a flash of white darts in to attack. A moment later he realizes that it’s All Might, seemingly in his civilian clothes. The sludge villain grabs onto the number one hero with its sticky tendrils, but, unlike Death Arms, he’s able to pull himself free. Then, he grabs the woman with one hand and with the other he blasts the villain away with a Detroit Smash.
Izuku’s jaw drops in awe and people around him stop too, looking up at the sky where a large wind tornado spirals upward. A few moments later it dissipates, followed by dark clouds rolling in and drizzling rain.
“Wow!” The man beside him barks, “He changed the weather with just one punch! That’s All Might for you!”
Izuku giggles and looks back at the screen where All Might is standing amongst the wreckage of the attack. He raises his fist as the crowd goes wild, then gently scoops up the unconscious woman and brings her to paramedics waiting nearby. While they check her over, he talks to reporters and the other heroes gather up the scattered pieces of sludge.
Satisfied, Izuku is about to turn and keep walking when a sharp gasp from a reporter catches his attention. The camera focuses on a paramedic who solemnly declares that the woman is dead, apparently having suffocated while in the sludge villain’s grasp. Shocked gasps ripple through the crowd as the camera then focuses on All Might, who looks devastated.
The next few minutes are filled with him apologizing repeatedly and expressing his regret, but for some reason he seems a bit restless. Izuku’s not the only one that notices, and when All Might abruptly apologizes and says that he must leave, one reporter criticizes him harshly, saying, “You came too late and now you’re just going to leave?!?”.
Izuku winces. He’s sure All Might has his reasons, and he does apologize repeatedly before quickly taking his leave, but his departial doesn’t look good to the press.
“Hmph,” the man beside him tsks, shaking his head, “Not a good day for the heroes.”
Izuku swallows and then sighs. Even if it didn’t end so well, it was still cool to see All Might.
Unfortunately, thanks to the number one hero it’s now drizzling and he doesn’t have an umbrella.
“I guess I should go home then,” he murmurs to himself, then winces. He hopes he doesn’t run into Kacchan. He’d like to avoid that confrontation for as long as possible…
He checks his phone, which is still set on silent since he was in school, and wrinkles his nose at the numerous text messages and missed calls from Kacchan. The last one was sent five minutes ago. Thankfully, it seems he hasn’t said anything to Inko, or otherwise Izuku would have over a hundred missed messages.
Ignoring the blond’s texts, Izuku pockets his phone and starts walking again. He figures he can find his way home if he can just find a familiar landmark. Of course he could also probably just search up a map, but it’s kind of exciting being out on his own. A bit nerve-racking since he’s lost his protection, but exciting nonetheless. It’s like he’s exploring, and the best part is that he decides what turns to take instead of just following Kacchan around.
It doesn’t take very long for him to find a familiar street. It’s fairly empty at this time of day so he relaxes slightly, enjoying the setting sun beaming on him as he walks down the street. The drizzle has faded away by now, leaving everything slightly damp. Izuku is in the midst of pulling his hair up into a ponytail when the sound of harsh coughing startles him.
Pausing, he glances around before following the source of the noise. It leads him towards an alleyway, which makes him a bit nervous- he’s always avoided alleys since that day- but they’re in a relatively nice neighborhood so he cautiously continues walking until he can peek his head around the corner.
A tall skeleton of a man is leaning heavily against the wall. His eyes are closed and he seems to gasp for breath. Izuku frowns. He doesn’t like the sound of that. Every inhale and exhale is slightly gurgly, like there’s something wet in his lungs that he can’t get out. And he looks awfully skinny, especially in those clothes that are obviously much too large for him.
There’s also something… weirdly familiar about him, so Izuku doesn’t feel particularly unsafe as he slowly steps into the alley.
“Er, excuse me, sir?”
The skeletal man startles, his eyes flying open. Izuku startles too and raises his hands placating.
“I-I’m sorry,” he apologizes, “I didn’t mean to surprise you, it’s just… are you alright?”
The man swallows thickly and nods. “Mm hmm.”
Izuku frowns and steps a bit closer. “Are you sure?” He asks, keeping his voice light and friendly, “You don’t look so good. Do you need help, or is there someone I can call for you?”
“No, no,” the man finally speaks, his voice sounding raspy, “I’m fine, really, it’s just an old-”
Just then, Izuku notices the blood in his hand and his eyes widen.
“Oh my gosh!” He gasps, rushing over to his side, “You- You’re hurt!”
The man looks down at his hand, as if he just noticed the blood. “Oh, no, no, this is nothing, really!” He gives what Izuku assumes is a grim attempt at a smile. “I just-”
Then the man suddenly chokes and blood spews out of his mouth- and right onto Izuku’s face. Izuku recoils in disgust and takes a couple of steps back, but the stranger immediately starts fretting over him.
“Oh my goodness, I am so sorry!” He sputters apologies, blood still dribbling down his chin, “Here, here, I can help, let me just-”
Izuku tenses when the man places his large hands on his shoulders to steady him and immediately reaches up to grab them. But as soon as his fingers make contact with the skin on the man’s wrists, his quirk activates, letting him feel the energy flowing through the man. He goes still.
“Holy shit…” He can’t help but whisper, his eyes wide as he stares at the man’s chest.
Usually, when a person is injured their energy will swirl around the points of their injuries as the body attempts to heal naturally. But this man… Not only does he have a huge mass of swirling energy on his left flank, there are some areas where the energy is just missing. Where his left lung and stomach should be… there’s no energy at all. It’s as if the organs aren’t there.
It’s a horrible wound to feel and it causes tears to prick at Izuku’s eyes. Finally managing to tear his gaze away from the man’s chest, he stares up into his eyes and whispers breathlessly, “You… you’re really hurt, aren’t you?”
The man pauses in his fretting and looks down at him, a confused expression on his face.
“I… What are you talking about?” He asks. He gently tries to pull his hands away but Izuku doesn’t let him, tightening his grip on the man’s wrists. “Young man, what are you doing? I feel… odd…”
Izuku’s quirk activated as soon as he touched the man’s skin, immediately reacting to his wounds. But Izuku has never healed an injury this severe before- he can’t control his energy as it flows out of him rapidly, trying to reach the wounds as fast as possible, trying to fill what’s missing. He feels like his energy is being drained out of him and he wobbles on his feet, the man’s hands pressing down on his shoulders to steady him.
“Kid? Kid, are you alright?”
Izuku can’t respond. The man keeps talking, keeps asking- something- but it all washes over his ears like a wave. He can barely think. All he knows is that he can’t stop the energy from leaving him and it’s terrifying. He’s never tried to stop the flow before, but it’s also never taken this long to heal someone before. Usually the minor injuries he heals vanish almost instantly, but his energy has rapidly flowing out of him for nearly a minute now.
Black dots dance across his vision and his knees buckle.
“Kid!” The stranger cries, struggling to hold him upright. He ends up pressed against his side, the side with that horrible wound and his quirk sings, reaching out for the wound that he can practically feel through the man’s shirt and-
The last thing Izuku sees are worried blue eyes peering down at him before his world turns black.
“Kid! Damn it, kid, what the hell?!?” Toshinori leans over the boy as he gently lays him onto the ground. The boy remains unconscious, leaving Toshinori to wonder what the hell is going on.
“Shit!” He curses to himself, ready to pull out his phone and call an ambulance. For some reason, though, he pauses.
Ever since the boy grabbed his wrists, he’s been feeling… strange. He immediately figured it was the boy’s quirk and made to move away, but the boy didn’t want to let him go and… well, whatever he was doing, it didn’t feel bad. Gran Torino would probably scold him and say something about quirks being deceiving, but the kid didn’t seem like the type to have malicious intentions. If anything, it looked like he activated his quirk by accident.
Either way, Toshinori let the curious warm feeling flow into him and now he feels… energized. Which is strange because only a minute ago he felt like he was about to cough up his only lung. And not only does he feel energized, but he feels like he could stay in his muscled form for another three hours if he wanted to.
Toshinori looks down at the boy, wondering what exactly his quirk is. Well, whatever it is, it clearly affected the boy rather negatively. So, he puffs up into his muscled form, surprised that it doesn’t hurt as much as he thought it would, and scoops the kid into his arms, backpack and all. Then he takes off into the sky, aiming for the nearest hospital.
He makes sure to clean his blood off of the kid’s face before he lands. When the paramedics ask what happened, he makes up a quick lie and says that he just found the boy alone and unconscious in an alley. They believe him without question, of course, and he leaves after that.
Normally he would probably go back to his apartment at this time of day, but since he’s feeling so great he decides that it wouldn’t hurt to stay out longer. There’s something that he wanted to do tomorrow, but now…
He finds the family of the woman who was killed by the sludge villain a mere couple hours before and personally apologizes to them, bowing low to the ground. He doesn’t quite know how well they take it- the woman’s death is so fresh and there’s a good chance they blame him for it, because he sure does- but in the end they thank him, especially when he insists on paying for her funeral. After getting their information and sending it over to his agency, he gives his condolences once more before leaving.
It’s a pity he wasn’t able to reach the woman in time to save her. He'd felt like such an idiot when he realized that the bottle he'd trapped the sludge villain in earlier had fallen out of his pocket while jumping through the sky, then he'd ended up wasting even more of his precious time searching for the villain again. Thankfully, he'd had just enough energy to defeat the bastard again when he saw the ruckus downtown, but by then it had been too late. Staying to talk to the press had been awful, he’d just been barely holding his hero form, and then leaving right after the woman’s death was announced? That looked bad, really bad, even for the number one hero, and he knows his agency will probably have to deal with some bad press in the coming days.
But for now, he pours himself into his work for the next couple of hours, taking down villain after villain until he decides to retire for the night. He still has some energy left, but he doesn’t want to risk ending up in a situation like he’d been in earlier when he’d gotten too tired to hold his hero form and deflated in an alleyway, so he heads back to his apartment.
He’s just about to get into the shower when it happens.
A low rumbling noise erupts from his abdomen.
He startles so badly he nearly slips and clutches the edge of the shower to steady himself. Eyes wide, he looks down at his torso in surprise.
Is it just him, or is his scar just slightly smaller than it used to be?
Jaw slackening, he raises his head and gazes at himself in the mirror above his sink. No, no he’s spent hours staring at this scar in disgust before and it’s definitely looking less horrible than it usually does, if only slightly.
The low rumbling sound returns and with it a stab of pain. Toshinori chokes. The feeling is so alien and yet so familiar- but he hasn’t felt it in five years! There’s no way he could possibly-? No, no, there’s no way, what happened, what-
The boy.
As soon as his eyes widen in realization, his stomach growls again.
His stomach.
The one that he lost to All For One five years ago, the one that most certainly wasn’t there this morning-
Completely forgetting about the shower, Toshinori scrambles for his phone and dials a number.
“Come on, come on… Chiyo-san! We need to talk.”
Notes:
and I OOP-
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Chapter Text
Izuku wakes up in complete darkness.
His brain feels light and foggy, and it takes him a few moments to process that he is, in fact, awake. When it finally registers, he abruptly jolts into a sitting position and immediately regrets it when a wave of nausea makes his stomach roll. Struggling not to gag, he lets out a small groan, the sound thin and miserable coming from his incredibly dry throat. He swallows thickly and glances around, spotting a glass of water sitting on an unfamiliar nightstand next to his unfamiliar bed.
When he moves to reach for it, the world seems to shift beneath him and the nausea returns with a vengeance as he’s slammed with a wave of dizziness. Choking back a whine, he manages to wrap his trembling fingers around the glass and brings it back towards himself- not without spilling some water on the sheets. He hastily gulps it down until his stomach churns with dissatisfaction, then shakily wipes his mouth and glances around again.
It looks like he’s in some sort of hospital room. His mother is fast asleep in a chair next to his bed and there’s a needle in his forearm connected to an IV. As his eyes land on her, his vision swims and he lets his body lean back against his pillows, wishing for the dreadful wave of dizziness to stop.
What the hell is going on? He’s never felt so nauseous and light-headed before in his life. What happened to him?
A flash of blond, a horrible empty chasm of energy, his quirk flowing, his quirk singing-
‘Oh.’ Izuku blinks. ‘That man.’
He remembers the skeletal man from earlier. How he tried to heal that horrible wound of his. How his quirk wouldn’t turn off. He must’ve drained his own energy so much that he passed out. That would explain why he’s currently in a hospital- the man probably called an ambulance.
He relaxes slightly. That man had been strange- and his injury was even stranger. He wonders how he got so hurt in the first place. If he didn’t know any better, he would’ve thought the man had been missing a couple of organs, what with the way his energy has been absent in some places.
Even though he passed out, Izuku hopes he managed to heal him at least a little bit. Coughing up blood must not be fun.
His hand trembles violently when he moves to set the now-empty glass back on the nightstand, but he somehow manages to do it quietly. He also spots his phone next to a digital clock that says 3AM. Grabbing it, he turns it on and, after grimacing against the harsh light that makes his head spin even worse for a solid minute, checks to see what he missed.
The first thing he notices is the date. At first, he thinks it must be wrong, but then he sees all the texts from Kacchan he ignored after he ran away and they’re all from two days ago. He’s been unconscious for two days!
Shocked, his head whips towards his mother- an action he regrets as it triggers both dizziness and nausea to rebound- who is still fast asleep. He can’t see very well in the low light, but he can tell that she’s looking a lot more ragged and exhausted than she usually does. Guilt stabs at his heart. It feels like all he does is worry her…
Sighing, he averts his eyes and sinks back into his pillows. It’s probably best to let her get as much sleep as she can. He doesn’t feel so bad if he doesn’t move around too much, so he turns back to his phone. Still ignoring Kacchan’s texts, he instead checks his social media feed. He follows plenty of All Might fan accounts and most of them are still talking about the Sludge Villain incident from earlier. Apparently All Might paid a visit to the deceased woman’s family later that day and personally apologized. Izuku smiles a bit, continuing to scroll. Another post catches his attention, this time from one of the All Might spotting accounts he follows.
He clicks on it and his eyes widen into saucers. Only half an hour after the Sludge incident, All Might was spotted carrying a young teenage boy into a hospital. And that boy is him.
He stares at the picture in shock. It’s angled so his face isn’t quite visible, but there’s no doubt about it. That’s his hair, that’s his clothes, that’s his backpack! Holy shit! All Might took him to the hospital! The number one hero saved him!
Heart leaping into his throat, he struggles not to squeal out loud and wake up his mother. This is so crazy! He met his hero! Well, sort of- damn, he wishes he had been conscious!
In the back of his mind, he wonders why the skeletal man didn’t just call an ambulance for him. He figures that All Might must’ve come across them right after he passed out… but something about that doesn’t sit right…
He looks down at the picture again, noticing that All Might was still wearing the same clothes from the Sludge incident. He thinks of the skeletal man and how he seemed so weirdly familiar. He thinks of the clothes that hung off his skinny frame and realizes that they looked exactly like All Might’s clothes. That’s… that’s… a strange coincidence, but it doesn’t mean anything. Maybe Izuku thought he seemed familiar because his clothes were so similar to All Might’s, who he’d seen on the TV earlier that day. But… there’s just something about the way his clothes were just so obviously big for him… as if they were meant for someone much larger than him…
His eyes widen. No way. No freaking way. There’s… there’s no way… no way All Might could be so skinny, so injured…
But maybe that’s why he had to leave the Sludge incident so suddenly...
“Izuku?”
Izuku startles out of his thoughts, glancing over at his mother who is blinking at him blearily. As soon as their eyes meet, she perks up and lunges at him, throwing her arms around his shoulders and immediately bursting into tears.
“Izuku!” She wails, “You’re okay! You’re okay!”
Izuku grunts, feeling slightly suffocated, and pats her back comfortingly. As soon as she calms down enough to pull away, she cries, “What happened, Izuku, what happened?”
“Huh?” He tilts his head, bewildered, “I could ask you the same thing!”
“Oh!” She gasps, straightening up, “Oh, right- right, of course! This must be very confusing for you.” She lets out a wet giggle, although Izuku isn’t really sure why, and wipes her own tears away. “You- You passed out from quirk exhaustion, sweetie. The doctors said your vitals were low so your body went into a comatose state in order to regain your strength. And guess what? They said that All Might was the one to bring you in! Apparently he found you alone and unconscious in an alley so he brought you to the hospital.”
Izuku’s eyes widen for an entirely different reason, but Inko misreads his reaction and giggles, “I know right? I was surprised too. I guess I’ll have to join one of your All Might fan clubs after this!”
Inko continues to ramble on about what he’s missed over the past couple of days, but Izuku isn’t paying attention. He’s too busy freaking out as his mind makes connections against his will. All Might found him alone. Alone, as in, without the skeletal man that he used his quirk on. He briefly wonders if the skeletal man perhaps just left him there and ran off after he passed out, but for some reason Izuku doesn’t think he’d be the type of person to do that, even though he hardly knows him. But… if that man was All Might, then he would’ve just taken Izuku to the hospital himself…
It’s really too much for his mind to handle right now. He doesn’t even know what he’d do if he found out this is true, that All Might really is… like that. Even though he’s awake now, he’s still extremely tired and nauseous and his mind is so boggled and confused that he decides to just forget about it for now.
“Izuku.” The boy looks up at his mother as she asks, “What we don’t know is what made you lose so much energy in the first place.”
She looks so nervous and Izuku knows he can’t tell her about the not-All Might man that he met, so instead he just quickly comes up with a lie. “I- uh, I…” He stammers, “Er, I came across a dog that had been hit by a car and I tried to heal him with my quirk. But, um, it was really hurt and I guess I used too much energy. I tried to stop when I felt like I was going to pass out, but for some reason I couldn’t make my quirk stop. I couldn’t even move, it was… weird.” He finishes lamely and winces. Well, at least the last part isn’t a lie. He’s still pretty disturbed about that too, but he’ll think about it later when the more pressing matters are settled.
Inko relaxes in her chair and smiles, reaching out to hold onto his hand.
“That’s good,” she sighs, then corrects herself, “I mean, not good- you definitely should never try something like that again, but… I’m just glad it was something that you did and not the fault of some villain.”
Izuku blinks and shakes his head rapidly, then regrets it when a wave of dizziness hits him. “No, no, it was just me…” He says, but has to pause and press a hand to his head when the dizziness lasts a few seconds.
Inko frowns. “Izuku? Sweetie, are you okay?”
“Yeah, yeah,” he replies, “I just got a little light-headed.” When she continues to look worried, he decides to change the subject. “So, uh, what did you do while I was asleep?”
“Oh, Mitsuki-san and Masaru-san have been keeping me company for the past couple of days… so has Katsuki-kun…” She trails off and Izuku sighs. “He said that you ran off after you two got into an argument… and that’s why you were alone when you overused your quirk.”
Izuku nods once, not saying anything. Inko is obviously curious and gazes at him expectantly. When he still remains silent, she adds, “He didn’t really tell us what the fight was about. He just said that you got upset…”
Izuku shrinks under his mother’s gaze as she continues to gaze at him, waiting patiently. Eventually, he looks down at his sheets and mumbles, “He was being a jerk.”
Inko waits for more, but that’s all he’s going to say. He’s still pissed at Kacchan, but he knows that if he tells Inko about it then she’ll just give him a lecture about why he should forgive him.
He’s not going to forgive him that easily. Not this time.
Thankfully, after a few moments of silence Inko just sighs and leans back into her chair.
“You look tired, honey,” she says, “Get some more sleep. We’ll talk in the morning.”
She curls back up into her chair and Izuku reluctantly sinks into his pillows once more. He’s grateful that she’s not pressuring him to talk about it. And even with his mind still whirling from everything that happened- the fight, the not-All Might, the quirk exhaustion- he still finds himself falling asleep within minutes after his head hits the pillows.
When he wakes up again, it’s light outside. A quick glance at the clock tells him it’s 8AM and his mother is already up and about. She goes to call a doctor as soon as he wakes up and they check him over fairly quickly, taking his vitals while telling him how his quirk exhaustion affected him. He still feels terribly weak- although the nap did help a bit- so they want to monitor him for the rest of the day just to be safe, but they expect that he’ll be able to go home by dusk.
He’s in the middle of eating an extremely healthy breakfast when the Bakugous burst into his room.
“Izukun!” Auntie Mitsuki cries and the next thing he knows he’s being squeezed tightly by the woman. “Damnit kid, you scared the shit out of us!”
“Sorry!” He squeaks, squirming in discomfort.
Uncle Masaru gently pulls his wife away before expressing his relief to Izuku in a much more mellow manner. Izuku smiles and they chat with him and Inko for a bit, mostly about Izuku’s condition and what this will mean for the future. Meanwhile, Izuku pointedly ignores glancing over at Kacchan, who remains by the doorway, sulking with his hands shoved unnecessarily deep into his pockets. Izuku can see that his nose is clearly bruised from when he headbutted him, but he doesn’t feel bad about it in the slightest.
Uncle Masaru, of course, is the first to notice the tension between them and mutters something to his wife. Auntie Mitsuki immediately straightens up and grabs Kacchan by the arm, dragging him fully into the room while he shrieks indignantly.
“I don’t know what the fuck you did to piss off Izukun enough to make him run away, but you’re gonna fucking fix it right now!” Auntie Mitsuki shoves Kacchan towards Izuku and he just barely catches himself on the railing beside his bed. “Talk about it, dumbass!” She snaps as she proceeds to usher Uncle Masaru and Inko out of the room, “And if I hear you fucking yelling I’m gonna come in here and kick your ass!”
The door slams shut with a loud bang, leaving the two boys alone. Kacchan grimaces and glances at Izuku, but the latter is stubbornly avoiding his gaze. He simply turns his head the other way and closes his eyes.
There’s no way in hell that he’s going to be the first to apologize. Not this time. Not when it’s obviously Kacchan’s fault for being such a jerk.
However, it seems that Kacchan doesn’t want to be the first to speak either. He just grits his teeth and glares at the ground, silently seething. Neither of them make a sound for nearly two minutes. As the silence continues, Izuku feels his irritation grow and grow.
Well, since Kacchan clearly doesn’t plan on saying anything for once in his life, then Izuku’s sure as hell going to make sure what he has to say is heard.
“I’m gonna go first,” he bites out and Kacchan’s head snaps up, “And you’re going to freaking listen. You’re not going to interrupt me or talk over me or anything- none of that crap, alright?”
Kacchan stares at him, then clenches his jaw and glances away in response.
“Good,” Izuku says. He takes a deep breath before he starts, “I didn’t like all that shit that you said about me. How you think I’m just some guy with a healing quirk and that I need to learn my place.” Kacchan’s gaze is on him again and Izuku glares at him. “You don’t get to decide what my place is, Kacchan. I’m my own person, and I’m going to decide what my place is. I’m going to be more than just a guy with a healing quirk, and I’m going to be more than just your healer. I don’t care if that pisses you off. We’ve always ever done things your way, you know? Ever since my quirk manifested, it’s like you’ve already decided everything for me. You’ve decided that I’m going to work in your hero agency, that I’m going to be your healer, and-and- you think that you can just decide when I can and can’t use my quirk?!? My own damn quirk?!?” His voice starts to rise with his anger, so he stops and takes another deep breath. When he speaks again, his voice is calm but no less firm, “Have you ever considered what I wanted? Because I’ve never even thought I could consider that until now. I’ve been so wrapped up just being a little piece in your master plan for your own life that I never considered that I could want something different. So, I’m going to decide stuff for myself now. I don’t know exactly where I’m going to end up in the future, but whatever it is, you’re just going to have to deal with it.”
Kacchan had been fidgeting impatiently ever since he started talking, but now he steps forward and snaps, “Listen here you little-”
“I’m not fucking done!” Izuku interrupts him, “You don’t get to say your part until I’ve said mine!” Kacchan glares at him with fiery red eyes, grinding his teeth audibly, but he says nothing. Izuku tries again, “Now… In regards to Haru-kun…”
“That little fucker deserved it!” Kacchan explodes, “He deserved every bit of-”
“OI!” Auntie Mitsuki’s voice shouts through the door, “DON’T MAKE ME FUCKING COME IN THERE, BRAT!”
Kacchan snarls wordlessly at the door but falls silent.
Izuku immediately continues. “He did not deserve to be treated that way,” he says firmly, “Especially not by someone who’s aiming to be a hero!” Kacchan flinches ever so slightly. “How do you think things will go in UA, Kacchan? You think they’ll just let shit like that fly? Heroes aren’t supposed to want to hurt people, Kacchan! And dammit, I’m allowed to have friends other than you! Haru-kun is nice to me and makes me laugh and smile- if you really cared about me you would be happy about that! But no, you just get jealous because God forbid you don’t get to- to hog me to yourself. And it’s not just him- ever since junior high started you’ve just been downright mean to people and I don’t get it! Does it make you feel better to push other people down? Does it make you feel big and strong when you beat them up? Well, let me tell you something, Kacchan- all it does is make you look pathetic! And I meant what I said back there, too! I will never stay by your side if all you do is hurt people!”
Kacchan stares at him with wide eyes, his mouth opening and closing repeatedly. After a few moments of him struggling uselessly to find his words, he grits his teeth and glares.
“So, what are you fucking saying then?” He growls, “You… what? You don’t wanna be friends anymore? Is that it?”
Izuku groans, “No, Kacchan, I just-” He sighs heavily and rubs his face tiredly. “I just need some space. You… you’re just so controlling, Kacchan. And possessive. And… and what we have isn’t healthy. We’re never going to grow if we’re attached to the hip all the time. I just… I want to be able to figure things out by myself and figure out what I want to do with my life without having to work our friendship into my plans as well. If we’re true friends then we won’t even have to work to stay in each other’s lives, we’ll just naturally always be there for each other. We need some space, Kacchan…”
Kacchan is quiet for a long time after that. He opens his mouth, looking like he wants to go on a rant of his own, but then he closes it. He glares at Izuku for a while, then at the ground. His fists clench and unclench repeatedly as he thinks, displaying his anger.
Finally, he tosses his head and scoffs, “Whatever.” Izuku must look disappointed, because he adds, “I mean, yeah, whatever. I still gotta walk you to school and shit but… whatever, you follow around whoever the fuck you want to when we’re in school. See if I care.” He swallows, scowling as he shoves his hands back into his pockets. “And I’ll stop beating people up. For you,” He grumbles.
It’s not enough.
“No, not for me,” Izuku presses, “I want you to stop hurting people because you know it’s wrong.”
Kacchan rolls his eyes and huffs, “Sure, whatever. The kids at school are weak-ass losers anyway.”
It’s… not perfect. It wasn’t even an apology, really. Izuku still has a bad taste in his mouth when Kacchan leaves the room, but it’s… something. The beginnings of progress. Now Izuku just has to wait and see if Kacchan will keep his word. And if he does… well… they’ll go from there.
Shoulders feeling slightly lighter, Izuku spends the rest of the morning in bed. A doctor comes in later to check on him and has him walk around a bit to see if he’s steady. Despite the light-headedness and nausea returning with the movement, he somehow is able to walk on his own, but his legs tremble with the effort and he ends up leaning against the wall for support after just a minute. His mother, of course, is extremely concerned, but the doctor says his body is still trying to rebuild its energy after it was depleted so suddenly and to expect some weakness for the next few days.
He’s having lunch when he’s told that some people are here to see him.
He sighs, glancing down at his half-eaten sandwich. What’s with people interrupting him when he eats? First the Bakugous and now… wait, who’s here?
Inko frowns and glances at him questioningly, but he shrugs, just as clueless as she is. His mother gets up and goes to speak with the doctor in hushed voices. Izuku can’t hear what they’re saying, but he tenses up when Inko gasps. She nods frantically and goes to stand beside Izuku while the doctor goes to open the door.
“Mom, what’s going-?”
Izuku’s jaw drops when the door swings open and Recovery Girl walks into his room. Like, the Recovery Girl. She’s in his room. He’s in the same room as Recovery Girl!
He doesn’t think he can get any more surprised, but then not-All Might walks in right after her. His eyes must be as wide as dinner plates and he must be catching flies with how low his jaw is hanging, but he can’t bring himself to react in any other way aside from utter shock.
Recovery Girl smiles at him and he nearly dies. As she moves to sit on a chair next to his bed, she greets, “Hello, Midoriya-kun.”
Izuku lets out a strangled noise. She knows his name!
The healer chuckles at his reaction and it’s enough to make him snap his jaw closed. He blushes furiously and stammers out in a high-pitched voice, “He-Hello! Recovery Girl! You’re- you’re Recovery Girl! Hi!”
This time when she laughs, so does not-All Might. Izuku turns to him apprehensively. If he’s here, then… that must mean something, right? Why would a random stranger come to see him unless he was…? But… could he really be All Might? Could the number one hero really be this scrawny?
Izuku is dying to ask a million questions like ‘who are you’ and ‘what the hell is going on’. Not-All Might is watching him intently, as if he’s trying to read his thoughts. Izuku gulps and glances back at Recovery Girl, who he now notices is watching him just as intently as not-All Might.
“Er…” He doesn’t know what to say.
“Thank you for showing us the way, Sugawara-san,” Recovery Girl says. It takes Izuku a moment to realize she’s talking to his doctor. “Do you mind if I talked to Midoriya-kun privately for a moment?”
The doctor nods and quickly leaves. It isn’t until Recovery Girl turns to Inko expectantly that she realizes she means her too.
“Oh!” Inko jumps in surprise, “Um, are you sure?” She glances between her son and the two adults nervously, her gaze lingering on not-All Might. Obviously she isn’t too keen on leaving her only son with strangers.
“Mom,” Izuku stresses, “Come on, it’s Recovery Girl.” He emphasizes her name as if just that will convince his mother that she’s trustworthy.
It’s enough for Inko.
“Right, right, of course.” Inko hurriedly gathers her coat and purse and steps out of the room. “My apologies. Take as much time as you need.”
The door shuts behind her and Izuku turns to the two adults. Not-All Might opens his mouth to speak, but before he can, Izuku’s restraint breaks.
“Are you All Might?!?” He blurts out.
The man blinks in surprise.
Slapping his hands over his mouth, Izuku mentally curses himself before stammering, “I’m sorry! I’m sorry, it’s such a weird and random question but when I thought about it it made sense because your clothes were the same as his when he was fighting the sludge villain and when he brought me to the hospital but they said he found me alone but you were there-”
“Young Midoriya-”
“-and I thought maybe you’d ditched me but then I kept thinking and wondering about your injury and how All Might had to leave so suddenly when he fought the slime villain-”
“Young Midoriya-”
“-but it’s crazy right I mean there’s no way All Might can look like you- not- not that you look bad or anything but you-you just look very different and-”
Not-All Might sighs heavily and suddenly… inflates? There’s no other way to describe it, but the next thing Izuku knows there’s a very big and very real All Might standing before him.
Izuku chokes.
Recovery Girl, seeming very disgruntled but not at all surprised, glares at All Might and says, “Thanks for the warning, you drama queen.”
All Might grins briefly before shrinking back down into the skinny stranger that he’d met a couple of days ago. “Well...” He shrugs sheepishly, sitting down into another chair with a huff. “He basically figured it out anyway.” To Izuku, he asks, “You’re a clever one, aren’t you?”
The noises that are coming out of Izuku’s mouth don’t even sound human anymore.
This can’t be real. There’s… there’s no way that All Might is in his room right now. In this form. Even though Izuku was thinking about it, he didn’t really expect his theory to ever be confirmed. But now…
“I…” He gawks. “I… I don’t…”
‘I don’t understand’ is what he wants to say. But then All Might’s words sink in and he hesitates, taking a moment to try and focus his racing mind.
“Your… your injury…” He stammers, looking up at the number one hero, “It… makes you like this?”
All Might nods seriously. “You know how guys at the pool are always sucking in and flexing and try to hold their buff? I'm like that.” His words completely contradict his grave attitude.
Izuku sputters and Recovery Girl rolls her eyes.
“Oh, come on. You owe this poor boy an explanation, especially before…”
She trails off and Izuku frowns. Before what?
“Right, sorry,” All Might apologizes, then looks at Izuku, “I hope I don’t have to tell you how important it is that you don’t tell this to anyone.”
“Right!” Izuku yelps, spine nearly snapping as he straightens up immediately. “Of course! All Might saves everyone and wins the day with a fearless smile! If people knew about your injury…”
All Might nods again. “Good, so you understand then.”
“I-" Izuku blanks. "Er… not-not really…”
He’s completely unprepared for the gruesome injury the number one hero reveals when he lifts up his shirt. It’s an ugly, gnarled scar that spreads all across his left torso and Izuku instantly knows that this is the injury he felt when he used his quirk on the man.
“I got this from an enemy’s attack five years ago,” All Might explains with a grimace, “Believe it or not, before I met you it looked a lot worse.”
“Worse?!?” Izuku squeaks in disbelief. It already looks so horrible.
“Half of my respiratory organs were destroyed,” All Might goes on, “and I lost my whole stomach. I’ve become emaciated from repeated surgeries and the aftereffects.”
“That’s terrible,” Izuku whispers. As All Might lowers his shirt, he asks, “You said five years ago… so was it your fight with Toxic Chainsaw?”
“Heh, you know your stuff kid.” Izuku blushes. “But no, a punk like that couldn’t defeat me. I asked that this fight not be made public to the world.” All Might gives a pale imitation of his signature smile. It’s more of a grimace. “I will save people with a smile! The Symbol of Peace cannot be daunted by evil. However, deep down I was very afraid. My body has been steadily failing me over the past five years, and no matter how many healers I saw, none of them could fix what that villain had done to me.”
Izuku is quiet as All Might leans forward in his chair, his gaze intense.
“So imagine my surprise when a fourteen year-old boy stumbles upon me hacking my lung out in the middle of an alley and proceeds to not only give me enough energy to maintain my muscle form for hours afterwards, but to also regrow my entire stomach.”
Izuku… doesn’t quite process that right away.
“Huh?” He squeaks. “Huh?!? I- I what?!?"
All Might tilts his head. “You didn’t know?”
“No!” Izuku is beyond shocked. “No, no way! I, er, I had never tried healing such a large wound before. And- and I’ve never really had quirk exhaustion before…”
He trails off anxiously, pulling at the edge of his shirt. A whole stomach...
All Might turns to share a glance with Recovery Girl. The woman straightens up a bit and asks, “Midoriya-kun, do you mind telling us how your quirk works?”
“Oh! Right! Of course!” This is far from the first time Izuku has had to explain his quirk to someone, so the explanation comes easy to him. “It’s called Healing Energy. Basically as soon as I touch someone’s skin my quirk will activate and, depending on whether or not they’re injured, release a flow of my own energy into their body to heal their wounds. I can also sense a person’s own natural energy and it helps me tell where and what their injuries are, although it’s not super specific. It also doesn’t work with illnesses or when I myself am injured. And, um, something I noticed when I was healing All Might… I can’t seem to be able to stop my quirk once it’s activated. I mean, I had never really tried to before since I only ever healed minor injuries… So, I think that’s why I passed out. Be-Because your injury required more energy than I had to give…”
All Might and Recovery Girl are staring at him with mixed expressions of curiosity and solemnity. Shrinking a bit under the attention, Izuku scratches the back of his head nervously.
“Er, I guess I don’t really have that much control over my quirk, really! It kind of just does its thing,” he laughs awkwardly.
“Yes…” Recovery Girl says, frowning, “That was really quite a dangerous thing for you to do, Midoriya-kun. Frankly, I’ve never heard of a healing quirk powerful enough to regrow lost limbs or organs. Usually that’s only the case for some self-healing or self-regeneration quirks. And the fact that your quirk is fueled by your own energy… Well, it was a very reckless thing to do without proper training, however it sounds like you didn’t quite know to what extent your quirk would go to heal.”
“R-Right.” Izuku nods.
“Do you want to be a healer?” All Might asks suddenly.
Izuku looks at him in surprise. “Huh?”
“A healer. Surely you must’ve heard of them.” He nods and the man asks, “Well?”
A small, bashful smile creeps onto his lips as he looks down at his lap. “I’ve wanted to be a healer ever since my quirk manifested,” he admits.
All Might smiles. “Well, I think you’ll be a fantastic healer, Young Midoriya.”
Izuku nearly passes out.
All Might laughs as he starts sputtering. “I’m serious, kid!” He barks, “I’ve seen just about every single one of the most powerful healers out there and none of them were able to do what you have done for me. Young Midoriya…” All Might leans closer and puts a large hand on his shoulder, his gaze firm. “I ate a cheeseburger yesterday.”
It’s such an odd and out-of-place statement that Izuku can’t help the disbelieving laugh that escapes his lips. “What?”
Recovery Girl rolls her eyes. “And since he’s barely been eating for the past five years, he threw up the entire thing twenty minutes later.”
“It was worth it,” All Might says resolutely. “And it happened thanks to you .”
Flustered, Izuku ducks his head. “I… I didn’t even know I could do something like that,” he says, “I knew my quirk was powerful, but…”
“You quirk is powerful,” Recovery Girl says, “I knew that as soon as All Might told me about you. And I’m glad to hear that you want to become a healer, because now I can make my offer without much trouble.”
Izuku blinks. “Offer?”
“I want you to come to UA so that I can personally train you,” Recovery Girl says and Izuku’s heart stops.
“You-You what?!?”
“It’s one of the reasons we came here today, actually,” All Might says, “Well, one because I wanted to thank you, and two because we figured it would be a good opportunity for everyone involved. You’re in your third year of junior high, right?” Izuku nods. “Then I can get you into the hero course through recommendations.”
Izuku can hardly process all this. “Wha- The hero course? But my quirk- it’s not combative.”
“Yes, but healers are, in fact, considered heroes,” Recovery Girl explains, “There are a lot of different ways you can serve as a healer. Some are combat medics, meaning they’re often on the scene with heroes ready to provide medical aid. Others are part of rescue teams that save civilians in events like natural disasters. No matter what you choose to do, you’re going to need to learn how to fight and be able to handle yourself in dangerous situations.”
Izuku listens with rapt attention. He’d never even considered all those other skills he’d need to know. He’s just been relying on his quirk so much…
“But still,” he asks, “The hero course? Would I really be able to get through it with a non-combative quirk?”
“Most of the classes in the day of a student in the hero course consists of general education classes, which you will take along with your classmates. As for the hero classes, you would participate unless the lesson involves the students directly using their quirk for combat or particular situations. Which might seem like all of them, but don’t worry. A lot of the classes also focus on basic fighting skills and preparing the students for a variety of different situations and scenarios. And whenever you aren’t participating in a class, you’ll be on standby in case someone gets hurt- which, in the hero course, is often.”
Recovery Girl huffs at this before continuing, “I know perhaps this wasn’t what you were expecting out of your high school experience, but in the hero course you’ll be presented with more opportunities to heal bigger injuries and train your quirk.”
Once she’s finished, the two pro heroes gaze at him expectantly. Izuku blinks rapidly, trying to process the sudden onslaught of information. This… this is better than anything he could have asked for. He’s getting the chance to train with Recovery Girl? To get into UA through recommendations? It’s too good to be true- he’s still not entirely convinced that this isn’t all just a dream.
But… there’s just something he still doesn’t quite understand.
“I… Thank you,” he says breathlessly, “Thank you so much, this is such a wonderful opportunity. But… I don’t understand… this is so much you’re offering to me and I just… Why are you helping me?”
They stare at him as if they’re confused by his question.
Looking down at his lap, he wrings his hands as he continues in a soft voice, “My mother told me when I was younger that people would want me for my quirk… That both heroes and villains would seek me out. And… and I just remember thinking that was so weird. That I’m desirable to people I don’t even know. And I just can’t help but wonder…”
All Might stops him before he can continue. He leans forward and places a hand over Izuku’s, stopping them.
“Young Midoriya,” he says, his blue eyes piercing, “Would you have healed me even if you knew the effect it would have on you? Would you have sacrificed yourself for my sake?”
Izuku frowns, confused. “Yes, of course.”
All Might smiles and leans back, seemingly satisfied. “Well, then, there’s your answer.”
“Huh?”
“The very core of being a healer- no, of being a hero, is having the will to sacrifice oneself for another,” All Might says, “Young Midoriya, you would be a great healer even if you were quirkless.”
Izuku inhales sharply, his wide eyes filling with tears. He quickly averts his gaze, but he can’t help letting a couple of tears escape and roll down his cheeks. He clutches at the warm feeling blooming in his chest as the corner of his lips twitch up into a smile.
He didn’t realize how badly he needed to hear those words until now.
“Thank you,” he whispers.
All Might dips his head.
“You know, there are so few healers in the world- we need to stick together,” Recovery Girl says gently, “And I know you can become a healer that will save countless lives. It would be an honor if you would allow me to train you. Also…” She smiles and laughs a little. “I’m getting on in years, and with so many injured kids at UA it would be nice to have an apprentice around to help me out.”
Izuku giggles and nods. “Of course. I’d love to.” He turns to All Might. “And I would be more than happy to heal the rest of your injuries as soon as I am capable.”
“As soon as you’ve trained your quirk,” Recovery Girl says pointedly, “You’re going to need a much better grasp over that power of yours before you can even consider healing someone like All Might again. I don’t want you to go into another coma from quirk exhaustion.”
Izuku frowns a bit. “Right.” Looking up at All Might, he says with some worry, “I don’t know how long that will take, but…”
All Might interrupts him with a laugh. “Young Midoriya,” he says warmly, putting a hand on his shoulder, “You’ve already given me more than I ever thought I would have had. Don’t worry, I can wait. I’ll be more than content to watch you grow into a fine young healer.”
Smiling, Izuku glances between the two before taking a deep breath. No turning back now.
“I accept.”
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Inko is overjoyed when Recovery Girl talks to her about training Izuku. The boy doesn’t think he’s ever seen his mother agree to something so quickly before in her life. She sputters and thanks Recovery Girl repeatedly until Izuku whines for her to stop. The healer tells them that she’ll come over during the weekend to hash out the details, but she needs to talk to Principal Nedzu first.
“You’re going to be a bit of a special case,” she says, “but I’m sure he’ll be fine with it. He might actually want to personally meet you.”
Izuku nearly faints. First All Might, then Recovery Girl, and now Principal Nedzu?
“Seriously?!?”
Recovery Girl laughs, “Of course. It’s not everyday UA gets a new apprentice healer.”
Before they leave, both she and All Might give him their personal phone numbers so they can keep in contact with him. Izuku nearly faints again, especially when All Might tells him to write Toshinori Yagi in his contacts. His real name! Izuku knows All Might’s real name! The number one hero explains that he doesn’t want anyone to accidentally see All Might’s name pop up on Izuku’s phone. He also gives Izuku permission to refer to him as Toshinori when they’re with other people.
“I… both mentally and physically cannot do that,” Izuku says, causing All Might to let out a bark of laughter, “But I’ll try.”
Needless to say, when Izuku gets home that night, he’s very emotionally, mentally, and physically worn out. Sushi greets him happily and he lets out a sigh of relief as he hugs his cat. He can’t believe how much happened in one day. Thankfully it’s a Friday, so he doesn’t have to worry about school tomorrow. Inko is still squealing in excitement about the news.
“Oh, my baby, I’m so proud of you!” She cries, hugging him tightly, “It’s like you got scouted!”
Izuku laughs and squirms out of her grasp.
The next day is rather calm. Much to his relief, the majority of his nausea has subsided by now, but he’s still rather weak and tires quickly with movement, so he spends most of the day either napping or lying on the couch with Sushi. He uses his phone to google ‘healer training’, but he doesn’t find much information aside from the regular training medical students go through to treat patients through traditional quirkless means. Since healers are so rare it’s not like there’s a specific school for them, so Izuku puts his phone away and figures he’ll just leave it to Recovery Girl. Maybe he’ll ask what her training experience was like. Most of her biographies only focus on the work she did as an adult.
On Sunday, Recovery Girl texts him asking if she can come over and he immediately says yes, cancelling his usual self-defense class without a thought. Not that Inko would even let him go in his condition- although by Sunday he’s at least able to stand up without his legs trembling, so that’s an improvement.
He makes a mental note to never let himself succumb to quirk exhaustion ever again.
To his surprise, when Recovery Girl arrives, she’s not alone. His heart leaps to his throat as none other than Principal Nedzu trots in after her.
Before Izuku can choke out a greeting, the furry white creature hops up to him and takes his hand. “Midoriya-kun,” he chirps, “So very nice to meet you! I’ve been hearing a lot about you lately!”
“Eh?!?” Izuku’s mind can’t focus on anything aside from the fact that the Principal Nedzu is shaking his hand.
“Of course he has,” Recovery Girl says, “We’ve been busy discussing your future at UA. May we come in?”
Izuku nods hastily and steps aside, letting them walk past him. Into his house. Oh God, Principal Nedzu and Recovery Girl are in his house!
Inko does her best not to fret over their guests too much, but hurriedly sets out some tea on the coffee table in front of them as they take a seat on the couch. She makes to excuse herself, but Nedzu insists that she stay, saying, “As his mother, this involves you just as much as it involves Midoriya-kun.”
So, Izuku and his mother end up sitting next to each other, both trying not to show just how nervous they are, right across from the healer and the principal. Sushi is squirming in his lap, clearly wanting to go over and sniff their new guests. The cat is staring at Nedzu with an intensity that makes Izuku nervous, so he tightens his hold on him.
Thankfully, Recovery Girl wastes no time getting right down to business.
They discuss how he’ll be accomplishing his training, seeing as his particular situation is a bit different from other students’. They want him to be able to get the general education he needs, as well as to be able to train as both a hero and a healer. Therefore, they’ve decided that it would be best if Izuku were to meet with Recovery Girl after regular classes have finished, since he can’t sacrifice one of his classes during the school day in order to meet with her. That way he’ll be able to accommodate all three facets of his particular education into his schedule.
“I realize that this will probably be very difficult and time-consuming for you,” Recovery Girl says, “And I know we’re asking you to give us more of your day than we are for other students. However, as a healer, you’re going to have to expect to be working a little bit harder than your peers. You’re going to be learning what the hero course students are learning in addition to what I will be teaching you.”
“Of course!” Izuku nods determinedly. “I’ll work hard!”
“Good,” Recovery Girl says, “Because I would like to get started as soon as possible.”
He blinks in surprise, but she simply turns to the bag she brought with her and takes out a massive book. She plops it onto the coffee table with a loud bang and Izuku’s eyes widen at the thickness of it.
“Human Anatomy and Physiology,” she says, “This book has everything you need to know about the human body and then some. I’ve had it for decades and it’s one of my most reliable resources.” She looks at him. “I want you to have read it three times front-to-back by the time you get to UA.”
Izuku stares at the heavy book in front of him. God, there must be at least a thousand pages.
Inko pats his back sympathetically.
“In addition to this,” Recovery Girl says, “I don’t want you to rely on your quirk anymore to heal people.”
That makes Izuku look up at her.
“You’re not actually supposed to be allowed to use your quirk in public,” she says, “And unlicensed healing quirks can only be used under the supervision of a medical professional.”
Izuku glances at his mother in confusion. “Have I been breaking the law?” He blurts, “I always heal my friends…”
Recovery Girl gives him an amused smile. “Well, it’s a very lax rule, but your excuse can be that you were just young and unaware.”
Izuku feels very stupid. Of course quirks aren’t allowed to be used in public! He knew that. Why didn’t he think it didn’t apply to him too?
“Right.”
“So, for now, let’s just focus on learning everything you can about human anatomy and once you’re in UA we’ll start working with your quirk,” she says and Izuku nods.
“Of course,” Principal Nedzu pipes up, “You actually have to get into UA first.”
Izuku jumps. “Right! Of course! Er…” He turns to Recovery Girl. “You said something about… recommendations earlier, right?” He’s hesitant just in case she changed her mind- they’ve already offered him so much, it seems rude to expect more- but the older woman simply nods.
“Yes, Toshinori-san has offered to be your sponsor,” she says.
“Toshinori-san?” Inko asks, frowning in confusion, “Who’s that?”
“My colleague,” Recovery Girl replies easily, saving Izuku from having to lie to his mother, “He’s the blond man that was with me on Friday.”
“Oh!” Inko still looks a bit confused, but she doesn’t ask any more questions.
“Wait a minute,” Izuku says, “If I’m going to be your… er, apprentice, then why don’t you recommend me?”
Principal Nedzu answers this time. “Ah, that is because Recovery Girl is a member of UA’s staff, and no one who is a member of our staff is allowed to sponsor a student in the event that they might give them an unfair advantage by telling them what the recommendation test will entail beforehand. It’s an old rule, but one with merit, so we still abide by it.”
“Oh,” Izuku says, “That makes sense, I guess.”
“Also, Toshinori-san will be working at UA come next spring, but he’s still allowed to sponsor you since he won’t have any prior experience with the recommendation test by the time it comes,” Recovery Girl says.
Izuku’s eyes widen. All Might is going to be a teacher at UA? That’s incredible! Is he going to be teaching a heroics class? Is Izuku going to be taught by All Might?
“As for the actual recommendation test,” Recovery Girl goes on, “Your main focus should be on passing the written portion. There is a physical portion as well, but the judges will be made aware of your situation so you won’t be expected to do an exemplary job. Just do the best you can and maybe consider doing some sort of athletic training in the months beforehand to help you succeed.”
Izuku nods. “I’ve been taking self-defense classes since I was ten,” he says, “And I run with my friend a lot…” He trails off when Kacchan comes to his mind.
Principal Nedzu and Recovery Girl seem pleased.
“That’s very good,” the healer says, “Well then, all I can tell you now is to study hard and stay focused. I’ll be anticipating your arrival at UA.”
“Thank you!” Izuku grins, standing up when the adults do. They bid their goodbyes and leave shortly after. Izuku shuts the door behind them before leaning his back against it, clutching his chest.
“Holy shit,” he exclaims breathlessly. Inko giggles and swats his arm. “I can’t believe this is actually happening to me.”
“I can,” Inko says, “You’re going to be a wonderful healer, baby.” She kisses his forehead gently before glancing at the book on the table. “And you have a lot of homework to do.”
Izuku groans and she walks away giggling.
Later that night, while his mother is making dinner, Izuku finds himself lying on the couch with the medical book in hand. He tries to balance it on his stomach, but it’s so heavy that he has to put a pillow between it and his stomach in order for the position to work. He’s just cracked it open when his phone buzzes on the coffee table.
The screen shows a text from Toshinori Yagi. Izuku is confused for a moment before realizing.
All Might! He just got a text from the number one hero himself!
When All Might had given him his number, Izuku assumed it would only be for emergencies only, or to discuss logistics when the time for the recommendation test comes. He never thought he’d be getting a text two days after he’d met the man.
He quickly grabs his phone and unlocks it.
(Toshinori 7:15PM) -How did your talk with the mouse go?
Mouse? What- oh, he must be talking about Principal Nedzu.
Smiling a bit, Izuku types his response.
(Midoriya 7:15PM) - It went well I think!
Then, after a moment of consideration, he adds.
(Midoriya 7:15PM) -R u sure he’s a mouse? I thought he looked more like a bear
He sets his phone down and cracks the book open once more. However, a minute later, he gets a response.
(Toshinori 7:16PM) - Eh, mouse, bear, who knows? Your guess is as good as mine.
(Toshinori 7:17PM) -Anyway, I wanted to ask whether or not he told you that I’m going to be working at UA next year.
(Midoriya 7:19PM) -Recovery Girl mentioned it! That must be super exciting! R u going to teach the hero course?
(Toshinori 7:20PM) -Yes, although I find myself rather apprehensive. I’ve never been a teacher before.
(Midoriya 7:21PM) -I’m sure you’ll do great! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
(Toshinori 7:21PM) -What does that mean?
Izuku slaps a hand over his face, blushing furiously. Why did he add that emoji?
(Midoriya 7:22PM) -It means that ur super strong and that you’ve got this!
For some reason, Izuku gets the sense that All Might is probably laughing at him.
(Toshinori 7:24PM) -Ah, forgive me. I am getting old.
(Midoriya 7:25PM) -All Might, ur not old!!!
(Toshinori 7:25PM) - I believe the proper response is lol.
Izuku snorts.
“Izuku, honey? Dinner is ready!” Inko calls from the kitchen.
“Coming!”
Still smiling, Izuku pushes his book aside and gets up. He barely pays attention to his mother as he eats, typing out messages and giggling at the responses he gets. God, it feels so weird to be texting All Might. He’s a lot funnier than he thought he’d be. But it’s a surprisingly dry type of humor that Izuku wouldn’t have expected from someone like him. The boy is sent into peals of laughter when All Might reacts in dramatic horror to the picture of the anatomy book he got from Recovery Girl.
Inko keeps glancing at him throughout the night, clearly wondering who he’s texting but not wanting to pry. She just smiles at the sparkle in his eyes as he grins down at his phone and leaves him to it.
Izuku ends up texting back and forth with All Might for the next couple of hours. The book goes unread and Sushi sits on his chest as he lies in bed, idly petting his cat with one hand and typing with the other. Eventually he has to bid goodbye because he has to wake up early for school the next day, and he’s so giddy with happiness that he doesn’t even have time to realize that he’ll have to see Kacchan again tomorrow before he falls asleep.
School is… tense the next day. Not because of the classes- Izuku’s never really had much trouble when it comes to grades. It’s tense because of Kacchan.
They walked to school together in total silence. Kacchan kept a whole foot of space between them and didn’t say a word, not even the occasional growl or scoff. Izuku knows his mother told Auntie Mitsuki about Recovery Girl taking him under her wing, so Kacchan must know too, but he doesn’t say anything about it.
Well, that’s fine. If Kacchan wants to give him the cold shoulder, Izuku will give it right back.
So Izuku ignores the blond during class and sits with Haru during lunch. The boy is surprised and glances nervously at Kacchan, but Izuku tells him not to worry about him. And if Tsubasa and Inaba are wondering why he’s not sitting with them anymore, they don’t ask about it.
That’s how pretty much the entire week goes. Izuku has never gone so long without speaking to Kacchan before in his life. Inko cancelled his self-defense classes for the whole week because, despite how much he might deny it, he’s still not quite feeling one-hundred percent back to normal. He doesn’t feel awful, there’s just a lingering tiredness, like he’s slowly regaining his strength, but Inko refuses to budge. So that means Kacchan has to walk him home right after school on days when they would usually go train, but Izuku doesn’t know if he goes to his own lessons right after. He doesn’t ask. He doesn’t talk to him.
It’s both refreshing and exhausting. The former because he’s finally able to rekindle his friendship with Haru and spend time with other people without Kacchan hanging on his shoulder. The latter because, well… it’s hard to stay angry for so long. Izuku’s never really been one to hold grudges, so this is kind of new for him. He’s not sure how long the whole silent-treatment thing is supposed to last. When can things go back to normal? How will he know whether or not Kacchan has learned his lesson if he doesn’t talk to him?
But Izuku doesn’t want to be the first to reach out. So instead he watches him. Keeps an eye out for the nasty behavior that he hates so much. And, to his surprise, he sees nothing.
Kacchan is still far from polite, but for some reason he seems to be… holding his tongue. There are plenty of opportunities where he would normally lash out with fury, but instead he just growls and turns the other way. It’s almost as if he’s… sulking.
It’s odd- practically a complete 180 for his behavior. And Izuku isn’t the only one that notices.
“Damn, Izukun, what’d you do to him?” Haru asks him one day during lunch. He eyes the blond from across the cafeteria and arches a brow.
Izuku sighs. It’s been two weeks since he’s last spoken to Kacchan. He’d be lying if he said he didn’t miss him.
He munches on some noodles and mumbles, “I just… I dunno, told him off.”
Haru snorts, “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you neutered him.” Izuku sputters and the boy snickers. “Hey, I won’t judge! It worked when I got a dog that needed to calm down.”
“Kacchan’s not a dog!” Izuku says, but he can’t help giggling a little.
“Sure…”
Izuku flicks a piece of broccoli at him.
Later when he’s walking home from school with Kacchan, the silence seems to press down on him harder than before. He fidgets uncomfortably, glancing at the blond. Kacchan makes no effort to seem like he even notices Izuku’s presence.
Sighing loudly, Izuku asks, “Do you wanna go get ice cream?”
Kacchan stops and glances at him. His face is confused for a moment, as if he isn’t sure if Izuku was even talking to him. Then, his expression closes off and he shrugs indifferently.
There’s a small ice cream shop near their neighborhood, so they make their way over there. Kacchan wordlessly pays for them both before they continue walking back home. Izuku is content to lick at his mint-and-chip ice cream cone in silence while Kacchan near-assaults his rocky road cone. They finish before they reach the former’s house, but when Izuku steps up to open his door, he hesitates.
Kacchan is still standing on the sidewalk watching him when he glances over his shoulder. He always watches Izuku go into his house, as if to make sure he actually makes it inside even though his door is right there. Their eyes lock.
Izuku opens his mouth to ask... something. He doesn’t know what to say. He doesn’t know if it’ll make things better or worse.
He ends up losing his confidence and scrambling into his house. Sushi meows at him judgmentally, but he just sighs heavily and goes to start on his homework. And once he finishes that, he starts on his other homework.
Human Anatomy and Physiology. Even though it’s been two weeks since he’s received it, he’s only just barely finished chapter one. It’s not that he doesn’t find it interesting, it’s just very… dry. He’s definitely learning a lot, but it’s kind of hard to remember it all when the text is so small and there’s so much of it on every page. It’s as if the book is really two thousand pages but they needed to save paper so they just crammed it all into one thousand pages. He’s grateful that there’s pictures because a lot of the stuff would be very confusing without the visual aid. And at least Recovery Girl has also highlighted important parts and written down her own notes in it, although that’s probably from her own studying and not done specifically for him.
Still, it’s just… dry. And he doesn’t want to say boring, but he often finds his mind trailing off while he’s staring at a page and then he has to go back and reread it.
He’s determined to finish it, though! Even if he doesn’t like it, he will read the whole book and remember everything he can from it. So with this determined mindset, he sits down on the couch and cracks it open once more.
Inko comes home from work an hour later to find Izuku with his face smushed against the pages, drooling slightly.
“Okay, I never thought I’d say this,” Haru says, “But you need to talk to him.”
Izuku lifts his head up from where it was leaning against his palm and frowns. “What?”
“Dude, you’re miserable,” Haru says, “You’ve got a red mark on your cheek from leaning against it so much. That’s a classic sign of moping.”
“I’m not moping,” Izuku protests as he rubs his cheek petulantly, “And I’m not miserable. I don’t need him.”
Haru rolls his eyes. “Yeah, and I don’t need porn, but look how much happier I am with it in my life.”
“Ew!” Izuku grimaces. “What’s with you comparing Kacchan to weird things?”
“Because he is a weird thing.” Haru points at Izuku with his chopsticks. “A weird thing that you need in your life.”
“I thought you hated him?”
“Oh, I do,” he replies firmly, “But you gotta admit, he has changed a bit. Whatever you said to him really made him shape up. Sure he’s still an ass, but he hasn’t gotten into a fight in almost a month. That’s gotta count for something.”
Izuku stares at him, then sighs. He glances at Kacchan sitting with Tsubasa and Inaba across the cafeteria. “It’s just… I dunno…” He says, “I’ve always had him in my life, you know? And it’s weird that he’s not anymore… but I don’t even know what I would say to him at this point. I don’t know how to fix this…”
He falls silent, picking at his rice without much appetite. Haru gazes at him for a few moments, then sighs.
“Well, I think I have an idea,” he says, standing up.
Izuku raises an eyebrow questioningly but Haru doesn’t say anything else, instead grabbing his tray of food and walking away. Izuku watches him leave, confused as to what he’s doing until he realizes he’s walking over to Kacchan’s table.
He bolts up. “Haru-kun!”
He abandons his tray and starts running towards him, but there’s no way he can get there in time. All he can do is watch as Haru walks behind Kacchan and not-so-accidentally spills his drink over his head.
The reaction is immediate.
Kacchan roars and jumps to his feet, whirling around to snarl at Haru. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?!? Bastard!”
“Oops!” Haru raises his hands innocently. “It was an accident!”
Kacchan’s fists clench and his body tenses up, ready to pounce. Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat and for a moment Haru looks scared too. Everyone in the cafeteria stares, waiting for a fight to break out.
To all of their surprise, however, all Kacchan does is get in Haru’s face and yell, “FUCK YOU!” before he storms off.
Izuku freezes, his eyes wide with disbelief. Kacchan… didn’t start a fight. He was certain he would- a month ago he would’ve murdered Haru for spilling his drink on him. But he didn’t do anything…
His lips twitch upwards without him realizing it.
Haru turns to him as everyone goes back to their lunches and smirks. It falls a moment later and he looks strangely… somber for a brief second. Then his face lights up again and he jerks his head to the door.
“Go after him, Izukun.”
Breaking out into a full-on grin, Izuku smothers Haru in a hug and whispers in his ear, “Thank you!” Then he lets go and races out of the cafeteria after Kacchan.
He finds him in the boys’ bathroom, grumbling obscenities under his breath as he tries to wipe the juice out of his gakuran with a damp paper towel. They both freeze when they see each other.
Kacchan stares for a few seconds before scowling. “Did you set that fucker up?” He growls accusingly.
Izuku shakes his head. “No.”
Silence follows.
Kacchan swallows and turns away sharply, going back to rubbing his gakuran. Izuku exhales slowly and steps closer. Kacchan doesn’t move, but his eyes do flicker towards him briefly before looking away. He scrubs harder.
“It’ll be easier if you just-” Izuku finally reaches him and puts a hand on his arm, stilling his movements. “Just… Just take it off,” he says quietly. He reaches up and slowly unbuttons his gakuran, sliding it off his shoulders and leaving him in his undershirt. Kacchan watches him with an unreadable expression as he takes it and turns towards the sink. He holds the stained part under the water and reaches to turn on the faucet-
Something bumps the back of his head. It takes him a moment to realize it’s Kacchan’s forehead. He pauses.
They stay silent for a long time, just listening to each other breathe. Izuku’s hands clutch the edge of the sink as tears prick the edge of his eyes. A hard lump forms in his throat.
He realizes now why he’s been feeling so awful for the past few weeks. It’s not just because he’s still mad at Kacchan for what he said. He… he… he mi-
“I miss you,” Kacchan’s voice rumbles in his ear.
Izuku sighs but stays silent. The stained gakuran is forgotten in front of him.
A moment later, Kacchan continues, “Can… can we talk?”
Izuku sniffles. “Sure.”
Silence.
“I mean, not like serious talk,” Kacchan grunts, his forehead still pressed against him, “Just… talk.”
Izuku nods. “Okay,” he says quietly.
Nothing happens for a few seconds after that, but then slowly, ever so slowly, Kacchan’s arms wrap around his middle, pulling him closer. Izuku inhales deeply and shifts in his hold, turning around so they can hug properly. He wraps his arms around his friend and leans his head against his shoulder, closing his eyes. Kacchan buries his nose in his green curls and takes a deep, shuddering breath.
He isn’t sure how long they stay like that, just holding onto each other in the middle of the boys’ bathroom during their lunch period. All he knows is that, for the first time in weeks, he feels… whole. Like everything is going to be okay now.
Izuku smiles and hugs him a bit tighter. Then, “Do you want to play video games after school?”
Kacchan lets out a huff of laughter and he feels it against his chest. “Yeah,” he replies softly, “Yeah, let’s do that.”
The lunch bell rings before they can remember to wash the gakuran, but neither of them care that much. Izuku’s never been so excited to walk home later that day. It’s still kind of quiet; Kacchan finally asks him about getting scouted by Recovery Girl and Izuku is more than happy to tell him about it, but there’s still plenty of pauses and somewhat awkward silences here and there.
But Izuku finds himself not minding that so much. It’s hard to mind when Kacchan’s finally back on his couch again, sitting beside him and getting fully invested in whatever video game they’re playing this time. Izuku keeps glancing at him throughout their game and when he inevitably loses, all he does is smile and giggle. As Kacchan gloats over his win, Izuku leans against his side and lets his cheek smush against the other boy’s shoulder.
He’s missed his player two.
Notes:
Sorry for the shorter chapter this time, I kind of just needed to get this out of the way because it didn't really mix well with the contents of the next chapter. And don't worry, the plot will definitely be picking up from here on!
In the next chapter... a wild Todoroki appears!
See ya Saturday!
Chapter Text
Izuku finally finishes reading the anatomy book two months later. When he announces his triumph, Kacchan gives him a mildly impressed look and Inko cooks him katsudon for dinner. All Might sends him a carefully crafted thumbs up emoji. He texts Recovery Girl too and her response goes along the lines of ‘good job now read it again’.
It makes him grimace, but the healer surprises him by dropping by his house during that weekend to give him a gift. It’s a bunch of DVDs of this old show called House MD. Recovery Girl gives them to him in hopes of making the learning process more interesting. It was made way back before quirks appeared so it’ll be a good introduction into traditional quirkless medical practices, many of which are still used today. Izuku questions the fact that it’s a drama show and she says that, despite how exaggerated everything is, the episodes are based on real medical issues.
She seems really adamant that he watch the show, so he just shrugs and accepts the DVDs without complaint. Later that night, he drags Kacchan to his couch and forces the blond to watch with him.
Two days later, they’re on Season 3.
“God I hate this fucking show,” Kacchan growls as he stares at the screen with rapt attention. He’s too captivated to even care that Izuku’s feet are resting on top of his legs.
“I like Cameron,” Izuku chirps, snuggling into a pillow, “She’s so cute and friendly, like a rabbit.”
Kacchan snorts, “Figures you would like her. She’s way too soft to be a doctor, if you ask me.” He leans back and glares at the TV, waving his hand vaguely. “But I don’t get why women like this House guy. He’s such a jackass. Why do people hang out with him?”
“I dunno. Probably the same reason I hang out with you.”
“Oi!” Kacchan throws a pillow at his face.
July 3rd
(Toshinori 4:00PM) -Guess what, Young Midoriya?
(Midoriya 4:03PM) -What?
(Toshinori 4:04PM) -Since we met, my time in my muscle form has increased by 40 minutes!
(Midoriya 4:04PM) -Woo hoo!
(Toshinori 4:05PM) -Yes, woo hoo! And I have gained twenty pounds!
(Midoriya 4:06PM) -Woo hoo again! You’ve been eating well, then?
(Toshinori 4:07PM) -Yes, although I wish Recovery Girl wasn’t so bossy about what I ate. Apparently eating ‘fatty American foods’ isn’t considered a healthy way to gain weight.
(Midoriya 4:08PM) -Welllll even if you are malnourished, gaining weight too quickly will probably give you indigestion at the very least.
(Midoriya 4:09PM) -And probably some metabolism problems too.
(Midoriya 4:09PM) -And issues with your blood sugar.
(Toshinori 4:11PM) -See now you sound like Recovery Girl.
(Midoriya 4:11PM) -I will take that as a compliment.
(Toshinori 4:12PM) -So no ice cream?
(Midoriya 4:12PM) -No.
(Toshinori 4:12PM) -(◞‸◟;)
(Midoriya 4:13PM) -Noooooo.
(Toshinori 4:13PM) -What if I told you I haven’t been able to eat ice cream for the past five years?
(Midoriya 4:14PM) -I would believe you but still no.
(Midoriya 4:15PM) -Why don’t you make a list of all the stuff you really really wanna eat and then you have that to look forward to?
(Toshinori 4:15PM) -Sounds like that would just make me want to eat that stuff right now.
(Midoriya 4:16PM) -No, no, it’ll be motivational! Cuz you’ll see that list and think ‘wow I wanna eat that food, better keep eating whatever Recovery Girl is making me eat so I can get to the good stuff sooner’.
(Toshinori 4:16PM) -Hmm, fine. But can I say that nutrition shakes are disgusting?
(Midoriya 4:16PM) -Your complaint is noted.
(Midoriya 4:17PM) -If you hate them so much then why don’t you try another flavor?
(Toshinori 4:17PM) -??? There’s more than one flavor?
(Midoriya 4:17PM) -...yeah? I hear the chocolate flavored ones are really good.
(Toshinori 4:18PM) -?!?!? THERE’S CHOCOLATE FLAVORED NUTRITION SHAKES?!?
(Toshinori 4:18PM) -WHAT THE HELL HAS CHIYO BEEN MAKING ME DRINK THEN?!?
(Toshinori 4:18PM) -Hold on, I need to make a call.
(Midoriya 4:18PM) -All Might?
(Midoriya 4:23PM) -All Might???
(Midoriya 4:37PM) -I would like to actually have a mentor when I go to UA, you know?
(Midoriya 4:50PM) -RIP Recovery Girl.
(Toshinori 7:15PM) -I have successfully negotiated for strawberry cream flavored shakes.
(Midoriya 7:20PM) -asjhfdalsjkdakl
July 20th
(Midoriya 2:15PM) -What kind of ending was that?!?
(Recovery Girl 2:30PM) -I’m assuming you finished House?
(Midoriya 2:32PM) -I am conflicted.
(Recovery Girl 2:34PM) -I thought it was solid. But it’s also been a few years since I’ve seen the show. More importantly, what did you learn?
(Midoriya 2:36PM) -.... There are so many more things that can go wrong with the human body than I had initially thought.
(Recovery Girl 2:37PM) -Ha.
(Recovery Girl 2:37PM) -And that didn’t even cover injuries.
(Midoriya 2:40PM) -I asked Kacchan what he learned and he said “No one can fire you for being an asshole if you’re the best at your job”
(Midoriya 2:41PM) -I am mildly concerned.
(Recovery Girl 2:43PM) -Yes, but don’t worry. Unfortunately, most doctors and healers are not like House.
(Midoriya 2:44PM) -“Unfortunately”?
(Recovery Girl 2:45PM) -The whole ‘ruggedly handsome’ look isn’t as popular in the medical community as I would like it to be.
(Midoriya 2:47PM) -...
(Recovery Girl 2:49PM) -My roommates and I watched House when we were in med school and we got all these high expectations for the male doctors we would be working with in the future.
(Midoriya 2:52PM) -......
(Recovery Girl 2:53PM) -But alas, no, I have not met a doctor like House. I am still a single woman, after all.
(Midoriya 2:55PM) -...............
(Recovery Girl 2:56PM) -I can feel your judgement through the screen, boy.
(Midoriya 2:57PM) -I didn’t say anything....
(Midoriya 3:10PM) -“Ruggedly handsome”?
(Recovery Girl 3:11PM) -Go read your book.
By the time winter comes around, Izuku’s anatomy book is filled with a cacophony of highlights and brightly-colored sticky notes. Recovery Girl gave him permission to write on the pages and he finds it a lot easier to memorize things when he has visual cues like colors to help him remember. He’s nearly done with his fourth round of reading the book, which is more than Recovery Girl asked but he wants to be extra prepared.
There hasn’t been much time for anything but studying during winter break. There’s studying for school, for Recovery Girl, and for the UA entrance exam in February. To make matters worse, All Might tells Izuku that the recommendation exam occurs a week earlier than the general exam.
“It’s to give the judges time to evaluate the scores,” the number one hero says over the phone, “Rather than doing it after the general exam, when they’ll also be busy evaluating a larger number of students. It also gives those who fail the recommendation exam the chance to take the general one.”
It makes sense, of course, but damn if it doesn’t rile up Izuku’s already shot nerves. The boy is a mess of anxiety during the entire month of January, despite constant reassurances from Inko, Haru, and all the Bakugous. He pours himself into his studies and repeats information like a mantra in his head during class until the day finally comes.
“I don’t like that you’re going to be going by yourself,” Kacchan growls as Izuku struggles to pick what to wear. It’s still early in the morning but the blond had come over anyway, knowing that his friend would no doubt be working himself into a worried fit. He’s right, to some degree. Izuku was too nervous to eat much for breakfast so instead he’s focusing on making himself presentable.
“I’m not going to be alone, Kacchan,” Izuku says as he pulls out a tank top, frowning in consideration. It’s still pretty cold outside, but he knows there will be a physical portion and he doesn’t want to risk getting too hot. But then again his main focus is on the written exam. “Recovery Girl’s colleague is going to meet me at the train station, remember?”
Kacchan grumbles unintelligibly.
“What do you think I should wear?” Izuku asks, giving up and putting the tank top back, “I want to be practical but I also want to look nice.”
Kacchan huffs before getting up and not-so-gently nudging him aside with his shoulder. Izuku goes to sit on the bed and waits while Kacchan rummages through his closet, eventually pulling out a pair of black leggings that he usually wears to spar or run as well as a white long-sleeved shirt and a black track jacket. He throws the clothes at Izuku with more force than necessary and snaps at him to get changed already.
He ends up walking Izuku to the train station to meet All Might, who is waiting for them in his non-muscled form. Izuku smiles when he sees him. He hasn’t seen the number one hero in person since April, so he hasn’t been able to see his physical progress since then. All Might is definitely back to a healthy weight now and his health shows in every aspect of his body, from his shiny hair to his straightened posture. His eyes and cheeks are no longer sunken and gaunt, and when he smiles at them it’s a lot brighter. He looks… happy.
Izuku can hardly recognize the once-skeletal man he met in the alley.
“Young Midoriya, it’s good to see you again!” All Might greets, waving them over. His eyes land on Kacchan, but his smile doesn’t fade. “And you must be Young Bakugou.”
Kacchan eyes All Might skeptically as he nods. “Yeah.”
Izuku hasn’t really talked much about All Might- or rather, Toshinori- with Kacchan, so he knows the other boy is a bit wary around him. But even without being in his muscled form, All Might is still a very tall and lean man, so eventually Kacchan mentally deems him worthy enough to leave Izuku in his care.
“Text me when you get there, nerd,” he says, turning away, “And good luck.”
With that said, he bumps his shoulder and leaves.
Izuku and All Might turn to each other and both simply grin for a few moments.
“You look good!” Izuku says, proud when his voice doesn’t squeak. Even though he’s technically been talking to All Might for months, there’s a big difference between texting and meeting up personally. The boy is hit with yet another reminder that he is totally not over his hero worship.
“Thank you,” All Might says, puffing up his chest proudly. Then, his grin softens and he asks, “How are you feeling?”
“Like I’m about to die,” Izuku answers truthfully and All Might laughs.
“Nonsense!” He clasps the boy’s shoulder, leading him to their platform. “You’ve already won the favor of Principal Nedzu and Recovery Girl. All there’s left to do is pass the written portion and do as well as you can during the physical demonstration. You’ll be fine- I know how hard you’ve been studying.”
“I know, I know, it’s just…” Izuku scrunches up his shoulders and looks at the ground. “What if I don’t get in? I mean, what’ll I even do then? What if all this was for nothing? How will I ever become a healer if I can’t train with Recovery Girl at UA?”
“Bold of you to assume that Chiyo-san wouldn’t train you even if you didn’t get into UA,” All Might chuckles as they step onto the train, “I don’t think you understand how excited she is to have an apprentice. Besides, you know that if you don’t pass the recommendation test then you can always try for the general exam next week. Sure, you wouldn’t get into the hero course, but Chiyo-san would still be able to train you if you were in General Studies.”
Izuku takes a deep breath and sits down, All Might taking the seat next to him. “You’re right,” he sighs, “I just worry, you know?”
“Yeah, no kidding.”
All Might lets out a huff of laughter and Izuku puffs out his cheeks in mock offense. Thankfully, the train ride to UA isn’t very long and All Might talks for most of the time, clearly trying to distract the greenette as he anxiously tugs at his curls. At one point the number one hero pauses and coughs a little, immediately taking out a handkerchief to quickly wipe his mouth, but Izuku doesn’t miss the splash of red on the cloth before it is pulled away.
“You’re still coughing up blood?” He asks softly.
All Might clears his throat. “Yeah. I think it has more to do with my lung than my stomach.”
Izuku frowns, feeling a pang of guilt. Even if it would be detrimental to him… he technically does have the ability to heal the hero. And yet here he is, making him wait.
All Might must read Izuku’s face because he smiles reassuringly and says, “Don’t worry about it. I told you, I can wait. Besides, I already feel loads better thanks to you. Trust me, this is nothing.”
Izuku blushes lightly at the praise and looks down at his lap, smiling. He eventually stops fussing with his hair and pulls it up into a ponytail before they arrive at their stop. It’ll be better to have it out of his way during the written and physical exams.
The train station is only a short walk away from campus, and soon Izuku is gawking in awe as UA looms over him. All Might laughs at his reaction and puts a hand on his back to lead him inside. It’s more amazing than he ever could have imagined. And it’s so big- part of him wonders if it’s because they have to accommodate students with mutant or gigantification-type quirks. As they walk past the gates, All Might inflates into his muscled form.
“I don’t think anyone but Principal Nedzu and Chiyo-san know that I am the one that is sponsoring you,” he says, “So I apologize if there is a bit of a fuss.”
“That’s alright. Do you think we’re early?” Izuku asks, glancing around for other recommendation students.
All Might looks at his phone. “Not really. I’m sure others will be arriving shortly. Although, I will admit I’m a bit out of my depth here.” He scratches the back of his head. “To keep things fair, Nedzu-san only told me what the other sponsors were told. All I know is that we’re going to meet in the Beta Gym.” He nods at a smaller building to the left of the main building and they start walking towards it. “After that, I assume that you’ll be directed to wherever your test will be taken.”
“Okay,” Izuku says as they approach the teachers center, “How many recommendation students will there be? Are there a specific amount of spots to be filled, or do they just accept as many as they want?”
All Might shakes his head and shrugs cluelessly. “I really don’t know, Young Midoriya. This is new for me too.”
“Right, right, sorry,” he apologizes.
They’re at the door now, but they both stop in front of it. All Might turns to him and, after a moment of gazing, lifts his hand as if to ruffle his hair comfortingly. He then seems to reconsider it since he’d ruin Izuku’s ponytail, so instead he just gives him a thumbs up before pushing the door open.
The first thing Izuku notices is that the Flame Hero Endeavor is standing at the end of the hallway with another boy. The second thing he notices is that as soon as Endeavor glances over his shoulder, he immediately starts glaring heatedly at All Might.
Izuku is not unaware of the apparent despise Endeavor holds for the number one hero. It’s fairly common knowledge that he’s always been jealous of the latter’s status. In fact, the only one who doesn’t seem to notice his hatred for All Might is All Might himself, which is evident in how the hero perks up at the sight of Endeavor and waves.
“Yo, Endeavor!” All Might calls in his deep voice, wearing his signature grin as he approaches the other man. Izuku trails behind him nervously. “Long time no see!”
“All Might,” Endeavor practically growls as he fully turns around.
Izuku gulps. The Flame Hero is far more intimidating in real life than he is on TV. Izuku was interested in him for a little while before his healing quirk manifested because he thought he might inherit his father’s fire-breathing quirk. Even back then, Izuku couldn’t find himself liking the hero very much, mostly because, despite his fire quirk, he just seemed so cold, especially compared to someone like All Might. He’s never been known for being particularly friendly, and Izuku can see that now more than ever.
He makes sure to stand slightly behind All Might when he stops in front of Endeavor.
“I haven’t seen you since that talk we had with the press ten years ago, huh?” All Might says, completely ignorant of the glare the other hero is sending him. If looks could kill, the number one hero would be nothing but a pile of ashes by now.
“What are you doing here, All Might?” Endeavor asks and All Might visibly brightens. Before Izuku can react, the blond has his hand on his back and is pushing him forward.
“I’m here to sponsor this fine young man, Midoriya Izuku!” All Might proudly announces.
Izuku very nearly shrivels when Endeavor’s glare turns to him. Heart racing in his chest, he can’t help but shrink slightly when the Flame Hero narrows his eyes suspiciously. Izuku tries to hold his gaze but very quickly loses his nerve and drops his eyes, instead looking over to the boy standing next to him, who he assumes is his son, Todoroki Shouto. He’s heard very little about him- Endeavor is especially tight-lipped when it comes to talking about his family. But it seems that the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree because Todoroki is glaring at him just like his father, albeit less heatedly. No, his eyes are cold and his face is carefully devoid of emotion, but somehow Izuku still gets the feeling that he’s being sized up.
“You are sponsoring someone?” Endeavor’s voice is carrying a hint of something else now, something Izuku can’t quite decipher. “Well, he must be a very special young man if he was able to catch your eye.” Even though his words seem kind, he practically spits them out.
All Might pats Izuku’s shoulder and grins brilliantly. “Indeed!” He proclaims, puffing up his chest with pride, “Young Midoriya here has one of the most powerful quirks I’ve ever seen!”
Izuku has never wished so badly for All Might to shut up before. He knows the older man means well but dear God how can he not see that he and Endeavor are on completely different pages?!?
As soon as All Might says those words, Endeavor’s flames seem to grow. His attention is fully on Izuku now and the poor boy can virtually feel the intense heat radiating off of him. A quick glance tells him that Todoroki is still staring at him with cold eyes.
Well, shit. What the hell is going on?
“Is that so? High praise from the number one hero,” Endeavor growls, low like rolling thunder, “I look forward to seeing it…”
After a few more moments of glaring, he straightens up and gestures to his son. “My Shouto is taking the recommendation exam as well.” He somehow makes the statement sound like a threat. “I believe this will be a fine opportunity for everyone to show off their strength and skill.”
Then, much like how All Might did with him, Endeavor puts his hand on Todoroki’s back and pushes him forward. So now Izuku is awkwardly standing in front of Todoroki while the other boy continues to glare at him icily.
Crap, why is he so creepy? Izuku is used to the explosive rage that Kacchan constantly displays, not this silent, cold intimidation. It’s so terribly unnerving- he hopes he never has to use his quirk on him.
No, what the hell is he thinking? Intimidating or not, Todoroki could be one of his future patients! He should make himself seem friendly and open- no doubt he’ll have to form strong relationships with heroes in the future. So, why not start with one of his potential classmates?
Looking up at Todoroki, Izuku forces himself not to shrink under his gaze and instead smiles. Unfortunately, Todoroki must interpret it the wrong way because his eyes narrow in response.
“Certainly!” Meanwhile, All Might is still talking to Endeavor. “I look forward to seeing Young Shouto’s power as well! You’ve always been so secretive about him, Endeavor.”
Endeavor huffs and opens his mouth to respond, but before he can, the door behind him opens and a head pops out. Izuku perks up, instantly recognizes her as the R-rated Hero Midnight.
“Oh, there you guys are!” Midnight says, “Well, don’t just stand out here. Come on inside, we’re just waiting for a couple more people.”
Endeavor sends one last scathing look to All Might before brushing past her. Midnight hastily dodges, narrowly avoiding his flames. Todoroki follows his father silently.
As soon as they’re gone, Izuku feels as if a giant weight has been lifted off of his chest. Sighing wearily, he turns to All Might and asks, “Is he always that… intense?”
“Yep!” All Might replies, popping the ‘p’. “But he’s a strong and well-respected hero, although I haven’t had the chance to work with him many times.”
He sounds so genuinely disappointed that Izuku nearly snorts. How can someone so powerful and successful be so oblivious?
All Might straightens up. “Having Young Shouto as your ally will no doubt be beneficial!” He says it so confidently that Izuku can’t help but smile in response.
Well, just because his first impression of Todoroki wasn’t so good, that doesn’t mean he should let it cloud his judgement of the other boy.
So, without further ado, Izuku walks into the gym with All Might and gets his first glimpse of what could very well be his future classmates. The entrance of All Might immediately draws everyone’s eyes and many people seem surprised. He can hear a few gasps ripple across the room and he ducks his head slightly, walking in with All Might’s gentle hand on his back.
There aren’t as many recommendation students as he thought there would be. He estimates around fifteen or twenty, but since they all have a sponsor with them, there’s close to forty people in the room. And as soon as they get over their shock at the sight of All Might, all of their eyes land on him.
He gulps. Maybe it would have been better if All Might had sponsored him as Toshinori? At least then nobody would be staring at Izuku as if he just openly challenged them all to a duel.
It’s not hard to tell what everyone is thinking. He knows how this must look- the number one hero is personally sponsoring some random kid they’ve never seen before to help him get into his alma mater school for heroics. They’re probably thinking he must have some super powerful combative quirk if he was able to catch the eye of the greatest hero in Japan.
He should probably say something, just to make sure there’s no misunderstandings…
Before he can, though, All Might brings attention back to himself by greeting everyone cheerfully. Izuku only recognizes a few of the heroes that are sponsoring their own students, but All Might seems to be somewhat familiar with most of them. He supposes that, as the number one hero, he must regularly meet a lot of heroes.
As the large man begins to chat idly with a couple of people, the buzz of conversation resumes. However, Izuku still sees many curious and suspicious eyes glancing at him as the sponsors and students whisper amongst themselves.
It feels a bit isolating, but one student seems to have no problem marching right up to him. He’s extremely tall with a broad chest and shaved head, but it’s his wild eyes that really catch his attention. Izuku can’t help but tense up slightly as he approaches.
However, unlike Todoroki, this boy grins at him widely.
“Wow, wow, wow! I never thought I’d be seeing All Might sponsoring somebody today!” The boy says loudly, “That’s super freaking cool, man! I’m Yoarashi Inasa!”
He promptly sticks out a large hand. Izuku blinks and glances at All Might uncertainly, but the blond simply gives him a thumbs up before turning back to his conversation.
Smiling politely, Izuku takes Yoarashi’s hand and shakes it. “Hello! I’m Midoriya Izuku!”
Yoarashi shakes his hand a bit too enthusiastically for his tastes, practically jerking his whole arm up and down repeatedly. “Midoriya-kun!” He nearly shouts, “Or Izuku-kun? Izukun! I like that better! Can I call you Izukun?”
Izuku laughs nervously, slowly retracting his hand. Well, he’s definitely friendly! Kacchan would totally hate him.
Still, Yoarashi’s overwhelming energy is much better than Todoroki’s cold demeanor, so Izuku just finds himself smiling and saying, “Sure!”
“Great!” Yoarashi grins. “Are you as excited as I am? I’m totally stoked right now!”
Yeah, no kidding.
“I just love UA! It’s the most passionate high school in Japan! Do you think-”
Yoarashi ends up doing most of the talking during their short conversation. Izuku just keeps smiling and nodding, but he doesn’t find himself minding too much. It takes his mind off of his anxiety for the test and Yoarashi’s obvious passion for heroics is kind of charming. He’s clearly boisterous and rowdy, but his friendliness seems genuine. Izuku wouldn’t mind talking to him after this is all over.
A few minutes later, Principal Nedzu walks in and announces that the written portion of the exam will now begin. He goes on to say that afterwards they’ll be moving to Ground Beta for the physical portion. The students separate from their sponsors as they’re led to another section of the gym where rows of desks await them.
Izuku takes a deep breath, refocusing his mind to the situation at hand. The written test. All he has to think about right now is the written test. He can worry about everything else later. Sure the physical exam is literally right after this one, but he tells himself repeatedly that he doesn’t have to worry about that one as much, even Recovery Girl said so- wait a minute, where is Recovery Girl?
“Aaand… begin!”
Pushing his thoughts out of his mind, Izuku swallows his anxiety and focuses on the test. The next couple of hours go by way too quickly. Even though Izuku studied months in advance, he still comes across a good handful of questions that he doesn’t know the answer to. It’s obvious that the recommendation test is meant to be a lot more difficult than most high school entrance exams, or even UA’s general one. Still, he thinks he does fairly well overall. Definitely not the highest score, but far from the lowest.
As soon as the timer is up, Present Mic bursts into the room, startling nearly everyone.
“Okay! The written test of the recommendation entrance exam is over!” He shouts, “Now, little listeners, I’m sure you’re wondering what the physical portion will entail! Get up and follow me!” Without waiting for a response, he whirls around and starts dramatically marching out the door.
A few students blink at each other for a couple of moments, stunned by the sudden appearance and disappearance of Present Mic’s wild energy. Someone else comes by and tells them to leave their tests on their desks so they can be collected while they’re gone. Izuku glances at his papers once more before getting up.
Whatever anxiety he can have over the written portion doesn’t matter anymore. It’s done, it’s over, and now Izuku can finally relax. Maybe he can even have fun with the physical exam! He feels so much lighter now that he’s finished the most important part- at least, for him.
Smiling, he trots up to Yoarashi’s side. “How do you think you did?”
“Pretty good!” The taller boy grins down at him. “It was a lot harder than I thought it would be, though!”
“Yeah, same here,” Izuku says, “I got really worried when I saw the question about-”
From the front of the group, Present Mic calls out, “Please refrain from discussing specific test questions!”
A few people snicker around him as Izuku’s face turns red. “Sorry!” He squeaks, clapping his hands over his mouth.
Yoarashi laughs, but not unkindly. “Don’t mind! He didn’t seem too mad about it.” He slaps Izuku on the back good-naturedly, but the force of it sends him stumbling forward. “Oops, sorry!”
“Don’t mind,” Izuku giggles, regaining his balance. “Although, I wouldn’t be surprised if you had a strength quirk.”
Yoarashi puffs up his chest. God, why does he have to be so big? It’s not even his height alone, he’s just generally large.
“Nope!” He says, “My quirk’s called Whirlwind! It allows me to manipulate wind currents.”
A wind quirk? Not even a physically enhancing quirk? So he’s just that tall because of genetics, then? Life is so unfair.
He doesn’t notice the pair of heterochromatic eyes watching him as he replies to Yoarashi, “That’s super cool!”
Yoarashi practically glows at the praise and peers down at him curiously. “What’s your quirk?”
“Oh! It’s-”
“Alright, listen up, kiddos!” Present Mic yells loudly, interrupting Izuku.
The boy blinks in surprise and looks around. He hadn’t even realized they’d stopped in front of Ground Beta. The thick walls loom above them, concealing what’s inside. Present Mic pulls out a projector and projects a screen onto one of the walls.
“The physical test will be a three-kilometer long obstacle course!” The voice hero explains, “Students will receive numbers and will race six at a time. Use your quirks freely to reach the finish line! Of course, attacking other examinees and any other unheroic actions are prohibited! In addition, your sponsors will be waiting for you at the finish line! Okay, any questions?”
Nobody speaks up so Present Mic gives them a few minutes to go change into whatever clothes they want to wear for the test. Most of them are wearing some form of workout clothes underneath their outfits, and Izuku just takes off his jacket and pushes it into a locker. Then, Present Mic goes about handing everyone a paper with their number on it. Izuku ends up being placed in the last group to go, but so does Yoarashi so they get to chat with each other while they wait for their turn to go. Izuku’s surprised that Yoarashi doesn’t seem the slightest bit worried. Most of the others, aside from Todoroki, are fidgeting or hopping from foot to foot. He must be very confident in his quirk’s abilities if he’s able to go into this with such an easy mindset. Either that or he’s just really good at hiding his anxiety, which Izuku would envy.
When it’s finally their turn, Present Mic has them line up against the starting point and wait for the alarm.
“Good luck, Yoarashi-kun!” Izuku chirps as he steps up beside Todoroki. Glancing over at the bi-colored boy, he tries smiling again and gets a cold look in response. Not to be deterred, Izuku asks, “Are you excited?”
Todoroki narrows his eyes. For a moment, Izuku doesn’t think he’ll reply, but then he says in a low voice, “It’s my goal to surpass All Might and become the number one hero.”
Izuku blinks in surprise, mostly because he wasn’t really expecting him to respond. Well, he didn’t really answer his question though. Where did that come from?
Well, anyway, it’s not exactly an uncommon goal. Kacchan’s been telling him for years that he’s going to become the number one hero. Why Todoroki felt the need to tell him in such a threatening way, Izuku doesn’t know, but maybe he’s fishing for support?
Izuku opens his mouth, ready to say something along the lines of ‘you can do it’ or ‘good luck’, but Todoroki’s not done.
“So, if you’ve got something from him,” he says, “Then I’m going to beat you too.”
With that said, he turns away and focuses on the obstacle course ahead.
Izuku frowns, bewildered. Something from All Might? You mean, besides his recommendation?
All he has time to utter is a confused “Huh?” before the alarm blares, signalling the start of the exam.
Everyone immediately bolts towards the obstacle course and Izuku scrambles after them a second later. Todoroki uses his ice to push himself forward, but Yoarashi quickly takes the lead, propelling himself with his wind. Izuku only has a few seconds to gawk at how cool the quirks are before the two disappear over the first obstacle, which seems to be some sort of rockwall. The three other recommendation students all appear to have pretty well-rounded quirks too; one girl with a ponytail seems to pull a grappling hook out of her stomach to help her get over the wall.
Izuku knew full-well prior to the exam that he’s probably going to come in last place, so he doesn’t feel too bad when he’s quickly overtaken. Still, he does his best to clamber over the rockwall as fast as possible, and he mentally pats himself on the back for having kept himself in good physical shape. It’s definitely helping him now- the obstacle course is hard but clearly doable even if one doesn’t have a combative quirk, however it is clear that above-average physical skill and fitness is needed to get through it.
He’s probably naturally faster than most of the students he’s competing against and it shows when he starts to catch up to the students other than Todoroki and Yoarashi, but it takes a lot more time for him to get over the obstacles and that slows him down significantly. Still, by the time he reaches the finish line, he only comes in about a minute or so later than the last person does, which is pretty good, all things considered.
The others, however, clearly don’t think the same.
They all watch him as he runs towards the finish line, sweating and panting heavily. Confusion is written all over their faces, including the sponsors’. Well, except for All Might, who just gives him a thumbs up, and Todoroki, who stares at him with a carefully blank expression. Yoarashi is glaring at Todoroki for some reason, but even he looks puzzled when Izuku finally crosses the finish line. Nevertheless, he’s still friendly enough to flash him and grin and walks up to him as he catches his breath.
“Yo, Izukun! You made it!” His grin is wide, but the confusion is clear in his mind. “Er… Did you not use your quirk, or…?” Behind him, the other students glance at each other.
Wiping the sweat off his brow, Izuku swallows and looks up. “Oh, no, no,” he pants, “I-”
“What the hell is this?!?” A shout from the group of sponsors catches everyone’s attention. A few of the adults back away from Endeavor, who’s flames are flickering as he scowls with rage. Turning to All Might, the Flame Hero snaps, “Does your successor not feel the need to take this test seriously? What, is he just playing around? Think this is all for fun?”
“Er, Endeavor-” All Might tries to say, but Endeavor interrupts him.
“Or maybe he’s just so over confident in his quirk that he believes he doesn’t need to use it for the test?” He snarls, “Figures you would sponsor someone just as pretentious as yourself, but I will not stand by and let him make a mockery of this test and its participants! Who does he think he is-”
Despite All Might’s numerous attempts to calm him, Endeavor continues to rant at the number one hero without even pausing for breath. His face is twisted with rage and his flames are nearly covering his entire upper-body, making for a truly frightening scene.
Meanwhile, Izuku is still standing amongst the recommendation students, staring at Endeavor in dismay. Guilt claws at his heart- he didn’t think anyone would be getting so upset by this!
“I-I’m sorry,” he chokes out, embarrassed tears pricking at his eyes as his cheeks burn, “I didn’t mean to offend anyone!”
Endeavor is yelling so loudly that none of the adults can hear him, but the recommendation students all turn to him. The girl with the ponytail puts a hand on her hip and tilts her head. “Well, then, why didn’t you use your quirk?” She asks, “I figured you would possess an exceptional quirk if you were sponsored by someone like All Might.”
“Er-no,” Izuku replies, wringing his hands nervously, “I mean- yes! But, er, I think there’s been a bit of a misunderstanding. I don’t have a combative quirk, I have a-”
“Endeavor, please!” Principal Nedzu’s voice rings out.
He turns to see the principal approaching the group of sponsors with Recovery Girl in tow. Izuku lets out a sigh of relief when he sees her. It’s alright now, everything’s going to be okay, Recovery Girl will be able to explain everything and then Endeavor can stop being so mad.
“Endeavor,” Nedzu says, padding up to the number two hero, “Calm down, please. Midoriya-kun here is a bit of a special case because he’s-”
Endeavor doesn’t hear him out, instead whirling on the mouse and snarling, “Oh, so he’s getting special treatment because All Might recommended him? I never pegged UA as the type to-”
“Oh, shut up, you dolt!” Recovery Girl suddenly snaps. Everyone glances at her in surprise.
“Chiyo-san!” All Might looks embarrassed.
Recovery Girl rolls her eyes and steps up right in front of Endeavor. “Now listen here, young man,” she says, glaring up at the hero, “Midoriya Izuku is not getting any special treatment from anyone. He is taking this test just like everyone else and is not being given an unfair advantage.”
“But-” Endeavor tries to interrupt, but Recovery Girl keeps going.
“However, I think you need to think twice before making assumptions about people! That boy has the best damn healing quirk I’ve ever seen and I’m not going to let some pompous, bull-headed fool get in the way of me training him to become a healer! So, I’ll say it again- shut up.”
There’s a moment of silence in which everyone just stares at her in shock. Endeavor opens and closes his mouth repeatedly, his face morphing between rage and confusion as if he can’t decide which emotion to feel. Eventually, he somehow manages to settle somewhere between the two and he turns to All Might.
“Healing quirk?” He questions, “But you said his quirk was-”
“I didn’t say, actually,” All Might interrupts, “Although, perhaps I should have. I wasn’t lying earlier, though. It is one of the most powerful quirks I’ve ever seen.”
Endeavor glances between him and Izuku for a moment before growling. “But this test is to get into the hero course,” he claims, “What business does someone with a healing quirk have there?”
“Both Midoriya-kun and his classmates will benefit from him being there,” Recovery Girl explains with a firm voice, “He will assist me in dealing with the numerous injuries that hero students acquire on a day-to-day basis and will learn how to react and defend himself in potentially dangerous situations. I’m sure you know that past incidents have shown the hero community that healers can sometimes face the same dangers that heroes face.”
Izuku’s jaw nearly drops in shock. Recovery Girl didn’t mention it by name, but there’s no doubt that she’s referring to the incident involving one of Endeavor’s healers being stolen by a villain over fifteen years ago. He can’t believe she went that far!
Endeavor’s teeth grind audibly as he glares down at Recovery Girl, but he won’t argue with the healer after he’s been so thoroughly chastised by her, at least not in front of a bunch of other heroes and children.
Still, Izuku feels the need to speak up.
“Er, I’m sorry, Endeavor,” he apologizes nervously, “I- I didn’t mean to upset anyone.”
“Don’t worry about it, Young Midoriya,” All Might says softly, “It was just a simple misunderstanding.”
Izuku must not look very convinced because Yoarashi claps a hand on his shoulder and says, “Don’t mind!”
Izuku smiles a little, turning to face the rest of the recommendation students that are gazing at him with much friendlier expressions. Even Todoroki isn’t glaring at him anymore; in fact, he almost looks a little embarrassed. He doesn’t say anything, but when Izuku smiles at him once more, his only response is to drop his gaze to the ground, the barest hint of a flush on his cheeks.
“So, you really have a healing quirk?” Yoarashi asks and Izuku nods. He grins. “That’s super cool, man!”
“How does it work?” The girl with the ponytail asks.
Before Izuku can answer, a boy with scary-looking teeth thrusts his arm out in front of him. “Hey, I got a scratch on my arm from the mountain area,” he says abruptly, jerking his head at the obstacle course, “Can you heal it?”
Izuku glances at Recovery Girl for permission. He knows he’s not supposed to use his healing quirk unless he’s under the supervision of a medical professional, which Recovery Girl clearly is, but he isn’t sure if their training has officially begun yet. To his delight, however, she merely smiles and nods at him to continue.
Izuku turns back to the boy with a grin. “Sure!” He rolls up the other’s sleeve, revealing the relatively shallow scratch, and gently places his hand over it. A few seconds later, he pulls it away, revealing perfectly healthy skin.
“Whoaaa!”
All of the students close around him as they stare at the boy’s arm with wide eyes. “That’s so awesome!” Yoarashi exclaims.
“It was so fast!” The boy he healed gawks at his own arm before grinning at Izuku. “Thanks! I’m Honenuki Juzo, by the way.”
“Midoriya Izuku,” Izuku replies, shaking his hand.
The girl with the ponytail introduces herself as well. “My name is Yaoyorozu Momo.”
“Tokage Setsuna!” The other girl says.
“YOARASHI INASA!” Yoarashi shouts, unnecessarily loud. He laughs and grins down at Izuku. “But you already knew that!”
Izuku giggles and there’s a moment of silence before they all turn to Todoroki expectantly. His face remains blank. “Todoroki Shouto.” Then, his head tilts ever so slightly and he asks, “Why did All Might sponsor you if you’re going to train with Recovery Girl?”
“Oh!” Izuku’s mind races for a moment before he settles on, “Er, well, Recovery Girl-san couldn’t sponsor me herself because she works at UA and there’s like an old rule saying that teachers at UA can’t sponsor students. Um, ‘cause I guess they might help them cheat?”
He didn’t really answer Todoroki’s question and from the look on his face he can see that too, but Izuku is saved from further questions by Principal Nedzu announcing the end of the recommendation exam. He congratulates them all for finishing the test and tells them that they will receive their letters of acceptance or declination before the end of the week.
Endeavor immediately turns to leave.
“Shouto!” He barks, “Come!”
Todoroki presses his lips together before following his father out of Ground Beta. Izuku notices Yoarashi gazing after them with an unusually hostile expression.
“What’s wrong?” He asks and the taller boy looks down at him, his face quickly smoothing out.
“Nothing!”
Another sponsor calls out and Honenuki turns to them, saying, “Hey, I’ve gotta go, but it was cool meeting you guys.”
“Yeah,” Izuku says, “I hope I see you guys at UA this spring!”
“You too!
“Yeah, see ya!”
“BYE IZUKUN!”
Huffing a little laugh, Izuku turns and jogs back over to All Might. He can’t help but have a skip in his step. He just finished the recommendation exam! It’s finally over!
The number one hero grins and begins leading him out of the training ground. As soon as they’re out of hearing range, Izuku chirps, “Well that went well!”
All Might just laughs.
Notes:
Finally, it's Saturday! I can't tell you how much I look forward to these updates! A lot more cannon characters introduced this time- let me know what you guys thought of this chapter and Izuku's interactions with everyone!
Side note, someone on my Tumblr asked how many arcs my fic was going to cover and I thought it'd be good to answer that here. My fic is split into two unofficial 'parts', one that deals with the main conflict, and another that deals with the aftermath. The whole fic will encompass all the arcs that go up to the Provisional License Exam arc, but not the Shie Hassaikai Arc. Just thought I'd give you some general knowledge of what cannon events I will be incorporating into my fic :)
ALSO, there's no art for this chapter (won't be for every chapter, but don't worry there will be some later) but like shameless self-plug I did a pretty bombass drawing of Toga Himiko that I'm super proud of and made it available as a poster+print on Redbubble so like if you wanna check that out that'd be cool
OKAY I'm done talking enjoy your day my lovely readers, thank you so very much for reading!
Chapter Text
Izuku receives his acceptance letter from UA that Thursday. Even though he knew there was a pretty good chance he would get in, he still lets out a huge sigh of relief when he learns that he actually got accepted. Inko cries and hugs him tightly for a few minutes before inviting the Bakugous over, who all congratulate him in their own way.
Izuku pulls away from Auntie Mitsuki’s hair ruffle only to get caught by Kacchan who ruffles his hair even more. “Kacchan!” He whines but the boy just snickers.
“Next week, it’s my turn to get a letter!” He grins.
All Might and Recovery Girl congratulate him over text and Izuku expresses his surprise to the former that he was in his acceptance letter.
(Midoriya 8:23PM) -I suppose it’s not a secret anymore that you’re going to be working at UA?
(Toshinori 8:24PM) -Nope! The cat is out of the bag!
(Midoriya 8:25PM) -Should I start calling you All Might-sensei, then?
(Toshinori 8:25PM) -...
(Toshinori 8:26PM) -Oh this is going to be weird.
Izuku laughs.
The rest of the school year seems to fly by quickly, which he’s thankful for. To no one’s surprise, Kacchan passes the general entrance exam with top scores. Izuku and Kacchan are the only students from their junior high to get into UA, so they get praised and complimented numerous times by both students and teachers. Kacchan preens under the attention.
Only Tsubasa, Inaba, and Haru know that Izuku got in through recommendations, although they still think it was Recovery Girl’s recommendation. They congratulate him, but Tsubasa and Inaba’s attention quickly shifts to Kacchan once he gets in. That’s alright, though. Haru doesn’t sit with them at lunch, but Izuku still hangs out with him as much as he can, so they get time to talk about UA.
Haru decided not to apply, despite Izuku reassuring him that Kacchan wouldn’t hurt him anymore. Instead, he’s chosen to go to another high school that’s fairly well-known. He has a bashful look on his face when he tells Izuku that he wants to work with kids in the future.
“Maybe as a pediatrician or something…” He scratches the back of his head. “I dunno yet, but I just thought… well, my quirk is good for making people laugh. And I wanna make kids laugh and feel better when they’re maybe not feeling so good.”
Izuku listens with a soft smile that only grows as he speaks. Reaching to place his hand over the boy’s, he says earnestly, “That’s really cool, Haru-kun! You’ve always been great at making me laugh.” He grins. “I’m glad you’re thinking of ways to help people with your quirk. You’re like a hero!”
Haru’s wide-eyed expression sends him into a fit of giggles.
Finally, April arrives and it’s time for their first day of class at UA. Izuku practically vibrates with excitement and nerves as he and Kacchan walk past the front gates. Even though he’s been here before, he still gazes at everything with wide eyes, trying to take it all in. Kacchan looks straight ahead as he walks next to him. He’s trying to seem cool and indifferent, but Izuku’s known his friend long enough to tell that he’s just as excited as he is.
“Relax, Zuku,” Kacchan growls half-heartedly, “It’s just the first day, we’re probably not even going to do much. Opening ceremonies take forever.”
“I can’t help it!” Izuku puts a little spring in his step. “I’m just so excited! What do you think our classmates will be like? I wonder how other recommendation students got in? I hope I see Yoarashi-kun again!”
“Who?” Kacchan arches a brow.
“Yoarashi-kun,” Izuku repeats, “I told you about him. We met during the exam and he was really tall and loud but really friendly too.”
“The wind quirk guy?” Of course Kacchan would remember that part.
“Yeah.”
The blond grunts a noncommittal reply.
There aren’t many students here yet, mostly because they had to come early to meet with Recovery Girl. Part of Izuku’s training includes meeting up with her before and after school. The morning meetings are going to be short, mostly just him checking in with her before going to his homeroom, while the later meetings are going to be longer as she’ll be teaching him then.
The infirmary is located right in the middle of the main campus. Recovery Girl welcomes them inside when they arrive, but Kacchan is content to just wait in the hallway while they talk.
“So, I’m assuming you’re excited, Midoriya-kun?” Recovery Girl asks with a twinkle in her eyes. Izuku grins and nods rapidly. “That’s good. It’s always so nice to see the energy of the youth.” She turns in her chair and gestures to the room around her. “There’s not much to go over right now, but of course you’ll be expected to become very familiar with this room as time goes by. It may not seem very big, but I like to keep things organized, especially paperwork.” She nods at the small shelf of binders and books on her desk next to her computer. “I asked that a desk be made for you as well, although I’m afraid there’s no computer yet.”
Izuku notices the smaller desk on the opposite side of the room and smiles. It’s so nice of Recovery Girl to give him his own space in her office. He spots a couple of textbooks on it and starts to walk over to them, but Recovery Girl just waves her hand.
“Oh, don’t worry about those yet,” she says, “We’ll be going over my lesson plan for you later today. For now, I just want you to focus on getting settled in. You have Aizawa-san as your homeroom teacher, right?”
“I think so,” Izuku says, “Is he nice?”
For some reason, his mentor looks amused. “Yes, but he might not seem like he is at first. He has a nasty habit of expelling a lot of his students.”
Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat. What?!?
His panic must show on his face because Recovery Girl quickly adds, “But he won’t expel you- all the teachers know that you’re my apprentice. They’re allowed to give you detention if you misbehave, but if they want to expel you then they’ll have to go through me first.”
Izuku smiles and relaxes, but only slightly. Just because he’s safe doesn’t mean that Kacchan is. He hopes his ill-mannered friend will at least try to stay out of trouble today, although that’s a rather tall order.
“Well, you should probably head on to your class now,” Recovery Girl says, “There are plenty of teachers wandering around, so if you get lost, just ask them.”
“Okay.” He bows politely. “Thank you, Recovery Girl-sensei!”
The older woman rolls her eyes. “None of that, now. Just -san if you must. Rather pointless to put it on my hero name, though.”
Giggling, Izuku straightens up and rejoins Kacchan outside. Together, they walk through the massive halls of UA, trying to find their classroom. The door for Class 1-A is massive, but Kacchan pushes him inside before he can gawk at it for too long.
It seems that they’re allowed to choose their own seats, so Izuku just follows Kacchan and takes the seat behind him. The blond immediately makes himself comfortable, leaning back and kicking his feet up onto the desk in front of him. Normally Izuku would complain about that, but right now he’s too excited to even think about scolding the other boy.
“We’re finally here, Kacchan!” He whispers, “Are you nervous?”
Kacchan scoffs. “Of course not! And why the fuck are you whispering? We’re the only ones in here.”
As soon as he says those words, the door slides open and two people walk in, a girl with pink hair and skin and a boy with spiky red hair. Izuku perks up and smiles at them, hoping to come off as friendly. It seems to work because the two smile back at him before taking seats near each other. They chat with each other as a few more people walk in, but it seems like most of them are trying to keep to themselves. It’s not surprising- it’s a bit intimidating to talk to people you don’t know yet, although the pink girl and red-haired boy do seem to be familiar with each other. Still, Izuku hopes that smiling at the students that walk in will help them feel more welcomed.
“Quit smiling at everyone, weirdo,” Kacchan grunts, “It’s fuckin’ creepy.”
Izuku frowns, but just then a familiar bi-colored boy walks in. Todoroki glances at him briefly but remains silent as he walks to the back of the classroom and takes a seat there. Izuku stifles a sigh. Well, at least that’s one more familiar face…
He keeps hoping for Yoarashi to appear, but the wind-wielder is nowhere to be seen. However, a couple of minutes later the girl with the ponytail walks in. Yaoyorozu, was it?
She smiles when she sees him and walks over. “Midoriya-kun?” She asks a bit uncertainly and relaxes when he nods, “It’s nice to see you again.”
“It’s nice to see you too!” Izuku smiles, straightening up in his seat.
Kacchan raises an eyebrow. “You know this chick, Zuku?” He eyes Yaoyorozu up and down, looking a bit unimpressed. She frowns.
“Yeah, she’s a recommendation student,” Izuku replies. To Yaoyorozu, he says, “This is my friend, Bakugou Katsuki. Kacchan, this is Yaoyorozu Momo.”
“Nice to meet you,” Yaoyorozu says.
Kacchan merely rolls his eyes and turns away with a huff. “Yeah, sure.”
“Kacchan…” Izuku warns, giving him a look.
Before he can say anything else, they’re suddenly approached by a tall blue-haired boy. He marches up to them with purpose and promptly frowns down at Kacchan.
“Don’t put your feet on the desk!” He loudly orders.
Kacchan narrows his eyes and smirks. “Haah?”
The boy makes an odd motion with his hands and points at the desk. “Don’t you think that’s rude to the UA upperclassmen and to the people who made the desk?”
“Nope!” Kacchan sneers, “What junior high did you go to, you side character?”
“Kacchan!” Izuku scolds while Yaoyorozu puts a hand to her mouth in shock.
The blue-haired boy looks surprised too, but he quickly straightens up and replies, “I attended Somei Private Academy. My name is Iida Tenya.”
Kacchan’s eyes practically light up in the worst way possible. “Somei? So you’re a damn elite, huh? Looks like I’ll have fun crushing you!”
And yep, that’s Izuku’s cue to step in.
“He doesn’t mean that!” He yelps, jumping to his feet.
“Hell yeah, I do!” Kacchan retorts.
“No, you don’t!” He rushes to put himself between Kacchan and Iida, smiling apologetically as he pushes his friend’s feet off the desk. The blond lets him, but he grumbles the entire time.
“Sorry about him!” Izuku laughs nervously, scratching the back of his head, “He has a bit of a rough sense of humor!”
“I see,” Iida says, still frowning slightly. At the same time, Kacchan snaps, “No, I don’t!”
Still smiling, Izuku replies, “Yes, you do.”
“I’m fucking hiliarious!”
“I’m Midoriya Izuku,” he says, ignoring Kacchan as he holds his hand out to Iida.
The blue-haired boy shakes his hand. “Iida Tenya.”
“Nice to meet you!”
“Oi, nerd!” Kacchan growls behind him, standing up, “Don’t fucking ignore me!”
“Are you two really friends?” Yaoyorozu asks warily, watching the scene with a skeptical expression.
Kacchan bares his teeth with raised hackles. “Of course we fucking are!” He snarls at her, “Why wouldn’t we be?!?”
Izuku waves his hands apologetically as Yaoyorozu and Iida glance at each other. “Kacchan and I have known each other since we were kids,” he explains, but before he can say anything else, something catches his eye.
It looks like… a yellow caterpillar? Just standing in the entrance of the classroom. Iida, Yaoyorozu, and Kacchan follow his gaze and frown in confusion. Then, the caterpillar sheds its skin to reveal a scruffy-looking man with black hair and a grey scarf.
It takes a moment for Izuku to recognize him, but as soon as it clicks he perks up. “Eraserhead?!?”
Iida and Yaoyorozu still look confused, but Kacchan grunts in acknowledgement. “This guy again?”
Eraserhead’s eyes narrow at them and he says in a drawling voice, “If you’re just here to chat with friends I suggest you leave now.”
They stare at him for another moment before Iida stiffens up, apparently realizing that he means for their group to disperse. As they all go to sit in their own seats, Eraserhead steps out of his sleeping bag and bundles it under his arm.
“It took ten seconds for you guys to settle down,” he says, “Time is limited. You kids are not rational enough.” He glances around the room with tired eyes. “I’m your homeroom teacher, Aizawa Shouta. Nice to meet you.”
While everyone murmurs in shock, Izuku’s heart practically leaps. Eraserhead is his homeroom teacher! Eraserhead! Recovery Girl never told him that part! God, UA is already so cool!
The underground hero reaches into his sleeping bag and pulls out some uniforms, telling them to get changed and go out onto the field. As they walk towards the changing rooms with their uniforms in hand, Yaoyorozu walks up to Izuku’s side.
“Midoriya-kun,” she says, “You and Bakugou-kun seemed to recognize Aizawa-sensei when he walked in. Who is he?”
Visibly brightening, Izuku replies, “He’s a super cool underground hero! He can erase other people’s quirks just by looking at them! Plus, that scarf around his neck is really a weapon that he uses to capture bad guys!” As he talks, his mind thinks back to the page he has for Eraserhead in his journal.
His obvious enthusiasm for the hero catches the attention of a few other students, who glance at him curiously. Yaoyorozu looks intrigued.
“Oh? An underground hero?” She asks, “How did you find out about him?”
Izuku hesitates, not wanting to go into detail about his near-kidnapping. Eventually, he settles on, “I found myself in a bit of trouble a few years ago and he rescued me. I guess I’ve become a bit of a fanboy since then.” He blushes and looks at the ground.
Before Yaoyorozu can say anything else, Kacchan calls out from ahead, “Come on, Zuku, hurry it up!”
“Coming, Kacchan!” Izuku says, then smiles at Yaoyorozu, “See you on the field!”
Even though the changing rooms aren’t very different from the ones in their junior high, just more spacious, Izuku still gawks for a few moments until Kacchan snaps at him to get dressed. He hastily changes into his training uniform- so cool!- before making his way onto the field with the rest of his class.
Aizawa gazes at them with tired eyes and promptly announces that they’ll be taking a quirk assessment test.
“But what about the opening ceremony?” A brown-haired girl in the front asks, “The orientation?”
“If you're going to become a hero, you don't have time for such leisurely events,” Aizawa grunts, “UA’s selling point is how unrestricted its school traditions are. That's also how the teachers run their classes.” He gives them a sharp look, making a few students tense up. The teacher goes on to explain how the education system is slacking and they’re going to redo the physical fitness tests from junior high, with a slight change.
Then, he has Kacchan throw a softball, giving him full permission to use his quirk. The blond seems a bit surprised, but eagerly pitches the ball into the air, using an explosion to propel it far.
“Die!!!”
Questionable choice of words aside, he creates an impressive result that causes the rest of the students to get excited.
“This looks fun!” The pink girl from earlier says cheerfully.
“Fun, huh?” Aizawa drawls, “Alright then. Whoever comes in last place will be judged to have no potential and will be punished with expulsion.”
Izuku gulps as everyone around him gasps. Well, Recovery Girl did warn him about this. And even though he knows he’s safe from expulsion, it’s still a bit unnerving to know that one of these students might end up going home after today.
“We're free to do what we want about the circumstances of our students.” Aizawa gives them a terrifying grin. “Welcome to UA's hero course!”
The brown-haired girl from earlier protests that the test is unfair, and Izuku… can’t find himself agreeing with her. Even though Aizawa’s decision might seem cruel, he knows there must be some logic behind it. Recovery Girl said that deep down Aizawa is nice and Izuku saw that for himself when the hero comforted him after his attack. So… so he’s probably not doing this to be mean. If someone with ‘no potential’ stayed in the hero course… well, even if they did manage to become a hero, Izuku supposes that they might not last long. He knows from experience how dangerous villains can be, and if you’re not properly prepared or able to deal with them then you would probably end up dead.
It seems that Aizawa tries to tell them this too, in his own strangely ominous way. Next to Izuku, Kacchan is already warming up, stretching his arms with a grin on his face.
“Alright, the demonstration’s over,” Aizawa says, “The real thing starts now. The first test is a fifty-meter dash, so go line up in pairs over there.” He nods to a series of lines near the wall of the changing room. Izuku moves to follow his classmates as they start to walk over, but the teacher calls out, “Midoriya Izuku. A word.”
Kacchan arches a brow questioningly but Izuku waves him off to join the others. He forces himself not to freak out, or worse, fanboy out, as he approaches Aizawa. He wonders if the man even remembers him. There’s no flash or hint of recognition in his eyes, but then again he seems to be purposely keeping his face neutral during this whole thing.
He stops in front of Aizawa and politely asks, “Yes, sir?”
Aizawa slowly blinks at him and grunts, “Obviously you won’t be expected to use your quirk in this assessment. However, I still want you to try your best. It’s my job to train you and make sure you can handle yourself in a dangerous situation, so I need to know where you’re at physically. Got it?”
“Yes, sir!” Izuku nods and Aizawa motions for him to rejoin his classmates.
The test begins soon after. It’s kind of interesting to see how nearly everyone uses their quirks to help them get through it. Iida turns out to have engines in his legs and very quickly secures the top score for the race. A few manage to get close to his score, though; Kacchan uses his explosions to propel himself forward, and a girl with a frog-like quirk swiftly covers ground in long leaps and bounds. Izuku doesn’t do half-bad himself, thanks to all those long runs he goes on with Kacchan. Plus, there are other students with quirks that aren’t helpful in this situation, like the girl with strange ears and the boy with electric-blond hair, that he actually gets a better score than.
The grip test he doesn’t do as well in, but it’s clearly biased towards people with some sort of strength-enhancing quirk. He still has fun admiring the brawn of a six-armed boy who introduces himself as Shoji. He gawks at his impressive score until Kacchan drags him away with a huff.
The standing long-jump is amusing too, if only because it’s funny to see the awkward position Kacchan puts himself into in order to keep his feet off of the ground for as long as possible while his explosions propel him. Todoroki impresses everyone by making some sort of ice bridge to get him across and Yaoyorozu creates a long pole-vaulting stick for herself.
As the tests go on, Izuku tries not to let it bother him that his quirk isn’t helpful right now. Everyone is finding some way to get an impressive score in at least one of the tests, but he repeatedly tells himself that it doesn’t matter. He’s doing just fine. Which is fine, in and of itself, but… he can’t help but wish he could be a little above average in something. Every score he gets is very middle-of-the-pack. Not awful, but not outstanding either.
Not that he needs to be! He’s going to be a healer, not a hero, so it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t. He should just… think about something else...
The ball toss is fun to watch, especially when the brown-haired girl from earlier gets a score of infinity. Izuku giggles along with a few other people, but Kacchan just grumbles because she got a better score than him. Then there’s toe-touches, sit ups, and a distance run, all of which he does fairly well in. At the end when Aizawa announces their final scores, Izuku finds himself in fifteenth place.
Beside him, Kacchan snarls angrily. Izuku startles and is about to ask what’s wrong, but then he sees it. To his immense surprise, his friend didn’t get first place, or even second. No, those places belong to Yaoyorozu and Todoroki, respectively. That leaves Kacchan in third place, which isn’t really that bad, but the blond still looks furious.
“Don’t mind, Kacchan!” He says, patting his shoulder soothingly, “You did great!”
“Shut up!” Kacchan snaps and Izuku frowns. The explosive boy just shoves his hands into his pockets and glares heatedly at the ground, grinding his teeth audibly.
Last place goes to some poor kid named Mineta, who is promptly sent packing by Aizawa. Izuku feels terribly sorry for him as the boy leaves in tears, but he does notice how many of the girls look relieved. He makes a mental note to ask Yaoyorozu later if she knows why.
Aizawa sends them off after that, telling them to look at the handouts of the curriculum after lunch. As they walk back to the main building, Izuku notices that a lot of the students are now chatting with each other. Even Kacchan is talking to the boy with spiky red hair, although it seems like the latter is doing most of the talking.
Izuku perks up when he sees Yaoyorozu and Todoroki walking together and jogs to catch up with them.
“Hey, guys!” He says, coming up on Todoroki’s left, “Great job getting first and second place!”
“Thank you.” Yaoyorozu smiles. “I’m a bit surprised Aizawa-sensei had you participate, though. Does he know that you have a healing quirk?”
“Oh, yeah, but he just wanted to see how capable I am,” Izuku replies, “Physically, I mean. I think I’ll be participating in most class activities, unless they involve direct combat using quirks.”
Yaoyorozu tilts her head. “And how will you be training with Recovery Girl, then?”
“I’m going to be meeting with her before and after school for lessons.”
Yaoyorozu looks surprised, and even Todoroki casts him a glance. Izuku grins and scratches the back of his head. “Yeah, it’s a bit of extra work, but I’m excited.” He pauses, then remembers a thought. “Hey, I was wondering if you guys know if Yoarashi-kun is here?”
“Yoar…” Yaoyorozu frowns. “Was that the boy from the recommendation exam? The one with the wind quirk?”
“Yeah,” Izuku says, “I haven’t seen him yet, so I thought maybe he got put in class 1-B…”
Yaoyorozu shakes her head and says, “I haven’t seen him either, sorry.” She glances at Todoroki, but he doesn’t seem to be paying much attention to the conversation.
“Oi, Zuku!”
Izuku suddenly finds himself being dragged forward by the arm. Kacchan stomps doggedly towards the boys changing room and growls, “Come on, nerd, I’m fucking hungry, so get changed quick so we can get to the cafeteria before these other losers.”
“Oh.” Izuku blinks and looks back at Yaoyorozu and Todoroki, who stare at him as he gets dragged away by Kacchan. “Sorry! See you later, guys!”
He turns away before he can see the quizzical glance they share.
The rest of the day goes by fairly quickly. Izuku feels like he’s getting whiplash from seeing one pro hero after another. He’s met more heroes today than during his entire life, and they’re his teachers! UA is just too cool!
By the time the end of the day arrives, he’s both overwhelmed and tired. He doesn’t know if his brain can handle any more new information, but he’s excited to learn from Recovery Girl so he gives himself a quick slap on the cheeks to wake him up and marches towards the infirmary. Kacchan comes too, even though Izuku tells him he doesn’t have to come, but the other boy insists. He ends up lying on one of the beds and playing on his phone while Recovery Girl asks Izuku how his first day went.
“I can’t believe Eraserhead is my homeroom teacher!” Izuku gushes, “Thanks for the warning, Recovery Girl!”
The healer looks amused. “I didn’t know you were a fan. Most kids have never heard of him before.”
“I met him once, actually,” he says, “But I don’t think he remembers me.”
“Oh really?” Recovery Girl hums, “How’d you two meet?”
Kacchan doesn’t move, but he does glance up at Izuku. The greenette can’t quite read his expression, but he doesn’t look like he’s about to protest.
So, Izuku says, “A couple of villains tried to kidnap me when I was ten.” Recovery Girl stiffens in alarm, eyes widening slightly. “They… they wanted to sell me for my quirk, but Eraserhead stopped them. He probably saved my life, really…”
His mentor opens her mouth, then closes it. Her brow is furrowed.
“I-I started taking self-defense classes right after that, though!” Izuku hastily tries to reassure her. “And that’s the only time something like that has ever happened!”
“That’s good…” Recovery Girl says, her eyes trailing to Kacchan.
The blond notices and grunts, “I walk him to and from school. Don’t worry, I know how to keep him out of trouble.”
That seems to satisfy her enough. Recovery Girl nods and turns back to Izuku. “Well, I’m sure Aizawa-san remembers you. He’s just a difficult man to read.” She goes to sit in her chair and leans back with a sigh. “Anyway, there’s not much I can teach you on the first day of school. I don’t usually see many injured students until the second or third day. However, when we do get to healing people, I want to teach you traditional methods first. I don’t want you to rely so much on your quirk, especially since you can’t control it well. We’ll get to training with your quirk in a couple of weeks, but for now…”
She nods at the books on Izuku’s desk. He goes to pick them up and notices that there’s only a couple and one of them is a bit thicker than the other. Thankfully, though, neither of them are even close to the size of his anatomy book.
“The smaller book is all about basic first aid,” Recovery Girl explains, “And the other one has a bunch of information on how to treat common injuries like sprained ankles, concussions, dislocated shoulders, you get the picture. I’ve gone in and highlighted the ones I see students get most often, but I want you to learn about all of them.”
“Okay,” Izuku says, still looking down at the books, “When do I need to read them by?”
“The first aid one, preferably by the end of this week,” she says, “It’s a lot of information but it’s a relatively easy read.”
Izuku nods determinedly, already moving to put them into his backpack.
“And while you learn about that,” Recovery Girl continues, “I also want you to think about how quirks could potentially harm their users.”
“Huh?” Izuku asks.
“You saw your classmates use their quirks today, right?” He nods. “Consider what drawbacks their quirks might have and how overuse might affect them. Like how, for example, overusing your quirk makes you tired.”
Izuku frowns in thought, glancing over at Kacchan who’s still lying on the bed. “Well, sometimes Kacchan’s wrists start to hurt when he makes too many big explosions,” he muses and the blond looks up, “And during the quirk apprehension test one of the boys- er, I think his name was Aoyama? He mentioned that he gets a stomach ache if he shoots his laser for more than a second. Um… I suppose Iida-kun would eventually tire out, and Aizawa-sensei’s quirk relies on staring so he would probably get dry eyes…” He subconsciously dissolves into muttering, but Recovery Girl doesn’t seem too bothered. He tries to recall as many of his classmates’ quirks as possible, but he only just met them all. “I’m sorry, I haven’t really memorized everyone’s quirks yet.”
“That’s alright,” his mentor says, “but you’ve got the right idea. UA likes to push their students to the brink of exhaustion- go beyond, plus ultra and all that.” She rolls her eyes and Izuku’s lip twitches. “So, injuries from quirk overuse is something that we’re going to have to deal with often. I want you to learn how your classmates’ quirks could affect them and, if necessary, prevent them from going overboard.”
Izuku blinks in surprise at this. Prevent them?
Recovery Girl reads his face and gives him a firm look. “Believe it or not, but healers do have some authority over heroes. If you think a student is about to get themselves seriously injured, you have the right to order them to stop, or make the teacher stop them. Now, I’m not saying you can go around flaunting your authority right away, but it’s just something that you should know. Especially since a lot of heroes like to act tough and ignore their injuries.”
She sounds so utterly annoyed that Izuku can’t help but laugh. Kacchan grumbles to himself from across the room.
“Okay,” Izuku giggles.
After a few more minutes of talking, she sends them on their way. Their meeting only ended up being a little over half an hour, but she makes sure to remind Izuku that his future lessons will be much longer.
“I just feel kind of bad that you’re going to be waiting for so long, Kacchan,” Izuku says as they walk towards the train station.
Kacchan scoffs, “Don’t be, idiot. What do you think I’m going to do, let you walk home by yourself?” His tone leaves no room for argument.
“No.” Izuku rolls his eyes. “But maybe you could, I don’t know, hang out with some friends somewhere while I’m with Recovery Girl?”
“What friends?” Kacchan raises a brow.
Izuku gives him a look. “Come on, Kacchan. You can’t act like you’re not going to make any friends at UA.”
“I’m not here to make friends, I’m here to be a hero,” he says grouchily, “Besides, our class is just full of annoying dumbasses.”
“That’s not true!” Izuku sputters. “Yaoyorozu-san is nice- and not dumb, I bet!” He wrinkles his nose. “And Iida-kun seemed friendly too.”
“Loud,” Kacchan grunts.
“So are you!” Izuku retorts. Kacchan snarls wordlessly.
There’s a few moments of silence in which they just walk, and then Izuku adds, “It’s not a bad thing to make new friends, you know.” Kacchan narrows his eyes at him. He smiles. “Makes things more fun.”
The blond tosses his head and snorts, “Pssh, whatever.”
Izuku casts a worried glance at his friend. Kacchan could just be being gruff, but Izuku really hopes he befriends someone other than him. Kacchan’s crude attitude takes a long time to get used to, though…
His mind wanders back to the red-haired boy who was chatting with Kacchan earlier and smiles.
“Five bucks says you have a new friend by the end of next week.”
“Oh, fuck off!”
Later that night, Izuku takes a break from reading his first aid book to text All Might.
(Midoriya 8:15PM) -I didn’t see you at school today?
(Toshinori 8:17PM) -I was there, but I spent most of my day in the teachers’ lounge preparing for my future classes. I wanted to check on you after school, but Recovery Girl messaged me saying that one of your friends was with you in the infirmary. I figured it would be best to avoid raising suspicions on the first day of school.
(Midoriya 8:18PM) -Oh ok. Don’t worry, I’ll try to convince Kacchan to wait somewhere else during my lessons.
(Toshinori 8:18PM) -Did you have fun today?
In response, Izuku sends him a picture of his open first aid book, which is half-covered by Sushi sitting on it.
(Midoriya 8:19PM) -I already have homework :/
(Midoriya 8:19PM) -But it was really fun! My classmates have such cool quirks!
(Toshinori 8:20PM) -Your cat looks upset at the book and I agree.
(Toshinori 8:20PM) -What could you possibly be learning about on the first day of school that would warrant that much homework?
(Midoriya 8:21PM) -Basic first aid.
(Midoriya 8:21PM) -But don’t worry, I have till the end of the week to read it.
(Toshinori 8:22PM) -Oh good.
(Toshinori 8:22PM) -Well, I will be teaching hero lessons tomorrow. No spoilers, but I think it will be very fun.
(Toshinori 8:22PM) -But then again what do I know about teenagers?
(Midoriya 8:23PM) -Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll be a great teacher!
(Toshinori 8:24PM) -I know kids these days enjoy memes? Should I incorporate memes into my lesson?
(Midoriya 8:25PM) -Plz don’t.
Izuku is distracted from his phone by Sushi meowing very loudly at him. He looks up to see the cat glare at the book under his large paws and then at him.
Sighing, Izuku leans forward and tries to pull the book away. “Come on, Sush, I gotta keep reading.”
Sushi just stares at him and meows again, long and annoying.
“I think he’s telling you to take a break, sweetie,” Inko says as she walks by. “You said you have until the end of the week to read it and yet you’re already almost halfway through.”
Izuku huffs, frowning at Sushi. “I’m just excited. I wanna hurry up and heal people, even if I’m not allowed to use my quirk…” His shoulders droop for a moment, then he perks back up. “And it is interesting! First aid stuff, I mean.”
“That’s great,” Inko replies, “But again, you don’t need to rush. Ever since you met Recovery Girl, it’s like you’ve been reading non-stop.”
“Yeah, well, healers have to know a lot.” He sniffs.
“I don’t doubt that,” his mother says, “But you should learn to limit yourself. You had a long day today, didn’t you? Take a break. You don’t have to learn everything right away.”
With a small sigh, Izuku gives in. “Fine,” he says, leaning back against the couch, “What should we do now, then?”
Inko pauses in thought, then smiles. “Do you want to rewatch some episodes of House?”
“I love you.”
Notes:
aaaaaanNNNDD FINALLY WE'RE AT UA!!! WOO!
Couple things I wanna touch on in this note:
I noticed I've been getting a lot more followers on my Tumblr recently, which has surprised me cuz before this I kinda thought Tumblr was dead? But I've been pleasantly surprised to see you guys sending me questions and general comments about my fic (also if I don't answer your questions, plz don't feel like I'm ignoring you, it's usually just because the answer will result in spoilers). So I was just wondering- where do you guys want to interact with me? I'm active on both Instagram and Tumblr, but if you guys prefer one over the other in regards to talking about my fic that's cool. Or both, that's cool too. I'm just wanting to get a general idea of like... where people are active lol.
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Ight, that's it for now. See you Saturday!
Next chapter, the Battle Trial begins!
Chapter 9: The Match
Notes:
Someone on Tumblr asked when you would see Izuku's hero costume
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Today is that day my lovely readers
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Chapter Text
The next morning, Izuku checks in with Recovery Girl before homeroom begins.
“You already read half the book?” She blinks in surprise. “I thought it would take longer- it certainly did for me, but you seem like you’re a faster reader. I’m still impressed that you, a fifteen year-old boy, willingly read Human Anatomy and Physiology four times in less than a year. I feel like it took me ages to get through that book when I was in college.”
Izuku smiles and she turns to her desk, pulling something out of the lower drawer. “Well, then, I have no worries giving you this.”
She pulls out what looks to be some sort of costume. Izuku tilts his head questioningly as his mentor explains, “You’re going to need this for today’s hero lesson. I’ve already spoken with Toshinori-san and apparently the class is going to be combat training. Since it’s really just a chance for the students to show off how their quirks can be used in battle, you will be on standby for injuries.”
“Oh. Okay,” he says, still confused by the costume.
She gives him a firm look. “Now remember that until you learn how to control your quirk, you’re not allowed to heal anything beyond minor injuries. However, since you read a good deal of that first aid book last night, you can also choose to treat minor injuries through traditional means.”
He nods and finally she gestures to the costume in her hands. “You never submitted a form for your costume.”
“Huh? Costume?” He asks, “But I thought…”
“Healers often wear costumes too, especially since most work as combat medics,” Recovery Girl explains, “So that they’re more easily identifiable on the field. I hope you don’t mind, but I went ahead and spoke with your mother to create your costume for you. There are some regulations that combat medic costumes have to follow, but I think we made something rather nice.”
His breath catches and he wants to reach for his costume- his costume!- but Recovery Girl puts it back in her drawer.
“You won’t need that until after lunch,” she says, “But one of the things it comes with are a few pouches full of medical equipment. Today’s class will be a good opportunity to become familiar with them.”
A bit disappointed that he can’t become familiar with them now, Izuku pouts and nods. Recovery Girl’s eyes twinkle with amusement and he blushes, looking down at his feet. “Okay.”
She smiles before adding, “And remember what we talked about yesterday.”
Izuku ponders. “Oh! I can observe my classmates’ quirks more closely today! And… think of how overuse would affect them?”
Recovery Girl nods and the warning bell rings. Izuku bids his goodbyes before joining Kacchan, who is waiting outside.
Kacchan frowns at the skip in his step and asks, “What are you so happy about?”
Izuku beams. “I got to see my healer costume!” He chirps.
“Healer costume?” Kacchan raises an eyebrow incredulously.
“I know right?” Izuku says, “I didn’t even know I would get one! Apparently Recovery Girl designed it with mom.”
“Uh oh.” Kacchan smirks when Izuku gives him a look.
They walk into class 1-A and take their seats. Homeroom begins soon after and Izuku’s heart still gives a little leap of excitement when he sees Eras- Aizawa walk in. He’s Aizawa now, not Eraserhead. Man, it’s gonna be awhile before he stops internally fanboying over his teachers. There’s even heroes in the goddamn cafeteria! Izuku nearly chokes on his food when Lunch Rush passes by his and Kacchan’s table.
At least it’s a bit easier with All Might during their hero class after lunch. While everyone freaks out at the sight of the number one hero, Izuku is able to remain a little more composed. Sure, he gawks too- it would be suspicious if he didn’t, and All Might’s silver age costume is really cool. But when All Might’s smile gets just a bit brighter when their eyes meet, well, Izuku can’t help but feel a little bit special.
“I teach Hero Basic Training!” The hero announces once he reaches the podium. “It is a subject where you train in different ways to learn the basics of being a hero! You’ll take the most units of this subject!”
Izuku’s lip twitches. It sounds like he rehearsed this many times.
All Might promptly announces that they’ll be doing combat training, which Izuku already knew but it’s fun to see Kacchan’s enthusiastic reaction. Their costumes slide out of panels in the walls and Izuku is pleasantly surprised when his is there too. Recovery Girl must’ve given it to All Might during lunch.
As they get changed, Izuku takes a moment to admire his costume in one of the changing room mirrors. It appears to be a light green-and-white jumpsuit with pale yellow bands down the front and a darker red belt that holds his medical bags. Looking at it a bit closer, Izuku realizes with a fond flutter in his heart that it almost looks like a combat-ready, palette-swapped version of what Recovery Girl wears underneath her lab coat. It also has black gloves, elbow and knee pads, as well as a black face mask that he keeps on his neck for now. The most noticeable part, however, is the red Caduceus symbol on his chest, which is probably the required healer identification Recovery Girl mentioned.
A smile tugs at his lips. He feels so… important.
“Not bad.” Izuku glances up to see Kacchan giving him an appraising look.
“Thanks,” he says, “You look pretty cool too.”
Kacchan puffs up his chest as he smirks. Izuku rolls his eyes and playfully shoulders past him, following the rest of his classmates as they start to make their way to Ground Beta. It takes a moment to realize that the tall suit of armor walking in front of him is actually Iida, but when he does, he trots up to his side.
“Your costume is super cool, Iida-kun!” Izuku says.
Iida’s armored face turns to him. “Thank you! Yours is… interesting as well.” He gets the feeling Iida doesn’t quite know what to make of him. “Actually, I’ve been meaning to ask-”
“They say the clothes make the man, young men and ladies,” All Might declares as, interrupting Iida, “Be fully aware, from now on you are heroes!”
Izuku smiles and glances around at his classmates. They all look so cool!
All Might just about voices his thoughts, seeming very excited as he gazes at all of their costumes. “Now, it’s time for combat training!” He announces, somehow straightening up even further. He goes on to explain that, since villains have a higher probability of attacking indoors, their training will take place inside. They’ll be split into “heroes” and “villains” to fight 2-on-2 battles. The heroes’ goal is to find and capture the nuclear weapon that the villains are protecting.
All throughout his explanation, students ask question after question. Izuku can see All Might sweat-dropping and stifles a laugh, but it gets really hard when the hero just pulls out a script to read from.
“Teams and opponents will be determined by drawing lots!” All Might says, holding up a box.
Iida raises his hand. “How will teams of two be chosen if there is an odd number of students?”
His classmates shift uncomfortably, recalling how easily Mineta was expelled on just the first day of class. Izuku tilts his head. Well, if he’s going to be on the sidelines…
“No worries, Young Iida!” All Might shouts, dramatically pointing to Izuku, “Young Midoriya here will not be participating!” Most of the class aside from Kacchan, Yaoyorozu, and Todoroki, make various noises of confusion. “UA has been given a unique opportunity to welcome a young healer into its ranks! Young Midoriya is being mentored by Recovery Girl, but he will be joining the hero course in many of its classes. However, during exercises that involve direct combat with quirks, he will remain on the sidelines in case any injuries are obtained.” As Izuku shrinks under the sudden attention of his classmates, All Might gives a cheeky smile. “Be grateful, young heroes. Healers are extremely rare and you are very lucky to have the chance to learn alongside one.”
Okay he’s really laying it on thick, and from the mirthful look on his face, it’s on purpose. Izuku blushes as his classmates practically gawk at him.
“A healer?”
“Hey, cool, I’ve never met a healer before!”
“Like a doctor?”
“No, dummy, he’s like Recovery Girl, he has a healing quirk.”
“Ohhh.”
“I guess the wings make more sense now,” the brown-haired girl says and Izuku gives her a confused look, “On your costume. The… the medical symbol?”
“Oh, right.”
“How does your quirk work?” A lanky black-haired boy asks, “You’re not going to kiss us like Recovery Girl, right?”
All Might lets out a booming laugh, catching all of their attention. “Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll become very familiar with his quirk soon enough,” he says, “After all, as heroes-in-training, injuries are to be expected. Avoided if possible, of course, but nevertheless inevitable.”
“Well, it’s a good thing you’re here, then!” The red-haired boy that was talking to Kacchan earlier grins at him. “Midoriya-kun, was it?”
“Yeah.” He smiles back.
“All right, let’s get started!” All Might says. Lots are drawn, the teams are made, and then Izuku is heading with most of the class to the monitor room. Kacchan, Iida, Uraraka, and Yaoyorozu make their way to their assigned battle building.
While the teams take time to make their plan of attack, Izuku opens his medical pouches and examines the contents. It seems like stuff that would be typically found in any first aid kit, but it’s pretty extensive. Izuku is surprised that they were able to fit so much into these bags, and in an organized manner. He’ll have to be sure to avoid letting it get messy. Seeing so much equipment, however, kind of makes him nervous. He finds himself wishing he had read more of the book last night. Sure, first aid seems simple enough, but what if he panics in the heat of the moment and completely forgets what to do? Of course he could always use his quirk, Recovery Girl even gave him permission to for minor injuries, but wouldn’t it look bad for a healer to rely so heavily on their quirk that they don’t even know basic first aid? If he ever gets hurt or sick, this is the only way he’d be able to help people! Why didn’t he bother learning this stuff sooner?
“Young Midoriya.”
All Might’s voice cuts through his thoughts. The number one hero is facing the large screen displaying the battle area, but he glances at the greenette in concern.
“Everything alright?” He asks. “You’re muttering.”
Izuku waves his hands apologetically. “Sorry! It’s a bad habit! I’m just, er, making myself familiar with my medical bags.”
All Might nods and turns back to the wall of screens. “Now, let's start the indoor person-to-person combat training with Team A and Team D!” He announces into the microphone. Izuku stands a few feet behind the rest of his classmates as they gather around All Might, gazing up at the screens that display the various angles of the interior of the building.
“Okay, everyone,” All Might says, “You all should think as well.”
The screens don’t have any audio, but it’s clear that Iida is trying to form a plan with Kacchan, who is very obviously ignoring him. Izuku sighs and ponders about the possible outcomes of this exercise. Kacchan and Iida might win out of sheer power, but Yaoyorozu didn’t get in through recommendations for nothing. He watches as she whispers to Uraraka, who nods determinedly.
As soon as All Might gives the signal, Yaoyorozu creates a ladder and the two girls climb to the second floor. She also creates two pairs of… goggles? Then both girls are creeping along the corridor, their eyes concealed behind tinted glass.
“Why are they wearing goggles?” Asks the electric-blond boy- Kaminari, was his name? Izuku thinks back to All Might announcing the teams and nods. Yeah. Kaminari.
“It’s probably part of their plan,” another boy- Ojiro!- answers.
Kacchan does exactly what Izuku expected he would and attacks first, leaving Iida behind to defend the weapon. As soon as he launches himself at the girls, Yaoyorozu quickly makes a shield and throws something at Kacchan with the other hand. All of the sudden, the screens turn white and everyone winces, either squinting or closing their eyes.
“A flash bomb!” All Might laughs, “Clever!”
The screens clear just in time for them to see Uraraka slap a disoriented Kacchan with her hand. A second later, he starts floating into the air. The blond shrieks indignantly and aims an explosion at Yaoyorozu, but the shield protects her. The force of the explosion sends the floating Kacchan flying back into the wall. Izuku winces at the hard impact. Uraraka touches her fingers together, causing Kacchan, still stunned from being thrown into the wall, to fall to the ground. The girls quickly dash forward and Yaoyorozu holds down Kacchan’s head and upper torso with her shield while Uraraka ties his wrists together with the capture tape in one swift movement.
“Bakugou Katsuki has been apprehended!” All Might announces.
Izuku cringes. No way Kacchan is going down that easily…
“Er, All Might…”
Kacchan suddenly lets out a large explosion. The hero team leaps backwards in surprise, but Uraraka, who had just tied his wrists together, doesn’t manage to fully escape the explosion. Her face contorts with pain as she pulls away with a very obvious burn on her arms.
Exclamations of shock and outrage ripple through his classmates.
“What the heck, he just attacked them!” Ashido shouts.
“Bakugou-kun, that’s cheating!” Kirishima frowns. “Not manly at all!”
All Might grips the microphone and says sternly, “Young Bakugou, I made it very clear that once you are apprehended you are out for the rest of the game!”
Kacchan continues to thrash around, no doubt yelling furiously. He continues to release explosions, causing the hero team to back away from him, clearly confused. Uraraka ducks behind Yaoyorozu and her shield.
“Young Bakugou!” All Might warns.
Kaminari wrinkles his nose. “Man, what a sore loser!”
“Hey, he got free!”
Izuku tenses up as Kacchan’s wrists snap apart, having broken through the capture tape with his explosions. His face is twisted with rage, his eyes bloodshot. This is probably the first time Izuku has ever seen him lose a fight and he’s clearly pissed about it. He ignores All Might’s repeated warnings and takes a step towards Yaoyorozu and Uraraka.
Izuku frowns. Kacchan usually gets away with a lot, but this is unacceptable.
Gently nudging his way past his classmates, Izuku promptly takes the mic from All Might and says sharply, “Kacchan!”
Kacchan freezes.
Izuku glares at his image on the screen. He hopes the other boy can somehow feel it.
Kacchan’s fists clench and unclench repeatedly. He lifts his foot.
“Kacchan!” Izuku snaps again, an edge of warning in his voice.
After grinding his teeth and glaring at the two girls for a solid minute, Kacchan snarls and backs down. He huffily leans against the wall and crosses his arms, still glaring daggers at Yaoyorozu and Uraraka, who both glance at each other before continuing to move to the third floor.
Satisfied, Izuku hands the mic back to All Might and turns around. His classmates stare at him with wide eyes.
“What?” He asks innocently.
There’s a couple more seconds of silence in which All Might unsuccessfully tries to smother his laughter. Then, Kaminari speaks up.
“Dude,” he breathes, his eyes wide with awe, “That was… He didn’t even listen to All Might…”
Izuku blinks, confused.
“You didn’t even have to try and convince him.” Sero gawks. “All you had to do was say his name.”
“‘Kacchan’?” Asui tilts her head. “You two must be very familiar.”
Izuku nods, still unnerved by their stares. “Um, yeah,” he says, scratching the back of his head.
His classmates glance at each other and a few of them shudder.
“What?” He asks again.
Kirishima gives him a toothy smile and wraps an arm around his shoulders. “That was super manly, dude!” He says, “But damn, I’m almost scared to find out what you had to do to make a guy like that listen to you!”
Izuku’s eyes widen and he waves his hands around frantically. “Oh, no, no, it’s not like that!” He protests, “We’re just childhood friends! He doesn’t even listen to me half the time anyway! I’m not like- trust me, he kicks my butt all the time when we spar!”
Kirishima laughs and ruffles his hair. “I like you Midoriya-kun!” He grins. “Oh hey, there goes Iida-kun.”
Izuku tries to politely duck out from under Kirishima’s arm to look at the screen. Iida isn’t faring well against both Yaoyorozu and Uraraka. He attempts to keep the weapon out of their grasp by picking it up and running around, but Yaoyorozu creates a grappling hook and binds his legs together, making him fall to the ground. Their victory is secured soon after.
“Hero team wins!” All Might yells victoriously.
“Man, Yaomomo is super cool!” Ashido says enthusiastically. Izuku smiles. Yaomomo? What a cute nickname.
“Right?” Another girl- he thinks her name is Jirou- says, “Her quirk is really cool!”
“Uraraka-san was pretty great too,” Kaminari says, “She sent Bakugou-kun flying!”
“It’s too bad about her arms, though,” Sero says, wincing, “That burn looks painful.”
There’s a pause, then all fourteen students turn to Izuku expectantly. He blushes and looks at his feet.
“Young Uraraka,” All Might says into the mic, “Will you need assistance getting back to the monitor room?” He presses a finger to his earpiece, then nods. “Alright, then. Return promptly.” To the rest of the class, he says, “We’ll review their performance together and then teams I and B will go.”
The students nod and Izuku smiles a bit. All Might is doing well for his first day as a teacher.
The two teams enter the monitor room a few minutes later and Izuku immediately approaches Uraraka. She’s holding her burned forearms close to her body, a pained grimace on her face. Izuku ignores Kacchan’s glower and instead focuses on Uraraka.
“Can I see your arms?” He asks softly, holding out his hand. She nods and carefully stretches her forearms out. Izuku frowns down at the nasty burns marring her soft skin. They remind him of the burns on Haru…
He instinctively reaches out to use his quirk, but then he hesitates. This isn’t like the usual scrapes and bruises he’s used to healing. If he could just use his quirk all the time, then Recovery Girl probably wouldn’t care whether or not he knew first aid.
Pausing, he looks over the burns for a few moments. Now he notices that bits of Uraraka’s costume have been seared into her skin.
If he healed her, would the fabric get trapped beneath her skin? He doesn’t want to find out.
Thankfully, the black gloves that are a part of his costume are covering his hands already. He doesn’t want his quirk to activate as soon as he touches her, not with the pieces of fabric that have been seared into her skin. He’ll have to cut it away first.
He quickly finds some scissors and tweezers in his pouch and starts carefully removing the cloth. “Sorry about your suit,” he apologizes as he cuts around the burn, but Uraraka simply smiles and shakes her head.
“Don’t worry about it,” she says, wincing when he pulls another piece out.
As soon as her burns are clear of any scorched fabric, he pulls off his gloves and gently puts his hands on her forearms, letting his energy flow. Uraraka watches in awe as the burns fade away right before her eyes.
“Whoa,” she whispers.
“Dude, that’s awesome!”
Izuku jumps in surprise and glances around. He didn’t realize that all of his classmates were watching him!
“It just disappeared in like five seconds!” Kirishima exclaims.
Tokoyami gives him an impressed look. “That’s some quirk.”
“How’d you do that, man?” Kaminari asks.
“Oh! Um…” Izuku fidgets nervously, not knowing who to look at, “My quirk is called Healing Energy. It’s like… er, I heal people by transferring my own energy to them. It, uh, makes me really tired if I use it too much, though.” He laughs sheepishly.
“Your own energy?” Iida asks, peering down at him curiously, “I’ve never heard of a healing quirk that works like that.”
“Oh, yeah, um, I guess it’s kind of uncommon?” It sounds more like a question.
Ashido bounces up to him and grins, her black eyes wide. “What’s the biggest injury you’ve ever healed?”
Izuku swallows and looks to All Might for help. The number one hero just grins and shrugs.
Well, he supposes it’s alright if he’s vague about it…
“I regrew a guy’s stomach once,” he admits. The reaction is immediate.
“Whoaaa!!!”
“But I passed out for like two days afterwards!” He adds quickly.
“Whoa- ohhh…”
Yaoyorozu puts a hand on her chin in thought. “I suppose a quirk like that would carry more risks for you,” she says, “It must be a very self-sacrificing power.”
Izuku blinks. “Oh… er, I guess so…”
All Might claps his hands, catching everyone’s attention before they can continue questioning Izuku. “Well, then!” He says, “Let’s discuss their performance. Who do you think the MVP is?”
His classmates mutter amongst themselves, but Izuku thinks it’s rather obvious. He glances at Yaoyorozu, who looks torn between raising her hand and staying quiet. She probably doesn’t want to seem conceited.
Smiling, Izuku raises his hand. All Might nods to him. “Yes, Young Midoriya?”
“I believe Yaoyorozu-san is the MVP of this exercise,” he says.
All Might’s grin widens even further. “And why is that?”
Time for Izuku’s hero analysis skills to kick in.
“Yaoyorozu-san embraced this challenge. She thought of ways not only to apply her own quirk in battle, but her teammate’s as well. While sending Ka-er, Bakugou-kun to play the offensive role was a good idea on the villain team’s part, it was obvious that they didn’t communicate well with each other. It looked more like Bakugou-kun was going off on his own. Iida-kun did well to protect the weapon, but he took advantage of the fact that this was training. If the weapon had been real, carrying it around while fleeing from heroes would not be a viable option. Uraraka-san worked well with her partner, but she relied a bit too much on Yaoyorozu-san. Yaoyorozu-san was fully prepared to engage with her opponents, she had a strategy and never lost sight of the mission.”
When he finishes, everyone is staring at him again. Yayorozu’s cheeks are tinged pink. Even All Might looks surprised.
Izuku blushes.
“Er… I like analysis…” He mumbles sheepishly, scuffling his toe.
“Correct!” All Might suddenly shouts, making everyone jump. “Good observation, Young Midoriya! Now, let’s move on to the next match! Tackle this training after thinking about what we just talked about.”
As the next two teams leave, Izuku goes over to Kacchan, who is sulking against the far wall.
“Hey,” he asks, “You alright?”
Kacchan grinds his teeth. “Fucking superb.”
Izuku frowns. “No you’re not, your face is all scowly. You’re upset about the training match.”
Kacchan wordlessly snarls. Izuku remains unfazed.
Leaning against the wall beside his friend, he says, “Don’t feel too bad about it. It’s just training, that’s all. You can’t always expect to win.”
“That’s bullshit,” Kacchan hisses lowly, “I always win. No matter what. The best hero always comes out on top.”
Izuku gazes at him for a long moment. Kacchan’s pride has been hurt, no doubt, but there’s something he’s clearly not understanding.
“Kacchan,” Izuku says quietly, “You’re not the best here.” The blond’s head whips up to glare at him. Izuku glares right back. “You’re not the best here. You’re used to beating up people that are weaker than you, that don’t have aspirations to be a hero. But guess what? Now you’re surrounded by people just like you, people with strong quirks, people that all want to be the best hero. You’re on even ground with everyone now. So no, you can’t always expect to win. Before UA, you were the strongest because you just happened to be born with a powerful quirk. But now, you’re going to have to work to be the strongest. Got it?”
Kacchan stares at him, his eyes slightly wide. Then, he grits his teeth and turns away sharply, burning holes into the ground with his glare. Izuku sighs.
“I don’t really know what I’m doing either, you know?” He says, “I thought I could just rely on my quirk for everything, but I can’t. There’s a lot of stuff I don’t know yet and it is frustrating, but I’m willing to learn. Are you?”
“Of course I fucking am!” Kacchan snaps a little too loudly. A couple of classmates glance back at him from the group.
Izuku smiles. “Good.” He looks back at the screens, which show teams I and B getting ready in the battle building.
“Match two!” All Might announces a couple of minutes later, “Team B will be our heroes! And Team I will be the villains! Look alive, kids! Show us you’re the embodiment of good!” He falters. “Or evil! Let’s go!”
Izuku smothers a snort behind his hand. All Might is doing pretty good for his first day as a teacher, but he’s incredibly goofy at times. It’s even funnier to know that his classmates probably think it’s on purpose.
As soon as the buzzer sounds, Shoji steps into the building and spreads his multiple arms, listening for his opponents. Izuku thinks back to what Recovery Girl told him about quirk overuse. He supposes that would only apply to emitter-type quirks, but he wonders what would happen if one of Shoji’s extra limbs were cut off. Would it grow back? If not, would he still be able to replicate different body parts on whatever is left?
He should ask when he gets back.
After Shoji reports to Todoroki, he goes back outside. Murmurs of confusion ripple through the students. Izuku watches in awe as Todoroki places his right hand on the wall and freezes the entire building. Unfortunately, it also makes the monitor room very cold.
Under normal circumstances, his classmates might gape at Todoroki’s power. However, now they’re just too busy shivering.
Izuku steps closer to Kacchan, who thankfully tends to run warm.
“He did not cause any damage to his teammate or the nuclear weapon,” All Might says, his teeth chattering, “And on top of that, he weakened the enemy.”
Hagakure and Ojiro appear to be stuck, their feet frozen to the ground. Izuku feels a brief flash of concern over potential frostbite, but Todoroki uses his left hand to both claim the weapon and unfreeze the building.
“Hero team wins!” All Might declares.
Todoroki’s face remains impassive as he turns and leaves the building.
“Wow!” Sato exclaims.
Kamainari looks impressed, but a bit uneasy. “Man, what’s up with that quirk?”
“As expected of someone who got in through recommendations,” Asui comments.
Izuku tilts his head, watching Todoroki through the screen. From the recommendation exam, he knew Todoroki’s ice quirk was powerful, but this is a whole other level! His left side probably prevents him from getting from getting frostbite, while his right probably prevents him from overheating. But why does he keep his left side frozen? Wouldn’t that make it hard for him to use his fire, as well as reduce his mobility?
As soon as the teams return, Hagakure bounces over to him.
“Can you use your quirk on me?” She asks excitedly, “I wanna see it again! Also, my feet hurt!”
“It’s probably not that bad,” Ojiro says, approaching more calmly, but takes off his shoes anyway when Izuku gestures for him to do so.
It’s just some frostnip, so he uses his quirk. He can’t see Hagakure’s feet, but he assumes they look the same as Ojiro’s. They thank him once he’s done and he looks up at Todoroki, who’s standing a bit away from the group, gazing up at All Might impassively as he reviews their performance.
Once the teams for the next match leave, Izuku approaches him.
“Todoroki-kun!” He says, “I was just wondering- why do you keep your left side frozen?”
Todoroki narrows his eyes and Izuku immediately backpedals.
“I-I mean, I was just worried about frostbite!” He stammers, flailing his hands, “Even- Even though your left side would keep you warm- which, by the way, why doesn’t that just melt the ice? Wouldn’t keeping your left side frozen reduce your mobility? And make it hard for you to use your fire? And-”
“I don’t get frostbite,” Todoroki interrupts, his voice monotone.
“O-Oh…” Izuku squeaks, averting his gaze out of sheer embarrassment, “Right, er, that’s good.” He notices that Todoroki didn’t answer any of his other questions and looks like he has no intention to. Still, Izuku gets the feeling that he shouldn’t ask.
“Erm…”
“Your friend looks upset.” Todoroki’s face doesn’t change, but his eyes slide past Izuku.
The greenette glances over his shoulder to see Kacchan glaring daggers at Todoroki. He lets out a shaky sigh of relief. An angry Kacchan he can deal with. A cold, emotionless Todoroki however? He has no idea how to deal with that.
“Er, right. Thanks- I mean, I’ll see you later?” Izuku turns away before he can see Todoroki’s reaction, his face burning as he scampers back over to Kacchan.
“What’d that fucker want?” His friend growls.
Izuku just covers his face with his hands and not-so-subtly tries to hide behind Kacchan. “Nothing,” he groans, “I’m just awkward.”
The rest of the matches go on with relative ease. Izuku soon forgets his embarrassment and watches the screens with rapt attention, trying to learn as much as he can about his classmates’ quirks. There aren’t any more injuries for him to heal, although Aoyama tearfully asks him if he’s able to heal his cape that Ashido accidentally burns.
The class takes up most of their afternoon, so all there’s left to do afterwards is change out of their costumes and return to homeroom. He’s already thinking about his lesson with Recovery Girl as he walks back to the classroom. A few of the other students are enthusiastically discussing the training, but Izuku doesn’t pay much mind to them. At least, not until the final bell rings and Ashido stops him from grabbing his bag.
“Midori-kun!” She grins. “Don’t leave just yet!”
“Eh?” He asks in confusion, slightly unnerved by her gaze.
“I can call you Midori-kun, right?” She asks, “I have a feeling we’re gonna be great friends!”
“Oh, um-”
“I’m Kirishima Ejirou!” Kirishima seemingly pops up out of nowhere. “We’re all going over the training right now.”
“I’m Sero Hanta!”
“I’m Aoyama Yu-”
“I’m Ashido Mina!”
“I’m Sato!”
“I-I know!” He stammers, “I mean, I heard. During the training. From All Might?” He rapidly loses confidence as he continues to talk.
Thankfully, his classmates don’t seem to mind his awkwardness.
“I’ve never met a healer before!” Ashido says, “It’s super cool that you get to be in the same class as us!”
“Are you ever going to join a training lesson?” Kaminari asks, but Sero punches him in the shoulder lightly.
“No, silly, he’s a healer! Healers don’t fight.”
“A-actually, I do,” he says, trying to keep his voice steady, “Um, I’ve been taking self-defense classes since I was ten…"
Somehow Ashido’s eyes sparkle even more. “You know martial arts?!?” She squeals and Izuku nods. “So cool! I love martial arts! Where do you train?”
Her intense energy makes Izuku struggle to find his words. “Oh, um…”
“Why do you need to know how to fight?” Sero tilts his head.
“So you are going to be training with us?” Kaminari asks.
“Uh- um, yes, but not on days when we’re supposed to use our quirks for direct combat,” Izuku manages to stammer, “I’ll stay on the sidelines for that.” To Sero, he says, “Healers need to know how to fight because they’re sometimes put in dangerous situations, especially for combat medics.”
“Combat medics?” Sato asks.
Izuku nods. “Yeah, like if-if they join a rescue team, or sometimes I think they follow heroes when they fight big battles and are on standby for injuries, but they’re technically out on an active battlefield then, so-”
“Wow!” Kirishima exclaims, “I’ve never thought about all this stuff. I just figured healers stayed in the hero agencies or something. Do you-”
“Oi!”
They all turn to see Kacchan glaring at them, having just put his costume back in its case slot. He stomps over to them huffily.
“Quit hounding him, idiots!” He snaps, shouldering his way to Izuku, “He doesn’t have time to answer your shitty questions!”
He grabs Izuku’s arm and pulls, but Izuku protests. “Wait, yes I do!”
Kacchan stops and glares at him. “Don’t you have a lesson with Recovery Girl or something?” He sneers.
“You have after school lessons too?” Kaminari gives him a pitiful look. “Yikes, that’s rough.”
At the mention of Recovery Girl, Izuku perks up. “Yeah, I do! Which reminds me…” He turns away from Kacchan and says, “One of the things she told me to find out today was how my classmates’ quirks affect them when they’re overused.”
His classmates brighten.
“My brain short-circuits and I get really dumb for a while,” Kaminari says, looking way too proud.
“My acid starts to eat away at my skin!”
“My hardness gets hard to keep up after a while!”
“I get really sleepy after I use my quirk! Oh, and the sugar also makes me kind of dumb.”
“My stomach hurts if I shoot my laser for more than a second.” Aoyama winks. “So it’s a good thing you can grow me a new one if my stomach ever collapses.”
The mental image makes the conversation falter for a moment, everyone just staring at the sparkly boy in shock and mild disgust.
Then, Kacchan grumbles, “I’m pretty sure I saw Round-Face puke her guts out after the entrance exam.”
Izuku frowns. “Round-Face?”
“Hey!” Uraraka snaps from across the room.
Iida suddenly starts shouting at a boy named Tokayami for sitting on one of the desks, which grabs all of their attention for a few moments. Kacchan tugs at Izuku’s wrist again.
“Right, well, I do actually have to go,” he says apologetically.
“No worries!” Kirishima says.
Asui’s head pops out from behind him. “If you would like, Midoriya-chan, we can go around writing down how our quirks affect us and give it to you tomorrow, ribbit.”
Izuku protests, not wanting to trouble them all, but they take to the idea eagerly.
“Don’t worry about it, Midoriya-kun!”
“Anything to help out our class healer!”
“It’ll help us get to know each other better, too!”
He thanks everybody profusely as Kacchan drags him out of the classroom, huffing in annoyance. They don’t talk much as they walk to the infirmary, Izuku still reeling from the interaction. When he opens the door, he’s surprised to see that Recovery Girl isn’t alone.
A boy with smooth blond hair is sitting on the bed, complaining quite loudly about the pain he’s in. Recovery Girl looks mildly annoyed.
Kacchan takes one glance at the scene before turning away with a snort. “Have fun with that, Zuku.”
Izuku sighs as he walks away and steps into the infirmary.
“Ah, Midoriya-kun, perfect timing,” Recovery Girl says as soon as she notices him, “Come on over.”
“Who are you?” The blond boy asks, seeming unimpressed.
“Midoriya Izuku,” he replies, glancing between the boy and his mentor, “Are you alright?”
“Apparently, one of his classmates chopped him on the head,” Recovery Girl says, her tone dry. Izuku’s lip twitches.
“Kendou-san doesn’t understand a joke when she hears one,” the boy gripes.
Recovery Girl stifles a sigh and looks at him. “Basically, he has a headache. How would you heal him?”
Surprised, Izuku hesitantly replies, “With my quirk…?”
“No, just ice it and give him a couple of painkillers,” she says bluntly, “Now that you’re in the hero course you’re going to be dealing with injuries bigger than scrapes and bruises. You should learn how to spend your energy wisely and don’t use your quirk unnecessarily, especially on minor injuries that will typically go away in a day.”
Izuku thinks back to the burns on Uraraka’s arms. Usually minor injuries aren’t too taxing on him, but if he heals a lot of them they eventually take a toll. If he had to heal Uraraka’s injury after healing a bunch of minor ones, he imagines he’d be very tired afterwards.
He nods. “Okay, that makes sense.”
Recovery Girl looks at him expectantly and he jumps, quickly going over to the mini-fridge and taking out an ice pack. As he presses it to the blond boy’s head, he asks, “What’s your name?”
“Monoma Neito,” the boy replies, eyeing him up and down, “Are you a nurse or something?”
Amused, Izuku says, “I’m a healer. Or, well, I’m going to be. Recovery Girl is training me to become one.”
“She said you were in the hero course.”
“Yeah, I’m in class 1-A,” he explains, “I’ll join some of their hero lessons, but whenever they involve direct combat with quirks I’ll be on the sidelines in case anyone gets hurt.”
Monoma’s face twists into something indecipherable. “You’re in class 1-A? How come they get a healer and we don’t?”
“Huh?” Izuku looks at him in confusion.
“I’m in class 1-B,” Monoma says, “How come 1-A’s getting special treatment?”
“Oh, no, they’re not, I just-”
Recovery Girl interrupts him by slapping something into Monoma’s hand. “Go to the water fountain outside and take these,” she says, “You can keep the ice pack.”
Monoma blinks down at the pills in his hand. Recovery Girl ushers him out of the infirmary soon after and turns to Izuku with a huff.
“I’ll tell you something, Midoriya-kun,” she says, “There are two types of heroes you’ll encounter. Those that try to act tough and hide their injuries, and those that complain nonstop about every little thing.” She sounds so annoyed that Izuku can’t help but laugh.
“Aw, come on, he didn’t seem that bad,” he teases.
His mentor huffs again before asking how his day went. He tells her about the combat training and how cool his costume is. He also describes with detail how he got the fabric out of Uraraka’s burn before he healed her.
She looks impressed. “I’m glad I didn’t have to teach you that myself. I’m sure by now you’ve realized why I’m having you learn traditional methods first.” He nods and she gestures to one of the beds. “Your quirk is powerful, Midoriya-kun, but all quirks have limitations. What would happen if you healed a broken bone without taking an x-ray first?”
He gets the feeling that she already knows how he’ll respond, but he still says, “It might heal wrong. I mean, if it’s a bad enough break that I’ll need to set it first…”
Recovery Girl nods and smiles. “And I’ll teach you how to do all of that. How to take an x-ray, how to set a bone- I’m glad that you had the foresight to remove the fabric from that young lady’s burn before healing it. Wounds that are dealt with incorrectly often result in surgery being needed.”
Izuku suddenly becomes nervous. “Will I need to learn how to do surgery too?” He doesn’t know if he can handle that much gore. Even Uraraka’s burn was hard to look at.
Recovery Girl notices his discomfort. “Don’t worry, I’ll definitely be saving that for later. No way will I be teaching a first-year how to operate on a human being.”
Izuku lets out a sigh of relief and his mentor beckons him closer, grabbing a chart from her desk. She takes him through the list of students that she treated today, which isn’t many since it’s only the second day of school. She asks him how he would have treated them before telling him how she did. It kind of feels like a pop quiz, but she doesn’t get upset when he says something incorrect. He’s grateful for her patience and afterwards he tells her about his classmates’ quirks. He tries to remember what he can about what a few of them told him about how their quirks affect them, but eventually he just reassures her that they’ll write down that information later.
“Don’t worry about it,” Recovery Girl says, “Geez, you like to rush, don’t you? Trust me when I say that you’ve already done more than I expected you to. It’s not bad to be an overachiever, but I don’t want you to get so worked up over thinking that you haven’t done enough.”
Izuku takes a deep breath and nods. He can’t help wanting to learn as much as he can as soon as he can. It’s hard to take things slow- he wants to be a healer already! He wants to fix All Might’s injury!
Recovery Girl gets his attention again. “Now, how ‘bout you tell me how you think you treat each of your classmates’ quirk overuse?”
For the first time in his life, Katsuki lost a fight.
The foreign yet distinctly recognizable feeling of failure that he hasn’t felt in a long while returns now, and it only fuels the burning rage within his chest.
He glares heatedly at the ground, slouching against the wall as he sulks in the hallway outside of the infirmary. His blood boils with anger and humiliation as he recalls the shit-show that was their first hero lesson. He can’t believe he had been taken down so easily! No, taken down isn’t even the right word! It was hardly even a fight in the first place- if it was, he would’ve turned both of those bitches into mincemeat! He was going to, but they- fuck- they got him first, and he was about to say ‘fuck it’ and blow their asses up anyway, just to wipe that triumphant look off their faces and make sure they damn well knew this didn’t mean they won, but then Zuku called out to him with that tone and Katsuki begrudgingly backed off- solely because Zuku sounded like he was going to get his panties in a bunch if he didn’t and Katsuki didn’t want to deal with that.
But damn, those bitches! Especially that Ponytail chick- she nearly fucking blinded him! He had been expecting her to have some tricks up her sleeve. After all, she’d gotten a better score than him during Aizawa’s quirk assessment test, and Zuku mentioned that she was one of the other students that got in through recommendation, so surely she must have some level of skill. And she sure as hell proved it.
What the fuck was her quirk- some sort of object creation quirk? Where the hell did she get that shield and those flash grenades from? Whatever, it doesn’t matter- he underestimated her. He underestimated that round-faced chick too. He’d caught a glimpse of her puking her guts out earlier during the entrance exam and immediately dismissed her as weak, instead seizing up Ponytail as the bigger threat and deciding to focus on going after her, but then Round Face surprised him by appearing out of nowhere and sending him flying into a fucking wall!
And it’s not just them, either. He’d underestimated all of his other classmates too. When he’d seen that Half n’ Half guy freeze the entire building, it felt like his own blood had been frozen as well. All he could do was stare at the screen in awe as the guy single-handedly defeated his two opponents, something he failed to do, in mere seconds.
This was Todoroki Shouto. Katsuki recognized him of course. This was the son of Endeavor, the son of the number two hero. A recommendation student, just like Ponytail girl, and just like her, he already scored higher than Katsuki during the quirk assessment test. This was his competition, this was the real deal.
Faced with such blatant, immense power, Katsuki had been momentarily stunned to find that… he couldn’t see himself defeating someone like him.
The blond clenches his jaw. His heartbeat flutters like a bird’s wing in his chest as he ducks his head, squeezing his eyes shut. Damn it. Damn it! No! This is the real deal! UA is the best of the best! That’s what Zuku was trying to tell him, wasn’t it? To not feel bad about it, because he can’t always expect to win now that he’s up against people that are strong too… right?
Katsuki swallows heavily. Zuku… What must he think of him? To see Katsuki, the one who’s supposed to protect him, to keep him safe, lose a fight. In all their lives, he’s never seen him lose- what must be going through his mind? Surprise? A flicker of doubt? Is he thinking, perhaps... maybe he’s not good enough then?
Katsuki chases away the thought with a wordless snarl, but it’s followed by another thought. A memory- the one of watching all of their classmates’ matches, feeling the hard knot in his chest growing by the second, then glancing over to see Zuku’s awe-struck expression, eyes sparkling in obvious excitement at the sight of such powerful quirks. Recognizing that look. He knows that look. He knows that look, because even to this day Zuku still holds a healthy admiration for his quirk- because he knows damn well how great it is- and he can always make those eyes twinkle by doing something particularly flashy.
But now those eyes are turning elsewhere.
Katsuki’s fists curl. A brief flash of fear brushes against his heart beating rapidly within the cage of his chest. He grits his teeth.
Fuck that. Fuck that. UA’s the best of the best? Well then he’ll be better than the best! He made the mistake of allowing himself to get too comfortable around the weak-ass losers in his junior high, but there’s no time to fuck around anymore. He’s in UA now, All Might’s goddamn alma mater. Zuku may have been right about him being surrounded by people with strong quirks, but he was dead wrong about them being on even ground with him. He’s going to kick ass during training, show all these extras just how strong he is, then he’ll leave this place and everyone in his dust and become the greatest hero anyone’s ever seen!
And he’ll be the best damn hero for Zuku! The only one worthy enough to protect him!
The familiar burn of determination returns, filling his chest and overshadowing the unwelcome feelings of fear and failure. Katsuki straightens up, taking a deep breath through his nose as he clenches and unclenches his fists. There. That’s better. Anger and determination- this he can deal with.
The door to the infirmary suddenly slides open, making him flinch. He glances over in surprise, but it’s not Zuku. Of course it’s not, it’s far too early, his lesson just began only twenty minutes ago.
Instead a girl walks out, an upperclassmen. Katsuki thinks he might’ve seen her walk in earlier. She doesn’t have a scratch on her now, and she looks a lot happier than she did before. Of course she does. She just saw Zuku. Katsuki can hear the muffled sound of his bright voice from inside the infirmary, followed by familiar, bubbly laugh just before the door slides shut again.
The fear flicks at his heart again.
Katsuki swallows, throat impossibly dry. Clenching his jaw, he turns back to his phone with a scowl and pushes all thoughts of the day’s events out of his mind, stubbornly ignoring the lingering hint of fear in his chest that refuses to be snuffed out.
Izuku leaves the infirmary a lot later than he did yesterday. Even though he didn’t do much healing today, he’s still pretty tired after the long, exciting day he had. He finds Kacchan sitting against the wall in the hallway, playing on his phone while he waits.
“Why didn’t you go back to the classroom?” Izuku asks as they walk to the train station, “You could have chatted with our classmates instead of just being bored in the hallway.”
“I wasn’t bored,” Kacchan grumbles, but says nothing else.
Izuku glances at his friend, frowning slightly. The explosive blond almost looks like he’s pouting as he trudges onward, his brows furrowed and his eyes on the ground. Hmm, he must still be upset about losing to Yaoyorozu and Uraraka.
However, Izuku already gave him a talk and he’s kind of too tired to think of another one.
So instead he just sighs and leans his head against Kacchan’s shoulder while they wait for their train to arrive. Kacchan glances at him, but stays quiet. He doesn’t say a word the entire way home, and as more time passes Izuku starts to get a bit concerned. Kacchan isn’t usually one to keep his thoughts to himself. He’s not exactly the quiet type.
Before he steps onto his porch, Izuku opens his mouth to speak, but instead Kacchan interrupts him by saying, “If you ask if I’m alright, I’m gonna kick your ass.”
Izuku knows he doesn’t really mean it, but he snaps his mouth shut anyways. He and Kacchan watch each other for a long moment before the latter huffs.
With a determined gleam in his eyes, Kacchan straightens up and declares, “I’m just getting started, you hear? I don’t give a shit about what happened today- I’m still gonna become the number one hero! So you better keep your eyes on me!”
His words are unabashedly confident, like he doesn’t have an ounce of doubt in his body that that is his future, no matter what anyone else has to say about it, and Izuku doesn’t expect anything less from him. He’s so blatantly brash and arrogant, and after his behavior in today’s hero lesson Izuku should really be more chastising, but still he finds himself smiling.
He nods.
“I’ll look forward to it.”
Notes:
*pokes head out* so what did you think of Izuku's healer costume? Is it okay in the middle of the chapter like that? It's not exactly a scenic drawing, but I thought it'd be good for you guys to know what his costume looks like as you read the chapter. Speaking of, what'd you think of the chapter? Tell me, tell me, I love your thoughts!
Also
Lots of ART this chapter! Not only do you get the ref, which you can see here on Tumblr and Insta
BUT you also get an extra piece of art from me featuring Izuku and Recovery Girl with Izuku's hair in a bun and wearing a lab coat just like his beloved mentor! Tumblr and Insta
AND my WONDERFUL beta reader lunarapals surprised me this week with her own drawing of Izuku in his healer costume and I ADORE it go check it out HERE!!!!!
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That's all for today folks! See ya Tuesday!
Next chapter, Todoroki's face is introduced to the floor :)
Chapter 10: The Frenzy
Notes:
Sup, welcome back! Just wanted to mention real quick that the wonderful Just Rachel drew ART for the scene in chapter 7 in which Todoroki and Izuku meet for the first time. I highly recommend checking it out, it's super cute!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day, UA is surrounded.
Izuku and Kacchan stare out at the crowd of reporters swarming around the entrance of the school, shoving a microphone into the face of every student that tries to enter.
“Er, I guess they heard that All Might is teaching here,” Izuku says uncertainly.
Kacchan just lets out a very annoyed huff. He doesn’t make a move, but his eyes are roaming over the mob, analyzing and searching for weaknesses. Izuku shifts uneasily.
“So… how are we gonna-”
Kacchan suddenly grabs him by the arm and starts dragging him toward the crowd. A reporter notices them and immediately shoves a microphone at them.
“You!” She demands, “How are All Might’s classes-”
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!” Kacchan roars. It’s startling enough for the reporter to jump backwards in surprise. Kacchan proceeds to bulldoze his way through the mass of people, loudly snapping at anyone who tries to shove a camera in his face. Izuku, for once, is actually grateful to be dragged behind his friend. They make it through the crowd fairly quickly and Izuku is only a couple of minutes late for his meeting with Recovery Girl.
“Tsk!” His mentor rolls her eyes. “I don’t know how Toshinori-san deals with those vultures all the time! Has he said anything to you?”
Izuku shakes his head. “No, not today. He texted me after I went home yesterday, but that was mostly just to ask what I thought of his teaching.”
“And what did you think of his teaching?”
He ponders about it for a moment, trying to find the right words. “I think… he has a lot that he can teach us, but…” He smiles and shrugs. “He’s All Might, you know?”
Recovery Girl huffs and turns to her desk, saying, “Well, you don’t have to worry about him today. You don’t have a hero lesson but you have PE, which Aizawa-san will be teaching. And before you ask, yes, you will be participating.” Izuku closes his mouth. “It’ll be a quirkless sparring lesson, so you’ll get a chance to show what you learned in that self-defense class you mentioned.”
Izuku perks up. Finally, something he can join in on.
His morning classes seem to take forever today. In the past few months, he hasn’t gone to as many self-defense classes as he had before, mostly because he’s just been so busy studying for the recommendation test or schoolwork or Recovery Girl. And now that he’s in UA, he’s completely dropped out of Kimura’s class, one, because he simply won’t have any time to attend her after school lessons on top of Recovery Girl’s, and two, because he’ll be learning even more about fighting in UA.
So, it’s been a while since he’s had a good sparring session. He’s excited to train with his classmates, but part of him is worried that perhaps he’s gotten a bit rusty. He doesn’t want to embarrass himself- he wants to show that he’s strong even though he doesn’t have a combative quirk.
“Quit fucking muttering, Zuku!” Kacchan growls.
Izuku snaps out of his thoughts and smiles apologetically. They’re on their way to the cafeteria for lunch, although he thinks he might be too nervous to eat.
Kacchan gives him a look. “You’ve been acting all weird and fidgety since you checked in with Recovery Girl. Is it something about one of our lessons later?” He frowns. “We don’t have any hero classes, just PE. What’s so bad about PE?”
Izuku wrings his hands. “You know I can’t say, Kacchan,” he sighs. As Recovery Girl’s apprentice, he’s privy to information that other students don’t know, whether it be about each other or their future classes. Just things that he needs to be aware of, like All Might’s injury or certain students’ allergies or a lesson that he needs to be prepared for in advance. But he can’t just go telling that information to anyone who asks!
Katuski grumbles under his breath and Izuku hastens to reassure him. “It’s nothing bad, though! You know me, I get nervous about everything!”
His friend snorts and thankfully drops it. He leads the way into the cafeteria and while they’re waiting in line for food, Izuku glances around.
For the past couple of days, he and Kacchan have been eating lunch by themselves, either finding an empty table or sitting with some upperclassmen that ignore them. But now that they’re more familiar with their classmates, Izuku wants to go sit with them.
He spots Iida and Uraraka sitting at a table together and starts walking over to them once he gets his food. As soon as Kacchan realizes where they’re heading, he immediately stops and scowls.
“Hell no!”
Izuku sighs and Kacchan starts roughly nudging him away with his shoulder. “Kacchan…”
“I’m not sitting with Four-Eyes,” the blond growls, “And I sure as hell am not going to eat with Round-Face. He’s annoying as fuck and she fucking threw me into a wall.”
“Well, technically your explosions did that…” Kacchan glares daggers at him and he swallows. “But alright, fine, we won’t sit with Iida-kun and Uraraka-san.”
He glances around the cafeteria and spots Todoroki and Yaoyorozu sitting at a table in the corner. He perks up.
“What about Todoroki-kun and Yaoyorozu-san?”
Kacchan raises an eyebrow, clearly not remembering their names, and turns to follow his gaze. His scowl deepens.
“Bitch nearly blinded me-” Izuku rolls his eyes “-And you act weird around fucking Icyhot.”
“No, I don’t,” Izuku says, then recalls that awkward moment with Todoroki yesterday and sighs. “Fine, fine, how about… Kirishima-kun?” He spots the red-haired boy sitting with Kaminari, Ashido, and Sero.
Kacchan pauses and huffs, “Shitty Hair.” Izuku’s patience is about to snap, but then the blond shrugs. “Fine, whatever.”
Izuku blinks in surprise. ‘Fine, whatever’? Wow, Kacchan must really like Kirishima! When did they become friends? How did he not notice?
Kacchan scowls at his stunned silence. “Well, are we gonna sit with them or what?”
Izuku nods rapidly and leads the way. Kirishima grins at him when they approach.
“Hi, guys! Do you mind if Kacchan and I join you?”
“Of course, man, no problem!”
Izuku makes sure that Kacchan ends up sitting next to Kirishima while he takes a seat next to Ashido. This is the first time that Kacchan has actually seemed to want to hang out with a particular person other than him and Izuku is going to foster this new friendship as best as he can!
“Hey, Midoriya-kun,” Kirishima says, handing him a piece of paper, “We got that list that we were talking about yesterday.”
Izuku looks down at the paper and to his delight he sees information about his classmates’ quirks’ drawbacks, written down in various handwriting. He reads what is no doubt Yaoyorozu’s neat handwriting and nearly smacks himself in the face. Of course she’s susceptible to malnourishment! She can’t create things out of nothing- oh, but it’s so cool that she can transform the molecular structure of her fat! He’ll be sure to keep some extra nutritional bars in his medical pouch.
In fact, as his eyes roam over the list, he realizes he can add a lot of things to his bag to help out his classmates. Some sugary candies for Sato, some anti-nausea pills for Uraraka- oh, maybe he can find something that’ll help strengthen the lining of Aoyama’s stomach? He’ll have to ask Recovery Girl later.
Looking back up at Kirishima, he grins. “Thanks, Kirishima-kun!”
Kirishima flashes him a toothy grin and scratches the back of his head. “No problem! It was actually kind of cool getting to hear about everyone’s quirks.”
“Hey, we helped too!” Ashido pouts and Kaminari nods.
Amused, Izuku smiles and thanks them too. Ashido immediately blushes and waves him off while Kaminari lifts his chin proudly and drawls, “Ah, it’s no big deal.”
Kacchan snaps his chopsticks in half.
Lunch with the three of them is very entertaining, much more so that sitting alone with Kacchan is. Izuku spends so much time laughing at Kaminari’s antics that his food is cold by the time he remembers to eat. Even Kacchan is amused, although he hides it underneath gruff annoyance.
Finally, after lunch if over, it’s time for their PE class. Aizawa tells them nothing except to change into their training uniforms and meet him in Gym Gamma. If Izuku’s classmates notice his obvious excitement, they don’t mention it.
Gym Gamma is a huge and spacious building. When they walk inside, they see numerous blue mats rolled out across the floor. Aizawa stands in front of them with his usual blank-yet-judgemental expression.
“We’re going to be doing sparring lessons today,” he says. Everyone starts to cheer, but then he adds, “Without your quirks.”
“Woooo- wait, wha?”
Aizawa blinks slowly, somehow looking very tired despite the fact that they haven’t even started yet. “Before you can learn how to fight properly with your quirks,” he says, “You’re gonna need to become good at fighting without them. Most of you guys have emitter-type quirks. Now imagine if you came across a villain with a quirk like mine.” A few students shudder. “Your quirk can only take you so far, and relying heavily on it will only hold you back. What you need is to build a solid foundation before you can start applying your quirk to your battle skills.”
Some of his classmates seem a bit miffed that they don’t get to use their quirks, but Aizawa’s explanation is logical enough to appease most of them. He has them separate into two groups, those who claim to have experience in hand-to-hand combat and those who have none.
Kacchan and Izuku, of course, go to the experienced group. Todoroki and Yaoyorozu join them too, along with Ashido, Kirishima, Iida, and- to Izuku’s mild surprise- Ojiro.
“Alright,” Aizawa says, “You’re gonna split off into random pairs and begin sparring. This is just so I can evaluate your skill levels and see where each of you is at, so there’s no need to use excessive force.” He sends a pointed look at Kacchan, who huffs. “You’ll fight for about twenty minutes, or however long it takes for me to assess all of you. Afterwards, I’ll spend the rest of the class demonstrating real fighting moves.”
Kacchan moves to partner up with Izuku, but apparently Aizawa is the one that’s going to decide who their partners are. Kacchan ends up getting paired with Kirishima, Yaoyorozu with Ashido, Iida with Ojiro, and Izuku with… Todoroki.
The bi-colored boy turns his cold gaze at him and Izuku sweatdrops.
Well, shit.
As the groups disperse into pairs, he hears someone whisper behind him, “Geez, isn’t it a little unfair to pair up the strongest in the class with the healer?”
“I know right? Hopefully, he’ll go easy on him…”
The voices sound like they belong to Kaminari and Sero, but that hardly matters. Izuku’s mind freezes.
They’re... underestimating him.
Kacchan keeps casting him sharp glances as Kirishima leads him away and Todoroki falls into a fighting stance that definitely looks a bit lax and oh my God they are totally underestimating him!
Indignance pricks at his heart. A very Kacchan-sounding voice in the back of his head snarls, “Well fuck that!”
Aizawa tells them to start, but Izuku doesn’t move. Instead, he remains in the stance that Kimura taught him, muscle memory coming back to him despite his recent lack of training. He watches Todoroki, who eyes him up and down, realizing that Izuku won’t be making the first move. Izuku takes a deep breath, keeping alert for any signs of an oncoming attack and-
Todoroki steps with his right foot before he punches.
It’s a common hint, one of the first things that Kimura taught him to keep an eye out for. A proper stance is the foundation of a strong attack, so you can anticipate a person’s movements by watching their feet. And Izuku knows the perfect counter attack.
While Todoroki swings with his left arm, Izuku ducks under his fist and darts forward, aiming a punch at the boy’s ribs as he steps past him. It takes Todoroki by surprise, but when he tries to turn and face Izuku again, he jams his elbow into Todoroki’s temple. Hard. Probably harder than he should have, but he doesn’t give himself time to feel bad. As soon as Todoroki stumbles from the blow, Izuku grabs his wrist, aims a kick at the back of his knees, and pins him to the ground with his arm twisted behind his back.
It’s a quick takedown, probably not taking more than ten seconds.
Silence fills the gym.
Izuku keeps his attention on Todoroki beneath him, watching him for any signs of movement. So when someone bursts out in loud, obnoxious laughter, it startles him.
Head whipping up, he instantly flushes when he realizes that everyone is staring at him with wide eyes. Well, everyone except for Kacchan, who is too busy laughing his ass off next to Kirishima.
“Dude…”
“Did he just…?”
“Holy fuck!” Kaminari exclaims.
Even Aizawa seems mildly surprised, although he glares at Kaminari for cussing. Meanwhile, Yaoyorozu gives him an impressed look and Ashido flashes him a grin. Izuku’s face turns red under the attention.
Below him comes Todoroki’s muffled voice, “Can I get up now?”
“Right!” Izuku squeaks, jumping off of him. Todoroki peels himself off the mat and Izuku winces at the red mark on his cheek from being pressed against it. “Sorry- er, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hit you so hard!”
There’s a bruise blooming on the other boy’s temple and shit, now Izuku feels really bad.
“It’s fine,” Todoroki grunts, steadying himself.
Aizawa sighs and calls out, “Good job, Midoriya-kun. But please try to avoid giving your partner a concussion. That goes for all of you.” He briefly fixes the other students with a hard look. Before he turns away, he says, “And Todoroki-kun.” The boy glances up and Aizawa smirks slightly. “Don’t underestimate your opponent based on their quirk.”
Izuku can’t help it- he smiles and ducks his head. Todoroki looks a bit disgruntled but nods.
“Alright, back to work, brats.”
Izuku turns back to Todoroki and they both fall into fighting stances. In the corner of his eye, he sees Kacchan finally compose himself and face Kirishima, but he still has a grin on his face. Izuku focuses on Todoroki when he moves to attack.
And damn Todoroki’s fighting for real now.
Not that Izuku’s upset that he’s finally being taken seriously, but after the third time in a row he gets knocked on his ass, he starts to feel just a smidge of regret.
Todoroki is an extremely skilled fighter. His movements indicate experience, and he’s got the muscle to back up his attacks. Fighting him would be fun if it wasn’t also painful. Even so, he can tell that the other boy is pulling his punches. Not exactly holding back, just putting less power than he could behind his blows, probably so he doesn’t seriously hurt Izuku since this is training.
After the fifth time he’s beaten, Izuku starts to give Todoroki a run for his money. His fighting style is so different from Kacchan’s that it throws him off a bit at first, but once he gets used to it, the fights start lasting longer. He still loses the majority of them, which is frustrating, but at least he doesn’t go down too easily. It’s always worth it to see the look on Todoroki’s face whenever he manages to beat the other boy.
Whenever he’s not laser-focused on his partner, he takes note of his other classmates’ sparring sessions. Ashido is faring surprisingly well against Yaoyorozu, and Iida and Ojiro seem to be evenly matched too. He noticed Kacchan getting knocked down by Kirishima during the first few rounds, but that’s probably because he was trying to simultaneously keep an eye on Izuku. Now he’s doing much better against Kirishima, but the wins are a solid 60/40 in his favor, so the redhead isn’t doing too bad himself.
Izuku pays for his distraction by getting his feet swiped from under him.
Time passes and as they continue to spar, Izuku starts to notice one of his own weaknesses. Usually, sparring in Kimura’s class doesn’t last too long. They’ll go a few rounds, then take a break or switch partners. But they’ve been at this consistently for nearly twenty minutes now and Izuku’s stamina is rapidly draining. He’s panting heavily, his clothes are drenched in sweat, and his curls are starting to escape from his ponytail.
For what feels like the hundredth time, Izuku gets knocked to the ground, but, for some reason, Todoroki doesn’t just let gravity do the work like he usually does. The next thing Izuku knows, there’s hands on his wrists and a heavy weight pinning him down and holy shit Todoroki’s face is really really close now-
Todoroki stares down at him with narrowed eyes. His skin is flushed and he’s panting slightly, but his gaze is unwavering. His heterochromatic eyes are gazing down at him with such intensity that it makes Izuku’s breath catch. A flush creeps up his neck as he stares back up at Todoroki with wide eyes.
Izuku feels like a butterfly pinned to a board, wings spread for the other to see. His heart threatens to beat out of his chest as he wiggles his hands experimentally, but it’s clear Todoroki has no inclination to allow him any kind of movement. The grip on his wrists is like iron.
Izuku gulps.
Todoroki may be cold, but his eyes burn.
For a few tense moments, they stare at each other. Both panting, both high on adrenaline. Todoroki’s bangs fall into his face as he looks down at him. Izuku has no idea what the hell is going on, but something in Todoroki’s eyes slowly turns… curious. He probably wouldn’t even notice it if he wasn’t so close to the other boy’s face.
Finally, Todoroki speaks.
“Not bad.” His voice is low. “Who trained you?”
Izuku can barely form a coherent thought right now. Todoroki’s intense eyes practically erase his ability to think.
“Huh?” Comes his intelligent reply.
Todoroki stares at him for another moment. The grip on his wrists flexes. He opens his mouth-
“Alright, everyone, that’s enough.”
Aizawa’s voice cuts through the tension like a knife.
Todoroki blinks and looks up at Aizawa as he tells everybody where to gather for his demonstration. As soon as the other boy’s gaze is off of him, Izuku lets out a huge sigh of relief. He almost feels dizzy.
“Er,” he asks weakly, “Can I get up now?”
Todoroki looks back down at him and seems to just realize that he’s still pinning him down. “Oh.” He gets off. “Sorry.”
Izuku clambers to his feet, ignoring how his legs suddenly feel shaky. Todoroki stands back and watches him carefully.
Laughing breathlessly, Izuku says, “You’re a really good fighter, Todoroki-kun.”
He hardly reacts. “Thanks,” he says, then asks again, “Who trained you?”
“Huh?” Izuku blinks, recalling Todoroki’s previous question. “Oh, uh, I took self-defense classes with a woman named Kimura Aki. Um, since I was ten, but I stopped recently.”
It doesn’t seem to be the answer Todoroki was looking for, but after a moment the other boy nods and turns to join their classmates, who are gathering in a group in front of Aizawa. Izuku hastens to walk by his side.
“Who trained you?” He asks, hoping to strike up a conversation.
Todoroki’s eyes narrow and he suddenly becomes nervous. Did he say something wrong? Is it a touchy subject or…?
He almost thinks Todoroki won’t respond, but eventually the other boy huffs, “My father.”
His father… Izuku’s mind flashes back to the tall, intimidating man covered in his own flames. Of course Endeavor would be the one to train Todoroki. He’s the son of the number two hero, why would he need to train with anyone else?
But the way Todoroki just replied… he didn’t sound very proud. If Izuku didn’t know any better, he’d say his tone was almost… resentful. Maybe they don’t get along too well? He can’t imagine training with a man as terrifying as Endeavor would be very fun…
They reach the group quickly and Izuku sits down next to Kacchan. He hears Todoroki sit down close by.
As Aizawa starts demonstrating some basic forms for the less experienced students, Izuku has trouble focusing. There’s something nagging at the edge of his mind, something he can’t quite grasp. He feels Kacchan watching him out of the corner of his eye.
“You alright?” His friend asks in a low tone, “Did that IcyHot fucker rough you up too much?”
“No…” Izuku trails off, glancing to his right.
Todoroki is sitting a couple of feet away from him, watching Aizawa with a blank gaze. His left side is facing Izuku.
Green eyes land on a blotchy red scar.
For some reason, Izuku feels his stomach sink.
“Zuku…?” Kacchan questions.
“Nothing,” he murmurs, turning away from Todoroki. He doesn’t meet his friend’s gaze. “I’m just… awkward.”
Later that night, Izuku goes on the computer and researches everything he can about burn scars.
There’s even more press at the entrance of UA the next day.
Kacchan grits his teeth and Izuku sighs tiredly. He stayed up a bit too late last night with homework and reading for Recovery Girl and that... thing about Todoroki’s scar. Ever since their sparring session, he’s just had a lot on his mind. No solid ideas or theories or anything, just his mind overreacting as usual.
It also doesn’t help that he’s still sore from yesterday. Recovery Girl offered to heal his bruises during their lesson but he politely declined. It’s been a while since he’s felt the ache of a good spar. No need to worry about some sore muscles- sure, it’ll prevent him from using his quirk, but he’s focusing on traditional healing methods anyway.
Still, he’s not too inclined to take on a crowd of reporters again when he’s not feeling one-hundred percent.
“Alright, bitches,” Kacchan growls, cracking his knuckles, “Time for round two.”
He grabs Izuku again and starts shrieking at the reporters as he enters the mob, but it’s a lot harder this time. There’s twice as many people and cameras than yesterday and everyone seems to be even more determined to interview students. Izuku is finding it hard to follow Kacchan despite the fact that he’s practically being dragged along.
Suddenly, a hand clasps around his wrist and yanks him back. Yelping, he stumbles and Kacchan’s hand loses its grip on his arm.
“Hey!” The blond snaps, whirling around, but as soon as they’re separated the crowd of reporters swarms around them. “Zuku! Hey, fuck off! Get-”
“Kacchan?!?” Unable to see his friend amongst the mass of people, Izuku starts to panic. Whoever grabbed him still has an iron grip on his wrist. He tries to pull away using one of the wrist escapes that Kimura taught him, but as soon as the grip is broken, more hands grab onto him. “Let me go! Let me go! Kacchan!”
“You!” A microphone is shoved in his face. “Give us a statement!”
“Tell us about All Might!”
Izuku glances around frantically. There’s flashing lights and cameras no matter where he turns. He feels suffocated by the crowd of people pressing down on all sides. The hands on his wrist tighten and yank again.
“Ow!” He grimaces, trying once more to pull away, “Please, let me go! I- I have to go to class, I-”
To his disbelief, the reporters sound angry.
“Just a statement, kid!”
“Come on, you gotta give us something!”
“What is the Symbol of Peace like as a teacher? Tell us!”
Over the droning of the crowd, he hears Kacchan screech, “Get the fuck away before I blow your asses up!”
Shit, he’s getting angry. He’s been doing so well not getting into any fights, but if he uses his quirk on civilians then he’ll definitely get in trouble!
“Kacchan! I’m alright!” Izuku calls out, tugging his wrist again, “I’m fine, it’s okay, I just have to-”
“Let go of him.”
A cold voice suddenly cuts through the commotion.
Izuku nearly cries with relief when he sees Todoroki approach him, the crowd parting for him slightly as he walks. One of the reporters grabbing Izuku perks up at the sight of the son of the number two hero, but a sharp look from him has her faltering.
Todoroki’s eyes land on the hands gripping Izuku’s wrist. The air around him seems to drop ten degrees, and Izuku isn’t the only one that notices.
“You know,” Todoroki says lowly, coming to stand in front of Izuku while keeping his gaze on the offending reporters, “Most people wouldn’t dare lay a hand on a healer.” His eyes narrow dangerously. “Heroes tend to be protective of them.”
There are three people grabbing onto Izuku’s wrist. Two of them stiffen in alarm and instantly pull away, but the woman instead perks up.
“Eh? A healer?” Her eyes flash hungrily. “UA has a new healer?”
Her co-worker looks nervous. “Um, Sasaki-san…” At least he seems to realize the implications of Todoroki’s words.
Now that there’s only one person holding onto Izuku, he’s able to break her hold fairly easily. He immediately pulls back and ducks behind Todoroki, rubbing his wrist gingerly.
Kacchan’s voice roars again. “Zuku!”
“I’m fine!” Izuku calls back. Todoroki looks at him, and then at the reporters.
“We’re leaving now,” he says, his tone leaving no room for argument. Izuku stays close behind Todoroki as they make their way out of the mob, keeping his arms close to himself in case someone tries to grab him again.
As they weave through the crowd, Izuku glances up at Todoroki’s face. The other boy isn’t looking at him. His scar draws Izuku’s attention, reminding him of his research the previous night. He’d spent almost an hour looking at various pictures of different types of burn scars, so he knows now that Todoroki’s scar must be from water rather than fire. Which is relieving. After the way he sounded talking about being trained by his father, which really wasn’t more than a couple of words, Izuku couldn’t help but wonder if his scar had been caused by Endeavor. Which would absolutely be none of his business, even if his father had been the cause! He just has an overactive imagination…
Kacchan is already at UA’s gates when Izuku and Todoroki escape the crowd. His eyes widen and he rushes over.
“Zuku! Dammit, are you alright?” Izuku starts to reassure him but then the blond’s eyes land on his bruising wrist. “What the fuck? Who fucking did that?!? I’ll kill them!”
“Kacchan, it’s fine,” he says, “A couple of reporters grabbed me, but Todoroki-kun made them leave me alone.” He turns and smiles at said boy, who is standing a bit away, watching them silently. Kacchan glares at him for a moment before clenching his jaw.
“Thanks, I guess,” he mutters begrudgingly.
Todoroki blinks, looking as aloof as usual. “No problem.” His eyes slide to the reporters, who are standing just behind the gate. “The press is... annoying.”
“You can say that again,” Izuku huffs, “How come they listened to you and not me?”
Todoroki shrugs.
“Well, anyway,” Kacchan sniffs, “Class is starting soon. You still gonna check in with Recovery Girl?”
Izuku looks down at his phone and winces at the numerous texts from his mentor. He should go see her, even if it’s just for a couple of minutes.
He bids his goodbyes to Kacchan and Todoroki, the former not wanting to go with him in case he gets late, and rushes over to the infirmary.
“Sorry, Recovery Girl!” He apologizes as soon as he bursts into the room.
“Midoriya-kun.” Recovery Girl turns to him with a confused expression. “What kept you? I was beginning to get worried.”
He scratches the back of his head sheepishly and waves her off. “Ah, it was nothing. Just had a bit of trouble getting past the press, that’s all.”
She frowns, but when she spots the angry red bruise forming on his wrist, her eyes widen. “Did they do that to you?”
“Huh?” He glances at his wrist. “Oh, yeah, but it’s alright. Doesn’t hurt that bad.”
Recovery Girl’s expression doesn’t ease. She holds out her hand and Izuku gives her his wrist, sighing in relief when she kisses it gently.
As grateful as he is, he can’t help but tease, “I thought you were all against using your quirk for minor injuries?”
“Your quirk,” she corrects, “My quirk doesn’t rely on sacrificing my own energy.”
She turns back to her desk, but something about her tone seems troubled. He hesitates. Maybe he can’t afford to have bruises today?
“Will… um, will I need to use my quirk in class today?” He asks, but Recovery Girl shakes her head.
“No, no, that’s not it,” she says, “You kids are just going to be doing more sparring lessons with All Might this afternoon. Aizawa-san should have told you that yesterday.” Izuku nods. She huffs, “What bothers me is the press. And the fact that they’re getting physical with students. Geez, so desperate to talk to Toshinori-san that they’d resort to hurting children!” She sniffs.
Izuku gives her a gentle smile. “I don’t think that they meant it.”
“Still, I’ll talk to the teachers later about keeping those vultures away.” His mentor glances up at the clock before telling him to hurry off to class.
Izuku races down the hallway and steps into his homeroom right as the bell rings. Aizawa spares him a single glance but doesn’t comment as he rushes to his desk, panting heavily.
“Good job during PE yesterday,” he grunts, “You’ll be practicing the moves I showed you during your hero class today with All Might, and then he’ll talk about how you can apply your quirks to those moves.” Murmurs of excitement ripple through the class and the teacher narrows his eyes. “I said he’d talk about it. You won’t get to spar with your quirks until you learn the basics of fighting.”
The excitement dies down a bit. Aizawa sniffs. “Now, let’s get down to homeroom business. Sorry about the late notice, but today I’ll have you…” Everyone tenses up. “... decide on a class representative.”
Izuku lets out a sigh of relief. Finally, a normal school activity!
The classroom erupts into shouts.
“I wanna be class rep! Pick me!”
“Me too!”
“I want to do it too!”
“I’ll be the leader!”
Izuku stays quiet, watching with amusement as his classmates argue over who should be the class representative. Their enthusiasm makes sense; in a normal class, they’d probably just be taking on everyday tasks, but in a hero course being class rep would allow someone to practice being a top hero by leading a group. It’s a good opportunity for the future heroes. He chuckles when Kacchan aggressively demands to be the one to take on the role.
Iida is quick to calm down the chaos and suggests that they hold an election to choose the class representative. Most of his classmates probably vote for themselves, but Izuku isn’t quite sure who to vote for. As much as he loves his friend, Kacchan isn’t exactly the most level-headed person. Then again, taking on a leadership role could have the effect of making him more mature, but that isn’t a guarantee.
Izuku glances around the room and spots Kirishima. He seems to be pretty friendly with everyone, but he’s not as goofy or careless as Kaminari and Ashido. Not that Izuku really knows him too well, but if he’s able to somewhat wrangle Kacchan, then he should be able to deal with whatever this class throws at him.
So, Izuku casts his vote for Kirishima-
-And nearly faints in shock when he gets chosen to be the class representative.
“What?!? Me?!?” He squeaks, “I got votes?!?”
Kacchan is confused too. “Haah? Zuku? Who voted for him?!?”
“Well, it’s better than voting for you,” Sero teases lightly and the blond snarls at him.
As the two bicker back and forth (although it’s mostly one-sided on Kacchan’s part), Izuku is still trying to wrap his mind around the situation. He got three votes! Three! He got more than Yaoyorozu- and damn, he didn’t even think about voting for her! She would be so perfect for the role!
“But- But, why me?” He stammers, “I mean, I-I’m not even going to be a hero, really, I’m just a healer!”
“Eh, maybe it’s not such a bad idea, then?” Kaminari suggests.
Kirishima grins. “Yeah, you’re pretty cool, Midoriya-kun!”
“Yeah, remember when he healed Uraraka-san?”
“He seems pretty friendly with everyone, I guess.”
“Yeah, Midoriya-kun!”
“Wait, wait!” Izuku waves his hands frantically. “I’m-I’m flattered and all, but I- I’m really not much of a leader.”
“Don’t sell yourself short, Midoriya-kun,” Yaoyorozu says, catching everyone’s attention. “As a healer, you have a unique role in this class. Even though we may be classmates, every student in the hero course are rivals to some degree. Everyone except you.” Izuku gapes at her and she smiles. “You are a neutral party. So if you are our class representative, then we know you won’t be biased in any way.”
Izuku blinks. Then blinks some more. “Oh…” His voice is tiny. “I… I guess that makes sense…”
Yaoyorozu nods. “It’s logical.” She glances at the rest of the class.
Sero turns away with an airy huff. “Well, we know who you voted for then.” He simply grins when Yaoyorozu frowns at him and says, “Alright, I’m down.”
“Yeah, me too,” Kirishima agrees, grinning at Izuku, “Good luck, Class Rep!”
“Er…” The boy hesitates. He’s still not so sure about this.
But everyone seems to agree with Yaoyorozu’s logic and soon Aizawa announces him as class president and Yaoyorozu as vice-president. Izuku gulps nervously.
“Quit worrying, Zuku,” Kacchan growls as they sit down for lunch, “It’s not the end of the world.”
Sero nudges Izuku and says, “Hey, even Bakugou-kun agrees!”
“Well it’s better than having any of you fucking losers do it!” Kacchan snaps, stabbing his food more harshly than necessary. One of his chopsticks snaps at the end.
Sero and Kaminari immediately burst into laughter while Kacchan screeches at them. Izuku sighs. Next to him, Ashido puffs up her cheeks in a pout.
“He has a point, though.” Izuku looks at her in surprise and she tilts her head. “You’re really the best one for it. Yaomomo is so smart.” She lets out a wistful sigh at the end.
“But I thought you guys wanted to be class rep,” he protests, glancing between her and Kirishima, “You seemed so excited about it.”
Kirishima shrugs. “Well, yeah, it seemed like a good idea at first. But then when we were writing down our votes, I thought ‘ehh, maybe not’?”
“Yeah, too much responsibility for the first year,” Kaminari complains good-naturedly, leaning against Sero.
“So I figured I’d vote for you,” Kirishima says, startling Izuku, “I mean, if you can get Bakugou-kun under control just by saying his name-” He laughs when Kacchan screeches at him. “-Then handling the rest of us should be a piece of cake.”
“I… didn’t vote for you, I still voted for myself,” Kaminari admits sheepishly, scratching the back of his head, “But I’m glad things turned out the way they did now!”
“Yeah, you’ll do great, Midori-kun!” Ashido says. Kirishima and Kaminari grin while Sero gives him a thumbs up.
“Oh.” Izuku blushes a little bit, tucking a curl behind his ear as he smiles down at his food. It’s kind of heart-warming to know that his classmates think so highly of him after only knowing him for a short amount of time. “Thanks, guys. I’ll try and do my best, then.”
Sero grins. “Don’t worry about it. Although, I think Iida-kun might be a bit broken-hearted.” He points at another table with his chopsticks, where Iida is currently spluttering at something Uraraka said.
Izuku shrivels. Iida had seemed really enthusiastic about being class rep. “Oh, God, I didn’t even think- I should go apologize or something-”
Ashido waves him off before he can work himself up too much. “Ah, it’s his own fault, anyways.”
“Yeah, he’s the one who talked up the whole election thing, even though he knew most of us would vote for ourselves,” Kaminari says, “And then he didn’t vote for himself. What did he think would happen?”
They all glance back at Iida, who is now standing with his chest proudly puffed. Uraraka beams at whatever he’s saying, but Kaminari, Kirishima, Sero, and Ashido just squint in confusion and slight judgement. Kacchan raises an eyebrow. Izuku tilts his head. He wonders what Iida is saying to Uraraka to make her look so amazed.
Before he can say anything, alarms suddenly blare loudly. Izuku flinches and Ashido lets out a little ‘eep’ of surprise. A voice says over the speaker system, “There has been a Level Three security breach. All students please evacuate outdoors promptly. I repeat-”
“Level Three security?” Sero asks, “What’s that?”
“I dunno, but I think it’s pretty serious!” Kaminari turns in his seat, looking at some older students as they jump up and start running out of the cafeteria. Others soon follow, seeming scared and panicked.
Kacchan stands up. “If it’s a security breach, then that probably means someone’s trespassing on school grounds.” He gives Izuku a sharp look. “Let’s go.”
They all abandon their food and hastily make their way out of the cafeteria. However, since everyone else is doing the same, the hallways quickly get overcrowded. With so many people packed together topped with the fact that they’re all panicking, it soon becomes a stampede.
And for the second time that day, Izuku loses Kacchan in the crowd.
“Don’t push!”
“Hey!”
“What’s happening?!?”
“Stop it!”
“Ow!”
Izuku quickly turns at the sound of the cry, but there’s no point in trying to figure out who it came from. Everybody is pushing and shoving against each other as they try to reach the end of the hallway. Izuku yelps as someone steps on his foot and jerks back, only to bump into another student.
“Hey, wait!”
“Ah, I’m falling!”
Crap! People are going to get seriously hurt with everyone stampeding like this!
Izuku grimaces and tries to help a stumbling boy regain his balance, but it’s hard when he barely has any balance of his own. “Everyone!” He yells, “Please, calm down! You’re going to get hurt!”
His voice gets drowned out by the shouts of dozens of students.
He can just barely hear the sound of Kacchan calling his name, but there’s no way he can find him in this mess. All he can do is wait for things to calm down and try to avoid getting injured in the meantime.
As soon as he thinks this, an elbow comes flying towards his face. He tries to dodge, but with such little space he still ends up getting hit on the cheek.
“Ow!” He cries out. Then a foot kicks him in the shin, causing him to stumble.
A hand suddenly grasps his upper arm and yanks him backwards. He feels his back collide against someone’s chest and struggles to glance over his shoulder.
“Don’t worry, Midoriya-kun!” Kirishima shouts, “I’ve got you!” He proceeds to harden his arms and holds them beside Izuku, protecting his upper torso and face from getting hit.
“Kirishima-kun! Thank you!” Izuku breathes a sigh of relief. With movement being so difficult, he can’t even twist around to properly see the redhead, but it doesn’t matter. Kirishima stays close, chest pressed against his back as he protects Izuku as best as he can with his arms. The greenette’s feet still get stepped on every other second, but at least he doesn’t have to worry about getting a broken nose on top of it.
“This is crazy!” Kirishima shouts, painfully close to Izuku’s ear. He suddenly pauses and plunges one of his arms into the crowd. A moment later, he fishes out Kaminari.
“Ahh- oh, hey guys!” The electric boy perks up. “This is crazy!”
“That’s what I just said!” Kirishima replies, grunting when someone elbows him in the ribs.
Another person cries out in pain and Izuku winces. “People are getting hurt!” He yelps.
Kaminari raises his arms and yells, “Everyone, stop! Slow down! Slow do-”
He promptly gets knocked off his feet, but Izuku grabs him by the jacket before he can get swept away. He pulls the other boy close. Things are getting more and more uncomfortable by the minute, with Kirishima pressed against his back and Kaminari pressed against his front. They’re roughly jostled by the crowd with every step they take and Izuku is really starting to freak out now with just the seemingly endless amount of people around him.
He’s about two seconds away from a panic attack when everything suddenly stops. Something has caught everyone’s attention, making them stop and look up. Izuku peeks over Kaminari’s shoulder, surprised to see Iida standing on top of the emergency exit sign.
“Everyone! Everything is fine!” Iida shouts. His legs wobble slightly and Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat in fear. Still, Iida continues, “It’s just the media! There is nothing to panic about! Everything is fine! This is UA. Let us act in a way befitting the best of the best.”
His tone is so chastising that it actually makes some students pause. A few glance around and someone calls out, “Oh, wow, it really is just the media.”
“The police are here too!”
“Oh good.”
Slowly but surely the pressure surrounding Izuku eases away as people calm down. He lets out a huge sigh of relief and beams up at Iida. The blue-haired boy is still standing confidently on top of the emergency exit sign and Izuku can’t help but think that he looks really cool.
As for the cause of the stampede…
“Man, I really hate the media now,” he grumbles and Kirishima laughs, “Thanks for protecting me back there. Are you alright?”
The redhead waves him off. “Yeah, I’m fine, don’t worry about me. But, uh…” He looks over Izuku’s shoulder and the boy turns around, following his gaze to a couple of students making their way out of the hall. One has their arm around the other’s shoulder and is clearly limping. Glancing around, Izuku sees that there are a lot of people with minor injuries.
“Oh.” He winces, turning back to Kirishima and Kaminari. “I should go help out Recovery Girl. If you see Kacchan, can you-”
“ZUKU!”
“-Nevermind,” he cuts himself off, trying to give Kacchan a reassuring smile as the blond rushes over to him. “I’m fine, Kacchan, it’s alright. I have to go to Recovery Girl now though.”
Kacchan doesn’t look mollified. “I’ll walk you there,” he says, taking a step forward, but Izuku shakes his head.
“It’s fine, there’s already gonna be a bunch of people there anyway.” Before he turns away, he glances up at the emergency exit sign and asks, “Can you make sure Iida-kun gets down safely?”
Kacchan grumbles in response but Kirishima and Kaminari give him a thumbs up. Satisfied, Izuku turns and starts running to the infirmary as fast as possible.
By the time he gets there, there’s already a long line of students waiting outside. “Sorry, sorry, excuse me,” he mumbles as he pushes his way into the room. When Recovery Girl sees him, she almost looks like she’s about to cry in relief.
“Midoriya-kun!” She exclaims, “Thank goodness! What is going on? What’s this about a stampede I’m hearing?”
Izuku’s already moving to his desk to grab some latex gloves, pausing to quickly put his hair up in a hasty bun in order to get his curls out of the way before he puts them on. “Everyone freaked out when the alarms sounded and we were told there was a security breach so everyone started rushing outside but we got stuck in the hallway ‘cause it was too small for all of us, so, yeah, stampede- but it was just the media that sounded the alarm!”
Recovery Girl lets out a noise of frustration and turns back to the student she’s treating. “Dear lord, what a mess! Can you go outside and start examining everyone? Those with more serious injuries can be treated now, but if they just have scrapes and bruises then tell them to come back after school.”
Izuku nods dutifully and walks outside. “Everyone!” He calls out, facing the line of students, “I’m going to check your injuries, but if you have minor injuries that can wait, then please come back after school. There are too many people to take care of right now.”
The students stare at him in confusion.
“And who are you?” An upperclassman asks with a raised eyebrow.
“I’m Recovery Girl’s apprentice,” he replies, already moving towards her to check her for injuries, “Where are you hurt?”
“Recovery Girl has an apprentice?” The girl asks instead of answering. Izuku’s fairly stressed out right now so he doesn’t feel too bad about giving her a harsh look. She straightens up. “Oh, shit, alright. Er, I got elbowed in the ribs pretty hard.”
She has no qualms about lifting her shirt to show him her ribcage. A couple of guys behind her suddenly seem very interested, but Izuku sends them a sharp glare and they avert their eyes innocently. He turns back to the girl’s torso, poking and prodding gently while asking her some questions. The gloves keep him from automatically healing her as soon as he touches her skin, which would be bad if any of her ribs were broken. However, he soon determines that they’re most likely just bruised and tells her to come back later. She seems a bit disheartened, but leaves.
As he turns to the next student, he notices that a few other people are leaving as well, probably deciding that their injuries are minor enough to wait. A couple more students leave when the lunch bell rings, but worrying about being late to class is the last thing on Izuku’s mind right now.
He is surprised to come across Aoyama amongst the remaining students, however. He doesn’t know the other boy too well, but it’s clear that Aoyama is being unusually quiet right now. The blond is cradling his hand to his chest with a pained expression.
“Monsieur,” he whimpers, “I fell in the hallway and my hand got stepped on many times.” He holds his injured hand out and Izuku can immediately tell that it’s broken, maybe even in multiple places. The skin is turning purple and his fingers are swelling heavily. It’s the worst injury that Izuku has seen so far.
“You fell?” He carefully starts leading Aoyama towards the door, ignoring a student that complains about the blond getting to skip the line. “Did you get hurt anywhere else?”
Aoyama sniffles. “Oui, someone kicked me in the head and another person stepped on my back before I was able to stand up again, but my hand hurts the most.”
“Okay, we’ll get you fixed up soon, Aoyama-kun,” Izuku reassures, then looks up as they approach his mentor, who is frowning down at a girl’s leg, “Recovery Girl! I checked out most of the students and managed to convince some to come back later. The rest mostly just have sprains or cuts, but I’m pretty sure Aoyama-kun here broke his hand.”
Recovery Girl takes one look at the boy’s hand and concludes the same thing. The poor woman seems so overwhelmed right now- strands of her hair are even starting to come out of her bun from all her rushing around- but she’s quick to usher Aoyama outside.
“I’ll need to do an x-ray- I’m sorry, but do you mind taking over here for a few minutes, Midoriya-kun?” She looks extremely apologetic. “I’m fairly certain Haya-san’s ankle is just sprained, so it’s fine if you just use your quirk. But remember to limit yourself! I don’t want to come back in here to find you exhausted, alright?” Izuku nods and she turns to leave, only to jerk back once more. “Oh! And you- how are you? Any injuries?”
Izuku blinks and examines himself. He’d been so busy worrying about everyone else’s injuries that he didn’t even notice his own bruises, although they aren’t that bad.
“It’s just a couple of bruises…” He says. Of course, it would still prevent him from using his quirk, and his mentor knows this too. She’s expressed her reluctance to use her own quirk on Izuku before, given that it would sap the stamina that he needs to heal other people. However, since it is only a couple of bruises, she holds her hand out expectantly and kisses Izuku’s knuckles when he gives her his hand. Then, she’s bustling out the door with Aoyama in tow and Izuku, hardly feeling any more tired than before, turns to the girl she had been treating earlier.
“Okay, Haya-san, was it?” He asks, already kneeling down and taking off his gloves. The girl- an upperclassman with short pinkish hair- nods and tilts her head.
“Who are you?” She asks.
“I’m Midoriya Izuku, Recovery Girl’s apprentice,” he replies, placing his hands on her ankle and letting his energy flow. She visibly brightens a few moments later and rolls her ankle carefully, smiling when she feels no pain.
“Wow!” She exclaims, “I don’t even feel tired! Thanks, Midoriya-kun!”
She hops off the bed and bows politely before leaving. Izuku turns to the boy that was waiting after her as he approaches.
“Er, I got a cut on my arm,” he says stiffly, lifting his arm to reveal a six-inch long gash running along the side of his forearm. Izuku’s eyes widen.
“Holy crap, how’d you get this?” He immediately takes the boy’s arm into his hands.
“Uh, I think I grazed it against some kid with spikes during the sta…” The boy trails off as the gash disappears within seconds. “Oh.” He blinks in surprise. “Cool.”
“Next!” Izuku calls. The boy takes the hint and leaves.
The next few minutes are spent treating patient after patient, each coming in with some sort of not-minor-but-not-life-threatening injury. He doesn’t use his quirk for all of them, but he’s still relieved when Recovery Girl returns with Aoyama. The blond’s hand is fractured in multiple places, but none of the bones completely broke so thankfully he doesn’t need surgery. Izuku keeps helping out other patients while also trying to pay attention to his mentor as she takes the opportunity to show him how to properly cast a hand. She doesn’t want to heal him entirely since he still has class to attend, so she only half uses her quirk before sending Aoyama back to class with a late slip. Izuku envies her ability to control the output of her quirk.
Once Aoyama has been taken care of, Recovery Girl is able to take over the infirmary again. However, Izuku still stays to help out until all of the students have been treated.
By the time he makes it to his afternoon hero lesson, he’s almost forty minutes late. Recovery Girl gave him a slip, of course, but he also had to run to homeroom to grab his uniform, then run to the Gamma Gym changing room and quickly get dressed, then run into the gym. That, on top of the fact that he’s been on his feet constantly since the stampede, plus using his quirk on numerous people, plus having not been able to completely finish eating lunch, means that when he finally stumbles into the gym, he’s pretty exhausted.
Everyone is in the middle of practicing sparring moves with All Might, but they all pause to look at him when he enters. All Might tells them to keep going, turning to Izuku with concerned eyes when he walks up to him panting.
“Sorry I’m late,” he gasps for breath, “Recovery Girl needed help healing people. Lot of injuries.” He wearily hands his teacher the late slip. All Might takes it reluctantly.
“I heard about what happened during lunch,” he says, “I’m sorry that the media caused such a ruckus. Is everyone alright? Young Aoyama came in late with a broken hand.” He nods at said boy, who is sitting on a nearby bench watching his classmates spar, obviously not participating due to his injury.
“Yeah, we dealt with most of the bad injuries,” Izuku says, “We asked people with minor injuries to come by after school.” He takes a deep breath and straightens up, trying to focus his scrambled mind. “So, what’d I miss?”
“Oh, I was just having them practice the moves Aizawa-kun taught you guys yesterday,” All Might explains, gazing at the sparring students, “In a few minutes, I’ll stop everyone and start talking about using their quirks in fighting.” He gives him a wary smile. “My first real lecture, I suppose.”
“Right.” Izuku nods. Normally he might smile back at the obviously-anxious teacher, but he’s finding it hard to focus when his mind is still coming down from what happened during lunch. He feels like this is the first time he’s actually stopped moving since the stampede.
He starts to walk towards his classmates, intent on finding someone to pair up with, but a large hand on his shoulder stops him.
“I think you should sit out of this one, Young Midoriya,” All Might says, his voice full of concern.
“What?” Izuku asks. “Why?”
“You look exhausted,” All Might replies frankly, “Why don’t you go sit with Young Aoyama? We’ll move onto the lecture soon.”
Izuku wants to protest, but the hero gives him a firm look and, well, he is pretty tired. So, he trudges over to the bench and sits down next to Aoyama with a heavy sigh.
“Monsieur, are you alright?” Aoyama asks, “You look dreadful.”
Izuku snorts a little and says, “I’m fine. Using my quirk a lot just makes me a bit tired.”
Aoyama nods in understanding and doesn’t seem to mind when Izuku stays quiet after that, leaning his head against the wall and closing his eyes. His bun bothers him, but it’s pretty messed up from the hectic day so he just takes off the hair tie before relaxing again. He’s hoping to rest for a little bit, but All Might stays true to his word and stops the sparring session a few minutes later, calling everyone to gather around him.
Ignoring the numerous concerned glances sent his way, he joins his classmates as they sit down on the mat in front of All Might. He plops down next to Kacchan and immediately leans his head on his friend’s shoulder, sagging his weight against him tiredly. Kacchan wraps an arm around his torso and Izuku lets out a sigh of relief.
All Might starts going on a rant about applying quirks to fighting techniques and the importance of doing it safely. Izuku tries to pay attention, he really does. But he’s been running on adrenaline for the better part of an hour and now everything’s finally catching up to him. His muscles slowly start to go slack and his eyelids slip closed.
He’s not going to fall asleep, he tells himself. He just needs to rest for a couple of minutes.
He falls asleep.
“Zuku.”
“Mhnnn.”
“Zuku, come on, wake up.”
“Mmmmhhhh.”
“I’m not fucking carrying you all the way back to class, dumbass.”
“I’ll do it!”
“Fuck off, Shitty Hair.”
“Mhhrr-hm?” Izuku drowsily blinks his eyes open, looking around. Nearly his entire class is gazing at him with various expressions of amusement. Yelping, he jerks into an upright position before his eyes land on All Might standing behind his classmates. Horror fills his chest as realization dawns on him. “Oh my God.”
Ashido coos, “You’re so cute when you’re sleepy, Midori-kun!”
“I fell asleep!” He exclaims in dismay, jumping to his feet. “All Might, I’m so sorry! That was so rude of me!” He bows, apologizing profusely, but All Might just laughs.
“Don’t worry about it, my boy! You looked like you needed it.” He grins broadly. “Class is over now, though, so I’m afraid you’ll have to stay awake long enough to get back to homeroom. Maybe Aizawa-kun will let you nap in his sleeping bag if you ask nicely enough.” He laughs again and Izuku’s face flushes a deep red.
Kacchan rolls his eyes and nudges him towards the door. Izuku shuffles along, hiding his face in embarrassment. As they walk back to the changing rooms, Kirishima comes up beside him and ruffles his hair gently. “You sure you’re alright, Midoriya-kun?”
“I told you, it’s just ‘cause he used his quirk a lot, Shitty Hair,” Kacchan growls, pushing the redhead’s hand away from Izuku.
“Oi!”
“I’m alright, Kirishima-kun,” Izuku says, and it’s true. The nap gave him a bit of an energy boost and his mind feels much more clear than before. Still doesn’t make it okay that he fell asleep during class, though.
Kacchan keeps a careful eye on him throughout the rest of their afternoon classes, which are thankfully fairly calm. At their end of the day homeroom, Aizawa tells him and Yaoyorozu to decide on the rest of the class officers. They walk up to the podium and stand in silent for a moment, not quite knowing what to say. Izuku shifts uncomfortably under the gazes of all his classmates before realizing what Yaoyorozu is looking at him expectantly.
Oh. Right. He’s the class representative.
Izuku can’t quite stifle the sigh that escapes him. All throughout his afternoon classes, he was really only thinking of all the students he has to treat after school. His day doesn’t end once school does like the rest of his classmates, and to add the responsibilities of being class rep on top of that? Izuku’s exhausted just thinking about it.
“Um, before we decide on the class officers, can I say something?” He asks. His classmates blink at him curiously. Yaoyorozu tilts her head as he turns to her and says, “I think you should be the class president, Yaoyorozu-san.”
“Huh?” She looks taken aback.
Izuku looks at the rest of his also-surprised classmates and adds, “And I think Iida-kun should be the vice president.” He makes eye contact with Iida and smiles. The blue-haired boy just stares at him with wide eyes.
Murmurs of surprise ripple through the class.
“Midoriya-kun,” Yaoyorozu says, baffled, “But…”
Izuku turns to her, giving her a reassuring look. “I appreciate what you said about me earlier…” He glances at his classmates. “...And I really am flattered that you think I’d be a good class president. But I really don’t think this role is for me.” He nods at Iida and says, “During lunch, Iida-kun was able to get everyone’s attention in such a cool way. He stopped the stampede and prevented even more people from getting hurt. I thought he looked really heroic too, so I think it would be best for Iida-kun to lead you guys…” He trails off, then jumps and waves his hands apologetically at Yaoyorozu, “Of-Of course, along with Yaoyorozu-san!”
She smiles but still looks uncertain. “Midoriya-kun, if it’s a matter of self-confidence, then-”
“It’s not!” Izuku shakes his head, then hesitates. “Well, actually, it is, sort of. But it’s mostly because… ‘cause… I’m just really busy, you know?” He laughs nervously and scratches the back of his head. His classmates glance at each other in confusion. Clearing his throat, he continues, “I just… I mean, as a healer-in-training, I have a lot of responsibilities. Outside the hero course, I mean.”
“Oh.” Kaminari blinks. “You mean like your after school lessons with Recovery Girl?”
“Huh?” His classmates turn to him.
“He has lessons with Recovery Girl after school,” Kaminari explains, “‘Cause, you know, he’s learning how to be a healer.”
“Oh, wow,” Uraraka says, “On top of what we’re learning in here?” Izuku nods. She suddenly has a very pitying look on her face, along with most of his other classmates.
“Oh, geez.”
“I didn’t even think about that.”
“He did look really tired when he came back from the infirmary after lunch…”
“Yeah, you’ve got enough on your plate already, man.”
“Don’t worry about it!”
“We didn’t mean to pressure you or anything.”
Izuku flails his limbs frantically, trying to reassure them all that it’s okay, but Yaoyorozu looks devastated.
“Oh, Midoriya-kun, I’m so sorry,” she apologizes, putting a hand on his shoulder, “I’m so ignorant, I didn’t even think about-”
“It’s alright, Yaoyorozu-san, really!” He cuts her off, mentally hoping to get this over with as soon as possible. God, he’s really not good with all this attention on him. Why does he have to make things so weird?
He glances at Iida and asks, a hopeful tone in his voice, “So, Iida-kun? Are you okay with being our vice prez?”
Iida still looks astonished, but after a few encouraging words from his classmates (specifically Kirishima, bless that boy), he accepts the role with a rather dramatic speech. As he marches up to stand beside Yaoyorozu, Izuku sits down in his own seat with a sigh of relief.
Later, when he goes to the infirmary for his lesson, he’s surprised to see that Recovery Girl is not there. The numerous students with minor injuries, however, are. Izuku winces at the sight of the line already forming outside of the infirmary before deciding to go ahead and start without his mentor.
Thankfully, since most of these students do have minor injuries, they’re easy enough to treat. Izuku ends up raiding the cabinets for band-aids and disinfectants while instructing others to press ice packs to their bruises. He can’t let them keep the packs like Recovery Girl did for Monoma- they’d run out by the end of the hour.
The only time he decides to use his quirk is when a girl comes in with a heavily swollen black eye.
“Why didn’t you stay during lunch?” He scolds gently as he examines the dark bruise.
The girl shrugs. “Eh, it hardly hurts so I figured it wasn’t that big of a deal.”
Izuku stares at her incredulously. “When you walked in you told me you could barely see anything out of it.”
She nods once, not quite looking like she understands. “Is that bad?”
Izuku doesn’t know whether to face palm or sigh in exasperation. After a moment, he chooses the latter and grumbles under his breath as he heals her eye. Recovery Girl’s earlier words come back to mind: “There are two types of heroes you’ll encounter. Those that try to act tough and hide their injuries, and those that complain nonstop about every little thing.”
He thinks he must have had his first encounter with the former.
As he continues to treat students, he wonders where Recovery Girl is. His mentor hasn’t sent him any text messages to explain her absence, nor did she leave any kind of note for him. When his last patient leaves, Izuku flops onto his desk chair and pulls out his phone. He’s about to send her a message when a suddenly-
“Young Midoriya! I. AM. HE- ack!”
A loud bang startles him enough to make him drop his phone.
“All Might!” He exclaims as the number one hero clutches his forehead, which had smacked against the doorframe when he tried to burst into the room. “Are you alright? What are you doing here?”
All Might winces in pain and carefully ducks under the offending doorframe as he enters the room. “I’m fine.” He grimaces, swallowing some blood that threatens to escape his lips. “Although sometimes I wish I wasn’t so tall.”
Izuku’s lip twitches as the man closes the door behind him and deflates into his normal form, still rubbing his forehead. “Consider yourself lucky,” he chides lightly, leading him to sit on the nearest bed, “I’d love to be as tall as you.”
All Might snorts and Izuku reaches to heal his head, then hesitates. If he starts healing All Might, even if it’s just for a bruise, there’s no telling whether or not he’d be able to stop. Instead, he settles on just giving him an ice pack and a couple of gummies to cheer him up.
“Thanks,” the hero says, “Anyway, I just came here to check on you. Also, to tell you that Chiyo-san is coming soon, but she got caught up with something for the principal...” There’s something in his eyes as he says this that Izuku can’t quite decipher. He almost seems… not nervous, but more like bothered. Like he’s got something on his mind, something that definitely wasn’t there during class.
Izuku tilts his head while All Might shifts warily under his gaze. The blond forces a grin and asks, “So… are you feeling better now? I saw some students walking out of the infirmary as I came by- were you able to treat them successfully?”
Shrugging off the weird moment, Izuku nods and sits back down in his chair. “Yeah, I could deal with them mostly without my quirk, although there was one girl that I wish would’ve come during lunch. I was able to heal her without too much trouble, though. And yes, I am feeling better, thank you for asking. Still tired from-” He makes a vague gesture with his hands, “-Everything, but nothing a nice fat nap when I get home won’t fix.”
All Might smiles. “Crazy first week of school, huh?”
“Oh yeah, definitely,” Izuku huffs, “I don’t know why I expected things to be a bit more tame, at least at first.”
“Welp, that’s UA for you.” All Might lets out a long exhale and leans back, looking amused. “I remember during my first week of UA, I ended up breaking my arm within the first couple of days.” Izuku’s expression must be comical because All Might bursts out laughing a moment later. “Ha ha, yeah, Chiyo-san pretty much had the same reaction.”
“Recovery Girl worked at UA when you were in UA?” Izuku asks with wide eyes.
“Oh yes, although she wasn’t the full-time healer until much later in her life. She was a very busy young woman.” All Might gestures to Izuku. “She used to wear her hair down too, believe it or not.”
Izuku blinks and his hand subconsciously reaches up to his hair, which he didn’t realize was still down. He usually keeps it up in a ponytail or a bun so it doesn’t get in the way, but he’d let it down before his impromptu nap on Kacchan’s shoulder and he hadn’t put it back up.
But Recovery Girl with her hair down? Izuku can’t even imagine it!
All Might is still watching him with a small smile on his face. After a moment, he says, “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you with your hair down, Young Midoriya.”
“Oh, yeah, I guess I like to keep it up most of the time,” he says, “It’s kind of hard to maintain otherwise. Drives my mom crazy.” He chuckles, idly running his hands through his curls as he talks.
He starts to pull it back into a bun, but All Might interrupts him. “It looks good.”
“Oh?” Izuku blushes.
“Mmh, much better than mine does,” All Might says, running a hand through his messy mane of hair. Izuku wonders how it looks so much more slick when the hero’s in his muscle form. And the bangs, how do they stand up?
“Your hair looks fine, All Might,” Izuku says, “Do you ever put yours up?”
“I’ve never been as... adept at managing long hair as most people have.”
When Recovery Girl walks in a couple minutes later, it’s to see Izuku kneeling on the bed behind All Might, threading deft fingers into his mane with his brows furrowed in concentration. He pulls most of his blond locks into a small ponytail, leaving his long tufts of bangs free. All Might rubs the back of his neck, his fingers gently tugging the smaller strands that didn’t make it into the ponytail, before his gaze lands on Recovery Girl.
“How do I look?” He asks, a humorous twinkle in his blue eyes.
The healer huffs and waddles over to her desk. “Slightly less rumpled than usual. Now shoo, I have a lesson to teach.”
All Might bows politely and gives Izuku another grin before leaving.
The boy turns to his mentor, who looks a little disheveled herself as she apologizes for being late. She doesn’t give any explanation as to why, and he wants to ask her, but she’s quick to turn the conversation to the students that they treated today. Like yesterday, they go over the list of patients that she logged down on her clipboard- and he instantly feels bad for not doing the same with the ones that he treated both during lunch and after school, but Recovery Girl reassures him that it’s not his fault since he didn’t know. She then teaches him how to fill in the necessary information in a clipboard of his own, plus she tells him that he is able to give late slips, although she strongly warns him against abusing that particular power.
They talk about Aoyama’s hand and that eventually leads to her showing him how the x-ray machine works. It’ll be awhile before he’s allowed to use such expensive medical equipment without supervision, but it’s cool to learn about. By the time they’re done, it’s already ten minutes past their usual ending time.
“I didn’t think we’d be getting to it so soon, but I’ll show you how to properly put a cast on someone tomorrow,” Recovery Girl says as he gathers his things, “You know, when there’s not a bunch of injured teenagers to distract us.”
“Okay…” Izuku zips up his bag and hesitates. “Er… Recovery Girl?” His mentor tilts her head. “When am I going to start training with my quirk? Not that these traditional methods are unimportant! I’m just curious…”
Recovery Girl sighs softly. “Well, I wanted to give you some time to settle in before we started any rigorous training, especially since your quirk makes you so tired… However, if this first week is anything to go by, it seems that going slow isn’t going to fly very well. I’ll think of some exercises you can do with your quirk next week.”
“Okay.” He smiles, then fails to stifle a yawn. Today has been an incredibly long day. First he got swarmed by the media, then he got stuck in a stampede, then used his quirk multiple times to heal injuries for over half an hour, not to mention all the stuff with briefly becoming the class representative and everything that happened after school. Needless to say, he’s feeling pretty drained.
So, he bids his goodbyes to Recovery Girl and turns to leave. Before he makes it to the door, however, his mentor asks, “You walk home with one of your friends, right?”
Bewildered, Izuku glances back at her in confusion. Her tone was nonchalant, but her expression is tight with… worry? It’s strange. She’s never really asked about Kacchan before.
“Um, yeah, I walk home with Kacchan,” he replies uncertainly, “You’ve met him before, right?”
She nods but doesn’t say anything else. He shifts his feet. “Um… Is that... okay?”
That seems to jerk her out of her thoughts, and her expression smoothes slightly as she smiles. “Of course, of course, don’t mind me…” She trails off for a few moments and Izuku doesn’t really expect her to say anything else, but then she looks back at him. “Just… stick close to each other on your way home. Better to be safe than sorry.”
Izuku frowns in confusion. She’s worried about his safety?
“Oh, um, of course,” he says. She nods and he leaves without another word.
He finds Kacchan waiting for him outside of the cafeteria munching on a couple of meat buns, although he passes one to the greenette as they leave the school. They don’t talk much, but Izuku can’t keep his mind off of Recovery Girl’s strange behavior at the end of their lesson.
Is she just being paranoid because he told her about that time he was almost kidnapped? No, no, he told her that earlier in the week. Should he be worried about his safety? Is there something dangerous she knows about? Does it have anything to do with why she was so late to their lesson?
His mind is racing with questions that he doesn’t have the answers to.
If Kacchan notices that Izuku starts walking a bit closer to him than usual, he doesn’t mention it.
Notes:
As usual, here's the links for the chapter's art on Tumblr and Instagram
What'd you guys think? You may have noticed that this was an extra long chapter! That's because while I was writing this story I didn't actually split it up into chapters, I kinda just... wrote. I was like 'ehh, I'll leave the chapter dividing up to future me', and now future me is like 'agh, what the hell past me?!?'. So thankfully most of the chapters can fit into like 20 ish pages, but this one was like 30 and I didn't want to split it into two shorter 15 page chapters that would end in weird places, so I just gave you guys one extra long chapter. That might happen one or two more times throughout this story, but overall the chapter lengths should be fairly consistent.
Next chapter, Class 1-A gets some... unexpected visitors ;)
See ya Saturday!
Chapter 11: The Attack
Notes:
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Thank you so much, I love getting artwork from you guys! Now, onto the chapter!
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Chapter Text
Thankfully, the rest of the week passes without much drama. Izuku spends most of the weekend reading the other book Recovery Girl assigned to him, the one that she’s made notes in about the most common injuries she sees hero students get. He also wants to start doing research on ways he can help his classmates deal with the effects of their quirk overuse, but that’s probably going to take a while so he tells himself to finish the book first. It’s bigger than the first aid book, but it’s nothing compared to Human Anatomy and Physiology. He’d be grateful to read literally anything other than that monstrosity of a book.
When he meets Recovery Girl the next Monday morning, she looks slightly less surprised when she learns how much he’s read already.
“I suppose there’s no point in me telling you to go slow,” she says with a deadpanned voice and Izuku smiles sheepishly. She sniffs and turns back to her desk, seeming rather annoyed. “The same goes for Toshinori-san, apparently.”
Izuku blinks. “Hm?”
With an irritated sigh, Recovery Girl says, “Ever since his strength has been returning, his time limit has been steadily increasing as well.” Izuku nods. All Might has told him this. His mentor purses her lips. “Because of this, he’s been staying out longer and longer- he doesn’t know how to limit himself anymore! That man has been a teacher for only a week and he’s already been late twice! He was supposed to meet me before school starts because I wanted to check on his injury, but alas…” She gestures to her infirmary, which is notably All Might-less.
Recovery Girl almost always seems annoyed when talking about All Might, so Izuku knows not to take her displeasure too seriously. “He probably just got a bit side-tracked,” he says, pulling out his phone to check his social media. One of the All Might accounts he follows reports that the number one hero has already resolved three incidents this morning.
He shows her his phone. “See? He’s working.”
Recovery Girl remains unimpressed.
Izuku texts All Might as he walks to homeroom.
(Midoriya 8:20AM) -Beware of the angry Recovery Girl
(Read at 10:45AM)
During lunch, Izuku checks the news again and sees that All Might seems to be caught up in a hostage situation. He frowns. Even though All Might doesn’t teach any morning classes, it still isn’t a good idea to tire himself out before their afternoon lesson. He’ll probably be late…
“What’s with the face, Midori-kun?” Ashido asks.
Izuku startles out of his thoughts and puts his phone away. “Nothing,” he says, turning back to his lunch. Lunch Rush makes good katsudon- but not as good as his mother’s, of course.
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “I don’t understand how you can eat that stuff so often.”
Izuku scowls at him. “I like katsudon!”
“Me too,” Sero agrees, “Although, I can never really finish the whole thing. It’s kind of heavy, you know?”
“Not exactly healthy either,” Kacchan says pointedly.
Izuku gives him a shrewd look. “Am I being fat-shamed here?”
Kacchan’s eyes widen slightly and the others laugh in response. “What the fuck? No!” He snaps. “I’m just wondering how the hell a guy your size can pack away so many fucking calories without becoming fucking obese!”
“I don’t eat that much, Kacchan,” Izuku says sniffily, turning up his nose, “Sure, maybe I have a bit of a sweet tooth and maybe I like to have a few snacks here and there, but-” He’s interrupted by Kirishima laughing.
“Nobody’s shaming you, Midoriya-kun!” Kirishima grins. “My quirk requires me to eat a lot of protein.”
“Yeah, lay off, Bakugou-kun!” Ashido pouts. “It’s not his fault his quirk makes him hungry. Yaomomo has to eat a lot too in order to use her quirk.”
“A lot of people have specific diets tailored to their quirks,” Sero adds.
Kacchan arches a brow, looking at Izuku in confusion. “Wait, what the fuck? I didn’t know you had to eat a lot.”
Izuku is confused too. “Um… I don’t? At least, I don’t think so…”
Ashido tilts her head. “Huh? Are you sure?” She asks. “I mean, I just figured. Didn’t you say your quirk relies on you transfering your energy or something?”
Izuku nods.
“So… the more energy you have, the better it works.” She looks at him like it should be obvious- and shit maybe it is.
Izuku stares at his katsudon, dumbfounded. How did he not realize this sooner? It’s not like he eats an outrageous amount more than normal, but he’s definitely never shied away from putting a little extra on his plate, or going for a snack between classes. He’s even noted something similar in his old quirk journal, about how if he doesn't sleep so well the previous night or skips breakfast then his quirk is more sluggish and he tires out a lot faster. It’s something he’s noticed but never really thought too much about.
“Oh,” he says lamely, “I guess… I guess I didn’t realize…”
“You didn’t realize that food affects your energy?” Kaminari looks rather amused. “Haven’t you ever taken health class, Midoriya-kun? Food basically is energy.”
Izuku blushes. “Well, I mean, it’s just something I do automatically. Eat a lot, I mean. I guess I just figured I had a big stomach…”
He feels very dumb right now.
Kirishima snorts. “Well, at least now you know.”
“Maybe you should talk to Yaomomo,” Ashido suggests, shoving some rice into her mouth, “You could, like, talk about what foods to eat. Or, I dunno, get addicted to energy drinks.”
“Ha! I’d love to see Midoriya-kun all hopped up on caffeine!” Kaminari laughs.
“I don’t think that’d be too healthy,” Izuku says as he smiles, “But good idea, Ashido-san.”
With this new information in mind, he makes sure to finish his food by the time the lunch bell rings. He’s not quite sure exactly what is going to happen in their hero class today, but Recovery Girl said they’ll be doing rescue training in an off-campus facility. And, since it doesn’t involve combat with quirks, Izuku will be expected to participate.
He and his classmates are excited when Aizawa announces what their training session will be later in class.
“Disasters, shipwrecks, and everything in between,” the teacher grunts, “It’s rescue training.”
“Rescue? Looks like it’ll be a lot of work this time, too,” Kaminari says, looking at Ashido who pumps her fists eagerly.
“Idiot, this is the duty of a hero,” Kirishima says behind him, “My arms are ready to rumble!” He grins, then glances at Izuku. “Hey, Midoriya-kun, are you gonna train with us?”
Izuku nods. “Yeah! Recovery Girl said that sometimes healers act as combat medics and join search and rescue agencies.” Kacchan grumbles at this but Izuku ignores him. “I’m not quite sure yet about what I’m going to do in the future, but I definitely want to do as much as I can!”
“Hey, I’m not done,” Aizawa grunts, “You can decide if you want to wear your costumes or not this time.” The panels on the wall slide open and Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat. He gets to wear his costume again!
Since the training is taking place off-campus, they’re going to take a bus. They all quickly get changed into their costumes and make their way outside. As soon as they’re ready, Iida starts blowing a whistle very loudly and commands them to file into the bus in a neat and orderly fashion.
Izuku glances at Yaoyorozu, who looks like she doesn’t know whether to join in Iida’s overly-enthusiastic leadership or to just let him do his thing. Izuku’s eyes meet hers and he gives her an apologetic smile. He had no doubt that Iida would take to his responsibility of vice-class representative well, but he hopes Yaoyorozu isn’t feeling overshadowed by Iida’s strong personality.
To his relief, though, he watches as the girl straightens up a moment later and tentatively approaches the blue-haired boy, helping him order their classmates onto the bus in a much calmer manner.
The ride to the training facility goes by quickly. Izuku listens as his friends talk about their quirks and how popular they’ll be as heroes, and laughs when Kaminari makes fun of Kacchan’s personality.
“I’ll kill you!” The blond snarls and Izuku hastily pulls him back.
“Easy, Kacchan,” he says, “Kaminari-kun’s only teasing.”
Kacchan plops back down into his seat with a huff, grumbling, “Little shit,” under his breath. Izuku pats his shoulder placatingly.
Asui says with a blank voice, “Well, even if his personality is crap steeped in sewage, at least we have Midoriya-chan here to tame him.”
Kacchan explodes again. “Tame me?!? He’s not fucking taming me!”
“Kacchan,” Izuku says, frowning. The blond’s muscles subconsciously relax ever so slightly and he turns to give the greenette a withering glare.
Yaoyorozu haughtily turns her nose away and comments, “It’s a miracle you’ve been able to deal with his outrageous behavior for so long without going insane, Midoriya-kun.”
Kacchan wordlessly snarls at her and Izuku giggles, “Who’s to say I haven’t already gone insane?” Kacchan gives him a look of utter betrayal while everyone around him laughs.
“We’re here.” Aizawa’s voice calls out, interrupting the laughter, “Stop messing around.”
The bus soon comes to a stop and everyone starts getting off. As they stand up, Izuku gently nudges Kacchan with his shoulder, giving him an apologetic smile. Kacchan huffs sharply but nudges him back, albeit a little roughly, before he turns away.
Forgiven.
The training facility seems to be a large dome of some sort, and when they walk inside they’re greeted by the Space Hero Thirteen. Izuku immediately recognizes them from his hero journals. Everyone is super excited to see them, especially Uraraka, who apparently really likes this particular pro hero. Thirteen introduces the training ground as the Unforeseen Simulation Joint, or USJ for short, which was created by them. It contains different kinds of disaster zones including a shipwreck, landslide, fire, windstorm, etc.
As Thirteen explains, Aizawa looks down at his phone and scowls.
“By the way,” Thirteen asks, glancing at Aizawa, “Where’s All Might?”
“Late,” Aizawa huffs and pockets his phone, “Said he’ll be arriving at the school soon, but to go ahead and start the lesson.”
Thirteen doesn’t seem discouraged. “Ah, well, he’ll get here soon enough. Anyway, let’s see…” They turn back to the students. “...Before we begin, let me say one thing… or two… or three…”
The numbers keep increasing and the class winces. Thirteen gives a long speech about quirks and how they can do good but also can kill easily if people don’t know how to use them properly. The pro hero emphasizes that the students do not have powers so they can harm one another, but so they can use them to save people. Izuku glances at Bakugou at this, but the explosive blond is merely scowling.
As they talk, Izuku looks around the USJ facility, eyeing the various disaster zones. He wonders how the training will go and if he’ll be any good at it, without a combative quirk. Even though he appreciates his ability to heal, part of him will always be disheartened at not being able to become a true hero. Joining a rescue agency as a combat medic is probably the closest he can get to his original dream, so he hopes he does well today.
Suddenly, the lights in the dome go out.
Izuku is so lost in thought that he doesn’t notice at first, but then his eyes slide to the fountain in the center of the facility. The water sputters a few times before it- becomes swirly? No, that’s not right. Something is swirling, but a few seconds later it becomes clear that some sort of portal is forming.
“Sensei?” He asks, frowning in confusion.
Aizawa follows his gaze and instantly stiffens up. The portal suddenly explodes with purple and black tendrils. Amidst the fog, a pale hand reaches out.
“Gather together and don’t move!” Aizawa suddenly orders, “Thirteen, protect the students!”
Izuku’s classmates murmur in confusion before they notice the portal too. Their eyes widen as a man steps through the purple mass, almost immediately followed by multiple other large people.
“Those are villains,” Aizawa growls, slipping his yellow goggles out of his scarf and putting them on. Izuku’s heart stutters at his words. He watches as his teacher steps forward and peers down at the villains as they continue to pour out of the portal, a grim look on his face. Thirteen glances at him as he says, “The trespassing last week was the work of these scumbags after all, huh?”
Izuku tenses up. Trespassing? But- it was just the media, wasn’t it?
Recovery Girl’s worried face appears in his mind, telling him to stay close to Kacchan on his way home. His eyes widen.
As his classmates exclaim their alarm, Yaoyorozu speaks up, “Sensei, what about the trespasser sensors?”
Thirteen replies, “We have them of course, but…”
“Did they only appear here, or around the whole school?” Todoroki suddenly says, his voice impassive. Izuku is shocked at how calm both he and Yaoyorozu are, but he supposes they’ve had more training than the rest of them. “Either way, if the sensors are not responding, that means they have someone with a quirk that can do that. An isolated area separated from the main campus during a time when a class is supposed to be here. They might be fools, but they’re not dumb. This surprise attack was planned with some sort of goal in mind.”
Despite Todoroki’s calm demeanor, his words only make his classmates even more uneasy.
Aizawa orders Thirteen to start evacuating everyone and to try calling the school, telling Kaminari to try as well. Then, he steps closer to the edge of the platform, his scarf flying up around him as he tenses up.
Izuku startles. “Sensei! You can’t possibly be thinking of fighting them all by yourself! There’s too many!”
He knows Eraserhead is a skilled fighter. He’s seen for himself how easily the hero can deal with a small group of villains, but there must be dozens of them pouring out of the portal. There’s no way he can fight them all! After the man saved him when he was ten, Izuku scoured the internet for every video he could find of him fighting. So he knows very well that Eraserhead is at a huge disadvantage here. His fighting style is to capture after erasing the enemy’s quirk- long battles against a large group of people are not his forte. He’s not physically enhanced, he’ll get tired, his eyes will get dry, he’ll get hurt-
“Don’t worry about me,” Aizawa interrupts his panicked thoughts, not sparing him a glance, “You stay in the middle of the group and get back to the bus.” Without another word, he grabs a few folds of his capture weapon and leaps down into the fray.
“Sensei!” He cries out, but Thirteen quickly starts ushering everyone towards the door.
Kacchan grabs him by the arm and drags him along. “You heard him!” He growls, pushing him ahead. Iida glances back at him and puts a hand on his shoulder, guiding him so that he’s running in the center of the group. It makes sense, keeping the healer in the safest part of the group- and from the way the other students flank around him, he’s not the only one who realizes. A tiny spark of indignance still erupts in his chest, though.
The retreating students suddenly skid to a halt as the portal villain materializes in front of them.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you,” the mass of fog says in a surprisingly polite voice, “We are the League of Villains. It may be presumptuous of us, but we have invited ourselves into the home of the heroes, UA High school, in order to have All Might, the Symbol of Peace, take his last breath. I believe All Might should have been here. Has there been some kind of change?”
Nobody responds, staring at the villain with fearful eyes. Izuku gulps. This is real! These are real villains right in their school! And they’re here to kill All Might? The number one hero is already on his way, but Izuku almost doesn’t want him to get here. The villains seem so confident in their abilities, surely they must be a real danger?
After a moment of silence, the purple mass continues, “Well, regardless, this is the part I am to play.” He suddenly begins growing bigger, the fog spreading out.
Thirteen tenses up and raises their finger, clearly preparing to use their quirk, but suddenly Kacchan and Kirishima lunge forward. Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat as his friends pounce on the villain. A large explosion from Kacchan’s palms makes the ground rattle as dust and smoke fills the air, obstructing their view briefly.
“Did you consider you’d get beaten by us first?” Kirishima snarls, his forearms raised and hardened.
To everyone’s surprise, however, the villain remains unharmed. “Even if you are students, you are excellent golden eggs,” he says. As Thirteen orders Kacchan and Kirishima to move away, he adds, “My job is to scatter you all and torture you to death!”
The tendrils of fog suddenly dart forward and surround them all. Izuku panics as he loses sight of his classmates. Then, the ground abruptly disappears from under his feet and he falls, crying out as he lands on something hard a moment later.
“Aha!” A voice calls out gleefully, “Fresh meat!”
Disoriented, Izuku blinks rapidly at the sight of a large jaw full of razor-sharp teeth snapping at him. He immediately scrambles backwards and sends a hard kick at his assilant’s nose, causing them to jerk back with a yelp. Jumping to his feet, the boy realizes that he’s no longer in the plaza anymore, instead he’s surrounded by the rocks and uneven ground of the landslide zone. His classmates are gone too, replaced by a villain with a canine-like quirk that glares daggers at him.
“Little twerp!” She snarls, rubbing her nose, “That fucking hurt! You’re dog food now!”
She lunges at him again, teeth bared and claws swiping. Years of training kicks in and Izuku moves on instinct, ducking under her fist and punching her in the stomach as he darts past. She wheezes as the air is knocked out of her and stumbles, giving him time to aim a kick at the back of her knees. Once she’s on the ground, he turns tail and runs away, only to skid to a halt at the sight of another villain.
Izuku can’t quite tell what this one’s quirk is. The man is large and has snake-like eyes, but no other hints as to what his quirk might be. He just barely manages to dodge his attack, but he doesn’t have time to counter. The villain moves quickly, striking with such speed that all Izuku can do is just duck and dodge repeatedly.
Movement at the corner of his eyes catches his attention and he blanches, realizing that there are multiple villains surrounding him. One of them aims some sort of weapon at him and he flinches. It’s enough of a distraction to prevent him from avoiding the next attack from the snake-like man.
Before the hit can land on him, however, everything around him freezes. Literally.
Gasping, Izuku whirls around and spots Todoroki standing a few feet away, a sheet of ice spreading from his right foot. The villains are all frozen in place, but Izuku remains untouched. It’s a testament to Todoroki’s impressive control over his quirk that he was able to avoid freezing Izuku in his attack.
“Todoroki-kun,” Izuku pants, but the other boy just glares at the villains.
“It’s pathetic to lose against a single child,” he says, “Get a hold of yourselves. You’re adults, aren’t you?” His tone is flat, but just like during their sparring match, his eyes burn.
Izuku gulps, his whole body shaking with adrenaline and fear. “Todoroki-kun…”
Finally, the boy looks at him, but his gaze hardly softens. “Stay close to me,” he orders before turning away. Still rattled from the sudden turn of events, Izuku wordlessly nods and scampers after him.
Todoroki leads the way downhill. Since they’re in the landslide zone, it’s fairly obvious that the exit is at the bottom of the hill. Still, it’s a long way to go, and it soon becomes clear that they have more villains to worry about.
Villains seem to appear out of every corner, but no matter what their quirk is, Todoroki defeats them by simply freezing them. It’s almost laughably easy, but it’s also incredibly intimidating. Izuku could barely hold his own against two of the villains and Todoroki is just stopping them in their tracks within seconds. It’s a reminder to Izuku that this boy really is the strongest in the class, and he isn’t even using half of his power.
“Ha-Have you seen any of the others?” Izuku asks, glancing over his shoulder as they make their way downhill.
“No,” Todoroki replies, “That warp villain said he’d scatter us and kill us. The others must be spread out across the facility.”
Izuku lets out a trembling breath. This is all so crazy. He can’t believe they’re getting attacked by real villains on the second week of school! He hopes everyone else is okay…
“All Might will be here soon,” he says in a weak attempt at reassurance. His hand moves to his phone in his pocket, only to remember what Aizawa said about the circuits being jammed.
Todoroki eyes his hand briefly before refocusing his attention on their surroundings. “I’ve been meaning to ask… how do you know All Might?”
“Eh?” Izuku blinks, taken aback.
“You seem familiar with him,” Todoroki says, “And I’m sure Recovery Girl could have asked plenty of other heroes to sponsor you. So why him?”
He talks so casually that Izuku can’t believe his ears. “To-Todoroki-kun!” He sputters, “I hardly think this is the best time to talk about this stuff! We’re being attacked, how can you be so calm?!?”
Todoroki gives him a look that he can’t quite decipher. “You’re scared,” he states bluntly.
“Well duh!”
“Don’t be,” he says dismissively, already turning away, “I’m perfectly capable of-”
A loud voice suddenly yells behind Izuku and Todoroki whirls around. His hand reaches towards him and Izuku feels something whip past his ear. By the time his reflexes kick in and he stumbles away, Todoroki has already frozen the villain, who looks like he was about to stab Izuku with a spear. Five more jump out of nowhere, apparently deciding that ganging up on them is the best strategy, but Todoroki easily encases them in ice.
Izuku gapes in awe but the bi-colored boy simply gives the villains an unimpressed look.
“You’re right, I suppose,” he says, and it takes a moment to realize that he’s talking to Izuku. “There are more important matters at hand.” He turns to the villain that tried to stab them and says, “At this rate, your cells will slowly die. I want to be a hero, so I would like to avoid something so cruel if possible.” Despite his words, his tone doesn’t sound particularly regretful.
Izuku tenses up as Todoroki raises his right hand to the villain’s face. Clouds of cold air billow from his palm and the villain’s eyes widen in alarm. A hard ball forms in the pit of Izuku’s stomach.
“Todoroki-kun,” he warns.
Todoroki ignores him and keeps his stony gaze on the villain. “On what basis do you think you can kill All Might?” He demands, “What is your plan?”
The villain seems to be frozen, both with fear and ice. The air is thick with tension. When he takes too long to respond, the frost in Todoroki’s hand increases.
Izuku can’t take it anymore. “Todoroki-kun!” He barks, grabbing the boy’s shoulder, “You’ll suffocate him!”
Todoroki doesn’t take his eyes off the villain. “Not if he tells me what I want to know.” His finger twitches. The villain notices and his eyes well up with fearful tears.
“Todoroki-kun,” Izuku warns again, his breath catching in his throat. He doesn’t like this. He doesn’t like this… this torture tactic. Villain or not, Izuku can’t stand by and watch a man freeze to death- or worse, watch his classmate hurt someone for information. Just the thought makes him feel nauseous.
Thankfully, the villain caves a few moments later and starts sputtering, “A-Alright, alright, I’ll talk! I-I don’t know much, but- but they’ve got a guy who can take him down. All Might, I mean! They’ve got someone who can fight him!”
As soon as he finishes talking, a loud boom suddenly echoes throughout the dome. Todoroki and Izuku glance up at the platform to see a large cloud of dust. Then, All Might steps out of the fog.
Izuku lets out a sigh of relief. “All Might…”
The number one hero is still far away, his form looking a lot smaller in the distance, but they are able to see him jump down into the plaza, no doubt going to help Aizawa fight that mass of villains they saw earlier.
Todoroki looks back at the frozen man and utters a simple, “Thanks,” before knocking him out. He uses his left hand to unfreeze him and does the same with the rest of the frozen villains, leaving a bunch of unconscious but ice-free adults on the ground.
Izuku must still have a displeased expression on his face because Todoroki takes one look at him and says, “I wasn’t actually going to kill him. Relax.”
He starts walking downhill again, his pace fast, but Izuku hesitates. “It was unnecessary force…” he mumbles under his breath. Todoroki’s supposed to be a hero-in-training, and heroes don’t act like… that. So cold and uncaring of the pain he was causing. Seeing anyone get hurt triggers an instinct in Izuku to heal, and his gaze trails to the unconscious villains.
Todoroki glances over his shoulder impatiently. When he realizes where he’s looking, he says sharply, “Don’t waste your energy on them.”
“I wasn’t going to-” Izuku suddenly feels the ground beneath him become slippery as ice forms under his feet. His arms flail as he slides down to Todoroki, who catches him before he can go any further.
“Having a soft heart won’t benefit you when it comes to villains,” he says, “I got the information we needed. Now let’s go.”
Before Izuku can say anything in response, Todoroki shifts to hold him with his left arm and turns the ground to ice again, creating a makeshift ice slide to take them downhill faster. He keeps his eye out for any other attacking villains, but it’s clear that those were the last of them.
Unfortunately, being pressed against Todoroki’s left side means being pressed against the layer of ice he has covering himself. That, mixed with the wind whipping at them from their quick descent, has Izuku shivering uncomfortably.
“Hey, Todoroki-kun?” He asks over the wind, “Now’s probably not a great time to ask, but why don’t you ever use your fire?”
Todoroki doesn’t respond and when Izuku glances at him, he sees that the boy’s jaw is clenched. “You’re right,” he grunts, barely audible, “Now’s not a great time to ask.”
Izuku wrinkles his nose. “Hey, you asked about All Might!”
“And you didn’t answer.” The slope evens out and Todoroki returns them to normal ground, pulling away from him. “Come on.”
Pushing aside his annoyance, Izuku dashes after Todoroki as they race towards the exit. A loud boom and a cloud of dust erupts from the plaza, the sound rattling Izuku’s bones. His heart leaps to his throat. All Might must be fighting someone, and if what that villain said was true…
He runs faster, passing Todoroki as he races over to where the dust is slowly clearing.
“Hey- Hey, wait!”
Ice forms underneath his feet, causing him to slip and fall backwards. Todoroki catches him, but keeps a firm grip on his arm to stop him from moving.
“You don’t know what you’re running into,” he snaps, pulling him back.
Izuku’s gaze slips past him and he gasps. Todoroki turns to look as well. The cloud of dust in the plaza dissipates, revealing All Might in a precarious situation as he grapples with a large, hulking beast. The warp villain, along with another man with strange hands covering his body, look on from a few feet away. The beast’s torso is stuck in one of the warp villain’s portals, but his head and arms come out from the ground underneath All Might, who is bent over backwards. Izuku flinches at the sight of the beast’s fingers digging into All Might’s side. Blood starts soaking his shirt and he knows the beast must be hitting his weak spot.
Nearby, Aizawa is still fighting against the mass of villains. Despite their numbers being steadily depleted, they refuse to let the teacher get past them.
The blue-haired man with the strange hands lets out an eerie laugh, “Were you trying to keep him from moving by sticking him deep in the concrete? You won’t be able to stop him like that.” Somehow, his voice sounds both chastising and amused at the same time. “Nomu is as strong as you are. This is good, Kurogiri. It’s an unexpected opportunity.” He glances at the warp villain beside him, who must be Kurogiri.
The beast- the Nomu- claws at All Might’s side even harder, causing the hero to release his grip and try to pry the brutish hands off of him. Kurogiri eyes the number one hero.
“I do not want blood and guts flowing within me,” he rumbles, “but I would be happy to take in someone as great as you.” As he talks, the Nomu starts dragging All Might into the portal. “You’re too fast to see with the human eye. Restraining you was Nomu’s job. And then, when your body is halfway in…”
Izuku gasps as the portal starts closing around All Might’s arms and torso. He lunges forward, but Todoroki pulls him back with a hard yank.
“Todoroki-kun!” He cries out, but the boy fixes him with a hard glance.
“Stay here.”
“But-”
“Don’t make me freeze your feet to the ground.”
Letting out a frustrated groan, Izuku looks back at All Might, who’s slowly being cut by Kurogiri’s portal. His heart skips a beat. “Go!”
Todoroki whirls around and dashes over to the villains. Once he’s close enough, he stops and stomps his right foot on the ground, causing ice to race across the ground and freeze the Nomu, stopping right before it reaches All Might. Then, he sends a jagged chunk of ice to Kurogiri, who narrowly dodges but the distraction causes him to loosen his portal slightly.
Then, all of the sudden, the portal disappears completely. All Might and the Nomu are forced out and onto the ground, the former freeing himself from the latter’s grip and jumping to stand beside Todoroki.
“All Might!”
Aizawa’s voice reaches Izuku’s ears. His homeroom teacher rushes over to the scene, keeping his eyes on Kurogiri as he wraps his capture weapon around the villain and slams him down. He pounces on top of him and pins him to the ground, panting heavily as his body shakes with exhaustion from fighting the mass of villains. No doubt his eyes must be burning, but nevertheless he keeps his gaze locked on Kurogiri and avoids looking at All Might or Todoroki.
The boss villain makes a noise of fascination. “You’re so cool, Eraserhead. So, so cool…”
“All Might,” Aizawa grunts again. The question of ‘Are you okay?’ is silent.
Izuku is still standing a bit away, but he’s close enough to see All Might’s injuries. Kurogiri’s portal created a large cut shaped like a ring around the hero’s chest and biceps, and his left side is bleeding from where the Nomu dug into his weak spot.
Izuku swallows heavily. He desperately wants to help. He wants to run over there and heal All Might and make those villains stop but he can’t. The familiar, horrible feeling of helplessness rises in his throat and makes his eyes prick with frustrated tears. It’s just like that time with Furuya and Akamine, or when those villains tried to kidnap him, or even when Kacchan turned on him. He’s useless, he can’t do anything in a fight, he’s not a hero, he’s just-
“Nomu,” the boss villain orders, “Save Kurogiri.”
The partially frozen beast immediately rights himself into a standing position, completely ignoring how the ice breaks his limbs off in chunks. Izuku watches in horror as new ones grow back right before his eyes.
All Might is shocked too. “What? His quirk wasn’t shock absorption?”
“I didn’t say that was all he had!” The ringleader laughs, “This is his super-regeneration. Nomu has been modified to take you at one-hundred percent...”
Fear seizes his throat.
Crap, but All Might isn’t at one-hundred percent! Do these villains somehow know of his injury?
In the blink of an eye, the Nomu darts over to attack Aizawa still pinning down Kurogiri. Before anyone can react, the beast punches and sends a giant shockwave across the facility. Something flies right towards Izuku and he dodges, squeezing his eyes shut against the dust and debris. The air slowly clears and he lifts his head, inhaling sharply when he sees that All Might is suddenly a lot closer to him than before.
The number one hero has been forced back into a nearby wall, apparently having taken the brunt of Nomu’s punch instead of Aizawa. He’s been knocked back towards where Izuku has been watching, now only a few meters away from the greenette.
All Might is panting heavily as he recovers from the blow. He coughs a couple of times and Izuku can see the blood that escapes his lips. His eyes widen.
This is his chance!
Without giving himself time to think twice, he dashes over to All Might, yanks off his gloves, and grabs onto his exposed forearm. As soon as their skin makes contact, his quirk automatically activates and rapidly pours energy into the hero. He’s so desperate to help him that he completely forgets why he always avoided healing All Might in the first place.
His quirk instantly reacts to the numerous wounds he feels on the man, but thankfully the majority of his energy begins pouring into his immediate wounds first rather than scars or missing organs. All Might startles at his sudden appearance and quickly pushes him away a moment later, stopping his quirk before it can do much to heal his older injuries. That’s fine, though. All he needed was a few seconds.
The wounds from Kurogiri’s portal and the Nomu’s grip stop bleeding, the skin visibly closed once more.
“Young Midoriya,” All Might rasps, looking torn, “Thank you for healing me, but you need to get out of here right now-”
“Oi, oi, what the hell is this?” The boss villain suddenly growls. “Why’d you stop bleeding?” He almost sounds like he’s whining.
Kurogiri’s golden eyes narrow. “Shigaraki, look at the boy’s costume.”
Izuku can’t see Shigaraki’s face behind the hand mask, but he gets the feeling the villain’s eyes are on him.
After a moment, the man makes a noise of intrigue. “Oh? Not a hero…” His stance suddenly freezes. “A healer.”
Izuku gulps and All Might tenses up beside him. Shigaraki is speechless for a moment, then a low growl rises in his throat. “That’s… that’s not fair…” he rasps, “That’s… This is fucking cheating!” His voice becomes enraged. “You’re not supposed to have a healer! How the fuck did he heal you like that?!? How did he heal-”
He cuts himself off abruptly. Kurogiri, having been saved by Nomu, moves beside Shigaraki and whispers something in his ear. The boss villain stiffens. Then…
“No…” He hisses, “No, no, no, NO!” His hands reach up and he starts furiously scratching at his neck, spitting and snarling with rage. “No- it’s not supposed to be this way, it’s not supposed to- you’re supposed to be weak, he said you’d be-”
“Shigaraki!” Kurogiri says, tone sharp.
The wild scratching stops, but instead Shigaraki whips his head towards Izuku. “YOU! You’re a fucking cheat code, you- you- NOMU!”
As soon as he shrieks the name, both the beast and All Might react. Now that he’s healed and energized, All Might is able to meet the Nomu halfway as the latter lunges for Izuku. They strike each other simultaneously and the impact causes another shockwave, knocking everyone off their feet. All Might punches the Nomu again, but the beast doesn’t show any pain and punches back.
For a few moments, all anyone can do is stare at the two massive forces of power as they trade blows back and forth. All Might soon punches the Nomu hard enough to knock him into a nearby forest area and the fight continues on there. They can still feel the effects of the shockwaves that are created as All Might forces the Nomu back, but at least now they’re able to stand.
“BRAT!”
Izuku’s head whips around to see Shigaraki lunging towards him, hands outstretched. A flash of blond suddenly crashes into Izuku. Arms wrap around his torso and the next thing he knows he’s flying off the ground, explosions ringing in his ears.
“Kacchan!”
At the same time, grey tendrils latch onto Shigaraki and yank him backwards, pulling him away from Izuku. Aizawa pounces on the villain and Kurogiri moves to intercept him, but Izuku can’t see what happens after that.
Kacchan carries him over to where Todoroki and- surprisingly- Kirishima are waiting. “You idiot!” He snarls as he sets him down, “What were you thinking, getting into the middle of a fight?!?”
“It’s not his fault,” Todoroki says, “That thing knocked All Might over to where Midoriya was hiding. Although, rushing over to heal his wounds wasn’t a good idea.” He gives Izuku a look.
“What was I supposed to do?” Izuku snaps, “He was injured!”
Kacchan’s eye twitches. “What you’re supposed to do is-”
“Oi, talk about this later!” Kirishima barks, eyes locked on something else. “We’ve got company!”
Izuku follows his gaze to see that a few of the villains that Aizawa took down have regained consciousness and are running towards them. Todoroki immediately freezes three of them, but one has a quirk that lets her fly so she’s able to dodge his ice. Kacchan uses his explosions to launch himself into the sky and lets out a battle cry as he attacks her.
Meanwhile, one of the villains that Todoroki froze aims his silver fingers at them. Izuku has just enough time to duck behind Kirishima before an onslaught of bullets are fired at them. Todoroki creates a wall of ice to protect himself while Kirishima activates his hardening quirk, protecting both himself and Izuku.
A pained grunt catches the greenette’s attention and he looks over. Aizawa isn’t faring too well against both Kurogiri and Shigaraki. The man obviously can’t risk letting Kurogiri out of his sight or else he might warp him-or them- away, and that is something that Shigaraki is clearly trying to take advantage of. He crumbles the hero’s scarf beneath his fingers when Aizawa tries to bind him and makes to dart behind him and the man instinctively turns to intercept, to protect himself- only to have his vision blocked by the purple fog that descends over his face to cover his eyes. He curses and immediately lashes out blindly to strike Kurogiri, but it’s too late.
Shigaraki grins beneath his mask, and Izuku watches in horror as the villain grabs his teacher’s back with both hands.
Aizawa screams.
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Next chapter... the aftermath...
Chapter 12: The Ripples
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A loud BOOM catches everyone’s attention, including the villains. They all look up to see the Nomu go flying into the air, breaking through the glass windows of the dome and causing a massive vibration that shakes the earth. The beast disappears, but a moment later All Might is leaping towards them.
In the blink of an eye, he takes out the villains that are attacking Kacchan, Kirishima, Todoroki, and Izuku before going to rescue Aizawa. Kurogiri and Shigaraki barely have time to react before the number one hero knocks them back with an air pressure strike from his fist while he grabs Aizawa. He immediately brings the injured man over to Izuku and then steadfastly plants himself between them and the two villains.
Izuku can barely hear what All Might says then. He doesn’t have time to worry about the hero’s condition after his fight with the Nomu. All he can focus on is Aizawa and the sickening amount of blood that is pouring out of his back. He’s almost glad that the man is unconscious, having passed out either from pain or just pure exhaustion from having fought so hard for so long.
He just barely manages to remind himself to analyze Aizawa’s wound instead of automatically healing it as he drops to his knees beside him. The skin on most of his back is completely gone, leaving a mess of raw, exposed flesh and muscle. Thankfully, thankfully, despite the heavy bleeding, it doesn’t appear to be very deep. Shigaraki’s disintegration- or whatever his quirk was- doesn’t seem to have had enough time to reach down to bone, so there’s probably no spinal damage- thank God, Izuku wouldn’t know what to do if that happened. It’s still a horrendously disgusting wound to look at, though, so Izuku swallows down some bile that threatens to crawl up his throat and gently places his hands on Aizawa’s bloodied back. He doesn’t even think twice about the fact that he’s not allowed to heal pros without a license- he’s just glad he doesn’t have to spend time cutting away Aizawa’s clothes like he did with Uraraka. His teacher’s shirt has been disintegrated along with his skin, so it doesn’t get in the way of his quirk activating.
Izuku feels himself weaken even more as his energy flows into Aizawa’s body. Fighting and healing All Might’s injuries has already taken a decent chunk of his stamina, and now as Aizawa’s skin and muscle regrows underneath his palms, he finds himself struggling to stay upright. It’s a good thing he’s kneeling, he’d probably collapse if he was standing.
Aizawa’s healing doesn’t take more than fifteen seconds, but he still doesn’t regain consciousness. Before Izuku can even begin to wonder why, Shigaraki’s voice catches his attention.
“He used a cheat.” Izuku looks up and feels his breath catch in his throat. The villain is staring at him, blood-red eyes peeking out from between deceased fingers making him feel pinned to the spot. A scratchy voice rasps, “He used a cheat. Hey, that’s not fair…”
“What’s wrong?” All Might taunts, “You’re not coming?” Izuku is sure that the only reason All Might isn’t going after them himself is because he doesn’t want to get caught up in Kurogiri’s quirk again.
Shigaraki startles at his words and takes a step back, looking at All Might. “He… he gave you a 1-Up! You… you were supposed to be weak…”
Izuku frowns. 1-Up? Cheat? He’s talking like this is all just one of those video games he plays with Kacchan!
Shigaraki starts wildly clawing at his own throat again. “Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!” He snarls, “We’ve been completely overwhelmed! I can’t believe he did that to my Nomu!”
All Might quickly gets tired of his chattering. “Come now, villains. I’m sure we’d all like this to end as soon as possible. Surrender and come quietly, or I’ll make you.”
“I hate you!” Shigaraki spits, “I hate you! You don’t play fair, hero!”
“Shigaraki...” Kurogiri warns, but before he can say anything else, he suddenly shields Shigaraki from a bullet flying their way.
Izuku looks up to see that the rest of UA’s teachers have arrived and are standing on the platform. He thinks he sees Principal Nedzu too, but he can’t be sure since they’re so far away. Despite the distance, he’s able to hear Present Mic’s scream loud and clear as the Voice Hero takes care of the remaining villains in the plaza.
“Damn, they’re here already?” Shigaraki groans and then sighs, clearly disgruntled, “It’s game over now. Shall we go home and try again later, Kurogiri?”
“I won’t let you escape!” All Might says, tensing up.
Instead of looking at the pro hero, or even his ally, Kurogiri turns to Izuku. His golden eyes narrow. Izuku shrinks under his unnerving gaze.
“Actually, Shigaraki-” Kurogiri starts to say, only to be interrupted by a flurry of Snipe’s bullets flying towards them. Shigaraki shrieks as he gets hit a couple of times before Kurogiri swirls around him. They both disappear into a portal a moment later.
“Hey!” All Might lunges towards them, but it’s too late. His hand swipes on empty air.
There’s a beat.
Then, Kirishima lets out a sigh of relief, “They’re gone.”
Beneath his palms, Izuku feels Aizawa stir slightly. He carefully rolls his teacher onto his newly-healed back, but he doesn’t regain consciousness.
“Why isn’t he waking up?” Kirishima asks, “You healed him.”
“I don’t know,” Izuku replies, moving to check Aizawa’s vitals. His breathing is rapid and shallow and when Izuku feels his unusually pale skin, it’s cold and clammy. His hand moves to the man’s neck, feeling for his carotid artery. Aizawa’s pulse throbs rapidly under his fingers.
“I think it’s from blood loss,” Izuku says, a bit uncertainly, “I… I guess my quirk can’t do anything to help that. His heart’s going into overdrive trying to replace what he lost.”
“Is he going to be okay?” All Might asks and Izuku glances up at him.
“Um…” He hesitates, eyeing the puddle of blood underneath Aizawa. “I’m not really an expert on blood loss, but I don’t think he lost a dangerous amount. He probably just passed out because it was so sudden. And he also fought for a really long time so he’s probably exhausted anyways.”
“So are you,” Kacchan grunts, grabbing under his armpits and lifting him up. Izuku tries to gather his feet underneath him, but his legs are too wobbly to hold him up. Kacchan wraps Izuku’s arm over his shoulder and takes most of his weight. “Let’s get these guys back to the bus,” he says roughly.
“Shouta-kun!”
They look up to see Present Mic running over to them with Vlad King right behind him. His eyes widen when they land on Aizawa’s unconscious form and All Might hastily lifts a hand to reassure him.
“Don’t worry,” he says, “He’s alright.”
“That’s a lot of blood!” Present Mic protests, kneeling in front of Aizawa.
“Young Midoriya healed him,” All Might explains, stooping to put a comforting hand on his shoulder, “He’s unconscious from blood loss, though. Did anyone call an ambulance?”
Vlad King nods. “And the police. They’re working with us to gather up the remaining villains.”
“Good.” All Might picks up Aizawa and then turns to Kacchan. “Let me take Young Midoriya. I can get him out of here faster.”
Kacchan hesitates, but then Kirishima elbows him and he reluctantly lets All Might gather Izuku into his arms alongside Aizawa. He ends up carrying each of them in one arm, with Aizawa’s long legs falling slightly over Izuku’s, and he’s careful not to jostle them as he leaps into the sky.
“Once again, Young Midoriya,” All Might says in a low voice, “I must both thank and scold you for running to me like that in the middle of battle.”
Izuku makes a disgruntled noise, leaning his head against the hero’s chest tiredly. “I couldn’t just stand there and do nothing. I felt so helpless…”
All Might lands on the platform with a sigh, “I understand it must be frustrating…” He glances at the various pro heroes and police officers that pass by as he briskly walks towards the exit. “Well, at least now we know of one way to stop you from overusing your quirk.”
Izuku blinks, trying to focus his drowsy mind. He recalls his quirk stopped once All Might pushed him away, breaking their skin contact. So, while he can’t physically move or stop himself once his quirk is activated, it seems that at least others are capable of doing it.
He makes a mental note to mention this discovery to Recovery Girl later.
All Might drops Aizawa off at an ambulance and the paramedics quickly start fussing over him, putting an IV into his arm and giving him fluids. One doctor asks about Izuku, but All Might explains that he’s just tired from using his quirk.
“Is Recovery Girl here yet?” He asks.
“She just left with one of the other ambulances a few minutes ago,” the doctor replies, already getting back into her own ambulance to take Aizawa away, “She’s helping treat Thirteen.”
Once they’re gone, Izuku frowns at All Might. “Is Thirteen okay?”
All Might grimaces. “I’m afraid they got attacked by that warp villain. I arrived just as Young Iida was escaping and I had him continue on to the school. When I got inside, a few of your classmates had already driven the villain away and I saw Thirteen injured.”
Despite his fatigue, the thought of one of his teachers being seriously hurt has Izuku squirming in All Might’s grasp. The hero tightens his hold on him. “And no, you will not in any way be using your quirk on them or anyone else today. You’re going to trust in your mentor’s capability and you’re going to rest.” His tone is firm and leaves no room for argument.
Izuku pouts and hides his face in the man’s shirt. “Bossy sensei,” he grumbles. All Might lets out a huff of laughter.
“All Might!” A plain-looking man approaches them with a smile. His eyes land on Izuku and he tilts his head questioningly.
“This is Midoriya Izuku,” All Might says, “Young Midoriya, this is my friend Tsukauchi Naomasa.”
Tsukauchi’s eyes twinkle as he gazes at Izuku with curiosity. “The famous Midoriya Izuku. I must say, I’ve been dying to meet you after hearing everything that this one has said about you. Thank you for everything you’ve done.”
His gratitude is so genuine and sincere that Izuku glances at All Might in confusion. He feels like he’s missing something here.
The number one hero’s brow twitches and he says, “He knows.”
Oh.
Tsukauchi just keeps smiling at him. It’s almost a bit creepy, but Izuku shyly smiles back.
“I was going to ask if you were okay after the fight,” he says to All Might, not taking his eyes off of Izuku, “But I guess there’s no need.”
All Might nods, frowning a bit. “Yeah, I’m fine… but that Nomu was terribly strong. If I were as weak as I was last year, I might not have been able to defeat him.” He seems troubled by the thought.
Tsukauchi asks if he can fill out a report and All Might promises to do so after Izuku is taken care of. His classmates are outside the bus being counted by a cat-faced police officer, but they wave at Izuku as All Might brings him into the bus.
“Rest well, young man,” he says, gently setting him down on one of the seats, “Your friends will be with you soon.”
“Do you think I’ll be able to see Recovery Girl?” Izuku asks, then fails to stifle a yawn.
“Probably not, but I’m sure she’ll text you. I will too, once this is all dealt with.” All Might ruffles his hair gently and Izuku lets out a tired grumble when his ponytail gets messed up. As All Might turns away, he settles into his seat, hoping to nap on the way back to school. Something tugs at the edge of his mind, however, and he finds himself calling out to the hero before he steps off the bus.
“All Might?”
“Hm?” The blond glances back at him.
Izuku blearily blinks and asks in a tired voice, “Why did that man call me a cheat code? He talked like we were in a video game…”
Something flashes in All Might’s eyes. “I don’t know… We’ll talk more once you feel better.”
With that said, he leaves.
The rest of the day passes by in a blur. His classmates worry about him when they get onto the bus, but soon turn to chatting about their own experiences during the attack. Izuku idly listens to their stories as he falls asleep against Kacchan’s shoulder.
When they get back to school, the blond ends up carrying him the rest of the way home. Since they don’t have to stay late for Recovery Girl’s lesson, they’re joined by Kirishima, Ashido, Kaminari, and Sero, all of whom insist on helping the duo to the train station- although they really just end up making fun of the way Kacchan gives Izuku a piggyback ride.
The greenette is more than happy to let his friend deal with trying to soothe his mother’s fretting when they get home. He naps on the couch while Kacchan explains to Inko- and later Auntie Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru when Inko invites them over- what happened at USJ. He wakes up long enough to eat dinner and then falls asleep again.
He sleeps through most of the next day too, waking up at 1PM and panicking when he realizes he’s late for school, only for Inko to tell him that UA is closed today. After that mini-heart attack, Kacchan comes over to hang out with him, although he’s still too tired to do much aside from cuddle with Sushi on the couch and play video games. He tries reading more of the book Recovery Girl gave him, but Kacchan yanks it out of his hands and threatens to burn it because apparently ‘reading doesn’t count as resting if it’s for school’.
Both All Might and Recovery Girl text him repeatedly to see how he’s doing, the latter having a hard time believing that he’s actually resting until Kacchan takes his phone and sends her a selfie of him pinning Izuku to the couch with one hand. The next picture she gets is a blurred image of Sushi attacking Kacchan, taken by Izuku of course.
On a whim, he also decides to send it to All Might, just for laughs.
(Toshinori 3:23PM) -That cat is going to become the next number one hero
(Midoriya 3:24PM) -XD
When he goes back to school the next day, he asks Recovery Girl how Thirteen is doing.
“Don’t worry about them. They’re going to make a full recovery,” she says, though she seems a bit tired.
“That’s good…”
There’s a pause as his mentor looks at him with an expression he can’t quite decipher. Then, she sighs.
“I’m sorry you all had to go through what you did,” she says, “I know it must have been very scary for you.”
Izuku opens his mouth to reassure her, then closes it. He knows the older woman well enough by now to know that brushing this off won’t help.
“It was scary,” he admits, “I felt helpless. I thought… I mean, after what happened when I was ten… I’ve spent so long learning how to fight and I thought- I don’t know, I just thought I was stronger than…” He struggles to find his words. “I just- I could barely defend myself. If it hadn’t been for Todoroki-kun…” He trails off with a grimace.
Recovery Girl gives him a pitying look. “You’re always going to be at a disadvantage in battle. This world isn’t fair, and some people are just born to be more vulnerable than others. But, if it makes you feel better, I think you did everything right.” Izuku looks up in surprise. “Ignoring the fact that you’re not supposed to heal pro heroes-” She gives him a stern look and he winces apologetically before she continues, “Toshinori-san told me how you ran to him at the most opportune moment, taking advantage of his distance from the villains to safely heal him as quickly as you could. He also told me how he was able to stop you from going overboard with your quirk, which is something we can look into more later.”
Izuku looks down at his feet, processing her words.
“You did good, Midoriya-kun,” she says resolutely, “As did the rest of your classmates. You’ve all gotten more combat experience within the first two weeks of your high school career than most second and third years do. And UA will be making drastic improvements to their security from here on out to make sure that nothing like this ever happens again.”
Izuku nods, then recalls something. “Oh, um, during USJ… Aizawa-sensei mentioned something about the villains being the ones behind the trespassing last week?” It comes out sounding like a question rather than a statement.
Recovery Girl suddenly looks very guilty.
“Yes… I should have told you- I wanted to tell you, but Nedzu-san didn’t want to cause any unnecessary panic…”
He tilts his head. “You looked kind of worried when you came back from… er…” He actually still hasn’t found out where Recovery Girl disappeared off to last week after the stampede. “When you were late to our lesson… All Might said you were with Nedzu-san?”
“After the press was dealt with, Hound Dog was on patrol and discovered that one of UA’s southern barriers had been destroyed,” she explains, “We didn’t know who was the cause, so obviously we were very concerned. I suppose now that it was some sort of declaration of war from this ‘League of Villains’.” She sighs again. “Well, anyway, that’s why I was late. And why I wanted you to stay close to your friend on your way home. He seems like a good boy.”
Despite the heavy mood, Izuku snorts.
Recovery Girl suddenly claps her hands, startling him. “Anyway, I don’t want you to spend so much time worrying about this!” She declares, “We will leave this to the heroes. Now, Aizawa-san will be telling you all some very important information in class today, so I want you to focus on that. Do you have any questions?”
Yes, he has a lot of questions. He’s not ready to just push this out of his mind and forget about it. He wants to know who these villains are and how they knew All Might was weak and why they looked at him like that-
But the warning bell rings and Recovery Girl sends him off to homeroom before he can say anything. And so he reluctantly does what she wants and tries his best to push his questions to the back of his mind.
He walks into class with Kacchan to find his classmates talking about the incident.
“Did you watch the news last night?” Kirishima asks, “They were covering the USJ attack.”
“Yeah, all the channels made a big deal out of it,” Kaminari says, sounding just a tad bit smug.
“Can you blame them?” Jirou feigns nonchalance. “The hero course that keeps pumping out pro heroes was attacked.”
Sero notices Izuku’s entrance and perks up. “Hey, Midoriya-kun! You feeling better?”
“Yeah, much better.” Izuku smiles and goes to take his seat behind Kacchan.
As his classmates casually talk about the attack, he’s suddenly struck by the oddness of it all. They all were attacked by villains and nearly died just a couple of days ago, and now they’re chatting about it as if it’s just a mildly interesting news story they heard. As if it happened to someone else and not them. Izuku doesn’t understand how they can get over it so quickly. It was so scary!
Then again, once they’re pros they’re going to have to deal with villain attacks all the time.
Recovery Girl said ‘leave this to the heroes’ as if it has nothing to do with the two of them. As if it’s not their place, as healers, to concern themselves with events like this. And… Izuku supposes that she’s right. The USJ attack was terrifying, but it’s unlikely that he’ll have to deal with something like that again. For the first time in a while, he finds himself grateful that he’s able to become a healer rather than a hero. The world of villains that the pros face everyday is not something that he was prepared for. He’d much rather concern himself with injured heroes rather than villains. And yeah, feeling helpless in the battlefield was awful, but at the end of the day the heroes came out on top! They didn’t need him. He shouldn’t have felt helpless because he shouldn’t have worried about them in the first place. He’s lucky he wasn’t taken hostage at any point, really. He’s not a hero, he doesn’t belong on the battlefield, he-
Kacchan’s words snarl in his mind, “You’ve got no business getting involved with fights! You’re gonna be a healer, not a hero- so quit acting like you’re anything more than a guy with a healing quirk!”
Izuku frowns. A bitter feeling settles in the pit of his stomach.
“Morning.”
Everyone jumps when the door slides open with a bang and Aizawa walks in.
“Sensei!” The class exclaims.
Iida’s hand shoots into the air. “So you are alright, Aizawa-sensei?!?”
The teacher raises an eyebrow. “Hm?”
“Kirishima-kun said that you passed out from blood loss,” Asui ribbits, “Even though Midoriya-chan healed you.”
Izuku winces and curses himself for not remembering to mention that to Recovery Girl. He needs to learn a lot more about blood loss now that he knows his quirk doesn’t do anything to help it.
Aizawa sniffs. “I’m fine. They gave me fluids and I went home later that day.” His eyes slide over to Izuku. “Thanks, by the way,” he grunts.
Izuku tries not to blush as he beams at the praise from the hero. He’s pretty sure his eyes sparkle regardless, if the way Aizawa squints and looks away is anything to go by.
“We have a lot to discuss before your morning classes start, so pay attention,” he says, “The UA Sports Festival is drawing near.”
Kirishima and a few others immediately cheer, but Jirou and Ojiro express their concerns about another possible villain attack. Aizawa reassures them that security will be increased significantly and that the UA Sports Festival will be a good chance for young heroes such as themselves to get noticed and possibly scouted. He stresses the importance of this opportunity and to begin preparing for it.
“One chance a year- a total of just three chances. No aspiring heroes can afford to miss this event. If you understand that, then don’t slack off on your preparations!”
“Yes, sir!”
Throughout the rest of their morning classes, the Sports Festival is all that’s on anyone’s minds. Izuku suddenly finds it easy to forget about the villains with such a big event to look forward to.
When the lunch bell rings, many students still linger in the room, chatting about the upcoming festival.
“Even though all that stuff happened, I’m getting really excited!” Kirishima grins, pumping his arms enthusiastically.
Sero joins him. “If we put on a good show and stand out, we’ll have taken the first step to becoming pros!” He nudges the redhead with his elbow.
Izuku smiles as he idly puts his books back into his backpack, listening as his classmates express their excitement.
“Ojiro-kun, I’m getting kind of nervous now!” Hagakure’s shrill voice catches his attention. “I need to stand out at the Sports Festival!” Ojiro tries to be supportive, but Izuku can easily tell what he’s thinking. No doubt it would be difficult for Hagakure to get noticed with a quirk like hers.
“You’re lucky, Shoji-kun,” Kaminari says to the multi-limbed teen, “Your brawn stands out on its own.”
Jirou giggles and teases Kaminari, claiming that he’ll stand out when he short-circuits his brain. Izuku’s never seen the effect himself, but apparently it happened during the USJ attack. He frowns in consideration. Obviously he won’t be participating in the Sports Festival, but maybe he can help his classmates prepare for it?
Kacchan stands up from his desk and starts stalking over to the door, ignoring his classmates in favor of getting lunch. Izuku makes to follow him, but Ashido’s voice calls out to him.
“Hey, Midori-kun!” She hops up to him. “So what does this whole Sports Festival thing mean for you?” Her question catches the attention of their other classmates.
“Oh yeah,” Sero says, “You’re not going to be participating, right?”
Izukiu shakes his head. “Definitely not. Recovery Girl will probably need all the help she can get. I bet there’s going to be a lot of injuries.” He perks up. “This will be a good opportunity for me to practice training my quirk!”
Kaminari snickers, “You’re just excited that people are going to get injured!”
Izuku flushes and sticks his tongue out at him in response. Kaminari cackles.
“But still,” Yaoyorozu says, turning the attention to her, “Even though you’re looking to be a healer, your future career involves joining hero agencies, doesn’t it? How will you get scouted?”
Izuku thinks for a moment before shrugging cluelessly. “I really don’t know. I’m gonna talk to Recovery Girl about all this stuff after school. But she has said that healers are always in high demand, so I bet that whole process is going to be a bit different for me.”
Kaminari grins and leans back in his chair, folding his arms behind his head while feigning nonchalance. “Don’t worry, Midoriya-kun,” he says smoothly, “Once I’ve got my own hero agency I’ll be sure to hire you as my healer.”
“What the fuck?” Kacchan turns away from the door and glares at the electric boy. “He’s not fucking joining your shitty agency,” he snarls, “He’s gonna be my healer.”
Izuku opens his mouth, but before he can speak Ashido pouts, “Says who?”
“Says me!” Kacchan snaps, “I already called dibs, like, ten years ago!”
Jirou wrinkles her nose. “What the heck? Why do you get dibs?”
“Yeah, you can’t hog Midoriya-kun all to yourself!” Kirishima buts in.
“Um, guys-” Izuku says, but nobody is paying attention to him anymore. To his horror, even his more logical classmates are starting to join in.
Yaoyorozu makes a surprisingly snide comment about Kacchan making decisions for Izuku and Jirou backs her up, asking why Kacchan thinks he deserves Izuku any more than they do. Uraraka asks why he would want a healer if he claims he’s so strong and even Tokoyami adds his own two cents to the argument.
Izuku loses all hope for salvation when Iida of all people joins the quarrel, claiming that it’s selfish to confine a healer to one agency when they’re needed by so many. The clock ticks by with Izuku just standing there watching the dispute, emotions swirling between flustered that they’re arguing over him and irritated that he’s being kept from his lunch.
An elbow suddenly knocks into his. He glances over his shoulder and, to his surprise, sees Todoroki gazing at him with his usual aloof expression.
“Let’s go get food,” he says, sounding more like a statement rather than a request.
Izuku glances back at his arguing classmates before nodding wordlessly at Todoroki. He’s not even going to bother asking why the bi-colored boy wants them to eat lunch together- it’s odd, they’ve certainly never eaten lunch together before- but right now he just wants to escape from his awkward situation.
They make it all the way to the door before they’re spotted.
“Oh no you don’t, you candy-cane bitch!”
Izuku really needs to tell Kacchan to stop yanking him around- it’s getting very annoying. He lets himself get dragged backwards by his collar and sighs when the blond gets all up in Todoroki’s face.
“Thought you could sneak away with him, huh?” He snarls. Todoroki simply narrows his eyes in response.
A hand falls on Izuku’s shoulder and Kirishima says, “Hey, Midoriya-kun, you’ve really gotta settle this for us.”
“Yeah, who’s agency are you going to choose?” Ashido asks. Behind her, Kaminari points to himself and silently mouths ‘mine’.
With everyone’s gazes on him, Izuku gets steadily more and more flustered. “Ah… well, I don’t know…” His mind scrambles to find the right thing to say. Of course he’s not going to commit to anyone right now, but he doesn’t want to piss off Kacchan by outright denying him. He decides to settle on something light and teasing.
“I-I guess I’ll just go with whoever charms me the most!” He laughs nervously and scratches the back of his head, completely oblivious to the sudden competitive tension in the air as his classmates glare at each other. “Anyway, let’s go to lunch!”
As soon as he steps out of the door, a hulking flash of blond intercepts him.
“Young Midoriya is here!”
All Might enthusiastically points at him as he beams. Izuku jumps.
“A-All Might? What’s the matter?”
“Lunch!” The number one hero exclaims, holding up a wrapped-up bento box. “Wanna eat togeth-”
“Yes!” Izuku interrupts, seeing his chance for escape. Ignoring the confused murmurs behind him, he darts towards All Might and immediately starts ushering him away. “Yes, yes, I would love to have lunch with you! Let’s go right now!”
He practically runs away from class 1-A, All Might following with a bewildered smile on his face. When they get to the teachers’ lounge, he collapses onto the couch with a loud sigh.
“Is… everything alright, Young Midoriya?” All Might asks, looking as if he doesn’t know whether to be concerned or amused.
Izuku waves him off. “Yeah, I’m fine. You just saved me from an incredibly awkward situation though, so thanks.”
“Oh!” Now All Might doesn’t hide his amusement. Even after he shrinks into his normal form, his eyes twinkle with mirth as he sits down on the couch across from him. “I’d ask about it, but I’m afraid of what would happen if your face turned any redder.”
Izuku rubs his heated cheeks and groans. All Might chuckles. “Anyway, I just wanted to see how you were doing.”
“Hm?” Izuku blinks, surprised. “Oh! I’m fine.”
It comes out like a reflexive response, his tone way too light and dismissive to show any real consideration behind his answer.
All Might tilts his head. “Did Aizawa-kun talk about the Sports Festival?”
“Oh, yeah. Sounds like fun,” Izuku says. He thinks about saying more, but he gets the feeling that the Sports Festival isn’t exactly the topic the man wants to talk about.
There’s a beat, then All Might shifts in his seat. “I’m sorry, I would have met with you later, but you have your lesson with Chiyo-san and I don’t want to take you away from that.” He clears his throat. “Anyway, I just thought maybe we should talk about USJ…”
Izuku perks up. All Might notices and says, “I can’t tell you much because it’s still an ongoing investigation, but I just thought… if you had any questions, or something you wanted to discuss…”
“Yes!” Izuku straightens up. “Yes, oh my God, I have so many questions! Recovery Girl said not to worry about it and I’ve been trying to just focus on the Sports Festival but-” He rambles rapidly and the blond raises his hands.
“Easy, easy, kid,” he says and Izuku forces himself to take a breath. Remembers why his mind has been so plagued for the past couple of days.
“No- it’s not supposed to be this way, it’s not supposed to- you’re supposed to be weak, he said you’d be-”
“All Might.” He purses his lips, trying to hide his worry. “They knew you were injured.”
All Might sighs and nods solemnly. “It seems so.”
Izuku opens his mouth, but he doesn’t know what to say. All Might continues, “There’s a lot of things we don’t know about this ‘League of Villains’- how they knew about my injury being one of those things. We don’t know how much information they’re privy to, however I suspect it is very minimal, considering how surprised Shigaraki was when he saw you.”
“Huh?” Izuku frowns, confused.
All Might clasps his hands together. “If I had been in the same state as I was in when I first met you, I highly doubt I would have been able to defeat Nomu.” Izuku can’t help but flinch. Even though he was heavily injured, All Might was still extremely strong back then. Strong enough not only to survive with a missing lung and stomach, but also to keep being the Symbol of Peace for years after that devastating fight. If he really believes that he would have lost to Nomu… then that beast must be terrifyingly powerful.
Not to mention the multiple quirks…
“I assume that those villains must’ve somehow created Nomu to be able to withstand the strength that I had back then,” All Might says, “They knew I was injured and thought that they could defeat me while I was weakened. But they didn’t expect you.”
Izuku is still a bit confused. It must show on his face, because the man says, “I’ve been thinking about why Shigaraki called you a ‘cheat code’. There was something else he said about you, but I can’t quite recall the term…”
“1-Up,” the boy says, then explains, “He said I gave you a 1-Up. Er, in video games that’s an extra life…”
All Might brightens and nods emphatically. “And that’s just what you did! You basically gave me an extra life. Young Midoriya, you must understand…” He leans forward and looks at him very seriously. “You have done what countless other healers have failed to do. You’ve given me my health and my power back. And those villains weren’t expecting that. They weren’t expecting you.”
Izuku nods slowly, processing his words. “So… that means…”
“That means that we have the advantage.” All Might leans back, looking satisfied. “Their information was dated and flawed. I doubt that they’ll try an attack like that anytime soon, now that they’ve realized how grievous of a mistake they’ve made. It was a bold attack that normal people wouldn’t carry out even if they had thought about it, anyway. They may have escaped, but their ringleader is injured and Nomu has been captured. I don’t think they’ll be causing trouble anytime soon.”
Izuku smiles, feeling a bit of pressure lift off his chest. All Might smiles back. “Does that make you feel better?”
“Yes,” Izuku breathes out a sigh of relief and the man laughs.
“Good,” he says, “I thought you’d be worried, so I figured the least I could do is help ease your anxiety.”
Izuku looks down at his hands with a faint blush. He’s confided in All Might about many things over the past year, one of which being his tendency to occasionally panic or worry over little things. Still, it’s strange to be sitting here talking about it in real life, rather than over text.
“Oh!” All Might suddenly says, reaching over to hand him the bento box, “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to keep you from your lunch. Here, I asked Lunch Rush to make this for you.”
Izuku takes it gratefully and starts opening it. “What about your lunch, All Might?”
The blond waves him off. “Don’t worry, I’ll eat later.” Izuku gives him a firm look. “I will! I promise! You know nothing can keep me away from food now that I have a stomach!” He grins and Izuku rolls his eyes.
They talk a little more about USJ while the freckled boy eats. All Might mentions how his healer costume can be both a blessing and a curse, since it’ll identify him for heroes but could also put a target on his back for villains. Izuku shudders when he recalls how both Shigaraki and Kurogiri looked at him when they realized he was a healer. It was incredibly unnerving and he’s tempted to bring it up, but he doesn’t want the older man to think that he’s being paranoid, or worse, cause him to worry too.
Naturally, the conversation moves to the Sports Festival and by the end of the lunch period Izuku is snorting with laughter as All Might recounts an outlandish tale from his own highschool days during the festival. He leaves reluctantly when the lunch bell rings and walks back to class with a smile on his face.
“Oi, Zuku,” Kacchan says as they gather up their things at the end of the day, “What’d you and All Might talk about during lunch?”
Izuku sweatdrops and frantically tries to think of an answer, slowly putting his books in his backpack to give him more time. “Ahh…”
“Yeah, I’m curious too,” Sero says, having heard Kacchan’s question since he sits in the row across from them, “You guys seem familiar with each other.”
“Oh, are you guys talking about All Might?” Uraraka calls out from across the room, catching even more attention. “He looked like a maiden when he asked you to lunch!” She giggles.
“Oh, yeah, Midoriya-kun, what was that about?” Kirishima asks curiously as he shoulders on his backpack.
Now with multiple sets of eyes on him, Izuku swallows down a wave of panic. Then, an idea pops in his head. Thankfully, as an apprentice healer he has certain privileges, so he simply says, “Sorry guys, you know I can’t always talk about stuff like this.”
“Aww, more secret stuff?” Ashido pouts as she comes over to lean on his desk, “Is it about tomorrow’s hero class? You’re so lucky you get to know things before us!”
Her comment causes murmurs of surprise and confusion to pass through the class.
“Hm? What is she talking about, Midoriya-kun?” Yaoyorozu asks, tilting her head.
Izuku waves his hands frantically. “It’s nothing, really! It’s just, you know, as Recovery Girl’s apprentice, I’m just… Well, there’s just some things that I need to be aware of beforehand, and sometimes those things involve our future classes. But it’s not stuff I can talk about!”
Ashido puffs out her cheeks. “See? Secret stuff.”
Izuku winces guiltily. “Sorry.”
“Nonsense!” Iida shouts, making his way over with a firm chop of his hand, “It is merely part of your duty as a healer-in-training to be informed and prepared for all activities that require your abilities prior to their occurrence!”
Izuku blinks rapidly, trying to process what he said. He gets the feeling that Iida is trying to make him feel better. Eventually, he just gives him a smile. “Uh, right! Thanks!”
He starts making his way over to the door. Most of his classmates like to stick around for a few minutes after school to chat, but he has to get to the infirmary. “Sorry, guys, I’ve gotta go to Recovery Girl now. See you tomorrow!”
He opens the door to see a crowd of people standing right outside.
“Ehh?!?” He yelps, stumbling backwards in surprise.
“Midoriya-kun? Wha- oh!” Uraraka’s eyes widen. “What’s going on?!?”
The crowd doesn’t do much aside from lots of muttering and staring, but they’re completely blocking the door. All of class 1-A has looked over at this point and Iida walks to stand beside Izuku.
“What business do you have with class 1-A?” The blue-haired boy asks firmly.
A scoff comes from behind. “They’re scouting the enemy, Four-Eyes,” Kacchan grouses. Iida sputters at the rude nickname and Izuku sighs, giving him an apologetic smile. “We’re the ones who made it out of the villain attack. They probably wanna check us out before the Sports Festival.”
The blond grabs Izuku by the elbow and walks to the door, glaring at the sea of students who eye him warily. “There’s no point in doing stuff like that. We’ve got places to be, so get the fuck out of my way, extras!” He barks.
“Kacchan!” Izuku squeaks, glancing nervously between him and the other students.
“Stop calling people ‘extras’ just because you don’t know them!” Iida scolds.
“He-He didn’t mean that!” Izuku apologizes to the crowd, moving in front of Kacchan.
“Sure hope not,” a drawling voice says from within the mass, “Although, it kind of sounded like he did.” The crowd parts as a boy makes his way through. “I came to see what the famous class 1-A was like, but you seem pretty arrogant. Are all students in the hero course like this?”
Izuku makes a strangled noise as he hears Kacchan growl behind him. “No, no, of course not! He’s just- oh.”
The student who spoke earlier finally weaves his way to the front of the crowd. He’s a tall, lanky boy with messy purple hair and dark circles under his eyes. He steps right up to Izuku, who takes a step back and bumps into Kacchan.
“Seeing something like this makes me disillusioned,” the boy says, sounding rather uninterested as he rubs the back of his neck. His gaze briefly roams over the class before settling on Izuku. His eyes narrow. “You’re that new healer everyone’s been talking about, aren’t you?”
“Huh?” Izuku stammers. People have been talking about him? “Uh, I-I guess so. My name’s Midoriya Izuku.”
The boy eyes him up and down like he can’t quite decide what to make of him. “And how’d someone like you get into the hero course, Midoriya Izuku?”
“Er, through recommendations,” Izuku replies hesitantly. Something about this guy makes him nervous.
Hardly any emotions pass over the taller boy’s face, but Izuku thinks he sees his nose wrinkle ever so slightly. “There are quite a few people who enrolled in General Studies or other courses because they didn’t make it into the hero course,” he says, tilting his head and looking down at him with hooded eyes, “Did you know that?”
Izuku gulps. “Uh, um, I-”
“The school has left those of us a chance,” the boy continues, “Depending on the results of the Sports Festival, they’ll consider our transfer into the hero course. And it seems they may also transfer people out.” He arches a brow at Izuku when he says this. The greenette feels Kacchan tense behind him.
“Oi, oi, what the fuck are you going on about?” Kacchan snarls, pushing Izuku aside with his shoulder so he can sneer at the purple-haired boy’s face.
He remains unfazed. “I came to say that even if you’re in the hero course, if you get too carried away, I’ll sweep your feet out from under you.” His indigo eyes roam over their classmates. “I came with a declaration of war.”
As he speaks, the tension in the air continues to rise until Izuku feels like he can barely breath. Alright, time for him to do something about this! What was that Yaoyorozu said earlier about him being a neutral party?
Izuku puts on a friendly smile and laughs nervously as he steps back between Kacchan and the other boy. “Wow, that’s bold!” He says, putting a hand on each of their chests and pushing them apart. Kacchan begrudgingly takes a step back, still glaring over his head the entire time, but the other boy doesn’t move and instead eyes Izuku’s hand on his chest disdainfully until the healer hastily removes it.
“Ha ha, you hero-types really do get competitive, don’t you?” He forces his grin not to waver. “But, ah, th-there’s really no need for all this, you know? We- We have an extra spot afterall. A boy got expelled on the first day of class, so-”
“UA entrance exam has the highest number of applicants and the lowest acceptance rate,” the boy interrupts, “With such a limited number of spots in the hero course, forgive me for wondering why they would give one to someone like you.”
Izuku’s breath hitches in surprise. Then, it’s as if a dam breaks.
“Hey, what’s your problem, man?”
“Who the hell do you think you are?!?”
“What is wrong with you?!?”
“I’LL KILL YOU!”
The last one comes from Kacchan, who Izuku hastily restrains from attacking. The purple-haired boy seems mildly surprised at the sudden appearance of pretty much every student in class 1-A glaring at him fiercely as they surround Izuku. Still, he’s not deterred.
“I’m just saying, he’d be perfectly capable of healing people while in the General course. Why waste a spot in the hero course on someone who’s not even going to become a hero?”
This time, Kacchan doesn’t even have to say anything because the rest of class 1-A is one step ahead of him. The classroom suddenly erupts into a loud cacophony as Izuku’s classmates furiously scold and berate the boy for what he said. Kirishima and Kaminari just barely hold themselves back from pouncing on him. Iida nearly whacks him in the head with his chopping motions as he lectures him on the importance of healers in the hero society. Yaoyorozu sounds like she’s trying to explain why healers need to learn how to handle themselves when it comes to the dangers of the hero world, but Izuku can’t quite hear exactly what she’s saying since everyone’s talking and yelling at the same time.
The purple-haired boy looks like he’s starting to regret opening his mouth.
Ignoring the ringing in his ears from the loud noise, Izuku shouts at Kacchan, “I need to go to Recovery Girl!”
He nods and shoves his way into the crowd, shouldering the boy roughly as he passes. Izuku averts his eyes and hastily walks after his friend. It’s only when they’re in the nearly empty hallway next to the infirmary that he starts to relax.
“Man, what a jackass,” Kacchan growls, glancing back at him, “You alright, Zuku?”
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Izuku replies softly. He scratches the back of his head. “I… I feel kind of bad now…”
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “What the fuck for?”
“I mean, I guess he had a point… There are so few spots in the hero course and I’m just a healer-”
“Oh, shut up, idiot!” Kacchan interrupts him, “Don’t let what that fucker said get to you! He’s just whining ‘cause he was too weak to make it into the hero course and decided that he had nothing better to do than pick on a healer! I mean, how fucking pathetic is that?”
The blond grabs him and gives him a rough noogie, one that he loudly protests, before shoving him towards the infirmary. “Forget about that asshole. Focus on what’s ahead of you. And if he bothers you again, tell me and I’ll kick his ass.”
“Alright, alright.” Izuku rolls his eyes but smiles as he steps up to the door. “See you later, Kacchan.”
“See ya.”
The beginning of his lesson with Recovery Girl goes about the same as usual. They go through the list of patients that she treated today and see to the occasional student that walks in. After about ten minutes, however, they start discussing the Sports Festival. He’ll be helping her during it, of course- his heart warms when she expresses her immense relief to be having someone helping her out this year. UA really makes this poor woman work too hard.
However, since the first week of school is over, she brings up how they’ll be training with his quirk. The Sports Festival is going to be a great opportunity, but that’s still two weeks away. There’s no reason he can’t start training now, so Recovery Girl helps him come up with a list of goals that he wants to achieve with his quirk.
One: Be able to touch someone without automatic quirk activation. Two: Learn how to control the speed and output of his energy. Three: Be able to slow down or completely stop his quirk before an injury is fully healed, therefore helping him save as much energy as he can. Four: Figure out how to direct his energy to specific injuries so that they’re healed first.
Four goals doesn’t seem like a lot, but Izuku still finds himself intimidated. Multiple people have claimed his quirk to be one of the most powerful healing quirks ever, but that doesn’t make it perfect. Here are his four greatest weaknesses laid out on a simple piece of paper and he’s just supposed to… overcome them?
He realizes now that he’s terribly inexperienced when it comes to his quirk. He always just let it do its thing- never even tried to control it, not really. His mind flashes back to the first time he used his quirk on All Might, how terrified he was when he realized he could do nothing to control or stop the energy that was rapidly draining out of him, trying to reach as many wounds as possible as fast as it could. He couldn’t do anything to make his body move, he felt frozen.
“Midoriya-kun?” Recovery Girl’s voice snaps him out of his thoughts. His worry must show on his face, because she says, “This is… Of course, I don’t expect you to accomplish all of this right away. I know you like to do things as quickly as possible, but I would really rather you take your time with this. You have three years to master your quirk. Let’s just focus on one thing at a time, alright?”
Izuku swallows, forcing his mind to calm down, then lets out a slow exhale. “Okay.”
“Good,” his mentor says, “I think a good goal to work on right now would be number three. Focus on the energy as it leaves you, focus on that flow, and try to harness it. The good thing about this one is that we know we have a backup for it in case you’re unable to stop your quirk. If you need, you can ask your patients to pull away from you at a certain point to break the skin-to-skin contact.”
“Okay,” Izuku says, nodding resolutely, “Okay, that’s… that’s a good plan.”
“Yes, but you’re still going to be training with traditional methods, of course,” she says, “You can’t exactly train your quirk unless there’s injured people.”
Izuku smiles sheepishly and says, “Kaminari-kun made fun of me by saying that I’m excited that people are going to get injured in the Sports Festival because it means I can use my quirk.”
Recovery Girl rolls her eyes with an amused huff. “Oh don’t worry, there will be plenty of injured young hooligans for us to deal with on that day. I swear, all these grey hairs you see on my head are all from past Sports Festivals. Nedzu-san’s ideas get crazier and crazier each year.” She sniffs. “That rat drives me nuts.”
Izuku tilts his head. “I thought he looked more like a bear?”
“Oh, who knows.”
He snorts.
Notes:
LOL OF COURSE AIZAWA'S OKAY HE'S MY GUY, MY BUDDY, MY PAL
Anyway
Hope you liked today's chapter! Don't think I have much to say after this one- we learned a bit more about Izuku's quirk, and Shinsou finally showed up, that's fun! More characters will show up in the next chapter, I'll have to edit the tags, I didn't wanna spoil anything by tagging them too early on. But they'll actually play a decent role in Izuku's story, so yeah, look forward to that in the next update. Any guess on who they are?
See ya Saturday!
Next chapter, prep for the Sports Festival!
Chapter 13: The Preparations
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next couple of weeks are full of nothing but training, for both Izuku and his classmates. Kacchan finally has something to do while he waits for his after school lessons to be over. He often loses track of time when he’s in the forest just outside of the gates, making explosion after explosion until his wrists start to hurt. Since Kacchan is no longer waiting in a nearby hallway or classroom, Izuku has to go looking for him in the forest, which leads to a couple of near-misses with the blond’s large explosions.
Their other classmates are also staying after school to take advantage of UA’s numerous facilities to help them train. Izuku occasionally looks outside the window of the infirmary to see Iida running by in one of the fields below. During lunch, Ashido talks about how she and Uraraka are working together to improve their quirks in Ground Beta. Sometimes during their hero classes or PE, a few classmates are still tired from their personal training the previous day. Aizawa is ruthless and continues to push them forward.
It’s not just class 1-A that’s training too. All of the students in the hero course, from first to third years, seem to be physically preparing themselves in some way for the Sports Festival. And, of course, an increase in training means an increase in injuries.
The first case is with Kaminari.
A couple of days after Aizawa announced the Sports Festival, Izuku is walking out of the main building, having just finished his lesson with Recovery Girl, when he’s approached by Jirou and Yaoyorozu.
“Oh, Midoriya-kun! Can you help us out here?”
Izuku glances over to see the two girls holding Kaminari up in between them. The dazed look on his face causes a spike of panic to strike Izuku’s heart and he quickly rushes over to them.
“What happened?” He asks, confused by Jirou’s laughter and Yaoyorozu’s exasperated expression.
“I wanted to practice with my ability to make electricity-resistant materials,” Yaoyorozu explains, “So I figured I’d train with Kaminari-kun today, but he went over his wattage limit and short-circuited his brain.”
“Yee…” Kaminari makes a strange noise that sends Jirou into peals of laughter.
Yaoyorozu seems like she’s struggling not to laugh as well, a smile tugging at her lips. “Do you think you can do anything about this?” She asks.
Izuku’s gaze roams over Kaminari, who appears totally out-of-it. The disoriented look in his blank eyes makes him nervous, so he nods and lets the girls shift Kaminari over to him, pulling the boy’s arm over his shoulders so he can help take some of his weight.
“I’m no neurologist, but I’ll see what I can do,” he says, glancing at Kaminari worriedly, “Do you know if this happens often? I really don’t like how unresponsive he is…”
For some reason, Jirou is still laughing. And sure, Kaminari might be acting a bit funny, but his freaking brain just got shocked with who knows how much electricity! Does she not realize how dangerous that can be?
Jirou takes one look at his face and sobers up pretty quickly. “Er, sorry,” she coughs awkwardly, “He usually comes to in about an hour…”
Izuku nods and bids his goodbyes before starting to lead Kaminari back to the infirmary. The blond goes with him fairly easy, too dazed to cause much fuss. When they reach the infirmary, there’s a note on the door saying that Recovery Girl stepped out, so Izuku leads Kaminari into the empty office and has him lay down on one of the beds. He texts Kacchan quickly to let him know that he’ll be late before turning his attention to the other blond. Kaminari babbles nonsense while he checks his vitals, all of which seem normal enough. It’s obviously just a problem with his brain.
Izuku takes a step back and sighs, gazing at his friend lying on the bed with a thin line of drool dribbling down his chin. He recalls how he, Kirishima, and Ashido made a list of all of their classmates’ quirks’ drawbacks, just because they wanted to help him out. When he looked at the list, he realized there were a lot of little things he could do to help out his classmates, like get anti-nausea pills for Uraraka or nutrition bars for Yaoyorozu to keep in his pouch.
But for Kaminari? Izuku isn’t quite sure how to help. He knows a decent amount about the human brain from the Human Anatomy and Physiology book that Recovery Girl had him read multiple times- there was a whole section dedicated to neurology. But Kaminari’s brain obviously must work differently, or at least be enhanced in some way; most people would die from the amounts of electricity he deals with on a daily basis. How could Izuku help?
His eyes trail over to the computer on his desk.
When Recovery Girl returns to the infirmary half an hour later, she’s surprised to see her apprentice eagerly scribbling down notes onto his clipboard as he stares at his computer. Kaminari snores loudly with his head buried in a pillow. She doesn’t bother asking what happened, instead choosing to sit at her own desk and get some paperwork done. Occasionally, she’ll send a curious glance towards Izuku, but whatever the freckled boy is researching has his full attention and she doesn’t want to disturb him.
Another half hour later, Kaminari wakes up abruptly. He jerks into a sitting position and glances around in confusion. “Huh?”
“Kaminari-kun, you’re awake!” Izuku says, turning around in his chair, “How are you feeling?”
“Fine…” The blond seems confused. “How did I- oh. Did I short-circuit again?”
Izuku nods. “Yeah. Jirou-san and Yaoyorozu-san brought you to me. I, ah, didn’t quite know how to help, so I figured I’d just let you sleep…”
Kaminari is already waving him off with a smile as he swings his legs over the side of the bed. “Oh, yeah, don’t worry about it! Happens all the time. Usually I get better in about an hour, so.” He shrugs carelessly and glances at the clock on the wall. “Oh, hey, I’ve gotta go. Thanks for keeping an eye on me!”
He leaves as quickly as he woke up. Izuku and Recovery Girl watch him go before his mentor turns to look at him, arching her brow questioningly. He sighs and rolls his chair over to her, handing over his clipboard.
“Recovery Girl, what do you think of this?”
“Hey, Kaminari-kun?” Izuku asks the next day during lunch.
Said boy glances up at him from across the table with a smile. “Yeah, man? What’s up?”
Unsure of how to begin, Izuku shifts in his seat and asks hesitantly, “Er, how often does the whole short-circuiting-your-brain thing happen?”
Kaminari blinks, surprised at the question, before his expression smoothes out. “Is this about what happened yesterday?” He gives him a reassuring smile. “Seriously, dude, it’s nothing to worry about, really!”
“Eh?” Ashido asks, leaning across the table, “Did you fry your brain again, Kaminari-kun?”
Kacchan glares at the other blond. “Yeah, the dumbass kept Zuku in the infirmary for another hour after his lesson. We had to take the late train!”
Kaminari waves his hands as he sheepishly apologizes, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry! He really didn’t have to do that, I overuse my quirk all the time! Just stick me in a corner for an hour and I’ll be fine, I swear!”
Sero snorts around his noodles.
“Still,” Izuku says, trying to regain control of the conversation, “It can’t be healthy to do that to your brain so often.”
The electric blond shrugs. “Eh, I haven’t really had any long-term damage.”
“But what about when you’re a hero?” Izuku presses, “You can’t afford to be in such a vulnerable state in the middle of a battle!”
Kaminari blinks at him again, this time more confused, and now the others are looking at him weirdly too. Izuku shrinks back slightly. Alright, no point in beating around the bush anymore.
He quickly takes out a piece of paper from his pocket and unfolds it. “Er, well, I-I did some research last night- and Recovery Girl helped out too, of course- but I just was trying to think of ways to, um, prevent your brain from short-circuiting.” He hands the paper to Kaminari, who peers down at it curiously along with Sero and Ashido. “I thought that maybe if you could strengthen your myelin then your electricity might not affect you so badly anymore. It-It’s just a theory, of course! I didn’t have time to run any neurological exams on your or anything, but Recovery Girl thinks it’s a good idea…”
“Uh…” Kaminari, Ashido, and Sero are staring down at the paper with identical confused expressions. “My… I’m sorry, I’m kinda confused. What did you say, my…?”
“Myelin,” Izuku explains, “It’s a sheath made of fats and cholesterol that protects nerve cells. It insulates the neuron and directs the impulse of the nerve.”
His friends gaze at him with blank expressions.
Pressing his lips together, Izuku tries again. “Imagine a bunch of wires bundled up together, okay? Myelin is basically the plastic coating around the wire that keeps the electricity going to the right place and prevents it from touching other wires. But if none of the wires had any myelin to separate them from each other, if they were all just naked wires, then as soon as one picks up electricity, all the others light up as well. I think something like that happens with you when you short-circuit your brain.”
Kaminari nods slowly, not quite looking like he understands yet. “Okay…”
“The brain has all sorts of electrical impulses,” Izuku continues, “But with your quirk, you’ve got a bit more electricity than others. Now, most of the time, a person’s body will accomodate in some way for their quirk, which is probably why yours hasn’t killed you yet.” Kaminari blinks. “However, as we all know, quirk overuse can harm a person. I believe the excessive amounts of electricity may be either damaging or just be enough to bypass the myelin sheaths around your nerves. So, what I’m hoping is that if you strengthen your myelin, then your nerves will be better equipped to process the amounts of electricity that your quirk produces.”
His friends stare at him for a few moments before turning to the piece of paper in Kaminari’s hands. Sero tilts his head.
“So… This is like… a diet?” He asks, “That if Kaminari-kun eats this stuff that’ll make his… myelin stronger, then his brain won’t fry up anymore?”
Izuku nods. “In theory, yes.”
Kaminari perks up, suddenly looking far more interested.
“You should’ve just led with that, man,” Kirishima laughs.
Ashido leans her cheek against the palm of her hand. “My head hurts.”
Kacchan smirks. “Zuku, you’ve gotta remember that we’re surrounded by dumbasses. You can’t say complicated shit like that and expect them to understand.”
“Hey!” Ashido wrinkles her nose.
“I mean, he has a point, but still- hey!” Sero says.
“Sorry.” Izuku winces apologetically, then turns to Kaminari, whose eyes are roaming over the paper, “It doesn’t have to be a super strict diet, you mostly have to make sure to eat the right fats and avoid certain things.”
“No, no, this is great!” Kaminari says, “I can definitely stick to a diet like this. Oh!” He points at a particular note on the paper and grins. “Get more sleep? Don’t need to tell me twice!”
Izuku giggles. “There’s also some over-the-counter vitamins included in there that you can find at the pharmacy pretty easily. Also, having healthy myelin can improve your memory and learning abilities.”
Kaminari gasps, eyes practically sparkling. “Dude, this will make me smarter?!?”
Ashido lunges for the paper. “Holy shit, I need me some of that!”
Sero leans away from the two as they begin to scuffle. Izuku smiles and glances at Kacchan and Kirishima who are sitting next to him.
The blond glances back at him before rolling his eyes. “Fucking nerd,” he grumbles under his breath as he stabs at his food.
Izuku beams.
After the incident with Kaminari, Izuku turns his attention to his other classmates. He goes up to Aoyama during homeroom with a Recovery Girl-approved list of foods and supplements that will help strengthen the lining of his stomach. The elegant blond boy calls him a genius in French and thanks him by kissing him on both cheeks, which leaves him red-faced and spluttering.
Thankfully, when he approaches Uraraka with some anti-nausea medicine and promises to always keep some in his medical pouches for her, she thanks him with a smile and a hug. It still leaves him blushing furiously, but at least there are no surprise kisses.
He does his best to help the rest of his classmates with their quirks, and ends up adding a lot of things to his medical pouches. Nutrition bars for Yaoyorozu, sugary candies for Sato, glowsticks for Tokoyami, and a couple of soothing creams for Ashido and Sero, whose quirks both affect their skin. He eventually asks Recovery Girl if he can reorganize his medical bags in his costume so he can have one of the smaller pouches just be meant for holding his things for his classmates.
In regards to his own quirk, Izuku very quickly learns that controlling it is going to be a lot harder than he thought it would be. After going his entire life just letting his quirk do its thing, trying to control it now is an incredibly difficult undertaking. He constantly reminds himself of Recovery Girl’s insistence on patience, that it’s alright to be struggling, he’ll get the hang of it eventually. Whenever he tries to get a grasp on the energy flowing out of him, however, by the time he manages to even focus on it, the wound is already healed and his quirk turns off. Stopping it is a futile endeavor- he feels like a lone boulder in a river of gushing water, desperately trying to block the flow to no avail.
At least there’s plenty of opportunities to practice. With so many people training for the Sports Festival, there’s bound to be accidents.
On the Monday of the week before the festival, Izuku walks into the infirmary for his after school lesson to see Recovery Girl fussing over a raven-haired boy with an obviously broken ankle. His blond friend pats him on the shoulder while he winces in pain.
“Sorry, Recovery Girl!” The friend laughs, “Third year is turning out to be a lot tougher than our second year!”
Recovery Girl grumbles under her breath as she checks the other boy over for more injuries. “Please, boys, the Sports Festival hasn’t even come yet! How could you possibly break your ankle this badly?”
The boy shrinks while his friend rubs his back, saying, “Tamaki-kun was trying a new move! It’s super cool! If all goes well, you’ll see it at the Sports Festival next week!”
Recovery Girl looks like she’s about to say something particularly sarcastic, but then she notices Izuku standing in the doorway and greets him. “Ah, Midoriya-kun, good timing.”
Izuku walks in and sets his bag down on his desk chair, smiling politely at the two upperclassmen when they look at him.
“This is Amajiki Tamaki and Togata Mirio,” his mentor introduces them, “They’re third years, although from the way that they act you wouldn’t know it.” Amajiki shrivels while Togata lets out a bark of laughter at Recovery Girl’s dry tone. Izuku’s lip twitches at the woman’s disgruntled expression. “Get used to them, ‘cause they get injured a lot.”
“Usually me!” Togata says, not a hint of remorse in his bright blue eyes. Izuku’s gaze roams over the numerous scars littering his arms. The blond grins at him. “You must be the new healer I’ve been hearing about. Midoriya-kun, right?”
Izuku is taken aback. First that purple-haired boy and now him? “Have people been talking about me?”
“Oh, yeah,” Togata says, “It’s not everyday Recovery Girl takes on a new apprentice! Apparently, a boy in class 1-B has been making quite a fuss about 1-A getting a healer and not them.” He arches a brow.
“Oh.” Izuku shrinks, feeling a bit guilty. Maybe he should be making more of an effort to help out the other hero class.
“Anyway,” Recovery Girl says, bringing the attention to her, “Now that you’re here, Midoriya-kun, let’s go ahead and take Amajiki-kun to the x-ray room.”
“Right.” He moves to help the raven-haired boy stand, but Togata waves him off.
“Don’t worry, Midoriya-kun, I’ve got this!”
He wraps his friend’s arm around his shoulder and follows Izuku and Recovery Girl as they lead him to the x-ray room. Once Amajiki is settled on the table, he walks into the other room while Recovery Girl takes Izuku through the motions of setting up the x-ray. The freckled boy eyes the machine warily. Just the thought of having to work with such a complicated and expensive piece of equipment by himself one day makes him nervous.
Thankfully, the process doesn’t take too long and the two upperclassmen wait while Izuku and his mentor go over the results.
To his relief, the break doesn't look too bad, and it's only in one place. Recovery Girl hums thoughtfully.
"I think I'll be able to set this from the outside," she says, "Lucky boy."
“No surgery?” Izuku blinks in surprise.
She shakes her head. “Sometimes broken ankles need to be fixed with surgery, but usually as a last resort. It’s getting rather late now, so I would like to try fixing this without doing anything invasive. I think I can use this as an opportunity to teach you something new- I’ll be needing your help, though.”
Izuku nods and she goes to talk to Togata and Amajiki, who are waiting in the other corner of the room. “We’re going to fix it without surgery,” she says, the boys watching her attentively, “What we’re going to do is put you back on the table and set your bones while performing a fluoroscopy procedure, which means we’ll have a monitor showing us a live x-ray the entire time. Once I set your bones properly, Midoriya-kun will heal you. It’ll be a tad bit uncomfortable, but considering that the other option is surgery…” She trails off.
Amajiki swallows and nods.
A fluoroscopy procedure is something that Izuku has only seen be done on TV. He tries to hide his excitement as Recovery Girl lies Amajiki down on the table and gets to work, using a couple of dull, metal probes to gently nudge his broken bone from the outside. Izuku watches the x-ray monitor with fascination as he sees the bone move in real time back into the right places. Once everything's in the right place, Recovery Girl nods at him and holds her probes steady while he touches the older boy’s skin, focusing on the energy flowing out of him. There’s no point in trying to stop it in this case, so he just tries to familiarize himself with the feeling.
Amajiki, who was wincing and grimacing the entire time despite the mild anesthetic he was given, lets out a sigh of relief as his bone heal. He tentatively rolls his ankle and blinks in surprise.
“That was fast,” he murmurs, barely audible. Izuku realizes that this is the first time he’s heard him speak.
Recovery Girl huffs as she turns off the x-ray machine, “Oh, yes, much faster than mine, isn’t it?”
“‘M not tired either.” Amajiki looks at Izuku and smiles softly. “Thanks.”
For some reason, Izuku finds his face heating up slightly. He blushes even harder a minute later when Togata plops a heavy arm around his shoulders and gives him a friendly shake.
“Wow, Haya-san was right, your quirk is pretty amazing!” He says, glancing at Amajiki who is walking with ease.
Izuku is briefly confused as to who he’s talking about, then recalls one of the upperclassmen he healed after the stampede.
“Th-Thanks, Togata-san!” He says, but the blond waves him off.
“None of that!” He says, “Call me Mirio!”
Izuku presses his lips together and flushes even more. “Erm, okay. M-Mirio-senpai.”
Mirio beams so brightly Izuku nearly goes blind.
“Thank you, Midoriya-kun,” Amajiki says, his voice slightly louder than before, “We should go now, though.” He gives Mirio a look.
“Oh, right! Sorry, kouhai, we’ll get out of your hair now!” Mirio waves cheerfully before practically skipping down the hall with Amajiki in tow. Recovery Girl and Izuku watch them leave, and the former huffs.
“I am not looking forward to another year of dealing with those two,” she grumbles. “They give me too much work.”
“I like them!” Izuku says resolutely.
“Oh, wonderful. Now you can be the one to deal with them for the rest of the year.”
The majority of the week goes by without much drama, which Izuku is immensely grateful for. It seems like ever since he came to UA, there’s just been one incident after the other, whether it be the stampede, USJ, people injuring themselves, etc. It’s nice to be able to have a relatively calm week.
He really should’ve known better, at this point.
It happens on the Friday before the Sports Festival. Their usual hero classes have been steadily increasing in difficulty in order to prepare them for the event. Today’s lesson involves getting through an obstacle course in teams of two, each team competing to get the best time. Even though they’re meant to use their quirks, Izuku still wants to participate and Aizawa has no qualms about letting him.
So, he gets paired up with Aoyama and they watch from the monitor room with their classmates as the first team goes. It’s Kirishima and Ashido, who will no doubt do well considering that they’re both fairly athletic and get along phenomenally. Izuku smiles as his friends enthusiastically fist bump before taking off at breakneck speeds as soon as the buzzer sounds.
Just as he assumed, the two compliment each other well. Kirishima is strong and can bulldoze his way through many of the obstacles with sheer brute force while Ashido is lean and agile enough to dodge quickly as she slides across the ground with her acid. They’re both clearly having a blast, if the identical grins on their faces are anything to go by, and perhaps it’s their excitement that distracts them enough for the accident to occur.
It happens when they’re nearing the finish line. Kirishima and Ashido are running next to each other, although the redhead is above her, dashing along the top of a flat slab of concrete jutting out of the ground. It’s coming to an end soon, so Kirishima prepares to jump off, but when his foot hits the edge, the concrete crumbles. He squawks as he starts falling towards the ground and instinctively hardens himself as he braces for impact. Unfortunately, Ashido is directly underneath him, and this time the pink girl doesn’t manage to completely dodge.
The monitor screens have no audio, but her classmates are clearly able to hear her scream from outside.
Izuku is running out the door before anyone can react.
He dashes into the training area and follows the sounds of screaming and crying. Heart in his throat, he spots Ashido kneeling on the ground with Kirishima fretting over her and races over to them.
“Midoriya-kun!” Kirishima exclaims, tears flying as his head whips up at the freckled boy’s arrival, “I-I- I didn’t mean- Ashido-san and I, we- we-”
“I saw,” Izuku says briskly, coming to kneel in front of Ashido. He can immediately see that her shoulder is dislocated. Kirishima must’ve clipped her with his hardened form when she tried to dodge. He’s grateful that she even managed to react in time- he doesn’t want to think about how hurt she would’ve gotten if Kirishima’s full hardened body had landed on her.
Ashido’s shoulder juts out awkwardly, swollen and already turning purple. Her chest heaves wildly as she cries, tears and snot streaming down her face.
“It’s alright, Ashido-san!” He reassures hastily, trying to check her over as quickly as possible, “Have you ever dislocated your shoulder before?”
She shakes her head rapidly. “No!” She sobs, “It hurts!”
“That’s normal.” After making sure she doesn’t have any other injuries, he carefully takes her arm into his gloved hands. “I’m gonna set your shoulder now, okay?” He says, struggling to keep his voice steady. He’s never done this before- he’s only ever read about it. “Take a deep breath.”
Ashido nods shakily and Kirishima kneels beside her, taking her free hand into his. Izuku swallows and concentrates on her arm. He has to be extremely cautious- if a nerve gets caught, he’ll cause even further damage. The muscles around her dislocated shoulder are tense, so he slowly begins rotating her arm, trying to gently ease her humerus back into place.
Ashido wails the whole time, squeezing Kirishima’s hand tightly. The sight of his friend crying makes Krishima cry too, although he at least makes an attempt to compose himself.
“Young Ashido!”
Izuku hears All Might’s voice behind him, followed by the multiple footsteps of his classmates as they finally catch up. Aizawa comes to hover by his side, but he keeps his focus on Ashido, carefully rolling her arm until finally, after a few more nerve-wracking seconds, her shoulder pops back into place. A choked gasp escapes Ashido’s lips, then she lets out a shaky sigh.
Izuku double checks that everything is where it should be before taking off his gloves and placing his hands on the bare pink skin of her forearm. He can feel his friend’s energy swirling around her swollen shoulder, but it soon eases once his quirk takes over and heals the torn muscles and ligaments.
Ashido’s whole body droops once the pain is gone. Izuku catches her and shifts her to lean against Kirishima while she gasps for breath.
“Wow,” she croaks, “That… that looks a lot less painful in movies.”
Kirishima lets out a wet laugh and hugs her. “Fuck, I’m so sorry!” His voice is shaky and laden with guilt as he struggles to control his tears.
“‘S alright, it was an accident.” She sniffles, wiping at her face with a quivering hand.
Izuku gives himself a brief moment to let out a quiet sigh of relief as his heart thumps in his chest. “How does your shoulder feel?” Izuku asks.
“A lot better.” The girl tries to sit up, but she’s still trembling violently. She sniffles again and it turns into a wet cough. “So-Sorry, I-I just-”
“It’s alright.” Ashido is clearly shaken, no doubt still coming down from the rush of adrenaline- as is Izuku- so he does his best to soothe her. “Dislocated shoulders are very painful. I don’t like how movies make it seem like they’re so easy to walk away from.”
“Yeah, what the heck?” She snorts, wiping her face again, “I feel lied to.”
Kirishima takes a shuddering breath and tries to smile. “You’ve gotta teach me how to pop a joint back into place, man. That didn’t look like the movies either.”
Izuku smiles, then startles slightly when a hand falls on his shoulder.
“Does she need to go to the infirmary?” Aizawa asks, looking down at him with dark eyes.
Izuku nods immediately. “I would like to take her. Just in case, you know?”
“Eh?” Ashido blinks. “But my shoulder feels better, see?” She lifts her arm up and down to prove her point, but Izuku can see how careful she’s being.
“Better to be safe than sorry,” he says, helping her stand up along with Kirishima, “I’m still an apprentice, after all.”
Ashido pouts but doesn’t protest.
“I’ll be back soon,” he says, glancing over his shoulder at his teachers and classmates. They all gathered around him as soon as they caught up, but thankfully kept a good distance so that he didn’t feel crowded or distracted as he worked. A couple of the girls look like they might’ve been crying, but mostly everyone just looks relieved.
“Alright.” Aizawa nods, then gives him a look of approval. “Good job, Midoriya-kun. You acted quickly and stayed calm.”
“The mark of a true healer!” All Might gives him a thumbs up.
Izuku smiles and tries to hide his flush, but it becomes impossible when his classmates start praising him too.
“Good job, Midoriya-kun!”
“Yeah, great job man!”
“Geez, I would have freaked out- her shoulder looked gross!”
“Dude!”
“Man, I’m glad we have you here, Midoriya-kun!”
They’re all gazing at him with such palpable relief in their eyes that makes Izuku realize that this really the first big injury they’ve seen him heal. Usually it’s just scrapes and bruises- even Uraraka didn’t cry that much when Kacchan burned her. But Ashido’s screams of pain have obviously shaken them all.
Aizawa takes this as a time to give them a lecture. As Izuku walks out of the center with Ashido, he hears the teacher say, “I hope this incident has shown you all how dangerous hero training can be. I don’t care if some of the exercises seem like fun- you should never let down your guard because major injuries can and do happen sometimes, alright? Midoriya-kun isn’t here just to heal your scrapes and bruises, he’s here to help keep you all safe…”
His words fade as Izuku gets farther and farther away. Still, a feeling of importance fills his chest and makes him feel warm. He smiles and glances at Ashido, who has her arm looped around his and is cheerfully humming under her breath.
He reaches into his pouch.
“Would you like some gummies?”
Notes:
Art for this chapter
Sorry for the shorter chapter this time! Same excuse as when I gave you the extra long one- sometimes they just don't dice up nicely and end up a weird length. Next chapter should be a good length tho.
Also sorry the art is just a sketch, I wasn't planning any art for this chapter but I felt bad cuz I realized I hadn't done any art in a while so I whipped that up real quick last night. I think I have some art planned for another chapter soon, though.
Ight, enough apologies! First thing's first- I AM NOT A DOCTOR! Or a medical professional in any means. But, thanks to my mother, who is in the medical field, I have a taste for medical shows and will often just go on google deep dives into random medical knowledge. Also, my body is kinda whack so I have some personal experience under my belt.
For example- Amajiki's fluoroscopy procedure was inspired by personal experience. I won't go into the details of my own experience, but I THINK I did a fairly good job of describing fluoroscopy procedures accurately. This story will involve a lot of medical jargon and procedures and stuff that I promise I will do my best to represent as accurately as possible- I have done a LOT of research- but please be aware that I'm also not a professional so don't bash me if I get something wrong.
Kaminari's myelin-strengthening thing is obviously just a theory that I ran with. I figured Izuku would not stand for one of his friends constantly frying his brain so I basically became a mini neurologist and tried to figure out that knowledge could apply to the BNHA world or something- IDK MAN Kaminari would be dead IRL that boi's brain is a toaster
Also don't jolt a dislocated shoulder back into place. Ur gonna fuck it up even more. Movies are bad rep for dislocated shoulder repair.
ANYWAY
Next chapter, the Sports Festival begins!EDIT 1/27/24 There was a problem with the photos in this fic for a month or so, it's been resolved now but I no longer have the pics that were in this chapter. For new readers, I believe you can still follow the link in the end notes.
Chapter 14: The Festival
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Finally, after what feels like the longest two weeks ever, the day of the Sports Festival arrives.
“Waah, this looks like so much fun!” Izuku exclaims as he and Kacchan walk into school. Despite it being early in the morning, UA is already packed. Vendors and booths line the walkways, selling fun foods and decorations. Music from the stadium can be heard all the way over. “Can you believe we’re finally here, Kacchan?!?”
Kacchan grunts noncommittally, eyeing the festivities disinterestedly. His mind is probably more focused on the trials to come, as Izuku’s should be. Still, he casts a longing look at a vendor selling takoyaki as he follows his friend to the first-years’ stage.
Aizawa already informed everyone of what to do before the Festival begins, so they meet up with the rest of their classmates in the 1-A waiting room.
“Hey, Bakugou-kun, Midoriya-kun!” Kirishima greets them, “You guys excited?”
“So excited!” Izuku pumps his fists. “I can’t believe I’m actually here! Kacchan and I always used to watch the Sports Festival on TV together!”
“Zuku’s just excited about the food,” Kacchan grunts, “You shoulda seen him back there. He was practically drooling the entire way here.”
“Hey!” Izuku lightly slaps him on the shoulder while his friends laugh. He huffs and rolls his eyes.
“Well, anyway, I can’t stay long. I have to meet up with Recovery Girl soon,” he says, “I hope I don’t have to give you guys a lecture on staying safe?”
Kacchan groans while everyone else shakes their heads. They’re all wearing their training uniforms, having changed right before going to the waiting room, but Izuku is still wearing his regular uniform. It makes him feel just a little bit like an outsider, and a small twinge of envy tickles his chest- they both watched the Sports Festival since they were kids, but Kacchan’s the one that gets to participate- but he covers it up with a bright smile.
He chats with his friends for a few minutes until Iida steps into the room.
“Everyone, are you ready?” He asks loudly, “We will be entering soon! Oh, Midoriya-kun…” He tilts his head in confusion.
Before Iida can ask what he’s doing here, Izuku waves his hands apologetically. “That’s my cue! I guess I’ll see you guys when this is all over.”
A volley of goodbyes shower him as he steps towards the door, but something makes him hesitate. He glances back at his classmates. Kacchan, for once, is sitting quietly in a chair, eyes intense and focused. A few others like Tokoyami and Todoroki do the same, while the more excitable students try to chat away their nerves. Even though they’ve only been in UA for a few weeks, they all look so much more confident than they used to. He knows how hard each and every one of them has been training for this day.
“Midoriya-kun?” Iida asks, noticing him lingering, “Is everything alright?”
Izuku nods. He pauses, trying to find his words, before looking up with what he hopes is an encouraging smile. “There’s no point in me telling you to do your best, because I know you’re all going to do even more than that. So, I’ll just say… Good luck everyone! I’ll be cheering you on!”
They all stare at him for a few moments. Then-
“Aww, Midoriya-kun!”
“Thanks man!”
“Holy shit, I might cry.”
“Good luck to you too!”
With one last grin, Izuku turns around and starts jogging down the hallway. He’s never been to the stadium’s infirmary before, but Recovery Girl gave him a map of the first-years’ stage the other day, so it’s easy enough to find. His mentor is bustling about inside, trying to prepare as best as she can for the busy day ahead.
“Recovery Girl!” He greets, walking in, “What do you need me to-”
He’s interrupted by his costume being thrown at his face.
“Put that on and go join your classmates,” she says.
Izuku blinks. “Ehh?!?” This wasn’t part of the plan! “But-But they’re going out soon!”
“I know, and you’re going to join them,” Recovery Girl says, as if she hasn’t just dropped a huge bomb on him, “Come back here once the first game starts.”
Izuku’s mind is whirling. “But-But-Wha?”
“Hurry up and change!”
Startling, Izuku jumps into the other half of the room and pulls the curtain to give him some privacy. He changes in record speed, realizing that his healer costume is missing its gloves, elbow and knee pads so that he’s just left with his green-and-white jumpsuit and belt, which doesn’t carry his usual bags. It looks a bit more informal, like Recovery Girl’s outfit that she wears while working rather than what he’d wear in the field.
He doesn’t have much time to dwell on it because soon he’s racing back down the halls towards the waiting room. He nearly slams face-first into Iida’s chest as the door swings open.
“Midoriya-kun!” Iida exclaims, grabbing him by the shoulders to steady him, “What’s wrong? We’re going out now.”
“I know,” Izuku pants, “Recovery Girl told me to join you.”
“Huh?” Murmurs of confusion ripple through his classmates.
“But- But you’re not in uniform!” Iida sputters.
Izuku shrugs cluelessly. “I dunno, I’m as confused as you are.” Present Mic’s voice zealously yells over the speaker and he winces. “Let’s go!”
Iida looks like he wants to protest- the lack of order must be killing a goody-two-shoes like him- but he just shakes his head and starts leading the way to the field. Izuku falls into step beside Kacchan, who gives him a reassuring nod as they step into the entrance tunnel.
“It’s time for the students to enter the first-year stage! The miraculous new stars who overcame enemy attacks with their hearts of steel! Hero course, class 1-A!”
The roar of the crowd is deafening. Fireworks pop and cameras flash from every angle as Izuku walks out onto the field with his classmates. He swallows heavily and glances around. He knew there would be a lot of people, but he never thought that he’d be one of the students under their eyes.
“Th-There are so many people!” He squeaks.
Kirishima grins and nudges him. “Man, Present Mic is going overboard with that praise! I’m getting nervous! Aren’t you, Bakugou-kun?” He glances at the blond.
“No.” Kacchan bares his teeth. “I’m just getting more into it!”
Izuku lets out a nervous laugh. “Easy there, Kacchan!”
Class 1-B gets announced after them, as well as the General Studies, Support course, and Business course. They all gather together in front of a stage where Midnight stands. She announces that it’s time for the player’s pledge and, to everyone’s surprise, calls up Kacchan to represent them.
“Wha? It’s Kacchan?” Izuku glances at Kirishima and Kaminari in confusion.
Sero’s head pops over his shoulder, startling him. “I think it’s ‘cause he got first place in the entrance exam.”
“Yeah,” Kirishima says, “Apparently Midnight pulled him aside last week and told him to prepare a speech.”
“Huh?” Izuku’s brow furrows. “He didn’t tell me anything!”
Kaminari snickers, “He probably forgot about it.”
Kacchan stands in front of the microphone with a neutral expression, hands in his pockets. Everyone waits with bated breath, then…
“I just wanna say… I’m gonna win.”
Izuku facepalms.
Kacchan ignores the screeches and jeers from the crowd and walks back to stand beside Izuku. His expression doesn’t change.
“Why are they booing?” He grunts. “I’m right.”
Izuku just sighs. “You are hopeless, Bakugou Katsuki.”
Midnight is quick to call the attention back to her and announces that the first game will be an obstacle course race. As she begins to explain the rules, Izuku wonders when he should take his leave. It’s not like he really has a reason for being here. He should be helping Recovery Girl prepare. Why did she send him out here? In his costume, no less! He’s garnering many curious looks from the other students, most of whom recognize him as Recovery Girl’s apprentice. He tries his best to push down his growing anxiety, but the whispers behind him don’t help.
Midnight tells everyone to take their places around a nearby gate, which probably leads to the obstacle course. Izuku mentally panics, wondering what he’s supposed to be doing here. He ends up trailing behind the large group, not wanting to get caught up in another stampede when the game begins. There are a couple of entrance tunnels sort of close to the gate, maybe he can-
“Start!” Midnight yells.
The next thing he knows, all the students are rushing forward and pouring into the gate, leaving him standing alone. By himself in the massive field. Where everyone can see him.
The back of his neck prickles as he shrinks underneath the numerous gazes of the crowd, feeling vulnerable and exposed as he hears confused murmurs pass through the throng of people. God, what the fuck is happening? Why didn’t Recovery Girl tell him more? This is so embarrassing- what is he supposed to do? Maybe if he just walks off like it’s natural then nobody will notice? There’s an entrance tunnel nearby, maybe he can-
“Hey, hey, hey!” Present Mic’s loud voice echoes throughout the stadium, “You may be wondering why this little guy here didn’t join them!”
Izuku jumps, eyes wide. What is going on?!?
“Well, that’s because this is Midoriya Izuku, the young apprentice of UA’s very own Recovery Girl! Word is that he’s got the best damn healing quirk anyone’s ever seen! So be sure to give this kid a cheer- he’ll be making sure our students live to fight another day after today! Ha ha ha!”
Izuku flushes as the crowd erupts into cheers. It’s different from before, not like they’re cheering for the upcoming violence and competitive spirit. It’s more polite and encouraging, and it makes Izuku smile despite his nervousness. He gives a little wave before disappearing into one of the entrance tunnels, letting out a huge sigh of relief once he’s out of the public eye.
Recovery Girl laughs at him when he returns to the infirmary.
“How could you do that to meeeee?!?” He cries, burying his face in his hands. The older woman just laughs and pats his back. “Why didn’t you warn me?!?”
“I wanted it to be a surprise.” Her eyes sparkle with mirth. “I felt bad that you’re going to be helping me the whole time while all the other first-years get to participate in the Sports Festival. So, I asked Present Mic to shine the spotlight on you briefly so you could have your moment of glory.”
Izuku’s face somehow turns even redder. “I thought I was going to die. I thought I was going to simultaneously throw up, shit my pants, have a heart attack, and then just die right in front of everyone.”
Recovery Girl dissolves into peals of high-pitched laughter and he smiles despite himself.
“Thanks, I guess,” he eventually mumbles, trying to rub the heat out of his cheeks.
His mentor giggles for another moment before catching her breath. “Come on,” she says, still smiling, “We should pay attention to the race.”
“Oh right,” Izuku says, “What’d I miss?”
“Todoroki-kun froze everyone.”
“Of course he did.”
They both turn towards a screen in the corner of the room showing a live broadcast of the Sports Festival. The vast majority of the students are still trapped in the tunnel, their feet frozen to the ground by Todoroki’s ice. Said boy is currently running ahead towards a group of enormous robots, the rest of class 1-A and a few others right on his heels. They all stop when they reach the robots, obviously trying to figure out a plan to get past, but Todoroki doesn’t hesitate for long. One loud crackle and a blast of ice later, the massive machines are frozen stiff. Todoroki runs between their legs, leaving the rest of the students behind him stunned.
Recovery Girl lets out an impressed whistle. “Well, there’s something to be said about brute force…”
She makes a couple more comments after that, but her voice fades into the background as Izuku gazes at Todoroki running on the screen. He hasn’t really spoken to the boy in a while. Not since…
One morning, five days before the Sports Festival, Izuku is walking down an empty hallway to the infirmary for his usual check-in with his mentor. He hums to himself, idly wondering what he’ll have for lunch, when a low voice reaches his ear.
“Midoriya.”
Izuku startles so badly he nearly trips.
“T-Todoroki-kun!” He shrieks, stumbling as he whirls around to face the boy, “Oh my God, don’t scare me like that!”
Todoroki blinks slowly at him. Izuku presses a hand to his chest to ease his racing heart. “What are you doing here?” He asks, “It’s early.”
Todoroki shifts, not quite meeting his gaze for a moment, then says, “I was injured during a training accident last night.” His voice betrays nothing, but the implication is clear.
“Huh? Oh!” Izuku straightens up. “I was just on my way to meet with Recovery Girl. If you come with me, she’ll-”
“No!” Todoroki says sharply. Izuku jumps in surprise and even the other boy seems startled by his own outburst. Clearing his throat, he says, “No, there’s no need to bother her with this. Your quirk should be enough.”
With that said, he reaches for Izuku’s hand, but the greenette pulls back. He eyes Todoroki uncertainly, but the other boy’s face remains impassive. Something about this doesn’t feel quite right. Why wouldn’t Todoroki want to see Recovery Girl?
“Is something wrong?” Todoroki tilts his head.
“Is there?” Izuku asks, “Why don’t you want to go to Recovery Girl?”
Todoroki gazes at him for a few seconds, then says, “Her quirk will make me tired. Yours won’t.”
“Oh.” It’s a fair point, but Izuku struggles to find a response. “Ah- um, well,” he stammers, “Can-Can I at least see your injury first?”
Todoroki pauses, then his eyes briefly flicker down the hallway before his hands reach up to unbutton his shirt. When he exposes his shoulder, Izuku winces. A large, severe burn spreads across his skin from his collar bone to his shoulder. It looks hastily wrapped in gauze, but he can easily see the injury underneath.
He hisses between his teeth as he gently reaches to undo the gauze. “Geez, Todoroki-kun, this looks like it’s almost third-degree! How on earth did this happen?”
Todoroki is silent for a moment. “Like I said, it was a training accident.”
Izuku’s attention is on his burn, so he doesn’t see his expression, but he can hear how carefully blank he’s keeping his voice. He glances between Todoroki’s face and his injury.
“Training…” He murmurs. He doesn’t recall Todoroki getting injured during PE yesterday, and it can’t be the product of his own quirk since it’s on his left side- what kind of fire quirk would burn its user?- so that only leaves…
“Were you… training at home?” He asks cautiously, “With… Endeavor? Did… Did he do this?”
Todoroki’s jaw clenches briefly before his gaze turns to meet Izuku’s. “It was just a training accident.” Voice devoid of emotion.
He’s lying. Izuku doesn’t know why or how, but something in his chest tells him that Todoroki is lying. He stares at the taller boy, hoping to find some hint of… something- he doesn’t know what- but Todoroki just stares back at him, eyes cold and intense.
Izuku averts his gaze. Well, fine. If he wants to be stubborn…
He turns his attention to the burn. “I can heal this, but once I do my quirk will probably try to heal your scar as well. It addresses fresh wounds before old ones, so if you don’t want that to happen, then just pull away as soon as your burn heals.” It’s easy to fall into a more professional tone, but his mind still races.
“Alright.”
Izuku gently places his hand on Todoroki’s shoulder, and as soon as his skin turns smooth again the boy pulls away.
“Thanks,” Todoroki says, buttoning up his shirt again.
Izuku presses his lips together uncertainly. “Todoroki-kun…” He opens his mouth to say more, only he finds that he really doesn’t know what to say right now.
Todoroki sees his escape and turns away without sparing him another glance. “See you in class.”
Todoroki doesn’t come to him with any more burns, but the hard rock in the pit of Izuku’s stomach doesn’t disappear.
“...oriya-kun? Midoriya-kun? Are you listening to me?”
Recovery Girl’s voice snaps him out of his stupor. “Huh?” He glances at his mentor and winces at her annoyed expression. “Sorry, sorry, what did you say?”
She huffs through her nose. “I know this is all exciting, but it’s important to stay focused today-”
“I know, I know!” He waves his hands. “I’m sorry! I just…” He sighs and shakes his head to clear his thoughts. “It won’t happen again.”
“Good.” Recovery Girl nods. “Well, I was saying that we’re probably going to get flooded with kids after this first race, so let’s do what we did when that stampede happened. Treat them with traditional means and send the worse ones over to me.”
“What about my quirk?” He asks, “Isn’t this a good opportunity to train?”
“Yes, but I need you to save your energy for the battle tournament,” she explains, “Of course, don’t tell anyone I told you this, but it’s going to be a series of one-on-one battles. It’s like a bracket system, you know? They fight and fight until one person comes out on top. Foolish and barbaric if you ask me.” She grumbles the last part and Izuku snorts. “Anyway, the winners of each match have to go on to fight another, but they’re often injured from the previous fight. It’s always been such a pain to figure out how to deal with them because my quirk will sap them of the strength they need for their battles. But now I have you!”
His mentor smiles and rubs her forehead. “Oh, Midoriya-kun, you are a godsend right now. I’m so glad I don’t have to deal with these idiot kids throwing themselves at each other all by myself anymore.”
Izuku knows just what to say to cheer her up. “Nedzu-san works you too hard.”
“Yes, he does!” She cries out, then huffs good-naturedly, “Alright, come on you, let’s get to work.”
It soon becomes clear that the obstacle race is really between Todoroki and Kacchan, the two being leagues ahead of the other students. Izuku is surprised that Iida isn’t doing as well as he thought he would, considering that it is a race, but the camera hardly focuses on the stragglers as Todoroki and Kacchan enter the minefield. He knows he needs to remain unbiased- neutral, as all healers should be- but he can’t help the little leap of excitement his heart gives when he sees Kacchan start to overtake Todoroki. They push and pull at each other, trying to slow each other down, but when the rest of the students start to catch up they break apart. Between Todoroki sliding on his ice and Kacchan propelling himself with his explosions, it’s a tight race, but Todoroki ends up winning by a hairbreadth.
Izuku is… mildly surprised, but he doesn’t have much time to think about his undoubtedly pissed off friend before students start coming into the infirmary with injuries. After that, he hardly has time to pay attention to the festival at all, too busy looking over patients and treating what he can alongside Recovery Girl. Thanks to Todoroki, most of the injuries involve frostbite. The boy didn’t melt his ice like he did with Ojiro and Hagakure, so the prolonged exposure resulted in more damage this time. Fortunately, none of the students have any dead tissue, so it’s mostly just a process of rewarming the skin and bandaging it up in some cases.
When he glances up at the screen again, the cavalry battle is occuring. Once again, everyone, including Present Mic, realizes that it’s really just a fight between Kacchan and Todoroki. Izuku briefly wonders how the blond’s wrists are doing- he’s never seen him use his quirk so much before. A moment later, however, his attention is drawn back to his work. They make good time going through the numerous wounded students, but a decent handful have injuries aside from frostbite, and it takes him a moment to realize that some of the students coming in are upperclassmen. He knows that the second and third years’ Sports Festivals happen at the same time, but he has no idea where they are. The first years’ stage is massive, how could they fit two more into the stadium? He brushes it off as UA just being huge and focuses on his work.
It’s not particularly difficult, he doesn’t come across anything that he’s never dealt with before, but it’s taxing and he’s been on his feet constantly since leaving the train this morning. By the time he’s able to look at the screen again, the cavalry battle is almost over.
He watches as Kacchan lunges towards Todoroki, who has barricaded his team in ice. The blond snarls and grabs onto his left forearm- and this must be it! Todoroki is definitely going to use his fire now! Except… he doesn’t.
Instead, he lets Kacchan yank his arm aside and grab one of his headbands, ripping it off as he flies by. Even through the screen, Izuku can see the burn that is left on Todoroki’s arm when Kacchan lets go.
Despite his efforts, however, it seems that the wrong headband was grabbed, because Todoroki remains in first place with over ten million points. The crowd roars and cheers, but Izuku just winces. Kacchan has lost twice to Todoroki. No doubt his friend is furious.
And he most certainly is.
Thankfully, Izuku is the only one in the infirmary when Kacchan bursts in. There are surprisingly few injuries after the cavalry battle, and those that are wounded are seen to quickly. Recovery Girl steps out for a moment to restock their supply of bandages and gauze, telling Izuku to ‘hold the fort’ before leaving.
So, Izuku is able to give his friend his full attention as he comes stomping into the infirmary, visibly seething.
“That Half n’ Half motherfucker!” He hisses, his red pupils mere pinpricks, “That’s the last time he’ll make a fool out of me! I’m not gonna fuck around anymore!”
Unperturbed, Izuku simply asks, “Are you injured?”
Kacchan grits his teeth and shoves his forearms towards him. “I would’ve blasted him outta the ring at the end there,” he growls, “But my wrists were fucking killing me.”
“I suppose there wouldn’t be any point in telling you to take it easy,” Izuku sighs, gently placing his hands on his wrists and letting his energy flow. Recovery Girl hasn’t told him to start using his quirk yet, but he assumes that it’s okay since Kacchan is going to be fighting in the battle tournament. “But at least be careful.”
Now rejuvenated, Kacchan testingly rolls his wrists and bares his teeth in a grin. “I’m gonna wipe the floor with his ass!”
“Kacchan,” Izuku huffs.
“Yeah, yeah, I’ll be careful too.” Kacchan rolls his eyes. “C’mon, the lunch break just started. Let’s go eat, I’m fucking starving!”
“Oh, uh…” Izuku glances around the empty infirmary. “I don’t know if it would be such a good idea for me to leave…”
“What, you don’t get a lunch break?” Kacchan scowls. “Don’t act like you’re not hungry. Doesn’t your quirk work better if you’re full?”
“Lemme just wait for Recovery Girl to get back,” Izuku says, “She shouldn’t take long, but why don’t you go ahead and get in line for us? I’ll join you soon.”
Kacchan looks like he might argue, but then his own stomach lets out an audible growl. “Fine.”
As soon as he’s gone, Izuku flops down in the nearest chair with a heavy sigh. His feet ache, and even though he hasn’t used his quirk that much yet, he feels like he could go for a nice long nap. He’s about to close his eyes just to rest for a little bit when a knock on the door startles him.
It can’t be Recovery Girl, she would have just walked in, so it must be another injured student. Stifling a sigh, Izuku drags himself to his feet and opens the door.
“Todoroki-kun!”
Said boy seems slightly surprised to see him. “I thought you’d be at lunch.”
Izuku shakes his head and steps aside to let him in. “Recovery Girl stepped out for a minute, so I was waiting for her to get back first…” He trails off when his eyes land on the burn on Todoroki’s left forearm. He grimaces. “Man, Kacchan really doesn’t know how to hold back.”
“Why would he?” Todoroki asks as Izuku leads him to sit on one of the beds. The greenette doesn’t respond, instead looking over the boy for any other injuries. He has a few other burns from Kacchan that he must’ve gotten while they were scuffling during the obstacle race. Like with Uraraka, Todoroki’s uniform has been seared into his skin in some places.
Izuku makes a disgruntled noise and walks over to one of the drawers. “I’ll have to remove the burned cloth from your wounds before I can heal them,” he says, grabbing some tweezers and scissors, “But it shouldn’t take too long.”
Todoroki nods but doesn’t respond. Izuku quietly gets to work on the burn on his shoulder. The same shoulder that had been burned just about the same last week.
Izuku presses his lips into a thin line. He doesn’t really know what to think about… all this. Everything involving Todoroki. There’s too many confusing hints, too many questions that he doesn’t have the answers to, but at the same time he’s afraid of what those answers might be.
He glances at his burned arm.
“You know,” he murmurs softly, “If you had used your fire-”
“I won’t use my fire,” Todoroki interrupts, not looking at him.
Izuku hesitates, then, “It would have been to your advantage…”
“I don’t care.” His voice is cold. “I’ll win without using my left side.”
He sounds so resolute, like he’d decided this a long time ago. It’s confusing, and it only makes the hard ball in the pit of Izuku’s stomach get even heavier. There’s just something about the way that Todoroki speaks, so meticulously devoid of any emotion, like he’s trying to hide something. Or protect himself.
Still treading carefully, Izuku says, “You… don’t seem to be very fond of fire.” It’s more of a comment than anything, an idle musing while he plucks bits of charred fabric out of the burn.
Todoroki remains quiet.
Izuku swallows. “Does… Does that have anything to do with Endeavor?”
A long, tense silence follows. Slowly, Todoroki’s face turns towards him. Izuku keeps his eyes on the burn, but his hands aren’t moving. He’s too nervous to do anything but wait for the response, trying not to suffocate under the rising tension.
Finally, “Midoriya-”
“I just notice things, you know!” Izuku blurts out, completely interrupting him, “It’s just- I don’t even know you that well, but whenever you’ve mentioned training with your father or not using your fire I just- you never seem… happy about it, you know? Not that you have to be thrilled or anything!” He’s rambling now. “But I just started thinking- I couldn’t help but wonder, especially with your scar and then when you came to me with that burn, I just- I just-”
“Midoriya,” Todoroki tries to interject.
“I don’t want to make assumptions, you know? But everything that I’ve seen from you kind of looks a certain way and I can’t help but worry-”
“Midoriya.”
“And I know it’s absolutely none of my business anyway!” Izuku waves his hands frantically. “I’m totally being rude here, but I…” He trails off, struggling to find his words. All he can think about is the burn that was on Todoroki’s shoulder, how painful it looked and how he lied- he lied, Izuku knows he did, but what can he do?
The helpless feeling that he hates with a passion returns, frustration burning his throat.
“I… I’m a healer, Todoroki-kun,” he whispers, head bowed, “I want to help people. I want to save people, but I can’t. All I can do is heal them after they’ve been hurt.” He takes in a deep, shuddering breath and looks up at Todoroki with a weak smile. “But I’ve always wanted to be a hero. I hate not being able to stop people from getting hurt. So, please, Todoroki-kun… I don’t know what’s going on, but if there’s anything I can do to help you…”
Todoroki stares at him for a few moments, eyes slightly widened. Then, he blinks and his face becomes impassive once more. “There isn’t.”
Izuku swallows and tries to stifle his disappointment. “Oh,” he whispers.
Todoroki looks like he might say something else, but when he doesn’t, Izuku wordlessly averts his gaze, turning his attention back to his injured shoulder. He dutifully picks the bits of fabric out of the burn, ignoring the pair of mismatched eyes that stare at his face as he works. There are only a couple of other burns that need his attention, smaller ones that he cleans fairly quickly. Then, he leans back and starts to take off his gloves.
Todoroki’s hand shoots out. He catches him by the wrist, just below his palm, carefully avoiding the bare skin below his glove. Izuku startles and looks up at Todoroki to see him staring at him.
“T-Todoroki-kun?”
The taller boy slowly slides off the bed, making the greenette take a step back as he stands in front of him. Izuku pales as Todoroki gazes down at him, something unreadable in his eyes.
“I don’t need you to save me,” he says. Izuku blinks. Todoroki presses his lips in a thin line and tries again. “I mean… It’s nothing I can’t handle on my own, so don’t worry about it.”
Unwittingly, Izuku’s eyes flicker over to his shoulder, then back to his face. A soft sigh passes through Todoroki’s nose. He seems to be considering something.
“To… Todoroki-kun…”
“I’m sure you know,” the other boy says, “that Endeavor has been stuck as the number two hero forever. My old man has a strong desire to rise in the world. As a hero, he won a name for himself with crushing force. Because of that, the living legend, All Might, is a great eyesore to him. Since he couldn’t surpass All Might, he moved on to his next plan. You’ve heard of quirk marriages, right?”
Izuku is a bit taken aback by the turn of the conversation, but he doesn’t want to risk saying anything that might make Todoroki stop. He has a feeling this is finally going to clear up everything he’s been wondering about.
Todoroki continues, “That thing became a problem for the second and third generation after superpowers appeared. Choosing a spouse based only on strengthening your own quirk and passing it on to your children, forcing people into marriage.” His eyes narrow. “The old fashioned way of thinking is brought about by a lack of ethics. He is a man with both accomplishments and money. He won over my mother’s relatives and got a hold of her quirk. He is trying to fulfill his own desire by raising me to be a hero to surpass All Might.”
Izuku’s breath hitches. Todoroki isn’t even looking at him anymore; instead, he’s scowling at the ground. “It’s so annoying,” he hisses through gritted teeth, “I won’t become the tool of scum like that. In my memories, my mother is always crying. She told me my left side was unsightly as she poured boiling water on me.”
Izuku’s eyes widen as Todoroki raises his hand to cover his scar. He feels like he can’t breath. That scar… he knew it wasn’t from fire, but… his own mother …
Todoroki’s voice brings him out of his thoughts. “I will reject him completely by winning first place without using my damn old man’s quirk.” His hand drops and he fixes Izuku with a determined look. "So, no. I do not need to be saved. I have a plan, and it will work.”
He looks so stubborn and resolute that Izuku almost believes him.
“Todoroki-kun…”
The door slides open. “Sorry about the wait, Midoriya-kun!” Recovery Girl chirps as she walks in, her arms full of bandages and gauze. Izuku takes a step back and Todoroki lets go of his wrist, as if he didn’t realize he was still holding on to it.
“Oh, hello, Todoroki-kun.” Recovery Girl notices the boy. “You’ve done very well so far. Is everything alright?” She directs the question to Izuku, frowning at the burns on Todoroki.
Izuku straightens up, trying to recollect his whirling mind. “Oh, yes. I just had to remove some pieces of cloth that were seared into his skin.” He turns back to Todoroki, taking off his glove. “I… I can heal it now.”
“Remember to focus on the flow,” his mentor reminds him as he places his hand on the burn.
He tries to concentrate, he really does, but Todoroki just dropped a huge bombshell on him. Endeavor is… really that awful? The number two hero…
Izuku remembers a time before his quirk manifested when he was interested in the Flame Hero. He wanted someone to look up to in case he inherited his father’s fire-breathing quirk. But even though he never seemed too friendly on the news or even during the recommendation exam, Izuku never would have thought… Endeavor is supposed to be a hero, how could he do something so horrible?!?
Like before, Todoroki pulls away from his touch before he can heal his scar.
“Thanks,” he mutters, already turning away.
Before he can leave, however, Recovery Girl calls out, “Oh, Todoroki-kun, why don’t you take Midoriya-kun with you to lunch? You both need to eat well before the final event.”
Todoroki pauses at the door and Izuku hastily trots after him, saying goodbye to his mentor as he leaves. They walk down the hallway in silence. Pretty much everyone is busy getting lunch, so it’s mostly empty.
Izuku casts a glance at Todoroki, but the taller boy isn’t looking at him. There’s still something that he didn’t quite confirm… although, from the way he talked about Endeavor, it’s fairly obvious.
Despite Todoroki’s odd attempt at reassurance, Izuku still feels a flare of protectiveness in his chest. “If… If he tries to hurt you again…”
“He won’t,” Todoroki says, “He knows better than to leave a mark on me when I have school the next day.” A pause. His lips press together. “Usually.”
Todoroki’s words don’t bring Izuku any ease. Instead, his stomach churns even more. He glances at Todoroki’s healed forearm. Something tugs at his heart.
They part ways during lunch. Kacchan has already gotten both of their meals when he meets him. The blond loudly complains about how long he took to get there, but Izuku can’t find it in himself to say much in response. Kacchan casts him a couple of odd, quizzical glances as they eat with their friends, no doubt noticing his sudden lack of enthusiasm. Not wanting to worry his friend, Izuku plasters on a smile and forces himself to eat, despite the fact that he actually feels quite nauseous.
There isn’t much to do when he goes back to the infirmary, so he just idly watches the broadcast of the Sports Festival. Midnight announces what the final round of the competition will be, and Ojiro surprises everyone by withdrawing along with a boy from class 1-B. Izuku tries to pay attention, but all he can think about is what Todoroki told him. The ache in his chest grows bigger.
What does he do now? One of his classmates is being… being abused by his father! A pro hero! This is really serious- should he tell an adult? He isn’t sure if they’d believe him without proof, but he is a healer… or, at least, he’s going to be. He wonders if doctor-patient confidentiality applies to his case too.
But if he did tell someone… Todoroki might not ever forgive him. He probably wouldn’t have told Izuku his secret if he didn’t have some level of trust in him- he doesn’t want to betray that. It might even just make things worse; Endeavor is an immensely powerful man, not just physically, but socially too. If it came to a legal battle, there’s no way he’d go down easy. And Todoroki would be the one having to deal with the repercussions.
Swallowing past the hard lump in his throat, Izuku looks down at his lap. He needs to ease his mind somehow. He needs… he needs…
He takes out his phone.
(Midoriya 1:15PM) -Hi
(Toshinori 1:15PM) -Hello, Young Midoriya! How are things on your end?
(Midoriya 1:16PM) -Fine. Bit of a lull right now. Where are you?
(Toshinori 1:16PM) -I’m at the third-years’ stage in the teachers’ booth. Why?
Izuku briefly wonders why All Might is watching the third years instead of the first, but saves the question for later.
(Midoriya 1:17PM) -Can I ask you a question?
(Toshinori 1:17PM) -Of course.
Izuku stares down at his phone. He starts typing a response, then almost immediately deletes it. How does he ask this? After a few more typed and deleted responses, he finally hits send.
(Midoriya 1:20PM) -Can I call you?
(Toshinori 1:24PM) -Yes.
“Can I go to the bathroom?”
Recovery Girl glances up in surprise. “You don’t have to ask me,” she replies, “But the recreational games are going to be over soon, so don’t take too long.”
Izuku nods and tries not to rush out of the infirmary too quickly. Instead of heading towards the bathroom, he finds himself an empty hallway and presses the call button.
“Young Midoriya?” All Might’s voice sounds a little breathless, as if he also hurried to find a quiet spot. “Is everything alright? Are you okay?”
“I’m fine, I’m fine,” Izuku sighs, leaning against the wall. He winces. “Actually… maybe not so much…”
“Are you hurt? Where are you? I’ll come-”
“No, no, it’s okay! I’m not hurt, I just-” He cuts himself off with a rough exhale, struggling to find his words as he pinches the bridge of his nose. “All Might… I… What would you do if… if you knew someone was in trouble, but they didn’t want your help?”
“Er- Young Midoriya?” All Might sounds bewildered.
“If… if you know you shouldn’t meddle because… because it’s none of your business, and it might make things worse anyway…” Izuku lets out a heavy sigh, “But-But you can’t just sit back and do nothing, you know?”
All Might is quiet for a long time. Izuku knows that he’s probably confused the man, but he can’t think of another way to ask.
After a few beats of silence, All Might says, “I… I think I would just do what my heart tells me is right. I’ve always believed that meddling when you don’t need to is the essence of being a hero.”
Somehow, the words make Izuku’s chest feel just a bit lighter. His mind is still in turmoil, but now… he knows he should do something. He has to do something. He doesn’t know what yet, but the resolve is enough to steady him.
“Thanks, All Might.” He smiles softly even though the man can’t see him.
“...Are you sure you’re okay?” All Might asks, “I’m assuming those questions weren’t rhetorical.”
“No, but you helped.” He hears a particularly loud cheer come from outside. “I think I should go now. Will I see you later?”
“I don’t know. I’ll text you if I can’t stop by.”
“Okay. Bye.” Izuku hangs up and walks back to the infirmary.
Notes:
Sorry to end at a bit of an awkward spot! The Sports Festival got long so I had to split it up into two chapters.
Lemme know what you thought! Next chapter will have an art piece that I'm excited to show you guys!
(Also, I know in the anime the Sports Festival dome thing just looks like one stage, but I need all three events to be happening at the same time- plus, if u think about it, like when the hell would the second and third years have their Sports Festivals anyways? The first-years' seems like it lasted all day in the anime, but I can't imagine ppl buying tickets for a three-day event like that, they'd probably just buy tickets for the year that they wanted to see IDK I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS WAY TOO HARD- so I'm taking FANFICTION AUTHOR LIBERTIES and having them all be at the same time somehow because UA is huge and can probably fit three stages in that dome SOMEHOW don't worry about the logistics ight let's not think about it too hard. I just need it for the story lol)
ANYWAY
Next chapter, continuation and conclusion of the Sports Festival!
Chapter 15: The Fire
Notes:
ART from Just Rachel
Thank you so much! Now, onto the chapter!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The first match of the battle tournament is between Asui and the purple-haired boy from General Studies, whose name is apparently Shinsou Hitoshi. He’s curious as to what his quirk is, but he doesn’t get to see it because as soon as the match starts, Asui flicks out her tongue and wraps it around Shinsou’s waist, flinging him out-of-bounds. It’s an awfully swift defeat, and Izuku spares a wince of pity for the other boy as he claps for his classmate. Shinsou seemed so determined to get into the hero course, it’s kind of unfortunate that he got taken down so easily. But perhaps it was just a bad match-up.
‘Or,’ Izuku reconsiders as he watches Asui turn away without a single ounce of remorse on her face, ‘Perhaps he shouldn’t have pissed off class 1-A.’
The next match has the crowd roaring with excitement. It’s only natural; Todoroki has taken first place in the preliminary events. He’d probably make Sports Festival history if he won in all three competitions.
Izuku feels a little bad for Sero. Despite being friends with the boy, Todoroki is the most powerful student in class 1-A for a reason. Hopefully, the fight won’t be as short as the last one-
“Start!”
-Actually, it turns out to be even shorter.
The crowd is dead quiet. A massive glacier stands in the middle of the arena, jagged spikes jutting over the top of the stadium. It groans under its own weight, and even in the infirmary Izuku can feel how cold the air has suddenly gotten. Everyone, including Izuku, stares in awe at the evidence of Todoroki’s sheer power.
At the very bottom of the glacier, Sero stands nearly completely frozen in ice.
“Don’t… don’t you think that’s a bit much?” His voice is tiny over the TV screen.
Recovery Girl lets out a whoosh of air. “I’ll repeat myself: There is something to be said about brute force…” Even she sounds impressed. Then, she huffs, “But this boy is giving us an awful lot of frostbite to deal with.”
Izuku doesn’t respond, too busy watching as Todoroki moves towards Sero the moment his victory is announced. The boy stands under the eyes of the crowd shouting condolences for his defeated opponent, melting what he had frozen himself with his left hand. There’s no triumph in his posture, however. No… even though Izuku can’t see his face, something about Todoroki seems very sad to him.
“Ah, well,” Recovery Girl tsks a few moments later, catching his attention once more, “I’ll go ahead and see to that poor boy. Stay here in case anyone comes by, you know the drill.”
Izuku nods, noticing that Sero is looking a little stiff as he’s finally freed from his icy prison. Once the glacier is melted, Present Mic announces a brief hiatus while the stage dries off. Izuku turns away from the screen, frowning.
That was certainly an… impressive display of power from Todoroki. Unnecessary, though. He could’ve defeated Sero with a much smaller attack, so what prompted him to… to show off like that?
He gets his answer when Todoroki walks through the door again a few minutes later, this time without knocking. He’s glaring at the ground and his jaw is clenched, but he looks up when he sees Izuku. The freckled boy pauses, taking him in. A thin layer of frost coats his right side, spanning across his skin and creeping onto his cheek. Looking closer, Izuku also realizes that he’s shivering ever so slightly.
Todoroki doesn’t seem like he’s going to move any closer, so Izuku gets up and slowly approaches him. Mismatched eyes watch him for a moment, then drop.
“Saw my old man before the match,” he says quietly as Izuku comes to stand in front of him, “Told me to stop being childish and to focus on surpassing All Might.”
Izuku gazes at him, then looks at his nearly-frozen right side. He can’t see his skin, but he has no doubt that there’s frostbite. His hand reaches for his arm, but the layer of ice prevents him from making skin contact.
He hesitates. “Todoroki-kun… you need to unfreeze yourself.”
Todoroki acts like he doesn’t hear him. His fist clenches.
“I got angry,” he hisses through clenched teeth. His gaze is still averted.
“Todoroki-kun,” Izuku says, gently putting a hand on his shoulder to make him look at him, “You’re going to hurt yourself. I need you to warm yourself up.”
Todoroki inhales shakily through his nose, and when he exhales, a cold puff of air brushes Izuku’s curls. He’s never seen his classmate look so... ruffled before. It doesn’t show on his face, but he can see the swirling turmoil of emotions in his eyes.
He seems… lonely. So terribly, miserably lonely, and maybe that’s why he told Izuku about his past. Maybe that’s why he’s come to him now, because he’s the only one who knows. Because he just needed someone to understand. It must be so horribly isolating to have to go through what Todoroki has gone through all on his own. He always seems so stoic, but maybe… maybe he just needs a friend.
Todoroki stares at him for a few moments, slowly breathing in and out. Gradually, the ice on his body starts to melt away, revealing red, irritated skin. It’s not as bad as Izuku thought it would be, but he reaches out to heal it anyways. Todoroki steps back after a second.
Neither of them speak right away. Todoroki’s eyes are still troubled, switching back and forth between quiet distress and cold fury. Izuku takes a deep, steadying breath. Then-
“I… I’m sorry about… everything that happened to you,” he says, keeping his voice soft, “But... I still think you should use your fire.”
Todoroki’s jaw clenches. “Weren’t you listening to what I said? I don’t need his power to win. I refuse to let myself be controlled by him.”
“But you are,” Izuku insists. He has no idea what he’s doing, but All Might told him to do what his heart tells him, so he’s going to listen. Even if it’s not what Todoroki wants to hear. “You are letting yourself be controlled by him. You’re… You’re letting him hold you back. This hatred you hold for him is only going to hurt you.”
“It’s not that simple.” Todoroki glowers.
“I know it’s not. I know there’s a lot more to it, and I know there’s probably a lot I still don’t know about,” Izuku admits, “I don’t think I’ll ever truly understand what you’ve gone through, but… You’re letting him become a weakness. If you keep this up, if you keep ignoring this other half of you, all you’re going to do is hurt yourself. You know you’re susceptible to frostbite, you need the heat to negate the effects. You could be so much stronger if you just-”
“Don’t!” Todoroki suddenly snaps, pulling away, “Don’t say that. Don’t sound like him.”
Izuku pauses, holding up his hands placatingly. Todoroki watches him with narrowed eyes for a tense moment, but it doesn’t seem like he’s about to run away.
Slowly, carefully, Izuku continues, “I’m just going to say this… everyone out there is giving it their best. To… to ignore half of yourself, to only fight with half of your power- it’s incredibly disrespectful to your peers. Everyone has worked so hard to get to this point; how do you think it would feel if someone beat you with one of their hands tied behind their back?”
Todoroki’s eyes flash, but he says nothing.
Izuku takes a deep breath. “I get that you want to spite your father by winning the Sports Festival without your fire, but how far will that take you? How far will spite and anger take you? Will you be a hero fueled by those negative emotions? Because let me tell you something Todoroki-kun, if that’s the case, then you’re going to become just like your father.”
It’s harsh, and Izuku hates saying it, but it’s necessary. Todoroki inhales sharply and for a moment, a brief flash of anger passes over his face. He opens his mouth to retort, or yell, or curse, but nothing comes out. He just keeps staring at Izuku with wide, unreadable eyes.
He needs to end this. “I know you hate your father, Todoroki-kun,” Izuku whispers, “But you shouldn’t hate your quirk too.”
Todoroki’s breath hitches. “It’s not-” He stutters, “I… his power- I won’t-”
That catches Izuku’s attention.
“It’s not his power,” he says firmly, “It’s yours, isn’t it? That’s why your body aches for the heat it knows is there. That’s why denying this half of yourself will only get you hurt, will only make you weak.” He gives him a weak, sad smile. “And that is how Endeavor is still controlling you.”
Silence follows his words.
Todoroki stares at him, his face going slack. He’s completely still, not moving a single inch as he stays rooted to the spot, his eyes never leaving Izuku’s for a second. He looks… God, Izuku can’t even describe the expression on his face. But it doesn’t matter, because in the next moment he lets out a slow, shaky exhale, as if he’d been holding his breath for minutes. As the air escapes his lips, steam starts rising off the left side of his body.
Izuku smiles. “You can do it,” he says softly.
Todoroki’s throat clicks as he swallows. Then, a small flame flickers to life on his left forearm, soon joined by another, then another, until a thin line of flames is dancing along his arm, curling around his shoulder and flitting between his fingers.
Another shuddering sigh. His hand clenches. The flames go out.
“I… I can’t-” His voice rasps and he coughs slightly to clear it. “I can’t control it.”
“That’s fine,” Izuku says, “You’ll learn. Like we all do.”
Holding his gaze, Todoroki slowly nods. He still looks uncertain, but it’s enough.
Not much is said between them after that. They kind of just stand there for a while, Izuku waiting patiently as Todoroki works through whatever thoughts and emotions he’s battling with now. His brows are furrowed as he looks at the ground, but he occasionally glances back up at Izuku, expression unreadable.
Soon, the familiar pitter-patter of Recovery Girl’s footsteps approaches from the hall, dragging them both out of their reverie. The door slides open and his mentor startles when she sees them both standing there. Before she can say anything, however, Todoroki bows his head politely and steps past her.
He glances back at Izuku one last time before the door closes, and when their eyes meet, he can hear Todoroki’s wordless response clearly.
‘Thank you.’
The fight between Kacchan and Uraraka is brutal to watch. Not because of the merciless explosions the blond sends her way, but because, despite the obvious, immense differences in their strength, Uraraka still gets so close to winning. No matter how many times she gets blasted across the arena, she gets right back up and tries even harder. She comes up with a brilliant plan, one that takes the whole audience by surprise, but it’s all for naught. Kacchan is too strong, too clever, and he burns her plan to smithereens and fights until she collapses.
Izuku is grateful that Aizawa defended Kacchan the way he did. He knows his friend better than anyone, and when the crowd started accusing him of being cruel, his heart sank to his stomach. But Aizawa made everyone realize that all Kacchan was doing was acknowledging the strength of his opponent and doing what he had to in order to come out on top.
Izuku wonders when Aizawa got to know Kacchan so well.
Recovery Girl stays true to her word and doesn’t allow him to heal Uraraka since she lost. She heals the worst of Uraraka’s wounds with her quirk, leaving her only with a few scratches that Izuku cleans and bandages. He manages to convince his mentor to let him escort her back to the stands, but once they leave, Uraraka insists on going to one of the waiting rooms instead.
“You really don’t have to come with me,” she says, smiling reassuringly, “I feel fine now, just a little tired from Recovery Girl’s quirk.”
“I just wanna make sure you get there all right. It’s the least I could do.” He rubs the back of his neck uncertainly. “I… I feel a little bad. I know Kacchan can be rough, but-”
“I’m glad he didn’t hold back,” Uraraka interrupts, sounding surprisingly unbothered, “Even though losing sucks, I think I would’ve felt even worse if he had let me win. At least I know that he was taking me seriously.”
“Oh.” He blinks, taken aback. “That’s… That’s really mature, Uraraka-san.” He smiles at her.
She returns his smile, then bares her teeth in determination. “You better tell your precious ‘Kacchan’ that I’m going to kick his ass next time!”
Izuku lets out a surprised laugh. Uraraka laughs too, dispelling any worries that might have weighed at his heart. He wonders why he doesn’t hang out with her more often- she’s so cool.
He escorts her to one of the waiting rooms and leaves when she tells him that she’s going to call her father. A particularly loud cheer from the arena lets him know that Kirishima and Tetsutetsu’s match must’ve ended, so he hurries to get back to the infirmary.
Before he can even get close though, Endeavor suddenly appears out of nowhere, stepping into the corridor. Izuku just barely manages to stop himself from colliding with the man. Squeaking in surprise, he stumbles backwards as Endeavor’s gaze turns to him.
“Oh. It’s you,” he rumbles in a low voice.
Izuku gulps and tries not to cower. The Flame Hero is surrounded in such an intense aura that Izuku feels like he could suffocate if he gets too close. The fact that he’s massive doesn’t help either.
He hasn’t seen Endeavor since the recommendation exam. Recalling the hostility he faced makes Izuku’s stomach churn with anxiety. Recovery Girl’s scolding no doubt wounded Endeavor’s pride, but surely he wouldn’t be so outwardly aggressive towards Izuku now? It was just a misunderstanding, a mistake on the hero’s part for making assumptions.
Judging by Endeavor’s expression as he gazes down at him now, he can tell that the older man doesn’t quite know what to make of him.
Izuku, on the other hand, knows exactly how he feels about Endeavor now that he knows the truth from Todoroki. He has more than a few choice words to throw in his face- if only he could get past his nerves…
“You healed my son after the cavalry battle, didn’t you?” Endeavor eyes him up and down. Izuku gulps, nodding. He gets the feeling that the man is rather unimpressed. “Thank you for that. However, it was foolish of him to get injured in the first place. It was easily avoidable too.” He growls, seemingly to himself, then says, “If he gets hurt by that Bakugou boy again, don’t heal him.”
Izuku stiffens. “Er…” He stammers, “Healing is… kind of my job…”
“He needs to learn his lesson,” Endeavor insists, “My Shouto should be strong enough to avoid getting injuries.”
Izuku’s jaw clenches. ‘My Shouto’, he said, as if Todoroki is some sort of possession. It ignites a familiar feeling in Izuku’s chest, one that’s both indignant and desperate for freedom at the same time.
“I’m going to become the best damn hero this world has ever seen, and you’re going to become the best damn healer. And you are going to be mine.”
Ah. That’s why this is familiar.
“Yeah, alright, sure,” Izuku huffs sarcastically, “But when Recovery Girl gets pissed off, I’m sending her to you.”
Endeavor raises a brow. “I see her attitude has already rubbed off on you.” He lifts his chin and haughtily gazes down at him. “Forgive me for asking, but what exactly is your relationship with our beloved Symbol of Peace?”
Izuku blinks in surprise. “Huh?”
Endeavor narrows his eyes. “I’ve been trying to figure you out ever since the recommendation exam. I can’t imagine why someone like All Might would go out of his way to sponsor someone who won’t even be a real hero.”
Now THAT pisses Izuku off. Straightening up, he glares at Endeavor and says, “Well, perhaps All Might simply wanted to help me out because he’s smart enough to recognize the importance of healers, especially to hero schools like UA.” His tone drips with false politeness.
“I didn’t mean to imply that they’re not important,” Endeavor growls lowly, “But their place certainly isn’t within the ranks of future heroes as if they’re equals. I don’t understand why All Might would waste his precious time in the first place.”
Izuku has to repeatedly remind himself that punching a pro hero would not be a wise idea. He knows what Endeavor is looking for. He wants to know how the number one hero happened to meet some kid with a healing quirk, and why he was impressed enough to help him get into one of the best hero schools in Japan. But he can’t say that he healed All Might, he can’t expose a weakness as great as that, especially not to someone like Endeavor.
He needs to get out of this situation.
“I don’t think All Might saw it that way,” he says simply, trying to keep his voice steady, “But speaking of time, I’m currently wasting mine. So, if you’ll excuse me…”
He averts his gaze and tries to move past, but Endeavor stretches an arm out to stop him. He doesn’t touch him, just blocks his path with a large hand. Izuku can feel the heat radiating off it as he turns to look at Endeavor.
The Flame Hero’s gaze is piercing, his face showing the barest hints of a snarl as he glares down at the boy. “Why you?” He hisses, looking as if he’s struggling to solve a particularly difficult puzzle, “What’s so special about you?”
Izuku’s heart threatens to jump out of his throat, but he swallows it down and smiles sweetly up at Endeavor. “There’s nothing special about me, Endeavor,” he says softly, “I’m just a kid with a healing quirk.”
Endeavor is silent for a few long moments. Holding his fiery gaze is just about the hardest thing Izuku has ever done, but he manages it until Endeavor finally lowers his hand, letting him walk away. Izuku still feels his eyes drilling holes into the back of his head as he leaves.
As soon as he’s alone, he leans against a wall and lets out a huge sigh of relief, pressing a hand to his chest to steady his racing heart. He didn’t realize it earlier, but his whole body is trembling faintly. He gives himself a few moments to calm down, then continues on to the infirmary. He really has been gone too long.
“You know, you two didn’t have to come with her,” Recovery Girl says as soon as Izuku steps into the room. He’s surprised to see Mirio and Amajiki standing together, supporting a girl between them that looks like she’s about to pass out. “I’m sure you have your own matches to prepare for.”
“Nonsense!” Mirio chirps, “Friends always come first! We stick together!” He spots Izuku and grins brightly. “My little kouhai! There you are!”
“You certainly took your time,” Recovery Girl says, clearly miffed.
Izuku winces. “Sorry, I got held up.” He eyes the girl worriedly. “What’s wrong?”
She raises her head tiredly and gives him a weak smile, but Mirio speaks before she can. “This is our friend Hado Nejire! She just kicked butt in her last match, but she overused her quirk and now she’s super sleepy!”
“Normally, I can’t do anything about this one,” Recovery Girl says, “Her quirk is very similar to yours in that it relies on her utilizing her own stamina. And just like you, when she overuses it-”
“She exhausts herself,” Izuku finishes. His mentor nods.
“Of course, using my quirk on her would only make things worse,” she says, “But now we have you.”
Mirio tilts his head curiously. “Your quirk uses your stamina too?”
Izuku nods. “Yeah. It’s like… like a transfer of energy. I give people my own energy and it helps heal them.” He looks at Hado. “I’ve never tried giving any to someone that isn’t injured, but I’ll try…”
Mirio and Amajiki watch as Izuku gently places a hand on Hado’s forehead. As soon as his quirk activates, he takes note of the girl’s own energy. It isn’t swirling around any particular point, like it would with a wound, but it definitely feels weak. Almost like how All Might’s missing organs felt, except that there isn’t a complete absence of energy, just a lack of it. As usual, he tries his best to control the flow of his own energy as it leaves his body, but it escapes him before he can even fully grasp it.
Hado perks up as soon as he pulls his hand away.
“Wow!” She exclaims, “I feel so much better! Even better than I did this morning! Thanks, Midoriya-kun!”
He smiles. “You’re welcome.”
“Or Midoriya-chan? Mido-chan? Can I call you that?” She gasps, eyes widening, “Can I call you kouhai?!? No fair that Togata-kun gets a kouhai and I don’t!” Her cheeks puff up as she pouts. A second later, she smiles again and squeals, “Oh, you’re just so adorable! I love your hair!”
Izuku flushes as she squeezes his cheeks and continues to chat away. She really likes to talk a lot. He almost regrets replenishing her energy. Still, he’d take her over Endeavor anyday.
“Er, did you all make it to the final event?” He manages to ask while Hado is taking a breath between sentences.
“Yup!” Mirio puffs up his chest proudly. “It’s the first time either of us have made it this far!”
“I hate all the attention,” Amajiki whispers, eyes fixed on the ground.
Izuku frowns in concern, noticing the slight quiver in the taller boy’s frame. As a fellow sufferer of anxiety, he sympathizes. He places a hand on Amajiki’s shoulder, causing him to look up in surprise, and gives him the kindest smile he can offer. “Don’t worry, Amajiki-san. I don’t like the spotlight either- it makes me nervous- but you shouldn’t let it get to your head. I’m sure you’ll do great.”
Amajiki stares at him, wide-eyed. Then, his face slowly starts turning red. A second later, he suddenly jumps behind Mirio and buries his face in the boy’s back, a deep flush still visible on the tips of his pointy ears.
Izuku pulls away and glances at the other two upperclassmen in confusion. “Uh… did I say something wrong…?”
Mirio only answers by bursting out into laughter while Hado rolls her eyes.
“Alright, alright,” Recovery Girl interrupts, making a shooing motion with her hands, “If you’re all fine and dandy now then you can leave. We have work to do.”
“Right, sorry, Recovery Girl,” Mirio apologizes, still smiling. He wraps a beefy arm around each of his friends’ shoulders and leads them to the door. “See ya later, kouhai!”
“Bye, senpai!” Izuku giggles.
“Hey!” Hado protests, twisting around to look at Izuku as she’s dragged out the door, “You come eat with us at lunch sometime, alright Mido-chan?”
“Uh…” Thankfully, Izuku is saved from answering by the door closing behind them. Silence fills the infirmary, only broken by the cheers from the TV.
Recovery Girl sighs, “How are you feeling?”
Izuku blinks and takes note of himself. “Oh. Actually, I’m a lot more tired than before. Not exhausted or anything, but I guess Hado-san needed a lot of energy to replace.”
“Well, sit down for a bit, then,” Recovery Girl says, nodding at his chair, “I need you to last until the final round. From the way things are going…” She glances at the TV and Izuku follows her gaze. “The fight between Todoroki-kun and Bakugou-kun is going to end in blood.”
On the screen, Izuku can see the fight between Todoroki and Asui. The frog-like girl is agile enough to avoid Todoroki’s attacks, but when she tries to grab him with her tongue, he blocks with a wall of ice. It’s two long-distance fighters against each other. Eventually, however, the chilled temperature of the air begins to affect Asui and she slows down long enough for Todoroki to trap her in a slab of ice, securing his victory.
He doesn’t use his fire once.
Izuku presses his lips together and looks away. “I want to ask how Hado-san uses her quirk in battle,” he says instead, “I know our quirks must work differently, at least in regards to output, but surely she must have more control over hers than I do. Maybe she can give me some ideas on how I can control mine...”
Recovery Girl hums in thought. “It’s not a bad idea. You can take her up on that offer to eat lunch with them.”
Izuku’s face heats up. Just the thought of eating lunch with upperclassmen makes him nervous. He never thought he’d be making friends with third-years when he came to UA.
Asui ends up being carried to the infirmary, fast asleep. Apparently, due to her frog-like nature, when she’s exposed to extremely cold temperatures she goes into hibernation. Recovery Girl expertly swaddles her in a heated blanket and lets her nap on a bed while Izuku watches the fight between Iida and a girl with a vine quirk from class 1-B.
The next few matches go fairly quickly. The fight between Kirishima and Kacchan is particularly interesting to watch- Izuku’s never seen someone who’s able to withstand his friend’s explosions for so long before. However, despite Kirishima’s brawn, Kacchan is clever and wins in the end with a round of searing explosions. As soon as the redhead collapses, Recovery Girl sighs and prepares to deal with more burns.
To their surprise, Kacchan is the one to bring Kirishima to the infirmary while Iida and Todoroki fight. It’s probably because he just wanted to get the gash on his cheek treated, but Izuku doesn’t miss the way he glances at Kirishima as the other boy is being treated by Recovery Girl. Izuku arches a brow questioningly when the blond looks back at him.
Kacchan pauses, then grunts, “Not bad.”
Izuku gives him a shit-eating grin.
To no one’s surprise, the final round ends up being between Kacchan and Todoroki. Izuku takes a seat and watches the screen with bated breath. As much as he loves his best friend, he can’t help mentally rooting for Todoroki a little bit. He knows that if Kacchan loses to the other boy one more time, he’ll be insanely furious. But… if Todoroki is going to use his fire against anyone, it would be Kacchan. Only he is strong enough to force it out of him. If Todoroki really wants to win, then he’ll have to use his fire against Kacchan.
“Start!”
Todoroki immediately traps Kacchan within a massive glacier, similar to the one he used against Sero, but Kacchan blasts his way out of it in a matter of moments. He then uses his explosions to launch himself at Todoroki, grabbing him and launching him over his shoulder, trying to throw him out of bounds. Izuku doesn’t miss the way he grabbed Todoroki by his left side- pretty much everyone has realized at this point that Todoroki won’t use his fire. The boy saves himself from going out of bounds by making an ice slide, but it’s a close call.
As the fight continues, and Todoroki shows no sign of flames, Izuku steadily gets more and more nervous. The rock in his stomach has returned, but this time, Izuku has trouble sitting still, despite his fatigue. He fidgets and shifts until Recovery Girl asks him what’s wrong, to which he responds by asking if he can be excused.
“I’ll be right back, I promise!” He says, already rushing out the door.
“Midoriya-kun!” His mentor exclaims.
Todoroki is going to lose. No matter how much ice he sends at Kacchan, the blond just blows it away. He’s beginning to tire, his dodges become too narrow, and he’s getting burned repeatedly. The crowd roars as Izuku runs down one of the entrance tunnels, stopping right before the edge and takes a deep breath.
‘Sorry, Kacchan’
“Todoroki-kun! Don’t lose! Do your best!”
His cry rings across the field. Todoroki tenses up.
Then, the arena bursts into flames.
Katsuki can’t see Zuku’s eyes, but he knows they’re not on him. He hears his friend cry out, but it’s not for him.
Once again, Katsuki loses.
Somehow, it hurts more this time.
“Don’t fucking touch me.”
Izuku freezes at Kacchan’s growl. The blond is sitting in front of him on the bed, covered from head-to-toe in a variety of burns, bruises, and frostbite. His whole body is tense, muscles quivering with rage as he glares at the ground with crimson eyes. Usually, when Kacchan gets mad, he’s loud and violent about it, but now…
Izuku has never seen his friend so angry before.
He gulps. “Ka… Kacchan?”
Kacchan doesn’t look at him. “Just let Recovery Girl use her quirk on me.”
“Bu-But it’ll make you tired-”
“It’s alright, Midoriya-kun,” Recovery Girl says, watching the two boys carefully, “I’ll just heal him halfway, so I don’t completely drain him. It’s not like he has another fight after this.”
She kisses Kacchan on the cheek and the blond doesn’t budge. Doesn’t make a sound. Anxiety claws at Izuku’s heart as he turns to his mentor helplessly. She gives him a look, then Kacchan, then turns to the door. “I’ll go see what’s keeping that Todoroki boy.”
She’s clearly just giving him and Kacchan some space to talk.
As soon as she’s gone, Izuku turns to his friend nervously. “Kacchan… I… I understand that you’re upset, but-”
“You cheered for him,” Kacchan suddenly says, his voice barely above a whisper, “You cheered… for him.” Finally, he lifts his head, and when he does, he glares at Izuku. “Why?”
Izuku stares, frozen. How can he explain this to him? He can’t tell him about Todoroki’s past- that would be a huge betrayal of trust. But how could he explain why he’s glad that Todoroki won? Why it was more than just about winning for Todoroki? How happy he is that he used his flames…
Eventually, he says, “I just… I thought- if Todoroki-kun didn’t use his flames, if he won without them, then it would be worse. For you, I mean. I know it sucks that he won, but at least you know that he was taking you seriously.” He unconsciously repeats Uraraka’s words. “If… If you had beat him when he was only fighting with half his power… then I think you would have been really upset…”
Kacchan gazes at him for a few moments, then drops his eyes. His shoulders slump. He looks tired. Izuku hesitantly places his hands on Kacchan’s wrists, sliding them up his forearms as he steps closer between the blond’s thighs. Kacchan inhales deeply as his wounds finish healing, then wraps his arms around Izuku’s lower back, pulling him closer and plopping his forehead on his shoulder.
“I… I fucking lost,” he whispers, as if he can’t quite believe it yet.
Izuku idly scratches his spiky hair. “Well, you did win second place…”
“I’m… I’m not the best. I’m not the strongest. He is.” Then, slowly, Katsuki’s arms begin to tighten around Izuku’s waist and he snarls in a deadly low voice, “I’m going to kill that fucker.”
Izuku sweatdrops. “Ah… how about a friendly rivalry?” He suggests weakly.
Kacchan acts like he doesn’t hear him, too busy growling obscenities under his breath as he clutches at the back of Izuku’s costume. The freckled boy sighs and continues patting his head soothingly. A couple of minutes later, he hears the door open behind him. Before he can turn to see who it is, Kacchan’s arms suddenly tighten into a vice-grip around him.
“You!” Kacchan snarls, “The fuck are you doing here, Half-Face?!?”
Half-Face? Izuku struggles to glance over his shoulder.
Todoroki’s voice speaks up, “I wanted to see Midoriya…”
“What the fuck for?” Kacchan spits, “You’re fine!”
“Todoroki-kun?” Izuku wiggles.
“Recovery Girl did heal me a bit,” Todoroki says, “But I wanted to talk to Midoriya before the awards ceremony…”
“Haah? Talk? Since when do you two talk?” Kacchan growls, “Bullshit! You just wanna use his quirk! Well, he’s been busting his ass all day, so he’s too tired to-”
“Kacchan!” Izuku whines, squirming in his hold.
Todoroki approaches and Kacchan’s grip gets tighter with every step he takes. “Let him go,” he demands coolly.
“Don’t fucking tell me what to do!”
“I said-”
“Oh, shut up!” Izuku shouts. He pushes his way out of Kacchan’s arms and stands between the two boys, flustered and rumpled. He tucks a few wild curls back into his messed up bun before fixing Kacchan with a firm gaze. “Kacchan, if Todoroki-kun wants to talk to me about something, then he has the right to do so.”
“But-”
“Why don’t you go change into a new uniform before the ceremony?” His suggestion is more of an order. “Yours is a mess right now.”
Kacchan scowls. “I’m not fucking leaving you here with this little shit!”
Izuku rolls his eyes. “Oh, come on, what’s he gonna do? I’m a healer, he knows better than to mess with me.” He giggles to himself and flashes a smile at Todoroki, who is watching their exchange with an unreadable expression.
Kacchan still looks pissed off. “He’s gonna do nothing because he’s fucking leaving!” He whips his head to Todoroki and snarls, “Beat it, you two-toned bitch!”
“Kacchan!” Now Izuku is starting to get a bit annoyed. He puts a hand on Kacchan’s bicep, but the blond shoves him off.
Todoroki’s eyes narrow.
The door opens once again and Recovery Girl walks in. “Hey, you two!” She frowns at Kacchan and Todoroki. “If you’re done harassing my apprentice, you can get your butts back to the arena. The awards ceremony is about to begin.”
The two boys glare daggers at each other, neither wanting to be the first to move. Izuku scoffs and shoves them both out the door, shutting it behind him and sliding to the floor.
“I think I’m done with hero students for today,” he groans, covering his face with his hands.
Recovery Girl snorts.
Kacchan’s insufferableness continues on for the rest of the day.
Izuku trudges behind his friend as they walk home from school, tired from the long day’s events. He glances up at Kacchan’s back, taking in his hunched shoulders and incessant grumbling, and sighs. Kacchan had openly glared at Todoroki throughout the entire awards ceremony, vehemently refusing the second place medal when All Might presented it to him. The poor number one hero had resorted to hanging it off his gritted teeth while the explosive blond shrieked at him. It’s around his neck now, but that’s entirely Izuku’s doing.
He also refused to leave Izuku’s side after the ceremony, insisting on walking him back to class from the infirmary and snarling at anyone who got too close. He nearly threw a fit every time he caught Todoroki glancing at the greenette.
It’s a giant step backwards for Kacchan’s behavior. Izuku hasn’t seen this level of aggressive possessiveness from his friend since junior high, but he tries his best not to worry about it. Kacchan’s had a long, stressful, and ultimately disappointing day, so Izuku’s hoping that he’ll go back to normal once he gets over this. And if he doesn’t… well, Izuku’s too tired to think about that right now.
So maybe it’s wrong, but he lets Kacchan indulge in his old shitty behavior for now. He sends apologetic smiles to everyone and doesn’t complain when Kacchan drags him away. Doesn’t complain when he stays attached to his hip the entire way home, or when he invites himself in for dinner once they reach Izuku’s house. Auntie Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru end up coming over and Inko makes them all a congratulatory dinner. Kacchan seethes the entire time and Izuku’s too tired to do much talking, but he does his best to smile along as his mother recounts her point of view of watching the Sports Festival.
Then Kacchan announces that they’re having a sleepover. Except, he doesn’t ask Izuku, more like demands it from the adults, and Inko allows it since they’re being given the day off from school tomorrow.
So now it’s a little past 8PM and Izuku is curled up in his bed while Kacchan lies on a futon on the floor. It’s much earlier than Izuku’s usual bedtime, but using his quirk so much has left him exhausted and Kacchan always goes to sleep early anyways.
However, it seems that sleep is escaping his best friend right now. He grumbles and snarls to himself, which Izuku normally might be able to ignore, except they’re the only ones in the room so it’s all he can hear. He waits five minutes, then ten, then fifteen, but the grumbling doesn’t stop.
Finally, after twenty minutes, he lets out a loud sigh, “Kacchan. Can you please be quiet?”
Kacchan falls silent. Izuku hums and snuggles deeper in his blankets. A moment later, he hears sheets rustling and suddenly the blanket is being yanked off him. Squinting in the low light, he whines in protest as Kacchan clambers onto the bed and pushes him aside to make room for himself.
“Kacchan, what are you doing?” Izuku makes a disgruntled noise in his throat, one that Kacchan entirely ignores. Instead, the blond flops down next to him with a huff and wraps his arms around him, pulling him to his chest. Izuku blinks in surprise. Kacchan has never really been one to initiate cuddling, although Izuku isn’t quite sure if this counts as cuddling- his grip is way too tight. The smaller boy shifts uncomfortably.
He must really be upset then. But it’s not the loud, aggressive anger that Izuku is used to seeing from him. Usually Kacchan isn’t afraid to let everyone around him know that he’s pissed off about something and why. This is the quiet type of anger though, the one that stems from a deeper problem, one that he wants to keep to himself. It rarely happens- the last time Izuku can think of is when they had that big fight last year and didn’t talk for almost a month.
But why this time? It’s just a Sports Festival. There’s a good chance he’ll win one of the next two, especially since he has so much time to get stronger. Maybe it’s just his pride that’s been wounded then, but that doesn’t explain why he’s all quiet now…
Izuku’s confusion slowly fades away as he starts to get sleepier and sleepier. Kacchan’s tight hold is a bit uncomfortable, but he’s warm and he always smells like burnt sugar thanks to his quirk, so Izuku can’t help relaxing in his arms as he begins to doze off.
Just when he’s about to fall asleep, Kacchan shifts. His grip tightens ever so slightly. Hot breath brushes against the greenette’s curls as he hears his friend whisper quietly, “I’m gonna be strong enough for you. I promise.”
Izuku doesn’t have time to process the words before his mind succumbs to sleep.
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This chapter's art on Insta and Tumblr
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Well damn. Lotta stuff to unpack in this chapter eh? Starts off with TodoDeku angst, ends with Bakugou and Izuku in bed together XD
Just guys bein dudes, ya'll (double checks shipping tags) yeah don't worry about it fam lol
ANYWAY DID U LIKE THE ART IT WAS HARD TODOROKI LITERALLY LOOKED LIKE HE WAS ORGASMING IN ALL OF MY SCRAPPED SKETCHES AND THE FIRE TOOK 84 FUCKING YEARS AND IT STILL LOOKS EHHHH BUT ILL GET BETTER I SWEAR
Happy Saturday
Next chapter, Kacchan is even MORE of a whiny-ass little bitch but don't worry its fun
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I'm really on somethin today lol. Anyway ily bye
Chapter 16: The Vent
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Chapter Text
Bzzz. Bzzz. Bzzz.
Izuku blearily blinks his eyes open, confused when he notices the room is still dark. Something is making the bed vibrate, and it takes him a moment to realize that it’s coming from his phone underneath his pillow. Sighing, he grabs it and brings it close to his face, grimacing when the bright light from his screen threatens to blind him. When he’s finally able to see who’s calling, he’s only even more confused.
Iida is the one that’s calling him. The blue-haired boy had insisted that everyone exchange phone numbers a couple of weeks ago, but he’s never called Izuku before, at 11PM no less. They’re friends, of course, but they’re not exactly close. Izuku’s even more surprised to see that he already has two missed calls from the boy.
Worry claws at his heart as he sits up, carefully extracting himself from Kacchan’s grip, which is much more lax now that the blond is asleep. Picking up the call, he presses the phone close to his ear and whispers, “Iida-kun? Is everything al-”
“Midoriya-kun!” Iida shouts, causing Izuku to wince, “Midoriya-kun, oh thank God, I-I apologize deeply fo-for calling you so late, but-but-” He lets out a choked noise and Izuku straightens up in concern.
“Iida-kun?” He asks, “Iida-kun, what’s wrong?” Behind him, Kacchan lets out an annoyed grumble as he stirs. Izuku barely notices, suddenly a lot more awake than before. He’s never heard Iida sound so distraught before.
“Midoriya-kun, it’s…it’s…” Iida’s breath hitches before he wails, “It’s nii-san! It’s my nii-san! The-The- He got attacked by the hero killer!”
“What?!?” Izuku exclaims, his mind whirling. Kacchan sits up and leans against his shoulder, frowning as he listens. “Iida-kun, what- what are you talking about?”
Iida’s response is barely intelligible, “He-He was on patrol and-and he got attacked and I’m in the hospital with him now, but-”
“Four-Eyes’s brother?” Kacchan grunts, arching a brow, “He’s a hero, isn’t he?”
Izuku nods. Pretty much everyone in the class found out about Iida’s family of heroes when Uraraka couldn’t keep her mouth shut about it. So, if it’s Iida’s brother… then he must be talking about Ingenium. He got attacked by… the hero killer? Izuku hasn’t been able to keep up with the news that well during the past week, but he’s heard that a particular villain has been causing trouble for the heroes lately.
“Iida-kun, Iida-kun,” Izuku says, trying to keep his voice steady, “I need you to calm down. Please, tell me what’s going on.”
Iida gasps for breath. It sounds like he’s been crying for a long time. “Tensei-nii… he’s… he’s paralyzed.” His voice shatters when he says this. Izuku tenses up and Kacchan hisses. “That-That villain got him and he-he- he can’t move, his hero career is over- but- but… oh, Midoriya-kun, could you heal him?”
“Huh? Me?” Izuku startles.
“You-You said you’ve h-healed big injuries.” Iida swallows audibly, clearly trying to compose himself. “You- you regrew a stomach before, di-didn’t you?”
Izuku shrinks slightly, anxiety clawing at his chest. “I… I don’t know, Iida-kun… I’ve never healed a spine before…”
“Please, please, Midoriya-kun.” Iida is practically begging now. “None of the healers here can do anything for him. If-If anyone could heal him, it’s you.”
Izuku’s breath catches in his throat. Tears start pricking at the edge of his eyes, but he forces himself to remain calm. “Iida-kun… even if I could heal him, I-I’m not allowed to. I’m-I’m still in training and I need a license before I’m able to use my quirk on pro heroes…” Iida lets out another choked noise of dismay and Izuku hastens to reassure him. “But I’ll talk to Recovery Girl in the morning, okay? Maybe we can figure something out, or… or… I don’t know, but we’ll fix this, alright? It’ll be okay. Okay?”
Iida inhales shakily and says, “Okay… I… Okay, that’s… Thank you. And-And again I’m sorry for calling you so late-”
“Don’t worry about it, Iida-kun,” Izuku says, “Just stay calm and try to get some sleep. You’ve had a long day.”
He doubts Iida will listen to him, but he hangs up soon after anyways. Then, he turns to Kacchan, who was silent the entire time.
“I guess that’s why he had to leave the festival early,” the blond muses.
Izuku sighs, rubbing his forehead tiredly. The sudden dump of information and emotions is a lot to process when he’s still half-asleep. “Poor Iida-kun. I mean, paralysis would be horrible for any hero, but Ingenium…”
“He’s a speedster too, isn’t he?” Kacchan asks and he nods.
“Who is this hero killer anyway?”
Kacchan flops back down on the bed and after a moment Izuku lies beside him. “Haven’t you been paying attention to the news?” He grumbles, “Guy calls himself Stain. Apparently he’s killed, like, seventeen heroes and injured a bunch of other ones.” Izuku’s eyes widen. “I bet Ingenium was trying to go after him.”
“That’s horrible…” Izuku murmurs.
His friend grunts, “Yeah, well… You’ll call Recovery Girl in the morning.” He grabs Izuku again and pulls him close. “No point in worrying about it now. Get back to sleep.”
The freckled boy squirms. Unlike before, he’s no longer pressed against his chest. Instead, Kacchan is curled around his back, being the perfect definition of the ‘big spoon’.
Izuku huffs, “You’re being awfully cuddly tonight.”
“Shut the fuck up.”
Despite his fatigue, he doesn’t end up sleeping too well during the rest of the night. Kacchan snores like a motorboat behind him, growling in irritation when Izuku wiggles out of his arms as soon as morning arrives. He quietly steps out of his house before calling Recovery Girl.
He quickly informs her of the situation, but she already knows. She seems annoyed that Iida called him last night and tells him that she’s going to go visit Ingenium as soon as she can.
“But can I… I mean, could I…?” He starts to ask.
His mentor sighs, as if she was expecting this, and says, “You know you can’t. Even if you did have a license, I wouldn’t let you heal an injury like that until you got better control over your quirk. It was very inappropriate for Iida-kun to ask that of you.”
Izuku feels a flash of defensiveness on behalf of his classmate. “He was just upset. I probably would have done the same if I were in his situation.”
“I know,” Recovery Girl says, “But still. You have the next two days off- enjoy them. Leave this to me for now.”
Izuku reluctantly agrees and hangs up. After a moment of deliberation, he pulls up his messaging app and texts Iida, apologizing for his inability to help but promising to work hard and get his quirk licensed as soon as possible so he can try to help Tensei. Iida doesn’t reply, but it’s still early in the morning and the boy has no doubt had a rough night, so Izuku doesn’t worry about it.
As soon as he pockets his phone, he hears the door open behind him.
“Oi, dumbass, don’t come out here all by yourself,” Kacchan growls.
Ignoring the twinge of annoyance his words cause, Izuku says, “I was just calling Recovery Girl. Didn’t want to wake anyone up.”
Kacchan grumbles unintelligibly in response and comes up behind him, hooking his chin over his shoulder as he lets out a drowsy huff. “So, what’s the deal?”
“Can’t do anything without a license,” Izuku sighs.
“Thought so,” Kacchan hums. Then, after a moment, his arms wrap around Izuku’s middle and pull him flush against his chest. Izuku frowns. Apparently Kacchan’s strange behavior isn’t over yet. Not that Izuku’s opposed to cuddling, but cuddling is supposed to feel relaxing, and this doesn’t feel very relaxing. It feels more like Kacchan is trying to keep him from running away.
It bothers him a little, but he ignores it in favor of wiggling out of Kacchan’s grip and going inside to make breakfast.
The rest of the morning is rather boring. Izuku is mostly just lounging, trying to regain the rest of his strength back after yesterday’s ordeal. He brushes Sushi’s fur and watches some TV with Kacchan until the blond suggests playing video games in the afternoon. He’s in the middle of a round of Super Smash Bros when his phone buzzes beside him on the couch.
He glances over briefly and Kacchan takes advantage of his distraction by punching his Mewtwo off the platform. The blond snickers while he huffs and grabs his phone.
(Todoroki 1:15PM) -Hello.
Izuku blinks in surprise. Todoroki is texting him?
(Midoriya 1:15PM) -Hi. What’s up?
Kacchan complains loudly and he reluctantly turns back to the game, but curiosity makes it hard to focus and he loses their next match within two minutes. At the same time, Todoroki texts back.
(Todoroki 1:17PM) -I visited my mother this morning.
Izuku almost drops his phone in shock. That was… very out of the blue. He isn’t quite sure how to respond at first.
(Midoriya 1:18PM) -Oh wow! How did it go?
“C’mon, Zuku.” Kacchan glares at his phone. “Who the hell are you texting anyways?”
Izuku waves him off dismissively, watching as the typing bubble appears for a few moments, then disappears. It reappears and disappears a couple of more times before he finally gets a response.
(Todoroki 1:21PM) -Can we meet up somewhere?
(Midoriya 1:21PM) -Now?
(Todoroki 1:22PM) -If you’re not busy.
“Zuku,” Kacchan gripes, waving his controller in his face, “Come on, are we playing or not?”
“Uh, actually, Todoroki-kun wants to meet up so we can chat,” Izuku says, putting down his controller as he types out his response. A particularly nasty growl from Kacchan has him pausing and looking up.
The blond looks pissed. “Since when are you two fucking friends?”
“Since…” Izuku trails off, suddenly nervous, “... I don’t know! Since whenever!” He and Todoroki never really hung out before the Sports Festival, which Kacchan knows since he spends so much time with Izuku, so the fact that they want to hang out now probably looks suspicious.
Kacchan huffily turns back to the TV. “Well, tell him you’re fucking resting or some shit.”
Izuku frowns. “But I want to go see him.”
“Why?”
“To… To, you know... talk!” He throws his hands up in the air.
“You can talk over the phone,” Kacchan says dismissively and unpauses the game, “You should be Samus next.”
“I’m not playing anymore, Kacchan.” The spark of indignation returns. He pushes his controller aside and gets off the couch. “I’m going to go hang out with Todoroki-kun.”
Suddenly, a hand snatches his wrist in a vice-grip. “No, you’re fucking not!” Kacchan snaps, jumping to his feet.
Izuku tenses up as soon as he grabs him. His training kicks in and he twists out of the other’s grip, stumbling back a few steps and turning to fully face him. Kacchan glares at him with crimson eyes, muscles tense and hackles raised, looking as if he’s one second away from pouncing.
“Kacchan,” Izuku says warningly, “Are you not letting me leave?”
“Yes- er, no-” Kacchan cuts himself off, then lets out a frustrated noise, “Just- fuck it, I’m coming with you then!”
He takes a step towards him but Izuku steps back. “I don’t want you to come with me.”
“Why not?!?” The blond snaps, reaching for him again.
“Because-” A hand closes around his forearm again. Izuku tries to twist away again, but Kacchan doesn’t release his grip, instead moving closer and grabbing his other wrist too. “Let me go, Kacchan!”
“Why don’t you want me coming with you?!?” Kacchan demands, stepping even closer and crowding his space as Izuku continues to struggle against him.
“Because you’ll just freaking argue with him all the time!” Izuku snaps, then shoves the other boy with his shoulder, “Let me go!”
Kacchan pushes right back. “No!” Izuku tries to wrench his wrists out of his grip and the blond bares his teeth in a snarl. “You little- Fucking stop-”
“Let me go!” Izuku snaps again, then yelps when Kacchan suddenly yanks him so close their chests nearly collide. But as soon as he’s pulled closer, he’s shoved back again by Kacchan’s shoulder, only this time the boy’s foot is hooked around the back of his ankle. Izuku squeaks when he loses his balance and Kacchan uses his grip on his wrists to twist him to the side, forcing him back down onto the couch.
The blond pounces on top of him, attempting to pin him to the cushion, and Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat in panic. “Kacchan!” He cries out, thrashing in his grip.
Kacchan’s fingers tighten painfully around his wrists, his crimson eyes narrowed to pinpricks in fury. “Stop it!” He snarls, trying to force him onto his back while the smaller boy struggles against him, “Stop fucking squirming!”
For all of Kacchan’s aggressiveness, he’s hardly ever truly rough with Izuku, so maybe that’s why a stab of fear goes through him now. And the next thing he knows, they’re wrestling. Except it isn’t playful or even for training- Kacchan is really angry and Izuku has no idea why.
He tries to push him off, to give himself space so he can scramble away, but the angle is bad and Katsuki is a lot stronger than him. He forces his arms back down with a snarl and pins his wrists on either side of his head. Izuku kicks his leg out and attempts to flip him with a jerk of his hips, but Katsuki is stubborn and jams his knee into his hip a couple of times in retaliation until he stops trying to flip him, then presses his knees down on either side of his thighs to keep him from moving. Izuku squirms breathlessly, but Kacchan is heavy weight on top of him, impossible to move.
Finally, he falls still, breathing heavily as he glares up at Kacchan above him. The blond stares at him with wild eyes, panting slightly.
Then, in a low voice, he says, “I’m not letting you go alone. You need protection.”
“Protection?” Izuku exclaims in disbelief, “That’s what you’re worried about?” He rolls his eyes, scoffing in exasperation. Just Kacchan being over-protective as always. “Geez, don’t worry, I’ll be safe. I’ll be with Todoroki-kun.”
He means to appease his friend, but if anything, he only makes him even angrier. The grip on his wrists tightens painfully.
“Why the fuck would you rather hang out with that IcyHot fucker than me?!?” Kacchan snarls at his face, “What’s he got that I don’t? Is it ‘cause he beat me in every fucking game? Is it ‘cause of that shiny new first place metal? Huh?”
“Kacchan!” Izuku’s eyes widen in shock.
“Well, FUCK HIM!” Kacchan shrieks, “I don’t give a shit that he won this time! And I don’t give a shit that he won on the first day either- or that he’s a recommendation student, or that he’s the son of the number two hero, ‘cause I’m gonna be number one! I’m gonna be the strongest fucking hero there is and I’ll wipe the floor with his ass!” Izuku gulps as those wild eyes glare heatedly down at him. “And I’ll kill any villain that tries to lay a hand on you! So if you think that you’ll ever be safer with that fucker than with me, you’re dead wrong! I’m gonna be better than that piece of shit, just you wait!”
His chest heaves as he pants heavily after his rant. Izuku stares up at him, stunned. Silence fills the room.
The memory of Kacchan’s voice whispers in the back of his mind, “I’m gonna be strong enough for you. I promise.”
Izuku blinks. Oh. He’s… he’s…
“Kacchan,” he says quietly, “You… you know you’re enough, right?”
Kacchan scowls. “The fuck do you mean?”
“I mean…” He tries to wiggle his wrists, but Kacchan won’t let him go, his grip instead tightening even further. Izuku hesitates. “I mean… you’re good enough. For me.” He presses his lips together and gazes up at his friend. “Do you… do you really think that I would prefer Todoroki-kun over you because you lost?” He can’t keep the hurt out of his voice. How could Kacchan think so little of him?
The blond is quiet for a few moments, jaw clenched. Then, “It would make sense. I lost to him. I keep losing to him. He’s… He’s stronger than me.” He bites out the words as if they’re physically painful to say and, knowing Kacchan, they probably are. His throat bobs as he swallows. “He’d be a better hero for you. He’d keep you safe…”
“You keep me safe,” Izuku insists, but Kacchan just scoffs.
“Not well enough to keep you from getting attacked by a bunch of fucking reporters. Or to keep you from nearly getting kidnapped and sold for your quirk.” His voice quivers ever so slightly and he squeezes his eyes shut. “Fuck, I couldn’t even keep you safe from me. I just keep failing-”
“Kacchan, stop it,” Izuku protests, “You’re fine, you’re perfect. Trust me, I would get into a lot more trouble if I didn’t have you around.” He gives him a solemn look. “We’re still learning, remember? Don’t you remember what I said back during our first hero lesson? You’re going to fail- and that’s alright, that’s part of life, and I won’t think any less of you for doing so. It just means you’re going to grow even stronger from then on.”
Katsuki doesn’t look convinced. “IcyHot-”
“Todoroki-kun is going to fail too,” Izuku interrupts, deciding to ignore the rude nickname for now, “I know it may not seem like it right now, but he will eventually. He’s a fifteen year-old boy just like the rest of us, and he came to UA to learn, just like the rest of us too. You can’t learn without making some mistakes along the way.”
Katsuki opens his mouth to say something, then closes it, mouth pressed into a line of displeasure. His expression is still tense, but his jaw looks less tight than before. Izuku takes it as his cue to continue, “And you shouldn’t compare yourself to him like that. Yeah, he’s really strong, and he might be stronger than you now, but you’re plenty strong too, and I know you’re going to get stronger than ever now that we’re in UA!” He rolls his eyes and playfully cocks his head to the side. “You’re the most bull-headed, stubborn person I know, Kacchan. If you said you’re going to beat Todoroki-kun, chances are, it’s gonna happen sooner or later.”
Kacchan huffs, and his grip on Izuku’s wrists finally eases up slightly. Izuku slips out of his grasp and slides his hands up his arms comfortingly. He can feel the power and strength in his friend’s hard muscles, along with all the stress and tension as well. His lips press together.
“And,” he adds in a gentler voice, because he knows how important being his ‘protector’ is to Kacchan, “I know you think you’re the only thing standing between me and villains, but you’re not. We’re in UA, surrounded by some of the best heroes in the country. We have All Might as our teacher.” He smiles, letting a little awe seep into his voice before he sobers up again. “And we have friends now, strong friends that are going to be great heroes too. You should trust in their ability to keep me safe. I do.”
Kacchan wrinkles his nose, then glances away with a low growl, “I still don’t like that IcyHot fucker…”
Izuku gives him a deadpanned look. “Well, sorry, but I’m allowed to hang out with people other than you. And just because I want to spend time with Todoroki-kun today doesn’t mean that I suddenly hate you or think that you’re inferior or whatever you were implying. I’m not hanging out with him because I think he’s better than you, I’m hanging out with him because I like making new friends.” Kacchan scowls. Izuku decides to take a little pity on him. “But you’ll always be my best friend.” He smiles brightly.
Kacchan squints and grumbles under his breath before begrudgingly leaning back with a huff. “Fucking whatever, then,” he grunts as he gets off him, shoving his hands into his pockets, “Just one condition; he’s gotta come pick you up. I don’t want you walking alone.”
Izuku rolls his eyes and sits up, relieved to be free of Kacchan’s suffocating weight. “Yes, your highness,” he says sarcastically, turning to search for his phone. Unsurprisingly, it had fallen to the floor during their scuffle, and he sighs in relief when he sees it’s undamaged.
(Midoriya 1:34PM) -Sorry for the late response, but yeah I’m down to hang out now. Do you mind picking me up at my place? Kacchan’s being an overprotective butt and doesn’t want me going by myself.
(Todoroki 1:35PM) -Sure. What’s your address?
Izuku texts it to him, and then, after a moment, texts his mother as well, letting her know that he’s going out. He’s glad that she had to leave earlier to take Sushi to the vet, otherwise they both would’ve been witness to his little argument with Kacchan.
As he types, he calls out, “Hey, why don’t you hang out with Kirishima-kun while I’m gone? You like him, don’t you?”
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “I don’t fucking like anyone.” A pause, then, “And who the fuck is Kirishima?”
Izuku looks up. “Are you kidding me? We hang out with him everyday.”
The blond frowns, as if it’s actually taking a lot of work to remember. Then, he blinks. “Oh. You mean Shitty Hair.”
“Oh my God, Kacchan, you are hopeless.”
He pulls up another chat.
(Midoriya 1:40PM) -Hey, could you do me a huge favor?
(Kirishima 1:41PM) -Anything bro.
(Midoriya 1:42PM) -Can you invite Kacchan out somewhere? I wanna hang out with Todoroki-kun and Kacchan’s being annoying about it.
(Kirishima 1:43PM) -Sure thing!
Todoroki arrives at his house twenty minutes later. It’s strange to see him in civilian clothes, but even stranger to see him without the usual cold look in his eyes. He greets Izuku with a faint smile and doesn’t even seem to mind when Kacchan outright growls at him, demanding that he bring Izuku back in one piece. The blond then proceeds to glare at him the entire time as they leave.
“Sorry about Kacchan,” Izuku apologizes as he walks beside Todoroki, “He’s been a bit grumpy ever since the Sports Festival.”
Todoroki nods, then glances over his shoulder before looking back at him. “I’m a bit confused. I know that you guys walk to school together, but does he live with you too?”
“Oh, no, that’s not it!” Izuku waves his hands. “We just live on the same street, so he comes over often.”
“Ah,” Todoroki hums. There’s a brief pause, then he adds, “He seems to be very… protective of you.”
Izuku winces, recalling how Kacchan had practically snarled at anyone, Todoroki especially, who got too close to him after the Sports Festival. Heck, he didn’t even allow him to heal the rest of Todoroki’s injuries.
“Ye-Yeah,” he says, “He has his reasons, though. How are you feeling today, by the way?” He eyes the large bandage on the boy’s cheek.
“I’m fine.” Todoroki looks at him. “What are his reasons?”
“Huh?”
“His reasons,” the other boy repeats, “For being so protective. Forgive me for being rude, but I don’t think I’m the only one who’s noticed the way he treats you. He acts like he’s constantly expecting someone to snatch you away from him. Like you can’t defend yourself.” He glances away. “I thought our sparring match proved to everyone that you can certainly put up a good fight, despite being a healer.”
Izuku pauses, considering his answer. “Well… we’ve been friends basically since we were babies. Kacchan’s always been really strong, especially after he got his quirk, and when mine manifested… I guess it kind of just made sense for him to protect me. Healing quirks are pretty rare, and they’re sought after by both heroes and villains…”
Todoroki nods, as if this is something he’s already aware of, and Izuku assumes that he must know about the incident with his father’s healer. Still, he hesitates to continue. Todoroki has already told him incredibly personal things about him, it’s only fair that he reciprocates.
“But… I guess it only got really bad after… well, there was this one time I almost got kidnapped by villains.” Todoroki’s eyes widen slightly. “I was hanging out with Kacchan and some friends, and the villains lured me into an empty alley and put me in a bag…” He trails off, curling into himself slightly at the fear the memory brings. “Er, they wanted to sell me for my quirk, but Aizawa-sensei saved me. And ever since then, Kacchan’s just been super paranoid about me being taken again. And that paranoia kind of bleeds into our school life, so I’m sorry that he’s a bit aggressive towards people sometimes, but it’s not coming from a mean place, I promise.” He looks at Todoroki earnestly and the other boy nods.
He’s quiet for a moment, then hums thoughtfully, “I guess I’ve misjudged him, then.”
Izuku smiles, then huffs a little laugh, “This is actually kind of weird for me. Hanging out with you. I hardly ever go anywhere without Kacchan.”
“This is… kind of weird for me too,” Todoroki agrees, “I don’t really ever… hang out. With people.”
He looks so unsure and awkward that Izuku can’t help but smile even wider. He gets the feeling that Todoroki isn’t really cold so much as socially inept.
“I do wish he would trust me a bit more, though,” he says conversationally, “I mean, I like to think that I’m a decent fighter.”
“You are,” Todoroki says.
“Not good enough to beat you, though,” Izuku points out.
“Yeah, well.” Todoroki shrugs. “You said you’ve been taking self-defense classes since you were ten, didn’t you?” Izuku nods, surprised that he remembered that. “I’ve been training my entire life to be a pro hero, so it’s not fair to compare yourself to me. Not many people would win against me.”
Izuku’s lip twitches and he’s tempted to make a sarcastic comment about how humble Todoroki is, but the boy doesn’t sound like he’s trying to brag. More like he’s simply stating a fact.
Izuku is silent for a moment, then shakes his head. “Well, anyway, enough about me! What about you? You wanted to talk about your mother, didn’t you?” He realizes that, thanks to Kacchan, he hasn’t been able to properly talk to Todoroki since he convinced him to use his fire. Which is a huge deal that he’s definitely going to ask about later, but one thing at a time.
They’ve been walking for the past few minutes, so now they’re just approaching a neighborhood park. Todoroki wordlessly leads him over to a bench and sits down beside him.
“It went… better than I thought it would,” he says quietly, “I… after the Sports Festival, I was still unsure about using my fire. My old man approached me afterwards and told me how proud he was that I had gotten over my ‘childish tantrum’.” He sneers somewhat and frowns at the ground. “It made me sick. But I realized that, when I used my fire during the battle, I didn’t think about him at all. All I could think about was y-”
He suddenly cuts himself off, pressing his lips together. Izuku tilts his head curiously, but he can’t see the expression on the other boy’s face since he turns it away slightly.
After a moment, Todoroki clears his throat and continues, “So I thought I’d visit my mother at the hospital this morning. I... never visited her before because I figured that my presence would put pressure on her, but I may have just been making excuses for myself. I thought… if I could just see her… talk to her… maybe try and fix things… then maybe it would be okay for me to be the hero I want to become.”
Izuku watches him quietly. He doesn’t exactly know what that means, what kind of hero Todoroki wants to be, but the other boy seems to know exactly what he wants to aim for, so that’s all that matters.
“And?” He prompts gently.
Todoroki smiles softly and looks at him. “She forgave me. She was even… happy to see me. I told her everything and she apologized for burning me and told me to move forward in my life without anything holding me back. That that would be her salvation.”
Izuku beams at him, heart warming his chest. “So…”
“So I will no longer let my father hold me back,” Todoroki says resolutely, “I won’t let him control me. And I won’t become someone as bitter and angry as him.”
“That’s wonderful, Todoroki-kun,” he says, “I’m so happy for you.”
Todoroki gazes at him. “I would never have been able to do it if it hadn’t been for you.” Izuku blushes and starts to stammer out a protest, but Todoroki insists, “No, really. If you hadn’t said what you did, if you hadn’t opened my eyes, nothing would have changed. I’d still be trapped by my father, so seriously, Midoriya, thank you.” He looks so earnest it makes Izuku’s heart jump.
Still blushing furiously, he hides his face in his arms and squeaks, “You’re welcome!”
Todoroki tilts his head, blinking curiously. “Are you okay? Your face is red.”
“I’m fine!”
“If you’re not feeling well, then we can-”
“I said I’m fine!” Izuku frantically tries to change the subject. “So- So what are you going to do now? Er, I’m assuming you-you need to train your fire. I mean, since you didn’t use it for so long…”
Todoroki pauses and then nods. They talk about school for a bit after that, about how Todoroki might train his fire quirk and how Izuku is currently training his own quirk. Izuku finds that talking with Todoroki is a lot different than talking with Kacchan, who usually leads the conversation. Not to say that he doesn’t ever listen to Izuku, but the greenette is finding that Todoroki is more than happy to sit back and let him talk enough for the both of them, occasionally commenting or giving his input here and there. It’s different, but nice. Izuku regrets not having befriended him sooner, although he supposes that Todoroki has changed a lot since the first week of school.
The conversation eventually turns to Ingenium when Izuku’s phone lights up with a notification of a news story reporting his near-fatal encounter with the hero killer. He admits to Todoroki about Iida calling him the previous night, expressing his worry over their vice-class president.
Todoroki seems rather disturbed too, although he doesn’t show it very much. “You’re friends with Iida, aren’t you?”
“Hm? Oh, uh, sort of. We’re friendly with each other, but we don’t really hang out much,” Izuku says, “Didn’t you team up with him during the cavalry battle?”
Todoroki nods. “Yeah. He seems passionate. I just hope he doesn’t turn it against that hero killer.”
Izuku frowns. “What do you mean?”
“Well, he probably holds a lot of resentment towards him,” Todoroki points out, “For effectively ending his brother’s hero career.”
Izuku winces. “Do you think he’ll… I dunno, do something?”
Todoroki shrugs cluelessly. “I’m not sure. I don’t know him well enough. I just know that anger can make you do stupid things.”
His tone is all too knowing. Izuku gulps, and the hard rock in the pit of his stomach returns, only this time his anxiety isn’t for Todoroki.
His phone suddenly vibrates in his pocket, distracting him from his thoughts. Startling, Izuku takes it out and blinks at the message Kirishima sends him.
(Kirishima 2:51PM) -Obliterated.
The text is followed by a picture of Kirishima and Kacchan, the former flashing a grin and a thumbs up while the latter demolishes an ice cream cone. And despite his worry, Izuku can’t help but smile.
Notes:
Sorry for the shorter chapter! Next one will be longer, don't worry!
Whoop, this chapter was some nice hot t e a and e m o t i o n. Katsuki is a complicated mess, I love writing him. His POVs are especially fun to write, although I don't think there's gonna be one for a little while. Still, I hope this provided some more insight into his character and thought process.
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Next chapter, code names and hero agencies!
Chapter 17: The Agencies
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Who are you texting?” Kacchan grunts as they take the train to school a couple of days later. Since it’s raining, the train is more crowded than usual, so the two boys are pressed together uncomfortably while Kacchan futilely growls at anyone who gets too close.
Without looking up from his phone, Izuku replies, “Haru-kun.”
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “You still talk to that guy?”
“Mm hm. Only sometimes though. We’re both kind of busy.” Izuku glances at his friend. “Don’t you still talk to Tsubasa-kun or Inaba-kun?”
“Why would I?” Kacchan raises an eyebrow and Izuku shakes his head with a sigh.
“Well, anyway, Haru-kun says congratulations on getting second place.”
“Tell him to fuck off.”
Another sigh. “Kacchan-”
“Excuse me,” a voice suddenly whispers, “Hey, Bakugou from the hero class!”
Kacchan and Izuku both blink in surprise and glance over at a man flashing the blond a thumbs up. “Good job at the Sports Festival! You were so close!”
Izuku winces when he hears his friend’s teeth grind audibly behind him, but the stranger’s whisper catches the attention of other passengers too.
“Ohh, you’re the one who got second place!”
“You were so cool!”
“You’ll win next year, I’m positive!”
They mean well, they really do, Izuku can tell, but all they’re doing is rubbing Kacchan’s loss in his face. The blond starts to growl, but Izuku interrupts him by elbowing him sharply. Glancing over his shoulder, he meets Kacchan’s glare and counters it with a warning look that clearly says ‘be nice’.
Kacchan’s jaw clenches. Then, through gritted teeth, he hisses, “Thanks.”
Pleased, Izuku is about to turn back to his phone when a woman calls out, “Oh, who’s that green-haired boy with him? Isn’t that the new healer?”
“Oh, yeah, it is!”
“Midoriya, right?”
Startled by the sudden attention, Izuku flushes under the curious but friendly gazes of the other passengers. He supposes it makes sense that they would recognize him too, even if he didn’t compete. Present Mic did put him under the spotlight, and the fact that he was the only student not wearing a training uniform coupled with the fact that healers are incredibly rare probably helped people remember him.
The freckled boy smiles politely at their well wishes, but he can’t help the sigh of relief that escapes him once they leave the train. Kacchan snorts at his flustered state before propping his own umbrella open.
His usual check-in with Recovery Girl is brief and a little disappointing. He asks about Ingenium, but she says that there isn’t much anyone can do for him. She sends him off early, and so when Izuku walks back to homeroom, he gets there the same time as Iida.
They both stop when they see each other. Izuku’s eyes roam over the taller boy. He looks… surprisingly fine. Aside from the faintest hint of dark circles under his eyes, he looks as neat and proper as usual. It baffles Izuku, but then Iida smiles and greets him.
“Good morning, Midoriya-kun. You’re here early.” He tilts his head thoughtfully. “Or do you meet with Recovery Girl in the morning as well?”
“I do,” Izuku replies a bit hesitantly. He pauses, then asks, “Er, Iida-kun, I was wondering-”
“If it’s about my brother,” Iida uncharacteristically interrupts, “There’s no need to worry. I apologize for calling you the other night, it was incredibly inappropriate for me to do so.”
“Oh.” Izuku blinks. “Well, if you’re sure-”
“I am.” Iida smiles at him, but something about it feels forced. “Let’s go inside, shall we?” Without another word, he leads the way into homeroom. Izuku stifles a sigh and follows him, taking his seat behind Kacchan, who glances questioningly between him and Iida.
Soon, everyone starts filing in and chatter excitedly about the Sports Festival.
“So many people talked to me on my way here!” Ashido exclaims.
“Yeah, me too!” Kirishima says. “Bakugou-kun and I went out for ice cream the other day and people kept coming up to us while we were in line!”
“You two went out for ice cream?” Kaminari raises an eyebrow. “Together?”
Ashido perks up while Kacchan snarls wordlessly at the blond. Izuku makes eye-contact with the pink girl and grins. She squeals.
Their classmates continue to chat about their own experiences with their newfound fame until Aizawa slides open the door, causing everyone to scramble to their seats. The teacher silently trudges up to his desk before turning and fixing them all with a firm look.
“We’re having a special hero informatics class today,” he says promptly. Everyone tenses up. “Code names. You’ll be coming up with hero names.”
“We’re going to be doing something exciting!” The whole class cheers, only to be silenced by a flash of red from Aizawa’s eyes.
The man goes on to further explain the pro hero draft picks he mentioned the other day, how it’s uncommon for first-years to receive offers and that they’ll have to prove themselves during their internships. He then displays the list of nominations, and Izuku isn’t surprised to see that he has none. He makes a mental note to ask Recovery Girl what he’s going to be doing for his own internship, if he even gets one.
Todoroki, of course, has the most nominations. Izuku glances over his shoulder and casts him a supportive smile. Meanwhile, Kacchan growls under his breath at once more being forced into second place by Todoroki, having around six-hundred fewer nominations.
“Keeping these results in mind,” Aizawa says, “Whether or not anyone asked for you, you will all be participating in internships with pros. At USJ, you already got to experience combat with real villains, but it will still be meaningful training for you to see pros at work firsthand.”
The students glance at each other with smiles on their faces, murmuring in excitement. Sero looks at Izuku and asks, “Do you think you’ll be doing an internship too?”
“Yeah, what about Zuku?” Kacchan asks.
Aizawa blinks, slow and tired. “Midoriya-kun will also be participating in an internship.”
“I will?” Izuku jumps in surprise. “But I didn’t get any nominations…”
Aizawa scratches his cheek idly and grunts, “I think I heard Recovery Girl mention something about introducing you to some other healers. I’m not quite sure what you’ll be doing, though, so ask her.”
Izuku perks up. Meeting other healers? That’ll be fun!
“So that explains the hero names,” Sato says.
Aizawa grumbles something about the names being temporary, then retreats into his sleeping bag to let Midnight take over the name choosing process. The class immediately starts brainstorming for ideas, but Izuku finds himself hesitating. He hasn’t thought about having a hero name in years, not since his quirk manifested. Before then, of course, he always imagined what his future name might be. They all ended up being variations of All Might. But that was back when he could still dream about being a hero, when he could still spend hours wondering what his life will be like and how cool his quirk will be and how he could become a hero like All Might. But now…
He isn’t even sure if he’s supposed to be thinking of a hero name. After all, it’s not like he’s going to be a real hero. He’s just a healer…
‘I can’t imagine why someone like All Might would go out of his way to sponsor someone who won’t even be a real hero,’ Endeavor’s voice snarls in his mind.
Across from him, Sero plops his chin on his palm and sighs, “Man, I’m stumped. I thought of a bunch of names when I was a kid, but now they just sound dumb.” He glances at Izuku. “What about you, Midoriya-kun? Any luck?”
“Hm?” Izuku blinks in surprise as he’s dragged out of his thoughts, then looks down at his blank board. “Oh, I don’t really know… Am I supposed to think of a name?”
Sero tilts his head, confused. Midnight hears from the front of the room and calls out, “Of course you need to think of a name, Midoriya-kun! The pros need to know what to call you during your internship!”
Her loud voice catches the attention of his other classmates and Izuku shrinks slightly, feeling self-conscious. “But I mean, this is hero stuff…” He mumbles, “I… I mean, I’m not… I’m just a healer, you know?”
Midnight blinks, and she seems to take on a more serious tone when she says, “Midoriya-kun, I hope you realize that healers are considered heroes as well.”
Recovery Girl said something similar before when they first met, but when Izuku glances at the rest of his classmates, all of whom are strong and fought so hard during the Sports Festival, he can’t really find himself agreeing.
His silence seems to make Midnight even more displeased. “Midoriya-kun, why do you call our beloved nurse Recovery Girl instead of Chiyo-sensei?”
Izuku frowns in confusion, then his eyes widen in realization. He glances away sheepishly. “Because it’s her hero name?”
“And what is her full title?”
Izuku feels his face heating up slightly. “The Youthful Heroine: Recovery Girl.”
“That’s right.” Midnight smiles, her eyes twinkling with warmth. “Because she is a hero. That woman has saved more lives than I can count, and I’m sure you will too someday. I don’t know about you, but that counts as a hero in my books.”
Izuku ducks his head, trying to hide his burning cheeks. His classmates smile at him reassuringly, and even Kacchan sends a sharp kick to his shins, as if to scold him for thinking something so stupid in the first place.
“I… I guess I don’t know what to pick for myself, then,” he admits, “I’ve never really thought about this before…”
Kaminari perks up and suggests, “You should be Recovery Boy!”
It’s stupid and it makes everyone groan, but Izuku can’t help the snort of laughter that escapes him. In the end, he doesn’t manage to think of a name before class ends, but Midnight is forgiving and allows him to have extra time to come up with one.
The rest of the school day is fairly uneventful, except for lunchtime. Izuku wants to let Todoroki join their group, since he has a suspicion that the boy usually eats alone, but Kacchan snarls and complains when he suggests it. He compromises by quickly getting one of the big tables for them, one that they can’t fill up with their usual ‘Bakusquad’, as Ashido has dubbed it. So, he waves Todoroki over, and to his surprise Yaoyorozu and Jirou come along with him. Soon, they’re also joined by Uraraka and Iida. Izuku beams as he successfully sits between the two groups, ignoring Kacchan’s growl as he talks to Todoroki.
The conversation about internships continues. Everyone, minus Izuku, received a list of agencies to choose from, even those who didn’t get any nominations.
“I’ve already decided,” Uraraka announces, “I’m going to Battle Hero: Gunhead’s agency.”
“Huh?” Izuku exclaims, “Gunhead’s a huge battle type! You’re going there, Uraraka-san?”
“Yup! I got an offer from them!” Uraraka says, smiling determinedly as she throws a fake punch.
“Didn’t you say you wanted to become a hero like Thirteen?” Yaoyorozu asks, “You seemed really excited to meet them at USJ.”
“Ultimately, yes,” Uraraka replies, “But fighting Bakugou-kun at the Sports Festival made me think- the stronger I get, the more possibilities I’ll have! If I only do what I want, I’ll have a narrower perspective.”
Kacchan, who has been stubbornly pretending to not pay attention to them, suddenly sneers loudly, “You’re still gonna get your ass kicked, Round-Face!”
Uraraka smiles sweetly and promptly flips him off. Yaoyorozu’s cheeks turn pink while Jirou and Izuku burst out laughing. Kirishima has to hold Kacchan back from launching himself across the table and pouncing on Uraraka. As Izuku laughs, he can’t help but notice that Iida is being strangely quiet. It’s shocking that he didn’t scold Uraraka for her rude gesture, but the blue-haired boy is silently staring down at his mostly untouched meal with a far-away look in his eyes.
Izuku’s heart aches.
“Er, anyway…” He tears his gaze away from Iida, forcing a smile on his face. “Now I’m wondering if I should try to go somewhere that will increase my fighting skills. It might be helpful if I decide to join a rescue agency.”
“Mmm, but didn’t Aizawa-sensei say that you’re gonna do something with other healers?” Uraraka asks.
“I wonder if healers have their own agencies?” Jirou says.
Izuku shakes his head. “Probably not. I’ll have to talk to Recovery Girl-san about it after school.” He turns to Todoroki with a small smile and asks, “What about you, Todoroki-kun? Decided on a place yet?”
The boy hums. “My father’s agency nominated me,” he says, his voice blank, “I think I’ll go there.”
Izuku freezes while the girls smile and give encouraging comments. Todoroki meets his gaze and says in a much quieter voice, “I thought I’d learn what I can from him.”
Izuku… doesn’t quite know how he feels about this, but he trusts Todoroki’s newfound resolve to become his ideal hero, so he simply nods and tries to look supportive.
At the end of the day, as Kacchan and Izuku are leaving the classroom, Kirishima trots up to them and asks to walk to the train station with them.
“Oh, sorry, Kirishima-kun,” Izuku apologizes, “I meet with Recovery Girl-san after school, remember?”
“Oh, right, I forgot.” The redhead turns to Kacchan. “What about you, Bakugou-kun?”
“I walk him home afterwards,” Kacchan grunts.
Kirishima cocks his head to the side. “Do you wait by yourself the entire time?” Kacchan shrugs in response but Izuku nods. Kirishima grins. “Don’t worry, bro, I’ll wait with you!”
“Hah?” Kacchan looks puzzled.
“I don’t mind, I like hanging out with you,” he chirps. Kacchan stares at him like he’s gone crazy. “Hey, let’s go train in the gym! I want a rematch for the Sports Festival.”
Izuku nudges his friend encouragingly and Kacchan shakes himself out of his stupor, a savage grin forming on his face. “You’re on, Shitty Hair!” Glancing at Izuku, he adds, “Text me when you’re done.”
Izuku waves him off and smiles as he watches them leave, proud that his stubborn childhood friend has made a friend of his own. He’s still smiling when he walks into the infirmary for his lesson. After their usual business of going over the day’s patients, Recovery Girl finally tells him about his internship.
“As I’m sure Aizawa-san told you, hero agencies are only allowed to nominate one student each, so they have to choose wisely,” she explains, “But just because they chose your classmates over you doesn’t mean that nobody was interested in you. I thought I might have to pull a few strings, but actually I got a lot of calls from healers that I know asking if they could mentor you for your internship week.” Izuku’s heart flutters and he smiles. “So, I hope you don’t mind, but I went ahead and chose someone for you. Her name is Kamei Yuki, also known as VaporMend, and she’s a very good colleague of mine. I’ve worked with her on and off throughout the years and I trust that she will give you a good insight into the world of hero healers.”
“VaporMend…?” Izuku says, “I’ve never heard of her. What agency does she work at?”
“Well, since they’re in such high demand, healers don’t often stick to just one agency,” Recovery Girl says, “Kamei-san primarily works at Endeavor’s hero agency but often travels to other agencies that reside in the same area, like the Ryukyu Hero Agency. You’ll be shadowing her during your internship week and, since she’s also a combat medic, you’ll get to explore more of that field for yourself. I know you’re still figuring out exactly what you want to do with your future.”
Izuku nods, trying not to fidget eagerly. He gets to follow around a combat medic for a whole week? Going to multiple hero agencies? So cool!
“Okay!” His voice squeaks a bit and Recovery Girl’s eyes twinkle with mirth at his obvious excitement.
“I don’t know exactly where you’ll be meeting up with her yet, but we can work out the details later,” she says, then leans back in her chair and arches an eyebrow. “So, I believe I heard from Kayama-san that you had trouble coming up with a hero name today?”
Izuku freezes. “Uh… How-How much did she tell you, exactly?”
Recovery Girl gives him an unimpressed look and he cringes. He supposes he deserves the twenty minute lecture about the importance of healers to the hero society and ‘yes-Midoriya-kun-healers-are-heroes-too-you-dolt’ that comes afterwards.
“What about something that refers to your quirk?” Kirishima suggests as they walk to the train station later, “What was it called again? Healing Energy?” Izuku nods. “So, how ‘bout that?”
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “The Healing Hero: Healing Energy? Sounds fucking weird.”
Izuku hums in agreement, patting Kirishima reassuringly when the redhead’s shoulders droop. “Don’t worry, it was a good idea. I mean, relating it to my quirk and all…”
“I can’t believe she didn’t like my name,” Kacchan says.
Izuku gives him a deadpanned look. “And I can’t believe you actually thought she would.”
“King Explosion Murder is a fucking great name!” The blond snaps, “That bitch has no taste!”
Kirishima snickers, “A great name for a video game character maybe, but way too violent for a pro hero!”
“YOU WANNA DIE, SHITTY HAIR?!?” Izuku is about to stop Kacchan from lunging at Kirishima, but the latter easily defends himself from the blond’s explosions by making his arms hard.
“Anyway,” he says casually, as if he wasn’t just attacked, “I’m more worried about the internships. I’m torn between Fourth Kind’s agency and Swift Wonder’s.”
Kacchan returns to Izuku’s side with a huff while the greenette thinks. “Hmm, I think Fourth Kind would be better, considering your quirk. What about you, Kacchan?”
He looks at his childhood friend, who smirks and flaunts his long list of recommendations. “Of course I know where I’m going!” He boasts, “I got nominated by Best Jeanist.”
Kirishima’s eyes widen. “Whoa, the number four hero?!? Lucky!”
Kacchan tilts his chin up smugly. Then, he pauses and glances back down at the list. “Wait a minute.” He frowns. “You said that healer chick you’re gonna follow around works at Endeavor’s place, right?”
“Yeah,” Izuku says.
“That’s too far from Best Jeanist.” Red eyes roam over the list. His brows furrow even deeper. “None of these fucking agencies are anywhere near where you will be.”
Izuku rolls his eyes, already knowing where he’s going with this. “Don’t worry, Kacchan, I’ll be fine.”
“What’s he worried about?” Kirishima asks.
Sighing exasperatedly, Izuku turns to the redhead and says, “Kacchan’s convinced himself that he needs to be my personal bodyguard at all times. Even though I will literally be surrounded by heroes the entire time.” He gives Kacchan a pointed look, but the other boy merely curls his lip wordlessly.
Thankfully, Kirishima seems to agree with him. “Ah, he’ll be fine, Bakugou-kun. He’s a tough little healer, isn’t he?” Grinning, he ruffles Izuku’s curls good-naturedly. “Remember when he kicked Todoroki-kun’s ass during training?”
“Half ‘n Half wasn’t using his quirk,” Kacchan grumbles, but when Izuku narrows his eyes at him, he sighs loudly, “But fine, whatever. Just be sure to fucking text me, alright?”
It’s as good as he’s going to get with Kacchan. Izuku smiles, not noticing the way Kirishima glances between the two of them curiously.
The next day goes by quickly. Lunch goes about the same way, with the Bakusquad sitting on one end while Izuku’s other friends sit on the other end. It’s nice- not that Izuku doesn’t like hanging out with Kacchan, Kirishima, Sero, Ashido, and Kaminari, but it’s fun to get to know his other classmates better. Yaoyorozu is eager to give him tips and recipes when she learns of his quirk’s connection to food, which is similar to her own.
They have a stealth-based hero class that afternoon, and once school is over, Izuku helps Recovery Girl treat a handful of students. She gives him a bit more homework than usual, trying to prepare him as best as she can for the internship week, but he’s more concerned about his difficulty controlling his quirk. He’s hardly made any progress and, despite his mentor’s insistence on patience, he finds himself becoming frustrated.
“Oi, Midoriya-kun, what’s with the frowny-face?” Uraraka asks, dragging him out of his thoughts. It’s the last day before the weekend and they’re currently eating lunch in the cafeteria.
“Oh, it’s nothing…” He starts to say dismissively, but as he looks up at her, a flash of blond catches his attention. He glances over, spotting Mirio walking with Hado and Amajiki, all with trays in their hands and obviously looking for a table. An idea forms in his mind.
“Uh, excuse me,” he says, grabbing his tray and standing up. His friends blink in surprise.
“Where are you going?” Yaoyorozu asks. Across the table, Kacchan notices his movement and frowns in confusion.
Izuku waves them off reassuringly as he awkwardly slides past Todoroki. “I-I just remembered that I’ve been meaning to talk to someone! I’ll see you guys later, okay?”
“Midoriya,” Todoroki starts, but Izuku is already shuffling away.
“Don’t wait up for me!” He calls over his shoulder, making his way across the cafeteria with his tray in his hands. Mirio, Hado, and Amajiki have found a table at this point and are sitting down. As Izuku approaches them, he finds himself getting increasingly nervous. Just talking to upperclassmen makes his heart pound, but now he wants to eat lunch with them? What is he thinking?!?
But no- no, he can’t back down now! This is a good idea, it could really help him, he can’t let his anxiety get in the way! Besides, what’s the worst that could happen? It’s not like they’ll be outright mean to him…
Forcibly swallowing down his anxiety, Izuku determinedly walks over to the upperclassmen and stops in front of their table. “Ah- um, hi guys-”
“Kouhai!” Mirio shouts as soon as he looks up at him. The blond gives him a blinding grin and Izuku feels his cheeks heat up slightly. Shit, wait, nevermind, this was a terrible idea, abort- abort- abort-
“Mido-chan!” Hado’s grin is just as dazzling as Mirio’s. “Where have you been, cutie? Come sit with us!”
Her comment makes his cheeks burn even more. Well, at least she saved him from having to ask. “If you don’t mind…”
“Nonsense!” Mirio says, scooting over to make space for him. Amajiki grunts when his friend presses against him and squirms away. Izuku nervously sits down and Mirio immediately plops a muscular arm around his shoulders. “How are you doing, Midoriya-kun?”
“Oh, uh, I’m fine,” Izuku says, not quite sure how to ask what he wants to ask.
Hado puts her chin in her hands as she leans against the table. “What are the first-years up to now?” Both she and Mirio gaze at him as if he’s the most curious thing they’ve ever laid eyes on.
Izuku tries to force his flush away and replies in a meek voice, “Uh, mostly just getting ready for our internships.”
Mirio makes a noise. “So are we! It’ll be your first time, right? What am I saying, of course it is!”
Hado sighs with a wistful look in her eyes. “Ah, I remember my first internship. How wonderful it must be to be young and carefree.” Izuku stifles a snort, but Mirio doesn’t bother, letting out a loud bark of laughter. Hado smirks before perking up. “Oh, you guys must’ve chosen your hero names then!”
“Oh, right! What’s yours, Midoriya-kun?” Mirio asks.
Izuku gulps. “A-Actually, I’ve been having some trouble picking mine.” Curiosity tickles his mind and he asks, “What are your hero names?”
Mirio puffs up his chest proudly and announces, “I will be the hero Lemillion!” He grins at Izuku and explains, “Because I want to save at least one million people!”
He sounds so positive and confident that Izuku whole-heartedly believes that he will achieve that goal. Izuku smiles and glances at Hado, who wraps a curl around each of her pointer fingers and says, “Mine’s Nejire-chan!”
Izuku blinks. “Your own name?” He recalls Todoroki and Iida choosing their given names too, but he thought someone as bubbly as Hado would choose something more… creative.
Still, the girl seems proud of her choice, and a gentle squeeze of his shoulders has his attention turning back to Mirio.
“Your name can be whatever you want it to be, really. Just make sure you choose something you won’t regret later.” He laughs and glances at Amajiki, who is watching them with his head ducked. “You could also have it relate to your quirk. Tamaki-kun’s hero name is Suneater.” At the sight of Izuku’s confused expression, Mirio explains, “His quirk is called Manifest; he can manifest the physical characteristics of anything he eats. You see that takoyaki he’s eating right now? Well, during class he’ll be transforming his fingers into octopus tentacles!”
Amajiki turns his face away as the tips of his ears flush. Izuku doesn’t understand why he seems so embarrassed- that’s such a useful quirk! “That’s really cool, Amajiki-kun!”
The raven-haired boy somehow shrinks even further into himself. “Thanks,” he mumbles, barely audible.
“Actually, now that I think about it,” Izuku says, looking at the other two uppclassmen, “I don’t really know much about your quirks either.”
He sees his chance- it’s a good transition to the topic that he came here to discuss. He smiles and listens politely as Mirio explains his Permeation quirk, which is super cool, but he’s a lot more interested in Hado when she talks about her Wave Motion quirk. Much like him, she has the ability to convert her own stamina into energy and release it, but hers gets discharged in the form of powerful spiral shockwaves.
“That’s really cool,” he says and the girl preens. After a moment, he hesitantly adds, “Actually, one of the reasons I wanted to eat lunch with you guys today is to talk about your quirk.”
“Oh?” Hado tilts her head curiously.
“Yeah.” His shoulders scrunch slightly. “I’ve, uh… well, I don’t really have that much control over my quirk. I usually just let it do its thing when I was younger because all I was healing was small injuries like scrapes and bruises, but one time I tried to heal something really big and I kind of totally exhausted myself and ended up in a coma for a couple of days.” He scratches the back of his head sheepishly while the upperclassmen’s eyes widen in alarm. “Anyway, I just thought… maybe, since our quirks are kind of similar… I thought that maybe you could-”
“Teach you how to control it?!?” Hado interrupts, practically throwing herself across the table to reach out and grab his cheeks, “Of course I will! But!” She grins almost manically. “Only if you call me senpai!”
Mirio squawks while Izuku blinks, his face squished between Hado’s palms. “Oh. Ok!” He squeaks.
Her grin widens and she releases him. As he gingerly rubs his cheeks, she asks, “So, what have you been having trouble with the most?”
“Er, well, Recovery Girl gave me a list of things to work on, but right now I’m just trying to focus on controlling the output,” he says, “My quirk activates automatically once I make skin contact and it won’t stop until the wound is healed. So, even if I realize that I’m draining my energy, my body physically won’t let me stop until it’s over. Which is why it can be dangerous for me.”
Hado nods, looking surprisingly serious. “And your energy- what does it feel like?”
Izuku ponders about it. “Kind of like… tingly and warm? Like… like energy,” he stammers lamely. “Um, and when it’s leaving me it’s like a flow that I can’t touch or grab onto no matter what.”
“Aha!” Hado perks up. “See, that’s your problem right there! You can’t control your energy by touching it. Instead of focusing on the energy itself, focus on where it leaves your body.”
“Huh?” Izuku frowns, then glances down. “Like, my hands?”
“Sure!” She chirps, “You’ve gotta put all your concentration there to control the flow.”
Izuku is a bit hesitant. “I don’t know… I can’t really move my hands at all once my quirk’s activated-”
“No, no, no, it’s not about moving your hands.” Hado taps her fingers to her lips, humming in thought, then says, “I like to think of it like a hose. You can stop the flow, or at least slow it down, by stepping on the hose. Just concentrate on the spot where your energy leaves and-” She makes a closing gesture with her hands, “-narrow it down until it cuts off.”
Izuku considers it. It’s kind of hard to visualize what she’s saying, but maybe that’s because he’s always been so focused on trying to grab his energy instead of looking at the output. He isn’t sure about this whole ‘hose’ analogy, but it’s a more solid idea than anything he’s ever come up with. It’ll at least be worth a shot.
“Sorry if it sounds a bit confusing,” Hado says when he’s quiet for too long, “I’ve never really had to think about it so hard before, it makes more sense in my head-”
“No, no, it’s fine! That was really helpful, actually.” He smiles at her. “Thanks, Hado-senpai!”
She gasps, eyes practically sparkling. A moment later, she’s squeezing his cheeks again and her face is suddenly way too close to his. “Call me Nejire-senpai and I will love you forever!”
Izuku blinks. Next to him, Mirio is laughing loudly while Amajiki lets out a faint groan. He looks like he pities Izuku.
“Um.” The freckled boy isn’t quite sure what to do. “Okay, Nejire-senpai.”
Nejire lets out an ear-piercing squeal and throws her arms around him in a tight hug. It’s awkward and uncomfortable since they’re hugging from across the table, but that doesn’t stop her from cooing, “Oh my God you’re just too adorable! Mirio-kun, can we keep him? Pleeeease?”
Mirio just laughs louder while Izuku sweatdrops nervously. Keep him?!?
Thankfully, at the end of lunch, Mirio prevents him from being taken hostage. The trio waves at him as he walks back to his friends, Nejire calling out, “If you ever need help again, just come to your trusty senpai!”
“Or if you ever wanna hang out!” Mirio adds.
Amajiki just gives him what he assumes is a poor attempt at a friendly smile before walking away with his shoulders hunched. After saying goodbye for about the twentieth time, Mirio and Nejire follow him.
Izuku turns away with a small huff of laughter. Even though his new senpais are a bit overwhelming, he found himself having a fun time while eating lunch with them. They talked about the Sports Festival- which Mirio won in the third-years’ stage- and the blond asked about Izuku’s classes with All Might. They’re friendly and easy to get along with, and even though they did most of the talking they made sure to include Izuku in their conversation.
He tells Kacchan about them on their way back to homeroom, but his friend just grunts about how it’s weird for first-years to eat lunch with third-years. Izuku sticks his tongue out at him in response.
During their hero lesson, All Might asks if they’ve all chosen what agency they’ll be going to for their internships. Everyone agrees, including Izuku, which incites more than a few surprised glances.
“Really, Midoriya-chan?” Asui tilts her head.
“I thought you said healers didn’t have agencies?” Jirou asks.
“They don’t,” Izuku explains, “But I’m going to be shadowing a combat medic named VaporMend throughout the week. Since healers are in high demand, she isn’t exclusive to one agency, so she kind of just goes where she’s needed. I’ll be meeting up with her at the Nighteye Agency and I guess we’ll just go from there.” He smiles, unable to hide his excitement. Recovery Girl gave him the rundown of what to expect during his internship week just this morning. From what VaporMend told her, apparently they’ll be spending a good few days at the Endeavor Agency, but Izuku doesn’t want to tell Todoroki yet. He wants it to be a surprise, and it will no doubt be funny to see the look on Todoroki’s face when he shows up.
“Hey, that’s pretty cool, Midoriya-kun!” Sato says.
Hagakure’s sleeves jump around. “You get to go to multiple agencies? Lucky!”
Izuku laughs, but then he notices the way All Might is staring at him with slightly wide eyes. He almost looks panicked. As soon as their gazes meet, however, the number one hero gives himself a shake and plasters on his usual smile.
“All right then, young zygotes! You want to make a good impression during your internships, so let’s get to work!”
(Recovery Girl 4:02PM) -Sorry, I’m going to be a bit late for our lesson. Hold the fort until I get back.
(Midoriya 4:04PM) -Ok!
Pocketing his phone, Izuku steps into the infirmary, letting out a small sigh of relief when he sees that it’s empty. No students waiting to be treated. Normally he might jump at a chance to use his quirk, especially after what Nejire suggested to him, but today’s hero lesson has left him rather tired. He trudges over to Recovery Girl’s desk, intent on getting a headstart on reviewing the day’s list of patients, when a knock on the door has him faltering.
He stifles a noise of annoyance and calls out, “Come in!”
To his surprise, instead of an injured student, All Might walks in. He’s still in his muscled form and his costume from today’s lesson.
“Hello, Young Midoriya,” he greets, gently shutting the door behind him.
“Oh, hi, All Might,” Izuku says, eyes roaming over him in concern, “Are you alright?”
“Yes, yes, I’m fine.” He raises his arms and gestures to himself. “No new injuries, no need to worry. I just wanted to have a word with you about your internship.”
“Oh.” Izuku relaxes and sits down in his desk chair. “Sure, what’s up?”
All Might stiffly sits down on the nearest bed and shuffles his feet. He opens his mouth, then closes it and shifts uncomfortably. If Izuku didn’t know any better, he’d say All Might looks awkward.
“Well, it’s mostly about the first agency you’re going to,” he finally says, “You mentioned the Nighteye Agency?” Izuku nods. He doesn’t really know that particular hero too well, but from the look on All Might’s face, he can tell there’s something bigger going on here. The blond coughs, thankfully without any blood, and says, “Ah, yes, well… You probably don’t know this, but Sir Nighteye used to be a sidekick of mine.”
Izuku’s eyes widen. “You had a sidekick?!?” He exclaims, “But- But I thought you were always against taking on sidekicks?!?”
“I was,” All Might says, “But Nighteye was very persistent.” Izuku’s shocked expression doesn’t change, and All Might eventually adds reluctantly, “And he did all of my file work, so it was hard to say no.”
Izuku is stunned. How did he not know that All Might had a sidekick?!? He feels like such a fake fan.
“He and I worked together for many years, until my injury.” All Might hesitates. “As I’m sure you know, my injury was very… severe. I almost died, and seeing as the usage of my quirk was suddenly very limited, Sir Nighteye wanted me to retire. Obviously, I refused and… well… we broke up.” He grimaces and looks down at the ground. Izuku can’t help but think he looks rather regretful. “I’ve been meaning to call him, to tell him about meeting you and my newfound health, but…” He glances away. “I’m not sure if it will change anything.”
Izuku frowns in confusion. Of course it would change things! Sir Nighteye wouldn’t have to worry anymore… but from the troubled look in All Might’s eyes, he can tell there’s a lot he still doesn’t know about this whole situation. Maybe their break up was uglier than All Might made it sound. So Izuku holds his tongue.
Instead, he asks softly, “Do you want me to… say anything to him?”
All Might smiles and waves him off. “Oh, no, no, don’t you worry about it. I guess I just, I dunno... wanted to mention it.” He pauses, gazing at Izuku for a moment, then his smile wavers slightly. A soft sigh escapes his lips. “Just… Well, if you see him… Let me know how he’s doing.”
Izuku doesn’t like how sad All Might looks right now. He doesn’t outwardly show it, of course, but Izuku can see it anyways. He wonders just how deep and personal his relationship with Sir Nighteye was. Losing him must’ve hurt a lot, if it could leave such a heavy, lingering sadness in All Might’s eyes.
Yeah, he’s definitely going to try and get those two back together.
Smiling brightly, he nods and says, “Okay!”
All Might huffs fondly and reaches out to ruffle his curls. Izuku, as usual, whines in protest, but something in the corner of his eye catches his attention. Mirio’s face is sticking through the door. Izuku freezes. The blond blinks at the hand on Izuku’s head and glances between him and All Might curiously.
“Mirio-senpai!” Izuku squeaks. All Might glances over and retracts his hand.
“Ah, sorry, Midoriya-kun!” Mirio says, “I was just looking for Haya-san. She got a little injured during class today and said she’d visit the nurse’s office after school.”
“Haya-san…?” Izuku vaguely recalls a pink-haired upperclassman sitting next to Nejire during lunch. He healed her after the stampede, right? A friend of Nejire. And apparently Mirio? “Sorry, I haven’t seen her.” He gets up and looks over Recovery Girl’s clipboard once more. “Looks like she hasn’t stopped by today.”
“Alrighty, then. I’ve ‘To-gata’ go find her!” Mirio laughs boisterously. Izuku is confused, but then All Might laughs too. Mirio looks thrilled that the number one hero found whatever he said to be humorous. “See ya later!” He chirps before his face retreats.
All Might is still chuckling. “What a funny young man.”
Izuku blinks. Then, his eyes widen in realization. “Oh! To-gata go! Like his name, but he has to- oh!” He looks at All Might. “That was a joke!”
Not a very funny one, in his opinion, but he’s not surprised that All Might would laugh at something as stupid as that.
“Took you a little while there,” the older man teases.
Izuku huffs, then pauses. “Wait, you know his name? I thought you didn’t teach third-years?”
All Might stiffens, so fleeting that Izuku wouldn’t have noticed if he didn’t know the man so well, then casually brushes it off. “Oh, I’ve just heard his name go around campus- he’s a popular one, you know? Apparently, there’s almost always laughter echoing around him.”
It’s believable, but Izuku is still a bit suspicious about the way he tensed up there. Actually, throughout their whole conversation he got the faint feeling that All Might wasn’t quite telling him everything. But Izuku knows that he wouldn’t keep anything too important from him, so he supposes it’s none of his business to know.
Still, he can’t help but wonder why All Might would know Mirio’s name- and recognize him. The two do look rather similar, too…
Smirking slightly, he asks, “Are you sure he’s not your secret love-child or something?”
He’s teasing, of course, but he immediately regrets it when All Might chokes and spews blood in shock.
“Oh shit, sorry, sorry-”
“My-My boy- gak!- What on earth-?”
“Ahh, here’s a handkerchief! Do you need another one? Shit-”
“Dear lord, you can’t just say things like that! What goes on in your mind?!?”
“Sorry!”
Notes:
Hello, my name is tired.
We're gonna be getting more into how the healer world works in this AU during Izuku's internship since he'll be getting first-hand experience. Obviously I'll be taking some creative liberties since Horikoshi doesn't really talk about healers in his story, so yeah. Also yes, I do have a hero name picked out for Izuku, you're going to have to wait a while for it, but feel free to try and guess what it is in the meantime.
Hmm, what else? Did you guys watch episode 1 BNHA season 5? I loved it! I've already read the manga, but I'm so excited to see everything finally get animated!
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Next chapter, cryptic meets ball of sunshine.
Chapter 18: The Anomaly
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Despite Izuku’s excitement for his internship week, the day they’re meant to be sent off also brings a sense of unease. Uraraka texts him early that morning, expressing her worry about Iida doing his internship with a lesser-known agency in Hosu. The city where his older brother essentially lost his life as a hero. He won’t have any friends to distract him from his pain, and Izuku worries how this week-long internship might affect him.
So, when class 1-A meets up at the train station, Izuku and Uraraka approach Iida. The blue-haired boy turns when Izuku calls his name, but the greenette suddenly finds that he doesn’t quite know what to say. What can he say in this situation? He has no idea what’s going on in Iida’s mind right now.
Thankfully, Uraraka knows Iida better than he does, so she steps forward. “If… if you ever need to talk to someone, you have our numbers. You know you can talk to us about anything…”
“We’re your friends, right?” Izuku asks.
There’s a pause, then Iida turns to them. Even though he’s smiling, his face is closed off.
“Yeah,” he says, then turns and walks away without another word.
Uraraka sighs and looks at Izuku. “I suppose there isn’t really much else we can do for him…”
Izuku reluctantly nods. They can’t really help Iida if he doesn’t want them to. He hopes that just the reminder of their support will be enough for the other boy, but that doesn’t stop anxiety from churning in his stomach as he bids goodbye to Uraraka and returns to Kacchan’s side.
“Remember to text me when you get there,” the blond reminds him for the hundredth time as they walk to Izuku’s platform, “And don’t fucking talk to creeps along the way.”
Izuku rolls his eyes. “Yes, mother.”
Ignoring Kacchan’s growl, he spots Todoroki and waves as they pass by. Todoroki simply gives him a small smile in return. Soon, Izuku is sitting on the train, gazing out the window as the scenery flashes by. It’s… really weird to be travelling by himself for the first time. It’s weird that the person sitting next to him isn’t Kacchan, but a complete stranger. It makes him nervous, but he mentally scolds himself for being so cowardly and tries to force himself to be excited instead.
He gets to go somewhere without Kacchan! He gets to have an adventure that’s all his own! This is new and exciting and he’s going to make the best of it!
So, with that positive mentality, he plasters a smile on his face and eagerly anticipates his arrival. The Nighteye Agency is about an hour-long train ride from UA, but it feels like it passes in minutes. Before he knows it, he’s standing on the sidewalk, peering up at the large, five-story building in front of him.
His smile wavers ever so slightly. Despite his mental pep-talk, his anxiety returns with full force. He’s really alone right now. Kacchan usually takes the lead with this kind of stuff. Actually, he takes the lead with pretty much everything. Izuku’s so used to being a follower that he isn’t quite sure how to proceed. What if he’s super awkward and makes a fool of himself? What if he does something wrong and messes everything up? What if-
Through the glass doors, he can see a receptionist inside giving him an odd look. Oh shit, he’s been standing outside for way too long.
Stepping inside, he smiles politely and walks up to her desk. “Ex-Excuse me,” he tries not to stammer, “Um, I’m here for my internship. With-With Kamei Yuki.”
The receptionist glances at her computer screen and makes a noise. “Ah, are you Midoriya Izuku?” Izuku nods, mentally scolding himself for not giving his name right away, and she gestures to the staircase. “She should be on the third floor. I’ll let her know you’re coming.”
Izuku thanks her and nervously makes his way up the staircase, which is shaped in a dizzying spiral. Everything around him seems so pristine and fancy, it makes him feel very out of place. He gazes around in awe- he’s in a real hero agency! He’s so busy gawking at everything that he completely loses count of how many floors he’s gone up.
Shit, did he already pass the third floor? No, no, it’s the one just above him- this one!
Coming to a stop at the next landing, Izuku spots a plain-looking door at the end of the long hallway. There’s no sign or any hint as to what might lay behind it, so he cautiously moves closer and opens the door slowly.
The first thing he notices is the abundance of All Might merchandise spread out across the room. Posters are plastered on every wall, All Might bobble-heads and knick knacks carefully placed in already-full bookshelves and desks, a life-size All Might cardboard cutout propped up in the corner. Izuku freezes. What did he just walk into? Is this whole room a shrine?
Whatever this place is, he’s not the only one here. A young woman with blue skin and hair notices him as soon as the door opens and straightens up.
“Who are you?” She asks.
Izuku startles and opens his mouth to reply when suddenly a large body flies out from one of the walls. Except, the wall remains unbroken, as if the body phased through it. The person hits the ground with a loud thump right in front of Izuku. He immediately recognizes who it is.
“Mi-Mirio-senpai?!?” He squeaks. Mirio glances at him in surprise, sitting up, and- wow that’s a lot more skin that Izuku’s used to seeing. His face heats up and he slaps his hands over his eyes. “You-You’re naked!”
“Huh?” Mirio looks down at himself, as if he didn’t even notice. “Oh, right. Sorry, sometimes I lose my clothes when I phase through something with my whole body.”
Izuku keeps his eyes covered as he hears Mirio get up. The woman from earlier sighs and walks over, asking, “Why did you phase through the wall, then?”
“I thought I might break it. Sir would be upset if I destroyed his Bronze Age poster.” Izuku peeks between his fingers long enough to see Mirio nod at a poster on the wall featuring All Might in said Bronze Age costume. Mirio himself is unabashedly standing with his hands on his hips, his broad, naked chest glistening with sweat. Izuku blushes furiously, sparing a quick glance down and letting out a sigh of relief when he sees that Mirio has covered his nether regions with a jacket, probably given to him by the woman.
Mirio looks at him with a grin. “Anyway, I didn’t expect to see you here, my little kouhai!”
“You know this kid?” The woman asks.
Izuku opens his mouth to introduce himself, only to be interrupted by a door opening on the same wall that Mirio phased through. A tall man, who Izuku instantly recognizes as Sir Nighteye- he may have done some research after All Might mentioned him- walks in.
“Mirio-kun, what did I tell you about-” He pauses when his eyes land on Izuku. The freckled boy gulps, suddenly finding himself under an intense gaze. “Who are you?” Nighteye demands.
Izuku once again opens his mouth, but Mirio beats him to it. The blond wraps a heavy arm around his shoulders, pulls him close to his side, and announces, “This is my kouhai, Midoriya Izuku of class 1-A!”
“A hero student?” Nighteye’s golden eyes narrow. “I didn’t hire another intern. What are you doing here?”
“Oh, yeah, what are you doing here, Midoriya-kun?” Mirio glances down at him curiously. Izuku’s face burns, mostly likely due to the fact that, despite the jacket, Mirio is still very much naked and is pressing the smaller boy against him.
As he squirms out of his grasp, he stammers, “Uh, I’m doing my internship with Kamei Yuki. Er- VaporMend!”
“Ah, right, she mentioned someone would be coming by,” the blue-skinned woman says, “You’re Recovery Girl’s apprentice, right?” Izuku nods and she smiles. “It’s nice to meet you then, Midoriya-kun. I’m Bubble Girl, Sir Nighteye’s sidekick.”
She holds her hand out and Izuku takes it. “Nice to meet you.”
“Hey, you never told me you’d be coming here for your internship!” Mirio says, his words accusing but his tone good-natured. He reaches out to ruffle Izuku’s curls but the greenette hastily dodges. He’d put his hair in a very nice bun today and he doesn’t want it to be ruined.
“I’m not really staying here, I don’t think,” he says, “VaporMend goes where she’s needed, so I’ll just be shadowing her.”
“You get to go to multiple agencies? Dang, it’s cool that healers have such flexibility!” Mirio says. “I’m jealous.”
“There are so few of them around,” Bubble Girl comments, “It’s nice to see such a young healer.”
Before Izuku can reply, Sir Nighteye speaks up, “Yes, well, we’re all glad that you’re here, but if you don’t mind, we were in the middle of a training session.” He gives Mirio a look and the blond grins sheepishly.
“Training…” Izuku looks at Mirio, “You’re doing your internship here, senpai?”
Mirio puffs up his chest with pride. “Yup! I’ve been working with Sir for almost a year now!”
“That’s super cool.” As Izuku speaks, the door behind him opens.
“Ah, there you are, Midoriya-kun.” He glances over his shoulder to see a short woman with a distinct, sharp cut bob hairstyle that matches the jet black color of her nails. She smiles warmly and extends her hand. “Kamei Yuki, nice to meet you. The receptionist said you were on your way, but I figured you got lost. Don’t worry about it, though,” she adds when Izuku starts to apologize, “This place can be a bit confusing for new people. I see you’ve already met Sir Nighteye.” She looks over at the man who nods politely in return.
“Kamei-san,” Sir Nighteye says, “I was unaware you were taking on an intern this week.” He doesn’t sound too pleased at the surprise, but the healer waves him off.
“Oh, yeah, I wasn’t really planning on it,” she says, smiling at Izuku, “But Recovery Girl has spoken so highly of you, I just had to snatch you up before any of the other healers could.”
Izuku flushes slightly and looks down at his shoes. “I-I hope she didn’t oversell me…”
Mirio laughs and gives him a hefty pat on the back that nearly makes him lose his balance. “You’re too humble, Midoriya-kun!” He says, “You’ve got a super rare quirk and you’re a recommendation student! Have some pride!”
Izuku blinks. “How do you know I’m a recommend…” He trails off and shakes his head. Considering how displeased Shinsou was when he found out, there’s a good chance he mentioned it to others. News about Izuku seems to spread like wildfire in UA.
“Who sponsored you?” Bubble Girl asks, then catches herself, “Oh, wait a minute, it was probably Recovery Girl.”
Sir Nighteye, who has been steadily looking more and more annoyed as they continue to talk, catches Mirio’s attention and jerks his head towards the door that no doubt leads to a training room. Mirio pats Izuku once more before turning to follow his mentor, but Izuku quickly spots his chance.
“Actually, All Might was my sponsor,” he says. Bubble Girl and VaporMend make noises of surprise, but Izuku keeps his eye on Sir Nighteye. Just as he expected, the man stops dead in his tracks.
“What?” He asks, turning around to fix Izuku with a firm but bewildered look, “Why would All Might sponsor a healer?”
Feigning casualness, Izuku explains, “Oh, we met around a year before I got into UA. I guess he saw my potential, but I have trouble controlling my quirk sometimes. See, I can kind of sense injuries and my quirk will automatically try to heal them, but if it’s a big injury then my quirk won’t stop and I’ll eventually pass out from exhaustion. All Might wanted to help me get into UA so that I could train with Recovery Girl, sooo… yeah, he sponsored me.”
It’s a vague explanation and it doesn’t divulge how he even met All Might in the first place, but it’s enough to make Sir Nighteye look suspicious. Izuku can practically see the gears turning in the man’s head as his sharp eyes seemingly analyze the boy thoroughly. It’s rather unnerving, actually, but Mirio distracts him with a loud ‘ohh’ of understanding.
“That explains the other day, then…” Izuku and Bubble Girl tilt their heads questioningly and Mirio says, “I was poking my head into the nurse’s office after school one day and I saw All Might ruffling Midoriya-kun’s hair. I guess it makes sense now.” He smiles at Izuku. “You two seem close.”
Izuku rubs the back of his neck bashfully. “Er, I guess so…”
“That’s awesome!” Bubble Girl exclaims, “Man, to be sponsored by the number one hero?”
“It was kind of crazy,” Izuku admits, “I think I confused a lot of people during the recommendation exam.”
VaporMend laughs and says, “Well, if you have both All Might and Recovery Girl in your corner, then I can’t wait to see your quirk! I don’t know how much I can help you with controlling it, but I can definitely introduce you to the world of hero healers!”
Izuku’s eyes sparkle eagerly. “Thanks! And don’t worry about the control thing- my friend Nejire-senpai already gave me some advice that I’m excited to try out.”
“Yeah, can’t have you passing out anymore!” Mirio grins, then cocks his head to the side curiously. “Hey, speaking of, I was wondering- what’s the biggest injury you’ve ever healed?”
Izuku’s smile widens. Bless his senpai for asking the right questions! Sir Nighteye is still gazing at him when he glances over. Making direct eye-contact with the hero, Izuku nonchalantly says, “Oh, I regrew a stomach once.”
Sir Nighteye’s eyes widen.
“Holy shit, that’s amazing!” Bubble Girl exclaims, oblivious to her boss’s silent freak out.
“A stomach? You can regrow organs?” Mirio gapes at him and Izuku giggles, nodding. “Holy crap! Wait, is that the big injury that made you go into a coma afterwards?”
“Eh?!?” Bubble Girl and VaporMend stare at him in alarm.
Izuku coughs awkwardly. “Ah, yeah. My quirk utilizes my own energy, so big injuries take a lot out of me. Hence, why I need to learn to control my quirk better.”
VaporMend hums in thought. “I see. Well, you let me know if there’s anything I can do to help you out with that. We can talk more about quirks later, though.” She straightens up and turns to Sir Nighteye, who looks speechless. “I’ve just finished organizing your medical wing. If you don’t mind, I’d like to give Midoriya-kun a quick tour of it before we go on our way.”
Sir Nighteye still hasn’t torn his dumbfounded gaze away from Izuku. Now Mirio and Bubble Girl are starting to notice his odd behavior as well.
“Um, that’s fine! Go right ahead!” Bubble Girl says when her boss takes too long to respond. She bounces over to him and snaps her fingers in front of his face while VaporMend leads Izuku away. Mirio cheerfully waves as they leave.
Turns out, Izuku had gone up one flight too many. VaporMend leads him back down to the third floor where they enter a room that looks much more hospital-like than the previous one.
“Alright, then, let’s get started,” the healer says, waving her arms around her, “This is the Nighteye Agency medical wing! And those lovely people over there-” She gestures to a trio of adults gathered around a desk who watch them curiously. “Are the medical team! Nakamura-san is the head healer and Kida-san and Sakuma-san are his medics. Most hero agencies are set up in a similar way, with one head healer supported by multiple doctors that make up for their unrelated quirks with their dazzling medical degrees!”
She flourishes her hand flamboyantly and grins. Izuku laughs nervously, but the medics don’t appear to be offended. They smile and greet him politely while VaporMend continues.
“As you may notice, this place isn’t too big. That’s because agencies like Nighteye’s are more focused on intel gathering rather than combat, so their medical wing is smaller than most, but when we go over to Endeavor’s agency you’ll see that their wing is a lot bigger. Actually, it’s so big that I’m not the only healer that works there- I’ve got a partner named Osaki-san! He’s an older fellow, though, so he just sticks to the Endeavor Agency.”
Izuku nods, kind of wishing he could take notes, and starts to ask, “Um, VaporMend-”
The woman cuts him off with a wave. “Oh, none of that! Just call me Kamei-san.” Izuku nods and opens his mouth to finish asking his question, but Kamei just plows onward. “Healers tend to stick to the agencies where their particular skills will be most useful. For example, my quirk, Healing Breath, works by utilizing the healing properties in the water droplets of my breath. Basically, if I breathe on an injury, it speeds up the healing process by about fifty percent. So it’s really good for dealing with external wounds like burns, which is why I primarily work with the Endeavor Agency. The big guy’s a great hero, but kinda messy. You’ll see when we get there.”
At the mention of Endeavor, Izuku shifts uncomfortably. He’s only ever met the man twice, but each time he wasn’t very friendly. And now that he knows how Endeavor views healers, he isn’t too eager to join his medical team, even if it’s only temporary.
Well, at least Todoroki will be there.
He follows Kamei as she walks around the medical wing, continuing her explanation, “Other agencies like rescue agencies typically have healers with quirks like pain stopping and stuff like that to help keep the civilians that they’re rescuing calm. They also provide good on-sight medical treatment, but I suppose that part could be applied to all combat medics. Oh!” She perks up. “There is one healer that I know of that works at underground agencies with a quirk that’s like internal body cleansing or something? He could get rid of poisons and stuff. Do you know why that quirk is best for underground agencies?”
She turns to face Izuku, who is taken aback by the sudden question. He can already tell that Kamei is the type to talk a lot- and quickly too, so it takes him a moment to process what she asked.
“Uh…” His mind whirls. “Because… underground heroes probably deal with… sneakier villains?” He struggles to find the right words. “I mean, they might do undercover work, stuff that most heroes can’t do because they’re in the media spotlight, so… the threat of drugs and poisons must be higher for them, compared to other heroes?” It comes out sounding like a question.
However, considering the pleased expression on Kamei’s face, it’s the right answer. “You’ve got the gist of it, yeah!” She says, “So, you see how it’s important for healers to understand their specialities?” He nods. “Most healers communicate to some degree with each other and go where they’re needed. So if, say, Endeavor gets poisoned by a villain, we’d call up our underground friend and have him come over. Healers, especially the more powerful ones, are constantly on the move. I bet you’ll be just like Recovery Girl- with a quirk as flexible as yours, you'll be traveling all across Japan during your career, healing heroes left and right.” She grabs his hands and leans a bit too close to his face, grinning eagerly. “Isn’t it exciting?!?”
Her eyes are wide and sparkling with energy. She kind of reminds him of Nejire with her bubbly, in-your-face personality. Swallowing, he leans back slightly and stammers, “Uh, ye-yeah, tota-”
“Let me show you how everything’s set up!” She moves away as quickly as she came, spinning around and gesturing to a large cabinet probably full of medical supplies. “Nighteye’s medical wing was in desperate need of a tune-up, so Kida-san called me over. Like my own mentor always said, all good medical wings need to have a-”
She goes on to explain the logistics of setting up a hero agency’s medical center, talking a mile a minute about everything from basic necessities to decorations to the cost of equipment- which he won’t even have to worry about since it will be paid for by the agency, but he gets the feeling that she just wanted an excuse to rant about some of the ‘outrageous’ prices of particular equipment. He nods along politely, slightly overwhelmed by the abundance of information being dumped on him so soon, and tries to remember as much as he can so he can write down notes later.
It’s a long time before Mirio’s head pops through the door, startling Izuku. “Excuse me,” he says. Kamei and the other doctors glance over, seeming entirely unsurprised at the sight of the teenage boy’s face sticking through the door. “Not trying to rush you or anything, but Sir says he wants to talk to Midoriya-kun before you guys leave.”
Kamei stops talking for the first time in twenty minutes, miraculously not even slightly out of breath, and cocks her head to the side. “Why?”
“I’m not quite sure,” Mirio says, “But you know how he’s a big All Might fan- he’s probably just curious about Midoriya-kun ‘cause he got sponsored by the guy.”
Well it’s about time Sir Nighteye decided to say something. It couldn’t have taken him that long to figure it out.
Izuku smiles and looks to Kamei for permission.
“Oh, go ahead then,” she says, waving him off, “Just don’t take too long- I wanna have time to get lunch before we have to go to Endeavor’s place.”
Izuku nods. Mirio’s face disappears for a moment before his senpai opens the door for him and dramatically gestures for him to join him in the hallway. Izuku giggles and trots after the older boy as he begins leading the way. Mirio strikes up a friendly chat while they walk, talking about his intense training with Sir Nighteye, who apparently has a lot more physical skill than he appears to have. He’s led to a smaller, more private office room; Mirio opens the door for him before giving him a quick pat on the shoulder and leaving.
When he enters, he spots Sir Nighteye standing on the opposite end of the room. The tall man is facing away from him, his hands braced on his desk as he gazes out the window with hunched shoulders. It makes for a rather dramatic sight, but for some reason Izuku doesn’t feel quite so nervous anymore.
Sir Nighteye is silent for a moment, then says quietly, “Even though All Might and I haven’t spoken to each other in years, I still keep a close eye on him. It would’ve been impossible for me to not notice how he’s been staying in his muscled form longer and longer each day, despite his injury. At first, I thought that perhaps he was just pushing himself. It would’ve been far from the first time he’s done so.” He straightens up and slowly turns to look over his shoulder at Izuku. “But now I know why.”
His gaze is firm but skeptical, as if he doesn’t quite know what to make of him. Izuku meets it calmly and says, “I haven’t healed him entirely yet.”
Sir Nighteye blinks, then frowns. “But you said-”
“Just his stomach,” Izuku clarifies, then winces in apology at the interruption, “I just… grew back his stomach. I didn’t even mean to, really, I just…” He trails off, then figures he should probably start from the beginning. “I met All Might last April after the incident with a sludge villain that resulted in a woman’s death.” Sir Nighteye nods, as if he’s very familiar with said incident, and considering how much All Might merchandise he has and how closely he’s been watching the number one hero, he probably is. “I stumbled across him in his weak form and he kind of accidentally coughed up blood on my face which was really gross but I ended up basically grabbing him by the wrists and- well, like I said earlier, my quirk activates automatically as soon as skin contact is made.” He struggles not to ramble. “I could sense his injuries and my quirk was trying to heal them as quickly as possible, but I eventually just ended up passing out. I didn’t even realize who he was or what I had done until he visited me in the hospital a couple of days later. He told me about getting injured by that villain and… and that he had a stomach for the first time in years and I couldn’t believe it!” He looks down at his feet, smiling softly at the memories. “And, well, Recovery Girl offered to train me and…” He gestures as if to say ‘the rest is history’.
Sir Nighteye stares at him, clearly processing his words. “But… I still don’t understand why All Might sponsored you…”
“Oh!” Izuku waves his hands sheepishly. “That’s just ‘cause there was some old rule about teachers not being allowed to sponsor students, so Recovery Girl couldn’t do it herself and, well, All Might was more than willing to help out.” He scratches the back of his neck, then forces himself to be steady and straightens up. “I plan to heal him completely as soon as I learn how to control my quirk.”
“And where are you with that?” Sir Nighteye asks.
Now, Izuku gets a bit nervous. He wrings his hands in his shirt and glances away with a sigh. “Honestly, not very far. I’ve got a couple of ideas that might help, but I’ve basically gone my entire life without trying to train my quirk. It might be a while.” He brightens slightly and adds, “But we did find out that my quirk can be stopped if the skin contact is broken by someone else, like if they move away or move me.”
“Then why don’t you just do that?” Sir Nighteye asks, a bit demandingly.
“I know right? I totally could!” Izuku agrees wholeheartedly, to the man’s surprise. He sighs again, “But Recovery Girl said I have to get licensed before I can heal a pro hero. You know, ‘cause of legalities and stuff. I wasn’t really supposed to heal All Might the first time, but they let it go.”
Sir Nighteye looks slightly frustrated, which Izuku understands. Eventually, though, he lets out a heavy exhale through his nose and says, “I guess it can’t be helped, then. Well, regardless, I want to thank you for healing him.” Izuku blinks in surprise when the man gives him a small smile. “I never thought I’d ever see him be as strong as he is now again.”
Izuku flushes and averts his gaze shyly. He’ll never get used to such blatant praise. “Oh, um, it’s-it’s no problem.”
Sir Nighteye arches a brow. “Sounds like it was, though. What did Mirio-kun say about you being in a coma?” Izuku decides to explain his quirk a bit more thoroughly, explaining how it usually works and how All Might’s injury affected him. Sir Nighteye nods thoughtfully. “Your quirk… I’ve never heard of something like it before. It’s so powerful… It should be impossible…” He murmurs the last part, as if to himself. He falls silent, his brows knitted in contemplation, and Izuku waits patiently.
He startles when Sir Nighteye abruptly straightens up and looks at him. “How much has All Might told you about me?”
Izuku blinks. “Er- just that you used to work together and that you broke up when he got injured.”
The hero huffs and grumbles something under his breath that Izuku doesn’t catch. Pursing his lips, he says, “My quirk is called Foresight. It allows me to see a person’s future. When All Might was injured-” He cuts himself off, a sharp exhale hissing through his teeth as he glances away. “You don’t understand… He was broken.” A deep pain flashes in those golden eyes. Izuku’s chest suddenly feels tight.
Sir Nighteye pauses, inhales deeply, then continues, “While he was hospitalized, I used my quirk on him.” Another pause. “And I saw that he would face off against a villain and die an unspeakably gruesome death.”
Izuku’s breath catches in his throat. He stares at Sir Nighteye with wide, disbelieving eyes.
“Whatever future I see cannot be changed; this rule is absolute, as I myself have tried to change the future to no avail. But I knew,” the man whispers, “That if he was to continue on like that, with that body, he would only seal his fate. I couldn’t stand by and just let this future play out, not with All Might. Even though I knew it was hopeless, I had to at least try.” He swallows heavily and continues, “So, I told him to retire. I told him to find a successor to pass the mantle of the Symbol of Peace onto. To spend the rest of his days as a legend, to live while he still could.” His face twists into a grimace and he growls, “And he refused. Even though he couldn’t smile at all, he refused to stop fighting. And I couldn’t support him. I couldn’t watch him accept his fate. At that rate, everything would have gone according to my Foresight. It was going according to what I saw…” His words trail off and he lifts his head towards Izuku. “But I didn’t see you.”
Heart in his throat, all Izuku can do is stare. He doesn’t understand what he’s saying. All Might is going to…?
“I didn’t see you,” Sir Nighteye repeats. His jaw clenches. He almost looks frustrated. “I don’t understand you. What is your place in all this?” Izuku doesn’t realize that he’s stepped closer until the man is right in front of him, gazing down at him with an indecipherable expression. “A boy with a healing quirk, rare even amongst rare quirks. Born of pure chance, with a complete disregard to genetics. An anomaly…” His golden gaze seems to pierce Izuku. “How could I have possibly foreseen you?”
Izuku… doesn’t know what to say. Vaguely, he’s reminded of his conversation with All Might after USJ, the man telling him how the villains lost because they didn’t expect him. He swallows uneasily. Is he an anomaly? Everyone always seems so shocked by his quirk, even healers…
What is he?
Silence is his only response. Sir Nighteye’s eyes roam over him as he says, “Six or seven years. That was how far into his future I looked. That was when I saw his death. The further into the future I look, the less accurate the time. It could be this year or next year…” His voice drops to a murmur, “Or it could have already passed.”
“Huh?” Izuku croaks.
Sir Nighteye takes a step back, still holding his gaze. “In all my years as a hero, my Foresight has never been wrong. I knew that even if I tried to change All Might’s future I would fail. But you… you weren’t part of my vision. You can heal him, you can fix him, and I just can’t help but wonder…”
Silence falls between them. Izuku doesn’t notice until now that his eyes are wet. Still, he somehow can’t bring himself to wipe his tears just yet.
“Have I…” He whispers shakily, “Have I… changed anything?”
Sir Nighteye’s throat bobs. “I don’t know. I’m not…” Then, his eyes widen ever so slightly. Inhaling deeply, he steps towards Izuku once more and raises his hand. “Ever since I saw All Might’s death, I decided to never read people’s futures. From then on, I would only look seconds and minutes into the future, no more. But I…”
Izuku’s gaze darts to his raised hand hovering inches away from his face, then back to his eyes. Wordlessly asking for permission. He nods and Sir Nighteye’s hand gently cups the side of his face. Golden eyes turn purple.
Mere seconds pass before those same eyes well up with tears. Izuku stiffens in alarm, but then the hand on his cheek slides to the back of his head and the next thing he knows he’s being pulled against a chest. Long arms wrap around him, holding him tightly as a heartbeat louder than his own echoes in his ear. A chin drops on top of his head with a shaky exhale.
They stay like that for a long time, Izuku awkwardly hugging a man so much taller than him. He can’t tell what this hug means- were those tears happy or sad? Is his future bad?
The chin on his head shifts, and a voice croaks, “I guess I should pay that man a visit, then.”
Izuku smiles, not bothering to prevent the giggle that escapes him as he burrows deeper into Sir Nighteye’s chest.
Well there’s his answer.
Notes:
Okay, a few things to say.
One: A few people have brought it to my attention that I've been using the honorifics incorrectly. I was reluctant to change them at first because I thought it was a minor issue and my fanfic is really long, but then I figured that as it gets more and more popular, this issue is going to be bothering more and more people, so I might as well just deal with it. Therefore, my lovely beta reader, lunarapals, is going to deal with it for me! (bless her) However, it is a rather long fic (350+ words) so it might take her some time to go through it and fix things, but if you guys suddenly notice a change in the honorifics, that's why.
Two: Yay now we can finally talk about today's chapter! Fun, huh? My favorite part was the naked Mirio. Now I know what you're all thinking- "Alex, you just spoiled everything! Now there's no angst, no conflict, no strife now that we KNOW Izuku is going to heal All Might!" But ah, ah, ah! To you my dear readers I ask, "I did not say what Nighteye saw in his future, now did I?" For all we know, Izuku could be... jumping to conclusions...
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Next chapter, off to the Endeavor Agency! Also Stain- oop, next chapter is a LONG BOI lol get ready XD
also sorry there hasn't been any art lately, I'll try to squeeze some into the next chapter, but look I drew Shigaraki and Dabi as cats on my Tumblr. I'm sure they'll show up in my fic. Eventually. Not as cats tho. If they did, Sushi would totally beat them up.
Chapter 19: The Internship
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku picks at his tempura half-heartedly all throughout lunch. His mind is still preoccupied with his conversation with Sir Nighteye, wondering what the future will entail now he has supposedly interfered with the man’s Foresight. Kamei remains oblivious to his distraction, continuing to incessantly chat about anything and everything as she sits across from him, only occasionally stopping to slurp up some udon. If he wasn’t so used to the constant chatter from the Bakusquad, he might find her annoying, but instead her babbling fades into the background as his mind gets lost in thought.
After their hug ended, Izuku was kind of tempted to berate Sir Nighteye for not visiting All Might sooner- how could he leave his friend’s side if he knew he was going to die? However, since it’s a rather personal matter that Izuku still probably doesn’t fully understand the emotions of, he lets it go. He shouldn’t involve himself in this any more than he already has.
A buzz from his phone distracts him.
(Kacchan 1:56PM) -All good?
Izuku rolls his eyes and sends a thumbs up emoji in response. They leave soon after that, Kamei refusing his offer to pay for his half of the meal, and return to the car. A pretty fancy one, in fact. They’re driven by a tall, muscular-looking woman who doesn’t speak much, although she does give Izuku the occasional glance. Kamei doesn’t pay her any attention, so Izuku follows her lead and instead keeps his attention on his new mentor.
The Endeavor Hero Agency is a massive skyscraper that Izuku is able to spot easily before they even get close. Somehow, he thinks that it fits the Flame Hero perfectly, especially when he sees the stylized flaming “E” that adorns the front entrance. The inside is just as luxurious as the outside, fancy- and no doubt expensive- decorations visible all throughout the lobby. People bustle about busily, none of them paying much mind to the healer and her trainee as they make their way towards the elevator.
When they’re finally alone inside the elevator- Izuku mentally blanches at the sight of so many floors- Kamei turns to him with a grin. “Well, what do you think?”
Izuku gives her a weak smile in return. “It’s really… big.”
Kamei throws her head back in laughter and pats his shoulder. “Yup! That’s what I thought when I first came here! Don’t worry, I’ll only be giving you a tour of the floors we’ll be spending the most time on. As a healer-in-training, you don’t really need to know the rest, and as a guest, you don’t really get to see the rest.”
Izuku nods. Right, some of these floors probably contain a lot of classified information, of course she can’t go showing some high school student around the whole agency.
“I’ll show you all the fun stuff first before we get to the medical wing,” Kamei promises with a wink. The elevator dings and they step out. Izuku nearly gets shoulder-checked as a man brushes past him in a blur and Kamei scoffs. “You may notice that there’s a shittone of people here.”
“Yeah, no kidding,” Izuku says, making sure to stay close to her side.
“That’s because there’s a lot more to a hero agency than just heroes,” she explains, “There’s intel-gathering, a legal department, human resources- all the little cogs that make the clock tick, you know?”
Izuku nods and asks, “What about sidekicks?”
“Oh, the big guy’s got about thirty of ‘em.” The surprise must show on his face because Kamei laughs and shakes her head, bobbed hair swaying slightly. “Don’t get the wrong idea- everyone knows that Endeavor’s a solo act. The sidekicks usually take care of minor jobs or guard the villains that Endeavor defeats until they can be handed over to the police. They don’t get much of the spotlight, but they all seem to be pretty proud of what they do. The ‘Flaming Sidekickers’, that’s what they’re called.”
She makes a face at this and Izuku giggles. “Do you think we’ll see any?” He asks, trying not to seem too eager.
“Probably. I’m gonna show you the lounge first- we might run into some there.”
They do in fact run into a couple of sidekicks in the lounge. Izuku does his best not to fanboy out, even though he doesn’t recognize them, and tries to pay attention to Kamei as she shows him around. The two sidekicks seem to be off-duty and are chatting idly while splayed out across one of the couches, so he doesn’t want to bother them. The lounge itself is very nice and luxurious, much like the rest of the building, and Kamei promises they can hang out there later.
Next she shows him the dining commons and Izuku takes the opportunity to mention the connection between his quirk and food.
“Lucky!” She whines, “You get an excuse to eat as much as you want! But when I go for a third plate…” She lets her sentence hang, puffing out her cheeks in a childish pout. Izuku laughs.
Afterwards, he gets to see the personal gym the sidekicks use to train- the justification for this being he needs to know where to go in the case of training accidents. It probably doesn’t have anything to do with the way Kamei smirks at him as he gawks at two sidekicks sparring with each other. The tour keeps going on for the next two hours. Just when Izuku thinks they’ve reached the last place, Kamei takes him somewhere new. It’s incredible and overwhelming and fun and exhausting all at the same time.
By the time they finally reach the medical center, Izuku kind of just wants to sit down for a while.
“And here we are!” Kamei announces, gesturing widely to the medical center that is much bigger than Sir Nighteye’s, “Final destination! We’ll be spending most of our time here, obviously.”
The Endeavor Agency medical center encompasses an entire floor, looking very much like a large hospital within a building. Rows upon rows of beds line one wall with curtains available on the sides to be pulled whenever they’re needed. Izuku glances around at the expensive machinery here and there and notices that there’s even a few separate rooms at the other end of the floor. Kamei takes him there first, showing him the radiology unit, surgery rooms, the intensive care unit, personal offices, bathrooms- so much more than he could have thought of when imagining a hero agency’s medical wing. It basically is just a giant hospital.
There’s also a lot of doctors and nurses roaming around. Kamei weaves past them, seemingly looking for a particular person.
“Osaki-san!” She calls out, waving her arm at an older man currently frowning down at a clipboard. He looks up, appearing a bit irritated, but then his expression smoothes out when he spots her.
“Kamei-san, welcome back.” His eyes slide over to Izuku, who stares back at him. Something about this guy seems… familiar.
Kamei puts a hand on the freckled boy’s back and gently pushes him forward. “This is Midoriya-kun! Recovery Girl’s apprentice, remember?”
“I remember,” Osaki says, holding out his hand, “Nice to meet you, Midoriya-kun. My name is Oaski Kai.”
Something clicks in Izuku’s brain and his eyes widen in realization. Osaki Kai! He’s the healer that got kidnapped all those years ago! The one that villains stole from Endeavor- when was it, over fifteen years ago? Maybe twenty?
Izuku realizes that he’s been staring for too long and snaps himself out of his stupor, hastily shaking Osaki’s hand. “Hi-Hello! I’m Midoriya Izuku!”
Osaki’s wrinkled eyes twinkle with amusement. “What a strapping young man.” He retracts his hand and gives Izuku a once-over. “You’ve been quite the buzz in the medical community. Recovery Girl has spoken highly of you- and your quirk.”
“Oh! Um…” He flushes in embarrassment as his mind blanks on how to respond.
Beside him, Kamei snickers and puts a hand on his shoulder. “He’s a timid one, but he’s got spirit. I can tell.”
“I don’t doubt that,” Osaki says, glancing between them, “How has your tour been going then?”
“Pretty good!” Kamei boasts, “I’ve saved the best for last. I thought I’d go around introducing him to everyone, since he’s gonna be here for a while.”
Osaki nods amicably and sends them off with well-wishes soon after. For the next half-hour, Kamei practically parades Izuku around the facility. He feels bad when she blatantly interrupts medics while they’re working, but they don’t seem to mind. It’s as if they’re used to Kamei’s odd antics at this point. There’s too many new names and faces for him to remember, but they all greet him kindly with curiosity in their eyes. Izuku wonders if it’s because they don’t often have healers-in-training as young as him come by very often, or if it’s because, as Osaki said, he’s the buzz in the medical community. Part of him hopes it’s the former.
As Kamei introduces him to people, she also explains more about the medical center.
“Most of the patients we treat are sidekicks coming back from patrol,” she says, “But, like I said earlier, Endeavor’s kind of a messy guy, so we also deal with… ah, how do I say this? Collateral damage.” Izuku blinks and tilts his head. “Sometimes he accidentally burns the civilians he’s meant to be saving, and if it’s bad enough we take care of them here rather than letting them go to a regular hospital. Since those cases are kind of the big guy’s fault, their treatment is free of charge. It’s a great way to avoid a lawsuit.”
“Oh,” Izuku says, somehow not surprised to learn this. He’s seen the way Endeavor fights on TV, and while he’s certainly skilled and powerful, there’s also a sense of recklessness to his fighting style. He supposes the accidental burns could also be attributed to the generally untamable nature of fire, but he’s more inclined to believe the former to be the cause.
“It also happens with villains, too,” Kamei adds. At his surprised expression, she quickly adds, “Not that we ever bring them back here, no, no. That’d be too much of a risk. But-” She cuts herself off, then switches gears, “Well, since I’m a combat medic, you’ll be training as one as well this week. Usually, we stay here while the heroes are on patrol and then go if they need us, but if they ever get called out for a particular incident, then we go with them. Of course, we stay away from the fighting, but once the threat’s down we move in.”
She stops walking and Izuku does too, turning to face her as she gives him a firm look. “Now, I know that the media and the news and no doubt your school has taught you to adore heroes and hate villains. But you need to understand this: we, as healers, are a neutral party. Above all else, our duty is to save lives. Hero or villain, good or bad, that doesn’t matter to us. We are separate from that. We cannot let our personal feelings on a matter get in the way of our work. It’s not our place to judge the value of life based on the actions of the individual- for healers, all life is equal. Do you understand?”
Izuku stares at her, taken aback. “So... We have to save villains too?”
He’s… never thought about that before. Saving villains. Healing the people that his classmates are learning to defeat. Using his quirk to undo what heroes have done. It feels… kind of wrong.
However, Kamei nods. “Sometimes.” She pauses. “Well, actually a good number of times. Many villains don’t stop fighting until they’re unconscious. I mean, think about it. How do you think a villain would look after a fight with Endeavor? Or even All Might?”
Izuku frowns in contemplation. He’s never really considered what happens to villains after a fight. Not not many people do, really. He’s just assumed they’re taken by the police. Once the battle’s done, all the media attention is on the victorious hero. Anything about the villain is added as an afterthought.
As much as he doesn’t like the idea of healing villains… he supposes… if he was ever put into the situation, he wouldn’t be able to turn his back on an injured person, good or bad. Even if that person was a villain… he could imagine he would still try to save them, if they were really in danger of dying. The thought of letting someone die while he was able to do something to stop it makes him feel nauseous.
In the back of his mind, he recalls Todoroki’s words during USJ, “Having a soft heart won’t benefit you when it comes to villains.”
USJ was different, though. He just felt bad that Todoroki was hurting those villains in such an unorthodox way.
“But all we do is stabilize them!” Kamei adds hastily, trying to ease his mind, “We just make sure they stay alive long enough to make it to the hospital, you know? And there’s always a bunch of sidekicks on guard just in case the villains try anything, so you don’t need to worry about them hurting you.”
“No, it’s okay. I get it. I think.” He looks up at her and gives a small, uneasy smile. “I mean… they’re people too… I guess I kind of like that our duty is to life. That we’re… neutral.”
Kamei smiles back. “It has its perks. You get to boss heroes around when they’re hurt. Medical authority, you know?” She giggles before sobering up. “Anyway, you’ve had a long day. Why don’t we go get some dinner and then I’ll show you where you’ll be sleeping at night?”
He nods gratefully and follows her as she leads the way out of the infirmary. Something niggles at the back of his mind and he pipes up, “Hey, you never mentioned healing Endeavor. Doesn’t he get hurt from villain fights?”
Kamei throws her head back and laughs. “Oh, you bet! Not that he’d ever admit it, though! If you try to heal him while he’s still out in the field, he’ll get real snippy with you and insist that he’s fine, even if he’s literally bleeding from every limb. He likes to put on a tough face when the cameras are out. Osaki-san and I try to remind him that healers have medical authority over heroes, but alas…” She shrugs as if to say ‘what can you do?’. “I usually just try to pounce on him while he’s in his office. Only way to heal him. It’s like trying to get a cat into a bathtub.”
He snorts at the comparison. As they walk back to the dining commons, he tries to keep an eye out for Todoroki, but he doesn’t find him. Surely he’ll see him at some point during the week, even if it is a big building. He wonders how Todoroki’s first internship day was. Somehow he can’t imagine Endeavor being a very good teacher.
Dinner is a relatively calm affair. Kamei’s vibrant energy seems to be dwindling down and she doesn’t talk as rapidly or as loudly as before during their meal. As they eat, Izuku texts Kacchan, who complains about his apparently terrible experience with Best Jeanist. Kacchan thinks he’s made a mistake choosing him, but Izuku reassures him by reminding him that it’s just the first day, surely things will be more exciting later. Nevermind that he himself hopes that the rest of the week isn’t more exciting than his first day was- there was way too much going on today.
By the time Kamei leads him to the guest room, he’s ready to collapse. He bids her goodnight and takes off his bag, sluggishly changing into his pyjamas before flopping face-first onto the bed. He only has half a mind to appreciate how comfortable his bed is before he falls asleep.
The first thing Izuku learns on his second day of his internship is that Kamei is a morning person. She knocks on his door at 8AM with a bright smile and a skip in her step. Izuku, on the other hand, has always been a bit of a slow starter. While people like Kamei and Kacchan are able to wake up fully energized and ready to start the day, Izuku doesn’t quite wake up until after he’s had time to digest his breakfast.
Kamei, however, doesn’t seem to care. She blabbers on incessantly while Izuku tries to keep his face from dipping into his bowl of cereal, rapidly blinking his eyes open every time they start to slide shut. He’s in the midst of stifling a yawn when a particular question catches his attention.
“By the way kid, where are you with self-defense?” Kamei asks.
Izuku blearily blinks as his mind struggles to catch up. “Huh?”
“Self-defense,” she repeats, “I know you’re in the hero course, but surely they teach quirkless sparring before the kids get to use their quirks, right?”
“Oh. Yeah,” he says, “I’ve, uh, been taking self-defense lessons since I was ten.”
Kamei nods, looking strangely serious. “That’s good. It’s important for healers to know how to defend themselves. Especially you; a quirk like yours might catch some unwanted attention.”
Ah. So that’s where she’s going with this.
“Oh, yeah, I know. Recovery Girl-san already gave me this talk.” He tries not to sound too dismissive. After a pause, he asks, “Um, Osaki-san… is he the one that…?” He trails off, not quite knowing how to ask.
Kamei seems to understand, though. She straightens up. “You know about that, then?”
“Yeah,” he says, “My doctor told my mother about it as soon as my quirk manifested. It kind of freaked her out, so she always wanted me to take self-defense lessons.”
Kamei hums. “Yeah, it freaked everyone out, really. I was barely beginning my training when it happened. Osaki-san doesn’t talk about it much, but I’m pretty sure it’s why he hardly ever leaves the agency. It was a big scare; I mean, all the hero agencies really tightened up their security around their healers afterwards. That’s why I’m always traveling with one of Endeavor’s sidekicks.” Izuku makes a noise of surprise and Kamei asks, “Didn’t you notice our driver yesterday?”
“...Oh.” He didn’t realize that the woman was a sidekick.
“Yup.” Kamei pops the ‘p’, then leans closer. “Healers aren’t really “allowed” to travel by themselves. Of course, you went to Nighteye’s on your own, but since your teacher saw you to the station, you were only ever by yourself during the train ride, and even then you were surrounded by other civilians. But later when we go to other agencies, or even if we get called into the field, we always have to be accompanied by at least one pro hero.”
Izuku must not look too pleased because she adds, “It might seem restrictive, but it’s to keep us safe.” Izuku nods, idly recalling his own near-kidnapping experience. “Besides, most sidekicks are happy to hang out with us. And we don’t have to drive ourselves anywhere, so that’s a plus! I kind of suck at driving.”
She laughs and Izuku snorts. Yeah, he could imagine that.
The rest of the day is spent in the medical center. He shadows Kamei the entire time, watching how she works with the medics and interacts with the injured patients. He’s excited to see her quirk in action, only to be mildly disappointed. She said earlier that her quirk speeds up the healing process by 50%, but part of him thought that that meant the injury would become 50% healed as soon as she used her quirk. Instead, a wound that might normally take two weeks to heal would now only take one. It’s still interesting, but he can see a few potential weaknesses it carries.
Kamei’s quirk wouldn’t be too helpful in a critical situation, like if someone was in danger of bleeding to death. Not to mention that since her breath can only reach external wounds, she wouldn’t be able to do anything for stab wounds or internal injuries. He could also imagine the risk of her becoming dehydrated if she were put into a situation that required her to overuse her quirk.
Honestly, he thinks Osaki would be better for combat medic work. He has a sort of blood manipulation quirk that allows him to influence the healing process of a person's wounds, such as making their blood coagulate and scab. It can't do much about any torn tissues, but that's where his medical expertise comes in. He's great in dealing with cases of blood loss, which Izuku is all too aware is his greatest weakness.
It’s also interesting to see the way Kamei interacts with the injured sidekicks coming back from their patrol. The first sidekick she sees to immediately starts talking about the villain fight he just got into. He’s rather dramatic about it, gesturing wildly with his hands and emphasizing the danger aspect of his experience. He’s obviously exaggerating just to make himself seem cooler, but Kamei just hums and nods along as she treats his wounds.
At first, Izuku thinks she’s just being nice. Maybe she really likes this particular sidekick for some reason? But then she does the same exact thing with the next one that comes in an hour later, and for the life of him he can’t understand why. It seems so unlike her, to pander to these outrageous tales the sidekicks are telling just to make them feel better.
While one hero is in the midst of rehashing today’s harrowing battle, Kamei gestures for Izuku to come over. She asks him how he would heal this hero’s wound- mostly minor lacerations to her left leg- and when he gives his answer she looks satisfied. He wonders if she’ll let him use his quirk, but recalls that he’s not allowed to heal pro heroes until he’s licensed, even if he’s under the supervision of a medical professional. Maybe he’ll be allowed to heal some civilians later…
Kamei has him patch up the sidekick’s leg after she uses her quirk on it. Wrapping up wounds is effortless for him at this point, but she still watches him the entire time.
“Thanks, kid,” the sidekick says once Izuku is finished, hopping off the bed. She flashes Kamei a grin. “See ya later, Kamei-san.”
“Take it easy out there!” Kamei calls after her as she walks away.
Once the hero is gone, Izuku turns to the healer with a confused frown. “Uh… Kamei-san… why do you, erm, act like that? With the heroes, I mean.”
The woman laughs and starts gathering up the bloodied gauze. “You mean why do I act like a star-struck schoolgirl?” Izuku smiles sheepishly and nods. Kamei snorts, “‘Cause it makes them feel better! Let me tell you something, kid. Heroes love nothing more when people fawn over them. They like to be made to feel like the tough guys, you know? They like to feel big.”
“Yeah, but…” Izuku is still unconvinced. “I mean, it’s not our job to boost their self-esteem…”
“No, it’s not,” Kamei agrees, “But I do it anyway because it makes them easy to manage.”
“Huh?”
“Listen, kid, throughout your time as a healer, you’re gonna have to deal with heroes that you probably wouldn’t normally get along with too well in a regular setting. But if you tell them what they want to hear, then they’ll like you no matter what, and they won’t give you much trouble.” She turns to him and leans against the bed, pressing the back of her hand to her forehead dramatically. “You’ve just gotta say things like ‘that’s so cool’ or ‘that sounds scary’ or ‘wow, you must be so brave’!” She bats her eyelashes at him and Izuku giggles. “Put on a show and act like every hero you meet is your favorite hero!”
“I don’t know if I’d be very convincing,” he admits, “I’m not much of an actor.”
“Don’t knock it ‘till you try it. Trust me, they’ll be putty in your hands.” She winks before turning and continuing to roll up the leftover gauze. “Besides,” she chirps, “I like making people feel better.”
Izuku supposes that it wouldn’t be too awful to put aside his pride and stroke a hero’s ego for a bit. He thinks about his more difficult patients like Kacchan and Monoma. The former can be stubborn and irritable sometimes- actually, all the time- and the latter… well, he doesn’t seem to like anyone in class 1-A.
He hums in thought. Sweet-talking sounds a lot better than getting bossy.
“I suppose it could be worth a shot.”
As time passes, Izuku starts to wonder if he’ll even get to use his quirk today. Sure, it’s only the second day, but he’s eager to take Nejire’s advice and put it into action. The medical wing gradually turns orange in the light of the sun as it dips closer to the horizon. There’s been a bit of a lull for the past hour, but it’s interrupted when a couple of sidekicks burst in, carrying an obviously injured civilian between them.
Kamei takes one look at the third-degree burn on the woman’s leg and curses under her breath. “You’d think that a hero as experienced as Endeavor would be better at aiming for the right target,” she grumbles to Izuku.
“Actually…” One of the sidekicks winces in apology as he helps set the woman down on a bed. “This was Burnin’s fault. It was an accident, of course! But…”
Kamei looks unimpressed. “And why didn’t she bring this poor woman in herself?” She sniffs.
The other sidekick snorts, “Probably ‘cause she knew you’d tear her head off.”
“Um,” the injured civilian says, “Can I get some help here?” Her expression is tight with pain and her voice wavers. Honestly, considering how ugly the burn is, Izuku is surprised she’s not crying.
“Right, of course.” Kamei immediately starts examining her wound, Izuku hovering over her shoulder. Much like how he does with the burns Kacchan causes, Kamei has to carefully remove the seared cloth of her pants from the injury. Once it’s clear, she falls silent and just gazes at it for a moment. Then, she turns to Izuku and asks, “Hey, kid. Wanna show off that quirk of yours?”
“Huh?” He asks, “Are you sure?”
Kamei nods. “Yeah, even if I use mine, this is still gonna take weeks to heal.” The injured woman flinches. “Come on, I’ve been dying to see your quirk ever since Recovery Girl told me about you.”
Izuku hesitantly switches places with her and slowly reaches out to put his hands on the woman’s leg. The burn runs horizontally along her thigh, and while it is severe, it’s not extremely big. He can feel everyone’s eyes on him- Kamei, the civilian, the two sidekicks- but he forces himself to concentrate on himself as his quirk activates.
Like Nejire said, he tries to focus on where his energy leaves his body, rather than the energy itself. Obviously, the point he’s drawn to is his fingertips. He isn’t quite sure what to do now; he doesn’t feel something tangible that he could have a grasp on. Still, he tries to do what his senpai suggested and close off that exit.
He shuts his eyes and tries to imagine. Just take that channel the energy is flowing from and narrow it down. Didn’t Nejire say something about a hose? Try to step on the hose, to stem that flow of water…
“Holy shit!”
“That’s amazing!”
Izuku startles out of his thoughts, his quirk shutting off. Everyone around him is staring at the completely healed skin under his palms, but Izuku notices something else.
His fingertips are tingling.
It’s like… he’s suddenly aware of this part of his body that he had never really felt before. He didn’t even succeed in slowing down his energy, but somehow that analogy Nejire said makes perfect sense. It’s like the hose is in his fingers! But- not literally. It’s hard to describe, even to himself, but he felt it. It was like the point of his quirk’s concentration. It wasn’t tangible, but it felt like it… could be?
Whatever it was, he needs to try it again!
“There isn’t even a scar!” Kamei peers at the non-existent burn with wide eyes.
The civilian looks shocked too. “It feels totally better! The pain just went away like that!” She turns her stare to Izuku. “Who are you?”
Izuku smiles politely and says, “My name’s Midoriya Izuku. I’m an apprentice doing my internship week with Kamei-san.”
“Damn, Kamei-san, where’d you find this kid?” One of the sidekicks asks.
Kamei looks just a bit smug. “Recovery Girl is mentoring him at UA, but she let me take him for the week.” She turns to Izuku. “You were worried about her overselling you, but I don’t think she sold you enough! That’s seriously an amazing quirk!”
“Is it like Osaki-san’s?” The sidekick asks, but Izuku shakes his head and explains how his quirk works. She gives him an impressed look. “You’ve got something really special there, kid.”
Izuku flushes and thanks her. They’re able to send the civilian off soon, but only after she thanks Izuku profusely, much to the greenette’s embarrassment. Then, Kamei claps him on the shoulder and steers him towards the door.
“Let’s go get dinner,” she says, “You deserve it. You’ve done really well for your second day.”
“I’m glad,” Izuku says.
“You feeling tired?” Kamei asks, a tinge of concern in her eyes, “I was gonna give you a brief rundown of the night shift after dinner, but I know your quirk saps your energy, so-”
“No, no, it’s alright!” Izuku insists. Even though he is pretty tired- not from his quirk, just from the long day in general- he wants to learn as much as he can while he’s here. “I usually only get tired after healing big injuries or just a lot of smaller ones. I’m fine, really.”
Kamei nods and they take the elevator up to the dining commons. Dinner is calm; a couple of other medics join their table and chat with Kamei, so Izuku is able to relax and text Kacchan, whose second day wasn’t much better than his first.
(Kacchan 7:02PM) -BASTARD FUCKING GAVE ME A HAIRCUT!!!
(Midoriya 7:02PM) -Omg, plz send pics.
(Kacchan 7:03PM) -FUCK NO!
(Kacchan 7:04PM) -He also fucking put me in jeans! How the fuck am I supposed to fight villains in jeans?!?
(Midoriya 7:05PM) -I repeat: Omg, plz send pics.
(Kacchan 7:05PM) -FUCK YOU!!!
Soft snickering to himself, Izuku pockets his phone and continues eating. The food here is amazing- despite not liking Endeavor too much, he’s gotta admit the guy’s agency is pretty great. Maybe later he can check out the training facilities when Kamei’s not too busy.
Once he finishes his dinner, he idly listens in on the medics’ conversation until Kamei announces that it’s time to go. He bids his goodbyes and follows the healer as they make their way out of the dining commons.
“This shouldn’t take too long, so don’t worry,” Kamei reassures, stepping into the elevator, “I’m just gonna introduce you to the night shift staff and have them explain how their duties go. Not too different from what we do, but there are some differences to take note of.”
“Okay.” Izuku nods, noticing that the elevator is slowing down. It must be stopping to pick up someone on another floor.
The doors slide open to reveal Endeavor, in all his flaming glory, standing with Todoroki. As soon as their gazes land on Izuku, their faces morph into expressions of surprise.
“Midoriya?” Todoroki’s eyes widen.
Izuku smiles. “Todoroki-kun!”
“Kamei-san,” Endeavor growls, turning his glare to the healer.
“Endeavor!” Kamei finishes, smirking, “You coming in, or what?”
“What is he doing here?” Endeavor demands.
“He’s here for his internship,” Kamei replies simply.
The Flame Hero’s eyes narrow. “And why wasn’t I made aware that my agency nominated both Shouto and Midoriya?”
Unphased by his aggressive aura, Kamei says smoothly, “He’s not the agency’s intern, he’s my intern.” The doors start to close but Endeavor holds them open with a large hand. “I suggest you come in.”
Clenching his jaw, Endeavor shoots Izuku a sharp look before stepping into the elevator. The massive man takes up a significant amount of space and Izuku leans away from him to avoid his flames. He brightens when Todoroki comes to stand between him and his father.
“Sorry I didn’t say anything earlier,” Izuku says, “I wanted it to be a surprise.”
Thankfully, Todoroki doesn’t look upset. “We could have travelled here together,” he says.
Izuku shakes his head. “Oh, no, I really did have to go to the Nighteye Agency first. I met up with Kamei-san there.”
“And how do you like it here so far?” Todoroki asks, ignoring the holes his father’s eyes are drilling into the back of his head.
“It’s nice,” Izuku replies honestly, “Kamei-san is teaching me a lot. What about you-”
He’s interrupted by a loud alarm. They all look at Endeavor as he takes out his phone, his screen lighting up. His flames seem to grow larger.
“There’s an incident in Hosu,” he declares, more to Todoroki than anyone else, “We’re being called out.” He jabs the elevator’s buttons, somehow overriding the previous order to stop at the medical floor, and they start going down to one of the lower floors. “Come, Shouto.” Endeavor steps out of the elevator and starts barking orders to the nearest person he sees.
Todoroki casts Izuku a parting glance before following his father. To the greenette’s surprise, Kamei ushers him out of the elevator too.
“We’re going with them, kid,” she says.
“Huh?” He asks, “But I thought-”
“Remember what I told you yesterday?” She asks, glancing at him.
Izuku blinks, recalling. ‘Usually, we stay here while the heroes are on patrol and then go if they need us, but if they ever get called out for a particular incident, then we go with them. Of course, we stay away from the fighting, but once the threat’s down we move in.’
Right. That was before she told him about healing villains…
“There’s a special ambulance we travel in,” Kamei says, gently pulling him along, “I’ll have someone bring down your costume.”
The next few minutes go by very quickly. Endeavor and Todoroki leave almost immediately after the alert is sent out, multiple sidekicks rushing after them. Izuku hastily changes into his costume while Kamei gets into the front with a sidekick. He nearly loses his balance when the ambulance starts driving and grabs onto one of the overhead railings to steady himself.
Normally, driving to Hosu might take a decent amount of time, but with the sirens of the ambulance blaring, they’re able to speed through the streets quickly without having to worry about getting stuck in traffic. As they get closer and closer to their destination, Izuku feels himself becoming rather nervous. They’re going into a real fight right now!
“We’re entering Hosu!” The sidekick calls out over the loud alarm.
Kamei glances over the back of her seat to check on Izuku. “Things are gonna move pretty fast, but I need you to stick by my side!”
“Okay!” He yelps when the ambulance flies over a rough bump.
“We’re going to be staying far enough away to be safe but close enough to assist,” Kamei tells him, “But this is an active situation and things can change at any moment, so you listen to what the heroes tell you, alright?”
“Okay!”
The ambulance takes a sharp left, causing the whole vehicle to wobble dangerously, and Izuku struggles to stay in his seat. As soon as he rights himself, the sidekick gasps right before something crashes into the front of the ambulance. For a long moment, all he can hear is the sound of tearing, crunching metal. He’s thrown out of his seat as the ambulance stops abruptly and just barely manages to catch himself before he hits the opposite wall. The chaos stops as quickly as it started.
Disoriented, Izuku looks up and realizes that the ambulance must’ve crashed. The siren has gone silent and the lights are off, leaving Izuku in pitch black darkness. He slowly gets to his feet, his legs trembling- he didn’t get injured, but panic and fear is starting to flood his veins.
“Kamei-san?” He calls out. Hearing no response, he carefully makes his way to the back of the ambulance and forces the door open. As soon as he rounds the corner, he gasps in shock.
A massive beast with pale, leathery wings stares at him with wild, unfocused eyes. Izuku feels like his heart stops. It’s another Nomu. It has to be, with its brain sticking out like that.
The Nomu opens its jaws and lets out an ear-piercing shriek, startling Izuku out of his stupor. A second later, two flaming whips wrap around the beast’s neck and yank it backwards.
“Kid!” The sidekick that drove them yells as she jumps out of the ambulance, “Get out of here!” She ducks as the Nomu swipes at her and lashes at it with one of her whips. The Nomu shrieks again, and it’s loud enough to spur Izuku into action.
“Kamei-san!” He dashes around to the other side of the ambulance, briefly taking in the crushed hood, and yanks open the passenger door. “Kamei-san, we have to- !!”
The woman is unconscious, head lolled to the side as blood dribbles down the side of her temple. Swallowing down a cry, Izuku immediately unbuckles her seatbelt and tries dragging her out, but her legs are trapped under the broken dashboard.
“Kid!” The sidekick yells again, “I said get out of here!”
“But Kamei-san!” He protests.
“I’ll take care of her- ah!” She cries out as the Nomu swipes at her. The sidekick is clearly overwhelmed by her opponent, but she must’ve called for backup because Izuku can see other heroes running over to them, Endeavor included. The Nomu knocks the sidekick aside and lunges for Izuku, who instinctively freezes in fear despite his brain screaming at him to dodge!
Flames lick his hair as a large ball of fire flies past his head, narrowly missing him. It strikes the Nomu instead, forcing it to stumble backwards with an ear-piercing shriek. A moment later, Endeavor barges past him and starts pummeling the Nomu.
“Get him out of here!” He barks at one of his sidekicks, not sparing Izuku a single glance.
A hand grabs him by the upper arm and starts pulling him away. “Come on, kid,” another man says. Izuku struggles not to stumble as he hurries after him, cursing himself for freezing like that. He hasn’t felt fear like this since USJ, except this time he doesn’t have his friends with him.
The sidekick glances over his shoulder and hisses under his breath. Izuku looks too and sees that the Nomu has escaped Endeavor’s grasp and is in the air, dodging the fireball the Flame Hero throws at it. The sidekick glances back at Izuku, briefly looking torn, then straightens up and orders, “Go hide somewhere safe! I’ll find you later!” He pushes Izuku towards a nearby alleyway.
Not needing to be told twice, Izuku hastily scrambles away. He darts into the alley and keeps running. He didn’t notice it earlier, but he can hear sounds of crashing and screaming coming from all around him. Dark clouds of smoke hang above the buildings and civilians flash by the mouth of the alleyway, fleeing from some unseen threat. Not wanting to find out what it is, Izuku ducks down another alley and keeps running.
He doesn’t know how long he runs for, or how far he goes. All he can focus on is trying not to pass out as he dashes from alley to alley, never stepping onto the streets and gasping for breath the entire time. After what feels like hours, although it’s probably only ten minutes, he slows down.
Legs shaking with fear and adrenaline, he leans against the nearest wall and listens. Things are quieter around here. He must be far from the fray.
He feels his phone buzz in his pocket.
(Todoroki 8:45PM) -Sidekick said u ran off. Where r u?
(Todoroki 8:49PM) -I can’t find u. Couple sidekicks r hurt.
(Todoroki 8:53PM) -Please respond.
Izuku immediately feels guilt claw at his throat. He was so panicked, he completely forgot that he has an actual job here to do. Whatever is going on, it must be big. He doesn’t know if that was the only Nomu that’s causing trouble, but either way, one is enough to cause a lot of injuries. He needs to get his act together and help people, especially since Kamei is unconscious. He feels a brief flash of worry for his mentor as he struggles to type out his response. Trembling with fear and adrenaline, his fingers are too shaky to type, so eventually he just sends his location to Todoroki before pocketing his phone again.
“God, where the hell am I?” He whispers to himself, glancing around. In his fright, he hadn’t been paying attention to where he was running. All he could think about was getting as far away from that Nomu as possible.
As soon as he starts walking over to the street, a scream stops him in his tracks. Startled, he whips his head around. This part of the city is fairly quiet, so he could hear the scream loud and clear. It sounded like it came from deeper within the alleys. Heart speeding up again, Izuku turns away from the street and starts jogging towards the cry. He doesn’t hear any other sounds of fighting, so maybe somebody’s injured? If it’s just that, then he can help. He has to be careful that he’s not walking himself right into another fight, though…
The greenette hesitantly peeks around the corner of a building, seeing nothing but another empty alleyway. He frowns, wondering if his mind was playing tricks on him with that scream, but then he hears someone snarl, “I’ll kill you!”
That voice. He knows that voice! But… he’s never heard it sound like that before.
Heart jumping to his throat, Izuku rushes down the alleyway, which opens up into an empty parking lot. He dashes across it, diving into another alley and racing to the end of that one. Having no idea where he’s going, Izuku rounds the corner and abruptly skids to a halt, gasping at the scene in front of him.
Two bloodied figures lay slumped against the floor, one he recognizes as the pro hero Native and the other he recognizes as Iida. A third man stands over his friend, the jagged sword in his hand poised to strike.
Izuku’s eyes widen and time seems to slow down. In the back of his mind, he must’ve known Iida’s reason for choosing to do his internship in Hosu, the city where his brother was attacked. He just never thought… someone as rational and logical as Iida would go looking for…
Todoroki’s voice echoes in his head, ‘Anger can make you do stupid things.’
So that must mean… that this man standing before him is…
The Hero Killer Stain glances up at Izuku’s shocked gasp and looks over at the freckled boy. Izuku’s breath catches in his throat, feeling frozen with fear as blood red eyes land on him.
“Another child?” The killer growls, gaze roaming over him. His eyes land on the medical symbol on his chest and he makes a noise in his throat. “A healer.” He seems to relax ever so slightly.
“Mi-Midoriya-kun?” Iida croaks, struggling to move his head, “What are you- get out of here! Run!”
“Listen to your friend, boy,” Stain agrees, “It’s my duty to kill fake heroes, but you don’t need to die as well. I have no quarrel with healers.”
Izuku’s eyes between the villain and his friend frantically, mind whirling frantically as he wonders what to do. He can’t fight Stain- even if he did have a combative quirk, he wouldn’t stand a chance against the Hero Killer! But he can’t just run away either!
“He-He’s not a hero!” He manages to squeak, “He… He’s just a student!”
Stain’s cold gaze is unforgiving. “Even so, I can already tell that he will grow up to become just another fake hero poisoning this toxic society. After all, he didn’t come here to save this other fake.” He jerks his head at Native slumped against the wall. “He just came to fulfill his own vengeful desire.”
Iida lets out a choked noise and rasps, “Midoriya-kun, please- please leave! Don’t get involved! This has nothing to do with you!” He looks angry, eyes wet with unshed tears as he hisses at the ground.
Izuku’s heart breaks to see his friend like this. Torn, he glances between Iida and Stain before shakily moving into a fighting stance, raising his fists in front of him. Even if he can’t fight this man, maybe he can distract him long enough for help to arrive? He knows Todoroki is looking for him, maybe he’ll-
At the sight of his fighting stance, the Hero Killer lets out a bark of laughter, “Are you that desperate to save your friend? Don’t waste your blood on phonies like him, boy. Healers are far too rare to squander their life on such trivial matters. Surely you must know that.”
“Stop it!” Iida snaps, “Run away! I told you, this has nothing to do with you!”
Frustrated, Izuku snaps back, “If you say that, then heroes can’t do anything!” Recalling All Might’s words, he says, “Meddling when you don’t need to is the essence of being a hero!”
“You’re not a hero!” Iida snarls and Izuku flinches, “Goddamnit, run away! You’re going to get yourself killed!”
His cries are drowned out by the Hero Killer’s laugh. He grins wildly at Izuku and the greenette gulps. “Oh, you are a little hero, aren’t you? A better one than these fakes, by far!” He sneers down at Iida briefly before looking back at Izuku. “It’s a pity you weren’t born with a more suitable quirk. This corrupt society would be better if all heroes had hearts like yours.”
It’s such a threatening way to compliment someone that it just leaves Izuku feeling confused. He’s even more confused when Stain tilts his head and rumbles, “You’re Midoriya Izuku, aren’t you?”
“How- How do you know my name?” Izuku asks.
“It seems a villain named Shigaraki has his eyes on you.” Izuku tenses up. “He showed me a picture of you from the Sports Festival. Said you were a particularly troublesome little healer.” He sniffs. “I can see why now. However, I still have a duty to uphold.” He turns his attention back to Iida, lifting his sword once again, and Izuku’s heart skips a beat.
“Wait!” Stain pauses and Izuku frantically tries to think of what to say. “Uh… You- Why are you-”
“You’re obviously trying to buy yourself time,” Stain interrupts, sounding a bit more impatient now, “But there’s no point in delaying the inevitable. So unless you really do intend to fight me yourself, I suggest you run along.”
“Midoriya-kun.” Iida’s watery, fearful eyes meet his own as he croaks, “Go!”
The edge of Stain’s sword dips dangerously close to his face. In a split second, Izuku’s mind is made for him. He moves without thinking.
Hearing his footsteps slapping against the gravel, Stain whirls around, looking surprised that Izuku is actually approaching him. As soon as his back is turned, Izuku sees Todoroki appear at the other end of the alley. Their gazes lock and Izuku ducks to avoid the stream of fire Todoroki sends at Stain’s back. The Hero Killer barely manages to dodge and a moment later Todoroki uses his ice to slide Izuku, Native, and Iida over to him.
“Todoroki-kun!” Iida exclaims.
“Midoriya, you need to give more details in a time like this,” Todoroki says, not taking his eyes off of Stain as he pockets his phone, “You made me late.”
Izuku is so relieved he feels like he could cry. “Thank you!”
“See to Iida-kun’s wounds,” Todoroki orders, “And call for more pros.”
“Right.” Izuku crawls over to Iida, struggling not to slip on Todoroki’s ice as he reaches his friend’s side.
“Midoriya-kun,” Iida starts to say.
“Shut up.” Izuku takes off his gloves and presses his hands to the wound on the other boy’s shoulder. “I’m not running away.” To his confusion, even when he heals his wounds, Iida still can’t move. “I don’t understand. What’s wrong? Are you-”
“It’s his quirk!” Iida struggles. “Todoroki-kun, don’t let him-”
Izuku looks up just in time to see Stain throw a knife at Todoroki’s face, grazing his cheek. Todoroki curses and suddenly Stain is right in front of them, dagger in hand.
“You have good friends, Ingenium!” He sneers, swinging his knife only for Todoroki to block his attack with a wall of ice. He grabs Todoroki’s shirt with his other hand and tugs him forward, long tongue darting towards his cheek, but is forced to jump away when Todoroki ignites his left side.
“That was close!” The bi-colored boy says, “It’s blood, isn’t it? His quirk activates by ingesting blood?” He sends another wave of ice at Stain, but the villain dodges and slices through it with his sword, sending smaller chunks everywhere.
Meanwhile, Izuku struggles to tug Iida’s upper body into his arms. He doesn’t want to leave Todoroki alone, especially with Native still unconscious, but maybe if he could get the two out of here then Todoroki will be able to fight easier. “Come on, Iida-kun,” Izuku grunts, glancing at the entrance of the alley nearby and wondering how to carry his much larger friend. “Let’s-”
“Why…” Iida’s whisper distracts him, “Why are you two… Please stop! I’ve inherited my brother’s name. I have to do it… That guy’s mine!”
Izuku feels a flare of frustrated anger, but Todoroki saves him from retorting by saying, “You inherited it? That’s strange.” His voice is calm, even as he sends another wave of ice at Stain. “The Ingenium I saw before didn’t have that face, though. You’ve got a lot going on behind the scenes in your family too, huh?”
Izuku stares at him, then tenses up when Stain breaks through the wall of ice.
“To block your own view against an opponent that’s faster than you,” he growls, “What a foolish plan.”
Todoroki ignites his left side, only to cry out in pain when two throwing knives plunge into his forearm.
“Todoroki-kun!” Izuku exclaims. Distracted by his pain, Todoroki doesn’t look up in time to see Stain leaping towards him with his sword, but Izuku does. He drops Iida in favor of lunging at Todoroki, wrapping his arms around his middle and knocking him aside. Unfortunately, instead of slicing Todoroki’s shoulder, Stain’s sword ends up coming down on Izuku’s leg. He screams and kicks out, knocking the sword out of Stain’s hands before he collapses on the ground next to Todoroki.
“Midoriya!” Todoroki turns to him in concern as he sits up, then hastily sends a stream of fire at Stain when the villain turns to Iida once more, a new sword in hand. He gets to his feet and continues forcing Stain back as Izuku leans himself against the wall, examining his injury. The cut in his calf is deep and painful, but all he can think right now is that he can no longer heal anyone. Todoroki still has the throwing knives in his arm and Iida is still paralyzed for whatever reason and Native is bleeding heavily.
The horrible feeling of helplessness rises in his throat again, but the light of Todoroki’s flames burns his retinas as he watches his friend fight for his- for their lives-, and he finds himself forcing the feeling right back down. No, no, he will not let himself become useless once more! Not this time! Not when his friends could die at any moment! There has to be something he can do, something, something, something-
His eyes land on the chunks of ice scattered around the alley floor and a lightbulb goes off in his mind. Stain starting to force Todoroki towards the opening of the alley, getting dangerously close to Iida and Native, who Todoroki just barely manages to protect with his long-distance attacks. He can’t keep this up forever, though- he’s bleeding and tired and clearly outmatched. Stain forces him to dodge yet another blade thrown at him, and while the boy is distracted he turns towards Iida, raising his sword to deliver a killing blow and-
SLAM!
The Hero Killer stumbles when a chunk of ice collides with the back of his head. Stunned, he glances over his shoulder at Izuku, but he doesn’t have time to say anything before Todoroki sends a stream of fire at him. He dodges, but at the same time Izuku throws another chunk of ice at him, this time hitting him in the back.
His head whips around. “You little-” Flames fly towards him and he jumps out of the way.
They manage to fend him off this way for a few minutes, keeping Stain between them as Todoroki attacks from the front and Izuku from the back. Izuku doesn’t have incredible aim, but he can at least force Stain to dodge, which keeps him from turning on Iida and Native who are still too close to him.
Meanwhile, Iida is pleading for them to stop. “Please…” He whispers, “Please stop… I’m… already…”
Gritting his teeth, Todoroki yells, “If you want us to stop, then stand up! Look properly at what you want to be!”
Stain breaks through one of his ice walls again, forcing Todoroki backwards once more, but at this point he seems to realize that he’s getting nowhere being stuck in between Todoroki and Izuku. In a swift movement, he throws a knife at Todoroki with one hand and with the other, he uses the flat of his sword to parry the chunk of ice Izuku aims at the back of his head, sending it flying back to the boy.
Izuku, who was in the midst of reaching for more ice to throw, only has time to look up in surprise before the chunk hits him in the face. “Agh!” Pain explodes in his temple and his vision blurs briefly. He barely sees Stain backflip towards him, but he does hear the man’s heavy boots land behind him and he most certainly feels himself being grabbed and yanked upwards. A long, slimy, disgusting tongue licks his temple and the next moment he goes limp.
“Midoriya!” Todoroki raises his left hand, but freezes when a dagger is pressed against Izuku’s stomach.
“Enough!” Stain snarls next to Izuku’s ear. No matter how hard the boy tries, he can’t make his body move. Todoroki was right, Stain’s quirk does activate through ingesting blood. He feels paralyzed, but even so, Stain still holds him in a vice-grip, a muscled arm wrapped around his torso, pinning his arms to his sides while a knife presses against his stomach.
“Don’t do anything foolish, boy,” Stain warns Todoroki, who glares, “I don’t approve of killing innocent people, but I won’t hesitate to end this boy’s life if you force my hand.”
Todoroki snarls wordlessly, but when Stain presses the blade a bit deeper, making Izuku whimper, he reluctantly lets his flames go out. A tense silence fills the alley. Despite his steady tone, Izuku can feel Stain’s muscles trembling with exhaustion. His heart thuds rapidly against Izuku’s back. Taking Izuku hostage might’ve actually been a move made out of desperation.
Growling, Stain spits, “Now look at what you’ve made me do. Harming a healer is a low move, even for villains. See, they don’t save people for the glory of it- but you? You’ll never be anything more than a fake who prioritizes his own selfish desires! Just like your father.” Todoroki bares his teeth and the grip on Izuku tightens. “You are a cancer to a society that warps the idea of ‘heroes’. Someone must set you straight.”
“You’re an archaic fundamentalist,” Todoroki says. Then, for the briefest second, his eyes flicker to the side before focusing on Stain again. “I won’t listen to the logic of a murderer.”
“Of course you won’t!” Stain hisses, “That’s exactly why I will-”
He’s interrupted by a loud cry of “RECIPRO BURST!!!”
Stain’s head suddenly jolts forward, his chin grazing Izuku’s curls. His chest hits Izuku’s back, causing them both to pitch forward and fall to the ground. Izuku hits the ground first and is squashed by Stain’s body a moment later, but all he can focus on is the pain that suddenly explodes on his flank.
“Midoriya-kun!” Iida shouts and Stain’s weight disappears off him, but Izuku still can’t move thanks to the villain’s quirk. He hears Todoroki’s flames roar above him and he struggles to turn his head, peering out of one eye and seeing Todoroki and Iida both relentlessly attacking Stain, whose movements are significantly more sluggish. Iida must’ve gotten up behind them while Stain was holding Izuku hostage and sent that Recipro Burst to the back of his head. The villain is clearly dazed, but that makes his fighting all the more desperate. Izuku can see he’s making more mistakes now. After a few minutes of dodging and throwing knives, Stain stumbles long enough for Todoroki’s ice to freeze one of his legs. The fight ends not long after that, with Iida taking Stain down with a flurry of Recipro Burst-powered kicks.
When the Hero Killer finally collapses, they all just stare at his crumpled form for a few moments.
“He’s probably knocked out… right?” Iida pants.
“Let’s restrain him and get out onto the street,” Todoroki says, glancing around for something to bind him with.
Meanwhile, Izuku struggles not to whimper in pain, his left flank feeling like it’s on fire. Blood steadily pools beneath him and he croaks, “Uh, g-guys?”
They both turn around, their eyes simultaneously widening at the sight of blood. “Midoriya-kun!” Iida drops to his knees beside him and carefully turns him over. Now Izuku groans in pain. A knife slides into the pool of blood on the ground and Iida gasps in shock. “His-His stomach!”
“Stain had a knife pressed against him,” Todoroki says, kneeling on Izuku’s other side so he can keep an eye on the unconscious villain. “You couldn’t see it because he had his back turned to you.”
Iida’s eyes fill with guilt. “Mi-Midoriya-kun, I…”
“Kids,” a voice grunts and, after a few moments of shuffling, Native’s face enters Izuku’s field of vision. His eyes land on the injury and he hisses, “Crap.”
“It’s alright.” Izuku grimaces, but is surprised when his arm twitches when he tries to move it. “Huh? I can move again?”
“I don’t understand.” Native frowns. “I was down for so long.”
Izuku shakes his head. “Doesn’t matter right now. Help me sit up, I need to look at my wound.” Todoroki helps him lean up against Iida, who holds him steady as he presses down on his flank. The pain is unbearable, especially now that the adrenaline has worn off, but he can tell that it’s not too bad. “It’s just a graze,” he grunts, “His arm got jostled, I think, when Iida-kun kicked him, so he didn’t stab me. I just got grazed when I fell on the knife.” He carefully feels around with his fingers, trying to gauge how deep the gash right under his left ribcage is. It’s fairly deep, considering that he had Stain’s weight pressing down on him when he fell on the knife, so he does his best to put pressure on it. Blood still leaks through his fingers.
“Can someone get the gauze out of my bag?” He asks weakly, “Help me wrap up my leg and- oh, Todoroki-kun!” He recalls the knives in the boy’s forearm and frowns when he sees them missing. “You shouldn’t have taken them out, you’re going to bleed more.”
Todoroki looks like he doesn’t know whether to feel fond or frustrated. “Midoriya, please, worry about yourself for once.”
“I can help patch you up,” Native says, reaching for the bags on Izuku’s belt, “All heroes get some basic medical training.”
Todoroki nods. “I’ll restrain Stain, then.” He gets up to look for something to tie him up with.
“Be sure to remove his weapons too,” Native calls out, unravelling the gauze and giving some to Izuku to press against his stomach. As he starts wrapping up Izuku’s leg, the freckled boy stifles a groan and leans his head back against Iida’s chest. He’s never been more exhausted in his life. After a few minutes of silence, Native asks, “So you’re really a healer, then?”
“Hm?” Izuku blinks tiredly. “Yeah. Well- in training.”
Native smiles softly. “You’re really brave.” Then, “Keep the pressure on.”
Izuku’s hand had gone a bit slack from his exhaustion. A larger, stronger hand slides over his, pressing more firmly against his wound. “Iida-kun?”
The blue-haired boy has been uncharacteristically quiet for the past few minutes, but now Izuku can hear his hitching breath behind him. “I’m sorry,” he whispers, “To… To have my friends… to have a healer bleed for me…”
Izuku presses his lips together. Now that the panic has died down a bit, he actually finds himself rather mad at Iida for actively seeking out the Hero Killer. It was an incredibly stupid and dangerous thing for him to do. If Izuku had found him only a moment later, he would’ve been dead- and just that thought makes Izuku feel dizzy.
So for now, all he says is, “Later, Iida-kun. Later.”
Iida falls silent. Native glances between them and says, “Hey, if you’re not injured, why don’t you carry your friend while I help take care of the villain?”
“Of course,” Iida says, carefully scooping up Izuku into his arms. Native and Todoroki make quick work of restraining Stain, who has yet to regain consciousness, and together they all make their way out of the alley. Soon after they step out onto the street, a group of sidekicks approach them.
“Children?” One asks, bewildered.
“Those injuries look serious!” Another exclaims, “Somebody call for a healer!”
“This is a healer,” Todoroki says, nodding at Izuku, “And he’s too injured to heal anymore.”
The heroes look even more shocked. Izuku winces. “I’m an apprentice, but my mentor got injured during the initial attack.”
“Shit, this is bad,” one woman hisses, then her eyes widen when she spots Stain, “Is- Is that?”
“The hero killer!”
“What?!?”
“Call the police! And an ambulance!”
As they wait for said ambulance, most of the heroes stand guard around Stain while the rest fuss over the trio. They ask about their injuries, Izuku’s, of course, being the worst out of the three. Iida only has a few minor scrapes and bruises from the end of the fight, all of his initial wounds having been healed by Izuku earlier. Even as more time passes, his arms never waver as they carry Izuku. The greenette, however, can see the turmoil swirling in his eyes.
“You two,” he says, glancing between Todoroki and Izuku. He bows his head. “You were injured because of me. I am so… so sorry. I… I couldn’t see anything through my anger.” Even though his head is bowed, Izuku can see the tears in his eyes clearly. His heart aches.
“I’m sorry too,” he says, “Even though I knew you were in pain, I couldn’t do anything to help you.” Lifting his hand from his side, he presses it against Iida’s chest and says, “I’ll heal your brother as soon as I can. I promise. I won’t let Stain take your hero away from you.”
Iida’s breath hitches and he squeezes his eyes shut. The tears finally fall.
Todoroki shifts awkwardly and says, “Pull yourself together. You’re crying all over Midoriya.”
“I’m sorry,” Iida sniffles, rubbing his face against his shoulder to wipe away his tears.
Izuku smiles, feeling just a bit lighter, and snuggles deeper against Iida’s chest. It’s surprisingly comfortable, even with the armor.
Of course, his comfort is short-lived.
A cry of alarm is the only warning he gets before he’s suddenly being snatched out of Iida’s arms, a massive wing knocking the boy aside. He shrieks as claws dig into the gash on his flank, nearly passing out from the pain as he’s carried higher and higher into the sky.
“Midoriya!” He can barely hear Todoroki’s scream with the wind whipping past his ears.
It takes a few moments for Izuku to realize that he’s being carried by the same Nomu that attacked his ambulance, but by the time he does, the beast suddenly shudders and starts falling. An arm wraps around Izuku’s torso, holding him steady and preventing him from getting injured as the Nomu hits the ground.
A familiar knife delivers a killing blow to the Nomu’s exposed brain.
“This is all…” Stain rasps, “To create a more just society.”
Izuku panics, but Stain keeps him pinned with a large hand on his back. “Let me go!” He grunts in pain as his wounds are aggravated.
Stain pays him no mind, breath rattling in his chest as he glances over his shoulder. “Endeavor,” he hisses.
Izuku struggles to turn his head and sees that the Flame Hero has joined the group of heroes. Still, Stain doesn’t back down. Instead, he lets go of Izuku and turns to face Endeavor.
“You fake…” He growls. The utter hatred in his voice is enough to make everyone pause. Even though Stain’s hand is no longer pressing him down, Izuku still feels pinned. “I must make things right. Someone must be dyed in blood. I must take back what it means to be a hero!” Taking a heavy step forward, he snarls, “Come! Try and get me, you fakes! The only one I’ll let kill me is the true hero… All Might!”
For a good few moments, everyone is paralyzed by the weight of his conviction. But as soon as it started, it’s over. Stain falls unconscious.
All anyone can do is stare. Todoroki is the first to break out of his stupor.
“Midoriya…” He starts to rush over, but Native stops him, telling him to wait until the heroes wrangle Stain. Endeavor does so, along with a couple of sidekicks, but he seems displeased. When he approaches, he glances at Izuku with some emotion that almost looks like concern, although it’s more likely he’s just taking note of his injuries before he turns his attention to the Hero Killer. A sidekick helps Izuku limp his way over to the ambulance that arrives moments later, and with that he, Todoroki, Iida, and Native are carted off to the nearest hospital.
What was already a long night turns even longer. Izuku ends up needing a minor blood transfusion in addition to his stitches due to the amount of blood he’s lost by the time he reaches the hospital. Inko, of course, gets notified about his injuries, which results in him spending a significant amount of time trying to calm her down while he gets the transfusion. She wants to drive over immediately, but he manages to convince her not to, so long as he promises to call her multiple times throughout his hospital stay.
All Might texts him too, asking if he’s okay. Izuku isn’t sure how the man found out about all this, but Recovery Girl calls him only two minutes after, so he assumes she told him. Needless to say, by the time he, Todoroki, and Iida are finally left alone in their room to sleep, he’s more than ready to pass out. He falls asleep as soon as his head hits the pillow.
Notes:
Ahh, sorry the drawing isn't as good as my other ones, I kinda just threw it together last minute yesterday because I realized that there hadn't been art for a while in my fic and I felt bad, but I didn't have time to do nice lineart so I left it just kinda sketchy. Blah, excuses, excuses, it still adds to the scene at least, and if you do like it you can find it on Tumblr and Instagram as usual
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Next chapter, Izuku finally gets it through his thick-ass skull that he should probably get a support weapon XD
Chapter 20: The After-effects
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The Chief of Police visits them the next morning. Kamei and the hero Manual are here too, but they stay silent as Chief Tsuragamae tells them of Stain’s condition. Then, to the trio’s surprise, he informs them that they must be punished for yesterday’s incident because they used their quirks without permission.
Understandably, this pisses off Todoroki. He defends their actions- a bit too aggressively for Izuku’s comfort- and claims that if they had not acted then Native would have been killed. He also claims that Izuku shouldn’t get in trouble because he didn’t use his quirk to fight. Kamei interjects at this, saying that Izuku isn’t supposed to use his quirk without the supervision of a licensed healer.
In the end, the Chief of Police does them a favor. Since there were very few witnesses to the event, he’s willing to sweep this under the rug. The incident will remain undisclosed and Endeavor will take credit for defeating the Hero Killer. However, as a result, none of them will get any recognition for their efforts. It’s a small price, one they’re willing to pay for the pardon.
Kamei still takes the chance to scold Izuku for willingly running into a fight, though. “Geez, kid, what did I tell you about listening to the heroes?” She gives him a light chop on the head.
“Sorry, Kamei-san,” he apologizes, then adds, “I’m glad you’re okay.”
She waves him off. “Ah, it was just a concussion.” She points to the bandage wrapped around her head. “They fixed me up just fine.”
“Well, then,” Chief Tsuragamae woofs, “If that’s all, I should be going.” He turns to leave, but Iida interrupts him.
“Wait! Uh, sir.” They all glance at Iida in surprise. The blue-haired boy’s eyes dart to Izuku briefly before he frowns. “It’s just something I’ve been concerned about… Stain mentioned Shigaraki having an interest in Midoriya-kun. He said he’d been shown a picture of him…”
Izuku blinks. In the chaos of the night, he’d totally forgotten about that little detail. It’s… disturbing, to say the least. But not entirely unexpected. Recalling his conversation with All Might after USJ, he supposes that he shouldn’t be surprised that Shigaraki has taken an interest in him. Him healing All Might messed up the villain’s plan. But before he can panic, he reminds himself that there’s still no need to worry. Shigaraki made a big mistake and All Might is still strong. Sure, the news is a little unnerving, but for the most part it doesn’t change anything.
He wishes he could reassure his friends of this, but it’d be difficult without going into his conversation with All Might.
Chief Tsuragamae tilts his head. “The villains Shigaraki and Kurogiri were spotted by chance on top of a water tower in Hosu last night. It is assumed that the League of Villains are responsible for the attack on the city. If what you say is true, then Stain most likely has connections to the League. As for Shigaraki’s interest…” The dog turns to look at Izuku. “I will let others know, but I wouldn’t worry about it too much if I were you. Last night’s attack resulted in two healers getting seriously injured. The heroes will no doubt be on high alert.”
With that said, he bows his head politely and leaves. Kamei and Manual bid their goodbyes as well, leaving the trio alone once again.
Todoroki frowns. “He probably means that my father will increase security around healers now.” At Izuku’s expression, he adds, “Not necessarily because he’s worried- mostly because it looks bad for the agency. Two of his healers were hospitalized on his watch. He’ll get bad press if he doesn’t do anything.” Sighing, he sits back down on his bed and muses, “I wouldn’t be surprised if he tries to prevent healers from leaving the agency at all before someone manages to talk sense into him.”
“Oh.” Izuku’s eyes drop to his lap, lingering on his bandaged calf.
He feels Todoroki gazing at him for a few moments before the boy says, “By the way, I’d like to apologize on behalf of my father’s agency- and myself- for not being able to protect you better.”
“Huh?” Izuku looks up.
“Both of our healers got hurt even when they had protection,” Todoroki says.
Iida sighs, “Neither of you would have gotten injured if I hadn’t been stupid enough to go after Stain. This is all my fault.”
“No,” Todoroki says, then adds, “Well, yeah, that wasn’t a good idea, but don’t blame yourself. Native probably would have died if you had done nothing. I should have-”
Before he can start putting the blame on himself, Izuku interrupts, “Alright, alright, it doesn’t matter whose fault it is. It’s no one’s fault. Let’s just… I don’t know, take this experience for what it was and let it encourage us to do better in the future?” It’s kind of lame and comes out sounding like a question, but it seems to satisfy his friends.
Iida is quiet for a moment, then says, “And I’m sorry for what I said before. Of course you’re a hero, I’m sorry for saying that you weren’t.” Izuku smiles and Iida lifts his head to give him a solemn look. “But please, never do something like that again.”
Izuku blinks. “What?”
“Rushing into a fight like that…” Iida shakes his head. “Midoriya-kun, you could have been killed.”
Izuku’s eyes widen. He can’t believe what he’s hearing. “But-”
“I agree,” Todoroki says, “You got lucky this time, but that’s only because Stain was reluctant to kill healers. The next villain might not be so kind.”
Izuku protests, “But if I had done nothing, then-”
“I’m not trying to say that I’m ungrateful,” Iida tries to reassure, “It’s just…” He trails off, looking a bit hesitant.
Todoroki turns to Izuku. “You’re not a fighter,” he says, his voice soothing but firm, “You’re a healer. Your place isn’t on the battlefield.”
Izuku swallows back a retort, trying to quell the indignation flaring in his chest. He knows that. Of course he knows that. But it still leaves a bitter taste in the back of his throat.
Blinking away the tears that sting the edges of his eyes, he turns away and leans back against his pillows, dropping his gaze to his lap. “Fine.”
He doesn’t see the glance Todoroki and Iida share.
The news story breaks out about an hour later. There’s no TV in their room, but their phones suddenly start blowing up with texts from their classmates. The official story released by the police was that when seven pro heroes and three high school interns came across the hero killer, Endeavor took care of the situation. Iida, Todoroki, and Izuku’s name were not made public, but it’s not hard for their classmates to figure out who those students were since Iida’s internship was in Hosu and Todoroki was with his father. Granted, no one knew that Izuku was with the Endeavor Agency too, but the story mentioned that one of the students was a healer-in-training, so it’s kind of obvious.
Kacchan even calls Izuku, who smiles apologetically at Iida and Todoroki before limping out of the room to take the call in the hallway.
“What the fuck is this shit I’m hearing on the news?” Kacchan demands as soon as he puts the phone to his ear, “You were fucking attacked by the Hero Killer?!?”
“Don’t worry, Kacchan, everything’s fine,” Izuku reassures, leaning heavily against the wall, “Weren’t you listening? Endeavor saved us.”
“Are you alright?” Kacchan presses stubbornly, “Where are you?”
Izuku hesitates, glancing down at his bandaged stomach and leg, before saying, “Ye-Yeah, yeah, I’m fine. I’m back at Endeavor’s agency.” He feels bad lying to his best friend, but he knows the blond will only worry incessantly if he tells him the truth. “Er, anyway, I’ve got to get back to work, but I’ll text you later, okay?”
Kacchan grumbles out a response and Izuku hastily hangs up.
The rest of the day goes by slowly. Iida gets discharged around noon- thanks to Izuku’s healing, his injuries were minor. The Nomu had knocked him aside pretty roughly with its wing when it snatched Izuku, so the doctors kept him overnight just in case, but there’s no reason for him to stay any longer.
As for Todoroki, since he has relatively light injuries, he intends to return to his father’s agency later in the evening. Endeavor, however, is apparently insisting that they both come back to the agency. The doctors don’t seem too happy about it, but since the Endeavor Agency does have a good medical center they reluctantly discharge Izuku too.
Despite his injured arm, Todoroki carries both their bags while they make their way out of the hospital. Izuku feels bad about it, but there isn’t much he can do about it since he needs crutches just to be able to limp around. The stitches under his ribcage pull uncomfortably the whole time, but he doesn’t have to go very far. A fancy car is sent to pick them up at the front of the hospital.
“Is Kamei-san not here?” Izuku asks, noticing the absence of his mentor.
A sidekick steps out of the passenger side and opens the back door for him. “No,” she says, taking his crutches and helping him inside, “Endeavor doesn’t want any of his healers to leave the agency unless it’s absolutely necessary.”
As Todoroki slides in beside him, Izuku notices that rather than there being just one sidekick who drives, they’re accompanied by three sidekicks. Izuku glances at Todoroki who simply shrugs as if to say ‘I told you’.
When they return to the agency, the sidekicks lead them to the medical center and take Todoroki’s bags, which contain both his and Izuku’s torn costumes. Kamei greets them and begins checking over their injuries.
“Osaki-san would use his quirk on you guys,” she says, “But he’s kind of had his hands full with dealing with the sidekicks’ injuries after last night. Those Nomus are nasty things.”
“Yeah.” Izuku frowns. It’s concerning to know that there are multiple of those beasts. He’s just glad that none of them seemed to be as strong as the one at USJ was. Pushing away those thoughts, he looks at Todoroki who is sitting on the end of his bed. “What are you going to do? You’re not going to be training with your arm all messed up like that, right?”
Todoroki shakes his head. “My old man’s probably going to be busy dealing with the press for a couple of days.” A small smile pulls at his lips. “He hates doing press work. He’s going to be miserable.”
The pleased look on his face has Izuku giggling.
Kamei uses her quirk on both of them before ordering Izuku to sleep. He stays in one of the rooms in the medical center, since it’s kind of pointless to send him back to his guest room when it’s so difficult for him to move around, but Todoroki bids him goodnight and goes back to wherever he stays during the night. He doesn’t sleep as well as he did the previous night, the pain from his injuries occasionally waking him up.
There isn’t much for him to do during the next day, or the day after that. Kamei still teaches him more about the world of hero healers and even shows him how to use some of their expensive equipment, but he laments not being able to practice training his quirk. Of course, just when he thought he might’ve figured something out with it, he goes and gets injured! It’s frustrating, but at least Todoroki has time to hang out with him now. Like he said, Endeavor is too busy dealing with the press to train him, so the bi-colored boy spends much of the day with Izuku.
It’s kind of nice. Todoroki is easy to talk to, and he doesn’t seem to mind when Kamei takes Izuku’s attention away to teach him something new. He even brings Izuku his meals from the dining commons and eats on the bed with him so that he doesn’t have to move around too much.
“Aww, what a gentleman!” Kamei coos, ruffling Todoroki’s hair as she passes by. His messed up hair coupled with his bewildered expression sends Izuku into another fit of giggles.
“Sorry about her,” he snorts, “Here, I can…” He reaches out to fix Todoroki’s hair, only to freeze before touching him. For some reason, he wonders if this is okay, if maybe he’s pushing any boundaries. It’s just hair, but Todoroki has never seemed the physically affectionate type and, knowing his past, Izuku doesn’t blame him.
Todoroki blinks curiously at his silence, eyes darting to his hovering hand. Then, he slowly leans his head forward, wordlessly giving him permission. Izuku’s lips twitch upwards as he lays his hand on his friend’s hair. It’s surprisingly soft, sliding easily through his fingers as he goes about fixing the strands, separating the white from the red and smoothing it down. Todoroki remains quiet, eyes fluttering slightly when Izuku accidentally pulls on a tuft.
As Izuku gently combs the boy’s hair with his fingers, he feels his ear brush against the side of his palm. Blinking in surprise, Izuku slowly lets his hand lower until he’s cupping the left side of Todoroki’s face. His scar feels rough under his fingertips. Izuku tilts his head curiously, gaze fixated on where their skin meets. It’s strange, not having his quirk automatically activate in response to such a blatant scar. It’s something he’s always had to be cautious about when healing Todoroki, to be careful not to linger too long or else he’d heal the scar as well. He supposes, now, that he’s never been able to casually touch Todoroki like he does with the rest of his friends. Another part of him wonders if, considering his past, Todoroki could be touch-starved.
His eyes trail away from the scar to meet Todoroki’s mismatched gaze. The boy is staring at him silently. Izuku’s cheeks heat up. He’d been so wrapped up in his thoughts, he didn’t realize that he’s just been cupping his friend’s cheek for an uncomfortable amount of time.
“Sorry!” He yelps, yanking his hand away and scrambling backwards. Unfortunately, since they were eating dinner on the bed, he accidentally kicks his utensils and they clatter to the ground. Flustered, he practically dives off the bed to go after them. “Shit, sorry, sorry, I’ll get- ow!”
“Midoriya!” Todoroki jumps to his feet and grabs him by the shoulders to steady him. “Did you just step on the fork?”
“Nope!” Izuku squeaks, even though he totally did. He hides his injured foot by leaning on his good leg. “Nope, I just, uh, moved too quickly and pulled on my stitches, that’s all- but I’m fine!”
Todoroki looks a little unconvinced, but gently pushes him back to the bed. “Well, alright, but take it easy. I can pick this up.”
Once Izuku is seated on the mattress again, Todoroki quickly picks up the fallen utensils and puts them back onto the tray. Izuku’s face is still hot and for some reason his heart feels like it’s trying to beat out of his chest. What is happening?!?
Even calm, cool, and collected Todoroki is looking a little ruffled. “Er, I should probably… uh…”
“Yeah,” Izuku manages to stammer out.
Todoroki nods jerkily and grabs both their trays, obviously trying to retreat as quickly as possible. “I’ll, uh, see you tomorrow.”
Izuku gives him a weak smile and flops back onto the bed once he’s gone. When Kamei comes by to check on him a few minutes later, she finds him curled up on his side clutching a pillow to his very red face.
“Is your foot bleeding?” She asks.
Izuku just groans into his pillow.
Eventually, Todoroki does have to return to Endeavor once the man has finished dealing with the press. Izuku isn’t sure if there will be any regulation changes in regards to the protection of healers from now on, but he does know that there was some fuss from the press about his and Kamei’s injuries. He’s been checking his social media every morning and the press was not afraid to criticize Endeavor for this mishap, despite the Flame Hero’s supposed victory over Stain. They even went as far to bring up Osaki’s kidnapping.
He figures this is what Todoroki meant when he said that two healers being injured would look bad for the agency.
By the end of the week, Izuku’s wounds are mostly healed. He can walk around with only a slight limp, but his quirk still won’t work until he’s completely better. As much as he regrets not being able to train with it more, he is satisfied with all that he’s learned during his internship. He bows politely to Kamei and thanks her for everything she’s taught him.
“Ah, don’t mention it, kid!” She says, ruffling his curls, “It was my pleasure! I’m sorry I couldn’t help you out with your quirk more, though.”
“It’s alright,” he says, “I learned plenty even without it.”
Kamei grins and walks him to the car that’s going to take him home. Like before, there are three sidekicks waiting to accompany him. “I’d go with you,” she says as he gets into the car, “But the big guy’s being sniffy about his healers staying close to the agency with all that’s gone on this week.”
Izuku nods understandingly and bids her goodbye. During the ride home, he texts Todoroki, who he hasn’t had as much time to hang out with during the past couple of days thanks to his father. Thankfully, Todoroki says they’ve been doing less patrolling and more internal stuff, Endeavor showing him how to run a hero agency.
(Todoroki 12:35PM) -He’s basically been teaching me how to boss everyone around.
Izuku snickers. He can practically hear the other boy’s dry tone as he reads the message.
Despite enjoying his internship week (for the most part), he’s glad to be home. Inko seems pleased that he was escorted home by three sidekicks and is thrilled to see him, giving him a tight hug that makes his wounds ache. He hides his discomfort with a smile and forces himself not to limp as he walks inside the house, only to be nearly knocked over by Sushi as the cat bowls into him.
“Aww, he really missed you!” Inko coos.
Izuku snorts and nuzzles his furry friend. “I missed you too, buddy.”
For some reason, when Izuku later tells Kacchan to come over so they can properly chat about their internship experiences, the blond refuses. No matter how much Izuku presses, Kacchan won’t budge, and he won’t give him a good reason either.
It’s suspicious, so Izuku takes matters into his own hands and walks over to the other boy’s house. Auntie Mitsuki lets him in with a grin, and when he sees Kacchan, he stops dead in his tracks.
“Not. A. Word.” Kacchan growls.
Izuku tries. He really does. But seeing his childhood friend’s perfectly combed hair is too much for him to handle.
He bursts out laughing.
Thanks to Kamei’s quirk, by Monday Izuku’s injuries are completely healed. He’s extremely grateful- he might be able to fool his mother, but Kacchan would definitely notice if he was hiding a limp. Unfortunately, it looks like he’s going to have a couple of scars on his ribcage and leg, which he wouldn’t mind except he doesn’t know if they’ll interact with his quirk.
Recovery Girl eases his worries by pricking her own finger and having him heal it. To his relief, his quirk works just fine.
“That’s a relief,” he sighs, leaning back, “I’ve never had a scar before, so I didn’t know if it would…” He trails off when he sees his mentor’s tight expression. “What?”
Recovery Girl purses her lips. “I just feel bad, I suppose. Only a month into school and you already have scars.”
Izuku’s eyes widen and he hastens to reassure her. “Do-Don’t worry!” He says, “I don’t mind, really! Mirio-senpai says that scars build character!”
She frowns in confusion. “What?”
“Well, I offered to heal the scars on his arms once and he said that scars build character…” Izuku sweatdrops. “I guess it made more sense when he said it…”
Recovery Girl peers at him for a moment, then huffs, “Of course he would say something like that. But that’s not really where I was going with this. You’ve gotten into more danger in the first month of your high school career than any healer should in their lifetime.”
Izuku winces. “I’m sorry.”
“No, I’m sorry,” she says, leaning back in her seat, “You shouldn’t have had to go through something so scary. I couldn’t believe my ears when I got that call.” She gives him a look. “And once again, you ran headlong into danger. Granted, the heroes could have done more to prevent your ambulance from getting attacked in the first place, but facing down the Hero Killer? Really?”
He knows his mentor is just worried about him, much like his friends were, but he still feels annoyance stir in his chest. His displeasure must show on his face because Recovery Girl presses her lips together and sighs, “Well, I’m just glad you’re alright.”
The genuine relief in her tone makes his heart ache slightly, and he averts his eyes. “I was still pretty useless in battle,” he admits regretfully, “Just like during USJ…” Recalling how he used Todoroki’s chunks of ice to defend himself against Stain, he asks, “Is there any way I can, I dunno, add a weapon to my costume?”
“Of course,” Recovery Girl says, surprising him, “I was actually going to suggest that.”
He blinks, glancing up. “Huh?”
“Well, if you’re going to make a habit of putting yourself in danger, it’s certainly a good idea. It’s not uncommon for a healer to have a weapon of their own. Kamei-san probably has one, especially since she’s a combat medic.” His mentor lifts her syringe cane. “This is my weapon.”
Izuku is even more confused. “Huh?”
“You should mention it to your teachers,” she continues, ignoring his obvious bewilderment, “See what fits.”
She turns back to her desk while Izuku tries to wrap his mind around the new information. Recovery Girl’s cane isn’t actually a cane but a weapon? How? Is it like bo staff? No, no, it’s too short. She’s too short- he can’t even imagine her fighting!
He tries to picture it in his mind, but fails miserably.
“Well, there isn’t much going on today,” Recovery Girl says, getting his attention, “There’s a rescue race training during your hero class that I think you’re capable of participating in. So do your best and don’t get injured ‘cause after school we’re going to work on your quirk more. You said you were starting to get somewhere with it before Hosu, right?” Izuku nods. “Then let’s focus on that. The second-years are doing an exercise with Ectoplasm that is particularly foolish if you ask me, so there will be plenty of injuries for you to practice with.”
She sends him off before turning back to her desk with a huff, grumbling under her breath about the severe lack of mental capabilities of some of the teachers. Izuku walks away wordlessly.
Well, whatever kind of fighter Recovery Girl is, he has no doubt that she’s a ruthless one.
The rescue race training is very fun, and even though his quirk doesn’t help him out with stuff like this, Izuku is fast enough to at least not get last place in his group. It’s nice to work up a sweat- ever since he started at UA, he hasn’t had much time to go on the long runs he used to go on. He wants to improve his physical skill so if he ever encounters a villain like Stain again he can be more useful.
“That was some hard training,” Sato says as they get changed in the locker rooms.
“It’s our first class in a while that made me sweat!” Aoyama wipes his sweaty face with his cape.
“I need to work on my mobility,” Kirishima says. He glances at Izuku next to him. “You were pretty good, Midoriya-kun!”
“Thanks.” Izuku smiles. He’s still coming down from the adrenaline high, so he doesn’t think twice about taking off his jumpsuit. Kirishima’s eyes widen.
“Whoa, dude, where’d that come from?!?”
Izuku glances down and spots the long scar on his left ribcage from where he got stabbed. Shit, right.
Kirishima’s loud exclamation has caught the attention of a few others, including Kacchan. Izuku hastily covers his scar with his shirt as the blond looks over.
“It’s nothing!” He stammers, frantically trying to think his way out of this. Suddenly, he feels a presence behind him and a cold, frost-covered hand slides over his ribs.
“It’s just a bruise,” Todoroki says.
Kirishima stares at him like he’s crazy. “Dude, that’s not-”
“I’ll ice it,” Todoroki talks over him, subtly trying to shield Izuku’s body with his own.
Kacchan’s eyes narrow.
“If you’re done changing, then you should make your way back to the classroom promptly!” Iida shouts, taking the attention away from Izuku. He chops his hands wildly. “Punctuality is an important attribute for students of a school as prestigious as UA!”
“Alright, alright, geez,” Kaminari gripes, struggling with his tie, “We’re going.”
As the other boys grumble, Izuku lets out a quiet sigh of relief. Kirishima is still staring at him in confusion, but when Izuku gives him a pleading look, the redhead glances between him and Kacchan. Understanding seems to dawn on his face.
“Yo, Bakugou-kun!” He says, walking over to the blond, “Race ya back to class!”
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “What the fuck? That’s stupid as hell, no way!”
Kirishima pauses, then turns his head away with a smirk. “Yeah, nevermind. You probably wouldn’t be much of a competition anyways.”
The reaction is instantaneous.
“WHAT THE FUCK?!? DO YOU WANNA DIE SHITTY HAIR?!? LET’S FUCKING GO THEN!”
“Oi, oi, don’t get a head start!”
“I’M GONNA KICK YOUR ASS AFTER I WIN!”
Todoroki lets out a quiet huff and turns back to Izuku. The freckled boy smiles gratefully at him.
“Thank you,” he says softly.
Todoroki nods and looks down to where his hand is still touching Izuku’s ribs. His hand is covered in a thin layer of frost, preventing Izuku’s quirk from activating through skin contact. He slowly swipes his thumb over the scar, causing Izuku to shiver, goosebumps breaking over his skin.
“T-Todoroki-kun?” He swallows, suddenly finding it a little harder to breathe. When did the air get so thin?
The taller boy has him cornered against the lockers, but he doesn’t even seem to notice. His mismatched eyes stay transfixed on the scar as his thumb gently runs over it. He almost looks… sad. Regretful.
Izuku blinks, trying to ignore the way his heart is seemingly trying to beat out of his chest. “Todoroki-kun?”
Todoroki looks up at him then, slowly tearing his eyes away from the scar to meet his gaze. Neither of them say anything for a few moments.
Then, “You shouldn’t have any.”
Izuku frowns. “What?”
A quiet sigh, and then Todoroki’s other hand slowly comes up to brush his fingers around his own scar around his eye. “You shouldn’t have any,” he repeats, just as softly, “Scars, I mean. Stain… he… if I had just-”
“Todoroki-kun.” Izuku shakes his head, pulling away from Todoroki’s icy touch. “This… Don’t blame yourself for this.”
Todoroki presses his lips together. “If I had been stronger-”
“But you weren’t.” The other boy flinches, but Izuku continues, “You weren’t... because you are a fifteen year-old boy who fought against a villain responsible for the deaths of numerous pro heroes. You’ll get stronger, Todoroki-kun, don’t worry.” Izuku smiles. “You held your own against the Hero Killer. Give yourself some credit. We wouldn’t have made it out alive if it weren’t for you.”
Todoroki doesn’t really look convinced, but steps back to give Izuku space to put his shirt back on. Izuku turns around, noticing that his ribs still feel cold. His heart is still beating rapidly too, although he isn’t really sure why. This isn’t the first time it’s done this around Todoroki. Maybe he’s getting sick? He should do some more research on heart arrhythmias with Recovery Girl later.
“Alright, let’s go.”
The rest of his classes pass by fairly quickly, and then comes his lesson with Recovery Girl. Like she said, there are a good number of second-years in need of healing. Wanting to give him plenty of chances to get familiar with this new output-controlling technique, she leaves the majority of the students to him, only using her own quirk on the more serious injuries.
Once again, he tries to focus on where his energy leaves his body through his fingertips. It feels strange now that he’s aware of it, like a channel flowing through his fingers. He pictures the hose in his mind and does everything he can to narrow it down, to stem the flow of energy. It’s… difficult, to say the least. Especially since whatever he’s trying to manipulate is in no way tangible. He supposes it’s more of a mental thing. He does his best to concentrate, but it doesn’t help that his quirk automatically shuts off as soon as the injury is healed.
By the end of his lesson, he’s frustrated and drained. Recovery Girl reassures him that this new development is a good thing; when he described his strange new awareness of this intangible part of his body that he had never really felt before, she said that it must have something to do with his quirk. That this must be his body giving him some way to control his ability.
She seems so certain, and his fingertips still tingle, so he does his best not to be too disheartened. He’s soon distracted by All Might, who asks to speak with him after his lesson. The hero is still in his muscled form as he leads him to the teachers’ lounge, but once he closes the door he deflates.
“Have you talked to Sir Nighteye?” Izuku asks as soon as they’re alone.
All Might glances at him in surprise before his expression smoothes into a smile. “Yes, I did. He called me not long after you left his agency.”
“And?” Izuku prompts.
All Might slowly sits down on the couch, a soft smile still on his face. His blue eyes look thoughtful. “We’ve spoken a few times since. Our bond is… mending. I was truly surprised to learn that he held no ill will towards me, after everything…”
Izuku sits across from him and arches an eyebrow. “You should’ve seen his agency,” he says bluntly, “There was a giant cardboard cutout of you in his office. Trust me, ill will is the last thing on his mind.”
All Might chuckles, “Ah, yes, he’s always been a bit of a fanboy.”
It’s one hell of an understatement, one Izuku ignores in favor of asking, “He mentioned he wanted you to find a successor after you got injured. Is it Mirio-senpai?” It’s half-baked theory, one formed out of mild curiosity as to the older boy’s place in all this. He could just happen to be someone Sir Nighteye has taken an interest in, but something about him tells Izuku otherwise.
All Might briefly looks surprised. “How much did Nighteye tell you?” His voice has an odd tone to it, one that Izuku doesn’t know how to interpret.
“About Mirio-senpai? Not much.”
All Might pauses, then says, “I’m going to meet with Young Togata soon. I guess we’ll see how it goes.”
Izuku nods, wondering how the number one hero will go about mentoring Mirio if he does take him as a successor. Their quirks aren’t very similar, but maybe it’s more about the whole ‘Symbol of Peace’ thing? Mirio’s definitely got that type of personality, and his quirk could easily put him in the top ten once he’s a pro hero.
All Might seems to hesitate for a moment. Izuku tilts his head curiously, but all the man says is, “Anyway- How did the rest of your internship go? Chiyo-san told me about your encounter with the Hero Killer, so that’s why I texted you that night, but I didn’t have the chance to check in with you afterwards.”
“Oh, it was fine. I learned a lot…” Izuku trails off. He can’t imagine why All Might would be curious about healer stuff, though there’s a good chance he’s probably just asking to be polite. Instead, Izuku finds himself talking about Stain. How he ran after the Nomu attacked his ambulance, how he found Stain right when he was about to kill Iida, how useless he was during the fight, how even his friends told him that it wasn’t his place to get involved in that. Just talking about it leaves him feeling bitter. He also mentions what Stain said about Shigaraki having his eye on him.
That seems to make All Might concerned more so than anything else. “He said what, my boy?”
Taken aback by his reaction, Izuku explains, “He said that Shigaraki showed him a picture of me. And… he had said that I was troublesome? Stain even knew my name…”
All Might swallows thickly and puts his chin in his hands, elbows perched on his knees as he hunches forward, brows furrowed in contemplation. He looks so tense that it makes Izuku nervous.
“All Might?” He questions.
The man sighs through his nose. “After the attack on Hosu… Sir Nighteye and I spoke again. With all that has happened, this League of Villains might be more of a problem than we thought. He theorized that… that there might be someone behind this. Acting as the brains of the League of Villains. Principal Nedzu-san had previously brought up the idea of Shigaraki being guided by someone, and now I believe it might be true.” He looks grim. Izuku is about to ask who he thinks it is, when he says, “I believe this person might be the villain who I fought with six years ago. The one that hurt me…”
Izuku’s eyes widen. “What? But… But I thought you defeated him?”
“I thought so too,” All Might admits, “But it makes sense. That villain… I know him well. And this… everything that he’s doing, it’s exactly his style. And it makes sense that it’s him. How Shigaraki knew that I was injured, the Nomus-” He cuts himself off abruptly. Izuku frowns in confusion. All Might shakes his head quickly and clenches his fists. “It sets my teeth on edge to think that he still managed to survive after our fight. And now with what you’ve told me…” He grits his teeth. “I can’t begin to imagine why someone like him has taken an interest in you.”
Izuku swallows nervously. He’s never seen All Might look so… distraught before. This villain must be truly horrible if he can make the number one hero look like this. There’s still a lot Izuku’s confused about, but a thought pops into his head.
“What if he’s still hurt?” He suggests warily, “What if he needs a healer? I mean, I was the only one able to heal you. I bet this guy is in the same weakened state that you were in.” All Might stares at him. Izuku recalls the way Kurogiri looked at him during USJ. A knot of fear grows in his throat. “So… so that means…”
“No- no, Young Midoriya,” All Might interrupts, leaning forward to place his larger hands over Izuku’s, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have brought this up. I don’t want you to worry about this. It’s just a theory, after all, I could be completely wrong and he might have nothing to do with the League of Villains.”
Izuku is still uneasy. “But if you’re right-”
“Then I’ll just have to defeat him again,” All Might says, then gives him a forced smile, “Don’t trouble yourself with this, my boy. Focus on your studies and training your quirk.” He puts a hand on his head, but doesn’t ruffle his curls. Blue eyes gaze at him earnestly. “And thank you for helping me with Nighteye.” He huffs fondly, “You’re giving me back everything that I had lost.”
Izuku can’t help but smile slightly. He knows All Might is just trying to brush this off. If what he said is true, then Izuku would be in danger. However, if this villain is still weakened, then he probably wouldn’t dare to attack Izuku now that All Might is gaining his strength back, right? Maybe All Might is right, maybe Izuku doesn’t have anything to worry about? There’s certainly nothing he can do about it now, so focusing on his studies and quirk is as good an idea as any.
All Might walks him to the door and gives him one last pat on the head before sending him off. Izuku walks down the hallway, idly wondering if he’ll find Kacchan in the homeroom or training in the gym.
He doesn’t see All Might’s smile drop, nor does he see him turn and walk towards the principal’s office.
Notes:
Happy Tuesday here's some gay and some angst.
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Next chapter, Shinsooooooooouuuuuu
Chapter 21: The Hostage
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Izuku has a nightmare about Stain that night.
He’s had a couple of them since Hosu, and they leave him sweaty and paranoid for the rest of the night. They’re always about the same thing; he gets to the alley too late, he doesn’t reach Iida in time, he doesn’t knock Todoroki away from Stain’s blade. Either way, his friends always end up dead in the end. And the horrible feeling of helplessness puts a rock in his throat and keeps him up for hours afterwards.
He’s always been a slow starter in the mornings, but even Kacchan casts him a concerned glance as they walk to school. Izuku does his best to push through his fatigue and get excited for the new day. He cheers with his classmates when Aizawa tells them about the training camp during summer break. Their teacher warns them that those who fail to pass the end of term test will be stuck in remedial school. This makes Izuku wonder if Recovery Girl will give him a final exam too.
He finds out later that she does, in fact, intend to give him some sort of test. When he asks more about it, though, all she tells him is to keep studying and training. Which is… annoying. He’s fine with studying, but he hates not knowing what to study for. Leaving him in the dark is a surefire way of giving him anxiety.
At least he’s able to make some progress with his quirk over the next few days. By the end of the week, he’s able to sort of slow the output of energy. It takes an immense amount of concentration just to barely make a dent in his metaphorical hose, but Recovery Girl says that the rate he heals wounds at has slowed by at least ten percent. So that’s… something. He’s still nowhere near being able to make his quirk stop, but he’ll take what he can get.
On Friday, his usual morning check-in with his mentor is interrupted by Shinsou walking into the infirmary. Izuku startles, surprised to see the tall purple-haired boy who he hasn’t spoken to since before the Sports Festival. He’s even more surprised to see him covered in bruises.
He opens his mouth to speak, but Recovery Girl beats him to it.
“Are you kidding me? You were here nearly everyday last week!” She huffs irritably and ushers him towards the bed. “I’m going to be having a serious chat with Aizawa-san after this!”
Shinsou winces and sits down. “Sorry.”
Izuku blinks in confusion, glancing between the boy and his mentor. “Uh… what?”
Shinsou glances at him and explains, “I did my internship week with Aizawa-sensei. He approached me after the Sports Festival and offered to train me.”
“Oh!” Izuku is a bit taken aback, but happy. “That’s great! Er, I’m assuming you’re still training with him, though?”
“Yeah,” Shinsou says, watching him carefully, “He’s gonna help me transfer into the hero course.”
“Well, that’s not going to happen if he keeps beating you black-and-blue like this!” Recovery Girl says snippily, then turns towards her apprentice. “Midoriya-kun, if you would…” She gestures to Shinsou.
Getting the message, Izuku hesitantly approaches the other boy. He’s a bit nervous- he’s only ever talked to Shinsou once before, and it wasn’t a very friendly encounter on Shinsou’s part. He seems different now, though. Still tired and devoid of emotion, but his indigo eyes hold less of a hard edge to them than last time. Izuku’s skin still prickles as they watch him closely. Ducking his head, he gently places a hand on Shinsou’s forearm and concentrates on controlling his quirk. He thinks he manages to squeeze the hose a bit tighter this time, healing Shinsou’s bruises more slowly than usual.
Shinsou lets out a sigh of relief when he’s done. “Thanks,” he says. Then he pauses, seemingly hesitating, before he adds, “By the way- I, uh… Before the Sports Festival, what I said to you… er…” He rubs the back of his neck and glances away. “Sorry,” he coughs awkwardly, “I was frustrated and it was kind of a dick move. So…”
Izuku perks up, pleasantly surprised by his apology. Maybe he’s like Todoroki? Aloof and intimidating on the outside, but secretly just dorky and socially awkward? Either way, Izuku is grateful that he’s trying to ease the tension.
“It’s okay,” he says, then pauses, “Well- no, it wasn’t, but I accept your apology.” He gives him a bright smile.
Shinsou squints slightly before glancing away again with a huff. “I gotta admit, you’ve got some damn protective classmates,” he says. “Teacher too. You didn’t see him interrupt that mess in the hallway before the Festival. First lesson I got from him was on the importance of healers. As if your classmates hadn’t done a good enough job with that.” He grumbles the last part.
Izuku flushes at this. “Sorry!”
“‘t’s alright.” Shinsou shrugs. “Guess I deserved it.”
“I- I’m glad you’re getting a second chance, though!” Izuku says, “I’m sure you’ll make a great hero.”
Shinsou’s eyes sharpen slightly. “You don’t even know what my quirk is.” His voice has a tone that Izuku can’t decipher, but he suddenly feels like he’s being tested.
Swallowing, he asks warily, “What is it?”
“Brainwashing,” Shinsou says, “I can control the mind of anyone who verbally responds to me and make them do whatever I say.” He looks down at Izuku through hooded eyes as he says this. He sounds proud of his quirk- no, not proud. There’s something else in his voice, almost like he’s trying to scare Izuku. And sure, brainwashing is kind of a scary quirk, but all Izuku can think now is how cool it is.
“That’s awesome!” He exclaims, “What a useful quirk! It’s perfect for hero work! You can take villains down just by talking to them? Man, you’d be a godsend in hostage negotiations!” He giggles, not noticing the stunned expression on Shinsou. “I think I get why Aizawa-sensei has taken an interest in you. You both have emitter-type quirks and- oh! You’ll probably rely on your own physical skill when it comes to fighting, right? Is that why you couldn’t pass the entrance exam?” He’s rambling now. “My friend Kacchan said they had to take down robots, but I guess your quirk wouldn’t work on them, right? That doesn’t seem fair. It’s strange that UA hasn’t noticed that their test is so flawed. Although maybe they have, since they do allow students to transfer into the hero course if they do well in the Sports Festival. Do you think-?”
“Midoriya-kun,” Recovery Girl interrupts, rolling her eyes fondly.
Izuku startles. “Oh, sorry, sorry, I didn’t mean to ramble!” He waves his hands sheepishly.
Shinsou is looking at him oddly. “It’s... alright.”
Tilting his head, Izuku asks, “So, are you going to join class 1-A then? We have an empty spot.”
“I hope so,” Shinsou replies, “I mean, if all goes well…”
“It will!” Izuku nods resolutely. “Aizawa-sensei’s a great teacher! You’ll be ready for the hero course in no time!” On a whim, he adds, “And if you ever need a sparring partner, I’d be willing to help out.”
That seems to surprise Shinsou. He raises an eyebrow. “You want to spar with me?”
Izuku, of course, knows exactly what’s going through his mind. “I may be a healer, but can certainly handle myself in a fight. Just ask Todoroki-kun! Sure, he won the Sports Festival, but I totally knocked him on his ass during our first sparring class!” He grins triumphantly, lifting his clenched fists.
Shinsou looks like he doesn’t quite know what to make of him, but his lips twitch upwards when he huffs, “Alright, then, I’ll consider it.” The warning bell rings and he gets up. “Thanks for healing me. I’ll try not to show up as often.”
“Please,” Recovery Girl says as he leaves.
Izuku is sure that he does try, but knowing how merciless of a teacher Aizawa can be, he’s not at all surprised when Shinsou shows up at the door at the end of his after school lesson with Recovery Girl later that day, freshly covered in scrapes and bruises. Izuku sighs and steps aside, letting him in.
“Is this going to be a common thing?”
“Probably.”
One day during the next week, Izuku is walking down the hallway after school, having just finished his lesson with Recovery Girl. It was a shorter lesson today, only about half as long as usual because his mentor had to leave early to attend some board meeting. He isn’t quite sure what to do with himself now; a lot of his classmates, Kacchan included, have taken to training after school, no doubt wanting to be as ready as they can be for the physical portion of their final exams. He doesn’t want to disturb Kacchan, so he finds himself making his way over to Gym Gamma, hoping to get in some of his own training.
He peeks his head through the door to see if it’s empty.
It’s not.
The first thing he notices is that Shinsou and Aizawa are sparring together. The second thing he notices is that Shinsou is getting his ass handed to him. Izuku winces as the purple-haired boy’s chest hits the mat with a loud thud, Aizawa keeping him pinned with his arm twisted behind his back.
“Alright, alright, you got me!” Shinsou gripes. Aizawa lets go and Shinsou rolls onto his back, panting heavily. “Can’t we work on the capture weapon now?”
“I told you,” Aizawa replies, sounding bored, “I’m not teaching you how to use a capture weapon until you can hold your own in a fight.”
Grumbling, Shinsou gets to his feet. “We’ve been at this for two weeks! It’s gonna take me ages before I can beat you!”
Aizawa’s lip twitches. “You don’t have to beat me, you just have to hold your own. Quit trying to rush things, you’ve already been making good progress. So let’s-” Suddenly, his eyes dart up to meet Izuku’s. The greenette stifles a squeak and pulls his head back behind the door, but it’s too late. “Midoriya-kun. Come over here.”
Swallowing, Izuku accepts his fate and sidles into the gym, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. “Sorry sensei, I didn’t mean to be nosy. I just wanted to see if the gym was being used.”
“Did you want to train too?” Aizawa arches a brow as Izuku steps onto the mat. When the boy nods, he jerks his head towards Shinsou. “Good. Spar with him.”
“Huh?” Both Izuku and Shinsou simultaneously say.
Aizawa is already stepping off the mat. “It’ll be easier for me to see your mistakes and fix them if I’m watching from the sidelines. Plus, it’s good to have a variety of sparring partners. Fighting a short person is different from fighting a tall person.”
Izuku pouts. “I’m not that short,” he grumbles under his breath. Shinsou makes a noise that sounds suspiciously like a snort.
“Well?” Aizawa says, gazing at them expectantly.
The two boys glance at each other. Shinsou shrugs, and Izuku quickly takes off his jacket and tie before dropping into a fighting stance. Shinsou does so too, eyeing him up and down before making the first move. He swings- far too wide- with his right fist and Izuku easily dodges, darting in to land a quick hit to his ribs before stepping back. He could aim a kick at his knees, but he wants to give Shinsou a chance to fight back before he takes him down.
The purple-haired boy briefly looks surprised before turning to attack him again. Izuku dodges the next few punches, getting in a few light hits of his own, but mostly just being quick on his feet. He can see Shinsou’s problems- he has lanky limbs that would be difficult to dodge if he didn’t take up so much time with his attacks. He needs to keep everything more condensed, keep his limbs close to his body before darting out with quick strikes.
Shinsou is starting to get frustrated with Izuku practically dancing around him. In the corner of his eye, the greenette can see Aizawa looking a bit irritated as he follows him with his gaze, probably annoyed with how long he’s prolonging the fight for, so he decides to end it. In a swift movement, he sweeps Shinsou’s legs out from under him before pinning him down with his weight.
“Damn it,” Shinsou growls.
Izuku keeps him pinned, hearing Aizawa walk towards them.
“Midoriya-kun,” the teacher drawls, “Can you tell Shinsou-kun what he did wrong?”
Izuku glances at him briefly before looking back at Shinsou, who is wearing a very disgruntled expression. “He swung too wide and he wasn’t fast enough. It made all of his moves easy to see and easy to dodge. You should keep your limbs closer to your body. Don’t be so loose, but also don’t be too tight?” The last part comes out sounding like a question. He glances at Aizawa for affirmation and the man nods.
“Now, Shinsou-kun,” he says, “What did Midoriya-kun do wrong?”
Shinsou blinks, clearly not knowing what to say. “Uh…”
“Let me rephrase that.” Aizawa sends a very pointed glance at Izuku. “What is a weakness that a smaller opponent might have?”
Izuku wrinkles his nose childishly while Shinsou ponders. After a moment, he wiggles his arm free, grabbing Izuku by the shoulder and pushing him to the side. Izuku squeaks as Shinsou rolls them over and pins him down.
“He’s light,” Shinsou says, grinning down at him triumphantly. Izuku sticks his tongue out at him.
“Exactly.” Aizawa looks at Izuku. “If you need to pin someone, don’t use your weight like that. You should twist their arm into a difficult position or something like that.”
Izuku nods. Shinsou lets him up after a moment and says, “You’re really good, though. Where’d you learn that stuff?”
“Oh, I’ve been taking self-defense classes for a while now,” Izuku says, the words feeling rather repetitive as he reaches up to fix his ponytail. He feels like he’s told a lot of people that recently. A spark of warmth tickles his heart. ‘I guess that means I’m making a lot of new friends!’ He thinks with a small smile.
“What about you?” He asks, “Did you just start learning how to fight during your internship week?” Shinsou nods. “You’re doing pretty good so far. I’m sure Aizawa-sensei is a fearsome opponent.” He flashes Aizawa a cheeky grin and the man just huffs.
“He kicks my ass every time,” Shinsou complains. “But once I get better, he’ll be teaching me how to use a capture weapon.”
“Once you get better,” Aizawa says pointedly. Shinsou sighs dramatically, making Izuku chuckle.
Smoothing out his curls, he says, “That reminds me, I need to find myself a weapon to train with. Recovery Girl said that it’s important for healers to have one, but I’m having trouble thinking of what to get.” He tilts his head thoughtfully. “It needs to be something light, something that I can carry with me and that won’t get in the way of my costume.”
Shinsou and Aizawa share a glance over his head.
“Sounds like a capture weapon,” Shinsou says.
Izuku pauses and frowns. “Why would I need to capture someone?”
“You don’t need to use it for capture,” Aizawa says, “You saw me fighting at USJ. It’s good for keeping villains at a distance, and it won’t weigh you down much.”
Shinsou pipes up, “Plus, it can double as gauze if you run out.” Izuku and Aizawa glance at him. “What? It could.”
Izuku eyes the scarf around Aizawa’s neck and considers it. “I guess it’s not a bad idea…”
“‘Course, it won’t be easy to learn to use one,” the teacher sniffs, “It took me six years before I could properly use mine.” When Izuku’s eyes widen, he adds, “But then again, I didn’t have someone to teach me. You could join Shinsou-kun’s lessons and learn alongside him.”
Shinsou gives him a Cheshire-like grin. “Yeah, come suffer with me!” Aizawa gives him a sharp look that would make Izuku cower if it was directed at him, but Shinsou just smiles at him innocently.
“I-I would love to,” Izuku says, “But I already have my after school lessons with Recovery Girl.”
Aizawa idly scratches his scruffy cheek. “I’ll talk to her,” he grunts, “See if we can work something out. If she really believes it’s important, then she’ll probably be fine with me stealing some of her time with you.” The raven-haired man looks down at him. “So what do you say?”
Izuku smiles eagerly. “Sure!”
After some discussion, they end up working out a schedule with Recovery Girl. Izuku will train with Aizawa and Shinsou on Tuesdays and Thursdays after school. Since their lessons often run longer than the hour Izuku spends with Recovery Girl, he’ll spend the first half hour with her to at least go over the day’s patients and maybe heal a couple of people before joining Aizawa’s lesson halfway through. It’s difficult to fit yet another thing into his already busy schedule, but it’s worth it.
Training with Shinsou is great. He’s not nearly as good of a fighter as Izuku, but he’s a fast learner and is willing to push forward even when he’s tired. It’s easier for Aizawa to fix his mistakes when he’s watching him spar with Izuku rather than himself, so they start to make more rapid progress.
Shinsou is surprisingly fun to hang out with too. He has an incredibly dry and sarcastic sense of humor that throws Izuku off at first, but it’s not long before he’s inviting the boy to sit with him at lunch. Shinsou doesn’t take him up on the offer until a week later. Then, it’s as if he’s been a part of the group for ages. Izuku’s friends-minus Kacchan- are more than happy to welcome him in, especially after learning he might join their class soon. Izuku figures it’s better for Shinsou to start befriending his future classmates sooner rather than later.
Meanwhile, their afternoon hero classes have steadily been getting more and more difficult. All Might seems to be focusing on their ability to maneuver around quickly in all sorts of environments. They haven’t done much direct combat, which Izuku is grateful for, but it looks like that’s about to change soon.
During one class in the middle of June, All Might pulls Izuku aside once he’s gotten changed into his healer costume.
“You’re going to be doing something a little different than the rest of your classmates,” All Might says.
Izuku winces. “Let me guess, they’re doing more combat training?”
All Might’s smile turns into something more mischievous and secretive. “Something like that.”
Izuku starts to get nervous.
All Might has him stay by his side until everyone has gathered around him. Kacchan arches an eyebrow at Izuku, who just shrugs cluelessly. He jumps in surprise when All Might plops a large hand on his shoulder and grins.
“You may be wondering why we’ve come here today!” All Might’s voice booms as he gestures to the buildings of Ground Beta. “Well, today’s training will entail a bit of roleplay!” Izuku is bewildered as to why he sounds so excited. Unsurprisingly, Kaminari, ever the unmature one, snickers at this. All Might continues, oblivious. “You all, of course, will be the heroes! I, however, will be your villain. And Young Midoriya-”
Izuku lets out a surprised squeal as two muscled arms suddenly wrap around his torso and lift him up. “All Might?!?”
“-will be my hostage!” All Might declares. The students tense up, bracing themselves for a fight. All Might’s eyes flash. “You have forty minutes to rescue him.”
The hero squats down before leaping into the air. Izuku shrieks and clutches his arms for dear life, but All Might holds him to his chest securely. They land on top of a building with a heavy thump.
“I’m bait?!?” Izuku exclaims.
“No, you’re a hostage,” All Might says patiently, “And I’m a villain. This is a great training exercise for these young heroes. Plus-” He shifts his grip. “This is exciting! I never get to be the villain!”
Izuku can’t see the man’s face, but he can practically hear the eager grin in his voice. Seriously? Why does he have to be the hostage? Well- he does suppose he wouldn’t have much of a part to play in rescue training, as a healer…
With a huffy little sigh, he begrudgingly lets himself go limp. So much for his own training.
Mere seconds after they land on the roof, the sounds of explosions erupt from the street below. Kacchan rockets over to them, a snarl on his face.
“Give him back, you fucker!”
All Might shifts Izuku over to one arm and flicks his fingers with his free hand, creating a blast of air that knocks Kacchan backwards. A moment later, Todoroki appears, having bolstered himself up with an iceberg. He makes to attack, but All Might grabs Izuku’s head in his massive hand.
“Ah, ah, ah,” All Might warns, “I’m a villain now, remember? I can hurt my hostage at any moment.”
Todoroki freezes. Izuku does too, even though they both know All Might won’t actually hurt him. But this is way too similar to his situation with Stain. Izuku can see it in Todoroki’s eyes- they look the same as they did back then. Angry and frustrated, but ultimately fearful.
He stands down.
Kacchan recovers from the attack and blasts his way onto the roof. He lunges at All Might, but Todoroki stops him with a block of ice. “Wait!”
“What the fuck are you doing, Half n’ Half?!” Kacchan snarls, whirling on him. As he does, other students finally reach the rooftop too. Sero swings himself and Kaminari up with his tape, Yaoyorozu makes a grappling hook for herself, and Uraraka makes herself and a few others float while Asui swings them over with her tongue. They circle around All Might, who tightens his hold on Izuku.
“Fighting villains is different when they have a hostage,” he says, “Everything you do will have a direct effect on the hostage. Attack carelessly and I could use Young Midoriya as a human shield.” He gives a pointed look to Kacchan, who seethes. “Your job is to save him without getting him hurt. How will you do that? Well, I think the answer should be obvious.”
With that said, he takes off into the air again, this time landing on the ground. The next half hour goes by very slowly. Every time the students circle around All Might, he moves again. Just catching up to him eats up a lot of time. And when they do, they struggle to figure out how to take him on without hurting Izuku. It’s difficult and frustrating for his classmates, but Izuku just finds himself getting kind of bored.
“You know,” Izuku says when they’re alone, “If Shinsou-kun was here, this fight would be over in two seconds.”
“Is that the boy you’re training with now?” All Might asks, flicking another stream of air at Kacchan when the blond rounds the corner, “Aizawa-san’s apprentice?”
“Yeah, you’d love him,” Izuku says, “He’s like Aizawa-sensei but sassier.”
“Oh lord.” All Might jumps out of the way when the ground beneath him freezes. “You’ll have to try harder than that, you zygotes! Mwah ha ha ha ha!” His chest vibrates with the booming laugh. He’s really having way too much fun with this.
Izuku, in a very deadpanned voice, says, “Aaaah.”
“We’re coming, Midoriya-kun!” Hagakure’s voice cries out from… somewhere.
“Hang in there, buddy!”
“We’ll save you!”
“Cool,” Izuku sniffs, flashing a thumbs up to no one in particular.
The clock ticks by as All Might continues to get chased around. Then, all of the sudden, everyone seems to disappear. All Might glances around at the empty street, standing just outside of some sort of parking garage.
“Oh heroes, where are you?” He calls out, “Don’t tell me you left Young Midoriya to fend for himself!”
Izuku is kind of tempted to bite him.
Something hits the ground behind them and All Might whirls around just as the object explodes, a cloud of smoke bursting out. “A smoke screen?” All Might questions, jumping backwards to avoid it. However, that means that now they’re inside the parking garage, shrouded in the dim light.
Just as Izuku realizes what’s about to happen, he hears Dark Shadow’s roar. Another smoke bomb goes off, this one unavoidable in the tight quarters. Izuku can’t see anything anymore, but he can hear multiple battle cries from his classmates, as well as the sound of Todoroki’s ice freezing over something. A mass of darkness swirls around them and All Might’s arms suddenly loosen their grip slightly. As soon as they do, Izuku feels a long slimy tongue wrap around his torso and yank him away. He isn’t quite sure what happens then, he feels a lot of hands moving him around, and the next thing he knows he’s out in the blinding sunlight once more.
It takes him a moment to realize that Iida is carrying him away from the parking garage, where sounds of fighting erupt.
“Midoriya-kun!” Iida looks down at him worriedly. “Are you alright?!?”
Izuku blinks up at him, noticing that he’s being carried bridal-style. “Uh, yeah. A bit confused, but-”
“Not so fast, Young Iida!” All Might is suddenly running beside them. Before Iida can even react, All Might knocks him aside and grabs Izuku once more. The rest of his classmates are desperately dashing over from the garage.
“Not a bad plan!” All Might says as they circle around him. Izuku is really getting quite tired of being carried like this. All Might’s arms are wrapped around his torso, leaving his legs dangling awkwardly.
Wait a minute.
“I’m glad you realized that teamwork is the key to dealing with hostage situations,” All Might says, “Unfortunately, your realization has come a bit too late. Your time is almost up, so-”
Izuku kicks him in the balls.
“Agh!”
All Might’s grip slackens, and Izuku proceeds to sink his teeth into his arm and clamp down until the man drops him. Then, he makes a mad dash while his classmates surge past him, now having free reign to attack All Might all at once. He almost pities the man when he hears the utterly furious screech that Kacchan lets out, followed by a booming explosion.
“Midoriya!”
Something bumps into him and then he’s been swept off his feet again. The wind whips past them as Todoroki swiftly glides across the ground on his ice, carrying Izuku bridal-style. And as thrilled as Izuku is to be in his arms rather than All Might’s, he’s kind of done with being passed around.
“Are you alright?” Todoroki asks.
Why would he not be? It’s not like All Might was actually going to hurt him.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” he says, “Thanks.”
There’s a particularly loud yell behind them and Todoroki glances over his shoulder.
“Incoming!” Someone shouts.
Todoroki skids to a half briefly and stomps his foot on the ground, creating a massive glacier like the one from the Sports Festival. All Might must’ve been chasing them, but the sounds of fighting continue on a moment later, now muffled by the ice. Todoroki whirls around and continues sliding, only to suddenly take a sharp left and swerve into a building. Izuku isn’t quite sure where he’s taking him. Todoroki kicks open a door and finally puts Izuku down, shoving him forward into the dark room before following him and- wow, that’s a tight fit. He shuts the door and makes a wall of ice as an additional barrier, leaving them with even less space.
Izuku wiggles uncomfortably, stuck between Todoroki’s chest and something else. “Todoroki-kun?”
There’s a click and a light above them turns on, dim and occasionally flickering. Izuku blinks and struggles to glance around.
“A closet?”
“He won’t expect us to hide in here,” Todoroki explains, panting heavily from his ordeal, “He thinks we’re still running. We can hide here until the time runs out. It shouldn’t be long.”
“Oh.” Izuku hopes it won’t be long. It’s dusty and cramped in here. Silence falls between them and Izuku tries to figure out what to say. “Uh, funny how this is the lesson we’re learning, right? I mean… ‘cause, um… er…”
Crap, why’d he say that?
Izuku can’t really see Todoroki’s face from where he’s pressed against him, but he can feel him shift. “It’s like we were back in that alley,” he says lowly.
Izuku tries to reassure him. “You know All Might wouldn’t have hurt me.”
“I know, I know, it’s just…” Todoroki sighs, and Izuku can feel his breath disturb the curls on the top of his head. “I couldn’t do anything.”
“Alone,” Izuku points out.
“Even working together, we couldn’t really do anything.” Todoroki pauses, then huffs a bit more lightly, “I can’t believe you kicked him in the balls.”
Izuku smiles against his costume. “It’ll become one of my most treasured memories.”
A little snort of laughter escapes Todoroki. Shocked, Izuku pulls back enough to look at his face. Even Todoroki seems mildly surprised.
Izuku’s smile grows. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you laugh before, Todoroki-kun.” He lets out a giggle of his own. “I like it.”
Todoroki stares down at him. For some reason, his face is starting to look a bit flushed. Thanks to their small hiding spot, their faces are very close together. Izuku’s neck is starting to cramp from looking up at Todoroki, so he moves to rest his chin on the boy’s shoulder.
Much like during their first sparring lesson, and later during their internship week, Izuku’s heart starts beating rapidly in response to Todoroki’s close proximity. Thankfully, he doesn’t feel as dizzy or breathless as he did during those times. He kind of likes it, actually. It’s like his insides are all fuzzy and warm. Kind of like how he feels on the rare occasions gets to snuggle with Kacchan, except there’s something else to it.
Todoroki’s heart is beating rapidly against his chest too. Izuku sniffs, noticing an odd burning smell slowly growing stronger. The fabric under his chin is starting to grow warm too…
His eyes fly open.
“Todoroki-kun!” He yelps, jumping backwards, only to grunt when he bumps into a shelf. “You’re burning!”
Izuku can’t really get away from the other boy, but Todoroki is quick to put out his flames. In fact, the room drops about ten degrees colder.
“Sorry, sorry!” Todoroki hastily apologizes, “I-I didn’t mean to-”
Izuku shivers and winces as something hard pokes his back painfully. “Ow, wait, hold on-” He grabs Todoroki’s arm and steps between his feet, trying to get into a more comfortable position. The thing poking his back doesn’t move and he shifts again, accidentally knocking something over. It clatters to the ground and he almost slips, but the other boy catches him.
“Stop,” Todoroki grunts.
“Just- there’s-” Something jabs the back of his thigh and he presses closer to Todoroki, trying to wiggle away from the offending object. The fabric of their costumes slides together unpleasantly as Izuku keeps shifting.
Suddenly, Todoroki lets out a strangled noise in his throat. Hands grab Izuku’s hips and he abruptly finds himself being pressed against the shelf behind him. He groans and twists uncomfortably, but Todoroki’s guttural voice makes him freeze.
“Stop squirming.”
Izuku goes still. Above him, Todoroki breathes heavily, skin flushed as he fixes him with an intense gaze. Izuku swallows.
It’s been a while since those mismatched eyes have made him so nervous.
For a few moments, neither of them speak. Izuku is still very uncomfortable, the shelf digging into his back painfully, but he can’t budge an inch with Todoroki pressed against him like this. The grip on his hips tightens when he tries to move, a silent warning to stay still. Izuku’s heart feels like it’s going to beat out of his chest, and he feels so breathless that he doesn’t trust himself to speak. Instead, he averts his gaze and looks down at Todoroki’s chest. Then, his eyes drop even lower.
Their hips are pressed against each other, Todoroki’s thigh between his legs. With the way they’re squashed together like this, Izuku suddenly realizes why Todoroki was so bothered by his wiggling.
His face burns.
He looks back up at Todoroki, ready to spout a million apologies, but he finds himself trapped by heterochromatic eyes. Todoroki stares at him silently, intensely, and Izuku feels strangely vulnerable under his magnetic gaze.
He gulps. And he comes to his second realization of the day.
The way his heart pounds around Todoroki, how his cheeks flush, how dizzy he gets-
Izuku’s breath catches in his throat.
Oh.
Oh shit-
The buzzer goes off, signalling the end of the training exercise. As if snapped from the trance, Todoroki jerks backwards, hitting the wall of ice. It evaporates a second later and he practically falls out the door.
“Todoroki-kun!” Izuku yelps, but the other boy catches himself before he can hit the ground.
“There you are!” Kirishima spots them through the window and trots into the building, Kacchan on his heels. “Did you hide? Good thinking, Todoroki-kun!”
Todoroki’s face is still flushed. “Mmm hmph,” is all he can get out.
Kirishima tilts his head, concerned. “Are you alright, man? You don’t look so good,” he says, but Todoroki is already stumbling out of the building. “Hey, wait!”
Kacchan turns to Izuku. “What the fuck happened?”
Izuku shakes his head feverishly. He’s still reeling from his realization, but he manages to squeak, “Nothing!”
Kacchan’s eyes narrow. He glances at Kirishima walking away with a decidedly unsteady Todoroki, then glances back at Izuku’s flushed face. His eyes widen slightly.
“No way,” he says after a beat.
Izuku moans and covers his face with his hands. Kacchan is silent for a moment.
Then, he snorts.
“Oh, shut up!” Izuku cries, punching his friend on the shoulder as he bursts out laughing. “It’s not funny!”
“You should- ha ha- see your face!”
“You’re the WORST!”
The next few days are kind of awkward between him and Todoroki. They still sit with each other at lunch, of course, and it’s not like they’re actively avoiding each other. It’s just… a little weird. Tense, perhaps.
But as Izuku snuggles with Sushi in his bed later one night, trying to calm his racing heart as he thinks about Todoroki, he comes to think ‘what does it matter?’. Yes, he can admit that he thinks Todoroki is… pretty. But a lot of people think that! Ashido said that basically all the girls think he’s the most handsome boy in class. Izuku is perfectly fine acknowledging his friend’s attractiveness. And as for all the… physical reactions he has to the boy, well, he figures that could just be attributed to hormones. He knows the human body better than any of his classmates, so he knows that he’s not excluded from the variety of raging hormones that go on in a fifteen year-old’s body. It makes sense, he supposes. He likes Todoroki, they’re good friends, and maybe that coupled with his newfound appreciation for Todoroki’s beauty has given his body and mind all sorts of weird signals.
It’s a perfectly logical explanation. He doesn’t have to worry, nothing has to change, and nothing has to be done about it.
So, despite the fact that he now blushes whenever Todoroki looks at him a certain way, and that Kacchan (and Kirishima, because Kacchan told him, the traitor) has a shit-eating grin whenever he’s in the same room as the bi-colored boy, life continues on as normal.
Or, as normal as life in UA can be.
On more than one occasion, Izuku spots All Might talking to Mirio. He wonders how things are going on that end, if All Might has decided to make Mirio his successor. He doesn’t want to be nosy, though, and he figures All Might would probably come to him about any big developments anyway, so he lets it go.
In regards to training, he’s having varying amounts of success. Aizawa has just started teaching him and Shinsou how to use a capture weapon. Neither of them are very good at it, but Izuku tries not to get frustrated, considering that they just started learning. He also finds that it’s easier to fail when you have someone else to fail with you. His quirk, on the other hand, is showing more improvement. He’s able to slow the flow of energy by fifty percent now. His progress excites him, but he doesn’t forget about one of the things Kamei taught him that he’s wanted to try.
Currently, it’s 4PM in the afternoon, two weeks before finals, and Izuku is tending to Monoma’s wounds. The boy has a nasty cut on his leg that normally wouldn’t be too difficult to heal, except there’s also an annoying amount of gravel stuck in it that Izuku has to pick out first.
Meanwhile, Monoma is complaining very loudly at how ‘unfairly’ Vlad King treated him during whatever exercise class 1-B was doing.
“He just doesn’t see my potential as a leader,” Monoma sniffs disdainfully, “Instead, he chose that hot-head Kamakiri-kun, and his crazy tactics got us trampled by the beast.”
“Beast?” Izuku questions idly, removing a piece of gravel with some tweezers.
Monoma waves his hand dismissively. “Shishida-kun has a quirk that turns him into a big hairy beast. He’s strong, but he goes a little wild sometimes.”
“That must’ve been scary,” Izuku says a bit condescendingly, but it gets the reaction he’s looking for.
Monoma blinks at him, looking mildly surprised before he tilts his chin away with a smirk. “Nah, he’s alright. I’ve dealt with scarier things than him.”
It’s clearly bait, but Izuku takes it. “Like what?”
Monoma’s eyes flash eagerly and he launches into a very dramatic tale of the time he protected his younger brother from not one, but two villains. It’s clearly exaggerated and unrealistic, and about halfway through Izuku realizes that the villains were most likely just some neighborhood bullies. However, Izuku still acts like he’s fascinated with the story, nodding along excitedly and gasping at all the right times. Monoma preens under the attention, but more importantly, he doesn’t give Izuku any trouble as he picks the gravel out of his wound.
“-and, well, that’s just the kind of guy I am,” Monoma finishes, feigning nonchalance.
“That’s really cool, Monoma-kun!” Izuku looks up briefly to smile warmly at him. Monoma’s chest puffs up just a little more.
“Man, class 1-A must not be as impressive as they think they are,” he snorts, “if you’re impressed by a side character like me.”
What starts out as a typical arrogant statement abruptly turns into something surprisingly self-deprecating. Taken aback, Izuku asks, “Huh? What do you mean by ‘side character’?”
“Ah, you know,” Monoma says, turning up his nose, “Those people with flashy quirks like your friends outshine the rest of us. I’m not ignorant, I know my quirk can’t even begin to compete with theirs when it comes to who’s gonna steal the spotlight. Your class is full of main characters, surely you must see that.”
Izuku blinks, dumbfounded. “Uh… what?”
Monoma looks at him like he’s questioning his intelligence. “Your class is full of main characters,” he explains slowly, “They get to be born with perfect quirks that basically guarantee their success so long as they have half a brain, and because their quirks are so perfect and flashy everyone pays attention to them. But not everyone gets to have a flashy quirk. Take your homeroom teacher for example. Sure, people like us can still become heroes, but in a society like this we’re always destined to be side characters.”
Izuku is… honestly shocked. Monoma is always so narcissistic and arrogant, he never thought the boy would think so… little of himself. His voice has a bitter edge to it, but ultimately he looks rather resigned, like he’s already accepted this a long time ago. It makes something pull uncomfortably in Izuku’s chest.
Looking back down at Monoma’s injury, Izuku silently keeps on working. Monoma is quiet too. The pull in Izuku’s chest grows stronger.
He doesn’t pause in his ministrations or take his eyes off of the wound as he hesitantly says, “You know, I wanted to be a hero.” He can feel Monoma’s eyes snap to him, but he continues softly, “And I think a part of me always will. Even though I have this amazing healing quirk, it’s… It’s hard not being able to do what you want because of what you were born with. But even though this isn’t the quirk I wanted, I still love it very much.” He glances at Monoma briefly. “Even though your quirk isn’t as flashy as you would like, even if it might not ever get you into the spotlight… you should always respect the gift you were born with. You can do things that other people can’t. You can save people in ways that other people can’t. So, I guess…”
He removes the last piece of gravel and straightens up. Monoma gazes at him with an indecipherable expression and Izuku gives him a weary smile. “We just have to do the best we can with what we’re given.” After a moment, he adds, “And for what it’s worth, I think you could be a main character. You might have to work a bit harder than everyone else, but you shouldn’t give up and settle for being a side character.”
Monoma stares at him. Then, his lips quirk up into a smirk. “Who said I was giving up?” He says, arching a brow.
Izuku smiles and ducks his head, moving his hand over the boy’s leg to heal him. “There you go, all better. Tell Shishida-kun to be more careful next time.”
“Sure,” Monoma drawls, sliding off the bed. After testing his weight on his newly-healed leg, he walks over to the door. He pauses, then glances at Izuku over his shoulder. A smirk still plays on his lips. “Thanks.”
Izuku watches him leave, chest feeling warm. Hmm, maybe Monoma’s not so bad after all?
The next couple of days go by rather uneventfully. Izuku finds himself becoming a bit stressed as finals approach. Between school, training with Recovery Girl, training with Aizawa, regular homework and Recovery Girl’s homework, he hardly has any time for himself. It doesn’t help that he doesn’t know what to study for Recovery Girl’s exam. Needless to say, his anxiety is having a blast.
When he walks into the infirmary for his after school lesson, he’s surprised to see Mirio there with All Might, who’s in his normal form. Both blonds give him blinding grins when they see him. Izuku squints.
“Hello, Young Midoriya.”
“Kouhai!”
Izuku smiles and walks in, ducking All Might’s hand when he reaches out to ruffle his curls. He doesn’t manage to avoid the arm Mirio plops around his shoulders, but at least he leaves his hair alone.
“How’s your day been, Midoriya-kun?” Mirio beams at him.
Flushing slightly, Izuku averts his gaze and says, “Uh, it’s been fine, I guess. What are you doing here?”
“IIII broke my toe!” Mirio says with flourish, lifting up his foot to display said broken toe.
Izuku stifles a sigh. “Your quirk makes you untouchable. How on earth do you keep breaking things?”
“I’ve been wondering that for the past three years.” Recovery Girl doesn’t even bother to look up from her computer. “I’ve already set it, though, so all you need to do is heal it.”
Izuku looks up at All Might. “And you?”
The man shakes his head, blond tufts swaying. “Oh, I’m fine. I just escorted Young Togata here. I’ll get out of your way.” To Mirio, he says, “Meet me at the gate once you’re done.” Before he leaves, he manages to get his hand on Izuku’s head before the greenette can duck, ruffling his hair and then leaving while Izuku whines in protest.
“What is it with people messing up my hair all the time?” He gripes, fixing his long curls.
“It’s very ruffle-able,” Mirio says decisively.
“I ought to cut it short,” Izuku grumbles under his breath.
“It will still be very ruffle-able.”
Izuku sighs and Mirio snickers. Bending down, he takes Mirio’s foot in his hand and casually asks, “So how are things between you and All Might going, then?”
“Huh?” Mirio blinks at him, stunned. He glances up at the door where All Might left, then back at Izuku. The freckled boy simply arches a brow, and his eyes widen comically. “You know?”
“Of course I know, who do you think healed him?” Izuku finds the expression on Mirio’s face very amusing right now. “Recovery Girl knows too.”
“Oh, good.” Mirio lets out a huge sigh of relief. “I’m glad there’s at least some other people I can talk to about One For All.” Izuku blinks. “I mean, I still can’t believe All Might offered it to me! And Sir Nighteye has been getting me ready for this without me even knowing?!? How crazy is that?!? I mean, of course I’m grateful for it now, considering what he told me about One For All, but-”
“Wait, wait,” Izuku interrupts, frowning in confusion, “I’m totally lost. What the heck is One For All?”
Mirio freezes, looking like a deer caught in headlights. Recovery Girl sighs very loudly from her desk.
“Never underestimate the stupidity of heroes,” she mutters under her breath as she gets up and moves over to the door, poking her head into the hallway. “Toshinori-kun!” She calls out, “Come back here!”
Izuku glances between her and Mirio who blanches, his expression morphing into one of utter dismay. As soon as All Might steps through the door, he blurts, “I’m so sorry, I thought he knew!”
“Knew about what?” Izuku asks, turning to All Might, “What’s One For All? And why are you giving it to Mirio-senpai?”
All Might stares at him. Then, he lets out a world-weary sigh and reaches behind him to lock the door. Izuku frowns.
“Don’t worry,” All Might says to a very guilty-looking Mirio, “I was going to tell him eventually.”
“Tell me what?” Izuku presses, frustration rising in his chest. What’s going on here? Mirio looks like he just accidentally ran over someone’s dog, All Might looks like he’s resigned himself to some unknown fate, and Recovery Girl looks like she’s just done with all of their bullshit, which- well, that’s not an unusual look for her. But they all clearly know something that he doesn’t, so of course he can’t help being curious about what it is!
And- he won’t admit this out loud- but a small, teeny tiny part of him is just a little bit offended that he was left out of this secret.
All Might and Mirio share a look that Izuku doesn’t understand, and then the number one hero turns to him, wordlessly gesturing to his desk chair. The greenette reluctantly goes over and sits down, All Might doing the same on a spare stool a couple feet away from him. Mirio takes a step back to give them some space but stays standing, and Izuku pretends not to notice the way he’s watching his mentor with thinly-veiled anxiousness in his eyes.
Looking at All Might, Izuku doesn’t ask again, but gazes at him imploringly. The man presses his lips together for a moment, then says, “To answer your question, ‘What’s One For All?’- it is my quirk. That’s what it’s called.”
Izuku blinks in surprise. All Might’s quirk? That’s… not what he was expecting. Such a strange name for a quirk like his- why One For All? All Might’s immensely powerful quirk is something that has been speculated on for many years, but- wait a minute.
Mirio said that All Might offered One For All to him.
Izuku’s brows furrow, but before he can open his mouth to ask anything, All Might continues, “One For All is a… very special quirk, the true nature of it being a very tightly kept secret, known to only a few select people. The tabloids called it ‘superhuman strength’ and a ‘boost’, and I always dodged the question during interviews with a funny joke. Because the Symbol of Peace, All Might, had to be a natural born hero.”
And the way he says that, the expression on his face, makes Izuku’s heart skip a beat. What...What is he saying? Is he not a natural born hero ? That’s impossible- he’s All Might!
But the steadfast look in All Might’s eyes chases away any thoughts that he might be lying, and the confirmation comes a moment later. “But Young Midoriya, that is not the case,” he says in a severe, but not bitter, tone. Then he straightens up slightly and spreads his arms, declaring, “My quirk was passed on to me like a sacred torch. It is the ability to transfer power from one individual to another. One person cultivates the power and passes it on to another person who also cultivates it and passes it on- that is the power of One For All! It is the crystallization of power that spins together the voices of those who need help with a courageous heart!”
He finishes his short speech with a triumphant lilt in his voice. Izuku stares at him blankly, his mind reeling.
From her desk, Recovery Girl sniffs.
All Might lowers his arms slowly. “So,” he coughs slightly, “Yes, well… that is One For All-”
“What?!?” Izuku finally manages to choke out, eyes wide, “I- I don’t-”
No more words follow and his mouth is just left hanging open for a few moments before he closes it, frustration burning in his chest as his mind whirls with confusion.
It sounds impossible, it has to be impossible- but then again, everything about All Might always seems to be impossible…
All Might’s large hand reaches to grasp his. “I was going to tell you eventually, I swear,” he says earnestly, “I’ve been lucky to have Chiyo-san in my corner for all these years. And once I pass my quirk on to Young Togata, I would like you to be by his side.”
Izuku startles and glances rapidly between him and Mirio. “Wha- Wait, I-I’m sorry, this-this is all a bit much, I’m still… still a little confused,” he says uncertainly, “You’re-You’re going to give him your- One For All?”
All Might nods. “Yes, I am. As you already know, Sir Nighteye desperately wanted me to find a successor after I got injured- so that I could have someone to pass One For All down to and train them to become the next Symbol of Peace. And even after we broke up, he still went and took Young Togata under his wing in the hopes that I would one day accept him as my successor.” Izuku doesn’t miss the way his eyes shine with gratitude when he talks about his old friend’s dedication.
Slowly processing the information, the freckled boy glances back over at Mirio. Their eyes meet, and the older boy’s expression smoothes out to give him one of his familiar bright, easy-going smiles. Somehow, Izuku finds a tiny bit of his anxiety slipping away just at the sight.
“And... you really think he’s your successor?” He asks, turning to look up at All Might. He doesn’t mean any offense by it, of course, but if all of this really is real, then this is a super important decision.
A smile forms on All Might’s lips and he nods again. “I do,” he says, looking at Mirio. “He has all the qualities I could possibly ask for. He has exceptional strength and skill, and is never one to shy away from a challenge. He has heart, and firmly stands by his values. He believes in what I also believe- that a hero is supposed to help and protect, to save the day with a smile, no matter what.” All Might turns back to Izuku, eyes warm. “He is my successor.”
And he sounds certain of it.
Even though part of Izuku is still reeling from the revelation, he can’t help smiling a little. He slowly looks back at Mirio, gaze roaming over his impressive physique, his blond hair, his bright eyes. They really are so similar, in more ways than one. And Izuku knows that there’s truth to All Might’s words. Of course there is, Mirio could never have caught Sir Nighteye’s attention or won the third-years’ Sports Festival if he didn’t have an immense amount of skill and determination. But far more importantly than that, Izuku knows from experience how kind and caring he can be, going out of his way to make sure his kouhai feels comfortable and making him laugh with silly jokes that don’t always make sense but are somehow funny anyways.
Yeah, he’d be a perfect successor for All Might.
“So…” he says slowly, “You… don’t have One For All yet?”
“No.” Mirio shakes his head. “We were going to wait until summer break, so in case something goes wrong, I won’t be in school.”
“Goes wrong?” Izuku questions, concerned.
“One For All can be… a bit tricky to get the hang of, at first,” All Might admits a bit sheepishly, “That’s why Sir Nighteye has been helping Young Togata get into peak physical shape so that when he does accept my quirk, his body will be able to handle it.”
Mirio grins and flexes his muscles with a wink. Normally, Izuku might smile or blush, but his mind is still struggling to process all this new information.
This… this is a lot. It kind of feels like the rug has been pulled out from under him, but, admittedly, he’s almost started to get used to that feeling now that he’s at UA. He can handle this. It would have been nice if All Might had told him sooner , but he supposes he understands why he kept it a secret.
But then All Might glances between him and Mirio and sighs once more. “There’s… something else I need to tell you about,” he says hesitantly, “Something I haven’t told you about yet, Young Togata. But… you deserve to know.” It almost sounds like he’s trying to tell himself that. “If you’re going to accept One For All, I need you to know everything beforehand.”
Izuku’s stomach sinks. There’s more?
Mirio looks confused too, his usual cheerful expression vanishing at All Might’s severe tone. “What do you mean?” He asks.
“The origins of One For All,” All Might replies, and then he goes on to tell them about a quirk that existed long ago, back when superpowers were just appearing, called All For One. He tells them of the man that used said quirk to steal the quirks of others and quickly gain immense power in the underworld of Japan during the chaotic period when society didn’t know how to deal with the emergence of quirks. He tells them how he would force quirks onto people to make them submit to him, but that many could not bear the burden and would become like living dolls who could not speak- “Just like the Nomus.”
Izuku stiffens, memories of the hulking beast at USJ flashing across his mind; its massive size, its immense strength, its shock-absorption, its regenerating limbs-
“What? His quirk wasn’t shock absorption?”
“I didn’t say that was all he had!” Shigaraki’s voice titters in his head, “This is his super-regeneration. Nomu has been modified to take you at one-hundred percent...”
Beside him, Mirio’s brows knit in confusion. “What are you saying?”
All Might’s expression is grim, but he continues on nonetheless, telling them about All For One’s younger brother, the sickly man with a sense of justice that resisted him despite his quirklessness. He tells them how, for some unknown reason, whether it had been out of kindness or to force him into submission, All For One forced a quirk that could stock power onto his younger brother, who turned out not to be quirkless but in fact had the useless quirk that could pass on quirks. And those two mixed together created One For All.
“It’s ironic,” All Might says in a tone that sounds far too bitter for Izuku’s liking, “That justice always comes from evil.”
“Wait, All Might- I understand how that came about,” Mirio hastens to reassure him, “But if you were worried that I would reject One For All because it was created by a villain, don’t be! After all, it’s not about who it was made by, but how I use it that matters!” He clenches his fist with a determined look in his eyes.
Izuku smiles, but when he glances back at All Might, the man doesn’t look any more relieved. If anything, he looks even grimmer than before.
“That’s not it,” he says, pressing his lips together, “All For One continued to live on past the age of any normal man. With a power like his, he could steal any quirk he wanted- a quirk to stop aging is my best guess. And so with the Symbol of Evil being pretty much immortal, the younger brother decided to entrust his quirk to future generations in hopes that if they slowly cultivated the power, it would one day be strong enough to stop his older brother. And when it was my turn, I was finally able to defeat him!”
Izuku’s eyes widen. His turn? All Might fought this villain from nightmares and won ? How- when? Surely a fight like that would’ve been all over the news-
Wait a minute.
“I asked that this fight not be made public to the world.”
Izuku’s breath hitches as realization dawns on him. And even though All Might’s words are triumphant, the grimace on his face is all the confirmation Izuku needs.
“At least, that’s what I thought,” All Might reluctantly says, “But now- I.. I am unsure.”
There’s a heavy silence in which Mirio and Izuku simply stare at him as he gazes down at his steepled fingers with a furrowed brow. Then, he speaks again, “One For All is the power inherited to defeat All For One, so to say. When I saw the Nomu with multiple quirks, I had a bad feeling.” He grimaces. “I know this villain. He moves in calculating ways, and there have been a few signs that have led me to believe that he has started moving again as the brain behind the League of Villains.”
Izuku’s breath hitches as All Might sighs. “I might still be wrong, and I might have truly defeated him. But Young Togata.” He looks up at the boy with solemn eyes. “I need you to know that if you inherit One For All, then you might inherit this fight too.”
Mirio stares at him, then gazes down at his hands silently, his brow furrowed. All Might dips his head.
“I completely understand if you-”
“I’ll do it!” Mirio says, surprising the man. He clenches his fists and narrows his eyes in determination. “Of course I’ll do it!”
All Might blinks, stunned. “I don’t want you to make this decision hastily-”
“I’m not,” Mirio says, “It’s not a hasty decision. I’m going to become a pro hero soon. Even without One For All, I’d be doing my best to fight this guy!”
He gazes at All Might earnestly, not a hint of doubt in his eyes. The older man stares at him for a moment before his lip twitches up. “Young Togata-”
Izuku jumps to his feet, waving his hands frantically. “Wait a minute, wait a minute!” He squeaks, “All Might, you- you don’t have to give it to him right now! I’m-I’m going to heal you as soon as I can! You’ll be strong again, strong enough to defeat this All For One! There’s no rush-”
“Young Midoriya, calm down, calm down, relax,” All Might soothes, gently grabbing his hands, “You misunderstand. I won’t completely lose One For All once I give it to Young Togata.”
Izuku blinks. “Oh.” He sits back down, a little embarrassed, but still incredibly worried. He glances between his senpai and All Might anxiously. “But- I-I don’t like this! I don’t want Mirio-senpai facing off against this guy!”
“I’m more worried about you,” Mirio says, looking down at him. Izuku blinks in surprise. “If he really did survive, then that’s probably why Shigaraki has his eye on you. He’s probably injured and he needs a healer, someone strong enough to heal him.” He turns to All Might, eyes full of concern. “Aren’t you worried?”
Izuku opens his mouth to reply, but All Might startles him by saying, “Yes. After Young Midoriya told me about Shigaraki’s interest, I expressed my concerns to the principal. A couple of underground heroes patrol your area regularly, so he asked them to keep an eye on you on your way home.” He says the last part to Izuku.
The greenette doesn’t think this day can get any weirder. “What?!?” He exclaims, mind whirling.
“That’s good,” Mirio says, relaxing slightly and acting as if he can’t hear Izuku’s brain running a mile a minute. “So, what now?”
“Now, you think about this,” All Might says, standing up. He gives Mirio a firm look. “I know you’re young and eager to fight, but please, give this some more thought before you make your decision.”
Pressing his lips together, Mirio nods.
“And you.” All Might turns to Izuku and places a hand on his head. For once, Izuku doesn’t push it off. “Focus on your studies, and focus on your quirk. We can discuss One For All more later, but I don’t want you to concern yourself with what villains might be thinking or doing. Like I said, I might be wrong and All For One might not be out there. But there’s nothing to be done about it right now. Okay?”
Izuku’s mind feels scrambled from this sudden onslaught of information. He nods numbly. “Okay.”
All Might gives his head a small pat, nods politely at Recovery Girl, and leaves. Silence fills the room. Slowly, he turns to look at Mirio. His senpai looks back at him, bright blue eyes roaming over his face with a tinge of concern. Then, he smiles softly. Izuku doesn’t resist as he reaches out and gently pulls him to his chest, tucking his head under his chin and rubbing his back soothingly. Izuku slowly lets out a long exhale and nuzzles closer.
“My brain hurts,” he mumbles against his senpai’s shirt.
Mirio chuckles softly.
Notes:
Lol, sorry this chapter was kind of all over the place, I just had all these small scenes I wanted to squeeze in before the next chapter.
Here are the links for this chapter's art on Tumblr and Instagram
Also! I made another Dadzawa fic rec listcuz you guys seemed to like it the last time
Also also!! Threee wrote a one-shot inspired by my fic, and it's pretty cool! Check it out
K that's all folks, catch you on Tuesday!
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Next chapter... uh, things get pretty rough and I high-key might have to change the rating of the fic? Not sure yet, I'll defer to your judgement, but be prepared. I'll put trigger warnings in the beginning notes. The plot's gonna start picking up the pace soon.
Chapter 22: The Injury
Notes:
Okay, heads up guys, this chapter is a rough one. Take note of the 'Major character injury' tag and the new 'Panic attacks' tag. I'm gonna put two trigger warnings here.
TRIGGER WARNING FOR GORE. If you want to skip, stop reading at 'When the boy finally reaches the scene' and pick up at 'It’s not over yet, though.'
TRIGGER WARNING FOR PANIC ATTACK. If you want to skip, stop reading at 'Her words sound slightly muffed' and pick up at 'Reluctantly, he pulls away'
Even though I put these warnings, the chapter is pretty rough overall, so please read with caution. If you do not want to read this chapter, I will leave a summary in the end note.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
On the Monday before finals week, Izuku finally manages to completely stop his quirk. It takes an incredible amount of concentration and he almost feels physically tired afterwards, but he succeeds. He shuts off his quirk halfway through healing a burn on a student’s arm and promptly shrieks with happiness, much to the student’s confusion. He finds Nejire as soon as he can and thanks her profusely while she whoops and glomps him. His friends cheer when he tells them during class the next day and All Might congratulates him. Even Aizawa gives him an encouraging nod.
Recovery Girl is pleased too.
“Good job, Midoriya-kun,” she says, “I’m incredibly proud of you for working so hard to accomplish this.” He beams and tries not to blush. “I wanted to wait until you were at least in your third semester, but I know how eager you are to get your license.” He perks up, hope flaring in his chest. “I think- and I can’t make any promises- but I think I can pull some strings and have you do the license exam in the beginning of your second semester.” Before he can get too excited, Recovery Girl adds, “It’s going to be a provisional license, so there will be many restrictions, understand? You're still going to need some degree of supervision or guidance, and you absolutely won’t be able to do surgeries or anything like that, not that I’ve even taught you that.”
“But?” Izuku prompts, green eyes practically sparkling.
Recovery Girl gives him a chiding look and smiles. “But you will be allowed to heal pro heroes.”
“Yes!” He shouts, punching the air with his fist. “Yes, yes, yes!”
“We will keep on training you to control your quirk,” his mentor says over his cheers, “And you will go slow if you heal Toshinori-kun. I don’t care if it takes days or even weeks, I do not want you draining yourself for that man. And he won’t appreciate it either if you pass out on him.”
“I know, I know!” Izuku says, practically vibrating with excitement. Finally he’s getting somewhere! He’s so close to healing All Might- and Ingenium! All he has to do is pass the license exam- which, by the way, what will that entail? How much does he have to study? Is it written or is it just a demonstration of his quirk? Or both? What if he-
As if she can read his mind, Recovery Girl says, “Don’t worry about the license exam now. I’ll do everything I can to prepare you for it. But first, you need to focus on passing your final exams. Don’t you want to go on that summer camp trip?”
“Right! Yes!” Izuku nods. As much as he wants to start rushing to prepare for the future, he needs to concentrate on what’s just ahead of him. School comes first. He knows that, of course.
That still doesn’t stop him from being on a high for the rest of the week, though. Despite the pressure from the upcoming exams, it feels as if a weight has been lifted off his chest. He feels lighter and more carefree than ever before. He laughs with his friends at lunch and kicks Shinsou’s ass during training and he even joins a few study sessions when he can, although he mostly just ends up goofing around with Kaminari and Ashido. His friends notice his brighter mood too.
Every time he manages to stop his quirk during his after school lessons, his chest fills with warmth. A hopeful voice in the back of his mind whispers, ‘This is it, you’re so close, you’re so close to fixing everything, All Might’s going to be strong again and Ingenium will run again and you won’t have to worry about villains or anything-’
He supposes it’s only inevitable that his high would come crashing down.
It happens on Friday. It’s the last day of actual learning before the hell of finals week. Their afternoon hero lesson turns out to be a joint lesson between classes 1-A and 1-B. Competition is in the air as All Might describes their training exercise, which seems to be some form of capture the flag. Since it will involve direct combat with quirks- and will no doubt result in injuries- Izuku won’t be participating.
The two classes bicker good-naturedly as they make their way over to the Gamma Field. It’s been renovated by Cementoss to make a more difficult terrain, not unlike the landslide area of USJ. Everyone except Izuku changes into their standard training uniforms while he gets to wear his healer costume. It doesn’t include his capture weapon yet, since he’s still not great at using it, but it will one day.
“Alright, guys,” Izuku says chidingly as they leave the changing room, tying up his ponytail, “I know you hero-types like to get competitive, but try and play nice. Got it?”
“Fuck, no. We ain’t playing nice!” Kacchan bares his teeth as he leers at the class B students. “We’re gonna blow their asses up to bits!”
“Metaphorically!” Kirishima chirps, plopping an arm around Kacchan’s shoulder. However, even he looks competitive.
The class B students are a bit more refined, but no less eager.
“Enjoy the spotlight while you still have it,” Monoma says smoothly, “Because in just a few minutes, class B is going to knock you off your pedestal.”
“Don’t you dare underestimate us!” Tetsutetsu warns.
Kacchan opens his mouth to retort, but Izuku interrupts him, “Okay, time to go!” He pushes the blond forward and drags Kirishima away with his free hand. The rest of his classmates follow him, but he can see the looks they shoot towards their rivals. “Save it for the field!”
The training commences soon afterwards, and Izuku watches from the sidelines with the teachers. The platform he, All Might, Aizawa, and Vlad King stand on is slightly elevated so that they can better see the students move around the rough terrain. It’s fun to watch- Izuku, of course, is mostly just keeping an eye out for injuries, but he can’t help silently rooting for his classmates. He inhales sharply when Ashido nimbly evades an attack from Monoma and smiles when Todoroki defends their flag from two other class B students. All Might and Vlad King occasionally call out encouragements or warnings. Aizawa watches silently, but Izuku can tell that he’s pleased when he sees his students expertly working together to achieve their goal.
Class B, however, doesn’t go down so easily. Even though they didn’t experience their own villain attack, their skills in combat are actually pretty good. Izuku can see that even some of his more proficient classmates are having trouble against the other students. He wonders how their training differs from class A’s training. There are some obvious differences in how Vlad King treats his students compared to Aizawa, the former being noticeably more friendly, but Izuku isn’t sure if that would correlate to the skill of his students.
His idle musings are suddenly interrupted by a bloodcurdling scream. Startled, he tears his gaze away from where he was watching Kirishima wrestle with Tetsutetsu and quickly looks for the source of the screaming. It’s coming from class B’s part of the field, but he can’t see anyone on the ground. However, he does see multiple students stop and run over to a particular mountain of rubble.
“SENSEI!” Someone shrieks from behind the rubble, “SENSEI! SENSEI!”
Izuku has already jumped off of the platform and is dashing across the field, the other teachers on his heels a moment later. It feels like it takes ages to reach the rubble, his legs not moving nearly as fast as he needs them to. All Might gets there first, and he only stops and stares for a moment before he turns and frantically calls for Izuku.
When the boy finally reaches the scene, time seems to slow down. A group of students are crowding around someone lying on the ground- ‘Kendou’, his mind supplies. She’s the one who is screaming so terribly, and Izuku immediately notices why. Her right leg is broken badly, splayed out at an awkward angle and bleeding profusely. The jagged edge of her femur juts out of a messy gash in her blood-soaked skin, the sight of it making Izuku’s heart leap to his throat. It’s probably one of the worst injuries he’s ever seen, but the severity only makes him rush over faster.
“Out of my way!” He shouts as he shoves his way through the crowd. Kendou’s teammates back away hastily as he drops to his knees beside her, making a little splash in the pool of blood that steadily grows beneath her.
“What happened?!?” Vlad King demands behind him.
Monoma is the only one that hasn’t moved, staring down at Kendou with wide eyes. “It- It was an accident,” he stammers, face pale, “She- She was jumping and I- I didn’t mean to-”
Izuku doesn’t pay attention to what he says, too busy analyzing Kendou’s broken leg. He knows immediately that he can’t just heal her right away, not with her bone sticking out like that. He’ll have to fix it first, but he can’t be too hasty or otherwise he’ll end up healing it wrong. But God she is losing blood so quickly, will he even have time to fix it before she bleeds out?
Panic builds within him like a wave, poised to crash down on him and drown him in fear. Crap, crap, crap, this is bad, this is really bad! It doesn’t help that Kendou is still awake and screaming in pain. Fuck, he wishes she was unconscious for this! Her cries are making everyone around him panic and he can hear a few students sobbing. They’re crying and scared and he is too but he needs to be strong right now, he’s the only one who knows what to do and he needs to do it right!
So, he swallows down his fear and focuses on what’s in front of him. First things first: stop the bleeding. Blood is pouring out of the gash far too quickly for normal. It’s gushing out in rhythmic spurts and he realizes that her femoral artery must’ve been severed by her broken bone. He needs to put pressure, but if he makes a tourniquet he’ll risk causing further damage to her femur. So that leaves only one option.
Inhaling sharply, he puts one gloved hand on her leg to steady it before carefully sliding his other hand into the gash, the wound making a sickening squelching sound as he does so. Kendou wails even louder and he struggles not to gag, feeling around the torn flesh for the severed edge of her artery. He finds it and pinches it as hard as he can until the blood stops spurting between his fingers. Kendou shrieks, the cry sounding as if it’s being ripped from her throat.
The wave of panic threatens to rise again but Izuku forces himself to continue. Next, next, what’s next? The bone- he needs to fix the bone! He’ll probably heal it wrong, but Kendou can’t wait for Recovery Girl to reach her, she’ll bleed to death long before then. He just needs to set the bone as best he can.
He needs more hands.
Both of the classes have gathered around him at this point, either staring in horror or openly sobbing. He needs someone stable, someone who won’t panic, someone like-
“Aizawa-sensei!” He shouts. The man is by his side in an instant. Reaching into his bag with his free hand, he pulls out a couple of latex gloves and shoves them at him. “Put these on.”
Aizawa immediately obeys and kneels down on Kendou’s other side. “What do you need me to do?”
“Pinch the artery,” Izuku orders, “I need both my hands to set her bone. Feel where I’m pinching?”
Aizawa’s hand slides over his, fingers feeling around the throbbing artery in Izuku’s grasp. He nods.
“I’m gonna pull away on three, alright? I need you to pinch as hard as you can.” Aizawa nods again and Izuku counts down, “One, two, three!”
He yanks his hand away and Aizawa’s takes over. Blood spews past his fingers.
“Harder!” Izuku demands, and Aizawa pinches harder until the spurting stops. The rest of the wound is still bleeding heavily, but at least it’s not gushing out.
With the bleeding now relatively under control, Izuku turns his attention to the broken femur. Grabbing the slippery edge of her bone, he pushes it back down into the marred flesh until the two jagged ends meet. Unfortunately, it’s not a clean break. He can spot a couple of broken pieces stabbing into torn muscle. Reaching into the gore, he grabs them and hastily slides them into what he hopes is their proper place before removing his hands.
Biting the edges of his blood-soaked gloves, he tears them off in one swift movement. “Hands out!” He barks at Aizawa. As soon the teacher lets go of the artery, blood starts spewing once more, but Izuku is quick to place his exposed hands on Kendou’s leg.
He doesn’t even bother trying to control his quirk.
The energy flows out of him rapidly in response to such a huge injury, trying to heal it as quickly as possible. The speed of it leaves him feeling dizzy and drained, but he almost cries with relief when he feels smooth, undamaged skin beneath his fingers.
It’s not over yet, though.
“Midoriya-kun.” Aizawa’s voice has him looking up. He follows the man’s gaze to Kendou’s face, taking in her pale skin and closed eyes. She must’ve fallen unconscious at some point.
All too aware of the pool of blood beneath him, Izuku scrambles over to her upper body and stains her neck red as he feels for her pulse. Nothing.
He blames it on his trembling fingers and presses his ear to her chest. Nothing. Her heart is silent and her lungs are still.
The wave of panic surges once more, and this time he feels tears sting the edges of his eyes.
“Fuck,” he hisses under his breath and immediately moves to start chest compressions. Seeing him begin CPR sends a spike of terror through the crowd around him.
“Midoriya-kun!” Aizawa exclaims, “What-”
Stressed, Izuku snaps, “She’s going into hemorrhagic shock!”
“What’s that?!?” One of the students cries out.
This is absolutely not the best time for an anatomy lesson, but he knows how badly they must be freaking out, so he hastily explains, “She lost way too much blood way too quickly, and her body can’t compensate for the sudden drop in blood pressure. She’s going into cardiac arrest.” Counting to thirty, he quickly gives Kendou two rescue breaths before going right back to chest compressions.
All around him, he’s aware of students shouting, students sobbing- and fuck, he wants to too! He’s not qualified for this; he’s a fifteen year-old boy who’s only ever done CPR on dummies under his mentor’s guidance. He’s just meant to heal scrapes and bruises- not restart someone’s heart! He can’t do this, he can’t, he doesn’t want to be responsible for someone’s life-
But he has to! He has to, he knows he has to, because everyone is relying on him to! He’d rather die than give up now! He has the quirk, he has the training, he just needs to stop panicking and think!
His hands move robotically as he begins the third round of chest compressions, Kendou still limp beneath him. This is taking too long. He racks his brain, trying to come up with some solution. He needs to restart her heart, he needs a defibrillator, he needs, he needs-
“Kaminari-kun!” He barks, “Come here!”
His friend startles. “Me?!?”
“Now!” Izuku snaps. He’ll regret how harsh he sounds later, but it gets Kaminari to scramble to his side swiftly. Not pausing the chest compressions, Izuku asks, “You can control how many volts you discharge, right?”
“Huh?” Kaminari looks at him with wide eyes. “Yeah, why?”
Stopping, Izuku hurriedly tears open Kendou’s uniform, sparing a brief wince of apology when he exposes her bra. Kaminari splutters as Izuku orders, “I need you to shock her with one thousand volts.”
“What?!?” Kaminari yelps, horrified. Izuku understands his panic and feels bad for asking so much from him, but there’s no time to waste.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, but please Kaminari-kun!” Without waiting for a response, Izuku quickly slides off one of Kendou’s bra straps before grabbing Kaminari’s hands and yanking him over, placing one above her right breast and the other on her left ribcage. “You need to be quick- just a jolt, okay?” He leans back, not wanting to get affected by the electricity. “Now!”
Kaminari swallows, visibly forcing back tears, before looking down at Kendou. He squeezes his eyes shut and activates his quirk, Kendou’s body jerking once as the electricity surges through her. Kaminari immediately backs away a second later and Izuku takes over once more.
There are electrical burns on her chest now that he’s quick to heal, before leaning down to press his ear against her sternum. Izuku feels his own heart give a leap of joy when he hears Kendou’s heart throbbing faintly. He’ll take a weak pulse over no pulse anyday. Straightening up, he begins CPR again, but it only takes a few chest compressions before Kendou starts breathing again.
The girl’s gasps and coughs sound like music to Izuku’s ears. He quickly rolls her onto her side where she promptly pukes, mixing vomit with blood. It’s disgusting and it smells awful, but Izuku’s never been happier to see someone throw up in his life. He pats her back and lets out a long shaky exhale, looking up.
Everyone stares at him and Kendou with unmistakable relief in their eyes. Someone cries out Kendou’s name, a few people release a fresh wave of tears, others look like they might faint, but everyone is visibly shaken, including the teachers.
A hand touches his shoulder. All Might slowly kneels down next to him. “Young Midoriya-”
“Take her to Recovery Girl,” Izuku interrupts, rolling Kendou onto her back once she’s finished vomiting. She’s not out of danger yet. Her blood pressure is dangerously low- she needs fluids that his quirk can’t replace. “Tell her that she’s in hemorrhagic shock and that she needs a blood transfusion immediately.”
All Might nods and begins to scoop Kendou, once again unconscious, up in his arms. As he does, Izuku glances at her classmates and asks, “Do any of you happen to know her blood type?”
Most of the class B students regretfully shake their heads, but one girl pipes up with a trembling voice, “I-I think it’s AB positive? She- She mentioned it once during our biology class…”
A universal recipient. Good. Izuku isn’t sure how much blood Recovery Girl has stored- or if she even has any- but at least she won’t have to worry about giving her the wrong blood type.
Izuku nods at All Might. “Tell her that too. Go.”
With Kendou securely in his arms, All Might turns and disappears in a flash, leaving a trail of dust in his wake. Once he’s gone, the tension in the air seems to leave with him, and reality sinks in once more.
“God,” one class B student croaks, “That- That was terrifying.”
Izuku finds himself wholeheartedly agreeing, although he doesn’t say it aloud.
Another girl looks at him worriedly. “Is… Is she going to be okay?”
“I think so.” Izuku swallows heavily, feeling dazed. The wave is still there, still building, still threatening to overwhelm him, but he forces it down once more. Later. Later.
Wiping his sweaty forehead on his sleeve, he clears his throat and says, “She, ah, she needs fluids. My quirk- it can’t- it can’t replace blood. I think I probably healed her bone wrong, too, so she’ll need surgery.” A flash of panic ripples through class B, but thankfully Aizawa intervenes.
“Recovery Girl will take care of her,” he says, his voice calm and steady. He looks down at Izuku, thinly veiled concern in his dark eyes. “Are you okay?”
No.
“Yeah.” Izuku tries to stand, but his legs feel numb. Aizawa gently helps him up, taking his arm and putting it over his shoulder when his legs wobble unsteadily. He didn’t realize it earlier, but his whole body is trembling violently. Aizawa notices and glances at him questioningly. Izuku swallows again and tries to brush it off, “I just used my quirk a bit too quickly. It was a big injury too, so…”
Aizawa nods. “I’ll take you to-” He cuts himself off, turning to look at the students. Izuku can tell that he’s torn. He wants to help Izuku, but he can’t just leave Vlad King to take care of nearly forty scared and probably now traumatized teeneagers all by himself.
Izuku makes the decision for him. “Don’t worry, it’s alright,” he says, pulling away, “I can make it there on my own.”
Aizawa is clearly unconvinced, and so are his classmates.
Kacchan steps forward. “I’ll take him.”
“No,” Vlad King suddenly says, “Monoma-kun, you take him.”
Surprised, Izuku glances at Monoma. The boy is uncharacteristically quiet. In fact, Izuku doesn’t think he’s heard him make a single peep this entire time. He just stares at the pool of blood Kendou left behind, a haunted look in his eyes. He raises his head when Vlad King addresses him, but he still doesn’t say a word.
Vaguely, Izuku recalls him stammering something about it being an accident when his teacher demanded to know what happened. Whatever it was, Monoma’s clearly feeling incredibly guilty about it. He probably isn’t in a much better state of mind than Izuku, but part of him wonders if Vlad King just wants to give the boy something to do.
So, ignoring Kacchan’s protests, Monoma quietly walks over to Izuku and takes Aizawa’s place, wrapping Izuku’s arm over his shoulder and bearing some of his weight. As they make their way out of the field, he hears his classmates murmur reassurances to class B.
“Don’t worry, guys, Kendou-san is gonna be totally fine!”
“I know that was scary, but Midoriya-kun took care of it!”
“Yeah, Midori-kun knows what he’s doing! Kendou-san will be better before you know it!”
Despite everything, Izuku feels his heart warm at his classmates’ trust in him. Then, they leave the field, and silence presses down on him. The walk to the infirmary takes minutes- or hours, Izuku can’t really tell. All he knows is that the wave is rising again, and without something to focus on, it’s harder to ignore. His heartbeat pounds in his ears, drowning out all other sounds as his trembling slowly gets worse. The pressure and sickening terror threatens to return, and in a last ditch attempt to delay it even further, Izuku turns his attention to Monoma.
The boy’s eyes are fixed on the ground, his jaw visibly clenched. He looks like he’s on the verge of tears but is stubbornly refusing to cry. Izuku can relate.
He doesn’t realize they’ve reached the main building until they’re standing right in front of the infirmary. Monoma watches him carefully as he slips his arm off, silently asking if he’s okay to stand on his own. Izuku nods and the blond turns away without a sound.
“Monoma-kun,” Izuku rasps. Monoma pauses. “Um... You know, accidents happen. That’s why I’m here. So… it’s okay.”
Monoma doesn’t look at him, doesn’t say anything, but after a moment he nods stiffly and continues walking away. Figuring he did the best that he could, Izuku pushes the door open and walks in.
As he expected, Recovery Girl is fussing over Kendou. The girl is lying on one of the beds, still pale and sweaty, but there’s multiple needles and tubes sticking in her arms. A bag of blood hangs nearby. Good.
Recovery Girl glances at him when he enters, then does a double-take. Izuku doesn’t know how he looks, but it must be bad because her expression becomes concerned.
“She’ll be alright,” she says, “I’m giving her fluids and I already did an x-ray of her leg. The bone healed wrong, so it’ll need to be rebroken and set surgically, but that can wait. Right now I just want to focus on getting her stable.” She pauses, her voice becoming a bit softer. “Toshinori-san told me what happened. I am very proud of you for acting so quickly and for staying calm in such a dire situation. Don’t worry, I can take care of the rest on my own.”
It’s both relieving and devastating at the same time. The former because he’s shaken and tired, oh so tired. The latter because he knows he won’t be able to hold back the wave any longer.
‘Please,’ he begs silently, ‘Give me something to do. Please, I don’t want to drown yet.’
It’s a testament to their bond that Recovery Girl can hear his wordless plea loud and clear. Her lips press together.
“Why don’t you go clean yourself up?” She suggests gently, “Change back into your uniform. Then afterwards, if you don’t mind, go to 1-B’s homeroom and ask for Kendou-san’s. Her clothes are kind of a mess.”
Her words sound slightly muffed, as if his ears are full of cotton. Izuku nods numbly and leaves to find the nearest bathroom. When he blinks, he finds himself already standing in front of the mirror.
His eyes are wide, his skin is pale, and he’s covered in blood.
He pukes.
The wave comes crashing down as he heaves his guts into the sink. Everything, all the emotions that he’s been pushing back, all the panic and anxiety and unbridled terror comes flooding over him, overwhelming his senses and drowning him. He bursts into tears, sobbing uncontrollably as he hunches over the sink, gripping the edges with white-knuckles and staining it red. He’s drowning, he’s drowning, he can’t breathe, he can’t do this-
He vomits again, gagging until he has nothing left, until he’s empty, but even then it’s not enough. He opens his eyes and sees blood that isn’t his. He clutches cold tile and feels cold skin instead. He gasps for breath, breath that he had to force into another person’s lungs because she wasn’t breathing, and that is wrong, so, so horribly wrong-
Over his wheezing gasps, he can hear someone step into the bathroom.
“Midoriya-kun?”
Izuku blinks through blurry, tear-filled eyes at whoever spoke. It takes a moment for him to realize that it’s Amajiki. The upperclassman is frozen, staring at him in shock for a few seconds before he rushes to his side.
“Where are you hurt?” He demands, grabbing him by the shoulder. Izuku shakes his head frantically. “Midoriya-kun? I need you to tell me-”
“No,” he croaks, his voice breaking, “No- it- ‘s not- not mine-” He cuts himself off by coughing, wet and thick.
Amajiki pauses, looking both alarmed and confused. “It’s not… oh…”
Izuku struggles to catch his breath, to get himself back under control, but when he reaches up to wipe away his tears, all he sees is his bloody hand. Then, he’s drowning all over again.
He doesn’t know if he grabs Amajiki or if Amajiki grabs him, but suddenly he’s clutching the other boy’s back for dear life as he sobs into his jacket. He cries and cries until his mouth feels dry, until his head is pounding, but even then he continues to bawl. He buries his face into Amajiki’s chest as if that will help him forget the blood and the pain and the fear. Over his own wails, he can hear the boy’s heartbeat against his ear. It’s strong and loud and a bit faster than normal but it’s there, it’s alive. Arms wrap around him, holding him steady even as his whole body trembles against his will. He doesn’t even realize until a few minutes later that Amajiki is muttering softly to him. He can’t quite make out what he’s saying, but the calm, steady drone of his voice is enough for him to latch onto. It’s something to focus on, something that can break through his swirling emotions and lead him back to the surface.
Slowly, ever so slowly, the panic runs out. It’s not over quickly, but when it does finally end, Izuku is exhausted. He clings to Amajiki for a few more minutes, just sniffling and listening to his heartbeat until he feels like he can finally breathe on his own.
Reluctantly, he pulls away, although Amajiki keeps his hands firmly on his shoulders. Izuku moves to wipe his tears, but then thinks twice and lets his bloodstained hand drop.
“Midoriya-kun?” Amajiki’s soft voice reaches his ears. “Can you tell me what happened?”
Inhaling shakily, Izuku nods, averting his gaze. “I… A- A girl got hurt re-really badly,” he croaks, “Her-Her heart st-stopped and-and she wasn’t breathing- but- but I fixed her! She-She’s alright, now, it’s just-” He sniffles and gives Amajiki a wobbly smile, tears welling up in his eyes. “It was just really scary,” he hiccups, his voice shattering into a million pieces.
Amajiki doesn’t say anything for a few moments, just watches him as he quivers and lets his tears fall to the ground. Then, his thumbs rub against his shoulders, making him look up again.
“Hey,” Amajiki says, giving him a kind smile, “Why don’t we get this blood off you, okay?”
Izuku blinks and nods shakily. Amajiki leads him back to the sink and turns on the faucet. He ends up doing most of the washing, taking his forearms in his hands and gently rubbing the blood off his skin. Izuku stays still, tiredly watching the water turn pink as it circles down the drain. He feels… raw and vulnerable, but most of all he just feels exhausted.
“Do you know where your uniform is?” Amajiki asks quietly, wiping away the last of the blood.
Izuku has to think for a moment, his mind moving sluggishly. “Um, it-it’s probably still in the lo-locker room. We-We were in the Gamma field…”
Amajiki nods. “I can go get it for you, if you’d like to stay here. Or would rather come with me?”
Izuku doesn’t feel like he has the energy to go anywhere right now, but thought of being alone in silence makes a flash of panic rise in his throat. He grips Amajiki’s sleeve tightly. It’s enough of an answer for him.
“Okay,” Amajiki says, “Let’s go, then.”
He turns around and leads the way out of the bathroom. Izuku still grips his sleeve, and the older boy lets him. A part of him feels rather childish for holding onto Amajiki’s sleeve as they walk down the hallway together, but a bigger part of him just recognizes it as something to help keep him grounded.
“I’m sorry,” he mumbles, “You probably have a class right now…”
“It’s okay,” Amajiki says.
Izuku’s eyes trail to the back of his jacket and he winces. “I got blood on your uniform…”
“That’s okay too.” Amajiki’s response is no less patient.
Through his muddled mind, Izuku subconsciously wonders why the older boy is being so kind to him. Out of the trio of third-years, he knows Amajiki the least. The raven-haired boy is always there when Izuku hangs out with Nejire and Mirio, but he never says much. From what Izuku has gathered, he seems to have a rather timid, introverted personality. Mirio says that he just gets nervous really easily, but he doesn’t seem very nervous right now. He moves with purpose, almost confidently. His arms were strong and his voice never wavered when he held Izuku. He seemed to know exactly what to do to help the freckled boy calm down.
Izuku briefly wonders how he knew, but his thoughts are interrupted when they pass by class 1-A.
“Oh,” he says, tugging Amajiki’s sleeve to make him stop, “Act-Actually, I-I think one of my friends might’ve brought my uniform back with them.”
Amajiki follows his gaze to the large door. His eyes widen slightly and he gulps. “O-Oh.” He looks down at Izuku, suddenly appearing a bit nervous, but then he straightens up. “O-Okay. Okay. Er, wait here.”
Taking a deep breath, he walks over to the door and knocks. The murmuring inside the classroom stops, and the door slides open a moment later.
A pause. “Yes?” Aizawa’s blank voice demands.
Amajiki shrivels slightly. “Uh, erm, do- do you ha-have Midoriya-kun’s uniform?”
Aizawa is silent. Murmurs ripple through the class. Izuku shifts slightly so that he’s within Aizawa’s line of sight. The man’s eyes dart over to him, and Izuku is all too aware that his own eyes are probably still red and puffy from crying. Aizawa glances between him and Amajiki, lingering on the noticeable wet patch on the upperclassman’s chest, as well as the blood staining his jacket.
Turning around, he barks, “Bakugou-kun.”
He disappears for a moment and Izuku can hear his friend bickering a bit with the teacher. When Aizawa reappears, he shoves Izuku’s neatly folded uniform into Amajiki’s hands. “Here.”
“Th-Thanks,” Amajiki stammers. He opens his mouth to say more, then apparently loses his confidence and whirls around. “Okay, bye!”
He shuffles back over to Izuku. Aizawa looks at him one last time, dark eyes roaming over him. Izuku gives him a weak smile and the teacher sniffs before closing the door.
Amajiki lets out a sigh of relief. “Er, alright,” he says, seemingly to himself. Looking at Izuku, he straightens up once again and nods. “Okay, let’s, uh, go back to the bathroom.”
Izuku wordlessly follows him. His mind will dissect that interaction later. Right now, he’s too tired to do anything other than listen to what Amajiki tells him to do.
They return to the bathroom, which is thankfully still empty. Amajiki helps him out of his costume and washes away the blood that managed to soak through to his skin. Izuku does the best he can with his uniform, but his trembling fingers fumble with the buttons of his shirt, so Amajiki helps him with them.
He’s so patient with him, even when Izuku is being more helpless and pathetic than ever before. A knot forms in his throat.
“I’m sorry,” he finds himself whispering.
“You don’t have to apologize,” Amajiki says calmly, buttoning up to his collar.
Izuku averts his gaze. “It’s stupid,” he croaks, “I… I’m gonna be a healer. I’m gonna be dealing with stuff like this all the time. But I cried like a baby as soon as I saw some blood, it’s just- it’s so stupid-”
“It’s not,” Amajiki interrupts, his voice suddenly more firm, “Panic attacks aren’t stupid.”
Izuku blinks. Panic attack? Is that what that was? He knows what they are, of course, but…
“Oh,” he whispers, dropping his gaze.
Amajiki’s hands don’t stop moving. Once he’s done with the buttons, he grabs Izuku’s tie off the counter and wraps it around his neck.
After a few seconds of silence, he says, “Being strong isn’t easy.” Izuku glances up at him. His eyes are focused on the tie, but they dart to Izuku’s briefly. “Some people may make it seem like it is, but… You’re allowed to be scared.” Once he finishes, he takes a step back. “Is there anything else you need to do?”
Recalling his mentor’s request, Izuku says, “Um, I just have to get Kendou-san’s uniform- oh, she’s the girl that got injured. But, um, I think I can do it by myself.” Glancing at himself in the mirror, he frowns at his puffy eyes. He can’t show up to class B looking like this. He starts trying to rub the redness away, but Amajiki stops him.
“Don’t,” he says, “That’ll make it worse. Here-” He grabs a paper towel and wets it with cold water. “Just dab at them with this. It’ll help the swelling go down.”
Izuku does as he says. He wants to ask how Amajiki knows all this stuff, how he knew exactly how to help him, but something tells him that it’s not the right time. Besides, this seems oddly… personal.
When the redness around his eyes starts to fade away, Izuku sighs softly. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” Amajiki says. He hesitates. “And… if you ever feel like… that again, um… you can come to me. If you want.”
Izuku smiles tiredly. “Thanks.” He pauses. “Senpai.”
A light flush dusts Amajiki’s cheeks, but he smiles back nevertheless. He does have to go back to class after that- sans bloodstained jacket- but Izuku can feel his gaze lingering on him as they part ways. He wearily makes his way over to class 1-B’s homeroom, hoping that he doesn’t look like too much of a mess now. He’s still shivering slightly and he probably can’t hide his fatigue, but he just hopes that they won’t be able to tell that he was crying in the bathroom for the past twenty minutes.
Sighing, he knocks on the door and waits. A voice inside tells him to come in and he hesitantly slides the door open. The entirety of class 1-B’s attention turns to him and he forces a smile on his face.
“Midoriya-kun!” Tetsutetsu exclaims, “Is Kendou-san alright?!?”
“Is she gonna be okay?” Another boy asks.
“Is she in surgery?!?”
“When will she be back?”
“Everyone, everyone, quiet down!” Vlad King barks loudly. Once his students fall silent, he turns to Izuku. He doesn’t hide his own worry very well. “How is she, Midoriya-kun?”
Clearing his throat, Izuku repeats what Recovery Girl told him. The students and teacher listen with rapt attention. “I can promise you that by next week she’ll be completely better,” he finishes, “I’ll make sure of it.”
Everyone lets out a collective sigh of relief.
“That was really scary,” one girl whimpers.
“Yeah,” Honenuki agrees solemnly, looking at Izuku, “You were amazing, though, Midoriya-kun.”
His classmates murmur in agreement as Izuku flushes. He’s about to brush it off when Tetsutetsu abruptly stands.
“I know we don’t know each other too well,” he says, “But can I give you a hug man?”
“Huh?” Izuku blinks in surprise, but other students are getting up as well.
“Yeah, I need to give him a hug too.”
“You deserve it, dude.”
“Thank you so much!”
The next thing he knows, he’s being swarmed by the students of class B. Multiple hands ruffle his hair and pat his back. Tetsutetsu squeezes him to his chest and whispers tearfully, “So manly!” over and over again. Honenuki invites him to eat lunch with them sometime and Awase tells him that he’s now an honorary member of class B. The other students wholeheartedly agree. Izuku is both overwhelmed and flattered.
“Alright, alright,” Vlad King says after a moment, “Don’t crowd him.” He shoos his students back to their seats, but even he plops a grateful hand on Izuku’s head.
Politely ducking away, Izuku says, “Actually, I came here to ask where I can find Kendou-san’s uniform?”
“Oh!” The same girl that told him about Kendou’s blood type jumps up. “We brought it back from the changing room. Here!” She takes the uniform out of her bag and gives it to him.
“Thanks,” he says, then turns to the door, “Um, I’ve gotta go back to the infirmary now, so…”
The students bid him goodbye and continue to thank him repeatedly as he leaves. Then, he’s walking back through the halls and stepping into the infirmary. Recovery Girl glances up as he enters and thankfully doesn’t question why he took so long. Nausea returns with a vengeance when he looks at Kendou’s unconscious form lying on the bed and he quickly averts his gaze. Recovery Girl notices.
She quietly thanks him and takes the uniform from his hands. Then, “You should go back to your classroom now, Midoriya-kun.”
He almost protests. Almost. He may have fooled class B, but his friends will be able to see right through his forced smile, especially Kacchan. He still feels fragile, like the dam might break again if someone prods at him, but he desperately does not want to be in the infirmary any longer. So he nods and turns to leave.
“And don’t worry about today’s lesson,” his mentor adds, “You get the day off.”
Nodding again, he closes the door behind him. Takes a deep, shuddering breath. Then continues down the hallway.
He almost raises his hand to knock when he reaches his classroom. But that would be stupid, he never needs to knock. Besides, that would only stop the lesson and bring more attention to himself. Maybe he can just creep in?
As soon as he slides open the door, all eyes land on him. Then-
“Midoriya-kun!”
It’s almost comical how everyone simultaneously shouts. Much like class B, Izuku’s classmates all stand up and swarm around him, pulling him into hugs and asking how he is and telling him what a good job he did. Izuku almost laughs when Kirishima hugs him tightly and whispers, “So manly!” over and over just like Tetsutetsu did.
“Oi, you fuckers, let him breathe!” Kacchan snaps, shoving his way to the front. Despite his words, he practically squeezes the breath out of Izuku as soon as he reaches him. “You’re fucking crazy, you know that?” He growls into his ear. When he pulls away, however, Izuku could swear that he looks proud.
The lump in Izuku’s throat returns and he has to forcibly blink back tears. Unlike before, though, it’s for a much better reason.
“Thanks, guys,” he chokes out.
Todoroki appears by his side. “Are you okay?” He asks lowly, gaze roaming over his face. Izuku sniffles and it doesn’t go unnoticed by either him or Kacchan.
Still, Izuku gives him a shaky smile and nods. “Yeah, I’ll be alright. I’m mostly just tired.”
“Dude!” Izuku squeaks as Kaminari glomps him. “That was freaking scary, man! I can’t believe you held it together, I felt like I was having a heart attack the entire time!” He pulls back to look at him. “You’re fucking amazing, dude!”
Twisting in his grasp, Izuku grabs his cheeks and smiles at him. “Me? You’re the one who was amazing! I’m sorry I had to drag you into that.”
Kaminari shakes his head so hard Izuku is worried it hurts. “No way, man, don’t be! That was the scariest, coolest thing I’ve ever done! Besides-” The blond grins back at him. “Now I have something to brag about to the ladies.” He tries to wink and fails, making Izuku snort despite himself.
Sero pushes Kaminari’s face away. “Oi, don’t flatter yourself. Everyone knows Midoriya-kun did all the work.”
Ashido hugs Izuku from the back and says, “Yeah, screw school- you’re already a hero!”
Izuku flushes as Iida splutters and starts giving Ashido a lecture about the importance of school. He can tell the other boy isn’t too serious, though- he chops his hands extra dramatically to make his classmates laugh.
“Speaking of school,” Aizawa’s voice drawls, “It’s not over yet. Get back to your seats, you brats.”
Everyone reluctantly obeys, pulling away from Izuku.
“And Midoriya-kun.” Aizawa stops him as he makes his way back to his seat. The man’s lips quirk up slightly and he gives him an approving nod. “Good job.”
Izuku’s cheeks heat up. “Thanks!” He squeaks, then adds, “And, um, thanks for helping me.”
“Mm hmn.”
Izuku turns away and hastily scrambles back to his seat. There’s only about half an hour left of class, but he tries to focus on the lesson anyway, despite jumping in so late. The same can’t be said for his friends, who glance at him more than occasionally throughout the period. He isn’t sure if they keep looking at him because of what he did or because they’ve noticed that he’s been crying. He has to force himself not to sniffle or rub his eyes.
More than anything, he really just wants to go home and cuddle with Sushi. Maybe even Kacchan will join him. He’s a pretty good cuddler, even if he’s not the touchy-feely type. Izuku would much rather be surrounded by his burnt sugar scent than the metallic stench of blood that still seems to linger on him.
Finally, the bell rings and Izuku gets up. Before he can grab his bag, though, Kacchan grabs it for him.
At his questioning glance, the blond grunts, “You’re exhausted, aren’t you? I can carry our stuff.”
Normally, Izuku might protest that he’s more than capable of carrying his things, thank you very much, but right now he’s just grateful.
“By the way, Midoriya,” Todoroki says, following Izuku as he follows Kacchan to the door, “All Might was looking for you.”
“He was?” Izuku tilts his head.
“Said he couldn’t find you on his way back from the infirmary.” Todoroki shrugs. “He must’ve just missed you.”
Izuku isn’t quite sure how that would’ve happened, but he pushes it out of his mind for now. He’ll text All Might later. Maybe after he’s taken a nap.
They arrive at the door and Kacchan reaches his hand out, but it abruptly slides open with a bang before he can even touch it.
“Hello, class 1-A!” Mirio shouts enthusiastically. Izuku splutters.
“What the fuck?” Kacchan growls, “The hell are you doing here?”
With the majority of the class staring at him now, Mirio puffs up his chest and declares, “I’ve come to kidnap my kouhai!”
In the blink of an eye, he darts forward and scoops Izuku up into his arms. Izuku yelps in surprise, clutching his bicep.
“Oi, fuck off!” Kacchan snarls, lunging towards him. Nejire suddenly pops out from behind Mirio’s back, blocking Kacchan’s attack.
“Ooo, this one’s feisty!” She fearlessly pats the blond’s spiky hair, squealing with laughter when he tries to bite her hand. “He’s like a rabid dog!”
“Fuck you!” Kacchan shrieks.
“Bakugou-kun!” Iida scolds, appearing with a chop of his hand, “That is no way to speak to an upperclassman!”
“Fuck you too!”
Wincing at the loud noises, Izuku glances up at Mirio and whines, “Senpai, what are you doing?”
Mirio grins down at him. “Like I said, we’ve come to kidnap you!”
“Why?” Todoroki asks in his typical blank tone.
Nejire traps his cheeks between her palms, much to the boy’s surprise, and pouts, “Can’t a girl take her kouhai out for a treat?”
Blinking slowly, Todoroki silently pushes her hands away in response.
“A treat?” Izuku asks, feeling a little hesitant, “I don’t know guys, I’m kind of tired…”
“Don’t worry, I’ll carry you the whole time if I have to!” Mirio chirps, then smiles, his eyes softening, “Come on, you deserve a break.”
Izuku blinks in surprise and confusion. Then, Amajiki appears beside Mirio, giving him an encouraging smile. “It’ll be fun,” he says quietly, “I promise.”
Oh. Now it makes sense. Of course Amajiki would have told his friends about what happened. Izuku’s cheeks flush slightly in embarrassment, but neither of them look pitying.
Well, he is tired, but if Amajiki says it’ll be fun, then it must be. Besides, he doesn’t think the older boy would do anything that would make him uncomfortable and stress him out even more. Amajiki’s been nothing but helpful today, so Izuku trusts him. Hanging out with his senpais sounds a lot better than going home and crying some more anyways.
“Alright,” he relents. Mirio and Nejire let out simultaneous whoops of joy.
Kacchan is not pleased. “You just said you were tired!” He protests.
“Oh, I was dead serious about carrying him,” Mirio says, grinning brightly in the face of Kacchan’s scowl.
The explosive blond wrinkles his nose and tries again. “Don’t you have a lesson with Recovery Girl?”
“She gave me the day off,” Izuku says, “I’m gonna go with them.” Kacchan growls. “I’ll text you when I get home, ‘kay?”
Kacchan looks pissed, but Mirio doesn’t wait for a response. “Alrighty then, let’s go!” He turns around and promptly marches away with Izuku in his arms, Amajiki following silently.
“Bye-bye, baby heroes!” Nejire chirps, waving at his classmates as she walks away.
Behind him, Izuku hears Kaminari mutter, “What just happened?”
The hallways are soon teeming with students leaving their classrooms, but the crowd parts as Mirio and Nejire come marching through. Confused glances are shot at Izuku, who is still being carried bridal-style in Mirio’s arms. Amajiki trails after them with his head ducked.
When they reach the main gate, Izuku asks warily, “So… what are we doing?”
“Whatever you want!” Mirio replies cheerfully, “Like I said, it’s our treat! We could go get ice cream, how ‘bout that?”
Just the thought of eating makes Izuku’s stomach churn with nausea. He shakes his head. “I’m not really hungry…”
Mirio and Nejire share a quick, fleeting glance that Izuku misses, before Mirio straightens up. “No worries, we can do something else!”
“Yeah, we can go to the park, or the beach, or go watch a movie-” Neijire starts listing a number of activities, all of which don’t seem particularly appealing to Izuku right now, “-or go to a museum, or the zoo, or, hey, there’s a new karaoke club that opened nearby-”
“Actually,” Amajiki interrupts with his soft voice, “Why don’t we go to a cafe? We can order some tea and just relax for a bit.”
Izuku smiles and nods. “That sounds nice.”
Mirio and Nejire perk up.
“Perfect!” Mirio says, “Wonderful idea, Tamaki-kun! Let’s go to a cafe!” He shifts his grip on Izuku.
“Are you really going to carry me the whole time?” The freckled boy asks dubiously.
“Yup!” Mirio grins, then stops. “Hold up.” He puts Izuku down before squatting in front of him. He gestures to his broad back. “Hop on!”
Amajiki huffs while Izuku giggles in amusement. Rolling his eyes, he leans forward and wraps his arms around Mirio’s well-muscled shoulders. Hands grab onto his legs and hike him further up as Mirio stands.
“Now we’re ready to go!”
The walk to the cafe is short, but very fun. Piggyback rides are a rare luxury for Izuku, and unlike Kacchan, Mirio doesn’t get tired of it after five minutes. Izuku smiles and rests his chin on his shoulder, listening idly as Mirio and Nejire chatter nonstop. The cafe is a cute little shop at the end of a not-so-busy street. Amajiki immediately retreats behind Mirio as Nejire asks the waiter for a table, and they soon find themselves sitting at a comfy booth in the corner.
“So, what are you thinking of ordering?” Mirio asks, blatantly peering over Izuku’s shoulder at his menu even though he has one of his own in his hands.
On Izuku’s other side, Amajiki suggests, “You should get chamomile tea. It helps.” He doesn’t say with what, but the answer is fairly obvious.
Izuku nods. “Okay.”
“I think I’ll get jasmine tea!” Nejire says.
“I’m getting ramen,” Mirio says. The three turn to stare at him. He blinks. “What?”
“We came here for tea, dummy!” Nejire says.
“But I like ramen!”
“It’s almost July,” Amajiki murmurs, “It’s too hot for ramen.”
“What do you guys have against ramen?”
“Nothing, it’s just an inappropriate time of the year.”
“Tea is hot, but you guys are still ordering it!”
“That’s different.”
“How?!?”
Izuku giggles to himself as they continue to bicker. Mirio does end up ordering ramen, but Nejire forces him to sit at the far end of the booth so his ‘salty ramen smell’ doesn’t ruin their tea. Whatever that means. All this results in is Mirio and Nejire yelling unnecessarily loudly across the table so they can hear each other. Amajiki shrivels under the glares the other patrons shoot their way.
Even though it’s loud, something about this situation seems peaceful to Izuku. He giggles at his senpais’ silly antics and idly listens to their meaningless conversation. Thankfully, they don’t try too hard to get him to join in, clearly understanding that he’s more than happy to just listen. His mind occasionally wanders back to Kendou and the incident, but the wave of panic has boiled down to a simmer that he can easily ignore for now.
As he sips his tea, he finds himself slowly getting more and more drowsy. Amajiki is a warm presence beside him, his mellow personality a perfect contrast to his friends’. When Izuku finishes his drink, the older boy takes the cup from his hands and sets it down on the table.
“Thanks, Amajiki-san,” he says.
“You should just call him Tamaki-senpai,” Nejire says, “Since you call us by our first names.”
Izuku's cheeks heat up. "Oh! Uh..." He glances at Amajiki, who's face is flushed too.
“He can call me whatever he wants,” he says with a tone that’s almost defensive. Mirio and Nejire pick up on it immediately and grin at each other wickedly.
“Oookaaay,” Nejire sing-songs.
“Whatever you say.”
Amajiki grumbles to himself, but thankfully the other two go back to their incessant chatter a moment later. Izuku glances at him and decides to just brush it off as Mirio and Nejire being weird as usual.
He isn’t sure how long they stay in the cafe for. The sun starts to set outside, spilling orange light through the windows and painting the cafe in warm hues. It’s nice, just sitting here with his senpais and relaxing. It’s almost as if nothing bad even happened today.
He unconsciously finds himself slowly leaning against Amajiki’s shoulder, the pleasant mood mixed with the chamomile tea steadily breaking down his resolve to stay awake. Yawning, he gives one last valiant effort to keep his drooping eyelids open and fails miserably.
As soon as his head hits Amajiki’s shoulder, he falls fast asleep.
“Oh my God, he’s sooo cute!”
“Guys…”
“Quick, quick, take a picture!”
“What? No!”
“Oh, come on, this is adorable!”
“Don’t-”
“Tamaki-kun, there is no force on this earth that will stop me from taking this picture. This is gold!”
“This is so weird!”
“Shh, you’re gonna wake him up!”
“Nah, he’s out like a light.”
“Leave him alone, he’s had a tough day.”
“Aww, Tamaki-kun, I love seeing you get so protective!”
“Sh-Shut up…”
“Should we take him home? I can carry him.”
“We don’t even know where he lives.”
“Well, we can’t wake him up, he’s too cute! Can we keep him?”
“No, we can’t keep him.”
“Hang on, I think I know someone who can tell us his address.”
“Who?”
“Uh, a mutual friend! Lemme just text him real quick…”
“Hey, remember to send me that picture later, okay?”
“Of course, are you kidding? This is gonna be one of our most treasured heirlooms!”
*sigh*
“Don’t worry, Tamaki-kun, we’ll send it to you too.”
“You guys are the worst.”
Izuku wakes up a couple of hours later, surprised to find himself in his own bed. Confused, he grabs his phone and blinks blearily at the bright screen. He has one unread message from Mirio.
It’s a picture of him and Amajiki from the cafe. Izuku’s face burns red, eyes widening at the sight of him completely conked out against Amajiki’s shoulder, the older boy blushing furiously and covering his face with one hand. Underneath the photo is a single message from Mirio.
(Mirio 6:43PM) -CUTIES!!! (*´∀`*)
Izuku throws his phone across the room and buries his face into his pillow with a groan.
Notes:
.... Hey. Ya'll good? Sorry, that was pretty rough. I legit debated with myself for so long if I should change the rating of my fic to M because of this chapter. Let me know if I should. I grew up watching medical shows and reading Warrior Cats, so I'm pretty immune to gore so I didn't really realize how intense this was until I let my sister read it and almost sent her into a panic attack- which I felt REALLY bad about. Hence, the trigger warnings.
If you couldn't make it through this chapter, that's totally fine, here's a summary: Kendou gets critically injured during training and Izuku heals her, but it's rather traumatizing for him and gives him a panic attack. Amajiki finds him and helps him through it, then later he, Mirio, and Nejire take him to a cafe to cheer him up.
(A note about all of the medical stuff done in this chapter. While I do do a lot of research for this fic, I feel like I should once again say that I am not a medical professional and therefore take everything with a grain of salt and absolutely do not take this stuff for fact. I'm actually pretty sure if you use a defibrillator on a woman you need to remove her bra cuz of the wire, but like... I didn't want to flash everyone, poor Kendou's been through enough this chapter, so clearly I'm taking liberties with this stuff. Anyway, thought I should mention that again)
Take care of yourselves, ya'll. Here's some bonus funnies.
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Amajiki, a seasoned nervous boi: *sees Izuku, a baby nervous boi*
Amajiki: I will take him under my wing
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Izuku: Do I even weigh anything to you?
Mirio: No, it’s like holding a couple of grapes.
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Next chapter, Todoroki and Bakugou tag team All Might.
Chapter 23: The Strongest
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Brushing Sushi’s fur has always been a relaxing activity for Izuku. Sushi enjoys it, and the rhythmic motions of it is something easy for Izuku to focus on. He doesn’t have to think about anything else other than brushing out clumpy areas and helping Sushi with those hard-to-reach places.
That weekend, Izuku brushes Sushi’s fur so much that he can practically create another cat with the amount of hairballs his brush gathers. Eventually, Sushi tires of the constant grooming and flees. Izuku then turns his attention to his own hair. He spends almost twenty minutes in the shower just scrubbing and lathering every inch of it in conditioner. Then, he sits on his bed and starts combing his still-wet curls. They reach almost halfway down his back at this point, only a few inches above his elbows, and they’re in a sorry state. He’s been so busy with school and Recovery Girl’s lessons and homework and studying that he hasn’t been taking very good care of his hair. But now, he spends nearly forty minutes dutifully brushing out his wavy curls while All Might calls him on the phone. They talk about absolutely nothing for the entirety of the forty minutes, just making idle conversation while Izuku carefully untangles knots and smoothes them out. Once he’s done, he pats them dry with a towel and bids All Might goodbye.
If Kacchan notices a difference when he comes over, he doesn’t say anything. He does, however, vehemently refuse to let the greenette touch his spiky hair. Izuku merely pouts before offering to brush and style his mother’s hair. Inko agrees and the three of them sit on the couch and watch TV while Izuku starts on her long locks.
It’s his way of coping, he supposes. Simple, mindless work. It keeps him busy, keeps him from thinking about what happened to Kendou. He knows he probably should be studying, since finals are starting on Monday, but when he tried to crack open a book, he found his mind wandering back to the incident. So studying is out. He’s done enough of it during the past couple of weeks that he feels confident in his ability to do well on the exams anyways.
Kacchan is watching him, always. Watching for… something. He doesn’t know what. A moment of weakness, perhaps. Waiting for him to drown again so that he can be the one to bring him back to the surface. But Izuku won’t drown again. He doesn’t need to. He already had his moment of weakness, and Amajiki- no, Tamaki helped him through it. So he doesn’t need to do that again. It doesn’t even hurt that badly, looking back. He just doesn’t want to think about it, and that’s fine.
He will accept the cuddles, though. The stench of blood is faint now, more of a memory than anything, but Izuku is more than happy to drink in Kacchan’s burnt sugar scent as they lie on the couch together while Inko makes dinner. There’s no mindless work involved in cuddling, but Izuku finds that listening to Kacchan’s strong heartbeat is enough of a focus for him.
He remains steady. He doesn’t break again.
He thinks he might the next day when Kendou shows up at his house. Her parents are with her, and they all bow and thank him profusely for what he did. For saving her life. Kendou hugs him tightly and calls him her hero- and he doesn’t know how to respond. Ashido called him that too and his classmates agreed with her. Izuku isn’t quite so sure. He supposes, technically, that he is one. Heroes are all about saving lives, aren’t they? He did that. He saved someone’s life.
For some reason, he thought saving a life would feel… better. Feel more heroic. But whenever he thinks about what he did, what he should be proud of, all he feels is nauseous.
He hopes that’ll change one day.
Kendou is all better now, thanks to Recovery Girl. She’s a little weak, but the surgery went well and her leg is fine. She shouldn’t have any trouble during the practical portion of her final exam later in the week. Izuku is glad. Once she leaves, he feels a little better, a little lighter. At least now whenever his mind wanders back to the incident, to her cold, still form, he can remind himself that he just saw her alive and well. She’s fine and so is he, so everything’s fine.
He’s grateful to go back to school on Monday, even if it is just to take tests all day. Being around his friends makes him feel better, kind of like things are going back to normal. Ashido squeals and fawns over his better-than-normal looking curls, causing the other girls to join in and start up a surprisingly in-depth conversation about hair care. Kaminari does something silly and dorky during lunch that they should all be used to by now, but it still makes them laugh until they feel sick. Todoroki is a strong and steady presence by his side while Iida fusses and makes sure that they both have everything they need for their next class, which is really just a pencil and maybe an eraser.
He still kicks Shinsou’s ass during training, but the taller boy’s attacks are steadily becoming more difficult to avoid. He makes sure to tell Shinsou this and smiles at the determined, hopeful gleam in his eyes.
There’s not many people getting injured during finals week, so he doesn’t get as much practice with his quirk as he would like, but whenever he does get to use it he’s fairly successful in slowing the energy to a stop. It still fills him with pride everytime he does so.
The only thing that’s really different is that class 1-B is more openly friendly towards him. It’s nice, even though his stomach churns every time he looks at Kendou. It’s the main reason he politely turns down their invitations to join them for lunch, although he really does just prefer to sit with his own friends. But other than that and the passing greetings he now gets from class B students in the hallways, not much changes.
Soon, the three days of written tests are over and it’s time for the practical portion. Ashido and Kaminari had tried to wring information about the exam out of Izuku, certain that Recovery Girl had told him something- which she hadn’t- but eventually they got word from Kendou that the practical will involve fighting robots like in the entrance exam. So, pretty much everyone is feeling confident as they change into their costumes and take a bus over to the practical exam area. Everyone except for Izuku, who still has no idea what he’s going to be doing. Obviously he won’t be fighting robots, but will he just be healing his classmates? He does that basically everyday, surely something will be different? Recovery Girl already gave him a written exam the previous day that was fairly difficult but all-in-all manageable. So what’s next?
He gets his answer soon. Everyone is surprised when a large group of teachers meet them in front of the exam building. They’re even more surprised when Principal Nedzu pops out of Aizawa’s scarf and cheerfully informs them that, thanks to the recent increase in villain activity, they will be participating in real life battle simulations.
Which means that the students will be fighting the teachers.
Barely trained teenagers versus grown and experienced pro heroes.
Izuku gets the feeling that Recovery Girl is far from pleased with this plan.
To make matters even worse, Kacchan and Todoroki are tasked with defeating All Might. Together. Which- Izuku can think of a million reasons why that is such a bad idea. Anyone with two eyes and half a brain can see that the two don’t get along at all, especially after Kacchan lost to Todoroki during the Sports Festival. Why didn’t the teachers pair him up with someone that he can actually work with, like Kirishima?
And poor Kaminari and Ashido against Principal Nedzu? What on earth were the teachers thinking?!?
“Assuming you come across the enemy,” Snipe says, “If you think you can win a fight against them, then that’s fine. However…”
“In cases where there’s too big a difference in your abilities, it would be smarter to run away and get help.” Aizawa narrows his eyes. “Todoroki-kun, Iida-kun, Midoriya-kun. I’m sure you three understand this well.”
Izuku shrinks slightly. Of course he’s referring to Stain. The difference in abilities between the Hero Killer and Iida and Todoroki was big, but Izuku doesn’t even have a combative quirk and he still ran towards the fight instead of away from it. And yeah, maybe things turned out well this time, but still…
‘You’re not a fighter, you’re a healer. Your place isn’t on the battlefield.’
Izuku’s jaw clenches.
“That’s right,” All Might says, standing in front of Todoroki and Kacchan, “Your decision-making skills are being tested! But with these rules, you’re probably thinking the only choice is to run, right?”
‘Oh please do’, Izuku thinks. He can’t imagine how injured his two friends will be after a fight against All Might. But despite how unfair of a fight it is, he knows Kacchan won’t even think about running away. And Todoroki can be stubborn too. These “handicaps” don’t make him feel any better, either.
“Those waiting their turn can watch the exams or think of strategies as a team,” Aizawa says as the rest of the teachers make their way into the building, “Do what you want. That is all. Midoriya-kun, come with me.” He turns away.
Gulping, Izuku starts walking after him. Looking over his shoulder, he sees his classmates start to formulate plans with their teammates. Todoroki glances at Kacchan and says something in a low voice, but Kacchan just snarls and ignores him. Todoroki doesn’t try talking to him again.
“Midoriya-kun.”
“Er- Coming!”
Aizawa watches him as he hastily trots over to the man’s side. “Don’t worry about them,” he grunts, continuing to walk, “Just focus on your job today.”
Laughing nervously, Izuku asks a bit cheekily, “Isn’t it my job to worry about them?” Aizawa gives him a look and he quickly averts his gaze. “Nevermind. I mean, uh, what will I be doing then?”
Aizawa sniffs. “These exams will no doubt result in injuries. Your test will be to heal all injuries only halfway, meaning you have to stop your quirk. Every time you’re unable to, five points will be taken away.”
Izuku is suddenly a lot more nervous. “But- But I only just figured out how to do that last week!”
“Then work hard,” Aizawa replies with no remorse. He glances away. “You’ll do fine.”
Easy for him to say.
Well, at least worrying about his own exam takes his mind off of Kacchan and Todoroki’s predicament. He meets with Recovery Girl in the monitor room, who laments at the amount of work they’ll have today. As they watch Sato and Kirishima’s test begin, Izuku doesn’t notice the doors behind him open.
“Midoriya.”
Izuku glances over his shoulder. “Todoroki-kun! You came to watch?”
Todoroki nods, coming to stand beside him. “I figured seeing the students and teachers fight might give me some ideas.”
“Ah, right,” Izuku says, wincing in pity, “All Might will be a challenging opponent.”
Todoroki’s face doesn’t change except for the slightest narrowing of eyes. “Bakugou’s attitude won’t help either.” It’s a close growl. The line of his shoulders is tense too, revealing his frustration. Todoroki looks at him. “I also came here to ask if you have any suggestions on how to deal with him, seeing as you know him best.”
Izuku hesitates. Honestly, this is really a terrible situation for them. Kacchan views All Might as the best of the best, the person that Kacchan has to beat so that he can become the strongest hero. But he also feels intimidated by Todoroki, who he’s already lost to twice and whose unmistakable strength he’ll have to confront once more during this test. In the face of two overwhelming powerhouses, his insecurities will no doubt be heightened.
Honestly... Izuku can’t really imagine his friend passing this test. He most certainly won’t willingly work with Todoroki, in any case.
Thankfully, Recovery Girl saves him from answering. “Don’t try getting any help from him, boy,” she says, not taking her eyes off the screen, “That is for you to figure out. Heroes occasionally have to work with people that they normally wouldn’t get along with. Consider this preparation for that.”
Todoroki looks a bit disgruntled, but nods. Izuku feels like he should at least say something to him, but he’s distracted when Cementoss announces Kirishima and Sato’s failure. Eyes widening in surprise, he whips his head back to the screens to see the two boys unconscious on the floor.
Recovery Girl tuts. “Oh dear, it’s only the first match and we already have work?” She doesn’t seem particularly regretful, though. “Oh well, let’s go Midoriya-kun. Your test begins now.”
Izuku swallows. Todoroki gives him a small smile of encouragement as he nervously follows Recovery Girl out of the monitor room. Kirishima and Sato are brought to them on stretchers by a couple of robots so they don’t have to walk all the way down to the arena. Under Recovery Girl’s supervision, he goes through the motions of analyzing their physical wellbeing before he takes off his gloves to use his quirk on Kirishima.
He’s been mostly successful so far in slowing the energy to a stop during these past couple of weeks, but his nerves are getting to him now. Thankfully, he does manage to shut off his quirk, however it takes just a little bit too long. By the time he succeeds in narrowing his metaphorical hose enough to stem the flow of energy, Kirishima’s injuries are about seventy percent healed rather than fifty percent. To his relief, he does a slightly better job with Sato.
That’s pretty much how the rest of his test goes. He watches his classmates’ matches in the monitor room and tends to their injuries when he needs to. It goes well, for the most part- he doesn’t manage to stop his quirk when healing Asui and later Aoyama, but that’s mostly because their injuries were so minimal that Izuku didn’t even have time to slow down his quirk before they healed. Unsurprisingly, the ones with the worst injuries are the ones who fail their exams. The teachers all come out relatively unscathed, although Izuku has a feeling that’s going to change soon.
Saving the best for last, Kacchan and Todoroki’s match against All Might is the final one for the day. At this point, most of Izuku’s classmates and teachers have gathered in the monitor room. Having people around was a bit annoying at first, but they gladly shut up when Recovery Girl ordered them to so he could focus on healing. Now he’s grateful that he can cling to Iida’s arm as he anxiously watches the screens with wide eyes. The blue-haired boy simply pats his back reassuringly.
“There’s no need to worry, Midoriya-kun,” he says, “We both know how intelligent Todoroki-kun is. I’m sure he’s managed to talk some sense into Bakugou-kun. And if not, well…” He trails off uncertainly. Izuku stifles a sigh.
While he has no doubt that Todoroki understands the need for partnership when it comes to fighting against powerful adversaries like All Might, at the end of the day he’s still a bit of a lone wolf, just like Kacchan. If he’s already failed to communicate with the blond once, Izuku doubts that he’ll waste time trying again.
Struggling to swallow past the hard knot of anxiety that has formed in his throat, Izuku gazes at the figures of his two friends on the bright screens. His eyes land on Kacchan, watching as the blond tosses a withering glare at Todoroki over his shoulder before continuing to ignore him, and his stomach sinks.
‘Please,’ he mentally begs, ‘Don’t do anything stupid.’
“Team Todoroki and Bakugou, practical exam! Ready? Go!”
IcyHot. Katsuki is up against All Might, finally getting his chance to test his strength against the best of the best, and he’s paired with freaking IcyHot. Fan-fucking-tastic.
At least the two-toned bastard seems to be as displeased about the situation as he is. He does make an attempt to communicate with him after the teachers dismiss them to prepare for their exams, but he takes the hint pretty quickly once Katsuki snarls at him. Now they’re both set on simply ignoring each other as hard as they can.
Fine by him. He doesn’t need that bastard’s shitty-ass quirk in order to pass. He’ll beat All Might with his own damn strength.
Unfortunate partnering aside, Katsuki could not be more thrilled about the teacher he was chosen to fight. Finally he really gets to go all out and prove his strength to these fuckers, to truly put his power to the test and become better than the best- IcyHot just needs to stay out of his way.
He knows the bastard is aiming to be number one too, so he’ll no doubt be trying to beat All Might with everything he’s got as well. But there’s no way in hell Katsuki is going to let him win again. IcyHot made a fool out of him for the last time during the Sports Festival, and now more than ever Katsuki is filled with an overwhelming drive to beat his ass and seize an indisputable victory, to finally stake his claim as the strongest in the class and knock IcyHot off the high-horse that he’s been on for far too long.
Curling his lip, Katsuki welcomes the familiar burn of rage in his chest as he casts a glare at the other boy, who is still ignoring him.
They both have their eye on the same prize. If IcyHot does get in his way while he’s beating up All Might, would he be allowed to blow him to high heaven? Probably not. Looks like he’ll just have to find and take down All Might before him.
“Team Todoroki and Bakugou, practical exam! Ready? Go!”
Katsuki immediately turns and begins striding into the makeshift city confidently, feeling a small spark of pleasure when he hears footsteps walking in the opposite direction behind him. No need to worry about IcyHot tailing him then. Now it’s just a competition to see who can find All Might first.
Ideally, he would’ve liked to tire All Might out a bit first- toy with him until the thirty minutes are almost up, then catch him off-guard with a Howitzer Impact when he’s tired- but he can’t risk IcyHot fighting All Might during that time and stealing his victory right out from under his nose, so he’ll just have to fight him head-on. Those “handicaps” that support student made supposedly should help weaken him slightly, but Katsuki shouldn’t count on that, and he shouldn’t want to- this is a test in more ways than one, isn’t it? If he can beat the goddamn number one hero, then all those losses before will be what he thought they were- flukes, just little mishaps, and he can be the best, the strongest once again!
With determination filling his veins, Katsuki turns his stride into a jog as he begins his search for All Might. The buildings are tall around him, the city quiet except for IcyHot’s fading footsteps. If Katsuki remembers the map correctly, the gate is directly on the other side of the city, a straight cut through from their point, and he bets All Might is probably near there-
A huge blast of wind pressure suddenly rips through the testing facility, shattering windows and making the ground shudder. The force of it has him flying backwards and landing painfully on the ground, rolling to a stop.
“Who gives a damn about damaging the city?”
Katsuki’s head whips up at All Might’s booming voice, but he can’t see the hero amongst the thick cloud of dust still clearing up.
“If you think of this as an exam, you’ll be sorry,” All Might says in an intimidating tone, and Katsuki finds himself tensing up, “I am a villain, heroes. Come at me with everything you’ve got!”
The dust is clearing, but he still can’t see All Might. His voice sounds like it’s farther away though- on the other street, damn it, back where he just came from!
Katsuki dashes back over, cutting through an alley to get there quicker, but by the time he reaches the now-destroyed street, All Might is gone. A moment later, he hears the distinct sound of ice shattering and his heart leaps to his throat. Damn it, damn it, DAMN IT!
Following his ears, Katsuki furiously chases after the rapidly repeating sound as he tears his way down the street until he turns the corner and-
A block of ice comes hurtling towards his face.
Instinctively, he lifts his hand and releases an explosion, blasting it into smaller pieces that clatter onto the concrete harmlessly.
“Oi, Half-Face, what the-!” Katsuki cuts himself off.
IcyHot is currently getting his ass handed to him on a silver platter. Katsuki gawks as All Might dodges his attempts to freeze him to the spot, seemingly moving in the blink of an eye before darting in to attack before IcyHot can hardly even react. He smashes through each ice wall the boy throws up in self-defense like they’re made of glass, giant blocks breaking off and flying everywhere as he does so. IcyHot scrambles backwards, creating ice wall after ice wall as he goes on the complete defensive, but All Might lunges forward, breaking through two sheets of ice in one punch and grabbing IcyHot’s face in his massive hand before dragging him back through the crumbling hole he created. In one swift movement, he turns and hurls him all the way across the street where IcyHot makes a very painful-looking crater in the side of one of the buildings.
Then, All Might turns to him with a wicked grin.
“Finally joining us, Young Bakugou?”
Katsuki shakes out of his stunned stupor and peels his lips back into a snarl, shifting into a fighting stance. As All Might lunges towards him, he lifts his gauntlet and fires off a stun grenade. With the hero briefly blinded by the bright light, Katsuki launches himself into the air and prepares to aim an explosion at him- only for the same massive hand that grabbed IcyHot’s face to suddenly dart out and grab his, stopping him mid-air. He grunts in shock but continues aiming explosion after explosion at All Might’s exposed face until the man turns and slams him into the ground. Katsuki lets out a choked gasp as pain ricochets throughout his body.
“Come on now, that was just a sting!” All Might’s voice cuts through the ringing in his ears. “Show me what real heroes are made of, you zygotes!”
Katsuki didn’t realize he was casting a shadow over him until he’s gone, and as he painfully struggles to roll onto his side, he hears the sound of ice crackling once more and looks up. All Might is already across the street and in front of IcyHot, swiftly dodging a series of icy daggers shooting up from the ground as he advances on the boy- but suddenly, IcyHot switches to using his fire to defend himself from All Might’s next attack.
Katsuki is surprised- IcyHot hardly ever uses his fire, for whatever fucking reason. In fact, their fight during the Sports Festival is the only time he’s ever seen him use it. The number one hero clearly isn’t expecting it either, and his hand actually gets a little burned, but he quickly shakes it off and sends IcyHot flying across the street with a swift punch to the ribs.
While he’s distracted with him, Katsuki struggles to his feet and propels himself towards All Might again. All Might turns, jumps, and then suddenly he’s right in front of him and his fist is driving right into Katsuki’s abdomen. Pain explodes and the blond immediately vomits, expelling the contents of his stomach right before he’s sent flying backwards.
He lands, skids to a stop, and doesn’t move. For a few, unbearably long moments, the pain is paralyzing, and he struggles to gasp for the breath that has been knocked out of him. Heavy footsteps approach and he wheezes, gritting his teeth in frustration.
Damn it! Get the fuck back up!
Growling, he ignores the way his muscles scream at him and presses his palms against the ground.
“I know why you’re so frustrated,” All Might’s voice says beside him as he slowly and shakily pushes himself up onto his knees, “It’s because of Young Todoroki’s strength, isn’t it?” Katsuki’s eye twitches. “You must know that everyone starts at different levels. Rather than feeling threatened by his strength, why don’t you focus on improving your own? You have so much more room to grow! And I’m not just talking about power!”
“Shut up, All Might,” Katsuki hisses, shoulders hunched, “If I have to get help from that…”
He abruptly trails off as he looks up to the side. IcyHot is up and running again- but he’s running away. He’s utilizing All Might’s distraction with Katsuki to flee.
Katsuki’s eyes widen.
And something in him snaps.
His lip curls, and he suddenly finds his blood burning hotter than ever before, like a bucket of hot acid has just been poured straight into his veins. “Strength?” He barks, “Strength? What fucking strength? There’s not an ounce of strength in the body of that FUCKING COWARD!” His voice rises into a screech before he whips around and aims both of his palms at All Might, releasing his rage in a massive explosion that has the number one hero actually taking a step back. He raises his forearms to protect himself and for a brief moment, Katsuki feels a flicker of hope in his chest, baring his teeth savagely as he continues the relentless assault. But a second later, All Might is jumping out of his range of fire, moving faster than his eyes can see, and then there’s a giant hand grabbing him by one of his gauntlets and he’s being lifted into the air.
“Now that’s no way to talk about your teammate!” All Might says disapprovingly as Katsuki snarls and thrashes around. He raises his other hand to blow his face up, only to let out a cry of pain when All Might crushes the gauntlet he has in his grasp like it’s made of tinfoil, making the metal dig into the skin of his wrist. “Whether you like it or not, you two are in this together!”
At the last word, he reels his arm back and hurls Katsuki all the way down the street- right towards IcyHot. Katsuki only has time to think ‘oh shit’ before his face collides with the bastard’s back and they’re both knocked to the ground. He rolls to a stop, and he can faintly hear the other boy groan in pain, but he’s too busy trying not to pass out from the blow to the head.
“Bakugou,” IcyHot hisses somewhere to his left.
Katsuki growls in irritation. “What?” He spits, struggling to stand back up. He lurches to the side, mind spinning.
Footsteps, and then arms around his chest are yanking him to his feet. He snarls, but he’s too disoriented to fight off being dragged away to wherever the hell IcyHot is taking him. Off the street, into an alley, then IcyHot creates a tall wall of ice to seal off the entrance, but instead of continuing down the alley, he hastily opens a side door to one of the buildings and drags Katsuki inside.
As soon as he closes the door behind him, the sound of shattering ice can be heard outside. Heavy footsteps- All Might’s footsteps- pause in the alley. Clearly he’d expected them to be there. Both Katsuki and IcyHot listen with bated breath as the silence lingers on for a brief moment, then All Might’s footsteps continue down the alley until they slowly start to fade.
IcyHot lets out a quiet sigh of relief.
A second passes, and then Katsuki violently shoves the two-toned bastard away from him. His legs wobble dangerously and his body screams in protest at the sudden movement, but he screams right back at it to stay standing. No fucking way is he going to accept help from that asshole! He stumbles backwards until he can lean against the wall instead, panting heavily from the ordeal.
IcyHot isn’t looking too hot either, parts of his right side covered in frost and, much like Katsuki, just generally beaten up from getting tossed and pounded by All Might. They both simultaneously and wordlessly agree on a respite, each retreating to their own corners to catch their breaths and gather themselves as they struggle to process what just happened.
Katsuki swallows heavily, his heart pounding against his chest. His attacks hardly did anything against All Might. He’s not naive, he knew the man would be difficult, nearly impossible to defeat, but faced with him now, faced with brutal reality- he is so much stronger than Katsuki could have imagined, even with the handicaps. That is what it means to be the best of the best, that immovable force, that power- and Katsuki’s explosions, the ones he’s so proud of, the ones everyone has always said were so powerful, were nothing to him, a mere sting. He’s too weak, he’s going to fail again, he can’t-
“We can’t beat him.”
Katsuki stills.
“What.”
IcyHot gazes at him, eyes flat. “We can’t beat him,” he says with no infliction, as if discussing the weather, “We should run away.”
Slowly, slowly, Katsuki lifts his head to look at him. IcyHot, who’s been doing nothing but winning since he’s got to UA, wants to run away?
“Fuck you,” Katsuki spits.
IcyHot presses his lips together. “I don’t like it either, but it’s the smart thing to do. It’s what Aizawa-sensei was trying to tell us earlier.”
“I don’t give a fuck about what Aizawa-sensei was trying to tell us!” Katsuki snaps, trembling with rage, “I’m not fucking running! I’m gonna beat his ass and prove my strength while you can go run and prove what a fucking coward you really are!”
IcyHot hardly reacts, and that pisses off Katsuki even more. The only indication of his frustration is in his rising voice as he counters, “We couldn’t beat him together, what makes you think you can beat him alone?”
“Shut up!” He snarls, “I’ll win!”
“He’s the number one hero, damnit!” IcyHot finally snaps, “You won’t beat him! Hell, you couldn’t even beat me-”
“SHUT UP!” Katsuki screeches, ignoring the pain in his muscles to lunge at IcyHot and aim an explosion at his face, which the other boy only barely manages to block with a wall of ice, “YOU WANNA FUCKING GO, YOU PRIMADONNA BITCH? I’LL BEAT YOUR ASS RIGHT NOW!” He aims explosion after explosion at the fucker’s ice while the other hastily defends himself.
“What the hell is wrong with you?!?” IcyHot shouts, stomping his foot on the ground and turning the concrete underneath Katsuki to ice, causing him to slip. As he lands on his back with a pained grunt, IcyHot continues, “Why are you always trying to- to- prove yourself?”
“Fuck off!” Katsuki spits, struggling to his feet.
“No,” IcyHot says stubbornly, a firm glint in his eyes as he glares back at Katsuki, “Don’t think I haven’t noticed the way you act- like everything’s a competition all the time, like if you don’t constantly remind people of your strength they’ll somehow forget- why? What the hell is that about, Bakugou?”
Katsuki grits his teeth, pulse roaring in his ears. “Shut up!”
“Why do you have to beat All Might instead of running away?” IcyHot demands, “We could win that way- why do you have to beat him?”
“Because-”
Because because because-
“Why do you have to beat me?”
“Shut up!”
His heart threatens to jump out of his throat.
“Why?” IcyHot presses relentlessly, his voice increasing with each question, oblivious to the suffocating pressure building in Katsuki’s chest, “What is it all for? Who is it all for-?”
The pressure reaches a breaking point, and he finally screeches at the top of his lungs, “ZUKU!”
That shuts IcyHot up. His mouth closes with a small ‘click’, eyes slightly wide.
Katsuki lets out a low hiss, and with it, the pressure leaves, like a balloon deflating. “Zuku, you fucker, it’s-” He growls, but it’s a mere shadow to his aggression earlier. His shoulders sag, and he clenches his jaw as he glares at the ground. “I have to beat All Might,” he near-whispers.
IcyHot gazes at him carefully. “Why?”
“Because I’m his protector!” Katsuki snaps, lifting his head to turn his glare on him, “Zuku, I mean, I’m his protector and I-” Gritting his teeth, he grabs a fistful of his hair in his hand and hisses in frustration, “-Fuck, I keep losing, I keep failing, and I- I can’t- I have to beat All Might, I have to beat you, I have to be strong enough for him, I have to be strong enough to protect him from- from- fuck, from everything! From villains, from dogs, from reporters, from whatever fucking tries to hurt him!”
IcyHot stares at him in confusion. “Bakugou, what-?”
Yanking his hand away, Katsuki straightens up and glares at him with renewed fury. “That’s why I’m going to beat All Might, I’m going to prove to Zuku that I’m the best damn hero to protect him, and I’m going to wipe the floor with your ass once this shit is over!”
“What the hell?” The utterly bewildered expression on IcyHot’s face would be comical if Katsuki wasn’t so pissed off right now. “It isn’t a freaking competition!”
“Haah?”
“Protecting Midoriya,” IcyHot says, “It isn’t just your responsibility, it’s everyone’s responsibility to protect him.”
Katsuki curls his lip, a flare of defensiveness going through him. “The fuck are you going on about, IcyHot? Didn’t you hear me say I’m his-?”
“He’s a healer,” IcyHot interrupts, “He’s our healer. Yours, mine, and everyone in our class and in UA. He’s going to heal dozens upon dozens of heroes in his future, and it’s going to be their responsibility in turn to protect him. That’s how it works.” He says this like it should be obvious. “You’re not the only thing standing in between him and villains. You’ve done well protecting him up until now, but if you don’t learn to trust in others’ abilities to keep him safe, you’re going to burn yourself to the ground trying to protect him on your own. You’re- damnit, Bakugou, you don’t have to do this all by yourself.”
But he always has. He’s always been the strong one, the one with the best quirk, the biggest kid on the block- that’s why he was entrusted to be Zuku’s protector in the first place. No one could even dream to compete with him. All of the other kids were just extras, side-characters to his main protagonist, and Zuku- Zuku who is gentle and soft and so unlike Katsuki in so many ways- was his to protect. All on his own, because nobody else was strong enough to do it, was strong enough to help him, and he wouldn’t have had it any other way. He could protect Zuku just fine on his own.
Dog teeth flash in his mind. His friend battered and bruised in a dirty alley. Pain and disgust flashing in emerald eyes as he spits out venomous words in his frustration.
Katsuki’s fists clench. The fear rises within him again, making him taste bile in the back of his throat.
He is Zuku’s protector because he is the strongest one, the only one. But now Todoroki stands across from him, shaking with adrenaline and blood crusting his lip, probably just as exhausted as he is from the battle but stubbornly staying up because he doesn’t want to be the first to collapse… and Katsuki suddenly finds that he’s not alone.
The building suddenly shudders.
All Might has found them.
IcyHot’s gaze sharpens, and the question of ‘what will you do?’ goes unspoken.
The answer is pulled from him before he even has to think about it. “I have to fight him,” he says. Unchanged.
But instead of arguing, IcyHot just nods once. “I’ll fight with you,” he says, “But only if you don’t fight with me.”
Katsuki’s jaw tightens. He doesn’t like this. The last thing he wants is some half-assed victory where he relies on fucking IcyHot’s help to win. But there’s something else in his voice- an offer;
‘I’ll lend you my strength. Use it.’
Katsuki lifts his chin, gazing at IcyHot with narrowed eyes. All his life he’s been the strongest one. He surrounded himself with people whose quirks paled in comparison to his, and clung to a boy who held strength in a different manner. But IcyHot is the strongest one in their class. He’s powerful and intelligent and so like him in so many ways and he’s telling him to take his strength and use it.
IcyHot holds his gaze firmly, and within those heterochromatic eyes Katsuki thinks he sees a familiar fire burning.
His lip curls as the building shudders once more.
“Here’s what we’re going to do.”
Izuku digs his fingers into Iida’s forearm as he watches the screens with anxious eyes.
“Look, there they go!” Sero says, “See, they totally just made a plan!”
“What? No way, Bakugou-kun just attacked him like two seconds ago!” Uraraka argues.
“Todoroki-kun is very adaptable,” Iida supplies helpfully, “I’m sure he managed to convince Bakugou-kun to work with him. Somehow.”
“But they’re splitting up,” Yaoyorozu says, gazing at the screens worriedly, “Where are they going?”
“Ah, they’re going off to do their own thing,” Kaminari says, “You know them, they’re both lone wolves.”
“That’s exactly why they were paired up together,” Aizawa’s voice drawls from the back of the room, making multiple students jump in surprise, “Both Bakugou-kun and Todoroki-kun rely heavily on brute force while neither is good at teamwork. To be paired against an overwhelmingly powerful opponent such as All Might would force them to either adapt their strategies and work together- or fail.”
Izuku’s heart sinks even further into his stomach as everyone’s heads slowly turn from their teacher to look back at the screens.
All Might is sending a few- weak- pressurized wind attacks on the building Kacchan and Todoroki are in, clearly not wanting to demolish it in one blast since he doesn’t want to murder his students but instead probably trying to flush them out like rats. It works- sort of. It does get them moving out of the building, but Kacchan goes out the back alley where they came in and starts going up, using the fire escape from the opposite building so the sound of his explosions doesn’t alert All Might to his presence.
Meanwhile, Todoroki stays on the ground level and starts heading towards where All Might is aiming his wind pressure attacks from the outside. The building shudders more and more violently the closer he gets, but he protects himself from any falling debris with ice. Finally, there’s only one thick wall between him and All Might.
Outside, the number one hero reels his fist back, and at the same time Todoroki slams his foot on the ground. Izuku’s jaw drops as a massive glacier bursts out from the spot, filling nearly all the screens in a fraction of a second. The same one from the Sports Festival!
Shouts of surprise fill the monitor room. Izuku can’t even see All Might anymore- Todoroki got him! He almost wants to laugh in relief! It was so brilliant! He kept that wall between them so All Might wouldn’t get the chance to react if he saw him!
On screen, Todoroki doesn’t stop moving for a second, even though he must be freezing, and immediately turns and begins running for the nearest exit. He repeatedly glances at the walls around him nervously- the building must be creaking. He had to freeze through the wall to capture All Might with his glacier, and in doing so he also froze part of the building, so he might've compromised its structural integrity.
As soon as he bursts out of the building, something moves in the corner of Izuku’s eye- Kacchan! What’s he doing?
He watches as his friend yells something he doesn’t hear, then jumps over the alley onto the roof of the unstable building. Using his explosions to propel him, he dashes towards the massive glacier of ice trapping the number one hero, quickly picking up speed until he reaches the edge and launches himself into the air. Once he’s above the glacier, he twists mid-air, spinning rapidly as he dives back down into the ice like a missile, slamming into it with an explosive force that shatters it into a million pieces.
Izuku’s eyes widen. Howitzer Impact!
Large chunks of ice go flying everywhere, along with tiny, needle-like pieces too. Izuku spares a brief moment of concern for All Might. The two strongest students in the class dealt him the strongest attacks in their arsenal. Number one hero or not, that’s gotta hurt. The moment is fleeting though. He’s still incredibly pissed off at how hard the man was hitting his friends, after all.
There are clouds of frost and smoke billowing everywhere, filling the screens and making it hard to see. Izuku can only assume that Todoroki and Kacchan are running, but without any sound, he can’t be sure. He can’t be sure that All Might is down for the count either- after all, he is the number one hero, what if he gets back up and goes after them? Do they have another plan after this? Oh no, they’re gonna get beaten up again, God that was so brutal to watch the first time-
The buzzer goes off.
“Team Todoroki and Bakugou have passed!”
“Huh? That’s it?” Uraraka asks, blinking in bewilderment.
“Aww, we couldn’t see anything!” Hagakure complains.
“That last attack was insane,” Ojirou comments, “I hope All Might is okay.”
The frost slowly starts to clear, revealing said hero still picking himself up from amongst the fragments of ice. He seems to be alright, although even through the camera Izuku can see the stiff way he holds himself as he makes his way towards the gate.
“Well, that’s our cue.” Recovery Girl gets his attention once again as she hops off her chair. “Todoroki-kun and Bakugou-kun are your last tests. You can leave All Might to me.” The tone of her voice at the last part is chilling enough to make the students shiver as she stalks out of the monitor room. Izuku trots after her, and they meet up with the returning trio of battered heroes on their way back from the training facility.
Despite the man’s injuries, Izuku feels no pity for All Might when Recovery Girl starts whacking him with her cane.
“Do-” Whack! “You-” Whack! “Not-” Whack! “Know-” Whack! “How-” Whack! “To-” Whack! “Hold-” Whack! “Back?!?” Whack whack whack!
All Might scrambles away from her like a maiden from a mouse. “It was part of the test!” He practically squeaks. “We’re supposed to give them a challenge, to do everything we can to stop them-”
Recovery Girl is not mollified. She stabs All Might’s foot with her cane and he yelps, jumping away.
“Ow!” As Recovery Girl continues to berate and attack him, All Might gives Izuku a pleading look. “Young Midoriya!”
Izuku narrows his eyes. “You hit Kacchan so hard he threw up! And tossing Todoroki-kun around like that? You could have snapped his neck! I’d expect that such an experienced and successful pro hero such as yourself would know how to be more careful!”
All Might pales.
Kacchan snickers, “Nice spine there, Zuku.” He quickly shuts up when Izuku turns his heated glare onto him.
“And you - don’t think you’re off the hook either! Running off like that and trying to take on All Might by yourself-!” Izuku scoffs and shakes his head. “Whatever, I’ll yell at you later. First, I’ve gotta make sure you’re not about to keel over from internal bleeding thanks to this guy.” He gives All Might the stink-eye.
“Yo-Young Midoriya…” All Might sounds betrayed.
Kacchan sniffs. “I feel fine.”
He looks like he just got hit by a truck, then eaten by a T-Rex, then shit out and left to dry in the hot sun before being trampled by a herd of rhinos.
Izuku’s eye twitches. “You wanna try that again?”
Todoroki, at least, has the decency to look tired. “Can you heal me first?” He asks politely.
Kacchan snarls at him, “Fuck you, he’s gonna heal me first!”
“Yeah,” Izuku agrees. Kacchan grins smugly for a brief moment before Izuku continues, “Only because you look ten times worse than he does.”
Now it’s Kacchan’s turn to look betrayed. Recovery Girl takes a break from assaulting All Might to observe Izuku as he goes about checking his friends’ injuries. Miraculously, neither of them seem to have any internal bleeding. A few of Todoroki’s ribs are fractured and Kacchan has a mild concussion, but no bones need to be set and no surgery is needed before Izuku can use his quirk. As promised, he heals Kacchan first, forcing his energy to slow down to a stop at the halfway point. Something he’s noticed recently- as in, just today- is that even when his quirk is stopped, if he keeps his hands on a person he can sense their own natural energy. It swirls around the points where their half-healed injuries linger, most likely their body’s own attempts at healing itself. He’ll have to mention that to Recovery Girl later.
“Alrighty, then,” his mentor says as he finishes up with Todoroki, nodding in approval, “Good job, Midoriya-kun. I still have to add up your points, but I’m fairly certain that you passed.”
Izuku lets out a sigh of relief. Todoroki smiles softly at him and he stubbornly ignores how it makes his heart skip a beat.
“Er…” All Might pipes up hesitantly, “I’m kind of injured too...”
Recovery Girl turns to give him a deadpanned, merciless look. “Then suffer.”
All Might looks like a kicked puppy. Still, he obediently trails after them as they make their way back to the monitor room. Izuku walks with Kacchan on one side and Todoroki on the other. After a few moments of walking in silence, it becomes clear that both are very obviously not looking at or even talking to each other. Izuku glances at Kacchan, taking note of his clenched jaw and tense expression. He blinks.
They’d had a moment, back during the exam. Something had happened in that building when they were yelling at each other- well, when Kacchan was yelling at him. Kacchan looked upset, more upset than usual, and Todoroki looked like he was almost yelling too, and Todoroki never yells. But he managed to get Kacchan to stop yelling, to listen and to make a plan with him! God, Izuku wishes he could’ve heard what they had said! He knows it must’ve been important…
The freckled boy glances between them again.
“Sooo…” He says, “What’d you guys talk about back there?” When the two boys glance at him, he adds, “We were watching through the cameras, but there was no audio. You guys seemed to have a little spat though… What was it about?”
Kacchan narrows his eyes and turns away sharply. “Fucking nothing,” he spits.
Blinking in surprise, Izuku turns to Todoroki for answers. Todoroki’s gaze lingers on Kacchan for a moment before he looks away too. “Nothing.”
Feeling a small spark of irritation, Izuku glances over his shoulder at All Might. The pro hero raises his hand innocently. “I didn’t hear a thing! I was too busy looking for them,” he says, then grins and plops a hand on Todoroki and Kacchan’s heads, ruffling their hair good-naturedly. “I am proud of you two for working together so well, though! You make a great team!”
“Fuck off,” Kacchan snaps, pushing his hand away. He makes eye-contact with Todoroki briefly, sharing a look that Izuku doesn’t know the meaning of, before they both resume ignoring each other. Izuku glances between them in confusion.
It’s incredibly annoying not knowing what transpired between them. He could nag for answers, but he knows a fruitless endeavor when he sees one. Kacchan will only get even more pissed off and Todoroki is as stubborn as a mule- also Izuku still gets weird around him sometimes so it’s best to avoid that. At the end of the day, though, they did what Izuku thought was impossible for them; they worked together. And Izuku is proud of them! Confused, but proud. Sure, he’s still desperately curious about what they talked about, but maybe it’s just one of those secrets that will make their bond stronger? Maybe they’ve come to a mutual understanding of each other that will inevitably blossom into a wonderful dynamic friendship that will help them both grow as individuals?
Warmth blooming in his chest, Izuku links his arms around Todoroki and Kacchan’s on either side of him as they walk. They both glance quizzically at his bright smile.
“The fuck are you so happy about?” Kacchan growls.
Izuku beams and squeezes them closer to his sides. “I’m proud of you guys,” he says earnestly.
Kacchan scowls, a tinge of pink on his cheeks. For some reason, Todoroki chokes. He starts coughing repeatedly into his free arm while Izuku turns to him in concern.
“Todoroki-kun, are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” Todoroki wheezes between coughs, “Just- ack!- choked on my own spit-”
Izuku relaxes slightly. Kacchan scoffs, “Fucking dumbass.”
As Todoroki catches his breath, Izuku asks, “Are you sure you’re okay, Todoroki-kun? Your face is looking kind of red.”
“I’m fine.” Todoroki cranes away from him.
Izuku tilts his head, leaning closer. “Are you having trouble regulating your temperature-”
“I’m fine!”
“Jesus fucking christ,” Kacchan grumbles exasperatedly under his breath.
Izuku frowns at him. “What?”
Kacchan just gives him a very unimpressed look and rolls his eyes.
When they return to the monitor room, Aizawa announces the conclusion of the practical exam and informs them that they’ll receive the results tomorrow. As they make their way out of the building, Izuku notices Kirishima is practically dragging his feet. He and the others that failed must be so upset that they won’t be able to go on the summer camping trip.
Izuku nudges Kacchan. The blond looks up and Izuku jerks his head over to Kirishima. Kacchan blinks. It takes him far too long for him to realize that he’s supposed to go over and talk to him. When he does, he hunches his shoulders and stomps after the redhead, raising his leg to deliver a roundhouse kick to Kirishima’s lower back.
“Oi, why the fuck did you fail, idiot?!?”
Izuku facepalms.
The bus ride back to the main building is- unsurprisingly- very noisy. Everyone is either discussing their own battles against the teachers or chattering excitedly about the summer boot camp. Izuku himself is feeling slightly tired from using his quirk, so he simply leans back and idly listens to his classmates conversations. Todoroki is quiet too, sitting in the seat beside him. He looks like he’s deep in thought, so Izuku doesn’t want to disturb him.
Green eyes roam around the bus. Kaminari and Ashido are moaning in defeat. Sero and Yaoyorozu, who successfully restrained Aizawa, are talking rather animatedly. Izuku hasn’t really seen the two interact much before, but Sero is a pretty friendly guy and Yaoyorozu seems to be getting along with him happily. Near the back of the bus, Kacchan and Kirishima are sitting together, the former looking uncharacteristically mellow as they talk. Kirishima is looking a little less upset, though, so Izuku assumes that whatever Kacchan’s comfort tactic is with him is working.
At the front of the bus, Aizawa sits by himself, rubbing his eyes as he stares impassively down at his phone. After a moment, he rubs his eyes again. Blinks rapidly and rubs a bit harder. A familiar, irritated scowl adorns his face.
Izuku tilts his head curiously. Standing up, he carefully makes his way to the front and sits down next to the teacher. Aizawa glances up sharply, irritation fading slightly when he realizes that it’s him.
“What is it, Midoriya-kun?” He asks.
“You’re rubbing your eyes,” Izuku points out in response.
Aizawa grunts dismissively. “Ran out of eyedrops and didn’t realize it until I tried to use them after Sero-kun and Yaoyorozu-san’s match. I’m fine.”
He’s clearly bothered, though. Good thing Izuku’s prepared for this.
Without a word, Izuku unzips one of the medical bags on his belt and rummages around for a moment before fishing out a bottle of eyedrops. Aizawa looks like he doesn’t know whether to feel confused or grateful. He eventually settles on the latter and graciously takes the bottle, unscrewing the cap and putting in the eyedrops with a swiftness that speaks of years of experience. He sighs with relief.
“Thanks,” he says, glancing at his bag, “Why do you keep eyedrops in there?”
“For you,” Izuku replies simply. Aizawa blinks. “It’s my duty to keep my heroes in shipshape, whether it be by healing their injuries or carrying supplies that will help treat the negative effects of their quirks.” Aizawa blinks again. Izuku smiles. “You’re my responsibility too, sensei.”
Aizawa stares at him, expression indescribable, then slowly looks down at the bottle in his hand.
“... How do you know which brand I use?”
Izuku just smiles and gets up to rejoin Todoroki.
Notes:
Omg guys the response to the last chapter was overwhelmingly positive, thank you guys so much!! I got more comments and bookmarks than I ever have on any chapter!! It literally made my week!
I hope you guys like this chapter too! A more Katsuki-centric one, which we haven't had in a while, but it's about time that boy has had some development in this fic. Tell me what you guys think!
Also the last scene was literally just added because I love Dadzawa. Didn't need to happen, but also, yes it did.
Just a grumpy dad not knowing how to react to a smol sunshine child. Their dynamic is one of my favorite parts of this fic and I am so excited for you guys to see more of them. But that comes later XD.
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Next chapter- Shigaraki and Izuku
Chapter 24: The Fifth
Notes:
TRIGGER WARNING for mild gore. It's not as intense this chapter, and it's really obvious when it's coming so you can easily just jump over the paragraph that it's in- (I would give a start and end-at point but I couldn't find one that's not spoilery and it's really only one paragraph that gives any detail of the gore)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next morning, Aizawa announces the logical ruse.
Ashido cries out in joy while Iida nearly shoots up into the air. “You’ve lied to us twice! Aren’t you worried our faith in you might waver?!?”
Aizawa doesn’t look particularly concerned. Meanwhile, those who failed the practical exam cheerfully celebrate their second chance. Even the promise of extra lessons isn’t enough to dampen their mood.
“Why don’t we all go shopping together tomorrow?” Hagakure asks excitedly.
Kaminari grins. “Good idea! It’ll be the first time we’ve all hung out together!”
“Hey, Bakugou-kun, you’re coming too!” Kirishima looks at Kacchan, who is already making his way towards the door.
“Like I’d do something so irritating,” the blond scoffs.
Kirishima pouts. Izuku glances between them, then pipes up, “Well, I’m going.”
Kacchan stops and glares at him. “What the fuck for?”
Waving the training camp brochure in his hand, he says, “I need to buy a new swimsuit.”
He doesn’t.
Kacchan scowls, then glances at Kirishima briefly before huffily turning away. “Tch. Guess it can’t be helped then.”
Kirishima and Izuku grin at each other.
“What about you, Todoroki-kun?” The redhead asks, looking at the boy over Izuku’s shoulder. “You coming shopping with us? It’ll be fun!”
Todoroki shakes his head. “I’ll be busy, sorry.”
“Aw, man.” Kirishima glances over as Kacchan walks out of the classroom. He darts after him. “Yo, Bakugou-kun, where you going?”
“None of your fucking business, Shitty Hair!”
As their playful bickering fades away, Todoroki steps up to Izuku’s side. He does look a bit apologetic. “I go visit my mom on our days off,” he explains.
“Oh!” Izuku smiles. Todoroki shouldn’t be sorry about that. His relationship with his mother is far more important than some class shopping spree. Lowering his voice slightly, he asks, “How’s that going?”
“Good.” Todoroki gets quiet for a moment, looking strangely solemn. Slowly, he reaches up to touch his scar. “I think,” he says softly, “Maybe… once my bond with my mother is stronger… I’ll be ready for you to heal this.”
Something tugs in Izuku’s chest. Todoroki without his scar? It’s almost impossible for him to imagine. Still, he smiles and nods. “Of course!”
After that, he reluctantly has to leave for his lesson with Recovery Girl, which he’s already late for. Thankfully, it’s a slow day for the infirmary, so there’s not much for him to do work-wise. He asks about how he should begin preparing for his license exam, but Recovery Girl tells him not to worry about that just yet. Instead, she gives him the rundown for the training camp. She won’t be accompanying them, but Izuku will still be allowed to heal students so long as it’s under Aizawa’s supervision. It’s a bit of a rule bend since Aizawa isn’t a licensed medical professional, but the man will be reporting directly back to Recovery Girl, so Izuku assumes that that’s good enough. The thought of not having Recovery Girl to rely on makes him a bit nervous- and he can’t help but worry about someone getting seriously injured like Kendou did- but he does his best to push away his anxieties. Healers should have more trust in their own capabilities, shouldn’t they?
During his training session with Aizawa and Shinsou, he’s surprised to learn that the boy will be joining the summer boot camp too.
“It would be illogical for me to stop his training for an entire week when I can just bring him along,” Aizawa sniffs, “Besides, a brutal training camp is just what Shinsou needs in order to help him catch up to your classmates.”
“Yipee,” Shinsou drawls in an equally dry tone.
Izuku glances between them. They both gaze down at him with nearly identical tired, hooded eyes.
God, they’re like twins.
“What?” Aizawa asks.
Izuku shakes his head. “Nothing!”
During one of their breaks, he does invite Shinsou to join their class shopping trip, but the purple-haired boy declines. He’s a bit disheartened, but he knows that Shinsou isn’t exactly a people-person, even if he is starting to get along with his classmates fairly well. At least he got Kacchan to join.
“Might as well buy some more weights while we’re there,” the blond grumbles as they walk home.
“It’ll be fun, you’ll see!” Izuku grins cheekily and teases, “Don’t act like you’re not thrilled that Kirishima-kun gets to come on the trip too.”
He swiftly ducks as a hand comes flying towards his head.
Snarling, Kacchan turns away sharply and shoves his hands in his pockets. “I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about!” He snaps as he stomps down the sidewalk.
Izuku snickers.
The Kiyashi Ward Shopping Mall is a place that Izuku has never been to before. Which is a bit odd, since it’s so popular and he lives pretty close to it, but Inko always preferred to go to smaller strip malls and Kacchan, Tsubasa, and Inaba always favored playing in the arcade or park rather than shopping. The Kiyashi Ward Mall is much bigger than Izuku imagined it would be, and with so many colorful and interesting stores around him, he starts to get really excited. Even though he lied about needing a swimsuit, maybe he can get something else? Some new leggings would be nice. The pair he wears when he trains with Shinsou is getting a bit old, now….
“Oh, aren’t those UA students?”
Izuku glances up from where he was chatting with Kaminari to see a stranger pointing at them. Other people pipe up.
“First years?”
“I saw them on TV!”
“Oh, there are still people who remember that…” Uraraka nervously smiles back at the strangers as they cheer and whoop.
Amused, Izuku shakes his head and turns back to Kaminari. “So what are you gonna get?”
“I don’t have any outdoorsy shoes, so I wanna go get some,” Kaminari replies.
“Oh, me too, me too!” Hagakure says, startling Izuku. Her sleeves flutter. “We should go together!”
“Whoever needs to buy a carry-on bag, come with me and Jirou-kun,” Yaoyorozu calls out.
“Are we separating?” Izuku asks.
“It makes sense.” Kirishima waves to get everyone’s attention. “Since we all have different things we want to do, why don’t we decide on a time and meet back up?”
Izuku perks up. “Yeah, we can meet up once we’re done and eat lunch together!”
Kacchan, who has been looking disgruntled this entire time, snorts, “There’s Zuku, always thinking with his stomach.”
Izuku sticks his tongue out at him.
“Then let’s meet back here in a couple of hours!” Once the group disperses, Kirishima turns back to him and Kacchan. “What are you looking for, Midoriya-kun? Didn’t you say you needed some new swim trunks?”
“Oh. Yeah,” Izuku lies, “I guess I should go with Ojiro-kun and Sato-kun…”
“Don’t be stupid,” Kacchan says irritably, “There’s a million stores here and it’s the middle of summer. You’ll find a swimsuit wherever you go. Come on, Shitty Hair and I wanna check out a fitness store.”
He whirls around and starts stomping away. Kirishima trots after him, barking, “Oi, you know my real name!”
Sighing exasperatedly, Izuku follows them. He supposes he’ll actually have to buy some swim trunks now. Maybe it’s for the best; he hasn’t gone swimming in a while so his old ones might not fit anyways. Will they even be swimming in the summer camp? He hopes so, it gets kind of hot in July.
As he trails behind his two friends, he’s happy to see the way they get along. Unsurprisingly, Kirishima does most of the talking, but instead of ignoring him or just idly listening, Kacchan seems to be actually paying attention. He watches Kirishima with an expression that Izuku has never seen on the blond’s face before. He almost looks… soft. In a rough, Kacchan-kind of way. It’s nice. Izuku is glad his childhood friend has found someone that he actually gets along with really well, someone other than Izuku. They were friends with Tsubasa and Inaba, but neither he nor Kacchan were particularly close to the two boys. They were friends mostly because it was just convenient. But what Kacchan has with Kirishima... this is different, this is-
Izuku doesn’t realize that someone is behind him until an arm plops around his shoulders.
“Wow, you’re from UA, aren’t you?” A voice says excitedly, “Let me have your autograph! You’re the new healer, right?”
Startled, Izuku struggles not to shyly shrink away as the person presses uncomfortably close to him. His classmates getting recognized makes sense, but him? He thought people would have forgotten by now...
“Uh, y-yeah!” He squeaks, eyes darting over to his friends. Since he was trailing behind them, Kacchan and Kirishima haven’t noticed his predicament yet.
The man behind him presses closer. “You must have such a nice quirk if you were able to get the attention of so many pros. Not to mention the Hero Killer, hm? Weren’t you one of the kids that ran into him during the Hosu incident?” His voice is cheerful, but something seems off about it. Izuku is getting more and more uncomfortable by the second. He can’t even see this man’s face.
“Uh- you- you sure know your stuff…”
“Oh! There they go!” The man sounds delighted. Izuku glances up, his stomach sinking when he sees Kacchan and Kirishima disappear into a store. The arm around his shoulders seems to become heavier. “Aw, leaving you all by yourself? Don’t you think that’s foolish? You’re a healer, aren’t you? Shouldn’t they know better than to leave you alone?”
The voice chuckles behind him and Izuku stiffens.
“Man, I seriously can’t believe it. Lucky me, I suppose. It makes me feel like there’s something to it…” The hand pressing against his chest slowly moves upwards. “Something like fate or destiny.”
Izuku tenses up. Four long fingers wrap around his neck, the fifth hovering just above his adam's apple. Slowly, Izuku turns his head to look at his captor.
Shigaraki Tomura grins down at him.
“Don’t you agree, little cheat code?”
Izuku’s heart skips a beat, then another for good measure. Ice cold fear floods his veins, seizing his body and paralyzing him. Adrenaline crashes through him and he instinctively reaches up for the villain’s wrist.
“Ah, ah, ah,” Shigaraki warns, flexing his fifth finger. Izuku’s breath hitches. “Don’t do anything stupid now. I’ve got four fingers on you. Surely you remember what’ll happen when I add the fifth?”
A memory flashes across his eyes- Shigaraki’s fingers sinking into Aizawa’s back, the fabric crumbling away and the skin quick to follow. Izuku’s hands drop.
“That’s better,” Shigaraki purrs, “Now act natural, like I’m an old friend. Don’t make a fuss, okay? Calm down and catch your breath.”
Izuku’s chest is impossibly tight. It feels like he can’t breathe, like he’s just barely keeping his head above the tide of pure terror that threatens to drown him. His mind is whirling with panic, making it nearly impossible to think. Shigaraki is here, Shigaraki is here, he’s got his hand on Izuku’s neck and he’s one finger-touch away from death and God he’s so close to death what does he do what does he do-?
“Come on, now,” Shigaraki’s voice drawls in his ear, making the hair on his neck raise, “That won’t do.” He rubs his thumb against Izuku’s fluttering pulse. “I told you to calm down. I just want to talk, that’s all. Just a little chat.”
Chat? What could he possibly want to chat about? Izuku is certain that he'll only puke if he speaks now. Amidst the chaos in Izuku’s mind, he latches on to one thing. Analysis. He’s always been good at analysis. Gathering information. Figuring things out. He’s alone, there isn’t anyone around to save him- but maybe there is. This place is packed. There’s a good chance there’s a hero or two amongst this crowd. And his friends, his strong heroes-in-training are scattered all around. There’s no way Shigaraki would be able to do anything without being caught.
He swallows and forces himself to relax slightly.
“That’s better,” Shigaraki says, “Now, we’re going to go sit down and have a little talk. And if you try anything funny, well…” He teasingly brings his fifth finger closer to the skin of Izuku’s throat. “It’s simple…”
“You’ll get caught,” he somehow manages to choke out, “I-If you do that with-with so many people around-”
“Probably,” the villain hums, unconcerned. He grins and lowers his head closer to Izuku’s, gesturing to the oblivious civilians. “But I wonder how many of these guys I could kill before a hero takes me down? Look at them, they’re all convinced that nobody would dare attack in such a public place. How many do you think I could kill, hm? Twenty? Thirty?” He chuckles. “It sounds almost fun talking about it now. They’re like little bags of EXP running around.”
As he talks, Izuku feels despair creep in on him. He’s so, so utterly trapped right now. Even if he could get out of Shigaraki’s grip by himself, there’s no telling if he’d be able to beat him in a fight. He doesn’t know how skilled the villain is in hand-to-hand combat, and it’d be impossible to take him down without getting touched by those fingers at least once. Helplessness rises in his throat, making his eyes sting with unshed tears. He’s stuck. He’s useless, just like he was in USJ, in Hosu. There’s only one thing he can really do…
Letting out a shaky exhale, he asks, “What… do you want to talk about?”
Buy time.
Shigaraki’s laugh is a broken imitation of humor. “This is nice,” he says, pulling Izuku closer to his chest, “Let’s have a seat together, shall we?”
He begins to lead Izuku through the mall, keeping the hand on his throat the entire time. Fear pulses through him, making his legs wobble with every step he takes. As people continue to thoughtlessly pass by them, Izuku’s eyes dart around, desperately searching for a familiar face. If they could just come across one of his friends… even if they can’t fight Shigaraki, they could at least call the police, alert the heroes, do something to help him. But to his dismay, he doesn’t see any of his classmates as they weave through the crowd.
Shigaraki leads him over to a bench and they sit down, the taller man pressing uncomfortably close to him.
“So,” he grunts, “I hate everything.”
Izuku blinks, then hesitantly peeks up at him through his curls. Now that he isn’t wearing that severed hand, Izuku can take in the details of his face. His skin is pale and dry, especially around his lips and blood-red eyes, and there’s a small mole under his lip. The light blue hair that frames his face is long and clearly hasn’t been washed in a number of days. Aside from that, though, he looks… young. Probably not much older than Izuku, actually. For some reason, the boy thought that Shigaraki’s face would’ve been horribly scarred, since he wore such a strange mask.
Shigaraki looks at him sharply and Izuku flinches, hastily averting his gaze. The grip on his neck tightens ever so slightly.
“I hate everything,” he repeats, “but what pisses me off the most right now is the Hero Killer.”
Despite the panic seizing his brain, Izuku’s mind latches on to that statement. So Stain isn’t part of the League of Villains?
“I attacked Hosu city, I released those Nomus, and yet he’s the one that ended up on the news,” Shigaraki growls, “That’s partly your fault. Because he killed one of my Nomus to save a weak, pathetic little healer.” His finger twitches. “That’s my problem. I infiltrated UA, I attacked Hosu, but all anyone ever talks about is him. It pisses me off.”
Unsure of what else to say, Izuku whispers, “Sorry.”
“For what?” Shigaraki snaps.
Izuku doesn’t know. He just said it because maybe it’ll keep Shigaraki talking. That’s the best he can do right now. He can’t reach for his phone with the villain so close to him. All he can do is stall for time and wait for… something to happen.
“Uh- um…” He stammers uncertainly, trying to suppress his fearful quivering, “So-Sorry for… bringing more attention to him. The police, um, tried to keep it quiet. Since… Since there were minors involved, you-you know?”
What the hell is he even saying?
He can hear Shigaraki gritting his teeth. “It doesn’t matter how hard they tried to keep it quiet. Nothing’s quiet when it comes to him. Everyone is so loud, everything he says is so loud and it’s all that anyone is talking about. I don’t get it! What’s so different about us? Aren’t we doing the same thing? In the end, he just destroyed things he didn’t like. I don’t get it!”
Izuku flinches when Shigaraki suddenly moves, but the man is just raising his free hand to scratch at his neck furiously. After a couple of seconds, he abruptly stops. In the corner of his eye, Izuku can see his fingers running over his skin slowly, deliberately. Then, they reach up to touch his dry lips, then his right eye. He looks… dumbfounded. Izuku isn’t sure why, but the bloodshot gaze he finds himself under a moment later makes him tremble.
“You healed me,” he rasps.
Izuku stiffens. “Eh?!”
Shigaraki’s eyes narrow. “I had scars. Old injuries.” He shifts his right shoulder testingly. After a moment, his thumb rubs Izuku’s throat thoughtfully. Curiosity sparks in his eyes. “Oh, I see. It’s not just your hands, is it?”
Izuku swallows heavily. He hasn’t even noticed his quirk activating when Shigaraki first grabbed him. All he could do was panic, he didn’t even think about what the skin contact would mean. Shigaraki is staring at him in a way that makes his stomach churn with anxiety. He needs to draw the attention away from himself, he needs to keep him talking, he needs-
“Do you like video games?” He blurts, then snaps his mouth shut. What the fuck?!?
Shigaraki stills. “...What?”
“You-You do, don’t you?” Izuku frantically stutters, “Er, you-you called me a cheat code and-and you called the people bags of EXP. So…” He falters, losing his nerve as Shigaraki’s eyes continue to bore into his. He averts his gaze.
His windpipe starts to feel just a little bit tighter. “So what?” Shigaraki finally growls.
“Um…” Izuku tries to find his words. He thinks of Kacchan. “My-My friend really likes combat games. You know- like- like Super Smash Bros. Games where you can just destroy things for fun. But, um, I’ve always liked games with storylines. So- So you get to know why you're destroying things, or why a character does certain things…” Shigaraki’s eye twitches. He’s clearly getting annoyed. Izuku rushes to explain. “That-That’s why people like Stain! Because… Because he had conviction. But you… People don’t understand you. It’s like you kill just because you want to…”
“Well yeah, I do kill ‘cause I want to.” Shigaraki sneers, “I destroy things I don’t like.”
“But people don’t get that,” Izuku stresses, “People don’t understand why. That’s what’s important. People need to understand your motive, your conviction.” He hesitates, warily meeting Shigaraki’s scarlet gaze. “Why do you want to destroy things?”
The villain’s lip curls. “Because I hate everything.”
“Why?” Izuku asks.
“Because… Because…” The grip on Izuku’s neck tightens painfully as Shigaraki hisses in frustration. “Because look at them!” He snarls wordlessly at the civilians milling about the mall. “They just smile thoughtlessly like everything’s fine.” He practically spits the last word. “I hate it! Why do they do that, hm? Can you tell me that, Izuku?”
Shigaraki leers at him and Izuku cowers, struggling for air. “Because…” His mind whirls as he wheezes, “They… they feel safe!”
“How could they feel safe when there’s villains like me around?” Shigaraki growls.
“I don’t know!” Izuku cries out a bit too loudly and Shigaraki squeezes tightly, completely cutting off his air. His grip loosens slightly a moment later and Izuku scrambles for a response. “Because they think nobody would dare to attack them. Not when there’s heroes so close by. Not when All Might is so close by.”
Shigaraki goes still. Izuku does too, watching him with wide, frightened eyes. Fear creeps up his spine and he doesn’t dare move. The grip on his neck is still far too tight, but slowly, ever so slowly, the pressure eases.
“I get it now,” Shigaraki murmurs after a long pause, “Why the Hero Killer pisses me off, why you irritate me… I feel like I understand now.” The villain then peels his lips back in a nightmare of a smile. Izuku’s face pales. “Everything’s because of All Might! That’s it! When all’s said and done, that’s where I end up. What was I worrying so much about?” He turns his grin to the civilians. “These guys are able to smile thoughtlessly because All Might is smiling thoughtlessly. It’s because that trash is smiling thoughtlessly, as if there was no one he couldn’t save!” He sounds downright cheerful as he titters. “Oh, I’m so glad we could talk! Looks like I don’t have to do anything different afterall! I just have to kill that scum!”
His nails suddenly dig into the soft skin of Izuku’s throat, pulling a strangled yelp from him. He immediately regrets it when Shigaraki’s gaze snaps back to him. There’s something different now, some added layer to the tension that already fills the air. The grip on Izuku’s neck flexes, holding him steady when Shigaraki leans closer to his face. The scent of stale breath makes nausea bubble in his stomach.
“I hate All Might for creating this fucked up society,” Shigaraki rasps, his voice nearly a whisper, “And I hate you for healing him.” Izuku stares, trembling in his grasp. “Once I realized why All Might wasn’t as weak as he was supposed to be, I wanted to kill you. Even after Sensei told me he wanted you, I wanted to kill you. Troublesome little cheat code.” He sneers, thumb pressing hard against his throat.
Izuku feels like he can’t breathe, this time for a different reason. Shigaraki’s sensei wants him?
His mind flashes back to his conversation with All Might and Mirio, ‘If he really did survive, then that’s probably why Shigaraki has his eye on you. He’s probably injured and he needs a healer, someone strong enough to heal him.’
It really is All For One, then. It has to be. Izuku feels almost dizzy with fear. The man that’s been stealing quirks for over a century, the villain that crippled All Might… is alive. And wants him.
“But now I understand, Sensei,” Shigaraki says, seemingly to himself, “I understand that you’re much more useful to us alive.” His fingers ghost over his own lips once more, gaze never leaving Izuku’s. His eyes light up. “You’re going to be my cheat code now.” And he sounds so disgustingly excited about it. “So let’s get going.”
The villain stands up abruptly, dragging Izuku up by the throat. The boy flails, eyes widening in alarm. “Wait, what? Why?!?”
Shigaraki leers at him, “You’re a clever one, don’t act like you haven’t figured it out.”
Fresh terror rears up within him. There’s too much happening right now. This is happening too fast, help hasn’t arrived yet, he needs more time, he needs to keep Shigaraki talking. “What- What’s All For One after?”
Shigaraki pauses, then shrugs. “Who knows? But right now, it’s you.”
It’s a confirmation, at least. All For One is the one behind this. That information doesn’t help Izuku at all right now, though, as Shigaraki starts leading him through the mall once again. Anxiety and fear mounts within him with every step he takes, every step that brings him closer to… what? His capture? He’s being kidnapped, isn’t he? It’s like he’s ten years old again being taken by villains, being snatched away from his life, all for his quirk. And he can’t do anything about it, not without getting himself or dozens of other people killed.
His breath starts to quicken and he glances around desperately for his classmates. The thought of any of his friends getting into a fight with this villain makes him feel sick, but at least they have a chance, at least they can do something. He can’t, he can’t, he’s just a weak, pathetic damsel in distress that once again needs heroes to come and save him when villains try to steal him away. But there’s no one coming, no one- he’s the one who needs to do something. Only he can save himself now.
His fear spikes when Shigaraki takes him out through one of the back exits of the mall. As they continue walking, the number of people around them starts to dwindle. With a jolt, Izuku realizes that Shigaraki is trying to lead him into an alley, where Kurogiri will no doubt warp them away. Take him away from everything he knows and loves. Make him disappear without a trace.
Feeling his pulse quicken beneath his fingertips, Shigaraki laughs, “Oh, no need to get so nervous, little cheat code. You won’t get hurt if you play nice.”
His tone is so light and condescending, like he doesn’t have a worry in the world. Like he knows he’s already won. And that, mixed with the Chesire-like grin on his face, plus the disgusting feeling of helplessness that threatens to make his eyes sting, brings about a new emotion: stubbornness.
No. No, this is not how this is going to end. He will not let himself be taken so easily! He’s a student in the hero course of the most prestigious school in the country, goddamnit! He’s a UA student, and he will not let this villain win!
Precious time dwindles rapidly as he tries to think of how to get out of this. He can’t fight now because Shigaraki might kill the people around him. He could wait until they’re alone in the alley, but he might just end up getting warped away by Kurogiri. So what’s next? What does he know about his captor? Shigaraki is a young villain being guided by All For One with a quirk that disintegrates anything he touches with all five fingers. He’s kidnapping him because he needs him to heal All For One-
-Which means that he won’t kill him.
Izuku blinks, taking note of the positioning of Shigaraki’s hand on his throat. Three of his fingers are resting on top of his trachea, the fourth hovering right over his larynx. His thumb is pressing into his left external jugular vein.
A memory flashes before his eyes, the same one as before, of Aizawa’s skin crumbling away. But this time, he realizes something new.
Shigaraki’s quirk is slow.
An idea forms in his mind. A horrible one. One that Recovery Girl will most certainly kill him for if he makes it out of this alive. But he’s a healer-in-training, he knows his body better than most teenage boys do, and he knows that he can make it. This is his only chance. He just has to be brave enough to take it.
‘God, mom, please don’t kill me’, he whispers in his mind. Then-
“You know,” he rasps, eyeing the alley that grows closer and closer, “If you want me to heal your Sensei, then there’s something about my quirk you should know.”
“Oh?” Shigaraki purrs in his ear, “And what’s that?”
Izuku takes a deep breath. “It doesn’t work if I’m injured.”
He reaches up and presses the fifth finger down.
He screams.
Shigaraki immediately lets go out of shock and Izuku elbows him in the chest, scrambling away while clutching at his throat. Pain- pure, unadulterated pain bursts across his neck as his skin crumbles away, leaving raw, exposed muscle that just pours rivers of blood. He lets out a choked wail as he presses his hands against his own neck, desperately trying to stem the flow. He knows he only has mere minutes to get help before he bleeds out. This needs to end quickly.
His whole body trembles violently as he forces himself to stay standing, glaring at Shigaraki through tear-filled eyes. The villain looks like he’s about to reach out for him again, but then stops. He stares at Izuku with wide, blood-shot eyes.
Then-
“You’re lying,” he hisses.
“Nope,” Izuku chokes out, “If you want to take me so badly you’re gonna have to fight me, and if you fight me I’ll get hurt. Then all you’ll have is a useless healer and a horde of pro heroes after you.” He can barely understand himself as he speaks, voice breaking repeatedly as blood spews from his lips. Fuck, this hurts like hell!
Shigaraki freezes. His eyes dart between Izuku and something behind him. No doubt his scream caught the attention of the few civilians lingering around. Shigaraki’s hands twitch.
“Kill them and you’ll get caught.” Izuku coughs up more blood, but his gaze is steady as he glares at Shigaraki. “Take me and you’ll get caught. I suggest you run.”
He’s all too aware of the blood soaking his hands, of his heartbeat pounding in his head. This is taking too long, he needs Shigaraki to leave now.
Someone notices the blood. “Hey… hey kid! Are you alright?”
Sparing a quick glance to the side, he sees a couple of people running over to him. For a moment, he’s terrified that Shigaraki won’t listen to reason and just kill them anyway, but finally the villain spits.
“Damn it!” He snarls, furiously scratching at his neck, “Damn it, damn it, damn it! You are infuriating!” Baring his teeth in a snarl, he warns, “Don’t rest easy, you little shit! My Sensei always gets what he wants! So don’t think you’ve won!”
Then finally, finally, he turns around and flees, disappearing into the alley just as the two civilians reach Izuku. He collapses to his knees, finally letting out a strangled cry as he presses his hands to his mangled throat. Adrenaline is the only thing keeping him from passing out, but he’s still in the most unbearable amount of agony that he’s ever felt before. A stream of blood pours down onto the concrete below him.
“Police,” he desperately rasps, “Police!”
The two civilians stare at him in horror.
“Police?!?” The man exclaims, “Kid, you need a fucking ambulance! Mita-san, call 911!”
The woman startles and pulls out her phone while the man drops to his knees beside Izuku, pulling off his shirt to press it to his throat. Izuku takes it gratefully but continues to shake his head.
“Need… police,” he chokes around blood, “There’s- villain!”
“What? Kid…” The man’s head frantically whips between him and the alley where Shigaraki disappeared. Izuku blesses his lucky stars that this stranger is smart. “Mita-san!” He barks at the woman who’s tearfully yelling into the phone, “Tell them that there’s just been a villain attack! Send the police!”
As the woman relays the message, Izuku’s vision starts to swim. The shirt pressed against his neck quickly becomes soaked with blood, the pool beneath Izuku steadily growing bigger. Idly, his mind starts to wonder about his injuries. With the way Shigaraki’s thumb was pressed against it, his left external jugular vein is no doubt damaged. That’s his main worry, but he supposes his superficial cervical artery may have been disintegrated as well. Funny, he thinks as his mind starts to grow fuzzy, that these things are so much easier to think about from a medical standpoint.
The man’s hands are over his as they press the shirt against his throat, so he notices when Izuku starts to go slack. “Kid? Hey, kid, stay with me!”
Part of his mind, the part not yet delirious with pain and blood loss, screams at him to stay awake, to keep fighting until he’s safe. Letting out a garbles wheeze, Izuku rasps, “Shi… Shiga-ra… ki. Shiga…”
“What?” The man asks.
“Shigaraki?” Another voice exclaims. Izuku hadn’t realized that more people are crowding around him now, gasping in shock or crying out for help. “You mean that League of Villains guy?”
A woman’s voice gasps, “Nii-san, this kid- isn’t he that new healer from UA? We saw him in the Sports Festival, right?!?”
“Oh my God!”
“That’s him!”
“Kid, hang on! The ambulance is almost here!”
“Is he the one that attacked you, kid?” The man beside Izuku asks and he feebly nods. “Mita-san, tell the police that Shigaraki was here! Hey, kid, no, no, no, stay with me!” He grabs Izuku when the boy’s head dips down towards the pool of blood, his strength rapidly leaving him. “Kid, please, stay awake! Help is almost here, see?”
His ears feel like they’re stuffed with cotton, but Izuku can faintly hear the sounds of sirens approaching. He’s too tired to open his eyes and look, though, so he lets himself fall slack against the man. His own hands have long since fallen away from his neck, the only thing keeping pressure on his gaping wound being the man’s hands.
Whoever this guy is, Izuku has to be sure to thank him later. That’s the last thing he thinks before his mind succumbs to darkness.
Notes:
And I OOP-
Okay, a couple of things.
One- woo hoo, we have over 1000 public bookmarks now!!!! Thank you guys so much!
Two- since I've gotten a bunch of new readers, I'd like to restate that my update schedule is every Tuesday and Saturday.
Three- (yes, I know that the emergency number in Japan isn't 911 but I'm a dumb American weeb and the majority of you probably are too so shhhh)
Four- A CLIFFHANGER!! MWUAHAHAHA! GET USED TO THOSE BITCHES, SHIT'S GONNA BE GOIN' DOWN NOW!!!
Ahem.
Anyway, ily, thank you for reading!
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Next chapter, Zuku has an owie (◞‸◟;)
Chapter 25: The Consequence
Notes:
TRIGGER WARNING for panic attack(s). If you wanna skip the first one, it starts at 'Squeezing his eyes shut' and ends at 'His phone buzzes in his pocket'. The second one- because everyone's having a shit time in this chapter- starts at 'It’s the middle of the night' and ends at 'It takes a while' (but the second one doesn't go into much description, so it's not as bad to read, but that's my opinion)
Ok onto the chapter. Sorry for the cliffhanger last chapter, here's a l o n g b o i as an apology
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku drifts in and out of consciousness for… he isn’t sure how long, actually. All he knows is that awareness comes back slowly and in pieces. He’ll wake up and stare at a blank ceiling for a few seconds before falling unconscious again. This happens a couple more times before he finally manages to stay awake for a bit longer.
Everything is dark when he opens his eyes again. He blinks slowly, sluggishly, feeling as if he isn’t quite existing. It takes him a while before he figures that there might be more to this world than just a blank ceiling. He should probably look around, right? He isn’t really aware of his head turning, but he does notice a blurry figure next to him. He slowly blinks a few times. It’s his mother. She’s sitting in a chair next to him and he’s… on a bed? But not his bed. And this room… it’s not his either.
He blinks again and suddenly Inko’s face is right next to his. A few moments later, he realizes that she’s crying- no, sobbing, actually. She’s saying something and squeezing his hand tightly, but he can’t really understand her. Everything feels garbled and muted. He’s confused as to where he is and why his mother is crying so much, but overall he just feels really tired.
His brain longs for a nap and yeah, that sounds nice right now. So he falls back asleep.
When he wakes up again, everything’s a bit clearer. The room isn’t so dark anymore, so he can see that yes, indeed this is not his room. So he’s not at home. Which means he’s… somewhere else.
He tries to crane his neck, but that feels- not quite painful, but weird and pull-y, so he falls still. Instead, he does his best to look around with just his eyes. Inko is still there, talking to another woman. A familiar woman. In fact, there’s two other people in his strange new room that look familiar too. The woman is talking to his mother, the man is frowning down at his phone, and the boy-
Izuku’s eyes meet Kacchan’s.
Oh.
Oh shi-
“Izuku!” As the memories come flooding back to him, Inko jumps out of her seat and darts to his side. Tears are already flying out of her eyes as she grips his hand tightly. “Izuku, Izuku, baby, it’s okay, you’re alright, you’re okay now…”
Izuku tries to talk, tries to ask what happened, but as soon as he does his throat explodes with pain. Grimacing, he instinctively whimpers, but that only makes it worse. Inko hastily shushes him. “Shh, no, baby, no don’t talk, don’t talk. Masaru-san, can you get the doctor?”
The man nods and rushes out of the room. Meanwhile, Izuku struggles to wrap his mind around everything. Shigaraki tried to take him, put his hand on his neck, but Izuku was the one that pushed that last finger down. God, what was he thinking?!? He’s never regretted a decision more in his life. His throat feels like it’s been shredded to ribbons, pain settling deep and heavy. He reaches up to feel it- of course it’s covered in bandages- but his mother pulls his hand away.
“No, no, sweetheart, don’t do that,” Inko says shakily, “You… Your throat got hurt really bad, okay baby? Don’t move.”
Forcing back tears, Izuku gives the barest of nods. His neck protests, but even so he can tell that the pain is dulled. His eyes land on his forearms, where countless needles and tubes connect to him. There’s something on his face too- an oxygen mask? It’s kind of itchy, but with the way his labored breath wheezes through his uncomfortably swollen throat, he’s grateful for its presence.
Uncle Masaru returns a minute later, Recovery Girl and another doctor walking in after him. Izuku’s attention immediately goes to the older woman, and he nearly flinches when he sees the deep sorrow in her eyes as they land on him.
“Midoriya-kun, I’m glad you’re awake,” she says softly, walking up to his side, “I’m sure you’re very confused right now. Do… Do you remember much of what happened?”
Izuku nods stiffly, carefully, making sure to not disturb his tender throat.
Her eyes widen slightly. “Shigaraki Tomura attacked you- is that true?”
Izuku hesitates. Technically, he’s the one who disintegrated his own throat, but he can’t exactly say that out loud. Still, he nods again.
Inko lets out a choked sob and Auntie Mitsuki rubs her shoulder. Kacchan says nothing, watching with a tense expression.
Recovery Girl takes a deep breath and sighs, “We were fairly certain, but he’d disappeared once the police and heroes reached the mall, so there was no confirmation.” She reaches over and takes his hand in her own smaller ones. “I’ll tell you what happened. You were already unconscious from blood loss when the paramedics arrived, but they got you to the hospital quickly enough to save you. You’ve been in and out of surgery for the past day and a half. The skin and muscles in your throat were severely disintegrated, although thankfully there was only minimal damage to your trachea and larynx, which is why it’s hard for you to speak. The main problem we had was with the damage to your arteries and blood vessels. It seems that Shigaraki had a finger on your left external jugular vein…”
She falters, squeezing her eyes shut as she clings to his hand. Izuku swallows, tears stinging his eyes. He’s never seen his mentor look so shaken before.
“Well,” she sniffles, “You know how these things go. You’ve read that stupid anatomy book more times than I can count.” Izuku’s lip twitches and she hiccups, reaching up to wipe away a stray tear as she struggles to recompose herself. Taking a deep breath, she continues, “Anyway, you’re going to have a scar and your voice might be a bit weak for a while, but you’re expected to make a full recovery.” She finally smiles, albeit shakily. “You’re going to be okay, Midoriya-kun.”
Izuku meets her watery gaze for a moment, then looks away. This is… a lot to take in. He… He was just supposed to go to the mall with his friends! He doesn’t understand why-
No. No he understands why this happened. All For One is after him. He needs Izuku to heal him. The thought alone makes Izuku’s chest tighten with fear.
The doctor that came with Recovery Girl comes up beside him. “Hello, Midoriya-kun,” he says, “My name is Doctor Nishida Ko. I’ll be overseeing your recovery process, along with Recovery Girl, of course. Now I don’t want you to move your neck too much, so tap your finger once for yes and twice for no, okay?” Izuku almost nods, but then thinks again and taps his finger. Doctor Nishida smiles gently. “Good. Are you in any pain?”
The agony that Izuku had felt when he tried to talk has died down significantly, but there’s still an intense ache deep in his throat. It feels like there’s a heavy weight surrounding his entire neck, like his muscles are paralyzed and numb with pain. It’s like his whole body is just telling him: ‘don’t use this’.
He taps his finger once. As the doctor moves to fiddle with his tubes- probably increasing the dosage of pain meds- Auntie Mitsuki speaks up. Her voice is soft (well, soft for Auntie Mitsuki) as she asks, “Hey, kiddo? I know you’re probably really tired, but we need to know what happened back there. Everyone’s just been kind of confused…”
Izuku looks at his mother, who startles and starts frantically digging through her purse. “Oh! Here, you can-” She fishes out his phone and pushes it into his hands.
He turns it on and blinks at the screen. Hundreds of messages and missed calls stare back at him. The first few dozen are from Kacchan and his classmates, but then they start coming from All Might and Recovery Girl and even his senpais. All worried, all begging him to respond. Guilt claws at his chest. He didn’t mean to make everyone worry so much…
After some encouragement from his mother, he opens up his notes app and starts typing. He describes the series of events from the beginning, how everything was fine at first but Shigaraki managed to sneak up on him and put a hand on his neck, stealing him away from Kacchan and Kirishima while their backs were turned. How he ranted about the Hero Killer and decided that murdering All Might would be his conviction. It’s hard to explain Shigaraki’s reasoning for kidnapping him without mentioning All For One, but he just says that the villain wanted him for his quirk. And for some reason, maybe it’s the drugs that are dulling his mind as well as his pain, but he doesn’t panic as badly as he thought he would when describing all this. He knows it’s strange to be so calm right now, he knows he should be freaking out, but the wave that rose within him during that encounter is a mere simmer now, muted by the soothing numbness filling his veins.
Doctor Nishida reads aloud everything he writes as he types it. Inko tried at first, but she quickly dissolved into tears as soon as she got to the part where Shigaraki put his hand on his neck. Everyone is shocked when they learn that Izuku was the one to cause his own injury.
“Midoriya-kun!” Recovery Girl exclaims, aghast, “Are you insane?! You know how fatal that could have been!”
A feeble flash of frustration twinges within him. “What was I supposed to do?” Doctor Nishida reads as Izuku types, “Let him take me? Let him kill innocent civilians?”
They get quiet after that. Izuku stifles a sigh, blinking tiredly. Now that he’s not in pain anymore, he finds himself exhausted.
“It doesn’t matter.”
Everyone looks over at Kacchan as he finally speaks up. The blond’s jaw is clenched as he glares at the ground with a tight expression. “It shouldn’t have happened in the first place,” he hisses through his teeth, “That fucker got you while you were with me.” Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat at the sight of his best friend’s eyes glistening with unshed tears.
“I’m gonna be strong enough for you. I promise.”
‘Oh, Kacchan’, Izuku thinks miserably as he gazes at his friend. He can’t imagine how horrible Kacchan must be feeling right now.
“Oi,” Auntie Mitsuki growls half-heartedly, lightly cuffing her son’s head, “Don’t be an idiot. It’s not your fault.” Her words don’t seem to soothe Kacchan at all.
Doctor Nishida touches Izuku’s shoulder gently, getting his attention. “The police sent over a detective, his name is Tsukauchi Naomasa. Apparently you’re familiar with him?” Izuku taps once. “That’s good. If you could send Recovery Girl what you wrote, she can pass it on to him. He might want to question you further, but that can wait for later.”
Izuku taps again in confirmation before copy-and-pasting his statement into his messaging app. Recovery Girl’s phone buzzes a moment later. Despite his fatigue, he also makes sure to ask if everyone else is okay.
“They’re fine,” his mentor replies, “They all wanted to come see you, but they’re restricting the number of visitors.”
“Even though we did surgery,” Doctor Nishida adds, “There wasn’t much skin left for us to stitch, so you still basically have an open wound. My quirk essentially lets me put a liquid bandage over wounds, but it’s very delicate when it comes to bigger injuries.” He nods at the Bakugous. “Ideally, it would be family only, but your mother insisted that they be allowed in too.”
Inko gives a wobbly smile and Auntie Mitsuki squeezes her hand comfortingly.
“I didn’t want to risk using my quirk until you got more of your strength back,” Recovery Girl says, “We’ll see how you’re doing tomorrow and maybe I’ll use it then.” Izuku taps once and gives her what he hopes is a reassuring smile, if only to get the heavy expression off her face. It works, and she smiles back, patting his arm soothingly. “Well, you should get some rest now. I need to get back to the lobby to update Aizawa-san and Toshinori-san. They’ve been waiting around all day.”
She bids goodbye to Inko and leaves the room along with Doctor Nishida. Uncle Masaru and Auntie Mitsuki start to wrangle a reluctant Kacchan outside too.
“He needs to sleep now, dumbass,” Auntie Mitsuki growls, shoving her son’s shoulder.
Kacchan snarls and shoves back, “I’m not leaving him!”
As the two bicker back and forth, Izuku feebly taps his mother’s arm. She straightens up. “Mitsuki-san! Wait…”
The two blondes pause and look over. Izuku raises his arm slightly and makes a grabby motion with his hand. He wants to call out, but he can’t, so instead he pleads for Kacchan with his eyes.
A second later, his friend is right by his side. “Zuku…”
Izuku grabs his hand. It’s broad and calloused and a lot warmer than his, but Kacchan always seems to be warmer than him thanks to his quirk. It feels nice now, though. Izuku blinks up at his friend and smiles tiredly.
Kacchan stares down at him with an indescribable expression. Red eyes roam over his face, then trail down to his bandaged neck, then his forearms littered with a multitude of tubes. His whole body shudders as he inhales sharply and squeezes his eyes shut, brow furrowing. His hand clutches Izuku’s tightly.
Exhaling shakily, he lets out a broken whisper of, “I’m sorry.”
Even if Izuku could talk right now, he isn’t sure he would know what to say. He doesn’t know if anything he says could make Kacchan feel any better. But he rubs his thumb over the other boy’s knuckles anyway, trying to get his attention. Red eyes open again and their gazes meet.
‘It’s okay,’ Izuku tries to say with his eyes, ‘It’s okay, please don’t cry…’
He should know by now that Kacchan is a terrible listener.
Tears splash onto their clasped hands. Kacchan shuts his eyes again, breath hitching, but the tears still come. Izuku just continues to rub his knuckles with his thumb, sadly watching as his best friend, the strongest, most determined person he knows, cries over him. Their parents watch silently, patiently waiting for Kacchan to finish grieving.
When they do finally leave, Izuku falls asleep with his friend’s tears still on his skin.
Katsuki is numb the entire car ride back.
He stares unseeingly out the window at the dark streets passing by, his cheeks sticky with dried tears. Neither of his parents say a single word, casting concerned glances his way every few minutes. He keeps his eyes locked on some invisible horizon, focusing on the way the city blurs in order to ignore the deep crack in his chest that lies thinly veiled by the delicate numbness that has settled over it. He focuses on the numbness and doesn’t let himself stray any further, doesn’t let himself touch that deep, agonizing crack, because if he does he’ll-
He’ll-
Katsuki blinks, and then they’re pulling up in his driveway in front of his house. He immediately gets out of the car and marches right up to the doorstep, fishing his own key out of his pocket to let himself in and ignoring his mother’s sharp bark behind him. As soon as he’s inside, he goes straight to his room, slams the door behind him, and- and- and-
The silence that presses down on him is stifling. His room stares back at him, quiet and still and dark. He hasn’t turned on his lights yet. The only thing illuminating his room is the glow-in-the-dark stars he and Zuku painted and stuck up on his ceiling when they were kids.
The crack in his chest grows bigger, and Katsuki finds he suddenly can’t quite breathe well.
He turns on the light.
Zuku is alright, he tells himself. Zuku is okay. Zuku is going to be okay, that’s what Recovery Girl said. He saw him with his own eyes, he’s awake, he’s alive, he’s breathing-
‘He’s in pain,’ a louder voice says. Even though he tried not to show it, Katsuki could see in his eyes that he was in so much pain and it’s all his fault.
Squeezing his eyes shut, Katsuki brings his clenched fist up to his mouth and grits his teeth so hard it hurts. His eyes burn and his throat is so tight it feels like he can’t breathe and it makes him want to simultaneously scream and wreck everything in his room until he feels better, and break down sobbing uncontrollably like a little bitch. He gasps, but there’s not enough air and- fuck that, he tries again. He gasps again, over and over, chest heaving wildly, but his lungs feel too tight and his head is spinning and fuck why isn’t there any air in his room?!? His heartbeat is rabbiting and he’s drenched in cold sweat like he just ran a mile except that doesn’t make sense, he hasn’t done anything, he- fuck- he needs to do something-
With a jolt, Katsuki lurches forward and takes a couple of stumbling steps before abruptly stopping in the middle of his room. Stop- What the fuck is he doing? Where is he even going? God- fuck, why can’t he breathe?
Panting heavily, Katsuki clutches at his chest as his mind spins, growing dizzier and dizzier by the second. Just then, something catches his eye. There, on its usual spot on his desk- a book. A cookbook, the one made up entirely of the spiciest recipes known to man, the one Zuku gave him for his thirteenth birthday because he knew he would love it, because he knew he would spend the next few weeks trying out every single recipe and perfecting the ones he liked best before forcing Zuku to try them even though he hates spicy food, but he’d smile through the burning pain in his mouth anyway because all he wanted to do was make Katsuki happy.
Katsuki’s breath hitches and he stumbles back a step, looking up. His eyes land on an old All Might poster taped above his desk. Zuku has the same one too above his own desk. He knows that. They’d bought a matching set together at a nearby fair when they were nine. His throat tightens.
His room seems to close in around him. How the hell did he not notice this before? Katsuki jerks back, whips around, and flinches when he spots one of Zuku’s sweaters lying on top of his dresser. He must’ve forgotten it at some point- the two boys are at each others’ houses so often, leaving clothes is no big deal, Katsuki’s pretty sure this sweater has even been here for some time now, but- fuck.
A small, desperate noise escapes the back of his throat as he stumbles backwards, head spinning and on the brink of hyperventilation. As he stands trembling in the middle of his own room, all he can see is Zuku.
He feels like he’s dying.
With a final, wheezing gasp, he collapses to his knees, quivering uncontrollably as he struggles to fill his lungs with oxygen. Panic and confusion swirls in his brain and his chest is burning, but so are his eyes. The lack of air has nothing to do with the sudden blurriness in his vision, and another high-pitched, broken noise escapes his lips as fat, wet tears drip onto the carpet below him. He brings a hand to his mouth, desperately trying to muffle the pathetic cries, but all he does is make it even harder for him to breathe. Dizzy and weak, he lets himself slump forward until his forehead touches the ground. Curled in on himself, he just focuses on struggling to breathe, his loud gasping and muffled sobs filling the heavy silence in the room.
His phone buzzes in his pocket.
Both the noise and the sensation are jarring, causing Katsuki to flinch hard. Breath hitching, he blinks and fumbles around in his pocket for a moment before taking his phone out.
(Kirishima 7:35PM) -Hey bro… I just wanted to check in, see if ur doing ok. U haven’t really said anything since… u know. Just letting u know I’m here to talk, if u ever need. And I’m also texting to ask if there are any updates on Midoriya-kun? I figured if anyone were to know, it’d be u.
Katsuki stares at the screen, still breathing heavily. His phone trembles slightly in his hand.
Shitty Hair. Katsuki hasn’t spoken to him or any of the others since the accident. They haven’t been told where the hospital is- Principal Nedzu and the heroes have been strict about security around the place since Zuku is too unstable to be moved to a private hospital. Katsuki’s lucky he’s even allowed to visit him. He doubts anyone has bothered to give them much information on Zuku’s condition. They must be going out of their mind with worry.
He should tell them.
Something clicks in his mind, and before he even realizes it, he’s opening up class 1-A’s group chat. He never uses it, he’s only in it because Zuku gave Four-Eyes his number when the bastard felt the need to make the stupid group chat, and he keeps it on silent practically all of the time, but he opens it up now because something in his brain acknowledges it simply as something to do. His fingers tremble violently as he types out a quick message, just letting everyone know that Zuku’s fine, that he’s awake, and that Recovery Girl said he’s going to make a full recovery. He doesn’t bother going into too much detail, and just typing out a short message is difficult enough with the way his hands are shaking, but after the third time of deleting and re-typing the last sentence he manages to send it out. Almost immediately, he begins getting a flood of messages from his classmates, some exclaiming in joy, some asking for more details, but he barely reads them. Instead, he turns off his phone and lets out a shaky breath, biting his lip as he lets his forehead fall to the ground once more.
His breathing is still laboured, his chest is still too tight, but it’s a hair's breadth better than it was before. He’s afraid- ‘afraid!’, a harsh, bitter voice barks in the back of his head- that if he looks up, if he sees Zuku’s stars above him, if he sees Zuku all around him again, that it will be bad again. That he’ll break a lot worse than before. Because he’s weak, he’s pathetic, he’s curled up on the floor of his room crying like a fucking baby because he can’t handle the fact that his best friend got hurt and his all his fucking fault oh God it’s all his fucking fault how the hell is he supposed to handle that-?
His phone buzzes again. Katsuki flinches again.
But his phone doesn’t buzz just once. It’s long and repetitive, and it takes Katsuki’s mind a moment to catch up and realize that someone is calling him. Frowning, he grabs his phone and stares in bewilderment at the screen.
IcyHot is calling him.
What the fuck?
Since when does he have IcyHot’s number? Oh- well, the group chat, he supposes that makes sense, but since when does IcyHot ever call him? They’re not exactly friends- far from it.
Confusion has momentarily sliced through his panic, dulling it ever so slightly and making just enough room for an inkling of curiosity. Without pausing for much thought, Katsuki presses the answer button and lifts the phone to his ear.
“Hey,” IcyHot says immediately.
“Hey,” Katsuki grunts back warily, voice rough and thick from his crying. He resists the urge to clear his throat.
“Are you okay?” IcyHot asks.
Katsuki’s face twists into a scowl. What the hell is he asking that for?
“The fuck do you mean am I okay?” He barks harshly.
There’s a brief pause, then IcyHot says, “I just thought… after everything that’s happened you might… not be.”
There’s something in his voice that Katsuki can’t quite decipher. The confusion grows. Todoroki’s voice is hardly ever anything but monotonous. The last time he heard otherwise was back when…
“What the hell is wrong with you?!?”
“What is it all for? Who is it all for?”
“ZUKU!”
Katsuki grits his teeth. Right. That happened.
He doesn’t respond.
Silence fills the room, pressing down on his ears, only interrupted by his still-ragged breathing. He can faintly hear IcyHot breathing through the phone, but the other boy doesn’t say anything. Defensiveness has his hackles raising, but frustration makes his throat tighten. What the hell does this fucker want? He poured out his insecurities like a fucking idiot for the other to hear and now he’s come to- what, rub salt in the wound now that Katsuki’s failed yet again, now that Zuku- Zuku-
“Zuku’s fine,” he bites out.
“I didn’t ask about Midoriya,” IcyHot responds.
Impatient, Katsuki snaps, “The fuck do you want, IcyHot?!?”
“This isn’t on you, Bakugou,” IcyHot replies immediately, “None of this is your fault.”
Katsuki lets out an incredulous, harsh bark of laughter that’s completely devoid of humor. He can’t believe what he’s hearing! “Not my fault? Not my fault? That motherfucker, that villain, got him while he was with me! It is entirely my fault!” He shouts, ignoring the way the edges of his eyes prick.
“Do you blame Kirishima?” IcyHot asks quietly.
“What?”
“Kirishima was also there when it happened,” the other boy says, “Do you blame him for Midoriya’s injuries too?”
“What the fuck?” Katsuki splutters, taken aback, “No- fuck you, Shitty Hair’s not-” He growls in frustration, giving his head a rough shake. “I told you before, you fucker, I’m his protector. I’ve been watching out for him for over ten fucking years, I should’ve known better, I should’ve been keeping an eye on him, I should’ve-”
“There are things you could’ve done that could’ve lead to even worse outcomes,” IcyHot interrupts in an even tone, “Shigaraki infiltrated Japan’s most prestigious hero school and attacked an entire class in broad daylight, do you really think a couple of hero students would have dissuaded him from trying to kidnap Midoriya?”
“I would’ve blown his ass to bits-” Katsuki growls, but IcyHot is right on his heels with a rebuttal.
“-And Midoriya still could have gotten hurt in the process,” he says, then Katsuki hears a soft, almost frustrated sigh through the phone, “Look, what I’m saying is- we can’t focus on what we did in the past, we just have to focus on what we can do better in the future.”
“You have that written down or some shit?” Katsuki snips. It’s a lame retort and they both know it.
IcyHot doesn’t even acknowledge that he said anything and continues on, “So stop doing this to yourself. Midoriya wouldn’t want you to blame yourself for this. You know he wouldn’t.” His voice sounds firm and oddly chastising. It’s so strange to hear it coming from him of all people, and it makes something stir in Katsuki’s chest. “You know who he probably is blaming, just like everyone else is? Shigaraki, the one who actually hurt him. So stop making yourself the villain here because feeling guilty won’t get you anywhere, and Midoriya needs all of us, especially you, to be strong for him right now. I watch you strive to do that for him every single goddamn day, so don’t you dare stop now. Alright?”
Katsuki’s throat is even tighter than it was before, and the deep ache in his chest is back with a vengeance. For some stupid reason his eyes are stinging again and he doesn’t know why but he blames it on IcyHot anyway. They accidentally land on Zuku’s sweater lying on his dresser and he sucks in a ragged breath, then reaches up to slap his hand over his mouth so IcyHot won’t hear.
“Bakugou?” IcyHot’s voice questions through the phone.
Irritation sparks in his heart and he grits his teeth. Fuck this. Fuck this. What the hell is he doing? Fucking crying like a little bitch, being so fucking pathetic that IcyHot of all people feels the need to call him to cheer him up? Fuck that! When the hell did he become so pathetic? IcyHot’s right- and fuck isnt that the worst thing ever- Katsuki doesn’t have time to mope around in a pit of self-pity, he needs to get off his ass and be strong for Zuku, now more than ever!
Straightening up, Katsuki angrily wipes away the drying tears around his eyes. “Fuck you, who said I was stopping?” He snaps, mentally cursing when his voice cracks, “I’m fucking fine!”
“Good,” IcyHot says, “That’s all I wanted to hear.”
Katsuki scoffs, “Great.”
A long silence stretches between them. Since IcyHot has clearly finished saying what he wanted to say, Katsuki is about to hang up without bidding him goodbye- because they’re not friends- but IcyHot’s voice stops him before he can hit the end call button.
“And Bakugou?”
Katsuki grunts.
“How is Midoriya? Really? You… didn’t give much detail…”
That makes Katsuki pause. He knows Zuku has some sort of little crush on IcyHot, and considering some of the signs he’s seen, he knows it goes both ways. He hasn’t really given it much thought aside from finding mild amusement at how they act like blushing schoolgirls around each other since they’re both oblivious idiots that have equal levels of stupidity. Of course it’s not something that he takes too seriously because he knows Zuku, and he knows that Zuku is soft and friendly and easily flattered, so of course he would be distracted by something as stupid as a crush.
But as he listens to IcyHot’s voice, something about it makes him wonder if maybe, just maybe, it runs a little bit deeper than a crush on his end.
His lips press into a thin line.
“Zuku’s fine,” he says flatly, then hangs up.
Letting his hand drop to his side, he takes a deep breath and then exhales. It’s long and still shaky, but his chest doesn’t feel so tight anymore, and his head isn’t spinning. Whatever the hell happened, whatever indescribable panic that was in his head is gone now, leaving only dry tears on his cheeks and a deep weariness in his bones.
Sighing, he rubs his face with his fingers until the stickiness is gone and looks up. Zuku is still everywhere around him, but instead of his chest tightening until he can’t breathe, his heart just aches with longing. His eyes fall on Zuku’s sweater once more.
Fuck it.
The sweater is too small for him to wear, but that doesn’t stop him from grabbing it anyways, slapping the lights off, and marching over to his bed. Under the faint glow of Zuku’s stars, Katsuki lies under his covers with the sweater clutched against his chest, breathing in his friend’s faint scent and falling asleep with the memory of being curled up with a warm body in his embrace.
Izuku manages to sleep through the night thanks to the drugs, but when he wakes up, the light in his room is dim. It must be early morning, then. Inko is still asleep, looking rather uncomfortable in her chair. Izuku can’t see a clock without turning his head, but thankfully his phone is still on his bed. When he turns it on, the time reads 5:53AM.
He sighs and lets his hand fall, instead choosing to stare up at the ceiling. The pain medications must be starting to wear off because his head isn’t so foggy anymore, but his throat is aching terribly. He doesn’t dare try and speak again. For a while, he tries to go back to sleep, but when that proves to be a fruitless endeavor, he goes back to his phone.
Class 1-A has a group chat. That’s the one with the most unread messages, so he checks it first. A lot of the earlier messages are just his classmates’ confusion and panic, especially when the mall got evacuated, but the more recent ones are well-wishes to him. Kacchan apparently updated them all on his condition after he left yesterday, so that at least seems to have eased the worst of their panic. He types out a quick thank you, not expecting a response since it’s so early in the morning, before checking his other messages. Mirio, Tamaki, Nejire, Shinsou, even Haru- Izuku isn’t sure how they found out, but he makes sure to send them all a message letting them know that he’s okay.
His eyes land on All Might’s name. He hesitates. The man probably isn’t even awake, but if he is…
(Midoriya 6:15AM) -Hi
Izuku doesn’t expect a response so quickly.
(Toshinori 6:17AM) -Young Midoriya! What are you doing awake so early? You should be resting!
(Midoriya 6:18AM) -So should u.
The three-dotted bubble appears for a few seconds, then vanishes. After a long moment, it reappears.
(Toshinori 6:20AM) -I haven’t slept too well these past few nights.
(Toshinori 6:21AM) -Chiyo-san told us what happened yesterday What you said…
Izuku swallows, instantly regretting it when his throat protests.
(Midoriya 6:22AM) -All Might?
(Toshinori 6:22AM) -Yes, Young Midoriya?
(Midoriya 6:22AM) -Shigaraki’s sensei is All For One.
(Toshinori 6:23AM) -I know.
Nothing comes after that. The typing bubble appears and disappears a few times, but still nothing. Izuku stares blankly up at the ceiling again. He feels… he feels… he doesn’t know. Lost. Confused. But mostly scared. Yeah, he’s really scared.
(Midoriya 6:27AM) -What happens now?
(Toshinori 6:28AM) -We’re going to have a meeting today.
(Toshinori 6:29AM) -Me, Tsukauchi-kun, Nedzu-san, and Chiyo-san. We’re all going to meet with you and your mother to discuss things further.
(Midoriya 6:30AM) -Oh.
(Midoriya 6:30AM) -I’m glad I get to see u.
(Toshinori 6:32AM) -I’ve already visited, actually. I met your mother too. She’s very kind. I haven’t been able to stay for very long, though. You were rushed to the nearest hospital after the attack, but you were too unstable to move to a more secure location, so we’ve been having pro heroes patrolling constantly.
(Midoriya 6:32AM) -Really?
(Toshinori 6:34AM) -Yup. Aizawa-kun and Present Mic were here not long ago. Vlad King is probably patrolling in the hallway right outside your room. The heroes in the area are on high alert. I think I even saw Hawks flying around.
(Midoriya 6:34AM) -No way.
(Toshinori 6:35AM) -Yes way.
(Midoriya 6:35AM) -Ur lying.
(Toshinori 6:35AM) -I am a man of my word.
(Midoriya 6:36AM) -But his hero agency is in Kyushu- that’s so far away!
(Toshinori 6:36AM) -He is very fast.
Izuku lets out a soundless, airy laugh. It’s more of a huff than anything. Regardless, he smiles down at his phone fondly. He’s pretty sure All Might is just messing with him to make him feel better. Still, all these heroes patrolling the hospital just to keep him safe? He feels both flattered and guilty.
(Midoriya 6:37AM) -Where r u, then?
(Toshinori 6:37AM) -I’m keeping an eye on the lobby.
(Toshinori 6:38AM) -Your friend Bakugou keeps popping up out of nowhere, both with and without his mother. I have told him many times that visiting hours are limited, and yet he still appears seemingly out of thin air.
(Toshinori 6:38AM) - He is very persistent. You have good friends.
(Midoriya 6:38AM) -I miss them.
(Toshinori 6:39AM) -You’ll see them soon.
(Toshinori 6:39AM) -You should go back to sleep now, though. We’ll be meeting you at noon.
Izuku’s a bit disheartened, but reluctantly agrees. There’s still no new messages in the class group chat, so he spends the next few minutes scrolling through his social media. Surprisingly, he’s one of the top stories. With the popularity the League of Villains got after USJ and Hosu, plus Izuku’s very public introduction as UA’s new healer-in-training during the Sports Festival, not to mention the numerous witnesses there were to the attack, he supposes he shouldn’t be so surprised that the incident at the mall made the news. There’s an outcry of shock and concern for not only him, but other healers too.
Izuku sighs and puts down his phone. He doesn’t want to think about public or social repercussions from this. For once, he’s happy to leave that to the heroes.
He doesn’t expect to, but he ends up sleeping for a few more hours. Inko is the one to wake him up, gently telling him that he needs to try eating some breakfast. That is an ordeal of its own. The nurses give him more pain meds, but his throat still protests painfully whenever he swallows. It’s a struggle just to keep himself from choking. His esophagus wasn’t damaged at all, but it’s like the muscles in his throat are just refusing to cooperate with him. After managing a few sips of his breakfast smoothie- and if liquid hurts this much, he can’t imagine what eating solid food will be like- he stops. Inko looks like she wants to protest, but the nurse tells her to let him take it slow.
Things are kind of quiet for around half an hour after that. Now that his classmates are awake, they practically spam him with condolences and apologies for not being there for him. He brushes them off, not wanting to sound dismissive but not wanting to cause any more worry on his behalf. If he’s being entirely honest, he kind of downplays his injuries, carefully not mentioning anything about his current inability to speak. A few of his friends try calling him, including Todoroki, but he makes up some excuse about not being allowed to talk on his phone. He just does his best to reassure them all through their group chat, promising to be back on his feet in no time.
Doctor Nishida and Recovery Girl soon return to check up on him. They check his vitals, change his bandages- which hurts- and ask how he’s feeling. Fine, he supposes, but still pretty tired. That’s normal, they tell him, just his body focusing on healing itself.
“I would like to keep you here for another night just to monitor you,” Doctor Nishida says to both Izuku and his mother, “But we’ve done all we can through surgery. Now all there’s left to do is rest until you’re completely healed. Recovery Girl.” He looks at the older woman. “He seems to have enough strength now for you to use your quirk.”
Recovery Girl nods. “I agree. However, once I use it, he’ll no doubt be sleeping for the rest of the day, and there’s a couple of things we need to discuss beforehand.”
“Ah, yes,” Doctor Nishida says, “I’ll leave you to that then.”
He bids Izuku goodbye and walks out of the room. There’s some brief muttering outside in the hallway, then Detective Tsukauchi, Principal Nedzu, and All Might (in his normal form) enter. Inko immediately straightens up and Izuku tries to as well, but he ends up needing Recovery Girl’s help and a few extra pillows to sit him up in the bed.
Izuku isn’t sure what to expect. Principal Nedzu will probably start by politely apologizing to his mother, who will probably be confused about All Might’s presence, who will probably focus more on Izuku than on the matter at hand. But none of that happens. Inko actually already seems to be familiar with the three other adults- which he guesses makes sense. Principal Nedzu probably spoke with his mother during his day-and-a-half of unconsciousness. Detective Tsukauchi too, seeing as Izuku is a victim of a villain attack. All Might he isn’t too sure about, but Inko doesn’t look at him too oddly, so she’s probably still under the guise that he’s one of Recovery Girl’s colleagues.
So they get right into discussing the future. Since it’s now clear that the League of Villains is after him, the obvious solution would be to implement some sort of protection plan. Tsukauchi begins by suggesting that there be 24/7 protection around their home enforced by both police and local heroes, as well as an updated security system in their house. A bolt of panic hits Izuku at this, and for a moment he’s scared that this means he won’t be able to go to UA anymore, but Nedzu quickly eases his fears. The principal already had a couple of underground heroes loosely keeping an eye on him on his way home after All Might told him about Shigaraki’s interest, but now he’ll be having more secure protection. Whenever he’s travelling between UA and home, a couple of heroes, which may include his teachers, will be shadowing him.
“Personally, I wouldn’t be too worried about someone attacking him then,” All Might says, “I never see him leave the school alone, and I have no doubt that he’ll have a large group of friends wanting to walk him home after school once he’s recovered.”
It seems to reassure Inko a bit. However, this also means that, for the sake of his safety, they advise him not to leave his house or UA for any reasons other than travelling. Which means no more shopping trips, no more long runs in the park- not that he’s had much time for those lately anyway. Still, his sudden lack of freedom leaves a bitter taste in the back of his mouth. He’s a fifteen year-old boy! He should be able to go hang out at the mall with his friends without having to worry about being kidnapped or turned to dust by villains!
If the adults take any notice of his displeasure, they don’t mention it. All they’re focused on is how they’re going to keep him safe- which he’s grateful for, of course. But he can’t help but think back to some of his earlier anxieties, the ones that whisper in the back of his mind that they’re only doing this because of his quirk. All Might is only nice to him because he needs his quirk. Shigaraki tried to take him for his quirk. The heroes are only protecting him now because of his quirk. That just because he was born with the power to heal, that that turns him into something desirable, something that needs to be protected, but it has nothing to actually do with him and who he is as a person.
Everything’s just too overwhelming right now. The adults are still talking, still working out the logistics, but Izuku has long since stopped paying attention. It’s hard to do so when his mind is starting to get foggy again from the pain meds. He’s tired and upset and he doesn’t want to think about this anymore, he just wants to go back to sleep. Preferably forever, although he feels bad for thinking that the second after he thinks it.
Finally, Recovery Girl notices his fatigue.
“If that’s all,” she says, interrupting Principal Nedzu, “Then I think it’s time we left Midoriya-kun alone to rest.”
Tsukauchi’s eyes widen, straightening up. “Right! Of course! My apologies, Midoriya-kun. You’re probably really tired still. I’ll get out of your hair now.” He nods at Inko. “Principal Nedzu-san and I will work on getting this set up as quickly as possible. There shouldn’t be any problems, but I’ll call you just in case. You have my number, right?”
As they stand up to leave, Principal Nedzu waddles over to the side of Izuku’s bed. A furry paw slides over his hand.
“I didn’t get the chance to earlier, but I’d like to formally apologize for what has happened to you, Midoriya-kun,” the principal says, voice soft, “I know this may all seem very overwhelming and frightening, and you’ve gone through so much more suffering than any student of UA ever should, but you have been incredibly brave.”
Izuku blinks tiredly. Brave? He doesn’t feel very brave.
“And even though you’re training to be a healer,” Nedzu continues, “You acted as a true hero that day. I’m very proud of you.”
The confusion must show on his face because Tsukauchi steps forward too.
“What he’s trying to say is you did the right thing,” he says, “You stayed calm and didn’t panic in the face of a villain. You were smart enough to analyze the situation and keep Shigaraki talking, even though your instincts were probably telling you to either run or fight. Of course, that fact that you got so severely injured is terrible and you should never have been put into a situation like that, but compared to what could have happened? The Kiyashi Ward was packed that day. If Shigaraki had gone on a rampage, I can’t imagine how many casualties there would have been.”
Izuku stares wide-eyed at the detective as he gently places a hand on his leg, gazing at him earnestly. “You knowingly sacrificed yourself to save others.” He smiles. “I’d say that makes you a hero in my eyes, at least.”
“Mine too,” All Might says and Principal Nedzu agrees.
Izuku slowly glances between them, his sluggish mind struggling to process. Him? A hero? He wasn’t trying to be one. He was just desperately trying to think of a way to get out of that horrible situation without him or anyone else dying. It didn’t feel heroic at all. It was terrifying.
He wants to tell them that, but he can’t, so instead he just nods mutely.
They smile and leave after bidding him and his mother goodbye. Izuku kind of wishes he could have talked to All Might a bit more and preferably in private, but that would be kind of difficult with the way Inko is constantly hovering over him, so he supposes he’ll have to settle for texting for now.
Recovery Girl helps him lie back and get settled more comfortably, since using her quirk will no doubt make him fall asleep. For a few moments, though, she simply gazes at him with a solemn expression. He blinks curiously.
Finally, she sighs and leans over. “I know it was the right thing to do,” she murmurs as she kisses his forehead, “But please don't make self-sacrifice a habit of yours. My old heart can’t take it.”
He only has time to feel a flash of guilt before he falls unconscious once more.
It’s the middle of the night when the wave finally comes crashing down on him.
Despite being nearly three days late, the panic and fear that overwhelms and threatens to drown him is no less fresh. At least this time, thanks to Tamaki, he knows that this is a panic attack. Unlike last time, however, this panic attack is nearly completely silent.
It’s not to say that he doesn’t sob uncontrollably, because he most certainly does, but his sobs are noiseless, nothing more than breathless pants and wheezes that tear their way out of his lungs as tears pour down his face. He whimpers and cries but there’s no sound to it, just the raspy wheezing of air rapidly filling and expelling from his lungs. It feels… incomplete, unsatisfying to cry without sound.
At least there’s still a chest for him to sob into. He isn’t even sure whose it is- too broad to be his mother’s, but there’s no way Tamaki could be here with him. It doesn’t matter, though. The physical comfort of being pressed against a body, of having a strong arm wrapped tightly around his back, is enough of an anchor for him to focus on, something that he can follow back to the real world.
It takes a while, but eventually he manages to stop choking on perfectly good oxygen. Sniffling, he keeps his face buried into whoever’s shoulder he’s crying on and struggles to calm his racing heart. A hand gently scratches the back of his head.
“Midoriya-kun?” A low, familiar voice rumbles.
Blinking in surprise, Izuku pulls away. The room is dark, but there’s a dim light coming from an old lamp on his nightstand, illuminating the face of Aizawa. The man is sitting on his bed in front of him, gazing at him with thinly-veiled concern in his eyes.
“You alright, kid?” Aizawa asks quietly.
Izuku sniffles again and nods rapidly, suddenly feeling extremely embarrassed. He can’t believe he just cried all over his teacher!
As if reading his thoughts, Aizawa shakes his head. “It’s fine, kid, relax. You’re allowed to cry, especially considering what happened.” He reaches over and grabs a tissue for him from the nightstand. Izuku takes it gratefully, feeling a little self-conscious blowing his nose right in front of his teacher. He shoots a curious glance at the empty chair Inko was sitting in.
“I managed to convince her to go home and get some sleep,” Aizawa says in way of explanation. He puts a hand on Izuku’s chest, gently pushing. “You should lie back down. Don’t strain yourself.”
Izuku obediently settles back into the pillows, even though he doesn’t feel that tired. For once he doesn’t feel groggy at all and the fuzziness is gone from his mind. He then notices the lack of IV or any other tubes in his arms. No more pain meds. That’s probably why he finally panicked now. He was having a nightmare, he remembers. He didn’t have any while he was drugged up to his gills, since he was more unconscious rather than asleep, but he had one tonight. He isn’t quite sure what it was about, but when he tries to recall it, all he gets is a flash of a terrifying grin and blood-red eyes before he violently shoves those thoughts away. He doesn’t need to remember to know who his nightmare was about.
Without the pain meds, he’s more aware of the horrible ache in his throat. His crying must’ve aggravated it, because even swallowing sends a spike of discomfort through his muscles. He misses the numbness. Why did they stop giving him-?
Wait a minute.
His eyes widen.
Recovery Girl used her quirk on him! She healed him, but- but- why can’t he talk?
He reaches up to feel his neck, carefully poking at tender but ultimately pain-free muscles. Aizawa immediately pulls his hand away. “Don’t-”
Why? Why?!? Why not- Why can’t he-
Izuku bolts into a sitting position again, desperately trying to ask Aizawa what’s wrong, but all that escapes his lips is a raspy wheeze. Aizawa claps his large hand over his mouth, forcing him to stop.
“No! No, kid, don’t talk. Stop,” Aizawa says in a firm tone, “You’re going to hurt yourself.”
Izuku clutches at the man’s wrists, tears stinging his eyes. He doesn’t understand! He should be okay now, right? Why isn’t he better? Is this going to be permanent?!?
“Midoriya-kun! Calm down!” Aizawa orders, his voice loud and cutting in the thick silence of the night. “It’s going to take a while before your voice is back to normal. The doctors said there’s scarring on part of your vocal chords, but they said that with speech therapy you’re going to get better, okay? You’ll be fine.”
Izuku’s scrambled mind struggles to process Aizawa’s words. His throat feels numb and heavy and paralyzed and it scares him. He clings to Aizawa’s wrist like a lifeline, sniffling and gasping quietly as the tears return.
Aizawa appears frustrated for a moment, then turns and starts looking for something at the end of his bed. His hand pulls away from Izuku’s mouth, leaving the boy’s fingers grasping for empty air. Thankfully, Aizawa returns a few seconds later, pushing something into his hands.
“Here,” he says, gesturing to the medical folder, “You understand this stuff a lot better than I do.” He opens the folder and points at a couple of pictures. “See? It’s an x-ray of your throat.”
No it’s not. It’s obviously an image from a laryngoscopy. The fact that Aizawa even thought it was an x-ray is so absurd that it startles a wet snort out of Izuku.
Aizawa briefly looks bewildered by his reaction, then glances back down at the folder. “They took it after Recovery Girl used her quirk so they could see how much scarring there is. Er, they said it’s only on the, uh, front part?” It comes out sounding like a question. Aizawa looks so uncharacteristically out of his depth here that it makes Izuku momentarily forget his panic, instead letting out a little amused wheeze.
He looks down at the folder through teary eyes. Just like when he was saving Kendou, or when he was analyzing which veins and arteries Shigaraki’s quirk would affect and how long he would have before he bled out- it’s always easier to think of these things from a medical perspective. It’s logical, there’s no scary emotions here, just straight facts. His rattled mind slowly eases out as he reads his file.
Unsurprisingly, most of the muscles along the column of his throat where Shigaraki’s fingers were resting were severely damaged, as well as where his thumb lay. Thanks to the reparative surgery, however, that’s mostly just scar tissue at this point. Actually, it seems like his whole throat is made up of scar tissue now. There was minor damage to his trachea and larynx, which is no doubt why he had so much trouble speaking and breathing after the attack. When he looks at the pictures from his laryngoscopy, he can see the severe scarring on one side of his vocal chords. Key word: one.
He feels almost dizzy with relief. In the back of his mind, he wonders if the damage to his larynx came from Shigaraki’s pointer finger. The placement seems right, now that he thinks about it. If that finger had been any higher…
No, don’t think about that. This… this can be fixed. He just needs what Aizawa told him, time and speech therapy. Right now, one side of his vocal chords doesn’t have the strength to properly rub against the other side which is why he can’t make a sound, but that can be fixed. Muscles can be trained, and scar tissue can fade over time.
He’ll… he’ll be okay…
Sniffling, he looks up and gives Aizawa a wobbly smile. The man lets out a sigh of relief.
“See, I knew you would understand this stuff better than I did,” he huffs, shifting over so he can sit beside him. He arches a brow, eyeing the file quizzically. “What the hell is a sternocleidomastoid muscle anyway?” He stumbles over the long word clumsily, and probably on purpose, but it makes Izuku smile anyway.
He lets out a long, shaky exhale just to stabilize the rest of his nerves before grabbing his phone from the nightstand. He types out his response, “It’s the big muscle that helps your head turn.” Reaching up, he turns Aizawa’s chin with a finger, then taps said muscle on his neck. Aizawa grunts and Izuku points back at one of the pictures in the folder, typing, “The external jugular vein lays on top of it, so mine got partially destroyed, but my sternocleidomastoid muscle protected my internal jugular vein as well as my carotid artery from being damaged.”
“Oh,” Aizawa bluntly says after he reads. “That would have been bad.”
Izuku nods- and that doesn’t hurt so much anymore thanks to his mentor’s quirk- and turns back to the page with the pictures from his laryngoscopy. “Also, that’s not an x-ray, that’s a laryngoscopy.” He looks up at Aizawa, who blinks slowly in return. “They put a camera in my throat.”
“Oh,” Aizawa says again, “Fun.”
It’s clear that he doesn’t really understand the medical mumbo jumbo in the folder, so Izuku takes pity on him and sets it down on the nightstand. Aizawa watches him silently for a moment. He hasn’t moved from where he’s sitting next to Izuku. This bed is really only made for one person, so he’s kind of taking up a lot of space. Thankfully, though, Izuku is on the smaller side, so he’s able to squeeze next to the man as he settles back down against his pillows.
Neither of them say anything for a few minutes. A silence that’s neither comfortable nor uncomfortable fills the air, only interrupted by the occasional noise from the hallway. Izuku isn’t quite sure what to do with himself. If he wasn’t so tired, he might be more flustered about being pressed so close to his teacher and personal hero. But now he just… waits for something to happen.
Aizawa’s arm shifts. Izuku doesn’t realize what’s happening until it wraps around him and pulls him closer to the man’s side. Confused, he glances up, but Aizawa isn’t looking at him. His mouth is pressed in a flat line.
“I suppose there isn’t much of a point in me asking how you are.” The greenette can feel his low voice rumbling in his chest next to his ear. He blinks, processes, then slowly shakes his head.
He isn’t sure how he would reply if Aizawa did ask that question. It’s not like he can say that he’s fine. The panic attack he just had would say otherwise. Besides, just because he’s going to be fine doesn’t mean that he’s fine right now.
Izuku sniffles and, after a moment, hesitantly snuggles a bit deeper into Aizawa’s side. A villain put him in a hospital. He doesn’t have to be fine.
Another long pause.
Then,
“I know you probably don’t want to hear this,” Aizawa grunts, “But I’m going to say it anyway. I’m sorry.”
Izuku frowns. Then wiggles his arm free and types in his phone, “I don’t understand why people keep apologizing. It’s no one’s fault but Shigaraki’s.”
Aizawa reads, is silent for a moment, then huffs, “All heroes have a guilt complex. It’s basically part of the job description.”
Izuku slowly turns his head up, ignoring the uncomfortable pulling sensation in his neck, and gives Aizawa a very unimpressed look.
“Don’t look at me like that, brat.”
A hand on his face pushes his head back down.
Aizawa heaves a heavy sigh, and Izuku’s head moves with his chest. “I’m just saying,” he continues, “I’m sorry that this happened to you. And I’m sorry that I wasn’t there to protect you.”
Izuku wishes he could make a grumbly noise. “Not your job.”
“It is my job,” Aizawa says, firmly enough to make Izuku hesitate. “It is. Both as a hero and your teacher, I should have been able to keep you safe.”
“But we were outside of school.”
“Doesn’t matter.”
“Isn’t it illogical to feel guilty about something you had no control over?”
“Remember what I just said about heroes and guilt complexes, kid?”
Izuku rolls his eyes and huffs, cheek squished against Aizawa’s chest. After another pause, he types, “I’m sorry. ”
“For what?” Aizawa asks.
“For making everyone worry. They were really freaking out. I feel bad.” He clicks on the messaging app and scrolls up in the group chat, showing him the panicked messages from his classmates a couple of days ago. Aizawa pushes his phone down.
“Kid, quit worrying about everyone else for once,” he grunts, then adds, “Isn’t it illogical to feel guilty about something you had no control over?”
Izuku wrinkles his nose childishly.
They talk for a little bit longer after that, just simple, idle conversation in the dark of the night. With his exhaustion from his panic attack and Aizawa’s warmth pressed beside him, Izuku feels himself growing more and more sleepy by the minute. At one point, a large hand finds his hair and starts gently scratching. Izuku’s eyes immediately flutter shut.
He’s out like a light within the minute.
When Izuku wakes up again, he isn’t sure what time it is. But he can hear the hushed voices of his mother and Aizawa speaking softly.
“... thinking about discharging him.”
“That’s good.”
“I know he’ll be happy. But I don’t want him going back to school too soon.”
“Don’t worry about it. He can take the rest of the semester off. Not much happens in the last week anyway.”
“...”
“There is something else we need to discuss… I don’t know if he mentioned it to you yet, but-”
“The summer camp.”
“... Yes.”
“...”
“... I know things are kind of… uncertain, right now, but… I think he’ll be safest if he comes with us. It’ll be in a secure location and he’ll be surrounded by pro heroes and heroes-in-training. We can have him take it easy…”
“...”
“... Midoriya-san?”
“... Izuku… I’ve-I’ve always been afraid of this happening to him. Of villains ta-taking him. This isn’t even the first time one’s tried…”
“...”
“... You… You’ve already saved his life once before, you know?… I don’t even know if you remember-”
“I do. Of course I do.”
“... I almost lost my baby that day. But you… you saved him. You brought him back to me. So… I trust you.”
“... Ma’am-”
“So you- You keep him safe, you hear me? You promise me that you’ll protect him!”
“I will. I promise.”
For some reason, Izuku feels something in his chest clench.
Notes:
Ha.
Bye.
.
.
Next chapter, Toadoroki.
Chapter 26: The Guilt
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The bandages come off later in the morning.
Izuku stands in front of a mirror, staring at his reflection. His long curls are unkempt and greasy- he hasn’t been able to take a proper shower in three days. Most of the other changes are minimal; the skin under his eyes is a little darker and he looks a bit pale, probably the result of not being able to eat much lately due to either being in too much pain or simply unconscious.
Of course, he’s not paying any attention to those changes. Instead, his eyes are locked on his throat.
It’s… an ugly scar, to say the least. His skin has been replaced by a messy web of scar tissue, taut and almost waxy-looking as it stretches across the column of his throat. The flushed, sprawling lines are slightly elevated and criss-cross in an angry mess of tissue. There’s also a smaller patch on the left side of his neck where Shigaraki’s thumb was.
It’s hideous and disgusting to look at and makes Izuku’s stomach churn with nausea.
The nurse that removed his bandages smiles at him encouragingly- pityingly- and turns away to toss them in the trash. His hand grabs her sleeve.
“Can I keep them?” He frantically types into his phone. The nurse frowns. “Can you put them back on?”
She glances at the bandages, then at him before realization lights her eyes. “Oh! Oh…” There’s that sad smile again. “Of course. Let me just get you some fresh ones.”
He feels a bit better once his neck is wrapped up again. He doesn’t want anyone seeing that, especially not his mother. She’s always been a crier, but the waterworks have been on a whole new level these past few days. He doesn’t want to give her anything else to cry about.
After another smoothie lunch (he’s going to be on a liquid diet for a while, until his delicate throat muscles stop aching so much) Doctor Nishida discharges him from the hospital. There’s really not much else they can do for him. Recovery Girl’s quirk took care of the worst of the damage, now all there’s left for him to do is slowly recover from the trauma. In the meantime, he’s already been set up with a speech therapist that he’s going to be meeting with twice a week for the next few months.
It’s going to be an agonizingly slow healing process, and it will be a long time before his voice is completely back to normal, but he tries not to let it get him down. He’s tired of being upset. Today he finally gets to go home! He’s going to make the best of it!
After thanking Doctor Nishida profusely for everything he’s done, Inko and Izuku make their way down to the lobby. It feels so good to be out of a hospital gown and in his own clothes again. Inko even brought him his favorite All Might shirt to wear!
Unfortunately, he was not informed that said hero would be meeting him in the lobby.
“What a lovely shirt,” All Might says, lip twitching as he struggles not to laugh.
Inko smiles. “Oh, it’s his favorite one. He wears it to bed all the time.” She tilts her head in confusion when she sees the deep red flush on her son’s face. “Izuku? Are you feeling alright, sweetie?”
Izuku nods hastily, head ducked in embarrassment. All Might finally lets out a little laugh and ruffles his hair gently. Inko glances between them curiously.
“I feel bad that I haven’t had the chance to get to know you better, Toshinori-san,” she says, “Afterall, you helped my son get into UA through recommendations. And you’ve been so helpful and kind to me these past few days…”
Izuku blinks, eyeing All Might. He has?
“Would you like to get coffee together sometime?” Inko asks.
All Might looks a little startled. “Oh, of-of course. If you don’t mind.” He smiles, but Izuku notices the slight rosy flush to his cheeks.
He glances between them in bewilderment.
Wait.
What the hell happened while he was unconscious?
“Ah, there you all are.” Recovery Girl catches their attention when she approaches. The older woman looks Izuku up and down, pleased. “Are you excited to go home, Midoriya-kun?”
Choosing to ignore the strange moment, Izuku turns to her and nods, smiling brightly.
“Good. Let’s get you to your car, then.” Recovery Girl begins leading the way to the exit. Mirth dances in her eyes. “Nice shirt, by the way.”
Izuku stifles a sigh. He isn’t quite sure why she feels the need to escort him to the car. He thought she would have left after she and Doctor Nishida gave him one final examination this morning. Perhaps she had some leftover paperwork to do? Or maybe it has something to do with his new protection. Will it be like it was during his internship week? Will he have a hero driving him everywhere? That would be kind of weird, although it might explain why All Might is still here too.
He’s so busy lost in his thoughts that he hardly even looks up when Recovery Girl opens the door and steps aside, allowing him to exit the hospital first.
“SURPRISE!”
Izuku nearly leaps out of his skin, a soundless ‘eep!’ escaping his lips. All of his classmates and then some stand outside the hospital, grinning at him brightly as they cheer happily. The next thing he knows, he’s being yanked into the crowd, everyone swarming around him, patting his back and ruffling his hair. He’s so utterly startled and confused, but he doesn’t have time to think before he’s being pulled into his first of many tight hugs.
“Dude! I’m so glad you’re alright!” Kirishima tearfully exclaims, crushing Izuku against his chest. “Holy shit, I’m never letting you out of my sight again!”
“Me neither!” Ashido pipes up as she hugs Izuku from behind. She rubs her cheek against his back. “I was so scared!”
“Me too, man, fuck Shigaraki!” Kaminari declares so vehemently that Izuku snorts. The electric blonde grins and starts pushing Kirishima away, whining, “Hey, come on, it’s my turn to hug him!”
“What about me? I wanna hug him too!” Uraraka pops up out of nowhere.
“I’m not done yet!” Kirishima growls playfully, tightening his hold on Izuku. Uraraka pouts.
“Can I get a hug too?”
“Hey, I want one!”
“Don’t hog him to yourselves!”
“Pass him around!”
“Midoriya-kun! It’s so good to see you!”
“I’ve missed you, man!”
“I’m so glad you’re okay!”
Overwhelmed, Izuku lets himself be passed from classmate to classmate, each one hugging him tightly and expressing their immense relief. He’s never been so simultaneously surprised, confused, and happy before in his life. How are they all here? Don’t they have school?
A hand suddenly grabs his arm, pulling him out of a hug from Yaoyorozu and Jirou.
“Oi, oi, quit glomping him, you fucking leeches!”
He can recognize that rough growl anywhere.
Face splitting into a blinding grin, Izuku turns around and proceeds to glomp Kacchan. His friend grunts under his weight, but hugs back no less tightly.
“Sorry ‘bout the ambush,” Kacchan grumbles in his ear, “It was just gonna be me and my old hag, but I made the mistake of telling Shitty Hair about it. Guy can’t keep his fucking mouth shut to save his life.”
“Hey!” Kirishima shouts somewhere behind him.
“You’re lucky it’s only these guys,” Kacchan huffs, “It took ages to convince those class B fuckers not to come too.”
Izuku desperately wants to say something, to tell him not to worry about it because this is perfect, this is so much better than anything he could have imagined. Dumb happy tears are pricking his eyes and making his vision blurry.
Somehow, it gets even better.
“Hey, hey, hey! Senpais coming through!” Mirio’s cheerful voice calls out, “Move it, kiddies! I’d phase through you, but I don’t think Midoriya-kun would appreciate seeing me naked right now.”
“Oh God, please no,” Tamaki groans lowly.
Izuku looks up to see the two boys plus Nejire pushing their way through the crowd. Well, more like Mirio pushes while Tamaki and Nejire take advantage of the path he’s made with his large body. When they reach him, Nejire unabashedly pushes Kacchan away- he screeches like a rabid cat - and squeezes Izuku tightly.
“My baby!” She coos, rubbing her cheek against his. Her hair tickles his nose and makes him sneeze.
A big hand ruffles his curls. “How are you doing, my little kouhai?” Mirio beams. “I’ve missed you!”
He’s only been gone for three days.
“Hey, you!” Nejire grabs his face, making him pay attention to her again. “Never scare me like that again! I nearly peed my pants when we heard what happened! Tamaki-kun actually did.”
A few people around them snort while Tamaki looks like he wants the earth to swallow him whole.
“Plus,” Nejire adds, “I just wanted to let you know that I will be personally chasing down Shigaraki and cutting off his testicles and feeding them to him for daring to lay a hand on my precious kouhai.” She smiles innocently and squeezes him in a hug again.
A few of the boys shift uncomfortably.
“I like her!” Izuku hears Uraraka say behind him.
Mirio whines at Nejire until she finally lets him hug Izuku. Squashed against his muscly chest, Izuku glances at Tamaki helplessly. The older boy just smiles softly, a wordless expression of his own relief and happiness.
Kirishima clasps Izuku’s shoulder once he’s set down. “Alright, has everyone had a chance to hug Midoriya-kun?” He calls out.
“I haven’t,” Todoroki says, pushing his way past Iida.
To Izuku’s immense surprise, Shinsou appears too. “Yeah, me neither.”
How many people are here?!?
Hugging Todoroki and Shinsou is a new experience for him, and neither of them seem very, ah, adept at it. It kind of just feels like hugging two tall, awkward trees. Warm trees, though. Warm and friendly trees that he’s missed very much.
“How are you doing, Midoriya?” Todoroki asks.
Kirishima puts an arm around his shoulders. “Yeah, come on, Midoriya-kun, you’ve barely made a peep!”
“Tell us how you’ve been, man,” Sero says, “I feel like you’ve been gone for ages.”
“Yeah,” Ashido agrees, clinging to Izuku’s arm, “Three days is way too long to go without talking to our healer!”
Something in Izuku’s chest cracks. His throat suddenly feels very tight, but it doesn’t have anything to do with the scar tissue. He slowly glances up at his senpais, then at all his friends. They’re all gazing at him affectionately, waiting for him to say something. He swallows thickly.
It’s his fault they’ve been so stressed and worried these past few days. The least he could do is tell the truth.
Taking a deep breath, he opens his mouth and speaks.
“I… I guess I-I’ve been better…”
Everyone freezes. Then, their expressions slowly darken. The way their faces all crumple simultaneously would be almost comical if it wasn’t so fucking tragic. He can’t blame them for their reactions, though.
His voice… Can he even call it a voice anymore? It’s really nothing more than a weak, raspy wheeze. He can’t feel his vocal cords vibrating in his mangled throat. All he can do is move his mouth and do the best he can to make sound by pushing the air out of his lungs. It’s weaker than a whisper, practically inaudible, and it’s the most pathetic sound he’s ever heard.
Silence fills the air.
Izuku ducks his head, tears stinging his eyes as he refuses to look at his friends.
Kirishima is the first one to speak up, his voice soft and confused. “I… I thought…” He slowly turns his wide, worried eyes to Kacchan. “Recovery Girl… didn’t she…?”
Kacchan doesn’t respond, jaw clenched as he gazes at Izuku with a pained expression. Izuku shrinks in on himself, feeling the weight of everyone’s stares.
“Is it…” Ashido whispers, eyes watering, “Is it gone forever…?”
Izuku shakes his head just as Recovery Girl speaks up. “No, it’s not.” The crowd parts as she makes her way over to her apprentice’s side. She pats his hand reassuringly before looking at his friends. “There’s some scarring on his vocal cords, but they’ll get stronger with time and therapy. His voice is just going to be a bit weak for a while.”
Relief washes through the students, but there’s still an uneasy silence in the air. Izuku hesitantly raises his head. Todoroki is standing in front of him, expression closed off. Izuku knows him well enough by now to know that he’s keeping his face carefully blank to hide what must be a turmoil of emotions inside. Beside him, Shinsou looks sad but also strangely… resigned. His purple eyes obviously linger on Izuku’s bandaged throat. Kacchan looks the same way he did a couple nights ago when he cried over him.
He’s blaming himself. They all are. Whatever their expressions are, Izuku can see the bitter guilt behind their eyes as clear as day. It makes him want to cry, but his wheezy, breathless sobs sound much worse than his voice does. So instead, he forces back his tears and looks up at Mirio.
He’s never seen his senpai look so crestfallen before.
But as soon as he realizes that Izuku is looking at him, Mirio plasters on a smile and straightens up. “Well, then, that’s great news! Knowing Midoriya-kun, he’ll probably be singing like a songbird in no time!”
Mirio’s cheerful laugh is as forced as his smile, but it does the trick.
“Yeah, no one’s more determined than Midoriya-kun!” Kirishima perks up.
Iida chops a hand. “Patience and persistence is the key to success!”
“Don’t worry, Midoriya-kun,” Yaoyorozu says, “Take as much time as you need to get better.”
“Honestly, you’re so smart, you probably know some secret body hack to get yourself better even faster,” Kaminari jokes.
A few people let out- forced- laughs, patting Izuku’s back and reassuring him. He flushes and mouths, “Thank you.”
The only ones who don’t say anything are Kacchan, Todoroki, Shinsou, and Tamaki. His raven-haired senpai is watching him with an odd expression, as if analyzing to see if he’s really okay. Izuku’s lip twitches and he gives a subtle nod. He isn’t sure if he’ll want to talk about the panic attack he had last night, or even if that’ll be the only one, but at least he knows that if he ever needs help with stuff like that, then he can go to Tamaki. And maybe Aizawa too. He was pretty good at calming him down after his panic attack.
Taking out his phone, he types, “I’m really glad you guys are here. This is the best surprise ever. I really missed you.”
Ashido reads out loud for him, then ‘awws’ and hugs him again. “We missed you too!”
“School isn’t the same without you,” Uraraka says.
“You’re not coming back this week, right?” Iida asks, “You really should take some time to rest.”
“Oh, he will,” Recovery Girl says resolutely, giving Izuku a pointed look. Izuku glances away innocently. “Actually, he should get started on that as soon as possible, so…”
Aizawa takes the hint. “Alright brats, you’ve been holding the Midoriyas up long enough. Time to let them get home.”
Kirishima’s hand shoots up into the air. “Actually! If you don’t mind, Midoriya-san…” Inko startles as Kirishima looks at her earnestly. “I’d like to escort you guys home. Midoriya-kun’s my buddy, you know? I wanna make sure he gets home safe.”
“I’m already going with him, idiot,” Kacchan grunts.
“Wait, that’s not fair!” Ashido complains, “I wanna come too!”
“How the fuck is it not fair?” Kacchan scowls. “We live in the same damn neighborhood, it makes sense for us to go together.”
Todoroki steps up beside Izuku. “I’d like to see him home too, if you don’t mind, Midoriya-san.”
Kacchan whirls around. “Oi, fuck off, IcyHot!”
“I’d like to go as well,” Tokoyami says, “None of us could keep Midoriya-kun safe at the mall, the least we could do is provide protection for him now.”
His words seem to strike a bitter chord in his classmates, all of whom start chiming in with their own requests to escort Izuku home. Inko glances between them all with wide, adoring eyes, her heart swelling up with affection for the young heroes that wish to protect her son so fiercely, while Izuku ducks his head to hide his burning face.
“Aww, that’s cute,” Mirio says over the arguing voices of the first-years, “But let’s not forget who are the ones who actually have their provisional hero licenses?”
He grins and arches a brow teasingly while numerous heads whip towards him and glare.
Arms wrap around Izuku’s chest and a chin plops on his head. “Oh, yes! So why don’t you leave this to your senpais, hm? Don’t worry, we’ll take good care of Midoriya-kun!”
She presses a quick kiss onto his curls, which makes him blush even harder. Meanwhile, nineteen hero course students burn holes into the girl with their fiery eyes. Nejire smiles shamelessly.
“Actually, none of that will be necessary,” Aizawa drawls in a bored tone, “There’s already a detailed security plan in action for Midoriya-kun. He doesn’t need your constant protection.”
“Can we still go, though?” Kirishima asks Inko, “Just to hang out, at least?”
Iida makes another chopping motion, scolding, “It’s rude to invite yourself over to someone’s house!”
“Oh- uh, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to-”
“No, no, it’s alright!” Inko insists, smiling at the class, “I really, really… appreciate it, actually. It’s so nice to know that my baby has such protective friends.”
The students beam while Izuku internally groans. Baby? Really?
“It’s alright if a few of you come over,” Inko says, “I’m sure Izuku would appreciate the company after being so bored in the hospital.”
Izuku nods eagerly.
There’s a bit of an argument as to who gets to go. Turns out, Aizawa did decide to use their afternoon hero lesson time to bring everyone to the hospital since it’s their last class of the day- and doesn’t that make Izuku’s heart blossom with warmth- but, of course, some people aren’t able to go to his house since they have something else to do later, so they bid Izuku goodbye, each one giving him one last hug before leaving. The remaining students bicker for a few more minutes until Aizawa gets fed up and decides for them. Uraraka, Yaoyorozu, Sero, and Shinsou are unfortunately banished from today’s playdate. That leaves Kacchan, Kirishima, Kaminari, and Ashido, who will all go in Auntie Mitsuki’s car, while Todoroki, Iida, Izuku, and Inko will squeeze into a car driven by Aizawa. Apparently, Izuku’s new protection arrangement is pretty similar to his internship experience in that a pro hero will need to accompany him if he needs to be driven anywhere. He stifles a sigh.
As the Bakusquad- minus Sero- goes over to Auntie Mitsuki’s car, Izuku glances over his shoulder at his senpais.
“I’ll be there in a minute,” he types, waiting for Todoroki and Iida to read it before jogging over to where Mirio, Tamaki, and Nejire are standing a few feet away. He isn’t quite sure how they got out of class, but he won’t question it.
Mirio smiles as he approaches and pulls him into a hug. It’s longer than their last one, now that there’s not a crowd of restless teenagers to disturb them. Izuku sighs contentedly, snuggling against Mirio’s chest. Despite being very muscular, the taller boy is surprisingly very comfortable to cuddle.
When they pull away, Mirio’s smile turns just a little bit sadder, eyes softening as he gazes down at him. His hand moves to Izuku’s shoulder, carefully lingering near his bandaged neck. After a moment, he says quietly, “I’m sorry about your voice, Midoriya-kun. This should never have happened to someone like you.”
Izuku stares up at him, then lowers his eyes. His smile fades away. For some reason that escapes him, he doesn’t really feel like he has to keep up the facade around his senpais. With his classmates, he feels a certain pressure to act like he’s okay, to try and make them not worry about him anymore in order to lessen the guilt that claws at his heart- and theirs. But it’s different with his senpais. Tamaki has already seen him at his worst, and they all worked together, took time out of their day, just to make him feel better. It just feels… safer with them. Not that he doesn’t feel safe around his classmates! But it’s different. He doesn’t really know how or why, but it just is.
“If… If you ever need anyone to talk to…” Tamaki trails off.
Nejire wrinkles her nose and nudges him. “Weren’t you paying attention, you dumdum? He can’t talk.”
Tamaki’s eyes widen in horror. “Oh, no- I-I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean-” He flails his arms as he sputters, but Izuku catches his wrist, making him shut up. The greenette smiles exasperatedly as if to say ‘dude, chill, I get it, you’re fine’. Tamaki flushes and nods, dropping his gaze. “Er, well, um, yeah,” he coughs.
“And I meant what I said about Shigaraki.” Nejire looks at him seriously, eyes flashing as she vows, “I’ll neuter him like a fucking puppy.”
“Nejire-kun!” Mirio gasps, slapping his hands over Izuku’s ears. Izuku rolls his eyes and pushes them off. Mirio grins and squeezes his hands once before nudging him away. “Go on, then, Aizawa-sensei’s getting impatient.”
Smiling, Izuku turns and starts trotting back to the car where Aizawa, Inko, Todoroki, and Iida wait for him.
“Have a fun day with your friends, sweetie!” Nejire obnoxiously calls out behind him.
“And remember to text us when you get home!” Mirio adds before the two start giggling like idiots.
Izuku groans very loudly in his head.
Iida gazes at the upperclassmen quizzically as he approaches. “Remind me, Midoriya-kun, how exactly did you become friends with those third-years? I feel like they just started popping up out of nowhere.”
Todoroki shrugs. “He meets a lot of people as a healer, I guess. And I think one of them was helping him out with his quirk?” He glances at Izuku, who nods in confirmation.
“Ah,” Iida hums.
“Well, if you’re finally ready, then let’s get going.” Aizawa slides into the driver’s seat. Inko gets into the front seat next to him, leaving Iida, Todoroki, and Izuku to squeeze together in the back.
While Todoroki opens the door for him, Izuku glances over his shoulder. He didn’t really get to say goodbye to Recovery Girl or All Might. His mentor is still standing in front of the hospital, idly chatting with one of the nurses. All Might, however, has moved to stand beside Mirio, who is noticeably sans Tamaki and Nejire. The hero has a hand on his future successor’s shoulder as he mutters to him lowly. As if sensing Izuku’s gaze, All Might glances up and sends him a sincere smile when their eyes meet.
“Midoriya?” Todoroki questions.
Izuku startles and climbs into the car, taking the middle seat so Todoroki can slide him after him. The ride back home takes about twenty minutes. Iida does most of the talking, although Izuku notices that Todoroki is making a bit more of an effort than usual to converse, probably to take some of the pressure off of Iida. Since he’s sitting in between the two boys, it’s easy for them to see what he types on his phone. Having a conversation that’s half talking, half typing is definitely strange, but he supposes he’ll have to get used to it for now.
Aizawa doesn’t stay for very long once they get home, departing with a polite nod to Inko and a pat on the head to Izuku. As soon as the boy steps inside his house, he’s immediately knocked backwards by Sushi, who cannonballs into his chest. Thankfully, Todoroki catches him before he hits the ground.
“Is that a cat?” Todoroki asks, bewildered, as he pushes Izuku back to his feet.
“No way, it’s too big to be a cat,” Kirishima says.
Sushi starts purring loudly as he aggressively nuzzles Izuku, who sneezes when he gets fur in his nose.
“Holy shit, it is a cat!” Kaminari exclaims.
Kacchan huffs. “That’s debatable.”
He shoulders past Todoroki to walk inside, Sushi giving him a customary hiss as he passes by. Kacchan snarls back and dodges the paw that swipes at him. Izuku smiles and nuzzles Sushi. He really missed this cat.
Iida frowns. “It doesn’t seem very fond of you, Bakugou-kun.”
“Fucking little shit hates everyone that’s not Zuku!” Kacchan snaps back, already making his way to the couch.
The rest of Izuku’s friends turn to look at the cat in his arms. Surprisingly, Todoroki is the first one to be brave enough to reach out. Sushi sniffs the offered hand gingerly for a few moments, then turns away in disinterest. Todoroki blinks.
“Well,” Ashido says, “It didn’t hiss at you.” She reaches out to pet Sushi, only to yelp and retract her hand when the cat angrily swipes at it. “Hey!” Kaminari and Kirishima burst into obnoxious laughter and she rolls her eyes. “Oh, shut up!”
Izuku gives her an apologetic look and shoos Sushi back into the house. As they walk in, however, he definitely does not miss the small, pleased smile on Todoroki’s face.
The remnants of the Bakusquad immediately make themselves at home in the living room, getting comfy on the couch while Iida and Todoroki are a bit more mannerly. It’s a little crowded with so many of his friends in the house, but Inko decides to make an occasion out of it and invites Auntie Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru over, although the adults mostly just stick to the kitchen. While he’s eager to hang out with his friends, Izuku is also looking forward to taking a proper shower for the first time in three days. He manages to convince Kacchan to keep the others entertained while he’s busy.
The shower helps a lot. It kind of feels like he’s washing away the remains of the incident. The hot water feels… strange against his scarred neck. Not painful, but definitely different. Of course, he has to take his bandages off in order to shower, so when he steps out he once again catches sight of his scar in the mirror. For a few moments, he simply stares at his reflection. He doesn’t think he’ll ever get used to seeing his throat like this. It doesn’t matter how many showers he takes or how hard he scrubs, nothing will ever get rid of this constant reminder.
He makes sure his scar is completely hidden by the bandages before he walks out of the bathroom.
Unsurprisingly, Kacchan has decided that the best way to entertain their friends is to dominate them in video games. He, Kirishima, and Kaminari are in an intense game of Mario Kart when Izuku rejoins them. Seeing his still-damp curls, Ashido immediately perks up and demands to let her play with his hair. So, he ends up seated with her on the couch, watching Kacchan become increasingly more and more competitive while Ashido brushes out his curls with a wet-comb.
Todoroki and Iida sit on opposite ends of the couch, both looking a mix between confused and judgemental as their friends continue to play.
“I don’t understand,” Iida says, “Is this based off of a movie or book series of some sort? Who are these characters?”
“Oh, come on, Iida-kun.” Ashido rolls her eyes as she brushes out a particularly stubborn knot. “Don’t act like you’ve never heard of Mario before.”
“Well, I have, of course, I just…” Iida looks away, cheeks tinged pink. “I’ve never played it before.”
Izuku isn’t surprised. Iida doesn’t seem like the gaming type. Neither does Todoroki, although his lack of experience might be more due to his… restrained upbringing rather than a lack of interest.
Kirishima, being the wonderful friend he is, offers to teach Iida how to play. He forces Kacchan to sit out this round since the blond will absolutely not go easy on either of them even if it’s a training round. Kacchan huffily plops himself down in the small spot between Todoroki and Izuku on the couch, unashamedly making them both have to wiggle away from him to make space.
“The fuck are you doing to his hair, Raccoon Eyes?” Kacchan barks.
Ashido, who has long since patted Izuku’s curls dry, replies simply, “I’m braiding it. Duh.” She runs her fingers along a curl and sighs longingly. “Your hair is so pretty, Midori-kun. Mine gets so weird when I grow it out. You should wear it down more often.”
Todoroki has been quietly watching Ashido as she expertly pulls Izuku’s hair into an increasingly more and more intricate hairstyle. After a pause, he says, “I like it.” Izuku glances at him in surprise. Todoroki looks away and coughs, “When it’s down, I mean.”
“You don’t like my braids?” Ashido pouts.
“I like that too…” Todoroki adds awkwardly.
Rolling his eyes, Kacchan grumbles something under his breath that Izuku doesn’t quite catch. Todoroki, however, does, and proceeds to give Kacchan a not-so-subtle dirty look.
“Takes one to know one,” he retorts.
Kacchan’s eyes widen comically before he turns and pounces on Todoroki with a screech. “I’LL KILL YOU, FUCKER!!!”
Izuku jumps to his feet the same time Kirishima does. “Whoa, whoa! What’s going on, guys?!?”
The redhead dives forward, trying to separate the two scuffling boys. Kaminari and Iida get up to help too. Meanwhile, Ashido remains perched on the couch, watching the scene with an unimpressed gaze.
“Eh, come on, Midori-kun,” she says, unconcerned, trying to tug Izuku back to the couch, “Leave those idiots to it.”
Todoroki and Kacchan tumble off the couch with a loud thump, the latter pinning the former to the ground. Kirishima manages to wrap his arms around Kacchan’s shoulders and haul him off of Todoroki, Kaminari bravely fending off his flailing legs. Meanwhile, Izuku and Iida help a significantly more rumpled-looking Todoroki to his feet.
“What did you say to him?” Iida asks.
Todoroki doesn’t reply and instead shrugs them off. Straightening up, he looks across the room where Kirishima and Kaminari are still struggling to wrangle a furious Kacchan.
“Bakugou,” Todoroki says, voice flat. Kacchan stops thrashing and fixes him with a heated glare. Todoroki doesn’t even bat an eye. “Let’s play.”
Kacchan’s eyes narrow. “You’re on, fuckface!”
“Huh?” Kirishima blinks in surprise as the two boys move towards the TV. “Wait, but I was in the middle of teaching Iida-kun how to play!”
Kacchan and Todoroki ignore him, each picking up a remote and sitting down on the ground. Kaminari swallows. “Uh, is- is this a good idea?”
Iida tilts his head. “I suppose it’s better than them fighting.”
A hand wraps around Izuku’s elbow, pulling him back down to the couch. Ashido goes back to working on his hair, sighing exasperatedly, “Boys.”
Thoroughly confused, Izuku watches as Kacchan picks Bowser- as usual- and Todoroki picks… Toad? He isn’t sure if Todoroki picked him because he’s actually familiar with the character or if it’s because of the… slight resemblance. He almost wants to laugh, but the tension in the air prevents him from doing so.
This clearly isn’t just a game. Whatever is going on between Kacchan and Todoroki, this match seems to be just an outlet they can take their feelings out on. Which, yeah, it’s better than physically fighting each other, but it makes Izuku a little nervous. And sad. He thought they’d be okay with each other after the final exams. He thought they’d had their life-changing bonding moment and were ready to be friends. Granted, it hasn’t even been a week since the exams, but still.
The competition between Todoroki and Kacchan is fierce, the former being surprisingly good at this game. Whether it be from skill or pure stubborn spirit, the world may never know. His face remains impassive the whole time, but Izuku can see the intense concentration in the crease in his brow and the press of his lips. Kacchan, meanwhile, screeches and snarls at every attack the other boy sends his way. He nearly pounces on Todoroki again when the latter hits him with a blue shell, but Kirishima stops him.
Izuku almost doesn’t want to see how this will end. If Kacchan wins, he’ll no doubt become insufferable from his already inflated ego. However, if Todoroki wins, then that’ll only rub salt in the wound of Kacchan’s raging insecurities, especially when it comes to the heterochromatic boy.
“I lost to him. I keep losing to him. He’s… He’s stronger than me. He’d be a better hero for you. He’d keep you safe…”
Yeah, Izuku doesn’t really want to deal with that right now.
Thankfully, Izuku’s savior comes in the form of his cat. As Todoroki and Kacchan start closing in on the finish line, Sushi appears out of nowhere and barrels into Kacchan, hissing and spitting. The blond shrieks, controller knocked out of his hands as the cat collides with him, the force of it making his back slam into Todoroki. With both boys down, Sushi disappears as quickly as he came. Kirishima, Kaminari, and Ashido burst out into laughter.
“What the fuck?!?” Kacchan roars, jumping to his feet. Bowser and Toad both fall off the Rainbow Road. His eye twitches. “Fuck! I’m gonna kill that shitstain furball!”
“Bakugou-kun!” Iida sounds appalled. “It’s a cat.”
Izuku, who is also laughing, albeit in his own weird, silent way, quickly takes out his phone and starts typing. Ashido waves her hand to get everyone’s attention. “Ooh, ooh, Midori-kun’s typing something!”
“What?!?” Kacchan snaps.
Ashido reads over Izuku’s shoulder and snickers, “He says, ‘It’s your own fault for sitting within Sushi’s attack range. You should know better than to sit on the floor by now, Kacchan!’” She grins wickedly. “Oh my God, please tell me this cat’s been tormenting him for years!”
Izuku nods and she dissolves into peals of laughter.
“Fuck you, Raccoon Eyes!” Kacchan whirls around to glare at Todoroki, who is still sitting cross-legged on the floor. “We’re doing a fucking rematch!”
Todoroki tilts his head in consideration, then shrugs. “Nah. It was kind of boring. Besides.” He stands up and brushes past Kacchan. “I was winning anyway.”
Izuku nearly facepalms.
Kirishima and Kaminari just barely manage to stop Kacchan from murdering Todoroki right then and there on the spot. Izuku stares at Todoroki incredulously as the taller boy impassively makes his way over to the couch and sits down beside him. After a moment, Todoroki realizes he’s being stared at and glances over.
“What?”
Sighing, Izuku types, “Must you provoke him?”
Todoroki blinks. “It’s friendly banter.”
Izuku glances at Kacchan, who is still struggling against Kirishima and Kaminari as he shouts profanities at Todoroki. He glances back at Todoroki, who looks thoroughly unbothered by all of this. Then he glances behind him at Ashido, who has already finished with his hair but is still sitting behind him for some reason. Rolling his eyes, he whispers to her exasperatedly, “Boys.”
She smirks. “Finally, someone who understands.”
Thankfully, the next couple of hours go by with a significant less amount of violence. Now that Ashido has relinquished her grasp on Izuku, he’s able to play a few rounds himself, helping Kirishima finish teaching Iida how to play. Iida, obviously, isn’t very good since he’s a beginner, so the competition really ends up being between Izuku and Kirishima. Izuku makes sure to use enough dirty moves to piss Kirishima off enough to erase any thoughts of letting him win out of pity- and proceeds to beat the redhead with his superior skill. Kirishima wails in defeat while Izuku shamelessly gloats. They start spicing things up with 1v1s and he goes a few rounds, beating Iida three more times, Kaminari twice, Kacchan once, then losing to Kacchan twice, Kirishima and Ashido each once before he starts to get a bit tired.
He knows it’s only natural to have less energy after healing from such a traumatic injury, so he tries not to be too bitter about it as he passes his remote off to Ashido. Iida and Todoroki have long since stopped playing, deciding that gaming isn’t exactly their scene, and are simply watching their friends play as they sit together on the couch. Izuku goes over and immediately makes himself comfortable as he curls up between his two much calmer friends. His socked feet end up pressed against Iida’s thigh and his cheek is squished against Todoroki’s shoulder. He’s well aware that neither of the boys are well-versed in the art of cuddling, but he can only bite back an amused smirk when they both not-so-subtly stiffen up beside him.
The trio silently watch as Ashido and Kaminari bicker over which course to pick for the round. Kacchan is sitting nearby, looking pissed off as usual, but for once he’s not the one arguing. Izuku is immensely grateful for the frankly impressive level of control Kirishima has over his childhood friend.
Beside him, Todoroki shifts. For a moment, Izuku thinks he’s trying to get away and presses closer, the warmth from his left side feeling heavenly. He can’t see the boy’s face, but he can see his jaw turning towards him.
“Midoriya,” Todoroki says quietly.
His voice has a strangely serious tone to it, devoid of any of the light energy in the atmosphere. Izuku forgets himself for a moment and tries to hum in response, then remembers and nods instead.
Todoroki hesitates. “I… I didn’t get to say this earlier, but… I’m sorry. For not being there.”
Izuku blinks and pulls back to look at his face. Todoroki glances away for a brief moment, then forces himself to meet his gaze. “I just can’t help thinking… If I had gone with you guys, if I had been there, then maybe you wouldn’t have gotten hurt…”
Izuku is already shaking his head rapidly. “Don’t,” he whispers, barely audible, “Please… stop… do-don’t feel gui… guilty…”
“We all are.”
Izuku glances behind him to see Iida looking somber. He didn’t realize he’d heard…
The blue-haired boy gazes down at the couch with a tight expression, fists clenched. “We’re supposed to be heroes,” he bites out, “And we couldn’t even protect our own healer. You’ve always worked hard to keep us safe and we couldn’t do the same for you. It-” He cuts himself off, looking up at Izuku briefly before averting his gaze, lips pressed. “It’s not something that can be so easily brushed off.”
The rest of their friends have stopped bickering by now. The video game music plays on in the background, but nobody pays attention. Instead, they’re all wearing their own dark, grim expressions, the overwhelming guilt that’s so poorly hidden in their eyes making Izuku’s heart clench painfully.
No, no, come on, they were just having fun! What happened? He almost resents Todoroki for bringing this up.
“-ey,” he wheezes, “D-Don’t-”
“Damn it!” Kirishima hisses, startling him.
“Kiri…”
“How can you not see how much of a failure this was for us?!?” The redhead glares at him with frustrated, shiny eyes. He lets out a bark of humorless laughter, “You should be mad at us, honestly. We spend all this time doing all this training and yet a villain was still able to snatch you right from under our noses! It’s our fault you got so hurt.”
Izuku stares at him, feeling like he’s going to be sick. His usually cheerful friend is wiping angry tears from his eyes, shoulders hunched in defeat. Beside him, Kacchan is glowering at the ground, jaw clenched and muscles as tight as a bowstring.
“That fucker got you while you were with me.”
Izuku realizes now that Kirishima is probably feeling as horrible and guilty as Kacchan is. He was the only other one that was as close as the blond was when Izuku was taken.
Izuku doesn’t know what to do. Part of him wants to apologize, but that might just make it worse. He knows how annoyed he is with people apologizing to him, so he imagines his friends wouldn’t appreciate it if he apologized to them, especially if they feel they’re the ones at fault.
He opens his mouth to speak, then closes it. Instead, he types, “I’m not mad. I don’t blame anyone but Shigaraki.”
Todoroki reads for him, voice blank and hollow. A tense silence follows, only broken by the murmuring voices of the adults in the kitchen.
Then, Ashido uncrosses her legs and stands up, making her way over to the couch and squeezing between him and Iida.
“I just wanna let you know,” she says as she wraps her arms around him, “That we’re gonna be super annoying and overprotective from now on.”
“Oh, definitely!” Kaminari immediately says, smiling a bit, but it doesn’t really reach his eyes.
For once, Kacchan agrees with them. “Yeah, so don’t fucking complain about it, dumbass,” he snaps.
“We’re never going to let you get hurt again,” Todoroki promises. Iida and Kirishima nod.
Izuku has half a mind to remind them that he’s already going to be having a bunch of pro heroes looking out for him 24/7 from here on out, but… he supposes it wouldn’t be too bad to indulge them. Normally, he’s annoyed by over-protectiveness; he’s had Kacchan hanging over his shoulder practically his entire life. But now he realizes that it’s for him as much as it is for his friends. They need this too. This incident has dealt a serious blow to their self-confidence. They need a second chance to prove to themselves that they can be good heroes. He can give that to them.
So, he simply smiles and hugs Ashido back.
In the meantime, he needs to get stronger. It’s his fault that they worry about him, really. He’s too weak; he doesn’t have a combative quirk, so he needs to make up for that with double the training. It makes sense. There’s no point in telling his friends to stop worrying about him, though. He needs to show them that he can be strong too, show them that they don’t have to worry about him. He wants them to be able to trust his strength so they don’t worry about him so much.
Surrounded by his friends as they cuddle with him on the couch, Izuku silently vows to never make them feel guilty ever again.
A portal opens in front of him, a dark, swirling mass of purple and black tendrils. From within the mass appears a pale hand, slowly stretching out and reaching towards him. He tries to move, but he can’t. His feet are frozen to the ground. Long, nimble fingers curl around his throat, holding it in a painful vice-grip.
A high-pitched laugh bubbles from the darkness.
“Didn’t I tell you, little cheat code?”
Panic spikes through him as the hand drags him closer to the portal by the throat. He tries to thrash, but his body is paralyzed, he can’t move!
The black tendrils are brushing against him now, the portal so close to taking him away from his life. As the hand tightens around his neck, two glowing, blood-red eyes appear in the darkness.
“My Sensei always gets what he wants.”
Pain explodes in his throat.
“..uku? Zuku! ZUKU!”
Izuku wakes up with a jolt.
Crimson eyes stare down at him.
He screams soundlessly and scrambles away, kicking and punching. Somebody above him grunts in pain and he twists around, trying to escape, but there’s something trapping his legs. He thrashes and tugs and pulls frantically, ignoring the shouts of ‘stop!’ and ‘calm down!’ because he needs to get away, get away, get away-
He falls off the bed.
The pain of hitting the ground stuns him long enough for Kacchan to pin him down.
“Zuku!” He barks, “Calm down! It was just a nightmare!”
Izuku gasps for air, struggling to focus his scrambled mind. The red eyes are still here, but- no, they’re not Shigaraki’s. These eyes- they’re his best friend’s eyes, they’re Kacchan’s. He’s known them practically his entire life. The fact that he thought even for a second that they were Shigaraki’s eyes-
He lets out a choked, soundless sob.
His third panic attack is different from the previous ones. Less panic, somehow, and more… sad. Sad because honestly? All of this just really fucking sucks. Not that he’s just realizing this now, but it’s just hitting differently in the dark of the night. Because he just woke up terrified thinking that his best friend in the whole world was the horrible villain that hurt him, and that fucking sucks.
Kacchan holds him through it, not making a single comment about the noiseless wheezes and breathy cries that are the only sounds his throat can make. In the back of his mind, the part that’s not desperately clinging to Kacchan as an anchor to the real world, Izuku feels guilty. Kacchan has school tomorrow- or today, depending on the time. He should be resting, not staying up coddling Izuku. It was hard enough convincing Auntie Mitsuki to let him sleepover; the only reason she let him stay was probably because Izuku looked so pitiful-
A sharp pinch to his rear startles him out of his thoughts.
“I can hear you thinking, dumbass,” Kacchan grumbles tiredly, “Shut up.”
Izuku sniffles and clings to him when the blond picks him up off the ground, carrying him back to bed. He doesn’t question when Kacchan joins him under the sheets, instead just being grateful as his friend tucks his head under his chin and holds him close. A silent offer of protection.
Izuku falls asleep breathing in Kacchan’s burnt sugar scent.
Notes:
WELP THERE WASN'T THE GAY ANGSTY POOL PARTY I PROMISED AT THE END NOTE OF LAST CHAPTER CUZ IM DUMB AND MISCOUNTED MY CHAPTERS SO THAT'S GONNA BE NEXT CHAPTER SORRY! Lol yeah but sorry if this chapter seemed a bit filler-y, this one and the next one are kind of just... obligatory angst? The squad just needs time to deal with the aftermath of this shit, but then the plot will pick back up with the summer camp.
I tried to whip up a sketch of Izuku with his new scar, but I couldn't finish it in time cuz I got busy, so hopefully you'll have that next chapter too.
Lemme know what you guys thought of this chapter, though! I love reading your reviews!
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Next chapter, a gay angsty pool party
Chapter 27: The Dilemma
Notes:
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There’s a week and a half before the summer boot camp. Three more days left of school, one full week of break, and then they leave. Izuku has a plan- a difficult one, no doubt, with how closely he’s being watched by both the heroes and his friends and family. But he has to succeed.
He only goes to see a speech therapist twice a week, usually in the mornings, but he’s constantly practicing the exercises he’s given. Even when his muscles protest, when his throat feels like it’s being scraped raw, he keeps on pushing forwards. He wants to get better as fast as possible. Of course, he knows the damage that can be done from rushing it, from moving too quickly and over-doing it. But he’s a healer-in-training, he knows where the line is and how not to cross it. Sure, he might be cutting it a bit close, but it’s all in the name of getting stronger faster! Plus Ultra!
On top of this, he also throws himself back into training, going through his drills in the backyard when his mother isn’t looking. It’s not ideal, practicing without a partner, and it feels like he’s being constantly watched- which he probably is, by whatever hero is assigned to watch over him that hour. He tries texting Shinsou, inviting him to come over and spar, but unsurprisingly the other boy refuses, telling him to take it easy and relax. It only makes Izuku more restless.
It doesn’t help that he has to train during the worst hours of the summer heat the first few days because Kacchan comes straight over to his place after school, and there’s no way he can keep training with the blond around. He’d probably throw a hissy fit if he found out that Izuku was doing any sort of physical activity. Then, once the school week is over and break starts, Kacchan starts spending nearly all his time at Izuku’s place. It’s… incredibly annoying. Izuku almost feels like a prisoner in his own home. He can’t go anywhere or do anything except drink smoothies and study for his provisional license exam- which Recovery Girl is barely even helping him with because she wants him to focus on his recovery! He’s just spending all day on the computer, trying to find new things to learn until Kacchan drags him away from it.
And it’s not that he’s trying to be ungrateful or anything. He understands the need for all this, of course. Shigaraki haunts his dreams every single night, and the thought of All For One still being out there, still being after him, terrifies him. And his mother and Kacchan do their best to entertain him, and his friends (and even All Might!) come over occasionally and text him everyday and that’s fine, everything’s fine.
But damn, he just can’t help feeling like a bird in a cage. It’d be easier if everyone wasn’t treating him as if he was made of glass.
So, needless to say, he’s very much looking forward to the summer boot camp. Currently it’s Friday, the day before they’re meant to leave, and he’s just gotten a notification from a new group message from Kirishima and Kaminari.
(Kaminari 10:37AM) -Ayo, Midoriya-kun!
(Midoriya 10:37AM) -What’s up?
(Kaminari 10:37AM) -My dude, my guy, we’ve got the best surprise for u.
(Midoriya 10:38AM) -?
(Kirishima 10:38AM) -We’ve been feeling real bad that you’ve been cooped up in ur house all week, so we asked Aizawa-sensei if we could use the pool to swim this afternoon! He said yes!
(Kaminari 10:39AM) -Grab ur swim trunks, dude, we’re on our way over.
(Midoriya 10:39AM) -!!! But I thought I can’t leave my house unless I’m going to school?
(Kirishima 10:39AM) -U ARE going to school, man!
(Kaminari 10:40AM) -And we r going to escort u!
(Kirishima 10:40AM) -Aizawa-sensei already alerted the pros patrolling ur area that ur gonna be on the move soon.
Of course. Makes sense. Still, Izuku’s heart swells with fondness.
(Midoriya 10:40AM) -Thank u guys so much!
After quickly informing his mother- who for a brief moment looks like she wants to protest before a flash of guilt has her caving- he darts into his room and grabs a pair of swim trunks. Unsurprisingly, Kacchan finds out somehow, although Inko swears she didn’t tell him, and comes over. He glares when Sushi hisses at him and makes sure Izuku has everything he needs.
“Towel?”
“Yup.”
“Sunscreen?”
“Yup.”
“Flipflops?”
“Yup.”
“Sunglasses?”
“What are you, my mom?”
Kacchan glares at him while Izuku rolls his eyes teasingly. Still, the blond’s glare isn’t nearly as heated as usual. He’s missed their playful banter as much as Izuku has.
Thanks to Izuku’s persistent speech therapy exercises, he’s made an astounding amount of progress during the past two weeks. Just yesterday he finally made his first sound- a weak, breathy noise that hardly resembles his previous voice. It’s not entirely audible and leaves his throat sore if he talks for very long, but the fact that he’s able to talk at all after such a short amount of time is impressive enough. Ever since his achievement yesterday, he’s been incessantly croaking and rasping at his mother and Kacchan practically non-stop.
Soon, there’s a knock on the door and Izuku opens it to see Kaminari and Kirishima’s blinding grins on the other side.
“Midoriya-kun!” Kaminari cheers, wrapping Izuku in a tight hug that the smaller boy eagerly returns, “It’s been too long, my dear friend, too long!”
“You were here three days ago, you fucking phone charger,” Kacchan growls, punching Kirishima on the shoulder good-naturedly as he steps outside.
“Too long!” Kaminari insists, then reluctantly steps back to let Kirishima ruffle Izuku’s hair.
“How you feeling, man?” The redhead asks.
Izuku smiles. “Good,” he croaks out the word, and it isn’t a lie. Even though he sounds horrible, he’s just thrilled to be able to make any sounds at all. Eating is getting easier too, although he still has to be careful which foods he eats. And now that his friends are here, he couldn’t be any happier.
Kirishima gives him a toothy grin. “Great! Well, let’s get going then!”
Kacchan takes Izuku’s bag from him, despite his protests, and hikes it over his shoulder next to his own. As they start the journey to the school, Kaminari and Kirishima do most of the talking, the former loudly complaining about the brutal summer heat beating down on them. Meanwhile, Izuku takes note of their positioning; Kaminari and Kirishima walk on either side of him with their arms linked with his while Kacchan brings up the rear. Keeping him in the safest spot. He also occasionally notices in the distance a few pro heroes that he doesn’t recognize stop in their patrol to watch him walk.
It’s a bit excessive, he thinks, but at the same time he’s also kind of relieved. This is the first time he’s stepped out in public since the attack, but he’s glad not to be feeling vulnerable or exposed. What safer place is there than in the arms of his friends?
He smiles to himself and squeezes Kirishima and Kaminari just a little bit closer.
They arrive at UA without any trouble. Izuku didn’t realize just how much he missed his school until he’s once again walking within its hallways. Before they head over to the pool, they drop by the teacher’s center to check in with Aizawa.
“Hey, Aizawa-sensei!” Kirishima greets, popping his head in the door, “Mission accomplished! Midoriya-kun’s here, all safe and sound!”
Aizawa looks at Izuku over Kirishima’s head and nods. “Good. You can use the pool until 5PM.”
“Yes, sir!” Kirishima and Kaminari bow politely.
Izuku hastily does too, rasping, “Thank you very much!”
Aizawa blinks. Izuku realizes that this is probably the first time the man has heard him speak in weeks. His face doesn’t change, but Vlad King is here too, and he’s more visibly upset, glancing between Izuku and Aizawa with slightly widened eyes. Izuku shifts uncomfortably.
Aizawa seems to share a look with Kacchan that Izuku doesn’t quite understand, but it makes Kacchan straighten up purposefully beside him. After a moment, Aizawa simply dips his head and says, “Have fun.”
They head over to the swimming pool after that. As they get changed in the locker rooms, Izuku can’t get his mind off of the strange turn the encounter took. He supposes he should get used to things being weird for a bit. He doesn’t like the odd tension in the air, when it’s like everyone is reminded that things aren’t okay, aren’t perfect like they used to be, like- ‘oh right, he got attacked by a villain, that happened’. Not that they forget, but… Izuku almost gets the feeling that they have a hard time accepting that it actually happened.
Maybe he does too.
His fingers brush the bandages around his throat.
He always keeps them on, only ever taking them off to shower. His wound has long since healed, of course, but he keeps his throat wrapped just to hide the scars. Since he’s a healer-in-training, he has no shortage of bandages at home, some even in different colors. The long curls that he used to almost always wear in a ponytail or a bun are constantly worn down now. Nobody questions it, not Inko, not Kacchan, not any of his friends. Not even himself, really. He didn’t like- he couldn’t stand looking at his scars, so he covered them up. Pulling his hair up made his neck feel exposed, so he wears it down now.
Is he being weak, though? Avoiding things that scare him… but, no, they’re a part of him now, it’s stupid to avoid them. It’s stupid to pretend that this didn’t happen.
So, with a deep, shaky breath, he slowly unravels his bandages after slipping on his swim trunks. The others don’t notice at first, Kirishima still chattering excitedly to Kacchan beside him. Surprisingly, it’s Kaminari who notices first.
“Hey, Midoriya-kun, did you-” Kaminari cuts himself off with a soft ‘oh’, eyes widening as they lock on Izuku’s marred throat. Kirishima and Kacchan glance over at the sudden pause and freeze. Izuku forces himself not to fidget and takes another deep breath, looking up at them, trying to seem unconcerned and probably failing. Kacchan’s jaw clenches.
“O-Oh, I-Uh…” Kaminari tries to shake himself out of his stupor, “I, um, I- I didn’t… I…” He swallows heavily. “I didn’t know it would scar…” His voice suddenly sounds a little wobbly.
“Oh,” Izuku says, as if he didn’t notice, “Yeah, well…” He shrugs helplessly and tries to smile, although it probably comes out more like a grimace. A bit of humor sparks in his eyes as he rasps, “Mirio-senpai says that scars build character.”
Silence meets his words. Izuku sweatdrops. Kirishima opens his mouth, then blinks in confusion. “Wh-What?”
“I-I don’t know…” Izuku shakes his head. “Nevermind…” He trails off, unsure of what else to say.
There’s a pause in which the other three boys just gaze at him. Then, Kirishima slowly moves forward and wraps his arms around him in a hug.
“I know you’re probably so tired of hearing this man,” he whispers, “But I’m so sorry.”
Izuku nods wordlessly, pressing his nose into the boy’s shoulder. Behind him, Kaminari’s eyes drop to the floor. Kacchan’s throat clicks as he swallows.
“Does it hurt?” He grunts.
Izuku pulls away and shakes his head. “No, no,” he reassures, “It’s fine, really…” He shifts uncomfortably. “Can-Can we go swimming now?”
“Yeah. Yeah, sure, um…” Kaminari looks uncertain, glancing at Kacchan and Kirishima.
Kacchan glares at him lightly and huffs. “These fuckfaces decided to invite the whole class to surprise you again.” He lowers his voice. “But if you don’t want-”
“No, no, it’s okay!” Izuku croaks, wincing when his throat gives a stab of pain. His vocal chords aren’t strong enough to raise the volume of his voice yet- it always disappears with a breathy wheeze and painful twinge. “I’m… I’m okay with them seeing. Let’s just-Let’s just go, okay? I wanna have fun today.”
With that said, he grabs his towel and starts heading out the locker rooms. A few moments later, he hears the pattering footsteps of his friends following him. There’s a long hallway leading to the pool, and he can already hear the rest of his classmates’ excitable chatter coming from outside it. Despite his words, he can’t help the way his heart rabbits in his chest. He really doesn’t know why he’s so nervous. These are his classmates, his friends. They already know what happened to him. So why does this feel so different?
Iida spots him first, approaching with a bright, blinding grin on his face.
“Midoriya-kun! You’re late-”
He freezes.
Next is Sero, who waves him over, only to pause and frown. Then Todoroki turns around at Iida’s call, a soft smile already on his face. It drops the next moment, mismatched eyes widening ever so slightly.
Izuku lets out a quiet, weary sigh as all of his classmates’ attention land on him, each one slowly coming to their own realization, eyes widening in horror. Kacchan comes up beside him and he takes comfort in his friend’s sturdy presence. The rest of his friends quickly gather around him, trying and failing not to too obviously stare at his neck.
Ah.
That’s why he’s so nervous.
Because this right here, this hideous, ugly scar is the blatant evidence of their failure.
Not that he sees it that way, but he sure as hell knows his classmates well enough to know that they will see it that way.
He can already see it in their eyes, the guilt, the horror, the sorrow, the self-loating, all that because he was stupid enough to take off his bandages. What was he thinking? He hates the way they’re looking at him. It’s like when they first heard him try to talk for the first time outside the hospital...
No. Come on, Izuku.
He opens his mouth. “I-”
“Midori-kun!” Ashido cries out, bouncing up to his side. She grins, but it’s fake, and her eyes keep darting between his throat and his face as she stammers, “How-How have you… How are you fee… um…” She abruptly shakes her head so rapidly he’s afraid it might hurt. “We have a spot for you! A sunbathing spot! See?”
She takes his hand and points at one of the chairs lined up on the side of the pool. There’s a towel laid out on it and an umbrella angled perfectly so the sun won’t be in his eyes.
Uraraka perks up. “It’ll be super comfy! You can relax all afternoon and we’ve got some cold juice for your throat and we can play music and-”
She and Ashido start pulling him towards the chair, but stop when he refuses to move. He smiles apologetically and politely tugs his hands away, taking a step back.
“I… I’d like to say something,” he croaks, turning to face the rest of his classmates. They all watch him with rapt attention, leaning close to hear his quiet voice. He pauses for a moment, gazing at the ground as he struggles to find the right words, then lifts his head and begins with, “I just want you to know… I don’t… I don’t blame any of you for… for what happened to me. I don’t care what you think, it’s- it’s no one’s fault but Shigaraki’s.” He swallows and gestures to his scarred throat, rasping, “It’s just… this is just something that I- We have to… live with… okay? I- I know this-this all sucks, but I’d like to move on, I’m trying to move on. But it doesn’t help… the way you guys look at me like I’m wounded, the way you treat me like I’m made of glass- that doesn’t help.” His voice is starting to fade from stress- he’s not used to saying more than a few words at a time- but he determinedly pushes on. “It doesn’t help. I’m a hero course student too, you know? I’d like to be treated like one…”
He instantly regrets saying the last part as soon as he says it because- well, shit, now they look even more guilty. Yaoyorozu lifts her hands to her mouth with a small gasp, eyes watery. Iida grits his teeth and Todoroki lowers his eyes.
He’s about to open his mouth and- he doesn’t know, apologize? Take it back?- when suddenly-
“Hey, Midoriya-kun?”
Izuku blinks in surprise. Is that?
“Shinsou-kun? What are-?”
His mind goes blank.
The crowd of class 1-A students part as Shinsou makes his way through, his usual lazy smirk on his face. Gazing down at Izuku through hooded eyes, he orders, “Pinch yourself.”
Izuku pinches himself and blinks, mind clearing. He gazes up at Shinsou, gawking, “Did you just-?”
Kacchan stiffens behind him. “Did you just-?!?” Kirishima grabs him before he can pounce on the purple-haired boy. “I’LL KILL YOU!!!”
Shinsou arches a brow at him, unimpressed, then glances back down at Izuku. “Feel better now?”
Izuku gapes at him for a few more moments, then slowly smiles. “Yeah,” he croaks, unsuccessfully trying to stifle a sniffle. Shinsou’s smirk softens and he glances away.
Yaoyorozu steps forward, placing a hand on Izuku’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, Midoriya-kun.”
“Oh, please,” he wheezes, “I’m so sick of apologies. No more apologizing!”
She smiles and huffs softly. “Alright, I’m sor-” She cuts herself off. He lets out a breathy giggle. Recollecting herself, Yaoyorozu asks, “What would you like to do, Midoriya-kun?”
He swallows, resisting a grimace as his throat aches, and tilts his head. “What are you guys going to do?”
“The boys are going to utilize the pool to participate in endurance training,” Iida pipes up.
“We are?” Shinsou questions.
“And the girls are going to play volleyball on the other side of the pool,” Yaoyorozu says.
“That sounds nice,” Izuku says immediately, “Can I join?”
“Of course.”
“Can I join too?” Shinsou asks a bit desperately, but Iida merely lets out a deep, boisterous laugh and drops a large hand on his shoulder.
“Nonsense! You want to transfer into class 1-A, don’t you, Shinsou-kun? You need all the extra training you can get!”
Shinsou gives Izuku a pleading look as Iida leads him away to his doom. Izuku simply smiles innocently and waves.
The others look like they still want to apologize, but after hearing what Izuku said, they just decide to smile and slowly shuffle back to whatever they were doing. A few pat him on the back, and Ojiro tells him that it’s good to see him again, but after that it just turns into a relatively normal afternoon. Playing volleyball with the girls is fun; Izuku isn’t particularly good at the sport nor at swimming, but the game isn’t really competitive and he spends more time goofing around with Ashido, Uraraka, and Hagakure than getting any scores. The cool water of the pool feels great in contrast to the stifling summer heat, although eventually they all get out and take a break when Iida offers them orange juices.
The boys are all sitting down in the shade, resting after their intense endurance training. Izuku sits at the edge of the pool, letting his feet splash in the water as he sips his juice. The cool liquid slides down his throat, soothing his aching muscles. He’s really been talking a bit too much today. The juice feels nice though.
Feet patter beside him. Ashido sits down, pink thighs brushing his. She doesn’t say anything at first, content to sit in companionable silence. Izuku takes another sip, idly glancing around the pool. He spots Todoroki leaning against the wall, head tipped back as he finishes off the remains of his own drink. Green eyes lock on a bead of juice as it dribbles out of the corner of the boy’s mouth, slipping over the sharp cut of his jawline and sliding across his adam’s apple.
Izuku gulps.
“Got your eye on anyone?” Ashido asks suddenly.
Izuku starts choking on his drink. Ashido jumps in surprise and thumps his back. As she does, she glances around, gaze landing on Todoroki. Her eyes practically sparkle. “Oh?”
“No,” Izuku rasps.
“Oh?”
“Please don’t.”
“OH?!?”
“Ashido-san, please!”
“Everyone, do you want to see which of the boys can swim 50 meters the fastest?” Iida shouts.
“Yes!” Izuku yelps, but his voice breaks so all that he gets out is the ‘y-’ and like ⅓ of the ‘e’.
He’s not off the hook that easy, though.
“Minus Midori-kun, of course!” Ashido says, standing up, dragging Izuku up with her, “He’s tired. Besides, you meatheads probably wanna use your quirks, right?” Iida nods and Ashido grins. “Great! We’re gonna go sunbathe, then! And you-” She pokes Izuku’s chest, grinning as she leans closer, looking downright evil as she whispers, “Are gonna tell me all about your little crush!”
There’s no point in fighting it. This is it. This is his fate. Death by Ashido.
He glances over his shoulder and finds himself locking eyes with Shinsou, giving the purple-haired boy a pleading look as Ashido drags him away. Shinsou simply smiles innocently and waves.
Fucker.
Still, he supposes it’s not all bad. Ashido has the decency to let him relax first before she tears into him. They take turns rubbing sunscreen into each others’ skin- her hand pauses over the scar on his ribs curiously, but she doesn’t ask about it- and she lends him a spare pair of heart-shaped sunglasses because he forgot to bring his own. Then, they’re lying in the sun, each with a can of cold orange juice in their hands while Izuku rants about his totally non-existent crush on Todoroki as they watch said boy completely demolish their other classmates in the 50-meter race.
“I mean, it’s not like I’m in love with him,” Izuku rasps, “‘Cause I’m not. He just… makes my heart funny sometimes…”
“Mm hmm.” Ashido sounds unimpressed. “And what would you call that?”
“I don’t know…” Izuku grumbles. “I guess… I mean, I’m not gonna deny that the guy is pretty. His face is nice… so’s his hair…”
His eyes trail back to Todoroki, who’s currently sliding his way across the pool for the fifth time. Hard muscles ripple over broad shoulders, sweaty skin gleaming in the sun. Izuku’s eyes drop down to Todoroki’s thighs, watching them tense up to jump and catch himself at the edge of the pool.
Ashido smirks. “He’s got a pretty nice butt too.”
Izuku scowls. “I hate you.”
She cackles.
Unsurprisingly, Kacchan turns the race into a competition between him and Todoroki, seeing it as a chance to finish their ‘unfinished business’ from the other day. Unfortunately for him, this little competition is also interrupted by a very grouchy feline teacher who bursts in at the last second and erases their quirks.
“It’s 5PM,” Aizawa grunts, “Your pool use time has ended. Hurry up and go home.” Kaminari tries protesting, only to quickly shut up when Aizawa’s eyes flash dangerously. “Did you say something?”
Kacchan bares his teeth and snarls wordlessly. Once again, his efforts to defeat Todoroki have been interrupted. Clearly he’s pissed about it. Todoroki, on the other hand, doesn’t look too bothered. Instead, he hops off the diving board and approaches Izuku with a friendly expression. Ashido tenses up excitedly beside him.
“Midoriya,” Todoroki asks, “How are you doing?” He comes to a stop a foot away from his chair, giving Izuku a perfect view of his chiseled abs and sweaty skin, flushed from exercise.
Izuku’s cheeks burn. He opens his mouth to reply, but nothing comes out. Thankfully, Aizawa’s arrival saves him from having to respond.
“Midoriya-kun.” The man’s tall form casts a shadow over him.
Izuku lifts his heart-shaped sunglasses and smiles up at his teacher. “How may I help you, Aizawa-sensei?” He croaks.
Aizawa’s eyes roam over him, lingering on his scarred throat for a moment before saying, “There was a bit of a problem with one of the heroes that patrols your area, so I’m escorting you home today.” There’s an odd tone to his voice when he says ‘problem’, but he doesn’t offer any more information, so Izuku shrugs and gets up.
To Todoroki, he smiles and rasps, “And I’m fine, Todoroki-kun, thanks.” He winces and rubs his throat. “Kind of overdid it with my voice though, so if I’m a bit quiet on the walk home that’s why.” He says the last part more to Aizawa than Todoroki. The man nods.
Still, Todoroki isn’t dissuaded by his lack of talking. He stays by his side as they walk back to the locker room in companionable silence, watching as Kirishima and Kacchan bicker loudly ahead of them. They change and regroup with Aizawa at the gate and start walking and… Todoroki still isn’t leaving. Neither is Kirishima.
“Don’t you guys have to go home?” Aizawa asks in a very bored tone.
“Uh, yeah, we are going home,” Kirishima replies innocently.
“Todoroki-kun, I know for a fact that you live in the complete opposite direction,” Aizawa says bluntly.
Todoroki doesn’t move from Izuku’s side. “No, I don’t.”
“Yes, you do,” their teacher replies, “Your address is in your student file.”
Todoroki pauses for the barest, most unnoticeable second, then says, “I moved.”
Izuku stifles a snort with his hand while Kacchan guffaws obnoxiously. Aizawa arches a brow. “The school is very good at updating their addresses fairly quickly.”
“I moved this week.”
Silence.
Then,
“Really, Todoroki-kun?”
Izuku can barely hold back his laughter. Aizawa just sounds so… unimpressed. But also so astounded. Like he’s so surprised that Todoroki of all people is behaving this way. Which, yeah, Todoroki isn’t really one to act silly with the teachers, but he can be stubborn when he wants to be. And right now Todoroki wants to walk home with Izuku and he’s gonna do what he needs to in order to be able to do that.
Aizawa and Todoroki both stop walking and stare at each other over Izuku’s head. Two blank faces, devoid of emotion. Two unstoppable forces of incredible stubborn spirit. Kacchan’s not even bothering to hide the fact that he’s laughing his ass off. Kirishima looks like he wants to laugh but also values his life. Meanwhile, Izuku is stuck glancing between his teacher and his friend.
They look… very similar.
First Shinsou, now Todoroki.
How many secret love children does Aizawa have?
In the end, Todoroki’s stubborn will wins out over Aizawa’s not-giving-enough-fucks-about-it and he gets to escort Izuku all the way home.
In hindsight, Izuku is very glad that Todoroki hasn’t decided to pursue him romantically, because if he did, he would stand no chance against his bullheadedness.
The first day of summer camp arrives. Izuku meets with Recovery Girl in her office beforehand, hugging his mentor tightly since he hasn’t seen her in a good while. She smiles with only a tinge of sadness when she hears him speak and begins lecturing him, telling him to be careful with his quirk and to only use it under Aizawa’s supervision and to take it easy and not push his voice so much but to keep up with the exercises his speech therapist is having him do.
“So you want me to talk, but you don’t want me to talk?” He arches a brow teasingly.
She gives him a smack with her cane for his sass.
Class B meets up with them outside by the busses. Izuku squeaks in surprise when Tetsutetsu scoops him up in a tight hug, the other students swarming around him.
“Hey, Midoriya-kun, good to see you, man!” Honenuki says.
“We were all really worried when we heard what happened,” Kendou says, “We wanted to visit, but Aizawa-sensei said there were too many people. How are you doing?”
“I’m alright,” Izuku rasps. A couple of people flinch and Kendou’s eyes flicker to his scar briefly, but then she straightens up and smiles.
“That’s good,” she says a bit softer, “I’m glad you could join us on this trip. We’re all stronger with you.”
Izuku blinks, then flushes. It’s surprising, especially since he doesn’t really know Kendou that well, but he’s flattered either way.
The two classes get on separate busses. Since it will be a fairly long drive- and no doubt a loud one- Izuku will have to choose his seat wisely. As much as he loves his friends, he doesn’t think he has enough energy to deal with the Bakusquad for any extended period of time today. He had yet another nightmare about Shigaraki last night- blood-red eyes, long fingers, pain, pain, PAIN- that left him feeling more drained than usual, so right now he wants to save as much energy as he can for the day ahead. So that means no to sitting next to Ashido, Kirishima, Kaminari, Kacchan, Se- ehh, maybe Sero, he can be kind of chill when he wants to be. But he also can get swept up pretty easily in the excitement of his other classmates, and with all the buzz that’s currently going on, he’s not a reliable option.
The choice is obvious then.
Stubbornly ignoring the stupid little flutter in his heart, Izuku goes to sit beside Todoroki near the back of the bus. The other boy glances up with a soft smile that nearly makes Izuku drop dead right on the spot and- fuck this was a bad idea. But the bus is already moving so he’s stuck here now.
The first few minutes are alright. Todoroki asks how he’s doing and Izuku replies with a casual ‘fine, how are you?’. Typical small talk. Something Todoroki has never really been one for. Soon five minutes lapses into ten, and Izuku finds himself not really knowing what else to say. They’ve long since fallen into a somewhat uncomfortable silence- well, uncomfortable for Izuku, Todoroki looks unbothered as usual. Izuku opens his mouth, then closes it. He lets out a small, frustrated sigh through his nose.
When did talking to Todoroki become so hard anyway? It shouldn’t be! Todoroki is his friend! Before… before anything else, Todoroki is his friend. This is all Ashido’s fault. Ashido and his stupid teenager hormones making his stupid teenage boy mind so confused.
He glances at Todoroki. The other boy is gazing out the window, the warm summer sun beaming down on him, making the white of his hair glow. Izuku glances away quickly, face heating up.
It’s Todoroki’s fault too, for being so stupidly handsome.
Fuck.
No, come on! There’s gotta be something more to Todoroki he likes than just his looks! Sure, Izuku has long ago accepted that he thinks Todoroki is pretty, but that doesn’t warrant a crush as Ashido so eloquently described it. So… so there must be something else to it, right?
What does Izuku like about Todoroki?
It’s a loaded question. His brows furrow in concentration, putting a finger to his lips as he ponders. The bus is noisy, his classmates chattering loudly around him, making it hard to think. Sighing, he glances up, accidentally making eye-contact with Ashido.
She grins wickedly, eyes darting between him and Todoroki, and flashes him a thumbs up.
“He’s got a pretty nice butt.”
Izuku hates his friends.
He scowls down at his lap, ignoring Ashido’s high-pitched cackle. After another long moment, he sneaks a glance at Todoroki again. Something within him aches. He wishes… whatever this is wasn’t so hard to figure out. He misses what they used to have. He misses… not being so weird around Todoroki. Is this his fault? It is, isn’t it? His fault for making things weird. Hopefully Todoroki doesn’t notice too much of a difference. He already made enough of a fool of himself by nearly downright molesting the poor boy in that closet back during the training exercise with All Might.
Izuku’s face burns just thinking of that. He shakes his head and sighs just a bit too loudly.
Todoroki glances at him. “Are you alright?”
“Hm? Oh yeah, I’m fine,” Izuku wheezes.
Unfortunately, since the bus is nothing but a cacophony of rowdy teenagers, his feeble voice gets drowned out. Todoroki leans in closer to hear him.
“What was that?” He asks.
Izuku moves his lips to his ear and rasps as loudly as he can, “I said I’m fine. Just thinking.”
Todoroki nods and Izuku’s about to pull away when he accidentally inhales and- the most curious scent tickles his nose. It smells… almost like jasmine, with a hint of fruity citrus and an undertone of… vanilla? It’s a bizarre combination of scents, but it’s completely alluring and it makes Izuku falter.
His sudden lack of movement confuses Todoroki, who pulls away enough to look at his face. “Midoriya? What’s wrong?”
It clicks. Of course! While it’s not as obvious like with Yaoyorozu, if Todoroki’s father is the number two hero, then he must be a rich boy! And a rich boy like him no doubt possesses a number of fine colognes.
Izuku smiles. “You smell good!”
Todoroki stares at him. To Izuku’s fascination, his cheeks slowly start to turn pink. It’s… cute.
“Um-” Todoroki coughs, turning his face away. “Thanks.”
Izuku’s smile widens and Todoroki averts his gaze. They fall into another silence, but this one is much more comfortable for Izuku. He finds his mind going over their interactions, cataloguing things that stick out to him. Like Todoroki’s scent. And when his cheeks get pink. Things he likes. And yes, that may include things like his muscles or his… butt. BUT it could also include things like how soft his hair is. Izuku knows how soft Todoroki’s hair is- he felt it back during the internship week.
Actually, that was a rather nice moment between them. Ignoring the fact that he panicked and stepped on a fork immediately afterwards. Todoroki had been very kind to him while he- well, while they were both injured. He brought their meals to Izuku’s bed and ate with him and kept him company while he couldn’t work. That was very nice of him.
Not to mention the fact that he saved him and Iida from Stain. Todoroki had already saved his life multiple times during USJ, and to this day he continues to impress Izuku with his strength and bravery.
And… Izuku supposes he also really likes the quiet side of Todoroki. His calm, mellow personality, so different from the rest of his friends. That he always has someone to sit with when he’s not quite feeling as energetic as he needs to be in order to deal with the Bakusquad. The complete opposite of Kacchan, who’s been stuck to him like glue practically his whole life.
It’s so different from what he’s used to, but… nice.
He likes it.
Izuku glances at Todoroki again, who’s looking decidedly less collected than usual, expression forcefully impassive- except there’s steam rising from his left side. It’s fogging up the window, but not many people are noticing, least of all Todoroki. Izuku blinks and opens his mouth to bring attention to it, then sniffs. Todoroki’s steam is amplifying the scent of his cologne. Izuku pauses, then shrugs and decides to let it be.
He should make a list! No, two lists! One for things he likes about Todoroki’s body, and one for things he likes about Todoroki’s personality. That way, he can organize his feelings better and see if it’s more of like a physical attraction-type crush or a romantic-type crush. Once he figures that out, then he can go from there. That’s a good plan, right? He already has so much to work with, he just thought up a bunch of stuff right now!
With a task in mind and the scent of Todoroki’s rich boy cologne spurring him on, the rest of the bus ride goes by fairly quickly for Izuku.
Notes:
I hope the gay angsty pool party was worth the wait. Also here's that drawing of Izuku I promised. He's smiling cuz he deserves it.
I had another one too, but Procreate chose violence and it somehow got deleted and I died inside. I worked on it like all afternoon too, it was tragic. So just imagine another drawing of Izuku throwing up a peace sign sticking out his tongue with the heart-shaped sunglasses from this chapter, because that's what it was.
As usual, you can find this drawing and all my art for this fic on my Instagram and Tumblr. I've got a couple more Izuku sketches lined up that I'll be posting, so def follow me there if you wanna see.
And yeah, tell me what you thought of the chapter. Or of the art. Or of your day, heck, how's it going fam? Anyway, sorry, I'm talking too much, see ya Tuesday.
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Next chapter, Izuku nearly throws hands with a furry.
Chapter 28: The Pussycats
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When they reach the rest stop, Aizawa stops him from getting off the bus. He blinks up at his teacher in confusion, but Aizawa simply pulls him aside and tells Todoroki to keep moving. Todoroki obeys, but Izuku doesn’t miss the way his eyes narrow slightly.
Once everyone has filed off the bus, Aizawa turns to him. He doesn’t say anything at first, but his sharp gaze is enough to make Izuku straighten up.
Finally, Aizawa says, “I know Recovery Girl already used her quirk on you and you’ve spent the past week and a half resting, but I don’t think I need to remind you that you’ve gone through a traumatic experience. Your mother has told me how hard you’ve been working with your speech therapy, but you’re not going to get better right away. So, while I will let you do some training during this week, I do not want to see you pushing yourself in any way, shape, or form. I don’t care if you think you’re falling behind- it doesn’t matter. Your physical and emotional well-being comes first. And if something’s wrong, or if you need something, anything, you come to me. Understand?”
Izuku pauses and nods.
“Good,” Aizawa says, “Now, stay by my side.”
He turns and steps off the bus. Taken aback, Izuku hastily follows. Why does he need to stay by his side now? Isn’t this supposed to be a rest stop? Although, it doesn’t really look like one- the rest of his classmates are confused as well. To Izuku’s surprise, Todoroki is standing with Kacchan, both looking very suspicious. When they glance over at Aizawa and Izuku, the latter realizes that Todoroki must’ve caught on to Aizawa’s trick when he prevented the healer from joining the rest of the students. But what kind of logical ruse is this?
He gets his answer a moment later.
“Lock on with these sparkling gazes! Stingingly cute and cat-like! Wild Wild Pussycats!”
Izuku is the only one who visibly perks up. It’s the Wild Wild Pussycats! They’re the veteran team that specializes in mountain rescues! Oh, he wishes he brought his journals- he has so many questions! The ever-present ache in his throat is the only thing that makes him think twice about spouting them all right now.
After introductions, Mandalay goes on to explain that the lodge they will be staying in is at the base of the mountain, all the way on the other side of the forest which they own. Realization slowly begins to dawn on the students. A few start to shuffle back to the bus, but Mandalay grins. It actually makes Izuku a little nervous.
“Kitties who don’t make it back by 12:30 won’t get any lunch!”
Then Pixie-Bob proceeds to use her quirk to manipulate the earth beneath his classmates’ feet and throw them off the mountain.
Izuku is pretty sure his heart stops for a good five seconds.
Once his brain finally processes the fact that yes, this woman, this grown-ass woman that is not only an adult but also a pro hero just threw a bunch of teenagers off a mountain and thought that was a good idea, all he manages to sputter is, “ARE YOU INSANE?!?”
All three adults turn to him in surprise.
Izuku has never been more furious in his life as he marches right up to Pixie-Bob and gets right in her face. “Do you have any idea how reckless that was?!? How many injuries you could have caused?!? They could have gotten seriously hurt from a fall from that height! Or from all the debris crashing down on them! They could have been buried alive, they could have snapped their necks, they could have hit their heads- there are so many ways people can die from falling, even people with powerful quirks! What the hell were you thinking, damn it, you’re a pro hero, you should be more careful than this!” Pixie-Bob stares at him with wide eyes. He isn’t sure if it’s because she’s not used to getting yelled at or because his voice sounds like he threw a bunch of broken glass into a blender, but right now he’s too pissed off to care. He continues on with his tirade, scolding her harshly for her recklessness and ignoring Aizawa’s occasional attempts at interrupting. Pixie-Bob swallows, eyes darting towards Mandalay briefly, before she suddenly bursts out into high-pitched laughter. It’s enough to startle Izuku out of his rant.
“Wow, wow, wow, Erasherhead! You’ve got yourself one feisty healer!” She cackles, “Recovery Girl is really rubbing off on him!”
She ruffles Izuku’s hair with one gloved paw. The greenette flushes. Holy shit, wait a minute, he just yelled at a pro hero!
“Oh! I- I’m so-so sorry, that-that was so rude of me-” He tries to apologize, but his voice gives out. Before, he could barely talk properly, no way were his poor scarred vocal cords ready to handle yelling. He really pushed himself too hard. Right after Aizawa gave him a lecture about not pushing himself too hard. Shit.
Thankfully, Pixie-Bob doesn’t seem too offended. “Don’t worry, you’re not the first healer to make me piss my pants!” She grins. “And I’m sure you won’t be the last! Besides, it’s always good to see such a fiery spirit in such a young kitten!”
Izuku’s cheeks are still burning, and he doesn’t quite know what to make of her calling him a kitten, but he’s just grateful she’s not upset. Mandalay walks towards the railing and Izuku hastily joins her, peeking over the edge of the mountain. He wants to call out, but his throat aches terribly, so he settles for peering down at his classmates worriedly.
They seem fine, if a little dirty and bruised, but most gaze up at him with dumb happy smiles.
“Damn, Midoriya-kun,” Kaminari whistles.
“That was kinda hot, I’m not gonna lie.” Sero grins.
Izuku somehow flushes even harder. Oh God, they heard that?
“Oh yeah, I’m turned,” Shinsou says bluntly.
Ashido snickers, “Who knew that Midori-kun had such a beast mode underneath that cute facade?”
“Nevermind, I’m not worried about them,” Izuku grumbles under his breath, low enough only Mandalay can hear. She laughs and he turns away, trudging back over to Aizawa and Pixie-Bob. As he does, he spots a young boy with a spiked hat staring at him. He’d noticed the kid earlier when the Pussycats had arrived, but they didn’t introduce him. Maybe a relative? He’s staring at Izuku with an intense gaze, like he doesn’t quite know what to make of him.
Well, shit, yeah, if he is related to the Pussycats, then he probably isn’t happy that Izuku just yelled at Pixie-Bob. Great. What was Izuku thinking?
“Midoriya-kun.” Tearing his gaze away from the boy, Izuku quickly makes his way back to Aizawa’s side. The man looks down at him with hooded eyes and Izuku ducks his head guiltily, scuffling his shoe in the dirt. There’s a pause, then a heavy sigh. Aizawa’s hand lands on the back of his head, gently ruffling his curls. “You’re gonna be a menace once you get your license, you know that?” He huffs good-naturedly.
Izuku flushes and looks up at him, smiling. Aizawa’s lips twitch upwards as his hand slips off Izuku’s head.
“Pixie-Bob! They’re all yours!” They both glance over as Mandalay approaches them, eyes sparkling with excitement. “This is going to be so much fun! I can’t wait to see how they’ll do with this! And the rest of the activities too-!” She turns to Izuku and grins. “If you think Pixie-Bob is cruel, just wait ‘till you see what Eraserhead plans to put your classmates through!”
Izuku glances up at his teacher warily. Aizawa doesn’t even blink. “They’ll be fine.”
Mandalay’s grin widens, then she seems to sober up slightly. “It really is a crazy schedule though, Eraser…”
“Well, we’re planning to have them acquire early what they normally would get at the beginning of their second year, so it’s going to be crazy no matter what,” Aizawa replies dully, “Permits to use their quirks in the time of an emergency- a provisional license allowing them to work as heroes. With villains being so active right now, they also need to learn how to defend themselves.”
Mandalay’s eyes flicker over to Izuku- fleetingly, but he catches it. A knot forms in his stomach.
“Ah, I see,” she says.
A loud explosion from the forest distracts them briefly. Kacchan’s doing, no doubt. Pixie-Bob jumps up and down in excitement, but Aizawa turns back to the bus with a tired sigh. Izuku follows him, and Mandalay calls for the boy- ‘Kota’, he learns- to return with them.
There’s no point in sitting near the back of the bus with it being so empty now, so he takes a seat in the front with the adults. The muscles in his throat twinge and burn uncomfortably from being so overstressed, so he’s more than ready to just sit back and let the heroes do all the talking, but that plan is apparently foiled when Mandalay plops down next to him with a wide smile and bright, glittering eyes that remind him vaguely of Nejire’s.
“So, little kitten, tell me about yourself! Are you excited for the boot camp?” She asks eagerly.
Izuku blinks, then hesitantly replies in a hoarse rasp, “Ye… Yeah, I… I am…” He grimaces in pain and Mandalay frowns.
Aizawa comes to hover over his shoulder. “You stressed out your voice when you yelled at Pixie-Bob, didn’t you?”
Izuku winces guiltily.
To the Mandalay, Aizawa explains, “His vocal cords were damaged during the attack, so he’s been attending speech therapy to rebuild their strength.”
“Ah, right,” Mandalay sighs through her nose, “We heard about what happened at the mall…” She shakes her head. “Villains going after healers-! How pathetic can they get?!” She scoffs, then puts a paw on Izuku’s shoulder. “Don’t worry, little kitten. We’ll teach you all our moves. By the end of this week, you’ll be as swift as a cheetah and as powerful as a lioness!” She swipes her claws and grins somewhat ferally.
Izuku smiles and takes out his phone, typing, “Thank you.”
She doesn’t seem to mind communicating with him that way during the bus ride. He apologizes again for yelling at Pixie-Bob, but she waves it off and starts asking about his quirk. He explains, and then asks about hers and Pixie-Bob’s. His inner fanboy starts to come out a bit as she talks and he starts to rapidly type out more in-depth and analytical questions. Mandalay blinks in surprise when she reads his phone, then smiles and answers.
All the while, Izuku doesn’t notice the odd gaze Kota sends his way.
They reach the facility, which is unsurprisingly large and luxurious, and getting settled. Mandalay gives Izuku and Aizawa a tour of the place and then they set about making ramen for lunch.
Noticing that Mandalay is taking out a relatively small pot, Izuku frowns. Tugging on Aizawa’s sleeve to get his attention, he types out, “What about the others? They’ll be here soon, won’t they? We need to make a lot more food.”
Aizawa blinks slowly, expression unchanging except for the barest twitch of his lip. “Oh. Yeah. They’re not gonna get here anytime soon.” Izuku tilts his head, gazing up at him imploringly. “Threatening to take away their lunch would motivate them to get out of the forest faster.”
Izuku stares at him for a long moment before turning back to his phone. “And being chased by quirk-powered monsters wouldn’t?”
Aizawa reads, then raises an eyebrow at his cheekiness. Izuku wrinkles his nose petulantly. “You knew they wouldn’t be able to get here by lunchtime.”
“We’ll cook dinner for them,” Aizawa says dismissively, trying to end the conversation by turning away, but Izuku grabs his arm.
“It’s not good to skip meals, especially not teenagers that happen to be heroes-in-training. They need all the energy they can get and food is fuel. Skipping a meal can cause low blood sugar, which can make you feel sluggish and weak as well as increase sweating and irritability. It can also affect concentration because the main fuel for our brains is glucose-”
“Alright, alright, I get it.” Aizawa pushes his phone away and Izuku fumbles not to drop it. The teacher turns away with a snort, “Geez, Recovery Girl really is rubbing off on you.”
Clutching his phone tightly, Izuku sticks his tongue out at Aizawa’s back. When he looks up, he notices Kota watching from beside the door. Smiling, he presses a finger to his lips in a ‘shh’ motion. The boy startles, then glances between him and Aizawa still walking away. He opens and closes his mouth a couple of times, not quite looking like he knows how to react, then presses his lips together and ducks out of the room.
Izuku’s a bit disheartened, but he tries not to take it too personally. Maybe the kid’s just shy? He was a rather nervous little boy himself when he was young. They’ve got all week to get to know each other.
Lunch is a quiet affair, and then there’s not much to do while they continue waiting for class 1-A to show up, but a couple hours later they start preparing for dinner. Mandalay asks if he’s any good at cooking and, well…
It’s not that he’s never tried to learn. He has! Kacchan has tried to teach him many times how to cook! But for some reason he just… sucks at it. It’s disgraceful, really, especially since Kacchan is so good at it. You’d think growing up alongside a person so talented in the art of cooking that he’d be able to pick up on some things, but no. Kacchan banned Izuku from the kitchen after he tried to boil some udon and it ended up catching on fire.
He still isn’t quite sure how that happened. There was water in the pot and everything…
After shamefully telling the flaming udon story, Izuku is put on vegetable washing duty and, later, after some arguing with Aizawa- “How can I ever expect to do surgery one day if I can’t even cut vegetables without injuring myself? This is good practice!”- vegetable cutting duty. He pretends not to notice the annoyingly close eye Aizawa is keeping on him the entire time.
Cooking and cutting are two different things! He never said he was bad at cutting things! Just because he has a habit of accidentally setting foods on fire doesn’t mean he’ll- oops, he almost sliced his finger there- focus, Izuku, focus!
Reaffirming his grip on the knife, Izuku continues slicing away at the carrot, humming innocently and ignoring the way Aizawa’s narrowed gaze burns holes in the back of his head.
By the time class 1-A finally makes it to the lodge, the sun is already starting to set, painting the sky in orange and red hues. Pixie-Bob arrived not too long ago, and now she, Mandalay, Aizawa, Izuku, and Kota wait outside for the students to return. The rustling of leaves announces their arrival, and Izuku winces as his precious classmates come limping out of the treeline.
“Wow, that took you guys awhile!” Pixie-Bob crows, “We thought you guys would be back here in three hours.”
A few cry out in protest, but most are just too tired and completely ignore her jab.
“Midoriya-kun,” Kirishima whines.
“Midoriya-kun,” Kaminari whines even more pathetically, reaching out and making a childish grabby motion with his hands.
Izuku glances at Aizawa for permission and, when the man nods, bounces over to Kaminari, wrapping the boy up in a hug. As soon as their skin makes contact, his quirk activates, and Izuku focuses on keeping the flow steady and controlled. Kaminari lets out a very inappropriate moan, practically melting in his arms. Izuku giggles and stumbles under his weight when his friend sags against him.
“Mmmnn, you’re an angel,” he sighs against his neck, breath tickling him.
“Thanks,” Izuku rasps, “Did you short-circuit?”
“Once,” Kaminari mumbles, still hugging him, “But it took a while to get to that point, and I came out of it pretty quickly.”
“Diet’s working then.”
“Mmm hmm.”
“Oi, oi, it’s my turn to hug Midoriya-kun!” Kirishima grumbles, unusually irritable as he pulls Kaminari away from Izuku. Unbothered, the greenette smiles sweetly and snuggles up to his red-haired friend, wrapping his arms around his torso and tucking his head under his chin as he lets his quirk activate. Just like with Kaminari, Kirishima practically sags in his arms.
“Oh my God,” Kirishima damn near moans, tightening his hold on Izuku and burying his nose in his curls. “Dude, you’re amazing…”
Izuku smiles against his chest. Hearing his stomach rumble, he rasps, “And guess what?”
“What?”
“We cooked dinner too!”
“I love you.” Kirishima sounds like he could cry.
“Oh, you did?” Izuku glances up at Yaoyorozu’s voice. She looks immensely relieved- she also looks like she’s about to pass out.
“Midori-kun!” Ashido cries out, practically draping herself over him, “My body’s dyiiinng!”
“My elbows are killing me,” Sero complains.
Kacchan suddenly appears by Kirishima’s shoulder, explosive energy only slightly dulled. “Oi, back off, extras! It’s your own fault for getting injured in the first place!” Izuku stares at him. The blond grinds his teeth, then thrusts out his wrists. “They fuckin’ ache, though,” he grumbles.
As the rest of his classmates start flocking over to Izuku, Aizawa calls out, “Don’t overwhelm him. This is the only time he’ll heal you this week so enjoy it. From tomorrow onward you’ll have to heal the natural way.”
Izuku’s mind skids to a halt. Taking out his phone, he frantically types out in all caps plus big bold letters his response, then shows it to Uraraka to read.
She giggles before calling out, “Aizawa-sensei? Midoriya-kun asks, and I quote: ‘WHAT?!?’”
A few other students chuckle too while Aizawa sighs, addressing Izuku standing amidst the crowd, “I don’t want them to start relying on your quirk so much. It’ll teach them to avoid getting injured.” Izuku frowns and Aizawa adds, “But of course if there’s an emergency then you’ll be allowed to use your quirk.”
Izuku’s still a little disgruntled at the surprise- he’s going to need to have a talk with Aizawa about telling him about things beforehand, he’s had one too many surprises today- but for now he simply nods and goes about healing his classmates. Iida has a nasty gash on his leg that’s causing him to limp heavily and Asui’s tongue is littered with cuts and scrapes, but most of the exhaustion is merely caused by quirk overuse. While he didn’t pack his full healer costume, he was allowed to bring his medical pouches with him.
Aoyama and Uraraka whimper with relief when he hands them both anti-nausea pills after healing them. He also gives Sato and Yaoyorozu (and Ashido when she begs) some gummy bears just to hold them down until dinner.
Students like Hagakure, Shinsou, Jirou, and Koda apparently couldn’t do much against Pixie-Bob’s earth beasts and stayed behind the pack, so they mostly have scrapes and bruises and are easy enough to treat.
Meanwhile, the heroes commend them for their relatively quick action and tell them that they’ll discuss their performances after dinner. Now revitalized, Kirishima perks up and notices Kota standing a few feet away.
“Oh, by the way, I’ve been wondering,” he says, tilting his head, “Who’s kid is that?”
Mandalay glances at Kota. “Oh no, he’s not one of ours! He’s my cousin’s kid.” She smiles and gestures to the boy. “Come on, Kota. Greet everyone.”
To Izuku’s surprise, Kota glares sullenly.
Not deterred, Kirishima approaches him with a toothy grin. “Hey, there, Kota-kun! I’m Kirishima Ejirou from UA High School’s hero course! Nice to meet you-”
Kota makes to punch him in the balls, but Kirishima- still hyped up from the training and now no longer exhausted- instinctively reacts by activating his quirk. So when Kota punches him, he’s, well, hard.
“Ack!”
“Shit!” Kirishima curses, then slaps a hand over his mouth, “I mean, shoot! Sorry, kid, are you alright? Is your hand hurt?” He worriedly reaches for Kota, but the boy stumbles away from him.
“Piss off!” He snaps, cradling his hand to his chest. “I don’t need your stupid help, hero!”
“Kota!” Mandalay hovers over him. “Are you alright?”
“I’m fine!” He spits angrily, but his eyes are clearly watery. “It doesn’t hurt!”
“You shouldn’t have punched him,” Mandalay says disapprovingly, “He has a hardening quirk. Not to mention it’s rude. Let me see your hand.”
“I said it’s fine! Leave me alone!” Kota whirls around and starts stomping away. Mandalay looks upset, but she makes no move to follow him.
Kirishima shifts his weight. “Uh, I’m really sorry-”
“Don’t be,” Mandalay interrupts, “He’s… not the easiest to deal with.”
Izuku hesitates, then takes a step forward. “It would be bad if he broke a finger,” he croaks, “Mind if I try checking out his hand?”
She nods gratefully. “Please.”
Izuku trots after Kota, catching up to him just before he reaches the doors of the facility. The boy tenses up when he hears footsteps approaching and whips around to glare at him, only slightly lowering his hackles when he realizes who it is.
“What?” He snaps, voice much too hostile for a five year-old.
Izuku pauses, then kneels down a couple feet away, leaving some distance between them so Kota can choose to come to him. He reaches out with one hand, palm up, and smiles kindly.
“I just wanted to see if your hand was hurt,” he says, soft and hoarse, barely above a whisper. Kota’s eyes flicker to his scar. “I’m training to be a healer, so it’s my job to make sure no one is injured.”
Kota stubbornly holds his gaze for a few moments, then drops his eyes. He cradles his injured hand to his chest.
“Doesn’t hurt that bad,” he mumbles petulantly, but then he reluctantly trudges over to Izuku and places his smaller hand in his palm.
The greenette surprises himself by how quickly he’s able to slam down on the hose to stop the flow of energy. It’s almost immediate. Usually, he has trouble with smaller injuries, since his quirk often heals them before he has time to shut off the flow. He thought after all this time he’d be out of practice too.
Oh well. He won’t look a gift horse in the mouth.
With the flow stopped, he’s able to sense Kota’s natural energy swirling around the points of injury in his hand. While he wasn’t really concerned about Kota hitting Kirishima hard enough to fracture anything, he does know that finger bones are particularly fragile, especially in those in children, so he just wanted to double-check. Lucky for Kota, that doesn’t seem to be the case.
“Looks like you’ve just got some bruising,” Izuku muses, letting his energy flow into Kota’s hand. The boy’s eyes widen as the pain disappears in seconds. “There you go, all better.”
He lets go of Kota’s hand. Kota looks at it in awe, flexing his fingers a couple of times, then turns his wide-eyed gaze to Izuku.
Izuku smiles. Kota’s cheeks flush and he quickly glances away.
“Thanks,” he mutters.
“No problem,” Izuku says, “And don’t worry. You’re not the first person to punch Kirishima-kun and I doubt you’ll be the last.”
Kota glances at him. Izuku winks. Kota quickly glances away again, ear-tips red, but Izuku thinks he can see a small smile on the boy’s face.
Izuku rejoins his classmates with an even bigger smile on his face. Kacchan arches an eyebrow.
“Why?” He grunts.
Izuku tilts his chin up in pride. “Kids love me.”
Once everyone is healed, Aizawa orders the students to get their luggage off of the bus and get settled before dinner. Izuku wants to help, but Aizawa tells him to just sit down and wait for the others.
“You just healed a bunch of people,” he says, “Take it easy.”
Izuku reluctantly obeys. Out of respect. Totally not because his legs are starting to shake just a little bit. No way.
Dinner is delicious. Despite not having done as much exercise as his classmates, Izuku still manages to out-eat a good number of his friends. It’s started to become a sort of competition at this point within the Bakusquad, a point of pride with him. He still has to be careful with what he eats, of course, what with the trauma to his throat and all, but there’s plenty of rice, curry, and soups to go around. They all laugh and chatter excitedly, Izuku listening as his friends rehash with dramatics their harrowing adventure in the Beast’s Forest.
Afterwards, Mandalay tells them that there are hot springs they’re allowed to go bathe in. Everyone perks up and scrambles to go get changed. Izuku lingers behind. With his energy drained from his quirk usage coupled with his full belly, he’s feeling quite exhausted. It’s also been an incredibly long day when he’s basically spent the past two weeks doing nothing but resting and recovering.
He slowly starts gathering plates and bringing them to the kitchen, but Pixie-Bob soon shoos him off, telling him to go have fun with his friends. It’s not that he doesn’t want to, but it’s the same problem he had in the morning. There’s a certain amount of energy needed to engage with his classmates. Well, he supposes this is just another good excuse to hang out with Todoroki more. Not that he should ever need an excuse to hang out with him.
When he reaches the boys’ shared room, it’s empty. They’ve probably all gone to the hot springs by now. Thanks to the tour, though, Izuku already knows where it is, so at least he won’t have to worry about finding his way. The hot springs did look kind of nice. Maybe a little soak will make him feel a bit better.
He changes out of his uniform and puts it in his bag, wrapping a towel around his waist. Then, he turns and starts heading towards the door when something catches his eye.
It’s a mirror hanging on the wall. A small one, with little inspirational stickers and post-it notes around it, probably only meant to be used to check one’s hair before leaving, but that’s not what makes Izuku pause. It’s the sight of his scar. It’s always his scar.
He’s… he’s still not used to seeing it, especially not in passing. It always takes some mental preparation to look at. In the bathroom, when he’s undressing and getting ready to shower, he’s always ready for it. He never purposefully looks too long in the mirror, but he’s ready for the glimpses he’ll catch of it. But ever since yesterday, when he decided to take off the bandages for good… well… it’s been difficult. Inko had gasped at first when he came home and did her best not to stare, but he could tell it was hard for her to look at.
His eyes lock on his reflection as his fingers reach up, brushing over the marred skin of his neck.
“Midoriya?”
Izuku jumps.
“Todoroki-kun!” His heart leaps as he whirls around to face the boy standing in the doorway watching him with a curious expression. “Wh-What are you doing here?” He winces in pain as his throat twinges.
Todoroki tilts his head slightly. “You didn’t show up at the hot springs, so I came back to make sure you were okay.”
The statement makes Izuku’s intestines twist into a bundle of confusing, jittery knots. Of course he did. Because Todoroki’s just that nice. And also completely naked except for the towel wrapped around his waist. Izuku glances away, desperately trying to force away the flush creeping up his neck.
Todoroki steps forward, eyes peering intently. “Are you okay?”
Izuku nods rapidly. He opens his mouth to begin spouting some lie, but when he looks up, his gaze lands on Todoroki’s scar. He falters.
His mind flashes back to the Sports Festival, when Todoroki opened up to him about his past, told him how his father abused him and his mother burned him, bared his soul to him when they hardly even knew each other. He thinks about how much trust Todoroki must’ve given him to tell him all that.
It… It would be wrong not to do the same, wouldn’t it? Besides, this is Todoroki. If anyone knows about scars, it’s him.
Swallowing heavily, he asks in a weak voice, “Do you ever get used to it?”
Todoroki stares at him. Izuku tries to give a wobbly smile and fails, then gestures to his throat. Understanding dawns on the other boy’s expression. He’s quiet for a long moment.
“Yeah.”
“Really?” Izuku blinks in surprise.
Todoroki nods. He steps closer so he’s standing in front of Izuku and glances at their faces in the mirror. “It takes a while,” he says after a minute, “And it’s not easy at first. But soon it just becomes… part of your body, I guess. And the memories… become memories. You’ll never forget about it, and you won’t get better quickly, but one day… you’ll be able to look at your scar and… be okay.”
Izuku’s breath hitches as he stares at their reflections in the mirror. “I hope so,” he rasps, blinking away the sting in his eyes, “I don’t wanna… it- it hurts to look at-”
“I know,” Todoroki murmurs, “I’m sorry.”
“It’s ugly-”
“It’s not.”
“Yes, it is.”
“It’s not.”
“You’re just saying that.”
“No, I’m not.”
“It’s an ugly scar-”
“Do you think mine is?”
The question takes him off guard. “Huh?”
“Do you think my scar is ugly?” Todoroki asks.
Izuku shakes his head. “No, of course not!”
“Then yours isn’t either,” Todoroki decides.
Izuku purses his lips. “Yours is different,” he mumbles petulantly, lowering his eyes. Unfortunately, that brings his gaze back down to Todoroki’s bare chest. Blood rushes to his cheeks. Todoroki had to step pretty close into his personal space so that both their reflections could be seen in the small mirror. Izuku can still smell the faint scent of his cologne under the sweat he worked up in the forest.
The rapid change in emotions from happy to angsty to flustered is dizzying. Izuku shakes his head as if to clear his thoughts.
“You alright?” Todoroki asks.
“Yup,” Izuku rasps, taking a step back so he can breathe a little easier, “Let’s just, uh, go to the hot springs.” After a pause, he adds, “And thanks. That… That really helped.”
Todoroki gives him a soft smile that nearly makes him drop dead right there and nods. “No problem.”
Oblivious to the near-cardiac arrest he almost sent Izuku into, Todoroki turns and walks out the room, obviously expecting the greenette to follow. As Izuku pads after him down the hallway, his mouth suddenly goes dry. Trailing a few feet behind Todoroki, Izuku has the most wonderful view of the taller boy’s well-muscled back. His wide shoulders seemingly go on for miles. Izuku’s eyes roam over the taut muscles, following the hollow dip of his spine and- oh, he didn’t notice those back dimples earlier, sitting right above Todoroki’s butt.
Wow.
Now that’s just unfair.
Izuku is fucked, so very fucked.
He’s slightly less fucked when the universe decides to take pity on him by giving him an out in the form of throwing Kota off a high ledge so Izuku doesn’t have to spend the next half-hour making a fool of himself next to a half-naked Todoroki. Apparently, Mandalay put the boy on guard duty to prevent the more “lusty” boys (whatever that means) from getting at the girls, but the poor five year-old had accidentally gotten a peek at the girls and promptly fainted. It’s unfortunate, but Izuku is more than happy to take Kota to his aunt, all but fleeing from Todoroki and his chiseled abs.
He forgets about his dilemma entirely when he learns about Kota’s parents and his apparent hatred for heroes, but it’s inescapable when he returns to the shared bedroom when it’s time to go to sleep.
He’s reminded of when Kaminari, Kirishima, and Kacchan walked him to school when they wanted to use the pool. How Kacchan picked up the rear while Kirishima and Kaminari went on either side of Izuku, keeping him in the safest spot.
Ashido’s words suddenly come to mind, “I just wanna let you know that we’re gonna be super annoying and overprotective from now on.”
Okay. He understands. It makes sense, really. But this…
This…
This isn’t good for his blood pressure.
His futon is laid out smack dab in the middle of the room. Which is fine, of course, he expected that much. However, it’s flanked by Todoroki and Bakugou’s futons. Which- just- no. Izuku would very much actually like to sleep tonight, thank you very much. Kacchan is too noisy to sleep next to when Todoroki is around, and Izuku is too gay to sleep next to Todoroki.
In addition to those two, Izuku’s futon is also surrounded by, in order of closest proximity; Tokoyami, Kirishima, Iida, Shoji, Sero, Sato, Ojiro, Shinsou, Aoyama, Kaminari, Koda. It makes sense, surrounding him with those who are arguably the strongest in the class, those who would be most capable of protecting him. Honestly, he can’t imagine a safer place to sleep.
The problem is that Izuku hasn’t even sat down in his futon yet and Kacchan and Todoroki are already arguing. Well, the former is arguing, the latter is kind of just ignoring him, thankfully. Looks like Todoroki- much like Izuku- is too tired to deal with Kacchan’s bullshit right now.
Letting out an irritated huff, Izuku carefully picks his way through the smattering of futons across the floor and plops down on his own.
“Oi, Zuku-” Kacchan starts to say, but Izuku interrupts him.
“Kacchan, I’m going to sleep now. Shut up.” Kacchan sputters and Izuku turns to the others, raising his voice as much as he can, which isn’t much, “And that goes for all of you. Lights out. Doctor’s orders.”
“You’re not a doctor,” Kacchan grumbles under his breath, but Izuku silences him with a very irritated ‘do-not-mess-with-me-I-am-very-tired-and-gay’ look.
Fortunately for him, Iida, wonderful, unproblematic Iida, hears his feeble voice and repeats his order much louder so that everyone else can hear. A few minutes later, everyone is in their futon and the lights go out.
Izuku sinks back into his pillow with a sigh of relief. He considers turning onto his right side, but that would mean facing Todoroki. What if he opened his eyes and Todoroki was facing him too? Then what would he do? He could just sleep on his left side, but if Todoroki was facing him and decided to open his eyes, all he would see is Izuku’s back. Wouldn’t that seem cold? Would he take it the wrong way? No, no, Izuku should just sleep on his back. A nice neutral. Even though he doesn’t usually sleep on his back. He’ll do it this time. It’s actually the healthiest sleeping position, so he could be starting a good sleeping habit here.
…
Or maybe he’s just being stupid.
…
Yeah, he’s definitely being stupid.
Notes:
Dadzawa art cuz it was a particularly Dadzawa-y chapter
He is a soft man.
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Literally not even much happens in this chapter except some nice Dadzawa bonding and then some gay angst but you know what? I don't care. You know who else I don't care about? Kota. I hope it wasn't too obvious in this chapter, but I'm pretty sure it'll be obvious in the next few but goddamn, I literally could not give less of a shit about this kid while writing him. I didn't care about him while watching the anime, don't care about him in fanfics, I just- I don't vibe with him. Idk, is it just me? Maybe I just hate kids.
Anyway lol
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Next chapter... uh is kinda all over the place cuz I needed to fit in a lot before shit goes down so yeah here's a bunch of words gay angst training massages octopus alpha male dudes fuck more angst ahhh
Chapter 29: The Frustration
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Waking up at 5AM is an unpleasant task for everyone involved. Even prim and prompt Iida cannot prevent the yawns that escape from his mouth as they gather in the field outside. Shinsou rests his chin on Izuku’s head and drowsily leans against him, and the smaller boy is too tired to push him off.
Aizawa, somehow, seems entirely unbothered by the early hour as he goes over the day’s training regime in a monotonous voice. He has Kacchan do the same ball toss as he did on the first day of school, and then essentially goes on to tell them that their quirks are weak. They’ll be pushing their quirks to their limits to make them stronger.
“It’ll be so hard you’ll feel like dying,” Aizawa says with a maniacal grin, “But try not to actually die.”
Everyone shivers, except for Izuku, who just gives Aizawa a very unimpressed look.
“Yes please.” He sniffs.
Thus begins the training camp from hell.
The rest of the Wild Wild Pussycats arrive, and with their diverse quirks, they’re able to provide each and every one of the students with the perfect exercise to improve their quirk. It’s very intense training, and Izuku is desperate to keep an eye on everyone- quirk overuse is no joke- but Aizawa has him spend most of his time sparring with Shinsou. The purple-haired boy has progressed in leaps and bounds during Izuku’s absence in their lessons with Aizawa, so it’s a good opportunity for him to catch up on what he’s missed. And he’s missed a lot, turns out.
It’s a bit frustrating, knowing that Shinsou has been learning and getting stronger while Izuku has just been stuck at home resting. He was already starting to catch up with Izuku skill-wise in hand-to-hand combat simply because he’s able to train more often with Aizawa, but it really shows now.
Izuku grunts when Shinsou flips him onto his back and pins him to the ground. A moment later, his weight shifts off him and he’s helping him up, but Izuku is all too aware of the way Aizawa not-so-subtly eyes them the entire time.
“You alright?” Shinsou asks.
“Fine,” Izuku wheezes, brushing the dirt off his pants.
Shinsou pauses. “We can take a break-”
“No.” Izuku stifles a cough, ignoring the way his throat burns. “Keep going.”
He raises his arms and Shinsou reluctantly falls back into a fighting stance. They keep sparring, and Izuku can immediately tell that Shinsou is going easy on him. A flash of irritation sparks in his chest. Quickly switching to the offensive, he darts forward and takes him down, probably a bit more harshly than he needs to.
Shinsou coughs as the air is knocked out of his lungs. He sits up on his elbows and arches an eyebrow at Izuku. The freckled boy puts his hands on his hips, not quite glaring down at Shinsou, but giving him a hard look as if to say ‘don’t act like I don’t know what you’re doing’. Shinsou is different from his other friends. He’s kind, but he isn’t afraid to be blunt and straightforward even if it might seem rude. He’s a lot like Aizawa, in that regard.
And he’s the last person Izuku would expect to treat him with kid gloves.
One of the reasons Izuku loves their sparring sessions so much is that he gets all sweaty and bruised. Everyone else always treats him like he’s fragile, but Shinsou has never seemed to be afraid to punch him too hard. Maybe it’s because Izuku had so much more experience in fighting than Shinsou that the other boy had to work so hard just to land a hit on him, that why the hell would he want to hold back? Whatever the reason is, Izuku needs him to remember it right now.
As he gazes down at Shinsou on the ground, Izuku arches a brow and thinks to himself, ‘Don’t you go forgetting who your second teacher was. Just because I’m in a funk doesn’t mean you get to go easy on me.’
He stretches out his hand. After a moment, Shinsou smirks and takes it. Then, he starts fighting for real.
Izuku immediately finds himself on the defensive. Shinsou’s a real bitch to fight nowadays, using his height and his long limbs to his advantage. While his swings and kicks were once too wide- and therefore much easier to see and dodge- now they’re quick and controlled.
Because he took Izuku’s advice.
What an ass.
Izuku should be proud of him. He is proud of him. He reminds himself of this every time Shinsou knocks him down. He’s only able to do so because Izuku helped teach him. And it’s not like Izuku’s completely getting his ass kicked here! He swipes Shinsou’s feet out from underneath him and pins him down plenty of times. He’s just being… moody because Shinsou’s winning more than he usually does. It’s like he’s progressing so fast and Izuku’s just… not? Is he getting any stronger? All his other classmates are training their quirks, but there’s not much he can do for his right now, considering the circumstances. He supposes Shinsou is in the same boat, although maybe he can help him train his quirk later…
But all he can do is train his body. That’s what he and Shinsou are doing, but Shinsou’s progressing a lot faster than him for some reason. Why? Izuku was only out of action for two weeks, and yeah, Shinsou does get to train with Aizawa pretty much everyday after school, but Izuku has been taking self-defense classes for years. Or, well, he was.
So… what’s different? Is he just in a funk? Maybe he needs to find himself a stronger sparring partner. Maybe Aizawa? Someone that can teach him new things. Someone that can help him progress more.
Or maybe he’s just weak?
The traitorous thought distracts him, allowing Shinsou to land a kick to the side of his head that he normally would have been able to dodge easily. Shinsou clearly expected him to too, because he startles when Izuku is knocked to the ground and rushes over to him.
“Midoriya-kun!” He exclaims, dropping to his knees beside him, “Shit, are you alright?!? I’m so sorry, I thought you’d dodge that!”
Dazed, Izuku pushes himself up on his elbow and lifts a hand to his head, wincing in pain. All around him, everything seems to stop. People nearby glance over, students from class A and B stop what their doing, stop their training, just to look over at him, just to worry about him because of course it’s poor little Izuku that got hurt again, Lord knows he’d break like glass if he doesn’t have someone protecting him-
Heavy footsteps brush against gravel.
“Midoriya-kun.”
Shit.
“I’m fine,” Izuku croaks, broken and hoarse.
Aizawa’s shoes enter his line of view and then the man is kneeling in front of him, tilting his chin up to peer into his eyes. Izuku turns his chin away. “‘t’s not a concussion.” He’s had a concussion before- in fact, Aizawa’s seen the one and only concussion he’s ever had- and this isn’t one.
Still, Aizawa stubbornly grabs his chin and forces him to look at him again, going through all the motions of checking for a concussion before he’s finally satisfied.
“Take a break,” he orders gruffly.
“I’m fine,” Izuku insists.
“That wasn’t a suggestion.” Aizawa narrows his eyes. “What did I say about pushing yourself?”
Izuku tries to glare, but quickly shrivels and averts his gaze.
After a long moment, Aizawa says, “It’s no good fighting when you’re distracted. Take a break, ice your head, and get back to it later.”
His tone leaves no room for argument. Izuku watches as the teacher straightens up and leaves, then clumsily gets to his feet with the help of Shinsou.
“Sorry,” the purple-haired boy apologizes again.
“It’s fine,” Izuku grunts.
“Oi, Shinsou-kun, take it easy on ‘im!” A boy from class B shouts over to them.
“Sorry!” Shinsou says louder. Izuku stifles a grumble and turns on his heel.
He starts heading back to the facility and Shinsou follows, probably to keep an eye on him even though he’s walking fine. He knows his friend means well, but he can’t help the bitter indignation that burns deep within his chest. Other students deal with plenty worse injuries and don’t get nearly as much fussing over.
“So,” Shinsou says, coming up to walk by his side. Izuku glances at him and the taller boy arches a brow questioningly. “Are you distracted?” Izuku blinks. “You’re frustrated about something. I can tell.”
Izuku frowns at his feet. “I’m fine,” he mumbles.
“Is that all you can say?”
Izuku’s eye twitches. He rounds on Shinsou. “Well, what do you want me to say?”
Shinsou appears unphased by his unusual hostility. “How ‘bout the truth?” He smirks teasingly. “Don’t make me use my quirk on you.”
“Wha- You- You just- Gah!” Izuku is too upset and frustrated to deal with this right now. He whirls around and stomps into the facility, grimacing in pain from both his head and his throat. “Go away! Go back to your training! I don’t need your help putting an ice pack on my head!”
He slams the door unnecessarily loudly behind him.
By the time dinner arrives, Izuku is a little ashamed of his behavior during the afternoon. Even though he’s frustrated at… well, his lack of progress in his physical ability, taking it out on Shinsou was very inappropriate. And rude. Shinsou’s his friend! He doesn’t deserve to be treated that way.
After icing his head and giving himself time to cool down, he’d gone back to continue sparring, only to see Aizawa training Shinsou’s quirk with a few other students. So he’d kind of just… hung around until dinner time, during which he’d seen Shinsou and Aizawa speaking in hushed voices, glancing at him occasionally.
Great. Shinsou probably told Aizawa about Izuku’s little temper tantrum. His behavior this afternoon was so out-of-character, they’ll probably take it as evidence that he’s not ready for this, that it’s too soon, he needs more time to recover. But he doesn’t, he’s fine, he’s just acting this way because everyone’s treating him like he’s made of glass!
However, when Shinsou comes to sit down next to him at the dinner table, all he says is, “Tomorrow, I’m gonna catch you up on the new capture weapon moves Aizawa-sensei taught me while you were gone. Think that’ll be okay with your throat?”
Oh. He panicked over nothing.
Izuku blinks, gives himself a mental shake, and nods. “Oh. Yeah, that should be okay, I think.”
He later notices that Kota has wandered off during dinner time, and just like before Mandalay makes no move to follow him, so Izuku takes the initiative and follows the boy’s footsteps up the mountain, taking a plate of curry with him. He’s met with less hostility than before, although Kota clearly wants to be left alone and denies being hungry. This leads to Izuku going on a very long rant about the importance of food to young growing boys, using as many big words as he can, until Kota gets annoyed and caves.
“Alright, alright, fine!” He snaps irritably, “Just leave it there!”
Smiling in victory, Izuku bends over and sets down the plate a couple of feet away from Kota, who glares at him with more anger than a five year-old should have. He’s about to turn away when Kota suddenly snaps, “I don’t get you!”
Izuku blinks and glances back at him. “Huh?”
“I saw you today,” Kota says accusingly, “You have a healing quirk, but you were out there trying to fight like you’re some sort of hero!”
“Oh,” Izuku says, “Healers have to be good at fighting too. For self-defense, you know? In case we ever get attacked by villains…”
Kota pauses for a moment, digesting his answer, then his eyes harden again. “But you did! And you got hurt and your voice is all weird now! You got injured ‘cause of the heroes’ failure, you should hate them! Why would you use your quirk to help them?”
Ah. Izuku understands now. From what Mandalay told him, Kota seems to have an intense hatred for heroes that’s no doubt uncommon for boys his age. Or for anyone, really. He’s looking for a kindred spirit here. But he won’t find one in Izuku.
“I don’t blame the heroes for my injury, I blame the villains,” he says simply. He hesitates for a brief moment, then adds, “I heard about what happened to your parents.” Kota tenses up. “It was an unfortunate incident. I remember it…”
Kota grits his teeth. “Everyone’s crazy. Calling each other stupid names like “hero” and “villain” and killing each other. Talking about quirks and stuff. It’s because they’re all showing off that they ended up like that… stupid…”
Izuku looks up at the dark sky glittering with stars, pondering. “The life of a hero is a dangerous one,” he muses, “And it probably seems reckless to some, but I guess that’s why I want to help them. To make sure that… what happened to your parents never happens to anyone else…”
“You-You can’t promise that…” Kota whispers.
“No,” Izuku admits, “But I can try.”
With that, he turns and leaves.
While they’re getting ready for bed, Izuku finds himself massaging Kacchan’s sore wrists. Even though he’s not allowed to use his quirk to heal his classmates, Aizawa said nothing about using traditional methods. Thanks to Shinsou kicking him in the head earlier, he doesn’t have to worry about his quirk activating from skin contact. Kacchan’s head nearly lolls as Izuku applies firm pressure with one thumb and slides it up his inner forearm.
“I’ve never seen Bakugou-kun so chill before,” Ojiro whispers to Shinsou.
“Shh! You’ll ruin the moment!” Sero shushes.
“Fuck off, you fuckers,” Kacchan growls, but it comes out more like a moan. His head finally slumps against Izuku’s shoulder as he works his way up the blond’s tense forearms. The other boys snicker. A weak, muffled “fuck you” comes from Izuku’s shoulder.
“Is this how you tame him, Midoriya-kun?” Shinsou asks.
“A curious tactic,” Iida comments thoughtfully.
Todoroki pauses as he walks by and glances down at Kacchan practically melted in Izuku’s lap. He blinks. “Can I get one next?”
Just the thought of giving Todoroki a massage sends Izuku’s mind to no-no land and he immediately flushes, but thankfully Kacchan tightens his grip on Izuku and grumbles, “Fuck you, he’s mine.”
“Actually,” Izuku says, trying to glance around as much as he can with Kacchan’s poofy hair pressing against his face, “Not a bad idea. Is there anyone with injuries I can possibly help through traditional means?” There are a few boys missing- namely Kirishima, Kaminari, and Sato since they failed the final exams- but they didn’t seem too injured last Izuku saw. Izuku is a bit worried about the effects of quirk overuse for Kaminari though.
Sorry Aizawa, but Izuku doesn’t really think hooking a teenage boy up to a car battery is a valid form of training. But whatever, what does Izuku know anyway? It’s not like he’s been religiously studying the human body for the past year. He’s absolutely certain that the guy that couldn’t even pronounce ‘sternocleidomastoid’ correctly totally knows what he’s doing when he’s talking about electrocuting a fifteen year-old’s brain.
Sure.
He really needs to have a talk with that man, doesn’t he?
Eh, he’ll add it to the growing plate of things he needs to do.
“You already gave me some more anti-nausea pills, monsieur,” Aoyama says, “I am doing as well as I can be, otherwise.”
Sero rubs his elbows gingerly. “Do you have any vaseline or lotion I can put on my elbows? My quirk makes ‘em dry out.”
Izuku nods and detangles himself from Kacchan, who grumpily flops down on his futon in defeat, and retrieves the vaseline from his medical pouch.
Shinsou saunters up to Iida and wraps an arm around his shoulders, leaning his weight against him. “I’m sure Iida-kun would love a leg massage, but he’s too polite to ask for one.” He gives a toothy smirk when the blue-haired boy sputters.
Izuku pauses. Iida has been running around all day. So, he ends up kneeling down in front of an awkward Iida who insists that he doesn’t have to do this and Izuku has to remind him multiple times that ‘dude, it’s my job to look after you guys, shut up’ while he massages his legs. It’s a bit odd to see the exhaust pipes sticking out of his friend’s calves up close, but Iida seems to appreciate the massage once he actually manages to start relaxing after a few minutes. His poor muscles are probably so overworked, and he’s going to have to do this all over again tomorrow. He’ll have to be careful not to get any cramps.
Izuku also ends up massaging Ojiro’s tail, which is a whole other experience all of its own. Once he’s finished treating the boys, he politely knocks on the girls’ door and asks if they need any treatment as well. They’re a bit better off, although once they hear about the massages, he’s guilt-tripped into rubbing a few of their shoulders’.
…
If the whole healer thing doesn’t work out, he should become a masseuse.
Afterwards, it’s nearing bedtime and Izuku knows he should be heading back to the boys’ room, but he hesitates. Class B worked just as hard as class A did today, it seems unfair that he would treat his own classmates and not them. So, with his medical bag in hand, he makes his way over to class B’s side of the facility. He manages to find Kendou, who greets him warmly and helps him gather up her classmates when he tells her his intentions. The class B students are nice, but it’s a little strange. He supposes he doesn’t really interact with them very often, but they practically swarm around him, gazing at him like he’s so fascinating, or like he’s a cute puppy that was just dropped off at their feet. It’s a little overwhelming, and very confusing, but… eh, at least they’re friendly. Izuku’s too tired to try and figure out how the hero student mind works right now. He hasn’t even figured it out with his own classmates yet.
When he returns to the boys’ shared room, it’s past their bedtime and the lights are out. He’s about to consider taking out his phone to help light the way to his futon when suddenly a small flame erupts from the center of the room.
Todoroki.
His flame provides just enough light for Izuku to pick his way across the dark room without stepping on any of his sleeping friends.
“Thanks,” Izuku whispers as he sets his bag down next to his futon, getting under the covers.
Todoroki nods, shrinking the flame so that it’s smaller, more like a soft candlelight between them. “You’re lucky none of the Pussycats caught you on your way back.”
“And what would they have done?” Izuku scoffs lightly, rolling his eyes. “I’m a healer, I get to get away with stuff.” He grins teasingly.
Todoroki’s soft smile is illuminated by the dim light of his flame. “You sure do,” he whispers. Before Izuku can ponder what he means by that, the flame disappears. “Get some sleep.”
Without the fire, darkness descends once more, thick and heavy. Once Izuku’s eyes adjust, however, he can see the dim outline of Todoroki’s form laying in his futon next to him. He’s still facing Izuku, eyelids closed and expression lax.
Izuku swallows and rolls over to face Kacchan instead. Red eyes meet his.
‘Gay,’ Kacchan mouthes with a silent sneer.
Izuku kicks him in the shin and rolls over to face Todoroki, buries his head underneath his blanket, and somehow forces himself to fall asleep.
Izuku wakes up feeling very warm. His blankets are a heavy, comfortable weight around him that practically radiate heat. He shifts slightly, noticing that one side is noticeably cooler. Inhaling deeply- that’s such a nice, musky scent, what detergent did his mom use to wash his blankets with?- Izuku wraps his arms around his warm bundle of blankets and tugs it closer to his chest.
Only, it feels kind of firm for a blanket. Izuku drowsily splays his hands out, fingers trailing around. Feels like fabric, his sleep-addled mind can process that much, but what’s underneath it is hard. Warm, but hard. He presses a little. There’s some give to it, but not much.
He opens his eyes. Can’t see much. He tries to move. Can’t move much. Actually, can’t move at all. His blanket is too heavy for some reason.
Izuku blinks rapidly, trying to get used to the dim light. It must be early morning, there’s a faint dawn glow peeking in through the windows, but there’s also something really close to his face, which is making it hard to see. He turns his chin, blinking in the low light.
And nearly has a heart attack.
His blanket is not in fact a blanket, but an arm. A beautiful, bare, muscular arm belonging to Todoroki, who he is currently tangled with. His breath hitches in his throat and he immediately freezes like a deer caught in headlights. Todoroki’s face is so so close to his. He can feel Todoroki’s breath puff against his curls from where his head is pillowed against the boy’s disgustingly comfortable bicep.
Izuku gulps, struggling not to panic. But that’s an impossible task, because he’s now realizing how the rest of their bodies are positioned. Todoroki’s left arm, the one not underneath Izuku’s head, is loosely flung across his side. Izuku’s own arm is curled a bit more daintily around Todoroki’s ribcage, which he tries to remove except Todoroki’s arm is kind of on top of it so he’ll notice if he tries to move it. Their legs are a whole other story.
Izuku doesn’t think his face could burn any hotter. Actually, this whole situation is way too hot in general. And not in a sexy way. Todoroki is like a furnace, and Izuku is so embarrassed he’s literally sweating. Hey, maybe he’ll sweat so much he’ll be able to slip out of Todoroki’s grasp because honestly that might be the only way he’ll be able to get out of this one because oh my God his leg is trapped in between Todoroki’s thighs.
Literally, his thigh is like one inch away from being pressed against his crush’s crotch. Can someone please kill him now?
And there’s no escaping this. He knows that. You wanna know how he knows that? Because those thighs he was fawning over looking at during the endurance training at the pool? Yeah, he can feel just how muscular and strong they are now, and holy shit, they would be so attractive if they weren’t also going to be his demise.
Izuku takes a deep, shuddering breath, then curses himself when he exhales too hard on Todoroki’s collarbone. Will Todoroki even wake up if he breathes too hard on him? He doesn’t know and he doesn’t want to find out. How the hell did they even end up like this?
He glances at dim light pouring through the window. It doesn’t matter. He just needs to get out of this before anyone wakes up. Preferably also without Todoroki waking up. Yesterday’s training was super tough, so he should sleep like a rock, right? This shouldn’t be too hard.
Swallowing, Izuku holds his breath and slowly, ever so slowly, shifts backwards. Todoroki doesn’t react. Izuku pauses, then shifts again, this time moving his head a little too. He doesn’t dare move his thigh yet. Todoroki is silent. Izuku gets a bit braver and slides a little further out of his grasp.
Todoroki suddenly inhales deeply and Izuku tenses up. Then those arms are wrapping around him and pulling him flush against Todoroki’s chest once more. Hot breath washes over his scalp as a nose nuzzles against his curls. The leg that’s thrown over his own lazily hooks around his calf, and the arms around him gently squeeze once before relaxing. Todoroki takes another deep breath, and then his breathing evens out again.
Blood pulses in Izuku’s ears as a million cuss words run through his mind. Shit, shit, shit, why does Todoroki have to be such an octopus when he sleeps? It seems so out of character, he’s never really been one for any type of physical affection, let alone cuddling.
See, if it were anyone else, Izuku might not mind it. They could laugh it off. But this is Todoroki. Not only would it totally make things weird between them, but Todoroki would never be able to live it down if the others woke up and saw him- Mr. Tough-Guy, top-of-the-class Todoroki- cuddling with Izuku .
And Kacchan would be laughing at both of them for ages.
So with those fears to spur him onward, he tries again to wiggle out of the other boy’s grasp without waking him. After a moment, the arms around him tighten, and a low, warning growl rumbles in Todoroki’s chest. Izuku freezes.
What. The. Fuck. What the fuck was that noise?!? Izuku didn’t even know Todoroki could make that noise!
It almost sounds downright possessive and Izuku can’t help but shiver in Todoroki’s hold. The arms around him move, the left sliding up to press a hand between Izuku’s shoulder blades and the other sliding lower to Izuku’s waist. The freckled boy tenses up when the right hand trails over his hip. Instinctively, he flinches away, but Todoroki’s muscular thighs keep his leg trapped firmly between them.
The hand between Izuku’s shoulder blades practically burns. Izuku bites his lip. He can feel the strength in that forearm pressed against his back, keeping him pinned against Todoroki’s chest. Even in his sleep, Todoroki is so strong, so beautiful, and Izuku is so, so weak for him.
Todoroki then lets out a content sigh, sounding very much like a satisfied feline that has found the perfect patch of sun to bask in and is more than content to lay there all day.
Which is adorable, except Izuku needs him to MOVE.
Being totally honest with himself, if they weren’t surrounded by their sleeping classmates, and if he wasn’t terrified that this might ruin their friendship, then yeah, sue him, he would love to stay here and let himself be cuddled by sleepy-octopus-Todoroki. Seriously, he is so fucking cute right now. But unfortunately, Izuku can’t let something bad come of this, so he’s gotta be the one to pry himself away from his clingy, sleepy, beautiful crush that he’s totally going to be dreaming of in this scenario for a few weeks after this.
BEEP BEEP BEEP
Fuck.
Izuku all but launches himself away from Todoroki, legs getting tangled up in the blankets and tripping him up, causing him to fall face-first into Kacchan’s futon. Kacchan lets out a strangled yelp as the air is knocked out of him and immediately starts screeching.
“ZUKU, WHAT THE FUCK?!?”
“Sorry, sorry, Kacchan!” Izuku jumps off, then falls over, his legs still caught up in Todoroki’s blanket. A pissed off Kacchan pounces on him, rolling them both over onto the greenette’s futon where he pins him down and snarls. Izuku gulps.
Kacchan, when sleep-deprived, is not one to be messed with.
“The fuck are you doing?” He snaps irritably, the volume of his voice matching the noisy shrieking of the alarm clock that pierces the sleepy silence of the room.
“Nothing!” Izuku croaks, then winces, “Shh, Kacchan, not so loud!”
Meanwhile, everyone else is still groggily trying to wake up, Todoroki included. Lucky for him, though, he apparently got a head start when Izuku kicked him awake in his haste to get away from him. He pushes himself up on his elbows now, blinking at Kacchan pinning down Izuku next to him in confusion.
When his gaze meets Izuku’s, he pauses. Then he frowns. A spark of hope flickers in Izuku’s chest. But then, Todoroki’s eyes widen in utter horror. A light flush blooms across his cheeks, and Izuku’s stomach sinks.
No…
Kacchan is still glaring down at him, but when he sees the change in his expression, he follows his gaze to Todoroki. Noticing the lack of blanket on the other boy, Kacchan turns his glare back to Izuku and looks down at his legs, which are still tangled up. Looks at the blanket beneath Izuku, the one that actually belongs to him. Izuku watches with dread as Kacchan connects the dots. It takes him a moment, because his mind is still pretty groggy with sleep. The scowl slowly fades away, replaced by shock. For a brief second, Izuku thinks he sees a flash of rage flicker across Kacchan’s eyes, but it disappears the next moment. Then, he tosses his head back and lets out a bark of laughter.
“Kacchan!” Izuku hisses, but his best friend ignores him, keeping him pinned as he leans back on his haunches and laughs, loud and obnoxious. Todoroki glares while the other boys, still in the midst of waking up, yawn and blink at him in confusion. Someone slaps off the screeching alarm clock.
“Bakubro?” Kirishima asks sleepily, rubbing an eye, “What’s going on, man?”
“Why are you on top of Midoriya-kun?” Iida frowns as he puts on his glasses.
Kacchan just shakes his head as he comes down from his laughter. Still chuckling, he curls his lip and leers at Todoroki, baring his teeth in a silent challenge. Despite his apparent humor, his eyes burn. Todoroki just keeps glaring.
Shifting uncomfortably beneath Kacchan’s weight, Izuku sits up and pushes at his chest. “Kacchan, c’mon, just-”
He squeaks when Kacchan pushes him back down with one hand before standing up. The blond steps over to Todoroki, who makes to stand up as well, except Kacchan puts one foot on the boy’s chest and forces him back down before bending over to sneer, “Don’t get too comfortable, IcyHot.”
He flashes Todoroki a feral grin, then ruffles Izuku’s hair with a bit more force than necessary as he walks past to grab his stuff from beside his futon before he stalks out the door.
Silence fills the room.
“What just happened?” Kaminari asks drowsily, still wiping the sleep from his eyes.
Izuku glances at Todoroki, who’s still glaring after Kacchan. His eyes land back on the blankets loosely tangled around his ankles, and a blush creeps up his neck.
Stupid hero-types! They’re all stupidly possessive and competitive and hot-blooded and stupid and confusing and stupid and charming and aggressive and stupid and- AGH!
Izuku yanks his blanket- his own blanket- over his head and buries his face into his pillow, stifling a groan.
Izuku spends a rather disappointing morning training with his capture weapon. He’d never really been good at using it before his injury- Aizawa had barely begun teaching them how to use it- but it seems that during his two weeks of rest, Shinsou progressed ahead of him even in this. It’s not even that complicated of a move; they’re just taking turns tossing and hooking their weapons around each other from a distance, but it’s clear that Izuku’s struggling a lot more than Shinsou is. He’s always seemed to struggle more with the capture weapon than Shinsou; he blames it on the fact that it’s the one thing they’re starting on the same level on, and Shinsou’s getting more practice with. Still, it’s frustrating, but he tries to swallow it down and forces himself to be patient and listen when Aizawa comes over and helps him.
They switch back to sparring during the afternoon. And once again, even though he has more experience, he keeps getting his ass kicked. The frustration mounts, making him slip up in his desperation to focus even harder, and Shinsou notices, taking advantage of every single instance of his distraction to knock him off his feet. After about the ninth time this happens, he doesn’t let him back up, instead keeping him pinned to the ground.
For a few moments, he simply pants above Izuku, purple strands of hair clinging to sweaty skin as he gazes down at him with piercing eyes. Then, “What’s up?”
“Huh?” Izuku squints up at him. The hot sun is beating down on them, but Shinsou casts a shadow over him.
“What are you doing?” The taller boy blinks lazily. “You’ve been acting weird lately, and your fighting’s sloppy as shit. What’s up?”
A spark of annoyance flickers in Izuku’s chest. “Nothing.” He squirms. “Get off.”
Shinsou keeps him pinned. “Make me.” He smirks, arching a brow as he gazes down at Izuku through hooded eyes, looking entirely unconcerned- and Izuku hates that. He hates that he can look at him that way, like Izuku’s not even enough of a threat for Shinsou to be on guard, because why would anyone ever feel threatened by Izuku? He’s just a healer, he doesn’t have a combative quirk, he can’t even protect himself, let alone hurt anyone-
Rage pulses through his veins and he surges forwards, catching Shinsou by surprise as he flips the heavier boy over, switching their positions. Izuku reels his fist back and Shinsou’s eyes widen, hastily catching his fist before it makes contact with his nose. A knee jams into Izuku’s back and he yelps. Shinsou quickly hooks a leg under Izuku’s knee and grabs his shoulder before using his lighter weight against him and throwing him off of him.
Now separated, they both hurriedly scramble to their feet. Still trembling with fury and indignation, Izuku immediately goes on the offensive and darts forward. Shinsou blocks his punch and aims a kick to his side that he dodges before attacking again. He’s relentless, fueled by adrenaline and frustration and an underlying, sickening ball of fear that sits like a rock in the pit of his stomach, and he forces Shinsou to remain on the defensive because he knows that it’s one of his weaker areas. But Izuku’s not used to being on the offensive for so long either; his style of fighting is more evasive, to stay quick on his feet and out of his opponent’s range, only darting in for brief, quick attacks. It’s a good fighting style for someone short and agile like him, but all he can think now is it’s not good enough, not strong enough, he needs to be stronger, he needs to be STRONGER-
Shinsou is watching him carefully, some calculating look glistening in those periwinkle depths. Izuku can’t read his expression, but he feels set off anyway, like he’s exposed, vulnerable, and it makes him react with hostility.
In a sudden burst of energy, Izuku launches himself at the taller boy, intending to use his momentum to knock him over. Shinsou, however, anticipates this, and braces himself properly, grabbing onto Izuku when he crashes into him and swinging him around in a graceful movement. Then, Shinsou is forcing Izuku to the ground, and the two wrestle with each other for the next few minutes. Limbs flail, hair is pulled, and dust flies into the air as the boys roll around in the dirt.
Shinsou grunts when Izuku’s fist sloppily punches his cheek and grabs it. Izuku snarls and tries to yank his hand back, but Shinsou refuses to let go, rolling so that the smaller boy is pinned beneath him.
“Get off!” Izuku hisses, frustrated tears pricking his eyes.
“No,” Shinsou says, blocking the other fist that comes flying towards his face. He grabs it and pins both hands beside Izuku’s head. Izuku grunts and struggles to push back, but he’s at a disadvantage both position and strength-wise. Still, he continues to thrash around stubbornly for a few minutes, Shinsou holding him with an iron-grip and waiting patiently. Eventually, the fight begins to ebb out of him and his breath hitches.
“Da...Da-Dammit!” Izuku hiccups, tears streaming down the sides of his face, “Damnit, damnit, damnit!” His chest heaves as he gasps for breath. He glares unseeingly at Shinsou’s chest through blurry, wet eyes as he grits his teeth. “If-If I can’t-can’t beat you, then how-how am I ever going to beat-” He cuts himself off, but Shinsou heard.
“Beat who?” Shinsou asks. Izuku turns his head away, but Shinsou squeezes his wrists and peers down at him intently. “Beat who?”
“I don’t know!” Izuku cries out brokenly. “I just- I just need to beat…” He tries to wiggle his arms free, to bring them to his face, to hide behind them, but Shinsou still won’t let him go. A pathetic whine of frustration escapes him. “I just need to be strong!” Shinsou frowns. Izuku averts his gaze, hiccuping and struggling to control the tears pouring out of his eyes. “I don’t- I don’t like making my fr-friends worry about me. I… I wanna be able to get strong. Show ‘em that- that I’m not as fragile and helpless as they th-think I am.”
“Wha…?” Shinsou’s jaw drops a little. “Midoriya-kun, they don’t think that.”
“Yes they do!” Izuku insists, “They do! They always think that! You do too! You were going easy on me yesterday!”
“Yeah, ‘cause you’re just coming back from recovering from a life-threatening injury!” Shinsou says defensively, “You would’ve gone easy on me too if our roles had been reversed. And besides, I stopped when you made it clear that you didn’t appreciate me taking it easy on you.”
Izuku opens his mouth to retort, then just groans, “Urgh, okay, well, but it’s not just that! It’s just, this is like my entire life! My mother, Kacchan, everyone always acts like I’m this precious little thing that needs to be protected at all times, and I get it, I understand, part of me is flattered and charmed that I have such protective hero friends, but damn it, don’t you understand how that can also be just a little bit insulting? I’m not made of glass, you know! Treating me like I am won’t make me any stronger! I just- I just… GAH!”
He lets out a frustrated noise that sends a jolt of pain through his abused throat. The adrenaline vanishes entirely, leaving him trembling beneath Shinsou as he gasps for breath.
“You… you all looked so sad,” he wheezes, his voice breaking on the last word, “When- when you heard my voice… after… after I came out of the hospital… You were all blaming yourselves and I- I… I’m so sorry.” His breath hitches, tears squeezing out of his eyes. “I-I never wa-want you to-to blame yourselves for me be-being weak. And you- you’re so strong, Shinsou-kun, and- and I want to be strong too so- so they don’t have to worry anymore…” His words make more sense in his head than they do out loud and he finds himself trailing off, sniffling pathetically.
Shinsou is quiet for a long time, watching him as he struggles to compose himself.
“You know,” he finally says, then pauses. He opens his mouth, hesitates, then continues, “They’re always going to worry about you no matter what.” Izuku lets out a frustrated sigh, but before he can say anything, Shinsou adds, “Just like you’ll always worry about them no matter how strong they get. It’s not an insult to their strength, it’s just… you worrying about them because… you’re their friend and… you care about them…”
Izuku gazes up at him tiredly, tongue feeling heavy in his mouth. Tilting his head, Shinsou admits, “I know it probably feels… different, and it probably is, a bit- er, but they’re not trying to be insulting. You know that.”
“I know…” Izuku mumbles, “I just wish they would trust me…”
“Trust you?” Shinsou questions.
“Trust me… to be able to handle myself.”
Shinsou pauses. “Can you handle yourself?” Taken aback, Izuku blinks up at him. Shinsou sighs through his nose. “I… I won’t pretend to understand that part. I’ve always been able to rely on my quirk to defend myself with. But you… Your quirk not only is non-combative, but also makes you a target. I… I can’t imagine how… vulnerable that must make you feel…”
Izuku gazes up at him in awe. Shinsou notices all that? He’s never seemed particularly empathetic...
“Listen, it’s good that you wanna get strong, but you should do it for the right reasons. Do it for you.” He releases Izuku’s wrist to boop him on the nose, making him smile a bit. Shinsou smirks. “And hey, never underestimate the power of being underestimated. If your opponent is stupid enough to assume that you’re weak, take advantage of that.”
Izuku sniffles, taking a deep, shuddering breath. Shinsou watches him with solemn eyes, smirk slowly fading. He doesn’t ask out loud, but Izuku can hear the silent question of ‘are you alright now?’ loud and clear.
Blinking away tears, Izuku gives him a wobbly smile. “Thanks,” he croaks. Honestly, Shinsou didn’t really tell him anything that Izuku didn’t know deep down, but it felt good to get that all off his chest. He definitely still has some issues to work out, but for now…
Shinsou dusts off his clothes as he climbs to his feet, Izuku wincing as he rubs his numb wrists. He glances over at Aizawa, who is very pointedly not looking their way.
“So…” Shinsou drawls, “Wanna go again?”
Izuku sputters incredulously, “Seriously?” Shinsou shrugs nonchalantly. “I almost beat the shit out of you!”
The other boy ponders, then snickers. “Oh, I’m about to give you a reason to beat the shit out of me.”
Izuku frowns as Shinsou pauses dramatically. Clears his throat. Then,
“So… You and Todoroki-kun, huh?”
Izuku freezes, eyes widening in horror.
Shinsou gives him a cheshire grin.
He saw.
Izuku attacks.
And wins.
Notes:
What's this? A Friday update? What could be the reason behind this sorcery?!? Mother's Day weekend, actually, and the fact that I work at a flower shop so I'm just gonna be super busy with deliveries and shit so rather than risk me forgetting to update or not have time to update tomorrow, I just figured I'd do it today. Hurray for you guys! (also, the growth of my fic has been slowing down and I wanna see if posting later in the day will have an effect)
I have a couple of ✨announcements✨ that I'm going to address in the form of Tumblr posts because they're rather long
1) Some people have been asking why doesn't Monoma just heal Izuku. Here's the answer
2) I've also been getting certain comments for a while that have been bothering me a bit so here is my response to that
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I hope both answers are satisfactory! Other than that, let me know what you guys thought of the chapter! Lol, it was kind of all over the place, I know XD.
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Next chapter, the forest
Chapter 30: The Siege
Notes:
Sorry for the late update! I think I'm gonna start updating in the evening now though- I noticed last time when I updated on Friday night instead of Saturday morning I actually got almost triple the amount of bookmarks than I usually do. So now instead of updating around 10AM PST I'll update later in the evening, idk what time yet tho.
Kudos to those who noticed I hadn't updated and commented to remind me XD Feel free to do so if I ever do forget, please.
Now, onto the c h a o s
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Later in the evening, Pixie-Bob announces that they’ll be participating in a test of courage.
“Class B is already in position in the forest!” She says, gesturing with one gloved paw to the dark woods behind her, “Your job is to pick up the tags with your names from Ragdoll who will be waiting for you at the middle of the route and bring them back here! The scarers aren’t allowed to make direct contact- show us how scary you are with your quirks!”
“The class that makes the most people piss their pants with creativity and imagination wins!” Tiger adds, much to the distaste of Jirou.
Pixie-Bob has them draw lots to choose their teams, and with Kaminari, Ashido, Sato, and Kirishima having been dragged away by Aizawa for more remedial classes, Izuku ends up getting paired with Ojiro. The blond smiles kindly at him and waves him over with his tail.
“Midoriya-kun,” he greets, “This seems exciting, doesn’t it?”
Izuku nods. “Y-yeah! I don’t think I’ve ever-”
“Oi, Tail!” A scowling Kacchan suddenly grabs Ojiro’s shoulder. “Switch with me.”
“Huh?” Ojiro blinks.
Kacchan jerks his thumb at a very unimpressed Todoroki and snarls, “I’m not fucking pairing up with Zuku’s boyfriend!”
Izuku’s eyes widen into saucers as his face burns bright red. Todoroki looks equally ruffled, glaring lightly at the back of Kacchan’s head as Ojiro awkwardly apologizes.
“Er- I don’t think we can switch partners…”
Pixie-Bob confirms that there is no switching allowed, much to the annoyance of Kacchan and the relief of Ojiro that he doesn’t have to argue with the blond. Thankfully, Kacchan and Todoroki are one of the first teams to be sent off into the forest, saving Izuku from any further embarrassment. He has yet to talk to Todoroki about the… incident this morning. Actually, he hasn’t really even been able to look at Todoroki for more than a couple of seconds ever since this morning. How could he? He’s never been more embarrassed in his life! It’s one thing to cuddle with a childhood friend, but with a crush…
And speaking of childhood friends, what the hell was Kacchan’s behavior this morning? “Don’t get too comfortable, IcyHot?” What the hell does that even mean? Unlike with Todoroki, Izuku isn’t afraid of confronting Kacchan, especially when it comes to pulling his head out of his ass. Things between him and Todoroki are getting a bit too stupidly competitive for Izuku’s liking. He’ll be sure to give Kacchan a talking-to and figure out what’s going on between them later tonight.
Ugh. He vaguely recalls Recovery Girl complaining about heroes being the death of her and finds himself wholeheartedly agreeing.
“Midoriya-kun? You alright?” Ojiro asks, pulling him out of his thoughts, “You’re frowning.”
“Hm? Oh, yeah,” Izuku rasps, turning to him with a smile, “Just thinking.”
Sero elbows him teasingly. “Don’t get lost in your head. That’s how you’ll freak yourself out. Trust me, I know.”
“Have you done this before?” Kouda asks. While he never talks as loud as his classmates do, he’s certainly a lot more social than before thanks to his vocal training.
Sero grins. “Yeah, I did something like this once in middle school. It wasn’t for a class, but I was with-” He cuts himself off, frowning. “Hey, do you smell that?”
Izuku blinks and glances around in confusion. “Smell what?”
Pixie-Bob notices too. She closes her eyes, nose twitching. “What’s this burnt scent?”
“Is that black smoke?!?” Iida’s exclaim catches their attention. “Is there a fire on the mountain?” Izuku follows his gaze above the treeline to where plumes of dark smoke are gathering. They rise up from the forest, which seems to be glowing blue instead of orange, covering the starry night sky with pitch black clouds. Now that Izuku notices it, the stench of smoke is unmistakable.
There’s movement in the corner of his eye. Suddenly, Pixie-Bob is glowing pink and levitating off the ground, flying backwards as if being pulled by something. “Wh-What is this?!?”
“Pixie-Bob!” Mandalay exclaims.
Izuku doesn’t see what happens next, it all happens so quickly. All he hears is a loud crack, then he’s tearing his gaze from the black smoke filling the sky and seeing two large forms standing over Pixie-Bob’s unconscious body on the ground. Blood pours from a crack in her skull.
Izuku’s mind skids to a halt.
“Good evening, UA High school!” A reptilian-looking man greets enthusiastically, stepping over Pixie-Bob without a thought. He spreads his arms with a grin and puffs out his chest, announcing with pride, “We are the Vanguard Action Squad of the League of Villains!”
Izuku’s heart plummets to the pit of his stomach. For a moment, everything seems to slow down as his brain struggles to catch up. The League of Villains?!? Here?!? But why?!? They’re not supposed to be here! This place was supposed to be safe, UA was supposed to make sure this place was safe -
“Midoriya-kun, get behind me,” Ojiro hisses, moving in front of Izuku to hide him with his body. He raises his tail defensively. Sero and Iida move too, taking protective stances in front of Izuku.
They react so quickly, so immediately aware of what’s going on that Izuku curses himself for his stupidity. These are villains in front of him, he can’t afford to freeze up! This isn’t even the first time he’s been attacked. And it’s not like he didn’t know they were after him this time. Sure, this place was supposed to be safe, but they’re prepared for this, he’s prepared for this, he’s-
“Shall I crush this girl’s head?” The other villain, the one pinning down Pixie-Bob, suggests, “What'd you think? Well, what do you think?” She leers, pressing her magnetic pole down on the heroine’s skull down threateningly. Izuku tenses.
They’re prepared, right?
“Like I’d let you!” Tiger snarls.
“Wait up, Big Sis Mag!” The lizard man interrupts, “Don’t be hasty!” To Izuku’s surprise, he actually stands between the two, holding up a hand to each. “You too, Tiger. Calm down. It all depends on whether having power over life and death follows Stain’s tenants or not.”
Iida grits his teeth. “So you’re the ones his ideology brought?”
“That’s right! I’m-” He pauses and tilts his head, grinning. “Oh yeah, you with the glasses! You were the one who brought about the end of Stain at Hosu City!” His grin turns darker as he reaches for something on his back. “I apologize for the late introduction.” In one swift motion, he whips his arm out, and with it, pulls out an insane amount of swords tied together with a few belts. “I’m Spinner, the one who will spin his dreams into a reality!”
Tiger promptly tells him that he does not care and berates them for hurting Pixie-Bob. Meanwhile, Mandalay orders the students, “Go, everyone! Listen carefully! Do not fight! Iida-kun, you’re in charge!”
Iida straightens up. “Understood!” He turns. “Let’s go!”
Ojiro starts to guide Izuku away with his tail, but the freckled boy can’t tear his gaze away from the scene. “Midoriya-kun?”
The villains and the heroes are two seconds away from attacking each other, and he knows that once they start, they won’t stop until the other side drops. It’s already been made personal with Tiger’s anger over Pixie-Bob’s injured face.
It’s like when you drive by a car crash. It’s horrible, and he knows he should look away, should keep moving, but he can’t. Except this car crash is only going to get worse. Because… because…
“Mandalay!” He calls out, voice tearing out of his abused throat, “I know where he is!”
She stiffens up. “Midoriya-kun…”
Spinner pauses too, glancing over. His eyes light up when they land on Izuku. “Midoriya!”
He makes to pounce on the boy, but Mandalay intercepts him before he can even get close. She nimbly dodges his cluster of swords and tackles him to the ground, swiping at him with her claws. The other villain lunges forward with her magnetic pole and Tiger blocks her attack with a powerful punch.
“Go!” He barks.
A hand grabs Izuku’s forearm.
“Midoriya-kun, come on,” Iida orders, dragging him away.
“Iida-kun, but-” Izuku digs his heels into the ground. “Kota-kun!”
“What?”
“He’s in his secret hideout! He’s all alone!” Izuku whips his head over to Mandalay, who’s hastily dodging a series of vicious slashes from Spinner. “Please, let me go to him!”
“Don’t distract her!” Iida wraps an arm around him and very nearly carries him towards the trees. “Come on, we need to get out of here!”
Ojiro puts a hand on his back, pushing him forward as they rush out of the clearing.
“Aizawa-sensei should be back at the facility, right?” Sero asks nervously.
“Yes, and Vlad-” Iida is cut off when a strange tickling sensation enters his mind. Ojiro, Sero, and Koda blink at him curiously, but Izuku feels it too.
Mandalay’s telepathy.
“Go with him, Iida-kun! Be quick and don’t fight anyone, but please, get Kota-kun to safety!”
Iida and Izuku turn to each other. Izuku can see the turmoil of emotions swirling in his friend’s eyes, his sense of duty clashing with his frustration and worry. He clutches the other boy’s hand and pours every bit of hope and pleading into his eyes as he gazes up at him. And yeah, maybe that’s a little cruel, but he doesn’t think twice about doing it because he knows from Uraraka that Iida has a weakness for his Bambi eyes.
After a moment, Iida’s expression hardens and he orders, “Get on my back.”
“Whoa, what are you guys doing??!” Sero exclaims.
“Mandalay’s nephew is alone, we’re going to go get him,” Iida explains as he kneels down, allowing Izuku to climb onto his back. Straightening up, he says, “Go back to the remedial hall. We will be with you shortly.”
Before any of them can protest, Iida takes off. Startled by the speed, Izuku clings on tight, digging his fingers into his friend’s broad shoulders.
“Where am I going?” Iida asks.
Knowing his weak voice won’t be able to be heard over the wind, Izuku puts his mouth close to Iida’s ear and rasps, “See that mountain over there? There’s a trail that’ll lead up to a small cave.”
The trees whip past them in a blur. In the back of his mind, Izuku is kind of amazed. This is how Iida runs all the time? It’s really cool. How does he navigate? He must have amazing reflexes in order to not crash into things all the time…
“That ridge up there?” Iida jerks his head.
“The middle one!”
There’s a good distance between the training field and Kota’s secret hideout- Izuku thinks the boy likes it for the view- but thanks to Iida’s quirk, they cover the considerable length of forest within a minute. Izuku peers up at the familiar mountainside as they approach it rapidly. Is someone there…? Wait, no, someone is there- his mind barely processes the giant, hulking figure looming over Kota before it’s right in front of them. Iida tenses up beneath him, but he doesn’t even falter, only pours on speed.
Everything becomes kind of a blur for a moment and Izuku has to shut his eyes against the wind stinging them. The next thing he knows, he feels himself being shifted off of Iida’s back and the ground is beneath his feet again. Blinking his eyes open, he realizes he’s still on the mountain, but a good few meters away from the giant villain. Iida stands defensively in front of him with Kota in his arms, the boy looking just as dumbfounded as Izuku is.
“Midoriya-kun,” Iida says, not taking his eyes off of the villain as he hands Kota to Izuku, “Take Kota-kun and run.”
Izuku blinks. Everything’s moving so fast- he feels like he has whiplash. His mind hasn’t even fully processed that there’s yet another villain in front of him. Even the villain himself looks surprised at their sudden appearance.
Forcing himself out of his shock, Izuku takes a step back.
The villain’s face splits into a grin. “Eh? What did you call him? Midoriya-kun?” His eyes- eye, he only has one, the other is a fake within a gaping wound stemming from a messy gash running along the side of his face- lock onto Izuku with a wolfish glint. “This is perfect! You were on the list.”
Iida tenses up, raising his hackles as he glares at the hulking man. “List? What list?” He demands.
“List of kids we’re after!” The villain blatantly replies, cackling.
Izuku’s heart skips a beat. Even though he knew that the villains were here for him, actually hearing it confirmed is a whole other thing. A wave of panic threatens to rise within him- a hand on his neck, dragging him into a portal- but- wait a minute. His mind backpedals. Kids? As in plural?
In front of him, Iida grits his teeth and shouts, “If you think I’ll let you take him-”
“Oh, yes, please give me a proper fight!” The villain snarls, eyes flashing, “I’ve been so bored lately, I’ve love to crush one of UA’s precious golden eggs! I’ll make sure to torment you thoroughly!” He rips off his black cloak in one swift motion and activates his quirk. Raw tendrils of muscle burst out of his skin, overlapping and binding to form thicker muscles.
A bolt of fear strikes Izuku. He takes another step back, clutching Kota tightly to his chest. “Iida-kun…”
“Go!” Iida shouts, right as the villain leaps towards him.
“Show me your blood!”
Iida darts forward and Izuku whirls around. He’s hardly taken more than a few steps when he’s nearly knocked off his feet, the ground vibrating violently beneath him. Kota cries out as he stumbles and he glances over his shoulder to see the villain’s fist stuck in the ground where Iida had been standing not a moment ago. The speedster is already on the other side of the man, aiming a powerful kick to the back of his knees as he pulls his fist out of the rubble.
Izuku has to turn away or risk tripping on the loose gravel as he skids down the mountainside, but his heart does give a little leap when he hears a grunt from the man behind him. From the way that villain looked, he probably had some sort of muscle-enhancement quirk, but Izuku has experienced first-hand today just how fast Iida can be. As much as it pains him to flee and leave his friend alone with a villain, he trusts in his ability to handle himself. Right now, he’s more helpful in getting Kota to safety.
Now that he has experienced Iida’s running speed, however, his own running speed seems painfully slow. He dashes along the slanting trail that leads down to the base of the mountain, struggling not to stumble and break his ankle when the ground shudders like an earthquake beneath him over and over. It’s always preceded by the sound of splintering rock and a shriek of rage, the most terrifying and yet reassuring sounds to ever reach Izuku’s ears. They let him know that the villain isn’t fast enough to catch Iida. Still, he makes sure to keep listening for a pained cry from his friend as he plunges into the thick of the forest.
It’s hard to see in the pitch black darkness. One of the reasons why the test of courage was so appealing, but even then they at least had moonlight to go off of. Now, most of the moonlight has been blocked off by the dark clouds from the fire, which he’ll need to keep an eye on, although that seems to be on the other side of the forest, but it can spread quickly-
Kota sniffles against his collar. Izuku tightens his arms around him.
“D-Don’t worry,” he rasps, voice hoarse, “We’ll be alright. We’re gonna get back to camp.”
Tears press into his shirt. “He-He’ll kill him…” He whispers. Izuku spares a quick glance down at him to see his expression utterly horrified, eyes wide and unseeing. “He’ll… He’ll… He’s the one… He-He killed mom and dad!” His voice breaks.
Izuku’s mind whirls, wondering what he could possibly be talking about. Kota’s parents, their killer…
“Muscular?” He asks, unsure, but when Kota nods rapidly, he feels his blood run cold, “That’s who that villain was?” He remembers now, the news story talking about how the Water Hose duo managed to permanently scar the villain that killed them prior to their demise.
Shit, he left Iida with that villain?!?
Izuku yelps when he trips over a root and quickly regains his balance, continuing to run despite the burning in his legs.
This is crazy. They were supposed to be safe.
The wave of panic threatens to rise again. He shakes his head, struggling to clear it. He likes running, doesn’t he? It’s been so long since he’s been on a long run, and he’s on one now, so better use this time for thinking and analysis rather than freaking out, right?
Readjusting his grip on Kota, he forces his panic down and focuses on his footsteps flying over the ground. What does he know? The League of Villains is here. They have a Vanguard Action Squad now apparently, whatever that is. New people, new quirks. Don’t know how many are out there. They’re after Izuku, but they’re also after others- there’s a list. Of who? Students? Muscular said kids. Why would they target kids? Do they want to kidnap them? Kill them?
Footsteps thunder behind him.
He snaps out of his thoughts. The forest vibrates as the sound of crashing trees fills the air. Izuku barely has time to react before he’s suddenly scooped up into a pair of arms and tucked against a chest, going faster than he’s ever gone before. Iida dashes through the forest swiftly, carrying both him and Kota as the world seems to pass by them in a blur. Izuku makes the mistake of glancing over Iida’s shoulder to see Muscular now nearly twice his original size charging after them like an enraged bull, knocking down full-grown trees like they’re twigs. And the terrifying thing is- he’s actually keeping up with Iida.
“This is fun, so much fun!” The villain laughs manically, “It’s like playing cat-and-mouse! It’s been so long since I’ve had a decent runner!”
He lunges forward with a swipe and Iida swerves left so hard Izuku gets whiplash. It’s a good thing, though, because Muscular’s hand slaps down on the ground where Iida was not a millisecond before with a reverberating boom. The villain doesn’t even falter, just digs his fingers into the earth and uses it to launch him forward, continuing to chase them relentlessly.
“What did you say again? That you’re gonna save him? That you’re a hero?” Iida swiftly weaves through the trees like a fish in a stream while Muscular barrels through them like a steamroller, taunting and jeering the entire time. “So why’re you running?! That’s a weird way to save someone! Such a funny little hero!!”
Muscular pounces again, narrowly missing them, landing on their right. His impossibly heavy weight smashing into the ground sends shockwaves rippling through the earth, causing Iida to stumble for the barest of seconds. The villain’s wide, crazed eyes land on Izuku peeking over Iida’s shoulder and he bares his teeth in a grin that nearly splits his face in half. The brief second of falter on both sides passes, Iida regaining his balance and Muscular correcting his course, but to Izuku it feels like a strangely long time.
Watching Muscular tear his way through the forest to chase after him reminds Izuku of watching the big T-Rex chasing after the jeep in Jurassic Park except a million times more horrifying because this is real life. He’s about to tear his gaze away when he spots the villain bring his hand up to his ear and bark, “Yo, Dabi! I’m driving the healer over to your area! Be ready!”
Izuku’s breath hitches. “Iida-”
The speedster suddenly falters. “Sensei!”
The next few seconds happen very quickly. Something flies past Iida, who struggles to slow down from his rapid speed and ducks behind a thick tree, setting down Izuku but not releasing his hold on him as he peeks out from behind the trunk. Stuck between Iida and the tree, Izuku can’t see what’s going on, but he can hear sounds of fighting, thumps and grunts and snarls. He tightens his grip on Kota and squirms in Iida’s grip until he can turn and see what’s going on.
Aizawa has a much-smaller-than-before Muscular pinned to the ground, quirk erased and bound in his capture weapon. Izuku only has a moment to admire how easy it is for him before he takes note of the situation.
“Tell me your purpose, number, and positions,” Aizawa demands, holding his wrist behind his back.
Muscular struggles against the bindings, spitting and cursing. “I ain’t tellin’ you shit, hero!”
“Wrong answer.” Aizawa proceeds to break his arm. Muscular screams and Izuku feels Kota flinch in his hold. “Your left arm’s next,” Aizawa says coldly, “Let’s do this logically. I don’t have all night.”
“N-No you don’t,” the man snickers, despite his agony, “You’re wasting your time with me, Eraserhead. How long do you think your kids will survive? Think you’ve trained them well enough? I sure hope so! I hope they can at least put up a good fight, all that one did was run like a little bitch-”
Aizawa breaks his other arm. This time, Izuku turns Kota’s head away and holds him tight against his chest while he quivers. He’s reminded of USJ, when Todoroki more-or-less tortured the villains into giving them information. He gets that it’s part of the job, but…
Thankfully, Iida seems to sense his discomfort. He glances down at Kota in his arms, then looks up at Aizawa pinning down the villain.
“Se-Sensei!” He calls out uncertainly. Even he seems uncomfortable seeing their teacher’s dark side. Obviously, Aizawa can’t take his eyes off of Muscular, but he does pause at Iida’s voice, so the boy continues, “He’s after Midoriya-kun and Bakugou-kun! He-He told me…”
Izuku glances at Iida sharply, taken aback. Kacchan? What could the League of Villains possibly want with Kacchan?
Aizawa is silent, glaring down at Muscular. Izuku isn’t sure what he’s looking for in the man’s expression, but whatever it is, it’s enough to make him pull back and deliver a sharp blow to his head, knocking him unconscious. Aizawa’s hair flops around his face.
“Are you guys alright?” He asks, straightening up, “What happened?”
Now that the immediate danger is gone, Izuku feels like he can finally breathe. He’s shaking with fear and exhaustion from running with Kota, but adrenaline keeps him up and standing. He and Iida step through the undergrowth over to Aizawa, both panting from exertion.
“Sensei,” Iida gasps, “Things are terrible! Two villains attacked camp- one took out Pixie-Bob, but Mandalay and Tiger-”
“I know,” Aizawa interrupts, “Mandalay sent out a Telepath. I meant what happened to you?”
“Oh, right!” Iida shakes his head, as if scolding himself. “Mandalay sent Midoriya-kun and I to retrieve Kota-kun from his secret hideout- he was alone and Midoriya-kun was the only one who knew where it was. This villain was already there when we arrived and he said that there was a list of kids they came here for and that Midoriya-kun and Bakugou-kun were on it-!” He cuts himself off and glances at Izuku. “Well, he didn’t say that Bakugou-kun was on the list, but he asked me where he was, so I’m assuming he’s on that list too.”
Izuku’s stomach churns with dread.
Aizawa nods, gaze roaming over Iida. “And your injuries?”
Izuku blinks and turns to Iida, only now noticing the dark bruises on his shins, the way he’s favoring his right leg.
“You did it again, didn’t you?” Aizawa asks, eyes darkening, “Have you forgotten what happened in Hosu?”
Iida glances down at himself before frowning up at Aizawa. “I had to defend myself, sensei.” There’s a slight edge in his voice.
Izuku’s about to get a bit defensive too, if Aizawa’s implying what he thinks he’s implying. But instead, all Aizawa says is,
“I know. So you’re going to take these two, you’re going to go back to camp, and you’re going to tell Mandalay that the students of class 1-A and B have my permission to engage in combat.” Izuku’s eyes widen. Aizawa clenches his jaw in resignation. “Now go. Vlad King should be in the remedial hall. You’ll be safest there.”
Iida nods, and then Izuku is once again being scooped up with Kota in his arms. They leave Aizawa with the unconscious villain and make their way through the forest at a speedy, but less desperate pace. Iida slows down to make sure they don’t accidentally run into any villains by surprise, but they soon come across a familiar path and follow it back to the main clearing.
When they reach it, Mandalay and Tiger are still fighting Spinner and the large woman. Not only are the villains holding their own against the heroes, but Mandalay looks like she’s beginning to struggle against Spinner. No doubt she’s at a disadvantage in a drawn-out fight with her emitter-type quirk.
Izuku briefly wonders where Ragdoll is before recalling her position at the checkpoint. She’s probably helping out students in the forest.
Iida skids to a halt behind the treeline.
“Iida-kun,” Izuku croaks, wiggling out of Iida’s grasp, “Help Mandalay! She needs to deliver Aizawa-sensei’s message!”
“What? I can’t leave you alone!” Iida protests, shaking his head, “The villains are targeting you!”
“If we shout to her, not only will it distract her, but it will bring the villains’ attention to me too,” Izuku argues, “She needs help, and you’re the only one who can get close enough to her.” He pushes himself out of his friend’s arms and drops to his feet.
Iida looks torn, glancing between him and the battle raging on in the field. “What about you?”
“I’ll bring Kota-kun to the remedial hall,” Izuku says, readjusting his grip on the boy, “Don’t worry, I’ll give the clearing a wide berth. Meet me there, okay?”
Iida’s jaw clenches. For a long moment, he’s silent, but with a harsh huff, he finally caves. Putting a large hand on Izuku’s shoulder, he lowers his head to look in his eyes and says firmly, “If you come across a villain, you run, understand? I don’t care what Aizawa-sensei said, okay?”
Izuku’s lip twitches despite himself and he nods. They part ways and Izuku takes off sprinting again with Kota clinging to his neck. He runs through the forest, diverging from the path to steer clear of the battle-filled clearing. The stench of smoke is still in the air and it’s only getting stronger, but he isn’t quite sure which way to turn in order to avoid the fire. He’s also making sure to keep an eye out for whoever this ‘Dabi’ person he heard Muscular mention, though. If supposedly they were being driven towards his ‘area’, even if the chase was interrupted shortly after, then he might be nearby.
‘Everyone in class A and class B! In the name of the pro hero Eraserhead, you are granted permission to engage in combat! I repeat! Everyone in class A and class B! You are granted permission to engage in combat!’
Izuku feels… slightly better knowing that his classmates are allowed to defend themselves now. He knows they’re strong, they handled themselves well during USJ even though they barely had any training. But something about this situation seems a lot more serious than USJ. The villains at USJ were small timers, a mere rag-tag team of crooks. These villains are a lot more lethal.
His mind tingles again. ‘We have discovered two of the villains’ targets! Bakugou-kun and Midoriya-kun! Try to avoid combat and acting independently! Understand?’
Too late for that. Hopefully Mandalay won’t get mad at Iida for letting Izuku run off by himself. Well, Izuku isn’t technically alone, he’s with Kota, who he has to protect. As for Kacchan- he should be with Todoroki, right? They should be able to keep each other safe. If Izuku hasn’t heard his best friend’s explosions by now, then that probably means they haven’t come across any villains. Although, they would have to worry about the forest catching on fire- or, well, more fire- but even Todoroki’s ice can be seen from a distance if he makes it big enough.
Distracted, Izuku trips over a stone and nearly falls on top of Kota, catching himself at the last second. Muttering an apology under his breath, he ignores the burning in his legs and keeps running through the undergrowth. He had to step off the path in order to give the clearing a wide berth, but now that he thinks about it that might not have been a great plan. It’s dark, the air is steadily getting thicker with black smoke, and he only has a vague idea where the remedial hall is from here.
He gives himself a quick shake to clear his thoughts. He can worry about Todoroki and Kacchan later once Kota is safe. They’ll be fine. They have to be fine. He needs to focus on himself right now-
Someone steps out from behind a tree.
Izuku skids to a halt.
They spot each other at the same time. The man is tall, dark-haired, covered in purple scars that are seemingly stapled to his skin, and Izuku does not recognize him. He freezes.
The villain takes one look at him before his face peels into a grin. Izuku’s blood runs cold.
“There you are, Midoriya Izuku.”
They found him.
There’s a villain right here, right in front of him, only a few feet away, and he’s frozen in fear. There’s no heroes around to save him. Panic rises within him, threatening to overwhelm him, drown him, and for a moment all he can think is ‘this is it, he’s going to kidnap me, he’s going to take me to Shigaraki, to All For One, I’m never going to see my friends or my mother or All Might ever again-’
The villain takes a step towards him.
Izuku drops Kota.
“Run,” he croaks, not taking his eyes off the man, “Get out of here.”
Kota trembles at his feet. “Wha-What?! I-I can’t lea-”
“Go!” Izuku kicks him away, not hard enough to hurt but hard enough to get him moving. Kota startles, only hesitating for a brief moment before turning and disappearing into the bushes. The villain, thankfully, doesn’t go after him.
“Smart kid,” he drawls, taking another step towards Izuku. Fear jolts through Izuku and he stumbles backwards. The man pauses, head tilting slightly as he smirks, eying him up and down in a way that makes his skin prickle. “You’ve been quite slippery, you know? Why don’t you make this easier on yourself and come quietly?”
Izuku gulps, but… something about his suggestion and his taunting voice seems strangely familiar. His mind flashes back to his training with Shinsou this morning, that unconcerned look that pissed him off so much- this guy looks just like that, with his lazy smirk and hooded eyes. He’s hardly threatened by Izuku at all!
Indignation sparks in his chest, slicing through the numb fear like a knife. Come quietly, huh? In response, he curls his trembling fingers and raises his fists, shifting into a fighting stance.
The villain’s smirk widens. “Suit yourself.”
He spreads his arms to the sides and activates his quirk, letting plumes of blue flames erupt from his hands. They flicker off his skin, tendrils flying to the nearby trees and shrubbery. Wood crackles and pops under the intense heat and Izuku tenses up, watching the flames crawl down to the bushes. With the undergrowth in this particular area being so thick, he has no doubt that it will take just a few minutes before this part of the forest is engulfed in flames. He needs to get out of here.
“So,” the villain says, arching a slim brow, “How ‘bout now?”
He takes another step forward and Izuku takes another step back, glancing around at the approaching flames uncertainly. What can he do here, what can he do here?!? This guy has a fire quirk, which means he’s a long-distance fighter, which means Izuku would be at a disadvantage in a fight against him. He’d be burnt to a crisp before he could even get in close enough to land a hit. So what should he do, run? It would be good to lead him further away from Kota, but the villains are after him, not Kota, so running might do more harm than good, especially if it leads him farther away from the heroes, plus this villain would probably burn down the whole forest chasing him-
As if to prove his point, said villain throws a ball of fire at his feet, causing Izuku to yelp and scramble away. The man laughs.
“Aw, c’mon, kid, don’t make me grab you,” he says, grinning as he raises a hand flickering with blue flames, “I’d feel bad if I hurt a healer.”
Izuku flinches back, then pauses.
Wait a minute.
“L-Leave him alone!”
The flames suddenly go out.
The villain blinks. Slowly, he turns to look at his hand, which is now soaking wet. Then, he glances over his shoulder.
Kota stands behind him with his hands thrown out, wide-eyed and scared stiff, but glaring at the villain with more hatred than he’s ever glared at the heroes with.
And Izuku… Izuku is ashamed. His heart clenches with fear, with guilt for causing such pain and terror for his friends and heroes, for making them fight and bleed for his sake. For making a five year-old boy tremble before a villain to protect him. Shame bubbles in his chest, but underneath it, something burns, scalding hot and absolutely furious.
He launches himself at the distracted villain, delivering a roundhouse kick to the back of his turned head. Kota yelps and scrambles out of the way as the man collapses where he was standing a moment before.
“Kota, run!” Izuku shouts. His voice sounds like he’s gargling broken glass at this point, but he barely notices the pain thanks to the adrenaline coursing through his body. “Get back to the camp!”
“But-But what about you?!?” Kota cries, rushing over to clutch at his leg, “They’re after you! My quirk- I can get you through the fire!”
Izuku shakes his head and grabs Kota to look at him seriously. “Kota-kun, please, I need you to run! They’re after me. You’ve seen me training, remember? You know I can handle myself, but I can’t protect the both of us. Go back to the remedial center and find Vlad King. Send him after me, okay? Can you do that for me?”
Kota nods tearfully as the villain stirs behind him. Izuku tenses up. “Go!” He pushes the boy into an unburned section of the undergrowth. Kota quickly disappears and Izuku turns his attention back to the scarred man as he slowly picks himself off the ground, rubbing the back of his head.
“Damn!” He chuckles, turning to grin at Izuku, “Not bad for a healer!”
Izuku falls back into his fighting stance, eyeing him warily. “They don’t make ‘em easy to catch at UA.”
“You don’t say,” the villain drawls, taking his hand off his head as he stalks towards him. “Shigaraki-kun still won’t shut up about what happened at the mall.” He throws a ball of fire at the bushes on Izuku’s left side. Izuku flinches away. “I guess I can see now why you piss him off so much now.”
There’s a lot of foliage on the ground that catches fire easily too. Izuku staggers backwards to avoid the flames that crawl towards him. The villain continues advancing on him, sending a stream of flames to an untouched tree on his right, setting it ablaze and causing him to stumble away. The thing is, though- he avoids him.
“C’mon, kid, don’t make me grab you. I’d feel bad if I hurt a healer.”
Izuku’s mind works rapidly as he dodges another attack. Maybe he wasn’t just teasing? Maybe he can’t hurt him? Maybe he’s not allowed to hurt him?
“If you want me to heal your Sensei, then there’s something about my quirk you should know. It doesn’t work if I’m injured.”
If All For One is after him, then these villains need to somehow kidnap him without injuring him! Right? But- he hastily dodges a blazing fireball thrown over his shoulder, ducking behind a boulder.
“Hiding? A little cowardly, don’t you think?” Comes the villain’s languid voice, “Geez, you’re starting to make me feel like the bad guy here.”
Izuku gasps for breath, struggling to think. Okay, that was close. Maybe he was wrong? But Muscular got pretty close to him too.
Muscular…
“Yo, Dabi! I’m driving the healer over to your area! Be ready!”
“Hey!” Izuku squeaks from behind the boulder, “Are you Dabi?”
“Hm? Who wants to know?”
Okay, so if this is Dabi, then why doesn’t he just grab him? Why bother with the flames? All he’s doing is risking Izuku’s injury and potentially ruining the chances of All For One getting healed. He’d have a much better chance of kidnapping Izuku without injuring him if he subdued him without using his quirk. Oh, what Izuku wouldn’t give to have Shinsou’s quirk right now! He could just brainwash this guy into giving him all the answers-
A jet of blue flames suddenly burst on all sides of the boulder, startling Izuku. He flinches, curling into a ball to avoid the flames licking at him with their searing heat. There’s no time to ponder about the mindset of villains! He needs to get back to the heroes!
Izuku pushes himself off the ground and flees. Dabi takes off after him. Now that he’s fairly certain the villain won’t hurt him, Izuku isn’t as concerned about turning his back on him as he is about finding a way out of the forest before it burns down. Dabi catches on quickly and sends a stream of flames ahead of him, setting the brushwood in front of him ablaze. Izuku has to skid to a halt and change directions or risk stumbling into a fiery death.
Sweat drips down the back of his neck as he runs, frantically trying to think of which is the way back to camp. He veers left, but that gets thrown up in flames too. Dabi’s footsteps pound relentlessly behind him. As Izuku runs through the forest, he slowly starts to realize that he can hear sounds of fighting, screams and shouts from other students, but he can’t tell where they’re coming from. Blood roars in his ears and his legs shake with exhaustion, but he can’t stop running. Dabi is deadly fast and he keeps cutting off every path back to camp, forcing him deeper and deeper into the forest. Another turn leads to another unburned path getting set ablaze within seconds, and Izuku feels fear swelling in his chest as he quickly swerves away.
The undergrowth whips his calves as he runs, Dabi chasing him for what feels like ages. He soon starts coughing; the black smoke from Dabi’s fire is filling the air, getting thicker as the fires grow. His head is starting to spin from the lack of clean oxygen as he forces himself to run on wobbly legs, entering a clearing of scraggly-looking trees that are already on fire. The bright flickering light of the flames makes his eyes hurt as he glances around, desperately searching for an unburned area he can run through.
Spotting one, he dashes over to it, only for it to be engulfed in flames a moment later. He doesn’t need to glance over his shoulder to know that Dabi is still following him. Panic rises in his throat, but he swallows it down. There’s another unburned area, he sees it! It’s kind of close to Dabi, he probably won’t make it in time before the villain burns it too, but-
Izuku skids to a halt in front of the unburned path. Everything around him is engulfed in flames. The path remains unburned. He pauses for a long moment, then slowly looks back at Dabi.
The villain stands, poised, a few feet away, watching him with cold, calculating eyes. A hunter’s eyes.
And Izuku understands.
Dabi is not the one meant to capture him. No, no- he’s the pursuer. Izuku is the prey and Dabi is the wolf that’s meant to separate him from his friends and herd him to where his packmates lie in the shadows waiting to pounce.
Izuku steps away from the path.
Dabi’s lip curls. “Clever little thing, aren’t you?” He drawls, “Shigaraki-kun said you might figure it out.”
Izuku’s eyes land on his ear and- his stomach turns to ice. There’s an earpiece. Just like Muscular. He was probably communicating with them the whole time. God, Izuku’s an idiot for running!
He takes a step towards Dabi. “You-You can’t hurt me,” he rasps, “You need my quirk to work.”
Dabi sighs through his nose, as if he’s disappointed. “So it’s gonna be like that, huh?” Izuku stares at him blankly. “Yeah, we need your quirk to work. So how ‘bout we just wait here patiently for my friends to arrive, okay?”
Fear spikes through Izuku. “It-It’s no use!” He stammers, “I-I’ve been sparring for the past two days- I’m-I’m covered in bruises- It won’t even work!” That’s not actually a lie. There’s a reason his quirk hasn’t been activating on contact when his friends have been touching him.
Dabi’s eyes narrow. “You look fine. Nice try.”
Izuku isn’t sure why he said that, there’s definitely some visible bruises on him. He glances down at himself, at his bare arms and legs. No bruises. His eyes widen. What?! No way! He’s been sparring- and, honestly, kind of getting his ass kicked- for the past two days! How does he not have bruises?! His quirk didn’t activate when Iida carried him even though he was injured. Maybe it’s just the weird lighting or the heat-
Heat. The hot springs. The long soaks he’s been taking everyday after sparring, the one he just did before dinner. Heat boosts circulation and increases blood flow, which would reduce inflammation and pain. Which helps in the case of the students not waking up incredibly sore every morning, but for Izuku right now…
The damage is still there, he reassures himself. Heat doesn’t heal broken capillaries. His quirk didn’t activate with Iida. But still, his stomach churns with anxiety. There’s a traitorous voice in his head that’s whispering, ‘but what if...?’. There’s a villain right in front of him. More are on their way right now. He could be taken to All For One, could be forced to heal him, and then… and then…
He can’t even bring himself to imagine that future. He won’t allow himself to imagine that future.
So, he bares his teeth and raises his hand to his mouth. Dabi’s eyes widen.
A second later, he’s right in front of him, grabbing his wrists in both hands and yanking them away from his face. “Oh, you’re a little shit, aren’t you-!”
Izuku headbutts him in the nose and hears it crunch.
The moment Dabi lets go of his wrist, Izuku strikes him in the solar plexus. Hard. Yup, he’s a little shit alright.
As the villain goes down with a wheeze, Izuku grabs him by the wrist, spins him around, and pins him chest down onto the ground. He finishes with a quick kick to the back of the head which he hopes will actually keep him knocked out this time. Instead, something weird happens.
Dabi melts.
Izuku startles, suddenly finding himself standing in a puddle of mush instead of on top of a scarred villain. What the fuck?!? Wasn’t his quirk fire? Does he have multiple? Is he some sort of Nomu?
Well, whatever he is, he seems to be gone now. His fire, however, isn’t. Izuku coughs, head spinning from lack of clean air. He stumbles away from the puddle of Dabi, trying to find a way out of the flames. He obviously can’t go the way Dabi wanted him to go, but the villain blocked all his other paths. He didn’t, however, bother to burn the way he came from.
Izuku runs along there for a while, eyes streaming from the smoke as he hastily dodges blue flames. He hastily fumbles for his phone to call someone, but it must’ve fallen out of his pocket at some point when Muscular or Dabi was chasing him. So he just curses to himself and keeps running. He listens for the sounds of footsteps behind him, keeps his senses on alert for any signs of being pursued, but he doesn’t find any. The forest is strangely silent around him, quiet except for the crackling of the Dabi’s flames. He isn’t quite sure where he’s going, if he’s nearing the camp or just going deeper into the woods. Inhaling so much smoke has left him rather disoriented, but gradually, the air around him starts to clear up. Some of the smaller shrubs and grasses have been burnt black already, leaving no kindling for the flames to burn and therefore, no more fire. An escape path.
His coughs and hacks echo loudly in the forest around him. Izuku winces, both at the pain in his throat and at the volume. He’s long since stopped running, even though he knows he should be doing everything he can to get back to the heroes as quickly as possible. But he’s lost, he’s confused, he doesn’t even know where he’s going. And he’s too exhausted to run anymore. His legs quiver with every step.
Suddenly, the tree branches rustle. Izuku freezes, adrenaline shooting through him once more. Somehow, his body still has some to spare.
For a few tense moments, he stares up at the trees, eyes wide, pupils dilated, muscles tense, waiting for whatever else this hell of a night has to throw at him.
Then,
“Zuku!”
Kacchan’s voice calls from the bushes.
The bushes.
Izuku stares at his friends- Kacchan, Todoroki, Uraraka, Tsuyu, Shoji, Tokoyami- for a brief moment as they burst through the undergrowth and rush over to him before he whips his head back towards the trees. In the second that he looked away, a man has come to stand on one of the branches.
“Well, well, well,” the masked villain croons, “It’s my lucky day! Both my targets have come to me at the same time.”
As soon as Kacchan hears his voice, he skids to a halt and whirls around, glaring daggers. “DIE!!” He screeches, launching himself at the villain with an explosion. He aims another one at his face, but the man nimbly jumps over him and taps him on the back. Izuku watches in horror as his childhood friend vanishes into a small blue marble.
“Bakugou-kun!” Uraraka cries out in horror, “What have you done with him?!?”
“Nothing bad,” the villain replies casually, flipping the marble in his fingers, “I merely took him with my magic.” The mask turns towards Izuku and he gets the distinct feeling of eyes landing on him. He tenses up, but before he can do anything, there’s a wall of ice in front of him.
His friends are still some distance away, but Todoroki’s ice reaches him in seconds, providing a barrier between him and the masked villain. Izuku stumbles backwards, hearing the familiar creaks and groans that let him know that Todoroki is sending out even more ice attacks. Meanwhile, Uraraka rushes to his side and clutches him tightly, keeping her eyes on the fight, which he can’t see very well thanks to the wall of ice. There’s the sound of rustling branches, and then silence.
“He’s gone!” Shoji hisses.
“Damnit!” Todoroki curses, “He’s fast! He was able to dodge my ice!”
“Bakugou-kun? Did he-?” Uraraka asks.
“He took him,” Shoji says.
Izuku’s stomach plummets as ice cold fear washes over him. No. Not Kacchan, not Kacchan, they’re after him, why did they have to take Kacchan, leave him alone!
“We-We have to get him back!” He croaks.
Todoroki’s eyes widen, as if he just realized that he’s actually here. “Midoriya!” He exclaims, rushing over to his side, “Are you alright? What happened-”
“I’m fine, I’m fine!” Izuku interrupts, pushing him away when he looks like he’s about to start fussing, “We need to save Kacchan!”
“You need to get somewhere safe, Midoriya-kun,” Uraraka says, grabbing his shoulder, “The villains are after you too. We can’t lead you straight to them!”
“But Kacchan!” Izuku cries.
“I’ll go after the villain,” Todoroki says immediately, “Tsuyu, come with me please. You too, Tokoyami, if you feel you have enough control over Dark Shadow now.”
Izuku glances sharply at Tokoyami, who he now notices isn’t looking so good. Despite his panic, worry tugs at his healer heart. “Are you alright?” He also realizes that Shoji is carrying someone unconscious on his back. “Who is that?”
“A class B student,” Shoji replies, “Got knocked out by the gas.”
“I lost control over Dark Shadow briefly, but I am willing to fight again tonight.” Tokoyami turns to Todoroki. “Let’s go. There’s no time to lose.”
Todoroki nods and looks at Izuku seriously. “We’ll save him. You get back to camp.”
“Wait, wait, is splitting up a great idea?” Uraraka asks nervously, “We don’t know how many villains are out there. You don’t even have a plan!”
“Like Tokoyami-chan said, Ochaco-chan,” Asui ribbits, “There’s no time to lose. We can’t afford to hesitate. The villain is getting farther and farther away as we speak. Todoroki-chan, Tokoyami-chan, and I have the best chance to retrieve Bakugou-chan from him since we are long-distance fighters. Shoji-chan can hear any other villains that may approach you and Midoriya-chan while you get to safety. It makes sense.”
Todoroki is starting to look impatient. “Yes, yes, it’s a good plan. Can we get going now?”
Izuku reluctantly nods- because what else can he do?- and they part ways. The Bakugou Rescue Team takes off running, but before the Midoriya Escort Squad gets moving, Uraraka offers to take the unconscious student off Shoji’s back so that he can use his limbs more easily.
“Don’t worry, I can lighten him up with my quirk,” Uraraka says, already sliding the boy off his back.
Even though there’s no visible wounds on the student, the sight of someone unconscious sends a flutter of unease through Izuku. “Actually, can I look over him real quick?” He asks, “Just set him down for a moment. I won’t take long of course, it’s just- hell knows what was in that villain’s gas.”
“Of course,” Shoji says, head swiveling around. Izuku eyes his bleeding arm and makes a mental note to check that out later too.
He’s just dropped to his knees beside the unconscious student when suddenly there’s the sound of rustling leaves a few meters away. On either side of him, Shoji and Uraraka startle.
“Bakugou-kun?!?”
They both dash over to the source of the sound behind him. Stunned, it takes a second for his mind to catch up, but when he does, he whips his head around to look over his shoulder, still kneeling on the ground. Sure enough, Kacchan is standing in a cluster of bushes, looking just as confused as Izuku is as Shoji and Uraraka run over to him.
When he and Kacchan make eye-contact, however, his friend’s gaze slides over his head and locks onto something behind him before his eyes widen in horror. In the next second, the blond lunges forward, exploding out of the bushes in a fit of rage, but it’s too late.
Something lightly taps Izuku on the back and his entire existence shrinks into a small blue world.
“ZUKU!!!” Bakugou snarls, flying past a confused Shoji and Uraraka as he aims an explosion at the masked villain. The man dodges, jumping up onto a low-hanging branch of a nearby tree, hastily dodging again when the enraged boy follows. Bakugou chases him all the way up into the thicker branches of the trees, ignoring the cries of his classmates stuck on the ground, and lets out a series of explosions that nearly incinerates all the leaves on the branches.
For a few long moments afterwards, silence fills the air, as well as smoke from the burned wood and leaves. Bakugou stands with his back against the trunk, teeth bared and hands crackling with small explosions, but he can hardly see through the smoke screen he’s created.
A hand touches his head and his world turns small.
From the ground, Shoji and Uraraka watch in dismay as the masked villain jumps out of the smoke-filled tree, two gleaming marbles in hand. Footsteps pound behind them, and Todoroki, Tokoyami, and Asui reappear.
“We heard Bakugou’s explosions, what-” Todoroki skids to a halt, glaring up at the villain. “Shit.”
“My, my, what language,” he says chidingly, “Don’t be so crude, we won’t treat your friends badly. Afterall, they have so much talent! We’re merely just taking them to a stage where they can shine more.”
“Give him back!” Todoroki snaps.
“‘Him’? Oh, you have a preference, do you?” The mask croons, “It’s not nice to play favorites, you know.” Todoroki grits his teeth as he laughs. “But if I had to guess which one of these lovely boys would be your favorite, it would be, hmm…” He raises the marbles closer to his face. “Eenie, meenie, miney-”
Todoroki interrupts him by sending a massive wave of ice at him. The villain hurriedly dodges, slips the marbles in his pocket, before pressing his finger to his earpiece, “Vanguard Action Squad! Targets successfully collected! It was just a short while, but with this, our show has come to a close! As arranged, head to the retrieval point in the next five minutes!”
He turns and begins racing across the forest, bouncing from treetop to treetop. Todoroki, Tokoyami, Shoji, Asui, and Uraraka chase after him desperately, but it quickly becomes clear that they have no hope of keeping up with him. So they come up with a plan; Uraraka makes them float, and Asui uses her tongue to launch Shoji, Todoroki, and Tokoyami into the air, the former clinging to the two latter. They crash into the masked villain and pin him to the ground in the middle of a clearing.
“Compress.” Todoroki glances up to see Dabi preparing to roast them alive. “Get out of the way.”
“Roger!” Compress grunts before turning himself into a marble. Dabi immediately sends a wave of blue flames at the three students. Todoroki and Tokoyami manage to dodge to the sides, but Shoji, who was in the middle, gets partially burned.
“Shoji!” Todoroki exclaims when his classmate screams in pain. He moves to rush to his aid, but a villain dressed in black-and-grey intercepts him, dodging his ice and slicing through it with his measuring tape. Meanwhile, a teenage girl not much older than them goes after Shoji, wildly swinging with her knife and giggling the whole time.
Compress reforms with a wince, rubbing his shoulder. “Ow. I can’t believe you flew so far to chase after me. Your ideas are far out,” he grumbles to himself.
“Oi, Mister,” Dabi calls out, idly holding off a screeching Dark Shadow with one hand gushing flames, “Where are you hiding the brats? I thought you said you had them?”
“Of course.”
He reaches into his pocket, only for it to be empty. Shoji yells at Todoroki and Tokoyami to retreat, showing the marbles in his grasp. The students proceed to flee, but Kurogiri arrives, blocking their path.
“It has been five minutes since the signal. Let’s go.”
Dabi is reluctant, but Compress reassures him. “They seemed so happy that they rushed out here, so I thought I’d give them a present. It’s a habit, one of the basics of magic.” He turns to face the students and takes off his mask, revealing the marbles on his tongue. “When I flaunt something, it’s because there’s something I don’t want you to see.” With a snap of his fingers, he releases the ice in Shoji’s hand. Todoroki, Tokoyami, and Shoji stare at him in dismay only for a brief moment before charging, but the villain is already stepping back into the portal.
“And now, that’s all from m-”
Aoyama’s laser suddenly blasts out of nowhere, shattering Compress’s mask and knocking the marbles out of his mouth. Shoji and Todoroki both lunge at the same time, the former’s fist closing around one marble, the latter reaching for the other, only to have it stolen at the last second by Dabi. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow attempt to take it from him, but a wave of flames forces them back.
“Confirm it now,” Dabi orders Compress, “Release this.”
Gritting his teeth, Compress backs into the portal and snaps his fingers, releasing the marbles. Bakugou appears in Shoji’s grip- he comes out swinging this time, nearly punching his classmate- while Midoriya appears in Dabi’s. The villain grins and wraps his hand around the back of Midoriya’s neck. The boy stiffens.
“Too bad we couldn’t get both,” Dabi says, “But at least this one’s more useful.” He begins dragging Midoriya through the portal.
“Midoriya-kun!”
“ZUKU!”
Todoroki and Bakugou both lunge for Midoriya, the latter propelling himself forward with explosions. Even as he rapidly closes in on the other, he knows he won’t make it in time. He locks eyes with his friend, his best friend, the one he’s been protecting since childhood, and what he sees makes his heart stop. It isn’t fear that he’s about to get kidnapped or anguish that he might never live to see another day.
It’s relief. There’s relief in Midoriya’s eyes, relief that he’s the one being taken and not Bakugou.
It makes him want to throw up.
The portal closes.
Chapter 31: The Nightmare
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Warping is a strange experience, but Izuku is too busy panicking to dwell on it for very long. Kacchan’s desperate crimson eyes are the last thing he sees before everything goes dark for a couple of seconds and he feels himself being dragged backwards. Things light up again briefly, long enough for his brain to process the fact that he’s been transported to a new location, and then the hand on the back of his neck is pushing him down. More hands grab him, shoving him to his knees, then further down. He grunts when his chest hits the ground, squirming under Dabi’s weight above him.
As this happens, he hears someone say, “Hey, hey, hey, I thought we were supposed to be gentle with this one?” His voice sounds familiar- right, Spinner. From the clearing. He managed to escape Tiger and Mandalay, then?
Izuku’s hands are yanked behind him and tied at the wrist, the same done to his ankles not soon after. There are a lot of feet shuffling around him, so it’s hard to see who’s who, but a pair of red shoes comes to stop in front of him.
“Yeah, but considering what happened last time, there’s a good chance he’ll try and hurt himself.”
Izuku freezes. This voice he recognizes right away. This voice has been terrorizing him every night for the past two weeks. This voice belongs to Shigaraki Tomura.
Izuku can’t help it- he begins to tremble.
Something is abruptly shoved into his mouth, some rough piece of fabric that startles him momentarily. As Dabi starts tying it behind his head, Shigaraki adds, “Sorry about the gag. Can’t have you biting your tongue now, can we?”
Once the gag is tied, Dabi finally gets off, leaving Izuku lying bound on the floor in front of Shigaraki. The familiar wave of panic from before threatens to rise within him, one that he does a much less better job at suppressing than usual as Shigaraki squats down next to him. His face is covered with a severed hand, but Izuku gets the feeling that he’s grinning like a madman.
“Well, well, Midoriya Izuku, long time no see. Sorry about the kidnapping, although I’m sure you understand why it was necessary,” he drawls condescendingly, tone then taking a bit of a sharper edge, “But let’s not pull a stunt like last time, alright?”
Heart beating so hard it feels like it’s going to pound right out of his chest, all Izuku can do is stare. Shigaraki looms over him, covered in severed hands, looking as ragged and terrifying as he did in his nightmares. He forces himself to tear his gaze away from the man, taking in as much information about his new environment as possible. It looks like he’s in some sort of bar setting, plain, blank walls, wood floor, but what’s most noticeable is that he’s surrounded by villains. There’s Shigaraki, Kurogiri, Dabi, Spinner, the magnetic woman from earlier, the masked man, and two other people he doesn’t recognize.
Izuku swallows. All thoughts of possibly fighting his way out of this go out of his head.
“Good to see that your little bad decision healed nicely, though,” Shigaraki says, hand reaching out to brush his knuckles gently against Izuku’s scarred throat. Izuku has never flinched away from something so hard before in his life. Shigaraki lets out a burst of high-pitched laughter, as if that’s the funniest thing he’s ever witnessed. The skin on his throat itches where Shigaraki touched him and disgust bubbles in Izuku’s stomach. He cranes away from him, but the villain snatches his jaw in a four-fingered grip, dragging the boy’s face close to his own.
“That should have killed you, you know?” He hisses, guttural and low, “My quirk always kills people, but you… It’s like you’re a fucking cheat code for yourself too.” His grip loosens slightly, just slightly, and his thumb rubs over Izuku’s jaw almost thoughtfully. The edge of his lip curls underneath his mask. “You shouldn’t look so surprised about this. Remember what I said back then? My Sensei always gets what he wants.” Leaning closer, he lowers his voice to whisper with glee, “And once you’ve ceased being useful, I am going to kill you as slowly as I please, you infuriating little brat.”
Izuku swallows. The blatant delight in his voice is a surefire promise of a painful death.
Shigaraki stands, dragging him up with him. “Kurogiri,” he barks, “Take us to Sensei.”
Panic surges through him. Eyes widening, he immediately forgoes all logic and starts struggling, ignoring the fact that he’s tied up and surrounded by villains, but Shigaraki keeps a tight hold on him. Fresh terror swells within him like a wave and he doesn’t even bother trying to subdue it this time. All of the sudden, at Shigaraki’s word, this becomes real. The villains won. They got what they wanted. All of the heroes’ efforts to protect Izuku were in vain. He’s going to be taken to All For One, a villain that has ruled the underworld for centuries, and there’s nothing he can do about it.
He’s not ready for this, he can’t do this, he can’t, he’s just a fifteen year-old boy, he was just supposed to spend the summer with his friends, he can’t do this - !
But the villains certainly don’t care, and the next thing Izuku knows he’s being warped again, and his vision is going dark once more and when he blinks, he almost doesn’t realize he’s in another room at first. It’s dark in here; he first notices the bright light coming from a TV. It’s harsh and glowing, but it seems to be the only source of light in the darkness, bathing everything in the room in a pale white gleam. Everything else is shrouded in shadow, but he can hear the gentle whir of unseen machinery scattered throughout the room. The floor is carpeted, and there’s a single, large chair in the middle of the room, occupied by a single, large man.
Izuku can’t breathe.
He isn’t sure how he would have imagined what All For One would look like.
A dark, shadowy figure always came to mind whenever All Might would tell him about his injury. He supposes he always assumed that whoever gave the number one hero such a gruesome wound must’ve been a powerful being of immeasurable proportions. Even after All Might told him the truth, whenever they would talk about All For One, it would always be with this certain... disconnect, almost like he was something of a fantasy. Like he was such a horrible monster that it’s hard to believe that he’s even real. Like something you see on the news that you think is horrible, but you don’t realize how horrible until it happens to you.
Reality has never been more terrifying.
All For One is not a dark, shadowy figure, but a living, breathing man. Bathed in the pale light of the TV, he sits in the chair as if it were a throne, posture relaxed and legs slightly spread. He seems entirely unbothered by the multitude of tubes and wires sticking out of his throat and face. His breath rattles in a strangely distorted way with every inhale and exhale, echoing throughout the room. His face is a mess of scars, and he has no eyes.
Izuku tries to swallow, but his throat has gone dry. This isn’t what he imagined. This is… This is…
This is a living nightmare, right in front of him.
Shigaraki’s tight grip on his arm shifts. A hand clamps down on the back of his neck and four clammy fingers wrap around his throat, sliding into the same position they were in on the day of the mall, pressing into his scars. He’s forced down onto his knees, and Shigaraki kneels beside him.
“Sensei.” He sounds excited, like he’s a kid coming home to show a dazzling report card to their parent. “The mission was a success. For the most part. The Vanguard Action Squad failed to retrieve the Bakugou, but look- I brought you Midoriya Izuku, just like you asked.”
The web of scars covers the top half of All For One’s face, leaving only the bottom half responsible for emoting. Izuku learns that seeing someone smile without eyes is sickening.
“Wonderful job, Tomura-kun,” he says, voice deep and somewhat mechanically warped from the tubes in his throat. His head turns ever so slightly, and even though he has no eyes, Izuku suddenly feels as if he’s being pinned by an intense gaze. His hands grow cold. “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you, Midoriya-kun,” the voice rumbles, “Pardon me if I’m being presumptuous, but I’m assuming you know why I brought you here?”
Izuku trembles under the villain’s sightless gaze. Of course he does. It’s all his panicked mind can think about. All For One brought him here because he needs Izuku to heal him, to fix the damage that All Might caused, so that he can rise up again and resume his reign of terror. The young healer can barely look at the man’s disfigured face without feeling bile burn at the back of his throat.
All For One doesn’t wait for an answer. “I’ve been so curious about you ever since Tomura-kun told me what happened at USJ. I expressed an interest in meeting you, but he took it upon himself to attempt to kidnap you in a hasty manner that resulted in your injury. I apologize for that.”
The fingers on Izuku’s neck tighten slightly. “I don’t,” Shigaraki says rather childishly, “It was his fault.”
“Forgive my student,” All For One tells him, sounding almost exasperated, “He is still learning the value of patience.” To Shigaraki, he says chastisingly, “Tomura-kun, Midoriya-kun is our welcomed guest. Please, be polite.”
Surprisingly, Shigaraki obeys, or at least quiets down, and the grip on Izuku’s neck loosens. Izuku remains on guard, eyes flickering between the two warily.
Unphased by the interruption, All For One continues, “At first, I’ll admit, I did not know what to think. I knew my old nemesis should have been weakened by our battle, and I was certain he would perish at the hands of my Nomu. I was astonished when Tomura-kun told me that my Nomu was unable to kill All Might during USJ, how he didn’t appear weak at all, how you ran in and healed his wounds within seconds. But then during the Sports Festival, it was announced that UA had taken in a bright young healer and it all made sense. How All Might regained his strength, why he suddenly decided to work at UA- it’s all because of you, my boy. How curious.”
His tone is pleasant and welcoming, tickling Izuku’s brain in a strangely warm way, but it’s oh so fake, practically dripping with sweet venom. Izuku sees through it right away and focuses on his words, realizing something important; All For One doesn’t know that All Might isn’t completely healed.
“I’m afraid I never placed enough value in healers in my youth,” All For One admits, “And I pay the price for that now.” He raises his arms slightly and gestures to himself. After a pause, he says, “Even so, if I understand correctly, your quirk is a rarity among rarities. It must be, if you were able to bring back All Might from the brink of death.”
Izuku swallows. Here it comes. Broaching the topic of his quirk.
Honestly, considering the terrible shape that All Might was in after that fight- of which he was the winner- All For One doesn’t look as bad as Izuku would have thought. He’s not nearly as frail or emaciated as All Might used to be. Which terrifies Izuku to think of what he would look like if he were completely healed.
Izuku can’t let that happen. There are a million reasons why, but the most important being- he hasn’t fully healed All Might yet. If he just barely won against All For One in his prime, he won’t stand a chance against him now.
Just the thought has Izuku’s breathing accelerating. Thanks to the gag, his harsh inhales and exhales are quite loud through his nose, audible in the quiet room. All For One pauses.
Then, he sighs, a long-suffering sigh of patience that makes Izuku flinch. “Now, I’m sure you’ve been told many things about me. And I’m sure All Might himself has told you these things. So, I have no doubt that you see me as an enemy. You would be a fool not to. I know my old nemesis, and I know that he has probably painted me out to be some horrendous monster in your eyes. But despite what you may believe, I do have standards. I do not approve of the murder of children. And I will not harm you.”
Izuku blinks.
All For One doesn’t approve of the murder of children?
He thinks about Muscular tearing through the forest like a juggernaut to chase after him, Kota, and Iida.
Yeah, he has a hard time believing that.
All For One has gone quiet now, obviously waiting for an answer.
Shigaraki catches on. “He’s gagged, Sensei.”
All For One is blind.
It should be obvious, considering the lack of eyes, but the guy has the ability to take quirks, so anything goes. Izuku files the information away for later.
“And why is that?” All For One asks.
“I didn’t want him to bite his tongue,” Shigaraki replies, “Remember, he told me his quirk doesn’t work if he’s injured. That’s why I failed to catch him the first time.” He grumbles the last part, fingers clenching a bit tighter around Izuku’s neck.
All For One hums, then gestures with his hand. “Bring him closer, please, Tomura-kun.”
Shigaraki straightens and pulls Izuku up with him. Since his legs are tied together, he has to practically drag the boy across the room towards All For One, Izuku struggling uselessly the whole time. Shigaraki deposits him none-too-gently at his master’s feet, the carpet beneath him cushioning his short fall.
Izuku is right in front of All For One now, on his knees in front of the most dangerous villain the world has ever seen, the one that nearly killed All Might, the one that will surely kill him once he’s through with him- he doesn’t believe All For One’s bullshit about not killing kids for a single second. Shigaraki himself said that he’d kill Izuku as soon as All For One is healed, so who does he think he’s fooling?
A large hand reaches towards him, and every muscle in Izuku’s body instantly goes rigid. Skin, skin, skin, skin-
No, no, wait, he’s still bruised, technically bruised, even if they haven’t shown yet, he knows anatomy, broken capillaries from punches, from sparring, delayed darkening due to increase blood flow and reduced pain and inflammation from the hot springs, but that doesn’t mean the damage isn’t there, he’s fine, he’s fine because he’s not fine, he’s injured, it won’t work, it won’t work, please don’t work-
The hand drops down on his hair. He lets out a shaky exhale, dizzy.
All For One is silent for a long moment, then retracts his hand and says, “Tomura-kun, please remove his gag.”
What?
“What?” Shigaraki exclaims, “But-”
“I understand the precaution,” All For One interrupts, “But it is not necessary. Remove the gag.”
Izuku isn’t sure what the hell is going on or what he did, but a spark of hope flickers in his chest. Shigaraki grumbles uncertainty but obeys, bending down behind him and untying the gag. As soon as the fabric slips out of his mouth, Izuku takes his lower lip between his teeth and bites down until he feels a sharp burst of pain.
“Hey!” Shigaraki snatches his face in a harsh grip, but it’s too late.
Izuku has never been so happy to bleed in his life. He knows the bruises are there, but it’s too uncertain. This cut, this blood, is all the reassurance he needs right now.
Yanking his jaw out of Shigaraki’s grasp, Izuku turns to All For One and hisses with as much fury and hatred as he can muster with his hoarse voice, “I will never heal you!” He spits blood on the villain’s well-pressed pants.
Shigaraki makes a move as if he’s about to turn him to dust, which he probably is, but All For One merely laughs. It’s short and amused, but it sends chills down Izuku’s spine.
“What spirit!” He sounds delighted.
Shigaraki grabs Izuku roughly and Izuku hisses, twisting and snapping his teeth like a feral animal. All For One watches calmly from his chair. “Tomura-kun, what did I say about treating our guest nicely?”
“What?” Shigaraki is in the midst of pinning a thrashing Izuku to the ground. “But Sensei, he-”
“He’s going to help me,” All For One explains patiently, “He’s going to help you too.”
“Never!” Izuku snarls, voice sounding like he’s grating sheets of sandpaper together.
“Why don’t you help him sit up?” It’s not a suggestion.
Shigaraki grits his teeth but reluctantly obeys, giving Izuku a withering glare as he clambers off the boy and pulls him to his knees, shoving him in front of his master’s feet. Izuku kneels before All For One, trying and failing to hide the way his entire body quivers with fear as he glares up at the villain. A smirk dances on All For One’s lips, a familiar one, the same one he sees when he knows people aren’t taking him seriously, when he’s not a threat- and yeah, he’s not stupid. All For One is definitely the bigger threat out of the two of them. Out of everyone in the room, Izuku’s probably the least threatening person.
Doesn’t make it any less infuriating
All For One’s hand reaches down again and Izuku flinches away from it, breath hitching. A pause, then the hand falls. Izuku just barely stifles a sigh of relief.
“Healing is such a noble profession,” All For One rumbles, “Some might say it’s similar to heroics, but I wouldn’t be so quick to label it as such. Heroes are so often hypocritical; maintaining peace through violence, saving lives by taking lives. But you use your quirk simply to heal. You are lucky, Midoriya Izuku. You have a unique position in this corrupt civilization. You are neutral; as a healer, you have a duty to the preservation of life and only that.”
Izuku knows where he’s going with this, and he won’t be fooled. “I won’t heal you,” he rasps.
“Didn’t your mentor ever tell you it’s not your place to choose sides in the war between heroes and villains?”
His place.
Indignation sparks in Izuku’s heart.
“I won’t heal you,” he repeats.
All For One’s lip curls upwards. “I know.”
Izuku blinks, taken aback. “Then why-?”
“Consider it food for thought,” the man interrupts. Then, “Your quirk is very curious.”
Baffled by the sudden change in topic, Izuku blanks. “Huh?”
All For One tilts his head, as if analyzing Izuku even though he doesn’t have any eyes. “Admittedly, I’m no expert on healing quirks, but from what I do know about them, most seem to work by stimulating some part of a person’s natural healing ability,” he muses, “But yours seems to be more of a transfer of your own organic energy. Very self-sacrificial.” His lips turn down and the scars on his face contort into a frown. “Rather detrimental to you, however, is it not? You must be particularly susceptible to quirk exhaustion.”
Izuku’s stomach turns uneasily. “How-How do you know all that…?”
“Ah, when I touched you on the head earlier.” All For One gestures with his hand. “It’s a less flashy quirk of mine, but incredibly useful to me. It allows me to know everything there is to know about a person’s quirk so long as I touch them.”
Izuku swallows and rasps, “Then you’ll know mine won’t work if I’m injured.”
The man chuckles deep in his chest, pleasantly entertained, as if he’s a teacher patiently explaining something blatantly obvious to a toddler. “Yes, I assume that’s probably your body’s natural attempt at self-preservation, to use your energy to heal yourself before you heal others.”
The air seems to still then. Something in the room changes, shifts, sending a tingling sensation shooting up Izuku’s spine.
“But it doesn’t matter to me,” All For One declares, “All I need is to take that energy.”
Izuku’s mind scratches to a halt. Before he can even begin to wonder what he meant by that, All For One raises his hand once more. Then, his fingers begin to transform, turning black with red veins running along them, before they suddenly shoot out towards Izuku. He screams when the jagged edges plunge into his chest, but to his surprise there’s no pain. To his horror, however, he feels his quirk activate against his will. The energy is draining out of him through the spikes, going into All For One, healing him.
Terror streaks through Izuku. Panicking, he desperately tries to shut off the flow, his scrambled mind hastily conjuring up the image of the hose and squeezing it down. It does nothing. For the first couple of seconds, he thinks it’s because he’s too busy freaking out to focus, but then he realizes he’s not doing anything. He has no grasp at all over his quirk! It’s not like any other time when he’s tried to shut it off- he has no control over this, his energy is being torn from him, he can’t even move.
His breathing grows thin and ragged as adrenaline bursts in his veins to protect him. No, no, no, this can’t be happening! Every part of his body is screaming at him, telling him to run, to escape, because this is wrong, so, so wrong and unnatural, but he can’t, he’s trapped, he’s trapped, his life is being drained, what he’s spent so long giving out of generosity is being stolen from him and he can’t stop it-
The jagged spikes tear out of his chest just before he can pass out. He tips forward with a strangled cry, slumping against some unknown object, body limp as a ragdoll. His chest heaves as he gasps for breath, little whines and whimpers escaping his throat with every inhale and exhale. Wide, blown eyes are glazed over with shock as his whole body shudders violently from head-to-toe, muscles twitching and spasming uncontrollably. Black dots dance at the edges of his vision and for a few seconds it’s all he can do to just cling to consciousness. Head spinning, unable to do anything besides remaining slumped over and struggling to catch his breath, trembling with weakness and trying to think through his numb mind, ‘What the fuck just happened?’
Something’s happening above him. Sounds are muffled, filtering through his ears like they’re full of cotton, but he thinks he can hear machinery being fiddled with. Metal on metal, and then All For One’s mechanical breathing is no longer echoing throughout the room.
“How do you feel, Sensei?” Shigaraki’s voice asks.
There’s a long, deep inhale, followed by an exhale. “Better than I have in years.”
Izuku goes cold.
Tears spring to his eyes.
Oh God. What has he done?!?
A hand brushes over his hair. Izuku freezes, staring down at the floor with wide, unseeing eyes, his vision blurring with tears as he waits for… something. He doesn’t know what. Whatever hell is next.
But the hand just strokes his hair gently, fingers carding through his curls as he quivers and shakes with barely stifled sobs.
“Thank you, Midoriya Izuku,” All For One says in a sickeningly grateful tone, “I never thought I would feel this alive again.”
Izuku’s shoulders tremble violently as tears pour out of his eyes and splash onto the carpet beneath him. A choked, strangled sob tears its way out of his burning throat. Fingers scratch his scalp gently, All For One shushing him in a mockery of comfort.
“Oh, I know, I know, I’m sorry,” he soothes, voice dripping like honey, “That was rough. But I am a man of my word, you see? There’s not a scratch on you that’s my doing.”
Jagged fingers piercing his chest. Izuku flinches at the mere memory. But when he looks down at himself, there’s no puncture wounds, no blood, nothing. It’s confusing, it doesn't make any sense, he can’t wrap his addled brain around it, but right now, he’s just relieved.
Still, he can’t contain the gasps and whimpers that escape his mouth as he struggles to get himself back under control. He’s never felt so dizzy and weak before in his life. His forehead drags against the fabric of whatever he’s slumped against, and it takes his rattled brain a moment to realize that he’s leaning against All For One’s knee. He feebly tries to move away, but the man’s hand stops him, the weight of it alone being more than enough to keep his head in place.
“There, there, that’s good, catch your breath.” All For One’s gentle voice is so fake, so condescending, but all Izuku can feel is grateful that that torture is over. “You’ve done so well already. Such a marvelous quirk you have, Midoriya. An absolute treasure. I hope you know how blessed you are.”
Izuku doesn’t feel very blessed. He doesn’t feel blessed at all. Right now, he would gladly trade this quirk if it meant he wouldn’t be here, crumpled on the floor in front of this horrendous villain, too weak to even move his finger.
Fingers scratch against his scalp. A pathetic, broken whine escapes his throat.
“I’ll give you time to rest,” All For One says quietly, “It seems that I am not completely healed. With my other quirk, I could tell that you only have a limited amount of energy you can give at a time. It makes sense, I suppose; our bodies are vastly different, and yours does need a certain amount of energy to perform basic functions. I have time to spare, so I left you with just enough energy to keep you conscious.”
He pats Izuku’s head lightly, as if he did him a big favor, or showed him some giant act of mercy. “Tomura-kun will take you back to the bar and return you here once you’ve regained your strength.”
Izuku’s heart hammers in his chest. Tears blur his vision, but he chokes back the ball of panic that lodges in his throat, desperately tries to focus his scrambled mind on something, anything that can help him. All For One said he was not completely healed. That’s a small blessing the universe has decided to grant Izuku. A respite. That means he has a brief window of time to figure something out, some solution, some way to fix this nightmare.
Or it could just be delaying the inevitable. Like dangling a carrot of hope in front of him only to yank it away at the last second.
He hears Shigaraki approach behind him, but before the villain can grab him, All For One speaks.
“Do you understand now, Tomura-kun?”
The footsteps stop.
“Sensei?”
All For One’s hand on Izuku’s head continues to idly stroke. “Why I was so eager to have Midoriya-kun here join us?”
Shigaraki pauses. “You needed him to heal you.”
All For One tsks. It’s kind of amazing how much disappointment he can put into such a single, short sound.
Another pause, longer. Izuku can’t see Shigaraki, but he can hear his shoes shuffle slightly.
“I…” He sounds frustrated. Uncertain. “You don’t want him to heal any heroes.”
All For One takes a long, deep breath. One that he probably hasn’t been able to take in a while. Then, he says, “They say that healers are the backbone of the hero society. And it’s true. Healing quirks are already so rare to begin with, but once someone is born with one, their life immediately belongs to the heroes. And since the heroes monopolize them so possessively, they’re the ones to get to live to see another day while villains are often left to heal slowly or die after a fight.”
That’s- That’s not true! Izuku wants to shout at him, but the heavy palm presses into the back of his head. Fear silences him.
“But he healed All Might!” Shigaraki hisses, “We had a plan to kill him and this brat ruined everything! And that shit he pulled at the mall- gah!” There’s the sound of nails scratching against skin. “I’m going to destroy him once he’s done healing you!”
All For One tuts disapprovingly. “Tomura-kun, he was able to do in mere seconds what the doctor hasn’t been able to do in years. It’s unwise to waste such a valuable resource. If you cannot see that, then I have vastly overestimated your progress.” His voice takes a darker, warning tone that sends a shiver up Izuku’s spine.
Shigaraki merely grumbles petulantly. “I know…”
“And as for the mall- Well...” All For One chuckles. “You really shouldn’t have expected him to come quietly. Even the most docile of creatures will bite when frightened. However.” His large hand slides off of Izuku’s head, trailing down to wrap around his throat and gently rub at his scar. Izuku’s breath stutters. “I think he learned his lesson,” All For One rumbles.
Nausea churns in Izuku’s stomach. His skin crawls where All For One touches him and he trembles even harder in his grasp, but he notices something that gives him pause.
He can feel All For One’s energy.
Izuku blinks. His lip throbs where he bit it. He’s injured, but his quirk is still activated. No, not quite. His energy is not flowing out of him, even though All For One is still injured, still touching him. It feels more like when he shuts his quirk off halfway through healing someone, when he can sense their own natural energy attempting to heal their injuries.
All For One’s energy swirling around numerous points in his body, specific points, like his right hip, left hand, left knee, chest, face-
Weak points.
Izuku’s eyes widen.
Despite his exhaustion, he musters up enough strength to yank his neck out of All For One’s light grip.
A laugh rumbles in the villain’s broad chest. “My, you are a feisty one, aren’t you?” He sounds amused. “Captured and trembling in fear, and yet you still have a fighting spirit. I can see why All Might likes you.”
“He’s a brat,” Shigaraki says dryly. “Can’t you just take his quirk and give it to one of your subordinates?”
“Now, now, Tomura-kun, there’s more to healing than having a good quirk for it,” All For One replies chidingly, “Midoriya-kun has valuable medical knowledge, and he knows his quirk better than anyone. No, his quirk will remain with him.”
Despite the situation, Izuku can’t help feeling slightly relieved at the words. Shigaraki makes a displeased noise in his throat.
“It seemed to me that you enjoyed his company when you told me of your encounter at the mall,” All For One adds, “Before things went south, of course. Didn’t you tell me he helped you realize your conviction to kill All Might?”
“... He did…”
All For One pauses patiently. “He’s been so helpful already.”
Shigaraki scratches his neck idly. “Yeah, I guess…”
Meanwhile, Izuku’s mind is trying to connect the dots. He feels like he’s missing something here…
“So you do understand then?” All For One asks. Shigaraki grumbles again. “I need a clear answer, Tomura-kun.”
“Fine, fine,” Shigaraki huffs, exasperated, “I suppose our party could use a White Mage. I’ll keep him.”
Izuku freezes.
What.
“Good.” All For One sounds pleased. “I’m glad to see you maturing, Tomura-kun. Providing a healer for your League of Villains will make you seem like a fine and capable leader. They’re a rarity amongst villain groups, and with one you’d be able to more easily support larger ranks.”
Izuku has never mentally backpedalled so hard in his life. Wait a minute, wait a minute, he’s being recruited for the League of Villains?!?
Actually, Shigaraki turning him to dust doesn’t sound so bad anymore.
“Go on and take him back to the bar then,” All For One says, “Return him to me once he’s regained his strength.”
“Sure.” Shigaraki drags a limp Izuku to his feet. Having been too weak to lift his head earlier, it’s the first time he’s able to catch a glimpse of All For One since being forced to heal him. His face is still heavily scarred with no eyes and there doesn’t seem to be much of an external change except for a significant reduction in the amount of tubes and wires attached to him, so Izuku assumes most of the healing he did was internal. Makes sense, his quirk automatically targets the worst injuries first. He noticed the change in All For One’s breathing before and after the healing, and while he’s pretty sure he didn’t regrow any lungs, there’s a good chance the majority of his energy went into repairing whatever damage was in his respiratory system.
But All For One still has a lot of injuries. They’re different from All Might’s; he was, and still is, literally missing organs, which caused him to become emaciated and weak. All For One is missing less organs- the most significant ones being his eyes- but he’s more physically damaged.
But what’s most important is that he won’t be healed quickly. Like All For One said, Izuku has a limited amount of energy he can give, and All For One is a big guy with big injuries, so if he was being honest about not wanting Izuku to pass out from quirk exhaustion whenever he heals him, then they’re going to have to take it slow, do multiple healing sessions.
Which means Izuku has time.
Not right now, though. Shigaraki is dragging him away from All For One and Izuku doesn’t have any more time to think before he’s being warped back to the bar.
As soon as his feet are on wooden floor once more, Shigaraki shoves him against Dabi’s chest. “Strap him to the chair or something.”
He lets go and Izuku’s knees immediately buckle, unable to support his own weight. Dabi hastily catches him, arching a brow at his trembling form. “The fuck happened to him?”
“I thought he was going to heal your boss?” Spinner asks.
“He did.” Shigaraki waves a hand dismissively. “His quirk drains his energy apparently.” As he talks, Spinner comes up to Dabi’s side and helps him haul Izuku over to a heavily-padded chair. Shigaraki watches them, tilting his head after a moment. “Eh, you don’t need to bother too much with those restraints, I guess. Brat’s too weak to cause much trouble.”
Dabi doesn’t appear to be very convinced and ties his wrists and ankles to the chair. Still, that’s extremely forgiving considering the ridiculous amount of bindings and straps there are on this thing. Izuku slumps over, shivering and sniffling as his hair falls in his face, hopefully hiding his tear-streaked cheeks.
Spinner cranes his head to peer at him. “What about his lip? It’s bleeding. Didn’t you say-”
“Sensei figured out how to force his quirk,” Shigaraki explains, “But he can’t heal him all at once because it’s like a transfer of his own energy and if he loses too much then he’ll pass out. So I’ll bring him back to Sensei once he regains his strength.”
He goes to sit at the bar. Izuku’s skin prickles under the curious gazes of the other villains.
“A transfer of energy?” The masked man, the one that turned him into a marble, tilts his head. “That’s not exactly what I had expected.”
“Your sensei can force quirks?” A man in a grey-and-black bodysuit asks Shigaraki, “Cool! Suspicious! When are we going to meet this guy?”
Completely ignoring the sudden change in tone mid-sentence, Shigaraki replies coolly, “I said he figured out how to force his quirk. And eventually. Maybe.”
Izuku eyes him from under the fringe of his hair. The wording was strange. He files that away for later. Right now he has to worry about the teenage girl that’s bouncing up to him and plopping herself down in his lap.
“I’m Toga!” She announces cheerfully. Her flashing yellow eyes are hollows of madness. “You’re so much cuter when you bleed! Can I make him bleed more?”
She reaches for his face and presses her thumb down on his cut lip. Pain sparks and he grunts, feebly tugging his chin out of her grip. She giggles and doesn’t let go, pressing harder until he feels blood dribbling down his chin.
“So pretty!” She chirps.
“Lunatic,” Dabi mutters under his breath.
Trembling with weakness, Izuku keeps trying to pull away, steadily getting more and more annoyed, but Toga keeps toying with him.
A few seconds later, the masked man sighs, “If he needs to regain his energy in order to heal Shigaraki-san’s sensei, then injuring him further would only delay that.”
Toga puffs up her cheeks and pouts. “Aw, you’re no fun.”
Her thumb stills on Izuku’s lip. Irritated and indignant, he snaps at it.
She quickly pulls it away and grins, revealing much sharper fangs. “Hehe, you’re so funny!” She giggles, sounding absolutely delighted, “I like him, Tomura-kun! Can we keep him?”
“Sure.” Shigaraki grunts.
Toga blinks.
She turns to stare at Shigaraki, as do the rest of the villains.
“Wait, seriously?” Spinner asks.
“I thought you hated him?” The magnetic woman asks.
“Weren’t you just ranting about being so excited that you finally get to kill him for messing up your plans to kill All Might?” Dabi sounds bored.
“Wait, what? You were going to kill him?!?” Spinner exclaims, eyes wide.
“Well, after he healed his boss, yeah.” Dabi shrugs.
Spinner whips his head between him and Shigaraki rapidly. “I didn’t know this! That’s messed up! You can’t kill a healer!” He protests, “Especially not that one, he was acknowledged by Stain himself!”
Izuku blinks. He was?
Shigaraki’s eye twitches between the fingers of his mask. “Did you not just hear what I said? I’m not going to kill him.”
“Anymore,” Spinner shoots back.
Kurogiri raises his hands in a silent request for peace. “I think what your comrades would like to know is the reason behind your sudden change of heart,” he says amicably.
The villains nod. Shigaraki sniffs. “I figured it would be obvious,” he says nonchalantly, “Healers are rare and are prized by the hero society. We kill two birds with one stone by keeping the brat. One, we get to have a healer. That’s a plus for us and one less healer for the heroes. Two, I’ve just seen the way this kid’s quirk works, and it’s like nothing I’ve ever seen before. Nothing like anyone’s ever seen before- according to Sensei, it works differently than most healing quirks. He’s a healer prized amongst healers, and that’s gonna make it look even worse for UA when this hits the news tomorrow morning.”
The dismembered hand hides his face, but the malicious grin is evident in his voice. Discomfort gnaws at Izuku’s insides.
Spinner his eyes at Shigaraki. “And your little personal vendetta against him? How do we know you won’t turn him to dust the moment he pisses you off again?”
Shigaraki clicks his tongue and rolls his eyes. “Oh, don’t be so dramatic, it was hardly a vendetta,” he says sarcastically, “He escaped me once and it irked me. We have him now. I’m not so immature that I would deprive my comrades of such a valuable resource over a mere trivial matter.”
Izuku blinks, incredulous.
That sounds exactly like what he would do. Actually, that’s exactly what he was going to do if it hadn’t been for All For One convincing him otherwise. He’s acting like he’s the one who came up with the idea to keep Izuku. And he’s acting like he’s so mature for doing so.
Still, his allies seem impressed somehow.
“Good.” The masked man nods in approval.
“Bravo!” Bodysuit claps. “Such character development! Suspicious!”
“A surprisingly mature decision,” Dabi mutters to himself, eyebrows raised.
“It would be nice to have a healer on our side,” Kurogiri muses, “And such a powerful one too. We’ve always had to wait so long whenever we’ve been injured. This will greatly increase our recovery time after any negative encounter with heroes.”
Izuku is starting to get tired of them talking about him like he’s not in the room. Healing All For One is one thing, he didn’t have a choice in that matter, but healing these guys?
Mustering up his strength, he lifts his trembling head to glare at the villains. “I’ll never heal you,” he croaks, voice hoarse and thin. The hellish day’s events have left the traumatized muscles of his throat burning.
All eyes land on him.
“Damn, he sounds like shit,” Dabi says.
“‘Course he does, Shigaraki-san turned his throat to dust,” the magnetic woman says.
Shigaraki scoffs, “Hey, he turned his own throat to dust. Moron.”
“Hey!” She scowls.
“I meant him.”
Spinner glances at Izuku. “Did anyone actually hear what he said?”
“I did!” Toga waves her hand from where she’s still sitting on Izuku’s lap. “He said, ‘I’ll never heal you!’” She changes her voice to mock his and giggles. Izuku glares.
Shigaraki laughs too. “Well, it’s a good thing now you we don’t need you to be willing, then, hm?” He leers through his mask.
Izuku stiffens. What does he mean by that? Only All For One can force him to use his quirk… right? With those finger things… unless… Shigaraki knows All For One a lot better than Izuku does. Maybe he can force Izuku’s quirk to work not only on himself but on other people too? What will Izuku do then?
Toga’s palm comes up to cup his cheek. Izuku flinches away instinctively.
“Oh, no, none of that!” She grabs his face, pulling it close to hers as she grins, pointy teeth glinting, “We’re going to be best friends, aren’t we? You’re ours now. Isn’t it great? We’re going to have so much fun together!”
Izuku fruitlessly struggles in her grasp, but he’s still incredibly weak from All For One’s forced healing, just barely teetering on the edge of unconsciousness.
But even if he can’t physically defy them, he’ll never bow verbally. “I’m not yours. The heroes will come for me.”
Shigaraki laughs again, “No, they won’t. The League of Villains stole UA’s precious young healer. Just you wait, soon the public will turn on the heroes. They’ll be too busy saving their own skins to try and save you. And if they do, well…” He chuckles, darker. “Sensei will have no trouble dealing with them now thanks to your quirk.”
Izuku’s stomach sinks. A hard ball forms in his throat and he averts his gaze downwards, struggling to suppress the rising emotions within him. He feels Shigaraki’s eyes boring holes into the top of his head.
Thankfully, however, it seems that even villains need to sleep. The masked man and bodysuit somehow convince Toga to leave Izuku alone, and only the former and Kurogiri are left to watch over Izuku throughout the night. Even though he’s not completely alone, Izuku is at least grateful he’s away from the arguably worse members of the League. With no distractions, he can finally think.
Except he’s so tired.
This has been just about the longest day of his life. He started his morning tangled in Todoroki’s arms, then had an emotional sparring session with Shinsou, then got chased around the forest by numerous villains, then had his energy forcibly drained from him just to the brink of quirk exhaustion, and now he’s about to spend the first of who knows how many nights with the League of Villains, who he’s just been recruited to become their unwilling healer.
…
… He was just supposed to be at a summer camp with his friends…
A sob rises in his abused throat. He chokes it back, forcing it and all of the emotions that come with it back down. The wave of panic that he’s grown all too familiar with within just the past couple of months alone makes itself known in the rapid pounding of his heartbeat, in the blood rushing in his ears, in the way he trembles for a reason other than pure and utter exhaustion. It’s so dangerously easy to lose himself to the fear, to drown in it, and he already feels himself slipping, so he finds himself sinking his teeth into his bottom lip. Pain flares and it grounds him, providing him with enough of an anchor to guide him back to the surface.
He can’t allow himself to drown yet. He is in a situation in which he desperately needs to keep a level head if he wants to escape. There are no heroes here right now; he needs to rely on himself.
He needs to analyze his situation. He needs to make a plan. He needs to act on it, if he can. He needs to be careful. He needs to be brave. He needs- he needs- he needs-
Izuku bites his lip so hard he tastes blood on his tongue. Squeezing his eyes shut, he can’t help letting a few stay tears dribble down his cheeks. The gnarled, cringing feeling in his gut uncurls ever so slightly. He inhales shakily.
This is not UA. Izuku has never faced a challenge like this before in his life.
But he needs to be brave.
So he allows himself to cry once.
They’re soft sobs. Controlled. He does not let himself spiral into a panic attack. He locks all of his fear and anxiety and hurt into his tears and cleanses his body of the feeling. Kurogiri and the masked man don’t say a word as he quietly sniffles and hiccups. And once the tears have run out, once he’s able to catch his breath and hold his head above the water, he hardens himself.
And he begins to plan.
His vision starts to go fuzzy at the edges, but he forces himself to cling to consciousness. No, no, he can’t pass out just yet. He needs to organize his thoughts, organize what he learned, what he gathered- surely he learned a lot today? What did he learn?
He wracks his exhausted brain, going back through his encounter with All For One, trying to make a list. All For One doesn’t know that All Might isn’t completely healed. All For One is blind. All For One is not and will not be completely healed for an unknown amount of time. Izuku can sense All For One’s weak points.
It’s a shorter list than he thought. The latter three might change if Izuku doesn’t get rescued or doesn’t escape before All For One demands another healing session from him.
So what can he do with this information?
His mind draws a blank. Obviously, he can’t do anything. Izuku is a mere pebble amongst the thundering torrent of gushing water that is All For One. He can’t even begin to dream to pit himself against him. No, no, it’s a relief knowing that All For One is still injured. That Izuku didn’t just completely ruin everything that All Might and all the previous holders of One For All had worked so hard to achieve. That there’s still a chance to fix this.
He’s all too aware of the fatigue pulling heavy at his bones, the temptation of sleep growing stronger. Having been drained to the brink of exhaustion, it’ll probably take him an entire day- at the very least- in order to regain his stamina. That’s plenty of time for the heroes to come rescue him, right? Surely they’ll find him before All For One does... that to him again?
Izuku shudders, squeezing his eyes shut at the memory of jagged fingers piercing his chest, of his own quirk, his own energy, his own life being forced out of him against his will. God, he doesn’t want to go through that again. Having his energy torn from him... he doesn’t know how much he’ll heal All For One next time. His quirk automatically targets the worst injuries, he doesn’t know how much stronger he’ll get, if it’ll be too strong...
No. He has at least a day of rest. Something needs to happen before then.
All Might has to fight All For One before then, because if he doesn’t rescue Izuku in time…
He can’t think about that. The heroes will come for him. Screw what Shigaraki said- he knows they must be already working to find him. He has to trust in their ability, and he has to ignore the traitorous voice in the back of his head that whispers ‘what if they don’t find me in time?’
In the meantime, he needs to gather information. This is an active situation, constantly changing and developing at every second. He needs as much information as he can get in order to adapt. There’s so much he doesn’t know about All For One and the League. If there’s some way he can escape or at least buy himself more time for the heroes to arrive before All For One calls for him, then he needs to find it. But how?
The obvious answer is the League. They’re the only source of information for him right now. But he can’t just start asking questions, they’ll become suspicious. Especially Shigaraki- despite his saying otherwise, the greenette has no doubt that the villain still harbors some hostility towards him. Besides, he gets the feeling that the other League members don’t really know much about All For One anyways. The interaction between Shigaraki and the man in the bodysuit, who he heard Toga later refer to as Twice, has Izuku thinking that Shigaraki seems to be keeping his comrades in the dark to some degree. Izuku needs to find out just how much, or how little, they know.
Part of him wonders if they’d follow Shigaraki if they knew how horrifyingly powerful his Sensei really was, if they knew he could take away all their quirks in the blink of an eye.
What matters, though, is that they’re loyal to him now. How will he get information from them without outright asking? He can’t imagine he’d be very good at manipulation; Kacchan has always complained he wears his heart on his sleeve, and even Todoroki once said something about him being too soft...
“Having a soft heart won’t benefit you when it comes to villains.”
Izuku huffs silently. Yeah, he knows that. Obviously. It wasn’t that he had a soft heart back then, it’s just...
“Now, I know that the media and the news and no doubt your school has taught you to adore heroes and hate villains. But you need to understand this: we, as healers, are a neutral party. Above all else, our duty is to save lives. Hero or villain, good or bad, that doesn’t matter to us. We are separate from that. We cannot let our personal feelings on a matter get in the way of our work. It’s not our place to judge the value of life based on the actions of the individual- for healers, all life is equal. Do you understand?”
Izuku frowns, Kamei’s words echoing in his head. Why is he thinking of this now?
“You are lucky, Midoriya Izuku. You have a unique position in this corrupt civilization. You are neutral; as a healer, you have a duty to the preservation of life and only that.”
Izuku’s frown turns into a scowl, his stomach curling with bitter repulsion. He shouldn’t be surprised that All For One would be so disgustingly manipulative, twisting everything to his advantage. And then-
“Didn’t your mentor ever tell you it’s not your place to choose sides in the war between heroes and villains?”
And wasn’t that infuriating! His place! As if he has no purpose other than to sit quietly and use his quirk on whatever sorry injured fool gets thrown at him!
And the thing that pisses him off the most is that- as much as he hates to admit it to himself- there’s an inkling of truth behind it. He knows Kamei didn’t mean it that way, but it’s so easy to see it when All For One twists his words just so. And then it gets him to start thinking of whenever Recover Girl would tell him not to worry about things that don’t concern him, to leave it to the heroes- well, there’s no heroes here right now!
He gives himself a mental shake, struggling to force away the fatigue fogging his mind. It won’t do him any good to dwell on All For One too long. That villain is a master of manipulation. Just thinking of the smirk on his face when he was telling him of his ‘place’ makes Izuku’s blood boil. That amused, absolutely unconcerned smirk, the one that tells him he’s not a threat, that he’s not even being taken seriously, because why would anyone ever feel threatened by Izuku? He’s just a healer, he doesn’t have a combative quirk, he can’t even protect himself, let alone hurt anyone-
“Never underestimate the power of being underestimated,” Shinsou’s voice drawls in his head, “If your opponent is stupid enough to assume that you’re weak, take advantage of that.”
Izuku blinks.
He’s just a healer.
“Eh, you don’t need to bother too much with those restraints, I guess. Brat’s too weak to cause much trouble.”
His lips curl upwards.
He’s just a healer.
The villains look at him and see a helpless boy without a combative quirk. They see someone they can use. That’s okay. He can play that role. He can be the nice, timid healer. He’s small and submissive and that’s good, right? People usually fall for that sort of thing.
But he is not as weak as they think he is. He has proven that to others but, most importantly, to himself time and time again. He needs to remember that now more than ever.
He won’t give them any trouble until they least expect it.
Exhaustion finally starts winning him over and he slowly starts feeling his eyes sliding shut, but a spark of determination fills his chest, keeping the remaining fear at bay.
Before he passes out, a very Kacchan-like voice growls in his head.
Izuku is a motherfucking UA student! He can be just as clever as these villains!
Notes:
Ya'lls reaction to last chapter was hilarious. Continue suffering my friends, the angst train has only just left the station.
Tell me what you guys thought of the chapter! I love feasting on your comments
Also, in case it wasn't clear, AFO used his 'forceful quirk activation' quirk on Izuku that he used on both Kurogiri and I think Magne too during the Kamino fight in cannon.
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Next chapter, Shigaraki takes a stand against commercialized hero-sponsored breakfast foods.
Chapter 32: The Manipulator
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Consciousness comes back to him slowly, awareness beginning with the curious ache in his heavy muscles, an unfamiliar fatigue and pain that isn’t usually there. Muffled voices tickle his brain, filtering through his ears as if they’re stuffed full of cotton. He can’t even begin to process what they’re saying. It takes a long moment for his mind to come to the conclusion that he should probably be confused, maybe even concerned. This isn’t the usual environment he’s used to waking up in.
Opening his eyes is a lot harder than it should be. His eyelids stick together with an unusual amount of morning mucus and dried up tears- did he cry last night? When he finally manages to pry them apart, he immediately wishes he hadn’t.
The League of Villains gather around a TV watching the morning news as if that’s the most casual thing in the world.
Shit.
Izuku jerks upright, only to groan in pain. Sleeping in such an uncomfortable position in this chair did not do him any favors and now his muscles, sore from sparring, are making their complaints known. Izuku grimaces, gritting his teeth and glancing down at himself. Looks like his bruises finally darkened overnight too.
“Well, well, he’s back to the land of the living!”
Izuku’s head snaps back up. His pained groan caught the attention of the villains, who are now looking over at him with various expressions of amusement. His heart sinks to his stomach.
It was real, then. He’s really been captured by the League of Villains.
Sharp, jagged blades piercing his chest, forcing his quirk, tearing his energy away from him-
Izuku swallows and forces himself not to tremble under their gazes.
“Finally!” Shigaraki sits at the bar, leaning against the countertop as if he doesn’t have a care in the world. He glances over his shoulder at Izuku, a grin curling under his mask. “I was starting to worry you were going to miss the fun, little cheat code. I would’ve woken you up, but Kurogiri said not to.” He grumbles the last part petulantly, but it’s half-hearted.
The warp villain stands behind the bar. “I merely assumed he would need as much rest as he could get in order to replenish his depleted energy,” Kurogiri says, smooth and rational. Golden eyes surrounded by dark mist land on Izuku. “How do you feel?”
Izuku’s tongue lays heavy in his mouth. The question may sound harmless coming from Kurogiri’s polite voice, but he knows what it’s really asking. Does he feel better enough to heal All For One again?
They can’t possibly think he’s fine already! It’s only been a few hours- he hasn’t even had anything to eat or drink! He’s able to lift his head now more easily, but he can still feel the weariness that drags heavy at his muscles.
“U-Um,” he stammers, voice thick and heavy, trying to get his still half-asleep brain to work, “I- um-”
“Oh, oh!” Toga starts slapping Shigaraki’s arm excitedly, much to the man’s displeasure. “Tomura-kun, look! The commercials are over!”
Shigaraki’s head swings over to the TV. “Perfect! Hey, Kurogiri, turn the TV over to the kid. Twice, Magne, move out of the way.”
The two immediately obey, moving to clear a path between Izuku and the TV on the counter, the other villains watching him attentively. Then, Shigaraki gets up from the barstool and saunters over to him. Izuku tenses up as he approaches. His blood-red eyes are bright as they peek out between the fingers of his mask and there’s a lilt in his voice. Shigaraki Tomura is in a good mood.
Uh oh.
“You woke up just in time, cheat code!” He says. His voice is a mockery of cheerfulness. “Just wait ‘till you see this! You’ll get a kick out of it, trust me.”
His words accelerate the already rampant pounding of Izuku’s heart. The freckled boy watches him warily as the villain moves to stand beside him, uncomfortably close.
“Eyes on the screen, kid,” Dabi says.
Startled, Izuku turns to blink at the TV in confusion.
A moment later, Shigaraki’s hands slide over his shoulders, pinkies raised.
“Listen.” Warm breath brushes his ear.
Izuku tenses up and the hands press down, as if keeping him in place, as if he could even move in the first place, what with these restraints. Swallowing, Izuku takes a breath and forces himself to pay attention to the screen. Turns out, the muffled voices he heard earlier were from the TV. A news broadcast is playing, and he instantly realizes why the League was so interested in it.
“As we all know, healers are an extremely important part of the hero community and have been targeted a handful of times in the past,” a female news anchor is saying, “But in recent decades there has been a significant increase in protection around them.” Her face sours. “Somehow, UA hasn’t seemed to have gotten the memo.”
Her feathered co-anchor sitting beside her chirps, “Since it was announced that they took on a new healer, Midoriya Izuku has been targeted not once, not twice, but three times by villains!”
“Four if you count USJ, although he wasn’t specifically targeted then,” a third co-anchor says.
“Oh, don’t even get me started on USJ! UA can’t protect any of their kids, let alone their own healer!”
Izuku’s face goes ashen. Dread creeps down his spine. Beside him, he can practically hear Shigaraki’s grin grow larger.
The feathered news anchor speaks again, “What I don’t understand is why they let Midoriya go on this camping trip in the first place? They knew he was being targeted, and their solution is to send him off into the middle of the woods with his classmates?”
“Exactly!” Anchor #3 says, “Shigaraki Tomura made a very public attack against him at the mall a mere two weeks ago, one I’m sure he’s only just barely recovered from.”
One of the hands on his shoulders twitches.
“We must conclude that there is some sort of problem with the management of UA High,” the female news anchor says with a tone of decisiveness.
“Speaking of that attack, that brings me to my next question: what does this League of Villains want with Midoriya?” The bird-like anchor hesitates. “It ruffles my feathers just to suggest it, but Midoriya just barely escaped with his life from the last attack…”
The news anchors suddenly become very grave.
“Oh, Funai-san…”
“We shouldn’t think like that…”
“What, they think we’re gonna kill him?” Spinner asks, wrinkling his nose.
“Oh no, we wouldn’t do that!” Toga insists, jumping up from her barstool, “He’s so much more fun alive!” After a pause, she turns to Shigaraki with a bright smile and asks, “But if we do kill him, can I be the one to do it?”
Ignoring her, Shigaraki leans his head closer to Izuku’s. “What did I tell you, hm? Remember what I said yesterday?” His grip on Izuku’s shoulders tightens slightly.
Izuku stares at the TV, willing himself to stay calm. Of course, he should have seen this coming. The most prestigious hero school in Japan just got attacked yet again by the League of Villains and came out for the worse this time. To say that UA is facing criticism would be an understatement. No doubt Principal Nedzu and the rest of the faculty will be working hard to salvage their public image and put the people’s mind at ease.
But what about Izuku? Surely they’ll be working hard to save him too?
“They’ll be too busy saving their own skins to try and save you.”
Izuku gives himself a mental shake. No, no, that’s not true! He can’t let himself believe that! He can’t let himself lose hope! There’s plenty of heroes at UA, clever and capable heroes that he trusts with his life. He needs to remain strong and gather what information he can from the inside.
Be the nice, timid healer.
He allows himself to quiver ever so slightly beneath Shigaraki’s palms. Staring wide-eyed at the TV screen, he swallows and lets out a shaky exhale, “O-Oh.”
“Oh?” Shigaraki snickers. “Is that all you can say?” He gives Izuku’s shoulders one last squeeze before moving away. The boy stifles a sigh of relief.
Shigaraki strides back over to the bar, head raised. “Our plan has worked even better than I could have ever imagined. The media is tearing UA to shreds and finally we are being taken seriously! No more talk about Stain!” He leans his elbow against the counter and shoots a grin at his comrades. “Finally people are seeing how foolish and pathetic heroes really are.”
“‘It's about time.” Dabi smirks.
Izuku feels a flash of anger on behalf of his heroes, but he forces it down to a simmer. He can’t let himself react on a whim. Still, it would be suspicious if he didn’t give them any fight, so he rasps, “They’re not.”
The villains merely laugh at him, condescending and amused, like he’s a small child that just said something particularly stupid. He clenches his jaw and tries not to glare.
“Kid, you’re naive,” Dabi says in a bored tone, “You’ll see just how pathetic they are when they fail to save you, let alone find you.”
“They’ll come,” Izuku insists, but his voice gives out and he dissolves into a burst of coughs. Having overused his voice so much during the past few hours has really taken a toll on his mangled throat. Each cough sends sharp stabs of pain shooting through his scarred muscles that makes tears sting his eyes.
He tucks his chin into his shoulder as the coughs rattle his whole body. When they’re finally over, he’s left gasping for breath, throat burning.
Something is pressed to his lips.
“Drink,” Spinner orders.
He obeys without a second thought, guzzling down water desperately. He’s parched- running through a burning forest and getting kidnapped by villains will do that to a guy. After a few seconds, he realizes that there’s a chance that they could have slipped something into this water, but then again considering that it’s from a plastic bottle he’s probably fine. It’s not like he would have much of a choice, anyways.
Once he’s done with the water, Spinner closes the bottle and tosses it in the trash. Some sarcastic, comedic voice in the back of Izuku’s head says something about there not being a recycling bin here. You know. ‘Cause they’re villains.
“Thanks,” he croaks.
Spinner’s breath hisses between his teeth. “Your voice really sounds like shit, kid.”
“Thanks,” he croaks again, a bit more snidely.
“I mean-”
“Sounds painful!” Twice pipes up, “Like maracas! Like a rattlesnake making love with sandpaper!”
Compress and Spinner share a confused glance. Toga nods like she understands. Izuku doesn’t know if he should be offended or not.
“It’s pulling all our heartstrings to listen to!” Twice goes on, clutching his chest as he leans against the bar dramatically, “Not mine! A young innocent healer shouldn’t be harmed in such a way! It’s his own fault! Shigaraki-kun feels bad about it, right?” He straightens up and suddenly points at said villain.
Shigaraki pauses, then narrows his eyes. “I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: It was his own fucking fault. He’s a healer, he should’ve known damn well of the repercussions.” After a moment, he glances over his shoulder at Izuku and sneers, “They make ‘em so clever at UA.”
“You’d think they’d teach their kids to value their lives a bit more,” Compress says haughtily, “Rather than risk throwing them away the moment they get captured.”
Izuku presses his lips together. “That- That’s not- Of course we value our lives,” he rasps, voice hoarse and barely audible, “I knew I’d get away with mine…”
“Yeah, but at what cost?” Dabi arches a brow. “Honestly, I think this whole situation is hilarious. That we were able to get you even after Shigaraki-kun nearly turned you to dust. All it really proves is how weak the heroes really are. And now that we’ve shown that to society, well, it’s only a matter of time before the public turns on them. And it starts with UA.”
He glances at the TV where the news broadcast is still playing. The volume is lowered, but it’s clear that the anchors are still discussing the issue about the heroes.
Anxiety coils in Izuku’s gut. “....They’ll settle things…”
Shigaraki makes a disgruntled sound. “Tch! You have an annoying amount of faith in them, cheat code. It’s disgusting.”
Izuku frowns. “Why?”
“Because,” Shigaraki says, exasperated, as if it should be obvious, “You’re just as brainwashed as the rest of these morons. You put trash like All Might up on pedestals, worship them like gods, make them the rulers of this shitty society while you praise their violence and pretend not to notice their failures.” He clicks his tongue. “I almost pity you.”
That takes Izuku by surprise. “Why?” He asks again.
Shigaraki analyzes him, leaning his cheek on his palm. “Sensei said your quirk was very self-sacrificial. Relies on you giving your own organic energy.” Eying him warily, Izuku nods. “You spend all your time healing heroes, draining yourself for them, exhausting yourself for them every single day, and yet time and time again they’ve failed to protect you.”
A flash of defensiveness.
Toga makes a little ‘ooh’ sound. Dabi steps on her foot.
“Doesn’t that make you a little pissed off?” Izuku doesn’t respond. Shigaraki watches him carefully. “I almost pity you because the heroes have brainwashed you so badly, it’s pathetic.”
Unease bubbles underneath the surface of his skin, thrumming within the pulsing of his veins. He doesn’t like where this is going.
“What are you saying?” Izuku rasps.
Scarlet eyes peer down at him through lifeless fingers. “Don’t you ever think they’re just using you for your quirk?” Izuku stares at him. “Think about it. If they didn’t have you precious healers, then they wouldn’t be able to cause nearly as much trouble as they do. UA wouldn’t be able to train their mini heroes the way they do. They just keep you around because you give them the license to maintain peace through violence, but they don’t really care about you. They just want you for your quirk.”
Izuku’s breath catches in his throat.
An old memory flashes in his mind, a conversation between him and his mother. It was when she told him about the dangers his quirk would put him in, how both heroes and villains would seek him out. All he could remember thinking was how weird it was to be considered desirable to people he didn’t even know just for his quirk.
Another memory follows, a more recent one, back when he was in the hospital- Detective Tsukauchi, Principal Nedzu, Recovery Girl, All Might and his mother were discussing the security measures that would be put in place following Shigaraki’s attack, and all he could think was that they were only protecting him because of his quirk-
But no.
This- This is something he has already worried about for a long time. Back when Recovery Girl and All Might first approached him with their offer to get him into UA, to help train him, he thought that this was all just because of his quirk, but then All Might told him,
“The very core of being a healer- no, of being a hero , is having the will to sacrifice oneself for another. Young Midoriya, you would be a great healer even if you were quirkless.”
Izuku knows his heroes love him.
He will not sway.
“You’re wrong,” Izuku croaks, “Besides, you’re doing the same thing.”
“Well yeah, but we’re villains,” Toga replies casually, chin propped up in her palms as she leans against the counter.
“We’re not the ones worshipped for being “perfect”,” Dabi says.
“And don’t change the subject.” Shigaraki leans closer. “You know, cheat code, in a society bound by rules, it’s not hard to find others being oppressed. So tell me this; have you ever actually had a choice in anything?” Taken aback, Izuku bristles slightly and Shigaraki’s voice continues drawling with a sly lilt, “Because I bet as soon as your quirk manifested everyone was telling you what you had to become. Did you ever want to do anything else other than be a healer? Did you ever even think to consider anything else or did you just follow what society expected out of you? To live your life serving heroes? To exhaust yourself to make them stronger?”
For a beat, Izuku forgets his plan and glares heatedly at the two blood-red eyes peering at him from between cold, deceased fingers.
It’s a pathetic attempt to influence him. He knows what he’s trying to do. It’s almost like what Kota was trying to do back at the mountain, only more forced. He’s trying to find a kindred spirit in Izuku. He’s trying to stoke a hatred for heroes within him by claiming that he’s like them, that he’s oppressed. Like All For One, Shigaraki’s words have a hint of truth behind them, but he’s not as good at twisting them to his advantage. Izuku can see through it clearly.
Back at the mall, when he had been ranting about All Might, Shigaraki had said, “It’s because that trash is smiling thoughtlessly, as if there was no one he couldn’t save!”
Izuku assumed there might’ve been some misplaced hatred there for some event in which All Might had been unable to save him. But now that oppression seems to be the motive…
Well, they’re looking in the wrong place for sympathy. Izuku is not oppressed. Of course he had a choice. He’s always had a choice.
Right?
He gives himself a mental shake.
Of course he does. He loves being a healer.
However, now does seem to be a good opportunity to allow the villains to think they’ve sown doubt into their timid healer. He stares at Shigaraki for a few moments before averting his gaze downwards, turning his head slightly. In the corner of his eye, he sees Shigaraki shift and lean away, seemingly pleased.
“Oh, come on Shigaraki-kun, you’re making me feel bad watching this,” Twice says, wringing his hands, “He’s just a kid! Reality is harsh! Welcome to the real world!”
“He has a point, though,” Spinner says.
“Who?” Compress asks.
Spinner scratches his neck. “Both?” He sighs and looks at Izuku. “Shigaraki-kun’s right about the heroes using you, although he could have put it a bit more gently.” He gives Shigaraki a look at this. The blue-haired man rolls his eyes. “Hey, it’s a harsh reality for a kid to digest, and it’s not one you can just force down their throat.”
“Whatever.” Shigaraki turns away with a huff. “You try, then.”
“I will,” Spinner replies stubbornly before turning to Izuku.
Before he can speak, the freckled boy asks weakly, “Why are you even… bothering with this…?” Spinner blinks. “You-You have me. Isn’t that enough? I mean, I’m a UA student. You can’t possibly expect me to ever follow your ideals…”
Spinner shares a glance with Compress.
“We just wanna open your eyes, kid,” the reptilian man says, “Let you see the world for how it really is.”
Compress takes a step towards him. “Would you like to know what your friend said when I took you?” He doesn’t wait for a response. “He said “Give him back”. I thought it a rather strange thing to say. “Give him back”- as if you were something that belonged to them in the first place, as if you were simply a possession I stole from them.”
“You’re just a tool to them,” Shigaraki drawls, gesturing lazily with his hand, “You’re just a bag of HP that the heroes failed to protect.”
Most of the villains glance at him in confusion, except for Toga and Dabi, the latter of whom closes his eyes and sighs like he wishes he didn’t understand what he meant.
They want him to believe that the heroes don’t value him as a person. They want him to believe that he’s just being used as a tool, a possession.
And okay, that hits a little close to home. Izuku has walked a fine line with that his entire life.
“I’ve seen how his quirk works. Trust me, he’ll definitely be worth a pretty penny.”
“I’m going to become the best damn hero this world has ever seen, and you’re going to become the best damn healer. And you are going to be mine .”
It hits close to home, but it makes the role all the more easy to play. He shrinks in on himself and ducks his head, letting his long curls fall in his face. It’s not hard to look uncertain and afraid, because he’s felt that way before. It’s not hard to look small, because he’s felt small all his life. But as he cowers before the villains, all he can remind himself of is, ‘I am so much bigger than you know’.
The villains are silent around him for a few moments. Then he hears Shigaraki grunt and snap, “What?”
Izuku glances up through his curls in time to see Dabi silently glare at the man. He isn’t sure what happened, but he thinks Shigaraki just got elbowed. Before anything else can happen, Spinner squats down in front of Izuku’s chair so that they’re at eye-level.
“Listen, kid,” he says, “I know it’s probably hard growing up thinking one thing only to one day be told another. I’m sure it seems like the heroes gave you a good life. But it also seems like they’ve kinda been screwing you over. It sucks, and it might take some time to accept it, but soon you’ll come to realize just how corrupt the whole hero society really is. For me, it was Stain who really tied it together.” Shigaraki makes a noise but Dabi elbows him again. Spinner continues, “His conviction to take back what it means to be a hero and purge the fakes that poison the society that we live in currently is why I’m here. We want to show everyone how toxic the heroes have become.”
Izuku tilts his head and gazes at him imploringly. “Toxic?”
Spinner nods. “Yeah. People become heroes for all the wrong reasons nowadays. Fame, money, glory- it makes them selfish. They take advantage of people like us, people like you…”
Man, this guy is practically Stain’s second coming. Izuku can’t believe Shigaraki let him join the League of Villains, considering how much he hates Stain. Actually, Shigaraki is starting to look a little annoyed in the corner over there…
He supposes he shouldn’t be surprised people were drawn to the League after Stain’s downfall. His ideology was popular amongst the public for a reason- even Izuku could understand it. Unwittingly, his mind is drawn to Endeavor.
“He is trying to fulfill his own desire by raising me to be a hero to surpass All Might.”
Izuku presses his lips together. Alright. He can throw the villains a bone.
Hunching up his shoulders, he hesitantly rasps, “O-Okay, maybe Stain had-had a point. Not all heroes are perfect, but they’re human. Maybe… maybe some shouldn’t be heroes, but to solve the problem by killing them…” He lets the sentence hang.
Spinner gives him a pitying look.
Surprisingly, though, Dabi is the one to speak up.
“It ain’t pretty,” he says in a low tone, “But it’s the only way to truly solve the problem.” Izuku glances at him and thinks that this is probably the first time he’s seen him without a smirk on his face.
Something has subtly shifted in the air. The villains aren’t gazing at him the way they were before, like hungry wolves keeping an eye on their prey. They’re more… curious. Observing.
Beside Dabi, Shigaraki shifts in his seat, pushing himself so that he straightens up, but he doesn’t take his eyes off of Izuku. The boy finds himself drawn in by his hawkish gaze. “We are going to kill All Might,” he says in a voice so calm it doesn’t even sound like it belongs to him, “We’re going to kill him because he created this hero-centric society that turns people’s lives into money or glory. The society that sticks tight to those rules, the citizens who blame the losers rather than encourage them. Nobody, no hero or civilian, cares about anything beyond their own selfish desires. They elevate those who are born with perfect quirks and are good at conforming to society’s standards, while the rest of us, the ones that are different, the ones that have the audacity to think differently are ostracised and labelled as villains. The League of Villains are fighting for a more just society and we intend to win this battle.”
‘See that sounds all fine and dandy on the outside,’ Izuku thinks to himself, ‘But you kill people. Nothing will ever justify that.’
The way he talks about All Might like he did this on purpose makes Izuku’s blood boil. Shigaraki’s just looking for someone to blame for his life being so pathetic.
God, Izuku misses All Might so much. He wishes he was with the man right now.
Curling in on himself, he ducks his head and stares at his lap. A memory comes to mind; he isn’t sure why this one, but he thinks of the time he was pulling All Might’s hair up into a ponytail in the infirmary after school. They weren’t talking much, but they didn’t need to. They just enjoyed each other’s company in a comfortable silence as the rosy afternoon sun slowly crept towards the horizon. The sheer peacefulness of it makes it one of Izuku’s favorite memories.
Izuku knows All Might loves him.
He will not sway.
“All Might does care about me,” he whispers quietly, vision blurring, “He’s not just using me for my quirk…”
The tears that fall from his eyes were brought on by longing, but the villains interpret them as denial.
Spinner glances over his shoulder and shifts so that he’s no longer squatting in front of Izuku. The boy takes a quick peek from under his bangs to see Shigaraki practically at the edge of his seat, red eyes locked on Izuku, looking by all means like a predator ready to pounce.
“Yes, he is,” he says, watching Izuku with rapt attention, “You know that deep down. I can tell. Maybe all this time you’ve just been trying to tell yourself otherwise, but you said it yourself; heroes aren’t perfect. They’re human, and they’re selfish. All Might is no exception.”
Izuku starts crying.
It seems like a good time to do so. He’s no master of manipulation, but right now the villains are probably thinking they’re winning him over or something. Also, he’s really starting to get a bit annoyed with this conversation. Seeing someone cry usually makes people uncomfortable, so hopefully it’ll make this conversation end soon.
As he expected, the villains stand around in awkward silence as he sniffles and hiccups for the next couple of minutes.
“Aw, kid.” Spinner rubs the back of his neck.
Shigaraki, at least, seems pleased.
“Dabi, release his restraints,” he says as Izuku’s tears gradually subside.
Dabi glances at him skeptically. “Are you sure?”
“It’s fine.” Shigaraki spreads his arms. “We need to treat him like an equal. He’s going to be our healer, after all. Besides.” He tilts his head at Izuku, eying him up and down. “It’s not like he can cause much trouble.”
Dabi looks like he’s about to make a particularly sarcastic comment, then just shrugs and turns towards Izuku. His deft fingers are surprisingly gentle as he undoes the straps around Izuku’s wrists. The greenette rubs the tender skin there gingerly as soon as his hands are free, and once Dabi undoes the restraints around his ankles, he tries to stand up. Almost immediately, his legs start wobbling dangerously and Dabi hastily steadies him.
“Whoa, you alright there, kid?” Spinner asks, wide-eyed and ready to step in. Izuku nods jerkily.
“It probably takes a bit more than a nap for him to, you know, ‘recharge’,” Magne supplies helpfully.
Shigaraki waves a hand at Kurogiri. “Well, get him some breakfast, then.”
As Kurogiri moves to do just that, Spinner and Dabi help an unsteady Izuku limp over to the bar. They were also the ones that strapped him to the chair just last night. Izuku does not miss the irony in that. Nor does he miss the way Shigaraki’s eyes bore into him the entire time.
He whispers a quiet ‘thank you’ as Kurogiri places a bowl of cereal in front of him and begins eating, keeping his head ducked. He didn’t realize it earlier, but he’s starving. Overusing his quirk always leaves him extra hungry- he wonders if he should tell them that he’d recover faster if they’d feed him more. Probably not. No, definitely not. He can handle being hungry and weak if it means he has more time before he has to heal All For One again.
Suddenly, he’s aware of a presence at his side. Toga. He startles, nearly choking on his cereal as he whips his head towards her. He hardly knows this one- well, he hardly knows any of them, but she makes him incredibly nervous, and uncomfortable, especially after that weird stuff yesterday with his bleeding lip.
But instead of saying something creepy, she just smiles. That’s still a little creepy, but he finds himself hesitantly smiling back anyways.
There’s a certain tension in the air- not a hostile one, it’s more of a silent understanding that passes between the villains. Izuku ducks his head and pretends not to notice the subtle glances they share as they watch him eat breakfast. They’re all acknowledging the delicate situation that they could sway Izuku to their side and have him join them willingly, but he’s clearly hesitant, so they want to play nice.
None of the other villains eat, so he assumes that they already did, which makes him wonder what time it is. Shigaraki had seemed annoyed that he slept so long. Figuring it wouldn’t do any harm to ask, Izuku puts down his spoon and warily glances at Toga.
“U-Um, excuse me? What time is it?”
Toga’s eyes practically light up.
“It’s 11:30AM!” She sounds way too excited to answer his question. Also, she did so without even glancing at a clock, so he wonders if she’s even right, but no one corrects her, so he assumes that she is. He must look surprised, because her grin widens and she giggles, “You slept for so long, sleepyhead!”
“Sorry…” He says lamely, mostly because he doesn’t really know what else to say, before turning back to his cereal. It’s halfway done now, the sugary hero-themed flakes floating in milk. Amusement suddenly strikes him, a flicker of warmth in his chest. It feels so strange and alien in such a stressful environment. Before he can think better of it, he murmurs, “I can’t believe I’m eating All Mighty Flakes in the League of Villains’ secret hideout.”
There’s a beat. Then,
“What?!?”
Shigaraki is suddenly at his shoulder and Izuku nearly flinches out of his seat. But it doesn’t even matter because the next moment Shigaraki is whirling around to glare at Spinner.
“Spinner, I told you to quit bringing this shit over!” He snaps.
Spinner shrugs, unconcerned. “Hey, say what you will about All Might, he knows how to make a good cereal.”
“I don’t think he actually makes the cereal,” Magne says.
Shigaraki’s eye twitches. “Kurogiri…”
The warp villain raises his hands defensively. “I simply grabbed the first thing I saw in the cabinet.”
Meanwhile, Izuku awkwardly glances back down at his cereal, which is steadily becoming more and more soggy. “Um… so… can I eat it or…?”
He trails off when Shigaraki turns to stare at him, eyes hard as nails. Izuku doesn’t quite know what’s going on here, but he smartly decides to glance away. A moment later, the bowl is snatched away from him, Shigaraki stomping around the counter and behind the bar. Izuku watches, along with the rest of the villains, as he rummages about the cabinets and the mini-fridges, opening things with a bit more force than necessary, muttering under his breath the entire time.
Not two minutes later, Shigaraki returns to Izuku and places the bowl in front of him again. It’s filled to the brim with new, noticeably un-heroic and honestly kind of bland-looking cereal. Izuku slowly glances back at Shigaraki to find the villain staring down at him with beady red eyes. His gaze is intense, just on the edge of a glare, and it makes the hair on Izuku’s skin raise.
“Psst!”
Izuku’s eyes dart past Shigaraki to see Twice, Toga, and Dabi. Twice looks like he’s trying to silently mouthe something to him, except he’s wearing a mask, so Izuku can’t see his mouth to understand what he’s trying to say. Beside him, Toga is repeatedly bringing her hand up to her mouth and down like she’s scooping something out of a bowl- oh. Eat it. They’re telling him to eat it.
Dabi just looks very done.
Glancing back at Shigaraki once more, Izuku averts his gaze and turns back to the cereal, very pointedly scooping some into his mouth and chewing loudly. Shigaraki finally huffs and walks back to his seat. In the corner of his eye, Izuku sees Twice and Toga give him a thumbs up.
Hunching his shoulders, Izuku looks back down at his cereal and frowns to himself in confusion.
Villains are weird.
The following hours that pass are surprisingly uneventful.
Izuku remains seated on his barstool with Toga and Spinner lingering close by. The latter is friendly enough to him, which Izuku supposes makes sense, if he’s such a loyal follower of Stain’s, who he recalls had a certain level of respect for healers- and also did save him from the Nomu. He never thought having that villain’s seal of approval might benefit him one day. Spinner doesn’t ask very personal or prying questions, thankfully, and although Izuku replies politely, the conversation quickly fizzles out.
The rest of the villains talk amongst themselves idly or continue to watch the news. Izuku, for the most part, is left alone, which he’s immensely grateful for. It feels like a small relief, the weight of having the villains’ constant attention on him lifted just for a moment. With that pressure gone, he now has room for another worry.
Being kidnapped, being held hostage, is an active situation. It can change at any second. The heroes can come bursting in without a warning. Or he might not even get rescued today. The uncertainty of everything does wonders for his anxiety. He feels like he’s constantly waiting for something to happen, only he doesn’t know what. It’s like back when he was stressing about his final exam that Recovery Girl wouldn’t tell him what to study for, except a million times worse.
So he does what he did then.
He over-prepares.
Analysis and information-gathering is always something that he’s been good at. It helps him organize the ideas in his mind, helps him figure things out in a more orderly thought-process. He’s always been rather proud of his intelligence; afterall, not many fourteen year-olds can read a college-grade anatomy book multiple times and not only make sense of it, but also put the information to active use in their training. Part of him wonders if perhaps it’s a way of his mind trying to overcompensate for his lack of combative quirk, but his analytical skills serve him well now.
Keeping his head low, he starts by casually glancing around the room. The bar is plain and simple, with two doors and a curtain that seemingly leads to another room. Considering the League’s apparent lack of knowledge about him, and the fact that Izuku had to be warped to him by Kurogiri, Izuku assumes that All For One is residing in a separate location. The only other furniture in the bar aside from the stools is the chair Izuku was strapped to, which is heavily padded and full of restraints.
Actually, come to think of it, that’s kind of strange. They didn’t even use half the straps and bindings on Izuku. Do they just have this chair for whoever they kidnap? Does that mean they kidnap people often? No, this looks like it was meant to contain someone strong, someone powerful, someone like-
Kacchan.
Izuku’s eyes widen.
The list.
He’s such an idiot! How could he forget?!? The villains were after both him and Kacchan that night! But why? What did Kacchan do to get on their radar? Is it because of him? Were they going to use Kacchan to- to force Izuku to heal All For One? But no, he could already do that. Why kidnap him then? Or did they just want to kill him? No, wait, that chair- it was meant for Kacchan, clearly. To restrain him. Which means they didn’t want to kill him. At least not immediately. Then why?
He needs to ask. Somehow, without making it look too suspicious. There’s a fragile peace between him and the villains right now, but it lies on the fact that they think his faith in the heroes is being wavered. They sure as hell don’t trust him yet, and if he starts asking the wrong questions, he could get himself right back into trouble.
So, glancing at Spinner (who he also notices has a sloppily-bandaged arm, probably injured by Mandalay’s claws, he files that information away for later), he hesitantly asks, “So…Um... Do you guys just keep a heavily-strapped chair like that around all the time, or…?” He winces awkwardly.
Maybe he could have worded that better.
Behind him, Shigaraki barks out a laugh, “Right! That!” He snickers as Izuku glances over his shoulder at him. “Yeah, sorry, bet you thought that was kind of overkill for someone like you. That was actually meant for your friend Bakugou.” Izuku blinks, mildly surprised that he blatantly admitted it. “We wanted to bring him here too,” Shigaraki goes on, “But that plan kinda ended up falling through last minute.”
Izuku pauses, but Shigaraki doesn’t seem particularly hostile at the moment or anything, so he cautiously presses, “Um, why did you want to bring him too?”
“Same as you,” Shigaraki replies, “Recruitment.” Izuku feels something inside his stomach flip at the declaration, and the villain’s grin widens. “Don’t look so surprised, cheat code. I’d have to be blind not to have noticed his violent streak. And that temper- well, let’s just say he left quite an impression during the Sports Festival. And I’m fairly certain I’m not the only one who’s noticed.”
Scorching anger ripples through him, boiling his blood until it burns the walls of his veins like acid. Izuku nearly loses it right there, just barely restraining himself from pouncing on Shigaraki. This bastard thought he could take Kacchan and use him like some kind of attack dog just because he’s got a bit of a short-fuse? Izuku could almost laugh if he wasn’t so infuriated.
“He would never have joined you,” he whispers, then swallows when his voice trembles with rage. Trying again, he rasps, “I know him. He admires All Might too much.”
Shigaraki shrugs carelessly. “He had a powerful quirk and a desire to fight. We would have persuaded him eventually. Trust me, we can be very convincing.”
Dabi sniffs. “It’s a moot point anyway. We didn’t get him.”
“Aww, are you still upset about that?” Toga hops off her barstool and skips over to him, grabbing his face and squeezing his cheeks between her palms. “Cheer up, gwumpypants!”
Dabi stares at her, eyes flashing. “I’ll burn you alive.”
Toga hastily jumps back but giggles, “Even if you did, Izukun would heal me!” She turns and grins at him. “Right?”
Izuku blinks. “Um.”
Dabi’s hand catches on fire. “Wanna bet?”
“Oi, the kid’s not gonna be using his quirk on anyone until he’s finished healing Sensei,” Shigaraki snaps, glaring at them, “If you’re gonna try and kill each other, save it for later.”
“Actually,” Kurogiri says, his smooth, calm voice washing over them, “I think now would be a good time to say that just because we now have a healer in our ranks that does not give us license to cause each other harm constantly.”
“I like that rule,” Spinner agrees immediately.
“Reasonable.” Compress nods.
“Yup! No way!”
“Sure.” Shigaraki glances at Dabi, who huffs a sigh and lowers his hand, flames disappearing.
“Whatever.”
Izuku glances between the villains, baffled by how the situation escalated and de-escalated so quickly. Toga sticks her tongue out at Dabi before returning to her barstool. Dabi slinks off elsewhere.
“Tch.” Shigaraki turns back to Izuku as if he might expect him to say more on the matter of Kacchan, but instead Izuku avoids his gaze, fixing his eyes on the countertop. He’s already heard all he needs about Kacchan, and he doesn’t trust what he might do if they keep talking about him like that.
With him, it’s fine, they can go on and on about oppression all they like, but he’s seen first-hand how Kacchan has struggled with his anger issues throughout his life and how much he’s grown, and he won’t stand for these villains targeting him for a weakness that they know nothing about.
Just thinking about Kacchan makes his throat tighten. He knows his friend is probably blaming himself for what’s happened. Todoroki too. Hopefully they’re taking care of each other.
Either way, he’s glad Kacchan’s not here. He needs to refocus on the task at hand. The information he’s gathering. What does he know? Anything new since yesterday? Their desire to recruit Kacchan is useful, that means the League could potentially be open to forcibly recruiting hero students in the future. There’s also the fact that All For One is probably in another location, although he isn’t quite sure what good that does for him seeing as Kurogiri can just warp him there. There’s the League’s lack of general knowledge about All For One- that might be useful. Then there’s the League’s motive…
He’s a little more confused about that. At first, Shigaraki kind of just seemed like the type that wanted to destroy things for fun, but now he’s suddenly taking a page out of Stain’s book and criticizing society. It’s puzzling. The Shigaraki he met at the mall is very different from the Shigaraki he’s meeting now. This one talks about how the League of Villains is fighting against the injustice of the hero-centric society as if they’re a bunch of underdogs or tragic martyrs. Of course, they still want to kill All Might, but from what he’s gathered, the basis of their motive seems to be oppression, mixed with Stain’s conviction.
“We’re going to kill him because he created this hero-centric society that turns people’s lives into money or glory. The society that sticks tight to those rules, the citizens who blame the losers rather than encourage them. Nobody, no hero or civilian, cares about anything beyond their own selfish desires. They elevate those who are born with perfect quirks and are good at conforming to society’s standards, while the rest of us, the ones that are different, the ones that have the audacity to think differently are ostracised and labelled as villains. The League of Villains are fighting for a more just society and we intend to win this battle.”
Izuku frowns. He guesses he understands the part about people born with “perfect” quirks being elevated in society’s eyes. Kacchan was always praised for his powerful quirk by his peers throughout their childhood. Izuku was too. Wouldn’t the villains consider him privileged then? Spinner was right when he said that the heroes gave him a good life. Izuku isn’t naive enough to think that he isn’t lucky. He knows others must have had it worse than him. Take Shinsou for example.
His friend had confessed to him one day, gasping and sweating as they took a breather in the midst of a sparring lesson, his motivation for becoming a hero. That in the past, he had been shunned, his quirk had been deemed evil, but that he couldn’t help wanting to be a hero.
Is that what Shigaraki meant by ‘different’? Shinsou was sort of labelled as a villain, but he moved past that and strived to be more. He didn’t decide to ruin his own life by killing people and then blame All Might for his problems.
Bitter resentment rises within Izuku- an easy conclusion- but he pushes it away. Unsatisfaction pricks at his mind. He feels like he’s missing something here.
“Perfect” quirks. He thinks about Shigaraki’s quirk. Decay, is what the police called it? The first thought is that it’s unpleasant.
The image of Aizawa’s skin crumbling away flashes before his eyes. His throat burns.
The second thought is that it must be awfully inconvenient. He’s been noticing the way Shigaraki touches and holds things with only four fingers. It’s practically a handicap in everyday life. Sure, he seems like an expert at it now, but it must’ve been difficult at first.
Shigaraki’s back is turned to him now, so Izuku feels alright sneaking glances at him as they all eat dinner. The man eats rather sloppily, shoving fries underneath his mask and wiping his fingers on his pants. Izuku’s lip twitches, and he wonders if Shigaraki’s ever disintegrated his pants by accident. Getting dressed must be difficult with only four fingers, especially as a kid- a kid! Man, Shigaraki’s quirk manifestation must’ve been wild!
Izuku’s amused thoughts suddenly come screeching to a halt. He blinks. Shigaraki continues to eat, oblivious to his gaze, and he forces himself to tear his eyes away, looking down at his own food in front of him.
He thinks back to the day his quirk manifested, to the bird in his palms, how happy he was to discover that he had the power to heal with a single touch.
His stomach curls.
He can’t imagine a four year-old boy would be very happy to discover that their quirk destroyed everything they touched.
“Yo, Midoriya.” Fingers snap in front of his face. Startling, he snaps his head up to see Spinner gazing at him. “You good?”
Nodding, Izuku turns away and bites into his food to save himself from responding.
So Shigaraki doesn’t have a perfect quirk. Obviously. Maybe he was ostracized for that, like Shinsou. Then All For One fits into this somehow too. Izuku doesn’t know how long he’s been Shigaraki’s ‘Sensei’, so maybe he’s the one responsible for Shigaraki’s decent into villainy. Put a child with a deadly quirk and an evil villain together and you have a recipe for disaster.
The other League members he doesn’t really know well enough to understand their motives, but they seem to be driven by the same desire to dismantle the hero-centric society and the oppression it causes. Spinner, at least, he can say is a strong follower of Stain’s ideologies. Dabi and Toga apparently are too, but they seem a little less religious about it.
So there’s that.
He sort of sees their point, not that he would ever admit it out loud. Just the part about quirk discrimination. It hurt to learn the extreme extents Shinsou was driven to in order to prove that his quirk wasn’t evil. The hero society isn’t perfect, of course. People assume certain things about each other based on their quirks- hell, Izuku’s been a victim of that more times than he can count. And yeah, maybe the idolization of only certain types of heroes kind of encourages that, but that doesn’t mean you go around killing people because of it!
Part of him still can’t believe that they even tried to sway him to their side. He’s a healer. No matter what they say or how they justify it, when it comes down to it, he will never approve of killing. It goes against everything that he is. Do they honestly think that he’ll ever be on their side? If so, then he’s vastly overestimated their intelligence.
Shigaraki’s words come back to mind. “Have you ever actually had a choice in anything? Because I bet as soon as your quirk manifested everyone was telling you what you had to become. Did you ever want to do anything else other than be a healer? Did you ever even think to consider anything else or did you just follow what society expected out of you? To live your life serving heroes? To exhaust yourself to make them stronger?”
Izuku sniffs. It irritates him, Shigaraki talking like he knows him, shooting off question after question like he knows he’s already won. Of course he had a choice. Well, he wanted to be a hero, but becoming a healer was the next best option once his quirk manifested. Besides, his quirk is perfect for it. Why would he choose anything else?
Something about that doesn’t sit right with him.
He pauses, frowning down at his food.
“Did you ever even think to consider anything else or did you just follow what society expected out of you?”
… Oh
He never really thought of anything else, did he?
He blinks, going back through his memories, through his life plan. First, he wanted to be a hero, when he was young, then after his quirk manifested, his goal was just to become a healer. He never gave anything else much thought. Any thought.
Is that bad? He likes healing people. It makes them happy. But… What if he kind of restricted himself? There are plenty of other people that have jobs unrelated to their quirks.
Izuku gives himself a mental shake. It’s different for him, though! Healing quirks are rare, especially ones as powerful as his. He has a duty to become a healer! It would be selfish not to!
Still, it does make him wonder… Would he even be allowed to do anything else? If he became a carpenter or an artist or a scientist instead, and people found out he had this quirk… he could imagine the surprise, the judgement, the scorn for letting such a healing quirk go to waste.
“Have you ever actually had a choice in anything?”
Stop.
He needs to stop. This is a dangerous line of thinking. He can’t let Shigaraki get in his head. He can’t afford to get distracted now. He’ll just- push this aside for later.
Finishing his meal, he crumples up the wrapper and glances up. Blood-red eyes meet his. Shigaraki stares at him fixedly from across the counter, glints of scarlet peeking out from between deceased fingers. As soon as their eyes meet, the edge of his lip quirks up.
Skin prickling, Izuku hastily averts his gaze.
Izuku Midoriya is going to spend yet another night with the League of Villains. It’s an unavoidable truth that draws closer and closer as the late hour ticks by. Unless the heroes plan on making a night rescue, which could happen, but still…
“I’m surprised the heroes haven’t come for me…” He murmurs, eyes downcast as he curls his palms around his elbows.
He definitely doesn’t miss the grin Shigaraki shoots at Dabi before he says to him, “What did I tell ya, cheat code?”
Toga bounces up to him, smiling brightly. “Don’t worry, we’re gonna take good care of you!” She promises as if that’s not the most terrifying thing in the world.
Glancing up at her through his lashes, he meekly stammers, “You-You will?” He lifts his fingers to brush against the cut on his lip.
Her yellow eyes flash with hunger. Hands darting out to grasp his tightly, she brings her face close to his and nods rapidly. “Yes! Yes, we will! I promise! I’m sorry about that! You’re just so cute when you bleed!” She gushes feverishly, eyes locked on his lip, “It’s difficult, you see- it’s part of my quirk. I can turn into people if I drink their blood! I love blood, I love it so much that sometimes all I can think about is making people bleed! But I won’t make you bleed, I promise! Even though you look so cute when you do…” She looks a little heartbroken, like she’s making such a huge sacrifice for him.
Izuku takes a moment to process what she said before wrinkling his nose. “You drink people’s blood?”
“Yup!” At his tone, her grin takes a bit of a sharper edge. “Hehe, you might think it’s weird, but it’s normal! It’s my normal! That’s why I want to change this world, to make it an easier place to live-”
“No, no, that’s not what I meant, actually,” Izuku interrupts, “It’s just- Do you know how many diseases you can get from drinking random people’s blood?”
Toga blinks. “Eh?”
“HIV, syphilis, hepatitis B and C,” Izuku counts off his fingers. He gives her a disapproving look. “These are very serious diseases, Toga-san. You should really be more careful.”
“...Oh.” Toga, for once, doesn’t look like she quite knows what to say- she just blinks owlishly. Her befuddlement lasts for about three seconds before she gives herself a quick shake, as if rebooting, and grins brightly once more. “Okie dokie! Thanks!”
She wraps her arms around his neck in a brief hug, then lets go and skips off into another room, presumably to sleep. The other villains mill about, each preparing for their own night of rest or, in the case of Kurogiri and Spinner, preparing to watch over Izuku. The healer sighs, glancing at the chair with a wince.
Magne appears with a cot in her arms.
“Here you go, kid.” She plops it down in the corner.
Izuku blinks in surprise. “Huh?”
An arm drops around his shoulders. “Eh, I figured there’s no need for you to sleep in that uncomfortable chair all night again,” Shigaraki says, feigning nonchalance. Izuku blinks up at him, pressed against his side, and the villain glances down from the corner of his eye. With a start, he realizes that he’s waiting for a response.
“Oh!” He squeaks, “Th-Thank you.”
A curling grin. “You’re welcome.”
Then, Shigaraki turns away.
Izuku watches him walk back over to the bar table, confusion and discomfort twisting in his gut. That was weird. Why would he…?
As Shigaraki sits down and starts muttering to Kurogiri, Izuku’s gaze trails over to Spinner. The reptilian man is sitting close by, bandages unravelled, picking at the gashes on his arm irritably. His teeth are gritted and his brow is furrowed in concentration as he pokes and scratches at his wounds.
Izuku’s eye twitches. He’s not even wearing gloves. It’s like he’s asking for an infection, with the way he’s shoving his fingers in there…
Izuku looks at Shigaraki. Then back at Spinner. Then back at Shigaraki. Then gets an idea.
Turning away from his cot, he shuffles over to Spinner and stops a few feet away, not wanting to disturb him but wanting to catch his attention. He fidgets in place, wringing his hands until the man notices him and glances up. “Kid? What’s up?”
Keeping his eyes fixed on the floor, Izuku rushes out quickly, “You should rinse out the wound with warm water and stitch it up if you can, but if not, then just keep it wrapped, you can even spiral the gauze around your arm and just tie the knot at your elbow to make it easier, but please keep it wrapped and keep your fingers away from it or you’ll get an infection.” He falters, cheeks heating up. “Okay, good night.”
Without waiting for Spinner’s reaction, Izuku spins around and retreats back to his cot, diving underneath the sheets and determinedly facing away from everyone. Silence fills the bar.
Izuku forces himself not to lie stiff as a board, even though he feels the villains’ gazes on him, making his skin prickle like a million ants are crawling on him. After a few long, quiet moments, he hears a barstool creak. Footsteps approach him. He holds his breath.
“Sleep tight, cheat code,” Shigaraki’s voice purrs.
The footsteps fade away.
Izuku exhales slowly.
Moves and countermoves.
Notes:
That last part was actually originally going to be in the next chapter, but I decided to just put it in this chapter last minute. Seemed fitting, Izuku's first day with the villains comes to an end, and it's just a Izuku-centric chapter. Next chapter will start with Katsuki's POV, but since I cut this scene out of next chapter it'll be a bit on the shorter side.
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Chapter 33: The Scarlet
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Chapter Text
Katsuki’s footsteps pound against the pavement, the steady sound a rhythmic beat in his ears. Wind whips at his clothes, but even though the sun is dipping below the horizon, the leftover summer heat from the afternoon prevents him from getting cold. His body moves without him having to think about it, his feet carrying him down the path he knows like the back of his hand. He hasn’t gone on it in a long while, but he’d have to be dead to forget it, the muscle memory coming back to him as naturally as breathing. It’s the path that he and Zuku used to run along all the time in junior high.
Every turn, every crack and crevice in the ground is so familiar to him, and he’s grateful for it. It means he can just run mindlessly, not think about anything. Ignore the dried tears that have been staining his cheeks for the past 24 hours. Ignore the stifling weight in his chest that threatens to crush his lungs and leave him gasping for air until he can’t breathe again. Ignore all the feelings that he’s come to know all too well- failure, guilt, fear, fear, fear- that linger just at the edge of the delicate numbness the running has caused that he’s desperately shielding himself with, like a swollen wave poised to crash down on him, or a panther ready to pounce and devour him whole.
But they won’t, because he’s still running. And everything remains at bay, for now.
Katsuki feels a bead of sweat rolling down the back of his neck. His clothes and hair, slick with perspiration, cling to his skin. His muscles are burning and his chest is heaving as he pants heavily, his lungs screaming for respite. How long has he been out for? Two hours? Three? It’s hard to tell. He hasn’t really taken a break. The sun was definitely still up before he left, though.
He eyes the stars beginning to peek out in the rapidly darkening sky before letting out a huff. The old hag is gonna throw a fit when he goes back. Since he was on the villains’ ‘list’ during the attack, the police advised him to stay inside once they got back, but Katsuki quickly found himself far too restless cooped up in his own home to give a shit about that advice- hence, why he’s out here.
He becomes aware of the fact that his phone has been vibrating in his pocket sporadically for the past couple of minutes. She must be losing her fucking mind. Damnit.
He doesn’t want to return home. If he does, he’ll be the one losing his fucking mind. There’s just nothing to do there, nothing to do but think about how badly he fucked up and think about Zuku- and Zuku, Zuku he’s everywhere at home. Katsuki had to escape. But he’s tired himself out now. Actually, he’s pretty exhausted. So maybe he’ll be too tired to think. He can just go home, shower, and go straight to bed. It’s getting dark anyway, and he always goes to sleep early.
With the thought in mind, Katsuki finishes his last lap around the path before beginning to head towards his house. He doesn’t slow his pace, insistent on pushing himself ‘till the last minute, and reaches his doorstep in record time.
As expected, his mother is pissed when he walks in. The old hag starts yelling at him as soon as he steps past the doorframe, but he just brushes past her and heads straight into the bathroom to take a shower, ignoring her infuriated screeching behind him. His legs shake from exhaustion ever so slightly as he stands in the shower, but he ignores that too and focuses on scrubbing himself clean. It’s a menial task, one he does everyday of course, but it keeps him busy, keeps his mind off of the deep, aching crack in his chest because maybe if he doesn’t think about it, it won’t hurt so much.
Bullshit.
He scrubs harder. Sweat and soap suds disappear down the drain, and then he’s stepping out of the shower. He dries himself off, goes back to his room, gets dressed, then sits down his bed and-
His eyes land on Zuku’s sweater.
The crack in his chest grows bigger. Katsuki jumps to his feet as the wave suddenly swells, threatening to crash down on him.
He needs to do something. He needs to do something right now, before it gets too hard to breathe, he needs to focus on something, his lungs are getting tight, his eyes are burning and blurring and fuck- no, he’s crying, no, no, no, he needs to stop, he needs to stop or he won’t stop- what can he do, he needs a distraction- fuck, Zuku!- he needs to, he should, maybe he should go on another run-
Somebody knocks on the door. He startles, gasping for breath, but the knock didn’t come from his bedroom door. It came from their front door. He can faintly hear his mother answer whoever knocked as he struggles to regain control of his suddenly ragged breathing, but to his surprise, she yells a moment later, “Oi, Katsuki, your friend is here!”
Bewildered, Katsuki rapidly blinks his wet eyes and glances over at his door. Shitty Hair? What is he doing here? The growing tightness in his chest makes itself more apparent, and Katsuki shakes his head. Fuck it, whatever the reason, it’s good that he’s here. Shitty Hair always manages to distract him, and the redhead knows him better than he would like to admit, so of course it makes sense that he would come visit him now. He probably thinks he needs to be cheered up or some shit, and normally Katsuki would scoff at the mere suggestion, but right now he’d be grateful for any sort of distraction that could save him from this wave that threatens to drown him.
Turning, he stumbles over to his door and yanks it open. But it’s not Shitty Hair standing beside his mother. It’s IcyHot.
The other boy’s gaze turns to meet his. Katsuki freezes, breath catching in his throat. What the fuck? Why is he here? IcyHot’s face is flat, devoid of emotion as usual, but his eyes narrow ever so slightly as they roam over Katsuki, his gaze intense, focused, purposeful. It makes him feel strangely exposed, like he’s being analyzed, or assessed. Defensiveness immediately rises in his tight chest and he clenches his jaw. What the fuck does he want?
He glares, still breathing heavily through his nose, and doesn’t greet IcyHot. The other boy doesn’t greet him either. Mitsuki glances between the two of them before her own withering glare settles on him.
“Well?” She demands, “Fucking be polite, you ass! He’s your guest!”
Katsuki doesn’t react beyond an eye twitch, and somehow IcyHot doesn’t look at all surprised by Mitsuki’s sudden loud tone. The two boys hold each others’ gazes for a long moment, then finally Katsuki wordlessly steps aside. Taking the cue, IcyHot silently walks past him into his room and Katsuki makes to follow, but not before giving his mother a look that clearly says ‘don’t interrupt us’. She scowls but reluctantly turns away with a huff.
Katsuki closes the door behind him and turns to see IcyHot standing in the center of his room, looking around. The defensiveness flares up again, and he almost wants to dare him to comment on something, but he holds his tongue. He’s even more hyper-aware than before of everything Zuku in his room, of things that might seem odd or out-of-character for him to possess, but IcyHot’s eyes don’t linger on his stars or the sweater or anything for a particularly long time. Instead, he slowly turns to face him again as soon as the door closes, gaze still roaming, still analyzing, still searching for something. Katsuki doesn’t know what, and it’s bothering the hell out of him.
There’s a long, awkward moment of silence in which neither of them speak. Then, finally,
“How are you?” IcyHot asks.
Katsuki’s eyes narrow at the question. Even though there’s not much infliction in his voice, IcyHot seems to ask it in such a… cautious way. Katsuki finds his mind flashing back to another terrible night, to him gasping for air and picking up a phone call and hearing IcyHot’s voice asking in that tone, ‘Are you okay?’. He grits his teeth as a flash of irritation lashes him. Is this going to happen every time he has a shitty night?
“How the fuck do you think I’m doing?” He snaps. IcyHot’s eyes flicker to his tear-stained cheeks before sliding back up to meet his gaze. Katsuki’s teeth grind and he bites out, “That’s a shit question. What, couldn’t do it over the phone this time? Daddy stopped paying your phone bills?”
IcyHot doesn’t rise to the bait. “I wanted to see you for myself,” he replies in an even tone.
“Fucking why?” Katsuki asks incredulously, “What could you possibly get out of seeing me?” Being seen is the last thing Katsuki wants right now. Right now he’s weak and pathetic and he’s just trying so hard to stay breathing, but IcyHot’s face remains impassive and- fuck, that drives Katsuki more crazy than anything. The other boy opens his mouth to reply, but Katsuki is already continuing, “Wanted to see how much of a mess I am? Wanted to get a good kick out of seeing me like this?” His voice starts to rise.
IcyHot’s eyes widen slightly. “Bakugou-”
“Well, fuck you then, here you go!” He shouts, panting raggedly. The tight feeling in his chest is getting worse again and he clenches his jaw, trying to swallow down his frustration. Fuck it, he’s not gonna deal with this bullshit. Baring his teeth, he glares at Icyhot and snarls, “Now you better high-tail it the fuck outta here before I blow your ass up to bits!”
And the fucker still has the audacity to look calm. Whatever miniscule hints of surprise smooth back effortlessly into the emotionless, unruffled mask that IcyHot wears everyday, and Katsuki’s jaw twitches. IcyHot opens his mouth to try again, “Bakugou-”
“You seem to be dealing with this awfully well, huh, asshole?” Katsuki sneers, taking a step forward into the other boy’s space, “A little funny considering you seemed so eager to get into Zuku’s pants earlier, but I guess everything’s easier to deal with when you’re nothing but a stone-cold emotionless bitch-”
Katsuki suddenly finds his back hitting the wall and the next thing he knows, IcyHot is right in his face. “Don’t you dare,” he hisses, voice quivering with fury. For a brief moment, Katsuki’s head spins from hitting the wall, and the only thing filling his vision is IcyHot’s heterochromatic eyes. But unlike usual, they’re not cold- no, no, now they’re burning like a scorching wildfire as they bore into Katsuki’s own eyes. “Don’t you dare think that I’m not just as upset about this as you are! Midoriya is not just yours to be upset over!”
Regaining his composure, Katsuki scowls and tries to shove him away. “What the fuck? The hell do you mean by that?”
But IcyHot refuses to be pushed back and shoves him against the wall again. “Exactly what I said!” He shouts in his face, all previous calmness in his voice gone as he glares furiously at him, “Midoriya is not just yours to be upset over! I know you have something special with him and I respect that, believe me, I do, but that boy has touched the lives of each and every one of his classmates, including myself, and you will not dismiss us so easily! We have just as much right to be upset about this as you are!” Gritting his teeth, he makes a noise of frustration. “Damnit, Bakugou, pull your head out of your ass and realize that you’re not alone here! This is our failure. We’re his protectors too, you know!”
That strikes a nerve deep in Katsuki’s chest. “Our failure? Our failure?” He barks, “Don’t fucking act like you’ve been there! Don’t fucking act like you’ve been by his side all your life! You know who has? Me! So don’t fucking act like you know what I’m going through!” He’s shouting by the end of it, throat tight with rage and frustration.
IcyHot inhales sharply as he opens his mouth to retort, looking by all means like he’s about to shout back at him, but then he catches himself. Instead, he pulls back slightly and says in a low tone, “I don’t.” Katsuki can’t help the flicker of surprise he feels. “Midoriya is not my childhood friend,” IcyHot says quietly, “And I haven’t known him all my life.” Katsuki watches him suspiciously as the other boy meets his gaze solemnly. The fire has died down, only to be replaced by something… else, something Katsuki can’t quite name. “But… he is the reason that I use my fire in battle,” IcyHot continues, barely above a whisper, “And he is the reason that I can talk to my mother, and he is the reason that I have any hope of ever becoming a true hero… and I failed to protect him. And that hurts.” His voice breaks at the last word and he grits his teeth, squeezing his eyes shut as he turns his face away. Katsuki stares at him, shocked by the raw emotion. Hurt- that’s what he saw beneath the fire, IcyHot is hurting-
Just like him.
Katsuki swallows heavily, heart pounding in his chest as he gazes at the other boy.
There’s not a trace of the emotionless facade anymore as IcyHot lifts his head to look at him again. His jaw is clenched and his eyes are steely with determination as he fixes him with a firm look. “But I swear on my life that I’m going to do everything that I can to save him… but I’m going to need your help. I’m not strong enough for him and neither are you, but together- damn it, together, we might just stand a chance at getting him back.”
Katsuki is still staring at him in shock, but his last words catch his attention. “Get him back?”
IcyHot nods slowly. “Yaoyorozu put a tracker on the Nomu back in the forest. That’s what I came here to tell you. Me, her, and Kirishima- We’re going to go get him.”
Katsuki’s heart jolts. “What the fuck?” He exclaims, “Why didn’t you start with that, you asshole?” IcyHot gives him a mildly disgruntled look, but Katsuki ignores that and pushes himself off the wall. “What the fuck are we waiting for then? Let’s go get him!”
“No, wait, no!” IcyHot grabs his arm as he brushes past him. “We can’t leave tonight!”
“What?” Katsuki snaps, whirling on him, “Why the fuck not?”
“Yaoyorozu wants us to wait for the heroes to act first,” IcyHot explains, letting him go, “Wherever the tracker leads, she doesn’t want to go near it until the heroes do.”
Fury and disbelief at the utter audacity of this bitch burns in Katsuki’s chest. “Are you fucking kidding me?!?” He hisses, “Zuku is out there kidnapped, we have a way to fucking get him back, and she wants us to wait? What’s even the fucking point then of-”
“I don’t like it either, but it was the only way to get her to agree, and we can’t do this without her,” IcyHot interrupts, voice dropping back into an even tone that makes Katsuki’s eye twitch, “This is incredibly illegal and dangerous, so she wants to try and do this safely as possible.”
Katsuki lets out a wordless, frustrated snarl, whipping around to begin pacing circles across his room. IcyHot watches him seethe silently for a few moments, then adds, “We won’t be fighting either.”
Katsuki very nearly explodes. “Are you fucking kidding me?!?” He screeches.
“Bakugou, we can’t,” IcyHot stresses, “We don’t have our provisional licenses.”
“I don’t give a fuck about licenses!” Katsuki yells, stomping over to him, “Nothing is going to stop me from blowing up the fuckers that took Zuku!”
“Then I guess you won’t come,” IcyHot says tightly.
“Fuck you, I’m coming!” Katsuki spits.
“Not if you’re going to ruin everything by being reckless!” IcyHot finally snaps, glaring at him, “We have one shot at getting Midoriya back, we can’t mess this up!”
Frustration wells in Katsuki’s chest and he lets out a stream of profanities, dragging a hand roughly through his hair. “Fuck. Fuck,” he curses, even stomping his foot on the ground like a child, “Damnit, why even invite me then? You know I’m shit at sitting on my ass and playing by the rules.”
IcyHot looks at him seriously. “I invited you because I know how important Midoriya is to you.” Katsuki looks up at this. IcyHot meets his gaze unwaveringly. “And,” he adds, a bit softer, “I think, if we do get him back… you’re going to be the first person he would want to see.”
There’s a long silence after his words. Katsuki can’t hear a hint of deception in his voice, he just sounds… earnest. It makes something pull in his chest, something that feels dangerously close to gratitude, that IcyHot would still think to invite him, still want him to come along even though he knew he might mess things up just because he knew it would be important to him…
Katsuki sniffs and looks away, skin prickling under IcyHot’s gaze. Whatever. It’s not like they’re fucking friends or anything…
Clearing his throat, he huffs, “So now we wait…”
IcyHot straightens up slightly. “Actually, Yaoyorozu overheard All Might talking with the police, and apparently they’re going to make their move tomorrow night. So be ready.”
Tomorrow night? God, the League will have had Zuku for almost three whole days by then, but at this point Katsuki is just grateful to know that there is something to look forward to instead of just going insane waiting and doing nothing. He perks up.
“You bet your ass I will be,” he declares, determination filling his veins.
IcyHot nods, and Katsuki finds that the fiery determination in his eyes has reignited, burning hot enough to match his own. The cold fear in his chest that hasn’t left since Zuku was kidnapped dies down slightly, not disappearing completely, but is pushed aside to make room for something else- confidence.
‘I’ll lend you my strength. Use it.’
Katsuki is a force to be reckoned with on his own, but so is IcyHot. And dammit- if they could take down All Might together, then they sure as hell could do this together too!
The next morning during breakfast, Spinner approaches him.
“Oh, hey, Midoriya-kun.” Izuku blinks and looks up. Spinner scratches the back of his neck with his good arm. “I tried what you said last night, but I’m not sure if I did it right. Mind taking a look?”
He holds out his arm.
Vaguely, Izuku is aware of all of the villains immediately pausing and looking over at them. The weight of their stares makes his heart skip a beat. Spinner gazes at him patiently, but he can’t be oblivious.
This must be some sort of test, Izuku realizes.
Feigning innocence, the greenette nods meekly and turns towards him, reaching out to gently unwrap his poorly bandaged arm. He can’t help wrinkling his nose just a bit when he sees the wound underneath. Mandalay’s claws left messy gashes in Spinner’s scales, although at least they don’t seem to be too deep. It looks like he might’ve started to stitch it up himself but gave up quickly. It’s really just a mess.
Shigaraki’s eyes burn holes into the back of his head.
Izuku swallows.
“Do you have a first-aid kit?” He asks Kurogiri weakly.
Play the role.
There wouldn’t be any harm in fixing up Spinner through traditional means. It would make the villains nicer to him, and maybe increase his chances of finding out new information. Right? That’s why he decided to do this in the first place…
He steadfastly ignores the traitorous voice in the back of his head that tells him he’d be too scared to refuse to heal him anyway.
Behind him, he can practically hear Shigaraki grin. “You heard him, Kurogiri. Get the kid a first-aid kit.”
“Of course.” Kurogiri reaches under the counter and pulls out a kit that he slides across the table towards Izuku. It’s not very well-stocked, there’s not even disposable gloves, but there is a stitching needle and enough clean gauze for him to make do with. Well, the gloves he’s a bit miffed about for sanitary reasons, but at least he doesn’t have to worry about his quirk automatically activating thanks to his injuries.
He takes Spinner to the bathroom, first washing his own hands, then carefully washing the man’s gashes because he doubts he did it correctly last night. Once they’re clean, they sit down at the bar and Izuku starts with the stitches. He works with a kind of disconnected efficiency, going through the motions of piercing the scales and dragging the thread through with an intense focus that somehow simultaneously leaves room for no thought. It helps him ignore the way the villains are watching him like wolves circling their prey. He tries to take it as a learning experience too- he hasn’t done stitches many times, and he’s never done it on someone with scales before.
It’s not too different, but as his fingers brush against Spinner’s rough scales, he starts to notice something odd. Every time his skin makes contact, he feels something warm flowing beneath it. It takes him a moment to realize that it’s Spinner’s energy he’s feeling.
Right. Even though he’s injured, that part of his quirk still works, the part that can sense other people’s natural energy, their injuries. He wonders why he never figured this out before. He knew, of course, that he could do it once he stopped his quirk, but he didn’t know it still worked if he was injured. Then again, as a healer, he supposes he doesn’t often get injured in the first place.
But now that he doesn’t have to focus so hard on stopping his quirk, he can explore feeling Spinner’s energy a bit more easily. Since his fingers are sliding so close to his wounds, he can feel the other’s lifeforce thrumming vibrantly beneath his fingertips as he attempts to repair himself. Izuku’s own energy lies dormant inside of him. It’s so strange to have it not react automatically in response to a wound like this, to not feel it reach out and try to flow out his fingertips.
“I assume that’s probably your body’s natural attempt at self-preservation, to use your energy to heal yourself before you heal others.”
It makes sense, he supposes. Still, it feels strange. Not warm and buzzing like it is in Spinner. It’s more… thick and sluggish, like a sleepy dragon curling protectively over a clutch of eggs within him.
Unlike before, his energy almost seems tangible now, for some reason. Like he could grab it, if he wanted to.
“Done.” He finishes wrapping up Spinner’s arm and leans back.
Spinner admires the neatly-wrapped gauze and grins at him. “Thanks, Midoriya-kun!”
Izuku plasters on a smile and nods.
In the afternoon, his time runs out.
“Alright, cheat code,” Shigaraki says, sauntering up to him, “Seems like you’ve regained your strength. Time to pay another visit to Sensei.”
Izuku’s stomach drops, and he nearly throws up the lunch he just ate.
“No!” He immediately croaks, nearly knocking over his barstool in his haste to scramble to his feet. Shigaraki stills and Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat, stammering, “I mean- no- I mean- uh-” The other villains are looking over now and his mind whirls, frantically trying to think of a way out of this.
He can’t heal All For One again! This is happening too quickly! He was supposed to have more time! The heroes were supposed to be here by now! This wasn’t supposed to happen! It wasn’t supposed to have come to this! What is he going to do ?
“Midoriya-kun,” Kurogiri rumbles. Izuku startles and glances up. Golden eyes bore into his. “Shigaraki-kun’s sensei is benevolent,” he assures, gentle and calm, “If you come quietly, he will not treat you harshly.”
Izuku swallows heavily. A deep, faint shudder starts from the roots of his very soul, spreading throughout his entire body.
Is he just going to be drained over and over until All For One is healed? Then tossed aside for the League to use once All For One is through with him? Is that his future?
“Don’t worry, I can wait. I’ll be more than content to watch you grow into a fine young healer.”
“I bet you’ll be just like Recovery Girl- with a quirk as flexible as yours, you'll be travelling all across Japan during your career, healing heroes left and right. Isn’t it exciting?!?”
“I’ll heal your brother as soon as I can. I promise. I won’t let Stain take your hero away from you.”
“Once I pass my quirk on to Young Togata, I would like you to be by his side.”
Izuku clenches his jaw. No, he already has a future, a better one, one that he’s still reaching for, and he will not let the villains take it from him!
That still doesn’t stop him from trembling with fear as he nods and quietly agrees, keeping his eyes downcast as Shigaraki steps to his side, guiding him with a hand on his back through the warp gate that Kurogiri opens. A cold wave washes over him as he re-emerges into the room he was in the day before yesterday. It looks much the same, dark with only the glow of a TV for light, except perhaps there’s a couple less pieces of medical equipment than last time.
All For One sits in the same chair.
“Ah, Midoriya-kun,” he greets pleasantly, “Come in.”
Izuku doesn’t move. Shigaraki’s hand firmly pushes him forward. Terror mounts with every step he takes, All For One waiting patiently with that constant shadow of a smirk playing on his lips. When he finally stands in front of the villain, All For One speaks again.
“I heard from Tomura-kun that you are adjusting well.” His tone is conversational, and he gestures with his hand, but Izuku’s eyes immediately lock on his fingers.
Sharp, jagged blades piercing his chest, forcing his quirk, tearing his energy away from him-
Something snaps so hard within Izuku that he flinches. He stares at those fingers heatedly.
He will not let that happen to him again. Resolve unlike any other solidifies in his chest. He doesn’t know what, but he needs to do something.
All For One was clearly expecting a response, and when he doesn’t get one, he sighs. “I know this may seem difficult and frightening in the beginning, but I’m hoping you can sympathize with our cause,” he says, “I have witnessed so much suffering at the hands of heroes. I only wish now that my comrades may now have the privilege to feel the relief of a healer’s touch.”
He trails off, letting the words sink in. Izuku stays quiet, still staring at his hand.
Another length pause. All For One, at least, then seems to realize that Izuku is not in the mood for casual conversation. He straightens up ever so slightly.
“Well, then.” The air shifts. “Before we begin, I would like to ask you a question first. A few, perhaps, depending on your answer of the first. And if you lie to me, I will know.”
Izuku stiffens. The way he said that- another quirk? A truth quirk of some kind?
All For One doesn’t give him long to wonder about it.
“Has All Might passed down One For All?”
Izuku’s eyes widen in horror.
Mirio.
A strange feeling washes over him, loosening his tongue, compelling him to speak, to confess. Whatever this quirk is, it’s effects must go beyond lie-detecting. It feels more like truth- pulling. Just the thought of resisting makes his chest start to tighten until it feels like he can’t breathe.
“No.”
Then as soon as it started, it’s over. The truth is out, and Izuku lets out a sigh of relief.
All Might was going to wait until summer break in order to give Mirio One For All in case something bad happened. He doesn’t know when exactly during summer break, but he knows All Might would have definitely informed him as soon as it happened.
God, he’s so glad he didn’t have to lie to All For One.
The villain grins. “No? All this time and that fool never thought to find a successor?” He clicks his tongue and hums, chuckling to himself. “Well, nevermind then. Let’s get on with the healing session, shall we?”
He raises his hand and a jolt of unbridled terror spikes through Izuku’s body, stopping his heart for a split second.
“Wait!” He yelps, grimacing when his throat protests painfully.
All For One pauses. “Yes?”
Quivering uncontrollably, Izuku stammers, “I’ll-I’ll heal you willingly-I’ll heal you willingly just- don’t just use that quirk on me- please.” His voice cracks pathetically. He shrinks in on himself, squeezing his eyes shut.
All For One doesn’t need him to be willing, he’s just embarrassing himself by begging, he’s just making a fool of himself, he’s just proving what a weak, pathetic-
“Oh? But how would you heal me if you’re injured?”
Izuku’s head snaps up, eyes wide in surprise. All For One watches him sightlessly, but Izuku sees no obvious sign of deception.
“Shigaraki-kun’s sensei is benevolent. If you come quietly, he will not treat you harshly.”
An overwhelming sense of relief- no, of gratitude- washes over him, gratitude that his captor is so kind enough to be open to accepting what he could so easily take by force. The emotion chokes him, makes him go weak in the knees, so much so that he nearly drops to the ground and starts weeping.
He flinches, snapping out of his shock, forcing himself to regain control of his scattered- dangerous- emotions. All For One is still waiting for an answer, his presence pressing down on Izuku, making it nearly impossible for him to frantically search for a reply in his mind.
Shit, why did he say that, why did he say that, he can’t do anything, think, think, think, damnit, what can he do, what has he learned, what can he use-
He suddenly recalls the way his own energy felt in contrast to Spinner’s when he was stitching him up this morning, the way it lay dormant inside of him, thick and nearly tangible, almost like he could...
“I’ll push it.” All For One tilts his head. “I’ll-I’ll push my energy into you. Nor-Normally I-I just let it flow- stopping it is usually the hard part- but- but-” The idea forms the same time it pours out of his lips. “You-You said my quirk stops when I’m injured be-because my body focuses on healing itself before others, but I think it just stops it from flowing automatically, not- it won’t stop me from forcing it out if- if I wanted to. And- And it’ll be better! To heal you in shorter bursts, I mean. If-If you take a lot of energy out of me then-then I’ll need more time to rest and it’ll-it’ll take longer for you to heal and- and-”
“Midoriya-kun.” All For One silences him with a single word. Izuku’s jaw snaps shut. To his relief, the villain’s tone is pleased. “That is a wonderful idea. Far more appealing for the both of us.” His hand lowers back down to rest on the arm of his chair. The knot in Izuku’s chest loosens ever so slightly. “You have superiority when it comes to matters of healing. I will trust your judgement here. Come.”
Stomach contracting into a tight ball, Izuku reluctantly steps closer, gaze roaming over the disfigured man in front of him. He’s even more horrifying up close, and Izuku’s hands tremble as he raises them. For a moment, he doesn’t know where to place them. All For One is wearing a three piece suit that covers pretty much everything except his hands and face, the former of which Izuku is still too terrified to touch. But his face, his scarred, eyeless, mess of a face…
Swallowing, Izuku squeezes his eyes shut and gently places his hands on All For One’s head. The villain doesn’t move. Immediately, Izuku can once again sense his energy swirling around his weak spots. Right hip, left hand, left knee, and face, of course.
Which one should he heal? He should try to leave him with the bigger, more crippling injuries, right? That way, when All Might does come...
Wait a minute, what is he even talking about?!? Izuku doesn’t even know how to direct his energy yet! He doesn’t even know if he can force his energy out! He was just spouting bullshit back there in a desperate attempt to save his own ass! He doesn’t know if this is going to work!
Focus, focus! What can he do? His hands are on All For One’s face- that means, if he does manage to push his energy out, it’ll probably go to his eyes first. Probably… hopefully…
He can feel empty spaces in his energy where the organs are missing. All For One won’t be blind anymore… that’s not great, but he’ll still be pretty physically disabled by his other injuries. And they’re small enough organs to regrow that they won’t completely exhaust Izuku, but they’ll take enough energy out of him to excuse him from healing any of All For One’s other injuries. Yeah… yeah, this’ll work!
So now he just has to figure out how to force his quirk.
Izuku turns his attention inward, to the energy he’s now more aware of than ever before. It hums ever so faintly within him, thick and curling as it spreads throughout his veins. He pushes at it- he thinks. Nothing happens at first. He pushes again, imagining the hose, and his fingertips start to tingle in a familiar way. He pushes again, harder, and it feels almost tangible, like he’s poking and prodding at some invisible sleeping tiger, ignoring the way it growls at him in warning. A pressure starts to build in his chest, but he keeps pushing, shoving, trying to grasp at whatever this feeling is. He’s distantly aware that he starts to shake, like his whole body is telling him this is wrong, telling him don’t do this, don’t do this, don’t do this-
He grabs his energy, gives one final shove, and it’s as if a dam breaks.
The closest thing he can compare it to is like a pimple being popped. A sudden burst, then slow oozing. The first part startles him and he scrambles to get a control over his energy, but a second later it’s slowing down to a near stop. It startles him even more to realize that he does seem to have some tangible feel over his energy now; it’s thick and dense like sludge and moves at a snail’s pace. He pushes with all his might, and it does help move it along, but his body shudders with the sheer amount of effort it takes him. This is so different from what he’s used to and feels so utterly wrong, like he’s betraying his body somehow or going against his quirk’s wishes.
He can’t even tell if it’s working or not, he can’t tell how he does it for, but he keeps it up until the empty pocket of energy beneath his fingers doesn’t feel so empty anymore, then yanks his hands away. He nearly collapses, legs wobbling dangerously, but he catches himself on All For One’s armchair, clutching the edge with white knuckles.
For a few moments, he simply gasps for breath, eyes still closed, trying to recover from the ordeal, trying to figure out what the fuck just happened and how the hell did he do that?
A large hand comes to cup his cheek.
Opening his eyes, he wearily glances up, only to immediately look away, feeling as if he just got burned. His stomach locks up tight, regret filling every inch of his being. A hard knot constricts his throat, making it nearly impossible to breathe as All For One tilts his chin, forcing him to meet his gaze. Two searing, predatory eyes penetrate him with an intense stare, rich, scarlet pools of blood filling his irises. Izuku trembles, all thoughts escaping his mind as a primal, unadulterated fear takes over his body. He’s never felt so close to death before. No, no, he’s literally staring death straight in the face.
The hand on his face feels like a brand, burning him, trapping him, holding him in place. All he can do is quiver while All For One’s thumb gently rubs his cheek, taking his time as his eyes tear past every defense Izuku has ever put up, bearing into his very soul, exposing him, forcing a level of such raw vulnerability that it makes him feel like his skin is being peeled off, but he doesn’t dare move.
Finally, after what feels like ages, All For One speaks.
“You have lovely eyes, Midoriya-kun.”
Izuku thinks he might throw up.
All For One continues to stroke his cheek, leaving behind a burning trail wherever he touches, and rumbles, “Thank you for giving me back mine. It’s been so long since I’ve been able to see another face…”
“Sensei.”
Shigaraki’s voice is a whisper behind Izuku. All For One’s eyes slide past him.
“Tomura-kun.”
The hand finally leaves Izuku’s cheek.
Now with All For One’s attention off of him, the healer feels like a massive weight has been lifted off of his chest. He pushes himself away from the villain’s chair, practically stumbling backwards in his haste to get away, but he’s a lot weaker than he thought he’d be from the healing session. Before he can take more than a couple of steps, Shigaraki’s hand shoots out and snags his arm, keeping him from going any further. The man isn’t even looking at him though, he’s simply staring at All For One, face slightly slack. Izuku realizes with a small jolt that he’s not wearing his mask.
All For One gazes at him for a moment, then smiles. It’s different than the other ones Izuku has seen from him, less condescending and more… pleased. Like he’s actually happy. It’s strange.
“Tomura-kun,” he repeats, voice as gentle as a cooing dove, “You’ve grown.”
He reaches up to cup Shigaraki’s face. Izuku hears a sharp inhale. Shigaraki’s eyelids flutter for the barest of seconds, then he slowly tilts his head and nuzzles into the palm slightly. All For One’s fingers gently scratch the back of his head, his thumb brushing over his left eye.
“You look different,” he murmurs.
Shigaraki hums, “Cheat code healed them. Back at the mall. Did I forget to mention it to you?”
“You did.” All For One’s eyes linger on Shigaraki’s face before sliding back over to Izuku. He freezes, but all All For One says is, “You continue to impress me, Midoriya Izuku. Once more, I thank you. And I look forward to our next meeting.” He lowers his hand, nodding behind them. “Go on and rest now. I’ll see you again soon.”
Izuku just barely stifles a sigh of relief. Shigaraki bows his head, and, after a moment, Izuku does too, since All For One can see it now. He can feel the man’s gaze burning the back of his head as he walks away with Shigaraki, the other villain’s hand still on his arm. He’s unsure whether it’s to trap him or simply to steady him since he’s rather weak on his feet.
Kurogiri is waiting for them at the end of the room, watching them with golden eyes that glow in the dark. As they approach, Izuku notices that Shigaraki is watching him too, rather blatantly staring at his face even when Izuku glances back at him. His gaze holds only a mere shred of the intensity of All For One’s, but the vibrant, blood-red color is sickeningly similar.
For a moment, Shigaraki simply stares at him. But then, his lips slowly, ever so slowly, peel back into a nightmare of a grin, and a devilish gleam flickers across his eyes.
Izuku trembles. The four-fingered grip on his arm flexes.
“Kurogiri.” Shigaraki takes his mask out of his pocket and puts it on. “Take us home.”
As Izuku steps through the portal, returning once again to the League of Villains, he has to forcibly swallow down a wail of distress that threatens to rise in his chest.
How the hell is he going to get out of here?
Notes:
Chapter art can be found on Instagram and Tumblr
AFO is the ugliest motherfucker I've ever had the displeasure of drawing.
IMPORTANT!!! Sorry fam, but there won't be an update on Tuesday. Imma be going on a roadtrip with my roommates (woot woot) and I'm probably just gonna be too busy to update and idk if the place we're going to is gonna have good wifi, also probably not even gonna bring my laptop anyway. So ya'll have to wait 'till Saturday for the update. And mwahahaha, just wait till you read the snippet for the next chapter.
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Next chapter, *knock knock* “Hello, this is Pizza-La. Kamino Store.”
EDIT 1/27/24 There was a problem with the images for this fic, its been resolved now but I no longer have the pics for this chapter. New readers, please use the link I have provided.
Chapter 34: The Climax
Notes:
This is a long boi. I suggest reading it in one go to properly feel the e m o t i o n s
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TRIGGER WARNING for a panic attack. It kind of builds up during the second half of the chapter, but if you wanna skip the actual panic attack, stop at 'Izuku squeezes his eyes shut, struggling not' and pick up at 'Eventually, and it is eventually,'
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
UA holds a press conference in the evening.
Izuku sits hunched over at the bar table, half-heartedly picking at his dinner. Every time he tries to bring food into his mouth, All For One’s eyes flash in his mind and nausea churns his stomach. He lowers his fork miserably. What’s the point anyways? All this food is going to do is turn into energy that he’s going to be forced to give to All For One. Why eat at all?
But the villains are watching him, so he reluctantly bites into his food and forces himself to chew, trying to ignore the way it tastes like ash in his mouth.
Beside him, Shigaraki lounges against the counter, looking nothing so much as a satisfied pather that has caught its prey. Once they returned to the bar after the last healing session, he and Kurogiri became significantly more friendly towards Izuku. Whereas before Shigaraki would leave him alone for the most part, now he’s hardly left the boy’s side. This behavior does not go unnoticed by the other villains who, in turn, also have started acting more openly friendly towards him.
If anything, it makes him feel even worse. The sensation of being so utterly trapped bears down on him like an inescapable pressure, and the panic that he’s been doing such a good job at keeping at bay for the past two days starts to bubble in his chest.
He almost starts crying when he sees Aizawa on the TV. The man is nearly unrecognizable, hair combed and clean-shaven in clothes that actually fit him well. He’s standing in front of dozens of flashing cameras and microphones that Izuku knows he hates, apologizing on behalf of UA to a hostile and unforgiving audience. Reporters throw loaded questions and harsh criticism from all sides, and unsurprisingly Principal Nedzu ends up doing most of the talking, keeping a calm, level-head as he gives pacifying, concise answers that don’t provide much detail. Despite his responses being polite and logical, Izuku can easily tell that they’re unsatisfactory.
Toga’s high-pitched giggle catches his attention during a brief commercial break. She’s lying on his cot, grinning as she holds her phone mere inches away from her face.
“Uh oh!” She sing-songs, “People are piiiissed!”
Swinging her legs around, she hops to her feet and skips over to Shigaraki. “Tomura-kun, Tomura-kun, read this!” She shoves her phone in his face, then proceeds to read aloud for him, despite the fact that she just told him to read it. “Increased security measures? Give me a break! These heroes are just trying to protect themselves!- That’s disappointing UA!- They’re gonna get those kids killed!- What about the rest of us? Are these our heroes? ” She finishes by dissolving into a fit of giggles, hiding her grin behind her phone.
Izuku’s stomach sinks when Shigaraki meets his gaze, lip curling up beneath his mask. “That’s strange,” he croons, tilting his head, “Why are the heroes being criticized? Is it because it’s their job to protect?”
“They’ll be too busy saving their own skins to try and save you.”
Izuku’s heartbeat pounds against his ribcage.
“Everyone makes a mistake or two,” Shigaraki continues, “Aren’t they supposed to be perfect?”
Izuku tries to swallow, but his throat feels tight. Shigaraki watches him with raptor-like eyes, pinning him to the spot, leaving him with nowhere to hide. Izuku finds himself shying away from his gaze, shrinking in on himself as he averts his eyes to the floor.
Toga glances between them, still grinning wickedly, before she glances to the side and perks up. “Ooh, it’s back on!”
Seizing the welcome distraction, Izuku turns his back on Shigaraki to face the TV once more. Principal Nedzu, Aizawa, and Vlad King have not moved from their spots, still overlooking the sea of antagonistic reporters that call out question after question. Now it’s one particular reporter’s turn and Izuku watches as the man stands up from his seat.
An arm slides over his shoulders.
Izuku stiffens up. He doesn’t need to glance up to know who it belongs to. Shigaraki shifts in the spot where he has stepped up beside him and presses a bit closer, very nearly leaning his weight against him as he lowers his head and mutters, “Let’s watch them dig their own grave, shall we?”
Pulse roaring in his ears, Izuku can do nothing but nod shakily. Shigaraki doesn’t have a particularly tight grip on him, but the arm around his shoulders still feels like a steel trap, locking him in place, a heavy reminder that he’s captured.
On the TV, the reporter asks his first question, catching Izuku’s attention, “You spoke of the students’ safety, Eraserhead. However, during the incident, it was reported that you urged them to fight. What was your intention behind this?”
Aizawa leans forward into the microphone. “Since we were unable to fully grasp the situation, I decided that it was the best course of action to take in order to avoid the worst possible outcome.”
“What do you mean by ‘worst possible outcome’?” The reporter raises an eyebrow. “There were twenty-six students injured and one abducted. If that’s not the worst possible outcome, then what is?”
To the rest of the world, Aizawa’s face remains impassive, but Izuku knows his teacher well enough by now that he can see, even through a TV screen, all the telltale signs that he’s annoyed. “The ‘worst outcome’ I assumed in that situation would be that the students would all be killed simply because the law prohibited them from using their quirks to defend themselves,” he replies dryly.
Principal Nedzu smartly decides to speak up before the reporter can respond. “The gas attack, caused by one of the villain’s quirk, accounts for most of the victims’ injuries. Thanks to the quick response of Kendo-san and Tetsutetsu-kun, the villain was subdued and there were no major injuries from that attack. While we are providing our students medical care for any physical injuries they may have obtained during this ordeal, at the moment, we do not see any signs of serious psychological trauma.”
The reporter doesn’t look convinced. “Are you saying that it was a bright spot in this tragedy?”
“We believe that the worst outcome is one that would have infringed on the future,” Principal Nedzu replies without missing a beat.
“Can you say the same thing for the kidnapped Midoriya?” The reporter asks.
Aizawa’s eye noticeably twitches. There’s a beat of silence.
“Oh, snap!” Twice whistles.
“Here it comes!” Toga giggles excitedly.
“Of course, his future is the one that is in question here,” the reporter continues, “What evidence do you have for saying that this has not infringed on his future? What evidence do you have for saying that he has one at all?”
Aizawa doesn’t reply. Principal Nedzu leans forward. “We know that, considering the events of the Kiyashi Ward Mall, there has been some speculation as to whether or not Midoriya-kun is still alive, but I assure you, if the League wanted him dead, they would not have gone through the trouble of kidnapping him. We are not just standing around idly. We are currently investigating along with the police. We will not rest until we get our healer back.”
Izuku’s eyes prick. Principal Nedzu sounds so confident, so steadfast, that Izuku feels ashamed for ever doubting his teachers for a second. He didn’t realize how badly he needed to hear a hero’s determination until now. Of course they’re still looking for him! They wouldn’t let something like this distract them! There’s only three of them here- All Might’s probably busy looking for him right now!
All Might.
Scarlet eyes burn his mind.
Izuku trembles underneath Shigaraki’s arm.
On TV, the reporter continues to press, “Midoriya Izuku enrolled in UA through recommendations with excellent marks and became the first healer-in-training to attend the institution. During the Sports Festival, his presence was announced to the entire country, the power of his quirk in particular being emphasized. In the weeks following, Midoriya would be targeted by Stain, Shigaraki Tomura, and finally, the League of Villains. So my question is, do you believe that UA has put a target on Midoriya’s back? Do you believe that flaunting Midoriya’s power during the Sports Festival, an event that both heroes and villains may have had an eye on, was a wise decision?”
Izuku internally cringes. It’s almost downright painful because, well...
All For One’s words echo in his mind, “But then during the Sports Festival, it was announced that UA had taken in a bright young healer and it all made sense. How All Might regained his strength, why he suddenly decided to work at UA- it’s all because of you, my boy.”
It was because of the Sports Festival. All For One himself admitted that it was during such a public event that he finally connected the dots back to Izuku. That was the event that sealed his fate.
But how could they have known?
This time, Aizawa replies before Nedzu can. “We gave Midoriya-kun a moment in the spotlight during the Sports Festival because we felt he deserved recognition for his efforts,” he says, staring fixedly at the reporter, “He works harder than anyone in his class, and he deserves better than to just be pushed into the background while his classmates get all the attention just because they’re going to be heroes.” A faint, surprised flush dusts across Izuku’s cheeks despite himself, taken aback by his teacher’s words. “That being said, we could not have anticipated the target we inadvertently put on his back. Perhaps we should have, but as you stated earlier, Midoriya-kun is the first healer-in-training UA has ever taken on, so experience was not on our side.”
Exactly!
“Still-” Izuku grits his teeth as the reporter doggedly pushes on, “Many people are still wondering how the League managed to kidnap Midoriya. Were you not aware that he was being targeted after Shigaraki attacked him at the Kiyashi Mall, an attack that nearly ended his life?”
His throat itches. Shigaraki’s weight seems to press down on him just a little bit heavier.
“Yes,” Aizawa says, “And we immediately began implementing security details-”
“Security details like sending him off into a remote location in the middle of the woods?” The reporter questions skeptically, cutting him off.
Aizawa’s jaw clenches. “We had six pro heroes and forty heroes-in-training-”
“But the League was still able to get him,” the reporter says, “Please, enlighten me as to how this happened, because there are many people that would like to know. How did six capable pro heroes and forty hero students that you gave your permission to fight lose one single healer?”
Silence falls in the broadcast room, interrupted only by the shuttering of flashing cameras. Meanwhile, Shigaraki is chuckling beside Izuku as if he couldn’t be more entertained.
“I love this reporter!” He exclaims.
“Can we recruit him next?” Magne asks, and the scary thing is that Izuku can’t quite tell if she's joking or not.
“Shh, look, look!” Toga waves a hand at the screen, giggling manically, “This guy’s about to burst!”
And as much as Izuku hates to agree with her, Aizawa does look like he’s only holding onto the last of his patience by the barest thread. He pauses for a long moment, then says in a tight, controlled voice, “First of all, I just want to make it clear that I gave my students permission to defend themselves and that alone. They are not in any way responsible for Midoriya-kun’s kidnapping.” He lets that linger for a second, then continues, “As a pro hero, you learn that you can take all the precautions in the world and yet still have things not turn out in the way you hope. From there, all you can do is work to be better. That’s what everyone at UA strives to do - to be better. To be stronger. This event is something that all of us, Midoriya-kun included, will rise from.”
The reporter makes a sound that is very close to a scoff. “With all due respect, he is a healer, not a hero student. You can’t possibly hold him to the same standards as your other students. How do you expect him to be able to move forward when pros have failed to protect him time and time again?”
An indignance that Izuku has become all-too familiar with burns his chest at the reporter’s words. But when he sees Aizawa’s eyes- they sear.
“With all due respect,” Aizawa bites out, low and dangerous, “Do not speak like you know my student. Midoriya Izuku is stronger than you will ever know. Everyone was doing their role during the attack, him included. He saved a little boy from being murdered by not one, but two villains. If you think he just laid down and let himself get kidnapped, then you’re dead wrong. The League may have taken him for his healing abilities, but if they saw his lack of combative quirk and thought they had an easy target, then I believe they have gravely underestimated him.”
The blatant, unwavering certainty he puts behind his words is resounding. It makes Izuku’s heart warm, just knowing the amount of faith and trust his teacher has in him, but it only lasts for a couple of seconds.
Shigaraki’s eyes drill holes into the side of his head. The arm around his shoulders slowly starts to stiffen.
Izuku’s mind freezes.
Shit.
Bless Aizawa for believing in his strength, buuuut he also kind of just blew holes into his ‘helpless little healer’ plan. Surely he can convince Shigaraki otherwise? The villains think the heroes are wrong about everything, why would they listen to one now?
Izuku huddles where he sits, shrinking in on himself, trying to make himself look smaller. The broadcast is still going on, but he stops paying attention to it. Instead, he keeps his eyes fixed on the floor- he doesn’t dare look up at Shigaraki, not when he can practically feel the man’s eyes on him. He desperately wishes he knew what was going on in his mind.
For a few tense moments, all he does is wait, cowering under Shigaraki’s gaze. The other villains are watching him too, assessing him, trying to see if Aizawa’s words had any weight to them. He can’t risk letting them see anything other than the submissive healer they’ve come to know the past couple of days, so he ducks his head and waits.
Shigaraki’s arm has been slowly tightening around his quivering shoulders. His other hand suddenly comes up and takes Izuku’s chin, tilting it up and forcing him to meet his gaze. Shigaraki’s bloodshot eyes peek through the fingers of his mask, boring into Izuku’s own, searching for… something. Searching for what?
After a moment, Izuku thinks he gets an idea.
Staring the villain straight on, he lets his breath hitch and blinks until his vision blurs with tears. Finally, a few nerve-racking seconds later, Shigaraki breaks the silence with a scoff.
“Tch.” He leans away slightly, letting his arm slide off Izuku’s shoulders, but he keeps his chin pinched between two fingers. A smirk curls under his mask as he looks down at him with hooded eyes. “No, I know exactly what you are.”
Izuku allows himself to hold his gaze for a brief moment before forcing himself to glance away submissively. Shigaraki releases his chin and he lets out a quiet sigh of relief.
There’s a knock on the door.
“Hello, this is Pizza-La. Kamino Store.”
At first, Izuku doesn’t think much of it. But then he takes one look at the villains’ faces and realizes: they didn’t order any pizza. Which makes sense, of course, because they already ate dinner. So why is someone at the door?
Two seconds later, there’s a giant crashing sound and the bar erupts into flying debris and dust.
“SMASH!”
Catching himself against the bar table, Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat at the sight of a familiar flash of red-white-and-blue. Could it be? Is this-
“Kurogiri!” He hears Shigaraki snap. “Warp gate!”
The dust clears enough for Izuku to see All Might squat down as Kamui Woods swings down through a giant hole in the wall, lashing out with one of his arms and sending numerous, thick tendrils of wood to bind and restrain the startled villains. Another older hero that Izuku doesn’t recognize darts in and knocks Dabi unconscious with a swift kick when he tries to burn his way out.
“You can’t run anymore, League of Villains!” All Might declares, “Why? Because we are here!”
Izuku’s mind is whirling, struggling to catch up. “All… All Might…” He rasps, barely audible.
“Right after the press conference,” Compress says, dismayed, “Don’t tell me this was pre-arranganged?”
Another voice comes from the back door. “When one is on the offensive is when one neglects defense most.” Izuku watches, barely processing, as the number five hero Edgeshot slides out from behind the door and unlocks it, revealing rows of armored policemen. “We’re not the only ones from the Pizza La Kamino store. Outside, you’re surrounded by skillful heroes, like Endeavor, and the police.”
This is happening so fast. This is happening too fast. Is this even happening? Is he really being rescued?
Izuku glances around, dazed. The villains are all tied up. Shigaraki is on the floor, bound, restrained, he can’t touch him. Izuku is the one that’s standing, Izuku is the one that’s free.
A sob of relief wells up in his throat. He’s okay. He’s finally okay. The heroes are here. All Might is here. All Might is right here, right in front of him-
Cold terror washes over him, freezing him to the spot.
All Might is here.
“Young Midoriya.” He flinches. All Might stands up, eyes roaming over him, lingering on his cut lip. “Are you alright? Everything is fine now, my boy!”
Izuku can’t hear him over the roar in his head. It’s like a wall of utter panic has separated his consciousness from the words reaching his ears.
All Might is here. All Might is here. All For One knows this location. He could get here any second. Izuku healed him. Izuku made him stronger. Is he too strong? What if he’s too much for All Might to handle? He’s not fully healed but neither is All Might- how could Izuku possibly be sure that All Might would be strong enough to defeat him?!? All For One has so many quirks and he’s so terrifyingly powerful and Izuku only made him even more powerful and if All Might fought him now and All For One killed him then-
-it would be entirely Izuku’s fault.
With a choked cry, he pushes himself away from the counter and stumbles towards the number one hero.
“All Might!” He gasps, clutching at his arm when he swoops down to catch him, “All Might, All Might, he’s here, he’s here, you need to go, you need- you need to go, please!”
“Young Midoriya!” All Might startles, moving to steady him. “Calm down, calm down.”
“All Might, please, please, you don’t understand,” Izuku begs frantically. His voice, which has steadily gotten worse and worse over the past couple of days, now splinters into a million pieces, but he ignores the agony in his throat and rasps, “He’s here, he’s close- All For One- he-”
“I understand, Young Midoriya-” All Might tries to soothe him, only to be interrupted by a hiss from Shigaraki.
“You little shit!” Furious red eyes lock on Izuku. “Running right back to the heroes, huh? Kurogiri!” He yells, “Bring as many as you can over!” Silence meets his words. He whips his head towards the warp villain. “Kurogiri!”
“I’m sorry, Shigaraki-kun,” Kurogiri apologizes, grimacing, “The Nomus… they’re not there!”
Izuku doesn’t know what’s going on, but there’s no time to wonder. Kurogiri can’t bring over Nomus? That’s all the more time he has.
“You’re still green, Shigaraki,” All Might says, but is once again interrupted, this time by Izuku scrabbling at his chest.
“All Might, All Might, please, please, you can’t be here, you have to go,” he wheezes, tears streaming from his eyes as he desperately tries to push him away. It’s like trying to push a mountain.
“My boy, what-”
“I healed him,” Izuku chokes. All Might freezes, and Izuku’s heart shatters. “I’m so sorry, I- he forced me- I couldn’t- I- you can’t- please All Might you can’t-”
All Might shushes him and grabs him by the shoulders to hold him still, but Izuku is nearly hyperventilating at this point, still feebly clawing at All Might’s chest to try and get him to leave. Kamui Woods glances at him warily.
“Is he a danger to himself?” He asks, “Should I bind him too?”
“No! No,” All Might says, gripping Izuku firmly before turning his attention to Shigaraki, “This is the end, Shigaraki Tomura! Where is All For One?”
“The end, you say?” Izuku hears Shigaraki growl behind him, “Don’t be ridiculous. I’ve only just begun…”
He goes on to say something more, but the boy doesn’t pay attention. He’s too busy frantically trying to think about how to get All Might to leave before All For One gets here. Surely he wouldn’t be stupid enough to fight All For One now that he’s healed? But Izuku told All Might that he healed him- he didn’t even tell him how much, and All Might is still not running away! Of course All Might has never been one to run away from a fight, but this is a fight that’s going to kill him, and Izuku cannot be responsible for that! He couldn’t live with himself if All Might died tonight! He needs to make him leave, he needs to think of something, he needs to do something, he needs-
-to make him stronger!
Izuku grabs All Might’s hand and begins to force his own energy into the older man. All Might must be able to feel it because he startles and yanks his hand away. “What are you doing?!?”
Izuku lunges for his hand. “I need to heal you right now!”
“But you’re injured!” All Might’s eyes widen when Izuku pushes his energy once more and pulls his hand out of his grip. “Young Midoriya!” Izuku grabs for his hands again, but the hero keeps them out of his reach, leaving him to hysterically scrabble at his broad chest. There’s commotion behind him, but it hardly registers in his mind.
“All Might, please, please, let me give you strength!” He pleads tearfully, “Please, he’s coming, I healed him, I used my quirk-” He cuts himself off, choking on a gasp.
His quirk.
Eyes widening, he digs his nails into All Might’s costume and rasps, “But he has weak spots! I felt them- with my quirk- I felt them! Right hip, left hand, left knee- he’s still injured there! You can-”
“SHUT UP!” Shigaraki screeches.
Strange squelching sounds emit behind him, followed by familiar shrieks.
“Nomus?!?” Kamui Woods exclaims.
All Might immediately pushes himself in front of Izuku, who gags, suddenly feeling extremely nauseous. To his horror, a burst of black sludge erupts from his mouth, quickly spreading out to cover his entire body. He vaguely notices All Might whirl around and try to catch him, but it gets lost in the strange sensation of being warped away.
He lands on his back, hard. Coughing, he opens his eyes and instantly freezes. All For One looms over him, jagged fingers poised to strike.
The villain tsks disapprovingly, “Now that wasn’t very nice of you.” His tone holds only a fraction of the cold fury in his eyes.
Izuku pales. Oh shit, he heard?
He doesn’t have time to wonder how, because those fingers come shooting down towards him the next second. Training kicks in and he rolls sideways, just barely dodging, and the blades stick into the ground instead, a mere inch away from him. As he rolls, he scrabbles at the ground and grabs a fistful of gravel and dirt, throwing it at All For One’s eyes. The villain flinches and takes a single step backwards, instinctively reaching up to wipe at his face with his sleeve, and Izuku’s eyes drop down. All For One’s left knee is right next to his foot.
He kicks.
That pisses All For One off, but combined with the dirt in his eyes, it provides enough of a distraction for Izuku to scramble to his feet and stumble away-
-right into Shigaraki.
“You!”
Izuku makes another incredibly close dodge, ducking under Shigaraki’s swiping hands at the last second. He continues with the momentum, darting forward to land a punch on his solar plexus, but misses and ends up hitting him in the stomach instead. Shigaraki grunts and Izuku tries to back out of his range quickly, but the villain manages to clip him on the cheek with his elbow before he can. Pain explodes on his face and Izuku stumbles backwards, hastily dodging when Shigaraki lunges for him again, giving him no time to recover.
Shigaraki swipes, he doesn’t punch. He’s trying to grab, trying to grapple, trying to disintegrate- at least, Izuku thinks he is. He looks pretty murderous right now. Izuku isn’t quite sure where he stands with the whole ‘becoming the League’s healer’ thing, but considering they all just heard him betray All For One’s weaknesses to All Might, he’s going to assume that he’s fighting for his life for now. And even if not, there’s no way in hell that he’s letting them take him again.
Shigaraki lashes out and Izuku dodges, spying the rest of the League out of the corner of his eye. Dabi and Kurogiri are unconscious- when did the latter get knocked out? - but the others are recovering from All For One’s warping, far too close to his liking. His heart leaps to his throat when he sees Spinner and Compress start towards them.
“Don’t!” Shigaraki snaps, pausing for a moment just to glare furiously at Izuku, “I can take care of one fucking healer by myself!”
The other villains glance at each other, but stand down. Izuku tries not to show how relieved he is and turns to face Shigaraki. The man glares at him, his blood-red gaze searing Izuku’s own eyes.
“If your opponent is stupid enough to assume that you’re weak, take advantage of that.”
Izuku clenches his jaw.
He thinks of all the nightmares, all the times he’s woken terrified but unable to scream, all the times the pain in his throat has gotten so bad it makes him want to cry, all the guilt, and sorrow, and anguish, and he thinks, ‘This is all. Your. Fault!’
So, despite the fact that he’s trembling with fear, he finds it quite effortless to slide into a fighting stance and meet Shigaraki’s gaze steadily.
Shigaraki snarls and pounces. Izuku dodges and grabs his wrist, simultaneously pulling to get him off balance and aiming a kick to the side of his ribs, feeling more than hearing a small crack. It’s incredibly risky, since he’s trying to avoid his hands, but it’s also incredibly satisfying and it makes Izuku bare his teeth in a grin. Shigaraki wheezes and the sound is music to his ears. The villain whirls around, lunging again, but it’s a feint- one that Izuku unfortunately falls for. Shigaraki grabs his arm and Izuku tenses, expecting the worst, except nothing happens. His arm remains intact.
Four fingers. It seems that Shigaraki is not intent on killing him. Yet.
Still, the expectation causes Izuku to falter and allows Shigaraki to gain the upper hand. He grabs Izuku’s shoulder with his other hand and drives him backwards, not letting him get proper footing, making him stumble and trip over his own feet. Izuku thrashes, punching repeatedly at his cracked ribs with his free arm and tearing at his shirt with his other. Shigaraki grunts and lets go of his shoulder. A brief flash of hope flickers in Izuku’s chest before Shigaraki’s fist comes crashing into his face.
Both the pain and surprise of the punch stuns him. Blood spews from his nose and the cry that’s torn from his abused throat is strangled and nearly soundless. Shigaraki takes the opportunity to kick his knees out and force him to the ground. A bolt of panic hits him and he flails, scrabbling at the older man.
Shigaraki makes no sense! First he’s swiping and grappling and now he’s punching? Izuku can hardly read his movements! It’s like he’s some rabid animal! He’s a lot stronger than he looks, though, which means Izuku will be at a major disadvantage on the ground. He needs to get back up!
Fear and adrenaline fuel him, giving him strength as he kicks at Shigaraki’s knee when he tries to pin him down. He doesn’t stay still for a single second, thrashing against Shigaraki’s grasp, trying to headbutt him, twisting and squirming every which way. Shigaraki may be pissed at him, but Izuku is fighting for his life as he knows it. Even though he’s exhausted from forcing his quirk, the will to survive drives lightning through his veins.
Shigaraki’s grip slips.
Izuku’s eyes widen, recalling his earlier analysis of Shigaraki. Using only four fingers is practically a handicap.
His gaze hardens.
‘If you’re stupid enough not to kill me,’ he thinks, twisting his wrist against Shigaraki’s thumb until he’s forced to break his grip, ‘Then I’m going to take advantage of that!’
Yanking his arm away, Izuku gives him a hard shove back to give him some leverage before grabbing his shoulder, hooking his leg around his knee, and flipping him over in one swift movement. As soon as he has the man pinned down, he wastes no time in reeling his fist back and punching him in the throat.
Shigaraki chokes.
Out of the corner of his eye, Izuku sees All For One raise his hand. He freezes, sitting on top of Shigaraki, exposed, nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, unable to dodge in time-
All Might shoots over his head in a blur, hitting All For One with his full force. All For One blocks his attack, sending shockwaves rippling across the field, the ground around them cracking and overturning, a torrent of wind whipping past. The force of it causes Izuku and Shigaraki to go flying back, separating and temporarily getting lost in the giant cloud of dust and smoke that arises. Izuku lands hard on his shoulder and rolls to a stop, stunned by pain and struggling to get the breath back in his lungs before he staggers back to his feet with a jolt.
The dust clears slowly, but he can already hear voices talking, All Might and All For One. Blinking away the sting in his eyes, he sees the two men facing each other a good distance from where Izuku is currently standing. He must’ve been blown back farther than he thought.
“I won’t make the same mistake as I did six years ago, All For One!” All Might declares, clenching his fist and puffing his chest as his muscles seem to swell even further, “I will take Young Midoriya back! And this time, I will throw you in prison for sure! And all of the League of Villains you control with you!”
He leaps towards All For One, fist cocked back, ready to strike. The villain raises his arm, which bulges and sparks with red energy, then suddenly releases a blast of air that knocks All Might back before the hero can hit him. Izuku watches in horror as All Might’s back slams into building after building, disappearing with a string of crashes and leaving a trail of dust in his wake.
Fear shoots down his spine. “All-All Might!” He cries out brokenly.
All For One glances over him and he stiffens. “Oh, surely you know he won’t die from something like that.” His eyes slide past Izuku. “So run away from here, Tomura-kun, and take Midoriya-kun with you.”
Izuku whips his head around to see Shigaraki creeping up behind him. He flinches away, suddenly finding himself trapped between him and All For One, but when he looks back at the older man, he sees him raising his hand, fingers turning black. Panic seizes his brain. The jagged blades shoot out, and for a moment he thinks that it, he’s done, his energy is going to be drained and All For One is going to be healed and All Might is going to die and everything is over, but the blades don’t pierce him. They pierce Kurogiri instead and activate a warp gate, much to the confusion of the other League members.
“Now go!” All For One commands.
“But what about you?” Shigaraki asks. He glares at Izuku and looks back at All For One, insisting, “We have the brat here, just have him finish healing you now!”
Izuku tenses up and watches All For One warily, ready to dodge at any second, but the villain doesn’t even seem to be paying him much mind. Buildings groan and crack in the distance. All For One retracts his fingers from Kurogiri.
“No. There’s no time for that now,” he says, turning to watch All Might burst out of the horizon.
“But Sensei!” Shigaraki protests, “With that body, you’ll-”
“I would drain him to his death before he could fix what All Might has done to me,” All For One interrupts, “You need him alive. Hurry, you must take him and leave.” His feet leave the ground. Only once he’s about ten feet in the air does he finally turn to look down at Shigaraki, meeting his gaze one last time. “Think constantly, Tomura-kun. You still have much more room to grow!”
Shigaraki stares up at him as he spins around to block All Might’s punch with one fist, gusts of air ricocheting from the impact alone. “Sensei…”
Meanwhile, Izuku is letting out a mental sigh of relief. All For One is not after him, which means he doesn’t have to worry about All Might fighting him at full power. That eases his mind, if only slightly. There’s still absolutely nothing good about this situation, but at least All Might has a chance at defeating him now. And Izuku- he needs to get away. He’ll only distract All Might if he stays here any longer.
But when he whirls around, he instantly realizes a problem. The League still stands between him and his freedom. Their attitude towards him has completely changed; they’ve seen through his facade, they saw him run back to All Might with his tail tucked between his legs, and they know he sure as hell won’t come with them willingly.
He grits his teeth, tensing up as he falls into a fighting stance, eyes darting between the villains. Kurogiri and Dabi are down thanks to the heroes from earlier- Compress puts the latter in a marble- but that still leaves Izuku facing him, Shigaraki, Spinner, Magne, Toga, and Twice. He’s devastatingly outnumbered, and his muscles are quivering from pain and exhaustion.
He’s used to exhaustion- with a quirk like his, draining himself of energy everyday, it’d be impossible not to build up a tolerance to it, which probably the only reason he hasn’t passed out yet- but with all that’s happened even he’s reaching his limit now.
Anger and humiliation burns in his chest, and he can feel the beginnings of tears push at the corners of his eyes. Shit. Damnit, no! He absolutely refuses to let himself be taken again! He has been shaking in fear and exhaustion for the past two days and he is done! He will not tremble in the face of villains any more!
Blood from his broken nose drips into his mouth as he bares his teeth in a wordless snarl. Shigaraki attacks first, lunging forward with clawed fingers. Izuku dodges and is immediately attacked by Toga wildly swinging at him with her knife. He grabs her by the wrist and twists her away, but he doesn’t have enough time to land a punch because he has to scramble back before Compress can put him in a marble.
Within the first few seconds, he’s quickly forced into the defensive. Even though no one except Magne has a long-distance quirk, it takes all of his energy just to dodge, and even then he just barely manages to do so. The League is scrappy but they work together, and they’re just as desperate as he is. As soon as he ducks away from Shigaraki’s hands, Compress is at his back. Twice lashes at him with the most bizarre but deadly sharp measuring tape and drives him back towards Toga, who giggles manically and demands that he come with them while trying to stab him. Meanwhile, he constantly has to keep a certain distance from Magne in order to keep out of her quirk’s range. Even Spinner is foregoing his previous niceties towards Izuku and is going all-out trying to capture him.
At the same time, the ground is shuddering violently as the two massive forces of sheer power that are All Might and All For One battle it out mere meters away. Izuku knows All Might is probably trying to protect him, that he’s no doubt distracting the hero, and it makes him all the more frustrated.
Toga darts in close to attack again but he dodges, grabbing her arm as she tries to swipe at him and landing a hard punch on her face with his free hand. Her nose shatters beneath his fist and she cries out, but Izuku doesn’t feel a single ounce of remorse as he sends her sprawling to the ground with a hard shove.
He will not lose. He will not be taken. He will not be the helpless little healer again!
He dodges an attack from Spinner and aims a kick at the reptilian man, who tries to dodge. The kick still clips him, but it doesn’t do much to deter him, so Izuku quickly finds himself jumping backwards to avoid his attempts to grab him. In the corner of his eye, he spots Compress darting in dangerously close, no doubt trying to land a touch on his vulnerable back while he’s distracted. In a burst of desperation Izuku dodges Spinner’s next attack, grabs his arm, jams his elbow into his back and kicks the back of his knees before shoving him towards Compress. The magician isn’t able to get out of the way in time and the two collide, falling to the ground in a heap of tangled limbs.
Izuku instantly whirls around, ready for the next villain. Two down, four to go-
Pain explodes in his leg. He lets out a strangled scream, nearly stumbling, and glances down to see a long gash on his thigh. Nearby, Toga is staggering to her feet, a crazed grin on her bloodied face as she pulls more knives out of her pockets. Before he can even blink, two of them come flying his way in rapid succession. He hastily tries to dodge, but one clips him on the arm and the other grazes his cheek, right underneath his eye.
“Oi, Toga, we need him alive!” Shigaraki snaps, nevertheless using the opportunity to dash forward.
“Oops!” Toga doesn’t sound remorseful at all and joins Shigaraki as he pounces on Izuku.
The healer scrambles backwards, frantically evading swiping hands and slashing knives, desperately wondering how the hell he’s going to get himself out of this situation. His body is screaming, running on pure adrenaline alone, but he’s losing strength fast. He can’t keep this up much longer, he needs to get out of here, but the League is surrounding him and- shit, they’re driving him back towards Magne-
The far wall suddenly explodes. A giant pillar of ice shoots out high above them into the sky, only stopping once it reaches a few hundred meters in height. Then, not two seconds later, something shoots off of it, shrieking loudly and releasing bright and flashy explosions.
Familiar explosions.
Izuku’s eyes widen.
“EYES ON ME, FUCKERS!!!” Kacchan yells, propelling himself through the air with his explosions. Kirishima, Iida, and Yaoyorozu somehow all cling to him, the latter firing off flares and air horns as they fly overhead. It’s bright and loud and distracting and just for a moment everyone, both villains and heroes, stop and stare at them.
Izuku can’t believe what he’s seeing. His friends are here?!? He doesn’t know whether to be thrilled or horrified because while he never thought he’d see them again they are going to get themselves killed what the hell are they thinking-
The sound of crackling ice gets his attention and suddenly the world is tilting. His feet slip out from under him and he falls backwards, yelping as he lands on his rear. All around him, he hears similar shouts and grunts as the League members are swept off their feet as well. Before Izuku can even process the fact that there’s suddenly ice underneath them, he begins sliding backwards. And he doesn’t stop sliding, making bewildered eye-contact with Shigaraki as the ice swiftly carries him farther and farther away from the villain. He hears Shigaraki snarl with fury, but the man disappears from his sight and he quickly tries to scramble for purchase on the slippery surface, still sliding downhill.
A moment later, a hand on his shoulder stops him.
“Get up!” Todoroki’s voice reaches his ears. He’s already grabbing him by the armpits, hauling him to his feet. “Get up, come on! Hurry, hurry, we need to go!”
“Todoroki-kun,” Izuku wheezes breathlessly. The world goes blurry as his eyes burn. “Todoroki-kun.”
Todoroki is looking at something behind him. He curses under his breath, “Shit! Run!”
Grabbing Izuku’s arm, he turns and starts dragging him away. Izuku stumbles, glancing over his shoulder to see Shigaraki appear again. The man looks like a feral animal, tearing after them with an utterly enraged expression, clawing at the ice to disintegrate it and make a path for himself so he won’t slip as he lurches after them. His heart leaps to his throat, but a flash of grey-and-yellow suddenly has Shigaraki staggering. The elderly hero that arrived with All Might earlier skids to a halt mid-air and places himself between the villain and the kids.
Shigaraki shakes his head, dazed, and fixes the man with a glare. “You again?!?”
“Not down after one kick?” The man grunts, “You’re tougher than you look, kid.”
The hand on his arm tugs.
“Midoriya, come on!” Todoroki stresses, “We need to get out of here!”
“Right!” Izuku nods jerkily. The heroes are here. Leave it to them. His job isn’t to fight right now, his job is to run, and that’s exactly what he’s going to do. He turns and follows Todoroki, and they proceed to put as much distance as they can between them and the battleground. There’s a loud, earth-rumbling crash and Izuku thinks he hears Mount Lady’s voice join the fray, but he doesn’t look back. Todoroki pushes him forward, keeping a hand between his shoulders as they dive into alleyway after alleyway, occasionally checking to see if they’re being pursued. Even when they’re not, he doesn’t stop pushing Izuku to run faster.
“Keep going, keep going!” He urges, “This way!”
Izuku’s lungs are on fire and his whole body feels like it’s on the brink of collapse, but he just nods and forces himself onwards. He doesn’t know how long it takes, but eventually he and Todoroki make it back to the main streets where people are still evacuating. Pro heroes stand amongst the panicked crowd, giving orders and directing the flow so that everyone moves in a certain direction. The two boys slow down just slightly when they enter the throng, if only so that they don’t crash into people. Todoroki doesn’t stop, though, grabbing Izuku by the hand and dragging him through the crowd, weaving between civilians and causing Izuku to stumble behind him to keep up. Only after a few minutes of this, when they’re deep within the mass of people, does Todoroki finally stop.
Izuku bumps into his shoulder and hisses when his broken nose flares up in agony. He opens his mouth to ask Todoroki what’s wrong when he sees the boy staring up at something. Following his gaze, he feels his heart plummet to the pit of his stomach.
There’s a giant screen perched above the train station the crowd is gathered in front of. On it is a live broadcast of the ongoing fight between All Might and All For One. Izuku has to have been running for at least ten minutes, if not longer. In that time, the two adversaries have been seeming to be giving each other an equally difficult time. All Might’s costume is torn and bloodied in some areas, but he’s still in his muscled form, which is a relief to Izuku. All For One’s suit is in a similar state as his nemesis’s costume, but his scarlet eyes burn, even through the TV screen. Izuku shudders.
It’s one of those moments where everyone watches, where the whole world has its eyes on this one moment. All For One reveals quirk after quirk, displaying more power than one man should ever have, and All Might bears it all. He places himself between the villain and a woman trapped in the rubble and takes a devastating blow that has everyone crying out for him- and he gets right back up again and keeps fighting. Even when All For One’s arm swells up to ten times its normal size with the power stolen quirks, he keeps fighting. Even when All For One rams that arm into his left side and makes blood spew from his mouth, he keeps fighting. Even when All For One shouts something that makes him go still with horror just for a moment, he shakes it off and keeps on fighting.
Because the whole world is cheering for him. Can he hear it? Izuku can. Everyone around him is chanting All Might’s name like a prayer, like if they shout it loud enough it will somehow give him strength. Maybe it will. Who knows?
All Izuku can do is stare at the screen and hold his breath.
All Might and All For One are meeting each other punch for punch, fists flying faster than the eye can see. The force of the impacts sends shockwaves rippling around them, keeping all the other pro heroes away. It’s hard to tell who’s winning, but blood is flying every which way and Izuku knows that it’s not just All For One’s. The villain has been focusing his attacks on All Might’s old injury whenever he can- whether or not he’s figured out that the number one hero is not completely healed, Izuku doesn’t know. What he does know is that both of these powerhouses are on the brink of beating each other to death. This fight is going to finish soon, one way or another.
A hard ball forms in his throat as tears prick his eyes. ‘Please, All Might, please, All Might, please, I can’t-’
All Might catches All For One’s fists in a tight grip, shifts his stance, then kicks.
It takes everyone by surprise. All Might is, by all means, not a kicker. But Izuku immediately realizes why.
Right hip, left hand, left knee.
Left knee.
One of All For One’s weak spots.
For just the barest hint of a moment, Izuku is almost glad that he healed All For One’s eyes, if only so that he can see the way they widen in horror when he realizes what’s happening. The villain’s knee crumples, and with it, the power shifts. All Might squeezes his left hand until All For One is forced to yank it away before the hero curls his own into a fist once more, reeling it back and delivering an overwhelmingly powerful blow on the villain’s face.
The force knocks All For One back, but All Might still has a grip on his right hand, and he’s not letting go, so All For One ends up being driven into the ground by the hero’s fist, giant slabs of gravel cracking and flying up around them as the earth shudders from the impact. The vibrations seem to go on forever, but eventually they stop, and the dust clears.
Silence.
All Might, torn-up, battered, and bleeding, stands above All For One’s unconscious form with his fist raised above his head. The Symbol of Peace remains undefeated.
Izuku is distantly aware that everyone starts cheering, but he can hardly hear them. Everything sounds muffled, like there’s cotton in his ears, or his head’s been shoved underwater. He stares blankly at the screen, at the blood on All Might’s fist raised in triumph, and he wonders... Is that it? Is it really just… over? Just like that? Everything’s just… done? He’s okay? He really survived that?
That’s All For One’s blood on All Might’s knuckles. All For One, the big mysterious threat that had been looming over them for so long, the one that held Izuku captive for the past two days, is now gone. Defeated. Crushed by All Might’s fist.
His mind feels numb, like for some reason it just won’t work properly, it can’t process that fact. He blinks slowly and lowers his eyes away from All Might to the people he can’t hear, sees their mouths moving, sees the tears of joy and relief streaming down their faces, but it feels like he’s just a bystander. Then, he turns and sees Todoroki.
The other boy looks just as dazed as he feels, slowly turning his gaze from the screen to meet his. When they make eye-contact, the cotton in Izuku’s ears disappears, and sound comes crashing in.
He gasps.
“Todoroki-kun!” He exclaims, startling him when he reaches over to clutch at his hand, “Oh my God, Todoroki-kun, what-”
Everything comes rushing back, realization hitting him hard. His friends came to rescue him. His friends, his stupid, stupid friends, who he didn’t know if he was ever going to see again, who he last saw fighting for their lives against villains in a burning forest, ran headlong into the middle of a battlefield full of villains and pro heroes to rescue him, no doubt breaking multiple laws and risking the success of the mission, not to mention their lives-
God, he loves his friends.
He lets out a choked laugh, tears springing to his eyes.
“Are you crazy?” He rasps, “I can’t believe you came to rescue me!”
Todoroki looks at him, so genuinely confused that it makes Izuku’s heart ache. “Of course I did,” he says, like it’s obvious. He squeezes Izuku’s hand, giving him a soft smile. “How could I not?”
And even though he just escaped from a life-or-death scenario, Izuku somehow still manages to get butterflies in his stomach at this. A bubbly, wet laugh bursts out of Izuku’s mouth, and the tears spill out of his eyes. The hot liquid causes the gash on his cheek to start stinging sharply and he hisses in pain. Todoroki’s hand is immediately cupping his face and Izuku finds himself held hostage by heterochromatic eyes that are much closer than they were two seconds ago. His breath catches in his throat.
Todoroki’s eyes fill every inch of his vision. He can see the different shades of blues and greys within each iris as the other boy’s gaze roams over his face. He can see the way they harden into chips of ice, colder than an arctic blizzard but burning with the fury that only flames can hold. At first, he’s confused as to why, but then Todoroki’s thumb slides under his cut, wiping away some of the blood.
Oh.
Todoroki’s eyes burn with a silent, protective rage. A protective rage that drove him to disobey orders from teachers, from pro heroes, and risk his life and his future career as a hero all to rescue Izuku. And now he’s standing here in front of him, seeing his bleeding and bruised face, and his eyes still burn.
Izuku’s heart swells painfully. What did he ever do to deserve Todoroki?
Pulling his hand away from the taller boy’s, he reaches up and cups his face, forcing him to meet his gaze. Izuku gives him a wobbly smile. ‘I’m here,’ he thinks, ‘It’s alright now. The fight’s over. I’m right here.’
Todoroki stares at him for a long moment, as if he’s afraid that Izuku might disappear if he looks away. Then, his eyes soften. He lets out a long, shaky exhale, and with it, the tension eases out of his shoulders. And he gently drops his forehead against Izuku’s. The greenette smiles.
For a while, they just stand there, foreheads touching, holding each other's faces, just cherishing the other’s presence. Izuku focuses on the beautiful energy thrumming beneath his fingertips, the one that confirms that this is real, that Todoroki- gorgeous, powerful, amazing Todoroki- is actually here, that he came for him, that he’s saved. A hard knot wells up in the back of his throat, and he can’t control the whimper that escapes his lips.
He doesn’t know who moves first, but the next thing he knows, his chin is tilting up and his lips are pressing against Todoroki’s. He feels the soft tickle of his breath beneath his nose as Todoroki inhales sharply, and then the other boy’s arms are winding around his back and they’re so strong and safe and fuck he’s so glad that he’s finally safe. Todoroki’s lips are soft and dry but they don’t stay that way for long because Izuku’s crying and it gets kind of messy but neither of them mind very much because they’re just so happy to finally be together again. Izuku kisses him over and over again, threading his fingers in Todoroki’s silky soft hair and relishing in the way his lips taste like vanilla. Todoroki holds him like he’s never going to let him go, arms wrapped around him in a protective embrace that he knows no villain could ever steal him from, and it only makes him cry even harder. Izuku hiccups and tries his best not to sniffle as he presses his lips against Todoroki’s, pouring all of his relief and anxiety into each kiss. The swell of emotions makes him feel like he’s high, but the lack of control he has also makes him shudder to his core, leaving him clinging to Todoroki like a lifeline. After a while, he realizes he’s actually gripping Todoroki’s head quite tightly, and he’s also starting to get a bit dizzy from lack of air, so he abruptly pulls away. Todoroki chases after his lips, but when Izuku turns his chin, he reluctantly stops.
Izuku feels a shaky exhale blow against his curls and blinks in surprise. Todoroki is crying too, albeit not as messily as Izuku is. But there’s something else Izuku immediately notices-
“Oh,” he croaks, “I- I’m sorry-I- I didn’t mean to- it’s-” He slides his thumb over Todoroki’s left eye. He swallows. “It’s- it’s- something new with my quirk- it’s being weird- I didn’t- I’m so sorry-I-”
Todoroki reaches up and gently touches his scarless face. Instead of getting upset, he just shakes his head, tears falling out of his eyes, and snorts, “Who cares?”
And promptly goes back to kissing Izuku.
The greenette lets out a muffled squeak that Todoroki eagerly swallows up before melting in his arms. This kiss is a bit less sloppy, a bit less desperate, but no less perfect. They’re still awkward, inexperienced teeneagers that clearly don’t know how to kiss, but Izuku finds himself decidedly not giving a shit at the moment. He escaped the League of Villains, All Might is alive, All For One is defeated, and he’s here in Todoroki’s arms, kissing him.
For once, everything has come to stand still for this one single, perfect moment.
…
And then the moment ends, and reality comes kicking down the door without a warrant. Izuku’s legs finally give out and he crumples like a puppet suddenly released from its strings, Todoroki hastily catching him against his chest.
“Midoriya?!?” He exclaims far too loudly in Izuku’s ear, “Midoriya, are you alright?!?”
A weak groan tears its way out of Izuku’s aching throat as his adrenaline leaves him completely. He abruptly becomes all too aware of the sharp stinging of his numerous wounds, pain unlike anything he’s ever felt before spreading all over his body and settling deep. His muscles tremble with utter exhaustion and blackness creeps at the edge of his vision, and for a few seconds, the temptation of unconsciousness is dangerously sweet.
“M’ fine, ‘m fine,” he mumbles into Todoroki’s shoulder, clutching the back of his shirt for dear life, “Jus’... just lemme rest for a moment… please…”
“Oh- Okay, sure,” Todoroki agrees uncertainly.
He carefully helps lower him to the ground, kneeling in front of him and holding him steady. Izuku keeps his forehead resting on the taller boy’s shoulder, just focusing on trying not to pass out. The pain is helping with that, actually. His face is in so much agony it feels like it’s about to be split in half. He can hardly focus on anything else other than how much it hurts. He unconsciously licks off some of the blood from his broken nose that has dribbled onto his lips and winces when his tongue brushes over his cut.
Actually, kissing Todoroki kind of hurt Izuku’s nose and lip a lot. Can’t say he regretted it though. Blood and tears and vanilla has never tasted so much like victory before.
“Where are you injured?” Todoroki asks, gently nudging him to bring his face up.
Izuku reluctantly does so, head feeling heavy as he lifts it off of his friend’s shoulder. When he looks up at Todoroki, he almost panics before he realizes that the blood on his face is from his own broken nose. It must’ve smeared when they kissed.
Todoroki moves his hand towards his nose but hesitates, obviously wanting to do something to stop the bleeding but not knowing what. He looks a little helpless. Izuku blinks hard, trying to think through the agony and exhaustion attempting to fog his mind. Injuries. Right. That’s usually his department.
“Shigaraki punched me,” he rasps bluntly, not noticing how Todoroki’s jaw tightens, “Broke my nose. And, um…” He blinks again, slowly, and looks down at himself. He needs to take stock of his injuries. He knows that’s what he should be doing right now in this situation, but he’s so tired. It feels like his mind is trying to shut down. Giving himself a forceful mental shake, he pushes through and tries to recall the fight. “He clipped me with his elbow too, but I don’t think I have a concussion. Um, Toga- she’s the girl- she got me with her knife on my face and my right arm and my left thigh. See?”
Todoroki didn’t see them earlier since they were in such a rush, but the large patches of blood soaking Izuku’s clothes on his arm and leg are easy to spot now. He hisses through his teeth when he sees the particularly long gash on his thigh.
“Shit, I’m sorry I made you run with that,” he apologizes.
“T’s alright,” Izuku mumbles tiredly. His head starts to dip back towards Todoroki’s shoulder.
“We need to get you to the hospital,” the boy says urgently, “Or the police. Or- both, I don’t know. Do you think you can stand? Or I can carry you.”
The thought of going anywhere right now makes Izuku want to whimper. His legs feel like they’re made of cement, and he aches to the core of his very being. The ground is so nice right now, so solid beneath him, and Todoroki’s right here with him, do they really have to leave?
“Can-Can-” His voice gives out and he swallows. “I’m sorry, can you just give me a moment to rest, please?” He tries not to sound too pleading. “I-I can walk, I just- I just need a moment, please, Todoroki-kun.”
Todoroki looks uneasy. “I don’t know, Midoriya. The longer we wait, the more blood you lose…”
He’s right, of course. Izuku knows he’s right. But still-
“Please.”
Todoroki hesitates, then moves to take off his vest, which looks fancy and makes Izuku feel a little bad for what happens next because he uses it to awkwardly wrap it around his thigh. The greenette grits his teeth against the stabs of pain that are sent shooting up his leg. When it’s done, he slumps against Todoroki’s shoulder. Todoroki wraps an arm around his back to hold him steady.
“I’m going to call the others,” he says, “I’ll tell them to meet up with us at the nearest police station. I’m sure they’ll have medical staff there, right?” He doesn’t wait for an answer, but Izuku makes a wordless noise of agreement anyways as Todoroki takes out his phone.
The others- that must mean Kacchan, Kirishima, Iida, and Yaoyorozu, right? Izuku can’t wait to see them again. He’s missed them so much, he was so terrified he’d never be able to see them again. He can hear their voices over the phone now as Todoroki talks to them. Kacchan’s roaring shout is unmistakable, even through the muffled receiver. It makes him give a little hiccuping laugh, warmth spreading throughout his chest despite his pain. His heartbeat pounds loudly in his ears, making it harder and harder to hear his friends' voices. Black clouds press their way into his vision, and his eyes slip closed.
He’s so tired. All he wants to do is curl up on the ground and sleep. Every part of his body is begging him to stop- he knows he’s pushed far past his breaking point today, and there’s probably going to be serious consequences that he’s going to have to deal with later. The temptation of sleep calls him more strongly than ever before, a promise of relief for his pain, a respite for his suffering-
“-Alright, we’ll be there soon,” Todoroki says, “Oh, also- Bakugou, put Yaoyorozu back on the phone. No. No- You’ll talk to him when you see him.” He abruptly hangs up and glances down at Izuku. His arm tightens slightly. “We should get going. Are you alright to start moving now?” After a moment, he nudges him gently. “Midoriya?”
And as much as Izuku wants to just ignore Todoroki and go to sleep, he can’t. Because he’s not done yet. The fight may be over, but that doesn’t mean he’s out of danger. He’s a healer’s apprentice, he should know this better than anyone. If he doesn’t get medical care soon, he could die. That’s his new goal now, getting to the police station. With something for his mind to focus on, he feels himself going into a sort of survival mode. It’s different than the one from earlier. It’s not the life-or-death, fight-or-flight mode that kept him alive and pumped full of adrenaline during his escape from the League of Villains. It’s more like… he knows he can’t rest yet. Because he still has stuff to do. He needs to stay alive, he needs to get his wounds treated, he needs to see his friends, his mother, his teachers, All Might, Recovery Girl-
He needs to keep pushing forward, even though he doesn’t have the strength to anymore.
Swallowing back a groan, he opens his eyes and nods against Todoroki’s shoulder. Plus Ultra, right?
His legs wobble like a newborn fawn’s as Todoroki helps him to his feet, pulling his uninjured arm over his shoulders before wrapping his own arm around Izuku’s torso. Just the mere act of standing is more difficult than it has any right to be, and the taller boy ends up carrying most of Izuku’s weight as he helps him limp towards the police station, the greenette leaning heavily against him. Even though it’s a slow-going process, people seem to pass by them in a blur. Izuku doesn’t look up from the ground, too focused on just staying moving, but part of him does think it’s a little odd that no one tries to stop them. Not only is he a dirty teenage boy that’s covered in blood and limping heavily, but he’s also fairly certain that his face has been plastered across every news platform for the past three days. Todoroki is pretty high-profile too, what with his father being the number two hero and his own exemplary performance during the Sports Festival.
If he were to look up, he’d see the warning glare Todoroki is sending to anyone who makes the mistake of looking at them too long.
The journey to the police station seems to take ages. They limp down the street at a snail’s pace, Izuku tugging at Todoroki to pause every couple of meters so he can catch his breath. The blood loss is making his head spin, and his vision becomes dark and grainy for a few scary moments until he blinks rapidly. Todoroki watches him with unconcealed worry in his eyes and Izuku gives him a wobbly smile, nodding for him to continue.
‘The hospital’, he tells himself, ‘Just hold out ‘till the hospital.’
He tries to ignore the way his blood drips down his leg as they turn around the corner of the block. Instead, he concentrates more on keeping his weight off of his injured leg as he limps forward, using Todoroki to brace himself as he hops, then his mind goes fuzzy. A rushing sound fills his ears and his consciousness floats through a blank, empty space before his feet find solid ground once again. He blinks, looking up, and he’s on a different street.
“ZUKU!”
“Midoriya-kun!”
The strange experience flies right out of his mind as soon as he hears his friends’ voices. Kacchan, Kirishima, Iida, and Yaoyorozu enter his field of vision, the former breaking away from them all to rush towards him. Todoroki tenses up beside him, and Izuku doesn’t understand why, but a second later, the blond is right in front of him. He skids to a halt at the same time as Todoroki holds up a hand.
“Wait!”
It seems to be unnecessary, though. Kacchan is already frozen, inhaling sharply through his nose as his gaze locks on Izuku’s bloodied face. An ugly mixture of rage and guilt flashes in his eyes and he clenches his jaw, hissing through his teeth as he fights back tears. Izuku winces, heart aching, and realizes that he probably doesn’t look too great right now. Kacchan still doesn’t move. He opens his mouth, but nothing comes out and he closes it with a small click. His fists clench and unclench, the muscles along his shoulders rippling, and his gaze roams over Izuku warily, eyes lingering on his bleeding arm and leg. His hands twitch.
And Izuku realizes why Todoroki tried to stop Kacchan from rushing at him.
With a small grunt, he musters up what little strength he has and pushes himself away from Todoroki, letting gravity do its work and falling towards Kacchan. The blond catches him, because of course he does, and Izuku immediately wraps his arms around his shoulders in a hug, feeling two familiar, muscular arms slide around his back a second later. Kacchan’s face presses into the crook of his neck and his chest shudders as he inhales shakily, holding him like he’s never going to let someone steal him again, but also like he’s afraid he’ll break if he squeezes too tight. Izuku closes his eyes and leans his temple against the poof of his hair, wishing his nose wasn’t broken so he could breathe in his friend’s burnt sugar scent, knowing it would smell like home. After the stressful uncertainty of the past few days, the familiarity of the heartbeat thudding against his chest, the one that he has known all his life, makes tears burn beneath his eyelids.
They don’t let each other go for a long time. After a while, Izuku thinks he hears Kirishima try to say something, but all that gets is Kacchan’s arms tightening around him in response. Eventually, though, Izuku shifts and accidentally rubs his cheek against Kacchan’s hair, aggravating his cut and reminding him of their ongoing mission. He wiggles and the blond reluctantly loosens his grip.
Then, it’s Iida, Kirishima, and Yaoyorozu’s turns to hug him. They’re all much shorter but no less emotional- Kirishima’s ugly sob actually catches some stares from passersbys and gets him a punch from Kacchan. Iida doesn’t fare much better than him, almost immediately breaking down and tearfully expressing how sorry he is for leaving him to run off through the forest by himself with Kota, even after they found out from Muscular that the villains were after him.
Izuku hastily reassures him, tells him that he couldn’t have known what was going to happen and that what matters now is that it’s over, but it’s a bit rushed. He loves his friends, and he’s really glad to see them, he really is, but his vision is kind of starting to swim again. It pains him to see Iida so distraught and guilt-ridden, but would it be rude to ask him if they could save their emotional talk for later?
Todoroki, bless him, seems to realize that he’s not really feeling so great. The taller boy takes one look at his face, which feels like it’s probably very pale right now, and decides to get everyone back on track.
“Let’s keep moving,” he says, “The police station is right down the street.”
“Oh! Right!” Yaoyorozu casts a concerned glance at Izuku’s wounds. “Shall I make some gauze? He’s bled through your vest.”
Todoroki shakes his head. “We’ll only make him bleed more if we remove it now. Come on, we’re almost there anyways.” He moves to take Izuku from Kacchan, but the blond tightens his grip.
“I’ve got ‘im,” he growls, pulling his arm over his shoulder. Todoroki presses his lips together, but says nothing. Kacchan starts to turn, then does a double-take and stares at Todoroki, eyes wide. “Wait a minute! What the fuck? Half-Face, you have the rest of your face!”
Everyone turns to stare at Todoroki, making small noises of acknowledgement. Despite his current bleeding, Izuku still manages to flush slightly. Thankfully, it seems that at some point Todoroki wiped the blood from Izuku’s nose off his face, so at least they don’t have to explain that. Todoroki reaches up and gently skims his fingertips over where his scar once was. He smiles softly.
“I’ll explain later,” he says, “Let’s go.”
Izuku feels the suspicious glance that Kacchan sends his way and decisively ignores it. After a moment, the blond huffs and starts gently guiding him down the street. Kirishima quickly decides to dart in and support his other side, which actually helps a lot since he’s not leaning so heavily on Kacchan anymore, and Yaoyorozu and Todoroki lead the way. It feels nice, being surrounded by his friends once again. Between Kacchan and Kirishima, Izuku is practically being carried, which is great because his legs kind of feel too heavy to move now. When did that happen? They were hurting not too long ago, right? Especially his left one, but now the pain has melted into a deep, aching numbness that leaves him feeling strangely cold too. He shivers, a bead of sweat dripping down his temple.
True to Todoroki’s word, the police station is right at the end of the street. He hears gasps of shock as they approach and then there’s some shouting, but it starts to sound muffled again. Izuku tries to give himself a mental shake. Focus, focus. He’s not done yet. Hang on.
He digs his fingers into the hard muscle beneath his hand in order to ground himself. Bright lights flash behind his eyelids- when did he close them? He feels himself being moved, being shifted, he’s sitting now, that’s nice, that’s better for his leg. Someone is talking to him loudly, there’s a hand squeezing his own, and he squeezes back. He blinks his eyes open, because they’re probably worried about that, they probably don’t want him to go to sleep just yet, and he probably shouldn’t even though he wants to really badly. His vision is blurry, and a light shines in his eyes, making him wince and screw them shut again. A voice talks, one of many, way too loud but still muffled. He groans unintelligibly.
Hang on, hang on. He’s not done yet. Almost there. He made it to the police station. Now all that’s left is the hospital, right? Almost there. So close. It’ll be easy now. And he’s got his friends with him. He can do anything so long as he’s with them. They’ll take care of everything. He just needs to stay awake. He just needs to stay alive. He’s been doing such a good job of that for the past few days, he can keep at it a bit longer, right?
A piercing wail cuts through the cotton in his ears. More voices talk, louder now. His eyes flutter open. Uniforms rushing towards him. Paramedics.
The hand slips out of his grasp.
Panic surges within Izuku and he chokes on the heart that suddenly leaps to his throat. He scrambles for the hand, clutching it tightly, but it tries to slip free again.
A voice speaks loudly in his ear, the only voice not muffled by the roar in his brain. “Zuku, you gotta go with them.”
Go? Without Kacchan? But why? He doesn’t understand- they just got each other back, why would he want Izuku to go without him?!?
Izuku whimpers and shakes his head rapidly, gritting his teeth to bite back the nausea that rises when he does so. He tightens his grip on Kacchan’s hand.
People are grabbing him, pulling him, trying to take him away. Voices are talking, ushering him, coaxing gently, firmly- he doesn’t understand!
“Zuku, please, you’ve gotta go with them.” He shakes his head and tugs. “No, no, I can’t go with you, I- Hey, hold on!”
Someone pulls him and Kacchan’s hand slips out of Izuku’s grasp. He wails, floundering in a sea of confusion and panic as he’s grabbed, moved, lifted, and laid on his back. His head spins and he feebly tries to jerk away, but he’s too weak to move. Tears spring to his eyes.
He doesn’t like this, he doesn’t like this! He just got his friends back, he doesn’t want to be separated from them again! He doesn’t want to be alone again! He doesn’t want to face something new and scary and uncertain all by himself again! He doesn’t want to, he doesn’t want to, he can’t, not again, he’s not strong enough, he just wants it to be over, he just wants to go to sleep already!
His breaths wheeze loudly in his ears, air tearing its way in and out of his lungs in rapid succession. The hand suddenly returns and he latches onto it with a vice-grip.
“Do-Don’t…” He gasps, tears streaming down his face, “Don’t…”
The whole world is blurry, but his vision sharpens just long enough to focus on Kacchan’s panicked eyes. “Zuku!” He shouts, “You’ve gotta calm down! You’re gonna be okay! They’re gonna take care of you, alright? I’ll see you as soon as I can, I promise!”
No, no, he doesn’t want Kacchan to leave! But then there’s uniformed bodies pressing between him and his friend, blocking crimson eyes from his view, and Izuku is being swept away before he can even cry out. Everything is too overstimulating, too overwhelming. Hands touch his face, his broken nose, his cuts, but he can’t even bring himself to flinch away. He just sits there, muscles rigid, stiff as a board, trying not to hyperventilate as the paramedics fuss over him.
Kacchan’s not here. His friends aren’t here. He’s alone again. He’s alone with strangers that he doesn’t know. He’s going into another new stressful situation in which he doesn’t know what’s going to happen and every decision is going to be on him in order to make it out alive and he doesn’t have any means to protect himself and he’s weak and vulnerable and injured and-
Injured. Injured. He’s going to the hospital. He’s going to the hospital because he’s injured because he escaped from villains. That’s right. That’s right. He’s okay. He’s going to be okay. His friends wouldn’t have left him with dangerous people. They probably had good reasons for not being able to come. He’s sure of it. Maybe he can’t think of any right now, but he’s sure of it.
Izuku lets out a shaky exhale and tries to stomp down the panic violently beating against the cage of his chest like a bird’s wing.
The rest of the ambulance ride is a blur. The world lurches beneath him, and then he’s being moved again, wheeled into room after room, sights passing by in flashes. More uniforms, both paramedics and police.
Then there’s a sight that he’s more familiar with: a hospital room. Things finally stop moving there. Or, at least, he does. People- doctors- they still rush around him, touching him, prodding him, and it makes him even more dizzy than he already is. He closes his eyes. They nudge him until he opens them again.
A mouth is moving. Izuku blinks blearily. The doctor is asking him a question. The cotton is thick, but he can just barely make it out. Did he hit his head?
Did he hit his head?
Shigaraki’s fist comes flying towards his face-
Icy daggers shoot straight to his heart. He gasps and feebly scrambles backwards, pressing himself to the back of his bed and squeezing his eyes shut. He shakes his head rapidly, then immediately regrets it when it makes bile rise in his throat. Voices murmur around him. After a moment, there’s a hand on his shoulder and a prick of a needle in his forearm. An IV, his mind tells him, the part that’s not desperately trying to smother the wave of panic threatening to drown him.
The doctors don’t try to talk to him after that. Someone comes and sets his broken nose. The flash of pain cuts through the fog in his mind temporarily, drawing a whimper out of him. But there must be pain medication in the IV too, because the sting fades away far too naturally to be normal. They start stitching up his cuts- the ones Toga gave him- but that doesn’t hurt too much either. He almost wishes it would, because without the pain, he has nothing to distract him, nothing to focus on other than the chaotic mess of emotions swirling within him.
He feels raw, vulnerable, his mind stretched taut like a bowstring, ready to snap at a moment’s notice. The seams are already frayed, having been slowly picked and pulled for so long, forced so far beyond normal capacity. Will it ever be the same again? Will he ever be the same again? He doesn’t know, and that terrifies him more than anything.
Tears push at the edges of his eyes, and his chest constricts, making each breath harder and harder to draw in. The wave of panic swells, rising to his chin and he flounders, desperate to keep his head above the water. He can’t drown yet, he doesn’t want to drown yet, he’s scared, he doesn’t want this, he doesn’t want to be alone-
The door bursts open.
The sound is loud enough to startle Izuku out of his thoughts, and he looks up just in time to see Aizawa skid to a halt a few feet in front of his bed. His teacher stares at him, wide-eyed. Izuku stares back.
Aizawa is panting heavily as if he just ran a marathon and is still wearing his suit from the conference, although it’s disheveled now, tie missing. His hair is no longer slicked back either.
Izuku blinks, and as he gazes at the man in front of him, he finds his mind flashing back to the last time he saw him. A dark night. A burning forest. Muscular bulldozing through the trees to chase after him, Aizawa taking him down in an instant. Saving him, yet again.
Izuku tries to swallow, but it gets caught in the hard knot lodged in his throat. His eyes burn. Can he save him again?
Aizawa hasn’t moved. He simply stays rooted to the spot as he stares at Izuku, eyes roaming over his face, taking in his taped nose, his stitched up cheek. Then, the most tiny, pathetic, keening noise pries itself out of the back of Izuku’s mangled throat, and he feebly reaches out with his fingers. Aizawa is at his side in an instant, crossing the room in three strides and sitting at the edge of his bed.
Taking his hand into his larger one, he squeezes gently. “Your mother is going to be here soon.” His voice is softer than Izuku has ever heard it. “She got held up because of the evacuations, but she’s on her way. Recovery Girl will be here too. She’s with All Might right now, but she’ll come to see you as soon as she… Midoriya-kun? Midoriya-kun?”
Izuku squeezes his eyes shut, struggling not to push down the panic clawing its way up his throat. He gasps like a fish out of water, but there’s not enough oxygen in the air, and his head spins. His fingers tighten around Aizawa’s hand so hard he’s surprised he doesn’t hear the man’s bones creaking.
“Midoriya-kun?” Aizawa’s voice sounds far away- too far away. The panic swells even higher. Izuku chokes. Is he going to leave too?!? No, no, no, don’t leave him alone! He scrabbles and clutches Aizawa’s hand with both of his.
“Midoriya-kun, calm down. I need you to breathe,” Aizawa says, steady and firm. Izuku latches on. He doesn’t sound so far away this time. What did he say? Breathe? Izuku gasps again, feeling his ribs heaving, lungs straining to inflate. It’s hard, too hard, it doesn’t work. His heart hammers inside of his chest like a rabbit running for its skin. He gasps and wheezes, a strangled whine tearing its way out of his throat.
“Breathe, Midoriya-kun. Breathe. Come on, you can do it. Like this.” Another hand comes to cover his smaller ones, gently trying to pry his fingers away. A jolt of fear strikes him and he digs his nails in. Aizawa pauses, then takes his hands and brings them to his own chest. He inhales deeply, puffing up his chest in an exaggerated breath, before exhaling slowly. “See? Not so hard. Just in and out. Slowly. Think you can try it?”
Izuku nods quickly, curls flying, and he struggles to focus on the way Aizawa breathes. It’s a stark contrast to his own hyperventilating, like a calm sea compared to an angry hurricane. Izuku hiccups and gasps, desperately trying to do as Aizawa said, trying to slow down his breathing to match his, but he just can’t get enough oxygen. His lungs feel so tight. Aizawa is patient, though. He simply keeps breathing slow, deep breaths, keeping his hand pressed against his sternum, letting him feel the way his chest expands as it fills with air. Izuku can feel his heartbeat pounding against his hand. It’s strong, steady, stable. Just like the rest of Aizawa is. It’s a clear reminder to Izuku that Aizawa is here, right here, in the flesh, with him. He’s not alone. Aizawa’s here.
Izuku gasps, and his next exhale shudders a bit more slowly. His breath hitches once, twice, then another shuddering exhale. Aizawa’s chest expands and contracts smoothly beneath his palms. Focus, focus. He draws in another shaky breath as slowly as he can and then exhales. Aizawa is breathing through his nose, but his is broken, so he has to breathe through his mouth, which is already uncomfortable on its own. But Aizawa gently murmurs words of encouragement, so he keeps on trying to match their breathing for the next few minutes.
In. And Out. In. And Out. Please stop, please stop. Get back under control. He’s not done yet. He’s not- right? Isn’t he? He’s at the hospital, his wounds are taken care of, he’s safe, he’s not alone. Aizawa is here. He could let go, stop fighting, finally give in and let the wave that he’s been pushing back crash over his head. Aizawa would bring him back to the surface. But he doesn’t want to drown yet! He’s scared, he’s- he’s not ready yet, he needs to keep pushing back the wave until- until- until-
He doesn’t know what he’s waiting for, but his fear of drowning is encouragement enough. Go back into survival mode. Force the panic back down. Stretch the bowstring even tighter, ignore the immense pressure building behind the snap that threatens to shatter him beyond repair.
Eventually, and it is eventually, he comes back down into his own mind. His gasps and wheezes gradually melt into careful inhales and exhales that slow to match the pace of Aizawa’s. The man’s strong heartbeat thuds beneath his palms. Izuku’s fingers curl into his shirt.
God, he’s so tired. Tears sting his eyes, but they don’t escape.
After what seems like hours of just sitting there in silence, Izuku slowly lifts his heavy head. Aizawa’s face swims, so he blinks a couple of times. For a long moment, he simply stares, bleary-eyed and exhausted. Then,
“You shaved,” he croaks.
It’s pathetic and not really what he planned on saying, but it draws a huff of laughter from Aizawa that he feels under his hand.
“Does it look as bad as it feels?” His teacher rumbles.
Izuku tries to smile, but it wobbles until it falls off his face. “I like it,” he whispers. It’s not bad, actually. A little different up close. Izuku definitely prefers the scruff, though. He hardly recognized the man on TV.
TV.
“The League may have taken him for his healing abilities, but if they saw his lack of combative quirk and thought they had an easy target, then I believe they have gravely underestimated him.”
He sniffles, warmth spreading through his chest. “Thanks.”
“For what?” Aizawa asks.
“For what you said,” Izuku rasps, then clarifies, “During the press conference.”
A flicker of surprise passes in Aizawa’s eyes. “You were watching, then?”
Izuku nods tiredly. “It was really sweet.” He smiles again a bit more easily, ignoring the way the stitches on his cheek pull.
Aizawa presses his lips together, a solemn expression on his face. “I didn’t say anything that wasn’t true,” he grunts, eyes sliding away briefly.
Somehow, despite the massive amounts of blood loss he’s experienced today, Izuku still feels a flush blossom across his cheeks at the blatant praise from his hero. His smile morphs into a small grin, but that pulls on his stitches even more and- ow. He winces, sharp stabs of pain stinging his face.
“Still kind of got my ass kicked, though,” he huffs in a bitter attempt to lighten the mood, but as soon as the words come out of his mouth, he can tell it was the wrong thing to say. Aizawa’s hand, which is still pinning his own smaller ones to his chest, clenches ever so slightly. Izuku swallows and awkwardly grimaces, glancing down at his lap. He can feel the man’s gaze roaming over him, trailing from his battered and bruised face over to his wrapped up arm and leg, the latter of which is stretched out beside them. A heavy sigh through the nose.
His hand loosens, then starts to lower. Izuku’s chest suddenly tightens, and he quickly grasps at Aizawa’s hand again, this time only with one hand. Aizawa startles slightly but doesn’t protest, instead slowly lowering their hands so that they rest on his lap between them. He even gives his fingers a reassuring squeeze.
After a long moment, he asks quietly, “How did you get away?” Izuku blinks. Aizawa continues, “There’s a lot of confusion going around, and it’s alright if you want to save it for the debriefing tomorrow morning because Tsukauchi-san is probably still wrapping up with the Nomus, but… Did I hear something about a group of UA students bringing you to the police station?”
Izuku hesitates before reluctantly nodding. “Yeah,” he rasps, “Todoroki-kun, Kacchan, Kirishima-kun, Iida-kun, and Yaoyorozu-san… they rescued me.” Aizawa’s face darkens and he hastens to explain how they appeared in his time of need, distracting the villains and extracting him without engaging in combat. “They-They knew what they were doing, sensei. They didn’t break any laws.”
Aizawa’s brows furrow. His voice is dangerously low when he asks, “Do you know where they are now?”
Izuku sighs, “No, I don’t- sensei, please don’t be mad at them.” Despite his exhaustion, he gives Aizawa the most stubborn look he can muster. “I wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for them.”
It’s kind of a dirty move. The heroes have been getting so much slack for losing him in the first place, and now they weren’t even the ones who got to save him, really. But at least it gets Aizawa to realize that now isn’t the best time to have this argument.
“Fine,” he grunts, “That can wait for later. You need to get some rest for now.”
He carefully helps Izuku settle back against his pillows, still holding his hand the entire time, which Izuku is grateful for because the wave of panic in his chest swells just a little bit higher every time his grip loosens ever so slightly. The doctors disappeared at some point earlier while he was hyperventilating, but one pops in now to check on him briefly before disappearing again with a nod to Aizawa. As Izuku sinks into his pillows, he feels fatigue pull at his muscles, the temptation of sleep stronger than ever before. But the panic lies right underneath, bubbling beneath the surface of his skin, like a final boss he has to defeat before he can relish in the sweet relief of sleep. He’s not ready yet.
But he’s so tired.
He squeezes Aizawa’s hand.
What’s he waiting for?
“Is All Might okay?” He finds himself asking. An image of the live broadcast from earlier flashes across his mind, of All For One’s fist driving into the number one hero’s side, blood spewing from his lips. He shuts his eyes and steadies his breathing.
“I’d assume so,” Aizawa replies, unconcerned, “Recovery Girl is with him. That’s all the reassurance I need. Why?”
“I figured something out with my quirk,” Izuku murmurs, “I can still heal people even when I’m injured if I push my energy out instead of just letting it flow-”
“Midoriya-kun,” Aizawa interrupts. His eye twitches as he says in a very strained, controlled voice, “For the love of God, worry about yourself for once in your life.”
He looks ticked off- at Izuku. Who, actually, usually doesn’t find himself under this particular sharp glare all too often. He’s seen it directed at his classmates, of course, but he’s never really been one to get on Aizawa’s nerves before.
He makes a mental note to never do so in the future.
Swallowing, Izuku sweatdrops and glances away. “I didn’t mean right now…” He mumbles under his breath.
“Rest,” Aizawa says with a tone of finality. He reaches out with his free hand to drag a chair closer and sits down. Izuku blinks.
“You-You’ll stay with me?” He rasps, hating how vulnerable he sounds.
Aizawa looks at him. “Of course.” He pauses, then repeats, “Your mother will be here soon.”
His mother. Right. He’s waiting for her. Keep holding on.
Izuku leans his head back against the pillows and turns to stare at the ceiling. The drugs have turned the sharp pain of his wounds to a dull ache. His bones weigh heavy, as if gravity has been turned up tenfold. His body screams at him to sleep. Fear tells him to stay awake. The silence presses down on his ears, making it impossible to ignore the panic churning in his chest like a swirling hurricane. He squeezes Aizawa’s hand again.
“Can you talk?” He croaks.
Aizawa, to his credit, only pauses for a second before agreeing. “Sure, kid.”
Izuku doesn’t really pay much attention to what he says. What he focuses on is the steady, monotone drone of his voice as it fills the room, chasing away the silence that stirs his panic. It reminds him of his lectures during school, back when everything was normal. Even if nothing will ever be the same again, it’s a nice thought, and it helps to keep him calm.
He doesn’t know how long Aizawa talks for. The man’s thumb starts rubbing over his knuckles soothingly at some point.
Then, for the second time that night, the door bursts open.
This time, it’s Inko who rushes in. She doesn’t skid to a halt at the foot of his bed, though. As soon as her eyes land on Izuku, she’s scrambling over to his side and throwing her arms around him before he can even process the fact that she’s here. Aizawa stands up and moves out of the way to give them some space as Inko bursts into a fresh wave of tears.
“My baby!” She sobs, clutching him to her chest, “My-My baby, my poor- poor-”
Izuku stares blankly at the cotton filling his vision. Fat, wet teardrops land on top of his curls. A heartbeat flutters against his chest, and Inko holds him with a gentle strength that only a mother’s arms possesses. Izuku’s breath hitches.
Oh.
This is what he was waiting for.
The dam breaks.
It’s the most overdue panic attack ever. He clings to his mother and cries- wheezy, strangled cries torn from an abused throat pushed far past its limit. The wave of panic that he’s been suppressing for the past three days swells and crashes down on him without mercy, tearing at his heart and threatening to suffocate his very being. And his mother, his strongest rock, holds him through it all, grounding him and guiding him back to the surface before he can drown. She hugs him and whispers in his ear as he cries and cries until he can’t anymore.
And when he finally falls into the sweet relief of unconsciousness, he proceeds to sleep for the next eighteen hours.
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Ya'll the amount of ppl that were simping over AFO in the last chapter was disappointing. Like I get it, you have daddy issues, but calm the fuck down you horndogs, jfc.
anywaaaaaaay
So! A lot happened here, huh? Tell me what you guys thought! As usual, the chapter art (which I'm very proud of, fyi) can be found on Instagram and Tumblr
And thank you for all the well wishes for my roadtrip! It's going great! I got kicked out of a restaurant today :) But my friend managed to sneak her piña colada into her hydroflask on the way out, so it was all good XD
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Next chapter, the aftermath
Chapter 35: The Reunion
Notes:
Ah fuck I totally forgot last chapter to mention that athenoot on Tumblr drew this amazing drawing of Izuku! Go check it out!
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Chapter Text
It’s nighttime when he finally claws his way back to consciousness. Blinking groggily, he turns his head to see that Inko and Aizawa are still sitting by his bedside, but there’s a third person.
Recovery Girl.
As soon as their gazes meet, her beady eyes fill to the brim with tears and she reaches out to grip his hand tightly. The kiss that she plants firmly on his forehead has nothing to do with her quirk.
He asks about All Might. She huffs and tells him that he’s doing fine, that she left Sir Nighteye to watch over him. She’ll have to go back and check on him later, but it’s Izuku she’s worried about.
His wounds ache, but that’s to be expected. He’s mostly just hungry and still pretty tired, even though he apparently slept for eighteen hours, which surprises the hell out of him. Although, considering all that happened, it probably shouldn’t.
Recovery Girl has a nurse bring over a quick meal for him while Aizawa ducks into the hallway to call Detective Tsukauchi. And then the next thing he knows, he’s being debriefed on his time with the League of Villains. Principal Nedzu arrives with Tsukauchi and he, the detective, and Aizawa all sit in plastic chairs at the end of Izuku’s bed while Inko and Recovery Girl sit beside him. Izuku holds his mother’s hand, taking a deep breath to steady himself.
Of course, he knew this was coming. He knew he would have to talk about… everything. He just hopes he actually can…
A cold weight settles in his stomach, apprehension curdling deep.
Detective Tsukauchi leans forward and asks his first question. “Can you tell us what happened after you were taken?”
Izuku blinks.
A hot hand on the back of his neck dragging him through a portal. Being forced to the ground, bound, gagged. Shigaraki, Shigaraki, SHIGARAKI-
He squeezes his mother’s hand. His mouth opens, but only a thin whine comes out. It’s pathetic and embarrassing and he clamps his jaws shut immediately, cheeks burning.
Recovery Girl jumps to his defense. “His throat has gone through far too much trauma recently. He was supposed to be taking it easy and doing speech therapy after the mall incident, but he must’ve had to push his voice past its limit these past few days. Isn’t that right?” Izuku nods, head ducked. Recovery Girl tsks. “Well, it’ll do you no good to stress it out even further now by telling us a long story. Is there anything he can write with?”
Inko perks up and reaches into her purse. “Here.” She pulls out Izuku’s phone- slightly cracked, but miraculously still intact- and pushes it into his hands. His surprise must show on his face because she explains, “One of the firefighters found it by chance while putting out the fires in the forest and turned it in. When they discovered that it belonged to you, they gave it to me.”
He turns it on and discovers about a hundred missed messages and calls from practically everyone on his contacts list. Wincing, he ignores them all and clicks on his notes app. When it opens, he glances up at Detective Tsukauchi imploringly, as if to ask if this is alright. His throat really is killing him and his voice doesn’t sound too great, especially after fighting for his life and having a couple of panic attacks.
Realizing that he’s looking for permission, Tsukauchi startles and nods. “Oh, of course, of course! Whatever is easier for you, Midoriya-kun. If one of you could read as he types, though, that would be great.”
Recovery Girl agrees, and then it’s up to Izuku to start typing. What happened to him after he was taken?
His thumb hovers over the screen.
He answers. And at first, it’s not so bad. It’s a bit easier to tell the story when he doesn’t actually have to talk. He was warped away, bound, gagged, Shigaraki was there, said he was going to kill him when he was done with him. Inko soon starts sniffling beside him, and he can’t stop the way his fingers tremble when he begins describing his first encounter with All For One and how he stole his energy. Detective Tsukauchi is confused about the latter part and presses for details, and Izuku tries his best to explain, but the memories flash before his eyes and his chest begins to feel tight. He types and deletes sentences over and over again before dropping his phone on the bed and burying his face between his knees, struggling to take deep, shuddering breaths. There’s a hand on his shoulder and he knows it’s Aizawa’s. He leans into the grounding pressure as he slowly regains control of his breathing. When he lifts his head, the adults are gazing at him in concern. He flushes.
“I’m sorry,” Detective Tsukauchi apologizes, “I didn’t mean to press. We can do this another time if you’re not-”
Izuku waves his hand and shakes his head. Picking up his phone again, he types out his response, something a bit more vague but easier for him to get out. Aizawa is beside him now, so he reads, “He had a quirk that could force quirks. But I couldn’t heal him all at once, so I had time…”
It’s probably for the best that Aizawa is the one to read instead of Recovery Girl from then on. Izuku’s mentor begins to look increasingly distressed, along with the other adults, as he describes how the League tried to manipulate him to their side and how he tried to manipulate them right back by pretending to be swayed. When he gets to the part about how he forced his quirk past its own natural limits in order to have some control over All For One’s healing process, Recovery Girl, understandably, reacts with shock.
She tells him he can never do something like that again, that it was incredibly dangerous and stupid to do. His quirk prevents him from healing while he’s injured for a reason, he can’t just ignore his body’s self-preservation safeguards whenever he wants. And he knows that; it felt horrible to force his quirk like that, his whole body was telling him not to, and it drained him even faster than normal. He tells her this, and it seems to both appease her and make her more worried.
“Well, quirks have been known to occasionally react strangely in traumatic experiences,” she sighs, “You might not even be able to- to force your quirk like this again, and I don’t want you to try it.”
Izuku thinks about how he accidentally healed Todoroki’s scar, but decides not to mention it. If what she said is true, then he can just blame that on the added emotions of that moment.
There isn’t much else to say after that. He talks about the press conference, about the fight, about his friends rescuing him- he tries to emphasize the lack of combat, but it kind of gets lost in the irritated tone that Aizawa reads it in-, and how they brought him to the police station.
Then Detective Tsukauchi asks about Ragdoll. Izuku blinks.
“What about Ragdoll?” He types. Aizawa glances at him, then at Tsukauchi.
The detective looks uneasy. “She was kidnapped as well.” Izuku’s breath hitches, his eyes widening in shock. “She was rescued, of course. During Kamino. But her quirk…” He hesitates. “It seems to have been… taken from her. By All For One, we believe. I was just wondering, during your time with him, did he ever say anything…?” He trails off.
Izuku slowly shakes his head, stunned. “No,” he rasps, aloud, “No, I didn’t even know she was there…”
Recovery Girl reaches over and takes his hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. Izuku can hardly believe his ears. Ragdoll was there the whole time? And All For One… that monster stole her quirk?
It’s too much for his worn-out brain to handle right now, but he swallows heavily and takes slight solace in the memory of All Might’s fist driving into All For One’s face.
Principal Nedzu straightens up then, bringing the attention to him. His mammalian face isn’t quite built for human emotions, but his black eyes glitter with sorrow.
“Well,” he starts softly, “Midoriya Izuku, the last time we spoke, I issued an apology to you. I hope you can forgive me for being repetitive. What I said during the press conference was not all for show. This has been UA’s greatest failure, and you have endured so much more suffering than you deserve.” He hops off his chair and bows low. “On behalf of UA and the heroes that serve as its staff, I sincerely apologize for all the pain that both you and your mother have endured.”
Izuku stares at him. Beside him, Aizawa and Recovery Girl follow suit, bowing their heads politely. Inko glances between them, pressing her lips together. The freckled boy shifts uncomfortably before typing something on his phone. He tugs at Aizawa’s sleeve and the man glances over, reads, then sighs. He keeps tugging until Aizawa finally caves a few seconds later with a huff.
“He says, ‘I don’t blame UA for this happening. Like Aizawa-sensei said during the conference, I’m the first healer-in-training UA has ever had, so experience is not on your side. Nobody could have foreseen any of this happening. If there was even the slightest warning that I could be in danger, I know you would have taken every precaution to keep me safe’.”
He gives Nedzu what he hopes is a reassuring smile, and the principal’s whiskers twitch.
“So much trust,” Nedzu murmurs, “I promise we will prove to you that we deserve it.”
Inko shifts in her seat. “Speaking of keeping him safe…” She glances at Detective Tsukauchi nervously. “What’s going to happen now…? I mean, I’m still a little confused with this- this All For One being after my baby, but- but if he’s gone now…”
Detective Tsukauchi looks at her and explains, “Yes, All For One is already incarcerated in Tartarus as we speak. The bad news is that the rest of the League got away. And while we don’t believe they’ll go after Midoriya-kun after such a big loss, we’re not going to be taking any chances, so we’ll be keeping up with the security details we organized after the mall incident, as well as increasing security overall around your house.”
Inko nods, processing. Izuku finds himself leaning against Aizawa a little for support. God, the mall incident. It feels like it happened ages ago, but it hasn’t even been three weeks.
Principal Nedzu mentions that UA is also thinking about adding a dorm system, the details of which still need to be worked out, in hopes of keeping all the students more safe. Izuku can tell that his mother is a bit apprehensive about it, but Nedzu reassures her that the teachers will come by the students’ houses to discuss the matter at length later.
Once everything is wrapped up, the principal and Detective Tsukauchi bid him goodbye and take their leave. Aizawa stays, which kind of confuses him, but he doesn’t question it, and Recovery Girl decides to use her quirk on Izuku to finish healing his injuries. She didn’t want to use it earlier because she didn’t know the circumstances of his unconsciousness and didn’t want to risk making it worse in case it was because of quirk exhaustion, which it was, mostly. Now seems as good a time as any, though, and when she heals him, he quickly grows tired and falls back asleep for the rest of the night.
The next day is slow and quiet, but it starts with a jolt. Izuku startles awake from a nightmare that he doesn’t remember, panting and sweating profusely. Inko, thankfully, is asleep in the chair next to him, so she doesn’t notice his panic and he has enough time to collect himself before she wakes up. A doctor comes to give him a once-over, but Recovery Girl’s quirk proved its value yet again. The sharp pain in his throat has been softened to its usual dull ache, but he’s told to try and give his voice a rest for a while. He’s discharged with a few more scars to add to his growing collection.
As per the previously agreed upon security measures, he needs a hero to escort him home, and he’s entirely unsurprised to see Aizawa leaning against the wall when they step out of his room. Warmth blooms in his chest. He’s really grateful that the man has remained by his side for so long during his hospital stay. Aizawa’s gaze briefly lingers on the new faint scar under his left eye before he nods at Inko and begins leading the way down the hall.
When they step off of the elevator, Kacchan is waiting in the lobby. He looks up, eyes locking on Izuku, and immediately jumps to his feet. Izuku blinks.
It reminds him of the night he was rescued, when Kacchan just stopped and stared at him, longing to hug him but hesitant because he didn’t want to hurt him. Well, Izuku isn’t injured anymore, so what are they waiting for? Kacchan seems to realize the same thing at the same time, because they both start towards each other and meet halfway. Izuku wraps his arms around his shoulders and buries his face into the crook of his neck. Kacchan practically crushes him to his chest, having no qualms about hugging him as tightly as he wants now that he doesn’t have to worry about hurting him. He inhales deeply while Izuku nuzzles closer.
“I’m alright,” he mumbles against the blond’s skin.
“I fucking know,” Kacchan’s growl rumbles in chest, “I told you you would be.”
Izuku smiles and presses his cheek against his neck. Kacchan is so warm in his arms, it feels like it’s been ages since he’s felt his familiar heat.
“Have you been waiting here long?” He asks quietly.
Kacchan makes a negative noise. “Auntie’s been keepin’ me updated. Said you’d be getting discharged this morning so I took the train over. The old hag wanted to be here too but she got swamped at work.” He huffs, then pauses and lowers his voice. “None of the other dumbasses were told which hospital you were taken to, otherwise I’m sure they’d be here too.” He shrugs. “So. You know.”
Izuku tries to hum but the sound gets lost in his mangled throat, so he just nods instead. He feels a little guilty for it, but he’s kind of glad that none of his other classmates showed up. It was a nice surprise after the mall incident, but right now he thinks it would be a little overwhelming. He’s far from over everything that happened, and there’s a lingering tiredness that still hasn’t left his bones quite yet. Honestly, he kind of just wants to go home and cuddle with Kacchan for the rest of the day, and he gets the feeling that’s what Kacchan wants to do too.
The ride home is quiet. He and Kacchan sit in companionable silence, each gazing out their own window as the city passes by. It feels a bit surreal to be going home after all this time. How long has it been? Six days? No, a week.
He walks towards his house in a daze, but before he reaches his porch, a hand on his head stops him. Glancing over his shoulder, he sees Aizawa retract his hand and reach into his pocket, pulling out a folded piece of paper. When Izuku tilts his head questioningly, the man says, “It’s from Kota. He wanted me to give it to you.”
Izuku stares at the piece of paper. Kota. Why would he…?
“Run! Get out of here!”
“L-Leave him alone!”
“He saved a boy from being murdered by not one, but two villains.”
Izuku’s breath quickens at the voices in his mind and he struggles to swallow past the tightness in his throat. Forcing away the memories, he takes the letter from Aizawa with a small nod, but doesn’t open it. He’ll read it later- when he can handle it.
Aizawa’s gaze roams over him one last time before he finally bids them goodbye and leaves them to return to their house. Izuku nearly bursts into tears when Sushi cannonballs into his chest as soon as he steps past the door. The large feline purrs and nuzzles him furiously, not even bothering to pause and give Kacchan his customary stink-eye. Izuku buries his face into his fur and carries him into the living room, then stops.
What does he do with himself now? Does he just… go back to normal? That seems… wrong, somehow. But it shouldn’t, right? Wouldn’t the strong thing to do would be to keep moving on? Not like nothing happened, but…
He sighs, scratching behind Sushi’s ears in thought. What would he have even normally done before... all this? It’s not like he had much free time for hobbies, and obviously he’s not going to be going on runs or sparring anytime soon. But if he checked his phone or turned on the TV, all he would see is the media talking about All Might’s fight against All For One, or him and his rescue.
Thankfully, Kacchan makes the decision for him, and for once Izuku is glad to let him. The blond shoos a disgruntled Sushi out of his arms before dragging him over to the couch. He pushes him down by the shoulder, plops down next to him, and then pulls him closer to his side. Izuku quickly gets the message and turns towards him, wrapping his arms around his torso and tucking his head under his chin. Not one to be left out, Sushi jumps up onto the couch beside him and curls up at his back.
Inko says nothing of the scene, but smiles softly as she disappears off into her own bedroom to give them some privacy. Neither Izuku nor Kacchan speak as they lay together on the couch. Izuku sighs, sinking into the warmth of his best friend’s body. Everything about it is so familiar to him. The strong, steady heartbeat pounding against his chest. The hard muscle beneath his fingertips. When he inhales through his unbroken nose, he can smell Kacchan’s burnt sugar scent.
Arms slide up his back, squeezing a fraction tighter. Bringing him impossibly closer. Kacchan holds him in a firm embrace, powerful arms shielding him from the world in a silent promise of protection. And Izuku knows that, at least for now, he doesn’t have to worry about anything. He doesn’t have to worry about going back to normal. He doesn’t have to worry about villains that might catch him in reality or in his sleep. He can just… appreciate the fact that he survived. That he’s okay, and that he’s here now, with Kacchan.
Sighing, he presses his lips against the blond’s skin and closes his eyes. Kacchan’s hand twitches, and he buries his nose in the crook of Izuku’s shoulder, letting out a shuddering exhale, as if chasing away an unwanted thought. Izuku nuzzles him.
Maybe Kacchan needs this just as much as he does?
Zuku is in his arms again. He’s warm and soft and breathes gently against his chest as he holds him. Katsuki should be happy. This is what he wanted, isn’t it?
But fear still lingers at the edge of his mind, the knowledge that Zuku could once again be ripped from his grasp refusing to allow him to relax completely. He lets out a shaky breath and tilts his head back against the couch, looking up at the ceiling as a hint of dismay creeps in on him.
What the fuck is he supposed to do now? How the hell is he supposed to- to move on? He got Zuku back, he saved him, but how could he call himself his protector after everything that’s happened? Just look at him, he’s covered in scars now and every one of them is his fault-
IcyHot’s voice very suddenly and rudely interrupts his thoughts, “Stop making yourself the villain here because feeling guilty won’t get you anywhere, and Midoriya needs all of us, especially you, to be strong for him right now.”
Katsuki scowls. Fucker. Get out of his brain! He gives his head a shake.
The movement catches Zuku’s attention, who shifts in his embrace. His nose brushes against the column of his throat as he quietly mumbles, “What’re you thinking?” His voice is soft and weak, barely above a whisper. Katsuki’s brow twitches.
“Aren’t you supposed to not be talking?” Auntie had mentioned something about that when she texted him. The disgruntled puff of air Zuku lets out is enough of an answer. Katsuki rests his chin on top of his head and rubs it against his curls, brows knitted in contemplation.
IcyHot, as much as he hates to mentally admit it, is right. He’s played this self-doubting game with himself over and over again and he always comes to the same conclusion; just work hard until he is strong enough, until he can make sure without a doubt that Zuku will never have to worry about getting another scar. But then there’s that fear, that stubborn fear that refuses to go away, that makes him wonder if… he’ll ever be strong enough.
Discomfort churns in his gut. He can tell Zuku is still waiting patiently for a response even though his eyes are closed as his head rests against his chest. His gaze lands on the new scar on his cheek, and trails down to his marred throat. He swallows.
He has to be.
In the end, there’s no other conclusion to come to.
Finally, after a long pause, the blond lets out a sigh. Voice low, he says, “I know I’ve already promised this before… And it probably doesn’t mean shit to you at this point, after everything that’s happened, but… I’m gonna be strong enough for you.”
Zuku goes still. He’s not moving in the first place, but Katsuki can feel the way his muscles tense up ever so slightly, not readying for a fight, just not relaxed anymore. It was clearly the wrong thing to say, which confuses Katsuki because he just wanted to provide some sort of comfort or reassurance to him.
Zuku is silent for a few moments, then says, “Not for me.” And that just confuses Katsuki even more. But Zuku continues, “It’s good that you wanna get strong, but you should do it for the right reasons.”
Katsuki frowns. “The right reasons?”
Zuku wiggles in his arms until he can push himself up and face him. Green eyes meet red. “Why do you want to be a hero?” He rasps.
Katsuki is puzzled by the question, but opens his mouth to reply anyway. ‘Because he wants to win’ dances on his tongue. Because he wants to be like All Might. When he was a kid, the answer would have come easy. But… it doesn’t seem that simple anymore. He closes his mouth. Zuku already knows this. Why is he asking?
Something tugs at his chest when he thinks of his usual answer, something that rubs him the wrong way. He still wants to win. He still wants to be like All Might. And he still envisions a future where he’s the best pro hero in the world and Zuku’s the best healer in the world and they’re by each other’s sides forever. But there’s something a bit deeper than that. This fear that’s inside of him, the one that Zuku causes- no, not the one that Zuku causes. The one he makes him realize. The fear that… that he’s not strong enough.
He hates it. He hates it with every inch of his being.
He wants to be a hero like All Might because he wants to be strong enough. To do everything- to win, to save, to protect. Unquestionably, without a doubt in anyone’s mind, including his own, that he’s going to succeed. He wants to be strong so that Zuku never has to be afraid anymore.
He wants to be strong so that he’s not afraid anymore.
So where does that leave him?
Zuku is still waiting for an answer.
“I want to be a hero because…”
‘Because I want to win’ doesn’t sound quite right anymore. There are a lot of things he wants, and winning is one of them, but… There was something he felt, back in Kamino. Even though he wanted to fight, even though he didn’t fight, he still felt- strong . Invincible. Because they got Zuku, they outsmarted the villains, snatched him right out from under their noses, and they didn’t even step onto the battlefield! They won, they saved him, and Katsuki can’t tell the difference between the two or which comes first, but all he knows is nothing felt better than having him back in his arms that night.
And it wasn’t just him- he could see it in the shine in IcyHot’s eyes, in Shitty Hair and Glasses’ ugly sobbing as they hugged Zuku- this was their success, their triumph. Winning fights felt good, but saving someone- that was a different kind of victory, and it was the best feeling in the world. And he thinks… he wouldn’t mind doing that for the rest of his life. Chasing that feeling again and again, being a savior, a protector… maybe for more than just Zuku. He’d be the one to win and bring people home.
When the words leave his mouth, they sound right.
“I want to save people.”
The soft smile that grows on Zuku’s face tells him that he made the right decision. “You saved me,” he whispers.
Katsuki swallows. Once again, his gaze finds the new scar under his left eye before dipping down to his marred throat. He knows that beneath Zuku’s shirt and pants he’ll find even more scars.
But he’s here. He’s here in Katsuki’s arms, and for a few terrifying, awful days, he didn’t know if he would ever be able to feel this again. So for right now, this is enough. For right now, he can forget about the lingering fear and just be happy.
“Yeah,” he whispers, pulling Zuku back down to his chest and tucking him under his chin. He allows himself the smallest of smiles as he presses his lips against his curls. “I guess I did.”
Eventually, Izuku manages to separate himself from Kacchan long enough to scurry off into the bathroom and take a shower. The doctors had done their best to wipe all the blood, sweat, and ash off of him in the hospital, but it’s the first proper shower he’s been able to take since he was kidnapped. His hair is a mess; he spends a good amount of time struggling to wash and untangle the knots, scrubbing his dirty scalp, trying to separate his long curls without breaking too many strands. He lathers his skin and the water turns a gross dark color as it swirls down the drain. His fingers tentatively roam over new scars that he’ll become more familiar with as time passes.
When he steps out of the shower, he feels significantly lighter, almost like he washed away the remnants of Kamino, at least from his body. He catches his reflection in the mirror and stares at the scar under his eye for a few moments.
Todoroki’s voice echoes in his head, “It takes a while, and it’s not easy at first, but soon it just becomes… part of your body, I guess. And the memories… become memories. You’ll never forget about it, and you won’t get better quickly, but one day… you’ll be able to look at your scar and… be okay.”
Funny how as soon as he healed Todoroki’s scar, he got one of his own. The hazy memory of heterochromatic eyes and warm lips pressed against his has Izuku’s face heating up. He shakes his head and looks down. His phone sits on the counter of the sink and, after a moment of deliberation, he picks it up.
Staying away from his social media apps, he starts scrolling past his unread messages. A lot of them are from his friends, but some are from people he hasn’t talked to in ages, like Tsubasa and Inaba. The messages vary from reacting in disbelief to the initial news, then when he obviously didn’t reply, they turn into well-wishes, which greatly increase in number after he’s rescued. Izuku’s chest aches when he sees a particularly thoughtful message from Haru. He’ll have to be sure to catch up with his old friend when he gets the chance. No doubt the poor boy was going out of his mind with worry. The rest of the messages are from his classmates, mostly just promises to visit him soon and wishing him a quick recovery.
There’s a single message from All Might.
(Toshinori 12:36PM) -I know you just got out of the hospital today, but can we meet up somewhere? It might be difficult with how closely you’re being watched, but I need to see you, my boy. There’s so much I need to say, and we shouldn’t talk about it over the phone.
Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat. The thought of seeing All Might again, after all this time, after everything that’s happened-
But how will they meet up, though? Izuku can’t leave his house alone, neither Inko nor Kacchan nor the police would let him. Obviously, this is going to need to be a private conversation too, so it’s not like he can bring anyone with him to wherever he’s going to meet All Might. What if he came over instead? No, that would be suspicious to Inko, especially if he’s still healing from his wounds from his fight against All For One. Even if he came as Toshinori, it would still be weird if he showed up out of the blue, injured and wanting to talk to Izuku privately. Inko probably wouldn’t let him, no matter how much she (apparently) likes him. So how to meet up with him? They’ll have to be sneaky about it…
Izuku opens up their chat.
(Midoriya 2:02PM) -How injured r u?
Despite having been the one to text him, All Might seems surprised that he actually responded, albeit over two hours later.
(Toshinori 2:02PM) -!! Young Midoriya! How are you? Are you alright?
(Midoriya 2:02PM) -Are you? How injured r u?
The typing bubble appears, then disappears as All Might deletes whatever he writes.
(Toshinori 2:03PM) -A little but not a lot.
Izuku snorts. Uh huh.
(Toshinori 2:03PM) -How injured are you?
(Midoriya 2:03PM) -A little but not a lot.
(Toshinori 2:03PM) -Very funny.
Izuku can practically hear the man’s dry tone as he reads the message. It makes his lip twitch upwards.
(Toshinori 2:03PM) -Can I call you?
(Midoriya 2:04PM) -No, I’m hiding in my bathroom.
(Toshinori 2:04PM) -Oh.
(Toshinori 2:04PM) -Any particular reason?
(Midoriya 2:04PM) -Idk Kacchan will probably try and take my phone away cuz he’s an overprotective butt and he doesn’t want me looking at the news. But we’ve gotta make a plan if we wanna meet up!
(Toshinori 2:05PM) -Any ideas?
(Midoriya 2:05PM) -I think I’ve got one, but we need to be super sneaky. Stealth mode.
(Toshinori 2:05PM) -I shall become one with the night.
Izuku giggles to himself.
(Midoriya 2:05PM) -Tokoyami-kun is rubbing off on u.
(Midoriya 2:05PM) -Can u hold ur muscle form?
(Toshinori 2:06PM) -Yes.
(Midoriya 2:06PM) -Then come to my backyard tonight QUIETLY. Whatever hero that’s watching me will see that it’s u and won’t sound the alarm.
(Toshinori 2:06PM) -Won’t they still think that it’s weird that I’m there?
Izuku blinks and pauses.
(Midoriya 2:06PM) -U know what, they can mind their own business.
(Toshinori 2:07PM) -Ok.
A sudden knocking on the door of the bathroom startles Izuku so badly he nearly drops his phone.
“Oi, Zuku!” Kacchan calls, “You fucking alright in there? You’re taking ages!”
Shoving his phone in his pocket, Izuku grabs his clothes and darts out the door, giving Kacchan an innocent smile. The blond merely arches a brow before turning away with a huff. “C’mon, Auntie and I made katsudon for lunch and it tastes fucking amazing, so you better eat it all.”
“Okay!”
It’s hard to contain his excitement for the rest of the day. He hasn’t seen All Might in over a week- that brief moment in Kamino didn’t count- and he misses the man dearly. Kacchan seems to be a little suspicious now that he’s visibly perked up, but he makes no comment. They spend the rest of the day relaxing and watching TV- not the news- and Izuku tries not to appear too eager when the time comes for his friend to leave.
There’s just one problem: Kacchan insists on staying overnight. One look at the blond’s face and Izuku can tell that he’s not budging on this. And… okay, he knows that Kacchan needs to recover, in his own way, as much as he does from Kamino. But damn does it throw a wrench in his plans.
So that finds Izuku lying in his bed waiting for Kacchan, who is lying on a futon on the floor, to fall asleep. Sushi is curled up against his chest and Izuku uses his cat’s fluffy body to hide the bright light of his phone as he texts All Might to inform him of the situation. Thankfully, Kacchan has always been terrible at staying up late and it doesn’t take long before his breathing evens out and turns into loud snores. Izuku lets out a quiet sigh of relief.
(Midoriya 9:47PM) -He’s down!
(Toshinori 9:47PM) -I’m on my way.
Izuku turns off his phone, shrouding himself in darkness. Now comes the slightly trickier part. Even injured, All Might should be here pretty quickly. All Izuku has to do is get to the backyard without waking anyone- although really most importantly Kacchan- up.
Pulling back his covers, the freckled boy slowly slides off his bed. As soon as his feet touch the ground, a loud meow has him nearly leaping out of his skin. Shit! Sushi!
The cat’s pale yellow eyes glow in the dark when he glances over his shoulder. His grey-and-black fur blends in with the shadows, so he kind of just looks like a blob of darkness lying on his bed. Sushi doesn’t meow again, but he blinks and tilts his head ever so slightly as if to ask, ‘What are you doing?’. Izuku presses a finger to his lips and mouths the word ‘stay’. Sushi stares blankly.
Okay, whatever, at least he’s not meowing. Izuku turns back around and focuses on not stepping on Kacchan’s futon, which is pressed right up against his bed. ‘It would be really nice to have Sushi’s night vision right now’, he thinks to himself.
He carefully starts edging around Kacchan’s futon as quietly as he can, cringing when the floor suddenly creaks under his foot. Kacchan snorts, mumbles something that sounds like ‘die’ under his breath, and rolls onto his side. Izuku’s lip twitches and he tiptoes the rest of the way over to the door.
It’s easy to make his way through the rest of the house after that, and soon he’s peeking out his sliding back door. There’s no movement outside. All Might is fast, he should have been here by now. Izuku hopes he’s not too injured.
Speaking of, they’re probably going to end up hugging if Izuku has anything to say about it, and he doesn’t want his quirk automatically activating, so he makes sure to bite the inside of his lip, just a little bit. And lo and behold, not two seconds later, the large, shadowy figure of All Might silently drops down into his backyard in a surprisingly stealthy manner.
Joy bubbles up inside him like a sparkling apple cider and he grins, sliding open the door and dashing across the yard towards All Might. The number one hero meets him halfway and scoops him up in his arms, startling a squeak out of him as he’s lifted into the air. He giggles and clings to All Might as he spins him around once before lowering to his knees, the man’s face buried in the crook of his neck as his large hand cradles the back of his head. His soul buzzes with bright giddiness, and he’s so high on the relief and happiness that All Might is here that he doesn’t realize that he’s actually saying something right now.
“My boy,” All Might gasps, tight and hoarse, “My boy-”
Izuku freezes, all elated feelings dying faster than a fire getting doused in a bucket of water.
“Oh my boy, I thought I’d lost you.” All Might’s voice quivers, his muscled arms tightening ever so slightly, pressing him closer to his chest. Izuku feels his breath shudder against his neck as he says, “I am so sorry, I am so so sorry, I promised he would never lay a hand on you and he-”
“Shh, shh, no, no, All Might,” Izuku hastily shushes him, startling out of his shock when All Might quickly starts to get louder and louder. His heart aches seeing the man so distressed. “Please, no, it’s not your fault,” he tries to reassure, “All For One-”
He’s interrupted when All Might suddenly erupts into a fit of loud, wet coughs that make Izuku hiss both at the volume and at how painful they sound. All Might turns his chin into his fist, but when the coughs finally subside, Izuku doesn’t miss the dark blood staining his skin.
“All Might-” He starts.
The man wipes away the blood as if nothing happened, swallowing thickly. “Tsukauchi-kun told me what happened,” he rasps, “What you told him- what he did and-” His voice breaks and he inhales sharply, chest shuddering.
“All Might-” Izuku feels something in his own chest crack.
Then All Might’s hand is cupping the back of Izuku’s head, bringing it forward to press their foreheads together. “My boy, I am so, so sorry,” he says, eyes brimming with tears, voice heavy with guilt, “You have gone through so much more suffering than you deserve. He…” His breath hitches and he squeezes his eyes shut briefly before saying, “He has... destroyed so many things precious to me, and when I heard he had taken you…”
Izuku’s eyes widen, then start to burn furiously. He immediately buries his face in All Might’s chest, suddenly finding it difficult to breathe past the hard lump that has firmly lodged in his throat. Precious. He’s precious to All Might. The number one hero. The idea is outrageous enough to make Izuku want to both laugh and blush uncontrollably.
But then All Might is holding him like he is so precious, strong arms that have held up buildings squeezing him just tightly enough to make him feel cocooned but not hard enough to hurt, large hands that have defeated hundred of villains cradling him gently against his chest, thick legs that have carried him faster than bullet trains tucked beneath him to serve as a cushion.
And Izuku thinks of long text conversations, of a corny sense of humor, of hollow cheeks filling out, of a hand ruffling his hair, of after school meetings, of neverending gentle encouragement. He thinks of being kidnapped in the League of Villains, and how the thought of All Might was one of the things that kept him going, kept him strong.
And Izuku realizes that All Might is precious to him too.
A shy smile tugs at his lips and he nuzzles into the man’s chest, warmth spreading to the tips of his fingers. He takes a quivering breath and tries to force back his tears, but a few manage to escape and get All Might’s shirt wet, much to his embarrassment. His face burns, but then he hears a loud sniffle come from behind his head. At least he’s not the only one overcome with emotion right now. Taking that as permission, Izuku burrows his face into All Might’s shirt and bursts into tears.
For a good few minutes, they simply cling to one another, breathing each other in and reaffirming to themselves that everything is alright now, they won, they’re okay. Then All Might starts coughing again, and Izuku thinks he might have to reconsider that last part. He pulls away and frowns in concern.
Now that he’s getting a better look at him, he can see that All Might is pretty heavily bandaged. His arms and legs are wrapped in various places, and Izuku can see bandages peeking out from under the collar of his shirt- no doubt for his old wound on his torso that All For One aggravated. There don’t seem to be any breaks (Recovery Girl probably took care of those already), but Izuku really doesn’t like the sound of that coughing. He grimaces, watching as All Might, turned away from him and coughing into his fist, finally catches his breath.
After a pause, he asks quietly, “Are you okay?”
“Oh, don’t you dare start fussing,” All Might scoffs, startling him. The blond fixes him with a stern look. “Don’t think I haven’t forgotten about that stunt you tried to pull back at the bar.” Izuku blinks. “Chiyo-san told me all about that new trick you discovered with your quirk when she came back to check on me.”
Oh. Izuku shrinks when All Might’s expression turns a mix between disappointed and exasperated. “Forcing your energy? Really?”
Izuku wrings his hands, averting his gaze. “You needed as much strength as you could get,” he tries to explain, “All For One was coming… he didn’t know you weren’t fully healed…”
“It was incredibly dangerous, though,” All Might says firmly, “And it is not something I want you to do for my sake. You should have known better.”
Frustration burns Izuku’s chest. “It-It’s not-” He stammers, “You- You don’t understand-” He cuts himself off, pressing his lips together and inhaling through his nose. All Might’s eyes are on him, but he can’t meet his gaze, so he keeps his head ducked as he mumbles, “I just couldn’t stand the thought that… if you two fought, and he killed you, then… then it would be all my fault. Because I healed him. Because I made him strong again…”
All Might goes still.
“Young Midoriya…” He breathes, “No, that- no.” His large hands move to cup Izuku’s face, tilting it up so that he’s forced to meet All Might’s gaze. His piercing blue eyes are firm, and his voice is steadfast as he says, “Don’t think like that. All For One’s actions were his fault and his fault only. He forced you to heal him. You had no say in the matter. Even if I had lost, it would not have been your fault.” Izuku swallows. He must still look unconvinced, because All Might then lowers his voice, like he’s telling him a secret, and whispers, “But you know what? I won because of you. Because you, Midoriya Izuku…” He smiles, and it’s so different from any other smile he’s seen on the man, the way it lights his eyes in a warm laughing glow, “My clever little healer, outwitted even the villains and found out All For One’s weaknesses. Because you, Midoriya Izuku, stumbled across a skeleton of a man a little over a year ago and regrew his stomach and have never stopped giving to him since. Because you, Midoriya Izuku, are a stronger man than I’ll ever be.” All Might’s eyes soften. “Do you see? I won because of you.”
Izuku stares at him. And obviously bursts into tears again because- fuck, what else can he do after hearing that?
All Might tucks him against his broad chest while he cries, using the man’s shirt to muffle his wheeze sobs. Izuku doesn’t even know how to begin to process All Might’s words, so he decides to just not. He feels his back being rubbed between his shoulder blades, and All Might chuckles. Izuku’s ear is pressed against his chest, and when he chuckles, he can hear the way it sounds raspy and wet with blood. His heart clenches, and he silently renews his vow to heal him as soon as possible.
After a few minutes, his tears finally subside and he pulls away, leaning back in All Might’s lap. The blond reaches out and daintily fixes a couple of his curls, making Izuku let out a tired giggle. All Might’s eyes crinkle before he sobers up slightly. His hand slides down from Izuku’s hair, thumb brushing over the new scar under his eye.
“This might seem a bit redundant,” he says quietly, “But... how are you doing?”
Izuku hesitates, considering his response. He wants to say he’s fine, but… Well, he’s not. But he’s not exactly doing as awfully as he thought he’d be doing, he supposes. He’s been doing a pretty good job of just… not constantly thinking of everything that happened, even though All For One and the League loom at the edges of his mind like an oncoming storm. It’s strange, he feels kind of numb almost, like he’s trying so hard to go back to normal, but it just feels weird to do so. He wonders when normal will feel normal again.
“I… don’t really know yet?” It comes out sounding more like a question. He winces, but All Might gives him a reassuring smile.
“That’s alright.”
Izuku smiles back and asks, “How about you?”
Something passes across All Might’s face. His eyes darken, and his smile disappears. For a brief, terrible second, he looks incredibly sad. It’s over as soon as it started, but even afterwards he still looks very troubled.
“I don’t really know yet,” he whispers.
Izuku blinks, confused and worried. All Might won, didn’t he? Why is he upset? Is there something else he’s concerned about? Did something happen? Should he be concerned too?!? What-
‘Not helping’, he tells himself sternly, forcing his anxiety down. If All Might wants him to know something, he’ll come and confide in him in his own time. But for now…
Izuku gently touches All Might’s hand. “That’s alright,” he reassures. All Might’s lips curl and Izuku’s heart warms. After a moment, he adds, “And Nighteye?”
All Might pauses and tilts his head, glancing away with a slight grimace. “Nighteye… is throwing a bit of a fit that I’m coming out here instead of resting.”
Izuku winces. “Sorry.”
All Might shakes his head. “Don’t be. He was just as worried about you as I was.”
“Did you two work together to find me?” Izuku asks, then blinks, a realization hitting him, “Wait a minute. Did he use his quirk on you? Did you know you would beat All For One?!?”
“No!” All Might answers immediately, “No. He did not use his quirk on me. I didn’t even suggest it- I mean- we- things are getting better between us, of course, but- that would have been hard for him…” Izuku flushes and nods, feeling a bit stupid for suggesting it in the first place. All Might continues, “Apparently, though, he used it on you to see your future. And he saw a future where I was completely healed.”
Izuku perks up. Sir Nighteye hadn’t told him anything about that! Actually, he hadn’t really told him any details about his future, but from his reaction Izuku had assumed it at least was a good one. “Really? When?”
All Might gives him a deliberate look. “I will not tell you when because I know you and I know you would rush towards it relentlessly if you knew.” Izuku pouts. “However, he apparently did not tell you this either. And so, when you were taken by All For One, he was concerned that you would assume that everything would be fine because he had implied that, since you are an anomaly, his previous prediction of my death could not come to fruition, and therefore you would not take the situation as seriously.”
Izuku’s mind skids to a halt. Wait, what? Sir Nighteye’s prediction… Oh right, that was supposed to be this year, or the next- or it could have already passed, because Izuku is an anomaly, apparently. Maybe? Actually, Sir Nighteye didn’t really give him an answer there. He just looked into Izuku’s future and then gave him a hug- which, yeah, looking back now, that seems a little vague.
Izuku tries to think back to that day, to the specifics of the conversation. It feels like it was ages ago. Sir Nighteye was telling him about his prediction of All Might’s death, but then he didn’t foresee Izuku healing him so he wanted to know if Izuku was some sort of anomaly and… and Izuku asked if he had changed anything. Right? Yeah. He asked if he had changed anything in the future Sir Nighteye saw for All Might, so Sir Nighteye then looked into his future. And then saw a future where All Might is completely healed. Except he didn’t tell Izuku and just hugged him instead, which totally sent the wrong message. So now he’s thinking that Izuku is thinking that he thinks that he changed Sir Nighteye’s prediction of All Might’s death and that he isn’t fated to be killed by a terrible villain this year or the next because he’s an anomaly and therefore had nothing to worry about while being captured by the League of Villains-
“All Might.”
His brain hurts.
“That was literally the furthest thing from my mind at the time.”
All Might lets out a bark of laughter that Izuku hastily shushes him for. He puts a hand over his mouth, still grinning.
“Well,” he says, eyes twinkling, “Nighteye really can get wrapped up in his head sometimes.”
Izuku’s shoulders sag as he gives a weary smile. “Eh,” he huffs tiredly and shrugs, “I know what that’s like.”
His tone is a bit too knowing, a bit too world-weary for a boy his age, and All Might’s hand comes to rest on his head for a couple of moments. He has to leave soon after that, wishing him a goodnight’s sleep and ordering him to take it easy for the rest of the week before disappearing in a single leap. Izuku sneaks back into his room without a problem, immensely grateful to see Kacchan in the same position he left him in, and collapses on his bed. The late hour and his emotional talk with All Might has left him utterly exhausted, so he curls up under his covers with Sushi and quickly falls asleep.
And at 4AM, he wakes up, thrashing and fighting to get away from unseen villains, strangled screams tearing from his throat all the while. Kacchan snaps him out of it and holds him tightly while he sniffles and gasps until he cries himself to sleep once more.
Apparently, his nightmares don’t care how tired he is.
Notes:
I just have one little thing to add before the next chapter snippet. I've already kind of addressed this in a Tumblr post I made a while back, but I don't think I drew enough attention to it but that's okay, I'm gonna go more in depth about this now. There's been this popular theory in the comments that Izuku is going to learn how to manipulate his quirk so he can drain people of their energy and use it for himself. And I'm totally fine with you guys making theories about what's going to happen, I really love it! But I just felt like I should but this one to rest because it was really popular and I kept getting comments about it, even after AFO, which was really surprising, and I just don't want anyone to get their hopes up. Izuku is not going to steal anyone's energy. The idea actually didn't even occur to me when I was writing the fic because it just doesn't seem very... fitting for him? I mean, consider the person that my healer Izuku is. Do you really think that he'd steal another person's energy, even if they're a villain, and use it for his own benefit? Especially after AFO did the same thing to him? Again, not bashing anyone who theorized this! I just want to explain why the theory isn't happening. I hope no one is upset!
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Also, I suggest reading that Tumblr post I made. It's mostly about some comments I had been getting a while back about Izuku being a weak character and I still feel very strongly about it. I think it's good to read as we get into this last half of the fic.
Anyway, sorry for the long talk. If you read this, thank you!
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Next chapter, Sushi commits various assaults.
Chapter 36: The Dorms
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day, the ‘Midoriya Izuku Rescue Squad’ shows up at his doorstep. Now that he’s not about to pass out from blood loss, they’re able to have a proper reunion. As soon as he sees him, Kirishima grabs Izuku and all but crushes him in a hug, Iida squawking and chopping the air behind him. He scolds the redhead for being too rough, but Izuku just giggles and reassures him that it’s fine, he’s alright now. He’s more than happy to hug Kirishima back before moving to embrace Iida, then Yaoyorozu, then-
Todoroki stands a couple of feet away, scarless and smiling softly. Izuku’s heart flutters and his stomach is suddenly violently assaulted by butterflies, so much so that he almost feels like puking. He firmly clamps his jaws shut, heat rising to his cheeks as he stares at Todoroki like a deer caught in headlights. Shit, what does he do?!? Does he hug him too? He should, right? They’re friends, it would be weird if they didn’t hug- the others would definitely be suspicious if he hugged everyone except Todoroki.
Before he can lose confidence, Izuku forces himself forward and hugs Todoroki. The taller boy’s arms wrap around his back and Izuku desperately hopes he can’t feel the way his heart is racing a million miles per hour in his chest. Crap, why does he have to smell so good?
Izuku starts to pull away, but is it just his imagination, or do Todoroki’s hands linger ever so slightly? Todoroki’s face comes into view, closer than before, and all Izuku can think of is soft lips pressed against his, hot breath on his skin, blood and vanilla on his tongue-
“How have you guys been?!?” He asks a little too loudly, voice breaking as he yanks himself away from Todoroki. His face isn’t burning, his face isn’t burning, his face isn’t burning-
Kirishima’s shit-eating grin and the obnoxious snort Kacchan lets out at the sight of his face tells him otherwise.
So now he has that to worry about. Honestly, compared to all of the other things he’s been worried about over the past few days, it’s not the worst thing. He hasn’t really given much thought to his kiss with Todoroki since it happened. His kiss. His first kiss. With Todoroki, of all people. Just the memory of it makes his heart do somersaults. But now what does this mean for them? Are they still friends? Something more? Does Izuku even want something more? Well, of course he does, the butterflies waging war on his stomach are making that pretty clear. Everything moved so quickly though, and it was such an emotional moment- maybe he should just see where things go. He’s so used to overthinking and overplanning, but that probably wouldn’t be a good idea for something like this. For once, maybe he should just… go with the flow.
He’s totally not just pushing this problem away for later.
The Rescue Squad only ends up staying for a couple of hours before they all have to leave for various reasons. Kirishima manages to convince Kacchan to come to a small local strip mall with him to relax. The blond is a bit reluctant to leave Izuku’s side, but Izuku eagerly encourages him to go, practically shoving him out the door with Kirishima and telling him to bring back some leggings for him. He never did get to buy some after the Kiyashi Ward incident.
After that, he gets about an hour of peace before his senpais show up completely unannounced. He’s entirely unprepared for their presence, and he doesn’t know how in the world they know where he lives- although they did drop him off at his house one time while he was asleep so surely they must’ve gotten his address from somebody (his money’s on All Might ‘cause Mirio). Needless to say, he’s a bit shocked when he’s in the middle of eating lunch and his mother opens the door to see three third-years standing proudly- or in Tamaki’s case, sulking- on the other side.
Mirio immediately scoops Izuku up into a hug, which promptly gets him attacked by Sushi not two seconds later, which draws an actual, honest-to-God laugh from Tamaki and a burst of giggles from Nejire, which gets them all a dramatic look of betrayal from Mirio on the floor.
Inko is confused.
They do get their emotional, touchy-feely stuff over with fairly quickly; neither Mirio nor Nejire are ones to linger on heavy topics for too long and are more focused on cheering him up, but Izuku doesn’t miss the meaningful glances Tamaki casts his way, the silent offer of ‘I’m here if you need to talk’ lingering in the air, nor does he miss the way Mirio’s eyes linger on his new scar occasionally. He’ll have to talk to the older boy privately later, when his other senpais aren’t around to hear about One for All and their friend’s connection to All For One, but he can worry about that at another time.
The next day, he has even more visitors. This time, it’s Aizawa and All Might, coming to discuss the situation with the dorms.
Izuku frets over a still-injured All Might as he awkwardly leads him into their living room. His worry as a healer and his not-quite-stifled hero worship are swirling in a chaotic mess inside of him. All Might and Eraserhead are in his house!
All Might gently chides him and waves him off, reminding him that he still can’t use his quirk on pro heroes. Izuku pouts but backs off. Compared to the last time he saw him, All Might has a considerable less amount of bandages, so at least he’s on a quick road to recovery.
Aizawa seems to have some sort of brief staring contest with Sushi before the cat deems him worthy of existing within the household and allows them to get down to business.
Izuku shifts nervously where he sits, watching the adults with anxious eyes. The school had already sent a notice of the all-dorm system plan prior to the teachers’ visit and Inko, well…
Inko had reacted with mixed feelings.
They had sat down and talked that night, talked about what to do, talked about what comes next, and he learned just how badly her trust in UA has been broken. He supposes it shouldn’t have surprised him, considering all that’s happened, but it makes his stomach curl with apprehension as he watches his mother brace herself in front of the teachers now.
“I…” She starts, then trails off, looking down at her clenched hands, “I’m sorry. I just can’t say I really- like the idea of Izuku leaving home after… after everything that’s happened…”
All Might leans forward. “I know it seems like such a cruel thing to ask to separate from him when you’ve only just gotten him back,” he says, “But it’s because of everything that’s happened that he must leave. In the dorms, we can ensure his safety-”
“His safety!” Inko lets out a harsh, wet laugh that startles the teachers. “You couldn’t ensure his safety before, even when you did! You promised- you promised me, Eraserhead, that you’d keep him safe, and look what happened!” She glares at Aizawa, eyes glistening with unshed tears.
Izuku stares at her in shock. A hazy memory floats up to his mind.
“... You… You’ve already saved his life once before, you know?… I don’t even know if you remember-”
“I do. Of course I do.”
“... I almost lost my baby that day. But you… you saved him. You brought him back to me. So… I trust you…”
“... Ma’am-”
“So you- You keep him safe, you hear me? You promise me that you’ll protect him!”
“I will. I promise.”
Izuku’s heart clenches as frustration bubbles up in his throat. He wants to protest, but the expression on his mother’s face makes him hold his tongue.
All Might glances at Aizawa. The latter holds Inko’s angry gaze, throat bobbing a little as he swallows before he speaks, “I know. And I failed. I broke my promise. I couldn’t protect your son, and I’ll regret that for the rest of my life.” He pauses, the words sinking in, and Inko sniffles. After a moment, he leans forward, elbows on his knees, and continues, “I know that you have no reason to trust me or UA after we have failed you so many times. But believe me, we are trying to do better. We want what’s best for Midoriya-kun as much as you do. We want to provide him with a safe and secure learning environment where his biggest worry will be what’s on his next anatomy test.”
Despite the somber mood, Izuku’s lip twitches. Bold of Aizawa to assume that he doesn’t know everything about the human body at this point.
“We want to protect him,” Aizawa says earnestly, “We will fight tooth-and-nail to do so, but only if you allow us to…”
Inko takes in a shuddering breath, eyes filling up with tears, before she tears her gaze away from his, dropping her head. “I know,” she croaks, casting a glance at All Might’s bandages, “I know you would. And- And you said… you said such nice things about him during the pre-press conference. So-So I know- I know you watch over him well, I just-” She exhales sharply, wiping away a couple of tears. Her shoulders tremble a few long moments and she sniffles again. “It’s like,” she hiccups, “It’s like- my wo-worst nightmare came true that day.” The teachers gaze at her with pained expressions. “I’ve-I’ve always been so sc-scared that somebody would ta-take him and- and then someone did and- and- and I can’t protect him, I’m his mother and I can’t do anything about it, but- but-” She lets out a trembly sigh. “At least you have a chance.”
Izuku’s breath catches in his throat. His mind is a whirlwind of emotions, but right now hope sparks in his chest. “So…?”
Inko’s shoulders sag. “Even though it makes me nervous to send you to live in UA, I think it’d make me even more nervous knowing you’d be walking to and from school everyday. I already didn’t like it before, but now after everything that’s happened…” She sighs again, looking far too defeated and tired. Izuku’s heart aches and he grasps his mother’s hand, giving it a comforting squeeze. She smiles half-heartedly and squeezes back. “UA can keep you safer than I can.”
“Mom,” Izuku exclaims softly. Where is this all coming from…?
Then, Inko turns to face the heroes, straightening up and fixing them with a firm gaze. “I don’t like this,” she says, voice quivering slightly, “I still don’t trust UA completely, but you're the only hope my Izuku has. So please… keep him safe.”
All Might and Aizawa glance at each other briefly before they both stand up and bow. “We will,” Aizawa says, “We promise.” He looks up and meets Inko’s gaze. “And I mean it. No more mistakes.”
There’s a heavy weight to his words. The trust that Inko is giving him is fragile, thread-thin, and it goes unspoken that if that trust is shattered one more time, it is not going to be pieced back together as easily.
Inko doesn’t respond, but she merely holds Aizawa’s gaze and nods.
And so the rest of the week is mainly focused on preparing to move him into the dorms. Inko helps him pack up his stuff into boxes, and it’s strange- taking his old All Might posters down from his walls makes him think that maybe it would be weird to put them up in his new room. He even has a couple of Recovery Girl, plus some blurry photos of Eraserhead that he found on the internet and printed out after the man saved him when he was ten. They’ve been on his walls for so long that he’s gotten used to them, but to deliberately put them up in his new dorm would be weird, right? They’re his teachers, afterall. Just the thought of any of them walking into his room and seeing the posters makes his face burn with embarrassment. He ends up shoving the posters at the bottom of one of the boxes just so that his mother won’t bother him about it.
There’s some debate over whether or not Sushi will go with him. Inko insists that he’ll miss him too much, that he’s always been Izuku’s cat more than hers, but Izuku doesn’t want to leave her all by herself, especially not after what she just said. He points out that the dorms might not even allow pets, but apparently she already called ahead to check and make sure that they do.
He’s torn; it would be nice to have Sushi with him, something familiar to help him adjust to such a new and difficult situation. But he’d feel terrible to leave his mother in this house all alone, and Sushi’s not always friendly with new people anyways, he might get in trouble…
“I could always get another cat,” Inko suggests.
Izuku blinks. “What?”
Inko shrugs, nonchalantly stirring the food she’s cooking. “A kitten, maybe,” she says, “With my baby going off to live at school, I’m going to need something else to fuss over.” The soft look in her eyes brings a smile to Izuku’s face.
“Aw, mom.” It does make him feel a little bit better. Just so long as she’s not alone. And this will be her chance to have a nice bond with a feline friend! Not that she doesn’t get along with Sushi, but like she said, he’s always been more Izuku’s cat than- wait a minute. He pauses.
“Hold on, you’re gonna get a kitten and I’m not gonna get to see it-?”
Aside from getting ready to move, there isn’t much else for him to do for the rest of the week. He musters up the emotional energy to reconnect with his friends through their class group chat and tentatively starts watching the news, only to stop when he finds out how gravely injured Best Jeanist was during All For One’s initial attack. He resumes his at-home speech therapy exercises and does his best to muffle his strangled cries at night when he wakes up from a nightmare. Kacchan can’t be there all the time to comfort him and he doesn’t want him to either. On a particularly bad night, he finds solace in cracking open one of the many medical books in his collection and he ends up reading with Sushi curled up in his lap until the break of dawn.
Unfortunately, this was the night before move-in day. So when Present Mic, of all people, shows up at his door bright and early to drive him to UA, it takes Izuku’s brain a couple of moments to process the sight before him. He blinks slowly.
“You’re going to drive me?” He rasps.
Present Mic flashes him a blinding grin. “That’s right!” His loud voice pierces Izuku’s eardrums. “Don’t want you walking around with all that heavy luggage now, do we? No way!” He waves his arms dramatically and nearly knocks a plant off of Izuku’s windowsill.
Izuku blinks again. Well, that’s clearly a cover-up. Present Mic is obviously here to be his bodyguard. Izuku knows that he’s not meant to travel without a hero escort. Does Present Mic think that he doesn’t know that?
At his silence, Present Mic straightens up and gestures to himself. “Oh, you mean I’m going to drive you? Right, no wonder you’re confused, Shouta-kun was practically hanging off your shoulder after you got rescued! I’m still shocked he actually let you leave the hospital!” Present Mic laughs while Izuku’s confusion only increases. The Voice Hero’s grin widens and he leans closer conspiringly. “He wanted to come get you himself, but I managed to convince him to stay behind and wait for the other listeners to arrive,” he whispers loudly behind his hand, “He’ll never admit this out loud, but you’re his favorite, kiddo.” He winks and ruffles Izuku’s hair.
Heat rises to his cheeks. Absolutely having no idea how to respond to that, he kind of just awkwardly laughs and scratches the back of his head and mutters some excuse before shuffling back into his house to go grab his bags. The majority of his stuff has already been shipped ahead to the school in boxes, but he still has to carry some minor things, as well as Sushi’s cat crate.
When he returns, Present Mic perks up at the sight of Sushi. “Ooh, a little kitty! Aww, Shouta-kun’s gonna love you!” He coos and makes the mistake of sticking his fingers in between the bars of the crate, wiggling them around. There’s a hiss, then he yanks his hand away quickly, wide-eyed. “Oh yeah,” he suddenly sounds disgruntled, “Shouta-kun’s gonna love you.”
Izuku winces. “Sorry about that.”
Thankfully, the hero doesn’t seem too terribly offended and waves him off in favor of going to grab his bags, fending him off with a boop on the nose when he protests. Izuku watches him carry his stuff down to the car, hesitating to follow. His stomach churns uneasily.
Living in the dorms… As soon as Principal Nedzu had mentioned it in the hospital, Izuku had kind of just seen it as another one of the security measures that was put in place for him. Even though it was technically optional, he knew there wasn’t really much else of a choice. Inko knew that too. And it’s not that he’s not looking forward to it! He is! All of his friends will be there- he knows that thanks to the group chat. So at least class 1-A will stick together. At least their normal won’t change too much... except it will, won’t it? He knows this is just UA’s attempt at trying to make them more comfortable, but Izuku’s been through so much instability within the past few weeks, he’s not entirely sure how well he’s going to be able to adapt to such a big change in his lifestyle. He just desperately wishes things could be normal again…
A gentle touch on his shoulder startles him out of his thoughts. He turns to see Inko giving him a soft smile and welcomes the embrace she pulls him into. Closing his eyes, he breathes in his mother’s comforting scent, wondering how long it’ll be before he’ll be able to smell it again. His heartstrings tug when he pulls away to see Inko’s eyes glistening, but she squeezes his shoulder and tells him to have fun with his friends and stay safe.
Stay safe. Of course. This is all to stay safe. The back of his tongue tastes bitter. Just thinking about Shigaraki always brings a nervous quiver to his gut, but just this once the memory is tinged with anger.
Inko’s touch lingers on his skin as he turns and walks over to the car, Present Mic ushering him inside. The ride to UA is a short one; Izuku holds Sushi’s crate in his lap the entire time, trying to ignore the bundle of nerves that has molded a home in the cavity of his chest and idly wondering why couldn’t they have given Kacchan a ride too since he lives so close by.
Before he knows it, he’s walking up to his new home.
“Midoriya-kun!”
A smile forms on his face without him having to even think of it. Ashido and Kaminari are the first ones to rush over and glomp him, nearly making him drop Sushi, who meows loudly in protest at being jostled.
“Shit, sorry,” Kaminari says, but doesn’t let go, squeezing Izuku tightly, “Dude, it’s so good to see you, man!”
“We missed you!” Ashido’s voice is muffled from where her face is buried in his shirt.
“I missed yo-” Izuku starts to rasp.
“Midoriya-kun!” Uraraka calls out, and then the rest of his classmates- the ones that he hasn’t seen since the training camp- are coming over and giving him warm smiles and hugs. He pretends not to notice the way their eyes linger on his new scar, as well as the slightly damp spot Ashido left on his shirt, as well as the hug Shinsou gives him that is unusually long for someone as aloof and unused to physical affection as he is. He pretends not to notice all of these things in favor of widening his smile and returning their hugs, relishing in the familiar feeling of embracing his classmates, his friends. This is normal. This he can do easily. Nothing is hard when he has his friends around. He can do this.
Smiling to himself, he goes to pick up Sushi, whose crate he had to put down in order to hug everyone. As he straightens up, a shadow descends over him.
“You brought your cat?”
Izuku looks up and nearly chokes on his own spit when he sees Todoroki two feet away from him. The taller boy’s gaze slides from him to Sushi’s crate in his arms, expression pleasantly neutral.
“What’s his name again?” He asks.
Gulping, Izuku forces himself not to stare at where Todoroki’s scar once was. “Uh, Sushi.”
“Right,” Todoroki hums, “I think Koda-kun brought his rabbit.”
All Izuku manages to get out in response is an awkward, “Oh.”
This is kind of weird. Is Todoroki trying to make small talk? That would be… certainly out of character for him. Oh God, Izuku did make things weird between them with that kiss, didn’t he? Unless this isn’t small talk? Maybe they’re just out of practice with each other or something? Maybe he’s trying to warn Izuku about his cat eating Koda’s rabbit? Hopefully that won’t be a problem.
Maybe Izuku is just over-analyzing as usual?
Before their maybe-small talk can go any further, Aizawa appears in front of the dorm building and gets everyone’s attention.
“I’ll explain everything in regards to the dorms in a few moments, but first...” He pauses, his gaze roaming over the class. “Your focus now will be on getting the provisional licenses you were unable to get during the training camp. However, it seems that a few of you did not seem to care about that particular detail.” His voice drops and becomes cutting. “Kirishima-kun. Yaoyorozu-san. Todoroki-kun. Bakugou-kun. Iida-kun. These five went to go save Midoriya-kun that night.”
Izuku feels his breath freeze in his lungs. Beside him, Todoroki tenses up ever so slightly. The mood seems to turn in an instant, everyone going wide-eyed and glancing at each other in alarm. Aizawa watches their reactions with a piercing gaze before narrowing his eyes.
“And apparently the rest of you knew of this as well,” he continues, making his displeasure clear with the drag of his low tone. His eyes flicker to the students that rescued Izuku, locking on each of them for a few seconds before he says, “Under normal circumstances, I would expel all of you, including your classmates who knew but didn’t stop you.”
Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat. He can’t do that! That’s- That’d basically be the whole class, then, right? He can’t do that, it’s not fair! Yeah, they broke the rules, but they saved him, they rescued him, doesn’t that count for something? They did what full-fledged heroes couldn’t do! He wouldn’t even be alive if it weren’t for them! Aizawa knows this- what is he thinking?!? Defensive anger burns at his chest and he glares at the man, who unfortunately does not look his way.
“However,” Aizawa says after a nerve-wracking pause, “After all the criticism that UA has faced recently, and with the current unease in society due to the increase in villain activity, it would be unwise to expel you while you still have potential.” A sigh of relief sweeps through the class. “Don’t think you’re being let off easy. You five will be serving detention for a month, and you and the rest of your classmates will be turning in a ten-page essay on vigilantism by the end of next week.” The sigh of relief turns into a groan.
“Wait, what about me?” Shinsou asks. He and Hagakure had been knocked unconscious by the gas villain’s quirk during the attack.
“Only those who knew about the rescue and didn’t do anything to stop it will be punished,” Aizawa amends. Shinsou and Hagakure fist bump. “In the future, I would appreciate it if you could follow the rules and act properly in order to regain my trust.” Aizawa turns and begins walking towards the dorm building. “That is all. Let’s go inside.”
Everyone stares after him, mood tense and somber. Izuku shifts uncomfortably, guilt stirring in his gut. He didn’t think anyone would get into trouble for rescuing him. Now everyone’s going to be miserable because of him…
A yelp suddenly catches his attention. He glances over to see a very confused and panicked Kaminari being dragged away behind the bushes by Kacchan. A loud explosion and a bright flash of electricity later, and Kaminari walks back out with a dopey smile and a blank look in his eyes that makes him seem like he just got his brain scrambled.
Izuku’s jaw drops at the same time as Jirou bursts out laughing.
“Kacchan!” He scolds his friend as he reappears and puts down Sushi’s crate so that he can rush over to Kaminari’s side, grabbing his arms to hold him steady, “You short-circuited him?!? Seriously?”
“Relax, Zuku,” Kacchan grunts, brushing past him. Izuku glares lightly, watching as he saunters up to Kirishima and holds out some money. The redhead is confused at first, but Kacchan barks, “For the night vision goggles. You used up all your allowance, right?”
“Huh? Oh, yeah.” Kirishima blinks. “But- that was to save Midoriya-kun, man, you don’t have to-”
Kacchan cuts him off with a tsk, “If you keep having to scrimp and save, then it’ll make me feel bad.” He’s already turning away and stalking towards the dorms, shoulders hunched.
Kirishima gazes after him in confusion, then glances down at the money in his hands, then glances at Izuku. The freckled boy doesn’t know what’s going on about the night vision goggles, but as he pauses and looks at Kaminari, who is still ‘yay-ing’ in his grasp, he then notices the laughter rippling through his classmates. Gone is the gloomy mood from Aizawa’s speech, instead replaced by the usual bright and happy atmosphere he’s come to associate with class 1-A. A smile forms on his lips.
Aw. Kacchan was trying to make everyone feel better. Or, at least…
He glances knowingly at Kirishima and catches him gazing after Kacchan, a soft smile on his face. Then, the redhead’s eyes lighten up and turns to the others, grinning toothily.
“Sorry, everyone! This won’t make up for it, but let’s all go eat yakiniku tonight with this money!”
Their classmates cheer at the promise of free food and, with the tension eased, begin to trot after Aizawa into the dorm building. Izuku stays by Kaminari’s side to help guide him, so Todoroki offers to carry Sushi’s crate for him, which he greatly appreciates. If the cat notices that he’s not being carried by his beloved owner, he doesn’t make any vocal complaints about it.
Aizawa begins showing them around Heights Alliance. The building is brand-new, spacious, and just a little bit too luxurious for Izuku to know that it's going to take a while for him to feel comfortable with this. He doesn’t seem to be the only one that feels this way- Uraraka practically faints a couple of times, which gives him something else to worry about. Thanks to his new diet, Kaminari snaps out of his short-circuit soon enough, and Uraraka’s fainting is more out of shock than anything, but really, can Izuku catch a break?
At least Sushi might enjoy the bigger space. Izuku will have to make sure it’s okay with the others, but he’d like to be able to let his cat have free range of the building rather than be cooped up in his room all day. Maybe he can install a flap in his door or something? He’ll have to ask.
After the tour, Aizawa tells them to unpack and get settled in their rooms. Before he leaves them to it, however, he pulls Izuku aside.
“If you ever need to see Recovery Girl after hours, the teachers’ apartments are a couple minute’s walk from the courtyard,” he tells him, “You might get caught by someone patrolling before you get there, but you won’t get in trouble if there’s an emergency.” He blinks, slow and tired. “Try not to have an emergency.”
Izuku winces and gives him a helpless smile. “I mean… it’s class 1-A.” He shrugs as if to say ‘what can you do?’
Aizawa lets out a long, world-weary sigh and rubs his brow. “Well, I’ll be coming to check on you guys periodically throughout the night anyways, so just try not to have any disasters in the hours between then.”
Izuku frowns. “Throughout the night?” He tilts his head. “Don’t you need sleep too, sensei?”
A hand drops on top of his head and spins him around. “Go unpack,” Aizawa orders, giving him a little push.
Huffing, Izuku glares over his shoulder, but Aizawa is already walking away. Grumbling under his breath, he begrudgingly picks up Sushi’s carrier and opens the door to his new room.
It’s a nice size, plus it’s already furnished, so he lets Sushi out while he begins the process of unpacking. All of his boxes and luggage are already here waiting for him, having been sent ahead earlier. Sushi fearlessly charges throughout the room, exploring every corner and sniffing for danger. Once he deems it to be safe, he starts jumping into the boxes as soon as Izuku empties them.
Izuku repeatedly removes him while also trying to figure out where to put his stuff. Since he only has one (partially outdoor) cat, he has two litter boxes. Easy enough to keep in his room, he can put one in his bathroom and one next to his desk maybe. But if Sushi’s going to have free reign of the dorm building, then maybe he should buy more? It would be awfully inconvenient if he was on another floor and needed to use the restroom- or litter box, he should say.
Sushi startles him by diving into another box and nearly knocking over his bag of litter.
“Sushi!” Izuku scolds, picking up the giant lump of fur that tries to melt out of his arms and slip back into the box. “I get that you’re excited, but I have to unpack! Here.” He reaches down with one hand and grabs a ball that makes a jingly noise. “Go play.”
He tosses it lightly across the ground and Sushi perks up, wiggling out of his grip to go chase after the musical delight. Sighing, Izuku turns back to the boxes and continues unpacking.
Even though he was worried about his teachers seeing his fanboy merch, he still kept his All Might sheets and comforter. They seemed subtle enough and hey, they’re comfy, sue him. So he uses them to make his bed with. He absolutely does not put the posters up, but he does admit to himself that for a moment, he feels a bit tempted to. The walls just feel a little… blank with nothing on them. But he holds out. He’s going to be seeing All Might, Eraserhead, and Recovery Girl everyday, he doesn’t need to fall asleep to their faces too!
Between having to hang some things and re-folding others- because he likes to keep things neat- putting his clothes away takes some time. He starts setting up his desk next, but Sushi gets bored with his toy and decides to start being a little shit. The feline hops up onto the desk and then knocks over whatever he sets down as soon as his back is turned.
“Sushi!” Izuku frowns. “What’s gotten into you?” Sushi is usually so well-behaved, at least when it comes to listening to him. He shoos him away and throws another toy for him. After a moment of deliberation, he takes out his water and food dishes and fills them up.
He manages to finish putting things on his desk and moves on to the bathroom. When he comes back, all of the items that he just set up are knocked to the ground and Sushi is sitting on his desk, washing his paws.
“Okay, that’s it.” Izuku marches over to him. “You are going back into your carrier, mister.”
He reaches for Sushi, but the cat tenses up and leaps off the desk before he can grab him. The next couple of minutes consist of Izuku chasing Sushi around the dorm room, jumping over boxes and dodging sharp corners. It ends when Izuku stubs his toe hard and lets out a stream of curses under his breath, smacking his hand into the wall to stop himself from hitting it. Sushi disappears as Izuku grits his teeth, panting.
“Jerk,” he rasps, glancing at the desk, “Fine, whatever, I’ll just do that last.” He sighs tiredly, rubbing his eyes.
Man, he really regrets not getting more sleep last night. What little energy he had at the beginning of the day has left him quickly. Even though it’s been a week since Kamino, and even though he didn’t overuse his quirk to the point of passing out like he did when he first healed All Might, Izuku still feels a lingering fatigue in his bones that has yet to go away. It gets less and less heavy every day, but it acts as a very clear reminder for him to never force his quirk like that ever again. He hasn’t mentioned his persisting weariness to anyone, though; if Kacchan notices his lack of energy, he probably assumes that it’s because of the nightmares that keep him up at night. And the nightmares really aren’t helping him feel better. At first, it was hard to tell whether or not Izuku’s exhaustion was quirk-caused or was simply due to lack of sleep, but he’s felt the draining effects of his own quirk practically every day of his life, so he knows the difference.
Sighing again, Izuku glances at his shelves and figures that he might as well start filling it with his medical books. He’s just bending down towards one of his boxes when a knock on his door stops him.
Figuring that it’s probably just Kacchan, Izuku is not at all prepared when he opens the door to see Todoroki standing on the other side. Ignoring the way his heart somersaults, he smiles nervously and rasps, “To-Todoroki-kun! What-uh- What can I do for you?”
Todoroki tilts his head- ‘fuck, why is that so cute?’- and asks, “Are you alright? I heard a noise.”
Izuku blinks. Ah, right. His hand slapped the wall and… Todoroki is his neighbor. Right. He forgot.
“Ye-Yeah, yeah, I’m-I’m alright!” He stammers, scratching the back of his head, “Sushi was just being annoying.”
“Oh.” Todoroki pauses ever so slightly, almost like he’s hesitating, then says, “Well, I finished up early, actually. Do you need any help?”
Izuku feels his cheeks heat up. Todoroki in his room? Alone with him? Wait, no, that shouldn’t be weird. They’re friends! Todoroki is his friend and he’s offering his help! That’s not weird at all. Izuku is the one that’s making things weird- Todoroki hasn’t shown any indication that he’s even acknowledged that the kiss happened.
Huh.
He hasn’t, has he?
All this time Izuku’s been the one that’s freaking out about their kiss, but Todoroki has been acting as if nothing even happened. Maybe he’s been waiting for a moment to talk in private? Maybe that’s what this is?
Izuku’s intestines suddenly twist themselves into a jumbled up knot of nerves.
“Uh, sure,” he squeaks, voice cracking. He clears it, wincing, then glances over his shoulder. Sushi stands dead-center in the middle of the room, staring at Todoroki with an intense gaze. A lightbulb goes off in Izuku’s head. “Actually, if you could keep Sushi entertained while I unpack, that would be great.”
Todoroki blinks. “I… Huh?”
Izuku steps aside and lets him into the room. “He’s been kind of excitable what with being in a new environment and all, so I’ve been getting distracted trying to keep him out of trouble. He seemed to like you well enough the last couple of times you came to my house, so if you could just play with him for a little bit while I finish up here that would be great. I only have a few things left to do and- oh, his toys are over there.”
Sushi stares at Todoroki with a cold yellow gaze the entire time as Izuku ushers him over to sit on his bed. Okay, Izuku may have exaggerated the cat’s fondness for Todoroki. Sushi sniffed him once and didn’t attack or hiss. Just because he’s indifferent towards Todoroki doesn’t mean he likes him. But Izuku likes Todoroki, so surely Sushi, who loves his dear owner with every inch of his being, could find it within himself to do the same?
Todoroki, meanwhile, is looking way out of his depth staring down at the pile of cat toys at his feet.
“Uh,” he says, “I’ve never really played with a cat before.”
Izuku imagines Endeavor and Sushi- or any cat, for that matter- being in the same room together, and thinks, ‘yeah, no surprise there’. After giving Todoroki a quick rundown on cat toys and their individual uses, he lets the boy try on his own. Sushi is still a bit skeptical of this newcomer encroaching on the territory he has just claimed, but Todoroki manages to distract him with a feather teaser. With his cat now occupied, Izuku turns and starts putting his books on his bookshelf.
Silence fills the room, the only sounds being those of Sushi’s assault on the feather teaser. Izuku swallows, awkward discomfort stirring in his chest. Should he be the first to say something? What would he even say? ‘Hey, how about that kiss?’ God, so stupid. No, no, he should wait for Todoroki to say something. He decided he was going to go with the flow, didn’t he? If Todoroki wants to pursue... something with him, then he’d say something. And if not, then he won’t.
But he came here for a reason, right?
Izuku sneaks a glance at the other boy. He’s watching Sushi obliterate the clump of feathers at the end of his string, a soft, amused smile on his face. It makes Izuku’s already elevated heart rate speed up. He looks so strange without his scar. Strange, almost unrecognizable, but still unfairly handsome. Even moreso, actually.
Izuku has created a monster.
Stifling a longing sigh, he turns back to the bookshelf and completely misses the way Todoroki peeks up at him from beneath his bangs.
The silence continues on as Izuku empties his box of books. He tries to be patient, but anxiety is killing him. When he finally hears a small intake of breath from Todoroki, a thrill of anticipation tickles his chest.
“So, what kind of cat is he?”
Disappointment hits him cold and hard. Izuku struggles to keep his voice neutral as he replies, “Maine Coon.” It still comes out flat.
Todoroki nods and says nothing else. Izuku gazes at him for a moment, then turns and starts taking out more minor decorations.
If he thought the silence was bad, then Todoroki’s pathetic attempts at small talk are ten times worse. And now it’s undeniable that it is small talk. There will be horribly awkward breaks of silence, and then Todoroki will ask something about Izuku’s cat and honestly, Izuku has never given less of a shit about answering random questions about Sushi before in his life. Any other time, he’d love to spend hours talking about his beloved feline, but right now-?
At least Todoroki seems to get the message pretty quickly. Maybe it’s Izuku’s short, clipped responses, or perhaps he can just hear the way his teeth are grinding from across the room. Either way, he stops with the small talk soon enough, and the silence returns.
Izuku presses his lips together as he folds up a spare blanket. He glances over his shoulder, but Todoroki isn’t even looking his way, eyes fixed on the stupid cat toy. A pang of disappointment makes his heart clench and he quickly turns away.
So… he guesses Todoroki doesn’t want to talk about the kiss then? Doesn’t want to acknowledge it at all… Are they just going to keep pretending it didn’t happen? That’s fine, Izuku supposes. They can do that. They’re still friends at the end of the day.
But…
Heterochromatic eyes filling every inch of his vision, burning with a protective rage. Soft lips wet with blood and tears pressing against his over and over like he can’t get enough, chasing after him when he pulls away-
Izuku clenches his jaw, ignoring the burning in his eyes as he puts down the folded blanket with more force than necessary.
He liked it. And he likes Todoroki. He likes the butterflies he gives him and he likes that he makes him feel safe and tried to make him feel better about his scars and he’s so strong and pretty and kind and he saved Izuku and kissed him and- damn it, is it wrong to think that there was something more behind that?
Izuku shrinks in on himself, uncertainty curling in his stomach. Todoroki looked so happy afterwards, but maybe he doesn’t want anything after all? It was such an emotional night, maybe it was just a heat-of-the-moment kind of thing? He probably thought about it more later and realized that he doesn’t have feelings for him. And now he’s saving him the embarrassment of having to have A Talk about why they’re better off as friends by just ignoring the incident entirely and trying to salvage their friendship.
And Izuku is ruining that by getting all emotional about it!
Shaking his head, he takes a deep breath and forces down his bitter disappointment. Stop, enough of this. Is he... upset that Todoroki doesn’t want to be with him? Yes, a little, he can admit that to himself. But he can’t do anything to change that- he shouldn’t even try, because that might jeopardize the friendship he still has with Todoroki. He can’t risk losing that. As much as it might... hurt at first, Izuku will treasure any time Todoroki is willing to spend with him. He’s just grateful the other boy values their friendship enough to not let this kiss get in the way of it. And Izuku will not let his feelings for Todoroki get in the way of it either.
Besides, it’s totally unprofessional too. Todoroki is a hero-in-training and his patient. Izuku is sure there’s some rule out there about healers not being allowed to date their patients. Probably. And with all the work he has to do, when would he even have time for a relationship?
No, no, this is for the best, really. He likes Todoroki, but he shouldn’t let himself become distracted from his goal.
A bitter smile forms on his lips and he huffs lightly. Heh, he really went over his head there for a moment, huh? He needs to stop worrying so much!
Putting up the last item, he turns back towards Todoroki and rasps, “Alright, I think I’m done! What do you think?”
Todoroki tears his gaze away from a feathery murder scene and glances around. “Looks good,” he says after a moment. His mouth opens, then closes, then opens again before he says stiffly, “I like your… books.”
Izuku glances at said books. They’re his medical ones, all with various boring covers. He can’t think of a single reason why Todoroki of all people would like them.
“Thanks,” he says anyway, “I know you can look up pretty much anything on the internet, but I always like having a physical book to read off of. They’re pretty dry, but I’ve read them like a million times.” He laughs a little and scratches the back of his head. “It probably seems a little nerdy.”
Todoroki perks up, probably because that’s the most he’s ever responded to his terrible attempts at small talk. “Not at all!” He says a little too loudly, then catches himself, glancing away, “Well, I guess a little bit- but it’s a good thing, trust me.”
Izuku flushes lightly and smiles. Now that Todoroki isn’t playing with him anymore, Sushi seems to have remembered that there’s an actual person at the other end of the feather teaser and has resumed glaring at the boy. Taking that as their cue to leave, Izuku suggests, “Should we go downstairs and join the others, then?”
“Sure.” Todoroki gets up, and to Izuku’s immense amusement, gives a little bow of his head to Sushi. “Goodbye, Sushi-san. Thank you for letting me play with you.”
Sushi looks as bewildered as a cat can be.
Seeing such a strong, stoic, and aloof boy bowing politely to his cat is such an amusing sight that it fills Izuku’s chest with warm bubbly light. And Todoroki- he doesn’t even realize how silly it is. That just adds even more to the adorableness of the situation.
…
If he and Todoroki are going to be ‘just friends’, then Izuku needs to stop putting him and ‘adorable’ in the same thoughts. It shouldn’t be too hard. Todoroki just needs to stop doing cute things.
This is fine.
“Let’s go,” he says weakly, turning to lead the way out of his room. Todoroki follows after him.
As they step into the hallway, Izuku glances to his left at Kacchan’s door. While it’s a great relief to have his best friend so close by, a small, humorous part of him wonders how much he had to bribe Aizawa with in order to get the dorm next to him. He certainly wants to know what the man was thinking when he made Todoroki his neighbor too. Kacchan and Todoroki living on the same floor? Really, Aizawa? And he put Izuku between them as if he’ll act like some sort of buffer- yeah right, thanks.
At least Iida is here too. Izuku isn’t quite sure where he stands in Kacchan’s eyes, but hopefully the blond respects him as vice-class rep, or at least recognizes that he’s one of the strongest in the class-
Wait a minute.
Izuku blinks.
Todoroki. Kacchan. Iida.
On the girl’s side, there’s Asui and Yaoyorozu.
Izuku’s dorm is on the third floor, surrounded by arguably the strongest members of class 1-A. His eyes narrow. He’s going to assume that it’s probably not a coincidence he was placed in the part of the building that would be the safest in the event of an attack.
A soft sigh escapes his lips.
Todoroki glances at him. “You alright?”
“Hm? Oh, it’s nothing.” He waves him off and presses the button for the elevator.
Resignation settles heavy in his chest. He supposes he should have expected something like this happening. He has been worried about how his classmates have been coping with everything in the aftermath of Kamino. If they felt guilty after the mall incident, then he can’t even begin to imagine how horrible they must be feeling now.
And… he doesn’t know how to help them. He could say that he’s okay, but he’s not, and they’d see right through him if he lied to them anyway. They need to cope with this somehow, and if being over-protective helps them do that, then of course he’ll let them. It doesn’t matter if it makes him feel just a little bit smothered. He’d do anything to make them feel better, it’s the least he could do after causing them so much pain in the first place.
He and Todoroki meet up with some of the other boys in the lounge on the first floor. After chatting for a bit, the girls approach them with the idea for a room-decorating contest. The next hour is pretty fun, and it’s interesting to see how his classmates’ personalities come out in the way they decorate their dorms. Although, he’s definitely glad that he didn’t put up those posters now. Kaminari makes a comment about his All Might comforter that has his face turn red, he can’t imagine what his friends would say if they saw all the other merch he still has hidden away in his boxes.
Those that haven’t already get to meet Sushi too. The feline stays perched atop his dresser, deciding to watch everyone with a regal gaze from afar now that he’s outnumbered. Hagakure loudly deems him to be ‘cute’ and the others seem to have no problem with him roaming free around the building when Izuku asks. Koda assures him that he plans on keeping his rabbit inside his room most of the time anyways.
The only weird thing that happens is when they reach Todoroki’s room.
“A Japanese-style room?!?”
“Was his made differently?”
“How did you remodel it in a day?!?”
Todoroki remains expressionless. “I worked hard.”
Izuku gapes at him, then shakes his head. “Wait a minute, you even finished early to help me!”
Todoroki pauses. “I worked really hard.”
Izuku and Kaminari glance at each other, then Kaminari nervously steps away from Todoroki.
While he’s not very interested in the competition, and he most certainly does not expect to win, Izuku has been idly considering who he’s going to be casting his vote for. The fact that Todoroki was able to renovate his room in such a short amount of time is impressive, but Izuku is also very aware of his own internal bias in regards to the bi-colored boy. However, his decision is practically made for him when Sato’s room is presented and the heavenly aroma of his baked goods reaches his nose.
“A chiffon cake?” All the girls- and Izuku- moan and lick their lips as they eat the fresh slices of pastry that Sato hands them. “It’s delicious! So fluffy! What a wonderful hobby you have, Sato-kun!”
“I-I didn’t expect everyone to like it so much!” Sato stammers.
Izuku groans as he bites into the warm cake. “Oh my God, Sato-kun, I think I’m in love!”
Sato turns beet-red and scratches the back of his neck.
Kirishima laughs and throws an arm around Kacchan’s shoulders, leaning against the blond. “Haha, c’mon, everyone knows that the way to Midoriya-kun’s heart is through his stomach!” He says loudly.
Izuku is too busy eating to notice the wink that he shoots at Todoroki. Kacchan, however, does, and he arches a brow incredulously before shaking his head with a derisive snort.
Todoroki eyes the cake in Izuku’s hands and tilts his head contemplatively.
Notes:
Howdy! In case you didn't notice I made names for the chapters cuz someone mentioned it was kinda hard to go back through the fic to find where certain scenes were and I agreed. Might change some of the names later cuz I came up with them real quick but for now there ya go. Thanks for all the well-wishes for my roadtrip, by the way! I'm back now but it was super fun! Tell me what you guys thought of this chapter!
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Next chapter, Izuku struggles to cope with the aftermath of Kamino. He's not the only one.
Chapter 37: The Protectors
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku dreams of jagged spikes plunging into his chest and jerks awake with scarlet eyes still seared into his mind. He shoots upright in his bed, panting heavily and drenched in sweat. For a few long moments, he simply stays there, trembling and clutching at his sheets, staring at his walls and struggling to remind himself that he’s fine, that he’s safe, he’s not there anymore, he’s at UA. His walls are not the brick walls of the bar, they’re the smooth, painted walls of his dorm. He’s safe, he’s protected, and he’s surrounded by his friends, his heroes, not villains.
Izuku swallows, mouth feeling dry, and grabs the glass of water on his nightstand. Having been woken up by his nightmare, Sushi appears at his side, and he scoops up his cat and holds him close to his chest. His familiar weight is comforting, and Izuku tries to go back to sleep for about two minutes before realizing that it’s not going to happen. With a heavy sigh, he gets up, turns on the light, goes to his desk, takes out a medical book, and starts to read.
Sushi curls up on his lap and stays with him as the next couple of hours tick by slowly. Exhaustion pulls heavy on his bones and he knows the bags under his eyes must be getting noticeable by now after a week of such little sleep. He rubs at them, trying to get some moisture under his dry eyelids, and lets out a tired sigh. Sushi meows, the sound loud and cutting in the pressing silence of the room, and Izuku scratches behind his ears.
“I’m alright,” he murmurs.
The others will be up for breakfast soon enough. They’re going to jump right into training today, so they’re starting as early as any regular school day. It’s a bit jarring, going right back into it with such little time to adjust to their new lives, but there’s a lot they need to catch up on if they want to be ready for their provisional license exam.
Izuku keeps reading until the light of early dawn starts peeking through his windows. When it’s finally an appropriate time, he gets dressed and heads downstairs for breakfast.
In class, Aizawa talks more about the exam itself and explains that they’ll need to develop two ultimate moves to help them pass. He brings in Midnight, Ectoplasm, and Cementoss to assist him, and tells everyone to change into their costumes and meet in Gym Gamma to train.
However, as the students file out of the classroom, Aizawa stops Izuku.
“Not you,” he says. Kacchan shoots Izuku a look and starts to linger, but the freckled boy waves him off and he continues following his classmates. Izuku turns to his teacher, tilting his head questioningly. “It’s going to be entirely quirk-based training, so there won’t be anything for you to do there,” Aizawa says.
“Shouldn’t I be on stand-by for injuries then?” Izuku asks, “If they’re going to be trying new moves, it might get dangerous…”
“That’s why we have four teachers,” Aizawa says pointedly, “Plus however many clones Ectoplasm creates.” He pushes Izuku’s forehead with a finger. “You need to focus on your own license exam.”
Izuku blinks slowly. “My own…?”
His brain short-circuits.
“I think I can pull some strings and have you do the license exam in the beginning of your second semester.”
Oh...
Oh SHIT!
His license exam! How could he have forgotten?!? With everything that happened- he forgot that Recovery Girl had said that! Shit, he didn’t realize it was so soon! When is it exactly? Did she say? Agh, he can’t remember!
Despite his sudden anxiety, excitement also bubbles in his chest, vibrating alongside the cluster of nerves. So close! He’s so close to healing All Might!
A grin breaks out across his face and he beams up at Aizawa. The man squints and glances away.
“What, did you forget?” He grunts.
“Yeah, actually,” Izuku admits sheepishly, scratching the back of his head, “I’ve kinda had a lot going on.”
An indecipherable expression passes over Aizawa’s face and he presses his lips together before he sniffs, “Yeah, well, go on then- don’t keep Recovery Girl waiting. We’ll see you back at the dorms.”
He gives Izuku a nudge and the boy spins around, dashing down the hallway excitedly. “Bye, Aizawa-sensei!” He calls over his shoulder.
“Don’t run in the hallway.”
Izuku huffs but reluctantly slows down.
When he gets to the infirmary, he’s hit with an odd wave of nostalgia. It feels like it’s been ages since he’s been in here. Recovery Girl is waiting for him and greets him with a warm hug. She asks him how he’s settling in and he says he’s fine, everything’s great and he’s trying not to sound too impatient but from the unimpressed look on her face he can tell that he’s failing miserably.
Finally, he blurts out, “When is my exam?!? You said the beginning of second semester, right? Is that like a general, within the first few weeks beginning or like within the first few days beginning?” He bounces on his toes eagerly.
Recovery Girl doesn’t respond right away. She gazes at him with her lips pressed in a thin line, wrinkled eyes narrowed in a way that makes him feel like he’s being analyzed. When she does finally speak, her voice is firm. “Listen to me.” He goes still. She pauses and takes a deep breath through her nose. “I managed to convince the board to test you on the same day as your classmates’ license exam. That means in ten days.” His eyes widen as his heart leaps to his throat. That soon?!? “I had planned this as soon as you were able to stop your quirk. Before the mall, and before Kamino…”
Izuku swallows, the scarred muscles of his throat feeling tight. He remembers that week. Everything had seemed to spiral out of control so quickly afterwards. He had been so happy to gain control of his quirk, but then Kendou had gotten injured, and then not a week later Shigaraki had attacked him, and then Kamino…
Recovery Girl gives him a stern look. “I want to make this very clear. I was very tempted to cancel it, and I still am, but I know you, and I know that you would benefit more from something to focus on rather than being coddled even further.”
Izuku lets out a gust of air, shoulders sagging. “Thank you, Recovery Girl!” He rasps, gratitude filling every inch of his ragged voice. What did he do to deserve a mentor like her?
“But I don’t want you to push yourself, alright, young man?” Recovery Girl says, “Any studying and training you do for the exam will be done with me. I don’t want you rushing and going overboard like I know you do.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Izuku nods obediently.
“I mean it,” she warns, “I’ll set Aizawa-san on you. He better not catch you cracking open a medical book at 1AM.”
Izuku’s eyes widen slightly. Crap. How did she know?
Coughing awkwardly to cover up his surprise, he stammers, “I, uh, I won’t.”
Recovery Girl narrows her eyes suspiciously. “Uh huh.”
Suddenly feeling rather self-conscious about the dark circles under his eyes, he changes the subject and asks how the license exam will go. Much like the UA recommendation exam, the healer provisional license exam is a large test with two parts, a written portion and a physical portion. The written portion will contain a wide variety of questions ranging in levels of difficulty and, since he’s a high school first-year, he’s not expected to know all of it, he just needs to answer enough questions correctly to give the board an idea of his level of knowledge.
The physical portion will involve a few volunteer patients arriving from the hospital with minor injuries. Recovery Girl wants him to demonstrate the control that he has over the flow of his energy, so the plan is that he will first use his quirk to fully heal one person’s wound, then for the next he’ll stop halfway, then heal the next one slowly. Even though it feels like he’s come so far, now that it’s come time to present his accomplishments, it sounds like almost nothing. Recovery Girl chastises him and tells him that when he came to UA he had no control over his quirk and that he’s made an incredible amount of progress in such a short amount of time.
“We need to be sure to emphasize that to the board,” she says, “We’ll tell them what your goals are for what you want to achieve with your quirk, and how you want to gain better control of it. We need to make them believe just as much as I do that you can achieve those goals.”
“My goals…” Izuku murmurs. His mind wanders back to the list of goals he and Recovery Girl made earlier on in his training. One: Be able to touch someone without automatic quirk activation. Two: Learn how to control the speed and output of his energy. Three: Be able to slow down or completely stop his quirk before an injury is fully healed, therefore helping him save as much energy as he can. Four: Figure out how to direct his energy to specific injuries so that they’re healed first.
He’s only accomplished number three, and sort of number two, he supposes. He did do number four, but only once, and that was… when he was healing All For One.
Izuku swallows and tries to suppress a shudder. It’s so hard to think of the man, just the mere memory is usually enough to send him into a panic, so he’s been doing his best to avoid letting his thoughts wander to All For One. The only time his mind succumbs to the villain is during the night when he torments him in his dreams.
But now, as he starts to fall into the steady rhythm of working alongside Recovery Girl once more, he lets himself think. Not of All For One, but of his own quirk. How it felt when he forced it, looking past the pain and discomfort, and instead focusing on how his energy felt thick and sludge-like. Tangible. He could grab it, direct it, and he did. That’s not something he could ever do when he lets his energy flow naturally. It slips through his grasp like water, and he can’t imagine ever thinking of a way to change that. This… This way of directing his energy, this is something he already did, so he already knows he can do it, it’s just…
Recovery Girl said not to do it again. And it’s bad for him, he knows that, it felt awful to do… but he just can’t help being curious about it now that he thinks about it. Actually, the fact that he can force his quirk while he’s injured is a useful piece of information. Of course, he’ll avoid doing it, but just knowing that he could, at least, in the case of an emergency. He wonders how his injuries would affect his output of energy. When he was healing All For One, he definitely noticed that he was draining a lot faster than he would have if he wasn’t injured.
All For One said he only had a certain amount of energy to give at a time before he succumbs to quirk exhaustion. He also needs to take into account the size differences between him and whoever he’s healing. Someone bigger than him like All For One or All Might that’s gravely injured would need to be healed in multiple sessions simply because he doesn’t physically produce the same amounts of energy as they do. But the same wouldn’t apply for someone that’s smaller than him, right? He might even have a surplus of energy- could he force extra energy into someone? What would even happen? Would it make them extra healthy? Give them a strength boost? No, that one wouldn’t make sense. Would their bodies even accept it? It makes him think of filling a balloon so much that it bursts. Probably not a great idea to try, but it does make his mind wander to the opposite.
He thinks of the way All Might’s missing organs felt, the empty voids of missing energy, like an eerie chasm contrasting drastically to the warm life around it. It’s the same way All For One’s eyes felt before he healed them, before he forced his energy and filled those empty pockets with life once more. And it makes him think… if he were to force his energy into a smaller body, maybe one without energy at all… could he bring them back to life?
It seems impossible. It has to be impossible. Izuku knows his quirk is powerful, but the implications of that… It makes him dizzy just to think about it.
The faint ache in his bones draws him back to reality. He shakes his head. It doesn’t matter anyway. Forcing his quirk isn’t a viable option because it’s not like he can test it or train with it anyway. Not when it has such a negative drawback, one that he’s still trying to recover from over a week later. He needs to be well enough to use his quirk for his license exam, and then to heal All Might, and then to heal all the students he heals on an everyday basis. Forcing his quirk felt horrible and there’s too much of a risk involved. He can still do it if he needs to in an emergency, but he’ll find another way to direct his flow of energy.
His first day of training ends in the late afternoon. Thankfully, none of his classmates come in for any injuries, nor do any other hero students. Part of him wonders if any of the upperclassmen are training as well and he makes a mental note to ask Mirio later. Only a couple of support students come in for minor injuries, so he doesn’t get to practice with his quirk much, but Recovery Girl spends most of the day reviewing diagnostic procedures and equipment with him. Even though he doesn’t use his quirk, he’s still pretty exhausted by the time he goes back to the dorm, both from lack of sleep and the amount of information stuffed in his brain.
His classmates are still on an adrenaline high from their training. After showering, Izuku goes down to the lounge to see a bunch of them sprawled out on the couches, chatting animatedly about their ultimate moves. The greenette smiles when they greet him and moves to sit next to Shinsou, more than content to just curl up by his mellow friend’s side and listen to the others as they ramble on about their day.
Kacchan, unsurprisingly, had no trouble coming up with multiple ideas for an ultimate move on just the first day of training. Sero complains loudly at how easy it is for a guy with a quirk like his, which leads to Uraraka reassuring him that he’ll figure out an ultimate move soon.
Izuku lets out a sigh, leaning slightly against Shinsou, but then something Kirishima says catches his attention.
“- and I was surprised when All Might showed up.”
Izuku blinks.
What.
“Yeah, he actually gave some pretty good advice,” Uraraka says, “Not that he usually gives bad advice, but, you know…”
“Wait, what?” Izuku rasps. His friends glance over at him. “He shouldn’t be fighting, he’s still recovering!”
His mind wanders back to the last time he saw the hero earlier in the week during the home visits. He swears if All Might thinks he can jump right back into fighting before he’s even finished shaking off the last of his injuries…
“Oh, don’t worry, he wasn’t fighting!” Uraraka reassures him.
“Yeah, I don’t think he was even supposed to be teaching today,” Kirishima adds, “He said he showed up ‘cause he was bored.”
Izuku pauses. Well. That does sound like something All Might would do. He’s probably gotten a bit restless over the past week.
“Aizawa-sensei won’t let him lift a finger while he’s injured,” Shinsou says beside Izuku, then he smirks. “‘Cause he knows you’d kill them both if he did.”
Izuku’s lip twitches and looks away innocently. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Shinsou snorts. The others continue talking for a few more minutes while the rest of their classmates slowly trickle into the room, having taken their own showers and changed out of their training clothes. Izuku tries not to immediately focus his attention on Todoroki when he walks into the room and instead concentrates on the conversation at hand, but it’s really hard to ignore the boy when he decides to sit right next to him. Izuku ignores the flutter of his heart and carefully wiggles just a bit closer to Shinsou. Thankfully, his purple-haired friend either doesn’t notice or is too tired to care.
After about twenty minutes of general chatter, the conversation eventually turns into class 1-A trying to figure out what to do for dinner. With the chaos of moving in, everyone was kind of scattered around so they all kind of just ended up doing their own thing for dinner yesterday, but tonight is their first of many nights to come eating together as a class. They’ve done it before during the summer camp, but now they’re going to have to get used to figuring out how to successfully feed a large group of teenagers on a daily basis.
“While it’s tempting to just have everyone cook for themselves, I don’t think even this kitchen is quite big enough for twenty teenagers to be cooking individual dinners in every night,” Ojiro says, glancing at the kitchen apprehensively. A few people reluctantly mutter their agreements.
“Perhaps we should make a rotation of some sort?” Yaoyorozu suggests, taking charge as class rep, “I’m sure we’ll have to do that for most of the shared chores, but for cooking especially, so that no single person does more than their fair share.”
“An excellent idea, Yaoyorozu-san!” Iida says enthusiastically, then pauses, “However, I’m sure that some people may not be as, well, gifted in the art of cooking as others-”
“*You*,” Shinsou coughs into his elbow.
Glaring lightly, Iida ignores him and continues, “-What shall we do about that?”
“Can’t have anyone dying from food poisoning,” Shinsou supplies helpfully.
Yaoyorozu considers this. “Then maybe we should do the cooking in pairs? That way a more experienced cook can partner up with a less experienced cook and teach them. Plus, it would be safer to have two people in the kitchen rather than have one person cook alone in case there’s an emergency.”
The idea seems to go over well with their classmates. Izuku raises his hand.
“Kacchan’s good at cooking,” he volunteers his friend, despite already knowing how this is going to end.
Kacchan whips his head around to glare at him. “Fuck you, I’m great at cooking-” Izuku rolls his eyes “-but I’m not gonna waste my time teaching these losers how to do it!”
“Hey!” Kaminari exclaims.
“Meanie!” Ashido pouts.
“Kacchan,” Izuku says with a disapproving tone. He still manages it pretty well despite his weak voice.
“I couldn’t even teach you how to cook,” Kacchan says snippily, “How do you expect these morons to do any better?”
“Hey!” Kaminari exclaims again.
“Yo, I’m crying a bit here.” Ashido puts a hand to her chest in only somewhat mock offense.
Kirishima raises his hands before Kacchan can retort. “Hey, alright now,” he says, “Yaoyorozu-san, Iida-kun, that’s a great idea, but you know what? We never went out to eat yakiniku last night. How ‘bout we do that instead? I did promise to treat you guys, after all!”
Izuku and a few others perk up at the idea.
“Sounds better than cooking,” Sero says.
“Hell yeah!” Uraraka fist pumps excitedly. “Free food!”
“Guess I’d rather eat that than whatever garbage you extras would make,” Kacchan grumbles.
“But- But-” Iida sputters, flailing his arms, “Cooking is a task we will need to accomplish daily, and we need to start becoming accustomed to our new lives-”
“We can start tomorrow, then.” Shinsou shrugs, unconcerned. “If it bothers you that much, then consider this a group bonding exercise.”
Iida looks like he might want to protest, but when the others express their enthusiasm, resigns himself with a sigh. Even Yaoyorozu’s eyes are sparkling with excitement.
Izuku smiles, a little thrill going through his chest as he’s swept up in the high of his friends’ bubbly emotions. “This’ll be fun!” He pipes up, “I’m pretty sure there’s a yakiniku place not far from here- oh.” A thought crosses his mind. “I think we have to turn in a permission form in order to leave campus first, though, but that shouldn’t be too hard.”
The chatter ceases. Everyone pauses, and then nineteen pairs of eyes land on him simultaneously. His heart gives a nervous flutter.
“What?”
There’s a long pause, and then Ashido suggests, “Or we can just order?”
Murmurs of agreement immediately ripple through his classmates.
“Yeah, that’s better.”
“Let’s do that.”
“I’m down to stay in.”
“Much easier anyways.”
As their words filter through his ears, the familiar sharp claws of anxiety sink into his gut. He presses his lips into a thin, bloodless line, apprehension pricking his heart. What’s going on here? They’re all glancing at him nervously, eyes darting quickly and then looking away. Unease swirls within him, along with confusion.
“Don’t you want to go out?” He presses, gazing at Kirishima imploringly.
The redhead straightens up, as if startled, and shakes his hands. “Oh no, it’s alright, let’s just stay in,” he says, giving him a forced smile, “We’re all pretty beat from training anyways.”
The others jump in right away.
“Oh, yeah, I’m super tired!”
“Way too tired to go to a restaurant!”
“Let’s just order dinner and watch a movie or something.”
“Yeah, it’s a lot less complicated, and we won’t have to bother any teachers with the permission forms.”
“Besides, it’s not like your permission form would get approved anyways-”
“Dude!”
Sero hisses and elbows Kaminari in the ribs to shut him up. The electric blond yelps and shrinks under the glares of his classmates, but Izuku heard his comment loud and clear.
His permission form? Why wouldn’t his- oh.
The remnants of the warm, cheerful mood seem to be extinguished instantly as cold reality washes over him. His throat tightens.
Well… no, it should be alright, shouldn’t it? It’s not like he’s going alone, or even very far. He’s not breaking any rules by going to a restaurant with his friends-
Right?
The room has gone silent, making it so that the footsteps approaching behind him are the only noticeable sound. His classmates’ eyes are drawn above his head, and when the footsteps come to a stop, Izuku glances over his shoulder to see Aizawa gazing down at him. His expression is carefully blank and he doesn’t say anything, but his dark eyes are analyzing, watching for a reaction.
The air has shifted, twisting into something tense, as if everyone is holding their breath, Izuku included. And- he doesn’t understand. It shouldn’t be that big of a problem. All he needs is a hero escort, right? Well, he has one right here, and he has nineteen heroes-in-training on top of that. How could he be any safer? Sure, they may have thought the same about the other two times, but- oh.
His breath hitches. After a moment, Izuku tries to swallow, but it gets caught in the hard ball that has suddenly formed in his throat. His skin prickles under the gazes of his classmates and- he doesn’t like this. He doesn’t like the way they’re looking at him. Their eyes- they’re full of pity.
Unable to stand it, he looks away and meets Aizawa’s piercing gaze instead.
“No more mistakes.”
Dread creeps in like an icy chill.
Oh.
“Am I... not allowed to leave?” His voice is small, weak, resigned. He already knows the answer.
There’s a long, tense silence in which Aizawa doesn’t respond, his dark eyes boring into Izuku’s green ones.
When he does speak, his words come out slowly, like he’s still trying to figure out what to say. “It’s not that you aren’t allowed to leave at all, it’s just…” Aizawa lets out a soft sigh through his nose. “Not for things like that. Not for eating at restaurants, or mall trips, or grocery runs, or... things like that. If you’re going to leave UA it needs to be for something important.” He looks at Izuku solemnly. “And we need to be careful about it.” His voice is gentle, but firm, and leaves no room for discussion.
Izuku nods slowly, numbly, and clenches his jaw in an attempt to force away the tears that burn at the edges of his eyes. Blinking rapidly, he ducks his head and lets his long curls hide his face, gripping his pants tightly as he tries to swallow down the frustration rising in his throat like bile. A hand drops on the back of his head and he squeezes his eyes shut, but it only ruffles his curls once before leaving, the footsteps fading away with it. He lets out a shaky exhale, struggling to control the emotions swirling within him.
He can’t leave? He can’t leave? Nobody told him about this! This- This is too far! He knows they want him to be safe, but they’re basically taking away his freedom! He’s a teenage boy, he should be allowed to go out with his friends and have fun. All For One is gone, and yeah, the League of Villains is still out there, but why does that mean he has to be trapped here? They’re treating him like he’s some sort of endangered species that needs to be put in a cage for its own safety. But this isn’t safety, this is more like- like being told you’re moving to a new home and then finding out you’re actually being kept prisoner! That’s pretty much exactly what happened! How do they expect him to live like this?
“So… uh,” Kirishima’s voice sounds muffled in his ears, “I guess I’ll order the food then?”
His classmates murmur their agreements, still glancing at Izuku in concern, but the greenette doesn’t respond. He stares down at his lap unseeingly, fists clenched.
A familiar, sickening feeling laps at his stomach like a wave, making it churn with nausea. It’s a feeling that’s tormented him all throughout his life, but he never thought his friends, his heroes would one day be the cause of it. Helplessness.
Everything is just so messed up. He’s completely lost the life that he once had. He can’t do anything that he used to do. From now on, his every action is dictated for him. Someone else will decide where he’s allowed to go and why he’s going and whether or not his reason to go is good enough. None of that is up to him anymore, and it makes indignation burn in his chest. Why isn’t it? Why do they get to decide these things for him? Why is his safety their responsibility? He never asked for this!
“Have you ever actually had a choice in anything?” Shigaraki’s voice purrs in his mind.
Izuku shakes the memory away immediately. Stop it.
But another one chases right after it. All For One’s voice rumbles, “Healing quirks are already so rare to begin with, but once someone is born with one, their life immediately belongs to the heroes.”
No, no, it’s not that. It’s not like that. They don’t see him as- as a possession- that’s not why they’re doing this. The villains took him because they saw him that way, but the heroes… Izuku knows they’re just doing this because they care about him. He doesn’t belong to them in the way Shigaraki was trying to manipulate him into thinking he was, but he does belong to them in… some way, just like how they belong to him too. They’re his heroes, and he’s their healer. Of course they’re going to be even more overprotective now.
Why does he still act like he’s surprised? It’s just something he has to keep getting used to. And he shouldn’t act like he’s not grateful for the security anyways. He shouldn’t act like he doesn’t have nightmares about being kidnapped again every single night, so why does he feel this way? He should feel safe- he does feel safe, he knows he is, he knows there’s no safer place than where he is right now, but still it isn’t enough- he still had a nightmare last night, even though he’s safe, even though there’s literally no way anyone could lay a hand on him! God, he’s so tired, what’s wrong with him? Why is he so selfish? His heroes are trying to protect him, but all it’s doing is making him feel trapped! Why can’t he just- just be okay ?!?
Despite the turmoil of emotions inside of him, he’s strangely numb all throughout dinner. His friends try to keep the mood bright and engage him in conversation, but he stays quiet, half-heartedly picking at his food and not quite tasting it. After about ten minutes of this, he finally gives up and excuses himself, ignoring his friends’ protests as he retreats into his room, buries himself under his covers, and promptly falls asleep.
The next morning, Izuku decides to go on a run.
A couple of things prompt this idea. The first one being that he was woken up by a nightmare, which is unfortunate, but at this point, unsurprising. The second being that, since Recovery Girl doesn’t want him to study outside of training hours, he can’t pass the time by reading his medical books anymore. Well, technically he could, but his mentor has a way of finding things out and he doesn’t want to risk pissing her off and making her cancel his exam. Besides, he’s not too keen on putting in even more hours of studying today.
So that leads him to where he is now. It’s 4:45AM, and Izuku is in the lounge dressed in leggings and a light jacket, taking the time to stretch as he waits for the next fifteen minutes to pass. If he recalls correctly, students are allowed to leave the dorms between the hours of 5AM and 7PM, so this should be okay, right? It’s not like he’s leaving campus…
Once the clock hits 5AM, Izuku quietly opens the front door and slips out. Since it’s so early, the sky is still dark outside, with only the palest hints of light just beginning to breach the edge of the horizon, and the air is cool and damp.
As Izuku starts up a brisk jog, a hulking figure in the distance catches the edge of his vision. Hound Dog.
The canid teacher’s yellow eyes glint in the low light as they land on him and Izuku tenses up, stopping. For a moment, he’s certain he’s about to get in trouble, but then Hound Dog huffs and glances away, continuing on with his patrol. Izuku lets out a sigh of relief and starts up his jog again.
It’s a quiet morning. Rather strange to see the usually busy campus so empty. He goes to a smaller track field next to one of the gyms and runs there. On the start of his second lap, he catches sight of Ectoplasm. It’s just a glimpse as he runs by, but it’s clear that the teacher is watching him. He doesn’t spot him again when he passes by the second time, though. Izuku huffs.
They’re just doing their job, he tells himself. They’re just worried about him, just watching over him. That’s what he wanted, isn’t it? That’s what Inko always wanted for him. To join the world of heroes as a healer. To have their protection. It’s part of their symbiotic relationship. He knows this. The healers heal the heroes and the heroes provide protection for them. He knows this. He shouldn’t be mad at his friends or his teachers for doing their job. It’s not their fault he doesn’t know his place…
A bitter taste fills his mouth.
He sighs. It wasn’t this hard before. But… if there’s anyone he should be mad at, it’s the villains. They’re the ones who messed up everything. And they’re still messing up everything even though they lost.
The cool morning air whips past him as he runs. The sting of it against his skin coupled with the rush of physical exertion helps him shake off the remnants of sleep, but despite this, the ever-present exhaustion that weighs down his bones still remains. Izuku can’t even tell what it’s from at this point, forcing his quirk or lack of sleep. All he knows is that he’s tired, so, so tired. And he’s so tired of being tired. He wants to be better already. He doesn’t want to be scared at night anymore. It’s so stupid, he was rescued, he’s safe, why can’t his brain get the message?
Even though he was saved, Izuku feels like he still hasn’t escaped sometimes. And now it’s in more ways than one. Sure, he’s not being held captive by the villains anymore, but all he did was get shoved right back into another place that he can’t leave from. He’s either trapped by the villains or trapped by the heroes.
The thought immediately brings a wave of guilt along with it. Inhaling deeply, he lets out a frustrated groan as he exhales and pours on speed. For a few minutes, he doesn’t let himself focus on anything except for running as fast as he can. It’s only when his legs are burning and his lungs feel like they’re about to burst does he finally start to slow down to a steady pace.
‘But it will get better,’ he tells himself firmly. It sucks now but that’s just because there was a big battle and the League of Villains got away and everyone’s just a little bit on edge. But once some time passes people will start to calm down. Surely when the League is stopped the heroes will relax around him? Maybe he won’t regain his freedom completely, but they’ll probably loosen up on the security measures a bit. It’s kind of ridiculous to think that he could live like this forever.
Izuku reaches up and wipes the sweat off his forehead with the back of his wrist. He’ll feel better about this situation once these stupid nightmares are over. Maybe then he’ll finally feel safe. Maybe then he can stop being selfish and appreciate all that his heroes are doing to protect him.
It’s not like they mean to take his freedom from him. He could see the pity in their eyes last night- they feel bad that they have to do this. He needs to think about their point of view. This is hard on them too. He knows his friends- seeing him upset probably made them feel bad. He can’t let himself be miserable all the time, that’ll only make them worry about him even more, and that’ll make him feel even worse-
So caught up in his thoughts, he accidentally stumbles, but he manages to catch himself before he can face-plant on the floor. Straightening up, he gasps for breath and continues jogging. His body bounces lightly as his feet pound against the tarmac, the rhythmic thumping and the pounding of his own heartbeat in his ears being the only sounds he hears.
Running has always felt good to him, the rush of endorphins, the burning of his muscles. It’s a simple task he can do while he clears his head, organizing the jumble of thoughts and emotions into something he can try to understand.
Actually, it’s kind of making him feel just a little bit better. He’s missed this. Missed the physical exertion of a long, exhausting run. It makes him think of the runs he would go on with Kacchan back in middle school before UA when they were still taking self-defense classes with Kimura. Which reminds him- when is he going to start his own physical training again? Aizawa is busy preparing the others for their provisional license exam, but maybe he can ask him if they can train for an hour or two afterwards? Shinsou is no doubt way ahead of him at this point, and he’ll probably be too tired from his regular training to do any extra training with Izuku. The greenette wonders if he’ll use his capture weapon in one of his ultimate moves.
On that note, becoming more adept with his own capture weapon might help Izuku feel better. It might help him feel safer, to be stronger. That’s a problem that he was having earlier, right? It’s one thing to have confidence in others’ ability to protect you, but it's another to have confidence in your ability to protect yourself. Maybe it’ll help make the nightmares go away…
He thinks of Shinsou’s words. “Listen, it’s good that you wanna get strong, but you should do it for the right reasons. Do it for you.”
That’s a good reason to get stronger, right? He is doing it for himself. He’s doing it because he wants to feel better.
Izuku runs until the sky is stained with pink and orange hues, then returns to the dorm building so he can start getting ready for school. He slows down when he reaches the steps and takes his hair out of his ponytail, idly running his hand through his sweaty curls as he pushes open the door and-
“What do you mean you haven’t seen him?!? Where the fuck else could he-”
Kacchan is standing in the middle of the common area, wild-eyed and panting as he snarls at Ojiro and Sato sitting at the table with their breakfast. At the sound of the door opening, he whips his head around to fix his fiery gaze on Izuku. His eyes widen for a brief moment before he storms over.
“You!” He roars so loudly that Izuku flinches, “Where the fuck were you?!? I went to your room and you weren’t there!”
Izuku blinks, stunned, confused, and a little scared. “I-I just went on a run…” He replies hesitantly. He doesn’t understand why Kacchan’s so pissed off. It’s not exactly an odd thing for him to do.
Kacchan knows this too. He stops halfway before reaching him, face twitching a couple of times, before he snaps, “Well, fucking leave a note next time or something!”
Izuku frowns. “A note?”
Kacchan seems to realize the ridiculousness of his request and shakes his head, growling in frustration as he stammers, “I mean- or text me or something, just- fuck it, nevermind, just- nevermind!” His voice rises into a shout and he shoves his fists into his pockets, glaring at the ground furiously.
Silence descends upon the common area. Everyone that’s already up and eating breakfast watches the exchange with wary eyes.
Izuku pauses. He can practically hear the way Kacchan’s teeth are grinding as he burns holes into the ground with his glare. But looking closer, he can see that the muscles on his arms are taut, and that he’s panting, catching his breath, as if he had just been running. Running throughout the building looking for him because he was scared shitless that he’d been kidnapped again.
Oh.
Crap.
Guilt claws at his stomach. Kacchan probably just went to check on him, maybe to make sure he actually woke up since he knows he’s a slow starter in the mornings because they’re best friends and freaked out when he didn’t see him there. Izuku is sure if he checks his phone now- which is still on mute from last night- he’ll see a bunch of missed messages from the blond.
Izuku swallows.
Slowly, he takes a step closer to Kacchan, then another step, gradually closing the distance between them until he’s standing right in front of him. Kacchan doesn’t look up, but he does incline his head slightly when Izuku gently places his hands on his forearms.
Leaning close, Izuku murmurs, “I’m sorry.”
Kacchan stays silent, but he lets out a soft sigh through his nose. A small amount of the tension melts out of his shoulders.
Izuku gives his forearms a brief squeeze, then brushes past him and starts walking towards the elevator.
He’s not the only one trying to recover.
Notes:
And I OOP-
Ya'll thought the angst was over just cuz the AFO shit is done. Hahaha nah fam you know me we ain't never getting off this angst train! Get your tissues cuz I've been told the next chapter is a tear-jerker XD
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Next chapter, Recovery Girl knows best :)
Chapter 38: The Mentor
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Training with Recovery Girl is a mix of going over information and procedures he already knows, trying to absorb new information as well as he can, and using his quirk whenever the opportunity arrives. Recovery Girl doesn’t want to introduce too much new information to him because there’s only so much he can memorize on such a short notice, but it only makes Izuku all the more nervous to think about all the stuff that he won’t know on the exam, even though she assures him that he isn’t even expected to know all the material.
Unlike the day before, a good handful of students show up with injuries throughout the afternoon. Now that people have had some time to think of what they want to do for their ultimate moves, they’re putting those ideas into action, which, of course, results in some less-than-pleasant outcomes for a few. However, the more injuries there are, the more practice Izuku gets with his quirk, and the better he’ll do on his exam, so it works out for him.
Vaguely, he recalls Kaminari making a comment about him being the only person to get excited about people getting hurt.
Around the end of the day when his training is starting to wrap up, Izuku is surprised to see All Might’s familiar mane of hair pop through the door.
“All Might!” Izuku tilts his head. “What are you doing here?” He’d thought the man would be with class 1-A again today, but he’s not even in his muscled form, or his hero costume.
All Might steps into the room with a sheepish smile, rubbing the back of his neck. “Ah, Aizawa-kun ratted me out to Chiyo-san about joining in on training yesterday, even though I didn’t do anything physical,” he mutters the last part under his breath. “And I was stuck doing office work today. But Chiyo-san said to come by later so she could do some more healing.”
He glances at Recovery Girl, who gestures at one of the beds. “Go on and take a seat. I’ll be with you in a moment, let me just put this away.” She slides off her chair and starts gathering up the diagrams she and Izuku were going over before All Might came in.
As the hero settles himself on the bed, he looks at Izuku and asks, “How are you doing, my boy? I’m sorry I haven’t stopped by to check on you sooner, but I figured you’ve been very busy between moving in and training for your exam.”
“Hm? Oh, I’m alright,” Izuku replies, not thinking twice about it.
All Might hums in response, seemingly accepting his answer, but his gaze lingers on him. There’s something in his eyes, not quite curious, but more… analytical, as they roam over his face. Izuku suddenly feels rather self-conscious. All Might has probably spoken to Aizawa at some point today, and if the latter mentioned something about what happened last night, then he’s no doubt realized that Izuku isn’t fine. The greenette knows that his sleep-deprivation is probably becoming a bit more evident in his appearance as well. It’s a miracle that Recovery Girl hasn’t brought it up yet.
Before All Might can say anything though, Recovery Girl comes back over and starts checking his wounds. She has him take off his shirt, revealing his bandaged torso, then starts removing that. Izuku steps forward to help and All Might’s eyes flicker to him. He coughs awkwardly, catching Recovery Girl’s attention.
She stops and glances over her shoulder at Izuku. “Oh, you don’t need to help me with this, Midoriya-kun. Besides, you know you’re not allowed to use your quirk on him yet.”
Izuku pauses, frowning slightly. “I know, I wasn’t going to…” He rasps, eying All Might’s bandages, “Isn’t this a good opportunity for me to learn, though? It’s not often I get to deal with big injuries…”
The memory of All For One’s fist driving into All Might’s side flashes before his eyes and he flinches.
“You’ll have plenty of opportunities later,” Recovery Girl says a tad bit too dismissively, “And it’s not a big injury anymore. I think one more round of healing should do it, I just need to check on the progress.” She says the last part to All Might.
He nods, but she doesn’t continue unravelling the bandages. Instead, both adults simultaneously glance back at Izuku. The freckled boy is confused, until he takes in their positioning, the way Recovery Girl is standing with her back to him, somewhat shielding All Might’s torso from his view, while the number one hero is sitting with his shoulders hunched, almost like he’s curled in on himself, trying to hide- and realization hits.
They don’t want him to see what All For One did to All Might.
Izuku bites the inside of his lip. It’s understandable, of course. They don’t want to upset him, they don’t want to... trigger any unpleasant memories, especially since he’s the one who healed All For One, even if it wasn’t willing, it was still his energy that made him strong enough to inflict those wounds on All Might-
Izuku removes his teeth from his lip before he can make himself bleed. Yeah, maybe it’s a good idea for him to not look.
Turning, he wordlessly walks over to his desk and sits down, busying himself by opening one of the many textbooks he has stacked next to his computer and picking up where he left off. After a moment or two, he hears shuffling behind him as Recovery Girl goes through the motions of checking All Might’s injuries. Eventually, there’s the familiar sound of a very wet kiss.
“Alright, mister,” Recovery Girl says, “You’re back where you started.”
Izuku glances up in time to see All Might shrugging on his shirt, mangled scar disappearing behind the fabric. “Thank you, Chiyo-san.” He bows his head politely. When he glances up, his eyes meet Izuku’s.
Not wanting him to leave on a negative note, Izuku tries to lighten the mood. “I promise I’m going to heal you as soon as I can, All Might!” He says, beaming as he clenches his fists, “I just have to pass my license exam next week!”
He means to stay positive, but a jolt of nerves suddenly shoots through his chest as soon as the last words leave his mouth. There’s a lot hanging in the balance if he fails. He won’t be able to heal All Might- or Ingenium, for that matter. Both heroes that he’s promised to bring back to health will have to wait even longer all because he can’t pass a stupid test…
All Might must catch the worry in his expression, because his face breaks into a smile, and the room seems to grow ten times brighter.
“And I have no doubt that you will,” he says confidently with a decisive nod. Sliding off the bed, he steps over to Izuku and rests his hand atop his head. “Don’t stress over this exam. You’re the smartest and most determined young man I know. And you’ve been working towards this goal for your entire life.”
“I know…” Izuku sighs, already reaching up to push All Might’s hand off.
The hero manages to ruffle his curls before making his way towards the door. “Chin up, Young Midoriya!” He says brightly, “You’ll be a healer before you know it!”
Izuku gazes after him as he disappears.
There’s only a short amount of time left before training ends, so he and Recovery Girl return to studying, but something about All Might’s words linger in Izuku’s mind. He’s going to be able to heal All Might soon. Really soon, actually. Maybe even next week, if he gets his provisional license. The goal that he’s been reaching for for so long is suddenly… really close. He’s going to have a provisional license, he’s going to be one step closer to becoming an actual healer.
He’ll really be a healer before he knows it.
The thought should fill him with excitement, but for some reason it’s… dampened. Dulled. Like he knows he should be, but something’s holding him back. A thought lingers in the back of his head, as if it had been pushed away and forgotten, and now it bubbles to the surface.
“Did you ever want to do anything else other than be a healer?”
Crap.
“Did you ever even think to consider anything else, or did you just follow what society expected out of you?”
Not this again.
“To live your life serving heroes? To exhaust yourself to make them stronger?”
No, no, stop it. Come on, why now?
Gritting his teeth, he tries to shake the thought away, but Shigaraki’s persistent voice rings in his head like an earworm. To make matters worse, his own traitorous thoughts start echoing back at him.
Of course he’s not that excited about this. Yeah, it’s great that he’s finally reaching the future that he’s been aiming for, but did he really expect anything else? It’s not like there was ever a chance of him failing with a quirk like his. It’s not like he ever took a risk, it’s not like he ever took an interest in anything other than what people told him to be interested in. It’s not like he ever made a choice for himself-
But he did! He chose to become a healer. He wants to become a healer… right?
Izuku clenches his jaw.
It’s not like he didn’t have any other options as a kid! Of course there were, it’s just that healing made the most sense, especially with his quirk. It’s not bad to choose a career based off of your quirk! It’s just… it was logical!
But… That’s not the point Shigaraki was trying to make, was it? It was more about the... influence other people were having on him. Right? That there were… certain expectations… That they were trying to make decisions for him. And, well... Izuku supposes he can see that.
He thinks back to the day his quirk manifested, how his doctor suggested to his mother that he become a healer, and then his mother wanted him to become one for his safety, and then after that it seemed like everyone- Kacchan, his friends, his teachers- was encouraging him to become a healer. And, aside from occasionally longing to be a hero, he never really considered anything else. It seemed like such a natural conclusion to come to. He has a healing quirk, so he will become a healer.
But… is that what he truly wants? He loves healing people, but is that because he really loves doing it or because he’s spent literally almost his entire life being told that he should love healing people? How is he supposed to know?
“-oriya-kun? Midoriya-kun?” Recovery Girl’s voice cuts through his thoughts, “Are you paying attention?”
Izuku startles, guilt flooding his chest. “Oh, sorry, sorry! I just, I…” He hesitates.
His head is a mess of jumbled up thoughts and emotional mayhem. The run he went on this morning helped him ease off some of the pressure from the aftermath from last night, but this new realization is kind of throwing him off all over again. The emotions are swirling beneath the surface, begging to be unleashed like floodwaters bursting past a long-standing dam. And he doesn’t really like to voice his inner turmoil, mostly because he feels bad about dumping that onto other people and he usually ends up crying anyway, but… He glances at Recovery Girl.
She has a powerful healing quirk too. If anyone else is to understand, it would be her.
His mentor is still looking at him, still waiting for him to continue. Taking a deep breath, he asks, “Um, Recovery Girl?”
Hearing the nervousness in his voice, Recovery Girl frowns in concern and turns slightly in her chair. “Yes?”
Unsure of how to ask, Izuku wrings his hands and stammers, “Did you ever… you know… wanna do something else?”
His mentor blinks. “Pardon me?”
“Like aside from becoming a healer,” Izuku explains hastily, “Did you ever, um… want to become something else?”
“Oh.” His mentor relaxes, then processes his question. “No, not really.”
“Oh.” Izuku’s shoulders sag. Of course not. She’s a born healer, through and through. She’s perfect. She probably never had a doubt in her mind what she was meant to do. Why can’t it be that easy for him?
His expression must look troubled, because Recovery Girl’s brows furrow and she says, “Don’t tell me you’re getting second thoughts now-”
“No, no, of course not!” Izuku waves his hands frantically. “I was just curious…” He trails off into silence.
After a moment, Recovery Girl tilts her head. “Did you ever want to do something else?” She asks.
Izuku considers just brushing it off for the sake of ease- he did technically already get his answer- but he finds himself hesitantly rasping, “Well… I did want to become a hero…”
“You are a hero,” Recovery Girl says immediately, “Healers are considered heroes, I hope I don’t need to remind you of that again.”
“No, no, it’s okay.” Izuku gives her a weak smile.
A long, heavy silence presses down on them.
Then, Recovery Girl sighs and turns to face him fully. “Alright, what’s this about, Midoriya-kun?” She asks in a no-nonsense tone.
Izuku looks down at his lap, twisting his hands in his shirt. She’s done so much for him to get him where he is now, the last thing he wants her to think is that he’s ungrateful for all that she’s done for him. But… he just can’t stand the thought of committing his whole life to doing something that he isn’t even sure he wants. He wants… he wants this to be his choice. He thought this was his choice, he thought he loved this, but now…
He sighs, squeezing his eyes shut.
“I want to be a healer,” he rasps quietly, “I like being able to help people with my quirk. It makes me feel good, you know? When my quirk manifested, I was so happy that I would be able to help people. I was so happy that I was going to become a healer. But when I was with the League of Villains…” Recovery Girl tenses, and her eyes widen slightly. “Shigaraki started saying stuff about how I never really had a choice in anything, how I basically had to become a healer with a quirk like mine and that society would never let me do anything different. And I thought it was all bullshit at first of course, but then I kind of realized… I never really did consider anything else. I mean, once my quirk manifested, I only ever focused on becoming a healer. My mom and everyone was so excited for me and I never thought of doing anything else. It just never even crossed my mind and- is that bad?”
The question slips out without him meaning to, but he doesn’t give time for Recovery Girl to answer. He’s rambling now, almost as if he’s just talking to himself. “I feel like every other kid had so much more freedom to explore their interests and I just missed out on that. It was like because I had a healing quirk everything was just decided for me. Like as soon as my quirk manifested- bam, I’m a healer! And that- dammit- that- people, other people telling me what to do, making decisions for me- it’s not just something I’m dealing with now, it’s something I’ve been dealing with my entire life, and I’ve just never realized it before!”
His voice starts to rise to a hoarse shout and he struggles to reel himself in, trying not to lose focus. “But even if I did try to explore other interests that’s- that’s the thing, like, I don’t think I could- Shigaraki- he just- he said things and they kind of made sense I guess, I mean-” He lets out a frustrated noise, startling Recovery Girl. “Gah! I like healing people! I love healing people! But… I mean, maybe that’s not all I would like? How would I know? What if I restricted myself or something? I just never thought to try anything else and even if I did- it would be so selfish of me to waste my quirk on some- some irrelevant hobby-”
“Midoriya-kun. Midoriya-kun,” Recovery Girl interrupts his rant. “Stop. Calm down,” She orders firmly.
Izuku snaps his mouth shut, shame and guilt curdling deep in his stomach. His mentor gazes at him for a long, tense moment, then shakes her head. “Alright, first of all, forget whatever crap that villain put in your head, okay? Forget it.” She pauses, and it takes Izuku a moment to realize that she’s waiting for a response. He nods slowly, and she continues. “Second, and answer me honestly… Do you want to be a healer?”
Izuku gulps. Recovery Girl holds his gaze steady, but there’s no anger in her eyes, no judgement. All he sees is the same dark, intelligent eyes that he sees every time he looks at his mentor.
He lets out a shaky breath. Does he want to be a healer? Despite his turmoil, the answer comes easily.
“Yes,” he croaks, “Yes, I love being a healer.” His eyes start to sting and he blinks rapidly, shaking his head. “That’s the thing, I’m so, so confused, I just don’t know if that’s- I mean, if I really-”
“No, I think I get it,” Recovery Girl says, “He was trying to get you to think that you only want to be a healer because that’s what society expects from you due to your healing quirk.” Her expression darkens and she growls, “Manipulative bastard.”
Normally, Izuku might’ve snorted in surprise at the colorful language from his mentor, but all he does now is sniffle and ask, “Was he right, though?” He reaches up and brushes his long curls out of his face, sighing, “I… I don’t know. I mean, I can’t imagine myself doing anything else with this quirk. I can’t imagine anyone letting me do anything else with this quirk. I mean, if I were a, like, lawyer or something and I had this healing quirk, people would get so mad. They’d think I’d be letting it go to waste or something. So it’s like, did I really even have a choice?” His voice breaks.
Recovery Girl leans back in her chair, a contemplative look on her face. “I’m not going to pretend that there isn’t quirk discrimination in this society,” she says after a pause, “And I don’t really know what would happen if you decided to do something different with your life. Every person with strong healing quirks that I know of always become healers. I guess I always thought of it more as a natural inclination. Like how people with intelligence quirks might choose to work as detectives, or scientists, or engineers. It makes sense to want to do what we’re naturally good at.”
Izuku nods, and Recovery Girl tilts her head in consideration. “But, I guess there’s also another side to it. When you have a certain type of quirk, people will assume what you’ll be because of it. And like you said, those expectations can seem very restrictive, especially to people like us, whose quirks are rare and valued by the hero society.” She sighs through her nose. “It’s… a difficult situation, and I’m sorry that you were made to feel as if you didn’t have a choice, but… Do you remember what Toshinori-kun said all those months ago when I first met you in the hospital?”
Izuku is taken aback by the sudden change of subject, but his mentor continues, “He said that you would be a great healer even if you were quirkless. I believe that too.”
Recovery Girl leans forward and takes his hand, gazing into his eyes firmly. “It doesn’t matter what your quirk is Midoriya-kun, I believe that you’re meant to be a healer. The drive that you have for it, the thing that motivates you to keep rushing ahead and learning everything that you can in order to better help people, the thing that keeps you thinking straight even when you’re scared because you know you have to keep moving- that is you, Midoriya Izuku. That’s not what anyone else told you to be, that is you. And that’s why I know you will be a great healer, because if anyone is meant to be a healer, it’s you.”
Izuku stares at her. The world turns blurry.
Recovery Girl lets out a little ‘oof’ as he throws his arms around her and promptly bursts into tears. “Oh.” Her muffled voice is a little surprised, but then her arms wrap around him as best as they can and she pats his back soothingly. “Oh, dear. It’s alright.”
It’s rather unwarranted, how uncontrolled and messy his crying is. He sobs and sobs- and probably squeezes the life out of his poor mentor. It also lasts for a while, but to be fair, he is pretty sleep-deprived, and after all the stress his mind has been through, it doesn’t take much for it to snap again before it’s even fully recovered. He feels so stupid and ashamed for ever letting Shigaraki’s words sway him. It’s as if all the anxiety and pressure that’s been steadily building up inside of him ever since- hell, ever since Kamino- just comes gushing out. He clings to Recovery Girl like a lifeline, strangled sobs and wails tearing their way out of his abused throat as he cries hysterically.
It takes a few minutes to come back down to himself, but when he does, he’s embarrassed to see the wet patch he’s left on his mentor’s shoulder.
“Oh,” he hiccups, pulling away and hastily wiping his eyes with the back of his wrist, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
“Midoriya-kun.” Recovery Girl gazes at him with sorrowful eyes.
“I’m sorry,” Izuku croaks for a third time, trying to dry his cheeks even though the tears haven’t quite stopped spilling. Still, he insists, “I’m fine.”
Recovery Girl looks at him steadfastly and says, “No. You’re not.”
Izuku’s breath hitches. “I am.” His voice wobbles pathetically.
His mentor holds his gaze and shakes her head. “You’re not.”
More tears slip out of his eyes and he squeezes them shut, clenching his fists. Frustration bubbles in his chest and he blurts out, “I’m… I’m so tired, Recovery Girl!”
He crumples and tells her everything, tells her about his nightmares preventing him from sleeping, his lingering exhaustion from his quirk, his feelings of being trapped due to the new security measures and then the subsequent feelings of guilt because the heroes are only doing they’re jobs- he even rants a little bit about Todoroki, although she’s probably confused about that, and he stops as soon as his mind catches up to his mouth. It feels good to vent, though, it feels liberating, like a giant weight has been lifted off of his chest.
When he’s done, Recovery Girl reaches up to gently wipe his tears away with a tissue, and then gives him a warm hug that he melts into.
“Midoriya-kun,” she says calmly, pulling away, “I’m going to tell you what you need to do.”
“Please,” he practically begs, the single word coming out in a gush of air.
“I’m going to give you some sleeping pills to hopefully help you sleep through the night,” she starts. He nods, and then she adds, “And I’m going to set you up to meet with a therapist.”
His mind blanks. “Huh?”
“Frankly, I should have done it sooner,” she says, “That was a mistake on my part. It was foolish of me to assume that you would be okay after such a traumatic event.”
Izuku hesitates, curling in on himself slightly. “A therapist? I don’t know…” The thought of opening up to a complete stranger about what happened to him with the League of Villains…
A small hand slides over his. He looks up at Recover Girl’s wrinkled face. “You need to talk about this,” she says seriously, “It’s not healthy to keep all of those thoughts and emotions bottled up inside of you. A therapist will help you learn to cope with what happened, and hopefully that will make the nightmares go away as well.”
Izuku reluctantly considers this. He does want the nightmares to go away. And it’s not like anything he’s doing right now is working. There’s still one problem…
“I can’t leave campus too often though,” he rasps.
“We can have them come here,” she replies simply, and, well, there’s no arguing with that. So he hesitantly agrees. Recovery Girl smiles. “Good.” She pauses, and then frowns briefly. “I wish you would have told me about the effects of your quirk exhaustion sooner. Are you sure you’re going to be alright doing the exam-?”
“Yes!” Izuku says immediately.
Recovery Girl gives him a chastising look. “A test can always be done another time, Midoriya-kun, but your health-”
“I know, I know.” Izuku gives her hands a squeeze. “But seriously, it’s basically gone now. The only exhaustion I have now is just from not being able to sleep.” He lets out a tired huff and reaches up to rub his brow. His mentor’s eyes shine with pity.
“Well.” With a sigh, she gets up and waddles over to a cabinet, rummaging around for a few seconds before fishing out a bottle. She hands it to him and tells him how many to take.
“Thank you.” He glances at the clock, which reads 4:25PM, and startles. Training usually ends at 4PM. “Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry, I’ve been keeping you!”
Recovery Girl waves him off. “Don’t you worry about it. Now, please, for the love of God, go get some rest.”
He smiles and grabs his stuff, heading towards the door. As he slips out, his mentor says, “By the way, returning momentarily to the topic of having interests aside from healing- no one ever said you can’t be a healer and do something else too.”
Izuku glances over his shoulder. “Huh?”
Recovery Girl smiles. “It’s called having a part-time job.” And closes the door.
Izuku blinks.
For a long moment, he stares blankly at the closed door. After a few seconds, he lets out a heavy sigh and leans against the wall, dropping his head in his hands and rubbing his temple with his fingers. His mind still feels like it’s trying to catch up with everything that’s going on. But even though he cried and had an emotional talk… he doesn’t feel that bad. It wasn’t as stressful as he thought it would be. He actually feels… kind of okay now. Better than he has in a long while. Once he started saying things out loud, it’s like… it made it easier to understand the thoughts going on in his head.
And Recovery Girl didn’t get mad at him for being unsure about wanting to become a healer, even though she’s spent literal months preparing him to be one. He’s so incredibly grateful to have her as his mentor. Only she could single-handedly restore his faith in himself with just a few words.
As for therapy… He’s still a little uncomfortable about the idea. Aside from typing out information during the debriefing, he hasn’t really opened up to anyone about what he went through while he was with the League of Villains. If he can’t bring himself to talk to his closest friends about it, how can he possibly expect himself to be able to talk to a complete stranger about it?
But if Recovery Girl thinks it will help, then he’s willing to at least try. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Talking now made him feel better, didn’t it? Ever since Kamino, he’s just been so… wrapped up in his head. It’s like he can’t escape from his own thoughts. But maybe therapy is what he needs? People do it all the time when bad things happen to them. He’s a healer, he should know that.
Therapy- it’s like a subset of healing. For mental health, which is just as important as physical health. If he thinks of it that way, maybe he could also take this as a sort of learning experience? Yeah, that’s nice, that-that makes him feel a bit better about it.
He inhales deeply and lifts his head from his hands, rolling his shoulders. Alright. Okay. He’s… He’s okay now. And he’s not just telling himself that- he actually feels, for the first time in a long time… okay. His mind is… still a little fragile, still a little frayed at the edges, but clear, not a chaotic storm of emotions and confused thoughts. He has problems, but at least now he knows that there are things he can do to solve those problems.
So he lifts his foot, and he takes a step forward.
As he starts walking down the hallway, he thinks back to what Recovery Girl last said. A part-time job? It seems like such an... obvious solution to his dilemma. He was so worried about society not letting him have a job unrelated to healing due to the wasting of his rare quirk, but… Well, she’s right. No one said he couldn’t be a healer and do something else.
He feels kind of stupid now.
The answer was right there all along. Plenty of people have part-time jobs! But what would he do?
Izuku frowns at the ground.
“Midoriya-kun?”
The freckled boy startles out of his thoughts and looks up to see Aizawa standing at the end of the hallway. “Sensei…” He smiles in greeting, but something tickles at the back of his mind. Didn’t he mean to ask him something?
Aizawa tilts his head as the boy approaches. “Your training ran long today,” he comments.
“Oh, yeah,” Izuku gives a little nervous laugh. He already laid his heart out to Recovery Girl today, he doesn’t think he could handle doing it again to Aizawa, no matter how much he respects the man. However, the word ‘training’ does remind him of what he wanted to ask-
“By the way, when can we start our training sessions again?” He asks, coming to stop in front of the teacher.
Aizawa peers down at his face. “Are you okay?”
Izuku blinks and realizes that his eyes are probably still red and puffy from crying. “Oh! Yeah, I’m fine.” He reaches up to rub his eyes, then thinks better of it and lowers his hand. Aizawa arches a skeptical brow, somehow pulling off an expression of both unimpressed and concerned. “I’m fine, seriously,” Izuku insists, “Recovery Girl just… said something nice and I cried.”
It’s not a lie, and Aizawa seems to accept that answer more easily.
“Alright, that’s a bit more believable.” He shrugs and Izuku wrinkles his nose childishly. “As for resuming your training sessions…” He looks down at Izuku through hooded eyes, analyzing him. “I’m not too keen on the idea,” he says at last.
Izuku’s shoulders droop. “Why not?” He tries not to sound like he’s whining, but it’s a near thing.
“Well, for one thing, Shinsou-kun wouldn’t be able to train with you since he would be too tired from his regular training, now that he’s joined 1-A and is preparing his special move,” Aizawa points out.
“Can’t you just train me one-on-one?” Izuku asks.
“I could,” Aizawa says, “But I won’t. Because you haven’t recovered from what happened to you yet.”
Izuku pauses. The words ‘I’m fine’ dance on the tip of his tongue, but at the last second he stops them from falling off his lips. They won’t solve anything.
At his silence, Aizawa continues, “Don’t think I haven’t noticed how exhausted you are. You can’t sleep, can you?” His voice drops, softening slightly, “You don’t have to rush back into ‘normal’, alright, kid? Give yourself some time. I’ll train you when you’re good and ready.”
Izuku swallows and sighs, nodding. “Alright.”
Aizawa nods too and jerks his head down the hallway. “Shall we?”
He begins leading the way back to the dorms and Izuku follows after him. He looks down at his feet, trying not to be too disheartened. Well, he supposes it would be hard to spar while he’s so tired anyways. Why did he even think it was a good idea in the first place? Right, he thought it might help him get rid of his nightmares if he felt stronger… but now he has therapy for that. So that’s that…
He shakes his head. Well, anyway, back to the part-time job thing.
What would he even do? If he were to get a part-time job. Which he should, right? That will make him feel less restricted to just healing, if he has another job of an unrelated hobby, something that’s free of societal influences, something that anybody would like, no matter their quirk. It should probably be something else he’s good at. Or something he likes to do.
But then that’s his problem- what else does he like? It’s always been about healing, heroes, or sparring- but even that was only for self-defense purposes. He hardly knows his own interests because he never really explored anything other than healing.
Then there’s also the issue of his busy schedule. Would he even be able to keep up with a part-time job? He’s only an apprentice and he already has a lot of work- that will only increase when he’s a real healer. How will he manage two jobs?
Izuku sighs. He wishes he could ask someone about this. He wishes he knew someone with a part-time job.
“Why’d you sigh?” Aizawa grunts, glancing back at him.
Izuku looks up. His eyes widen.
“You have a part-time job!” He blurts out too loudly, his weak voice cracking in multiple places.
Aizawa stops and blinks in confusion. “Yes?”
Embarrassed by his outburst, Izuku feels his cheeks flush and he immediately averts his gaze. “Ah, um…” He’s about to brush it off, tell Aizawa that it’s nothing, but… well, Aizawa does have a part-time job. Should he even consider him being a hero as a part-time job? He wonders how the man balances heroics with teaching. Obviously he teaches by day, so does he go out on patrol at night? How will he do that with the new dorm situation?
“Um…” Aizawa is still staring, not looking particularly annoyed, so Izuku gives himself a mental shake and asks, “I mean- How does that... work out?” He winces at how awkward it sounds.
Thankfully, Aizawa either doesn’t notice, or doesn’t care, and replies coolly, “Well, before I would teach during the day and patrol at night, but now I’ve had to cut down on my patrolling hours and change it to mostly weekend shifts, or patrol near UA during some week nights.” Izuku nods, wide-eyed, as Aizawa then shrugs. “It’s not too much of a problem for me since I’m not part of a big agency… Why?”
He looks down at Izuku when he asks this and the greenette startles. “Just curious!” He says, “Recovery Girl and I were talking about some stuff and she mentioned me getting a part-time job…”
Aizawa narrows his eyes. “I just told you you can’t leave campus, why are you talking about getting a part-time job?”
Izuku huffs, “Well, not right now. Just, like, later. In the future, I mean.”
Aizawa sniffs, seemingly satisfied, and asks, “What are you thinking of doing, then?” He turns and continues walking, jerking his head for Izuku to follow. The freckled boy trots up to his side.
“I don’t know,” he sighs, “That’s kind of my problem. I’ve recently realized that I’ve been so focused on becoming a healer that I never thought to take interest in anything else. I...” he pauses, then admits sheepishly, “I don’t have many hobbies.”
“Oh.” Aizawa glances at him, then looks away. After a moment, he grunts, “Well, if it makes you feel any better, neither do I.”
Izuku smiles and lets out a little huff of laughter. They walk in silence for a few seconds, and Izuku thinks that maybe that’s the end of it, that Aizawa doesn’t really have anything else to add, but then the man heaves a sigh and looks up at the sky.
“So… you’re trying to figure out what you like?” He asks, “So you can… what, make a career out of it? Another one, on top of the one you’re already trying to make?”
“Yeah, basically,” Izuku replies. There’s no judgement in Aizawa’s monotonous voice, but with his word choice, he feels the slight need to defend himself anyways. “It can’t be that uncommon for people to have more than one job.”
“It’s not,” Aizawa says, “All the teachers at UA have two jobs.”
Izuku blinks. “Oh. Yeah, that’s right.”
Once again, he feels rather stupid for realizing something so obvious so late.
“Present Mic has three, actually,” Aizawa adds, his lip quirking up, “If you consider his shitty radio show to be a job.”
Izuku frowns and gives him a disapproving glare. “Sensei, that’s mean,” he says in a chastising tone.
Aizawa’s smirk disappears and he averts his eyes, clearing his throat.
Now that he’s mentioned Present Mic though, that gets Izuku thinking-
“But that’s not a heroic hobby,” he rasps, “That’s just… something he likes to do, right?”
Aizawa nods, leading him around the corner. “Well, yeah. It doesn’t have to do anything with heroics, you know. He can just do it because he likes it. That’s why it’s called a hobby.” He gives him a pointed look.
Izuku hums. Which brings him back to finding his own hobbies. Finding his own interests. Finding… what he likes to do. Where does he even begin? Most people figure this out when they’re kids.
Glancing up at Aizawa, Izuku smiles brightly and asks, “What do you like to do, Aizawa-sensei?”
Aizawa huffs, and after a long moment of deliberation, replies in a short, blunt tone, “Sleep.”
Izuku snorts. The man smirks and nudges him with his elbow. “Take a page out of my book, kid. You look like you could use some shut-eye.”
“I’m working on it.” Izuku shakes his head. “What else do you like to do?”
“I already told you I don’t have many hobbies,” Aizawa grumbles, “Besides, aren’t you trying to figure out what your interests are?”
“Well, yeah, but…” Izuku struggles to think of what to say, “I mean, there are so many things I could do- more things than I could ever fit into my lifetime! Doesn’t it make sense to… try things that I know will be good? Because people that I know and trust like to do those things.”
Aizawa blinks, long and slow. “You mean… you’re going to ask your friends what they like and just pick and choose from that?”
Izuku smiles and nods. “Exactly!”
Aizawa shrugs. “I guess that’s one way of doing it.”
Excitement bubbles in his chest. Izuku’s smile stretches into a grin and they approach Heights Alliance a couple of minutes later. When they reach the top of the stairs, Aizawa stops him with a hand on his head.
“You’re young,” he grunts, “You’ll find something you like. So don’t worry about it too much.” He gives his curls a shake before nudging him forward. Izuku flashes him a grateful smile and steps through the door.
After greeting his classmates, he immediately races up to the third floor, kidnaps Kacchan, and drags him into his room. The bewildered blond stares at him as he excitedly rambles on and on about his revelation while digging through his bag and fishing out his notebook. He should start making a list, shouldn’t he? Whatever his new hobby is going to be, it will eventually turn into a part-time job, right? So, obviously, it should be something that won’t interfere with his healing career. It can’t be physically strenuous then. That gets rid of his already sort-of hobbies of running and sparring. He scribbles down in his notebook, and then frowns.
Does he have any other sort-of hobbies? He does like to play video games occasionally, but he knows he doesn’t like it enough to want to become a professional gamer. What does that leave him with? What are his interests? There’s such a big world of possibilities to explore! It’s so exciting! Where does he even begin?!? He should start going around asking his friends what their favorite hobbies are and then maybe make some sort of list-
Kacchan interrupts his muttering by yanking the notebook out of his hands.
“Kacchan!” He protests, trying to grab it back, but Kacchan tosses it behind him so it lands on the bed. He makes to move past him, but the blond grabs him and pushes him back. “Hey, what are you-”
“Jesus Christ, Zuku, shut the fuck up!” Kacchan snaps, scowling at him. Izuku startles and snaps his mouth shut. After a moment of glaring at him, Kacchan lets out a sharp huff and runs a hand through his spiky hair.
“Look,” he growls, “I’m glad that you’re having a philosophical moment or whatever, and that you’ve decided to explore yourself and all this crap, but you’re doing the same shit you always do and that’s rushing into things! Like, calm down, for fuck’s sake! You don’t need to figure this crap out this week! Quit making lists and shit and just- just-” He lets out a frustrated snarl. “Just fucking relax and have fun, Jesus Christ, you little shit! Not everything has to be this complicated!”
He pants a little after his rant, glaring heatedly at Izuku. The greenette blinks, stunned. Then, he considers Kacchan’s words. He’s quiet for a long time.
“So… Just let it come to me?” He asks.
Kacchan makes a noise and throws his hands up in the air. “SURE!”
Izuku doesn’t really like that idea. He wants to find his new hobby now. It’s exciting. Everyone else grew up with all these cool interests, everyone else has their thing, why does he have to wait even longer for his?
But Recovery Girl has mentioned on many, many occasions that he does have the tendency to rush ahead, as Kacchan just said. He’s impatient- just like he was with his recovery. He was trying to push forward and move ahead before he was ready, insisting that he was fine when he’s not, and that could have hurt him.
So, for once in his life, maybe he should just have... patience.
Izuku lets out a long, heavy sigh.
“Alright.”
Kacchan rolls his eyes. “Thank you for your sacrifice,” he drawls, then jerks his head over his shoulder, “Now let's go downstairs. Thanks to your smartass mouth last night, fucking Ponytail put me on the first rotation to cook.”
“Sorry.” Izuku winces, then says, “I’m surprised you’re even doing it, though. You were pretty adamant about not wanting to teach anybody last night.”
“Tch.” Kacchan scoffs and turns towards the door, but the silence is suspicious. A shit-eating grin creeps on Izuku’s face.
“Oh my God, she made Kirishima-kun your partner, didn’t she?”
“Shut the fuck up.”
“Oh my God, she did?!?”
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”
Notes:
Recovery Girl is an underrated queen who doesn't get enough love in fanfiction and I am here to DELIVER.
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Next chapter, enough angst, time for some slice of life shit.
Chapter 39: The Habits
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Life starts to fall into a rocky sort of rhythm after that.
The sleeping pills don’t end up helping very much. He does fall asleep a lot faster, and maybe sleeps just a bit longer than before, but inevitably a nightmare makes him jerk awake in the early hours of the morning. He starts to make it a habit to go for a jog around the dorms when this happens- after texting Kacchan to make sure he knows, of course. And, to his delight, Iida starts joining him too.
Apparently, he had enjoyed going on early morning runs before school, and offers his company to Izuku, which the latter accepts. Part of him wonders if it’s just because he doesn’t want him out jogging by himself, but mostly he’s just glad to have a running partner again. And one that can actually keep up with him, unlike Kacchan!
Breakfast is usually a pretty easy affair since most people just choose to eat something easy and quick rather than do any actual cooking. Then, Izuku splits off from his classmates and spends the rest of his morning and afternoon training with Recovery Girl. He misses not being in class with his friends, but they’re more than happy to tell him about their progress with their ultimate moves during dinner. Which, so far, hasn’t actually been that bad. Yaoyorozu’s buddy system is appearing to be a success.
Despite this, it’s clear that everyone is still trying to get used to living with each other. There’s still a bit of an awkward air sometimes, especially with some of the less sociable students, when they don’t quite know what to do with themselves. In the silence of the night, some will curl up under their covers with feelings of homesickness pulling at their heartstrings. It’s something that will disappear with time as they settle into their new lives.
But then there are... other things….
The first incident occurs in the early morning after one of Izuku’s runs. He’s perched on the edge of the couch, sipping his water and just taking a bit of a breather before he goes up to take a shower. As he idly scrolls through his phone, he hears the front door open and glances up to see Aizawa walk in. The man looks like he just rolled out of bed, which isn’t much different from how he usually looks, and there’s a steaming cup of coffee in his hands. Aizawa blinks drowsily at him and Izuku smiles briefly before looking back at his phone. He hears a tired huff, and then Aizawa’s footsteps trudge across the common room.
All of the sudden, his healer senses tingle.
Aizawa trips over a pair of crocs and Izuku leaps to his feet just in time to dive forward and catch him before he face-plants into the floor.
For a few long seconds of tense silence, the two simply cling to one another. Then, their heads simultaneously turn to look down at the offensively bright shoes. The cup of coffee is now spilled across the floor.
“Someone is getting detention,” Aizawa growls, cold and furious.
Izuku never pegged Kirishima as the type to leave his shoes in unsuspecting places. Or as the type to wear crocs.
The thing is, with so many teenagers living under the same roof, all of their bad habits are noticed almost immediately.
Somebody keeps leaving the kitchen cabinets open. That’s not really a problem for Izuku, he doesn’t spend much time in the kitchen thanks to Kacchan practically banning him from there, and he wouldn’t even have noticed this problem if it weren’t for the blond. Sometimes Kacchan will just disappear into the kitchen to grab or cook something and then Izuku will hear a loud bang followed by a stream of colorful curses from his friend. No one has yet owned up to this particular bad habit because Kacchan has, on multiple occasions, threatened to murder whoever is responsible.
Tokoyami keeps leaving crumpled up paper towels and used napkins around. Not even in the kitchen, just… everywhere. And to make matters worse, since he crumples them up into balls, Sushi likes to tear them up into little pieces and makes an even bigger mess. It’s such an oddly random bad habit, one that Izuku wouldn’t have expected from the feathered boy, but Iida’s bad habit comes as even more of a surprise.
Izuku is not expecting it at all. They’re just coming back from one of their morning jogs, having worked up a nice sweat, and Izuku watches as Iida walks into the kitchen, reaches into the fridge, pulls out the orange juice, and drinks it straight from the carton. He’s so stunned that he just stands there with his eyes growing wider and wider as Iida chugs literally the entire thing in front of him, then tosses the empty carton in the recycling bin.
He… He doesn’t even know where to begin with this. Drinking straight from the carton is such a surprisingly… gross thing for Iida to do- but then finishing the whole carton in one go? Did he even take a breath? Why did he- Well, he must’ve been really thirsty, but it’s a little rude to leave no orange juice for anyone else.
Iida startles when he sees that his jaw is practically on the floor and immediately stammers out an apology. And then Izuku learns that Iida’s quirk is actually fueled by orange juice- which, while strange, still doesn’t give reason for the fact that he drank straight from the carton, and from the light flush on Iida’s cheeks, he knows this too.
But at least he’s aware of his own bad habit, and he does apologize for drinking all of the orange juice, promising to replace it and buy his own from then on, so nobody really gives him too much of a hard time.
In contrast to his blue-haired friend, Izuku is entirely unaware of his own bad habits prior to living in the dorms. Somehow, it didn’t even occur to him that he would have any- a foolish assumption, he’s a young teenager, just like the rest of his classmates. Of course he has bad habits, he should know that! Still, that doesn’t stop it from coming as a surprise when Todoroki of all people makes him aware of what one of his bad habits is.
Like before, he’s just come back from one of his morning runs with Iida. A few of their classmates are already up and getting breakfast, including Todoroki. Even though his runs really work up his appetite, Izuku usually showers before he eats. He hates sitting in his own sweat and he can already feel his tank top sticking to his warm muscles. As he starts making his way over to the elevator, he lifts the bottom of his tank top, stretching it up to reveal his slick abs, and wipes the sweat off his forehead.
THUMP
“HA!”
Izuku startles at Kacchan’s bark of laughter to see Todoroki stumbling back from the wall separating the kitchen and the lounge, his bangs ruffled. He rights himself a split-second later as if nothing happened, blatantly ignoring the barely stifled snickering coming from Kirishima and Kacchan from the dining table. Instead, he turns and stares at Izuku with wide eyes, face pale, looking as if he’s just seen a ghost.
Confused, Izuku hesitantly asks, “Todoroki-kun? Are you okay?”
Todoroki’s throat bobs as he swallows thickly. “Mm hmm.” He makes a noise in response, then stiffly gestures with his hand. “Your, um, your shirt. You- You used it- uh…”
Izuku looks down and sees a damp stain on the bottom of his tank top where he used it to wipe his sweat off his forehead. “Oh!” He exclaims, then blushes. “Oh.”
It’s just something he does all the time, and it never seems to bother Kacchan when he goes running with him, but he didn’t realize that to anyone not super familiar with him, that’s probably really gross!
Flushing in embarrassment, Izuku stammers out an apology and quickly excuses himself to go take a shower. He does his best not to wipe his sweat off on his shirt from then on, but now that he’s aware of this particular bad habit, he realizes that he does it a lot more often than he thought he did. It takes a conscious effort to stop himself midway from reaching up to wipe at his forehead or neck with his hand already wrapped in his shirt.
Bad habits, turns out, are hard to break. Izuku isn’t the only one of his classmates struggling to break them, but at least he’s trying, because apparently some of them aren’t even willing to break their habits. Izuku learns this one night when a nightmare wakes him up much earlier than normal and he decides to go downstairs to get a drink before he gives sleeping another shot.
Everything is quiet as he pads into the kitchen and starts going through the motions of making a cup of tea. It’s an easy, relaxing process, and it helps take his mind off of the stress of his nightmare. With a warm cup of chamomile in his hands, he sighs in content and turns around.
Shinsou silently looms two feet away from him.
“Sup?”
Izuku nearly leaps out of his skin. “Shinsou-kun!” He shrieks, hoarse voice cutting through the thick silence of the night. Catching himself, he quickly glances around before lowering his voice and hissing, “Wh-What the hell are you doing here?!?”
Shinsou looks down at him through hooded eyes, seeming entirely unperturbed by his hostile tone, and drawls in a low timbre, “Same as you. Mind pouring me some?”
He holds out his own cup.
Izuku blinks, taken aback. “Oh, sure.” He turns and pours the rest of the boiling water from the kettle. Shinsou thanks him quietly and spends the next couple of minutes making his own tea. Izuku drifts off to the side, not quite knowing if he should start up a conversation or just let the peaceful silence of the night continue. Thankfully, Shinsou makes that decision for him once he’s done making his cup of tea, turning around and leaning back against the counter to face him while he brings his drink up to his lips.
“So,” he says, taking a sip, “What brings you here tonight? You’re not one of the usual night lurkers I see.”
Izuku tilts his head. “Night lurkers?”
Shinsou waves his hand lazily. “Most of the time it’s either Tokoyami-kun or Aizawa-sensei when he comes to check in on us during the night.” Izuku frowns and he opens his mouth, but Shinsou adds, “Sometimes Tsu-chan drops by too, but I’m pretty sure that’s just because she has trouble sleeping without her siblings around. Hmm, who else…”
“Are you here every night?” He asks incredulously.
“Oh.” Shinsou blinks slowly. “I don’t sleep too well.”
Izuku’s frown deepens. He’s had a sneaking suspicion that both Aizawa and Shinsou don’t get enough sleep. They both have near-constant bags under their eyes and have similar low energy levels. And while Shinsou doesn’t fall asleep during class like Aizawa does, he always seems to have a noticeable air of tiredness surrounding him.
“Why haven’t you ever told me or Recovery Girl about it? We could have given you sleep-aids or…”
Shinsou is already waving him off though. “Nah, those never work, and they make me feel even more tired the next day. Besides, I’m doing fine.”
Izuku narrows his eyes. “How much sleep do you get each night?”
The corner of Shinsou’s lip pulls up into a smirk. “Probably less than you,” he admits, then takes a sip of tea, “But still somehow I look better.” He quirks a brow pointedly and Izuku wrinkles his nose, trying not to feel too self-conscious about his own ragged appearance.
Instead, he rasps, “You have insomnia.”
Shinsou yawns, “Probably.”
Izuku gazes at him for a moment, and then says slowly, “You should see a doctor, then.”
The taller boy shrugs. “Nah.”
Bewildered, Izuku asks, “Why not?”
“Been dealing with it for a while,” Shinsou replies nonchalantly, “I’ve tried a bunch of things and nothing’s ever worked, so I’ve kinda just figured- eh, I guess I’ll just live with it.” Izuku stares as he shrugs again. “It’s not so bad, I’ve gotten used to it over the years.”
Years! If Izuku feels this miserable being sleep-deprived for a little over a week, he can’t even begin to imagine how Shinsou feels being sleep-deprived for years.
“Shinsou-kun,” Izuku says lightly.
“Hm?”
“Go to bed,” he orders.
Shinsou pauses, then smirks and shakes his head. “Nah, I’m good.”
“That wasn’t a suggestion, Shinsou-kun,” Izuku says. Shinsou blinks. Izuku smiles sweetly and says in a sugary tone, “I think you forget that I have medical authority over you heroes-in-training.” Shinsou’s smirk disappears. “That means that I can, in fact, order you to bed.”
Shinsou stares at him for a few seconds, then straightens up to his full height, utilizing the good few inches between them as he regains his cool smirk and looks down at him. “And what are you gonna do if I say no?” He challenges, arching a brow.
Izuku doesn’t back down and clasps his hands. “Well, we could take this to Aizawa-sensei,” he suggests casually, “I’m sure he’d love to be woken up at 2AM just so he can force one of his students to go back to bed.” His innocent smile takes a wicked edge.
Shinsou snorts, “Bold of you to assume that he’d even be asleep right now.”
Izuku pauses. “So he’s got insomnia too?”
Shinsou tilts his head consideringly. “Not so much insomnia- he’s more of a work-a-holic.”
Izuku nods. “Noted.” Makes more sense, unlike Shinsou who seems to be stubbornly avoiding sleep, Aizawa always seems desperate to get every wink of sleep he can during class, but Izuku can deal with his sleeping problems later.
“So, are we going to have to take this to him, or what?” He asks, “I would like to ask why he hasn’t forced you to go back to bed when he sees you during his nightly check-ins.”
Shinsou leans back against the counter and yawns, “‘Cause he already knows about it. As a fellow human being with terrible sleeping habits, he’s fine with my odd hours so long as I actually make some attempt to sleep- which I do- and I don’t, ya know, drop dead during training.”
Izuku gaps at him for a moment, then clenches his jaw and crosses his arms. “Well, now Aizawa-sensei is getting a talk,” he growls, tapping his foot irritably.
“Your tea is getting cold.” Shinsou eyes his abandoned cup.
Ignoring his statement, Izuku recollects himself and counters, “Well, Recovery Girl most certainly wouldn’t be happy to be woken up at this hour, and she wouldn’t be happy to hear that you’ve been hiding this problem for so long either. So, you can either go to bed now and actually try to go to sleep, or we can go see her.”
Honestly, Izuku is mentally shuddering at the thought of waking up his mentor for something as trivial as this. Thankfully, it seems like Shinsou isn’t too keen on the idea either, if the way his lips press together is anything to go by.
“Seriously?” Shinsou asks, suddenly a lot less amused. Izuku nods resolutely. “Come on, I’m just gonna end up lying awake in my bed for hours until the sun rises.”
“Or you could get lucky and end up falling asleep,” Izuku says positively.
Shinsou huffs, “No, I won’t.”
“Not with that attitude, you won’t.”
Shinsou rolls his eyes and Izuku smiles softly, putting a hand on his forearm. “You’re tired. Go to sleep.”
The purple-haired boy stares down at him for a few moments and Izuku holds his gaze firmly. Eventually, Shinsou looks up at the ceiling with a long sigh. “Fine, whatever.” He pokes Izuku’s forehead. “But you go to sleep too, baggy eyes.”
Izuku brushes his hand away. “Yeah, I was going to.”
Shinsou begrudgingly bids him goodnight as he trudges out of the kitchen and Izuku finally returns his attention to his tea, which is unfortunately now lukewarm. He sighs.
The next morning, he asks Tokoyami to tell him if he ever sees Shinsou awake in the lounge in the middle of the night. He would’ve asked Aizawa, but since he and Shinsou apparently have some no-sleep solidarity thing going on, he figured Tokoyami would be his best bet.
The very next day after that, Tokoyami tells him that Shinsou was awake in the lounge in the middle of the night.
Izuku sighs, longer and louder this time.
So yeah, bad habits are hard to break.
Dorm life isn’t all bad though. Class 1-A starts to learn nicer things about each other too, things that they didn’t know before. Like, for example, the other day, Izuku learns that Todoroki likes to bake.
It’s later in the evening after dinner, and the greenette has to go back down to the lounge to grab a book that he forgot. As he does, he passes by the kitchen and sees Sato and Todoroki baking- or, well, attempting to, at least. Todoroki is covered in flour and seems to be rather frustrated as he mixes something in a bowl. Sato stands next to him, looking very worried. Neither of them notice him, and he doesn’t want to interrupt since they’re both pretty busy at the moment, so Izuku gets what he needs and leaves as quietly as he can.
Then, the next day after training, Izuku has just finished taking a shower when there’s a knock at his door. He goes to open it, and nearly chokes on his own spit when he sees Todoroki standing in the hallway.
“To-Todoroki-kun!” He squeaks, cursing his heart for fluttering at the sight of the boy. Damnit, be cool! They’re friends, remember? Just friends…
He swallows and puts on a smile. “What, uh, what can I do for you?”
Todoroki is quiet at first, then seems to steel himself and thrusts something into his hands. “This is for you.”
Startled, Izuku looks down at what he gave him. It seems to be some sort of pastry wrapped up in a nice decorative liner. “Is this a chiffon cake?”
“Yes,” Todoroki says. After a moment, he adds, “It’s a gift.”
“Oh.” Izuku blinks, then realization dawns on him. “Oh!”
He sees what this is! This must be some sort of peace offering! Like an ‘I forgive you for sticking your tongue down my throat, let’s go back to being normal friends’ kind of gift. Of course! Oh, well, now Izuku feels kind of bad that Todoroki felt like he needed to do this.
While things have been okay between them, it still gets kind of awkward when they’re alone together- which is why Izuku has been determinedly avoiding every possible chance of that happening. He’s been making sure to always find himself in a group setting just in case Todoroki walks in, and whenever the other boy suggests hanging out or doing something together, Izuku makes sure to either invite someone else or start talking about it loudly enough for other people to hear and invite themselves. So far, it’s worked, but he supposes he does miss hanging out with Todoroki one-on-one. He just wishes there wasn’t any awkward tension between them, but maybe that’s his fault. Maybe it’s entirely one-sided. Actually, it probably is. Todoroki clearly just wants to go back to being normal friends, and Izuku… well, he wants Todoroki to be happy.
So, Izuku smiles brightly at Todoroki and says, “Thank you!”
A light flush dusts across Todoroki’s cheeks and he glances away, coughing, “Er, you’re welcome.”
He’s still standing there though, watching him almost expectantly, and because Izuku is such a good friend, he decides to eat the cake he made right in front of him. So he lifts it up and takes a bite.
…
......
Izuku learns that Todoroki isn’t very good at baking.
He forces himself to keep chewing despite the fact that the cake has almost immediately sucked out all the moisture in his mouth. It turns into a gummy, pasty mush as a sickeningly sweet flavor overwhelmes Izuku’s tongue. It takes everything he can not to visibly recoil.
Instead, he plasters on a smile and mumbles around his mouthful of cake, “It’s really good!”
It’s a disgrace to the name of baking.
But God the way Todoroki’s eyes light up when Izuku says that! It’s enough to make the poor greenette feel like he’s about to melt into a puddle at the ground.
He doesn’t notice the door to his left opening.
“You like it?” Todoroki asks, and he sounds so hopeful, looking at Izuku as if he just hung the moon and stars. Izuku is… a little confused, he doesn’t really understand why being good at baking is suddenly so important to Todoroki, but of course he’ll encourage him, even if it’s bad, so, so bad, because that’s what friends do- not to mention the fact that he’s far too weak a man to say no to those eyes.
“Mmm hmm,” he manages to get out in a tight voice.
All of the sudden, he becomes aware of Kacchan standing a few feet away, just outside his own room. They both turn to look at him simultaneously.
Kacchan looks between them, then at the cake, then at Izuku’s pained expression, before he bursts out laughing. Loud, abrasive, obnoxious laughter. He clutches his belly and laughs so hard that for a moment Izuku thinks he might actually piss himself.
“Oh-Oh my God,” Kacchan gasps in between laughs, tears beading at the edges of his eyes, “I didn’t think you’d actually fucking do it!”
He dissolves into another fit of cackles.
Meanwhile, Izuku’s confusion grows. He’s not quite sure what Kacchan finds so funny about the situation, but Todoroki is glaring coldly at the other boy. Maybe Kacchan somehow knows that Todoroki is bad at baking and is making fun of him? That’s mean! Izuku should defend Todoroki… but first he has to swallow the revolting ball of mush in his mouth.
Okay, he can do this. He tries once, and nearly gags. Thank God Todoroki is too busy glaring at Kacchan to notice. There’s literally no way to do this without grimacing. Bracing himself, he tries again and forces the cake down his throat, shuddering at the terrible aftertaste and the strange, sticky dry feeling it leaves in his mouth.
Jesus, how did Todoroki fail at baking that bad?
Kacchan sees his expression after he swallows the cake and laughs even harder. Eventually, he has to just turn around and stumble down the hall, still laughing his ass off as he slaps the button on the wall and disappears into the elevator a moment later.
Once he’s gone, Todoroki lets out a dignified huff through his nose and turns back to Izuku looking slightly disgruntled, but his eyes soften once more when they land on the freckled boy. Izuku’s stomach flips. He tries to swallow, but Todoroki’s disaster cake has practically sucked all the moisture out of him like a sponge.
“It’s a great cake,” he croaks, giving him a wobbly smile.
Todoroki smiles back, and it’s as if the sun has somehow come down from the sky and filled Izuku’s heart right then and there. “I’m glad.”
Silence falls between them, and then they’re just kind of standing there smiling at each other. Awkwardly. Izuku clears his throat. Despite Todoroki’s intentions, it seems that things are still going to be weird, at least for a little while, between them. He needs to get out of here- he most certainly does not want to have to keep eating this godforsaken cake in front of Todoroki.
He coughs and takes a step backwards into his room. “So, um, I think I’m gonna finish it later, though,” he rasps, neatly folding it up back into its wrapping, “I kind of ate a snack after training so I’m not super hungry right now, so…”
“Oh, right, of course!” Todoroki says, thankfully taking the hint and stepping backwards himself.
“But it’ll be a great dessert!” Izuku insists, smiling brightly, “I already can’t wait to eat it later! Thanks!”
Todoroki’s eyes shine and he rubs the back of his neck almost sheepishly. It’s totally not cute, Izuku tells himself firmly. “You’re welcome,” Todoroki says.
Izuku smiles one last time and nods before awkwardly kind of just retreating into his room and shutting the door. Letting out a huge sigh of relief, he drops the rest of the cursed cake on his desk before collapsing in his chair and rubbing his forehead. Sushi hops up beside him and starts sniffing it.
“Sush, trust me, you do not want to eat that,” he mumbles.
Sushi sniffs the cake for a couple more seconds before he proceeds to vomit up a hairball on it.
Izuku groans.
Unfortunately, that’s not the only strange moment to happen with Todoroki. Izuku thought he’d be safe if he only interacted with him in group settings, but apparently even there he’s in danger.
It happens the night after the cake incident, just two days before the license exam. Class 1-A has decided to host a movie night. It was mostly Ashido and Kaminari’s idea, but pretty much everybody jumped on board right away, especially the more extroverted students. The only ones who protested are, of course, Iida and Yaoyorozu since it’s a school night and the license exams are so close, but they promise to watch only one movie and it’s a good class bonding experience, plus they’re all in dire need of some stress relief.
So, they collectively decide to watch Shrek The Musical. As they set up the lounge for their movie night, a mischievous thought occurs to Izuku. This might be a wonderful opportunity to help Kacchan and Kirishima’s relationship blossom. It’s been a while since he’s been to a movie night, but he knows how they usually go, especially ones like this with big groups of people. The lights go off, people start cuddling, maybe some will even fall asleep against their friend’s shoulder- it’s perfect.
Izuku grins, glancing at Kirishima and Kacchan out of the corner of his eye. He just has to make sure that they sit next to each other.
Turns out, it’s not as hard as he thought it would be. He actually doesn’t even have to do anything, because as soon as they all start gathering around to see the movie, Kacchan drags Kirishima over to claim one of the couches with him and props his legs up on the redhead’s lap. Izuku blinks.
Well damn. He just makes it look easy. Izuku wishes he could act that confident around his crush. He and Kirishima didn’t start dating behind Izuku’s back, right?
The thing is, he’s so busy keeping an eye on those two lovebirds, that he forgets to pay attention to who’s sitting next to him. So when the couch suddenly dips beside him, he’s entirely unprepared to look to his right and see Todoroki.
The boy glances at him as if he just noticed him, as if he wasn’t the one to come over and sit next to him, and gives him a small smile “Hi.”
Izuku stifles a sigh and tries not to sound too devastated as he accepts his fate. “Hello.”
“How was your training today?” Todoroki asks.
Izuku shrugs. “It was alright, just more studying, you know. What about yours? You said yesterday that your ultimate move was coming along nicely…”
They chat for a couple of minutes about training and their upcoming exams, then afterwards about the movie they’re about to watch. Unsurprisingly, Todoroki hasn’t seen it before. Izuku, because he has the unfortunate pleasure of being friends with Kaminari and Ashido, has. Compared to their previous conversations, it’s actually a bit easier, a bit smoother. Still missing some of the usual… normalcy of their old conversations, but it’s getting there. It gives Izuku hope.
Soon, Iida loudly announces the start of the movie and tells everyone to be quiet. The lights turn off and the musical starts playing.
For the first twenty minutes or so, everything is fine. As ridiculous as the movie is, Izuku quickly finds himself relaxing and laughing along with his friends. Then, Todoroki starts shifting beside him. At first, Izuku doesn’t really pay attention to it, but then he notices Todoroki’s arm moving out of the corner of his eye. He freezes.
Todoroki is clearly trying to be subtle about it, but there’s nothing subtle about the way his arm is slowly sliding over the back of the couch, nor the way he keeps repeatedly casting glances at Izuku. After nearly thirty seconds of not-so-stealthy creeping, his arm settles on the back cushion, inches away from Izuku’s shoulders.
The greenette swallows, trying to steady his hammering heartbeat. Alright, no need to panic. Todoroki was probably just getting into a more comfortable position.
The taller boy is now pressed slightly closer to Izuku’s side, his torso almost touching the smaller’s arm. Izuku would scoot away, except he made the terrible decision to sit at the end of the couch, so now he’s stuck between Todoroki and the arm rest. Plus, Todoroki’s hand is hanging mere centimeters away on the other side of Izuku’s left shoulder, so if he shifted even slightly, Todoroki would feel it. Izuku is quite literally trapped.
He bites the inside of his lower lip, suddenly finding it hard to pay attention to the movie with Todoroki sitting so close to him. They’re not touching, but he can still feel the heat radiating off of the boy’s left side. He risks a quick glance at Todoroki’s face, but he isn’t looking at him, eyes locked firmly on the TV. Izuku hastily copies him, but his brain hardly processes the images moving on the screen.
Nothing happens for the next ten minutes and Izuku makes the mistake of thinking everything will be okay. He starts to relax. Then Todoroki’s arm lowers around his shoulders. His brain short-circuits.
What.
The.
Fuck.
What the fuck?!? What the fuck?!? But- But- What?!? What the hell is this?!? What about the friendship cake?!? That was the friendship cake!!! That was supposed to make everything better, that was- He thought Todoroki didn’t want anything romantic, so what the hell is going on?!?
Maybe it’s the sleep-deprivation, or maybe it’s because he’s just been a little bit too high-strung over the past few days, but he suddenly finds himself super pissed off. Making a split-second decision that he’s completely fed up with Todoroki’s bullshit, Izuku whips his head around and is about to give the boy a piece of his mind when something catches his eye.
All across the room, his classmates are sprawled across the couches in various bunches and groups, cuddling. Yaoyorozu and Jirou are snuggling together under a large blanket that they’re sharing with Uraraka and Asui, who are also nestled up against each other. Over on the loveseat, Iida sits primly while Shinsou drapes himself across his lap like a tall, lazy cat, nearly falling off the the couch as he leans his head against Kaminari’s, who is sitting on the floor chatting non-stop to the purple-haired teen despite Iida repeatedly shushing him. Ashido and Sero also sit next to the blond, the pink girl slouched between her two male friends with her arms linked with theirs.
Even Kirishima has shifted so that he’s resting his head against Kacchan’s stomach as they watch the movie (although Izuku notes that at least now Kacchan is looking slightly more tense than before).
But as Izuku gazes at them, he realizes something crucial. They’re all getting nice and comfortable with each other because they’re used to this, but Todoroki- aloof, awkward, repressed Todoroki- has probably never done something like this before. This is probably his first movie night ever! And- even though they’ve been friends for a while now, Izuku knows he’s still learning things when it comes to being social. He still doesn’t always know quite what to do, and he sometimes gets uncomfortable with casual touches and stuff, but he’s trying so hard all the time, especially now trying to make things normal again with Izuku!
So of course he wants to wrap his arm around Izuku’s shoulders. He’s been trying so hard to make their friendship better again, and now he’s watching the rest of their friends cuddle together during a class bonding activity- it makes sense that he’d see this as a way to strengthen their bond. He’s like a confused puppy just trying to do his best and copy what the other dogs are doing. It’s not his fault he doesn’t realize that he nearly gave Izuku an aneurysm.
But shit- Izuku has already whipped his head around, all ready to lay into him for being confusing, but now he has to come up with something else quick because Todoroki is looking at him. His brain scrambles for a few seconds before he does the first thing that comes to mind.
He cuddles with Todoroki.
Smiling nervously, he forces himself to relax against the taller boy and lowers his head to rest it on his shoulder. The scent of jasmine and vanilla fills his nose and he immediately sweat-drops. Wait, fuck, this was a terrible idea, abort, abort, abort-
Todoroki goes still for a moment, and then the arm around Izuku’s shoulders tightens slightly and pulls him closer to his side. Izuku clamps his jaws shut to stifle a squeak as the butterflies threaten to escape from the pit of his stomach. There’s no way Todoroki can’t hear the thunderous pounding of his heartbeat- it’s the only noise filling his ears right now. Everything else has faded into the background, the movie, his friends- all of his attention is on Todoroki.
He’s so warm; that’s the first thing Izuku notices. Almost uncomfortably so, and part of him wonders if Todoroki is doing it on purpose or if he’s just tired from training. He quickly finds himself sweltering in the heat. There’s no escape from it either; Todoroki’s left arm holds him in a loose but firm embrace.
The taller boy’s chest moves as he breathes, and Izuku moves with it since they’re pressed so closely together. With every inhale, he can feel Todoroki’s ribcage expanding, he can hear the sound of his breath, and it makes his head spin. Todoroki’s arm is wrapped around his shoulders, keeping him in place, and he can feel the strength in his muscles pressing against him, and it’s too much, they’re too close to each other, he can’t do this, he’s- he’s too gay for this, goddamnit, he’s-
Todoroki’s head turns towards him, and his breath brushes against Izuku’s curls as he whispers, “Is this alright?”
Izuku nearly lets out a pathetic whimper, but swallows it down at the last second. He then realizes that he’s as tense as a bowstring against Todoroki.
“Mmm hmm,” he manages to get out, forcing himself to relax once again. It’s an incredibly difficult endeavor with all of his senses being hyper focused on Todoroki. Mouth dry, he rasps, “Could- You’re, um, you’re a bit too hot.”
On a number of levels- but Izuku is literally sweating right now.
“Oh, sorry.” The stifling heat quickly simmers down to the usual warmth of Todoroki’s left side and Izuku lets out a sigh of relief.
“Thanks,” he whispers.
“No problem,” Todoroki whispers back, then adds, “Sorry.” Izuku shakes his head against his shoulder. After a few moments, he feels Todoroki shift slightly beneath him. His arm moves a little bit, like he wants to wrap it more around him, but he’s hesitant. They’re not exactly in a super comfortable position for cuddling. They’re both still sitting rather upright, and Izuku can tell that his neck is going to start hurting soon if he keeps leaning against Todoroki’s shoulder like this.
He wants to pull away. He should pull away- this is going to end so badly for him, he thought he’d be able to get over this thing he has for Todoroki but clearly it’s going to be a lot harder than he thought, he’s just going to get himself hurt or worse, make things even weirder between him and Todoroki-
But friends cuddle, don’t they? It wouldn’t be that weird for him and Todoroki to cuddle- everyone else is doing it, they would just be… displaying their affection for each other… as friends do! And Todoroki wants to do it, so… so why shouldn’t he?
…
God, Izuku is so fucked.
Taking a deep breath, he turns and tucks himself into Todoroki’s side, curling his legs up and resting them over the other boy’s thighs. He slides his head closer to his chest rather than his hard shoulder before grabbing his left arm and settling it more comfortably around his torso.
The shift takes no more than five seconds. Izuku is nothing if not a master cuddler.
When he’s done, he leans back and stares resolutely at the TV despite not actually paying a lick of attention to what’s on the screen. Ignoring the flush creeping up his neck, he decides that everything will be fine if he just doesn’t look at Todoroki for the rest of the night. He can’t be sure his heart will handle being this close to Todoroki and seeing his face mere inches from his own.
The seconds that tick by feel like they last for hours. Izuku’s never been so tense before in his life, but he can’t be tense, he can’t let Todoroki know that he’s secretly freaking out- because they’re friends, why would he be freaking out about cuddling?- so he holds his breath instead, waiting for the other boy’s reaction.
It takes a lot longer than it should have for him to realize that Todoroki is the one who’s not breathing.
A jolt of panic hits him. Did he go too far? Todoroki feels really tense- he’s not relaxed at all! He’s not used to this much physical contact, maybe this is a bit too much for him. Izuku doesn’t want to make him uncomfortable. Although, Todoroki is the one that initiated the cuddling. Maybe he just needs some help then…
Craning his neck, he leans up to whisper in the other boy’s ear, “Todoroki-kun. Relax.”
Todoroki’s throat bobs a little as he swallows, but with a shaky exhale his muscles become less rigid, and Izuku’s human pillow becomes a lot more comfortable. Smiling to himself, Izuku quickly tucks his head back under Todoroki’s chin to avoid his gaze and pretends to go back to watching the movie.
After a few moments, Todoroki seems to get a little bit braver and finally starts shifting to get himself in a more comfortable position. He carefully pulls Izuku against his chest before resting his head on top of his curls, letting out a soft sigh. Izuku gulps, heart feeling like it’s about to jump right out of his throat, but… somehow, he starts to feel a little bit braver too, and snuggles closer.
Okay sue him! Yeah, Todoroki doesn’t see him in a romantic way, and probably won’t ever see him in a romantic way, so this is the only chance Izuku will ever get to- to- to be held like this by him! Is he sort of taking advantage of his socially-clueless and oblivious-to-his-feelings friend? Maybe. Does he regret it? He’ll… He’ll find out! Not at the moment, though, because Todoroki is cute and soft and smells nice and let it be known that Midoriya Izuku is a weak man because fuck it!
Izuku closes his eyes and melts into Todoroki’s warmth with a quiet sigh.
He does not anticipate what happens next.
The lounge is dark, the movie is playing in the background, and Izuku is enveloped in a safe, warm, and comfortable embrace, and, well, sleep-deprivation decides to come and kick him in the ass right then and there.
Before he knows it, he passes out against Todoroki’s chest.
“Shh, Bakugou-kun, stop laughing!”
“I- haha- fuck, oh my fucking God, look at his face!”
“Shh, you’ll wake up Midoriya-kun!”
“‘Bout to fucking burst into flames-!”
“Bakugou-kun!”
“Stop teasing!”
“Aww, Midori-kun is so cute when he’s asleep!”
“Shh!”
“Let’s draw on his face!”
“Don’t you dare!”
“Leave him alone, man.”
“Guys, shut up.”
“Shh!”
“What? He should know better than to fall asleep in a public place.”
“He should know better than to fall asleep on IcyHot-”
“Dude.”
“BAHAHAHAHA-!”
“SHHH!”
“Should we wake him up?”
“No.”
“But he needs to go to bed!”
“I’ll take him.”
“HAHAHA- Wait, fuck you, no I’ll take him- hey wait!”
“I’ve got him.”
“And keep your voice down, Bakugou-kun!”
“Fuck off. Give ‘im here, IcyHot.”
“I said I’ve got him.”
“...”
“...”
“... Are they just gonna keep glaring at each other?”
“Guys, come on, just- don’t wake him up. He’s always so tired nowadays…”
“Yeah. I don’t… I don’t think he’s been sleeping too well…”
“Poor Midoriya-kun…”
“I’m gonna take him up to his room. Alright?”
“...Tch. If you wanna carry his heavy ass that bad, fucking go ahead then.”
“Good night, Midoriya-kun!”
“Shh!”
“Good night, Midoriya-kun!”
“Sweet dreams!”
“God, he’s so cute!”
“Quit being fucking creepy, Racoon Eyes.”
“Alright, alright, now off to bed with the rest of you.”
“Boo.”
Izuku doesn’t remember anything after falling asleep in the lounge, but for a brief, fleeting moment, his mind claws its way back to semi-consciousness. He’s still comfortable, there’s still a soft weight underneath and wrapped around him, but it’s not warm anymore. Fingers brush through his curls, gently pushing them back, making his scalp tingle pleasantly. The hand slowly comes down to cup his cheek, and he subconsciously leans into the palm with a sigh. He slips back into unconsciousness soon after.
For the first time since Kamino, he sleeps without having a single nightmare.
Notes:
Holy fuck I almost forgot to update today. Legit wasn't even thinking of it until I got an notification that someone left a review and then I was like OH SHIT ITS TUESDAY-
Anyway
Tell me what you thought of this chapter! Dumb gays be dumb. Do you think they can get any dumber? Find out next chapter!
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Next chapter, brainless gays' attempt at courting continues
Chapter 40: The Prince
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Focus, Midoriya-kun!” Recovery Girl says sharply.
Izuku startles out of his wandering thoughts for the third time that day. “Sorry, Recovery Girl!” He apologizes, hastily continuing to fill in the mock-test she created for him.
His mentor frowns in disapproval. “Your exam is tomorrow,” she says, “I don’t know what you’re so distracted about, but push it out of your mind until after you’ve gotten your license.”
“Of course,” Izuku immediately obliges, but internally he sighs. He wishes it was that easy.
God, he can’t believe he fell asleep on Todoroki! Cuddling is one thing but that- He might as well have taken the friendship cake Todoroki made and thrown it up! Ugh, he’s so embarrassed, he almost couldn’t even bring himself to drag his sorry ass out of bed this morning. He was too scared to go down to the first floor for breakfast in fear of coming across Todoroki so he just stayed in his room and ate snacks that he had stored until it was time to go to training, then all but bolted out the door.
Izuku stifles a sigh, struggling to focus on his task at hand while his mind is busy running circles around Todoroki. There’s only the barest sliver of hope for him and their friendship in the fact that Todoroki is rather naive when it comes to social intimacy. So he might not even be aware that Izuku falling asleep on him was a pretty… gay thing to do. Or that their whole cuddle session was maybe a little too cuddly to be considered normal for friends. Izuku can still hope.
The next sigh is a bit harder to stifle. He feels Recovery Girl’s stern glare prickling his skin and ducks his head.
He does his best to not think about Todoroki throughout the rest of the day. Recovery Girl is right- he really does need to concentrate on preparing for tomorrow’s exam. It’s probably one of the most important tests he’ll ever take in his life, but despite his efforts to focus, his mind keeps wandering back to the bi-colored boy.
It’s frustrating- and it’s exactly what he wanted to avoid! He knew he would get distracted by Todoroki! That’s why he told himself to just be friends, to not try and pursue anything romantic because it wouldn’t lead anywhere anyways, and look what happened! His provisional license exam is tomorrow, and all he can think about is Todoroki! God, he’s such an idiot!
Izuku grits his teeth and stubbornly ignores the sharp ache in his heart. He pushes through the day, treating the decent number of hero students, from first to third-years, that come in with injuries from their training. He’s just in the middle of healing Monoma, who hurt himself trying to use two quirks at once, when the person he least wants to see enters.
“-only a minor setback, of course,” the blond is saying in a gloating tone, “I’ve already perfected three ultimate moves.”
Izuku is busy analyzing his dislocated finger, but he lets false awe color his voice as he drawls, “Really? Three?”
Normally he doesn’t really mind flattering his hero patients to make them easier to deal with, but today his heart’s not really in it. Thankfully, Monoma still seems to buy it and tosses his head with a smug smirk.
“Yeah,” he says, “Tomorrow’s exam will be a breeze, no doubt. I just feel bad for the other examinees, they don’t even know what’s-” He suddenly cuts himself off and Izuku glances up to his face twisting into a too-wide grin. “Oh ho ho, what’s this? The strongest student in class 1-A got injured?”
Izuku’s eyes widen and he whips his head around. Todoroki is standing in the doorway of the infirmary, his face a bloodied mess. Their eyes meet.
“Isn’t that weird? I thought class A was supposed to be better than class B? What’s their star student doing here? Isn’t that weird? Why are you-”
Izuku sets Monoma’s finger without warning.
The blond lets out a strangled yelp and Izuku quickly heals him with his quirk. “Alright, time to go back to class, Monoma-kun,” he says, struggling to keep his voice light and airy.
Monoma flexes his finger and opens his mouth to complain about the rough treatment, but there must be something in Izuku’s expression because he seems to realize that that was an order and not a suggestion. He glances at Todoroki with an arched brow, then looks back at Izuku, then smirks and turns away with his nose in the air. He attempts to shoulder-check Todoroki on his way out, but the taller boy steps aside to let him pass, keeping his eyes on Izuku the entire time.
The greenette can’t tell if it’s nerves that make his heart flutter, or something else. God, he wishes Recovery Girl hadn’t just stepped out to make a call a couple of minutes ago. Nothing good ever happens when he and Todoroki are alone lately, and after last night, Izuku can hardly stand to look at the other boy without wanting to melt into a puddle of sheer embarrassment.
There’s a long pause, and then Todoroki’s thick, nasally voice breaks the silence. “Can I come in?”
He sounds so different than usual that it’s enough to jerk Izuku back to attention. Todoroki’s nose is clearly broken and is bleeding pretty heavily. Startling, Izuku goes into healer mode and immediately ushers him inside, ordering him to sit on one of the beds while he pulls out gauze from the cabinet.
“How did this happen?” He asks, gently pressing the gauze to his nose.
Todoroki winces slightly and replies, “Bakugou was practicing one of his ultimate moves on a big rock and he accidentally, uh, blasted it into my face.”
Izuku rolls his eyes and sighs, “Kacchan.”
“It was an accident.” Todoroki shrugs.
“Still, he should be more careful,” Izuku says, trying to wipe away the blood so he can see the break better. He leans closer, tilting Todoroki’s chin with his other hand as he analyzes the injury. It doesn’t seem too bad, actually, most of the blood is coming from scratches from the rock, he could set the break itself pretty easily…
Todoroki’s eyes flicker up to his. He suddenly realizes just how close they are as he peers at the other boy’s face and jerks away, a flush creeping up his neck.
He mentally scolds himself. This is so unprofessional! Right now, before anything else, Todoroki is his patient! He should do damn well to remember that! Focus on his injuries and then anything else can come afterwards!
Inhaling sharply, he straightens up and forces himself to keep a professional tone as he says, “It doesn’t look too bad, so I’m just going to set it now, unless you’d prefer to wait for Recovery Girl to come back in a few minutes. If not, then I’ll go ahead, and I’ll try not to make it hurt too much but you might get a gush of blood before I heal you, so get ready with that gauze, alright?”
Todoroki nods. “Alright.”
He and Izuku switch out holding the gauze and the freckled boy gets to work on setting his nose. A quick push, a wince, and small energy transfer later, and Todoroki’s nose is as good as new.
Izuku takes the now blood-soaked gauze from Todoroki and drops it into the trash can. Then, he grabs a fresh one and starts carefully wiping away the rest of the blood off of Todoroki’s face. It’s not really something he pays much mind to- it’s something he would do with anyone because blood is kind of gross and he doesn’t like to leave a mess, but, well, it does go a bit beyond his job to clean up heroes. He doesn’t even really realize he’s started to do it until about ten seconds in when he drags the gauze over where Todoroki’s scar once was.
Izuku freezes. Todoroki’s face is in his hand, the boy sitting still and compliant in front of him. His lashes- grey on the right, red on the left- flutter as he blinks, heterochromatic eyes watching him with a sharp, attentive gaze, as if calculating and analyzing his every movement. Izuku swallows, his mouth going dry.
It’s a familiar feeling, to be held hostage by those eyes. They make his hands shake slightly as he slowly forces himself to continue cleaning up Todoroki’s face, unable to tear his gaze away from the other boy’s. The blood clears, but still, he remains trapped, feeling as if he’s being held in a vice-grip, some unseeable force keeping his eyes locked with Todoroki’s. His hand is still on Todoroki’s jaw, his fingertips just barely brushing his hair, and he knows, he knows from experience, that if he slid his hand back into his hair, it would be as soft as silk. Would Todoroki let him? It’s a crazy thought, but with how close they were last night, and with the way he’s looking at him now, some part of Izuku thinks… maybe he just might…
Then Todoroki starts to stand. It’s slow, he just shifts, inching forward, sliding off the bed. But he’s taller than Izuku, and the height difference between them suddenly seems a lot more noticeable now that they’re so close to each other. Izuku has to take a step back to let him get on the ground, and that makes his hand slip off his face, and then the moment- or whatever this charged tension between them was- is broken and Izuku loses his nerve.
Anxiety claws at his throat and he ducks his head, hastily backing away to give Todoroki space. His face burns and his chest feels terrifyingly tight, but he gives himself a mental shake and squeezes his eyes shut, forcing away the sting and only opening them again when he feels like he has somewhat control over himself.
When he lifts his head, he sees Todoroki still standing by the bed, looking at his reflection in the mirror on the wall. Izuku watches as he lifts his hand and touches the spot where his scar once was, then smiles softly.
“It still surprises me sometimes,” he says after a long moment of silence, “I’ll roll out of bed in the morning, pass by a mirror, and have to do a double-take.” He lets out a quiet huff of laughter. Izuku knows he should smile in response, but he just watches warily.
“But I’m glad it’s gone,” Todoroki continues, still gazing at his reflection with an odd look in his eyes, “My mother cried when she first saw me without it.” A spike of fear goes through Izuku, but Todoroki doesn’t seem upset. Instead, his soft eyes grow a little warmer. “It’ll be easier now without it. There’ll be no constant reminder of what happened. We’ve both truly forgiven each other. And… we can move on now.”
Even though there isn’t much inflection in his voice, he somehow sounds immensely relieved. Izuku’s heart aches.
Then, Todoroki turns to look at him. “It’s all thanks to you,” he says.
Izuku startles and shakes his head. “Oh, no-”
“No,” Todoroki interrupts, hardly letting him get a word in, “Seriously, I owe everything to you.” He takes a step towards Izuku, holding his gaze steadily as he says, “I would never have used my left side without you. I would have done exactly as you said and let my hatred for my father grow and hold me back and turn me into a bitter person.” He takes another step. “And I would never have been brave enough to mend my bond with my mother. So seriously, Midoriya-kun.” He stops in front of Izuku, gazing at him earnestly. “Thank you.”
Izuku blinks owlishly, feeling his jaw go slightly slack. Cheeks burning, he swallows and stammers, “Oh- uh… you’re welcome.”
He gives a wobbly smile, but on the inside he’s a little confused. Where the hell did that come from? His gratitude is heartwarming, definitely, but a little… out of the blue? Izuku isn’t sure what prompted it.
Todoroki smiles back, but says nothing else. Silence falls between them. A bead of sweat trickles down Izuku’s temple as his pulse flutters nervously. Why is Todoroki still here? Izuku already healed him, so what else does he want? Does he- Oh God, is he going to bring up what happened last night? Crap, of course, no wonder he’s not leaving, he’s going to take advantage of the fact that they’re alone and Izuku can’t run away.
Izuku can’t run away, can he? He honestly considers it, but no- Todoroki is standing pretty close to him- too close- and Izuku’s back is only an inch or so away from the bed, so he’s trapped. As much as he doesn’t want to, he has to have this conversation.
Izuku shifts uncomfortably and bites his lip anxiously, dropping his gaze to the floor. He sighs.
God, this is going to suck.
Taking a deep breath, he looks up. “Listen, Todoroki-”
Todoroki grabs his face and kisses him.
Izuku’s brain short-circuits.
Stalls for about five seconds.
Re-routes.
Then,
“WHAT THE FUCK?!?” He shrieks in a broken voice, pushing Todoroki away so hard the other boy’s back hits the opposite bed. Todoroki stumbles and stares at him with wide eyes as Izuku sputters, “You just- I- you-” He touches his tingling lips. Confusion and frustration finally reaches it’s breaking point and he screeches, “Todoroki-kun, what?!?”
Todoroki stares like a deer caught in headlights. “I-I’m so sorry! I just- I thought- I-I mean, is this… is this not okay?” His alarmed voice suddenly takes on a hesitant tone that manages to cut through Izuku’s panic. He goes still. “I thought after…” Todoroki says uncertainly. His eyes glisten with some emotion, and it takes a moment for Izuku to realize that they’re shining with hurt. His heart jolts. “I mean, I thought after Kamino Ward…” He trails off, but the unspoken ‘things were different’ hangs in the air.
Izuku gapes at him, head spinning as he processes his words. Does… Does that mean…?
“Yes!” He squawks. Todoroki’s head snaps up. “I mean, yes! But you- I- What?!? I didn’t think you thought- and then you never- gah!” He groans in frustration and clutches his head. “I didn’t know where I stood with you! I mean, during Kamino we were running on adrenaline and emotions were high and… I don’t know! I thought maybe it could have just been a heat-of-the moment kind of thing, so I didn’t want to assume… anything, you know?” He sighs, fidgeting, “I don’t know, I just didn’t want to make you uncomfortable in case you… didn’t want... that... too…”
He starts losing his confidence and trailing off because Todoroki is staring at him like he’s insane.
“Are you crazy?” Todoroki asks incredulously, “Of course I want to be with you.”
He says this so resolutely, so matter-of-factly, like there’s not a doubt in his mind that that is what he wants out of life, that for a moment Izuku’s heart stops completely, unable to withstand the power of Todoroki’s sheer will. His breath hitches and he feels dizzy.
“I felt bad,” Todoroki continues, “I took advantage of you when you were emotionally vulnerable and were- literally bleeding to death and- I just- I wanted to- We did things out of order!” He suddenly says the last part loudly and lets out a frustrated growl. Izuku blinks in confusion. “I just-” Todoroki clenches his fists and averts his gaze. “Sometimes I talk about you when I visit my mother-” Izuku nearly has a heart attack at this. “-And sometimes my sister is there too and my sister- she reads these shoujo mangas and they always talk about how you need to make a person like you first by talking to them and doing nice things for them and then you kiss them. So that’s what I started doing.” Todoroki’s shoulders sag. “But I guess I wasn’t very good at it if you were so surprised by me kissing you again…”
Izuku’s jaw is practically on the floor. His brain can hardly process what his ears are hearing. It doesn’t make any sense- shoujo mangas? Todoroki hasn’t been copying from one of those, he’s just been pretending like the kiss never even happened and very firmly sticking him in the friendzone. But… now that Izuku thinks about it…
“That’s what that was?” Realization hits. “Wait, so when you came to my room during move-in day- that wasn’t just awkward small talk, you actually wanted to know… just silly little details about my life? About my cat?”
Todoroki blanches. “You thought it was awkward?”
Izuku winces apologetically, then his eyes widen. “Wait, the cake too? That wasn’t a friendship peace offering-” Todoroki looks incredibly confused. “-You were trying to woo me!” Izuku declares with a grin, pointing at Todoroki in triumph. The boy’s confused expression turns into embarrassment and he flushes, averting his gaze. Izuku’s heart melts. “Todoroki-kun,” he says softly, “That’s really sweet.”
Todoroki instantly perks up like a puppy, eyes brightening. A smile grows on Izuku’s face without him needing to think about it and he ducks his head shyly. “During move-in day, when we were alone in my room, you didn’t say anything about the kiss, so I thought… maybe you just wanted to forget about it…” He explains.
Todoroki shakes his head rapidly. “No, I don’t want to! I don’t think I could even if I tried!” He immediately shuts his mouth right after, ears tinging pink.
Izuku can’t help letting out a little giggle, immeasurable relief leaving him feeling like he’s on cloud nine. “Me neither,” he rasps.
Todoroki’s eyes light up and he smiles. There’s a brief moment of silence in which the two gaze at each other happily. Then, he gestures to Izuku and hesitantly asks, “So… Um… Can- Can I…?”
Izuku blinks innocently, then his eyes widen in realization. “Oh- Oh! Oh, right, yes- um-” He glances around quickly, not quite knowing what to do with himself. “Right, yeah, let’s- let’s do that- so, just, um, okay... okay, yeah, how should we- oh!”
Todoroki is already striding across the space between the two beds. Nerves shoot up from Izuku’s stomach into his throat and he feels a blush blossom across his face. “Oh! Okay, cool, so-”
Then Todoroki’s right in front of him and his hand is on his cheek and wow this is moving fast. Izuku knows his eyes must be wide eyes saucers and he clamps his mouth shut to prevent his heart from escaping his lips- but wait, should he open his mouth? No, that’s for serious kissing, isn’t it? How do people kiss? How the hell did he do this last time? Oh, fuck, Todoroki’s face is really close now-
Warm lips press against his. It’s… drier than last time. Probably due to the lack of blood and tears. They hold for a few seconds, and then Izuku thinks, ‘Now what?’
There’s a soft puff of air against his skin and Izuku suddenly remembers that he needs to breathe. That’s probably why he’s so dizzy. He exhales through his mouth and kind of ends up breathing directly on Todoroki’s lips, which is a little weird, so he tries breathing through his nose instead. Much better.
They have to put a small, half-centimeter of space between them in order to exhale, but Todoroki immediately presses their lips together again. His hand curves around Izuku’s jaw, tilting his head slightly so that their noses aren’t smashed together, and this angle is a lot more comfortable now. Their lips don’t move much against each other, but when they break apart slightly, they go right back into another kiss.
They’re both hesitant, testing the waters to see what’s okay and what’s not. Izuku doesn’t know what to do with his hands, but he kind of feels like he’s two seconds away from passing out, so clinging to Todoroki for dear life sounds good. He slides hands up Todoroki’s back and clutches his broad shoulders, digging his fingers into the hard muscle. In response, he feels Todoroki’s free arm slip around his waist, and he nearly dies right then and there.
The kiss deepens. Todoroki presses a bit closer and tilts his head so that Izuku’s bottom lip catches between his. The freckled boy inhales, a pleasant tingling starting to pool in his stomach. This is actually beginning to feel quite nice. Todoroki’s other hand starts to slide towards the back of Izuku’s head, fingers tangling in his curls as he gently guides him into his kisses. He seems to want to take the lead, and Izuku is more than willing to follow, but something niggles in the back of his mind.
After a few moments, he reluctantly pulls away and pants, “You’re- haah- a lot better at this than the, uh, the first time.”
Todoroki leans his forehead against his and whispers in a low, husky voice, “I Googled it.” Before diving in to kiss him again.
Izuku struggles not to laugh.
Todoroki kisses him a bit more insistently this time. There’s still some hesitance, and Izuku is still a little nervous, but he welcomes Todoroki enthusiastically, and the taller boy presses into him with a renewed eagerness. He steps closer, Izuku steps backwards, and his lower back hits the edge of the bed, and Todoroki steps closer still, leaning into him, forcing his head to tip back even further as he devours his mouth. Their lips move against each other, slowly at first, then they become a bit bolder, more demanding. Fingers tangle in Izuku’s curls, pulling lightly at his scalp, and a little shiver of pleasure causes his whole body to tremble. Todoroki makes a low noise in the back of his throat.
There’s a sudden sense of urgency in the air. Todoroki kisses him like he’s finally eating a dessert that he’s been waiting ages for, relentlessly claiming his lips over and over again like he can’t get enough. Izuku feels like he’s about to be swept away by the storm that is Todoroki Shouto, and by God, he is not complaining.
Teeth gently nip at his lower lip and Izuku’s breath hitches, sparks shooting down his spine. A warm, wet tongue flicks briefly over the nipped spot, soothing it, and Izuku is starting to feel a little light-headed. He pulls away slightly, just to readjust, to give him some space to breathe, to think, but Todoroki chases after his lips persistently, determined to make his head spin endlessly.
Izuku clings to his shoulders like a lifeline as the coiling pressure in his stomach increases with every breath Todoroki steals from him. The arm wrapped around his lower back keeps him firmly trapped against Todoroki’s chest, the taller boy practically bending him backwards as he leans him towards the bed.
All of the sudden, their pelvises rub together just so and a jolt of electricity goes through Izuku, a strangled whine escaping his lips. Todoroki lets out a guttural groan too and rolls his hips against his again, making Izuku hiss and dig his fingers into the hard muscles of his shoulders. Every inch of him is surrounded by Todoroki, by his scent, his touch- it’s overwhelming, it’s too much, it’s not enough.
A foot steps between his legs, Todoroki reaches down with his hand to press his hip against the mattress and-
“Oi, Zuku do you know where- WHAT THE FUCK?!?”
Izuku immediately jerks away from Todoroki with a wet ‘plop’ and whips his head around to see Kacchan standing in the doorway. The blond’s face is white as a sheet, his jaw slack in shock and his expression a mix of pure, unadulterated horror and disgust.
Then, Kirishima’s friendly face pops over his shoulder. When his eyes land on Izuku and Todoroki’s compromising position, he breaks out into a toothy grin. “Oh, hell yeah, finally!”
Izuku’s cheeks burn.
Kacchan just keeps staring at them with wide, horrified eyes. “What the fuck?” He whispers, aghast.
Kirishima, on the other hand, just keeps grinning. “Yeah, get ‘im, Todoroki-kun!” He cheers, flashing him a thumbs up, “I’ll take care of this guy!”
Hardening himself, Kirishima wraps his arms around a stunned Kacchan’s chest and starts dragging him away, closing the door behind him with his foot. There’s a moment of silence, then-
“Wait a minute, wait a minute, wAIT A FUCKING MINUTE GET YOUR FUCKING PAWS OFF HIM YOU BASTARD!”
The door shudders violently as Kacchan starts banging against it and, from the sounds of it, starts trying to blow it up. There’s a grunt, and then sounds of scuffling occur as Kirishima presumably tackles him.
“Bro, I thought you wanted this to happen!”
“I DIDN’T THINK HE’D ACTUALLY FUCKING DO IT FUCK OFF IT’S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE!”
The grunting and explosions continue.
Izuku stares at the door in dismay. Somebody please kill him. Please, can the earth just open up and swallow him whole right now?
Todoroki, who hasn’t moved a single inch and is still pinning Izuku against the bed by his hips, gazes at the door for a few moments, seeming entirely unconcerned by the interruption, before he turns back to Izuku and leans forward to kiss him again.
“Todoroki-kun!” Izuku sputters, turning his face away. But Todoroki doesn’t stop, he just plops his forehead down on Izuku’s shoulder and pouts. Izuku’s heart flutters, but the sounds of Kacchan and Kirishima’s scuffling are too close for his comfort. “They’re right outside,” he tells him.
It should be the end of it. Obviously, they can’t make out with their friends mere feet from them. But when Izuku tries to squirm out of Todoroki’s grip, the taller boy still doesn’t let him go. Izuku hears him grumble unintelligibly under his breath.
“Todoroki-kun,” he says chastisingly, “Come on.”
Todoroki’s hands flex on his hips, and his hair drags along his shoulder as he moves his head closer to his neck. Izuku can feel the hot puff of his breath on his collar bone. He swallows, suddenly growing nervous.
“We’re in the infirmary,” he says a little dizzily, “This is inappropriate.”
Todoroki responds by kissing his neck and Izuku gasps, squirming even more. “To-Todoroki-kun! Oh-” His breath hitches when Todoroki’s lips pepper kisses over the scarred skin of his throat.
“Come- Come on now, Todoroki-kun, that-that’s enough,” he stutters breathlessly, shuddering in the other boy’s grasp. He tries to crane his head away, but that only gives more for Todoroki to kiss. His lips find a particularly sensitive spot underneath Izuku’s ear and the freckled boy jolts, squealing, “Recovery Girl will be back any second!”
Finally, that seems to deter Todoroki enough for him to stop. Izuku lets out a sigh of relief as he pulls away, but the other boy looks so utterly disgruntled at having to do so that Izuku can’t help but giggle.
His heart softens a little. Well, if Todoroki really has been trying for so long to woo him, can he really blame the guy for getting a bit carried away?
Smiling shyly, Izuku leans up on his tippy-toes and gently kisses Todoroki on the forehead. “We can, um, continue that another time,” he says, blushing nervously.
Todoroki perks up.
The door slides open.
“Do I even want to know why there are scorch marks on my door?” Recovery Girl asks, eying said door warily as she walks in. Todoroki quickly steps away from Izuku and the latter immediately straightens up, trying to subtly fix his rumpled clothing without his mentor noticing.
“Oh! Uh…” Izuku glances at the empty hallway. Kirishima must’ve somehow dragged Kacchan away. “Kacchan was here and he was, uh, a little upset.”
Recovery Girl sniffs. “Glad I missed that, then. Sorry I was gone for so long, Doctor Akada-san kept yammering on.” As she starts walking over to her desk, she glances pointedly at Todoroki. “And you? Are you injured or-?”
Todoroki startles. “Oh! No- uh, no, he fixed me. I’ll go now. Uh-” He glances at Izuku, then quickly looks away. “Bye.”
He disappears without another glance at either of them, leaving Izuku alone with Recovery Girl. The greenette shifts uncomfortably, all too aware of the flush in his face and how messy his clothes and hair must be. His mentor gazes after Todoroki for a moment, an extra wrinkle in her brow, then turns to look at him. Dread curls in his stomach, and he prays to whatever god there is out there that she doesn’t figure it out. But apparently the world is cruel and there is no god, because then her eyes widen ever so slightly in realization, and Izuku is doomed.
“You know what, it’s almost 4PM-” Izuku says, glancing at the clock. Fifteen minutes ‘till. Close enough, he can clock out early, can’t he? “So, uh, can I just… go?”
Please?
Recovery Girl is feeling merciful today, because her face smoothes into neutral amusement as she nods and says, “Yes, yes, you may go.”
“Thank you.” Izuku gathers his things with lightning speed, not noticing that Recovery Girl has gotten up and made her way back across the room until she’s meeting him at the door as he’s escaping into the hallway.
“And Midoriya-kun?”
“Yes?” He turns around, his stomach sinking at the sight of the twinkle in his mentor’s eyes.
She smiles. “I know Todoroki-kun is very cute, but please keep any intimate activities out of my office. Thank you.”
The door closes in his face.
Izuku buries his face in his hands and lets out a long, pitiful groan of embarrassment.
Katsuki wants to burn his eyes out. The image of IcyHot chewing on Zuku’s face as he pins him to the bed is seared into his brain, making the blond want to puke his guts out, and then blast the half n’ half bastard all the way across Japan.
How fucking dare he?!?
His pupils narrow into pinpricks, fiery, hot rage pooling into his veins.
“I am going to kill that motherfucker,” he hisses as he stomps through the hallway, hackles raised.
Shitty Hair appears at his side, jogging to keep up. “Aw, come on, man, it’s not that bad!”
Katsuki whips his head towards him. “Not that bad? Not that bad?” He snarls in his face, “He was fucking swapping spit with my Zuku!”
Shitty Hair blinks, sweat-dropping, and laughs nervously. “Haha, yeah, but, uh… you know… it seemed like he was having a good time?” Katsuki’s eye twitches and Shitty Hair throws his hands up. “Midoriya-kun, I mean!”
Katsuki bares his teeth and swings back around, continuing to stomp down the hall. “Zuku is too soft-hearted for his own good- he’d fall for any moron with a pretty face,” he growls dismissively, then narrows his eyes, “But that bastard- fuck, after everything, I thought maybe he fucking-” He cuts himself off, gritting his teeth as he glares at the ground.
He thought IcyHot fucking understood. Yeah, he knew the guy had a thing for Zuku, but that was just something to laugh at, an annoyance at most when the bastard got a little too close for comfort. He didn’t think he’d actually act on it, he thought he understood how- what Zuku is to him! He thought he respected that enough not to act on it! But he still- Katsuki has laid out all of his insecurities before him, he knows just how important Zuku is to him, he knows all of this, and he still-
Katsuki grits his teeth, a sharp sting that feels far too close to betrayal pricking his heart.
“Damn it,” he hisses under his breath.
Shitty Hair watches him silently. There’s a hint of confusion in his eyes, but he simply plasters on a smile and puts a hand on Katsuki’s shoulder.
“Hey, man- all that’s important is Midoriya-kun’s happiness, right?” He asks. Katsuki glances at him sharply. Shitty Hair tilts his head, gazing at him imploringly. “That’s all you want, isn’t it? For him to be happy?”
He thinks of new scars, of dark circles under tired eyes, of a haunted gaze after a bad nightmare, of all the lingering effect of his failure-
“Of fucking course I do!” He snaps.
“Good.” Shitty Hair smiles. “Then it shouldn’t be that hard.” He shrugs. “I mean, I know you don’t really like Todoroki-kun, but honestly, I think he could be really good for Midoriya-kun!”
“But why the fuck does he need him? Why the fuck am I not enough for him?” Kacchan blurts out, then snaps his jaws shut.
Shitty Hair hardly skips a beat though, and immediately shakes his head. “It’s not that you’re not enough! No way, man!” He meets Katsuki’s agitated gaze and gives him a cocky grin. “It’s just that you don’t bake him shitty cakes or walk into walls at the sight of his delicious abs or nearly burst into flames when he falls asleep on your shoulder-” He laughs. “It’s just different, man. You can like people in different ways, you know?” He sobers up slightly, his smile growing softer as he gazes at Katsuki. “And… what you have with Midoriya-kun… that will always be yours. I mean, Todoroki-kun’s not gonna take that away from you. He couldn’t, even if he tried! You guys have been by each other’s side all your lives, and you’ll always be there for him, so… you know…” Shitty Hair scratches the back of his head, struggling to find his words, before he just gives up and says, “You’ve got nothing to worry about!”
Katsuki stares at him, processing his words. What he has with Zuku…
IcyHot’s words echo in his ears, “I know you have something special with him and I respect that, believe me, I do…”
He and Zuku do have something special, something that even IcyHot himself has acknowledged. Years of being by each others’ side, of playing together, of fighting, learning, growing- of course Todoroki can’t take that away from him! Did he really think that a pretty face and a few weeks of awkward flirting would replace years of friendship and loyalty? No way! Shitty Hair’s right, he doesn’t have anything to worry about!
The knot in his chest loosens slightly, and he starts to feel a little stupid. Of course Zuku wouldn’t replace him with IcyHot. He may find him charming or whatever, but what they’ve got is different.
Katsuki blinks.
What they’ve got is different.
He glances at Shitty Hair. The redhead’s friendship with him is a strange one. For some reason, Shitty Hair seems to actually like him, and for some other reason, Katsuki actually seems to like him back. He can be incredibly stupid and annoying at times, but Katsuki found himself relying heavily on his cheer to keep him calm during Zuku’s rescue. He’s not emotionally stunted enough to not be able to admit his own feelings to himself. Being able to admit them to other people is another matter entirely.
But as he trudges through the hallway with the redhead, he thinks of the way he likes Shitty Hair versus the way he likes Zuku. They’re wildly different, but… both ways are equally important to him. The emotions aren’t stronger on one side, even though he kind of feels like they should be since he’s known Zuku longer, but... he really likes Shitty Hair and he can’t imagine his life without the idiotic redhead in it.
So it must be the same for Zuku then. The way he likes IcyHot... it’s the same way Katsuki likes Shitty Hair. And even though Zuku may hold him and IcyHot the same value in emotions… he’s not being replaced by IcyHot. Because it’s like they’re not even competing in the same field.
Katsuki clenches his jaw. IcyHot... He thinks of the way Zuku looks at him with his sparkling eyes, how IcyHot’s gaze softens at the sight of him. He thinks of how he made sure to include him in the rescue plan because he knew how important it would be to him, even though he could have gone ahead with the others without him. He thinks of the pain in his voice when he talked about how he failed to protect Zuku. He thinks of his determination to get Zuku back, and how it rivaled his own. How he did the most important thing of all, the thing that Katsuki still has trouble doing when it comes to Zuku- he succeeded. How he got all protective over him during the movie night and insisted on carrying him to bed, even when Katsuki teased and challenged him in front of everyone.
And the thing is- for all his taunting and nagging, IcyHot never let Katsuki push him around, never let him push him away from Zuku. Katsuki can- begrudgingly- respect that. It shows that he’s not a little bitch that will run away as soon as things get hard.
It shows that he’s serious about this.
Katsuki grits his teeth. Fuck. He doesn’t like this. Part of him feels he’s losing Zuku, in a way. And he still doesn’t like IcyHot one bit. But, if Zuku’s going to be dating anyone, then as his best friend it’s Katsuki’s duty to make sure that he’s going to be treated like a goddamn prince.
So, he lets out a slow, steady exhale, and says in a deadly calm voice, “I need to have a talk with IcyHot.”
“Okay…” Shitty Hair nods, eyeing him warily, “Just… don’t kill him please?”
“No promises.”
They reach Heights Alliance, and Katsuki stations himself right outside IcyHot’s dorm waiting for the other boy to arrive. As soon as he steps out of the elevator and their eyes meet, Katsuki fixes him with a glare and jerks his thumb over his shoulder.
“Inside. Now.” He growls.
IcyHot nods, expressionless, and moves to open his door. Katsuki follows him into his room, casting a quick, judgemental glance at the tatami flooring, before IcyHot turns to face him. He inclines his head, signaling him to speak.
Katsuki levels him with a glowering look. Not ten minutes ago, he was playing tonsil hockey with Katsuki’s precious childhood friend. His lip curls.
“Listen here, you candy-cane primadonna, because I’m only gonna say this one fucking time,” he spits, “That shit was fucking disgusting, and I don’t ever wanna see it again.” IcyHot stares at him, unphased. Katsuki sneers, “I still don’t fucking like you, but for some reason, Zuku does. It boggles my fucking mind, really- I don’t get what he sees in you. You’ve been a pain in my ass since day one at UA, but of course you’re the one I catch Zuku dry humping in the nurse’s office!” He lets out a sharp, bitter bark of laughter, gritting his teeth as he glares at IcyHot.
The other boy gazes at him impassively, his face carefully blank, like he’s a fucking robot or something. It fills Katsuki’s chest with hot rage. He’s so different from Zuku- Zuku is emotional and soft-hearted and stubborn and far too kind for his own good but it’s his best quality and how the hell will it work between someone like him and a stone-cold bitch like IcyHot who doesn’t feel a fucking thing?!?
-But that’s not true. That’s not true and Katsuki knows it because he’s seen past his cold exterior, broken down by failure that he knows all too well, and he’s seen the wildfire crackling beneath, blazing with determination to save Zuku. He knows that IcyHot is far from emotionless. And the icy facade only ever seems to melt when it comes to Zuku…
Katsuki huffs through his nose, chest aching. Zuku. How does he do this to them? Doesn’t even have a combative quirk, and yet he has such a terrifying amount of power over the two strongest students of class 1-A. Probably everyone in class 1-A, if not the entire school at this point. It’s just the effect he has on people. Katsuki has seen it throughout their entire lives; has watched people flock to Zuku like moths to an open flame, drawn to his genuine sweetness and warm smiles that he gives out so generously like they don’t make everyone’s day just a bit brighter and- fuck, it’s really a goddamn wonder Zuku hasn’t been snatched up by someone sooner. Katsuki needs to make sure IcyHot is damn well aware of just how fucking lucky he is that his friend has even decided to so much as lay eyes on him.
Taking a deep breath, he growls in a low voice, “I’ve known Zuku practically my entire life. I know him like the back of my fucking hand. I know that he is trusting, and that he is kind, and that he is more than you or I will ever deserve.” He spits out the words, fixing the other boy with a fierce glare and ignoring the stinging in his eyes as he peels his lips back and snarls, “I don’t fucking like you, but I love him, and you’re gonna fucking make him happy whether you like it or not! Midoriya Izuku is the best thing in our lives, so everything you do from here on out is for him, alright? Every battle you fight, every sacrifice you make, is for him! You’re going to give him everything you have, and then more! You give him the best life! Fucking got it?!?”
His voice has risen to a shout by the end of it and he glowers at IcyHot with his teeth bared, waiting for him to respond. The other boy is silent, staring at him with slightly wide eyes, but after a moment his expression smoothes out and he presses his lips together, giving a short, resolute nod. His eyes are steely with a silent promise.
“Got it,” he says.
Katsuki’s nostrils flare. “Good!” He snaps, then adds, “And if you break his heart, I’m blasting you to bits!”
IcyHot nods again. “I wouldn’t expect anything less from you.”
God, he’s so fucking calm, it just makes Katsuki want to-
“Good!” He whirls around, shoving his sweaty hands in his pockets. “Fucking bye, then!” He stomps towards the door.
Zuku would be upset if he blew up his new boyfriend.
Admittedly, maybe Izuku should have known better than to go to Todoroki’s room. With Kacchan’s room so close by, and the fact that he left the infirmary sooner than them, he probably should have been more wary. But he didn’t hear any noises coming from the blond’s room, so he assumed that Kirishima took him somewhere else! It was only natural then that he would hope that perhaps he and Todoroki could perhaps continue where they had left off in the infirmary.
But before he can even knock on the door, it swings open and Kacchan appears on the other side. Izuku lets out an embarrassing squawk and stumbles back in surprise. Kacchan doesn’t even stop moving and just grabs him by the front of the shirt.
“Alright, you’re next,” he grunts, dragging him along as he turns and starts walking towards the greenette’s room. He opens the door, glaring at Izuku for leaving it unlocked, and pushes the stumbling boy inside.
“Kacchan!” Izuku stammers, clumsily regaining his balance as he whirls around to see the blond kicking the door closed behind him and fixing him with an irritated look. He swallows nervously. “I… uh-”
“Con-fucking-gratulations or whatever on finally nailing IcyHot,” Kacchan interrupts, wrinkling his nose distainfully.
Izuku flinches, cheeks heating up. “Kacchan…”
“That shit was disgusting,” Kacchan grunts, “Keep it in your pants next time.”
Izuku’s face burns even hotter. He opens his mouth to reply, but Kacchan starts walking towards him, shoulders hunched, hands in his pockets. Before he can react, Kacchan is right in front of him, dropping his forehead onto his shoulder with a soft sigh. Izuku goes still as silence falls between them.
For a few moments, neither of them speak. Izuku waits.
“I know we already dealt with this shit earlier…” Kacchan says quietly against his shirt, “And I know I have no right to say this but…” There’s a long pause before he finally says, “You’re mine.” He leans his head against the side of Izuku’s neck, grumbling petulantly, “I’ve known you for almost fifteen years, I think I have some right to say that.”
Izuku swallows and lets out a sigh, reaching up to wrap his arms around his back. He rests his chin on the blond’s shoulder, humming in thought.
An old memory floats to the surface of his mind.
“ I’m going to become the best damn hero this world has ever seen, and you’re going to become the best damn healer. And you are going to be mine .”
This isn’t like that, though. Kacchan has long since grown past that. They both have.
Izuku inhales deeply, breathing in his friend’s burnt sugar scent, and exhales, “I know. You do.” He squeezes him briefly. “You’re mine too,” he giggles, then sobers up slightly, “But just because I’m gonna… be with Todoroki-kun, I guess, that doesn’t mean I’m gonna forget about you.”
“I know,” Kacchan grumbles.
“You’ll always be my bestest friend in the whole wide world,” Izuku says teasingly.
“I know,” Kacchan groans, a touch of annoyance in his tone as he sags his weight against him. “I just-” He presses his lips together. “Had to say it.”
Izuku smiles and hugs him a bit tighter. Kacchan finally takes his hands out of his pockets and wraps his arms around him as well. For a couple of minutes, the two friends simply stand there hugging, taking comfort in each other’s embrace.
Then, Izuku’s eyes fly open.
“Wait a minute,” he says, “Why were you in Todoroki-kun’s room?”
“Oh.” Kacchan shrugs. “I gave him my blessing.”
Izuku blinks in confusion.
“You... what?”
Notes:
315k words later and the slow-burn tag finally pays off. I hope it was worth the wait lol. Also kudos to those who got the Hamilton reference in Katsuki's little speech/rant there I feel like it wasn't really as subtle as I thought it was while I was writing it.
Also sorry for my lack of activity in my social media and in the comments section- I've been super busy with moving to a new place and starting summer classes and other stuff that I just haven't really had much time to interact with ya'll as much as I would like.
But my friends we are in the endgame now. Chapter 40. Four more chapters left after this. Should be wrapped up in a couple of weeks, I think? How strange, I posted this in January and yet it feels like the past six months have just flown by. I'll save all the sentimental shit for a long ass note in the last chapter but I just wanna thank all of you who have read along with me as I posted, and to those who are just finding my fic. Your comments mean the world to me :)
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Next chapter, the provisional license exams
Chapter 41: The Exams
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku anxiously wrings his hands as he does his best to take slow, deep breaths in an attempt to keep himself calm. From the concerned glance his mentor shoots him, he must not do a very good job.
“Steady, Midoriya-kun,” she says.
“I know,” he replies a bit too quickly, then swallows, “Just nervous.”
“You’ll do fine,” Recovery Girl says with confidence that Izuku envies, “All you need to do is trust in your capabilities as a healer.”
“-And pass an exam with highly advanced medical knowledge that I haven’t learned yet, plus do a physical demonstration of my quirk that I haven’t fully mastered control over, all while being judged by a board of the most renowned healers in all of Japan- ow!” Izuku winces when Recovery Girl gives him a light whack with her cane.
“Enough with that sass, young man.” She glares warningly and he averts his gaze.
A moment later, he fidgets nervously again and looks up, letting out a noise of frustration. “Where are they?” He whines, glancing around the empty campus, “We’re going to be late!”
“We’re fine, we have plenty of time,” Recovery Girl says patiently, “Relax.”
Izuku huffs. They’ve been standing in front of this car for almost three minutes now! Which- alright, it’s not that long of a wait, but come on, this is one of the most important days of his life! The least they could do is be on time!
Much like his classmates, Izuku has to actually leave campus for his provisional license exam. It will be his first time leaving campus since moving in, and while his comings and goings outside of UA are severely restricted due to security as Aizawa said, his license exam is one of the situations deemed important enough for him to leave the school. Of course, they will be taking every security precaution necessary to ensure his safety, hence the car and the late heroes that he and Recovery Girl are currently waiting for.
All Might had been the first to offer his protection, but being the number one hero, he’s too high-profile, and both Recovery Girl and Principal Nedzu had shot down the idea immediately. So now Present Mic and Midnight will be escorting Izuku to his provisional license exam, which he doesn’t have a problem with, not at all, except it would be nice if they had All Might’s speed because now they’re four minutes late and- he should stop tapping his foot, Recovery Girl is glaring again.
Finally, after five minutes, the two heroes show up.
“Sorry for the hold up!” Present Mic’s loud greeting pierces shrilly in the early morning’s tranquility as he approaches with Midnight. “Coffee maker was giving me some trouble.” He waves the cup in his hand, then gestures to Izuku. “You want some, little listener?”
“No, I’m fine,” Izuku says a little impatiently.
“You sure?” Present Mic asks, eying him up and down, “You kind of look like you could use some, no offense.” He grins. “Couldn’t sleep before the test, could you-?”
“I’m fine, I’m fine, come on, let’s go!” Izuku blurts out, then flushes.
“Midoriya-kun!” Recovery Girl chastises.
Midnight, however, laughs. “He’s so eager!” She chirps, eyes twinkling, “I like it! Come on, he’s been waiting long enough for this, hasn’t he? Let’s not torture him any longer.” She grabs the car door and opens it, gesturing dramatically for Izuku to enter.
Izuku doesn’t really know Midnight very well. She teaches his Modern Hero Art History class, but aside from their interactions there, he doesn’t really talk to her that much.
But he decides right now that she’s his favorite teacher at UA.
He practically dives into the car, strapping himself into the backseat with lightning speed and watches as Recovery Girl slides into the seat next to him. The two heroes take the front seats, with Present Mic being the driver. In the back of his mind, Izuku wonders how good of an idea that is, but he doesn’t voice the concern aloud. He already has too many other things to be worried about right now.
Actually, not many other things. Just this one thing. This one giant thing that could very well determine his future after today.
This morning had been rough. See, now that Izuku doesn’t have to worry about his relationship with Todoroki anymore, his mind had more than enough space for the fresh wave of pure anxiety that came crashing down on him as soon as he woke up from one of his usual nightmares at ass o’clock in the morning. It was a very delayed reaction- sure, he’d been worried about the exam all week, but he’d also been worried about a bunch of other things at the same time, and once those things were gone and he could focus all of his attention on the test that is suddenly right here- well, he kind of… panicked. A little bit.
It had been hard to calm down, and it had been even harder to resist the temptation to start trying to cram as much last minute studying as he could. It probably wouldn’t have helped and Recovery Girl would have scolded him if she had found out. So instead he just tried to stay calm and do his best to focus on the task ahead, but he was also frustrated that he had allowed himself to become so- so- distracted. For nearly twenty minutes he just sat on his bed panicking and beating himself up thinking about all the times during the week when his mind was on Todoroki rather than on whatever he was supposed to be studying. All that wasted time-
No, not wasted- not really- but it feels like it is now, with the exam looming right over him. He regrets every second that he didn’t spend studying. This is what he was worried about, wasn’t it? Getting distracted. And, as excited as he is about his new relationship with Todoroki, whatever it might be… his future takes precedence. So he pushed Todoroki firmly out of his mind and focused on what lies ahead.
Thankfully, the other boy seemed to be just as determined to stay focused as he was today. He gave him a smile and made small conversation with him during breakfast, but other than that, things remained fairly normal between them. Izuku was grateful.
Now in the car, finally beginning the journey towards the place where his license exam will take place, Izuku’s stomach coils into knots. Apprehension of what’s to come swells like a rising tide within him, and he doesn’t do a very good job of hiding his anxiety from the adults, who do their best to calm him down, but no amount of reassurance is enough to ease his mind. Present Mic tries to distract him with terrible jokes, but all that gets him is a glare from Recovery Girl and a jab in the ribs from Midnight.
“Shut up and drive,” she snaps, “Let the ladies handle this.”
Eventually, Izuku’s mentor manages to settle his nerves slightly by coming up with medical questions for him to answer. They’re not that hard, and it’s pretty obvious that she’s only testing him on information that she knows he knows by heart, but as he answers her questions he finds himself being slightly… reassured- or rather, reaffirmed, in his own intelligence.
He knows a lot of things. Sure, he may be young and inexperienced, but he’s been preparing for this exam for a long time- ever since he first met Recovery Girl, really! He’s learned so much over the past year, he knows he has the knowledge he needs in order to impress the board- he just needs to not freak out and forget it all.
Recovery Girl’s questions start to become a little bit more specific, but Izuku still answers them easily. He’s immensely grateful for his mentor’s comforting presence- only she’d know the perfect way to both calm him down and keep his mind off of the exam looming ahead. It’s also pretty funny to see the confused glances Present Mic and Midnight share at some of the answers he gives to Recovery Girl.
Soon, they begin to approach their destination.
The testing is actually taking place in a large hospital that’s a decent drive away from UA. A very small amount of the human population have healing quirks, and an even smaller amount of those people are in Japan, and an even smaller amount of that small amount are fifteen years old and ready to take their provisional license exams, so it doesn’t make much sense for there to be a specific building for such a small niche.
Members of Japan’s medical board, healers with decades of experience, are all taking time out of their day to travel here and meet Izuku- to evaluate him, to judge him, to decide if he’s good enough to be a healer, or at least, good enough to take his first steps to be one. It's a terrifyingly overwhelming thought, and Izuku feels like he’s going to be sick as they step out of the car and start walking towards the hospital.
Recovery Girl’s hand slides into his and gives it a quick squeeze. He inhales sharply, then lets out a slow breath. Don’t panic. That will only make things worse. He’s been preparing for this for a long time. He is a good healer. He knows this. Just stay focused and everything will be okay.
He squeezes back.
Present Mic and Midnight walk on either side of him as they escort him and Recovery Girl into a smaller building next to the hospital. A little confused, Izuku glances around. They seem to be in some sort of lobby, modern-looking and mostly empty except for a small group of people sitting on a few cushioned seats around a table. While they looked to be in mid-discussion, they all glance up at their arrival. Izuku’s skin prickles when their eyes immediately land on him.
“Ah, there you are!” An older gentleman in the group stands up and approaches them with an outstretched hand, a friendly smile on his face. “Recovery Girl, it’s good to see you again.”
Recovery Girl steps forward and takes his hand, nodding politely. “It’s good to see you too.” She turns to Izuku. “Midoriya-kun, this is Doctor Edano Shin. Doctor Edano-san, allow me to introduce my apprentice, Midoriya Izuku.”
Doctor Edano looks at Izuku, still smiling. “Of course! The man of the hour,” he says, sounding a little amused, but not mocking. He holds out his hand and Izuku takes it. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Midoriya Izuku.”
“It’s a pleasure to meet you too, sir,” Izuku replies, struggling to keep his weak voice steady.
The rest of the board members that were with him come over as well. Recovery Girl seems to be familiar with them all to some degree and they greet her first, making Izuku feel a little bit like an outsider, but their attention soon turns to the freckled boy, and that’s a little worse. They introduce themselves briefly and Izuku shakes their hands politely, doing his best to remember their names and positions and where they work.
Their expressions are cool and professionally neutral, but Izuku can see thinly veiled curiosity in their eyes. He wonders if it’s caused by all the drama from his kidnapping and subsequent rescue, or because his mentor talked him up to them when she was convincing them to come evaluate him. As much as he wants to believe it’s the latter, part of him knows that it’s the former.
Once the formalities are over, they get down to business.
Doctor Edano claps his hands, getting everyone’s attention. “Alright then, let’s get started, shall we?” He looks at Izuku. “We will, of course, be beginning with the written portion of the exam before moving on to the physical portion.”
Izuku nods, and then Doctor Edano goes on to instruct him on what to do for the written portion. It’s stuff he already knows thanks to Recovery Girl telling him beforehand, but he nods along anyways, trying to quell the rising anxiety in his stomach. The reality of the situation is starting to sink in, that this test is for real and is right now.
The next thing he knows, he’s being directed into another room with a single desk. Present Mic and Midnight only have time to wish him luck before the door closes behind him and he’s left alone.
Swallowing down his nerves, Izuku turns and looks at the desk. A packet of paper lies on it beside a pencil. He jumps right on it immediately.
Like Recovery Girl said, the written exam is large and has a significant amount of advanced medical information that he doesn’t know. He’s expecting that. He knows he’s not expected to know all of it, and that he just needs to answer enough questions correctly to give the board an idea of his level of knowledge. But damn, it really gets his anxiety going each time he comes across a question he doesn’t know the answer to.
Some of the information is really advanced too! He thought he knew a lot of stuff, but there are words in here that he’s never even heard of! It just makes him all the more aware of just how young he is and just how far he still has to go in order to achieve his dream, even though it feels like he’s already done so much and worked so hard just to get where he is right now.
An hour flies by and before he knows it, his time is up. He struggles to ignore the pitiful wrench his heart gives as he sees his test be taken away from him and instead focuses on his new instructions for the physical portion of the exam.
Doctor Edano comes in and begins leading him down the hallway towards another room. Before entering, he explains that there are a few volunteer patients from the hospital waiting for him inside. Izuku will be expected to heal them and in doing so demonstrate the control he has over his own quirk. The board members will be watching from a separate room through one-way glass, so neither Izuku nor the patients will be able to see them.
“Allow me to rejoin the others first before you enter,” Doctor Edano says, “We’ll let you know when to go in.” Izuku nods. The older man smiles, a twinkle in his eyes. “Good luck.”
Izuku gives him a wobbly smile in return. “Thank you, sir.”
Doctor Edano turns around the corner and disappears. Izuku lets out a shaky breath. He wishes he had at least been able to see his mentor again before the physical portion, just for reassurance, if anything. But he can do this! The worst part is over. He’s much more familiar with his quirk, and with all the time and effort he’s put in, he’s confident in his ability to properly control its output.
Soon, Doctor Edano’s voice comes over a speaker in the hallway telling him that he’s allowed to enter the room now. Taking a deep breath through his nose, Izuku exhales, then opens the door.
There are three people in the room, lying on beds. Two men, one seeming to be in his mid-thirties and the other an older gentleman, and a young woman. They all look up when he walks in and Izuku swallows nervously.
“Hi,” he rasps.
The woman gives him an easygoing smile. “Hey, kid. Heard you’re here to heal us?”
Izuku nods rapidly. “Ye-Yeah!” He notices now that she actually has some nasty-looking scrapes on her leg, and the other two must be injured as well of course, but before he starts moving towards them he hesitates, glancing over at the window covering most of the far wall. Sure enough, it's tinted with one-way glass and he can’t see through it, but he knows the judges and perhaps even his mentor must be on the other side.
After a moment, Doctor Edano’s voice speaks up through the speaker, “You may begin now, Midoriya-kun.”
Izuku startles. “Right!” He immediately scurries over to where the young woman is lying. She watches him with a friendly gaze and he ducks his head, looking down at her injuries. The scrapes seem to be limited mostly to just her leg and they don’t seem that deep, but there are a lot of them and there’s a good amount of bruising too. Izuku also notices that there’s some dirt and small gravel still lodged in it too, which means it hasn’t been cleaned… which is odd, because she was taken to a hospital, and one of the first things they should be worried about is infection. Unless…
Izuku glances around. The room he’s in is fairly small, but looking around now, he can see that it’s actually a decently stocked medical room. There are cabinets above and below counters along the wall that no doubt contain any basic medical equipment he needs. Which means that this isn’t just a test of his quirk, this is a test of his skill as well.
Izuku smiles a bit. This is traditional healing. This he can do.
It’s an easy process, really. One he goes through everyday with his patients in Recovery Girl’s office. He starts by asking how the woman got her injuries- a rocky beach and some rough waves- and goes through the motions of taking her vitals before putting on some latex gloves and gently cleaning out her wounds. He’s done it so many times before that it practically comes naturally to him at this point, and the familiarity of it gives him a slight increase in self-assurance.
Then it comes time to use his quirk.
Eying his three patients, Izuku recalls Recovery Girl’s plan for the physical portion of the exam. She wanted him to use his quirk to fully heal one person’s wound, then for the next stop halfway, then heal the next one slowly- thus fully demonstrating the current range of control he has over his quirk.
It seems simple. Too simple. But he won’t let himself relax, not until this is all over. He can’t let his focus waver for even a second.
So, even though he’s going to heal her completely, Izuku places his hands on the woman’s leg and focuses on the feeling of his energy leaving through his fingertips. It’s over quickly since the wound isn’t very serious and the woman blinks down at her newly healed leg in awe.
“Damn, kid,” she says, “That’s one impressive quirk!”
“Thanks,” Izuku says, stepping back. Her gaze lingers on his face, and for a moment she gets a certain look in her eyes, like she might want to say something else. For some reason, Izuku finds himself tensing up slightly. But instead, the woman just smiles and thanks him. Izuku nods, moving over towards the older of the two men.
The man doesn’t talk, but gives him a polite nod in greeting when the freckled boy approaches. Izuku can see why he isn’t too keen on talking- he has a rather large second-degree burn covering much of his left forearm, which he is cradling close to his chest. While a second-degree burn isn’t extremely severe, this one is pretty large and he imagines it’s giving the man a fair amount of pain. Izuku asks how he got the burn- cooking accident, no surprise there- and takes his vitals anyway. There’s no dirt in his wound, but he cleans it out for the sake of being thorough.
And now to heal it halfway.
A small wave of nerves flutters in his stomach. While he’s been practicing this often, stopping his quirk is something he’s only been able to do for the past five or six weeks, and the past five or six weeks have been a bit… well… unstable, for him.
Izuku takes a deep breath. Focus. He conjures up his usual mental image of the hose and places his hands on the man’s arm, feeling his quirk activate automatically in response to the wound. Knowing that he doesn’t have much time before he heals the minor injury completely, Izuku hastily narrows down the metaphorical hose until he cuts off his energy flow completely.
Much like the woman, the old man looks a little surprised at his injury disappearing within seconds and thanks Izuku warmly. Feeling a little thrill of success, the greenette smiles and moves to his last patient. Two down, one to go. Things are going so well, he can’t help the hopeful excitement blossoming in his chest.
His third patient is a handsome-looking man with a nasty bite on his hand- his girlfriend got a new dog, Izuku finds out. Takes his vitals, cleans the wound, (makes sure both he and the dog have had their rabies shots), and then gets on with the healing. For the last one, he believes he’s supposed to heal the wound completely, just at a much slower rate than normal, to show that he’s not just letting his quirk flow on its own but actually controlling the speed of the output.
Taking the man’s hand in his, Izuku feels his quirk activate and immediately begins stemming the flow. He narrows down the hose, forcing his energy to slow down to a more reasonable pace as it slips through his fingertips. The puncture wounds begin healing slowly, torn flesh knitting itself back together bit by bit. Izuku hopes the judges can see it clearly from where they are. He narrows down the hose a bit more, trying to get a better grasp on the intangible energy as it flows out of him.
It’s not often that he heals wounds like this- he doesn’t draw out the process any longer than he has to, really. Forcing his quirk to slow down for a while isn’t terribly difficult, it just takes a bit of extra concentration since he’s having to maintain his control over the speed of the flow rather than snapping it off entirely.
Izuku narrows his eyes and focuses on his energy. It’s slow now, a smooth, steady speed moving out of him. It always feels like it’s just barely controlled, though. Like an untouchable, intangible force that he’s still scrambling to be able to control. He can never grasp it, he can never manipulate it, he can never force it to do what he wants-
But he did.
Izuku blinks.
His energy- tangible, thick and dense like sludge, moving slow, slower than a snail’s pace, he could grasp it, he could direct it wherever he wanted it to go, he could control it-
He used it to heal All For One-
Izuku’s heart leaps to his throat. His control over his quirk slips for a moment. Immediately, he hastily slams down on his energy to stop it and then carefully resumes its slow pace, but the bite is mostly healed at this point. Izuku winces, frustration stinging his eyes.
Damnit, damnit! What the hell? Why did he have to think about that now?!? What is wrong with him?!?
Scarlet eyes burn in his mind and he flinches.
“You alright, kid?” His patient asks.
“I’m fine,” Izuku mumbles, pulling away.
Stop it.
Now that he’s finished healing all three patients, he turns and looks at the tinted window for instructions, trying to ignore the rising mix of fear and anxiety in his chest.
“Thank you, Midoriya-kun,” Doctor Edano’s voice says, “You may leave through the door you came through. Present Mic will take you to a room where you may wait while the board discusses your test results.”
Stifling a sigh of relief, Izuku bows politely and gives his patients one last smile before turning and walking over to the door. Present Mic is waiting for him just outside and grins brightly when he sees him.
“Hey, hey, hey, little listener!” His loud voice echoes in the hallway as he fingersnaps at Izuku. “How’d ya do?”
The freckled boy slumps against the wall and covers his face with a groan. “Not good.”
Present Mic’s jaw drops comically. “Not good?!?” He squawks, hopping over to Izuku’s side. “What do you mean not good? You’re the best healer in town- aside from Recovery Girl, of course! I’m sure you did great!”
Izuku slides his hands down his face and glances at the floor. “I got distracted,” he mumbles, shame burning at his chest. Tears push at the edges of his eyes and he grits his teeth. Why do the villains have to keep ruining everything?
“It was so stupid,” he hisses.
Present Mic frowns. “Hey now, don’t get too frustrated.” His expression eases into a smile. “Look on the bright side, it’s all over now! No more super hard tests, no more studying, you’re all done! Now let’s not keep the ladies waiting any longer, shall we?”
He gestures down the hallway and Izuku gives him a confused look.
“I don’t know where I’m going,” he says.
Present Mic blinks, then immediately straightens up.
“Right!” He shouts, “Follow me!”
He starts marching down the hallway and Izuku follows him with a small sigh.
They meet up with Recovery Girl and Midnight in a waiting room of sorts. Izuku’s mentor takes one look at his face and walks right over to him, reaching up to take his face in her hands.
“You did well,” she says firmly, holding his gaze, “And I am very proud of you. No matter what the outcome of this test is, I want you to know that. Alright?”
Throat suddenly feeling tight, Izuku swallows and nods. Recovery Girl smiles softly.
“Alright. It’s over now. Don’t worry about what you could have or should have done. All we do now is wait.”
Izuku nods again.
And then they wait.
Minutes tick by slowly, each one feeling like hours as they pass. Izuku’s leg bounces up and down relentlessly, his mind whirling with anxiety. Now that he’s had some time to calm down, he tries his best not to beat himself up too much over what happened during the test, considering everything that’s happened, and the fact that he hasn’t gone to therapy yet. It still sucks, and he’s still angry about it, but he just- doesn’t really want to make himself feel even worse by being angry at himself for it. Being angry at All For One sounds a lot better.
The teachers try to fill the heavy silence with some small talk that Izuku pays little attention to, but their voices fade into the background noise of his swirling thoughts. They’re provided with lunch and Recovery Girl gently encourages him to eat since he used his quirk, but with his current anxieties he’s decidedly not hungry and thankfully she doesn’t push it.
He isn’t sure how long they wait for, but finally the door opens.
Doctor Edano leads the way as the rest of the board members enter the room. His lip quirks as Izuku jumps to his feet and gazes at them with eager eyes. Recovery Girl and the other two heroes stand up as well, flanking the young apprentice.
For a few moments, there’s a long, tense silence between the two groups as they stare at each other. Then, Doctor Edano smiles and says, “Congratulations, Midoriya Izuku. The board has granted you your provisional healer’s license.”
Izuku instantly bursts into tears.
“YEAH!” Present Mic whoops, practically glomping Izuku. The greenette throws all cares into the wind and buries his face into his chest, sobbing uncontrollably. Present Mic laughs and swings him around. “Ha ha! You did it! You did it! What did I tell you, kiddo?” He puts him down and ruffles his curls into an absolute mess. Izuku lets out a watery squawk, tears rolling down his cheeks.
“Oh my God,” he croaks, “Oh my God, I- I-”
He turns to Recovery Girl, wide-eyed. She’s watching him with unmistakable pride shining in her eyes, and he lets out a choked noise, diving forward to crush her in a hug. She squeaks, but wraps her arms around him just as tightly.
“Congratulations, Midoriya-kun,” she whispers in his ear, “You’ve earned this.”
A hard ball forms in his throat, and he buries his face in her hair.
When they finally pull away, Midnight congratulates him as well, and then Doctor Edano gets their attention once again.
“I must clarify,” he says with a tone of professionalism, although he watches them with a warm gaze, “That this is a provisional license, and a healer’s one at that, not a medical one, meaning that you may not assist or perform any surgical procedures on your own-” Izuku is already shaking his head rapidly and Doctor Edano smiles, “-But we were very impressed by your current level of knowledge and we are looking forward to seeing you grow.”
Izuku tries not to sound too breathless as he says emphatically, “Thank you.”
Doctor Edano chuckles, “You’re welcome.”
Recovery Girl then goes up with Izuku to shake hands with the rest of the board members once again and bid their goodbyes. They seem a bit more friendly now, giving Izuku small words of advice or simply telling him to reach out if he ever needs help in the future. It’s so exciting, feeling like he’s starting to make his own connections in the healing world just like Recovery Girl- he just wishes his face wasn’t covered in tears and snot for it!
He frantically rubs his face on his sleeve, trying to wipe it all away, but it’s all for naught when Doctor Edano hands him his provisional license a couple of minutes later. Like a real, physical license on a plastic card- with lamination and everything!
Izuku bursts into tears all over again, sputtering out an apology through his blubbering. Doctor Edano just laughs and waves him off.
“It’s alright,” he says, “I was even more of a mess when I first got my license.”
Izuku hiccups and nods because what else does he do? All he can process is the fact that he got his provisional license and he’s clutching it to his chest like it’s made of pure gold.
Finally, Recovery Girl takes pity on him and starts wrapping things up, thanking Doctor Edano and the other board members one last time before ushering him towards the door. Izuku sniffles and wipes away his tears, managing to call out one last garbled ‘thank you!’ before the door closes behind them.
“Lemme see, lemme see!” Midnight gestures to his license and he holds it up for her to see. Both she and Present Mic peer at it.
“OoOOooh!”
Izuku lets out a wet giggle. Then, realization hits him.
“I’ve gotta show Mom!” He gasps, reaching into his pocket to pull out his phone, “And All Might! And Aizawa-sensei! And my friends! Do you think they’re back yet? Oh, probably not yet, they’ve still got some time-”
“Midoriya-kun, Midoriya-kun, let’s get back to the car first,” Recovery Girl says amusedly.
“Right, sorry.” Izuku flushes, then excitement hits him all over again. “Oh my God, Recovery Girl, I did it! I got my license! Thank you so so so much, I couldn’t have done it without you!”
“Well, obviously,” Recovery Girl says in a dry tone and Izuku snorts. She smiles. “But I couldn’t have asked for a better apprentice.” Izuku’s heart warms. “Now let’s focus on turning you into a full-fledged healer.”
Izuku smiles and nods resolutely.
He practically glows with happiness the entire ride back to school. His mother calls him when she gets his text and tearfully tells him how proud of him she is. That nearly makes him start crying again, but he just barely manages to hold out and instead eagerly tells her about his test.
Even though his classmates are still probably busy taking their own exams, he texts the group chat anyways letting them know that he passed and that he’s on his way back so that they can see it once they’re done. Then, he takes a picture of his provisional license and sends it to All Might.
(Midoriya 2:45PM) -Get ready to have two lungs again!
The message is read, but for some reason All Might doesn’t respond. A little odd, but maybe he’s just busy. Izuku doesn’t pay much mind to it and chats excitedly with Present Mic and Midnight throughout the rest of the car ride.
When they reach the school, even though he knows he probably won’t be able to leave again for a while, it doesn’t feel so bad coming back. It doesn’t quite feel like coming home yet, but there is a sense of comfort that comes with returning to the familiarity of UA’s walls. Izuku isn’t sure what has changed, but he definitely prefers comfort over feeling trapped any day.
As they get out of the car, Izuku’s phone buzzes in his pocket. He takes it out.
(Todoroki 3:08PM) -Where are you?
Izuku frowns. He’d texted the group chat that he was on his way back to school.
(Midoriya 3:08PM) -I’m at school. Why?
Two seconds later, Todoroki calls him. Bewildered, Izuku answers and holds his phone up to his ear, asking, “Todoroki-kun? What’s wron-”
On the other side of the phone, he hears the familiar sound of ice crackling and a girl shrieking. A jolt of fear shoots through Izuku’s heart.
“Todoroki-kun!” He exclaims. The adults’ heads snap over at the alarm in his voice. “What’s wrong? What’s happening?!?”
Shouto wasn’t going to let himself get distracted by Midoriya today. That was the plan. He still has a goal to become the number one hero, after all. And it should have been easy- Midoriya was going to go off to do his provisional license exam, Todoroki was going to go do his own, they weren’t even supposed to be in the same vicinity as each other!
But then, as class 1-A was filing onto the bus just outside of UA’s gate, Midoriya showed up out of the blue, panting and sweating. When Aizawa asked what he was doing here, he said that there was some big emergency at the hospital he was supposed to do his license exam at and the board members had to push it to the next day, meaning he was able to go with them.
Everyone was glad, of course, including Shouto, who resigned himself to the fact that, no, he will not be remaining focused during the ride to the exam area, not while Midoriya Izuku’s freckles exist, but that’s alright, because he won’t be there to distract him during the exam and that’s all that really matters anyways.
So now he figures... What's the harm in sitting next to him during the bus ride? Bakugou doesn’t do much other than roll his eyes at him in response when he walks over and sits himself down next to the greenette, but for some reason Midoriya doesn’t really have much of a reaction. Not to say that he doesn’t react at all, but after their, well, make-out session yesterday, he would’ve thought there would’ve been some cute blushing and maybe some stammering, considering how easily flustered Midoriya gets. But all he does is give him a glancing smile and continue chatting away with Kaminari and Ashido across the aisle seat.
Shouto blinks and makes eye-contact with Bakugou, who arches a brow at Midoriya. Alright, at least he’s not the only one who finds the behavior odd. After a moment, Bakugou huffs and turns his attention back to Kirishima, leaving Shouto to figure this out on his own.
Since his last direct approach seemed to go rather well, he decides to try another direct approach and places his hand over Midoriya’s.
Bad idea.
It’s as if a switch is flipped. Midoriya’s head whips towards Shouto and there’s a brief flash of… something in his eyes, something that Shouto’s never seen in his eyes before and he doesn’t understand, and then his personality does a complete 180. For the next hour, he practically lathers Shouto in his attention, giggling at everything he says, cuddling up to his side, and not letting go of his hand for a single second.
It’s… a bit overwhelming to be honest, and kind of weird. Midoriya doesn’t do anything particularly outrageous, aside from being a bit more physically affectionate than usual, but something about his behavior seems really… strange and out of character. Shouto doesn’t really know how to feel about it, but a sense of unease tugs at his chest.
The feeling only grows when they reach the license exam location and come across the Shiketsu students. One of them- he seems familiar, but Shouto can’t quite put a name to his face- recognizes Midoriya and approaches him in a friendly manner. Shouto doesn’t miss the brief flash of confusion that passes over Midoriya’s face before he perks up and acts as if they’ve known each other for years. If this Shiketsu student is taken aback by his overly-friendly behavior, he doesn’t show it, but Shouto and Bakugou share a glance. A silent communication passes between them.
Something’s going on here.
But whatever it is, it’ll have to wait until after they’re done with the test.
A couple of long, frustrating, exhausting, and ultimately disappointing hours later, he finally sees Midoriya again. While they hadn’t planned on him being there, the staff was more than happy to let him help out with all the injured students in the infirmary. Aizawa had just gone to retrieve him while they were waiting for everyone’s provisional licenses to be printed and handed out- everyone’s except his.
Well, and Bakugou’s. And Yoarashi’s.
Midoriya is chatting incessantly with, or rather at, a rather annoyed-looking Aizawa, but perks up when he spots Shouto. “Todoroki-kun!” He hops over to him and cocks his head to the side. “Uh oh, you look grumpy! What’s with the frowny face?”
“‘Frowny face?’” Jirou echoes with a dubious voice, like she can’t quite tell if he’s joking or not.
Midoriya glances at her, but before he can say anything, Bakugou’s snarling voice suddenly shouts, “Oi, stop fucking talking weird, you little shit!”
Midoriya turns to look at Bakugou, an expression of hurt on his face. “Bakugou-kun, that’s mean!” He exclaims, eyes watering, “What are you talking about anyway?”
Everyone within the immediate vicinity stares at Midoriya. His eyes widen a little and he shrinks in on himself slightly. “What?”
Bakugou’s expression is incredulous. “The fuck did you just call me?”
Midoriya blinks, confused. “Bakugou-kun?” He repeats, as if he doesn’t even understand what’s wrong with the statement, but he looks a bit more uncertain now.
Bakugou and Shouto make eye-contact again.
This isn’t their Midoriya.
It can’t be.
The small group around him is staring at the freckled boy like they don’t even recognize him and he’s just staring back at them in confusion as if he doesn’t understand why. But Shouto’s eyes latch onto a bead of sweat trickling down the back of his neck. Adrenaline kicks in.
His eyes dart around. Aizawa is standing a few meters away, not too far to intervene if needed, but he’s not paying attention, speaking to Ms. Joke with his back turned to the students. Shouto then finds himself taking his phone out of his pocket.
In the back of his mind it makes sense to call- someone, he doesn’t know, but at that moment he sees a text from Midoriya telling everyone that he passed his provisional license exam and that he’s on his way back to UA. His heart stops.
Bakugou and some of the others start talking to maybe-not-Midoriya, but Shouto stays quiet as he rapidly types out a text instead.
(Todoroki 3:08PM) -Where are you?
(Midoriya 3:08PM) -I’m at school. Why?
Shouto hits the call button and puts it on speaker.
“Todoroki-kun? What’s wron-”
As soon as he hears the real Midoriya’s voice, he immediately stomps his foot on the ground and encases the imposter in a glacier of ice.
Over the phone, Izuku hears muffled yells and shouts. His heart pounds in his throat.
“Todoroki-kun!” He exclaims, his weak voice breaking, “What is going on? Who is yelling?”
“Kid?” Present Mic asks, approaching him along with Midnight and Recovery Girl. They share confused glances. “What-”
Izuku shakes his head. “I don’t know, I don’t know-” He puts his phone on speaker so they can hear the chaos on the other line. After a particular shout, Present Mic’s brow furrows.
“Shouta-kun?”
There’s a few more moments of unintelligible shouting, then Todoroki suddenly hisses, “Somebody shapeshifted into you!”
Terror stabs his heart. “What?!?”
“Who?” Midnight demands.
“I-I don’t know-” Some more muffled chaos, then Todoroki growls, “She looks like that League of Villains bitch we saw in the forest.”
Izuku’s stomach drops.
No…
A memory resurfaces. “It’s difficult, you see- it’s part of my quirk. I can turn into people if I drink their blood!”
“To… Toga Himiko…” He whispers breathlessly. The teachers glance at him.
But- But how? His mind spins, frantically trying to think when she could have gotten his blood, but- God, there were so many opportunities, really. She could have done it when he was unconscious during the first night or she could have taken it afterwards from the knives she used to stab him with- he doesn’t know how much blood she needs, he doesn’t know how long she’s been him for, he doesn’t know how she did it, he doesn’t know, he doesn’t know, he doesn’t know-
Panic rises in his throat. God, what else could she have done? Is it just her? Is he about to get caught up in another villain fight again? He can’t- he can’t- not again-
“Aizawa-sensei’s got her now, though,” Todoroki’s voice interrupts his thoughts, forcing them to a halt, “I froze her as soon as I heard your voice and he erased her quirk. He and a couple other pros are restraining her, and somebody’s calling the police.”
Recovery Girl lets out a sigh of relief, “That’s good.”
She reaches out to grip Izuku’s forearm. He lets it ground him, taking a deep breath through his nose, trying to steady his rabbiting heartbeat and remind himself that he’s safe, he’s in UA, he’s surrounded by heroes, Toga Himiko can’t hurt him- no villain can.
“Who did you say she was?” Present Mic looks at him. “You said her name.”
Izuku swallows and puts his hand over the one his mentor has on his arm. “Toga Himiko,” he rasps, “She was one of the villains that kidnapped me. Her quirk allows her to shapeshift into any person she consumes the blood of.”
Present Mic’s expression tightens and Todoroki suddenly inhales sharply. “Midoriya-kun, she spent all day in the infirmary treating injured students!”
Izuku’s breath hitches. “Why would-?” He cuts himself off before he can finish asking the question, a realization hitting him. It seems to hit Present Mic and the other two teachers at the same time too, because Present Mic then asks, “Todoroki-kun? Hand the phone to Aizawa-sensei, would’ya?”
Todoroki is quick to obey. After relaying what Izuku told him about Toga’s quirk, Present Mic says, “Bet you anything that she’s hiding a craptone of blood vials on her.”
Aizawa seems to come to the same conclusion as well. The phone gets passed back to Todoroki, and Izuku can’t really hear very well what goes on for the next couple of minutes aside from a lot of muffled growling and shouting and a distinctly shrill, feminine voice that sends shivers up Izuku’s spine, but then Todoroki’s voice fills the speaker once more.
“She was hiding a lot of blood on her,” he says in a dark tone, “A lot.” The confirmation makes Izuku’s stomach flip. He hears a faint siren in the background. “Oh- the police are here,” Todoroki says, “That’s a relief. Who knows how much blood she could have gotten away with while she was disguised as you. Nobody would have thought twice about a healer drawing some blood…”
Izuku is starting to feel a bit dizzy.
Recovery Girl notices and says, “Well, it’s alright, it’s over now. She’s being handed over to the police, right?”
“Yeah.”
Present Mic’s phone starts buzzing. “Oh, aaand that’s Shouta-kun, I’d better take this,” he says, already putting the phone to his ear, “Let’s get Midoriya-kun back to the dorms, by the way. Hey, Sho-!”
He turns away and Midnight puts a hand on Izuku’s back, gently pushing him after Present Mic. Recovery Girl takes his hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. He lets out a slow sigh of relief.
Toga Himiko shapeshifted into him- the thought is terrifying- but she got captured. The League of Villains was thwarted by the heroes yet again and she won’t be able to hurt anyone for the rest of her life. Bitter satisfaction curls around his heart still rapidly fluttering inside the cage of his chest.
“Midoriya-kun?” Todoroki's voice comes through his phone, “You still there?”
“Yeah.” Izuku snaps out of his thoughts.
“Bakugou-kun is here-”
“Zuku!” Kacchan’s shout drowns out Todoroki’s voice before he even finishes, “You alright?”
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Izuku reassures him, “I’m at UA.” Then, unsure if it’s appropriate considering the situation, he hesitantly perks up and adds, “I passed my license exam.”
“Hey, man, that’s great!” Kirishima’s voice exclaims. Izuku blinks in surprise.
“Everyone else is here too,” Todoroki mentions, “You’re on speaker.”
“Well done, Midoriya-kun!” Iida congratulates.
“It’s a little weird ‘cause we thought you were here with us the whole time,” Kaminari says, “But yeah, good job man!”
The rest of his classmates give their congratulations and Izuku smiles, chest lightening.
“Thanks guys. How did you guys do?”
He’s absolutely not prepared to hear that everyone except Bakugou and Todoroki passed.
“Wait, what?” He asks, pure confusion coloring his voice, “What happened?”
Unintelligible grumbling is all he gets from Kacchan. Todoroki is quiet for a few moments, then he says, “ I’ll explain later.”
He doesn’t say anything else, and none of his other classmates offer any other explanation, so all Izuku can do is accept it for now. “Okay.” He’s still confused- they’re the two strongest students in the class, how on earth did they fail?- but surely they must have a good reason, so he can wait for that. He just hopes they didn’t get into any trouble and got themselves disqualified or anything.
After wishing his classmates a safe trip back and bidding them goodbye, he’s about to put his phone back in his pocket when he notices an unread message. It’s from All Might.
(Toshinori 3:30PM) -Congratulations, my boy!
Izuku blinks. Finally, he responded! What took him so long?
“Midoriya-kun,” Midnight calls, “Come on, don’t fall behind.”
Izuku startles, not having realized that he slowed down, and rushes to catch up with the adults. “Sorry!” He apologizes. Present Mic is walking a bit ahead, still talking with Aizawa about the situation, but Izuku tunes him out and glances at Midnight. “Do you know if All Might is busy today?” He asks.
“Yeah, I think he had some business off-campus in the morning,” she replies, “He might be back now, though. Why?”
Izuku looks down at his phone.
(Midoriya 3:31PM) -Are you in UA?
(Toshinori 3:31PM) -Yes.
His heart gives a leap of excitement.
(Midoriya 3:31PM) -Meet me in the dorms!
Present Mic and Midnight escort them to the steps of Heights Alliance, but leave them there. Recovery Girl almost leaves too, but he manages to sputter out some half-baked excuse for her to come inside involving making her a cup of tea that somehow works. When she walks in to see All Might sitting on one of the couches in the common room, her expression morphs into displeasure.
“I should have known,” she sniffs, “You’ve never offered to make me a cup of tea before. I thought you wanted to show gratitude to your dear old mentor.”
All Might looks confused.
“I do!” Izuku jumps in front of her. “And I will!”
Recovery Girl remains unimpressed. Izuku clasps his hands and gives her a pleading look, batting his eyelashes. “Pretty please?”
Her lip twitches.
“Er, what is happening?” All Might asks uncertainly.
Izuku spins around and whips out his provisional license, showing it off with a bright grin. “I got my license, All Might!”
“Yes, I saw, that’s very good, but-” All Might blinks, then his eyes widen, “Oh, you mean now?”
“Yes, now,” Izuku says eagerly.
“Oh, my boy, no, you’ve had a very long day-” All Might is already trying to wave him off, but Izuku shakes his head.
“Come on, I’ll be fine, I barely used my quirk at all today,” he reassures, glancing pointedly at Recovery Girl. She huffs, but doesn’t dispute it.
“Still, I don’t want you to feel like you have to rush-” All Might says.
“Oh, there’s no point in telling him that,” Recovery Girl scoffs, rolling her eyes, “This boy’s been rushing to heal you ever since I met him.” Izuku looks at her hopefully and she sighs, “Oh, go ahead. Just not all at once, remember. Don’t you dare drain yourself, young man. It’s going to take a few sessions before he’s completely healed.”
Izuku gives a squeal and rushes over to All Might’s side. The man tries to look exasperated, but it’s ruined by the excited shine in his eyes and the smile on his face. “I don’t suppose I could at least ask how your day was first?” He asks amusedly.
Izuku plops down on the couch next to him. “Great!” He says immediately, then pauses, “Well, a villain did just shape-shift into me-” All Might’s eyes widen “But she got captured, so I’d say it’s still pretty great!”
All Might stares at him, jaw slackening slightly. “I- I’m sorry, what was that, my boy-?”
“It’s alright now, though, so let’s get to it!” Izuku says excitedly, completely dismissing All Might’s shock as he eyes the man’s upper body eagerly. Despite his excitement, Izuku forces himself to calm down slightly and carefully lifts up his shirt, revealing his scarred, mangled torso beneath. It’s been a long while since he’s last seen it and it still makes him flinch a little.
He can’t believe All Might has been living with a wound this terrible for so long. Guilt claws at his heart once more, but he pushes it away. No more. All Might won’t be in pain any longer. Izuku is going to make sure of that.
He starts to reach forward with his hand, then hesitates ever so slightly. But he needs to be careful.
“You only have a limited amount of energy you can give at a time. It makes sense, I suppose; our bodies are vastly different, and yours does need a certain amount of energy to perform basic functions.”
Izuku grits his teeth as All For One’s words echo in his ears. As much as he loathes the idea of even the faintest comparison between him and All Might, it is… logical, in this case, to heed the similarities. They’re both large men with devastating injuries that require multiple healing sessions. Izuku would be foolish to not let his past experience help guide him, despite how much he might hate his past patient.
Taking a deep breath, he forces his excitement down to a simmer and places his hand on All Might’s torso, immediately clamping down on the hose as soon as his energy starts to leak out. He wants to feel out All Might’s injuries first. The most obvious one is the missing lung, of course- the gaping chasm in his lifeforce where there’s no energy at all- but there’s some pretty heavy damage along his left torso as well, where his scar is. There’s also various smaller injuries littering the rest of his bodies, older wounds, nothing as serious as missing organs, but it still makes Izuku’s breath catch in his throat at just how many there are. Thick scar tissue deep lying within his muscles, the shadows of fractures long since healed that still remain on his bones. Izuku’s eyes prick.
He didn’t realize how much pain All Might has been hiding.
“All Might,” he whispers, “I… there’s…” His throat closes off and he swallows thickly.
All Might always seems so… indestructible. Even after Izuku found out about his injury, he always seemed like nothing could ever hurt him, really. He’s the Symbol of Peace, the number one hero! But… Izuku supposes that this is the price that comes with being number one. To get a new scar after every fight, until you’re littered with old wounds like this, even if they’re not all visible to the eye.
It… doesn’t seem like something to be glorified, actually. If anything, it seems… really sad.
Izuku presses his lips together.
All Might’s energy flows warm and vibrant within him, swirling around his old injuries, making the empty pocket of his missing lung all the more noticeable. Once Izuku activates his quirk again, the majority of his energy is going to flow there. But- not all.
Not all.
Izuku frowns in thought.
After the first time he healed All Might, the man had mentioned that his scar had decreased slightly in size… which means he did a little more than just regrow his stomach. His quirk… it reacts to serious- no, immediate injuries first, actual, bleeding wounds, which is how he was able to heal Todoroki’s injuries and have him pull away before he could heal his scar, and even heal All Might when he got injured during USJ. But these aren’t immediate injuries, these are old wounds, and even though his quirk might react to the most serious one first, it will still go throughout the entire body. Izuku can’t direct his quirk to heal a specific wound first, so if he’s going to heal All Might now…
Izuku bites his lip. He doesn’t usually deal with patients with so many injuries- usually it’s easy for his quirk to just be able to focus on one or two wounds. Maybe he can just let his energy flow to everything and heal them all bit by bit? Like Recovery Girl said, it will take a few sessions, but-
Damnit, but then there’s All Might’s missing lung. Izuku doesn’t think regrowing an entire lung is something he should stop in the middle of. That’s something he’s going to have to do in one sitting, but how is he going to be able to do that with all these other injuries in the way? Regrowing it is going to take all the energy he has to give, and if he’s going to be simultaneously healing other wounds, then he’ll definitely exhaust himself for sure!
Izuku grits his teeth in frustration. Shit. What does he do? He needs to heal the smaller injuries first, but to do that he needs to direct his energy and he can’t- he doesn’t know how-
- But he did.
Izuku blinks.
He did do it once. He did it when he healed All For One.
Izuku swallows. No, he can’t- he can’t do that again. Even if he could, Recovery Girl would never allow him to force his quirk like that again. All Might would never allow him to. Besides, he would have to injure himself…
But… maybe if he could just try and focus on how it felt? He needs to be able to do this somehow- he can’t think of any other way to be able to heal All Might. And- he hates comparing the two together, but… he was able to regrow All For One’s eyes separately, without having his energy go to any of his other injuries. That is exactly what he needs to replicate right now!
Izuku hesitates. He doesn’t like thinking about when he forced his quirk. He tries to avoid any thoughts of All For One at all costs. Scarlet eyes flash in his mind and he grimaces, giving himself a mental shake.
Come on, he can do this. Go back, before that.
It had felt… strange, he remembers. It was hard to get going at first, and it was kind of like a sort of… pressure?... building in his chest, before it burst out really quickly and then slowed down all of the sudden. What really stuck out, though, was that it was sludge-like, almost tangible- a complete contrast to the smooth, watery flow of his usual energy. That’s what made it so easy to grasp then, to direct and control, but it was also incredibly draining just to keep pushing it out of him.
Izuku considers this. Obviously, he’s not going to force his quirk again- that’s a given. But the act of pushing the energy where it needs to be… That’s something that he’s done before, technically. He just needs to either remember how, replicate that, and then… adjust it to how his energy normally feels?
But that’s the thing, he’s tried pushing and grabbing at his energy before, and it just doesn’t... work. It’s intangible, that’s why when he was forcing his quirk it was suddenly so easy to manipulate.
Izuku bites his lip, frowning in concentration. If he can’t push and he can’t grab, then how is he going to control his energy? How can he control something he can’t touch?
It has to be possible! Nejire does it, doesn’t she? She gave him that hose analogy- that’s already helped so much! Come on, he can’t give up, think- what does his energy feel like? Intangible, he can’t touch it, it’s a flow, slips right through his grasp like water- water! That’s pretty accurate, and it goes with his hose analogy too! He can’t touch it, can’t grab it, can’t push it where it needs it to go, but- he can guide it, maybe?
Izuku blinks, realization dawning on him. Holy shit! All this time he’s been trying to grab his energy when he should have been trying to guide it! It’s so obvious! Wait, but- can he even do that? It’s one thing to fit it with his hose analogy, but it’s another thing to actually make his quirk do it, but… if he’s able to slow down his quirk by narrowing the flow, then… adjusting the course couldn’t be that far-fetched, right?
He needs to talk to Nejire.
“Midoriya-kun?” All Might asks, gazing down at him with a hint of concern, “You alright?”
Izuku startles, realizing that he’s been silently staring at All Might’s torso in intense concentration for a long while. “Oh! Right- yes- yeah, I’m great! But I, uh, can’t heal you.”
All Might blinks in confusion. “Huh?”
“I need to talk to Nejire-senpai.” Izuku pulls down his shirt neatly.
All Might looks even more confused. “Who?”
“Midoriya-kun?” Recovery Girl questions.
Izuku quickly explains his discovery of All Might’s numerous injuries, which they apparently knew about and just hadn’t thought to mention to him- great- and his realization of the problem that would occur with healing him and the possible solution. Recovery Girl’s expression takes on a thoughtful air as he explains this and then turns to All Might, wincing apologetically.
“I’m so sorry, All Might, I know this means you’ll have to wait a bit longer to be healed, but I swear I’ll get this down as quickly as I can!” He promises, “I don’t think it will even take too long, really, now that I’m talking about it out loud it seems simple enough and I’m sure Nejire-senpai will have loads of good ideas-”
“My boy, my boy, you don’t have to worry,” All Might reassures him, ruffling his hair, “Geez, kid, you really don’t know how to relax, do you?” Izuku flushes. “Take as much time as you need to figure this out. I can wait a bit longer.”
Izuku lets out a small sigh of relief and gives him a grateful smile. “Thank you. I’ll get on it right away. Do you know where Nejire-senpai is?” He looks at Recovery Girl.
His mentor rolls her eyes. “You never rest, do you?”
“Do you?” He asks cheekily.
She wrinkles her nose and glares lightly for a moment before conceding. “She and the other third-years should probably be finishing up their training soon. Go harass her if you must.” She waves her hand dismissively.
Izuku is already getting up off the couch, grinning. “What, you’re not going to stop me?”
Recovery Girl shrugs. “It’s a good idea and I know there’s no point in telling you to take it easy even after the very long day you’ve had. Besides, I’m just glad you didn’t just go ahead and try it on Toshinori-kun before anyone else.”
Izuku rolls his eyes and walks backwards towards the door, putting his hand to his chest in mock-hurt. “Oh, come on, Recovery Girl, I’m not that reckless.”
“Mmm hmm.”
Snorting, Izuku turns back around and opens the door. Before he steps out, a thought crosses his mind and he glances over his shoulder. “Hey, by the way, All Might?”
The man looks up.
“Where were you today?” He asks, “Midnight said you went somewhere in the morning.”
For some reason, All Might seems to stiffen slightly. Something flashes across his eyes, but the troubled look passes as quickly as it comes. He plasters on a fake smile.
“Oh, I just had to meet up with an old, ah, acquaintance of mine,” he says casually, and offers up nothing else.
Izuku blinks. “Ok...aaay… I- alright, um, bye, then!” He quickly shuts the door behind him.
That was weird. And clearly a lie. He wonders where All Might really went this morning. Why would he lie to him about it? Or maybe he’s just not allowed to talk about it- afterall, Izuku is just a student, and All Might is an adult, a hero. There are probably a lot of things he just can’t tell him, even if he’s a healer-in-training. When Midnight said All Might had ‘business’ off-campus, she made it sound like it was important…
Izuku sniffs. Well, as curious as he is, he thinks he can keep his nose out of this one until All Might is ready, or able, to tell him about it. He’s got other things to focus on right now.
It takes a little while to find out where the third-years are training, and when he does find them, they’re mostly wrapping up since it’s getting late in the afternoon at this point. His senpais, despite being sweaty and tired, perk up when they see him shyly peek into the gym- Nejire shoots the two boys a devilish look over her shoulder and practically launches herself at him in glee when he announces that he came here for her help.
After getting past her usual squealing and gushing, once he tells her what his problem is, she is, as he expected, more than willing to help. They find a quiet corner where he goes into more detail about what he needs to do and how he doesn’t know how to guide his energy yet. Nejire listens with a surprisingly serious and thoughtful expression, then immediately starts making suggestions, comparing his quirk to her own and even bringing up the hose analogy when he mentions that it’s useful to help explain how she controls her energy spirals. Izuku listens with rapt attention, hope blossoming in his chest with each piece of advice that she gives, mind already swirling with ideas of how he can apply it to his own quirk.
They’re so similar- their quirks- but also so different, it’s crazy! Izuku is so grateful he has someone he can look up to for guidance for stuff like this. It’s nice to know that he doesn’t have to figure this out entirely by himself.
“Thank you, Nejire-senpai!” He says, clutching her hands, “Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
She laughs, flushing, “No problem! What kind of senpai would I be if I couldn’t teach my kouhai how to control his quirk?” She winks. “Just be sure to mention to the boys that I’m your favorite.”
Izuku giggles and shakes his head exasperatedly. One of her friends then calls her and he turns away, tossing a goodbye over his shoulder which she returns. They part ways and he begins jogging back to the dorms with a smile on his face.
There’s still some time before his classmates will be back since their exam location was a bit of a drive, so Izuku decides to finally unwind and takes a shower. Now that he’s not jumping from one crisis to another, he discovers that he’s actually quite tired. Even though he didn’t use his quirk much, it was a very mentally and emotionally exhausting day.
When his classmates do finally return, they find him curled up on the couch with Sushi draped over his lap, yawning sleepily.
“Heeey,” he greets with a lazy wave.
“Heeey,” they chorus back in unison, trudging in tiredly, shoulders sagging.
“God, I am beat,” Kaminari groans, walking over to flop down face-first on the couch next to him. “Do we really have to start regular classes tomorrow?” His voice is muffled by the cushion.
“Unfortunately, yes,” Izuku says. Kaminari groans again. Giggling, Izuku reaches over to scratch his head gently, then grimaces when his fingers pull away all sweaty. “You’re covered in sweat, go take a shower.”
Kaminari grumbles, but obediently pulls his face out of the cushion and gets up, lumbering away. His other classmates fancy the same idea and make their way to their own dorms, greeting Izuku as they pass by and congratulating him on his success. Well, most of them do.
Kacchan walks straight from the door to the elevator, shoulders hunched, not sparing him or anyone a single glance as he glares straightforwardly. He disappears in a matter of seconds.
Izuku blinks and glances at Todoroki, meeting his gaze. His carefully blank expression betrays no emotion, but that alone is enough to tell Izuku just how upset he is.
Right. They both failed.
Izuku sighs. Looks like his day isn’t over yet.
Todoroki, at least, seems to be the most stable at the moment, so Izuku decides to go after Kacchan first. He’s just stood up from the couch when-
“Midoriya-kun.”
Aizawa walks in, phone in hand lowering from his ear. His eyes roam over Izuku briefly, then flicker over to the TV, which is playing some old medical show that he randomly switched on to pass the time. It’s currently a rather gruesome scene, but for some reason Aizawa seems to relax slightly. He looks back at Izuku.
“The League of Villains attacked the police transport carrying Toga Himiko,” he says gravely and Izuku’s heart stops, “She got away.”
Everyone whirls around to look at him in alarm.
“What?!?”
“What the hell?!?”
“How did that happen?!?”
“They were ambushed on the freeway,” Aizawa explains, “You’ll probably hear more about it on the news, but I wanted you to find out from me first.”
Izuku stares at him, eyes wide, feeling as if the rug has been pulled out from under him for the millionth time that day.
“Wh-What do we do now?” Ashido asks, glancing nervously between him and Izuku.
“Nothing,” Aizawa replies.
“What?!?” Everyone cries again.
“But she has his blood!” Uraraka protests.
“She had his blood,” Aizawa says pointedly, “She used it up.”
“But she might have more,” Todoroki argues.
“We don’t know that,” Aizawa says in a calm but firm voice, “And even if she did, she’d be stupid to try and pull a stunt like that again. She showed her hand and now we know what measures we need to take in order to avoid falling for her tricks again. No dramatic changes need to be made. We will continue to protect Midoriya to the best of our ability, and if any of you ever become suspicious of one another, then simply ask something that only that person would know. But I don’t want you guys becoming paranoid over this, understood?”
The students share a few glances, then murmurs of agreement ripple amongst them. They relax slightly after Aizawa’s explanation and Izuku finds himself doing so too. He’s still a bit unnerved by the thought of Toga being out there, but when it comes down to it, he really just ended up right back where he was at the beginning of the day. Aizawa’s right, nothing has to change. For now, anyway.
Izuku lets out a soft sigh of relief.
His classmates begin to disperse, most going off to take showers and unwind after their long day. Aizawa casts Izuku another brief assessing look, as if he’s making sure he’s really alright, then gives a decisive nod and turns to leave.
A hand brushes Izuku’s elbow and he glances to his left to see Todoroki gazing at him with a flicker of concern in his eyes. The question ‘are you okay?’ goes unspoken.
Heart warming, Izuku smiles and nods. Then, he shoots back with a quirked brow, ‘are you?’
Todoroki sighs through his nose.
Izuku is fully prepared to have to pry his answers out of him, but he ends up not having to do much more work, though, because Todoroki tells him everything during dinner without needing much prompting. They find a nice secluded spot on the couches away from their classmates and Izuku listens to Todoroki as he tells him about Yoarashi and his frustration at being compared to Endeavor, about his realization that he still hasn’t moved on from his past hatred despite having reunited with his mother, about losing his temper at Yoarashi and just barely winning against Gang Orca, about still failing to get his provisional license.
Izuku listens and listens and… he doesn’t quite know what to say. But that’s alright, because Todoroki doesn’t really seem to be looking for any help. He seems… like he already knows what he needs to do.
Izuku gazes at him imploringly and tilts his head.
Todoroki presses his lips together and sighs, “I can’t just… bury and forget about my past. I wanted to. I thought it would have been easy to just… put my father behind me and move on now that I’ve reunited with my mother, but… I can’t. It’s not that simple.” He glances off to the side, a shadow passing over his eyes.
Izuku reaches over to squeeze his hand. “I’m sorry,” he murmurs.
“Don’t be.” Todoroki shakes his head. “I’ll be fine. This doesn’t change much, anyway. I’m still going to surpass that old fool and become number one.”
Izuku smiles. He doesn’t doubt it- unless Kacchan beats him to it, of course. Imagining anyone other than All Might as the number one hero seems strange, but-
A thought suddenly strikes him, making his blood go cold.
The price that comes with being number one. Todoroki, scars littering his body, getting a new one with each battle, getting injured with each fight, and the people will cheer him on and glorify his victories, but as he gets older he’ll still be in pain, pain from battles he fought long ago and old wounds not visible to the eye but he still feels because he’s not indestructible, he’s fragile, he’s human-
“Midoriya-kun?” Todoroki asks, peering at him, “Are you alright?”
Izuku swallows past the hard knot in his throat and nods. He puts his empty plate on the coffee table and then leans against Todoroki, resting his head on the other boy’s chest. Todoroki is briefly surprised, but relaxes beneath him after a moment, hesitantly putting his chin on top of his curls. Izuku breathes in his scent and smiles softly.
No, he won’t allow that to happen. All Might will be the last number one hero to live in pain.
Todoroki’s arm settles comfortably around his waist. Izuku sighs and snuggles a bit closer.
“What a long day,” he exhales. Todoroki hums in agreement.
“Congratulations on getting your license, by the way,” he murmurs, “Sorry I didn’t say it earlier.”
Izuku smiles against his chest. “Thank you. And it’s okay.”
They don’t say anything for a couple of minutes, simply enjoying each other’s presence after a long day apart.
Kaminari glances at them as he walks past and drawls teasingly, “Gaaaay.”
Izuku wrinkles his nose and glares at his back. In the corner of his eye, he can see Ashido grinning and giving him a thumbs up from the dinner table. His cheeks heat up. Maybe this is a bit too much of a public spot to cuddle. But when he starts to shift away, Todoroki’s arm tightens around him like a rabbit’s snare.
He lets out an amused huff. Something that he’s been idly wondering ever since the call then crosses his mind once again, and he asks, “By the way, Todoroki-kun?” The bi-colored boy hums. “How did you know Toga was me? She must’ve looked exactly like me, if her quirk lets her shapeshift.”
Todoroki looks at him with warm eyes, the corner of his mouth pulling up into a soft smile. “She could have been the best actress in the world, but nothing could ever change the fact that there’s only one Midoriya Izuku.”
Izuku’s heart flutters. “Oh,” he stutters, averting his gaze shyly as he smiles to himself.
Todoroki’s eyes linger indulgently on his blushing face for a moment, before he adds, “Also… she called Bakugou Bakugou-kun instead of Kacchan.”
Izuku blinks. “Oh.” He giggles, then his eyes widen and he groans. “Oh, God, wait.”
“What?” Todoroki asks.
Izuku sighs, beginning to pull away, “I should go make sure Kacchan’s doing okay too.”
Todoroki’s arm tightens around his waist again. “No.”
Izuku lets out a little snort, “Todoroki-kun-”
“Don’t worry, guys.” They both glance up at Kirishima’s voice to see the redhead walking past the couch towards the elevator with two large plates of spicy curry in each hand. He flashes them a grin and winks. “I’ve got this.”
He expertly kicks the elevator button with his foot and disappears behind the doors.
Todoroki and Izuku blink, then glance at each other simultaneously.
“Oh?”
Notes:
I dyed my hair pink today :)
Lot of shit happened in this chapter, let me know ur thoughts below
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Next chapter, Izuku experiments with his quirk
Chapter 42: The Brother
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The first day of the second semester begins the following day. All of the classes gather in the sports grounds first thing in the morning for the opening ceremony where Principal Nedzu gives a long, drawn-out speech about disturbances in lifestyle and the importance of the UA students’ future place in society. He also mentions something about hero work studies that apparently second and third-years partake in that catches the attention of Izuku and his classmates.
They glance at each other in confusion, but no one seems to know what it is. Izuku makes a mental note to ask his senpais about it later.
All Might goes up to the podium and gives a few words of encouragement once Principal Nedzu is finished. It’s quick and brief, but it’s the first time he’s appeared in front of the whole school ever since his fight against All For One, and he looks stronger and prouder than ever before in his muscular form.
His spirit and energy is infectious, and he finishes off with a resounding ‘Plus Ultra!’ that everyone enthusiastically joins in on.
When they return to homeroom, Asui asks Aizawa about the hero work studies. He tells them that they’re similar to the internships they did under heroes before, only closer to the real thing now that they have their provisional licenses. They’re also not part of a class and done at the discretion of the student, so they rely on the scouting from the Sports Festival for their connections.
Izuku wonders if Recovery Girl will allow him to do something similar to his internship again. His first internship experience kind of got cut short with the whole incident with Stain after all. Or perhaps he could even work with a rescue agency. There’d still be the matter of convincing Principal Nedzu and the heroes to actually let him go, but surely if he’s at a hero agency there will be sufficient security for them to feel comfortable with him leaving?
Well, it’s worth a shot, anyways. And if not, he’s got plenty here to keep him busy.
The rest of the first day of school passes by fairly smoothly, if a bit slowly. Izuku is mostly distracted thinking about his after school lesson with Recovery Girl. He’s so eager to try out all the tips Nejire gave him for directing his energy! He hopes he has plenty of injured patients to practice on!
...
Not that he wants people to get hurt, of course…
He eyes the clock impatiently all throughout seventh period and when the final bell rings, he immediately jumps to his feet and swings his backpack over his shoulder.
“See ya, guys,” he says hurriedly, brushing past a startled Kacchan as he rushes towards the door and darts out of the classroom.
“Oi,” Kacchan grunts.
“Don’t run in the hallway!” Iida shouts after him.
Izuku groans but begrudgingly slows down. He speed-walks as quickly as he can, expertly utilizing his smaller stature to slip through the throng of students flooding into the hallway until he reaches the infirmary. His eyes light up when he sees Recovery Girl tending to an injured girl lying on the bed.
“Yes!” He fist pumps.
The girl blinks at him in surprise. Recovery Girl gives him a disapproving glare.
“I mean, uh,” he stammers, eyes widening as he flushes in embarrassment, “Sorry, are you- are you okay, what happened?”
Recovery Girl tsks, but thankfully has mercy and chooses to say nothing about his little blunder. Instead, she gestures to the girl’s foot, which has an ice pack pressed to it, and says, “Just a sprained ankle, nothing too serious.” She gives Izuku a pointed look. “I figured you would like to do the honors, though.”
Izuku nods rapidly. “Right! Um…” There’s just one thing missing, however. He looks at the girl, suddenly nervous. How does he ask this? “Er- What’s your name?”
“Suzuki Yuki,” she replies in a high-pitched voice, looking equally anxious, “I’m a second-year.”
“Suzuki-san,” he says, plastering on a reassuring smile that he knows helps to calm down all his nervous patients. After all, getting hurt can really ruin someone’s day and she doesn’t look like the type to be in the hero course. “Don’t worry, I’m going to fix you up right away.”
Suzuki blinks at him wide-eyed and relaxes slightly, giving him a soft smile in return.
Izuku pauses slightly, then adds, “If you don’t mind, however… I’ve been needing an opportunity to train my quirk, just in regards to directing the flow of my energy. See, right now, it kind of just goes all throughout the body, but I want to be able to focus it to specific wounds so that I can heal one thing at a time, if I need.”
“Oh.” Suzuki looks a little confused. “Okay?”
“So… if you don’t mind… could I prick your finger and try healing just that before I heal your ankle?” He asks hesitantly, “You’re absolutely free to refuse, of course.”
“Oh.” Suzuki finally understands, then shakes her head. “Oh yeah, sure, go ahead.”
Izuku smiles and thanks her before quickly grabbing a needle and an antiseptic wipe from the drawer. He cleans her finger and pricks it hard enough to draw blood, muttering an apology when she flinches. Then, he takes off the gloves he put on and lets their skin make contact.
He shuts off his quirk almost instantly, fast enough so that he can still feel that the prick on her finger remains unhealed. Then comes the tricky part. Nejire had described it simply enough with the hose analogy. Hoses themselves are meant to control water, he just needs to angle his in order to direct the flow to where he wants it to go. But saying it and doing it are two different things, especially considering that the analogy isn’t exactly literal.
She also gave him the idea of… kind of squeezing it to where he wants it to go? Since he already knows how to narrow down his metaphorical hose in order to slow the flow, then perhaps he could utilize that same feeling to guide it, sort of like… putting his thumb over the top of a hose in order to make a smaller, more controlled stream.
He isn’t quite sure which idea he’s going to try first. Both seem rather daunting, but now that he thinks about it, the second one is probably a bit more viable. He isn’t quite sure if he can angle his hose since it’s… within him?... and also not a literal hose, it’s just the closest thing he can compare it to. But the second idea is good both because he already knows how to do part of it and because the smaller stream of energy would probably be easier to control.
So he decides to go with that one and takes a deep breath, bit by bit easing up on his hose and letting some of his energy slowly trickle out. He feels it automatically branch out throughout Suzuki’s body, the majority going towards her sprained ankle. Not quite sure how to proceed from here, he hesitantly attempts to press down on the side of the hose closer to her sprained ankle.
To his surprise, a small, narrow stream of energy bursts out of his control and shoots straight towards Suzuki’s cut, healing it within a second. Without any other injury to focus on, the rest of his energy starts immediately flowing into her sprained ankle. Izuku startles, but lets it finish.
Suzuki smiles when he pulls away, flexing her ankle. “Thanks!” She glances at him. “Did you do… whatever you were trying to do?”
Recovery Girl comes up beside him, gazing at him imploringly.
“I… I think so?” It comes out more like a question. He looks down at his hand, bewildered. “I… yeah, I- I think so.” It happened so fast, he could barely focus on it, but even though he did it, he still felt like he barely had any control over it- it was just so fast.
“That’s- That’s going to take a bit more practice,” he laughs nervously.
But he did it.
That means it’s possible! He can still heal All Might! A massive weight lifts off his chest and he turns to grin brightly at Recovery Girl.
She smiles back at him, eyes crinkling, and says, “Alright, then. We’ll have more incoming soon, no doubt. Suzuki-san-”
“Oh, right!” Suzuki startles, jumping off the bed, “Sorry, I’ll get out of your way. Thanks, Midoriya-kun!” She calls over her shoulder as she hurries out of the room.
They don’t have to wait long before the next injured student walks in, this time a third-year hero student with a mild black eye. Like most of his hero patients, Izuku doesn’t know him by name but has treated him before and eagerly asks him if he’s willing to help him train his quirk. He’s happy to, and Izuku quickly pricks his finger before attempting to direct his energy once more.
He stops his quirk as soon as he touches the other boy, then presses down on the side of the hose closest to the larger injury. Like before, the smaller stream of energy shoots out towards the pinprick at an alarming speed. It heals instantaneously, mostly likely due to the fact that it’s such a small wound and it's a very concentrated stream of energy, but the rapid speed causes Izuku’s little experiment to end so quickly. He’s going to have to do this numerous times in order to get a good feel for this new stream of energy.
Luckily for him, there’s a good handful of injured students coming in throughout the hour. Not nearly as much as one of their busier days, since it is the first day of school, but a decent amount for Izuku to get in some good practice. He’s so grateful that his patients are willing to help him, many claiming that they’re simply repaying the favor of all the times he’s helped them by healing them.
It’s still frustrating how little time he has to focus on the stream of energy before it heals the prick and disappears- it’s practically gone in two seconds- but after doing it over and over a few times, he thinks he’s sort of starting to become familiar with it.
The process is rather simple, really. Stop his quirk, press down, and then shoot. The last part is the most troublesome since it’s so fast and will probably be hard to control if he needs to- and he will need to, or he’ll need to figure out something, since All Might obviously has more than two injuries he needs to worry about- but for now, this is progress, and he’ll take what he can get.
By the time his lesson is over, he’s practically giddy with happiness.
“I can’t believe this was the answer all along!” He chatters to Recovery Girl as they get ready to close the infirmary, “I mean, it’s so simple, really! I basically knew half of it already! I just have to adjust how I narrow down the hose and then- whoosh!” He throws his hands up in the air, then giggles, “Man, Nejire-senpai has the best ideas!”
Recovery Girl very blatantly rolls her eyes. “Oh please, don’t let her hear you say that,” she sniffs, “And for that matter, don’t let those two boys hear that either. You’d break their poor hearts.”
“What?” Izuku snorts, shaking his head. He grabs his backpack off his chair and is about to take his leave when a thought crosses his mind. He pauses and glances over his shoulder. “Oh, by the way, Aizawa-sensei was talking about hero work studies today, and he said they were thinking about letting the first-years do them too since they have their provisional licenses. I know I’m not a hero student, but I was wondering if maybe I could do something similar to my internship or maybe work with a rescue agency?”
Recovery Girl purses her lips. “The heroes wouldn’t be too keen on the idea of you leaving UA everyday. You know how they are, especially after everything that’s happened…”
Izuku winces and shrugs one shoulder. “I know, but I mean, it’s worth a shot at least.”
His mentor inclines her head. “It is,” she admits, “Actually, ever since Kamino Ward, I’ve been contacted by pretty much every healer in Japan. They all want a chance to have you as their intern.”
Izuku’s eyes widen. “Seriously?!?”
“Seriously.”
“Wow,” he breathes, shocked. He didn’t think something like this would come out of Kamino. “What… What should I do, then?”
Recovery Girl pauses, considering. “Well, if you want any chance of the heroes approving of this, then you definitely can’t be following around a combat medic like Kamei-san again,” she says.
Izuku nods. Of course, no way would Principal Nedzu allow that, not to mention All Might. Or Aizawa. Or any of his friends.
“But perhaps you could go to another big agency,” Recovery Girl suggests, “A rescue agency isn’t a bad idea- as opposed to something like Endeavor Agency which is more combat-oriented. Agencies that are more focused on rescue tend to have larger medical wards to accomodate a large amount of patients and instead of moving around multiple agencies you could just stay in that one for the duration of your work study. And,” she adds, “You would be safe in an agency full of pro heroes.”
Izuku perks up. It’s not a bad idea. Similar to what he did during his internship, except he wouldn’t be moving around as much obviously. But it would be a chance to get to learn about a hero agency’s medical ward on a more personal level- he feels like he barely got to spend any time in Sir Nighteye and Endeavor’s medical wards before everything went sideways. And he’s never worked in a rescue agency before!
But where would he go?
He can only think of a few big rescue agencies nearby and Team Idaten is one of them. Izuku pauses.
Idaten.
Ingenium.
He had pretended not to notice, but during their usual morning run, Iida had been repeatedly casting him quick, furtive glances out of the corner of his eye. The taller boy was too polite to say it, but Izuku knew what he was thinking.
He has his provisional healer license now- so what is he waiting for? Izuku hasn’t forgotten his promise.
“Recovery Girl?” He asks and his mentor glances up at the questioning tone in his voice, “When can I heal Ingenium?”
Her eyes widen ever so slightly, but then understanding flickers within them. Her face smoothes into a pleased expression. “I’ll contact Team Idaten’s healer,” she says and Izuku’s heart flutters with excitement. After a moment, she adds, “And I’m assuming you were thinking of doing your work study there as well?”
He nods eagerly and she smiles. “Very well. We’ll still have to clear it with Principal Nedzu, however seeing as Iida-san is an alumni of UA, he might make an exception.”
“Awesome!” Izuku grins.
“I’ll make the call now,” Recovery Girl says, turning back towards her desk, “You go get ready for your therapy session. Don’t keep Sano-san waiting too long, now.”
The reminder slices through Izuku’s bright mood like a knife, dampening it slightly. He swallows nervously, then takes a deep breath, steeling himself. “Right.”
His first therapy session. He had promised Recovery Girl he would start after his provisional license exam. Somehow he just… didn’t think it would come so soon. It’s a little daunting- actually, it’s really daunting, the thought about opening up to a complete stranger about the hardest parts of his life. But Recovery Girl thinks it will help, and he is still having nightmares, so he bids his mentor goodbye and makes his way over to where he’s meant to meet his new therapist.
Sano Koji is… nice. Izuku isn’t sure what his quirk is, but he seems to know immediately that he’s feeling extremely nervous because he offers him tea and does his best to make him as comfortable as possible, which is… nice. They don’t even talk about much at first, which is nice too- Sano tells him about himself and then he asks about Izuku. Not about Kamino, or how he’s feeling. Just little things, like school and his friends. It takes him aback, but he answers anyway. And he finds himself gradually relaxing as he converses with this man that he just met, but is slowly getting to know.
Then, after a long while, Sano does ask him to talk about how he’s been doing. But he asks him in a way that makes him feel like he’s not really pressured to talk if he doesn’t want to. And- he doesn’t. He doesn’t want to talk about the bad things, not yet, not with him. He tells Sano this and he apologizes, but Sano just brushes it off and reassures him that it’s okay.
He tells him instead to talk about the good things, and so he does. And there are plenty of good things. The truth is, despite all the nightmares and the exhaustion, he has been feeling pretty good over the past few days, especially compared to how he was doing before. He talks about living with his friends in the dorms, passing his license exam, his new control over his quirk- things that have been making him happy, even if everything hasn’t always been great.
And when he leaves his therapy session an hour later, he leaves with a smile on his face and a tentative blossom of hope in his chest.
He still dreams about Kamino that night, but when he startles awake from a nightmare at 4AM the next morning, he does so with the vividly satisfying memory of him punching Shigaraki in the throat.
So there’s that.
Izuku yawns and stretches his arms over his head, giving Sushi a quick scratch before getting ready to meet Iida for their usual morning run. The darkness of the early hour casts his room in a gloomy blue hue, and he rubs the exhaustion of last night’s nightmare out of his eyes as he trudges around sleepily in search of running clothes. He slips on his leggings, pulls on a t-shirt, makes a pitiful attempt at taming his bed-head, and walks out the door-
-and collides straight into Iida’s chest.
Izuku squeaks in surprise and stumbles back.
“Iida-kun!” He exclaims, rubbing his nose, “What are you-? What are you doing here? I thought we usually meet downstairs?”
Iida is gazing at him with a bright, eager look in his eyes. “My brother called me last night!” He says a bit too loudly in his obvious excitement, voice piercing the silence of the morning as he steps closer to Izuku. “He said you were going to heal him today!”
It takes Izuku’s brain a moment to catch up. He blinks. “I am?”
Iida’s smile falters and he tilts his head in confusion. “Aren’t you? He said- He said you were.” He suddenly seems unsure of himself. “Recovery Girl- she called Idaten yesterday and-”
“No, no, right, I know!” Izuku hastens to reassure him, “I knew I was going to heal him, I just didn’t know it was going to be today- I was just a little surprised, that’s all!”
“Oh.” Iida looks immensely relieved.
Izuku scratches the back of his head sheepishly. “Sorry! Recovery Girl hasn’t had the chance to tell me how that call went, yet.”
Now it’s Iida’s turn to look sheepish. He flushes, taking a step back, and pushes his glasses up higher on his nose as he sputters, “Right, of course she hasn’t! You have your lessons with her in the mornings! My apologies, I shouldn't have gotten ahead of myself like that!”
Izuku giggles and shakes his head, already waving him off. “It’s alright, it’s alright, you’re just excited. You’re allowed to be excited- he’s your brother.”
“Yes, well...” Iida coughs lightly, eyes flickering away briefly as the faint flush on his cheeks refuses to leave. He glances back at Izuku and smiles softly. “Thank you.”
Izuku smiles back. “Don’t thank me yet.” Arching a brow, he jerks his chin down the hall and asks, “So we going, or what?”
When he walks into the infirmary a couple hours later for his morning lesson, Recovery Girl spins around in her chair with a gleam in her eyes and announces, “Looks like we’re taking a trip to Team Idaten today!”
“Yup, I heard,” Izuku says, setting his bag down on his chair.
“What?” Recovery Girl’s expression falls. “From who?”
“Iida-kun told me this morning,” he replies.
“Aw,” his mentor grumbles petulantly, spinning back around, “I wanted to be the one to tell you.”
Izuku snickers. “Here, my reaction would have gone something like-” He gasps and makes an expression of exaggerated awe. Recovery Girl snorts.
“Very funny.”
Taking pity on her, he says pointedly, “However, he did fail to mention anything about my work study at Idaten.”
She perks up and turns to face him again.
“Well, then, I’m glad to hear that he didn’t spoil everything for you,” she says, “So I spoke to Team Idaten’s healer yesterday- Morita Naoki, nice man- and of course he was very eager to take you under his wing for your work study. He was also very understanding about your particular situation regarding your need for extra protection and therefore your inability to go out in the field. He said he didn't think it would be much of a problem since he’s not a combat medic. However, since healers do tend to move between agencies often- Morita-san works with Team Idaten as well as a few smaller agencies throughout the city- he was concerned that there might be some ‘details’ to work out and invited you to come over this afternoon so you could discuss it.” Recovery Girl’s lip twitches. “Personally, I don’t believe he actually needs to have a face-to-face discussion with you in order to figure this out, he just wanted an excuse to get you over there so he could ask you to heal Ingenium.”
Izuku blanches. “Oh my God, Recovery Girl, please tell me you offered for me to do it.”
She rolls her eyes. “Of course I did.” He lets out a sigh of relief and she chuckles. “You should have heard him sputtering as he thanked me. He’s a rather skittish man- very polite, though. Kind of like you, actually. You would like him.”
Izuku wrinkles his nose childishly. “I’m not skittish,” he says. Polite, he’ll take.
Recovery Girl gives him a look that he doesn’t know whether or not he should be offended by before she continues, “Well anyway, he informed Ingenium, who as I’m sure you know then informed his brother and no doubt the rest of his family, and- well, let’s just say that everyone at Team Idaten is very excited to see you.” Izuku smiles, his heart giving a nervous little flutter. “We’ll be leaving right after school is over and I’ve already gotten permission from Principal Nedzu, so you don’t have to worry about that. Hound Dog and Aizawa-san will be escorting us.”
Izuku is a little surprised at how quickly everything is moving- he certainly didn’t expect to finally be healing Iida’s brother today! He won’t be able to train more with his quirk this afternoon, but of course this takes precedence! It’s about time he’s finally fulfilled his promise to Iida.
He nods resolutely. “Okay!” After a moment, he asks, “Do you think Principal Nedzu will approve of my work study, then?”
His mentor waves her hand. “You handle Morita-san, I’ll handle the mouse.”
She then gives him a brief rundown on what to expect for the upcoming training session class 1-A is going to partake in today before the warning bell rings and he has to rush off to homeroom. He dashes down the hallway and darts into the classroom, hurrying past his classmates until he reaches Iida’s desk.
“Iida-kun!” He exclaims, slapping his hands down on the blue-haired boy’s desk. Iida startles and stares at him with wide eyes.
“Midoriya-kun, what-” He frowns, taking in his wayward curls and his labored breathing, “Were you running in the hallway-?”
“I’m leaving right after school,” Izuku says, blatantly interrupting him.
Iida blinks, then straightens up. “Oh! Me too!”
“Haah?” Kacchan’s voice calls out from across the room.
Izuku perks up. “You are? You’re going to be there too, then?”
“Of course!” Iida says, “I mean, yes, my mother is going to pick me up and- we’re all going to be there, my mother and father- I hope you don’t mind, we don’t mean to pressure you or anything-”
“Oh, no, not at all,” Izuku stammers, flailing his hands, “I totally understand!”
“Oi, oi-!” He glances up at Kacchan’s familiar growl to see the blond stomping over with an irritated expression. “What the fuck are you two idiots talking about going somewhere? Zuku’s not going anywhere today!”
Internally, Izuku winces. Kacchan won’t be happy about him leaving campus on such a short notice.
On the outside, he gives him a cheerful smile and says, “Yes, I am! I’m going to Team Idaten to heal Ingenium.” That gets the attention of a few of his classmates.
“You are?” Todoroki, who had been idly watching from his desk, asks. Izuku nods and he gives Iida a small smile.
“Hey man, that’s great!” Kirishima leans back in his seat to grin at Iida.
“Yeah, that’s awesome!” Uraraka’s head pops up over Iida’s shoulder. “Good luck, Midoriya-kun!”
“Thanks!” Izuku smiles at her. There is, of course, a little seed of worry in the back of his head, because he wouldn’t be himself if he didn’t have anxiety about every situation. Even though he’s fairly confident in his ability to heal Ingenium, even though he’s literally regrown entire organs, what if he can’t heal a broken spine? What if there’s something different about it and he’s about to let down all these people that are coming to see him heal their loved one?
But as he stands there, he listens to his classmates call out their encouragements without a second thought, as if they already know he’ll be able to succeed easily. And as they express their belief in him so doubtlessly, it’s hard not to feel a warm bud of confidence blossom within his chest.
A smile grows on his face and he turns to look at Kacchan, beaming. The blond’s eye twitches and he clenches his jaw.
“Why didn’t you fucking let me know earlier?” He grinds out.
“I just found out today,” Izuku replies truthfully. Kacchan holds his gaze for a moment before glancing away begrudgingly, grumbling under his breath.
“Aw, come on, give him a break, Kacchan,” Kaminari drawls teasingly as he boldly sidles up to Kacchan’s side and drapes an arm over his shoulder. Kacchan snarls and whips around, shoving the electric blond off and grabbing him by the front of his shirt as he raises his other hand up in preparation to deliver a blast.
In an instant, Izuku has darted between them, putting one hand on Kacchan’s chest and the other on the hand grabbing Kaminari’s shirt. Silence fills the room as Kacchan glares at Izuku. The smaller boy holds his gaze firmly. Everyone’s attention is immediately turned to the scene in the middle of the classroom.
Meanwhile, Kaminari hangs limply in Kacchan’s tight grip, glancing around the room with an awkward smile as he hides behind Izuku. Shinsou gives him an unimpressed look.
“Let’s not pretend the only reason you were brave enough to do that was because Midoriya-kun was there,” he says dryly.
Kaminari shrugs helplessly, not admitting or denying it.
Kacchan’s teeth grind audibly and Izuku’s lip twitches as he smothers a laugh. He doesn’t think Kacchan would appreciate it right now, but from the way he scowls even further, he must not do a very good job at hiding his amusement.
“Who’s fucking taking you there?” He snaps.
“Aizawa-sensei and Hound Dog,” Izuku replies. Kacchan may not say it out loud, but Izuku knows he respects Aizawa and would trust him to keep him safe, so surely he’ll be alright knowing he’ll be coming with him? Already, he can see the miniscule relaxation of Kacchan’s seemingly constantly tense muscles as his glare gradually loses some of its heat.
Finally, he lets out a huff, “Fine.”
All of the sudden, he releases his grip on Kaminari, who yelps as he falls to the ground with a loud thud.
“Kaminari-kun!” Izuku exclaims, whirling around.
“Ow.” Comes Kaminari’s pained whimper.
As Izuku bends down to check him for head injuries, he shoots a glare at Kacchan over his shoulder while the blond shoves his hands into his pockets and trudges back over to his desk. Shinsou arches a brow at him as well.
“I mean, let’s not pretend he would have gone anyway whether or not you were okay with it.”
Kacchan curls his lip and raises his hand threateningly.
“Kacchan!” Izuku says, warning in his tone. The effect is rather ruined by his weak voice cracking, but it still gets Kacchan to tsk and plop back down in his seat.
Izuku sighs and helps the relatively uninjured Kaminari stand back up. “Kaminari-kun,” he says sweetly, “In the future, please do not use me as a human shield against Kacchan.”
Kaminari’s face heats up and he smiles innocently. “Okie dokie.”
Shaking his head exasperatedly, Izuku turns back to Iida with an apologetic smile. “And Iida-kun… uh, yeah, I guess I’ll see you there, then!” He laughs awkwardly, “I was also thinking of doing my work study there too, but there’s still some kinks to work out about that, I think.”
Iida visibly perks up, eyes brightening. “Really? Oh, my brother’s agency will be wonderful for your work study! I- well, I admittedly don’t know much about the medical department, but my brother hires dozens of sidekicks and people from all sorts of backgrounds which makes his agency an incredibly diverse environment! I have no doubt you’ll find it a very enriching experience!”
There’s such an immense amount of respect and enthusiasm in- in everything- his eyes, his face, his voice- as he talks about his brother’s agency that for a moment Izuku feels like he can’t quite catch his breath. Iida loves his brother and his family legacy so dearly, and Izuku almost starts to feel like it’s a little… inappropriate for him to be doing this. This is Iida’s family, this is Iida’s world, Izuku doesn’t want to seem rude by encroaching on that. He’s probably super familiar with his brother’s agency, it might even be like a second home to him, it would be weird for Izuku to just practically invite himself over…
The bell rings just then and Aizawa slides the door open with a bang, startling Izuku. He gives the freckled boy a sharp look that sends him scuttling back into his seat before striding up to the podium and announcing the day’s events.
The next few hours go by excruciatingly slowly. Izuku squirms in his seat all throughout his morning classes, watching the seconds of the clock tick by. At least he knows he’s not the only one- Iida actually gets called out by Midnight to pay attention, which he knows is probably the most mortifying moment of the poor boy’s life (which is probably why Midnight did it). But Iida is lucky because he has something to distract him during their hero lesson in the afternoon, which is quirk-based combat training, meaning Izuku is stuck on the sidelines watching with Aizawa.
After Izuku fidgets impatiently for the fifth time in half-an-hour, Aizawa turns and gives him a chilling glare that has him standing stiff beside him for the rest of the lesson.
Finally, the end of the day arrives. Izuku grins and bids Iida goodbye after seventh period before racing out of the classroom, letting out a bark of laughter at his cry of, “Don’t run in the hallways!”
Recovery Girl has already gotten the infirmary ready to be closed up for the day by the time he arrives, skidding to a halt in front of the door. She glances up, smiling at his obvious excitement, and hands him his healer costume. He quickly ducks behind a curtain and gets dressed in record speed while she waits for him outside. Since this is going to be a more formal occasion- his first healing of a pro hero!- his outfit includes the long white labcoat over his usual combat costume, similar to Recovery Girl’s, just to make it look a bit more nice and proper.
When he emerges, his mentor gives him a once-over before nodding in approval.
“You ready to go?” She asks, already locking the door.
“Yeah!”
“Alright, let’s go then.” She begins to turn away, then pauses. “Oh wait, I think I forgot something in the teacher’s lounge.”
Izuku’s heart plummets. “Recovery Girl,” he groans dramatically and his mentor snickers at his dismay.
“I’m joking, I’m joking,” she says, turning away for real this time and beginning to walk, “Come on.”
Disgruntled, Izuku trods after her. “You’re cruel,” he sniffs.
“Oh, yes, I’m an absolute monstrosity,” Recovery Girl says with dry sarcasm. Izuku snorts and rolls his eyes. “How dare I poke fun at my apprentice?”
“You don’t understand Recovery Girl,” he whines, sagging his upper body forward and hanging his head as he walks, the image of pure drama, “I’ve been dying all day!”
“That’s too bad,” she says mercilessly, “I guess I’ll have to tell poor Ingenium that you died of impatience before you could heal him.” He lifts his head to give her a withering look and she meets his gaze with an arched brow. “It will be your undoing.”
He sighs and straightens up. “I knowww.”
They walk throughout the hallways of the main building and meet Aizawa right outside the doors. He nods in greeting and begins leading the way over to the gate, where Hound Dog is waiting with a car. To Izuku’s mild surprise, Aizawa politely opens the passenger seat for Recovery Girl while Hound Dog gets in the driver’s side, leaving both the homeroom teacher and Izuku to sit in the back.
Hound Dog starts up the car and a moment later they’re leaving UA and on their way towards Team Idaten. It’s a bit of a drive, so Izuku knows he should probably get comfortable, but he’s still practically vibrating with nervous energy. He doesn’t even know why really; it’s not that he’s anxious exactly- well, sort of, especially if he’s going to meet Iida’s family and heal Ingenium in front of all of them, but he’s also really excited to see Team Idaten and meet a new healer and a bunch of new people and- it’s just going to be a very new and probably a little overwhelming experience, so yeah, he’s a bit nervous!
The first five minutes of the drive are filled with silence, only broken by the soft background noise of the radio. Then, Izuku shifts in his seat.
Aizawa sends him a warning glare.
Izuku shrivels and looks down at his hands, wringing them in his shirt. Finally, he can’t take the silence any longer and blurts out, “So what’s Ingenium like?”
“Hm? Oh, he’s a kind boy,” Recovery Girl replies, “Not much like his brother, I must say, though. I haven’t seen too much of him since he graduated from UA, but Aizawa-san still hangs out with him from time-to-time, don’t you, dear?”
Izuku blinks and glances at Aizawa to see him lower his face into his scarf. “Haven’t had the chance to recently,” he grunts, voice muffled slightly.
Izuku tilts his head, gazing at him imploringly. “Did you two go to UA at the same time?” He asks.
Aizawa’s eyes flicker to him briefly before he continues looking straight ahead at the back of Hound Dog’s seat in front of him. “Maybe,” he sniffs.
“They were in the same year, actually,” Recovery Girl supplies helpfully, “Although, Iida-san never got into quite as much trouble as you, Hizashi-san, or Kayama-san did.” Her voice has a certain mirthful tone to it.
Hound Dog makes an odd chortling noise and Izuku blinks, glancing quizzically back at Aizawa who seems to be determinedly burning holes into the back of the driver’s seat. Not entirely sure what’s going on, Izuku decides to file that piece of information away for later and instead presses, “So, you’re friends then?”
Inhaling slowly through his nose, Aizawa huffs in a short, clipped tone, “Yes.”
Perking up, Izuku turns to face him. “So, what’s he like, then?”
Aizawa finally looks at him again. Izuku smiles. After a moment, the man lets out a long sigh.
“... He’s nice-”
HONK!
Hound Dog suddenly slams down on the horn and jerks the car to a stop. They aren’t moving very fast so it doesn’t hurt, but it is a bit surprising. But what’s more surprising is Hound Dog’s reaction.
He literally snarls at the offending car through the window. Like, full-on guttural, animalistic snarl. It makes the hair on Izuku’s skin immediately stand on edge. Then he proceeds to growl and snarl even more, spittle flying from his glistening fangs as his rage only increases. It builds and builds until it boils up into a deafening howl that shakes Izuku to his core and then-
And then Hound Dog lets out a giant, disgruntled huff and continues driving as if nothing happened.
Izuku stares at him like a deer caught in headlights, practically plastered to the back of his seat as his heart threatens to pound out of his chest. He frantically glances at Aizawa, who merely blinks once at the furry teacher, then looks back at him.
“So he’s nice-”
“What was that?!?” Izuku shrieks, voice cracking in a million places.
Aizawa looks entirely unbothered by his alarm and simply replies, “Road rage.”
Recovery Girl sighs.
Thankfully, they manage to make it to Team Idaten in one piece. It’s a large building- understandably so, if what Iida said about Ingenium’s numerous sidekicks and employees is true. They park underground, get out of the car, and are immediately greeted by a young mousy-looking man with round glasses and even rounder eyes flanked by a few sidekicks.
“Midoriya Izuku!” The man exclaims, grabbing his hand and shaking it vigorously, “How wonderful it is to finally meet you! I’ve heard so many things about you- good things, of course! Great things! Oh, and I’m Morita Naoki, by the way!” His voice quivers with nervous energy as he laughs.
Izuku stares in shock. He wasn’t expecting Morita to be so young! He looks like he’s in his early twenties- he can’t be more than a few years older than him! It’s… kind of a relief, actually. Izuku doesn’t think he’s ever met a healer even close to his age before.
The freckled boy smiles and squeezes his hand back. “It’s nice to meet you too, Morita-san!” He rasps, “Thank you so much for having me on such a short notice.”
Morita’s eyes light up. “Thank you for coming on such a short notice! And just call me Naoki- no need to be so formal! If-If you want, of course!” He adds hastily.
Izuku can quickly see what Recovery Girl meant about him being skittish, but he finds it rather charming. His smile grows. “Alright, call me Izuku, then.”
“Oh!” Naoki visibly startles, then perks up. “Okay! Well, would you like to come in then? Oh- And Recovery Girl! It’s nice to meet you too!” He suddenly exclaims as if he just remembered, rushing over to shake her hand as well. “And Eraserhead- and Hound Dog!” He shakes their hands enthusiastically too. “Forgive me, thank you all for coming! Would you like to come in?”
“That would be nice,” Aizawa says dryly, seeming a bit unimpressed as he eyes the energetic man up and down.
“Right! Of course!” Naoki says, spinning around, “The main lobby is just this way!” He begins walking across the parking garage, brushing past the trio of sidekicks he came with that remain where they are.
“Oi, Morita-san,” one of them calls after him, “Don’t you think we should take him straight to Ingenium’s office? Everyone’s waiting for him.”
Naoki pauses. “Right, yes, that’s- that’s a better idea, of course!” He quickly scurries back over to them and begins leading them in an opposite direction. “This way!”
Izuku giggles softly to himself while Aizawa lets out a small huff behind him as they follow the healer towards an elevator. A moment later, one of the sidekicks comes up to his side and gives him a smile.
“I’m Blindspot,” he greets, offering his hand for Izuku to shake, which he does.
“Midoriya Izuku,” he replies.
“I just wanted to thank you for what you’re about to do,” he says, “It really means a lot to us that you came all the way out here today, even though it’s not entirely safe for you to leave UA yet. It’s very brave.” Beside him, his fellow sidekicks nod in agreement.
Something stirs in Izuku’s chest. “I… didn’t really do it to be brave,” he replies hesitantly. He glances away, trying to find the right words. “It’s just… I mean, if I can do something to help, it’s like… how could I just sit back and… not?”
Blindspot smiles at him and Izuku realizes that the other adults are glancing at him now too. He flushes.
“Spoken like a true healer!” Naoki chirps from the front.
Recovery Girl’s eyes twinkle. “Spoken like a true hero.”
Izuku ducks his head, face burning, and casts a quick glance up at Aizawa. The man is gazing down at him with his usual hooded eyes, but there’s a slight upward tick to the edge of his lip. He raises a large hand and rests it on top of Izuku’s curls for a brief moment before giving them a single ruffle and letting it drop. Izuku ducks his head again to hide his smile.
They reach the elevator, which is surprisingly spacious on the inside so it’s hardly a squeeze even with all eight of them, including Hound Dog’s significant size. It takes them up multiple floors before finally stopping on one that Izuku assumes must be near the top of the building. When the doors open, he suddenly finds himself underneath a multitude of gazes.
He gulps.
“Midoriya-kun!” Iida’s familiar voice calls out, and Izuku is relieved to see his friend walking over to him as soon as he steps out of the elevator.
“Iida-kun,” he rasps, “When did you get here?”
“Just a couple of minutes ago.” Iida clasps his shoulder with a smile and nods over his head politely. “Recovery Girl, Aizawa-sensei, Hound Dog,” he greets. Still holding Izuku’s shoulder, he turns to look at an older man and woman that are approaching them. “Midoriya-kun, these are my parents. Mother, Father, this is-”
“Midoriya Izuku,” Iida’s father interrupts, sticking out his large hand for Izuku to shake. “It’s a pleasure.”
“Father!” Iida looks embarrassed.
“Oh, of course we know who he is,” his father says exasperatedly and gives Izuku a grin, “Keiko and I have heard such good things about you from Tenya. I’m glad that we’re finally getting the chance to meet you.”
“Pleasure’s all mine,” Izuku replies, then internally winces. Was that the right thing to say? It didn’t sound quite right to his ears. Neither of Iida’s parents seem to think it’s weird, or at least they don’t make any outward reactions to it.
Wow, they look really similar to Iida, especially his father. It seems he passed down more than just his engine quirk to his son.
“Thank you so much for coming on such short notice, too,” Iida’s mother says, “How was the drive? Everything went safely, I trust?” She looks up at Aizawa and Hound Dog.
The former nods. “No trouble.”
“That’s good,” Iida’s father says, “Well, if you need any extra escorts on your way back, I’m sure my son would be willing to spare a sidekick or two. Wouldn’t you, Tensei?” He glances over his shoulder and Izuku follows his gaze, breath catching slightly.
Iida Tensei rolls out in his wheelchair from behind a small group of his sidekicks standing around, his eyes meeting Izuku’s. Of all the Iidas, he looks the most like Izuku’s friend, the most noticeable difference being the lack of glasses and the engines in his elbows rather than his calves. However, that’s not to mention the fact that he’s the only one in his family that’s wheelchair-bound and something about seeing the hero roll his way over to him makes Izuku’s chest feel tight with some unknown emotion. Despite this, Tensei approaches with an easygoing smile on his face.
“Two, three, you could take the whole lot after this!” He says jokingly and Iida’s father laughs, along with a few sidekicks. Izuku swallows and smiles.
“Oh, I’m- I’m good,” he laughs nervously, “I’ve already got my hands full with enough heroes.”
“So I’ve heard,” Tensei says, shaking his head as he chuckles, “I’ve gotta say, I don’t envy you. I know how hard it is just to manage this one-” He jerks his head towards Iida, who sputters. “I can’t imagine how hard it is to manage a whole school of ‘em.” Izuku finds himself smiling as Tensei rolls up to him. He holds out his hand. “Iida Tensei.”
Izuku looks at his bare hand. Then, his eyes flicker down to his wheelchair.
He doesn’t have his gloves on. It didn’t seem necessary to put them on earlier- he’s not going out in the field, so he just tucked them into one of his pouches, but if he shakes Tensei’s hand…
Izuku hesitates, long enough for Tensei to notice.
“I don’t mean to be rude,” he explains quickly, “It’s just that my quirk will activate as soon as I touch your skin.”
Tensei blinks. “Oh.” He retracts his hand. “Of course, no it’s alright.”
Plastering on a smile, Izuku bows politely instead. “Midoriya Izuku.”
When he straightens back up, he opens his mouth to say more, but nothing comes out. He falters, looking down at Tensei’s friendly smile, then glancing around the room, finally noticing the faint tension in the air. Everyone’s eyes are on him, watching him, Tensei’s family, his healer, his sidekicks- they’re all waiting for him to heal him. And of course they’re being polite welcoming him in with pleasantries and small talk, but why delay it any further? They all know why he’s here.
Pushing down the flutter of nerves in his stomach, he glances over his shoulder at Recovery Girl and hesitantly says, “So I guess I should… get started then?” It comes out sounding like a question, but she nods steadily.
“If you’re ready.”
Izuku looks at Iida and his parents, and sees the eager hope in their eyes. What excuse does he have to not be?
Taking a deep breath, he turns back to Tensei. Okay. Where should he start? He’ll need to feel out his injury before he heals it, obviously, but Tensei is sitting in his wheelchair. Moving him to a bed might not be completely necessary, though.
He clears his throat and asks, “Do you mind leaning forward and lifting your shirt?”
Tensei complies without a second thought. “Sure.” As he shifts forward, Izuku steps over to him and walks around behind his wheelchair so he can see his exposed back. Looking down, he immediately notices the scar a little over halfway down his spine. It’s a clean cut and he’s a bit surprised at how small it is, but then he recalls Stain’s knives and the villain’s deadly accuracy, and he supposes it makes sense. The memory of Stain still makes unease churn in his stomach.
“Naoki-san,” he says, “Come here, please.” Naoki makes a small noise of surprise, but scuttles over to his side in an instant. “You know Iida-san’s injury better than I do. If you could please enlighten me before I use my quirk to feel it out, that would be helpful.”
“Oh- of course,” Naoki says, “Well, the injury is located between his T11 and T12 thoracic vertebrae and it appears to have completely severed his spinal cord, so he currently doesn’t have any feeling whatsoever in his legs, but he’s been very diligent with his rehabilitation and therapies in order to keep his muscles strong.”
“That’s good.” Izuku gives Tensei a small smile even though he can’t see him from this angle. “And all his other injuries from the fight have been healed at this point, correct?”
Naoki nods vigorously. “Correct! My quirk- it’s called Coma. I can make people go to sleep and for every hour that they’re asleep, their wound will age a day.”
“I call him my sleeping pill,” Tensei supplies.
“Unfortunately, it’s not helping very much in this case,” Naoki adds, casting a regretful glance at the hero’s scar.
“Still, that’s a wonderful quirk,” Izuku says honestly. The man smiles. When he turns back to Tensei, Izuku spies Recovery Girl out of the corner of his eye and sees that she’s made her way to stand on his other side. She’s still giving him his space to make him feel independent, but silently letting him know that she’s still there, if he needs her. It’s reassuring and he gives her a grateful smile before he raises his hand, letting it hover over Tensei’s back.
“I’m just going to get a feel for your injury first with my quirk before I go ahead and attempt to heal it,” he tells him. After a pause, he considers maybe he should explain further. “By the way, my quirk allows me to feel people’s energy- their body’s natural energy- and it kind of swirls around the points of their injuries and so… and so that’s what I’m going to do.” He internally cringes and curses himself for his awkwardness.
He’s not used to having such a big audience when he heals people, alright! Everyone has gone absolutely quiet, watching him so intently- he can’t help that it’s making him a little nervous!
Izuku gives himself a mental shake. Come on, focus! He’s been through a lot worse than this, he can handle a little stage-fright.
Taking a deep breath through his nose, he lets his nerves settle for a moment before placing his hand on Tensei’s back. Immediately, his quirk activates and he slams down on the hose. As soon as he’s confident not a trickle of his own energy will leak out, he turns his attention to Tensei’s wound.
Despite being a relatively small cut on the outside, it’s fairly deep. Stain must’ve severed his spine by stabbing him. There was no doubt some damage to his internal organs on the other side if it was a complete sever like Naoki said, but thanks to the healer’s quirk, there doesn’t seem to be any more damage that Izuku can feel. Everything is contained to the single, deep- yet ultimately compact injury on Tensei’s spine.
A small wave of confidence washes over the rest of Izuku’s nerves. This shouldn’t take too much energy.
Glancing up, he meets Recovery Girl’s gaze and nods.
“I’ll begin now,” he announces. He hears Iida’s mother inhale and Tensei tenses up ever so slightly beneath his palm. “Don’t worry, you shouldn’t feel a thing,” he reassures.
“I know,” Tensei replies quickly, “I mean, that wasn’t me being worried or anything…”
One of his sidekicks snorts.
“Son, he’s a healer,” his father says in a teasing tone, “Don’t bother putting up a tough-guy face with him, he sees through them everyday.”
Tensei sputters, “Wha- I- I wasn’t-!” He cuts himself off when his own sidekicks around him start laughing. Instead, he groans, “Dad.”
Izuku grins at the amused smirk on his father’s face. He never would have thought that a boy as prim and proper as Iida would have a father that teased his sons like this. He always imagined that the Ingenium patriarch would be more serious and stoic like Iida himself. It’s a pleasant surprise, one that he certainly isn’t complaining about.
The light joke eases some of the tension out of the room and once the laughter dies down, Izuku concentrates on his task once more. Since there aren’t any other injuries, he doesn’t have to worry about controlling his quirk as much as usual, but he doesn’t like to just let his energy run wild without anything to hold it back, so he eases back on the hose gradually, feeling his energy flow once more. As expected, it automatically goes right towards Tensei’s spine, but then… it slows down?
Izuku frowns in confusion and immediately pulls back a bit. His energy is still managing to seep into the injury- that’s a relief- but it’s not being absorbed nearly as quickly as it normally would be and the healing rate is a lot slower. But why? It’s not resisting, but why is absorbing his energy so slowly? He’s never healed a spine before- this is new territory for him. However, he does know that the cells of the nervous system don’t heal the same way that other cells do due to the fact that they are incapable of undergoing mitosis, so maybe that has some effect on this? Then again, he has just straight-up regrown complete organs, although that doesn’t really slow down his energy like this is right now, it just takes up a lot of it.
Hmm. This is a new part of his quirk that he’ll have to learn more about later. Either way, Tensei’s spinal injury is still accepting his energy, which is all he really needs, but just to be cautious, Izuku decides to pause the healing and inform Recovery Girl of his discovery.
Pulling away, he turns to his mentor and is about to open his mouth, when Naoki suddenly speaks.
“Is that it?” He asks eagerly, “Are you done?”
“Huh? Oh, no, I just ran into a bit of a problem-” Izuku instantly regrets the words as soon as they come out of his mouth.
“Problem?!?” The alarm in Iida’s voice spikes tension throughout the room. “What’s wrong?!?”
“Nothing!” Izuku hastily reassures him, “Nothing! Nothing’s wrong, sorry, I shouldn’t have said that. Something new just came up, that’s all.”
Iida relaxes slightly, but the worry doesn’t entirely fade from his eyes.
“What is it, Midoriya-kun?” Recovery Girl asks steadily, grabbing his attention.
Eased by his mentor’s presence, Izuku explains, “I think it’s just because it’s a spinal injury, but it’s not really accepting my energy as readily as most injuries do. It’s still absorbing it, just a lot more slowly than normal. Even though it’s a small injury, it feels very deep and concentrated, kind of like it’s… almost a big one?” He shakes his head. “It’s a little hard to describe, but I’m pretty sure I can still heal it, I’m just going to go slow to stay safe.”
Recovery Girl nods in approval. “Alright. Be careful, and if you start using too much energy, you stop.”
Izuku nods and turns his attention back to Tensei, who has remained quiet. He lets his energy flow once more and like before, it seeps into the hero’s wound at a slow pace. Still, he narrows down his hose ever so slightly, reducing the flow to just above a mere trickle.
It seems to take hours for him to heal the wound, although in reality it’s probably only a few minutes. It’s so concentrated, like there’s just so much damage condensed into this one small injury, and even though Izuku is feeding his energy into it slowly, it almost seems like it’s never going to stop eating it up. Izuku feels fine for now, but this is taking a lot more energy than he thought it would. Thankfully, however, he soon starts to notice the injury gradually decreasing in size until eventually it fades away. His quirk shuts off.
Izuku lets out a sigh of relief, feeling a familiar sense of fatigue pulling at his muscles. It’s not too bad, though, and he manages to push it aside for now in favor of pulling away and gently tugging down Tensei’s shirt.
“Alright,” he says, smiling softly, “Up on your feet again, Ingenium.”
Tensei’s throat bobs as he swallows.
The whole room seems to hold their breath as he slowly leans back and looks down at his legs. Izuku steps around the back of his wheelchair just in time to see him wiggle his feet. He startles, then starts moving the rest of his legs. His breath hitches, and a choked noise escapes his throat.
All of the sudden, he pushes himself out of his wheelchair and launches himself at Izuku. The greenette squeaks in surprise and stumbles under his weight as he wraps his arms around him and proceeds to burst into tears.
“Oh my God!” Tensei sobs, crushing him to his chest, “Oh my God! Thank you so much!”
Izuku blinks, stunned and flustered. “O-Oh-”
Then, the rest of the Iida family is swarming around him, all crying and sobbing in joy. They hug their son tightly, which means Izuku gets caught in the middle of everyone and squeezed practically half to death while also showered in tears. It’s incredibly uncomfortable and overwhelming, but Izuku doesn’t have the heart to try and wiggle free from their grasp.
They keep thanking him over and over again- Iida’s father looks like he’s two seconds away from getting on the floor and bowing, and wouldn’t that just send Izuku into an absolute cardiac arrest. Iida’s eyes are streaming tears and his voice cracks in every which way as he thanks Izuku and God, he rarely ever sees Iida cry, and of course being the emotional boy he is, seeing one of his best friends cry makes his own eyes start watering as well.
Meanwhile, everyone around them is either crying hysterically or cheering loudly. Some of the sidekicks even start shooting off little confetti poppers. Aizawa and Hound Dog gaze at the scene with pleased expressions and Recovery Girl claps her hands lightly.
This goes on for a few long, overwhelming minutes. As he’s repeatedly squashed by the Iida family members, Izuku suddenly finds himself reminded of the fact that he is indeed very short. All he can do is let out flustered sputtering as he’s hugged tightly against his friend’s broad chest before being passed on to an even taller Iida to be hugged. Needless to say, it’s starting to get a little hard to breathe, and his hair is wet from how much they’ve been crying into it.
For what feels like the hundredth time, Tensei grabs Izuku and turns him to face him, repeating over and over again, “Thank you, thank you!”
“You’re welcome, you’re welcome!” Izuku yelp, voice cracking. Clearing his throat, he asks, “And- your legs are feeling okay? Everything’s feeling fine?”
“Yes, yes, everything’s perfect,” Tensei insists, beaming as he clutches his hands in his larger ones. Izuku’s face heats up. “Thank you so much Midoriya-kun, I- I seriously never thought I would be able to do this again,” he says sincerely, “I thought Stain had ended Ingenium that night in that alley, but you- Midoriya-kun, you’ve given me another chance at being a hero again, so seriously, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.”
His words are so earnest and he gazes at Izuku with such gratitude and happiness that it makes his heart feel like it’s going to climb right out of his throat. His face burns even brighter and he’s all too aware of the numerous eyes staring at him.
God, he’s never been good with praise. This is too much.
“Um,” he squeaks, “You’re welcome.” After a moment, he scratches the back of his head and smiles sheepishly. “Sorry it took so long to get here!”
Tensei makes a noise that sounds like a mixture of disbelief and laughter. “My God,” he says softly, staring at Izuku with a faint smile, “You’re really something else Midoriya-kun.”
Izuku blinks and smiles.
Iida’s mother, still bright-eyed and tearful, then offers for him to stay for dinner. At first he politely declines, not wanting to overstay his welcome, but they insist, almost aggressively actually, to the point where Izuku looks at his mentor helplessly and she just shrugs as if to say ‘what can you do?’. So, even though it flusters him to no end, he lets the Iidas endlessly shower him with their gratitude.
The next few hours are filled with laughter, music, and food. Iida’s father has a massive array of common restaurant food as well as delicious delicacies ordered and delivered that reminds Izuku just how rich his friend’s family probably is, but that hardly matters because he barely gets to eat any of them since he’s too busy practically being passed around the room like a bottle of champagne. Everyone wants to meet him, all of the sidekicks, the doctors that work in the medical ward, other miscellaneous employees- Tensei has a lot of people working in his agency. The blue-haired man and his younger brother enthusiastically parade him around the room, stopping every two seconds to introduce him to whoever comes up and starts chatting with them, each time inevitably leading to another long conversation.
It’s a little exhausting, to be honest. Izuku is already kind of tired from healing Tensei. But it’s worth it to see how happy the two Iida brothers are. Tensei’s laughter is loud and boisterous, ringing clearly across the room for everyone to hear, like he hasn’t had a reason to laugh so genuinely in a very long time. And Iida is practically glowing as he gazes up at his brother with shining eyes- he’s hardly taken them off him since Tensei stood up and Izuku realizes that he’s probably dearly missed being able to look up at his older brother rather than down.
It fills him with a sense of… well, he can’t quite name the feeling. It’s a warm, bubbly emotion in his chest that kind of makes his throat feel just a little bit tight. As Izuku looks around the room, sees all the people that are so happy to meet him, so grateful for what he’s done, watches them all chat and mingle as the occasional burst of laughter echoes above the noise, he realizes… he did this. He made everyone… really happy. He brought them all together to see their boss, their friend, their loved one be healed. He…
Izuku glances up at Tensei as he marches over and wraps an arm around Aizawa’s shoulders, grinning brightly. The freckled boy smiles softly at the exasperated eye roll his teacher gives.
He saved a hero.
It’s... a nice feeling. It’s one he’s felt before, of course, but somehow this feels... different, seeing the effect that his healing has on others indirectly. The mix of emotions and his fatigue results in Izuku becoming rather quiet and contemplative after a while, but the soft smile doesn’t leave his face for the rest of the night.
Eventually, he manages to slip away from the Iida brothers long enough to find a quiet corner away from all the commotion. Unfortunately, it’s not unoccupied, but thankfully Aizawa merely arches an eyebrow as Izuku slinks over to his side and in return the greenette doesn’t question how he got away from the party as well.
Izuku lets out a tired sigh, resting against the wall as he holds his drink with both hands. Parties are normally pretty draining on their own, but combine them with a quirk that saps energy, a bad sleep schedule, and the fact that it was a school day, and that leaves him absolutely exhausted. His muscles feel heavy and his eyes cry out for sleep.
He’s too tired to feel much remorse for sliding his head over and plopping it against Aizawa’s shoulder.
“Tired,” he grunts.
“Me too,” Aizawa agrees, sipping his drink, “Parties suck. I didn’t sign up for this.”
Izuku makes a noncommittal grumble.
“Good job, by the way,” Aizawa adds after a moment.
Izuku’s lip twitches. “Thanks.”
“You tired?” The teacher glances down at him.
He wrinkles his nose childishly. “I just said I was.”
“I mean like ‘quirk’ tired.”
“Oh. Yeah.”
Aizawa hums in acknowledgement, then pushes himself off the wall. Izuku makes a noise of protest when he’s dislodged from his pillow. “Now I have a good excuse for us to leave,” the man says, “Sit tight, we’ll be on our way soon.”
Izuku snorts and watches him walk away.
Sure enough, Tensei soon announces that Izuku has to leave and people start coming up to say their goodbyes as he goes to rejoin his teachers. Iida’s parents shake his hand and thank him for the millionth time, telling him that he’ll always be a welcome member in any of their family’s agencies. This suddenly reminds Tensei about the work study and he eagerly reassures Izuku that he would provide the utmost protection for him if he did choose to come to Team Idaten for it.
Izuku blinks and glances at Naoki. “Wait, weren’t there some details you wanted to work out-?”
Naoki lets out a nervous laugh and waves him off. “Oh, no, no, that was- I was just trying to get you to come over here.” He grins sheepishly, bright red. “There was a little worry because I don’t work here exclusively, but most of the other agencies I work at are relatively close by, so even if you stayed here during your work study it shouldn’t be too much of a problem, that’s all!”
“Oh.” Izuku smiles tiredly. “Alright then.”
After exchanging their contact information so they can talk, they bid each other goodbye. The Iidas insist on escorting Izuku and his teachers back down to the parking garage and even offer to personally escort him all the way back to UA, but both Hound Dog and Aizawa deem that offer unnecessary.
Iida is going to be staying the night with his family, so Izuku hugs him goodbye, and then turns to hug Tensei- except Iida hasn’t let him go yet. He squeezes him tightly to his chest, curled down to tuck his face against his neck.
“Thank you,” he whispers.
Izuku thinks he’d be a millionaire if he had a dollar for everytime someone said that to him today, but he just smiles against Iida’s shoulder and reaches up to wrap his arms around his broad back.
His hug with Tensei goes much the same, except it ends with a hair ruffle that he playfully glares at him for. Then, they’re back in the car and the Iidas are waving at him through the window as they finally begin making their way back to UA.
Izuku lets out a long, exhausted sigh, sagging against his seat.
“You survived,” Aizawa says.
“You survived!” Recovery Girl cheers.
“You survived,” Hound Dog grunts.
“I survived,” Izuku rasps.
“You did a very good job, Midoriya-kun,” his mentor says, “I’m proud of you.”
“Thanks,” he sighs, eyes already closing as he leans his head back, “Tired. Sleep.”
It’s going to be about a twenty-five minute drive back to school, that’s enough time for a solid nap. He only wishes he could have eaten something before he left- he had been so busy talking all night long that he barely got the chance to eat any of the delicious food that Iida’s father had ordered. His stomach growls and he shifts uncomfortably.
“You weren’t able to eat, were you?” Aizawa asks. Izuku opens his eyes to see the man looking at him. “I saw Tensei-kun dragging you around all night and you never touched a single plate. You must be starving.”
Izuku whines pathetically in his throat and nods.
Then, Aizawa reaches into his pocket, takes out a crumpled up napkin, and unfolds it to reveal a mushed up onigiri.
“Figured I’d grab this for you,” he says, “Sorry it’s a little squashed.”
Izuku stares at him like he hung the moon and stars.
“Sensei,” he chokes, eyes watering, “I love you.”
Silence.
Hound Dog snorts from the front seat.
Aizawa takes a deep breath. “Just eat the damn onigiri, Midoriya-kun.”
Izuku tearfully blinks and nods. “Okay!” Sniffling, he gratefully takes the rice ball from his teacher and then proceeds to shove the entire thing into his mouth all at once.
Aizawa stifles a sigh.
Notes:
Yesterday was both my birthday and the day this fic passed 2000 public bookmarks. Thank you guys for making that happen on the same day :)
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Next chapter, Mirio beats up class 1-A. Izuku judges.
Chapter 43: The Successor
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Consciousness comes and goes in waves, Izuku’s brain struggling to shed off the remains of sleep rather than being lured back in. His lungs expand as he inhales deeply, then something tickles his nose and he abruptly sneezes.
“Hiss!”
Sharp needles dig into his chest and he grimaces, blearily opening his eyes. Two pale yellow orbs glare down at him, mere inches away from his face.
“Ahh!” He yells, throwing up his arms, then wincing when his throat protests. “Sushi,” he rasps, pushing his cat off his chest, “What are you doing? Get off, you jerk.”
Sushi moves off his chest, only to jump right on his lap a moment later. He meows loudly, staring directly at Izuku. The freckled boy sighs exasperatedly, trying to rub the sleep out of his eyes.
Sunlight streams through his window, illuminating the edge of his bed and making him squint. Huh, that’s new. He blinks in confusion, wondering why it’s so unusually bright in his room.
Wait a minute.
Panic surging through his veins, Izuku scrambles to grab his phone off his nightstand. 8:22AM.
Crap! He overslept!
He OVER slept!
Completely incapable of processing anything beyond ‘fuck!’ and ‘I need to get to class!’, Izuku flings his covers- and his cat- off of him and tumbles off of his bed. Practically tearing off his pyjamas, he throws on his uniform before grabbing his bag and racing out of his room, completely forgoing brushing his hair or teeth. There’s no time for breakfast either, he just runs straight out of the dorm building and bolts towards the main campus.
He’s completely missed his morning lesson with Recovery Girl- he’ll have to apologise to her profusely later- but he can still make it to the last bit of homeroom if he’s fast enough! Pouring on speed, he tears down the hallway and skids to a halt in front of his classroom, yanking the door open.
Twenty pairs of eyes land on him and his stomach plummets to his feet fuck why’d yank the door open like that-
“Midoriya-kun,” Aizawa says in his usual dry tone, “Glad you could join us.”
Izuku sweatdrops. “I’m so sorry, sensei!” He immediately blurts out an apology, “I didn’t mean to oversleep, I-I don’t know what happened, I-”
“Midoriya-kun,” Aizawa repeats and Izuku’s jaw snaps shut. “It’s fine. Go to your seat.”
Bewildered, all Izuku can manage to get out in response is, “Huh?”
His classmates are watching him with various expressions of amusement.
“We let you sleep in!” Hagakure says.
“You worked hard yesterday, so Aizawa-sensei said it was okay,” Yaoyorozu tells him.
“Lucky,” Kaminari grumbles.
Izuku’s brain can’t quite process their words. He blinks in confusion. “Eh?”
“Are you going to keep standing there, or are you going to go to your seat?” Aizawa asks with a hint of impatience in his bored tone. “I’d appreciate it if I could get on with class.”
Startling, Izuku quickly scampers over to his desk. Kacchan’s eyes follow him the entire time, but he says nothing. As Aizawa continues talking about whatever he was going on about before Izuku interrupted, the freckled boy sits down in his seat, breathing heavily from his run. His hand is still clutched around the rumpled tie that he didn’t have time to put on before he left and he struggles to loop it around his wrinkled collar now. Shinsou snickers quietly behind him.
He’s honestly, genuinely shocked that he overslept- and that he slept through his alarm too! He didn’t think he was that tired from healing Tensei last night, it’s not like he drained himself to quirk exhaustion or anything. He also definitely recalls having one of his usual nightmares, but he must’ve fallen right back asleep after he woke up. Maybe his lack of sleep recently finally caught up to him. It’s… well, that’s progress he supposes, but he can’t do it again! That was so embarrassing!
He subtly tries to comb his bedhead with his fingers throughout the beginning of first period, although from the way Sero shoots him a sideways grin, he’s not subtle enough. His stomach also makes its displeasure at missing breakfast very clear and growls incessantly during Present Mic’s lecture. By the time lunch time finally arrives, he’s ravenous.
Kirishima chuckles at him as he shovels food into his mouth at their usual table. “Slow down, man!” He says, “You’re gonna start choking if you keep that up, and I think Todoroki-kun would probably kill me if I have to give you mouth-to-mouth.”
Izuku nearly then chokes on his food, but manages to force it down his throat at the last second. Coughing into his elbow, he glares lightly at Kirishima, who merely laughs. Beside Izuku, Todoroki slurps his soba in suspicious silence.
Curling his lip, Kacchan tsks and scoffs, “Idiot. It’s your own damn fault you’re fucking starving. Why the fuck did you skip breakfast? You know your quirk makes you hungry.”
“I was in a rush,” Izuku stresses, “I freaked out as soon as I woke up and I just bolted out the door, I didn’t have time to grab anything. I didn’t even have time to put on my freaking tie.”
Kacchan sniffs, “Yeah, it’s a mess. As usual.”
Izuku sticks his tongue out at him.
“You slept well then, though?” Todoroki asks gently. Izuku glances at him, then looks down at his food.
“Yeah, I guess,” he says, “Better than usual, I mean.”
“You must’ve been very tired after healing Ingenium,” Todoroki says.
“Yeah, you looked like you were dead on your feet when you came back last night,” Kirishima adds, “I’m surprised Aizawa-sensei wasn’t carrying you.”
Izuku flushes. “I wasn’t that tired,” he says, then shakes his head, “I mean, I was, but I wasn’t tired enough to warrant oversleeping.” He groans and covers his burning face with his hands. “I can’t believe Aizawa-sensei let me off the hook so easily! I can’t believe he actually allowed me to oversleep! I mean, you guys work hard all the time and he doesn’t allow you to oversleep.” He pauses, frowning. “Huh. Wait, that’s weird. Why did he let me sleep in?”
For some unknown reason, Kacchan, Kirishima, and Todoroki all exchange glances.
Then, from the end of the table, Shinsou, who has been quiet up until now, suddenly coughs into his arm, “*Favoritism*.”
Izuku stares, wide-eyed. His ears turn pink.
“Eh?”
Kirishima purses his lips, then nods decisively. “Yup, that’d be it.”
“Sounds about right,” Kacchan mutters nonchalantly.
“Mmm hmm,” Todoroki hums around his noodles.
Izuku’s eyes widen even further. “Ehh?!?”
“Zuku, this isn’t news.” Kacchan gives him an unimpressed look, as if this is some common knowledge that he should have already known. Izuku blanches. It takes his brain a few moments to reboot.
“Aiza- I’m sure Aizawa-sensei doesn’t play favorites.” He gives a little nervous laugh.
Kacchan makes a sound that’s a mix between a snort and an exasperated scoff. Meanwhile, Shinsou lets out an amused huff and shakes his head, muttering, “Oh, you sweet summer child.” Louder, he says, “Of course , he plays favorites. All teachers do. If any teacher ever gives you an ‘I don’t play favorites’ spiel I guarantee you it’s complete bull.”
“What our purple comrade says is true, my friend,” Kirishima says, throwing an arm over Izuku’s shoulder, “And lucky for you, you’re practically every teacher’s favorite student.”
Izuku sputters, “Wh-What? Why me?”
Kacchan rolls his eyes skyward with a groan. Even Todoroki looks at him and says, “Midoriya-kun.” Like it should be obvious.
“What?”
Kirishima grins toothily, then turns Izuku so that he’s facing the rest of their friends sitting at their long combined lunch tables.
“Hey, everyone!” Kirishima calls out. Izuku feels a jolt of fear when their attention instantly turns to him, but the redhead keeps him in place with his hands on his shoulders. “Why is Midoriya-kun every teacher’s favorite student?”
“‘Cause he’s a cutie!” Ashido immediately calls out, waving her hand in the air. Izuku turns bright red.
“Because he is a diligent and hard worker,” Iida supplies helpfully.
“Because he’s the only one of us that’s not a constant pain in their asses,” Sero says good-naturedly.
“Ooh, yeah, that’s a good point,” Uraraka agrees, “He doesn’t cause a lot of trouble and he helps deal with us when we get hurt.”
“Yes, I believe that having a healer on-site during training, even an apprentice, takes a lot of pressure off of the teachers,” Yaoyorozu comments thoughtfully, “He’s so mature and confident in what he does, I think sometimes they see him more as an aid rather than another student.”
“Yeah, especially since he’s so good at wrangling us,” Kaminari says, “Not to mention how he’s got the two strongest students in the class wrapped around his finger, so that’s pretty dang helpful too!”
Izuku is internally screaming. Oh my God he is going to kill him-
“The fuck is that supposed to mean?” Kacchan whips his head around to glare at the other blond.
Todoroki, on the other hand, doesn’t even deny it.
“He’s also just super nice to everyone, including the teachers,” Ashido says, pushing her hands on her cheeks, “Like, he’s such a sweetheart, how could they not like him? He just wants to help everyone all the time!”
“He’s also got those Bambi eyes that they just can’t say no to.” Uraraka giggles at the deepening flush on Izuku’s face.
“Yeah, I already said he’s a cutie!” Ashido says, “That falls under that category.”
God, please end him.
“Yeah, but he’s also a toughie,” Sero adds, “Remember when he kicked All Might in the balls?”
Kaminari laughs, “Oh my God, that was legendary!”
“I... don’t see how that would make him more likeable to the teachers,” Iida says hesitantly, a hint of disapproval in his tone.
“‘Cause he showed that even though he’s nice he’s not one to mess around with!” Sero says, grinning, “And we know! We’re all scared shitless of our healer! That’s why he has us all by our balls!” He snickers and the others burst into laughter while Iida sputters at the vulgarity.
“Sero-kun!” Izuku squeaks, finally forcing his voice to work again, “I- Oh my God, I don’t even- I don’t even know what you’re all talking about, Jesus Christ-” His face feels like a furnace. “I- I mean, I’m flattered? I guess- that you all think that, but, I mean, I don’t know- you don’t know if it’s even true- if they- if I’m their favorite or whatever- and even if I am, like, who even cares, it doesn’t even matter right, it’s just, I, uh, I- it- uh-”
He dissolves into unintelligible stuttering as his brain rapidly short-circuits. His friends gaze at him with shit-eating grins.
“Don’t worry, Midoriya-kun.” Ashido’s eyes twinkle with mirth. “You’re our favorite too.”
A half-strangled, choked noise escapes Izuku’s throat.
What the fuck?
What does that mean?
How does he even respond?
What is going on?!?
With a stifled wail, Izuku simply gives up and buries his face in his arms down on the table. “Okay!” Comes a muffled squeak.
Todoroki pats his back placatingly while his friends laugh around him. Izuku groans.
Recovery Girl is thankfully very forgiving when he goes to the infirmary after school and apologizes profusely for missing his morning lesson. Aizawa apparently had given her a heads up on the situation, so it wasn’t like she had been waiting for him to show up. Still, he vows to never do it again, but she waves him off and instead asks how he’s feeling.
And, in all honesty, he’s actually feeling pretty great. Last night was probably one of the first full nights of sleep that he’s gotten since Kamino and even though the bags under his eyes still haven’t left and definitely won’t leave for some time, he feels more rested than he has in a long while. The energy that he used up yesterday has been rejuvenated and now that he's finished healing Tensei and he’s back in school, Izuku is now more eager than ever to heal All Might.
He immediately jumps right back into training and his first two patients are practically gift-wrapped and sent to him on a silver platter. It’s a second-year hero student duo covered in multiple scrapes and bruises from a training session in the landslide zone of USJ gone wrong. A rather painful mishap for them, but an absolutely perfect opportunity for him. And there’s even two of them!
He, of course, still tells them what he’s going to attempt to do, just in case anything goes wrong since it is new territory for him, but they’re both fine with it. Then he turns his attention to the first one, cleans her wounds, puts his hands on her, then stops his quirk.
Here’s where his new problem is. It’s one thing to direct his energy between two injuries, but it’s another when multiple injuries are involved. He can really only press down on the side of his hose that’s closest to the bigger injury and that in turn helps create the smaller stream of energy. He isn’t really sure if or how he can further guide that smaller stream to more specific injuries within the area it’s already being directed towards.
Unsure of what else to do, he tries pressing down on one side anyway and eases up on the other side of the hose. The small stream automatically shoots out towards the nearest injury it can reach, then quickly branches out to the next one, and the next one, until all the injuries within its vicinity are healed and it fades away.
Huh. Izuku frowns in consideration. Was it just his imagination, or did his energy seem to pause slightly in between jumping from injury to injury?
Unblocking the other side of his hose, he quickly heals the rest of the girl’s injury and moves onto the next patient.
Giving him the same treatment, he presses down on one side, shoots off, and- yes, yes, there it is! He almost didn’t notice it at first, but there’s definitely a bit of a time gap there! It must be because the stream is so concentrated, the energy must not be able to spread out to other injuries as quickly as it normally can.
Izuku’s mind churns rapidly. Alright, alright, what can he do with this? He shouldn’t bother trying to control the stream- it’s too quick and it’d be a waste of time. But, if it doesn’t spread out to multiple injuries right away, if it has to sort of jump from one to another, then maybe he can just stop his quirk right before it jumps? It didn’t heal the wound completely before it continued spreading to the next one, so he’ll have to keep turning his quirk off and on essentially, which would be a bit of a pain, but it technically would get the job done without him healing the injuries that he doesn’t want to heal.
A thrill of excitement makes his heart flutter. He could heal All Might this way! All he needs to do is get rid of his smaller injuries and then he can finally focus on regrowing his lung without anything to stop him and then-
And then-
He whirls around to face Recovery Girl. “I know what to do!”
She blinks in surprise.
Hastily finishing up with the patients and sending them away, Izuku closes the door behind them before excitedly telling her of his discovery and his idea on how to heal All Might.
“This is it, Recovery Girl!” He exclaims, “I’m so close, I can do this- I can even do it today, it wasn’t hard at all!”
“Whoa, whoa, okay, hold on,” his mentor says, raising a hand, “Slow down a bit.” He makes a desperate noise of impatience and she gives him a firm look. “Midoriya-kun. Easy. You healed a big injury yesterday, I don’t want you rushing to heal another big injury before you’re ready.”
“I’m not! I’m not! I feel fine, I-” He cuts himself off at her glare and shrinks. Swallowing, he says, “I’m not going to completely heal him now, of course, just… take care of his smaller injuries. Maybe not even all of them! Just some- And I feel fine, really, I do. I know you think I’m just saying this ‘cause I wanna rush ahead, and yeah, I don’t blame you for thinking that, but I do really feel fine.” He looks at her earnestly. “I slept like a rock.”
She huffs and shakes her head. For a long moment, she simply gazes at him with a tired, resigned expression. Then, she takes a deep breath and straightens up. “You need to practice this more. Do it for the rest of the afternoon, and then, only if you feel confident, we’ll have Toshinori-kun come over.”
“Yes!” He fist pumps. “Thank you!”
“You’re welcome.” She gives him a warning look. “If you’re not careful, I’ll put you on desk-duty for a month.”
He smiles nervously. “Right.”
He practically vibrates as he eagerly waits for their next patients to arrive. The following hour passes by both quickly and yet painfully slowly at the same time. Every time he succeeds with his attempts at his strange new healing technique, he whips his head around to look at his mentor like an excited little puppy. Each triumph fills him with more and more confidence, and by the end of their lesson, he’s practically glowing with happiness.
Recovery Girl steps outside to put the ‘closed’ sign outside the infirmary, then re-enters and looks at him solemnly. “Now, are you sure you have enough energy to do this? You did just heal a lot of minor injuries and this is certainly something that can wait until tomorrow-”
“Recovery Girl,” Izuku whines.
His mentor presses her lips together and turns away. “‘Recovery Girl, Recovery Girl’,” she mimics in a mocking voice as she walks back to her desk, “‘How dare you look out for my well-being?’”
Izuku lets out a sputtering bark of laughter, but the slight bitter edge to her tone has him walking over and to lean down and wrap his arms around her from the back. She pauses. Despite their close relationship, they don’t actually hug that often, probably more due to their height difference than anything.
“I’ll be careful,” he promises, smiling softly.
She reaches up to give his forearm a gentle squeeze. “See that you are.”
After she sends a quick text to All Might, they sit back and wait for the number one hero to arrive. Not two minutes later, there’s a knock on the door.
“Young Midoriya. Chiyo-san,” All Might greets as he enters in his normal form, “How is everything? I heard you had a bit of a late start this morning, my boy.”
Izuku groans. “Don’t mention it.”
All Might chuckles, then says, “And congratulations on healing Ingenium as well! I’m sure Young Iida is thrilled to have his brother fully recovered once again.”
Izuku grins, eyes glittering with excitement. “And now it’s your turn! I’ve figured everything out, All Might!” He takes a deep breath and beams up at him. “This is it.”
All Might blinks slowly, his smile fading into something softer, more awe-filled. “Wow,” he says, “Alright, this is… This is it, my boy…”
Recovery Girl leans back in her chair and chirps, “Well, technically it’s still going to take more than one healing session, but yes, this is the beginning of ‘it’.”
“Right, of course.” All Might nods, then looks back at Izuku. “So, what shall I…?”
Izuku gestures towards one of the beds nearby. “Just sit here, please. And, I guess lift your shirt.”
All Might obediently makes his way over to the bed and sits down before lifting his shirt, revealing his scar once more. Izuku does a slightly better job at not wincing this time.
Hopefully, it’ll be gone when All Might leaves.
Nobody talks as Izuku walks up to his side and slowly raises his hands. Pausing, he glances over his shoulder at his mentor for approval. When she nods, he lets out a shaky breath and places his hands on All Might’s ribcage.
He’s never slammed down so hard on his quirk before in his life. Once he’s sure his energy won’t leak out, he starts familiarizing himself with All Might’s injuries again. Now that he’s not so shocked at how many there are anymore, he can start to get a feel for their severity. Aside from the giant one on his ribcage, the majority of them are deep, under the surface injuries, old scar tissue penetrating his muscles and ligaments or ghosts of fractures in his bones and joints. They’re healed, of course, and that’s not surprising- after all, All Might has had plenty of healers use their quirks on him to try to bring him back to full health, one of those being Recovery Girl. They really are just old wounds; they’re not as bad as the crippling injuries Izuku felt all throughout All For One. But Izuku can imagine that they’re very uncomfortable and painful at times, especially when he exerts himself.
Izuku presses down on the side of the hose closest to the gaping void of All Might’s missing lung and shoots off his energy towards his nearest injury- that being the giant, sprawling scar on his ribcage. As his energy rapidly seeps into it, Izuku feels the scar tissue slowly shrink beneath his palms. He quickly shuts off his quirk in the pause before the stream of energy can branch off to the next injury. A couple of seconds later, he activates it again, slamming down, adjusting his hose, then shooting off his energy. The giant scar shrinks a little more before he has to shut off his quirk again, then restarts.
At the end of the third round, his fingertips slide over smooth, unmarred skin. All Might’s ribcage jolts as his breath hitches slightly and Izuku’s energy moves on to its next target.
It ends up being kind of a long process. The repetitive activating and deactivating his quirk gradually turns into a sort of rhythmic pulsing once he finds the proper timing for things. One by one, All Might’s old wounds slowly heal. Some are small, like stubborn little surface scratches that heal right away, but others are a lot bigger, a lot deeper, like remnants of a devastating, bone-shattering blow. Izuku doesn’t need to ask to know who he got those injuries from.
He has to focus hard on making sure that none of his energy slips past the hold he has on the other side of the hose and reaches All Might’s lung. It takes an incredible amount of concentration and a decent chunk of energy too- even though the scar tissue and old wounds are easy enough to heal, there’s still a lot of them, and some of them, like the one on All Might’s ribcage, are pretty big.
But Izuku can do it! He doesn’t want to push this off to another healing session. He can handle being a little extra tired. Besides, he’s definitely still in the safe zone anyway.
So he pushes onward, continuing to heal All Might bit by bit until finally, all that’s left is his missing lung. Izuku shuts off his quirk for the last time and pulls away, opening his eyes.
All Might’s torso is a smooth expanse of tanned skin over hard muscle, completely free of any blemish. Izuku watches as a large hand hesitantly reaches up to cup the spot where his giant scar once was, long fingers slowly brushing over unmarred skin. All Might is silent for a very long time and Izuku doesn’t feel it’s right for him to be the first to break the silence.
He doesn’t know what’s going on in All Might’s head right now, but he’s learned a lot about scars recently. He’s had to learn to live with more scars than he ever thought he would have had to in an incredibly short amount of time. And he knows from experience that there tends to be an awful lot of messy emotions involved with them. He just hopes… that with everything that’s happened… and with All For One gone now… maybe he could have helped alleviate some of them…
Eventually, All Might’s hand leaves his torso and instead reaches for him. It rests on top of his head for a brief moment, then slides down, gently pushing his curls aside.
A warm pressure presses into his hairline.
“Thank you, my boy,” All Might whispers into his curls.
Knock knock knock.
“Midoriya-kun?”
The sounds slowly filter into his ears as if they’re full of cotton, and then it takes a few extra seconds for his brain to process them.
Knock knock.
“Midoriya-kun? Are you awake?”
Izuku groggily opens his eyes. There’s a heavy lump of fluff on his chest- Sushi- and pale light is gently trickling in through his window. His eyes widen.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!
“YO, ZUKU GET YOUR ASS UP!” Kacchan yells through the door.
“I’m up, I’m up!” Izuku yelps, wincing when he stresses his voice. He rolls Sushi off of him and grabs his phone to check the time.
Crap, he slept through his alarm again? Well, at least he’s not super late this time- he can still squeeze in breakfast if he hurries.
His muscles protest when he pushes himself off his bed, but he stifles a grunt and scrambles over to the door, opening it. Todoroki and Kacchan are on the other side, the latter looking like he was just in the middle of sneering something particularly snide to the former when Izuku interrupts.
“Fucking finally!” He scoffs, turning away with a sharp jerk of his head, “Get dressed already, or you’ll be fucking late again!” He marches over to the stairs and disappears.
Todoroki looks back at Izuku, calm and smooth in contrast to Kacchan’s ruffled feathers. Izuku lets out a little sigh. “Thanks for waking me up. And sorry I slept through my alarm again.”
“It’s alright. I’m glad you’re sleeping well.” A hint of mirth twinkles in his eyes. “Although I don’t think Aizawa-sensei would forgive you if you overslept twice in a row. Even if you are his favorite.”
Izuku’s cheeks heat up and he covers his face with his hands. “Please don’t,” he moans, “It’s too early. You’re cruel.”
Todoroki laughs, soft, more of a huff of air than anything, but it makes Izuku peek out through his fingers and smile.
“Why were you so tired last night anyway?” Todoroki asks, tilting his head, “I thought maybe you’d have a hard time sleeping since you slept so much the night before, but it’s almost like you crashed or something after school.”
“Oh.” Izuku shrivels in embarrassment. He had kind of pushed himself healing All Might yesterday. Even though it doesn’t take much to heal scar tissue and old wounds, there were a lot of them, and he wanted to get them all over with in one session, so he maybe used just a little bit more energy than he should have. Not too much, he didn't exhaust himself or anything, but it was definitely enough to make him dead tired by the time he got back to the dorms. A few of their friends had wanted to watch a movie together in the lounge after dinner and he kind of just ended up passing out on Todoroki’s shoulder about two minutes in.
He must think he’s terrible at movie nights.
Letting out a little laugh, Izuku shakes his head and says, “Oh no, sorry, I just had a big injury to deal with during my lesson and it kind of took a lot out of me, that’s all.” He averts his eyes sheepishly. “Sorry I fell asleep on you. Again.”
A light tinge of pink blossoms across Todoroki’s cheeks. “Don’t worry about it. I like-” He cuts himself off abruptly as if he just bit his tongue, then coughs, “I mean, uh- Are you feeling better now, then?”
“Yeah, totally!” Izuku immediately reassures, even though- eh, not really. Healing All Might took a bit more out of him than healing Ingenium did and there’s still a lingering fatigue in his muscles that he has yet to shake off. But he expected that much and it will probably be gone by tomorrow so there’s no need to worry anyone about it.
Todoroki smiles. “Good.” Taking a step back, he half-turns away and asks, “Join me for breakfast when you’re ready?”
A little thrill goes through Izuku’s chest and he grins, nodding enthusiastically. “I’ll meet you there! Just give me five minutes.”
He quickly darts back inside to get changed into his uniform and brush his teeth and hair before going downstairs. With twenty students often eating at the same time, breakfast is never as quiet of an affair as it used to be, but Izuku doesn’t find himself minding as much as he thought he would. He and Todoroki sit at the end of the table with Jiro and Yaoyorozu and chat while they eat their breakfast. They don’t get to talk for very long before Izuku has to leave early for his morning lesson with Recovery Girl, but it’s refreshing to get to have an actual conversation with the other boy.
Izuku’s been so busy over the past few days, he feels like he’s barely been able to spend any quality time with Todoroki ever since they kissed. Which is weird, right? They just got together- shouldn’t they be spending even more time together? That’s why they wanted to be together, right? To spend more time with each other than normal friends. Don’t new couples tend to do more stuff together? He doesn’t know, this is all so new to him.
Still, he feels like he should put in a bit more effort, shouldn’t he?
It’s almost as if Todoroki is the one doing all the work for their relationship, and he goes ahead and proves it yet again when Izuku leaves the infirmary and sees him waiting right outside for him. Todoroki smiles and offers to walk him to homeroom, and Izuku acts like his heart doesn’t melt just a bit.
They’re walking alongside each other in the hallway on their way to class right now. Izuku casts a quick glance at Todoroki, then looks straight ahead and sneakily reaches over to grab his hand.
Bam.
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Todoroki’s head turn to look at him. After a long, anxiety-inducing pause, his fingers slide more comfortably between his and he continues looking ahead as if nothing has changed.
Izuku smiles. Success.
It’s almost worth the absolutely life-ruining, soul-crushing embarrassment he feels exactly sixty seconds later when they walk into class and Kaminari decides to cheerfully shout out, “Gaaay!” for the whole class to hear.
“I’m sure most of you have heard at this point that Midoriya-kun will be doing his work study at Team Idaten,” Aizawa says once homeroom starts, “I know we didn’t discuss exactly what your work studies will entail in much depth, but for obvious reasons Midoriya-kun’s experience will be very different from the rest of yours, more similar to his internship- not to minimize it, of course,” he adds with a glance to Izuku. The greenette nods understandingly. “However, today we’ll have people who have experienced it firsthand tell you how these are different from the internships. Listen carefully.” Then, Aizawa turns to the door and calls out, “Come in.”
Izuku’s eyes widen in shock as the door slides open and Mirio, Nejire, and Tamaki enter in a single file line. What in the world?!? They didn’t tell him they were coming to his class today!
“The three third-years at UA who stand at the top of all UA students,” Aizawa says as the trio come to a stop at the front, “Also known as The Big Three.”
Izuku has to stop gawking in order to stifle a snort of laughter. The Big Three? That’s so dramatic!
For some reason that escapes Izuku, Mirio is standing with his arms crossed in front of his chest in a silly pose. When their eyes meet across the room, his senpai winks. Izuku very nearly then snorts- he has to smother it with his hand. Mirio’s stupid grin widens.
Meanwhile, the rest of Izuku’s classmates can’t seem to decide if they’re impressed or not. They’ve already met “The Big Three” before- fleetingly when they kidnapped Izuku that one time, and then later outside the hospital after the mall incident, but they’ve never been formally introduced. They kind of just know them as ‘Izuku’s weird upperclassmen friends’, along with whatever rumors they might have heard about them. Which are impressive rumors, apparently. Izuku hasn’t heard any, but maybe he’s had his head stuck in the infirmary too long to pay much attention to hero student gossip. Either way, his classmates seem to be familiar with his senpais’ reputation.
“The crown among the splendid UA students…” Iida says, eyes wide.
“The ones closest to pro heroes among us…” Yaoyorozu adds.
Kacchan wrinkles his nose. “These guys?” Judgement drips off of every inch of his voice. “Seriously?”
“I didn’t realize it was them!” Kaminari whispers, leaning closer to him, “Dude, Midoriya-kun, you didn’t tell us your senpais were The Big Three!”
Izuku shrugs cluelessly. He didn’t know it either.
Aizawa turns to the third-years and nods. “Go on and introduce yourselves briefly, please. Let’s start with Amajiki-kun.”
Uh oh.
Tamaki already looks like he was dragged here against his will- he sulked behind his two friends as they marched inside the classroom and unsurprisingly has been keeping his head down the entire time to avoid everyone’s gazes. When Aizawa calls him out, he immediately tenses up and sends a single glance at the crowd of first-years that sends chills up their spines, minus Izuku’s- there’s a lot of anxiety in that glance, Izuku can relate- before he promptly loses his nerve and turns to face the wall.
Nejire giggles and takes the stage, “Don’t mind him! That’s Amajiki Tamaki, he’s got the heart of a flea! I’m Nejire Hado. We were asked to talk to you guys about work studies. But wait-” She blinks, suddenly distracted by Shoji. She leans forward into his space. “Hey, hey, why are you wearing a mask? Are you sick? Trying to look cool?” Taken aback, Shoji starts to respond, but before he can get more than a few words out, her attention is then drawn to Todoroki. “Oh, my! You must be Todoroki-kun, right? Right? You used to have a scar, but it’s all gone now! Did Mido-chan heal it? You’re so much more handsome now without it! But how did you get it in the first place?”
Both Izuku and Todoroki blink in shock at her blatant audacity. “That’s-” Todoroki starts.
“Ashido-san, if your horns break off, will new ones grow in?” Nejire whirls around. “Can you move them? Well? Asui-san, you’re a tree frog- not a toad, right?” She grins, bright and bubbly. “There’s so much I want to know about all of you! Mido-chan, why haven’t you told me anything about your classmates?” She whines at him.
Multiple heads turn to look his way. Izuku carefully considers his answer for a brief second, then says in a light tone, “I think you’re doing a perfectly good job asking questions for yourself.”
Shinsou lets out a wheezing snort behind him.
Nejire gives a squeal of excitement. “You’re right! Hey, hey, Ojiro-kun, can you support your whole body with your tail?” Ojiro leans away as she moves into his space. “Hey, hey, tell me! I wanna know!”
Aizawa, who has been steadily getting more and more annoyed, finally reaches his breaking point and activates his quirk, hair flying up around him as he glares at Nejire. “This is extremely illogical,” he growls.
“Don’t worry, Eraserhead!” Mirio hastily reassures, “I’m going last to wrap things up, right?” Turning to face the class, he shouts enthusiastically, “The future is going to be…!” Everyone stares at him in confusion. “Grim!” He finishes. “That’s what you were s’posed to say, right?”
Izuku is puzzled. Was it?
Mirio, as usual, doesn’t seem bothered at all. “All right! My call-and-response was a huge fail!” His boisterous laughs echo throughout the classroom, only further confusing the first-years.
Amusement tickles Izuku’s chest at the sound of his laughter. He really is just like All Might.
“Well, you guys look like you’re not sure what’s going on, right?” Mirio says, now standing behind the podium, “We’re third-years who suddenly appeared to explain about work studies that aren’t even required. That’s confusing, right?” He puts his hand on his chin and pretends to think. “You guys got your provisional licenses as first-years, right? This year’s first-years are really... energetic, right? Besides, it looked like my jokes didn’t work earlier, right?” His smile takes a turn, and he suddenly lifts his fist into the air. “Why don’t you all fight me at once?”
Everyone blinks.
“What?!?”
Izuku sighs.
Oh yeah. Just like All Might.
“I just wanna say,” Izuku rasps as he stands beside Aizawa with his arms folded, “I don’t approve.”
“Noted,” Aizawa grunts.
They’ve gathered in Gym Gamma; class 1-A is standing on one side facing Mirio, who is nonchalantly stretching on the other side in preparation for their battle. They’ve all changed into their gym uniforms, except for Izuku, who’s in his healer costume in case of injuries, which, in this case, is seeming very, very likely.
“Is this really necessary, Mirio-senpai?” He asks pleadingly, “They’re just going to get hurt.”
“Damn, Midoriya-kun, have a little faith in us,” Sero snorts, stretching his arm.
Izuku winces. It’s not that he doesn’t believe they’re strong, it’s just that… well… Mirio is one of The Big Three for a reason. Hand-picked and personally trained to be All Might’s successor by Sir Nighteye, Izuku doesn’t need to have seen him in action before to know that he must be an incredibly skilled opponent. Combine that with what Mirio has told him of his quirk, and yeah, Izuku is starting to fear for his classmates’ safety.
“It’s nineteen against one,” Shinsou says, eying Mirio across the room, “There’s no way he’ll win.”
“Besides.” Kaminari gives Izuku a dismissive wave. “What are you so worried about anyway? You know you can just heal our injuries in like two seconds.”
“Actually,” Izuku sniffs, “I can’t.”
Everyone’s heads swivel towards him, Aizawa’s included.
“What?”
Izuku presses his lips together.
Recovery Girl was… less than happy when she found out how tired he was after he healed All Might yesterday. She was even less happy when he came in this morning still feeling the dregs of exhaustion lingering in his muscles. So he’s been… benched, so to say, for the next couple of days. He’s not allowed to use his quirk, both as a way to regain and store up as much energy as he can in preparation to regrow All Might’s lung on Friday, so that Izuku has the weekend to recover from the worst of his exhaustion, and as a punishment for pushing himself when he had promised to be careful- even though he was being careful and he didn’t push himself that hard, but one look from Recovery Girl was enough to cow him into just accepting his punishment without complaint.
But how to explain this to his classmates?
Telling them that he got in trouble would be embarrassing, but he can’t exactly explain that he needs to save his energy to regrow All Might’s lung either.
After a moment of consideration, he carefully says, “I have a patient that I need to see to later that’s going to require a lot of energy, so if you guys get injured now, I can’t afford to heal you.”
That should be fine, his classmates don’t usually ask too many questions when it comes to healer business. As nosy as they can be, even they understand the importance of his patients’ privacy.
Murmurs of surprise ripple through the students, followed by unease.
“Seriously?” When Izuku nods, Uraraka shrinks a bit. “Oh…Is- Is this still okay, then?”
“Recovery Girl is still a fully capable healer,” Aizawa says dryly, “You all could also do well to not rely on Midoriya-kun’s quirk so much. He won’t always be there to pick you up after a fight in the future.”
The unspoken command of ‘toughen up’ is loud and clear.
“That only makes it worse,” Tamaki suddenly mutters, catching them all by surprise. They look over to see him standing on the other side of the gym facing the wall, much like he was in the classroom. His voice is quiet and barely audible as he mumbles, “For the work studies, it would’ve been enough for us to say, ‘This is how it was, and I learned a lot from it.’ Not everyone is filled to the brim with ambition. We can’t end up with kids who are unable to recover after this.”
Izuku blinks, then says in a deadly sweet voice, “If Mirio-senpai physically disables anyone, I will personally kill him.”
“Ha!” Mirio lets out a sharp bark of laughter.
Tamaki glances over his shoulder at him. “That’s not what I-”
“You misunderstand, Mido-chan!” Nejire chirps. Izuku turns to see her attempting to bend Ashido’s horns, the pink-haired girl looking very uncomfortable while she does so. “In the past, there was a student who got so frustrated they quit trying to become a hero and that caused all sorts of problems. Did you know that?”
Surprised, Izuku glances up at Aizawa, whose expression hasn’t changed as he watches Nejire through narrowed eyes. Her voice shifts then into a slightly more serious tone, still playful, but Izuku recognizes it as the one she uses when she’s telling him something actually important. “It’s tough, isn’t it, Togata-kun? If you don’t think things through properly, this’ll be rough. Really rough.”
Kacchan peels his lips back and scoffs. “Who cares?” Whipping his head around to glare at Mirio, he raises his hands threateningly and grins. “You may be an upperclassman, but we’ve fought with pros plenty of times before!”
“And we’ve fought villains before, too!” Kirishima adds, coming to his side. “So don’t underestimate us!”
Mirio smiles, seemingly unconcerned, and nods. “Right. You can come at me anytime, from anywhere. Who’s first?”
As Izuku’s classmates get into fighting stances and glance among themselves to decide who will make the first move, the freckled boy steps backwards and leans against the wall with a sigh. “This will be good.” He rubs his forehead tiredly.
Aizawa casts him a brief glance before gruffly calling out encouragement to the others. They’re quick to decide their pecking order, having the close-combative fighters like Sato, Ojiro, Kirishima, and Ashido surround Mirio all at once before the long-range fighters move in. This plan, of course, is all blown to shit when Kacchan rushes ahead of everyone and launches himself at Mirio while screeching, “DIE!”
Izuku knows what’s coming next. Kacchan’s hand sparks, a bright explosion rushes towards Mirio, and then-
He smartly decides to close his eyes.
Jirou’s traumatized shriek tells him it was a wise decision.
Mirio sputters out a brief apology and then the sounds of explosions continue. Looks like Kacchan doesn’t seem to care that the opponent he’s fighting is butt-naked. Izuku, however, thinks he could live without the sight of his senpai beating up his best friend with his genitals on display. He keeps his eyes closed.
“You went for the face, huh?” Mirio’s voice says. There’s the sounds of rocks shattering and then Izuku hears him declare, “I think I’ll start with the long-distance fighters!”
Jirou shrieks again.
“He warped?!?”
“His power isn’t just slipping through things?!?”
“What kind of strong quirk is that?!?”
“DIE!!!”
A series of explosions echo across the room and then Kacchan suddenly lets out a pained grunt. Dark Shadow roars, only to be cut off by the sound of a fist landing and Tokoyami crying out. More punches follow, more hisses and grunts of pain, more thumps of bodies collapsing on the floor.
Hmm. Sounds like his classmates are having a hard time.
If only there had been someone who warned them that this was a bad idea beforehand.
What a pity.
“POWERRRR!!!” Mirio’s triumphant shout echoes throughout the gym.
“Togata Mirio,” Izuku hears Aizawa say, “As far as I know, he’s the man closest to being number one. Including the pros.”
Izuku pauses, and something about his tone has him opening his eyes and glancing up at him. ‘As far as I know’... How much does Aizawa know? Surely All Might would have told him if he knew about Mirio? No, no, he probably didn’t mean it that way. After all, even as he is now without One for All, Mirio is incredibly powerful and skilled. He would no doubt be a wonderful hero with his own quirk and who knows? Perhaps he could even take the number one spot too. Izuku’s classmates can hardly stand their ground against him.
He accidentally turns his head and looks back at the disastrous scene in front of him, but- oh good, Mirio is wearing pants now. More than half of his class is sprawled on the ground in various positions of pain, so that’s- less good.
“He got more than half of them in an instant.” Izuku startles and whips his head around to see Todoroki standing on his other side. The boy narrows his eyes. “He’s the man closest to being number one.”
“What are you doing here?” Izuku asks, bewildered.
Todoroki turns to him. “I didn’t get my provisional license, so…”
Izuku arches a brow and pointedly looks at Kacchan, who is currently struggling to get up from where he was previously curled up on the ground in agony. “That didn’t stop him,” he says, “It’s not like you’re fighting a real villain or something.” He looks up at Aizawa, who simply gives a shrug of approval.
Todoroki glances between him and the battlefield, then slowly steps away. He almost looks reluctant. Izuku feels like he just sent him into the lion’s den.
“That’s it for the long-distance fighters.” Mirio turns away from the smattering of students on the ground and perks up when he sees Todoroki. “Oops! Forgot one!”
He takes a step forward, falls into the ground, disappears for two seconds, then shoots out right in front of Todoroki and knocks him out with an uppercut to the jaw.
Izuku cringes.
God, he’s a terrible boyfriend.
“Alright, now we can focus on the close-combat ones!” Mirio brushes off his hands nonchalantly and turns around.
Except- he’s naked again. Izuku’s face turns bright red as he unwillingly gets an eyeful and immediately drops his gaze to the ground.
His classmates grunt and cry out in pain as the upperclassman continues his assault. Izuku winces as he stares at the floor. Man, Mirio’s really not holding back at all, is he? Izuku’s starting to feel bad- he knows he was giving his friends a bit of a hard time, but this is a little brutal.
Kacchan has seemingly recovered and lets out a loud battle cry as he dives back into the fray- only to be abruptly cut off by another choked grunt. There’s a thud, and then,
“POWERRR!!!” Mirio shouts again.
Groans fill the gymnasium.
“Is it done?” Izuku weakly calls out, eyes still locked on the floor.
There’s a moment of silence, then Aizawa stiffens beside him. “Togata-”
Izuku shrieks in surprise as two muscular arms wrap around him from behind and swing him into the air. Mirio laughs loudly next to his ear, pinning his arms to his sides and pressing his back to his broad chest while he frantically squirms.
“Senpai!” He exclaims in alarm, “What- What are you doing?!?”
“Togata-” Aizawa says again, raising a hand as if he doesn’t know whether or not to stop him.
“Mirio-kun…” Tamaki glances up from his corner.
Nejire visibly brightens. “Eh? Are we kidnapping him?” She sounds far too excited for Izuku’s liking.
“Oi!” Kacchan shouts. He and the others are still struggling to get off the ground, but Izuku’s cry caught the attention of his classmates. Kacchan’s eyes lock on Izuku’s thrashing form and he snarls, “What the fuck are you doing with him? Put him down!”
But apparently training with class 1-A has gotten Mirio feeling a bit playful, because his arm tightens around Izuku’s midsection and he practically prances over to the first-years, stopping just a few feet away. “Haha!” He laughs boisterously, “A new challenge has appeared! How will you all stop me now that I’ve taken a hostage?”
His classmates tense up.
Izuku stops struggling.
‘Are you fucking kidding me?’
“You can’t do anything that would harm our dear Midoriya-kun, now can you? But holding him also leaves me exposed too- or does it?” Izuku can practically hear the devilish grin in Mirio’s voice. He’s having way too much fun with this. “Will you take the risk? What are you going to do, hm? Your hostage needs saving quick! I might steal him away!”
Kacchan snarls wordlessly, pushing himself up onto his feet. “Fuck you!” His other classmates are getting riled up easily as well, struggling to get back up even though they just took a beating.
And well, that’s flattering and all, but Izuku can’t help but feel a little annoyed right now. He didn’t sign up to be a damsel in distress today.
He squirms in Mirio’s hold. “Senpai,” he complains.
“Ah, ah, ah!” Mirio’s voice is right in his ear and Izuku can’t help the slight flush that creeps up his neck. His senpai’s arms tighten around him, pressing him even more firmly against his body, and Izuku suddenly recalls the fact that Mirio is still very much naked. He can practically feel every muscle in the taller boy’s body pressed against him, from his burly pecs, to his rock-hard abs, to his-
To his-
Izuku’s brain short-circuits.
‘Excuse me.’
He slams his head back and breaks Mirio’s nose.
“HA!” Kacchan’s bark of laughter echoes throughout the gym.
Mirio drops Izuku in surprise- and pain, probably- and the greenette quickly regains his balance and attempts to swipe his legs out from under him. He actually manages to land a kick on Mirio’s knee, but since he’s apparently made of brick he doesn’t go down easily, and by that point he’s had enough time to recover from his shock and, well- at least Izuku’s defended his own honor.
Mirio proceeds to knock him on his ass in a decidedly more gentle fashion than he did with the rest of his classmates.
It still hurts, but it’s definitely worth it.
“Sorry I broke your nose,” Izuku apologizes for the fiftieth time, grimacing as he tosses the blood-soaked gauze into the trashcan and presses a clean one against Mirio’s face.
“No worries!” Mirio lets out a nasally laugh, scratching the back of his head, “I totally had it coming!” His grin turns into a slight grimace as Izuku presses down gently to try and stop the bleeding. The freckled boy insisted on taking him to the infirmary himself after he wrapped up his demonstration in the gym, but they had to stop in the middle of the hallway to change the gauze since his nose bled through it.
“Sorry,” Izuku repeats guiltily, “I didn’t think I’d hit you so hard.”
“Midoriya-kun, Midoriya-kun, it’s fine,” Mirio reassures with light exasperation, “Trust me, Sir hits me harder than that!” He grins, as if that’s supposed to make him feel better.
Izuku presses his lips together. “Cool, I’m gonna have a talk with him then.” Mirio makes a noise and Izuku begins leading him away. “Come on, let’s get you to the infirmary.”
They continue walking down the hallway until they come to a stop in front of Recovery Girl’s office. Izuku knocks twice, then slides the door open.
His mentor glances up from her computer. As soon as her eyes land on Mirio, her face morphs into a displeased expression.
“You know what I said, Midoriya-kun.” She turns back to her screen, waving her hand dismissively. “Those three are your responsibility now.”
“I thought you didn’t want me to use my quirk until Saturday?” Izuku protests, guiding Mirio over to one of the beds.
Recovery Girl clicks her tongue irritably. “And you’ll do everything but use your quirk.”
“Of course,” he agrees, then turns and starts cleaning up Mirio’s nose. Once the bleeding is mostly under control and he’s checked it over, he says, “Alright, I’m gonna set it real quick. It’s gonna start bleeding again so-” He plops the gauze in Mirio’s hand. “-Get ready with this.”
“‘Kay,” comes the nasally response.
Carefully grabbing Mirio’s nose, he sets it with a few quick motions and gives everything a once-over before calling his mentor. She comes to his side, checks his work, then begrudgingly kisses Mirio on the cheek. The boy lets out a sigh of relief as his nose is healed.
“Thank you, Recovery Girl!” He says gratefully.
“Yes, yes,” she grumbles, “Now both of you, out of my office.”
Right. She’s still a little pissed off at him.
Giving Mirio a sheepish smile, Izuku jerks his head towards the door and leads the way out, his senpai following after him. Once they’re in the hallway, Izuku says, “So… I guess I’ll see you later, then?”
Before he can turn away, Mirio stops him. “Wait!” Izuku pauses and tilts his head. “Do you have a second?”
Izuku blinks. “Uh-”
“Great!” Then Mirio’s hands are on his shoulders and he’s being steered down the hall. “Right this way, kouhai!”
“Wh-What- Wait, what? Where are we going?” Izuku stammers, “We have to go back to class!”
“This won’t take long!” Mirio chirps, stopping in front of a smaller door that Izuku doesn’t recognize. He phases his head through it, then sticks his hand in and unlocks it from the inside before pulling it open. Izuku blanches at the sight of a supply closet.
“Wait, wait, wait, wait-”
“In we go!” Mirio says, pushing him in and closing the door behind them. They’re immediately shrouded in darkness, but he feels around the wall until he finds a light switch that illuminates the cramped space that they’re in. “Ooh! Cozy!”
Izuku grumbles in annoyance. Thankfully it’s not as small as the last supply closet he was shoved into, but he’s had quite enough of Mirio moving him around as he pleases for one day.
“Senpai,” he whines, having to crane his neck to look up at the taller boy this close, “What’s going on? What do you want?”
Looking down at him, Mirio’s bright grin dims ever so slightly into something more calm. “Actually, I’ve been meaning to talk to you,” he says, “I just feel like it’s… been a while, you know?”
“Eh?” Izuku blinks in surprise. “Oh! Uh, yeah, it has- I guess.”
Mirio just wants to catch up? He supposes it has been a while since they’ve hung out properly. He feels bad for neglecting his senpai… but did he have to shove him into a supply closet to tell him this? Couldn’t he have just come up to him during lunch?
“Yeah,” Mirio says, “I don’t know if All Might told you this, but he hasn’t given me One for All yet.”
Oh, so this is a One for All conversation. Supply closet makes sense then.
“I know,” Izuku replies, “Well, I figured anyway. He would have told me. He said he wanted me there when he passed it on to you…” He pauses. “Which, by the way, what happened with that? I thought he was going to give it to you during summer break so you wouldn’t be in school in case something went wrong?”
Mirio seems to hesitate for a moment, then continues, “Well, yeah, we were gonna wait for you to come back from your training camp, but then, you know… Kamino happened, and then everything else happened, and we’ve just kind of gotten distracted, you know? I’ve been training with Sir for months now and All Might since the summer, so we’re pretty sure my body is ready to receive One for All, but then All Might mentioned that you were trying to heal him so we figured we’d just put it off for now. There’s no rush anyway.”
Izuku nods and Mirio’s eyes lighten up a bit. “Earlier you said you were saving your energy to heal someone later. You meant All Might, right?”
“Yeah,” he says, “I’m not using my quirk for the next couple of days so I can rest up, but the plan is to heal him on Saturday morning so I have the weekend to recover. All I have left is to regrow his lung.”
“Wow,” Mirio breathes. He leans back, head tilted in consideration. “I think even after you heal him I’ll make him wait a bit. I feel bad for the guy. He deserves to enjoy his quirk at its fullest power at least for a little while before he gives it to me.”
Izuku smiles, warmth blooming in his chest. It’s nice that Mirio is so considerate of All Might’s feelings on this matter. Even when it would be so easy to eagerly accept the power bestowed on him as soon as it’s offered to him, he’s willing to wait even longer for it to make his mentor happier.
All Might has found a truly wonderful successor.
“But when I do get One for All and become the number one hero,” Mirio says, grinning cockily once again as he pushes Izuku’s nose with his finger, “I expect to see you in my agency as my healer, my little kouhai.”
Izuku lets out a huff of laughter and opens the door of the closet. “Yeah, get in line. My entire class already has dibs.” He steps out into the hallway. “Now c’mon, we’ve both gotta get back to class.”
“I wasn’t kidding when I said I would steal you away!” Mirio crows as he walks after him.
The hallway is still empty since everyone is still in class, but Izuku makes sure to lower his voice slightly anyways as he asks, “So, what will you do once All Might does give his quirk to you?”
Mirio shrugs. “More training, I guess. Preparing me to be number one!” He flashes him a blinding grin, then ponders. “Sir did also mention bringing All Might in to help out with this villain that’s been causing some trouble- Overhaul, I think he was called?” He shakes his head. “But anyway, now that All Might and Sir are back together, they’re pretty adamant about training me together.”
Izuku winces. “Yikes. Good luck with that.”
Mirio laughs, short and loud. “Thanks!”
They have to part ways to leave for their own classes after that- but not before Mirio manages to snag Izuku and ruffle his curls into an unmanageable mess. The blond cackles while he shrieks in indignant fury and darts away a moment later, leaving him reeling.
Izuku lets out an exasperated huff.
All Might’s successor or not, Mirio’s hero agency is the last place he would work at as a healer.
Notes:
Almost there guys. One last chapter. I have... many emotions about this, but I'll save them all for the end. I know it probably doesn't seem like things are wrapping up, especially with the mention of Overhaul- which we will not be getting into in this fic- but don't worry, I promise things will wrap up nicely in the next, and last, chapter.
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Next chapter, Izuku nearly burns down the kitchen.
Chapter 44: The Hero
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
In comparison to the rest of the week, Friday is startlingly normal. Izuku wakes up for his usual reasons in the early hour of the morning and runs with Iida as the sun rises above the horizon. The only minor thing different he does is that he prepares Todoroki’s favorite tea for him when he gets back from his run so that it’s ready for him when he wakes up, and then he and the other boy enjoy a nice calm breakfast together in their own private corner of the dining room. That earns him a sneaky kiss on the cheek before he leaves for his morning meet-up with Recovery Girl that has him blushing the entire way there. And to his delight, Todoroki is waiting for him outside in the hallway afterwards and they walk to class together hand-in-hand yet again.
His morning classes are as average and unremarkable as they could possibly be. Even their afternoon hero lesson ends up being a run-of-the-mill obstacle course race that Izuku can’t do much to participate in, so he’s left with plenty of time to chat with All Might at the finish line. It’s refreshing to talk to him again, just the two of them- it feels like it’s been ages since they’ve just talked to each other. And not about healing, or how Izuku’s doing, not even about anything in particular; All Might will say something absolutely ridiculous and Izuku will respond with some dry sarcasm that he’s probably picked up from his mentor and then All Might will let out loud, booming laughs that resonates Izuku’s very soul and bring a smile to his face.
It feels good, it feels natural, but despite everything, Izuku can’t help the underlying anticipation that’s been thrumming beneath his veins for the past two days. He’s certain his friends can tell that something’s up, even if they’re not sure exactly what. They do their best to keep him in good spirits by flocking around him in the common room at night, hanging out with him, making him laugh at their silly antics until his stomach hurts.
It serves as a perfect distraction and before he knows it, it’s Saturday morning. His anticipation turns into excitement.
He’s meant to meet Recovery Girl and All Might in the infirmary at 11AM, but thanks to his nightmares and his nerves, Izuku is awake long before that. He’s about to go get ready to go on a solo run- Iida, shockingly enough, actually likes to sleep in an extra couple of hours on the weekend, so Izuku doesn’t have a partner this time- but then he realizes that he’s supposed to be saving his energy, not burning it off. So he plops back down on his bed, leg bouncing up and down in a desperate attempt to get rid of his nerves, and slowly realizes the fact that the next few hours are going to be sheer torture.
They wanted him to get a good night of sleep, to be as well-rested as possible before doing this. And yeah, Izuku understands the importance of that, but sleeping- that’s kind of hit or miss for him lately. They know that. How could they possibly expect him to sleep well when he’s so excited about this?
He lies back down and closes his eyes with a sigh.
…
Thirty seconds later, he sits right back up and hops off his bed. Nope, not happening.
Luckily for him, Recovery Girl also ordered him to eat a big breakfast, so he can just spend his time making that! It’s early enough that nobody is awake yet, which means he’ll have the kitchen all to himself- a rarity in the class 1-A dorm.
Izuku eagerly makes his way down to the first floor and enters the kitchen, looking around with wide eyes. Kacchan has practically banned him from here, which he thinks is rather unfair. Sure, he might not be the best cook, but it’s not like he’s going to blow up the place!
Two hours later, he finds himself regretting his previous thought.
A drowsy Kacchan lets out a giant yawn as he walks into the kitchen to see Izuku covered in flour and batter. The greenette looks like he’s on the verge of tears as he struggles to flip the charred remains of… something on a frying pan. A couple of pieces of eggshells are trapped in his curls, and a single yolk lays abandoned on the countertop, slowly inching its way across the surface. The stench of burned bacon permeates the air.
Kacchan’s eye twitches.
“What the fuck are you doing?”
Izuku whirls around, relief flooding his gaze. “Kacchan!” He quickly glances between his friend and his disastrous food. “Oh- I- I tried- I wanted to make pancakes- and- and bacon and- well, a little bit of eggs too, but I gave up on those a while ago- um!” His voice takes a nervous edge as Kacchan stomps over and swipes the spatula out of his hands.
“I told you to stay the fuck out of the kitchen, Zuku!” He snarls, waving the spatula threateningly at the smaller boy’s throat as he turns off the stove with his other hand, “You’re a shit cook and now all this food’s gonna go to waste! Why the fuck are you making so making so much at ass o’ clock in the morning anyway?!?”
Gulping, Izuku glances away anxiously before saying, “Um, remember the other day when I said I had to see a patient that’s going to require a lot of energy to heal? I, uh, I’m going to see them today.”
“What?” He snaps, frowning, “Oh- that? What the hell is that about anyway? Who are you healing?”
Izuku presses his lips together and gives him a slight chastising look. “Doctor-patient confidentiality, Kacchan.”
Kacchan grinds his teeth in irritation. “Fuck. Fine, whatever. You’re not leaving school again, are you?”
Izuku shakes his head. “No. It shouldn’t take long. Recovery Girl told me to eat a big breakfast in order to have as much energy as I can so I’m not as tired afterwards...” He casts a pitiful glance at his burned food.
Kacchan narrows his eyes, looking like he wants to ask more, but then scoffs and turns Izuku around with one hand. “Get the fuck out of my kitchen,” he grunts, shoving him away with a foot on his rear. Izuku squeaks and scrambles into the dining room.
Thirty minutes later, the blond re-emerges from the kitchen with two plates of delicious smelling food. He places the one stacked dramatically high with pancakes, eggs, and bacon in front of Izuku, who gasps in delight.
“Kacchan!” Izuku’s eyes sparkle. “Thank you!”
Kacchan grunts and sits across from him with his own reasonably piled plate. “You’re cleaning up that garbage mess you left. And then mine.”
Izuku is already digging in and hums agreeably around his mouthful of eggs. Kacchan snorts.
As they eat, a few of their classmates soon start trickling in and begin making their own meals. Iida balks at the state of the kitchen and Izuku calls out his apologies. He perks up when Todoroki enters and invites him to come sit with them, much to Kacchan’s displeasure.
Todoroki, a slow-starter like Izuku, drowsily leans against his poof of curls and takes great interest in his food.
“I didn’t know you could cook,” he murmurs.
“He can’t,” Kacchan grunts, eyeing them disdainfully, “I made it for him.” His voice has a slight tone of superiority, as if to say ‘ha, I can make something Izuku actually likes.’
Unphased- or oblivious- Todoroki blinks slowly and looks down at the food. “Can I have some?”
“No,” Kacchan snaps immediately.
“Sure,” Izuku agrees.
Kacchan curls his lip. “I didn’t cook for him-”
Izuku cuts off a piece of pancake and feeds it to Todoroki. The taller boy hums appreciatively around his fork.
“It’s good.”
Kacchan’s eye twitches again, this time in disgust at the blatant domestic display before him.
“Fuck you.” He abruptly stands up from the table and whirls around. “Fuck both of you.”
Izuku smiles happily as he stalks away. “Thanks for breakfast!”
Finally, at 10:30AM, he can’t stand to wait any longer. Todoroki looks a little confused when he hastily excuses himself, giving him much the same explanation that he gave Kacchan, but even though he doesn’t seem to quite understand he wishes him luck anyway and kisses him on the cheek. And- well, that right there is just like an extra shot of energy all on its own, and Izuku practically skips the entire way to the infirmary with a goofy smile on his face.
As he makes his way down the hall, he notices that the door is already open and that there are multiple voices coming from inside. Slowing down, he peeks his head around the doorframe and blinks in surprise.
The infirmary is filled with people. Recovery Girl and All Might, of course, but also Sir Nighteye, Mirio, Principal Nedzu, and an elderly man that looks vaguely familiar. They’re all chatting idly with each other, but Mirio’s eyes land on Izuku as soon as his head pops in.
“Kouhai!” He chirps, catching everyone’s attention, “You’re early!”
All eyes land on him and Izuku shrinks slightly.
“I told you he’d come early.” Recovery Girl rolls her eyes. “Well, come on in, Midoriya-kun.”
Smiling sheepishly, Izuku walks in and immediately gets pulled into a hug- and subsequent hair ruffle- by Mirio. “How’re you doing? Sleep well?”
“Well enough,” Izuku replies simply, glancing around at the three unexpected guests, “So-”
Before he can even begin to ask anything, All Might hastily says, “Oh, I’m sorry, I hope you don’t mind that I invited some people! It’s just- big day, you know?” He chuckles nervously.
Izuku waves his hands and reassures him, “No, no, it’s alright, I understand.”
He’s starting to think that having loved ones around when being healed might be a common thing. He’s going to have to get used to having an audience. But this is alright, he already knows most of these people.
Izuku smiles up at Sir Nighteye, reaching out to shake his hand politely. “It’s nice to see you again, Sir.”
The hero smiles back and takes his hand. “It’s nice to see you as well. It’s been a while.” He arches a brow. “If I’m not mistaken- and I know I’m not-” Mirio and All Might let out an identical bark of laughter. “First-years are going to be allowed to partake in work studies this year. Will I be seeing you in my agency with Kamei-san again?”
Izuku opens his mouth to reply, but Mirio does it for him. “Haha, nope! Sorry Sir, Midoriya-kun’s already been snatched up by Team Idaten,” he says, “Believe me, I’m as heartbroken as you are. The betrayal!” He presses the back of his palm to his forehead dramatically.
Izuku rolls his eyes at his antics. “Oh come on.” To Sir Nighteye, he says, “But, yeah, sorry.”
“Don’t apologize.” Sir Nighteye shakes his head. “New experiences are always beneficial. There’s much that Ingenium can teach you that I could not. Regardless, I’m glad to see that you are doing well.” His voice sounds genuine as he gazes down at Izuku warmly.
“Thank you, Sir.” Izuku dips his head politely, then glances over when All Might catches his attention.
“And this is a former teacher of mine,” he says, gesturing to the elderly man sitting in Izuku’s desk chair, “Gran Torino.”
As Izuku reaches out to shake his hand, he once again can’t help thinking that he looks vaguely familiar. He’s wearing a hero costume and All Might introduced him with a hero name so obviously he is indeed a hero. It takes a couple of seconds, but then it clicks.
“You were in Kamino,” he says and All Might stiffens slightly behind him, “You stopped Shigaraki from going after me and Todoroki-kun.”
Gran Torino’s expression doesn’t change much, but he nods. “Yep, that was me.”
Izuku stares at him. Then gives him a shaky smile. “Thank you,” he says softly.
“No problem, kid,” the man replies with a hint of gruffness.
Izuku straightens up and slowly turns back around. Principal Nedzu is sitting on one of the beds and Izuku nods his greeting to him before looking at All Might. Blue eyes meet green. Anticipation sits heavy in the air, making everyone fall quiet for a second.
Izuku’s scarred throat bobs as he swallows. Well… this is it. The moment they’ve all been waiting for. The moment he’s been working towards for well over a year at this point. He closes his eyes, takes a deep breath, and opens them again.
He’s ready.
Turning to look at his mentor, Izuku nods. “Let’s do this.”
She nods back. And, much like with Ingenium, she steps back and lets him take the lead. He guides All Might to sit down on one of the beds and has him remove his shirt, revealing the scarless torso beneath. Apparently, All Might has not yet shown Sir Nighteye and Gran Torino this development yet, because Izuku hears them both inhale sharply behind him. The blond smiles at them over his shoulder and Izuku doesn’t need to glance back to know what their expressions must look like.
Instead, he announces that he’s first going to feel with his quirk and make sure everything’s as it should be before touching All Might’s chest, quickly shutting off his quirk. And yes, everything’s as it was last time. No scars, no old wounds, no shadows of shattered bones.
Just one giant chasm of a missing lung that he has to fill.
A cluster of nerves flutters in his stomach. Izuku hesitates, then opens his mouth to speak-
“You are going to go slow, Midoriya-kun.” Recovery Girl’s voice reaches his ears. He glances over to see her gazing at him steadily. “You’ve been training for this for a long time. You’re stronger than you were last time and you have much more control over your quirk. You are going to go slow, you are not going to shock your body, and you will not exhaust yourself.” Her words are confident, not wavering for a single second. Then, still holding his gaze, she tilts her head. “But, if you do, I have everything I need here in order to stabilize you and replenish your nutrients. You will be okay,” she says firmly.
Izuku lets out a slow, shaky sigh of relief. Bless his mentor for knowing his worries without him having to voice them aloud. Despite his eagerness to heal All Might, the last time he did this he ended up in a freaking coma. But- no, of course, she’s right. He was younger then, inexperienced. He had never healed anything bigger than a dog bite before and the speed of his energy suddenly rushing out into All Might’s stomach, into the rest of his other wounds, is probably what shocked his body the most. She’s right, of course. She’s always right. He’ll be fine, if he takes it slow.
What would he do without his mentor?
He smiles as he gazes at her earnestly. “Thank you,” he whispers.
Recovery Girl gives him an encouraging nod and steps back.
Izuku turns back to All Might, who is looking down at him. The freckled boy’s hands look small on his chest, but he can feel the man’s heart beating strongly beneath them, can feel the slight rise and fall as the single lung expands and contracts. He closes his eyes, focuses on the missing gap in All Might’s energy where his other lung should be, and then slowly, ever so slowly, begins releasing his own energy into it.
His mind flashes back to how this was the first time- his energy draining out of him rapidly, desperately trying to reach the wounds as fast as possible, trying to fill the missing pockets in the man’s lifeforce. The flow is hardly anything more than a trickle now, slow and easily controlled through weeks- months of training and practice. He eases his energy into All Might’s body gradually; he won’t take any risks by going too fast. After all, now he has all the time in the world.
The empty chasm in All Might’s chest begins to fill up slowly. Not much happens at first, but as more time passes, Izuku starts to notice All Might’s energy around the missing pocket swirling rapidly, as if getting excited. He also notices the fatigue that starts to creep in on his own muscles, a small hint, a shadow of an ache that steadily begins to grow, but he determinedly pushes onward. It doesn’t matter if he’s exhausted after this. It’s for All Might. Everything, all his hard work for the past few months, has been for this moment, has been for him, so Izuku would gladly suffer a little exhaustion for the man.
His own lifeforce is distinguishable from All Might’s, recognizable to him. It seeps into All Might effortlessly, slipping into the empty space of his missing lung like a milky golden light, slowly filling it up bit-by-bit until not a single space within All Might is hollow.
And for a moment, All Might’s energy sings.
It embraces Izuku’s energy, entwines with it, and there’s such an unmistakable feeling of wholeness that it steals Izuku’s breath away-
And then his quirk deactivates.
It takes him a few seconds to realize that he isn’t the one that turned it off.
There’s nothing left for him to heal.
Izuku slowly opens his eyes and lifts his head. All Might meets his gaze. And for the first time in six years, he takes a long, deep breath, filling both his lungs, his chest expanding wide beneath Izuku’s hands.
The grin he sends down at Izuku is positively blinding.
“Ha ha!” Izuku squeals as All Might suddenly puffs up into his muscled form right in front of him and scoops him up into his arms, jumping off the bed and swinging him around. Mirio, Sir Nighteye, Recovery Girl and the others immediately erupt into cheers. All Might’s signature booming laughter reverberates in his chest right next to Izuku’s ear, echoing in every inch of his being as he’s spun around and around. Startled, Izuku tries to cling on desperately, but the exhaustion of his endeavor hits him then and all he can do is feebly scrabble at All Might’s chest. But it’s alright because a moment later All Might stops spinning and simply holds him closely, overjoyed laughter fading away into something that sounds a bit tighter, a bit more choked.
“Oh, my boy, my boy.” He presses a kiss onto Izuku’s forehead and the freckled boy is too tired to startle again. “Thank you, thank you my boy! I could never thank you enough for everything that you have done for me, Midoriya Izuku! Thank you a million times over, my boy, thank you, thank you!” He leans down to press his forehead against Izuku’s.
Still tucked in the man’s arms, Izuku giggles drowsily and flushes. “You’re welcome.”
He did it. He really did it. All Might’s forehead is pressed against his and he can’t feel a thing- he really healed him.
He did it.
A light, bubbling laugh escapes his lips. Then, his head slides away from All Might’s and he slumps over on the man’s chest.
“Young Midoriya?!?” All Might stiffens, crying out in alarm. “Are you alright?!?”
Still smiling against his chest, Izuku hums, “Peachy.”
A nap sounds nice, though.
“Is he okay?” He hears Mirio ask.
“Does he need fluids or something?” Sir Nighteye’s voice demands loudly somewhere close to Izuku’s head.
“Hold on, hold on, give me a second.” Recovery Girl’s footsteps approach him. “Toshinori-kun, lower him please.” Izuku feels All Might kneel down, and then there’s something cold pressed to his wrist. He blearily turns his head and blinks at his mentor.
“Hi,” he says.
“Hi,” she replies, “How do you feel?”
He yawns, “Tired.” Nuzzling against All Might’s surprisingly comfy chest, he mumbles, “Gonna take a fat nap back at the dorms.”
He hears Mirio snort. All Might chuckles, “Well, if anyone deserves to take a nap, it’s you.”
He smiles drowsily. “Yay.”
Recovery Girl makes quick work of checking his vitals, then nods in satisfaction. “Alright, he’s not in any danger. He just tired himself out, that’s all. If you could do him a favor and carry him back to the dorms, that would be great.”
“Of course!” All Might says, “It’s the very least I could do after all he’s done.” Izuku’s stomach lurches slightly as All Might straightens back up.
Mirio’s face pops into his field of vision. “Good job, Midoriya-kun!” He says cheerfully, reaching up to ruffle his hair much more gently than usual.
Izuku blinks sleepily. “Thanks.”
“Good job, Midoriya-kun!” Principal Nedzu chirps.
“Good job, kid,” Gran Torino says, “That’s a damn amazing quirk you have there.”
“Midoriya-kun!” Izuku glances up to see Sir Nighteye standing in front of him and All Might. His eyes are suspiciously shiny and they flicker between him and All Might rapidly. “I- I just-” He takes a deep breath. “Thank you.”
A flicker of curiosity tickles him and Izuku tilts his head. “You knew this would happen,” he says, “You knew I would heal him one day.”
“I know,” Sir Nighteye replies, “But knowing it will happen and actually seeing it happen- it’s always different. Now there’s…” He looks up at All Might, eyes warm. “Certainty.” The word comes out in one relieved breath.
All Might’s trademark grin widens.
Izuku’s gaze turns to him. “And you? Everything’s feeling fine, right?”
“Perfect!” All Might laughs incredulously. “How could I feel anything but perfect? You’re the one who isn’t feeling good! Drained of energy and still all you can do is worry about others! Selfless to the end-”
“Reminds me of someone I know,” Sir Nighteye says, pointedly looking at All Might.
All Might makes a face of mock offense. “I never said it was a bad thing,” he mutters petulantly, before turning to look down at Izuku, eyes earnest. “But seriously, Young Midoriya- let me take care of you now. You have done more than enough for me, far more than I could ever repay you for in a thousand lifetimes. I never thought that I would be able to feel this way again. You have given me the life that I loved back, you have- twisted my fate and saved me from a terrible demise at the hands of a villain that you so cleverly outwitted. You, Midoriya Izuku, are a greater hero than I will ever be. You are my hero, and I thank you for saving my life.”
Izuku stares up at him. Tears escape from his eyes and his breath hitches as he quickly turns and buries his face in All Might’s shirt. The man’s chest rumbles as he chuckles and his large hand shifts to rub his trembling shoulders. A kiss is pressed into the top of his curls and he whimpers.
All of the sudden, Mirio snaps his fingers. “That’s it! Hero!”
Bewildered, Izuku pulls his tear-streaked face away from All Might’s chest to look at him in confusion. “Huh?”
Mirio grins brightly. “Your healer name! Hero!”
Izuku’s brows furrow. “What?”
“You still need one, don’t you?” Mirio asks, “It’s perfect!”
Izuku grimaces. “It’s so cheesy.”
“But it’s perfect for you,” Mirio insists enthusiastically, “You’re going to be a hero healer. Every time you save a hero, you basically indirectly save all the people that they save in the future!”
Izuku blinks tiredly. “I don’t think that’s how that-”
“Not to mention all the people that you will save on your own in the future,” Principal Nedzu adds, “A quirk like yours has virtually no limitations when it comes to healing physical injuries. I have no doubt you will one day become the personal hero and inspiration of countless individuals.”
Izuku flushes. “I-”
“And like I said, you’re already my hero,” All Might repeats, like it doesn’t nearly send him into cardiac arrest again.
Izuku wheezes. “I-”
Recovery Girl smiles softly up at him. “Didn’t you say you always wanted to be a hero when you were younger?”
“Okay!” Izuku squeaks, just to get them to stop, then rolls around and buries his flustered face in All Might’s chest once more. “Fine!” His voice comes out muffled. The adults- and Mirio- around him all laugh like the traitors they are and he slumps in All Might’s arms. “Can I go take a nap now?” He mumbles.
“Alright, alright,” All Might chuckles, “Yes, you’ve earned it.” He readjusts his grip so Izuku’s legs are more comfortable and tucks his head against his bicep. “Say goodbye to Young Midoriya, now.”
“Bye, kouhai!” Mirio’s hand gently ruffles his hair yet again. “Sleep tight!”
“Goodbye, Midoriya-kun,” Sir Nighteye says, “I hope to see you again soon.”
“Rest well, Midoriya-kun,” Principal Nedzu says.
“See ya later, kid,” Gran Torino says.
“Take it easy for the rest of the day,” Recovery Girl orders softly, “And you can boss those young heroes of yours around and have them make you a good meal. Healer’s privilege.”
Izuku lets out a drowsy snort.
“Bye guys,” he rasps.
They all call out their various goodbyes once more as All Might carries him out the door. Neither of them say a word during the journey back to the dorm. It doesn’t seem necessary. Everything that needed to be said has been said and whatever else that cannot be put into words remains unspoken in the way All Might steadily holds Izuku closely to his chest in a silent promise, the greenette nuzzling his bicep and letting out a trembling breath as one final tear slips down his cheek to meet his smiling lips.
It almost doesn’t seem real- he feels like he’s floating through some sort of dream. But All Might’s heartbeat is loud in his ears, and the way his chest rises and falls beneath Izuku’s cheek is a constant reminder that this is real. This is the new reality that he has created, the one where All Might will reign supreme as the Symbol of Peace in all his strength and glory for the rest of his days, will pass down One For All to Mirio and train him to be the next number one hero, will live to see his legacy, will live to retire, to grow old, to do all these things that for the longest time he believed he wouldn’t be able to do because he thought All For One had stolen that future from him-
Well, Izuku took it right back. And he gave All Might the future he rightfully deserves.
They arrive at the doorstep of Heights Alliance. Even though healing All Might felt like it took ages, Izuku’s only actually been gone for around half an hour, which means the rest of his classmates are probably all up by now. All Might pauses before the door and tightens his hold on him ever so slightly, lowering his head to briefly press his lips against Izuku’s head again in one last silent ‘thank you’. Izuku smiles sleepily and nuzzles him back.
Then, All Might carefully shifts him to free his hand so he can open the door and-
“Midoriya-kun?!?”
“Whoa, what happened?!?”
“Midoriya-kun!!”
As his classmates’ alarmed voices immediately rush over to him, Izuku drowsily turns and lolls his head. “I’m alive,” he reassures.
“What the fuck?!?” Kacchan stomps towards him and stares with poorly concealed worry. “What the hell happened?!?”
Before Izuku can reply, All Might laughs boisterously, “Not to worry, Young Bakugou! Young Midoriya simply tired himself out using his quirk! You know how tricky it can be sometimes- but! He did a marvelous job, as usual!”
Todoroki stares at Izuku’s limp form incredulously. “What the hell did you do?”
“Ah, ah, ah!” All Might says, “Sorry, can’t ask questions! It’s healer business, you know? Even I couldn’t get answers out of this one.” He lightly jostles Izuku in his arms and chuckles.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Kacchan snaps, “But-”
“Why don’t you all help him feel better today?” All Might suggests, “He’s very tired, and I think considering all the hard work he does for you and everyone else he deserves a bit of pampering.”
At this point, Izuku is glad he’s too exhausted to do more than blush lightly in embarrassment.
All Might hums in thought, gazing at the small crowd of teenagers in front of him. “And if what I heard is true…” He suddenly dives forward and shoves Izuku into Todoroki’s arms. “You are the best man for the job.” He ruffles his bi-colored hair into a tousled mess before straightening up with a wink. “Treat him well, Young Todoroki! Bye now!”
He disappears in the blink of an eye, leaving a drowsy Izuku in his boyfriend’s arms surrounded by his bewildered classmates. They stare after him for a moment, then Kacchan whirls on the greenette.
“Zuku, what the hell?” He demands.
“I told you I’d be using a lot of energy today,” Izuku replies, blinking slow and tired.
“Jesus- I know, but- fuck, what’d you do?” Kacchan asks worriedly.
“All Might said not to ask,” Iida says reluctantly. Kacchan lets out a growl of frustration in response.
Reaching out, Izuku takes his friend’s hand and gives him a reassuring smile. “Kacchan. I’m alright. Just tired. Can you make katsudon for lunch?”
Kacchan stares at him incredulously. “What the- sure, fuck, fine, whatever.”
“Yay.”
Todoroki blinks. “Can I have some?”
“Fuck no!” Kacchan snaps, glaring at him heatedly. Todoroki looks disappointed.
Giggling, Izuku curls up against Todoroki’s chest and tucks his head underneath his chin, closing his eyes with a soft sigh.
“Aww, Midori-kun is so cute when he’s sleepy!” Ashido’s voice coos.
“He’s really tuckered out, huh?” Sero says.
“Should I carry him to bed?” Todoroki asks.
“Yes,” Izuku agrees emphatically.
“I don’t think you’ll wake up for a while if you go to bed now, Midoriya-kun,” Iida says, ever the logical one, “You’ll ruin your sleep-schedule!”
Izuku grumbles tiredly into Todoroki’s shoulder, then mumbles, “Fine, I’ll nap here with you guys, then. Wake me up… hmmrrhh,” he groans, “... later.”
A couple of his friends snicker. “Alright, sure,” Kaminari says. Todoroki grunts slightly and shifts his arms under his weight. Izuku feels him start walking over to the lounge and hears the others begin to disperse as well. As Todoroki gently puts him down on the couch, Kaminari adds, “We were just starting a Mario Kart tournament, though, so sorry if we’re a bit loud.”
Izuku waves off his apology and sinks into the cushion. Honestly, he could sleep through a hurricane right now. There’s just a couple of things missing.
He opens his eyes.
“Todoroki-kun. Kacchan. Cuddle with me,” he demands.
The two boys glance at each other simultaneously.
“I mean, you can either get one or the other,” Kacchan says, “You’re not fucking getting both.”
Izuku stares at them unmovingly. “Cuddle with me. Both of you. Now.”
Todoroki, unsurprisingly, is the first one to obey. He moves to sit on Izuku’s right side, wrapping an arm around his waist and letting him snuggle up to his warm chest. Lip curled in disgust, Kacchan glares at them with his arms folded. Izuku stares at him expectantly. After a few moments, Kacchan finally caves with a loud huff.
“You’re fucking bossy when you’re tired, you know that, Zuku?” He grumbles, stomping over and plopping down on his other side, making the smaller boy bounce slightly. Izuku smiles and curls up so that his legs are on top of the blond’s thighs, then sinks back into his boyfriend’s warmth, closing his eyes.
His friends resume their game, and soon the familiar sounds of video game music and laughter fills his ears. He can hear the rest of his classmates milling about too, doing whatever they would do on a normal, lazy Saturday morning. Despite the competitive banter that’s going on between his friends playing, a sense of peace fills him and he lets out a quiet, content sigh.
He did it. He really did it. All of his months and months of hard work has finally paid off. He’s finally accomplished this goal that he’s had for so long that… he almost feels a little empty without it, a little lost about what to do next.
A memory bubbles up to the surface of his mind- and it’s not the first time it’s come to his mind today. The day he met All Might, the day he first healed him. What a disaster that had been, but by God, if it wasn’t the best thing that had ever happened to Izuku.
He then thinks about the way the gaping chasm in the man’s chest had filled with Izuku’s energy. There had been a brief moment at the end, when it had filled to the brim- something strange had happened. Their energy had become intertwined. Whole.
A part of Izuku lives within All Might now. He’d never really thought about it before, him giving pieces of his own lifeforce to the people that he chooses to heal, but- it’s a rather nice thought, actually.
All Might’s words echo in his head. “The very core of being a healer- no, of being a hero, is having the will to sacrifice oneself for another. Young Midoriya, you would be a great healer even if you were quirkless.”
Izuku’s heart warms. Those words have been some of the most important words he’s ever been told in his life.
And he thinks about all the people he’s healed so far, all the sacrifices he’s made. He thinks about healing students after school, he thinks about healing Aizawa at USJ, about Kendou, Ingenium, All Might. He thinks about saving Kota. And he asks himself, even though it was hard, even though it was scary, and sometimes painful, if he would do it all again.
And the answer is yes.
But it’s more than that. It’s familiar students that he doesn’t quite know the names of calling out greetings as he passes them by in the hallway. It’s Aizawa gently ruffling his curls and stealing him an onigiri because he knows he’ll be hungry. It’s Kendou’s parents arriving at his doorstep with her the day after he saved her life and hugging him tightly. It’s the ‘thank you’ note written in a clumsy five-year old’s writing sitting in Izuku’s desk drawer. It’s the new lightness in Iida’s eyes that hasn’t left ever since he healed his brother.
It’s the way All Might held him close, surrounded by loved ones who were all smiling- smiling because of Izuku- and told him that he was his hero.
Izuku feels his throat tighten.
A small voice in the back of his mind whispers, ‘But... I’m just a healer…’
Heroes protect people, heroes save people- but he does too, doesn’t he?
Izuku opens his eyes and turns to look at Todoroki’s scarless face. He had told him once before the thing he hated most about being a healer was that he could only help people after they’ve been hurt, and yes, that will always frustrate him to some degree, but that doesn’t mean he should minimize the importance of being able to save an injured person. And he knows he saved Todoroki, in more ways than one. He can see it in the way his mesmerizing heterochromatic eyes gaze down at him with open warmth rather than the icy cold he felt when they first met.
Smiling, Izuku leans up and presses his lips high on his boyfriend’s cheek where his scar once was. Todoroki turns to look at him in surprise, but he’s already gone back down to rest his head on his chest, closing his eyes.
Izuku saved him. Just like he saved All Might, and Ingenium, and Kendou, and all the others who he’s chosen to sacrifice pieces of his lifeforce to, and just like all the others he will sacrifice himself for in the future.
Maybe Mirio was onto something.
His lips curl up into a smile, and he nestles further into Todoroki’s warmth.
Looks like he became a hero after all.
The End
Notes:
I wrote this story because, like many of you guys I am assuming, I love healer AUs. But something I notice in them, and especially in the ones I read in the BNHA fandom, is that they often end up being very... degrading towards the healer. Usually not downright intentionally, but many of these characters are portrayed as extremely weak, damsels-in-distress, and there also seems to be a lot of genderbending going on- especially in healer!Deku's case (just look up healer Deku on Pinterest or Google Images)- for the sole purpose of sexualization, read further
And like- that kinda fucking pissed me off. Especially with the past year we've had during which I think we've all learned how badass and heroic medical professionals are.
So I took Midoriya Izuku and I gave him a healing quirk. And I think he's the perfect character to help people realize what it means to be a true hero. He had to come to this understanding, even when other people called him weak, even when people in my comment section called him weak, that being a hero has nothing to do with how big and strong you are or how many bad guys you can beat up. It's about how you who you are on the inside and how your actions affect others. How you choose to have an impact on others, and make it positive or negative.
Midoriya Izuku is the perfect character to teach this lesson because it doesn't matter what quirk he has, at his core, he is selfless and caring and a good person. He is destined to become a hero no matter what shape that may take.And that, my friends, is The Roundabout Way of Fate.
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Thank you all so much for staying with me until the end! I cannot express how much your kind words have meant to me! Please feel free to chat with me on Tumblr (I have an ask box) and Instagram (feel free to DM me! I'll be posting a general answer box response thingy on my story tonight also)
And, as usual, here are the links to this chapter's artwork on Tumblr for All Might and Deku pic, Tumblr for trio pic, Instagram for All Might and Deku pic, Instagram for trio picTo address Overhaul- as mentioned briefly in the last chapter, Nighteye brought All Might to help out with that mission, so like, in my mind I was like, 'Well, that was easy. All Might's healed, and Overhaul's fucked.' and I just wiped my hands of that problem XD
In addition-
I will not be writing a sequel because this was my quarantine baby and unless there's another pandemic I probably will not have time to write another long-ass fic like this again XD. But I do have a one-shot that I'll be posting soon! I've made this fic into a series, so please subscribe to that so you can find out when I post it! (psst, it's Dadzawa-centric!) EDIT Here it is!
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Again, thank you guys so much for reading! Love ya!




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